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PROLOGUE FEATHER Cloak was fertile, the only
pregnant woman left among her people. Indeed, she was the only woman living who
had quickened more than once. Therefore, she presided over the council of
tribes because she had power the others did not possess, power that had been
draining from the land during their exile. No one could explain this slow
leaching, but they knew it presaged the death of both land and people. If
anyone could save them, it must be the one in whom power still resided long
after it had departed from the rest. The Eagle Seat had yielded to her. In
truth, it was now the only place she rested easily. Her older child was almost
an adult in aspect and learning, but in the days when he had grown within her,
he had not waxed so large. It seemed she would harvest a giant's spawn,
although she happened to know that the sire of her budding child was Rain, who
was no smaller or larger than any other man. He was a gentle soul of medium
build, good-natured, a hard worker with clever hands, a skill for
flint-knapping, and a well-omened name, and for all these reasons a much better
choice for a father than arrogant warriors like Cat Mask and Lizard Mask who
liked to shake their spears and strut before the women. As they were doing now. "We must gather in one place, farther
inland where we'll be protected, and ready ourselves! Then we can act at once,
and in numbers. We can strike before our enemy expects us!" "Better to station ourselves in
smaller groups, you fool! Spread out around the countryside. If one group is
taken by surprise, the others will be able to harry the enemy and regroup when
it is safe." "If the enemy strikes first, if the
enemy passes the White Road and sets foot in our country, we are lost!" Cat Mask
pounded the haft of the speaking staff repeatedly into the dirt to emphasize
his point. As if his voice wasn't loud enough! Lizard Mask had half a head of height over
Cat Mask. He used it now, puffing up his chest and jutting out his chin, as he
curled a hand around the haft above Cat Mask's hand. "If the enemy
invades, how can we know where he will cross? If we're all in one place, we'll
lose mobility. We'll lumber along as slowly as your mind works!" "Feh! Your wish to be safe has made
you frightened. We must be bold!" "We must be cautious but clever, the
thorn in their side." "The arrow in their heart! One blow
to cripple them, not a frenzy of meaningless stings that will only anger them
but do no lasting damage." The councillors were seated around the
cavernous chamber, watching the two young warriors stamping and blowing in the
center. The older women seemed amused and indulgent, while the younger women
had settled into expressions of disgust or intent interest depending on their
liking for belligerent male posturing. The older men stood with crossed arms
and resigned expressions as they waited for the storm to die down; they had
blustered in like manner in their own day and knew better than to intervene. "A swarm of bees may bring down a wolf who angers them and
disturbs their hive." "A wolf may outrun them and stalk back at night when they
sleep to rip their refuge to shreds for other animals to mangle and
devour!" Because men had the floor, it wasn't the
place of women to speak, but Feather Cloak was not surprised when The Impatient
One— Uapeani-kazonkansi-a-lari, daughter of Eldest Uncle—laughed. "What fine phrases these are!"
she cried. "Shall we acclaim the one who pierces us with the finest
poetry?" The two men flushed red. Faced with her
mockery, they shifted their stances to join against her. In years past, The
Impatient One had slept with both of them, and cast both aside, and whatever
jealousy they nurtured each toward the other measured less than their
resentment of her indifference. "You argue over war," she went
on, "but force of arms cannot win this battle." "We must fight!" declared Cat
Mask. "Whether we choose to mass our forces
or disperse them, we must be ready to fight," agreed Lizard Mask. She snorted. "They are many and we
are few. Beyond that, humankind are only one of the dangers we face. We may yet
suffer grievous harm when the day comes—close now!" As if to emphasize her point in the same
way Cat Mask had rapped his spear against the ground, the land beneath
shuddered. The vibration resembled a temblor but was instead the judder of the
land as it called out like to like, seeking its home through the waves of
aether that surrounded it. It shook right through Feather Cloak's body. Her
womb clenched and relaxed in harmony with that rhythm. She wiped her brow with
the back of a hand, knowing her time was close, just as the day they had so
long awaited was close. What was torn asunder would come back to
its resting place, and the Ashioi, cursed and exiled, would come home. Many spoke, all at once, now that The
Impatient One had spoken out of turn. Peace. War. Appeasement. Negotiation.
Each view had its adherents, but those who clamored for war shouted loudest. "I will speak," Feather Cloak
said. The rest, even The Impatient One, quieted. "Listen well. If we do
not speak with one voice, we will surely perish. We no longer have leisure to
argue. A decision must be made, so I will make it. Let it be done in this way:
Let the people be gathered inland, where they may hope for the most safety. But
let them assemble in thirteen groups, each apart from the others, so that if
one falls into danger the others may yet escape. Cat Mask, you will split our
warriors into two groups. The larger group will remain with you at a place of
your choosing, where you can move and fight swiftly. Lizard Mask, you will
order the rest into small groups that can patrol the borderlands to warn the
rest of us if any hostile force passes our borders. The council will disperse
with the others. I will remain here until the storm passes. White Feather will
act as my midwife. For the rest, we must prepare to defend ourselves, but only
after the storm can we know how we are situated and how many of us have
survived. We will assemble again at that time to choose our course of action. I
have spoken. Let none dispute my words." She had only once before invoked her right
to make a unilateral decision. No wise leader did so often. She sighed, doubly
burdened, as the council acquiesced. Most left swiftly to carry out her orders.
A few tarried, arguing in soft voices that nevertheless echoed and reechoed in
the cavern. Only Eldest Uncle remained silent where he sat, cross-legged, on
the second terrace. "You have offered no opinion,
Uncle," she said. "He has no opinion," replied his
daughter, turning away from her conversation with her companion White Feather
who, like her, was harsh but strong. "He has fallen in love with his
grandson's naked mate, whom all men desire because she burns with the fire of
the upper spheres." Eldest Uncle sighed. "Is this true?" asked Feather Cloak.
"I admit I was surprised when you brought her before the council. She is
dangerous, and in the way of such dangerous things, attractive and
bright." "She is young, and wanted teaching.
If you women can think of nothing but sex, that is not my fault." "My father and my son—both enslaved
to her! What do you say, Feather Cloak?" "I banished her, seeing what she was.
Beyond the danger she poses to every earthly creature because of what she is, I
saw no harm in her." "You are a fool!" Feather Cloak smiled, clasping her hands
over her huge abdomen. "That may be. And maybe you are jealous." Eldest Uncle chuckled. The Impatient One glared. "But I sit in the Eagle Seat. If you
dispute my right to take this place, you will have to prove yourself more
worthy than I am." Like every adult among her people, Feather
Cloak could use a bow and had learned to defend herself with knife and staff,
but The Impatient One had relished the arts of war in which all adolescents
trained. She was physically strong, with powerful limbs and a martial grace
that could be used to protect, or to threaten, as she did now, tense and
poised, a warrior ready to cast a spear at her enemy. "I have walked the spheres! Do not
mock my power." "I do not mock you, Cousin. But I do
not fear you either. Power is not wisdom. It is only power. Cat Mask and his
warriors cannot protect us if he makes rash choices. We are weakened by our
exile. We do not know what we may yet suffer. I counsel caution and readiness.
You yourself spoke against using force of arms." "Only because they are many, and we
are few. We must strike swiftly with other means. The greatest and cruelest of
their warriors can be overcome by sorcery. I have defeated even the wild beasts
among them who would have torn me limb from limb." "Beware," said Eldest Uncle
quietly. "We have seen how much greater is suffering when sorcery is used
for harm." "You think we should surrender!" "Do I? We must seek peace." "Peace is surrender! Humankind will
never offer us peace." "How can you know this,
Daughter?" "I know them better than you do! I
have lived among them. I bore a child to one of them." She looked
defiantly at Feather Cloak. "They are not like us. They will never make
peace with us. My son was raised as an outcast among them, and even so they
seduced him to their ways." "Better to have raised him in our
ways," said Eldest Uncle, "instead of abandoning him there." "So you would say! But it was decided to try
the course of appeasement by birthing a child who would mix their blood and
ours. That plan has failed!" "Has it?" "Do you believe otherwise? How can
you know? You have not walked on Earth since the old days, and the old days are
forgotten by humankind. They recall us only in stories, as an ancient enemy
long banished and defeated. Or is it the memory of the Bright One that blinds
you, so that you do not wish to war against them?" "It is ill mannered for a daughter to
speak so disrespectfully to her own sire," commented Feather Cloak.
"Your words may carry truth, but your behavior gives us cause to doubt
you." "You are fools!" The
Impatient One snapped her fingers, and one of the young warriors, loitering by
the passageway that led out of the cavern, came to attention. "Still, it
is possible—-just possible—if they are not dead but only caught between the
worlds. ..." She grinned, leaped up the steps, and vanished into the
darkness, the young man at her heels. "Who is dead?" asked White
Feather. "We are caught between the worlds," said
the elderly woman known as Green Skirt. "What mischief is she up to?" "She'll try to get pregnant
again," said White Feather. "She'll want the Eagle Seat. She'll wrest
it from you, if she can." Feather Cloak had weathered many trials in
her life. They all had, who lived in exile. She smiled, feeling the familiar
tug of weariness at her heart, leavened only by a memory of laughter she had
once shared with The Impatient One when they were girls together. "In the
old days," she said as the last of her council gathered around her,
"we did not acclaim a leader solely on her fertility. It is a shame it has
come to this." She patted her belly. Muscles tightened under her hand. The skin rippled as
the child within rolled like one of the fabled merfolk underwater. "How has the world changed?" she
asked the others, marking each one with her gaze: Eldest Uncle, Green Skirt,
the old warrior Skull Earrings, and White Feather, who would act as midwife.
These were the ones she trusted most because they were honest, even and
particularly when they did not agree. They were her spring, winter, autumn, and
summer. "We do not know what we will find when we return to Earth, for
none among us has walked in the other land as it is now. None except The
Impatient One." "Uapeani-kazonkansi-a-lari walked the
spheres," said White Feather. "She risked her life so that she could
learn what was necessary to cross over the aether and back onto Earth. We
should not dismiss her words so lightly, just because she does not agree with
her father." Eldest Uncle chuckled. Green Skirt had an older woman's distaste
for nonsense. She lifted her chin sharply to show she disagreed. "That she
refuses to listen to her elders is precisely what makes her opinion suspect.
She is rash." Skull Earrings crossed his arms. He had
once been a bold, impetuous, impatient warrior like Cat Mask, but age, hunger,
and despair had worn him down. He was like ancient gold, burnished to a soft
gleam. "First, let us survive what is coming. We do not know what to
expect, except what the Bright One told us. That our old enemies the Horse
people and their human allies still live, and seek to exile us forever more. If
we survive, then we can send scouts to survey the lay of the land. If we do not
survive, if we are cast adrift a second time, then we will certainly die. What
can we do?" "We can do nothing," said Eldest
Uncle, "except take shelter and hope for the storm's winds to spare
us." "There must be something we can do!"
cried White Feather. "Are we goats, to be herded at the shepherds's whim
and slaughtered when it is time for meat?" "Now—right now—we are helpless,"
said Eldest Uncle. "There is no shame in accepting this as truth, since it
is so. I agree with my nephew." He gestured toward Skull Earrings. The other man laughed. 'After so many
years, it is good we agree at last, Uncle!" The old man smiled, but Feather Cloak saw
that the gesture came only from the head, not his heart. "I will wait
beside the clearing where the burning stone appears," he said. "That is on the edge of the land,'
protested Feather Cloak. "The tides may wash over you. You will be at
risk." "As you are here, Feather Cloak." "I cannot leave the Eagle Seat. I
like you close at hand. It makes me feel more at peace." He shrugged, knowing she was right,
knowing that as leader she had no peace. The weight of the Eagle Seat was as
heavy a burden as pregnancy. "Nevertheless, I must wait there, in
case—" White Feather snorted. "In case the
Bright One reappears? Perhaps your daughter speaks the truth, Uncle. You have a
young man's mind in an old man's body." "That never changes!" he
retorted, but he was not offended by her statement. The others laughed. "I
am eldest. I will do as I wish in this. I will see what I will see. If the
tides overwhelm me, so be it." A contraction gripped Feather Cloak's
womb. As if in echo, the earth trembled and shook on and on until she found
herself breathing hard, hands clutching the eagle's wings. White Feather knelt beside her. "You
are close." She beckoned to Green Skirt, who nodded and hurried to the
door to give a stream of directions to one of the warriors waiting there, a
young woman wearing a fox mask tipped back onto her hair. The girl ran out to
fetch water while White Feather emptied coals out of a hollow stick and coaxed
a fire into flame. Skull Earrings fetched the birthing stool. All this industry, and the intense grip of
further contractions, distracted Feather Cloak. She had the merest impression
of Eldest Uncle's brief farewell and the pair of young warriors who followed
him. When she next looked around the chamber, all three were gone. As the contractions came hard and with
increasing frequency, she began no longer to be able to distinguish the forces
shaking her body and those shaking the land. So many burdens; so much
exhaustion; so great a trial to be faced. She had to let it go. It was beyond
her control. All she could do was endure it. All she could do, between stabs of
red-hot pain, was pray to Sharatanga, She-Who-Will-Not-Have-A-Husband. "Guide us through this birth and this
death. Give us your blessing." Was that her voice or White Feather's? Was
it Green Skirt speaking, as the green beads and little white skull masks
clicked together each time the old woman moved? Did she herself mumble words,
or only grunt and groan and curse as the pains of opening came and went? She was vaguely sensible beyond her skin
of the greater skin of the cosmos, that which wrapped Earth, opening as a
flower opens to receive that which now returned to it: the exiled land. Vast
forces moved within the deeps. The sea waters raged on the surface and winds
howled, while in the caverns far beneath, rivers of fire shifted to create a
new maze of pathways. Earth is welcoming us home. "Hush," said White Feather.
"Hold your breath so you can push." "Listen to what Feather Cloak
says!" objected Green Skirt. "She can see where we cannot." The pain of opening transformed her
awareness as the child within pressed forward, ready to be born. It was not
pain but inevitability that dragged her. Now the exiled land was drawn back to
the place it had come from, where it had always belonged. Now the child would
be born, because children must be born once they have begun that journey. Four attended her: White Feather, Skull
Earrings, Green Skirt, and the fox-masked young warrior, a serious girl who
glared at everyone as she ran to and fro on whatever errands they gave her. She knew this not because she paid
attention to them, but because she knew all things. The vital soul that resides
in the cosmos and imbues it and all things with life, even those that may seem
dead, became visible to her. She saw the vibration of all things down to their
smallest particle. She saw the reach of the heavens as they expanded in an
infinite curve whose unknowable horizon confounded her. The exiled land was
almost drained of this soul. Ruptured from its nurturing womb, it had waned as
the tide of the sacred presence had ebbed. Now the vibrant net that entangled
Earth swallowed them, and as the child in her belly was thrust out from its
shelter, they were dragged in to the ancient nest in whose architecture still
resided a memory of their place within it. The slippery mass of a child dropped into
White Feather's waiting hands. She groaned, or perhaps it was the earth
grinding at a register almost too low to be perceived. 'Another one!" cried Green Skirt in
shock. "Twice blessed! Twice cursed!"
sang out White Feather, shoving the first infant into the waiting hands of
Skull Earrings so she could catch the impatient second, now crowning. Feather Cloak pushed as the world was born
again, as the White Road flared into existence, a ribbon so bright that it
shone, as Earth exploded
beyond the borders of the Ashioi land. Firestorms raged and gales seared the
land. Yet all this transpired at such a remote distance from the heart of the
maelstrom that her awareness of the cosmos, too, faded, and she was after all
weary. So weary. "Two girls!" said Skull
Earrings, cradling the first tenderly in his arms. "The gods have favored
us!" She slid down the long road of exhaustion
and fell into sleep. North of the land lies devastation so
complete that the land steams. Has their return created such a wasteland that
smoke and ruin are all she sees? No. Beyond the scar lies land touched by
fire, by wind, by raging seas, by great shifts in the earth itself, by tumult,
but it is not dead. She sees now what caused the land just
beyond the White Road to be engulfed by molten rock. The Bright One walks in
the wasteland. She created it with the power that resides within her, the curse
she received from her mother's kin. She is naked and carries nothing except a
bow layered with the magical essence of griffin bone. So bright it shines. . .
. She moaned and came awake, squinting
against a light she did not recognize. "Ah\" She shielded her eyes. "What is
it?" "He-Who-Burns!" cried Green
Skirt. "That is the sun. See how his light shines!" She pointed at
the roof of the cavern, where a yellow glare illuminated the spray of plant
roots dangling from crumbling ridges of soil. Skull Earrings stepped forward with White
Feather beside him. "Here are your daughters," he said, displaying
the dark babies. White Feather nodded. "So small. So
perfect!" Weeping, she kissed them. "They will
never know exile. We have come home." PART ONE THE TIDES OF
DESTRUCTION
I A VISION OF THE
END
1 WHEN the earth began to shake, his jailers
abandoned him within the ruins of the old monastery, beside the roofless church
and its stone tower. From his prison, in his cage in the back of the cart, he
watched in a confused stupor as both horses and oxen bolted, spooked by the
unnatural weather. Along the shoreline of Osna Sound, the
water receded far out past the line of the ebb tide, exposing seabed and a line
of sharp rocks below the curve of the Dragonback Ridge. Above, the sky was a
sheet of lightning that veiled the stars, but that light in the heavens was an
uncanny thing because no thunder answered it. A stillness, more like an indrawn
breath, settled over the country, and it hung there, waiting. Soon. The silence was broken with a roar as the
ground jolted. The cart pitched over. The post to which Alain was chained
snapped as it struck the ground. With a groan, the stone tower collapsed into a
cloud of dust and grit that choked him as he sprawled, like the fish flopping
in the exposed seabed, gasping for breath. Scattered by a rising wind, the
storm of dirt quickly dissipated, but the ground had not finished shifting. The Dragonback Ridge splintered with a
deafening crack. Sheets of rock cascaded into the sound. Beneath the booming
clatter of rock, the earth moved as the dragon woke. Its tail, lashing as it
was freed from the soil, snapped trees. As its flank heaved up where once lay
the high ridge, dirt avalanched seaward, obliterating the old shoreline. The
creature lifted a claw and set it down, and the ground trembled beneath that
tread. It raised its huge head to examine the heavens, then slewed around.
Chained and caught, Alain could only stare as the head lowered down and down
and paused at length before the cage to stare at him. With one bite it could devour cart and man
both. He struggled to his knees to face it, although it took all his strength
to rise. Its scales shone like gold. Its eyes had
the luster of pearls. It was not untarnished from its waking: there was a cut
in its belly, and from this a tear of bright, hot blood hissed, splashing over
him. Its touch burned him to the heart, not with heat but with truth. My heart is the Rose. Any heart is the
Rose of Healing that knows compassion and lets it bloom. It blinked, huffed a cloud of steam,
reared its head up, and opened its vast wings. Their span shadowed the
monastery grounds. It bunched its haunches, waited a breath, ten breaths, a
hundred breaths, as if listening, as if it, too, were waiting. A wind howled up out of the southwest,
shattering trees as it came, and when it hit, the dragon launched itself. Alain
fell, never sure if the gale or the weight of its draft had battered him down.
Its shadow passed away. Beyond, the sea raged against the rocks. Above, the
stars had gone out. All he could see of the sky was a swirling haze mixed of
dust and ash and wind and bits of foliage, and the trailing sparks of a vast
spell. He heard still a roar of sound, building
in volume, and before he understood what it was, a wave out of the sea swept
over him. His chains held him under the water as he tumbled in its surf,
fighting for the surface. And as he drowned, he saw in a vision the land unfolding
before him. He saw as the spell tangled and collapsed in on itself. He saw the
land of the Ashioi materialize out of the aether, back to the place it had come
from long ago. He saw what happened in the wake of that
spell: All down the western shoreline of the boot
of Aosta, a ridge of volcanoes shakes into life. Lava streams out of the earth.
Fields crack open, as the pit yawns beneath. An unstoppable tide of mud and ash
slurry buries villages and the folk who live in
them. There is no warning, no time to flee. The waters of the Middle Sea that are
displaced by the returning land speed outward in vast concentric rings. These
waves deluge distant coastlines, drowning the shore. All along the northern sea rivers run
backward and ports are left dry as the land groans and shifts, rising no more
than a finger's span as the weight settling in the south tilts the entire
continent. Temblors shake the land. The gale that
blasted across the earth dissipates in wilderness among the dumb beasts. Deep
in the earth, goblins race through ancient labyrinths, seeking their lost
halls. Under the sea, the merfolk dive deep to escape the maelstrom. Out in the
distant grasslands, the Horse people shelter in hollows in the land. The magic
of the Holy One shields them from the worst even as it drains the life out of
her. All this he sees as he struggles in the
waters. He sees, and he understands: Those who were most harmed in ancient days
ride out the storm with the least damage. It is humankind who suffer most.
Perhaps Li'at'dano hoped or planned that in the end the weaving would harm
those who were the greatest threat to her people: both the Cursed Ones, and her
own human allies. Perhaps the WiseMothers suspected that humankind
would take the brunt of the backlash. Perhaps they had no choice except to do
what they did, knowing that the belt was already twisted and the path already
laid clear before their feet They speak to him through rock and through water,
although the salt sea almost drowns their voice. It. Is. Done. You. Have. Saved. Us. He gasps for breath but swallows water.
The link between them is broken so sharply that it is as if it had never
existed. Caught in the riptide, he came clear of
the water suddenly and flailed and gasped and choked and coughed as the tide
hauled him toward the sea. The chain jerked him back to the ground. The cart,
trapped in the fallen stones, had saved him, which had all this time imprisoned
him. He lay there, too dazed to move. At length daylight filtered into the haze
of ash and dust that clouded the heavens. After a long time he realized that he
was alive and that, impossibly, the world had survived. The great weaving that
Adica had made so long ago with her compatriots was at long last finished. The
spell had come all the way around and returned to where it began. The Lost Ones
had returned from their exile. He had seen both beginning and end, only
of course the end was now a beginning. After all, he was not alone in the ruins,
as he had thought. The hounds came and with them came his foster father, Henri.
"Where are we going?" Alain asked him. "Home, Son. We're going
home."
2 BECAUSE the ridge had been obliterated by the dragon's
waking, their way proved rough and strenuous as they walked toward home
through a jumble of boulders, fallen trees, and tide-wracked debris. In the end
Alain's legs failed him and his strength gave out. He could scarcely breathe.
Once they reached a real path, Henri had to carry him, stopping at intervals to
rest. "You're nothing but bones and
skin," Henri said one of those times. He sat, sweating, on a smooth beech
tree, uprooted in last night's storm. Alain wheezed, curled up on the ground
because he hadn't the strength to sit upright. The hounds nosed him fretfully.
"You weigh no more than a child. I'll never forgive Lord Geoffrey for
doing this to you. It's a sin to treat another human being so cruelly." He was too weak to answer. The world
seemed dim, but perhaps that was only because of clouds covering the sky. Henri sighed. "You do stink, though,
Son. Whew!" The affection in his voice made Alain's lips tremble, but he
could not manage a smile. For so long he had endured. Now, safe, he thought he
might at last die because he had been worn too thin. He wanted to go on, but he
had nothing left. "Here, now, you beasts, move
aside." Henri hoisted him effortlessly, shifted
him onto his own back so Alain's head rested on Henri's shoulder, and kept
walking. It seemed likely that they should have passed through Osna village,
but apparently Henri kept to those woodland paths that took them around the
village and onto the broad southern road. Many trees were fallen. Branches littered
the path. It was silent, not even bird call to serenade them, and not a soul
out on the roads the morning after. Where the road forked, Henri veered to the
right along a narrower side path that wound through oak and silvery birch, maple
and beech. Long ago he had ridden down this path with Count Lavastine. The
memory seemed as a dream to him now, no more real than his life with Adica. All
gone, torn away by death. Yet there was life here still. Some manner
of person had husbanded these woods, cutting down trees for firewood and
boatbuilding in many spots but fostering quick-growing ash and sparing half the
slow-growing oaks in others. Coppice-cut willow, hazel, and hawthorn flourished
in various states of regrowth, some freshly cut and others ready for felling
again. Sorrow barked. Pigs squealed away into the undergrowth. "Who's there?" came a cry from
ahead. "I've found him!" cried Henri. Alain hadn't the strength to raise his
head, so, sidewise, he watched the estate emerge as the path opened onto
neatly-mown hayfields and a tidy garden, recently harvested. Two corrals ringed
sheep and a pair of cows. Geese honked, and chickens scattered. There was even
a horse and a pony, riches for a free-holding family without noble forebears.
Folk had come out of the workshop and the house to stand and stare, but it was
the ones he knew best who ran up the path to meet them. Julien was scarred and
lean. Stancy was pregnant; she ran forward with a child grasping her hand. Was
that third adult little Agnes, grown so comely and tall? "That can't be Alain," said
Julien. "That creature's nothing more than skin pulled over bones." "It's him," said Stancy.
"Poor boy." She wiped away tears. "Stink! Stink!" wailed the
child, tugging to break free and run. "He scares me." "Hush!" Aunt Bel strode up to
them, looked at him hard, and frowned. "Stancy, kill a chicken and get a
broth cooking. He'll not be strong enough to eat solid food. Agnes, I'll want
the big basin tub for bathing him. Outside, though. Julien, haul water and tell
Bruno to heat it on the workshop fire. We'll need plenty. He can't be
chilled." Like the chickens, they scattered but to
more purpose. "Dear God," said Aunt Bel.
"That's a strong smell. We'll have to Wash him twice over before we bring
him inside. I'll have the girls make a good bed for him by the hearth. He'll be
abed all winter, if he survives at all. He looks more like a ghost than like
our sweet lad." "He can hear you." "Can you hear me, boy?" she
demanded. Because it was Aunt Bel asking, he fluttered his eyelids and got out
a croak, not much more than a sigh. "It's a wonder he's still alive,
abused like that." She made a clucking noise, quite disgusted. "It's
a good thing you went after him, Henri." "Don't let him die, Bel. I failed him
once already." "It's true you let your pride get the
better of you. You were jealous." The movement of Henri's shoulders, beneath
Alain's chest, betrayed a reaction. "Nay, there's nothing more to be
said," retorted Bel. "Let it be, little brother. What's in the past
is gone with the tide. Let him be. I'll nurse him myself. If he lives, then we
can see." A drop of moisture fell on Alain's
dangling hand. At first, he thought it might be rain from those brooding
clouds, but as they trudged down into the riot of the living, he realized that
these were Henri's tears. II THE LUCK OF THE KING
1 SANGLANT knew dawn came only because he
could smell the sun's rising
beyond the haze that concealed all horizons. Ash rained down on his army as
they straggled through the scorched forest, dragging their wounded with them.
Here and there fires burned in the treetops. Smoke rose, blending with the ash
drifting over them. Limbs snapped and crashed to earth to create echoes within echoes
as the devastated forest collapsed on itself. They assembled in their tattered legions
around the ancient fortress where Lady Wendilgard had met her death. Up on the
height of half fallen walls, Captain Fulk posted sentries to watch over the
wounded. The prince stood on the shattered ramp, once a causeway leading up
into the fortress and now a series of broken stair steps littered with stones,
weapons, and four dead men not yet dragged away. The last surviving troops who
had heard the call to sheathe weapons and retreat emerged battered, bruised,
and limping from the trees to take up places in the clearing. They were crammed
shoulder to shoulder, weary and frightened, and all of them awaiting his
command. Perhaps two thousand troops remained to
him, out of opposing armies which had each easily boasted twice that number. Of
his personal guard, once numbering more than two hundred, some two score
remained. Every man among them bore at least one wound, some minor and a few,
no doubt, mortal. To his left waited Capi'ra and her centaurs, who had
weathered the storm better than most, and a remnant of Quman soldiers. The
winged riders had been hit hard in the field by the heavier numbers of Henry's
army, but they had held their ground. It was largely due to their courage and
will that he had saved as many of his troops as he had during that initial
disastrous retreat when Henry's forces had overpowered him in the early part of
the battle. Of the rest of his noble brethren who had marched with him from
Wendar and the marchlands, he had only two surviving commanders: Lord Wichman
and Captain Istvan, the tlngrian. Lord Druthmar was lost on the field, although
no man living had seen him fall, and he had long since lost track of the rest
of his captains and lords, who might still be huddling in the forest or lying
among the dead. Henry's army formed up to his right:
Duchess Liutgard and her cavalry out of Fesse, Duke Burchard and his Avarians
together with his daughter Wendilgard's remaining men, and others from Saony and
the duchies of Varre. The terrible storm and the blast of burning wind had hit
Henry's army as hard as his own. Henry's army no longer. Henry's corpse lay fixed over Fest's
saddle. Sanglant held the reins. "Your Majesty." Hathui bowed
before him. "What now?" "Where is Zuangua?" he asked,
surveying the scene. "I see no Ashioi among our number." "They did not follow us back this
way, my lord prince ..." Lewenhardt corrected himself. "Your
Majesty." Like the others, the young archer was filthy, smeared with ash
and dirt and blood. Ash pattered down, the sound of its steady rain audible
even through the many noises of the army creaking into place, men weeping, men
talking, horses in distress, a few dogs barking, and wagon wheels squeaking on
the fine layer of ash and grit. "They went off into the trees toward the
sea, along the old track they were following before. I don't know where they've
gone." "I do," Sanglant said.
"They've abandoned us and gone home, for I'm thinking that their homeland
must surely have returned from its long exile." It hurt to breathe. It
hurt to think of Liath struggling among the living or lost to death.
"Hathui, if we build a fire, can you seek Liath through the flames?" "I can try, Your Majesty." He nodded. She took two soldiers and
trudged through the pall into the forest, where charcoal would be easy to
gather. The trio passed a group of exhausted men stumbling out of the trees.
The ash so covered every least thing that it was impossible to tell what lord
or lady these soldiers had served before the night's cataclysm. All his, now. Every one of them. With his
dying breath, Henry had willed Wendar and Varre to his favorite child, his
obedient son, the bastard, the one the king had long wished to succeed him
despite all opposition. "We cannot see into the future,"
Helmut Villam had once
observed. That was a mercy granted to humankind, who would otherwise drown in a
sea of unwanted knowledge filled with reversals, tragedies, unhoped-for
rescues, and the endless contradictions of life. He remembered the passion in his own voice
that day by the river, below the palace of Werlida, when he had spoken so
decidedly to his father the king. "I don't want to be king. Or heir. Or
emperor." And now, of course, he was. King, and heir
to an empire he had never desired. "What of your Aostan allies?" he
asked his cousin Liutgard, nodding also at the old duke, Burchard. The duchess shrugged, wiping ash off her
lips with the back of one filthy hand. Her hair was streaked with ash, tangled
and dirty; impossible to tell how fair it was under all the soot. "They
fled west along the coast instead of following us," she said. "Their
allegiance was to Adelheid, not to Henry. There are yet stragglers, and a few
wandering confused among our troops. For the rest, those who live, I believe
they will all fly home." With a sigh, Sanglant rubbed his stinging
eyes. "Has there been any report of the griffins?" he asked those
standing nearest to him. Clustered behind Hathui were a dozen Eagles rescued
from Henry's train. In truth he needed no answer. If the gale
had not killed the griffins outright, then it had surely blasted them far away.
It seemed impossible for any creature in the air to have survived the storm. Ai, God, he was so weary that he had begun
to hear things, a strange rushing roar that nagged at his hearing until even
the folk surrounding him heard as well. To the south, shouts of alarm rang out
above the snap and crash of branches as though a second wind raked through the
forest. Scouts left behind to stand sentry over the road tumbled into the
clearing. "The ocean! The ocean has
risen!" He gestured to Lewenhardt and Captain
Fulk. Together they ran along the road into the trees, and before they had gone
far they saw an astonishing sight. Water surged inland through the trees,
losing depth quickly until it lapped and sighed around their boots. As they
stared, it drained away, most into the ground but in a few stubborn rivulets
back toward the sea, dragging twigs and leaves in its undertow. Sanglant knelt
and brushed his fingers through a remnant pool as the roar of the receding
waters faded. He touched the moisture to his lips, spat out the salty brine. "This is seawater." "That is not possible," said
Captain Fulk. "No tide can rise so high. It's a league at least—more!—from
here to the ocean!" "Bring Fest. I'll need an escort of a
hundred men. If there's any hope of capturing Queen Adelheid, we must seek her
now. Bring Duke Burchard, since he knows the town and its defenses. Tell
Duchess Liutgard to make an account of what provisions are left us, tend to the
wounded, and ready the men for a long march. Bury the dead before they begin to
rot." "Even the emperor, Your
Majesty?" "No. We must prepare Henry for the
journey north. See that his heart is removed from his body, and his flesh
boiled until there is nothing left but bones." The road through the forest had survived
the conflagration, but it was muddy and streaked with debris. The wind gusted
erratically and after one man was knocked out cold by a falling branch, they
watched for limbs with each flurry. The trees were blackened and burned on the
side facing the southeast. Desiccated leaves filtered down with the ever
present ash fall. Light rose as the morning progressed, but the day remained
hazy and dim and the heavens had a glowering sheen. Every sound was muffled by
the constant hiss of ash and the layer of soot and mud blanketing the damp
ground. It was cool, yet clammy, and the long walk exhausted them and their
horses alike. "Is it the end of the world, my lord
pr— Your Majesty?" Lewenhardt whispered. "If it is the end, then why are we
not dead? Nay, Lewenhardt, it is as it seems. A terrible cataclysm has
overtaken us. We may yet survive if we keep our wits about us, and if we hold
together." Duke Burchard drew the Circle of Unity at
his chest, but said nothing. The old man seemed too stunned to speak. He was
not alone in this. For every soldier who exclaimed out loud at the scorched
forest and the marks of the recent flood there were four or five who gaped at
the devastation as though they had, indeed, lost their wits. "I dislike this, Your Majesty,"
said Fulk. "What if the sea returns?" "We must see. Besides Queen Adelheid,
we must seek out those who survived and hid until daybreak. Liutgard said many
of the Aostans marched west along the coast. What of them?" Pools of salty water filled the ruts in
the road, and a gloomy vista awaited them when at last they emerged from the
trees and gazed through the swirling ash that obscured the bay of Estriana,
half a league away. The plain looked strangely scumbled, strewn with debris. He
could not mark the field where the battle had been fought or the line of their
retreat because branches and corpses and planks from wagons and all manner of
flotsam lay tumbled everywhere. He saw no life at all in the distant town. "You are sure?" he asked Duke
Burchard. "You left Queen Adelheid behind in Estriana?" The old man's voice was more like a croak.
"So I did, Your Majesty. She held a reserve behind the walls in case of
disaster. It was already agreed that she would remain in the tower rather than
sortie out. She is a strategist, Your Majesty, not a soldier." "So she is," agreed Sanglant,
"if she yet lives. I walked right into the ambush she and Henry laid
between them." Burchard shook his head impatiently.
"We saw well enough what trap Henry fell into. The daimone with which
Presbyter Hugh ensorcelled him spoke his words and moved his limbs according to
the presbyter's command. Henry did not speak. That plan was the queen's
alone." "She is a formidable opponent, then.
What do we do with her now?" Staring across the plain toward the Middle
Sea, Burchard wept softly. "Perhaps bury her?" The pall of dust hid the waters, which
seemed, impossibly, at low tide, drawn far back across tidal flats. 'Ai, God!" cried Lewenhardt, who
possessed the sharpest gaze among them, able to pierce the haze.
"Look!" The water was rising swiftly. It swelled
at the mouth of the bay into a monstrous wave that crested into a wall of
foaming white. The wave surged forward across the bay and smashed down onto the
town and the
shoreline, engulfing it and inundating the land. The water rose up and up,
still climbing as it flooded the plain. "Run!" The others turned and fled. Sanglant could
not bring himself to move. He could not quite believe, despite the
evidence of his eyes, that the sea could rise so fast and run so far. The
whiter crest that battered the town dissipated quickly, subsumed in the vast
tidal swell that rolled inland across the plain. Fest snorted and shied, and he
reined him in, turning in a complete circle before the horse settled, uneasy
and in protest but holding fast. "My lord prince!" cried Captain
Fulk, returning in haste to rein up beside him. "We'll be drowned. You
must come!" The tide lapped to its highest extent a
stone's toss from Fest, not even reaching the outlying trees of the forest, and
sucked hissing and burbling back into the sea. All that lay strewn over the
plain from the first surge rushed outward with it. Even the stone walls of
Estriana toppled into the wave, all but the highest tower, which was protected
by a double ring of walls that had taken the brunt of the impact. His men, creeping back, wept to witness
the sea's fury. As the wave receded, the ruins of the town emerged from the
water. The stone walls were shattered at a dozen places. Seen through those
gaps, the buildings looked like piles of sticks. 'Ai, God!" cried Duke Burchard.
"Queen Adelheid must surely be dead! No one could have survived such a
deluge!" He glanced at Sanglant and wiped his brow nervously. "Surely
she had a reason for the terrible course she took, Your Majesty. Surely she did
not wish to harm the king. She loved him. She is a good woman." "Let us hope we do not have to make
decisions as cruel as the one she felt herself forced to make," replied
Sanglant. "I think it most prudent if we
retreat," said Fulk. "We have seen that these unnatural tides are not
yet faded. Look how the water sucks back out again. What if a larger surge
comes?" "Look," said Lewenhardt.
"Something is moving out there!" Sanglant dismounted. "Your Majesty!" protested
Captain Fulk "I'll walk. The footing looks too
tricky for horses." "Why go at all? If you're swept
away—" "I think we have time. The second
wave did not approach until we had walked all the way from the old fort. If you
have ever sat upon the sea's shore and watched the waves, Captain, you will
have seen they
have a rhythm of their own. These great waves need time to approach." Fulk had stood firm through many terrible
events when others quailed and faltered, and although the prospect of drowning
clearly horrified him, he did not fail Sanglant now. "Very well. I'll come
with you, Your Majesty." Sanglant grinned and strode forward. The
ground was not hopelessly muddy because the tide had come up and receded too
swiftly to soak in, but damp ash made the ground slick and debris from the
forest caught about their ankles and snagged in their leggings. It was not
silent but uncannily still, with no sign of life but their own soft footsteps.
The hissing fall of ash serenaded them. Maybe it would never stop raining down.
Perhaps the heavens themselves had burned and now shed the soot of their
destruction over the earth. The throttling gurgle of the sea faded in the
distance as the tide receded back and back beyond the tidal flats, although it
was difficult to see anything clearly through the haze. Now and again they
caught the scent of rot. They walked out onto the plain, glancing
back at intervals to see the forest, farther away each time, and the troop
clustered at the fringe of the trees, obscured by falling ash. 'Are you sure Lewenhardt saw anything,
Your Majesty?" Fulk asked at last. "It could have been the wind. It's
hard to see anything with all this cloud and ash." "Hush." Sanglant held up a hand,
and Fulk fell silent, not moving, chin lifted as he, too, strove to hear. But
few men had the unnaturally keen hearing that Sanglant possessed, and Fulk
could not hear the faint sounds of splashing. "It sounds like a fish
flopping half out of water. There!" A ditch had captured something living that
now thrashed in a remnant of seawater. They came cautiously to the edge and
stared down into a pit filled with a murky blend of mud, water, and scraps of
vegetation. A corpse was fixed between the axles of a shattered wagon, face
mercifully hidden by one wheel, legs gray where they stuck out of the scummy
surface. 'Ai, God!" cried Fulk, stepping back
in horror. The tide had trapped a monster from the
deeps. Sensing them, it heaved its body fully back into the water with a
splash, but it had nowhere to hide. They could distinguish its huge tail
sluicing back and forth. At last it reared up out of the mud defiantly,
whipping its head side to side and spraying mud and flecks of grass and leaves everywhere. Its hair hissed
and snapped at them, each strand like an eyeless eel seeking a meal out of the
air. It had a man's torso, lean and powerful, shimmering with scales. It had a
face, of a kind: flat eyes, slits where a nose should otherwise grow, a lipless
mouth, and scaly hands webbed between its clawed fingers. "It's a man-fish," whispered
Fulk. "That kind we saw on the river!" It was trapped and therefore doomed,
washed in and stranded by the tide, but a fearsome beast nevertheless and
therefore not worthy of mercy. Yet Sanglant frowned as Fulk drew his sword. The
creature stared boldly at them. Sharp teeth gleamed as it opened its mouth. And
spoke. "Prinss Ssanglant. Cap'tin
Fulk." Fulk jumped backward. "How can this
beast know our names!" "Prinss Ssanglant," it repeated.
The eels that were its hair hissed and writhed as though they, too, voiced a
message, one he could not understand. "Can you speak Wendish? What are you?
What are you called?" "Gnat," it seemed to say, yet it kept talking in a
language he did not understand, although he had heard it before. "That's Jinna." "It's too garbled, Your Majesty. I
can't tell." "Can you speak Wendish?" he said
slowly, because he knew no words of Jinna. He tried out the other languages he
could stumble along in. "Can you speak Ungrian? Can you speak the tongue
known to the Quman? Can you—" "Liat'ano," it said, lifting a
hand in pantomime to shade its flat eyes as would a man staring into the bright
sun. "Liathano! Do you speak of my wife,
Liath?" The creature hissed, as in agreement. "What does this mean, my lord prince?"
whispered Fulk. "How can such a monster know our names?" "I don't know. How could such a
creature have learned to speak Jinna?" "Jinna!" The creature spoke
again at length, but they could only shake their heads. Impatience burned at
him like fire as he wondered what this creature knew and what it could
tell him. Did Liath live, or was she dead? How did it recognize them? 'Are there any in our party who can speak
the language of the Jinna?" asked Fulk. "Only Liath," he said bitterly.
"That's why she took those two Jinna servants with her. She was the only one who could
understand them." "What do we do?" "Drag it back to the sea. If it can
speak, then it is no mute beast but a thinking creature like us." "What if it is our enemy? You see its
teeth and claws. I heard the stories the ship-master told us—that it eats human
flesh." "It is at our mercy." He shook
his head. "It gives me hope that my wife still lives. For that reason
alone I can't kill it, or leave it to die, as it surely will, stranded
here." It was, indeed, no mute beast. He gestured
toward the sea. He spoke his own name, and Liath's, and Fulk's, and gestured
toward the sea again, as the creature stared at them. When they clambered down
the crumbling bank and grabbed its arms, it did not fight them. It was heavy,
and strange, and difficult to drag although its glistening tail slid easily
over most obstacles. In the end, out of breath and sloppy with mud and ash,
they got it to what had once been the shoreline. The sea had sucked well out
into the bay, but they dared not walk there among slick rocks knowing that the
next wave would come soon. "Go with the Lord and Lady's
grace," said Sanglant. "There is nothing more we can do for
you." "Liat'ano," it said again, and
pointed toward the sky and then toward the ground. "Does she live?" Sanglant asked,
knowing that the pain in his heart would never cease, not until he knew what
fate had befallen her and their daughter. He had lost so much, as they all had,
but he feared there was worse yet to come. Lying there awkwardly on the ground, it
glanced toward the sea, then copied with eerie precision his earlier gesture.
It waved toward the forest, suggesting haste, and said a curt word, repeated
twice, something like Go. Go. It had the cadence of a warning. Surely it
could sense the tides of the sea better than he could. Fulk shifted from one
foot to the next, glancing from the creature to the sea and back again. "Ai, God!" swore Sanglant. "Come,
Fulk." They left, jogging across the plain. In
places the tide had swept the ground clear. Elsewhere, ditches, small ridges,
or other obstacles had caught debris in a wide swathe, corpses and branches and
here and there a weapon or wagon wheel tangled together and stinking as the
hours passed. Nothing moved on that plain. There was still no sign of life among the broken
walls of the town. No birds flew, and now and again lightning brightened the
clouds, followed by a distant rumbling of thunder. They heard the water rising before they
reached the soldiers waiting for them at the edge of the forest, nervous as
they listened and watched the glimmer of the sea. He turned as the rest
of the troop hurried away along the road into the cover of the blasted trees.
The water rose this time not in any distinguishable wave but as a great swell.
He could not see the mer-creature. The light wasn't strong enough, and the
shoreline was, in any case, too far away and the ground too uneven. Like the
rest of them, it would survive the tide of destruction, or it would perish. A dozen men waited at the verge, unwilling
to depart without their prince. Without their king. "She must still be alive," he
said. "Yes, Your Majesty," said Fulk. Lewenhardt offered him reins. Sanglant
mounted Fest and together the remnants of his once proud company rode into the
trees. 2 I looked through fire for those whose
faces I know, Your Majesty, but I saw nothing." Sanglant glanced toward his council
members waiting on the ramp that led up into the ruined fortress. The army had
settled down under the afternoon haze to lick its wounds, recover its strength,
and assess its numbers and provisions. "The Seven Sleepers may have
protected themselves from Eagle's Sight. We must act as if they still live.
They remain a threat." Hathui shrugged. "I saw flames and
shadow. Flashes of things. An overturned wagon. Falling rocks. A horse killed
by a falling branch. None of it made any sense, nor could I hold any one vision
within the fire. And of Liath, I saw nothing." 'Ai, God!" He paced, kicking up ash,
and spun to face her. "Seek her at nightfall, each night, and hope she
seeks in turn." "Nightfall is difficult to gauge with
this cloud cover and ash fall, your Majesty. We might each seek the other every evening
and never touch. The Eagle's Sight is a powerful gift, but a man butchering a
deer has more accuracy and delicacy." He laughed, more in pain than amusement.
"The crowns have the same failing, do they not? Thus we are spared the
weight of a power too great to combat by natural means. I no longer
wonder—" He swept an arm wide to indicate the heavens and the shattered
forest. "—why the church condemned sorcery. See what sorcery has
wrought." "Liath is a mathematicus, Your
Majesty. Do you mean to put her aside because she knows the art of
sorcery?" He grinned. "I began as captain of
the King's Dragons. I have always been a soldier. If a weapon is put in my
hands, I use it. And anyway ..." And anyway. / love her. He could not speak those words aloud. He
was regnant now, but his position was by no means secure. He could show no
weakness; he could possess no weakness, and if he did, if he loved
unwisely, then he must conceal the nature of his desire or it would be
used against him. In that way the Pechanek Quman had tried to dishonor him by
tempting him with a woman's flesh. He had come close to falling. "Seek her at nightfall, Hathui. Keep
trying." "Yes, Your Majesty." He strode over to those who waited,
climbed the ramp until he stood above them, and situated himself so all
those gathered below or huddled within the ruined walls could hear. He raised a
hand for silence, and they quieted, but it was never still. The hiss of falling
ash, the crack of breaking branches in the forest, not as many now but
sharp and startling each time the sound came, and the moans of the wounded ran
beneath his words. "Cousin," he said. "What
accounting have you reached?" Liutgard was an excellent administrator
and a wise enough soldier that she let her captains fight her battles for her.
When she was younger, her husband had carried her sword as a talisman in place
of her, but since his death some years earlier she had shown a disturbing
tendency to take to the field herself. She beckoned her chief steward forward.
That woman tallied their remaining forces and lines of command, about two
thousand men and perhaps half that many horses remaining although strays were
continually being roped in. They had salvaged provisions for about three weeks, if strictly
rationed, but were low on fresh water and feed for the horses. There were not
enough wagons to carry all the wounded though crude sledges could be built and
the wounded placed upon those and dragged by healthy men. "What now, Your Majesty?"
Liutgard asked when her steward had finished. "Yes, what now?" they asked, all
the assembled nobles and captains, those who had survived. He was at first silent, but at length he
spoke. "If fire and ash and water have wreaked such havoc here, how badly
has the rest of the land suffered?" Lord Wichman laughed coarsely and shouted,
"Surely we have survived the worst!" "Hush! You fool!" said Liutgard
to her cousin. "Do not tempt God! There may be worse yet to come. What do
you mean to do, Your Majesty?" The curse of foresight had spared him, as
it spared all born of humankind. It was amazing that he had once said to his
father: "1 don't want to be king with princes all biting at my heels
and waiting for me to go down so they can rip out my throat. I want a grant of
land, Liath as my wife, and peace." Such luxury was no longer in his
grasp. If he did not lead, then this army would fall to pieces and much worse
would indeed come to pass. "We must move out, and swiftly. This
land is too devastated to support an army." "What of Queen Adelheid, Your
Majesty?" demanded Burchard. Sanglant laughed bitterly. "You and I
both saw the ruins of Estriana. I think there are no survivors." "Should we send scouts into the
town?" "How can we tell when another wave
may overtake any of our scouts who go down to search? If we wait for the sea to
subside completely, we will suffer losses ourselves from thirst and starvation.
Nay, I pray you, Burchard, we have no choice. Queen Adelheid is living, or she
is dead. If she is dead, there is no help for her. If she lives, those who have
survived with her will lead her to safety. Our situation is too
desperate." Burchard bowed his head, but he did not
protest. Liutgard nodded to show she approved. "The Brinne Pass," he continued.
"It's too late in the year to attempt the higher passes, but there's a
chance at least that we can cross into the marchlands and thence west to
Wendar." "At last!" cried Liutgard.
"Home!" "Your Majesty," objected
Burchard. "What about Darre? What about Henry's empire?" "Without Wendar there is no empire.
Imagine, if you will, how far the tide of this destruction may have spread.
Look at it! We do not know how distantly the deadly winds have struck or what
damage they leave in their wake. The people of Wendar have already suffered
greatly. If there is no succor for them, they will turn to others who will
offer them surety and order. We must secure what is ours first, our birthright.
When that is safe, then we shall see if my father has an empire left to
defend." They knelt to display their obedience, all
except Liutgard and Burchard. "What of Henry's remains?"
Liutgard asked. "His bones and heart must go to
Quedlinhame." She sighed. He recalled her as so young
and bright and spirited when they had grown up together in the king's schola.
Now she looked as aged as he felt, scarred by Henry's ill-fated expedition into
Aosta and by the events of the last two days. But she was too strong of spirit
to dwell on what could not be changed. She beckoned to her steward and they
spoke together before the duchess turned back to her cousin. "My steward
has been overseeing the boiling, Your Majesty. She'll find a suitable chest,
and a box for the heart." "So be it. We'll camp here to tend
our wounded and repair what we can in preparation for the journey to come.
Drink sparingly. Fulk, send out scouts to search for water, and others to see
if there is aught to be recovered from within the forest: wagons or armor,
provisions, strays. Wounded. Anything. Bury the dead that you find, but we can
leave them no monument and we can carry none of the dead home with us, none but
my father. As soon as the king's remains are fit to move, we will leave." As the rest dispersed to their night's
bivouac, Hathui came up beside him. "What of Liath, Your Majesty? If she
reached Dalmiaka, as she hoped, then she is south and east of us. We're leaving
her behind." "We cannot act unless we know she
lives and exactly where she is." 'An expedition could be sent. I would
go—" "I haven't strength or provisions enough
to split my forces." "A small group only, Your Majesty. Ten or twelve at most
surely—" "To ride where?" "We can guess where she might be.
A scouting expedition only. I could find a dozen who would be brave
enough—" He gritted his teeth and she stammered to
a halt, seeing his expression. "Do not pain me with these objections,
Eagle. Liath is powerful enough to rescue herself." "If she is injured?" "Then I am too far away to help her.
For God's sake, Hathui, do not forget my daughter! I have not! I do not know if
Blessing lives, or is dead. If the Horse people kept their oath to us, or have
killed her or enslaved her. I may never know. But we must march north.
We must march now. I will not split up my army. No." She met his gaze. She was a bold woman, and
for that he respected her. "It is a terrible choice, Your Majesty." "It is the choice that has to be
made. We are two thousand here with at least a thousand horses, without enough
water, feed, and food, in hostile country swept by untold damage, and with
winter coming and mountains to be crossed. Our situation is dire. If we lose
Wendar, we have lost everything. Liath will find us if she lives." "I will pray, Your Majesty." "So will we all." III AWAITING THE FLOOD
1 SHE waited alone in a vast new world.
For a long time she stood at the top of a ragged ridgeline, the earth smoking,
hot in many places, and stared as the sun's rising illuminated the changed
landscape. Devastation surrounded her. The extent of the destruction was
staggering. What remained of the old land had been stripped to rock by the
force of the explosion, or vaporized by the heat, or scalded clean by the blast
of a gale. West and northwest as the wind blew, a cloud of ash obscured the
horizon. East and northeast the ash fall wasn't as severe, but the ground had
altered strangely, forming eerie ranks of hills one after the next, each with
the same height and curve. In hollows, pools of muck stank like sulfur. Nothing
moved. Nothing lived. Nothing that had once lived here existed even to decay.
Right above her the sky had an odd look to it, which she recognized after long
consideration as the natural blue sky. Only to the south, most changed, had life
escaped harm. Some magic, perhaps the embrace of the aether itself, had
protected the Ashioi land from the backblast of the spell. Although it had
suffered from drought during its exile, it appeared rich with its living bounty
in contrast to the destruction around her. To the east, the sun struggled to
break free of the ashy haze but could not; it glowered, an ominous red, as it
climbed. What to do? The magnitude of the destruction so overwhelmed
her that she could not even weep. It was as if half of her had been blasted
clean away by the cataclysm, leaving her with no tears but rather a few
practical questions that really had to be answered. Clothes. Water. Food. Her lost companions.
Sanglant and Blessing. The rest could wait. Behind her the land looked impassable.
Certainly she'd not find food or drink for many a league inland. There was no
telling how far the storm had blown. She doubted she'd last long once night
fell and the temperature dropped. It was late in the year. There had already
been snow, now burned off for as far as she could see. She shifted her grip on her bow and walked
south toward the hills of the ancient land now returned. Ashioi country. She
heard a faint horn call. From farther away, through the intense silence, a
human cry shuddered, but it might have been a trick of the air. She saw nothing
and no one. The heat of the ground chapped her feet, and as the morning passed
her soles dried and cracked until they bled, leaving drops of blood as a trail
in her wake. It was so hot, but heat had never troubled her. Thirst hit harder,
and her feet hurt, and her skin stung from the ash. The spell had exhausted
her. But if she stopped and could not get going again, then thirst, hunger, and
weakness would defeat her, and no person born of humankind alone could
negotiate this steaming landscape to rescue her, not until it cooled. And they
would only attempt a rescue if they knew she was here, which they did not. Sanglant was too far away to help her, if
he even lived. In time, the sun nosed up over the haze
and reached zenith within that mote of clear sky directly above. The sun was so
bright. Even the ground blinded her as she stumbled onto a ribbon of chalky
white. She halted. She stood on a narrow road, bleeding onto its gritty
surface. Behind there was nothing to see except empty wilderness and smoking
pits. Ahead, the ground rose precipitously. Grass clung to the hill in patches.
Here and there clefts and holes split the hillside like so many narrow cave
mouths. At the height of the rise a ruined watchtower rose at the limit of a
stand of pine trees. She had been here before. She had enough energy for a chuckle, then
trudged upward, weary beyond measure. Unbelievably, he was there, waiting for
her with a skin
of water. He stepped out from behind the tumbled wall with a look of such
surprise that she knew he had not, precisely, expected to see her. "Liath!" "Eldest Uncle! Ai, God! I've need of
that water, if you've any to share." "Plenty to share, as you will
see." He smiled. "The young should know better than to parade in
front of the old with that which can never be regained." "I beg your pardon!" She guzzled
water, but forced herself to stop before she drank the entire thing. She poured
water on her hand and wiped her brow. Her fingers came away black with grime.
She looked down at herself. "I'm cloaked in ash," she said, and it
was true, but she was nevertheless naked even if smeary with soot. He was
amused. "Come with me." He gestured
toward the trees. "Where are we going?" "To the river, where you can wash
yourself. I'll see if I can weave a garment out of reeds." The water gave her strength, but a second,
more intangible force did so as well. She recalled clearly the last time she
had walked through this grove of pine trees, just before she had ascended the
mage's ladder into the heavens. Then, the air had been dry and the ground
parched. Now she smelled water in the air. She felt it in the greening leaves
and the rash of shoots lacing green trails along the ground. Its softness
cooled her skin. Yet, when they walked out from the shadow
of the pines, the meadow that had once grown lush with cornflowers and peonies,
lavender and dog roses, lay withered. On the path, drying petals crackled under
their feet. "Come." Eldest Uncle hastened
forward, ignoring the dying clearing. "This was once so bright. What
happened to all the flowers?" "The aether used to water this land,
drawing moisture up from deep roots. Now that link is gone, and these flowers
die. But the land will live. See there!" See there! She hurried after him along
what they had once called the flower trail, to the river. Where once a trickle
had moistened the rocks, a current now flowed in full spate. Laughing, she
splashed into the shallows and threw herself full length into the cold water.
The shock stung. Her skin hurt, everywhere, but the water was like the kiss of God. She ducked
her head under, and again, and a third time, and scrubbed her hair and scalp
until the worst of the filth was gone, and afterward floated until her teeth
chattered and her hands were blue. At last she fetched her bow and waded to the
far shore. Eldest Uncle waited for her on a carpet of grass. Fresh shoots
flourished along the river as far as she could see. The land that had once lain
yellow and brown had turned with the onslaught of a false spring, although she
knew that winter was yet to come. "Ai, God!" She sat down beside him. Grass
tickled her rump. Water dripped. "That felt good! I'm so tired." She yawned, cradling her head on her bent
knees, arms wrapped tight around her legs. The world slipped so easily away.
She slid into a doze. Started awake, hearing voices. Eldest Uncle stood farther up the path,
under the shade of trees, speaking with two masked warriors, one male and one
female. She grabbed her bow, and recalled belatedly that she no longer had any
arrows. That she needed no weapons. She was a weapon. Memory struck, because she was vulnerable.
She was only half awake, unable to fend off the visions. The soldiers burned
like torches. They screamed and screamed as their flesh melted off them . .
. "Liath!" / burned them. She was shaking. Eldest Uncle knelt beside her. He did not
touch her. "Who are they?" she demanded,
indicating the two young warriors with her glance. One wore a falcon mask and
the other that of a buzzard, smooth and rufous and alert. She was shaking too
hard to move. She felt sick to her stomach. "Must get up. ... if Cat Mask
..." "These are not Cat Mask's warriors.
They will not harm you." Trust him, or do not trust him. "Why
would you betray me?" she asked softly. His smile had a bitter tinge, but he was
not offended. "Why, indeed?" She slumped forward, too weary to fight,
and fell at once into a dreamless sleep.
2 SHE dreamed. She walks through grass so tall she cannot
see beyond it. The whisper of another creature's passage touches her ears, and
she halts. Grass bends, golden tops bowing and
vanishing. Something big approaches. She turns as the Horse shaman pushes
through and pulls up short, seeing her. "Liathano! I have been looking for
you!" Other voices flood over them, and the
grass and the centaur ripple like water stirred by a gusting wind. "This one, again! If Cat Mask finds
her, he'll kill her while she sleeps." "Then we must be sure that Cat Mask
does not find her. Will you tell him?" "I will not!" "You spoke against her before, White
Feather." "So I did. But now we are fallen
safely back to Earth. It may be she had a hand in our homecoming, as she
promised us. If that is the case, she does not deserve death. Although I think
it best if one possessing such power does not bide long in our land." Liath groaned and shook herself awake,
startled to find a short mantle draped over her body. It covered her from
shoulder to mid-thigh, and was woven out of a coarse brown thread. She sat up
carefully, wrapping the cape around herself. She was sore everywhere. Her skin
was rashy, and here and there marked with the imprint of a rock. Her neck
ached, and she had a headache. Eldest Uncle offered her a pouch of water to
drink. Sipping slowly, she surveyed her surroundings. There was noticeably more
green than there had been when she'd fallen asleep. The trees seemed fuller,
the ground moister. Even the distant meadow, seen across the flowing river,
boasted a score of budding flowers, fresh growth that had sprouted while she
slept. The light had changed; it was as dim as the gloom that presages a
thunderstorm. White Feather regarded her pensively,
perhaps with distrust. Farther away, Falcon Mask and Buzzard Mask crouched on
their haunches, watching her and then the river. "How long did I sleep? Will it soon
be nightfall?" "Nightfall, indeed," agreed
Eldest Uncle. "Nightfall of a new day. You slept through yesterday
afternoon, an entire night, and most of this day." She whistled, feeling as if she'd been
punched in the stomach. "I'm still tired! Hungry and thirsty, too." "Hunger is a pain we all share,"
said White Feather tartly. "But before I left the council hall, I heard a
half dozen reports that the old fields are already sending up shoots. If we can
survive the winter with what stores remain to us, we may hope for a plentiful
harvest. Still. I would not see you fall into Cat Mask's hands because of
weakness." She offered Liath a square of dried
berries and grains, and although it was tough to chew, it was edible and filling.
Liath took her time as she ate, knowing how little food the Ashioi had. At
least there was no shortage of water. The vegetation seemed to be growing
unnaturally quickly, fertilized by the fading influence of the aether, as
though all this potential had lain dormant for years, awaiting the flood. She
nibbled. She knew she ought to save half for later, but she was so hungry she
finished it all. Like White Feather, Eldest Uncle looked
away while she ate, to give her privacy or to restrain his own feelings of
hunger. "What now?" she asked him,
getting his attention. 'Am I in danger from Cat Mask? Will he come hunting
me?" "Only if he discovers you are
here," said White Feather in her blunt way. "He fears an invasion of
humankind." Liath laughed bitterly. "Have you
walked the land beyond the white path, north of here? Nothing lives there, nor
can any living creature cross it." "You crossed it." "I created it." White Feather touched the obsidian knife
tucked into a sheath at her hip. "What do you mean?" "I am born half of fire. The one you
call Feather Cloak glimpsed the heart within me. That is why they called me
'Bright One.' " She wiped sweat from her brow. Although cloudy, it was
hot. Even the breeze made her uncomfortable. Eldest Uncle looked more at ease than she
had ever seen him. He looked younger, an old man restored to vitality by his
return to the world where he had been born. It was as if the waters flooded him
as well, as if he were greening like the plants. "Look!" cried Falcon Mask. She
leaped to her feet. Far above, a pair of buzzards soared. She pushed her mask
up to get a better look; she was crying, silently, with joy. "A good omen," agreed Eldest Uncle. "You are not the
only one who can cross. Others will come." "Our enemies," said White
Feather. "How is that a good omen?" "Feather Cloak has birthed twin
girls. What more powerful omen could there be?" The older woman snorted. She had a stern
face, no longer young. The white feather fastened to her topknot bobbed in the
warm wind. "You are weak, Bright One. I make this promise to you in
exchange for the promise you made to us, that you would see us safely home.
Rest here to regain your strength and I will divert Cat Mask's attention from
this place. After that, you must depart, or I will set Cat Mask and his
warriors on you myself." "Do not do that, I pray you,"
murmured Liath. "You do not understand. . . ." She was shaking again
as memory gripped her hard. It was too much. She still heard their screams, the
way the sound choked off when the fire burned away their voices. She squeezed
her eyes shut and willed the memory to shut itself away behind a closed
door. "Whsst!" called Falcon Mask.
"Gone now, into the trees. Yet there! Do you hear?" From nearby came a raspy cry. At the
unexpected sound, Liath opened her eyes. "What is it?" demanded Buzzard
Mask, pushing his mask up. He was as young as Falcon Mask. They might have been
twins with their bronze faces, broad noses, and dark eyes. "It's a tern," said Liath,
recognizing the call. "It must have been blown inland. How far away is the
sea?" "I've forgotten," said Eldest
Uncle. "I've never seen the sea," said
White Feather as the young warriors nodded to show that they, too, had never
seen it. "I've only heard stories. How far the shore lies I do not know. I
walked most of yesterday and all this morning to reach you, Uncle. Feather
Cloak asks that you return. The warriors have moved out to explore the
borderlands. There will be a council soon." "What of my daughter?" asked
Eldest Uncle. White Feather shrugged. "She is
stubborn." "Ha! Tell me a truth I do not yet
know." "Feather Cloak thinks Kansi-a-lari
has left the land. She cannot hear her footsteps on the earth. If she crossed the White
Road, she would be invisible to us." "How could she cross such
devastation? It is a steaming wasteland." "North of here," said Liath.
"But what about the coasts? It might be possible to cross along the
coast." What had become of Gnat and Mosquito? No
way to know, not unless she reached the sea, and even then she might never find
them. She barely had strength to rise and
relieve herself in the privacy of the woods, barely managed afterward to
stagger up the path with the mantle clutched around her torso and find her way
to the remembered clearing that she had walked in so short, and so long, a time
ago. Once, the burning stone had appeared here. The pallet of leaves and grass
she had gathered days—nay, months or years—ago was scarcely disturbed. She
collapsed onto it, under the shelter of a holm oak, and plunged into sleep. Sanglant, riding on an unfamiliar horse.
He is filthy and his expression is grim. Fire burned in her heart, and in its
flames she glimpsed Hathui and Hanna, looking for her, seeking, calling . . .
but she was too exhausted to rouse. Blessing shouts at a young man whose face
seems familiar although Liath cannot name him, and he turns to face a
landscape of burning sand. A lion with the torso and face of a woman rears
above her, raking with its claws as the girl screams, only it is not herself
she sees but a young woman as dark of complexion as she is. A silver-haired man
leaps into the fray, thrusting a burning torch between sphinx and bleeding
girl. As he spins, panting, he sees her and cries out "Liathano! Where are you?" The
centaur shaman walks on the shore of a shallow river that snakes away through
grassland but the bright currents drag her away. She
drowns, yet at the same time the aether feeds her as it feeds all that is
elemental. She stirred at intervals, sometimes
finding food and drink waiting for her although she barely recalled eating and
drinking; the threads of aether nourish her; it is all the food she needs.
Other times she woke hoping to see the stars, but the haze never lifted and it
was ungodly warm. Thoughts emerged with unexpected clarity. / should have looked for him at
nightfall with Eagle's Sight. Land displaces water of equal volume. Did all the Seven Sleepers die, or did
some survive? If the thread that bound the Ashioi land
to Earth is severed, then is the aetherical realm closed to us? Is the mage's
ladder gone? Is my mother's home lost to me now? Where does the aether come
from that is woven around the Earth? Is it constantly replenished or will it
fade? Is there less of aether in the world now that the gateway is closed? At nightfall, with Eagle's Sight, Hathui
seeks in the fire, but sees only fragments, glimpses of fractured sight shot
through with flames and shadow. Sleep claimed her, and her thoughts, and
what coiled in her heart and mind dissolved into dreams so finely spun that
each filament frayed away into nothing, all a hazy white drift of ash spreading
in all directions over pale dunes that had neither beginning nor end, only
desolation "Will she die? She's been like this
since I left. That was five days ago!" "I think she will not die. She's not
wasting away. The substance that knits together the universe feeds her. It is
invisible to us because it exists beyond our five senses. Remember that she
walked the spheres and crossed through the burning stone, and what else after
that I do not know, but we can imagine it was no easy task. Now she is paying
the price." "What if Cat Mask comes? He has
gathered his warriors. He's made his peace with Lizard Mask, and they are
making their plans, wondering when humankind will attack us." "Cat Mask does not scare me, White
Feather. Return to Feather Cloak. I will come when I can." "Feather Cloak cannot delay the
council any longer. If you do not walk back with me now, I will have to tell
her you are not coming. The council will speak without your voice." "I will not leave her until she is
strong enough to fend for herself." "Does no one look for her, Uncle? Has
she no family?" "She has her husband, but how can we
know whether he lives or is dead? I have stood many mornings at the edge of the
desolation to the north, beyond the White Road." "A wasteland worthy of He-Who-Burns! It is a terrible
sight." "I do not know how far the
destruction extends. I do not know who and what has survived or if they can
even reach here, or will attempt it." "Then perhaps we will have less
fighting to do! It would serve humankind very well if their sorcery hurt
themselves worst of all in the end." "I am thinking we have all suffered,
and will continue so. This weather makes me uneasy. We should see the
sun." "Should we? Does the sun often shine?
It was always like this before." "Because it was 'like this' when we
journeyed in the aether, the land died. So will it now without rain and sun.
These are not natural clouds. I remember what it was like when I was a young
man. It was not like this. We saw both rain and sun." 'All this I will tell Feather Cloak. But
if you will not accompany me, Eldest Uncle, then you must not complain if Cat
Mask's views are accepted by the others simply because he talks the loudest and
puffs up his manly chest." A chuckle. "I trust you, White
Feather, not to be dazzled by his words. Or his chest. Is there still no sign
of my daughter?" "A small sign. Scouting groups have walked the coastline and
brought news of many strange things washed up on the shore. On the western
coast about a day's walk from here, this green wing feather was found among the
rocks. Do you recognize it?" 'Ah! Ah! Yes. It is the color of her eyes.
This is surely the one I gave to her when she gained her woman's power. I
cannot believe she would have discarded it so carelessly." "Uh," said Liath, trying to
rouse, but they did not hear her and she was so tired. How could anyone be so tired,
all vitality drained from them? "There were markings in the sand,
too, but we could not interpret them. Something like this. . . ."A fine
scritching eased her back into a dreamy haze. So soothing. So tired. "I don't know. I would have to see it
for myself. It looks like the track of a boat pulled up on shore." "What is a boat? Oh, yes. A wagon
that carries you over water. Where might she find a boat?" "Perhaps it washed up on shore.
..." Water, like fire and air, is a veil
through which distant sights can be glimpsed by those who do not fear to see.
She dreamed. Sanglant and a ragged army toil through a
blasted countryside. He pauses beside a half dozen men in stained and ragged
clothing who are digging a grave. They wear the badge of Fesse, its proud red
eagle sigil visible despite the dirt. "One of Liutgard's men?" he asks
as they bend knees and kneel on the parched ground. "Our sergeant, Your Majesty,"
says one. "His wound went rotten, all black and with a nasty smell." His aspect is so grave, as if the
cataclysm blasted him as well, right down to his soul. "Will we see our homes again, Your
Majesty?" "This poor man will not. But the army
will reach Wendar, although I fear our dead men and horses mark our trail for
any who seek to follow us." "It will be good to shake Aosta's
dust from our feet! We came south over the high passes west of here, Your
Majesty. How will we go home?" "See!" He points toward a place
she cannot see, not even in her dreams. "There are the mountains. We're
close enough that you can see them even through the haze. That notch, there,
marks the valley that will lead us up to the Brinne Pass. Once we have crossed,
we will be in the marchlands." "Your Majesty!" A man's urgent
cry causes every soldier to stand nervously, awaiting a call to action against some as yet
unseen foe. "See there!" A young man appears on a restive mare, a bow
slung over his back and his hand extended as he indicates the cloudy heavens to
the northeast. "The griffins!" Shouts break out everywhere, some
frightened and some triumphant, welcoming their return. A yelping call rings
down from the sky as if in reply. Horses scream, and Sanglant reins in his
gelding with a press of his knees. His lips part as he stares upward at a sight
she cannot see, and yet she can feel the gleam of their presence, woven through with magic down
to the bone. They fly overhead and on, continuing southeast. "Where are they going, Your
Majesty?" asks the young archer as all heads turn, following the course of
that flight. Sanglant shakes his head, eyes narrowed,
and for an instant his shoulders slump, as though he has been defeated. "I
don't know." "Will they return?" "I do not possess foreknowledge,
Lewenhardt." Hearing his own words, thinking them, he smiles sharply and
urges his mount forward on the path. "Best be grateful they survived the
blast. Best to wonder why they fly toward the heart of the cataclysm." She spins upward on the wind and finds
herself aloft, flying with griffin wings. Her sight is as sharp as an eagle's. Was she not an Eagle once? She learned the
gift of sight and it inhabits her even in her dreams as she floats between
dreaming and waking on the last fading swell of the aether as the aftershocks
of the cataclysm rumble away into nothing. The
breath of the heavens long spilled its respiration into the lower world through
the thread that bound the exiled land to its root. Soon that road will be
pinched closed. Will the magic of Earth fade, no longer
fertilized by that rich vitality? Aether is an element like the other four,
woven through the very fabric of the cosmos. Surely some breath of aether
remains on Earth. Yet knowledge of the future is closed to
her, because she is grounded here. It isn't even shadows seen beyond a
translucent shroud; it is an impenetrable curtain. Only the elementals who
breathe and respire in the pure aether can see forward and backward in time.
Only God can know past, present, and future as if it is all one. Did her mother know what fate awaited her?
Did she go willingly into that darkness, or did she fight it? Did she love my father anyway? I'll never know. The landscape skims past below, a blighted
roll of dusty hills and tumbled forests. Now and again a village passes beneath
her sight, roofs torn off, fences down, dead animals floating in briny pools.
With each league as they move southeast the land's scars grow more noticeable.
Trees are burned on one side, those that still stand. The ground is parched and
bare. They have turned south and she smells the sea. Waves lap lazily against a
battered shoreline. They pass over a ruined town whose stone walls have fallen
into heaps. A cockroach scuttles along the stones. No. It is a person, small
and fragile but somehow still alive. Then the town falls behind. So close to the sea nothing moves except
the wind through what remains of vegetation. Out in the water she sees the
smooth back of a mer-creature split the surface and slide beneath. Is it Gnat, or Mosquito? The griffin shrieks, and banks to the
right in a wide circle. Below, marching along parallel to the shoreline, walk
human figures. So many! Two thousand at least, or four or ten, impossible to
count so many. It is a refugee host strung out in double or triple file and
marching into the worst of the devastation. There are many children and old
people among them. It seems there are more groups coming up from behind, all
moving in the same direction. She wants to cry out. She wants to warn
them: "Turn back! This way lies ruin!" But she has no voice. And then she truly sees them. By face and feature they are Ashioi. Where
have they come from? There were not so many children among the exiles as she
sees in this company. The larger help the smaller. The
warriors march in the van and at the rear to guard the helpless, who are also
the most precious. They are well dressed in tunics and knee-length cloaks,
their warriors in fine armor and brightly painted masks. The Ashioi she lived among, however
briefly, were so poor that none had more than a rag or worn skin to cover
themselves with, not even the warriors. That's why she sleeps beneath a
covering woven of reeds. Eldest Uncle doesn't even have a spare tunic to gift
her so that she might not sleep, or wake, naked. All the animals died in exile,
and toward the end even the fields of flax withered. These are not the same people. Yet who
else can they be? Ahead, the ground raises up to mark the
blast zone. To the northeast the earth steams, but along the shoreline the way
remains barely passable because the sea has cooled the fire out of the depths.
The earth lies quiet. The Old Ones have withdrawn their power. All that is left
is the wasteland. On the strand a boat lies beached. A single figure rushes,
shouting, to greet the refugees. Her sight tunnels. She fixes on her prey,
and recognizes her: Sanglant's mother, who is also Eldest Uncle's only
daughter. Kansi-a-lari runs forward, then stops short, staring at the man who
leads the rest. Her mouth drops open. She exclaims aloud, and he laughs,
mocking her. "So you are the one!" he says.
"I met your son. But I did not believe him. Greetings, Daughter." "Daughter?" Her fierce
expression clouds and her brows pinch together with confusion as she stares at
the prince, who is certainly younger than she is. "Why do you call me—" "Look! Look up there!" Behind
him, a warrior wearing a fox mask lifts her bow, draws it deep, and looses an
arrow. "Hai!" cried Liath, jerking
upright, torn right out of sleep and startling Eldest Uncle, who sat, as usual,
bending and plaiting supple willow into a large basket. 'Ai, God!" she said a moment later in
frustration, pulling the mantle around her as Eldest Uncle chuckled. "Is
there nothing I can clothe myself with?" "Indeed, Daughter, the women have
concerned themselves mightily to please your modesty. See here." Out of a second basket he lifted a folded
square of cloth as though it were more precious than gold. "In the vaults
beneath the council chamber the last treasure has been removed, oil and grain
stored against
the final drought, bronze tools, cloth, and the scrolls sacred to
He-Who-Burns." The cloth was undyed although a trifle
yellowed with age, and finely woven out of a thread whose softness she did not
recognize. When she unfolded it, she discovered a sleeveless tunic that reached
to her knees. She quickly slipped it on. It was shapeless, two rectangular
blocks of cloth sewn together along the sides and shoulders, but functional
enough to give her the confidence to test her legs. She tied the mantle on over
it, then walked to the river to drink her fill. Berries ripened in dribs and
drabs along the banks, and she ate until her fingers were stained purple
although the berries tasted tart. "I'm so hungry! Ugh! I'll give myself
a stomachache with this." "You're feeling better," said
Eldest Uncle, who had followed her. She saw no sign of Falcon Mask and Buzzard
Mask. "Stronger, too. I dreamed ..." A horn's call sounded to the north. "It wasn't a dream! Come quickly!" While she slept, they had fixed a rope
bridge over the rushing stream, three thick ropes strung taut between trees,
with one for the feet and two above to hold on to. She got the hang of it
quickly, balancing as she crossed with her bow slung over her back and Eldest
Uncle behind her. The flower trail had bloomed in sickly patches of color,
covered by a skin of ashy gray dust that coated leaves and stones. She shaded
her eyes, then lowered her hand. "There's no sun," said Eldest
Uncle. "I remember sun from my youth, but we've seen the sun no more than
two or three times while you slept and then only for a brief span." "How long did I sleep?" They
walked into the shade of the pine forest. Fallen needles squished under her
feet. Before, everything had been so brittle. Now it seemed spongy. "Ten nights. Eleven, perhaps. I lost
count. The days are hazy, and the council argues." "Look." She pointed to the
watchtower. Falcon Mask perched on the uppermost wall, peering west. Buzzard Mask saw them and came running.
"Who are they?" "Who are who?" Eldest Uncle
replied. Buzzard Mask had a youth's voice, not
quite sure that it had broken. "There's an army coming along the White
Road! They're not dressed like us, but many wear warrior masks." Liath ran to the watchtower and clambered
up beside Falcon Mask.
The young woman looked at her, surprised, then grinned and sidled to one side
to make room. Young and bold, she did not fear heights, but for Liath it was
dizzy-making to crouch up here with sheer wall and steep hillside plunging away
below. Yet that giddy feeling was no worse than the sight of the desolation she
had wrought, off to the north, the wasteland that was the aftermath of the
eruption that had killed Anne and her people, most of them guilty of no greater
crime than loyalty. What manner of man would refuse the summons of the skopos,
after all? Yet Anne had not cared for their virtues, or their sins; they were
pawns, nothing more, and pawns are sacrificed. On the road, the lead group came into view
beyond a straggle of trees, then was lost again behind foliage. Eldest Uncle
spoke a word and crumpled to his knees. He would have fallen if Buzzard Mask
hadn't leaped to his side to support him. "What is it, Uncle? What ails
you?" "I am struck," he said to the
youth. "I am hit." "Get their attention," said
Liath to Falcon Mask. "There are so many! And more behind
them! I've never seen so many people!" The young woman wavered. She was
unsure, reluctant. "Is it safe?" "They are your own people." She
scrambled back down and knelt beside Eldest Uncle, who seemed too weak to rise.
"Is it your heart?" she demanded, terrified that he would die right
then. "It is my heart." He wept silent
tears as the procession reappeared on the White Road below them. It was strange
to watch with the steep hillside and ragged forest on one side of the chalky
ribbon of road and on the other the scarred, barren earth stretching north as
far as she could see. These refugees were caught between two worlds, it seemed,
as they had been for centuries. She walked down the slope to meet them.
Her hair was all tangles, and sweat and grit slimed her body. / should have stopped to bathe. Stepping onto the White Road, she faced
their approach. The line of marchers wound away beyond a curve in the path,
hidden behind trees and a distant ridgeline. They were the same people she had
seen in her dream. The man leading them wore a crested helmet unlike the animal
masks worn by the other warriors. He had a proud, handsome face, terribly
familiar in a way she did not understand. As they neared and saw she did not
mean to move, he raised a hand and halted and the others slowed to a halt
behind him. He looked Liath up and down while a fox-masked woman
beside him glared, but it was Sanglant's mother, in the front, who spoke first. "Liathano! Where is my father?" Liath gestured. "This one?" asked the handsome
man. "This is your son's mate whom you spoke of?" His gaze followed her gesture, and he
looked toward the old man being helped down the steep slope by young Buzzard
Mask. A cool wind out of the north rustled leaves. Out in the wasteland, dust
funneled heavenward until, all at once, the wind's hand dropped it and a
thousand million particles pattered to bare rock. "Lost to me," he breathed. His
spear clattered to the ground unheeded beside him, and he leaped forward like a
hart and dashed up the hill, not many steps, after all. They were so close;
they saw each other clearly. Liath ran after him, but when he stopped two paces
from Eldest Uncle she stopped, too. She stared, seeing it for the first time
and understanding why the young man looked familiar. The daimones of the upper
air can see forward and backward in time because time has no hold on them; they
live above the middle world where time's yoke subjugates all living creatures.
She had a moment's dislocation. For a moment, she saw as did her kinfolk: youth
and age, what had been and what would become. Eldest Uncle and the young warrior were
the same man, but one was old and one was young. Eldest Uncle covered his eyes and
trembled. The other shook his head like a madman. "Brother!" "How can this be?" It was only a whisper. Two whispers. She
did not know which one spoke. Buzzard Mask released his hold on the old man,
and the young one took a step toward the old one and as of one thought they
embraced, holding tight, two creatures who in their hearts are one. "Do you understand it yet?"
asked Sanglant's mother. As she came up beside Liath, she indicated the men
with a lift of her chin. She laughed, but not kindly, sensing Liath's
bewilderment. "Why do you dislike me so much?"
Liath asked her. "I don't know. I just do." "How can you dislike someone you
don't know?" "I had to listen to my son talk on
and on about you in the days we were together—you, and battle. Those are the
only two things he's
ever thought deeply about, if a man can be said to think deeply where his cock
is concerned." "You don't like your own son?" "He's not what I wanted." Liath smiled sharply, wishing she could
intimidate others with clever words and the stiffening of her shoulders, as
Sanglant could. "He's what he is, no more and no less than that. If you
don't like it, you missed your chance to make him something else, didn't you?
He is Henry's son, not yours." "Born of humankind," said Kansi
with a sneer. "Look!" cried Falcon Mask from
the wall. She had braced herself with one hand on the highest course of stone
as she rose, balancing precariously with drops before and behind. She pointed
at the heavens. The two men released each other, stepping
back from the embrace to stare as one at the cloudy sky. How strange it was to
see a man both old and young, the same man, as if time had split him into two
parts and in its circular discursion finally caught up with itself. There was a
wink of light against the clouds as quickly gone. "We saw two griffins," said the
young man. "But our arrows scared them off." Hope leaped in Liath's heart, but she said
nothing. Eldest Uncle rested a hand on the other
one's shoulder, taking strength there, and gazed at the procession waiting on
the White Road. "Who are these? Where have you all come from?" "We were caught between the worlds in
ancient days. Now you have returned, and we are released from the
shadows." "There are more of you?" "I was with one group, but we met up
with many others. There are more, still, coming this way." 'All those sent to the frontier before the
end," said Eldest Uncle. "What do you mean?" asked
Sanglant's mother and Buzzard Mask at the same time. "I must sit down," he said
apologetically, but it was the young one who helped him up to the tower most
solicitously, who sat beside him, staring intently at his face as though to
memorize every wrinkle and crease. "I never thought to see you
again," said the young one. "I thought you were lost to me." "I, too. I despaired, but then I
lived." They had an easy way of touching, a hand placed carelessly on the
other's knee or shoulder. It was as though there was a
misunderstanding between them and they had forgotten that normally there is an
infinitesimal space between one body and the next, that which separates each
solitary soul from another. "You are old." "I am eldest." "Not bad looking, for an old man! Not
like that warty, flabby old priest of a Serpent Skirt." They laughed together, almost giggling,
suddenly younger than their years, boys again. Brothers. Twins. "Don't you see what this means?"
demanded Sanglant's mother with fists on hips, looking disgusted as she watched
them slap each other's arms. "More will come from the north! Cat Mask's
army will grow. We need not fear our enemies any longer, not with such a
force." "Cat Mask's army?" asked the
young one, turning away from his brother. "Who is Cat Mask? What has he to
do with me?" "Hsst! She-Who-Creates has much to
answer for! Will you strut and preen like the rest of the young men and fight
for command like so many pissing dogs?" His eyes narrowed. "You are my
daughter by blood. My niece. Do not speak so to your elders, young one!" "You are younger than I am! I have a
grown son! I can speak any way I please!" "Evidently your daughter more than
mine, Zuangua," said Eldest Uncle with a wheezy laugh. "Quick to
temper, slow to wisdom. Both impatient. So I named her, remembering you." Instead of answering, Zuangua rose and
stared north, a gaze that swept the horizon. Now Liath saw the resemblance to
his twin brother, to his niece, and to Sanglant. The lineaments of his face had
the same curve and structure. She felt the warmth of a mild, woken desire,
seeing him as an attractive man. Until he looked straight at her. His
expression shifted, the tightening of lips, the merest wrinkling of the nose,
but she felt his scorn, she knew that he recognized her interest and rejected
it. Rejected her. His sneer scalded. She wasn't used to
indifference from men. She hadn't desired or sought their interest, truly, but
she had become used to it. Even King Henry, the most powerful man she had ever
met, had succumbed. So I am repaid for my vanity, she thought, and was cheered enough to
smile coldly back at him. He turned away to address his brother.
"We will return, all of us were caught beyond the White Road when the
spell was woven. we who were once shadows are made flesh again. We want revenge
for what we suffered. We will return day by day more coming each day until we
are like the floodwaters rising. Once we are all come home, we will make an
army and destroy humankind. Our old enemy." "We are stronger than I
thought!" murmured his niece. 'Already more have joined the march than
survived in exile!" "It is not the right path," said
Eldest Uncle. "So you have always claimed, but see
what they did to us." Zuangua gestured toward the barren wilderness.
"This is what humankind made—a wasteland. You are old. Our people are
diminished. Kansi said so herself, and if these rags are the best you have to
wear, then I see it is true. The humans are many, but they are weak and the
cataclysm has hurt them." He touched the stained cloth that bound his
shoulder. "Their king gave this wound to me, but I killed him. He is dead
and your grandson risen in his place." Risen in his place. Liath took a step back. The others did not
notice, too intent on Zuangua's speech. "He seeks an alliance. We did act in
concert when his need was great, but now we must consider him a danger. We
cannot trust humankind." "We trusted them in the old
days." 'A few. The others always fought us, and
will do so again. They will never trust us." "They won't," said Kansi.
"They hate us. They fear us." "Do you speak such words even of your
son?" Eldest Uncle asked. "His heart lies with his father. I do
not know him." "None of us know him. Better to learn
what we can, scout the ground, before we act precipitously." "Better to act before we are
dead!" retorted Zuangua. "So your daughter has advised me." "So." Eldest Uncle sighed and
shut his eyes a moment. "The first arrow has pierced deepest. You will
believe her, despite what anyone else has to say." Liath had backed up four steps by now, one
slow sweep at a time so as not to attract attention. "Look!" cried Falcon Mask from
up on the wall. "Is that an eagle?" On the White Road, a hundred warriors
raised their bows and each nocked an arrow. "Let her go." Eldest Uncle
caught Liath's gaze and lifted his chin in a gesture uncannily like that of his
daughter. The message was unspoken: Now! She bolted. Kansi leaped after her and got
hold of the mantle's hem, but as Liath strained and Kansi tugged, Eldest Uncle
shut his eyes and muttered words beneath his breath. The binding cord fell away
and the mantle slipped off her shoulders into the Impatient One's clutching
grip. Kansi stumbled as the tension was released. Liath ran. "She is most dangerous of all—"
cried Kansi. Other voices called after her. "That scrawny, filthy creature is a
danger to us?" "Not only a sorcerer, but . . .
walked the spheres—" "Let her go, Zuangua! I ask this of
you, by the bond we shared in our mother's womb." She stumbled over the White Road and tripped
and banged her shin as she slipped over bare ground covered with ash and loose
stone. The ground seemed to undulate of its own accord under her feet. Sharp
edges sliced through her soles. Where her blood spattered on rock, it hissed,
and the surface skin of rock gave way, cracking and steaming, as she leaped for
a flat boulder whose surface remained solid. She smelled the sting of sorcery,
a spell trying to slow and trap her: Ashioi magic, that manipulated the heart
of things. Liath sought her wings of flame, but the
Earth bound her. She was trapped by the flesh she had inherited from her
father. "Hai! Hai!" shouted Zuangua far
behind. 'At will, archers! Do not let her escape!" She had to turn back to face the attack. A
score of arrows went up in flame, in a sheet that caught the next volley. But
they would shoot again, and again. Arrows had felled her before. She had only
one defense against arrow fire and she could not use it, not even to save her
own life. Not again. She would rather die than see another
person melt from the inside out. "I'll trap her!" cried Kansi.
"The rock will eat her!" A third volley vaulted into the air toward
her and erupted into sparks and a shower of dark ash as she called fire into
the shafts. The rock beneath her splintered with a resounding snap. The
ground cracked open, and she fell. The gust of wings and a sultry heat swept
over her, and the golden griffin swooped down and took her shoulders in its
claws. With a jerk they lurched up, then down so
she scraped her knees on rock, then up again, into the air. But not out of
range. More warriors had pressed forward on the
road, spreading out at Zuangua's order to get a better shot. The griffin could
not gain height easily. Liath was too heavy. But the beasts, too, were
tacticians. Shouts and screams erupted down the line
of waiting Ashioi as the silver male skimmed low over the line of march from
behind. That disruption was all it took for them to get out of range and the
silver to bank high and head inland. Held in the griffin's claws, knowing her
weight was a burden, Liath dared not twist in the hope of seeing Eldest Uncle
one last time. Her throat was dry and her heart ached. She feared that she
would never see him again. What right had his brother and daughter to judge
Sanglant out of their own anger at their ancient enemies and thus separate the
old man from his only grandchild? Every right, they would say. But it made her
angry that Eldest Uncle might never know his grandson or kiss the brow of his
great grandchild, if Blessing still lived. Nay, she knew it in her heart. She had
seen true visions. Blessing had survived the cataclysm, just as Sanglant had. "We will find her," she swore. The pain of the griffin's grip tightening
on her shoulders forced tears to her eyes, hot from pain, from anger, and from
grief as they flew low over the wasteland and she saw it in all its hideous
glory. A blasted wilderness of ash and stone and a skin of still smoking molten
rock, cooling and hardening as the days passed. The channel deep into the earth
was closed; the Old Ones had seen to that. But the devastation spread for
leagues in all directions, and when at last she saw trees again, places where
they hadn't been incinerated, they were blown down all in the same direction.
Many trunks still stood, scorched on one side. As they rested and flew and
rested and flew, the worst of the destruction eased and she saw vegetation
growing again but never sun and rarely rain. Now and again lightning flared to
the north. Once, she saw a ragged man herding a trio of sheep along a dusty
path; amazingly, he did not look up when the griffin called, as if he had at
last decided it was better not to know. It's never better not to know. The pain in her shoulders was bad, but
enduring that pain brought her closer to her goal. What if she never knew what
had happened to the others? If the griffins could not find Sanglant? If they
never got Blessing back? Months, or at least weeks, had passed since she and Sorgatani and
Lady Bertha and their retinue had stumbled into Anne's ambush. She might never
know whether her faithful companions had survived the storm. Hanna might be
dead, and poor Ivar lost forever in the wilderness that is distance, time, and
the events that drag us forward on an unwanted path. She had so few that she
counted as some manner of kin or companion that she wept to think of losing
any, and yet surely she had lost them years ago, the day she crossed through
the burning stone and ascended the mage's ladder. Sanglant was right: she had
abandoned them. / had no choice. It was getting dark. She was as ready for
a rest from the vista of desolation as the griffin was ready for a respite from
the burden of bearing her. The landing in a broad clearing was a tumble, and
she skinned one knee but didn't break anything. A stream's water, mercifully
clear, slaked her thirst, but there was nothing to eat among the withered
plants. God, she was so hungry! She was so cold, and her shoulders ached so
badly. A claw had torn her skin above her right breast. Blood leaked through
the tunic, and it hurt to move her arms to gather grass to press the wound dry. For a while, as it got dark, she sat with
eyes closed and tried to breathe away the pain. The female crouched
protectively over her, letting her curl into the shelter of that soft throat
and away from the cutting wing feathers, for she had not even a mantle to cover
herself with. She dozed, although she had meant to gather sticks for a fire.
The griffin huffed and wheezed all night, and Liath slept erratically, waking
at intervals to glance at the heavens, but she never saw stars. It was very
cold, but the griffin, like her, had fire woven into its being, and that kept
her alive, just as the pigs had once kept her alive. She smiled sleepily, remembering the pigs:
Hib, Nib, Jib, Bib, Gib, Rib, Tib, and the sow, Trotter. Silly names. It seemed
so long ago. She conjured Hugh in her mind, but he did not frighten her. All
that fear and pain was part of her now, woven into her bones and heart in the
same manner as her mother's substance. It did not make her less than she was.
The streaming waters cut a channel in the earth that humankind named a river,
and each winter and flooding spring that channel might shift and alter, but the
river remained itself. She dreamed. The aether had once been like a river,
pouring from the heavens into Earth along that deep channel linking Earth to
Ashioi country adrift
in the heavens. But now that channel lies breached, buried, and broken, and the
aether flows instead as a thousand rivulets, spreading everywhere, penetrating
all things but as the barest trickle. She walks along a stream of silver that
flows through the grasslands, but there is no one waiting for her, only the
remains of the Horse people's battered camp and a few hastily-dug graves. Morning came with no sunrise, a lightening
so diffuse that it wasn't clear it came from the east at all. It was quiet, not
a breath of wind. A branch snapped, the sound so loud she scrambled to her feet
just as the silver male called a challenge. A half dozen men appeared at the
other side of the clearing, carrying staves and spears. They had the
disreputable and desperate appearance of bandits. They stared at her for a long
time, measuring what she offered and what danger she posed. She held her bow
tight, but she had no arrows. Her quiver had burned away like all the rest,
even her good friend, Lucian's sword. At last, one stepped forward from the rest
and placed his weapon on the ground. He spoke in a dialect of Dariyan, the
local speech. She could follow the gist of it. "Are you angel or demon?
Whence are you come?" "I am as you see me," she
answered boldly. "No more, and no less." "Has God sent you? Can you help
us?" "What manner of help do you
need?" They were desperate, certainly, but as she studied their callused
hands and seamed, anxious faces, she realized they were farmers. "We have lost our village," said
the spokesman. "Our houses torn down by the wind. A lord with soldiers
came by then, three days past. He took what stores we held by us. Now we have
nothing to eat. We could not fight. They had weapons." The spears were only sharpened sticks, and
the staves were branches scavenged out of the forest. One had a shovel. Another
carried a scythe. "Be strong," she called, knowing
how foolish the words sounded, but she had nothing to give them. "Whuff!" coughed the female,
rising, and the men scattered into the trees. "Let's go." Better the pain in
her shoulders than the knife of helplessness held to her throat. Whose army had
stolen their grain? She hoped it was not Sanglant's. It took the griffin two tries to get
enough lift to get up over the trees, and if the clearing hadn't been so broad
they wouldn't have accomplished it at all. They made less distance this day but
still far more than she could have walked. As the afternoon waned, more a
change in the composition of the light than anything, they came to earth on a
wide hillside better suited for the griffin's size. The silver male had fallen
behind and at length appeared with a deer in his claws. She had nothing to cut with and so waited
until she could pick up the scraps left by their ripping and tearing. She
gathered twigs and fallen branches and stones and dug a fire pit with her hands
as well as she could. To call fire into dry kindling took only a moment's
concentration: seek fire deep within the parched sticks and—there!— flames
licked up from the inner pile, neatly stacked in squares to give the fire air
to feed on. The scraps of meat cooked quickly skewered on a stick, and she ate
with juice dribbling down her chin. The griffins settled away from the fire,
too nervous to doze. She licked her fingers and studied the darkening sky. The
cloud cover made it difficult to gauge sunset. Sanglant. Blessing. Hanna. Sorgatani.
Hathui. Ivar. Heribert. Li’at’dano. Even Hugh. She sought them in the fire with
her Eagle's Sight, but all she saw was a crackling blur of flames and shadow. IV TALES TO SCARE CHILDREN
1 "REFUGES," said Fulk as he reined in beside Sanglant
where the regnant rode in the vanguard of the army. They had begun the climb into the
foothills through dreary weather with scarcely a drop of rain and not a single
glimpse of the sun. They had lost a hundred horses in the last ten days and
still had the crossing over the mountains ahead of them with winter coming on.
It had, at least, been unusually warm, but in the past two days the bite of
winter had strengthened. Fulk indicated a trail that led off the
road into a hollow where some twoscore desperate travelers had taken shelter
under wagons and canvas lean-tos against evening's approaching dark. "I know this place," said Sanglant.
"This is where we found those men with their throats cut, after the galla
attacked us." "Indeed, Your Majesty. I see no sign
of the massacre now. It's a good camping spot. Do we stop here for the night?
These folk may ask for food and water and we haven't any to spare." "The Aostan lords are
shortsighted," remarked Sanglant. "Every village we passed has
already been looted. If there is no one to till the fields because the farmers
have all died of starvation, if there is no seed grain, they will not be able to feed their war
bands. So be it. We'll camp here." Sanglant urged Fest forward and with Fulk,
Hathui, and a dozen of his personal guard at his back he rode into the hollow.
He feared no violence. They could not kill him, and in any case it was obvious
that these ragged fugitives posed no danger to an armed man. They hadn't even
posted a sentry, only thrown themselves to the ground in exhaustion. Hearing horses and the noise of men's
voices, the refugees staggered up, huddling in groups of two and three. "Who are you?" he asked. When they heard him speak, half fell to
their knees and the rest wept. "Is it possible?" asked one
middle-aged man, creeping forward on his knees with arms outstretched in the
manner of a supplicant. "You speak Wendish." "We are Wendish," he began, but
a woman in cleric's robes hissed sharply and tugged on the first man's sleeve. "It is Prince Sanglant, Vindicadus.
Look! There is the banner of Fesse!" "Who are you?" he asked again,
not dismounting. The one called Vindicadus rose as others
urged him forward. It was a strange group, only adults in their prime and
youths. There was one suckling infant in arms, no young children, and no
elderly. Under the dirt they were sturdily and even well clothed, and several
by their robes he identified as clerics. "We are Wendish folk, my lord. We are
those from King Henry's progress who were left behind in Darre because we
belong to the households of clerics and presbyters." "Why are you here now?" In their silence, their hesitation, their
indrawn breaths, he heard an answer. Some looked away. Some sobbed. A pair of
servants clung to the sides of a handcart on which a man lay curled, hands in
fists, eyes shut. He was dressed in the torn and stained robes of a presbyter.
There was blood in his hair, long dried to a stiff coppery coating. "They attacked us, my lord,"
said the one called Vindicadus at last. "Because we were Wendish. They
said we had angered God by our presumption. They said we had caused the storm
of God's punishment. We are all that remains of those of Wendish birth and
breeding who served in the palaces in Darre. Our companions were slaughtered that day, or
died on the way. I pray you, my lord, do not abandon us." "Who attacked you?" "Everyone, my lord." He wept.
"The Aostans. The people of Darre. The city took terrible damage in the
winds and the tremors that followed. Fissures belch gas out of the earth.
Toward the coast, fire and rock blasted up from the Abyss and destroyed
everything it touched. At least three mountains spew fire all along the western
coast. It is the end of the world, my lord. What else can it be?" "True words," murmured Hathui. "Will you help us, my lord? We are
unknown to you, but many of us served in King Henry's schola." "You are dressed in frater's garb.
Are you such a one?" "Nay, my lord. I am a lowly
servingman from Austra, once bound to the service of Margrave Judith but later
coming into the service of her magnanimous son, Presbyter Hugh." Sanglant felt a kick up inside his ribs.
Hathui looked at him sharply, as though he had given something away, and maybe
he had. She knew Liath's history as well as he did. "You served Lord
Hugh?" "I did, my lord. Of his schola and
retinue, six remain. The others are dead—" He choked on the word and for
the space of five breaths could not go on. Sanglant waited, hearing the army
toiling up the road just beyond the low ridge that separated the hollow from
the main path. "They are dead." He was not an old man but he had seen
better days; grief made him fragile. "The rest went north months ago with
the presbyter." "Hugh went north? When was
this?" "Months ago, my lord. In the month
of... aye, let me see. It seems years ago. I don't recall now. It was late
summer. Yes, that's right." "Wise of him to avoid the
disaster," muttered Sanglant. "He might be dead, Your
Majesty," said Hathui. "So we can wish, but I must assume
the worst." He glanced at her while the refugees waited. She raised an
eyebrow, a gesture so slight that it shouldn't have hit him so hard. "Not
just because of Liath! He is the one who seduced Adelheid to trust him. The one
who ensorcelled my father. He is ambitious, and he has reached the end of his
rope." "Queen Adelheid was not a fool. She
was ambitious in her own right. It might be she who seduced Hugh to dream of
power beyond What he had otherwise hoped for." He snorted. "Do you think so,
Hathui?" "Nay. Only that they found a ready
ally, each in the other." "Did he bed her?" "I believe she was faithful to your father.
She admired and respected Henry." "I am glad to hear it. Although
surely, if that is true, it makes her actions harder to understand." "They have two children, Your
Majesty. What mother does not seek advancement for her beloved children?
Presbyter Hugh achieved his high position because of his mother's devoted
affection." "True enough. Margrave Judith was no
fool except in her love for him." One of the clerics limped out of the crowd
and whispered into Vindicadus' ear, then shoved him, pressuring him forward. "My lord. I beg you. What news of the
king? I know—we knew— you rebelled against him." "My father is dead." They cried out loud at that. He heard
their whispers: Murderer. Patricide. "Your Majesty," said Fulk in
loud voice. "Here comes Duchess Liutgard." Her mount picked its way down the slope.
Her banner bearer rode to her left and her favored steward to her right. She
gasped when she saw the refugees. Her face grew even whiter. Seven of them ran
forward and flung themselves into the dirt before her, careful of the hooves of
her horse, but she dismounted and tossed the reins to her steward before
walking in amongst them and taking their hands, calling them by name. "How has this happened? Why are you
here?" she demanded. They spoke all at once, words tumbling
each over those of the others. "... blast of wind . . . rumblings, then a
terrible quake . . . fire in the sky . . . glowing rock, flowing everywhere. "Riots. A storming of the palace.
Flight through the ruined streets. "All is chaos, my lady," wept
the eldest, who was not more than forty. "I am called Elsebet, a cleric in
Emperor Henry's schola. We lost half of our number in the first day, and half
again as many in our trek here. We dared not attempt the Julier Pass. This one,
Brother Vindicadus, was once in the service of Presbyter Hugh and before him
Margrave Judith. He knew of an eastern pass that was little traveled. You see
what remains of the king's schola. We lost so many. Is it true? Is it true the
regnant—the emperor—is dead?" "Henry is dead," said Liutgard
as she looked at Sanglant. "That we are any of us living now is due to my
cousin, Sanglant. Henry named him as heir as he was dying. It was—" Her
voice broke, but she went on. "It was the wish of his heart to see Prince
Sanglant become regnant after him. Henry was not himself at the end, not for
the last two or three years. He was ensorcelled by his queen and by presbyter
Hugh. It was Sanglant who freed him from their net. Hear me!" Her voice
rang out above the murmurs. "It is true. I swear it on my mother's and
father's graves. I swear it by the Hand of the Lord and Lady. Sanglant is
regnant now over Wendar and Varre. He is the one we follow. He is leading us
home." "We'll set up camp here for the
night," said Sanglant quietly to Fulk. "We must make room for
these." "We haven't enough to feed them, Your
Majesty." "We cannot abandon them. They are our
countryfolk. If I cannot save them, then who will?" Fulk nodded, and left to give the orders. They settled down to camp in marching
order as dusk crept over them. Every man and woman slept fully clothed and with
weapons beside him, although many put off their mail. The horses were rubbed
down, watered, and fed; it was their good luck to find an unpolluted stream
close by. With Lewenhardt, Surly, and a limping Si-bold in attendance, Sanglant
walked down through the line of march, pausing to speak to many of the
soldiers, and fetched up at last with the rear guard. The centaurs, led by Capi'ra, had
volunteered for this onerous task, and he supposed the sight of them alone
might have deterred many a rash attack from behind. 'Anything?" he asked her after their
greeting. "The same as every day. We see signs
of men following on our tracks, but they fade away. Fewer today. There are
fewer folk living here, and if they would not attack us when they have greater
numbers, then they will fear to attack us when they are only a handful." He nodded. It was almost dark. Night came
early now, not just because of the time of year. Even during the day the clouds
obscured the sun. His skin ached for light. Everyone felt its lack. "It is strange to walk among
you," said Capi'ra after a silence. "Your kind are so reckless. I
will be glad to return to my homeland." She snorted, a horsey sort of
chuckle. "No offense meant to you, Sanglant. We are not easy here. The
land looks wrong. It smells funny. The winds aren't the ones we know." "Look!" he said, squinting.
"I thought I saw a flash." "Lightning?" He beckoned. "Lewenhardt. Come
forward. Do you see it?" The archer rode forward and stared south
into the dark sky. He began to shake his head, then stiffened. "Could it
be?" he whispered, then shouted aloud. "The griffins! It is the
griffins, Your Majesty!" Sanglant rode forward past the rearmost
line, head bent back to stare heavenward as the news was called down the line
of march so men could control their horses. Dogs barked. Lewenhardt came up beside him.
"They're flying low. One has something . . . something in its grip ... a
deer, perhaps? If they've been hunting. . . . ?" "Ai, God," breathed Sanglant. Such a bolt of adrenaline slammed through
him that he thought he would go blind. He slipped getting off Fest and stumbled
running forward downslope as the griffins dipped low and lower still, Domina
weighed down by the burden she carried. The precious burden brought all this
way to him, the one who had decreed that they must move on and leave her,
unsought and unfound, behind. / am no better than she was. I did what
I thought was necessary. Domina stooped that last short drop and
when Liath was a man's height from the ground the griffin released her and she
tumbled, hitting hard. He fell to his knees beside her, wondering if she was
alive or dead, but he knew she was living and not just because she laughed and
cried and embraced him so tightly with her head pressed against his shoulder
that when she pulled away he could see the impress of his mail on her cheek. He was struck dumb. "The Lord and Lady have blessed
us," she said, wincing as she used him as a support to clamber to her
feet. "The griffins found you." He was paralyzed, still on his knees as
she gritted her teeth and tested her shoulders, shrugged them up and down,
drawing circles with her arms. Blood stained the pale cloth of her sleeveless
shift, but any fool could see she wasn't badly hurt, only tired, thin, dirty,
and very sore. She stared at him, seeking into his heart.
At last, she kissed him on the lips. She tasted salty, and a whiff of something
like brimstone trailed off her body. He shut his eyes, savoring her touch,
needing only to let all the flavors of triumph and horror and joy mix within
him. In time he found himself, his words, his
strength. "With you," he murmured,
"anything." He rose, holding her close although it was
clear she was not going to fall. "Is it true you are regnant
now?" she asked. "I am. How could you know?" "I met Zuangua." 'Ah. What of your companions, the ones who
departed with you through the crown?" She shook her head. "I don't know. I
lost them months ago." She shuddered. "It was a terrible thing,
Sanglant. Terrible. Anne is dead." Said in such a voice, raw with grief. He
had no need to question. Anne was dead. Liath had done what needed doing,
although the cost had been high. He felt a wild laugh rise, and swallowed his
fear and sorrow and anger, because they had not yet come close to knowing the
full weight of the storm or how far it had spread its wings. "You'll tell me what I need to
know," he said. "Come. I can get you a bit of food at least. You're
too thin, my love." "What of those we left behind?"
she demanded, clinging to him so he couldn't take a step. "What of
Blessing? Heribert? Where is Hanna? What about Ivar? And Sorgatani and Bertha?
Are they all lost?" "I don't know." She let go of him to cover her face with
her hands. He waited while she trembled, lost in a battle for which he carried
no weapons, but at length as the night darkened and the griffins settled down
with coughs, scratching in the dirt, and distantly a voice called for folk to
lie back down and get some sleep by God ... at length she sighed and lowered
her hands. "There," she said. "There.
All done. Where are we going?" "Home to Wendar." He took her
hand as they walked up toward the army, who stared in astonishment. How could
they not? He was their regnant now, and Liath would be their queen.
2 AT night, high in the Alfar Mountains,
Liath stood beside a fire and told the story to several hundred listeners, who
would in their turn pass the tale back to the rest of the army. Many more
crowded up in the darkness, waiting in utter silence, but because she told the
tale as a poet declaims into a shuttered hall, not as a captain shouts, her
voice did not reach as far as his might have, pitched to pierce the clamor of
battle. Still, he could not tell the tale as she
could. He left her to it while he sat in his father's chair, which, because it
was the regnant's chair, was now his. The small chest containing Henry's ashes,
bones, and heart sat on the ground to his left, pressed up against the legs of
the chair. He did not like it to rest too far from him, day or night. "My knowledge is incomplete,"
she began—as she would! "But this is what I know which is certain, as well
as what I believe must be true based on the stories and experiences I have
myself heard and seen. All this was hidden or forgotten for long years, for
generations, a time beyond our imagining. It was forgotten or became legend
long before the birth of the blessed Daisan, who brought Light to us all. This
tale must come to light now. It should be known to as many people as possible,
if we are to make sense of what we must do next." He marked their audience. Closest sat the
most noble of his companions, Duchess Liutgard, trembling Duke Burchard, Lord
Wichman who was, for once, paying attention, and the other lords and a few
ladies who had marched south with Henry or with him. Beyond them crowded the
clerics of the king's schola, led by Sister Elsebet, and those church folk who
rode in the retinue of one or the other noble. He noted that the man known as
Vindicadus had found a place close enough to hear, although he had no noble
patron who might speak up for him. Behind this rank stood the captains and
stewards who ordered the army and farther back yet waited sergeants and
soldiers and servants hoping to catch what they could. All must hear, so that they would
understand. He had ordered this assembly. The tides of
destruction they had experienced had made them wonder and had made them fear.
Any explanation was better than none, no matter how strange it might sound even
when it was the truth. "Two thousand seven hundred and four
years ago, the Horse people allied with seven sorcerers from seven human tribes
against a common enemy, known to them as 'The Cursed Ones' or the Ashioi. They
wove a spell of power using the music of the spheres. This is the sorcery we
call 'the mathematica.' This spell they threaded through seven stone circles,
which they called looms and we call crowns. This spell ripped the homeland of
the Ashioi out of the Earth and cast it into the aether." "What is the aether?" someone called. "That part of the universe that lies
within and beyond the upper spheres. It's one of the five elements. The others
are air, water, fire, and earth. Aether is the most rarified and pure. Unlike
the others, it is untainted by darkness. Beyond the upper spheres, so the
scholars teach, exists only aether, nothing else." She hesitated and,
hearing no further question, continued. 'All the Ashioi were flung into the
aether with their land, all except those who were not actually in their
homeland at the time. These other Ashioi were pulled halfway but not completely
out of the world. Their shades haunted the forests and trails of Earth for
centuries as elves who shot poison darts at any person unlucky enough to
stumble across them." "Those are just tales told to scare
children," said a voice from the crowd. It was Vindicadus, once Hugh's servant.
Sanglant had not expected to hear a challenge so soon. Liath smiled, but her look was grim.
"I have met shades while traveling through the deep forest. They are not
tales. Their elf shot killed my horse. And drove off bandits." Among the sergeants there came a flurry of
movement. A white-haired man pushed forward into the ranks of the captains.
"Let me speak!" he cried. "I have served with Prince Sanglant.
He himself freed me and my four men from Salavii merchants who had captured us
and meant to sell us into the east." "What's your name?" asked Liath. "This is Gotfrid," said
Sanglant, before the old soldier could answer. "I recall you from
Machteburg. What is it you have to say, Sergeant?" "Just this." He surveyed the
assembly with the hard gaze of a man who has seen enough that he no longer fears the
disapproval of others. "I and ray men—we survived the attack of Lost Ones.
We saw our comrades fall beneath the sting of their darts. If you doubt the
lady, then I pray you, answer me how I could have seen them as well. Two of my
men are still with me. They will tell as well, if you ask, what they saw." "What of the other two?"
Sanglant asked, knowing the answer because he had already heard the tale. The man gestured with his hand, a flick,
as dismissal. His throat and chin tightened. Folk murmured, but it was hard to tell who
they believed. "Is there anyone else here who wishes
to speak about the existence of the Lost Ones?" asked Liath. No one did. The heckler had vanished back
into the crowd. Sanglant could, in a manner of speaking, smell that he still
lingered, and he wondered what twisted loyalty held the man to Hugh of Austra.
Liath was already going on. "As centuries passed, the story of
the great spell was lost until it became nothing more than legend. The Ashioi
came to be known as the Aoi, the Lost Ones. The knowledge used to weave the
spell was lost also, because, I believe, all seven of the sorcerers who wove it
were killed in the backlash from the spell." A murmur followed this statement, quickly
stilled. "Perhaps they left no apprentices to
carry on their learning, although that would surprise me." "Perhaps those who were left behind
chose to forget," said Sister Elsebet. "What the church has condemned
must be immoral." "This was before the time of the
blessed Daisan," said Liath. "They would not have been able to follow
the rulings of the church." "They might have known in their
hearts that it was wrong," retorted the cleric. Liath nodded amiably. "There are many
possible answers. Perhaps their apprentices were too inexperienced, or too
secretive, or too horrified to pass on the knowledge. Perhaps they were told
not to. We'll never know, since we have no way of asking." "I pray you, Lady Liathano,"
said Duchess Liutgard with a doubting smile, "how can you tell us this
knowledge was lost when you stand here before us branded as a mathematicus
yourself? The Holy Mother Anne boasted of her sorcery, and taught these arts
openly in the skopal palace these last two or three years." Liath nodded, echoing the other woman's
formality. They did not know each other. Liutgard knew of Liath only as the Eagle
who had stolen Henry's favorite child away from the glorious alliance Henry had
promised him. Yet it seemed to Sanglant that Liath was deaf to whatever
undertones sang through the nobles as they measured her. She was focused,
simply and always, on understanding the truth. "A good question, my lady. If you will allow me to unfold my
argument, then the map will become clear to all, I hope." Liutgard nodded. She was, Sanglant
thought, not afraid to offer Liath a reasonable chance to explain herself. "In time, certain half-Ashioi,
half-human descendants of the original Ashioi built a powerful empire in the
southern lands bordering the Middle Sea. They called it Dariya, and called
themselves Dariyans. As it was sung by the poet, "Out of this people came one who
ruled as emperor over men and elvish kind both." "The Dariyan Empire soon ruled much
of the northwestern continent and the lands along both the northern and
southern shores of the Middle Sea. We are traveling on a road paved by this
empire. Eventually, the Horse people—the Dariyans and historians call them the
'Bwr' which is derived, I think, from the word—" She broke off, catching herself, and, as a
rider shifts her mount's direction, got herself back on the main path. "The Horse people became aware of the
Dariyan Empire. They feared and hated the Dariyans because the Dariyans were
descended in part from the hated Ashioi. In the early 200s, the Bwr invaded in
a host and burned and pillaged the city of Dariya. It's likely that in the
course of their invasion they contracted a plague that decimated their numbers.
They retreated to the eastern steppe that was their ancient homeland to protect
themselves against further incursions by humankind, although humankind had once
been their chief allies." Burchard coughed. 'Are these Horse people
you speak of not the same ones who ride with us, as our allies? Does this mean
they are still our enemy? Or our friends?" Liutgard's mouth tightened as she looked
past Sanglant to the honor guard attending at his back. Her forces had taken
the worst of the centaur assault. She had no reason to love the Horse people. Sanglant glanced behind. Captain Fulk and
Captain Istvan stood behind his chair, alert to the disposition of his most
loyal forces. Capi'ra and her sergeants waited in
shadow, seeming at first glance like women mounted on horses, but he could hear
their soft whickering commentary although he could not understand what they
were saying. Beyond them rested the slumbering griffins with their wing
feathers touched by the light of the camp's bonfire. Smoke stung his face as the wind shifted.
He fanned a hand to drive it away although in truth it made no difference. "The Horse people are our allies,
Burchard," he said. "Your allies," said Liutgard. "Mine," he agreed, "and
thus, for the moment, yours, Cousin. I pray you, Liath, go on." "I pray you!" cried a voice from
the back, that damned serving-man again. "You speak of the lives and
empires of the heathen, yet you have not said one word about the blessed
Daisan! Do you even believe in God?" "Hush!" said someone else in the
crowd. "Let her speak!" cried another,
the words echoed by a chorus of "let her speak" and "yes"
and "shut your mouth." "Else we'll be standing out here in
the damned cold all night and freeze our hands to what they're
scratching," finished a wit. "Well," said Liath, raising her
voice as the others dropped theirs. She slid easily into the silence. "All
here have heard told the life of the blessed Daisan and his chief disciple,
Thecla the Witnesser. This we know and believe, that the blessed Daisan revealed
to all of humankind the truth of the Circle of Unity, of the Mother and Father
of Life, and our belief in the Penitire." Her gaze had a peculiar way of
going flat when she quoted from memory, as if she looked inward, not outward.
" 'The blessed Daisan prayed in ecstacy for six days and on the seventh
was translated up to the Chamber of Light to join God.' " Her gaze sought the heckler, and perhaps
it found him, because she paused for a moment with a fixed stare, then smiled
just a little as a bully might, seeing his prey flinch. The man had by this
time moved so that his body was hidden to Sanglant's line of sight. "What matters to the story I tell you
tonight is that the belief in the Circle of Unity and the Word of the blessed
Daisan spread outward on the architecture of the old Dariyan Empire." "More than that!" interposed
Sister Elsebet indignantly. "Ai, God! Spare us these
interruptions! I'm still scratching!" cried the wit. Sanglant sighed. Sister Elsebet stepped forward and glared
her audience into silence. "None of us can speak as if this war is
ended." "Which war is that?" asked
Liath. "I thought I was speaking of a war." Elsebet pounded her staff twice on the
ground. "I will listen, but I will not remain silent on this matter. I
pray you, Your Majesty!" He was caught, and he knew it as well as
the cleric did. "Go on, Sister. What is it you must say?" "That the woman has knowledge of
sorcery and history I can see, and perhaps respect. But the war that afflicts
those of us who live within the Circle of Unity is never ending. It is
impossible to speak of the blessed Daisan without speaking as well of those who
have sought to corrupt his holy teachings." "Have we time for this?"
Sanglant asked Liath. A foolish question. She was interested,
and entertained. She could go on in this vein for hours. "You speak of
heresy, Sister Elsebet, do you not?" 'As must we all! Alas!" "Then I pray you, educate us." Once offered, quickly taken. Sister
Elsebet did not strike Sanglant as a fussy, troublesome woman, nor had he in
their brief acquaintance been given any reason to believe she was one of Hugh's
adherents. "Go on," he said, giving her
permission. She came forward. Liath did not, in fact,
make way or give up her own place standing on a conveniently situated rock that
elevated her a bit above the rest, but she did drop her chin and, between one
breath and the next, efface herself. The shift was astonishing. Sanglant had
never seen her do such a thing before, as if she doused the radiance that made
her blaze. Before, she must command the gaze; now, she was only a woman
standing on a rock listening as a cleric spoke of the holy truth that sustained
them. "This is the truth! Heed me! Many
heresies have troubled the church since the living body of the blessed Daisan
was lifted up into the Chamber of Light. But in these dark days there are two
we must guard against most assiduously. "The first is known as the Redemptio.
This is the belief that the blessed Daisan was martyred by the Empress
Thaissania, She of the Mask. That only after his death by flaying and his
supposed resurrection did he ascend to the Chamber of Light. This heresy was
eventually squelched and forbidden. As it deserved! "The second, and greater, heresy
concerns the constitution of the blessed Daisan himself. The elders of the
church ruled that the blessed Daisan was no different than any other human,
claiming only a divine soul made up of pure light trapped in a mortal body
admixed with darkness. The adherents of the greater heresy claim otherwise and
declared that the blessed Daisan alone among humankind was half divine and half
mortal. In the year 499, the Emperor of Arethousa turned his back on the skopos
in Darre and abandoned the truth because of his belief in this half divinity.
So was the holy word of the blessed Daisan wounded by the Enemy's sharp
arrows." She drew the Circle at her chest and
turned to bow to Sanglant. "How does this affect the tale?"
he asked. "Heresy must affect us all,"
retorted Sister Elsebet. "Right belief is what sustains us! It would be a
greater tempest even than the one we suffered in Aosta should these heretical
beliefs take hold and drown the foundation on which all our lives rest! On what
we and the church mothers know to be true! Perhaps this tempest is not merely
the playing out of an ancient sorcery but a warning sent to us by God!" He looked at Liath. She lifted her chin, squared her shoulders,
made herself visible again, the center of attention. Yet this was not the
charisma that allows a commander to lead men to their death in battle. This
was, purely, control over the unnatural fire that burned within her. "It may be, Sister Elsebet," she
agreed without any evidence of insincerity. "Yet I know this. The land of
the Ashioi returned to Earth because those who wove the sorcery in ancient days
did not understand fully the consequence of what they did. The land returned
because it could not do otherwise. It was bound as if in a great circle,
necessarily returning to the place it started." "Indeed," agreed the cleric
stoutly. "For this same reason the church mothers have always disapproved
of sorcery." "Yes, so it was. Sorcery was
restricted by the church in two separate rulings. Certain of the magical arts
were allowed to be taught under the supervision of the church, but others were
condemned, specifically those that related to foreseeing the future and
controlling the weather as well as knowledge of the mathematical properties of
the stars and planets. In truth, although this was unknown to the church
councils that condemned them, these were the very arts used in ancient days to
weave the spell that cast the Ashioi into exile." Elsebet nodded, as if her point was now
proven. She did not step aside. Liath kept talking. " 'Between the Bwr invasion and the
troubled church, the creaking edifice of the old empire at last collapsed.'
" "So wrote Taillefer's chronicler,
Albert the Wise." "Indeed he did, which is where I got
the phrase. The last of those who believed in the Redemptio, in the east beyond
Arethousa, vanished when the Jinna Empire conquered those lands in the name of
their god." "Fire worshipers!" muttered the
wit. "I hear they worship naked," said
Wichman suddenly. "I'd like to see those Jinna women dancing around the
flames!" "Enough!" snapped Sanglant.
"I pray you, go on." "I pray you," Liath said,
surveying the assembly, "I am nearly done." "Which is what she said before,"
added the wit, and there was a smattering of chuckles. She smiled and waited for quiet before she
went on. "These Jinna conquered the southern shore of the Middle Sea as
well. The lands around the old imperial capital fell into chaos for many
decades, but at length various princedoms and duchies and counties arose. These
folk called themselves Aosta. They called their capital Darre, and it was in
Darre—once the capital of the Dariyan Empire—that one regnant or another
pretended to rule Aosta." This slighting comment was appreciated. A
few distant soldiers cheered. She acknowledge them with a lift of a
hand. "Only in the northwestern kingdom of Salia did a ruler consolidate
enough power to extend his reach. The Salian king, Taille, renamed himself the
Emperor Taillefer and crowned himself with a seven-pointed crown that he called
his 'crown of stars.' As part of his imperial policy, Taillefer sent
missionaries for the Daisanite Church into the lands east of Salia. Heathen
tribes embraced the Circle of Unity. Chieftains sent their own sons and
daughters out into the more distant wilderness to convert yet more peoples. So
came the Wendish into the Circle." "This history of empire any good
scholar knows," said Sister Elsebet. "That good woman, Sister
Rosvita, was writing her history of the Deeds of the Great Princes. Yet
she—she, too—" She faltered. She Wept. "A woman firm in her scholarship," said Liath. "I
believe she would understand that it is necessary to see the tapestry as a
whole in order
to understand the consequence of the spell. If you will, I will go on. "Taillefer's empire disintegrated
after the emperor's death. At that time, King Arnulf the Elder of Wendar
annexed lands formerly allied to Salia by marrying the heirs of Varre to his
own children. When these heirs died without issue, he named himself king of
Wendar and Varre. In time, the regnancy passed to Arnulf the Younger, and then
to his son, Henry, the second of that name. So might we learn from
Sister Rosvita, were she here to teach us! "Henry married an Arethousan princess
named Sophia. She bore him three children, Sapientia, Theophanu, and Ekkehard.
The king struggled against his own older sister, Sabella, but he triumphed over
her at Kassel, in the duchy of Fesse." She nodded at Liutgard, who lifted a hand
and touched her own brow, as if remembering those lost in that battle: brother
against sister. "Henry's own cousin Conrad, too, it
seemed, chafed at being a duke, but his ambitions are as yet unknown. Some
years after the death of Queen Sophia, Henry married Princess Sapientia to
Prince Bayan, the younger brother of the Ungrian king, Geza. He hoped, it
seemed, that this alliance would protect his eastern marchlands from marauders.
Soon after, Henry married an Aostan princess of noble birth, called Adelheid,
and traveled south to Aosta with the intention of having himself crowned
Emperor and of driving all Jinna and Arethousan interlopers out of lands that
ought to belong to the holy church and its imperial champion. And this he did,
as you know, because you rode beside him. You triumphed, because he
triumphed." Those who had survived the expedition were
still proud of seeing their king crowned as emperor. Sanglant saw the memory of
victory in their expressions, but he also saw their grief. "Many disturbances were rising in the
lands beyond Wendar. They struck hard. From the east, the Quman barbarians led
by their prince Bulkezu plundered the marchlands and Avaria. Some among you
will remember his defeat." This got cheers as well, and Sanglant
heard his name rise out of the crowd. She waited, and went on when she could. "In the north, the Eika savages raid
along the coast, united under a single chieftain. Reports suggest that civil
war plagues the kingdom of Salia. In Arethousa, there is always corruption and
intrigue, as the poets and historians tell us. But this was not all. Strange
creatures out of legend walked abroad. Across the lands people began to whisper
that the end of the world was at hand." "So it is!" called a voice from
the crowd, and many cried out in agreement. Liutgard rose unexpectedly, looking angry.
"Was this, that we suffered, the end of the world? We are still alive,
although many dear to us are dead. Henry is dead—may he rest at peace in the
Chamber of Light. But the world is not ended." Liath raised a hand to show that she had
heard and understood her objection. "Earth still holds beneath us,
although I think we may find much in the land has been altered. I pray you,
Duchess Liutgard, hear what I have to say. How is it that the woman who called
herself Anne and who ruled over you as skopos knew of the Ashioi? How did she
know about the ancient spell which would come to fruition on that night, that
one night, when the crown of stars crowned the heavens? At midnight on the cusp
of the tenth and eleventh days of Octumbre, in the year 735, as we measure the
years after the proclamation of the Holy Word. How is it she knew this?" It was a sorry satisfaction for Sanglant
to recall that he had warned Henry's court and no one had listened to him. 'After the death of Emperor Taillefer, his
empire fell into disunion because there was no male heir. He left three
daughters and a few bastard sons. One of these claimed the throne and was later
killed by his rivals." She glanced at Sanglant. He nodded, having heard
this story before. Its existence did not threaten his hold on the throne. "Two of Taillefer's daughters were
married to princes of the realm and they vanish from our history. But his
daughter Tallia was placed in the church as a biscop. There she studied the
ancient arts of the mathematici together with her most intimate and faithful
servant, a woman named Clothilde. These two and their adepts discovered that
the ancient story of the Ashioi was a true story. They discovered that within a
few decades—well, almost a hundred years—there would be a second cataclysm.
They thought they could prevent this cataclysm with a second weaving. They
believed that the Ashioi, now in exile, were scheming to return to Earth and
conquer humankind. But the truth is that it was the spell which was flawed. The
land of the Ashioi was flung outward on such a path that it would inevitably
come back to where it had begun. We have all ridden such trails, thinking we
are going elsewhere only to end up where we started!" She hoped for a chuckle but did not get
one. Her audience listened intently, but they did not, necessarily, believe
what she was saying. Sanglant could see in each posture the extent of their
belief: Sister Elsebet with her head bent skeptically; Sergeant Gotfrid
scratching his beard as if puzzled; a woman fitted with a steward's tabard staring
raptly with mouth parted as she fingered the knot that tied her scarf beneath
her chin. "The other Salian clerics at that
time believed that Biscop Tallia had gone too far in studying the malefic arts
of black sorcery. The Council of Narvone was convened and all sorcery
associated with the mathematici as well as malefici was placed under ban. As
was Biscop Tallia. Yet she did not cease her efforts. In time she discovered
what she had long sought: a child born to Queen Radegundis, the last wife of
Taillefer. This infant was raised in the church and became a monk. Soon after
his birth, Tallia died, leaving her handmaiden, Clothilde, to continue her
work. "Clothilde was patient. Late in life,
Taillefer's son was tempted by a very young woman, a novice. On her he got a
child. Afterward, he fled. But the child was taken from its mother and raised
by Clothilde." "What became of the father and
mother?" asked Sister Elsebet, listening intently now, as if she had heard
some portion of this story before. "Taillefer's son? I think that he
remained in the church. But the woman who gave birth to his child? I don't
know. I know only that Anne was the granddaughter of Taillefer, the child of
Taillefer and Radegundis' lost son. She was raised by Sister Clothilde as a
mathematicus among a band of mathematici who called themselves the Seven
Sleepers. They were asleep, they told themselves, waiting quietly until the
time came to act. Anne was to be the agent of that act: to cast the Ashioi once
and for all time away from Earth." "Would it not have been better had
she done so?" asked Liutgard. She gestured toward the ragged army gathered
around. "Would it not have spared us this?" Liath shook her head. "No. You saw
what tides of destruction the spell wrought. That devastation would have
rebounded on Earth tenfold had Anne's spell succeeded. It would have been far
worse. Earth is not meant to be sundered from Earth. The ancient ones— our
ancestors—meant to save themselves. But by their own act they doomed us. I
think they were ignorant. They did not know. Yet we are left with the
consequences nonetheless." PART TWO IN THE RUINS
V Salvage
1 ANNA clawed awake from a terrible dream.
She lay with eyes closed, aware of the rise and fall of her breathing, and let
the threads of that awful nightmare fade. An endless trek across a wilderness
of grass under the hammer of a brutal winter cold. A blizzard turning to
flowers. Bulkezu's hand tightening on her throat. Blessing as limp as a corpse,
wasting away, dying. Buried alive deep within an ancient tumulus. Worms
crawling over and swallowing her body. With each exhalation the images became
more tattered until at last they dissolved into nothing, and with a sigh of
relief she opened her eyes. It was still night. Clouds hid the stars. She
couldn't see anything, not even her hand in front of her face. Even a moonless night was never this dark. Her heart thundered. She whimpered, afraid
to move or speak lest speaking and moving reveal her nightmares as truth. If
she wished hard enough, it would all go away and she would be back in Gent
sitting cozy by the fire in Mistress Suzanne's weaving hall. A voice mumbled a curse. Stone snapped on
flint. A spark glittered, faded, then a second snap struck and its spark caught
a wick. As light bled into their grave, memory returned in a rush. Prince Sanglant's army had marched east in
search of griffins and sorcerers. He had found them and much more besides, but
Blessing had fallen ill with an aetherical sickness and had to be left behind
close to death. Six attendants stayed with her. In the hope that the spell
woven by Princess Liathano through the stone crown would miraculously preserve
Blessing in a kind of stasis, they had crawled into the grave mound between the
stones. There they had waited until blue fire engulfed them and all sensation
ceased. Anna groaned and raised up on her elbows,
staring around in shock. Brother Heribert had lit the lamp, and he, too, stared
slack-jawed at their surroundings. Thiemo, Matto, the Kerayit healer, and the
young Quman soldier still slept, each in his place in the ring around Princess
Blessing. But the low, cramped chamber in which they had taken their place had
vanished . . . and so had Blessing. "Ai, God! Lord protect us! Lady have
mercy!" Anna scrambled to her feet. "What's happened?" As Heribert
rose, he almost lost his footing as a temblor rumbled through the ground. The
flame wavered. A web of blue fire shuddered into existence around them, hot and
bright. "Something's coming," said
Heribert. "Can you feel it, Anna? It's like a weight descending. We're not
safe here." She stared at the high cavern in which
they stood. Stalactites glittered under the net of fire. Thiemo snored softly,
one hand cupped at his throat. Matto lay with mouth agape and eyes and hands
fast shut. It was all true. They had crawled into the ancient burial chamber to
protect Blessing and possibly to die, but they hadn't died and indeed they were
no longer where they had started out. The burial chamber had been dirt; this
place was stone. In the burial chamber there had barely been room to stand
upright in the center; this place could hold a council of twoscore nobles and
their horses. In the burial chamber there had been a single entrance, a
tunnel that led to the outside. Here, at least four passageways left the
chamber at different directions. They might be anywhere. She, too, felt a stiffening in the air, a
tension in the earth, like the breath of a huge monster about to lunge out of
darkness onto its hapless prey. "Come quickly!" Blessing's voice
pierced the silence, although there was no sign of her in the chamber.
"No! This way! You're so slow! I said this way!" "What a brat!" said a second
voice, laughing. "I am not a brat! I'm
not!" "You are!" "I'm not!" Blessing's companion laughed merrily, and
before Anna or Heribert could react two figures trotted into the cavern, the
smaller grasping the larger by his wrist. Blessing dropped her grip and clapped
her hands to crow in triumph. "Look what I found, Brother Heribert!
And not just that, but a pile of treasure!" The earth shook violently. The net of blue
fire sparked and dazzled, and began to pulse. "Lord have mercy," said
Heribert, staring at Blessing, who looked painfully thin but otherwise
emphatically alive and vital. Anna didn't know whether to be giddy with joy or
annoyed that Blessing after all hadn't changed one bit and probably hadn't a
thought to spare for the sacrifice her attendants had made so willingly for
her. "I'm Berthold," said the youth,
a nice-looking boy most likely a little younger than Anna, fifteen or sixteen
or so. He wore a handsome pale blue tunic of an excellent weave trimmed with
yellow embroidery, a hip-length cape lined with pale fox fur, and soft leather
boots bound up with laces. He held calfskin gloves casually in one hand, and at
his waist rode a sword in a richly tooled sheath bearing the mark of the silver
tree. "Lord have mercy," repeated
Heribert, shifting his stunned gaze away from Blessing. "You must be
Villam's son." "So I am," said the lad, not one
bit surprised at being recognized. A noble youth out of a house as important as
Villam's expected to be known. "We crawled in here to explore but must
have fallen asleep. The rest of my companions are still asleep. I could only
wake up Jonas. He's trying to get the others awake. I don't know where this
chamber came from!" He gestured toward the high ceiling, and the four
sleeping men. "It wasn't here when we explored under the tumuli yesterday.
How did you get here?" The earth shook once again. The pulse of
the light had begun to shift in pitch until Anna could actually hear a melodic
rise and fall shot through with an unearthly harmony. The temperature was
beginning to rise. "I want to get out of here,"
said Blessing. "Something very very bad is about to happen." She
turned on Berthold. He stood a head taller than she did, although he wasn't as
tall as her father. "Help me wake them up!" Berthold's expression twisted, eyes
opening in mock horror, mouth opening to an "o" of pretend fear.
"Of course, my lady!" He spoiled the moment by laughing again.
"Who made you regnant?" She stamped her foot. "My father is
Prince Sanglant. I am the great granddaughter of the Emperor Taillefer. You
have to do what I tell you to do!" He snorted with amusement, glanced at Anna
to estimate her station and importance, and nodded at Brother Heribert.
"Who are you, Brother?" "I am called Brother Heribert. I am a
cleric in Prince Sanglant's schola." "Is it true this brat is Prince
Sanglant's daughter?" "I'm not a brat!" "She is indeed, my lord." "How can she be the great
granddaughter of Emperor Taillefer? Henry's forebears have no connection to
that noble house." Heribert hesitated just long enough for
Berthold to go on, impatient as his thoughts skipped ahead. "Prince Sanglant has a schola? How
can he? He's the captain of the King's Dragons. I didn't even know he had a
daughter this old, but I suppose it's no surprise given what everyone says
about him and women. Heh! I wonder what Waltharia will have to say about that!
She thought she walked that road first!" "What road?" demanded Blessing. Heribert flung up a hand as if to say,
"stop." "I pray you, Lord Berthold. We must untangle these
lineages later. Princess Blessing is right. We'd best flee." He wiped
sweat from his brow. "I don't like being trapped in here." "Nor do I," admitted the youth,
looking around. 'Although it is the most amazing thing! Who could have dug such
caverns? You should see the treasure back there! Golden helms and mounds of
emeralds and garnets! Jeweled belts. Necklaces. I told them not to pick
anything up, but they would cram their sleeves—all but Jonas, he's the only one
who listens to me—" A temblor shook the earth so hard that
Anna had trouble keeping her feet. The Kerayit healer moaned, fighting sleep
but not quite able to wake. Thiemo and Matto didn't stir at all. The blue fire
had become so bright she had to squint. The cavern shone, walls gleaming. The
stone sweat as heat swelled. It was like being trapped inside a box that had
been thrown onto a fire. "No one is listening to me!"
shrieked Blessing. She pounced on Thiemo and shook him. "Wake up! Wake
up!" Without warning, the Quman soldier leaped
to his feet, knife in hand as he assessed his surroundings. Over the last
months Heribert had picked up the rudiments of the Quman speech. He spoke now,
and the young man nodded abruptly, lowered the knife, and knelt beside Matto,
shaking him. The Kerayit healer opened her eyes and, with a grunt, scrambled to
her feet. She pointed to the fiery blue net whose brightness by now made the
light in the cavern almost unbearable. "Sorcery," she said in halting
Wendish. "Go now. Go quick." "Do you know the way out?" asked
Heribert. "I don't," said Berthold.
"It's all changed. It wasn't like this at all yesterday when we crawled in
here—" "I know how to go!" exclaimed
Blessing. "Take her," said Heribert to
Anna. "We'll have to carry Thiemo and Matto if we can't wake them
up." "Do you really think she knows
anything?" demanded Berthold, more in disbelief than in anger. He had
begun, finally, to appear nervous. "I do know! I do!" "Have you a better plan?" asked
Heribert in his mildest tone. "I haven't. One is as good as another. We'd
best hurry." Thunder shook the cavern, a stalactite
shuddered loose from the ceiling, crashed to the floor, and shattered into
stinging shards. Anna caught one on her cheek. Blood trickled down her skin. "Lord Berthold!" A young man no
older than Villam's son staggered out of a passageway. He shaded his eyes,
brought up short by the blinding net of light. Another tremor shook them. A
second stalactite cracked and fell, and the poor youth leaped aside and shouted
out loud as he flung up his arms to protect himself. Dust and debris scattered. "Where are the others?" demanded
Berthold. He, too, was pale now. He, too, looked frightened. "I can't wake them!" said poor
Jonas, who had been crying. "I don't know what's wrong!" "This way!" cried Blessing, who
had run to a different passageway, one opposite the tunnel that Berthold's
companion had just emerged from. "I said this way! We've got to hurry! The
storm is coming. It will crush us if we're in here!" She shot off a quick command in the Quman
language, surprising both Heribert and Anna, who hadn't known she could speak
any language other than Wendish. The Quman soldier got Matto under the arms and
began dragging him. "Here!" Galvanized, Anna ran
forward and got hold of Matto's ankles, heaving him up, but after ten paces his
limp weight was too much for her, and she wasn't weak. "Help us, I pray you, Lord
Berthold," said Heribert. "Let's carry these two free and come back
for your companions." Berthold hesitated, then fixed his mouth
in a grim line and ran over to Thiemo. "He looks familiar," he mused,
grabbing him under the arms. "Here, Jonas. Help me!" The Kerayit healer came to Anna's rescue,
taking Matto's ankles, and Anna after all had to pursue Blessing, who had
already vanished up the passageway. The floor was seamless, swept clean of
debris, pebbles, dirt. Threads of light pierced the stone itself, woven
entirely through the underground labyrinth. With each tremor, with each pulse,
tiny cracks fissured the stone. At any moment the entire place might splinter and
collapse. This was not the fate she had expected. Panic lent her wings, and she
raced on Blessing's trail and would have plunged to her death had Blessing not
screamed out loud just in time for Anna to stumble to a stop beside the girl,
at the edge of an abyss. The passageway ended in a wide, deep hole.
It was as if a giant had stuck a spear far down into the earth and drawn it up
again, leaving this empty shaft behind. The net of light that illuminated the
labyrinth did not penetrate into its depths. There was no way across, and no
obvious way down or up. "Look," said Blessing, pointing
to the cliff face opposite them. "There's a ledge there, and a
passageway." "No way to reach it, Your
Highness," said Anna, barely able to speak. She couldn't catch her breath.
"We'll have to go back and find another route." "Is, too!" Blessing ran to the
edge where the walls of the passageway met the sheer curve of that huge shaft.
She reached, she gripped, and between one breath and the next had clambered out
along the wall toward the far side. Fear strangled Anna's voice. She was
helpless, terrified, still woozy. She still could not believe that she was
awake and in this terrible predicament. Ai, God. If only she could wake up and
find herself back in Gent! The earth shook, and although Anna shrieked out loud, Blessing did not
fall; she had too good a grip; she was fearless, that girl. Impossible. Already
halfway across, clinging like a lizard to the rock face. 'Anna? Anna! Ai, God!" Heribert came
up behind her, not far ahead of the rest. "I'll have to follow her."
Without waiting for his reply, because if she waited she would lose her
courage, she ran to the edge and brushed a hand over the rock wall, finding
handholds and narrow brims easily. Someone had carved these here. They couldn't
be natural, placed so cunningly and conveniently. She crept along the wall,
knowing better than to look down. As long as she didn't look down, she could
believe that the ground lay one step below. It was easier that way to move
across the rock face. It was easier that way not to panic. "Princess Blessing, come back!"
cried Heribert. "Won't!" Blessing leaped to the
far ledge just as another tremor shook them. A rock fell from above, and Anna
shut her eyes and held on, listening, but she never heard it strike bottom. She
was by now breathing so hard that she was dizzy, and when she opened her eyes
she saw that Blessing had disappeared into the far passageway. "Go on, Anna!" shouted Heribert.
"You've got to get her back! We can't carry the rest across this!" She heard the others arrive, heard their
shocked exclamations and the buzz of discussion, but she could not concentrate
on them to pick out words. She had to pick a path across the face, one handhold
and toehold at a time, and at last she swung onto the far ledge which by now
resembled a grand broad field, it looked so inviting and safe although it
wasn't more than an arm's span in width. She landed there, panting, sweating,
mouth dry, just as a horrible grinding roar shuddered up from the depths. In
the passageway behind Heribert and the others, dust roiled, punched outward by
a tremendous rockfall back the way they had come. "Go, Anna! Go!" shouted Heribert
before the dust engulfed him. Despite the brilliant web of sorcery, she
could not see Thiemo and Matto through the haze. She saw the blur of movement,
glimpsed a Oilman bow case and a Kerayit headdress, heard voices yell and
shriek, but nothing more. Nothing more. Far away, down that dark passageway lying
behind her, Blessing called out impatiently. "Come! Come! Hurry!" She ducked down, banging her head once on
stone before getting the hang of the low ceiling. It was dark as the grave. No
net of sorcery wove light to guide her footsteps. Twice she stumbled and
bruised herself, and the third time she tumbled to hands and knees and yelped
in pain. A warm hand fastened on her shoulder.
"Hurry! Where are the others?" "They can't cross, Your
Highness." She coughed. Dust had scoured her lungs. Grit abraded her
palms. "They can't carry Lord Thiemo and Matto across that wall. We've got
to go back." "I can't leave them behind!"
cried Blessing, with a fury that caused her hand to tighten on Anna's shoulder
until it hurt. She should have been weak after her illness, but she wasn't. "Papa
says you never leave your companions behind. We have to rescue them." "I think there was a rockfall."
She coughed again. It hurt to cough. "We can't go back the way we came.
Ai, God. What if they're all dead?" The earth groaned and rumbled beneath them,
around them, everywhere. They were trapped in a tomb and it was too late to
save themselves. They would die here— A body slammed into Anna, tripped over
her, and went sprawling, knocking Blessing down. "Highness!" Anna smelled the
Kerayit healer, whose peculiar scent of sour milk and an unidentifiable musk
always tickled her nose. She sneezed. The others piled up behind
them, trapped in the low tunnel. A cloud of dust blasted past them, choking the
passage. "Move! Move!" said Lord Berthold
from out of the dust. "The whole place is collapsing." Anna scrambled forward, grabbing
Blessing's arm and pulling her along with her. They raced blind, tripping,
stumbling, staggering, but the passage ran true, without turns or branches,
until at length they stumbled onto stone steps, and climbed up them. Just as
Anna realized that she could see through her stinging eyes, they emerged into a
shallow cave carved out of a hillside by a massive collapse of dirt, as if half
the side of the hill had fallen away. Dust puffed and billowed around them.
Beyond, a sickly gray light bled color out of the air. Anna crept to the opening. One by one the
others joined her: Princess Blessing, Lord Berthold, his companion Jonas, the
Kerayit healer, and last the young Quman soldier supporting Brother Heribert,
who fell to his knees, hacking as though he meant to cough his lungs out. All
of them wept blood from scrapes and cuts. All were covered with dust and dirt.
Lord Berthold cursed and muttered, while Jonas tried to soothe him. "They're dead! Dead! I abandoned
them! Ai, God, I've no honor left! I ran for my life. Better to have
died—" "Look!" shouted Blessing, and at
the same moment the Kerayit healer cried, "Down!" They dropped to their knees, but Anna
stared anyway. She couldn't stop staring. They looked out over a valley nestled
between high peaks. Once the valley had boasted a fine rich forest along its
slopes, but now the trees were tumbled and snapped, shorn down as though by a
giant's scythe. A vast creature hung suspended in the air, stretched across the
hazy sky. It was there only for an instant, a flash of gold scales, before the
sound of its wings thundered and it vanished beyond the peaks. Snow and ice
crashed from the summit in a distant avalanche. The boom echoed on and on and
on. A pall of dust shrouded the sky. It was
dim, but not dark; twilight, but not day. Now and again lightning stabbed
through the cloudy haze, unseen except as a ghostly glimmer, quickly gone. Once
the noise of the avalanche faded, they heard no answering thunder. A monstrous
orange-red glow rose along one horizon. Maybe it heralded the rising sun, but
if so it was no sun she ever wanted to see. "Is it day or night?" asked
Anna. No one answered her. Berthold wept with
anger and shame, and his companion Jonas tried in vain to comfort him. The
Kerayit and Quman cowered, covering their eyes and muttering prayers, each in
their own language. Heribert wheezed, struggling to breathe. Even Blessing
stood in shocked silence. Something very bad had happened, just as
Blessing had predicted. As they stared, a light rain began to
fall, hissing where it struck ground. It wasn't rain at all but hot ash, so
fine that it drizzled like rain only to burn and sizzle where it touched the
earth. The ashy rain darkened the sky until that orange-red glow faded and Anna
could no longer see the snowy peaks beyond. Dirt spit on her from the roof of
the overhang. A huge weight fell right on top of them. The impact shuddered
through the hill, and the overhang crumbled in on itself as a second crash sent
a shower of fine dirt and clods of earth and rocks spilling over them. Anna grabbed Blessing's wrist and yanked
her out into the ash fall. They ran, stumbling through loose dirt, sliding as
the ground gave way underneath, coughing as ash burned their lungs. Only when they came to rest on ground that
didn't shiver beneath their did they turn. They had sheltered beneath a mound
atop which stood a stone crown, and both hill and stones had collapsed. Two of the great menhirs leaned
crazily, not yet fallen. The others had crashed down. One had smashed onto the
slope just above the overhang, causing it to give way. "Must . . . get . . . out ... of ...
the . . . rain," gasped Berthold. "Where's Brother Heribert?"
Blessing wrenched her arm free from Anna's grasp and floundered up through
slippery dirt. "Brother Heribert! Brother Heribert!" She found an arm sticking out of dark
earth. The rest of him was buried. Sliding and cursing, they struggled up
along the unstable ground and with their hands dug him out and dragged him to
firm ground. He was limp. He had already stopped breathing. The earth had
choked him. Blessing howled in rage. "No! No!" She flung herself down
beside his body. "You aren't dead! I don't allow it!" A numbness took hold of Anna. She no
longer felt she was here, up to her knees in dirt and roots and crawling things
and slimy, hot ash, but only watching herself and the others from a distance. Thiemo
and Matto were gone. There was no possible way they could have survived the
collapse within the tunnels, and even if they had somehow miraculously been
spared, they had no way to climb free because the stone crown here was
destroyed and thereby their path to the outside world. As for the rest of them, they had
traveled, all unknowing, a great distance. They could be anywhere. Any when, if
what Hathui and the others predicted was true. If time ran both swiftly and
slowly within the crowns. They stood gasping and weeping in a
desolation, no longer able to distinguish sky from mountain because of the
shroud of ash. It was growing cold. A wind moaned down from veiled heights. A
glimmer of light flashed around them. A breeze curled around Anna's shoulders before
kicking up dirt in a line that led straight to Blessing, who was still sobbing
and shouting by Heribert's body, slamming her fists into his chest over and
over while the rest stood too stunned and overwhelmed to move. For an instant Anna thought a pale shimmer
of light illuminated the frater's slack face, pouring over him as water pours
over rocks in a stream. Blessing shrieked and scrambled backward. Heribert's
body jerked. His eyes snapped open. He sat up, folding forward and coughing
dirt out of his mouth. He wiped dirt from his face and, wondering, shook it
from his hands. "Where?" he said hoarsely.
"Where is he gone, the one I have been for? His husk is here, but he is
lost." They all stared at him. "You were dead," said Jonas. "Was I?" he asked. He got his
feet under him, slipped once, and Blessing dashed forward and helped him stand. "I said you couldn't die! I did! I
did! You're not dead. Are you?" He covered his eyes with a hand. Blessing
clung to his other arm, wiping her filthy face on his tattered sleeve. "The rest are dead," said
Berthold suddenly. "Ai, God." "There was nothing you could have
done," said Jonas desperately Berthold shook his head. "I
know!" he said bitterly, gesturing toward the fallen stones and sunken
hill. "It was in God's hands, not ours. We'll die if we stay here. My
lungs hurt. There's nothing to drink. This ash covers everything. I can't tell
if it's day or evening or morning. I don't know where we are, but we must leave
this valley and find a place of safety." Brother Heribert turned, still awkward as
he gained control of his limbs. He stared at Berthold for a while as if sorting
through what possible meaning his words might have. Anna was still too numb to
speak, but she did notice how very blue his eyes were, startlingly so in
contrast to his pale, dirty face. She'd never noticed his eyes before. "I know how to leave this
valley," he said, his voice still hoarse, not really like Heribert's voice
at all. "Follow me." 2 IVAR had never experienced rain like the
downpour that drowned them now. If he turned his head up, he wouldn't be able
to breathe. He and Erkanwulf huddled under the spreading boughs of an oak tree in
the great forest called the Bretwald as the storm churned the path first to mud
and then into a stream of boiling, frothing water. They had nowhere to shelter,
no one to beg for help, and plenty of trouble keeping their mounts from
bolting. "Look there!" cried Erkanwulf,
shaking as he pointed. Out in the forest lights bobbed, weaving
among trees obscured by the pounding rain and the curtain of night. The young
soldier took a step forward, meaning to call out to them, but Ivar grabbed his
cloak and yanked him back against the tree. "Hush, you idiot! No natural fire can
stay lit in this downpour! Don't you remember who attacked us before?" 'Ai, God! The Lost Ones! We're
doomed." "Hush!" It was too late. The lights turned their
way. "Come on!" Ivar splashed out
onto the path, jerked up hard when his horse refused to budge. He grabbed the
reins with both hands and yanked and tugged and swore, but in an argument of
weight, the horse won, and it refused to leave the shelter of the tree. "What do we do?" gasped
Erkanwulf. 'Abandon the horses." "We can't!" "Is it better to be dead?" The lights wove a new pattern, circling in
toward their prey, and he heard a shout, a very human shout, and then the most
horrifying and peculiar and inhuman sound that had ever assailed him. "What is that?" Erkanwulf
whispered. A beast's vast cry rolled over them. The
sound made Ivar's heart freeze, and Erkanwulf's mount reared up, then slipped
and staggered sideways, dragging Erkanwulf with it away down the slope. The gale hit so hard and unexpectedly that
Ivar actually was blown off his feet, and only his mount's stubborn footing
saved him from washing away down the foaming canal of water that the path had
suddenly become. Wind cracked through the forest, splintering trees everywhere.
Trunks crashed to the ground, giants falling to earth. The noise was a hammer,
its echo ringing on and on as he cowered on his knees under the oak tree. All he
could do was pray. Boughs shaken loose tumbled everywhere. Leaves whipped him
in the face. A crack splintered through the howl
of the wind. A huge branch split off the oak tree and plummeted to earth,
striking Erkanwulf's horse on the head. The beast went down as if flattened.
Erkanwulf slipped in the mud as the reins jerked taut, and somehow got caught
under the horse's shoulder as the ground gave way. Ivar crept over to Erkanwulf, but because
of the slickness of the mud and the angle of the ground and the thick tangle of
branches and leaves, he couldn't budge the horse. The poor animal was dead,
killed instantly. The gale roared past and faded, although
the treetops still shook and danced. It was no beast after all, merely an
unnatural blast of wind. The rain eased a little. 'Ah!" Erkanwulf managed something
like a grin; his face was a smudge against the darkness. "It hurts!" "Damn. Damn." It seemed everyone
he traveled with ended up in worse trouble after knowing him! "I should have known better,"
continued Erkanwulf through gritted teeth. "I had a cousin who was killed
by a falling branch in a windstorm. Ah! Eh! Leave it be a moment!" Ivar got to his feet and wiped moisture
from his brow, trying to clear his sight. His hair was soaked. His leggings
sagged and slid as the strips of cloth loosened, and his boots made a stropping
sucking sound with each step as he came around the tree and peered into the
darkness. The lights were strung out not twenty
paces from him. He shrieked because he was so surprised, and pressed the ring
Baldwin had gifted him to his lips, praying. "Who are you?" called a voice
out of the night. It spoke Wendish. "I'm just a messenger. No one who
means any harm. My companion is hurt. I think his horse is dead. I can't shift
it off him. I pray you. Help us. Or leave us alone." The lights circled in like wary dogs and
resolved into lanterns cunningly protected from the rain by caps of bronze and
walls of a bubbly glass that made the flame within dance in weird distortions.
Hooded figures carried the lanterns. There were four of them, whether men or
shades he could not tell because they wore cloaks drawn tightly around their
bodies. Most strangely, they were all barefoot. "Have you any weapons?" their
leader asked. "Throw them down, if you please. We don't mean to hurt you.
We're not bandits, not like those we're hunting." "I can't fight one against
four!" "If you won't throw down your
weapons, we'll leave you here in peace, but we won't help your companion."
There was a pause as the one who spoke raised his lantern higher to get a look
at Erkanwulf and the two horses, one down, one holding still with head up and
eyes rolling white. Erkanwulf had either fainted or was playing at it.
"Good mounts. Pity about that one, but if it's dead or broke a leg, it'll
make a good stew." "Who are you?" Ivar didn't dare
surrender his precious weapons to bandits. "We're King Henry's men. We got a
charter some years back to keep this road through the Bretwald free and clear.
He made us free of service to any lord or lady. We've kept our word to him.
That's why we were hunting bandits. There was a problem a month back. Honest
folk got attacked. It's not a good time to travel." 'Aye, Martin," interjected one of his
companions. "And no better to be standing out here in this rain and storm,
you lackwit! What if that wind comes howling back and kills the rest of us like
it killed that horse? This rain and storm are bad enough, but that gale was
something out of the Abyss! I'm not waiting out here any longer! If there's
just two of them, they're scarcely that mob of bandits what set on those
merchant wagons, can they be?" It was a woman who spoke, and a woman who
set down her lantern with a grunt of disgust and walked over to the fallen
horse's head and knelt beside it, pulling back one eye. "It's dead. Here,
you!" She gestured impatiently to Ivar. "Come help me get your friend
loose." She was strong. Together, they shifted the
shoulders of the horse enough for Erkanwulf to scoot free. When her hood fell
back, Ivar saw she was young, with old scars on her face suffered in a battle
or a burning. "Ahow!" yelped Erkanwulf, but
although bruised and in a great deal of pain he stood on his right leg and
gingerly moved all the joints in his left one by one—hip, knee, ankle—even
though his ankle hurt so badly he couldn't stand on it. The curve of the ground
had kept the horse's full weight off him, and the dense cover of leaf litter
and debris had offered enough cushion that he evidently hadn't broken anything. The horse, however, was quite dead. "If we leave it out here," said
the one called Martin, "the wolves will eat it before we can get back to
butcher it. There's a fair bit of riches in that horse!" "It's my horse!" said Erkanwulf.
"Given me by Princess Theophanu's steward!" Martin had the confident bearing of a
young man accustomed to working all day at things he was good at. 'A princess'
steward, eh? Is she one of King Henry's children? I can't recall them all.
We'll put you up until your leg is better, and make a decent trade to you for
what we take of it. We could use horsehair. No one in the village owns a horse.
The froth meat'll go bad if it isn't used at once. And the wolves'll take it
all if we don't get moving. We'll have to cut it up and hang it after." Although he, too, was no older than Ivar,
he acted as the leader, gesturing toward his other two companions. "Bruno,
you take the injured one, put him on the horse, and lead them back to the
village. Tell Nan we're coming, and then come back yourself with sacks or
netting, whatever you can find. The cart. I'm sure Ulf and Bait will help you." "I don't like to be separated from my
comrade," said Ivar. Martin shrugged. There wasn't threat in
the gesture, just reality. The light on his face showed good health and clear
eyes, and he had a way of examining Ivar that made Ivar want to grin, although
he wasn't sure why. "We'll need your help here. Two to hold the lanterns
and keep their eyes open for wolves, and two to cut. Uta and I will do the
cutting, unless you've skill in that direction." "I'm better with a sword." "That's how it looks to me,"
agreed Martin. "It's why we approached you so cautiously. You're noble
born, I'd wager, but I don't think this fellow is." "Oof!" swore Erkanwulf,
accidentally putting weight onto his left foot. 'Ai! That hurts." Ivar's mount had to be led aside and
calmed, and when he was ready, Erkanwulf got a heave up into the saddle. Bruno shied away from leading the horse.
"It's so big! What if it steps on me?" "I can ride this fellow well
enough," said Erkanwulf to Ivar, although it was clear that pain was
biting deep. "He and I get along just fine, you know. Let's go, I pray
you." Bruno led them away, a single lantern
swinging to and fro in rain and darkness. "You're not feared of bandits
attacking them?" Ivar asked as they faded into the stormy night. "Not in that direction. It's past
here to the east where there's been trouble. Anyway, I don't know what to
think. I've never stood a storm like this one. It's not natural. Only a fool
would stay out in weather like this." Ivar laughed, and Martin grinned, handing
him the lantern. The fourth in their group was a speechless
lad whom Uta and Martin never referred to by name. While Ivar held the light as
steady as he could, the others got to work, with the lad alternating between
working and holding a light. "Think we can hang it?" Uta
asked. "Don't trust those branches,"
said Martin, looking upward at the rattling mass of oak boughs. The wind kept steady and
strong, and the rain beat over them. "Can we shift it up on its
back?" In the end they used rope to tie up its
hindquarters a bit. Uta cut the hide from anus to throat, the insides of the
legs and a circle above the fetlock, all done with surprising speed and
gentleness. No intestines spilled. With Martin's help she peeled the hide off
and finished the cut at the neck. The nameless lad set down his lantern and
rolled the bloody hide up so it would be easy to carry. "There!" said Uta, pointing down
the road with her dripping knife. A trio of lanterns approached, resolving
into the youth called Bruno and three men, one trundling a handcart, one
carrying a pair of baskets lined with canvas, and the third hauling a net and a
handsaw. "What damage at home?" Martin
asked. "Roof tore off the new weaving
shed," said one of the older men, "but all else held. Still, it'll be
the Enemy's own work to clear up when it conies light again." They looked Ivar over as if they thought
he might have had a hand in the destruction, and then got to work. Blood melded
with rain on the ground. The hot smell of intestines, finally freed by a deeper
incision, cut through the chill night air and the scent of rain as they
captured them in one of the baskets. They pulled out the precious inner meats.
Working quick and dirty as the rain continued to fall, they dismantled the horse
into manageable pieces. "I'll be glad to get out of
this," said Martin as they got everything loaded up and balanced. They
were leaving nothing behind. It was an oddly cheerful procession,
although it was so cold and miserable. Ivar could not talk; he was too tired.
The others laughed and joked as they squelched along, sticking frequently in
mud, cursing and swearing as they dug out the wheels for the third time,
stumbling and once losing the kidneys entirely when the nameless lad lost hold
of his side of one basket. But Uta groped around in the underbrush and found
them both, gleaming wetly, still warm. The carcass steamed in the cold air, its
soul dissolving upward, if horses had souls. Had the scholars at Quedlinhame
ever discussed such a question? Ivar could not remember. His old life seemed
impossibly distant. All he knew now was that his feet were numb and his nose
was running and there was an unfathomable amount of debris fallen just within
the halo of the lanterns although fortunately no great trunk had fallen across
the road. A dozen folk waited for them at the
gateway of a palisade dimly seen in the murky night. A cluster of buildings
huddled within its safety, but it was too dark to note more than shapes
scattered across a clearing. He was hustled into the blessed warmth of a long
hall while his companions took the carcass elsewhere to hang. Erkanwulf sat on
furs beside the hearth fire, talking to a wakeful child crouched beside him. "Ma!" The child called to a
woman who had led Ivar in from the gate. She pushed back her hood to reveal a
face more handsome than pretty. She had an infant bundled against her chest in
a sling. "He says he was at Gent! Just like Da!" "You're out of Gent?" asked the
woman in surprise. "Nay," replied Erkanwulf,
"I was only there one time, when there was a big battle. That was years
ago. I was just a lad." "My husband was a refugee out of
Gent. Mayhap after that big battle you speak of, the one with the
Dragons." "They all died!" cried the child
happily. 'All those Dragons! All but one! That was the captain. Nothing can
kill him!" he added confidingly to Erkanwulf. "He's a great warrior,
the best who ever lived." Ivar was too cold and wet even to work up
a smoldering burn at the mention of Prince Sanglant, that most noble and
attractive of creatures. It just didn't seem important. Erkanwulf smiled at the child, then nodded
at Ivar. "You're a sight, my lord cleric," he said with a mocking
lift of his head. The woman stopped dead, and turned to Ivar
with her jaw dropping open. She had all her teeth and good, clean, healthy
eyes. Her grip, when she caught his elbow, was uncomfortably strong. 'Are you a
churchman? We haven't had a deacon, or a frater even, out our way for years and
years. We've been wanting. . . ." Laughing, Martin and Bruno came into the
hall, pausing in the dug-out entryway to take off their boots. "Martin!" she called, and Martin
looked up at the sound of her voice and grinned at her. What they shared, Ivar
felt as a joyful Presence, like the perfume of the first meadow flowers of
spring, that penetrated even in this dank and fetid winter hall. The hall had
stood up to the gale; the presence glimpsed in their shared gaze had withstood
the storms of life. "This one is a cleric! Maybe he could give us God's
blessing on our marriage." "Surely we have God's blessing
already," said Martin as the child ran over to him and leaped up into his
arms, cuddling there. "Hush!" She made a sign with her
hands, and spat, and then looked embarrassed. "Begging your pardon, my lord
cleric. Old ways die hard. I mean nothing by it. But it's bad fortune to say
what might attract the evil eye. Would you do it? We've nothing to offer but a
place to sleep and something to eat and drink for as long as you must bide here
until your companion is healed and you can go on. And these unnatural rains
end. Can you speak God's blessing over us? We've been handfasted these six or
seven summers but never had God's blessing spoken over us." / can't. But as she stared at him, eyes wide and a
hopeful smile on her lips, he could not say "no" to her. He didn't
know the words. He'd forgotten most things and learned little to begin with. He
hadn't paid attention because he hadn't wanted to. He'd wanted everything else.
Anything out of his reach had seemed so bright and ripe to him, like the
perfect apple dangling from a branch too high to ever reach. "I'll sing God's blessing over
you," he said, "in the morning." Ai! She was so happy as the rest stamped
in and by lantern light stripped down to shifts and cozied into the pallets and
platforms tucked up under the eaves that they slept on, all snugged together
for warmth. They offered him an honored place close to the hearth, and he lay
down beside Erkanwulf and the little lad, who had taken a liking to the rider,
but although he closed his eyes, he could not sleep. After a while Erkanwulf stirred, and
whispered, "I've never heard you sing a blessing, not once in all this
time. You're just a heretic, not a real churchman, aren't you?" "Is there any harm in it?" Ivar
murmured. "I served as a novice at Quedlinhame. It isn't as if a frater or
cleric is likely to wander through here. Anyway, they've served us a good
turn." Erkanwulf grunted softly. "I suppose
there's no harm in it. Funny, though. That one, called Martin, he came out of
Gent years ago, so I hear. He was a lad then and he settled here and married a
local girl. This is their boy." The child was snoring softly on the other
side of Erkanwulf. "The wee lad has never heard of Autun or Lady Sabella
or Biscop Constance, but he knows all about Gent and roads east." His
voice got rough, or perhaps his leg was paining him. "What will we do?
We've only one horse now. You know as well as I do that we've nothing but empty
promises to carry back to Biscop Constance." "Let me think. Something strange is
abroad in the world, don't you suppose? That wind ... it sounded liked the cry
of a living soul. Made me shiver right down through my skin.
It made me think of a verse from the Holy Book, only I can't remember it right,
something about the seas boiling and the wind tossing down trees." Erkanwulf snorted. "Every deacon and
cleric and frater I've ever met has a better memory than you, Lord Ivar, most
noble cleric." He spoke mockingly, but the words didn't
sting. It was Erkanwulf's way to tease. A year ago, a month ago, Ivar would
have stewed and simmered, turning those words over and over, but not now. "The verses spoke of the end of the
world," he said instead. "I feel we have been touched by a terrible,
grand sword, a weapon wielded by God, or by those among humankind who don't
fear what they should fear. Did you ever see trees fall so? Like sticks kicked
over by a boy!" "I did not. Never in my life, and
I've stood in forests when the wind howled on winter nights. I thought I would
piss myself, I was so scared." Rain still drummed on the thatch roof of
the hall, steady and ominous. "That's right," agreed Ivar.
"It wasn't natural. Nor were those shades we saw before either. We have to
keep our eyes open and be ready to act. We have to get back to Biscop Constance
no matter what. And go quickly, as soon as the weather breaks." But in the morning, it rained. In the
afternoon, it rained. All the next night, it rained. For five days it rained
without letting up. The villagers kept busy with many tasks around the long
hall and within the warren of huts and hovels and sheds they had erected within
their log palisade. They ate the froth meat out of the horse in a series of
soups that stretched the meat so that it would feed the two dozen or so folk
across several days. Every evening as the light faded they gathered around the
hearth fire and demanded Erkanwulf tell them the tale of Gent, or that Ivar
regale them with the story of the ill-fated expedition east into the marchlands
under the command of Princess Sapientia and Prince Bayan of Ungria. "Look here, I pray you, my lord
cleric," said Martin late on the sixth day after he'd come in from
outside. He stank of smoke. He'd been curing horse meat. He rummaged in a chest
and brought out a Parchment tied with a strip of leather. This he rolled out on
the table. Folk crowded around, whispering as they stared at the writing none
of them could read. "It's our charter! From the king himself, may God
bless him and his kin. Do you see the seal here?" He touched the wax seal
reverentially. "We just heard it the once, read by that Eagle that rode
through here, the one with a dark face. She had to take it away so it could get
the king's seal. Another Eagle, a red-haired one like to you, rode through a
year or so after and brought it back to us. But he couldn't read. Can you read
it for us, so we can hear it again?" How they all gazed at him with hopeful
expressions! They were such a sturdy group, healthier than many because the
forest provided so much, all but a steady supply of grain and salt which,
they'd told him, they traded for. Even in lean years they could survive with less
grain. They hadn't any horses, but three milk cows. They had forage for their
goats and sheep as well as certain plants and tubers out of the forest that
could be eaten by humankind in hard times even if they weren't tasty. They ate
meat often, and they were proud of it, knowing that folk beyond the forest
never fared so well. He bent over the diploma. The lantern
light made the pen strokes waver. He'd never read well nor did he like to, but
the months in Queen's Grave and the unrelenting supervision of Biscop Constance
had forced him to labor over Dariyan, the language used both by the church and
by the king's schola for all decrees and capitularies. They waited, so quiet that the sound of
dripping rain off the outside eaves made him nervous. He kept expecting the
rain to start up again. Luckily, it was not a long document. He stumbled
through it without utterly shaming himself. King Henry's promise was
straightforward: the foresters would be free of service to any lord or lady as
long as they kept the king's road passable for himself and his servants and
messengers and armies. "The Eagle read it better,"
murmured Martin's wife to her husband, then blushed when Ivar looked at her. "Eagles can't read," he said.
"They learn the words in their head and repeat them back. That's what she
must have done." "Nay, she read it all right,"
said one of the older men. "I recall that well enough. She touched each
word as she spoke it. How could she know which was which if she weren't
reading? Strange looking girl, too, not any older than my Baltia here." He
set a hand on the head of an adolescent girl perhaps sixteen or seventeen years
of age. "I don't know if she were pretty, but she sure caught the
eye." "She was at Gent, too," said
Martin. "She was the one what saved us, those of us who escaped." "I know who you mean!" said
Erkanwulf from his seat on the bench. "We rode with her, Captain Ulric's band out of
Autun, that is She was riding with Count Lavastine's army, but she was a King's Eagle, after all. I'd wager it was
the same one." Ivar sat down, clenching his hands. He
shut his eyes, and at once they fussed around him and Martin's wife, called
Flora, brought him ale to drink to clear his head. "I will never be free of her."
He hadn't meant to say it out loud. He laughed, seeing them stare at him.
Erkanwulf looked skeptical. Martin looked puzzled. Flora's mouth had turned up
softly, and her gaze was gentle, as though she had guessed it all. She touched
her young husband on the shoulder, and he started, glanced at her, and reading
something in her expression—words weren't the only marks that could be read!—he
rolled up the diploma and stashed it away in the chest beneath the community's
other precious possessions. "You said you'd give us your
blessing, Lord Ivar," he said. "Will you do so?" "I'll do so." He rose. Old memories clung. They were a
stink he would never be rid of. Liath had never been his, and she would never
have chosen him. She sure caught the eye. He wasn't the only man to have
thought so. But it no longer mattered. The world had changed in a way he did
not yet understand. "Stand before the hearth fire with
clasped hands," he said to Martin and Flora. He'd never witnessed a
commoner's wedding. Rarely did a deacon officiate in any case, since the law of
bed and board made a marriage. He dredged for scraps of verse, God's blessings
for fecundity, the wedding of church and humankind as bride and groom, the
necessity of holding fast to faith. "For healthful seasons, for the
abundance of the fruits of the earth, and for peaceful times, let us pray. Have
mercy upon us, now and ever, and unto ages of ages." Flora wept. Martin sobbed. Their son
skipped around them in glee while the baby waved its chubby arms. Balt and his
daughter broke out a flute and a fiddle, and the others took the table down and
cleared a space for dancing. Erkanwulf tested his healing ankle by spinning Uta
round and round, and he came back, laughing, to sit and rest and grimace. "Don't be so grim," he said to
Ivar. "Standing there with your arms crossed and a frown like my
grandmam's! Heh! She never smiled one day in her long life! My da used to say
that a spell had been
put on her when she was a young sprite that she'd drop dead if she was ever
happy, so there you are. She was the oldest person I ever saw till the day she
dropped dead." The story teased a grin out of him.
"Was she smiling?" "She was not! It wasn't the curse
that felled her. She got hit in the head by a piece of wood that flew free when
one of my uncles was chopping up a log. A little like my poor horse, now I
think on it." "Erkanwulf! How can you speak so
disrespectfully of the dead?" "She was a mean old bitch. That's
just how it was. No one was sorry to see her go except the dog." Like me. But he shook himself. It was a lie he told
himself, and he didn't know why. He had told himself that lie for years, ever
after Hanna had chosen to go with Liath over him. But he had seen how false the
lie was the day Sigfrid, Ermanrich, and Hathumod had cried to see him risk his
life for Biscop Constance. He had seen how false it was the day Baldwin had
given up his freedom for the rest of them. He had seen how false it was the day
Baldwin wept, believing him dead. Maybe Hanna, and Liath, had scorned him, but
there were others who needed him. Who were waiting for him. He grabbed Erkanwulf's shoulder. "As
soon as the road's clear enough that the horse isn't at risk, we'll go." "If you wish," agreed Erkanwulf.
"You've got a strange look on your face. Has an imp gotten into you?" "It's time. We've got to act while we
have the chance." "Time for what?" "Time for Captain Ulric and all the
men loyal to him to choose whether to act, or to give way. Princess Theophanu
can't help us. It's up to us to free Biscop Constance. There's only one way to
do it." 3 A burning wind struck with such ferocity
that every tent in camp was laid flat. A hail of stinging ash passed over them
where they huddled under whatever shelter they could find. After all this,
after the rumbling and groaning of earth faded, the terrible glare of lightning
gave way to a sickly gleam that Hanna at long last identified as dawn. She crawled out from under the wagon into the cloudy
light of a new day in which everything had changed. She had taken shelter with
Aurea, Teuda, and poor, addled Petra with her perpetually vacant expression. "Stay there," she whispered to
the others. Their pale faces stared out at her. "Do you see Sister Rosvita?"
Aurea looked ready to scramble out, but Hanna waved her back. "Stay there! You can't imagine—just
stay there." It was impossible to think such a day
could ever dawn. It was impossible to imagine a world that resembled the one
she surveyed now. The great traveling camp made up of the combined armies of
King Geza of Ungria and Lady Eudokia of Arethousa looked like a field of
rubbish. A few brave souls staggered to and fro uttering aimless cries into the
dawning light. Clouds covered the sky. The air, especially to the south and
west, was yellow because of a dragging haze that obscured her view in every
direction beyond an arrow's shot. Only to the east was it vaguely lighter. A
layer of ash covered everything, and it seemed most of the animals on which the
army relied had fled. She had grit on her lips and in her eyes, and a skin of
ash over every part of her body, even beneath her clothing, even under her
eyelids. "Hanna!' She stumbled forward over a broken tent
pole to grasp the arms of Sister Rosvita. "God be praised, Sister! Where
are the others?" "I have them all accounted for except
Aurea, Teuda, and poor Sister Petra." "They are with me. What of Mother
Obligatia?" "She lives." Rosvita shut her
eyes as she exhaled, a sigh that seemed to shake the ground. Hanna found that
she had tears in her eyes, knowing they had survived. Thus far. A bubble of canvas stretched and shifted
like a living creature as Fortunatus emerged, wiping grime off his face.
Beyond, not one tent remained standing. A body lay unmoving on the ground, but
Hanna could not be sure the person was dead. "I pray that was the worst of
it," said Rosvita as she lowered her hand. "We must find water and
food." "We must decide what to do next,
Sister. It will take days for this army to recover, if it ever does. There
should be twice as many people. Are they all still hiding, or have they
fled?" Or died? Rosvita glanced toward the collapsed tent
in which she had sheltered. Fortunatus lifted up the heavy canvas as Ruoda and
Gerwita crawled out. Gerwita, seeing the camp, burst into tears. "We are faced with a difficult
choice, Eagle. Do we flee on foot, knowing we may perish from hunger and
thirst?" She gestured toward the hazy south and west. "I do not like
the look of that. I would not turn my steps in that direction unless I had no
other choice. But by traveling north and east we remain in Dalmiakan country,
under the suzerainity of the Arethousan Empire. Yet in such circumstances, is
it better to be a prisoner so we can be assured a bowl of gruel each day?" "I don't think there are any
assurances any longer, Sister. I pray you, let me scout the camp while you get
the rest of our party ready to move out. Perhaps there is a bit of water or
food you can find in the wreckage." "Who will accompany you?" 'Alone, I may pass unnoticed in this
chaos. I'll see what I can see. See what has become of kings and queens and
noble generals." Rosvita nodded grimly before kissing Hanna
on either cheek. "Go carefully, Eagle. We will be ready when you
return." Hanna had lain all night on top of her
staff and her bow and quiver. She had a bruise down her chest and abdomen from
their pressure into her flesh, but she hadn't dared lose her weapons to the
wind. She grabbed them now as Aurea crawled out from under the wagon and helped
silent Petra emerge into the dusty air. She slung bow and quiver over her back
and walked into the camp with her staff held firmly in her right hand, gaze
flicking this way and that, but the people she saw crawling through the debris
or standing with hands to their heads seemed too stunned to think of doing her
harm. A slender hound whimpered in the dirt; its
hips were bloody, and though it kept trying to rise, it could not stand on its
hind legs. A man scrabbled in the ruins of a wagon that had, somehow, completely
overturned. "Help me!" he said, to no one.
"Help me!" She came over and with her help he heaved
up the heavy wagon, just enough so he could look underneath. "No! No! No!" he cried in
Arethousan, and he leaped back, releasing his hold on the wagon. The abrupt
increase in weight caught her off guard. She barely released the slats and
jumped back herself, scraping her fingers, as the wagon's bed crashed back onto
the ground. "Hey!" she called, but he ran
off through the camp, still crying, "No! No!" "Ai, God!" she swore, sucking on her
fingers. She had picked up two splinters, one too deep to pry loose. "Oh,
damn! Ouch!" She wasn't eager to see what lay under the
wagon, so she walked on through the ruins of the camp. As she neared the
central compound, she saw more signs of life, soldiers hurrying about their
tasks, some of them leading horses. A line of wagons was being drawn into
position. A handsome bay so spooked that it shied at every shift and movement
was being calmed by a stolid groom. Even here, the royal tents lay in heaps and
mounds, fallen into ridges and valleys over whatever pallets and tables and
benches sat inside. A rack of spears had toppled to spill all over. She glanced
around to see if anyone was looking, bent, and snatched up one of the spears.
No one stopped her. A gathering of some hundreds of people milled and swarmed
in a clear spot beyond the collapsed tents. She edged forward into the crowd
and wove and sidestepped her way far enough in that she could see what was
going on. Nothing good: A storm of nobles arguing.
That didn't bode well. She used her hip to nudge her way past a weary soldier
and her height to see over the heads of the shorter, stockier Arethousans. No
one seemed to notice her in particular; the ash had turned her white-blonde
hair as grimy as that of the rest. "But you promised me!" Princess
Sapientia was saying. She had weathered the night better than many. Her face
was clean and she didn't have dark circles under her eyes. King Geza had not fared so well. He was
pacing, hands clenched, and his gaze touched his wife's figure only in glances.
He was looking for something; Hanna wasn't sure what. "I have five adult sons. Any one of
them may believe this disaster is a sign from God for him to usurp my
place." "They would not have done so before,
after you left?" "No. My officials were in place. Who
knows what has become of them? This was no natural storm. The priests will
speak in many tongues, all arguing among themselves. The Arethousans will scold
the Dariyans. The old women will creep from their huts and start scouting for a
white stallion. I must go home and see to my kingdom lest it fall to
pieces." "This storm may not have touched
Ungria! It's so far away." Geza stopped for long enough to look at
Sapientia with disgust. "Only a fool would not recognize this storm for
what it is. As soon as my soldiers are ready, we march." "But you promised me—!" She
choked on the words. She could not get them out of her throat. "I married
you!" "Come with me, then. Once Ungria is
safe—" "What of my kingdom?" she
exclaimed. "By the blessed Name of God, woman!
All that lies south of here is blasted, so the scouts say. To the west, toward
Aosta—who can see for the smoke and fire? Do not be blind. I will not ride to
Wendar. I turn my back on Aosta, just as God has." "You promised me!" Hanna wanted to shake her, but King Geza
was faster, and less patient than Prince Bayan to be sure. "Then I divorce you, Sapientia. Go on
your way as you please." "Divorce me?" "I divorce you. Must I repeat myself?
Ah! Captain! What news?" "We're ready, Your Majesty." "Then we go." He gestured. The
captain shouted a command in Ungrian, and half the men milling around scattered
so swiftly that Hanna felt spun in circles although she didn't move. "But what about me?" cried
Sapientia plaintively. "I divorce you. It is done.
Feh!" He strode off, talking in a low voice to his captain. He didn't even
look back as the handsome bay was led up for him to ride. Sapientia stood gasping, her hands opening
and closing although she had nothing to grasp onto. Hanna whistled under her breath and began
to retreat out from the chuckling, staring crowd of Arethousans, softly,
slowly, taking care not to draw attention to herself, just a quiet hound
slinking off to do its business, nothing worth noticing. Off to the right she
heard the shouts of men and the jangling of harness as a large troop moved out.
Lord protect them! Geza had abandoned his bride and his allies without a
moment's hesitation. She knew she had to get back to Sister Rosvita quickly.
She knew what the answer was, now, to their predicament. Move fast, and get out of the way. "There!" She spun, but it was too late. Sergeant
Bysantius strode up with a dozen guards at his heels. "Eagle! Come with us." They had already surrounded her. She saw,
around them and beyond them, the steady tidal flow of troops and servants
toward a distant goal. Bysantius grabbed her elbow and towed her along with him. "They're wanting you," he added. "What about my companions?" "They're not wanting your
companions." Lady Eudokia was seated on a stool under a
torn awning fixed in place by four men holding up poles tied to each corner of
blue silk. The fabric echoed the clear heavens they could no longer see. Her
young nephew clung to her robes, face hidden in her lap. She sipped from a cup
while Lord Alexandras spoke to a trio of captains, all of them pale with ash
and looking as dour as any farmer who has just seen his field of rye marred by
the black rot. Beyond, wagons rumbled into place in a line of march. A rank of
mounted soldiers trotted past, heading for the front of the line, which was
obscured by haze. The Arethousan army was moving out. "Exalted Lady." Sergeant
Bysantius dropped to both knees, bowed, and rose. He shoved Hanna forward.
"The Eagle, as you requested." She tripped over her feet and barely had
time to right herself before the general whistled, listening to the report of
one of his captains. "Geza's gone already? Hsst! We'll
leave a small rear guard behind to bring any who scattered in the night. Bring
the horses!" He saw Hanna, but nodded toward the sergeant. "That was
fast." "I found her wandering, Your
Excellency." "She's too valuable to lose, as we
agreed before. You'll be in charge of her, Bysantius. It will be your head if
she escapes." He turned away and walked to his horse. It was strange how easily she understood
Arethousan now, as if the scent of camphor tossed into the flame to let the
lady and the general see what she saw had at the same time opened her mind and
let it steal words out of theirs. "I pray you, Your Excellency,"
she cried, starting forward. "Exalted Lady. I pray you, ray companions ...
I know where they are. If you'll just let me go and make sure they're with one
of the wagons—" He paused, turning back to frown at her.
"You misunderstand us. We do not need your companions anymore. They are of
no use to us because our circumstances have changed so greatly." "Surely you don't mean to abandon
them!" He shrugged and walked away. "Sergeant! Exalted Lady!" Lady Eudokia sipped at her cup and ignored
Hanna's cries. "No offense," murmured
Bysantius, gripped her arm, "but you'd do better to come quietly." "I can't abandon them! They'll
die!" "It's out of your hands, Eagle. You
are the prisoner of Lord Alexandras now." She ripped her arm out of his grasp and
bolted, but two of the guards tackled her. She went down hard, but kept
fighting until they pinned all her limbs. They stripped her of her weapons,
tied her hands and feet with rope, and threw her in the back of a wagon as it
lurched past in the train of Lord Alexandras. Scraped, bloody, and bruised, she
wept with fury, hating herself for her helplessness. 4 HANNA did not return. They waited for
hours at the edge of camp, hoping not to be noticed, and indeed it was as if
they had become invisible. No one paid them the least mind. There was no telling
what hour of the day it was, or what service they ought to sing, because the
clouds never lifted and the light kept its smoky, sullen glow, scarcely enough
to read by. At intervals they watched vague shapes
that seemed to be troops moving in the distance, perhaps a line of march
receding toward the northeast, but the haze obscured most movement beyond an
arrow's shot. Their eyes stung and their noses ran from the constant irritation
of falling ash and blowing grit. Yet the patter of ash-fall eased by the time
Fortunatus sighed and turned to Rosvita. "What if she is not coming back,
Sister? Should one of us go look for her?" "We will not split up. What happens
to one, happens to all." "We have waited here long
enough," said Mother Obligatia. They had set her litter across the wagon
and shielded her with a canvas awning so that the ancient nun could ease up on
her elbows and survey
the scene. "Night will come and find us standing like dumb beasts in the
field." Rosvita smiled, feeling how stern her
heart had become. Smiles meant something different here in the aftermath; they
betokened not happiness or laughter but determination. "You are right. We
must make a decision, or others will choose for us." They had taken turns circling out from
their position, venturing only to that point where they could still see back to
the group as they searched in the wreckage for food and water. They had found
five corpses, put one dreadfully injured dog out of its misery, and managed
otherwise to collect a small store of provisions and, most importantly, a score
of sacks and leather bottles filled variously with wine, sweetened vinegar, and
a nasty-tasting liquid that stank of aniseed but was something they might be
able to drink in dire need. The wagon under which Aurea had sheltered
was too heavy to drag, but Hilaria discovered a handcart in decent shape,
needing only a small repair to the axle because it had tipped over and spilled
its load of bundled herbs. "Some peddler following the
army," said Aurea as she helped the girls gather up what could be
salvaged: lavender, mostly, sage, tufts of bay and basil, and feverwort. 'A bag
of chestnuts! Why would anyone abandon such treasures?" "Perhaps the peddler is dead,"
said Ruoda sharply. Gerwita began to snivel. "We'll stay together," said
Rosvita, seeing that tempers would run high with exhaustion and fear driving
them. "Take turns hauling the cart." They set off with Rosvita in the lead
beside Diocletia. Behind them, Fortunatus and Teuda carried Mother Obligatia's
litter. Heriburg followed with the precious books slung over her back. Ruoda
and Gerwita shepherded Petra, while Jerome and Jehan took turns pushing the
cart. Tireless Hilaria paced up and down the line to spell those who needed a
rest, and Aurea set herself as their rear guard. They had no particular
destination but made their way through rippling lakes of torn and crumpled
canvas, past discarded shoes and forgotten harness, an iron kettle, a red cap,
and a broken leather strap affixed to a bronze Circle of Unity in the
Arethousan style with crossed bars quartering the interior. The armies had left
an eerie silence in their wake but for the wind grumbling through scraps of
canvas and a dog snuffling at an overturned wagon, trying to dig its way in to
something caught underneath. But for the wind and the dog, nothing and
no one moved in the haze. Those folk the armies had not taken with them had,
evidently fled the scene, fearing worse to come. It was difficult to imagine
what could be worse than what they had suffered during the night. "Look!" murmured Diocletia.
"There's someone—there!" A figure huddled in a clearing notable for
the lack of debris on all sides except a single expanse of splotched canvas
that had once been a grand tent and a scattering of spears tumbled on the
ground. The creature crouched with its head buried in its dirty riding skirts
and its arms wrapped around its knees, like a child. Rosvita gestured for the others to halt.
She ventured forward cautiously with Diocletia beside her. The nun paused to
pick up a spear, and Hilaria and Aurea hurried up beside her to gather up the
rest. They walked softly, but even so, the person seemed utterly lost not to
have heard their approach. They halted a body's length from her—it was now
obvious it was a woman—and Diocletia moved sideways so that if the woman was
armed and dangerous she might not strike them both dead with one blow. How had
it come to this, that a holy nun should think like a soldier, weighing tactics?
Was this to be the fate of all humankind in the weeks and months to come? "Friend," said Rosvita in
Arethousan, as gently as she knew how. "We will not harm you." At first, she gained no response. But at
last that dark head stirred and a woman raised a tearstained face to stare at
her with an expression of such hopelessness that Rosvita felt tears in her own
eyes drawn out by that naked anguish. She was stunned as she recognized the
other woman. "Your Highness," she said in Wendish. "I am Sister
Rosvita. Do you remember me? Where is King Geza?" "I divorce you," said the
princess, each word formed so precisely that it seemed she was repeating a
phrase spoken by someone else. Her gaze was bleak, and her hands were dirty, as
if she had been digging. 'Are you alone, Your Highness?" Sapientia's laugh was that of a madwoman,
quickly cut off. "A prince without a retinue is no prince!" "We are your retinue, Your
Highness." Sapientia stared at her for a long time
without answering. Rosvita began to doubt the princess had heard her. Fortunatus crept up beside Rosvita and
leaned to whisper in her ear. "There is no one left, Sister. She's been
abandoned, just as we were." He sounded as shocked as she felt. "She is
King Henry's daughter! What will we do?" "We must take her with us." A robed person swept past them and
heedlessly knelt down within range of the princess. "Come, little
lamb," she said in Dariyan. "You've strayed far, but we'll take care
of you now." It was Sister Petra. Her expression was
calm, almost blank, but her voice had a soothing gentleness. If Princess
Sapientia understood her coaxing, spoken as it was in Dariyan, she made no
sign, but she allowed herself to be helped to stand, she allowed herself to be
herded along without protest. She said not one word more as they made their way
through the wreckage of the camp, always moving upslope and away from the
distant ocean, until they came at long last to a pine wood whose sparse canopy
gave them a measure of shelter as the light changed and became rather more
dense. Night was coming on, although a glow remained in the sky, painting the
heavens a deathly orange-red. They rigged up a serviceable shelter and dined
sparingly on a stew of leeks and turnips flavored with a bay leaf and cooked
over an open fire in the kettle they had found in the deserted camp. "We are well set for a hike in the
woods," said Fortunatus, attempting levity although there wasn't much to
be had. Rosvita smiled gratefully at him. They had
a single spoon, which they passed around between them to eat out of the kettle.
"We have provisions, and freedom. It is more than we had before." "Best be grateful for each least
blessing God grant us," agreed Mother Obligatia. She was so tiny and so
frail that the power of her voice always amazed Rosvita. She was actually
sitting up for the first time in many days, as if the terrible night had
strengthened her. Her words awoke someone else. Sapientia
had let the spoon pass by without acknowledging that it, or anything, existed.
She had walked in a trance, pressed along by the constant attentions of Sister
Petra, whose entire being was focused on her helpless charge. The glow of the
fire painted shadows on the princess' face, making of her a mask whose
expression could not be fathomed because it was so empty. But the mask spoke. "A prince without a retinue is no prince," she repeated. Rosvita knelt beside her. "We are
your retinue, Your Highness." After a long silence, Sapientia turned her
head and looked straight at the cleric, although Rosvita at first wasn't sure
the princess knew who she was. Behind her, Jerome slurped at the spoon. "You love my father, Sister
Rosvita," Sapientia said. "I love him and serve him, Your
Highness." "Do you love me, Sister?" "Nay, child, not in the same way. I
have known your father for a very long time. He has my heart, but you have my
loyalty. I will not abandon you." Sapientia slammed fists into the ground
and again, and again. "Not like all the others! My father! Bayan!
Sanglant! The Pechanek mothers! Geza! Every one of them deserted me!" The
storm broke over her. She sobbed in great heaves, trembling all over. Petra
stroked her shoulders, murmuring words that made no sense, and after a while
the princess calmed. Wind crackled through limbs. Among the
trees a branch snapped and crashed down to the ground. Otherwise it was so
quiet. Too quiet. They had seen no birds all day. No telltale rustling marked
the comings and goings of the little nocturnal creatures who ought to be
scuttling about their nightly rounds. Sapientia's reaction was such a brief
window, opened to show a light within and perhaps soon to be shut. Rosvita had
to ask, although she feared the answer. "Your Highness. Did you see Hanna?
The Eagle who was with us?" Sapientia did not raise her head. Her
voice was hoarse and ugly. "She's dead." "Ai, God," Rosvita whispered. "You
saw her dead? You saw her body?" Sapientia refused to answer, only stared
at the ground. "What will we do?" they asked,
one by one, all but Mother Obligatia. "I should never have let her go off
alone!" "Nay, Sister," said Mother
Obligatia, scolding her. "The Eagle did what she had to do. That was her
duty. She knew it was dangerous." Guilt burned. Rosvita thought of Hanna as
one of her charges, now that they had traveled so far together. She could not
find any ease in her heart by prating about duty. She rose and paced around the
fire, examining each one who had followed her so far: Mother Obligatia with her
ancient sorrows and dangerous past; the abbess' three stout attendants in the
persons of Diocletia, Hilaria, and the lay sister Teuda; poor Petra, now cooing
and stroking the unresponsive Princess Sapientia; Rosvita's faithful servant
Aurea, with her strong
arm and steady head; that gaggle of young clerics who admired her far too well,
timid Gerwita, stubborn Heriburg, clever Ruoda, and the two young men, Jerome
and Jehan, still youths in so many ways. Last of all, she met the gaze of the
one who was her secret strength: Brother Fortunatus. He nodded at her. He would
never waver. "We rest as well as we can, for we
will need our strength. It seemed to me that the light was better in the east,
but that way lies Arethousa. Unless tomorrow brings an unexpected change, we
must try our luck to the northwest. We must try to reach Wendar. God help
us." God help me, she thought, as they made ready to rest on
the cold ground, arranging cloaks and canvas and blankets over themselves, a
jumble of treasures they had salvaged out of the camp. They had provisions to
last for perhaps five days. God help me, I pray you. I do not want to lose another one. Out in the forest, a twig snapped. All of
them looked up, startled and anxious. They waited, but no further noise beyond
that of the wind rattling in the boughs disturbed the evening silence. "What if there are bandits, Sister
Rosvita?" asked Gerwita. Her voice was so soft it almost vanished under
the sound of the wind. "We have no weapons to defend ourselves. We can't
use those spears." The girl looked scared. The others stared
at Rosvita, waiting for her answer. She caught Fortunatus' gaze. He smiled
bravely. "We have our wits, child. Let us pray
they are weapon enough." VI THE ENEMY'S HANDIWORK
1 "LOOK Your Excellency. Can that be
Darre?" The soldier shifted impatiently as his
comrade led Antonia's mule the last few paces to the top of the ridge. From
this vantage point the plain of Dar could usually be seen in all its glorious
expanse: the river, the towers rising on the palace rock, the domes of the two
great cathedrals, the manifold streets as twisty as the Enemy's minions, the
western hills that blocked the path to the sea, the thousand fields on which
the ancient city had first taken root and grown into an empire. Antonia's eyes hadn't stopped stinging
since that awful night when the wind had torn the thatch off the cottage in
which she sheltered, and ash had started to fall. She rubbed them now as they
halted. "God help us," added the
soldier, voice choked. "The western hills are all on fire. And the plain
of Dar—look!" "I see nothing," said his
companion. It was a foul soup of air, like the
congealed breath of the Enemy: smoke and brimstone, the stench of the Pit. For
the space of one breath, a shift in the wind stripped the worst layer of haze
off the land
and she glimpsed the distant towers and walls of Darre before they were
swallowed up again in the fog. "We must descend," she said, and
she heard the two guards whistle hard between teeth. They were frightened
because they were weak, although they had guarded her faithfully enough on
their journey. She had lost count of the days. "Who knows what kind of creatures
might be lurking down there in that smoke," said the taller one, called
Focas. "They could have claws as long as my arm. They might rip us to
pieces." "God will protect us," said
Antonia. "Have we not met dangers? Have we not survived?" Pietro spoke less but said more that was
to the point. "What if we can't breathe that fouled air?" "We must go down," repeated
Antonia. "We must reach Tivura, to see if the princesses have survived. As
for the rest, I fear God have punished the wicked most decisively." The soldiers looked at each other, a
glance that excluded her, as they had always excluded her. They served her
faithfully, it was true, but out of loyalty to Empress Adelheid. Still, no
matter how irritating it was that they could not recognize her worth and God's
favor, she endured it because she had to, because it was another test thrown in
her path. God honored the righteous, but They did not always spare them trouble
and ingratitude. "The princesses," said Pietro.
"That's what the empress would want." Focas nodded. "The princesses,"
he agreed. "We must see if they can be rescued, if they are indeed trapped
down there, although we must hope they are not. If their stewards have any wits
about them at all, which I doubt, they would have fled to a safe place." "No one can flee God's wrath,"
said Antonia sternly. "There are those who have done what they ought
not." She gestured toward the hazy landscape below. "Thus are they
rewarded with chastisement and death." Focas rubbed his forehead, looking
anxious. Pietro hefted his spear. "No use
waiting." They started down the road, which was
utterly deserted although the day wasn't far gone. It was difficult to measure
the hours because the cloud cover never lifted and the light had a sameness to
it that made noon seem like twilight and morning no different than afternoon.
Ash squeaked under their feet. Pebbles rolled and crackled, and more than once
Focas or Pietro slipped and, swearing, caught themselves before they fell. Fortunately, the mule
was a sure-footed creature, stolid and companionable and not particularly
stubborn. As they descended, the light changed and
deepened to a queer yellow fog that painted their skin the color of parchment.
The hollows of their eyes darkened until the two soldiers looked like walking
corpses as they strode along. Down and down they walked, as into the Pit. The
world had emptied. They saw no one and no thing. Even the grass had withered
into dry stalks. Now and again they crossed a stream running down from the
circling heights, but a sour taste choked the water although they forced it
down anyway. It sat heavily in parched stomachs. Antonia felt sick. Her head
pounded and her throat burned. Each breath scraped as she wheezed along. In time twilight faded to night. They set
up camp off the road but not so far that they would lose sight of it and thus
find themselves lost in the morning. The mule ate its lean dinner; they had
only two days of grain left and certainly there was little enough to graze.
They had bread and cheese and wine for themselves. The soldiers took turns on
guard duty. She slept on her cloak under a canvas lean-to. She did not mind the
hardship, although her old bones ached and her head never stopped hurting. At dawn Pietro hissed. "Focas! Rouse
you! Do you hear that?" She rose and came to stand beside them,
fingering the amulet at her chest. She heard the jingle, too, and touched
each man on the elbow. "Stand you as still as mice when the owl swoops.
Say nothing." They, too, wore amulets, as did the mule.
She had woven them with her own hands out of wolfsbane and turnsole, and still
nursed blisters on her palms and fingers. The procession emerged out of the haze: a
line of sobbing, hacking, coughing men and women coffled in a line and guarded
by a crew of men who in another life might have been soldiers as honorable as
the ones who stood on either side of her. The soldiers wore cloth tied over
mouths and noses to protect themselves from the air. The prisoners had nothing
but the rags on their backs. A few were naked. As they shuffled past, she
counted them: eight, sixteen, thirty-two, sixty-four. Over one hundred in all,
a remnant. Although their guards were alert, looking
from side to side and pointing here and there into the gloom, they marked no
watchers, even those standing in plain sight a stone's throw off the road. As
the last man, a brawny, swaggering fellow, faded from sight, Pietro let out a great sigh that
was more of a hoarse choke, and touched his chest where the amulet lay. "Lord be praised," he said. Focas choked down a hysterical laugh.
"Didn't you recognize him? That was Sergeant Hatto there walking last of
all. Do you think those were slaves they were herding away?" "Slaves now, whatever they were
before." Pietro knelt, touched his hand to the dead earth, and kissed his
fingers. "I pray you, Your Excellency, let us go swiftly." "This land is a charnel house,"
said Focas. "I can smell it." They walked again that day, and the stench
of sulfur got worse. Antonia's headache got worse. Her eyes wept from the
burning, in time, they saw off to either side glowing cracks spewing ghastly
yellow smoke. It was as though the Earth itself was breaking apart. Once Pietro
almost fainted when the wind caught him full on with a streamer of air off one
of the fumaroles, but he staggered forward gasping and vomiting until he was
out of danger. After that they were careful to keep cloth tied tightly across
mouth and nose. They walked as though in a tunnel, since
they could see no great distance to any side. The haze clouded everything,
making the world seem by one measure very small indeed and by another like a
vast unknowable wasteland that could never be crossed but only suffered.
Trudging on in this way they missed the crossroads where they might turn aside
to Tivura and came at the end of the second day to the walls of Darre. In all
that time they had seen not a single living creature except that one sad
procession. No birds flew; no sheep blatted; no goats disturbed their rest,
seeking scraps to eat. The mule was not faring well, but it had a strong sense
of self-preservation and refused to fall behind. Even so, Antonia walked rather
than rode for fear it might buckle and toss her to the ground. If she broke a
leg, she, too, would be trapped in this purgatory. That was what it was, of course. She recognized
it as they saw the gaping gates rise out of the fog in front of them and beheld
the tumbled ruins of the fairest and most magnificent city humankind had ever
built. Had they unwittingly crossed through a stone crown into the world where
galla roamed? Had Anne's magic brought down the destruction? Or had the Lost
Ones returned with plague and fire to defeat their ancient enemies? "We'll go to the palace, camp there
tonight, and after take the road to Tivura." "I don't like to go into the
city," said Focas as Pietro stroked his beard. "It scares me. I don't
mind saying so. It scares me." "None will see us. I think the city
deserted in any case." Pietro hesitated. Even after all this time
he did not trust her; he did not look to her as a servant ought to obey his
master. Still, in the end he turned to Focas and said, breath whistling as he
spoke, "The empress. She would want it, would she not?" The empress. They were all Adelheid's faithful
soldiers, every one of them. Fuming, she followed them into the empty
city. Twice, they saw does slink away around corners, tails tucked tight and
heads down. Of dead folk there were none, but human bones they saw aplenty
scattered across avenues and the open squares. Fallen apartment blocks and tumbled
columns lay like dead beasts in the rubble. Each entryway was a dark mouth;
each was silent. Wind swirled dust up from the streets to blend with the haze.
Once, from far away, they heard a shout. Their footfalls scraped ominously,
echoing off the walls. But they saw no one. "How many days since that wind
blasted us?" Focas whispered as they reached the paved ramp that led up to
the two palaces built atop the central hill. "This happened then, don't
you think? The storm brought destruction with it. I could smell it in the air,
like it was diseased." Pietro scratched his nose, then sneezed.
"I wish we'd stayed with the empress. No telling if she lives, or is
dead." Close by, a dog growled, and both soldiers
whirled, raising their spears, to be greeted by a heavier silence. "Come," said Antonia. "It
will be dark soon. Let's find shelter." They made their way up the ramp past
broken-down wagons abandoned in haste and in one case with the remains of a
horse scattered around the traces where dogs had ripped it apart. Focas counted
swords, and had reached the astounding total of fifty-five before they reached
the top. "Who would throw down their good iron
swords like that?" he muttered to Pietro. The two men stood a stone's
throw away from Antonia, but she overheard them nevertheless. "Dead men. We'll be dead, too, if we
don't get out of here. This is a fool's errand." "Hush!" From the top of the ramp they surveyed the
city. Nothing moved but for a tumbling scrap, hard to say what it was but
probably a bit of cloth, rolling down a
distant avenue. The fog obscured even the towering walls and distant gates. Of
church towers, she saw none Perhaps they had all fallen. Off to the west in the
hills bordering the sea, streaks of fire that marked red flowing rivers pierced
the sullen haze despite the distance. Surely even the Pit smelled sweeter and
nourished more life! Surely not. This was the Enemy's
handiwork. "Come," she said. They ventured into the broad courtyard
that fronted the twin palaces. The imperial palace had burned. It still stank
of charred wood, a sharp scent overlying the reek of brimstone and decay. The
skopos' palace had many more sections built entirely of stone, and these had
survived with less damage. "I had thought to examine the
regnant's schola and library," said Antonia thoughtfully as they stood in
the courtyard that separated the two palaces. "But it appears too
dangerous to walk there." She advanced nevertheless into an alcove
where a sooty face peered at her out of the stone: a woman's visage wreathed
with snakes that were also her hair. A viscous green puddle had collected in
the basin below her open mouth, once a fountain where travelers might splash
water on dusty faces before entering the great hall to meet the regnant. The
mule strained toward the water. Pietro hauled it back. "Perhaps there is something left in
the barracks, if the rats haven't eaten it all up," said Antonia. "Go
carefully, see what you can find. Seek grain and water for the beast, and
provisions for ourselves. Also, a place to shelter for one night." "Yes, Your Excellency. I'll go, and
Focas will stay and attend you." "Nay, best you go together. I will
attempt the skopos' palace and meet you here by this fountain." "If there are dogs, or madmen . . .
?" She nodded. "Do as I command." "Yes, Your Excellency." Impertinent man! She crossed under the
shadow of a vast arch and found, in the usual niche, a brace of lanterns that,
amazingly, had not been tampered with, together with flint and scraps of linen.
These she carried as she walked quietly along the old familiar corridors. It
was utterly silent. In here, she could not even hear the wind. Now and again
she glimpsed withered gardens through open windows and doors. The fountains, of
course, had all stopped running-Dust scraped under her feet. She almost did not recognize the double
doors that led into the audience chamber. The gold leaf that had once covered
the relief carved into those doors had been pried off and taken away by thieves
or by faithful servants. Who could know? One door sat askew, having lost two
hinges. She did not touch it but tugged on the other, which opened with a groan
into the empty hall. Her footfalls echoed softly as she walked.
The ceiling arched high above, dimly perceived. The mural washed across the far
wall, depicting the Translatus of the blessed Daisan, had splintered with a
thousand cracks, and the Earth beneath his feet had vanished into a pile of
fragments on the floor. Up on the dais, the skopos' chair was broken into
pieces and all the gems pried out. A single amethyst had been left behind,
dropped in haste, no doubt. She picked it up, turned it, but there wasn't light
enough to catch the glints within. Still, in a pinch, it might serve her. She
tucked it into the pocket sewn into her sleeve, then pushed past the curtain at
the far right and came into the private sanctum of the skopos. A room, whitewashed, with paintings of
noble saints gracing the ceiling. There was a single table, a battered chest
whose lock had been broken, and a shattered ceramic bowl at the foot of the
bare pallet where, once, the skopos had rested. Anne had not scorned luxury,
but neither had she coveted it. The thieves had skipped over the single
locked cupboard, sealed with an amulet. She studied it, careful not to touch its
knot in any way: wolfsbane, which was poison to the skin, for invisibility,
lavender for chastity and thereby to keep locks unbroken, and thistle for
strength. Cunningly woven, certainly, but she recognized the pattern as one she
had taught to certain of Anne's clerics. A brief murmured spell, a douse of oil
over the dry herbs from the lamp's reservoir, and she snapped flint, got a
spark, and set a scrap of linen burning. The amulet flared so brightly that she
stepped back in surprise, shading her eyes. After so many days under a veiled
sky, she had forgotten how brilliant light could be. The amulet vanished in a
swirl of ash. She used the point of her knife to cut the
binding rope off the latch. Steam hissed along the blade and it glowed white
hot, then spat sparks. The latch fell free, and the right side cabinet door
swung open, moaning like the wail of the damned. Anne had cared little for earthly things.
This truth was never more in evidence than now. Anne had abandoned everything
in her desire to destroy the Lost Ones. Everything. She had left behind the holy vestments,
the golden cup, although not the staff of her office. But there were other
treasures as well: wrapped in a layer of greased leather and under that
cushioned in lambskin was an ancient, degraded spear which Antonia recognized
as the Holy Lance of St. Perpetua, once carried by Emperor Henry into battle.
Henry would never have left such a holy relic behind; its protection was worth
more than a thousand soldiers. But Henry, after all, had been ensorcelled; he
hadn't needed or wanted such things; hadn't noticed they were missing, because
the daimone had obeyed only what commands its master gave it, disregarding the
rest. He had even disregarded the most potent
symbol of imperial power, which was bundled up so casually in plain linen that
anyone might be excused for believing it was nothing important. How Anne had
come to possess it Antonia did not know, but when she unwrapped it, she knew
she had gained something important indeed: Emperor Taillefer's seven-pointed golden
crown, adorned with seven jewels—the crown of stars. 2 THEY reached the villa Tivura two days later, having lost their way twice because it was so
difficult to navigate in the haze. The mule trudged on without complaint, but
it was clearly ill; gunk wept from its eyes, and its breathing, like that of
its human masters, was labored. Each breath she took scraped in Antonia's
chest. If they did not leave the plain of Dar soon, they would all succumb to
the foul air. "Is this the right stream?"
Pietro asked for the fourth time, breaking off to cough again. He hacked
incessantly. "We are on the right road. It
rises." Speaking hurt, so Antonia spoke little. The mule tugged at its reins, trying to
get to the water. Focas knelt at the bank and scooped up water, tasting it. He
spat it out, then wiped his lips. "Not as bad as before. It might be safe
to let the poor beast drink. It doesn't taste of rotten eggs like it did
downstream. It isn't warm." The two soldiers looked at her. She
nodded. "Let it drink, then, but not too much. I'll go ahead." "Your Excellency!" "I do not fear bandits." "You should, Your Excellency!"
exclaimed Focas. "Dogs, too. We had to beat off that pack last night. They
smelled us." She hesitated. She hated showing fear, but
in truth the dogs had been starving and therefore dangerous. At last she
settled down on the ground and waited while the mule drank and Pietro washed
his hands and face in the streaming water. It seemed clear. Although the
constant rain of dust out of the air had certainly fouled it, it didn't stink
the way it had down by its confluence with the Greater Tivur, whose course led
through Darre and thence south through rolling hills to the sea. Those hills were on fire. At intervals the
haze lightened, and since they were moving slowly upslope as they walked
northeast, she caught glimpses of the red rim of fire that scorched the western
horizon at all hours, easiest to see at night, of course, but visible during
the daytime as well. Her legs ached and her hip shot through
with pain as she rose, but she closed her lips tightly as they moved on. In a
hundred paces more the famous lady columns ghosted out of the fog: stone
columns carved into the shapes of dour women, escorting them into the garden of
the long-dead emperor who had built the most beautiful paradise known on Earth,
so it was said. Some called it a replica in stone of the garden that grew at
the entrance to the Chamber of Light, but Antonia knew better. The Dariyan
emperors had scorned the truth. They had worshiped idols and demons. Therefore,
everything they had built, while sturdy, was irrevocably tainted by the kiss of
the Enemy. Still, Empress Adelheid's grandfather had
refurbished the domed hall, and one of her great-aunts had built stables where
once the emperor had housed his guests. The stone ladies glowered at them,
faces half obscured, but they were only stone and could not therefore impede
their progress. "Look!" said Pietro, and coughed.
Coughed again. 'A light!" Focas looked at Pietro. Together, without
exchanging words, they nodded. "I'll go ahead, Your Excellency. In case
it's bandits." Her chest hurt. She was too tired to
complain. She just wanted to rest her feet. Focas strode ahead. Truly, it was
remarkable how well he had held up. He was as strong as a bull, and far more
tractable than
his companion. His form faded into the haze, although by now they could see the
curved facade of the grand court that greeted visitors. They paused where the
paved road gave way to the broad forecourt. Turning, Antonia looked into the
haze over the plain, but it was impossible to see anything. On clear days, one
could see Darre away in the distance, surrounded by fields. She choked, coughing. The mule wheezed. "Hsst!" whispered Pietro.
"Do you hear?" "Where did the light go?" she
asked, scanning the wide court and the semicircle of columns, but no lantern or
torch burned now. "Hsst! Look!" Ghosts advanced out of the fog, wreathed
in trailing haze, formless and faceless although about the height of men. She was ready. She had always been ready,
knowing how little surety there was in traveling with such a small party. She
unsheathed her small knife and grabbed at the mule, pressing the point to one
of the veins in the side of its neck. A trickle of blood flowed over her
fingers as she spoke the words that would raise a galla. The air hummed. Where
blood beaded on the mule's hide the haze coalesced as though forming a rope out
of darkness. The tang of the iron forge drifted up from the earth. "Your Excellency! See what I have
found!" Focas strode into view, easy among the ghosts. "We have found
what we sought! They have been sheltering here in the catacombs. This good
captain says the princesses are alive and in his care." Too late! The spell had gone too far and
must be released or else rebound upon her. The stink of the forge gusted on the
breeze. A shadow spilled into the ground beside the pooling blood. The mule
brayed and jerked away from the knife, then collapsed as its blood pumped onto
the ground. "What—?" cried Focas, as the men
behind him drew their weapons. It was a small galla, appetite whetted by
the taste of blood, but it would demand more before it could be dispatched. It
would turn on her, or on anyone. Its substance thrummed in the air as it
materialized into this plane. Its muttering words—pain pain pain—ghosted
in the air like the sound of tolling bells. The air of this world burned it. It
was angry, and trapped, and panicked. She had to act quickly. She sealed the spell with a name. "Pietro of Darre!" she whispered
without hesitation. "Your Excellency!" cried Focas,
hanging back as the others cried out loud in fear. "What foul creature
plagues us?" "A traitor among us! One who does not serve the empress has
brought a demon into our midst to murder the princesses!" She flung up her
hands; her sleeves slid down her arms as she cried out. "St. Thecla save
us! Matthias, Mark, Johanna, Lucia! Marian and Peter! Deliver us from evil!
Seek the one whose spirit has fallen to the Enemy! Seek the one who would
destroy us! Take him! Take him! Drive his soul into the Pit! And then
begone!" The shaft of darkness that formed the body
of the galla in this world writhed like a chained soul seeking release. The
stink choked her, but she kept her arms raised; she did not falter. The galla
had the gift, or curse, of sight. They could see into the souls of every man
and woman. The darkness lurched, spinning sideways. Its bell voice rang dully. "Pietro." Pietro screamed. He, and the darkness,
vanished, and only his bones remained. The galla had escaped back to its own
sphere. That whiff of iron dissipated, subsumed in dust. Men shouted and wept but gathered most
pleasingly around her as sheep flock to the shepherd when they fear the assault
of the wolf. Focas fell to his knees, sobbing. The mule struggled to its feet,
but collapsed again. "Your Excellency! I am Captain
Falco." "I know you, Captain Falco. You are
the empress' most faithful captain." He nodded, acknowledging what was to him
not compliment or flattery but the breath that allowed him to exist. He appeared
unshaken by Pietro's death, but it was difficult to judge. "You have done well to guard the
princesses. Where are they?" "Safely in the catacombs, Your
Excellency. What news of the empress?" Always the empress! Yet there would be
time to mold these soldiers to her will, and those who refused her could be
disposed of, as God desired. The disobedient, after all, were doomed to the
Pit. 'Alas, I do not know what has become of
the empress. She sent me ahead but remained herself on the coast, in the town
of Estriana. She had set an ambush for the northern prince, the rebel, the one
who sought to kill his own father, the Emperor Henry." "Patricide!" Falco was a stolid,
competent soldier of medium height, with the broad shoulders of a man who has
swung a sword and carried a shield since he was a lad. "I had heard the
Wendish were barbarians. Now I know it to be true!" In Antonia's opinion, the Wendish were
simple, honorable folk in their own crude way, without more than a finger's
weight of the capacity for greed, backstabbing, and treachery that thrived
among the sophisticated Aostans. The southerners plundered and robbed each
other, cut each other's throats, and whored with their own sons and daughters.
Still, it was best not to mention that to Captain Falco, who might take offense
even though it was only the truth. God would overwhelm the wicked and reward
the righteous, and Antonia would see justice done while she was waiting for
Them to act on Earth. Focas crept forward and poked at the
scatter of bones with the butt of his spear. "Can it be?" he croaked.
"Can Pietro have been harboring a foul demon in his soul this entire time?
I did not see it! I did not see it!" "Hardship blinds us," she said
kindly. "It is well you are here to protect
us," said Falco, but his tone was bland and his gaze without passion. "Indeed," she agreed. "We
must go swiftly. The land here is poisoned by the Enemy. It is best we move
north in haste." Still, he hesitated. "What if the
empress comes seeking her daughters, Your Excellency? They are her treasure.
She will not abandon them." She nodded. "We must leave a few men
behind. You pick them, Captain." "It is likely that the men I leave
behind will die." "We will all die in time. That is
God's will. They will only ascend sooner to the Chamber of Light, where the
righteous find peace." He frowned. In the silence, as he
considered, some of his men coughed. The claws of the Enemy sank deep. So many
had been infected with the taint that had gripped Pietro, and that she
struggled against with every breath. "Darre is lost, Captain. Best we move
quickly before we are overtaken by the Enemy as that one was." She
gestured toward the bones. His frown deepened, and he stiffened,
clenching his hands. "Very well, Your Excellency. It is past time we carry
the princesses away. Both suffer from a grippe. I will leave Terence and
Petrus, and this man of yours, Focas." He was testing her, but she was equal to
the challenge. "Very well. See that it is done, and that the rest make
ready." "Where do we go?" "This question, indeed, I have
pondered on my long journey. We met refugees who say the coast is awash and
many towns destroyed. West, as we see, is all on fire. We must go north." "Where?" "There is one whose loyalty we can
count on, who will shelter us. We must march north past Vennaci and take the
road to Novomo." VII ON THE ROAD
1 A griffin's cough woke him. He sat up,
instantly alert, but only with his second breath did he recall where he was and
what he was missing. "Liath!" he said sharply. She was gone. He jumped up, wrestled on his tunic, and
pushed out past the tent flap. "Your Majesty!" "Where is—? Ah. Be at ease, Benedict.
Sibold." "Your Majesty." The soldiers
nodded as Sanglant walked past them toward the campfire set beyond the ring of
tents. He heard them whisper to each other. "I win! Told you he wouldn't stay
sleeping." "You did not win! We didn't wager whether,
but when." Liath sat cross-legged beside the fire,
hands open and relaxed on her thighs as she stared into the flame. Hathui paced
behind her. The Eagle glanced up as Sanglant walked up and nodded,
acknowledging him. He halted behind Liath to wait. The last few nights had been really cold,
the first hard winter chill since the warm nights and overcast days after the great
storm. That chill made him uneasy in a way he could not explain. It hurt in his
bones the way a coming change in the weather might make a man's joints ache,
warning him of rain. The ground was cold and dry beneath his bare feet. It was,
as always now, too cloudy to see stars or moon, but the heavens still bled an
unnatural light, almost as bright as if there were a full but bloody moon. "How long have you been out
here?" he asked Hathui in a low voice. "Too long, Your Majesty." "Still nothing?" "Nothing. If Liath cannot see within
the flames, then I think no one can." He and Hathui waited in companionable
silence. Liath had a remarkable capacity to focus; she did not once shift, not
even to brush the hair away from her cheek as the wind stirred it, which surely
must distract her. He twitched, wanting to smooth back her hair, wanting to
touch her. She seemed blind and deaf to their presence, although they stood
just behind her. He could never be so close to her and ignore her so
thoroughly. She was a roaring fire to him, a force impossible to shut out. The
heat of her smote him, although he doubted anyone else noticed it. He was the
one who burned. "Isn't she cold?" he asked, but
Hathui only shrugged, and because he couldn't stand not doing something he
went back to the tent and fetched a cloak, which he draped over Liath's
shoulders. She did not thank him; if she noticed the thick cloak at all, she
gave no sign. He paced. Twice Hathui added wood to the
fire. Neither time did Liath alter her intent stare, as if the Eagle's movement
and the hot lick of fresh flame did not register. After some time the darkness
lightened, heralding dawn, and as a wind rose off the Alfar Mountains now south
of them, she finally sighed and sat back, rubbing her eyes. "Ai, God. No matter how deeply I search—"
She looked up, then, and smiled, seeing him. 'Aren't you cold?" she
demanded. "You're practically naked!" She shuddered, drawing the
cloak more tightly around her shoulders. "I'm freezing." She laughed.
"Where did this come from?" He shook his head, a little disgusted, if
truth be known. Resigned. Amused. She was not the woman he had believed he
married. "What news?" he asked instead,
offering her a hand. She took it and let him pull her up,
dusted off her tunic and leggings, and blew on her hands to warm them. Her
fingers were red from cold. "It matters not how deeply I search. It's as
if my Eagle's Sight has vanished. There are twenty Eagles with this army, yet
none of us can see through the flames. We are blind." "I am no blinder than I was
before." "True enough, my love, but I am
blind, and I don't like it because I don't know what it means." "What it means to be blind? Like
those of us who are not as gifted as you?" She looked sharply at him, hearing the
pinch in his words. "That isn't what I meant at all! Eagle's Sight gives
us an advantage, nothing more. It gives a sense of surety that perhaps makes
one overconfident. It's as if a curtain has fallen across our vision, and we
can catch only fragments and glimpses through a rip in the cloth. Was it the
cataclysm that blinded us? Is it the haze and the clouds? Is it magic, woven by
the Ashioi to cripple us? Was the Eagle's Sight woven into the great crown in
ancient days, and is it clouded because the crowns are fallen? I don't know,
and what 1 don't know I can't solve." 'Are the crowns fallen?" She rubbed her eyes, yawned, and he caught
her under the arm. She leaned against him, eyes shut. 'Anne is dead. That's all I know. Anne and
everyone with her are gone." Her sigh shuddered through her body. "I
felt those who wove the other crowns until the moment Anne died and the crown
she wove was destroyed. I cannot say if the others survived the fire and the
storm. They may have, or they may be dead, too." "You don't think every person at the
other crowns died, too?" asked Hathui. "You said that you . . . that
you destroyed everything—all life—within a league of the crown where Anne
was." Liath pushed away from Sanglant, and when
he reached for her, she shook her head, needing to stand alone. "I don't
know if the fire reached through the weaving to touch the others. Without
Eagle's Sight, I may never know. I am sorry for the sake of Meriam. I liked
her." "She treated me with respect,"
muttered Sanglant, "unlike the rest of them." Her gaze flashed to him, and a smile
lifted her lips. "It is true, my love, that they did not treat you as you
deserved. Yet consider that they are likely dead now, while we have
survived." "I cannot regret their deaths,
considering all we have suffered." "Nay, that's not what I meant. Only
that I never thought about what would happen afterward. Aren't we blind in that way,
all of us? We march toward the gate, but it's the gate we see, not the land
lying beyond. We can't see that landscape until the gate is opened and we've
stepped through. Then it's too late to go back." Around them, folk stirred as they rose and
made ready to march. They had crossed the Brinne Pass in fifteen days. The
northern air had invigorated the sullen and the exhausted, who could see how
much closer they were to home. Certainly, less dust plagued them. In the early
days it had filtered down constantly to coat hands and faces with a film of
grit that they hadn't the leisure or water to wash off. Soldiers rolled up blankets. Sentries
called out a challenge to men trudging into camp with full buckets drawn from a
nearby stream, while grooms led the horses to water in groups of twenty. As
ragged and weary as his men looked, he knew the horses managed worst of all.
The army was almost out of grain, a meager ration to begin with, and the
grazing was poor. At least, here on the northern slopes of the mountains, the
water was clear, unclouded by particles and ash. Yet it still hadn't rained,
despite the clouds, and both villages they had passed as they came down out of
the mountains had been deserted, houses and huts blown down by the great storm. "I can't stop seeing them," she
whispered. "The way they burned. I can't stop hearing them scream." He knew better than to touch her when she
was in this mood. "They were your enemies." He'd said the same thing
a hundred times in the last fifteen days. "They would have killed
you." "I know. But I still feel unclean, as
though I'm stained with the Enemy's handiwork." He waited. As the light rose, the world
came into view: hills, forest, wilting trees. Drought and lack of sun,
unseasonable heat followed by this sudden cold winter blast, had taken their
toll on the vegetation. To the north the land was too hilly to see far. The
road twisted away past a ridgeline, lost to sight. To the south, on a clear
day, they would have been able to see the mountain peaks, but there was yet a
haze dusting the air, ever present. Even at midday the light lacked strength.
It was uncanny. Indeed, it scared him more than anything else. He was no
farmer, but he knew what farmers needed: rain, sun, and seasonable weather.
After years of civil strife, invasion, drought, famine, and plague, he could
not imagine that any Wendish noble or biscop held plentiful stores in reserve.
They had already suffered hard times. How long would these clouds linger? "Death in battle is not the worst we
may see," he said at last. "Those deaths may be the most merciful
ones, in the end." She had shed a few tears, but she wiped
them away. She examined him as she might study a manuscript, that look that
devoured, so rarely turned on him! He did not understand her yet. He wasn't
even sure what she thought of him. That she was willing to love him
passionately he knew. Of the rest, of what lay beyond lust, he had to unfold
piece by piece. "I'll keep trying," she said,
and it took him a moment to realize she meant that she would keep trying to
find her Eagle's Sight. "The crowns, too. If they're all fallen, then we
have no advantage over our enemies. But no disadvantage either as they have
nothing we do not also possess. Unless there are those still who can see with
Eagle's Sight while denying it to us." "Do you think there might be?" She looked at Hathui. Hathui shrugged,
without expression. The two women trusted each other in a way that, annoyingly,
excluded him. "I don't think it likely any other
person born of humankind has survived who can see if I cannot." Liath said
the words without vanity or arrogance. "Eagle's Sight ran through the
world on the river of aether. That element is bound into my being, so I should
be more sensitive to its ebb and flow than most of my father's kinfolk. Yet it
also seems likely to me that a sorcerer whose skills are honed to the finest
pitch might be able to discern things I cannot. And I know nothing of those
ancient ones who spoke to me, or the Ashioi, or the Horse people. They may
still possess the sight, while we've gone blind. And anyway, I am so young, so ignorant,
compared to someone like Li'at'dano—" "See who comes," interrupted
Hathui, lifting her chin. The centaurs had proved hardiest of all
his soldiers. Like goats, they seemed able to eat almost anything, although he
had never seen any of the Horse people eat meat. Capi'ra's fine coat was
discolored by streaks of grime, but she looked perfectly able to trample him on
the spot if he gave offense. He nodded, acknowledging her. She stamped
once. "It is time." She gestured
toward the east. "We turn east and follow the hills on our own path. We
come to northern plains of Ungria and from there east to home. Our alliance is
finished. Now we leave." "I am sorry to see you and your
people go," he said, "but I know I cannot hold you here." "That is right." He smiled. She did not smile in reply, but
neither did she frown. "What of the future?" he asked. "What of
our alliance?" "I report on all we witness to the
council, as you would say. The ones who lead us will discuss all that happened.
The strong minds will decide. We, the rest, will follow." "What of our daughter?" asked
Liath. "I have not forget your daughter,
Bright One. See who comes with me." She flicked a hand up. There were some of the steppe-dwelling
Kerayit among her dozen attendants, but to Sanglant's surprise the shaman,
Gyasi, had also come, together with a pair of Quman captains. He hadn't noticed
them at first because, not mounted, they weren't yet wearing their wings, and
judged by facial features alone they did not look so very different from the
Kerayit tribesmen. The shaman and his companions knelt before
Sanglant, tapped knuckles to foreheads as they acknowledged Liath's presence. "We beg you, master," said
Gyasi, "let us return with the Horse people to our homeland. I will be
your messenger. I will seek news of your daughter. I will bring her back to you
if she still lives. My clan owes her our service, for as long as she
lives." Liath looked away, wiping a tear off her
cheek. "She lives," she muttered. "I saw her." She swung
back to face Sanglant. "I should go." "No. I grieve for Blessing as well. I
fear for her. But it serves no purpose for you to travel east on a journey that
could take years. 1 weep for my daughter. I miss her. But if you go, it will
not bring her back more quickly. And if she is dead—" "She is not dead!" "She is not dead if our wills make it
true, but we don't know. I trust Gyasi to find her and bring her home. Heribert
is with her. That must be enough. There is too much at stake elsewhere, and I.
Need. You." She lifted a hand. She could not answer in
any other way. It was not acquiescence, precisely. She was herself torn and
indecisive. "Take what supplies you need, Gyasi.
You take as well my heart, for my daughter is precious to me." Gyasi nodded. "She saved my life and
that of my nephews, Majesty. This obligation I owe to her. I am not a man
unless it is discharged." Even so, even knowing he did what was
necessary, he found that he, like Liath, could not speak because of sorrow and
fear choking the
words in his throat. He, too, lifted a hand. The gesture must speak where he
would otherwise break down. So much loss; Blessing might be the least of it. The shaman rose, but paused before he
turned away. The centaurs and their attendants were already moving toward the
pathless forest while Gyasi hummed a queer little tuneless melody under his
breath. A twisting track opened between the trees, not quite seen, not quite
felt, but present as mist rising from the hills at dawn. The fall of hooves,
the rattle of harness, the soft conversations among men all vanished, bit by
bit, as the party moved onto that path and vanished into the woodland. Behind
Sanglant, the army made ready to leave, but men stopped in their tasks, hearing
that uncanny music, and stared as the forest swallowed the centaurs and their
companions. Last of all, Gyasi stepped onto the path, and the trees closed in
behind him. At once, the forest appeared as an impenetrable tangle of fallen
logs and stands of beech and fir grown among brambles and thickets of sedge and
bilberry. "Their path will be swift, I'd
wager," murmured Hathui. "Let us leave this behind," said
Liath, more quaver than voice. "I will cry." Every man and woman was eager to get
moving, to reach home. To discover if home had weathered the storm. Many, like
Liutgard and Burchard and what remained of their armies, had been away from
Wendar for years, having marched south with Henry in his quest to restore
Taillefer's fallen empire. That was all gone now. So much else was gone, he thought,
brooding as they rode at a steady pace along the road. Often they had to halt
while those in the vanguard cleared the road. The storm had torn through this
countryside, leaving debris everywhere. No one would lack firewood for burning
this winter, had they any game to roast over the flames. "You are quiet, Your Majesty,"
said Hathui having given up her attempts to get Liath to speak. "What have we left?" he asked
her. "What was once an alliance is now, again, only loyal Wendishmen and
marchlanders." "Isn't that for the best?" "Is it? Did we not have strength in
numbers? Did we not have strength because we reached across the old boundaries?
My father was not foolish in thinking that empire would make him strong." "It killed him." Hathui's tone surprised him, but as he
examined her face, he saw neither anger or resentment, only sadness. "Did it? That he marched south to
Aosta—perhaps. Yet any of us might die, on any day." "Perhaps not you, Your Majesty." The barb had a sharp hook. "That may
be, yet I pray you consider that my father might have died in his bed, or
fighting against his enemies in Wendar, as easily as he was captured by the
queen's plots." "Do not forget Hugh of Austra, Your
Majesty." Ah. He glanced at Liath, but she seemed far
removed from their conversation. She had light hands on her mount, a submissive
mare who was content to follow where the rest led. She was far beyond him, a
world away, judging by her frown and the unfocused nature of her gaze, not
quite lighting on tree or earth or cloudy sky. "I have not forgotten him, Hathui.
Where he is now, I cannot say." "Dead, I hope," muttered Hathui.
"I saw him murder Villam with his own hands. I will never forgive him
that, although my forgiveness is not a thing a man of his station cares about.
If he lives, he will have found refuge. I hope he is dead." "I would just like to know." He
laughed. "Better to know that there's a man in the dark stalking you with
a knife. Even if you can't see him. Yet what do you make of it, Hathui?" "Of Hugh's plots and Queen Adelheid's
treachery?" "Nay. Of this new alliance." "What alliance, Your Majesty?"
She looked around, as if expecting a pack of wolves to lope out of the
surrounding woods. As they moved down into the bowl of a valley, beech and
silver fir gave way to spruce. The dense boughs of spruce had absorbed the
heavy winds better than most trees. Although the road was darker, often shaded
and dim, few broken branches and fallen trees blocked their path. "That between the Quman and the Horse
people." "Is there one?" Liath had been
listening, after all. She spoke as if the question had been addressed to her.
"The Horse people are few, so they say. If they do not make allies of the
Quman, they will end up fighting them. So they have done for generations,
surely, with the aid of sorcery." "So they have done, but it is not
clear what will become of sorcery now; or how the balance of power will change
with the return of my mother's people. If I were one of the leaders of the
Horse people, I would seek allies. It may be they will seek an alliance with
the Quman. It may even be they will seek an alliance with the Ashioi." "The Horse people and the Ashioi were
enemies." "Long ago." "I have met Zuangua, as have you,
Sanglant. To him, to the many who lived in the shadows all that time, it is not
long ago but yesterday. Even to the ones who were born in exile, it is within
the living memory of your grandfather, who can tell the tale." Sanglant had only the vaguest memory of
his father's father, Arnulf the Younger, but Henry's mother, Queen Mathilda,
had patted and cosseted her young grandson as affectionately as could so
reserved a woman. All her love was held tight for Henry. She had admired
Sanglant, but his birth had meant most to her, he suspected, because it gave
Henry his claim to the regnancy. So it was strange to think of having a
grandfather, so old a man that he had seen the world almost three millennia
ago. He could not grasp such an expanse of time. He had never been one to hoard
grudges or dwell on the past. He refused to live in Bloodheart's hall forever,
chained down with the dogs. "That may be true," he replied,
"but enemies can become allies if a greater threat rises." "Who would that be?" demanded
Hathui. "If the stories are true, humankind and the Horse people moved
heaven and earth in truth to cast away the Ashioi. If I were one of the Lost
Ones, I'm not sure I could forgive that. If I were one of the Horse people, I'm
not sure I would expect to be forgiven." He laughed. "We are not the Horse
people. They are not like us. Li'at'dano said so herself. She said that
humankind have driven them far into the east, and decimated their herds through
disease and conflict." "The Quman did that," said
Hathui, "who hate and fear them." 'And others. But Capi'ra and her troop
have seen the west, now. Wendish folk defeated the Quman. Anne and her
sorcerers raised this great storm. If I were one who leads among the Horse people,
then I would fear Wendar." "There is another power that you
neglect," said Liath suddenly. 'Anne did not raise the storm. The ancient
ones did. Li'at'dano did. The Ashioi land would have returned in any case. Anne
meant to exile them again, to destroy them for all time. That she did not, that
worse destruction did not overtake us all, is due to the voices from the north.
There is power there we must not ignore." "The Eika?" Hathui asked.
"They are barbarians. One chieftain might strike and lay waste along the
coast, but I recall how Count Lavastine held them off with his local milites. A strong
Wendish and Varren resistance will beat them back." "Perhaps," said Sanglant.
"It bears watching." "There is so much we do not
know," murmured Liath, "and it will be more difficult to learn now
that we are blind." 2 WHEN they stopped at nightfall, Hanna left
her guards while they argued over whether or not to set up a tent for the
night, and staggered over to a trickling stream. In the midst of a crowd of
hot, thirsty, complaining Arethousan soldiers she splashed water on her face
and slurped down as much as she could hold in her cupped hands. Soon the water
became murky from so many stamping through the shallows. A man slammed into her
shoulder as he pushed forward toward the stream. He muttered a curse, looked at
her once, then a second time, and called to his fellows. "The Wendish bitch! See here! She's
slipped her leash." All at once a half dozen of them pressed
back from the water to encircle her. She had overreached because her thirst had
driven her forward rashly. She turned her wrists in toward her body to grip the
chain, ready to use it as a weapon. Sergeant Bysantius appeared beside her
with a quirt. "Back! Back!" he cried as he slashed left and right,
driving the soldiers away from her. Her heart was still racing, and her mouth
had gone dry, so she pretended to a calmness she did not feel as she sat back
on her heels and wiped her forehead as well as she could with her wrists
manacled. "I thank you, Sergeant." He raised one eyebrow, then pointed behind
her with the quirt. "I didn't come for you. See, there. General Lord
Alexandras waters his horses." They marched these days through dry, hilly
countryside devoid of habitation. This stream poured out of a ravine. Except at
this ford, its banks were too steep for horses to drink. Muttering, the
soldiers headed back to camp. "Up!" Sergeant Bysantius grabbed
her elbow and pulled her upright. "Out of the way." She shook her arm out of his grasp before
he could lead her away. The chain that bound her ankles allowed her to walk but
not run, and she was unable to avoid the rush of horses brought to the stream
by the general's grooms. Alexandras himself rode a chestnut mare with a pale
gold coat. His entire string had chestnut coats, most pale and a few richly
dark in shade. He pulled up, dismounted, and tossed his reins to a groom before
walking over to Sergeant Bysantius. "Sergeant, bring the Eagle to me at
my tent." "Yes, my lord general." He strode away with a dozen men swarming
in attendance. "He has no need to crawl for a taste
of water as the rest of us do," she said bitterly to the sergeant.
"He has wine to drink while his soldiers go thirsty." Bysantius scratched his cheek. "He
has earned his rank and his privileges. He's no better born than half these
men." She laughed. "How can that be? He is
a lord." "A man who commands an army is likely to be addressed as
'lord,' I'm thinking. Even by those who were born under a canopy boasting the
imperial star. Especially if they need the men and weapons he can bring to
their cause." "The exalted Lady Eudokia needs him
in order to raise her nephew to become emperor?" He shrugged. "A strong hand
rules where weaker hands sow only chaos. Come." She followed up along the dusty ground on
the trail of the lord general, now vanished into the glut of wagons, horses,
milling troops, and canvas tents that marked the camp. Every night the camp was
set up in the exact same order, every tent sited in relation to the emperor's
tent according to its inhabitants' rank, position, and importance to the royal
child. This night, they had halted in the middle of what had once been a village. Three brick hovels stood in the midst of a
dozen ancient olive trees, but the tiny hamlet appeared abandoned, perhaps
yesterday, perhaps one hundred years ago. In this dry country it was impossible
to tell. Bysantius paced himself so as not to get
ahead of her. Over the last ten or so days she had accustomed herself to the
chains so that she could walk without stumbling. "I thank you," she repeated. "For what kindness?" he asked,
almost laughing. "For saving me from whatever
unkindness I might have suffered from those soldiers." "The general wants you unharmed.
You're no use to him dead." She was, apparently, no use to him living,
but she forbore to say it, knowing it foolish to remind her captors that they
might be better off saving for their own men the bit of food they fed to her
each day. "Is it true of all of you, that you serve the lord general and
not the exalted lady?" Now he did laugh. "The priests teach
us that we serve God, is that not so? God served humankind by walking among us
for a time so He could lead us into the Light." "That is a heresy." "Nay, you Darrens are the heretics.
You say that the blessed Daisan was only a man like you and me." He spoke
without heat. He was not, apparently, a man made passionate by religious
matters. "The deacons of my own land taught me
that the blessed Daisan prayed for seven days and nights and was lifted up to
the Chamber of Light by the Mother and Father of Life. You don't believe the
tales of his martyrdom, do you?" "No, not his martyrdom." Yet he
frowned. "The blessed Daisan holds two natures within him, for how else
could he have been translated into the Chamber of Light while still living?
Still, folk do talk of this martyrdom, how his skin was flayed from his
body." "I've met more than one person in the
west who whispers the heresy of the Redemption. I didn't know folk spoke of it
here, too." He slapped his quirt against his thigh and
glanced first left, then right, as they made their way through camp. Exhausted,
men sat on the ground or reclined on blankets or cloaks. 'Anyone might hear.
The Patriarch has spies among the troops." If that were so, it must mean that the
Patriarch feared the power of the heresy. Why spy out what you did not fear?
Yet surely the heresy Ivar professed had come from somewhere. Why not from the
east? It was the most likely story. Despite what Bysantius said, they were
heretics here anyway with their talk of "two natures." Once that door
was opened, as Deacon Fortensia used to say in Heart's Rest, any shameless
layabout could creep in and pretend to be a holy saint. "You ever put thought to what you've
hope for, if the lord general grants you your freedom?" asked Bysantius as
they approached the general's big tent, just now shuddering into place as
soldiers and servants raised the canvas over the frame and staked it down.
"What I've hope for? I hope to go home! I serve the emperor, Henry." "Scouts say the land is blasted west
of here. That ash and dust and fire parch the air. I don't think the Wendish
king has an empire left. You'd do better to stick it out in civilized
country." Her eyes burned. She wiped away tears as
she struggled with dismay. "I hadn't heard those reports." In her own
country, she would have. Eagles talked to each other and knew everything, as
much as anyone could know. They knew almost as much as the regnant, because
they were his eyes and ears. "You're a prisoner," he replied,
gaze bent on her, "but you might be otherwise." "Otherwise?" She sniffed back
her tears, hating to show weakness. "I'd marry you, if you were
willing." "Marry me?" The incongruity of
the comment dried her tears and her anger, then made her laugh. "Marry
me?" "You're strong, capable, smart. The
exalted Lady Eudokia tells me you're still a virgin. You'd make a good wife. I
like you. You haven't given up." Now she burned but for other reasons. How
could the exalted lady know? "I haven't given up. I'm not
accustomed to these chains yet." His sidelong gaze was measuring, not
angry. "It was fairly asked. I might hope for the same courtesy in an
answer." "I am still a prisoner. Ask me when I
am free to leave or stay as I wish." "Huh," he said, half of it a
laugh and the rest nothing she could interpret. With his quirt he indicated the
entrance to the general's tent. "Go in." "You're not coming in?" she
asked, and had to stop herself from grabbing his arm as at a lifeline. She
could not bring herself to speak the thought that leaped into her mind: Alone,
I fear the general's anger,
but if you were there I might hope for someone to protect me against it. He brushed a hand through his dark hair as
would a man preening for a lover's visit. "Go in," he repeated, and
lifted his quirt. "I've a few guards to speak to. They've gotten
careless." Careless about her. He nodded, dismissing her, and walked
away. General Lord Alexandras' guards moved their spears away from the entrance
and let her pass. Inside, a servant unrolled a rug to cover the red-gray earth,
but otherwise the general had dispensed with the opulent furnishings that had
surrounded him before the great storm. No green silk draped the bare canvas
walls. Chairs and rich couches were banished, replaced by a bench, a pallet,
and a pitcher of water set in a copper basin, placed on a three-legged stool.
He was sitting on the bench wiping dust off his face with a square of linen
while a captain dressed in a red tabard gave his report. This man had an
unusual accent and spoke at such a galloping pace that she had trouble
understanding him. "... a day ahead of us ... refugees .
. . the city. They fled . . . the sea. These folk are the ones . . . the storm
in the sky ..." The general glanced up, noted her, and
beckoned to a servant. "A fire," he said softly to the man,
who slipped out as the captain kept speaking. "... They fled to the hills . . . the
sea . . . the city . . . they are lying ... it is true ... do you wish to speak
to them?" "No, not yet. If their story is true,
we will meet others who tell the same tale. If it is false, then we will soon
know. Put out a double sentry line. Stay on guard against bandits and
thieves." As the captain left, the servant returned
with a brazier heaped with glowing coals. A second man walked behind him
carrying a cloth sling filled with sticks. They set up a tripod on the dirt and
cradled the brazier in it. Alexandras gestured toward the brazier,
but said nothing. She knelt in the dirt because she had not been given permission
to touch the rug. One of the servants fed sticks to the coals. They blazed. She
bent her attention to the flames, seeking within for those she knew: King
Henry, Liath, Ivar, Prince Sanglant, Wolfhere, Sorgatani, Sister Rosvita and
her retinue, Captain Thiadbold, and even her friends among the Lions, one by
one. She saw nothing in the flames except
flickering shadows. Perhaps every soul she knew had died in the storm. Possibly
Ingo, Folquin, Leo, and Stephen were well and truly dead, lost in the cataclysm
or in a battle she did not yet know they had fought. Probably Rosvita and the
other clerics had died of thirst and starvation or been slaughtered by bandits. The entrance flap shifted. The movement of
light across the ground
startled her so much that she sat back on her heels, blinking, to see a pair of
servants carry in the litter on which Lady Eudokia traveled. A trio of eunuchs
placed four stools on the rug and stepped back as the servants placed the
litter on this foundation, well off the ground. The eunuchs bathed the lady's
face and hands in water, then retreated. "What news?" the lady asked
Alexandras. 'As you see, no different than last night
or the one before or every night before that. Either she lies, or she is
telling the truth and has lost her Eagle's Sight." "If so, is it a temporary blindness
or a permanent one?" He scratched his neck, grimacing, then
rubbed his eyes as if he were exasperated. "What else do you know of this
sorcery, Exalted Lady?" "Nothing I have not already told you.
Its secrets are not known to us. I will attempt the camphor again, but it is
the last I possess." "See!" He fixed his one-eyed
gaze on Hanna. A knife held to her throat could not have frightened her more.
How could a common-born man rise to be called a "lord"? Either he was
in league with the Enemy, or the Arethousans were stranger than any folk she
understood. That he was ruthless she knew; he had done nothing to succor
Princess Sapientia; he had abandoned his other hostages without, apparently, a
second thought. He drove his men forward at a difficult pace and left the
stragglers behind. "See." Lady Eudokia tossed three tiny twigs onto
the fire. The choking scent of camphor filled Hanna's lungs and made her eyes
water and her head pound. She saw flames, burning and burning, and although the
smoke and incense made her eyes sting, she kept staring into the dance of fire. Let them believe she was only a breath
away from success. "Nothing," said Lady Eudokia,
but she sounded curious more than disgusted. "We may as well cavort naked
with the fire worshipers as stare at these coals." The general had not moved, but Hanna felt
his presence as a threat. "Is she lying, Exalted Lady?" "I think she is not lying. I see only
flames." "If we do not need her, then
..." "Let us not be hasty, General. You
are thinking as a soldier in battle. Think rather that those who brought this
storm down upon us may have survived. I do not know what powers they hold to
themselves. If they have the ability to cloud Eagle's Sight, we must consider
what is best for us. Hold the Eagle in reserve, in case matters change." "What if it takes years?" She lifted a hand in a lazy gesture of
disinterest. "I have an aunt who has for twenty-eight years resided in the
convent of St. Mary of Gesythan. It is better for the family that she remain
alive than that she be killed. None leave that isolation once they are banished
within. This one can be placed in the convent as well." "She is a westerner and thus a
heretic." "True enough. She need not receive
every comfort, as do the others." He scratched his neck again, leaving a
trail of rashy red. "A good enough plan. But I agree only on the
condition that she remain in my custody until that time, and that I be granted
leave to visit her there whenever I wish." "If my nephew becomes emperor,
General, then these are no obstacles." He nodded. She clapped her hands, and the
eunuchs wiped her face again before moving back so the servants could carry her
away. As the tent flap closed behind her retinue, the general turned to the
soldiers waiting respectfully behind him. He pointed. A captain dressed in a
blue tabard came forward and began delivering his report, but Hanna was too
dizzy with fear to catch more than scraps of phrases: "... may be the same bandits who
shadow us ... may be another group . . . scouts can never find them . . . nay,
never a trace ..." She ought to memorize each utterance, to
hoard them like the treasures they were. She was an Eagle. What she heard, she
remembered. What she remembered, she could report to her regnant just as this
man reported to his. But she could not concentrate because she could not banish
from her mind a vision of whitewashed walls surrounding her, too high to be
climbed and without any gate for escape. A pair of servants trudged in bearing
buckets of water. They set them down and busied themselves with the pitcher and
basin. Her eyes were still stinging. As much as she swallowed, she could not
get all her fear and frustration and anger down. Is this all her life came to? Had she
somehow angered God so much that she was to be passed from one hand to the next
as a prisoner? The general might call her an Eagle, but she was no such thing. It would have been
better to have stayed in Heart's Rest and marry Young Johan even with his
smelly feet and braying, stupid laugh. A cow or goat was not precisely free,
but at least it wasn't caged within narrow walls. She knew better than to let
self-pity overwhelm her, but the temptation just for this moment was to fall
and fall. One servant poured water from pitcher into
basin. Because the scent of water hit her hard, she looked at them. They were
both middle-aged men, wiry and strong, with stern expressions. They were the
kind of men who have risen far enough to receive a measure of comfort and
security as retainers of a powerful lord. One was, indeed, handsome enough that
she might have looked twice at him if he hadn't been old enough to be her
father. Bysantius' unwanted but flattering proposal had woken old feelings in
her. It wasn't so bad to be desired or at least respected. Ivar was lost to
her. She had admired Captain Thiadbold, but held loyal to her Eagle's vows.
Rufus had, momentarily, tempted her, but in the end she had chosen the easier
path. She had held herself aloof. She had never succumbed. Not as Liath had. In a way, she was envious of Liath, who
had embraced passion without looking back, despite the trouble it had brought
her. / am not so impulsive. Yet it wasn't so. She had left Heart's
Rest to follow Liath. She had walked without fear into the east. She had
wandered in dreams into the distant grasslands seeking the Kerayit shaman who
had named Hanna as her luck. The good-looking servant winked at her,
then rubbed at his dirty forehead with the stump of his right arm, cut off at
the wrist and cleanly healed. The position of his arm concealed his mouth from
his companion. His lips formed a word once, then a second time, soundless but
obviously meant to be understood. Patience. She startled back. Had she imagined it?
Was he speaking in Wendish? He and the other servant, carrying the
emptied buckets, walked out the door, keeping silence as a new captain droned
on with his report. She heard, in the wake of their passing, a faint tinkling
like that of tiny bells shaken by a breeze. Five breaths later she knew, and was
surprised it had taken her so long. He hadn't been wearing a churchman's robes
but rather the simple
garb of an Arethousan peasant. He had looked different, somehow; harder and keener
and even, strange to say, more like a man who might want to be kissed, not a
celibate churchman. Yet he had loved once, and passionately.
Like Liath, he had leaped and never regretted. The rank perfume of the camphor faded, but
air within the enclosed tent seemed to rush in a whirlpool around her as though
stirred by daimone's wings. Why was Brother Breschius working as a servant in
the camp of his enemy's army? The wasp sting burned in her heart. 3 SANGLANT'S army bedded down in and around yet another
deserted village. The signs of abandonment did not tell a clear tale: had all
the inhabitants died? Had they only fled, hearing the approach of an unknown
army? Or had they fled days ago in the wake of the storm? Had some other force
driven them away or taken them prisoner? In these distant marchland borderlands,
empty wilderness stretched wide, and villages were without exception bounded by
log palisades, which protected mostly against wild beasts both animal and human
since a true army would make short work of such meager fortifications. This one
had not burned, but the gates sat wide and the vanguard had marched in without
seeing any living creature except for a pair of crows that fluttered away into
the trees, cawing. "I miss birdsong," Liath said.
"Even in winter, there should be some about." Sanglant was out on his evening round of
the army. Hathui had gone with him, leaving her with a trio of Eagles who
regarded her with wary interest. She did not feel easy with Sanglant's noble
brethren and preferred the company of the messengers. "Hanna spoke of you," said the
redheaded one called Rufus. "Hanna! When did you last speak with
Hanna?" "Months ago. More than that, perhaps.
A year, or more. She came south with a message from Princess Theophanu. Hathui says
that she and Hanna met on the road, in Avaria or Wayland—I'm not sure which—and
that Hanna knew the truth of what had happened to the king but she never
confided in me or anyone." "Why not?" "She was watchful. That's all I know.
I liked her." Liath propped her chin on a cupped fist
and frowned at the Eagle. He was a likable, even-tempered young man who
reminded her vaguely of Ivar but perhaps only because of his red hair. They
looked nothing alike, and he did not have Ivar's inconvenient and ill-timed
passions. She sighed. Heart's Rest seemed impossibly
distant. That interlude with Hanna and Ivar, innocent friends, could never have
happened in a world as blighted as this one. How blind she had been in those
days! Hanna's friendship was true enough, but Hanna had been struggling with
her own obstacles, which Liath had blithely ignored. Ivar had never been her
friend; she had pretended otherwise because his infatuation with her had made
her uncomfortable. Because he had seemed so callow, compared
to Hugh. As much as she had hated Hugh, she had never truly stopped comparing
Ivar to him, and found Ivar always wanting although he was honest and true. "Hanna is my friend," she said
at last, seeing that the others— Rufus, dark-haired Nan, and an older man all
the other Eagles called Hasty because of his deliberate way of doing things but
whose name was Radamir—watched her. "I wish we had news of her." "I don't know if she survived the
earthquake," said Rufus. "That one that collapsed St. Mark's. I heard
a rumor that she and some of the king's schola crept away during the tumult. I
was gone by then. She had been placed in Presbyter Hugh's retinue, but Duchess
Liutgard was unhappy about it. He never allowed Hanna to make her full report
to the king—that is, the emperor." She questioned him further, but he hadn't
much more to relate although it all emerged in greatest detail, since Eagles
honed their ability to memorize and recollect. "I pray she still lives," Rufus
finished. "She is a good woman." "If any can survive this, Hanna
can." Behind, a commotion signaled the approach
of Sanglant and his entourage: the tread of footsteps, the babble of conversation,
a chuckle, a muttered wager. It never let up. Tonight he spoke with his cousin,
Liutgard, whom he seemed to trust, while that bastard Wichman trailed behind
making crude jokes to the Ungrian captain, Istvan, who bore his witticisms
stolidly. A bevy of nobles swarmed around; a steward waited at his right hand;
soldiers loitered beyond the firelight, never straying far. He stood straight and held the centermost
place among his retinue, with that astonishing ability to know where each of
his attendants were without skipping from place to place like an anxious dog
seeking a pat on the head. But she could see in his face and bearing that the
journey and the obligations thrust upon him were exhausting him. He was strong,
but even the strongest must rest. Soldiers had already pitched the
journeying tent in which they slept. Thank the Lord and Lady that it was too
small to admit more than two people. She caught Captain Fulk's attention, and
he nodded at her and chivvied the king toward his pallet, separating him
smoothly away from the others. Liath wasn't sure if Fulk liked her, or even
respected her, but on this account, at least, they understood one another. She took her leave of the Eagles and, as
Sanglant's attendants made ready to sleep, dispersed to their own encampments,
or settled in for guard duty, she crawled into the tent and pulled off her
boots. "You must come with me when I tour
the army," he said impatiently. "You must be seen at my side, as my
consort. As co-regnant." "I pray you, give me time. I am not
yet accustomed to it." She doubted she would ever become
accustomed to it. She needed peace, and silence, and the company of books, but
she dared not tell him that, not now. Not yet. He seemed about to say something, but did
not, and stripped off the rest of his clothing instead. In general, unless
attack was imminent, he preferred to sleep naked, and he was warm enough to
protect her against the cold, which always debilitated her. "I will never get used to cold,"
she said as she pulled off her shift and, shivering, pressed herself against
him skin to skin while pulling furs and cloaks over them. "Yet you burn!" he whispered,
kissing her. "Umm," she said. But after a moment he lay back, and she
rested her head on his shoulder and waited. She was getting to know him. At
moments like this, he had something in his mind troubling him that he would at
length spit out. 'Are you still angry with me?" he
asked. "For forbidding you from going after Blessing?" Guilt, like a hungry dog, will stare and
stare. She had lived with its presence all day until it had become a dead
weight in her stomach. His breathing was steady. Hers was not. "Oh, love, had I insisted on going, I
would have gone, and you could not have stopped me." He caught in his breath as if slapped, but
said nothing; then let it out again, and still said nothing. She went on, because his silence hurt too
much. "I abandoned her. In Verna, first, even though it wasn't my choice
to leave. For the second time out on the steppes, when we left her behind
knowing she was close to death. And now, this time, for the third. So many
voices chase through my head. What use is such a long journey when there are
others who can make it for me? Who are better able to endure the trek. Who can
serve in this way, as I can serve in others." He still made no answer except to stroke
her arm, shoulder to elbow, shoulder to elbow, his way of pacing when he was
lying down. "I do not even know Blessing. I may
never know her. That is the choice I face. That is the choice I made." "I could have gone," he said
angrily, hoarsely, but his voice always sounded like that. "Yet she is one
child. Wendar and Varre and all who live there—all who survived the
cataclysm—may fall into chaos. Without the order imposed by the regnancy, there
will be war between nobles, between duchies and counties. That is the choice I
made. It is the obligation I accepted, although I never sought it. How is your
choice different?" "I am not Henry's heir. I am not even
Taillefer's great grandchild. I am the daughter of a minor noble house, nothing
more." "That strangely makes me think of
Hugh of Austra, who would not have cared one whit for the daughter of a minor
noble house, if that is all you were." 'Ah! That was a cruel blow." "So it was intended to be. I grieve
for Blessing. No one does more than I do. I admit I didn't always like my sweet
girl, but I always loved her. Love her. If she is dead, Liath, if she
already died, then we made the right choice." "I saw her." "You are blind in your Eagle's Sight.
What was this vision, then? True, or false?" "I believe it was true. I saw
Blessing. I saw Li'at'dano. I think I saw Wolfhere. I saw a vision of you, when
you took in the Wendish refugees who had fled Darre. Henry's schola, most of
them." "That's right," he admitted.
"It might well have been a true vision." "Or it might have been a dream. I
might only have wanted to see her so badly. ... It seemed so real. I saw her
arguing with a youth, a young man—" "Thiemo? Matto?" "I never saw him before." "Might it have been the past you
saw?" "Nay—she was the age she was when
we left her." But not yet as old as in that terrible vision when she had
seen Blessing held prisoner by Hugh. "It was the present, or the future.
I'm sure of it. It means she lives." "If that is so, and if Gyasi brings
her back to us safe and alive, then we made the right choice." "What if she dies because one of us
did not go to her?" "Then we will be responsible. How
else can we judge? What else can we do? Each day I must choose, and some may
die, and some live, because of decisions I make." "Ah, God. It is no good task. So many are
already dead." 'And yet more would be dead, if you had
not confronted Anne and killed her. You know it is true." "It is true," she said
reluctantly, "but I feel no triumph in victory." "That is because we gained no
victory. All we managed was no defeat." "I met a party of farmers in Aosta.
After the griffins rescued me from Zuangua. These farmers had lost their homes
to the windstorm. Passing troops had stolen what remained of their stores. No
doubt it seemed fitting to that lord and his army to do so, for he must supply
his own in order to fight." "So he must, but he will not eat the
next year if all those who farm for him die of starvation." One of the knots plaguing her stomach
relaxed. "I suppose that is only one tiny injustice among so many great
ones. Yet it makes me think of words Hathui once said: 'The Lord and Lady love
us all equally in Their hearts.' " "That being so," he murmured in reply,
"why did God make Wichman the son of a duchess and Fulk, who is in every
way his superior as a man, the son of a minor steward without rank or standing
except that which I give him? Why did I live when all my faithful Dragons
died?" "The church mothers have an answer to
all these questions, else we would fall endlessly into the Pit for
wondering." "What is their answer?" "I can quote chapter and verse, but
in the end, their answers are all the same: Humankind cannot know the mind of
God." "As dogs cannot know the mind of their master,
although they strive to be obedient?" She laughed. "I must acquire a pack of loyal
hounds, who will sit at my feet and growl at the faithless and remind me of how
untrustworthy courtiers can be. Poor things." "The dogs, or the courtiers?" "Do you remember my Eika dogs? What
awful creatures they were, not dogs at all, truly. Yet I miss them in one way.
I never had to guess their intentions. I could always trust them to go for my
throat if they thought I was weakening." She hesitated, and he felt the tension in
her and turned to kiss her cheek. "Say it. Do not fear me, so that you
think you must hold your tongue." "Very well, then. Must you be king?
With the dogs always circling around?" "I must," he said, taking no
offense at her question. 'Alas that my father is dead. I wish it were
otherwise." "He has other children." "They are not fit. Sapientia you
know. Theophanu is capable, but she is too reserved and hasn't gained the love
and support of those she would need to lead. Ekkehard is too
light-minded. Henry's children by Adelheid are too young, and anyway they will
receive little support in the north if Adelheid were to claim the Wendish
throne for them. They may hope to inherit Aosta if they have survived the
storm. Nay, let it be. Henry wished for this for many years. Now it has come to
pass. I am his obedient son." But because she lay so close against him,
she felt his tears. 4 SOON the Arethousan army, in retreat, began
to meet refugees on the road. As Hanna tramped along behind the wagon to which
her new guards had tied her, she studied the folk huddled at the side of the
track. Like most Arethousans, they were swarthy and short, with broad faces and
handsome, dark eyes. The women displayed a voluptuous beauty that fear
and poverty could not yet disguise. They carried bundles on their backs and
sniveling children in their arms. Some pushed handcarts piled with belongings.
Now and again she would see a man holding the halter of a donkey. More often a
family had two or three scrawny goats tied together on a single lead. Once she
saw a bloated corpse, but it wasn't obvious how the man had died. They stood silently as the army passed.
After a time she began to think they were like the mosaics seen in churches in
Darre, figures with kohl-lined eyes and magnificent robes frozen forever
against a backdrop of open woodland. Only once did she hear one speak. "I pray you, I'll do anything for a
piece of bread for me and my child." A skinny young woman clutched a
slack-eyed, emaciated child to her hip as she twitched her rump awkwardly to
attract the notice of the soldiers. Bysantius strode forward before any man
could step out of line. He slashed at her face with the quirt. She cried out
and retreated up the slope through dry grass that crackled around her. A man
emerged out of the woods from behind a stand of prickly juniper. He was tugging
up the drawers under his tunic as he sauntered back to join the rest, but
before he'd gone three steps a woman appeared. "You never gave me what you
promised!" she shouted. He didn't even look back. "I took
what you offered, whore!" Men sniggered, but glanced nervously
toward their sergeant. Bysantius stuck his quirt into his belt
and drew his knife before the soldier could step down onto the path. "Pay
her what you promised." The soldier—he was young and cocky—pulled
up short, eyeing the knife. "I've nothing to pay her. I eat what the rest
of us do, when it's
handed out at night. I've no coin, as you ought to know, Sergeant. I'm to be
paid with land." "Then you're a thief." The column staggered to a halt as soldiers
poked and pulled at each other, turning to see the confrontation. "Thieves are punished with death, by
the lord general's order. Any man who takes without permission is a
thief." "Here, here," said the man,
extracting a crust of bread from his sleeve, "no harm done." He
turned, tossed the bread at the woman, and hurried back into line, his face red
and the rest hooting at him. The woman scrabbled in the dirt and, scooping up
the crust, ran away into the woods. "Get on!" Bysantius added a few
curses, sheathed his knife, and strode up the line brandishing his quirt. Hanna, too, had stashed away a bit of her
last night's meal, nothing more than a bit of dry cheese, the last cut off a
round. She fished it out of her sleeve and hissed. "Tss! Here, you!" The young
woman with the child had been weeping, huddled on the hill. Hanna tossed the
cheese at her, but the wagon jerked forward and she stumbled to her knees and
then scrambled to get up before she was dragged, and by the time she got
herself stable again, she had lost sight of mother and child. She was, therefore, doubly hungry that
night, but as she ate the thin gruel out of the pot she couldn't regret what
she had done. "Mind you," said Sergeant
Bysantius, coming over to crouch beside her, "the infant will die a day
later rather than sooner. You're just prolonging her misery." "Perhaps not. You can't know what
will happen. Why are all these refugees on the road?" He scratched his neck. It was a mark of
the general's respect for the sergeant that he had been given command of the
rear guard, but the dry and dusty conditions, the constant kick of dust all day
long, had caused his skin to rash. "Nothing good, I'm thinking," he
said. "Nothing good." Years ago she, Liath, Hathui, Manfred, and
Wolfhere had ridden east into the rising sun, traveling toward Gent. On that
ride she had seen streams of refugees fleeing the Eika invasion. They had come
on carts and on foot, leading donkeys or carrying crates that confined
squawking chickens. They had hauled children and chests and sacks of withered
turnips or baskets filled with rye and barley. The road, damp with rain, had
churned to mud under the crush of so much traffic. Yet, despite their
desperation, those Wendish refugees had not had the despairing, hopeless look
of Arethousa's wretched, fled from what every man and woman in the army
referred to always and only as "the city." For days, stories passed up and down the
line, but in the end even these rumors and purported eyewitness accounts could
not prepare them for their first sight of "the splendid daughter of the
sea," the great capital city of the empire of Arethousa. Chained to the
wagon, Hanna could not see as the vanguard of the army reached a distant rise.
The entire unwieldy column staggered to a halt as the men in the front seized
up and the ones behind pushed forward to clamor for news. That news swept through them like wind.
She leaned against the wagon's tailgate with eyes closed and let the rush pour
over her. It was so good to rest. "... only the walls survived
..." "You're a fool to believe it. Have
you seen?" "Nay, but it's what they're all
saying!" "So did the refugees, poor cattle.
Doesn't mean they're right. A giant wave! Tssh! Let's go—" "Stay in line!" The sergeant's
quirt struck, variously, wagons, flesh, and the dirt. "Stay in line! Don't
break ranks!" She opened her eyes. The soldiers leaned
forward like hounds straining at their leashes, quivering, anxious, eager to
race forward. But they held their ranks. A rider in the red tabard that marked
the imperial scouts galloped back along the line of march and pulled up beside
Bysantius. "General Lord Alexandras desires your
attendance at a council," said the man. "I'm to command the rear
guard in your absence. He says to bring the Eagle." The rider looked around, seeking her, but
because days of dust had veiled her pale hair, he didn't mark her. He
dismounted instead and handed the reins to Bysantius, who smiled grimly and
shouted at the guards to unlock Hanna's leg irons. Her new guards were called Big Niko and
Little Niko by the other soldiers, although the two were the same height. They
were phlegmatic fellows who made up in attention to detail what they lacked in
conversation and wit. They untied her from the rope that tethered her to the
wagon, then unshackled her ankles. It felt strange to walk without the chafing
on her legs, without the weight, without the cubit's length of restriction clipping her stride.
Bysantius swung onto the horse, then extended a hand to help her up behind him. She disliked his closeness. He stank, but
no doubt she did as well. Given the conditions in which they had marched,
anyone would reek. That he didn't smell worse was remarkable. He was, without
question, a powerfully built man. She tried holding onto the cantle, but as
they started forward her awkward seat behind the saddle forced her to cling to
his belt. Her head, shoulders, and breasts pressed against his back.
Mercifully, he said nothing about the intimate nature of their position. He had
enough to do to press forward along the line with soldiers calling to him for
news at every step. Here, so close to the city, the way was broad, paved in the
center with wide, dusty lanes to either side for additional traffic. What
remained of forest sat far back from the road and then only to the south. North
was clear-cut, the sloping land studded here and there with clusters of sad
hovels now overrun with refugees. Folk stood in doorways, watching mutely as
the army passed. If they owned livestock, their animals were well hidden. She
heard not even one chicken's squawk or a goat's complaining bawl. Uncounted
fresh graves lay in ranks behind each village and along the roadside. The road led up a long incline and at
length they reached the height of the rise where Lady Eudokia and the general
had halted with their close companions. All faces were turned toward the east.
Besides the shifting of feet and the occasional protest of a horse held on too
tight a rein, there was no sound except for a soughing whisper that might be
the surf. Bysantius let out his breath all in a
hissed sound. He was rigid. His broad shoulders hid half the view, but by
craning her neck to peer past his back she saw a wash of cloudy sky that
blended into the glitter of a distant sea and, beyond it, the contours of
another land lying away across the narrow strait. Off to her right, slopes ran
down to a coastal plain and the sea, but the crowd to her left concealed the
sight they all stared at. "Sergeant Bysantius!" General
Lord Alexandras' voice cracked the silence. The sergeant started, shaken out of his
stupor. He turned parallel to the shore, and she saw everything. The land beyond was a jumble of muted
colors, a formless wilderness without trees or houses. The general waited just
where the road began to pitch and wind away down toward a peninsula jutting out
into the winter-gray sea waters. The promontory had a rounded gleam, ringed by pale stone
and paler spume where water rolled up against the shore. The rugged lines of
its heights and valleys con fused her, while at her back she heard
groans and tears from the folk gathered on the road. Many fell to their knees and beat
their hands on the ground. "What catastrophe has overcome
us?" said the general, his voice little more than a scrape. The curtains that screened the exalted
lady's litter from the sun and prying eyes had been thrown back so Lady Eudokia
could see the full sweep of the scene. Her lips were pressed tight, but she did
not weep. Beside her, her nephew picked at his nose as he whistled tunelessly
under his breath, scuffing his feet, knocking his knees together, and otherwise
behaving as though he wished they could get moving before he died of boredom. "Only sorcery could encompass so much
destruction," she said. "But see. The walls are intact." "In a manner of speaking." He
wiped tears from his face. "A man's heart is intact when his
beautiful mistress sends back the bracelets and baubles he has given her and
takes up with another man, but he is ruined nevertheless." "Men are slaves to their desires, it
is true. He is ruined, but he is not dead, and in time he will forget her. This
is a bad analogy, Lord General. Think rather—we must rebuild, because the one
who rebuilds will rule those who are grateful for the restoration of what was
lost." "Arethousa was not built in a day,
exalted lady." "No use waiting, then. We must
inventory what remains, and what manner of workforce we have at our disposal,
and what stores survive to feed our army and the people. If God is merciful,
this winter will be mild." "If God is merciful, there will be
rain, and the sun will emerge from behind these damned clouds! How can you not
weep?" "Tell me my tears will build a
palace, and I will weep. Let us build and plan our revenge, even if it is my
nephew's children who must lead our armies into war. We must act quickly in
case any of my cousin's partisans have escaped. We must take control of the
city while there are none to resist us." This time the general almost did break
down, but with an iron will he controlled his body, his expression, his voice,
and his entire being. "That is not a city. That is a ruin. Ai, God. My
dear wife." The words sparked connections in her mind.
What had bewildered her came clear. The peninsula was covered not by rocky
terrain and fallen stones but by a vast city so huge that she had not
recognized it for what it was. Its walls ringed the shoreline. Double walls
made a skirt across the headland. What splendor these ruins might once have
possessed she could only guess at. They were too big to comprehend, and the
extent of the destruction staggered her because it made no sense. She traced
the distant lines that marked the ground but could not measure palaces,
churches, houses, or stables in the jumble. From this distance she saw nothing
she could recognize as rooftops, no spectacular domes, only stair steps of
tumbled stone in heaps and mounds that she had at first mistaken for natural
formations. Surely this was an ancient ruin. Not even
the gale wind could have destroyed so much and on such a scale. It was
difficult to grasp, much less hold onto, their grief. It all seemed so remote,
no more than an idea they had all long clung to. "A wave drowned all, so we have been told," said Lady
Eudokia. "How can any wave be large enough to overwhelm the city? It must
have been some other thing, a spell perhaps, rising out of Jinna lands. Rising
off the sea." "Look there!" said Bysantius,
pointing. A gauzy mist was rising off the strait.
Wisps of fog wafted up out of the ruins as the breeze blew in off the sea. Fog
rose every place there was water. It seemed the ruins were awash, because the
mist thickened, poured upward, and advanced inland toward their position as a
wall of white like a towering wave off the sea. It swallowed the ground, the
view, the sky. "God save us," muttered
Bysantius, but he held his position. General Lord Alexandras drew his sword. "Leave off," snapped Lady
Eudokia. "Put me down, you fools. Bring me my chest. Let me see what I can
do to dispel this unnatural mist." No natural mist moved in such a manner.
Hanna twisted to look behind her. Men backed away, making signs against evil.
Her ears popped, and the few dogs remaining among the army began barking. As
the fog advanced on a strong wind off the sea, the beasts tucked tails between
legs and ran. Their fear, like a shower of arrows, struck throughout the ranks. "Hold fast!" cried the general. "Shit!" swore Bysantius. "You clumsy fools!" swore Lady
Eudokia, her voice cracking with anger as one of her eunuchs lost his grip on the chest and
it spilled to the ground. The fog swept in. Between one breath and
the next they drowned Not in water, but in a veil of concealment so thick that
she could no longer see the general or the exalted lady. Even the head of
Bysantius' horse swam in and out of view. A tinkling of bells teased her ears,
then faded. Once, years ago, in the custody of
Bulkezu, she had seen an opening and bolted, but he had caught her, of course.
Of course. Yet why be ruled by fear, as were those bawling and shouting around
her? She saw her chance. She pushed back over the mare's rump, slid
down, and landed as Bysantius called out sharply. "The prisoner! The Eagle!" She dared not run for the sea, not knowing
what had destroyed the city and what might still lurk under the waves or on the
far shore. She ran south instead, knocked into soldiers before she saw them,
shook loose and kept going before they realized what hit them. She tripped
once, three times, ten, but her bruised shins and aching elbows goaded her on.
This time she would escape. This time it would be different even if she died in
the wilderness or was hacked to death by angry Arethousan farmers. That thought gave her pause enough to come
panting to a halt, adrift in the fog with a sparse grove of trees around her,
gnarled and low like the ubiquitous olives. She heard the clamor of the army
behind her, surging as would the ocean in a storm as waves strike higher rocks
and disintegrate into spray. "Form ranks! Form ranks!" cried
Sergeant Bysantius, his voice ringing out of the fog. Yet she sensed no body
near to hers. That he sounded close was a trick of the weather. Maybe it wasn't so wise to wander alone,
chained, and foreign in a land so notoriously unforgiving to strangers. Beware
Arethousans, so went the saying. They were treacherous and deceiving, liars
and heretics. But they had fed her, and the sergeant and her guards had kept
her safe from those who would have been happy to assault her. She stumbled
forward until she lurched into a tree, and sagged there with leaves and twigs
tracing the contours of her back as she tried to catch her breath. The damp air
chilled her lungs. She heard a nagging chimelike sound, as though her ears were
ringing. As though her mind and heart were overwhelmed and dazzled. The choice
seemed impossible: give up her freedom and live, or run and die. "Hanna!" The voice startled her into action.
Despite knowing it was the wiser course, she could not sit quietly and be
recaptured. Not again. She bolted, and slammed right into a body, oversetting
him. 'Ah! Ow! I pray you, don't run, Hanna.
Come with me." That the words were Wendish was all that
stopped her from scrambling away into the fog. "Quickly." He grasped her arm
with surprising strength. She could barely see his face, yet sound carried well
in the fog by some trick of the wind. A horn belled. Men shouted, and she heard
Bysantius' voice raised above the rest. ". . . the Eagle. I'll cut off your
cocks myself if she escapes. . . ." "Come," said her rescuer.
"We must hurry. This way." "Brother Breschius? How can it
be?" "Run now, answers later. Quiet.
Easier for them to hear us than see us." He slipped his hand down her arm until he
held her wrist, then set off briskly into the forest with her stumbling behind.
She had so many questions she thought she might burst, but the speed of their
retreat and the single-minded intensity of his silence as he wove his way
through the fog-shrouded trees without ever smacking into one kept her silent.
Behind, she heard shouting and curses, the thrash of men cutting through
underbrush. A hazy flicker of light marked torches. "They're following us!" "Hush. Do not fear. Listen to what is
in your heart. If you do, you'll see the way as well as I do." What was in her heart right now was a yammering
like that of dogs racing after a terrified rabbit. Yet beneath the fear she
listened for the sound of her feet slapping the ground, echoed by Breschius'
surer tread and the constant singing of delicate bells. She listened for the
susurration of leaves as the wind blew the mist in from the distant shore. A
man's shout rose out of the background whispers, but faded as the frater took a
sudden right-hand shift in direction. She had lost track of where they were
going, knew only that they still jogged through the sparse forest she had
observed from the road as they had walked this day. It was prickly; every shrub
and tree stabbed at her. Thorns scraped her face, but they were softened by the
weight of the fog, whose passage was silent. Fog could not be heard, only seen
and tasted and smelled. Its clammy touch made her hands and face grow stiff
with cold. Her tongue tasted the brine of
the waters. Ghostly faces loomed out of the fog but
were swept away before they touched her. She fell into them. She saw with their
eyes what they had seen: The sea rises without warning and
inundates the coastlands and the shining city and its impregnable walls. A wall
of water rages through the strait, pouring through to reach the Heretic's Sea
beyond, but in the city that wave washes all the way into the hills before
dissipating and spilling back into the strait. As suddenly as the sea swelled,
it now empties until long stretches of shoreline are left bare to the sky,
revealing mud-slicked rocks and here and there the remains of boats and ships
foundered close to land. Indeed, a brave man—or a foolhardy one—cries out that he can walk
across to the far shore, and he sets out with walking staff and a bundle of
cheese and bread slung over his shoulder. Of those who have not already
drowned, and they are many because the first wave is not the deepest, some grab
up what possessions and children they can easily lay hands on and hasten for
the hills, but others forage through the flooded streets and down to the
glistening shoreline, seeking treasure. All those who had not fled drowned when
the second wave came, and then the third. Only afterward did the disturbance
subside. All along the coastal plain, remnants of
this flood tide pooled within the fallen ruins of the city and in hollows and
declivities in the land. No sun dried them out, and the earth was so saturated
by water that it could not drink all that had swamped it. It was from these
waters that the fog was called. Its essence could almost be tasted. What had
been left behind could be bound to the will of one trained in weather magic and
condensed by means of the sorcery she had learned from her teacher into a fog
that would bewilder her enemy, the ones who held her luck hostage. This
tempestari had sent her slave into the heart of the camp and bound him with
spells so no one would discover him. Now he followed the torch of her power
back to the place where she and her companions waited. On all sides the fog concealed the land,
but where Breschius walked, he walked as on a skein of silk teased out of the
fog, a silvery path that led around every obstacle and wove around the contours
of the landscape in a labyrinth that would confuse their pursuers. Hanna saw it
now as clearly as he did. She no longer stumbled. He let go of her wrist, and
together they settled into a swift walk which tired them less than running but
still moved them swiftly away from the army. She no longer heard shouts and calls but
once she heard a dog's booming bark; once she heard a horse neigh; once she heard
a woman's sobs. "How far—?" He raised a hand, and she stopped
speaking. A silver bracelet ornamented with tiny bells gleamed at his wrist. They walked what she judged to be about
the distance from her mother's inn to Count Harl's hunting cottage, where if
she left at dawn bearing a round of cheese destined for the count's table she
would get there soon after midday. He gave her a leather bottle filled with
sour-tasting water. She drank whenever her throat got too dry. The fog held
steady for a long while, but gradually it thinned until the landscape emerged
around them, insubstantial at first but gaining weight and texture. Up here in the hills, Arethousa was a
drier land by far than Heart's Rest. Wendar boasted lush forests grown thick
with undergrowth. The density of foliage washed a hundred hues of green across
the hillsides. Arethousa, by contrast, was a land of gold and brown. Even the
leaves had a dusty pallor and were often waxy or more like thorns than leaves.
The ground layer crackled beneath her feet where she stepped on straggling
vines and runners. The grass was brittle, and its chaff irritated her nose as
she kicked it up with each step. The tree cover was sparse. Often they
crossed out from under what passed for shade and into a meadow of pale grass or
spiny thornbush, where they caught such light as gleamed from the veiled
heavens. Once, pausing, she pointed toward a lightening in the cloud cover. "Do you think the sun is breaking
through?" she asked. "Hurry," he said. "We're
losing the thread as the fog dissipates. Come, Hanna." It seemed to her that the frater's vision
was more subtle than hers. Although mist drifted within the trees and in
patches across open ground, she had lost sight of the pulsing thread of light
that led them. Still, she was free, she was unharmed, and although she was
ravenous and light-headed, on the whole she felt content. It was an odd
feeling, really, one she had rarely experienced in the last several years. She
felt at ease and untroubled. At long last, it seemed, she was walking in the
right direction. He followed a defile down along stony
ground, whistling the familiar melody to the psalm "Do not hide Your face
from me in my time of trouble." An animal trail led through a grove of oak
trees, the only
oaks she had seen for many days. They emerged into a clearing protected by high
rock walls and cooled by the splash of a slender waterfall pouring off a cliff
face. A scrape sounded behind them, and she turned to see a sentry, unseen
until now, slip away into the trees back along the track. A campsite had been laid out around a pool
worn into the rock below the falls. Lean-tos woven out of branches and reeds
substituted for canvas tents. A fire burned under an overhang. There were two
dozen or more horses confined by a fence made of thorny bushes, and a score or
more people at work or rest in whatever shade they could find. She smelled meat
roasting. The scent so overpowered her—she hadn't eaten meat for months, and
nothing more than a portion of gruel for days—that she staggered as the pain of
hunger bit into her stomach. Breschius steadied her. Folk looked up, their
faces pale beneath a layer of grime. "Hanna!" They reached her before she registered
their identity. She was hugged and only then did she meet the gaze of Brother
Fortunatus over young Gerwita's dark head as the novice wept to see her.
Fortunatus smiled as Gerwita let Hanna go and stepped aside for Sister Rosvita
to come forward. "Hanna!" The cleric embraced
her. "God be praised. We feared that you were dead, but the witch told us
that you yet lived." "The Arethousans took me
prisoner," she said, astonished to find herself crying. "Oh, it is
good to see you, Sister Rosvita. Are all of you here?" "All of us, by the grace of God. And
one more—" She looked back over her shoulder to a woman sitting alone on a
rock beside the pool, as might an outcast. "That's Princess Sapiential" "So it is." 'Ai, God! What happened to her
retinue?" "We're not sure. She rarely speaks,
but it appears that King Geza divorced her and abandoned her." "Yes, yes, of course. I saw him speak
the words just before the Arethousans took me." "For your Eagle's Sight?"
Rosvita released her while the others clustered around, saying little but
smiling like fools. "For my Eagle's Sight," replied
Hanna bitterly. "Which has abandoned me rather like King Geza abandoned
Princess Sapientia. How came you here? Who are these others?" She scanned the vale. In the shadows to
the east she saw now a peculiar wagon built into a tiny house. Even veiled by
shadows its colors gleamed. It alone of every object she had glimpsed in the
last ten or twelve days was not coated with a layer of ashy dust. Either it had
been washed clean, or the dust could find no purchase there. Sorcery works in
strange ways. "It's Sorgatani!" Her tongue was dry. Her vision blurred,
and she swayed as the exhaustion brought on by their long walk combined with a
flash of anxiety to make her knees weak and her hands damp. She had yearned to
meet this mysterious stranger again and yet she feared to meet one who had laid
such a frightening obligation on Hanna's head. What did it mean to be the luck
of a Kerayit shaman? It seemed she was about to find out. 'As for the others," said Rosvita,
"there in that wagon resides the pagan sorcerer we are not allowed to see.
This troop of soldiers is led by Lady Bertha, who is Margrave Judith's second
daughter. They accompanied Prince Sanglant's wife to the shores of the Middle
Sea to combat the Holy Mother Anne. It seems they emerged from the crown into
the midst of Anne's camp and were set upon. In the battle, Liath was separated
from the others and lost. The rest escaped. They have wandered these lands
since the cataclysm, seeking news of Liath, if she yet lives." These words flowed past Hanna, who heard
little and comprehended less as she stared at the wagon and its bright
patterned walls, where lion and antelope and horse figures loped into an unseen
but understood vista beyond the sight of mortal kind, known only to those who
have walked between the worlds and mounted the pole of the world tree into the
heavens. The utterance of Liath's name acted as a hook and yanked her back to
herself, a fish floundering out of water. "Liath was here? What happened to
her?" "That you must ask the one you call
Sorgatani. Fewer than half of Lady Bertha's soldiers survived the battle. Come,
you are wanted." A powerfully built woman strode up. She
carried herself with the arrogance of noble birth, a thing so unconscious that
Hanna knew at once this soldierly-looking female must be Margrave Judith's
daughter. There was little resemblance between her and her mother, and even
less to her beautiful half brother. "This is the Eagle?" "I am Hanna, my lady. I serve the
Emperor Henry." "Emperor! Well, I hope his quest for
Taillefer's crown has served him well, but I fear he has only served the plots
and plans of those who ensorcelled him." "I fear so, my lady." She beckoned, and a pair of soldiers
showed Hanna to the stump of a tree hollowed and marked by ax blows, where an
armorer plied his trade mending armor. Lady Bertha followed them and watched
with interest as Hanna laid her chain across the log and leaned away,
grimacing, as the men took turns hammering at the links until one shattered. "You can manage with that for
now," said the lady. "Go on, then. Sorgatani is anxious to see
you." "Yes, my lady. How did you know how
to find me?" "Hanna," said Breschius. She followed him. Rather than leading her
first to the isolated wagon, he took her aside to the rim of the pool, where a
naturally stepped rock ledge gave access to the water just out of sight of the
main camp. "You must wash first," he said.
"You can't come into her presence so dirty as you are. I'll get clean
clothing for you." "Where will any of you have clean
clothing?" She gestured toward the camp. "It looks as rustic as the
hideout of bandits." "Wash," he said, and left her
there. She stripped and carried her filthy tunic
and leggings into the water with her. It was cold enough, God knew, and the
water more bracing than the chilly air, but nevertheless with her teeth
chattering and her eyes stinging she endured it and scrubbed her hair and scalp
with her fingers and rubbed down her skin as well as she could, crying and
laughing together because it hurt to get clean. The shackles on her wrists and
ankles had rubbed her skin raw in spots, but after the first sharp pain, the
ice of the water numbed her injuries. Breschius returned with a square of folded
cloth draped across his left forearm, held in place with his stump pressing it
down from above. He chimed when he walked. It seemed he wore anklet bells as
well as the belled bracelet. He placed the clothing on the rock and sat with
his back to her at the top of the stair-step ledge. His hair, cut short, was
clean, and his clothing had been washed and mended. Even his hand was not as
dirty as those of the soldiers she had seen working and loitering in camp. "Were you with Liath?" she
asked. "I was. Sorgatani, Lady Bertha, and
Her Highness Lady Liathano came from the uttermost east, passing through two
crowns until we came to the shore of the Middle Sea. There we met the forces of
the skopos. Many of our people were slain, but we escaped because . . . because
the lady called fire." The tremor in his voice gave her a sick
feeling in the pit of her stomach. When she said nothing, not sure what to say,
he went on. 'Although we were pursued, Sorgatani used
her weather magic to conceal us. So we escaped to these hills. Here we have
remained." "Where is Liath?" "Dead, perhaps. Living, perhaps. We
do not know." She heaved herself up onto the lowest
ledge, shaking and trembling. 'Ai, God, I pray she is not dead." "Sorgatani does not think so. She
believes she lives still, although we do not know where she is." "Is that why you stayed here? Seeking
her?" "No." She found a ragged but clean scrap of
linen on the top of the pile and rubbed off as much of the water as the cloth
could absorb. Despite the chill in the air, it was still warmer out of the
water than in it. He remained silent, back still turned, as she shook out a
silk robe that barely reached her knees although it had perhaps been meant for
a shorter, stouter woman. Certainly it was broad enough for her shoulders and
hips. It was a rich red, embroidered with golden dragons grappling with golden
phoenixes. "This is no Wendish tunic!" "These are the clothes that belonged
to one of her servants." "Her slaves? I will wear no slave's
robes, however rich they may appear!" "You are no slave, Hanna. You are
Sorgatani's luck. These are the only spare clothes we have until yours dry and
can be repaired." "What of the woman who wears
these?" "She is dead." "Then who serves Sorgatani? I know it
is said—what you told me once—ai, God! It seems so long ago! You told me that a
Kerayit shaman can be seen by no person except her blood kinfolk along her
mother's lineage, her slaves, her luck, and her pura, who is also her slave.
How came you by these garments?" She had found, now, a cloth belt and a
heavier wool tunic to throw over the silk underrobe. Beneath them came baggy
linen drawers dyed a soft purple. The soft
leather boots had to be fastened by garters to the
broad belt, which was studded with gold plates embossed with the heads of
griffins. "Both her slaves died in our flight,
alas, as did all nine of the Kerayit guardsmen who fought so that she might not
be captured. Without any to serve her, Sorgatani would have perished as well,
because of the geas laid upon her kind." "Then who serves her?" As quickly as she asked the question, she
knew the answer. He did not turn, or shift at all, but his shoulders tightened
and the angle of his head altered subtly and dangerously. "You became her pura?" she
asked, as shocked as she could be. He chuckled. "Certainly she is
beautiful, but alas, she made no such tempting offer. I accepted the chains
that make me her slave." "Do you not serve God, Brother? How
can you serve both God and an earthly master?" "Is it not a worthy service to save
the life of another, even if she is a heathen? So I do believe. If I did not
serve her, she would have died. No one else in Lady Bertha's troop was willing
to take on the duty. In any case, without Sorgatani's protection, we would have
been discovered and killed long ago, and we would not gain a steady supply of
meat to feed ourselves." 'Are you content, Brother?" "I am resigned, Hanna. God command me
to serve. I have discovered that I am often surprised by the unexpected nature
of that service." She could not interpret his tone, and
found that she did not want to think too hard about what he might have
sacrificed and what it might mean that she was about to meet a woman who had
claimed a relationship to her that Hanna did not remotely understand. "What
of Sister Rosvita and her companions? Did Sorgatani find them, too?" "In a manner of speaking. Following
your trail, we fell upon them hiding in the woods and so took them in." "Following my trail? That of the
Arethousan army?" "No, although truly it was not
difficult to follow the army's dust cloud as it marched. You are Sorgatani's
luck. Brought so close to you, how could she fail to know where you were? Thus
were you found, and rescued. Come, are you ready?" She sighed as she clasped her belt and smoothed
a hand over the bumps and ridges made by the embroidery. Such fine cloth would
only be worn by the most noble of princes, in the west, and yet the Kerayit
clothed their slaves in this finery. "Yes. As ready as I will ever
be." Her hair was tangled and she had no comb,
but it was cleaner than it had been before. Her stomach growled, and she willed
away a flash of dizziness as the wind shifted to spill the fat smell of meat
past them. "Leave your old clothing," he
said. "I'll see that it is cared for." "I thank you." She was aware of the camp as a scene
unfolding beyond her reach. When they reached the wagon, she mounted the steps
and touched the latch tentatively. "Go on," said Breschius gently.
"Don't set your foot on the threshold." She slid open the door and stepped over
the threshold, ducking so as not to hit her head. The Kerayit were either much
shorter than Wendish folk, or they disdained to waste space simply to
accommodate height. She stumbled as she entered the interior,
assaulted by its disproportion. The inside was larger than it had any right to
be. She felt dizzy, but the fit passed as she pushed the door closed behind her
and straightened up into a spacious, circular chamber richly furnished and
eerily quiet. It had a round, felt roof, although definitely the wagon had
conveyed no such thing on the outside. A central pole pierced the smoke hole,
and the heavens, seen through that hole, shone with a silvery sheen shot
through with flashes of light that might be distant lightning or sparks from a
nearby fire. "What manner of place is this?" "This is where I live, Hanna. Be
welcome here." Sorgatani stepped out from the shadows.
She was as beautiful as Hanna remembered from her dreams, if features molded so
differently from those known in Wendish lands could be called beautiful. Hanna
thought they could. She had not forgotten Bulkezu. Sorgatani's black hair was braided and
pinned up against her head, and she wore as a crown a net of delicate golden
chains that fell past her shoulders to brush her robe of golden silk. The
simple beauty of that fabric put the gaudy embroidery of Hanna's tunic to
shame, and she had a sudden uncomfortable insight that what had seemed a rich
garment to her inexperienced gaze might not be one in truth when compared to the
fineness of Sorgatani's garb. Hanna advanced cautiously to the central
pole. There Sorgatani met her and extended both hands, palms up and open. She
did not touch her. She kept a hand's breadth of distance between them, air that
felt alive to Hanna's skin, as if it had the same breath and soul that animated
all living things. "We are met after long apart,"
said the Kerayit woman. "My luck has been taken prisoner by others, but
now I have reclaimed you." "I am not your slave!" Sorgatani withdrew her hands. "Did I
say you were? I forget you do not know the customs of the Kerayit." "Forgive me. I do not mean to offend.
Yet I must ask—is it true you traveled with Liath? Is she alive? Where did you
first meet her?" "Far east, in the grasslands, we met.
I accompanied her because it was thought my sorcery could assist her, but it
proved not to be true." She sighed. "I liked her." That sigh, her expression, the slump of
her shoulders: all these touched Hanna in a way no other claim could have.
Impulsively she grasped Sorgatani's hands in hers. The other woman's hands were
callused and her grip, like Hanna's, was strong. "She is my friend, too.
If yours as well, then we are sisters, are we not? In friendship, at
least." Sorgatani's dark eyes widened, and her
mouth opened, but only a gasp came out. Hanna released her. "I beg
pardon." "No. None is needed. It is just—I am
not accustomed to being touched." "So Brother Breschius told me."
Compassion spilled like light. "It must be difficult, living so
alone." "It's true I am lonely, Hanna."
She smiled shyly. "When are you going to bring me my pura?" "Ai, God! I'm not sure I'm fit for such a duty!
There is much I do not know. I am the King's Eagle, but your luck as well. I do
not know what it means. A man cannot serve two masters." "You do not serve me! You are my
luck, that is all." Hanna set a palm to her forehead.
"I'm dizzy. Is there any place I may sit down?" She began to move to
the broad couch to the left of the door, but Sorgatani steered her to a similar
couch set on the right side of the door. "Women don't sit or sleep on that
side. Here." She seated her on an embroidered cushion, then clapped her
hands. The door slid open and Breschius entered,
carrying a tray in one hand which he balanced adroitly with his stump. It
contained a fine porcelain cup steaming with an aromatic brew and a bowl of
leek-and-venison stew. He placed the tray on the bed and retreated to the
opposite side, where he knelt on a layer of rugs. "Eat." Sorgatani busied herself
opening and shutting drawers in a tall chest standing beside the couch. At her
back rested a saddle set on a wooden tree,
decorated with silver ornaments and draped with a fine bridle. Hanna tried not to wolf down her food,
knowing it better to eat slowly to spare her stomach the shock of rich food.
The tea eased the cold, as did the cozy warmth in the chamber, which emanated
from a brazier. As she ate, she studied the furnishings: an altar containing a
golden cup, a mirror, a handbell, and a flask. The couch, more like a boxed-in
bed, behind Breschius was covered by a felt blanket displaying bright animals:
a golden phoenix, a silver griffin, a red deer. No familiar sights greeted her,
as would have been the case in any Wendish hall or house she'd had reason to
bide in when she rode her messages for King Henry. In the land of the Kerayit,
she was a stranger. "I saw you in dreams,
sometimes," she said at last, not knowing how to speak to one whose
language she ought not to know; not knowing how to interpret the many things
she saw that were unfamiliar to her. "I looked for you through fire, but
these many days I have not been able to see you, or anyone." Sorgatani turned. It was apparent she had
been waiting for Hanna to speak, thus showing she was finished eating. "Your Eagle's Sight, do you
mean?" Sorgatani looked over at Breschius. The net that covered her hair
chimed in an echo of his anklets and bracelet. Her earrings swayed, a dozen
tiny silver fish swarming on the tide of her movement. "Liath spoke of
this gift. She taught me its rudiments." "She taught you!" "Is it meant to be hoarded only to
your chieftain's messengers?" "So I always understood." "Yet who taught them? Have you ever
asked yourself that? And why?" "Why were we taught? So that we might
see and speak across distances, and thus communicate with each other and with
the regnant. In this way the regnant gains strength." "For what purpose? Nay, do not answer
that question. All chieftains wish to be strong so they can vanquish those who
stand against them. Yet before I learned to see through fire, I learned about
the nature of the heavens and the mysteries of the crowns. For all my life I
have been able to perceive beyond the veil of the world the gateway which we
here in the middle world see as a burning stone. In its flames those with sight
can see across long distances, and some can even hear and speak words. The Holy
One, whose knowledge is ancient and terrible, can glimpse past and
future." "So it was when we crossed through
the crowns! I saw down many passageways!" "Just so." Breschius fetched the tray and went out. When he was gone, Sorgatani sat down on
the bed beside Hanna and leaned closer to her. She smelled of a heavy,
attractive musk, stronger than lavender. "But hear me, Hanna. For all my
life, the burning stone was like a beacon. Yet when the Ashioi returned, its
light faded. I can barely touch it, or sense it, barely see it. It's as if I
have gone blind." "Blind?" Sorgatani's scent distracted
Hanna badly. She found it hard to think. "I think Eagles trained themselves to
see through the many gateways of the burning stone, although they did not know
what they were doing. It flared so brightly that many could see through its
passages." "Do you think it was destroyed in the
wake of the cataclysm?" Sorgatani shook her head. "The
burning stone is not an artifact of the great weaving. In ancient days, so it
is told, the Holy One had the power to see and speak through the gateway. That
was before the great weaving was set on the looms. But only she had the power
to call the gate into being, so it is told. The great weaving fed the power of
the burning stone because Earth and heavens were joined by the thread of the
Ashioi land, cast out into the aether. Now, that thread is severed." "So we are blind. What do we do
now?" "That is what you and I must
decide." Hanna winced. "Do you really think
Liath survived?" she asked, not wanting to trust to hope. Sorgatani glanced toward the pura's bed. A
blanket was folded on the chest at the foot of the bed, but no one slept there.
"Liath was alive up to the moment of the cataclysm. She was captured by
the one called Anne, whom we fought. We would all have been killed, but Lady
Bertha—a fine warrior!—broke us out of that camp. Afterward, my brave Kerayit
raided their camp under cover of a fog I had raised, but they found no trace of
her. So we waited nearby, concealed by my arts, because I felt that she was not
dead but only biding her time. So she was. When that night came, when the Crown
of Stars crowned the heavens, she brought to life rivers of molten fire out of
the deep earth. We fled, because otherwise we would have died as did all of
Anne's tribe. Every one of them. If Liath survived the deluge of fire, I do not
know." For a long time Hanna was silenced by the
force of Sorgatani's tale. At last, she spoke. "Why did you stay here in this
country?" "I stayed to find you, Hanna. I
waited at my teacher's side long enough while you suffered under the Quman beast's
whip. I would not allow it to happen again. I knew you were alive. When we
found the holy women and their companions, we marked the trail of those who had
taken you. So, here we are. What do we do now?" Hanna let it go, at last, and sagged
forward. Sorgatani caught her, and she lay her head against the Kerayit woman's
silk-clad shoulder and rested there most comfortably. "I want to go
home," she whispered. "But what will you do now?" "I will go where my luck leads me, of
course." She whistled sharply, a sound that made Hanna cover her right
ear, which was nearest to Sorgatani's lips. The door slid open. Breschius appeared,
his figure limned by the fading light behind him. "Let Lady Bertha know that tomorrow
we turn our path north. We will cross the mountains and travel west to
Wendar." He vanished as he closed the door. After a pause, Sorgatani asked: "What
will we find in Wendar? What manner of place is it?" "It will be as strange to you as this
wagon is to me," she said, half laughing, half crying, and completely
exhausted, too tired, indeed, to stand and seek out a place to rest. "As
for what we will find there, I don't know. I think the world has changed
utterly. I have seen such destruction that at first it made no sense to me. A
vast city flattened as with a giant's hand. Refugees on the roads, many of them
starving. Clouds of dust everywhere. How much worse may it be elsewhere? What
if there is worse yet to come? I must seek out the regnant of Wendar, whoever
that is now, and give my report. That I must do first. Afterward—" 'Afterward" was too vast a landscape
to survey. VIII THE PHOENIX
1 THE estate Ivar and Erkanwulf rode into
looked very different from Ivar's father's manor and compound. It had no
significant palisade, only a set of corrals to keep livestock in and predators
from the forest out, and there was a wooden tower set on a hillock just off the
road to serve as a refuge in times of trouble. An enclosure surrounded a score
of fruit trees. Several withered gardens lay in winter's sleep, protected by
fences to keep out rabbits and other vermin. Four boys came running from the
distant trees, each one holding a crude bow. Dogs barked. A barefoot child
seated in the branches of one of the fruit trees stared at them but said no
word. A trio of men loitering beside an empty byre greeted them with nods. In Heart's Rest the village had grown up
around a commons, and in addition lay a morning's walk from Count Harl's
isolated manor. Here, in Varre, houses straggled along the road like disorderly
soldiers. Fields stretched out in stripes behind them until they were overtaken
by woods. A tiny church had been built where the path they rode crossed with a
broad wagon track. The house of worship was ringed by a cemetery, itself
disturbed by a dozen recently dug graves. Wattle-and-daub huts with roofs low to the ground
lay scattered hither and yon, but Erkanwulf led them to the grandest house in
the village, a two-storied stone house standing under the shadow of the
three-storied wooden tower. "Who lives here?" Ivar asked,
admiring this massive stone structure and the single story addition built out
behind it. There were also three sheds and a dozen leafless fruit trees. "My mother." Before they reached the stone house, the
church bell rang twice. Ivar looked back to see that two of the men who had
greeted them beside the byre had vanished. "She's chatelaine for the steward
here, my lord," Erkanwulf added. "It was the steward who asked
Captain Ulric to take me into the militia. They're cousins twice removed on
their mother's side." It was cold, and even though it was near
midday, the light had the faded glamour of late afternoon. They hadn't seen the
sun for weeks, not since many days before the night of the great storm and
their rescue by the villagers who lived deep within the Bretwald. A woman came out of the farthest shed. Her
hair was covered by a blue scarf and her hands were full of uncombed wool.
"Erkanwulf!" She turned and fled back into the shed. As though her
cry had woken the village, a stream of folk emerged from every hovel and out of
sheds and fields to converge on the stone house. It was a prosperous village. Ivar held his
mount on a tight rein, preferring not to dismount in case there was trouble. He
counted fully twoscore folk ranging in age from toddling babies to one old
crone who supported her hobbling steps on a walking stick. There were older
men, and lads, but no young men at all, not one. Erkanwulf dismounted and tied his horse to
a post before running down the path and into the arms of a fair-haired girl of
perhaps sixteen or seventeen years of age. He grabbed her, spun her around, and
kissed her on the cheek. Hand in hand they walked swiftly back to the stone
house. His mother came out of the shed with her hands empty and a grim look in
her eyes. "Who is this?" cried the girl,
breaking free of Erkanwulf's grip and walking boldly right up to Ivar's horse.
She had no fear of the animal. She rummaged in the pocket tied to her dress and
pulled out a wizened apple, which was delicately accepted by the beast. "Too high for the likes of you,"
said Erkanwulf with a snort. "Unless you're wanting a noble bastard to
bring to your wedding bed." "You!" said the girl with a roll
of her eyes. She grinned at Ivar. She was plump, healthy, very attractive, and
well aware of her charms. 'And a monk besides," Erkanwulf
added. 'As if that ever stopped a man!" She
laughed. She had lovely blue eyes, deep enough to drown in, as the poets would
say, and she fixed that gaze on Ivar so hard that he blushed. "Hush, you, Daughter," said
Erkanwulf's mother. "Don't embarrass me before this holy man. I beg your
pardon, Your Excellency." "No offense taken," Ivar said
awkwardly. The mother swung her gaze from the one to
the other. It was difficult to say who blanched more, the sister or the
brother. "What are you doing here, Erkanwulf? There came the lady's riders
looking for you last autumn. We had a good deal of trouble because of your
disobedience. Best you have a good reason for bringing her wrath down on
us." "What trouble?" He looked around
the circle of villagers gathered and saw that their mood was sour, not
welcoming. When she did not answer, he said, "We
can trust this man. I swear to you on my father's grave." She held up a hand and folded down one
digit for each offense. "Steward was taken back to Autun with both her son
and daughter, as hostage for our good behavior. Bruno and Fritho were whipped
for protesting. Your brother and four cousins took to the woods and hide there
still, like common bandits, because the lady's riders said they'd hold them as
hostage against your return. Goodwife Margaret's two grandsons were led off God
know where, although they said they meant to make them grooms in the lady's
stables." The crone bobbed her head vigorously. "How is Margaret to
plow her fields now? You best make a good accounting for yourself, Son, for as
bad as all that is," and now she folded in her thumb, and shook a fist at
him, "we lost also our entire store of salted venison meant to husband us
through to spring. They took it as tax, a fine levied against your desertion.
New year is coming. Our stores grow thin. Much of what remains is rotting. What
with this cold weather, too much rain all winter, and no sun for these many
weeks, I fear more trouble to come. What do you say?" "He came at my order," said
Ivar, "and in the service of Biscop Constance." Folk murmured. Some drew the circle at
their breast while others made the sign to avert the evil eye. "She's dead, may God have mercy on
her," said Erkanwulf's mother. "She's not dead but living in a
monastery they call Queen's Grave." "That's what they said. That she was
interred in Queen's Grave." "It's a place, not a graveyard,"
he said patiently, seeing that the villagers had lost a bit of the suspicion
that closed their features. "It's a convent. She's alive. Lady Sabella
deposed her, although she had no legal right to do so since Biscop Constance
was given her place as both biscop and duke by the regnant himself." "King Henry is Wendish," said
one of the men who had greeted them so suspiciously by the byre. 'As is the
biscop. At least Lady Sabella is daughter of the old Varren royal family on her
mother's side." "She's a heretic," said
Erkanwulf's mother. "Our deacon was taken away because she wouldn't
profess." "Was she? Has the truth come so far
as out here to this place?" demanded Ivar. "He's a heretic, too," observed
Erkanwulf dryly, indicating Ivar. "Hush, you," said his mother
before turning her attention back to Ivar. "It's true enough, Your
Excellency. The lady came riding by on her progress one fine day last
spring." "It was summer," interrupted
Erkanwulf's sister. "I recall it because the borage was blooming and it
was the same color as his eyes." "Tssh! Hush, girl! We heard enough
about all that back then. I beg pardon, Your Excellency. My children will
rattle on. The lady prayed with us, and said if we professed the Redemption
she'd send us salt and spices in the autumn. But none came. Because of your disobedience,
Erkanwulf!" "Still," said her daughter, with
a dreamy smile, "I liked listening to what the lady's cleric had to
say." "Because of his blue eyes!" said
the old crone with a wheezy laugh. 'Ah, to be young!" "I am surrounded by fools!"
cried the chatelaine, but even her expression softened as she allowed herself a
moment's recollection. "Yet it's true he was the handsomest man I've ever
seen. More like an angel than a man, truly. And so soft-spoken, with a sorrow
in his heart. Why, his good counsel softened even old Marius' heart and he
patched up his ancient quarrel with his cousin William that they'd been nursing
for twenty years." "That was a miracle!" observed
the crone wryly. 'And he was handsome! Whsst!" "You're the fools!" cried
Erkanwulf, for whom this recital had become, evidently and all at once, too
much to bear. "There can only be one young lord fitting that description,
and he's no cleric. He's the lady's kept man, her concubine. She beds him every
night, and parades him during the day like a holy saint wanting only a shower
of light to transport him up to the Chamber of Light!" "You're just jealous because Nan
wouldn't roll you!" retorted his angry sister. 'At least she doesn't bed every man who
comes asking!" Everyone began talking at once, as many
laughing as scolding, but his mother walked right over to him and slapped him.
"You'll speak no such disrespectful words, young pup! Nor have you
explained yourself yet! Steward put herself out for you because she liked you
and thought well of you. Now look where it's gotten her! Speak up! The rest of
you shut your mouths and listen!" No captain could have controlled his
unruly band of soldiers more efficiently. They quieted, coughed, crossed arms,
shushed children, scuffed feet in the dirt, and waited for Erkanwulf to start. Ivar forestalled him by raising a hand.
"I'll speak." "Begging your pardon," said the
chatelaine hastily, as he'd known she would. He was a churchman, but in
addition he sat mounted on a fine horse, and carried a sword. "I escaped from Queen's Grave with
the aid of Erkanwulf, here, and his captain." "Hush!" muttered Erkanwulf.
"I won't have him getting in trouble." "He'll be in trouble soon
enough," said Ivar "What trouble?" demanded the
chatelaine. 'Are you speaking of Captain Ulric? He's a good man, local to these
parts. I want you to make no trouble for him." "You'll make no trouble for him if
you'll bide quietly once we've left and say no word of our passing. We rode to
Princess Theophanu—" "That's one of the Wendish
royals," said one of the old fellows wisely, and gained a clout on the
backside from the crone. "Hush, you! Let the brother
speak!" "Do you live better under the rule of
Lady Sabella than you did under Biscop Constance?" he asked them. One by one they frowned and considered
until the chatelaine said, grudgingly, "Biscop Constance ruled fairly. If
she promised a thing, then it was delivered. The lady's companions take what
they wish when they want and tax us according to how the fit takes them." "Who rules in Wendar and Varre?"
he asked. "Sabella's daughter rules in
Varre," they agreed, "together with her husband, the Wayland duke,
the one with burned skin. Conrad the Black." "You'd accept the rule of Lady Tallia
over that of the rightful regnant, King Henry?" "What kind of kinship does Henry hold
to us? It's his elder sister Sabella who is born out of the Varren royal house.
Not Henry. He was born to a Wendish mother, nothing to do with us. He never
came here anyway. Once or twice to Autun. That's all. It's nothing to do with
us." "I don't like that heresy," said
the chatelaine. Several others murmured agreement. "The story of the Redemption sounded
fair enough to me," said Erkanwulf's sister, then flushed. 'And not just
because of that cleric." "This one is a heretic, too, so 'Wulf
says," replied the crone. "So what's to choose between them? Is all
the royals heretics now?" "No, not all of them," said Ivar
reluctantly, seeing by their expressions that he could not win this battle
using his careful arguments. They were not Wendish. He was. In a way, he had
already lost. "I'd stand up for Duke Conrad,"
said the old man. "He's of good blood even with that foreign creature that
gave birth to him, but the old duke, Conrad the Elder, was his father. Nay, I
say enough with the Wendish. Let them plough their own fields and leave ours to
us who are born out of Varren soil." "So be it," said Ivar.
"Come, Erkanwulf. We'd best ride now, while we've still light." He
turned his attention to the chatelaine, who made no gesture to encourage them
to stay. "I pray you, give us a loaf and cheese. If all goes well, and you
aid us by keeping silence, we'll rid you of the Wendish now biding on Varren
earth." "What did you mean, back there?"
Erkanwulf demanded as they rode out not long after. He was surly, having argued
again with his sister and gotten only a perfunctory kiss from his mother.
" 'Rid Varren soil of those from Wendar.' I thought we meant to aid Biscop
Constance! I can't help that those fools back there don't see her for what she
is—a finer steward by far than Lady Sabella!" "No use arguing with them. They can't
help us anyway. In truth, if many of you Varrens feel the same way, then we
must act quickly. I thought there might be many who hated
Lady Sabella's rule. Those villagers by Queen's Grave were willing enough to
help us." "They have to feed and house the
guards. At least two girls from that village was abused by the guards, if the
story I heard is true. The folk there have no reason to love Lady Sabella. But
as for others—what is one regnant to them, compared to another? They pay tithes
either way, and live at the mercy of the weather and bandits and wolves and
what measure of taxes the stewards take on behalf of the nobles each
year." "Surely they must have seen that
Biscop Constance was a fair ruler?" Erkanwulf shrugged. "How many winters
did she rule in Autun? The local folk know only that some Wendish noble was set
in place by the Wendish king. We Varrens have no reason to love the Wendish, my
lord. That's an old grudge, for sure." "Yet you and your captain and his men
were willing to aid Biscop Constance in getting a messenger out." "We took her measure, my lord, when
we served her in Autun. We know her for what she is. But there's war in Salia
now. Our borders are at risk. Captain Ulric may no longer be barracked in
Autun. He may have been sent southwest to fight. Or he may refuse to help us
now. Maybe he's done as much as he's willing to do to aid Biscop Constance. I
don't know. Duke Conrad is fair to soldiers. He's a good man to fight
for." "Surely you know Captain Ulric well
enough to know what's in his mind! He sent you to aid me, after all." "We've been gone for months. Things
have changed." They rode in silence for a while along the
path that cut through woods. Ash and sycamore swayed softly among oak and beech
and hornbeam. It was cloudy, as always these days, and cold and dry. The rains
of last autumn had evidently poured all their moisture into the earth in the
space of a month or so of incessant rain. Over the winter there had been little
snow, although the clouds never lifted, and in time the roads had dried enough
for Ivar and Erkanwulf to set off again from their refuge in the Bretwald. "I didn't like leaving," said
Erkanwulf after a while. "What? Your village? They didn't
treat you very nicely." "Nay, not them. You see why I left!
No, I liked that steading in the Bretwald. They were good, decent, kind people.
That's the kind of place I'd like to settle down, not that I'm likely to." "What do you mean? Settle in
Bretwald?" Erkanwulf was about the same age as Ivar,
not as tall, and lanky in the way of a young man who never quite got enough
food as he could eat growing up. He was tough—Ivar knew that—but he shrugged
like a man defeated. "If I leave Captain Ulric's company, I'll have to go
back to my village and let my mother make a marriage for me. Who else would
have me? I'd be an outlaw if I left the place I'm bound to by birth." "They took in strangers in the
Bretwald." "That's true. Refugees from Gent. I
liked it there, with no lord holding a sword over their head and telling them
what to do." "Until bandits realize how wide that
road is, and attack them who have no lord to defend them." "They'd need more hands, then,
wouldn't they? A man who had some experience fighting would be of use to
them." Erkanwulf brooded as they moved through the woods. No birds sang.
Except for the murmuring wind and the soft fall of their horses' hooves, there
was no sound at all. The quiet made Ivar nervous. He hadn't felt quite right
since that terrible night when wind and rain had battered them and killed
Erkanwulf's horse. They had commandeered the old nag Erkanwulf rode from a
village whose name Ivar had already forgotten. Those folk hadn't greeted them
kindly, but they'd offered them shelter and given up the old mare in exchange
for some of Princess Theophanu's coin. Those villagers didn't love the Wendish
either, and with King Henry gone so long from his usual progress around the
countryside, they saw no reason not to turn their hearts toward the old stories
of Varren queens and kings who had once ruled these lands without any Wendish
overlord telling them what to do. A long time ago, so it seemed, he had been
young and thoughtless. He smiled, thinking back on it. Perhaps not so long ago.
But so much had happened. He had been thrown headlong into a world whose
contours were more complicated than he had ever imagined as the neglected
youngest child of the old count up in Heart's Rest. "For all I know, my father is dead by
now, and my brother Gero become count in his place." Erkanwulf glanced at him, his expression
unreadable. "What has that to do with us? My lord?" "Nay, nothing. I just thought of it.
I just thought how the world is changed, as you said yourself. Not just because
of that storm or Biscop Constance's imprisonment, or any of those things, but
because I left my father's estate and journeyed farther than I ever expected to
go. I can't be that youth that 1 once was. When I think of how I was then ... I
don't know. It's just different now. We've chosen our path. We can't go
back." "Huh. True enough words." "What do you think we'll find in
Autun?" Ivar asked. Erkanwulf only sighed. "I hope we
find what we're looking for. Whatever that may be." 2 IT snowed the morning they crossed the
river on the ferry and moved into a straggle of woodland near the southern gate
of Autun. They stumbled over two corpses half hidden under branches and mostly
decomposed. Skulls leered at them, so they moved on. In the ruins of an old cottage
abandoned among the trees, they stabled the horses with fodder and water, tying
their thread-worn blankets over the animals' backs. After that, they trudged
overland to the city walls. No pristine stretches of fresh white snow blanketed
the fields. It was all a muddy gray. They passed several clusters of huts and
cottages, shutters closed and doors shut against the cold. No one was about.
Once they heard a goat's bleat; once a child's weary wailing dogged them before
fading into the distance. Erkanwulf led them first along the river
and thence to a postern gate. They approached cautiously, hoods cast up over
their faces. Ivar hung back as Erkanwulf strode forward to confront the two men
hanging about on guard. A conversation ensued; he knew them. After
a moment he beckoned Ivar forward and without further conversation they were
hustled past the gates and into the alleys of the city. Autun was a vast
metropolis; Sigfrid had told him that perhaps ten thousand people lived there,
cheek by jowl, but Ivar wasn't sure he believed it. That was an awful lot of
people, too many to comprehend. Even Prince Bayan and Princess Sapientia's
combined armies hadn't numbered more than ten or fifteen centuries of soldiers
in addition to auxiliaries and militia. On this late winter afternoon, few braved
the streets. In one square a trio of beggars huddled by a public fountain,
hands and faces wrapped in rags to protect themselves from the bitter cold. The
tiny child's face was thin from hunger, and he scooted forward on his rump,
like a cripple without use of his legs, to catch the copper coin Ivar tossed to
them. "Bless you, Brother!" the mother
croaked, surprised. "Where the phoenix flies, there is
hope of salvation," he said to her. Her face lit. "Truth rises with the
phoenix!" she answered triumphantly. "Bless you! Bless you!" Unnerved, he hurried after Erkanwulf, who
had not waited. "We're trying to come in
quietly," scolded the young soldier when Ivar caught up to him.
"Don't leave a trail." "They were hungry." "Everyone is hungry! A coin will gain
them bread today, if there's any to be had, but nothing tomorrow." "God enjoin us to ease suffering
where we can. What is that she said about the phoenix?" "Hush." They hurried across a broader avenue and
stood in the narrow alley waiting for a score of mounted soldiers wearing the
stallion of Wayland to pass before they scurried through the sludge to a narrow
path between two-storied wood houses. The walls tilted awkwardly, shadowing
their path, and the shadows made it almost as dim as twilight as they
sidestepped refuse left lying in the cracked mud. Because it was cold, it did
not stink, but it would, when spring brought warm weather. "I'll never get used to cities,"
muttered Ivar. "It's not so bad," said
Erkanwulf. "A man's freer here, where he can get rid of his past.
And safer too, inside walls." "Only if those who are guarding you
are trustworthy." His companion chuckled. "True enough.
Wait here." He left Ivar. The side street debouched into a square at
whose center stood a post where men could be tied for whipping. Beyond that lay
the barracks; Ivar recognized them from his brief visit to Autun two years
back. It was getting dark in truth. An aura of red lined the western sky, what
he could discern of it beyond buildings and in the shadow of the clouds.
Erkanwulf's cloaked figure skulking at the barracks door, and vanishing inside,
was rather like that of the shades they'd encountered in the forest that awful
night last autumn. Ivar shuddered and wrapped his cloak more tightly around his
torso as the chill of night crept into his bones. He'd been cold for a long
time, and when he stood still he felt it most of all. No one moved in the deserted square. Now
and again dogs barked. Wheels squeaked as a wagon passed down a distant street.
Someone coughed, and a moment later a man came out of a house, stopped to look
at Ivar, and strode away past the barracks, soon lost as night concealed his
tracks. With so many people crammed all into one small space, surely there
should be more noise, like the pastures and fields and compound of his father's
estate which had always been busy with coming and going except in the worst
winter and spring storms. He shivered and stamped his feet. They had
agreed that if Erkanwulf was gone too long, then Ivar would retreat back to the
cottage in the woods, but just as he was beginning to get really anxious the
side door to the barracks cracked open and a figure slipped out and hurried
across to him. Ivar groped for his short sword and began to draw it, but
relaxed as Erkanwulf trotted up, breath steaming. "Come on! Captain's here, off duty,
and willing to hear us out. Hurry!" They ran across the square and were
ushered into a lamplit room at the end of the barracks hall where Captain Ulric
slept and ate. The captain was sitting on a bench beside two of his sergeants,
all three picking at the remains of a chicken. Ivar's eyes watered, but he forced himself
to look at the captain instead, trying desperately to ignore the trickle of
moist juices. He was so hungry. "I didn't expect to see you again,
Brother Ivar," said the captain, although his tone wasn't unfriendly. He
meant what he said. "With your help, Captain, we were
able to reach Princess Theophanu." "So Erkanwulf led me to understand.
What news?" "None. Her Highness sorrows to hear
of her aunt's plight, but she has no army and no treasury and cannot act
against Lady Sabella and Duke Conrad. She offered us coin, fresh horses, good
cloaks, and such weapons as we might use to defend ourselves, but nothing more
than that. She bides in Osterburg at the seat of the duchy of Saony. That is
all." "The Wendish king, the first Henry,
was duke of Saony before he became king." Ulric pushed the chicken away
but paused with a hand on the wooden platter as he caught the desperation of
Ivar's gaze. "You two look hungry." He shoved the carcass toward them, then
engaged his sergeants in conversation while the two young men stripped every
last scrap of meat and fat from the bones. Ale was brought, and the cup
refilled after they had drained it. That, and the warmth and smoky draft from
the lamps, made Ivar so tired that he forgot his rehearsed arguments. "Do you mean to support Biscop
Constance, or not?" he demanded. "If you do, I have a plan that may
allow us to free her. If not, then I pray you will let me go my way without
hindering me, and let Erkanwulf remain here with no punishment. He's been a
loyal soldier." "Oh, I know it," said Ulric
without looking at Erkanwulf, but Erkanwulf grinned at hearing those words and
his shoulders lifted as he self-consciously rubbed the dirty stubble of a beard
grown along his jaw. "But if you free Biscop Constance, what then? She has
no loyal soldiers and no treasury. She is in no wise different than her niece
in Saony. Better she remain safe in Queen's Grave. If she escapes, Lady Sabella
will hunt her down and this time kill her." "We must move quickly. I will need
your help, horses, provisions, men to escort us. A special seat built onto a
saddle so that the biscop can ride, because she is crippled." "If all this comes to pass, then
what?" "We will ride to Wendar, to the town
of Kassel. That way, Lady Sabella holds no noble Wendish hostage in Varre. Once
the biscop reaches the duchy of Fesse, she can choose herself whether to ride
to Osterburg." Ulric was a cautious man. They both spoke
in low voices. His sergeants, cool, stalwart men who spoke no word but only
listened, sat so still and alert that a mouse could not have crept through that
tiny chamber without being caught. Ivar wasn't sure whether they were listening
to the conversation or listening for sounds from outside, in the barracks where
the last conversations of men making ready for rest played out, and out of
doors beyond the single closed shutter. "A large guard protects the palisade and gates enclosing
Queen's Grave. How are they to be suborned?" "Not at all. They will believe they
are only following Lady Sabella's orders." For the first time, Ulric looked
surprised. One of the sergeants rolled his eyes and tapped a foot thrice
on the ground, as though impatient with this nonsense. "Nay, hear me out." Ivar hadn't
known how passionate he had become about this idea over the last few weeks. He
had a debt to pay twice over, and perhaps, if he were honest, he could admit
that it was as much for himself as for the biscop that he wanted so badly to
succeed. "I know someone in Sabella's retinue. I hope to persuade him to
steal what we need." Once Captain Ulric had heard the whole
thing, he sat for a while in thought with his bearded chin propped on a hand,
then stood. "Very well. I'll give you cover until dawn. After that, you
must leave Autun, and Arconia, and never come back. Or, at the least, never be
caught. If you come into my custody, I will be forced to treat you as a
criminal and hand you over to Lady Sabella. I can assure you, she will not be
merciful." 3 IN the end he needed no particular
disguise, only a cap drawn down over his head to cover his red hair. Any lowly
servant could be found wearing such a thing to keep his ears warm in this cold
winter weather. His robes, although cut for riding, were dirty and patched
enough to pass as those of a laboring man, and the months of labor at Queen's
Grave had given his chapped hands something of the look of those of a man born
and bred to labor. He was hidden in plain sight with his gaze cast down and a
slump in his shoulders to minimize his height; the sons of noble houses had a
tendency to grow tall. Count Harl had always noted this with a certain
arrogance, sure of God's favor manifest in the straight limbs and handsome
faces of his children, but after so long on the road Ivar had begun to think it
was more likely that he had simply gone hungry less often as a child than folk
like Erkanwulf and frail Sigfrid. Captain Ulric had friends among the
servants. One of these, an amiable woman with dark hair and pale blue eyes,
took him with her when she made her evening rounds carrying buckets of coal to
fill the braziers in the lady's suite. He staggered under a pole laid over his
shoulders as she weighted it down with two full buckets on either side, their
handles hooked into notches cut into the wood. A cover hid the hot coals, but heat radiated
off the bronze buckets, warming him. "Come along," she said,
"but say nothing." She carried only the empty buckets, tongs, and
shovel, so he was sweating and his legs shaking by the time they climbed the
steps that led up to the old palace, once the imperial winter residence of
Emperor Taillefer. They passed by the broad porch of the
famous octagonal chapel where lay the emperor's tomb. A pair of bored guards
stood on watch, chatting as they chafed hands and stamped feet to keep warm. "Yes, the lad would have been whipped
to death, I'm thinking, and all for a loaf of bread, but the lord cleric
intervened and got him sent to the church as a servant instead. Hoo! That was a
stroke of fortune." "Or God's work done through man's
hands." "Truth rises with the phoenix! Here,
now, did you hear about—" "Come!" whispered his guide,
seeing how Ivar had slowed to listen. He hurried after her. The central palace, built all of wood, was
an echoing hall and terrifically cold within, but they passed through to a
separate wing where the lady and her personal retainers made their home. Like
Count Harl, but unlike her brother the regnant, Sabella had planted herself in
one place and traveled only brief circuits of the countryside when the mood
took her or a pocket of discontent needed quelling. Beyond the smaller audience chamber lay a
series of rooms that housed her attendants and clerics. They passed through the
tiny room set aside for her schola, dark and empty now. The sloped writing
desks were veiled by shadows, and chests and cabinets sealed tight against vermin.
Beyond that lay a handsome chapel, lit at this hour by a dozen lamps molded
into the shape of guivres. Quietly, they set down the buckets next to a trio of
braziers. A woman knelt on cold stone although there were carpets aplenty to
cushion her knees. Her wheat-colored hair was braided back from her face and
covered with a mesh of gold wire threaded with pearls, held in place with a
golden coronet. Because her back was to them, Ivar could not see her face, but
he did not need to see her face. He had stared at her back, at her profile, at
her pale, drawn features through that hole in the fence in Qyedlinhame often
enough that he would know her anywhere and instantly. It wasn't only her rich
burgundy underrobe and fur-lined overtunic that betrayed her as a woman of
highest station. It wasn't only the heavy golden torque shackling her slender
neck that announced her royal status. He recognized as well that particular way
she had of clasping her hands, perfected in those days when it had hurt her to
press her palms together because of the weeping sores, her stigmata, the mark
of her holiness and the sign of the Lady's favor. The ones she had inflicted
herself, by digging at her skin with a nail, so Hathumod claimed. If Tallia had been lying about the sores,
then was it possible she had lied about the heresy as well? What if the phoenix
was a lie? Nay, God had sent Tallia to test their
faith. She was the flawed vessel that leaked God's word but could never hold
it. They had seen the truth when the phoenix rose and healed Sigfrid. She prayed all in a rush, words crammed
together. "Let them be chaff in the wind. Let their path be dark and precipitous. Let the unworthy fall to their deaths. They hid a net to trap me. They dug a pit to swallow me. Let that net trap them, and the pit
swallow them!" Meanwhile, Johanna, the servant,
transferred ash into the empty buckets and hot coals into the braziers. 'Are we done?" asked a childish
voice. "Do not disturb me!" Tallia
exploded. Leaning back, she exposed a small child kneeling on bare floor in a
position that had, previously, concealed her existence from Ivar. She cracked
the little girl across the cheek, her own expression suffused with rage. By the
movement of her body under her robes, it was obvious she was hugely pregnant.
"How many times have I told you!" "I don't want to pray so many times.
Papa said—" "You'll fall into the Abyss with the
others! You'll do as I say, Berengaria!" The girl had pinched, unattractive
features. Her skin was blotchy, neither dark nor pale, and she seemed all
mismatched somehow, nose too small, lips too large, nothing quite right on her.
Her sullen expression only exaggerated her sour looks. "Must you make so much noise!"
cried the lady, turning to glare at Ivar and Johanna. 'Aren't you finished yet,
bumbling around like cattle?" "Yes, my lady. I pray pardon, Your
Highness," said Johanna in a mild voice. "But I am always taken by the holy whisper
of God when I pause here. It's as if I hear Her voice, whenever you pray." Tallia's expression softened, although she
still had a tight grip on her daughter's tiny wrist. The child whimpered as the
princess frowned. "That's right. I've seen you before. I remember you.
What is your name?" "I'm called Johanna, Your Highness.
After the discipla who was martyred in such a cruel way, yet loving God and
professing Her worship and Her Unity, now and forever." Horribly, that fervid gaze turned on Ivar,
and he ducked his head but not before seeing how her eyes narrowed and a
cunning, frightened look came to her face. "Who is this, then? He looks
familiar, but I don't know ..." "He's my cousin from the countryside,
Your Highness, come new to town. He was here some months back helping out but
had to go back to aid his ill mother, who passed up to the Chamber of Light
after many months of agonizing sickness, may God grant her peace now that she
is well shut of the world." Johanna was a babbler, and it was obvious she
had learned long since how to lie to avoid the lady's ill temper. Ivar kept his shoulders bowed and his face
cast down, hoping Tallia would not recognize him. "Does he believe in the Redemption?
I'll have no servant toiling in my house who is a heretic!" "Oh, he believes, indeed, Your
Highness!" "He must say so himself! He must!
People lie to me. They say they're dead and then they're alive again. They say
I will rule, but then they keep the reins in their own hands. They babble about
the phoenix, when the phoenix doesn't matter, and only because of his handsome
face and pretty ways—" Into this tirade clattered the duke,
emerging out of a different door with an older and extremely handsome daughter
in tow. He was dressed for riding, as was the girl, and he slapped his gloves
against his thigh to announce his arrival. Tallia ceased speaking as though he had
struck her. "Where's Berry?" he roared. The girl shrieked, leaped away from her
mother, and pelted across the floor to throw herself into her father's arms. In
that instant, her face was transformed. "I wanted to go! I wanted to
go!" she cried. "For the sake of God and peace,
Tallia, you told me she was too sick to go riding!" "She is ill in her soul, my
lord," she said, shuddering, a hand on her belly. "Too sick! Puling and moping will
kill her, not keep her healthy! Do you want her to die as did the two
others?" "You can't talk to me like
this!" The older girl, just broaching puberty,
rolled her eyes in a way that reminded Ivar strikingly of the sergeant with
Captain Ulric. Indeed, she had a martial stance that suggested she trained and
rode and knew how to handle weapons. "I told you," repeated Conrad.
"I told you to let the child have done with all this praying. That's what
clerics are for. Twice a day is enough. She needs exercise and a good
appetite." Tallia was white with anger, but the
little girl held onto her father with an unshakable grip. "Let me stay with you, Papa. Let me
stay with you!" "Of course you'll stay with me, as
you should." "I hate you!" Tallia whispered. He laughed. "That's not what you said
last time you came crawling to my bed." Tallia sobbed, then cast a glance of pure
loathing at the older daughter and throttled her own tears. Johanna tugged at Ivar's sleeve.
"Let's go." He set his neck under the yoke and lifted
the buckets. He sidled sideways through the door and trudged after Johanna as
they walked down a corridor that ended in a set of double doors. "It's like poison," she said in
a low voice. "Most of the time, thank the Lady, they stay in Wayland where
they belong, but Lady Sabella will have her daughter in Autun to give birth
with her own midwives attending." "Why? Hasn't Wayland any
midwives?" "It's agreed between them. If the
young queen gives birth to a boy, Lady Sabella gets him to raise. If a girl,
naturally, the duke takes her. The last two died before they were weaned. Only
the eldest has survived so long, and her not yet seen five summers." "Lady Tallia doesn't want to raise
her own sons?" Johanna paused before the doors with a
hand on one latch. "Lady Tallia has no say in any decision, for all that
she's the last descendant of the royal house of Varre and they call her queen.
She's a frightened, petty, mean-hearted creature. For all that, I do pity her,
caught between the stallion and the guivre." She flicked a glance at the
closed door, as if she could be heard by listening ears. "Have a care, Brother Ivar. The
stallion is hot-tempered and hotheaded yet honest in its passions and will kick
and bite to protect its fillies. It's the guivre's cold glare that will kill
you." She lifted the latch and opened the door
for him to slide through, careful as he balanced the pole on his shoulders so
that the buckets would not clang against the walls. In this fine chamber a middle-aged man
with attractive features strummed a lute and sang a cheerful song about the fox
that devoured the chickens despite the farmer's efforts to hold it at bay.
Tapestries covered the walls, and a dozen or more lamps, fearsome guivres with
flame spouting from their eye sockets, gave light to the pleasant company
collected around Lady Sabella. Her hair was half gone to gray, but she seemed
otherwise vigorous and alert as she reclined on a couch and chatted with a
circle of companions: several noblewomen, two men in cleric's robes, and a
blond man who sat with his back to Ivar. Two stewards waited beside the hearth
next to a table laden with platters of meat and bowls of sweets and fruits,
lightly picked over but otherwise ignored. They watched for any sign or gesture
from their mistress. One marked the entry of the two servants and nodded at
them briskly, a signal to get on with their work. A third cleric sat at a writing desk,
intent on his calligraphy, head bowed and pen scratching easily on parchment.
Ivar skipped over him and fixed his gaze on the back of the blond man seated
beside Sabella. There was something wrong about his shoulders. They were too
broad, and his hands, when he gestured, were as wide as paddles, the hands of a
man comfortable wielding a great sword with little thought for its weight and
the thickness of the pommel. Definitely not Baldwin. "Hsst!" Johanna nudged Ivar
toward the brazier placed beside the writing desk. Obviously Sabella kept Baldwin
sequestered. Perhaps after they had replenished the coals in this chamber, they
would move on to the noble duchess' most intimate inner chambers. He set down the buckets and looked up into
the confounded gaze of the cleric who had, until an instant before, been so
busy writing that his face had been concealed. Writing! His fingers were stained with smudges of
ink. The parchment was virgin; no one had written on it before. Ivar had just enough
experience of the cloister to know that the knife had seen little use in scraping away mistakes,
although half the page was covered with flowing, handsome letters. The cleric's pale skin flushed pink, and a
single tear trembled at the lower rim of his right eye. Snapping his mouth
shut, he fixed his gaze back on his quill, checked the tip, dipped it in ink,
and set back to work. The letters poured out of his hand fluidly, fluently. He
wasn't even copying from an exemplar, but writing from memory. Even the masters at Quedlinhame, who had
spoiled him because of his handsome face and pliant manners, had agreed that
Baldwin was too stupid to learn to read and write beyond the simplest
colloquies meant to teach ten year olds. Johanna appeared at Ivar's elbow, nudging
his foot. He winced, and aided her as she stoked up this brazier and moved on
to the rest placed around the chamber to warm Lady Sabella and her entourage
where they lounged at their ease. "As dreary as this winter has been,
at least the Eika have not raided," the blond warrior was saying. "Nay, Amalfred, all last year they
confined their raids to Salia," remarked one of the women. "Easy
pickings there." "If Salia falls, then why not strike
at us?" he retorted. "We shall see. The merchants say it's
too early to sail yet, that the tides and winds aren't favorable. They say some
kind of enchantment has troubled the seas. We'll be safe if the winds keep the
Eika from our shores." "Perhaps." Lady Sabella's gaze
flicked incuriously over the two servants as they went about their task in
silence. She glanced toward the cleric, who was bent again over his writing. Ivar could not interpret the way her lips
flattened into a thin line that might betoken suppressed passion, or disgust.
The two emotions were, perhaps, related, he supposed as he kept his face canted
away from her. He had himself swung wildly between those feelings, back in the
days when restraint had been the least of his concerns, when he and Baldwin had
run away with Prince Ekkehard and his companions. Right now, however, he was as
flushed and out of breath as if he'd been running. Who could have thought he
had missed Baldwin so very dearly? "Perhaps?" asked the warrior. He
was a man boasting perhaps thirty years. He spoke with the accent of the west
and was most likely a border lord. "Pray enlighten us with your wisdom,
Your Highness." "Perhaps," she repeated, her
gaze sliding smoothly away from Baldwin, as if he were of no account. "The Eika are
not all that threaten us, although it is true they raided all along the Salian
shore last summer and autumn. According to reports." "My lands are overrun with
Salians," said one of the women. "With our stores low, their presence
threatens us," answered Sabella. "We must act in concert to drive
them back to their homes." "What of those who accept the
truth?" asked the lord. "The heresy of the Translatus is still
accepted by the apostate clergy in Salia. If the refugees who have accepted the
truth return home, they will be executed." "Then their blood will be on the
hands of their masters. God will judge. But the winter has been cold. Our
stores are low. Strange portents trouble us. Nothing has been the same since
that terrible storm that struck last autumn. I have refugees of my own from within
my duchy to feed. I cannot feed Salians as well. Let the Eika conquer them—and
feed them! To the fishes, if necessary." "Ha! They say there are people in the
sea who eat human flesh." "They say some in the west who are
starving eat human flesh, Lord Amalfred," observed Sabella. "Brixians, perhaps. They're the only
Salians who would degrade themselves in such a way." "My lord," said one of the
clerics sternly, "if such folk are starving, then God enjoins us to give
them aid and compassion." "Well," continued Amalfred
boldly, "if Lady Sabella grants me those stores, then I can feed my
restless soldiers who mutter about rebellion." "I pray you, Your Highness,"
said Baldwin without looking up from his writing desk. How pleasing his voice
was, compared to the coarser voices of Sabella's companions. "Those
rations of grain are meant to go to the poor in Autun, Your Highness. There are
so many who haven't enough to eat." "The poor of Autun cannot aid
me," said Sabella, "but Lord Amalfred's hungry soldiers can fight to
protect the Varren borderlands." 'And gain a little territory in Salia for
themselves," added one of her companions. Sabella laughed, but she looked again,
frowning, at the pair of servants. "Haven't you done? What slow pair of
fools has been foisted on me now? What are your names?" "I pray you, Your Highness,"
said Baldwin sweetly without looking up from his writing desk. "I have
forgotten again whether it is the monastery of Firsebarg or that of Felden
which desires a new abbot to rule over them, now that their lord father has
been absent so long." "Firsebarg, Baldwin! Why won't you
attend the first time I tell you these My sister Rotrudis' useless whelp,
Reginar, has gone missing since last year. Must I remember everything for
you?" Johanna tugged on Ivar's sleeve, and he
hastily followed her out of the chamber by a side door. They came into a narrow
courtyard abutting the wall. "Wait here a moment, I pray
you," Johanna said, indicating he should set down the buckets. "I
must use the necessary. Then we'll get on with our work." She had lit a taper from one of the
braziers and by its light slipped into one of the closed stalls built out from
the wall. Up here on the height it was cold and the
wind bit hard. He blew on his hands and stared about him, but there wasn't much
to see. A pair of torches lit a distant gate. He could not see the town below
but felt the expanse of air. All other souls slept. Only Lady Sabella had
riches enough to burn oil at night. He stared at the door, and at last it
creaked open and creaked shut. A light appeared, and a pale head loomed before
him. Without speaking, he grabbed the cap that covered Ivar's head and ripped
it off, then held the lamp close to see the color of his hair. With a muttered
oath more like a moan than words, he grabbed Ivar's left hand first, released
it, and grasped the right one. There winked the lapis lazuli ring, gleaming in
lamplight. He shut his beautiful eyes and his legs
gave out as he sank onto the stone in an attitude of prayer. His hands shook,
and Ivar pulled the lamp from his grasp before he dropped it. 'Ai, God. How can it be? You were dead. I
saw you myself. I touched you. I pressed that ring onto your cold hand. You
were dead." "It was a ruse, Baldwin. I am sorry
you had to suffer, not knowing the truth." He set down the lamp and,
hesitantly, placed a hand on Baldwin's shoulder. "I was never dead, only
drugged. I escaped from Queen's Grave to take a message to Princess
Theophanu." Baldwin surged up and embraced Ivar
tightly, bursting into tears. Ivar was at first too choked up to speak,
but he understood how little time they had. "Surely your absence will be
noted." "Yes, yes," murmured Baldwin
into his shoulder. "I came out to use the necessarium, but she'll wonder
and suspect. She keeps me prisoner. You can't imagine how awful she is, always
watching me." "You saved our lives." "I know." He said the words not
with anger or accusation, but simply because they were the truth. He released Ivar, then grasped his hands
in his own and stared keenly at him. There was a look in Baldwin's handsome
face that had never been there before, but Ivar could not identify what it was.
The light from the lamp, shining up from below, highlighted the perfect curve
of his cheekbones and lent sparks to his lovely eyes. The midnight blue of his
robes blended into the night, making him appear almost as an apparition, not a
real human being at all. He had lost none of his unfortunate beauty. "Why are you here, Ivar? I knew you
wouldn't abandon me." "Will you escape with me,
tonight?" "Yes." "I need one thing." "What?" "Parchment, ink and quill, Lady
Sabella's ducal seal, and a person who can write in the manner of her schola.
We'll need a letter to the guard at Queen's Grave, an order to release Biscop
Constance and her retinue." "I can get those things by
midnight," said Baldwin. "Even the seal?" "Even the seal. I can write whatever
you want." "I saw that—I saw—Baldwin, how did
you learn to write so well? Can you read now, too?" He grimaced, hearing
how he sounded, but Baldwin neither smiled nor frowned. "She doesn't like it when I pray and
act the cleric," he said softly. "It reminds her of her daughter, so
it gives her a disgust of me. That's why I prayed so much, and practiced my
letters so hard. Once I learned, I found I was good at it. Everyone says I have
a beautiful hand for letters. They all praise me. I know every word in every
capitulary and cartulary that comes out of her schola. I have the seal of
Arconia, Ivar. I am the seal. That's what she calls me. See?" From the folds of his robe he pulled a
small object tied to his belt. Ivar fondled it, feeling the ridges and
depressions of a tiny carving impressed into stone. He hadn't enough light to read
its features, but it felt like the sigil of a prince by which that prince set
her approval and authority onto every letter and document that left her schola. "I'll come as soon as all have gone
to their beds. She won't want me tonight because she's in her blood. Meet me at
the river gate. We'll need horses." "That's taken care of, Baldwin. But
if you can slip away so easily, why haven't you done so before?" "Why would I? What have I to live
for, if I am alone? Here, I had some hope of finding a way to free the others.
I saw them." His voice trembled at the edge of tears. "I saw them in
Queen's Grave, but we were never allowed to speak. I must go." He released Ivar's hand, gave him a last,
searching look, took the lamp, and hurried back inside. The door shut. Ivar simply stood there, dumbfounded. His
thoughts were all tumbled. He gasped in a breath that was also a cry. "Hoo!" Johanna came up beside
him so quietly that Ivar hissed in surprise. "That one! Some say he's a
saint." "A saint?" He was flushed, and trembling, and, truth to
tell, a little irritated. Since when did Baldwin tell him what to do
with so much cool assurance? "He's so even tempered, despite the
way she treats him." "Does she abuse him?" "She's got a bad temper. She despises
those she has no respect for, and treats them worse. She hates herself for
loving his beauty so much. Duke Conrad's the better prince. All know that. But
Lord Baldwin slips food to the starving and a kind word to the weary, behind
her back. No natural person can be so beautiful. That's why he must be favored
by God. Now, come. We've one more chamber, and then I'm to take you back to the
barracks." He pulled his cap back over his hair and
followed her. His thoughts rolled all over each other in a confusing jumble
that he just could not sort out. Nor had he managed it when at last Johanna
delivered him to Captain Ulric and he gave his report to the captain and his
companions. "Very well," said Ulric, who
like most experienced military men knew how to act quickly. "Erkanwulf,
you'll ride south with the cleric after he has delivered the seal and the
order." "Won't he ride to Queen's Grave with
me?" asked Ivar. "She'll be after him. He'll have to
lead her on a chase while we rescue Biscop Constance. If they escape, they'll
meet up with us later. If that meets with your approval, my lord." When they had escaped the Quman, the
others had looked to Ivar to lead them, but here it was different: he could
only follow as the captain told him what they were going to do and only
afterward asked permission as a courtesy, given the difference in their ranks. Yet there was hope. He agreed to
everything Captain Ulric said. Quietly and in shadows, the war band left
their barracks by ones and twos. Slowly, the stables were emptied out. Ivar
walked with Erkanwulf through deserted streets with a taper to light their way,
leading four horses whose hooves clopped hollowly on the pavement of stone. They waited for hours and hours at the
river gate although, in truth, it wasn't longer than it would take to sing the
morning mass. The gurgle of the river serenaded them. The wind brought the
smell of refuse. It was otherwise silent and dark. He could barely distinguish
the walls of Autun behind him where he stood huddling at their base on the
broad strand between gate and river's edge. A score of boats had been drawn up
onto the shore. The wharves were farther downstream, by the northern gate. A
rat scuttled into the wavering, smoky light given off by the taper, froze, and
vanished when Erkanwulf threw a knife at it. The blade stuck in the ground, and
he leaned down to pull it free. "Where are the others?" Ivar
asked. "Most of them will remain behind to
join the force that hunts for us. They'll join us later. A dozen men wait for
you past the ferry. Here is Captain Ulric." The captain emerged from the river gate,
spoke tersely and in a low voice with the pair of guards who had let them all
through, and stepped back to allow Baldwin to pass through. Baldwin paused with
a hand half raised in the air, as if touching something he had not seen for
years. He turned, searching, and found Ivar. "They say I'm to ride south, so that
she'll follow me and not suspect what's happening. Is that right?" "That's right, Baldwin. That's the
plan. She'll follow the light that shines brightest to her." Baldwin reached into his sleeve and
withdrew a rolled parchment bound with leather. "Here it is. A letter calling
for the biscop's release and stating that as long as she departs Varre and
never returns she is free to go, otherwise her life is forfeit. I thought it
was most believable done that way. She's not merciful." He offered it. Hand shaking, Ivar took it
from him. He was hot and cold at once. Words had abandoned him. He tugged the
lapis lazuli ring off his finger and pressed it into Baldwin's warm palm. Baldwin slipped the ring onto his own
finger, held Ivar's gaze a moment longer, and turned to the captain. "I'm
ready." "Erkanwulf will guide you," said
the captain. The pair moved away into the night,
although the taper's light was visible for an interminable interval as they made their
way up the strand. The parchment Ivar held paralyzed him.
That quickly, Baldwin was gone, torn from him again. And anyway, he was so
unaccustomed to succeeding that it seemed impossible he just had. "I'll ride with you to the
ferry," said the captain. "Sergeant Hugo will accompany you to
Queen's Grave. The rest of us will meet you as soon as we can on the road to
Kassel. Go then. Go with God. May She watch over you." Only later, after he had crossed the river
and felt its swirl and spray against his face, did he realize that Captain
Ulric had spoken those last words without a trace of self-consciousness. May She watch over you. In Autun, at any rate, belief in the
Redemption had triumphed, and he had to wonder: was it Lady Tallia's example,
or Baldwin's, that had won the most converts? 4 WITH his hair concealed under a dirty coif
and a boiled leather helmet on his head, Ivar stood among the dozen soldiers
who acted as his cover and watched as Sergeant Hugo delivered the false order
to Captain Tammus. "Being sent into exile?"
demanded the scarred captain after the deacon who presided over the camp's
chapel read the missive out loud. "I just does as I'm told," said
Sergeant Hugo with a shrug. "Still, there's troubles along the Salian
borders worse these days than ever. I hear tell of famine. Lady Sabella needs
all her troops for other business. Best to be rid of them. They can starve in
Wendar as well as here." "Easier to kill them." Tammus
had a way of squinting that made his scars twist and pucker. He was an
evil-looking man, with a vile temper to match, but he wasn't stupid. Ivar was
careful to keep his head lowered. Tammus might remember his face. There had
been only three young men interred in Queen's Grave, and his "death" had been so very public and
unexpected and dramatic. His hands felt clammy. Despite the chill, he was
sweating. "No orders about killing," said
Hugo without expression. "We're to escort them to the border with Fesse
and let them go on their own. That's all I know." Tammus grunted. He took the parchment from
the deacon and sniffed at the seal, then licked it, spat, and handed it back to
the woman. "It is genuine," said the
deacon, sure of her ground but hesitant as she eyed him fearfully. She had,
Ivar saw, a fading bruise on her right cheek. "The seal is that of the
duchess, which she keeps on her person. The calligraphy is in an exceptionally
fine hand. I recognize it from other letters she has sent this past year." He wiped his nose with the back of his
hand as he surveyed the dozen men-at-arms waiting beside horses, two carts, and
a dozen donkeys and mules. They had tracked down Captain Tammus easily enough
in the camp that lay outside the palisade. His was the largest house, two whole
rooms, and the only one whose walls were freshly whitewashed. The camp looked
unkempt and half deserted. Mud slopped the pathways. Ivar heard no clucking of
chickens, although the guardsmen had once held a significant flock, taxed out
of the nearby villages. Bored and surly-looking soldiers had gathered, but
there were only a dozen of them, of whom half scratched at rashes blistering
their faces and two limped. They looked to be no match for Hugo's troop, who
were healthier and had, in addition, a strength of purpose that lent iron to
their resolve. Why did we not think to do this sooner? It was a foolish thought. Until his
escape, no one in Queen's Grave had opportunity to speak freely to those
outside. "You have until nightfall,"
Tammus growled at last. Hugo hesitated, as if to argue, but did
not. He snapped his fingers, and his men mounted and rode briskly to the gates,
which were opened at Tammus' order. After they rode through, the gates were
shoved shut behind them. "Something's wrong," said Ivar. He dismounted. The bare ground, covered
with a sheen of ice, crackled beneath his boots as he walked forward. He knew
this landscape well enough. He had had many months to learn its contours. He
had lost track of the time since he had escaped, but it had been nine or ten
months, early summer then and the end of winter now. In that time the tidy
gardens, fields, and orchards had gone untended, so it appeared. Worst, a dozen
new graves marked the cemetery plot north of the infirmary. He recognized them
because of the heaps of earth, yet not one bore a wooden Circle staked into the
ground or a crude headstone. It was deadly quiet. Not a soul stirred,
not even come to see what the noise was or to investigate the whickering of
horses and the sound of armed men. He dropped his reins and ran for the
compound, past the abandoned sheep pasture and the wildly overgrown bramble
where once goats had feasted. The front door was stuck, canted sideways because
of broken hinges. He yanked it open, grunting and swearing and crying, and
tumbled into the vacant entry hall, sprinted, shouting, into the biscop's
audience chamber, but it, too, lay empty. Even her writing desk was gone. He
bolted out into the courtyard. Sister Bona's grave lay bare, untended except
for a dandelion. Abandoned. Were they all dead? But if so, wouldn't
Captain Tammus have known? Or had he simply ceased to care? "Ivar?" He spun, hearing that gentle voice but
seeing no one. "Hathumod? Ai, God!" He was weeping with frustration
and fear. "Where are you? Where is everyone?" Forever ago, or so it seemed because it
was a moment he preferred not to recall, pretty young Sister Bona had crawled
out of the courtyard past a loose board. It jiggled now, and he grabbed it and
wrenched it to one side, then cursed, because he'd gotten a splinter deep in
his palm. Hathumod's face blinked at him out of the
shadows. "What are you doing in
there?" he demanded. "Ivar! Oh, Ivar." She was
weeping. "I thought you were dead." "I pray you, Hathumod. Come out! What
are you doing in there?" She shoved the loose board aside and
clambered out. Once, she would have been too stout to squeeze through, but she
was so thin now that it hurt to look at her, all skin stretched over knobby
bones. She had lost that rabbity look, although her protruding front teeth
stood out more starkly than ever with no plump cheeks to give harmony to her
features. "We have stores hidden in here that
we don't want the guards to know about." "Where is everyone?" "We had to retreat to the amphitheater,
at the head of the valley. It was too dangerous to stay here." "Why?" She stared at him as if he had said
something particularly stupid. "Because of the sickness, of course!"
Her lips quivered. She burst into tears. "So many dead we couldn't bury
them decently. And we were all feared we would die, too." "Who still lives? What of Sigfrid and
Ermanrich? What of the biscop?" "Th-they live. Th-they aren't the
ones. . . . It's been so awful." She tried to gulp down her sobs. She
rubbed angrily at her face, but she could not stop crying. His intense relief
at discovering that some still lived made him furious. "Take me to them! We have only until
nightfall." "F-for what?" "To free you." She wailed, bawling. He grabbed her shoulders and shook her.
"Hathumod! We must go quickly!" "I—if only you'd come last autumn.
Half our number are dead." "Hurry!" He grabbed her wrist and she followed him
meekly outside. Hugo's men had fanned out to explore the compound, but Ivar
called them back. "There are stores hidden behind a
loose board in the courtyard. Get those, and abandon the rest. There was a
terrible sickness here. The demons who cause it might still be lurking.
Sergeant, stay here and make ready. Half your men and the mounts come with
us." They rode down the path that led past the
vegetable garden and the grain fields. Hathumod wept, unable to stop herself. "Who feeds them?" asked one of
the soldiers. "Ground's not been broken up or even ploughed." "The guards are feared to come
in," Hathumod sobbed, "on account of the sickness." They had built a pair of huts within the
hollow of the amphitheater, protected somewhat by the high ridgeline. Four
scrawny goats grazed in brambles at the limit of their tethers. Six sheep mowed
the amphitheater slope; none had lambed or were even pregnant. Ivar did not see
the community's ram. The monastics had heard the sound of
horses and were waiting, clustered around the seated biscop. Like the others,
Constance had grown thin, and thinness made her look old, frail, and weary. No more than a dozen huddled
fearfully with the forest at their back. Ivar recognized Sigfrid's impossibly
petite form at once, but Ermanrich seemed to be missing. Nay, that was him
standing next to Sigfrid, only he was shrunken in girth, a stick looking none
the healthier for having lost his energetic stoutness. His face was pale and
his chin scumbled with a half grown beard, but it was his features that lit
first. "Ivar! It's Ivar! I knew he would
come back!" He hobbled forward; something was wrong with his right foot,
and as soon as Ivar dismounted he flung his arms around him in a warm embrace. "No time." Ivar pushed him away.
He gauged the heavens and the shifting light that marked the waning afternoon.
"We must leave now, while we have the chance. We have an order, sealed by
Lady Sabella's seal and thereby binding. You are exiled from Varre, free to go
as long as you cross into Wendar and do not return." Some wept, but Biscop Constance in her
calm way asked the first, and only, question. "Who has written this false
command, knowing themselves a rebel against Lady Sabella? Such an act is
treason, punishable by death. Was it one of the clerics I trained? I thought
them all exiled from her court." "It was Baldwin." "Baldwin!" cried Ermanrich. "Baldwin can't write," objected
Hathumod from behind him. "That is enough," said
Constance. "I will need assistance. I cannot ride." Ivar nodded. "We have a cart and two mules
to draw it. We have mounts for everyone. How are there so few left?" "There are three out in the woods
gathering," said Constance, "but it is true we are few in number.
Sister Nanthild was first to die of the illness. It struck after the night of
the wind. We lost half our number. It is only since we left the compound and
came to live here that the deaths have ceased. I believe that the well is
poisoned. You see how weak we are. If you had not come, Brother Ivar, I fear we
would all have perished by summer from starvation. The guards refused to cross
the gate or even bring us baskets of grain. The ram died, and the only pregnant
ewe miscarried. We have not seen the sun for so many months we have forgotten
what it feels like to enjoy its brilliant lamp. Plants cannot flourish without
sun. Likewise, rainfall is erratic. God is angry, so I am convinced." "We must hurry." He did not like
to think that it might all be for naught, that he might rescue them and yet still fail. The
world had so changed that he no longer recognized it. Like a cloudy day, it had
gone all shadowed and dim. "Let us go." The three gone into the woods to forage
were found. The rest had to bundle up their valuable possessions, to fold them
into saddlebags and cloth sacks and or toss them into the back of the second
cart or over the withers of their mules: blankets, cloaks, tunics, weed hooks,
shovels, sickles, and scythes as well as awls, knives, kitchen implements, and
a salt cellar; a silver ewer and four copper basins; needles, skeins of yarn,
three spindles, and six fleeces also used for bedding; a leather chest
containing the biscop's scribal tools; two psalters, three Holy Verses, and
four other books, one of them a scroll of St. Augustina's Confessions and
another a history of Varren princes. What remained of their stock of dried
herbs taken from the infirmary and stored in a small wooden chest. An
ivory-and-gold reliquary containing the bones of the left hand of the founder,
Queen Gertruda. They met up with Sergeant Hugo at the gates
with daylight to spare and rumbled out through the guards' encampment in a
silent line of riders with the two carts positioned in the middle of the
procession. Captain Tammus stared. He seemed ready to spit, but like them, he
said nothing. No one, apparently, wanted to risk touching them. Before they'd
rolled out of sight, a half dozen guards ran through the open gates to see what
they could loot. The last Ivar saw of the gate was the men running back out
again with nothing in their hands, scared off, no doubt, by the sight of those
forbidding graves. Then the curve of the road cut off the
view, as it always did. Each path drew its own landscape. He understood that
now. Something always got left behind, and sometimes it was even something you
wanted to lose, but mostly the things you wanted to lose stayed with you. He laughed, and Sigfrid, riding awkwardly
astride a donkey, turned to look at him. "How are you come to us, Ivar?" "Let us ride until nightfall. Then
I'll tell the tale." They rode in silence, despite their joy,
for it appeared Constance's schola were too weary and exhausted to sing. Their
pace was killingly slow, burdened by the grind of the two carts and the awkward
seats of several of the monastics who, like Sigfrid, had never learned to ride
and yet were too weak to walk far. Through stubbornness and God's will they
turned east onto a half hidden trail into the deeper forest and made it as far
as that same clearing where Ivar had met Erkanwulf the previous summer. The
thatched roof that covered the old stone chapel still held. They settled Biscop
Constance and the weakest nuns in its shelter while the soldiers set up a half
dozen traveling tents for the rest of them, in case it rained. The sergeant set
out sentries and ordered a big fire built in front of the chapel. There was
plenty of deadwood to be gathered and split for burning. Wind soughed through
the leaves of the giant oak. "Erkanwulf and I saw shades
here," said Ivar, chafing his hands as he stood before the fire.
"They killed some of the men pursuing us and drove the rest away, but they
didn't touch us. I don't know why." "We heard no news of that," said
Sigfrid. "Do you mean to say Captain Tammus suspected all along and sent
soldiers to fetch you back?" "I must believe so. Did no one confront
the biscop?" They turned. She had come forward, leaning
on her stick and supported by Sister Eligia, one of the survivors. "We have heard nothing, no news at
all from the outside world for the last nine months, Brother Ivar," she
said. A pair of soldiers rolled a log up behind her as a bench, and she sank
down and thanked them graciously. "Sabella passed by to gloat that same
day you left us, but she did little more than inform me of Tallia's latest
stillborn child as well as rumor from the south that the Wendish army had been
lost in the east and that a cabal of malefici meant to cast a spell to drown
the world in water. I could not make sense of her report. There came a night
soon after when unnatural lightning coursed through the skies and a powerful
wind ripped past us. Poor Brother Felix was crushed by a falling tree limb.
Sister Gregoria broke her leg so badly that it festered and even Sister
Nanthild's medicines could not heal her. That was a grim omen, for soon after,
the sickness struck us down one by one. Give us your report, I pray you,
Brother Ivar. Did you reach my niece, Theophanu? Is it she who has sent you to
aid us now?" Except for the sentries, every soul there
drew close to hear. "Princess Theophanu sent word that
she has no army and no treasure and cannot aid you, Your Grace." Sister Eligia cried out, but Constance
touched her forearm to quiet her. "Go on. How do you come to us now, then,
with Lady Sabella's seal?" "We took matters into our own hands,
Erkanwulf and I." He told the story at length, and was interrupted often. The
soldiers who knew somewhat more of the matter offered comments at intervals.
The sergeant brought around ale and cheese and days-old bread, and they drank
and ate with a will, and gratefully, for they were all so hungry. When Ivar had
finished his story, Constance nodded. She lifted both hands in the manner of a
biscop calling her flock to prayers. "Let us sing in thanksgiving,
Brothers and Sisters." She had a light soprano, clear and true, and the
others followed easily, accustomed to her lead. "Exalted be God, our deliverer, Who has rescued me from my enemies And saved me from lawless men." But not delivered yet. Ivar brooded as the
others settled down to sleep on blankets and furs. Having been cast out into
the wilderness, they were content to be free. Ivar sat with knees drawn up and
chin on knees. Beside him, Ermanrich snored softly. "You are troubled, Ivar,"
murmured Sigfrid. "We must wait for Captain Ulric. It
could all come undone if Lady Sabella suspects and sends another troop after
us. If Captain Tammus rides quickly to Autun and discovers the truth." "A journey of some days. We are safe
for the moment. That isn't what troubles you." Ivar frowned, but it was Sigfrid asking:
so frail in his body and so strong in his mind, a curious vessel for God's
favor but a precious and holy one nonetheless. "I wonder if I could have
acted otherwise. I should have insisted that Hanna go with me when my father
sent me south to Quedlinhame. I shouldn't have spoken so harshly to her when we
next met. What if Hanna won't forgive me? Why was I so unfair to Liath as to
think she might love me in the same way I loved her? Was I blind? And what of
Baldwin?" 'Are you afraid of Baldwin?" He shrugged off the question by turning
it. "We would all be dead without his sacrifice." "Yes," agreed Sigfrid calmly,
"but he was only following the example of the blessed Daisan, was he not?
Not every person is given the blessing of sacrifice, Ivar. We have reason to
hope that he will escape and reunite with us, do we not? God has rewarded
Baldwin for thinking of others before himself." "Is that meant as a rebuke to
me?" "Only if you hear it that way."
Sigfrid chuckled. "I missed you, Ivar. No one else frets in quite the way
you do." The words cut through the knot that had
for many days been stuck in his throat. Before he knew it, he was weeping,
tears streaming down his cheeks as he struggled not to sob out loud and wake
Ermanrich and the two soldiers who were crowded into the tent with them and
sleeping soundly. After a while, Sigfrid asked, "What
do you fear, Ivar?" "I fear I lost something but I don't
know what it is. That I'll only recognize it when it's too late." "Two days," said Sergeant Hugo.
It was agreed they dared wait so long in the clearing before moving east again
through the forest. The first day passed quietly enough. Constance rested, yet
was never alone. By turns, and as if by accident, each soldier approached her
and spoke privately to her as a man might to his deacon when he had a trouble
to confess. Some spoke at length, others more briefly. Hunters returned with two wasted and
sickly deer, which they ate anyway because their food stores were so low, and a
grouse, whose meat was shared among the monastics. The nuns gathered morels and
blewits, and Hathumod found an old stand of couch grass in a nearby clearing
and dug up the now-bitter roots. With these victuals they ate well enough,
although they had to drink water from a nearby stream and many developed a
flux. Sergeant Hugo and his soldiers went
through all their tack, greasing and repairing it. They carved arrows out of
stout shoots in case they ran out of metal-tipped ones. The nuns scoured the
woods for anything edible that might be dried or boiled for carrying. The second day Ivar spent most of his time
with Constance recounting again and again the story of his travels with
Erkanwulf, repeating details or, on occasion, recalling ones he had forgotten
or overlooked. Every utterance made by Theophanu, Rotrudis' children, or their
courtiers had to be reexamined. Had he been Liath, he would have recalled every
word he had heard, but he was not Liath. He was the flawed vessel, and he
worried that he had forgotten something important. "Of the walls, again. There was
building going on?" "No, but there was one scaffolding.
That would have been on the western wall, I think. I remember the light shining
on it as we rode out. No one was working there." "Within the hall, was there any new
work being done? Any repairs? Were the walls freshly whitewashed?" A whistle shrilled from the woods, down
along the trail where the string of sentries ran out farthest. Sergeant Hugo jumped to his feet. Soldiers
grabbed spears, swords, and bows. A bird's trill rang out, and several among
them whooped and clapped. Captain Ulric rode at the head of his
troop, his usually pleasant features creased with anxiety and a certain grim
relief at seeing them. The rest of his men spread out so as not to overwhelm
the clearing. Soon there were almost threescore folk gathered around the
ancient chapel: Hugo's dozen, the fifteen monastics, and about thirty men at
arms, all mounted, with the captain. It was strange, though, since Ivar had
thought that the captain commanded almost a century of men. "We are at your service, Your
Grace," Ulric said after he dismounted and knelt before her. She extended
a hand. He kissed her ring. "I pray pardon for coming so late." "That you have done this much was
beyond my expectation, Captain. I know all among you have kinfolk. A few have
wives and children of your own. What will become of them? My half sister
Sabella is known to wreak her revenge on the helpless when she cannot find
those who angered her." "This we knew, Your Grace. It is why
we waited so long to act." "Why act now?" she asked him,
but glanced at Ivar as the words faded and Ulric did not immediately reply.
"Brother Ivar convinced you?" "He gave me the means, but it was not
his argument that convinced me. In truth—" He paused to grin at Ivar with
a look that seemed half apologetic. "—there have been other portents and
omens. Dissatisfactions and fears." "Stories of grace," she said,
"as I have been hearing these two days." He nodded. "Stories of God's grace.
Of the phoenix. We all know them, Your Grace. We know they are true. But the
lady is reckless. She punishes those who work the land and shows mercy to those
who are most cruel and greedy. The wars to the west have taken the lives of a
score of my militia, but their families gained no bounty for their sacrifice,
not even a payment for each lost man, as is traditional. The weather is wrong,
Your Grace. I am no farmer, but I know the way of the seasons. First came that
unnatural wind that blew down houses and smashed trees throughout the
woodlands. we've
had no sun for months, not since the autumn. We had untimely rain last summer
and little enough this winter. The stores in Autun grow low. The lady has not
husbanded them wisely, not as you would have done, seeing that each family
received a ration to last them through the lean months and seed corn if they
lost their store to wind and bad weather. Lady Sabella has lost God's favor, so
I believe. She has usurped what does not belong to her. Thus we are come. This
one—Brother Ivar." He nodded toward Ivar. "I took his plea as a sign
that it was time to act. We have gathered our families and left behind our
homes to follow you, Your Grace." "Where is Baldwin?" demanded
Ivar. "Didn't you find him? Is he lost?" "Nay, nay, he is with the others, he
and Erkanwulf, a few hours behind us. We rode ahead to find you. We must move
rapidly, Your Grace. Our desertion will be known too soon. Because we are so
many, and laden with carts and children, we will not move as swiftly as Lady
Sabella's mounted cavalry when they ride on our trail. We have done what we can
to cast doubt upon our road, but they will discover it." "I see." All this time,
Constance had held his hand. She let go, and he pressed it briefly to his
forehead, gaze cast down. "You have stepped onto a path from which there
is no turning back." "Yes, Your Grace." "You have put yourself into my
hands." "Yes, Your Grace." She was used to command. She had been born
into the royal family, and had been younger than Ivar was now when the biscop's
staff had been placed in her right hand. "I must ask of you and your company
that you ride a more difficult and thorny path even than the one you have
embarked on now. I have interviewed Brother Ivar at length. It seems clear to
me that my niece Theophanu cannot aid me, perhaps will not aid me, and may not
even have the means to feed and house my growing retinue. She may even see me
as a threat, and certainly as a reminder of her weakness. Avaria is too far.
While it is true I might find refuge in Fesse, I am determined to take the
harder path." The captain blanched, as might a man
preparing himself for worse news than what he has just heard. "Your
Grace." He bowed his head and thereby accepted his fate. "Sabella usurped my place and
imprisoned me because she rightly feared to murder me outright, although I am
sure she hoped my injuries would kill me. They did not. Now I am free to act as
I was not before. I will not ride into exile in Wendar. Henry set me as steward
over the duchy of Arconia. No more would I trust a steward of my own who fled
in time of trouble. I cannot act in a way I would myself condemn. We must rouse
the countryside and fight to restore what is ours." Ivar was too stunned to speak, and yet his
heart thrilled to hear her impassioned words. She was crippled by her injuries,
but she was not weak. Examining her proud face and brilliant eyes, he saw that
she was in some measure stronger than she had been before her fall. "Your Grace." Ulric clenched one
hand. The other rested on his sword hilt. The men murmured, their voices like the
rush of wind through leaves. Farther away, a hawk skreed, and Ivar
glanced up to see the bird glide away over the treetops. The fire popped loudly
as a stick, burned almost to ash, broke into pieces. Sister Eligia coughed. "I can offer nothing but
uncertainty," said Constance, "but this I promise: We will win
Arconia back." Every man and woman knelt, and some
sighing and some with a grin and one weeping and several with expressions of
grim fatalism, promised to serve her and her cause. Even Ivar knelt. How could he do
otherwise? Still, he was a little disgusted that he had planned so well and now
had to watch the arrow curve off target. "Where must we go?" he demanded. She nodded. "That, too, I have
considered. We must circle north to avoid capture, and then west to a place
where we will find support and refuge. We will ride to Lavas County and seek
aid and comfort from Lord Geoffrey." "Best to travel as one group,"
said Captain Ulric as they waited for the baggage train to arrive. "We
might split into many smaller groups and hope to reach Lavas County undetected,
but every small group will therefore be more vulnerable. Our trail is easily
followed if we travel together, but we are also protected by our numbers. Lady
Sabella will have to hear of our journey, and our road, and raise a large
enough force to meet us without fear of being defeated by our numbers. That
will take time and forethought, and may give us the advantage we need. Yet we
must also consider, Your Grace, what we will do once we reach Lavas County. Of
a certainty, Lady Sabella or Duke Conrad will send an army to drive us
out." "As we travel, we will discuss what choices we
have," Constance agreed. She paused and turned her head as though seeking
something. The soft light cast its muted glamour over
the clearing. Horses grazed at the sparse grass. They were being led in groups
to water at the nearby stream, heard as a quiet laughter beneath the constant
noise of men walking, talking, hammering a stronger axle into one of the carts,
and, here and there, singing. "I woke at midnight in the deep wood I woke at midnight when the moon was new There I saw a kindling fire A bright fire! Truth rises with the phoenix. So spoke the holy one: Truth rises with the phoenix." "What song is this?" Ivar
whispered to Sigfrid, who sat crosslegged beside him with his bony hands folded
in his lap and his thin face composed and calm. "I've not heard those words
before," said Sigfrid, "but I know the melody well enough." He
hummed along, picking up the refrain at once. "Truth rises with the phoenix,"
echoed Ivar. Wind rippled, bringing a spatter of rain. He wiped his eyes as the
mizzle shushed away into the trees. Above the chatter of men and the clatter of
branches, he heard the tramp and rumble of an approaching procession. Naturally, Baldwin rode at the front on a
handsome roan mare. His seat was matchless. Even his clerical robes, cut for
riding, fell in pleasing folds and layers about his legs and was swept up in
back to cover his mount's flanks. A well-dressed girl of about fourteen rode
beside him on a sturdy gelding. She was so dazzled by Baldwin's attention to
her that she did not notice the captain approaching with a frown on his face. "Louisa! Come at once to pay your
respects to the holy biscop." Her eyes widened. She startled and touched
the linen scarf that mostly covered her dark hair. "Yes, Father. I pray
you, Brother Baldwin, excuse me." He smiled at her, and she flushed. "Shameless!" muttered Ivar. Beside him, Sigfrid chuckled. "You
are no different than any of us. Poor Baldwin. Do we truly love him, or only
his beauty? Yet he looks well." He looked well. He cast his gaze anxiously
over the multitude, found what he sought, and smiled so brilliantly at Ivar and
Sigfrid that Ivar actually heard murmurs from the followers who with their
carts and donkeys and bundles were moving in a sluggish flow into the clearing.
Many faces turned to watch the young cleric as he dismounted and pressed
through the crowd. Hands reached out to touch his robe, and seemingly
unconsciously he brushed his fingers across the foreheads of small children
pushed into his path. Ermanrich whistled under his breath.
"You'd think he was a saint the way they treat him." "Ivar!" Baldwin surged forward
to embrace him, weeping with happiness. "Ai, God! Sigfrid!
Ermanrich! Hathumod!" He kissed each of them, tears streaming in a flood
of joy. "You must greet Biscop
Constance," said Ivar, whose temper had sparked with unfathomable
annoyance. "It worked?" Baldwin asked as
guilelessly as a child inquires about the ineffable mystery of God. "She
is free?" Biscop Constance approached them, leaning
on her staff and assisted by Sister Eligia. "I am free, Brother Baldwin,
in no small measure because of the risk you took in Sabella's court." "Baldwin!" Ivar tried to keep
his voice to a whisper, but his irritation kept pushing it louder. "It's
not right to make the holy biscop approach you. You should have gone to
her first!" Baldwin dropped to his knees before the
biscop. When she extended her hand, he pressed her ring to his lips. His tears
wet her hand. Remarkably, she also had tears on her face. She, too, was blinded by his beauty. Ivar found himself wiping rain off his
face, only it had stopped raining and he had already dried his face once. 'Are you the one?" she asked Baldwin. "I am Lady Sabella's seal. I admit to
worse things I did. I was her concubine, it's true, but I'm not proud of my
sins, Your Grace." His face was so open and innocent that it appeared that
whatever he had done he had done without malice or forethought. "We have all done that which
displeases God." 'And God's mercy has saved us. I have
sworn an oath to God, that I will serve Her alone and for the rest of my days,
as penance for my sins and in service of Her glory, which has come down to us
out of the heavens and casts its brilliance across the Earth." Constance examined him closely. 'Are you
that one I have heard whispers of? The rose among thorns?" He shook his head, bewildered by her
comment. The captain's daughter had come as close as she dared to stare at
Baldwin, but her father drew her back with a look that might scar. "Truth rises with the phoenix,"
said Constance. He blushed. "Oh. That. It's true I
made up words to pass the time, and set them to a melody I liked to sing. It
was an easy way to help folk remember the phoenix." "Then it's true, for surely you have
a form most like to the angels." She bowed her head. Baldwin looked up at Ivar and mouthed the
words, "What's true?" Ivar could only shrug. She raised a hand and by this means
brought silence to the assembly crowded around to hear. "A great
evil has fallen upon us. Famine, sickness, war, and dissension plague us. God
is angry, yet She has not forsaken us as we have feared. Many here have heard
the stories of God's grace." "Truth rises with the phoenix!"
cried a woman from the back, and other voices echoed her. "Do not fear the days to come,"
said the biscop as folk around her knelt. "Her glory has come down to us
out of the heavens and casts its brilliance over the Earth. If we will only
believe, then we will be safe. God will answer us in our time of trouble, grant
our every desire, fulfill our every plan. She sends us help from her
sanctuary." She raised Baldwin to his feet as he smiled pliantly with that
look of beautiful incomprehension that in Quedlinhame had so charmed his praeceptors.
"A holy one walks among us." Behind Ivar, Hathumod burst into tears.
5 "YOUR Excellency! I pray you, forgive
us for disturbing you. Come quickly, Your Excellency!" The servant's voice was shrill with a
panic that roused Antonia out of a restful sleep. She grunted and slapped a
hand over her eyes to shut out the flicker of lamplight as the clumsy servant
leaned over her and the sting of oily smoke made her cough. "Your Excellency!" "I have woken." The fool woman remained poised there, as
stupid as a cow. "Come quickly." In the adjoining room, little Berengaria
began to wail as Mathilda's shrieks filled the air. The servant groaned and
fled, leaving Antonia to rise in her shift and grope her way through the dark
room to the opened door that led from one chamber into the other. There was,
mercifully, lamplight, and a trio of servants hastily shoving a heavy table out
of the way. Young Mathilda was spinning, arms straight
out and rigid, hands in fists. "Get away, you beast! It has red eyes! Why
can't anyone else see them?" She sobbed gustily. "Your Highness, if you will only sit
down—" "Shan't! You're trying to kill me!
Just like Mama and Papa! They're never coming! You did it! You did it!" She swung wildly, battering her
attendants. They skittered back to circle as nervously as a pack of dogs
waiting to have a stone thrown at them. One of the double doors leading out into
the courtyard creaked open and Captain Falco slipped in. He was dressed, armed,
and alert. He slept athwart the doors on the pavement outside, but despite his
constant faithful presence and the quiet surroundings in Novomo where they had
bided many weeks now, Mathilda still suffered from night terrors. "I hate you! I hate you!" she
shouted, but it was not clear whom she hated, or what she feared. "Your Highness," ventured
Captain Falco. "Go away! Go! Go!" She stamped
her feet over and over, drumming them on the floor, and flailed with her arms
as she screamed and screamed. It was as if she was possessed by a demon. "Your Highness!" said Antonia
sternly. A nursemaid had caught up Berengaria, who
could not cry for long before starting to cough, and bent her efforts to
soothing the little one. "Take her into my chamber," said
Antonia. "Get her away from her sister! You should have done it at once,
when you saw the fit coming on." The nursemaid whimpered, and started for
the other door, but Mathilda leaped forward and grabbed at her shift. "No! You shan't steal her away! She's
mine!" Berengaria set up a wail that at once
broke into racking coughs, and the child was wheezing and gasping for breath as
Mathilda began to jump up and down shrieking with each leap, completely out of
control. "Captain Falco! You must restrain
her!" He hesitated. He hated to do it. He knew
the princess fought him, and despised him, although he had never done one thing
to harm her. Indeed, his softness had done the most damage, no doubt. A stern
hand must control a hysterical child. "Captain!" She would not do it herself. Last time,
Mathilda had bitten her. He turned his head, caught by a new sound.
Out in the courtyard, torchlight gleamed. She heard a cacophony of voices and
the clatter of many feet advancing on them. Falco drew his sword and stepped
into the doorway, calling for his men. Mathilda was still screaming. The
hapless nursemaid scuttled to the safety of Antonia's chamber. There came a slap, like an arrow thumping
into wood. Falco fell to his knees and cried out. The second door slammed open,
and an apparition appeared—gaunt, filthy, and ragged but entirely alive. "Mama!" Mathilda flung herself forward and hit her
mother so hard that the queen would have tumbled over if so many attendants
were not already pressing up behind her. All of the princess' hysteria
collapsed into noisy, grieving, frightened sobs. She clung to her mother for
what seemed an hour while no one spoke and Adelheid grasped her, dry-eyed,
until at last the girl cried herself to sleep. By this time the nursemaid had crept back
into the room with her mouth gaping open like a simpleton's and Berengaria
silent and slack in her arms. "Captain," said Adelheid in a
low voice. He had by now recovered from his shock and
joy. At her direction, he took Princess Mathilda out of her arms and carried
her to her bed. The child was so heavily asleep that she did not even stir.
Adelheid beckoned to the nursemaid, who brought Berengaria to her. The toddler
was still awake but now too weak after her fit of coughing to do more than gaze
blankly at her mother. "What is wrong with her?" The
hoarse quality of Adelheid's voice did not change. She did not weep, or storm,
or show any sign of anger or joy. "It's the cough, Your Majesty,"
said the nursemaid, stumbling over the words. "She's had that cough since
the storm that overset us all." "Demons were set loose in the
world," said Antonia briskly. "They have found a way in to where
weakness and innocence offer ripe pickings." Adelheid glanced at her, but Antonia could
not interpret what feelings, if any, stormed beneath her pinched features. It
was not that the young queen was no longer pretty, although certainly she had
lost her bloom. It was as if the light that animated her had been snuffed out.
She was cold and hard, like a woman who would never laugh again. "Have you no honey for her
throat?" asked the queen, speaking sternly to the nursemaid. "Ground
up with chestnut meat, it might soothe her. She has always suffered these fits,
as I'm sure you have not forgotten." She noted each of the other
attendants with her gaze. "I would have a bath, although I am sorry to
disturb you all from your rest." Lady Lavinia pushed forward out of the
throng. "Let us only be thankful you have survived, Your Majesty. Anything
in my power to give you is yours." "You have endured the storm better
than many," observed Adelheid. As servants scurried off to haul and heat
water and lay out clothing, she walked forward into the chamber to stand beside
the bed shared by her daughters. "The wind caused much damage, Your
Majesty," said Lavinia, "but my people have set to work with a will
to repair roofs and fences and walls with winter coming on. For a few days
afterward there was some ash fall, but not so much that we could not sweep it
off the streets and dig out the few ditches and pits that it disturbed. Still,
there has been no sun for many months. It has been a hard winter." For a long while Adelheid watched her
daughters. Berengaria, too, had fallen asleep, but her thin face was pale and
she whistled with each exhalation. A steward brought in cracked chestnuts, and
the nursemaid sat down at the table to grind them into a paste she could mix
into honey. Beyond, in the courtyard, torches and
lamps were lit and servants scurried to and fro. Captain Falco had vanished,
replaced by two solemn guardsmen. Lavinia yawned silently and rubbed her eyes,
but did not stray by one step from Adelheid's elbow. The lady of Novomo was
worn and worried but steadfast. She had lost less than most: her daughter had
been sent north soon after Adelheid's departure for Dalmiaka, and so had
weathered the storm in her mother's hall. Of her close kin, all were accounted
for; all were alive. Soon it would he dawn, such as dawn was
these days without any sight of the sun's disk ever appearing to promise that
the light of God's truth would soon illuminate all of humankind. God had
clouded the heavens as a sign of Their disapproval. "I have seen such things. . . ."
murmured Adelheid, more breath than speech. She did not weep, although her tone
harrowed her listeners. "What have you seen, Your
Majesty?" asked Lavinia, wiping a tear from her own face. "God's wrath. I was spared only
because I prayed to God that I might see my daughters once more. That they are
safe is the best I could hope for. Henry is dead, murdered by his own
son." "Patricide!" The servants whispered together, and this
rush of conversation, like the press of wind through trees, flowed outside into
the courtyard from whence it would no doubt be blown throughout the entire
palace and town. Henry is dead, murdered by his own son. Adelheid turned. "What must I do,
Sister Venia? I had this report from an Aostan lord who saw Henry fall. Prince
Sanglant has claimed the Wendish throne for himself although he is only a
bastard and thereby has no right to take it. The Wendish folk have deserted us.
The Aostan lords and ladies have fled to their castles, those who survived. The
plain of Dar has been swallowed by the Enemy. Darre itself is a ruin. No one
can live there. The western coast has burst into flame. The mountains spew
fire. So we are punished for our sins. The nobles will strike against me.
Already they blame me for what they term 'the Wendish folly.' Those who were
once my allies have deserted me." Antonia smiled. At long last, God had
answered her, as she had always expected Them to do. "Do not fear, Your
Majesty. God are testing us. Through our actions, we will reveal our true
natures. Then They will separate the wicked from the righteous. Anoint me as
skopos, and I will set all to right." "How can I anoint you, Sister,"
the queen asked bitterly, "when I have no allies and no army and you have
no chair?" "It is true I have no chair, but I
possess the skopos' robes and scepter, which were abandoned by Holy Mother
Anne. She did not respect God as she ought. Earthly concerns stained her, so she forgot
what was due her position as God's shepherd on Earth." "Perhaps. But all fell out as she
predicted. The Lost Ones have had their revenge, and we survive in the ruins of
their triumph." "We are not yet ruined, Your Majesty.
Be strong. I have one other thing Anne left behind." She crossed into her
chamber. After a servingwoman helped her into a robe, she waved the woman out
of the room and turned to her wooden storage chest. She had bound a burning
spell into the lock in the form of an amulet identical to that Anne had used in
the palace in Darre: wolfsbane, lavender, and thistle. Tracing a sign, she
murmured the words of unbinding and protection before teasing apart the amulet
and unlocking and opening the chest. She dug beneath layers of silk and linen
and returned to the other room. Adelheid had not moved, although by now
day was rising and the servants had extinguished the lamps. Two stewards entered, the second waiting
as the first whispered to Lady Lavinia, who nodded. "Very good, Veralia. Have the guards
bring the prisoners to the courtyard. I'll be out in a moment." As the
first steward hurried out, Lavinia bent her head to hear the message brought by
the second, then turned to Adelheid. "Your Majesty, if you will attend me,
there is water now for a bath and clean robes to change into. A meal to be
served and wine to drink." Adelheid did not move. "I must go out for a moment, Your
Highness," Lavinia continued, looking anxious when Adelheid did not
respond. "My soldiers scout the countryside every day, seeking refugees.
Enemies. Allies. We cast a wide net, and now and again catch a handsome fish.
Few march as boldly to our walls as you did." Lavinia faltered as Antonia shook her
head, enjoining silence. Mathilda's attendants had shoved the big table out of
the way and up against a tapestry depicting the trials of triumphs of St.
Agnes, the virgin whom fire refused to burn. Antonia set her burden down on
this table and unwrapped the cloth covering. It gleamed in lamplight, polished
and bright. "That is Emperor Taillefer's
crown," said Adelheid. Her expression sharpened. The fire that had refused
to touch St. Agnes, tied to the stake for refusing to offer incense to pagan
gods, had leaped into Adelheid's heart and caught there. "Henry may be dead, Your Majesty, but
his daughters live. You are still Empress, crowned and anointed." "I am still Empress," she
whispered, nodding. God grant a certain light to some people
that causes them therefore to draw the eye. As one watches a flame ignite in
oil, Antonia watched Adelheid burn once more. The trials she had suffered had
seared away her soft prettiness, but even this could not touch the core of her,
which was iron. "We must bide our time and make our
plans carefully," the queen went on. "We must seek what advantage we
can. We must act quickly to build a base of support. News must go out at once
that there is a new skopos. Then folk must come to us to receive your
blessing." Perhaps she had underestimated Adelheid.
Anger and suffering had honed her into a fitting weapon. "Many will seek God's guidance,"
Antonia agreed. "It's true I still have an army, if
Lady Lavinia can feed and house us. There are other allies who will be
desperate for guidance—as you say—in this time of trouble. Frightened people
seek a strong leader." She touched each gem fixed to the seven points on
the massive crown: gleaming pearl, lapis lazuli, pale sapphire, carnelian,
ruby, emerald, and last of all banded orange-brown sardonyx, which represented
God's hierarchy on Earth: God, noble, commoner. "My lady!" The first steward
reappeared at the door. Veralia was stout and brisk, a good captain of the
hall. "The guards have brought the new prisoners, as you instructed. They
are armed, but have offered no resistance, so Captain Oswalo deemed it best not
to provoke a fight. They are heavily guarded." Adelheid stepped forward. "What have
you found, Lavinia?" 'A small band of Wendish folk, so I am
told. I have already given instructions that any Wendish refugees are to be
brought to me. We know not what jewels we may find among them. Veralia?" "They were arrested by our soldiers
yesterday, on the road that leads down out of the north." "Wendish refugees should be fleeing to
the north," said Adelheid. "Captain Oswalo wondered at first if
they might be spies, but— well—you will see, my lady. Your Majesty. There is a
young Wendish lord and his attendant, a cleric, a servingwoman, two barbarians,
and a girl who claims to be the descendant of Emperor Taillefer." Indeed, a piercing, immature voice was
suddenly audible to every soul in the chamber, driven in from outside by powerful
lungs and delivered in Wendish. "I said I don't want to come
here! I said it. Why does no one listen to me?" "Perhaps because your voice is too
loud," remarked a second voice, that of a youth. Its timbre caused
Antonia's heart to race; she flushed, heat speeding to her skin. "It has to be loud if no one can hear
me!" "Everyone can hear you, brat." "I'm not a brat. I'm not! We
need to keep going south, to Darre. I have to find my father, you know that.
He's supposed to be in Darre, so that's where we're going. If we'd fought them
to begin with, we wouldn't be prisoners now!" "That's right. Because we'd all be
dead. They outnumber us three to one." "That never stopped my father! Did
it, Heribert? Did it?" The sound of that name made her dizzy. She
thought she might collapse, but she forced herself to totter forward in the
wake of Lavinia and Adelheid as they sallied out the door, their curiosity
piqued by the childish outburst. Adelheid began to laugh, almost sobbing. "How came this prize to me?" she
asked Lady Lavinia. "Do you know these folk?"
Lavinia asked. Antonia caught herself on the door's frame
as she stared past Adelheid's shoulder. "I know the one who is most important
to me," said Adelheid. Even Antonia, who had only seen her as an
infant, recognized Sanglant's daughter in the lanky, furious girl straining to
break free of a stolid young servant woman who held her by the shoulders.
Whether the girl meant to kick the youth who stood with arms crossed in front
of her, alternately making irritated faces at her and measuring his captors, or
whether she meant to throw herself onto Lavinia's guards like a wild lion cub,
Antonia could not tell. The servingwoman had a queer cast of skin but looked
otherwise normal. There were, indeed, two barbarians, one man and one woman
with dark complexions, slanted eyes, and outlandish tunics fashioned out of
stiffened cloth nothing like woven wool. The woman wore an elaborate headdress.
The man carried a quiver and a strung bow and seemed only to be biding his
time, waiting for a signal. There was a youthful servingman as well, a callow
lordling of a kind she recognized from her days as biscop in Mainni, some minor noble's
youngest son sent off to serve a higher born man. She recognized the youth who was arguing
with the princess. He had his father's look about him; no one could mistake him
for another man's son. But what bent her back and made her sag
against the frame was the seventh in their party, dressed in well-worn cleric's
robes. A careful observer might remark on a certain resemblance between the
noble youth and the once elegant cleric, but few bothered to look closely in a
place where they had no expectation of reward. The princess broke free of her servant and
marched right up to Adelheid. "Who are you?" she
demanded, planting fists on hips as she jutted out her chin. She looked to be
about twelve or thirteen years of age, which was manifestly impossible, but her
behavior suggested that of a much younger child. "You're dirty!" The empress looked down on the child, not
kindly. "I am the one who holds you hostage." "You do not!" The barbarian archer twitched and slid a
hand toward his quiver. "Put it down, Odei," said young
Villam. "Best to see what they want before we get ourselves killed in a
hopeless fight." The man glanced at Princess Blessing, then
nodded. He served the girl, but obeyed the youth, who already possessed his
father's calm habit of command. Yet hadn't this boy died years ago? She had a
vague memory of a tale told of Villam's youngest son vanishing beneath a stone
crown. And hadn't Sanglant's and Liath's baby been born only five years past?
This could not be the same infant she remembered. There was one among the prisoners who
could answer her questions. One who watched without expression as the other six
looked, each according to her nature, alarmed, angry, rebellious, puzzled,
thoughtful, or scared. "Now we have something Henry's
bastard son wants," said Adelheid. "If you will, Lavinia, lock them
away, but do not neglect them. These are a fine treasure. This will serve us
well." "Yes, Your Majesty. Captain, place
guards in the North Tower and install them there." "Yes, my lady. At once." "Will you ransom us?" asked the
youth boldly. "If it serves my purpose,"
replied Adelheid, looking him over. She nodded. "You must be Helmut Villam's son. The
resemblance is remarkable. Are you one of his by-blows? I understood he had no
legitimate sons still living." The lad smiled, reminding Antonia even
more of Villam, who had known how to use his charm to advantage. "That
mystery must remain unanswered." His pause was not quite insolent, not
quite proud. "Your Majesty." She laughed, amused by him, liking his
face and his manners, although he was still a youth and she long since a woman.
Still, the gap in years was not that great. Stranger matches had happened.
"Take them. I'll have that bath, Lavinia, with thanks." "Go," said Lavinia to her
captain. Antonia stumbled forward and grabbed the
cleric's sleeve as, in the confusion, he hesitated while the guards pressed the
others into the courtyard. He turned and looked at her, not appearing at all
surprised to see her. In the solemn morning light, his eyes appeared more blue
than hazel. A trio of guards waited to escort him while the rest dispersed. The
child had begun to complain again in that irritating voice. "I don't want to go to the tower! I
want to go to—" "You deserted me," Antonia said,
keeping her voice low so others would not hear. Long had it festered. Until
this moment, she hadn't realized how angry he had made her. "You disobeyed
me! I never gave you permission to leave me." "I remember you," said Heribert
in a voice not his own. "He never liked you." "What do I care if he liked me or
not! He is a bastard, no better than a dog! It is your desertion of the one to
whom you owe allegiance that offends God." "I acted because of what was in my
heart. I loved him, but he is lost to me and I can love no other." She slapped him. His face, so finely bred and once so
familiar, seemed that of a stranger as he carefully drew his sleeve out of her
grasp and turned to the guards. "I would follow them I know," he said
with his back to her as if she were no better than a servant. No one to whom he
owed fealty. No one who mattered one whit to him. She fell, and fell, into the Pit, into a
fit of coughing furious sickening rage, but he was already beyond her and she
would not make a scene with servants walking past and Captain Falco watching
beside the door with rebuking curiosity. 'Are you well, Your Excellency? I pray you
are not ill." Falco did not so pray. He distrusted her.
Few could love the righteous. They envied and hated them instead. But her son. Her own son, for whom she had
sacrificed so much! Heribert would be punished, of course. Did
it not state in the Holy Verses that children were commanded to respect and
honor their mothers and fathers, or else be stoned to death? Yet Heribert was weak. She knew that
because she had raised him to be weak and compliant. It was the bastard, the
false one, the enemy—Prince Sanglant—who had corrupted him. Therefore, it was Sanglant who had to
fall. PART THREE ABVENTUS
IX WELL MET
1 THE adventus of Sanglant, son of Henry,
into the ancient citadel of Quedlinhame at the head of his victorious army
would be commemorated in poetry and song, Liath supposed, but no doubt the
poets would sing of fine silken banners rippling in the breeze and gaily
caparisoned horses prancing under the rein of their magnificently-garbed
riders, a host splendid and brilliant beyond description, shining in the light
of the sun. That's what poets did. This ragged army and dreary day offered no
fodder for song, so song would make of them something they were not. But march they did along the road, silent,
weary, hungry, but not beaten. On this gray, late winter day, the view before
them was dominated by the hill and its ancient fortress, now the cloister ruled
by Sanglant's aunt, Mother Scholastica. The fields on one side of the road lay
in stubble, and on the other a field of winter wheat had sprouted mostly weeds. Scouts had ridden ahead to inform the
abbess of their arrival, and that wise woman had sent her novices and nuns and
monks out to line the road as a way of greeting the man who claimed the
regnancy and who possessed, more importantly, the corpus of the dead king. Townspeople stood
back, staring rather than cheering. They looked thin and pale. Like the wheat,
they hadn't had much to subsist on over the winter. As the army trudged between
the rows of robed novices and sturdy monks, Liath peered into those faces,
although she knew Ivar was long gone from Quedlinhame. On that other adventus, so well
remembered, Henry's troops and clerics had sung triumphant hymns as a
processional. That so many of Sanglant's still breathed was a testament to his
leadership, but certainly their arrival stirred no festive mood and no songs.
Not yet. The songs would be written later. No one in Wendar had heard Henry, with his
dying breath, name Sanglant as his heir. In Wendar, Sanglant would have to
fight with intrigue, diplomacy, and force of personality. These weapons, which
he liked least, he would of necessity wield most. It was not going to be easy. That, certainly, became clear as soon as
they saw the welcoming party arrayed in the middle of the road: two men and two
women in cleric's robes and a woman wearing the key and chain of the mayor.
Liath sorted faces, and turned her attention inward in order to race through
her palace of memory, marking names and features. Sanglant was ahead of her in thought
although he rode at her left hand on his gelding, Fest. She heard him mutter
under his breath. The words escaped her, but the tone was sour. "Ha!" said Duchess Liutgard, who
rode to his left and was never shy of speaking her mind. "Now the game
starts in earnest, Cousin. Where is your aunt? She has snubbed you by not
coming out to greet you herself." "Is the insult worse to me, or to my
father?" asked Sanglant grimly. "He deserves better state than this
trifling welcome." A monk whose face seemed familiar to Liath
came forward from the group and bowed his head. "Your Highness. You are
welcome here to Quedlinhame, ancient home of your father's grandfather's
maternal lineage. I pray you, Your Highness, let me lead your horse into the
town as befits your rank." "You are the prior?" asked
Sanglant. "I am." Sanglant looked at his cousin Liutgard,
and for an instant Liath felt insulted in her turn, that Sanglant shouldn't
look to her first, who came first in his heart. Yet Liutgard's understanding of
court politics so far surpassed Liath's as Liath's understanding of sorcery
exceeded Liutgard's knowledge of the magical arts. Sanglant, being a good commander, called
for spears when he needed spears and swords when he needed swords. "Where is Mother Scholastica?"
Liutgard asked. "I am surprised she has not come to greet the regnant, as
is fitting." "Has he been anointed and crowned, my
lady?" The prior did not appear cowed by the ranks of soldiers. "What
of his siblings, Henry's other children? What transpires on the field of
battle—of which we have not yet heard a full accounting—may be reexamined by clearer
heads." 'As if you can possibly comprehend what we
faced!" cried Liutgard, half rising in the saddle. Her horse danced
sideways in response to her mood. "We also suffered many losses in the
storm. Your own heir—" It was a cruel blow. Sanglant caught
Liutgard's horse as her hands went slack on the reins. She was felled,
speechless, and he must speak for her. "What of Duchess Liutgard's
heir?" "Killed in last autumn's tempest by a
falling branch when she was out riding," the prior said primly, as if some
fault accrued to the girl. "There is another daughter.
Ermengard. Destined for the church, if I recall rightly." The prior nodded. "Mother Scholastica
did all that was proper. She brought the child to Kassel to take up her
sister's place." Liutgard jerked the reins out of
Sanglant's hands and pressed her horse forward until it almost trampled the
prior, who took several steps back as his own people crowded forward to protect
him. She was hoarse with fury. "Mother Scholastica could bear these
tidings to me herself, as would have been proper. Instead she allows me
to come to this grief through your careless chatter!" Sanglant turned to his captain and spoke
quietly. "Fulk. We'll set up camp." Fulk gave the order, and one of the
sergeants blew the signal that marked the day's end to the march. Townsfolk
scattered out of the way as soldiers rolled out wagons and dismounted from
their horses. A skree reverberated from the
heavens as the griffins returned. At first glance, they might appear as eagles.
Within moments, however, their true nature became apparent, and the townsfolk
who had lingered to chat or trade with the soldiers screamed and ran for the
safety of the walls. To his credit, the prior stood his ground as the two
griffins landed with a whuff of wings and a resounding thump on the ground. The poor
mayor, gone corpse white, knotted her hands and began to weep. Liutgard reined her horse aside, her face
white and her hands shaking. "Prior Methodius, my tent flies the
black dragon." Sanglant gestured casually toward the griffins. "You
will also know where I camp by the presence of my attendants." "Have we your permission to retreat,
Your Highness?" asked Prior Methodius, voice hoarse with fear. "You may go." They retreated slowly, like honey oozing
down a slope. They were afraid to run despite wanting badly to do so. Sanglant
dismounted on the road, holding himself under a tighter rein than he did his
gelding. "I wish the griffins had torn them to bits!" cried
Liutgard. "She is challenging your authority, and mine! That was a good
answer to their impertinence." He smiled, although not with any pleasure.
"I did not call the griffins. They always return about this time of
day." "It will be taken as a sign. There is
no telling what alliances your aunt has formed in the last few years. King
Henry was gone from Wendar for too long. Half of the Wendish folk beg us for
aid, and the other half curse at us for abandoning them. We can never trust her
now. She scorns us, who served Henry best!" "What do you say, Burchard?"
Sanglant asked, seeing that Liutgard was caught up in a passion. Duke Burchard rode at Liutgard's left. His
hands shook with a palsy, and he was always exhausted, at the end, so the poets
would say, of his rope. He was not a warm man, Liath had discovered, but she
respected him. He turned his weary gaze to Liutgard. The
duchess had the stamina to adjust to reversals and hardships. She had lost one
husband, and must at this moment be too stunned to really absorb the news the
prior had brought her. "I will see you anointed and
recognized, Your Majesty. Then I mean to go home, set my duchy in order, and
die. I have seen too much." One of his stewards helped him down from his
horse and led him away to a tent, the first up, where he could lie down. So they went, some time later, into the
royal tent salvaged out of the ruins of Henry's army. On the center pole, the
red silk banner eagle,
dragon, and lion stitched in gold flew above the black dragon. Inside, Liath sat on a stool as Sanglant
paced, while his stewards and captains came and went on errands she could not
keep track of. Now and again he glanced at her, as if to mark that she had not
escaped him, but he listened, considered, gave orders, and countermanded two of
these commands when new information was brought to him. He knew what to do. She
was superfluous. Lamps were lit, and when she stepped outside to take in the
texture of the chill winter air, she saw that it was almost dark. On the road, a score of folk carrying
torches approached. They halted when Argent coughed a warning cry and raised
his crest. She walked over to him. He bent his head
and allowed her to scratch the spot where forearm met shoulder that he had a
hard time reaching with beak or claws. His breath was meaty, and his huge eyes
blinked once, twice, then cleared as the inner membrane flicked back. She
should fear him; she knew that; but since Anne's death, her reunion with
Sanglant, and the departure of the Horse people, nothing seemed to scare her,
not even when it should. She watched, and she listened, but she spoke little
and offered less advice. "In some ways," she said idly to
Argent as he rumbled in his throat, "it's as if all Da's training to be
invisible has flowered. Do beasts know what their purpose is? Or do they simply
exist?" A voice raised in protest. "I pray
you, Holy Mother, do not venture forward. The beasts could tear you to
pieces." "God will watch over me." Liath remembered that pragmatic voice well
enough; she watched from the anonymity of Argent's shoulder as Mother
Scholastica dismounted from a skittish white mule. The torchlight illuminated
her. Her stern face had grown lean and lined in the manner of a woman who has
had to make many difficult, distressing decisions, but her back was still
straight and her stride measured and confident as she approached the tent with
her attendants scuttling behind. She did not glance even once at the griffins,
although her attendants could not stop looking. The entrance flap swept open
and Sanglant emerged to wait for her beneath the awning. 'Aunt," he said graciously. "You
honor me." "Where is Henry?" He gestured toward the interior of the
tent, but certainly he turned and went inside first, and she allowed him to do so,
giving him precedence. A trio of clerics scurried in after her. Others waited
outside, huddled under the awning as they whispered and, at intervals, cast
glances into the night where the griffins waited. After a moment Liath realized
that naturally they could see only shadows; she could see them because of the
pair of lit lamps hanging from the awning and, of course, because of her
salamander eyes. She gave Argent a last vigorous scratch
and went back to the tent. The clerics stared at her, but the guardsmen nodded
and made no comment as she slipped past them. "I bring unwelcome tidings,
Liutgard," Scholastica was saying. "You bring no tidings at all,"
replied Liutgard caustically. "I have already heard the news." Even this disrespectful greeting did not jolt
Scholastica's composure. Sanglant indicated that the abbess should sit in the
camp chair to his left normally reserved for Liutgard. The stool to his right
sat empty. He noted Liath's entrance with a glance, but otherwise kept his
attention on his aunt. "Where did Henry's death take place?
In what manner did you find him? How can you verify that he was in thrall to
this daimone? What of Queen Adelheid? Whose blow killed him? Where is his
corpus now?" "We brought his heart and bones from
the south." "His remains must be buried at
Quedlinhame beside his mother." "Naturally. Why else would I have
come here, Aunt?" "To be anointed as regnant. Do not
trifle with me, Sanglant. Liutgard and Burchard support you. Yet rumor has it
that you abandoned Sapientia in the wilderness." "Never did any sour soul deserve that
fate more!" laughed Wichman from the corner. "Silence!" It was startling to see Wichman cowed as
he ducked his head and murmured, "I pray for your pardon, Aunt." "Do not mock. I will not tolerate it.
What of Sapientia, Sanglant? Are you responsible for her death?" "We do not know if she lives, or is
dead." "Among the Quman savages, living is
surely like death. We are not like the Salians or the Aostans or the
Arethousans. We Wendish do not kill our relatives in our quest for power." "I do not seek power, Aunt. I seek
order, where it seems there is no other who can grant it. You witnessed the
events of last autumn. We felt its effects most bluntly. I have soldiers who are
scarred from burns they suffered in that wind and others who died coughing with
ash in their lungs. I did what had to be done. That it is not worse with
Wendar's army is due to my efforts. I will not have it said otherwise." "So I witnessed." Liutgard stood
with shoulders locked back, arms and neck rigid. "So I will swear, as will
all of my soldiers and attendants." "So I will swear," said Burchard
wearily, "although my own daughter perished." He paused to touch
Liutgard on the arm before continuing. "What became of Princess Sapientia
I do not know, only what reports have been spoken of, but she could not have
held the army together. Henry willed the kingdom to Sanglant on his dying
breath. This I witnessed. This I swear." Liath had by this time crept around the
wall of the tent as nobles and guardsmen shifted to make way for her, not
betraying her by giving her more notice than they would to a faithful hound
seeking its master. She wasn't sure whether their deference annoyed her or
placated her. She would never become used to this life. Never. But as
Scholastica examined Burchard's seamed face, Liath slipped onto the stool
beside Sanglant and hoped no one would call attention to her arrival, which no
one did. There were five sturdy traveling lamps placed on tripods and another
four hanging from the cross poles. The light gave every face a waxy quality,
too bright, but there also gleamed on one wall the unfurled imperial banner.
Gold-and-silver thread glinted in the crown of stars, which was embroidered on
cloth and stained with tracks of soot that no one had been given permission to
wash out. Even the rents and tears in the fabric had been left. The Wendish
banner had been washed and repaired, but not the imperial one. "It is not part of our law for the
bastard child to inherit," said Scholastica, "but I have observed
that laws are silent in the presence of arms. That Liutgard and Burchard speak
for you gives strength to your case." She looked at each duke in turn, as
if her disapproval could change their minds, but Burchard merely sighed and
Liutgard glared back at her. "Let Theophanu and Ekkehard agree, and it
will be done." "I have already sent Eagles to
Osterburg." "I sent Eagles and messengers out as
well, when I heard rumor of your coming. While you wait for their arrival, you
must disperse your army. I cannot feed so many for more than three days. Our
stores are already low. The weather bodes ill for the spring." "I will keep my army beside me." "Will you take by force that which
you can only win with God's favor, and the agreement of your peers?" His frown was quick but marked. Unlike his
father, Sanglant did not rage easily, and a few men muttered to see him brush
the edge of anger. "I did not seek this position. I am my father's
obedient son. I have done only what he wished." "A man may turn away from a platter of meat when he has just
eaten, only to crave it when he hungers. We are not unchanging creatures,
Nephew. We wax and wane like the moon, and at times we change our minds about
what it is we want. Although, I see, some things have not changed." She
gestured toward Liath. "The last, if not the first, or so your grandmother
divined. Your concubine?" "My wife," he said, his
irritation even more pronounced. "An Eagle is your wife?" she
asked, as if he had claimed to have married a leper. "Liathano is of noble birth out of
Bodfeld." "A minor family which can bring no worthwhile alliance to your
position. Surely it would be wiser to seek a more advantageous match. Duke
Conrad's daughter, or Margrave Gerberga of Austra's youngest sister, Theucinda.
Margrave Waltharia herself, if it is true that her husband died on your
expedition, leaving her free. There was some interest there before, between the
two of you, I believe." "I have what I need." Scholastica turned her gaze and examined
Liath with a look meant to intimidate. Strangely, Liath found herself caught
between an intense boredom at the prospect of having to endure much more of
this sparring and at the same time a feeling of being wrung so tight that like
Sanglant she could not sit restfully but kept tapping one foot on the carpet. "Your mother was a heathen?"
asked Scholastica at last. "No, not really, Holy Mother,"
said Liath, aware of how disrespectful she sounded and, for this instant, just
not caring. "A Daisanite woman of black complexion whom your father
impregnated?" "My mother was a daimone of the upper
air, imprisoned by the woman who later made herself skopos. My father loved
her. I am the result of that passion." Was that a smile that shifted the lines in
that grim expression, even for an instant? Liath had no idea, but she saw that
such a bald statement
did not confound the abbess although her three clerics made little noises of
astonishment. In some cases, a smile is a sword. "Do you have a soul?" the abbess
asked kindly. Half the people in the tent gasped, while
the other half, shocked into silence, stared. Sanglant shifted, ready to rise
and confront this challenge, but Liath set a hand on his forearm and he
quieted, although she could feel the tension in his muscles, a hound barely
leashed and poised to lunge. 'Are not all creatures created by God? I
am no different than you, Mother Scholastica." Her eyes narrowed and her mouth thinned,
but it was impossible tell if she were offended or intrigued. "So you say.
I understand that you are educated." "Yes, I am educated as well as my
father was able to teach me. I can read and write in three languages." "You were condemned as a
maleficus." "I am not one. I was educated as a
mathematicus." "You admit it publicly, knowing that
the church condemned such sorcery at the Council of Narvone? That you were
excommunicated in absentia by a council at Autun?" "I am not afraid of the church,
Mother Scholastica." She was surprised, more than anything, at how weary
she felt in defending herself, and how peculiar it was to be shed at long last
of the fear that had so long hunted her. Da had taught her to fear; it was the
only defense he had known. "I believe in God, just as you do. I pray to God,
just as you do. I am no heretic or infidel. You cannot harm me if my companions
refuse to shun me, and the skopos and her mages are dead." As soon as she spoke the words, she knew
them ill said. The abbess stiffened and turned deliberately away from her. "I am not accustomed to being spoken
to in this manner, Sanglant," said Mother Scholastica. "Especially
not by one who was excommunicated. I have heard tales of this woman. She is
infamous for seducing and discarding men." "So you believe," said Sanglant.
"I know otherwise." "Even your father was not
immune." "My father was betrayed by his second
wife, a pretty woman of impeccable noble lineage." "Will your fate run likewise,
Nephew?" He laughed curtly. "Liathano has
already made her choice, and I had no say in it. I will not beg her to stay,
nor can I prevent her from leaving." "Then why do you stay?" the
abbess asked Liath, carefully not using her name, as if she were a creature
that could not possess a name and therefore a human existence. "Because I love him." "Love is trifling compared to
obligation, faith, and duty. Passion waxes and wanes like the moon of which we
have spoken. It is more fragile than a petal torn from a rose. You may even
believe that your motives spring from disinterested love, but you have not
answered my question. What do you want?" Liath had no answer. 2 I pray you, Sanglant, forgive me. I
haven't the patience for court life." "No," he agreed. She sat on the pallet they shared,
watching him where he sat cross-legged at the tent's entrance. He twitched the
flap open and looked away from her to stare out into the camp. The ring of
sentry fires burned steadily; a few shapes paced, as he wished he could. In the
royal tent he had room to pace, but he had acceded to Liath's wishes weeks ago
and set aside a smaller tent where they could sleep alone. Even in Gent he hadn't slept alone but
rather with a pack of dogs as his attendants. She coughed, bent slightly to scratch her
thigh. He glanced at her. She had stripped down to a light linen shift so worn
it was translucent. A lamp hung from the crossbeam of the tent, and by its
flame he admired how the fabric curved and layered around breast and thigh and
hip. "No," he repeated. "When
you were an Eagle, you had no power and had to endure what was cast before you.
Now, you have defeated Anne and her Sleepers. Nothing keeps you here except the
memory of Blessing—and your love for me. Otherwise, I have nothing you want, as
my aunt suspects." "Does she?" Perhaps not. She is the third child, after
Henry and Rotrudis. She placed in the convent early and invested as abbess by
the time was fourteen. Obligation and duty are the milk she has drunk all her
life. She must believe you seek power or advancement. She may not be able to
believe otherwise." "What do you believe?" He shrugged. "I have nothing you
want, Liath. Therefore, I believe you." She smiled, so sweetly that he laughed,
although the sight of her pained him now that he was so close to bearing the
full weight of the burden his father had thrust on him. "With Da, I learned to run from place
to place. Fugitives only want never to be caught. They never think beyond their
next escape route. I set myself against Anne, and I defeated her—if what we
have seen these past months can be called a triumph. What is left to me? I have
outrun those who sought to capture me. I have lost my daughter." "As have Liutgard and Burchard lost
theirs." He sighed. "And I will become regnant, as my father wished.
Will you leave me? It is true you haven't the patience for court life." From this angle he could see, also, the
hill on which the fortress and convent of Quedlinhame stood, ancient seat of
his great great grandmother's inheritance. Lucienna of Attomar had brought
lands and wealth to the first Henry, together with allies enough to assure him
of support when he reached for and took the throne of Wendar. Without Lucienna
and her kin, the first Henry would not have become regnant. In honor of that
connection, the old fortress had been turned into the most favored and wealthiest
monastery in the land, shepherded always by a girl born into the royal line.
Like young Richardis, his aunt, who had renamed herself Scholastica when she
entered the church as a youthful abbess three decades ago. She was accustomed
to wielding power, and to passing judgment. Henry had trusted her. But she did
not trust Sanglant or his half-human wife. A torch shone on the distant wall, marking
the gate. Otherwise, it was dark. As usual, clouds obscured the sky. He let the
canvas fall and turned to look at his wife. She remained outwardly as calm as a
pool undisturbed by wind or debris. Like the stars, she was veiled. But he no
longer believed she was hiding anything from him. All artifice and concealment
had been burned away, first in her journey into the aether and then, finally,
in the cataclysm itself. "You said once—" To his
surprise, he faltered with the words catching in his throat, but he drove himself onward.
"You said that what you saw and experienced in the heavens, with your
mother's kin, gave you peace." She nodded. "Yes, peace. More than
that. I found joy." Jealousy gnawed like a worm, as the poets
would say, and poets had a knack for speaking truth. "Joy," he said
hoarsely, hating the sound of the word, hating the sound of his voice because
he knew that on this field he was helpless. He had no weapons and no strategy. She caught his elbow and drew him close.
"I did not stay there." She pressed her lips into the curve of his
neck. Once, this alone would have driven all
thought of trouble from his mind. Now, there were many things he wanted to say,
but he let them go. 3 FOR three days they remained encamped outside
of Quedlinhame, waiting. Liutgard went into seclusion. By the second day folk
came down from the town to trade with the soldiers, not that the soldiers had
much to trade with. The men cleaned and repaired their gear, hunted in the
woodlands despite the dearth of game, and herded the horses into meadowlands to
graze and rest. With so much time on her hands, Liath flew
with the Eagles, although she was no longer truly one of their nest. The twenty
who had survived the trek north out of Aosta had gained another fifteen comrades,
coming piecemeal into their ranks once the army reached Wendar. Most recently a
very young Eagle named Ernst who had been chafing at Quedlinhame for several
months had arrived at camp, proclaiming himself eager to be out of that cage.
Now, in the afternoon, a dozen Eagles sat together under an awning that
protected them from a drizzle. The sky had a grayer cast than usual. The
fortress hill seemed colorless, set against the dreary sky. The soft light cast
a glamour over the oak forest, while to the east the heavens had brightened to
a pearllike gleam where the rain stopped and the clouds lightened. The sun
never broke through. "Not much snow in the mountains when
we were crossing," Hathui was saying to Ernst. "Maybe more came after
we crossed, But if there isn't snow, then the melt won't swell the rivers come
spring." "If spring ever comes," said
Ernst. "We had no snow at all. It was uncanny warm all winter. First,
there was so much rain the fields flooded. In parts of Osterburg, streets and
houses both ran underwater, all the way up to my knees! Nay, wait, that flood
came in Askulavre. The bad rainstorms were earlier, back in the autumn. But now
there's only a bit of rain like this. And yet always cloud." "My granddad said there was one
winter when he was a lad they never saw sun, and all spring, too," said
another Eagle, a southerner out of Avaria with curly dark hair and big,
callused hands. "He lost two of his brothers that next winter. It was
worse the year after for they'd eaten most of their seed corn. He used to talk
about that time a lot when he was blind and bedridden. I'd sit with him, just
to hear the tale, for he liked telling it. Still, I wonder." He gestured
toward the heavens. "Crops can't grow without sun and rain in the right measure." "Too warm all winter," said
Hathui. "Too dry in the south last year, when we were down there. A
terrible drought, so bad every blade of grass was brittle. Up here, everything
is soggy. I've got mold on my feet!" Everyone laughed, and for a while they
talked about how their feet itched and how their clothes and tents stank of
mildew. Everyone had mold on their feet except Liath, who was never sick and
never plagued by fleas or lice or rashes. She sat as usual in the back. The
other Eagles were accustomed to her presence in a way no one else could be.
They ignored her. For her part, she braided fiber into rope as Eldest Uncle had
taught her. At intervals she played surreptitiously at setting twigs to burn,
honing her ability to call fire into smaller and smaller targets. Mostly, she
listened to their news and their gossip and their conclusions as well as the
information they had gleaned speaking to the locals. She listened to Ernst's
earnest report of conditions in Wendar over the last six months or more, ever
since that windstorm had swept over them. Folk even so far north as Wendar had
felt and feared and marked this unnatural tempest, although they had no way of
knowing the truth. The Eagles with Henry's army had seen, and
witnessed. Yet even they did not know the whole. "I wonder," she said aloud, and
noted how they all stilled and started and turned, then waited for her to speak. She
smiled as she realized in what manner she fooled herself, wanting to believe
they did not scrutinize her every least movement and word for hidden meanings.
She was no longer an Eagle. That part of her life was gone. "I'm just wondering," she said
into their silence, "if the strange weather is an artifact of Anne's
spell. It might even be an effect of the spell woven in ancient times under the
Bwr shaman's supervision that rebounded on us. The Bwr shaman are tempestari,
so the legends say." "So we observed ourselves," said
Hathui. "It was her magic that stemmed the blizzard that swept over us
when we were in the east." "Or created that blizzard." Because she had power over the weather. In a still forest, an unexpected wind may
agitate the leaf litter, unearthing hidden depths and items long concealed by
layer upon layer of detritus. She rose, tucking fiber and the short length of
rope into a pouch. Thoughts skittered like mice fleeing across a church floor
suddenly illuminated by a lamp. There was a pattern there, a plan, a potential
action. All at once she was too restless to sit, troubled and stimulated by a
hundred threads any one of which, teased out to its end, might give her an
answer. "I'll come with you," said
Hathui. Liath laughed as they crossed out into the
drizzle, which was already fading into spits and kisses. "Did Sanglant set
you on me, to be my guard?" "Something like that." "Walk with me. Let me think." They walked. Time had passed unnaturally for her. It
was strange to be walking in the Wendish countryside after she had traveled to
such distant lands. A damp breeze stiffened her hands until she tucked them
inside her sleeves and promptly stumbled on uneven ground, tripped, and had to
flatten her palm on the ground to avoid pitching headlong into a mire of slimy
grass and mud. She swore as she wiped her hand off. Hathui laughed. They had set up camp beyond the fields
that ringed the hilltop fortress, in scrub country used sometimes for
cultivation and sometimes for pasture and sometimes left fallow. Stands of
young beech grew in neat copses that had recently been trimmed back by
woodcutters. Sapling ash grew in soggy hollows, everywhere surrounded by
honeysuckle or fescue. She knelt beside a tangle of raspberry vines and brushed a hand
over its thornlike hairs. Too tiny to light. She could not focus that tightly. Yet. From out in the woodland cover, they heard
a horn. "They've caught a scent," said
Hathui. "Why didn't you go with him?" "It reminds me too much of my life
with Da. Look. There are the griffins." They glided so far above that for a moment
Liath imagined them no larger than eagles. "They must be very high," said
Hathui. "There they go." The specks vanished into the south, toward
hills and wilder forest lands. Crashing sounded in the brush and they
turned just as a dozen riders emerged laughing and shouting excitedly, a pack
of hunters separated from the main group. She recognized Sanglant among their
number. He rode over to them. So often in these last months he had
looked worn by the burden of ruling, but this moment he had that same reckless,
carefree attractiveness she had fallen in love with back at Gent so many years
ago. Not so long ago in her memory, not nearly as long as in his. "What are you hunting?" he
asked. "You have that look on your face." He nodded at Hathui,
marking her presence, and she inclined her head in answer to his unspoken
message. "I am thinking," Liath said,
"about the weather." He regarded her curiously before turning
in his saddle to give a signal to his retinue. They rode back toward camp. He
dismounted and handed the reins of his horse to Hathui. "What?" he asked. "Even the sages and the church
mothers did not understand the vagaries of the weather. Only God know why there
is drought, or why fine growing weather. Why famine strikes, or plenty waxes
and wanes across the years. But what if this weather—" She gestured toward
the sky. "—is not natural weather, rather than another pattern in the
unknowable pattern woven by God? What if these are unnatural clouds caused by
the spell and the cataclysm? By the return of the Ashioi land? When a rock is
flung into the sky and falls to earth, a puff of dust may rise where it
strikes. Volcanos blast smoke and ash into the air. So many rivers of fire ran
deep in the earth on that day. So much was shaken loose. What if we made this
ourselves?" He considered, then shrugged. "If we
did so? What then?" "There are tempestari." 'Ah." He tilted back his head to look
for a long while at the sky. Then he began to pace. "If only you had
ridden east to Blessing. Li'at'dano might have helped you. If she lives." "I think she does live. I'm sure of
it. It's as if she speaks to me." "Can you ask her, then?" "I don't know how to speak in
dreams." She shrugged, impatient with this train of thought. 'Anyway, had
I ridden east, I wouldn't necessarily have realized how badly the weather is
affected here in Wendar. We can't dwell on 'if onlys.' God know I regret losing
Sorgatani. She could help me. Without Eagle's Sight, I can only wonder and wait." Fest bent his head and snuffled among the
raspberries, but finding no fodder to his liking he tugged toward greener
pastures, and after a sign from Sanglant, Hathui let him lead her away. "It's possible," he said.
"I have myself considered how far the ripples of this spell will spread.
That the Ashioi land has returned is, I fear, the least of our troubles." "I'm thinking . . ." She trailed
to a halt. He smiled at her, touched her cheek, and
she leaned against his palm for a few breaths. With that touch, she might
imagine herself in a place where troubles did not wind around her and weigh so
terribly on them all. She might imagine peace and a quiet chamber furnished
with an orrery brought north out of Andalla. She might imagine forest and
fields and the brilliant dome of heaven with stars as distinct as the flowers
in a spring meadow and as numerous as the sand on a pale shoreline. Of a wonder, he did not move, content to
stand with her as she dreamed. At last she sighed. "Sister Rosvita
once spoke to me of a convent dedicated to St. Valeria, under the rule of
Mother Rothgard. In that place they kept certain forbidden records of the
sorcerous arts. If I went there—it isn't that far from here—they might have the
answers I seek." "To make of yourself a tempestari? Do
you mean to shake the winds loose and unveil the heavens?" He withdrew his
hand, but he was laughing at her with such sweetness and pride that she felt
tears fill her eyes, although they did not spill. "If I must. If I can. It is what I
can do." "It is," he agreed, "if
anyone can." "I was named after her, the greatest
sorcerer known to humankind." "Who is not human." "Perhaps that's why." "When will you go? Should I escort
you?" "I don't know. I haven't thought
beyond wondering." "Then favor me in this way, Liath.
Wait until this matter with my aunt is resolved. Let me be crowned and anointed
and you beside me as my queen. After that you will command a retinue of your
own. It will be a simpler matter to send you to this convent on your own
progress." She shook her head, smiling. "In this
way, we're well matched, Sanglant." "In what way?" he asked,
shifting as might a hound that suddenly distrusts its master as she waves it
toward a tub of bathwater. "Where I am ignorant, you are
wise." 'And in like manner, in the other
direction?" She laughed and kissed him. The day seemed
at once hotter, brighter, brilliant, but she knew how fragile happiness could
be and how swiftly it could pass, veiled by clouds. 4 THEY heard the horn midmorning the next
day. Soon after, an Eagle cantered up to the royal tent, dismounted, and knelt
before Sanglant. He was sitting, hearing the morning reports, but he waved the
others away and they stepped back to make room for the Eagle. "You are Gilly, sent to
Osterburg." She nodded. She was at least a dozen years
older than he was, and slighter than most of the women who became Eagles, but
she was tough like a whipcord. "I have returned in the retinue of Princess
Theophanu, Your Majesty. I rode ahead to tell you this news." "What message from my sister?" She looked at Hathui, then back at the
king. "She sends no message, Your Majesty. She herself rides to
Quedlinhame. She'll be here today." Because of the way the camp was sited, set
back about a league from the town wall and surrounded by a blend of scrub trees
and open ground, they heard a flurry of horns at midday but saw nothing. Soon
afterward, Lewenhardt noted a trio of banners flying over the tower next to the
owl standard marking the presence of Mother Scholastica, but it was too far
away for him to make out their markings. Near dusk, with a wind whipping up out of
the southeast, a sentry came running to announce that a party approached from
town. "Let the men assemble." Sanglant
took his place in the chair that his father had used while traveling. He drew
his fingers over the carved arms: here an eagle's sharp beak, there a lion's
rugged mane running smooth under his skin, and under this the hollows and
ridges of its paws. He set his feet square on the ground in front of him,
although he had to tap his right foot. A host came, led by Mother Scholastica on
her white mule who, as abbess of the venerable and holy institution of
Quedlinhame, was as powerful as any duke. Four monks and four nuns walked with
lamps held high, lighting her way. Behind her rode Theophanu on a gray mare.
His sister wore a fine gown that appeared silver in the fading light, stitched
with gold thread. There were other women with her. One he knew immediately,
even with the lowering twilight and the distance, and he flushed and glanced at
Liath, who sat frowning beside him, obviously uncomfortable but brave enough to
stick it out. She was squinting, head tilted to one side, trying to see
something. Her hands tightened. She took in a sharp breath. Waltharia, margrave of the Villams, had
ridden to Osterburg and now come to Quedlinhame, no doubt because she had heard
the news of his return. She wore a cloak. What she wore beneath he could not
discern, but he knew well enough the feel of her, that old and pleasurable
memory. Desire stirred, and he shut his eyes briefly to fight it. He was a
little embarrassed, in truth, because he still felt an abiding affection for
her, and he knew that while it was all very well for Liath to accept and
dismiss the existence of women who no longer had any chance to get close to him,
it was a different matter entirely to have to dine and laugh with a woman who
had been his first and most famous lover. Whom he had, not two years ago— well,
never mind that. Perhaps Waltharia would hate him because her husband Druthmar
had died in the south, fighting in his army. Perhaps, but he doubted it. She
would grieve, and then find another husband; that was the way of the world. He could not help anyway but be glad to
see her, because he knew she would support him. He hoped she would support him.
He needed her support. Theophanu had come armored with other
great nobles of the realm besides Waltharia: Wichman's twin sisters, Sophie and
Imma, Biscop Suplicia of Gent, Biscop Alberada of Handelburg, two other women
in biscop's surplices whose names he did not know, and three abbots. Margrave
Judith's heir, named Gerberga, rode at Theophanu's right hand. He did not know
her well. Beside her rode his younger half brother, Prince Ekkehard, dressed as
a noble, not as a cleric, and in any case easy to overlook among the rest. They were handsome women, each in her own
way, splendid and terrible, a phalanx that could help him or harm him depending
on their wishes and their whims. These were the powers of the realm in whose
hands he must place his father's body and in whose eyes he must prove his
worthiness to rule as regnant. Three ranks of lesser nobles and courtiers
rode behind them, all come to confront or placate the man who claimed Henry's
throne. Belatedly, he noticed that it was one of these, in the second rank, who
had caught Liath's attention. She stared, her expression fixed and cold and
unreadable. "I will not," she whispered, so
low it was clear she meant no man or woman to hear her, but he had a dog's
hearing, keener than that of humankind. "I have climbed the ladder of the
mages. I have walked through fire and lived. That which harmed me can harm me
now only if I allow it to, and I will not." A cold shock ran through him. He ought to
have noticed. He had not. But Liath had. She had seen his beautiful face first
of all: Hugh. 5 IT was a shock, but she let the anger and
fear burn off her. A part of her would always remember; a part of her would
always cringe. But not the greater part, not anymore. She could face what she
had once feared without shrinking back from the expected blow. Still, it was hard to wait beside Sanglant
when she did not feel comfortable acting as his consort, a person whose power
and authority must be seen and felt at all times in public, with so many faces
watching her, measuring her, judging her. The riders drew up on the road. Mother
Scholastica raised a hand to halt the others. She surveyed Sanglant with an
expression Liath could not interpret. At length, Princess Theophanu dismounted
and assisted her aunt to dismount. After Mother Scholastica had both feet on
the ground, the rest of the front rank dismounted in their turn. Liath did not
know them all, but she was sure from their bearing, their pride, and their rich
tunics and cloaks that they were nobles of the first rank, the equals whose
support the regnant must obtain if he wanted the throne and crown of Wendar. There were few men among them—so many men
had died fighting in the wars—and she was reminded of Sanglant's confrontation
with Li'at'dano and the centaurs, female all. He did not look in the least
discomfited, but then, nothing about women made him uncomfortable. He neither
feared nor exalted them, although it was certainly true that the Bwr shaman had
annoyed him because of her lack of respect. "Well met, Brother," said
Theophanu, coming forward beside her aunt. She turned to Liutgard and spoke
polite words of regret, which Liutgard accepted with a bitter glance for the
silent abbess. "I pray you, Theophanu, Aunt, sit beside
me." He rose and invited them to step in under the awning where two stools
had been set up to his right, but Mother Scholastica halted at the edge of the
carpet, coming no farther, and Theophanu had perforce to stop beside her. Silence reigned. Sanglant sat back down
while they remained standing. "Let us dispense with
pleasantries," Mother Scholastica said. "Theophanu has ridden far.
Let her speak plainly." "So I will," said Theophanu in
her cool way, "for I am weary, having ridden far. You have made a claim
for our father's throne. You have in your possession his corpus, awaiting
decent burial. These things I acknowledge. Know this also: I have no army to
fight you. I have a century of stout Lions, a hundred cavalry of my own
retinue, and what levies we can raise out of Saony. Fesse and Avaria stand with
you, I see." "We do," said Liutgard. "We do," said Burchard,
"and we witnessed Henry's last words,
when he named Prince Sanglant as his heir. We
witnessed much else, but it is too much to tell here." He ran a hand over
his hair and staggered. Behind him, a steward steadied the old duke with a hand
under the elbow. "Others mean to stand with you as
well," said Theophanu as one of the noblewomen in her entourage crossed
the gap to approach Sanglant. He stood and extended his hands, and this
woman placed her folded hands in his as a sign of allegiance. Liath did not
know the woman, but she had heard stories, and there were only so many women
who wore the margrave's key and might exchange a glance as intimate as that
with Sanglant. "You are well come back to Wendar,
Sanglant." "I pray for your forgiveness,
Waltharia. You will have heard the news. I did not even find Druthmar's
body." She was serious and sorrowful, wiping away
tears, but not angry. She did not take the news too lightly, but she did not
beat her breast and moan and wail. "I have wept, and will weep
again," she said gravely. She and Liutgard exchanged a knowing glance.
"He knew the risk, and served as he was able." "He was a good man," said
Sanglant. "Yes." She looked past him to
Liath, smiled with a strange expression, and spoke in a tone that balanced
amused regret and sincere interest. "This is your bride, the one you spoke
of?" "It is." "Well met, Liathano." "Well met," Liath echoed, but
she had a horrible, disorienting moment as she met Waltharia's honest gaze. I will like her. Waltharia smiled slightly, withdrew her
hands from his, and moved to stand beside Liutgard and Burchard. Liath felt the
other woman's presence like fire. It almost made her forget about Hugh, waiting
with apparent humility in the second rank. Beautiful Hugh. He was not looking at her, and because of
that, she kept glancing at him to see if he was looking. "It is no surprise that Villam is loyal
to Sanglant," said Theophanu. "Where is our sister Sapientia,
Brother?" Sanglant sat down. "She may be dead.
Certainly she is lost." "It was your doing," said
Theophanu calmly, where another woman might rage or accuse. "I do not deny that I took control of
the army from her. She was not fit to lead, Theophanu. I did not kill
her." Liath could not help but think of Helmut
Villam, and perhaps Sanglant did as well, because he chose that moment to look
toward Hugh. The other man had his gaze fixed modestly on the ground. Two noblewomen standing beside Theophanu
spoke up. "No loss. She was always
foolish." "You would say that! Knowing
foolishness as well as you do!" "I pray you, Sophie. Imma."
Theophanu did not raise her voice, but the two women fell silent. "Let us
have neither quarreling nor levity. It is a serious matter to accuse one in our
family of responsibility in the death of a sibling." "We are not Salians or Aostans,"
remarked Mother Scholastica, "to murder our kinfolk in order to gain
preference or advantage for ourselves." "Or Arethousans, for that matter,
happy to sell a sister into slavery or death if it means wealth and title for
oneself." Wichman's comment came unexpectedly, for he had loitered quietly
to the left of Duke Burchard this entire time. "Have you a complaint, Wichman?"
asked Sanglant. "Not at all. Sapientia was weak, and
a fool. She's better dead, if she's dead. Henry named her as heir only after he
thought you were dead. I don't care if you're a bastard, Cousin. Although
certainly I know you are!" He laughed. "I care if you can win the war
and hold the kingdom together. If you will, grant me the duchy of Saony. I'll
hold it honorably and support you." Liath realized that Sophie and Imma were
sisters, as they got red in the face and burst into nasty, passionate speech. 'And pass over the elder—!" "You snake! You are a viper to strike
so at our heels!" "I pray you, silence!" said
Sanglant. "Let me think on it, Wichman. I must consult with my sister,
Theophanu. She has served ably as regent in my absence. Your sisters, as well,
have a legal claim. My aunt's counsel must also be heard." "But you will still decide,"
said Wichman with a sneer. "You have the army, and the strength, to do as
you will." "So be it," said Theophanu.
"Spoken crudely, but with truth. I cannot stop you from becoming regnant,
Sanglant, and I am not sure I wish to. I have struggled to maintain order in
Saony and not lose our family's ancestral lands. In this way I have remained loyal
to our father." She paused, and Liath thought she meant to
go on in this vein, to say something rash. But Theophanu did not possess a rash
temperament. "So you have," agreed Sanglant.
"You have done well." "I have done what I can. You will
find that we are weak, and that the Enemy's minions are powerful. They have
brought fear, famine, plague, strife, hunger, and heresy in their army. This is
the battle you must fight now, Your Majesty." A hint of emotion had crept
into her voice. Liath thought her tone sarcastic, but it was difficult to tell
because her expression did not change and her tone remained even, except for
that edge that made each word sharp and cold. "You will not find it as
easy a war to win." "No battle is easy, Theophanu,"
he said wearily. "I have seen too many of my trusted companions die. Our
father died in my arms. What we won came at a great cost. Not just men at arms.
The devastation I saw in Aosta was ..." He struggled for words, and
finally shrugged. 'Aosta lies in ruins. We saw entire forests set ablaze, or
flattened by the tempest. We saw a town swamped by a great wave off the sea. I
have among my army some few clerics who escaped the holy city of Darre. They
say that a volcano erupted to the west. That cracks opened in the earth throughout
the plain of Dar and that poisonous fumes, the breath of the Enemy, foul the
air so that no one can live there. Wendar has been spared such horrors, at
least." "Do you think so? We have suffered
while you and our father abandoned us for other adventures, Sanglant. Do you
not recall the Quman invasion? The endless bickering wars between Sabella and
Henry? Plague in Avaria? The Eika assault on Gent? Drought and famine?" "So you see," he agreed.
"If we do not have order, then we will all perish." "If you will." Mother
Scholastica lifted her staff, and they stopped talking. "If you will give
Henry's corpus to me, Sanglant, then those among my clerics who are trained in
preparing the body for burial will do what is fitting. Let him be laid to rest
now that he has returned to Wendar. After that, we will hold council in the
church where Queen Mathilda is buried. Let us pray that the memory of his
wisdom guides us to do what is right." "Very well," said Sanglant.
"There is much to tell that you will not have heard." "Much to tell." Theophanu looked
at their brother, Ekkehard, but he remained standing passively beside his wife, Gerberga,
who was now the margrave of Austra and Olsatia because she was Judith's eldest
legitimate child. No love lost between those two, she
thought, for Ekkehard's stand suggested a coolness between him and his older
wife. Hugh's silence suggested volumes, which Liath could not yet read. How had Hugh come here? Where had he been?
She had seen him briefly in the interstices of the great weaving, but he had
vanished. Unlike the others, he had not died. Of course not. He shifted so slightly that no one who was
not held by a taut thread to his presence would have noticed. She noticed. In
the manner of a young woman who does not mean to inflame male desire by
glancing up, just so, from under half-lowered lashes that suggest both
desire and modesty, he looked up to meet her gaze. It was all there to be seen, all that he
wished for, everything he remembered. He had not changed. But she had. Sanglant muttered a curse under his
breath. His sword hand tightened on the arm of the chair. He rose, and Hugh
looked away from Liath. "How soon can the funeral be
held?" asked Sanglant. "We will need an entire day to
prepare the body," said the abbess. "The day after tomorrow is the
Feast of St. Johanna the Messenger. It would be an auspicious day to commend
his soul to God." "So be it. I will bring his body to
you at first light."
6 HE rose before dawn. Barefoot, wearing
only a simple shift, he walked beside the cart as it creaked up the road to the
gates of Quedlinhame. The grind of the wheels on dirt sang a counterpoint to
the multitudes who had gathered along the road to mourn the passing of their
king. Folk of every station cried out loud, or tore their hair, or wept psalms:
ragged beggars and sturdy farmers, craftsmen and women with callused hands,
silk-clad merchants, and simple laborers. They sobbed as the cart rolled past,
although in truth there was nothing to see except a chest padded by sacks of
grain so it would not shift when the cart lurched in potholes and ruts. He wept, too, because it was expected of
him but also because he grieved for his father, whom he had loved. He had lost so much, including his schola,
Heribert and Breschius, but he had gained the remnants of Henry's schola, and
it was these who walked behind the cart carrying the Wendish crown and the
Wendish banner to display to the crowd. They sang, in their sweet voices, the
lament for the dead, although the wailing of the crowd almost drowned them out. "Put not your trust in the great. Not in humankind, who are mortal. A person's breath departs. She returns to the dust. On that day her plans come to
nothing." At intervals he glanced back to be sure
that Hathui was close by, guarded by Captain Fulk and his trusted soldiers. The
others he did not fear for, but he knew Hathui might be in danger. Keep her
close, he had told Fulk, and Fulk, unsmilingly, had agreed. They toiled up the slope and halted before
the gates of the town. The bell rang for Lauds, and with a shout from the guard
and the squeal of gears, the gates were opened. The townsfolk of Quedlinhame thronged the
streets, falling back as Sanglant advanced in all his penitent splendor. The
burden lay heavy. Soon he would be crowned and anointed, and after that day he
would no longer be free. Duty would chain him as thoroughly as Bloodheart ever
had, but duty had always chained him. Henry had known him better than anyone
else. He had known that, in the end, the rebellious son would give way to the
obedient one. He dared not blame his father. Henry had loved him best of all
his children, though it might have been wiser not to have a favorite. No doubt
Sapientia, Theophanu, and Ekkehard had suffered for getting less, although by
birth and legitimacy they should have had more. As each step took him closer to
the church and the royal funeral, he wondered what had become of Mathilda and
Berengaria, his youngest half siblings. Was Adelheid dead, or had she somehow,
impossibly, survived? Ai, God. What had become of Blessing?
Would he ever know? The crowd pressed in behind the clerics,
giving no right of way to the soldiers and noble captains who accompanied him,
but Fulk pushed past them with Hathui in train. Keeping her close. A dozen
beggars wearing the white rags of professional mourners raised such a cry of
shrieking and yelping that he could no longer hear the clerics' sweet song. He set his face forward and trudged up the
hill to the convent, where his aunt, his sister, and his noble brethren waited
on the broad porch of Quedlinhame's church. He knew them for what they were:
the dogs who would nip at his heels, just as Bloodheart had long ago predicted. X A VIGIL
1 LONG after the crowd of mourners and courtiers
had left, deep into the night, he remained kneeling on the cold stone floor of
the church, at the center of the apse. Sometimes he wept; sometimes he prayed;
sometimes he breathed in the sweetness of God's presence. Why did one man live
while another died? Why did God allow suffering? Why did the wicked flourish
and remain so damned handsome, standing within the shield of their powerful
relatives? As usual, he had no answers. He heard the door scrape and soft footfalls.
At first he thought it was the guard changing at the door, perhaps Captain Fulk
checking on him, and on Hathui, who knelt silently about ten paces behind him. Theophanu knelt beside him. She was
accompanied by her faithful companion Leoba, who knelt with head bowed a little
in front of the Eagle. Theophanu set a candle, in its holder, on
the floor. "You mourn late," she said in
her bland voice. "Should I not?" Instead of answering, she rested her head
on clasped hands and murmured a lengthy prayer. He remained silent, listening for God, but
heard nothing except the sigh of wind through the upper arcades that housed the
bells. Shadows hid the aisles and the painted ceiling. Even the ornamentation
on the pillars was colorless, washed gray by night. Did God exist equally in
the shadows and in the light? "He loved you better," she said
suddenly. "I know. I am sorry for your sake,
Theo. You didn't deserve to have less of his love." She shrugged. "I became accustomed to
it." She was so frustrating. It was impossible
to know what she was thinking. That was why folk didn't quite trust her. He
just didn't have the patience, not anymore, but he held his tongue, waiting for
her to continue. She wasn't looking at him. Her gaze was fixed
on the coffin that rested before the altar, draped by Wendar's banner. The mass
had been sung. The hymns had gone on for hours. At dawn, Henry's remains would
be laid in the crypt beside those of his beloved mother, Queen Mathilda. After a while, she moved the candle two
finger's breadths to the right. "Do not forget me, Sanglant. Our
father did, and I was patient. Do not believe that I will be as patient for
you." Sometimes in battle an opening appears
that must be seized in the instant or forever lost. "I have need of you
now, where you can serve Wendar most ably." "Where is that, Brother?" "Saony." "As regent?" "No, as Rotrudis' successor. As
duchess in your own right." There it was, the merest crack seen in the
lift of her chin and the crinkling of her eyes: he had amused her. "It is
the obvious choice, Sanglant. Her daughters are fools and her son is a rutting
beast. How better to placate me, who might challenge your claim to our father's
throne, than by offering me a duchy?" "You have administered Saony ably
these last few years." "So I have," she agreed coolly.
"It is the least I deserve. But, I suppose, the most I can hope for." "Is that a warning, or are you
accepting the duchy?" The dim light revealed an unlooked for
glimpse of emotion as she glanced at him with eyes wide. Almost he thought she
might chuckle, but she did not. "I'm tempted to see it given to Wichman, just to see those two
harpies claw themselves to death with jealousy." Leoba choked down a laugh. He snorted. "Wichman isn't temperate
enough to be a good steward. Saony is the heart of Wendar and always will
be." "What of Sophie and Imma and Wichman?
They cannot be so easily dismissed." He shrugged. "Wichman will complain,
as he has always done, but he will not challenge your right to the ducal seat
or mine to place you there. As for the other two—in truth, Theo, what does it
matter what they say?" "They will run to Conrad for his
support. They've threatened to before." "Let them. How can those two help
Conrad? Can you imagine him suffering their bickering and whining?" "If he sees advantage in it,
yes." "A prince without a retinue is no prince," he countered.
"Sophie and Imma bring him nothing." "Except a claim—an excuse—to restore
them to the place you have usurped from them. An excuse to march his army into
Wendar." "Is Conrad so ambitious?" "Yes. He married Tallia. She has a
claim to Wendar as well as to Varre. A claim as strong as yours, now that I
think on it. Stronger, many would say." "I can fill up an army with
weak-minded fools and whining cowards, but that doesn't mean I can win a battle
with them. Let Sophie and Imma run to Conrad if they wish. He is welcome to
them. I suppose Wichman is too closely related for the church to approve of a
marriage between you and him." "Wichman! Spare me that! He's a
beast." He was taken aback by her anger, which
flooded forth so unexpectedly. "Nay, I meant it only as a jest—" "I know. But you have spoken a truth
despite yourself. The wars have killed all our men, and the rest are
married." "It's true the matter of a husband is
a difficult one, but there must be a man sufficient to your needs and of
suitable birth who can be found." "A faint promise," she observed. "More whisper than
shout." He shrugged. "A realistic one.
Do you accept, Theophanu?" She fell silent, lips closed, eyes cast
down, that veil of secrecy smoothing her features once again. Behind the altar,
each set on a tripod,
three lamps burned steadily: one in the guise of a lion with flame flaring from
its eyes and mane, one in the form of an eagle with fire snapping out of holes
opening along the sweep of its wings, and the third in the shape of a dragon
with head flung back and fire breathing from its jaws. "Saony," she said, tasting the word,
testing its flavor. "Yes. I will be duchess of Saony. That, at least, is
something." 2 LIATH knew Sanglant would pray until dawn.
He had told her he meant to do so. Sleep eluded her. She did not wish to return
to the distant tent out where the woods would creak and rattle all night. Not
even the company of Eagles tempted her. This night, Sanglant wanted to be alone
as he prayed for his father's soul, and she did not want to stray far from him. She stuffed two unlit candles into her
sleeve as she left in procession with the rest of the mob, whose noise was for
once muted by the solemnity of the occasion. Long ago she had learned how to
fade into the background so others did not notice her. She slid smoothly from
one group of mourners to the next until she came around past the necessarium
and found a solitary path that led back into Quedlinhame's compound. She
remembered the ground plan of the institution perfectly, of course. It was easy
to find a shadowed corner and wait there for an hour or more as folk went to
their beds and the readers settled to their night's round of prayer in the
Lady's chapel. When she was sure she was alone, she lit one candle, which she
would not have needed had there been even a slip of moon visible, and made her
way to the library. The library hall was as silent as the
tumulus in which they had laid Blessing. Nothing stirred. Shadows filled the
distant corners, obscured the ceiling, and cloaked the tidy carrels and the
latched cabinets set against the walls. She halted at the lectern and ran her
fingers over the catalog as she listened, but she heard no noise at all from
the hall, the neighboring scriptorium, or the warren of rooms behind her that
housed the rest of the cabinets. The catalog was latched shut but not
locked. She popped the latch and opened it, turning each page as she sought the
entry to Isidora of Seviya's famous Etymologies. Isidora's encyclopedic
work would certainly contain information on tempestari. Da's book, so
painstakingly compiled over years of wandering, had contained few references to
the art of weather workers. It had been too crude a form of sorcery, something
dabbled in by hedge witches and ignorant hearth wives, and he scorned it. He
had reserved his attention for the secrets of the mathematici and the sciences
of astronomy and astrology, although it seemed strange that he would name his
daughter after a legendary weather witch whose power he had in no way
comprehended. Li'at'dano had not woven trifling spells to make incantations
against another farmer's crop, or with the blowing of conch shells and the
shouts of revelers drive away a storm that threatened to disrupt a wedding or
feast day. She was no fulgutari to divine the future by interpreting the
strokes of lightning and the sound and direction of thunder. She was something
altogether more powerful and more dangerous. Anne had learned enough to force
the clouds to move north and away from the stone crowns so that weather would
not impede her spell, and some glamour from that vast working remained to this
day, shrouding the sun and chilling the Earth. There. The entry listed the cabinet in which the Etymologies could
be found. She began to close the book, but her eye caught on another entry, and
a third, and more and more of them as she turned another page. It felt so good
to feel the texture of parchment against her skin. It eased her heart to see
each book and scroll listed in neat array, each one cataloged, each one accessible.
So much set down over the long years. Folk would try to discover what they did
not know. They would seek into the dark of mysteries and try to answer or
explain. God had made humankind curious in that way, although at times it
brought good and at times ill. Perhaps it was his foot brushing the stone
floor. Perhaps a brief cessation of the wind, barely heard where it moaned
through the outer eaves. Perhaps he had taken in his breath at the wrong
moment, in that hollow space where she inadvertently held hers. Perhaps it was
only the scratching of a hungry mouse oblivious to the dangers awaiting it in
the library hall. She was not alone in the hall and had
never been alone. He had been waiting in the shadows all along. She looked, and
looking betrayed her. "I knew you would come here," he
said. She started. She had been looking to her
right, but his voice came from the shadows to the left, near one of the
entrances to the tiny rooms in which the rest of the library collection rested
in cabinets. She might have walked through that archway all unknowing, within
reach of his hands. Yet she had always been within his reach.
She had never quite shaken him off. "What is it you seek?" he asked
her, and at last she saw his shape against the wall, just standing there to
watch her. Anger is a refuge when one is taken by
surprise. "Where is my father's book?" she
demanded. "It is safe." / can immolate him. Her heart beat
like a fury battering against its cage. Reach deep into him and burn him until
he was nothing but cinders, like those poor soldiers she had killed, all of
whom had screamed and screamed as the agony ate them from the inside out. "Better a clean death," she said,
hearing how her voice shook and knowing he would interpret it as fear of him,
when it was herself she feared. She would not be a monster, not even toward the
one who had earned her hatred. "You are right to be angry with
me," he said in his beautiful voice, "because I wronged you." "You abused me! Do not think to turn
my heart now or ask me to forgive you." "You are all that matters," he
said, and she knew, horribly, that he was telling the truth as he understood
it. Some things are true whether you want them to be or not. "I thought
otherwise before, but I have seen things I cannot forget, terrible things. I
regret what I have done in the past. I pray you, Liath, forgive me." "I am not a saint." "No, you are fire!" He moved,
but only to lean against a table as though he would otherwise have fallen to
his knees. "Can you not see it yourself, in this dark room? You are
ablaze." So easily he unsettled her. This was not
the battle she had anticipated. "I want Da's book," she said,
grimly sticking to the weapons at hand. " 'God becomes what you are out of
mercy.' " "What are you saying?" He was
only trying to knock her off-balance, as if he had not already. He straightened. "Do you know what is
in Bernard's book?" Don't get angry. Don't flare up. Don't
set the library on fire! She took a deep breath before she answered. She
thrust aside the easy retort and kept her voice even. "I know what is in Bernard's book.
The florilegia he compiled over many years—all the quotes and excerpts he
copied out relating to the art of the mathematici. There is also a copy of al
Haithan's On the Configuration of the World, which Da obtained in
Andalla." 'And one other text." "In a language I don't recognize,
glossed in places in Arethousan, which I also cannot read." "I can read Arethousan. 'God was born
in the flesh so that you will also be born in the spirit.' " She had expected many things, guessing
that she and Hugh would one day meet and that on that day she would have to
remember her strength. But this so shook her that at first she could not speak. He waited, always patient. "That's a heresy! The church
condemned the belief in the Redemption." "At the Great Council of Addai. Yet
what if the Redemption is the truth? What if the holy mothers were lying?" "Why would they?" "Who can know what was in their
hearts? What if the blessed Daisan allowed himself to be martyred in expiation
for the sins of humankind? What if the account bound into Bernard's book is
true, the very words of St. Thecla the Witnesser herself? I have studied. The
text your father hid in his book is an account of the redemption of the blessed
Daisan, son of God. It is the witness of St. Thecla herself, and glossed by an
unknown hand in Arethousan—because the original text is written in the tongue
of Sais, as was spoken in ancient days. As was spoken by the blessed Daisan. It
was his mother's tongue." "It can't be." "Perhaps not. Where did Bernard find
this book and why did he bind it with the others?" "I don't know. He never spoke of it.
He must have found it in the east. It could be a forgery. Arethousa is rotten
with heresy." "So the Dariyan church says. But it
could also be the truth. Here." He stepped back from the table.
"Judge for yourself." It was impossible to stop herself from
picking up the candle and approaching him, to see that in truth and indeed a book lay
on the table. Was it Da's old, familiar, beloved book? That book was the last
thing she had that linked her to Da except his love and his teaching, except
his blood and his crime against the creature that had become her mother, whom
he had killed all unwittingly and out of love. Da's book. She halted before she got into sword
range. "What do you mean to do?" "It's yours. I'm giving it back to
you." She tried to speak, but only a hoarse
"ah" "ah" got out of her throat. She struggled against
tears, against anger, against grief, against such a cascade of emotions that he
moved before she understood he meant to and glided away through one of the
archways and vanished into the shadows, just like that. She bolted forward, sure that the book
would vanish, too, become like mist and evaporate as under the glare of the
sun, but when she reached to touch it, it was solid and so very very dear to
her. She could still smell Da's scent on it, even though she knew that
fragrance was only a memory in her mind. She grasped it, the heft of it, its
weight. Metal clasps held the book together. The leather binding was grayed
with age, but it had been oiled and lovingly cared for, and the brass roses
adorning the metal clasps had been polished to a fine gleam. She ran her
fingers down the spine, reading with her touch the embossed letters: The
Book of Secrets. A masking name, Da had often said, to hide the true
name of the book within. She crushed the book against her chest,
and wept. 3 VERY late in the night Ekkehard appeared
in the church, looking tousled and sleepy with only a simple linen tunic thrown
on over his shift. Yawning, he knelt to Sanglant's left. A pair of Austran
guardsmen loitered a moment at the back, as if checking to make sure he didn't
bolt out a side door, before retreating onto the church porch to pass the time
chatting with Sanglant's soldiers. "Where did you come from?" asked
Theophanu. "Your wife's bed?" Ekkehard had a way of hunching his
shoulders to express discomfort that had always annoyed Sanglant. He was the
kind of rash personality who either leaped before looking or looked away in
order to pretend trouble wasn't there. "I pray you, Theo," Sanglant
said, "do not tease him. Let us honor our father's memory in peace." "If only Sapientia were here,"
added Theophanu, "we might be in harmony again, just as Father always
wished." The tart comment surprised a laugh out of
Sanglant. "I am not accustomed to this much bitterness from you,
Theo." "Forgive me, Brother. I forget
myself." "You sold me to the Austrans,"
said Ekkehard suddenly. "Like you'd sell a horse." "For stud," commented Theophanu.
'About all you're worth at this point. You betrayed Wendar by aiding the Quman
and showed disrespect to our father's memory by leaving Gent when you were
meant to watch over it as a holy steward. Sanglant was merciful. Toward you, at
least. Perhaps not so merciful toward Sapientia." "Sapientia sent me to my death,"
muttered Ekkehard. "I don't care if she's dead. Anyway, Gerberga's not so
bad. She's not like her mother. Better married to her than trapped as abbot in
Gent." "I am glad you approve of your
marriage," said Sanglant wryly, "since you had no choice in it. Will
Gerberga support me?" "Yes." Ekkehard scratched the
light beard covering his chin, and yawned again. "That's what she sent me
to tell you." 'At what price?" asked Theophanu. "Didn't she tell you already?"
Sanglant asked. "You rode with her from Osterburg, did you not?" "She is closemouthed, like her mother
was, but a better companion. I like her well enough. She is a good steward for
Austra and Olsatia." "Why do neither of you ever listen to
me?" said Ekkehard. "I have something to say." "Why did Gerberga not approach me
herself?" Sanglant asked. "Why send you in the middle of the
night?" "Because we can speak privately, and
no one will mark it." "Everyone marks it," said Sanglant.
"How else did Gerberga know I was here?" "Yes, but no one is surprised that
the children of Henry should pray through the night to mourn him. He did the same for
our grandmother." "In truth," said Theophanu,
"I'm surprised you did not come sooner, Ekkehard. It is fitting for a
child to mourn his beloved father with a vigil." Ekkehard had not once looked toward the
coffin. He had shed no tears that Sanglant had seen during the lengthy mass and
reading of psalms. "Do you want to hear, or not?" "Go on. What does Gerberga
want?" "The marchlands of Westfall and
Eastfall suffer because their margraves are dead in the wars. You must appoint
a new margrave for each one, to bring order. She would prefer that you listen
to her desires in this matter, as she has suitable candidates in mind, but she
will accept any reasonable lord of good family who will act in concert with her
and agree to marry Theucinda." "Theucinda must be fifteen or
eighteen by now." "She is only a little younger than I
am. Gerberga says this, also: If Bertha lives, then she might become margrave
of Eastfall, and you could let Theucinda marry the new margrave of
Westfall." "Ooof!" exclaimed Theophanu with
an ironic smile. "A great deal of territory falls therefore into
Austra's hands and that of her descendants. I would not recommend it. Make
Wichman lord of East-fall and marry poor Theucinda to him! He'll fight the
barbarians and rape the local girls, and be happy, although his wife might not
be." "That's not funny," said
Ekkehard savagely. "Wichman is a beast! Theucinda doesn't deserve to be
forced to marry him!" Ah. For the first time, there was real
passion in Ekkehard's voice. "How much older is Gerberga than
you?" Sanglant asked. "I trust she never leaves you alone with her
younger sister." "I would never!" he cried in a
tone of voice that betrayed he had thought often of just what it was he would
never do. "It's just she's a third child, like me. She knows what it's
like . . ."He bit a lip and glanced sideways at his brother and sister,
gauging their reaction. Like all of Henry's children, he was a good-looking
young man, although he would have been more attractive had his features not
been marred by a perpetual expression of sullen grievance. ". . . to be a
third child." "You are fourth," said
Theophanu. "Third, if one counts only legitimate
children!" he retorted. Even in the dim light, Sanglant could see
how his younger brother's
cheeks were flushed. His eyes had narrowed with anger, or resentment; in
Ekkehard, it was hard to tell the difference. "Do not forget," Sanglant said
in his mildest tone, "that you were shown mercy, Ekkehard. You fought and
killed your own countrymen." 'As did you! You rebelled against our
father! Some say you killed him yourself and now pretend otherwise." The thrust had no force in it, not for
Sanglant, so he wasn't prepared when Theophanu slapped Ekkehard so hard that
the blow brought tears to his eyes as he gasped. Leoba choked down an
exclamation. "I will have no fighting here to
demean the memory of our father!" said Sanglant. "Is this some poison Gerberga has
been feeding you?" Theophanu demanded. "Who has said it?" "No one." He wiped his eyes,
trembling. "No one. Gerberga doesn't believe it. She told him so. She said
only a fool would believe you killed Henry, and anyway, Liutgard and Burchard
would never support you if you had, and they were there and they saw it all.
It's true about the daimone, isn't it? It's true?" "It's true," he said, glancing
toward Hathui, who despite her appearance of contrite prayer was no doubt
listening closely. "Being true, as it is, I wonder that the margrave of
Austra shelters the man who truly betrayed Henry." Ekkehard sniffed and wiped his nose with
the back of a hand. Waiting for his brother to speak, Sanglant
realized that he, too, was trembling, that he had in him reserves of hatred he
hadn't known he possessed. Bloodheart was dead, and any power he had left to
harm Sanglant resided in Sanglant's heart and head alone. He had other enemies,
of course, some of whom had not yet declared themselves. But he had only one
man he truly hated. "That's the other thing she
wants," said Ekkehard, his voice shaky. He glared at Theophanu. Her
expression was cool and distant, without trace of the anger that had flared. "That who wants?" asked
Sanglant, who had now stuck in his head the image of his enemy, to whom God had
given exceptional beauty. Why did the wicked flourish and the innocent suffer?
Why did God allow beauty to grow in a vat of poison? "That Gerberga wants," said
Ekkehard irritably, "in exchange for her support of your claim to the
throne and crown of Wendar." "Of course. Eastfall and Westfall
must have strong margraves in these times. I am agreed to this, and I see no reason not
to marry Lady Theucinda to a worthy man, a younger son, perhaps, who has not
yet been claimed as another woman's husband." "Or been killed in Henry's
wars!" "Enough, Theo! What is the second
request, Ekkehard?" He smiled, but it wasn't a kind smile. "There
is something Gerberga wants very much, that she cannot have because of a
promise she made to her mother when she was named as Judith's heir. She can't
go against a promise sworn to her mother, surely you see that." "I see that. What is it she wants?" Through the open doors, the graying of
shadows heralded the approaching dawn. Birds cooed sociably. A creature
scrabbled in the rafters. Then, once again, it was silent. Even the guards had
ceased speaking in that undertone that had drifted at the edge of Sanglant's
hearing all night. "She wants to be rid of Hugh,"
whispered Ekkehard. "She hates him, but she promised her mother never to
harm him, no matter what, and to give him shelter when he needed it. Margrave
Judith loved him best of all. Just as our father loved you, the bastard, the
least deserving." An explosion of pigeons burst out of the
arcade, fluttering away into the twilight sky. The sound of their passage faded
swiftly as they flew over the town and out past the walls. Sanglant's senses
were strung so tautly that he imagined them skimming over the fields. He felt
he could actually hear the pressure of wing beats against the air as their
flight took them over woodland and farther yet, racing south into the uncut
forest lands where beasts roamed and lawless men hid from justice. Theophanu clutched his hand, pressed
tightly. "Beware. Hugh is the most dangerous of all." A certain pleasant, malicious warmth
suffused Sanglant. " 'Nor will any wound inflicted by any creature male or
female cause his death.' Was I not so cursed? Hugh can't kill me." "Perhaps not," said Theophanu,
"but he can strike at your kinfolk. At your Eagle. At your wife." As if her words were an incantation, a
shape appeared at the door, limned by the pallor of dawn. Hathui was already on
her feet, ready to move. "Liath!" He started forward to
meet her, but he had not gone halfway down the nave when he halted, seeing what
she carried. Memory struck hard. She thrust the bundle she carried into his
arms. "Keep it safe for me, 1 beg you," she said to him before she
rode away to carry the king's word to Weraushausen, to Ekkehard and the king's
schola. Years ago. The book had been the talisman that had
linked him to her in those days when he had thought of nothing except her, because
the memory of her had been the only thing that had kept him sane when he
suffered as Bloodheart's prisoner in Gent. The book had brought her back to
him. He had kept it safe, and she had married him because she trusted him where
she trusted no one else. She thrust it into his arms. "See here, Sanglant! Touch it! Look!
It's Da's book." "Where did you get it?" he said
hoarsely, and even Theophanu exhaled at the anger that made his voice tight. "Hugh
had this. Have you seen Hugh?" Her expression was bemused, not
frightened. She should be frightened and angry! "Not really. He saw me. He
gave the book to me." "Did he speak to you?" She hesitated, seeing Theophanu and
Ekkehard recoil at his tone. She saw Hathui but not with any indication that
she understood the danger the Eagle was in. "I must speak to your aunt,
Sanglant." "Did he harm you?" "Me? He can't harm me. I would have
killed him if he'd tried to touch me." Hugh had touched her somehow. Her
mind was filled with him, or with what he had said to her, words she would not
repeat to her own loving husband who thought at this moment that he was likely
to batter himself bloody with jealousy. "If he gave the book back to you,
it's because he has some plot in mind." "He might have copied it out. He's
had it long enough. It's what I would have done." She spoke the words
distractedly. She wasn't really listening. He knew how she fell away from the
world when her mind started churning and turning, caught by the wheel of the
heavens and the mysteries of the cosmos. "He wants something he thinks he can
get by disarming you in this way." "He didn't disarm me!" she
retorted indignantly, then frowned. "Well. It's true he took me by
surprise." "No doubt he hopes we're quarreling
over it now. Sow discord. Plant doubts. Reap the harvest. I expect he's grown
more subtle." The comment made her fall back to earth
and actually see him. She leaned against him, ignoring Theophanu and
Ekkehard's stares, and with the book crushed between them she smiled so
dazzlingly up at him that he got dizzy all over again. "Just as you
have?" she asked him. He laughed. "So easily I'm
disarmed!" "I pray you, Sanglant," said
Theophanu, "if you will not have people say that she has wrapped you in a
spell, then you ought not to act in public like a besotted fool. Even our
father once asked this woman to become his mistress." Ekkehard was staring with mouth agape and
eyes wide. "Ivar of North Mark was in love with her, too," he
murmured. "She was condemned as a sorcerer at Autun, at Hugh of Austra's
trial, don't you remember? She was named as a maleficus. She was excommunicated
by Constance and a council of biscops and presbyters! Henry raised no
objection!" "I wasn't there," said Sanglant,
"or it wouldn't have happened." Liath pushed away from him, but she left
the book in his hands. "It's true enough, everything they say." "Let us not have this argument again,
Liath. You are my wife, and will be my queen." "I pray you, Your Majesty," said
Hathui. "Listen." Footsteps drummed on the church's porch as
with the flowering dawn came the many nuns and monks and clerics to sing the
morning service. Mother Scholastica walked at their head, attended by the great
nobles of the realm: Duchess Liutgard, Duke Burchard leaning on a staff,
Margrave Gerberga, Margrave Waltharia, the children of Duchess Rotrudis, the
four biscops, three abbots, and many more. Hugh was not among them. Yesterday the assembly had sung the mass
while, beneath, workers had prepared a place in the crypt beside Queen
Mathilda. This morning Henry would be laid to rest, and the world would go on. "Sanglant," said his aunt as she
halted in front of him. He kissed her ring. She turned to his siblings.
"Theophanu. Ekkehard." They kissed her ring in like manner as the
monastics filed forward along the aisles on either side as a stream of bowed
heads and folded hands. "There is much yet to be
discussed," said Mother Scholastica. She looked at Liath but did not,
precisely, acknowledge her. "But that must wait. Who will carry Henry's
bones into the crypt?" "The great princes," said
Sanglant, "as is fitting." He stepped aside to allow Mother
Scholastica to move forward into the apse and up to the holy altar. Hathui retreated
into the shelter granted by Fulk and his soldiers. The great princes crowded up
behind Sanglant as he knelt on the lowest step, Theophanu to his right and
Ekkehard to his left. They were silent as Mother Scholastica raised both hands
and the assembled monastics sang the morning service. "Let us praise and glorify God, who
are Eternal." Sanglant could not keep his thoughts on
the psalms, which flowed past him as might boats on a river spilling onward
toward the eternal sea that is God. Memories of his father spun into view and
then receded from sight: setting him on the back of his first pony, giving him
his first set of arms, teaching him the names of birds, sending him out to his
first battle arrayed in the Dragon's plumage, explaining somberly to him why he
could not marry Waltharia, laughing over mead, repudiating and exiling
Wolfhere, weeping at his injured voice, demanding that he accept his place as
Henry's heir. Henry often said that it was necessary for the regnant to give in
order to get what he wanted; he had given Sanglant everything, and in the end
he had gained what he wished, although he had died to obtain it. His empire was
shattered, but Wendar had not fallen. His son would not let it fall. As the others stood, Sanglant realized he
still held the book. He thrust it into Liath's hands, ensuring that all there
saw the exchange and wondered at it. This, too, his aunt would mark now and
question later. With his siblings and his cousins, he hoisted the box, and with
incense trailing around them and the steady prayers of the monastics muffling
the sound of so many footsteps, they carried the coffin down stone steps into
the crypt. Down here the bones of his Dragons had rotted until they gleamed. No. He shook his head, sloughing off the
memory. That had been Gent, and this was Quedlinhame. This weight was that of
his beloved father, not his faithful Dragons, but they had all died regardless.
They were not protected by the curse that left him, in the end, safe from a
death that could capture others but never his own self. Lamps shone in splendor around the open
tomb into which they placed the coffin, a glass vial of holy water, the
neatly-folded but still bloody clothing in which Henry had died, and a dried
bouquet of red dog roses, always Henry's favorites. There were none in bloom in
Mother Scholastica's famous rose garden, so they had pillaged the herbarium for
a suitable tribute. Later, a stone monument would be carved and placed upon the
marble bier, but for now a slab of cedar carved with curling acanthus and stylized dog
roses was slid into place. The stone made a hoarse scraping sound, as though
it, too, grieved. There were more prayers, and the lamps, one by one, were
extinguished. Before the last lamp went out, he marked
Hathui's position, close by him, in case there was trouble. For a long while they breathed in the
silence of the crypt. He rested with hands on the slab, but it was cold and
dead. How deep did fire smolder within marble, he wondered? Could this dead
tomb erupt into flame through Liath's perilous gift? For an instant,
shuddering, he feared her, who might kill any of them and burn down the entire
town around their corpses if it pleased her. If she were angry enough. If she
were wicked and listened to the Enemy's lies. In darkness, doubts crept into the heart. "Enough," he said roughly,
pushing away from the tomb. Someone at the back of the crowd snapped
fire to a wick. He hoped it was done naturally and not by Liath's sorcery, but
no one muttered in surprise or made a sign against the Enemy. He saw the faces
of his companions surrounding him. Liutgard of Fesse was frowning and pensive,
lines graven deep around her mouth, and he supposed she was thinking of her
daughters. Burchard of Avaria had his eyes shut, while Waltharia watched
Sanglant expectantly. Theophanu seemed cast of the same marble as the effigies
around her; Ekkehard looked bored. Gerberga, like Waltharia, studied Sanglant;
meeting his gaze, she nodded to acknowledge him, to show that she had received
his answer via Ekkehard. She had very much the look of her mother about her but
without the cruel line of mouth that had betrayed Judith's essential nature:
every creature under her power would do exactly as she wished or be punished
for disobedience. Yet Henry had often said that Judith was a good steward for
Austra and Olsatia; those who obeyed her, flourished. Wichman was scratching his neck and eyeing
Leoba, who was drawn tight against the shelter of Theophanu's presence. Wichman's
sisters, Imma and Sophie, spoke together in whispers, a miniature conspiracy
caught out by the unexpected light. The church folk stood together as a united
group behind the formidable presence of his aunt. Hathui, marking his scrutiny, nodded. Liath stood behind him and to his left. He
could feel her but not see her. It was as if she did not want to be seen. "Nephew," said Mother
Scholastica. "If you will assist me." She did not need his aid to ascend the
steps, but she desired to show the assembly that they acted in concert. In the
church they remained for the brief service of Terce, and when the monastics had
filed out to return to their duties about the cloister, he retired with his aunt
and his most intimate noble companions and kinfolk, just a few, not more than a
dozen or so, to her study. She sat in her chair. The traveling chair,
the royal seat carried into Aosta and back again, was unfolded for Sanglant,
and benches drawn up in ranks for the rest. He was only prime inter pares,
first among equals. Yet Liath remained standing behind him after the others
sat. She still held the book. One of its corners pressed into his back. Hathui
took up a position by the door. Fulk and the rest of the guard had places
outside, guarding all the entrances. Mother Scholastica lifted an owl feather
from her desk. The point had been trimmed to make a quill. She wore clothing
rich not by ornamentation but because of the quality of the dye and fineness of
the weave. The golden torque that signified her royal kinship shone at her
throat; the golden Circle of Unity that marked her status as a holy abbess hung
from a golden chain; she displayed only two gold rings on her hands, needing no
greater treasure to advertise her high rank both as the daughter of a regnant
and as God's holy servant, shepherd over the most holy and important cloister
founded and endowed by the Wendish royal house. She controlled so many estates
and manor houses spread across so wide a region that half of Saony might be
said to be under her rule. "Very well, Nephew," she said.
"You have the support you desire. None here will speak against you, and
your army. You have brought Henry's remains home to be buried, which is the
action of an obedient son and, perhaps, of a righteous ruler who has served God
and his regnant honestly. In three days' time I will anoint you. Then you will
commence your king's progress through Saony, Fesse, and Avaria so that the
lords and clerics and common folk can see that order has returned to our
land." He said nothing. She had not attacked yet.
He was waiting for the first strike. "You have proved your fertility at
least twice over, according to reliable reports," she continued,
"although we know that one child is deceased and the other most likely
so." The book, against his back, shifted so
that a corner dug painfully in against one shoulder. He wasn't sure if Liath
was only startled, or if she'd done it on purpose. Twice over. He did
not look at Waltharia. "Yet there must be heirs. Among the
Wendish only those who wear the gold ring—" She touched the torque that
wrapped her neck. "—may become regnant. It's true you wear the gold ring,
but before this no bastard child has contested for the right to rule. Many
protest that an illegitimately-born child has no right to the throne. Custom
argues in their favor. Yet I have studied certain histories in the last two
days. One alternative is to allow you to rule as long as you designate as your
heir a child legitimately born to one of your siblings." Margrave Gerberga smiled and glanced at
her young husband. "I have no husband," said
Theophanu, "and Sapientia is lost." "Sapientia does have a child,"
said Gerberga. "Hippolyta. A girl not more than six or eight years of age
now." 'And related to you as well," said
Waltharia with a sharp smile. "Hippolyta is unsuitable," said
Mother Scholastica. "She is a bastard, like Sanglant, and born for another
purpose. She has been installed in a convent and will remain there. Do not
argue this point further, I pray you. As for you, Theophanu, husbands can be
found." "So they tell me, but I have seen no
evidence of it yet." "Henry's children are not the only
ones descended from the royal line," said Liutgard. "I have one
daughter left to me. Ermengard is legitimately born." Scholastica nodded. "It is something
to consider. There is another course. That Sanglant marry a noblewoman whose
rank and lineage will bring luster to his court, and support to his kingship.
Waltharia of Villam, for instance." "Impossible," said Gerberga.
"Such an alliance would give the Villains too much power. However,
I have a young sister, still a maiden, who has sufficient rank and lineage on
both her mother's and father's side to become queen." "I might then raise the same
objection," said Waltharia. "But be assured, Gerberga, that I do not
wish to marry Sanglant." "I would object to either
alliance," said Liutgard. "I am already married," said
Sanglant, who was growing tired of this maneuvering. They were like dogs
circling and growling around a fresh carcass. "If you must put her aside in order
to gain the throne, I'll gladly take her into my own bed," said Wichman. Liath coughed, and someone in the chamber
tittered. "I was just joking," said
Wichman suddenly, sounding strangely nervous. Waltharia, whose face Sanglant could see,
looked ready to laugh. "I am already married," he
repeated. His aunt was not done. "Married under
the old custom of bedding as a wedding, a union not even blessed by a simple
deacon. Married to a woman born into a lineage whose highest aspiration was to
install one of its sons in the Dragons. She brings no noble connections, no
treasure, no dowry, no lands—" "She—" "I am not finished, Nephew! And she
is excommunicated. She cannot become queen in this state. If she does, all of
Wendar will be placed under anathema." Each of the biscops nodded in turn.
Scholastica had arrayed her allies carefully. "Is this what you wish,
Sanglant?" asked Henry's half sister, Biscop Alberada. "That no mass
may be sung? That no soul receive burial in holy ground? All for the sake of
one woman?" "Who will enforce this
anathema?" he demanded, knowing that his temper was fraying and that he
was pressing forward recklessly. "The skopos is dead." Scholastica set the owl feather onto the
desk and folded her hands to rest on that surface. She had relaxed, he saw,
believing the fight won. "The skopos is never dead. St.
Thecla lives in every skopos. God still rule, Sanglant, or had you forgotten
that? It is true I am abbess here because your grandfather Arnulf the Younger
placed me in this position, as befit my birth. These good abbots rule their
institutions because of their good names and righteous ways. But each of these
holy biscops received her mantle with the blessing of the skopos in Darre. They
are her representatives here in the north, and there are others, besides, who
have not had time or opportunity to meet with you yet. We—all of us—will
enforce the anathema if you disobey us." He fumed, but he was outarmed and
outnumbered, and while it was all very well to live with Liath and ride with
his army and ignore that distant excommunication brought down years ago in
Autun, it was quite another thing to condemn the entire realm to spiritual
exile. "The accusation and sentence were
unjust," he said at last. "She is innocent." "The excommunication is valid until
lifted." "Then lift it!" They watched him. One abbess, four
biscops, and three abbots, most considerably older than he was and well versed
in the intrigues of courtly power, presented a daunting force. As Mother
Scholastica had so kindly pointed out, these were only the ones who had arrived
here in time. More would come, and it was likely they would bow to
Scholastica's authority, not his. "There is a second, and greater,
objection," continued Mother Scholastica, "brought recently to our
attention. She is accused of being a heretic as well. It is said that she is
concealing secret texts which teach the most wicked heresy of the Sacrifice and
Redemption. Even now the church struggles against the Enemy's minions, whose
whispers have infected the countryside and towns with this infection. We have
long wondered how the plague of heresy first came into our land. It has been
suggested that this woman has possession of a book, a forgery out of the east,
that is the source of the disease. As you can imagine, this is a serious
charge." "Hugh," muttered Liath. She
moved the book, not to hide it, but to fix it more firmly against his back in
case anyone tried to pull it out of her arms. "Who has said these things?"
demanded Sanglant. "Let him come forward and speak these accusations in
public. The Enemy uses whispers murmured in darkness in order to cast doubt. I
believe such matters must be examined in the light." That he could damage Hugh's credibility he
did not doubt, but he had already made his biggest mistake. He didn't realize
it until Liath stepped out from behind him and walked right up to Mother
Scholastica's desk without ceremony or any particular respect for the holy
abbess' rank and preeminence. First, make sure every commander knows
their part in the plan. "Liath," he said, warning her
off, but she set the book on the table and opened it. "Here," she said in that
infuriating way she had, oblivious to the well gaping open at her feet as she
stared up at the heavens. "The very question I meant to ask you, Mother
Scholastica. This book I inherited from my father, but I do not read
Arethousan. You see how the ancient language of Sais is glossed in Arethousan
by a second hand." The biscops and abbots crowded forward.
Alberada's eyes narrowed; Suplicia of Gent's eyes grew wide. Others grimaced,
and one old churchman set his lips together so tightly that the pressure
wrinkled his clean-shaven chin. Scholastica unclenched her hands, which
had suddenly and painfully tightened, and touched the ancient parchment as
though it were crawling with vermin. " 'Krypte!' " she said in the
voice of a woman condemning souls to the Pit for disobedience. " 'Hide
this!' " She traced her finger along the path of words, translating
slowly. Like all church folk of her generation, she had learned Arethousan from
Queen Sophia and her foreign retinue. " 'Many around have been fulfilled
among us ... these miraculous signs and omens, all the things from the heavens.
I write for you an orderly account, most excellent Theophilus, so you may know
the truth regarding this thing in which you have been instructed by word of
mouth.' " "Who is Theophilus?" asked
Liath. "Silence!" Scholastica turned
the page, searching among the letters, none of which had any meaning to
Sanglant. Some she was able to read; others she skipped over. He could not tell
the difference. " 'God is born in the flesh . . .' This is the heresy of
dual nature!" She turned from white to red as she turned another page, and
another. No one spoke or moved except Biscop Alberada, who wiped her brow and
shuddered. " 'Then came the blessed Daisan before the judgment of the
Empress Thaissania, She of the Mask. And when he would not bow before her but
spoke the truth of the Mother of Life and the Divine Logos, the Holy Word, then
she announced the sentence of death. This he met joyfully, for he embraced the
promise of the Chamber of Light. But his disciples with him wept bitterly. So
was he taken away and put to the flaying knife and his heart was cut out of his
breast . . ."' Her voice, ragged and chill, grew several
degrees colder on these words, and her gaze, startlingly hot, lifted to sear
Sanglant where he sat rigid, not knowing what to do, entirely at a loss, routed
from the field. She was incandescent with anger, but she went on in a tone like
a bell tolling for the dead. " And a darkness fell over the whole
land . . ."' She broke off and rose. Even the church
folk shrank back from her righteous wrath. The great princes tensed. "A darkness, indeed! This is the source of the storm that has
afflicted us! This is the heresy of the Redemption, and that of the dual
nature! Brought into this realm, we now see, by a renegade monastic who strayed
from the church and forgot his vows, and passed the poison on into his
daughter." The words dropped like iron, more damaging
than a spear thrust or a sword's cut. Only Liath did not appear to notice. She
was too busy gazing in wonder at the open page. "Do you suppose it is a
forgery, or the truth? How could one tell? It looks old, but the parchment
might have been scraped clean and reused. It could have been discolored to
appear old. Or it might be as it seems, centuries old. Is the Arethousan gloss
written contemporaneously with the original, or was it glossed later? How can
we know the truth of something that happened so long ago? One would have to
gather evidence from many sources ..." She looked up expectantly. Only then did
she falter, and he saw her bewilderment and the slow dawn of understanding. As he understood, too late. Hugh knows her better than 1 do. Hugh had guessed she would betray herself,
once the book's existence was revealed, because she could not stop asking
questions. Because she wanted to know the truth, whether the Earth rotated or
the sun rotated, or if the winds were born in vast bellows or set in motion by
the turning spheres, or why and how arrows shot into the heavens returned to a
particular spot on the Earth. If an ancient manuscript was truth, or lie. She
cared nothing for the politics of the situation or the church's traditions of
orthodoxy. In that way, of course, she was a heretic,
just not in the way they imagined. "I don't know where my father came by
this text," she said. 'As I already told you, I can't read it. I only knew
a little Arethousan. It was taught to me by Father Hugh." "You have already condemned
yourself," said Mother Scholastica. "You admit twice over this is
your father's book." She turned pages. "Here, a florilegia of
sorcery, the arts of the mathematici which were condemned at the Council of
Narvone. And here—what language is this?" "It's Jinna. This is a copy of the astronomical
text On the Configuration
of the World—" "An infidel's black sorcery!" "No, it's just a description of the
workings of the heavens, based in part on Ptolomaia's Tetrabiblos. There's
nothing heretical in that!" "It must be burned." "It will not be burned!" Liath
grabbed the book right out of the Mother Scholastica's grasp, clapped it shut,
and hugged it to her chest. Sanglant shut his eyes momentarily, unable
to bear the looks cast his way: some gasped, some gloated, some were genuinely
shocked, and Wichman, at least, was enjoying the spectacle as he scratched at
his crotch. Liath tried reason, although she must see
by now that reason would fail. "I had hoped, Mother Scholastica, that you
and your scholars could examine this text ..." "It must be burned." "But don't you want to know?"
She was indignant. "If it's true, then the church mothers lied to us.
If it is a forgery, then the heresy is discredited. It never serves any purpose
to burn what you fear." How passionately she spoke! Only he, among
those in this chamber, understood how literally she meant those words. Mother Scholastica turned away from her to
Sanglant. "You cannot hide, Nephew, from the poison you have brought into
the court. Do you see, now, how she seduced you?" It was true that he could not hide. He
opened his eyes to face them, all gazing expectantly at him. Was Theophanu
happy to see Liath discredited, or was she merely puzzled? Ekkehard looked
bored. The margraves and dukes were waiting, as soldiers in battle, to see what
command he would give, by which they would judge his worth. That Scholastica
and the church folk held their line was evident to all. He shifted ground. "I demand that Hugh of Austra be
brought before me. I charge him with Henry's murder, in collaboration with Adelheid
of Aosta. I charge him also with the murder of Helmut Villam." He gestured
toward the door. "I have with me this Eagle, called Hathui, known to many
of you as Henry's loyal servant, a particular favorite of my father's. She is
my witness. She saw both deeds committed with her own eyes and will swear that
Hugh is the murderer." Gerberga smiled tightly but said nothing,
neither to support or to challenge him. "That is a serious charge," said
Mother Scholastica, "especially since it is known that you bear a
long-standing grudge against Hugh of Austra, in part relating to the conduct of
this woman." She indicated Liath without looking at her. "That is not all." He was
determined to press the attack on the only flank that hadn't collapsed.
"Hugh of Austra was accused and found guilty of sorcery at a trial in
Autun. In that same trial, Liathano was excommunicated although she was not
present to defend herself nor had she any folk at that assembly to speak in her favor. I demand that those
who presided at that council be brought together a second time to reconsider
the evidence." "How will you manage that,
Brother?" asked Theophanu. "Constance has been shut away by Sabella.
She is a prisoner in Arconia in a place called Queen's Grave, so I am given to
understand. You would have to invade Arconia to get her back." "I am regnant of Wendar and Varre,
am I not? I am Henry's heir. It is no invasion if my king's progress takes me
to Autun to visit my aunt." Mother Scholastica looked at each of the
biscops in turn, and they nodded one by one. "It is a fair request. The
matter of heresy must never be treated lightly, since heresy is punishable by
death. But be clear on this. I will not anoint and give the church's blessing
to any soul who is an excommunicate." He looked at Liath. She met his gaze,
lifting one eyebrow as if his expression surprised or troubled her, and she
nodded, just once. The exchange annoyed him. She knew what he had to do, and
she didn't really care. She had never wanted to be his queen; she had only gone
along with it for reasons even he did not truly understand. He would never
understand her well enough to trap her as Hugh had done so easily. Well. Liath had given up more than anyone
here knew. He trusted her. "My quarrel is not with God, whose
servant I am. Let me be anointed and crowned here in Quedlinhame. After this,
the king's progress will ride to Gent." "Why to Gent?" asked Ekkehard.
"I don't want to go to Gent." "Gent is the birthplace of the first
Henry, Duke of Saony and later king of Wendar. It is well to honor the founder
of our royal line. In Gent's cathedral, Arnulf the Elder married the last of
Varre's royal heirs to his own children. On that day, Varre's noble house and
its right to rule Varre passed into Wendish hands. The holy biscop of Gent can
anoint and crown me again in Gent, before the multitudes who live there and in
the neighboring counties. Then the king's progress will ride west through Saony
and into Fesse, and from there into Arconia. Into Varre." "A wise choice," said Mother Scholastica. "I
approve." "And yet another reason," he
added. "Many there will attest to the miracle of St. Kristine, who
appeared to a young Eagle on the day that the Eika horde led by Bloodheart
attacked the city. That any of Gent's townsfolk survived the sack of Gent is
due to that miracle, and to that Eagle who led some of the population to safety
along a secret path revealed to her by the saint. Let the deed be remembered. I
know there are witnesses in Gent who will recall that day." Mother Scholastica frowned. "I've
heard such a tale, but I don't see—" But she did see. She almost laughed,
her mouth twisted up in an expression that wasn't a smile. "So be it. God
wish justice to be done. Let it not be said that any trial was decided before
all the evidence was weighed. Is there more, Sanglant?" "That is all for now." "I am not your enemy, Sanglant." "In this matter?" He shrugged.
"We are not enemies, Aunt. We both wish what is best for Wendar and our
royal lineage. I am my father's obedient son, and you are God's obedient
servant. So be it." "So be it," she echoed.
"Let Hugh of Austra be found. As for the 1 rest, we will make ready. In
three days' time, Prince Sanglant will be crowned and anointed as king." 4 HE gave you the book to make you look
guilty!" said Sanglant later that day, when they returned to the relative
peace of their encampment beyond the town. She sat on a bench with Da's book on her
legs. It was comforting to stroke the cover, the brass fittings, the cool
leather binding that was, in this one corner, flaking from age. It needed to be
oiled. "This book condemns you by its
existence. That's why they want it burned." "I will never let them burn this
book, or indeed, any book!" "You're being stubborn!" She met his gaze calmly. "I am
right." He sighed, pacing, rubbing his head.
"Maybe you are. I don't know." "But they're right," she added,
"that another woman, one trained to court, would be a more suitable
queen." He looked at her with disgust and left the
tent. She heard his voice rise outside. "Fulk! Fulk! Is there any news of
the fugitive yet?" Moments of peace were not easily
discovered on the king's progress. For once, remarkably, there was not a single
soul in the tent with her. Only a thread of light filtered through the smoke
hole at the center of the scaffolding that held up the canvas, but because she
had salamander eyes she had light enough to read the beloved words. She knew
them all by heart, of course, but it gave her such intense pleasure to touch
each letter, each word, and let the meaning flower before her eyes. Astronomy concerns itself with the
revolutions of the heavens, the rising and setting of the constellations, their
movements and names, the motions of the stars and planets, Sun and Moon, and
the laws governing these motions and all their variations. "Are you reading? Your lips aren't
moving." Liath was so startled she almost overset
the bench, and then was so embarrassed that she laughed nervously as she
identified the tall woman who had slipped quietly into the tent and stood
examining the furnishings with interest: a bed, a table, two chairs, two
chests, two benches, and a half dozen carpets overlapping each other. "It is true, then. The servants must
all sleep outside. I heard that in Arethousa the emperor dines in solitude at
the high table, not sharing his platter or his conversation with his
companions. It must be an eastern custom." "Margrave Waltharia." She rose.
"Pray, be seated." "Thank you." She sat on the
bench next to Liath, very close, and Liath had to sit down right next to her or
risk insulting her offer of intimacy. She was dressed in skirts cut for riding,
and she smelled of horses. "So, it transpires that you are not the great
granddaughter of Emperor Taillefer." "I was misled," said Liath
cautiously, "by the woman who claimed to be my mother." "You could have lied. No one would
know differently, since according to all reports it is certain that the Holy
Mother Anne—who claimed to be your mother—is now dead." "It isn't the truth, so it would be
wrong to say it was. Anyway, I never desired to be born to such a
position." "Yet you carry yourself as if it is
already understood." The words were said without rancor. Waltharia was not
angry or suspicious, only blunt. "You are a puzzle. And you do gleam a
little, in this dim light." "Do I?" she asked, genuinely
surprised. She looked at her hands but could see nothing unusual. "Did you not before?" "I don't know. No one ever said
anything." No one but Hugh, but that was too intimate a confession to make
to a woman she did not know, and one who had been, in times past, her husband's
most famous lover. "Would you marry him, if you could?" Liath asked.
"Mother Scholastica suggested it." Waltharia shook her head without any sign
that the question irritated her. "She's a canny tactician. She was only
saying that to draw out a reaction from the others. She'd no more wish me wed
to Sanglant than Gerberga or Theophanu would." "But would you?" She smiled. She was not a beautiful woman,
the kind who turns heads, but she was attractive, and strong, and healthy, and
her gaze was clean and clear. She had power and knew how to wield it. "No,
I would not, although you are right to wonder, because I am powerfully
attracted to him. I might have when I was young and my dear father was still
alive—years ago—but what I wish for has changed. I am margrave of the Villam
lands. There is much to be gained for a family who can hold on in the
marchlands. I take the long view. Marriage to Sanglant would not substantially
aid my house in any way that my loyalty to the Wendish throne does not already
do. And it would restrict my power. No, I have in mind to marry Lord
Wichman." "Wichman! You can't be serious! He's
a beast . . ." Waltharia was already chuckling. Liath smiled awkwardly. "Ah. You were
only joking." "It would be more tempting if he were
not quite so coarse. To marry a son of the royal house would bring an important
alliance to my family. Still, I have in mind some lord out of Varre, one who
will be grateful for a measure of distance between him and his older siblings.
Sanglant promises to bring one back for me when the progress returns from
Varre." "Will he know what you would
like?" Liath felt herself bit as she said it, wondering how Sanglant might
understand a woman like Waltharia so well that she would trust him to find her
a husband. Waltharia's mood turned somber with
startling ease. Her face remained calm, but her hands twisted up the fabric of
her riding skirt. "Druthmar was a good man. My father chose him for me. I
mourn him. You know, they never found his body. I must believe he is dead, but
it is hard not to hope and pray that he is still alive and may somehow find his
way back to me." "I'm sorry for your loss." Waltharia looked at her for a long moment,
then smiled softly and sadly. "So you are. I thank you for it." Liath traced one end of the book
compulsively, not knowing what to say next. The situation seemed so odd to her.
At last, she blurted out, "I don't know why you're here. What do you
want?" "Your measure. You are a puzzle, and
in a way you are an obstacle. I believe that Sanglant will be a better regnant
for Wendar than any of his legitimate siblings. Wendar needs a strong regnant
in these dark days." "That's true. I know why you think I
am an obstacle." "Do you? Sanglant is so companionable
and amiable and competent that it is easy to forget he is also like a dog in
refusing to give up the things he craves. His father spoiled him. Even Queen
Sophia—a very fine and strong-minded woman who was particular about her
prerogatives—let the boy run wild in her chambers. He means to become regnant,
despite being a bastard. He means to have you as his queen, despite the
objections of most of the noble lords and clerics in this realm, who quite
rightly object to your lack of rank, your suspicious heritage, and the evident
fact that you know sorcery. That's leaving aside the charge of heresy, and the
excommunication. How these two desires can be reconciled is the question. I
admit he has wrung victory out of defeat in terrible situations, but this
battlefield is not the one he is accustomed to. Do you aspire to be queen, to
rule beside him?" "No, in truth, I do not. But I won't
leave him." 'Ah. And if a compliant young woman of
suitable rank can be found—God help her!—who would agree to be queen and accept
you as his concubine? Would you accept such an arrangement?" Liath frowned, but she owed him this much,
that she truly consider such a course of action. Waltharia waited, perfectly at
ease as the light from outside faded and the space within the tent darkened
until every shape was only a deeper cast of shadow, even her own. From beyond
the walls of the tent came the many noises of the camp settling down as
twilight fell over them: horses stomping and blowing, men singing or calling
out orders, a wagon's creaking rumble as objects were moved, a dog's bark, the
distant piercing cry of the golden griffin as it soared above. Liath felt
herself caught within the inner heart of the camp, unseen but measured as the
outer seeming went about its public life. "No, I couldn't live with such an
arrangement." Waltharia nodded. "So be it."
Nothing in her tone revealed whether she approved or disapproved of Liath's
answer. "It can be done, but it will not be easy. You must agree to be patient
and to work at this one step at a time." "I can be patient. There is a thing
he lacks, Lady Waltharia." "Is there?" she said with a
laugh. "I have not yet discovered it, then. No, I pray you, I am only
jesting. What do you need?" "You see in what manner we are
dressed. Sanglant's road has been a difficult one. He and his army escaped the
cataclysm with little more than their weapons and horses and the clothes on
their backs. A regnant cannot be anointed and crowned without vestments
appropriate to such a ceremony." "Yes, it's well you warned me. I will
see that suitable robes are brought, although it will be difficult with his
height. Still, it can be managed." Unexpectedly, she reached out and took
Liath's hand in hers. 'Ah. Your skin is warm. Do you have a fever?" "No. I'm never sick with such
things." "Is it true?" she whispered.
"That your mother was a daimone of the upper air? A creature of
fire?" "It's true." "What does it mean? Do you have a
soul?" 'All creatures created by God have
souls." "Can you fly, as it is said daimones
can?" All at once, grief choked her as she
remembered what she had lost. Barely, she was able to rasp out the words,
although she didn't know why she should confess something so dangerous, so
terrible, and so private to a woman she scarcely knew. Her rival. Possibly her
ally. "Once I could, but not on Earth. Only
in the heavens." "Have you walked in the heavens? Have
you seen the Chamber of Light?" "No. Only souls unchained by death
can walk there. But I have climbed through the armature of the spheres, I have
climbed the ladder of the heavens. I have seen . . . such things that I weep to
recall them. So much light." 'As in the prophet's vision. Yet you are
here." She nodded, unable to speak. "You were forced to return?" She shook her head. "Did you come back of your own
volition, for him?" "For him," she said hoarsely.
"For the child." 'Ah." She turned Liath's hand over
and placed the tip of a finger in the middle of Liath's palm, as if reading
something from that touch. "That was a great sacrifice. I think even
Mother Scholastica does not understand this." "Why are you here, Lady Waltharia?" "Do you think I mean to curry favor
for my family by befriending you?" "I admit ... I don't know what I was
thinking." "I have already told you. Wendar
suffers, and Sanglant will be a strong regnant. To support him, I will support
you. But you must help me. No more scenes like the one played today in Mother
Scholastica's study. Do not hand them the weapon they can use to pierce you
with." "Yes, I understand that. I thought
she would be my ally. She is a scholar! She ought to want to know the
truth!" "She is a daughter of the royal line
and the most powerful abbess in the land. Scholarship is not her first
consideration." "No, perhaps not." "Have you taken thought to what you
will do when Sanglant goes to the church to be crowned and anointed?" "Not yet. A little." Waltharia nodded. "If there is aught
else you wish to ask me, if you desire my counsel, send the Eagle with a
message. My stewards know that she is allowed into my presence at any hour of
day or night." "The Eagle?" Waltharia released her hand and stood.
"The one who witnessed my father's murder." She left as precipitously as she had come.
In her wake, a woman entered bearing a lantern whose commonplace flame
illuminated her familiar face and wry smile. "Hathui! Were you outside all this
time?" "I brought the margrave here." 'Ah. It would make sense that you must
speak with the margrave about her father, and what you saw." "Yes, for my own part. For yours,
however, she is only the first." "The first?" Hathui hung the lamp from one of the
horizontal poles that supported the canvas ceiling. Then she turned, still
smiling, and shook her head as she might at a child who refuses to go to bed
when she's told. "Who will approach you, to gain your favor and your
notice." "There are others?" "Oh, yes," said Hathui wickedly.
"But I've put off the rest until tomorrow." Liath laughed helplessly, angrily, and
wiped tears from her eyes. "Books are easier to understand." "For some." "Ai, God, Hathui. What am I to do?" "Learn quickly." Hathui's scarlet-trimmed Eagle's cloak was
certainly the worse for so much wear, and it had been mended in a dozen spots.
Her brass Eagle's badge glowed in the lamplight. "It was easier riding as an
Eagle," said Liath. "I remember when I first saw you and Manfred. And
Wolfhere." "I remember," said Hathui in a
low voice, frowning. "Do you think Wolfhere is dead?" "No." "Do you know where he is?" "No." "I didn't see him through the crown.
He wasn't one of those weaving the spell. But Hugh was. It's strange, now that
I reflect on it. It was only a touch, at the end, but he was thinking of
you." "Hugh of Austra was thinking of
me?" Hathui's voice shook, and real fear creased her lips and eyes. That expression made Liath recall that day
back in Heart's Rest when Wolfhere had rescued her from Hugh. She had been so
weak then, not in body so much as in spirit. As skittish as a calf, Hanna had
once said. Hathui hadn't seemed frightened then. In fact, she had seemed as
clever and strong as any woman can be who knows herself and her power and her
place in the world and is satisfied with all of these things. "The one who thought of you was with
Hugh. Hugh was using him to absorb the power of the backlash that comes at the
tail of such a powerful spell. Hugh must have known that the people who wove
the spell would die, so he sacrificed this other man in his place." "Who are you speaking about? I
already know Hugh is a murderer twice over." "Three times, then. This other man
thought—that he would never see you again unless you met on the other
side." "The other side?" "I don't know where that is." "I know," Hathui whispered
hoarsely. Even in lamplight, with shadows thrown helter-skelter by the sway of
the lamp, it was easy to see how the blood had drained from her face. "My
grandmother was an unrepentant heathen. Even after she professed to enter the
Circle of Unity she still set out offerings for the Old Ones. You said Hugh is
a murderer three times. What did you mean?" "It was no one I had ever met, but I
felt a kinship with him. He was seeking the same thing I seek. The heart of the
universe. His name ..." So much had happened so quickly; the spell had
overwhelmed her. She had grasped his name, but she could not remember it. "It must have been Zacharias!"
murmured Hathui, weeping, "is he dead, then? Truly dead?" "Yes. I felt him die, through the
spell. Who is he?" Hathui sank to the carpet as she sobbed.
Liath knelt beside her, resting a hand on her shoulder, but she was helpless to
comfort her. "M-my brother. Ai, God. How? How?" "Hugh of Austra was part of Anne's
weaving." "You destroyed the spell by killing
Holy Mother Anne." "No. I killed Anne, it's true. I did
my part. But I had allies, whose names I do not know. It was the plan made by
the ancient ones. I was only the final weapon they unleashed. Zacharias did his
part as well. How they came in contact with him I do not know, but in the end
he cast himself into the crown that Hugh was weaving. Northeast of here,
somewhere out beyond the marchlands. Because of what he did, the entire
northern span of the weaving was knotted and tangled and thereby ruined." "Zacharias did that?" Hathui
gasped through her tears. Not alone, Liath thought, but she hesitated. Others
had done their part. Pale creatures erupting out of paler sands had consumed
Brother Severus. An Eika prince had killed the pair of clerics weaving the
crown in Alba. "Zacharias accepted death, to save
what he loved most." For a long time they remained without
moving, Hathui weeping, Liath beside her, wishing she knew what words of
comfort would ease Hathui's grief but keeping silence, because silence was all
she had to offer. A gust of wind rocked the tent, and long after it had
departed the lantern's metal handle squeaked softly against the wooden pole as
it swung back and forth, back and forth, the light cresting and troughing in
the corners until at last the motion stilled. 'Ai, God," Hathui breathed. "So
he is gone. Truly gone. Oh, Zacharias. He was probably afraid." "We're all afraid. What lies within
us can be as fearful a thing as all those terrors that lie without. He had
courage when he needed it." "That is enough," said Hathui
through her tears. She sat back on her heels and placed a hand over Liath's.
"I'll stand by you, Liath, whatever comes." "Will you stand by Sanglant?" "He has already won my loyalty." "Then I accept your offer gladly,
Hathui, and I'll tell you, there is none I value more." Hathui's gaze narrowed as she examined
Liath's face. "Did you know your eyes shine when it's dark? I never
noticed that before. It's like a touch of blue fire. What lies within you,
truly, Liath?" "Power enough," said Liath
softly, "that I am afraid of what it can do if let go unchecked." "No!" said Sanglant from
outside, clearly annoyed, "but let word be brought to me at once if there
is any news." Liath stood. Sanglant entered, and indeed
he looked mightily irritated. Then he saw Hathui. He knelt at once to set a
hand on her shoulder. "What is this? Have you come to some
hurt?" "No, Your Majesty. Liath recalled a
vision she had. She knows what became of my brother." "Brother Zacharias?" "Yes. He is dead." 'All." He glanced at Liath. She
nodded, and briefly told him the tale. "I am sorry. Brother Zacharias was
a troubled man, but a brave one. In his own fashion. This is yet one more crime
to add to Hugh of Austra's list." "There is no sign of him, I take
it," said Liath. "None. I've heard more of the tale
now. He arrived in Austra out of the east but would not say where he had come
from, only that he needed shelter. Gerberga brought him with her when she came
west to visit Theophanu in Osterburg. Now Hugh has vanished. He must have
plotted it all along. Give you the damning book, and fly away so that the taint
could not touch him." "Where can he fly?" Liath asked.
"His sister's lands are closed to him. He must guess she has turned
against him. Burchard and Liutgard will turn him over to you if they find him
in Fesse or Avaria. No one in the North Mark will trust him, if he even wanted
to return to such a benighted place. Where can he go? Who will take him
in?" "I've sent riders south and west. He
might go to Varre, to offer his services to Sabella or Conrad, but Conrad never liked him
either and Sabella has nothing to offer him. Where else can he go, then, except
back to the poisonous nest where he gained so much power?" "He'll elude your searchers,"
said Liath, shaking her head. "So be it. If he flees to Varre, we'll catch
up to him. If he flies to Aosta, then he cannot trouble us here in Wendar, can
he?" "So we can pray," said Hathui
grimly, "for I would like to sleep soundly at night. I have a boon to ask
of you, Your Majesty." "What is that?" "If he's caught, I want recompense
for the harm he's done to me and my kinfolk. A grant of land, perhaps, to add to
what they already claim." Sanglant smiled. "I so swear, Hathui.
You will have satisfaction." "Your Majesty," she said, head
bowed, and kissed the royal seal ring on his right hand, the one he had taken
off his father's body. He stood in unusual stillness for a long
time, unwilling to break into her grief, but at last she shook her head and
rose. "There is wine," he said.
"Captain Fulk will see you get anything you wish. We'll keep a close
watch, but I expect Hugh is gone. And that you are safe from him for the time
being. Still, we must be cautious." "Your Majesty," she said. She
nodded at Liath, and left the tent. He remained still for a shockingly long
time, and she watched him, curious and also not at all recovered from the
unexpected memory of the weaving that had risen like a tide to engulf her. It
had troubled her. It had roiled the waters. "What is it?" she asked him
finally. "Did you touch him? In the
library?" His voice was hoarse, but then, he always sounded like that. 'Are you jealous of him, Sanglant?" "Of course I'm jealous of him!
I know he—" He faltered, grimacing. "I know he ... possessed your
body." "He took what he wanted. I didn't go
to him willingly." "I know! I know! It just . . . gripes
me to think of him touching you. That isn't all of it. He has all the skills
you treasure. He can read and write and puzzle over the mysteries of the
heavens, just as you do." He waved toward the walls, the ceiling, the
lantern. "He knows sorcery. He's more like you than I am." "That's true," she agreed,
smiling as he got to looking more agitated. "It's a terrible thing to
imagine that a man as evil as Hugh can be compared to me in so many ways." "That's not what I meant!" he
answered, laughing but still worrying at it. "He's just so damned
beautiful." "That's true," she agreed. "How can the outer seeming so ill
match the inner heart?" "I don't know. Yet in the end even
his beauty has failed him. His own half siblings ought to trust and embrace
him, but they hate and distrust him instead. He betrayed those who did trust
him. He is a fugitive, a man without kinfolk or retinue to aid him. Perhaps God
have set him before us as a lesson." "What sort of lesson? I am not well
versed in these clerical riddles." He was amused, and no doubt a little
relieved, but in her own heart laughter had fled. " 'Chaos in the world is
the result of disorder in the human soul.' I didn't say it," she added.
"I'm just quoting. I read it in a book." "Which doesn't make it any less true.
Did you touch him?" She thought of Waltharia, a nice enough
woman, someone she had liked perfectly well. Someone who had shown her a
moment's surprising, and genuine, compassion. "Why should I tell you?" she
asked him, and when he winced, she was glad of seeing him pained. She hadn't
known she harbored so sharp a sting in her inner heart. Flame trembled. She had
learned how to contain it, but maybe she was more like Hugh than she knew,
wanting to hurt what she could not control. "Nay," he said raggedly, "I
have no right to question you on such matters, God know. I trust you. Let's
leave it at that." "I would as soon touch Hugh as lie in
a bed of maggots," she said, relenting. "Let's leave it at that.
There's much to be considered these next two days and not least of them is what
royal garments can be found for your investiture. Waltharia has said she will
help me in finding suitable clothing." "Waltharia?" "Oh, indeed, we are quite close, she
and I." She was doubly pleased, and ashamed of the
pleasure she took in it, to see him look askance at her, and frown, and scratch
one shoulder in a way that showed he was quite discomfited by these tidings,
wondering what they meant and what the two women might have said to each other.
He took refuge in pacing, and she let him pace as she allowed the turmoil in her
heart to simmer in an alarmingly smug manner. In time, he came to rest beside the bench.
He picked up the book, opened it with the exaggerated care of a man who rarely
touches such things, and shook his head as he stared at one of the pages From
this angle, she could not see which one. "I haven't the patience for
this," he muttered at last as he closed and set it down with proper
reverence. "I haven't the patience for court
life." "No," he agreed. "You will
always say the wrong thing at the wrong time." "Even if I'm right!" "Especially if you're right," he
said, laughing. "But court is a battlefield, nothing different. You must
choose not just how you arrange your forces but when and in what order you
attack, when to make a strategic retreat, when to make a flanking action, when
to stand your ground." "Its own form of scholarship." "Perhaps. I would not say so." "We each received training in our
youth. That can't be changed. I wouldn't have it otherwise. Because of that,
there is much we can learn each from the other. I've been thinking about Gent,
and strategy, and excommunication." "The nobles support me. As long as
they support me, the church is limited in how far its influence can
reach." "That may be, but / do not wish to
remain an excommunicate in the eyes or heart of the church. Of course it didn't
affect me at Verna or when I was with the Ashioi because I didn't even know of
it. In the final march against Anne it mattered little. Now it matters a great
deal. I know what I must do." "What is that?" "You won't like it." "Is that meant to encourage me to
dissuade you?" "I mean to do it, because I know it's
right." "So am I threatened! I pray you, if
we are to be allies, we must know what the other intends." "Very well," she said. "You
are not the only one who must hold a vigil."
XI SHADOWS AND LIGHT
1 I don't like you," said Blessing,
"so go away." Although Lady Lavinia's enclosed garden
had not yet begun to bloom, Antonia found a measure of peace there when she was
not tutoring Princess Mathilda or receiving petitioners and penitents in the
great hall beside Queen Adelheid. She had been sitting in solitude on a stone
bench considering the nature of evil and the punishments and penance most
fitting for oath breakers. Hearing the shrill voice of her enemy's child, she
leaned forward to peer through the foliage that concealed her. A screen of
clematis grew alongside the picturesque ruins of a tiny octagonal chapel, a
remnant from the old Dariyan palace that had once stood here. Beneath her feet
a mosaic floor, swept clean, displayed an antique tale involving two hounds, a
huntress, and a half naked man. She had often encouraged Lady Lavinia to
destroy the floor, but while the lady was otherwise all compliance, in this
matter she refused most obstinately. "You can't make me go. You're my
mother's prisoner." "I can punch you in the face." "Bastard of a bastard!" 'Am not!" 'Are so!" "Brat! Leave off!" A masculine
voice entered the fray. Antonia parted the leaves with her hands so she could
see. She had succumbed once to a man of that line. It was a bitter failing to
know that a youthful face and laughing, generous features might warm her still,
although he was young enough to be her grandson. Berthold Villam sauntered up
from the far end of the garden along the paved pathway that paralleled the
irrigation channel. He was conversing amiably with his Aostan guards. The two girls faced each other like two
young furies, although Blessing looked years older. Yet their expressions and
stances were remarkably similar. It was difficult to remember, seeing a woman
budding out of the girl, that Blessing was very young despite the age of her
body. She looked ready to spit or bite, as little hellions may do, but
Berthold's command fixed her to one spot where she fumed and got red and then
white as her temper flared. Princess Mathilda spat at Blessing's feet
before bolting for the safety of the colonnaded porch where two of her
servingwomen waited in the shadows. As they led the girl away, their chatter
faded out of earshot. "... and Meto said what? Here, now,
Your Highness, your mother said you weren't to speak to the child for she's not
of your station and a wild thing indeed. Let's go in. So, go on. What did Meto
say to her when he found out she meant to marry Liutbold?" "Marry Liutbold! Is that what that
was about? That's the first I heard of it. What can she have been thinking?" "She's stupid," said Blessing. Berthold halted beside the girl,
scratching at the peach fuzz he had been growing for the last three months.
"Princess Mathilda is a royal princess just as you are, Your Highness.
You'd do better to make her an ally than an enemy." He had switched to
Wendish, which the guards did not, perhaps, understand. "She's an enemy." "Perhaps. But she keeps stumbling
into you when she isn't supposed to see you at all." "That's because she hates me." "She might. Or she might wish for a
child her own age to play with. She might want to like you, and act like this
because she doesn't know how else to get your attention." How had this youth come to be so wise? "She's not my own age! I'm
older!" "You look older, brat. But you don't
act it!" "I do!" She bit her lip. She
pouted. But she shut up and fixed a stare on Berthold that would have eaten
another man alive. "Come, brat," he said more
fondly, extending a hand. She laid her head against his arm as a dog
rests its muzzle lovingly along its master's thigh. "Here is Brother Heribert. He's found
you a green apple left over from last season. Isn't that amazing?" "It'll make me puke!" 'Anna can stew it up with herbs and make
it all tasty. He found some flowers, too, a kind I've never seen before. Maybe
you can dry them and press them to make something pretty." "I don't want to. Papa let me fight
with swords. I want to fight with swords!" One of the guards made a noise halfway
between a hiccup and a cough. "I can so! I can so!" "Blessing!" She shut her eyes and to Antonia's
amazement did not burst into tears, as she would have done just two months ago.
She struggled, that dusky face mobile in all its expressions, flashing quickly
from thwarted anger through innocent bewilderment into a determination that
showed itself by the way she jutted out her jaw. "Your Highness, I have found you an
apple." Antonia looked away, letting the branches
ease back into place. It was bad enough to hear his voice. She could not bear
to look at him as well. "Thank you, Brother Heribert." "Properly spoken, brat," said
Berthold with a laugh. "We'll teach you manners yet." "I hate you," said Blessing in a
tone that meant exactly the opposite. "Come, Brother Heribert," she
added grandly. "We'll go up to Anna. We don't need him anymore." "It's time for your lessons," he
said in the voice that sounded like Heribert but not like him. "I hate books!" "You must learn. It is what he
wanted." "Go on, brat. Learning is a weapon as
sharp as steel." "You'll come too, Berthold?" she
asked plaintively. "In a bit." Her sigh seemed loud enough to rattle the
leaves. She tromped off. Antonia from her concealment saw the pair
as they climbed the steps onto the long porch that looked over the enclosed
garden. A trio of bored guards dogged their heels. One held the chain bound to
Blessing's left wrist, a necessary precaution after her first two escape
attempts. On the third step Heribert paused and glanced back over the garden,
and for an instant Antonia thought he looked right at her, although surely she
was safely hidden in the bower. "That child has a terrible liking for
you, my lord," said the older of the two guards attending Berthold. He
spoke in Dariyan. "Do you think so?" Berthold had
taken to Dariyan so easily that it was likely he had some prior knowledge of
the language, although nothing Antonia knew of the Villam clan suggested an
earlier link to Aosta. "Surely enough, for I've two
daughters close to her in age and I know the look they gave those lads they
took a liking to." "Poor thing," said Berthold. "Think you so?" asked the
younger guard. "She is a brat. Princess Mathilda is a nobler child." "I pray you, Philo, I will not hear
Princess Blessing spoken of in that way." The tone was gentle enough to
make the older guard chuckle and the younger one truckle. "I beg pardon, my lord. I meant
nothing disrespectful. Yet it's her father killed our lord, the queen's
husband. His own father! Surely the stain of his patricide marks her somehow.
She hasn't the look of proper people. What if that's the influence of the
Enemy?" "I'm no cleric to answer such
troubling questions. Princess Mathilda is a fine young lady, indeed, as she
must be with such royal parents. What say you we go find those pastries you
were speaking about?" "Is it the pastries you lads are
wanting a closer look at, or the cook's helpers?" said the elder, and the
younger two chortled. They walked away in good charity with each
other. Queen Adelheid had no idea how thoroughly Lord Berthold had cozened his
guards and what freedom they allowed him, none of which she had approved. He
had the run of the castle, as long as he kept out of the way of those who would
get his guards in trouble. Antonia watched the three men retreat down the
length of the garden between the serried ranks of fruit trees only now leafing
and budding as the warmth of spring tried to penetrate the clouds. There was a
brilliance in the sky today that gave her hope that the sun would break through
soon. If not now, when? Berthold could have escaped a hundred
times in the last three months, but he had not, because Blessing could not.
Like Villam, he was loyal to Wendar and, despite Mathilda's superior claims, it
was obvious to Antonia that Berthold had made his choice. Adelheid might
believe otherwise, but she had allowed herself to be blinded by his youthful
charm. Nay, Heribert was the cause of it all. He
had turned Berthold's heart, although it wasn't clear with what inducements.
Blessing, too, had a hand in it, however unwitting. Mathilda had many fine
qualities, including Henry's infamous temper and openhanded generosity and
Adelheid's devious mind, but she did not shine, not as Blessing did. The child
was without question an abomination, intermingling the blood of three races,
but she had power that could be molded and used as a tool, either by the Enemy
or by the righteous. Adelheid knew that. It was the only reason
she hadn't killed Blessing in revenge for Henry's death. Antonia sat down on the bench to resume
her meditations, but peace had fled. It was dry and cool and the air had a
dusty bite to it. No breath of wind rustled leaves. Even the poplars that lined
the far wall stood in silence, although normally any least breeze caused them
to murmur. There hadn't been rain for a month although usually the dry season
commenced much later in the year. These signs seemed bad omens. Worse yet to come, as the holy prophets said,
although how anything could be worse than what she had seen and the reports
that filtered in from the provinces of Adelheid's blasted realm she could not
imagine. When she rose, her knees popped, and her
back hurt. These days she was always out of breath and battling a nagging
cough. By the dry fountain, two clerics and one attendant waited for her. Few
had survived the destruction in Darre, but that was just as well. "Your Grace," said young John. "Your Holiness," said elderly
Johanna. The servingwoman, Felicita, took her arm
and assisted her up the steps, which had gotten steeper in the last month. "We will go first to the queen's
chamber and then to my audience hall for the afternoon's petitioners." "Yes, Your Holiness." At midday, Adelheid usually sat for an
hour beside Berengaria, but she was not in the nursery today. Antonia sank down
on the couch beside the bed where the tiny child tossed and turned in fitful sleep. Her face, normally
pale, would turn red when she coughed. She had not spoken a word for three
weeks now, and it was supposed by everyone except Adelheid that she was dying. Had Berengaria been innocent, or guilty?
It seemed she had been guilty, although it was difficult to know how a child so
small could have offended God. Perhaps she was being punished for her mother's
sins, as in the ancient days of the prophets when God smote the unrighteous for
their failings, great and small, old and young, female and male, and even the
cattle. So be it. "Poor thing," murmured Felicita.
Antonia smoothed sweat-soaked hair back from the child's face as the nurse
looked on with resignation. "Has the queen been in to see her
daughter today?" Antonia asked. "No, Your Holiness," said the
nurse. "I heard her in the corridor with her attendants, but then Captain
Falco came with some news and they went away again." "What news?" "I'm not sure, Your Holiness. There
was some talk of prisoners, but you know how the guard do bring in all kinds of
folk these days, most of them beggars wanting a loaf of bread and nothing
more." Antonia went into the sitting room where
Mathilda sat at a table and laboriously formed her letters. The girl looked up,
hearing footsteps, and smiled. "Your Holiness! Come see, I pray you.
I know every one!" She was a cunning girl, and eager to
display her skill on the wax tablet although generally in the church novices
were not taught their letters this young. After every letter had undergone scrutiny
and approval, and been done again, the child peeped up at her. She had big eyes
and long lashes, but she wasn't sweet, not anymore, not since the days before.
As it had in the greater world, the cataclysm had shaken loose the many lesser
evils that cut into a soul and thereby in those gouges gave purchase for the
Enemy's minions to claw their way inside. "I'm better at my letters than she
is, aren't I?" "You are very skilled at your
letters, Your Highness." "Better than her?" "My child, do not seek to be compared
to that you do not wish to become." "She doesn't like me." "She doesn't like herself. She is
very young." "She's older than me. She can't make
letters like I can. Will Berengaria die?" "We will all die, child. We will all
come to dust someday." "But our souls will live." "Those that do not fall into the
Pit." She shivered. "I saw it." "You saw what?" "The Pit. There was a big wind. There
was fire. The earth split apart. It swallowed people. All that poison poured
out. Wasn't that from the Pit? It was stinky." "Maybe so, child. Do not vex
yourself. You were not punished." She bit her lip and stared at the letters,
then with a sharp movement wiped the slate clean. "I'll do them
again," she said. "I'll be perfect so God won't punish me." 2 ANTONIA meant to stop in her audience
chamber—there was so much
work to be done—but her steps led her to the North Tower. This time of day, all
the prisoners would be within. Blessing was allowed into the courtyard only in
the morning, under guard, and her attendants had leave to exercise only in the
afternoon, so none would be able to attempt escape without leaving the others
behind. "Holy Mother." The guards
dropped to one knee, bowing heads, then rose and opened the door. The lowest room of the North Tower was now
a barracks. Pallets and rope beds filled half the floor, benches and three
tables the rest. Men knelt as she entered. At least two dozen were barracked
here. "Holy Mother." A sergeant—she'd
forgotten his name—came forward. "The queen is above with Captain Falco.
Have you come to see the new prisoners? They were brought in at dawn." "Yes. I'll go up." A stone staircase curved along the outer
wall of the tower, leading up to the next level. Here, the three servants slept
on pallets laid out on the plank floor. Two of them, the barbarians, sat here
now. The young male was binding hemp into rope. He looked up at her, his gaze
impassive, and without the least interest in her rank and exalted status he
went back to his work. The female had her eyes shut and, although she was sitting,
seemed to be asleep. What coarse hands she had! They were large and callused,
and she had the unattractive, flat-faced features of the Quman, although
Antonia had been told she was born to a different tribe entirely. It made no
difference. They were both doomed to the Pit, because they were heathens who
refused to accept the Circle of Unity. Except for a single chest, the rest of
the circular room was empty and the shutters barred. A pair of guards sat on
the wooden steps that had been lowered from the level above, fastened with
ropes and a pulley. The stone staircase, continuing upward, had been blocked
off with planks. "Holy Mother! Will you go up to see
the prisoners? Let us help you, if you will." A brawny and gratifyingly polite young
soldier lent her a steadying hand. It was not as easy as it had once been to
climb stairs that were almost as steep as a ladder, but she got to the second
floor without incident. In this chamber Lord Berthold and his attendant slept
on decent beds, and therefore good tapestries were hung from the walls and two
braziers, now cold, hung from tripods. Carved benches flanked a good table.
There was even a chair set beside an open window. He sat there, staring out over Novomo with an expression on his face
that made her shiver because it was so inhuman in its lack of emotion. "Brother Heribert," she said,
that thrill of rage and helpless expectation flooding her weary bones. Ought
not a child to love its parent? Didn't the Holy Book enjoin obedience? He did
not turn or even acknowledge that she had spoken. She might as well have been
invisible, and mute. "Heribert!" He roused, startled, and looked at her,
but did not rise to greet her, as any natural child would have. He should love
her and be grateful to her. He had been a great burden to her, after all, since
it was expected she would be celibate. That his father had seduced her—well,
that was the work of the Enemy, and no doubt those seeds sown had sprouted and corrupted
Heribert in a most improper way to make him so rebellious and ungrateful. Before she could speak to tell him so,
Captain Falco spoke, his voice heard through the open trap cut into the
ceiling. "I will ask you again, where have you come from? Who is this
young woman who accompanies you?" He got no answer. She walked to stand under the trap. The
stone staircase here had also been blocked off, and the ladder that offered
access to the third floor rested against one of the benches. "Can I help you with that, Holy
Mother?" asked the guard, who had followed her up. "Can you climb the
ladder?" "I can," she said grimly. The man set the ladder up through the
trap. Heribert rose. From the chamber below, she heard voices. "Let me up, I pray you!" "My lord, you weren't to have gone
out! The queen was very angry. We told her you were ill with a terrible flux.
Lord Jonas threw a hood over his head to pretend he was you and let Paulinus
and Tedwin escort him out to the pits. He rowled like a cat hung out on a
hook." Berthold's laugh rang merrily. 'After all
those pastries, I may yet wish I were that cat—" Above, the queen said, "Hit him. Make
him talk." A slap fell hard on flesh. "Stop it! Stop it, you bitch!" "Shit!" swore Berthold, from
below. "Who is that?" "The other prisoner, my lord. Dark as
honey, that one, and I'm sure she tastes as sweet. I didn't know Wendish women
came so dark, like Jinna. But she carries herself like a duchess and she's
Wendish, all right, the bitch." A second slap cracked, from above. From
below, feet scrambled on the steps. Heribert's brow furrowed as he considered
Antonia's face, or the bright tapestry depicting a hunting scene, or the air
itself, perhaps, where the sunlight caught the drifting of dust motes. His gaze
was focused on no single thing. She set foot on the lowest rung as
Berthold's head appeared in the open trap. Above, a scuffle broke out. There came
another slap, a muffled shriek, and a woman's sharp curse. Blessing screamed. "Sit down!" roared Captain
Falco. "You'll not treat me in this manner!
Get your hands off me, you Pig'" "I pray you, child," said a new
voice, a man's voice. "Sit down." Antonia recognized that voice. She
climbed as Berthold dashed across the floor and, seeing her on the ladder,
hopped from one foot to the other because he was too well bred to demand she
hurry up. She had trouble clambering out onto the
floor above. By the time she got to her feet, Berthold had swarmed up the
ladder behind her, and he stood there, skin flushed, eyes wide, and mouth open
as he stared. The queen was furious; spots of color
burned in her cheeks. This kind of unrestrained anger never made her prettier. The servant girl, Anna, had Blessing
clasped in a tight embrace. The princess looked ready to kick, but did not. A white-haired man was bound to a chair.
Two guards stood behind him. Captain Falco, looking as angry as Antonia had
ever seen him and bearing a fresh scratch on his face, had his big hands
clamped around the wrists of a dusky young woman who appeared to be about the
same age as Berthold. "Elene!" young Villam cried, in
the Wendish manner, dragging out each syllable: Ehl-leh-ney. "Elene
of Wayland!" Captain Falco released her. The newcomer
turned to look at the elderly man, who nodded at her before looking toward
Berthold. "You look like Berthold, Villam's
youngest son," said the one called Elene. "I remember you from the
king's schola, where I was held hostage." "You remember me?" said
Berthold in the tone of a man who has just fallen heels over head in love. "Of course. The others weren't kind
to me, not as you were. They called me names. They were jealous of my father,
of course." "Elene of Wayland," said
Adelheid. She folded her hands and tucked them close against her belly as might
a child who has been warned not to snatch at a piece of sweet cake it
particularly wants. 'Are you Conrad's daughter?" The girl looked at her, just that, then
turned her back most insultingly and crossed to kneel beside the elderly man.
"Have they hurt you, Wolfhere?" "Hush!" hissed Anna in a
too-loud voice as Blessing squirmed in her arms. "Hush, my lady!" "I want to go to Berthold!" Anna let her go, and Blessing bolted
across the room and flung herself so hard against Berthold that he staggered
and almost plunged down through the trap. "Brat! Hold, there! I can't
breathe." But he didn't look at her. He had not once
taken his gaze from Duke Conrad's beautiful daughter, who had, against all
expectation, turned up in Aosta under the protection of Brother Lupus, known as
Wolfhere, the last of Anne's cabal. How very interesting. "Enough!" Adelheid tugged
pointlessly at her sleeves as she struggled to recover her composure. "Let
the Eagle stew in the hole until he is willing to tell us why he travels north
through Aosta without a retinue and with a duke's heir in his talons. Conrad's
daughter may remain with her royal cousin for now." "I don't want her!" retorted
Blessing, who was still clinging to Berthold. "I don't like her." "I'll show you, you little
beast!" said Elene, with a spark of gleeful spite as she spun to face
Blessing. "You think I don't know how to discipline nasty little
sisters?" "Hush, Blessing!" scolded
Berthold. "Duke Conrad is your father's cousin. You'll treat Lady Elene
with respect." "I won't!" Wolfhere spoke for the second time.
"Princess Blessing. Be good, as your father—and Brother Heribert—would
wish you to." The words silenced her. She sniveled, but
kept her mouth shut. Elene smiled. She looked at Wolfhere, and
he at her, and some message passed between them that Antonia could not read,
but she understood its import. Prisoners as they were, fallen into the hands of
enemies, they were not scared in the least. They have a plan already. "Captain, take him quickly, before I
lose my temper," said Adelheid. She turned toward the trap. "Holy
Mother! Why have you come?" "To see the prisoners, Your Majesty.
How are they come here, in these terrible days?" "They were found walking north. How
can a pair of travelers with but one sorry mare between them have survived the
journey through southern Aosta? Yet neither deigns to speak. We will have to
torture the Eagle to extract a confession. Captain!" Falco untied Wolfhere from the chair. The
old man's hands were still bound, and he was bundled away down the ladder while
Elene stared after him. Adelheid followed. "Here, now, brat," said
Berthold, "let go." "Won't." "How have you come here, Lord
Berthold?" asked Elene. "I pray you, Holy Mother," said
Berthold sweetly. "Will you lead us in prayer?" The girl started, then lifted her chin to
acknowledge the blow. She was not subtle, but it was clear that, like her
infamous father, she was stubborn and strong. And hiding something. There was a
perfume, if not quite a smell, about her that reminded Antonia of Anne and the
tower in Verna: the stink of sorcery, that she knew so well herself. "You are Meriam's
granddaughter," Antonia said. The girl looked at her, surprised. That
youthful face had a great deal of pride, but she was also wary, guarded,
watchful. She was thinking, plotting, planning. "Who are you?" she asked
imperiously. "I am the Holy Mother of the
faithful, child." "You are the skopos? Holy Mother
Anne's successor?" she asked. "Yet you speak Wendish. You're not
Dariyan-born. Did Holy Mother Anne choose you to succeed her?" "God have chosen me to do their work
on Earth." Elene giggled, her expression touched so
slightly with hysteria that Antonia almost missed it. Beneath the noble
arrogance inherited from her father, she was fragile. The strength she had
shown in front of Wolfhere had no deep roots. "I pray you, Holy Mother, intercede
with the queen. Do not let them harm Wolfhere. He saved my life!" There was a secret here, but she would
have to probe carefully to uncover it. "How did he save you, child?" "I can't tell you." "I pray you, Holy Mother," broke
in Berthold, "can't you see she is exhausted? Let her rest. Surely you can
interview her later." "Wolfhere must not be harmed!"
Elene dropped to the floor, weeping. "Let go, brat!" Berthold shook
off Blessing. He crossed to Elene, grasped her hands, and knelt beside her.
"I pray you, lady, do not despair. I won't let Wolfhere be harmed." She lifted her face to stare up at him
through her tears. Such a handsome couple! So young and so emotional, as
the young were. "Stop it!" said Blessing
furiously. She stomped forward and tried to shove herself between Berthold and
Elene. "That's enough, brat!" said
Berthold sternly. "Stop it, yourself!" Elene
pinched the girl so hard on her backside that Blessing shrieked, leaped away,
and flung herself into Anna's arms, sobbing noisily. "No one loves me! I hate all of
you!" Elene's tears had dried. She looked at
Berthold, measuring him, and he stared at her with all the intelligence of a
young man who has fallen hard and helplessly into the snare of infatuation. She
did not remove her hand from his. Tremulously, she smiled. "No! No! No! He loves me, not
her!" "Your Highness," said the
servant girl, clutching the writhing child so tightly against her that the
strain showed on her face, "I pray you, do not make a scene. Of course
Lord Berthold loves you. We all do." "Even Papa got rid of me! No one
loves me! No one! No one! No one!" She fell into a sobbing temper tantrum
that took all the servant girl's strength to contain. Antonia smiled. "Lady Elene. What is
it you wish?" She released Berthold's hands and stood.
His concern had given her an infusion of strength. "I wish for Wolfhere to
be released so he and I can continue north. I want to go home!" "Queen Adelheid will not be so easily
persuaded." "I have other—" She cut herself
off, remembering prudence. "I expect your grandmother has taught
you some of her arts, child. I am not ignorant of Anne and her sorcery. I know
Meriam. Is she dead?" Elene's shoulders curled. Her tense stance
slackened. "Yes," she whispered. "She's dead. Anne knew it would
kill them all, and she didn't care! That's what Wolfhere said." "Wolfhere would know, would he not,
for he was Anne's most loyal servant." Elene tilted her head sideways as a
measuring smile teased her lips. "That's right," she said in a
mocking tone. Impertinent child! "I don't know what Wolfhere told you
to convince you to travel with him. I stood among their number, once, before
Anne tried to betray me. I saw what was coming. I saw who supported Anne, but I
also saw that I would be sacrificed, so I chose a different path. That is why I
survived." "What are you talking about?"
asked Berthold. Blessing sobbed on and on. "No one!
No-o-o one!" The child had remarkable stamina, which was, no doubt, some
unnatural inheritance from her parents. "Of course you are right," said
Elene quietly. "I pray you, Holy Mother, do not let them harm
Wolfhere." "I am sworn to God's service, not to
the trivial quarrels of humankind. Yet I hate to see suffering. It is possible
that you and Wolfhere have information that may be of value to me." "I'll tell you everything, if you'll
let us go." "Were you not already planning to
escape? What manner of sorcery did your grandmother teach you?" Elene twisted one hand within the curve of
the other. She bit her lip. "I know something of sorcery, Lady
Elene. I am not without weapons of my own, cruel ones, more dangerous than you
can know. Ones whose reach flies farther than that of arrows or spears. Ones
whose touch is deadly, and whose heart cannot be turned aside by any manner of
plea or bribe. My servants are not of this world, and nothing on this
Earth—nothing you have—can stop them." Blessing stopped crying, but she shuddered
against her servant. Elene hid her face in her hands. "I
know who you are. My grandmother spoke of you. You're the one who controls the
galla." "That I am. Now do you see it is
better to cooperate with me? Even if you used magic to escape, my servants can
still hunt you down no matter where you run." "What are galla?" asked
Berthold, his face twisted with nervousness and confusion and a touch of proud
Villam outrage. "Something very bad," said Elene
so faintly that her voice faded and was lost as, below, a bench scraped and a
guard's yell drifted up from the lowest level. She lowered her hands.
"What do you want from us, Holy Mother?" "I want the truth. Tell me everything
you know, Lady Elene. I cannot allow you or Wolfhere to leave, but I will see
that you are well treated and that Queen Adelheid does not harm you." "Yes." Groping, Elene found a
chair and sank into it with Berthold supporting her. Once she was sitting, he
kept a hand protectively on her shoulder as she told her tale in a halting
voice, backtracking often, repeating herself, and without question obfuscating
where she could. She was terrified, that was easy to see,
and humiliated because she knew she was afraid. She made mistakes and revealed
more than she meant to: how Meriam had demanded that her son sacrifice his
eldest daughter to Anne's cabal; how they had been shipwrecked but rescued by
Brother Marcus; how Wolfhere had vanished in Qurtubah, near the ruins of
Kartiako, because the others suspected he had turned against them; how a
simple, illiterate brother called Zacharias had saved her from the monstrous
akreva, taking the poison meant for her; how she and Meriam and their tiny
retinue had crossed through the crown into the deserts of Sais, into a
trackless waste where no creature lived or breathed; how Meriam had woven the
great spell with Elene's assistance, on that terrible night. "She died." Elene's voice was
more croak than human and her body shuddered as Berthold patted her shoulder.
She did not cry. "She needed my strength, but she sent me back at the last
moment. She had planned it with Wolfhere all along." "With Wolfhere? Planned what?" "That he would follow us and return
me to my father. She fulfilled her vow to Anne. She knew it was right, what
they did. But the Seven Sleepers failed. The Lost Ones have returned. They will
kill all of humankind if they can. In Jinna lands they still tell tales of the
ancient war with the Aoi. My grandmother heard those stories when she was a
child. You know what Anne meant to do—to banish the Lost Ones forever, so they
would never trouble us again. Why did you abandon Mother Anne, knowing that her
cause was just and necessary?" "I saw no reason to sacrifice myself
when I could serve God better by surviving. Did Anne know that she and all the
others would die? That the weaving would extract its own cost? Did Sister
Meriam know she was doomed? Did all of them die?" By the way Elene lowered her eyes and
sagged against Berthold, Antonia guessed she was about to lie. "I could
not see into the weaving. I only know ..." She wept. Berthold shot Antonia an indignant glance.
"Is this necessary?" He looked so much like his father that Antonia
had a momentary sense of dislocation, as if she had been thrown by means of a
spell back to the days of her youth. But she had to press on. "What do you know, Lady Elene?" "Something terrible happened. I don't
know who fought the spell, but it broke down in the north, and then something
terrible happened. White fire, and a river of burning rock. My grandmother was
..." Her lips twisted as she struggled not to sob out loud. "She was gone, engulfed utterly
in a blast of light. Later, a wind flattened our camp. Our servants were
killed, smothered in sand. There came ... a creature that dug out of the
sands." She covered her eyes with a hand. "A huge lion, but it
had wings, and the face of a woman. It was going to kill me. Wolfhere came, and
we escaped." "The ancient messengers of God."
A fire of excitement burned in Antonia's heart. The rush of heady discovery
made her giddy. "The oldest stories come to life! Is this true, that you
have seen such things? One of the lion queens, the holy messengers of
God?" "I saw them." "What did Wolfhere do that allowed
you to escape their just wrath?" Elene grimaced and wiped her cheeks as she
calmed herself. 'Ask him. I fainted from loss of blood." "Can you mean they struck, and yet
you survived?" "Do you not believe me?" Elene pulled her tunic up to display a
length of bare thigh, supple and comely. Berthold flushed bright red and looked
away, but Antonia saw the whitened scars from three cruel cuts that had torn
the flesh and healed cleanly. A cat might leave such a mark, if it were very,
very large. "Very well," said Antonia.
"I believe you, Lady Elene. You will remain here in the custody of Queen
Adelheid. Do not forget the galla." She left them, but it was difficult to
concentrate on the discrete rungs of the ladder with her thoughts in a tumult. What
power did Wolfhere have? He seemed the least powerful of Anne's cabal, the
one who wandered in the world to give reports back to the others because it was
the only thing he could do. Yet he and Antonia were apparently the only
ones who had survived out of Anne's cabal. There might be others of Anne's
schola who had received some training in the arts of sorcery, but it was likely
they had perished in Darre or cowered in fear in some hiding place. Without a
strong leader, they were no more than boats set adrift without oars or rudder. On the lower floor, Heribert still stood
by the window. By all appearances he hadn't moved at all since she had gone
upstairs. His glance touched her, then flicked away. His disinterest infuriated her. She struck
with the only weapon she had. "If Prince Sanglant loved you, he would not
have abandoned you." That caught his attention. He regarded her
first with puzzlement, then with faint comprehension. "That's what the other
one said. If he loved me, he would not have abandoned me." He tried out
the words, considering the concept. It was not like Heribert to be so slow.
"Where did he go? I look and look, but I cannot find him." "North, so it is said! Back to Wendar
in search of the one he loves more than you. He never loved you." He shook his head as might a child, trying
to shake off a hurt that would never go away. "That can't be. He loved me.
But he abandoned me to follow the other one. It's the other one who stole
him." His ponderous maundering annoyed her. She
had done so much for him, and this was how she was repaid. She continued down
to the guardroom, eager to depart the North Tower now that she had so much to
think about. How far did Elene's sorcerous abilities extend? Impossible to
know. "Be sure that none of those here
leave the tower until I give further orders," she said to the sergeant.
"Not even Lord Berthold. I know he is a favorite among you for his
amiability, but he must remain confined to the tower for the time being." "Yes, Holy Mother. But there are
certain chores and tasks that my men don't wish to be involved in. Who is to do
those?" "The servant girl can continue to run
errands for you in such matters. She will not attempt to escape. Where has the
old man been placed?" "In the dungeon, Holy Mother." "Make sure he is chained, so he has
no chance of escape. He is dangerous, although he may appear inoffensive and
weak." "Yes, Holy Mother." As a mark of favor, she allowed him to
kiss her ring. Her attendants escorted her through
Novomo's gardens and open corridors to her audience chamber. The day's
supplicants had been waiting, crowded outside the chamber. Inside, Antonia
stood with arms outstretched as her servants arrayed her in the holy vestments.
She settled in the high-backed chair with the Holy Lance of St. Perpetua laid
on a table, on cloth, beside her. The golden cup was filled with wine and
placed on an embroidered tablecloth draped over a table behind her. A dozen
scribes sat at a table to her right, prepared to record the petitions, the
litigants, and her decisions. Clerics opened the doors. The petitioners
crept forward on their knees and one by one pleaded, begged, and made excuses. "I pray you, Holy Mother, I have in
my possession this letter granting me the benefice of St. Asklepia in Noria,
but without an escort of twenty armed men I cannot risk the journey south along
the coast. Without my presence, there is no accounting for the riot and ruin
that may afflict the land. I cannot pay taxes into your treasury if I am not
there to supervise. Pray delegate soldiers for this task. ..." "Lord Atto has set his own bastard
son as abbot over our monastery, Holy Mother, and this scoundrel keeps three
concubines in his chamber and a pack of dogs in the chapel. We pray you, let
our good Brother Sylvester be raised to become Father over the cloister of St.
Justinian. Have this evil man turned out as he deserves. ..." "I pray you, Holy Mother, every last
stand of ripe grain was burned and all our vineyards destroyed last autumn. I
have no stores and the people in my parish are starving. ..." "It's true we are obligated to
provide thirty armed and provisioned soldiers and their mounts for the skopal
palace. We are hard-pressed in our own county at this time and need all those
men to hold off brigands and outlaws. ..." "Our biscop died last autumn, Holy
Mother. We pray you, appoint a worthy successor. ..." Every day except Ladysday she heard such
cases, or ones so similar that without the record of the clerks she might have
gotten confused when a competing group of brothers from the same monastery of
St. Justinian arrived to press a claim for the very bastard son whom they said
had been slandered by evil men and who was in truth a most pious and learned
shepherd who would be happy to offer a generous donation to the papal treasury
to prove his worth. Folk would shirk their tithe, and then turn around and beg
her to take various foundlings and wastrels into foundations she controlled,
but she knew it was only an attempt to fob off extra mouths onto others more
willing to feed them. Still, she did not turn away the unwanted. They could
always be put to work, and they would be grateful to be alive. The cleverest
among them could be trained to act as servants in her growing schola, the least
could clean out stables and sweep streets, and the queen always had need of the
wicked to toil in the mines. The strong would survive; the rest would smother
under the weight of their sins. For now, she and Adelheid had to rule
carefully to gain that measure of authority which would allow them to expand
their sphere of influence. That Darre had fallen confused the multitude. Daily,
refugees staggered in from the south with tales that scalded a man's ears—rapine,
devastation, looting, buildings torn apart down to the last foundation stone by
desperate folk seeking to rebuild elsewhere, pirates along the shore, robbers along
the road, and children dying with flies crawling over their eyes and mouths. It
was necessary to act ruthlessly to establish preeminence against the many
forces rumbling and boiling throughout the stricken Aostan lands. She had no
authority save that of God, but of course the authority conferred on her by
God's will was higher than all others. Every day, therefore, when the last of the
petitioners had been heard, when all were gathered in the hall to gain her
blessing before setting out on their journeys back to their own lands, when
Queen Adelheid arrived from her own audience chamber to share a final
benediction and prayer, a statement was read out. Antonia had compiled it
herself from such writings as had been rescued from the skopal palace in Darre
and from her own understanding of necessity and truth. The assembly would hear,
and they would carry news of it back to their homes. The skopos can be judged by no one; The
Dariyan church has never erred and never will err until the end
of time; The Dariyan church was founded by the
blessed Daisan alone; St. Thecla the Witnesser was the first skopos; The skopos
alone can depose and restore biscops; She alone can call councils and authorize
holy law; She alone can revise her judgments; She alone can depose emperors;
She alone can absolve subjects from their allegiance; All princes and noble
vassals must kiss her feet; Her legates, however humble, have precedence over
all biscops; An appeal to the skopal court supercedes any other legal appeal;
The skopos is undoubtedly made a saint by the merits of St. Thecla. Every day Adelheid, queen and empress,
bent her head and listened in apparent humility. Like Antonia, she knew they
had nothing but God's authority on which to rebuild what had been lost. Therefore,
God would succor them, and they would do what was right by God. Wicked folk
would hate Antonia for her fidelity to God, but she knew that the Lord and Lady
had brought her to this position because They wished all those who stood in the
Circle of Unity
to obey her. St. Thecla had risked all to witness. Antonia could do no less. "There will be more tomorrow,"
said Adelheid when the audience hall had cleared and they sat in a pleasant
silence with only the scratching of pens and the gossiping of Adelheid's
servants to distract them. Lamps were lit. Lady Lavinia excused herself to
attend to four relatives, one a holy presbyter, who needed to be settled in before
the evening's feast. "There will always be more, Your
Majesty." Antonia admired her clerics as they worked industriously on
codicils, grants, and letters. "As we govern wisely, our influence
increases." "Yes. More come every week." "They fear the Enemy. Therefore, they
come to us for rescue. Soon we go in to supper, Your Majesty. It is necessary
we discuss Duke Conrad's daughter and the Eagle. The girl is a sorcerer,
trained by her grandmother. She is dangerous." "Because she is a sorcerer, or
because she is not loyal to us?" "I recommend you kill her at once. Be
certain to strike when she least expects it, or while she sleeps. She may have
weapons at her disposal that will make her difficult to kill." Adelheid regarded her in silence. One by
one, lamps were lit in the hall, casting shadow and light according to God's
will: skopos and empress in pools of light, and the rest in the growing shadows
each depending on their nature. "What of the Eagle? Henry never
trusted him." "Kill him, too, if you wish it, but
he may yet be of use to you. He knows the secrets of Anne's power. He knew her
longer than anyone. He has power of his own that I do not yet understand." "Where have they come from? Why are
they here? Is it not important we learn these things?" "I have possession of her story. Anne
is dead." "How can the girl know this for
certain? Where did they come from?" "From the deserts of Sais. I will
tell you the whole later, after we have eaten." "How could they have crossed the
Middle Sea when such monstrous waves destroyed every shoreline?" "How and where they crossed I do not
know. Only the Eagle can tell us that tale." Adelheid's gaze skimmed the audience hall,
noting each person and what they were doing or to whom they were speaking,
noting what
soldiers guarded the door and which shutters were open and which closed.
"What power have I here, Holy Mother? I have your power, as skopos. It has
served us well. So far." "Do you not trust in God,
Adelheid?" Her expression was wary, and her tone
sharp. "It is men I do not trust. A powerful lord—and there are still some
in Aosta, especially in the west where they were spared the worst of the
cataclysm-may choose to raise another biscop or holy deacon to high office. She
may claim the skopos' throne, and that family will therefore gain support for
their own faction." "Their claims would be false." "So we would argue." "You have seen God's hands at work
here on Earth. How can you doubt Their power?" "I have seen destruction raised by a
great working, raised by human hands. All I know of God's power is that They
chose to spare me from death while killing Henry. I have one child who lives,
and another who will soon die." The shadows had touched her, but she went
on without faltering. "I have few supporters from the noble clans who rode
south and east to support Henry's empire. Darre is in ruins, uninhabitable.
What remains of southern Aosta I do not know. I have marched through the
eastern lands myself. They are devastated. Must I go to the Arethousans for
help? Sanglant will not aid me. He intends to become regnant in Henry's place.
Yet now Elene of Wayland falls into my hands. With her, I might buy cooperation
from Duke Conrad. He has ambitions of his own. She is more valuable to me alive
than dead." "She is dangerous." 'Are you not more dangerous still, Holy
Mother? 'The skopos can be judged by no one.' This is a powerful spell." "It is no spell! The skopos is
obliged to govern all peoples who reside in the Circle of Unity." "Then is the emperor, or empress,
your servant?" Antonia nodded. 'As above, so below." "You have other servants, scourges
whose touch is death." "I have the tools I need." "You are well armed for the coming
war. Let me keep Lady Elene alive, as a hostage, a companion piece to Princess
Blessing. As for the Eagle, I care not. Do with him as you wish. If his death
would save my daughter's life, I would tear out his heart with my own
hands!" "A heathen desire, Your Majesty. And yet," she added
kindly, seeing how Adelheid set her jaw and clenched her hands upon the arms of
her royal chair, "spoken out of a mother's desperation. I have no healing
powers of that kind. My gift is to restore God's realm on this Earth." "So I pray," murmured Adelheid. Antonia smiled, knowing that her first
battle had been won.
XII WHERE THEIR FLIGHT TOOK THEM
1 HE did not like it at Quedlinhame, and he
liked it less so many days later at Gent when, for the second time, she rose
before dawn and drew on a penitent's robe. "It dishonors you," he said,
watching her. "It does not dishonor me to pray. It
does not dishonor me to ask forgiveness for my sins. I am stained with the
blood of many men." 'As am I!" She was dressed like any humble pilgrim in
a robe of coarse, undyed linen, with head and feet bare despite the cool spring
weather and damp ground. "You killed them cleanly. I did not." "We can all pray in the church for
forgiveness, Liath. This ..." "This shows the church mothers that I
am not afraid to stand barefoot before God even though I am a mathematicus and—the
manner of creature I am. I am not a heretic. I am not afraid to be humble
before Them. It's the proud who won't kneel before God's truth. It's those who
fear to question who are the ones who don't truly believe. God do not fear our
questions. Otherwise why would They have made the world with so many
mysteries?" "I can't argue with you!" "Not in these matters." He paced, but his protests and his
discomfort did nothing to alter the pace of her preparations. She would go, as
she had at Quedlinhame, much to the surprise of Mother Scholastica. In truth,
he had to admire it as a good tactic, unexpected and effective as a
counterblow. "How long will this go on?" he
asked. "Will we ride the breadth of Wendar and Varre with you kneeling on
the church steps at every stop?" "If I must. Until the excommunication
is lifted." His own splendid clothing had not yet been
unpacked from its chest. He would not approach Gent's cathedral until after
midday. It took time to ready his retinue. "You'll continue to ride with me on
my progress! You'll not go into hiding! Or into a convent!" Though somber, she smiled. "Be
assured that every soul in this army is aware that you bed me every night
without the sanction of the church. That you married me despite your father
forbidding the match." "That you use your sorcery to seduce
me and keep me as your prisoner. I know. I know." "I do not fear what others may say of
me or think of me. They can't harm me. Let me do this without having to
struggle against you as well, Sanglant." She did not wait for his answer. After she
left the chamber, he surveyed the room. In this same chamber he had resided for
many weeks when he had last bided in Gent about two years ago. It was hard to
keep track of the time, although he recalled that it had been a cold winter
when he and his retinue had arrived. The tapestries on the wall depicting a
hunt, a feast, and an assembly of dour clerics and biscops were the same ones
he had gazed on before. The handsome Arethousan carpet that covered the floor
had the same bright red-and-yellow flowers and green vines as the one he
remembered. No reason for the mayor to have changed it, since Arethousan
carpets were treasured for their rarity and quality. A copper basin and pitcher
rested on a side table. Whatever chests had rested against the wall had been
replaced by those he traveled with. Years ago, Liath had appeared to him in
this very chamber through an aetherical gate, and she had stolen Jerna, and
vanished. God, he had been so angry. He began,
again, to pace. The latch jiggled. The door opened a
handspan. "Your Majesty?" "Come in, Hathui." She entered, followed by his crowd of
intimate attendants. Captain Fulk and Captain Istvan the Ungrian represented
his guard. To create ties of kinship between the great lords of the realm and
his personal guard he had taken in a quintet of young lords, one each from the
retinues of Liutgard, Burchard, Gerberga, Waltharia, and a cousin related by
marriage to the deceased Duchess Rotrudis. A trio of clerics from his schola
were led by Sister Elsebet, and she had with her a young monk named Brother
Ernoul whom Mother Scholastica had attached to his household so that Sanglant
might offer the worthy, clever, and affable youth advancement in the world. He
had also acquired four honest servingmen, sons of stewards, chatelaines, or
castellans, each one a relative of one of his soldiers who had died. Den's
younger brother swept dust from around the braziers and refilled them with hot
coals, while Malbert's cousin and Johannes' uncle laid out his robes and finery
on the bed so that the seamstresses could repair any last moment's snags or
frays. Chustaffus' older brother brought a covered pitcher of hot water which
he placed beside the basin, waiting until his services were needed. "Your Majesty," said Hathui,
"there is a cousin of Lord Hrodik whom Biscop Suplicia wishes you to
interview. She believes that this lady, a widow without surviving children,
would serve you well as chatelaine of your progress." "The biscop comes out of that same
lineage, does she not?" "So I hear, Your Majesty." "She is putting forward her own
kinswoman in hope of gaining influence." "Of course, Your Majesty. Yet you
must have a chatelaine and stewards in the same way an army needs soldiers and
captains. Duchess Liutgard will leave you in Fesse. Duke Burchard is already
gone. Their capable servants cannot serve you forever." "Let me interview her, then. But I
pray you, Hathui, continue asking among the other noble lords for worthy
candidates. Alas that so many of Henry's court died in Aosta." Prayers were murmured among the assembled.
In their wake, he heard a slight noise from outside the chamber whose direction
he could not fix. "Where is Lord Wichman?" he
asked. They looked around. Hathui answered.
"He was with us a moment before, Your Majesty." He went to the door, which Fulk opened.
"Don't follow me." The palace at Gent was famous for its
circuitous corridors, made more confusing by layers of rebuilding over the last
hundred years. The most recent spate of building had occurred after King
Henry's defeat of Bloodheart's army, and, except for the unseasonably cool and
cloudy weather, it was clear Gent had suffered less than most parts of the
country over the last few years. No children begged on the streets. The
outlying countryside was well populated and adequately housed, and the road
through Steleshame and down into the river valley was particularly well kept. Many alcoves offered a place to sit beside
an open shutter. Here and there a burned-out corridor had simply been closed
off with bricks or boards to become a blind alley. What couldn't be seen by the
casual passerby might be heard to one seeking the sound of a struggle. "No ... uh ... my lord ... I pray
you, let me go! I'll scream!" "I think not, you little bitch! Now,
just. ..." "Wichman." Halting at the mouth of one of these dark
corners, he saw two shapes caught in an intimate embrace, one pressing hard
against the other, trapping her against a boarded-off back wall. "Oh, Lord, Sanglant! Can't you let me
be?" "Let the woman say she prefers to
remain of her own free will, and I'll walk on." She was breathless, straining against
groping hands, and desperate. "I pray you, Your Majesty. Grant me your
protection. He's trying to rape me." Wichman slapped her. Sanglant grabbed his shoulder and yanked
him back. The other man, turning, came at him with a punch that landed on
Sanglant's chin and slammed him into the other wall. Wichman was in a rage, and
pushed in cursing and pummeling fists against his body. God, Wichman was
strong. Each slug staggered Sanglant. Most he caught on his arms, but one got
under his guard and punched up right under his ribs, making him grunt. Sanglant hooked a leg around Wichman's,
shoved against him with his hip, and upended him, then came down with both
knees on his chest. Wichman coughed and swore. "One isn't
enough for you? You have to have all of them?" Three servants and two guards appeared,
looking anxious. "Go on," said Sanglant, and they
looked at his expression and scurried away. "Perhaps you have to force women to
get them in bed with you, Wichman, and perhaps you mind not that they hate and
fear you for it, or perhaps you even enjoy it, but I won't tolerate it." "What will you do to me, Your
Majesty?" he said with a sneer. "What can you do?" Sanglant wiped a bit of blood from his
lip. It would swell later. "Marry you to Bertha of Austra." "She's dead! Your wife lost
her!" "She may not be dead. If she lives,
she'll find her way back to Wendar. What would you think of that?" "You don't scare me, Cousin. I'll
take the puling maiden that's Bertha's little sister. I hear she's comely
enough. And Westfall in the bargain. Or make me duke of Saony. That will make
my sisters croak and bark! Too late for that, isn't it! You gave Saony to your
sister like a bone to a bitch, for she'll never have the throne. What's left
for me, eh? I found me a tight sheath for my sword, as my consolation, so leave
me be, you damned prick!" He was wild, and aroused, no better than a
dog that has scented a bitch in heat. Impossible to reason with. "Do not touch this woman again."
Sanglant stood, and he braced himself as Wichman rose, brushed off his
clothing, and laughed. "Saving her for yourself? She's
handsome enough, if not as bright a jewel as your soulless wife." Sanglant punched him hard, and Wichman
went down again, and this time rose afterward with more caution, rubbing his
chin. "I'm not angry, Wichman. Nothing you
say about my wife can harm her, but it's necessary for you to understand that
on my progress you must curb your tongue." "I meant to curb my tongue in this
warm creature's lips. Why are you so stingy?" He took a half step toward
Sanglant, but thought better of it. "Kings ought to be generous, not
close-fisted, hoarding all the gold for themselves." He walked away. "My lord," she said from the
darkness where she hid. "Your Majesty. I thank you." He knew who it was. He'd known all along.
"Have you any boon to ask of me, Frederun?" he asked her. "Nothing you can grant me, Your
Majesty." She moved forward enough that he could see her shadowed face and
the curve of her breasts and hip beneath her linen gown but not so close that
he could touch
her without taking a step toward her to claim her. "What I most desire I
can never have." "Have you any need of a dowry to make
your way? For a marriage, perhaps? To be released from your service in the
palace?" "I need nothing, Your Majesty. Only
to be left in peace. I like my service here well enough and the company of the
other women who are my companions. It is only men who trouble me." A
tremor afflicted her voice, and he knew he was partly the cause of it but that
she could never say so. "Are you content?" She did not answer, but he heard her begin
to weep. "If there is anything, apply to one
of my stewards." Her voice was hoarse and barely audible.
"Yes, Your Majesty." Weary, he returned to his chamber, where
Hathui had kept them waiting, just as he'd ordered. "Is all well, Your Majesty?" she
asked him as he entered. She had a way of squinting as she examined his face
that made him feel quite naked, not in body but in soul. "Only reflecting on my sins. Let us
go to the chapel for the morning service. Then we'll make ready." She nodded. It was impossible to know how
much anyone had heard, but he understood well enough that there was little
secrecy and less privacy on the king's progress. He had known that all his
life. This was the first time it chafed him. 2 ON the first day of the new year, 736,
King Sanglant of Wendar and Varre, son of Henry, approached the cathedral on
horseback with his magnificent entourage behind him, each one splendid and
terrible in rich robes and gold or silver coronets, depending on their rank.
Behind them rode the twoscore soldiers out of his personal guard who had
survived the cataclysm in Aosta as well as another score newly brought into his
service. Down the widest avenue in Gent they rode four abreast. There was just
room on either side for folk to press back against buildings, to stare and call
out and sing praises
and weep as he rode past. When they came into the square, he saw that the
entire expanse was filled with a multitude, the people who lived in Gent and
those who had walked a day or even three days to the city in order to witness
the anointing and crowning of the new king and to receive the bread that would
be distributed in the wake of the ceremony. The steps rose before him. He halted his
horse at their foot and handed the reins to Wichman, who as his cousin had the
right to the office of king's groom and insisted on taking his place at
Sanglant's right hand. Sibold eased forward along the side. He would hold Fest
during the actual ceremony. Sanglant dismounted. How strange to set
his foot on these cold stairs where he had died—only of course he could not
die. Here Adela and Sturm had fallen. Here the last of his faithful, bold
Dragons had met their deaths. Up by the doors the brave Eagle, Manfred, had
been cut down. This much he owed them: that where they had died he could honor
them by his own triumph, if there was honor in surviving when all those around
him perished. He ought to have died, too, but he had no
power over the geas laid on him at birth. A crowd of beggars knelt on the first few
steps; they would feast at a special table tonight. Above them waited the great
princes of the realm in their finest clothing, his peers, who had acquiesced to
his elevation because there was no one stronger and more fit to reign after
Henry. He noted them: Theophanu and Ekkehard, Duchess Liutgard, Rotrudis'
sullen daughters, the powerful margraves, and a handful of important counts and
nobles. Beside them stood an intimidation of biscops, abbesses, abbots,
presbyters, and noble clerics. All these would witness. All these, but there was one more who
amazingly had space to herself halfway up the steps. Liath knelt with head bowed. Her
golden-dark hair, uncovered and unbound, spilled gloriously down to her rump.
It curled wildly, dampened by an earlier misting rain that had ceased at
midday. She had, apparently, brushed ashes over it, although only a few traces
remained. Bouquets of flowers—violets, white heal-all, late primroses, and an
abundance of starry woodruff—lay at her bare feet, gifts from unknown hands.
There were even two wreaths woven of pale green bracken. No one looked at her,
but everyone knew she was there. He moved sideways and, without speaking to
her, picked up one of the frail bouquets of woodruff and carried it with him the
rest of the way up the steps. Behind, the crowd quieted. Mother Scholastica came forward to meet
him and, together with the most noble biscops, escorted him into the cathedral. In the years since the defeat of
Bloodheart, Gent had prospered. The stone cathedral had survived better than
many of the wooden buildings. All the broken windows had been repaired and the
interior restored, repainted, and refurnished with holy vessels on the Hearth.
Only the stone pillars still bore the scars of the Eika occupation. Stone
angels lacked a wing; gargoyles leered out of a single eye; beakless eagles
flew silently. He paused in front of the altar beside the chain fixed into the
stone with an iron spike. Here, in this spot, he had been chained. As the
company gathered about him, he stared at those heavy links, but they no longer
had power to disturb him. He placed the fragile bouquet on the chain to remind
him of Count Lavastine, who had freed him from his prison, and the nameless
Eika prince who had let them go without a fight. When everyone was in place and as much
quiet as could be expected in such an assembly was gathered, he knelt. The rush
of their kneeling was like the thunder of wings, echoing up into the vault. Mother Scholastica produced from her
sleeve an ivory comb studded with gold and gems. With this, she combed out his
newly cut hair. The biscop of Gent brought forward a vial of holy oil. His aunt
anointed him with a touch: on the right ear, from forehead to left ear, and on
the crown of his head. The oil's scent swamped him. The humble oil of olives
had been liberally mixed with frankincense and myrrh to produce a profound
aroma. "May Our Lord and Lady crown you with
the crown of glory," his aunt intoned, "may They anoint you with the
oil of Their favor." Theophanu and Ekkehard draped a cloak
trimmed with ermine over his shoulders. The dragon of Saony, the eagle of
Fesse, and the lion of Avaria graced its expanse, embroidered in gold thread.
This cloak had been worn by the first Henry and put aside into storage by
Arnulf when he took Varre's royal family into his own house. It still reeked of
cloves, having been stored with great care for all these years. Henry's royal
cloak had vanished in the south. "The borders of this cloak trailing
on the ground shall remind you that you are to be zealous in the faith and to
keep peace. Let it remind you of the royal lineage out of which you
spring." She gave into his hands Henry's battered
and scarred scepter. "Receive this staff of virtue. May you rule wisely
and well. Crown him, God, with justice, glory, honor, and strong deeds." As a wind sweeps across a forest as with a
voice, a murmur greeted this pronouncement. Out of the assembly, all the way
back by the doors, a man's voice rose. "May the King live forever!" A shiver of foreboding made tears rise in
Sanglant's eyes, but the crowd had already raised its voice to acclaim him, and
those in the square and streets beyond shouted and sang as well, heard as a
distant echo. Right behind him someone coughed. Ekkehard muttered, "My feet hurt.
I've been standing for hours." Psalms must be sung. Each biscop and
prince and noble must come before him to kiss his ring and make known that
they, each one, accepted his authority to rule. So it would go in every
important town his progress stopped at as they rode west into Varre. So it
would go for the rest of his life. Time, at least, was neither male or female.
He did not desire death. He could wait, truly, for a good long time before he
must embrace it, as every mortal creature must. But he hoped that Time would
not abandon him. Yet if it was the Lord and Lady's will that each soul spin out
a certain length of thread upon Earth, had his mother's curse then shielded him
from Their touch? Surely not. His mother was not as powerful as God's will,
even if she did not believe in Them. That thought struck him all at once as he
spoke words and greeted and nodded and looked each person in the eye to mark
the honesty of their gaze. What did his mother believe in? How did the Ashioi
explain the existence of the world? What did they worship? Surely Liath knew. "Your Majesty." Waltharia knelt
before him, her expression solemn. She nodded to show her approval. The gesture
reminded him uncannily of her father, who had a habit of nodding in just such a
way, with a slight twist to the chin. Shouts and frantic cries drifted in from
outside. They lifted into screams, a chaos of fear that rolled into the church. "Your Majesty! Come quickly!" "Save us, Your Majesty!" He leaped up. Wearing robe and crown and
still carrying the staff, he strode down the nave. The train of the robe swept
the floor behind him. The crowd parted to let him through, although there was a bottleneck at the doors
where terrified people from outside tried to press into the sanctuary. "Make way! Make way!" cried his
soldiers. He knew their voices. They did not sound
afraid. He had glimpsed them sporadically on the
march east. They spent most of their time hunting. Now they circled low,
waiting for the square to clear before they swooped down to land next to the
steps. Liath had risen. Folk scattered into the avenues and alleys of Gent,
fleeing the monsters. A few foolhardy youths wavered at the edge of the square,
measuring the response of his soldiers, who instead of fleeing had merely moved
back to leave room for the griffins. Others crowded onto the porch of the
church. Many cowered inside. He strode out onto the steps. The griffins hit hard and not particularly
gracefully. Argent whuffed and spread his wings discontentedly. A
handful of sharp wing feathers drifted down. Domina raised and lowered her
gleaming head, bobbing up and down, stalking back and then forward. Her
movements had the quality of a dance. At intervals she shrieked, and when she
had done, she crouched and sprang into flight. The backdraft of her flight
stirred his robes. Liath's hair was swept back, then settled, as the two
griffins circled once, twice, rising higher, before they caught an updraft and
rose dizzyingly. Soon they were only specks climbing toward the clouds. "They'll talk about this ever
after," remarked Waltharia, coming up beside him. Her voice trembled. Like
the others, she had never become easy around the griffins, even though usually
they kept their distance from all large habitations of humankind. The others surged out after her,
chattering as they stared and pointed. Because of his presence on the steps,
the townsfolk crept back into the square to see him standing before them robed
and crowned in the vestments of kingship. "You have powerful allies," said
Mother Scholastica, who let no earthly creature frighten her. "The griffin
is a heavenly creature that partakes of the nature of an eagle, a lion, and the
serpent, who is sometimes also called a dragon. In this way, it reminds us of Wendar.
Yet I wonder what this display portends?" She looked up at the sky,
squinting as she attempted to trace the dwindling figures. "What do you think it portends,
Aunt?" She measured him. "Some will say that
this is a sign of God's favor." 'And what will others say?" "That you are ruled by sorcery. Your
legitimacy will always be in question, Sanglant. Do not believe
otherwise." "You crowned and anointed me." "So the griffins remind me. Yet they
may not always remain with you." She looked toward Liath. "Choose
your alliances wisely." Gent's biscop, Suplicia, came up beside
them, shaking her head in wonderment. "Griffins! It is a sign of God's
favor." A woman broke free of the gathering crowd
and climbed the steps to kneel before Biscop Suplicia. "I pray you, Your Grace, let me
speak. I am an honest and loyal merchant in this town." "I know who you are, Mistress
Weaver," said the biscop kindly. "You are bold to throw yourself
forward at such a solemn time. Remember, this is the king." Robes and crown were a fine thing because
they allowed him to remain silent and keep his distance, shielded by the aura
of majesty. She looked at him but only nodded. What
had once passed between them had left nothing more than a fleeting memory in
her expression. She had moved on. Indeed, she looked indignant as she bent her
head humbly and spoke before the church women. "I pray you, Holy Mother. Your Grace.
Your Majesty. Many among us have wondered this day why a woman who has served
God so well must kneel outside this holy place as a penitent. I speak of this
woman, the Eagle. Know this, there are many here who were themselves saved or
who have children or cousins or kinfolk who were saved because St. Kristine of
the Knives chose to appear before that one. The blessed saint chose that woman
to lead the children of Gent to a place of safekeeping. Why is she dishonored
and humbled in this way?" "You trouble me with your bold
speaking, Mistress," said Mother Scholastica sternly. "What means
this?" "Nay, it is true, although I did not
witness the event myself," said Biscop Suplicia. "It is a story told
throughout the city by those who survived the Eika. If this is that same Eagle,
then there must be many here who will be willing to speak. If you allow it,
Your Majesty." "I see the strategy unfold,"
said Mother Scholastica, glancing at her nephew and again at Liath, who had not
moved since the departure of the griffins. "You knew this would
happen." "I hoped it would," he replied. The handsome Suzanne kept her gaze
lowered, but she heard him. "Many will speak if they are allowed, Your
Majesty," she said without looking at him. "Your Holiness, I beg
you." She lifted her right hand. A dozen worthy and prosperous-looking
people ventured forward from the crowd and knelt on the steps below her. "I am called Gerhard, of the tanners,
Your Holiness. I know of fourteen young people whose lives were saved by this
woman." "I am called Gisela, of Steleshame,
Your Holiness. I witness that many took refuge in my steading who were saved by
the intervention of the saint through this woman." "I am called Karl, Your Holiness. I
am a blacksmith ..." So they went on, a solemn procession of
sober-minded responsible folk who, by the work of their hands, had caused Gent
to prosper in the years after the Eika invasion. The most noble abbess and
biscops and church folk heard them out. As they spoke, one by one, others, more
humble, crept forward from the crowd to place flowers and wreaths at Liath's
feet before scuttling away as though they feared lightning might strike. They
spoke softly to her, but he could hear them because his hearing was as keen as
a dog's. "Do you remember me?" they would
whisper. "This is my brother. He and I—we
remember you, Eagle." "God praise you, Eagle." "I followed you out through the
crypt. Lady save you, Eagle." It was this crowd, more than that of the
prosperous merchants and artisans, that attracted Sanglant's notice, a tide of
common laborers and craftsmen, most of them very young. Fully half of them wore
at their necks crudely fashioned necklaces from which hung two charms: the
Circle of Unity and a flowering bird. He knew the symbol. He had seen representations
of it elsewhere, carved in similar manner. It was a phoenix.
3 IT was late. The feast had ground on for
hours, pleasantly enough. The beggars had eaten a most noble portion. Bread had
been passed out to the multitudes waiting outside the mayor's palace. Sanglant
retired after the singing, but he could not sleep and so pulled on his tunic, laced up his
sandals, and slipped back into the great hall with Hathui and Fulk padding at
his heels. Dogs slept in the rushes. Beggars snored
beneath trestle tables. What else stank in the hall he did not care to
identify. It would be swept out at dawn in preparation for tomorrow's second
feast. "Where do you mean to go, Your
Majesty?" He threw his cloak over his shoulders. Hathui did not ask again after he did not
reply, but a look was exchanged between her and the captain. Four soldiers
appeared, two bearing lamps, and followed him as he went outside. As always,
the sky was dark. No moon or stars shone down on them. The light of the
lanterns rippled over the courtyard as he walked to the palace gates, once
shattered and now rebuilt. Gent would always haunt him. He had suffered too
much here. Like the buildings, he had scars, but he had prospered nevertheless. Beyond the palace gates he walked the cold
streets. It was dark and dank, and his feet slopped in mud. In the handful of
years since Bloodheart's ouster there had been time to rebuild walls and
residences but not yet the plank walkways that had once kept men's feet out of
the muck. Wind moaned through eaves. A smattering of
rain kissed his face. All the smells of the city drifted on that night air:
offal and sewage, fermenting barley and rancid chicken broth, the rank savor of
the tannery and the slumbering iron tang of the blacksmith's forge. The old
marketplace had been reconstructed as a row of artisan compounds. The old mint
was still a ruin, a jumble of charred pilings and shards of lumber too badly
burned and broken to be scavenged for other buildings. Eyes shone in lamplight,
and feral dogs growled as he and his escort passed. He growled back. They slunk
away into the shelter of overhangs and collapsed walls. 'Amazing they haven't been killed,"
said Fulk. "I'd think it would be good sport for the lads in the town to
hunt them out, vermin like that." "No doubt they've tried,"
replied Hathui. "It's hard to kill them all." The central square of Gent opened before
them. The soldiers swept the lantern light in swathes across the stones, but
the square was empty. Everyone had gone home or found lodging. They mounted the
steps, but these, too, were deserted. A single flower petal lay forgotten on
stone. Otherwise, every wreath and bouquet brought here earlier had vanished. "Where is Liath?" He took a
lantern. "Wait here." "Yes, Your Majesty," said Fulk,
but he looked at Hathui as with a question, and she nodded back at him, and
abruptly Sanglant wondered if there was some deeper intimacy going on between
those two. Never mind it. He was not the right person
to judge. Folk slept restlessly in the nave. Once,
years ago, refugees had gathered here. This group were commoners who, having
walked in from outlying areas to witness the anointing and crowning of the
regnant, had no other place to stay before they set out for the journey back to
their homes in the morning. He kept the lantern held low so none would mark
him, and made his way to the stairs that led down to the crypt. The stairs took a sharp corner, here, which
he remembered as clearly as if it had been yesterday. A spiderweb glistened,
spun into a gap in the stones. He halted at the bottom of the stairs. A field
of tombs faded into darkness. Beyond the halo of lantern light, it was utterly
black. "Liath?" he said softly, but
there was no answer. He waited, listening, but heard nothing.
He smelled the aroma of clay and lime but no scent of oats. Instead, the
fragrance of drying flowers brushed him. The bones of his Dragons had been
thrown down into this holy place. In a way his old life, that of the King's
Dragon, Henry's obedient son, had died here, too. The old Sanglant could not
have taken on the regnant's mantle despite Henry's desire to raise him to that
exalted state. It was Bloodheart's captivity that had changed him. How strange
were God's ways! " 'Be bound as I am by the fate
others have determined for you,' " she said. "Liath!" He shifted the lantern,
but he still could not see her. The pit of darkness had swallowed her. "Do you remember?" she asked.
"That's what you said to me, that day." "I don't remember saying it. I
remember following you down here. God know I remember the day well enough. I
died that day, or would have, if my mother hadn't cursed me. And you
lived." "I remember something else you
said," she added, and he heard amusement in her tone. She was laughing at
him. "What is that?" " 'Down that road I dare not walk.'
" He laughed. "Not here among the holy
dead, at least. But there is a cold bed waiting to be warmed if you'll come
with me." "Not tonight, beloved. It wouldn't be
right." "So you say. I'll not ask again if it
displeases you." "Nay, don't scold me, Sanglant. I'm
still reflecting on my sins. What do you think happened to Wolfhere?" "What has that to do with your
sins?" "I'm not sure, but I feel sure there
is a connection. Do you think he's dead?" "If he is, I will not mourn him
overmuch, considering he tried to murder me when I was an infant. He was taken
with Blessing, though. So much so that he tried to kidnap her." "Blessing said otherwise, so you also
said." "That he protested against her being
taken? She can't be expected to have understood the whole." "Brother Zacharias ended up with
Hugh. So I must wonder, where did Wolfhere end up? Will we ever know?" "A mystery," he agreed, but he was getting restless again.
His legs had a way of getting twitchy when he needed to move. "Do you mean
to stay down here all night?" "The griffins have left." "What?" "So I believe. They made their
farewells, and flew east." "Why would they desert me now?"
he demanded, thinking of Mother Scholastica's words. "Spring is come. They'll want to
rebuild their nest and mate." "So do all creatures! This one not
least among them!" She laughed but, infuriatingly, did not
move forward to where he could see her. He thought he caught the fine scent of
her now. He smelled the bouquets and wreaths that had surrounded her before: a
tincture of violet, the earthy aroma of bracken, the comfort of woodruff and
heal-all. She liked to wash her hair in water scented with lavender, to make it
shine, and she had always a clean, dry smell about her that reminded him of the
way stones smelled on a hot summer's afternoon when the sun's light has glared
down on them all day. It was a good scent, an arousing scent. "Go on, Sanglant," she said, as
if she could feel his desire through the air, which perhaps she could.
"I'm trying to find the tomb of St. Kristine of the Knives. I want to
place all the offerings there, in thanks." "That was a miracle. She rose in a
time of great need. You won't find it tonight." "Maybe not. But I have to look." He knew enough of her now to know when she
could not be swayed, and he respected her well enough to let it be as she
wished. Even if it irritated him a little. Even if it made him think. "God be with you on your
search," he said, and turned away to climb up the steps. Outside, his escort waited. He caught them
yawning. "Your Majesty!" "I have a wish to see the river gate."
He did not offer to let them return to their beds. He knew they would not go
back to the palace without him. "Yes, Your Majesty," said Fulk,
who seemed amused. Hathui hid another yawn behind a hand. The soldiers—tonight
it was Sibold, Surly, Lewenhardt, and one of the new men, Maurits—set out with
lanterns raised to illuminate their road. Here in the square he had mounted for that
last ride with his Dragons. Now he walked, like a penitent, along the path he
and his soldiers had taken that day. Then, hooves had rapped. Tonight,
footsteps tapped. The main avenue that led to the gate was still intact, paved
entirely with stone. Then, the city had breathed with fear. Tonight, only the
wind stirred. All slept, sated with feasting or exhausted by standing in the
streets for hours waiting to see the king and his fine procession and the grand
ladies and lords and their entourages, so many visiting Gent that it must seem
like a plague of nobles to the humble folk who must open their larders to feed
them all. Would the crops grow this season if there
was no sun? Could Liath learn the art of the
tempestari in order to aid the kingdom? If sorcery had created this disaster, then
wasn't it necessary for sorcery to be wielded to correct it? Surely that would
be no sin. Surely it were better for the church to lift the prohibition against
weather-working than for people to suffer and die. And yet, once begun, where
did it end? The avenue debouched into an open space
before the eastern gate. When they had rebuilt the wall walk, they had put in
steep wooden stairs in new locations, so it took them a little while,
searching, to find their way up. A lookout was built out over the gate. Two
milites, guardsmen from Gent, turned to challenge him, then recoiled in
surprise. "Your Majesty!" "Begging your pardon, Your
Majesty!" "Never mind it. It's well you're
alert." They moved back to let him look over the river and the eastern
shore, although he saw only darkness. "That is the future," he said
softly. "That which we cannot discern." Had he listened to Liath, that day when
Bloodheart's army struck, none of this would have happened. It was difficult to
know which decisions were God's will and which merely human choice, a mistake
made in this case because he knew too little of her to trust that she might be
able to see what others could not: that is, what is truth, and what the lie. In
a way, he saw as little now as he had then on that day the Eika had used magic
to deceive their human foes into opening the gates to their own destruction. He wondered, sometimes, if Li'at'dano had
known how vast a cataclysm the great weaving would create. If she had known
that it would harm humankind as much as the Ashioi. Had she encouraged the
mages of ancient days to open the gates to their own destruction? To weave the
tides that would overwhelm them? He tasted the moisture of the river
purling along below. Its tang tickled his nose. "There's more salt," he said.
"I can smell the tides." "Have you not taken a tour of the
land hereabouts, Your Majesty?" asked the older guard. "I have not. What would I see?" "Terrible things," muttered the
lad. "Here, now, boy, be quiet! Begging
your pardon, Your Majesty." "Nay, you must tell me what you know
and what you yourself witnessed." "Yes, Your Majesty." "It was terrible!" exclaimed the
lad. He shifted restlessly, mail rustling like the wind in dry leaves. 'A great
wave struck the shoreline. A score of fishing villages were wiped out, just
like that, swept into the sea never to be seen again! I hadn't any kinfolk
there, but a fellow I know—he lost his entire family! Never saw them again! For
seven days after the tempest, the river ran backward. It flooded fields all
around the city." "With seawater?" "With evil things—! Ow!" The older man clipped the younger one on
the head to silence him. "Nay, Your Majesty. He'll tell you all manner of
wild tales. This is what happened. The tempest made the land shake and the
shoreline fall away. Or the sea fall. I don't know which. You'll see by
daylight that
there's no seagoing boats drawn up on the strand below, as there used to
be." "Indeed. Gent is known for its trade
and its many workshops. The river seems to be flowing well enough." "So it appears, but the course
changed." "It's a league farther to the sea
than it was before!" said the lad. "How can that be?" "Not a league, Your Majesty, but a
good long way. There were two channels before. One wasn't deep enough before to
take seagoing vessels. Now even the deeper channel dried up. Not even silted,
just went dry. Boats couldn't come through, it was a swamp, no more than an
elbow deep. After the winter, the river cut a new path to the sea, many fingers
but none of them deep. There's talk of building a new port out by the shore
where ships can put in, mayhap carting goods overland to Gent. Digging a canal.
Yet if we lose our trade, I don't know how the city will thrive." "There's been no ships anyway,"
said the lad. "None at all, and winter's over and sailing season ought to
have begun. The fishermen—those who survived—say the tides have changed and the
winds are fierce out there. That it isn't safe to be on the water. That
creatures swim there that will tear boats into pieces with their claws and eat
the men who fall into the water." "Whsst! Stop telling stories,
boy!" "Nay, let him speak, Grandfather.
Stories may hold a grain of truth. Yet Gent seems prosperous." 'As long as the stores hold out, Your
Majesty. Biscop Suplicia and Lady Leoba are good stewards. I pray Lady Leoba
will not go riding after the princess again, God save her, for she watched over
us well enough and with the biscop's aid set aside grain against famine. That's
what's held us. Yet if there's no crop and no trade this year ..." He could not go on. "It would be God's will,"
muttered the lad. "Punishment for turning away from the truth of the
phoenix." "Hush!" The old fellow slapped
him in the head again. "I did not know," murmured
Sanglant. The wind came up suddenly out of the
north, spilling over the parapet, rattling along the rooftops. "Like that," the old guard said.
"A north wind like that, it never used to come this time of year.
Weather's changed. The winds aren't the same as they was used to be, in the
days before." "Everything's changed,"
whispered the lad, then hunched his shoulders, waiting for a blow that did not
come. "I did not realize the tides of
destruction had washed so high." Sanglant leaned out over the wall,
breathing in the murmur of the air. The night's presence poured over him. The
whole wide world lay beyond. It stretched to every horizon, covered in
darkness, unseen and unknowable without moon or stars to light the land. A battle might be fought and won in a day,
but the ebb and flow of the sea and the heavens never ceased. What had been set
in motion might not trough, or peak, for weeks or months or years. The riptide
might already be dragging them under while they never knew they were drowning. Out of the night a deep hoot trembled.
Grit slipped under his sandals as he turned, trying to pinpoint the sound. "Whsst!" said the old guard.
"That's an owl! Did you hear it?" "Is that a good omen?" asked the
lad plaintively. "Or an evil one?" "I've not seen feather or beak of a
bird these last months," the old man said, then shrieked and ducked as a
huge owl skimmed out of the darkness right over their heads and with a graceful
plummet came to roost on the wall. Its massive claws dug into the wood. By
lantern light, its amber eyes gleamed boldly, seeming lit from within. The
light set off the streaks of white on its breast and the tufted ears. "What is this?" asked Sanglant. It blinked. "Where is your mistress?" he
demanded. But all he heard was the wind. PART FOUR THE MOUNTAIN OF THE WORLD’S BEGINNING
XIII
BLOOD
1 WHEN winter turned to spring and the
village deacon sang the mass in honor of St. Thecla's witnessing of the
Ekstasis and Translatus of the blessed Daisan, the folk of Osna village met
after mass to discuss the summer's journeying to other ports. For months Alain had been ill and weak and
weary, unable to do more than sleep, eat the gruel Aunt Bel cooked him, and sit
beside the hearth dozing with Sorrow and Rage stretched out on either side. He
had suffered from the lung fever; a terrible infection had inflamed his right
foot; he had battled recurring headaches. In the end, Aunt Bel's nursing defeated
these afflictions. Now he walked with only a slight limp as
he accompanied Henri to the church in the afternoon. It was cold and, as usual,
cloudy. "We haven't seen the sun for
months," remarked Henri. "The winter wheat never sprouted. I fear the
spring planting won't get sun and warmth enough to grow if the weather doesn't
change. There'll be famine." "There already is." Henri glanced at him but made no comment. Sorrow and Rage had gamboled ahead. They
rushed back, nipping at each other and running in circles. Aunt Bel and her
daughter Stancy walked in front of them. Bel's other surviving children Julien
and Bruno and Agnes, trailed behind, laughing over the antics of Julien's
younger child, a chubby toddler named Conrad but called Pig by one and all for
his love of mud. "Eeuw!" squealed Pig's older
sister, Blanche, now eight or nine "Eeuw. Pig's throwing it at me again,
Papa! Make him stop! I hate him! He's awful!" "Don't you touch him!" cried the
baby's mother. "If you will provoke him, it's no wonder he throws mud at
you!" "Do stop, Blanche," agreed
Agnes. "He's just a baby." "Come walk with me, Blanche."
Alain held out his hand, and she ran to him and clutched his fingers. She was a
pale, frightened, resentful creature, motherless since birth. The wife Julien
had brought home from Varingia did not like her, and Blanche returned the
favor. "I hate that pig stinker," she
muttered, eyeing Alain sidelong to see if he would respond. 'And her, too.
I hate everyone, and they all hate me." He did not respond, although her unhappiness
gave him pain. In truth, she was an unlikable girl who struck out at others and
bullied younger children. It seemed to be the only way she knew to battle her
wounded heart. He sighed, and she sniffled but kept
silent, unwilling to offend the only person who offered her more than
perfunctory kindness. His attention strayed. Aunt Bel's scarf hadn't lost that
particular twist she gave to the knot that made it hang somewhat to the left.
Stancy was pregnant again, tired but hale. Her husband Artald was already at
the church door talking with several men from the village. Their agitated
voices rose as a local woodsman regaled them with a tale. "It was so quiet all autumn
and winter I thought we'd done with these refugees plaguing us," exclaimed
old Gilles Fisher, cutting the other man off. "Yet now they come. We
haven't enough to feed them. I say we gather staves and drive them out." "Fotho says it's mostly women and
children and old folk," objected Artald. "It doesn't seem
right." "It was women and children and old
folk last year and the year before, too, what with the Salian war going on and
on and before that Eika raids." "Nay, it was better last year,"
said Artald. "Not so many came north, and then only in early summer. They
were caught down there in the border country." Agnes stifled a sob. "What's this?" asked Aunt Bel.
"I smell a drizzle coming on. Let's go inside so we don't get
wet." In they all marched. Sister Corinthia
presided because the old deacon had died two years ago and the count's father
had sent no one to replace her. That Aunt Bel had had the foresight to keep a
cleric in her house to educate her grandchildren had given her immense prestige
in Osna village now that Sister Corinthia led all the services. The cleric had
even picked out two village children bright enough to be educated at St.
Thierry. The young cleric led them in a dozen
psalms before stepping aside to let Bel stand up. "Have you some news for all of us,
Fotho? I pray you, speak loudly and clearly so we can all hear. Hilde, take the
children outside and watch them." Hilde was Stancy's eldest, a stout, well
grown girl about the same age as Blanche but of an entirely opposite
disposition. She herded out a score of mewling, giggling, restless children,
some older than she was. Silence descended as the score of adults regarded
first each other and then the quiet woodsman who shuffled forward to stand on
the first step of the dais where they could all see and hear him. Everyone was
sitting on fine benches built in Aunt Bel's workshop. Blanche clung to Alain,
and he let her crawl up onto his lap, the only child who hadn't gone outside. "Refugees," said Fotho.
"Come up the coast road. Not a man over twelve or under forty among 'em.
They're wearing nothing but rags—if they have clothes at all, which most of the
children don't. They're starving. They come up out of Salia. They say there's
fighting along the border again. No food to be had." "Is it Eika?" asked Agnes
tremulously. "They're not out of Medemelacha way,
if that's what you're asking, lass," said Fotho kindly, and with some
warmth. He was a decent-looking young man a few years older than Agnes. He had
a yen for her, as everyone knew, but it was a hopeless case even though Agnes
was now considered to be a widow after only a year of marriage. "Is it even safe to sail to
Medemelacha?" asked Gilles Fisher. He was too crippled with arthritis to
sail or even to build ships, but his keen mind and store of knowledge were
precious to the community. "That's one of the questions we must
ask and answer," said Henri. "It was safe last year, even with the
emporium under the rule of that Eika lord." Agnes wiped away a tear, glanced at Fotho,
and dropped her gaze to the ground. "It doesn't sound as if these
refugees will give us any trouble," said Artald. "I say we let them
move on. They can beg at Lavas Holding." "Hah! As if Lord Geoffrey has aught
to give them, or as if he would!" It was Mistress Garia's truculent son
who spoke, but he had the decency to blush as every person there looked at
Alain and away as quickly. "We've not heard a word from Lavas Holding for
six months. Hung us out to dry, the lord has." "What do you suggest, then?"
asked Stancy. "We haven't enough to feed every soul who comes
begging." "If you turn no one away, there will
be enough," said Alain. They fell silent. Blanche sucked a dirty
thumb, eyes wide and expression fierce. The light through the glass window
washed the floor in five colors, according to the panes: there was red, and a
pale green, as well as yellow, blue, and smoky violet. Because the bay of the
church faced east, the sun shone through the glass window in the morning. Now,
at midday, there was no direct light, but it was still bright enough with the
doors flung wide to see the murals painted along each side of the nave. There,
the blessed Daisan at the fire where he first encountered the vision of the
Circle of Unity. And again, the blessed Daisan with his followers refusing to
kneel and worship before the Dariyan empress Thaissania, she of the mask. The
seven miracles, each depicted in loving detail. Last of all the eye might rest
upon the blessed Daisan lying dead at the Hearth from which his spirit was
lifted up through the seven spheres to the Chamber of Light. Beside him, St.
Thecla the Witnesser wept, her tears feeding the sanctified cup. Once he had seen brave scenes of battle
hiding beneath the lamplit murals, but now he saw only suffering and it made
him angry, and it made him sad. Sister Corinthia cleared her throat.
"Spiritually, you speak what we all know to be true, Friend Alain. The
church mothers teach that every heart is a rose, and that to turn away from
those in need when you could aid them causes the rose to wither. In this same
way, plants need water to live, and we need breath. But in truth ..." She
faltered and looked to Aunt Bel for help. "One loaf cannot feed one hundred
starving beggars," said Aunt Bel. "Wishing does not make it so." "Which one will you refuse?" he
asked Bel. "Let it be your choice, if not yours, then whose? Who will
volunteer to be the one who chooses which supplicant lives and which
dies?" No one answered him. "Yet your Aunt Bel is right,"
said Henri later as they readied the boats for sailing. "If we give all
our stores away, we'll starve, too. That seems not just foolish but
stubborn." Below the house, workshops, and gardens
lay a narrow trail that led to the boat shed, built two years ago. They rolled
the new boat down to the tiny beach and pushed it out onto the water. Julien
and Bruno set the sail and put out into the bay to test the waters while Henri
and Alain remained behind to look over the old boat, always in need of repairs.
Alain slid under the boat, which was propped up on logs. The work came easily
to his hands. The smell of sheep's wool greased with tar made memories swim in
his mind of the days long before when Henri had taught him the skills of shore
and boat. Inspecting his work, Henri grunted.
"Well, Son, you haven't forgotten how to fasten a loose plank. Here.
There's another spot." They worked in companionable silence.
Alain ran his hands over each fingerbreadth of the hull while Henri replaced
the leather lining and hemp rope that secured the rudder to the boss. A gull
screeked. Water slurped among the rocks. From the boat shed, angled to take
advantage of the view, they could see north over the sound. The eastern islands
floated on gray waters. The distant promontory shielding Osna village gleamed
darkly, and beyond it to the northwest lay ragged shoreline and white breakers
where once the vast Dragonback Ridge had vaulted. A flash of sail skimmed the
bay to the north. "Rain," said Henri, pausing,
hands still, to stare across the waters. The smell of salt and tar and wet wool
caught in Alain's mind, and he was swept as by the tide into memory. Two slender ships skim up onto the strand.
Scale-skinned creatures pour out of them. They cannot be called men, and their
fierce, horrible dogs cannot be called dogs, but there are no other words to
describe them. They burn as they go, destroying the monastery and the hapless
brothers. There is one who watches with him, her
gaze sharp and merciless. "It is too late for them," she says. "No!" He jerked back, slamming
his head against the boat. 'Alain?" "She is the enemy," he said
raggedly. His head pounded. Stabs of pain afflicted him, waking that old
headache that had caused his blindness and muteness. "Who is the enemy?" "The one who says, 'This is as it
must be, we can't do anything else even if we want to.' " "Do you speak so of your aunt?" "No, no." He rubbed his head.
Spots and flurries of light blurred his vision. "Of the one I met on the
road." "What one?" "The Lady of Battles." "Who is the Lady of Battles? Are you
well, Alain? Is your headache back? Maybe we'd better go back to the hall and
let you rest." "What was my mother like?" There came a silence from Henri and only
the answer of the land around them: the hiss of surf, the wind in leaves, a
branch snapping under the weight of Rage's paw, a distant shout of laughter, a
bird's warble, quickly hushed. The ache in his head faded as he breathed,
waiting. After a bit, he felt Henri move, then
heard the noise of the file as Henri worked to shave the curve of a wooden plug
to the exact fit for its oar port, to replace one eaten away by dry rot. Alain
leaned back against the boat, recalling the familiar comfort of familiar
patterns. Henri had always had a habit of thinking as he worked, or perhaps it
was better to say that working helped him think, that the motion of hands
teased patterns of thought into symmetry. The hounds snuffled into the woods. The
sea sighed. "Is that what drove you?" Henri
asked at last. "Seeking your mother?" "I admit I have always wondered." The file scraped at the wood. "Not so much about my mother,"
Alain continued. "What she might have been like, of course I always
wondered that. Yet if a birth is witnessed, and the witnesses tell the truth,
there's no doubt of a mother's identity. It was wondering who my father was
that drove me." The file stilled. "Do you wonder that
still?" Alain shifted to look into Henri's face.
He took Henri's seamed, callused hand in his own and held it tightly. "No.
I know who my father is. He is the one who raised me and cherished me." Tears fell, although Henri wept silently.
One coursed down his cheek to land softly on the back of Alain's hand, a warm
salty drop followed by "No good song is ever sung of a
traitor," he says to Deacon Ursuline. "It is not treachery. It is an
alliance," she objects. He sits and she stands in the hall built
by his Alban carpenters to replace the one that burned in last year's assault
on Hefenfelthe. Most of his court have retired to their beds for the night, but
he is, as always, wakeful, and Deacon Ursuline is persistent. Torches burn in sconces bracketed every
three strides along the wall. The tang of smoke licks at him, reminding him of
scorched timbers and dying men. His dogs whine from their corner. No doubt they
dream of the slaughter which feeds them. "That is the point in keeping the old
royal lineage alive now that the rest are dead," she continues
mercilessly. "If you marry the eldest princess, then it will bind the
Alban people closer to you." "She will have turned against her
ancestors, the queens, if she agrees to such an arrangement. She was to be the
sacrifice to death, not to life." "The queens made such alliances in
plenty when they ruled. It is the way of noble houses to marry this daughter to
that son, this lady widow to that lord's unmarried brother, to make peace or
expand influence or consolidate fortunes. Among humankind, it is not considered
treason but wisdom and expedience." It is a cool night, cloudy and dark as
always these days. Through the open doors and shutters he hears the footsteps
of guards on the wall that surrounds the rebuilt hall and repaired stone tower,
the heart of Hefenfelthe. Beneath the light of one of the torches, two Eika
warriors dice, a game they learned from human comrades. Their human pack
brothers doze restlessly beside them, twitching and, now and again, moaning in
sleep as they chase dreams. Other Eika guards stand in that strange half dream
and half waking stupor that humans mistake for sleep. Even Trueheart, grasping
the standard, sways on his feet. Over the long autumn and this interminable
winter and seemingly endless spring, the winds and tides have conspired to
confine him to Alba's shores. Yet while the sea's caprice chafes him, it has
also given him time to consolidate his victory in Alba. The central and
southern plains are now quiet. The last of the resistance has been forced into
the northern and western hill country, too rugged to pacify
easily but possible to contain through judicious use of forts, raids, bribes,
and the resettlement of former slaves on those lands closest to the rebels. 'Among humankind such alliances lead to
offspring," he adds. "Should I marry the Alban princess, we could not
breed." "No, I suppose not. It would be a
political alliance only. This, too, you must consider, Lord Stronghand. If you
do not make plans for succession, then your empire of Eika and Alba will fall
apart when you die." "That is true, Deacon Ursuline. I
have considered the question more than once over this long winter. All things
die in the end. We are only flies compared to the life of stone. We sons of
OldMother are shorter-lived even than humankind. Yet this hall—" He indicates the rafters, the
plank floor, the steps leading up to the tower. "—will survive me,
and it will even survive you." "As long as war or tempest do not
destroy it. You must build an edifice that will survive despite war and
tempest." "Using what materials? I have stone,
steel, and flesh." "You have mercy and justice." "I have my wits." "With all respect, Lord Stronghand,
your wit will not survive you." "What if I care nothing for what
passes in the world once I am gone?" "Do you not?" He laughs. "If I cared nothing, I
would not be sitting here." In the distance, too faint for the deacon
to hear, guards call out a challenge. He cocks his head, listening, and
identifies the lilt of voice and rhythm of hurried stride as that of Lord
Erling. Strange that Erling should be here in Hefenfelthe instead of tending to
his own earldom. Trueheart shakes himself alert. "Is someone come?" asks the
deacon belatedly, turning to look. "It's so late ..." The young Alban sweeps through the door as
if on a gust of wind, hair blown in disarray and cloak streaming back as he
approaches the dais. Four soldiers, two Eika and two Albans, follow him.
Stronghand's Eika guards shift into readiness, axes and spears raised, but
Erling halts and drops to one knee. Stronghand lifts his hand and, given
permission by this gesture, the young man rises. "I did not expect to see you,"
says Stronghand. "News!" He is flushed with news.
His skin is red. "How fares the middle country?" "Well enough considering we've not
yet had sun this year. Folk fear it is a sign of the gods' displeasure." "Do you think it so?" Erling has taken to wearing a Circle of
Unity. His is silver, finely made, and incised with leaves as if to recall the
old religion he left behind. He touches it now. "It might be. I am no
priest to name God's will. Still, the folk who have lost what they once had
might have reason to suppose God displeased with them. I worry for the summer's
growing season if the weather remains so damp and cloudy." "As do we all," says Deacon
Ursuline. "What brings you south, Erling?"
Stronghand asks. The young man nods. "I wished to
observe the anniversary of my mother's death at Briden Manor, south of the
river. I rode south to plant a tree at her grave." "So the tree priests would have you
do," scolds the deacon, although her tone is benign, not harsh.
"Better to pray for her soul and dedicate a convent in her memory." "Can I do that?" "Surely you can, and endow a dozen novices to pray for your
mother's soul each and every day of the year." "I like that idea! But I would need a
priestess—a mother—to
watch over them and guide them." "I can make sure that such a woman,
we call her an abbess, is available to you, Lord Erling. You need only
ask." "As must I," says Stronghand,
tapping one foot. "What news do you bring me so late at night and in such
a rush as if on the wings of a storm?" "Ah! Just that, Lord! An omen has
been seen in the south! A dragon! Seen flying by the sea." The Eika murmur among themselves at this
astounding news. Dragons! Have the First Mothers risen out
of the wake of the sorcery that altered the world? Have things changed so
greatly? "Come." Stronghand rises. He
leads them up the stairs, into the tower, and by ladders and steep steps to the
roof. It is a stiff night, cuttingly cold up so high with the wind's bite on
hands and face. The men shiver and rub their hands, but he leans into the wind
and listens. After a while, he speaks. "It was long told among my people
that the FirstMothers bred in ancient days with the living spirits of earth and
in that time gave birth to the RockChildren. It's said that in Wintertide, in
the Western Sea, one may hear them calling ..." "Listen!" cries Erling. Yes! They all lean south, many pressed against
the stone battlements as though likely to hurl themselves over if only that
would bring them closer to what they seek. The call thrums through the air, its
vibration so low that he feels it through the stone. A sun rises in the southeast. "Look!" cries Trueheart. There are two of them, seen first simply
as a bending, twisting aurora of light far off but approaching fast. Their
bellies gleam. Their tails lash like lightning. They are coming up the river,
following the course of the water as they fly inland on what errand he cannot
guess. Alarm bells clang, and he hears a clamor as folk rush out of their halls
and hovels. They grow in size; they near; they are
huge, impossibly vast. A hot stream of stinging wind pours over Hefenfelthe and
in their wake the clouds churn and the forest roars. "Look!" cries Erling. "The
stars!" Above, the clouds have parted to reveal
those pinpricks, the most ancient ones, the eternal stars. But as the dragons
course northwest, as the heat and wind falter and the cold night air sweeps
back, mist shrouds that glimpse of the heavens and soon all is concealed again. "It's time to move," says
Stronghand, when all is silent. They stare northwest, but there is nothing to
see. Night veils all things. "That is an omen, indeed, Lord Erling. You
were right to bring news of it so quickly." "Yes, my lord," the young man
says, but he is barely breathing. He is still in shock, staring fixedly
northwest as if turned to stone. "We must make ready," continues
Stronghand. "Trueheart, you'll remain here as my governor. Stores must be
set aside for next winter. Seed corn hoarded, as much as possible. Plant
fields. Hunt and trap, raid our enemies in the north and west and take their
grain and seed corn for ourselves and our loyal servants. If they starve, so
much the better. Lord Erling, you and the other lords I have raised will remain
secure if your people have enough to eat. Be prepared for anything." "So have we seen!" Erling
whispered, still staring after the vanished dragons. "In six months I will return to make
an accounting." "Where do you go, Stronghand?"
Trueheart asks. "Will you fight again in Salia?" He looks at Deacon Ursuline. She nods.
"I must consult with the WiseMothers. I believe they have much they can
tell me." "Should they choose to do so,"
she says. "Should they choose to do so. There
is much I desire to know. This war is only beginning." another tear. The tears were only beginning. Dizzied, he shaded his eyes with a hand,
but he had to concentrate, to fix on this moment, this Earth, this place—not
the other one—because Henri was still talking. "She was strong-willed but weak in
her heart. Desperate, and beautiful. She used her beauty to feed herself, to
get what she wanted. It was the only way she knew, Alain. Had she not been so
desperately poor, she might have been otherwise. I do not know what she endured
before she came to Lavas Holding. She would never speak of it. Pregnancy killed
her. It's the war women fight. Just as men die in battle, so some women are
fated to die in childbed, wrestling with life. You survived it. She did not,
though she wished to live. Fought to live. Sometimes beauty is like a candle
flame—it shines because it burns. I would have married her, but she wanted
something else." "What did she want?" Henri shrugged with one shoulder, a
movement so constrained that if Alain had not lowered his hand at that instant
he would have missed it. "I don't know. She wished to be something she was
not." 'As I did." "No, Son. No. Well, perhaps." He
laughed weakly. "That comes of her, I suppose." He set down the file,
scratched his beard, scratched his hair, and picked up the file again. 'After
all this, who do you think your father is? I mean, the one whose seed watered
her garden." "It doesn't matter," he said.
"I know who I am now because I know what I must do." Henri frowned. "You will leave
us." "I must." Sorrow barked, and he
heard the hounds thrashing back through the undergrowth. He rose and stepped to
see around the boat and up the trail. "Here comes Artald." Stancy's husband waved to get their
attention as he strode up. He was local born and local bred, a man without much
imagination but levelheaded and generous, and a hard worker whose labor had
helped Aunt Bel's workshop prosper. He wasn't puffing at all although he'd come
in haste. "Where's Jul and Bruno?" he
asked as his gaze skimmed the sound, seeking their sail. "Well, no use
waiting for them." "What news?" asked Henri. "A runner from t'village. They say Chatelaine Dhuoda has come
with a small company." "Lord Geoffrey with her?" "Nay, nothing like that. She's
looking for Alain, here. Best if he goes, don't you think?" "Best if I go," agreed Alain,
looking at Henri. Henri frowned and absently patted the head
of Sorrow as he nodded. "Just so, if she's asking particular for him. Is
she come to take young folk to Lavas Holding for their year of service?" Artald shrugged. "Runner spoke
nothing of that, Uncle. I'll go with Alain." "Best we all go," said Henri,
"considering in what state we found him." "Ah!" Artald stroked his beard.
"Hadn't thought of that, truly. They might be wishing him mischief, after
all is said and done." "They won't harm me," said
Alain. He whistled, and Rage padded in from the woods, worrying at one paw. "Still," said Henri, "we'll
all come. Best to sound the horn and call Julien back, if he can hear. He's the
only one among us who has any real training at arms." The horn was slung up under the low
rafters of the boathouse. Artald unfastened it and walked down to the edge of
the water before lifting it to his lips. The low moan trembled across the
waters. Alain bade Rage sit, then pulled three burrs out of the fur in and
around a paw. After this, he gathered up tools and supplies and headed up the
trail with the hounds panting along behind him. A second call chased him, then
faded, and he paused on the trail to let Henri catch up. "In so much hurry to leave us?"
asked Henri. "I pray you, forgive me, Father. It's
just I've been expecting this." "That the Counts of Lavas will come
seeking you?" "No. Only that there would be a sign
that this time of peace had come to an end." That evening he packed such things as he
thought he would need: a spare tunic; a pair of soft boots that Aunt Bel
absolutely insisted he take along; rope braided by Bruno; a pouch of silver
sceattas out of Medemelacha; a collection of small tools from the workshop rolled up in a leather belt
that Artald felt were indispensable to a man wanting to make his way in the
world; a strong staff carved by Julien; gloves Stancy had sewn out of calf
leather; a heavy wool cloak woven by Agnes; and a bowl, cup, and spoon carved
by Henri, each one with a hound's head incised into the concave base. The household had their own taxes to
gather and make ready to deliver to the chatelaine, but Bel made sure they ate
well and drank well that night. He slept easily, although others fretted
at his leaving. The pallet he slept on in the hall was not the one he had grown
up sleeping on, back in the village. The estate, however fine it was, had no
hold on him because these surroundings were only a way station. He had left
Osna village years ago. That leave-taking could not take place a second time. In the morning, a dozen accompanied him to
Osna: Henri, Bel, Stancy, Artald, Agnes, Julien with his Varingian spear, five
of the workers armed with staves and shovels, and little Blanche because she
refused to remain behind. Bruno was left at the workshop with the rest of the
household, just in case, in these difficult times, some cunning soul had
planned a ruse in order to loot or burn the estate while it was undefended.
Aunt Bel was famous for her careful and farsighted ways, and many would suspect
that her storehouses remained well stocked, as indeed they did. "We ought to put up a palisade,"
said Artald as he swung along beside Stancy. He steadied her at the elbow as
she picked her way over a series of ruts worn into the path. "I've been
speaking of it for three years now. Past time we started." "Have a care," called Julien
from the front. They came up behind a score of ragged folk who, seeing them,
shrank back into the trees. A child wailed and was hushed. All of the children
had sunken eyes and swollen bellies. The adults, all women except two toothless
old men, drew the little ones back and ducked their heads. "I pray you, good folk," said
one of the women, creeping forward on her knees. "A scrap of bread,
if you have it. Pray God." One of her eyes was crusted shut with dried
pus. Behind her, others coughed, or scratched
sores and pustules. One woman had a scaly rash splattered down the right side
of her face and ringing her neck like a strangling cord. Alain stepped forward, still holding
Blanche's hand. "They're dirty!" she cried.
"I hate them!" He pulled two loaves of bread from the
pouch on his back and gave one to the child. "Here." "That's your waybread, Alain!"
objected Aunt Bel. "You'll go hungry!" "Pray do not worry on my account,
Aunt." He turned back to Blanche. "This is your offering to make, and
you must make it." "Can't! I'm scared!" she whined.
"I hate them." "Blanche," he said kindly,
looking her in the face. Weeping, she shuffled forward, shoved the
bread into the hands of the creeping woman, then bolted back to the safety of
the hounds, pulling on their ears until Rage nipped gently at her to get her to
let go. "Do not fight among yourselves,"
said Alain as the other refugees converged on the woman, who clutched the loaf
to her chest. He marked among them a girl no more than Agnes' age whose cheeks
were so hollow that you could trace the skull beneath stretched skin. He gave
her the other loaf. "Listen! Let all be satisfied that you have each dealt
fairly with the others. Otherwise you will never know peace." All were silent as they walked on, leaving
the beggars behind. At last, as the woodlands were cut with the fields and
clearings that signaled the advent of village lands, Agnes spoke. "How could you understand them,
Alain?" "They were Salians," said Henri.
"I know enough of that language to trade in Medemelacha." He glanced
at the girl, who paled when he said the name, and reached out to squeeze her
hand. "There, there, lass. He may yet be alive. That report I heard might
have been wrong." "It would be easier if I knew,"
she murmured as she wiped her eyes. "True enough," agreed Henri.
"Poor child." "God must hate them, too," said
Blanche. "Otherwise why would they be sick? Only bad people suffer. If
they did a bad thing, they'll be punished." "That being so," snapped Agnes,
"why are you not covered with weeping sores and white scales? Why hasn't
your nose fallen off?" Her face got red, and she began to cry. "Enough!" said Aunt Bel.
"I'll not come walking into the village with the pair of you snarling like
dogs fighting over a bone! For shame!" "It's a long way to walk," said
Artald. "From the border with Salia all the way up to here. Days and days
walking, a month maybe. They must have been right desperate to leave their
home." "They looked desperate to me,"
said Stancy. "Poor creatures. Who knows how many they started with and how many lost along
the way. It's the fault of those Eika raiders." "Mayhap not," said Henri,
"for it seemed to me there was peace in Medemelacha, and order, too. I saw
no beggars on those streets." "Driven out or murdered,"
suggested Aunt Bel, "so as not to bother them who didn't wish to share.
Who stole all good things for themselves." "Perhaps," said Henri, "but
I saw Eika and human folk working side by side. None of them looked like they
were starving. I don't know. What do you think, Alain?" Alain had been staring at the clouds,
wondering if the light had changed, heralding a change in the dense layer and
perhaps promising sunshine. The talk had flowed past him, although he heard it
all. "War brings hunger in its wake. What is this now, these clouds, these
sickly fields, this fear and these portents, if not echoes of an ancient
war?" "It's God's will if the sun don't
shine, or the rains don't fall," said Artald. "So Deacon
teaches." "That storm last autumn was not made
by God," said Alain. "That was made by human hands, in ancient
days." They looked at him, as they always did, as
if they did not know if he were a madman or a prophet, and then looked at each
other and away again, at the trees, at the clouds, at the startling appearance
of a robin hopping along the ground under the skeletal branches of an oak. "Look there!" cried Stancy.
"Look at that!" "Mayhap spring will come after
all," said Henri. The others kept walking, but Alain halted
and with a gesture commanded the hounds to move away down the road. Blanche
hovered beside him as he moved slowly forward until he was close enough to
kneel and stretch out his hand. He breathed, finding the rhythm of the wind in
the weeds and the respiration of the tree. The bird hopped toward him, then
onto his palm, turning its head to stare at him first with the right eye, then
the left. That gaze was black and bright, touched with a shine. "Come quietly and slowly, Blanche,
and kneel beside me. No fast movements." Scarcely breathing, she crouched next to
him and held out her hand. After a moment, the robin hopped onto her fingers,
gave her that same piercing examination, and abruptly spread its wings and flew
away. She burst into tears. "How do you do
that?" "Just be patient, little one. If you
find what is quiet within yourself, even the wild creatures will trust
you." "No one trusts me." "That robin did." She sniffed, wiping eyes and nose. "Best come now," he said. "Let's
hope we see more birds this spring, for it's an ill portent to have them all
vanish like that." He tilted his head back to look up into the bare trees.
"For so it was then. An ill portent." "Here, lad, are you having another
headache?" Henri had returned, leaving the others waiting up the road.
"Let me help you up if you're not feeling well. No need to go on today if
you've a mind to go back home." "No, no, Father. I'm well enough.
Just remembering a forest once where all the birds had fled. But there was a
terrible black heart alive in that place. That was why they fled. They feared
evil." Henri looked around nervously as Blanche
whimpered. "Think you we're haunted?" "Here?" He patted Blanche
tenderly on the head. "Nay, I think it was the wind blew the poor
creatures so far that it's taken them this long, those that survived, to find
their way back home." "So it may be," said Henri, still holding
his arm and gazing at him. "So it may be. A poor creature may be blown a
far way indeed before it turns its gaze toward home." They caught up to the others, who set on
their way without question or comment. They smelled the tannery before they saw
it, and marked the square steeple of the village church rising above trees. In
the common ground and meadow in front of the church, an assembly had gathered
by the chair and table where the count's chatelaine held court to choose young
folk to serve for a year at Lavas Holding and to receive the tithes and taxes
the village paid to the count in exchange for his protection in times of war.
Alain did not at first recognize the old woman who sat at the table. It was not
until she looked up and saw him walking among his kinfolk, and turned her
face away in shame, that he realized this woman was Chatelaine Dhuoda, but so
aged with white hair and wrinkled face that anyone might be excused for
mistaking her for a woman twenty years older. She rose and, bracing herself on a cane,
came around the table. As the crowd parted to let him through, she dropped to
her knees. "I beg you, my lord, return to Lavas
Holding. Forgive us our sins. Come back." Henri whistled under his breath. Sorrow
barked. The chatelaine, noticing the two black hounds, wept quietly. "Does Lord Geoffrey know you are
here?" Alain asked. "He does not, my lord. He is the
false one. He lied to gain the county for his daughter." "Did he? Is he not descended
legitimately from the brother of the old count, Lavastina, she who was mother of
the first Charles Lavastine and great grandmother of Lavastine?" "He is, my lord." "How has he lied?" "If he had not lied, then why do we
suffer? He abused you, my lord, because he feared you. Why would he fear you if
he did not believe that you were, in truth, Lavastine's rightful heir?" He nodded. "I'll go, Mistress
Dhuoda." "To Lavas Holding?" "I'll go, because I must. But I pray
you, do not address me as 'my lord.' It isn't fitting. I am not the heir to
Lavas County." "Yet the hounds, my lord!" Angry,
she gestured toward the hounds, who sat one to his right and one to his left.
"The hounds are proof! They never obeyed any man but the Lavas heir!" "Is that the truth?" he asked
her. "Or are you only looking at it from the wrong side? Any man but the
Lavas heir, or any man but the heir of the elder Charles?" "I don't understand you, my lord. The
hounds themselves are the proof." "I am ready to leave," he said,
"as soon as you are able to go." It took her only until midday to collect
what little Osna village could afford this year in taxes, and as Lavas Holding
hadn't the wherewithal, so she said, to feed any more mouths, she took no young
folk out of the village to serve the count for the customary year. The cleric
with her filled in the account book that listed payments and shortfalls, and
there were far more of the latter than the former. "It seems you will leave us
again," said Aunt Bel to Alain, "and it grieves me that you go. I do
not know when we will see you." "I do not know," he told her.
"My path has been a strange one. I know only that our way must part
here." She wept, but only a little. "There
is always a place for you with us, Alain, though I think you are not really
ours." He kissed her, and she hugged him. The
others, too, gave him in turn a parting wish and a kiss or an embrace,
depending on their nature. "I pray you," he said to Stancy
and Artald, "stay strong, and keep the others well. Do not let the family
splinter." "Be temperate," he said to
Julien, and to Agnes, "Don't wait forever. Marry again in another year, if
you've had no word of your lost husband." "I should go to Medemelacha
myself!" she said fiercely, but in an undertone, so the others
wouldn't hear. "But Uncle won't let me. He says it's the place of women to
guard the hearth and men to do the dangerous traveling, as it says in the Holy
Verses. Everyone says I should just marry Fotho, but I don't want to! I want to
go to Medemelacha and see if there's any news of Guy." "Then make a bargain. If they let you
go this spring, when the sea is passable, and if you find no word of him,
you'll make no objection to marrying as Aunt Bel wishes." All this time Blanche clung to his arm,
lips pinched together and expression so curdled that it would turn sweet milk
to sour. He came to Henri last of all. "I am sorry to see you leaving, Son.
But I know you must go. You were never ours, only a gift we held for a time
until it was reclaimed." At last, what calm had sustained him
shattered. Alain could not speak as he embraced the man who had raised him.
Blanche began to wail. "No! No! I won't let you go!" Henri looked both amused and annoyed, as
they all did when dealing with Blanche. "You'll have a hard time scraping
that barnacle off." "Perhaps." Alain did not try to
dislodge her, although the others came swarming to scold at her and tug at her.
"Perhaps best not to," he said, which made them all regard him in
surprise. "What do you mean?" Aunt Bel
asked. Julien was flushed, looking ashamed, and
Agnes rolled her eyes in disgust. "She doesn't thrive," said
Alain. "She's like a tree growing all twisted, and not straight. Let me
take her with me as far as Lavas Holding." "Who will care for her?"
demanded Agnes. "Who would show kindness to a creature as unlikable as she
is?" "They'd as like turn her out with the
chickens as keep her in the house," said Stancy. "Poor mite."
She looked at Julien, who only ducked his head. "If you'd speak up for her
more, Jul, and scold her when she's deserved it, then she might not be what she
is." "No! I won't let you leave!"
Blanche shrieked, too caught up in her tantrum to listen. "I can see that she is taken care
of." "I don't like it," said Aunt
Bel. "Lavas Holding hasn't enough to take in young folk for their year of
service, the chatelaine said so herself. I won't have it said I turned out my
own grandchild and sent her to scratch with the chickens." "Do you trust me, Aunt Bel?" "Well, truly, lad, I do." "Let me see what can be made of her
in fresh soil." That they none of them liked the child made them too
ashamed to agree. "Blanche! Hush!" She quieted, but kept her arms locked
around his waist. Tears streaked her dirty face as she looked first up at him
and then at the others. Aunt Bel looked at each member of her
family in turn, but they only frowned or shrugged. "Very well, Alain. It
may be for the best." "What for the best?" muttered
Blanche, with a distrusting sniff. "You will come with me as far as
Lavas Holding," he said to her, "as long as you behave and do exactly
as I say. Which you will." The words stunned her. She stuck her thumb
in her mouth and frowned around it. "But she's no clothing, nothing. I'll
not send a pauper—!" "It will be well, Aunt Bel. Best we
go now, and let it be swift. The chatelaine is packing up." They wept, as did he. Blanche did not
weep, not even when her father kissed her, not even when Agnes gave her the
fine blue cloak off her own back that had been part of her wedding clothes. It was hardest for Alain to let go of
Henri, and in the end it was Henri who broke their embrace and set a hand on
Alain's shoulder to look him in the eye. "Go on, then, Son. You'll do
what's right." He brushed a finger over the blemish. "Do not forget
us." "You are always with me,
Father." Alain kissed him one last time. He slung
his pack over his back and, with Blanche clutching his left hand, he followed
Chatelaine Dhuoda and her skeletal retinue out of Osna village and back into
the world beyond.
2 AT first, Anna wasn't sure what noise had
startled her out of sleep. Blessing breathed beside her, as still as a mouse
and all curled up with head practically touching bent knees. There was a
servingwoman called Julia, a spy of the queen's, who slept on a pallet laid
over the closed trap, but her soft snoring kept on steadily. Then the scuff
sounded again, and after that a single rap of wood against stone. Anna raised up on one elbow to see Lady
Elene leaning out the window, looking ready to throw herself to her death. Anna
heaved herself up and stumbled over to her, stubbing a toe on the bench,
cursing. "Look!" said Elene. As Anna
moved up beside her, Elena's hair brushed her skin, a feather's touch, and Anna
shivered and gulped down a sob for thinking so abruptly of Thiemo and Matto,
whose hair might have brushed her in such a way. "What lies off there?" Elene
pointed. "See those lights?" From this vantage, in daylight, one might
gaze south over countryside falling away into rolling hills. Not a single
candle burned in Novomo. The town was as dark as the Pit. Closer at hand, Anna
inhaled the strong scent of piss from that spot along the curve of the tower
where the soldiers commonly relieved themselves. But distantly, like a show of lightning
along an approaching storm front, she saw a shower of sparks and an arc of
light so radiant that her breath caught as she stared. "What is that, my lady?" "There must be a crown out there,
although Wolfhere never spoke of it. Someone is weaving in that crown. Yet how
could they do so, with no stars to guide them?" "Why do you need stars, my
lady?" "It's the secret of the mathematici,
Anna. I can't tell you. But I can say that it is weaving, of a kind. You must
have stars in sight to guide your hand and eye." Anna liked the way Lady Elene talked
easily to her. She was proud, but not foolish, and she had taken Anna's measure
and measured
her loyalties and while it was true that the daughter of a duke did not confide
in a common servant girl, she did not scorn her either. Indeed, the more it
annoyed Blessing when Lady Elene paid attention to her particular attendant,
the more Lady Elene showed her favor to Anna, which Anna supposed was ill done
of her, but in truth it was nice to have a mature companion who did not sulk
and shriek and throw tantrums at every least provocation. It was pleasant to
speak to a person whose understanding was well formed and who had a great deal
of wit, which she did not always let show to those she did not trust. "Yet look!" She was more shadow
than shape, but with a sharp breath she shifted and Anna felt the pressure of
her hips against her own as Elene stretched out her hand again. "That's
someone come through the crown from elsewhere. Who could it be? Who might have
survived?" Anna shivered again, mostly from the cold.
"Who else knows the secrets of the crowns, my lady?" "Marcus and Holy Mother Anne and my
grandmother are dead, as is that other woman out of the south. Sister Abelia,
they called her." "How do you know they are dead?" "I wish to God I had not witnessed,
but I did. They are dead. Yet one of the others might have survived. The
ones in the north I could not see after the weaving was tangled." "If it's true, could you trust them,
my lady?" "Not one of them, so Wolfhere
says." "Can you trust Wolfhere, my
lady?" "So you have asked before!"
Elene laughed, although her amusement was as bitter as her tone. "He is
the only one I would trust. Well, him, and my grandmother, and my poor dead
mother, may she rest in the Chamber of Light, but she can't help me now." "What of your father, the duke, my
lady?" She shrugged, shoulder moving against
Anna's arm. "He gave me up, knowing I would die. He did as his mother
asked, and I obeyed." Daring greatly, Anna placed a hand over
Elene's as comfort, and Elene did not draw her hand away. They watched until
the spit and spark of light vanished, and for a long time after that they
continued watching, although there was nothing to see. "Holy Mother! I pray you. Wake
up." Antonia had the habit of waking swiftly.
"What is it, Sister Mara?" "Come quickly, I pray you, Holy
Mother. The queen has sent for you." She allowed her servants to dress her in a
light robe and a cloak. For so late in spring it was yet cool as winter when it
should have been growing steadily warmer as each day led them closer to summer.
Lamps lit her way, although a predawn glamour limned the arches and corners of
the palace. A score of folk blundered about on the
open porch before the queen's chambers. They parted to let her through, and she
made her way inside to find another score of them cluttering the chamber and
all of them dead silent, even those who were weeping. Within, Mathilda slept.
Adelheid sat on her own bed with Berengaria limp in her arms. Only the dead know such peace. Adelheid looked up. "So it has come,
Holy Mother. She has breathed her last." Her eyes were dry, her expression
composed but fixed with an inner fury caged and contained. "Poor child." Antonia pressed
her hand on the cold brow, and spoke a prayer. The tiny child had lost almost
all flesh during its long illness. With its spirit fled, it seemed little more
than a skeletal doll, its skin dull and its hair tangled with the last of the
sweating fever that had consumed it. "Even now she climbs the ladder that
leads to the Chamber of Light, Your Majesty. You must rejoice for her, for her
suffering has ended." "Mathilda is all I have." Antonia found this shift disconcerting,
although she admired a woman who had already thought through the practicalities
of her situation. "You are yet young, Your Majesty. You may make another
marriage." "With what man? There is no one I can
trust, and none whose rank is worthy of me." "That may be, but you will have to
marry again." "I must. Or Mathilda must be
betrothed, to make an advantageous alliance." "Mathilda!" "Hush, I pray you, Holy Mother. I do
not want her to wake." "If no suitable alliance exists for
you, how should it exist for her, Your Majesty?" She did not answer. From the other chamber
they heard the ring of a soldier's footsteps. A woman came running in. "Captain Falco has urgent news, Your
Majesty." "I'll come." Adelheid handed the
dead child to the nurse, who accepted the burden gravely but without any of the
tears that afflicted the rest of them. Her eyes were hollow with exhaustion,
that was all. Adelheid rose and shook out her gown.
Strange to think of her dressed when she ought to have been sleeping, but she
often watched over the child at night these latter days since everyone knew
that the angel of God came most often in the hour before dawn to carry away the
souls of the innocent. Captain Falco waited in the outer chamber.
He was alert, his broad face remarkably lively. "You will not believe it,
Your Majesty! Come quickly, I pray you." Only one fountain in Novomo's palace still
played, with a splash of water running through its cunning mechanism. In this
courtyard, where there was also a shaded arbor and a fine expanse of lavender
and a once splendid garden of sage and chrysanthemums, Lady Lavinia hovered
under the arcade and wrung her hands, looking flustered as she stared at a man
washing face and hands in the pool. Antonia caught up short, stricken and
breathless, but Adelheid did not falter. She strode out to him as eager as a
lover, and as he rose and turned, obviously surprised to see her, she slapped
him right across the cheek. Half her retinue gasped. The rest choked down
exclamations. She did not notice. Fury burned in her. She looked ready to spit. "You killed Henry!" He touched his cheek. He did not bow to
her nor make any homage, yet neither did he scorn her. "We were allies
once, Your Majesty." "No! You seduced me with your
poisonous arguments. It's your fault that Henry is dead!" "Surely it is the fault of his son, who
killed him. And, if we must, the fault of Anne, who would have killed Henry had
you and I not saved him by our intervention." He spoke in a calm voice,
not shouting, yet clearly enough that everyone crowding about the courtyard
heard his reasoned words and his harmonious voice. "I beg you, Your
Majesty! I pray you! Do not forget that we wept and sorrowed over what had to
be done. But we agreed it together. We saved him. It was his son who killed
him." "If you are not gone from Novomo by
nightfall, I will have you executed for treason." She swept her skirts away so the cloth
would not brush against him, and walked off. In a flood, her retainers followed
her, leaving Antonia with a stricken Lady Lavinia and a dozen serving folk who
by their muttering and shifting did not know what to do or where to go. "Is your daughter well, Lady
Lavinia?" Hugh asked her kindly. She stifled a sob, and said, only,
"Yes, Lord Hugh. She survived the storm, which is more than I can say for
many." "God has favored you, then. I am
gladdened to hear it." She sobbed, and forced it back, and
wavered, not knowing what to do. Perhaps she loved him better than she loved
Adelheid. It would be easy to do so. "Lady Lavinia," said Antonia.
"If you will. I shall set matters right. The queen is distraught, as you
know, because of her grief." "Yes! Poor mite. Yes, indeed." "Then be at rest, and do what you
must. Lord Hugh, come with me, if you please." He bowed his head most humbly and with
that grace of manner that marked him, and with his boots still dusty from
whatever road he had recently walked, he went with her to her chambers. There
she sat him down on a bench and had the servants bring spiced wine. A cleric
unpinned his brooch and set his cloak aside. "What is this?" he asked,
observing the room. "There hang the vestments belonging to the
skopos." "I am now mother of the church, Lord
Hugh. Be aware of that." The news startled him, but he absorbed it,
sipping at the wine not greedily but thoughtfully. "Much has changed. I
have heard in this hour fearful stories. The guards at Novomo's gate told me
that Darre is a wasteland." "So it is, as terrible as the pit.
Stinking with sulfur and completely uninhabitable. Now. Listen. You have done
me a favor in the past, and I shall return it, although I am not sure you are
what I had at first hoped." He smiled, but she could not tell what he
was thinking. He was beautiful, indeed, and weary, and she did not yet know
where he had come from and what story he would tell her, but it did not hurt
her eyes to watch him as she related all that had happened in the last six
months and the plight confronting this remnant of Aosta's royal court. He never
once flinched or exclaimed or cried out in horror. Little surprised him, and
that only when she revealed what prisoners they had in hand. "Truly?" he asked her, and
repeated himself. "The daughter of Sanglant and Liath? Truly?" He
flushed. "Be careful, Lord Hugh, else you
reveal yourself too boldly." "What do you mean?" "Do not think I do not know." That caught him, because exhaustion made
him vulnerable. "I have an idea," she added,
"but it will take time, and plotting, and patience." He lifted a hand most elegantly to show
that he heard her, and that he was willing to let her proceed. "What prospects have you, Lord Hugh?
Why are you come here, to Aosta, when you were sent north by Anne into the land
of your ancestors to work your part in the weaving?" He smiled, but did not answer. "Where have you come from?" "From Wendar. I survived Anne's
sorcery, as you have surely already understood. I set another in my place and
in this manner I am living and he is dead." "In this manner," she noted
dryly, "did Sister Meriam sacrifice herself in favor of keeping her
granddaughter alive." "I am not Sister Meriam." "Indeed, you are not, Lord
Hugh." "What do you want of me?" "Queen Adelheid needs a husband. Why
should it not be you?" He rocked back, almost oversetting the
bench, then steadied it. "I am a presbyter, as you see me, Holy Mother. It
would be impossible. I cannot marry." "If I gave you dispensation to leave
the church, you could marry. There was often talk among the servants and the
populace about what a handsome couple you and Adelheid made. Henry being older,
and you so young and beautiful and beloved by the Aostans of Darre." "I am faithful to God, Your Holiness.
I do not seek marriage." "You lust. Can you say
otherwise?" His lips thinned. His hands curled into
fists. His eyes were a cold blue, as brittle as ice. "I am faithful, Your
Holiness." "To God?" He shut his eyes. "To a woman you can never have." That fierce gaze startled, when he opened
his eyes so abruptly. "I had her once!" He slammed a fist into the
bench, then set his jaw and shut his eyes again and took in three trembling breaths
before he quieted himself. "I am faithful to her. To no one but her. And
after her, to God. And after God, to Henry." "Who is dead." "I did my best to save him!" "I do not doubt it," she said,
to mollify him. "What of Henry's son? Is she with Prince Sanglant?" He could not speak. He was shaken, and
tired, and so gnawed through with jealousy that he had become fragile with it,
ready to fall to pieces but not yet shattered. "This is too much and too
quickly," she said more gently. "You are only arrived after a long
and undoubtedly arduous journey. How came you here?" "I journeyed by horse southwest from
Quedlinhame until I found a crown. With my astrolabe it was a simple enough
thing to measure precisely my route to Novomo. This I have taught myself that
Anne did not know and had not mastered. I can go anywhere whose destination is
known and measured. Two weeks only I lost in the crossing. Soon I shall have it
down to a handful of days." 'And all alone, no retinue at all." "None, except the beast, who resides
in the lady's stables now. I have fled those who do not trust me. Even my own
kinfolk were turned against me by poisonous words." Weary, indeed, to
admit so much so honestly. "I do not trust you, Lord Hugh. Why
should I?" "Trust that I have no power save my
knowledge of the arts of the mathematici. My mother is dead, and my sisters
hate me. Queen Adelheid wishes me gone. That bastard who calls himself king has
the power to banish me." 'And he holds the woman you desire close to
his heart." "Damn him!" He wept tears of rage. The sight so astounded her that she could
not move except to wave away the servants who had come into the room, hearing
his distress. Her amazement allowed her the patience to wait him out and to
explore the lineaments of his anger, shown in the curl of his hands, the
stiffness of his jaw, and the way his lower lip trembled like that of a
thwarted child. She had never seen him lose control so nakedly. So might an angel cry, hearing of an
insult to God which Their creature was powerless to avenge. When he had calmed a little, she touched
his hand. "I will speak with the queen. You will rest. Later we will speak
again. There is a pallet in the outer chamber. No one will disturb you. Ask for
food and drink, anything you desire." "You cannot give me what I
desire," he said, voice still hoarse with tears. "You ought to desire God's favor,
Lord Hugh, not a mere woman. Mere flesh." "You do not know what she is." "But I do know. I saw what she is,
and a fearful thing it was to see. You forget I was there at Verna. I think
even my galla might not touch one such as she. She is very dangerous, and no
doubt that makes her sweeter and brighter in your eyes. I think she is too
dangerous to let live." "No!" "Then chained. Dead, or chained.' He had not dried his eyes, but the tears
lingering on his face did not mar his beauty. "I will do anything to get
her back." "Will you? Will you even marry
Adelheid?" With his chin dipped down, his gaze up at
her had an almost flirtatious quality. "How will that aid Adelheid's
cause, or my own? Or yours, Your Holiness?" "In no possible way, if Adelheid does
not forgive you and take you back into her counsel. As for the rest, consider
who is Adelheid's heir—younger by far and easier to steer on a proper
course." That made him think. He sat in silence,
gaze drawn in as at an image she could not touch, although she could guess it:
Antonia as skopos and Hugh as the deceased queen's consort, ruling Mathilda as
regents. "Best to rest, Lord Hugh," she
added kindly, "and see if sleep and food ease this trouble that disturbs
your mind." "It never will," he whispered to
himself. She nodded, humoring him, but he was far
gone, and indeed when he was taken aside to the waiting pallet, hidden behind a
curtain, he slept at once and heavily, dead to the world, as it was said by the
poets, who knew from sordid experience how cravings make a man pregnable who might
otherwise be fortified with temperance. He slept all day and all night while the
queen was caught up in her sorrow, seeing her younger daughter wrapped in a
shroud and carried in a box to the crypt in Novomo's fine church, the only
suitable place to lay a princess to rest. The bell tolled seven times, to ring
the dead child's soul up through the spheres. A posset laced with valerian
helped the queen to sleep as well, that same night. The next morning dawned peacefully, as
Lady Lavinia had cause to remark when Antonia met her by the fountain after
Prime. "I've had word that a train of
merchants will reach Novomo by midday. They have ridden all the way from the
eastern provinces. One is said to have come as far as from Arethousa! The
queen, even in her grief, is sensible of their long journey and wishes to see
them feasted properly this afternoon." "She is wise. If there is no
entertainment, then I think a prudent feast cannot be seen as improper despite
her sorrow. The child was not yet two, after all. We cannot be surprised when
infants die, as so many do. I do not object." Lavinia put a hand into the water and,
after a while, looked up. "I pray you, Holy Mother. Will the queen forgive
him? He was always faithful to her, and most especially to Henry. I never heard
an ill word spoken of him, never a whisper." "What do you mean, Lady
Lavinia?" "I do not think it right he should be
banished, but I cannot go against the queen's wishes." "What if he should marry the
queen?" "He is a holy presbyter! He is wed to
God's service. It would pollute him to marry!" She faltered. Her cheeks
were stained red, as if the sun had pinked them, but of course there was no
sun, only the monotony of another cloudy day. "It would be a shame to stain the
beauty of a man as beautiful as he is." "I do not know if it would be right,
Holy Mother." "It is not your place to interpret
God's wishes." "No, Holy Mother." "Still, there is something in what
you say. He might not be the right one. Yet the queen must marry again." "She mourns her dead husband, Holy
Mother." "Henry?" "Indeed, Holy Mother. She held a
great affection for the emperor in her heart." A strange way Adelheid had taken, thought
Antonia, to show her fondness, but perhaps it was true that she had believed,
or convinced herself to believe, that she had no other choice. Hugh, naturally,
would fall into any scheme that offered him power, but it wasn't as clear to Antonia
what he felt he would gain by wielding such malevolent sorcery. Possessed by
a daimone! Still, perhaps he, too, had done it only out of loyalty to Henry
and Wendar. She doubted it. Henry, through the daimone, would have given him
anything he wanted. Anything. Was it actually possible that a man with
as much beauty and intelligence as Hugh was so very . . . small when all
else came to be measured? That he was himself chained by being fixed on one
thing? Who was slave, and who was master, then? One had escaped while the other
still polished his shackles. "You are a practical woman, Lady
Lavinia. Have you a recommendation?" She sighed and looked toward the fountain.
Water wept into the circular pool at the base. "Many nights such thoughts
have troubled me, Holy Mother. I am a widow, and have not remarried. I find
there is a lack of men whose lineage and temperament please me. In these cruel
days, the queen must choose wisely or not at all." "Has she spoken to you of such
matters?" Lavinia's hesitation was her answer. "What passes in private between you
and the queen I will not intrude upon, but remember that God know all your
secrets, Lady Lavinia. If you must unburden yourself, do so to me." "I am your obedient servant, Holy
Mother." Perhaps. It was difficult to know whom
Lavinia served. She was an ordinary woman, devoted to her lands, which she
administered prudently, and to her children and kinfolk, whom she protected as
well as she could. She remained loyal to Adelheid in part, Antonia supposed,
because she thought Adelheid's regnancy would serve her and her estates best
compared to that of another overlord. But if her heart stirred, it stirred in
defense of Lord Hugh. Thoughtful, Antonia returned to her
chambers only to find that the servants had fed him a hearty portion of cheese
and bread when he had woken, and afterward gotten him a cloak. "Where has he gone?" "Holy Mother!" They stared at
the floor. "Did we do ill, Holy Mother? He went as he wished. It was just
after you departed these rooms, Your Holiness, to sing the dawn prayers. Was it
meant otherwise? Had it been better had we kept him beside us?" "No. No. Do not think me angry. Have
you any notion of where he meant to go?" For his actions would reveal his
thoughts. Why, to pray, they assured her, and she
believed them. That is, she believed that they believed that was where he had gone.
Why should he tell them the truth? She knew where he intended to go. What
would attract him first, beyond anything. He must have power to get what he
wanted. Antonia had merely shown him the path. "Come, Felicita. Give me my audience
robes . . . no, not the heavy ones, for I mean to walk some while afterward in
them. Send for Brother Petrus. He's gone? Very well. You will attend me, Sister
Mara. No, no hurry. Let me rest my feet a moment. I must see the queen. It is
likely she will wake late, out of her grief." And, waking late, would leave Hugh waiting
in her antechamber to see her and to beg her forgiveness. No need to rush there
to interrupt his pleading. He would plead so very beautifully, after all. Not
even Adelheid would be able to resist him. But after all, Adelheid slept in a stupor
all morning. There passed an interlude of alarm around midday during which
Antonia hurried to the prisoners' tower to make sure that the captives had not
been disturbed. Yes, the sergeant told her, the holy presbyter had indeed come
by, but after hearing that the princess was afflicted with a mild sickness in
her stomach, he had ventured only into the dungeon. It was a chilly, nasty, dirty place. She
had to lean on the arm of a guardsman to make sure she did not slip on the
steps, which had no railing. The large open chamber had been fitted with three
smaller cells built with mortared brick. In the darkest of these, Wolfhere sat
on straw with his hands in his lap and his manacles resting along his legs. He
blinked as the lamp lit him and regarded her with a bored resignation that
irritated her. Despite the burns on his face and neck, he had never told her
anything secret, only commonplace tales that helped her not at all. In time he
would. It was only a matter of patience. Eventually the solitude and the rats
would drive him insane, and he would tell her everything in exchange for a
glimpse of sky. "Your Holiness," he said in that
bland way that made her twitch and wish to hit him. "What did he want?" she
demanded. "He wanted to know who the father of
the esteemed cleric Heribert might be." She would have burned him then had she any
fiery implements on hand, but she had to content herself with a gentle smile.
"A strange question to ask of a lowly Eagle." He shrugged. His nails had gotten so long
they curved, and his beard was matted and filthy. In fact, he reeked.
"Perhaps not so strange a question to ask of a man who knows the Wendish
court well." Almost, she slapped him, but she tweaked
the sleeve of her robe instead, smile fixed. "To what purpose do you seek
to annoy me? You have not answered my question." "He also asked me how I was come
here, and where I had been, so I suppose that means he is himself newly come to
Novomo." "What did you tell him?" "Nothing more than I have told you,
Your Holiness. I think he came more to gloat at my ill fortune. But you may ask
him yourself. I am sure he will tell you, as he and I are old enemies." 'Are you so, and on what ground?" His smile was keen, and it reminded her of
how tough a man he was to be able to smile with such strength after so long in
captivity. "I had twice the great pleasure of rescuing a young woman from
his grasp. I suppose he will never forgive me." "Liathano. This is an old
story." "It is a story that will never get
old for Hugh of Austra." That flash startled her. "Is it
possible you are more clever than you seem, Wolfhere?" "What answer can I give that will
satisfy you? God are my witness, that I am only myself, and nothing more." "So you say. I am not done with you,
Wolfhere." He winced, the first sign of weakness she
had surprised from him. "I am the obedient servant of God and regnant,
Your Holiness." "Servant of Anne." "Of God and regnant, Your Holiness.
Then, now, and always. Nothing more." He spoke with such finality that,
for an instant, she believed him. Hugh was discovered walking in Lavinia's
enclosed garden beside the poplars, chatting amiably with Brother Petrus, whom
he had known in the skopos' palace. "Holy Mother," he said, bowing
in the manner of presbyters as she approached. "I beg your pardon, Your
Holiness. I was restless, thinking on those things we spoke of yesterday." She was flushed from the annoyance of
having wondered where Hugh had gone, and perhaps for this reason. Brother
Petrus bowed and retreated hastily, leaving them to their talk. "I have taken some trouble to find
you, Lord Hugh." "Gardens give me solace, Your
Holiness. Forgive me." "Did you not fear that Queen Adelheid
would make true her threat to see you executed?" "I was told that she slept, Your
Holiness. Lady Lavinia gave me leave to walk in the garden." 'And leave to go to the prisoners' tower,
and interview the Eagle?" "I admit I was greatly surprised to
discover Wolfhere in Novomo. What can it mean that he is here?" "What did you hope to learn from
him?" "I'm not sure," he admitted.
"He was Anne's servant. Surely he knows something of Anne—her plans, her
sorcery, her history, her books—things that might be of value to us." "If he does, I have not yet
discovered it! Despite my best efforts. He is a stubborn man!" "He made some pact with Sister
Meriam, it appears," he mused. "Why?" 'As yet, that mystery remains unanswered.
We can discuss it later, Lord Hugh. I must go to my audience chamber for the
afternoon. Many supplicants appear before me. There is a great deal of trouble
in the world that wants fixing, now that God's wrath has fallen upon us." "Just so," he agreed. "I
feel myself weighted by trouble, as though the Enemy had gotten a claw into my
heart." "Do as I ask, Lord Hugh, and you will
gain that which you seek." It was cloudy, as always, but seemed
brighter in this corner of the garden where he walked. He paused beside a clump
of carefully tended vervain to run a hand over its pale spurs. "It is so
difficult," he murmured, "to gain that which one seeks. Have you ever
wondered, Your Holiness, about these tales of a heresy sprung up in western
lands. The tale of the phoenix—have you heard it?" "Lies whispered by the Enemy's
minions! No doubt such calumnies are but one among many misdeeds that have
brought God's hand down upon us." "Truly, many speak who know nothing.
Still, one wonders where such tales came from and why they arose." "I do not wonder! The Arethousans
cast them at us, hoping they would fly among us like a plague. Let ten thousand
fall to the contagion! In this manner they hope to weaken us, but it will not
happen. We will remain strong as long as we remain in God's favor." 'And when I have cast away my vows and am
wed to Adelheid, what
then? Is she to be killed, Your Holiness, so that Mathilda may rule in her
place and we as regents over her?" "Even the walls may have ears, Lord
Hugh! Be more discreet, I pray you!" "I crave your pardon, Your Holiness.
But I am confused as to the manner of the plan, its working out, and its
fulfillment. Must I lie with her?" "Is she not desirable? Other men call
her so. She is deemed very pretty." "So is a rock polished by the river,
before it is set beside a sapphire." "You will persist in your
obsession." "How will my marrying Adelheid gain
me what I seek?" "Is that your only objection? I
cannot promise you the thing you want, but earthly power may grant you weapons
you do not currently have. What kinfolk will aid you?" "None." "What princes will assist you?" "None." "You have only me. I can use you, and
if you aid me, then I will reward you. So God command us. Those who serve will
be given what they deserve." He nodded, having wandered by this time to
a stand of skullcap. He twisted off a leaf. "The queen trusted me once.
She may not do so again, even though I gave her no reason to distrust me. Yet
if she refuses to trust me, there are ways to encourage her." The garden was still in its ragged spring
garments; a few violets bloomed late; deep blue peeped from close stalks of
rosemary. "So there are, but cautiously, Hugh. Cautiously." "I am ever so," he agreed
humbly, gaze cast down. Satisfied, she beckoned for her
attendants. "I will call for you later. Do not come to the feast tonight.
We shall begin our persuasion of the queen tomorrow."
3 LADY Elene always woke before dawn to
pray. Because she had taken a liking to Brother Heribert's strange manners, she
insisted he climb the ladder to pray beside her every morning. Of course if
Elene would pray, then Lord Berthold would come up with Heribert to pray also,
Lord Jonas trailing at his heels. Blessing sulked on her pallet. Anna always
dressed and knelt behind the nobles. Because she did not know the verses and
psalms by heart, she must repeat them after the others had finished. Elene
always remembered, as a courtesy, to ask the cleric who attended them to allow
time for Anna's response. In fact, to include Brother Heribert she had to,
because he had not been quite right in the mind ever since the collapse of the
hill on top of him and could scarcely recall his own verses and prayers, which
he had once known better than anyone. The others knelt on soft carpet. Anna
knelt on the hard plank floor with her hands covering her face, the better to
concentrate on God's will. The better to disguise her words when she spoke
"She" for "They." No one knew that the phoenix had touched
her heart. No one but Blessing, who had learned to keep silent about this one
thing after that time when Prince Sanglant had punished his daughter's servants
for exposing her to heretical words. Blessing hated to see her servants
punished, knowing she would never be punished herself. It was the one thing
about her that gave Anna hope. "Blessed be You, Mother and Father of
Life," said Lady Elene. "Blessed be You, Holy Mother,"
whispered Anna into her hands. "Blessed be You," repeated
Brother Heribert in his awkward voice. Lord Berthold yawned. Lord Jonas made no sound. He often fell
asleep kneeling, eyes open. Blessing gulped down a false sob, stifled
under her blankets. On the floor below, the trap thumped open,
landing hard. Anna flinched, hands coming down. Berthold rose, and Blessing's
sniveling ceased. "Blessed is the Country of the Mother
and Father of Life, and of the Holy Word revealed within the Circle of Unity,"
continued Elene stubbornly, ignoring the clatter of feet beneath, "now and
ever and unto ages of ages." A cleric's cowl appeared in the open trap.
The woman climbed higher and revealed herself as Sister Mara, one of the Holy
Mother's faithful attendants. She looked around the room. After a moment, she
climbed all the way up and spoke in whispers to Julia, who shook her head. They
walked around the room and opened up both chests while Lady Elene kept praying
as if they weren't there. At last, Sister Mara left. When prayers came to an end, Berthold
said, "What was that all about?" "Begging your pardon, my lady. My
lord." Julia rubbed her brow with the back of a hand, looking nervous.
Normally she had a robust confidence, but she seemed tired after speaking with
Sister Mara. "You're to stay within today, all day. No garden." Elene raised an eyebrow and looked at
Berthold, who shrugged. Blessing popped up from the bed, unaware
and unashamed of her nakedness, although by now she showed the signs of
blossoming womanhood. "I don't want to stay in." "Shut up, brat," said Berthold
gently. "Please cover yourself." "I don't want—" "Do shut up!" snapped Elene. "I hate you!" "I hate you, you evil
creature! I'll pinch your ears if you don't stop whining." Blessing clapped hands over ears and
huddled under the blankets until, sometime later, after the others had gone
down to the lower floor to entertain themselves with chess and reading, Anna
was able to coax her out. "I don't feel good," whimpered
the girl. "I got a cut on my leg." "How could have you gotten—" But
it was no cut, of course. "Princess Blessing. Your Highness. Oh,
dear." "Is anything amiss, Anna?" asked
the servingwoman, Julia, from the window, where she sat and sewed. "Sit down," Anna said sternly,
and Blessing sat cross-legged. A few drops of blood stained the bedding, but it
wasn't too bad. "I pray you, Julia, Princess Blessing is feeling poorly.
Might you go down and ask the sergeant if we can have a posset, something to
settle her stomach? It must be what she ate last night." Julia glanced sharply at her. Perhaps she
suspected. Perhaps she had overheard, although Blessing had whispered. But she
went leaving Anna and the child alone. "Now, Your Highness, listen closely
and listen well." "My tummy hurts." "I know it does. And so it will do,
about once every month, for a good long while now." "Why?" "You know a woman's courses." "That you get?" "Yes, as you've seen, the Lady
favored women by giving them the power of life, while men have only the power
of death. That is why we can bleed every month and survive it. Now you have
started bleeding." "What does that mean?" She bit her lip, worried it, then plunged
on. "It means you must be secret, Blessing." How difficult a thing
this was to get across to a child who had the understanding of a five or six
year old but the body of a budding adolescent! 'Among my people, a girl isn't
likely to be wed until she's older and she and her betrothed have the
wherewithal to set up a household. But among noble families sometimes girls are
married as soon as they begin bleeding." "Why?" "Why marry? To form alliances. To
make treaties. To consolidate an inheritance." "Why not when they're little, like
me?" "Girls are betrothed all the time
when they're children. But no man will bed a wife until that girl is a woman
and can grow a baby inside her." "Is Lady Elene old enough? Why can't
she get married and leave us? I hate her!" "We are all prisoners, Your Highness.
Our captors may do with us as they wish, even kill us. That's why you must be
silent and secret." For as long a while as Anna had ever seen
Blessing sit and think, the child frowned and considered. She was a lovely
girl, with a complexion neither light nor dark and with shining thick dark hair
falling halfway down her back that must be combed and braided and pinned up.
Her eyes seemed sometimes green and sometimes blue and sometimes a hazel
shading toward brown, a blend of her father and mother. Like both father and
mother, she drew the eye; folk watched her; even the soldiers did, sneaking a
look while pretending not to. Beauty is dangerous among the innocent, who might
be ravaged when they least expect it. "If I were Queen Adelheid," Anna
said at last, "I would use you, Your Highness, as a pawn in a game of
chess." "I am the great granddaughter of the
Emperor Taillefer! She can't do anything without my permission!" "She can do anything she wants, Your
Highness! How will you stop her? If Queen Adelheid knows you are bleeding, she
may think it worth her while to marry you off and be rid of you that way. Right
now she thinks you're still a child." Blessing stared at her hands, then drew a
finger along her inner thigh and stared at the blood painting her nail. "Think what a prize you are, Your
Highness. Many men might desire to take you for a wife only because of who your
parents are. Some may hope to reward themselves. Others might hope to punish
your father or mother." Tears slipped down the girl's face.
"Why does my father never come, Anna?" "He does not know where you are. We
haven't any way to let him know. If any of us escape, Holy Mother Antonia will
hear of it and send horrible demons after us to eat us alive. That's what Lady
Elene says." "I don't believe her! I hate
her!" "You should! You must! You will! She
is like your mother, trained as a sorcerer. She knows. We are trapped, Your
Highness. And you are more vulnerable than ever now! Do you understand me? Lady
Elene is our friend. So is Lord Berthold and Brother Heribert. And Lord Jonas.
And our servants, Berda and Odei. But no one else. We can trust no one
else." Footsteps rattled on the ladder. Blessing
folded her hands over her loins as soon as Julia's head appeared and sat there
stubbornly, refusing to budge, until Anna wrestled a shift on over her bare
shoulders. A moment later, the healer appeared. "Berda, come here!" said Anna. "Small queen sick in her belly?"
The healer knelt by the pallet. Anna turned her back to Julia and lifted
two fingers to seal her lips. The healer nodded. Blessing, still sitting
cross-legged, pulled her shift up to her hips to show the blood streaking her
thighs. Berda nodded. "A drink calms
the belly," she said in her odd voice. Her broad hands smoothed the shift
back over the girl's legs. She touched the girl's forehead, throat, and her
collarbone on each side. "Some sickness in the food," she
said. "Have you piss this morning?" Blessing shook her head. "Come, small queen." They went to the corner, where the chamber
pot was tucked away behind a bench, and Blessing did her business. Julia came
over to look, but after Blessing rose, Berda squatted quickly with her heavy
felt skirt concealing this complicated maneuver, since the steppe women, Anna
had seen, wore both skirts and trousers. She then peed in her turn, and rose
with a grimace. "Moon turns," she said. "I
am bleeding. Must move my bed to upstairs." It was a habit of the Kerayit healer to
sleep downstairs with the men most of the month, and upstairs with the women
during her bleeding, although it seemed to Anna that it had not been more than
two weeks since her last sojourn upstairs. Never mind it. They would burn that
bridge after they had crossed it. She looked at Berda, and the healer nodded,
covered the pan, and offered it to Julia to dispose of, as was her duty. "I fetch drink of herbs for the small
queen. She rest this day." Rest she did. Berda found clean rags for
her, to catch the blood, and pretended they were her own. It was not so
difficult, once the ruse was begun; Julia, like the other Aostans, found the
healer so peculiar that she didn't like to get close to her. Afterward, they went about their usual
routine. Water must be brought up for washing, and the buckets taken downstairs
and emptied and rinsed out. The morning chores broke up the monotony of the
day, so Anna eked out each least errand, dawdling where she could. She didn't
even mind it when, after the upstairs was tidied and washed, she was sent down
to empty the dungeon bucket. The old man didn't scare her, although the stink
was bad. After the first few weeks, the soldiers simply stopped going down with
her because they hated the pit, and she was free to make quick conversation
with the Eagle, mostly a detailed account from her of yesterday's doings, and
perhaps a few oblique sentences passed back and forth between him and Lady
Elene. This morning, though, the soldiers
loitered nervously by the outer door, as if keeping an eye out for someone they
expected to come along at any moment. Anna had a clean bucket in one hand as
she reached the head of the steps that cut down into the gloom. The sergeant on
duty glanced back into the chamber and saw her. "Here, now," he said, lifting a
hand to get her attention. But she was already descending along the
curve of the stair with the cold stone wall brushing her shoulder and the
bucket dangling over air as soon as she cleared the plank flooring. It was
quite dark, but she knew the feel of the wall and the angle of each step by
now. She could have gone down with her eyes closed, and indeed she paused
partway down, in the shadows, and closed her eyes, because she heard voices. The tower rose in levels, with the deepest
chamber dug out of the earth and markedly colder than the ground floor and the
other rooms stacked above. The space below was used to store beans and onions,
and here also three small cells had been bricked in. From her place on the
stairs, with the dampening of sound and the lack of any footsteps clomping
above, she heard them speaking in low voices. One of those voices was familiar
to her; the other had a strange, enchanting timbre that seemed to stick her
feet right where they were so that she didn't dare, or want, to move. "You cannot escape because Antonia
controls the galla." "I do not fear the galla." "You should." "Perhaps." "Then why do you not escape? If you
can, why don't you?" "Is that not obvious? I have those to
whom I am responsible. If they cannot run, then 1 cannot run." "Thus meaning, you cannot protect
them from the galla. Is it Princess Blessing, or Conrad's daughter, who holds
you here?" "Why can it not be both?" "I heard the story once that you
tried to drown Prince Sanglant, when he was an infant." "It's a story that has been told many
times, and on occasion in my hearing." 'An interesting tale, and if true, a shame
you did not succeed. Although it might make a man wonder what allegiance holds
you to Princess Blessing. Is it her father you seek to serve? Her mother?
Anne's tangled weaving, still to be obeyed? Or do you merely have a weakness
for these caged birds?" "It's true I do not like to see such
bright creatures imprisoned by cruel masters." Wolfhere sounded bored
beyond measure, tired of the game. "What do you want, Lord Hugh?" "Where did you come from? How did you
get here?" Wolfhere sighed. "You were seen last in the company of
Brother Marcus and Sister Meriam. You ran from them. Yet now you appear here,
with Meriam's granddaughter in your care. Where were you? How did you escape
the cataclysm?" "Fortune favored us," said the
old man dryly. "You were least among the Seven
Sleepers. Cauda draconis, the tail of the dragon. They told me that you were
too ignorant to weave the crowns. Is that true?" "Yes, it's true. I was never taught
the art of the mathematici. Mine was the gift of Eagle's Sight, and of the
skills necessary to a messenger who spends his life on the road. Thus, I am
peculiarly situated to survive long journeys through hostile lands." "Why should I believe you?" "It matters little to me if you
believe me or not, Lord Hugh. Why should it? The battle is lost, and Anne is
dead." "Thus your purpose for being." "Thus my purpose for being,"
said Wolfhere in a flat voice. "What is it you want? Or are you merely
here to gloat?" "It's true I have no liking for you,
Eagle. You stole from me the thing that is rightly mine. I mean to have it
back." "How will you accomplish that? Liath
is dead, is she not? Like the others." She heard the other man take in a raggedly
drawn breath, sharp and sweet. "Not dead. Not dead." Abruptly, the old man's tone became edged.
"Where have you seen her? How do you know?" "Where have I seen her? In Wendar, my
friend. Standing beside the bastard who calls himself king." "I have heard the tale of Henry's
passing. I wasn't sure it was true." "Oh, true it is, and the prince of
dogs crowned and anointed by Mother Scholastica herself, although I think she
was not best pleased in the doing." "So it is true. And Liath has survived,
so you say." No doubt he was eager to hear these tidings, but he kept his
voice low and even. "Can you not see her yourself, with
your vaunted Eagle's Sight? Have you not spoken with your discipla, Hathui, who
has gained the protection of the new king and stands in his very shadow?" There was a long pause, and a quiet
shuffling of feet above her. Anna glanced up to see a shadowed form bent over
the trap, looking down toward her, but it was obvious that his eyes had not yet
adjusted to the darkness below. "You may as well know that I am
blind," said Wolfhere. "Since the cataclysm." "Blinded? Useless and helpless, then.
Master of nothing, servant to no one. Yet why tell me so? Why confess as much
to me, Eagle?" "Because I hurt, Lord Hugh. If I tell
you that you can gain nothing from torturing me, then perhaps you will not do
so." "Ah. I suppose it is the Holy Mother—or the
queen—who sees you used so ill. What do they want to know?" "Nothing I would tell you, if I would
also not tell them. Leave us be, Lord Hugh. I do not know what is your purpose
here. I ask you only for this favor: leave us be." "What will you give me in
return?" "In return for what?" "For leaving you be." "So we come around again to my first
question: what do you want?" "Who is Liath's father?" "Bernard." "And her mother?" "A daimone of the upper spheres. I am surprised to hear you
ask." "It was once a closely guarded
secret." "Yes, once it was. Back when we still
held some measure of control over her. Anne took you into the Seven Sleepers. I
am not surprised that you lived, when others died, but I am surprised you ask
me questions you must already have heard the answers to." "Folk may lie." "I am shocked to hear it." Lord Hugh chuckled. "Is it safe to
let you live, Eagle?" "Oh, indeed it is. I would even call
it necessary." "Think you so?" "Of course I must. Leave us be, Lord
Hugh. We have nothing you want." "No, no," said the other man
musingly. "I'm not sure you do have anything I want." She felt warm breath on her neck and heard
the merest croak of the step just above the one she stood on, where it had a
wobble. "Hsst!" said the sergeant in her
ear. "Up out of here, girl, or we'll all be in trouble." They fled up, and just in time, for the
sergeant had just shoved her out the door and over to the pits to pretend she
was at some kind of filthy work with her head bent down to hide her face when she heard all the soldiers
with bowing and scraping in their voices as some august presence departed the
tower and went on his way. "Idiot," said the sergeant,
coming over to her and yanking the pail out of her hand. "No one was to
disturb them! I'll take care of the prisoner today. You go back up, and keep
your mouth shut and your feet where they belong." "How was I to know?" she said,
and he slapped her. Later, as the cloistered hours passed
without incident, the sergeant relented and came up himself to gossip with Lord
Berthold, his favorite. The queen's younger daughter had died the day before,
which explained the tolling of the bell. There was anyway to be a feast that
night, if a solemn one, because an envoy had come from a distant land, but he
wasn't sure where, maybe Arethousa, come to parley with the grieving queen. So
that was why it was that Berthold and his retinue could not leave the upper
chambers for any possible reason this day. Therefore they expected no visitors late
in that afternoon with the courtyard gone quiet and a murmur rising from the
great hall whose roof could be seen from the east facing windows. There, most
of those who lived in the palace had gathered to feast or to serve. The smells
rising from the kitchens made Anna's stomach hurt and her mouth water. Berthold and Elene played another game of
chess by the window, glancing at each other in a way that Anna recognized as
dangerous and that, mercifully, Blessing did not see for what it was. Two
attractive young people thrown together for hours and days and weeks on end.
How well Anna knew where such intimacy led! She wiped her eyes, but there
weren't any tears left for Thiemo and Matto. They had vanished under the hill
with Berthold's companions, with their old life, with all that had transpired
before the storm. Heribert sat beside Blessing, who for once
was frowning at tablet and stylus and with awkward strokes getting some of her
letters right. Anna sat down on the carpet near Blessing's feet, and went back
to mending a tear in Blessing's other shift. Julia sat on the bench,
embroidering. Lord Jonas was downstairs playing dice with Odei; those two could
go at it for hours, and the spill of dice across the floor was, like a poet's
song at a feast, a steady accompaniment to other labors. Berda sat in a
shadowed corner grinding a root into powder. The light came gloomy through the open windows, and
it was cool, but no one wanted to shutter themselves in. Elene sniffed, wiped her nose, and looked
up, holding a lion in one hand. "Do you smell that?" Berthold stifled a yawn. "Smell what?
I hate sitting indoors all day" Berda glanced up as well. "It is
sharp," she said, touching her nose. The lady frowned. She did not set down the
lion. "Now it's gone. I thought. ..." She, too, yawned, and caught
herself. Even Anna yawned and almost pricked
herself with her needle. Her grunt of frustration set off an avalanche of yawns
among all of them, except Heribert. "The curve here, Your Highness. It is
uneven." "I'm just tired! I can do better!" "Yes," he agreed. "So it
appears from the way you are yawning. There is a sharp glamour in the air. It
tingles in the bones." Berthold pushed the chess pieces aside and
pillowed his head on his arms. "Just a nap, and we'll start again." Elene's head lolled back. The lion fell
out of her hand, and when it struck the floor she jerked upright. "What is
that?" she demanded. "A glamour ... a spell ..." Anna was so tired. The languor smothered
her. The walls spoke in whispers, reminding her of the peace of the sleep which
awaits every soul, the crossing into death. . . . Soft footsteps mounted the stair-step
ladder. A middle-aged man appeared in the opened trap. He was named Brother
Petrus, one of the holy clerics who served the Holy Mother. "Up here, my lord," he said as
he clambered out. She pricked herself with the needle, and
the pain woke her. A drop of blood swelled. Blessing had fallen asleep against
Heribert's shoulder. Berthold roused dully, lifting his head. Elene struggled,
reaching for the lion she had dropped on the floor. Berda snored softly, head
lolling back against the wall, her throat exposed. An angel climbed out of the trap and
paused to regard the chess table and the pair of young nobles fighting sleep. "Well," he said in a melodious
voice so soothing Anna was sure he tamed wild beasts with it. She recognized it
immediately as the voice of the man who had been talking to Wolfhere.
"Conrad's doomed daughter and Villam's lost son. How unexpected this is. How
handsome they look together, dark and fair!" Elene grunted, got hold of the lion, and
dug it into her palm. Her eyes flared. "Who are you? What sorcery . . .
7" The chess piece rolled out of her hand,
landed on a corner of carpet, and tumbled off that onto the plank floor. Her
eyes fluttered as she fought to keep awake. "You know tricks, Lady Elene, but you
are inexperienced." Anna thrust the needle into her hand
again, and the pain burst like fire and focused her mind, but it was so hard to
fight. It was so much easier to sleep. He turned and saw Blessing. "Ah,"
he said, voice catching. "So old already. Just as I'd hoped. ..." From this angle, seated crosswise to
Blessing and slightly behind her, Anna saw his expression darken. "How can it be that you still
wake?" he asked. Before she could answer, Brother Heribert
said, quite clearly, "Who are you?" "Better I should ask, who are you?
You are Brother Heribert, a particular intimate counselor of the prince,
guardian of his daughter. Before that you were a cleric in the schola of the
biscop of Mainni, rumored to be her—" He laughed. Anna ducked her head
and, feeling the dizzy drag of exhaustion pulling her down, jabbed the needle
in. "God in Heaven! Look at your eyes! How comes this? I thought I was the
only one who knew this secret. Why are you here?" "I am looking for the one I love.
They say it is the other one who stole him. The one called Sanglant." "Who stole him?" The
angel shifted back on his heels as might a man who has been struck, then rolled
forward to his toes, and regained his balance. "Who stole who?" "Lord Hugh?" asked Brother
Petrus, who was fingering an amulet looped at his neck. "Ought we not
hurry, my lord? It will be dark soon." "Yes." The angel nodded, but he
looked only at Heribert, not at Brother Petrus. "Who is lost, and who is
blind?" he said to himself. "Can it be? Tell me, friend, if the other
one stole him, then do you want to get back this one you seek?" "I don't know where he is." "Gone utterly, I fear, if what my
eyes tell me is true, and I think it must be. But I know who killed him." "What does that mean?" "It means that his soul is fled from
Earth." "How do I find him?" "Seek you his killer and get your
revenge. Kill the one who killed him." "Will it bring him back, if I kill
the one who killed him?" The angel's smile would brighten a hall
shrouded in darkness. "Oh, yes. Certainly. Delve deep, and seek him at his
heart. Drive out the soul you find there. That will kill the one who killed
him. The one called Sanglant." "But he loved him! He trusted
him!" 'Alas," the angel said in a gentling
voice, as a mother might soothe a weeping child. "So it happens among
humankind, that the ones we love most are quickest to betray us." "How will I go?" "Come with me now. I will set you on
your way. Brother Petrus, there is an attendant who serves the princess. Find
her, and place an amulet around her neck . . . Ah!" Elene grunted, struggling against the
spell, lips moving as she murmured an incantation. "Petrus, the knife." "Your hands, my lord. Let me do it,
if it must be done." "I'll not let others stain their
hands so mine may remain clean. This is my decision, not yours." He took a
common kitchen knife, good sharp iron, out of Petrus' shaking hands, and went
to the table. Grasping Elene by the hair, he set the knife to her pulsing
throat. Elene tried to struggle, but she could
not. Anna shrieked, but the only noise that
escaped her was a moan. She staggered up, but she was too slow with that
lethargy weighing her down. She was too slow, and it was already too late. He cut. Elene's blood spurted over the board,
spattering Berthold's sleeve and hair, although he was too fast asleep to stir.
Blood flowed. A Dragon and a Queen toppled sideways in the first gush. The rest
of the pieces were soon awash, islands in a red sea. Hugh braced her body in the chair and
dropped the bloody knife onto the carpet. He walked over to Anna and grasped
her. She sagged against him; she could not help herself. "Is this another so afflicted?"
He raised her hand, smoothed a finger over the three spots of blood, and teased
the needle out of her fingers. She was helpless to resist. Only his strong arm
held her up. "Quickly, Brother Petrus!" A movement, an arm sweeping past her face,
and a sweet smelling fragrance wafted into her nostrils. She came alert to see
a smoky mist dimming her sight through which she saw all those sleeping and
heard an uncanny hush drawn over the palace grounds as though every living
creature had been muzzled and shod in wool. His eyes were so very blue that she
thought she should drown in them. "I am taking Princess Blessing. You have
now a choice. You may come with me, to attend her, or you may stay
behind." Her mouth worked, but she got no words
out. He smiled sadly. Oh, that smile. She might die hoping for
another taste of that smile. She had never seen a man as beautiful as he was. "What is your name?" 'Anna, Your Grace," she whispered. "Anna," he said, making music of
her name. "Carry the princess. We must make haste." "If I won't, Your Grace? If I refuse
to go?" "Then a more faithful servant will
carry her," he said in the most kindly voice imaginable, and it chilled
her to hear it, because he did not raise his voice or look angry. He was no
Bulkezu, to howl and rage. He did not look like a man who had just cut the
throat of a defenseless young woman. 'And you will wake later, hoping she is
well cared for but never knowing if she will be." Weeping, she gathered up Blessing,
although the girl had grown enough to weigh heavily in her arms. It took all
her courage to look at him again, and all her courage to speak words he might
not want to hear. "There are some things we need, Your Grace—" "There is nothing you shall need that
has not already been prepared. We have taken everything from this town that we
want. Brother Petrus, let us go swiftly, as you advise." "Yes, Lord Hugh." So they went, leaving the chamber and the
dead girl and her sleeping companions behind. Below, four soldiers waited; they
also wore amulets. Lord Jonas and Odei sprawled on the floor among a scattering
of dice. Brother Heribert followed like a dog, hesitant, twitchy, but
determined. "Unchain the Eagle," said Lord
Hugh to two of the soldiers. "Make sure there is blood on his hands, and
the knife in his possession. Then meet us at the appointed place." In the barracks below soldiers slept,
draped over benches or snoring on pallets. Two sat on either side of the door,
slumped against the stone wall. One had his mouth open, and the way drool
trickled out scared her. Their feet crunched on gravel as they
crossed along a wing of the palace, moving swiftly. Guards slept on benches and
on paving stones. One had an arm slung somewhat around a pillar as though
embracing it. In the courtyard facing the great hall a dozen servants had
dropped platters of food and flagons of drink. A pair of dogs had fallen down
asleep in the act of filching a fine haunch of beef intended for the queen's
table. From the hall itself, glimpsed through open doors, came only silence.
One of the soldiers grabbed a pair of plump roasted chickens and tied them up
into a handkerchief which he fastened to his belt. The scent of all that good,
warm food made Anna's stomach grumble, and she hated herself for feeling a
hunger that Lady Elene would never again know. Blessing stirred, whimpering,
but did not wake. Five more soldiers waited by the barracks,
holding the reins of fourteen horses, four of them laden with packs. Every
wakeful creature there wore an amulet around its neck like to the one Anna wore.
By the horses, Lord Hugh nodded at Brother Petrus. 'All the rest is done as I
commanded?" "It is all arranged, Lord Hugh. All
will be done as you have ordered. Yet I am not sure, my lord. Was there some
other fate that you intend for Lord Berthold? Villam's son is tainted with
Villam's treachery in plotting against Emperor Henry, may he rest at peace in
the Chamber of Light." "Villam's son means nothing, although
there is, I think, some mystery regarding his disappearance and reappearance.
Leave him as he is. Find out his secret, if you can. He may trust you if you
befriend him after we are gone." Petrus hesitated. "Go on, Brother. You must not fear to
speak freely to me." "Why the young lady, Your Grace? She
was beautiful. Proud, it's true, but lovely. It's like trampling a flower in
bloom." "Some flowers will be trampled when
an army marches to lift a siege, Brother. No one rejoices in destruction, yet
at times it is the only way. Her grandmother taught her things she must not be
allowed to use. We cannot take the chance. I will do penance for the
deed." "Yes, Your Grace. Still ... if you
think her a risk, why leave alive the old man?" "He is too weak and ignorant to
threaten us. He'll serve us by diverting suspicion. No doubt her death was more
merciful than his will be." "Yes, Your Grace." "Do not douse the sleeping fire until
the lights on the hill have vanished. Do as you have been instructed. Let no
one chance upon you in the tombs. All depends on timing and where you place the
decoy." "I will not fail you, Lord
Hugh." "I trust not. Afterward, await my
return." "Yes, Lord Hugh. God go with you,
Lord Hugh." The angel's smile had something of irony
in it. "So we may hope." He beckoned. A soldier took Blessing out
of Anna's arms and lifted her up to one of his companions, already mounted.
Another took Anna up behind him. The rest made ready, and they rode out of the
palace by the spies' gate, a triple-guarded gate set into the palace's outer
wall that led to an escarpment and a steep trail carved into the northeastern
face of the hill on which the town of Novomo had been built. Shale littered the
hillside. They picked their way down. None spoke; only the rattle of rock broke
the silence. How far did the spell extend? Had he cast
his web of sorcery across the entire town? How could any person be so beautiful and
so wicked? At the base of the hill they stopped
beside a vineyard, which lay quiet under the late afternoon sky. Nothing
stirred except a single honeybee, searching for nectar. "Brother Heribert," said Lord
Hugh. "Take such provisions as you can carry. Walk north, over St.
Barnaria's Pass. Do you know the way?" "The way we walked when we came
south?" "Rumor has it you came down from the
mountains. Return there, and follow the path north into Wendar." "Who will guide me?" "You must guide yourself. You seek
Sanglant, who calls himself regnant. When last I saw him, he was at
Quedlinhame. Seek him, and do what you must." Without answering, the cleric collected a
sack of provisions offered to him by one of the soldiers. He paused beside
Blessing's limp body to touch her knee, then went on his way through the
vineyards, soon lost to view. The rest circled south to join the main road
leading out of town. Twice Anna saw folk in the distance, laborers or farmers about their
tasks. Once she saw a wagon at rest behind a tree, but she saw no sign of its
occupant, only a mule with its head down, cropping grass. Twice she heard a dog
bark. A large party had passed this way before them; she saw their dust ahead
on the road, moving south. As dusk lowered, they paused beside a
chalky path that split off from the main road and climbed a nearby hill. Here
they paused. "Two riding up behind," said the
guardsman who rode as rear guard. "That'll be Liudbold and Theodore.
They're late coming." "We'll wait here," said Hugh,
and soon enough the two soldiers who had been left behind at the tower reached
them. "Theodore. Liudbold." Hugh
looked at them each in turn. "What is your report? I expected you
sooner." "Begging your pardon, my lord,"
said the one addressed as Theodore. "It were trickier than we thought. The
old man had life in him. He was wakeful and struggling, and he got a fist in on
Liudbold's jaw here." Some of the other soldiers coughed and
snickered as Liudbold touched a hand to the bruise forming on his face, but
they fell silent when Hugh raised a hand. "Yes, he fought the spell, with some
success. That shouldn't surprise me, I suppose. What did you do?" "Well, at first we thought of tying
him up, but then we recalled that he was meant to look as if he'd freed
himself. So we knocked him cold, hauled him upstairs, then rolled him in the
blood and left him with the knife in his hand." "It will do," Lord Hugh said
kindly. "You kept your heads about you. Well done." Such praise would melt stone! The soldiers
murmured, but Lord Hugh turned his horse onto the path and led the others away
from the road. Behind, the pair of men riding in the rear guard swept their
path to hide their tracks. Ahead, tall figures awaited them, stones arranged in
a circle. She said nothing, but by asking no
questions caused Lord Hugh to notice her silence. "How came you to Novomo, Anna? How
did Princess Blessing and her party reach Aosta, and why? Where did you come
from? How came you to lose her father and mother?" She shrugged, pretending ignorance, as he
studied her. She was sick at heart. It seemed beneath that mild gaze that he
saw everything and knew everything. "My lord presbyter," said one of
the soldiers, a man with a scar on his chin. "I can make her talk, if
that's what you're wishing." He turned away. "Think nothing of it,
John. I already know much of the tale. When I have need of the rest, I'll get
it." "I just don't like to see you treated
with such disrespect, my lord presbyter. It gripes me to think of the queen
refusing to see you, after all you done for her and the common folk in
Darre." "The queen is grieved by the loss of
her daughter. It is to be expected." "Only you would be so forgiving, my
lord." The other soldiers murmured agreement. "Like that cleric you released to
walk north. I think that one has lost his wits!" Hugh nodded without smiling. 'And so he
has, poor soul." They came up to a flat space of ground,
bare of vegetation, situated in front of the standing stones. "Dismount quickly, all except the one
with the servant and you, Frigo," said Hugh, gesturing toward the man who
carried Blessing. "Move when I give the command. Do not hesitate." Blessing slept. Anna could not go to her,
sitting as she was in the grasp of a man much bigger and stronger than she was,
but she saw that Blessing wore about her neck an amulet as well, only this one
was woven with sprigs of lavender and a twisted knot that looked ready to
strangle any unsuspecting neck caught in its grasp. It looked different than
all the others. Hugh gave his reins to one of the men. He
placed his feet on a circle of pale ground, white with dust, and drew from his
sleeve a strange golden implement like a wheel embedded within a wheel. This he
raised to sight along the horizon. Then he turned to gaze toward Novomo, hazy
in the fading light. "We must be ready," he said to
his soldiers. "Make sure the supplies I mentioned are at hand. Her devils
can follow us no matter how far we travel, so when I speak, you must obey
exactly as I say." They murmured assent. Anna laughed. "We can't go!" she
crowed. "You can't weave a spell from the heavens when it is cloudy!
You're trapped here!" He looked back at her. She clapped a hand
over her mouth. Was that a knife, winking in the hand of one of the soldiers? "Wise, after all," said Lord
Hugh. "But I possess an instrument that tells me where every star will
rise and set. The music of the spheres reaches through the clouds. It is only
our weak eyesight that stymies us for, unlike the angels and daimones, we cannot see past
that which blinds. With this instrument, I do not have to see what I have
already measured in order to know it is there. I can weave even when clouds
shroud the heavens. I can weave even in daylight, although I must not let my
enemies guess that I can do so." As night fell, he wove, drawing light out
of the heavens although no stars shone where any human eye could see. He wove
an archway of light and, at his command—for who would refuse him?— they walked
through it into another place. XIV THE GUIVRE'S STARE
1 TO walk from Osna village to Lavas Holding
was normally a journey of five or six days. Years ago, when Alain had walked
with Chatelaine Dhuoda's company, the trip had taken fifteen days because she
had stopped in every village and steading along the way to accept taxes and
rents or the service of some of the young people in the village. Now, although
they stopped only at night for shelter, the roads had taken so much damage in last
autumn's storm that they were ten days traveling. Tangles of fallen trees
barred the track. In two places streams had changed course and cut a channel
right through the beaten path where wagons once rolled. "God help us," said the
chatelaine in the late afternoon on the seventh day. She was the only one
mounted. The rest walked. "What's that?" Alain went forward with five of the men at
arms to discover a wagon toppled onto its side. The remains of several people
lay scattered across the roadway and into the woodland on either side,
disturbed by animals. "How long have they lain here, are
you thinking?" asked one of the lads, a fellow called "Fetch" by
his comrades. Mostly bone was all that was left of them,
with bits of hair and patches of woven tunic ground into the earth and a leather
vest half buried beneath dirt and leaf litter. It was impossible to tell how
many had died here or how far wolves and foxes had dragged pieces of corpse. "Months." Alain wrenched loose
an arrow fixed into the spokes of one of the wheels. "Bandits. Look at
this fletching." The soldiers were young men, no one he
knew from his time as Lavastine's heir, although it seemed strange to him that
so many new milites would have come into service in such a short time. They
were all lads from villages owing allegiance to Lady Aldegund's family, and had
a lilting curl to their "r's" when they spoke. They looked nervous as
they scanned the trees and open clearings. One shrieked. "What's that? What's
that?" It was only a white skull, caught in
brambles, staring out at them. "Go get it, Fetch," said the
eldest. "I won't. It might be cursed!" "Have we a shovel or anything to dig
with?" asked Alain. "Best we dig what grave we can and let these poor
dead rest. It's all we can do." He looked at each of his companions in
turn and shook his head. "Come now. Their souls have ascended to the
Chamber of Light. They can't hurt you. If it were your own brother lying here,
wouldn't you want him laid to rest so that animals would stop chewing on his
bones?" They had in their party only one shovel,
but another man had an antler horn he used as a pick and the rest sharpened
stout sticks and by this means and some with their bare hands they dug swiftly
and deep. Blanche watched silently, sucking her thumb, and it was she who was
first to help pick up bones that had been dragged away into the bushes and she
who brought the skull and laid it on the heap collected in the pit. She wiped
her hand on her skirt and sighed. "Will I be just bones like that one
day?" she asked. "The part of you which is flesh will
die, it's true, and rot away to bone, but see how white and strong bone is.
It's to remind us of the strength of our souls, which lie hidden beneath flesh
as well." She frowned at him but said nothing more.
The chatelaine's cleric said a prayer over the dead, and they filled in the
hole. One of the lads shook out the leather vest and rolled it up; the leather
only needed a bit of cleaning and oiling to restore it and there was no sense in
letting such good leather go to waste. "It's getting late," said Alain
to the chatelaine. "We'd best think of camping for the night." "I don't like to camp in a place of
death," she said. "We'll go on a way." "Think you there are bandits still
lurking?" Fetch asked Alain as they walked along at the front of the
group. "There might be." A branch snapped in the trees, and all the
milites flinched and spun to look, only to see a doe spring away into the
forest. They laughed and called each other cowards but hurried forward anyway
to where the woodland dropped back into an open countryside marked by low,
marshy ground and thickets of dense brush where the earth rose into hillocks.
The road had been raised to cross this swamp, and it was out on the road they found
themselves at dusk with nothing but mosquitoes and gnats and marsh flies for
company. "Light fires," said the
chatelaine. "We can see anyone coming from either side if thieves have a
wish to attack us. The smoke will drive off the bugs." It was difficult to find dry wood, but
enough was found that they breathed in smoke half the night and were bitten up
anyway. The wind came steady out of the northeast. Late, very late, Alain woke
and, startled, found himself staring up at the heavens. Blanche snored softly
beside him. Stars winked, and then were covered again
by cloud. 'Ah!" he said, although he hadn't
meant to speak. "Do you see?" "I pray you, Chatelaine. Can you not
sleep?" "I cannot sleep, my lord. But I saw
there a glimpse of hope. God smile on my journey. It is right that I sought you
out. For months we have seen no sign of the sky. But now . . . now I
have." 'Any spell must ease in time." "You persist in believing that these
clouds are the residue of a vast spell woven by human hands?" "I know they are." "Not God's displeasure?" "It is true that some evils fall upon
us without warning or cause. Yet so many of the evils that plague us we bring
about by our own actions. Why should we blame God? Surely God weep to see their
children act against what is natural and right. So the blessed Daisan would
say. So Count Lavastine said. We aren't made guilty by those things that lie
outside our power, but we aren't justified by them either. Evil is the work of
the Enemy. It is easier to do what is right." "Think you so, my lord? It seems to
me that humankind have in them a creeping, sniggering impulse to do what is
wrong." "Yet none say it is right. Those who
do wrong make excuses and tell stories to excuse themselves or even blame their
folly on God, but their hearts are not free of guilt. That guilt drives a man
to do worse things, out of pain and fear. It is a hard road to walk and more
difficult still to turn back once you've begun the journey." She chuckled scornfully. "Many folk
say they are doing right and believe it. The Enemy blinds them." "They blind themselves." "Who is to say that the wicked don't
flourish and the innocent fall by the wayside? Where is God's justice when it
is needed?" He peered at her, but it was difficult to
make out her face with the cloud cover cast again over the heavens. "It is
in our hands, Mistress Dhuoda. We have the liberty to choose our own
actions." "What if we choose wrong?" He sighed, thinking of Adica. The wind
sighed, echoing his breathing. Reeds rustled out in the marsh. A man rolled
over, making a scraping noise against the ground as he turned in his sleep.
Blanche snorted, seemed about to rouse, and settled back into slumber. "Why didn't God fashion us so we
could do only what is right, and never what is sinful?" she continued. "Then we would be no different than
the tools we ourselves carry. If we did what is right, we would receive no
merit from it, not if we had no choice. We would be slaves, not human beings." "It might be better so," she
murmured. "Do you think so?" "Sometimes I do," she said, and
after that nothing more. At length he fell asleep. 2 THEY came to Lavas Holding on St.
Abraames' Day. From a distance, the settlement looked little different than the
place he had first seen seven years ago—or was it eight? It was difficult to
keep track. The high timber palisade surrounded the
count's fortress with its wooden hall and stone bailey. Beyond the wall the
village spilled down a leisurely slope to the banks of the river. Now, however,
a fosse and earthen embankment circled the village and the innermost fields,
orchards, and pasturage, cut in two spots by the course of the river. Many of
the locals looked familiar to Alain, but all of the men at arms were new and by
the sound of their words not Lavas born and bred but from farther east. "Where is Sergeant Fell?" Alain
asked the chatelaine as folk pressed close to stare. "He was given leave to retire back to
his home village, with no more than ten sceattas for all his years of service.
And likewise, the others, with little enough or nothing, turned off because
Lord Geoffrey feels safer with milites brought from his wife's kin's lands to
protect him. It's brought grumbling, and rightly so." "Who is this, Mistress Dhuoda?"
demanded one of the soldiers, coming out of the hall with a spear in one hand
and a mug of ale in the other. "Captain, I pray you, where is Lord
Geoffrey?" "He's ridden out with the lady's
brother, to take a look at a bull." "The one belonging to Master Smith of
Ferhold? He's already said he won't part with that one for any amount of
sceattas." "He'll part with it," said the
captain with a sneer, "if Lord Geoffrey wants to add it to his herd. Who's
this?" He squinted as if against bright sun and pointed toward Alain with
his spear. Servants edged closer to whisper and
stare. There was Cook, looking thinner and older, and an astounded Master
Rodlin with a pair of sleek whippets at his heel. The whippets lowered their
heads, whining, and cowered behind the stable master, but Sorrow and Rage sat
peaceably with their faithful gazes turned on Alain, waiting to see what he
wanted them to do. "Those are big dogs," added the
captain, and in his look and in the suppressed hiss of murmured voices there
was a tense air as of a storm brewing. Alain fixed his gaze on Cook and, taking
Blanche's hand, led the girl over to the old woman. "My lord," Cook murmured, with a
glance toward the suspicious captain. Her hands were chapped and dappled with
age marks, and her left hand had a kind of palsy, but her eye was still keen. "I pray you, Cook," he said
quietly, "do not call me by a title that does not belong to me. I have a
favor to ask of you." She nodded, dumbstruck. The captain
coughed and looked around to mark the position of his soldiers, but only five
or six were in view, loitering by the stables or at the corner of the hall. "Keep watch on this child for me, if
you will. She is the daughter of a man I called brother." Cook regarded him, nodded, and extended a
hand. "Go on, Blanche. Do as I say." She bit her lip, she looked up at him with
a frown, but she placed her grimy hand in Cook's aged one without protest. "I pray you, Lord Alain," said
Dhuoda, coming up behind him. "We must not stand here in the courtyard
like supplicants, else he'll take action." She indicated the restless
captain. "I'll wait in the church." "Nay, my lord! You'll wait in the
lord's audience chamber. It would be fitting!" "I pray you, Mistress Dhuoda,"
he said in a softer voice. "Make no trouble for the innocent souls
standing here around. I prefer to wait in the church, if you don't mind it. I
wish to pray beside the count's bier." "Of course!" She flushed red.
"Of course, my lord!" "Who is this man?" demanded the
captain, stepping off the porch that fronted the hall. "He's not welcome
here!" Somehow or other the servants got moving
right away and impeded his path, leaving Alain and Dhuoda to walk in solitude
out to the stone church set apart from the other buildings beyond the palisade. "What does Lord Geoffrey fear?"
asked Alain, indicating the new earthworks. "He fears justice, my lord. He fears
Lady Sabella." "Why should he fear her? Is she not
in the custody of Biscop Constance in Autun?" "Not for many years, my lord. Lady
Sabella usurped her old seat. She holds Biscop Constance prisoner and rules
Arconia again. Lord Geoffrey offered his allegiance to Biscop Constance, but
it's likely the noble biscop cannot help us. There are bandits roaming the
lands. Have you not heard of our troubles?" "What particular injuries has Lavas
Holding sustained?" "Ravnholt Manor was burned to the
ground last autumn a few weeks after the great storm. Eight people were
murdered, and perhaps more, because it was hard to discover remains within the
ruins of the hall. A dozen or more we found later hiding in the woods, but four girls were never
accounted for although witnesses had seen them alive and running from the
conflagration. They were not little ones but youths, and one recently wed. You
will have no doubt about what the bandits wanted with them, poor things." "Did no one seek them out? What
happened to the bandits?" "There was a single skirmish, my
lord, two days later. Then the bandits vanished, or so Lord Geoffrey's scouts
said. I don't know the truth of it." "Do you not believe them?" She shrugged, reluctant to say more. After
the silence grew thick, she went on. "The girls who were taken were only
servants' daughters. Two were slaves—their parents had sold them into service
to discharge the debts they owed Ravnholt's steward." "Did Ravnholt's steward not seek to
recover those lost souls?" "The steward was killed in the
raid." "Who is in charge there now?" Her dark look matched the dreary day and
the ominous swell of wind in distant trees. "Lord Geoffrey left the land
fallow. Said he'd see to it later. Yet we've desperate need of planting. Surely
you know ... it's hard to think of planting with frosts still coming hard every
night. There is a blight in the apple trees here and eastward. There may be no
apple crop at all this year. In the south a black rot has gotten into the rye
..." She looked sideways at him, blushing again. "Yet you must know,
for that's where you were found, wasn't it? In the south, by a mill." "Mad, so they tell me," he said
as they came up to the church and its narrow porch. He stepped into the shadow
and turned to look at her, who stood yet in the muted daylight. "Not mad," she said, but she
didn't mean it. "You had the dancing sickness, my lord." 'And much else besides, I am thinking. I
sustained an injury to my head. For a long while I wandered without my faithful
hounds. I was lost and blind." He snapped his fingers, and the hounds
waggled up to him and licked his hands. He patted them affectionately and
rubbed his knuckles into their great heads, just how they liked it, and
scratched them behind their ears. She wrung her hands together, gaze fixed
on the dirt. "Now you are come back to us, my lord." "No," he said kindly. "I am
only passing through. I will not stay." She wept silently, nothing more than tears
running down her cheeks. "Do not despair," he said.
"The one you seek will come." He went inside into the gloomy nave, so
shadowed that he had to stop four steps in and stand there for a while to let
his eyes adjust. The hounds panted beside him. "Come," he said at last. They walked forward to the bier set
halfway along the nave, flanked by benches. Rage and Sorrow sat at the foot of
the bier, below Terror, and Alain knelt at Lavastine's right hand. The statue
had been "dressed" in a long white linen shift overlaid with a wool
tunic dyed to the blue that had always been Lavastine's preferred color. The
cloth looked well brushed, though a little dusty. An embroidered border of
leaping black hounds encircled half the hem, the kind of painstaking work that
revealed the hand of an experienced needleworker. He wondered if the embroidery
was work begun recently and as yet unfinished or if some woman's heartfelt task
had been interrupted. Lavastine's feet were vulnerably bare, and his sharp
features were as familiar as ever, with his beard neat and trim and eyes shut.
No doubt folk new to the holding believed this a masterful piece of stone
carving. Who would believe this was the man himself? Bowing his head, Alain rested his brow
against that cool cheek. "I pray you," he whispered,
"forgive me for the lie. I gave it up in order to enter the land of the
meadow flowers, but now I am come home to this Earth and I must confess it to
you. I said Tallia was pregnant only to spare you heartbreak, knowing you were
slipping away. I do not regret sparing you pain on your deathbed. I regret only
that I failed in the one task you set me. Still, it was not to be. God made it
so. They knew I was not your rightful heir. If Tallia had gotten pregnant, then
the threads would have tangled even more. No good rule can be based on a lie.
And, God help me, Father, had Tallia not betrayed me, I would never have met
Adica. I'm sorry I could not be the son you desired, but that does not change
the love I cherish for you." When he ceased speaking, a quiet so profound
settled into the church that he thought he could hear the earth's slow
respiration, the breath of stone. Pale daylight gleamed on the altar and the
golden vessel and the Book of Verses, left lying open as if the deacon
had been interrupted in the midst of her prayers. Behind him lay the side
chapel dedicated to St. Lavrentius, who had died before the time of the Emperor
Taillefer while bringing the Circle of Unity to the Varrish tribes. It is here, he thought, that it began. He
had met the Lady of Battles on the Dragonback Ridge, but he wondered now
whether that was coincidence or fate or free will? Was it in her nature to ride
that path when a storm blew in off the sea? Had it only been accident that they
had converged there? Or had she ridden that way on purpose, knowing she would
meet him and in such an hour when he would have no choice but to save those he
loved by pledging himself to her cause? It was here, in this shadowed nave, that
the answer lay. Beneath him lay the crypt where the counts of Lavas slumbered
in death, although their souls had surely ascended to the Chamber of Light.
Here in the aisle of the nave rested the last of the line of the elder Charles. What had he been hiding? Sorrow whoofed softly, and in answer Alain
heard the skittering of mice near St. Lavrentius' altar as they scattered into
their hideyholes. Once he and Lackling had knelt in that chapel at this very
same time of year; Lackling had wept when one trusting little creature had
crept into his hand and let him stroke its soft coat. Now, all rustling and
scratching ceased. The door opened, and a man—face shadowed
by the daylight behind him—entered alone. "You are come," the man said,
more in sadness than in anger, yet there was anger as well, throttled by the
stink of fear. The door closed behind him, and he halted. "Take it! Take
it! It has rotted in my hands!" "I pray you, Lord Geoffrey. Sit, if
you will. I have not come here to take anything from you that is yours by
right." Geoffrey choked down a sob of fury, but he
did not move. "You have outwitted me at every turn! Was it nothing but a
dumb show that you turned up here babbling and dancing? Did you mean to tempt
me to do what I did, and thus discredit myself by making me seem a cruel and
bitter man? By making me seem afraid of you?" "Are you afraid?" "I am always afraid!" he roared.
The hounds barked, first Sorrow and then Rage, and he took a step back.
"They still guard you, then, those beasts." "Sorrow and Rage are my faithful
companions." "What do you want? Why have you come
back?" "I came because Chatelaine Dhuoda
asked me to return to Lavas Holding with her. Before that, I lived quietly over
the winter by Osna
Sound, recovering from the injuries that plagued me and the wound in my
heart." "Dhuoda is a traitor!" "Is she?" "No! No!" He began to pace along
the entryway, falling out of sight behind a square pillar only to reappear at
the wall, where he spun and strode back the other way. The walls trapped him. He
could only turn, and turn again. "She told me straight out she meant to
go. She is my kinswoman. She has the right to question me." He halted, facing the aisle. His face was
pale and anguished, his hands clenched. "Was Lavastine your father?" His
voice scraped out the question. He bowed his head an instant, then raised it
defiantly. Rage turned to face him but did not
otherwise move. Sorrow remained seated, snuffling at Terror's stone
hindquarters as if seeking a scent. Alain rose as well. He kept one hand on
Lavastine's quiet hand, feeling the swell and hollow of knuckles and the
intricate ridge of a petrified ring caught forever on the right forefinger. The
gem, too, had gone to stone. He could not recall what color it had been. Geoffrey went on in an enraged, triumphant
rush. "Cook said your mother traded her body for food. They called her
'Rose' for her beauty. She was beautiful enough that every man desired her.
Cook said any man who lived here and was old enough to thrust his bucket into
her well could have been your father, for many did. She turned no one away. All
but Lavastine. He wouldn't take what other men had used. He never slept with
her, not for want of her trying. That's what Cook told me. She kept silence
when my cousin raised you up for fear of offending him. For fear he'd have her
silenced!" He was panting like a man who had been
running. "What do you say to that?" he
finished. "In truth," Alain said, "I
believe that the halfwit boy Lackling was Lavastine's bastard son." Geoffrey hissed out his breath but made no
retort. "I do not believe I was Lavastine's
son by the laws that rule succession, those of blood. Yet I called him 'Father'
and he called me 'Son.' I cannot tell you now that those words meant
nothing." "They mean nothing legal!" "What they mean matters only to me,
and mattered to him. That is all." "What do you want, damn you?" "Let me see you," said Alain. After a hesitation, Geoffrey came forward.
In the filtering of light that illuminated the Hearth, Alain could see the
other man's features. Geoffrey was changed. He had once looked far younger and
more carefree, a good enough looking man, but now his face was scored with
lines and fear haunted his gaze. His mouth furrowed his face in a frown that
seemed set there, as in stone. Despair marked his forehead in a dozen deep
wrinkles. "You are troubled, Lord
Geoffrey." "This county is troubled! One thing
after the next! I even rode east—but there was no help for it! Laws are silent
in the presence of arms, so the church mothers say. Those who ought to rule are
set aside, and those who rule turn their gaze away from the plagues that beset
us, seeking only their own advancement and enrichment and pleasure." He shook a fist although not, it seemed,
at Alain, but rather at Fate, or at God, or at some unknown individual whom
Alain could not see and did not know. Rage growled, and Geoffrey lowered his
hand quickly to his side but did not unclench it. "So I am served, a taste of the
supper I served to you! Have you come to gloat?" "I am here for another reason,"
Alain said, smiling faintly, because he knew pain lifted that smile as well as
an appreciation of its irony. "Strange that it took me so long and over
such a road to see it. I pray you, Lord Geoffrey, sit down." "I will not!" Alain sighed. Where his hand lay on
Lavastine's, he had a wild and momentary illusion that the dead count's stone
skin warmed; he breathed, in that instant, the pulse of another, as slow as the
pulse of the earth but no less steady. Down, deep in the earth, the rivers of
fire that burn in the heart of the mortal world flow on their mighty course,
and behind them, so distant that it is like reaching to touch the stars, dwells
an old intelligence, weighty but not dim. Down he fell, remembering the touch
of those ancient minds on that day when the bandits had brought him to Father
Benignus' foul camp. That day Alain had killed Father Benignus by revealing to
his followers that he was nothing but a shell that sustained its own life by
feeding on the souls of those he had murdered. Only his skeleton remained, darkening
where sunlight soaked into bone. The stench of putrefaction faded as anger
boiled up and men snarled and shouted, closing in. Rage
leaped, growling furiously. A sharp blow cracked into the side of his head. Gasping, he came up for air and found
himself after all in the silence of the church, with Geoffrey standing stiff
and arrogant before him and the hounds quiescent, not moving at all, ears down. He steadied himself on Lavastine's cold
arm. "One boon I ask you, Lord Geoffrey." "What is that?" "I have brought a child with me, a
girl seven or eight years of age. She is the eldest child of one I once called
'brother,' a good man who has now a wife and child. Although he was betrothed
to the girl's mother, they never wed. Let her serve, I pray you, in your
retinue. Honor her as the granddaughter of one of your faithful householders in
Osna Sound. Treat her well. Let her serve Chatelaine Dhuoda. If she has the wit
to learn to mark accounts and learn to write and read, let her do so. If she
has not such wit, let her serve in the kitchens under Cook's tutelage." For a while Geoffrey said nothing. At
last, as if puzzled, he scratched his beard. "What means this girl to you?
Why do you bring her here?" "Nothing good will come of leaving
her where she was. Best she make a new start, if she can." "That's all? Is she pretty? Is she
meant to tempt me, or some other man? Is she your by-blow, meant to twist my
daughter's heart and loyalty if she grows up beside her?" "None of these things. A tree will
grow twisted if the wind rakes it incessantly. Better she grow true, if she
can. I hope it may be possible for her to do so here at Lavas, away from an
otherwise good family that does not like her. That is all." "You always had a care for the
unfortunate!" "Do not mock the unfortunate, Lord
Geoffrey. They suffer more than the rest of us do." "For their sins!" "Do you think so? Rather they suffer
for our sins. Is it not a sin to look the other way when you might extend a
hand to one who is drowning? Is it not a sin to eat two loaves of bread when
you might share one with those who are starving? Suffering is the task God set
us. We choose whether to take action or turn away. Thus are we judged." Geoffrey broke down and wept. "It is
all gone wrong! My daughter—lamed in a fall from her pony! My dear wife dead in
childbirth days after the terrible storm. Our sons held as hostages in Autun.
Bandits afflict the forest and prey on the farmers. Plague eats at our borders.
Hoof rot strikes down our sheep and cattle. All the birds are fled as if we
live in a desert. And more besides. Far more! Too much to tell! How have I
offended God?" "You know that answer better than I
do, Lord Geoffrey. Better to ask what you can do to set things right. Do you
believe that your daughter is the rightful heir to Lavas County?" "There is no other that I know
of." "If one such should appear, would you
offer your loyalty to that one?" "There cannot be another claimant!
Count Lavastina had but two sons, Charles and, eighteen years later, my
grandfather, the first Geoffrey. There my cousin lies." He pointed at the
bier. "He is the last of the elder lineage. I am the only surviving
descendant of the younger. Who else could there be?" "Have you never wondered how the
elder Charles acquired his fearsome hounds?" Geoffrey shrugged. "I do not know the answer,"
continued Alain, "but I wonder. Fear left me to seek another. And there
was one person the hounds feared. Is there a connection between them?" "You speak in riddles to torment
me!" "I pray you, forgive me. Something
was set wrong long ago, in Lavas County. If we set it right, then it may be
like a rock thrown into a still pool. Its ripples may spread to wash over the
entire pond." "These are mysteries! Conjecture! If
you do not claim Lavas County, then what matters it to you who does?" "Justice matters." Geoffrey shrugged impatiently. "There
is something more to this! Who is your father?" Alain shook his head, distracted from his thoughts
and, in truth, a little annoyed, but he let the irritation go. "My father?
Henri of Osna is my father. As is Count Lavastine. As might be the shade of the
lost prince in the ruins up on the hill. As might be the man who was also my
grandfather, if he shared his own daughter. Or another man never named and
never known. This is the truth." He lifted his hand from Lavastine's arm
and stepped forward to stand between the hounds, so close to Geoffrey that he
might reach out to touch him. "My path was marked the day the Lady of Battles
challenged me. I know to whom I owe a son's love. Beyond that, I care not
because it matters not." "It makes no sense to me. You say you
do not wish to contest my authority as regent for my daughter, or her claim,
unless one comes who has a better claim than ours to the county of Lavas. You
say that, knowing there are no other surviving descendants of the elder Charles
and the first Geoffrey." "I have no reason to suppose there
are descendants of those men, besides yourself and your daughter and young
sons." "Then how—? What—? You are saying you
believe there is another surviving descendant of my great great grandmother,
Count Lavastina. She had no surviving siblings, no nieces or nephews to contest
the elder Charles' portion. The family lineage is written carefully by the
Lavas clerics, but there is no record of it!" He grinned, the gesture more
rictus than smile. "If it could be proved that a
rightful claimant existed, would you step aside?" "My daughter inherits nothing except
Lavas County." "If it could be proved that there
exists a person whose claim supersedes hers, would you withdraw her
claim?" Geoffrey gestured recklessly, a broad
swipe. Sorrow barked at the abrupt movement but at a word from Alain held
still. "Why not? You're a fool to speak so! If you'll give your pledge to
make no claim yourself, to reject the claim Lavastine made on your behalf, then
I'll pledge in my turn to accept that claim which supersedes that of my
daughter. But it must withstand scrutiny! Biscop Constance herself, or a
council of church folk with equal authority, must certify the truth of the
claim. You can't pass off some girl—is that it? Is that the story of the child
you want to leave here?" "No. She is the unwanted
granddaughter of a householder from Osna Sound, nothing more." "Very well, then! We'll make these
pledges publicly and have them written down. You'll depart, and leave me and my
daughter in peace!" Alain smiled sadly. "Beware of making
such a pledge lightly, Lord Geoffrey, and only because you believe it will not
turn around to bite you." "I just want you gone before the sun
sets!" "So be it."
3 GEOFFREY had a guard waiting outside, and
these dozen sullen men escorted them back to the hall with Mistress Dhuoda. The
chatelaine twisted her hands fretfully as they walked. "Sit here until the folk hereabouts
can be assembled, enough to swear to what they see and hear," said
Geoffrey brusquely once they had come into the hall. He took his captain aside
and gave him orders, and sent Dhuoda to fetch his daughter from the upper
rooms. Alain sat on a bench in the corner of the
hall. The hounds lay down at his feet. He sat there so quietly that after a
while, when most of the guards went out to round up an assembly, it seemed they
had forgotten him. On this cold spring afternoon no one used the hall. It
appeared, by the arrangement of tables, that no feast had entertained the
rafters for a good long time. The high table was pushed up against the wall of
the dais; neither chairs nor benches rested beside it. A pair of tables and
benches sat end to end by the wide hearth, where a fire burned, although it did
not warm the corner where he waited. In the good days, under Lavastine, fully
four or five score people might crowd into the hall for a grand feast. Now it
appeared that a dozen ate by the fire, perhaps on warmer days, and that
otherwise folk ate in their own chambers or houses, or in the barracks and
kitchen. The floor was recently swept clean except for a spattering of bird
droppings just to the left of where the entrance doors opened wide to the
porch. Alain gazed at the rafters by the door. A
pair of swallows had been used to build their nest there, tolerated because
swallows were thought to bring good luck, but he saw no activity. Voices buzzed from outside, but no one
came in past the two guards standing on the long porch, whose backs he could
see. Once, long ago, he had sat in the high seat and presided over Lavas
county, her lands and her people. He did not regret what he had lost. Those
days seemed like a dream, something glimpsed but never really held. Once Tallia
had sat beside him as his wife. How he had loved her! Yet what had he loved,
truly? A dream. A wish. An illusion. She was not the person he had made her to
be in his mind. Perhaps we can only be betrayed where we have allowed ourselves to be blinded.
If we know a man is evil or untrustworthy, then we cannot be surprised if he
acts dishonestly or in a way that harms others. If we see clearly, we cannot be
surprised. It was easy now to recall those days and
see Tallia for what she truly was: weak in spirit, petty, frightened, cruel in
a small-minded way, and intent on getting her own way, without regard to
others. The broken vessel, Hathumod had called her, too fragile to hold the
weight of the heresy she claimed with the authority of one who has witnessed.
She had lied about the nail, but in fact when he thought back through his sad
marriage, she had not lied about wanting to marry him. Her uncle had forced her
to marry. She had stated openly from the beginning that she prayed every day
and every night for a chaste marriage and perpetual virginity. He had wanted to believe otherwise so
badly that in the end he had betrayed Lavastine by lying to a man he respected
and loved. Ah, well. It was done and could not be undone. Dust filtered down around him. Sorrow's
tail thumped on the floor. A horse neighed outside, challenging another. A door
creaked behind him, being opened. He wondered if he had dreamed that second
betrayal, the one at the mines. Those months were as a puzzle to him, seen in
glimpses all hacked into parts that could not be sewn back into a complete
tapestry. Tallia had been pregnant, and she had
ordered her steward to cast him into the pit because she had recognized him and
feared he would recognize her and harm her. Which betrayal burned worst? That
she had tried to have him killed, or that she had given another man the thing
she had refused to him? Desire is a fiend that devours its victims
while they still live and breathe. And still. What she had refused him, Adica
had offered freely and with the sweetness of meadow flowers. Who could say
which woman valued herself more highly? The one who gave that which was
precious to her, or the one who lied to hold it all to herself? "I pray you, I beg your pardon, my
lord. Forgive me." He almost overset the bench because he was
so startled by the familiar voice. The hounds remained still. Rage's tail
thumped once. Cook bent into an awkward bow before him. Arthritis stiffened her
back. He wiped his forehead, shook his head to
cast off his thoughts, and took her hand as he stood. "Do not bow, Cook. I
pray you. Ah! Here is Blanche!" The girl squeezed up against him, hugging
his side. "I must speak before the rest come
in," Cook continued, wheezing. "They're holding them all outside. I
snuck in the back way." "Sit, I pray you." "It's easier for me to stand with my
aching bones, my lord. Let me just say my piece, and I won't bother you
more." "Go on." She had lost several teeth, which made her
cheeks sunken, but her gaze remained firm and intelligent. "I beg your
pardon, my lord. I did not mean for Lord Geoffrey to discredit you. Last year I
told him what I did know, because he asked me for the truth." "You said nothing but what you knew
to be true. You have no need to apologize for it." "Yet I'm sorry. I never believed he
would treat you so cruelly. I wouldn't treat a dog so, chained and caged like
that! So I told him!" "Then you did me a service for
speaking when you might have kept silent. Never mind it." He patted
Blanche on the head. "What of the girl?" "Oh! This one?" The pinched look
left her face. She gave a grand smile and tweaked the girl's ear fondly.
"What a hard-working little creature she is, isn't she, then? She stuck
beside me all this time and did everything I asked of her. Good with a knife!
Very careful handed, which you don't often see in a child this age. I can't
trust just any lass with peeling and cutting. Washed me up turnips and
parsnips, cutting out the soft spots, of which there are plenty, for these are
the end of our winter store and some of them mostly mush by now." Blanche blushed, face half hidden against
Alain's tunic, but she was smiling proudly. "Will you keep her in the kitchens,
then, as your helper? And keep care of her? Can you do that?" "For you, my lord? Willingly. I swear
to you I will do by her as I would for my own granddaughter." "You'll stay here, Blanche." "I want to go with you, Uncle,"
she said into the cloth. "You can't." He only needed to
say it once. "Here you'll stay. Tell me you understand." She spoke in a muted voice while her arms
clutched him. "I stay with Cook." A dozen soldiers tromped onto the porch
and came into the hall, placing themselves to either side of the dais. A pair
of servants carried the count's chair in from another chamber and set it in
front of the high table. Folk moved cautiously into the hall behind the
soldiers, their movement like the eddying of river currents caught in a
backwater. A few crept close to him and knelt furtively, whispering words he
could not really hear because of the shifting of feet and murmur of voices. A door banged—open or closed. The assembly
quieted as Lord Geoffrey entered with his young daughter. It was difficult to
tell her age. She had a childish face and was short and slender and in addition
walked with a pronounced limp, but despite her pallor she kept her chin high
and gaze steady as she looked first at Alain and then over the assembled
soldiers and local people for whom she was responsible as Count of Lavas. The
hounds growled, a rumble in their throats too soft for anyone but him, and
perhaps Blanche, to hear. Lavrentia alone sat. Even her father
remained standing. "Let me hear your pledge," she
said in a high, clear voice. She lifted a hand to give him permission to
approach, and Alain smiled to see the gesture, which echoed Lavastine's
decisive ways. He set Blanche aside, giving her into
Cook's arms, and mounted both steps to stand on the same level as the lady. He
did not approach her chair nor kneel before her. Instead, he turned to face the
crowd. The hounds stood side by side on the first step, and the soldiers nearby
shrank back from them. "I pray you, listen!" As though a spell had been cast over the multitude, they fell quiet
and listened. Not a murmur teased the silence, although one person coughed. "I make this statement freely, not
coerced in any way. I came here of my own accord under the escort of Chatelaine
Dhuoda. You know who I am. I am called Alain. I was born here in Lavas Holding
and grew up in fosterage in Osna village. Count Lavastine of blessed memory
believed I was his illegitimate son and named me as his heir. I sat in the
count's chair for some months before King Henry himself gave the county into
the hands of Lavrentia, daughter of Geoffrey. This you know." Geoffrey was white, shaking, and strangely
it was his young daughter who brushed her small fingers over her father's
clenched fist to calm him. "This is what I must say to you now,
so you can hear, and remember, and speak of it to others who are not here
today. I am not Lavastine's heir. I am not the rightful Count of Lavas." "Nay! Nay! Say not so, my lord!" "We won't believe such lies—!" "I knew he was a grasping
imposter." "What of the testimony of the
hounds?" "I pray you!" said Alain.
"Grant me silence, if you will." They did so. There was another cough, a
shuffling of feet as folk shifted position, a handful of murmurs cut off by
sibilant hisses as neighbors shushed those who whispered, and, from outside, a
chorus of barking, quickly hushed. "I will depart this place by sunset
with nothing more than what I came with, all but this one thing: this pledge
made by Lord Geoffrey. That his daughter, Lavrentia, will rule as Count of
Lavas but will stand aside if one comes forward with a claim that supersedes
hers and is validated by a council of respected church folk or by Biscop
Constance of Autun." "I swear it," growled Geoffrey.
The hounds growled, in unison, as if in answer or in challenge. Geoffrey wiped his brow. The girl bit her
lip but did not shift or otherwise show any fear in the face of the fearsome
black hounds. Pens scratched as a cleric, seated by the fire, made a record of
the proceedings on vellum. Alain descended from the dais and went
over to the bench where his pack lay. He hoisted it, whistled to the hounds,
and before any person there could react, he kissed Blanche, made his farewells
to Cook, and walked to the door. He came outside past the brace of guards and
was out into the courtyard and practically to the gates before he heard the
rush of sound, a great exhalation, as the folk inside the hall rushed outward
to see where he was going. They crowded to the gate and some trailed
after him to the break in the fosse that met with the eastbound road. A handful
kept walking behind him all the way into the woodland until it was almost dark
and at last he turned and asked them kindly to go back before it was too dark
for them to see. There was a lad, weeping, who sidled
forward, grasped his hand, and kissed it. "I pray you, be well," said
Alain. "Do not weep." There was Master Rodlin, without the
whippets, who stared at him and said, "What of the hounds? They follow you
still. Is that not the mark of Lavas blood? And if not, then what is it?" "They cannot answer, for they do not
have human speech," said Alain. "They chose to follow me long ago to
help me on my path. 398 Serve the rightful heir, Master Rodlin, as
faithfully as you did Count Lavastine." "When will that one come?" he
demanded. "Like the hounds, I cannot answer. If
Lavrentia is the rightful heir, you must serve her with the same loyalty you
showed to Count Lavastine." Rodlin frowned but grabbed the lad's hand
and led him away. The holding was hidden by the trees and the stone tower by a
twilight that caused colors to wash into one dim background. One remained, wringing her hands. "Do
you remember me?" she said. "Will you curse me, for teasing you when
you first were come here? Do you hate me for it?" Her eyes were still as startling a blue as
when he had met her years ago. She had a well-fed look to her and her belly
curved her skirts in such a way that he supposed she was in the middle months
of pregnancy. "Did you ever meet the prince in the
ruins?" he asked her. Her lips twisted into a resigned smile.
"Did you lie to me that night when we both went up to the ruins?" "No, I did not. I saw him." "Then you saw more than I did! I
looked, but I saw nothing. Or maybe that's just how it goes when a girl is
young and stupid. I married a good man who works hard and can feed me and my
younger sisters and our child. There are only shadows in those ruins now." "Have you walked there since?" "I went there at midwinter, just a
few month back. Because I thought of you, in truth. Because we saw you in the
cage. I didn't think that was right. It was Heric done it, and I cursed him for
it." She paused, waiting. "What do you want?" he asked
her. "You did no wrong to me, and I none to you, I think." "I just wanted to see you in the
dusk," she said, "to see if the shadows made you look like they say
that prince did. To see if you might be his by-blow, as some whispered.
Shadow-born. Demon's get." "Do you think I am?" She puzzled
him. She was cleaner and prettier than she had been before, better cared for in
both dress and manner, and while she did not seem precisely friendly, neither
did she seem spiteful. "You're not what you seem," she
said, turning away. She took three steps before turning back to look at him. "There
was nothing in those ruins, not even shadows, because there was no moon to make
shades. But if you want to hear the weeping of ghosts, go to Ravnholt
Manor." Because of the cool weather and the
clouds, the abandoned path leading to Ravnholt Manor was not at all overgrown
or difficult to pass except for some fallen branches and a thick cushion of
leaf litter. He came into the clearing at midday two days after his departure
from Lavas. He discovered eight graves dug beside a chapel that was just big
enough to seat a half dozen worshipers beside its miniature Hearth. From a
distance, the mounded graves still looked fresh, but that was only because so
few weeds had grown in the dirt. It wasn't until he came up close that he saw
how the earth had settled and compacted. A deer's track, its sides crumbling,
marked the corner of one mound. A rat sprinted away through the ruined main
house, whip tail vanishing into a hole in the rubble. Otherwise it was silent. No. There. He heard a faint honking and,
looking up, saw a straggling "v" of geese headed north, not more than
a dozen. He put a hand to his face, feeling tears of joy welling there, and he
smiled. Rage and Sorrow snuffled around the fallen outbuildings. There was a
weaving shed, a privy, two low storage huts, and a trio of cottages. The byre
hadn't burned, but its thatched roof had fallen in. Alain poked through the
rubble of the longhouse with his staff, but he found nothing except broken
pots, a pair of half eaten baskets, and the remains of two straw beds
dissolving into the ash-covered ground. A twig snapped. "What do you want?" asked a
voice from the woods, a man hidden among the trees. The voice seemed familiar,
but he couldn't place it. "Just looking for the four women who
were taken from this place by bandits." He felt a breath, an intake of air, and
threw himself flat. An arrow passed over his head and thunked into a charred
post behind him. Barking wildly, the hounds charged into the trees. By the time
Alain scrambled to his feet, he heard a man shrieking in terror. "Nay! Nay! Call them off! I beg you!
Anything! Anything!" Alain pushed through the brush to find
Sorrow standing on top of a man. His right wrist bled where Rage had bitten
him. A bow carved
of oak lay on the ground atop a fallen arrow. The man writhed, moaning and
whimpering, as Sorrow nosed his throat. A ragged wool tunic covered his torso. It
had been patched with the overlarge stitches that betray an inexperienced hand.
His hands were red from cold. He was also barefoot; his feet were chapped,
heavily and recently callused, and the big toe of his right foot was swollen,
cracked, and oozing pus and blood. Alain picked up the arrow and broke it
over his knee, then unstrung the bow and tied it onto his pack. "Mercy! Mercy! It was my sin! I am
the guilty one!" "Sorrow! Sit!" Sorrow sat on the man's left arm, pinning
him, and panted, drooling a little, as Alain stepped forward to look the man in
the face. "I know you. You're called Heric. You
were a man-at-arms in Lavas Holding seven or eight years back." The pungent smell of urine flooded as the
man wet himself. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I pray you,
forgive me!" "For trying to kill me just
now?" Heric kept babbling. "It was my sin!
Mine!" Although it made his head ache a little,
Alain remembered. "You were the one who put me in the cage." "Don't kill me! Don't kill me!" "What of the reward you received for
bringing me in to Geoffrey? Surely he gave you something? How after all that do
you come to be hiding in the woods wearing such rags?" "Don't let them chop off my hand! I
didn't steal anything!" "Only my freedom!" Heric screamed and jerked his leg, but
Rage was only licking at the swollen toe. "I had to! You were an outlaw!
You were a thief, the worst of all! You took what wasn't yours to have. So they
all said!" "Roll over onto your stomach." "The beast'll bite me!" But he
did so, easing his arm out from under Sorrow as the hound looked up at Alain
for direction. Heric had been a big man once, but hunger
had worn him down. He hadn't a belt for the tunic, and a crude cord woven out
of reeds tied back his unruly hair. This man had betrayed him. But Alain could
find no indignation on his own behalf for this pathetic creature who had no
shoes, no gloves, and only two arrows, one now broken, with which to kill
himself some supper. He hadn't even a knife. "Why are you here at Ravnholt
Manor?" "Heard deer and rats seen
roundabout," Heric replied, head twisted to one side so he could speak
without choking on dirt. "I'm hungry." "Do you know what happened to those
four women?" "No." "Ah." Centuries ago, as humankind measured time,
Alain had been bitten by a blind snake hiding in the lair of a phoenix. The
effects of that venom still coursed through his blood, and where the poison
burned, he burned with outrage. "You're lying, Heric. I pray you, do not
lie. God know the truth. How can you hide from Them?" "I didn't kill anyone! It was the
others. It was them who are guilty! Even here at Ravnholt. I just stood watch,
I never hurt anyone! After you escaped the cage, after that storm and that
monster—ai, God! Then all those who were so friendly to me before, all them
turned on me and cast me out! What was I to do? The woodsmen—that's what they
call themselves—they're not so particular!" 'Although an honest woodsman might object
to a pack of bandits calling themselves by an honest name." "We was hungry, just like others. Did
what we had to do to get a scrap to eat." "Murdered folk here at Ravnholt
Manor? Where are the four girls who were taken?" He sobbed helplessly into the dirt, nose
running. He stank with fear. "I left them after they done it. I wasn't
guilty. I didn't do it!" 'After they done what?" "Killed them! Raped them and killed them. Said
they might try to escape. I said they ought to spare 'em. But no." "You touched none of those
girls?" "I didn't kill them!" "But you raped them! Isn't that harm
enough? And stood by and let them die after! Doesn't that stain your hands with
their blood? The one who refuses to act to save the innocent is as guilty as
the one whose hand strikes the blow!" These words set Heric caterwauling and
writhing on the earth like a man having a fit. "Roll over and sit up." Heric's sobs ceased and, cautiously, he
rolled onto his back, then sat, not even brushing off the leaf litter and dirt
and twigs that smeared his rags. He eyed first Rage, who wanted to get back to
licking the infected toe, then Sorrow, who yawned hugely to display his teeth. Alain took a few breaths to clear his
anger. "I believe you are telling the truth about those poor girls, but
I'll see those graves." "There aren't no graves! The others
slit their throats and cast them into the brush, that's all." "Then you'll bury their corpses. Lead
me there." "Won't! It's close by the hidey-hole.
We'll be killed, you and me. Twenty of them agin' two of us. I have no weapon,
not now you took mine . . . unless you want to give me back my bow." "No, I don't want to. Come,
then." "We're not going there, are we?"
His voice rose in panic. "I don't want to die." "Did those girls want to die? Did
they cry and plead, Heric? Did you hear them begging while you stood by and
watched?" "I turned my back!" he said
indignantly. "I'm not a monster, to watch murder done!" "If turning your back is not a
monstrous deed, then what is?" He signaled with a hand. Tails lashing, the
hounds waited for his command. "Where are we going?" "To Lavas Holding." "Not there, I beg you! They'll hang
me! They'll chop off my hands and then my head." "If you're not guilty, why do you
fear their justice?" Heric spat into the dirt. Rage growled. "Are you so wise?" he sneered.
"What justice is there for a man like me? I served the old count
faithfully, and what did I get for my good service? I got turned out by the new
lord without even a thanks! An old hunting dog is treated better than I was!
Lord Geoffrey will hang me just to be rid of another mouth to feed. He was
happy enough to offer boots and clothes and a handful of sceattas when I
brought you to him, for him to parade around the county. Because he thought
folk would stop their whispering. And after— hsst!" He spat again. 'After
that storm, after you escaped, those who cheered most to see you mad and
chained slapped me and spat on me and called me an evil man. Because they
feared it was God sent the storm to free you. Why should I not fear their justice?
They'll be glad to hang me to make the shame pass from their own sinful
hearts." "I'll see you get justice." Heric laughed hysterically. "How can
you do that? How can you? What are you? Where are you come from? What happened
to the madness that ate at you?" After all, Alain found that spite still
lived in his heart. 'A little late to ask those questions, isn't it?" he
said with a sour grin. He turned his back and began walking. After a sharp rustle came a thump and a
yelp of pain. Alain turned to see Sorrow sitting on Heric's chest again. With a
growl the hound opened his mouth and gently closed his jaws right over Heric's
face. "Come," said Alain firmly.
Sorrow eased back, scratched an ear as though he didn't know what for, and
padded after Alain. Blubbering, Heric rose and limped after,
Rage bringing up the rear. "One will always be awake," said
Alain. "One, or the other." "I'll come! I'll come!" He
staggered along like a man walking to his death. And, Alain reflected, it must seem so to
him. It might even be true. Yet, however little Heric deserved mercy for his
cowardice and his rapine, he must at least be judged only for the sins he had
committed, not made into a sacrificial beast by those who wished to assuage
their own shame with the blood of someone else. They walked in a silence broken only by
the wind's passage through branches still bare of spring buds. Except where
evergreens gave cover, it was possible to glimpse vistas into the forest, a
place of muted colors and a profound solitude. Now and again a clearing opened
up; here and there coppices filled a well-husbanded section of woodland. They
passed an old charcoal pit, two or three seasons in disuse, with leaves and
dirt scattered in damp mounds and a half burned log laced with clinging vine.
Human hands had teased a streamside clearing into an orchard made proud by a
dozen trees, not yet far gone in neglect. Farther on, a wide meadow boasted a
sturdy shelter suitable for a flock of sheep on summer pasture. "This was a peaceful place
once," said Alain. "Well tended and well loved." "Maybe so," muttered Heric,
"but they still kept a girl from Salia to serve the steward's son in
whatever manner he wished." "How do you know?" "She got free and come to the
bandits, that's why. It was she made the plan, and give the signal. She knew
the ways and times of the household, that's why. The others said she killed
that one herself, the one who used her, but I didn't see it." "Made she no protest when four girls
were taken to be used in the same rough manner she was? And worse, for they
were killed after?" "What did she care for them? She
wanted revenge, and took it. It was she argued loudest that they were a
nuisance and ought to go. I think it was for that she was jealous of the
attention they got. She liked keeping the men on a string, you know how it is.
That girl at Lavas, called Withi, I liked her well, but she did do that to me,
curse her. Went off in the end with a man who could keep her fed." His
tone was self-pitying. "The Salian girl, she said also those other girls
cursed her ill with words and slaps, back when she was only a concubine. So it
was revenge twice over." "Might she have been lying?" 'About what? Being taken to bed each night
by a man she hated? The other girls slapping her and calling her a Salian
whore? How would I know?" Alain tramped on, unable to speak for the
bitterness lodged in his throat. It seemed that injustice was woven through the
world in inexplicable patterns, impossible to tease apart without unraveling
the entire web. "Seems like God are blind and deaf
and mute," continued Heric, having gotten a good wind to fill the sails of
his complaining. "But I heard a story about a phoenix. You heard it? They
say a phoenix descended from heaven and tore the heart out of the blessed
Daisan to make him suffer just like the rest of us. I wonder if it's
true." "I think that story was twisted in the
telling." "Huh. 'Truth flies with the phoenix.'
That's what one of those girls cried out as they was cutting her throat. Well,
she flew, anyway right up to the light, or into the Pit." "Don't mock!" Rage barked and Sorrow growled. Heric fell
into a sullen muttering that was not audible enough to fashion into words. They went on, and soon a second murmuring
noise caught Alain's hearing. He lifted a hand and halted on the path just
before it curved left. He recognized this place from his morning's passage
along this way. In another twoscore or so steps they would come to the main
road. As they listened, they heard the sound of a cavalcade moving along the
as-yet-unseen track: harness jingling, wheels scraping along dirt, voices
chattering, and a dog's bark. Sorrow whined but did not answer. Heric whimpered. Alain looked back to see
that Rage had gotten hold of the man's leggings as he tried to creep back the
way they had come. "That's a big party," he whined.
"Listen! A hundred or more, Lord Geoffrey riding to war. Maybe come to
have you killed!" Alain shook his head. "They're riding
toward Lavas Holding." He turned to the hounds. "Rage. Sorrow. Stay.
Guard." He picked his way past fallen branches,
more numerous close to the joining with the road as though the bandits had
pulled down obstacles to cover their tracks. Soon he heard the procession in
full spate but marked also with the giggling of children and an unexpected
snatch of hymn from a voice he had heard before but could not quite place. ". . .who made a road to the sea And a path through the mighty
waters." He came to the last turning, where the
path hitched around a massive oak that served as a towering landmark. He
recalled it from earlier years. The autumn storm had half torn it from the
ground. Its vast trunk had fallen westward to leave roots thrust like daggers
across the path. He used these as cover as he examined the road. There were soldiers riding in pairs or
marching in fours while between their ranks trundled carts and wagons filled
with household goods and children and elders and caged chickens. Youths and
sturdy looking women walked alongside, most of them carrying a bundle or two. A
pair of clerics walked beside a wagon containing several fine chests. He saw— Hathumodl She sat on a wagon next to a white-haired
woman placed among pillows. Another, older woman dressed in cleric's robes made
up the third in the bed of the wagon. Her back was to Alain, but by the
movements of her shoulders and hands she seemed to be talking in a lively way
while the others listened, the white-haired woman with a smile of patient
interest despite the pain etched into her face, and Hathumod with a scarcely
concealed look of boredom. The wagon passed and was gone beyond his
line of sight through the trees before he realized who he had just seen. And
where she must be going: Lavas Holding was about three days' journey west, and
there was no crossroads that came sooner on the road than the holding itself. Soon it would be dark. The cavalcade must
camp for the night, most likely on the road itself. Soldiers scanned the
woodland as though they expected attack, but the upturned oak hid him because
he did not move. What strange company was this? It was like an entire village
on the move, not like a noblewoman's royal progress. When the last ranks of infantry had
passed, he waited a while longer, and at length a trio of silent outriders
ambled by. He waited even longer until one last pair of men rode past with
hands easy on the reins, their gazes keen and penetrating, and a bow and a
sword, respectively, laid across their thighs. It was one of these who saw him, although
he hadn't meant to be seen. "Whsst!" The young man's chin
jerked around fast. He had his bow up and arrow ready, holding his horse with tightened
knees, before Alain could take a second breath. The other man reined his horse
around to face back the way they'd come, sword raised. "I'll come out," said Alain in
an even voice. "I've been waiting for you. What business has Biscop
Constance in these parts? I heard she was a prisoner of Lady Sabella in
Autun." "Come out," said the archer.
"What think you, Captain? Are there more? Should we shoot him?" The other man's horse took one side step.
"Let him come free if he moves slowly. Let's see what he knows first.
Better the battle come sooner when we're ready for it than later when we're
not." Alain put his hands out with palms raised
and turned toward them, and walked onto the road. The captain narrowed his eyes, examining
him. "I've seen you before." "Gent!" said the young one.
"In Count Lavastine's company. Wasn't he—?" The captain hissed sharply between gritted
teeth. "You're Lavastine's heir—the very one. Your claim was put aside in
favor of Lord Geoffrey's daughter." He extended his sword as a threat.
"What brings you here? I heard you had marched east as a Lion." "So I did. Now I am come back." "To challenge Lord Geoffrey?" "No. I have another purpose." "What might that be?" asked the
captain in a genial tone that made it clear he demanded an explanation. In that woodland, sound carried far. The
progress of the cavalcade had faded westward. With the promise of nightfall,
the wind sighed to a halt. A jingle of harness out of the east rang
brightly in warning. "Damn," said the captain. They
had all heard it. 'As I feared." "What are we to do, Captain?"
asked the young man, looking exceedingly nervous but also determined and angry.
"If they catch us ..." "Who follows you?" Alain asked. "Lady Sabella's soldiers," said
the captain. "If I can turn them back," said
Alain, "will you take me to Biscop Constance? I ask only to speak with her
briefly. Then I'll be on my way." "Turn them back!" scoffed the
young man. "Hush, Erkanwulf! We must get the
biscop to Lavas Holding. You ride and alert the rest. Form up with all soldiers
to the rear and flanks, out into the forest. I'll stay here." "No, Captain. Begging your pardon,
Captain. It's you they need, more than me. I can wait behind and catch up. If I
don't come, it's because I'm dead." The captain considered. He was a
thoughtful man, Alain saw, one who was neither too eager nor too cautious; a
good commander. His features triggered an old memory, but if he'd seen this man
at Gent, and he surely had done so, it was in passing. Many men rode in the war
parties of other nobles. A lord might note faces and go on, not marking them
because he had no authority over them. With regret, the captain nodded. "So
be it." He turned his measuring gaze on Alain. "If Erkanwulf brings
me news that the ones who follow us turned back, then I'll see you have an
audience with the holy biscop." He sheathed his sword, gave a hard look at
Erkanwulf, and rode on. He looked back twice before vanishing around a bend in
the road. "Best if I do this alone," said
Alain. "I'd rather die than betray my
captain!" "If you take the horse down that
path, you can tie him up and then watch without being seen." 'And without hearing! You might tell them
anything, the disposition of our forces, our numbers, our destination if they
haven't guessed it already. You might be a spy in league with Lady
Sabella." "I might be, it's true, although I'm
not." Erkanwulf scratched his head. "I'm
minded to believe you, although I don't know why. How will you stop them?" A second jangle of noise rang closer. The
first had been a trick of air and leaf, but this grew steadily in volume. "Go," said Alain. Erkanwulf hesitated only a moment, biting
his lip, before he dismounted and lead his horse down the track that cut off
toward Ravnholt Manor. Alain set himself in the middle of the
road with a hand on his staff and the other hanging loose at his side. He
waited, breathing in the loamy air. The battered roadbed gave beneath his right
foot where a trickle of groundwater seeped up to dampen the leather of his
boots and creep in through the seams. A fly buzzed around his left ear. A bee
wandered into the shadow of a copse of withered honeysuckle grown up along a
patch of open ground. He waited, content to let the time pass. He felt the
barest glimmer of sun above, like the kiss of a mouth through cloth. If the
weather didn't change, then crops wouldn't grow or would grow weakly. The
thought stuck with him and gave him courage. In time, the first outriders appeared out
of the east as shadows lengthened on the road. It was a good long straight
stretch of track, open enough that he soon saw most of the company moving
along. He faced about threescore riders. Half were mounted, dressed in surcoats
bearing the sigil of the guivre of Arconia. A dozen of the infantry wore a
tower sigil that he did not recognize. The others wore any kind of leather coat
or tough jacket, men brought quickly into service for a specific task but not
serving in the duke's milites on a permanent basis. Their captain rode in the third rank
behind a double line of anxious-looking younger men bearing small shields and
short spears. He was a fearsome-looking man, grim with anger and horribly
scarred. He was missing an eye, healed as a mass of white scar tissue, and old
gashes scored his forehead and jaw. Now and again a man in the first rank would
lift an arm to point out yet another mark of the passage of a significant
cavalcade. They knew what they followed. They could not be turned aside through
misdirection. They had marked Alain already and now sent scouts on foot into
the underbrush, seeking to forestall an ambush. The shing of swords
leaving sheaths cut the air. Shields were raised, and spears wavered. Some had
bows, and these men set arrow to string and scanned the woodland for movement. "Tammus!" shouted Alain.
"Keeper!" The captain started, and around him his
men muttered. Slowly, the war band moved toward Alain as toward a trap they
must spring. "I am alone except for one witness,
hidden in the trees," continued Alain, "and farther back two hounds
guarding a criminal who consorted with bandits." "A likely story," said the captain. "How do you know
my name? Are you one of the biscop's men?" "I am not." "To what lord or lady do you owe
allegiance?" "I serve God, Captain Tammus. Whom do
you serve, God or the Enemy?" They murmured angrily at that, like bees
stirred up by smoke, and one rash fellow actually rode out ahead of the front
rank brandishing his sword. "Fall back!" snapped the
captain. The man obeyed. The rest halted an easy
spear's toss from Alain. A branch snapped in the woods. "What do you want?" asked the
captain. "I've no patience. We're close to our quarry and you're in our
way." Alain was close enough to see Tammus' eye
flare as he reacted to a bold stare. The captain had but one hand. The other
arm ended in a stump at the wrist, seared by fire. "To pass, you must kill me,
keeper." One among the guard sniggered. "Hush! Why do you call me that? How
do you know my name?" "You kept the guivre for Lady
Sabella. I saw you feed a living man to it, once. That's how you kept it alive.
I think you might have called yourself by a different name, then." Tammus' gaze flickered, losing touch with
Alain's as he traced the reaction of his men. Soldiers looked one at the other;
hands fluttered as in sign language; a murmuring passed back through the ranks. "Hush!" said the keeper. "I
am Lady Sabella's servant. I do as she bids me. You are in my way. We'll ride
right over you. You have no weapon." Alain caught his gaze again and held it.
He challenged him as a hound might, with a stare from which one must back down
and the other emerge triumphant. "With your own hand you must kill
me," he said, "or with your own voice you must command one of your
men to slay me because you refuse to spill my blood with your own weapon.
Either way, your hands are stained." "I am the lady's servant,"
growled Tammus. "I do as she bids me." He could not now look away
without losing face, not with every man among his company watching him. Alain said nothing, only kept his gaze
locked on the captain's. He remembered the night he had stumbled upon the
guivre's cage, how it had been shrouded in canvas to conceal the monster
within. He recalled the slack body of the drugged man who woke up too late to
the fate that would consume him. He knew in his heart and in his limbs the
touch of the guivre's gaze, which struck like the sword of God, for he had felt
it that night. So did the creatures of God teach humankind what they needed to
know. "I've killed lots of men and in worse
ways than cutting a man down on the road," muttered Tammus hoarsely. "I know," said Alain,
remembering that great eye and its power. "For I am the one who aided
Brother Agius in killing that poor beast at Kassel. With a sword I killed it,
and Lady Sabella's army was routed. Do you think you can kill me?" A breath was the only sign; lips parted.
Wind curled in leafless branches. Tammus lost his nerve. He froze. Every man
there felt it, heard it, saw it, knew it with the same instinct hounds
have for weakness. It took only that one breath for the advantage to shift, for
the battle to be lost. Alain did not move. It was they who fled
back the way they had come. 4 "YOUR Grace." Alain knelt in the spot indicated by
Captain Ulric. "I don't know how he did
it!" Erkanwulf was saying off to one side. Because of his mounting
exasperation, his voice carried. "He just looked at them. They
turned tail and ran. That was before I saw those monstrous black hounds!" "I know who you are, or who you once
were." Biscop Constance had aged horribly. Lines marked her face as
deeply, in their own way, as Tammus' scars had disfigured him, and she favored
her right side over the left as though it was agony to shift her left hip at
all. But her gaze was calm and her voice was mild. "Beyond what I witnessed myself, and what I learned
when I ruled Arconia, I have heard just these last few moments such tales as
make my head spin. You are a count's bastard son. A count yourself. A cheat and
a liar and thief. A whore's son. A faithful Lion who died in the east in
battle. You are, it appears, a man who commands the loyalty of fierce beasts.
Who can turn back a war band on a forest lane with his gaze alone." "I am the son of a Salian refugee,
Your Grace. I was raised in an honest household of merchants out of Osna Sound.
That is all that matters." "Perhaps. Why are you come, Alain of
Osna? What do you want from me?" "I ask you to bring justice to the
folk murdered at Ravnholt Manor, including four young women who were raped and
murdered. Find their bodies, and bury them. Bring to trial the bandits who
killed them." As many as could crowd in around her
shelter had come to see; everyone surely had heard the tale of the encounter on
the road by now. They were silent, but their stares had an unexpected force, as
powerful as that of the guivre. "Is that all? I think there is
more." "I am looking for a woman." She smiled, misunderstanding him. Hathumod
touched the back of a hand to her mouth, repressing a sound. She stared at
Alain with a remorseful gaze. There were others behind her whom Alain
recognized from court, and from his sojourn at Hersford Monastery: among them
the handsome young man who had once been Margrave Judith's husband. How long
ago it seemed that he had walked up on that porch to interrupt a fight between
Prior Ratbold and a ragtag collection of five clerics and two Lions! How these
heretics had fetched up in Biscop Constance's train he did not yet know. "The woman I am looking for was an
Eagle," he continued, "and then afterward I heard a story that she
ran off with Prince Sanglant." "Liath!" A red-haired young man
stepped forward so angrily it seemed he meant to strike. "Brother Ivar!" Constance's tone
was a reproof. Ivan shrugged a shoulder, shifted his feet, but did not move
back to his former place beside the beautiful bridegroom whose name, Alain
abruptly recalled, was Baldwin. The beauty was now, incongruously, dressed as a
cleric. His eyes were wide, and his right hand fingered a gold Circle of Unity
whose surface was chased with filigree. He wore a ring, bright blue lapis
lazuli. Alain's breath caught; words vanished. He
knew that ring, once most precious to him. "Go on," said the biscop. "I pray you," he said, finding
his voice. "Where did you get that ring, Brother?" There was a moment of confusion. Then
Baldwin looked toward the red-haired Brother Ivar, who answered. "In a tomb buried deep in a hillside,
a heathen grave far east of here. What matters it to you?" "Ivar," said the biscop softly,
"I will suffer no disrespect toward those who come honestly before
me." "It was the same place we got the
nail," said Hathumod, "and the Lion's tabard and weapons. How came
these things there, to such an ancient grave?" To touch again the gift she had given him!
The thought coincided with a curious look on the handsome cleric's face as the
man clutched his other hand possessively around the one on which he wore the
ring. Fingers may brush, and yet after all two
people may be separated by a gulf that cannot be bridged. "Never mind
it," Alain murmured. Adica was gone. Taking the ring from a man who
cherished it would not bring her back. Yet it was nevertheless difficult to
speak through the pain in his heart. "Liathano is indeed the one I seek.
Have you news of her whereabouts?" "Why do you wish to know? What
business do you have with her?" demanded the redhead. "Hush, Ivar!" Hathumod punched
his arm. He shot a glance at her that pierced, but she only made a face at him. "I would know the answers to these
questions likewise," said Constance, "although I must tell you, in
truth, Alain of Osna, that I do not know what has become of the Eagle. I have
been held as a prisoner by my half sister Sabella for over five years. What news
we have is scant, gathered by Brother Ivar and young Erkanwulf. King Henry has
lingered many years in Aosta seeking an imperial crown. Sabella and Conrad
between them have usurped the governance of Varre. Who can blame them, when
Henry abandons his people? Princess Theophanu bides in Osterburg, protecting
Saony, which is the ancient seat of my family's power. Prince Sanglant defeated
a Quman army at the Veser River and afterward rode east seeking griffins and sorcerers with
which to battle a mysterious cabal of sorcerers who he claimed intended to
destroy the world. He is said to have ridden south to Aosta in pursuit of his
father and the sorcerers. More than that I do not know." 'Ah," said Alain. "Some knew,
then, of the coming storm. It was not in vain that the Old Ones spoke to
me." "The storm? The one that swept over
us last autumn?" "It was the final closing of a spell
set in motion centuries ago." He surprised her, who was a woman not
easily startled. She touched her left ear as if she were not at all sure she
had heard those words spoken. "What mystery is this you speak of? Have you
some hidden knowledge of events lost in the past in the time of the blessed
Daisan?" "This took place long before the time
of the blessed Daisan. They are hidden from us only by the passage of years.
Only by death, which hides us all in the end. I pray you, have you any news of
the one called Liathano?" "Of her, no. She was lost in a haze
of fire." "Truth rises with the phoenix,"
murmured the beauty, and Alain felt the pinch of those words in his heart as
though some unnoticed hand were trying to get his attention. "What did you say?" he asked
him. " 'Truth rises with the phoenix,'
" the young man repeated patiently, and his smile made the folk nearby
murmur and point as if he had just done something extraordinary. "We who
believe in the truth and the word speak so, to acknowledge the sacrifice made
by the blessed Daisan, who died so that our sins might be forgiven." 'Agius' words are seeds grown in fertile
soil," said Alain. Constance shut her eyes, touched a finger
to her own lips as she might touch the mouth of a lover. " 'His heart's blood fell to Earth
and bloomed as roses,' " Alain added. She looked at him, just a look, that was
all. That gaze, met and answered, nothing more, until her expression shifted,
grew puzzled, almost intimate, and she extended a hand and beckoned him closer.
She sat in a chair at the rear of the wagon in which he had earlier seen her
riding. Her breath fogged the cold air. When he stood next to her, she touched
his cheek. "You are marked as with a rose,"
she said. "A curious birthmark. I've never seen such a one
before." "It is not a birthmark but the memory
of a false oath," he said. "It serves to remind me of ray
obligation, something I cannot see except in the faces of other human
beings." "Who are you?" she asked him,
and looked at Baldwin as if for an answer, but Baldwin did not speak. He was
staring at the sky and he raised a hand and pointed. "Is that the sun? See there. It's
almost gone below the trees, but it has a bluish cast. As though haze screens
it, not clouds." First a soldier turned, then an elderly
woman. Others, facing west like the biscop and Lord Baldwin, raised hands in
supplication. A flood of crying and rejoicing lifted from the assembled
cavalcade as a covey of quails flush in a rush of wings up from the brush. "The sun! It shines!" It was more a shimmer than the actual disk
of the sun. No person could stare at the sun without going blind. Everyone knew
that. But along the western sky the cloud cover had altered in some manner to
reveal the sun's long hidden shape as if veiled behind only one layer of
cheesecloth, not ten. "A miracle!" "This is the work of the Holy One!" "Truth rises with the phoenix!" They cried and pointed and stared, all
shaken into such a tumult of excitement that Alain walked away, slipping from
one gap to the next as he squeezed out of the crowd with no one paying him any
mind. They stared at the western horizon. He walked east to the
edge of the camp strung out along the road and into the trees. Close to the
eastern end of the camp, three soldiers had been set to guard Heric. Alain whistled softly, but no one noticed
him. Word had raced more swiftly than he could walk and they were all gazing
westward. Some began to sing a song he had never heard before. "Truth rises with the phoenix, Truth
rises like the sun." Sorrow and Rage bounded up and trotted
alongside as he settled into a long stride, heading east along the road. He
hadn't much light left. He'd need to make good time, to get far enough that no
one would come after him. But after all, just as he got out of sight
of the trailing end of the cavalcade's encampment, he heard slip-slapping
footsteps and labored breathing. "My lord! My lord Alain!" He paused and turned halfway back,
waiting. Sorrow whined. Rage yawned to show teeth. She did not run, precisely,
but loped in an awkward, determined way, then stumbled to halt a few steps away.
The hounds made her nervous, but she was brave enough to come close despite her
fear. "Where are you going?" she
asked. "East on the trail of Prince
Sanglant. If any know where she is, he will." "Do you love her, my lord?"
Tears streamed down her face. "I hope that God have taught me to
love all of humankind. But the kind of love you mean—no." "If I could go with you. . . . Will
you take me with you?" He shook his head. "I pray you,
Sister. Serve where you are needed most. Every storm leaves destruction in its
wake. There is much to do." "Yes," she said, bowing her head
obediently. "I will do as you say." The words were thin, spoken
through tears. "You are brave and good, Hathumod.
Your hands will do God's work if you let them." She choked down a sob as she nodded. She
had gone beyond speech and now could only stare as he gave a sign of farewell
and walked away down the road. Where the road curved, he paused to look back.
Eager to get on, the hounds wagged their tails. She still stood there, fading into the
twilight. She hadn't moved at all, as if caught in the guivre's stare. XV THE IMPATIENT ONE
1 BECAUSE she was Feather Cloak, the blood
knives insisted that she be carried in a litter when she traveled. The sacred
energy coiled within her body must not be allowed to escape through the soles
of her feet by touching the earth. She did not like the blood knives. They
were officious and grasping, set in their ways and bloated with
self-importance, and it was obvious to her that they liked her less than she
liked them. She did not follow the ancient laws in the manner to which they
were accustomed. Yet she was Feather Cloak. She had been
elected, according to the custom of the land. Let them chew on that gristle! For the time being, however, she thought
it best to humor them in ceremonial ways. Thus she found herself on the road in
a jolting litter carried by four men, with another eight walking in front or
behind to take a turn when the current group needed a rest. They traveled in
procession from the Heart-of-the-World's-Beginning to the city on the lake,
called We-Have-No-More-Tears by the exiles but Belly-Of-The-Land resting on the
Lake of Gold by those who had lived in the shadows, because that was the name
they had called it in the days before exile. The turning wheel spun at the
front, announcing her presence. Her son had come with them as well. He was ripe
for adventure but not yet old enough to "put on the mask." He had the
other baby slung to him, but he had dropped back to talk to one of the mask
warriors, a young woman he fancied might see him as older than he was. In
addition, she was accompanied by mask warriors, merchants, and judges come to
witness the opening of the market, and a "bundle" of blood knives
wearing scarlet tunics and the bright blue feathers of the death bird in their
hair. Twenty of those blood knives in one place seemed like a lot. "I am not accustomed to this,"
said Feather Cloak to her companion, White Feather, who was walking alongside
the litter carrying one of the infants in a drop-back sling. "No, neither am I," said White
Feather. "All the blood knives were gone by
the time I was born." "Yes," agreed White Feather with
a flutter of her lips that resembled a grim smile. It was as much as she ever
said on the matter. "So they were." For the past two days they had been
walking through an area of dispersed settlements, most of them lying off the
main road. Now, as the raised roadway curved around a field of sap cactus, they
came into a community abandoned during the exile but repopulated over the
winter by those who had returned from the shadows. A large residence was raised
on an earth platform. Small houses were set in groups around central patios. A
remarkable number of people came out to greet them, more bundles than she could
estimate easily. She could not get used to the crowds. They had no doubt been
alerted to her arrival by the runners sent ahead to announce the procession. Those in the back of the crowd craned
their necks to get a glimpse of her. These were all folk who had returned from
the shadows. They stood differently, wore their hair differently, tilted their
chins differently, and they hadn't the stick-thin wiriness common to those who
had survived exile, who had never ever in their lives gotten enough to eat
except now in the days of the return when the exiles wallowed in the riches
that those returned from the shadows called dearth. "We'll stop here for the night,"
she said, suddenly wanting to talk to the ones gathered here, who stared at her
but kept silent for fear of their voices polluting her. The blood knives began to protest that
they were less than a third of a day's journey from the city on the lake,
enough to make it by nightfall, but already the men who carried her heeded her
command and bore her up to the residence while householders scattered to make
room. The chief of the town was a man and a woman. Despite both being of middle
years, they were newly married to judge by the blackened remains of wedding
torches stuck in the ground on either side of the residence gateway. They welcomed her easily, and with an
efficient manner born of practice. A mat was brought and placed on the chief's
seat. Here she settled, relieved to be out of the sway and lurch of the litter.
The blood knives swarmed, always wanting to control her least action, but White
Feather swept them out ruthlessly so that Feather Cloak could nurse the babies. After this, the chief brought sharp beer
and sweet cactus fruit, gruel, toasted grubs, and fowl dressed in wild herbs
and sweetened with sap. She still could not get used to the sight of so much
food. Yet when at last she addressed the chief to thank them for the food, they
apologized for the impoverished feast, which they said was nothing compared to
what was due to her eminence. "Let me speak to your council to hear
how life goes for you here," she said. The council was called hastily, elders,
folk who had distinguished themselves, someone to represent each clan. "We have no Rabbit Clan in our
town," said the chief. "Nor Lizard Clan." The blood knives stirred. "None out
of the Rabbit Clan survived in exile," they said. "No one kept their
House, as is proper." Folk whispered, looking frightened. It was
a dangerous thing to let the world slip out of balance. "But there were so many before,"
said the lady chief. "We were the few, who walked out into the barbarian
lands. Those who remained behind to tend to the land were multitudes. Yet now
we are the many, and you, those who came out of exile, are the few." White Feather seemed about to speak angry
words, so Feather Cloak raised a hand, and all fell silent. "The tale of our time in exile has
already been told." She looked directly at the blood knives. "Has an
almanac yet been painted to record the tale of our struggle?" "We have much ordering to do, to
restore the Houses and the lines and the proper measure of tribute. We must
recover and restore the ritual almanacs first." "I would not like to see the tale
lost," she said mildly, but as a warning. Let them chew on that! She gestured to the
council, inviting them to speak. "Is this the town you came from
originally?" They told their stories. The husband chief
had been born here, even if raised in the barbarian lands. He had come to this
home, because it was the only one he knew. A scattering of people who had
claims that allowed them to labor in the surrounding lands had brought in other
unlanded folk. Mostly, people worked the fields, but despite this, the
community was sparsely settled compared to the days before exile. "Not enough men to clear the
fields," complained the lady chief. "We women are behind on our
tribute offers of cloth. We can't harvest the fiber quickly enough. The fields
are still green. We have no thread for weaving." "What is your measure of
tribute?" Feather Cloak asked them. The list, reeled off from memory, seemed
to her a staggering sum: feathers, paper, cloth in the form of short capes,
incense from the smoke tree, and a range of agricultural goods for the temple
and palace in the nearby city. But of course the birds were gone, the trees
dead and any new growth yet seedlings, and the fields only newly sprouted with
what little seed those who had survived the shadows had carried with them. "The tribute lists must be
redrawn," said Feather Cloak, as she said every day. "Until the
people are healthy and the granaries are full, until there is seed corn in
plenty, we must put all our effort into restoring our fields and our
population." "Tribute is necessary to maintain the
universe," said the blood knives, as they said every day. "To keep
the balance, we must pray, we must bleed, we must keep our oaths, burn incense,
and offer sacrifices." "So it must be done," she
agreed, "but not to the measure in the days before exile, or we will be
drained dry again!" 'All your blood knives are dead,"
they said, coming back to this point as they did every day. "It is no
wonder the land was drained dry, that the balance was lost." "You know nothing!" cried White
Feather. "Silence!" said Feather Cloak,
and they gave her silence. The council was made uncomfortable by this
dispute. They feared the blood knives. They prayed to the gods. They followed
the example of the one who was elected from among the elite to become Feather
Cloak, meant to be a mature woman, pious, virtuous, generous, of an invincible
spirit as well as possessing the unquenchable power of life, granted to her by
the gods. "I will set a measure of tribute for
this year, and the next. The year after, a census will be taken and a new
measure allotted." It always struck her as strange that,
while some in the communities welcomed this relief, others were made uneasy by
it. When she called an end to the council, she saw the blood knives circulate
out among the gathered council, whispering and plotting. All left her, so she
was alone in the chamber, with a mat for sleeping and four strips of cloth hung
from the post and lintel doorframe to give her privacy. The walls had been
recently plastered and a painting begun on one wall, depicting the long march
through the shadows with the sacred animals standing guard overhead. "You must rest," said White
Feather, bringing the babies back for another feeding. Feather Cloak's son played the flute in a
restful way, and out in the courtyard an unseen woman was grinding grain into
flour in a soothing rhythm, but Feather Cloak could not find calm in her heart. "Most of the blood knives must have
stayed behind in the land, while these few walked out into the world," she
mused. "Yet I never knew any blood knives. They were all gone by the time
I was a child. And you, my elders, never speak of them." White Feather looked at the mural, the
images picked out with charcoal but only a few places colored in. The room was
dim because night was coming. "They were weaker than our enemies. They
could not help us. They cried to the gods and wanted to follow the old ways in
exile, when it was obvious to everyone by then that the old ways would kill
us." Her voice grew tight and her jaw rigid. "That the old ways did
kill us." "We no longer live in exile,"
said Feather Cloak. "It is difficult to leave exile. Even
when you have come home. Especially when you have come home." For all of Feather Cloak's life, the city
on the lake had lain deserted although in the days before exile it had been the
greatest city in the land which was at that time called
Abundance-Is-Ours-If-The-Gods-Do-Not-Change-Their-Minds. When she was a young
child, there had still been a few marshy areas through which a girl and her age
mates might search for scrumptious frogs and crunchy insects, but by the time
she had given birth to her first child even these wet depressions had dried out
and the lakebed become a haven for nothing except a few inedible weeds and
precious stands of hardy sap cactus. Now, of course, after winter rains and
spring rains, the lake had disgorged its share of the returning waters. She
asked her bearers to halt on the causeway. From the height of the litter, she
gazed over stretches of unbroken water rimmed by brilliant bursts of green
where reeds and grasses burgeoned along the current shoreline. Vast flocks of
birds of every description, most of them kinds she had never seen, ranged on
the waters, clucking and wheedling and croaking and whistling each in their own
tongue, and insects buzzed and chirred and in general made a nuisance of
themselves. She-Who-Creates was busy! The farmers had dug their canals out
beyond that shoreline, figuring that the lake would continue to grow, although
naturally no one had any idea if it would ever refill the old basin, or grow
beyond it. Most of the adult population was out there today building more
fields out of dirt and mud, or tending to young plants waxing in earth planted
and tended over the last few months. He-Who-Burns showed his face
intermittently. Those who had walked in the shadows told her that in the days
before there came for certain months of the year a time with rain, and after
that a time when He-Who-Burns baked the Earth with his blazing fire. There were
two seasons, together with the passages between them, tied to the equinox. It
was still early in the year, in the time of rains when all things grew, watered
both within and without in the field that is Earth. Although the city had lost
its abundance during the time of exile, it seemed that after all, having
returned to Earth, that the gods had not changed their minds. They still wanted
their children to flourish, to make a new home all over again. "Feather Cloak! You are too
bold!" "Feather Cloak! You must not let the
noonday sun touch you!" "Feather Cloak! You were to approach
on the eastern causeway. This is the causeway for merchants and artisans!" "Feather Cloak! Have you come to
begin work on restoring the temples? All else means nothing if the proper
rituals are not observed!" "How are you come to leave the sacred
precinct in the Heart-of-the-World's-Beginning? Who allowed this to happen, in
this month? It was not the proper time!" The blood knives, the ones who had set up
residence in the temple in the center of the city on the lake, had seen her
coming. They swarmed like wasps out along the causeway to meet her, and to
castigate her. She fanned herself with a fan built of green-and-gold feathers, the mark of the
most holy bird sacred to She-Who-Creates, and because of this gesture they fell
silent according to their own laws and their own customs. "It is time to see the market
opened," she said to them, and to her bearers she said, "We will move
on." The causeway was not yet surrounded by
water, and there were some children off to one side digging in the mud for
roots or seeking tadpoles, young frogs, grubs, crickets, or other such treats.
They gaped to see the litter pass, and the blood knives shouted at them for
their lack of respect and modesty. "Why are they not at their study in
the house of youth?" Feather Cloak asked them, and after that they
considered her words more thoughtfully. The procession entered the city through
the gate of skulls and moved on toward the central precinct. Many folk had
returned to the city, but in any case only one house out of twenty was
inhabited. In the days before, according to the census undertaken in the days
before by the blood knives, the city had been organized into five bundles of
wards, and each ward had been organized into a bundle of neighborhoods each populated
by forty households of ten to twenty people each. It was difficult for her to
imagine so many people, but the empty quarters told their own story. Even the palace where she must stay, with
its forgotten rooms and echoing reaches, must remind her of how many had died,
how many had been lost. A suite of rooms had been prepared in
haste for her coming. The blood knives complained about the poor furnishings,
the deterioration of the wall paintings, faded from their years in exile, the
lack of a sumptuous feast. Nothing was good enough. The balance had been lost
in exile. "Enough!" she said. "Bring
the judges to me, and the scribes. Word has gone out through the land at my
order. Just as Belly-Of-The-Land lies at the center of the land, so will the
central market be opened by official decree, so that all of the people will
know that we Cursed Ones have taken possession of all of our land. As before,
so again." Folk began arriving that afternoon. By the
next morning, as her bearers carried her to the market plaza, she could
actually hear the steady hum of so many voices raised in common conversation
that the sound seemed to permeate the entire city. The procession passed the temple plaza, marked
off by walls and undulating stone serpents. Smoke rose from the house of
He-Who-Burns, sited at the top of the great temple in the very heart of the
city. Looking through the wide gate, she saw a bundle of young women dancing in
their serpent skirts before the altar of She-Who-Will-Not-Have-A-Husband,
calling, and clapping, and keeping time with the stamp of their feet. Runners
passed in through the gates to the temple plaza, carrying cages with quail. "The sacrifices must be made at
sunset," said the blood knives. "The first day of the month of Winds
must be sanctified by blood." They never stopped. "It would be best if you remained at
the Heart-Of-The-World's Beginning," they said. "Our runners can
bring you news of all that transpires in the land." But could she trust the news they brought
her? She did not voice these doubts aloud, and they went on. "We insult the gods by not bringing
in work gangs to whitewash and paint, to refurbish the house of the gods." "Let the fields be raised and planted
first," she said. The oldest among them leaned in close, his
breath sharp with the smell of pepper. "If you who were cursed to die in
exile had not stopped performing the sacrifices, then you would not have lost
the gods' favor." She bent her head to look him in the eye,
a look that would have quelled dissent among her own people, but he came from a
different world. He feared the cloak, but he did not respect her. "How do you know what we suffered in
exile?" she asked him. "You walked between the worlds for the course
of a Great Year, fifty-two cycles of fifty-two years, yet according to all
reports I have heard, it seemed to those of you that you walked in the shadows
for only some months. We lingered in exile for generations. The world you live
in—in your heart—has not changed, but the world you come to is not the one you
left." "What we owe the gods does not
change," he said. "If we remember the offerings, then the rain will
fall at the proper time and the sun will shine at the proper time." There is no arguing with a man who cannot
see the world as it is around him. It was human sorcerers who had woven the
spell that had exiled them, and human sorcery that had poisoned the lands
beyond. She remained silent, and he mumbled complaints under his breath,
tallying up his list. But her brooding could not last. A market
in her life in exile was any patch of ground where folk spread a blanket on
which to display a handful of precious nuts or bruised tubers or reed mats or a
wooden staff with a carved spear point. This plaza was only the entryway; the
market took up the entire district, and even if it was by no means fully
tenanted, it was truly overwhelming, more people than she had ever seen
together at one time in her entire life. Beyond stone-and-brick arcades lay streets
and alleys where all different categories of merchandise were sold. There were
grinding stones, bricks, tiles, wood hewn and shaped, shells, bones, and
feathers. There was copper and tin, and bronze tools and weapons, and all
manner of ornaments molded from gold and silver. There were spines from the sap
cactus for needles for punches, and for sacrifice. There were mantles and
tunics woven from its thread as well as tough cord and rope, and also its sweet
sap for a syrup and a fermented sap strong enough to kick you. There were
arrowheads of wood and others of stone or bronze, even a few brought from human
lands, forged of iron. There was too much. And she barely
glimpsed the streets where foodstuffs were sold: cactus fruit and delicate
squash flowers just starting to wilt, birds plucked and hung while others
fluttered in cages, rabbits, dogs, bees, eggs, and so many fish of such
variegated types that she was amazed so many existed. And all this seen and gawked at before
they brought her to the central square of the market house where this mass of
commerce was overseen by a bundle of judges, each in their own cubicle. In
fact, the market came under the jurisdiction of a local authority, but her
presence was acknowledged and feted with a series of speeches and poems deemed
appropriate to the occasion. The sacrifices, all those delicious quail, would
come later. Yet she wished she could set foot on the
earth and just walk through the market, taking her time, taking in smells and
sounds. She wept a little, to see such riches, although the judges assured her
with the greatest embarrassment that if only the gods favored them, then in a
few years the terrible poverty of today's fledgling market would be replaced by
a decent selection as in the days before, and folk would have cacao beans and
folded cloth with which to trade properly. How could they not recognize how life
flourished here, even if it seemed poor to them. There were so many people.
There were so many children! It was hard to concentrate, and doubly so
when a parade of mask warriors chivvied a mixed herd of sheep and goats into
view. This was too much! She got to her knees,
rocking the litter so that her bearers staggered. As the blood knives cried
complaint, she swung down, let fall, and walked over to examine the beasts, who
bawled and ba'aahed from the shelter of a makeshift corral over against the
arcade leading to the street of live animals. Many folk gathered to stare, and
especially she noted among them the wasted bodies and thin faces of those who
had survived exile, yet they were only a few compared to their brethren who had
come out of the shadows. White Feather accompanied her, to protect
her from the nattering of the blood knives, and a pair of judges came up
quickly to ascertain what manner of trading was to go on. It was Cat Mask, after all, who was leader
of the group. He had a fresh scar on his left thigh but looked otherwise
entirely pleased with himself. "We have been tracking beyond the
White Road," he explained to the market judges, "and brought these
here, our prizes, to the market." "For sacrifice!" cried the blood
knives. "Two of them," said Feather
Cloak. "Let two suffice, two males. The rest must be sold for breeding
stock." Oh, they did not like to hear it, and some
of the folk gathered to stare murmured in favor of the blood knives, while
others murmured in favor of her decree. "If we do not maintain the
balance," said the blood knives, "then He-Who-Burns will
darken." "Clouds cover the sun in the
north," said Cat Mask. "But He-Who-Burns shines on us here in our own
country. It is the fault of the human sorcerers. Everyone knows that they are
the ones who wove the spell. Now it has rebounded against them." "You babble like a Pale Dog,"
cried the blood knives. "How long will our good fortune, if that is what
you call it, last, if we do not restore order. How soon will He-Who-Burns turn
his bright face away from us in anger and despair?" "Two is enough, until there is
plenty," said Feather Cloak, but they muttered and scowled to hear her
speak. They were fighting her now for no other reason than to test her
authority; she did not know how to counter them. "See what else we brought," said
Cat Mask, dismissing this as he might the whine of a mosquito. Like all the young adults
who had grown up in exile, he had never seen or conversed with one of the blood
knives. "See, what we have brought from the lands beyond!" He and his
mask warriors preened, being proud of themselves. "This herd is not the
only one we captured." There came in a line, dressed in wooden
slave collars, a bundle of children: four infants, eight of toddling age, seven
very young, and one older girl of nine or ten years of age who looked
glassy-eyed with shock, staring only straight ahead. They looked nothing like
the Bright One, having a different complexion and broader features and black
hair more like to that of the Ashioi than Liathano's mass of fire-gold hair.
They were not handsome children, not like those of her kind, but they were very
young and there were so many in that one group. After so long in exile, she was
still astonished by the sight of children. "Brought you no captives?" asked
the blood knives. "No warriors taken in honorable combat?" Cat Mask shrugged. "The adults we
killed were not warriors. It was too much trouble to bring them, so we killed
them." He looked at his companions, and they shared winks and nods. 'And
we were very hungry, so we ate them." Everyone laughed, since it was disgusting
to think of eating a stranger, and one with sour flesh, at that. "We thought it worthwhile to bring
these children. A bundle plus two." "I only count a bundle," said
the eldest of the blood knives. "Oh, that's right," remarked Cat
Mask, scratching his chin. "When we came through High-Hill we met with
Lizard Mask's sister, who has settled there. She just lost her little son to
the coughing sickness, so she took a pair of little boys thinking that, if she
raised them, she might forget her grief over the other one." "Very well," said the blood
knives. 'A bundle will be enough. But you who raid into the lands beyond the
White Road must bring us strong captives as tribute for the gods." "If we can find any!" said Cat
Mask with another laugh. "They looked pretty scrawny and weak. We had to
fatten these little ones up on goat's milk." "It is their blood we need,"
said the blood knives, "not their flesh." They stepped forward to take the children,
but before they could lay hands on them White Feather pushed past them and
scooped up one of the toddlers. "I claim this one for mine, to raise
as my own!" Her voice was loud, and her tone harsh,
and the child hiccuped and sniveled into the growing silence as the blood
knives opened and closed their hands and folk pressed forward to see what was
going on. Before three breaths had passed, a man
with the delicate frame of an exile stepped out of the crowd and pulled an
infant out of the arms of one of the mask warriors. 'And I claim this one, to
replace the child my wife could never have." 'And I!" said a woman, coming forward
to put her hands on one of the little walking ones. "For I lost my child
and my husband when the Pale Dogs raided our settlement, just before the
shadows fell over us. I want this child to raise." In her wake, other people in the market
shoved forward—women and men both—and claimed children until only the oldest
girl remained with her vacant stare and her vacant, terrified expression. The blood knives raged, but they were few,
and the crowd was many, and the folk who had a grip on the children looked very
determined. "These are the children of dogs! They
are not our kind," the blood knives protested. "How will they know anything
different," asked White Feather boldly, "if they are raised among
us?" "It goes against our laws." "It does not!" she retorted.
"In the days before, some among humankind walked together with our people
and painted the clan marks on their bodies. In this way, they became part of
the clans, and their blood and our blood mixed." "Yes! Yes!" cried the blood
knives triumphantly. 'And that turned the balance. You see what came of
it!" White Feather was burning with anger now.
She was as bright as the sun. "I will not listen to you!" she said in
a voice that carried like sunlight over the market square, where all commerce
had come to a stop. "I listened once, when the last of you still ruled us
in exile. What fools we were!" "You were fools to allow your blood
knives to die without training up those who could succeed them." "You know nothing, you who walked in
the shadows while we struggled, while the land died around us! Hu-ah! Hu-ah!
Let my words be pleasing to She-Who-Creates, who sustains us!" Now she could not be interrupted. "In those days as the land died and
we died, the blood knives still ruled. Many had already died because there was
not enough to eat. But in those days, when I was a child, there was a great
sickness and most of the remaining people died. Dogs feasted on corpses, for
there were none to prepare them for the death rites. Vultures grew fat on lean
flesh. Bones lay everywhere. And still we died. After this, we abandoned the
cities. The few of us who still lived scattered to the villages. There we lived
as the fields withered and the birds laid fewer and fewer eggs. The lakes dried
up, there were no more fish, and the rivers leaked away until they ran no more
than a trickle of water. And still we died. 'At last the remaining blood knives
decreed that in order to restore the balance and placate the angry gods we must
offer to the gods the thing we valued most. I was young then, a young woman
newly married. I had just given birth to my first child, a daughter. "The blood knives took her from me
and sacrificed her. They said I was young, I would have another, and that the
blood of this one would save us. "But my womb was parched. Like the
land, it was dying. I had no other child. They sacrificed the only one I bore,
and the sacrifice was for nothing. The land died because it was uprooted from
Earth through the magic of the human dogs. This reason, and no other. We died,
and we had no more children. Don't you see? The blood knives were wrong. And in
the end they died, too." She balanced the first child on her thin
hip and grasped the wrist of the older girl as well, drawing her close. "I
will take these two girls to replace the one I lost. They are mine, now. I
claim them, according to the law, as is my right. I will not let the blood
knives sacrifice any child of mine. Not again." The blood knives turned to Feather Cloak,
who had set her feet on the dusty earth of the marketplace. They said, "There must be a
sacrifice." "Two goats from that herd," she
said, "and captives of war, strong warriors. But not these children." The eldest leaned close, his breath sharp
with the smell of pepper, and he whispered, "You will regret this."
2 AT the Heart-of-the-World, peace seemed to
reign. In all the wide land that lay south of the great pyramid, called the
Mountain of the World's Beginning, the Lost Ones had come home and made
themselves busy in a hundred ways: building, sweeping, gossiping, mating,
planting, fishing, hunting, trading, digging, bathing, carving, plaiting,
weaving, grinding, sewing, minding the children, and all the rest besides. But in the council chamber of the exiles,
two brothers argued, while Feather Cloak and half a bundle of trusted
councillors watched. "How can you have managed so quickly,
in no more than half a year," Zuangua was saying, "to make the
priests so angry?" "You were always first to complain of
the power hoarded by the sky counters," said Eldest Uncle with a crooked
smile. "Yes, but I did so where they
couldn't hear me! Yet the Feather Cloak must go to the marketplace, and you do
not even counsel her in the proper way to observe the authority held by the
priests. Now their knives are raised against you! They make no secret of
it." "Have you come here only to scold
us?" asked Eldest Uncle. Feather Cloak sighed. The journey back
from the city on the lake had wearied her mostly because she could see what was
coming. She had hoped for a respite, but hard on her heels had come Zuangua
carrying a mantle-load of arrogant anger. She had refused to speak to him until
Eldest Uncle could be fetched from the watchtower on the border where he made
his home. Now, she listened as he shook his head impatiently at his twin
brother's words. "I came here to warn you! I speak up
for you exiles as much as I am able, because of what binds us, my heart and
your heart, but those of us who survived in the shadows have many
complaints!" "Complaints!" cried White
Feather. The others—Green Skirt, Skull Earrings,
and seven others, all of them from those who had endured exile together—echoed
her outrage. "How can you have complaints?"
asked Eldest Uncle in a milder tone, seeming half amused and half exasperated. Zuangua held up a fist, showing its back
to his aged brother. "One." He lifted the little
finger. "How have so many died? So many! We who walked beyond the White
Road to fight the Pale Dogs and protect our homeland were less than a quarter
of the people. Coming home, we discover we outnumber you twentyfold! How have
so many died? How has the land fallen empty in a span that is no more than your
life?" "A very few among us saw great grandchildren born," said
Eldest Uncle with the patience of the old. "That is a long time." He was not angry, although the accusation
was insulting. Even Feather Cloak, normally the most placid of souls, found
herself flushed, cheeks hot. She tucked her infant more tightly against her.
Those who had returned from the shadows could not possibly understand how
precious each child had become. Green Skirt held the other baby with the fond
attention of a besotted aunt, although the two women were not related by blood
ties. White Feather had her own children to care for; the toddler was sleeping
in a sling tied around the older woman's torso, and the girl was crouched by
the wall, arms hugging her knees, eyes closed, rocking slightly on her feet. "How long?" asked Zuangua.
"How many years?" "We could not count the round of
years accurately. We had no sun and no stars by which to measure the
calendar." Zuangua had brought with him a pair of
followers, a toughlooking woman wearing a fox mask and an older man with a
merchant's sash slung around his torso. Fox Mask stood with arms crossed and
feet braced aggressively. The merchant sat cross-legged and with a cold stare
examined Feather Cloak's council members as though he would have liked to spit
on each one. "Very well," he said grudgingly.
"It may be impossible to determine." "So have we told the sky counters,"
murmured Eldest Uncle. "Many times over. But it appears they do not
believe us." "So it does. That brings us to my
second point." Zuangua raised the next finger beside the little.
"What of the priests? No land can survive without order, for we see that it
did not. Yet how can it be that every one of the blood knives died?" None of the elders replied, and most
looked at the ground. White Feather's baby stirred, made restless by the
tension, and the infant Green Skirt was holding gave a single, flustered cry
before the old woman shushed her gently. This was a subject no one had ever spoken
of, even during exile. "I wait," said Zuangua. Eldest Uncle rubbed his chin. He did not
look at the others. "When the famine came, during the first generation,
and we died in great numbers, the blood knives offered us no solution, only
problems. And when the great sickness came, still they refused to change. They
could not count the measure of the sky in that place, but all they spoke of was
the way things used to be done. We worship the gods still, and properly, giving
of our own blood in tribute, but those who used the power of the blood knife to
keep themselves raised high above others are all gone. It is true. They are all
gone." The merchant coughed, for something in Eldest
Uncle's tone made everyone uncomfortable. Zuangua frowned. "It is difficult for
me to know which of those words I like least, and which I dislike most."
He still held up his hand, and now he raised the middle finger to stand beside
little and next. "Three. Two of the twenty clans have vanished from among
the exiles." 'And ten of the remaining clans number
less than five bundles in their lineage. Yes. We know how many we lost." "How can this be?" The merchant
slapped his own chest three times. "I am born into Rabbit Clan. Here in
the land I find no house to welcome me!" "There are others of the Rabbit Clan
among those who survived in the shadows," said Eldest Uncle, "or so I
am told." "How could you let the clans
die?" the man roared. Eldest Uncle smiled sadly. "How can
you know how it felt to watch the people die of hunger and thirst as the land
failed? To smell the stench of the sickness that afflicted us? To watch fathers
sing the death rites over their only child, and then fall themselves as their
strength failed? What do you know of bones left to bleach on the hillside?
Hu-ah! What could you have done better than what we did!" Age gave a man power. Eldest Uncle, as
well, was known as a sorcerer. He was a seeker after the grains of truth hidden
in the mantle thrown over the universe which most folk call the world, for what
most folk call the world is really only the things we can touch and smell and
taste and hear and see. "My apologies," said the
merchant. He set hands on knees and inclined his head, just a pinch, toward the
old man. "You must see how it appears to us, to wander in the shadows for
so long, watching the Pale Dogs swarm over the Earth we love. To return at last
to find our
homeland . . ."He wiped away a tear, and this show of emotion seemed so
unforced and genuine that Feather Cloak found her throat choked and her own
eyes filling. "It is a land of bones." "So it became," said Eldest
Uncle. "So many died. We struggled to stay alive." "I am not finished." Zuangua
raised his forefinger, and showed the back of his hand to his brother, to all
of them, open now except for the folded thumb. "Four. In the days I
remember, the Feathered Cloak rose from the high lineages marked out by the
gods from the heirs of Obsidian Snake, who led us over the seas." For the first time, he looked at Feather
Cloak directly. His regard distracted Feather Cloak for a moment, as it always
did. His features were attractive, his bronzed complexion a handsome shade. He
wore his long black hair unbound so its glossy fall would dazzle women's eyes.
Yet one might admire in this same fashion Cat Mask and other warriors she had
known all her life. There was this difference: Zuangua had the look of a
well-made sword already whetted in battle. Compared to him, the others had no
shine and no edge. His smile was a challenge. She lifted a
brow in response, refusing to be baited, not by his challenge and not by his
sexuality. Still, it did her no harm to let him see she found him handsome.
Some men, receiving women's regard, puffed up until their vanity made them
foolish. It would be interesting to see if Zuangua would succumb to that fault. "He believes me unworthy of the Eagle
Seat," she said without dropping her gaze, yet the words were directed not
at Zuangua but to Eldest Uncle and her faithful councillors. In Zuangua, doubt held no purchase, but
she recognized by the flicker of his eyes that he had not expected her to meet
his challenge. "Are you finished?" she asked
him. The infant stirred, smacking and searching, and without breaking her gaze
from his she helped it find the nipple. Its suck calmed her. He said nothing. "War will come soon," she
continued, still looking at Zuangua. "Today, it comes." "Have you seen this in a vision,
Feather Cloak?" asked Eldest Uncle. "I do not need sorcery to see what
stands right before my eyes. Choose now, councillors. I can argue one way, but
my voice will soon be drowned out." "Five," said Zuangua. Abruptly he broke the gaze, gestured to
his followers, and vanished up the tunnel leading to the entrance. "Five objections," commented
Green Skirt with the sardonic tone mastered only by women who have reached a
certain age. "Did he speak 'five'? And leave the words unsaid? Or were we
meant to understand him by his actions?" White Feather sighed as she rocked her
baby in her arms, the child fussing, getting hungry. "I do not remember
the days before, except in the stories told by the grandparents. Now it seems I
am sick of hearing about them. The land in exile is the one I know. Yet I am
glad we have come home." She patted the child's back, and it murmured baby
syllables, content to be held. The older girl had opened her eyes, gaze fixed
on the woman who was now her mother. "Everything has changed," said
Feather Cloak. "It must, and it will. But the qualities and objects we
valued in exile will not be valued here on Earth. As one strand straightens, so
twists the other. That is the way of the world." They nodded. Eldest Uncle regarded her
with a fond smile, Green Skirt with the savor of regret. White Feather wore an
exasperated frown and Skull Earrings looked tired, jowls drooping in the
fashion of men who have finally hit their decline. The others sighed and
murmured soft words meant to cheer her, but no one sounded cheerful. Above,
wind moaned through the hole, and roots stirred as dust danced in the
changeable light. "I have one more question," she
said as they looked at her. "What happened to the last of the blood
knives?" At first there was silence, a form of
speaking measured only by gazes shifting between them, words left unspoken. At
length White Feather's lips twitched in that flutter smile that suggested a
grim sort of laughter, or a laughing kind of anger, or maybe a joke. "We were very hungry," she said,
"so we ate them." 3 FIVE days only, hardly any time at all.
The horn was blown to summon a council at which Feather Cloak must preside. Kansi-a-lari entered the underground
chamber accompanied by bells and by Zuangua and a dozen of his adherents.
Behind them, remarkably, walked the joined forces of Cat Mask and Lizard Mask.
Many, warriors and craftsmen, female and male alike, walked in via the tunnel
to stand in the cavernous council grounds facing the Eagle Seat where Feather
Cloak presided. Blood knives huddled in clusters. More people waited outside
who had walked all the way from their scattered settlements and newly populated
towns. The cavern was jammed to bursting and could fit no more than those
standing shoulder to shoulder. All had, of course, left their weapons outside,
according to the law. All but one. Kansi-a-lari strode forward with a
stone-tipped spear in her right hand. She halted five paces from the Eagle
Seat, set the haft against the ground, and raised her left hand toward the
ceiling and the distant sky, visible through the jagged gap in the roof. Dust
motes painted the air with a red-gold haze. "Say what you have to say," said
Feather Cloak, repeating the ritual words. "I challenge your right to sit on the
Eagle Seat and preside over the councils of our people," said The
Impatient One. "In the past six turnings of the moon we have rested and
made offerings of our own blood. We have planted our fields. We have built and
repaired our houses. We have numbered our craftsmen and our warriors and made
an accounting of spears and swords. We must strike while humankind
struggles." "They outnumber us," said
Feather Cloak. "Yes! We must strike first, and
swiftly." "Just as you have done today." Kansi glanced back at Zuangua, who shook
his head, looking impatient and bored. "We have waited long enough,"
Kansi-a-lari said. "We have waited too long!" Like her uncle, The Impatient One
attracted the eye. Hers was the beauty of the jaguar, deadly and fascinating.
She prowled among men, and few had the strength of will to resist her. With
women, though, Kansi-a-lari behaved differently, knowing she could not sway
them with a hard stare or a provocative hand placed on her hip. She liked men
better, because she found them easier to control. "If we strike," Feather Cloak
asked, "to what purpose do our warriors fight and die?" "To test the strength of humankind. I
have sent scouts east and west. West is wasteland, but there is a great city
northeast of here that we may profitably strike. They are rebuilding. They will
not be ready for us." "So you have said, but what do you
intend?" "Kill those who resist. Bring worthy
captives home to offer to the gods. Fill our storehouses with their grain and
their treasures. Set in place a governor to rule their farmers and merchants.
That way their taxes will serve us, not our enemies." Feather Cloak waited while the assembly
discussed this proposition in low voices, among themselves, all the blood
knives who remind silent, as if they had already known what she was going to
say. In the cavern, no wind blew, and despite the cool weather it had gotten
stuffy. The great golden wheel of the assembly, resting behind her, remained
still. Only in the wind did it turn. In this way it represented the people:
each discrete emerald feather was visible at rest, but when in motion the many
individual parts blended to become one bright whole, indivisible to the eye's
sight. She sighed, seeing that she must speak
although she knew it would do no good. "So soon you will press past the
White Road? It is better to rebuild our own cities and till our own fields
until our feet are firmly planted in the roots of this Earth." Kansi-a-lari shrugged. "Human slaves
can plant and build for us. With their labor, we leave more of our own people
free to fight. So it was done in the days before." "In the days before," said
Feather Cloak, knowing her words clipped and short and irritated and knowing as
well that to show annoyance was to weaken her own argument, "we made
enemies who worked in concert to cast us out of Earth entirely! Have we learned
nothing from the past?" "Yes!" Kansi had that jaguar's
grin that made men wonder and sweat. "They hate us. They fear us. But we
have to learned to strike while they are weakened so they cannot attack us
again! It is time to leave the ways of exile behind and embrace what is ours,
this world we were sundered from for so long!" "No. It is too soon. Let the young
ones grow. Let us rebuild and make ourselves strong first." Kansi turned in a circle, marking each
person standing in the council chamber: the elders and the younger leaders, the
warriors and the craftsmen, those born in exile and those so recently returned
from the limbo of the shadows. The blood knives watched her hungrily. "I have walked among humankind, those who live in these days,
not the ones you remember from the past. I was born in exile, but I have not
waited in exile and lost my spirit and my anger." Eldest Uncle tugged on an ear, perhaps
only to hide his irritation with his only child. "Do you insult us, who have endured
exile with you?" demanded White Feather. "I say what I have to say. Listen! I
have seen that humankind cannot be trusted. Especially not those who call
themselves the mathematici. They are the ones who know the secret of the
crowns. They are the ones who could harm us again. Therefore: strike now! If
she who sits as Feather Cloak will not lead us, then I will." Among the warriors came a general stamping
of feet and pounding of spear butts on the ground, but Feather Cloak shushed
this rumble by raising a hand. White Feather stepped forward. They had
prepared for this. "I say what I have to say!"
White Feather displayed Feather Cloak's twin daughters, one in each arm. Their
black hair peeped out of the striped cloth wrapped around those plump baby
bodies. The little ones were alert, watchful, quiet. "Those of you who
walked in the shadows do not truly understand what became of this land in
exile. We endured a great drought. Of water. Of life. We died! The
carcasses of our mothers and aunts and fathers and uncles littered the land
because none had the strength to send them to the gods!" She swept her gaze around the chamber,
challenging any to interrupt her. None did. "Know this! Feather Cloak bore
a son and now twin daughters, although most of our people became barren. Even
The Impatient One had to couple with a man born of humankind in order to
conceive a son!" "Done at the urging of the
council!" cried Cat Mask, out of turn. "Not out of lust for
power!" "Do not throw sharp words at me,
young one!" said White Feather. She was old enough to be his aunt, and he
frowned, head twitching sideways just once, as he suppressed his annoyance.
"We must not ignore how powerful Feather Cloak's magic is, that she
retained her fertility when the rest of us ran dry. There is wisdom in choosing
as leaders those who seek life, not death." She stepped one pace back.
"I am done speaking." Kansi-a-lari smiled. Feather Cloak felt a cold current in her
blood as at ice released into a summer stream. That was a predator's smile,
having seen that its prey is now cornered. "I have no argument against White
Feather. Feather Cloak's magic and power served us well in exile. But we do not stand in
exile any longer. I say what I have to say: I have walked in both worlds.
Humankind is a threat. They outnumber us. We must move swiftly or be overrun.
Our sorcery is stronger than theirs. I battled their strongest warrior, and I
defeated him because I possess magic and he had only brute force. Our scouts
suggest there is great destruction in their land. If they are in disorder,
leaderless, and struggling to rebuild, even to survive, then now is our best
chance. We may not get another." Feather Cloak stood. The heavy feather
cloak fastened over her shoulders spilled around her body, whispering in the
tones of conspirators. She had regained her physical strength since the birth
of her daughters, but as she faced her rival she knew that The Impatient One
had chosen the right time to attack. Her resolve still suffered. She had not
yet adjusted to what it meant to be home, on Earth, a place she knew only in
story. She raised both palms. The assembly stilled,
not even a foot shifting on dirt, not even a hand scratching an arm. She still
had that power. "Let it be put to the vote," she
said coolly. "Let each household delegate a speaker to cast their stone
into the black basket or the white, as the gods decreed at the beginning of
time. The assembly will meet on an auspicious day as chosen by the blood
knives, at the Heart-of-the-World's-Beginning. I have spoken." 4 ANNA tasted dry grass as they rode through
an archway of light into dawn. Chaff coated her moist lips. A smear of red lit
hills and she stared, wondering what that light might signify. "The sun!" murmured scarred
John, who rode ahead of her. As her ears cleared, popping, she heard the other
soldiers exclaiming at their first glimpse of the sun in months. Above, clouds
obscured the night sky, but the eastern dawn rose with a startling glow as
though the far hills were on fire. Blessing snorted and, kicking, came awake.
"Put me down!" Anna twisted. "Your Highness! I pray
you! Keep still. Your Highness! I am with you." "Don't fight," said the one
called Frigo, getting hold of the girl's ear and pinching. She shrieked, a sound that ought to have
woken the dead and certainly made every man there clap a hand over an ear as
she sucked in air to shriek again. Without the slightest expression of anger or
pleasure, Frigo tweaked her ear a little farther and she subsided into coughing
and mewling. He let go, and she stayed quiet. The archway of light sprayed fountains of
sparks as Lord Hugh strode out of the circle of stones. Twilight shrouded him,
but it was lightening quickly. He counted his party, nine soldiers and two
prisoners, before turning to survey the crown. It had ten stones standing in
eerily perfect order, as if recently raised. "Where are we, my lord?" asked
Frigo as Blessing sucked on her little finger and stared at Hugh with a look
meant to slay. 'According to my map, we are many days
east and somewhat north of Darre, but south of the latitude of Novomo." He
consulted his memory; Anna could tell by the way his gaze went vacant as though
he were looking at something inside himself. " 'Four leagues beyond
Siliga, eleven stones.' " He marked each stone and gestured toward a
vast tangle of bramble that lay a stone's toss east of the circle just where
the hillside had collapsed. Beyond, the land sloped down into a coastal plain.
Anna thought she could see water to the south beyond a desiccated landscape of
pale grass and stands of paler bush, which were almost white, like stalks of
slender finger bones. "There must be a stone there,"
Hugh said. Scarred John dismounted to investigate.
The presbyter lifted the golden disk. He fussed with it, moving one circle on
top of another, turned a crooked bar on the back, sighted toward the eastern horizon,
read—lips moving—from the back, then shook his head. After this, he fished in
the pack he wore, withdrew a square of waxed canvas, wrapped the disk up
inside, and returned it to the pouch. 'Are we lost, my lord?" asked Frigo. "I hope so," muttered Blessing. "My lord! There is a stone under
these brambles!" shouted John, withdrawing his spear from the mass of
vines and thorns. "We are not lost," said Hugh.
"We are exactly where I hoped to be. I only wish to know what day.
According to my earlier calculations we should have lost three days in the passage. Yet I can't
be sure. So be it. From here we ride east." They nodded. "Where are we going?" Blessing
demanded. Hugh looked at her, nothing more. Anna
shivered, not liking the weight of his gaze. He was capable of anything.
Blessing hadn't seen Elene murdered. Better, for now, not to mention it to the
girl. It was hard to know how Blessing would react. "Let me be precise," Hugh
continued, catching each man's gaze to make sure he had their attention.
"We will be pursued." "My lord," said John, "if
we've come so far as you say, how can any catch up to us?" "I do not fear human pursuit."
Hugh smiled patiently, as though he had heard this question a hundred times and
would happily answer it a hundred more times without losing his temper. His
amiable demeanor was what scared Anna most about him. "When the alarm is
raised, you must retreat immediately within the circle. I cannot protect those
who remain outside." He nodded to one of the other men, a sturdy fellow
with broad shoulders and spatulate hands. "It is then that we rely on you,
Theodore. We have but one arrow for each man in the party." Theodore nodded. "Eleven in all, like
the stones, my lord." "But there are twelve of us!"
said Anna. Hugh's gaze was like ice, yet his smile
remained. "You are expendable, Anna. If you are marked, then you will be
killed. You must hope that Antonia does not think of you at all when she sends
her pursuers." His gaze moved away from her. She was not, she saw,
important enough to linger on. The red dazzle of dawn faded as the sun moved up
into the sky, not visible as a disk but seen as a bluish glow behind a
blanketing haze. "Theodore? Do you understand your
part?" "I do, my lord," said the man
stoutly. "I will not fail you." "No," he said, with a nod that
made the archer sit up straighter. "I believe you shall not." Beyond the standing stones lay a village,
a substantial settlement with a score of roofs surrounded by a livestock
palisade and a ditch. No guard manned the watchtower now. They rode across the
earthen bridge that spanned the ditch and pulled up before closed gates. Theodore shouted a few times, but there
was no answer. The silence made Anna nervous. The horses flattened ears and shifted
anxiously. She did not hear anything except the wind, not even a dog's bark.
Finally, scarred John volunteered to get inside. He dismounted and offered his
reins to Liudbold, then tested the gate. It was, indeed, barred from inside. He
tested the palisade, moved off around until he found a listing post that
offered a place to fix rope. Soon he clambered up the side with bare feet
braced against wood and hands advancing up the joined rope. They watched him
keenly. His soft grunts were audible because it was so deathly quiet. Once, a
few oddly shaped fields had been tended by farmers. There was a vineyard and a
stand of twoscore olive trees scattered along a nearby slope. The road east cut
up into a defile, quickly lost to view. From here they could not see the
coastal plain. John reached the top and balanced himself
there on his belly as he scanned the village. His mouth opened. He jerked, as
at a blow, and slipped backward. Anna shrieked, thinking he would fall, but he
caught himself awkwardly and hand over hand rappelled down, hitched the rope
off with a flip and a yank, and ran back. He didn't reach them before he bent
to one knee and retched, although he hadn't much in his stomach to cough up. "Move the men back, Captain,"
said Hugh to Frigo. He took the reins from Liudbold and waited while the rest
turned their horses and moved off. "Plague," said John when he came
over with Lord Hugh. "Got the dogs, too, them that had eaten the dead folk
left lying in the street. Good thing that gate is closed." "We must be cautious," said
Hugh. "Let's leave this blighted place. Frigo, set your scouts. We can't
be sure we won't stumble across bandits. We've few enough in our party that a
smaller group taking us unaware could do great damage." "Yes, my lord." They rode east through a land so dry that
the vegetation snapped under the hooves of their horses. There was little grass
for grazing. The grain went faster, obviously, than Lord Hugh had planned, so
he adjusted the rations. Where they passed the remains of juniper or olive
groves all the trees had been felled in the same direction, shattered by wind.
Of spring greens she saw only thistle and creeping vine. This was rugged country, the kind of
scrub-infested land that in Wendar would have been left to the shepherds as
summer pasture. Along their path they passed three more silent villages before
midday. Once, folk had lived and traded here. Anna wondered if they had all
died or if some had escaped. She imagined children herding goats and sheep
along those slopes. She imagined women walking to market with babies bundled on
their backs and wheelbarrows heaped with onions and parsnips, or whatever
strange food folk ate in these parts. Nothing tasty, she supposed. It was so quiet, as though death had eaten
the world and moved on, leaving only the stones and the empty buildings and the
whitened grass. Now and again as they rode along a narrow passage with ridges
rising steep on both sides, she imagined that refugees peered at her from the
rocks above, but in truth she felt nothing. She felt that even the animals had
fled, that nothing lived here anymore and that the clouds would never part and
only dust would be her companion evermore. Certainly, her tongue was sticky
with dirt, but she didn't dare ask for more water. Therefore it was a surprise
to her when scarred John came riding back from forward scout with the news that
he had sighted a column of armed riders. "Fourscore at least, my lord,"
he reported. "Not Aostan, by the look of them." 'Are these the ones you've been expecting
to meet?" asked Captain Frigo. Blessing sat behind him, wrists tied,
fingers gripping the back of his saddle. She tried to get a look around him, as
if hoping to see a saint come to rescue her. "It's hard to say without a look at
them," said Hugh. He nodded at John. "There's an abandoned village ahead,
my lord. If we hide there, we might see them pass by without being seen
ourselves." "Is there no other cover?" Hugh
asked. "I'd rather not ride in haste into a village that might be
harboring the plague." "Forest up along the hills,"
said Theodore, who had been riding inland for part of the morning and only
recently returned, "but the trees are downed, just as we've seen
everywhere else." "Some rocks," said John,
"this side of the village. Very rugged. As like to cut your hands as give
you shelter. But enough to hide our party and give a little defensive
protection. They're within view of the road." "We'll go there. Hasten." "They'll see our tracks," said
Frigo. "Drag sticks behind us, if you must,
but we've little choice as we're badly outnumbered. We've ridden single file
thus far. We must hope they believe us only a pair or three of riders." Soon they saw the thread of dust rising
far to the east that marked the passage of many mounted men. From her position
in the middle of their group, it was difficult for Anna to tell how much of a
flag they themselves raised. She had her own horse now, a stolid creature that
moved along with the herd sniffing bottoms now and again but otherwise lacking
curiosity and initiative. Not the kind of horse to escape on, even if she had
anywhere to go and food and drink to run with. Even if she might hope for shelter
from an unknown band of soldiers. The rock formation erupted out of the
ground in the midst of dry plain. The sloping ground hid the village from
sight, but scarred John assured them it was right over the crest, situated to
have a commanding view of the road, which was the main east-west thoroughfare
in this region. The red-brown rock spilled down the slope in a series of ragged
ribbons, pooling into hummocks high enough to hide horses and men. Once they
crossed into the formation, they had to move carefully on the rock. Two men cut
their hands. One of the horses got a gash on his right foreleg. The rock was
striated and quite rugged, oddly warm to the touch despite the lack of direct
sunlight. It seemed freshly deposited, but naturally that was impossible. Theodore trotted out to the road to survey
the rocks and after a few minutes jogged back to say that they were well
hidden. Two men had gone out on foot with sticks to brush away their tracks.
The rest drank sips of warm, sour ale as they waited. No one spoke. "Gag the girl," said Lord Hugh
suddenly. Blessing did not struggle as Frigo tied a linen cloth over her mouth
and hobbled her ankles as a secondary precaution. Hugh examined Anna as well,
then nodded, and the captain got another cloth and another rope. Blessing
watched, gaze burning, as Anna was gagged. The cloth bit into the corners of
Anna's mouth and she choked, then steadied her breathing. He hooked her hands
up into the small of her back and made a knot, something easy for him to get
her out of should they have to move quickly. After that, he ignored her. She sat down, but the rock cut into her
buttocks, so she stood up again, wishing for sturdier shoes. The captain
fingered his sword's hilt. Certain of the soldiers soothed the more restive
horses. Hugh climbed up beside scarred John to a ledge that allowed them a view
over the landscape. He bent his head as if praying. They waited. After a while, the pair of
soldiers returned and squatted down with the rest, wiping sweat from their
foreheads. A spiderweb
trembled between two spines of rock. In a shadowed crevice, moss flourished
where moist, hot air steamed up from a crack in the ground, stinking of rotten
eggs. The wind caught up puffs of dust at
intervals but died as quickly. A brown seam appeared in the eastward sky above
the rocks. Hugh's shoulders grew taut; he bent forward and pointed at a sight
Anna could not see. Other men stationed in clefts and crevices within the
fountain of rock saw it as well, and made gestures each to the other. Theodore
set an arrow to his string. Frigo handed Blessing's leash to Liudbold
and climbed up to crouch beside Lord Hugh. Anna edged forward to listen. "That's a general's banner,"
muttered scarred John. "What's such a lord doing with a century of men riding
into Aosta?" "So it's true," said Hugh.
'Adelheid hopes to make an Arethousan marriage for Princess Mathilda. Why else
would an Arethousan lord general ride into his enemy's lands in times such as
these and with no greater force than that, if not to negotiate an
alliance?" "Hand her own daughter over to them?"
Captain Frigo spat. "Their mothers are sows and their fathers
asses." "So it is said. But alliance with the
north is closed to her, or so she believes. Her country is devastated. I know
not how Arethousa fares. It would be a pragmatic decision." "But Arethousans, my
lord!" continued Frigo. "Do not despair, Captain. Perhaps
they mean to hand over a young princeling to Adelheid who can then be
Mathilda's consort. Who is bold, and who is desperate?" "They can't be trusted. They don't
even believe in the true faith!" He hesitated. "But perhaps you know
otherwise. Are these the ones we have ridden here to meet?" Anna yawned, stretching her face, trying
to ease the cloth jammed into her mouth. Frigo hadn't hobbled her. If she ran,
would the lord general's party give her shelter? Or would Theodore plant an
arrow in her back before she could reach them? Did she want to return to Queen Adelheid?
And how did they know Lord Hugh was right? The Arethousans might be going
anywhere or just on a scouting expedition. They might be riding west to kill
any foreigner they stumbled across. "Look," said scarred John with a
grunted laugh. "The one in the gold tabard. He's got but the one eye. Can
you see it? Bet some Aostan captain got a taste of him!" His companions sniggered. "How can you tell, John?"
demanded Theodore. "He's too far to see his eyes." "Just 'cause I'm not blind like you!
And you, the archer!" "Quiet, now." Hugh lifted a hand
as a signal to the men behind him. "Let them pass." "What do you make of it, my
lord?" asked Frigo. "What if they see our tracks?" Hugh gave no reply. He was murmuring under
his breath. A strange, sharp scent soaked the air, making Anna want to sneeze.
A wind came up out of nowhere, blowing dust across the plain, obscuring the
view. Hugh's men covered their faces with cloth. Grit stung Anna's skin, but all
she could do was turn her face away and shut her eyes. At length, the wind died as suddenly as it
had come. They rose and shook dust out of the creases and crevices of their
clothing, unbound their captives, and moved on. The rest of the troop set their
faces forward, but Lord Hugh continually looked back, watching and listening,
as if he expected a storm to sweep down on them out of the west. 5 IN the days before, less than four
generations ago according to the estimate of the exiles but over two thousand
seven hundred turnings of the year measured by the calendar of Earth, the first
city built by those who sailed out of the west rested atop the
Heart-of-the-World's-Beginning. This was a vast and sacred cavern whose
mysteries could not be plumbed except by the gods' acolytes, the sky counters,
who were also known as the blood knives. In the earliest times, so legend said,
a plaza adorned with serpent-masked sculpted heads marked this holy chamber.
Later a pyramid rose in a series of incarnations on the central plaza,
dedicated to She-Who-Creates, who alone understands the secret heart of the
universe. The city grew out from this hub by means
of two broad avenues. The Sun's Avenue woke to the east and lay down to sleep
in the west, anchored at either end by a temple dedicated to He-Who-Burns in
his rising and setting aspects. A second great avenue bisected the Sun's
Avenue, this one along the north-south axis dedicated to
She-Who-Will-Not-Have-A-Husband. By this means the avenues divided the city
into quarters, according to the instructions of the most ancient elders who had
undertaken to construct the city in obedience to the dictates of the gods. So it had been, until the day the great
weaving had severed the city, cut it as with a knife in a line that ran right
through the huge pyramid sacred to She-Who-Creates. Now, at dawn, Feather Cloak
ascended the staircase of the great pyramid and halted about a quarter of the
way up on a wide terrace. Here rested a pair of stone benches, shaded by
recently built thatch shelters, and from this isolated way station she surveyed
the city and the crowd. The Impatient One climbed the steps behind her and took
her place on the other bench. They did not speak. It was possible from the height to see
clearly the gash that separated what had been exiled from what had never left
Earth. Brilliantly painted serpent masks flanked
the steep stairs. Below, color flooded the long stretches of wall demarcating
the plazas that lined the south and east avenues. As was the custom, murals
covered every wall to remind the people of their ancient lineages: black
eagles, golden phoenix, red serpents clutching arrows in their jaws, howling
red dogs, white spider women with their wisdom nets, hawks and lynx and tawny
spotted cats. Lizards and rabbits and the graceful, deadly jaguar, and all the
others besides. Yet on the northwestern side, as sharp as
any line drawn in sand, lay that portion of the city that had been left behind
in the wake of the great weaving. It was a city of bones, stone scoured to
gray, roofs lost to time and wind and rain, the open shells of buildings, and
grains of sand coating the ancient roadway. The contrast disoriented her each
time she tried to view the whole. It was impossible for the gaze to flash from
ancient past to vibrant present so quickly, just as it is impossible to see a
crone standing beside her own child self. It was strange to think that, just as she
stood between peak and base, she also balanced between the ancient past and the
unexpected present. Below, as many of her people as could make the journey had
gathered in the plaza. They were a multitude without number: twenty multiplied
by twenty, and by twenty yet again and once more. She had lived all her life in a dry and
dusty world, sparsely inhabited with a dry and dusty people, thin, weary, and
withered. But the exiles made up no more than one in twenty of the multitude
below. So many had returned out of the interstices of time, still plump and
fiery, inflamed with anger at an ancient war she knew only from Eldest Uncle's
stories and those of her old grandparents and great-aunts and -uncles, now
dead. Their fury was palpable, like the buzzing of bees, something felt in the
air, through the stone, and in the motion of bodies gesticulating and swaying
or standing in rigid stillness. They had walked in the shadows for fifty-two
passages of fifty-two years, caught betwixt and between, neither living
creature nor yet a ghost. They had not forgiven, and why should they? They lacked the calm-minded clarity that
allowed folk to make good decisions, she knew this, yet it still heartened her
to see her people whole and living and strong. There were so many children,
squirming and giggling and wiggling, held up to watch as the ceremony began. The blood knives sang down the gods to
witness, according to the law. Elders chosen from the clans, including Eldest
Uncle, came forward to oversee that stones were cast fairly, and none cast
twice. In lots of five, the household leaders came forward to cast their
household's vote in the black baskets or in the white. Black represented the dark face of
She-Who-Will-Not-Have-A-Husband. In this way, she turned her back on her
petitioners. White represented her bright face, and in truth her regard was
nothing to be hoped for. If the white baskets ran full, then Kansi-a-lari's
petition would be granted and the Eagle Seat and the feather cloak would pass
to a new leader. So came warriors wearing the mask of their
lineage: a hawk, a lizard, a spotted cat, a long-snouted tepesquintli. Others
were craftsmen with a feather headdress or short mantle or sash displaying
their mastery at leatherwork or obsidian-knapping, weaving or paper making or
carving, ceramics or surveying or mural painting or incense grinding. Farming
households voted, as did the scribes who served the gods and the merchants who
kept the blood of trade moving between towns. All those who tended to the life
of the people had a voice, as the gods intended, but only one could lead—else
chaos would reign as it had in the days of legend before the gods ordered all
things to foster peace among the tribes. It had not been so, not exactly like this,
in the days before exile. According to Eldest Uncle, the priests who wielded
the blood knives had
in those days wielded more power than they ought, and it seemed that their time
in the shadows had not changed their outlook. They were not bold enough to tear
the cloak off her shoulders, but it was obvious they had only been biding their
time. The day lengthened, although the sun never
grew hard and bright as it was said to have done in the days before. It was
traditional to fast, although she could drink sap wine and spring water. The stone reaches of the northern avenue
and a segment of the western road remained for the most part deserted. No one
wanted to walk where the hand of time lay starkly, just as no person wished to
sleep beside the skeletons of her forebears. Better they be sealed away behind
the brilliant paint of life. Wind teased along the deserted avenue, moaning
faintly in the stones, causing a thin veil of grit to rise and, then, settle.
The wind spread among the assembly. It rippled through feathers, tugged at the
ends of capes and tunics, and tangled in children's unruly hair. She tasted the sour burned smell of the
lands to the northwest where molten fire had destroyed a wide swathe of land
and everything that lived there. Through this wasteland their enemies would
have to ride to reach them; through this wasteland their soldiers would have to
journey to strike humankind. The country itself shielded them, or caged them.
Marching straight inland, it was as yet impassable, and it was barely
manageable going right along the shore. The voting lasted all day and through the
night, lit by torchlight. Her legs ached. At intervals she sat. On occasion she
dozed. Dawn blossomed, a new day. In the days
before, the ceremony had normally lasted three days, but by midmorning the
presiding elders raised their staffs to declare the vote finished. Twenty baskets had been set out for each
color, and now the contents of all must be consolidated into a few and any
stray stones of the wrong color removed. She knew what the outcome would be,
but she waited along with everyone else. Close by the steps she saw Rain, the
artisan who had fathered her twin daughters although not her son. He was a
slender man, not at all impressive in the width of his shoulders; he had no
belligerent lift to his chin. He had trained with weapons as all children must
but followed a different path, and if one had clear sight one might see the
humor that twisted up his lips and the intensity of intelligence in his gaze
and the wiry strength of his arms and the clever skill in his hands. He was
holding one of the infants, lashed in a sling against his body. From this distance she
could not, in fact, tell which one it was, the elder or the younger, and she
could not recall who had the other child. Any one of ten or twenty aunts or
uncles might have claimed the precious bundle. In the six moons since their
birth, she thought it possible that they had never once been set down. Rain was speaking to one of the refugees,
the newcomers, as she thought of them, although they were so old that across
the duration of their shadowy exile the stones of the city had been scoured
clean of the bright murals that gave the city its vigor. For an instant, seeing
it was a young woman, a mask warrior, she felt the sting of jealousy. Then he
happened to look up at her and, seeing her head turned his way, made a gesture
with his free hand to show he was with her in spirit. The young woman turned
and addressed a remark to a person who had up to this time been hidden behind a
cluster of onlookers, and she saw it was her son. He was an upright boy,
respectful and clever, but one look at his face told her that it was he who
had a hankering to speak to this mysterious newcomer. He smiled and flirted in
the manner of youths caught in a fever they did not yet understand and were not
quite yet old enough to act on. He was growing up. In this matter, at
least, the world did not change. She looked sideways, at last, to examine
her rival. The Impatient One had her eyes closed, but her right foot tapped the
stone to a brisk rhythm, like a racing heart. The baskets were dragged out and set on
the lowest step of the pyramid. Three baskets held white stones close to the
brim with a fourth for the overflow. Only one black basket was lifted out, and
it was not even half full. No announcement was made. They all knew,
even those who had, despite everything, cast their vote for her rule, that had
sufficed for a rule in exile, but sufficed no more. The Impatient One opened her eyes and
lifted a hand to point toward the height of the pyramid. Feather Cloak pressed
the back of her hand to her forehead, for strength, and without replying began
the ascent. It was an exhausting climb. The steps were
narrow, and the risers high, and when the platform that crowned the height
opened at last before them she was dizzied. Clouds piled into stormy risers to
the east. She thought she heard the growl of thunder, but it faded. The
Impatient One, with a frown and a lift of the elbow, waited for her to begin
the ritual. First, the circuit of the platform, paced
west to north to east to south. She wept to see the city laid whole around her,
so long desired and now fulfilled. On the western face of the pyramid
the lower stairs had crumbled away into a dangerous slope of loose shards and
the weathered, broken remains of what once were stairs. It was possible to
actually see the ragged joining where new met old, but it was disorienting. She
felt she might fall and fall, tumbling down the slope into the forgotten past
now yanked unexpectedly into line with the present. Farther down, at the northwestern corner
along the base, lay a field of impressive rubble jamming what had once been the
sacred entrance to the Heart-of-the-Universe, the cavern beneath the temple. She licked away a tear from the corner of
her mouth as she returned from her circuit and walked to the center. She halted
beside the blood stone and removed from the hem of the feather cloak a pair of
sap cactus spines. One she handed to Kansi-a-lari. "Will you cease work on the
rockfall?" she asked the other woman. "If we could unearth the
entrance to the Heart-of-the-Universe ..." The Impatient One wiped sweat from the
back of her neck. "Then what? Will the gods blast our enemies? Will the
earth open up and swallow them? Will we gain the ability to see what they are
doing without them knowing, or to move faster than they can move themselves
between their weaving crowns?" "Respect the gods," said Feather
Cloak, shocked at such talk even from The Impatient One. "We have
survived, and suffered. Let us seek peace, not confrontation." 'As you did, with the blood knives?"
mocked the Impatient One. "Do you think they are your allies?
Do you think you can control them?" The Impatient One smiled cruelly.
"Blood will sate them." She stuck out her tongue and held its tip
with thumb and two fingers. Raising the spine, she touched its pointed end to
the pink flesh. Feather Cloak sighed. "With this
blood," she said, "I let authority pass from my hand into the hand of
the one who is chosen." She settled down cross-legged on the blood
stone, leaning over the shallow basin that marked its center. She held her own
tongue and pierced it smoothly. The pain flashed like fire, and it throbbed,
but sharp red blood dropped into the basin made by the blood stone. Kansi-a-lari did the same. Where blood
melded and mixed, it smoked, bubbling for the space of one breath before it
dissipated into the air with a scent so acrid that both sneezed. "With this blood, I accept authority
into my hands from the one who came before." Kansi held out her hands, palms up, and
waited. At least she did not gloat, but she was, obviously, restraining her
impatience with the leisurely pace of the ritual. She wanted to get on with it,
get moving, make decisions, push forward. The time for careful steps is done. The world she knew and understood was
passing out of her hands. Fled, like a kiss stolen from a man who doesn't
really want you. The headdress. The rustling cloak. The
spines. All these were transferred. These sigils of the authority released her,
and she was only what she had been before, called Secha by her family and named
The-One-Who-Looks-Hard-at-the-Heart as a child for her habit of staring at her
playmates with a level gaze when she found their antics distasteful or
mean-spirited. She-Who-Sits-in-the-Eagle-Seat rose, hands
raised heavenward to show her palms to the sight of the gods, who through the
hands can see into the heart. She might stand at the height of the temple
dedicated to She-Who-Creates for a day or a year, waiting for the gods to speak
to her, although Secha doubted that The Impatient One could stand still for
more than twenty breaths. And indeed, not twenty breaths later,
Feather Cloak grunted, wiped away the sweat beading her forehead, and set off
to descend the steps. In that moment of solitude granted her,
Secha touched chin and forehead to acknowledge the gods. The sky had lightened.
The clouds shone like the underside of a pearl, and she glimpsed the shimmering
disk of the sun high above and tasted its heat on her bloody tongue and in the
sticky hot dust kicked up by the feet of the multitude below. At length she stood and followed Feather
Cloak down the steep stairs. Feather Cloak was met on the lower terrace
by a swarm of people who wore emblems of rank not seen in Secha's lifetime: the
marks of high lineage, of privilege, of priestly sanction and a warrior's
prestige. Sashes; a blood knife banner; a beaded neckpiece; bright feather
headdresses; long, clay-red mantles; gauntlets of precious shells strung
together on a net. Secha passed around them like a shadow,
forgotten and unseen. She was free, although the wound in her
tongue burned and the taste of blood reminded her of the sharpness of defeat.
No weight bowed her shoulders. She was only herself now, a woman with certain
skills who must find her way in the new world whose landscape was still
unexplored. The exiles and the ones who had walked in the shadows must build
together. It would not be easy. XVI A TEMPTING OFFER
1 "ARE you sure he is dead?" asked
Adelheid. "There is no escape from the
galla." "Are you sure?" When Antonia thought about Hugh of Austra,
her gut burned and her heart hammered, and she had to murmur psalms until she
calmed herself. "They are not mortal creatures, as we are. They desire
only a return to the pit out of which they sprang. They will pursue those whose
names they carry because when that soul is extinguished, the bond that binds
them to Earth is broken." "The world is a large place!" "They do not seek as would a human
scout. If he walks on Earth, they will find him by other means than the five
senses. Had he vanished out of this plane of existence, they would return to me
seeking release. Only I, or the death of that soul, can release them. They did
not. Thus, he must be dead." She and Adelheid walked through the
enclosed garden beside the clematis. A few brave flowers budded among the
leaves, but none had opened. Like her anger, they remained closed tight,
waiting for more auspicious weather. "What if he has a defense against
them?" Adelheid worried at it, as a dog keeps chewing a bone long since
shed of all its flecks of tasty fat and flesh. "Prince Sanglant did, with
griffin feathers." "Prince Sanglant is in the north. He
is Hugh's sworn enemy. Think you Sanglant gave the man he most despises a dozen
griffin feathers as a precaution?" "Hugh might have stolen such
feathers. He said he was at the Wendish court before he was exiled." "It might be true he was at the
Wendish court. Or he might have lied to us. Perhaps you believe Hugh stole
Princess Blessing to return her to her father in exchange for peace between
them? Or that the old Eagle is the one who murdered Lady Elene?" "He was covered in her blood. And
caught in the stables, trying to saddle a horse and make his escape." "A crude ploy on Lord Hugh's part, I imagine, to distract us.
The old man has no reason to murder the girl." "Why would Lord Hugh want her
dead?" "She is his rival. She was educated
by a formidable mathematicus." "Then why not kill the old man at the
same time?" "He knows nothing important. Anne
said so. His skills are trifles compared to what the rest knew. He is no
threat." "Yet you had him returned to the
dungeon, in chains. If we do not mean to kill him, and if he is no threat, then
why not let him bide in the tower with Lord Berthold?" 'As Berthold has requested? No, I think
not. The soldiers hate him, believing he murdered the young lady. They would
believe themselves ill used if he did not suffer. In any case, it serves me to
keep him in chains. I still have a use for him." Adelheid shook her head, her face pale as she
pinched tiny buds off a branch with nervous anger. "These are wheels
within wheels, like a toy from Arethousa. Easily broken. Difficult to fix. How
can you be sure that Hugh is dead?" Adelheid feared Hugh! That was the root of
her displeasure. "Do not despair, Your Majesty,"
said Antonia in a soothing tone. "Once the galla swarm, a man possessing
griffin feathers must move quickly to save himself. To save all of his troop
would be beyond his capacity. There is no way to shield oneself from their
power, there is no ancient spell of warding. It is impossible—unlikely—nay, it
is impossible." "You cannot be sure! And the child,
too! If she is dead, then Mathilda has no rivals in the second
generation. I should have slit her throat myself. Now I will never know if she
perished." Almost, Antonia lost her temper, but
fortunately soldiers appeared under the archway that led into the palace. "Your Majesty! Holy Mother!" Captain Falco hurried forward, and
Adelheid paused beside the mosaic floor. He knelt before her. The queen touched a finger to her own
lips, hissed a breath, and spoke. "What news, Captain?" "Your Majesty," he said, for he
always put Adelheid first, although it was wrong of him to do so. Afterward, he
inclined his head toward Antonia. "Holy Mother. When we searched more
carefully, we found where they had left the road." "Did they go to the crown?"
Antonia asked. "It's true there was some disturbance
by that path, but it appears they decided not to go that way." "Because of the clouds, they could
not weave," said Antonia. "God stymied them." "Go on," said Adelheid
impatiently. "What did you find?" "Two days' ride down the road we
found where they scattered into the woodland. They must have been fleeing
from—" He broke off, and glanced nervously at Antonia; it was good that he
feared her. "We brought the remains back in wagons, Your Majesty, although
I admit we found no stray horses living or dead." "What manner of remains?"
Antonia asked. "A tumble of bone, hard to sort out because cast here and
there along the ground and amid bushes. We found twelve skulls. Two of them
were somewhat smaller than the rest. Belt buckles, metal bits, such things.
This as well, among the bones." He offered her a silver brooch molded in
the shape of a panther grappling with a hapless antelope. 'Austra's sigil," said Antonia. "He was wearing that when he
arrived," said Adelheid breathlessly. Her cheeks became red as she took
the brooch from the captain and weighed it in her palm. "Still, why ride
south? Why not ride north?" "He claimed to have been exiled from
Wendar," said Antonia. "So he could not hope to find refuge there.
Yet I, too, wonder what they hoped to find in the south." "Twelve skulls," mused Adelheid,
"but thirteen went missing." She gave Antonia such a look, but Antonia
refused to be drawn. There had been no reason to raise a galla to pursue
Heribert. "I left men behind to continue
searching, Your Majesty," said the captain, "knowing you would wish
to account for everyone." "What if it was Hugh who
survived?" Adelheid asked, still studying the brooch. "How can we
know? Bones do not speak." "Do you wish Lord Hugh dead? Or
alive? Your Majesty." It was said sharply, but Antonia had tired of this
conversation which they had repeated a dozen times since the morning four days
ago when they had woken to find Lady Elene murdered, and Hugh, Princess
Blessing, and Brother Heribert vanished together with nine soldiers including
one of Adelheid's loyal captains. "I wish Henry still lived," said
Adelheid. She wiped an eye as though it stung. "He was a good man. None
better." She sank down on the stone bench and
rested her elbow on her knee and her forehead on her palm, the very image of a
woman mourning a lost lover. Her gaze strayed over the ancient mosaic, and her
eyes glittered, washed with tears. "So it went in the old story,"
she said, indicating the mosaic on which Antonia stood. The man was draped only
in a length of cloth that did a poor job of covering his shapely body. The
huntress' hair was as dark as Adelheid's, braided and looped atop her head in
the antique style, common to Dariyans and depicted in mosaics, painted walls
and vases, and sculpture. She had a bold nose and black mica eyes and the
faintest memory of Prince Sanglant in tawny features. "1 do not know the story," said Antonia impatiently,
"nor am I sure I wish to know it." Adelheid raised a startled face to look at
her. "Surely you must know it! It is the first tale I was told as a
child." "The story of the blessed
Daisan?" The Aostans were tainted by their past, as
everyone knew. Despite the loving and firm hand of God directing them to all
that is right and proper, they persisted in remembering and exalting the
indecent tales of ancient days. "The story of Helen. When she was
shipwrecked on the shores of Kartiako, she went hunting but found instead this
man, here." She indicated the male figure who held a staff, and was standing
beside an innocent lamb. The image of the lamb had sustained damage about the
head, stones chipped away. "She thought he was only a common herdsman, but
he was the prince of Kartiako, the son of
the regnant. She did not discover his worth until it
was too late. Thus we are reminded each time we walk in this garden not to let
appearances deceive us. Not to reject too swiftly, lest we regret later." 'Are you speaking of Lord Hugh's return to
Novomo, Your Majesty? Certainly you rejected him swiftly enough." Adelheid looked at her without answering,
expression twisted between annoyance and tears, and turned away to break off a
twig of clematis. She rolled the leaves against her fingers until they were
mashed to pulp. "I was thinking of Conrad's
daughter," she said reluctantly. "I regret she was killed in such a
cowardly way. She did nothing to deserve it." "Your Majesty!" Brother Petrus
hurried down the steps with a pair of stewards at his heels. "The envoys
have come, Your Majesty! They'll be here by day's end." Adelheid rose and flicked away the last
tear. "We must grant them a splendid reception. Captain Falco, muster all
the guardsmen and soldiers. Let them line the streets and array themselves
about the palace and the courtyard and the audience hall. Brother Petrus, let
my schola assemble, every one. Send Veralia to me. She will supervise my
stewards. She must consult with Lady Lavinia. I will go crowned and robed.
Afterward, there must be a feast, as fine a meal as can be assembled at short
notice." She recalled her company and belatedly nodded toward Antonia.
"What do you wish, Holy Mother?" Antonia hid her irritation. It was good to
see Adelheid so lively, even if it was for a distasteful cause. "Surely
you cannot mean to go through with this, Your Majesty?" "What choice have I?" "But your own daughter!" "What choice have I?" It had come to this. Hugh had come to
them, and Adelheid had foolishly driven him off. Now his power was lost
forever, and in addition they had lost two excellent hostages. Worse, he had stolen Heribert, that
faithless whore. But she could not let Adelheid know how cruelly this blow
struck at her heart. She could never show weakness. She must forget Heribert,
consider him dead, slice the cord herself. She should have severed the tie the
day he ran away at Sanglant's order. In this matter, Hugh was blameless. It was
Sanglant who had corrupted Heribert. And in any case, once the searchers found
him and returned him to Novomo, she could devise a suitable punishment. "Holy Mother? Is there aught that
ails you?" "Nay, nothing. I am only reflecting
that you are right. What choice have we?" But after all, Hugh was the treacherous
one, doubly so, with plans afoot she could not fathom. Knowing that they must appear in greatest
state before the arriving delegation so that no one would suspect their
weakness, Antonia went to the chest sealed with sorcery to fetch Taillefer's
magnificent crown of empire to place upon Adelheid's brow. The amulet was sealed properly; yet after
all when she opened the chest, she found an empty silk wrapping. Hugh had
stolen it, no doubt to crown Sanglant's daughter as a puppet queen. And now it
was lost in the woods, on the back of a panicked horse. She could only rage while her servants
cowered. 2 IN the afternoon of the third day, Lord
Hugh and his party came down out of the hilly country closer to the sea's shore
and found an abandoned town that looked as if it had been swept clean by a
towering wave. Cautiously, John scouted in through the broken gates and
afterward they all followed him. They found the bones of a dog scattered
beneath a fallen beam in a ruined house but no sign of recent life. A stream
spilled seaward, overflowing its banks where it met the wide waters. Its water
had a brackish, oily taste, but they drank anyway and filled up their leather
bladders so they wouldn't have to break open their spare cask of ale. Lord Hugh prowled the town, seeking signs. "See here," he would say, where
spars had lodged in the gapped teeth of the ruined palisade. "A wave
caused this. Yet inland the pattern of disturbance suggested a wind out of the
east southeast. There must have been two storms of destruction, one after the
next. As ripples run in ponds, the second following the first." The town had not been large, and the
shattered remains of pilings suggested it had once boasted a wharf. Farther up
the strand, fish had rotted, their bones strewn like twigs along the shore. The
sea lapped the strand placidly. John tried fishing but had no luck. Blessing
tried to run away and after had a rope tied to her waist and had to follow
along behind Frigo like a dog on a lead. He was neither cruel nor kind to her
but dispassionately amused. Hugh rarely looked at the girl at all, and when he
did, he would frown and set his lips in an expression Anna could not interpret.
A man might look so at a two-headed calf, or at the child sprung from the union
of his bitterest rival and the woman he desired most in the world but could
never have. "Should we camp in the town, my
lord?" asked Captain Frigo. "What do the men say?" Hugh
asked him. "I think the shelter will do us some good, but if they prefer a
more open site, if they fear plague, that is as well with me." Frigo nodded, scratching his beard.
"They're muttering that it's well enough to walk a town like this in
daylight, when night might bring ghosts, and devils carrying sickness. I think
otherwise. There's no sign of dogs or corpses. Deserted as we are here, it's
best to have a defensible position. They'll see the wisdom of staying within
walls if anything attacks us by night. Wolves or bandits. Those other
things." "Wisely spoken, Captain. Set up
camp." John and Theodore found a campsite that
suited the nervous men. They planted their backs against the broken wall of a
merchant's compound with a long storehouse along one side and a stable along
another. The courtyard gave them space to set up a couple of lean-tos for
shelter without having to camp right within the ruins where scorpions might
scuttle and ghosts poke their knuckles into a man's ribs while he slept. Scarred John unfolded a leather-and-wood
tripod stool. Lord Hugh unrolled a map on top of the small traveling chest. He
pinned the corners with an oil lamp, a heavy silver chain mounded up over a
silver Circle of Unity, his knife, and his left hand. He studied the map,
twisting a wick between thumb and middle finger but not yet lighting it. "We escape tonight," Blessing
whispered to Anna as the girl trotted past in Captain Frigo's wake. The big man
glanced at her. Anna wasn't sure how much Wendish he understood, but she
guessed he couldn't follow her conversations with the princess as well as she could follow
the Dariyan spoken between soldiers and master. Under the shelter of sloped canvas, she unrolled
the blankets she and Blessing shared, and there she sat to watch Lord Hugh as
he stared at the parchment. The canvas ceiling rose and fell as a twilight wind
gusted out of the east. The men chatted companionably as they got
the horses settled in the stables and sentries up onto the walls. Liudbold and
scarred John set to work splitting wood from the abandoned houses to fuel the
fire. Frigo sat on his saddle and, with Blessing trussed tight beside him, set
to work dressing a sapling trunk with an adze. Lord Hugh had that ability to build trust
between himself and those who served him. In this same manner, Prince Sanglant
led his men, knowing all their names, their home villages, their sense of
humor, and which man needed a coarse joke or which a kind word to keep his
spirits up. In this wilderness, Hugh's entourage was nervous and watchful but
not terrified, because they trusted him. In her mind's eye, she saw Elene's blood
leaking over the chessboard and pooling around Berthold's slack fingers. She
could not shake off the memory. He glanced up, noted her regard, and
dismissed it. Scarred John brought him a cup of ale. He thanked him, drained
it, and handed back the empty cup. Bringing out flint and tinder, he made ready
to light the wick. A strange sound rang over the ordinary
moan of the wind along the deserted walls. Every man quieted and froze in
position, as though spelled. She saw their shapes like pillars, arranged out of
all symmetry. For ten breaths at least, no one spoke or moved. The wind turned
abruptly, and grew cold as winter's blast, swelling out of the northwest. The
sound rang down on that wind. "Sounds like bells," said
Theodore in a low voice. A horse snorted and sidestepped. A man yelped and cursed. 'Ah! Ah! Right on
my foot!" "More fool you for standing
there!" retorted his companion. Lord Hugh moved his right foot to the
ground, set the oil lamp beside it, and slipped the Circle and chain over his
head. As he rolled up the map and stowed it in the chest, he spoke. 'All must retreat within the circle I
draw. Bring the horses, too." He took a bulging pouch out of the chest,
closed it, and secured the hasp. His hands were steady as he spilled a line of
flour in a circle big enough to contain men and horses together. A stench like
the breath of
the forge swept over them. Horses shied. Men shouted in alarm, and the three
who had not yet crowded into the circle raced out of the dusk to join them. At
their backs a dark storm advanced out of the heavens. One skittish gelding broke and bolted. "Let it go!" Lord Hugh shouted.
"Come. Come. Are all within?" His gaze caught Anna, and as if struck
she gasped and covered her mouth with a hand. "Not you. You must take your
chances outside." Scarred John drew his sword. Blessing screamed and began to kick and
pummel Captain Frigo. "No! No! No! I'll hurt you! Let her stay!" He slapped her, but the pain meant
nothing. John's sword poked Anna's hip. She edged
sideways, seeing one curve in the circle not yet sealed by flour. He poked her
again. The edge bit into her flesh, and she sobbed and skipped out beyond the
sword's reach. "No! No!" "Stop it!" warned the captain. "Won't! Let her come back!"
Blessing squirmed. She kicked him again, almost got her knee into his groin. Frigo took out his horsewhip and,
swearing, slashed the girl across the chest, but the pain did not daunt her. Anna started to cry with terror as a
stinging wind poured over them. It was not quite utterly dark; they had not yet
crossed the boundary into night past which there is no returning. But what fell
out of the heavens was blacker than night, towers of darkness that stank of
iron and muttered like bells heard down a vast distance. She heard them
speaking. She heard names. Hugh of Austra. John of Vennaci. Frigo of
Darre. Theodore of Darre. Liudbold of Tivura. Each of them named and marked. Blessing of Wendar and Varre, daughter of
Sanglant. The only name that was missing was Anna's. "Let her come back! Let her!"
shrieked Blessing, writhing, slamming her fists into air as Frigo twisted away
from her blows. He slugged her on her jaw, and she went limp just like that. 'As I thought," said Hugh
conversationally to Anna as he bent to pour the last of the line into place, to
seal the circle, "you were not deemed of sufficient interest that anyone
could recall your name and birthplace, if they ever knew it. You are more
likely to survive if you move away from us. Follow the horse." Flour streamed onto the earth. Hugh was
speaking words she did not recognize or understand, and as night and monsters
crashed over them, the thread of flour met itself and between one heartbeat and
the next the men and horses huddled inside vanished. She screamed, choked, wept. Moaned. A breath of stinking cold horrible air
rushed past her, soaking her in a chill that stabbed all the way to the bone.
Death! Death! She wet herself, but the hot urine soaking her leg jarred her
wits into life. Darkness swept down as on a gale, and she fled, running as the
horse had, but tripped over her own feet and hit herself hard. Elbows bled. She
scrambled forward as a dark shape skimmed over her. The horse had run itself into a corner.
Kicking, it lashed out at the creature. Her vision hazed. The horse screamed as
a black pillar engulfed it. Sparks spit golden above her. An arrow
fletched with a shimmering tail pierced the creature, and it vanished with a
loud snap. Bones rattled to earth where the horse had been. Its flesh
had been flensed and consumed. She scrabbled forward as another thing swirled
into view above her. Its cold presence burned her. She sobbed. A second arrow
bloomed as a splash of brilliance in the heart of shadow. With a hiss, it
snapped out of existence. The hardest thing she had ever done was in
that moment to look back over her shoulder. Better not to see what would devour
her, but she had to know. A haze of mist marked the spell in which Hugh had
contained his retinue. Most of the galla swarmed about it, as if confused.
Bells tolled in her ears. She choked on bile. She got to her knees and crawled,
thinking she might not draw their attention if she remained low to the ground. A third hiss, followed in a steady measure
by two more; nothing careless, not in Theodore's aim. She reached the
scattering of steaming bones and fell among them. The clatter resounded into
the heavens. A sixth bright arrow burned, and a seventh. "Eight. Nine," she whispered,
pressed among the bones, hoping death would shield her. Hugh of Austra. So it murmured as it circled the sealed
earth, seeking its prey but confused by the mist that concealed him. An arrow
blossomed in darkness off to her right. With a snap and a roar of brilliance
the tenth flicked out. A line like silver wire spun in an eddy of air before
drifting to the ground. If the galla had intelligence beyond that
of hunting hounds, she could not see it in them. Eleven. The last shadow pushed at the haze. Blessing. The fire that bloomed within its
insubstantial black form almost blinded her, like the flash of the sun. In the silence, her ears rang with bells,
and after a while she heard herself sniveling. She stank of piss. The bones in
which she lay stank of hot iron. Her eyes stung as she wept. She could not stop
herself. She just could not stop, not even when the spell he had raised
dissolved and his soldiers broke out cheering. Not even when flame sprang from
the oil lamp and they set about their encampment, each one as merry as if he
had faced down his own death and laughed to escape it. She could not stop, especially when Lord
Hugh came into view, carrying the burning lamp. He paused to study the bones
with more interest than he studied her, a touch of that ice-blue gaze. The kiss
of a winter blizzard would have been more welcome. He was a monster, no different than the
monsters that stalked him. Hate flowered, but she lowered her eyes so as not to
betray herself. "A cup of ale in celebration, my lord?" asked scarred
John. She glanced up to see the soldier arrive with a cup in each hand. Hugh smiled. Strange to think how
beautiful he was. Impossible not to be swayed by beauty, by light, by an
arrogance that, softened, seems like benevolence. All of it illusion. So might the Enemy smile, seeing a soul
ripe for the Abyss. So might the Enemy soothe with soft words
and a kindly manner: Come this way. Just a little farther. They drank. "Here, now," said scarred John,
sounding surprised. "The girl survived! Yet see—is that the horse?"
He made a retching sound. He shook with that rush which comes after the worst
is over. "That would have been us! Sucked clean of flesh!" He
clutched his stomach, looking queasy. "So would we all have been," agreed
Hugh. "The Holy Mother Antonia controls many wicked creatures. She is a
servant of the Enemy. Now you see why we must oppose her and Queen Adelheid,
whom she holds on a tight leash." The others gathered where Anna lay,
humiliated. She did not know what to do except let them stare at her and pick
through the bones
around her as though she were deaf and mute. At last, she crawled sideways to
get away from them. None stopped her or offered her a hand up. Her leggings
were soaked through, and a couple of the men waved hands before noses and
commented on the stink. "Is it safe now?" they asked
Hugh, kicking the remains of the horse. "Can we sleep?" "It is safe. Before we left, I
instructed Brother Petrus to scatter skulls and bones in the woodland a day's
ride south of Novomo. After some fruitless searching, a loyal soldier will by
seeming happenstance lead the searchers to these bones, and Mother Antonia will
believe we are all dead, killed by those black demons, her galla." They all stared at him. He nodded to acknowledge their amazement.
"I knew the plan would work because Antonia remains ignorant of the extent
of my knowledge. I know a shield—this spell I called—that would hide us from
the sight of the galla. I had in my possession griffin feathers to send them
back to their foul pit." "How did you come by such things, my
lord?" asked scarred John, always curious. "It was said of the
Wendish prince, the one who killed Emperor Henry, it was said he led a pair of
griffins around like horses hitched to a wagon. But I never believed it." Captain Frigo stood with Princess Blessing
draped over his shoulders like a lumpy sack of wheat, but she was breathing.
"Hush! It is not our part to question Lord Hugh." Hugh's smile was the most beautiful thing
on Earth, no doubt. If only he had been flensed instead of the poor horse. "Questions betray a thoughtful mind,
Captain. Do not scold him." He nodded toward John, who beamed in the light
offered by the lamp's flame, content in his master's praise. Above, no stars
shone. In the gray darkness, men settled restlessly into camp, still unnerved
by their brush with death and sorcery. "I was brought up in the manner of
clerics, John, to love God and to read those things written down by the holy
church folk who have come before us. I had a book ... I have it still, since I
copied it out both on paper and in my mind. In it are told many secrets. As for
the griffin feathers. Well." Anna clamped her mouth shut over the words
she wanted to speak. Prince Sanglant had captured griffins. Had Lord Hugh done
so as well? Had he, like Bulkezu, stalked and killed one of the beasts? He twitched his head sideways, as at an
amusing thought known only to himself. "Does it not say in the Holy
Verses: 'He who lays in stores in the summer is a capable son?' I took what I found
when the harvest was upon me." 'And in the morning, my lord?" asked
scarred John. 'At dawn," he said, "we ride
east." At midday the wind that had been dogging
them all day died. Dust kicked up by the horses spattered right back down to
the earth. No trees stood, although here and there hardy bushes sprouted pale
shoots. The rolling countryside looked as dead as if a giant's flaming hand had
swept across it, knocking down all things and scorching the hills. Blessing rode in silence behind Frigo. She
had not spoken since he had knocked her unconscious, only stared stubbornly at
the land ahead. Because Anna was watching her anxiously, fearful that she'd
sustained some damage in her mind, she saw the girl's aspect change. Her
expression altered. Her body tensed. She saw something that shocked her. "God save us," said Frigo as the
slope of the land fell away before them to expose a new landscape. Now Anna saw it, too. East, the country broke suddenly from
normal ground into a ragged, rocky plain whose brownish-red surfaces bled an
ominous color into the milky sky. Nothing grew there at all. It was a wasteland
of rock. "That's not proper land,"
muttered scarred John. "That's demon work, that is." "I've never heard of such a
thing," said Theodore, "never in all the stories of the eastern
frontier, and I've been a soldier for fifteen years and fought in Dalmiaka with
the Emperor Henry and the good queen." He glanced at Hugh. "As she
was then." Hugh had not heard him. He, too, stared at
this wilderness with the barest of smiles. "This is the power that killed
Anne," he said. "What is it, my lord?" asked the
captain. "Is it the Enemy's work?" " 'There will come to you a great
calamity. The rivers will run uphill and the wind will become as a whirlpool.
The mountains will become the sea and the sea become mountains. The sun shall
be turned to darkness and the moon to blood.' " Every man there looked up at the cloudy
heavens as if seeking the hidden sun. " All that is lost will be reborn on
this Earth,' " he added. They stared, hesitant to go forward. Theodore broke their silence. "What's
that, my lord?" he said, pointing east into the wasteland of rock. "I
thought I saw an animal moving out there." Hugh shook his head. "How can any
creature traverse that? We'll have to move down toward the sea." Although they did this, and although it
was just possible to keep moving east by sticking to the strand, they rode
anyway always with one eye twisted toward desolation. It was so cheerless and
barren and frightening that Anna wept. 3 HE came with his entourage of treacherous
Arethousans from whose lips fell lies, false jewels each one, because their
ears had heard nothing but the teachings of the Patriarch, the apostate whose
stubborn greed broke apart the True Church. Adelheid's soldiers waited in ranks beside
the gate and along the avenues. Servants swarmed like galla, each dressed in
what best clothing they could muster. All must appear formidable, the court of
queen and empress. The court of the skopos, the only true intermediary between
God and humankind. Adelheid did not rise to greet him as his
retinue reached the court before the audience hall. She sent Lady Lavinia
outside to escort him in, while Captain Falco hurried inside to report. "This must be, indeed, the fabled
one-eyed general, Lord Alexandras." "The one we heard tales of when we
marched in Dalmiaka?" "The same, so it appears. It's said
he became a lord by winning many victories for the emperor, who rewarded him
with a noble wife and a fine title. He rides a handsome chestnut gelding and
has a string of equally fine mounts, all chestnut. That suggests a man with
vanity in his disposition." "Well observed, Captain." Adelheid wore a fine coronet of gold, but
it looked a paltry thing to Antonia's eyes compared to the imperial crown she
should have been
wearing. Still, Adelheid herself, robed in ermine, with face shining, looked
impressive enough to stop any man in his tracks and distract him from such
tedious details as the richness of her ornaments. The queen's gaze sharpened as movement
darkened the opened double doors that led onto the colonnade fronting the hall.
Antonia was seated to her right but at an equal height on the dais. From the
doors, they would be seen side by side, neither given pride of place: the
secular hand in hand with the sacred, as God had ordered the world below. General Lord Alexandras entered with a
brace of men to either side. Three carried decorated boxes in their hands and
the fourth an object long and round and wrapped in cloth. All were dressed in
red tabards belted over armor, except for the general himself. He wore a gold
silk robe belted up and cut away for riding but still marked at the neck and
under the arms and around the hips with the discolorations of the armor he'd
been wearing over it. He had just come from the saddle, had only taken time to
haul off his armor, but Adelheid had wished for this advantage: that he not be
allowed any time to prepare himself but would be thrown headlong in all his
travel dirt fresh into the melee. The empress did not rise. Naturally,
neither did Antonia. He paused to survey the hall and the folk
crowded there. That half were servants and commoners he would not know just
from looking; all were handsomely dressed, and the lords and ladies who
attended stood at the front of the assembly. He had, indeed, but one eye, that
one a startling blue. The other was covered with a black patch. He was swarthy,
in the manner of Arethousans, not particularly tall but powerfully built
through the shoulders and chest, a man confident of his prowess in battle. "Now we will discover," murmured
Adelheid, "whether his wits are as well honed as his sword is said to
be." She raised a hand. He strode forward, his
men coming up behind. He alone was armed, with a sword sheathed in a plain
leather scabbard. Of the rest of his men, none entered the hall. He stopped before the dais, snapped his
fingers, and mounted the steps as the attendant carrying the long object
unfolded the cloth and opened it into a sturdy stool. As the general reached
the second step, the man quickly placed the stool to the left of Adelheid's
throne and scurried back to kneel with the others. General Lord Alexandras sat down. Such audacity! Antonia found herself
speechless. Indignant! In the hall, folk caught their breath.
Every gaze turned to the young empress. Adelheid lifted one brow and measured him,
and waited. He snapped his fingers again. One by one
the other men came forward, set their boxes at her feet, and opened them by
means of cunning mechanisms fitted into the inlay decorating their exteriors. From the first emerged a songbird, painted
bright gold. It sang a pretty tune and turned back and forth, bobbing up and
down as though alive. Adelheid forget herself so much that she clapped her
hands in delight. The second box revealed a rope of pearls
of indescribable beauty. Each one was beyond price, and yet here were strung a
thousand together. Light melted in their curves. Adelheid lifted up the rope,
not without some effort, and let them slide across her lap. General Lord Alexandras lifted two
fingers, and the third man opened a jeweled box and displayed its contents to
Antonia. On a bed of finest gray silk lay the
complete bones of a hand, fastened with gold wire. 'A song, to entertain," he said in
Dariyan, indicating the cunning songbird with a gesture of his hand. His accent
was coarse, but Antonia expected no fine words out of a lying Arethousan.
"Pearls, of beauty and richness. For the Holy Mother of your people,"
he finished, pointing at the skeletal hand, "a precious relic." 'A relic?" Antonia examined the
bones. They had no shine to them, nothing to indicate their special holiness.
"Any man may sell a finger bone and say it is the relic of a holy
saint." He shrugged, and it angered Antonia to see
that her comment amused him. "So I am thinking. Perhaps it is only the
bone of a cow herder. But it come from the most holy sanctuary of the Patriarch
of the True Church. This is the hand of the St. Johanna the Messenger, a holy
discipla of the blessed Daisan. Still, if you think it a fake, I will take it
away." Adelheid's eyes widened. She still held
the pearls, but her gaze fixed on the hand. 'A precious relic, indeed!"
she breathed. "How came you to have it, General? Why bring it to us?" He gestured. His four attendants touched
their heads to the floor in the servile eastern style, backed away, and knelt
at the foot of the dais. "Your Majesty," he said.
"Holy Mother. I have no fine words. I am only a soldier. I speak with
plain words, if you please." Antonia began to reply, knowing him
impertinent and proud, but Adelheid forestalled her. The young empress was of
that type of woman who is susceptible to the appearance of physical strength in
a man, thinking that strong arms are preferable to strong faith and a righteous
heart. "Go on, General. I am
listening." When he met Antonia's gaze, it was clear
he knew she did not approve of him. He judged her, as a man sizes up his
opponent before opening battle, and made his attack. "I ride a long road to come to Aosta.
Many bad things I see. There is wasteland, a land of smoking rock. There is
drought, dry land, sickness. There is empty land, all the people run away.
There is starving. Above, we see no birds but one time a great beast which has
brightness like gold. We are attacked three times by beasts, these who have the
form of men but the faces of animals. They are wearing armor which I see in the
ancient paintings in the halls of Arethousa. The Cursed Ones are returned to
Earth. Now they stalk us." "These are evil tidings," agreed
Adelheid. "Yet much of this we know ourselves, here in Aosta." "This we suffer together." He
nodded. "What do you want?" demanded
Antonia. "You are a heretic, apostate, an Arethousan who lies as easily as
breathes and who, like the fox, will steal eggs from a mother's nest to feed
your own kits." Adelheid's hands clenched on the pearls as
she rounded on Antonia. "I pray you! Holy Mother, let him speak. I sent
envoys to inquire about an alliance. I did not expect the lord general himself
to answer my call." "What lordship has he?" Antonia
inquired sweetly. "Your proud lineage is known to all, Your Majesty. I am
a daughter of the royal house of Karrone. What is he?" He flexed his arms a little. By the breadth
and thickness of his hands, one could read his lineage: a man of the sword,
grown with the sword, risen by the sword, a general who had fought his entire
life. "I married a noble wife," he said. "Born into the house of
Theophanes Dasenia. She is cousin of the last emperor. Also, she is cousin two
times removed to the Princess Sophia who marries your King Henry in early days.
A clever, industrious woman, proud, a giver of alms. Noble in all ways." His breath caught. The assembly was quiet,
hearing in his voice a grief that made Antonia, for a moment, feel an
inconvenient thread of sympathy wrap her heart. Quickly severed. "Dead, now." He was pale.
Adelheid, too, had lost her color, and yet in all ways her looks had changed
utterly since the general had entered the hall. His interest made her seem
younger. He looked at the empress, but what he saw
Antonia could not read in his expression. "Arethousa is fallen, Your
Majesty. The city is destroyed. Its people are exiles, those who live. Many
more are dead. Even the great church is ruins." Adelheid nodded, as if this did not
surprise her. Why should it? She had seen Darre. "What of the young emperor, General
Lord Alexandras?" Antonia asked. "Does Lord Niko live?" He nodded, but his gaze remained fixed on
the queen as on the spear of his enemy, which might pierce him at any unguarded
moment. "The emperor lives under the skirt of his aunt, Lady Eudokia. She
and I were allies once." "Once?" Adelheid asked quickly.
"No longer?" He smiled, as if Adelheid's question were
suggestive of brilliance. How easily men of a certain age were dazzled by
young, pretty women. Henry had fallen in just such a manner, it was said. "This is what I say," he
continued. "Lady Eudokia prefers blindness. She walks in the ruins and
calls them a palace. I cannot be blind to what I see." "What do you want, General?" Antonia
asked, seeing it was wise to intercede before the conversation ran out of her
control. "I believe that the Empress Queen Adelheid has made a rash
suggestion that her daughter might marry the boy who is now Emperor of
Arethousa. Is that what you have come to speak of? If so, let us move directly
to the point. Speak bluntly as you soldiers phrase it!" That one good eye fixed on her briefly and
disconcertingly, and he marked her and acknowledged her, but he shifted his
attention back to Adelheid. They always did! Men were fools, not to
see where the true power lay. They were unbelievers, not placing their trust in
God's servants first. Not reaching for faith before earthly lusts. Always
humankind failed, and it irritated her so much! "This I hear also on my
journey," he said. "Darre, this great city, also lies in ruins.
Poison smoke kills the people who live there. Every person must flee.
The city is dead." Adelheid did not move, not to nod, not to
shake her head. She had grown tense. The pearls pooled in her lap, but she was
no longer touching
them but rather the arms of her throne as she glared at him. "What do you want, General? Have you
come to mock me?" "I want to live." He patted his
chest. "I—and you, Your Majesty—stand atop these ruins. Two great cities.
Two noble and ancient empires. All ruins." She nodded but did not trust herself to
speak. Tears filled the queen's eyes. She had seen so much and lost so much,
and his words affected her deeply. All there, in that assembly, strained to
listen. He had that capacity, as did Adelheid: that he could draw to him those
willing to follow. Like the pearls, he had luster, difficult to see when one
first looked at his stocky body, bushy black beard, and terribly scarred face. "Ruins, yours and mine. To the north,
these Ungrians and Wendish, perhaps not so badly harmed. To the east, the
heathen Jinna and their fire god. These also, perhaps, have not suffered so
badly as we do, but it is hard to say. Last, heed me. Listen well. To the
south, the Cursed Ones return. There is land where once there is sea. Already
they raid into the north. When they gather an army and move in force . . . we
will be helpless." So silent was it in the hall that Antonia
heard horses stamping outside. So silent was it that when someone coughed, half
a dozen courtiers started as at a thunderclap. It was almost dark now
and in this silence a score of servants began lighting lamps. "This I know," said Adelheid at
last. "There is long enmity between your people and mine, General. There
is the matter of church doctrine, not easily put aside. But these are things,
now, that matter less than the evils that besiege us. This is why I sent my
envoys to ask for an alliance." He nodded again, as if to seal a
bargain. "For myself, I admit I care little what the priests and deacons
sing. I care little whether the blessed Daisan is a man such as myself or mixed
with the substance of God." Before Antonia could speak, Adelheid
reached to fasten a hand over the skopos' wrist. Such a tiny, petite hand, to
have such an iron grasp. Antonia did not like this man, but she knew that to
object now would destroy her tenuous alliance with Adelheid. How bitter it was
to rely on earthly power! If only God had given her the means to smite her
enemies more comprehensively than with individual galla, she would take to the
task with a vengeance. The general nodded as if to show he understood
Antonia's disgust. He indicated her with an open palm, showing respect in a way
that won her grudging admiration. "Here are those who will fight for God.
Let them battle where they can do good. As for me, I will use my sword where I
can and my wits where I must. Are you agreed to the marriage?" It was a swift thrust, but it did not take
Adelheid by surprise. "My daughter Mathilda, to be betrothed to the young
Emperor Niko. Yes. She is young yet, not more than five, but she will
grow." His good eye narrowed. Where the scar
damaged his face, he had no expression. It appeared that the muscles were
somehow paralyzed. "Your daughter is of no use to me. She is a child. You
are a woman." That fast, everything changed. Just as a
wind will overset the careful preparations of a farmer who has not yet bundled
his hay, so the plans agreed between Antonia and Adelheid flew away to nothing. The empress laughed. Her nearest
courtiers, seeing and hearing the words not spoken, set hands to faces, or hid
their eyes, or chortled, or exclaimed, each according to their nature. Antonia fumed. She must remain silent or
lose all. She saw her own power eroding so quickly that she knew she must cling
to the shoreline before the entire sandy cliff collapsed beneath her. It was no
good to protest that the queen must not trust Arethousans or that her beloved
Aostans would never trust her again should she marry one, because she had
already considered and approved the idea of marrying her young daughter to one
of them. To a foreigner! A heretic! Here he sat as if he already ruled by
Adelheid's side. "Betroth your daughter to the young
emperor if need be," he went on. "This is also good. But the power of
yours and of mine— the power to keep our empires alive—must be joined.
Otherwise we will die and our empires will die. Do you want this, Your
Majesty?" Antonia seethed with a rage she could
never express. "No," said the empress. "I
do not want my empire to die. Yet if I make an Arethousan king beside me, my
people may turn their backs on me." " 'King' is only a title. I will be
your consort, a simple lord. Call me what you will. What you must. But only you
and only I, joined together, can save our empires." She took hold of his callused hand, hers
so slight and his so large but surprisingly gentle as he touched her small fingers and
smiled. By this simple means, they were betrothed in the sight of humankind. But not of God. He rose, and Adelheid rose with him. None
spoke. The court was too stunned to speak, seeing what no one had ever
expected: the empress of Aosta binding herself to a crafty Arethousan who by
guile and wit and no doubt worse means had raised himself to become general and
lord among that heretical people. "Holy Mother," he said, "I
pray you, we throw ourselves on your mercy. Without your blessing, we are done.
Without your blessing, the empires will fall, these two, who hold the ancient
and true ways up as a light for all humankind." She was silent and stubborn. She could
wait him out. He had not done yet. "Yours is the most power of all, Holy
Mother. Yours, the right to strike first." Still raging, while displaying a calm
face, she succumbed to curiosity. "What do you mean?" "We are vulnerable to those who live
in the north, if they choose to invade us while we are weak. You can weaken
them. You alone have that power." A clever man, but naturally, he must be,
because all Arethousans were clever, lying, unscrupulous creatures who drank
bathwater and ate too much garlic and onions and dressed improperly, men like
women and women like men, and pretended a false humility that was in truth
nothing but pride. Yet she could not help herself. He had piqued her interest. "What do you mean?" "You are the Holy Mother. She
commands the obedience of all children of God. Is that not so?" "That is so. I am delighted that you,
a heretic, can recognize my authority." He nodded, not quite bowing his
head. He was a dangerous man as he had himself confessed. He did not truly
believe; to him, the church was merely a tool. A weapon. "Those who are disobedient, what
comes of them?" "They are censured. They must do
penance." 'And after this? If they still disobey? I
think you have the power to place them under a ban." 'Ah!" breathed Adelheid, cheeks
flushed and eyes bright as she understood him. As Antonia did. "I could place them
under anathema, if they deserved such an excommunication, but how does this
help Aosta? How does this help Arethousa? How does it help the holy church,
which must be my sole concern?" Because he was a dangerous man, he smiled.
He shrugged. "One time, when I am young, I stand on duty at night. I hear
a noise in the bush. It might be anything, but I thrust with my spear. I stab a
man in the leg. So we discover this one I catch is a spy. He tells us where the
enemy camps and what they intend. So we take the enemy by surprise. This is my
first victory. It comes sometimes that a man must thrust his spear into the
dark where there may be nothing but a rat. In this way, we strike even if we do
not know what we will hit. It is better than nothing. It is better to do
something than to stand and wait." "I am tired of being helpless,"
said Adelheid. "I am tired of standing and waiting while others take
action." "You believe I should place all of
Wendar and Varre under anathema. If I do so, none may be blessed at birth or
marriage. None may receive last rites. The deacons may not lead mass, and the
biscops may not ordain deacons. This is a terrible thing, General." "They have acclaimed as regnant a man
who killed his own father," said Adelheid. "Is that not a terrible
thing? Does it not go against God's own Word? If we on Earth do not love,
respect, and obey our own mother and father, how can we then love, respect, and
obey the Mother and Father of Life?" "I see," murmured Antonia, and
she did see. "There is merit in this plan. If they send word that a more
worthy contender has been raised to the throne, then I will consider lifting
the ban. If they persist in giving their loyalty to a half-breed bastard who
murdered his own father, then I cannot." "You see," added Adelheid
triumphantly. "There might be more than one reason why Lord Hugh murdered
Lady Elene. She is Conrad's daughter. She had a claim to the throne, just as
her father does. One that would have superseded any claim Lord Hugh might have
hoped to put forward for Princess Blessing." Alexandras listened but said nothing. "Let us go one step farther,"
Antonia added. 'All except the Duchy of Wayland will fall under the ban. Conrad
may be persuaded to ally with us. He is ambitious. He has other children." "Sons?" asked Adelheid, then
caught herself and glanced at the general. How fickle she was! She had pledged
Mathilda on the one hand yet was already plotting a new alliance on the other. The general seemed not to hear, or to
understand, or else he chose to ignore the question. Antonia could not. Did Conrad have sons?
Might young Mathilda marry into the Wendish royal house, or were she and Conrad's
children too closely related? There was also Berthold, Villam's child, who
might yet serve them. Indeed, now that she thought on it, he and Wolfhere were
exactly the right people to serve her in this. Hugh of Austra was a fool, and a dead
fool, just as he deserved, his bones tumbled in the woodland. Never kill the
children of noble houses. They were always more use alive than dead. "So be it," she said, raising
her staff so that the assembly would listen and would hear. There is more than
one way to fight a war. There is more than one way to win a battle. 4 TO haul stone you must walk to the quarry,
hoping it is close by, and load what weight you can carry into a sling woven of
tough fiber, whose burden rests on the band that crosses your forehead. Men
wearing nothing except a kirtle that barely covers their loins work at the rock
face with pickaxes, wedges, and sledgehammers. The air is heavy with the dust
of stone. Everyone is sweating even though the sun remains hidden behind a high
veil of clouds. Secha paused to take a sip of cleansing
water and then stacked three stones in her sling, hoisted it, balanced it
across her forehead and back, and trudged away on the path that snaked down a
hillside to the White Road. Here, she turned west along the broad path,
returning to the watchtower. She had one baby caught close to her chest; the
other was with Rain, who had set up a temporary workshop with the building crew
who were shaping stone for the repair and reconstruction of this watchtower. All along the White Road, folk were
building and repairing the fallen watchtowers. She had been at this work for five days
now. It gave her something to do as she adjusted to her new life. She passed an older man who was returning
with an empty sling. He acknowledged her without quite looking her in the eye.
Like all of those who had walked in the shadows, he was eager to move on, to
stay away from her. They feared her, because she had worn the
feathered cloak. They feared standing close beside her, because she had won the
enmity of the blood knives. There came another thin, old man down the
path toward her, and she brightened, seeing him and the pair of young mask
warriors who walked a few steps behind him. "Here you are," said Eldest
Uncle as he turned and fell in beside her, matching her pace. He carried
nothing except a skin bloated with liquid. She greeted the young ones with a nod, and
they fell back to let their elders speak privately. "That's a new mantle," she
observed. "A fine gift from my daughter, so I am meant to
understand." He folded back the corners of his hip-length mantle so she
could admire the short kirtle tied around his hips. "New cloth, and new sandals, as
well." "I am well taken care of," he
said with a chuckle. "It's like feeding a dog so it doesn't bark
untimely." She laughed. The baby stirred, and she halted
to let him lift the infant out of the sling and fix it to his own scrawny hip.
The baby was awake, eager to look at faces and trees, although the wasteland to
the north was too jumbled a sight to interest her infant gaze. They set out again, settling into a
swinging pace. After a time, she said, "You have
news." "So I do." They walked a while, passing another two
returning with empty slings, who greeted Eldest Uncle with open smiles and
Secha with guarded ones. "They fear me," she said. "It was the custom in the days before
that she who challenged for the feathered cloak, and lost, gave herself as an
offering to the gods." "What of she who was challenged, and
lost?" He shrugged. "Challenges were rare.
Usually a vote was called only when the Feather Cloak passed into death and a
new one must be
chosen. Then a pair of candidates would be picked by the warriors and the blood
knives, and set before the baskets. Even so, the outcome was usually determined
in advance." She snorted. "Then little has
changed." "You did not fight hard enough,
Secha," chided Eldest Uncle. "Where is that look you used as a child
when my daughter bullied the other children? You were younger than her, but
wiser in your mind!" "I am not the right leader, Uncle.
Not for this day. Not for this war. It is better that I stepped aside in favor
of others." He frowned. "Even if they are
wrong?" 'Are they wrong? I do not know." 'Ah!" Such a sound a man might make
when he is told that his beloved has left him. "She has persuaded even you
with her arguments." "No, but I am not persuaded by my
own. I am a good magistrate, Uncle. I can judge disputes and oversee labor and
distribution. I can see who lies to me and who tells the truth, who seeks
selfish favor and who wants to do what they think best for their clan. In
exile, I could raise my hands and know that my decisions allowed every person
in the tribes a chance to live that could not be stolen from them by another's
greed or anger. That does not make me the right person to stand at the head of
an army. That does not make me the right person to raise my hands to the gods
now that we have returned home." He grunted. The baby babbled and tried to
touch his chin, which distracted him for a bit. She saved her breath for walking, although
she had become accustomed to the balance and strain of the load. After a while, he said, "Feather
Cloak wishes me to attend her on a matter of grave importance. I ask you to
come with me." A pair of mask warriors came striding
along toward them, on patrol. "Uncle!" Almost in unison, the
young men touched the tips of their left fingers to their right shoulders. 'Any
help you need, Uncle? Aunt?" "We are well," said Eldest
Uncle, and the men touched their shoulders again and continued past at a brisk
pace, trading jocular salutes with the warriors who attended Eldest Uncle. "I feel that I am torn in half,"
said Eldest Uncle, glancing after them. "So it was in my youth that we
greeted elders in such a manner. How came it that such simple signs of respect
failed us in exile?" "So many died," she said,
"although I do not remember those days myself when corpses filled the
streets. Many things were lost that were once treasured." The baby fussed a little, and Eldest Uncle
bounced her on his hip in time to his stride, to soothe her. "We should
not have let it happen." "It is past now. We must let go of
what we were in exile, and face what we will become." His eyes were crinkled with a kind of
amusement, but his lips had a set, conservative mood to them. "I
fear." "What do you fear?" "I fear that you are right. Secha,
will you come with me? I rely on your strong eyes to see what I might
miss." "I'll come." She laughed.
"Only I will need attendants to bring along the babies." "You don't ask what matter calls
us." "That you ask is reason enough." The watchtower and its scaffolding came
into view atop the steep slope. Here, for many months, Eldest Uncle had made
his home. During their exile, he had spent more of his time in a clearing
nearby, where the burning stone that marked a gateway between the aether and
the world they had lost burned into existence at intervals. What he was waiting
for she could never quite fathom. Maybe he had just been waiting to go home. 'Anyway," she added, "I find I
am already tired of hauling rock. I am ready to see what comes next." 5 FOR many days they were forced to camp at
the edge of a wasteland still steaming from vents and pits, a desolation so
complete that no life grew there, not even the tiniest spear of grass or fleck
of mottled lichen. Farther away to the southwest the sea sighed and sobbed on
an unseen shore, heard mostly at night when the sound of the wind died away. In
this direction lay open ground patched with grass and low-lying shrubs that had miraculously
escaped the burning. Here, within a ring of head-sized stones
rolled and levered into place by their captors, they were allowed to set up
their tents. Water arrived during the night, carried in leather buckets by
unseen hands. Lord Hugh rationed their stores carefully, but already they had
been forced to slaughter two of the horses and soon—in another ten or so days—they
would run out of grain. Along the southeast boundary of the
campsite, a chalky road ran more-or-less west to east. South of the road lay
land that appeared magnificently lush to Anna's eyes, although compared to the
fields and woodland around Gent it looked dusty and parched, with dry pine,
prickly juniper shrubs, and waxy myrtle, and the ubiquitous layer of pale
grasses. It wasn't lush at all; it only seemed so because they had ridden
through a wilderness of rock for so many days that any land untouched by
destruction seemed beautiful in comparison. Yet there were tiny yellow flowers
blooming on vines growing low to the ground. A spray of cornflowers brightened
an open meadow. She hadn't seen flowers for so long. It was hard to believe it
was spring. "If they haven't killed us yet,"
Hugh was saying to one of the men for the hundredth time, "it is because
they are waiting for someone." "It was well you knew the secret of
their parley language," said Captain Frigo, "and that talisman name.
Otherwise we'd all be dead." Hugh nodded thoughtfully. "Never
scorn any mine of information, Captain. What seems crude rock may turn out to
have gold hidden away in deeper veins. Who would have thought that unfortunate
frater would possess such an intimate knowledge of the very noblewoman we are
here to negotiate with?" Their captors remained hidden. Anna wasn't
sure they were even human. They emerged only at night to retrieve the empty
water buckets and return them full. They had animal faces, not human ones. But
Lord Hugh said those animal faces were actually masks and that behind the masks
the Lost Ones looked just like Prince Sanglant, with bronze-colored skin, dark
eyes, and proud faces. Maybe so. Princess Blessing sat in the middle of the
clearing with hands and feet bound. She stared into the foliage day and night,
when she wasn't
sleeping. She hadn't spoken a word for days, but now and again Anna caught her
muttering to herself the way clerics and deacons murmured verses as a way to
calm their minds. Late one afternoon, Anna sat beside her
and wiped her brow. Grit came off on her fingers. The breeze off the wasteland
carried dust, and it had filtered into every crevice of their baggage. No
matter how much she combed her hair, or Blessing's hair, the coarse dust never came
out. A twig snapped. "Hey!" Theodore, standing
sentry, raised his bow with an arrow set to the string. In the forest,
humanlike figures scattered into the trees. Anna scrambled to her feet, staring. This
was as close as she had seen any of the masked figures during the day, but
already they vanished into the landscape as would animals fleeing from the
noise and smell of humankind. "Hold!" said Hugh. "Be
calm, Theodore." In the distance, a cry like that of a horn
rose and stretched on, and on, before arcing into silence. Within the foliage,
green and gold spun into view before disappearing behind a denser copse of
pine. Anna placed herself between Blessing and the threat, but the girl pushed
at her knees. "I want to see!" she whispered. "Put your weapons down," said
Hugh to the soldiers. "They outnumber us. These rocks are too low to
create a defensive perimeter. Let us use our best and only shield." He crossed to Blessing, took her by the
arm, and invited her to stand with a gesture. She looked sideways up at him,
glanced back toward the company moving nearer through the forest, then got to
her feet with a remarkable show of cooperation. Anna did not trust the stubborn
set of the girl's mouth, but she merely took two steps sideways and kept her
own mouth shut, ready for anything, hands in fists. The foreigners appeared at the bend where
the chalk-white road curved away out of sight. The shadow of the trees lay
across the wide path. These formidable creatures were after all not cursed with
animal heads. A few wore painted masks: a fox-faced woman, a man with the
spotted face of a leopardlike cat, a green and scaly lizard. There were also a
half dozen who possessed no mask. One of them was a man so old and wizened that
he might have seen a hundred years pass. He wore only a short cape, a kirtle,
and sandals. A younger
woman, scarcely better clothed, stood beside him with a hand cupped
unobtrusively under his elbow. Other figures sheltered within the trees, half
concealed. Anna thought she heard a baby's belch, but if there was a baby, it
remained hidden. A man strode at the front rank whose
proud, arrogant features reminded Anna forcibly of Prince Sanglant, although he
had a cold gaze that made her nervous. He surveyed the humans in the same manner
that a handsome cat examines a nest of helpless baby mice it has just
uncovered. Yet even he could not match the woman who
led them. She was short, sturdy without being either fat or slender: sleek and
well fed, a leopard stalking in lush hunting grounds. Her hair was lighter than
that of her kinfolk although her complexion was the same: bronzed, almost
gleaming. She wore a startling cloak sewn entirely of brilliant feathers. A
pair of young people behind her carried a huge golden wheel trimmed with bright
green feathers. It was this wheel Anna had seen whirling and flashing in the
trees. The richness of its gold stunned Anna. Indeed, every one of the folk
facing them wore gold necklaces and gold-beaded armbands and wristlets and
anklets and thin gold plates shaped to cover the breastbone, as rich as noble
princes arrayed for a court feast. Yet their dress was that of barbarians,
plain linen kirtles cut above the knee, feathered and beaded guards on arms and
legs. Some of the men, like the old one, wore little more than a white
breechclout, the kind such as farmers and fishermen donned in the heat of the
summer while out working in marshland and mud. All wore short capes. There was silence as the foreigners came
to a halt on the other side of the rock corral and the two groups examined each
other. Hugh moved first, tugging Blessing forward. "I seek the one known as
Uapeani-kazonkansi-a-lari. This is her granddaughter." The fox-masked woman barked words Anna
could not understand. Half the company laughed. The old man frowned. The woman
in the feathered cloak raised a hand to silence them, but she appeared neither
pleased nor offended. Still, no one replied, so Hugh went on. "This is the child of Prince
Sanglant, your kinsman. I am called Hugh, born of Austra, named lord and
presbyter by the right of my noble lineage and God's blessing. I claim right of
speech with your leader." "I speak," said the one wearing
the feathered cloak. She spoke in comprehensible Wendish, tinged with a Salian flavor.
"Few among humankind know the name of Uapeani-kazonkansi-a-lari. So I told
the scouts, who came to me and reported that a group of warriors led by a man
with hair the color of sun had come to our border and asked to speak to the
woman who chose that name. The priests wish to see you all brought at once for
sacrifice. But I said differently. I told them, better to hear what the one
with hair the color of sun has to say and kill him after, than to kill him
first and never hear his words." "Indeed," agreed Hugh affably.
"It is foolish to throw away perfectly good knowledge out of spite." She flicked her palm in a dismissive
gesture. "Say what you have come to say." "I speak to the mother of Prince
Sanglant." It wasn't a question. Now Anna saw the resemblance not so much
in features as in the way a smile creased that woman's face. The prince's smile
bore more honest amusement—her smile was cold—but nevertheless the expression
was the same. Hugh nodded, as if in acknowledgment of
that smile. "I am come here to offer you an alliance,
Uapeani-kazonkansi-a-lari." That startled them! They broke out talking between themselves,
commenting and arguing, but when she raised the back of her hand to them they
quieted. "How do you know that name?" she
asked, her tone more like a threat than curiosity. "Did my son tell
you?" "No. A man became known to me who had
knowledge of you, whom he called Kansi-a-lari. He was called Zacharias." This smile was softer and more genuine.
"The-One-Who-Is-More-Clever-Than-He-Looks. Still, your pronunciation is
almost as good as his. Where is he now?" "He is dead, caught within the spell
on the night the Crown of Stars crowned the heavens. On the night your people
and this land returned to Earth." "Perhaps not as clever as I thought,
then," she remarked in a careless way. Dead! This was the first news Anna had
heard of Brother Zacharias since he had fled the prince's retinue at Sordaia.
So he was a traitor! He had fled directly to Lord Hugh. Her heart burned
with anger, and she was glad—glad—that he was dead. He deserved it for
betraying them! "Clever enough," said Hugh with
a wry smile. "Why will you, our enemy, offer us an
alliance?" "In what way am I your enemy?"
he asked amiably. "The war you speak of took place so long ago it has
passed out of human memory. I know nothing of the exiles. I am not at war with
you. Nor are any of my people." She shook her head. "My uncle says
that your people invaded the woodlands where his people bided for long
years." "How can that be? No Ashioi survived
on Earth." "They survived in the shadows." "In the shadows?" He considered,
eyes almost closing as if he was thinking hard. With a slight nod, he went on.
"If the memory is still fresh in your eyes, let me say that nevertheless I
offer you an alliance." "What have you to offer us?" Hugh still held onto Blessing, who had not
moved. Strangely the woman who was Sanglant's mother had glanced at the child
only once and by no other sign showed any interest in her. Not the rest,
though. Anna was accustomed to observing without being herself observed,
because she was not important enough that noble folk took notice of her. Both
the handsome man and the old man studied Blessing with alert interest. The
woman standing at the side of the old man studied each person in Hugh's party.
Indeed, that woman caught Anna's gaze and, for a moment, examined her so
closely that Anna felt a fluttering sense of dread in her own stomach. She had
a sudden horrible feeling that if their shadows grew long enough to touch those
of the human party, they would gobble them up and swallow them alive. She
clutched her hands together to stop herself from trembling. "I can offer a weapon to you, if you
are still bent on war." She laughed. "Your words make no
sense, Golden One. First you say there cannot be war between your kind and mine
because too many generations have passed. Then you say that you will offer us a
sword with which to gain an advantage over our enemies. Which is it?" "You came to Henry's court in later
days, only a few years ago, and warned him of a great cataclysm. Is it not true
that you offered him at that time an alliance, while he stood in a position of
strength?" "Now he is dead," she observed.
"You know a great deal, Pale Sun. I like you." Blessing grunted. The sound was so quiet
that it went unremarked by everyone except Anna. "It's true I made that offer to
Henry," she continued. "Because that was the will of the council. But
those who wished for an alliance no longer lead the people." "Who leads?" "I lead. I am Feather Cloak." "Is this the same position your son
claims among the Wendish? He calls himself king." "Does he?" she asked, but it was
obvious by her expression that she already knew. "Something like, in your
eyes, I suppose. What is your offer? What sword do you bring to us?" He shrugged, a movement that might have
been designed to dislodge an annoying fly. "First of all, I have
information. The Aostans are weak and divided." "The Aostans?" "Those who live in the south. The
Arethousans, too, have suffered grievously and are weak." "The Arethousans?" "Let me proceed in a different
manner. I have with me a map, which I can read, that shows the lay of the
land." "Such a map would save us time
and trouble, it is true. If we meant to march to war. But it is a long
journey from these southern lands to those in the east, and the west, and the
north. There is a great deal of wasteland to cross. It is an even longer road
to Wendar." "So it is. There are shorter
paths." 'Ah." She smiled in the manner of a
warrior who has humbled his worst enemy. "You speak of the crowns. I know
the secret of the crowns." "So you do, according to Brother
Zacharias. Still, you were forced to walk across the breadth of the country
through many lands in both winter and summer. I need not do so. I can walk
where I will. I can cross between any crown and any other crown in the space of
no more than three days. I can cross great distances in a short time. Who else
has this power? Do you, Uapeani-kazonkansi-a-lari?" Anna thought her legs would collapse, but
she held steady. Disbelief choked her, and it was just as well, lest she cry
out. Traitor! Would you sell your own people to
the enemy? "This offer tempts," said the
woman coolly. Her tongue flicked between her lips, as though she began to lick
her lips for a taste of what she desired, but stopped herself. "So I ask
myself: what do you want? In the marketplace, no one trades without asking a
thing in return." He nodded, but he was tense now, eager,
held taut. He teased his lower lip with his teeth, caught himself doing so it
seemed, and licked his lips instead, in an echo of her, blinking quickly and
taking a deep breath. "I want only one thing. One thing, in
exchange." The faces of the Ashioi were masks, their
expression impenetrable, even those whose features were not concealed by the
painted snarls and open maws of animals. "I want the half daimone woman called
Liathano." Blessing twisted in his grip and bit him
on the hand. He shouted in pain, shook loose his hand,
and slapped her so hard backhanded that the blow sent her tumbling to the dirt. "Little beast!" She lay there, breathing hard. Anna
hesitated, hating herself for her fear, before sidling forward to kneel beside
her. The girl's hair concealed her face, but as Anna smoothed it back she saw
the mark of Hugh's ring, which had cut the skin, and the deep purple red welt
that would spread and hurt. Blessing grinned at her through tears of
pain. "I've been waiting to do that," she said triumphantly. All around them, the Ashioi laughed.
6 THE pale ones had little to recommend them
by the standards of civilized folk. They were not a beautiful race; they were
too hairy, too pallid, too big. Of course they smelled bad. Yet the wealth of
metal they bore was staggering. Each of the warriors carried a metal-pointed
spear and a strong metal sword. All were armed with such riches. They stank of
cold iron. Even the captive girl was shackled in iron chains as she stared
fixedly with her eagle's glare at Zuangua, as though she recognized him. She
lay with one hand propping herself up and the other gingerly exploring the
pattern of cut and bruise on her face. Her expression was a mirror of her
emotions, and it took no great cunning to see the thoughts filter by the way
she frowned, then smiled one-sidedly to spare the bruised cheek, then winced
and cocked a shoulder as though shutting off a nagging voice. Secha knew that to clad prisoners in iron
was to be wealthy beyond imagining. It would be difficult to defeat an enemy
whose soldiers fought with such weapons. The Ashioi possessed only stone and
bronze, but they had captured a few iron implements in recent months. They knew
what power iron held and how difficult it would be to learn to forge in the
manner known to humankind. There was a kind of magic to it. No one willingly gave up such secrets, not
unless they wanted something very badly in return. After the girl bit their leader and the
laughter died down, Feather Cloak turned to her people. "Enough!" she said. "We
will talk in council and decide what is best to do now that we understand the
bargain that has been offered to us." Folk scurried away to scrape out a fire
pit and rake dry grass back away from the rim, while additional mask warriors
took up guard stations around the rock corral that fenced in the prisoners. Fox Mask strutted up and down along the
fence, making jokes to her companions about the leader. "The color of root
paste, his skin! Might as well marry a mealworm! Hair as fine as spider's silk!
Imagine how nasty that must be to touch!" Secha could not laugh. Inside that fence,
the leader was giving his men directions. They secured their shelters, heated
porridge over a small campfire, fed and watered their horses, shared out food
and drink, and took themselves off to pits where excrement and piss were
immediately covered with a thin layer of dirt. Not entirely uncivilized, then.
The servant tidied the girl, blotted blood off her face, and made her
comfortable on blankets. As twilight drew over them, the warriors settled down
in a defensive ring that would allow some to rest while others kept watch. Fox Mask could say what she wanted, but
their leader carried himself as do men who are accustomed to admiration. He had
poise, a trait Secha respected. Despite knowing he faced an overwhelmingly
superior force that could kill him and his warriors easily, he showed no sign
of fear without, however, blustering in the manner of warriors such as Cat Mask
and Lizard Mask who relied on muscle more than brain to win their skirmishes. Behind her, flames crackled, eating
through the latticework of kindling sticks, and bigger branches were stacked on
the fire to let it blaze. Feather Cloak took her place within the aura of light
as the council gathered in a ring, facing the light. "Speak," said Feather Cloak.
"Let me hear your words." "Let us take them as an offering and
be done with it," said the blood knives. "No," said Feather Cloak.
"It is foolish to throw away such a powerful weapon." "How can this spell he speaks of be
used as a weapon?" asked the blood knives. "Why fight at all?" asked Eldest
Uncle. "If humankind is so weakened, it is best to parley. We can rebuild
if we are at peace. We cannot rebuild if we are at war." Zuangua smirked, regarding his twin. Old
rivalry existed between the siblings, twined together with long affection.
"You have forgotten, Brother, that most of our people are those who were
caught in shadow, betwixt and between. For us the war is yesterday, not three
or four generations ago. For us, there can be no peace!" "War is better." Fox Mask's
statement ran like an echo back through those assembled. Only in the trees
behind Secha was there silence, where waited her mate and her son and her
infant daughters. "War," said the others. "War!" they cried. She looked toward the fence, feeling that
they were being watched. Indeed, the man with sun hair had walked without fear
up to the rock wall. He stood there, listening and watching and able, most
likely, to understand the meat of the debate without understanding the skin
that was its surface of words. Secha admired him for his exotic beauty, but
also for a self-possession untroubled by any ripple of uncertainty. It meant a
lot to hold firm in the face of the unknown. For this reason, she knew she must speak,
as was her right. "Listen," she said. "I have
something to say. Why should we trust this golden one? He means to betray his
own kind. Why not betray us in turn? He is brave and bold, it is true. Is he
brave and bold enough to pretend to be our ally while leading us into
death?" "It's true that all he claims to want
is that woman," said Feather Cloak. She did not bother to hide her
disgust. "It doesn't seem like much." " 'That' woman is a great deal,"
said Eldest Uncle. "She will be hard to defeat, and difficult to capture
and hold." "But a fine armful to hold, so they
say!" said Zuangua with a laugh. Feather Cloak pulled a mighty grimace. Her
indignation made her young uncle laugh again. "Jealousy is a sharp spear,"
Zuangua retorted, and Secha supposed it was so. He was cleverer than he acted,
that one. "I am not jealous!" "You may not be, if you say so, but
the Pale Sun Dog is. He is jealous of your son for having what he wants for
himself." Feather Cloak seemed ready to burst with
anger, so Secha cut in. "What man can help himself when faced with a
creature born half of fire? Moths will die in flames. So might men, unable to
resist that brilliance." "That is true, at least," said
Feather Cloak, mollified, "for I traveled for a time with my son in human
lands. There was some head butting as men will do, over that woman. Yet even
so, as Secha says, why should we trust this Pale Dog? Even my own son has
turned against us and cast his loyalty in with his father's people." "Is it certain your son means to
fight us?" asked Secha. "When was this news known? The Bright One did
not harm us. She aided our cause." "If any can convince him, it would be
his wife," said Eldest Uncle, taking hold of Secha's line of argument.
"She is not against us. She is not our enemy." Feather Cloak shook her head decisively.
"She is too powerful and must be killed. That judgment was passed on her
in exile, was it not? By the one who wore the feathered cloak before me?" "Since your words are true, there is
no answer to them," said Eldest Uncle. "But we no longer live in
exile. Everything has changed. Our strategy must change as well." "She walked the spheres!" 'As did you, Daughter! Think of this: the
rope that bound us to the aether is severed. No one can ascend that ladder
again. She is not our enemy." "Who is blinded by brilliance
now?" demanded Feather Cloak. "I say, capture her, and give her to
the blood knives." The priests nodded eagerly. "Let us defeat all of humankind and
then I'll eat the Pale Sun Dog for supper," said Fox Mask with a
coarse laugh that made half of her companions chortle and slap the backs of their hands
together to show their appreciation for her wit. Secha did not find her amusing.
"Revenge, like jealousy, makes slaves of those who cling to it." Zuangua stepped forward to cut off the
eruption of commentary. "Then what do we bargain with, since she is the
only thing this Pale Dog wants?" "Is it worth bargaining at all?"
asked the blood knives. "How can this spell he speaks of be used as a
weapon?" The warriors laughed. They already knew. Zuangua shook his head, frowning at the
blood knives as if he could not understand their ignorance. "If it is true
that he knows how to move where he wills and when he wills, this is a sword as
powerful as the mystery of iron." Cat Mask stepped forward. "Strike
quickly and decisively! I said so all along!" "Strike in small groups!" said
Lizard Mask as he stepped up alongside his rival. "I said so all along! "My question is not answered,"
said Secha, watching the pale sun man watch his enemies and thereby learn. She
thought that he was probably learning far more about them than they had so far
learned about him. "How can we trust him? He might send our war bands to
the bottom of the sea or into the heart of a mountain to be entombed in
stone." "Is that possible?" asked
Zuangua, interested. "A good tactic!" "I don't think it is possible,"
said Feather Cloak. "The weaving links the crowns, nothing else." Secha went on stubbornly. "He might
weave us so we are lost in these days and months that pass within the crowns.
The tide of days could ebb and flow around our warriors and they would be lost,
just as we were lost in exile." "You can weave the crowns, Feather
Cloak," said Cat Mask to Feather Cloak. "Why do we need him?" Kansi shook her head. Each time, Secha saw
her speak in a different way as the angle of her head and the tilt of her neck
and the frown on her lips revealed a new emotion. "I could walk between
Earth and exile because I could call the burning stone, which was a gateway.
Yet I have not seen the burning stone since we returned to Earth. My father is
right. That ladder is broken, as far as I know. As for the other, I do not know
the secret of weaving between the crowns on Earth." "Let his skill be tested before we
make any bargain," said Zuangua. "I'll go, with the pick of my
warriors. You can keep the child and his other servants as hostage against our
safe return." Above, the thin veil of clouds that had
shielded the sky parted. Stars shone through in ragged patches. Wind chased
chaff into the flames, where it flashed and died. Eldest Uncle shut his eyes and bowed his
head. "It is risky," said Feather
Cloak. "Yes," agreed Zuangua, showing
his teeth. His warriors, led by Fox Mask, crowded up
behind him, all grinning with that same reckless smile. They were restless,
shoulders twitching, heels bouncing, elbows shifting as though they were about
to burst into a run. "We have waited long enough. We are
ready to go to war." 7 UNDER. guard, Lord Hugh's company marched
into the land of the Cursed Ones. Anna stuck close to Blessing in case Lord
Hugh meant to hit the child again. She stuck close because she feared the way
the girl stared admiringly, hungrily, at the Ashioi. "Do you hear what they're talking
about?" the girl asked her, but all that streamed from those foreign
mouths sounded to Anna no different than the chirping of birds and the howling
of dogs. Blessing understood it all. It seemed that her father's blood, or her
mother's sorcery, or the aetherical milk she had suckled as a child, or all of
these combined, had opened her ears to the Ashioi language. Anna envied her. The child had learned from her abduction.
She kept silent about her unexpected skill. She let no one except Anna know,
because she wasn't sure who was her friend and who her enemy. After several
days they were delivered to a prison. It had a high stone wall and raised
towers where guards stood watch. Through the gate lay a dusty courtyard and a
dozen shelters. They were only stone platforms raised above the level of the
earth. Posts set in the ground supported crude roofs. There were no walls. It
was an awful place. It made her want to cry, but she could not
cry, because she had to take care of Blessing. At the gate, Feather Cloak waited with her
entourage. Inside, lord Hugh called them together. "I must leave," he
said to them. Their expressions were anxious, but they listened obediently.
"I have sworn to these Ashioi that I will not teach them or aid them if
any of you are harmed. I stand by that. You will be protected." He smiled
gently. "Yet make yourselves useful. If you have marketable skills, let
yourselves be coaxed into sharing." 'Any chance we can share with the
women?" asked Theodore. "They sure look at us invitingly, if I must
say so." 'And them wearing almost nothing but the
skin they were born in," said Scarred John appreciatively. The others chuckled, and then looked
downcast. "Would it be going against God, my
lord?" asked Theodore. "They're heathens. It might be wrong." "Yes, they are heathens. Therefore we
are enjoined to bring them into the Circle of Unity. Do not fear to associate
with them. But only if they ask first, lest you unwittingly break their
laws." This command the soldiers liked well
enough, but Anna clutched Blessing's arm and wished only to be allowed to sit
down in the shade. The heat made her dizzy. Lord Hugh departed, but as the men spread
out to explore the courtyard, the handsome man appeared at the gate. Anna had
figured out that the man was Blessing's great-great-uncle. Like Prince
Sanglant, he was restless, even impatient. His gaze roved, and he spotted
Blessing. He called out, "Come!" Anna knew that word well enough!
"What does he want?" she asked Blessing. The girl considered her uncle with an
eagle's brooding gaze. She bit her lip. She grasped Anna's wrist and tugged her
closer to the gate. He scared Anna. He was fierce and he looked unkind, but
Blessing walked right up to him and spoke in the language of the Ashioi. He
laughed, and it was obvious even to Anna that these fluent words did not
surprise him; he had guessed all along. When he spoke, replying, Blessing gasped
out loud. She yelped with joy. She released Anna's arm and hopped in a circle. "He says he'll take me, he'll train
me in arms to be a mask warrior, like the others. Right now! So I can kill bad
people. He won't make me wait, not like my daddy did." "You can't go with them, Your
Highness!" "Why not? I can go! I hate it here.
He's given me a new name, and I like it better!" "What name?" she asked, as her
voice was throttled by fear. The uncle did not even look at her, because she
didn't matter to him. He only looked at Blessing, with a cruel smile. "He calls me 'Little Beast.' I like
that name!" She danced over to his side, and he was so delighted that he
tousled her dark hair as if with affection. "You're too young!" cried Anna. The girl took her uncle's hand and,
without a backward glance, walked through the gate. "Then let me come with you!" But Blessing was already gone, and the
masked warriors pushed Anna back into her prison and shut the gate. 8 WE have waited long enough," said the
blood knives. "We marched out here into the wilderness, Feather Cloak. We
are exposed, we might be attacked, we risked contagion through contact with the
corpses of the Pale Dogs. Now we have waited six nights and a day. Those who
crossed through the loom have not returned." Feather Cloak was drawing with a stick in
the dirt, as she had been for the last six days, trying to understand the
threads and angles by which the Pale Sun Dog had woven a gateway through the
standing stones. The blood knives drew off to one side and began muttering
together. Secha dropped into a crouch beside Feather
Cloak. "The sky counters are displeased with you, Feather Cloak." "What do you think?" The other
woman paused with the stick hovering above the earth. "Is the angle there
sharp enough?" Secha had already drawn the pattern; she
had seen its measure at once, watching the sorcerer draw the bright threads
down off the stars. It amused her that Feather Cloak struggled even though she
had proved herself strong in the deep magic known to those who walked the
spheres. Feather Cloak could reach into a thing and draw its qualities out of it,
twist them and turn them. She could cause fog to rise out of the ground, or
earth to crack, or vines to curl around the limbs of her enemy. When they had
lived in exile, she had called the burning stone out of the aether and walked
through it onto Earth. But angles and numbers defeated her. She looked very
annoyed. "What are you come here for?"
she demanded, when Secha made no answer. "To tell you that the work crew has
cleared the bodies out of the village and cleansed them. The pit where the dead
flesh is buried is ringed with death stones. Their spirits can't walk, to haunt
us." They had set up camp on level ground
outside the ditch that ringed the deserted human village. It was a bare
landscape that reminded her of exile, pale grass, brittle shrubs, and the long
sweep of hills. On the seven days' march here they had seen no sign of human
life, but birds flocked in great numbers out of the south where they had taken
refuge in the Ashioi country. Small animals abounded, and they feasted on the
little spitted creatures every night. She rose. The grave site lay almost out of
the site to the west, just off the trail that led onward into the enemy's
lands. A few mask warriors were still piling stones on the mound, but it was
well sealed according to the old custom. "I think the stones are
unnecessary," Secha commented. Feather Cloak stood. She was not, in fact,
wearing the feathered cloak; on the march out here she had set it aside as too
cumbersome, despite the sky counters' protest. "Let them have their
ceremonies," she said dismissively. "If you do not show them respect,
they will come to hate you." Feather Cloak looked sidelong at her, and
that intense gaze sharpened. She had a way of tightening her jaw that made her
look very threatening. "Why this concern, Secha? You've never liked me.
Not even when we were children together." "You do not know me very well." "That is your answer, then. The blood
knives do not know me very well." She ran a dusty foot over the dirt to
erase the crooked hatch work she had drawn. "The priests told me that the soles
of the feet must never touch the ground, lest the sacred energy coiled within
be released into the earth." "My power is greater than the
priests' ignorance. They know that, so they do not challenge me." "Not yet." "If you cannot help, then leave me
alone." 'As you command, Feather Cloak." She walked down the path to the village,
crossed the bridge of logs laid across the ditch, and passed through the open
gate. A third of the company was resting in camp, a third was on guard, and the
rest were roaming through the abandoned houses and sheds, looking for anything
valuable. The biggest crowd had gathered around one long stone building set a
little ways away from the others, with a monstrous stone hearth at the back.
Here she found her daughters, one carried by her son and the other by their
father. Her son saw her immediately, and he ran
over to her. He was such a good-looking boy, and although he was short and
slender because of the years of deprivation, he was clever, and he was eating a
lot these days and putting on weight. The baby was awake. She reached for her
mother as soon as she came close. Secha took her and settled her on her hip as
the youth circled, unable to stand still. "The mask warriors are saying that
according to the old custom, I'm old enough to be shield carrier now." "That's what you want?" she
asked him, although she already knew his answer, and he only grinned, knowing
she knew. "It's important to choose carefully who you bind yourself to as
an apprentice," she added. "You want the best training, and a chance
to prove yourself when you're ready, but not before." But he was already dashing off, no doubt
to spill the good news to that young mask warrior he had been following around.
Well. She would make sure that he wasn't put in that unit. He would need
a trustworthy mentor, someone steady and experienced. The warriors parted respectfully to let
her through into the stone building. It had a stone floor, and a tile roof that
had collapsed in one corner. All the windows had lost their shutters. The
stones were blackened along one wall, heavy roof beams scorched. Charcoal and
other debris littered the floor. It looked as though the place had burned. On
the side opposite the massive hearth, shelves had collapsed, and broken pottery
made the footing tricky. A pair of mask warriors were picking through the
debris by the shelves, although she had no idea what they hoped to find. Rain had the other baby slung on his back.
He was scavenging through the tools near the stone hearth, which was built
rather like a little house, open on one side. In some cases these metal implements
were merely rims of metal whose bodies of wood had burned away. But there was a
massive hammerhead with a hole for a haft, a pair of black iron spears no
longer than his arm, tongs and rings, and a spray of spear points and ax and
adze heads scattered on the stone floor beside heaps of slag and crumbling
charcoal dust. Seeing her, he smiled. "This was a forge," he said,
displaying a lump of melted bronze on his palm. He set it back down and picked
up three wedges in turn, each one bigger than the one before. "Look at the
strength of this metal. This must be iron! My master always said iron was
impossible to work, yet here it's been done. There's a quarry a short walk from
here, and I think they were mining up in the hills. We could make an outpost here,
start a mining operation of our own. There's trees enough for charcoal. If we
only had the smithing magic." He hefted the massive hammerhead in both
hands. "To be able to forge iron like this . . . well, they say the
raiding parties in the east are looking for blacksmiths." She settled down cross-legged and in those
ruins nursed the babies as he babbled on, showing her each tool and speculating
on its purpose, and in this manner fell into a reminiscence about the man he
had apprenticed to when he was very young. He'd learned a few things, enough to
appreciate the craft and the sorcery, but the old smith had died too early and
the knowledge had been lost. That was when Rain had turned to flint-knapping
and gained respect for skills honed over many years of practice. So many had died. But the days in exile were over, although
the taste of dust was still fresh in her mouth. The suck of life is powerful.
The babies were strong and sturdy, dark and fat. They were beautiful, and so
was this world with its sere hills and secret winds, its changeable sky and
restless sea. Even the breath of ancient burning had brought new life to this
small corner, where bugs scurried in the cracks and a dusky green vine had
grown in through the open window and announced its presence with a pair of
perfect white flowers. Every window is a gateway onto another
place. She thought of the doorway woven by the Pale Sun Dog, and she wept a
little, remembering the beauty of those glittering threads. "It'll be dusk soon," he said,
interrupting himself. "You'll want to go back to the stones." He took
the sleeping babies from her and let her go. Dawn and dusk were gateways, a passage
between night and day. So was each footstep, which brought you
farther from the place you started but closer to the place you hoped to reach. The youngest of the blood knives was
lurking by the village gate, and she fell in beside Secha, looking around with
all the furtive nonsensicalness of a child playing at hide-and-seek. She was
not much older than Secha's own son, but she was a sleek and fine young woman
who seemed years older, honed to a cutting edge that made young men stare. She
was not at all the kind of woman Secha had any wish for a sweet lad like her
own dear son to fall into lust with, but otherwise she liked her far better
than any of the older blood knives. "They're sour and bitter," said
the girl with a smirk, as if she had tasted Secha's thoughts. "They want
to go back to the temples and lick blood off their tongues. But I know you
understood the magic of weaving, didn't you?" "No. But I could. If someone taught
me its secrets." They crossed the ditch in silence except
for the creak of planks beneath their feet. "In the house of youth I was best in
my cohort at calculating numbers," the girl confessed without humility.
"It was a great honor to my household when the sky counters brought a
serpent skirt to the chief of our village. They tied the sash of apprenticeship
over my shoulder and sent me out to serve with the army. But now I see something
I want more." Secha nodded, and the girl looked at her
and nodded, and that was all that needed to be said. A pair of brawny mask warriors walked
past, going toward the village, and the young woman tilted her chin and canted
her shoulders and twitched a hip so that they flushed dark and pulled on their
ears and hurried on, too intimidated to look back after her. "Why do you do that?" Secha
asked. "Because I can." Then she
started, like a young hare. "Best they not see me with you," she
murmured, and shied off into the camp as swiftly as she could without running
and drawing more attention to herself. The blood knives were preparing to depart
the camp in the company of Feather Cloak and a number of mask warriors, so
Secha fell in at the end of the procession, unnoticed and undisturbed. Just
beyond the encampment a path split off from the main road and curled up over a
slope. Within a cradle of shallow hills stood the eleven stones that marked
this circle. Ten stood as though newly raised while the eleventh had fallen off
to one side where the hillside had caved in under it. The brambles and vines that had
covered it had been cleared away in the last few days. They waited somewhat back from the circle,
since no one wanted to get too close. No one knew quite what to expect, even
though the dawns and dusks of the last six days had passed uneventfully. The
young serpent skirt sidled out of the gathering shadows to join the other sky
counters. She did not look once at Secha; her gaze was fixed on the dark
stones. The wind died. Twilight settled. Out here
beyond the White Road, they rarely saw the sun, and tonight the entire sky was
covered with a mantle of pale cloud. It was chilly. A pair of warriors breathed
into their hands. Feather Cloak was tapping her foot, looking irritated and
impatient. She had brought Little Beast with her—the rest of the hostages had
been left behind in a pen—and her granddaughter stood perfectly still. The
contrast was almost amusing. She was waiting. They all were waiting. Each in
their own way. It was entirely quiet. Distant sounds
drifted on the wind: a goat's complaint, chiming laughter, a snatch of song. A faint melody ringing as out of the
heavens tingled through her, seeping into flesh and bone. She gasped. The crown flowered into a blossom of
brilliant light, threads weaving and crossing, caught in the warp of the unseen
stars and wefted through the stones. Led by Fox Mask, the mask warriors burst
out of the gateway. They were laughing and howling and chattering and singing,
burdened with tools and sacks and an iron kettle and a pair of cows and four
horses and a herd of terrified sheep and one interested dog that everyone
seemed to ignore although the animal was busily keeping the sheep in a tight
group. The blood knives cried out a brief poem, a
song of praise, because there were six prisoners as well, bound and under close
guard, one woman in long robes and five men, all struggling against the ropes
that restrained them. Last came Zuangua. He held an iron sword
drawn behind the Pale Sun Dog, whose face was pale with weariness. Threads
dissolved into a shower of sparks. These flares died, and suddenly it was dark. "Silence!" cried Feather Cloak. "Success!" barked Fox Mask in
answer, and in reply they heard the weeping and curses of the prisoners. Sparks bit, and oil lamps and reed tapers
were lit. Light and shadow wove through the assembly. Zuangua said, "Where is my Little
Beast?" Little Beast sprang forward and barreled
into him. He patted her on the head as he might a favored dog. "Can I go
with you next time, Uncle?" she demanded. "I'm old enough to be a
shield bearer." Her speech was fluid and fluent,
shockingly so, but they had gotten used to it; everyone agreed it was some gift
of the blood or the taint of sorcery, inherited from her mother. Maybe she had
been bitten by snakes. "Old enough," he agreed
carelessly, and he looked at the blood knives as if daring them to try to wrest
her from him. But the priests stared avidly at the
prisoners. The woman in long robes had begun chanting in a singsong voice that
reminded Secha of the sky counters' praying. It seemed she had power, because
the other prisoners calmed and steadied, although by their flaring eyes and
gritted teeth they were still as terrified as the bleating sheep. There was a short
man with thick arms and massive shoulders; there was a youth little older than
her own son; there was a man with blood on his tunic and another who limped
from a wound, and the last was white-faced with shock although he was the
tallest and plumpest among them. "You can't have all of them,"
said Zuangua to the priests. "Those two—" He indicated the burly man
and the youth. "—we took from their forging house. They're
blacksmiths." The priest-woman in her long robes looked
toward the stone circle. The Pale Dog was leaning against one of the stones as
though exhausted, his eyes closed and his breathing shallow. His mouth was
parted, and his chin and jaw and lips moved ever so slightly, as if he were
talking to himself in an undertone. Everything was pale in him, fair hair, fair
skin, undyed linen tunic pallid against the night, and a gold circle hung on a
necklace at his fair throat. The dark stone framed him, highlighting his beauty
and his cunning power, his strength and his shine. The priest-woman cursed him. You didn't
need to understand the words to hear the power of her speech. But if he heard her, he gave no sign. His
eyes remained closed. He might have been sleeping, mumbling as dreamers do,
except for the twitching of one little finger. Zuangua had a mask after all, one tipped
up on his head: he wore the visage of a dragon, proud and golden, just as he
was. "I have something to say," he
began, and Feather Cloak raised a hand to allow him to continue. "He is a very evil man,"
observed Zuangua as his warriors waved their hands in agreement. "He has
lost even the love and loyalty for kinfolk that every person ought to have! He
betrayed them all, without mercy." "Thus will humankind fall," said
Feather Cloak. "They are faithless each to the other." Secha spoke up. "Not all of them are.
Liathano kept faith with your son, Sanglant." At the mention of those names, the Pale
Dog's jaw tightened, but he did not open his eyes. He had very good hearing. "Your son kept faith with his
father," said Zuangua to Feather Cloak, "which I saw with my own
eyes." He grinned wickedly. "Even this 'little beast' who stands at
my side seems to love me." The girl glanced at him, surprised at his
words, then grinned. "You'll teach me to fight!" she exclaimed. "Beware the beast does not bite you
in your time," said Feather Cloak. "I'd never bite him! I like him, and
I hate you." Feather Cloak studied the girl. In truth,
thought Secha, her disinterest in her only grandchild was no more unnatural
than the pale sun hair's disavowal of his kin. "I thought you hated this
one called 'Lord Hugh.' " "I hate him! He's a very bad man.
He'll cheat you if he can. He'll kill you." Feather Cloak smiled, amused, perhaps, by
the piping voice and passionate expression of the girl. "A fair
warning, Little Beast. He may try. He is not as strong or as clever as he
thinks he is. What of the raid, Uncle?" He indicated everything they had captured.
"We walked between this crown and one that Sun Hair told us was far in the
north. He called the place Thersa. We took the villagers by surprise.
They could not fight us. It may be true that the Pale Dogs are many, that they
have multitudes, and that we are few. But I tell you, it will be difficult for
them to protect themselves against this manner of warfare." She raised both hands. The wind came up just then, as though she
had called it, and possibly she had. Or maybe it was just the night wind rising
off the cooling ground. There was a hint of salt in that air, a fine hissing
spray carried in from the sea. And another scent as well, a witching smell that
made her ears itch. The prisoners fell silent. The blood
knives covered their faces and prayed. With a puzzled frown, Feather Cloak
lowered her hands. The Pale Sun Dog opened his eyes and,
without letting his gaze rest even for an instant on the other Pale Dogs, he
scanned the heavens and then the surrounding slopes, the tender grass in its
pale splendor and the thorny shrubs that lay along the slopes as strands of
darkness. A nightjar whirred. An owl who-whooed. The night breeze was cool, teasing her
hair, kissing her cheeks. That salt breath of the sea faded, and now after all
it was only a common night, cloudy, cool, and filled with the crickling of nocturnal
insects. Feather Cloak spoke. 'Among the Wendish
there is a saying: 'the luck of the king.' If the king's fortunes
fail him, then no warrior will follow him. A prince without a retinue is no
prince,' which means that without followers, he cannot rule. If we are not
strong enough to defeat Sanglant and shatter his army, then we need only cause
such devastation in his country that his people cry for a new feathered cloak—a
new regnant—to save them. There are others who claim the right to lead.
It matters not which one leads, or which one claims. Best if they fight among
themselves, because that will weaken them. Destroy Sanglant's support, destroy
the trust his people have in him, and you have destroyed him even if you have
not killed him." "He is your son," said Zuangua,
looking a little disgusted. "He turned his back on his mother's
kinfolk. He swore allegiance to the Pale Dogs. He can't be trusted." Zuangua shrugged. "No one distrusts
the Pale Dogs more than I do. Yet if your son can't be trusted, then neither
can this one. For it seems to me that he has done worse by turning his back on
his kin and his kind, all and together. At least your son keeps faith with
those he has sworn community with. This one is no kind of trustworthy
ally." "I did not say I trusted him. But
what he offers, we can use. We will learn as much as we can from him, and after
we are done, we will kill him. We will let the blood knives have him, if they
can bind him. We will kill all of the human sorcerers, those who know the secret
of the crowns. Then the sorcery of the looms can never again be used against
us. For this reason, I will accept his alliance." The blood knives nodded eagerly. The mask
warriors stamped their feet and barked and howled and shrieked approval. The
prisoners huddled close to the priest-woman her long robes, and even she with
her words of power looked afraid. The flickering light made a golden mask of
Feather Cloak's face. Zuangua nodded thoughtfully. "Yes. We
must kill all the human sorcerers. They are the most dangerous of all." Feather Cloak raised both hands, palms
facing heaven, to allow the gods a glimpse into her soul. "I accept his
offer of alliance. I offer him in turn the woman called Liathano." "What of a powerful offering for the
gods?" demanded the blood knives. "What of your promise to us?" "You can have her afterward,"
said Feather Cloak, and she smiled mockingly at them. "If you can bind
her." "This is a bad thing," muttered
Secha. "To protect ourselves is a bad
thing?" "To seal an agreement on a lie is a
bad thing." But Kansi-a-lari, The Impatient One, was
Feather Cloak now. "I have spoken," she said
irritably. She beckoned to Sun Hair. She let him
approach her. The prisoners watched in dread and anger, and her company watched
with an intense excitement so palpable that it seemed to Secha that the ground
trembled beneath the soles of her feet, shaken by their eagerness. These were the tokens they exchanged: He
gave to Feather Cloak an iron feather whose essence was so pure that it gleamed
with a light all its own. She gave to him a folded mantle, a humble item, to be
sure, but he pressed the cloth to his face as though it were the end of his
desire. Thus was the bargain sealed, and their
path chosen. 9 MIDNIGHT—or as close to midnight as they
could estimate, since no stars were visible to measure out time. They measured
by psalms instead, and when they finished singing "Vindicate me, God, for
I have walked without blame," all quieted. Because the church in Novomo had been
built in the waning years of the Dariyan Empire, it boasted an impressive
processional frieze worked into both walls of the nave above the twin rows of
columns that separated the nave from the aisles on either side. In those
shadowed aisles waited courtiers and servants, their faces unseen except as
pale washes marked by the dark stones that were their eyes and the occasional
flash of a ring or gold necklace catching candlelight. Above the waiting
masses, the frieze marked the ascent of saints and martyrs toward the Hearth.
Each held a saint's crown to place before God. The colored stones in the mosaic
shimmered to mark their holy robes and their holy crowns. Even their eyes
shone; in this way the saints differ from the guilty who live and suffer on
Earth, whose eyes are only pits in whose depths the righteous can discern the
black stain of the Enemy. Candlelight alone lit the church except
for a single oil lamp placed on the Hearth itself and burning with the
confidence and constancy of the just. By the smoky flames of threescore slender
candles the ancient faces of the holy saints and martyrs watched and judged,
their serene expressions caught forever in mosaics so cunningly worked that they
almost appeared to be a painting. In the empty nave, threescore clerics lined
up in two rows. Each cleric carried a taper in cupped hands. Back by the
portico, Empress Adelheid and her consort waited under a mosaic rendering of
the old palace that had once stood in Novomo; that structure was now half
buried within the new palace, which had been erected about a hundred years ago
and restored and remodeled several times since then. So it was with the world: The skopos stood
closest to God, beside the altar, and her clerics faced her with the light of
truth in their hands. Secular power must wait at the doors of the church,
because it could not enter fully. As for the rest, they must huddle in the
shadows and pray. Antonia raised her hands although she had
already commanded silence. To her right Lord Berthold knelt on one knee, an arm
braced against his thigh. His companion, Lord Jonas, stared at the ground,
cowed and frightened, but Berthold studied the scene with the expression of a
man who has seen the loveliest rose on Earth trampled and shredded before his
eyes. He had grown up well loved and well protected by his father's affection
and by his high rank. No doubt the youth had never before understood how cruel
and ugly the world was in truth. He did now. You could see it in the way he
stared as if he wasn't seeing, in the way he heard and saw without showing the
least color of feeling, as if all emotion had been drained out of him with one
sharp, deep cut. As it had been, because weeks ago he had woken to find Lady
Elene dead beside him and her blood coagulating around his fingers and sleeves
and in the tips of his hair. That was the truth of the world. It was
long past time he discovered it for himself, although unfortunately it had not
seemed to bring him to prayer service more often, as it should have. She had offered him a position in
her schola—in time a youth of his lineage could hope to rise to become
presbyter—but he had refused her so tonelessly that she had known at once that
his soul had already fallen into the Pit and was spinning and tumbling in the
darkness. "It is written in the Holy Verses
that we will love God, who are Mother and Father of Life for us all, at rest in
the Circle of Unity which binds us. How then can the holy church recognize as regnant
a man who murdered his own father? How can the holy church bless those who
allow such a man to raise himself to power after such an unjust deed? To bless
those who have turned against the church and the skopos?" The halo of light scarcely brushed Adelheid,
but Antonia knew her well enough to see by the cant of her shoulders and the
tilt of her pale chin that the empress was smiling. The general shifted
restlessly. He could speak Dariyan but not so well that he easily understood
the words of clerics and scholars, the words of the church whose tenets his
kinfolk rejected. It still galled her, but she knew that
even a crude tool may suffice. Must suffice. General Lord Alexandras was, in
fact, correct: if Arethousa and Aosta were to survive, they must protect each
other against attacks from all sides. Therefore. "Let those who aid this patricide be
cursed. May they be cursed in their towns and in their fields. May they be
cursed in their cattle and in their flocks. May they be cursed in their
children and in their graveyards, in their granaries and in the work of their
hands. Those who do not obey this decree, those who offer aid and comfort, will
disappear from the Earth. They will be swallowed by fire and swept away by the
sea. In waking and sleeping, in eating and drinking, in both bread and wine
will they be cursed. They are bound by the chains of anathema. They are exiled
from the Circle of Unity." She extended a hand. Brother Petrus,
standing at her left, handed her the trio of scrolls on each one of which the
ban was recorded. These she offered to Lord Berthold, who took them without a
word of comment and without any change in his mask of stone. 'As these tapers are extinguished, so
shall the light of those who disobey us be extinguished and cast into the
darkness." Each cleric knelt and ground out the flame
against the floor. The church drowned in darkness, but for the single lamp
burning behind the holy mother who rules over all, skopos and guardian of God's
Truth. The Abyss must be dark like this. Black
and empty to the eye but swarming with the pitiful breath of souls who wonder,
hopelessly, what will come next. Because, of course, nothing will come next.
They are doomed to fall forever. That is the true meaning of the curse. She savored the silence. Every soul there
was cowed, as they should be, wondering what power she had that she might
raise. The skopos was most powerful of all, and it was necessary for them to
remember that. "Come, Jonas," said Berthold
quietly behind her. "Wolfhere and the others should have come now with the
horses from the stable. Let's go." Something about the tone of his voice
bothered her. "You will deliver the decree, Lord Berthold," she said
in a low voice, not wanting her words to carry. "Others will follow on
your trail, in case you do not survive the journey. Lest you think to shirk your
duty to the skopos." Out in the nave and aisles, no one had yet
gained enough nerve to act or speak. "I will survive the journey. The Eagle will guide us." "So he will. He was spared for that
purpose. As were you." "Think you so?" he asked
defiantly, and she would have had him scourged for his disrespect, but then it
would be all to do over again. No one else had heard. This one time, she would
have to let it go. He rose and, with Jonas following at his
heels like a dog, walked down the center of the nave until he and his companion
faded into the gloom between the ranks of clerics. She heard the door open, but
not close. As they waited they all of them heard a few distant comments, the
cheerful ring of harness, and caught a glimpse of a lantern raised high and
moving out of sight as the riders left the courtyard on the first stage of
their long journey. All the foreigners were, at long last,
gone. Even the cremated remains and pickled heart of Lady Elene had been packed
into a box and sent with Berthold. The skulls of Hugh's party, though, had long
since been cast out onto the trash heap. After a long silence came the snick of
flint on metal and the flare of a wick catching a spark as one of Adelheid's
servants lit a lamp. Down the nave Antonia faced that other flame, placed
behind the empress and her consort. What is holy and what is profane must ever
be at odds, and yet they must work together as well, because the world is
imperfect, stained by darkness. "Come, Holy Mother," said the
empress. "We have rid ourselves of the Wendish at last. In the morning, we will rise free of
the taint of northerners. Let them rot without God's blessing, so I pray." With so many soldiers accompanying the
general, Antonia could not mention that the easterners plagued them still. And yet. At least the Arethousans knew civilization
of a kind, unlike the raw barbarians out of the north who had learned only a
hundred years ago to dress in decent clothing instead of a patchwork of skins.
The Arethousans were heretics, of course, but at least they had known the name
of the blessed Daisan for as many centuries as had the noble Aostans. The
northerners had worshiped hills and stones and graves and trees until a
generation ago, and some still did in secret, hoarding their heathen ways
despite knowing that such falsehoods would bring disaster down on their heads. Well. Her knees hurt, and her back had a
twinge. The robes weighed on her shoulders, and she would be sore tomorrow from
standing for so long. She signaled, and folk hustled out of the church in
unseemly haste, as if the ceremony had disturbed them when it should have
bolstered their determination. Her attendants rushed to help her, bringing a
chair. They carried her under the dome decorated with stars and heavenly
creatures: a dragon, a griffin, a serpent with a woman's body and face, and a
sphinx. A private door was nestled behind a curtain, concealing a small room to
one side of the apse. Here, in private, they helped her out of the mantle and
vestments. They offered her a couch and wine to rest on. Here, empress and
general settled side by side on a second couch, then sipped wine out of golden
cups. "Is there more we can do?"
Adelheid asked. "What of the galla, Holy Mother? Surely they could be sent
hunting. A Wendish biscop here, a Varren lord there. That would frighten them,
would it not?" 'And might rebound against us, if we are
accused of harboring malefici, Your Majesty." "Sorcery is a weapon, like a sword is
a weapon," said Alexandras. "If you can thrust, then thrust." "The ruling of the Council of Narvone
has never been superseded," said Antonia patiently. "In western lands
it is specifically forbidden to use black sorcery." "What is this Council of
Narvone?" the general asked. "In the east there is only one council
that speaks on sorcery. In the holy year of The Word, the year 327, the Council
at Kellai did not prohibit magic. Magic is allowed if it is supervised by the
church. This ruling we follow in Arethousa. When is—was—this Council at
Narvone?" Antonia examined him thoughtfully. "I
did not know you followed church affairs so closely, Lord Alexandras. The
Council of Narvone did not take place until after the death of the Emperor
Taillefer. In the kingdom of Salia, women are not allowed to take the throne.
Since Taillefer died leaving no sons but only daughters, the lords and church
folk feared that one of his daughters would usurp power where she had no right
to take any. Specifically, they feared his daughter Tallia, who was biscop of
Autun. They confirmed the ruling of Kellai, but they condemned the arts of the
mathematici, tempestari, augures, haroli, sortelegi, and the malefici, as well
as any sorcery performed outside the auspices of the church." "You rule the church, Holy
Mother." Adelheid set down her cup. She had barely touched her wine,
although the general called for a second cup for himself. Brother Petrus
poured, then retreated to stand by the other servants. Lady Lavinia directed a
servant to light a third lamp. "God rule the church, Your Majesty.
Do not forget this, I pray. If we choose to use sorcery, we must tread
carefully. Anne did not, and she is dead. My powers are not as great as hers
were." Adelheid shrugged. "So you say, but I
never saw her perform more than illusion. It was Hugh's magic that bound the
daimone into Henry. Everyone says she was powerful, but in that case, why is
she dead, and why did she fail?" "I have no skill in the arts of the
tempestari," said Antonia. "I cannot read the future out of the
movements of birds and the placement of entrails, a power some claim. I am no
mathematicus, to weave within the crowns. That skill remains beyond me." "Then what can you do?" Adelheid
demanded. "I know the art of bindings and
workings." " 'Bindings and workings,' "
repeated Alexandras, each syllable precise because he did not, quite,
understand what she meant by the phrase. "This 'bindings and workings' is
not mentioned at your Council of Taillefer, is it?" "No, indeed, it is not." They sat in a simple room at odds with the
elaborate decoration in the church beyond. Here were only whitewashed bricks
but no mosaic work. A pair of couches, covered with wine-colored fabric and
stitched with gold thread, faced each other in the middle of the room. An
unexceptional table was pushed up against one wall; it held a burning lamp, a
vase filled with dried stalks of lavender and a single red rose, a pair of
lectionaries, and a forgotten goose quill
caught in that slight groove between the curved edge of
the table and the wall. Not one tapestry adorned the walls. These walls were as
blameless as an unblemished calf being led to the slaughter. A lamp molded in
the shape of a griffin hung from a hook sunk into a dark beam overhead. A brass
lamp molded in the shape of a dragon remained unlit. A lamp burned over the
door, flame twisting behind glass like the soul of a daimone bound into the
body of a mortal man. Just so had Henry lived and died. Hugh and Anne had both used her, of
course. They had sought to manipulate her to do their dirty work for them
without teaching her the sorcery they themselves knew. With knowledge comes
power. But she had outlived them both—as long, that is, as Hugh was really
dead. Anne's demise she rarely doubted, but she still wondered about Hugh. They
had never found the thirteenth skull. Sanglant had escaped death at the hands of
the galla. That meant it was possible to survive where the galla stalked. "He is dead," she murmured,
trying the word on her tongue, savoring it but finding it bitter and
unreliable. Alexandras' good eye studied her, then
examined the chamber, the servants, the walls, and the lamps, each in turn, as
if marking the position of his enemy before battle is joined. His gaze halted
on the empress. The taut line of his mouth softened. Adelheid's crown gleamed
under lamp light. The gauzy glamour of the light made her look young again,
particularly handsome this night, a gentle, pretty woman in need of a strong
arm to hold her upright in stormy weather. Like Henry, Alexandras was a fool. So were
all men. All but Hugh, now that she thought on it.
Hugh had never desired Adelheid. Yet Hugh had been a fool like all the others;
he had only fixed on other prey. As she must. Alexandras spoke. "Who is most
dangerous to us, in the north? It must be Sanglant, the king. If Wendar is
strong, then Wendar threatens us. If Wendar is weak, they will not attack us.
Already we must guard on our south against the Cursed Ones. On our east,
against the Jinna. I say: kill Sanglant, and we are safe a while from
Wendar." "It's said he can't be killed,"
said Antonia, "although I've never believed it." "Henry believed it," said
Adelheid. "He spoke of it often. He bragged of it. How could he
have loved that one more than the others? Well. Maybe it's true, but we must
still try. And what of his wife? The sorcerer, Liathano? Isn't she
dangerous?" "Liathano!" Alexandras nodded
vigorously. "The prince's concubine. She who is named after the Horse
woman who cannot die." "How comes it you have heard of
her?" asked Antonia. He smiled, taking his time, and answered.
"We are allies for a time with King Geza of Ungria. He took Princess
Sapientia as his wife." "She was married to Geza's brother,
Prince Bayan," cried Adelheid. "Henry would not have liked that! A
naked grab for power!" Alexandras chuckled. "We are all
naked, Your Majesty," he said in a way that made Antonia wonder if she
ought to trust him less, or trust him more. The words made Adelheid laugh. She drank
her wine. "This one, called Liathano,"
continued Alexandras. 'At her we strike, if the man stands beyond our
reach." "Tempting," mused Antonia.
"She is powerful. It isn't likely we can harm her." "What harm to try?" demanded
Adelheid. "Strike there, and you weaken Sanglant. It is only a few
galla." "What harm except to the men whose
blood must be spilled to call the creatures out of the Pit," said Antonia
with a frown, not liking the empress' levity. "If we kill heedlessly, our
own people may turn against us." "There are guilty aplenty who have
earned death," said Adelheid. 'And many innocent who deserve life,"
said Alexandras, "but are dead." The fool believed in innocence, no doubt
because he must believe his wife and children stainless although every Arethousan
was stained by their heretical beliefs. It was only remarkable that God had
waited so long to castigate them. "Your Majesty. Lord General. I am
willing to act against the one called Liathano. But what does it benefit us to
kill her, beyond the satisfaction of revenge?" Adelheid shook her head. "Revenge is
satisfaction enough! Reason enough! If Sanglant cannot be killed, then kill
what he loves best. Send galla. Send spies. Send what you will. But if she is
dead, then he will suffer as I have suffered. That is good enough for me." EPILOGUE FROM Gent, the king and his retinue rode
to the northern sea. Just as the young guardsman had reported, the shoreline
was substantially altered. The river had lost its path to the sea and now
spilled into a vast expanse of marsh where once it had pushed through in a
double channel emptying into the wide northern waters. The shoreline, according
to a pair of locals who guided them, had actually receded, leaving the seabed
exposed and sandy flats scoured by the winter winds, casting sand inland in
great stinging storms. 'After the tempest," said the spry
crone whose commentary Sanglant found most reliable, "the river ran
backward, and eddied, for a fortnight. There was flooding upstream. Yet water
will flow north out of the southern hills. Now, you see," she pointed at
the expanse of flat ground cut by ribbons of trickling water, "how it is
clawing a hundred finger tracks to the sea." They stood on a bluff overlooking what had
once been the deeper, western channel. Its exposed troughs had only a trickle
of water pushing through them. The rest of the ground was slick with rocks and
water weed, and littered with the skeletons of a half dozen sunken, battered
ships. Here and there he glimpsed what might be bones tumbled every which way.
A vast, rusted chain snaked across the old channel. Liath was exploring through the muck below
with Sibold and Lewenhardt in attendance. They were laughing at something
Sibold had pried up from a muddy hole, but he couldn't see what it was. Liath
straightened and looked up toward him, lifted a hand to acknowledge him, and
went back to her excavations. Sanglant wandered along the bluff, marking
where unknown folk had built and later abandoned two ballistae. "I wonder," said Hathui, who
remained always at his side, "if these are the catapults used by Count
Lavastine to break the Eika fleet as it escaped out to sea." "Lavastine? This is not his
county." "He was with King Henry, Your
Majesty, when the king brought an army to retake Gent." "Of course. I recall it now. His heir
. . ." He paused, remembering with unexpected
clarity that awful moment at the feast held to celebrate King Henry's victory
at Gent over the Eika chieftain, Bloodheart. After gorging on food laid out
before him, he had had to bolt into the darkness to empty his stomach. He had
been, in those days, little better than a prince among dogs, half wild, barely
conscious of his human mind. Lavastine's son had come to him at the edge of
camp, and Lord Alain had treated him gently, with respect and kindness, so that
he did not feel shame at his condition. He touched the gold torque at his neck,
where once an iron collar had chafed him. "As long as you wear the
collar at your neck, then surely you will not be free of Bloodheart's hand on
you," the young man had said to him. True words, although he hadn't understood
them then. "What happened to him?" he
asked. "Lavastine's heir? It transpired that
he was not after all Lavas-tine's son, bastard or otherwise. Lord Geoffrey's
daughter was named as heir. The one called Alain might have been punished more
severely, but it wasn't possible to prove that he had had a deliberate hand in
the deception. Some declared that Lavastine had forced the youth to accept his
position as son. Most in the county praised his stewardship. The king chose to
be merciful and allow the lad to serve him another way. He marched as a Lion into
the east. After that, I do not know." "He showed me kindness. I can't
forget that." He returned to the locals, who had
obviously explored this site before and in the intervening years scavenged what
they could from the wreckage. On the highest windswept curve of the bluff he
stood knee-deep in windblown grass as he surveyed the land. Liath and her companions had struck out
across the old channel, following the path made by the massive chain. Beyond
the riverbed, to the east, lay rockier ground, and beyond that a delta of reeds
and drowned grass. In the other direction, to the west, had once lain
pastureland and broken woodland, but these had turned to marsh, and now the
scrub and trees soaked their feet in water. North, the old tidal flats that had once
surfaced only at low tide gleamed in barren splendor, completely exposed. The
sea shone in the distance, visible as a shimmer of silver running below the
pale horizon of cloud. "Snowmelt," said the crone.
"Floods from the melt cut those little channels through the flats. There
was plenty of snow last winter and too much rain in the autumn, before the
great storm. But we've had no rain for planting season." "It's like the heavens closed right
up," said her cousin, who was quieter but more inclined to fancy. "Like
they was a wineskin run dry." He nodded to himself, and grinned, liking
his comparison. "You're quite the poet!"
retorted his skeptical cousin. She was steward at a royal estate and had, as a
child, spoken once to King Arnulf the Younger himself, so she had no hesitation
in addressing a new king young enough to be her grandson. "What it means
to us, Your Majesty, is that we've had no planting season, what with this frost
and every night so cold. Will these clouds ever leave?" Sanglant had no answer. The tides of
destruction had reached farther than he had ever dreamed possible. He could
only assess the changes in the land and, with his progress, ride on through a
world transformed. CAST OF CHARACTERS Historical characters are not listed as
deceased. Characters listed as deceased are those
who died within fifteen years (or so) before the action in King's
Dragon begins. Characters who die during the course of the series are not
listed as deceased in this list. Wendar and Varre: King Henry (son of Arnulf the Younger and
Mathilda of Karrone)(king regnant) his bastard son by Alia (Kansi-a-lari): Sanglant his children by Sophia of Arethousa (first
wife): Sapientia Theophanu Ekkehard his children by Adelheid of Aosta (second
wife): Mathilda Berengaria Henry's brothers and sisters: Richildis (renamed Scholastica, abbess of
Quedlinhame) Rotrudis (duchess of Saony) Benedict (married to Marozia of Karrone) Constance (biscop of Autun and later
duchess of Arconia) Bruno various other children who died in infancy Alberada (Henry's illegitimate half
sister, daughter of Arnulf the Younger, now biscop of Handelburg) Sabella
(half sister, daughter of Arnulf the Younger and Berengaria of Varre) the Regnant's Progress: His Schola: Rosvita Her Clerics: Amabilia Constantine Fortunatus Gerwita Heriberg Jehan Jerome Ruoda Aurea (a servant) Other Clerics: Elsebet Eudes Monica His Lions: Thiadbold (a captain) Artur Dedi Folquin Gerulf Gotfrid (a sergeant) Ingo Karl Leo Stephen Fridesuenda (Dedi's betrothed) His Eagles: Ernst Hanna Hathui Manfred Rufus Wolfhere Sanglant's Retinue: m. to Liathano Blessing (their daughter) His Schola: Breschius Heribert His Personal Guard: Captain Fulk Captain Istvan Anshelm Arnulf Berro Chustaffus Cobbo Den Ditmar Everwin Fremen Johannes Lewenhardt Liutbald Malbert Maurits Sibold Surly Wracwulf Blessing's Retinue: Heribert (see also schola, above) Anna Berda Matto Odei Thiemo Jerna (a daimone) personal servants: Ambrose Johannes Robert Theodulf other retainers: Gyasi (a Quman shaman) his nephews,
including Odei Gnat (a Jinna) Mosquito (a Jinna) Argent (a male griffin) Domina (a female
griffin) royal households: Henry's servants: Wito (a steward) Sapientia's companions: Everelda Theophanu's companions: Gutta (a serving woman) Leoba Ekkehard's companions: Benedict Frithuric Lothar Manegold Milo Thiemo Welf The Duchies: Saony Duchess Rotrudis her children: Imma Sophie Wichman Zwentibold Reginar (abbot of Firsebarg) Marcovefa (a Salian concubine) Rowena (a
deacon) Fesse Duchess Liutgard m. to Frederic of Avaria (her husband,
deceased) their children: older daughter Ermengard Avaria Burchard and Ida their children: Wendilgard Agius (a frater) Frederic (m. to Liutgard of Fesse,
deceased) Ucco (a mountain guide) Arconia Berengar and Sabella their daughter:
Tallia Amalfred (a Salian lord) Tammus (a captain, known also as Ulric,
keeper of the guivre) Wayland Conrad (called "The Black") m. to Eadgifu of Alba (first wife) their children: Elene Aelfwyn m. to Tallia of Varre (second wife) their
children: Berengaria two daughters (died in infancy) Foucher (a foreman at the mines) Robert (a
criminal) Walker (a slave at the mines) Will (a slave at the mines) Varingia Duchess Yolanda (daughter of Rodulf the
Elder and Ida) Rodulf the Younger Erchanger Towns & Counties: Autun: Ulric (a captain) Erkanwulf (a soldier) Louisa (daughter of Captain Ulric) Gent: Amalia (lady of Gent) Autgar (an apprentice to Suzanne) Ernust (a guard) Fastrada (a serving woman at the mayor's
palace) Frederun (a serving woman at the mayor's
palace) Gisela (mistress of Steleshame, a nearby
village) Hano (a saddler) Helen (a foundling) Hildegard (count of Gent) Hrodik (lord of Gent) Humilicus (a prior) Matthias (Anna's brother) Miriam (a child) Raimar (Suzanne's betrothed) Suzanne (a weaver) Uota (a servant) Werner
(mayor) Lavas Holding: Lavastine (count, turned to stone by an
Eika spell) Lavastina (his great-grandmother) Charles Lavastine (son of Lavastina) Charles the Younger (son of Charles
Lavastine, father of Lavastine) Geoffrey (Lavastine's cousin, descendent
of the younger brother of Lavastina) m. to unnamed lady (deceased) Lavrentia
(the current count) m. to Aldegund (second wife) two sons Cook (a servant) Dhuoda (a chatelaine)
Fell (a sergeant) Heric (a servant) Lackling (a servant) Raimond (a servant)
Robert (a servant) Rodlin (stable-master) Rose (deceased, a refugee) Ulric (a
carter) Waldrada (a deacon) Withi (a woman) Meginher, Aldegund's brother North Mark: Harl, count of the North Mark married
various women his children: Rosvita (a cleric) Gero (heir and later count) various children Ivar Dorit (a hired woman) Fortensia (deacon in
Heart's Rest) Lars (a hired man) Liudolf (a marshal) Birta (an innkeeper) m. to Hansal their
children: Thancmar Inga Hanna Karl Osna: Bel (a householder) m. to Ado (deceased)
their children: Stancy m. to Artald various children Julien Blanche (illegitimate daughter) m. to
Julia Conrad Bruno Agnes m. to Guy Henri (Bel's
brother) Corinthia (a deacon) Fotho (a woodsman)
Garia (a householder in Osna) Giles Fisher (a boatbuilder) Miria (a deacon) The Bretwald: Martin (a boy saved from Gent) Flora (Martin's wife) Balt Baltia Bruno Nan Ulf Uta Others: Dietrich (a lord) Church-folk: Biscop Alberada of Handelburg Biscop Antonia of Mainz (later removed
from office) Biscop Suplicia of Gent Biscop Thierra Deacon Adalwif (in the marchlands) Methodius (prior at Quedlinhame) Mother Otta (abbess of Korvei) Mother Rothgard (abbess of St. Valeria) Mother Scholastica (abbess of Quedlinhame) Willibrod (a cleric in the service of
Antonia) Zacharias (a frater) Hersford Monastery: Adso (a monk) Bardo (abbot) Beatrix (cousin to Ortulfus) Egbert (a monk) Felicitus (gatekeeper) Fidelus (a monk) Hosed (a farmer whose land is tithed to
the monastery) Iso (a lay brother) Lallo (monk in charge of the lay brothers) Mangod (a lay brother) Ortulfus (abbot) Ratbold (prior) Queen's Grave: Ivar, son of Harl & Herlinde Baldwin Ermanrich Hathumod Sigfrid Biscop Constance her retinue: Bona (a nun) Eligia (a nun) Frotharia (a nun, assistant to Nanthild) Nanthild (the infirmarian) Maynard (a villager) The Marchlands Austra and Olsatia Judith her children: Hugh (illegitimate) Gerberga (current margrave) m. to Ekkehard
of Wendar Bertha Theucinda Adelinde (companion to Judith) Eigio (servant to Hugh) Hemma (a serving woman) Vindicadus (a servant in the employ of
Hugh) March of the Villains Helmut Villam his children by various wives: Waltharia,
margrave m. to Druthmar several children Berthold Hedwig (a former Eagle) Humbert (a
steward) Jonas (comrade to Berthold Villam) Waldhar (a servant) Westfall Werinhar (margrave of Westfall, deceased) Eastfall currently without a margrave The Lands Beyond Salia: Clothilde (a deacon, attendant to Tallia)
St. Radegundis (the last queen of Taillefer) Tallia (a biscop, daughter of
Taillefer) Taillefer (the emperor) Arethousa: Lady Eudokia Lord Nikolas (nephew of Eudokia, putative
emperor) Basil (a chamberlain) General Lord Alexandras Sergeant Bysantius Ungria: King Geza Prince Bayan Lady Ilona (a widow) Aosta: Queen Adelheid m. to unnamed lord (her first husband)
(deceased) m. to Henry of Wendar (her second husband) their children Mathilda Berengaria her servants and soldiers and allies: Lady Lavinia of Novomo Captain Falco
Captain Rikard Gerbert (a soldier) Milo (a soldier) the office of the skopos: Clementia Abelia (a cleric) Hatto (a presbyter)
Ismundus (a presbyter) Petrus (a presbyter) others: Arcod (a factor traveling with Brother
Severus) Ildoin (a monk traveling with Brother Severus) John Ironhand
(pretender to the Aostan throne) St. Ekatarina's Convent: Mother Aurica (abbess before Obligatia)
(deceased) Mother Obligatia Carita Diocletia Hilaria Lucida Paloma (a lay sister) Petra Sindula Teuda (a lay sister) The Ashioi: Eldest Uncle (twin of Zuangua) (father of
Kansi) Green Skirt Kansi-a-lari, aka
Uapeani-kazonkansi-a-lari, The Impatient One (Sanglant's mother) Rain
(a flintknapper) Secha Sharp Edge Skull Earrings White Feather Zuangua (twin of
Eldest Uncle) warriors: Buzzard Mask Cat Mask Falcon Mask Fox Mask Lizard Mask The Eika: the WiseMothers (the most ancient ones)
OldMother (the one who leads each tribe) YoungMother (the next OldMother)
SwiftDaughters (those females who will not breed) Rikin Fjord: Stronghand Bloodheart (Stronghand's father) Rikin slaves: Otto Ursuline (a deacon) other chiefs and individuals: Dogkiller (Vitningsey's chief) Flint
(Hakonin's chief) Grimstroke Ironclaw (Isa's chief) Nokvi (Moerin's chief) Stronghand's army: Aestan (an Alba soldier) Eagor (aka Tiderunner) Far-runner (friend of Yeshu) Fellstroke Last Son Longnose Quickdeath (of Hakonin) Sharpspear Tiderunner (friend to Aestan, aka Eagor) Trueheart Walker Will Yeshu (a Hessi interpreter) Albans: Eadig (earl of the Middle Country) Ediki (of Weorod) Elafi of the Isle (a sorcerer) Erling (earl of the Middle Country) Ki of the Isle Manda of the Isle (Eel Tribe) the Horse People: Li'at'dano (a shaman, the Holy One) Capi'ra (a warrior) Sorgatani (a Kerayit shaman) Berda (a
Kerayit healer) the Quman: Bulkezu (a chief) Cherbu (brother of Bulkezu, a shaman) Gyasi (a shaman) Odei (nephew of Gyasi) Agnetha (a prisoner) Boso (an interpreter) the skrolin: Gold-skin Pale-skin Pewter-skin The Seven Sleepers: Clothilde (founder) Anne Bernard (a frater) Liathano (called Liath) (his daughter)
Hiltrudis (deceased) Marcus Meriam (mother of Conrad the Black)
Rothaide (deceased) Severus Theoderada (deceased) Venia (replaced by Reginar) Wolfhere
(replaced by Abelia) Zoe (replaced by Hugh) In The Past: Abidi (Urtan's mate) Adica (a shaman at Queen's Grave) Agalleos (of the Copper people, uncle to
Maklos and Shevros) Agda (the healer at Queen's Grave) Beor (war captain at Queen's Grave) Dorren (a Walking One—a messenger) Etora (Beor's sister) Getsi (a granddaughter of Orla) Hani (a young man of Kartia) Hehoyanah (a young woman of Kartia) Kel (a young man at Queen's Grave) Kerayi (Weiwara's infant, aka Blue-bud) Laoina (Walking One of the Akka people) Maklos (of the Copper people, twin to
Shevros) Nahumia (leader at Old Fort) Ni'at (of the Horse people) Orla (leader of Queen's Grave) Oshidos (of the Copper people) Pur (a stone knapper at Queen's Grave) Shevros (of the Copper people, twin to
Maklos) Sos'ka (of the Horse people) Tosti (a young man at Queen's Grave) Ulfrega (war captain at Four Houses) Urta (child of Urtan) Urtan (Adica's cousin) Useti (Weiwara's older child) Weiwara (a woman at Queen's Grave) Wren (mate of Dorren) Wrinkled-old-man (the younger twin born to
Weiwara) the weavers: Adica (Queen's Grave) Brightness-Hears-Me (the tribe of Essit) Falling-down (the fens) Hehoyanah (apprentice to Two Fingers) Horn (dying)(replaced by Two Fingers) Shuashaana (Shu-sha, of the Copper people)
Spits-last (Tanioinin of the Akka people) Two Fingers (of Kartia) the Three Queens: Arrow Bright Golden Sow Toothless IN THE RUINS A Crown of Stars 06 Kate Elliott
PROLOGUE FEATHER Cloak was fertile, the only
pregnant woman left among her people. Indeed, she was the only woman living who
had quickened more than once. Therefore, she presided over the council of
tribes because she had power the others did not possess, power that had been
draining from the land during their exile. No one could explain this slow
leaching, but they knew it presaged the death of both land and people. If
anyone could save them, it must be the one in whom power still resided long
after it had departed from the rest. The Eagle Seat had yielded to her. In
truth, it was now the only place she rested easily. Her older child was almost
an adult in aspect and learning, but in the days when he had grown within her,
he had not waxed so large. It seemed she would harvest a giant's spawn,
although she happened to know that the sire of her budding child was Rain, who
was no smaller or larger than any other man. He was a gentle soul of medium
build, good-natured, a hard worker with clever hands, a skill for
flint-knapping, and a well-omened name, and for all these reasons a much better
choice for a father than arrogant warriors like Cat Mask and Lizard Mask who
liked to shake their spears and strut before the women. As they were doing now. "We must gather in one place, farther
inland where we'll be protected, and ready ourselves! Then we can act at once,
and in numbers. We can strike before our enemy expects us!" "Better to station ourselves in
smaller groups, you fool! Spread out around the countryside. If one group is
taken by surprise, the others will be able to harry the enemy and regroup when
it is safe." "If the enemy strikes first, if the
enemy passes the White Road and sets foot in our country, we are lost!" Cat Mask
pounded the haft of the speaking staff repeatedly into the dirt to emphasize
his point. As if his voice wasn't loud enough! Lizard Mask had half a head of height over
Cat Mask. He used it now, puffing up his chest and jutting out his chin, as he
curled a hand around the haft above Cat Mask's hand. "If the enemy
invades, how can we know where he will cross? If we're all in one place, we'll
lose mobility. We'll lumber along as slowly as your mind works!" "Feh! Your wish to be safe has made
you frightened. We must be bold!" "We must be cautious but clever, the
thorn in their side." "The arrow in their heart! One blow
to cripple them, not a frenzy of meaningless stings that will only anger them
but do no lasting damage." The councillors were seated around the
cavernous chamber, watching the two young warriors stamping and blowing in the
center. The older women seemed amused and indulgent, while the younger women
had settled into expressions of disgust or intent interest depending on their
liking for belligerent male posturing. The older men stood with crossed arms
and resigned expressions as they waited for the storm to die down; they had
blustered in like manner in their own day and knew better than to intervene. "A swarm of bees may bring down a wolf who angers them and
disturbs their hive." "A wolf may outrun them and stalk back at night when they
sleep to rip their refuge to shreds for other animals to mangle and
devour!" Because men had the floor, it wasn't the
place of women to speak, but Feather Cloak was not surprised when The Impatient
One— Uapeani-kazonkansi-a-lari, daughter of Eldest Uncle—laughed. "What fine phrases these are!"
she cried. "Shall we acclaim the one who pierces us with the finest
poetry?" The two men flushed red. Faced with her
mockery, they shifted their stances to join against her. In years past, The
Impatient One had slept with both of them, and cast both aside, and whatever
jealousy they nurtured each toward the other measured less than their
resentment of her indifference. "You argue over war," she went
on, "but force of arms cannot win this battle." "We must fight!" declared Cat
Mask. "Whether we choose to mass our forces
or disperse them, we must be ready to fight," agreed Lizard Mask. She snorted. "They are many and we
are few. Beyond that, humankind are only one of the dangers we face. We may yet
suffer grievous harm when the day comes—close now!" As if to emphasize her point in the same
way Cat Mask had rapped his spear against the ground, the land beneath
shuddered. The vibration resembled a temblor but was instead the judder of the
land as it called out like to like, seeking its home through the waves of
aether that surrounded it. It shook right through Feather Cloak's body. Her
womb clenched and relaxed in harmony with that rhythm. She wiped her brow with
the back of a hand, knowing her time was close, just as the day they had so
long awaited was close. What was torn asunder would come back to
its resting place, and the Ashioi, cursed and exiled, would come home. Many spoke, all at once, now that The
Impatient One had spoken out of turn. Peace. War. Appeasement. Negotiation.
Each view had its adherents, but those who clamored for war shouted loudest. "I will speak," Feather Cloak
said. The rest, even The Impatient One, quieted. "Listen well. If we do
not speak with one voice, we will surely perish. We no longer have leisure to
argue. A decision must be made, so I will make it. Let it be done in this way:
Let the people be gathered inland, where they may hope for the most safety. But
let them assemble in thirteen groups, each apart from the others, so that if
one falls into danger the others may yet escape. Cat Mask, you will split our
warriors into two groups. The larger group will remain with you at a place of
your choosing, where you can move and fight swiftly. Lizard Mask, you will
order the rest into small groups that can patrol the borderlands to warn the
rest of us if any hostile force passes our borders. The council will disperse
with the others. I will remain here until the storm passes. White Feather will
act as my midwife. For the rest, we must prepare to defend ourselves, but only
after the storm can we know how we are situated and how many of us have
survived. We will assemble again at that time to choose our course of action. I
have spoken. Let none dispute my words." She had only once before invoked her right
to make a unilateral decision. No wise leader did so often. She sighed, doubly
burdened, as the council acquiesced. Most left swiftly to carry out her orders.
A few tarried, arguing in soft voices that nevertheless echoed and reechoed in
the cavern. Only Eldest Uncle remained silent where he sat, cross-legged, on
the second terrace. "You have offered no opinion,
Uncle," she said. "He has no opinion," replied his
daughter, turning away from her conversation with her companion White Feather
who, like her, was harsh but strong. "He has fallen in love with his
grandson's naked mate, whom all men desire because she burns with the fire of
the upper spheres." Eldest Uncle sighed. "Is this true?" asked Feather Cloak.
"I admit I was surprised when you brought her before the council. She is
dangerous, and in the way of such dangerous things, attractive and
bright." "She is young, and wanted teaching.
If you women can think of nothing but sex, that is not my fault." "My father and my son—both enslaved
to her! What do you say, Feather Cloak?" "I banished her, seeing what she was.
Beyond the danger she poses to every earthly creature because of what she is, I
saw no harm in her." "You are a fool!" Feather Cloak smiled, clasping her hands
over her huge abdomen. "That may be. And maybe you are jealous." Eldest Uncle chuckled. The Impatient One glared. "But I sit in the Eagle Seat. If you
dispute my right to take this place, you will have to prove yourself more
worthy than I am." Like every adult among her people, Feather
Cloak could use a bow and had learned to defend herself with knife and staff,
but The Impatient One had relished the arts of war in which all adolescents
trained. She was physically strong, with powerful limbs and a martial grace
that could be used to protect, or to threaten, as she did now, tense and
poised, a warrior ready to cast a spear at her enemy. "I have walked the spheres! Do not
mock my power." "I do not mock you, Cousin. But I do
not fear you either. Power is not wisdom. It is only power. Cat Mask and his
warriors cannot protect us if he makes rash choices. We are weakened by our
exile. We do not know what we may yet suffer. I counsel caution and readiness.
You yourself spoke against using force of arms." "Only because they are many, and we
are few. We must strike swiftly with other means. The greatest and cruelest of
their warriors can be overcome by sorcery. I have defeated even the wild beasts
among them who would have torn me limb from limb." "Beware," said Eldest Uncle
quietly. "We have seen how much greater is suffering when sorcery is used
for harm." "You think we should surrender!" "Do I? We must seek peace." "Peace is surrender! Humankind will
never offer us peace." "How can you know this,
Daughter?" "I know them better than you do! I
have lived among them. I bore a child to one of them." She looked
defiantly at Feather Cloak. "They are not like us. They will never make
peace with us. My son was raised as an outcast among them, and even so they
seduced him to their ways." "Better to have raised him in our
ways," said Eldest Uncle, "instead of abandoning him there." "So you would say! But it was decided to try
the course of appeasement by birthing a child who would mix their blood and
ours. That plan has failed!" "Has it?" "Do you believe otherwise? How can
you know? You have not walked on Earth since the old days, and the old days are
forgotten by humankind. They recall us only in stories, as an ancient enemy
long banished and defeated. Or is it the memory of the Bright One that blinds
you, so that you do not wish to war against them?" "It is ill mannered for a daughter to
speak so disrespectfully to her own sire," commented Feather Cloak.
"Your words may carry truth, but your behavior gives us cause to doubt
you." "You are fools!" The
Impatient One snapped her fingers, and one of the young warriors, loitering by
the passageway that led out of the cavern, came to attention. "Still, it
is possible—-just possible—if they are not dead but only caught between the
worlds. ..." She grinned, leaped up the steps, and vanished into the
darkness, the young man at her heels. "Who is dead?" asked White
Feather. "We are caught between the worlds," said
the elderly woman known as Green Skirt. "What mischief is she up to?" "She'll try to get pregnant
again," said White Feather. "She'll want the Eagle Seat. She'll wrest
it from you, if she can." Feather Cloak had weathered many trials in
her life. They all had, who lived in exile. She smiled, feeling the familiar
tug of weariness at her heart, leavened only by a memory of laughter she had
once shared with The Impatient One when they were girls together. "In the
old days," she said as the last of her council gathered around her,
"we did not acclaim a leader solely on her fertility. It is a shame it has
come to this." She patted her belly. Muscles tightened under her hand. The skin rippled as
the child within rolled like one of the fabled merfolk underwater. "How has the world changed?" she
asked the others, marking each one with her gaze: Eldest Uncle, Green Skirt,
the old warrior Skull Earrings, and White Feather, who would act as midwife.
These were the ones she trusted most because they were honest, even and
particularly when they did not agree. They were her spring, winter, autumn, and
summer. "We do not know what we will find when we return to Earth, for
none among us has walked in the other land as it is now. None except The
Impatient One." "Uapeani-kazonkansi-a-lari walked the
spheres," said White Feather. "She risked her life so that she could
learn what was necessary to cross over the aether and back onto Earth. We
should not dismiss her words so lightly, just because she does not agree with
her father." Eldest Uncle chuckled. Green Skirt had an older woman's distaste
for nonsense. She lifted her chin sharply to show she disagreed. "That she
refuses to listen to her elders is precisely what makes her opinion suspect.
She is rash." Skull Earrings crossed his arms. He had
once been a bold, impetuous, impatient warrior like Cat Mask, but age, hunger,
and despair had worn him down. He was like ancient gold, burnished to a soft
gleam. "First, let us survive what is coming. We do not know what to
expect, except what the Bright One told us. That our old enemies the Horse
people and their human allies still live, and seek to exile us forever more. If
we survive, then we can send scouts to survey the lay of the land. If we do not
survive, if we are cast adrift a second time, then we will certainly die. What
can we do?" "We can do nothing," said Eldest
Uncle, "except take shelter and hope for the storm's winds to spare
us." "There must be something we can do!"
cried White Feather. "Are we goats, to be herded at the shepherds's whim
and slaughtered when it is time for meat?" "Now—right now—we are helpless,"
said Eldest Uncle. "There is no shame in accepting this as truth, since it
is so. I agree with my nephew." He gestured toward Skull Earrings. The other man laughed. 'After so many
years, it is good we agree at last, Uncle!" The old man smiled, but Feather Cloak saw
that the gesture came only from the head, not his heart. "I will wait
beside the clearing where the burning stone appears," he said. "That is on the edge of the land,'
protested Feather Cloak. "The tides may wash over you. You will be at
risk." "As you are here, Feather Cloak." "I cannot leave the Eagle Seat. I
like you close at hand. It makes me feel more at peace." He shrugged, knowing she was right,
knowing that as leader she had no peace. The weight of the Eagle Seat was as
heavy a burden as pregnancy. "Nevertheless, I must wait there, in
case—" White Feather snorted. "In case the
Bright One reappears? Perhaps your daughter speaks the truth, Uncle. You have a
young man's mind in an old man's body." "That never changes!" he
retorted, but he was not offended by her statement. The others laughed. "I
am eldest. I will do as I wish in this. I will see what I will see. If the
tides overwhelm me, so be it." A contraction gripped Feather Cloak's
womb. As if in echo, the earth trembled and shook on and on until she found
herself breathing hard, hands clutching the eagle's wings. White Feather knelt beside her. "You
are close." She beckoned to Green Skirt, who nodded and hurried to the
door to give a stream of directions to one of the warriors waiting there, a
young woman wearing a fox mask tipped back onto her hair. The girl ran out to
fetch water while White Feather emptied coals out of a hollow stick and coaxed
a fire into flame. Skull Earrings fetched the birthing stool. All this industry, and the intense grip of
further contractions, distracted Feather Cloak. She had the merest impression
of Eldest Uncle's brief farewell and the pair of young warriors who followed
him. When she next looked around the chamber, all three were gone. As the contractions came hard and with
increasing frequency, she began no longer to be able to distinguish the forces
shaking her body and those shaking the land. So many burdens; so much
exhaustion; so great a trial to be faced. She had to let it go. It was beyond
her control. All she could do was endure it. All she could do, between stabs of
red-hot pain, was pray to Sharatanga, She-Who-Will-Not-Have-A-Husband. "Guide us through this birth and this
death. Give us your blessing." Was that her voice or White Feather's? Was
it Green Skirt speaking, as the green beads and little white skull masks
clicked together each time the old woman moved? Did she herself mumble words,
or only grunt and groan and curse as the pains of opening came and went? She was vaguely sensible beyond her skin
of the greater skin of the cosmos, that which wrapped Earth, opening as a
flower opens to receive that which now returned to it: the exiled land. Vast
forces moved within the deeps. The sea waters raged on the surface and winds
howled, while in the caverns far beneath, rivers of fire shifted to create a
new maze of pathways. Earth is welcoming us home. "Hush," said White Feather.
"Hold your breath so you can push." "Listen to what Feather Cloak
says!" objected Green Skirt. "She can see where we cannot." The pain of opening transformed her
awareness as the child within pressed forward, ready to be born. It was not
pain but inevitability that dragged her. Now the exiled land was drawn back to
the place it had come from, where it had always belonged. Now the child would
be born, because children must be born once they have begun that journey. Four attended her: White Feather, Skull
Earrings, Green Skirt, and the fox-masked young warrior, a serious girl who
glared at everyone as she ran to and fro on whatever errands they gave her. She knew this not because she paid
attention to them, but because she knew all things. The vital soul that resides
in the cosmos and imbues it and all things with life, even those that may seem
dead, became visible to her. She saw the vibration of all things down to their
smallest particle. She saw the reach of the heavens as they expanded in an
infinite curve whose unknowable horizon confounded her. The exiled land was
almost drained of this soul. Ruptured from its nurturing womb, it had waned as
the tide of the sacred presence had ebbed. Now the vibrant net that entangled
Earth swallowed them, and as the child in her belly was thrust out from its
shelter, they were dragged in to the ancient nest in whose architecture still
resided a memory of their place within it. The slippery mass of a child dropped into
White Feather's waiting hands. She groaned, or perhaps it was the earth
grinding at a register almost too low to be perceived. 'Another one!" cried Green Skirt in
shock. "Twice blessed! Twice cursed!"
sang out White Feather, shoving the first infant into the waiting hands of
Skull Earrings so she could catch the impatient second, now crowning. Feather Cloak pushed as the world was born
again, as the White Road flared into existence, a ribbon so bright that it
shone, as Earth exploded
beyond the borders of the Ashioi land. Firestorms raged and gales seared the
land. Yet all this transpired at such a remote distance from the heart of the
maelstrom that her awareness of the cosmos, too, faded, and she was after all
weary. So weary. "Two girls!" said Skull
Earrings, cradling the first tenderly in his arms. "The gods have favored
us!" She slid down the long road of exhaustion
and fell into sleep. North of the land lies devastation so
complete that the land steams. Has their return created such a wasteland that
smoke and ruin are all she sees? No. Beyond the scar lies land touched by
fire, by wind, by raging seas, by great shifts in the earth itself, by tumult,
but it is not dead. She sees now what caused the land just
beyond the White Road to be engulfed by molten rock. The Bright One walks in
the wasteland. She created it with the power that resides within her, the curse
she received from her mother's kin. She is naked and carries nothing except a
bow layered with the magical essence of griffin bone. So bright it shines. . .
. She moaned and came awake, squinting
against a light she did not recognize. "Ah\" She shielded her eyes. "What is
it?" "He-Who-Burns!" cried Green
Skirt. "That is the sun. See how his light shines!" She pointed at
the roof of the cavern, where a yellow glare illuminated the spray of plant
roots dangling from crumbling ridges of soil. Skull Earrings stepped forward with White
Feather beside him. "Here are your daughters," he said, displaying
the dark babies. White Feather nodded. "So small. So
perfect!" Weeping, she kissed them. "They will
never know exile. We have come home." PART ONE THE TIDES OF
DESTRUCTION
I A VISION OF THE
END
1 WHEN the earth began to shake, his jailers
abandoned him within the ruins of the old monastery, beside the roofless church
and its stone tower. From his prison, in his cage in the back of the cart, he
watched in a confused stupor as both horses and oxen bolted, spooked by the
unnatural weather. Along the shoreline of Osna Sound, the
water receded far out past the line of the ebb tide, exposing seabed and a line
of sharp rocks below the curve of the Dragonback Ridge. Above, the sky was a
sheet of lightning that veiled the stars, but that light in the heavens was an
uncanny thing because no thunder answered it. A stillness, more like an indrawn
breath, settled over the country, and it hung there, waiting. Soon. The silence was broken with a roar as the
ground jolted. The cart pitched over. The post to which Alain was chained
snapped as it struck the ground. With a groan, the stone tower collapsed into a
cloud of dust and grit that choked him as he sprawled, like the fish flopping
in the exposed seabed, gasping for breath. Scattered by a rising wind, the
storm of dirt quickly dissipated, but the ground had not finished shifting. The Dragonback Ridge splintered with a
deafening crack. Sheets of rock cascaded into the sound. Beneath the booming
clatter of rock, the earth moved as the dragon woke. Its tail, lashing as it
was freed from the soil, snapped trees. As its flank heaved up where once lay
the high ridge, dirt avalanched seaward, obliterating the old shoreline. The
creature lifted a claw and set it down, and the ground trembled beneath that
tread. It raised its huge head to examine the heavens, then slewed around.
Chained and caught, Alain could only stare as the head lowered down and down
and paused at length before the cage to stare at him. With one bite it could devour cart and man
both. He struggled to his knees to face it, although it took all his strength
to rise. Its scales shone like gold. Its eyes had
the luster of pearls. It was not untarnished from its waking: there was a cut
in its belly, and from this a tear of bright, hot blood hissed, splashing over
him. Its touch burned him to the heart, not with heat but with truth. My heart is the Rose. Any heart is the
Rose of Healing that knows compassion and lets it bloom. It blinked, huffed a cloud of steam,
reared its head up, and opened its vast wings. Their span shadowed the
monastery grounds. It bunched its haunches, waited a breath, ten breaths, a
hundred breaths, as if listening, as if it, too, were waiting. A wind howled up out of the southwest,
shattering trees as it came, and when it hit, the dragon launched itself. Alain
fell, never sure if the gale or the weight of its draft had battered him down.
Its shadow passed away. Beyond, the sea raged against the rocks. Above, the
stars had gone out. All he could see of the sky was a swirling haze mixed of
dust and ash and wind and bits of foliage, and the trailing sparks of a vast
spell. He heard still a roar of sound, building
in volume, and before he understood what it was, a wave out of the sea swept
over him. His chains held him under the water as he tumbled in its surf,
fighting for the surface. And as he drowned, he saw in a vision the land unfolding
before him. He saw as the spell tangled and collapsed in on itself. He saw the
land of the Ashioi materialize out of the aether, back to the place it had come
from long ago. He saw what happened in the wake of that
spell: All down the western shoreline of the boot
of Aosta, a ridge of volcanoes shakes into life. Lava streams out of the earth.
Fields crack open, as the pit yawns beneath. An unstoppable tide of mud and ash
slurry buries villages and the folk who live in
them. There is no warning, no time to flee. The waters of the Middle Sea that are
displaced by the returning land speed outward in vast concentric rings. These
waves deluge distant coastlines, drowning the shore. All along the northern sea rivers run
backward and ports are left dry as the land groans and shifts, rising no more
than a finger's span as the weight settling in the south tilts the entire
continent. Temblors shake the land. The gale that
blasted across the earth dissipates in wilderness among the dumb beasts. Deep
in the earth, goblins race through ancient labyrinths, seeking their lost
halls. Under the sea, the merfolk dive deep to escape the maelstrom. Out in the
distant grasslands, the Horse people shelter in hollows in the land. The magic
of the Holy One shields them from the worst even as it drains the life out of
her. All this he sees as he struggles in the
waters. He sees, and he understands: Those who were most harmed in ancient days
ride out the storm with the least damage. It is humankind who suffer most.
Perhaps Li'at'dano hoped or planned that in the end the weaving would harm
those who were the greatest threat to her people: both the Cursed Ones, and her
own human allies. Perhaps the WiseMothers suspected that humankind
would take the brunt of the backlash. Perhaps they had no choice except to do
what they did, knowing that the belt was already twisted and the path already
laid clear before their feet They speak to him through rock and through water,
although the salt sea almost drowns their voice. It. Is. Done. You. Have. Saved. Us. He gasps for breath but swallows water.
The link between them is broken so sharply that it is as if it had never
existed. Caught in the riptide, he came clear of
the water suddenly and flailed and gasped and choked and coughed as the tide
hauled him toward the sea. The chain jerked him back to the ground. The cart,
trapped in the fallen stones, had saved him, which had all this time imprisoned
him. He lay there, too dazed to move. At length daylight filtered into the haze
of ash and dust that clouded the heavens. After a long time he realized that he
was alive and that, impossibly, the world had survived. The great weaving that
Adica had made so long ago with her compatriots was at long last finished. The
spell had come all the way around and returned to where it began. The Lost Ones
had returned from their exile. He had seen both beginning and end, only
of course the end was now a beginning. After all, he was not alone in the ruins,
as he had thought. The hounds came and with them came his foster father, Henri.
"Where are we going?" Alain asked him. "Home, Son. We're going
home."
2 BECAUSE the ridge had been obliterated by the dragon's
waking, their way proved rough and strenuous as they walked toward home
through a jumble of boulders, fallen trees, and tide-wracked debris. In the end
Alain's legs failed him and his strength gave out. He could scarcely breathe.
Once they reached a real path, Henri had to carry him, stopping at intervals to
rest. "You're nothing but bones and
skin," Henri said one of those times. He sat, sweating, on a smooth beech
tree, uprooted in last night's storm. Alain wheezed, curled up on the ground
because he hadn't the strength to sit upright. The hounds nosed him fretfully.
"You weigh no more than a child. I'll never forgive Lord Geoffrey for
doing this to you. It's a sin to treat another human being so cruelly." He was too weak to answer. The world
seemed dim, but perhaps that was only because of clouds covering the sky. Henri sighed. "You do stink, though,
Son. Whew!" The affection in his voice made Alain's lips tremble, but he
could not manage a smile. For so long he had endured. Now, safe, he thought he
might at last die because he had been worn too thin. He wanted to go on, but he
had nothing left. "Here, now, you beasts, move
aside." Henri hoisted him effortlessly, shifted
him onto his own back so Alain's head rested on Henri's shoulder, and kept
walking. It seemed likely that they should have passed through Osna village,
but apparently Henri kept to those woodland paths that took them around the
village and onto the broad southern road. Many trees were fallen. Branches littered
the path. It was silent, not even bird call to serenade them, and not a soul
out on the roads the morning after. Where the road forked, Henri veered to the
right along a narrower side path that wound through oak and silvery birch, maple
and beech. Long ago he had ridden down this path with Count Lavastine. The
memory seemed as a dream to him now, no more real than his life with Adica. All
gone, torn away by death. Yet there was life here still. Some manner
of person had husbanded these woods, cutting down trees for firewood and
boatbuilding in many spots but fostering quick-growing ash and sparing half the
slow-growing oaks in others. Coppice-cut willow, hazel, and hawthorn flourished
in various states of regrowth, some freshly cut and others ready for felling
again. Sorrow barked. Pigs squealed away into the undergrowth. "Who's there?" came a cry from
ahead. "I've found him!" cried Henri. Alain hadn't the strength to raise his
head, so, sidewise, he watched the estate emerge as the path opened onto
neatly-mown hayfields and a tidy garden, recently harvested. Two corrals ringed
sheep and a pair of cows. Geese honked, and chickens scattered. There was even
a horse and a pony, riches for a free-holding family without noble forebears.
Folk had come out of the workshop and the house to stand and stare, but it was
the ones he knew best who ran up the path to meet them. Julien was scarred and
lean. Stancy was pregnant; she ran forward with a child grasping her hand. Was
that third adult little Agnes, grown so comely and tall? "That can't be Alain," said
Julien. "That creature's nothing more than skin pulled over bones." "It's him," said Stancy.
"Poor boy." She wiped away tears. "Stink! Stink!" wailed the
child, tugging to break free and run. "He scares me." "Hush!" Aunt Bel strode up to
them, looked at him hard, and frowned. "Stancy, kill a chicken and get a
broth cooking. He'll not be strong enough to eat solid food. Agnes, I'll want
the big basin tub for bathing him. Outside, though. Julien, haul water and tell
Bruno to heat it on the workshop fire. We'll need plenty. He can't be
chilled." Like the chickens, they scattered but to
more purpose. "Dear God," said Aunt Bel.
"That's a strong smell. We'll have to Wash him twice over before we bring
him inside. I'll have the girls make a good bed for him by the hearth. He'll be
abed all winter, if he survives at all. He looks more like a ghost than like
our sweet lad." "He can hear you." "Can you hear me, boy?" she
demanded. Because it was Aunt Bel asking, he fluttered his eyelids and got out
a croak, not much more than a sigh. "It's a wonder he's still alive,
abused like that." She made a clucking noise, quite disgusted. "It's
a good thing you went after him, Henri." "Don't let him die, Bel. I failed him
once already." "It's true you let your pride get the
better of you. You were jealous." The movement of Henri's shoulders, beneath
Alain's chest, betrayed a reaction. "Nay, there's nothing more to be
said," retorted Bel. "Let it be, little brother. What's in the past
is gone with the tide. Let him be. I'll nurse him myself. If he lives, then we
can see." A drop of moisture fell on Alain's
dangling hand. At first, he thought it might be rain from those brooding
clouds, but as they trudged down into the riot of the living, he realized that
these were Henri's tears. II THE LUCK OF THE KING
1 SANGLANT knew dawn came only because he
could smell the sun's rising
beyond the haze that concealed all horizons. Ash rained down on his army as
they straggled through the scorched forest, dragging their wounded with them.
Here and there fires burned in the treetops. Smoke rose, blending with the ash
drifting over them. Limbs snapped and crashed to earth to create echoes within echoes
as the devastated forest collapsed on itself. They assembled in their tattered legions
around the ancient fortress where Lady Wendilgard had met her death. Up on the
height of half fallen walls, Captain Fulk posted sentries to watch over the
wounded. The prince stood on the shattered ramp, once a causeway leading up
into the fortress and now a series of broken stair steps littered with stones,
weapons, and four dead men not yet dragged away. The last surviving troops who
had heard the call to sheathe weapons and retreat emerged battered, bruised,
and limping from the trees to take up places in the clearing. They were crammed
shoulder to shoulder, weary and frightened, and all of them awaiting his
command. Perhaps two thousand troops remained to
him, out of opposing armies which had each easily boasted twice that number. Of
his personal guard, once numbering more than two hundred, some two score
remained. Every man among them bore at least one wound, some minor and a few,
no doubt, mortal. To his left waited Capi'ra and her centaurs, who had
weathered the storm better than most, and a remnant of Quman soldiers. The
winged riders had been hit hard in the field by the heavier numbers of Henry's
army, but they had held their ground. It was largely due to their courage and
will that he had saved as many of his troops as he had during that initial
disastrous retreat when Henry's forces had overpowered him in the early part of
the battle. Of the rest of his noble brethren who had marched with him from
Wendar and the marchlands, he had only two surviving commanders: Lord Wichman
and Captain Istvan, the tlngrian. Lord Druthmar was lost on the field, although
no man living had seen him fall, and he had long since lost track of the rest
of his captains and lords, who might still be huddling in the forest or lying
among the dead. Henry's army formed up to his right:
Duchess Liutgard and her cavalry out of Fesse, Duke Burchard and his Avarians
together with his daughter Wendilgard's remaining men, and others from Saony and
the duchies of Varre. The terrible storm and the blast of burning wind had hit
Henry's army as hard as his own. Henry's army no longer. Henry's corpse lay fixed over Fest's
saddle. Sanglant held the reins. "Your Majesty." Hathui bowed
before him. "What now?" "Where is Zuangua?" he asked,
surveying the scene. "I see no Ashioi among our number." "They did not follow us back this
way, my lord prince ..." Lewenhardt corrected himself. "Your
Majesty." Like the others, the young archer was filthy, smeared with ash
and dirt and blood. Ash pattered down, the sound of its steady rain audible
even through the many noises of the army creaking into place, men weeping, men
talking, horses in distress, a few dogs barking, and wagon wheels squeaking on
the fine layer of ash and grit. "They went off into the trees toward the
sea, along the old track they were following before. I don't know where they've
gone." "I do," Sanglant said.
"They've abandoned us and gone home, for I'm thinking that their homeland
must surely have returned from its long exile." It hurt to breathe. It
hurt to think of Liath struggling among the living or lost to death.
"Hathui, if we build a fire, can you seek Liath through the flames?" "I can try, Your Majesty." He nodded. She took two soldiers and
trudged through the pall into the forest, where charcoal would be easy to
gather. The trio passed a group of exhausted men stumbling out of the trees.
The ash so covered every least thing that it was impossible to tell what lord
or lady these soldiers had served before the night's cataclysm. All his, now. Every one of them. With his
dying breath, Henry had willed Wendar and Varre to his favorite child, his
obedient son, the bastard, the one the king had long wished to succeed him
despite all opposition. "We cannot see into the future,"
Helmut Villam had once
observed. That was a mercy granted to humankind, who would otherwise drown in a
sea of unwanted knowledge filled with reversals, tragedies, unhoped-for
rescues, and the endless contradictions of life. He remembered the passion in his own voice
that day by the river, below the palace of Werlida, when he had spoken so
decidedly to his father the king. "I don't want to be king. Or heir. Or
emperor." And now, of course, he was. King, and heir
to an empire he had never desired. "What of your Aostan allies?" he
asked his cousin Liutgard, nodding also at the old duke, Burchard. The duchess shrugged, wiping ash off her
lips with the back of one filthy hand. Her hair was streaked with ash, tangled
and dirty; impossible to tell how fair it was under all the soot. "They
fled west along the coast instead of following us," she said. "Their
allegiance was to Adelheid, not to Henry. There are yet stragglers, and a few
wandering confused among our troops. For the rest, those who live, I believe
they will all fly home." With a sigh, Sanglant rubbed his stinging
eyes. "Has there been any report of the griffins?" he asked those
standing nearest to him. Clustered behind Hathui were a dozen Eagles rescued
from Henry's train. In truth he needed no answer. If the gale
had not killed the griffins outright, then it had surely blasted them far away.
It seemed impossible for any creature in the air to have survived the storm. Ai, God, he was so weary that he had begun
to hear things, a strange rushing roar that nagged at his hearing until even
the folk surrounding him heard as well. To the south, shouts of alarm rang out
above the snap and crash of branches as though a second wind raked through the
forest. Scouts left behind to stand sentry over the road tumbled into the
clearing. "The ocean! The ocean has
risen!" He gestured to Lewenhardt and Captain
Fulk. Together they ran along the road into the trees, and before they had gone
far they saw an astonishing sight. Water surged inland through the trees,
losing depth quickly until it lapped and sighed around their boots. As they
stared, it drained away, most into the ground but in a few stubborn rivulets
back toward the sea, dragging twigs and leaves in its undertow. Sanglant knelt
and brushed his fingers through a remnant pool as the roar of the receding
waters faded. He touched the moisture to his lips, spat out the salty brine. "This is seawater." "That is not possible," said
Captain Fulk. "No tide can rise so high. It's a league at least—more!—from
here to the ocean!" "Bring Fest. I'll need an escort of a
hundred men. If there's any hope of capturing Queen Adelheid, we must seek her
now. Bring Duke Burchard, since he knows the town and its defenses. Tell
Duchess Liutgard to make an account of what provisions are left us, tend to the
wounded, and ready the men for a long march. Bury the dead before they begin to
rot." "Even the emperor, Your
Majesty?" "No. We must prepare Henry for the
journey north. See that his heart is removed from his body, and his flesh
boiled until there is nothing left but bones." The road through the forest had survived
the conflagration, but it was muddy and streaked with debris. The wind gusted
erratically and after one man was knocked out cold by a falling branch, they
watched for limbs with each flurry. The trees were blackened and burned on the
side facing the southeast. Desiccated leaves filtered down with the ever
present ash fall. Light rose as the morning progressed, but the day remained
hazy and dim and the heavens had a glowering sheen. Every sound was muffled by
the constant hiss of ash and the layer of soot and mud blanketing the damp
ground. It was cool, yet clammy, and the long walk exhausted them and their
horses alike. "Is it the end of the world, my lord
pr— Your Majesty?" Lewenhardt whispered. "If it is the end, then why are we
not dead? Nay, Lewenhardt, it is as it seems. A terrible cataclysm has
overtaken us. We may yet survive if we keep our wits about us, and if we hold
together." Duke Burchard drew the Circle of Unity at
his chest, but said nothing. The old man seemed too stunned to speak. He was
not alone in this. For every soldier who exclaimed out loud at the scorched
forest and the marks of the recent flood there were four or five who gaped at
the devastation as though they had, indeed, lost their wits. "I dislike this, Your Majesty,"
said Fulk. "What if the sea returns?" "We must see. Besides Queen Adelheid,
we must seek out those who survived and hid until daybreak. Liutgard said many
of the Aostans marched west along the coast. What of them?" Pools of salty water filled the ruts in
the road, and a gloomy vista awaited them when at last they emerged from the
trees and gazed through the swirling ash that obscured the bay of Estriana,
half a league away. The plain looked strangely scumbled, strewn with debris. He
could not mark the field where the battle had been fought or the line of their
retreat because branches and corpses and planks from wagons and all manner of
flotsam lay tumbled everywhere. He saw no life at all in the distant town. "You are sure?" he asked Duke
Burchard. "You left Queen Adelheid behind in Estriana?" The old man's voice was more like a croak.
"So I did, Your Majesty. She held a reserve behind the walls in case of
disaster. It was already agreed that she would remain in the tower rather than
sortie out. She is a strategist, Your Majesty, not a soldier." "So she is," agreed Sanglant,
"if she yet lives. I walked right into the ambush she and Henry laid
between them." Burchard shook his head impatiently.
"We saw well enough what trap Henry fell into. The daimone with which
Presbyter Hugh ensorcelled him spoke his words and moved his limbs according to
the presbyter's command. Henry did not speak. That plan was the queen's
alone." "She is a formidable opponent, then.
What do we do with her now?" Staring across the plain toward the Middle
Sea, Burchard wept softly. "Perhaps bury her?" The pall of dust hid the waters, which
seemed, impossibly, at low tide, drawn far back across tidal flats. 'Ai, God!" cried Lewenhardt, who
possessed the sharpest gaze among them, able to pierce the haze.
"Look!" The water was rising swiftly. It swelled
at the mouth of the bay into a monstrous wave that crested into a wall of
foaming white. The wave surged forward across the bay and smashed down onto the
town and the
shoreline, engulfing it and inundating the land. The water rose up and up,
still climbing as it flooded the plain. "Run!" The others turned and fled. Sanglant could
not bring himself to move. He could not quite believe, despite the
evidence of his eyes, that the sea could rise so fast and run so far. The
whiter crest that battered the town dissipated quickly, subsumed in the vast
tidal swell that rolled inland across the plain. Fest snorted and shied, and he
reined him in, turning in a complete circle before the horse settled, uneasy
and in protest but holding fast. "My lord prince!" cried Captain
Fulk, returning in haste to rein up beside him. "We'll be drowned. You
must come!" The tide lapped to its highest extent a
stone's toss from Fest, not even reaching the outlying trees of the forest, and
sucked hissing and burbling back into the sea. All that lay strewn over the
plain from the first surge rushed outward with it. Even the stone walls of
Estriana toppled into the wave, all but the highest tower, which was protected
by a double ring of walls that had taken the brunt of the impact. His men, creeping back, wept to witness
the sea's fury. As the wave receded, the ruins of the town emerged from the
water. The stone walls were shattered at a dozen places. Seen through those
gaps, the buildings looked like piles of sticks. 'Ai, God!" cried Duke Burchard.
"Queen Adelheid must surely be dead! No one could have survived such a
deluge!" He glanced at Sanglant and wiped his brow nervously. "Surely
she had a reason for the terrible course she took, Your Majesty. Surely she did
not wish to harm the king. She loved him. She is a good woman." "Let us hope we do not have to make
decisions as cruel as the one she felt herself forced to make," replied
Sanglant. "I think it most prudent if we
retreat," said Fulk. "We have seen that these unnatural tides are not
yet faded. Look how the water sucks back out again. What if a larger surge
comes?" "Look," said Lewenhardt.
"Something is moving out there!" Sanglant dismounted. "Your Majesty!" protested
Captain Fulk "I'll walk. The footing looks too
tricky for horses." "Why go at all? If you're swept
away—" "I think we have time. The second
wave did not approach until we had walked all the way from the old fort. If you
have ever sat upon the sea's shore and watched the waves, Captain, you will
have seen they
have a rhythm of their own. These great waves need time to approach." Fulk had stood firm through many terrible
events when others quailed and faltered, and although the prospect of drowning
clearly horrified him, he did not fail Sanglant now. "Very well. I'll come
with you, Your Majesty." Sanglant grinned and strode forward. The
ground was not hopelessly muddy because the tide had come up and receded too
swiftly to soak in, but damp ash made the ground slick and debris from the
forest caught about their ankles and snagged in their leggings. It was not
silent but uncannily still, with no sign of life but their own soft footsteps.
The hissing fall of ash serenaded them. Maybe it would never stop raining down.
Perhaps the heavens themselves had burned and now shed the soot of their
destruction over the earth. The throttling gurgle of the sea faded in the
distance as the tide receded back and back beyond the tidal flats, although it
was difficult to see anything clearly through the haze. Now and again they
caught the scent of rot. They walked out onto the plain, glancing
back at intervals to see the forest, farther away each time, and the troop
clustered at the fringe of the trees, obscured by falling ash. 'Are you sure Lewenhardt saw anything,
Your Majesty?" Fulk asked at last. "It could have been the wind. It's
hard to see anything with all this cloud and ash." "Hush." Sanglant held up a hand,
and Fulk fell silent, not moving, chin lifted as he, too, strove to hear. But
few men had the unnaturally keen hearing that Sanglant possessed, and Fulk
could not hear the faint sounds of splashing. "It sounds like a fish
flopping half out of water. There!" A ditch had captured something living that
now thrashed in a remnant of seawater. They came cautiously to the edge and
stared down into a pit filled with a murky blend of mud, water, and scraps of
vegetation. A corpse was fixed between the axles of a shattered wagon, face
mercifully hidden by one wheel, legs gray where they stuck out of the scummy
surface. 'Ai, God!" cried Fulk, stepping back
in horror. The tide had trapped a monster from the
deeps. Sensing them, it heaved its body fully back into the water with a
splash, but it had nowhere to hide. They could distinguish its huge tail
sluicing back and forth. At last it reared up out of the mud defiantly,
whipping its head side to side and spraying mud and flecks of grass and leaves everywhere. Its hair hissed
and snapped at them, each strand like an eyeless eel seeking a meal out of the
air. It had a man's torso, lean and powerful, shimmering with scales. It had a
face, of a kind: flat eyes, slits where a nose should otherwise grow, a lipless
mouth, and scaly hands webbed between its clawed fingers. "It's a man-fish," whispered
Fulk. "That kind we saw on the river!" It was trapped and therefore doomed,
washed in and stranded by the tide, but a fearsome beast nevertheless and
therefore not worthy of mercy. Yet Sanglant frowned as Fulk drew his sword. The
creature stared boldly at them. Sharp teeth gleamed as it opened its mouth. And
spoke. "Prinss Ssanglant. Cap'tin
Fulk." Fulk jumped backward. "How can this
beast know our names!" "Prinss Ssanglant," it repeated.
The eels that were its hair hissed and writhed as though they, too, voiced a
message, one he could not understand. "Can you speak Wendish? What are you?
What are you called?" "Gnat," it seemed to say, yet it kept talking in a
language he did not understand, although he had heard it before. "That's Jinna." "It's too garbled, Your Majesty. I
can't tell." "Can you speak Wendish?" he said
slowly, because he knew no words of Jinna. He tried out the other languages he
could stumble along in. "Can you speak Ungrian? Can you speak the tongue
known to the Quman? Can you—" "Liat'ano," it said, lifting a
hand in pantomime to shade its flat eyes as would a man staring into the bright
sun. "Liathano! Do you speak of my wife,
Liath?" The creature hissed, as in agreement. "What does this mean, my lord prince?"
whispered Fulk. "How can such a monster know our names?" "I don't know. How could such a
creature have learned to speak Jinna?" "Jinna!" The creature spoke
again at length, but they could only shake their heads. Impatience burned at
him like fire as he wondered what this creature knew and what it could
tell him. Did Liath live, or was she dead? How did it recognize them? 'Are there any in our party who can speak
the language of the Jinna?" asked Fulk. "Only Liath," he said bitterly.
"That's why she took those two Jinna servants with her. She was the only one who could
understand them." "What do we do?" "Drag it back to the sea. If it can
speak, then it is no mute beast but a thinking creature like us." "What if it is our enemy? You see its
teeth and claws. I heard the stories the ship-master told us—that it eats human
flesh." "It is at our mercy." He shook
his head. "It gives me hope that my wife still lives. For that reason
alone I can't kill it, or leave it to die, as it surely will, stranded
here." It was, indeed, no mute beast. He gestured
toward the sea. He spoke his own name, and Liath's, and Fulk's, and gestured
toward the sea again, as the creature stared at them. When they clambered down
the crumbling bank and grabbed its arms, it did not fight them. It was heavy,
and strange, and difficult to drag although its glistening tail slid easily
over most obstacles. In the end, out of breath and sloppy with mud and ash,
they got it to what had once been the shoreline. The sea had sucked well out
into the bay, but they dared not walk there among slick rocks knowing that the
next wave would come soon. "Go with the Lord and Lady's
grace," said Sanglant. "There is nothing more we can do for
you." "Liat'ano," it said again, and
pointed toward the sky and then toward the ground. "Does she live?" Sanglant asked,
knowing that the pain in his heart would never cease, not until he knew what
fate had befallen her and their daughter. He had lost so much, as they all had,
but he feared there was worse yet to come. Lying there awkwardly on the ground, it
glanced toward the sea, then copied with eerie precision his earlier gesture.
It waved toward the forest, suggesting haste, and said a curt word, repeated
twice, something like Go. Go. It had the cadence of a warning. Surely it
could sense the tides of the sea better than he could. Fulk shifted from one
foot to the next, glancing from the creature to the sea and back again. "Ai, God!" swore Sanglant. "Come,
Fulk." They left, jogging across the plain. In
places the tide had swept the ground clear. Elsewhere, ditches, small ridges,
or other obstacles had caught debris in a wide swathe, corpses and branches and
here and there a weapon or wagon wheel tangled together and stinking as the
hours passed. Nothing moved on that plain. There was still no sign of life among the broken
walls of the town. No birds flew, and now and again lightning brightened the
clouds, followed by a distant rumbling of thunder. They heard the water rising before they
reached the soldiers waiting for them at the edge of the forest, nervous as
they listened and watched the glimmer of the sea. He turned as the rest
of the troop hurried away along the road into the cover of the blasted trees.
The water rose this time not in any distinguishable wave but as a great swell.
He could not see the mer-creature. The light wasn't strong enough, and the
shoreline was, in any case, too far away and the ground too uneven. Like the
rest of them, it would survive the tide of destruction, or it would perish. A dozen men waited at the verge, unwilling
to depart without their prince. Without their king. "She must still be alive," he
said. "Yes, Your Majesty," said Fulk. Lewenhardt offered him reins. Sanglant
mounted Fest and together the remnants of his once proud company rode into the
trees. 2 I looked through fire for those whose
faces I know, Your Majesty, but I saw nothing." Sanglant glanced toward his council
members waiting on the ramp that led up into the ruined fortress. The army had
settled down under the afternoon haze to lick its wounds, recover its strength,
and assess its numbers and provisions. "The Seven Sleepers may have
protected themselves from Eagle's Sight. We must act as if they still live.
They remain a threat." Hathui shrugged. "I saw flames and
shadow. Flashes of things. An overturned wagon. Falling rocks. A horse killed
by a falling branch. None of it made any sense, nor could I hold any one vision
within the fire. And of Liath, I saw nothing." 'Ai, God!" He paced, kicking up ash,
and spun to face her. "Seek her at nightfall, each night, and hope she
seeks in turn." "Nightfall is difficult to gauge with
this cloud cover and ash fall, your Majesty. We might each seek the other every evening
and never touch. The Eagle's Sight is a powerful gift, but a man butchering a
deer has more accuracy and delicacy." He laughed, more in pain than amusement.
"The crowns have the same failing, do they not? Thus we are spared the
weight of a power too great to combat by natural means. I no longer
wonder—" He swept an arm wide to indicate the heavens and the shattered
forest. "—why the church condemned sorcery. See what sorcery has
wrought." "Liath is a mathematicus, Your
Majesty. Do you mean to put her aside because she knows the art of
sorcery?" He grinned. "I began as captain of
the King's Dragons. I have always been a soldier. If a weapon is put in my
hands, I use it. And anyway ..." And anyway. / love her. He could not speak those words aloud. He
was regnant now, but his position was by no means secure. He could show no
weakness; he could possess no weakness, and if he did, if he loved
unwisely, then he must conceal the nature of his desire or it would be
used against him. In that way the Pechanek Quman had tried to dishonor him by
tempting him with a woman's flesh. He had come close to falling. "Seek her at nightfall, Hathui. Keep
trying." "Yes, Your Majesty." He strode over to those who waited,
climbed the ramp until he stood above them, and situated himself so all
those gathered below or huddled within the ruined walls could hear. He raised a
hand for silence, and they quieted, but it was never still. The hiss of falling
ash, the crack of breaking branches in the forest, not as many now but
sharp and startling each time the sound came, and the moans of the wounded ran
beneath his words. "Cousin," he said. "What
accounting have you reached?" Liutgard was an excellent administrator
and a wise enough soldier that she let her captains fight her battles for her.
When she was younger, her husband had carried her sword as a talisman in place
of her, but since his death some years earlier she had shown a disturbing
tendency to take to the field herself. She beckoned her chief steward forward.
That woman tallied their remaining forces and lines of command, about two
thousand men and perhaps half that many horses remaining although strays were
continually being roped in. They had salvaged provisions for about three weeks, if strictly
rationed, but were low on fresh water and feed for the horses. There were not
enough wagons to carry all the wounded though crude sledges could be built and
the wounded placed upon those and dragged by healthy men. "What now, Your Majesty?"
Liutgard asked when her steward had finished. "Yes, what now?" they asked, all
the assembled nobles and captains, those who had survived. He was at first silent, but at length he
spoke. "If fire and ash and water have wreaked such havoc here, how badly
has the rest of the land suffered?" Lord Wichman laughed coarsely and shouted,
"Surely we have survived the worst!" "Hush! You fool!" said Liutgard
to her cousin. "Do not tempt God! There may be worse yet to come. What do
you mean to do, Your Majesty?" The curse of foresight had spared him, as
it spared all born of humankind. It was amazing that he had once said to his
father: "1 don't want to be king with princes all biting at my heels
and waiting for me to go down so they can rip out my throat. I want a grant of
land, Liath as my wife, and peace." Such luxury was no longer in his
grasp. If he did not lead, then this army would fall to pieces and much worse
would indeed come to pass. "We must move out, and swiftly. This
land is too devastated to support an army." "What of Queen Adelheid, Your
Majesty?" demanded Burchard. Sanglant laughed bitterly. "You and I
both saw the ruins of Estriana. I think there are no survivors." "Should we send scouts into the
town?" "How can we tell when another wave
may overtake any of our scouts who go down to search? If we wait for the sea to
subside completely, we will suffer losses ourselves from thirst and starvation.
Nay, I pray you, Burchard, we have no choice. Queen Adelheid is living, or she
is dead. If she is dead, there is no help for her. If she lives, those who have
survived with her will lead her to safety. Our situation is too
desperate." Burchard bowed his head, but he did not
protest. Liutgard nodded to show she approved. "The Brinne Pass," he continued.
"It's too late in the year to attempt the higher passes, but there's a
chance at least that we can cross into the marchlands and thence west to
Wendar." "At last!" cried Liutgard.
"Home!" "Your Majesty," objected
Burchard. "What about Darre? What about Henry's empire?" "Without Wendar there is no empire.
Imagine, if you will, how far the tide of this destruction may have spread.
Look at it! We do not know how distantly the deadly winds have struck or what
damage they leave in their wake. The people of Wendar have already suffered
greatly. If there is no succor for them, they will turn to others who will
offer them surety and order. We must secure what is ours first, our birthright.
When that is safe, then we shall see if my father has an empire left to
defend." They knelt to display their obedience, all
except Liutgard and Burchard. "What of Henry's remains?"
Liutgard asked. "His bones and heart must go to
Quedlinhame." She sighed. He recalled her as so young
and bright and spirited when they had grown up together in the king's schola.
Now she looked as aged as he felt, scarred by Henry's ill-fated expedition into
Aosta and by the events of the last two days. But she was too strong of spirit
to dwell on what could not be changed. She beckoned to her steward and they
spoke together before the duchess turned back to her cousin. "My steward
has been overseeing the boiling, Your Majesty. She'll find a suitable chest,
and a box for the heart." "So be it. We'll camp here to tend
our wounded and repair what we can in preparation for the journey to come.
Drink sparingly. Fulk, send out scouts to search for water, and others to see
if there is aught to be recovered from within the forest: wagons or armor,
provisions, strays. Wounded. Anything. Bury the dead that you find, but we can
leave them no monument and we can carry none of the dead home with us, none but
my father. As soon as the king's remains are fit to move, we will leave." As the rest dispersed to their night's
bivouac, Hathui came up beside him. "What of Liath, Your Majesty? If she
reached Dalmiaka, as she hoped, then she is south and east of us. We're leaving
her behind." "We cannot act unless we know she
lives and exactly where she is." 'An expedition could be sent. I would
go—" "I haven't strength or provisions enough
to split my forces." "A small group only, Your Majesty. Ten or twelve at most
surely—" "To ride where?" "We can guess where she might be.
A scouting expedition only. I could find a dozen who would be brave
enough—" He gritted his teeth and she stammered to
a halt, seeing his expression. "Do not pain me with these objections,
Eagle. Liath is powerful enough to rescue herself." "If she is injured?" "Then I am too far away to help her.
For God's sake, Hathui, do not forget my daughter! I have not! I do not know if
Blessing lives, or is dead. If the Horse people kept their oath to us, or have
killed her or enslaved her. I may never know. But we must march north.
We must march now. I will not split up my army. No." She met his gaze. She was a bold woman, and
for that he respected her. "It is a terrible choice, Your Majesty." "It is the choice that has to be
made. We are two thousand here with at least a thousand horses, without enough
water, feed, and food, in hostile country swept by untold damage, and with
winter coming and mountains to be crossed. Our situation is dire. If we lose
Wendar, we have lost everything. Liath will find us if she lives." "I will pray, Your Majesty." "So will we all." III AWAITING THE FLOOD
1 SHE waited alone in a vast new world.
For a long time she stood at the top of a ragged ridgeline, the earth smoking,
hot in many places, and stared as the sun's rising illuminated the changed
landscape. Devastation surrounded her. The extent of the destruction was
staggering. What remained of the old land had been stripped to rock by the
force of the explosion, or vaporized by the heat, or scalded clean by the blast
of a gale. West and northwest as the wind blew, a cloud of ash obscured the
horizon. East and northeast the ash fall wasn't as severe, but the ground had
altered strangely, forming eerie ranks of hills one after the next, each with
the same height and curve. In hollows, pools of muck stank like sulfur. Nothing
moved. Nothing lived. Nothing that had once lived here existed even to decay.
Right above her the sky had an odd look to it, which she recognized after long
consideration as the natural blue sky. Only to the south, most changed, had life
escaped harm. Some magic, perhaps the embrace of the aether itself, had
protected the Ashioi land from the backblast of the spell. Although it had
suffered from drought during its exile, it appeared rich with its living bounty
in contrast to the destruction around her. To the east, the sun struggled to
break free of the ashy haze but could not; it glowered, an ominous red, as it
climbed. What to do? The magnitude of the destruction so overwhelmed
her that she could not even weep. It was as if half of her had been blasted
clean away by the cataclysm, leaving her with no tears but rather a few
practical questions that really had to be answered. Clothes. Water. Food. Her lost companions.
Sanglant and Blessing. The rest could wait. Behind her the land looked impassable.
Certainly she'd not find food or drink for many a league inland. There was no
telling how far the storm had blown. She doubted she'd last long once night
fell and the temperature dropped. It was late in the year. There had already
been snow, now burned off for as far as she could see. She shifted her grip on her bow and walked
south toward the hills of the ancient land now returned. Ashioi country. She
heard a faint horn call. From farther away, through the intense silence, a
human cry shuddered, but it might have been a trick of the air. She saw nothing
and no one. The heat of the ground chapped her feet, and as the morning passed
her soles dried and cracked until they bled, leaving drops of blood as a trail
in her wake. It was so hot, but heat had never troubled her. Thirst hit harder,
and her feet hurt, and her skin stung from the ash. The spell had exhausted
her. But if she stopped and could not get going again, then thirst, hunger, and
weakness would defeat her, and no person born of humankind alone could
negotiate this steaming landscape to rescue her, not until it cooled. And they
would only attempt a rescue if they knew she was here, which they did not. Sanglant was too far away to help her, if
he even lived. In time, the sun nosed up over the haze
and reached zenith within that mote of clear sky directly above. The sun was so
bright. Even the ground blinded her as she stumbled onto a ribbon of chalky
white. She halted. She stood on a narrow road, bleeding onto its gritty
surface. Behind there was nothing to see except empty wilderness and smoking
pits. Ahead, the ground rose precipitously. Grass clung to the hill in patches.
Here and there clefts and holes split the hillside like so many narrow cave
mouths. At the height of the rise a ruined watchtower rose at the limit of a
stand of pine trees. She had been here before. She had enough energy for a chuckle, then
trudged upward, weary beyond measure. Unbelievably, he was there, waiting for
her with a skin
of water. He stepped out from behind the tumbled wall with a look of such
surprise that she knew he had not, precisely, expected to see her. "Liath!" "Eldest Uncle! Ai, God! I've need of
that water, if you've any to share." "Plenty to share, as you will
see." He smiled. "The young should know better than to parade in
front of the old with that which can never be regained." "I beg your pardon!" She guzzled
water, but forced herself to stop before she drank the entire thing. She poured
water on her hand and wiped her brow. Her fingers came away black with grime.
She looked down at herself. "I'm cloaked in ash," she said, and it
was true, but she was nevertheless naked even if smeary with soot. He was
amused. "Come with me." He gestured
toward the trees. "Where are we going?" "To the river, where you can wash
yourself. I'll see if I can weave a garment out of reeds." The water gave her strength, but a second,
more intangible force did so as well. She recalled clearly the last time she
had walked through this grove of pine trees, just before she had ascended the
mage's ladder into the heavens. Then, the air had been dry and the ground
parched. Now she smelled water in the air. She felt it in the greening leaves
and the rash of shoots lacing green trails along the ground. Its softness
cooled her skin. Yet, when they walked out from the shadow
of the pines, the meadow that had once grown lush with cornflowers and peonies,
lavender and dog roses, lay withered. On the path, drying petals crackled under
their feet. "Come." Eldest Uncle hastened
forward, ignoring the dying clearing. "This was once so bright. What
happened to all the flowers?" "The aether used to water this land,
drawing moisture up from deep roots. Now that link is gone, and these flowers
die. But the land will live. See there!" See there! She hurried after him along
what they had once called the flower trail, to the river. Where once a trickle
had moistened the rocks, a current now flowed in full spate. Laughing, she
splashed into the shallows and threw herself full length into the cold water.
The shock stung. Her skin hurt, everywhere, but the water was like the kiss of God. She ducked
her head under, and again, and a third time, and scrubbed her hair and scalp
until the worst of the filth was gone, and afterward floated until her teeth
chattered and her hands were blue. At last she fetched her bow and waded to the
far shore. Eldest Uncle waited for her on a carpet of grass. Fresh shoots
flourished along the river as far as she could see. The land that had once lain
yellow and brown had turned with the onslaught of a false spring, although she
knew that winter was yet to come. "Ai, God!" She sat down beside him. Grass
tickled her rump. Water dripped. "That felt good! I'm so tired." She yawned, cradling her head on her bent
knees, arms wrapped tight around her legs. The world slipped so easily away.
She slid into a doze. Started awake, hearing voices. Eldest Uncle stood farther up the path,
under the shade of trees, speaking with two masked warriors, one male and one
female. She grabbed her bow, and recalled belatedly that she no longer had any
arrows. That she needed no weapons. She was a weapon. Memory struck, because she was vulnerable.
She was only half awake, unable to fend off the visions. The soldiers burned
like torches. They screamed and screamed as their flesh melted off them . .
. "Liath!" / burned them. She was shaking. Eldest Uncle knelt beside her. He did not
touch her. "Who are they?" she demanded,
indicating the two young warriors with her glance. One wore a falcon mask and
the other that of a buzzard, smooth and rufous and alert. She was shaking too
hard to move. She felt sick to her stomach. "Must get up. ... if Cat Mask
..." "These are not Cat Mask's warriors.
They will not harm you." Trust him, or do not trust him. "Why
would you betray me?" she asked softly. His smile had a bitter tinge, but he was
not offended. "Why, indeed?" She slumped forward, too weary to fight,
and fell at once into a dreamless sleep.
2 SHE dreamed. She walks through grass so tall she cannot
see beyond it. The whisper of another creature's passage touches her ears, and
she halts. Grass bends, golden tops bowing and
vanishing. Something big approaches. She turns as the Horse shaman pushes
through and pulls up short, seeing her. "Liathano! I have been looking for
you!" Other voices flood over them, and the
grass and the centaur ripple like water stirred by a gusting wind. "This one, again! If Cat Mask finds
her, he'll kill her while she sleeps." "Then we must be sure that Cat Mask
does not find her. Will you tell him?" "I will not!" "You spoke against her before, White
Feather." "So I did. But now we are fallen
safely back to Earth. It may be she had a hand in our homecoming, as she
promised us. If that is the case, she does not deserve death. Although I think
it best if one possessing such power does not bide long in our land." Liath groaned and shook herself awake,
startled to find a short mantle draped over her body. It covered her from
shoulder to mid-thigh, and was woven out of a coarse brown thread. She sat up
carefully, wrapping the cape around herself. She was sore everywhere. Her skin
was rashy, and here and there marked with the imprint of a rock. Her neck
ached, and she had a headache. Eldest Uncle offered her a pouch of water to
drink. Sipping slowly, she surveyed her surroundings. There was noticeably more
green than there had been when she'd fallen asleep. The trees seemed fuller,
the ground moister. Even the distant meadow, seen across the flowing river,
boasted a score of budding flowers, fresh growth that had sprouted while she
slept. The light had changed; it was as dim as the gloom that presages a
thunderstorm. White Feather regarded her pensively,
perhaps with distrust. Farther away, Falcon Mask and Buzzard Mask crouched on
their haunches, watching her and then the river. "How long did I sleep? Will it soon
be nightfall?" "Nightfall, indeed," agreed
Eldest Uncle. "Nightfall of a new day. You slept through yesterday
afternoon, an entire night, and most of this day." She whistled, feeling as if she'd been
punched in the stomach. "I'm still tired! Hungry and thirsty, too." "Hunger is a pain we all share,"
said White Feather tartly. "But before I left the council hall, I heard a
half dozen reports that the old fields are already sending up shoots. If we can
survive the winter with what stores remain to us, we may hope for a plentiful
harvest. Still. I would not see you fall into Cat Mask's hands because of
weakness." She offered Liath a square of dried
berries and grains, and although it was tough to chew, it was edible and filling.
Liath took her time as she ate, knowing how little food the Ashioi had. At
least there was no shortage of water. The vegetation seemed to be growing
unnaturally quickly, fertilized by the fading influence of the aether, as
though all this potential had lain dormant for years, awaiting the flood. She
nibbled. She knew she ought to save half for later, but she was so hungry she
finished it all. Like White Feather, Eldest Uncle looked
away while she ate, to give her privacy or to restrain his own feelings of
hunger. "What now?" she asked him,
getting his attention. 'Am I in danger from Cat Mask? Will he come hunting
me?" "Only if he discovers you are
here," said White Feather in her blunt way. "He fears an invasion of
humankind." Liath laughed bitterly. "Have you
walked the land beyond the white path, north of here? Nothing lives there, nor
can any living creature cross it." "You crossed it." "I created it." White Feather touched the obsidian knife
tucked into a sheath at her hip. "What do you mean?" "I am born half of fire. The one you
call Feather Cloak glimpsed the heart within me. That is why they called me
'Bright One.' " She wiped sweat from her brow. Although cloudy, it was
hot. Even the breeze made her uncomfortable. Eldest Uncle looked more at ease than she
had ever seen him. He looked younger, an old man restored to vitality by his
return to the world where he had been born. It was as if the waters flooded him
as well, as if he were greening like the plants. "Look!" cried Falcon Mask. She
leaped to her feet. Far above, a pair of buzzards soared. She pushed her mask
up to get a better look; she was crying, silently, with joy. "A good omen," agreed Eldest Uncle. "You are not the
only one who can cross. Others will come." "Our enemies," said White
Feather. "How is that a good omen?" "Feather Cloak has birthed twin
girls. What more powerful omen could there be?" The older woman snorted. She had a stern
face, no longer young. The white feather fastened to her topknot bobbed in the
warm wind. "You are weak, Bright One. I make this promise to you in
exchange for the promise you made to us, that you would see us safely home.
Rest here to regain your strength and I will divert Cat Mask's attention from
this place. After that, you must depart, or I will set Cat Mask and his
warriors on you myself." "Do not do that, I pray you,"
murmured Liath. "You do not understand. . . ." She was shaking again
as memory gripped her hard. It was too much. She still heard their screams, the
way the sound choked off when the fire burned away their voices. She squeezed
her eyes shut and willed the memory to shut itself away behind a closed
door. "Whsst!" called Falcon Mask.
"Gone now, into the trees. Yet there! Do you hear?" From nearby came a raspy cry. At the
unexpected sound, Liath opened her eyes. "What is it?" demanded Buzzard
Mask, pushing his mask up. He was as young as Falcon Mask. They might have been
twins with their bronze faces, broad noses, and dark eyes. "It's a tern," said Liath,
recognizing the call. "It must have been blown inland. How far away is the
sea?" "I've forgotten," said Eldest
Uncle. "I've never seen the sea," said
White Feather as the young warriors nodded to show that they, too, had never
seen it. "I've only heard stories. How far the shore lies I do not know. I
walked most of yesterday and all this morning to reach you, Uncle. Feather
Cloak asks that you return. The warriors have moved out to explore the
borderlands. There will be a council soon." "What of my daughter?" asked
Eldest Uncle. White Feather shrugged. "She is
stubborn." "Ha! Tell me a truth I do not yet
know." "Feather Cloak thinks Kansi-a-lari
has left the land. She cannot hear her footsteps on the earth. If she crossed the White
Road, she would be invisible to us." "How could she cross such
devastation? It is a steaming wasteland." "North of here," said Liath.
"But what about the coasts? It might be possible to cross along the
coast." What had become of Gnat and Mosquito? No
way to know, not unless she reached the sea, and even then she might never find
them. She barely had strength to rise and
relieve herself in the privacy of the woods, barely managed afterward to
stagger up the path with the mantle clutched around her torso and find her way
to the remembered clearing that she had walked in so short, and so long, a time
ago. Once, the burning stone had appeared here. The pallet of leaves and grass
she had gathered days—nay, months or years—ago was scarcely disturbed. She
collapsed onto it, under the shelter of a holm oak, and plunged into sleep. Sanglant, riding on an unfamiliar horse.
He is filthy and his expression is grim. Fire burned in her heart, and in its
flames she glimpsed Hathui and Hanna, looking for her, seeking, calling . . .
but she was too exhausted to rouse. Blessing shouts at a young man whose face
seems familiar although Liath cannot name him, and he turns to face a
landscape of burning sand. A lion with the torso and face of a woman rears
above her, raking with its claws as the girl screams, only it is not herself
she sees but a young woman as dark of complexion as she is. A silver-haired man
leaps into the fray, thrusting a burning torch between sphinx and bleeding
girl. As he spins, panting, he sees her and cries out "Liathano! Where are you?" The
centaur shaman walks on the shore of a shallow river that snakes away through
grassland but the bright currents drag her away. She
drowns, yet at the same time the aether feeds her as it feeds all that is
elemental. She stirred at intervals, sometimes
finding food and drink waiting for her although she barely recalled eating and
drinking; the threads of aether nourish her; it is all the food she needs.
Other times she woke hoping to see the stars, but the haze never lifted and it
was ungodly warm. Thoughts emerged with unexpected clarity. / should have looked for him at
nightfall with Eagle's Sight. Land displaces water of equal volume. Did all the Seven Sleepers die, or did
some survive? If the thread that bound the Ashioi land
to Earth is severed, then is the aetherical realm closed to us? Is the mage's
ladder gone? Is my mother's home lost to me now? Where does the aether come
from that is woven around the Earth? Is it constantly replenished or will it
fade? Is there less of aether in the world now that the gateway is closed? At nightfall, with Eagle's Sight, Hathui
seeks in the fire, but sees only fragments, glimpses of fractured sight shot
through with flames and shadow. Sleep claimed her, and her thoughts, and
what coiled in her heart and mind dissolved into dreams so finely spun that
each filament frayed away into nothing, all a hazy white drift of ash spreading
in all directions over pale dunes that had neither beginning nor end, only
desolation "Will she die? She's been like this
since I left. That was five days ago!" "I think she will not die. She's not
wasting away. The substance that knits together the universe feeds her. It is
invisible to us because it exists beyond our five senses. Remember that she
walked the spheres and crossed through the burning stone, and what else after
that I do not know, but we can imagine it was no easy task. Now she is paying
the price." "What if Cat Mask comes? He has
gathered his warriors. He's made his peace with Lizard Mask, and they are
making their plans, wondering when humankind will attack us." "Cat Mask does not scare me, White
Feather. Return to Feather Cloak. I will come when I can." "Feather Cloak cannot delay the
council any longer. If you do not walk back with me now, I will have to tell
her you are not coming. The council will speak without your voice." "I will not leave her until she is
strong enough to fend for herself." "Does no one look for her, Uncle? Has
she no family?" "She has her husband, but how can we
know whether he lives or is dead? I have stood many mornings at the edge of the
desolation to the north, beyond the White Road." "A wasteland worthy of He-Who-Burns! It is a terrible
sight." "I do not know how far the
destruction extends. I do not know who and what has survived or if they can
even reach here, or will attempt it." "Then perhaps we will have less
fighting to do! It would serve humankind very well if their sorcery hurt
themselves worst of all in the end." "I am thinking we have all suffered,
and will continue so. This weather makes me uneasy. We should see the
sun." "Should we? Does the sun often shine?
It was always like this before." "Because it was 'like this' when we
journeyed in the aether, the land died. So will it now without rain and sun.
These are not natural clouds. I remember what it was like when I was a young
man. It was not like this. We saw both rain and sun." 'All this I will tell Feather Cloak. But
if you will not accompany me, Eldest Uncle, then you must not complain if Cat
Mask's views are accepted by the others simply because he talks the loudest and
puffs up his manly chest." A chuckle. "I trust you, White
Feather, not to be dazzled by his words. Or his chest. Is there still no sign
of my daughter?" "A small sign. Scouting groups have walked the coastline and
brought news of many strange things washed up on the shore. On the western
coast about a day's walk from here, this green wing feather was found among the
rocks. Do you recognize it?" 'Ah! Ah! Yes. It is the color of her eyes.
This is surely the one I gave to her when she gained her woman's power. I
cannot believe she would have discarded it so carelessly." "Uh," said Liath, trying to
rouse, but they did not hear her and she was so tired. How could anyone be so tired,
all vitality drained from them? "There were markings in the sand,
too, but we could not interpret them. Something like this. . . ."A fine
scritching eased her back into a dreamy haze. So soothing. So tired. "I don't know. I would have to see it
for myself. It looks like the track of a boat pulled up on shore." "What is a boat? Oh, yes. A wagon
that carries you over water. Where might she find a boat?" "Perhaps it washed up on shore.
..." Water, like fire and air, is a veil
through which distant sights can be glimpsed by those who do not fear to see.
She dreamed. Sanglant and a ragged army toil through a
blasted countryside. He pauses beside a half dozen men in stained and ragged
clothing who are digging a grave. They wear the badge of Fesse, its proud red
eagle sigil visible despite the dirt. "One of Liutgard's men?" he asks
as they bend knees and kneel on the parched ground. "Our sergeant, Your Majesty,"
says one. "His wound went rotten, all black and with a nasty smell." His aspect is so grave, as if the
cataclysm blasted him as well, right down to his soul. "Will we see our homes again, Your
Majesty?" "This poor man will not. But the army
will reach Wendar, although I fear our dead men and horses mark our trail for
any who seek to follow us." "It will be good to shake Aosta's
dust from our feet! We came south over the high passes west of here, Your
Majesty. How will we go home?" "See!" He points toward a place
she cannot see, not even in her dreams. "There are the mountains. We're
close enough that you can see them even through the haze. That notch, there,
marks the valley that will lead us up to the Brinne Pass. Once we have crossed,
we will be in the marchlands." "Your Majesty!" A man's urgent
cry causes every soldier to stand nervously, awaiting a call to action against some as yet
unseen foe. "See there!" A young man appears on a restive mare, a bow
slung over his back and his hand extended as he indicates the cloudy heavens to
the northeast. "The griffins!" Shouts break out everywhere, some
frightened and some triumphant, welcoming their return. A yelping call rings
down from the sky as if in reply. Horses scream, and Sanglant reins in his
gelding with a press of his knees. His lips part as he stares upward at a sight
she cannot see, and yet she can feel the gleam of their presence, woven through with magic down
to the bone. They fly overhead and on, continuing southeast. "Where are they going, Your
Majesty?" asks the young archer as all heads turn, following the course of
that flight. Sanglant shakes his head, eyes narrowed,
and for an instant his shoulders slump, as though he has been defeated. "I
don't know." "Will they return?" "I do not possess foreknowledge,
Lewenhardt." Hearing his own words, thinking them, he smiles sharply and
urges his mount forward on the path. "Best be grateful they survived the
blast. Best to wonder why they fly toward the heart of the cataclysm." She spins upward on the wind and finds
herself aloft, flying with griffin wings. Her sight is as sharp as an eagle's. Was she not an Eagle once? She learned the
gift of sight and it inhabits her even in her dreams as she floats between
dreaming and waking on the last fading swell of the aether as the aftershocks
of the cataclysm rumble away into nothing. The
breath of the heavens long spilled its respiration into the lower world through
the thread that bound the exiled land to its root. Soon that road will be
pinched closed. Will the magic of Earth fade, no longer
fertilized by that rich vitality? Aether is an element like the other four,
woven through the very fabric of the cosmos. Surely some breath of aether
remains on Earth. Yet knowledge of the future is closed to
her, because she is grounded here. It isn't even shadows seen beyond a
translucent shroud; it is an impenetrable curtain. Only the elementals who
breathe and respire in the pure aether can see forward and backward in time.
Only God can know past, present, and future as if it is all one. Did her mother know what fate awaited her?
Did she go willingly into that darkness, or did she fight it? Did she love my father anyway? I'll never know. The landscape skims past below, a blighted
roll of dusty hills and tumbled forests. Now and again a village passes beneath
her sight, roofs torn off, fences down, dead animals floating in briny pools.
With each league as they move southeast the land's scars grow more noticeable.
Trees are burned on one side, those that still stand. The ground is parched and
bare. They have turned south and she smells the sea. Waves lap lazily against a
battered shoreline. They pass over a ruined town whose stone walls have fallen
into heaps. A cockroach scuttles along the stones. No. It is a person, small
and fragile but somehow still alive. Then the town falls behind. So close to the sea nothing moves except
the wind through what remains of vegetation. Out in the water she sees the
smooth back of a mer-creature split the surface and slide beneath. Is it Gnat, or Mosquito? The griffin shrieks, and banks to the
right in a wide circle. Below, marching along parallel to the shoreline, walk
human figures. So many! Two thousand at least, or four or ten, impossible to
count so many. It is a refugee host strung out in double or triple file and
marching into the worst of the devastation. There are many children and old
people among them. It seems there are more groups coming up from behind, all
moving in the same direction. She wants to cry out. She wants to warn
them: "Turn back! This way lies ruin!" But she has no voice. And then she truly sees them. By face and feature they are Ashioi. Where
have they come from? There were not so many children among the exiles as she
sees in this company. The larger help the smaller. The
warriors march in the van and at the rear to guard the helpless, who are also
the most precious. They are well dressed in tunics and knee-length cloaks,
their warriors in fine armor and brightly painted masks. The Ashioi she lived among, however
briefly, were so poor that none had more than a rag or worn skin to cover
themselves with, not even the warriors. That's why she sleeps beneath a
covering woven of reeds. Eldest Uncle doesn't even have a spare tunic to gift
her so that she might not sleep, or wake, naked. All the animals died in exile,
and toward the end even the fields of flax withered. These are not the same people. Yet who
else can they be? Ahead, the ground raises up to mark the
blast zone. To the northeast the earth steams, but along the shoreline the way
remains barely passable because the sea has cooled the fire out of the depths.
The earth lies quiet. The Old Ones have withdrawn their power. All that is left
is the wasteland. On the strand a boat lies beached. A single figure rushes,
shouting, to greet the refugees. Her sight tunnels. She fixes on her prey,
and recognizes her: Sanglant's mother, who is also Eldest Uncle's only
daughter. Kansi-a-lari runs forward, then stops short, staring at the man who
leads the rest. Her mouth drops open. She exclaims aloud, and he laughs,
mocking her. "So you are the one!" he says.
"I met your son. But I did not believe him. Greetings, Daughter." "Daughter?" Her fierce
expression clouds and her brows pinch together with confusion as she stares at
the prince, who is certainly younger than she is. "Why do you call me—" "Look! Look up there!" Behind
him, a warrior wearing a fox mask lifts her bow, draws it deep, and looses an
arrow. "Hai!" cried Liath, jerking
upright, torn right out of sleep and startling Eldest Uncle, who sat, as usual,
bending and plaiting supple willow into a large basket. 'Ai, God!" she said a moment later in
frustration, pulling the mantle around her as Eldest Uncle chuckled. "Is
there nothing I can clothe myself with?" "Indeed, Daughter, the women have
concerned themselves mightily to please your modesty. See here." Out of a second basket he lifted a folded
square of cloth as though it were more precious than gold. "In the vaults
beneath the council chamber the last treasure has been removed, oil and grain
stored against
the final drought, bronze tools, cloth, and the scrolls sacred to
He-Who-Burns." The cloth was undyed although a trifle
yellowed with age, and finely woven out of a thread whose softness she did not
recognize. When she unfolded it, she discovered a sleeveless tunic that reached
to her knees. She quickly slipped it on. It was shapeless, two rectangular
blocks of cloth sewn together along the sides and shoulders, but functional
enough to give her the confidence to test her legs. She tied the mantle on over
it, then walked to the river to drink her fill. Berries ripened in dribs and
drabs along the banks, and she ate until her fingers were stained purple
although the berries tasted tart. "I'm so hungry! Ugh! I'll give myself
a stomachache with this." "You're feeling better," said
Eldest Uncle, who had followed her. She saw no sign of Falcon Mask and Buzzard
Mask. "Stronger, too. I dreamed ..." A horn's call sounded to the north. "It wasn't a dream! Come quickly!" While she slept, they had fixed a rope
bridge over the rushing stream, three thick ropes strung taut between trees,
with one for the feet and two above to hold on to. She got the hang of it
quickly, balancing as she crossed with her bow slung over her back and Eldest
Uncle behind her. The flower trail had bloomed in sickly patches of color,
covered by a skin of ashy gray dust that coated leaves and stones. She shaded
her eyes, then lowered her hand. "There's no sun," said Eldest
Uncle. "I remember sun from my youth, but we've seen the sun no more than
two or three times while you slept and then only for a brief span." "How long did I sleep?" They
walked into the shade of the pine forest. Fallen needles squished under her
feet. Before, everything had been so brittle. Now it seemed spongy. "Ten nights. Eleven, perhaps. I lost
count. The days are hazy, and the council argues." "Look." She pointed to the
watchtower. Falcon Mask perched on the uppermost wall, peering west. Buzzard Mask saw them and came running.
"Who are they?" "Who are who?" Eldest Uncle
replied. Buzzard Mask had a youth's voice, not
quite sure that it had broken. "There's an army coming along the White
Road! They're not dressed like us, but many wear warrior masks." Liath ran to the watchtower and clambered
up beside Falcon Mask.
The young woman looked at her, surprised, then grinned and sidled to one side
to make room. Young and bold, she did not fear heights, but for Liath it was
dizzy-making to crouch up here with sheer wall and steep hillside plunging away
below. Yet that giddy feeling was no worse than the sight of the desolation she
had wrought, off to the north, the wasteland that was the aftermath of the
eruption that had killed Anne and her people, most of them guilty of no greater
crime than loyalty. What manner of man would refuse the summons of the skopos,
after all? Yet Anne had not cared for their virtues, or their sins; they were
pawns, nothing more, and pawns are sacrificed. On the road, the lead group came into view
beyond a straggle of trees, then was lost again behind foliage. Eldest Uncle
spoke a word and crumpled to his knees. He would have fallen if Buzzard Mask
hadn't leaped to his side to support him. "What is it, Uncle? What ails
you?" "I am struck," he said to the
youth. "I am hit." "Get their attention," said
Liath to Falcon Mask. "There are so many! And more behind
them! I've never seen so many people!" The young woman wavered. She was
unsure, reluctant. "Is it safe?" "They are your own people." She
scrambled back down and knelt beside Eldest Uncle, who seemed too weak to rise.
"Is it your heart?" she demanded, terrified that he would die right
then. "It is my heart." He wept silent
tears as the procession reappeared on the White Road below them. It was strange
to watch with the steep hillside and ragged forest on one side of the chalky
ribbon of road and on the other the scarred, barren earth stretching north as
far as she could see. These refugees were caught between two worlds, it seemed,
as they had been for centuries. She walked down the slope to meet them.
Her hair was all tangles, and sweat and grit slimed her body. / should have stopped to bathe. Stepping onto the White Road, she faced
their approach. The line of marchers wound away beyond a curve in the path,
hidden behind trees and a distant ridgeline. They were the same people she had
seen in her dream. The man leading them wore a crested helmet unlike the animal
masks worn by the other warriors. He had a proud, handsome face, terribly
familiar in a way she did not understand. As they neared and saw she did not
mean to move, he raised a hand and halted and the others slowed to a halt
behind him. He looked Liath up and down while a fox-masked woman
beside him glared, but it was Sanglant's mother, in the front, who spoke first. "Liathano! Where is my father?" Liath gestured. "This one?" asked the handsome
man. "This is your son's mate whom you spoke of?" His gaze followed her gesture, and he
looked toward the old man being helped down the steep slope by young Buzzard
Mask. A cool wind out of the north rustled leaves. Out in the wasteland, dust
funneled heavenward until, all at once, the wind's hand dropped it and a
thousand million particles pattered to bare rock. "Lost to me," he breathed. His
spear clattered to the ground unheeded beside him, and he leaped forward like a
hart and dashed up the hill, not many steps, after all. They were so close;
they saw each other clearly. Liath ran after him, but when he stopped two paces
from Eldest Uncle she stopped, too. She stared, seeing it for the first time
and understanding why the young man looked familiar. The daimones of the upper
air can see forward and backward in time because time has no hold on them; they
live above the middle world where time's yoke subjugates all living creatures.
She had a moment's dislocation. For a moment, she saw as did her kinfolk: youth
and age, what had been and what would become. Eldest Uncle and the young warrior were
the same man, but one was old and one was young. Eldest Uncle covered his eyes and
trembled. The other shook his head like a madman. "Brother!" "How can this be?" It was only a whisper. Two whispers. She
did not know which one spoke. Buzzard Mask released his hold on the old man,
and the young one took a step toward the old one and as of one thought they
embraced, holding tight, two creatures who in their hearts are one. "Do you understand it yet?"
asked Sanglant's mother. As she came up beside Liath, she indicated the men
with a lift of her chin. She laughed, but not kindly, sensing Liath's
bewilderment. "Why do you dislike me so much?"
Liath asked her. "I don't know. I just do." "How can you dislike someone you
don't know?" "I had to listen to my son talk on
and on about you in the days we were together—you, and battle. Those are the
only two things he's
ever thought deeply about, if a man can be said to think deeply where his cock
is concerned." "You don't like your own son?" "He's not what I wanted." Liath smiled sharply, wishing she could
intimidate others with clever words and the stiffening of her shoulders, as
Sanglant could. "He's what he is, no more and no less than that. If you
don't like it, you missed your chance to make him something else, didn't you?
He is Henry's son, not yours." "Born of humankind," said Kansi
with a sneer. "Look!" cried Falcon Mask from
the wall. She had braced herself with one hand on the highest course of stone
as she rose, balancing precariously with drops before and behind. She pointed
at the heavens. The two men released each other, stepping
back from the embrace to stare as one at the cloudy sky. How strange it was to
see a man both old and young, the same man, as if time had split him into two
parts and in its circular discursion finally caught up with itself. There was a
wink of light against the clouds as quickly gone. "We saw two griffins," said the
young man. "But our arrows scared them off." Hope leaped in Liath's heart, but she said
nothing. Eldest Uncle rested a hand on the other
one's shoulder, taking strength there, and gazed at the procession waiting on
the White Road. "Who are these? Where have you all come from?" "We were caught between the worlds in
ancient days. Now you have returned, and we are released from the
shadows." "There are more of you?" "I was with one group, but we met up
with many others. There are more, still, coming this way." 'All those sent to the frontier before the
end," said Eldest Uncle. "What do you mean?" asked
Sanglant's mother and Buzzard Mask at the same time. "I must sit down," he said
apologetically, but it was the young one who helped him up to the tower most
solicitously, who sat beside him, staring intently at his face as though to
memorize every wrinkle and crease. "I never thought to see you
again," said the young one. "I thought you were lost to me." "I, too. I despaired, but then I
lived." They had an easy way of touching, a hand placed carelessly on the
other's knee or shoulder. It was as though there was a
misunderstanding between them and they had forgotten that normally there is an
infinitesimal space between one body and the next, that which separates each
solitary soul from another. "You are old." "I am eldest." "Not bad looking, for an old man! Not
like that warty, flabby old priest of a Serpent Skirt." They laughed together, almost giggling,
suddenly younger than their years, boys again. Brothers. Twins. "Don't you see what this means?"
demanded Sanglant's mother with fists on hips, looking disgusted as she watched
them slap each other's arms. "More will come from the north! Cat Mask's
army will grow. We need not fear our enemies any longer, not with such a
force." "Cat Mask's army?" asked the
young one, turning away from his brother. "Who is Cat Mask? What has he to
do with me?" "Hsst! She-Who-Creates has much to
answer for! Will you strut and preen like the rest of the young men and fight
for command like so many pissing dogs?" His eyes narrowed. "You are my
daughter by blood. My niece. Do not speak so to your elders, young one!" "You are younger than I am! I have a
grown son! I can speak any way I please!" "Evidently your daughter more than
mine, Zuangua," said Eldest Uncle with a wheezy laugh. "Quick to
temper, slow to wisdom. Both impatient. So I named her, remembering you." Instead of answering, Zuangua rose and
stared north, a gaze that swept the horizon. Now Liath saw the resemblance to
his twin brother, to his niece, and to Sanglant. The lineaments of his face had
the same curve and structure. She felt the warmth of a mild, woken desire,
seeing him as an attractive man. Until he looked straight at her. His
expression shifted, the tightening of lips, the merest wrinkling of the nose,
but she felt his scorn, she knew that he recognized her interest and rejected
it. Rejected her. His sneer scalded. She wasn't used to
indifference from men. She hadn't desired or sought their interest, truly, but
she had become used to it. Even King Henry, the most powerful man she had ever
met, had succumbed. So I am repaid for my vanity, she thought, and was cheered enough to
smile coldly back at him. He turned away to address his brother.
"We will return, all of us were caught beyond the White Road when the
spell was woven. we who were once shadows are made flesh again. We want revenge
for what we suffered. We will return day by day more coming each day until we
are like the floodwaters rising. Once we are all come home, we will make an
army and destroy humankind. Our old enemy." "We are stronger than I
thought!" murmured his niece. 'Already more have joined the march than
survived in exile!" "It is not the right path," said
Eldest Uncle. "So you have always claimed, but see
what they did to us." Zuangua gestured toward the barren wilderness.
"This is what humankind made—a wasteland. You are old. Our people are
diminished. Kansi said so herself, and if these rags are the best you have to
wear, then I see it is true. The humans are many, but they are weak and the
cataclysm has hurt them." He touched the stained cloth that bound his
shoulder. "Their king gave this wound to me, but I killed him. He is dead
and your grandson risen in his place." Risen in his place. Liath took a step back. The others did not
notice, too intent on Zuangua's speech. "He seeks an alliance. We did act in
concert when his need was great, but now we must consider him a danger. We
cannot trust humankind." "We trusted them in the old
days." 'A few. The others always fought us, and
will do so again. They will never trust us." "They won't," said Kansi.
"They hate us. They fear us." "Do you speak such words even of your
son?" Eldest Uncle asked. "His heart lies with his father. I do
not know him." "None of us know him. Better to learn
what we can, scout the ground, before we act precipitously." "Better to act before we are
dead!" retorted Zuangua. "So your daughter has advised me." "So." Eldest Uncle sighed and
shut his eyes a moment. "The first arrow has pierced deepest. You will
believe her, despite what anyone else has to say." Liath had backed up four steps by now, one
slow sweep at a time so as not to attract attention. "Look!" cried Falcon Mask from
up on the wall. "Is that an eagle?" On the White Road, a hundred warriors
raised their bows and each nocked an arrow. "Let her go." Eldest Uncle
caught Liath's gaze and lifted his chin in a gesture uncannily like that of his
daughter. The message was unspoken: Now! She bolted. Kansi leaped after her and got
hold of the mantle's hem, but as Liath strained and Kansi tugged, Eldest Uncle
shut his eyes and muttered words beneath his breath. The binding cord fell away
and the mantle slipped off her shoulders into the Impatient One's clutching
grip. Kansi stumbled as the tension was released. Liath ran. "She is most dangerous of all—"
cried Kansi. Other voices called after her. "That scrawny, filthy creature is a
danger to us?" "Not only a sorcerer, but . . .
walked the spheres—" "Let her go, Zuangua! I ask this of
you, by the bond we shared in our mother's womb." She stumbled over the White Road and tripped
and banged her shin as she slipped over bare ground covered with ash and loose
stone. The ground seemed to undulate of its own accord under her feet. Sharp
edges sliced through her soles. Where her blood spattered on rock, it hissed,
and the surface skin of rock gave way, cracking and steaming, as she leaped for
a flat boulder whose surface remained solid. She smelled the sting of sorcery,
a spell trying to slow and trap her: Ashioi magic, that manipulated the heart
of things. Liath sought her wings of flame, but the
Earth bound her. She was trapped by the flesh she had inherited from her
father. "Hai! Hai!" shouted Zuangua far
behind. 'At will, archers! Do not let her escape!" She had to turn back to face the attack. A
score of arrows went up in flame, in a sheet that caught the next volley. But
they would shoot again, and again. Arrows had felled her before. She had only
one defense against arrow fire and she could not use it, not even to save her
own life. Not again. She would rather die than see another
person melt from the inside out. "I'll trap her!" cried Kansi.
"The rock will eat her!" A third volley vaulted into the air toward
her and erupted into sparks and a shower of dark ash as she called fire into
the shafts. The rock beneath her splintered with a resounding snap. The
ground cracked open, and she fell. The gust of wings and a sultry heat swept
over her, and the golden griffin swooped down and took her shoulders in its
claws. With a jerk they lurched up, then down so
she scraped her knees on rock, then up again, into the air. But not out of
range. More warriors had pressed forward on the
road, spreading out at Zuangua's order to get a better shot. The griffin could
not gain height easily. Liath was too heavy. But the beasts, too, were
tacticians. Shouts and screams erupted down the line
of waiting Ashioi as the silver male skimmed low over the line of march from
behind. That disruption was all it took for them to get out of range and the
silver to bank high and head inland. Held in the griffin's claws, knowing her
weight was a burden, Liath dared not twist in the hope of seeing Eldest Uncle
one last time. Her throat was dry and her heart ached. She feared that she
would never see him again. What right had his brother and daughter to judge
Sanglant out of their own anger at their ancient enemies and thus separate the
old man from his only grandchild? Every right, they would say. But it made her
angry that Eldest Uncle might never know his grandson or kiss the brow of his
great grandchild, if Blessing still lived. Nay, she knew it in her heart. She had
seen true visions. Blessing had survived the cataclysm, just as Sanglant had. "We will find her," she swore. The pain of the griffin's grip tightening
on her shoulders forced tears to her eyes, hot from pain, from anger, and from
grief as they flew low over the wasteland and she saw it in all its hideous
glory. A blasted wilderness of ash and stone and a skin of still smoking molten
rock, cooling and hardening as the days passed. The channel deep into the earth
was closed; the Old Ones had seen to that. But the devastation spread for
leagues in all directions, and when at last she saw trees again, places where
they hadn't been incinerated, they were blown down all in the same direction.
Many trunks still stood, scorched on one side. As they rested and flew and
rested and flew, the worst of the destruction eased and she saw vegetation
growing again but never sun and rarely rain. Now and again lightning flared to
the north. Once, she saw a ragged man herding a trio of sheep along a dusty
path; amazingly, he did not look up when the griffin called, as if he had at
last decided it was better not to know. It's never better not to know. The pain in her shoulders was bad, but
enduring that pain brought her closer to her goal. What if she never knew what
had happened to the others? If the griffins could not find Sanglant? If they
never got Blessing back? Months, or at least weeks, had passed since she and Sorgatani and
Lady Bertha and their retinue had stumbled into Anne's ambush. She might never
know whether her faithful companions had survived the storm. Hanna might be
dead, and poor Ivar lost forever in the wilderness that is distance, time, and
the events that drag us forward on an unwanted path. She had so few that she
counted as some manner of kin or companion that she wept to think of losing
any, and yet surely she had lost them years ago, the day she crossed through
the burning stone and ascended the mage's ladder. Sanglant was right: she had
abandoned them. / had no choice. It was getting dark. She was as ready for
a rest from the vista of desolation as the griffin was ready for a respite from
the burden of bearing her. The landing in a broad clearing was a tumble, and
she skinned one knee but didn't break anything. A stream's water, mercifully
clear, slaked her thirst, but there was nothing to eat among the withered
plants. God, she was so hungry! She was so cold, and her shoulders ached so
badly. A claw had torn her skin above her right breast. Blood leaked through
the tunic, and it hurt to move her arms to gather grass to press the wound dry. For a while, as it got dark, she sat with
eyes closed and tried to breathe away the pain. The female crouched
protectively over her, letting her curl into the shelter of that soft throat
and away from the cutting wing feathers, for she had not even a mantle to cover
herself with. She dozed, although she had meant to gather sticks for a fire.
The griffin huffed and wheezed all night, and Liath slept erratically, waking
at intervals to glance at the heavens, but she never saw stars. It was very
cold, but the griffin, like her, had fire woven into its being, and that kept
her alive, just as the pigs had once kept her alive. She smiled sleepily, remembering the pigs:
Hib, Nib, Jib, Bib, Gib, Rib, Tib, and the sow, Trotter. Silly names. It seemed
so long ago. She conjured Hugh in her mind, but he did not frighten her. All
that fear and pain was part of her now, woven into her bones and heart in the
same manner as her mother's substance. It did not make her less than she was.
The streaming waters cut a channel in the earth that humankind named a river,
and each winter and flooding spring that channel might shift and alter, but the
river remained itself. She dreamed. The aether had once been like a river,
pouring from the heavens into Earth along that deep channel linking Earth to
Ashioi country adrift
in the heavens. But now that channel lies breached, buried, and broken, and the
aether flows instead as a thousand rivulets, spreading everywhere, penetrating
all things but as the barest trickle. She walks along a stream of silver that
flows through the grasslands, but there is no one waiting for her, only the
remains of the Horse people's battered camp and a few hastily-dug graves. Morning came with no sunrise, a lightening
so diffuse that it wasn't clear it came from the east at all. It was quiet, not
a breath of wind. A branch snapped, the sound so loud she scrambled to her feet
just as the silver male called a challenge. A half dozen men appeared at the
other side of the clearing, carrying staves and spears. They had the
disreputable and desperate appearance of bandits. They stared at her for a long
time, measuring what she offered and what danger she posed. She held her bow
tight, but she had no arrows. Her quiver had burned away like all the rest,
even her good friend, Lucian's sword. At last, one stepped forward from the rest
and placed his weapon on the ground. He spoke in a dialect of Dariyan, the
local speech. She could follow the gist of it. "Are you angel or demon?
Whence are you come?" "I am as you see me," she
answered boldly. "No more, and no less." "Has God sent you? Can you help
us?" "What manner of help do you
need?" They were desperate, certainly, but as she studied their callused
hands and seamed, anxious faces, she realized they were farmers. "We have lost our village," said
the spokesman. "Our houses torn down by the wind. A lord with soldiers
came by then, three days past. He took what stores we held by us. Now we have
nothing to eat. We could not fight. They had weapons." The spears were only sharpened sticks, and
the staves were branches scavenged out of the forest. One had a shovel. Another
carried a scythe. "Be strong," she called, knowing
how foolish the words sounded, but she had nothing to give them. "Whuff!" coughed the female,
rising, and the men scattered into the trees. "Let's go." Better the pain in
her shoulders than the knife of helplessness held to her throat. Whose army had
stolen their grain? She hoped it was not Sanglant's. It took the griffin two tries to get
enough lift to get up over the trees, and if the clearing hadn't been so broad
they wouldn't have accomplished it at all. They made less distance this day but
still far more than she could have walked. As the afternoon waned, more a
change in the composition of the light than anything, they came to earth on a
wide hillside better suited for the griffin's size. The silver male had fallen
behind and at length appeared with a deer in his claws. She had nothing to cut with and so waited
until she could pick up the scraps left by their ripping and tearing. She
gathered twigs and fallen branches and stones and dug a fire pit with her hands
as well as she could. To call fire into dry kindling took only a moment's
concentration: seek fire deep within the parched sticks and—there!— flames
licked up from the inner pile, neatly stacked in squares to give the fire air
to feed on. The scraps of meat cooked quickly skewered on a stick, and she ate
with juice dribbling down her chin. The griffins settled away from the fire,
too nervous to doze. She licked her fingers and studied the darkening sky. The
cloud cover made it difficult to gauge sunset. Sanglant. Blessing. Hanna. Sorgatani.
Hathui. Ivar. Heribert. Li’at’dano. Even Hugh. She sought them in the fire with
her Eagle's Sight, but all she saw was a crackling blur of flames and shadow. IV TALES TO SCARE CHILDREN
1 "REFUGES," said Fulk as he reined in beside Sanglant
where the regnant rode in the vanguard of the army. They had begun the climb into the
foothills through dreary weather with scarcely a drop of rain and not a single
glimpse of the sun. They had lost a hundred horses in the last ten days and
still had the crossing over the mountains ahead of them with winter coming on.
It had, at least, been unusually warm, but in the past two days the bite of
winter had strengthened. Fulk indicated a trail that led off the
road into a hollow where some twoscore desperate travelers had taken shelter
under wagons and canvas lean-tos against evening's approaching dark. "I know this place," said Sanglant.
"This is where we found those men with their throats cut, after the galla
attacked us." "Indeed, Your Majesty. I see no sign
of the massacre now. It's a good camping spot. Do we stop here for the night?
These folk may ask for food and water and we haven't any to spare." "The Aostan lords are
shortsighted," remarked Sanglant. "Every village we passed has
already been looted. If there is no one to till the fields because the farmers
have all died of starvation, if there is no seed grain, they will not be able to feed their war
bands. So be it. We'll camp here." Sanglant urged Fest forward and with Fulk,
Hathui, and a dozen of his personal guard at his back he rode into the hollow.
He feared no violence. They could not kill him, and in any case it was obvious
that these ragged fugitives posed no danger to an armed man. They hadn't even
posted a sentry, only thrown themselves to the ground in exhaustion. Hearing horses and the noise of men's
voices, the refugees staggered up, huddling in groups of two and three. "Who are you?" he asked. When they heard him speak, half fell to
their knees and the rest wept. "Is it possible?" asked one
middle-aged man, creeping forward on his knees with arms outstretched in the
manner of a supplicant. "You speak Wendish." "We are Wendish," he began, but
a woman in cleric's robes hissed sharply and tugged on the first man's sleeve. "It is Prince Sanglant, Vindicadus.
Look! There is the banner of Fesse!" "Who are you?" he asked again,
not dismounting. The one called Vindicadus rose as others
urged him forward. It was a strange group, only adults in their prime and
youths. There was one suckling infant in arms, no young children, and no
elderly. Under the dirt they were sturdily and even well clothed, and several
by their robes he identified as clerics. "We are Wendish folk, my lord. We are
those from King Henry's progress who were left behind in Darre because we
belong to the households of clerics and presbyters." "Why are you here now?" In their silence, their hesitation, their
indrawn breaths, he heard an answer. Some looked away. Some sobbed. A pair of
servants clung to the sides of a handcart on which a man lay curled, hands in
fists, eyes shut. He was dressed in the torn and stained robes of a presbyter.
There was blood in his hair, long dried to a stiff coppery coating. "They attacked us, my lord,"
said the one called Vindicadus at last. "Because we were Wendish. They
said we had angered God by our presumption. They said we had caused the storm
of God's punishment. We are all that remains of those of Wendish birth and
breeding who served in the palaces in Darre. Our companions were slaughtered that day, or
died on the way. I pray you, my lord, do not abandon us." "Who attacked you?" "Everyone, my lord." He wept.
"The Aostans. The people of Darre. The city took terrible damage in the
winds and the tremors that followed. Fissures belch gas out of the earth.
Toward the coast, fire and rock blasted up from the Abyss and destroyed
everything it touched. At least three mountains spew fire all along the western
coast. It is the end of the world, my lord. What else can it be?" "True words," murmured Hathui. "Will you help us, my lord? We are
unknown to you, but many of us served in King Henry's schola." "You are dressed in frater's garb.
Are you such a one?" "Nay, my lord. I am a lowly
servingman from Austra, once bound to the service of Margrave Judith but later
coming into the service of her magnanimous son, Presbyter Hugh." Sanglant felt a kick up inside his ribs.
Hathui looked at him sharply, as though he had given something away, and maybe
he had. She knew Liath's history as well as he did. "You served Lord
Hugh?" "I did, my lord. Of his schola and
retinue, six remain. The others are dead—" He choked on the word and for
the space of five breaths could not go on. Sanglant waited, hearing the army
toiling up the road just beyond the low ridge that separated the hollow from
the main path. "They are dead." He was not an old man but he had seen
better days; grief made him fragile. "The rest went north months ago with
the presbyter." "Hugh went north? When was
this?" "Months ago, my lord. In the month
of... aye, let me see. It seems years ago. I don't recall now. It was late
summer. Yes, that's right." "Wise of him to avoid the
disaster," muttered Sanglant. "He might be dead, Your
Majesty," said Hathui. "So we can wish, but I must assume
the worst." He glanced at her while the refugees waited. She raised an
eyebrow, a gesture so slight that it shouldn't have hit him so hard. "Not
just because of Liath! He is the one who seduced Adelheid to trust him. The one
who ensorcelled my father. He is ambitious, and he has reached the end of his
rope." "Queen Adelheid was not a fool. She
was ambitious in her own right. It might be she who seduced Hugh to dream of
power beyond What he had otherwise hoped for." He snorted. "Do you think so,
Hathui?" "Nay. Only that they found a ready
ally, each in the other." "Did he bed her?" "I believe she was faithful to your father.
She admired and respected Henry." "I am glad to hear it. Although
surely, if that is true, it makes her actions harder to understand." "They have two children, Your
Majesty. What mother does not seek advancement for her beloved children?
Presbyter Hugh achieved his high position because of his mother's devoted
affection." "True enough. Margrave Judith was no
fool except in her love for him." One of the clerics limped out of the crowd
and whispered into Vindicadus' ear, then shoved him, pressuring him forward. "My lord. I beg you. What news of the
king? I know—we knew— you rebelled against him." "My father is dead." They cried out loud at that. He heard
their whispers: Murderer. Patricide. "Your Majesty," said Fulk in
loud voice. "Here comes Duchess Liutgard." Her mount picked its way down the slope.
Her banner bearer rode to her left and her favored steward to her right. She
gasped when she saw the refugees. Her face grew even whiter. Seven of them ran
forward and flung themselves into the dirt before her, careful of the hooves of
her horse, but she dismounted and tossed the reins to her steward before
walking in amongst them and taking their hands, calling them by name. "How has this happened? Why are you
here?" she demanded. They spoke all at once, words tumbling
each over those of the others. "... blast of wind . . . rumblings, then a
terrible quake . . . fire in the sky . . . glowing rock, flowing everywhere. "Riots. A storming of the palace.
Flight through the ruined streets. "All is chaos, my lady," wept
the eldest, who was not more than forty. "I am called Elsebet, a cleric in
Emperor Henry's schola. We lost half of our number in the first day, and half
again as many in our trek here. We dared not attempt the Julier Pass. This one,
Brother Vindicadus, was once in the service of Presbyter Hugh and before him
Margrave Judith. He knew of an eastern pass that was little traveled. You see
what remains of the king's schola. We lost so many. Is it true? Is it true the
regnant—the emperor—is dead?" "Henry is dead," said Liutgard
as she looked at Sanglant. "That we are any of us living now is due to my
cousin, Sanglant. Henry named him as heir as he was dying. It was—" Her
voice broke, but she went on. "It was the wish of his heart to see Prince
Sanglant become regnant after him. Henry was not himself at the end, not for
the last two or three years. He was ensorcelled by his queen and by presbyter
Hugh. It was Sanglant who freed him from their net. Hear me!" Her voice
rang out above the murmurs. "It is true. I swear it on my mother's and
father's graves. I swear it by the Hand of the Lord and Lady. Sanglant is
regnant now over Wendar and Varre. He is the one we follow. He is leading us
home." "We'll set up camp here for the
night," said Sanglant quietly to Fulk. "We must make room for
these." "We haven't enough to feed them, Your
Majesty." "We cannot abandon them. They are our
countryfolk. If I cannot save them, then who will?" Fulk nodded, and left to give the orders. They settled down to camp in marching
order as dusk crept over them. Every man and woman slept fully clothed and with
weapons beside him, although many put off their mail. The horses were rubbed
down, watered, and fed; it was their good luck to find an unpolluted stream
close by. With Lewenhardt, Surly, and a limping Si-bold in attendance, Sanglant
walked down through the line of march, pausing to speak to many of the
soldiers, and fetched up at last with the rear guard. The centaurs, led by Capi'ra, had
volunteered for this onerous task, and he supposed the sight of them alone
might have deterred many a rash attack from behind. 'Anything?" he asked her after their
greeting. "The same as every day. We see signs
of men following on our tracks, but they fade away. Fewer today. There are
fewer folk living here, and if they would not attack us when they have greater
numbers, then they will fear to attack us when they are only a handful." He nodded. It was almost dark. Night came
early now, not just because of the time of year. Even during the day the clouds
obscured the sun. His skin ached for light. Everyone felt its lack. "It is strange to walk among
you," said Capi'ra after a silence. "Your kind are so reckless. I
will be glad to return to my homeland." She snorted, a horsey sort of
chuckle. "No offense meant to you, Sanglant. We are not easy here. The
land looks wrong. It smells funny. The winds aren't the ones we know." "Look!" he said, squinting.
"I thought I saw a flash." "Lightning?" He beckoned. "Lewenhardt. Come
forward. Do you see it?" The archer rode forward and stared south
into the dark sky. He began to shake his head, then stiffened. "Could it
be?" he whispered, then shouted aloud. "The griffins! It is the
griffins, Your Majesty!" Sanglant rode forward past the rearmost
line, head bent back to stare heavenward as the news was called down the line
of march so men could control their horses. Dogs barked. Lewenhardt came up beside him.
"They're flying low. One has something . . . something in its grip ... a
deer, perhaps? If they've been hunting. . . . ?" "Ai, God," breathed Sanglant. Such a bolt of adrenaline slammed through
him that he thought he would go blind. He slipped getting off Fest and stumbled
running forward downslope as the griffins dipped low and lower still, Domina
weighed down by the burden she carried. The precious burden brought all this
way to him, the one who had decreed that they must move on and leave her,
unsought and unfound, behind. / am no better than she was. I did what
I thought was necessary. Domina stooped that last short drop and
when Liath was a man's height from the ground the griffin released her and she
tumbled, hitting hard. He fell to his knees beside her, wondering if she was
alive or dead, but he knew she was living and not just because she laughed and
cried and embraced him so tightly with her head pressed against his shoulder
that when she pulled away he could see the impress of his mail on her cheek. He was struck dumb. "The Lord and Lady have blessed
us," she said, wincing as she used him as a support to clamber to her
feet. "The griffins found you." He was paralyzed, still on his knees as
she gritted her teeth and tested her shoulders, shrugged them up and down,
drawing circles with her arms. Blood stained the pale cloth of her sleeveless
shift, but any fool could see she wasn't badly hurt, only tired, thin, dirty,
and very sore. She stared at him, seeking into his heart.
At last, she kissed him on the lips. She tasted salty, and a whiff of something
like brimstone trailed off her body. He shut his eyes, savoring her touch,
needing only to let all the flavors of triumph and horror and joy mix within
him. In time he found himself, his words, his
strength. "With you," he murmured,
"anything." He rose, holding her close although it was
clear she was not going to fall. "Is it true you are regnant
now?" she asked. "I am. How could you know?" "I met Zuangua." 'Ah. What of your companions, the ones who
departed with you through the crown?" She shook her head. "I don't know. I
lost them months ago." She shuddered. "It was a terrible thing,
Sanglant. Terrible. Anne is dead." Said in such a voice, raw with grief. He
had no need to question. Anne was dead. Liath had done what needed doing,
although the cost had been high. He felt a wild laugh rise, and swallowed his
fear and sorrow and anger, because they had not yet come close to knowing the
full weight of the storm or how far it had spread its wings. "You'll tell me what I need to
know," he said. "Come. I can get you a bit of food at least. You're
too thin, my love." "What of those we left behind?"
she demanded, clinging to him so he couldn't take a step. "What of
Blessing? Heribert? Where is Hanna? What about Ivar? And Sorgatani and Bertha?
Are they all lost?" "I don't know." She let go of him to cover her face with
her hands. He waited while she trembled, lost in a battle for which he carried
no weapons, but at length as the night darkened and the griffins settled down
with coughs, scratching in the dirt, and distantly a voice called for folk to
lie back down and get some sleep by God ... at length she sighed and lowered
her hands. "There," she said. "There.
All done. Where are we going?" "Home to Wendar." He took her
hand as they walked up toward the army, who stared in astonishment. How could
they not? He was their regnant now, and Liath would be their queen.
2 AT night, high in the Alfar Mountains,
Liath stood beside a fire and told the story to several hundred listeners, who
would in their turn pass the tale back to the rest of the army. Many more
crowded up in the darkness, waiting in utter silence, but because she told the
tale as a poet declaims into a shuttered hall, not as a captain shouts, her
voice did not reach as far as his might have, pitched to pierce the clamor of
battle. Still, he could not tell the tale as she
could. He left her to it while he sat in his father's chair, which, because it
was the regnant's chair, was now his. The small chest containing Henry's ashes,
bones, and heart sat on the ground to his left, pressed up against the legs of
the chair. He did not like it to rest too far from him, day or night. "My knowledge is incomplete,"
she began—as she would! "But this is what I know which is certain, as well
as what I believe must be true based on the stories and experiences I have
myself heard and seen. All this was hidden or forgotten for long years, for
generations, a time beyond our imagining. It was forgotten or became legend
long before the birth of the blessed Daisan, who brought Light to us all. This
tale must come to light now. It should be known to as many people as possible,
if we are to make sense of what we must do next." He marked their audience. Closest sat the
most noble of his companions, Duchess Liutgard, trembling Duke Burchard, Lord
Wichman who was, for once, paying attention, and the other lords and a few
ladies who had marched south with Henry or with him. Beyond them crowded the
clerics of the king's schola, led by Sister Elsebet, and those church folk who
rode in the retinue of one or the other noble. He noted that the man known as
Vindicadus had found a place close enough to hear, although he had no noble
patron who might speak up for him. Behind this rank stood the captains and
stewards who ordered the army and farther back yet waited sergeants and
soldiers and servants hoping to catch what they could. All must hear, so that they would
understand. He had ordered this assembly. The tides of
destruction they had experienced had made them wonder and had made them fear.
Any explanation was better than none, no matter how strange it might sound even
when it was the truth. "Two thousand seven hundred and four
years ago, the Horse people allied with seven sorcerers from seven human tribes
against a common enemy, known to them as 'The Cursed Ones' or the Ashioi. They
wove a spell of power using the music of the spheres. This is the sorcery we
call 'the mathematica.' This spell they threaded through seven stone circles,
which they called looms and we call crowns. This spell ripped the homeland of
the Ashioi out of the Earth and cast it into the aether." "What is the aether?" someone called. "That part of the universe that lies
within and beyond the upper spheres. It's one of the five elements. The others
are air, water, fire, and earth. Aether is the most rarified and pure. Unlike
the others, it is untainted by darkness. Beyond the upper spheres, so the
scholars teach, exists only aether, nothing else." She hesitated and,
hearing no further question, continued. 'All the Ashioi were flung into the
aether with their land, all except those who were not actually in their
homeland at the time. These other Ashioi were pulled halfway but not completely
out of the world. Their shades haunted the forests and trails of Earth for
centuries as elves who shot poison darts at any person unlucky enough to
stumble across them." "Those are just tales told to scare
children," said a voice from the crowd. It was Vindicadus, once Hugh's servant.
Sanglant had not expected to hear a challenge so soon. Liath smiled, but her look was grim.
"I have met shades while traveling through the deep forest. They are not
tales. Their elf shot killed my horse. And drove off bandits." Among the sergeants there came a flurry of
movement. A white-haired man pushed forward into the ranks of the captains.
"Let me speak!" he cried. "I have served with Prince Sanglant.
He himself freed me and my four men from Salavii merchants who had captured us
and meant to sell us into the east." "What's your name?" asked Liath. "This is Gotfrid," said
Sanglant, before the old soldier could answer. "I recall you from
Machteburg. What is it you have to say, Sergeant?" "Just this." He surveyed the
assembly with the hard gaze of a man who has seen enough that he no longer fears the
disapproval of others. "I and ray men—we survived the attack of Lost Ones.
We saw our comrades fall beneath the sting of their darts. If you doubt the
lady, then I pray you, answer me how I could have seen them as well. Two of my
men are still with me. They will tell as well, if you ask, what they saw." "What of the other two?"
Sanglant asked, knowing the answer because he had already heard the tale. The man gestured with his hand, a flick,
as dismissal. His throat and chin tightened. Folk murmured, but it was hard to tell who
they believed. "Is there anyone else here who wishes
to speak about the existence of the Lost Ones?" asked Liath. No one did. The heckler had vanished back
into the crowd. Sanglant could, in a manner of speaking, smell that he still
lingered, and he wondered what twisted loyalty held the man to Hugh of Austra.
Liath was already going on. "As centuries passed, the story of
the great spell was lost until it became nothing more than legend. The Ashioi
came to be known as the Aoi, the Lost Ones. The knowledge used to weave the
spell was lost also, because, I believe, all seven of the sorcerers who wove it
were killed in the backlash from the spell." A murmur followed this statement, quickly
stilled. "Perhaps they left no apprentices to
carry on their learning, although that would surprise me." "Perhaps those who were left behind
chose to forget," said Sister Elsebet. "What the church has condemned
must be immoral." "This was before the time of the
blessed Daisan," said Liath. "They would not have been able to follow
the rulings of the church." "They might have known in their
hearts that it was wrong," retorted the cleric. Liath nodded amiably. "There are many
possible answers. Perhaps their apprentices were too inexperienced, or too
secretive, or too horrified to pass on the knowledge. Perhaps they were told
not to. We'll never know, since we have no way of asking." "I pray you, Lady Liathano,"
said Duchess Liutgard with a doubting smile, "how can you tell us this
knowledge was lost when you stand here before us branded as a mathematicus
yourself? The Holy Mother Anne boasted of her sorcery, and taught these arts
openly in the skopal palace these last two or three years." Liath nodded, echoing the other woman's
formality. They did not know each other. Liutgard knew of Liath only as the Eagle
who had stolen Henry's favorite child away from the glorious alliance Henry had
promised him. Yet it seemed to Sanglant that Liath was deaf to whatever
undertones sang through the nobles as they measured her. She was focused,
simply and always, on understanding the truth. "A good question, my lady. If you will allow me to unfold my
argument, then the map will become clear to all, I hope." Liutgard nodded. She was, Sanglant
thought, not afraid to offer Liath a reasonable chance to explain herself. "In time, certain half-Ashioi,
half-human descendants of the original Ashioi built a powerful empire in the
southern lands bordering the Middle Sea. They called it Dariya, and called
themselves Dariyans. As it was sung by the poet, "Out of this people came one who
ruled as emperor over men and elvish kind both." "The Dariyan Empire soon ruled much
of the northwestern continent and the lands along both the northern and
southern shores of the Middle Sea. We are traveling on a road paved by this
empire. Eventually, the Horse people—the Dariyans and historians call them the
'Bwr' which is derived, I think, from the word—" She broke off, catching herself, and, as a
rider shifts her mount's direction, got herself back on the main path. "The Horse people became aware of the
Dariyan Empire. They feared and hated the Dariyans because the Dariyans were
descended in part from the hated Ashioi. In the early 200s, the Bwr invaded in
a host and burned and pillaged the city of Dariya. It's likely that in the
course of their invasion they contracted a plague that decimated their numbers.
They retreated to the eastern steppe that was their ancient homeland to protect
themselves against further incursions by humankind, although humankind had once
been their chief allies." Burchard coughed. 'Are these Horse people
you speak of not the same ones who ride with us, as our allies? Does this mean
they are still our enemy? Or our friends?" Liutgard's mouth tightened as she looked
past Sanglant to the honor guard attending at his back. Her forces had taken
the worst of the centaur assault. She had no reason to love the Horse people. Sanglant glanced behind. Captain Fulk and
Captain Istvan stood behind his chair, alert to the disposition of his most
loyal forces. Capi'ra and her sergeants waited in
shadow, seeming at first glance like women mounted on horses, but he could hear
their soft whickering commentary although he could not understand what they
were saying. Beyond them rested the slumbering griffins with their wing
feathers touched by the light of the camp's bonfire. Smoke stung his face as the wind shifted.
He fanned a hand to drive it away although in truth it made no difference. "The Horse people are our allies,
Burchard," he said. "Your allies," said Liutgard. "Mine," he agreed, "and
thus, for the moment, yours, Cousin. I pray you, Liath, go on." "I pray you!" cried a voice from
the back, that damned serving-man again. "You speak of the lives and
empires of the heathen, yet you have not said one word about the blessed
Daisan! Do you even believe in God?" "Hush!" said someone else in the
crowd. "Let her speak!" cried another,
the words echoed by a chorus of "let her speak" and "yes"
and "shut your mouth." "Else we'll be standing out here in
the damned cold all night and freeze our hands to what they're
scratching," finished a wit. "Well," said Liath, raising her
voice as the others dropped theirs. She slid easily into the silence. "All
here have heard told the life of the blessed Daisan and his chief disciple,
Thecla the Witnesser. This we know and believe, that the blessed Daisan revealed
to all of humankind the truth of the Circle of Unity, of the Mother and Father
of Life, and our belief in the Penitire." Her gaze had a peculiar way of
going flat when she quoted from memory, as if she looked inward, not outward.
" 'The blessed Daisan prayed in ecstacy for six days and on the seventh
was translated up to the Chamber of Light to join God.' " Her gaze sought the heckler, and perhaps
it found him, because she paused for a moment with a fixed stare, then smiled
just a little as a bully might, seeing his prey flinch. The man had by this
time moved so that his body was hidden to Sanglant's line of sight. "What matters to the story I tell you
tonight is that the belief in the Circle of Unity and the Word of the blessed
Daisan spread outward on the architecture of the old Dariyan Empire." "More than that!" interposed
Sister Elsebet indignantly. "Ai, God! Spare us these
interruptions! I'm still scratching!" cried the wit. Sanglant sighed. Sister Elsebet stepped forward and glared
her audience into silence. "None of us can speak as if this war is
ended." "Which war is that?" asked
Liath. "I thought I was speaking of a war." Elsebet pounded her staff twice on the
ground. "I will listen, but I will not remain silent on this matter. I
pray you, Your Majesty!" He was caught, and he knew it as well as
the cleric did. "Go on, Sister. What is it you must say?" "That the woman has knowledge of
sorcery and history I can see, and perhaps respect. But the war that afflicts
those of us who live within the Circle of Unity is never ending. It is
impossible to speak of the blessed Daisan without speaking as well of those who
have sought to corrupt his holy teachings." "Have we time for this?"
Sanglant asked Liath. A foolish question. She was interested,
and entertained. She could go on in this vein for hours. "You speak of
heresy, Sister Elsebet, do you not?" 'As must we all! Alas!" "Then I pray you, educate us." Once offered, quickly taken. Sister
Elsebet did not strike Sanglant as a fussy, troublesome woman, nor had he in
their brief acquaintance been given any reason to believe she was one of Hugh's
adherents. "Go on," he said, giving her
permission. She came forward. Liath did not, in fact,
make way or give up her own place standing on a conveniently situated rock that
elevated her a bit above the rest, but she did drop her chin and, between one
breath and the next, efface herself. The shift was astonishing. Sanglant had
never seen her do such a thing before, as if she doused the radiance that made
her blaze. Before, she must command the gaze; now, she was only a woman
standing on a rock listening as a cleric spoke of the holy truth that sustained
them. "This is the truth! Heed me! Many
heresies have troubled the church since the living body of the blessed Daisan
was lifted up into the Chamber of Light. But in these dark days there are two
we must guard against most assiduously. "The first is known as the Redemptio.
This is the belief that the blessed Daisan was martyred by the Empress
Thaissania, She of the Mask. That only after his death by flaying and his
supposed resurrection did he ascend to the Chamber of Light. This heresy was
eventually squelched and forbidden. As it deserved! "The second, and greater, heresy
concerns the constitution of the blessed Daisan himself. The elders of the
church ruled that the blessed Daisan was no different than any other human,
claiming only a divine soul made up of pure light trapped in a mortal body
admixed with darkness. The adherents of the greater heresy claim otherwise and
declared that the blessed Daisan alone among humankind was half divine and half
mortal. In the year 499, the Emperor of Arethousa turned his back on the skopos
in Darre and abandoned the truth because of his belief in this half divinity.
So was the holy word of the blessed Daisan wounded by the Enemy's sharp
arrows." She drew the Circle at her chest and
turned to bow to Sanglant. "How does this affect the tale?"
he asked. "Heresy must affect us all,"
retorted Sister Elsebet. "Right belief is what sustains us! It would be a
greater tempest even than the one we suffered in Aosta should these heretical
beliefs take hold and drown the foundation on which all our lives rest! On what
we and the church mothers know to be true! Perhaps this tempest is not merely
the playing out of an ancient sorcery but a warning sent to us by God!" He looked at Liath. She lifted her chin, squared her shoulders,
made herself visible again, the center of attention. Yet this was not the
charisma that allows a commander to lead men to their death in battle. This
was, purely, control over the unnatural fire that burned within her. "It may be, Sister Elsebet," she
agreed without any evidence of insincerity. "Yet I know this. The land of
the Ashioi returned to Earth because those who wove the sorcery in ancient days
did not understand fully the consequence of what they did. The land returned
because it could not do otherwise. It was bound as if in a great circle,
necessarily returning to the place it started." "Indeed," agreed the cleric
stoutly. "For this same reason the church mothers have always disapproved
of sorcery." "Yes, so it was. Sorcery was
restricted by the church in two separate rulings. Certain of the magical arts
were allowed to be taught under the supervision of the church, but others were
condemned, specifically those that related to foreseeing the future and
controlling the weather as well as knowledge of the mathematical properties of
the stars and planets. In truth, although this was unknown to the church
councils that condemned them, these were the very arts used in ancient days to
weave the spell that cast the Ashioi into exile." Elsebet nodded, as if her point was now
proven. She did not step aside. Liath kept talking. " 'Between the Bwr invasion and the
troubled church, the creaking edifice of the old empire at last collapsed.'
" "So wrote Taillefer's chronicler,
Albert the Wise." "Indeed he did, which is where I got
the phrase. The last of those who believed in the Redemptio, in the east beyond
Arethousa, vanished when the Jinna Empire conquered those lands in the name of
their god." "Fire worshipers!" muttered the
wit. "I hear they worship naked," said
Wichman suddenly. "I'd like to see those Jinna women dancing around the
flames!" "Enough!" snapped Sanglant.
"I pray you, go on." "I pray you," Liath said,
surveying the assembly, "I am nearly done." "Which is what she said before,"
added the wit, and there was a smattering of chuckles. She smiled and waited for quiet before she
went on. "These Jinna conquered the southern shore of the Middle Sea as
well. The lands around the old imperial capital fell into chaos for many
decades, but at length various princedoms and duchies and counties arose. These
folk called themselves Aosta. They called their capital Darre, and it was in
Darre—once the capital of the Dariyan Empire—that one regnant or another
pretended to rule Aosta." This slighting comment was appreciated. A
few distant soldiers cheered. She acknowledge them with a lift of a
hand. "Only in the northwestern kingdom of Salia did a ruler consolidate
enough power to extend his reach. The Salian king, Taille, renamed himself the
Emperor Taillefer and crowned himself with a seven-pointed crown that he called
his 'crown of stars.' As part of his imperial policy, Taillefer sent
missionaries for the Daisanite Church into the lands east of Salia. Heathen
tribes embraced the Circle of Unity. Chieftains sent their own sons and
daughters out into the more distant wilderness to convert yet more peoples. So
came the Wendish into the Circle." "This history of empire any good
scholar knows," said Sister Elsebet. "That good woman, Sister
Rosvita, was writing her history of the Deeds of the Great Princes. Yet
she—she, too—" She faltered. She Wept. "A woman firm in her scholarship," said Liath. "I
believe she would understand that it is necessary to see the tapestry as a
whole in order
to understand the consequence of the spell. If you will, I will go on. "Taillefer's empire disintegrated
after the emperor's death. At that time, King Arnulf the Elder of Wendar
annexed lands formerly allied to Salia by marrying the heirs of Varre to his
own children. When these heirs died without issue, he named himself king of
Wendar and Varre. In time, the regnancy passed to Arnulf the Younger, and then
to his son, Henry, the second of that name. So might we learn from
Sister Rosvita, were she here to teach us! "Henry married an Arethousan princess
named Sophia. She bore him three children, Sapientia, Theophanu, and Ekkehard.
The king struggled against his own older sister, Sabella, but he triumphed over
her at Kassel, in the duchy of Fesse." She nodded at Liutgard, who lifted a hand
and touched her own brow, as if remembering those lost in that battle: brother
against sister. "Henry's own cousin Conrad, too, it
seemed, chafed at being a duke, but his ambitions are as yet unknown. Some
years after the death of Queen Sophia, Henry married Princess Sapientia to
Prince Bayan, the younger brother of the Ungrian king, Geza. He hoped, it
seemed, that this alliance would protect his eastern marchlands from marauders.
Soon after, Henry married an Aostan princess of noble birth, called Adelheid,
and traveled south to Aosta with the intention of having himself crowned
Emperor and of driving all Jinna and Arethousan interlopers out of lands that
ought to belong to the holy church and its imperial champion. And this he did,
as you know, because you rode beside him. You triumphed, because he
triumphed." Those who had survived the expedition were
still proud of seeing their king crowned as emperor. Sanglant saw the memory of
victory in their expressions, but he also saw their grief. "Many disturbances were rising in the
lands beyond Wendar. They struck hard. From the east, the Quman barbarians led
by their prince Bulkezu plundered the marchlands and Avaria. Some among you
will remember his defeat." This got cheers as well, and Sanglant
heard his name rise out of the crowd. She waited, and went on when she could. "In the north, the Eika savages raid
along the coast, united under a single chieftain. Reports suggest that civil
war plagues the kingdom of Salia. In Arethousa, there is always corruption and
intrigue, as the poets and historians tell us. But this was not all. Strange
creatures out of legend walked abroad. Across the lands people began to whisper
that the end of the world was at hand." "So it is!" called a voice from
the crowd, and many cried out in agreement. Liutgard rose unexpectedly, looking angry.
"Was this, that we suffered, the end of the world? We are still alive,
although many dear to us are dead. Henry is dead—may he rest at peace in the
Chamber of Light. But the world is not ended." Liath raised a hand to show that she had
heard and understood her objection. "Earth still holds beneath us,
although I think we may find much in the land has been altered. I pray you,
Duchess Liutgard, hear what I have to say. How is it that the woman who called
herself Anne and who ruled over you as skopos knew of the Ashioi? How did she
know about the ancient spell which would come to fruition on that night, that
one night, when the crown of stars crowned the heavens? At midnight on the cusp
of the tenth and eleventh days of Octumbre, in the year 735, as we measure the
years after the proclamation of the Holy Word. How is it she knew this?" It was a sorry satisfaction for Sanglant
to recall that he had warned Henry's court and no one had listened to him. 'After the death of Emperor Taillefer, his
empire fell into disunion because there was no male heir. He left three
daughters and a few bastard sons. One of these claimed the throne and was later
killed by his rivals." She glanced at Sanglant. He nodded, having heard
this story before. Its existence did not threaten his hold on the throne. "Two of Taillefer's daughters were
married to princes of the realm and they vanish from our history. But his
daughter Tallia was placed in the church as a biscop. There she studied the
ancient arts of the mathematici together with her most intimate and faithful
servant, a woman named Clothilde. These two and their adepts discovered that
the ancient story of the Ashioi was a true story. They discovered that within a
few decades—well, almost a hundred years—there would be a second cataclysm.
They thought they could prevent this cataclysm with a second weaving. They
believed that the Ashioi, now in exile, were scheming to return to Earth and
conquer humankind. But the truth is that it was the spell which was flawed. The
land of the Ashioi was flung outward on such a path that it would inevitably
come back to where it had begun. We have all ridden such trails, thinking we
are going elsewhere only to end up where we started!" She hoped for a chuckle but did not get
one. Her audience listened intently, but they did not, necessarily, believe
what she was saying. Sanglant could see in each posture the extent of their
belief: Sister Elsebet with her head bent skeptically; Sergeant Gotfrid
scratching his beard as if puzzled; a woman fitted with a steward's tabard staring
raptly with mouth parted as she fingered the knot that tied her scarf beneath
her chin. "The other Salian clerics at that
time believed that Biscop Tallia had gone too far in studying the malefic arts
of black sorcery. The Council of Narvone was convened and all sorcery
associated with the mathematici as well as malefici was placed under ban. As
was Biscop Tallia. Yet she did not cease her efforts. In time she discovered
what she had long sought: a child born to Queen Radegundis, the last wife of
Taillefer. This infant was raised in the church and became a monk. Soon after
his birth, Tallia died, leaving her handmaiden, Clothilde, to continue her
work. "Clothilde was patient. Late in life,
Taillefer's son was tempted by a very young woman, a novice. On her he got a
child. Afterward, he fled. But the child was taken from its mother and raised
by Clothilde." "What became of the father and
mother?" asked Sister Elsebet, listening intently now, as if she had heard
some portion of this story before. "Taillefer's son? I think that he
remained in the church. But the woman who gave birth to his child? I don't
know. I know only that Anne was the granddaughter of Taillefer, the child of
Taillefer and Radegundis' lost son. She was raised by Sister Clothilde as a
mathematicus among a band of mathematici who called themselves the Seven
Sleepers. They were asleep, they told themselves, waiting quietly until the
time came to act. Anne was to be the agent of that act: to cast the Ashioi once
and for all time away from Earth." "Would it not have been better had
she done so?" asked Liutgard. She gestured toward the ragged army gathered
around. "Would it not have spared us this?" Liath shook her head. "No. You saw
what tides of destruction the spell wrought. That devastation would have
rebounded on Earth tenfold had Anne's spell succeeded. It would have been far
worse. Earth is not meant to be sundered from Earth. The ancient ones— our
ancestors—meant to save themselves. But by their own act they doomed us. I
think they were ignorant. They did not know. Yet we are left with the
consequences nonetheless." PART TWO IN THE RUINS
V Salvage
1 ANNA clawed awake from a terrible dream.
She lay with eyes closed, aware of the rise and fall of her breathing, and let
the threads of that awful nightmare fade. An endless trek across a wilderness
of grass under the hammer of a brutal winter cold. A blizzard turning to
flowers. Bulkezu's hand tightening on her throat. Blessing as limp as a corpse,
wasting away, dying. Buried alive deep within an ancient tumulus. Worms
crawling over and swallowing her body. With each exhalation the images became
more tattered until at last they dissolved into nothing, and with a sigh of
relief she opened her eyes. It was still night. Clouds hid the stars. She
couldn't see anything, not even her hand in front of her face. Even a moonless night was never this dark. Her heart thundered. She whimpered, afraid
to move or speak lest speaking and moving reveal her nightmares as truth. If
she wished hard enough, it would all go away and she would be back in Gent
sitting cozy by the fire in Mistress Suzanne's weaving hall. A voice mumbled a curse. Stone snapped on
flint. A spark glittered, faded, then a second snap struck and its spark caught
a wick. As light bled into their grave, memory returned in a rush. Prince Sanglant's army had marched east in
search of griffins and sorcerers. He had found them and much more besides, but
Blessing had fallen ill with an aetherical sickness and had to be left behind
close to death. Six attendants stayed with her. In the hope that the spell
woven by Princess Liathano through the stone crown would miraculously preserve
Blessing in a kind of stasis, they had crawled into the grave mound between the
stones. There they had waited until blue fire engulfed them and all sensation
ceased. Anna groaned and raised up on her elbows,
staring around in shock. Brother Heribert had lit the lamp, and he, too, stared
slack-jawed at their surroundings. Thiemo, Matto, the Kerayit healer, and the
young Quman soldier still slept, each in his place in the ring around Princess
Blessing. But the low, cramped chamber in which they had taken their place had
vanished . . . and so had Blessing. "Ai, God! Lord protect us! Lady have
mercy!" Anna scrambled to her feet. "What's happened?" As Heribert
rose, he almost lost his footing as a temblor rumbled through the ground. The
flame wavered. A web of blue fire shuddered into existence around them, hot and
bright. "Something's coming," said
Heribert. "Can you feel it, Anna? It's like a weight descending. We're not
safe here." She stared at the high cavern in which
they stood. Stalactites glittered under the net of fire. Thiemo snored softly,
one hand cupped at his throat. Matto lay with mouth agape and eyes and hands
fast shut. It was all true. They had crawled into the ancient burial chamber to
protect Blessing and possibly to die, but they hadn't died and indeed they were
no longer where they had started out. The burial chamber had been dirt; this
place was stone. In the burial chamber there had barely been room to stand
upright in the center; this place could hold a council of twoscore nobles and
their horses. In the burial chamber there had been a single entrance, a
tunnel that led to the outside. Here, at least four passageways left the
chamber at different directions. They might be anywhere. She, too, felt a stiffening in the air, a
tension in the earth, like the breath of a huge monster about to lunge out of
darkness onto its hapless prey. "Come quickly!" Blessing's voice
pierced the silence, although there was no sign of her in the chamber.
"No! This way! You're so slow! I said this way!" "What a brat!" said a second
voice, laughing. "I am not a brat! I'm
not!" "You are!" "I'm not!" Blessing's companion laughed merrily, and
before Anna or Heribert could react two figures trotted into the cavern, the
smaller grasping the larger by his wrist. Blessing dropped her grip and clapped
her hands to crow in triumph. "Look what I found, Brother Heribert!
And not just that, but a pile of treasure!" The earth shook violently. The net of blue
fire sparked and dazzled, and began to pulse. "Lord have mercy," said
Heribert, staring at Blessing, who looked painfully thin but otherwise
emphatically alive and vital. Anna didn't know whether to be giddy with joy or
annoyed that Blessing after all hadn't changed one bit and probably hadn't a
thought to spare for the sacrifice her attendants had made so willingly for
her. "I'm Berthold," said the youth,
a nice-looking boy most likely a little younger than Anna, fifteen or sixteen
or so. He wore a handsome pale blue tunic of an excellent weave trimmed with
yellow embroidery, a hip-length cape lined with pale fox fur, and soft leather
boots bound up with laces. He held calfskin gloves casually in one hand, and at
his waist rode a sword in a richly tooled sheath bearing the mark of the silver
tree. "Lord have mercy," repeated
Heribert, shifting his stunned gaze away from Blessing. "You must be
Villam's son." "So I am," said the lad, not one
bit surprised at being recognized. A noble youth out of a house as important as
Villam's expected to be known. "We crawled in here to explore but must
have fallen asleep. The rest of my companions are still asleep. I could only
wake up Jonas. He's trying to get the others awake. I don't know where this
chamber came from!" He gestured toward the high ceiling, and the four
sleeping men. "It wasn't here when we explored under the tumuli yesterday.
How did you get here?" The earth shook once again. The pulse of
the light had begun to shift in pitch until Anna could actually hear a melodic
rise and fall shot through with an unearthly harmony. The temperature was
beginning to rise. "I want to get out of here,"
said Blessing. "Something very very bad is about to happen." She
turned on Berthold. He stood a head taller than she did, although he wasn't as
tall as her father. "Help me wake them up!" Berthold's expression twisted, eyes
opening in mock horror, mouth opening to an "o" of pretend fear.
"Of course, my lady!" He spoiled the moment by laughing again.
"Who made you regnant?" She stamped her foot. "My father is
Prince Sanglant. I am the great granddaughter of the Emperor Taillefer. You
have to do what I tell you to do!" He snorted with amusement, glanced at Anna
to estimate her station and importance, and nodded at Brother Heribert.
"Who are you, Brother?" "I am called Brother Heribert. I am a
cleric in Prince Sanglant's schola." "Is it true this brat is Prince
Sanglant's daughter?" "I'm not a brat!" "She is indeed, my lord." "How can she be the great
granddaughter of Emperor Taillefer? Henry's forebears have no connection to
that noble house." Heribert hesitated just long enough for
Berthold to go on, impatient as his thoughts skipped ahead. "Prince Sanglant has a schola? How
can he? He's the captain of the King's Dragons. I didn't even know he had a
daughter this old, but I suppose it's no surprise given what everyone says
about him and women. Heh! I wonder what Waltharia will have to say about that!
She thought she walked that road first!" "What road?" demanded Blessing. Heribert flung up a hand as if to say,
"stop." "I pray you, Lord Berthold. We must untangle these
lineages later. Princess Blessing is right. We'd best flee." He wiped
sweat from his brow. "I don't like being trapped in here." "Nor do I," admitted the youth,
looking around. 'Although it is the most amazing thing! Who could have dug such
caverns? You should see the treasure back there! Golden helms and mounds of
emeralds and garnets! Jeweled belts. Necklaces. I told them not to pick
anything up, but they would cram their sleeves—all but Jonas, he's the only one
who listens to me—" A temblor shook the earth so hard that
Anna had trouble keeping her feet. The Kerayit healer moaned, fighting sleep
but not quite able to wake. Thiemo and Matto didn't stir at all. The blue fire
had become so bright she had to squint. The cavern shone, walls gleaming. The
stone sweat as heat swelled. It was like being trapped inside a box that had
been thrown onto a fire. "No one is listening to me!"
shrieked Blessing. She pounced on Thiemo and shook him. "Wake up! Wake
up!" Without warning, the Quman soldier leaped
to his feet, knife in hand as he assessed his surroundings. Over the last
months Heribert had picked up the rudiments of the Quman speech. He spoke now,
and the young man nodded abruptly, lowered the knife, and knelt beside Matto,
shaking him. The Kerayit healer opened her eyes and, with a grunt, scrambled to
her feet. She pointed to the fiery blue net whose brightness by now made the
light in the cavern almost unbearable. "Sorcery," she said in halting
Wendish. "Go now. Go quick." "Do you know the way out?" asked
Heribert. "I don't," said Berthold.
"It's all changed. It wasn't like this at all yesterday when we crawled in
here—" "I know how to go!" exclaimed
Blessing. "Take her," said Heribert to
Anna. "We'll have to carry Thiemo and Matto if we can't wake them
up." "Do you really think she knows
anything?" demanded Berthold, more in disbelief than in anger. He had
begun, finally, to appear nervous. "I do know! I do!" "Have you a better plan?" asked
Heribert in his mildest tone. "I haven't. One is as good as another. We'd
best hurry." Thunder shook the cavern, a stalactite
shuddered loose from the ceiling, crashed to the floor, and shattered into
stinging shards. Anna caught one on her cheek. Blood trickled down her skin. "Lord Berthold!" A young man no
older than Villam's son staggered out of a passageway. He shaded his eyes,
brought up short by the blinding net of light. Another tremor shook them. A
second stalactite cracked and fell, and the poor youth leaped aside and shouted
out loud as he flung up his arms to protect himself. Dust and debris scattered. "Where are the others?" demanded
Berthold. He, too, was pale now. He, too, looked frightened. "I can't wake them!" said poor
Jonas, who had been crying. "I don't know what's wrong!" "This way!" cried Blessing, who
had run to a different passageway, one opposite the tunnel that Berthold's
companion had just emerged from. "I said this way! We've got to hurry! The
storm is coming. It will crush us if we're in here!" She shot off a quick command in the Quman
language, surprising both Heribert and Anna, who hadn't known she could speak
any language other than Wendish. The Quman soldier got Matto under the arms and
began dragging him. "Here!" Galvanized, Anna ran
forward and got hold of Matto's ankles, heaving him up, but after ten paces his
limp weight was too much for her, and she wasn't weak. "Help us, I pray you, Lord
Berthold," said Heribert. "Let's carry these two free and come back
for your companions." Berthold hesitated, then fixed his mouth
in a grim line and ran over to Thiemo. "He looks familiar," he mused,
grabbing him under the arms. "Here, Jonas. Help me!" The Kerayit healer came to Anna's rescue,
taking Matto's ankles, and Anna after all had to pursue Blessing, who had
already vanished up the passageway. The floor was seamless, swept clean of
debris, pebbles, dirt. Threads of light pierced the stone itself, woven
entirely through the underground labyrinth. With each tremor, with each pulse,
tiny cracks fissured the stone. At any moment the entire place might splinter and
collapse. This was not the fate she had expected. Panic lent her wings, and she
raced on Blessing's trail and would have plunged to her death had Blessing not
screamed out loud just in time for Anna to stumble to a stop beside the girl,
at the edge of an abyss. The passageway ended in a wide, deep hole.
It was as if a giant had stuck a spear far down into the earth and drawn it up
again, leaving this empty shaft behind. The net of light that illuminated the
labyrinth did not penetrate into its depths. There was no way across, and no
obvious way down or up. "Look," said Blessing, pointing
to the cliff face opposite them. "There's a ledge there, and a
passageway." "No way to reach it, Your
Highness," said Anna, barely able to speak. She couldn't catch her breath.
"We'll have to go back and find another route." "Is, too!" Blessing ran to the
edge where the walls of the passageway met the sheer curve of that huge shaft.
She reached, she gripped, and between one breath and the next had clambered out
along the wall toward the far side. Fear strangled Anna's voice. She was
helpless, terrified, still woozy. She still could not believe that she was
awake and in this terrible predicament. Ai, God. If only she could wake up and
find herself back in Gent! The earth shook, and although Anna shrieked out loud, Blessing did not
fall; she had too good a grip; she was fearless, that girl. Impossible. Already
halfway across, clinging like a lizard to the rock face. 'Anna? Anna! Ai, God!" Heribert came
up behind her, not far ahead of the rest. "I'll have to follow her."
Without waiting for his reply, because if she waited she would lose her
courage, she ran to the edge and brushed a hand over the rock wall, finding
handholds and narrow brims easily. Someone had carved these here. They couldn't
be natural, placed so cunningly and conveniently. She crept along the wall,
knowing better than to look down. As long as she didn't look down, she could
believe that the ground lay one step below. It was easier that way to move
across the rock face. It was easier that way not to panic. "Princess Blessing, come back!"
cried Heribert. "Won't!" Blessing leaped to the
far ledge just as another tremor shook them. A rock fell from above, and Anna
shut her eyes and held on, listening, but she never heard it strike bottom. She
was by now breathing so hard that she was dizzy, and when she opened her eyes
she saw that Blessing had disappeared into the far passageway. "Go on, Anna!" shouted Heribert.
"You've got to get her back! We can't carry the rest across this!" She heard the others arrive, heard their
shocked exclamations and the buzz of discussion, but she could not concentrate
on them to pick out words. She had to pick a path across the face, one handhold
and toehold at a time, and at last she swung onto the far ledge which by now
resembled a grand broad field, it looked so inviting and safe although it
wasn't more than an arm's span in width. She landed there, panting, sweating,
mouth dry, just as a horrible grinding roar shuddered up from the depths. In
the passageway behind Heribert and the others, dust roiled, punched outward by
a tremendous rockfall back the way they had come. "Go, Anna! Go!" shouted Heribert
before the dust engulfed him. Despite the brilliant web of sorcery, she
could not see Thiemo and Matto through the haze. She saw the blur of movement,
glimpsed a Oilman bow case and a Kerayit headdress, heard voices yell and
shriek, but nothing more. Nothing more. Far away, down that dark passageway lying
behind her, Blessing called out impatiently. "Come! Come! Hurry!" She ducked down, banging her head once on
stone before getting the hang of the low ceiling. It was dark as the grave. No
net of sorcery wove light to guide her footsteps. Twice she stumbled and
bruised herself, and the third time she tumbled to hands and knees and yelped
in pain. A warm hand fastened on her shoulder.
"Hurry! Where are the others?" "They can't cross, Your
Highness." She coughed. Dust had scoured her lungs. Grit abraded her
palms. "They can't carry Lord Thiemo and Matto across that wall. We've got
to go back." "I can't leave them behind!"
cried Blessing, with a fury that caused her hand to tighten on Anna's shoulder
until it hurt. She should have been weak after her illness, but she wasn't. "Papa
says you never leave your companions behind. We have to rescue them." "I think there was a rockfall."
She coughed again. It hurt to cough. "We can't go back the way we came.
Ai, God. What if they're all dead?" The earth groaned and rumbled beneath them,
around them, everywhere. They were trapped in a tomb and it was too late to
save themselves. They would die here— A body slammed into Anna, tripped over
her, and went sprawling, knocking Blessing down. "Highness!" Anna smelled the
Kerayit healer, whose peculiar scent of sour milk and an unidentifiable musk
always tickled her nose. She sneezed. The others piled up behind
them, trapped in the low tunnel. A cloud of dust blasted past them, choking the
passage. "Move! Move!" said Lord Berthold
from out of the dust. "The whole place is collapsing." Anna scrambled forward, grabbing
Blessing's arm and pulling her along with her. They raced blind, tripping,
stumbling, staggering, but the passage ran true, without turns or branches,
until at length they stumbled onto stone steps, and climbed up them. Just as
Anna realized that she could see through her stinging eyes, they emerged into a
shallow cave carved out of a hillside by a massive collapse of dirt, as if half
the side of the hill had fallen away. Dust puffed and billowed around them.
Beyond, a sickly gray light bled color out of the air. Anna crept to the opening. One by one the
others joined her: Princess Blessing, Lord Berthold, his companion Jonas, the
Kerayit healer, and last the young Quman soldier supporting Brother Heribert,
who fell to his knees, hacking as though he meant to cough his lungs out. All
of them wept blood from scrapes and cuts. All were covered with dust and dirt.
Lord Berthold cursed and muttered, while Jonas tried to soothe him. "They're dead! Dead! I abandoned
them! Ai, God, I've no honor left! I ran for my life. Better to have
died—" "Look!" shouted Blessing, and at
the same moment the Kerayit healer cried, "Down!" They dropped to their knees, but Anna
stared anyway. She couldn't stop staring. They looked out over a valley nestled
between high peaks. Once the valley had boasted a fine rich forest along its
slopes, but now the trees were tumbled and snapped, shorn down as though by a
giant's scythe. A vast creature hung suspended in the air, stretched across the
hazy sky. It was there only for an instant, a flash of gold scales, before the
sound of its wings thundered and it vanished beyond the peaks. Snow and ice
crashed from the summit in a distant avalanche. The boom echoed on and on and
on. A pall of dust shrouded the sky. It was
dim, but not dark; twilight, but not day. Now and again lightning stabbed
through the cloudy haze, unseen except as a ghostly glimmer, quickly gone. Once
the noise of the avalanche faded, they heard no answering thunder. A monstrous
orange-red glow rose along one horizon. Maybe it heralded the rising sun, but
if so it was no sun she ever wanted to see. "Is it day or night?" asked
Anna. No one answered her. Berthold wept with
anger and shame, and his companion Jonas tried in vain to comfort him. The
Kerayit and Quman cowered, covering their eyes and muttering prayers, each in
their own language. Heribert wheezed, struggling to breathe. Even Blessing
stood in shocked silence. Something very bad had happened, just as
Blessing had predicted. As they stared, a light rain began to
fall, hissing where it struck ground. It wasn't rain at all but hot ash, so
fine that it drizzled like rain only to burn and sizzle where it touched the
earth. The ashy rain darkened the sky until that orange-red glow faded and Anna
could no longer see the snowy peaks beyond. Dirt spit on her from the roof of
the overhang. A huge weight fell right on top of them. The impact shuddered
through the hill, and the overhang crumbled in on itself as a second crash sent
a shower of fine dirt and clods of earth and rocks spilling over them. Anna grabbed Blessing's wrist and yanked
her out into the ash fall. They ran, stumbling through loose dirt, sliding as
the ground gave way underneath, coughing as ash burned their lungs. Only when they came to rest on ground that
didn't shiver beneath their did they turn. They had sheltered beneath a mound
atop which stood a stone crown, and both hill and stones had collapsed. Two of the great menhirs leaned
crazily, not yet fallen. The others had crashed down. One had smashed onto the
slope just above the overhang, causing it to give way. "Must . . . get . . . out ... of ...
the . . . rain," gasped Berthold. "Where's Brother Heribert?"
Blessing wrenched her arm free from Anna's grasp and floundered up through
slippery dirt. "Brother Heribert! Brother Heribert!" She found an arm sticking out of dark
earth. The rest of him was buried. Sliding and cursing, they struggled up
along the unstable ground and with their hands dug him out and dragged him to
firm ground. He was limp. He had already stopped breathing. The earth had
choked him. Blessing howled in rage. "No! No!" She flung herself down
beside his body. "You aren't dead! I don't allow it!" A numbness took hold of Anna. She no
longer felt she was here, up to her knees in dirt and roots and crawling things
and slimy, hot ash, but only watching herself and the others from a distance. Thiemo
and Matto were gone. There was no possible way they could have survived the
collapse within the tunnels, and even if they had somehow miraculously been
spared, they had no way to climb free because the stone crown here was
destroyed and thereby their path to the outside world. As for the rest of them, they had
traveled, all unknowing, a great distance. They could be anywhere. Any when, if
what Hathui and the others predicted was true. If time ran both swiftly and
slowly within the crowns. They stood gasping and weeping in a
desolation, no longer able to distinguish sky from mountain because of the
shroud of ash. It was growing cold. A wind moaned down from veiled heights. A
glimmer of light flashed around them. A breeze curled around Anna's shoulders before
kicking up dirt in a line that led straight to Blessing, who was still sobbing
and shouting by Heribert's body, slamming her fists into his chest over and
over while the rest stood too stunned and overwhelmed to move. For an instant Anna thought a pale shimmer
of light illuminated the frater's slack face, pouring over him as water pours
over rocks in a stream. Blessing shrieked and scrambled backward. Heribert's
body jerked. His eyes snapped open. He sat up, folding forward and coughing
dirt out of his mouth. He wiped dirt from his face and, wondering, shook it
from his hands. "Where?" he said hoarsely.
"Where is he gone, the one I have been for? His husk is here, but he is
lost." They all stared at him. "You were dead," said Jonas. "Was I?" he asked. He got his
feet under him, slipped once, and Blessing dashed forward and helped him stand. "I said you couldn't die! I did! I
did! You're not dead. Are you?" He covered his eyes with a hand. Blessing
clung to his other arm, wiping her filthy face on his tattered sleeve. "The rest are dead," said
Berthold suddenly. "Ai, God." "There was nothing you could have
done," said Jonas desperately Berthold shook his head. "I
know!" he said bitterly, gesturing toward the fallen stones and sunken
hill. "It was in God's hands, not ours. We'll die if we stay here. My
lungs hurt. There's nothing to drink. This ash covers everything. I can't tell
if it's day or evening or morning. I don't know where we are, but we must leave
this valley and find a place of safety." Brother Heribert turned, still awkward as
he gained control of his limbs. He stared at Berthold for a while as if sorting
through what possible meaning his words might have. Anna was still too numb to
speak, but she did notice how very blue his eyes were, startlingly so in
contrast to his pale, dirty face. She'd never noticed his eyes before. "I know how to leave this
valley," he said, his voice still hoarse, not really like Heribert's voice
at all. "Follow me." 2 IVAR had never experienced rain like the
downpour that drowned them now. If he turned his head up, he wouldn't be able
to breathe. He and Erkanwulf huddled under the spreading boughs of an oak tree in
the great forest called the Bretwald as the storm churned the path first to mud
and then into a stream of boiling, frothing water. They had nowhere to shelter,
no one to beg for help, and plenty of trouble keeping their mounts from
bolting. "Look there!" cried Erkanwulf,
shaking as he pointed. Out in the forest lights bobbed, weaving
among trees obscured by the pounding rain and the curtain of night. The young
soldier took a step forward, meaning to call out to them, but Ivar grabbed his
cloak and yanked him back against the tree. "Hush, you idiot! No natural fire can
stay lit in this downpour! Don't you remember who attacked us before?" 'Ai, God! The Lost Ones! We're
doomed." "Hush!" It was too late. The lights turned their
way. "Come on!" Ivar splashed out
onto the path, jerked up hard when his horse refused to budge. He grabbed the
reins with both hands and yanked and tugged and swore, but in an argument of
weight, the horse won, and it refused to leave the shelter of the tree. "What do we do?" gasped
Erkanwulf. 'Abandon the horses." "We can't!" "Is it better to be dead?" The lights wove a new pattern, circling in
toward their prey, and he heard a shout, a very human shout, and then the most
horrifying and peculiar and inhuman sound that had ever assailed him. "What is that?" Erkanwulf
whispered. A beast's vast cry rolled over them. The
sound made Ivar's heart freeze, and Erkanwulf's mount reared up, then slipped
and staggered sideways, dragging Erkanwulf with it away down the slope. The gale hit so hard and unexpectedly that
Ivar actually was blown off his feet, and only his mount's stubborn footing
saved him from washing away down the foaming canal of water that the path had
suddenly become. Wind cracked through the forest, splintering trees everywhere.
Trunks crashed to the ground, giants falling to earth. The noise was a hammer,
its echo ringing on and on as he cowered on his knees under the oak tree. All he
could do was pray. Boughs shaken loose tumbled everywhere. Leaves whipped him
in the face. A crack splintered through the howl
of the wind. A huge branch split off the oak tree and plummeted to earth,
striking Erkanwulf's horse on the head. The beast went down as if flattened.
Erkanwulf slipped in the mud as the reins jerked taut, and somehow got caught
under the horse's shoulder as the ground gave way. Ivar crept over to Erkanwulf, but because
of the slickness of the mud and the angle of the ground and the thick tangle of
branches and leaves, he couldn't budge the horse. The poor animal was dead,
killed instantly. The gale roared past and faded, although
the treetops still shook and danced. It was no beast after all, merely an
unnatural blast of wind. The rain eased a little. 'Ah!" Erkanwulf managed something
like a grin; his face was a smudge against the darkness. "It hurts!" "Damn. Damn." It seemed everyone
he traveled with ended up in worse trouble after knowing him! "I should have known better,"
continued Erkanwulf through gritted teeth. "I had a cousin who was killed
by a falling branch in a windstorm. Ah! Eh! Leave it be a moment!" Ivar got to his feet and wiped moisture
from his brow, trying to clear his sight. His hair was soaked. His leggings
sagged and slid as the strips of cloth loosened, and his boots made a stropping
sucking sound with each step as he came around the tree and peered into the
darkness. The lights were strung out not twenty
paces from him. He shrieked because he was so surprised, and pressed the ring
Baldwin had gifted him to his lips, praying. "Who are you?" called a voice
out of the night. It spoke Wendish. "I'm just a messenger. No one who
means any harm. My companion is hurt. I think his horse is dead. I can't shift
it off him. I pray you. Help us. Or leave us alone." The lights circled in like wary dogs and
resolved into lanterns cunningly protected from the rain by caps of bronze and
walls of a bubbly glass that made the flame within dance in weird distortions.
Hooded figures carried the lanterns. There were four of them, whether men or
shades he could not tell because they wore cloaks drawn tightly around their
bodies. Most strangely, they were all barefoot. "Have you any weapons?" their
leader asked. "Throw them down, if you please. We don't mean to hurt you.
We're not bandits, not like those we're hunting." "I can't fight one against
four!" "If you won't throw down your
weapons, we'll leave you here in peace, but we won't help your companion."
There was a pause as the one who spoke raised his lantern higher to get a look
at Erkanwulf and the two horses, one down, one holding still with head up and
eyes rolling white. Erkanwulf had either fainted or was playing at it.
"Good mounts. Pity about that one, but if it's dead or broke a leg, it'll
make a good stew." "Who are you?" Ivar didn't dare
surrender his precious weapons to bandits. "We're King Henry's men. We got a
charter some years back to keep this road through the Bretwald free and clear.
He made us free of service to any lord or lady. We've kept our word to him.
That's why we were hunting bandits. There was a problem a month back. Honest
folk got attacked. It's not a good time to travel." 'Aye, Martin," interjected one of his
companions. "And no better to be standing out here in this rain and storm,
you lackwit! What if that wind comes howling back and kills the rest of us like
it killed that horse? This rain and storm are bad enough, but that gale was
something out of the Abyss! I'm not waiting out here any longer! If there's
just two of them, they're scarcely that mob of bandits what set on those
merchant wagons, can they be?" It was a woman who spoke, and a woman who
set down her lantern with a grunt of disgust and walked over to the fallen
horse's head and knelt beside it, pulling back one eye. "It's dead. Here,
you!" She gestured impatiently to Ivar. "Come help me get your friend
loose." She was strong. Together, they shifted the
shoulders of the horse enough for Erkanwulf to scoot free. When her hood fell
back, Ivar saw she was young, with old scars on her face suffered in a battle
or a burning. "Ahow!" yelped Erkanwulf, but
although bruised and in a great deal of pain he stood on his right leg and
gingerly moved all the joints in his left one by one—hip, knee, ankle—even
though his ankle hurt so badly he couldn't stand on it. The curve of the ground
had kept the horse's full weight off him, and the dense cover of leaf litter
and debris had offered enough cushion that he evidently hadn't broken anything. The horse, however, was quite dead. "If we leave it out here," said
the one called Martin, "the wolves will eat it before we can get back to
butcher it. There's a fair bit of riches in that horse!" "It's my horse!" said Erkanwulf.
"Given me by Princess Theophanu's steward!" Martin had the confident bearing of a
young man accustomed to working all day at things he was good at. 'A princess'
steward, eh? Is she one of King Henry's children? I can't recall them all.
We'll put you up until your leg is better, and make a decent trade to you for
what we take of it. We could use horsehair. No one in the village owns a horse.
The froth meat'll go bad if it isn't used at once. And the wolves'll take it
all if we don't get moving. We'll have to cut it up and hang it after." Although he, too, was no older than Ivar,
he acted as the leader, gesturing toward his other two companions. "Bruno,
you take the injured one, put him on the horse, and lead them back to the
village. Tell Nan we're coming, and then come back yourself with sacks or
netting, whatever you can find. The cart. I'm sure Ulf and Bait will help you." "I don't like to be separated from my
comrade," said Ivar. Martin shrugged. There wasn't threat in
the gesture, just reality. The light on his face showed good health and clear
eyes, and he had a way of examining Ivar that made Ivar want to grin, although
he wasn't sure why. "We'll need your help here. Two to hold the lanterns
and keep their eyes open for wolves, and two to cut. Uta and I will do the
cutting, unless you've skill in that direction." "I'm better with a sword." "That's how it looks to me,"
agreed Martin. "It's why we approached you so cautiously. You're noble
born, I'd wager, but I don't think this fellow is." "Oof!" swore Erkanwulf,
accidentally putting weight onto his left foot. 'Ai! That hurts." Ivar's mount had to be led aside and
calmed, and when he was ready, Erkanwulf got a heave up into the saddle. Bruno shied away from leading the horse.
"It's so big! What if it steps on me?" "I can ride this fellow well
enough," said Erkanwulf to Ivar, although it was clear that pain was
biting deep. "He and I get along just fine, you know. Let's go, I pray
you." Bruno led them away, a single lantern
swinging to and fro in rain and darkness. "You're not feared of bandits
attacking them?" Ivar asked as they faded into the stormy night. "Not in that direction. It's past
here to the east where there's been trouble. Anyway, I don't know what to
think. I've never stood a storm like this one. It's not natural. Only a fool
would stay out in weather like this." Ivar laughed, and Martin grinned, handing
him the lantern. The fourth in their group was a speechless
lad whom Uta and Martin never referred to by name. While Ivar held the light as
steady as he could, the others got to work, with the lad alternating between
working and holding a light. "Think we can hang it?" Uta
asked. "Don't trust those branches,"
said Martin, looking upward at the rattling mass of oak boughs. The wind kept steady and
strong, and the rain beat over them. "Can we shift it up on its
back?" In the end they used rope to tie up its
hindquarters a bit. Uta cut the hide from anus to throat, the insides of the
legs and a circle above the fetlock, all done with surprising speed and
gentleness. No intestines spilled. With Martin's help she peeled the hide off
and finished the cut at the neck. The nameless lad set down his lantern and
rolled the bloody hide up so it would be easy to carry. "There!" said Uta, pointing down
the road with her dripping knife. A trio of lanterns approached, resolving
into the youth called Bruno and three men, one trundling a handcart, one
carrying a pair of baskets lined with canvas, and the third hauling a net and a
handsaw. "What damage at home?" Martin
asked. "Roof tore off the new weaving
shed," said one of the older men, "but all else held. Still, it'll be
the Enemy's own work to clear up when it conies light again." They looked Ivar over as if they thought
he might have had a hand in the destruction, and then got to work. Blood melded
with rain on the ground. The hot smell of intestines, finally freed by a deeper
incision, cut through the chill night air and the scent of rain as they
captured them in one of the baskets. They pulled out the precious inner meats.
Working quick and dirty as the rain continued to fall, they dismantled the horse
into manageable pieces. "I'll be glad to get out of
this," said Martin as they got everything loaded up and balanced. They
were leaving nothing behind. It was an oddly cheerful procession,
although it was so cold and miserable. Ivar could not talk; he was too tired.
The others laughed and joked as they squelched along, sticking frequently in
mud, cursing and swearing as they dug out the wheels for the third time,
stumbling and once losing the kidneys entirely when the nameless lad lost hold
of his side of one basket. But Uta groped around in the underbrush and found
them both, gleaming wetly, still warm. The carcass steamed in the cold air, its
soul dissolving upward, if horses had souls. Had the scholars at Quedlinhame
ever discussed such a question? Ivar could not remember. His old life seemed
impossibly distant. All he knew now was that his feet were numb and his nose
was running and there was an unfathomable amount of debris fallen just within
the halo of the lanterns although fortunately no great trunk had fallen across
the road. A dozen folk waited for them at the
gateway of a palisade dimly seen in the murky night. A cluster of buildings
huddled within its safety, but it was too dark to note more than shapes
scattered across a clearing. He was hustled into the blessed warmth of a long
hall while his companions took the carcass elsewhere to hang. Erkanwulf sat on
furs beside the hearth fire, talking to a wakeful child crouched beside him. "Ma!" The child called to a
woman who had led Ivar in from the gate. She pushed back her hood to reveal a
face more handsome than pretty. She had an infant bundled against her chest in
a sling. "He says he was at Gent! Just like Da!" "You're out of Gent?" asked the
woman in surprise. "Nay," replied Erkanwulf,
"I was only there one time, when there was a big battle. That was years
ago. I was just a lad." "My husband was a refugee out of
Gent. Mayhap after that big battle you speak of, the one with the
Dragons." "They all died!" cried the child
happily. 'All those Dragons! All but one! That was the captain. Nothing can
kill him!" he added confidingly to Erkanwulf. "He's a great warrior,
the best who ever lived." Ivar was too cold and wet even to work up
a smoldering burn at the mention of Prince Sanglant, that most noble and
attractive of creatures. It just didn't seem important. Erkanwulf smiled at the child, then nodded
at Ivar. "You're a sight, my lord cleric," he said with a mocking
lift of his head. The woman stopped dead, and turned to Ivar
with her jaw dropping open. She had all her teeth and good, clean, healthy
eyes. Her grip, when she caught his elbow, was uncomfortably strong. 'Are you a
churchman? We haven't had a deacon, or a frater even, out our way for years and
years. We've been wanting. . . ." Laughing, Martin and Bruno came into the
hall, pausing in the dug-out entryway to take off their boots. "Martin!" she called, and Martin
looked up at the sound of her voice and grinned at her. What they shared, Ivar
felt as a joyful Presence, like the perfume of the first meadow flowers of
spring, that penetrated even in this dank and fetid winter hall. The hall had
stood up to the gale; the presence glimpsed in their shared gaze had withstood
the storms of life. "This one is a cleric! Maybe he could give us God's
blessing on our marriage." "Surely we have God's blessing
already," said Martin as the child ran over to him and leaped up into his
arms, cuddling there. "Hush!" She made a sign with her
hands, and spat, and then looked embarrassed. "Begging your pardon, my lord
cleric. Old ways die hard. I mean nothing by it. But it's bad fortune to say
what might attract the evil eye. Would you do it? We've nothing to offer but a
place to sleep and something to eat and drink for as long as you must bide here
until your companion is healed and you can go on. And these unnatural rains
end. Can you speak God's blessing over us? We've been handfasted these six or
seven summers but never had God's blessing spoken over us." / can't. But as she stared at him, eyes wide and a
hopeful smile on her lips, he could not say "no" to her. He didn't
know the words. He'd forgotten most things and learned little to begin with. He
hadn't paid attention because he hadn't wanted to. He'd wanted everything else.
Anything out of his reach had seemed so bright and ripe to him, like the
perfect apple dangling from a branch too high to ever reach. "I'll sing God's blessing over
you," he said, "in the morning." Ai! She was so happy as the rest stamped
in and by lantern light stripped down to shifts and cozied into the pallets and
platforms tucked up under the eaves that they slept on, all snugged together
for warmth. They offered him an honored place close to the hearth, and he lay
down beside Erkanwulf and the little lad, who had taken a liking to the rider,
but although he closed his eyes, he could not sleep. After a while Erkanwulf stirred, and
whispered, "I've never heard you sing a blessing, not once in all this
time. You're just a heretic, not a real churchman, aren't you?" "Is there any harm in it?" Ivar
murmured. "I served as a novice at Quedlinhame. It isn't as if a frater or
cleric is likely to wander through here. Anyway, they've served us a good
turn." Erkanwulf grunted softly. "I suppose
there's no harm in it. Funny, though. That one, called Martin, he came out of
Gent years ago, so I hear. He was a lad then and he settled here and married a
local girl. This is their boy." The child was snoring softly on the other
side of Erkanwulf. "The wee lad has never heard of Autun or Lady Sabella
or Biscop Constance, but he knows all about Gent and roads east." His
voice got rough, or perhaps his leg was paining him. "What will we do?
We've only one horse now. You know as well as I do that we've nothing but empty
promises to carry back to Biscop Constance." "Let me think. Something strange is
abroad in the world, don't you suppose? That wind ... it sounded liked the cry
of a living soul. Made me shiver right down through my skin.
It made me think of a verse from the Holy Book, only I can't remember it right,
something about the seas boiling and the wind tossing down trees." Erkanwulf snorted. "Every deacon and
cleric and frater I've ever met has a better memory than you, Lord Ivar, most
noble cleric." He spoke mockingly, but the words didn't
sting. It was Erkanwulf's way to tease. A year ago, a month ago, Ivar would
have stewed and simmered, turning those words over and over, but not now. "The verses spoke of the end of the
world," he said instead. "I feel we have been touched by a terrible,
grand sword, a weapon wielded by God, or by those among humankind who don't
fear what they should fear. Did you ever see trees fall so? Like sticks kicked
over by a boy!" "I did not. Never in my life, and
I've stood in forests when the wind howled on winter nights. I thought I would
piss myself, I was so scared." Rain still drummed on the thatch roof of
the hall, steady and ominous. "That's right," agreed Ivar.
"It wasn't natural. Nor were those shades we saw before either. We have to
keep our eyes open and be ready to act. We have to get back to Biscop Constance
no matter what. And go quickly, as soon as the weather breaks." But in the morning, it rained. In the
afternoon, it rained. All the next night, it rained. For five days it rained
without letting up. The villagers kept busy with many tasks around the long
hall and within the warren of huts and hovels and sheds they had erected within
their log palisade. They ate the froth meat out of the horse in a series of
soups that stretched the meat so that it would feed the two dozen or so folk
across several days. Every evening as the light faded they gathered around the
hearth fire and demanded Erkanwulf tell them the tale of Gent, or that Ivar
regale them with the story of the ill-fated expedition east into the marchlands
under the command of Princess Sapientia and Prince Bayan of Ungria. "Look here, I pray you, my lord
cleric," said Martin late on the sixth day after he'd come in from
outside. He stank of smoke. He'd been curing horse meat. He rummaged in a chest
and brought out a Parchment tied with a strip of leather. This he rolled out on
the table. Folk crowded around, whispering as they stared at the writing none
of them could read. "It's our charter! From the king himself, may God
bless him and his kin. Do you see the seal here?" He touched the wax seal
reverentially. "We just heard it the once, read by that Eagle that rode
through here, the one with a dark face. She had to take it away so it could get
the king's seal. Another Eagle, a red-haired one like to you, rode through a
year or so after and brought it back to us. But he couldn't read. Can you read
it for us, so we can hear it again?" How they all gazed at him with hopeful
expressions! They were such a sturdy group, healthier than many because the
forest provided so much, all but a steady supply of grain and salt which,
they'd told him, they traded for. Even in lean years they could survive with less
grain. They hadn't any horses, but three milk cows. They had forage for their
goats and sheep as well as certain plants and tubers out of the forest that
could be eaten by humankind in hard times even if they weren't tasty. They ate
meat often, and they were proud of it, knowing that folk beyond the forest
never fared so well. He bent over the diploma. The lantern
light made the pen strokes waver. He'd never read well nor did he like to, but
the months in Queen's Grave and the unrelenting supervision of Biscop Constance
had forced him to labor over Dariyan, the language used both by the church and
by the king's schola for all decrees and capitularies. They waited, so quiet that the sound of
dripping rain off the outside eaves made him nervous. He kept expecting the
rain to start up again. Luckily, it was not a long document. He stumbled
through it without utterly shaming himself. King Henry's promise was
straightforward: the foresters would be free of service to any lord or lady as
long as they kept the king's road passable for himself and his servants and
messengers and armies. "The Eagle read it better,"
murmured Martin's wife to her husband, then blushed when Ivar looked at her. "Eagles can't read," he said.
"They learn the words in their head and repeat them back. That's what she
must have done." "Nay, she read it all right,"
said one of the older men. "I recall that well enough. She touched each
word as she spoke it. How could she know which was which if she weren't
reading? Strange looking girl, too, not any older than my Baltia here." He
set a hand on the head of an adolescent girl perhaps sixteen or seventeen years
of age. "I don't know if she were pretty, but she sure caught the
eye." "She was at Gent, too," said
Martin. "She was the one what saved us, those of us who escaped." "I know who you mean!" said
Erkanwulf from his seat on the bench. "We rode with her, Captain Ulric's band out of
Autun, that is She was riding with Count Lavastine's army, but she was a King's Eagle, after all. I'd wager it was
the same one." Ivar sat down, clenching his hands. He
shut his eyes, and at once they fussed around him and Martin's wife, called
Flora, brought him ale to drink to clear his head. "I will never be free of her."
He hadn't meant to say it out loud. He laughed, seeing them stare at him.
Erkanwulf looked skeptical. Martin looked puzzled. Flora's mouth had turned up
softly, and her gaze was gentle, as though she had guessed it all. She touched
her young husband on the shoulder, and he started, glanced at her, and reading
something in her expression—words weren't the only marks that could be read!—he
rolled up the diploma and stashed it away in the chest beneath the community's
other precious possessions. "You said you'd give us your
blessing, Lord Ivar," he said. "Will you do so?" "I'll do so." He rose. Old memories clung. They were a
stink he would never be rid of. Liath had never been his, and she would never
have chosen him. She sure caught the eye. He wasn't the only man to have
thought so. But it no longer mattered. The world had changed in a way he did
not yet understand. "Stand before the hearth fire with
clasped hands," he said to Martin and Flora. He'd never witnessed a
commoner's wedding. Rarely did a deacon officiate in any case, since the law of
bed and board made a marriage. He dredged for scraps of verse, God's blessings
for fecundity, the wedding of church and humankind as bride and groom, the
necessity of holding fast to faith. "For healthful seasons, for the
abundance of the fruits of the earth, and for peaceful times, let us pray. Have
mercy upon us, now and ever, and unto ages of ages." Flora wept. Martin sobbed. Their son
skipped around them in glee while the baby waved its chubby arms. Balt and his
daughter broke out a flute and a fiddle, and the others took the table down and
cleared a space for dancing. Erkanwulf tested his healing ankle by spinning Uta
round and round, and he came back, laughing, to sit and rest and grimace. "Don't be so grim," he said to
Ivar. "Standing there with your arms crossed and a frown like my
grandmam's! Heh! She never smiled one day in her long life! My da used to say
that a spell had been
put on her when she was a young sprite that she'd drop dead if she was ever
happy, so there you are. She was the oldest person I ever saw till the day she
dropped dead." The story teased a grin out of him.
"Was she smiling?" "She was not! It wasn't the curse
that felled her. She got hit in the head by a piece of wood that flew free when
one of my uncles was chopping up a log. A little like my poor horse, now I
think on it." "Erkanwulf! How can you speak so
disrespectfully of the dead?" "She was a mean old bitch. That's
just how it was. No one was sorry to see her go except the dog." Like me. But he shook himself. It was a lie he told
himself, and he didn't know why. He had told himself that lie for years, ever
after Hanna had chosen to go with Liath over him. But he had seen how false the
lie was the day Sigfrid, Ermanrich, and Hathumod had cried to see him risk his
life for Biscop Constance. He had seen how false it was the day Baldwin had
given up his freedom for the rest of them. He had seen how false it was the day
Baldwin wept, believing him dead. Maybe Hanna, and Liath, had scorned him, but
there were others who needed him. Who were waiting for him. He grabbed Erkanwulf's shoulder. "As
soon as the road's clear enough that the horse isn't at risk, we'll go." "If you wish," agreed Erkanwulf.
"You've got a strange look on your face. Has an imp gotten into you?" "It's time. We've got to act while we
have the chance." "Time for what?" "Time for Captain Ulric and all the
men loyal to him to choose whether to act, or to give way. Princess Theophanu
can't help us. It's up to us to free Biscop Constance. There's only one way to
do it." 3 A burning wind struck with such ferocity
that every tent in camp was laid flat. A hail of stinging ash passed over them
where they huddled under whatever shelter they could find. After all this,
after the rumbling and groaning of earth faded, the terrible glare of lightning
gave way to a sickly gleam that Hanna at long last identified as dawn. She crawled out from under the wagon into the cloudy
light of a new day in which everything had changed. She had taken shelter with
Aurea, Teuda, and poor, addled Petra with her perpetually vacant expression. "Stay there," she whispered to
the others. Their pale faces stared out at her. "Do you see Sister Rosvita?"
Aurea looked ready to scramble out, but Hanna waved her back. "Stay there! You can't imagine—just
stay there." It was impossible to think such a day
could ever dawn. It was impossible to imagine a world that resembled the one
she surveyed now. The great traveling camp made up of the combined armies of
King Geza of Ungria and Lady Eudokia of Arethousa looked like a field of
rubbish. A few brave souls staggered to and fro uttering aimless cries into the
dawning light. Clouds covered the sky. The air, especially to the south and
west, was yellow because of a dragging haze that obscured her view in every
direction beyond an arrow's shot. Only to the east was it vaguely lighter. A
layer of ash covered everything, and it seemed most of the animals on which the
army relied had fled. She had grit on her lips and in her eyes, and a skin of
ash over every part of her body, even beneath her clothing, even under her
eyelids. "Hanna!' She stumbled forward over a broken tent
pole to grasp the arms of Sister Rosvita. "God be praised, Sister! Where
are the others?" "I have them all accounted for except
Aurea, Teuda, and poor Sister Petra." "They are with me. What of Mother
Obligatia?" "She lives." Rosvita shut her
eyes as she exhaled, a sigh that seemed to shake the ground. Hanna found that
she had tears in her eyes, knowing they had survived. Thus far. A bubble of canvas stretched and shifted
like a living creature as Fortunatus emerged, wiping grime off his face.
Beyond, not one tent remained standing. A body lay unmoving on the ground, but
Hanna could not be sure the person was dead. "I pray that was the worst of
it," said Rosvita as she lowered her hand. "We must find water and
food." "We must decide what to do next,
Sister. It will take days for this army to recover, if it ever does. There
should be twice as many people. Are they all still hiding, or have they
fled?" Or died? Rosvita glanced toward the collapsed tent
in which she had sheltered. Fortunatus lifted up the heavy canvas as Ruoda and
Gerwita crawled out. Gerwita, seeing the camp, burst into tears. "We are faced with a difficult
choice, Eagle. Do we flee on foot, knowing we may perish from hunger and
thirst?" She gestured toward the hazy south and west. "I do not like
the look of that. I would not turn my steps in that direction unless I had no
other choice. But by traveling north and east we remain in Dalmiakan country,
under the suzerainity of the Arethousan Empire. Yet in such circumstances, is
it better to be a prisoner so we can be assured a bowl of gruel each day?" "I don't think there are any
assurances any longer, Sister. I pray you, let me scout the camp while you get
the rest of our party ready to move out. Perhaps there is a bit of water or
food you can find in the wreckage." "Who will accompany you?" 'Alone, I may pass unnoticed in this
chaos. I'll see what I can see. See what has become of kings and queens and
noble generals." Rosvita nodded grimly before kissing Hanna
on either cheek. "Go carefully, Eagle. We will be ready when you
return." Hanna had lain all night on top of her
staff and her bow and quiver. She had a bruise down her chest and abdomen from
their pressure into her flesh, but she hadn't dared lose her weapons to the
wind. She grabbed them now as Aurea crawled out from under the wagon and helped
silent Petra emerge into the dusty air. She slung bow and quiver over her back
and walked into the camp with her staff held firmly in her right hand, gaze
flicking this way and that, but the people she saw crawling through the debris
or standing with hands to their heads seemed too stunned to think of doing her
harm. A slender hound whimpered in the dirt; its
hips were bloody, and though it kept trying to rise, it could not stand on its
hind legs. A man scrabbled in the ruins of a wagon that had, somehow, completely
overturned. "Help me!" he said, to no one.
"Help me!" She came over and with her help he heaved
up the heavy wagon, just enough so he could look underneath. "No! No! No!" he cried in
Arethousan, and he leaped back, releasing his hold on the wagon. The abrupt
increase in weight caught her off guard. She barely released the slats and
jumped back herself, scraping her fingers, as the wagon's bed crashed back onto
the ground. "Hey!" she called, but he ran
off through the camp, still crying, "No! No!" "Ai, God!" she swore, sucking on her
fingers. She had picked up two splinters, one too deep to pry loose. "Oh,
damn! Ouch!" She wasn't eager to see what lay under the
wagon, so she walked on through the ruins of the camp. As she neared the
central compound, she saw more signs of life, soldiers hurrying about their
tasks, some of them leading horses. A line of wagons was being drawn into
position. A handsome bay so spooked that it shied at every shift and movement
was being calmed by a stolid groom. Even here, the royal tents lay in heaps and
mounds, fallen into ridges and valleys over whatever pallets and tables and
benches sat inside. A rack of spears had toppled to spill all over. She glanced
around to see if anyone was looking, bent, and snatched up one of the spears.
No one stopped her. A gathering of some hundreds of people milled and swarmed
in a clear spot beyond the collapsed tents. She edged forward into the crowd
and wove and sidestepped her way far enough in that she could see what was
going on. Nothing good: A storm of nobles arguing.
That didn't bode well. She used her hip to nudge her way past a weary soldier
and her height to see over the heads of the shorter, stockier Arethousans. No
one seemed to notice her in particular; the ash had turned her white-blonde
hair as grimy as that of the rest. "But you promised me!" Princess
Sapientia was saying. She had weathered the night better than many. Her face
was clean and she didn't have dark circles under her eyes. King Geza had not fared so well. He was
pacing, hands clenched, and his gaze touched his wife's figure only in glances.
He was looking for something; Hanna wasn't sure what. "I have five adult sons. Any one of
them may believe this disaster is a sign from God for him to usurp my
place." "They would not have done so before,
after you left?" "No. My officials were in place. Who
knows what has become of them? This was no natural storm. The priests will
speak in many tongues, all arguing among themselves. The Arethousans will scold
the Dariyans. The old women will creep from their huts and start scouting for a
white stallion. I must go home and see to my kingdom lest it fall to
pieces." "This storm may not have touched
Ungria! It's so far away." Geza stopped for long enough to look at
Sapientia with disgust. "Only a fool would not recognize this storm for
what it is. As soon as my soldiers are ready, we march." "But you promised me—!" She
choked on the words. She could not get them out of her throat. "I married
you!" "Come with me, then. Once Ungria is
safe—" "What of my kingdom?" she
exclaimed. "By the blessed Name of God, woman!
All that lies south of here is blasted, so the scouts say. To the west, toward
Aosta—who can see for the smoke and fire? Do not be blind. I will not ride to
Wendar. I turn my back on Aosta, just as God has." "You promised me!" Hanna wanted to shake her, but King Geza
was faster, and less patient than Prince Bayan to be sure. "Then I divorce you, Sapientia. Go on
your way as you please." "Divorce me?" "I divorce you. Must I repeat myself?
Ah! Captain! What news?" "We're ready, Your Majesty." "Then we go." He gestured. The
captain shouted a command in Ungrian, and half the men milling around scattered
so swiftly that Hanna felt spun in circles although she didn't move. "But what about me?" cried
Sapientia plaintively. "I divorce you. It is done.
Feh!" He strode off, talking in a low voice to his captain. He didn't even
look back as the handsome bay was led up for him to ride. Sapientia stood gasping, her hands opening
and closing although she had nothing to grasp onto. Hanna whistled under her breath and began
to retreat out from the chuckling, staring crowd of Arethousans, softly,
slowly, taking care not to draw attention to herself, just a quiet hound
slinking off to do its business, nothing worth noticing. Off to the right she
heard the shouts of men and the jangling of harness as a large troop moved out.
Lord protect them! Geza had abandoned his bride and his allies without a
moment's hesitation. She knew she had to get back to Sister Rosvita quickly.
She knew what the answer was, now, to their predicament. Move fast, and get out of the way. "There!" She spun, but it was too late. Sergeant
Bysantius strode up with a dozen guards at his heels. "Eagle! Come with us." They had already surrounded her. She saw,
around them and beyond them, the steady tidal flow of troops and servants
toward a distant goal. Bysantius grabbed her elbow and towed her along with him. "They're wanting you," he added. "What about my companions?" "They're not wanting your
companions." Lady Eudokia was seated on a stool under a
torn awning fixed in place by four men holding up poles tied to each corner of
blue silk. The fabric echoed the clear heavens they could no longer see. Her
young nephew clung to her robes, face hidden in her lap. She sipped from a cup
while Lord Alexandras spoke to a trio of captains, all of them pale with ash
and looking as dour as any farmer who has just seen his field of rye marred by
the black rot. Beyond, wagons rumbled into place in a line of march. A rank of
mounted soldiers trotted past, heading for the front of the line, which was
obscured by haze. The Arethousan army was moving out. "Exalted Lady." Sergeant
Bysantius dropped to both knees, bowed, and rose. He shoved Hanna forward.
"The Eagle, as you requested." She tripped over her feet and barely had
time to right herself before the general whistled, listening to the report of
one of his captains. "Geza's gone already? Hsst! We'll
leave a small rear guard behind to bring any who scattered in the night. Bring
the horses!" He saw Hanna, but nodded toward the sergeant. "That was
fast." "I found her wandering, Your
Excellency." "She's too valuable to lose, as we
agreed before. You'll be in charge of her, Bysantius. It will be your head if
she escapes." He turned away and walked to his horse. It was strange how easily she understood
Arethousan now, as if the scent of camphor tossed into the flame to let the
lady and the general see what she saw had at the same time opened her mind and
let it steal words out of theirs. "I pray you, Your Excellency,"
she cried, starting forward. "Exalted Lady. I pray you, ray companions ...
I know where they are. If you'll just let me go and make sure they're with one
of the wagons—" He paused, turning back to frown at her.
"You misunderstand us. We do not need your companions anymore. They are of
no use to us because our circumstances have changed so greatly." "Surely you don't mean to abandon
them!" He shrugged and walked away. "Sergeant! Exalted Lady!" Lady Eudokia sipped at her cup and ignored
Hanna's cries. "No offense," murmured
Bysantius, gripped her arm, "but you'd do better to come quietly." "I can't abandon them! They'll
die!" "It's out of your hands, Eagle. You
are the prisoner of Lord Alexandras now." She ripped her arm out of his grasp and
bolted, but two of the guards tackled her. She went down hard, but kept
fighting until they pinned all her limbs. They stripped her of her weapons,
tied her hands and feet with rope, and threw her in the back of a wagon as it
lurched past in the train of Lord Alexandras. Scraped, bloody, and bruised, she
wept with fury, hating herself for her helplessness. 4 HANNA did not return. They waited for
hours at the edge of camp, hoping not to be noticed, and indeed it was as if
they had become invisible. No one paid them the least mind. There was no telling
what hour of the day it was, or what service they ought to sing, because the
clouds never lifted and the light kept its smoky, sullen glow, scarcely enough
to read by. At intervals they watched vague shapes
that seemed to be troops moving in the distance, perhaps a line of march
receding toward the northeast, but the haze obscured most movement beyond an
arrow's shot. Their eyes stung and their noses ran from the constant irritation
of falling ash and blowing grit. Yet the patter of ash-fall eased by the time
Fortunatus sighed and turned to Rosvita. "What if she is not coming back,
Sister? Should one of us go look for her?" "We will not split up. What happens
to one, happens to all." "We have waited here long
enough," said Mother Obligatia. They had set her litter across the wagon
and shielded her with a canvas awning so that the ancient nun could ease up on
her elbows and survey
the scene. "Night will come and find us standing like dumb beasts in the
field." Rosvita smiled, feeling how stern her
heart had become. Smiles meant something different here in the aftermath; they
betokened not happiness or laughter but determination. "You are right. We
must make a decision, or others will choose for us." They had taken turns circling out from
their position, venturing only to that point where they could still see back to
the group as they searched in the wreckage for food and water. They had found
five corpses, put one dreadfully injured dog out of its misery, and managed
otherwise to collect a small store of provisions and, most importantly, a score
of sacks and leather bottles filled variously with wine, sweetened vinegar, and
a nasty-tasting liquid that stank of aniseed but was something they might be
able to drink in dire need. The wagon under which Aurea had sheltered
was too heavy to drag, but Hilaria discovered a handcart in decent shape,
needing only a small repair to the axle because it had tipped over and spilled
its load of bundled herbs. "Some peddler following the
army," said Aurea as she helped the girls gather up what could be
salvaged: lavender, mostly, sage, tufts of bay and basil, and feverwort. 'A bag
of chestnuts! Why would anyone abandon such treasures?" "Perhaps the peddler is dead,"
said Ruoda sharply. Gerwita began to snivel. "We'll stay together," said
Rosvita, seeing that tempers would run high with exhaustion and fear driving
them. "Take turns hauling the cart." They set off with Rosvita in the lead
beside Diocletia. Behind them, Fortunatus and Teuda carried Mother Obligatia's
litter. Heriburg followed with the precious books slung over her back. Ruoda
and Gerwita shepherded Petra, while Jerome and Jehan took turns pushing the
cart. Tireless Hilaria paced up and down the line to spell those who needed a
rest, and Aurea set herself as their rear guard. They had no particular
destination but made their way through rippling lakes of torn and crumpled
canvas, past discarded shoes and forgotten harness, an iron kettle, a red cap,
and a broken leather strap affixed to a bronze Circle of Unity in the
Arethousan style with crossed bars quartering the interior. The armies had left
an eerie silence in their wake but for the wind grumbling through scraps of
canvas and a dog snuffling at an overturned wagon, trying to dig its way in to
something caught underneath. But for the wind and the dog, nothing and
no one moved in the haze. Those folk the armies had not taken with them had,
evidently fled the scene, fearing worse to come. It was difficult to imagine
what could be worse than what they had suffered during the night. "Look!" murmured Diocletia.
"There's someone—there!" A figure huddled in a clearing notable for
the lack of debris on all sides except a single expanse of splotched canvas
that had once been a grand tent and a scattering of spears tumbled on the
ground. The creature crouched with its head buried in its dirty riding skirts
and its arms wrapped around its knees, like a child. Rosvita gestured for the others to halt.
She ventured forward cautiously with Diocletia beside her. The nun paused to
pick up a spear, and Hilaria and Aurea hurried up beside her to gather up the
rest. They walked softly, but even so, the person seemed utterly lost not to
have heard their approach. They halted a body's length from her—it was now
obvious it was a woman—and Diocletia moved sideways so that if the woman was
armed and dangerous she might not strike them both dead with one blow. How had
it come to this, that a holy nun should think like a soldier, weighing tactics?
Was this to be the fate of all humankind in the weeks and months to come? "Friend," said Rosvita in
Arethousan, as gently as she knew how. "We will not harm you." At first, she gained no response. But at
last that dark head stirred and a woman raised a tearstained face to stare at
her with an expression of such hopelessness that Rosvita felt tears in her own
eyes drawn out by that naked anguish. She was stunned as she recognized the
other woman. "Your Highness," she said in Wendish. "I am Sister
Rosvita. Do you remember me? Where is King Geza?" "I divorce you," said the
princess, each word formed so precisely that it seemed she was repeating a
phrase spoken by someone else. Her gaze was bleak, and her hands were dirty, as
if she had been digging. 'Are you alone, Your Highness?" Sapientia's laugh was that of a madwoman,
quickly cut off. "A prince without a retinue is no prince!" "We are your retinue, Your
Highness." Sapientia stared at her for a long time
without answering. Rosvita began to doubt the princess had heard her. Fortunatus crept up beside Rosvita and
leaned to whisper in her ear. "There is no one left, Sister. She's been
abandoned, just as we were." He sounded as shocked as she felt. "She is
King Henry's daughter! What will we do?" "We must take her with us." A robed person swept past them and
heedlessly knelt down within range of the princess. "Come, little
lamb," she said in Dariyan. "You've strayed far, but we'll take care
of you now." It was Sister Petra. Her expression was
calm, almost blank, but her voice had a soothing gentleness. If Princess
Sapientia understood her coaxing, spoken as it was in Dariyan, she made no
sign, but she allowed herself to be helped to stand, she allowed herself to be
herded along without protest. She said not one word more as they made their way
through the wreckage of the camp, always moving upslope and away from the
distant ocean, until they came at long last to a pine wood whose sparse canopy
gave them a measure of shelter as the light changed and became rather more
dense. Night was coming on, although a glow remained in the sky, painting the
heavens a deathly orange-red. They rigged up a serviceable shelter and dined
sparingly on a stew of leeks and turnips flavored with a bay leaf and cooked
over an open fire in the kettle they had found in the deserted camp. "We are well set for a hike in the
woods," said Fortunatus, attempting levity although there wasn't much to
be had. Rosvita smiled gratefully at him. They had
a single spoon, which they passed around between them to eat out of the kettle.
"We have provisions, and freedom. It is more than we had before." "Best be grateful for each least
blessing God grant us," agreed Mother Obligatia. She was so tiny and so
frail that the power of her voice always amazed Rosvita. She was actually
sitting up for the first time in many days, as if the terrible night had
strengthened her. Her words awoke someone else. Sapientia
had let the spoon pass by without acknowledging that it, or anything, existed.
She had walked in a trance, pressed along by the constant attentions of Sister
Petra, whose entire being was focused on her helpless charge. The glow of the
fire painted shadows on the princess' face, making of her a mask whose
expression could not be fathomed because it was so empty. But the mask spoke. "A prince without a retinue is no prince," she repeated. Rosvita knelt beside her. "We are
your retinue, Your Highness." After a long silence, Sapientia turned her
head and looked straight at the cleric, although Rosvita at first wasn't sure
the princess knew who she was. Behind her, Jerome slurped at the spoon. "You love my father, Sister
Rosvita," Sapientia said. "I love him and serve him, Your
Highness." "Do you love me, Sister?" "Nay, child, not in the same way. I
have known your father for a very long time. He has my heart, but you have my
loyalty. I will not abandon you." Sapientia slammed fists into the ground
and again, and again. "Not like all the others! My father! Bayan!
Sanglant! The Pechanek mothers! Geza! Every one of them deserted me!" The
storm broke over her. She sobbed in great heaves, trembling all over. Petra
stroked her shoulders, murmuring words that made no sense, and after a while
the princess calmed. Wind crackled through limbs. Among the
trees a branch snapped and crashed down to the ground. Otherwise it was so
quiet. Too quiet. They had seen no birds all day. No telltale rustling marked
the comings and goings of the little nocturnal creatures who ought to be
scuttling about their nightly rounds. Sapientia's reaction was such a brief
window, opened to show a light within and perhaps soon to be shut. Rosvita had
to ask, although she feared the answer. "Your Highness. Did you see Hanna?
The Eagle who was with us?" Sapientia did not raise her head. Her
voice was hoarse and ugly. "She's dead." "Ai, God," Rosvita whispered. "You
saw her dead? You saw her body?" Sapientia refused to answer, only stared
at the ground. "What will we do?" they asked,
one by one, all but Mother Obligatia. "I should never have let her go off
alone!" "Nay, Sister," said Mother
Obligatia, scolding her. "The Eagle did what she had to do. That was her
duty. She knew it was dangerous." Guilt burned. Rosvita thought of Hanna as
one of her charges, now that they had traveled so far together. She could not
find any ease in her heart by prating about duty. She rose and paced around the
fire, examining each one who had followed her so far: Mother Obligatia with her
ancient sorrows and dangerous past; the abbess' three stout attendants in the
persons of Diocletia, Hilaria, and the lay sister Teuda; poor Petra, now cooing
and stroking the unresponsive Princess Sapientia; Rosvita's faithful servant
Aurea, with her strong
arm and steady head; that gaggle of young clerics who admired her far too well,
timid Gerwita, stubborn Heriburg, clever Ruoda, and the two young men, Jerome
and Jehan, still youths in so many ways. Last of all, she met the gaze of the
one who was her secret strength: Brother Fortunatus. He nodded at her. He would
never waver. "We rest as well as we can, for we
will need our strength. It seemed to me that the light was better in the east,
but that way lies Arethousa. Unless tomorrow brings an unexpected change, we
must try our luck to the northwest. We must try to reach Wendar. God help
us." God help me, she thought, as they made ready to rest on
the cold ground, arranging cloaks and canvas and blankets over themselves, a
jumble of treasures they had salvaged out of the camp. They had provisions to
last for perhaps five days. God help me, I pray you. I do not want to lose another one. Out in the forest, a twig snapped. All of
them looked up, startled and anxious. They waited, but no further noise beyond
that of the wind rattling in the boughs disturbed the evening silence. "What if there are bandits, Sister
Rosvita?" asked Gerwita. Her voice was so soft it almost vanished under
the sound of the wind. "We have no weapons to defend ourselves. We can't
use those spears." The girl looked scared. The others stared
at Rosvita, waiting for her answer. She caught Fortunatus' gaze. He smiled
bravely. "We have our wits, child. Let us pray
they are weapon enough." VI THE ENEMY'S HANDIWORK
1 "LOOK Your Excellency. Can that be
Darre?" The soldier shifted impatiently as his
comrade led Antonia's mule the last few paces to the top of the ridge. From
this vantage point the plain of Dar could usually be seen in all its glorious
expanse: the river, the towers rising on the palace rock, the domes of the two
great cathedrals, the manifold streets as twisty as the Enemy's minions, the
western hills that blocked the path to the sea, the thousand fields on which
the ancient city had first taken root and grown into an empire. Antonia's eyes hadn't stopped stinging
since that awful night when the wind had torn the thatch off the cottage in
which she sheltered, and ash had started to fall. She rubbed them now as they
halted. "God help us," added the
soldier, voice choked. "The western hills are all on fire. And the plain
of Dar—look!" "I see nothing," said his
companion. It was a foul soup of air, like the
congealed breath of the Enemy: smoke and brimstone, the stench of the Pit. For
the space of one breath, a shift in the wind stripped the worst layer of haze
off the land
and she glimpsed the distant towers and walls of Darre before they were
swallowed up again in the fog. "We must descend," she said, and
she heard the two guards whistle hard between teeth. They were frightened
because they were weak, although they had guarded her faithfully enough on
their journey. She had lost count of the days. "Who knows what kind of creatures
might be lurking down there in that smoke," said the taller one, called
Focas. "They could have claws as long as my arm. They might rip us to
pieces." "God will protect us," said
Antonia. "Have we not met dangers? Have we not survived?" Pietro spoke less but said more that was
to the point. "What if we can't breathe that fouled air?" "We must go down," repeated
Antonia. "We must reach Tivura, to see if the princesses have survived. As
for the rest, I fear God have punished the wicked most decisively." The soldiers looked at each other, a
glance that excluded her, as they had always excluded her. They served her
faithfully, it was true, but out of loyalty to Empress Adelheid. Still, no
matter how irritating it was that they could not recognize her worth and God's
favor, she endured it because she had to, because it was another test thrown in
her path. God honored the righteous, but They did not always spare them trouble
and ingratitude. "The princesses," said Pietro.
"That's what the empress would want." Focas nodded. "The princesses,"
he agreed. "We must see if they can be rescued, if they are indeed trapped
down there, although we must hope they are not. If their stewards have any wits
about them at all, which I doubt, they would have fled to a safe place." "No one can flee God's wrath,"
said Antonia sternly. "There are those who have done what they ought
not." She gestured toward the hazy landscape below. "Thus are they
rewarded with chastisement and death." Focas rubbed his forehead, looking
anxious. Pietro hefted his spear. "No use
waiting." They started down the road, which was
utterly deserted although the day wasn't far gone. It was difficult to measure
the hours because the cloud cover never lifted and the light had a sameness to
it that made noon seem like twilight and morning no different than afternoon.
Ash squeaked under their feet. Pebbles rolled and crackled, and more than once
Focas or Pietro slipped and, swearing, caught themselves before they fell. Fortunately, the mule
was a sure-footed creature, stolid and companionable and not particularly
stubborn. As they descended, the light changed and
deepened to a queer yellow fog that painted their skin the color of parchment.
The hollows of their eyes darkened until the two soldiers looked like walking
corpses as they strode along. Down and down they walked, as into the Pit. The
world had emptied. They saw no one and no thing. Even the grass had withered
into dry stalks. Now and again they crossed a stream running down from the
circling heights, but a sour taste choked the water although they forced it
down anyway. It sat heavily in parched stomachs. Antonia felt sick. Her head
pounded and her throat burned. Each breath scraped as she wheezed along. In time twilight faded to night. They set
up camp off the road but not so far that they would lose sight of it and thus
find themselves lost in the morning. The mule ate its lean dinner; they had
only two days of grain left and certainly there was little enough to graze.
They had bread and cheese and wine for themselves. The soldiers took turns on
guard duty. She slept on her cloak under a canvas lean-to. She did not mind the
hardship, although her old bones ached and her head never stopped hurting. At dawn Pietro hissed. "Focas! Rouse
you! Do you hear that?" She rose and came to stand beside them,
fingering the amulet at her chest. She heard the jingle, too, and touched
each man on the elbow. "Stand you as still as mice when the owl swoops.
Say nothing." They, too, wore amulets, as did the mule.
She had woven them with her own hands out of wolfsbane and turnsole, and still
nursed blisters on her palms and fingers. The procession emerged out of the haze: a
line of sobbing, hacking, coughing men and women coffled in a line and guarded
by a crew of men who in another life might have been soldiers as honorable as
the ones who stood on either side of her. The soldiers wore cloth tied over
mouths and noses to protect themselves from the air. The prisoners had nothing
but the rags on their backs. A few were naked. As they shuffled past, she
counted them: eight, sixteen, thirty-two, sixty-four. Over one hundred in all,
a remnant. Although their guards were alert, looking
from side to side and pointing here and there into the gloom, they marked no
watchers, even those standing in plain sight a stone's throw off the road. As
the last man, a brawny, swaggering fellow, faded from sight, Pietro let out a great sigh that
was more of a hoarse choke, and touched his chest where the amulet lay. "Lord be praised," he said. Focas choked down a hysterical laugh.
"Didn't you recognize him? That was Sergeant Hatto there walking last of
all. Do you think those were slaves they were herding away?" "Slaves now, whatever they were
before." Pietro knelt, touched his hand to the dead earth, and kissed his
fingers. "I pray you, Your Excellency, let us go swiftly." "This land is a charnel house,"
said Focas. "I can smell it." They walked again that day, and the stench
of sulfur got worse. Antonia's headache got worse. Her eyes wept from the
burning, in time, they saw off to either side glowing cracks spewing ghastly
yellow smoke. It was as though the Earth itself was breaking apart. Once Pietro
almost fainted when the wind caught him full on with a streamer of air off one
of the fumaroles, but he staggered forward gasping and vomiting until he was
out of danger. After that they were careful to keep cloth tied tightly across
mouth and nose. They walked as though in a tunnel, since
they could see no great distance to any side. The haze clouded everything,
making the world seem by one measure very small indeed and by another like a
vast unknowable wasteland that could never be crossed but only suffered.
Trudging on in this way they missed the crossroads where they might turn aside
to Tivura and came at the end of the second day to the walls of Darre. In all
that time they had seen not a single living creature except that one sad
procession. No birds flew; no sheep blatted; no goats disturbed their rest,
seeking scraps to eat. The mule was not faring well, but it had a strong sense
of self-preservation and refused to fall behind. Even so, Antonia walked rather
than rode for fear it might buckle and toss her to the ground. If she broke a
leg, she, too, would be trapped in this purgatory. That was what it was, of course. She recognized
it as they saw the gaping gates rise out of the fog in front of them and beheld
the tumbled ruins of the fairest and most magnificent city humankind had ever
built. Had they unwittingly crossed through a stone crown into the world where
galla roamed? Had Anne's magic brought down the destruction? Or had the Lost
Ones returned with plague and fire to defeat their ancient enemies? "We'll go to the palace, camp there
tonight, and after take the road to Tivura." "I don't like to go into the
city," said Focas as Pietro stroked his beard. "It scares me. I don't
mind saying so. It scares me." "None will see us. I think the city
deserted in any case." Pietro hesitated. Even after all this time
he did not trust her; he did not look to her as a servant ought to obey his
master. Still, in the end he turned to Focas and said, breath whistling as he
spoke, "The empress. She would want it, would she not?" The empress. They were all Adelheid's faithful
soldiers, every one of them. Fuming, she followed them into the empty
city. Twice, they saw does slink away around corners, tails tucked tight and
heads down. Of dead folk there were none, but human bones they saw aplenty
scattered across avenues and the open squares. Fallen apartment blocks and tumbled
columns lay like dead beasts in the rubble. Each entryway was a dark mouth;
each was silent. Wind swirled dust up from the streets to blend with the haze.
Once, from far away, they heard a shout. Their footfalls scraped ominously,
echoing off the walls. But they saw no one. "How many days since that wind
blasted us?" Focas whispered as they reached the paved ramp that led up to
the two palaces built atop the central hill. "This happened then, don't
you think? The storm brought destruction with it. I could smell it in the air,
like it was diseased." Pietro scratched his nose, then sneezed.
"I wish we'd stayed with the empress. No telling if she lives, or is
dead." Close by, a dog growled, and both soldiers
whirled, raising their spears, to be greeted by a heavier silence. "Come," said Antonia. "It
will be dark soon. Let's find shelter." They made their way up the ramp past
broken-down wagons abandoned in haste and in one case with the remains of a
horse scattered around the traces where dogs had ripped it apart. Focas counted
swords, and had reached the astounding total of fifty-five before they reached
the top. "Who would throw down their good iron
swords like that?" he muttered to Pietro. The two men stood a stone's
throw away from Antonia, but she overheard them nevertheless. "Dead men. We'll be dead, too, if we
don't get out of here. This is a fool's errand." "Hush!" From the top of the ramp they surveyed the
city. Nothing moved but for a tumbling scrap, hard to say what it was but
probably a bit of cloth, rolling down a
distant avenue. The fog obscured even the towering walls and distant gates. Of
church towers, she saw none Perhaps they had all fallen. Off to the west in the
hills bordering the sea, streaks of fire that marked red flowing rivers pierced
the sullen haze despite the distance. Surely even the Pit smelled sweeter and
nourished more life! Surely not. This was the Enemy's
handiwork. "Come," she said. They ventured into the broad courtyard
that fronted the twin palaces. The imperial palace had burned. It still stank
of charred wood, a sharp scent overlying the reek of brimstone and decay. The
skopos' palace had many more sections built entirely of stone, and these had
survived with less damage. "I had thought to examine the
regnant's schola and library," said Antonia thoughtfully as they stood in
the courtyard that separated the two palaces. "But it appears too
dangerous to walk there." She advanced nevertheless into an alcove
where a sooty face peered at her out of the stone: a woman's visage wreathed
with snakes that were also her hair. A viscous green puddle had collected in
the basin below her open mouth, once a fountain where travelers might splash
water on dusty faces before entering the great hall to meet the regnant. The
mule strained toward the water. Pietro hauled it back. "Perhaps there is something left in
the barracks, if the rats haven't eaten it all up," said Antonia. "Go
carefully, see what you can find. Seek grain and water for the beast, and
provisions for ourselves. Also, a place to shelter for one night." "Yes, Your Excellency. I'll go, and
Focas will stay and attend you." "Nay, best you go together. I will
attempt the skopos' palace and meet you here by this fountain." "If there are dogs, or madmen . . .
?" She nodded. "Do as I command." "Yes, Your Excellency." Impertinent man! She crossed under the
shadow of a vast arch and found, in the usual niche, a brace of lanterns that,
amazingly, had not been tampered with, together with flint and scraps of linen.
These she carried as she walked quietly along the old familiar corridors. It
was utterly silent. In here, she could not even hear the wind. Now and again
she glimpsed withered gardens through open windows and doors. The fountains, of
course, had all stopped running-Dust scraped under her feet. She almost did not recognize the double
doors that led into the audience chamber. The gold leaf that had once covered
the relief carved into those doors had been pried off and taken away by thieves
or by faithful servants. Who could know? One door sat askew, having lost two
hinges. She did not touch it but tugged on the other, which opened with a groan
into the empty hall. Her footfalls echoed softly as she walked.
The ceiling arched high above, dimly perceived. The mural washed across the far
wall, depicting the Translatus of the blessed Daisan, had splintered with a
thousand cracks, and the Earth beneath his feet had vanished into a pile of
fragments on the floor. Up on the dais, the skopos' chair was broken into
pieces and all the gems pried out. A single amethyst had been left behind,
dropped in haste, no doubt. She picked it up, turned it, but there wasn't light
enough to catch the glints within. Still, in a pinch, it might serve her. She
tucked it into the pocket sewn into her sleeve, then pushed past the curtain at
the far right and came into the private sanctum of the skopos. A room, whitewashed, with paintings of
noble saints gracing the ceiling. There was a single table, a battered chest
whose lock had been broken, and a shattered ceramic bowl at the foot of the
bare pallet where, once, the skopos had rested. Anne had not scorned luxury,
but neither had she coveted it. The thieves had skipped over the single
locked cupboard, sealed with an amulet. She studied it, careful not to touch its
knot in any way: wolfsbane, which was poison to the skin, for invisibility,
lavender for chastity and thereby to keep locks unbroken, and thistle for
strength. Cunningly woven, certainly, but she recognized the pattern as one she
had taught to certain of Anne's clerics. A brief murmured spell, a douse of oil
over the dry herbs from the lamp's reservoir, and she snapped flint, got a
spark, and set a scrap of linen burning. The amulet flared so brightly that she
stepped back in surprise, shading her eyes. After so many days under a veiled
sky, she had forgotten how brilliant light could be. The amulet vanished in a
swirl of ash. She used the point of her knife to cut the
binding rope off the latch. Steam hissed along the blade and it glowed white
hot, then spat sparks. The latch fell free, and the right side cabinet door
swung open, moaning like the wail of the damned. Anne had cared little for earthly things.
This truth was never more in evidence than now. Anne had abandoned everything
in her desire to destroy the Lost Ones. Everything. She had left behind the holy vestments,
the golden cup, although not the staff of her office. But there were other
treasures as well: wrapped in a layer of greased leather and under that
cushioned in lambskin was an ancient, degraded spear which Antonia recognized
as the Holy Lance of St. Perpetua, once carried by Emperor Henry into battle.
Henry would never have left such a holy relic behind; its protection was worth
more than a thousand soldiers. But Henry, after all, had been ensorcelled; he
hadn't needed or wanted such things; hadn't noticed they were missing, because
the daimone had obeyed only what commands its master gave it, disregarding the
rest. He had even disregarded the most potent
symbol of imperial power, which was bundled up so casually in plain linen that
anyone might be excused for believing it was nothing important. How Anne had
come to possess it Antonia did not know, but when she unwrapped it, she knew
she had gained something important indeed: Emperor Taillefer's seven-pointed golden
crown, adorned with seven jewels—the crown of stars. 2 THEY reached the villa Tivura two days later, having lost their way twice because it was so
difficult to navigate in the haze. The mule trudged on without complaint, but
it was clearly ill; gunk wept from its eyes, and its breathing, like that of
its human masters, was labored. Each breath she took scraped in Antonia's
chest. If they did not leave the plain of Dar soon, they would all succumb to
the foul air. "Is this the right stream?"
Pietro asked for the fourth time, breaking off to cough again. He hacked
incessantly. "We are on the right road. It
rises." Speaking hurt, so Antonia spoke little. The mule tugged at its reins, trying to
get to the water. Focas knelt at the bank and scooped up water, tasting it. He
spat it out, then wiped his lips. "Not as bad as before. It might be safe
to let the poor beast drink. It doesn't taste of rotten eggs like it did
downstream. It isn't warm." The two soldiers looked at her. She
nodded. "Let it drink, then, but not too much. I'll go ahead." "Your Excellency!" "I do not fear bandits." "You should, Your Excellency!"
exclaimed Focas. "Dogs, too. We had to beat off that pack last night. They
smelled us." She hesitated. She hated showing fear, but
in truth the dogs had been starving and therefore dangerous. At last she
settled down on the ground and waited while the mule drank and Pietro washed
his hands and face in the streaming water. It seemed clear. Although the
constant rain of dust out of the air had certainly fouled it, it didn't stink
the way it had down by its confluence with the Greater Tivur, whose course led
through Darre and thence south through rolling hills to the sea. Those hills were on fire. At intervals the
haze lightened, and since they were moving slowly upslope as they walked
northeast, she caught glimpses of the red rim of fire that scorched the western
horizon at all hours, easiest to see at night, of course, but visible during
the daytime as well. Her legs ached and her hip shot through
with pain as she rose, but she closed her lips tightly as they moved on. In a
hundred paces more the famous lady columns ghosted out of the fog: stone
columns carved into the shapes of dour women, escorting them into the garden of
the long-dead emperor who had built the most beautiful paradise known on Earth,
so it was said. Some called it a replica in stone of the garden that grew at
the entrance to the Chamber of Light, but Antonia knew better. The Dariyan
emperors had scorned the truth. They had worshiped idols and demons. Therefore,
everything they had built, while sturdy, was irrevocably tainted by the kiss of
the Enemy. Still, Empress Adelheid's grandfather had
refurbished the domed hall, and one of her great-aunts had built stables where
once the emperor had housed his guests. The stone ladies glowered at them,
faces half obscured, but they were only stone and could not therefore impede
their progress. "Look!" said Pietro, and coughed.
Coughed again. 'A light!" Focas looked at Pietro. Together, without
exchanging words, they nodded. "I'll go ahead, Your Excellency. In case
it's bandits." Her chest hurt. She was too tired to
complain. She just wanted to rest her feet. Focas strode ahead. Truly, it was
remarkable how well he had held up. He was as strong as a bull, and far more
tractable than
his companion. His form faded into the haze, although by now they could see the
curved facade of the grand court that greeted visitors. They paused where the
paved road gave way to the broad forecourt. Turning, Antonia looked into the
haze over the plain, but it was impossible to see anything. On clear days, one
could see Darre away in the distance, surrounded by fields. She choked, coughing. The mule wheezed. "Hsst!" whispered Pietro.
"Do you hear?" "Where did the light go?" she
asked, scanning the wide court and the semicircle of columns, but no lantern or
torch burned now. "Hsst! Look!" Ghosts advanced out of the fog, wreathed
in trailing haze, formless and faceless although about the height of men. She was ready. She had always been ready,
knowing how little surety there was in traveling with such a small party. She
unsheathed her small knife and grabbed at the mule, pressing the point to one
of the veins in the side of its neck. A trickle of blood flowed over her
fingers as she spoke the words that would raise a galla. The air hummed. Where
blood beaded on the mule's hide the haze coalesced as though forming a rope out
of darkness. The tang of the iron forge drifted up from the earth. "Your Excellency! See what I have
found!" Focas strode into view, easy among the ghosts. "We have found
what we sought! They have been sheltering here in the catacombs. This good
captain says the princesses are alive and in his care." Too late! The spell had gone too far and
must be released or else rebound upon her. The stink of the forge gusted on the
breeze. A shadow spilled into the ground beside the pooling blood. The mule
brayed and jerked away from the knife, then collapsed as its blood pumped onto
the ground. "What—?" cried Focas, as the men
behind him drew their weapons. It was a small galla, appetite whetted by
the taste of blood, but it would demand more before it could be dispatched. It
would turn on her, or on anyone. Its substance thrummed in the air as it
materialized into this plane. Its muttering words—pain pain pain—ghosted
in the air like the sound of tolling bells. The air of this world burned it. It
was angry, and trapped, and panicked. She had to act quickly. She sealed the spell with a name. "Pietro of Darre!" she whispered
without hesitation. "Your Excellency!" cried Focas,
hanging back as the others cried out loud in fear. "What foul creature
plagues us?" "A traitor among us! One who does not serve the empress has
brought a demon into our midst to murder the princesses!" She flung up her
hands; her sleeves slid down her arms as she cried out. "St. Thecla save
us! Matthias, Mark, Johanna, Lucia! Marian and Peter! Deliver us from evil!
Seek the one whose spirit has fallen to the Enemy! Seek the one who would
destroy us! Take him! Take him! Drive his soul into the Pit! And then
begone!" The shaft of darkness that formed the body
of the galla in this world writhed like a chained soul seeking release. The
stink choked her, but she kept her arms raised; she did not falter. The galla
had the gift, or curse, of sight. They could see into the souls of every man
and woman. The darkness lurched, spinning sideways. Its bell voice rang dully. "Pietro." Pietro screamed. He, and the darkness,
vanished, and only his bones remained. The galla had escaped back to its own
sphere. That whiff of iron dissipated, subsumed in dust. Men shouted and wept but gathered most
pleasingly around her as sheep flock to the shepherd when they fear the assault
of the wolf. Focas fell to his knees, sobbing. The mule struggled to its feet,
but collapsed again. "Your Excellency! I am Captain
Falco." "I know you, Captain Falco. You are
the empress' most faithful captain." He nodded, acknowledging what was to him
not compliment or flattery but the breath that allowed him to exist. He appeared
unshaken by Pietro's death, but it was difficult to judge. "You have done well to guard the
princesses. Where are they?" "Safely in the catacombs, Your
Excellency. What news of the empress?" Always the empress! Yet there would be
time to mold these soldiers to her will, and those who refused her could be
disposed of, as God desired. The disobedient, after all, were doomed to the
Pit. 'Alas, I do not know what has become of
the empress. She sent me ahead but remained herself on the coast, in the town
of Estriana. She had set an ambush for the northern prince, the rebel, the one
who sought to kill his own father, the Emperor Henry." "Patricide!" Falco was a stolid,
competent soldier of medium height, with the broad shoulders of a man who has
swung a sword and carried a shield since he was a lad. "I had heard the
Wendish were barbarians. Now I know it to be true!" In Antonia's opinion, the Wendish were
simple, honorable folk in their own crude way, without more than a finger's
weight of the capacity for greed, backstabbing, and treachery that thrived
among the sophisticated Aostans. The southerners plundered and robbed each
other, cut each other's throats, and whored with their own sons and daughters.
Still, it was best not to mention that to Captain Falco, who might take offense
even though it was only the truth. God would overwhelm the wicked and reward
the righteous, and Antonia would see justice done while she was waiting for
Them to act on Earth. Focas crept forward and poked at the
scatter of bones with the butt of his spear. "Can it be?" he croaked.
"Can Pietro have been harboring a foul demon in his soul this entire time?
I did not see it! I did not see it!" "Hardship blinds us," she said
kindly. "It is well you are here to protect
us," said Falco, but his tone was bland and his gaze without passion. "Indeed," she agreed. "We
must go swiftly. The land here is poisoned by the Enemy. It is best we move
north in haste." Still, he hesitated. "What if the
empress comes seeking her daughters, Your Excellency? They are her treasure.
She will not abandon them." She nodded. "We must leave a few men
behind. You pick them, Captain." "It is likely that the men I leave
behind will die." "We will all die in time. That is
God's will. They will only ascend sooner to the Chamber of Light, where the
righteous find peace." He frowned. In the silence, as he
considered, some of his men coughed. The claws of the Enemy sank deep. So many
had been infected with the taint that had gripped Pietro, and that she
struggled against with every breath. "Darre is lost, Captain. Best we move
quickly before we are overtaken by the Enemy as that one was." She
gestured toward the bones. His frown deepened, and he stiffened,
clenching his hands. "Very well, Your Excellency. It is past time we carry
the princesses away. Both suffer from a grippe. I will leave Terence and
Petrus, and this man of yours, Focas." He was testing her, but she was equal to
the challenge. "Very well. See that it is done, and that the rest make
ready." "Where do we go?" "This question, indeed, I have
pondered on my long journey. We met refugees who say the coast is awash and
many towns destroyed. West, as we see, is all on fire. We must go north." "Where?" "There is one whose loyalty we can
count on, who will shelter us. We must march north past Vennaci and take the
road to Novomo." VII ON THE ROAD
1 A griffin's cough woke him. He sat up,
instantly alert, but only with his second breath did he recall where he was and
what he was missing. "Liath!" he said sharply. She was gone. He jumped up, wrestled on his tunic, and
pushed out past the tent flap. "Your Majesty!" "Where is—? Ah. Be at ease, Benedict.
Sibold." "Your Majesty." The soldiers
nodded as Sanglant walked past them toward the campfire set beyond the ring of
tents. He heard them whisper to each other. "I win! Told you he wouldn't stay
sleeping." "You did not win! We didn't wager whether,
but when." Liath sat cross-legged beside the fire,
hands open and relaxed on her thighs as she stared into the flame. Hathui paced
behind her. The Eagle glanced up as Sanglant walked up and nodded,
acknowledging him. He halted behind Liath to wait. The last few nights had been really cold,
the first hard winter chill since the warm nights and overcast days after the great
storm. That chill made him uneasy in a way he could not explain. It hurt in his
bones the way a coming change in the weather might make a man's joints ache,
warning him of rain. The ground was cold and dry beneath his bare feet. It was,
as always now, too cloudy to see stars or moon, but the heavens still bled an
unnatural light, almost as bright as if there were a full but bloody moon. "How long have you been out
here?" he asked Hathui in a low voice. "Too long, Your Majesty." "Still nothing?" "Nothing. If Liath cannot see within
the flames, then I think no one can." He and Hathui waited in companionable
silence. Liath had a remarkable capacity to focus; she did not once shift, not
even to brush the hair away from her cheek as the wind stirred it, which surely
must distract her. He twitched, wanting to smooth back her hair, wanting to
touch her. She seemed blind and deaf to their presence, although they stood
just behind her. He could never be so close to her and ignore her so
thoroughly. She was a roaring fire to him, a force impossible to shut out. The
heat of her smote him, although he doubted anyone else noticed it. He was the
one who burned. "Isn't she cold?" he asked, but
Hathui only shrugged, and because he couldn't stand not doing something he
went back to the tent and fetched a cloak, which he draped over Liath's
shoulders. She did not thank him; if she noticed the thick cloak at all, she
gave no sign. He paced. Twice Hathui added wood to the
fire. Neither time did Liath alter her intent stare, as if the Eagle's movement
and the hot lick of fresh flame did not register. After some time the darkness
lightened, heralding dawn, and as a wind rose off the Alfar Mountains now south
of them, she finally sighed and sat back, rubbing her eyes. "Ai, God. No matter how deeply I search—"
She looked up, then, and smiled, seeing him. 'Aren't you cold?" she
demanded. "You're practically naked!" She shuddered, drawing the
cloak more tightly around her shoulders. "I'm freezing." She laughed.
"Where did this come from?" He shook his head, a little disgusted, if
truth be known. Resigned. Amused. She was not the woman he had believed he
married. "What news?" he asked instead,
offering her a hand. She took it and let him pull her up,
dusted off her tunic and leggings, and blew on her hands to warm them. Her
fingers were red from cold. "It matters not how deeply I search. It's as
if my Eagle's Sight has vanished. There are twenty Eagles with this army, yet
none of us can see through the flames. We are blind." "I am no blinder than I was
before." "True enough, my love, but I am
blind, and I don't like it because I don't know what it means." "What it means to be blind? Like
those of us who are not as gifted as you?" She looked sharply at him, hearing the
pinch in his words. "That isn't what I meant at all! Eagle's Sight gives
us an advantage, nothing more. It gives a sense of surety that perhaps makes
one overconfident. It's as if a curtain has fallen across our vision, and we
can catch only fragments and glimpses through a rip in the cloth. Was it the
cataclysm that blinded us? Is it the haze and the clouds? Is it magic, woven by
the Ashioi to cripple us? Was the Eagle's Sight woven into the great crown in
ancient days, and is it clouded because the crowns are fallen? I don't know,
and what 1 don't know I can't solve." 'Are the crowns fallen?" She rubbed her eyes, yawned, and he caught
her under the arm. She leaned against him, eyes shut. 'Anne is dead. That's all I know. Anne and
everyone with her are gone." Her sigh shuddered through her body. "I
felt those who wove the other crowns until the moment Anne died and the crown
she wove was destroyed. I cannot say if the others survived the fire and the
storm. They may have, or they may be dead, too." "You don't think every person at the
other crowns died, too?" asked Hathui. "You said that you . . . that
you destroyed everything—all life—within a league of the crown where Anne
was." Liath pushed away from Sanglant, and when
he reached for her, she shook her head, needing to stand alone. "I don't
know if the fire reached through the weaving to touch the others. Without
Eagle's Sight, I may never know. I am sorry for the sake of Meriam. I liked
her." "She treated me with respect,"
muttered Sanglant, "unlike the rest of them." Her gaze flashed to him, and a smile
lifted her lips. "It is true, my love, that they did not treat you as you
deserved. Yet consider that they are likely dead now, while we have
survived." "I cannot regret their deaths,
considering all we have suffered." "Nay, that's not what I meant. Only
that I never thought about what would happen afterward. Aren't we blind in that way,
all of us? We march toward the gate, but it's the gate we see, not the land
lying beyond. We can't see that landscape until the gate is opened and we've
stepped through. Then it's too late to go back." Around them, folk stirred as they rose and
made ready to march. They had crossed the Brinne Pass in fifteen days. The
northern air had invigorated the sullen and the exhausted, who could see how
much closer they were to home. Certainly, less dust plagued them. In the early
days it had filtered down constantly to coat hands and faces with a film of
grit that they hadn't the leisure or water to wash off. Soldiers rolled up blankets. Sentries
called out a challenge to men trudging into camp with full buckets drawn from a
nearby stream, while grooms led the horses to water in groups of twenty. As
ragged and weary as his men looked, he knew the horses managed worst of all.
The army was almost out of grain, a meager ration to begin with, and the
grazing was poor. At least, here on the northern slopes of the mountains, the
water was clear, unclouded by particles and ash. Yet it still hadn't rained,
despite the clouds, and both villages they had passed as they came down out of
the mountains had been deserted, houses and huts blown down by the great storm. "I can't stop seeing them," she
whispered. "The way they burned. I can't stop hearing them scream." He knew better than to touch her when she
was in this mood. "They were your enemies." He'd said the same thing
a hundred times in the last fifteen days. "They would have killed
you." "I know. But I still feel unclean, as
though I'm stained with the Enemy's handiwork." He waited. As the light rose, the world
came into view: hills, forest, wilting trees. Drought and lack of sun,
unseasonable heat followed by this sudden cold winter blast, had taken their
toll on the vegetation. To the north the land was too hilly to see far. The
road twisted away past a ridgeline, lost to sight. To the south, on a clear
day, they would have been able to see the mountain peaks, but there was yet a
haze dusting the air, ever present. Even at midday the light lacked strength.
It was uncanny. Indeed, it scared him more than anything else. He was no
farmer, but he knew what farmers needed: rain, sun, and seasonable weather.
After years of civil strife, invasion, drought, famine, and plague, he could
not imagine that any Wendish noble or biscop held plentiful stores in reserve.
They had already suffered hard times. How long would these clouds linger? "Death in battle is not the worst we
may see," he said at last. "Those deaths may be the most merciful
ones, in the end." She had shed a few tears, but she wiped
them away. She examined him as she might study a manuscript, that look that
devoured, so rarely turned on him! He did not understand her yet. He wasn't
even sure what she thought of him. That she was willing to love him
passionately he knew. Of the rest, of what lay beyond lust, he had to unfold
piece by piece. "I'll keep trying," she said,
and it took him a moment to realize she meant that she would keep trying to
find her Eagle's Sight. "The crowns, too. If they're all fallen, then we
have no advantage over our enemies. But no disadvantage either as they have
nothing we do not also possess. Unless there are those still who can see with
Eagle's Sight while denying it to us." "Do you think there might be?" She looked at Hathui. Hathui shrugged,
without expression. The two women trusted each other in a way that, annoyingly,
excluded him. "I don't think it likely any other
person born of humankind has survived who can see if I cannot." Liath said
the words without vanity or arrogance. "Eagle's Sight ran through the
world on the river of aether. That element is bound into my being, so I should
be more sensitive to its ebb and flow than most of my father's kinfolk. Yet it
also seems likely to me that a sorcerer whose skills are honed to the finest
pitch might be able to discern things I cannot. And I know nothing of those
ancient ones who spoke to me, or the Ashioi, or the Horse people. They may
still possess the sight, while we've gone blind. And anyway, I am so young, so ignorant,
compared to someone like Li'at'dano—" "See who comes," interrupted
Hathui, lifting her chin. The centaurs had proved hardiest of all
his soldiers. Like goats, they seemed able to eat almost anything, although he
had never seen any of the Horse people eat meat. Capi'ra's fine coat was
discolored by streaks of grime, but she looked perfectly able to trample him on
the spot if he gave offense. He nodded, acknowledging her. She stamped
once. "It is time." She gestured
toward the east. "We turn east and follow the hills on our own path. We
come to northern plains of Ungria and from there east to home. Our alliance is
finished. Now we leave." "I am sorry to see you and your
people go," he said, "but I know I cannot hold you here." "That is right." He smiled. She did not smile in reply, but
neither did she frown. "What of the future?" he asked. "What of
our alliance?" "I report on all we witness to the
council, as you would say. The ones who lead us will discuss all that happened.
The strong minds will decide. We, the rest, will follow." "What of our daughter?" asked
Liath. "I have not forget your daughter,
Bright One. See who comes with me." She flicked a hand up. There were some of the steppe-dwelling
Kerayit among her dozen attendants, but to Sanglant's surprise the shaman,
Gyasi, had also come, together with a pair of Quman captains. He hadn't noticed
them at first because, not mounted, they weren't yet wearing their wings, and
judged by facial features alone they did not look so very different from the
Kerayit tribesmen. The shaman and his companions knelt before
Sanglant, tapped knuckles to foreheads as they acknowledged Liath's presence. "We beg you, master," said
Gyasi, "let us return with the Horse people to our homeland. I will be
your messenger. I will seek news of your daughter. I will bring her back to you
if she still lives. My clan owes her our service, for as long as she
lives." Liath looked away, wiping a tear off her
cheek. "She lives," she muttered. "I saw her." She swung
back to face Sanglant. "I should go." "No. I grieve for Blessing as well. I
fear for her. But it serves no purpose for you to travel east on a journey that
could take years. 1 weep for my daughter. I miss her. But if you go, it will
not bring her back more quickly. And if she is dead—" "She is not dead!" "She is not dead if our wills make it
true, but we don't know. I trust Gyasi to find her and bring her home. Heribert
is with her. That must be enough. There is too much at stake elsewhere, and I.
Need. You." She lifted a hand. She could not answer in
any other way. It was not acquiescence, precisely. She was herself torn and
indecisive. "Take what supplies you need, Gyasi.
You take as well my heart, for my daughter is precious to me." Gyasi nodded. "She saved my life and
that of my nephews, Majesty. This obligation I owe to her. I am not a man
unless it is discharged." Even so, even knowing he did what was
necessary, he found that he, like Liath, could not speak because of sorrow and
fear choking the
words in his throat. He, too, lifted a hand. The gesture must speak where he
would otherwise break down. So much loss; Blessing might be the least of it. The shaman rose, but paused before he
turned away. The centaurs and their attendants were already moving toward the
pathless forest while Gyasi hummed a queer little tuneless melody under his
breath. A twisting track opened between the trees, not quite seen, not quite
felt, but present as mist rising from the hills at dawn. The fall of hooves,
the rattle of harness, the soft conversations among men all vanished, bit by
bit, as the party moved onto that path and vanished into the woodland. Behind
Sanglant, the army made ready to leave, but men stopped in their tasks, hearing
that uncanny music, and stared as the forest swallowed the centaurs and their
companions. Last of all, Gyasi stepped onto the path, and the trees closed in
behind him. At once, the forest appeared as an impenetrable tangle of fallen
logs and stands of beech and fir grown among brambles and thickets of sedge and
bilberry. "Their path will be swift, I'd
wager," murmured Hathui. "Let us leave this behind," said
Liath, more quaver than voice. "I will cry." Every man and woman was eager to get
moving, to reach home. To discover if home had weathered the storm. Many, like
Liutgard and Burchard and what remained of their armies, had been away from
Wendar for years, having marched south with Henry in his quest to restore
Taillefer's fallen empire. That was all gone now. So much else was gone, he thought,
brooding as they rode at a steady pace along the road. Often they had to halt
while those in the vanguard cleared the road. The storm had torn through this
countryside, leaving debris everywhere. No one would lack firewood for burning
this winter, had they any game to roast over the flames. "You are quiet, Your Majesty,"
said Hathui having given up her attempts to get Liath to speak. "What have we left?" he asked
her. "What was once an alliance is now, again, only loyal Wendishmen and
marchlanders." "Isn't that for the best?" "Is it? Did we not have strength in
numbers? Did we not have strength because we reached across the old boundaries?
My father was not foolish in thinking that empire would make him strong." "It killed him." Hathui's tone surprised him, but as he
examined her face, he saw neither anger or resentment, only sadness. "Did it? That he marched south to
Aosta—perhaps. Yet any of us might die, on any day." "Perhaps not you, Your Majesty." The barb had a sharp hook. "That may
be, yet I pray you consider that my father might have died in his bed, or
fighting against his enemies in Wendar, as easily as he was captured by the
queen's plots." "Do not forget Hugh of Austra, Your
Majesty." Ah. He glanced at Liath, but she seemed far
removed from their conversation. She had light hands on her mount, a submissive
mare who was content to follow where the rest led. She was far beyond him, a
world away, judging by her frown and the unfocused nature of her gaze, not
quite lighting on tree or earth or cloudy sky. "I have not forgotten him, Hathui.
Where he is now, I cannot say." "Dead, I hope," muttered Hathui.
"I saw him murder Villam with his own hands. I will never forgive him
that, although my forgiveness is not a thing a man of his station cares about.
If he lives, he will have found refuge. I hope he is dead." "I would just like to know." He
laughed. "Better to know that there's a man in the dark stalking you with
a knife. Even if you can't see him. Yet what do you make of it, Hathui?" "Of Hugh's plots and Queen Adelheid's
treachery?" "Nay. Of this new alliance." "What alliance, Your Majesty?"
She looked around, as if expecting a pack of wolves to lope out of the
surrounding woods. As they moved down into the bowl of a valley, beech and
silver fir gave way to spruce. The dense boughs of spruce had absorbed the
heavy winds better than most trees. Although the road was darker, often shaded
and dim, few broken branches and fallen trees blocked their path. "That between the Quman and the Horse
people." "Is there one?" Liath had been
listening, after all. She spoke as if the question had been addressed to her.
"The Horse people are few, so they say. If they do not make allies of the
Quman, they will end up fighting them. So they have done for generations,
surely, with the aid of sorcery." "So they have done, but it is not
clear what will become of sorcery now; or how the balance of power will change
with the return of my mother's people. If I were one of the leaders of the
Horse people, I would seek allies. It may be they will seek an alliance with
the Quman. It may even be they will seek an alliance with the Ashioi." "The Horse people and the Ashioi were
enemies." "Long ago." "I have met Zuangua, as have you,
Sanglant. To him, to the many who lived in the shadows all that time, it is not
long ago but yesterday. Even to the ones who were born in exile, it is within
the living memory of your grandfather, who can tell the tale." Sanglant had only the vaguest memory of
his father's father, Arnulf the Younger, but Henry's mother, Queen Mathilda,
had patted and cosseted her young grandson as affectionately as could so
reserved a woman. All her love was held tight for Henry. She had admired
Sanglant, but his birth had meant most to her, he suspected, because it gave
Henry his claim to the regnancy. So it was strange to think of having a
grandfather, so old a man that he had seen the world almost three millennia
ago. He could not grasp such an expanse of time. He had never been one to hoard
grudges or dwell on the past. He refused to live in Bloodheart's hall forever,
chained down with the dogs. "That may be true," he replied,
"but enemies can become allies if a greater threat rises." "Who would that be?" demanded
Hathui. "If the stories are true, humankind and the Horse people moved
heaven and earth in truth to cast away the Ashioi. If I were one of the Lost
Ones, I'm not sure I could forgive that. If I were one of the Horse people, I'm
not sure I would expect to be forgiven." He laughed. "We are not the Horse
people. They are not like us. Li'at'dano said so herself. She said that
humankind have driven them far into the east, and decimated their herds through
disease and conflict." "The Quman did that," said
Hathui, "who hate and fear them." 'And others. But Capi'ra and her troop
have seen the west, now. Wendish folk defeated the Quman. Anne and her
sorcerers raised this great storm. If I were one who leads among the Horse people,
then I would fear Wendar." "There is another power that you
neglect," said Liath suddenly. 'Anne did not raise the storm. The ancient
ones did. Li'at'dano did. The Ashioi land would have returned in any case. Anne
meant to exile them again, to destroy them for all time. That she did not, that
worse destruction did not overtake us all, is due to the voices from the north.
There is power there we must not ignore." "The Eika?" Hathui asked.
"They are barbarians. One chieftain might strike and lay waste along the
coast, but I recall how Count Lavastine held them off with his local milites. A strong
Wendish and Varren resistance will beat them back." "Perhaps," said Sanglant.
"It bears watching." "There is so much we do not
know," murmured Liath, "and it will be more difficult to learn now
that we are blind." 2 WHEN they stopped at nightfall, Hanna left
her guards while they argued over whether or not to set up a tent for the
night, and staggered over to a trickling stream. In the midst of a crowd of
hot, thirsty, complaining Arethousan soldiers she splashed water on her face
and slurped down as much as she could hold in her cupped hands. Soon the water
became murky from so many stamping through the shallows. A man slammed into her
shoulder as he pushed forward toward the stream. He muttered a curse, looked at
her once, then a second time, and called to his fellows. "The Wendish bitch! See here! She's
slipped her leash." All at once a half dozen of them pressed
back from the water to encircle her. She had overreached because her thirst had
driven her forward rashly. She turned her wrists in toward her body to grip the
chain, ready to use it as a weapon. Sergeant Bysantius appeared beside her
with a quirt. "Back! Back!" he cried as he slashed left and right,
driving the soldiers away from her. Her heart was still racing, and her mouth
had gone dry, so she pretended to a calmness she did not feel as she sat back
on her heels and wiped her forehead as well as she could with her wrists
manacled. "I thank you, Sergeant." He raised one eyebrow, then pointed behind
her with the quirt. "I didn't come for you. See, there. General Lord
Alexandras waters his horses." They marched these days through dry, hilly
countryside devoid of habitation. This stream poured out of a ravine. Except at
this ford, its banks were too steep for horses to drink. Muttering, the
soldiers headed back to camp. "Up!" Sergeant Bysantius grabbed
her elbow and pulled her upright. "Out of the way." She shook her arm out of his grasp before
he could lead her away. The chain that bound her ankles allowed her to walk but
not run, and she was unable to avoid the rush of horses brought to the stream
by the general's grooms. Alexandras himself rode a chestnut mare with a pale
gold coat. His entire string had chestnut coats, most pale and a few richly
dark in shade. He pulled up, dismounted, and tossed his reins to a groom before
walking over to Sergeant Bysantius. "Sergeant, bring the Eagle to me at
my tent." "Yes, my lord general." He strode away with a dozen men swarming
in attendance. "He has no need to crawl for a taste
of water as the rest of us do," she said bitterly to the sergeant.
"He has wine to drink while his soldiers go thirsty." Bysantius scratched his cheek. "He
has earned his rank and his privileges. He's no better born than half these
men." She laughed. "How can that be? He is
a lord." "A man who commands an army is likely to be addressed as
'lord,' I'm thinking. Even by those who were born under a canopy boasting the
imperial star. Especially if they need the men and weapons he can bring to
their cause." "The exalted Lady Eudokia needs him
in order to raise her nephew to become emperor?" He shrugged. "A strong hand
rules where weaker hands sow only chaos. Come." She followed up along the dusty ground on
the trail of the lord general, now vanished into the glut of wagons, horses,
milling troops, and canvas tents that marked the camp. Every night the camp was
set up in the exact same order, every tent sited in relation to the emperor's
tent according to its inhabitants' rank, position, and importance to the royal
child. This night, they had halted in the middle of what had once been a village. Three brick hovels stood in the midst of a
dozen ancient olive trees, but the tiny hamlet appeared abandoned, perhaps
yesterday, perhaps one hundred years ago. In this dry country it was impossible
to tell. Bysantius paced himself so as not to get
ahead of her. Over the last ten or so days she had accustomed herself to the
chains so that she could walk without stumbling. "I thank you," she repeated. "For what kindness?" he asked,
almost laughing. "For saving me from whatever
unkindness I might have suffered from those soldiers." "The general wants you unharmed.
You're no use to him dead." She was, apparently, no use to him living,
but she forbore to say it, knowing it foolish to remind her captors that they
might be better off saving for their own men the bit of food they fed to her
each day. "Is it true of all of you, that you serve the lord general and
not the exalted lady?" Now he did laugh. "The priests teach
us that we serve God, is that not so? God served humankind by walking among us
for a time so He could lead us into the Light." "That is a heresy." "Nay, you Darrens are the heretics.
You say that the blessed Daisan was only a man like you and me." He spoke
without heat. He was not, apparently, a man made passionate by religious
matters. "The deacons of my own land taught me
that the blessed Daisan prayed for seven days and nights and was lifted up to
the Chamber of Light by the Mother and Father of Life. You don't believe the
tales of his martyrdom, do you?" "No, not his martyrdom." Yet he
frowned. "The blessed Daisan holds two natures within him, for how else
could he have been translated into the Chamber of Light while still living?
Still, folk do talk of this martyrdom, how his skin was flayed from his
body." "I've met more than one person in the
west who whispers the heresy of the Redemption. I didn't know folk spoke of it
here, too." He slapped his quirt against his thigh and
glanced first left, then right, as they made their way through camp. Exhausted,
men sat on the ground or reclined on blankets or cloaks. 'Anyone might hear.
The Patriarch has spies among the troops." If that were so, it must mean that the
Patriarch feared the power of the heresy. Why spy out what you did not fear?
Yet surely the heresy Ivar professed had come from somewhere. Why not from the
east? It was the most likely story. Despite what Bysantius said, they were
heretics here anyway with their talk of "two natures." Once that door
was opened, as Deacon Fortensia used to say in Heart's Rest, any shameless
layabout could creep in and pretend to be a holy saint. "You ever put thought to what you've
hope for, if the lord general grants you your freedom?" asked Bysantius as
they approached the general's big tent, just now shuddering into place as
soldiers and servants raised the canvas over the frame and staked it down.
"What I've hope for? I hope to go home! I serve the emperor, Henry." "Scouts say the land is blasted west
of here. That ash and dust and fire parch the air. I don't think the Wendish
king has an empire left. You'd do better to stick it out in civilized
country." Her eyes burned. She wiped away tears as
she struggled with dismay. "I hadn't heard those reports." In her own
country, she would have. Eagles talked to each other and knew everything, as
much as anyone could know. They knew almost as much as the regnant, because
they were his eyes and ears. "You're a prisoner," he replied,
gaze bent on her, "but you might be otherwise." "Otherwise?" She sniffed back
her tears, hating to show weakness. "I'd marry you, if you were
willing." "Marry me?" The incongruity of
the comment dried her tears and her anger, then made her laugh. "Marry
me?" "You're strong, capable, smart. The
exalted Lady Eudokia tells me you're still a virgin. You'd make a good wife. I
like you. You haven't given up." Now she burned but for other reasons. How
could the exalted lady know? "I haven't given up. I'm not
accustomed to these chains yet." His sidelong gaze was measuring, not
angry. "It was fairly asked. I might hope for the same courtesy in an
answer." "I am still a prisoner. Ask me when I
am free to leave or stay as I wish." "Huh," he said, half of it a
laugh and the rest nothing she could interpret. With his quirt he indicated the
entrance to the general's tent. "Go in." "You're not coming in?" she
asked, and had to stop herself from grabbing his arm as at a lifeline. She
could not bring herself to speak the thought that leaped into her mind: Alone,
I fear the general's anger,
but if you were there I might hope for someone to protect me against it. He brushed a hand through his dark hair as
would a man preening for a lover's visit. "Go in," he repeated, and
lifted his quirt. "I've a few guards to speak to. They've gotten
careless." Careless about her. He nodded, dismissing her, and walked
away. General Lord Alexandras' guards moved their spears away from the entrance
and let her pass. Inside, a servant unrolled a rug to cover the red-gray earth,
but otherwise the general had dispensed with the opulent furnishings that had
surrounded him before the great storm. No green silk draped the bare canvas
walls. Chairs and rich couches were banished, replaced by a bench, a pallet,
and a pitcher of water set in a copper basin, placed on a three-legged stool.
He was sitting on the bench wiping dust off his face with a square of linen
while a captain dressed in a red tabard gave his report. This man had an
unusual accent and spoke at such a galloping pace that she had trouble
understanding him. "... a day ahead of us ... refugees .
. . the city. They fled . . . the sea. These folk are the ones . . . the storm
in the sky ..." The general glanced up, noted her, and
beckoned to a servant. "A fire," he said softly to the man,
who slipped out as the captain kept speaking. "... They fled to the hills . . . the
sea . . . the city . . . they are lying ... it is true ... do you wish to speak
to them?" "No, not yet. If their story is true,
we will meet others who tell the same tale. If it is false, then we will soon
know. Put out a double sentry line. Stay on guard against bandits and
thieves." As the captain left, the servant returned
with a brazier heaped with glowing coals. A second man walked behind him
carrying a cloth sling filled with sticks. They set up a tripod on the dirt and
cradled the brazier in it. Alexandras gestured toward the brazier,
but said nothing. She knelt in the dirt because she had not been given permission
to touch the rug. One of the servants fed sticks to the coals. They blazed. She
bent her attention to the flames, seeking within for those she knew: King
Henry, Liath, Ivar, Prince Sanglant, Wolfhere, Sorgatani, Sister Rosvita and
her retinue, Captain Thiadbold, and even her friends among the Lions, one by
one. She saw nothing in the flames except
flickering shadows. Perhaps every soul she knew had died in the storm. Possibly
Ingo, Folquin, Leo, and Stephen were well and truly dead, lost in the cataclysm
or in a battle she did not yet know they had fought. Probably Rosvita and the
other clerics had died of thirst and starvation or been slaughtered by bandits. The entrance flap shifted. The movement of
light across the ground
startled her so much that she sat back on her heels, blinking, to see a pair of
servants carry in the litter on which Lady Eudokia traveled. A trio of eunuchs
placed four stools on the rug and stepped back as the servants placed the
litter on this foundation, well off the ground. The eunuchs bathed the lady's
face and hands in water, then retreated. "What news?" the lady asked
Alexandras. 'As you see, no different than last night
or the one before or every night before that. Either she lies, or she is
telling the truth and has lost her Eagle's Sight." "If so, is it a temporary blindness
or a permanent one?" He scratched his neck, grimacing, then
rubbed his eyes as if he were exasperated. "What else do you know of this
sorcery, Exalted Lady?" "Nothing I have not already told you.
Its secrets are not known to us. I will attempt the camphor again, but it is
the last I possess." "See!" He fixed his one-eyed
gaze on Hanna. A knife held to her throat could not have frightened her more.
How could a common-born man rise to be called a "lord"? Either he was
in league with the Enemy, or the Arethousans were stranger than any folk she
understood. That he was ruthless she knew; he had done nothing to succor
Princess Sapientia; he had abandoned his other hostages without, apparently, a
second thought. He drove his men forward at a difficult pace and left the
stragglers behind. "See." Lady Eudokia tossed three tiny twigs onto
the fire. The choking scent of camphor filled Hanna's lungs and made her eyes
water and her head pound. She saw flames, burning and burning, and although the
smoke and incense made her eyes sting, she kept staring into the dance of fire. Let them believe she was only a breath
away from success. "Nothing," said Lady Eudokia,
but she sounded curious more than disgusted. "We may as well cavort naked
with the fire worshipers as stare at these coals." The general had not moved, but Hanna felt
his presence as a threat. "Is she lying, Exalted Lady?" "I think she is not lying. I see only
flames." "If we do not need her, then
..." "Let us not be hasty, General. You
are thinking as a soldier in battle. Think rather that those who brought this
storm down upon us may have survived. I do not know what powers they hold to
themselves. If they have the ability to cloud Eagle's Sight, we must consider
what is best for us. Hold the Eagle in reserve, in case matters change." "What if it takes years?" She lifted a hand in a lazy gesture of
disinterest. "I have an aunt who has for twenty-eight years resided in the
convent of St. Mary of Gesythan. It is better for the family that she remain
alive than that she be killed. None leave that isolation once they are banished
within. This one can be placed in the convent as well." "She is a westerner and thus a
heretic." "True enough. She need not receive
every comfort, as do the others." He scratched his neck again, leaving a
trail of rashy red. "A good enough plan. But I agree only on the
condition that she remain in my custody until that time, and that I be granted
leave to visit her there whenever I wish." "If my nephew becomes emperor,
General, then these are no obstacles." He nodded. She clapped her hands, and the
eunuchs wiped her face again before moving back so the servants could carry her
away. As the tent flap closed behind her retinue, the general turned to the
soldiers waiting respectfully behind him. He pointed. A captain dressed in a
blue tabard came forward and began delivering his report, but Hanna was too
dizzy with fear to catch more than scraps of phrases: "... may be the same bandits who
shadow us ... may be another group . . . scouts can never find them . . . nay,
never a trace ..." She ought to memorize each utterance, to
hoard them like the treasures they were. She was an Eagle. What she heard, she
remembered. What she remembered, she could report to her regnant just as this
man reported to his. But she could not concentrate because she could not banish
from her mind a vision of whitewashed walls surrounding her, too high to be
climbed and without any gate for escape. A pair of servants trudged in bearing
buckets of water. They set them down and busied themselves with the pitcher and
basin. Her eyes were still stinging. As much as she swallowed, she could not
get all her fear and frustration and anger down. Is this all her life came to? Had she
somehow angered God so much that she was to be passed from one hand to the next
as a prisoner? The general might call her an Eagle, but she was no such thing. It would have been
better to have stayed in Heart's Rest and marry Young Johan even with his
smelly feet and braying, stupid laugh. A cow or goat was not precisely free,
but at least it wasn't caged within narrow walls. She knew better than to let
self-pity overwhelm her, but the temptation just for this moment was to fall
and fall. One servant poured water from pitcher into
basin. Because the scent of water hit her hard, she looked at them. They were
both middle-aged men, wiry and strong, with stern expressions. They were the
kind of men who have risen far enough to receive a measure of comfort and
security as retainers of a powerful lord. One was, indeed, handsome enough that
she might have looked twice at him if he hadn't been old enough to be her
father. Bysantius' unwanted but flattering proposal had woken old feelings in
her. It wasn't so bad to be desired or at least respected. Ivar was lost to
her. She had admired Captain Thiadbold, but held loyal to her Eagle's vows.
Rufus had, momentarily, tempted her, but in the end she had chosen the easier
path. She had held herself aloof. She had never succumbed. Not as Liath had. In a way, she was envious of Liath, who
had embraced passion without looking back, despite the trouble it had brought
her. / am not so impulsive. Yet it wasn't so. She had left Heart's
Rest to follow Liath. She had walked without fear into the east. She had
wandered in dreams into the distant grasslands seeking the Kerayit shaman who
had named Hanna as her luck. The good-looking servant winked at her,
then rubbed at his dirty forehead with the stump of his right arm, cut off at
the wrist and cleanly healed. The position of his arm concealed his mouth from
his companion. His lips formed a word once, then a second time, soundless but
obviously meant to be understood. Patience. She startled back. Had she imagined it?
Was he speaking in Wendish? He and the other servant, carrying the
emptied buckets, walked out the door, keeping silence as a new captain droned
on with his report. She heard, in the wake of their passing, a faint tinkling
like that of tiny bells shaken by a breeze. Five breaths later she knew, and was
surprised it had taken her so long. He hadn't been wearing a churchman's robes
but rather the simple
garb of an Arethousan peasant. He had looked different, somehow; harder and keener
and even, strange to say, more like a man who might want to be kissed, not a
celibate churchman. Yet he had loved once, and passionately.
Like Liath, he had leaped and never regretted. The rank perfume of the camphor faded, but
air within the enclosed tent seemed to rush in a whirlpool around her as though
stirred by daimone's wings. Why was Brother Breschius working as a servant in
the camp of his enemy's army? The wasp sting burned in her heart. 3 SANGLANT'S army bedded down in and around yet another
deserted village. The signs of abandonment did not tell a clear tale: had all
the inhabitants died? Had they only fled, hearing the approach of an unknown
army? Or had they fled days ago in the wake of the storm? Had some other force
driven them away or taken them prisoner? In these distant marchland borderlands,
empty wilderness stretched wide, and villages were without exception bounded by
log palisades, which protected mostly against wild beasts both animal and human
since a true army would make short work of such meager fortifications. This one
had not burned, but the gates sat wide and the vanguard had marched in without
seeing any living creature except for a pair of crows that fluttered away into
the trees, cawing. "I miss birdsong," Liath said.
"Even in winter, there should be some about." Sanglant was out on his evening round of
the army. Hathui had gone with him, leaving her with a trio of Eagles who
regarded her with wary interest. She did not feel easy with Sanglant's noble
brethren and preferred the company of the messengers. "Hanna spoke of you," said the
redheaded one called Rufus. "Hanna! When did you last speak with
Hanna?" "Months ago. More than that, perhaps.
A year, or more. She came south with a message from Princess Theophanu. Hathui says
that she and Hanna met on the road, in Avaria or Wayland—I'm not sure which—and
that Hanna knew the truth of what had happened to the king but she never
confided in me or anyone." "Why not?" "She was watchful. That's all I know.
I liked her." Liath propped her chin on a cupped fist
and frowned at the Eagle. He was a likable, even-tempered young man who
reminded her vaguely of Ivar but perhaps only because of his red hair. They
looked nothing alike, and he did not have Ivar's inconvenient and ill-timed
passions. She sighed. Heart's Rest seemed impossibly
distant. That interlude with Hanna and Ivar, innocent friends, could never have
happened in a world as blighted as this one. How blind she had been in those
days! Hanna's friendship was true enough, but Hanna had been struggling with
her own obstacles, which Liath had blithely ignored. Ivar had never been her
friend; she had pretended otherwise because his infatuation with her had made
her uncomfortable. Because he had seemed so callow, compared
to Hugh. As much as she had hated Hugh, she had never truly stopped comparing
Ivar to him, and found Ivar always wanting although he was honest and true. "Hanna is my friend," she said
at last, seeing that the others— Rufus, dark-haired Nan, and an older man all
the other Eagles called Hasty because of his deliberate way of doing things but
whose name was Radamir—watched her. "I wish we had news of her." "I don't know if she survived the
earthquake," said Rufus. "That one that collapsed St. Mark's. I heard
a rumor that she and some of the king's schola crept away during the tumult. I
was gone by then. She had been placed in Presbyter Hugh's retinue, but Duchess
Liutgard was unhappy about it. He never allowed Hanna to make her full report
to the king—that is, the emperor." She questioned him further, but he hadn't
much more to relate although it all emerged in greatest detail, since Eagles
honed their ability to memorize and recollect. "I pray she still lives," Rufus
finished. "She is a good woman." "If any can survive this, Hanna
can." Behind, a commotion signaled the approach
of Sanglant and his entourage: the tread of footsteps, the babble of conversation,
a chuckle, a muttered wager. It never let up. Tonight he spoke with his cousin,
Liutgard, whom he seemed to trust, while that bastard Wichman trailed behind
making crude jokes to the Ungrian captain, Istvan, who bore his witticisms
stolidly. A bevy of nobles swarmed around; a steward waited at his right hand;
soldiers loitered beyond the firelight, never straying far. He stood straight and held the centermost
place among his retinue, with that astonishing ability to know where each of
his attendants were without skipping from place to place like an anxious dog
seeking a pat on the head. But she could see in his face and bearing that the
journey and the obligations thrust upon him were exhausting him. He was strong,
but even the strongest must rest. Soldiers had already pitched the
journeying tent in which they slept. Thank the Lord and Lady that it was too
small to admit more than two people. She caught Captain Fulk's attention, and
he nodded at her and chivvied the king toward his pallet, separating him
smoothly away from the others. Liath wasn't sure if Fulk liked her, or even
respected her, but on this account, at least, they understood one another. She took her leave of the Eagles and, as
Sanglant's attendants made ready to sleep, dispersed to their own encampments,
or settled in for guard duty, she crawled into the tent and pulled off her
boots. "You must come with me when I tour
the army," he said impatiently. "You must be seen at my side, as my
consort. As co-regnant." "I pray you, give me time. I am not
yet accustomed to it." She doubted she would ever become
accustomed to it. She needed peace, and silence, and the company of books, but
she dared not tell him that, not now. Not yet. He seemed about to say something, but did
not, and stripped off the rest of his clothing instead. In general, unless
attack was imminent, he preferred to sleep naked, and he was warm enough to
protect her against the cold, which always debilitated her. "I will never get used to cold,"
she said as she pulled off her shift and, shivering, pressed herself against
him skin to skin while pulling furs and cloaks over them. "Yet you burn!" he whispered,
kissing her. "Umm," she said. But after a moment he lay back, and she
rested her head on his shoulder and waited. She was getting to know him. At
moments like this, he had something in his mind troubling him that he would at
length spit out. 'Are you still angry with me?" he
asked. "For forbidding you from going after Blessing?" Guilt, like a hungry dog, will stare and
stare. She had lived with its presence all day until it had become a dead
weight in her stomach. His breathing was steady. Hers was not. "Oh, love, had I insisted on going, I
would have gone, and you could not have stopped me." He caught in his breath as if slapped, but
said nothing; then let it out again, and still said nothing. She went on, because his silence hurt too
much. "I abandoned her. In Verna, first, even though it wasn't my choice
to leave. For the second time out on the steppes, when we left her behind
knowing she was close to death. And now, this time, for the third. So many
voices chase through my head. What use is such a long journey when there are
others who can make it for me? Who are better able to endure the trek. Who can
serve in this way, as I can serve in others." He still made no answer except to stroke
her arm, shoulder to elbow, shoulder to elbow, his way of pacing when he was
lying down. "I do not even know Blessing. I may
never know her. That is the choice I face. That is the choice I made." "I could have gone," he said
angrily, hoarsely, but his voice always sounded like that. "Yet she is one
child. Wendar and Varre and all who live there—all who survived the
cataclysm—may fall into chaos. Without the order imposed by the regnancy, there
will be war between nobles, between duchies and counties. That is the choice I
made. It is the obligation I accepted, although I never sought it. How is your
choice different?" "I am not Henry's heir. I am not even
Taillefer's great grandchild. I am the daughter of a minor noble house, nothing
more." "That strangely makes me think of
Hugh of Austra, who would not have cared one whit for the daughter of a minor
noble house, if that is all you were." 'Ah! That was a cruel blow." "So it was intended to be. I grieve
for Blessing. No one does more than I do. I admit I didn't always like my sweet
girl, but I always loved her. Love her. If she is dead, Liath, if she
already died, then we made the right choice." "I saw her." "You are blind in your Eagle's Sight.
What was this vision, then? True, or false?" "I believe it was true. I saw
Blessing. I saw Li'at'dano. I think I saw Wolfhere. I saw a vision of you, when
you took in the Wendish refugees who had fled Darre. Henry's schola, most of
them." "That's right," he admitted.
"It might well have been a true vision." "Or it might have been a dream. I
might only have wanted to see her so badly. ... It seemed so real. I saw her
arguing with a youth, a young man—" "Thiemo? Matto?" "I never saw him before." "Might it have been the past you
saw?" "Nay—she was the age she was when
we left her." But not yet as old as in that terrible vision when she had
seen Blessing held prisoner by Hugh. "It was the present, or the future.
I'm sure of it. It means she lives." "If that is so, and if Gyasi brings
her back to us safe and alive, then we made the right choice." "What if she dies because one of us
did not go to her?" "Then we will be responsible. How
else can we judge? What else can we do? Each day I must choose, and some may
die, and some live, because of decisions I make." "Ah, God. It is no good task. So many are
already dead." 'And yet more would be dead, if you had
not confronted Anne and killed her. You know it is true." "It is true," she said
reluctantly, "but I feel no triumph in victory." "That is because we gained no
victory. All we managed was no defeat." "I met a party of farmers in Aosta.
After the griffins rescued me from Zuangua. These farmers had lost their homes
to the windstorm. Passing troops had stolen what remained of their stores. No
doubt it seemed fitting to that lord and his army to do so, for he must supply
his own in order to fight." "So he must, but he will not eat the
next year if all those who farm for him die of starvation." One of the knots plaguing her stomach
relaxed. "I suppose that is only one tiny injustice among so many great
ones. Yet it makes me think of words Hathui once said: 'The Lord and Lady love
us all equally in Their hearts.' " "That being so," he murmured in reply,
"why did God make Wichman the son of a duchess and Fulk, who is in every
way his superior as a man, the son of a minor steward without rank or standing
except that which I give him? Why did I live when all my faithful Dragons
died?" "The church mothers have an answer to
all these questions, else we would fall endlessly into the Pit for
wondering." "What is their answer?" "I can quote chapter and verse, but
in the end, their answers are all the same: Humankind cannot know the mind of
God." "As dogs cannot know the mind of their master,
although they strive to be obedient?" She laughed. "I must acquire a pack of loyal
hounds, who will sit at my feet and growl at the faithless and remind me of how
untrustworthy courtiers can be. Poor things." "The dogs, or the courtiers?" "Do you remember my Eika dogs? What
awful creatures they were, not dogs at all, truly. Yet I miss them in one way.
I never had to guess their intentions. I could always trust them to go for my
throat if they thought I was weakening." She hesitated, and he felt the tension in
her and turned to kiss her cheek. "Say it. Do not fear me, so that you
think you must hold your tongue." "Very well, then. Must you be king?
With the dogs always circling around?" "I must," he said, taking no
offense at her question. 'Alas that my father is dead. I wish it were
otherwise." "He has other children." "They are not fit. Sapientia you
know. Theophanu is capable, but she is too reserved and hasn't gained the love
and support of those she would need to lead. Ekkehard is too
light-minded. Henry's children by Adelheid are too young, and anyway they will
receive little support in the north if Adelheid were to claim the Wendish
throne for them. They may hope to inherit Aosta if they have survived the
storm. Nay, let it be. Henry wished for this for many years. Now it has come to
pass. I am his obedient son." But because she lay so close against him,
she felt his tears. 4 SOON the Arethousan army, in retreat, began
to meet refugees on the road. As Hanna tramped along behind the wagon to which
her new guards had tied her, she studied the folk huddled at the side of the
track. Like most Arethousans, they were swarthy and short, with broad faces and
handsome, dark eyes. The women displayed a voluptuous beauty that fear
and poverty could not yet disguise. They carried bundles on their backs and
sniveling children in their arms. Some pushed handcarts piled with belongings.
Now and again she would see a man holding the halter of a donkey. More often a
family had two or three scrawny goats tied together on a single lead. Once she
saw a bloated corpse, but it wasn't obvious how the man had died. They stood silently as the army passed.
After a time she began to think they were like the mosaics seen in churches in
Darre, figures with kohl-lined eyes and magnificent robes frozen forever
against a backdrop of open woodland. Only once did she hear one speak. "I pray you, I'll do anything for a
piece of bread for me and my child." A skinny young woman clutched a
slack-eyed, emaciated child to her hip as she twitched her rump awkwardly to
attract the notice of the soldiers. Bysantius strode forward before any man
could step out of line. He slashed at her face with the quirt. She cried out
and retreated up the slope through dry grass that crackled around her. A man
emerged out of the woods from behind a stand of prickly juniper. He was tugging
up the drawers under his tunic as he sauntered back to join the rest, but
before he'd gone three steps a woman appeared. "You never gave me what you
promised!" she shouted. He didn't even look back. "I took
what you offered, whore!" Men sniggered, but glanced nervously
toward their sergeant. Bysantius stuck his quirt into his belt
and drew his knife before the soldier could step down onto the path. "Pay
her what you promised." The soldier—he was young and cocky—pulled
up short, eyeing the knife. "I've nothing to pay her. I eat what the rest
of us do, when it's
handed out at night. I've no coin, as you ought to know, Sergeant. I'm to be
paid with land." "Then you're a thief." The column staggered to a halt as soldiers
poked and pulled at each other, turning to see the confrontation. "Thieves are punished with death, by
the lord general's order. Any man who takes without permission is a
thief." "Here, here," said the man,
extracting a crust of bread from his sleeve, "no harm done." He
turned, tossed the bread at the woman, and hurried back into line, his face red
and the rest hooting at him. The woman scrabbled in the dirt and, scooping up
the crust, ran away into the woods. "Get on!" Bysantius added a few
curses, sheathed his knife, and strode up the line brandishing his quirt. Hanna, too, had stashed away a bit of her
last night's meal, nothing more than a bit of dry cheese, the last cut off a
round. She fished it out of her sleeve and hissed. "Tss! Here, you!" The young
woman with the child had been weeping, huddled on the hill. Hanna tossed the
cheese at her, but the wagon jerked forward and she stumbled to her knees and
then scrambled to get up before she was dragged, and by the time she got
herself stable again, she had lost sight of mother and child. She was, therefore, doubly hungry that
night, but as she ate the thin gruel out of the pot she couldn't regret what
she had done. "Mind you," said Sergeant
Bysantius, coming over to crouch beside her, "the infant will die a day
later rather than sooner. You're just prolonging her misery." "Perhaps not. You can't know what
will happen. Why are all these refugees on the road?" He scratched his neck. It was a mark of
the general's respect for the sergeant that he had been given command of the
rear guard, but the dry and dusty conditions, the constant kick of dust all day
long, had caused his skin to rash. "Nothing good, I'm thinking," he
said. "Nothing good." Years ago she, Liath, Hathui, Manfred, and
Wolfhere had ridden east into the rising sun, traveling toward Gent. On that
ride she had seen streams of refugees fleeing the Eika invasion. They had come
on carts and on foot, leading donkeys or carrying crates that confined
squawking chickens. They had hauled children and chests and sacks of withered
turnips or baskets filled with rye and barley. The road, damp with rain, had
churned to mud under the crush of so much traffic. Yet, despite their
desperation, those Wendish refugees had not had the despairing, hopeless look
of Arethousa's wretched, fled from what every man and woman in the army
referred to always and only as "the city." For days, stories passed up and down the
line, but in the end even these rumors and purported eyewitness accounts could
not prepare them for their first sight of "the splendid daughter of the
sea," the great capital city of the empire of Arethousa. Chained to the
wagon, Hanna could not see as the vanguard of the army reached a distant rise.
The entire unwieldy column staggered to a halt as the men in the front seized
up and the ones behind pushed forward to clamor for news. That news swept through them like wind.
She leaned against the wagon's tailgate with eyes closed and let the rush pour
over her. It was so good to rest. "... only the walls survived
..." "You're a fool to believe it. Have
you seen?" "Nay, but it's what they're all
saying!" "So did the refugees, poor cattle.
Doesn't mean they're right. A giant wave! Tssh! Let's go—" "Stay in line!" The sergeant's
quirt struck, variously, wagons, flesh, and the dirt. "Stay in line! Don't
break ranks!" She opened her eyes. The soldiers leaned
forward like hounds straining at their leashes, quivering, anxious, eager to
race forward. But they held their ranks. A rider in the red tabard that marked
the imperial scouts galloped back along the line of march and pulled up beside
Bysantius. "General Lord Alexandras desires your
attendance at a council," said the man. "I'm to command the rear
guard in your absence. He says to bring the Eagle." The rider looked around, seeking her, but
because days of dust had veiled her pale hair, he didn't mark her. He
dismounted instead and handed the reins to Bysantius, who smiled grimly and
shouted at the guards to unlock Hanna's leg irons. Her new guards were called Big Niko and
Little Niko by the other soldiers, although the two were the same height. They
were phlegmatic fellows who made up in attention to detail what they lacked in
conversation and wit. They untied her from the rope that tethered her to the
wagon, then unshackled her ankles. It felt strange to walk without the chafing
on her legs, without the weight, without the cubit's length of restriction clipping her stride.
Bysantius swung onto the horse, then extended a hand to help her up behind him. She disliked his closeness. He stank, but
no doubt she did as well. Given the conditions in which they had marched,
anyone would reek. That he didn't smell worse was remarkable. He was, without
question, a powerfully built man. She tried holding onto the cantle, but as
they started forward her awkward seat behind the saddle forced her to cling to
his belt. Her head, shoulders, and breasts pressed against his back.
Mercifully, he said nothing about the intimate nature of their position. He had
enough to do to press forward along the line with soldiers calling to him for
news at every step. Here, so close to the city, the way was broad, paved in the
center with wide, dusty lanes to either side for additional traffic. What
remained of forest sat far back from the road and then only to the south. North
was clear-cut, the sloping land studded here and there with clusters of sad
hovels now overrun with refugees. Folk stood in doorways, watching mutely as
the army passed. If they owned livestock, their animals were well hidden. She
heard not even one chicken's squawk or a goat's complaining bawl. Uncounted
fresh graves lay in ranks behind each village and along the roadside. The road led up a long incline and at
length they reached the height of the rise where Lady Eudokia and the general
had halted with their close companions. All faces were turned toward the east.
Besides the shifting of feet and the occasional protest of a horse held on too
tight a rein, there was no sound except for a soughing whisper that might be
the surf. Bysantius let out his breath all in a
hissed sound. He was rigid. His broad shoulders hid half the view, but by
craning her neck to peer past his back she saw a wash of cloudy sky that
blended into the glitter of a distant sea and, beyond it, the contours of
another land lying away across the narrow strait. Off to her right, slopes ran
down to a coastal plain and the sea, but the crowd to her left concealed the
sight they all stared at. "Sergeant Bysantius!" General
Lord Alexandras' voice cracked the silence. The sergeant started, shaken out of his
stupor. He turned parallel to the shore, and she saw everything. The land beyond was a jumble of muted
colors, a formless wilderness without trees or houses. The general waited just
where the road began to pitch and wind away down toward a peninsula jutting out
into the winter-gray sea waters. The promontory had a rounded gleam, ringed by pale stone
and paler spume where water rolled up against the shore. The rugged lines of
its heights and valleys con fused her, while at her back she heard
groans and tears from the folk gathered on the road. Many fell to their knees and beat
their hands on the ground. "What catastrophe has overcome
us?" said the general, his voice little more than a scrape. The curtains that screened the exalted
lady's litter from the sun and prying eyes had been thrown back so Lady Eudokia
could see the full sweep of the scene. Her lips were pressed tight, but she did
not weep. Beside her, her nephew picked at his nose as he whistled tunelessly
under his breath, scuffing his feet, knocking his knees together, and otherwise
behaving as though he wished they could get moving before he died of boredom. "Only sorcery could encompass so much
destruction," she said. "But see. The walls are intact." "In a manner of speaking." He
wiped tears from his face. "A man's heart is intact when his
beautiful mistress sends back the bracelets and baubles he has given her and
takes up with another man, but he is ruined nevertheless." "Men are slaves to their desires, it
is true. He is ruined, but he is not dead, and in time he will forget her. This
is a bad analogy, Lord General. Think rather—we must rebuild, because the one
who rebuilds will rule those who are grateful for the restoration of what was
lost." "Arethousa was not built in a day,
exalted lady." "No use waiting, then. We must
inventory what remains, and what manner of workforce we have at our disposal,
and what stores survive to feed our army and the people. If God is merciful,
this winter will be mild." "If God is merciful, there will be
rain, and the sun will emerge from behind these damned clouds! How can you not
weep?" "Tell me my tears will build a
palace, and I will weep. Let us build and plan our revenge, even if it is my
nephew's children who must lead our armies into war. We must act quickly in
case any of my cousin's partisans have escaped. We must take control of the
city while there are none to resist us." This time the general almost did break
down, but with an iron will he controlled his body, his expression, his voice,
and his entire being. "That is not a city. That is a ruin. Ai, God. My
dear wife." The words sparked connections in her mind.
What had bewildered her came clear. The peninsula was covered not by rocky
terrain and fallen stones but by a vast city so huge that she had not
recognized it for what it was. Its walls ringed the shoreline. Double walls
made a skirt across the headland. What splendor these ruins might once have
possessed she could only guess at. They were too big to comprehend, and the
extent of the destruction staggered her because it made no sense. She traced
the distant lines that marked the ground but could not measure palaces,
churches, houses, or stables in the jumble. From this distance she saw nothing
she could recognize as rooftops, no spectacular domes, only stair steps of
tumbled stone in heaps and mounds that she had at first mistaken for natural
formations. Surely this was an ancient ruin. Not even
the gale wind could have destroyed so much and on such a scale. It was
difficult to grasp, much less hold onto, their grief. It all seemed so remote,
no more than an idea they had all long clung to. "A wave drowned all, so we have been told," said Lady
Eudokia. "How can any wave be large enough to overwhelm the city? It must
have been some other thing, a spell perhaps, rising out of Jinna lands. Rising
off the sea." "Look there!" said Bysantius,
pointing. A gauzy mist was rising off the strait.
Wisps of fog wafted up out of the ruins as the breeze blew in off the sea. Fog
rose every place there was water. It seemed the ruins were awash, because the
mist thickened, poured upward, and advanced inland toward their position as a
wall of white like a towering wave off the sea. It swallowed the ground, the
view, the sky. "God save us," muttered
Bysantius, but he held his position. General Lord Alexandras drew his sword. "Leave off," snapped Lady
Eudokia. "Put me down, you fools. Bring me my chest. Let me see what I can
do to dispel this unnatural mist." No natural mist moved in such a manner.
Hanna twisted to look behind her. Men backed away, making signs against evil.
Her ears popped, and the few dogs remaining among the army began barking. As
the fog advanced on a strong wind off the sea, the beasts tucked tails between
legs and ran. Their fear, like a shower of arrows, struck throughout the ranks. "Hold fast!" cried the general. "Shit!" swore Bysantius. "You clumsy fools!" swore Lady
Eudokia, her voice cracking with anger as one of her eunuchs lost his grip on the chest and
it spilled to the ground. The fog swept in. Between one breath and
the next they drowned Not in water, but in a veil of concealment so thick that
she could no longer see the general or the exalted lady. Even the head of
Bysantius' horse swam in and out of view. A tinkling of bells teased her ears,
then faded. Once, years ago, in the custody of
Bulkezu, she had seen an opening and bolted, but he had caught her, of course.
Of course. Yet why be ruled by fear, as were those bawling and shouting around
her? She saw her chance. She pushed back over the mare's rump, slid
down, and landed as Bysantius called out sharply. "The prisoner! The Eagle!" She dared not run for the sea, not knowing
what had destroyed the city and what might still lurk under the waves or on the
far shore. She ran south instead, knocked into soldiers before she saw them,
shook loose and kept going before they realized what hit them. She tripped
once, three times, ten, but her bruised shins and aching elbows goaded her on.
This time she would escape. This time it would be different even if she died in
the wilderness or was hacked to death by angry Arethousan farmers. That thought gave her pause enough to come
panting to a halt, adrift in the fog with a sparse grove of trees around her,
gnarled and low like the ubiquitous olives. She heard the clamor of the army
behind her, surging as would the ocean in a storm as waves strike higher rocks
and disintegrate into spray. "Form ranks! Form ranks!" cried
Sergeant Bysantius, his voice ringing out of the fog. Yet she sensed no body
near to hers. That he sounded close was a trick of the weather. Maybe it wasn't so wise to wander alone,
chained, and foreign in a land so notoriously unforgiving to strangers. Beware
Arethousans, so went the saying. They were treacherous and deceiving, liars
and heretics. But they had fed her, and the sergeant and her guards had kept
her safe from those who would have been happy to assault her. She stumbled
forward until she lurched into a tree, and sagged there with leaves and twigs
tracing the contours of her back as she tried to catch her breath. The damp air
chilled her lungs. She heard a nagging chimelike sound, as though her ears were
ringing. As though her mind and heart were overwhelmed and dazzled. The choice
seemed impossible: give up her freedom and live, or run and die. "Hanna!" The voice startled her into action.
Despite knowing it was the wiser course, she could not sit quietly and be
recaptured. Not again. She bolted, and slammed right into a body, oversetting
him. 'Ah! Ow! I pray you, don't run, Hanna.
Come with me." That the words were Wendish was all that
stopped her from scrambling away into the fog. "Quickly." He grasped her arm
with surprising strength. She could barely see his face, yet sound carried well
in the fog by some trick of the wind. A horn belled. Men shouted, and she heard
Bysantius' voice raised above the rest. ". . . the Eagle. I'll cut off your
cocks myself if she escapes. . . ." "Come," said her rescuer.
"We must hurry. This way." "Brother Breschius? How can it
be?" "Run now, answers later. Quiet.
Easier for them to hear us than see us." He slipped his hand down her arm until he
held her wrist, then set off briskly into the forest with her stumbling behind.
She had so many questions she thought she might burst, but the speed of their
retreat and the single-minded intensity of his silence as he wove his way
through the fog-shrouded trees without ever smacking into one kept her silent.
Behind, she heard shouting and curses, the thrash of men cutting through
underbrush. A hazy flicker of light marked torches. "They're following us!" "Hush. Do not fear. Listen to what is
in your heart. If you do, you'll see the way as well as I do." What was in her heart right now was a yammering
like that of dogs racing after a terrified rabbit. Yet beneath the fear she
listened for the sound of her feet slapping the ground, echoed by Breschius'
surer tread and the constant singing of delicate bells. She listened for the
susurration of leaves as the wind blew the mist in from the distant shore. A
man's shout rose out of the background whispers, but faded as the frater took a
sudden right-hand shift in direction. She had lost track of where they were
going, knew only that they still jogged through the sparse forest she had
observed from the road as they had walked this day. It was prickly; every shrub
and tree stabbed at her. Thorns scraped her face, but they were softened by the
weight of the fog, whose passage was silent. Fog could not be heard, only seen
and tasted and smelled. Its clammy touch made her hands and face grow stiff
with cold. Her tongue tasted the brine of
the waters. Ghostly faces loomed out of the fog but
were swept away before they touched her. She fell into them. She saw with their
eyes what they had seen: The sea rises without warning and
inundates the coastlands and the shining city and its impregnable walls. A wall
of water rages through the strait, pouring through to reach the Heretic's Sea
beyond, but in the city that wave washes all the way into the hills before
dissipating and spilling back into the strait. As suddenly as the sea swelled,
it now empties until long stretches of shoreline are left bare to the sky,
revealing mud-slicked rocks and here and there the remains of boats and ships
foundered close to land. Indeed, a brave man—or a foolhardy one—cries out that he can walk
across to the far shore, and he sets out with walking staff and a bundle of
cheese and bread slung over his shoulder. Of those who have not already
drowned, and they are many because the first wave is not the deepest, some grab
up what possessions and children they can easily lay hands on and hasten for
the hills, but others forage through the flooded streets and down to the
glistening shoreline, seeking treasure. All those who had not fled drowned when
the second wave came, and then the third. Only afterward did the disturbance
subside. All along the coastal plain, remnants of
this flood tide pooled within the fallen ruins of the city and in hollows and
declivities in the land. No sun dried them out, and the earth was so saturated
by water that it could not drink all that had swamped it. It was from these
waters that the fog was called. Its essence could almost be tasted. What had
been left behind could be bound to the will of one trained in weather magic and
condensed by means of the sorcery she had learned from her teacher into a fog
that would bewilder her enemy, the ones who held her luck hostage. This
tempestari had sent her slave into the heart of the camp and bound him with
spells so no one would discover him. Now he followed the torch of her power
back to the place where she and her companions waited. On all sides the fog concealed the land,
but where Breschius walked, he walked as on a skein of silk teased out of the
fog, a silvery path that led around every obstacle and wove around the contours
of the landscape in a labyrinth that would confuse their pursuers. Hanna saw it
now as clearly as he did. She no longer stumbled. He let go of her wrist, and
together they settled into a swift walk which tired them less than running but
still moved them swiftly away from the army. She no longer heard shouts and calls but
once she heard a dog's booming bark; once she heard a horse neigh; once she heard
a woman's sobs. "How far—?" He raised a hand, and she stopped
speaking. A silver bracelet ornamented with tiny bells gleamed at his wrist. They walked what she judged to be about
the distance from her mother's inn to Count Harl's hunting cottage, where if
she left at dawn bearing a round of cheese destined for the count's table she
would get there soon after midday. He gave her a leather bottle filled with
sour-tasting water. She drank whenever her throat got too dry. The fog held
steady for a long while, but gradually it thinned until the landscape emerged
around them, insubstantial at first but gaining weight and texture. Up here in the hills, Arethousa was a
drier land by far than Heart's Rest. Wendar boasted lush forests grown thick
with undergrowth. The density of foliage washed a hundred hues of green across
the hillsides. Arethousa, by contrast, was a land of gold and brown. Even the
leaves had a dusty pallor and were often waxy or more like thorns than leaves.
The ground layer crackled beneath her feet where she stepped on straggling
vines and runners. The grass was brittle, and its chaff irritated her nose as
she kicked it up with each step. The tree cover was sparse. Often they
crossed out from under what passed for shade and into a meadow of pale grass or
spiny thornbush, where they caught such light as gleamed from the veiled
heavens. Once, pausing, she pointed toward a lightening in the cloud cover. "Do you think the sun is breaking
through?" she asked. "Hurry," he said. "We're
losing the thread as the fog dissipates. Come, Hanna." It seemed to her that the frater's vision
was more subtle than hers. Although mist drifted within the trees and in
patches across open ground, she had lost sight of the pulsing thread of light
that led them. Still, she was free, she was unharmed, and although she was
ravenous and light-headed, on the whole she felt content. It was an odd
feeling, really, one she had rarely experienced in the last several years. She
felt at ease and untroubled. At long last, it seemed, she was walking in the
right direction. He followed a defile down along stony
ground, whistling the familiar melody to the psalm "Do not hide Your face
from me in my time of trouble." An animal trail led through a grove of oak
trees, the only
oaks she had seen for many days. They emerged into a clearing protected by high
rock walls and cooled by the splash of a slender waterfall pouring off a cliff
face. A scrape sounded behind them, and she turned to see a sentry, unseen
until now, slip away into the trees back along the track. A campsite had been laid out around a pool
worn into the rock below the falls. Lean-tos woven out of branches and reeds
substituted for canvas tents. A fire burned under an overhang. There were two
dozen or more horses confined by a fence made of thorny bushes, and a score or
more people at work or rest in whatever shade they could find. She smelled meat
roasting. The scent so overpowered her—she hadn't eaten meat for months, and
nothing more than a portion of gruel for days—that she staggered as the pain of
hunger bit into her stomach. Breschius steadied her. Folk looked up, their
faces pale beneath a layer of grime. "Hanna!" They reached her before she registered
their identity. She was hugged and only then did she meet the gaze of Brother
Fortunatus over young Gerwita's dark head as the novice wept to see her.
Fortunatus smiled as Gerwita let Hanna go and stepped aside for Sister Rosvita
to come forward. "Hanna!" The cleric embraced
her. "God be praised. We feared that you were dead, but the witch told us
that you yet lived." "The Arethousans took me
prisoner," she said, astonished to find herself crying. "Oh, it is
good to see you, Sister Rosvita. Are all of you here?" "All of us, by the grace of God. And
one more—" She looked back over her shoulder to a woman sitting alone on a
rock beside the pool, as might an outcast. "That's Princess Sapiential" "So it is." 'Ai, God! What happened to her
retinue?" "We're not sure. She rarely speaks,
but it appears that King Geza divorced her and abandoned her." "Yes, yes, of course. I saw him speak
the words just before the Arethousans took me." "For your Eagle's Sight?"
Rosvita released her while the others clustered around, saying little but
smiling like fools. "For my Eagle's Sight," replied
Hanna bitterly. "Which has abandoned me rather like King Geza abandoned
Princess Sapientia. How came you here? Who are these others?" She scanned the vale. In the shadows to
the east she saw now a peculiar wagon built into a tiny house. Even veiled by
shadows its colors gleamed. It alone of every object she had glimpsed in the
last ten or twelve days was not coated with a layer of ashy dust. Either it had
been washed clean, or the dust could find no purchase there. Sorcery works in
strange ways. "It's Sorgatani!" Her tongue was dry. Her vision blurred,
and she swayed as the exhaustion brought on by their long walk combined with a
flash of anxiety to make her knees weak and her hands damp. She had yearned to
meet this mysterious stranger again and yet she feared to meet one who had laid
such a frightening obligation on Hanna's head. What did it mean to be the luck
of a Kerayit shaman? It seemed she was about to find out. 'As for the others," said Rosvita,
"there in that wagon resides the pagan sorcerer we are not allowed to see.
This troop of soldiers is led by Lady Bertha, who is Margrave Judith's second
daughter. They accompanied Prince Sanglant's wife to the shores of the Middle
Sea to combat the Holy Mother Anne. It seems they emerged from the crown into
the midst of Anne's camp and were set upon. In the battle, Liath was separated
from the others and lost. The rest escaped. They have wandered these lands
since the cataclysm, seeking news of Liath, if she yet lives." These words flowed past Hanna, who heard
little and comprehended less as she stared at the wagon and its bright
patterned walls, where lion and antelope and horse figures loped into an unseen
but understood vista beyond the sight of mortal kind, known only to those who
have walked between the worlds and mounted the pole of the world tree into the
heavens. The utterance of Liath's name acted as a hook and yanked her back to
herself, a fish floundering out of water. "Liath was here? What happened to
her?" "That you must ask the one you call
Sorgatani. Fewer than half of Lady Bertha's soldiers survived the battle. Come,
you are wanted." A powerfully built woman strode up. She
carried herself with the arrogance of noble birth, a thing so unconscious that
Hanna knew at once this soldierly-looking female must be Margrave Judith's
daughter. There was little resemblance between her and her mother, and even
less to her beautiful half brother. "This is the Eagle?" "I am Hanna, my lady. I serve the
Emperor Henry." "Emperor! Well, I hope his quest for
Taillefer's crown has served him well, but I fear he has only served the plots
and plans of those who ensorcelled him." "I fear so, my lady." She beckoned, and a pair of soldiers
showed Hanna to the stump of a tree hollowed and marked by ax blows, where an
armorer plied his trade mending armor. Lady Bertha followed them and watched
with interest as Hanna laid her chain across the log and leaned away,
grimacing, as the men took turns hammering at the links until one shattered. "You can manage with that for
now," said the lady. "Go on, then. Sorgatani is anxious to see
you." "Yes, my lady. How did you know how
to find me?" "Hanna," said Breschius. She followed him. Rather than leading her
first to the isolated wagon, he took her aside to the rim of the pool, where a
naturally stepped rock ledge gave access to the water just out of sight of the
main camp. "You must wash first," he said.
"You can't come into her presence so dirty as you are. I'll get clean
clothing for you." "Where will any of you have clean
clothing?" She gestured toward the camp. "It looks as rustic as the
hideout of bandits." "Wash," he said, and left her
there. She stripped and carried her filthy tunic
and leggings into the water with her. It was cold enough, God knew, and the
water more bracing than the chilly air, but nevertheless with her teeth
chattering and her eyes stinging she endured it and scrubbed her hair and scalp
with her fingers and rubbed down her skin as well as she could, crying and
laughing together because it hurt to get clean. The shackles on her wrists and
ankles had rubbed her skin raw in spots, but after the first sharp pain, the
ice of the water numbed her injuries. Breschius returned with a square of folded
cloth draped across his left forearm, held in place with his stump pressing it
down from above. He chimed when he walked. It seemed he wore anklet bells as
well as the belled bracelet. He placed the clothing on the rock and sat with
his back to her at the top of the stair-step ledge. His hair, cut short, was
clean, and his clothing had been washed and mended. Even his hand was not as
dirty as those of the soldiers she had seen working and loitering in camp. "Were you with Liath?" she
asked. "I was. Sorgatani, Lady Bertha, and
Her Highness Lady Liathano came from the uttermost east, passing through two
crowns until we came to the shore of the Middle Sea. There we met the forces of
the skopos. Many of our people were slain, but we escaped because . . . because
the lady called fire." The tremor in his voice gave her a sick
feeling in the pit of her stomach. When she said nothing, not sure what to say,
he went on. 'Although we were pursued, Sorgatani used
her weather magic to conceal us. So we escaped to these hills. Here we have
remained." "Where is Liath?" "Dead, perhaps. Living, perhaps. We
do not know." She heaved herself up onto the lowest
ledge, shaking and trembling. 'Ai, God, I pray she is not dead." "Sorgatani does not think so. She
believes she lives still, although we do not know where she is." "Is that why you stayed here? Seeking
her?" "No." She found a ragged but clean scrap of
linen on the top of the pile and rubbed off as much of the water as the cloth
could absorb. Despite the chill in the air, it was still warmer out of the
water than in it. He remained silent, back still turned, as she shook out a
silk robe that barely reached her knees although it had perhaps been meant for
a shorter, stouter woman. Certainly it was broad enough for her shoulders and
hips. It was a rich red, embroidered with golden dragons grappling with golden
phoenixes. "This is no Wendish tunic!" "These are the clothes that belonged
to one of her servants." "Her slaves? I will wear no slave's
robes, however rich they may appear!" "You are no slave, Hanna. You are
Sorgatani's luck. These are the only spare clothes we have until yours dry and
can be repaired." "What of the woman who wears
these?" "She is dead." "Then who serves Sorgatani? I know it
is said—what you told me once—ai, God! It seems so long ago! You told me that a
Kerayit shaman can be seen by no person except her blood kinfolk along her
mother's lineage, her slaves, her luck, and her pura, who is also her slave.
How came you by these garments?" She had found, now, a cloth belt and a
heavier wool tunic to throw over the silk underrobe. Beneath them came baggy
linen drawers dyed a soft purple. The soft
leather boots had to be fastened by garters to the
broad belt, which was studded with gold plates embossed with the heads of
griffins. "Both her slaves died in our flight,
alas, as did all nine of the Kerayit guardsmen who fought so that she might not
be captured. Without any to serve her, Sorgatani would have perished as well,
because of the geas laid upon her kind." "Then who serves her?" As quickly as she asked the question, she
knew the answer. He did not turn, or shift at all, but his shoulders tightened
and the angle of his head altered subtly and dangerously. "You became her pura?" she
asked, as shocked as she could be. He chuckled. "Certainly she is
beautiful, but alas, she made no such tempting offer. I accepted the chains
that make me her slave." "Do you not serve God, Brother? How
can you serve both God and an earthly master?" "Is it not a worthy service to save
the life of another, even if she is a heathen? So I do believe. If I did not
serve her, she would have died. No one else in Lady Bertha's troop was willing
to take on the duty. In any case, without Sorgatani's protection, we would have
been discovered and killed long ago, and we would not gain a steady supply of
meat to feed ourselves." 'Are you content, Brother?" "I am resigned, Hanna. God command me
to serve. I have discovered that I am often surprised by the unexpected nature
of that service." She could not interpret his tone, and
found that she did not want to think too hard about what he might have
sacrificed and what it might mean that she was about to meet a woman who had
claimed a relationship to her that Hanna did not remotely understand. "What
of Sister Rosvita and her companions? Did Sorgatani find them, too?" "In a manner of speaking. Following
your trail, we fell upon them hiding in the woods and so took them in." "Following my trail? That of the
Arethousan army?" "No, although truly it was not
difficult to follow the army's dust cloud as it marched. You are Sorgatani's
luck. Brought so close to you, how could she fail to know where you were? Thus
were you found, and rescued. Come, are you ready?" She sighed as she clasped her belt and smoothed
a hand over the bumps and ridges made by the embroidery. Such fine cloth would
only be worn by the most noble of princes, in the west, and yet the Kerayit
clothed their slaves in this finery. "Yes. As ready as I will ever
be." Her hair was tangled and she had no comb,
but it was cleaner than it had been before. Her stomach growled, and she willed
away a flash of dizziness as the wind shifted to spill the fat smell of meat
past them. "Leave your old clothing," he
said. "I'll see that it is cared for." "I thank you." She was aware of the camp as a scene
unfolding beyond her reach. When they reached the wagon, she mounted the steps
and touched the latch tentatively. "Go on," said Breschius gently.
"Don't set your foot on the threshold." She slid open the door and stepped over
the threshold, ducking so as not to hit her head. The Kerayit were either much
shorter than Wendish folk, or they disdained to waste space simply to
accommodate height. She stumbled as she entered the interior,
assaulted by its disproportion. The inside was larger than it had any right to
be. She felt dizzy, but the fit passed as she pushed the door closed behind her
and straightened up into a spacious, circular chamber richly furnished and
eerily quiet. It had a round, felt roof, although definitely the wagon had
conveyed no such thing on the outside. A central pole pierced the smoke hole,
and the heavens, seen through that hole, shone with a silvery sheen shot
through with flashes of light that might be distant lightning or sparks from a
nearby fire. "What manner of place is this?" "This is where I live, Hanna. Be
welcome here." Sorgatani stepped out from the shadows.
She was as beautiful as Hanna remembered from her dreams, if features molded so
differently from those known in Wendish lands could be called beautiful. Hanna
thought they could. She had not forgotten Bulkezu. Sorgatani's black hair was braided and
pinned up against her head, and she wore as a crown a net of delicate golden
chains that fell past her shoulders to brush her robe of golden silk. The
simple beauty of that fabric put the gaudy embroidery of Hanna's tunic to
shame, and she had a sudden uncomfortable insight that what had seemed a rich
garment to her inexperienced gaze might not be one in truth when compared to the
fineness of Sorgatani's garb. Hanna advanced cautiously to the central
pole. There Sorgatani met her and extended both hands, palms up and open. She
did not touch her. She kept a hand's breadth of distance between them, air that
felt alive to Hanna's skin, as if it had the same breath and soul that animated
all living things. "We are met after long apart,"
said the Kerayit woman. "My luck has been taken prisoner by others, but
now I have reclaimed you." "I am not your slave!" Sorgatani withdrew her hands. "Did I
say you were? I forget you do not know the customs of the Kerayit." "Forgive me. I do not mean to offend.
Yet I must ask—is it true you traveled with Liath? Is she alive? Where did you
first meet her?" "Far east, in the grasslands, we met.
I accompanied her because it was thought my sorcery could assist her, but it
proved not to be true." She sighed. "I liked her." That sigh, her expression, the slump of
her shoulders: all these touched Hanna in a way no other claim could have.
Impulsively she grasped Sorgatani's hands in hers. The other woman's hands were
callused and her grip, like Hanna's, was strong. "She is my friend, too.
If yours as well, then we are sisters, are we not? In friendship, at
least." Sorgatani's dark eyes widened, and her
mouth opened, but only a gasp came out. Hanna released her. "I beg
pardon." "No. None is needed. It is just—I am
not accustomed to being touched." "So Brother Breschius told me."
Compassion spilled like light. "It must be difficult, living so
alone." "It's true I am lonely, Hanna."
She smiled shyly. "When are you going to bring me my pura?" "Ai, God! I'm not sure I'm fit for such a duty!
There is much I do not know. I am the King's Eagle, but your luck as well. I do
not know what it means. A man cannot serve two masters." "You do not serve me! You are my
luck, that is all." Hanna set a palm to her forehead.
"I'm dizzy. Is there any place I may sit down?" She began to move to
the broad couch to the left of the door, but Sorgatani steered her to a similar
couch set on the right side of the door. "Women don't sit or sleep on that
side. Here." She seated her on an embroidered cushion, then clapped her
hands. The door slid open and Breschius entered,
carrying a tray in one hand which he balanced adroitly with his stump. It
contained a fine porcelain cup steaming with an aromatic brew and a bowl of
leek-and-venison stew. He placed the tray on the bed and retreated to the
opposite side, where he knelt on a layer of rugs. "Eat." Sorgatani busied herself
opening and shutting drawers in a tall chest standing beside the couch. At her
back rested a saddle set on a wooden tree,
decorated with silver ornaments and draped with a fine bridle. Hanna tried not to wolf down her food,
knowing it better to eat slowly to spare her stomach the shock of rich food.
The tea eased the cold, as did the cozy warmth in the chamber, which emanated
from a brazier. As she ate, she studied the furnishings: an altar containing a
golden cup, a mirror, a handbell, and a flask. The couch, more like a boxed-in
bed, behind Breschius was covered by a felt blanket displaying bright animals:
a golden phoenix, a silver griffin, a red deer. No familiar sights greeted her,
as would have been the case in any Wendish hall or house she'd had reason to
bide in when she rode her messages for King Henry. In the land of the Kerayit,
she was a stranger. "I saw you in dreams,
sometimes," she said at last, not knowing how to speak to one whose
language she ought not to know; not knowing how to interpret the many things
she saw that were unfamiliar to her. "I looked for you through fire, but
these many days I have not been able to see you, or anyone." Sorgatani turned. It was apparent she had
been waiting for Hanna to speak, thus showing she was finished eating. "Your Eagle's Sight, do you
mean?" Sorgatani looked over at Breschius. The net that covered her hair
chimed in an echo of his anklets and bracelet. Her earrings swayed, a dozen
tiny silver fish swarming on the tide of her movement. "Liath spoke of
this gift. She taught me its rudiments." "She taught you!" "Is it meant to be hoarded only to
your chieftain's messengers?" "So I always understood." "Yet who taught them? Have you ever
asked yourself that? And why?" "Why were we taught? So that we might
see and speak across distances, and thus communicate with each other and with
the regnant. In this way the regnant gains strength." "For what purpose? Nay, do not answer
that question. All chieftains wish to be strong so they can vanquish those who
stand against them. Yet before I learned to see through fire, I learned about
the nature of the heavens and the mysteries of the crowns. For all my life I
have been able to perceive beyond the veil of the world the gateway which we
here in the middle world see as a burning stone. In its flames those with sight
can see across long distances, and some can even hear and speak words. The Holy
One, whose knowledge is ancient and terrible, can glimpse past and
future." "So it was when we crossed through
the crowns! I saw down many passageways!" "Just so." Breschius fetched the tray and went out. When he was gone, Sorgatani sat down on
the bed beside Hanna and leaned closer to her. She smelled of a heavy,
attractive musk, stronger than lavender. "But hear me, Hanna. For all my
life, the burning stone was like a beacon. Yet when the Ashioi returned, its
light faded. I can barely touch it, or sense it, barely see it. It's as if I
have gone blind." "Blind?" Sorgatani's scent distracted
Hanna badly. She found it hard to think. "I think Eagles trained themselves to
see through the many gateways of the burning stone, although they did not know
what they were doing. It flared so brightly that many could see through its
passages." "Do you think it was destroyed in the
wake of the cataclysm?" Sorgatani shook her head. "The
burning stone is not an artifact of the great weaving. In ancient days, so it
is told, the Holy One had the power to see and speak through the gateway. That
was before the great weaving was set on the looms. But only she had the power
to call the gate into being, so it is told. The great weaving fed the power of
the burning stone because Earth and heavens were joined by the thread of the
Ashioi land, cast out into the aether. Now, that thread is severed." "So we are blind. What do we do
now?" "That is what you and I must
decide." Hanna winced. "Do you really think
Liath survived?" she asked, not wanting to trust to hope. Sorgatani glanced toward the pura's bed. A
blanket was folded on the chest at the foot of the bed, but no one slept there.
"Liath was alive up to the moment of the cataclysm. She was captured by
the one called Anne, whom we fought. We would all have been killed, but Lady
Bertha—a fine warrior!—broke us out of that camp. Afterward, my brave Kerayit
raided their camp under cover of a fog I had raised, but they found no trace of
her. So we waited nearby, concealed by my arts, because I felt that she was not
dead but only biding her time. So she was. When that night came, when the Crown
of Stars crowned the heavens, she brought to life rivers of molten fire out of
the deep earth. We fled, because otherwise we would have died as did all of
Anne's tribe. Every one of them. If Liath survived the deluge of fire, I do not
know." For a long time Hanna was silenced by the
force of Sorgatani's tale. At last, she spoke. "Why did you stay here in this
country?" "I stayed to find you, Hanna. I
waited at my teacher's side long enough while you suffered under the Quman beast's
whip. I would not allow it to happen again. I knew you were alive. When we
found the holy women and their companions, we marked the trail of those who had
taken you. So, here we are. What do we do now?" Hanna let it go, at last, and sagged
forward. Sorgatani caught her, and she lay her head against the Kerayit woman's
silk-clad shoulder and rested there most comfortably. "I want to go
home," she whispered. "But what will you do now?" "I will go where my luck leads me, of
course." She whistled sharply, a sound that made Hanna cover her right
ear, which was nearest to Sorgatani's lips. The door slid open. Breschius appeared,
his figure limned by the fading light behind him. "Let Lady Bertha know that tomorrow
we turn our path north. We will cross the mountains and travel west to
Wendar." He vanished as he closed the door. After a pause, Sorgatani asked: "What
will we find in Wendar? What manner of place is it?" "It will be as strange to you as this
wagon is to me," she said, half laughing, half crying, and completely
exhausted, too tired, indeed, to stand and seek out a place to rest. "As
for what we will find there, I don't know. I think the world has changed
utterly. I have seen such destruction that at first it made no sense to me. A
vast city flattened as with a giant's hand. Refugees on the roads, many of them
starving. Clouds of dust everywhere. How much worse may it be elsewhere? What
if there is worse yet to come? I must seek out the regnant of Wendar, whoever
that is now, and give my report. That I must do first. Afterward—" 'Afterward" was too vast a landscape
to survey. VIII THE PHOENIX
1 THE estate Ivar and Erkanwulf rode into
looked very different from Ivar's father's manor and compound. It had no
significant palisade, only a set of corrals to keep livestock in and predators
from the forest out, and there was a wooden tower set on a hillock just off the
road to serve as a refuge in times of trouble. An enclosure surrounded a score
of fruit trees. Several withered gardens lay in winter's sleep, protected by
fences to keep out rabbits and other vermin. Four boys came running from the
distant trees, each one holding a crude bow. Dogs barked. A barefoot child
seated in the branches of one of the fruit trees stared at them but said no
word. A trio of men loitering beside an empty byre greeted them with nods. In Heart's Rest the village had grown up
around a commons, and in addition lay a morning's walk from Count Harl's
isolated manor. Here, in Varre, houses straggled along the road like disorderly
soldiers. Fields stretched out in stripes behind them until they were overtaken
by woods. A tiny church had been built where the path they rode crossed with a
broad wagon track. The house of worship was ringed by a cemetery, itself
disturbed by a dozen recently dug graves. Wattle-and-daub huts with roofs low to the ground
lay scattered hither and yon, but Erkanwulf led them to the grandest house in
the village, a two-storied stone house standing under the shadow of the
three-storied wooden tower. "Who lives here?" Ivar asked,
admiring this massive stone structure and the single story addition built out
behind it. There were also three sheds and a dozen leafless fruit trees. "My mother." Before they reached the stone house, the
church bell rang twice. Ivar looked back to see that two of the men who had
greeted them beside the byre had vanished. "She's chatelaine for the steward
here, my lord," Erkanwulf added. "It was the steward who asked
Captain Ulric to take me into the militia. They're cousins twice removed on
their mother's side." It was cold, and even though it was near
midday, the light had the faded glamour of late afternoon. They hadn't seen the
sun for weeks, not since many days before the night of the great storm and
their rescue by the villagers who lived deep within the Bretwald. A woman came out of the farthest shed. Her
hair was covered by a blue scarf and her hands were full of uncombed wool.
"Erkanwulf!" She turned and fled back into the shed. As though her
cry had woken the village, a stream of folk emerged from every hovel and out of
sheds and fields to converge on the stone house. It was a prosperous village. Ivar held his
mount on a tight rein, preferring not to dismount in case there was trouble. He
counted fully twoscore folk ranging in age from toddling babies to one old
crone who supported her hobbling steps on a walking stick. There were older
men, and lads, but no young men at all, not one. Erkanwulf dismounted and tied his horse to
a post before running down the path and into the arms of a fair-haired girl of
perhaps sixteen or seventeen years of age. He grabbed her, spun her around, and
kissed her on the cheek. Hand in hand they walked swiftly back to the stone
house. His mother came out of the shed with her hands empty and a grim look in
her eyes. "Who is this?" cried the girl,
breaking free of Erkanwulf's grip and walking boldly right up to Ivar's horse.
She had no fear of the animal. She rummaged in the pocket tied to her dress and
pulled out a wizened apple, which was delicately accepted by the beast. "Too high for the likes of you,"
said Erkanwulf with a snort. "Unless you're wanting a noble bastard to
bring to your wedding bed." "You!" said the girl with a roll
of her eyes. She grinned at Ivar. She was plump, healthy, very attractive, and
well aware of her charms. 'And a monk besides," Erkanwulf
added. 'As if that ever stopped a man!" She
laughed. She had lovely blue eyes, deep enough to drown in, as the poets would
say, and she fixed that gaze on Ivar so hard that he blushed. "Hush, you, Daughter," said
Erkanwulf's mother. "Don't embarrass me before this holy man. I beg your
pardon, Your Excellency." "No offense taken," Ivar said
awkwardly. The mother swung her gaze from the one to
the other. It was difficult to say who blanched more, the sister or the
brother. "What are you doing here, Erkanwulf? There came the lady's riders
looking for you last autumn. We had a good deal of trouble because of your
disobedience. Best you have a good reason for bringing her wrath down on
us." "What trouble?" He looked around
the circle of villagers gathered and saw that their mood was sour, not
welcoming. When she did not answer, he said, "We
can trust this man. I swear to you on my father's grave." She held up a hand and folded down one
digit for each offense. "Steward was taken back to Autun with both her son
and daughter, as hostage for our good behavior. Bruno and Fritho were whipped
for protesting. Your brother and four cousins took to the woods and hide there
still, like common bandits, because the lady's riders said they'd hold them as
hostage against your return. Goodwife Margaret's two grandsons were led off God
know where, although they said they meant to make them grooms in the lady's
stables." The crone bobbed her head vigorously. "How is Margaret to
plow her fields now? You best make a good accounting for yourself, Son, for as
bad as all that is," and now she folded in her thumb, and shook a fist at
him, "we lost also our entire store of salted venison meant to husband us
through to spring. They took it as tax, a fine levied against your desertion.
New year is coming. Our stores grow thin. Much of what remains is rotting. What
with this cold weather, too much rain all winter, and no sun for these many
weeks, I fear more trouble to come. What do you say?" "He came at my order," said
Ivar, "and in the service of Biscop Constance." Folk murmured. Some drew the circle at
their breast while others made the sign to avert the evil eye. "She's dead, may God have mercy on
her," said Erkanwulf's mother. "She's not dead but living in a
monastery they call Queen's Grave." "That's what they said. That she was
interred in Queen's Grave." "It's a place, not a graveyard,"
he said patiently, seeing that the villagers had lost a bit of the suspicion
that closed their features. "It's a convent. She's alive. Lady Sabella
deposed her, although she had no legal right to do so since Biscop Constance
was given her place as both biscop and duke by the regnant himself." "King Henry is Wendish," said
one of the men who had greeted them so suspiciously by the byre. 'As is the
biscop. At least Lady Sabella is daughter of the old Varren royal family on her
mother's side." "She's a heretic," said
Erkanwulf's mother. "Our deacon was taken away because she wouldn't
profess." "Was she? Has the truth come so far
as out here to this place?" demanded Ivar. "He's a heretic, too," observed
Erkanwulf dryly, indicating Ivar. "Hush, you," said his mother
before turning her attention back to Ivar. "It's true enough, Your
Excellency. The lady came riding by on her progress one fine day last
spring." "It was summer," interrupted
Erkanwulf's sister. "I recall it because the borage was blooming and it
was the same color as his eyes." "Tssh! Hush, girl! We heard enough
about all that back then. I beg pardon, Your Excellency. My children will
rattle on. The lady prayed with us, and said if we professed the Redemption
she'd send us salt and spices in the autumn. But none came. Because of your disobedience,
Erkanwulf!" "Still," said her daughter, with
a dreamy smile, "I liked listening to what the lady's cleric had to
say." "Because of his blue eyes!" said
the old crone with a wheezy laugh. 'Ah, to be young!" "I am surrounded by fools!"
cried the chatelaine, but even her expression softened as she allowed herself a
moment's recollection. "Yet it's true he was the handsomest man I've ever
seen. More like an angel than a man, truly. And so soft-spoken, with a sorrow
in his heart. Why, his good counsel softened even old Marius' heart and he
patched up his ancient quarrel with his cousin William that they'd been nursing
for twenty years." "That was a miracle!" observed
the crone wryly. 'And he was handsome! Whsst!" "You're the fools!" cried
Erkanwulf, for whom this recital had become, evidently and all at once, too
much to bear. "There can only be one young lord fitting that description,
and he's no cleric. He's the lady's kept man, her concubine. She beds him every
night, and parades him during the day like a holy saint wanting only a shower
of light to transport him up to the Chamber of Light!" "You're just jealous because Nan
wouldn't roll you!" retorted his angry sister. 'At least she doesn't bed every man who
comes asking!" Everyone began talking at once, as many
laughing as scolding, but his mother walked right over to him and slapped him.
"You'll speak no such disrespectful words, young pup! Nor have you
explained yourself yet! Steward put herself out for you because she liked you
and thought well of you. Now look where it's gotten her! Speak up! The rest of
you shut your mouths and listen!" No captain could have controlled his
unruly band of soldiers more efficiently. They quieted, coughed, crossed arms,
shushed children, scuffed feet in the dirt, and waited for Erkanwulf to start. Ivar forestalled him by raising a hand.
"I'll speak." "Begging your pardon," said the
chatelaine hastily, as he'd known she would. He was a churchman, but in
addition he sat mounted on a fine horse, and carried a sword. "I escaped from Queen's Grave with
the aid of Erkanwulf, here, and his captain." "Hush!" muttered Erkanwulf.
"I won't have him getting in trouble." "He'll be in trouble soon
enough," said Ivar "What trouble?" demanded the
chatelaine. 'Are you speaking of Captain Ulric? He's a good man, local to these
parts. I want you to make no trouble for him." "You'll make no trouble for him if
you'll bide quietly once we've left and say no word of our passing. We rode to
Princess Theophanu—" "That's one of the Wendish
royals," said one of the old fellows wisely, and gained a clout on the
backside from the crone. "Hush, you! Let the brother
speak!" "Do you live better under the rule of
Lady Sabella than you did under Biscop Constance?" he asked them. One by one they frowned and considered
until the chatelaine said, grudgingly, "Biscop Constance ruled fairly. If
she promised a thing, then it was delivered. The lady's companions take what
they wish when they want and tax us according to how the fit takes them." "Who rules in Wendar and Varre?"
he asked. "Sabella's daughter rules in
Varre," they agreed, "together with her husband, the Wayland duke,
the one with burned skin. Conrad the Black." "You'd accept the rule of Lady Tallia
over that of the rightful regnant, King Henry?" "What kind of kinship does Henry hold
to us? It's his elder sister Sabella who is born out of the Varren royal house.
Not Henry. He was born to a Wendish mother, nothing to do with us. He never
came here anyway. Once or twice to Autun. That's all. It's nothing to do with
us." "I don't like that heresy," said
the chatelaine. Several others murmured agreement. "The story of the Redemption sounded
fair enough to me," said Erkanwulf's sister, then flushed. 'And not just
because of that cleric." "This one is a heretic, too, so 'Wulf
says," replied the crone. "So what's to choose between them? Is all
the royals heretics now?" "No, not all of them," said Ivar
reluctantly, seeing by their expressions that he could not win this battle
using his careful arguments. They were not Wendish. He was. In a way, he had
already lost. "I'd stand up for Duke Conrad,"
said the old man. "He's of good blood even with that foreign creature that
gave birth to him, but the old duke, Conrad the Elder, was his father. Nay, I
say enough with the Wendish. Let them plough their own fields and leave ours to
us who are born out of Varren soil." "So be it," said Ivar.
"Come, Erkanwulf. We'd best ride now, while we've still light." He
turned his attention to the chatelaine, who made no gesture to encourage them
to stay. "I pray you, give us a loaf and cheese. If all goes well, and you
aid us by keeping silence, we'll rid you of the Wendish now biding on Varren
earth." "What did you mean, back there?"
Erkanwulf demanded as they rode out not long after. He was surly, having argued
again with his sister and gotten only a perfunctory kiss from his mother.
" 'Rid Varren soil of those from Wendar.' I thought we meant to aid Biscop
Constance! I can't help that those fools back there don't see her for what she
is—a finer steward by far than Lady Sabella!" "No use arguing with them. They can't
help us anyway. In truth, if many of you Varrens feel the same way, then we
must act quickly. I thought there might be many who hated
Lady Sabella's rule. Those villagers by Queen's Grave were willing enough to
help us." "They have to feed and house the
guards. At least two girls from that village was abused by the guards, if the
story I heard is true. The folk there have no reason to love Lady Sabella. But
as for others—what is one regnant to them, compared to another? They pay tithes
either way, and live at the mercy of the weather and bandits and wolves and
what measure of taxes the stewards take on behalf of the nobles each
year." "Surely they must have seen that
Biscop Constance was a fair ruler?" Erkanwulf shrugged. "How many winters
did she rule in Autun? The local folk know only that some Wendish noble was set
in place by the Wendish king. We Varrens have no reason to love the Wendish, my
lord. That's an old grudge, for sure." "Yet you and your captain and his men
were willing to aid Biscop Constance in getting a messenger out." "We took her measure, my lord, when
we served her in Autun. We know her for what she is. But there's war in Salia
now. Our borders are at risk. Captain Ulric may no longer be barracked in
Autun. He may have been sent southwest to fight. Or he may refuse to help us
now. Maybe he's done as much as he's willing to do to aid Biscop Constance. I
don't know. Duke Conrad is fair to soldiers. He's a good man to fight
for." "Surely you know Captain Ulric well
enough to know what's in his mind! He sent you to aid me, after all." "We've been gone for months. Things
have changed." They rode in silence for a while along the
path that cut through woods. Ash and sycamore swayed softly among oak and beech
and hornbeam. It was cloudy, as always these days, and cold and dry. The rains
of last autumn had evidently poured all their moisture into the earth in the
space of a month or so of incessant rain. Over the winter there had been little
snow, although the clouds never lifted, and in time the roads had dried enough
for Ivar and Erkanwulf to set off again from their refuge in the Bretwald. "I didn't like leaving," said
Erkanwulf after a while. "What? Your village? They didn't
treat you very nicely." "Nay, not them. You see why I left!
No, I liked that steading in the Bretwald. They were good, decent, kind people.
That's the kind of place I'd like to settle down, not that I'm likely to." "What do you mean? Settle in
Bretwald?" Erkanwulf was about the same age as Ivar,
not as tall, and lanky in the way of a young man who never quite got enough
food as he could eat growing up. He was tough—Ivar knew that—but he shrugged
like a man defeated. "If I leave Captain Ulric's company, I'll have to go
back to my village and let my mother make a marriage for me. Who else would
have me? I'd be an outlaw if I left the place I'm bound to by birth." "They took in strangers in the
Bretwald." "That's true. Refugees from Gent. I
liked it there, with no lord holding a sword over their head and telling them
what to do." "Until bandits realize how wide that
road is, and attack them who have no lord to defend them." "They'd need more hands, then,
wouldn't they? A man who had some experience fighting would be of use to
them." Erkanwulf brooded as they moved through the woods. No birds sang.
Except for the murmuring wind and the soft fall of their horses' hooves, there
was no sound at all. The quiet made Ivar nervous. He hadn't felt quite right
since that terrible night when wind and rain had battered them and killed
Erkanwulf's horse. They had commandeered the old nag Erkanwulf rode from a
village whose name Ivar had already forgotten. Those folk hadn't greeted them
kindly, but they'd offered them shelter and given up the old mare in exchange
for some of Princess Theophanu's coin. Those villagers didn't love the Wendish
either, and with King Henry gone so long from his usual progress around the
countryside, they saw no reason not to turn their hearts toward the old stories
of Varren queens and kings who had once ruled these lands without any Wendish
overlord telling them what to do. A long time ago, so it seemed, he had been
young and thoughtless. He smiled, thinking back on it. Perhaps not so long ago.
But so much had happened. He had been thrown headlong into a world whose
contours were more complicated than he had ever imagined as the neglected
youngest child of the old count up in Heart's Rest. "For all I know, my father is dead by
now, and my brother Gero become count in his place." Erkanwulf glanced at him, his expression
unreadable. "What has that to do with us? My lord?" "Nay, nothing. I just thought of it.
I just thought how the world is changed, as you said yourself. Not just because
of that storm or Biscop Constance's imprisonment, or any of those things, but
because I left my father's estate and journeyed farther than I ever expected to
go. I can't be that youth that 1 once was. When I think of how I was then ... I
don't know. It's just different now. We've chosen our path. We can't go
back." "Huh. True enough words." "What do you think we'll find in
Autun?" Ivar asked. Erkanwulf only sighed. "I hope we
find what we're looking for. Whatever that may be." 2 IT snowed the morning they crossed the
river on the ferry and moved into a straggle of woodland near the southern gate
of Autun. They stumbled over two corpses half hidden under branches and mostly
decomposed. Skulls leered at them, so they moved on. In the ruins of an old cottage
abandoned among the trees, they stabled the horses with fodder and water, tying
their thread-worn blankets over the animals' backs. After that, they trudged
overland to the city walls. No pristine stretches of fresh white snow blanketed
the fields. It was all a muddy gray. They passed several clusters of huts and
cottages, shutters closed and doors shut against the cold. No one was about.
Once they heard a goat's bleat; once a child's weary wailing dogged them before
fading into the distance. Erkanwulf led them first along the river
and thence to a postern gate. They approached cautiously, hoods cast up over
their faces. Ivar hung back as Erkanwulf strode forward to confront the two men
hanging about on guard. A conversation ensued; he knew them. After
a moment he beckoned Ivar forward and without further conversation they were
hustled past the gates and into the alleys of the city. Autun was a vast
metropolis; Sigfrid had told him that perhaps ten thousand people lived there,
cheek by jowl, but Ivar wasn't sure he believed it. That was an awful lot of
people, too many to comprehend. Even Prince Bayan and Princess Sapientia's
combined armies hadn't numbered more than ten or fifteen centuries of soldiers
in addition to auxiliaries and militia. On this late winter afternoon, few braved
the streets. In one square a trio of beggars huddled by a public fountain,
hands and faces wrapped in rags to protect themselves from the bitter cold. The
tiny child's face was thin from hunger, and he scooted forward on his rump,
like a cripple without use of his legs, to catch the copper coin Ivar tossed to
them. "Bless you, Brother!" the mother
croaked, surprised. "Where the phoenix flies, there is
hope of salvation," he said to her. Her face lit. "Truth rises with the
phoenix!" she answered triumphantly. "Bless you! Bless you!" Unnerved, he hurried after Erkanwulf, who
had not waited. "We're trying to come in
quietly," scolded the young soldier when Ivar caught up to him.
"Don't leave a trail." "They were hungry." "Everyone is hungry! A coin will gain
them bread today, if there's any to be had, but nothing tomorrow." "God enjoin us to ease suffering
where we can. What is that she said about the phoenix?" "Hush." They hurried across a broader avenue and
stood in the narrow alley waiting for a score of mounted soldiers wearing the
stallion of Wayland to pass before they scurried through the sludge to a narrow
path between two-storied wood houses. The walls tilted awkwardly, shadowing
their path, and the shadows made it almost as dim as twilight as they
sidestepped refuse left lying in the cracked mud. Because it was cold, it did
not stink, but it would, when spring brought warm weather. "I'll never get used to cities,"
muttered Ivar. "It's not so bad," said
Erkanwulf. "A man's freer here, where he can get rid of his past.
And safer too, inside walls." "Only if those who are guarding you
are trustworthy." His companion chuckled. "True enough.
Wait here." He left Ivar. The side street debouched into a square at
whose center stood a post where men could be tied for whipping. Beyond that lay
the barracks; Ivar recognized them from his brief visit to Autun two years
back. It was getting dark in truth. An aura of red lined the western sky, what
he could discern of it beyond buildings and in the shadow of the clouds.
Erkanwulf's cloaked figure skulking at the barracks door, and vanishing inside,
was rather like that of the shades they'd encountered in the forest that awful
night last autumn. Ivar shuddered and wrapped his cloak more tightly around his
torso as the chill of night crept into his bones. He'd been cold for a long
time, and when he stood still he felt it most of all. No one moved in the deserted square. Now
and again dogs barked. Wheels squeaked as a wagon passed down a distant street.
Someone coughed, and a moment later a man came out of a house, stopped to look
at Ivar, and strode away past the barracks, soon lost as night concealed his
tracks. With so many people crammed all into one small space, surely there
should be more noise, like the pastures and fields and compound of his father's
estate which had always been busy with coming and going except in the worst
winter and spring storms. He shivered and stamped his feet. They had
agreed that if Erkanwulf was gone too long, then Ivar would retreat back to the
cottage in the woods, but just as he was beginning to get really anxious the
side door to the barracks cracked open and a figure slipped out and hurried
across to him. Ivar groped for his short sword and began to draw it, but
relaxed as Erkanwulf trotted up, breath steaming. "Come on! Captain's here, off duty,
and willing to hear us out. Hurry!" They ran across the square and were
ushered into a lamplit room at the end of the barracks hall where Captain Ulric
slept and ate. The captain was sitting on a bench beside two of his sergeants,
all three picking at the remains of a chicken. Ivar's eyes watered, but he forced himself
to look at the captain instead, trying desperately to ignore the trickle of
moist juices. He was so hungry. "I didn't expect to see you again,
Brother Ivar," said the captain, although his tone wasn't unfriendly. He
meant what he said. "With your help, Captain, we were
able to reach Princess Theophanu." "So Erkanwulf led me to understand.
What news?" "None. Her Highness sorrows to hear
of her aunt's plight, but she has no army and no treasury and cannot act
against Lady Sabella and Duke Conrad. She offered us coin, fresh horses, good
cloaks, and such weapons as we might use to defend ourselves, but nothing more
than that. She bides in Osterburg at the seat of the duchy of Saony. That is
all." "The Wendish king, the first Henry,
was duke of Saony before he became king." Ulric pushed the chicken away
but paused with a hand on the wooden platter as he caught the desperation of
Ivar's gaze. "You two look hungry." He shoved the carcass toward them, then
engaged his sergeants in conversation while the two young men stripped every
last scrap of meat and fat from the bones. Ale was brought, and the cup
refilled after they had drained it. That, and the warmth and smoky draft from
the lamps, made Ivar so tired that he forgot his rehearsed arguments. "Do you mean to support Biscop
Constance, or not?" he demanded. "If you do, I have a plan that may
allow us to free her. If not, then I pray you will let me go my way without
hindering me, and let Erkanwulf remain here with no punishment. He's been a
loyal soldier." "Oh, I know it," said Ulric
without looking at Erkanwulf, but Erkanwulf grinned at hearing those words and
his shoulders lifted as he self-consciously rubbed the dirty stubble of a beard
grown along his jaw. "But if you free Biscop Constance, what then? She has
no loyal soldiers and no treasury. She is in no wise different than her niece
in Saony. Better she remain safe in Queen's Grave. If she escapes, Lady Sabella
will hunt her down and this time kill her." "We must move quickly. I will need
your help, horses, provisions, men to escort us. A special seat built onto a
saddle so that the biscop can ride, because she is crippled." "If all this comes to pass, then
what?" "We will ride to Wendar, to the town
of Kassel. That way, Lady Sabella holds no noble Wendish hostage in Varre. Once
the biscop reaches the duchy of Fesse, she can choose herself whether to ride
to Osterburg." Ulric was a cautious man. They both spoke
in low voices. His sergeants, cool, stalwart men who spoke no word but only
listened, sat so still and alert that a mouse could not have crept through that
tiny chamber without being caught. Ivar wasn't sure whether they were listening
to the conversation or listening for sounds from outside, in the barracks where
the last conversations of men making ready for rest played out, and out of
doors beyond the single closed shutter. "A large guard protects the palisade and gates enclosing
Queen's Grave. How are they to be suborned?" "Not at all. They will believe they
are only following Lady Sabella's orders." For the first time, Ulric looked
surprised. One of the sergeants rolled his eyes and tapped a foot thrice
on the ground, as though impatient with this nonsense. "Nay, hear me out." Ivar hadn't
known how passionate he had become about this idea over the last few weeks. He
had a debt to pay twice over, and perhaps, if he were honest, he could admit
that it was as much for himself as for the biscop that he wanted so badly to
succeed. "I know someone in Sabella's retinue. I hope to persuade him to
steal what we need." Once Captain Ulric had heard the whole
thing, he sat for a while in thought with his bearded chin propped on a hand,
then stood. "Very well. I'll give you cover until dawn. After that, you
must leave Autun, and Arconia, and never come back. Or, at the least, never be
caught. If you come into my custody, I will be forced to treat you as a
criminal and hand you over to Lady Sabella. I can assure you, she will not be
merciful." 3 IN the end he needed no particular
disguise, only a cap drawn down over his head to cover his red hair. Any lowly
servant could be found wearing such a thing to keep his ears warm in this cold
winter weather. His robes, although cut for riding, were dirty and patched
enough to pass as those of a laboring man, and the months of labor at Queen's
Grave had given his chapped hands something of the look of those of a man born
and bred to labor. He was hidden in plain sight with his gaze cast down and a
slump in his shoulders to minimize his height; the sons of noble houses had a
tendency to grow tall. Count Harl had always noted this with a certain
arrogance, sure of God's favor manifest in the straight limbs and handsome
faces of his children, but after so long on the road Ivar had begun to think it
was more likely that he had simply gone hungry less often as a child than folk
like Erkanwulf and frail Sigfrid. Captain Ulric had friends among the
servants. One of these, an amiable woman with dark hair and pale blue eyes,
took him with her when she made her evening rounds carrying buckets of coal to
fill the braziers in the lady's suite. He staggered under a pole laid over his
shoulders as she weighted it down with two full buckets on either side, their
handles hooked into notches cut into the wood. A cover hid the hot coals, but heat radiated
off the bronze buckets, warming him. "Come along," she said,
"but say nothing." She carried only the empty buckets, tongs, and
shovel, so he was sweating and his legs shaking by the time they climbed the
steps that led up to the old palace, once the imperial winter residence of
Emperor Taillefer. They passed by the broad porch of the
famous octagonal chapel where lay the emperor's tomb. A pair of bored guards
stood on watch, chatting as they chafed hands and stamped feet to keep warm. "Yes, the lad would have been whipped
to death, I'm thinking, and all for a loaf of bread, but the lord cleric
intervened and got him sent to the church as a servant instead. Hoo! That was a
stroke of fortune." "Or God's work done through man's
hands." "Truth rises with the phoenix! Here,
now, did you hear about—" "Come!" whispered his guide,
seeing how Ivar had slowed to listen. He hurried after her. The central palace, built all of wood, was
an echoing hall and terrifically cold within, but they passed through to a
separate wing where the lady and her personal retainers made their home. Like
Count Harl, but unlike her brother the regnant, Sabella had planted herself in
one place and traveled only brief circuits of the countryside when the mood
took her or a pocket of discontent needed quelling. Beyond the smaller audience chamber lay a
series of rooms that housed her attendants and clerics. They passed through the
tiny room set aside for her schola, dark and empty now. The sloped writing
desks were veiled by shadows, and chests and cabinets sealed tight against vermin.
Beyond that lay a handsome chapel, lit at this hour by a dozen lamps molded
into the shape of guivres. Quietly, they set down the buckets next to a trio of
braziers. A woman knelt on cold stone although there were carpets aplenty to
cushion her knees. Her wheat-colored hair was braided back from her face and
covered with a mesh of gold wire threaded with pearls, held in place with a
golden coronet. Because her back was to them, Ivar could not see her face, but
he did not need to see her face. He had stared at her back, at her profile, at
her pale, drawn features through that hole in the fence in Qyedlinhame often
enough that he would know her anywhere and instantly. It wasn't only her rich
burgundy underrobe and fur-lined overtunic that betrayed her as a woman of
highest station. It wasn't only the heavy golden torque shackling her slender
neck that announced her royal status. He recognized as well that particular way
she had of clasping her hands, perfected in those days when it had hurt her to
press her palms together because of the weeping sores, her stigmata, the mark
of her holiness and the sign of the Lady's favor. The ones she had inflicted
herself, by digging at her skin with a nail, so Hathumod claimed. If Tallia had been lying about the sores,
then was it possible she had lied about the heresy as well? What if the phoenix
was a lie? Nay, God had sent Tallia to test their
faith. She was the flawed vessel that leaked God's word but could never hold
it. They had seen the truth when the phoenix rose and healed Sigfrid. She prayed all in a rush, words crammed
together. "Let them be chaff in the wind. Let their path be dark and precipitous. Let the unworthy fall to their deaths. They hid a net to trap me. They dug a pit to swallow me. Let that net trap them, and the pit
swallow them!" Meanwhile, Johanna, the servant,
transferred ash into the empty buckets and hot coals into the braziers. 'Are we done?" asked a childish
voice. "Do not disturb me!" Tallia
exploded. Leaning back, she exposed a small child kneeling on bare floor in a
position that had, previously, concealed her existence from Ivar. She cracked
the little girl across the cheek, her own expression suffused with rage. By the
movement of her body under her robes, it was obvious she was hugely pregnant.
"How many times have I told you!" "I don't want to pray so many times.
Papa said—" "You'll fall into the Abyss with the
others! You'll do as I say, Berengaria!" The girl had pinched, unattractive
features. Her skin was blotchy, neither dark nor pale, and she seemed all
mismatched somehow, nose too small, lips too large, nothing quite right on her.
Her sullen expression only exaggerated her sour looks. "Must you make so much noise!"
cried the lady, turning to glare at Ivar and Johanna. 'Aren't you finished yet,
bumbling around like cattle?" "Yes, my lady. I pray pardon, Your
Highness," said Johanna in a mild voice. "But I am always taken by the holy whisper
of God when I pause here. It's as if I hear Her voice, whenever you pray." Tallia's expression softened, although she
still had a tight grip on her daughter's tiny wrist. The child whimpered as the
princess frowned. "That's right. I've seen you before. I remember you.
What is your name?" "I'm called Johanna, Your Highness.
After the discipla who was martyred in such a cruel way, yet loving God and
professing Her worship and Her Unity, now and forever." Horribly, that fervid gaze turned on Ivar,
and he ducked his head but not before seeing how her eyes narrowed and a
cunning, frightened look came to her face. "Who is this, then? He looks
familiar, but I don't know ..." "He's my cousin from the countryside,
Your Highness, come new to town. He was here some months back helping out but
had to go back to aid his ill mother, who passed up to the Chamber of Light
after many months of agonizing sickness, may God grant her peace now that she
is well shut of the world." Johanna was a babbler, and it was obvious she
had learned long since how to lie to avoid the lady's ill temper. Ivar kept his shoulders bowed and his face
cast down, hoping Tallia would not recognize him. "Does he believe in the Redemption?
I'll have no servant toiling in my house who is a heretic!" "Oh, he believes, indeed, Your
Highness!" "He must say so himself! He must!
People lie to me. They say they're dead and then they're alive again. They say
I will rule, but then they keep the reins in their own hands. They babble about
the phoenix, when the phoenix doesn't matter, and only because of his handsome
face and pretty ways—" Into this tirade clattered the duke,
emerging out of a different door with an older and extremely handsome daughter
in tow. He was dressed for riding, as was the girl, and he slapped his gloves
against his thigh to announce his arrival. Tallia ceased speaking as though he had
struck her. "Where's Berry?" he roared. The girl shrieked, leaped away from her
mother, and pelted across the floor to throw herself into her father's arms. In
that instant, her face was transformed. "I wanted to go! I wanted to
go!" she cried. "For the sake of God and peace,
Tallia, you told me she was too sick to go riding!" "She is ill in her soul, my
lord," she said, shuddering, a hand on her belly. "Too sick! Puling and moping will
kill her, not keep her healthy! Do you want her to die as did the two
others?" "You can't talk to me like
this!" The older girl, just broaching puberty,
rolled her eyes in a way that reminded Ivar strikingly of the sergeant with
Captain Ulric. Indeed, she had a martial stance that suggested she trained and
rode and knew how to handle weapons. "I told you," repeated Conrad.
"I told you to let the child have done with all this praying. That's what
clerics are for. Twice a day is enough. She needs exercise and a good
appetite." Tallia was white with anger, but the
little girl held onto her father with an unshakable grip. "Let me stay with you, Papa. Let me
stay with you!" "Of course you'll stay with me, as
you should." "I hate you!" Tallia whispered. He laughed. "That's not what you said
last time you came crawling to my bed." Tallia sobbed, then cast a glance of pure
loathing at the older daughter and throttled her own tears. Johanna tugged at Ivar's sleeve.
"Let's go." He set his neck under the yoke and lifted
the buckets. He sidled sideways through the door and trudged after Johanna as
they walked down a corridor that ended in a set of double doors. "It's like poison," she said in
a low voice. "Most of the time, thank the Lady, they stay in Wayland where
they belong, but Lady Sabella will have her daughter in Autun to give birth
with her own midwives attending." "Why? Hasn't Wayland any
midwives?" "It's agreed between them. If the
young queen gives birth to a boy, Lady Sabella gets him to raise. If a girl,
naturally, the duke takes her. The last two died before they were weaned. Only
the eldest has survived so long, and her not yet seen five summers." "Lady Tallia doesn't want to raise
her own sons?" Johanna paused before the doors with a
hand on one latch. "Lady Tallia has no say in any decision, for all that
she's the last descendant of the royal house of Varre and they call her queen.
She's a frightened, petty, mean-hearted creature. For all that, I do pity her,
caught between the stallion and the guivre." She flicked a glance at the
closed door, as if she could be heard by listening ears. "Have a care, Brother Ivar. The
stallion is hot-tempered and hotheaded yet honest in its passions and will kick
and bite to protect its fillies. It's the guivre's cold glare that will kill
you." She lifted the latch and opened the door
for him to slide through, careful as he balanced the pole on his shoulders so
that the buckets would not clang against the walls. In this fine chamber a middle-aged man
with attractive features strummed a lute and sang a cheerful song about the fox
that devoured the chickens despite the farmer's efforts to hold it at bay.
Tapestries covered the walls, and a dozen or more lamps, fearsome guivres with
flame spouting from their eye sockets, gave light to the pleasant company
collected around Lady Sabella. Her hair was half gone to gray, but she seemed
otherwise vigorous and alert as she reclined on a couch and chatted with a
circle of companions: several noblewomen, two men in cleric's robes, and a
blond man who sat with his back to Ivar. Two stewards waited beside the hearth
next to a table laden with platters of meat and bowls of sweets and fruits,
lightly picked over but otherwise ignored. They watched for any sign or gesture
from their mistress. One marked the entry of the two servants and nodded at
them briskly, a signal to get on with their work. A third cleric sat at a writing desk,
intent on his calligraphy, head bowed and pen scratching easily on parchment.
Ivar skipped over him and fixed his gaze on the back of the blond man seated
beside Sabella. There was something wrong about his shoulders. They were too
broad, and his hands, when he gestured, were as wide as paddles, the hands of a
man comfortable wielding a great sword with little thought for its weight and
the thickness of the pommel. Definitely not Baldwin. "Hsst!" Johanna nudged Ivar
toward the brazier placed beside the writing desk. Obviously Sabella kept Baldwin
sequestered. Perhaps after they had replenished the coals in this chamber, they
would move on to the noble duchess' most intimate inner chambers. He set down the buckets and looked up into
the confounded gaze of the cleric who had, until an instant before, been so
busy writing that his face had been concealed. Writing! His fingers were stained with smudges of
ink. The parchment was virgin; no one had written on it before. Ivar had just enough
experience of the cloister to know that the knife had seen little use in scraping away mistakes,
although half the page was covered with flowing, handsome letters. The cleric's pale skin flushed pink, and a
single tear trembled at the lower rim of his right eye. Snapping his mouth
shut, he fixed his gaze back on his quill, checked the tip, dipped it in ink,
and set back to work. The letters poured out of his hand fluidly, fluently. He
wasn't even copying from an exemplar, but writing from memory. Even the masters at Quedlinhame, who had
spoiled him because of his handsome face and pliant manners, had agreed that
Baldwin was too stupid to learn to read and write beyond the simplest
colloquies meant to teach ten year olds. Johanna appeared at Ivar's elbow, nudging
his foot. He winced, and aided her as she stoked up this brazier and moved on
to the rest placed around the chamber to warm Lady Sabella and her entourage
where they lounged at their ease. "As dreary as this winter has been,
at least the Eika have not raided," the blond warrior was saying. "Nay, Amalfred, all last year they
confined their raids to Salia," remarked one of the women. "Easy
pickings there." "If Salia falls, then why not strike
at us?" he retorted. "We shall see. The merchants say it's
too early to sail yet, that the tides and winds aren't favorable. They say some
kind of enchantment has troubled the seas. We'll be safe if the winds keep the
Eika from our shores." "Perhaps." Lady Sabella's gaze
flicked incuriously over the two servants as they went about their task in
silence. She glanced toward the cleric, who was bent again over his writing. Ivar could not interpret the way her lips
flattened into a thin line that might betoken suppressed passion, or disgust.
The two emotions were, perhaps, related, he supposed as he kept his face canted
away from her. He had himself swung wildly between those feelings, back in the
days when restraint had been the least of his concerns, when he and Baldwin had
run away with Prince Ekkehard and his companions. Right now, however, he was as
flushed and out of breath as if he'd been running. Who could have thought he
had missed Baldwin so very dearly? "Perhaps?" asked the warrior. He
was a man boasting perhaps thirty years. He spoke with the accent of the west
and was most likely a border lord. "Pray enlighten us with your wisdom,
Your Highness." "Perhaps," she repeated, her
gaze sliding smoothly away from Baldwin, as if he were of no account. "The Eika are
not all that threaten us, although it is true they raided all along the Salian
shore last summer and autumn. According to reports." "My lands are overrun with
Salians," said one of the women. "With our stores low, their presence
threatens us," answered Sabella. "We must act in concert to drive
them back to their homes." "What of those who accept the
truth?" asked the lord. "The heresy of the Translatus is still
accepted by the apostate clergy in Salia. If the refugees who have accepted the
truth return home, they will be executed." "Then their blood will be on the
hands of their masters. God will judge. But the winter has been cold. Our
stores are low. Strange portents trouble us. Nothing has been the same since
that terrible storm that struck last autumn. I have refugees of my own from within
my duchy to feed. I cannot feed Salians as well. Let the Eika conquer them—and
feed them! To the fishes, if necessary." "Ha! They say there are people in the
sea who eat human flesh." "They say some in the west who are
starving eat human flesh, Lord Amalfred," observed Sabella. "Brixians, perhaps. They're the only
Salians who would degrade themselves in such a way." "My lord," said one of the
clerics sternly, "if such folk are starving, then God enjoins us to give
them aid and compassion." "Well," continued Amalfred
boldly, "if Lady Sabella grants me those stores, then I can feed my
restless soldiers who mutter about rebellion." "I pray you, Your Highness,"
said Baldwin without looking up from his writing desk. How pleasing his voice
was, compared to the coarser voices of Sabella's companions. "Those
rations of grain are meant to go to the poor in Autun, Your Highness. There are
so many who haven't enough to eat." "The poor of Autun cannot aid
me," said Sabella, "but Lord Amalfred's hungry soldiers can fight to
protect the Varren borderlands." 'And gain a little territory in Salia for
themselves," added one of her companions. Sabella laughed, but she looked again,
frowning, at the pair of servants. "Haven't you done? What slow pair of
fools has been foisted on me now? What are your names?" "I pray you, Your Highness,"
said Baldwin sweetly without looking up from his writing desk. "I have
forgotten again whether it is the monastery of Firsebarg or that of Felden
which desires a new abbot to rule over them, now that their lord father has
been absent so long." "Firsebarg, Baldwin! Why won't you
attend the first time I tell you these My sister Rotrudis' useless whelp,
Reginar, has gone missing since last year. Must I remember everything for
you?" Johanna tugged on Ivar's sleeve, and he
hastily followed her out of the chamber by a side door. They came into a narrow
courtyard abutting the wall. "Wait here a moment, I pray
you," Johanna said, indicating he should set down the buckets. "I
must use the necessary. Then we'll get on with our work." She had lit a taper from one of the
braziers and by its light slipped into one of the closed stalls built out from
the wall. Up here on the height it was cold and the
wind bit hard. He blew on his hands and stared about him, but there wasn't much
to see. A pair of torches lit a distant gate. He could not see the town below
but felt the expanse of air. All other souls slept. Only Lady Sabella had
riches enough to burn oil at night. He stared at the door, and at last it
creaked open and creaked shut. A light appeared, and a pale head loomed before
him. Without speaking, he grabbed the cap that covered Ivar's head and ripped
it off, then held the lamp close to see the color of his hair. With a muttered
oath more like a moan than words, he grabbed Ivar's left hand first, released
it, and grasped the right one. There winked the lapis lazuli ring, gleaming in
lamplight. He shut his beautiful eyes and his legs
gave out as he sank onto the stone in an attitude of prayer. His hands shook,
and Ivar pulled the lamp from his grasp before he dropped it. 'Ai, God. How can it be? You were dead. I
saw you myself. I touched you. I pressed that ring onto your cold hand. You
were dead." "It was a ruse, Baldwin. I am sorry
you had to suffer, not knowing the truth." He set down the lamp and,
hesitantly, placed a hand on Baldwin's shoulder. "I was never dead, only
drugged. I escaped from Queen's Grave to take a message to Princess
Theophanu." Baldwin surged up and embraced Ivar
tightly, bursting into tears. Ivar was at first too choked up to speak,
but he understood how little time they had. "Surely your absence will be
noted." "Yes, yes," murmured Baldwin
into his shoulder. "I came out to use the necessarium, but she'll wonder
and suspect. She keeps me prisoner. You can't imagine how awful she is, always
watching me." "You saved our lives." "I know." He said the words not
with anger or accusation, but simply because they were the truth. He released Ivar, then grasped his hands
in his own and stared keenly at him. There was a look in Baldwin's handsome
face that had never been there before, but Ivar could not identify what it was.
The light from the lamp, shining up from below, highlighted the perfect curve
of his cheekbones and lent sparks to his lovely eyes. The midnight blue of his
robes blended into the night, making him appear almost as an apparition, not a
real human being at all. He had lost none of his unfortunate beauty. "Why are you here, Ivar? I knew you
wouldn't abandon me." "Will you escape with me,
tonight?" "Yes." "I need one thing." "What?" "Parchment, ink and quill, Lady
Sabella's ducal seal, and a person who can write in the manner of her schola.
We'll need a letter to the guard at Queen's Grave, an order to release Biscop
Constance and her retinue." "I can get those things by
midnight," said Baldwin. "Even the seal?" "Even the seal. I can write whatever
you want." "I saw that—I saw—Baldwin, how did
you learn to write so well? Can you read now, too?" He grimaced, hearing
how he sounded, but Baldwin neither smiled nor frowned. "She doesn't like it when I pray and
act the cleric," he said softly. "It reminds her of her daughter, so
it gives her a disgust of me. That's why I prayed so much, and practiced my
letters so hard. Once I learned, I found I was good at it. Everyone says I have
a beautiful hand for letters. They all praise me. I know every word in every
capitulary and cartulary that comes out of her schola. I have the seal of
Arconia, Ivar. I am the seal. That's what she calls me. See?" From the folds of his robe he pulled a
small object tied to his belt. Ivar fondled it, feeling the ridges and
depressions of a tiny carving impressed into stone. He hadn't enough light to read
its features, but it felt like the sigil of a prince by which that prince set
her approval and authority onto every letter and document that left her schola. "I'll come as soon as all have gone
to their beds. She won't want me tonight because she's in her blood. Meet me at
the river gate. We'll need horses." "That's taken care of, Baldwin. But
if you can slip away so easily, why haven't you done so before?" "Why would I? What have I to live
for, if I am alone? Here, I had some hope of finding a way to free the others.
I saw them." His voice trembled at the edge of tears. "I saw them in
Queen's Grave, but we were never allowed to speak. I must go." He released Ivar's hand, gave him a last,
searching look, took the lamp, and hurried back inside. The door shut. Ivar simply stood there, dumbfounded. His
thoughts were all tumbled. He gasped in a breath that was also a cry. "Hoo!" Johanna came up beside
him so quietly that Ivar hissed in surprise. "That one! Some say he's a
saint." "A saint?" He was flushed, and trembling, and, truth to
tell, a little irritated. Since when did Baldwin tell him what to do
with so much cool assurance? "He's so even tempered, despite the
way she treats him." "Does she abuse him?" "She's got a bad temper. She despises
those she has no respect for, and treats them worse. She hates herself for
loving his beauty so much. Duke Conrad's the better prince. All know that. But
Lord Baldwin slips food to the starving and a kind word to the weary, behind
her back. No natural person can be so beautiful. That's why he must be favored
by God. Now, come. We've one more chamber, and then I'm to take you back to the
barracks." He pulled his cap back over his hair and
followed her. His thoughts rolled all over each other in a confusing jumble
that he just could not sort out. Nor had he managed it when at last Johanna
delivered him to Captain Ulric and he gave his report to the captain and his
companions. "Very well," said Ulric, who
like most experienced military men knew how to act quickly. "Erkanwulf,
you'll ride south with the cleric after he has delivered the seal and the
order." "Won't he ride to Queen's Grave with
me?" asked Ivar. "She'll be after him. He'll have to
lead her on a chase while we rescue Biscop Constance. If they escape, they'll
meet up with us later. If that meets with your approval, my lord." When they had escaped the Quman, the
others had looked to Ivar to lead them, but here it was different: he could
only follow as the captain told him what they were going to do and only
afterward asked permission as a courtesy, given the difference in their ranks. Yet there was hope. He agreed to
everything Captain Ulric said. Quietly and in shadows, the war band left
their barracks by ones and twos. Slowly, the stables were emptied out. Ivar
walked with Erkanwulf through deserted streets with a taper to light their way,
leading four horses whose hooves clopped hollowly on the pavement of stone. They waited for hours and hours at the
river gate although, in truth, it wasn't longer than it would take to sing the
morning mass. The gurgle of the river serenaded them. The wind brought the
smell of refuse. It was otherwise silent and dark. He could barely distinguish
the walls of Autun behind him where he stood huddling at their base on the
broad strand between gate and river's edge. A score of boats had been drawn up
onto the shore. The wharves were farther downstream, by the northern gate. A
rat scuttled into the wavering, smoky light given off by the taper, froze, and
vanished when Erkanwulf threw a knife at it. The blade stuck in the ground, and
he leaned down to pull it free. "Where are the others?" Ivar
asked. "Most of them will remain behind to
join the force that hunts for us. They'll join us later. A dozen men wait for
you past the ferry. Here is Captain Ulric." The captain emerged from the river gate,
spoke tersely and in a low voice with the pair of guards who had let them all
through, and stepped back to allow Baldwin to pass through. Baldwin paused with
a hand half raised in the air, as if touching something he had not seen for
years. He turned, searching, and found Ivar. "They say I'm to ride south, so that
she'll follow me and not suspect what's happening. Is that right?" "That's right, Baldwin. That's the
plan. She'll follow the light that shines brightest to her." Baldwin reached into his sleeve and
withdrew a rolled parchment bound with leather. "Here it is. A letter calling
for the biscop's release and stating that as long as she departs Varre and
never returns she is free to go, otherwise her life is forfeit. I thought it
was most believable done that way. She's not merciful." He offered it. Hand shaking, Ivar took it
from him. He was hot and cold at once. Words had abandoned him. He tugged the
lapis lazuli ring off his finger and pressed it into Baldwin's warm palm. Baldwin slipped the ring onto his own
finger, held Ivar's gaze a moment longer, and turned to the captain. "I'm
ready." "Erkanwulf will guide you," said
the captain. The pair moved away into the night,
although the taper's light was visible for an interminable interval as they made their
way up the strand. The parchment Ivar held paralyzed him.
That quickly, Baldwin was gone, torn from him again. And anyway, he was so
unaccustomed to succeeding that it seemed impossible he just had. "I'll ride with you to the
ferry," said the captain. "Sergeant Hugo will accompany you to
Queen's Grave. The rest of us will meet you as soon as we can on the road to
Kassel. Go then. Go with God. May She watch over you." Only later, after he had crossed the river
and felt its swirl and spray against his face, did he realize that Captain
Ulric had spoken those last words without a trace of self-consciousness. May She watch over you. In Autun, at any rate, belief in the
Redemption had triumphed, and he had to wonder: was it Lady Tallia's example,
or Baldwin's, that had won the most converts? 4 WITH his hair concealed under a dirty coif
and a boiled leather helmet on his head, Ivar stood among the dozen soldiers
who acted as his cover and watched as Sergeant Hugo delivered the false order
to Captain Tammus. "Being sent into exile?"
demanded the scarred captain after the deacon who presided over the camp's
chapel read the missive out loud. "I just does as I'm told," said
Sergeant Hugo with a shrug. "Still, there's troubles along the Salian
borders worse these days than ever. I hear tell of famine. Lady Sabella needs
all her troops for other business. Best to be rid of them. They can starve in
Wendar as well as here." "Easier to kill them." Tammus
had a way of squinting that made his scars twist and pucker. He was an
evil-looking man, with a vile temper to match, but he wasn't stupid. Ivar was
careful to keep his head lowered. Tammus might remember his face. There had
been only three young men interred in Queen's Grave, and his "death" had been so very public and
unexpected and dramatic. His hands felt clammy. Despite the chill, he was
sweating. "No orders about killing," said
Hugo without expression. "We're to escort them to the border with Fesse
and let them go on their own. That's all I know." Tammus grunted. He took the parchment from
the deacon and sniffed at the seal, then licked it, spat, and handed it back to
the woman. "It is genuine," said the
deacon, sure of her ground but hesitant as she eyed him fearfully. She had,
Ivar saw, a fading bruise on her right cheek. "The seal is that of the
duchess, which she keeps on her person. The calligraphy is in an exceptionally
fine hand. I recognize it from other letters she has sent this past year." He wiped his nose with the back of his
hand as he surveyed the dozen men-at-arms waiting beside horses, two carts, and
a dozen donkeys and mules. They had tracked down Captain Tammus easily enough
in the camp that lay outside the palisade. His was the largest house, two whole
rooms, and the only one whose walls were freshly whitewashed. The camp looked
unkempt and half deserted. Mud slopped the pathways. Ivar heard no clucking of
chickens, although the guardsmen had once held a significant flock, taxed out
of the nearby villages. Bored and surly-looking soldiers had gathered, but
there were only a dozen of them, of whom half scratched at rashes blistering
their faces and two limped. They looked to be no match for Hugo's troop, who
were healthier and had, in addition, a strength of purpose that lent iron to
their resolve. Why did we not think to do this sooner? It was a foolish thought. Until his
escape, no one in Queen's Grave had opportunity to speak freely to those
outside. "You have until nightfall,"
Tammus growled at last. Hugo hesitated, as if to argue, but did
not. He snapped his fingers, and his men mounted and rode briskly to the gates,
which were opened at Tammus' order. After they rode through, the gates were
shoved shut behind them. "Something's wrong," said Ivar. He dismounted. The bare ground, covered
with a sheen of ice, crackled beneath his boots as he walked forward. He knew
this landscape well enough. He had had many months to learn its contours. He
had lost track of the time since he had escaped, but it had been nine or ten
months, early summer then and the end of winter now. In that time the tidy
gardens, fields, and orchards had gone untended, so it appeared. Worst, a dozen
new graves marked the cemetery plot north of the infirmary. He recognized them
because of the heaps of earth, yet not one bore a wooden Circle staked into the
ground or a crude headstone. It was deadly quiet. Not a soul stirred,
not even come to see what the noise was or to investigate the whickering of
horses and the sound of armed men. He dropped his reins and ran for the
compound, past the abandoned sheep pasture and the wildly overgrown bramble
where once goats had feasted. The front door was stuck, canted sideways because
of broken hinges. He yanked it open, grunting and swearing and crying, and
tumbled into the vacant entry hall, sprinted, shouting, into the biscop's
audience chamber, but it, too, lay empty. Even her writing desk was gone. He
bolted out into the courtyard. Sister Bona's grave lay bare, untended except
for a dandelion. Abandoned. Were they all dead? But if so, wouldn't
Captain Tammus have known? Or had he simply ceased to care? "Ivar?" He spun, hearing that gentle voice but
seeing no one. "Hathumod? Ai, God!" He was weeping with frustration
and fear. "Where are you? Where is everyone?" Forever ago, or so it seemed because it
was a moment he preferred not to recall, pretty young Sister Bona had crawled
out of the courtyard past a loose board. It jiggled now, and he grabbed it and
wrenched it to one side, then cursed, because he'd gotten a splinter deep in
his palm. Hathumod's face blinked at him out of the
shadows. "What are you doing in
there?" he demanded. "Ivar! Oh, Ivar." She was
weeping. "I thought you were dead." "I pray you, Hathumod. Come out! What
are you doing in there?" She shoved the loose board aside and
clambered out. Once, she would have been too stout to squeeze through, but she
was so thin now that it hurt to look at her, all skin stretched over knobby
bones. She had lost that rabbity look, although her protruding front teeth
stood out more starkly than ever with no plump cheeks to give harmony to her
features. "We have stores hidden in here that
we don't want the guards to know about." "Where is everyone?" "We had to retreat to the amphitheater,
at the head of the valley. It was too dangerous to stay here." "Why?" She stared at him as if he had said
something particularly stupid. "Because of the sickness, of course!"
Her lips quivered. She burst into tears. "So many dead we couldn't bury
them decently. And we were all feared we would die, too." "Who still lives? What of Sigfrid and
Ermanrich? What of the biscop?" "Th-they live. Th-they aren't the
ones. . . . It's been so awful." She tried to gulp down her sobs. She
rubbed angrily at her face, but she could not stop crying. His intense relief
at discovering that some still lived made him furious. "Take me to them! We have only until
nightfall." "F-for what?" "To free you." She wailed, bawling. He grabbed her shoulders and shook her.
"Hathumod! We must go quickly!" "I—if only you'd come last autumn.
Half our number are dead." "Hurry!" He grabbed her wrist and she followed him
meekly outside. Hugo's men had fanned out to explore the compound, but Ivar
called them back. "There are stores hidden behind a
loose board in the courtyard. Get those, and abandon the rest. There was a
terrible sickness here. The demons who cause it might still be lurking.
Sergeant, stay here and make ready. Half your men and the mounts come with
us." They rode down the path that led past the
vegetable garden and the grain fields. Hathumod wept, unable to stop herself. "Who feeds them?" asked one of
the soldiers. "Ground's not been broken up or even ploughed." "The guards are feared to come
in," Hathumod sobbed, "on account of the sickness." They had built a pair of huts within the
hollow of the amphitheater, protected somewhat by the high ridgeline. Four
scrawny goats grazed in brambles at the limit of their tethers. Six sheep mowed
the amphitheater slope; none had lambed or were even pregnant. Ivar did not see
the community's ram. The monastics had heard the sound of
horses and were waiting, clustered around the seated biscop. Like the others,
Constance had grown thin, and thinness made her look old, frail, and weary. No more than a dozen huddled
fearfully with the forest at their back. Ivar recognized Sigfrid's impossibly
petite form at once, but Ermanrich seemed to be missing. Nay, that was him
standing next to Sigfrid, only he was shrunken in girth, a stick looking none
the healthier for having lost his energetic stoutness. His face was pale and
his chin scumbled with a half grown beard, but it was his features that lit
first. "Ivar! It's Ivar! I knew he would
come back!" He hobbled forward; something was wrong with his right foot,
and as soon as Ivar dismounted he flung his arms around him in a warm embrace. "No time." Ivar pushed him away.
He gauged the heavens and the shifting light that marked the waning afternoon.
"We must leave now, while we have the chance. We have an order, sealed by
Lady Sabella's seal and thereby binding. You are exiled from Varre, free to go
as long as you cross into Wendar and do not return." Some wept, but Biscop Constance in her
calm way asked the first, and only, question. "Who has written this false
command, knowing themselves a rebel against Lady Sabella? Such an act is
treason, punishable by death. Was it one of the clerics I trained? I thought
them all exiled from her court." "It was Baldwin." "Baldwin!" cried Ermanrich. "Baldwin can't write," objected
Hathumod from behind him. "That is enough," said
Constance. "I will need assistance. I cannot ride." Ivar nodded. "We have a cart and two mules
to draw it. We have mounts for everyone. How are there so few left?" "There are three out in the woods
gathering," said Constance, "but it is true we are few in number.
Sister Nanthild was first to die of the illness. It struck after the night of
the wind. We lost half our number. It is only since we left the compound and
came to live here that the deaths have ceased. I believe that the well is
poisoned. You see how weak we are. If you had not come, Brother Ivar, I fear we
would all have perished by summer from starvation. The guards refused to cross
the gate or even bring us baskets of grain. The ram died, and the only pregnant
ewe miscarried. We have not seen the sun for so many months we have forgotten
what it feels like to enjoy its brilliant lamp. Plants cannot flourish without
sun. Likewise, rainfall is erratic. God is angry, so I am convinced." "We must hurry." He did not like
to think that it might all be for naught, that he might rescue them and yet still fail. The
world had so changed that he no longer recognized it. Like a cloudy day, it had
gone all shadowed and dim. "Let us go." The three gone into the woods to forage
were found. The rest had to bundle up their valuable possessions, to fold them
into saddlebags and cloth sacks and or toss them into the back of the second
cart or over the withers of their mules: blankets, cloaks, tunics, weed hooks,
shovels, sickles, and scythes as well as awls, knives, kitchen implements, and
a salt cellar; a silver ewer and four copper basins; needles, skeins of yarn,
three spindles, and six fleeces also used for bedding; a leather chest
containing the biscop's scribal tools; two psalters, three Holy Verses, and
four other books, one of them a scroll of St. Augustina's Confessions and
another a history of Varren princes. What remained of their stock of dried
herbs taken from the infirmary and stored in a small wooden chest. An
ivory-and-gold reliquary containing the bones of the left hand of the founder,
Queen Gertruda. They met up with Sergeant Hugo at the gates
with daylight to spare and rumbled out through the guards' encampment in a
silent line of riders with the two carts positioned in the middle of the
procession. Captain Tammus stared. He seemed ready to spit, but like them, he
said nothing. No one, apparently, wanted to risk touching them. Before they'd
rolled out of sight, a half dozen guards ran through the open gates to see what
they could loot. The last Ivar saw of the gate was the men running back out
again with nothing in their hands, scared off, no doubt, by the sight of those
forbidding graves. Then the curve of the road cut off the
view, as it always did. Each path drew its own landscape. He understood that
now. Something always got left behind, and sometimes it was even something you
wanted to lose, but mostly the things you wanted to lose stayed with you. He laughed, and Sigfrid, riding awkwardly
astride a donkey, turned to look at him. "How are you come to us, Ivar?" "Let us ride until nightfall. Then
I'll tell the tale." They rode in silence, despite their joy,
for it appeared Constance's schola were too weary and exhausted to sing. Their
pace was killingly slow, burdened by the grind of the two carts and the awkward
seats of several of the monastics who, like Sigfrid, had never learned to ride
and yet were too weak to walk far. Through stubbornness and God's will they
turned east onto a half hidden trail into the deeper forest and made it as far
as that same clearing where Ivar had met Erkanwulf the previous summer. The
thatched roof that covered the old stone chapel still held. They settled Biscop
Constance and the weakest nuns in its shelter while the soldiers set up a half
dozen traveling tents for the rest of them, in case it rained. The sergeant set
out sentries and ordered a big fire built in front of the chapel. There was
plenty of deadwood to be gathered and split for burning. Wind soughed through
the leaves of the giant oak. "Erkanwulf and I saw shades
here," said Ivar, chafing his hands as he stood before the fire.
"They killed some of the men pursuing us and drove the rest away, but they
didn't touch us. I don't know why." "We heard no news of that," said
Sigfrid. "Do you mean to say Captain Tammus suspected all along and sent
soldiers to fetch you back?" "I must believe so. Did no one confront
the biscop?" They turned. She had come forward, leaning
on her stick and supported by Sister Eligia, one of the survivors. "We have heard nothing, no news at
all from the outside world for the last nine months, Brother Ivar," she
said. A pair of soldiers rolled a log up behind her as a bench, and she sank
down and thanked them graciously. "Sabella passed by to gloat that same
day you left us, but she did little more than inform me of Tallia's latest
stillborn child as well as rumor from the south that the Wendish army had been
lost in the east and that a cabal of malefici meant to cast a spell to drown
the world in water. I could not make sense of her report. There came a night
soon after when unnatural lightning coursed through the skies and a powerful
wind ripped past us. Poor Brother Felix was crushed by a falling tree limb.
Sister Gregoria broke her leg so badly that it festered and even Sister
Nanthild's medicines could not heal her. That was a grim omen, for soon after,
the sickness struck us down one by one. Give us your report, I pray you,
Brother Ivar. Did you reach my niece, Theophanu? Is it she who has sent you to
aid us now?" Except for the sentries, every soul there
drew close to hear. "Princess Theophanu sent word that
she has no army and no treasure and cannot aid you, Your Grace." Sister Eligia cried out, but Constance
touched her forearm to quiet her. "Go on. How do you come to us now, then,
with Lady Sabella's seal?" "We took matters into our own hands,
Erkanwulf and I." He told the story at length, and was interrupted often. The
soldiers who knew somewhat more of the matter offered comments at intervals.
The sergeant brought around ale and cheese and days-old bread, and they drank
and ate with a will, and gratefully, for they were all so hungry. When Ivar had
finished his story, Constance nodded. She lifted both hands in the manner of a
biscop calling her flock to prayers. "Let us sing in thanksgiving,
Brothers and Sisters." She had a light soprano, clear and true, and the
others followed easily, accustomed to her lead. "Exalted be God, our deliverer, Who has rescued me from my enemies And saved me from lawless men." But not delivered yet. Ivar brooded as the
others settled down to sleep on blankets and furs. Having been cast out into
the wilderness, they were content to be free. Ivar sat with knees drawn up and
chin on knees. Beside him, Ermanrich snored softly. "You are troubled, Ivar,"
murmured Sigfrid. "We must wait for Captain Ulric. It
could all come undone if Lady Sabella suspects and sends another troop after
us. If Captain Tammus rides quickly to Autun and discovers the truth." "A journey of some days. We are safe
for the moment. That isn't what troubles you." Ivar frowned, but it was Sigfrid asking:
so frail in his body and so strong in his mind, a curious vessel for God's
favor but a precious and holy one nonetheless. "I wonder if I could have
acted otherwise. I should have insisted that Hanna go with me when my father
sent me south to Quedlinhame. I shouldn't have spoken so harshly to her when we
next met. What if Hanna won't forgive me? Why was I so unfair to Liath as to
think she might love me in the same way I loved her? Was I blind? And what of
Baldwin?" 'Are you afraid of Baldwin?" He shrugged off the question by turning
it. "We would all be dead without his sacrifice." "Yes," agreed Sigfrid calmly,
"but he was only following the example of the blessed Daisan, was he not?
Not every person is given the blessing of sacrifice, Ivar. We have reason to
hope that he will escape and reunite with us, do we not? God has rewarded
Baldwin for thinking of others before himself." "Is that meant as a rebuke to
me?" "Only if you hear it that way."
Sigfrid chuckled. "I missed you, Ivar. No one else frets in quite the way
you do." The words cut through the knot that had
for many days been stuck in his throat. Before he knew it, he was weeping,
tears streaming down his cheeks as he struggled not to sob out loud and wake
Ermanrich and the two soldiers who were crowded into the tent with them and
sleeping soundly. After a while, Sigfrid asked, "What
do you fear, Ivar?" "I fear I lost something but I don't
know what it is. That I'll only recognize it when it's too late." "Two days," said Sergeant Hugo.
It was agreed they dared wait so long in the clearing before moving east again
through the forest. The first day passed quietly enough. Constance rested, yet
was never alone. By turns, and as if by accident, each soldier approached her
and spoke privately to her as a man might to his deacon when he had a trouble
to confess. Some spoke at length, others more briefly. Hunters returned with two wasted and
sickly deer, which they ate anyway because their food stores were so low, and a
grouse, whose meat was shared among the monastics. The nuns gathered morels and
blewits, and Hathumod found an old stand of couch grass in a nearby clearing
and dug up the now-bitter roots. With these victuals they ate well enough,
although they had to drink water from a nearby stream and many developed a
flux. Sergeant Hugo and his soldiers went
through all their tack, greasing and repairing it. They carved arrows out of
stout shoots in case they ran out of metal-tipped ones. The nuns scoured the
woods for anything edible that might be dried or boiled for carrying. The second day Ivar spent most of his time
with Constance recounting again and again the story of his travels with
Erkanwulf, repeating details or, on occasion, recalling ones he had forgotten
or overlooked. Every utterance made by Theophanu, Rotrudis' children, or their
courtiers had to be reexamined. Had he been Liath, he would have recalled every
word he had heard, but he was not Liath. He was the flawed vessel, and he
worried that he had forgotten something important. "Of the walls, again. There was
building going on?" "No, but there was one scaffolding.
That would have been on the western wall, I think. I remember the light shining
on it as we rode out. No one was working there." "Within the hall, was there any new
work being done? Any repairs? Were the walls freshly whitewashed?" A whistle shrilled from the woods, down
along the trail where the string of sentries ran out farthest. Sergeant Hugo jumped to his feet. Soldiers
grabbed spears, swords, and bows. A bird's trill rang out, and several among
them whooped and clapped. Captain Ulric rode at the head of his
troop, his usually pleasant features creased with anxiety and a certain grim
relief at seeing them. The rest of his men spread out so as not to overwhelm
the clearing. Soon there were almost threescore folk gathered around the
ancient chapel: Hugo's dozen, the fifteen monastics, and about thirty men at
arms, all mounted, with the captain. It was strange, though, since Ivar had
thought that the captain commanded almost a century of men. "We are at your service, Your
Grace," Ulric said after he dismounted and knelt before her. She extended
a hand. He kissed her ring. "I pray pardon for coming so late." "That you have done this much was
beyond my expectation, Captain. I know all among you have kinfolk. A few have
wives and children of your own. What will become of them? My half sister
Sabella is known to wreak her revenge on the helpless when she cannot find
those who angered her." "This we knew, Your Grace. It is why
we waited so long to act." "Why act now?" she asked him,
but glanced at Ivar as the words faded and Ulric did not immediately reply.
"Brother Ivar convinced you?" "He gave me the means, but it was not
his argument that convinced me. In truth—" He paused to grin at Ivar with
a look that seemed half apologetic. "—there have been other portents and
omens. Dissatisfactions and fears." "Stories of grace," she said,
"as I have been hearing these two days." He nodded. "Stories of God's grace.
Of the phoenix. We all know them, Your Grace. We know they are true. But the
lady is reckless. She punishes those who work the land and shows mercy to those
who are most cruel and greedy. The wars to the west have taken the lives of a
score of my militia, but their families gained no bounty for their sacrifice,
not even a payment for each lost man, as is traditional. The weather is wrong,
Your Grace. I am no farmer, but I know the way of the seasons. First came that
unnatural wind that blew down houses and smashed trees throughout the
woodlands. we've
had no sun for months, not since the autumn. We had untimely rain last summer
and little enough this winter. The stores in Autun grow low. The lady has not
husbanded them wisely, not as you would have done, seeing that each family
received a ration to last them through the lean months and seed corn if they
lost their store to wind and bad weather. Lady Sabella has lost God's favor, so
I believe. She has usurped what does not belong to her. Thus we are come. This
one—Brother Ivar." He nodded toward Ivar. "I took his plea as a sign
that it was time to act. We have gathered our families and left behind our
homes to follow you, Your Grace." "Where is Baldwin?" demanded
Ivar. "Didn't you find him? Is he lost?" "Nay, nay, he is with the others, he
and Erkanwulf, a few hours behind us. We rode ahead to find you. We must move
rapidly, Your Grace. Our desertion will be known too soon. Because we are so
many, and laden with carts and children, we will not move as swiftly as Lady
Sabella's mounted cavalry when they ride on our trail. We have done what we can
to cast doubt upon our road, but they will discover it." "I see." All this time,
Constance had held his hand. She let go, and he pressed it briefly to his
forehead, gaze cast down. "You have stepped onto a path from which there
is no turning back." "Yes, Your Grace." "You have put yourself into my
hands." "Yes, Your Grace." She was used to command. She had been born
into the royal family, and had been younger than Ivar was now when the biscop's
staff had been placed in her right hand. "I must ask of you and your company
that you ride a more difficult and thorny path even than the one you have
embarked on now. I have interviewed Brother Ivar at length. It seems clear to
me that my niece Theophanu cannot aid me, perhaps will not aid me, and may not
even have the means to feed and house my growing retinue. She may even see me
as a threat, and certainly as a reminder of her weakness. Avaria is too far.
While it is true I might find refuge in Fesse, I am determined to take the
harder path." The captain blanched, as might a man
preparing himself for worse news than what he has just heard. "Your
Grace." He bowed his head and thereby accepted his fate. "Sabella usurped my place and
imprisoned me because she rightly feared to murder me outright, although I am
sure she hoped my injuries would kill me. They did not. Now I am free to act as
I was not before. I will not ride into exile in Wendar. Henry set me as steward
over the duchy of Arconia. No more would I trust a steward of my own who fled
in time of trouble. I cannot act in a way I would myself condemn. We must rouse
the countryside and fight to restore what is ours." Ivar was too stunned to speak, and yet his
heart thrilled to hear her impassioned words. She was crippled by her injuries,
but she was not weak. Examining her proud face and brilliant eyes, he saw that
she was in some measure stronger than she had been before her fall. "Your Grace." Ulric clenched one
hand. The other rested on his sword hilt. The men murmured, their voices like the
rush of wind through leaves. Farther away, a hawk skreed, and Ivar
glanced up to see the bird glide away over the treetops. The fire popped loudly
as a stick, burned almost to ash, broke into pieces. Sister Eligia coughed. "I can offer nothing but
uncertainty," said Constance, "but this I promise: We will win
Arconia back." Every man and woman knelt, and some
sighing and some with a grin and one weeping and several with expressions of
grim fatalism, promised to serve her and her cause. Even Ivar knelt. How could he do
otherwise? Still, he was a little disgusted that he had planned so well and now
had to watch the arrow curve off target. "Where must we go?" he demanded. She nodded. "That, too, I have
considered. We must circle north to avoid capture, and then west to a place
where we will find support and refuge. We will ride to Lavas County and seek
aid and comfort from Lord Geoffrey." "Best to travel as one group,"
said Captain Ulric as they waited for the baggage train to arrive. "We
might split into many smaller groups and hope to reach Lavas County undetected,
but every small group will therefore be more vulnerable. Our trail is easily
followed if we travel together, but we are also protected by our numbers. Lady
Sabella will have to hear of our journey, and our road, and raise a large
enough force to meet us without fear of being defeated by our numbers. That
will take time and forethought, and may give us the advantage we need. Yet we
must also consider, Your Grace, what we will do once we reach Lavas County. Of
a certainty, Lady Sabella or Duke Conrad will send an army to drive us
out." "As we travel, we will discuss what choices we
have," Constance agreed. She paused and turned her head as though seeking
something. The soft light cast its muted glamour over
the clearing. Horses grazed at the sparse grass. They were being led in groups
to water at the nearby stream, heard as a quiet laughter beneath the constant
noise of men walking, talking, hammering a stronger axle into one of the carts,
and, here and there, singing. "I woke at midnight in the deep wood I woke at midnight when the moon was new There I saw a kindling fire A bright fire! Truth rises with the phoenix. So spoke the holy one: Truth rises with the phoenix." "What song is this?" Ivar
whispered to Sigfrid, who sat crosslegged beside him with his bony hands folded
in his lap and his thin face composed and calm. "I've not heard those words
before," said Sigfrid, "but I know the melody well enough." He
hummed along, picking up the refrain at once. "Truth rises with the phoenix,"
echoed Ivar. Wind rippled, bringing a spatter of rain. He wiped his eyes as the
mizzle shushed away into the trees. Above the chatter of men and the clatter of
branches, he heard the tramp and rumble of an approaching procession. Naturally, Baldwin rode at the front on a
handsome roan mare. His seat was matchless. Even his clerical robes, cut for
riding, fell in pleasing folds and layers about his legs and was swept up in
back to cover his mount's flanks. A well-dressed girl of about fourteen rode
beside him on a sturdy gelding. She was so dazzled by Baldwin's attention to
her that she did not notice the captain approaching with a frown on his face. "Louisa! Come at once to pay your
respects to the holy biscop." Her eyes widened. She startled and touched
the linen scarf that mostly covered her dark hair. "Yes, Father. I pray
you, Brother Baldwin, excuse me." He smiled at her, and she flushed. "Shameless!" muttered Ivar. Beside him, Sigfrid chuckled. "You
are no different than any of us. Poor Baldwin. Do we truly love him, or only
his beauty? Yet he looks well." He looked well. He cast his gaze anxiously
over the multitude, found what he sought, and smiled so brilliantly at Ivar and
Sigfrid that Ivar actually heard murmurs from the followers who with their
carts and donkeys and bundles were moving in a sluggish flow into the clearing.
Many faces turned to watch the young cleric as he dismounted and pressed
through the crowd. Hands reached out to touch his robe, and seemingly
unconsciously he brushed his fingers across the foreheads of small children
pushed into his path. Ermanrich whistled under his breath.
"You'd think he was a saint the way they treat him." "Ivar!" Baldwin surged forward
to embrace him, weeping with happiness. "Ai, God! Sigfrid!
Ermanrich! Hathumod!" He kissed each of them, tears streaming in a flood
of joy. "You must greet Biscop
Constance," said Ivar, whose temper had sparked with unfathomable
annoyance. "It worked?" Baldwin asked as
guilelessly as a child inquires about the ineffable mystery of God. "She
is free?" Biscop Constance approached them, leaning
on her staff and assisted by Sister Eligia. "I am free, Brother Baldwin,
in no small measure because of the risk you took in Sabella's court." "Baldwin!" Ivar tried to keep
his voice to a whisper, but his irritation kept pushing it louder. "It's
not right to make the holy biscop approach you. You should have gone to
her first!" Baldwin dropped to his knees before the
biscop. When she extended her hand, he pressed her ring to his lips. His tears
wet her hand. Remarkably, she also had tears on her face. She, too, was blinded by his beauty. Ivar found himself wiping rain off his
face, only it had stopped raining and he had already dried his face once. 'Are you the one?" she asked Baldwin. "I am Lady Sabella's seal. I admit to
worse things I did. I was her concubine, it's true, but I'm not proud of my
sins, Your Grace." His face was so open and innocent that it appeared that
whatever he had done he had done without malice or forethought. "We have all done that which
displeases God." 'And God's mercy has saved us. I have
sworn an oath to God, that I will serve Her alone and for the rest of my days,
as penance for my sins and in service of Her glory, which has come down to us
out of the heavens and casts its brilliance across the Earth." Constance examined him closely. 'Are you
that one I have heard whispers of? The rose among thorns?" He shook his head, bewildered by her
comment. The captain's daughter had come as close as she dared to stare at
Baldwin, but her father drew her back with a look that might scar. "Truth rises with the phoenix,"
said Constance. He blushed. "Oh. That. It's true I
made up words to pass the time, and set them to a melody I liked to sing. It
was an easy way to help folk remember the phoenix." "Then it's true, for surely you have
a form most like to the angels." She bowed her head. Baldwin looked up at Ivar and mouthed the
words, "What's true?" Ivar could only shrug. She raised a hand and by this means
brought silence to the assembly crowded around to hear. "A great
evil has fallen upon us. Famine, sickness, war, and dissension plague us. God
is angry, yet She has not forsaken us as we have feared. Many here have heard
the stories of God's grace." "Truth rises with the phoenix!"
cried a woman from the back, and other voices echoed her. "Do not fear the days to come,"
said the biscop as folk around her knelt. "Her glory has come down to us
out of the heavens and casts its brilliance over the Earth. If we will only
believe, then we will be safe. God will answer us in our time of trouble, grant
our every desire, fulfill our every plan. She sends us help from her
sanctuary." She raised Baldwin to his feet as he smiled pliantly with that
look of beautiful incomprehension that in Quedlinhame had so charmed his praeceptors.
"A holy one walks among us." Behind Ivar, Hathumod burst into tears.
5 "YOUR Excellency! I pray you, forgive
us for disturbing you. Come quickly, Your Excellency!" The servant's voice was shrill with a
panic that roused Antonia out of a restful sleep. She grunted and slapped a
hand over her eyes to shut out the flicker of lamplight as the clumsy servant
leaned over her and the sting of oily smoke made her cough. "Your Excellency!" "I have woken." The fool woman remained poised there, as
stupid as a cow. "Come quickly." In the adjoining room, little Berengaria
began to wail as Mathilda's shrieks filled the air. The servant groaned and
fled, leaving Antonia to rise in her shift and grope her way through the dark
room to the opened door that led from one chamber into the other. There was,
mercifully, lamplight, and a trio of servants hastily shoving a heavy table out
of the way. Young Mathilda was spinning, arms straight
out and rigid, hands in fists. "Get away, you beast! It has red eyes! Why
can't anyone else see them?" She sobbed gustily. "Your Highness, if you will only sit
down—" "Shan't! You're trying to kill me!
Just like Mama and Papa! They're never coming! You did it! You did it!" She swung wildly, battering her
attendants. They skittered back to circle as nervously as a pack of dogs
waiting to have a stone thrown at them. One of the double doors leading out into
the courtyard creaked open and Captain Falco slipped in. He was dressed, armed,
and alert. He slept athwart the doors on the pavement outside, but despite his
constant faithful presence and the quiet surroundings in Novomo where they had
bided many weeks now, Mathilda still suffered from night terrors. "I hate you! I hate you!" she
shouted, but it was not clear whom she hated, or what she feared. "Your Highness," ventured
Captain Falco. "Go away! Go! Go!" She stamped
her feet over and over, drumming them on the floor, and flailed with her arms
as she screamed and screamed. It was as if she was possessed by a demon. "Your Highness!" said Antonia
sternly. A nursemaid had caught up Berengaria, who
could not cry for long before starting to cough, and bent her efforts to
soothing the little one. "Take her into my chamber," said
Antonia. "Get her away from her sister! You should have done it at once,
when you saw the fit coming on." The nursemaid whimpered, and started for
the other door, but Mathilda leaped forward and grabbed at her shift. "No! You shan't steal her away! She's
mine!" Berengaria set up a wail that at once
broke into racking coughs, and the child was wheezing and gasping for breath as
Mathilda began to jump up and down shrieking with each leap, completely out of
control. "Captain Falco! You must restrain
her!" He hesitated. He hated to do it. He knew
the princess fought him, and despised him, although he had never done one thing
to harm her. Indeed, his softness had done the most damage, no doubt. A stern
hand must control a hysterical child. "Captain!" She would not do it herself. Last time,
Mathilda had bitten her. He turned his head, caught by a new sound.
Out in the courtyard, torchlight gleamed. She heard a cacophony of voices and
the clatter of many feet advancing on them. Falco drew his sword and stepped
into the doorway, calling for his men. Mathilda was still screaming. The
hapless nursemaid scuttled to the safety of Antonia's chamber. There came a slap, like an arrow thumping
into wood. Falco fell to his knees and cried out. The second door slammed open,
and an apparition appeared—gaunt, filthy, and ragged but entirely alive. "Mama!" Mathilda flung herself forward and hit her
mother so hard that the queen would have tumbled over if so many attendants
were not already pressing up behind her. All of the princess' hysteria
collapsed into noisy, grieving, frightened sobs. She clung to her mother for
what seemed an hour while no one spoke and Adelheid grasped her, dry-eyed,
until at last the girl cried herself to sleep. By this time the nursemaid had crept back
into the room with her mouth gaping open like a simpleton's and Berengaria
silent and slack in her arms. "Captain," said Adelheid in a
low voice. He had by now recovered from his shock and
joy. At her direction, he took Princess Mathilda out of her arms and carried
her to her bed. The child was so heavily asleep that she did not even stir.
Adelheid beckoned to the nursemaid, who brought Berengaria to her. The toddler
was still awake but now too weak after her fit of coughing to do more than gaze
blankly at her mother. "What is wrong with her?" The
hoarse quality of Adelheid's voice did not change. She did not weep, or storm,
or show any sign of anger or joy. "It's the cough, Your Majesty,"
said the nursemaid, stumbling over the words. "She's had that cough since
the storm that overset us all." "Demons were set loose in the
world," said Antonia briskly. "They have found a way in to where
weakness and innocence offer ripe pickings." Adelheid glanced at her, but Antonia could
not interpret what feelings, if any, stormed beneath her pinched features. It
was not that the young queen was no longer pretty, although certainly she had
lost her bloom. It was as if the light that animated her had been snuffed out.
She was cold and hard, like a woman who would never laugh again. "Have you no honey for her
throat?" asked the queen, speaking sternly to the nursemaid. "Ground
up with chestnut meat, it might soothe her. She has always suffered these fits,
as I'm sure you have not forgotten." She noted each of the other
attendants with her gaze. "I would have a bath, although I am sorry to
disturb you all from your rest." Lady Lavinia pushed forward out of the
throng. "Let us only be thankful you have survived, Your Majesty. Anything
in my power to give you is yours." "You have endured the storm better
than many," observed Adelheid. As servants scurried off to haul and heat
water and lay out clothing, she walked forward into the chamber to stand beside
the bed shared by her daughters. "The wind caused much damage, Your
Majesty," said Lavinia, "but my people have set to work with a will
to repair roofs and fences and walls with winter coming on. For a few days
afterward there was some ash fall, but not so much that we could not sweep it
off the streets and dig out the few ditches and pits that it disturbed. Still,
there has been no sun for many months. It has been a hard winter." For a long while Adelheid watched her
daughters. Berengaria, too, had fallen asleep, but her thin face was pale and
she whistled with each exhalation. A steward brought in cracked chestnuts, and
the nursemaid sat down at the table to grind them into a paste she could mix
into honey. Beyond, in the courtyard, torches and
lamps were lit and servants scurried to and fro. Captain Falco had vanished,
replaced by two solemn guardsmen. Lavinia yawned silently and rubbed her eyes,
but did not stray by one step from Adelheid's elbow. The lady of Novomo was
worn and worried but steadfast. She had lost less than most: her daughter had
been sent north soon after Adelheid's departure for Dalmiaka, and so had
weathered the storm in her mother's hall. Of her close kin, all were accounted
for; all were alive. Soon it would he dawn, such as dawn was
these days without any sight of the sun's disk ever appearing to promise that
the light of God's truth would soon illuminate all of humankind. God had
clouded the heavens as a sign of Their disapproval. "I have seen such things. . . ."
murmured Adelheid, more breath than speech. She did not weep, although her tone
harrowed her listeners. "What have you seen, Your
Majesty?" asked Lavinia, wiping a tear from her own face. "God's wrath. I was spared only
because I prayed to God that I might see my daughters once more. That they are
safe is the best I could hope for. Henry is dead, murdered by his own
son." "Patricide!" The servants whispered together, and this
rush of conversation, like the press of wind through trees, flowed outside into
the courtyard from whence it would no doubt be blown throughout the entire
palace and town. Henry is dead, murdered by his own son. Adelheid turned. "What must I do,
Sister Venia? I had this report from an Aostan lord who saw Henry fall. Prince
Sanglant has claimed the Wendish throne for himself although he is only a
bastard and thereby has no right to take it. The Wendish folk have deserted us.
The Aostan lords and ladies have fled to their castles, those who survived. The
plain of Dar has been swallowed by the Enemy. Darre itself is a ruin. No one
can live there. The western coast has burst into flame. The mountains spew
fire. So we are punished for our sins. The nobles will strike against me.
Already they blame me for what they term 'the Wendish folly.' Those who were
once my allies have deserted me." Antonia smiled. At long last, God had
answered her, as she had always expected Them to do. "Do not fear, Your
Majesty. God are testing us. Through our actions, we will reveal our true
natures. Then They will separate the wicked from the righteous. Anoint me as
skopos, and I will set all to right." "How can I anoint you, Sister,"
the queen asked bitterly, "when I have no allies and no army and you have
no chair?" "It is true I have no chair, but I
possess the skopos' robes and scepter, which were abandoned by Holy Mother
Anne. She did not respect God as she ought. Earthly concerns stained her, so she forgot
what was due her position as God's shepherd on Earth." "Perhaps. But all fell out as she
predicted. The Lost Ones have had their revenge, and we survive in the ruins of
their triumph." "We are not yet ruined, Your Majesty.
Be strong. I have one other thing Anne left behind." She crossed into her
chamber. After a servingwoman helped her into a robe, she waved the woman out
of the room and turned to her wooden storage chest. She had bound a burning
spell into the lock in the form of an amulet identical to that Anne had used in
the palace in Darre: wolfsbane, lavender, and thistle. Tracing a sign, she
murmured the words of unbinding and protection before teasing apart the amulet
and unlocking and opening the chest. She dug beneath layers of silk and linen
and returned to the other room. Adelheid had not moved, although by now
day was rising and the servants had extinguished the lamps. Two stewards entered, the second waiting
as the first whispered to Lady Lavinia, who nodded. "Very good, Veralia. Have the guards
bring the prisoners to the courtyard. I'll be out in a moment." As the
first steward hurried out, Lavinia bent her head to hear the message brought by
the second, then turned to Adelheid. "Your Majesty, if you will attend me,
there is water now for a bath and clean robes to change into. A meal to be
served and wine to drink." Adelheid did not move. "I must go out for a moment, Your
Highness," Lavinia continued, looking anxious when Adelheid did not
respond. "My soldiers scout the countryside every day, seeking refugees.
Enemies. Allies. We cast a wide net, and now and again catch a handsome fish.
Few march as boldly to our walls as you did." Lavinia faltered as Antonia shook her
head, enjoining silence. Mathilda's attendants had shoved the big table out of
the way and up against a tapestry depicting the trials of triumphs of St.
Agnes, the virgin whom fire refused to burn. Antonia set her burden down on
this table and unwrapped the cloth covering. It gleamed in lamplight, polished
and bright. "That is Emperor Taillefer's
crown," said Adelheid. Her expression sharpened. The fire that had refused
to touch St. Agnes, tied to the stake for refusing to offer incense to pagan
gods, had leaped into Adelheid's heart and caught there. "Henry may be dead, Your Majesty, but
his daughters live. You are still Empress, crowned and anointed." "I am still Empress," she
whispered, nodding. God grant a certain light to some people
that causes them therefore to draw the eye. As one watches a flame ignite in
oil, Antonia watched Adelheid burn once more. The trials she had suffered had
seared away her soft prettiness, but even this could not touch the core of her,
which was iron. "We must bide our time and make our
plans carefully," the queen went on. "We must seek what advantage we
can. We must act quickly to build a base of support. News must go out at once
that there is a new skopos. Then folk must come to us to receive your
blessing." Perhaps she had underestimated Adelheid.
Anger and suffering had honed her into a fitting weapon. "Many will seek God's guidance,"
Antonia agreed. "It's true I still have an army, if
Lady Lavinia can feed and house us. There are other allies who will be
desperate for guidance—as you say—in this time of trouble. Frightened people
seek a strong leader." She touched each gem fixed to the seven points on
the massive crown: gleaming pearl, lapis lazuli, pale sapphire, carnelian,
ruby, emerald, and last of all banded orange-brown sardonyx, which represented
God's hierarchy on Earth: God, noble, commoner. "My lady!" The first steward
reappeared at the door. Veralia was stout and brisk, a good captain of the
hall. "The guards have brought the new prisoners, as you instructed. They
are armed, but have offered no resistance, so Captain Oswalo deemed it best not
to provoke a fight. They are heavily guarded." Adelheid stepped forward. "What have
you found, Lavinia?" 'A small band of Wendish folk, so I am
told. I have already given instructions that any Wendish refugees are to be
brought to me. We know not what jewels we may find among them. Veralia?" "They were arrested by our soldiers
yesterday, on the road that leads down out of the north." "Wendish refugees should be fleeing to
the north," said Adelheid. "Captain Oswalo wondered at first if
they might be spies, but— well—you will see, my lady. Your Majesty. There is a
young Wendish lord and his attendant, a cleric, a servingwoman, two barbarians,
and a girl who claims to be the descendant of Emperor Taillefer." Indeed, a piercing, immature voice was
suddenly audible to every soul in the chamber, driven in from outside by powerful
lungs and delivered in Wendish. "I said I don't want to come
here! I said it. Why does no one listen to me?" "Perhaps because your voice is too
loud," remarked a second voice, that of a youth. Its timbre caused
Antonia's heart to race; she flushed, heat speeding to her skin. "It has to be loud if no one can hear
me!" "Everyone can hear you, brat." "I'm not a brat. I'm not! We
need to keep going south, to Darre. I have to find my father, you know that.
He's supposed to be in Darre, so that's where we're going. If we'd fought them
to begin with, we wouldn't be prisoners now!" "That's right. Because we'd all be
dead. They outnumber us three to one." "That never stopped my father! Did
it, Heribert? Did it?" The sound of that name made her dizzy. She
thought she might collapse, but she forced herself to totter forward in the
wake of Lavinia and Adelheid as they sallied out the door, their curiosity
piqued by the childish outburst. Adelheid began to laugh, almost sobbing. "How came this prize to me?" she
asked Lady Lavinia. "Do you know these folk?"
Lavinia asked. Antonia caught herself on the door's frame
as she stared past Adelheid's shoulder. "I know the one who is most important
to me," said Adelheid. Even Antonia, who had only seen her as an
infant, recognized Sanglant's daughter in the lanky, furious girl straining to
break free of a stolid young servant woman who held her by the shoulders.
Whether the girl meant to kick the youth who stood with arms crossed in front
of her, alternately making irritated faces at her and measuring his captors, or
whether she meant to throw herself onto Lavinia's guards like a wild lion cub,
Antonia could not tell. The servingwoman had a queer cast of skin but looked
otherwise normal. There were, indeed, two barbarians, one man and one woman
with dark complexions, slanted eyes, and outlandish tunics fashioned out of
stiffened cloth nothing like woven wool. The woman wore an elaborate headdress.
The man carried a quiver and a strung bow and seemed only to be biding his
time, waiting for a signal. There was a youthful servingman as well, a callow
lordling of a kind she recognized from her days as biscop in Mainni, some minor noble's
youngest son sent off to serve a higher born man. She recognized the youth who was arguing
with the princess. He had his father's look about him; no one could mistake him
for another man's son. But what bent her back and made her sag
against the frame was the seventh in their party, dressed in well-worn cleric's
robes. A careful observer might remark on a certain resemblance between the
noble youth and the once elegant cleric, but few bothered to look closely in a
place where they had no expectation of reward. The princess broke free of her servant and
marched right up to Adelheid. "Who are you?" she
demanded, planting fists on hips as she jutted out her chin. She looked to be
about twelve or thirteen years of age, which was manifestly impossible, but her
behavior suggested that of a much younger child. "You're dirty!" The empress looked down on the child, not
kindly. "I am the one who holds you hostage." "You do not!" The barbarian archer twitched and slid a
hand toward his quiver. "Put it down, Odei," said young
Villam. "Best to see what they want before we get ourselves killed in a
hopeless fight." The man glanced at Princess Blessing, then
nodded. He served the girl, but obeyed the youth, who already possessed his
father's calm habit of command. Yet hadn't this boy died years ago? She had a
vague memory of a tale told of Villam's youngest son vanishing beneath a stone
crown. And hadn't Sanglant's and Liath's baby been born only five years past?
This could not be the same infant she remembered. There was one among the prisoners who
could answer her questions. One who watched without expression as the other six
looked, each according to her nature, alarmed, angry, rebellious, puzzled,
thoughtful, or scared. "Now we have something Henry's
bastard son wants," said Adelheid. "If you will, Lavinia, lock them
away, but do not neglect them. These are a fine treasure. This will serve us
well." "Yes, Your Majesty. Captain, place
guards in the North Tower and install them there." "Yes, my lady. At once." "Will you ransom us?" asked the
youth boldly. "If it serves my purpose,"
replied Adelheid, looking him over. She nodded. "You must be Helmut Villam's son. The
resemblance is remarkable. Are you one of his by-blows? I understood he had no
legitimate sons still living." The lad smiled, reminding Antonia even
more of Villam, who had known how to use his charm to advantage. "That
mystery must remain unanswered." His pause was not quite insolent, not
quite proud. "Your Majesty." She laughed, amused by him, liking his
face and his manners, although he was still a youth and she long since a woman.
Still, the gap in years was not that great. Stranger matches had happened.
"Take them. I'll have that bath, Lavinia, with thanks." "Go," said Lavinia to her
captain. Antonia stumbled forward and grabbed the
cleric's sleeve as, in the confusion, he hesitated while the guards pressed the
others into the courtyard. He turned and looked at her, not appearing at all
surprised to see her. In the solemn morning light, his eyes appeared more blue
than hazel. A trio of guards waited to escort him while the rest dispersed. The
child had begun to complain again in that irritating voice. "I don't want to go to the tower! I
want to go to—" "You deserted me," Antonia said,
keeping her voice low so others would not hear. Long had it festered. Until
this moment, she hadn't realized how angry he had made her. "You disobeyed
me! I never gave you permission to leave me." "I remember you," said Heribert
in a voice not his own. "He never liked you." "What do I care if he liked me or
not! He is a bastard, no better than a dog! It is your desertion of the one to
whom you owe allegiance that offends God." "I acted because of what was in my
heart. I loved him, but he is lost to me and I can love no other." She slapped him. His face, so finely bred and once so
familiar, seemed that of a stranger as he carefully drew his sleeve out of her
grasp and turned to the guards. "I would follow them I know," he said
with his back to her as if she were no better than a servant. No one to whom he
owed fealty. No one who mattered one whit to him. She fell, and fell, into the Pit, into a
fit of coughing furious sickening rage, but he was already beyond her and she
would not make a scene with servants walking past and Captain Falco watching
beside the door with rebuking curiosity. 'Are you well, Your Excellency? I pray you
are not ill." Falco did not so pray. He distrusted her.
Few could love the righteous. They envied and hated them instead. But her son. Her own son, for whom she had
sacrificed so much! Heribert would be punished, of course. Did
it not state in the Holy Verses that children were commanded to respect and
honor their mothers and fathers, or else be stoned to death? Yet Heribert was weak. She knew that
because she had raised him to be weak and compliant. It was the bastard, the
false one, the enemy—Prince Sanglant—who had corrupted him. Therefore, it was Sanglant who had to
fall. PART THREE ABVENTUS
IX WELL MET
1 THE adventus of Sanglant, son of Henry,
into the ancient citadel of Quedlinhame at the head of his victorious army
would be commemorated in poetry and song, Liath supposed, but no doubt the
poets would sing of fine silken banners rippling in the breeze and gaily
caparisoned horses prancing under the rein of their magnificently-garbed
riders, a host splendid and brilliant beyond description, shining in the light
of the sun. That's what poets did. This ragged army and dreary day offered no
fodder for song, so song would make of them something they were not. But march they did along the road, silent,
weary, hungry, but not beaten. On this gray, late winter day, the view before
them was dominated by the hill and its ancient fortress, now the cloister ruled
by Sanglant's aunt, Mother Scholastica. The fields on one side of the road lay
in stubble, and on the other a field of winter wheat had sprouted mostly weeds. Scouts had ridden ahead to inform the
abbess of their arrival, and that wise woman had sent her novices and nuns and
monks out to line the road as a way of greeting the man who claimed the
regnancy and who possessed, more importantly, the corpus of the dead king. Townspeople stood
back, staring rather than cheering. They looked thin and pale. Like the wheat,
they hadn't had much to subsist on over the winter. As the army trudged between
the rows of robed novices and sturdy monks, Liath peered into those faces,
although she knew Ivar was long gone from Quedlinhame. On that other adventus, so well
remembered, Henry's troops and clerics had sung triumphant hymns as a
processional. That so many of Sanglant's still breathed was a testament to his
leadership, but certainly their arrival stirred no festive mood and no songs.
Not yet. The songs would be written later. No one in Wendar had heard Henry, with his
dying breath, name Sanglant as his heir. In Wendar, Sanglant would have to
fight with intrigue, diplomacy, and force of personality. These weapons, which
he liked least, he would of necessity wield most. It was not going to be easy. That, certainly, became clear as soon as
they saw the welcoming party arrayed in the middle of the road: two men and two
women in cleric's robes and a woman wearing the key and chain of the mayor.
Liath sorted faces, and turned her attention inward in order to race through
her palace of memory, marking names and features. Sanglant was ahead of her in thought
although he rode at her left hand on his gelding, Fest. She heard him mutter
under his breath. The words escaped her, but the tone was sour. "Ha!" said Duchess Liutgard, who
rode to his left and was never shy of speaking her mind. "Now the game
starts in earnest, Cousin. Where is your aunt? She has snubbed you by not
coming out to greet you herself." "Is the insult worse to me, or to my
father?" asked Sanglant grimly. "He deserves better state than this
trifling welcome." A monk whose face seemed familiar to Liath
came forward from the group and bowed his head. "Your Highness. You are
welcome here to Quedlinhame, ancient home of your father's grandfather's
maternal lineage. I pray you, Your Highness, let me lead your horse into the
town as befits your rank." "You are the prior?" asked
Sanglant. "I am." Sanglant looked at his cousin Liutgard,
and for an instant Liath felt insulted in her turn, that Sanglant shouldn't
look to her first, who came first in his heart. Yet Liutgard's understanding of
court politics so far surpassed Liath's as Liath's understanding of sorcery
exceeded Liutgard's knowledge of the magical arts. Sanglant, being a good commander, called
for spears when he needed spears and swords when he needed swords. "Where is Mother Scholastica?"
Liutgard asked. "I am surprised she has not come to greet the regnant, as
is fitting." "Has he been anointed and crowned, my
lady?" The prior did not appear cowed by the ranks of soldiers. "What
of his siblings, Henry's other children? What transpires on the field of
battle—of which we have not yet heard a full accounting—may be reexamined by clearer
heads." 'As if you can possibly comprehend what we
faced!" cried Liutgard, half rising in the saddle. Her horse danced
sideways in response to her mood. "We also suffered many losses in the
storm. Your own heir—" It was a cruel blow. Sanglant caught
Liutgard's horse as her hands went slack on the reins. She was felled,
speechless, and he must speak for her. "What of Duchess Liutgard's
heir?" "Killed in last autumn's tempest by a
falling branch when she was out riding," the prior said primly, as if some
fault accrued to the girl. "There is another daughter.
Ermengard. Destined for the church, if I recall rightly." The prior nodded. "Mother Scholastica
did all that was proper. She brought the child to Kassel to take up her
sister's place." Liutgard jerked the reins out of
Sanglant's hands and pressed her horse forward until it almost trampled the
prior, who took several steps back as his own people crowded forward to protect
him. She was hoarse with fury. "Mother Scholastica could bear these
tidings to me herself, as would have been proper. Instead she allows me
to come to this grief through your careless chatter!" Sanglant turned to his captain and spoke
quietly. "Fulk. We'll set up camp." Fulk gave the order, and one of the
sergeants blew the signal that marked the day's end to the march. Townsfolk
scattered out of the way as soldiers rolled out wagons and dismounted from
their horses. A skree reverberated from the
heavens as the griffins returned. At first glance, they might appear as eagles.
Within moments, however, their true nature became apparent, and the townsfolk
who had lingered to chat or trade with the soldiers screamed and ran for the
safety of the walls. To his credit, the prior stood his ground as the two
griffins landed with a whuff of wings and a resounding thump on the ground. The poor
mayor, gone corpse white, knotted her hands and began to weep. Liutgard reined her horse aside, her face
white and her hands shaking. "Prior Methodius, my tent flies the
black dragon." Sanglant gestured casually toward the griffins. "You
will also know where I camp by the presence of my attendants." "Have we your permission to retreat,
Your Highness?" asked Prior Methodius, voice hoarse with fear. "You may go." They retreated slowly, like honey oozing
down a slope. They were afraid to run despite wanting badly to do so. Sanglant
dismounted on the road, holding himself under a tighter rein than he did his
gelding. "I wish the griffins had torn them to bits!" cried
Liutgard. "She is challenging your authority, and mine! That was a good
answer to their impertinence." He smiled, although not with any pleasure.
"I did not call the griffins. They always return about this time of
day." "It will be taken as a sign. There is
no telling what alliances your aunt has formed in the last few years. King
Henry was gone from Wendar for too long. Half of the Wendish folk beg us for
aid, and the other half curse at us for abandoning them. We can never trust her
now. She scorns us, who served Henry best!" "What do you say, Burchard?"
Sanglant asked, seeing that Liutgard was caught up in a passion. Duke Burchard rode at Liutgard's left. His
hands shook with a palsy, and he was always exhausted, at the end, so the poets
would say, of his rope. He was not a warm man, Liath had discovered, but she
respected him. He turned his weary gaze to Liutgard. The
duchess had the stamina to adjust to reversals and hardships. She had lost one
husband, and must at this moment be too stunned to really absorb the news the
prior had brought her. "I will see you anointed and
recognized, Your Majesty. Then I mean to go home, set my duchy in order, and
die. I have seen too much." One of his stewards helped him down from his
horse and led him away to a tent, the first up, where he could lie down. So they went, some time later, into the
royal tent salvaged out of the ruins of Henry's army. On the center pole, the
red silk banner eagle,
dragon, and lion stitched in gold flew above the black dragon. Inside, Liath sat on a stool as Sanglant
paced, while his stewards and captains came and went on errands she could not
keep track of. Now and again he glanced at her, as if to mark that she had not
escaped him, but he listened, considered, gave orders, and countermanded two of
these commands when new information was brought to him. He knew what to do. She
was superfluous. Lamps were lit, and when she stepped outside to take in the
texture of the chill winter air, she saw that it was almost dark. On the road, a score of folk carrying
torches approached. They halted when Argent coughed a warning cry and raised
his crest. She walked over to him. He bent his head
and allowed her to scratch the spot where forearm met shoulder that he had a
hard time reaching with beak or claws. His breath was meaty, and his huge eyes
blinked once, twice, then cleared as the inner membrane flicked back. She
should fear him; she knew that; but since Anne's death, her reunion with
Sanglant, and the departure of the Horse people, nothing seemed to scare her,
not even when it should. She watched, and she listened, but she spoke little
and offered less advice. "In some ways," she said idly to
Argent as he rumbled in his throat, "it's as if all Da's training to be
invisible has flowered. Do beasts know what their purpose is? Or do they simply
exist?" A voice raised in protest. "I pray
you, Holy Mother, do not venture forward. The beasts could tear you to
pieces." "God will watch over me." Liath remembered that pragmatic voice well
enough; she watched from the anonymity of Argent's shoulder as Mother
Scholastica dismounted from a skittish white mule. The torchlight illuminated
her. Her stern face had grown lean and lined in the manner of a woman who has
had to make many difficult, distressing decisions, but her back was still
straight and her stride measured and confident as she approached the tent with
her attendants scuttling behind. She did not glance even once at the griffins,
although her attendants could not stop looking. The entrance flap swept open
and Sanglant emerged to wait for her beneath the awning. 'Aunt," he said graciously. "You
honor me." "Where is Henry?" He gestured toward the interior of the
tent, but certainly he turned and went inside first, and she allowed him to do so,
giving him precedence. A trio of clerics scurried in after her. Others waited
outside, huddled under the awning as they whispered and, at intervals, cast
glances into the night where the griffins waited. After a moment Liath realized
that naturally they could see only shadows; she could see them because of the
pair of lit lamps hanging from the awning and, of course, because of her
salamander eyes. She gave Argent a last vigorous scratch
and went back to the tent. The clerics stared at her, but the guardsmen nodded
and made no comment as she slipped past them. "I bring unwelcome tidings,
Liutgard," Scholastica was saying. "You bring no tidings at all,"
replied Liutgard caustically. "I have already heard the news." Even this disrespectful greeting did not jolt
Scholastica's composure. Sanglant indicated that the abbess should sit in the
camp chair to his left normally reserved for Liutgard. The stool to his right
sat empty. He noted Liath's entrance with a glance, but otherwise kept his
attention on his aunt. "Where did Henry's death take place?
In what manner did you find him? How can you verify that he was in thrall to
this daimone? What of Queen Adelheid? Whose blow killed him? Where is his
corpus now?" "We brought his heart and bones from
the south." "His remains must be buried at
Quedlinhame beside his mother." "Naturally. Why else would I have
come here, Aunt?" "To be anointed as regnant. Do not
trifle with me, Sanglant. Liutgard and Burchard support you. Yet rumor has it
that you abandoned Sapientia in the wilderness." "Never did any sour soul deserve that
fate more!" laughed Wichman from the corner. "Silence!" It was startling to see Wichman cowed as
he ducked his head and murmured, "I pray for your pardon, Aunt." "Do not mock. I will not tolerate it.
What of Sapientia, Sanglant? Are you responsible for her death?" "We do not know if she lives, or is
dead." "Among the Quman savages, living is
surely like death. We are not like the Salians or the Aostans or the
Arethousans. We Wendish do not kill our relatives in our quest for power." "I do not seek power, Aunt. I seek
order, where it seems there is no other who can grant it. You witnessed the
events of last autumn. We felt its effects most bluntly. I have soldiers who are
scarred from burns they suffered in that wind and others who died coughing with
ash in their lungs. I did what had to be done. That it is not worse with
Wendar's army is due to my efforts. I will not have it said otherwise." "So I witnessed." Liutgard stood
with shoulders locked back, arms and neck rigid. "So I will swear, as will
all of my soldiers and attendants." "So I will swear," said Burchard
wearily, "although my own daughter perished." He paused to touch
Liutgard on the arm before continuing. "What became of Princess Sapientia
I do not know, only what reports have been spoken of, but she could not have
held the army together. Henry willed the kingdom to Sanglant on his dying
breath. This I witnessed. This I swear." Liath had by this time crept around the
wall of the tent as nobles and guardsmen shifted to make way for her, not
betraying her by giving her more notice than they would to a faithful hound
seeking its master. She wasn't sure whether their deference annoyed her or
placated her. She would never become used to this life. Never. But as
Scholastica examined Burchard's seamed face, Liath slipped onto the stool
beside Sanglant and hoped no one would call attention to her arrival, which no
one did. There were five sturdy traveling lamps placed on tripods and another
four hanging from the cross poles. The light gave every face a waxy quality,
too bright, but there also gleamed on one wall the unfurled imperial banner.
Gold-and-silver thread glinted in the crown of stars, which was embroidered on
cloth and stained with tracks of soot that no one had been given permission to
wash out. Even the rents and tears in the fabric had been left. The Wendish
banner had been washed and repaired, but not the imperial one. "It is not part of our law for the
bastard child to inherit," said Scholastica, "but I have observed
that laws are silent in the presence of arms. That Liutgard and Burchard speak
for you gives strength to your case." She looked at each duke in turn, as
if her disapproval could change their minds, but Burchard merely sighed and
Liutgard glared back at her. "Let Theophanu and Ekkehard agree, and it
will be done." "I have already sent Eagles to
Osterburg." "I sent Eagles and messengers out as
well, when I heard rumor of your coming. While you wait for their arrival, you
must disperse your army. I cannot feed so many for more than three days. Our
stores are already low. The weather bodes ill for the spring." "I will keep my army beside me." "Will you take by force that which
you can only win with God's favor, and the agreement of your peers?" His frown was quick but marked. Unlike his
father, Sanglant did not rage easily, and a few men muttered to see him brush
the edge of anger. "I did not seek this position. I am my father's
obedient son. I have done only what he wished." "A man may turn away from a platter of meat when he has just
eaten, only to crave it when he hungers. We are not unchanging creatures,
Nephew. We wax and wane like the moon, and at times we change our minds about
what it is we want. Although, I see, some things have not changed." She
gestured toward Liath. "The last, if not the first, or so your grandmother
divined. Your concubine?" "My wife," he said, his
irritation even more pronounced. "An Eagle is your wife?" she
asked, as if he had claimed to have married a leper. "Liathano is of noble birth out of
Bodfeld." "A minor family which can bring no worthwhile alliance to your
position. Surely it would be wiser to seek a more advantageous match. Duke
Conrad's daughter, or Margrave Gerberga of Austra's youngest sister, Theucinda.
Margrave Waltharia herself, if it is true that her husband died on your
expedition, leaving her free. There was some interest there before, between the
two of you, I believe." "I have what I need." Scholastica turned her gaze and examined
Liath with a look meant to intimidate. Strangely, Liath found herself caught
between an intense boredom at the prospect of having to endure much more of
this sparring and at the same time a feeling of being wrung so tight that like
Sanglant she could not sit restfully but kept tapping one foot on the carpet. "Your mother was a heathen?"
asked Scholastica at last. "No, not really, Holy Mother,"
said Liath, aware of how disrespectful she sounded and, for this instant, just
not caring. "A Daisanite woman of black complexion whom your father
impregnated?" "My mother was a daimone of the upper
air, imprisoned by the woman who later made herself skopos. My father loved
her. I am the result of that passion." Was that a smile that shifted the lines in
that grim expression, even for an instant? Liath had no idea, but she saw that
such a bald statement
did not confound the abbess although her three clerics made little noises of
astonishment. In some cases, a smile is a sword. "Do you have a soul?" the abbess
asked kindly. Half the people in the tent gasped, while
the other half, shocked into silence, stared. Sanglant shifted, ready to rise
and confront this challenge, but Liath set a hand on his forearm and he
quieted, although she could feel the tension in his muscles, a hound barely
leashed and poised to lunge. 'Are not all creatures created by God? I
am no different than you, Mother Scholastica." Her eyes narrowed and her mouth thinned,
but it was impossible tell if she were offended or intrigued. "So you say.
I understand that you are educated." "Yes, I am educated as well as my
father was able to teach me. I can read and write in three languages." "You were condemned as a
maleficus." "I am not one. I was educated as a
mathematicus." "You admit it publicly, knowing that
the church condemned such sorcery at the Council of Narvone? That you were
excommunicated in absentia by a council at Autun?" "I am not afraid of the church,
Mother Scholastica." She was surprised, more than anything, at how weary
she felt in defending herself, and how peculiar it was to be shed at long last
of the fear that had so long hunted her. Da had taught her to fear; it was the
only defense he had known. "I believe in God, just as you do. I pray to God,
just as you do. I am no heretic or infidel. You cannot harm me if my companions
refuse to shun me, and the skopos and her mages are dead." As soon as she spoke the words, she knew
them ill said. The abbess stiffened and turned deliberately away from her. "I am not accustomed to being spoken
to in this manner, Sanglant," said Mother Scholastica. "Especially
not by one who was excommunicated. I have heard tales of this woman. She is
infamous for seducing and discarding men." "So you believe," said Sanglant.
"I know otherwise." "Even your father was not
immune." "My father was betrayed by his second
wife, a pretty woman of impeccable noble lineage." "Will your fate run likewise,
Nephew?" He laughed curtly. "Liathano has
already made her choice, and I had no say in it. I will not beg her to stay,
nor can I prevent her from leaving." "Then why do you stay?" the
abbess asked Liath, carefully not using her name, as if she were a creature
that could not possess a name and therefore a human existence. "Because I love him." "Love is trifling compared to
obligation, faith, and duty. Passion waxes and wanes like the moon of which we
have spoken. It is more fragile than a petal torn from a rose. You may even
believe that your motives spring from disinterested love, but you have not
answered my question. What do you want?" Liath had no answer. 2 I pray you, Sanglant, forgive me. I
haven't the patience for court life." "No," he agreed. She sat on the pallet they shared,
watching him where he sat cross-legged at the tent's entrance. He twitched the
flap open and looked away from her to stare out into the camp. The ring of
sentry fires burned steadily; a few shapes paced, as he wished he could. In the
royal tent he had room to pace, but he had acceded to Liath's wishes weeks ago
and set aside a smaller tent where they could sleep alone. Even in Gent he hadn't slept alone but
rather with a pack of dogs as his attendants. She coughed, bent slightly to scratch her
thigh. He glanced at her. She had stripped down to a light linen shift so worn
it was translucent. A lamp hung from the crossbeam of the tent, and by its
flame he admired how the fabric curved and layered around breast and thigh and
hip. "No," he repeated. "When
you were an Eagle, you had no power and had to endure what was cast before you.
Now, you have defeated Anne and her Sleepers. Nothing keeps you here except the
memory of Blessing—and your love for me. Otherwise, I have nothing you want, as
my aunt suspects." "Does she?" Perhaps not. She is the third child, after
Henry and Rotrudis. She placed in the convent early and invested as abbess by
the time was fourteen. Obligation and duty are the milk she has drunk all her
life. She must believe you seek power or advancement. She may not be able to
believe otherwise." "What do you believe?" He shrugged. "I have nothing you
want, Liath. Therefore, I believe you." She smiled, so sweetly that he laughed,
although the sight of her pained him now that he was so close to bearing the
full weight of the burden his father had thrust on him. "With Da, I learned to run from place
to place. Fugitives only want never to be caught. They never think beyond their
next escape route. I set myself against Anne, and I defeated her—if what we
have seen these past months can be called a triumph. What is left to me? I have
outrun those who sought to capture me. I have lost my daughter." "As have Liutgard and Burchard lost
theirs." He sighed. "And I will become regnant, as my father wished.
Will you leave me? It is true you haven't the patience for court life." From this angle he could see, also, the
hill on which the fortress and convent of Quedlinhame stood, ancient seat of
his great great grandmother's inheritance. Lucienna of Attomar had brought
lands and wealth to the first Henry, together with allies enough to assure him
of support when he reached for and took the throne of Wendar. Without Lucienna
and her kin, the first Henry would not have become regnant. In honor of that
connection, the old fortress had been turned into the most favored and wealthiest
monastery in the land, shepherded always by a girl born into the royal line.
Like young Richardis, his aunt, who had renamed herself Scholastica when she
entered the church as a youthful abbess three decades ago. She was accustomed
to wielding power, and to passing judgment. Henry had trusted her. But she did
not trust Sanglant or his half-human wife. A torch shone on the distant wall, marking
the gate. Otherwise, it was dark. As usual, clouds obscured the sky. He let the
canvas fall and turned to look at his wife. She remained outwardly as calm as a
pool undisturbed by wind or debris. Like the stars, she was veiled. But he no
longer believed she was hiding anything from him. All artifice and concealment
had been burned away, first in her journey into the aether and then, finally,
in the cataclysm itself. "You said once—" To his
surprise, he faltered with the words catching in his throat, but he drove himself onward.
"You said that what you saw and experienced in the heavens, with your
mother's kin, gave you peace." She nodded. "Yes, peace. More than
that. I found joy." Jealousy gnawed like a worm, as the poets
would say, and poets had a knack for speaking truth. "Joy," he said
hoarsely, hating the sound of the word, hating the sound of his voice because
he knew that on this field he was helpless. He had no weapons and no strategy. She caught his elbow and drew him close.
"I did not stay there." She pressed her lips into the curve of his
neck. Once, this alone would have driven all
thought of trouble from his mind. Now, there were many things he wanted to say,
but he let them go. 3 FOR three days they remained encamped outside
of Quedlinhame, waiting. Liutgard went into seclusion. By the second day folk
came down from the town to trade with the soldiers, not that the soldiers had
much to trade with. The men cleaned and repaired their gear, hunted in the
woodlands despite the dearth of game, and herded the horses into meadowlands to
graze and rest. With so much time on her hands, Liath flew
with the Eagles, although she was no longer truly one of their nest. The twenty
who had survived the trek north out of Aosta had gained another fifteen comrades,
coming piecemeal into their ranks once the army reached Wendar. Most recently a
very young Eagle named Ernst who had been chafing at Quedlinhame for several
months had arrived at camp, proclaiming himself eager to be out of that cage.
Now, in the afternoon, a dozen Eagles sat together under an awning that
protected them from a drizzle. The sky had a grayer cast than usual. The
fortress hill seemed colorless, set against the dreary sky. The soft light cast
a glamour over the oak forest, while to the east the heavens had brightened to
a pearllike gleam where the rain stopped and the clouds lightened. The sun
never broke through. "Not much snow in the mountains when
we were crossing," Hathui was saying to Ernst. "Maybe more came after
we crossed, But if there isn't snow, then the melt won't swell the rivers come
spring." "If spring ever comes," said
Ernst. "We had no snow at all. It was uncanny warm all winter. First,
there was so much rain the fields flooded. In parts of Osterburg, streets and
houses both ran underwater, all the way up to my knees! Nay, wait, that flood
came in Askulavre. The bad rainstorms were earlier, back in the autumn. But now
there's only a bit of rain like this. And yet always cloud." "My granddad said there was one
winter when he was a lad they never saw sun, and all spring, too," said
another Eagle, a southerner out of Avaria with curly dark hair and big,
callused hands. "He lost two of his brothers that next winter. It was
worse the year after for they'd eaten most of their seed corn. He used to talk
about that time a lot when he was blind and bedridden. I'd sit with him, just
to hear the tale, for he liked telling it. Still, I wonder." He gestured
toward the heavens. "Crops can't grow without sun and rain in the right measure." "Too warm all winter," said
Hathui. "Too dry in the south last year, when we were down there. A
terrible drought, so bad every blade of grass was brittle. Up here, everything
is soggy. I've got mold on my feet!" Everyone laughed, and for a while they
talked about how their feet itched and how their clothes and tents stank of
mildew. Everyone had mold on their feet except Liath, who was never sick and
never plagued by fleas or lice or rashes. She sat as usual in the back. The
other Eagles were accustomed to her presence in a way no one else could be.
They ignored her. For her part, she braided fiber into rope as Eldest Uncle had
taught her. At intervals she played surreptitiously at setting twigs to burn,
honing her ability to call fire into smaller and smaller targets. Mostly, she
listened to their news and their gossip and their conclusions as well as the
information they had gleaned speaking to the locals. She listened to Ernst's
earnest report of conditions in Wendar over the last six months or more, ever
since that windstorm had swept over them. Folk even so far north as Wendar had
felt and feared and marked this unnatural tempest, although they had no way of
knowing the truth. The Eagles with Henry's army had seen, and
witnessed. Yet even they did not know the whole. "I wonder," she said aloud, and
noted how they all stilled and started and turned, then waited for her to speak. She
smiled as she realized in what manner she fooled herself, wanting to believe
they did not scrutinize her every least movement and word for hidden meanings.
She was no longer an Eagle. That part of her life was gone. "I'm just wondering," she said
into their silence, "if the strange weather is an artifact of Anne's
spell. It might even be an effect of the spell woven in ancient times under the
Bwr shaman's supervision that rebounded on us. The Bwr shaman are tempestari,
so the legends say." "So we observed ourselves," said
Hathui. "It was her magic that stemmed the blizzard that swept over us
when we were in the east." "Or created that blizzard." Because she had power over the weather. In a still forest, an unexpected wind may
agitate the leaf litter, unearthing hidden depths and items long concealed by
layer upon layer of detritus. She rose, tucking fiber and the short length of
rope into a pouch. Thoughts skittered like mice fleeing across a church floor
suddenly illuminated by a lamp. There was a pattern there, a plan, a potential
action. All at once she was too restless to sit, troubled and stimulated by a
hundred threads any one of which, teased out to its end, might give her an
answer. "I'll come with you," said
Hathui. Liath laughed as they crossed out into the
drizzle, which was already fading into spits and kisses. "Did Sanglant set
you on me, to be my guard?" "Something like that." "Walk with me. Let me think." They walked. Time had passed unnaturally for her. It
was strange to be walking in the Wendish countryside after she had traveled to
such distant lands. A damp breeze stiffened her hands until she tucked them
inside her sleeves and promptly stumbled on uneven ground, tripped, and had to
flatten her palm on the ground to avoid pitching headlong into a mire of slimy
grass and mud. She swore as she wiped her hand off. Hathui laughed. They had set up camp beyond the fields
that ringed the hilltop fortress, in scrub country used sometimes for
cultivation and sometimes for pasture and sometimes left fallow. Stands of
young beech grew in neat copses that had recently been trimmed back by
woodcutters. Sapling ash grew in soggy hollows, everywhere surrounded by
honeysuckle or fescue. She knelt beside a tangle of raspberry vines and brushed a hand
over its thornlike hairs. Too tiny to light. She could not focus that tightly. Yet. From out in the woodland cover, they heard
a horn. "They've caught a scent," said
Hathui. "Why didn't you go with him?" "It reminds me too much of my life
with Da. Look. There are the griffins." They glided so far above that for a moment
Liath imagined them no larger than eagles. "They must be very high," said
Hathui. "There they go." The specks vanished into the south, toward
hills and wilder forest lands. Crashing sounded in the brush and they
turned just as a dozen riders emerged laughing and shouting excitedly, a pack
of hunters separated from the main group. She recognized Sanglant among their
number. He rode over to them. So often in these last months he had
looked worn by the burden of ruling, but this moment he had that same reckless,
carefree attractiveness she had fallen in love with back at Gent so many years
ago. Not so long ago in her memory, not nearly as long as in his. "What are you hunting?" he
asked. "You have that look on your face." He nodded at Hathui,
marking her presence, and she inclined her head in answer to his unspoken
message. "I am thinking," Liath said,
"about the weather." He regarded her curiously before turning
in his saddle to give a signal to his retinue. They rode back toward camp. He
dismounted and handed the reins of his horse to Hathui. "What?" he asked. "Even the sages and the church
mothers did not understand the vagaries of the weather. Only God know why there
is drought, or why fine growing weather. Why famine strikes, or plenty waxes
and wanes across the years. But what if this weather—" She gestured toward
the sky. "—is not natural weather, rather than another pattern in the
unknowable pattern woven by God? What if these are unnatural clouds caused by
the spell and the cataclysm? By the return of the Ashioi land? When a rock is
flung into the sky and falls to earth, a puff of dust may rise where it
strikes. Volcanos blast smoke and ash into the air. So many rivers of fire ran
deep in the earth on that day. So much was shaken loose. What if we made this
ourselves?" He considered, then shrugged. "If we
did so? What then?" "There are tempestari." 'Ah." He tilted back his head to look
for a long while at the sky. Then he began to pace. "If only you had
ridden east to Blessing. Li'at'dano might have helped you. If she lives." "I think she does live. I'm sure of
it. It's as if she speaks to me." "Can you ask her, then?" "I don't know how to speak in
dreams." She shrugged, impatient with this train of thought. 'Anyway, had
I ridden east, I wouldn't necessarily have realized how badly the weather is
affected here in Wendar. We can't dwell on 'if onlys.' God know I regret losing
Sorgatani. She could help me. Without Eagle's Sight, I can only wonder and wait." Fest bent his head and snuffled among the
raspberries, but finding no fodder to his liking he tugged toward greener
pastures, and after a sign from Sanglant, Hathui let him lead her away. "It's possible," he said.
"I have myself considered how far the ripples of this spell will spread.
That the Ashioi land has returned is, I fear, the least of our troubles." "I'm thinking . . ." She trailed
to a halt. He smiled at her, touched her cheek, and
she leaned against his palm for a few breaths. With that touch, she might
imagine herself in a place where troubles did not wind around her and weigh so
terribly on them all. She might imagine peace and a quiet chamber furnished
with an orrery brought north out of Andalla. She might imagine forest and
fields and the brilliant dome of heaven with stars as distinct as the flowers
in a spring meadow and as numerous as the sand on a pale shoreline. Of a wonder, he did not move, content to
stand with her as she dreamed. At last she sighed. "Sister Rosvita
once spoke to me of a convent dedicated to St. Valeria, under the rule of
Mother Rothgard. In that place they kept certain forbidden records of the
sorcerous arts. If I went there—it isn't that far from here—they might have the
answers I seek." "To make of yourself a tempestari? Do
you mean to shake the winds loose and unveil the heavens?" He withdrew his
hand, but he was laughing at her with such sweetness and pride that she felt
tears fill her eyes, although they did not spill. "If I must. If I can. It is what I
can do." "It is," he agreed, "if
anyone can." "I was named after her, the greatest
sorcerer known to humankind." "Who is not human." "Perhaps that's why." "When will you go? Should I escort
you?" "I don't know. I haven't thought
beyond wondering." "Then favor me in this way, Liath.
Wait until this matter with my aunt is resolved. Let me be crowned and anointed
and you beside me as my queen. After that you will command a retinue of your
own. It will be a simpler matter to send you to this convent on your own
progress." She shook her head, smiling. "In this
way, we're well matched, Sanglant." "In what way?" he asked,
shifting as might a hound that suddenly distrusts its master as she waves it
toward a tub of bathwater. "Where I am ignorant, you are
wise." 'And in like manner, in the other
direction?" She laughed and kissed him. The day seemed
at once hotter, brighter, brilliant, but she knew how fragile happiness could
be and how swiftly it could pass, veiled by clouds. 4 THEY heard the horn midmorning the next
day. Soon after, an Eagle cantered up to the royal tent, dismounted, and knelt
before Sanglant. He was sitting, hearing the morning reports, but he waved the
others away and they stepped back to make room for the Eagle. "You are Gilly, sent to
Osterburg." She nodded. She was at least a dozen years
older than he was, and slighter than most of the women who became Eagles, but
she was tough like a whipcord. "I have returned in the retinue of Princess
Theophanu, Your Majesty. I rode ahead to tell you this news." "What message from my sister?" She looked at Hathui, then back at the
king. "She sends no message, Your Majesty. She herself rides to
Quedlinhame. She'll be here today." Because of the way the camp was sited, set
back about a league from the town wall and surrounded by a blend of scrub trees
and open ground, they heard a flurry of horns at midday but saw nothing. Soon
afterward, Lewenhardt noted a trio of banners flying over the tower next to the
owl standard marking the presence of Mother Scholastica, but it was too far
away for him to make out their markings. Near dusk, with a wind whipping up out of
the southeast, a sentry came running to announce that a party approached from
town. "Let the men assemble." Sanglant
took his place in the chair that his father had used while traveling. He drew
his fingers over the carved arms: here an eagle's sharp beak, there a lion's
rugged mane running smooth under his skin, and under this the hollows and
ridges of its paws. He set his feet square on the ground in front of him,
although he had to tap his right foot. A host came, led by Mother Scholastica on
her white mule who, as abbess of the venerable and holy institution of
Quedlinhame, was as powerful as any duke. Four monks and four nuns walked with
lamps held high, lighting her way. Behind her rode Theophanu on a gray mare.
His sister wore a fine gown that appeared silver in the fading light, stitched
with gold thread. There were other women with her. One he knew immediately,
even with the lowering twilight and the distance, and he flushed and glanced at
Liath, who sat frowning beside him, obviously uncomfortable but brave enough to
stick it out. She was squinting, head tilted to one side, trying to see
something. Her hands tightened. She took in a sharp breath. Waltharia, margrave of the Villams, had
ridden to Osterburg and now come to Quedlinhame, no doubt because she had heard
the news of his return. She wore a cloak. What she wore beneath he could not
discern, but he knew well enough the feel of her, that old and pleasurable
memory. Desire stirred, and he shut his eyes briefly to fight it. He was a
little embarrassed, in truth, because he still felt an abiding affection for
her, and he knew that while it was all very well for Liath to accept and
dismiss the existence of women who no longer had any chance to get close to him,
it was a different matter entirely to have to dine and laugh with a woman who
had been his first and most famous lover. Whom he had, not two years ago— well,
never mind that. Perhaps Waltharia would hate him because her husband Druthmar
had died in the south, fighting in his army. Perhaps, but he doubted it. She
would grieve, and then find another husband; that was the way of the world. He could not help anyway but be glad to
see her, because he knew she would support him. He hoped she would support him.
He needed her support. Theophanu had come armored with other
great nobles of the realm besides Waltharia: Wichman's twin sisters, Sophie and
Imma, Biscop Suplicia of Gent, Biscop Alberada of Handelburg, two other women
in biscop's surplices whose names he did not know, and three abbots. Margrave
Judith's heir, named Gerberga, rode at Theophanu's right hand. He did not know
her well. Beside her rode his younger half brother, Prince Ekkehard, dressed as
a noble, not as a cleric, and in any case easy to overlook among the rest. They were handsome women, each in her own
way, splendid and terrible, a phalanx that could help him or harm him depending
on their wishes and their whims. These were the powers of the realm in whose
hands he must place his father's body and in whose eyes he must prove his
worthiness to rule as regnant. Three ranks of lesser nobles and courtiers
rode behind them, all come to confront or placate the man who claimed Henry's
throne. Belatedly, he noticed that it was one of these, in the second rank, who
had caught Liath's attention. She stared, her expression fixed and cold and
unreadable. "I will not," she whispered, so
low it was clear she meant no man or woman to hear her, but he had a dog's
hearing, keener than that of humankind. "I have climbed the ladder of the
mages. I have walked through fire and lived. That which harmed me can harm me
now only if I allow it to, and I will not." A cold shock ran through him. He ought to
have noticed. He had not. But Liath had. She had seen his beautiful face first
of all: Hugh. 5 IT was a shock, but she let the anger and
fear burn off her. A part of her would always remember; a part of her would
always cringe. But not the greater part, not anymore. She could face what she
had once feared without shrinking back from the expected blow. Still, it was hard to wait beside Sanglant
when she did not feel comfortable acting as his consort, a person whose power
and authority must be seen and felt at all times in public, with so many faces
watching her, measuring her, judging her. The riders drew up on the road. Mother
Scholastica raised a hand to halt the others. She surveyed Sanglant with an
expression Liath could not interpret. At length, Princess Theophanu dismounted
and assisted her aunt to dismount. After Mother Scholastica had both feet on
the ground, the rest of the front rank dismounted in their turn. Liath did not
know them all, but she was sure from their bearing, their pride, and their rich
tunics and cloaks that they were nobles of the first rank, the equals whose
support the regnant must obtain if he wanted the throne and crown of Wendar. There were few men among them—so many men
had died fighting in the wars—and she was reminded of Sanglant's confrontation
with Li'at'dano and the centaurs, female all. He did not look in the least
discomfited, but then, nothing about women made him uncomfortable. He neither
feared nor exalted them, although it was certainly true that the Bwr shaman had
annoyed him because of her lack of respect. "Well met, Brother," said
Theophanu, coming forward beside her aunt. She turned to Liutgard and spoke
polite words of regret, which Liutgard accepted with a bitter glance for the
silent abbess. "I pray you, Theophanu, Aunt, sit beside
me." He rose and invited them to step in under the awning where two stools
had been set up to his right, but Mother Scholastica halted at the edge of the
carpet, coming no farther, and Theophanu had perforce to stop beside her. Silence reigned. Sanglant sat back down
while they remained standing. "Let us dispense with
pleasantries," Mother Scholastica said. "Theophanu has ridden far.
Let her speak plainly." "So I will," said Theophanu in
her cool way, "for I am weary, having ridden far. You have made a claim
for our father's throne. You have in your possession his corpus, awaiting
decent burial. These things I acknowledge. Know this also: I have no army to
fight you. I have a century of stout Lions, a hundred cavalry of my own
retinue, and what levies we can raise out of Saony. Fesse and Avaria stand with
you, I see." "We do," said Liutgard. "We do," said Burchard,
"and we witnessed Henry's last words,
when he named Prince Sanglant as his heir. We
witnessed much else, but it is too much to tell here." He ran a hand over
his hair and staggered. Behind him, a steward steadied the old duke with a hand
under the elbow. "Others mean to stand with you as
well," said Theophanu as one of the noblewomen in her entourage crossed
the gap to approach Sanglant. He stood and extended his hands, and this
woman placed her folded hands in his as a sign of allegiance. Liath did not
know the woman, but she had heard stories, and there were only so many women
who wore the margrave's key and might exchange a glance as intimate as that
with Sanglant. "You are well come back to Wendar,
Sanglant." "I pray for your forgiveness,
Waltharia. You will have heard the news. I did not even find Druthmar's
body." She was serious and sorrowful, wiping away
tears, but not angry. She did not take the news too lightly, but she did not
beat her breast and moan and wail. "I have wept, and will weep
again," she said gravely. She and Liutgard exchanged a knowing glance.
"He knew the risk, and served as he was able." "He was a good man," said
Sanglant. "Yes." She looked past him to
Liath, smiled with a strange expression, and spoke in a tone that balanced
amused regret and sincere interest. "This is your bride, the one you spoke
of?" "It is." "Well met, Liathano." "Well met," Liath echoed, but
she had a horrible, disorienting moment as she met Waltharia's honest gaze. I will like her. Waltharia smiled slightly, withdrew her
hands from his, and moved to stand beside Liutgard and Burchard. Liath felt the
other woman's presence like fire. It almost made her forget about Hugh, waiting
with apparent humility in the second rank. Beautiful Hugh. He was not looking at her, and because of
that, she kept glancing at him to see if he was looking. "It is no surprise that Villam is loyal
to Sanglant," said Theophanu. "Where is our sister Sapientia,
Brother?" Sanglant sat down. "She may be dead.
Certainly she is lost." "It was your doing," said
Theophanu calmly, where another woman might rage or accuse. "I do not deny that I took control of
the army from her. She was not fit to lead, Theophanu. I did not kill
her." Liath could not help but think of Helmut
Villam, and perhaps Sanglant did as well, because he chose that moment to look
toward Hugh. The other man had his gaze fixed modestly on the ground. Two noblewomen standing beside Theophanu
spoke up. "No loss. She was always
foolish." "You would say that! Knowing
foolishness as well as you do!" "I pray you, Sophie. Imma."
Theophanu did not raise her voice, but the two women fell silent. "Let us
have neither quarreling nor levity. It is a serious matter to accuse one in our
family of responsibility in the death of a sibling." "We are not Salians or Aostans,"
remarked Mother Scholastica, "to murder our kinfolk in order to gain
preference or advantage for ourselves." "Or Arethousans, for that matter,
happy to sell a sister into slavery or death if it means wealth and title for
oneself." Wichman's comment came unexpectedly, for he had loitered quietly
to the left of Duke Burchard this entire time. "Have you a complaint, Wichman?"
asked Sanglant. "Not at all. Sapientia was weak, and
a fool. She's better dead, if she's dead. Henry named her as heir only after he
thought you were dead. I don't care if you're a bastard, Cousin. Although
certainly I know you are!" He laughed. "I care if you can win the war
and hold the kingdom together. If you will, grant me the duchy of Saony. I'll
hold it honorably and support you." Liath realized that Sophie and Imma were
sisters, as they got red in the face and burst into nasty, passionate speech. 'And pass over the elder—!" "You snake! You are a viper to strike
so at our heels!" "I pray you, silence!" said
Sanglant. "Let me think on it, Wichman. I must consult with my sister,
Theophanu. She has served ably as regent in my absence. Your sisters, as well,
have a legal claim. My aunt's counsel must also be heard." "But you will still decide,"
said Wichman with a sneer. "You have the army, and the strength, to do as
you will." "So be it," said Theophanu.
"Spoken crudely, but with truth. I cannot stop you from becoming regnant,
Sanglant, and I am not sure I wish to. I have struggled to maintain order in
Saony and not lose our family's ancestral lands. In this way I have remained loyal
to our father." She paused, and Liath thought she meant to
go on in this vein, to say something rash. But Theophanu did not possess a rash
temperament. "So you have," agreed Sanglant.
"You have done well." "I have done what I can. You will
find that we are weak, and that the Enemy's minions are powerful. They have
brought fear, famine, plague, strife, hunger, and heresy in their army. This is
the battle you must fight now, Your Majesty." A hint of emotion had crept
into her voice. Liath thought her tone sarcastic, but it was difficult to tell
because her expression did not change and her tone remained even, except for
that edge that made each word sharp and cold. "You will not find it as
easy a war to win." "No battle is easy, Theophanu,"
he said wearily. "I have seen too many of my trusted companions die. Our
father died in my arms. What we won came at a great cost. Not just men at arms.
The devastation I saw in Aosta was ..." He struggled for words, and
finally shrugged. 'Aosta lies in ruins. We saw entire forests set ablaze, or
flattened by the tempest. We saw a town swamped by a great wave off the sea. I
have among my army some few clerics who escaped the holy city of Darre. They
say that a volcano erupted to the west. That cracks opened in the earth throughout
the plain of Dar and that poisonous fumes, the breath of the Enemy, foul the
air so that no one can live there. Wendar has been spared such horrors, at
least." "Do you think so? We have suffered
while you and our father abandoned us for other adventures, Sanglant. Do you
not recall the Quman invasion? The endless bickering wars between Sabella and
Henry? Plague in Avaria? The Eika assault on Gent? Drought and famine?" "So you see," he agreed.
"If we do not have order, then we will all perish." "If you will." Mother
Scholastica lifted her staff, and they stopped talking. "If you will give
Henry's corpus to me, Sanglant, then those among my clerics who are trained in
preparing the body for burial will do what is fitting. Let him be laid to rest
now that he has returned to Wendar. After that, we will hold council in the
church where Queen Mathilda is buried. Let us pray that the memory of his
wisdom guides us to do what is right." "Very well," said Sanglant.
"There is much to tell that you will not have heard." "Much to tell." Theophanu looked
at their brother, Ekkehard, but he remained standing passively beside his wife, Gerberga,
who was now the margrave of Austra and Olsatia because she was Judith's eldest
legitimate child. No love lost between those two, she
thought, for Ekkehard's stand suggested a coolness between him and his older
wife. Hugh's silence suggested volumes, which Liath could not yet read. How had Hugh come here? Where had he been?
She had seen him briefly in the interstices of the great weaving, but he had
vanished. Unlike the others, he had not died. Of course not. He shifted so slightly that no one who was
not held by a taut thread to his presence would have noticed. She noticed. In
the manner of a young woman who does not mean to inflame male desire by
glancing up, just so, from under half-lowered lashes that suggest both
desire and modesty, he looked up to meet her gaze. It was all there to be seen, all that he
wished for, everything he remembered. He had not changed. But she had. Sanglant muttered a curse under his
breath. His sword hand tightened on the arm of the chair. He rose, and Hugh
looked away from Liath. "How soon can the funeral be
held?" asked Sanglant. "We will need an entire day to
prepare the body," said the abbess. "The day after tomorrow is the
Feast of St. Johanna the Messenger. It would be an auspicious day to commend
his soul to God." "So be it. I will bring his body to
you at first light."
6 HE rose before dawn. Barefoot, wearing
only a simple shift, he walked beside the cart as it creaked up the road to the
gates of Quedlinhame. The grind of the wheels on dirt sang a counterpoint to
the multitudes who had gathered along the road to mourn the passing of their
king. Folk of every station cried out loud, or tore their hair, or wept psalms:
ragged beggars and sturdy farmers, craftsmen and women with callused hands,
silk-clad merchants, and simple laborers. They sobbed as the cart rolled past,
although in truth there was nothing to see except a chest padded by sacks of
grain so it would not shift when the cart lurched in potholes and ruts. He wept, too, because it was expected of
him but also because he grieved for his father, whom he had loved. He had lost so much, including his schola,
Heribert and Breschius, but he had gained the remnants of Henry's schola, and
it was these who walked behind the cart carrying the Wendish crown and the
Wendish banner to display to the crowd. They sang, in their sweet voices, the
lament for the dead, although the wailing of the crowd almost drowned them out. "Put not your trust in the great. Not in humankind, who are mortal. A person's breath departs. She returns to the dust. On that day her plans come to
nothing." At intervals he glanced back to be sure
that Hathui was close by, guarded by Captain Fulk and his trusted soldiers. The
others he did not fear for, but he knew Hathui might be in danger. Keep her
close, he had told Fulk, and Fulk, unsmilingly, had agreed. They toiled up the slope and halted before
the gates of the town. The bell rang for Lauds, and with a shout from the guard
and the squeal of gears, the gates were opened. The townsfolk of Quedlinhame thronged the
streets, falling back as Sanglant advanced in all his penitent splendor. The
burden lay heavy. Soon he would be crowned and anointed, and after that day he
would no longer be free. Duty would chain him as thoroughly as Bloodheart ever
had, but duty had always chained him. Henry had known him better than anyone
else. He had known that, in the end, the rebellious son would give way to the
obedient one. He dared not blame his father. Henry had loved him best of all
his children, though it might have been wiser not to have a favorite. No doubt
Sapientia, Theophanu, and Ekkehard had suffered for getting less, although by
birth and legitimacy they should have had more. As each step took him closer to
the church and the royal funeral, he wondered what had become of Mathilda and
Berengaria, his youngest half siblings. Was Adelheid dead, or had she somehow,
impossibly, survived? Ai, God. What had become of Blessing?
Would he ever know? The crowd pressed in behind the clerics,
giving no right of way to the soldiers and noble captains who accompanied him,
but Fulk pushed past them with Hathui in train. Keeping her close. A dozen
beggars wearing the white rags of professional mourners raised such a cry of
shrieking and yelping that he could no longer hear the clerics' sweet song. He set his face forward and trudged up the
hill to the convent, where his aunt, his sister, and his noble brethren waited
on the broad porch of Quedlinhame's church. He knew them for what they were:
the dogs who would nip at his heels, just as Bloodheart had long ago predicted. X A VIGIL
1 LONG after the crowd of mourners and courtiers
had left, deep into the night, he remained kneeling on the cold stone floor of
the church, at the center of the apse. Sometimes he wept; sometimes he prayed;
sometimes he breathed in the sweetness of God's presence. Why did one man live
while another died? Why did God allow suffering? Why did the wicked flourish
and remain so damned handsome, standing within the shield of their powerful
relatives? As usual, he had no answers. He heard the door scrape and soft footfalls.
At first he thought it was the guard changing at the door, perhaps Captain Fulk
checking on him, and on Hathui, who knelt silently about ten paces behind him. Theophanu knelt beside him. She was
accompanied by her faithful companion Leoba, who knelt with head bowed a little
in front of the Eagle. Theophanu set a candle, in its holder, on
the floor. "You mourn late," she said in
her bland voice. "Should I not?" Instead of answering, she rested her head
on clasped hands and murmured a lengthy prayer. He remained silent, listening for God, but
heard nothing except the sigh of wind through the upper arcades that housed the
bells. Shadows hid the aisles and the painted ceiling. Even the ornamentation
on the pillars was colorless, washed gray by night. Did God exist equally in
the shadows and in the light? "He loved you better," she said
suddenly. "I know. I am sorry for your sake,
Theo. You didn't deserve to have less of his love." She shrugged. "I became accustomed to
it." She was so frustrating. It was impossible
to know what she was thinking. That was why folk didn't quite trust her. He
just didn't have the patience, not anymore, but he held his tongue, waiting for
her to continue. She wasn't looking at him. Her gaze was fixed
on the coffin that rested before the altar, draped by Wendar's banner. The mass
had been sung. The hymns had gone on for hours. At dawn, Henry's remains would
be laid in the crypt beside those of his beloved mother, Queen Mathilda. After a while, she moved the candle two
finger's breadths to the right. "Do not forget me, Sanglant. Our
father did, and I was patient. Do not believe that I will be as patient for
you." Sometimes in battle an opening appears
that must be seized in the instant or forever lost. "I have need of you
now, where you can serve Wendar most ably." "Where is that, Brother?" "Saony." "As regent?" "No, as Rotrudis' successor. As
duchess in your own right." There it was, the merest crack seen in the
lift of her chin and the crinkling of her eyes: he had amused her. "It is
the obvious choice, Sanglant. Her daughters are fools and her son is a rutting
beast. How better to placate me, who might challenge your claim to our father's
throne, than by offering me a duchy?" "You have administered Saony ably
these last few years." "So I have," she agreed coolly.
"It is the least I deserve. But, I suppose, the most I can hope for." "Is that a warning, or are you
accepting the duchy?" The dim light revealed an unlooked for
glimpse of emotion as she glanced at him with eyes wide. Almost he thought she
might chuckle, but she did not. "I'm tempted to see it given to Wichman, just to see those two
harpies claw themselves to death with jealousy." Leoba choked down a laugh. He snorted. "Wichman isn't temperate
enough to be a good steward. Saony is the heart of Wendar and always will
be." "What of Sophie and Imma and Wichman?
They cannot be so easily dismissed." He shrugged. "Wichman will complain,
as he has always done, but he will not challenge your right to the ducal seat
or mine to place you there. As for the other two—in truth, Theo, what does it
matter what they say?" "They will run to Conrad for his
support. They've threatened to before." "Let them. How can those two help
Conrad? Can you imagine him suffering their bickering and whining?" "If he sees advantage in it,
yes." "A prince without a retinue is no prince," he countered.
"Sophie and Imma bring him nothing." "Except a claim—an excuse—to restore
them to the place you have usurped from them. An excuse to march his army into
Wendar." "Is Conrad so ambitious?" "Yes. He married Tallia. She has a
claim to Wendar as well as to Varre. A claim as strong as yours, now that I
think on it. Stronger, many would say." "I can fill up an army with
weak-minded fools and whining cowards, but that doesn't mean I can win a battle
with them. Let Sophie and Imma run to Conrad if they wish. He is welcome to
them. I suppose Wichman is too closely related for the church to approve of a
marriage between you and him." "Wichman! Spare me that! He's a
beast." He was taken aback by her anger, which
flooded forth so unexpectedly. "Nay, I meant it only as a jest—" "I know. But you have spoken a truth
despite yourself. The wars have killed all our men, and the rest are
married." "It's true the matter of a husband is
a difficult one, but there must be a man sufficient to your needs and of
suitable birth who can be found." "A faint promise," she observed. "More whisper than
shout." He shrugged. "A realistic one.
Do you accept, Theophanu?" She fell silent, lips closed, eyes cast
down, that veil of secrecy smoothing her features once again. Behind the altar,
each set on a tripod,
three lamps burned steadily: one in the guise of a lion with flame flaring from
its eyes and mane, one in the form of an eagle with fire snapping out of holes
opening along the sweep of its wings, and the third in the shape of a dragon
with head flung back and fire breathing from its jaws. "Saony," she said, tasting the word,
testing its flavor. "Yes. I will be duchess of Saony. That, at least, is
something." 2 LIATH knew Sanglant would pray until dawn.
He had told her he meant to do so. Sleep eluded her. She did not wish to return
to the distant tent out where the woods would creak and rattle all night. Not
even the company of Eagles tempted her. This night, Sanglant wanted to be alone
as he prayed for his father's soul, and she did not want to stray far from him. She stuffed two unlit candles into her
sleeve as she left in procession with the rest of the mob, whose noise was for
once muted by the solemnity of the occasion. Long ago she had learned how to
fade into the background so others did not notice her. She slid smoothly from
one group of mourners to the next until she came around past the necessarium
and found a solitary path that led back into Quedlinhame's compound. She
remembered the ground plan of the institution perfectly, of course. It was easy
to find a shadowed corner and wait there for an hour or more as folk went to
their beds and the readers settled to their night's round of prayer in the
Lady's chapel. When she was sure she was alone, she lit one candle, which she
would not have needed had there been even a slip of moon visible, and made her
way to the library. The library hall was as silent as the
tumulus in which they had laid Blessing. Nothing stirred. Shadows filled the
distant corners, obscured the ceiling, and cloaked the tidy carrels and the
latched cabinets set against the walls. She halted at the lectern and ran her
fingers over the catalog as she listened, but she heard no noise at all from
the hall, the neighboring scriptorium, or the warren of rooms behind her that
housed the rest of the cabinets. The catalog was latched shut but not
locked. She popped the latch and opened it, turning each page as she sought the
entry to Isidora of Seviya's famous Etymologies. Isidora's encyclopedic
work would certainly contain information on tempestari. Da's book, so
painstakingly compiled over years of wandering, had contained few references to
the art of weather workers. It had been too crude a form of sorcery, something
dabbled in by hedge witches and ignorant hearth wives, and he scorned it. He
had reserved his attention for the secrets of the mathematici and the sciences
of astronomy and astrology, although it seemed strange that he would name his
daughter after a legendary weather witch whose power he had in no way
comprehended. Li'at'dano had not woven trifling spells to make incantations
against another farmer's crop, or with the blowing of conch shells and the
shouts of revelers drive away a storm that threatened to disrupt a wedding or
feast day. She was no fulgutari to divine the future by interpreting the
strokes of lightning and the sound and direction of thunder. She was something
altogether more powerful and more dangerous. Anne had learned enough to force
the clouds to move north and away from the stone crowns so that weather would
not impede her spell, and some glamour from that vast working remained to this
day, shrouding the sun and chilling the Earth. There. The entry listed the cabinet in which the Etymologies could
be found. She began to close the book, but her eye caught on another entry, and
a third, and more and more of them as she turned another page. It felt so good
to feel the texture of parchment against her skin. It eased her heart to see
each book and scroll listed in neat array, each one cataloged, each one accessible.
So much set down over the long years. Folk would try to discover what they did
not know. They would seek into the dark of mysteries and try to answer or
explain. God had made humankind curious in that way, although at times it
brought good and at times ill. Perhaps it was his foot brushing the stone
floor. Perhaps a brief cessation of the wind, barely heard where it moaned
through the outer eaves. Perhaps he had taken in his breath at the wrong
moment, in that hollow space where she inadvertently held hers. Perhaps it was
only the scratching of a hungry mouse oblivious to the dangers awaiting it in
the library hall. She was not alone in the hall and had
never been alone. He had been waiting in the shadows all along. She looked, and
looking betrayed her. "I knew you would come here," he
said. She started. She had been looking to her
right, but his voice came from the shadows to the left, near one of the
entrances to the tiny rooms in which the rest of the library collection rested
in cabinets. She might have walked through that archway all unknowing, within
reach of his hands. Yet she had always been within his reach.
She had never quite shaken him off. "What is it you seek?" he asked
her, and at last she saw his shape against the wall, just standing there to
watch her. Anger is a refuge when one is taken by
surprise. "Where is my father's book?" she
demanded. "It is safe." / can immolate him. Her heart beat
like a fury battering against its cage. Reach deep into him and burn him until
he was nothing but cinders, like those poor soldiers she had killed, all of
whom had screamed and screamed as the agony ate them from the inside out. "Better a clean death," she said,
hearing how her voice shook and knowing he would interpret it as fear of him,
when it was herself she feared. She would not be a monster, not even toward the
one who had earned her hatred. "You are right to be angry with
me," he said in his beautiful voice, "because I wronged you." "You abused me! Do not think to turn
my heart now or ask me to forgive you." "You are all that matters," he
said, and she knew, horribly, that he was telling the truth as he understood
it. Some things are true whether you want them to be or not. "I thought
otherwise before, but I have seen things I cannot forget, terrible things. I
regret what I have done in the past. I pray you, Liath, forgive me." "I am not a saint." "No, you are fire!" He moved,
but only to lean against a table as though he would otherwise have fallen to
his knees. "Can you not see it yourself, in this dark room? You are
ablaze." So easily he unsettled her. This was not
the battle she had anticipated. "I want Da's book," she said,
grimly sticking to the weapons at hand. " 'God becomes what you are out of
mercy.' " "What are you saying?" He was
only trying to knock her off-balance, as if he had not already. He straightened. "Do you know what is
in Bernard's book?" Don't get angry. Don't flare up. Don't
set the library on fire! She took a deep breath before she answered. She
thrust aside the easy retort and kept her voice even. "I know what is in Bernard's book.
The florilegia he compiled over many years—all the quotes and excerpts he
copied out relating to the art of the mathematici. There is also a copy of al
Haithan's On the Configuration of the World, which Da obtained in
Andalla." 'And one other text." "In a language I don't recognize,
glossed in places in Arethousan, which I also cannot read." "I can read Arethousan. 'God was born
in the flesh so that you will also be born in the spirit.' " She had expected many things, guessing
that she and Hugh would one day meet and that on that day she would have to
remember her strength. But this so shook her that at first she could not speak. He waited, always patient. "That's a heresy! The church
condemned the belief in the Redemption." "At the Great Council of Addai. Yet
what if the Redemption is the truth? What if the holy mothers were lying?" "Why would they?" "Who can know what was in their
hearts? What if the blessed Daisan allowed himself to be martyred in expiation
for the sins of humankind? What if the account bound into Bernard's book is
true, the very words of St. Thecla the Witnesser herself? I have studied. The
text your father hid in his book is an account of the redemption of the blessed
Daisan, son of God. It is the witness of St. Thecla herself, and glossed by an
unknown hand in Arethousan—because the original text is written in the tongue
of Sais, as was spoken in ancient days. As was spoken by the blessed Daisan. It
was his mother's tongue." "It can't be." "Perhaps not. Where did Bernard find
this book and why did he bind it with the others?" "I don't know. He never spoke of it.
He must have found it in the east. It could be a forgery. Arethousa is rotten
with heresy." "So the Dariyan church says. But it
could also be the truth. Here." He stepped back from the table.
"Judge for yourself." It was impossible to stop herself from
picking up the candle and approaching him, to see that in truth and indeed a book lay
on the table. Was it Da's old, familiar, beloved book? That book was the last
thing she had that linked her to Da except his love and his teaching, except
his blood and his crime against the creature that had become her mother, whom
he had killed all unwittingly and out of love. Da's book. She halted before she got into sword
range. "What do you mean to do?" "It's yours. I'm giving it back to
you." She tried to speak, but only a hoarse
"ah" "ah" got out of her throat. She struggled against
tears, against anger, against grief, against such a cascade of emotions that he
moved before she understood he meant to and glided away through one of the
archways and vanished into the shadows, just like that. She bolted forward, sure that the book
would vanish, too, become like mist and evaporate as under the glare of the
sun, but when she reached to touch it, it was solid and so very very dear to
her. She could still smell Da's scent on it, even though she knew that
fragrance was only a memory in her mind. She grasped it, the heft of it, its
weight. Metal clasps held the book together. The leather binding was grayed
with age, but it had been oiled and lovingly cared for, and the brass roses
adorning the metal clasps had been polished to a fine gleam. She ran her
fingers down the spine, reading with her touch the embossed letters: The
Book of Secrets. A masking name, Da had often said, to hide the true
name of the book within. She crushed the book against her chest,
and wept. 3 VERY late in the night Ekkehard appeared
in the church, looking tousled and sleepy with only a simple linen tunic thrown
on over his shift. Yawning, he knelt to Sanglant's left. A pair of Austran
guardsmen loitered a moment at the back, as if checking to make sure he didn't
bolt out a side door, before retreating onto the church porch to pass the time
chatting with Sanglant's soldiers. "Where did you come from?" asked
Theophanu. "Your wife's bed?" Ekkehard had a way of hunching his
shoulders to express discomfort that had always annoyed Sanglant. He was the
kind of rash personality who either leaped before looking or looked away in
order to pretend trouble wasn't there. "I pray you, Theo," Sanglant
said, "do not tease him. Let us honor our father's memory in peace." "If only Sapientia were here,"
added Theophanu, "we might be in harmony again, just as Father always
wished." The tart comment surprised a laugh out of
Sanglant. "I am not accustomed to this much bitterness from you,
Theo." "Forgive me, Brother. I forget
myself." "You sold me to the Austrans,"
said Ekkehard suddenly. "Like you'd sell a horse." "For stud," commented Theophanu.
'About all you're worth at this point. You betrayed Wendar by aiding the Quman
and showed disrespect to our father's memory by leaving Gent when you were
meant to watch over it as a holy steward. Sanglant was merciful. Toward you, at
least. Perhaps not so merciful toward Sapientia." "Sapientia sent me to my death,"
muttered Ekkehard. "I don't care if she's dead. Anyway, Gerberga's not so
bad. She's not like her mother. Better married to her than trapped as abbot in
Gent." "I am glad you approve of your
marriage," said Sanglant wryly, "since you had no choice in it. Will
Gerberga support me?" "Yes." Ekkehard scratched the
light beard covering his chin, and yawned again. "That's what she sent me
to tell you." 'At what price?" asked Theophanu. "Didn't she tell you already?"
Sanglant asked. "You rode with her from Osterburg, did you not?" "She is closemouthed, like her mother
was, but a better companion. I like her well enough. She is a good steward for
Austra and Olsatia." "Why do neither of you ever listen to
me?" said Ekkehard. "I have something to say." "Why did Gerberga not approach me
herself?" Sanglant asked. "Why send you in the middle of the
night?" "Because we can speak privately, and
no one will mark it." "Everyone marks it," said Sanglant.
"How else did Gerberga know I was here?" "Yes, but no one is surprised that
the children of Henry should pray through the night to mourn him. He did the same for
our grandmother." "In truth," said Theophanu,
"I'm surprised you did not come sooner, Ekkehard. It is fitting for a
child to mourn his beloved father with a vigil." Ekkehard had not once looked toward the
coffin. He had shed no tears that Sanglant had seen during the lengthy mass and
reading of psalms. "Do you want to hear, or not?" "Go on. What does Gerberga
want?" "The marchlands of Westfall and
Eastfall suffer because their margraves are dead in the wars. You must appoint
a new margrave for each one, to bring order. She would prefer that you listen
to her desires in this matter, as she has suitable candidates in mind, but she
will accept any reasonable lord of good family who will act in concert with her
and agree to marry Theucinda." "Theucinda must be fifteen or
eighteen by now." "She is only a little younger than I
am. Gerberga says this, also: If Bertha lives, then she might become margrave
of Eastfall, and you could let Theucinda marry the new margrave of
Westfall." "Ooof!" exclaimed Theophanu with
an ironic smile. "A great deal of territory falls therefore into
Austra's hands and that of her descendants. I would not recommend it. Make
Wichman lord of East-fall and marry poor Theucinda to him! He'll fight the
barbarians and rape the local girls, and be happy, although his wife might not
be." "That's not funny," said
Ekkehard savagely. "Wichman is a beast! Theucinda doesn't deserve to be
forced to marry him!" Ah. For the first time, there was real
passion in Ekkehard's voice. "How much older is Gerberga than
you?" Sanglant asked. "I trust she never leaves you alone with her
younger sister." "I would never!" he cried in a
tone of voice that betrayed he had thought often of just what it was he would
never do. "It's just she's a third child, like me. She knows what it's
like . . ."He bit a lip and glanced sideways at his brother and sister,
gauging their reaction. Like all of Henry's children, he was a good-looking
young man, although he would have been more attractive had his features not
been marred by a perpetual expression of sullen grievance. ". . . to be a
third child." "You are fourth," said
Theophanu. "Third, if one counts only legitimate
children!" he retorted. Even in the dim light, Sanglant could see
how his younger brother's
cheeks were flushed. His eyes had narrowed with anger, or resentment; in
Ekkehard, it was hard to tell the difference. "Do not forget," Sanglant said
in his mildest tone, "that you were shown mercy, Ekkehard. You fought and
killed your own countrymen." 'As did you! You rebelled against our
father! Some say you killed him yourself and now pretend otherwise." The thrust had no force in it, not for
Sanglant, so he wasn't prepared when Theophanu slapped Ekkehard so hard that
the blow brought tears to his eyes as he gasped. Leoba choked down an
exclamation. "I will have no fighting here to
demean the memory of our father!" said Sanglant. "Is this some poison Gerberga has
been feeding you?" Theophanu demanded. "Who has said it?" "No one." He wiped his eyes,
trembling. "No one. Gerberga doesn't believe it. She told him so. She said
only a fool would believe you killed Henry, and anyway, Liutgard and Burchard
would never support you if you had, and they were there and they saw it all.
It's true about the daimone, isn't it? It's true?" "It's true," he said, glancing
toward Hathui, who despite her appearance of contrite prayer was no doubt
listening closely. "Being true, as it is, I wonder that the margrave of
Austra shelters the man who truly betrayed Henry." Ekkehard sniffed and wiped his nose with
the back of a hand. Waiting for his brother to speak, Sanglant
realized that he, too, was trembling, that he had in him reserves of hatred he
hadn't known he possessed. Bloodheart was dead, and any power he had left to
harm Sanglant resided in Sanglant's heart and head alone. He had other enemies,
of course, some of whom had not yet declared themselves. But he had only one
man he truly hated. "That's the other thing she
wants," said Ekkehard, his voice shaky. He glared at Theophanu. Her
expression was cool and distant, without trace of the anger that had flared. "That who wants?" asked
Sanglant, who had now stuck in his head the image of his enemy, to whom God had
given exceptional beauty. Why did the wicked flourish and the innocent suffer?
Why did God allow beauty to grow in a vat of poison? "That Gerberga wants," said
Ekkehard irritably, "in exchange for her support of your claim to the
throne and crown of Wendar." "Of course. Eastfall and Westfall
must have strong margraves in these times. I am agreed to this, and I see no reason not
to marry Lady Theucinda to a worthy man, a younger son, perhaps, who has not
yet been claimed as another woman's husband." "Or been killed in Henry's
wars!" "Enough, Theo! What is the second
request, Ekkehard?" He smiled, but it wasn't a kind smile. "There
is something Gerberga wants very much, that she cannot have because of a
promise she made to her mother when she was named as Judith's heir. She can't
go against a promise sworn to her mother, surely you see that." "I see that. What is it she wants?" Through the open doors, the graying of
shadows heralded the approaching dawn. Birds cooed sociably. A creature
scrabbled in the rafters. Then, once again, it was silent. Even the guards had
ceased speaking in that undertone that had drifted at the edge of Sanglant's
hearing all night. "She wants to be rid of Hugh,"
whispered Ekkehard. "She hates him, but she promised her mother never to
harm him, no matter what, and to give him shelter when he needed it. Margrave
Judith loved him best of all. Just as our father loved you, the bastard, the
least deserving." An explosion of pigeons burst out of the
arcade, fluttering away into the twilight sky. The sound of their passage faded
swiftly as they flew over the town and out past the walls. Sanglant's senses
were strung so tautly that he imagined them skimming over the fields. He felt
he could actually hear the pressure of wing beats against the air as their
flight took them over woodland and farther yet, racing south into the uncut
forest lands where beasts roamed and lawless men hid from justice. Theophanu clutched his hand, pressed
tightly. "Beware. Hugh is the most dangerous of all." A certain pleasant, malicious warmth
suffused Sanglant. " 'Nor will any wound inflicted by any creature male or
female cause his death.' Was I not so cursed? Hugh can't kill me." "Perhaps not," said Theophanu,
"but he can strike at your kinfolk. At your Eagle. At your wife." As if her words were an incantation, a
shape appeared at the door, limned by the pallor of dawn. Hathui was already on
her feet, ready to move. "Liath!" He started forward to
meet her, but he had not gone halfway down the nave when he halted, seeing what
she carried. Memory struck hard. She thrust the bundle she carried into his
arms. "Keep it safe for me, 1 beg you," she said to him before she
rode away to carry the king's word to Weraushausen, to Ekkehard and the king's
schola. Years ago. The book had been the talisman that had
linked him to her in those days when he had thought of nothing except her, because
the memory of her had been the only thing that had kept him sane when he
suffered as Bloodheart's prisoner in Gent. The book had brought her back to
him. He had kept it safe, and she had married him because she trusted him where
she trusted no one else. She thrust it into his arms. "See here, Sanglant! Touch it! Look!
It's Da's book." "Where did you get it?" he said
hoarsely, and even Theophanu exhaled at the anger that made his voice tight. "Hugh
had this. Have you seen Hugh?" Her expression was bemused, not
frightened. She should be frightened and angry! "Not really. He saw me. He
gave the book to me." "Did he speak to you?" She hesitated, seeing Theophanu and
Ekkehard recoil at his tone. She saw Hathui but not with any indication that
she understood the danger the Eagle was in. "I must speak to your aunt,
Sanglant." "Did he harm you?" "Me? He can't harm me. I would have
killed him if he'd tried to touch me." Hugh had touched her somehow. Her
mind was filled with him, or with what he had said to her, words she would not
repeat to her own loving husband who thought at this moment that he was likely
to batter himself bloody with jealousy. "If he gave the book back to you,
it's because he has some plot in mind." "He might have copied it out. He's
had it long enough. It's what I would have done." She spoke the words
distractedly. She wasn't really listening. He knew how she fell away from the
world when her mind started churning and turning, caught by the wheel of the
heavens and the mysteries of the cosmos. "He wants something he thinks he can
get by disarming you in this way." "He didn't disarm me!" she
retorted indignantly, then frowned. "Well. It's true he took me by
surprise." "No doubt he hopes we're quarreling
over it now. Sow discord. Plant doubts. Reap the harvest. I expect he's grown
more subtle." The comment made her fall back to earth
and actually see him. She leaned against him, ignoring Theophanu and
Ekkehard's stares, and with the book crushed between them she smiled so
dazzlingly up at him that he got dizzy all over again. "Just as you
have?" she asked him. He laughed. "So easily I'm
disarmed!" "I pray you, Sanglant," said
Theophanu, "if you will not have people say that she has wrapped you in a
spell, then you ought not to act in public like a besotted fool. Even our
father once asked this woman to become his mistress." Ekkehard was staring with mouth agape and
eyes wide. "Ivar of North Mark was in love with her, too," he
murmured. "She was condemned as a sorcerer at Autun, at Hugh of Austra's
trial, don't you remember? She was named as a maleficus. She was excommunicated
by Constance and a council of biscops and presbyters! Henry raised no
objection!" "I wasn't there," said Sanglant,
"or it wouldn't have happened." Liath pushed away from him, but she left
the book in his hands. "It's true enough, everything they say." "Let us not have this argument again,
Liath. You are my wife, and will be my queen." "I pray you, Your Majesty," said
Hathui. "Listen." Footsteps drummed on the church's porch as
with the flowering dawn came the many nuns and monks and clerics to sing the
morning service. Mother Scholastica walked at their head, attended by the great
nobles of the realm: Duchess Liutgard, Duke Burchard leaning on a staff,
Margrave Gerberga, Margrave Waltharia, the children of Duchess Rotrudis, the
four biscops, three abbots, and many more. Hugh was not among them. Yesterday the assembly had sung the mass
while, beneath, workers had prepared a place in the crypt beside Queen
Mathilda. This morning Henry would be laid to rest, and the world would go on. "Sanglant," said his aunt as she
halted in front of him. He kissed her ring. She turned to his siblings.
"Theophanu. Ekkehard." They kissed her ring in like manner as the
monastics filed forward along the aisles on either side as a stream of bowed
heads and folded hands. "There is much yet to be
discussed," said Mother Scholastica. She looked at Liath but did not,
precisely, acknowledge her. "But that must wait. Who will carry Henry's
bones into the crypt?" "The great princes," said
Sanglant, "as is fitting." He stepped aside to allow Mother
Scholastica to move forward into the apse and up to the holy altar. Hathui retreated
into the shelter granted by Fulk and his soldiers. The great princes crowded up
behind Sanglant as he knelt on the lowest step, Theophanu to his right and
Ekkehard to his left. They were silent as Mother Scholastica raised both hands
and the assembled monastics sang the morning service. "Let us praise and glorify God, who
are Eternal." Sanglant could not keep his thoughts on
the psalms, which flowed past him as might boats on a river spilling onward
toward the eternal sea that is God. Memories of his father spun into view and
then receded from sight: setting him on the back of his first pony, giving him
his first set of arms, teaching him the names of birds, sending him out to his
first battle arrayed in the Dragon's plumage, explaining somberly to him why he
could not marry Waltharia, laughing over mead, repudiating and exiling
Wolfhere, weeping at his injured voice, demanding that he accept his place as
Henry's heir. Henry often said that it was necessary for the regnant to give in
order to get what he wanted; he had given Sanglant everything, and in the end
he had gained what he wished, although he had died to obtain it. His empire was
shattered, but Wendar had not fallen. His son would not let it fall. As the others stood, Sanglant realized he
still held the book. He thrust it into Liath's hands, ensuring that all there
saw the exchange and wondered at it. This, too, his aunt would mark now and
question later. With his siblings and his cousins, he hoisted the box, and with
incense trailing around them and the steady prayers of the monastics muffling
the sound of so many footsteps, they carried the coffin down stone steps into
the crypt. Down here the bones of his Dragons had rotted until they gleamed. No. He shook his head, sloughing off the
memory. That had been Gent, and this was Quedlinhame. This weight was that of
his beloved father, not his faithful Dragons, but they had all died regardless.
They were not protected by the curse that left him, in the end, safe from a
death that could capture others but never his own self. Lamps shone in splendor around the open
tomb into which they placed the coffin, a glass vial of holy water, the
neatly-folded but still bloody clothing in which Henry had died, and a dried
bouquet of red dog roses, always Henry's favorites. There were none in bloom in
Mother Scholastica's famous rose garden, so they had pillaged the herbarium for
a suitable tribute. Later, a stone monument would be carved and placed upon the
marble bier, but for now a slab of cedar carved with curling acanthus and stylized dog
roses was slid into place. The stone made a hoarse scraping sound, as though
it, too, grieved. There were more prayers, and the lamps, one by one, were
extinguished. Before the last lamp went out, he marked
Hathui's position, close by him, in case there was trouble. For a long while they breathed in the
silence of the crypt. He rested with hands on the slab, but it was cold and
dead. How deep did fire smolder within marble, he wondered? Could this dead
tomb erupt into flame through Liath's perilous gift? For an instant,
shuddering, he feared her, who might kill any of them and burn down the entire
town around their corpses if it pleased her. If she were angry enough. If she
were wicked and listened to the Enemy's lies. In darkness, doubts crept into the heart. "Enough," he said roughly,
pushing away from the tomb. Someone at the back of the crowd snapped
fire to a wick. He hoped it was done naturally and not by Liath's sorcery, but
no one muttered in surprise or made a sign against the Enemy. He saw the faces
of his companions surrounding him. Liutgard of Fesse was frowning and pensive,
lines graven deep around her mouth, and he supposed she was thinking of her
daughters. Burchard of Avaria had his eyes shut, while Waltharia watched
Sanglant expectantly. Theophanu seemed cast of the same marble as the effigies
around her; Ekkehard looked bored. Gerberga, like Waltharia, studied Sanglant;
meeting his gaze, she nodded to acknowledge him, to show that she had received
his answer via Ekkehard. She had very much the look of her mother about her but
without the cruel line of mouth that had betrayed Judith's essential nature:
every creature under her power would do exactly as she wished or be punished
for disobedience. Yet Henry had often said that Judith was a good steward for
Austra and Olsatia; those who obeyed her, flourished. Wichman was scratching his neck and eyeing
Leoba, who was drawn tight against the shelter of Theophanu's presence. Wichman's
sisters, Imma and Sophie, spoke together in whispers, a miniature conspiracy
caught out by the unexpected light. The church folk stood together as a united
group behind the formidable presence of his aunt. Hathui, marking his scrutiny, nodded. Liath stood behind him and to his left. He
could feel her but not see her. It was as if she did not want to be seen. "Nephew," said Mother
Scholastica. "If you will assist me." She did not need his aid to ascend the
steps, but she desired to show the assembly that they acted in concert. In the
church they remained for the brief service of Terce, and when the monastics had
filed out to return to their duties about the cloister, he retired with his aunt
and his most intimate noble companions and kinfolk, just a few, not more than a
dozen or so, to her study. She sat in her chair. The traveling chair,
the royal seat carried into Aosta and back again, was unfolded for Sanglant,
and benches drawn up in ranks for the rest. He was only prime inter pares,
first among equals. Yet Liath remained standing behind him after the others
sat. She still held the book. One of its corners pressed into his back. Hathui
took up a position by the door. Fulk and the rest of the guard had places
outside, guarding all the entrances. Mother Scholastica lifted an owl feather
from her desk. The point had been trimmed to make a quill. She wore clothing
rich not by ornamentation but because of the quality of the dye and fineness of
the weave. The golden torque that signified her royal kinship shone at her
throat; the golden Circle of Unity that marked her status as a holy abbess hung
from a golden chain; she displayed only two gold rings on her hands, needing no
greater treasure to advertise her high rank both as the daughter of a regnant
and as God's holy servant, shepherd over the most holy and important cloister
founded and endowed by the Wendish royal house. She controlled so many estates
and manor houses spread across so wide a region that half of Saony might be
said to be under her rule. "Very well, Nephew," she said.
"You have the support you desire. None here will speak against you, and
your army. You have brought Henry's remains home to be buried, which is the
action of an obedient son and, perhaps, of a righteous ruler who has served God
and his regnant honestly. In three days' time I will anoint you. Then you will
commence your king's progress through Saony, Fesse, and Avaria so that the
lords and clerics and common folk can see that order has returned to our
land." He said nothing. She had not attacked yet.
He was waiting for the first strike. "You have proved your fertility at
least twice over, according to reliable reports," she continued,
"although we know that one child is deceased and the other most likely
so." The book, against his back, shifted so
that a corner dug painfully in against one shoulder. He wasn't sure if Liath
was only startled, or if she'd done it on purpose. Twice over. He did
not look at Waltharia. "Yet there must be heirs. Among the
Wendish only those who wear the gold ring—" She touched the torque that
wrapped her neck. "—may become regnant. It's true you wear the gold ring,
but before this no bastard child has contested for the right to rule. Many
protest that an illegitimately-born child has no right to the throne. Custom
argues in their favor. Yet I have studied certain histories in the last two
days. One alternative is to allow you to rule as long as you designate as your
heir a child legitimately born to one of your siblings." Margrave Gerberga smiled and glanced at
her young husband. "I have no husband," said
Theophanu, "and Sapientia is lost." "Sapientia does have a child,"
said Gerberga. "Hippolyta. A girl not more than six or eight years of age
now." 'And related to you as well," said
Waltharia with a sharp smile. "Hippolyta is unsuitable," said
Mother Scholastica. "She is a bastard, like Sanglant, and born for another
purpose. She has been installed in a convent and will remain there. Do not
argue this point further, I pray you. As for you, Theophanu, husbands can be
found." "So they tell me, but I have seen no
evidence of it yet." "Henry's children are not the only
ones descended from the royal line," said Liutgard. "I have one
daughter left to me. Ermengard is legitimately born." Scholastica nodded. "It is something
to consider. There is another course. That Sanglant marry a noblewoman whose
rank and lineage will bring luster to his court, and support to his kingship.
Waltharia of Villam, for instance." "Impossible," said Gerberga.
"Such an alliance would give the Villains too much power. However,
I have a young sister, still a maiden, who has sufficient rank and lineage on
both her mother's and father's side to become queen." "I might then raise the same
objection," said Waltharia. "But be assured, Gerberga, that I do not
wish to marry Sanglant." "I would object to either
alliance," said Liutgard. "I am already married," said
Sanglant, who was growing tired of this maneuvering. They were like dogs
circling and growling around a fresh carcass. "If you must put her aside in order
to gain the throne, I'll gladly take her into my own bed," said Wichman. Liath coughed, and someone in the chamber
tittered. "I was just joking," said
Wichman suddenly, sounding strangely nervous. Waltharia, whose face Sanglant could see,
looked ready to laugh. "I am already married," he
repeated. His aunt was not done. "Married under
the old custom of bedding as a wedding, a union not even blessed by a simple
deacon. Married to a woman born into a lineage whose highest aspiration was to
install one of its sons in the Dragons. She brings no noble connections, no
treasure, no dowry, no lands—" "She—" "I am not finished, Nephew! And she
is excommunicated. She cannot become queen in this state. If she does, all of
Wendar will be placed under anathema." Each of the biscops nodded in turn.
Scholastica had arrayed her allies carefully. "Is this what you wish,
Sanglant?" asked Henry's half sister, Biscop Alberada. "That no mass
may be sung? That no soul receive burial in holy ground? All for the sake of
one woman?" "Who will enforce this
anathema?" he demanded, knowing that his temper was fraying and that he
was pressing forward recklessly. "The skopos is dead." Scholastica set the owl feather onto the
desk and folded her hands to rest on that surface. She had relaxed, he saw,
believing the fight won. "The skopos is never dead. St.
Thecla lives in every skopos. God still rule, Sanglant, or had you forgotten
that? It is true I am abbess here because your grandfather Arnulf the Younger
placed me in this position, as befit my birth. These good abbots rule their
institutions because of their good names and righteous ways. But each of these
holy biscops received her mantle with the blessing of the skopos in Darre. They
are her representatives here in the north, and there are others, besides, who
have not had time or opportunity to meet with you yet. We—all of us—will
enforce the anathema if you disobey us." He fumed, but he was outarmed and
outnumbered, and while it was all very well to live with Liath and ride with
his army and ignore that distant excommunication brought down years ago in
Autun, it was quite another thing to condemn the entire realm to spiritual
exile. "The accusation and sentence were
unjust," he said at last. "She is innocent." "The excommunication is valid until
lifted." "Then lift it!" They watched him. One abbess, four
biscops, and three abbots, most considerably older than he was and well versed
in the intrigues of courtly power, presented a daunting force. As Mother
Scholastica had so kindly pointed out, these were only the ones who had arrived
here in time. More would come, and it was likely they would bow to
Scholastica's authority, not his. "There is a second, and greater,
objection," continued Mother Scholastica, "brought recently to our
attention. She is accused of being a heretic as well. It is said that she is
concealing secret texts which teach the most wicked heresy of the Sacrifice and
Redemption. Even now the church struggles against the Enemy's minions, whose
whispers have infected the countryside and towns with this infection. We have
long wondered how the plague of heresy first came into our land. It has been
suggested that this woman has possession of a book, a forgery out of the east,
that is the source of the disease. As you can imagine, this is a serious
charge." "Hugh," muttered Liath. She
moved the book, not to hide it, but to fix it more firmly against his back in
case anyone tried to pull it out of her arms. "Who has said these things?"
demanded Sanglant. "Let him come forward and speak these accusations in
public. The Enemy uses whispers murmured in darkness in order to cast doubt. I
believe such matters must be examined in the light." That he could damage Hugh's credibility he
did not doubt, but he had already made his biggest mistake. He didn't realize
it until Liath stepped out from behind him and walked right up to Mother
Scholastica's desk without ceremony or any particular respect for the holy
abbess' rank and preeminence. First, make sure every commander knows
their part in the plan. "Liath," he said, warning her
off, but she set the book on the table and opened it. "Here," she said in that
infuriating way she had, oblivious to the well gaping open at her feet as she
stared up at the heavens. "The very question I meant to ask you, Mother
Scholastica. This book I inherited from my father, but I do not read
Arethousan. You see how the ancient language of Sais is glossed in Arethousan
by a second hand." The biscops and abbots crowded forward.
Alberada's eyes narrowed; Suplicia of Gent's eyes grew wide. Others grimaced,
and one old churchman set his lips together so tightly that the pressure
wrinkled his clean-shaven chin. Scholastica unclenched her hands, which
had suddenly and painfully tightened, and touched the ancient parchment as
though it were crawling with vermin. " 'Krypte!' " she said in the
voice of a woman condemning souls to the Pit for disobedience. " 'Hide
this!' " She traced her finger along the path of words, translating
slowly. Like all church folk of her generation, she had learned Arethousan from
Queen Sophia and her foreign retinue. " 'Many around have been fulfilled
among us ... these miraculous signs and omens, all the things from the heavens.
I write for you an orderly account, most excellent Theophilus, so you may know
the truth regarding this thing in which you have been instructed by word of
mouth.' " "Who is Theophilus?" asked
Liath. "Silence!" Scholastica turned
the page, searching among the letters, none of which had any meaning to
Sanglant. Some she was able to read; others she skipped over. He could not tell
the difference. " 'God is born in the flesh . . .' This is the heresy of
dual nature!" She turned from white to red as she turned another page, and
another. No one spoke or moved except Biscop Alberada, who wiped her brow and
shuddered. " 'Then came the blessed Daisan before the judgment of the
Empress Thaissania, She of the Mask. And when he would not bow before her but
spoke the truth of the Mother of Life and the Divine Logos, the Holy Word, then
she announced the sentence of death. This he met joyfully, for he embraced the
promise of the Chamber of Light. But his disciples with him wept bitterly. So
was he taken away and put to the flaying knife and his heart was cut out of his
breast . . ."' Her voice, ragged and chill, grew several
degrees colder on these words, and her gaze, startlingly hot, lifted to sear
Sanglant where he sat rigid, not knowing what to do, entirely at a loss, routed
from the field. She was incandescent with anger, but she went on in a tone like
a bell tolling for the dead. " And a darkness fell over the whole
land . . ."' She broke off and rose. Even the church
folk shrank back from her righteous wrath. The great princes tensed. "A darkness, indeed! This is the source of the storm that has
afflicted us! This is the heresy of the Redemption, and that of the dual
nature! Brought into this realm, we now see, by a renegade monastic who strayed
from the church and forgot his vows, and passed the poison on into his
daughter." The words dropped like iron, more damaging
than a spear thrust or a sword's cut. Only Liath did not appear to notice. She
was too busy gazing in wonder at the open page. "Do you suppose it is a
forgery, or the truth? How could one tell? It looks old, but the parchment
might have been scraped clean and reused. It could have been discolored to
appear old. Or it might be as it seems, centuries old. Is the Arethousan gloss
written contemporaneously with the original, or was it glossed later? How can
we know the truth of something that happened so long ago? One would have to
gather evidence from many sources ..." She looked up expectantly. Only then did
she falter, and he saw her bewilderment and the slow dawn of understanding. As he understood, too late. Hugh knows her better than 1 do. Hugh had guessed she would betray herself,
once the book's existence was revealed, because she could not stop asking
questions. Because she wanted to know the truth, whether the Earth rotated or
the sun rotated, or if the winds were born in vast bellows or set in motion by
the turning spheres, or why and how arrows shot into the heavens returned to a
particular spot on the Earth. If an ancient manuscript was truth, or lie. She
cared nothing for the politics of the situation or the church's traditions of
orthodoxy. In that way, of course, she was a heretic,
just not in the way they imagined. "I don't know where my father came by
this text," she said. 'As I already told you, I can't read it. I only knew
a little Arethousan. It was taught to me by Father Hugh." "You have already condemned
yourself," said Mother Scholastica. "You admit twice over this is
your father's book." She turned pages. "Here, a florilegia of
sorcery, the arts of the mathematici which were condemned at the Council of
Narvone. And here—what language is this?" "It's Jinna. This is a copy of the astronomical
text On the Configuration
of the World—" "An infidel's black sorcery!" "No, it's just a description of the
workings of the heavens, based in part on Ptolomaia's Tetrabiblos. There's
nothing heretical in that!" "It must be burned." "It will not be burned!" Liath
grabbed the book right out of the Mother Scholastica's grasp, clapped it shut,
and hugged it to her chest. Sanglant shut his eyes momentarily, unable
to bear the looks cast his way: some gasped, some gloated, some were genuinely
shocked, and Wichman, at least, was enjoying the spectacle as he scratched at
his crotch. Liath tried reason, although she must see
by now that reason would fail. "I had hoped, Mother Scholastica, that you
and your scholars could examine this text ..." "It must be burned." "But don't you want to know?"
She was indignant. "If it's true, then the church mothers lied to us.
If it is a forgery, then the heresy is discredited. It never serves any purpose
to burn what you fear." How passionately she spoke! Only he, among
those in this chamber, understood how literally she meant those words. Mother Scholastica turned away from her to
Sanglant. "You cannot hide, Nephew, from the poison you have brought into
the court. Do you see, now, how she seduced you?" It was true that he could not hide. He
opened his eyes to face them, all gazing expectantly at him. Was Theophanu
happy to see Liath discredited, or was she merely puzzled? Ekkehard looked
bored. The margraves and dukes were waiting, as soldiers in battle, to see what
command he would give, by which they would judge his worth. That Scholastica
and the church folk held their line was evident to all. He shifted ground. "I demand that Hugh of Austra be
brought before me. I charge him with Henry's murder, in collaboration with Adelheid
of Aosta. I charge him also with the murder of Helmut Villam." He gestured
toward the door. "I have with me this Eagle, called Hathui, known to many
of you as Henry's loyal servant, a particular favorite of my father's. She is
my witness. She saw both deeds committed with her own eyes and will swear that
Hugh is the murderer." Gerberga smiled tightly but said nothing,
neither to support or to challenge him. "That is a serious charge," said
Mother Scholastica, "especially since it is known that you bear a
long-standing grudge against Hugh of Austra, in part relating to the conduct of
this woman." She indicated Liath without looking at her. "That is not all." He was
determined to press the attack on the only flank that hadn't collapsed.
"Hugh of Austra was accused and found guilty of sorcery at a trial in
Autun. In that same trial, Liathano was excommunicated although she was not
present to defend herself nor had she any folk at that assembly to speak in her favor. I demand that those
who presided at that council be brought together a second time to reconsider
the evidence." "How will you manage that,
Brother?" asked Theophanu. "Constance has been shut away by Sabella.
She is a prisoner in Arconia in a place called Queen's Grave, so I am given to
understand. You would have to invade Arconia to get her back." "I am regnant of Wendar and Varre,
am I not? I am Henry's heir. It is no invasion if my king's progress takes me
to Autun to visit my aunt." Mother Scholastica looked at each of the
biscops in turn, and they nodded one by one. "It is a fair request. The
matter of heresy must never be treated lightly, since heresy is punishable by
death. But be clear on this. I will not anoint and give the church's blessing
to any soul who is an excommunicate." He looked at Liath. She met his gaze,
lifting one eyebrow as if his expression surprised or troubled her, and she
nodded, just once. The exchange annoyed him. She knew what he had to do, and
she didn't really care. She had never wanted to be his queen; she had only gone
along with it for reasons even he did not truly understand. He would never
understand her well enough to trap her as Hugh had done so easily. Well. Liath had given up more than anyone
here knew. He trusted her. "My quarrel is not with God, whose
servant I am. Let me be anointed and crowned here in Quedlinhame. After this,
the king's progress will ride to Gent." "Why to Gent?" asked Ekkehard.
"I don't want to go to Gent." "Gent is the birthplace of the first
Henry, Duke of Saony and later king of Wendar. It is well to honor the founder
of our royal line. In Gent's cathedral, Arnulf the Elder married the last of
Varre's royal heirs to his own children. On that day, Varre's noble house and
its right to rule Varre passed into Wendish hands. The holy biscop of Gent can
anoint and crown me again in Gent, before the multitudes who live there and in
the neighboring counties. Then the king's progress will ride west through Saony
and into Fesse, and from there into Arconia. Into Varre." "A wise choice," said Mother Scholastica. "I
approve." "And yet another reason," he
added. "Many there will attest to the miracle of St. Kristine, who
appeared to a young Eagle on the day that the Eika horde led by Bloodheart
attacked the city. That any of Gent's townsfolk survived the sack of Gent is
due to that miracle, and to that Eagle who led some of the population to safety
along a secret path revealed to her by the saint. Let the deed be remembered. I
know there are witnesses in Gent who will recall that day." Mother Scholastica frowned. "I've
heard such a tale, but I don't see—" But she did see. She almost laughed,
her mouth twisted up in an expression that wasn't a smile. "So be it. God
wish justice to be done. Let it not be said that any trial was decided before
all the evidence was weighed. Is there more, Sanglant?" "That is all for now." "I am not your enemy, Sanglant." "In this matter?" He shrugged.
"We are not enemies, Aunt. We both wish what is best for Wendar and our
royal lineage. I am my father's obedient son, and you are God's obedient
servant. So be it." "So be it," she echoed.
"Let Hugh of Austra be found. As for the 1 rest, we will make ready. In
three days' time, Prince Sanglant will be crowned and anointed as king." 4 HE gave you the book to make you look
guilty!" said Sanglant later that day, when they returned to the relative
peace of their encampment beyond the town. She sat on a bench with Da's book on her
legs. It was comforting to stroke the cover, the brass fittings, the cool
leather binding that was, in this one corner, flaking from age. It needed to be
oiled. "This book condemns you by its
existence. That's why they want it burned." "I will never let them burn this
book, or indeed, any book!" "You're being stubborn!" She met his gaze calmly. "I am
right." He sighed, pacing, rubbing his head.
"Maybe you are. I don't know." "But they're right," she added,
"that another woman, one trained to court, would be a more suitable
queen." He looked at her with disgust and left the
tent. She heard his voice rise outside. "Fulk! Fulk! Is there any news of
the fugitive yet?" Moments of peace were not easily
discovered on the king's progress. For once, remarkably, there was not a single
soul in the tent with her. Only a thread of light filtered through the smoke
hole at the center of the scaffolding that held up the canvas, but because she
had salamander eyes she had light enough to read the beloved words. She knew
them all by heart, of course, but it gave her such intense pleasure to touch
each letter, each word, and let the meaning flower before her eyes. Astronomy concerns itself with the
revolutions of the heavens, the rising and setting of the constellations, their
movements and names, the motions of the stars and planets, Sun and Moon, and
the laws governing these motions and all their variations. "Are you reading? Your lips aren't
moving." Liath was so startled she almost overset
the bench, and then was so embarrassed that she laughed nervously as she
identified the tall woman who had slipped quietly into the tent and stood
examining the furnishings with interest: a bed, a table, two chairs, two
chests, two benches, and a half dozen carpets overlapping each other. "It is true, then. The servants must
all sleep outside. I heard that in Arethousa the emperor dines in solitude at
the high table, not sharing his platter or his conversation with his
companions. It must be an eastern custom." "Margrave Waltharia." She rose.
"Pray, be seated." "Thank you." She sat on the
bench next to Liath, very close, and Liath had to sit down right next to her or
risk insulting her offer of intimacy. She was dressed in skirts cut for riding,
and she smelled of horses. "So, it transpires that you are not the great
granddaughter of Emperor Taillefer." "I was misled," said Liath
cautiously, "by the woman who claimed to be my mother." "You could have lied. No one would
know differently, since according to all reports it is certain that the Holy
Mother Anne—who claimed to be your mother—is now dead." "It isn't the truth, so it would be
wrong to say it was. Anyway, I never desired to be born to such a
position." "Yet you carry yourself as if it is
already understood." The words were said without rancor. Waltharia was not
angry or suspicious, only blunt. "You are a puzzle. And you do gleam a
little, in this dim light." "Do I?" she asked, genuinely
surprised. She looked at her hands but could see nothing unusual. "Did you not before?" "I don't know. No one ever said
anything." No one but Hugh, but that was too intimate a confession to make
to a woman she did not know, and one who had been, in times past, her husband's
most famous lover. "Would you marry him, if you could?" Liath asked.
"Mother Scholastica suggested it." Waltharia shook her head without any sign
that the question irritated her. "She's a canny tactician. She was only
saying that to draw out a reaction from the others. She'd no more wish me wed
to Sanglant than Gerberga or Theophanu would." "But would you?" She smiled. She was not a beautiful woman,
the kind who turns heads, but she was attractive, and strong, and healthy, and
her gaze was clean and clear. She had power and knew how to wield it. "No,
I would not, although you are right to wonder, because I am powerfully
attracted to him. I might have when I was young and my dear father was still
alive—years ago—but what I wish for has changed. I am margrave of the Villam
lands. There is much to be gained for a family who can hold on in the
marchlands. I take the long view. Marriage to Sanglant would not substantially
aid my house in any way that my loyalty to the Wendish throne does not already
do. And it would restrict my power. No, I have in mind to marry Lord
Wichman." "Wichman! You can't be serious! He's
a beast . . ." Waltharia was already chuckling. Liath smiled awkwardly. "Ah. You were
only joking." "It would be more tempting if he were
not quite so coarse. To marry a son of the royal house would bring an important
alliance to my family. Still, I have in mind some lord out of Varre, one who
will be grateful for a measure of distance between him and his older siblings.
Sanglant promises to bring one back for me when the progress returns from
Varre." "Will he know what you would
like?" Liath felt herself bit as she said it, wondering how Sanglant might
understand a woman like Waltharia so well that she would trust him to find her
a husband. Waltharia's mood turned somber with
startling ease. Her face remained calm, but her hands twisted up the fabric of
her riding skirt. "Druthmar was a good man. My father chose him for me. I
mourn him. You know, they never found his body. I must believe he is dead, but
it is hard not to hope and pray that he is still alive and may somehow find his
way back to me." "I'm sorry for your loss." Waltharia looked at her for a long moment,
then smiled softly and sadly. "So you are. I thank you for it." Liath traced one end of the book
compulsively, not knowing what to say next. The situation seemed so odd to her.
At last, she blurted out, "I don't know why you're here. What do you
want?" "Your measure. You are a puzzle, and
in a way you are an obstacle. I believe that Sanglant will be a better regnant
for Wendar than any of his legitimate siblings. Wendar needs a strong regnant
in these dark days." "That's true. I know why you think I
am an obstacle." "Do you? Sanglant is so companionable
and amiable and competent that it is easy to forget he is also like a dog in
refusing to give up the things he craves. His father spoiled him. Even Queen
Sophia—a very fine and strong-minded woman who was particular about her
prerogatives—let the boy run wild in her chambers. He means to become regnant,
despite being a bastard. He means to have you as his queen, despite the
objections of most of the noble lords and clerics in this realm, who quite
rightly object to your lack of rank, your suspicious heritage, and the evident
fact that you know sorcery. That's leaving aside the charge of heresy, and the
excommunication. How these two desires can be reconciled is the question. I
admit he has wrung victory out of defeat in terrible situations, but this
battlefield is not the one he is accustomed to. Do you aspire to be queen, to
rule beside him?" "No, in truth, I do not. But I won't
leave him." 'Ah. And if a compliant young woman of
suitable rank can be found—God help her!—who would agree to be queen and accept
you as his concubine? Would you accept such an arrangement?" Liath frowned, but she owed him this much,
that she truly consider such a course of action. Waltharia waited, perfectly at
ease as the light from outside faded and the space within the tent darkened
until every shape was only a deeper cast of shadow, even her own. From beyond
the walls of the tent came the many noises of the camp settling down as
twilight fell over them: horses stomping and blowing, men singing or calling
out orders, a wagon's creaking rumble as objects were moved, a dog's bark, the
distant piercing cry of the golden griffin as it soared above. Liath felt
herself caught within the inner heart of the camp, unseen but measured as the
outer seeming went about its public life. "No, I couldn't live with such an
arrangement." Waltharia nodded. "So be it."
Nothing in her tone revealed whether she approved or disapproved of Liath's
answer. "It can be done, but it will not be easy. You must agree to be patient
and to work at this one step at a time." "I can be patient. There is a thing
he lacks, Lady Waltharia." "Is there?" she said with a
laugh. "I have not yet discovered it, then. No, I pray you, I am only
jesting. What do you need?" "You see in what manner we are
dressed. Sanglant's road has been a difficult one. He and his army escaped the
cataclysm with little more than their weapons and horses and the clothes on
their backs. A regnant cannot be anointed and crowned without vestments
appropriate to such a ceremony." "Yes, it's well you warned me. I will
see that suitable robes are brought, although it will be difficult with his
height. Still, it can be managed." Unexpectedly, she reached out and took
Liath's hand in hers. 'Ah. Your skin is warm. Do you have a fever?" "No. I'm never sick with such
things." "Is it true?" she whispered.
"That your mother was a daimone of the upper air? A creature of
fire?" "It's true." "What does it mean? Do you have a
soul?" 'All creatures created by God have
souls." "Can you fly, as it is said daimones
can?" All at once, grief choked her as she
remembered what she had lost. Barely, she was able to rasp out the words,
although she didn't know why she should confess something so dangerous, so
terrible, and so private to a woman she scarcely knew. Her rival. Possibly her
ally. "Once I could, but not on Earth. Only
in the heavens." "Have you walked in the heavens? Have
you seen the Chamber of Light?" "No. Only souls unchained by death
can walk there. But I have climbed through the armature of the spheres, I have
climbed the ladder of the heavens. I have seen . . . such things that I weep to
recall them. So much light." 'As in the prophet's vision. Yet you are
here." She nodded, unable to speak. "You were forced to return?" She shook her head. "Did you come back of your own
volition, for him?" "For him," she said hoarsely.
"For the child." 'Ah." She turned Liath's hand over
and placed the tip of a finger in the middle of Liath's palm, as if reading
something from that touch. "That was a great sacrifice. I think even
Mother Scholastica does not understand this." "Why are you here, Lady Waltharia?" "Do you think I mean to curry favor
for my family by befriending you?" "I admit ... I don't know what I was
thinking." "I have already told you. Wendar
suffers, and Sanglant will be a strong regnant. To support him, I will support
you. But you must help me. No more scenes like the one played today in Mother
Scholastica's study. Do not hand them the weapon they can use to pierce you
with." "Yes, I understand that. I thought
she would be my ally. She is a scholar! She ought to want to know the
truth!" "She is a daughter of the royal line
and the most powerful abbess in the land. Scholarship is not her first
consideration." "No, perhaps not." "Have you taken thought to what you
will do when Sanglant goes to the church to be crowned and anointed?" "Not yet. A little." Waltharia nodded. "If there is aught
else you wish to ask me, if you desire my counsel, send the Eagle with a
message. My stewards know that she is allowed into my presence at any hour of
day or night." "The Eagle?" Waltharia released her hand and stood.
"The one who witnessed my father's murder." She left as precipitously as she had come.
In her wake, a woman entered bearing a lantern whose commonplace flame
illuminated her familiar face and wry smile. "Hathui! Were you outside all this
time?" "I brought the margrave here." 'Ah. It would make sense that you must
speak with the margrave about her father, and what you saw." "Yes, for my own part. For yours,
however, she is only the first." "The first?" Hathui hung the lamp from one of the
horizontal poles that supported the canvas ceiling. Then she turned, still
smiling, and shook her head as she might at a child who refuses to go to bed
when she's told. "Who will approach you, to gain your favor and your
notice." "There are others?" "Oh, yes," said Hathui wickedly.
"But I've put off the rest until tomorrow." Liath laughed helplessly, angrily, and
wiped tears from her eyes. "Books are easier to understand." "For some." "Ai, God, Hathui. What am I to do?" "Learn quickly." Hathui's scarlet-trimmed Eagle's cloak was
certainly the worse for so much wear, and it had been mended in a dozen spots.
Her brass Eagle's badge glowed in the lamplight. "It was easier riding as an
Eagle," said Liath. "I remember when I first saw you and Manfred. And
Wolfhere." "I remember," said Hathui in a
low voice, frowning. "Do you think Wolfhere is dead?" "No." "Do you know where he is?" "No." "I didn't see him through the crown.
He wasn't one of those weaving the spell. But Hugh was. It's strange, now that
I reflect on it. It was only a touch, at the end, but he was thinking of
you." "Hugh of Austra was thinking of
me?" Hathui's voice shook, and real fear creased her lips and eyes. That expression made Liath recall that day
back in Heart's Rest when Wolfhere had rescued her from Hugh. She had been so
weak then, not in body so much as in spirit. As skittish as a calf, Hanna had
once said. Hathui hadn't seemed frightened then. In fact, she had seemed as
clever and strong as any woman can be who knows herself and her power and her
place in the world and is satisfied with all of these things. "The one who thought of you was with
Hugh. Hugh was using him to absorb the power of the backlash that comes at the
tail of such a powerful spell. Hugh must have known that the people who wove
the spell would die, so he sacrificed this other man in his place." "Who are you speaking about? I
already know Hugh is a murderer twice over." "Three times, then. This other man
thought—that he would never see you again unless you met on the other
side." "The other side?" "I don't know where that is." "I know," Hathui whispered
hoarsely. Even in lamplight, with shadows thrown helter-skelter by the sway of
the lamp, it was easy to see how the blood had drained from her face. "My
grandmother was an unrepentant heathen. Even after she professed to enter the
Circle of Unity she still set out offerings for the Old Ones. You said Hugh is
a murderer three times. What did you mean?" "It was no one I had ever met, but I
felt a kinship with him. He was seeking the same thing I seek. The heart of the
universe. His name ..." So much had happened so quickly; the spell had
overwhelmed her. She had grasped his name, but she could not remember it. "It must have been Zacharias!"
murmured Hathui, weeping, "is he dead, then? Truly dead?" "Yes. I felt him die, through the
spell. Who is he?" Hathui sank to the carpet as she sobbed.
Liath knelt beside her, resting a hand on her shoulder, but she was helpless to
comfort her. "M-my brother. Ai, God. How? How?" "Hugh of Austra was part of Anne's
weaving." "You destroyed the spell by killing
Holy Mother Anne." "No. I killed Anne, it's true. I did
my part. But I had allies, whose names I do not know. It was the plan made by
the ancient ones. I was only the final weapon they unleashed. Zacharias did his
part as well. How they came in contact with him I do not know, but in the end
he cast himself into the crown that Hugh was weaving. Northeast of here,
somewhere out beyond the marchlands. Because of what he did, the entire
northern span of the weaving was knotted and tangled and thereby ruined." "Zacharias did that?" Hathui
gasped through her tears. Not alone, Liath thought, but she hesitated. Others
had done their part. Pale creatures erupting out of paler sands had consumed
Brother Severus. An Eika prince had killed the pair of clerics weaving the
crown in Alba. "Zacharias accepted death, to save
what he loved most." For a long time they remained without
moving, Hathui weeping, Liath beside her, wishing she knew what words of
comfort would ease Hathui's grief but keeping silence, because silence was all
she had to offer. A gust of wind rocked the tent, and long after it had
departed the lantern's metal handle squeaked softly against the wooden pole as
it swung back and forth, back and forth, the light cresting and troughing in
the corners until at last the motion stilled. 'Ai, God," Hathui breathed. "So
he is gone. Truly gone. Oh, Zacharias. He was probably afraid." "We're all afraid. What lies within
us can be as fearful a thing as all those terrors that lie without. He had
courage when he needed it." "That is enough," said Hathui
through her tears. She sat back on her heels and placed a hand over Liath's.
"I'll stand by you, Liath, whatever comes." "Will you stand by Sanglant?" "He has already won my loyalty." "Then I accept your offer gladly,
Hathui, and I'll tell you, there is none I value more." Hathui's gaze narrowed as she examined
Liath's face. "Did you know your eyes shine when it's dark? I never
noticed that before. It's like a touch of blue fire. What lies within you,
truly, Liath?" "Power enough," said Liath
softly, "that I am afraid of what it can do if let go unchecked." "No!" said Sanglant from
outside, clearly annoyed, "but let word be brought to me at once if there
is any news." Liath stood. Sanglant entered, and indeed
he looked mightily irritated. Then he saw Hathui. He knelt at once to set a
hand on her shoulder. "What is this? Have you come to some
hurt?" "No, Your Majesty. Liath recalled a
vision she had. She knows what became of my brother." "Brother Zacharias?" "Yes. He is dead." 'All." He glanced at Liath. She
nodded, and briefly told him the tale. "I am sorry. Brother Zacharias was
a troubled man, but a brave one. In his own fashion. This is yet one more crime
to add to Hugh of Austra's list." "There is no sign of him, I take
it," said Liath. "None. I've heard more of the tale
now. He arrived in Austra out of the east but would not say where he had come
from, only that he needed shelter. Gerberga brought him with her when she came
west to visit Theophanu in Osterburg. Now Hugh has vanished. He must have
plotted it all along. Give you the damning book, and fly away so that the taint
could not touch him." "Where can he fly?" Liath asked.
"His sister's lands are closed to him. He must guess she has turned
against him. Burchard and Liutgard will turn him over to you if they find him
in Fesse or Avaria. No one in the North Mark will trust him, if he even wanted
to return to such a benighted place. Where can he go? Who will take him
in?" "I've sent riders south and west. He
might go to Varre, to offer his services to Sabella or Conrad, but Conrad never liked him
either and Sabella has nothing to offer him. Where else can he go, then, except
back to the poisonous nest where he gained so much power?" "He'll elude your searchers,"
said Liath, shaking her head. "So be it. If he flees to Varre, we'll catch
up to him. If he flies to Aosta, then he cannot trouble us here in Wendar, can
he?" "So we can pray," said Hathui
grimly, "for I would like to sleep soundly at night. I have a boon to ask
of you, Your Majesty." "What is that?" "If he's caught, I want recompense
for the harm he's done to me and my kinfolk. A grant of land, perhaps, to add to
what they already claim." Sanglant smiled. "I so swear, Hathui.
You will have satisfaction." "Your Majesty," she said, head
bowed, and kissed the royal seal ring on his right hand, the one he had taken
off his father's body. He stood in unusual stillness for a long
time, unwilling to break into her grief, but at last she shook her head and
rose. "There is wine," he said.
"Captain Fulk will see you get anything you wish. We'll keep a close
watch, but I expect Hugh is gone. And that you are safe from him for the time
being. Still, we must be cautious." "Your Majesty," she said. She
nodded at Liath, and left the tent. He remained still for a shockingly long
time, and she watched him, curious and also not at all recovered from the
unexpected memory of the weaving that had risen like a tide to engulf her. It
had troubled her. It had roiled the waters. "What is it?" she asked him
finally. "Did you touch him? In the
library?" His voice was hoarse, but then, he always sounded like that. 'Are you jealous of him, Sanglant?" "Of course I'm jealous of him!
I know he—" He faltered, grimacing. "I know he ... possessed your
body." "He took what he wanted. I didn't go
to him willingly." "I know! I know! It just . . . gripes
me to think of him touching you. That isn't all of it. He has all the skills
you treasure. He can read and write and puzzle over the mysteries of the
heavens, just as you do." He waved toward the walls, the ceiling, the
lantern. "He knows sorcery. He's more like you than I am." "That's true," she agreed,
smiling as he got to looking more agitated. "It's a terrible thing to
imagine that a man as evil as Hugh can be compared to me in so many ways." "That's not what I meant!" he
answered, laughing but still worrying at it. "He's just so damned
beautiful." "That's true," she agreed. "How can the outer seeming so ill
match the inner heart?" "I don't know. Yet in the end even
his beauty has failed him. His own half siblings ought to trust and embrace
him, but they hate and distrust him instead. He betrayed those who did trust
him. He is a fugitive, a man without kinfolk or retinue to aid him. Perhaps God
have set him before us as a lesson." "What sort of lesson? I am not well
versed in these clerical riddles." He was amused, and no doubt a little
relieved, but in her own heart laughter had fled. " 'Chaos in the world is
the result of disorder in the human soul.' I didn't say it," she added.
"I'm just quoting. I read it in a book." "Which doesn't make it any less true.
Did you touch him?" She thought of Waltharia, a nice enough
woman, someone she had liked perfectly well. Someone who had shown her a
moment's surprising, and genuine, compassion. "Why should I tell you?" she
asked him, and when he winced, she was glad of seeing him pained. She hadn't
known she harbored so sharp a sting in her inner heart. Flame trembled. She had
learned how to contain it, but maybe she was more like Hugh than she knew,
wanting to hurt what she could not control. "Nay," he said raggedly, "I
have no right to question you on such matters, God know. I trust you. Let's
leave it at that." "I would as soon touch Hugh as lie in
a bed of maggots," she said, relenting. "Let's leave it at that.
There's much to be considered these next two days and not least of them is what
royal garments can be found for your investiture. Waltharia has said she will
help me in finding suitable clothing." "Waltharia?" "Oh, indeed, we are quite close, she
and I." She was doubly pleased, and ashamed of the
pleasure she took in it, to see him look askance at her, and frown, and scratch
one shoulder in a way that showed he was quite discomfited by these tidings,
wondering what they meant and what the two women might have said to each other.
He took refuge in pacing, and she let him pace as she allowed the turmoil in her
heart to simmer in an alarmingly smug manner. In time, he came to rest beside the bench.
He picked up the book, opened it with the exaggerated care of a man who rarely
touches such things, and shook his head as he stared at one of the pages From
this angle, she could not see which one. "I haven't the patience for
this," he muttered at last as he closed and set it down with proper
reverence. "I haven't the patience for court
life." "No," he agreed. "You will
always say the wrong thing at the wrong time." "Even if I'm right!" "Especially if you're right," he
said, laughing. "But court is a battlefield, nothing different. You must
choose not just how you arrange your forces but when and in what order you
attack, when to make a strategic retreat, when to make a flanking action, when
to stand your ground." "Its own form of scholarship." "Perhaps. I would not say so." "We each received training in our
youth. That can't be changed. I wouldn't have it otherwise. Because of that,
there is much we can learn each from the other. I've been thinking about Gent,
and strategy, and excommunication." "The nobles support me. As long as
they support me, the church is limited in how far its influence can
reach." "That may be, but / do not wish to
remain an excommunicate in the eyes or heart of the church. Of course it didn't
affect me at Verna or when I was with the Ashioi because I didn't even know of
it. In the final march against Anne it mattered little. Now it matters a great
deal. I know what I must do." "What is that?" "You won't like it." "Is that meant to encourage me to
dissuade you?" "I mean to do it, because I know it's
right." "So am I threatened! I pray you, if
we are to be allies, we must know what the other intends." "Very well," she said. "You
are not the only one who must hold a vigil."
XI SHADOWS AND LIGHT
1 I don't like you," said Blessing,
"so go away." Although Lady Lavinia's enclosed garden
had not yet begun to bloom, Antonia found a measure of peace there when she was
not tutoring Princess Mathilda or receiving petitioners and penitents in the
great hall beside Queen Adelheid. She had been sitting in solitude on a stone
bench considering the nature of evil and the punishments and penance most
fitting for oath breakers. Hearing the shrill voice of her enemy's child, she
leaned forward to peer through the foliage that concealed her. A screen of
clematis grew alongside the picturesque ruins of a tiny octagonal chapel, a
remnant from the old Dariyan palace that had once stood here. Beneath her feet
a mosaic floor, swept clean, displayed an antique tale involving two hounds, a
huntress, and a half naked man. She had often encouraged Lady Lavinia to
destroy the floor, but while the lady was otherwise all compliance, in this
matter she refused most obstinately. "You can't make me go. You're my
mother's prisoner." "I can punch you in the face." "Bastard of a bastard!" 'Am not!" 'Are so!" "Brat! Leave off!" A masculine
voice entered the fray. Antonia parted the leaves with her hands so she could
see. She had succumbed once to a man of that line. It was a bitter failing to
know that a youthful face and laughing, generous features might warm her still,
although he was young enough to be her grandson. Berthold Villam sauntered up
from the far end of the garden along the paved pathway that paralleled the
irrigation channel. He was conversing amiably with his Aostan guards. The two girls faced each other like two
young furies, although Blessing looked years older. Yet their expressions and
stances were remarkably similar. It was difficult to remember, seeing a woman
budding out of the girl, that Blessing was very young despite the age of her
body. She looked ready to spit or bite, as little hellions may do, but
Berthold's command fixed her to one spot where she fumed and got red and then
white as her temper flared. Princess Mathilda spat at Blessing's feet
before bolting for the safety of the colonnaded porch where two of her
servingwomen waited in the shadows. As they led the girl away, their chatter
faded out of earshot. "... and Meto said what? Here, now,
Your Highness, your mother said you weren't to speak to the child for she's not
of your station and a wild thing indeed. Let's go in. So, go on. What did Meto
say to her when he found out she meant to marry Liutbold?" "Marry Liutbold! Is that what that
was about? That's the first I heard of it. What can she have been thinking?" "She's stupid," said Blessing. Berthold halted beside the girl,
scratching at the peach fuzz he had been growing for the last three months.
"Princess Mathilda is a royal princess just as you are, Your Highness.
You'd do better to make her an ally than an enemy." He had switched to
Wendish, which the guards did not, perhaps, understand. "She's an enemy." "Perhaps. But she keeps stumbling
into you when she isn't supposed to see you at all." "That's because she hates me." "She might. Or she might wish for a
child her own age to play with. She might want to like you, and act like this
because she doesn't know how else to get your attention." How had this youth come to be so wise? "She's not my own age! I'm
older!" "You look older, brat. But you don't
act it!" "I do!" She bit her lip. She
pouted. But she shut up and fixed a stare on Berthold that would have eaten
another man alive. "Come, brat," he said more
fondly, extending a hand. She laid her head against his arm as a dog
rests its muzzle lovingly along its master's thigh. "Here is Brother Heribert. He's found
you a green apple left over from last season. Isn't that amazing?" "It'll make me puke!" 'Anna can stew it up with herbs and make
it all tasty. He found some flowers, too, a kind I've never seen before. Maybe
you can dry them and press them to make something pretty." "I don't want to. Papa let me fight
with swords. I want to fight with swords!" One of the guards made a noise halfway
between a hiccup and a cough. "I can so! I can so!" "Blessing!" She shut her eyes and to Antonia's
amazement did not burst into tears, as she would have done just two months ago.
She struggled, that dusky face mobile in all its expressions, flashing quickly
from thwarted anger through innocent bewilderment into a determination that
showed itself by the way she jutted out her jaw. "Your Highness, I have found you an
apple." Antonia looked away, letting the branches
ease back into place. It was bad enough to hear his voice. She could not bear
to look at him as well. "Thank you, Brother Heribert." "Properly spoken, brat," said
Berthold with a laugh. "We'll teach you manners yet." "I hate you," said Blessing in a
tone that meant exactly the opposite. "Come, Brother Heribert," she
added grandly. "We'll go up to Anna. We don't need him anymore." "It's time for your lessons," he
said in the voice that sounded like Heribert but not like him. "I hate books!" "You must learn. It is what he
wanted." "Go on, brat. Learning is a weapon as
sharp as steel." "You'll come too, Berthold?" she
asked plaintively. "In a bit." Her sigh seemed loud enough to rattle the
leaves. She tromped off. Antonia from her concealment saw the pair
as they climbed the steps onto the long porch that looked over the enclosed
garden. A trio of bored guards dogged their heels. One held the chain bound to
Blessing's left wrist, a necessary precaution after her first two escape
attempts. On the third step Heribert paused and glanced back over the garden,
and for an instant Antonia thought he looked right at her, although surely she
was safely hidden in the bower. "That child has a terrible liking for
you, my lord," said the older of the two guards attending Berthold. He
spoke in Dariyan. "Do you think so?" Berthold had
taken to Dariyan so easily that it was likely he had some prior knowledge of
the language, although nothing Antonia knew of the Villam clan suggested an
earlier link to Aosta. "Surely enough, for I've two
daughters close to her in age and I know the look they gave those lads they
took a liking to." "Poor thing," said Berthold. "Think you so?" asked the
younger guard. "She is a brat. Princess Mathilda is a nobler child." "I pray you, Philo, I will not hear
Princess Blessing spoken of in that way." The tone was gentle enough to
make the older guard chuckle and the younger one truckle. "I beg pardon, my lord. I meant
nothing disrespectful. Yet it's her father killed our lord, the queen's
husband. His own father! Surely the stain of his patricide marks her somehow.
She hasn't the look of proper people. What if that's the influence of the
Enemy?" "I'm no cleric to answer such
troubling questions. Princess Mathilda is a fine young lady, indeed, as she
must be with such royal parents. What say you we go find those pastries you
were speaking about?" "Is it the pastries you lads are
wanting a closer look at, or the cook's helpers?" said the elder, and the
younger two chortled. They walked away in good charity with each
other. Queen Adelheid had no idea how thoroughly Lord Berthold had cozened his
guards and what freedom they allowed him, none of which she had approved. He
had the run of the castle, as long as he kept out of the way of those who would
get his guards in trouble. Antonia watched the three men retreat down the
length of the garden between the serried ranks of fruit trees only now leafing
and budding as the warmth of spring tried to penetrate the clouds. There was a
brilliance in the sky today that gave her hope that the sun would break through
soon. If not now, when? Berthold could have escaped a hundred
times in the last three months, but he had not, because Blessing could not.
Like Villam, he was loyal to Wendar and, despite Mathilda's superior claims, it
was obvious to Antonia that Berthold had made his choice. Adelheid might
believe otherwise, but she had allowed herself to be blinded by his youthful
charm. Nay, Heribert was the cause of it all. He
had turned Berthold's heart, although it wasn't clear with what inducements.
Blessing, too, had a hand in it, however unwitting. Mathilda had many fine
qualities, including Henry's infamous temper and openhanded generosity and
Adelheid's devious mind, but she did not shine, not as Blessing did. The child
was without question an abomination, intermingling the blood of three races,
but she had power that could be molded and used as a tool, either by the Enemy
or by the righteous. Adelheid knew that. It was the only reason
she hadn't killed Blessing in revenge for Henry's death. Antonia sat down on the bench to resume
her meditations, but peace had fled. It was dry and cool and the air had a
dusty bite to it. No breath of wind rustled leaves. Even the poplars that lined
the far wall stood in silence, although normally any least breeze caused them
to murmur. There hadn't been rain for a month although usually the dry season
commenced much later in the year. These signs seemed bad omens. Worse yet to come, as the holy prophets said,
although how anything could be worse than what she had seen and the reports
that filtered in from the provinces of Adelheid's blasted realm she could not
imagine. When she rose, her knees popped, and her
back hurt. These days she was always out of breath and battling a nagging
cough. By the dry fountain, two clerics and one attendant waited for her. Few
had survived the destruction in Darre, but that was just as well. "Your Grace," said young John. "Your Holiness," said elderly
Johanna. The servingwoman, Felicita, took her arm
and assisted her up the steps, which had gotten steeper in the last month. "We will go first to the queen's
chamber and then to my audience hall for the afternoon's petitioners." "Yes, Your Holiness." At midday, Adelheid usually sat for an
hour beside Berengaria, but she was not in the nursery today. Antonia sank down
on the couch beside the bed where the tiny child tossed and turned in fitful sleep. Her face, normally
pale, would turn red when she coughed. She had not spoken a word for three
weeks now, and it was supposed by everyone except Adelheid that she was dying. Had Berengaria been innocent, or guilty?
It seemed she had been guilty, although it was difficult to know how a child so
small could have offended God. Perhaps she was being punished for her mother's
sins, as in the ancient days of the prophets when God smote the unrighteous for
their failings, great and small, old and young, female and male, and even the
cattle. So be it. "Poor thing," murmured Felicita.
Antonia smoothed sweat-soaked hair back from the child's face as the nurse
looked on with resignation. "Has the queen been in to see her
daughter today?" Antonia asked. "No, Your Holiness," said the
nurse. "I heard her in the corridor with her attendants, but then Captain
Falco came with some news and they went away again." "What news?" "I'm not sure, Your Holiness. There
was some talk of prisoners, but you know how the guard do bring in all kinds of
folk these days, most of them beggars wanting a loaf of bread and nothing
more." Antonia went into the sitting room where
Mathilda sat at a table and laboriously formed her letters. The girl looked up,
hearing footsteps, and smiled. "Your Holiness! Come see, I pray you.
I know every one!" She was a cunning girl, and eager to
display her skill on the wax tablet although generally in the church novices
were not taught their letters this young. After every letter had undergone scrutiny
and approval, and been done again, the child peeped up at her. She had big eyes
and long lashes, but she wasn't sweet, not anymore, not since the days before.
As it had in the greater world, the cataclysm had shaken loose the many lesser
evils that cut into a soul and thereby in those gouges gave purchase for the
Enemy's minions to claw their way inside. "I'm better at my letters than she
is, aren't I?" "You are very skilled at your
letters, Your Highness." "Better than her?" "My child, do not seek to be compared
to that you do not wish to become." "She doesn't like me." "She doesn't like herself. She is
very young." "She's older than me. She can't make
letters like I can. Will Berengaria die?" "We will all die, child. We will all
come to dust someday." "But our souls will live." "Those that do not fall into the
Pit." She shivered. "I saw it." "You saw what?" "The Pit. There was a big wind. There
was fire. The earth split apart. It swallowed people. All that poison poured
out. Wasn't that from the Pit? It was stinky." "Maybe so, child. Do not vex
yourself. You were not punished." She bit her lip and stared at the letters,
then with a sharp movement wiped the slate clean. "I'll do them
again," she said. "I'll be perfect so God won't punish me." 2 ANTONIA meant to stop in her audience
chamber—there was so much
work to be done—but her steps led her to the North Tower. This time of day, all
the prisoners would be within. Blessing was allowed into the courtyard only in
the morning, under guard, and her attendants had leave to exercise only in the
afternoon, so none would be able to attempt escape without leaving the others
behind. "Holy Mother." The guards
dropped to one knee, bowing heads, then rose and opened the door. The lowest room of the North Tower was now
a barracks. Pallets and rope beds filled half the floor, benches and three
tables the rest. Men knelt as she entered. At least two dozen were barracked
here. "Holy Mother." A sergeant—she'd
forgotten his name—came forward. "The queen is above with Captain Falco.
Have you come to see the new prisoners? They were brought in at dawn." "Yes. I'll go up." A stone staircase curved along the outer
wall of the tower, leading up to the next level. Here, the three servants slept
on pallets laid out on the plank floor. Two of them, the barbarians, sat here
now. The young male was binding hemp into rope. He looked up at her, his gaze
impassive, and without the least interest in her rank and exalted status he
went back to his work. The female had her eyes shut and, although she was sitting,
seemed to be asleep. What coarse hands she had! They were large and callused,
and she had the unattractive, flat-faced features of the Quman, although
Antonia had been told she was born to a different tribe entirely. It made no
difference. They were both doomed to the Pit, because they were heathens who
refused to accept the Circle of Unity. Except for a single chest, the rest of
the circular room was empty and the shutters barred. A pair of guards sat on
the wooden steps that had been lowered from the level above, fastened with
ropes and a pulley. The stone staircase, continuing upward, had been blocked
off with planks. "Holy Mother! Will you go up to see
the prisoners? Let us help you, if you will." A brawny and gratifyingly polite young
soldier lent her a steadying hand. It was not as easy as it had once been to
climb stairs that were almost as steep as a ladder, but she got to the second
floor without incident. In this chamber Lord Berthold and his attendant slept
on decent beds, and therefore good tapestries were hung from the walls and two
braziers, now cold, hung from tripods. Carved benches flanked a good table.
There was even a chair set beside an open window. He sat there, staring out over Novomo with an expression on his face
that made her shiver because it was so inhuman in its lack of emotion. "Brother Heribert," she said,
that thrill of rage and helpless expectation flooding her weary bones. Ought
not a child to love its parent? Didn't the Holy Book enjoin obedience? He did
not turn or even acknowledge that she had spoken. She might as well have been
invisible, and mute. "Heribert!" He roused, startled, and looked at her,
but did not rise to greet her, as any natural child would have. He should love
her and be grateful to her. He had been a great burden to her, after all, since
it was expected she would be celibate. That his father had seduced her—well,
that was the work of the Enemy, and no doubt those seeds sown had sprouted and corrupted
Heribert in a most improper way to make him so rebellious and ungrateful. Before she could speak to tell him so,
Captain Falco spoke, his voice heard through the open trap cut into the
ceiling. "I will ask you again, where have you come from? Who is this
young woman who accompanies you?" He got no answer. She walked to stand under the trap. The
stone staircase here had also been blocked off, and the ladder that offered
access to the third floor rested against one of the benches. "Can I help you with that, Holy
Mother?" asked the guard, who had followed her up. "Can you climb the
ladder?" "I can," she said grimly. The man set the ladder up through the
trap. Heribert rose. From the chamber below, she heard voices. "Let me up, I pray you!" "My lord, you weren't to have gone
out! The queen was very angry. We told her you were ill with a terrible flux.
Lord Jonas threw a hood over his head to pretend he was you and let Paulinus
and Tedwin escort him out to the pits. He rowled like a cat hung out on a
hook." Berthold's laugh rang merrily. 'After all
those pastries, I may yet wish I were that cat—" Above, the queen said, "Hit him. Make
him talk." A slap fell hard on flesh. "Stop it! Stop it, you bitch!" "Shit!" swore Berthold, from
below. "Who is that?" "The other prisoner, my lord. Dark as
honey, that one, and I'm sure she tastes as sweet. I didn't know Wendish women
came so dark, like Jinna. But she carries herself like a duchess and she's
Wendish, all right, the bitch." A second slap cracked, from above. From
below, feet scrambled on the steps. Heribert's brow furrowed as he considered
Antonia's face, or the bright tapestry depicting a hunting scene, or the air
itself, perhaps, where the sunlight caught the drifting of dust motes. His gaze
was focused on no single thing. She set foot on the lowest rung as
Berthold's head appeared in the open trap. Above, a scuffle broke out. There came
another slap, a muffled shriek, and a woman's sharp curse. Blessing screamed. "Sit down!" roared Captain
Falco. "You'll not treat me in this manner!
Get your hands off me, you Pig'" "I pray you, child," said a new
voice, a man's voice. "Sit down." Antonia recognized that voice. She
climbed as Berthold dashed across the floor and, seeing her on the ladder,
hopped from one foot to the other because he was too well bred to demand she
hurry up. She had trouble clambering out onto the
floor above. By the time she got to her feet, Berthold had swarmed up the
ladder behind her, and he stood there, skin flushed, eyes wide, and mouth open
as he stared. The queen was furious; spots of color
burned in her cheeks. This kind of unrestrained anger never made her prettier. The servant girl, Anna, had Blessing
clasped in a tight embrace. The princess looked ready to kick, but did not. A white-haired man was bound to a chair.
Two guards stood behind him. Captain Falco, looking as angry as Antonia had
ever seen him and bearing a fresh scratch on his face, had his big hands
clamped around the wrists of a dusky young woman who appeared to be about the
same age as Berthold. "Elene!" young Villam cried, in
the Wendish manner, dragging out each syllable: Ehl-leh-ney. "Elene
of Wayland!" Captain Falco released her. The newcomer
turned to look at the elderly man, who nodded at her before looking toward
Berthold. "You look like Berthold, Villam's
youngest son," said the one called Elene. "I remember you from the
king's schola, where I was held hostage." "You remember me?" said
Berthold in the tone of a man who has just fallen heels over head in love. "Of course. The others weren't kind
to me, not as you were. They called me names. They were jealous of my father,
of course." "Elene of Wayland," said
Adelheid. She folded her hands and tucked them close against her belly as might
a child who has been warned not to snatch at a piece of sweet cake it
particularly wants. 'Are you Conrad's daughter?" The girl looked at her, just that, then
turned her back most insultingly and crossed to kneel beside the elderly man.
"Have they hurt you, Wolfhere?" "Hush!" hissed Anna in a
too-loud voice as Blessing squirmed in her arms. "Hush, my lady!" "I want to go to Berthold!" Anna let her go, and Blessing bolted
across the room and flung herself so hard against Berthold that he staggered
and almost plunged down through the trap. "Brat! Hold, there! I can't
breathe." But he didn't look at her. He had not once
taken his gaze from Duke Conrad's beautiful daughter, who had, against all
expectation, turned up in Aosta under the protection of Brother Lupus, known as
Wolfhere, the last of Anne's cabal. How very interesting. "Enough!" Adelheid tugged
pointlessly at her sleeves as she struggled to recover her composure. "Let
the Eagle stew in the hole until he is willing to tell us why he travels north
through Aosta without a retinue and with a duke's heir in his talons. Conrad's
daughter may remain with her royal cousin for now." "I don't want her!" retorted
Blessing, who was still clinging to Berthold. "I don't like her." "I'll show you, you little
beast!" said Elene, with a spark of gleeful spite as she spun to face
Blessing. "You think I don't know how to discipline nasty little
sisters?" "Hush, Blessing!" scolded
Berthold. "Duke Conrad is your father's cousin. You'll treat Lady Elene
with respect." "I won't!" Wolfhere spoke for the second time.
"Princess Blessing. Be good, as your father—and Brother Heribert—would
wish you to." The words silenced her. She sniveled, but
kept her mouth shut. Elene smiled. She looked at Wolfhere, and
he at her, and some message passed between them that Antonia could not read,
but she understood its import. Prisoners as they were, fallen into the hands of
enemies, they were not scared in the least. They have a plan already. "Captain, take him quickly, before I
lose my temper," said Adelheid. She turned toward the trap. "Holy
Mother! Why have you come?" "To see the prisoners, Your Majesty.
How are they come here, in these terrible days?" "They were found walking north. How
can a pair of travelers with but one sorry mare between them have survived the
journey through southern Aosta? Yet neither deigns to speak. We will have to
torture the Eagle to extract a confession. Captain!" Falco untied Wolfhere from the chair. The
old man's hands were still bound, and he was bundled away down the ladder while
Elene stared after him. Adelheid followed. "Here, now, brat," said
Berthold, "let go." "Won't." "How have you come here, Lord
Berthold?" asked Elene. "I pray you, Holy Mother," said
Berthold sweetly. "Will you lead us in prayer?" The girl started, then lifted her chin to
acknowledge the blow. She was not subtle, but it was clear that, like her
infamous father, she was stubborn and strong. And hiding something. There was a
perfume, if not quite a smell, about her that reminded Antonia of Anne and the
tower in Verna: the stink of sorcery, that she knew so well herself. "You are Meriam's
granddaughter," Antonia said. The girl looked at her, surprised. That
youthful face had a great deal of pride, but she was also wary, guarded,
watchful. She was thinking, plotting, planning. "Who are you?" she asked
imperiously. "I am the Holy Mother of the
faithful, child." "You are the skopos? Holy Mother
Anne's successor?" she asked. "Yet you speak Wendish. You're not
Dariyan-born. Did Holy Mother Anne choose you to succeed her?" "God have chosen me to do their work
on Earth." Elene giggled, her expression touched so
slightly with hysteria that Antonia almost missed it. Beneath the noble
arrogance inherited from her father, she was fragile. The strength she had
shown in front of Wolfhere had no deep roots. "I pray you, Holy Mother, intercede
with the queen. Do not let them harm Wolfhere. He saved my life!" There was a secret here, but she would
have to probe carefully to uncover it. "How did he save you, child?" "I can't tell you." "I pray you, Holy Mother," broke
in Berthold, "can't you see she is exhausted? Let her rest. Surely you can
interview her later." "Wolfhere must not be harmed!"
Elene dropped to the floor, weeping. "Let go, brat!" Berthold shook
off Blessing. He crossed to Elene, grasped her hands, and knelt beside her.
"I pray you, lady, do not despair. I won't let Wolfhere be harmed." She lifted her face to stare up at him
through her tears. Such a handsome couple! So young and so emotional, as
the young were. "Stop it!" said Blessing
furiously. She stomped forward and tried to shove herself between Berthold and
Elene. "That's enough, brat!" said
Berthold sternly. "Stop it, yourself!" Elene
pinched the girl so hard on her backside that Blessing shrieked, leaped away,
and flung herself into Anna's arms, sobbing noisily. "No one loves me! I hate all of
you!" Elene's tears had dried. She looked at
Berthold, measuring him, and he stared at her with all the intelligence of a
young man who has fallen hard and helplessly into the snare of infatuation. She
did not remove her hand from his. Tremulously, she smiled. "No! No! No! He loves me, not
her!" "Your Highness," said the
servant girl, clutching the writhing child so tightly against her that the
strain showed on her face, "I pray you, do not make a scene. Of course
Lord Berthold loves you. We all do." "Even Papa got rid of me! No one
loves me! No one! No one! No one!" She fell into a sobbing temper tantrum
that took all the servant girl's strength to contain. Antonia smiled. "Lady Elene. What is
it you wish?" She released Berthold's hands and stood.
His concern had given her an infusion of strength. "I wish for Wolfhere to
be released so he and I can continue north. I want to go home!" "Queen Adelheid will not be so easily
persuaded." "I have other—" She cut herself
off, remembering prudence. "I expect your grandmother has taught
you some of her arts, child. I am not ignorant of Anne and her sorcery. I know
Meriam. Is she dead?" Elene's shoulders curled. Her tense stance
slackened. "Yes," she whispered. "She's dead. Anne knew it would
kill them all, and she didn't care! That's what Wolfhere said." "Wolfhere would know, would he not,
for he was Anne's most loyal servant." Elene tilted her head sideways as a
measuring smile teased her lips. "That's right," she said in a
mocking tone. Impertinent child! "I don't know what Wolfhere told you
to convince you to travel with him. I stood among their number, once, before
Anne tried to betray me. I saw what was coming. I saw who supported Anne, but I
also saw that I would be sacrificed, so I chose a different path. That is why I
survived." "What are you talking about?"
asked Berthold. Blessing sobbed on and on. "No one!
No-o-o one!" The child had remarkable stamina, which was, no doubt, some
unnatural inheritance from her parents. "Of course you are right," said
Elene quietly. "I pray you, Holy Mother, do not let them harm
Wolfhere." "I am sworn to God's service, not to
the trivial quarrels of humankind. Yet I hate to see suffering. It is possible
that you and Wolfhere have information that may be of value to me." "I'll tell you everything, if you'll
let us go." "Were you not already planning to
escape? What manner of sorcery did your grandmother teach you?" Elene twisted one hand within the curve of
the other. She bit her lip. "I know something of sorcery, Lady
Elene. I am not without weapons of my own, cruel ones, more dangerous than you
can know. Ones whose reach flies farther than that of arrows or spears. Ones
whose touch is deadly, and whose heart cannot be turned aside by any manner of
plea or bribe. My servants are not of this world, and nothing on this
Earth—nothing you have—can stop them." Blessing stopped crying, but she shuddered
against her servant. Elene hid her face in her hands. "I
know who you are. My grandmother spoke of you. You're the one who controls the
galla." "That I am. Now do you see it is
better to cooperate with me? Even if you used magic to escape, my servants can
still hunt you down no matter where you run." "What are galla?" asked
Berthold, his face twisted with nervousness and confusion and a touch of proud
Villam outrage. "Something very bad," said Elene
so faintly that her voice faded and was lost as, below, a bench scraped and a
guard's yell drifted up from the lowest level. She lowered her hands.
"What do you want from us, Holy Mother?" "I want the truth. Tell me everything
you know, Lady Elene. I cannot allow you or Wolfhere to leave, but I will see
that you are well treated and that Queen Adelheid does not harm you." "Yes." Groping, Elene found a
chair and sank into it with Berthold supporting her. Once she was sitting, he
kept a hand protectively on her shoulder as she told her tale in a halting
voice, backtracking often, repeating herself, and without question obfuscating
where she could. She was terrified, that was easy to see,
and humiliated because she knew she was afraid. She made mistakes and revealed
more than she meant to: how Meriam had demanded that her son sacrifice his
eldest daughter to Anne's cabal; how they had been shipwrecked but rescued by
Brother Marcus; how Wolfhere had vanished in Qurtubah, near the ruins of
Kartiako, because the others suspected he had turned against them; how a
simple, illiterate brother called Zacharias had saved her from the monstrous
akreva, taking the poison meant for her; how she and Meriam and their tiny
retinue had crossed through the crown into the deserts of Sais, into a
trackless waste where no creature lived or breathed; how Meriam had woven the
great spell with Elene's assistance, on that terrible night. "She died." Elene's voice was
more croak than human and her body shuddered as Berthold patted her shoulder.
She did not cry. "She needed my strength, but she sent me back at the last
moment. She had planned it with Wolfhere all along." "With Wolfhere? Planned what?" "That he would follow us and return
me to my father. She fulfilled her vow to Anne. She knew it was right, what
they did. But the Seven Sleepers failed. The Lost Ones have returned. They will
kill all of humankind if they can. In Jinna lands they still tell tales of the
ancient war with the Aoi. My grandmother heard those stories when she was a
child. You know what Anne meant to do—to banish the Lost Ones forever, so they
would never trouble us again. Why did you abandon Mother Anne, knowing that her
cause was just and necessary?" "I saw no reason to sacrifice myself
when I could serve God better by surviving. Did Anne know that she and all the
others would die? That the weaving would extract its own cost? Did Sister
Meriam know she was doomed? Did all of them die?" By the way Elene lowered her eyes and
sagged against Berthold, Antonia guessed she was about to lie. "I could
not see into the weaving. I only know ..." She wept. Berthold shot Antonia an indignant glance.
"Is this necessary?" He looked so much like his father that Antonia
had a momentary sense of dislocation, as if she had been thrown by means of a
spell back to the days of her youth. But she had to press on. "What do you know, Lady Elene?" "Something terrible happened. I don't
know who fought the spell, but it broke down in the north, and then something
terrible happened. White fire, and a river of burning rock. My grandmother was
..." Her lips twisted as she struggled not to sob out loud. "She was gone, engulfed utterly
in a blast of light. Later, a wind flattened our camp. Our servants were
killed, smothered in sand. There came ... a creature that dug out of the
sands." She covered her eyes with a hand. "A huge lion, but it
had wings, and the face of a woman. It was going to kill me. Wolfhere came, and
we escaped." "The ancient messengers of God."
A fire of excitement burned in Antonia's heart. The rush of heady discovery
made her giddy. "The oldest stories come to life! Is this true, that you
have seen such things? One of the lion queens, the holy messengers of
God?" "I saw them." "What did Wolfhere do that allowed
you to escape their just wrath?" Elene grimaced and wiped her cheeks as she
calmed herself. 'Ask him. I fainted from loss of blood." "Can you mean they struck, and yet
you survived?" "Do you not believe me?" Elene pulled her tunic up to display a
length of bare thigh, supple and comely. Berthold flushed bright red and looked
away, but Antonia saw the whitened scars from three cruel cuts that had torn
the flesh and healed cleanly. A cat might leave such a mark, if it were very,
very large. "Very well," said Antonia.
"I believe you, Lady Elene. You will remain here in the custody of Queen
Adelheid. Do not forget the galla." She left them, but it was difficult to
concentrate on the discrete rungs of the ladder with her thoughts in a tumult. What
power did Wolfhere have? He seemed the least powerful of Anne's cabal, the
one who wandered in the world to give reports back to the others because it was
the only thing he could do. Yet he and Antonia were apparently the only
ones who had survived out of Anne's cabal. There might be others of Anne's
schola who had received some training in the arts of sorcery, but it was likely
they had perished in Darre or cowered in fear in some hiding place. Without a
strong leader, they were no more than boats set adrift without oars or rudder. On the lower floor, Heribert still stood
by the window. By all appearances he hadn't moved at all since she had gone
upstairs. His glance touched her, then flicked away. His disinterest infuriated her. She struck
with the only weapon she had. "If Prince Sanglant loved you, he would not
have abandoned you." That caught his attention. He regarded her
first with puzzlement, then with faint comprehension. "That's what the other
one said. If he loved me, he would not have abandoned me." He tried out
the words, considering the concept. It was not like Heribert to be so slow.
"Where did he go? I look and look, but I cannot find him." "North, so it is said! Back to Wendar
in search of the one he loves more than you. He never loved you." He shook his head as might a child, trying
to shake off a hurt that would never go away. "That can't be. He loved me.
But he abandoned me to follow the other one. It's the other one who stole
him." His ponderous maundering annoyed her. She
had done so much for him, and this was how she was repaid. She continued down
to the guardroom, eager to depart the North Tower now that she had so much to
think about. How far did Elene's sorcerous abilities extend? Impossible to
know. "Be sure that none of those here
leave the tower until I give further orders," she said to the sergeant.
"Not even Lord Berthold. I know he is a favorite among you for his
amiability, but he must remain confined to the tower for the time being." "Yes, Holy Mother. But there are
certain chores and tasks that my men don't wish to be involved in. Who is to do
those?" "The servant girl can continue to run
errands for you in such matters. She will not attempt to escape. Where has the
old man been placed?" "In the dungeon, Holy Mother." "Make sure he is chained, so he has
no chance of escape. He is dangerous, although he may appear inoffensive and
weak." "Yes, Holy Mother." As a mark of favor, she allowed him to
kiss her ring. Her attendants escorted her through
Novomo's gardens and open corridors to her audience chamber. The day's
supplicants had been waiting, crowded outside the chamber. Inside, Antonia
stood with arms outstretched as her servants arrayed her in the holy vestments.
She settled in the high-backed chair with the Holy Lance of St. Perpetua laid
on a table, on cloth, beside her. The golden cup was filled with wine and
placed on an embroidered tablecloth draped over a table behind her. A dozen
scribes sat at a table to her right, prepared to record the petitions, the
litigants, and her decisions. Clerics opened the doors. The petitioners
crept forward on their knees and one by one pleaded, begged, and made excuses. "I pray you, Holy Mother, I have in
my possession this letter granting me the benefice of St. Asklepia in Noria,
but without an escort of twenty armed men I cannot risk the journey south along
the coast. Without my presence, there is no accounting for the riot and ruin
that may afflict the land. I cannot pay taxes into your treasury if I am not
there to supervise. Pray delegate soldiers for this task. ..." "Lord Atto has set his own bastard
son as abbot over our monastery, Holy Mother, and this scoundrel keeps three
concubines in his chamber and a pack of dogs in the chapel. We pray you, let
our good Brother Sylvester be raised to become Father over the cloister of St.
Justinian. Have this evil man turned out as he deserves. ..." "I pray you, Holy Mother, every last
stand of ripe grain was burned and all our vineyards destroyed last autumn. I
have no stores and the people in my parish are starving. ..." "It's true we are obligated to
provide thirty armed and provisioned soldiers and their mounts for the skopal
palace. We are hard-pressed in our own county at this time and need all those
men to hold off brigands and outlaws. ..." "Our biscop died last autumn, Holy
Mother. We pray you, appoint a worthy successor. ..." Every day except Ladysday she heard such
cases, or ones so similar that without the record of the clerks she might have
gotten confused when a competing group of brothers from the same monastery of
St. Justinian arrived to press a claim for the very bastard son whom they said
had been slandered by evil men and who was in truth a most pious and learned
shepherd who would be happy to offer a generous donation to the papal treasury
to prove his worth. Folk would shirk their tithe, and then turn around and beg
her to take various foundlings and wastrels into foundations she controlled,
but she knew it was only an attempt to fob off extra mouths onto others more
willing to feed them. Still, she did not turn away the unwanted. They could
always be put to work, and they would be grateful to be alive. The cleverest
among them could be trained to act as servants in her growing schola, the least
could clean out stables and sweep streets, and the queen always had need of the
wicked to toil in the mines. The strong would survive; the rest would smother
under the weight of their sins. For now, she and Adelheid had to rule
carefully to gain that measure of authority which would allow them to expand
their sphere of influence. That Darre had fallen confused the multitude. Daily,
refugees staggered in from the south with tales that scalded a man's ears—rapine,
devastation, looting, buildings torn apart down to the last foundation stone by
desperate folk seeking to rebuild elsewhere, pirates along the shore, robbers along
the road, and children dying with flies crawling over their eyes and mouths. It
was necessary to act ruthlessly to establish preeminence against the many
forces rumbling and boiling throughout the stricken Aostan lands. She had no
authority save that of God, but of course the authority conferred on her by
God's will was higher than all others. Every day, therefore, when the last of the
petitioners had been heard, when all were gathered in the hall to gain her
blessing before setting out on their journeys back to their own lands, when
Queen Adelheid arrived from her own audience chamber to share a final
benediction and prayer, a statement was read out. Antonia had compiled it
herself from such writings as had been rescued from the skopal palace in Darre
and from her own understanding of necessity and truth. The assembly would hear,
and they would carry news of it back to their homes. The skopos can be judged by no one; The
Dariyan church has never erred and never will err until the end
of time; The Dariyan church was founded by the
blessed Daisan alone; St. Thecla the Witnesser was the first skopos; The skopos
alone can depose and restore biscops; She alone can call councils and authorize
holy law; She alone can revise her judgments; She alone can depose emperors;
She alone can absolve subjects from their allegiance; All princes and noble
vassals must kiss her feet; Her legates, however humble, have precedence over
all biscops; An appeal to the skopal court supercedes any other legal appeal;
The skopos is undoubtedly made a saint by the merits of St. Thecla. Every day Adelheid, queen and empress,
bent her head and listened in apparent humility. Like Antonia, she knew they
had nothing but God's authority on which to rebuild what had been lost. Therefore,
God would succor them, and they would do what was right by God. Wicked folk
would hate Antonia for her fidelity to God, but she knew that the Lord and Lady
had brought her to this position because They wished all those who stood in the
Circle of Unity
to obey her. St. Thecla had risked all to witness. Antonia could do no less. "There will be more tomorrow,"
said Adelheid when the audience hall had cleared and they sat in a pleasant
silence with only the scratching of pens and the gossiping of Adelheid's
servants to distract them. Lamps were lit. Lady Lavinia excused herself to
attend to four relatives, one a holy presbyter, who needed to be settled in before
the evening's feast. "There will always be more, Your
Majesty." Antonia admired her clerics as they worked industriously on
codicils, grants, and letters. "As we govern wisely, our influence
increases." "Yes. More come every week." "They fear the Enemy. Therefore, they
come to us for rescue. Soon we go in to supper, Your Majesty. It is necessary
we discuss Duke Conrad's daughter and the Eagle. The girl is a sorcerer,
trained by her grandmother. She is dangerous." "Because she is a sorcerer, or
because she is not loyal to us?" "I recommend you kill her at once. Be
certain to strike when she least expects it, or while she sleeps. She may have
weapons at her disposal that will make her difficult to kill." Adelheid regarded her in silence. One by
one, lamps were lit in the hall, casting shadow and light according to God's
will: skopos and empress in pools of light, and the rest in the growing shadows
each depending on their nature. "What of the Eagle? Henry never
trusted him." "Kill him, too, if you wish it, but
he may yet be of use to you. He knows the secrets of Anne's power. He knew her
longer than anyone. He has power of his own that I do not yet understand." "Where have they come from? Why are
they here? Is it not important we learn these things?" "I have possession of her story. Anne
is dead." "How can the girl know this for
certain? Where did they come from?" "From the deserts of Sais. I will
tell you the whole later, after we have eaten." "How could they have crossed the
Middle Sea when such monstrous waves destroyed every shoreline?" "How and where they crossed I do not
know. Only the Eagle can tell us that tale." Adelheid's gaze skimmed the audience hall,
noting each person and what they were doing or to whom they were speaking,
noting what
soldiers guarded the door and which shutters were open and which closed.
"What power have I here, Holy Mother? I have your power, as skopos. It has
served us well. So far." "Do you not trust in God,
Adelheid?" Her expression was wary, and her tone
sharp. "It is men I do not trust. A powerful lord—and there are still some
in Aosta, especially in the west where they were spared the worst of the
cataclysm-may choose to raise another biscop or holy deacon to high office. She
may claim the skopos' throne, and that family will therefore gain support for
their own faction." "Their claims would be false." "So we would argue." "You have seen God's hands at work
here on Earth. How can you doubt Their power?" "I have seen destruction raised by a
great working, raised by human hands. All I know of God's power is that They
chose to spare me from death while killing Henry. I have one child who lives,
and another who will soon die." The shadows had touched her, but she went
on without faltering. "I have few supporters from the noble clans who rode
south and east to support Henry's empire. Darre is in ruins, uninhabitable.
What remains of southern Aosta I do not know. I have marched through the
eastern lands myself. They are devastated. Must I go to the Arethousans for
help? Sanglant will not aid me. He intends to become regnant in Henry's place.
Yet now Elene of Wayland falls into my hands. With her, I might buy cooperation
from Duke Conrad. He has ambitions of his own. She is more valuable to me alive
than dead." "She is dangerous." 'Are you not more dangerous still, Holy
Mother? 'The skopos can be judged by no one.' This is a powerful spell." "It is no spell! The skopos is
obliged to govern all peoples who reside in the Circle of Unity." "Then is the emperor, or empress,
your servant?" Antonia nodded. 'As above, so below." "You have other servants, scourges
whose touch is death." "I have the tools I need." "You are well armed for the coming
war. Let me keep Lady Elene alive, as a hostage, a companion piece to Princess
Blessing. As for the Eagle, I care not. Do with him as you wish. If his death
would save my daughter's life, I would tear out his heart with my own
hands!" "A heathen desire, Your Majesty. And yet," she added
kindly, seeing how Adelheid set her jaw and clenched her hands upon the arms of
her royal chair, "spoken out of a mother's desperation. I have no healing
powers of that kind. My gift is to restore God's realm on this Earth." "So I pray," murmured Adelheid. Antonia smiled, knowing that her first
battle had been won.
XII WHERE THEIR FLIGHT TOOK THEM
1 HE did not like it at Quedlinhame, and he
liked it less so many days later at Gent when, for the second time, she rose
before dawn and drew on a penitent's robe. "It dishonors you," he said,
watching her. "It does not dishonor me to pray. It
does not dishonor me to ask forgiveness for my sins. I am stained with the
blood of many men." 'As am I!" She was dressed like any humble pilgrim in
a robe of coarse, undyed linen, with head and feet bare despite the cool spring
weather and damp ground. "You killed them cleanly. I did not." "We can all pray in the church for
forgiveness, Liath. This ..." "This shows the church mothers that I
am not afraid to stand barefoot before God even though I am a mathematicus and—the
manner of creature I am. I am not a heretic. I am not afraid to be humble
before Them. It's the proud who won't kneel before God's truth. It's those who
fear to question who are the ones who don't truly believe. God do not fear our
questions. Otherwise why would They have made the world with so many
mysteries?" "I can't argue with you!" "Not in these matters." He paced, but his protests and his
discomfort did nothing to alter the pace of her preparations. She would go, as
she had at Quedlinhame, much to the surprise of Mother Scholastica. In truth,
he had to admire it as a good tactic, unexpected and effective as a
counterblow. "How long will this go on?" he
asked. "Will we ride the breadth of Wendar and Varre with you kneeling on
the church steps at every stop?" "If I must. Until the excommunication
is lifted." His own splendid clothing had not yet been
unpacked from its chest. He would not approach Gent's cathedral until after
midday. It took time to ready his retinue. "You'll continue to ride with me on
my progress! You'll not go into hiding! Or into a convent!" Though somber, she smiled. "Be
assured that every soul in this army is aware that you bed me every night
without the sanction of the church. That you married me despite your father
forbidding the match." "That you use your sorcery to seduce
me and keep me as your prisoner. I know. I know." "I do not fear what others may say of
me or think of me. They can't harm me. Let me do this without having to
struggle against you as well, Sanglant." She did not wait for his answer. After she
left the chamber, he surveyed the room. In this same chamber he had resided for
many weeks when he had last bided in Gent about two years ago. It was hard to
keep track of the time, although he recalled that it had been a cold winter
when he and his retinue had arrived. The tapestries on the wall depicting a
hunt, a feast, and an assembly of dour clerics and biscops were the same ones
he had gazed on before. The handsome Arethousan carpet that covered the floor
had the same bright red-and-yellow flowers and green vines as the one he
remembered. No reason for the mayor to have changed it, since Arethousan
carpets were treasured for their rarity and quality. A copper basin and pitcher
rested on a side table. Whatever chests had rested against the wall had been
replaced by those he traveled with. Years ago, Liath had appeared to him in
this very chamber through an aetherical gate, and she had stolen Jerna, and
vanished. God, he had been so angry. He began,
again, to pace. The latch jiggled. The door opened a
handspan. "Your Majesty?" "Come in, Hathui." She entered, followed by his crowd of
intimate attendants. Captain Fulk and Captain Istvan the Ungrian represented
his guard. To create ties of kinship between the great lords of the realm and
his personal guard he had taken in a quintet of young lords, one each from the
retinues of Liutgard, Burchard, Gerberga, Waltharia, and a cousin related by
marriage to the deceased Duchess Rotrudis. A trio of clerics from his schola
were led by Sister Elsebet, and she had with her a young monk named Brother
Ernoul whom Mother Scholastica had attached to his household so that Sanglant
might offer the worthy, clever, and affable youth advancement in the world. He
had also acquired four honest servingmen, sons of stewards, chatelaines, or
castellans, each one a relative of one of his soldiers who had died. Den's
younger brother swept dust from around the braziers and refilled them with hot
coals, while Malbert's cousin and Johannes' uncle laid out his robes and finery
on the bed so that the seamstresses could repair any last moment's snags or
frays. Chustaffus' older brother brought a covered pitcher of hot water which
he placed beside the basin, waiting until his services were needed. "Your Majesty," said Hathui,
"there is a cousin of Lord Hrodik whom Biscop Suplicia wishes you to
interview. She believes that this lady, a widow without surviving children,
would serve you well as chatelaine of your progress." "The biscop comes out of that same
lineage, does she not?" "So I hear, Your Majesty." "She is putting forward her own
kinswoman in hope of gaining influence." "Of course, Your Majesty. Yet you
must have a chatelaine and stewards in the same way an army needs soldiers and
captains. Duchess Liutgard will leave you in Fesse. Duke Burchard is already
gone. Their capable servants cannot serve you forever." "Let me interview her, then. But I
pray you, Hathui, continue asking among the other noble lords for worthy
candidates. Alas that so many of Henry's court died in Aosta." Prayers were murmured among the assembled.
In their wake, he heard a slight noise from outside the chamber whose direction
he could not fix. "Where is Lord Wichman?" he
asked. They looked around. Hathui answered.
"He was with us a moment before, Your Majesty." He went to the door, which Fulk opened.
"Don't follow me." The palace at Gent was famous for its
circuitous corridors, made more confusing by layers of rebuilding over the last
hundred years. The most recent spate of building had occurred after King
Henry's defeat of Bloodheart's army, and, except for the unseasonably cool and
cloudy weather, it was clear Gent had suffered less than most parts of the
country over the last few years. No children begged on the streets. The
outlying countryside was well populated and adequately housed, and the road
through Steleshame and down into the river valley was particularly well kept. Many alcoves offered a place to sit beside
an open shutter. Here and there a burned-out corridor had simply been closed
off with bricks or boards to become a blind alley. What couldn't be seen by the
casual passerby might be heard to one seeking the sound of a struggle. "No ... uh ... my lord ... I pray
you, let me go! I'll scream!" "I think not, you little bitch! Now,
just. ..." "Wichman." Halting at the mouth of one of these dark
corners, he saw two shapes caught in an intimate embrace, one pressing hard
against the other, trapping her against a boarded-off back wall. "Oh, Lord, Sanglant! Can't you let me
be?" "Let the woman say she prefers to
remain of her own free will, and I'll walk on." She was breathless, straining against
groping hands, and desperate. "I pray you, Your Majesty. Grant me your
protection. He's trying to rape me." Wichman slapped her. Sanglant grabbed his shoulder and yanked
him back. The other man, turning, came at him with a punch that landed on
Sanglant's chin and slammed him into the other wall. Wichman was in a rage, and
pushed in cursing and pummeling fists against his body. God, Wichman was
strong. Each slug staggered Sanglant. Most he caught on his arms, but one got
under his guard and punched up right under his ribs, making him grunt. Sanglant hooked a leg around Wichman's,
shoved against him with his hip, and upended him, then came down with both
knees on his chest. Wichman coughed and swore. "One isn't
enough for you? You have to have all of them?" Three servants and two guards appeared,
looking anxious. "Go on," said Sanglant, and they
looked at his expression and scurried away. "Perhaps you have to force women to
get them in bed with you, Wichman, and perhaps you mind not that they hate and
fear you for it, or perhaps you even enjoy it, but I won't tolerate it." "What will you do to me, Your
Majesty?" he said with a sneer. "What can you do?" Sanglant wiped a bit of blood from his
lip. It would swell later. "Marry you to Bertha of Austra." "She's dead! Your wife lost
her!" "She may not be dead. If she lives,
she'll find her way back to Wendar. What would you think of that?" "You don't scare me, Cousin. I'll
take the puling maiden that's Bertha's little sister. I hear she's comely
enough. And Westfall in the bargain. Or make me duke of Saony. That will make
my sisters croak and bark! Too late for that, isn't it! You gave Saony to your
sister like a bone to a bitch, for she'll never have the throne. What's left
for me, eh? I found me a tight sheath for my sword, as my consolation, so leave
me be, you damned prick!" He was wild, and aroused, no better than a
dog that has scented a bitch in heat. Impossible to reason with. "Do not touch this woman again."
Sanglant stood, and he braced himself as Wichman rose, brushed off his
clothing, and laughed. "Saving her for yourself? She's
handsome enough, if not as bright a jewel as your soulless wife." Sanglant punched him hard, and Wichman
went down again, and this time rose afterward with more caution, rubbing his
chin. "I'm not angry, Wichman. Nothing you
say about my wife can harm her, but it's necessary for you to understand that
on my progress you must curb your tongue." "I meant to curb my tongue in this
warm creature's lips. Why are you so stingy?" He took a half step toward
Sanglant, but thought better of it. "Kings ought to be generous, not
close-fisted, hoarding all the gold for themselves." He walked away. "My lord," she said from the
darkness where she hid. "Your Majesty. I thank you." He knew who it was. He'd known all along.
"Have you any boon to ask of me, Frederun?" he asked her. "Nothing you can grant me, Your
Majesty." She moved forward enough that he could see her shadowed face and
the curve of her breasts and hip beneath her linen gown but not so close that
he could touch
her without taking a step toward her to claim her. "What I most desire I
can never have." "Have you any need of a dowry to make
your way? For a marriage, perhaps? To be released from your service in the
palace?" "I need nothing, Your Majesty. Only
to be left in peace. I like my service here well enough and the company of the
other women who are my companions. It is only men who trouble me." A
tremor afflicted her voice, and he knew he was partly the cause of it but that
she could never say so. "Are you content?" She did not answer, but he heard her begin
to weep. "If there is anything, apply to one
of my stewards." Her voice was hoarse and barely audible.
"Yes, Your Majesty." Weary, he returned to his chamber, where
Hathui had kept them waiting, just as he'd ordered. "Is all well, Your Majesty?" she
asked him as he entered. She had a way of squinting as she examined his face
that made him feel quite naked, not in body but in soul. "Only reflecting on my sins. Let us
go to the chapel for the morning service. Then we'll make ready." She nodded. It was impossible to know how
much anyone had heard, but he understood well enough that there was little
secrecy and less privacy on the king's progress. He had known that all his
life. This was the first time it chafed him. 2 ON the first day of the new year, 736,
King Sanglant of Wendar and Varre, son of Henry, approached the cathedral on
horseback with his magnificent entourage behind him, each one splendid and
terrible in rich robes and gold or silver coronets, depending on their rank.
Behind them rode the twoscore soldiers out of his personal guard who had
survived the cataclysm in Aosta as well as another score newly brought into his
service. Down the widest avenue in Gent they rode four abreast. There was just
room on either side for folk to press back against buildings, to stare and call
out and sing praises
and weep as he rode past. When they came into the square, he saw that the
entire expanse was filled with a multitude, the people who lived in Gent and
those who had walked a day or even three days to the city in order to witness
the anointing and crowning of the new king and to receive the bread that would
be distributed in the wake of the ceremony. The steps rose before him. He halted his
horse at their foot and handed the reins to Wichman, who as his cousin had the
right to the office of king's groom and insisted on taking his place at
Sanglant's right hand. Sibold eased forward along the side. He would hold Fest
during the actual ceremony. Sanglant dismounted. How strange to set
his foot on these cold stairs where he had died—only of course he could not
die. Here Adela and Sturm had fallen. Here the last of his faithful, bold
Dragons had met their deaths. Up by the doors the brave Eagle, Manfred, had
been cut down. This much he owed them: that where they had died he could honor
them by his own triumph, if there was honor in surviving when all those around
him perished. He ought to have died, too, but he had no
power over the geas laid on him at birth. A crowd of beggars knelt on the first few
steps; they would feast at a special table tonight. Above them waited the great
princes of the realm in their finest clothing, his peers, who had acquiesced to
his elevation because there was no one stronger and more fit to reign after
Henry. He noted them: Theophanu and Ekkehard, Duchess Liutgard, Rotrudis'
sullen daughters, the powerful margraves, and a handful of important counts and
nobles. Beside them stood an intimidation of biscops, abbesses, abbots,
presbyters, and noble clerics. All these would witness. All these, but there was one more who
amazingly had space to herself halfway up the steps. Liath knelt with head bowed. Her
golden-dark hair, uncovered and unbound, spilled gloriously down to her rump.
It curled wildly, dampened by an earlier misting rain that had ceased at
midday. She had, apparently, brushed ashes over it, although only a few traces
remained. Bouquets of flowers—violets, white heal-all, late primroses, and an
abundance of starry woodruff—lay at her bare feet, gifts from unknown hands.
There were even two wreaths woven of pale green bracken. No one looked at her,
but everyone knew she was there. He moved sideways and, without speaking to
her, picked up one of the frail bouquets of woodruff and carried it with him the
rest of the way up the steps. Behind, the crowd quieted. Mother Scholastica came forward to meet
him and, together with the most noble biscops, escorted him into the cathedral. In the years since the defeat of
Bloodheart, Gent had prospered. The stone cathedral had survived better than
many of the wooden buildings. All the broken windows had been repaired and the
interior restored, repainted, and refurnished with holy vessels on the Hearth.
Only the stone pillars still bore the scars of the Eika occupation. Stone
angels lacked a wing; gargoyles leered out of a single eye; beakless eagles
flew silently. He paused in front of the altar beside the chain fixed into the
stone with an iron spike. Here, in this spot, he had been chained. As the
company gathered about him, he stared at those heavy links, but they no longer
had power to disturb him. He placed the fragile bouquet on the chain to remind
him of Count Lavastine, who had freed him from his prison, and the nameless
Eika prince who had let them go without a fight. When everyone was in place and as much
quiet as could be expected in such an assembly was gathered, he knelt. The rush
of their kneeling was like the thunder of wings, echoing up into the vault. Mother Scholastica produced from her
sleeve an ivory comb studded with gold and gems. With this, she combed out his
newly cut hair. The biscop of Gent brought forward a vial of holy oil. His aunt
anointed him with a touch: on the right ear, from forehead to left ear, and on
the crown of his head. The oil's scent swamped him. The humble oil of olives
had been liberally mixed with frankincense and myrrh to produce a profound
aroma. "May Our Lord and Lady crown you with
the crown of glory," his aunt intoned, "may They anoint you with the
oil of Their favor." Theophanu and Ekkehard draped a cloak
trimmed with ermine over his shoulders. The dragon of Saony, the eagle of
Fesse, and the lion of Avaria graced its expanse, embroidered in gold thread.
This cloak had been worn by the first Henry and put aside into storage by
Arnulf when he took Varre's royal family into his own house. It still reeked of
cloves, having been stored with great care for all these years. Henry's royal
cloak had vanished in the south. "The borders of this cloak trailing
on the ground shall remind you that you are to be zealous in the faith and to
keep peace. Let it remind you of the royal lineage out of which you
spring." She gave into his hands Henry's battered
and scarred scepter. "Receive this staff of virtue. May you rule wisely
and well. Crown him, God, with justice, glory, honor, and strong deeds." As a wind sweeps across a forest as with a
voice, a murmur greeted this pronouncement. Out of the assembly, all the way
back by the doors, a man's voice rose. "May the King live forever!" A shiver of foreboding made tears rise in
Sanglant's eyes, but the crowd had already raised its voice to acclaim him, and
those in the square and streets beyond shouted and sang as well, heard as a
distant echo. Right behind him someone coughed. Ekkehard muttered, "My feet hurt.
I've been standing for hours." Psalms must be sung. Each biscop and
prince and noble must come before him to kiss his ring and make known that
they, each one, accepted his authority to rule. So it would go in every
important town his progress stopped at as they rode west into Varre. So it
would go for the rest of his life. Time, at least, was neither male or female.
He did not desire death. He could wait, truly, for a good long time before he
must embrace it, as every mortal creature must. But he hoped that Time would
not abandon him. Yet if it was the Lord and Lady's will that each soul spin out
a certain length of thread upon Earth, had his mother's curse then shielded him
from Their touch? Surely not. His mother was not as powerful as God's will,
even if she did not believe in Them. That thought struck him all at once as he
spoke words and greeted and nodded and looked each person in the eye to mark
the honesty of their gaze. What did his mother believe in? How did the Ashioi
explain the existence of the world? What did they worship? Surely Liath knew. "Your Majesty." Waltharia knelt
before him, her expression solemn. She nodded to show her approval. The gesture
reminded him uncannily of her father, who had a habit of nodding in just such a
way, with a slight twist to the chin. Shouts and frantic cries drifted in from
outside. They lifted into screams, a chaos of fear that rolled into the church. "Your Majesty! Come quickly!" "Save us, Your Majesty!" He leaped up. Wearing robe and crown and
still carrying the staff, he strode down the nave. The train of the robe swept
the floor behind him. The crowd parted to let him through, although there was a bottleneck at the doors
where terrified people from outside tried to press into the sanctuary. "Make way! Make way!" cried his
soldiers. He knew their voices. They did not sound
afraid. He had glimpsed them sporadically on the
march east. They spent most of their time hunting. Now they circled low,
waiting for the square to clear before they swooped down to land next to the
steps. Liath had risen. Folk scattered into the avenues and alleys of Gent,
fleeing the monsters. A few foolhardy youths wavered at the edge of the square,
measuring the response of his soldiers, who instead of fleeing had merely moved
back to leave room for the griffins. Others crowded onto the porch of the
church. Many cowered inside. He strode out onto the steps. The griffins hit hard and not particularly
gracefully. Argent whuffed and spread his wings discontentedly. A
handful of sharp wing feathers drifted down. Domina raised and lowered her
gleaming head, bobbing up and down, stalking back and then forward. Her
movements had the quality of a dance. At intervals she shrieked, and when she
had done, she crouched and sprang into flight. The backdraft of her flight
stirred his robes. Liath's hair was swept back, then settled, as the two
griffins circled once, twice, rising higher, before they caught an updraft and
rose dizzyingly. Soon they were only specks climbing toward the clouds. "They'll talk about this ever
after," remarked Waltharia, coming up beside him. Her voice trembled. Like
the others, she had never become easy around the griffins, even though usually
they kept their distance from all large habitations of humankind. The others surged out after her,
chattering as they stared and pointed. Because of his presence on the steps,
the townsfolk crept back into the square to see him standing before them robed
and crowned in the vestments of kingship. "You have powerful allies," said
Mother Scholastica, who let no earthly creature frighten her. "The griffin
is a heavenly creature that partakes of the nature of an eagle, a lion, and the
serpent, who is sometimes also called a dragon. In this way, it reminds us of Wendar.
Yet I wonder what this display portends?" She looked up at the sky,
squinting as she attempted to trace the dwindling figures. "What do you think it portends,
Aunt?" She measured him. "Some will say that
this is a sign of God's favor." 'And what will others say?" "That you are ruled by sorcery. Your
legitimacy will always be in question, Sanglant. Do not believe
otherwise." "You crowned and anointed me." "So the griffins remind me. Yet they
may not always remain with you." She looked toward Liath. "Choose
your alliances wisely." Gent's biscop, Suplicia, came up beside
them, shaking her head in wonderment. "Griffins! It is a sign of God's
favor." A woman broke free of the gathering crowd
and climbed the steps to kneel before Biscop Suplicia. "I pray you, Your Grace, let me
speak. I am an honest and loyal merchant in this town." "I know who you are, Mistress
Weaver," said the biscop kindly. "You are bold to throw yourself
forward at such a solemn time. Remember, this is the king." Robes and crown were a fine thing because
they allowed him to remain silent and keep his distance, shielded by the aura
of majesty. She looked at him but only nodded. What
had once passed between them had left nothing more than a fleeting memory in
her expression. She had moved on. Indeed, she looked indignant as she bent her
head humbly and spoke before the church women. "I pray you, Holy Mother. Your Grace.
Your Majesty. Many among us have wondered this day why a woman who has served
God so well must kneel outside this holy place as a penitent. I speak of this
woman, the Eagle. Know this, there are many here who were themselves saved or
who have children or cousins or kinfolk who were saved because St. Kristine of
the Knives chose to appear before that one. The blessed saint chose that woman
to lead the children of Gent to a place of safekeeping. Why is she dishonored
and humbled in this way?" "You trouble me with your bold
speaking, Mistress," said Mother Scholastica sternly. "What means
this?" "Nay, it is true, although I did not
witness the event myself," said Biscop Suplicia. "It is a story told
throughout the city by those who survived the Eika. If this is that same Eagle,
then there must be many here who will be willing to speak. If you allow it,
Your Majesty." "I see the strategy unfold,"
said Mother Scholastica, glancing at her nephew and again at Liath, who had not
moved since the departure of the griffins. "You knew this would
happen." "I hoped it would," he replied. The handsome Suzanne kept her gaze
lowered, but she heard him. "Many will speak if they are allowed, Your
Majesty," she said without looking at him. "Your Holiness, I beg
you." She lifted her right hand. A dozen worthy and prosperous-looking
people ventured forward from the crowd and knelt on the steps below her. "I am called Gerhard, of the tanners,
Your Holiness. I know of fourteen young people whose lives were saved by this
woman." "I am called Gisela, of Steleshame,
Your Holiness. I witness that many took refuge in my steading who were saved by
the intervention of the saint through this woman." "I am called Karl, Your Holiness. I
am a blacksmith ..." So they went on, a solemn procession of
sober-minded responsible folk who, by the work of their hands, had caused Gent
to prosper in the years after the Eika invasion. The most noble abbess and
biscops and church folk heard them out. As they spoke, one by one, others, more
humble, crept forward from the crowd to place flowers and wreaths at Liath's
feet before scuttling away as though they feared lightning might strike. They
spoke softly to her, but he could hear them because his hearing was as keen as
a dog's. "Do you remember me?" they would
whisper. "This is my brother. He and I—we
remember you, Eagle." "God praise you, Eagle." "I followed you out through the
crypt. Lady save you, Eagle." It was this crowd, more than that of the
prosperous merchants and artisans, that attracted Sanglant's notice, a tide of
common laborers and craftsmen, most of them very young. Fully half of them wore
at their necks crudely fashioned necklaces from which hung two charms: the
Circle of Unity and a flowering bird. He knew the symbol. He had seen representations
of it elsewhere, carved in similar manner. It was a phoenix.
3 IT was late. The feast had ground on for
hours, pleasantly enough. The beggars had eaten a most noble portion. Bread had
been passed out to the multitudes waiting outside the mayor's palace. Sanglant
retired after the singing, but he could not sleep and so pulled on his tunic, laced up his
sandals, and slipped back into the great hall with Hathui and Fulk padding at
his heels. Dogs slept in the rushes. Beggars snored
beneath trestle tables. What else stank in the hall he did not care to
identify. It would be swept out at dawn in preparation for tomorrow's second
feast. "Where do you mean to go, Your
Majesty?" He threw his cloak over his shoulders. Hathui did not ask again after he did not
reply, but a look was exchanged between her and the captain. Four soldiers
appeared, two bearing lamps, and followed him as he went outside. As always,
the sky was dark. No moon or stars shone down on them. The light of the
lanterns rippled over the courtyard as he walked to the palace gates, once
shattered and now rebuilt. Gent would always haunt him. He had suffered too
much here. Like the buildings, he had scars, but he had prospered nevertheless. Beyond the palace gates he walked the cold
streets. It was dark and dank, and his feet slopped in mud. In the handful of
years since Bloodheart's ouster there had been time to rebuild walls and
residences but not yet the plank walkways that had once kept men's feet out of
the muck. Wind moaned through eaves. A smattering of
rain kissed his face. All the smells of the city drifted on that night air:
offal and sewage, fermenting barley and rancid chicken broth, the rank savor of
the tannery and the slumbering iron tang of the blacksmith's forge. The old
marketplace had been reconstructed as a row of artisan compounds. The old mint
was still a ruin, a jumble of charred pilings and shards of lumber too badly
burned and broken to be scavenged for other buildings. Eyes shone in lamplight,
and feral dogs growled as he and his escort passed. He growled back. They slunk
away into the shelter of overhangs and collapsed walls. 'Amazing they haven't been killed,"
said Fulk. "I'd think it would be good sport for the lads in the town to
hunt them out, vermin like that." "No doubt they've tried,"
replied Hathui. "It's hard to kill them all." The central square of Gent opened before
them. The soldiers swept the lantern light in swathes across the stones, but
the square was empty. Everyone had gone home or found lodging. They mounted the
steps, but these, too, were deserted. A single flower petal lay forgotten on
stone. Otherwise, every wreath and bouquet brought here earlier had vanished. "Where is Liath?" He took a
lantern. "Wait here." "Yes, Your Majesty," said Fulk,
but he looked at Hathui as with a question, and she nodded back at him, and
abruptly Sanglant wondered if there was some deeper intimacy going on between
those two. Never mind it. He was not the right person
to judge. Folk slept restlessly in the nave. Once,
years ago, refugees had gathered here. This group were commoners who, having
walked in from outlying areas to witness the anointing and crowning of the
regnant, had no other place to stay before they set out for the journey back to
their homes in the morning. He kept the lantern held low so none would mark
him, and made his way to the stairs that led down to the crypt. The stairs took a sharp corner, here, which
he remembered as clearly as if it had been yesterday. A spiderweb glistened,
spun into a gap in the stones. He halted at the bottom of the stairs. A field
of tombs faded into darkness. Beyond the halo of lantern light, it was utterly
black. "Liath?" he said softly, but
there was no answer. He waited, listening, but heard nothing.
He smelled the aroma of clay and lime but no scent of oats. Instead, the
fragrance of drying flowers brushed him. The bones of his Dragons had been
thrown down into this holy place. In a way his old life, that of the King's
Dragon, Henry's obedient son, had died here, too. The old Sanglant could not
have taken on the regnant's mantle despite Henry's desire to raise him to that
exalted state. It was Bloodheart's captivity that had changed him. How strange
were God's ways! " 'Be bound as I am by the fate
others have determined for you,' " she said. "Liath!" He shifted the lantern,
but he still could not see her. The pit of darkness had swallowed her. "Do you remember?" she asked.
"That's what you said to me, that day." "I don't remember saying it. I
remember following you down here. God know I remember the day well enough. I
died that day, or would have, if my mother hadn't cursed me. And you
lived." "I remember something else you
said," she added, and he heard amusement in her tone. She was laughing at
him. "What is that?" " 'Down that road I dare not walk.'
" He laughed. "Not here among the holy
dead, at least. But there is a cold bed waiting to be warmed if you'll come
with me." "Not tonight, beloved. It wouldn't be
right." "So you say. I'll not ask again if it
displeases you." "Nay, don't scold me, Sanglant. I'm
still reflecting on my sins. What do you think happened to Wolfhere?" "What has that to do with your
sins?" "I'm not sure, but I feel sure there
is a connection. Do you think he's dead?" "If he is, I will not mourn him
overmuch, considering he tried to murder me when I was an infant. He was taken
with Blessing, though. So much so that he tried to kidnap her." "Blessing said otherwise, so you also
said." "That he protested against her being
taken? She can't be expected to have understood the whole." "Brother Zacharias ended up with
Hugh. So I must wonder, where did Wolfhere end up? Will we ever know?" "A mystery," he agreed, but he was getting restless again.
His legs had a way of getting twitchy when he needed to move. "Do you mean
to stay down here all night?" "The griffins have left." "What?" "So I believe. They made their
farewells, and flew east." "Why would they desert me now?"
he demanded, thinking of Mother Scholastica's words. "Spring is come. They'll want to
rebuild their nest and mate." "So do all creatures! This one not
least among them!" She laughed but, infuriatingly, did not
move forward to where he could see her. He thought he caught the fine scent of
her now. He smelled the bouquets and wreaths that had surrounded her before: a
tincture of violet, the earthy aroma of bracken, the comfort of woodruff and
heal-all. She liked to wash her hair in water scented with lavender, to make it
shine, and she had always a clean, dry smell about her that reminded him of the
way stones smelled on a hot summer's afternoon when the sun's light has glared
down on them all day. It was a good scent, an arousing scent. "Go on, Sanglant," she said, as
if she could feel his desire through the air, which perhaps she could.
"I'm trying to find the tomb of St. Kristine of the Knives. I want to
place all the offerings there, in thanks." "That was a miracle. She rose in a
time of great need. You won't find it tonight." "Maybe not. But I have to look." He knew enough of her now to know when she
could not be swayed, and he respected her well enough to let it be as she
wished. Even if it irritated him a little. Even if it made him think. "God be with you on your
search," he said, and turned away to climb up the steps. Outside, his escort waited. He caught them
yawning. "Your Majesty!" "I have a wish to see the river gate."
He did not offer to let them return to their beds. He knew they would not go
back to the palace without him. "Yes, Your Majesty," said Fulk,
who seemed amused. Hathui hid another yawn behind a hand. The soldiers—tonight
it was Sibold, Surly, Lewenhardt, and one of the new men, Maurits—set out with
lanterns raised to illuminate their road. Here in the square he had mounted for that
last ride with his Dragons. Now he walked, like a penitent, along the path he
and his soldiers had taken that day. Then, hooves had rapped. Tonight,
footsteps tapped. The main avenue that led to the gate was still intact, paved
entirely with stone. Then, the city had breathed with fear. Tonight, only the
wind stirred. All slept, sated with feasting or exhausted by standing in the
streets for hours waiting to see the king and his fine procession and the grand
ladies and lords and their entourages, so many visiting Gent that it must seem
like a plague of nobles to the humble folk who must open their larders to feed
them all. Would the crops grow this season if there
was no sun? Could Liath learn the art of the
tempestari in order to aid the kingdom? If sorcery had created this disaster, then
wasn't it necessary for sorcery to be wielded to correct it? Surely that would
be no sin. Surely it were better for the church to lift the prohibition against
weather-working than for people to suffer and die. And yet, once begun, where
did it end? The avenue debouched into an open space
before the eastern gate. When they had rebuilt the wall walk, they had put in
steep wooden stairs in new locations, so it took them a little while,
searching, to find their way up. A lookout was built out over the gate. Two
milites, guardsmen from Gent, turned to challenge him, then recoiled in
surprise. "Your Majesty!" "Begging your pardon, Your
Majesty!" "Never mind it. It's well you're
alert." They moved back to let him look over the river and the eastern
shore, although he saw only darkness. "That is the future," he said
softly. "That which we cannot discern." Had he listened to Liath, that day when
Bloodheart's army struck, none of this would have happened. It was difficult to
know which decisions were God's will and which merely human choice, a mistake
made in this case because he knew too little of her to trust that she might be
able to see what others could not: that is, what is truth, and what the lie. In
a way, he saw as little now as he had then on that day the Eika had used magic
to deceive their human foes into opening the gates to their own destruction. He wondered, sometimes, if Li'at'dano had
known how vast a cataclysm the great weaving would create. If she had known
that it would harm humankind as much as the Ashioi. Had she encouraged the
mages of ancient days to open the gates to their own destruction? To weave the
tides that would overwhelm them? He tasted the moisture of the river
purling along below. Its tang tickled his nose. "There's more salt," he said.
"I can smell the tides." "Have you not taken a tour of the
land hereabouts, Your Majesty?" asked the older guard. "I have not. What would I see?" "Terrible things," muttered the
lad. "Here, now, boy, be quiet! Begging
your pardon, Your Majesty." "Nay, you must tell me what you know
and what you yourself witnessed." "Yes, Your Majesty." "It was terrible!" exclaimed the
lad. He shifted restlessly, mail rustling like the wind in dry leaves. 'A great
wave struck the shoreline. A score of fishing villages were wiped out, just
like that, swept into the sea never to be seen again! I hadn't any kinfolk
there, but a fellow I know—he lost his entire family! Never saw them again! For
seven days after the tempest, the river ran backward. It flooded fields all
around the city." "With seawater?" "With evil things—! Ow!" The older man clipped the younger one on
the head to silence him. "Nay, Your Majesty. He'll tell you all manner of
wild tales. This is what happened. The tempest made the land shake and the
shoreline fall away. Or the sea fall. I don't know which. You'll see by
daylight that
there's no seagoing boats drawn up on the strand below, as there used to
be." "Indeed. Gent is known for its trade
and its many workshops. The river seems to be flowing well enough." "So it appears, but the course
changed." "It's a league farther to the sea
than it was before!" said the lad. "How can that be?" "Not a league, Your Majesty, but a
good long way. There were two channels before. One wasn't deep enough before to
take seagoing vessels. Now even the deeper channel dried up. Not even silted,
just went dry. Boats couldn't come through, it was a swamp, no more than an
elbow deep. After the winter, the river cut a new path to the sea, many fingers
but none of them deep. There's talk of building a new port out by the shore
where ships can put in, mayhap carting goods overland to Gent. Digging a canal.
Yet if we lose our trade, I don't know how the city will thrive." "There's been no ships anyway,"
said the lad. "None at all, and winter's over and sailing season ought to
have begun. The fishermen—those who survived—say the tides have changed and the
winds are fierce out there. That it isn't safe to be on the water. That
creatures swim there that will tear boats into pieces with their claws and eat
the men who fall into the water." "Whsst! Stop telling stories,
boy!" "Nay, let him speak, Grandfather.
Stories may hold a grain of truth. Yet Gent seems prosperous." 'As long as the stores hold out, Your
Majesty. Biscop Suplicia and Lady Leoba are good stewards. I pray Lady Leoba
will not go riding after the princess again, God save her, for she watched over
us well enough and with the biscop's aid set aside grain against famine. That's
what's held us. Yet if there's no crop and no trade this year ..." He could not go on. "It would be God's will,"
muttered the lad. "Punishment for turning away from the truth of the
phoenix." "Hush!" The old fellow slapped
him in the head again. "I did not know," murmured
Sanglant. The wind came up suddenly out of the
north, spilling over the parapet, rattling along the rooftops. "Like that," the old guard said.
"A north wind like that, it never used to come this time of year.
Weather's changed. The winds aren't the same as they was used to be, in the
days before." "Everything's changed,"
whispered the lad, then hunched his shoulders, waiting for a blow that did not
come. "I did not realize the tides of
destruction had washed so high." Sanglant leaned out over the wall,
breathing in the murmur of the air. The night's presence poured over him. The
whole wide world lay beyond. It stretched to every horizon, covered in
darkness, unseen and unknowable without moon or stars to light the land. A battle might be fought and won in a day,
but the ebb and flow of the sea and the heavens never ceased. What had been set
in motion might not trough, or peak, for weeks or months or years. The riptide
might already be dragging them under while they never knew they were drowning. Out of the night a deep hoot trembled.
Grit slipped under his sandals as he turned, trying to pinpoint the sound. "Whsst!" said the old guard.
"That's an owl! Did you hear it?" "Is that a good omen?" asked the
lad plaintively. "Or an evil one?" "I've not seen feather or beak of a
bird these last months," the old man said, then shrieked and ducked as a
huge owl skimmed out of the darkness right over their heads and with a graceful
plummet came to roost on the wall. Its massive claws dug into the wood. By
lantern light, its amber eyes gleamed boldly, seeming lit from within. The
light set off the streaks of white on its breast and the tufted ears. "What is this?" asked Sanglant. It blinked. "Where is your mistress?" he
demanded. But all he heard was the wind. PART FOUR THE MOUNTAIN OF THE WORLD’S BEGINNING
XIII
BLOOD
1 WHEN winter turned to spring and the
village deacon sang the mass in honor of St. Thecla's witnessing of the
Ekstasis and Translatus of the blessed Daisan, the folk of Osna village met
after mass to discuss the summer's journeying to other ports. For months Alain had been ill and weak and
weary, unable to do more than sleep, eat the gruel Aunt Bel cooked him, and sit
beside the hearth dozing with Sorrow and Rage stretched out on either side. He
had suffered from the lung fever; a terrible infection had inflamed his right
foot; he had battled recurring headaches. In the end, Aunt Bel's nursing defeated
these afflictions. Now he walked with only a slight limp as
he accompanied Henri to the church in the afternoon. It was cold and, as usual,
cloudy. "We haven't seen the sun for
months," remarked Henri. "The winter wheat never sprouted. I fear the
spring planting won't get sun and warmth enough to grow if the weather doesn't
change. There'll be famine." "There already is." Henri glanced at him but made no comment. Sorrow and Rage had gamboled ahead. They
rushed back, nipping at each other and running in circles. Aunt Bel and her
daughter Stancy walked in front of them. Bel's other surviving children Julien
and Bruno and Agnes, trailed behind, laughing over the antics of Julien's
younger child, a chubby toddler named Conrad but called Pig by one and all for
his love of mud. "Eeuw!" squealed Pig's older
sister, Blanche, now eight or nine "Eeuw. Pig's throwing it at me again,
Papa! Make him stop! I hate him! He's awful!" "Don't you touch him!" cried the
baby's mother. "If you will provoke him, it's no wonder he throws mud at
you!" "Do stop, Blanche," agreed
Agnes. "He's just a baby." "Come walk with me, Blanche."
Alain held out his hand, and she ran to him and clutched his fingers. She was a
pale, frightened, resentful creature, motherless since birth. The wife Julien
had brought home from Varingia did not like her, and Blanche returned the
favor. "I hate that pig stinker," she
muttered, eyeing Alain sidelong to see if he would respond. 'And her, too.
I hate everyone, and they all hate me." He did not respond, although her unhappiness
gave him pain. In truth, she was an unlikable girl who struck out at others and
bullied younger children. It seemed to be the only way she knew to battle her
wounded heart. He sighed, and she sniffled but kept
silent, unwilling to offend the only person who offered her more than
perfunctory kindness. His attention strayed. Aunt Bel's scarf hadn't lost that
particular twist she gave to the knot that made it hang somewhat to the left.
Stancy was pregnant again, tired but hale. Her husband Artald was already at
the church door talking with several men from the village. Their agitated
voices rose as a local woodsman regaled them with a tale. "It was so quiet all autumn
and winter I thought we'd done with these refugees plaguing us," exclaimed
old Gilles Fisher, cutting the other man off. "Yet now they come. We
haven't enough to feed them. I say we gather staves and drive them out." "Fotho says it's mostly women and
children and old folk," objected Artald. "It doesn't seem
right." "It was women and children and old
folk last year and the year before, too, what with the Salian war going on and
on and before that Eika raids." "Nay, it was better last year,"
said Artald. "Not so many came north, and then only in early summer. They
were caught down there in the border country." Agnes stifled a sob. "What's this?" asked Aunt Bel.
"I smell a drizzle coming on. Let's go inside so we don't get
wet." In they all marched. Sister Corinthia
presided because the old deacon had died two years ago and the count's father
had sent no one to replace her. That Aunt Bel had had the foresight to keep a
cleric in her house to educate her grandchildren had given her immense prestige
in Osna village now that Sister Corinthia led all the services. The cleric had
even picked out two village children bright enough to be educated at St.
Thierry. The young cleric led them in a dozen
psalms before stepping aside to let Bel stand up. "Have you some news for all of us,
Fotho? I pray you, speak loudly and clearly so we can all hear. Hilde, take the
children outside and watch them." Hilde was Stancy's eldest, a stout, well
grown girl about the same age as Blanche but of an entirely opposite
disposition. She herded out a score of mewling, giggling, restless children,
some older than she was. Silence descended as the score of adults regarded
first each other and then the quiet woodsman who shuffled forward to stand on
the first step of the dais where they could all see and hear him. Everyone was
sitting on fine benches built in Aunt Bel's workshop. Blanche clung to Alain,
and he let her crawl up onto his lap, the only child who hadn't gone outside. "Refugees," said Fotho.
"Come up the coast road. Not a man over twelve or under forty among 'em.
They're wearing nothing but rags—if they have clothes at all, which most of the
children don't. They're starving. They come up out of Salia. They say there's
fighting along the border again. No food to be had." "Is it Eika?" asked Agnes
tremulously. "They're not out of Medemelacha way,
if that's what you're asking, lass," said Fotho kindly, and with some
warmth. He was a decent-looking young man a few years older than Agnes. He had
a yen for her, as everyone knew, but it was a hopeless case even though Agnes
was now considered to be a widow after only a year of marriage. "Is it even safe to sail to
Medemelacha?" asked Gilles Fisher. He was too crippled with arthritis to
sail or even to build ships, but his keen mind and store of knowledge were
precious to the community. "That's one of the questions we must
ask and answer," said Henri. "It was safe last year, even with the
emporium under the rule of that Eika lord." Agnes wiped away a tear, glanced at Fotho,
and dropped her gaze to the ground. "It doesn't sound as if these
refugees will give us any trouble," said Artald. "I say we let them
move on. They can beg at Lavas Holding." "Hah! As if Lord Geoffrey has aught
to give them, or as if he would!" It was Mistress Garia's truculent son
who spoke, but he had the decency to blush as every person there looked at
Alain and away as quickly. "We've not heard a word from Lavas Holding for
six months. Hung us out to dry, the lord has." "What do you suggest, then?"
asked Stancy. "We haven't enough to feed every soul who comes
begging." "If you turn no one away, there will
be enough," said Alain. They fell silent. Blanche sucked a dirty
thumb, eyes wide and expression fierce. The light through the glass window
washed the floor in five colors, according to the panes: there was red, and a
pale green, as well as yellow, blue, and smoky violet. Because the bay of the
church faced east, the sun shone through the glass window in the morning. Now,
at midday, there was no direct light, but it was still bright enough with the
doors flung wide to see the murals painted along each side of the nave. There,
the blessed Daisan at the fire where he first encountered the vision of the
Circle of Unity. And again, the blessed Daisan with his followers refusing to
kneel and worship before the Dariyan empress Thaissania, she of the mask. The
seven miracles, each depicted in loving detail. Last of all the eye might rest
upon the blessed Daisan lying dead at the Hearth from which his spirit was
lifted up through the seven spheres to the Chamber of Light. Beside him, St.
Thecla the Witnesser wept, her tears feeding the sanctified cup. Once he had seen brave scenes of battle
hiding beneath the lamplit murals, but now he saw only suffering and it made
him angry, and it made him sad. Sister Corinthia cleared her throat.
"Spiritually, you speak what we all know to be true, Friend Alain. The
church mothers teach that every heart is a rose, and that to turn away from
those in need when you could aid them causes the rose to wither. In this same
way, plants need water to live, and we need breath. But in truth ..." She
faltered and looked to Aunt Bel for help. "One loaf cannot feed one hundred
starving beggars," said Aunt Bel. "Wishing does not make it so." "Which one will you refuse?" he
asked Bel. "Let it be your choice, if not yours, then whose? Who will
volunteer to be the one who chooses which supplicant lives and which
dies?" No one answered him. "Yet your Aunt Bel is right,"
said Henri later as they readied the boats for sailing. "If we give all
our stores away, we'll starve, too. That seems not just foolish but
stubborn." Below the house, workshops, and gardens
lay a narrow trail that led to the boat shed, built two years ago. They rolled
the new boat down to the tiny beach and pushed it out onto the water. Julien
and Bruno set the sail and put out into the bay to test the waters while Henri
and Alain remained behind to look over the old boat, always in need of repairs.
Alain slid under the boat, which was propped up on logs. The work came easily
to his hands. The smell of sheep's wool greased with tar made memories swim in
his mind of the days long before when Henri had taught him the skills of shore
and boat. Inspecting his work, Henri grunted.
"Well, Son, you haven't forgotten how to fasten a loose plank. Here.
There's another spot." They worked in companionable silence.
Alain ran his hands over each fingerbreadth of the hull while Henri replaced
the leather lining and hemp rope that secured the rudder to the boss. A gull
screeked. Water slurped among the rocks. From the boat shed, angled to take
advantage of the view, they could see north over the sound. The eastern islands
floated on gray waters. The distant promontory shielding Osna village gleamed
darkly, and beyond it to the northwest lay ragged shoreline and white breakers
where once the vast Dragonback Ridge had vaulted. A flash of sail skimmed the
bay to the north. "Rain," said Henri, pausing,
hands still, to stare across the waters. The smell of salt and tar and wet wool
caught in Alain's mind, and he was swept as by the tide into memory. Two slender ships skim up onto the strand.
Scale-skinned creatures pour out of them. They cannot be called men, and their
fierce, horrible dogs cannot be called dogs, but there are no other words to
describe them. They burn as they go, destroying the monastery and the hapless
brothers. There is one who watches with him, her
gaze sharp and merciless. "It is too late for them," she says. "No!" He jerked back, slamming
his head against the boat. 'Alain?" "She is the enemy," he said
raggedly. His head pounded. Stabs of pain afflicted him, waking that old
headache that had caused his blindness and muteness. "Who is the enemy?" "The one who says, 'This is as it
must be, we can't do anything else even if we want to.' " "Do you speak so of your aunt?" "No, no." He rubbed his head.
Spots and flurries of light blurred his vision. "Of the one I met on the
road." "What one?" "The Lady of Battles." "Who is the Lady of Battles? Are you
well, Alain? Is your headache back? Maybe we'd better go back to the hall and
let you rest." "What was my mother like?" There came a silence from Henri and only
the answer of the land around them: the hiss of surf, the wind in leaves, a
branch snapping under the weight of Rage's paw, a distant shout of laughter, a
bird's warble, quickly hushed. The ache in his head faded as he breathed,
waiting. After a bit, he felt Henri move, then
heard the noise of the file as Henri worked to shave the curve of a wooden plug
to the exact fit for its oar port, to replace one eaten away by dry rot. Alain
leaned back against the boat, recalling the familiar comfort of familiar
patterns. Henri had always had a habit of thinking as he worked, or perhaps it
was better to say that working helped him think, that the motion of hands
teased patterns of thought into symmetry. The hounds snuffled into the woods. The
sea sighed. "Is that what drove you?" Henri
asked at last. "Seeking your mother?" "I admit I have always wondered." The file scraped at the wood. "Not so much about my mother,"
Alain continued. "What she might have been like, of course I always
wondered that. Yet if a birth is witnessed, and the witnesses tell the truth,
there's no doubt of a mother's identity. It was wondering who my father was
that drove me." The file stilled. "Do you wonder that
still?" Alain shifted to look into Henri's face.
He took Henri's seamed, callused hand in his own and held it tightly. "No.
I know who my father is. He is the one who raised me and cherished me." Tears fell, although Henri wept silently.
One coursed down his cheek to land softly on the back of Alain's hand, a warm
salty drop followed by "No good song is ever sung of a
traitor," he says to Deacon Ursuline. "It is not treachery. It is an
alliance," she objects. He sits and she stands in the hall built
by his Alban carpenters to replace the one that burned in last year's assault
on Hefenfelthe. Most of his court have retired to their beds for the night, but
he is, as always, wakeful, and Deacon Ursuline is persistent. Torches burn in sconces bracketed every
three strides along the wall. The tang of smoke licks at him, reminding him of
scorched timbers and dying men. His dogs whine from their corner. No doubt they
dream of the slaughter which feeds them. "That is the point in keeping the old
royal lineage alive now that the rest are dead," she continues
mercilessly. "If you marry the eldest princess, then it will bind the
Alban people closer to you." "She will have turned against her
ancestors, the queens, if she agrees to such an arrangement. She was to be the
sacrifice to death, not to life." "The queens made such alliances in
plenty when they ruled. It is the way of noble houses to marry this daughter to
that son, this lady widow to that lord's unmarried brother, to make peace or
expand influence or consolidate fortunes. Among humankind, it is not considered
treason but wisdom and expedience." It is a cool night, cloudy and dark as
always these days. Through the open doors and shutters he hears the footsteps
of guards on the wall that surrounds the rebuilt hall and repaired stone tower,
the heart of Hefenfelthe. Beneath the light of one of the torches, two Eika
warriors dice, a game they learned from human comrades. Their human pack
brothers doze restlessly beside them, twitching and, now and again, moaning in
sleep as they chase dreams. Other Eika guards stand in that strange half dream
and half waking stupor that humans mistake for sleep. Even Trueheart, grasping
the standard, sways on his feet. Over the long autumn and this interminable
winter and seemingly endless spring, the winds and tides have conspired to
confine him to Alba's shores. Yet while the sea's caprice chafes him, it has
also given him time to consolidate his victory in Alba. The central and
southern plains are now quiet. The last of the resistance has been forced into
the northern and western hill country, too rugged to pacify
easily but possible to contain through judicious use of forts, raids, bribes,
and the resettlement of former slaves on those lands closest to the rebels. 'Among humankind such alliances lead to
offspring," he adds. "Should I marry the Alban princess, we could not
breed." "No, I suppose not. It would be a
political alliance only. This, too, you must consider, Lord Stronghand. If you
do not make plans for succession, then your empire of Eika and Alba will fall
apart when you die." "That is true, Deacon Ursuline. I
have considered the question more than once over this long winter. All things
die in the end. We are only flies compared to the life of stone. We sons of
OldMother are shorter-lived even than humankind. Yet this hall—" He indicates the rafters, the
plank floor, the steps leading up to the tower. "—will survive me,
and it will even survive you." "As long as war or tempest do not
destroy it. You must build an edifice that will survive despite war and
tempest." "Using what materials? I have stone,
steel, and flesh." "You have mercy and justice." "I have my wits." "With all respect, Lord Stronghand,
your wit will not survive you." "What if I care nothing for what
passes in the world once I am gone?" "Do you not?" He laughs. "If I cared nothing, I
would not be sitting here." In the distance, too faint for the deacon
to hear, guards call out a challenge. He cocks his head, listening, and
identifies the lilt of voice and rhythm of hurried stride as that of Lord
Erling. Strange that Erling should be here in Hefenfelthe instead of tending to
his own earldom. Trueheart shakes himself alert. "Is someone come?" asks the
deacon belatedly, turning to look. "It's so late ..." The young Alban sweeps through the door as
if on a gust of wind, hair blown in disarray and cloak streaming back as he
approaches the dais. Four soldiers, two Eika and two Albans, follow him.
Stronghand's Eika guards shift into readiness, axes and spears raised, but
Erling halts and drops to one knee. Stronghand lifts his hand and, given
permission by this gesture, the young man rises. "I did not expect to see you,"
says Stronghand. "News!" He is flushed with news.
His skin is red. "How fares the middle country?" "Well enough considering we've not
yet had sun this year. Folk fear it is a sign of the gods' displeasure." "Do you think it so?" Erling has taken to wearing a Circle of
Unity. His is silver, finely made, and incised with leaves as if to recall the
old religion he left behind. He touches it now. "It might be. I am no
priest to name God's will. Still, the folk who have lost what they once had
might have reason to suppose God displeased with them. I worry for the summer's
growing season if the weather remains so damp and cloudy." "As do we all," says Deacon
Ursuline. "What brings you south, Erling?"
Stronghand asks. The young man nods. "I wished to
observe the anniversary of my mother's death at Briden Manor, south of the
river. I rode south to plant a tree at her grave." "So the tree priests would have you
do," scolds the deacon, although her tone is benign, not harsh.
"Better to pray for her soul and dedicate a convent in her memory." "Can I do that?" "Surely you can, and endow a dozen novices to pray for your
mother's soul each and every day of the year." "I like that idea! But I would need a
priestess—a mother—to
watch over them and guide them." "I can make sure that such a woman,
we call her an abbess, is available to you, Lord Erling. You need only
ask." "As must I," says Stronghand,
tapping one foot. "What news do you bring me so late at night and in such
a rush as if on the wings of a storm?" "Ah! Just that, Lord! An omen has
been seen in the south! A dragon! Seen flying by the sea." The Eika murmur among themselves at this
astounding news. Dragons! Have the First Mothers risen out
of the wake of the sorcery that altered the world? Have things changed so
greatly? "Come." Stronghand rises. He
leads them up the stairs, into the tower, and by ladders and steep steps to the
roof. It is a stiff night, cuttingly cold up so high with the wind's bite on
hands and face. The men shiver and rub their hands, but he leans into the wind
and listens. After a while, he speaks. "It was long told among my people
that the FirstMothers bred in ancient days with the living spirits of earth and
in that time gave birth to the RockChildren. It's said that in Wintertide, in
the Western Sea, one may hear them calling ..." "Listen!" cries Erling. Yes! They all lean south, many pressed against
the stone battlements as though likely to hurl themselves over if only that
would bring them closer to what they seek. The call thrums through the air, its
vibration so low that he feels it through the stone. A sun rises in the southeast. "Look!" cries Trueheart. There are two of them, seen first simply
as a bending, twisting aurora of light far off but approaching fast. Their
bellies gleam. Their tails lash like lightning. They are coming up the river,
following the course of the water as they fly inland on what errand he cannot
guess. Alarm bells clang, and he hears a clamor as folk rush out of their halls
and hovels. They grow in size; they near; they are
huge, impossibly vast. A hot stream of stinging wind pours over Hefenfelthe and
in their wake the clouds churn and the forest roars. "Look!" cries Erling. "The
stars!" Above, the clouds have parted to reveal
those pinpricks, the most ancient ones, the eternal stars. But as the dragons
course northwest, as the heat and wind falter and the cold night air sweeps
back, mist shrouds that glimpse of the heavens and soon all is concealed again. "It's time to move," says
Stronghand, when all is silent. They stare northwest, but there is nothing to
see. Night veils all things. "That is an omen, indeed, Lord Erling. You
were right to bring news of it so quickly." "Yes, my lord," the young man
says, but he is barely breathing. He is still in shock, staring fixedly
northwest as if turned to stone. "We must make ready," continues
Stronghand. "Trueheart, you'll remain here as my governor. Stores must be
set aside for next winter. Seed corn hoarded, as much as possible. Plant
fields. Hunt and trap, raid our enemies in the north and west and take their
grain and seed corn for ourselves and our loyal servants. If they starve, so
much the better. Lord Erling, you and the other lords I have raised will remain
secure if your people have enough to eat. Be prepared for anything." "So have we seen!" Erling
whispered, still staring after the vanished dragons. "In six months I will return to make
an accounting." "Where do you go, Stronghand?"
Trueheart asks. "Will you fight again in Salia?" He looks at Deacon Ursuline. She nods.
"I must consult with the WiseMothers. I believe they have much they can
tell me." "Should they choose to do so,"
she says. "Should they choose to do so. There
is much I desire to know. This war is only beginning." another tear. The tears were only beginning. Dizzied, he shaded his eyes with a hand,
but he had to concentrate, to fix on this moment, this Earth, this place—not
the other one—because Henri was still talking. "She was strong-willed but weak in
her heart. Desperate, and beautiful. She used her beauty to feed herself, to
get what she wanted. It was the only way she knew, Alain. Had she not been so
desperately poor, she might have been otherwise. I do not know what she endured
before she came to Lavas Holding. She would never speak of it. Pregnancy killed
her. It's the war women fight. Just as men die in battle, so some women are
fated to die in childbed, wrestling with life. You survived it. She did not,
though she wished to live. Fought to live. Sometimes beauty is like a candle
flame—it shines because it burns. I would have married her, but she wanted
something else." "What did she want?" Henri shrugged with one shoulder, a
movement so constrained that if Alain had not lowered his hand at that instant
he would have missed it. "I don't know. She wished to be something she was
not." 'As I did." "No, Son. No. Well, perhaps." He
laughed weakly. "That comes of her, I suppose." He set down the file,
scratched his beard, scratched his hair, and picked up the file again. 'After
all this, who do you think your father is? I mean, the one whose seed watered
her garden." "It doesn't matter," he said.
"I know who I am now because I know what I must do." Henri frowned. "You will leave
us." "I must." Sorrow barked, and he
heard the hounds thrashing back through the undergrowth. He rose and stepped to
see around the boat and up the trail. "Here comes Artald." Stancy's husband waved to get their
attention as he strode up. He was local born and local bred, a man without much
imagination but levelheaded and generous, and a hard worker whose labor had
helped Aunt Bel's workshop prosper. He wasn't puffing at all although he'd come
in haste. "Where's Jul and Bruno?" he
asked as his gaze skimmed the sound, seeking their sail. "Well, no use
waiting for them." "What news?" asked Henri. "A runner from t'village. They say Chatelaine Dhuoda has come
with a small company." "Lord Geoffrey with her?" "Nay, nothing like that. She's
looking for Alain, here. Best if he goes, don't you think?" "Best if I go," agreed Alain,
looking at Henri. Henri frowned and absently patted the head
of Sorrow as he nodded. "Just so, if she's asking particular for him. Is
she come to take young folk to Lavas Holding for their year of service?" Artald shrugged. "Runner spoke
nothing of that, Uncle. I'll go with Alain." "Best we all go," said Henri,
"considering in what state we found him." "Ah!" Artald stroked his beard.
"Hadn't thought of that, truly. They might be wishing him mischief, after
all is said and done." "They won't harm me," said
Alain. He whistled, and Rage padded in from the woods, worrying at one paw. "Still," said Henri, "we'll
all come. Best to sound the horn and call Julien back, if he can hear. He's the
only one among us who has any real training at arms." The horn was slung up under the low
rafters of the boathouse. Artald unfastened it and walked down to the edge of
the water before lifting it to his lips. The low moan trembled across the
waters. Alain bade Rage sit, then pulled three burrs out of the fur in and
around a paw. After this, he gathered up tools and supplies and headed up the
trail with the hounds panting along behind him. A second call chased him, then
faded, and he paused on the trail to let Henri catch up. "In so much hurry to leave us?"
asked Henri. "I pray you, forgive me, Father. It's
just I've been expecting this." "That the Counts of Lavas will come
seeking you?" "No. Only that there would be a sign
that this time of peace had come to an end." That evening he packed such things as he
thought he would need: a spare tunic; a pair of soft boots that Aunt Bel
absolutely insisted he take along; rope braided by Bruno; a pouch of silver
sceattas out of Medemelacha; a collection of small tools from the workshop rolled up in a leather belt
that Artald felt were indispensable to a man wanting to make his way in the
world; a strong staff carved by Julien; gloves Stancy had sewn out of calf
leather; a heavy wool cloak woven by Agnes; and a bowl, cup, and spoon carved
by Henri, each one with a hound's head incised into the concave base. The household had their own taxes to
gather and make ready to deliver to the chatelaine, but Bel made sure they ate
well and drank well that night. He slept easily, although others fretted
at his leaving. The pallet he slept on in the hall was not the one he had grown
up sleeping on, back in the village. The estate, however fine it was, had no
hold on him because these surroundings were only a way station. He had left
Osna village years ago. That leave-taking could not take place a second time. In the morning, a dozen accompanied him to
Osna: Henri, Bel, Stancy, Artald, Agnes, Julien with his Varingian spear, five
of the workers armed with staves and shovels, and little Blanche because she
refused to remain behind. Bruno was left at the workshop with the rest of the
household, just in case, in these difficult times, some cunning soul had
planned a ruse in order to loot or burn the estate while it was undefended.
Aunt Bel was famous for her careful and farsighted ways, and many would suspect
that her storehouses remained well stocked, as indeed they did. "We ought to put up a palisade,"
said Artald as he swung along beside Stancy. He steadied her at the elbow as
she picked her way over a series of ruts worn into the path. "I've been
speaking of it for three years now. Past time we started." "Have a care," called Julien
from the front. They came up behind a score of ragged folk who, seeing them,
shrank back into the trees. A child wailed and was hushed. All of the children
had sunken eyes and swollen bellies. The adults, all women except two toothless
old men, drew the little ones back and ducked their heads. "I pray you, good folk," said
one of the women, creeping forward on her knees. "A scrap of bread,
if you have it. Pray God." One of her eyes was crusted shut with dried
pus. Behind her, others coughed, or scratched
sores and pustules. One woman had a scaly rash splattered down the right side
of her face and ringing her neck like a strangling cord. Alain stepped forward, still holding
Blanche's hand. "They're dirty!" she cried.
"I hate them!" He pulled two loaves of bread from the
pouch on his back and gave one to the child. "Here." "That's your waybread, Alain!"
objected Aunt Bel. "You'll go hungry!" "Pray do not worry on my account,
Aunt." He turned back to Blanche. "This is your offering to make, and
you must make it." "Can't! I'm scared!" she whined.
"I hate them." "Blanche," he said kindly,
looking her in the face. Weeping, she shuffled forward, shoved the
bread into the hands of the creeping woman, then bolted back to the safety of
the hounds, pulling on their ears until Rage nipped gently at her to get her to
let go. "Do not fight among yourselves,"
said Alain as the other refugees converged on the woman, who clutched the loaf
to her chest. He marked among them a girl no more than Agnes' age whose cheeks
were so hollow that you could trace the skull beneath stretched skin. He gave
her the other loaf. "Listen! Let all be satisfied that you have each dealt
fairly with the others. Otherwise you will never know peace." All were silent as they walked on, leaving
the beggars behind. At last, as the woodlands were cut with the fields and
clearings that signaled the advent of village lands, Agnes spoke. "How could you understand them,
Alain?" "They were Salians," said Henri.
"I know enough of that language to trade in Medemelacha." He glanced
at the girl, who paled when he said the name, and reached out to squeeze her
hand. "There, there, lass. He may yet be alive. That report I heard might
have been wrong." "It would be easier if I knew,"
she murmured as she wiped her eyes. "True enough," agreed Henri.
"Poor child." "God must hate them, too," said
Blanche. "Otherwise why would they be sick? Only bad people suffer. If
they did a bad thing, they'll be punished." "That being so," snapped Agnes,
"why are you not covered with weeping sores and white scales? Why hasn't
your nose fallen off?" Her face got red, and she began to cry. "Enough!" said Aunt Bel.
"I'll not come walking into the village with the pair of you snarling like
dogs fighting over a bone! For shame!" "It's a long way to walk," said
Artald. "From the border with Salia all the way up to here. Days and days
walking, a month maybe. They must have been right desperate to leave their
home." "They looked desperate to me,"
said Stancy. "Poor creatures. Who knows how many they started with and how many lost along
the way. It's the fault of those Eika raiders." "Mayhap not," said Henri,
"for it seemed to me there was peace in Medemelacha, and order, too. I saw
no beggars on those streets." "Driven out or murdered,"
suggested Aunt Bel, "so as not to bother them who didn't wish to share.
Who stole all good things for themselves." "Perhaps," said Henri, "but
I saw Eika and human folk working side by side. None of them looked like they
were starving. I don't know. What do you think, Alain?" Alain had been staring at the clouds,
wondering if the light had changed, heralding a change in the dense layer and
perhaps promising sunshine. The talk had flowed past him, although he heard it
all. "War brings hunger in its wake. What is this now, these clouds, these
sickly fields, this fear and these portents, if not echoes of an ancient
war?" "It's God's will if the sun don't
shine, or the rains don't fall," said Artald. "So Deacon
teaches." "That storm last autumn was not made
by God," said Alain. "That was made by human hands, in ancient
days." They looked at him, as they always did, as
if they did not know if he were a madman or a prophet, and then looked at each
other and away again, at the trees, at the clouds, at the startling appearance
of a robin hopping along the ground under the skeletal branches of an oak. "Look there!" cried Stancy.
"Look at that!" "Mayhap spring will come after
all," said Henri. The others kept walking, but Alain halted
and with a gesture commanded the hounds to move away down the road. Blanche
hovered beside him as he moved slowly forward until he was close enough to
kneel and stretch out his hand. He breathed, finding the rhythm of the wind in
the weeds and the respiration of the tree. The bird hopped toward him, then
onto his palm, turning its head to stare at him first with the right eye, then
the left. That gaze was black and bright, touched with a shine. "Come quietly and slowly, Blanche,
and kneel beside me. No fast movements." Scarcely breathing, she crouched next to
him and held out her hand. After a moment, the robin hopped onto her fingers,
gave her that same piercing examination, and abruptly spread its wings and flew
away. She burst into tears. "How do you do
that?" "Just be patient, little one. If you
find what is quiet within yourself, even the wild creatures will trust
you." "No one trusts me." "That robin did." She sniffed, wiping eyes and nose. "Best come now," he said. "Let's
hope we see more birds this spring, for it's an ill portent to have them all
vanish like that." He tilted his head back to look up into the bare trees.
"For so it was then. An ill portent." "Here, lad, are you having another
headache?" Henri had returned, leaving the others waiting up the road.
"Let me help you up if you're not feeling well. No need to go on today if
you've a mind to go back home." "No, no, Father. I'm well enough.
Just remembering a forest once where all the birds had fled. But there was a
terrible black heart alive in that place. That was why they fled. They feared
evil." Henri looked around nervously as Blanche
whimpered. "Think you we're haunted?" "Here?" He patted Blanche
tenderly on the head. "Nay, I think it was the wind blew the poor
creatures so far that it's taken them this long, those that survived, to find
their way back home." "So it may be," said Henri, still holding
his arm and gazing at him. "So it may be. A poor creature may be blown a
far way indeed before it turns its gaze toward home." They caught up to the others, who set on
their way without question or comment. They smelled the tannery before they saw
it, and marked the square steeple of the village church rising above trees. In
the common ground and meadow in front of the church, an assembly had gathered
by the chair and table where the count's chatelaine held court to choose young
folk to serve for a year at Lavas Holding and to receive the tithes and taxes
the village paid to the count in exchange for his protection in times of war.
Alain did not at first recognize the old woman who sat at the table. It was not
until she looked up and saw him walking among his kinfolk, and turned her
face away in shame, that he realized this woman was Chatelaine Dhuoda, but so
aged with white hair and wrinkled face that anyone might be excused for
mistaking her for a woman twenty years older. She rose and, bracing herself on a cane,
came around the table. As the crowd parted to let him through, she dropped to
her knees. "I beg you, my lord, return to Lavas
Holding. Forgive us our sins. Come back." Henri whistled under his breath. Sorrow
barked. The chatelaine, noticing the two black hounds, wept quietly. "Does Lord Geoffrey know you are
here?" Alain asked. "He does not, my lord. He is the
false one. He lied to gain the county for his daughter." "Did he? Is he not descended
legitimately from the brother of the old count, Lavastina, she who was mother of
the first Charles Lavastine and great grandmother of Lavastine?" "He is, my lord." "How has he lied?" "If he had not lied, then why do we
suffer? He abused you, my lord, because he feared you. Why would he fear you if
he did not believe that you were, in truth, Lavastine's rightful heir?" He nodded. "I'll go, Mistress
Dhuoda." "To Lavas Holding?" "I'll go, because I must. But I pray
you, do not address me as 'my lord.' It isn't fitting. I am not the heir to
Lavas County." "Yet the hounds, my lord!" Angry,
she gestured toward the hounds, who sat one to his right and one to his left.
"The hounds are proof! They never obeyed any man but the Lavas heir!" "Is that the truth?" he asked
her. "Or are you only looking at it from the wrong side? Any man but the
Lavas heir, or any man but the heir of the elder Charles?" "I don't understand you, my lord. The
hounds themselves are the proof." "I am ready to leave," he said,
"as soon as you are able to go." It took her only until midday to collect
what little Osna village could afford this year in taxes, and as Lavas Holding
hadn't the wherewithal, so she said, to feed any more mouths, she took no young
folk out of the village to serve the count for the customary year. The cleric
with her filled in the account book that listed payments and shortfalls, and
there were far more of the latter than the former. "It seems you will leave us
again," said Aunt Bel to Alain, "and it grieves me that you go. I do
not know when we will see you." "I do not know," he told her.
"My path has been a strange one. I know only that our way must part
here." She wept, but only a little. "There
is always a place for you with us, Alain, though I think you are not really
ours." He kissed her, and she hugged him. The
others, too, gave him in turn a parting wish and a kiss or an embrace,
depending on their nature. "I pray you," he said to Stancy
and Artald, "stay strong, and keep the others well. Do not let the family
splinter." "Be temperate," he said to
Julien, and to Agnes, "Don't wait forever. Marry again in another year, if
you've had no word of your lost husband." "I should go to Medemelacha
myself!" she said fiercely, but in an undertone, so the others
wouldn't hear. "But Uncle won't let me. He says it's the place of women to
guard the hearth and men to do the dangerous traveling, as it says in the Holy
Verses. Everyone says I should just marry Fotho, but I don't want to! I want to
go to Medemelacha and see if there's any news of Guy." "Then make a bargain. If they let you
go this spring, when the sea is passable, and if you find no word of him,
you'll make no objection to marrying as Aunt Bel wishes." All this time Blanche clung to his arm,
lips pinched together and expression so curdled that it would turn sweet milk
to sour. He came to Henri last of all. "I am sorry to see you leaving, Son.
But I know you must go. You were never ours, only a gift we held for a time
until it was reclaimed." At last, what calm had sustained him
shattered. Alain could not speak as he embraced the man who had raised him.
Blanche began to wail. "No! No! I won't let you go!" Henri looked both amused and annoyed, as
they all did when dealing with Blanche. "You'll have a hard time scraping
that barnacle off." "Perhaps." Alain did not try to
dislodge her, although the others came swarming to scold at her and tug at her.
"Perhaps best not to," he said, which made them all regard him in
surprise. "What do you mean?" Aunt Bel
asked. Julien was flushed, looking ashamed, and
Agnes rolled her eyes in disgust. "She doesn't thrive," said
Alain. "She's like a tree growing all twisted, and not straight. Let me
take her with me as far as Lavas Holding." "Who will care for her?"
demanded Agnes. "Who would show kindness to a creature as unlikable as she
is?" "They'd as like turn her out with the
chickens as keep her in the house," said Stancy. "Poor mite."
She looked at Julien, who only ducked his head. "If you'd speak up for her
more, Jul, and scold her when she's deserved it, then she might not be what she
is." "No! I won't let you leave!"
Blanche shrieked, too caught up in her tantrum to listen. "I can see that she is taken care
of." "I don't like it," said Aunt
Bel. "Lavas Holding hasn't enough to take in young folk for their year of
service, the chatelaine said so herself. I won't have it said I turned out my
own grandchild and sent her to scratch with the chickens." "Do you trust me, Aunt Bel?" "Well, truly, lad, I do." "Let me see what can be made of her
in fresh soil." That they none of them liked the child made them too
ashamed to agree. "Blanche! Hush!" She quieted, but kept her arms locked
around his waist. Tears streaked her dirty face as she looked first up at him
and then at the others. Aunt Bel looked at each member of her
family in turn, but they only frowned or shrugged. "Very well, Alain. It
may be for the best." "What for the best?" muttered
Blanche, with a distrusting sniff. "You will come with me as far as
Lavas Holding," he said to her, "as long as you behave and do exactly
as I say. Which you will." The words stunned her. She stuck her thumb
in her mouth and frowned around it. "But she's no clothing, nothing. I'll
not send a pauper—!" "It will be well, Aunt Bel. Best we
go now, and let it be swift. The chatelaine is packing up." They wept, as did he. Blanche did not
weep, not even when her father kissed her, not even when Agnes gave her the
fine blue cloak off her own back that had been part of her wedding clothes. It was hardest for Alain to let go of
Henri, and in the end it was Henri who broke their embrace and set a hand on
Alain's shoulder to look him in the eye. "Go on, then, Son. You'll do
what's right." He brushed a finger over the blemish. "Do not forget
us." "You are always with me,
Father." Alain kissed him one last time. He slung
his pack over his back and, with Blanche clutching his left hand, he followed
Chatelaine Dhuoda and her skeletal retinue out of Osna village and back into
the world beyond.
2 AT first, Anna wasn't sure what noise had
startled her out of sleep. Blessing breathed beside her, as still as a mouse
and all curled up with head practically touching bent knees. There was a
servingwoman called Julia, a spy of the queen's, who slept on a pallet laid
over the closed trap, but her soft snoring kept on steadily. Then the scuff
sounded again, and after that a single rap of wood against stone. Anna raised up on one elbow to see Lady
Elene leaning out the window, looking ready to throw herself to her death. Anna
heaved herself up and stumbled over to her, stubbing a toe on the bench,
cursing. "Look!" said Elene. As Anna
moved up beside her, Elena's hair brushed her skin, a feather's touch, and Anna
shivered and gulped down a sob for thinking so abruptly of Thiemo and Matto,
whose hair might have brushed her in such a way. "What lies off there?" Elene
pointed. "See those lights?" From this vantage, in daylight, one might
gaze south over countryside falling away into rolling hills. Not a single
candle burned in Novomo. The town was as dark as the Pit. Closer at hand, Anna
inhaled the strong scent of piss from that spot along the curve of the tower
where the soldiers commonly relieved themselves. But distantly, like a show of lightning
along an approaching storm front, she saw a shower of sparks and an arc of
light so radiant that her breath caught as she stared. "What is that, my lady?" "There must be a crown out there,
although Wolfhere never spoke of it. Someone is weaving in that crown. Yet how
could they do so, with no stars to guide them?" "Why do you need stars, my
lady?" "It's the secret of the mathematici,
Anna. I can't tell you. But I can say that it is weaving, of a kind. You must
have stars in sight to guide your hand and eye." Anna liked the way Lady Elene talked
easily to her. She was proud, but not foolish, and she had taken Anna's measure
and measured
her loyalties and while it was true that the daughter of a duke did not confide
in a common servant girl, she did not scorn her either. Indeed, the more it
annoyed Blessing when Lady Elene paid attention to her particular attendant,
the more Lady Elene showed her favor to Anna, which Anna supposed was ill done
of her, but in truth it was nice to have a mature companion who did not sulk
and shriek and throw tantrums at every least provocation. It was pleasant to
speak to a person whose understanding was well formed and who had a great deal
of wit, which she did not always let show to those she did not trust. "Yet look!" She was more shadow
than shape, but with a sharp breath she shifted and Anna felt the pressure of
her hips against her own as Elene stretched out her hand again. "That's
someone come through the crown from elsewhere. Who could it be? Who might have
survived?" Anna shivered again, mostly from the cold.
"Who else knows the secrets of the crowns, my lady?" "Marcus and Holy Mother Anne and my
grandmother are dead, as is that other woman out of the south. Sister Abelia,
they called her." "How do you know they are dead?" "I wish to God I had not witnessed,
but I did. They are dead. Yet one of the others might have survived. The
ones in the north I could not see after the weaving was tangled." "If it's true, could you trust them,
my lady?" "Not one of them, so Wolfhere
says." "Can you trust Wolfhere, my
lady?" "So you have asked before!"
Elene laughed, although her amusement was as bitter as her tone. "He is
the only one I would trust. Well, him, and my grandmother, and my poor dead
mother, may she rest in the Chamber of Light, but she can't help me now." "What of your father, the duke, my
lady?" She shrugged, shoulder moving against
Anna's arm. "He gave me up, knowing I would die. He did as his mother
asked, and I obeyed." Daring greatly, Anna placed a hand over
Elene's as comfort, and Elene did not draw her hand away. They watched until
the spit and spark of light vanished, and for a long time after that they
continued watching, although there was nothing to see. "Holy Mother! I pray you. Wake
up." Antonia had the habit of waking swiftly.
"What is it, Sister Mara?" "Come quickly, I pray you, Holy
Mother. The queen has sent for you." She allowed her servants to dress her in a
light robe and a cloak. For so late in spring it was yet cool as winter when it
should have been growing steadily warmer as each day led them closer to summer.
Lamps lit her way, although a predawn glamour limned the arches and corners of
the palace. A score of folk blundered about on the
open porch before the queen's chambers. They parted to let her through, and she
made her way inside to find another score of them cluttering the chamber and
all of them dead silent, even those who were weeping. Within, Mathilda slept.
Adelheid sat on her own bed with Berengaria limp in her arms. Only the dead know such peace. Adelheid looked up. "So it has come,
Holy Mother. She has breathed her last." Her eyes were dry, her expression
composed but fixed with an inner fury caged and contained. "Poor child." Antonia pressed
her hand on the cold brow, and spoke a prayer. The tiny child had lost almost
all flesh during its long illness. With its spirit fled, it seemed little more
than a skeletal doll, its skin dull and its hair tangled with the last of the
sweating fever that had consumed it. "Even now she climbs the ladder that
leads to the Chamber of Light, Your Majesty. You must rejoice for her, for her
suffering has ended." "Mathilda is all I have." Antonia found this shift disconcerting,
although she admired a woman who had already thought through the practicalities
of her situation. "You are yet young, Your Majesty. You may make another
marriage." "With what man? There is no one I can
trust, and none whose rank is worthy of me." "That may be, but you will have to
marry again." "I must. Or Mathilda must be
betrothed, to make an advantageous alliance." "Mathilda!" "Hush, I pray you, Holy Mother. I do
not want her to wake." "If no suitable alliance exists for
you, how should it exist for her, Your Majesty?" She did not answer. From the other chamber
they heard the ring of a soldier's footsteps. A woman came running in. "Captain Falco has urgent news, Your
Majesty." "I'll come." Adelheid handed the
dead child to the nurse, who accepted the burden gravely but without any of the
tears that afflicted the rest of them. Her eyes were hollow with exhaustion,
that was all. Adelheid rose and shook out her gown.
Strange to think of her dressed when she ought to have been sleeping, but she
often watched over the child at night these latter days since everyone knew
that the angel of God came most often in the hour before dawn to carry away the
souls of the innocent. Captain Falco waited in the outer chamber.
He was alert, his broad face remarkably lively. "You will not believe it,
Your Majesty! Come quickly, I pray you." Only one fountain in Novomo's palace still
played, with a splash of water running through its cunning mechanism. In this
courtyard, where there was also a shaded arbor and a fine expanse of lavender
and a once splendid garden of sage and chrysanthemums, Lady Lavinia hovered
under the arcade and wrung her hands, looking flustered as she stared at a man
washing face and hands in the pool. Antonia caught up short, stricken and
breathless, but Adelheid did not falter. She strode out to him as eager as a
lover, and as he rose and turned, obviously surprised to see her, she slapped
him right across the cheek. Half her retinue gasped. The rest choked down
exclamations. She did not notice. Fury burned in her. She looked ready to spit. "You killed Henry!" He touched his cheek. He did not bow to
her nor make any homage, yet neither did he scorn her. "We were allies
once, Your Majesty." "No! You seduced me with your
poisonous arguments. It's your fault that Henry is dead!" "Surely it is the fault of his son, who
killed him. And, if we must, the fault of Anne, who would have killed Henry had
you and I not saved him by our intervention." He spoke in a calm voice,
not shouting, yet clearly enough that everyone crowding about the courtyard
heard his reasoned words and his harmonious voice. "I beg you, Your
Majesty! I pray you! Do not forget that we wept and sorrowed over what had to
be done. But we agreed it together. We saved him. It was his son who killed
him." "If you are not gone from Novomo by
nightfall, I will have you executed for treason." She swept her skirts away so the cloth
would not brush against him, and walked off. In a flood, her retainers followed
her, leaving Antonia with a stricken Lady Lavinia and a dozen serving folk who
by their muttering and shifting did not know what to do or where to go. "Is your daughter well, Lady
Lavinia?" Hugh asked her kindly. She stifled a sob, and said, only,
"Yes, Lord Hugh. She survived the storm, which is more than I can say for
many." "God has favored you, then. I am
gladdened to hear it." She sobbed, and forced it back, and
wavered, not knowing what to do. Perhaps she loved him better than she loved
Adelheid. It would be easy to do so. "Lady Lavinia," said Antonia.
"If you will. I shall set matters right. The queen is distraught, as you
know, because of her grief." "Yes! Poor mite. Yes, indeed." "Then be at rest, and do what you
must. Lord Hugh, come with me, if you please." He bowed his head most humbly and with
that grace of manner that marked him, and with his boots still dusty from
whatever road he had recently walked, he went with her to her chambers. There
she sat him down on a bench and had the servants bring spiced wine. A cleric
unpinned his brooch and set his cloak aside. "What is this?" he asked,
observing the room. "There hang the vestments belonging to the
skopos." "I am now mother of the church, Lord
Hugh. Be aware of that." The news startled him, but he absorbed it,
sipping at the wine not greedily but thoughtfully. "Much has changed. I
have heard in this hour fearful stories. The guards at Novomo's gate told me
that Darre is a wasteland." "So it is, as terrible as the pit.
Stinking with sulfur and completely uninhabitable. Now. Listen. You have done
me a favor in the past, and I shall return it, although I am not sure you are
what I had at first hoped." He smiled, but she could not tell what he
was thinking. He was beautiful, indeed, and weary, and she did not yet know
where he had come from and what story he would tell her, but it did not hurt
her eyes to watch him as she related all that had happened in the last six
months and the plight confronting this remnant of Aosta's royal court. He never
once flinched or exclaimed or cried out in horror. Little surprised him, and
that only when she revealed what prisoners they had in hand. "Truly?" he asked her, and
repeated himself. "The daughter of Sanglant and Liath? Truly?" He
flushed. "Be careful, Lord Hugh, else you
reveal yourself too boldly." "What do you mean?" "Do not think I do not know." That caught him, because exhaustion made
him vulnerable. "I have an idea," she added,
"but it will take time, and plotting, and patience." He lifted a hand most elegantly to show
that he heard her, and that he was willing to let her proceed. "What prospects have you, Lord Hugh?
Why are you come here, to Aosta, when you were sent north by Anne into the land
of your ancestors to work your part in the weaving?" He smiled, but did not answer. "Where have you come from?" "From Wendar. I survived Anne's
sorcery, as you have surely already understood. I set another in my place and
in this manner I am living and he is dead." "In this manner," she noted
dryly, "did Sister Meriam sacrifice herself in favor of keeping her
granddaughter alive." "I am not Sister Meriam." "Indeed, you are not, Lord
Hugh." "What do you want of me?" "Queen Adelheid needs a husband. Why
should it not be you?" He rocked back, almost oversetting the
bench, then steadied it. "I am a presbyter, as you see me, Holy Mother. It
would be impossible. I cannot marry." "If I gave you dispensation to leave
the church, you could marry. There was often talk among the servants and the
populace about what a handsome couple you and Adelheid made. Henry being older,
and you so young and beautiful and beloved by the Aostans of Darre." "I am faithful to God, Your Holiness.
I do not seek marriage." "You lust. Can you say
otherwise?" His lips thinned. His hands curled into
fists. His eyes were a cold blue, as brittle as ice. "I am faithful, Your
Holiness." "To God?" He shut his eyes. "To a woman you can never have." That fierce gaze startled, when he opened
his eyes so abruptly. "I had her once!" He slammed a fist into the
bench, then set his jaw and shut his eyes again and took in three trembling breaths
before he quieted himself. "I am faithful to her. To no one but her. And
after her, to God. And after God, to Henry." "Who is dead." "I did my best to save him!" "I do not doubt it," she said,
to mollify him. "What of Henry's son? Is she with Prince Sanglant?" He could not speak. He was shaken, and
tired, and so gnawed through with jealousy that he had become fragile with it,
ready to fall to pieces but not yet shattered. "This is too much and too
quickly," she said more gently. "You are only arrived after a long
and undoubtedly arduous journey. How came you here?" "I journeyed by horse southwest from
Quedlinhame until I found a crown. With my astrolabe it was a simple enough
thing to measure precisely my route to Novomo. This I have taught myself that
Anne did not know and had not mastered. I can go anywhere whose destination is
known and measured. Two weeks only I lost in the crossing. Soon I shall have it
down to a handful of days." 'And all alone, no retinue at all." "None, except the beast, who resides
in the lady's stables now. I have fled those who do not trust me. Even my own
kinfolk were turned against me by poisonous words." Weary, indeed, to
admit so much so honestly. "I do not trust you, Lord Hugh. Why
should I?" "Trust that I have no power save my
knowledge of the arts of the mathematici. My mother is dead, and my sisters
hate me. Queen Adelheid wishes me gone. That bastard who calls himself king has
the power to banish me." 'And he holds the woman you desire close to
his heart." "Damn him!" He wept tears of rage. The sight so astounded her that she could
not move except to wave away the servants who had come into the room, hearing
his distress. Her amazement allowed her the patience to wait him out and to
explore the lineaments of his anger, shown in the curl of his hands, the
stiffness of his jaw, and the way his lower lip trembled like that of a
thwarted child. She had never seen him lose control so nakedly. So might an angel cry, hearing of an
insult to God which Their creature was powerless to avenge. When he had calmed a little, she touched
his hand. "I will speak with the queen. You will rest. Later we will speak
again. There is a pallet in the outer chamber. No one will disturb you. Ask for
food and drink, anything you desire." "You cannot give me what I
desire," he said, voice still hoarse with tears. "You ought to desire God's favor,
Lord Hugh, not a mere woman. Mere flesh." "You do not know what she is." "But I do know. I saw what she is,
and a fearful thing it was to see. You forget I was there at Verna. I think
even my galla might not touch one such as she. She is very dangerous, and no
doubt that makes her sweeter and brighter in your eyes. I think she is too
dangerous to let live." "No!" "Then chained. Dead, or chained.' He had not dried his eyes, but the tears
lingering on his face did not mar his beauty. "I will do anything to get
her back." "Will you? Will you even marry
Adelheid?" With his chin dipped down, his gaze up at
her had an almost flirtatious quality. "How will that aid Adelheid's
cause, or my own? Or yours, Your Holiness?" "In no possible way, if Adelheid does
not forgive you and take you back into her counsel. As for the rest, consider
who is Adelheid's heir—younger by far and easier to steer on a proper
course." That made him think. He sat in silence,
gaze drawn in as at an image she could not touch, although she could guess it:
Antonia as skopos and Hugh as the deceased queen's consort, ruling Mathilda as
regents. "Best to rest, Lord Hugh," she
added kindly, "and see if sleep and food ease this trouble that disturbs
your mind." "It never will," he whispered to
himself. She nodded, humoring him, but he was far
gone, and indeed when he was taken aside to the waiting pallet, hidden behind a
curtain, he slept at once and heavily, dead to the world, as it was said by the
poets, who knew from sordid experience how cravings make a man pregnable who might
otherwise be fortified with temperance. He slept all day and all night while the
queen was caught up in her sorrow, seeing her younger daughter wrapped in a
shroud and carried in a box to the crypt in Novomo's fine church, the only
suitable place to lay a princess to rest. The bell tolled seven times, to ring
the dead child's soul up through the spheres. A posset laced with valerian
helped the queen to sleep as well, that same night. The next morning dawned peacefully, as
Lady Lavinia had cause to remark when Antonia met her by the fountain after
Prime. "I've had word that a train of
merchants will reach Novomo by midday. They have ridden all the way from the
eastern provinces. One is said to have come as far as from Arethousa! The
queen, even in her grief, is sensible of their long journey and wishes to see
them feasted properly this afternoon." "She is wise. If there is no
entertainment, then I think a prudent feast cannot be seen as improper despite
her sorrow. The child was not yet two, after all. We cannot be surprised when
infants die, as so many do. I do not object." Lavinia put a hand into the water and,
after a while, looked up. "I pray you, Holy Mother. Will the queen forgive
him? He was always faithful to her, and most especially to Henry. I never heard
an ill word spoken of him, never a whisper." "What do you mean, Lady
Lavinia?" "I do not think it right he should be
banished, but I cannot go against the queen's wishes." "What if he should marry the
queen?" "He is a holy presbyter! He is wed to
God's service. It would pollute him to marry!" She faltered. Her cheeks
were stained red, as if the sun had pinked them, but of course there was no
sun, only the monotony of another cloudy day. "It would be a shame to stain the
beauty of a man as beautiful as he is." "I do not know if it would be right,
Holy Mother." "It is not your place to interpret
God's wishes." "No, Holy Mother." "Still, there is something in what
you say. He might not be the right one. Yet the queen must marry again." "She mourns her dead husband, Holy
Mother." "Henry?" "Indeed, Holy Mother. She held a
great affection for the emperor in her heart." A strange way Adelheid had taken, thought
Antonia, to show her fondness, but perhaps it was true that she had believed,
or convinced herself to believe, that she had no other choice. Hugh, naturally,
would fall into any scheme that offered him power, but it wasn't as clear to Antonia
what he felt he would gain by wielding such malevolent sorcery. Possessed by
a daimone! Still, perhaps he, too, had done it only out of loyalty to Henry
and Wendar. She doubted it. Henry, through the daimone, would have given him
anything he wanted. Anything. Was it actually possible that a man with
as much beauty and intelligence as Hugh was so very . . . small when all
else came to be measured? That he was himself chained by being fixed on one
thing? Who was slave, and who was master, then? One had escaped while the other
still polished his shackles. "You are a practical woman, Lady
Lavinia. Have you a recommendation?" She sighed and looked toward the fountain.
Water wept into the circular pool at the base. "Many nights such thoughts
have troubled me, Holy Mother. I am a widow, and have not remarried. I find
there is a lack of men whose lineage and temperament please me. In these cruel
days, the queen must choose wisely or not at all." "Has she spoken to you of such
matters?" Lavinia's hesitation was her answer. "What passes in private between you
and the queen I will not intrude upon, but remember that God know all your
secrets, Lady Lavinia. If you must unburden yourself, do so to me." "I am your obedient servant, Holy
Mother." Perhaps. It was difficult to know whom
Lavinia served. She was an ordinary woman, devoted to her lands, which she
administered prudently, and to her children and kinfolk, whom she protected as
well as she could. She remained loyal to Adelheid in part, Antonia supposed,
because she thought Adelheid's regnancy would serve her and her estates best
compared to that of another overlord. But if her heart stirred, it stirred in
defense of Lord Hugh. Thoughtful, Antonia returned to her
chambers only to find that the servants had fed him a hearty portion of cheese
and bread when he had woken, and afterward gotten him a cloak. "Where has he gone?" "Holy Mother!" They stared at
the floor. "Did we do ill, Holy Mother? He went as he wished. It was just
after you departed these rooms, Your Holiness, to sing the dawn prayers. Was it
meant otherwise? Had it been better had we kept him beside us?" "No. No. Do not think me angry. Have
you any notion of where he meant to go?" For his actions would reveal his
thoughts. Why, to pray, they assured her, and she
believed them. That is, she believed that they believed that was where he had gone.
Why should he tell them the truth? She knew where he intended to go. What
would attract him first, beyond anything. He must have power to get what he
wanted. Antonia had merely shown him the path. "Come, Felicita. Give me my audience
robes . . . no, not the heavy ones, for I mean to walk some while afterward in
them. Send for Brother Petrus. He's gone? Very well. You will attend me, Sister
Mara. No, no hurry. Let me rest my feet a moment. I must see the queen. It is
likely she will wake late, out of her grief." And, waking late, would leave Hugh waiting
in her antechamber to see her and to beg her forgiveness. No need to rush there
to interrupt his pleading. He would plead so very beautifully, after all. Not
even Adelheid would be able to resist him. But after all, Adelheid slept in a stupor
all morning. There passed an interlude of alarm around midday during which
Antonia hurried to the prisoners' tower to make sure that the captives had not
been disturbed. Yes, the sergeant told her, the holy presbyter had indeed come
by, but after hearing that the princess was afflicted with a mild sickness in
her stomach, he had ventured only into the dungeon. It was a chilly, nasty, dirty place. She
had to lean on the arm of a guardsman to make sure she did not slip on the
steps, which had no railing. The large open chamber had been fitted with three
smaller cells built with mortared brick. In the darkest of these, Wolfhere sat
on straw with his hands in his lap and his manacles resting along his legs. He
blinked as the lamp lit him and regarded her with a bored resignation that
irritated her. Despite the burns on his face and neck, he had never told her
anything secret, only commonplace tales that helped her not at all. In time he
would. It was only a matter of patience. Eventually the solitude and the rats
would drive him insane, and he would tell her everything in exchange for a
glimpse of sky. "Your Holiness," he said in that
bland way that made her twitch and wish to hit him. "What did he want?" she
demanded. "He wanted to know who the father of
the esteemed cleric Heribert might be." She would have burned him then had she any
fiery implements on hand, but she had to content herself with a gentle smile.
"A strange question to ask of a lowly Eagle." He shrugged. His nails had gotten so long
they curved, and his beard was matted and filthy. In fact, he reeked.
"Perhaps not so strange a question to ask of a man who knows the Wendish
court well." Almost, she slapped him, but she tweaked
the sleeve of her robe instead, smile fixed. "To what purpose do you seek
to annoy me? You have not answered my question." "He also asked me how I was come
here, and where I had been, so I suppose that means he is himself newly come to
Novomo." "What did you tell him?" "Nothing more than I have told you,
Your Holiness. I think he came more to gloat at my ill fortune. But you may ask
him yourself. I am sure he will tell you, as he and I are old enemies." 'Are you so, and on what ground?" His smile was keen, and it reminded her of
how tough a man he was to be able to smile with such strength after so long in
captivity. "I had twice the great pleasure of rescuing a young woman from
his grasp. I suppose he will never forgive me." "Liathano. This is an old
story." "It is a story that will never get
old for Hugh of Austra." That flash startled her. "Is it
possible you are more clever than you seem, Wolfhere?" "What answer can I give that will
satisfy you? God are my witness, that I am only myself, and nothing more." "So you say. I am not done with you,
Wolfhere." He winced, the first sign of weakness she
had surprised from him. "I am the obedient servant of God and regnant,
Your Holiness." "Servant of Anne." "Of God and regnant, Your Holiness.
Then, now, and always. Nothing more." He spoke with such finality that,
for an instant, she believed him. Hugh was discovered walking in Lavinia's
enclosed garden beside the poplars, chatting amiably with Brother Petrus, whom
he had known in the skopos' palace. "Holy Mother," he said, bowing
in the manner of presbyters as she approached. "I beg your pardon, Your
Holiness. I was restless, thinking on those things we spoke of yesterday." She was flushed from the annoyance of
having wondered where Hugh had gone, and perhaps for this reason. Brother
Petrus bowed and retreated hastily, leaving them to their talk. "I have taken some trouble to find
you, Lord Hugh." "Gardens give me solace, Your
Holiness. Forgive me." "Did you not fear that Queen Adelheid
would make true her threat to see you executed?" "I was told that she slept, Your
Holiness. Lady Lavinia gave me leave to walk in the garden." 'And leave to go to the prisoners' tower,
and interview the Eagle?" "I admit I was greatly surprised to
discover Wolfhere in Novomo. What can it mean that he is here?" "What did you hope to learn from
him?" "I'm not sure," he admitted.
"He was Anne's servant. Surely he knows something of Anne—her plans, her
sorcery, her history, her books—things that might be of value to us." "If he does, I have not yet
discovered it! Despite my best efforts. He is a stubborn man!" "He made some pact with Sister
Meriam, it appears," he mused. "Why?" 'As yet, that mystery remains unanswered.
We can discuss it later, Lord Hugh. I must go to my audience chamber for the
afternoon. Many supplicants appear before me. There is a great deal of trouble
in the world that wants fixing, now that God's wrath has fallen upon us." "Just so," he agreed. "I
feel myself weighted by trouble, as though the Enemy had gotten a claw into my
heart." "Do as I ask, Lord Hugh, and you will
gain that which you seek." It was cloudy, as always, but seemed
brighter in this corner of the garden where he walked. He paused beside a clump
of carefully tended vervain to run a hand over its pale spurs. "It is so
difficult," he murmured, "to gain that which one seeks. Have you ever
wondered, Your Holiness, about these tales of a heresy sprung up in western
lands. The tale of the phoenix—have you heard it?" "Lies whispered by the Enemy's
minions! No doubt such calumnies are but one among many misdeeds that have
brought God's hand down upon us." "Truly, many speak who know nothing.
Still, one wonders where such tales came from and why they arose." "I do not wonder! The Arethousans
cast them at us, hoping they would fly among us like a plague. Let ten thousand
fall to the contagion! In this manner they hope to weaken us, but it will not
happen. We will remain strong as long as we remain in God's favor." 'And when I have cast away my vows and am
wed to Adelheid, what
then? Is she to be killed, Your Holiness, so that Mathilda may rule in her
place and we as regents over her?" "Even the walls may have ears, Lord
Hugh! Be more discreet, I pray you!" "I crave your pardon, Your Holiness.
But I am confused as to the manner of the plan, its working out, and its
fulfillment. Must I lie with her?" "Is she not desirable? Other men call
her so. She is deemed very pretty." "So is a rock polished by the river,
before it is set beside a sapphire." "You will persist in your
obsession." "How will my marrying Adelheid gain
me what I seek?" "Is that your only objection? I
cannot promise you the thing you want, but earthly power may grant you weapons
you do not currently have. What kinfolk will aid you?" "None." "What princes will assist you?" "None." "You have only me. I can use you, and
if you aid me, then I will reward you. So God command us. Those who serve will
be given what they deserve." He nodded, having wandered by this time to
a stand of skullcap. He twisted off a leaf. "The queen trusted me once.
She may not do so again, even though I gave her no reason to distrust me. Yet
if she refuses to trust me, there are ways to encourage her." The garden was still in its ragged spring
garments; a few violets bloomed late; deep blue peeped from close stalks of
rosemary. "So there are, but cautiously, Hugh. Cautiously." "I am ever so," he agreed
humbly, gaze cast down. Satisfied, she beckoned for her
attendants. "I will call for you later. Do not come to the feast tonight.
We shall begin our persuasion of the queen tomorrow."
3 LADY Elene always woke before dawn to
pray. Because she had taken a liking to Brother Heribert's strange manners, she
insisted he climb the ladder to pray beside her every morning. Of course if
Elene would pray, then Lord Berthold would come up with Heribert to pray also,
Lord Jonas trailing at his heels. Blessing sulked on her pallet. Anna always
dressed and knelt behind the nobles. Because she did not know the verses and
psalms by heart, she must repeat them after the others had finished. Elene
always remembered, as a courtesy, to ask the cleric who attended them to allow
time for Anna's response. In fact, to include Brother Heribert she had to,
because he had not been quite right in the mind ever since the collapse of the
hill on top of him and could scarcely recall his own verses and prayers, which
he had once known better than anyone. The others knelt on soft carpet. Anna
knelt on the hard plank floor with her hands covering her face, the better to
concentrate on God's will. The better to disguise her words when she spoke
"She" for "They." No one knew that the phoenix had touched
her heart. No one but Blessing, who had learned to keep silent about this one
thing after that time when Prince Sanglant had punished his daughter's servants
for exposing her to heretical words. Blessing hated to see her servants
punished, knowing she would never be punished herself. It was the one thing
about her that gave Anna hope. "Blessed be You, Mother and Father of
Life," said Lady Elene. "Blessed be You, Holy Mother,"
whispered Anna into her hands. "Blessed be You," repeated
Brother Heribert in his awkward voice. Lord Berthold yawned. Lord Jonas made no sound. He often fell
asleep kneeling, eyes open. Blessing gulped down a false sob, stifled
under her blankets. On the floor below, the trap thumped open,
landing hard. Anna flinched, hands coming down. Berthold rose, and Blessing's
sniveling ceased. "Blessed is the Country of the Mother
and Father of Life, and of the Holy Word revealed within the Circle of Unity,"
continued Elene stubbornly, ignoring the clatter of feet beneath, "now and
ever and unto ages of ages." A cleric's cowl appeared in the open trap.
The woman climbed higher and revealed herself as Sister Mara, one of the Holy
Mother's faithful attendants. She looked around the room. After a moment, she
climbed all the way up and spoke in whispers to Julia, who shook her head. They
walked around the room and opened up both chests while Lady Elene kept praying
as if they weren't there. At last, Sister Mara left. When prayers came to an end, Berthold
said, "What was that all about?" "Begging your pardon, my lady. My
lord." Julia rubbed her brow with the back of a hand, looking nervous.
Normally she had a robust confidence, but she seemed tired after speaking with
Sister Mara. "You're to stay within today, all day. No garden." Elene raised an eyebrow and looked at
Berthold, who shrugged. Blessing popped up from the bed, unaware
and unashamed of her nakedness, although by now she showed the signs of
blossoming womanhood. "I don't want to stay in." "Shut up, brat," said Berthold
gently. "Please cover yourself." "I don't want—" "Do shut up!" snapped Elene. "I hate you!" "I hate you, you evil
creature! I'll pinch your ears if you don't stop whining." Blessing clapped hands over ears and
huddled under the blankets until, sometime later, after the others had gone
down to the lower floor to entertain themselves with chess and reading, Anna
was able to coax her out. "I don't feel good," whimpered
the girl. "I got a cut on my leg." "How could have you gotten—" But
it was no cut, of course. "Princess Blessing. Your Highness. Oh,
dear." "Is anything amiss, Anna?" asked
the servingwoman, Julia, from the window, where she sat and sewed. "Sit down," Anna said sternly,
and Blessing sat cross-legged. A few drops of blood stained the bedding, but it
wasn't too bad. "I pray you, Julia, Princess Blessing is feeling poorly.
Might you go down and ask the sergeant if we can have a posset, something to
settle her stomach? It must be what she ate last night." Julia glanced sharply at her. Perhaps she
suspected. Perhaps she had overheard, although Blessing had whispered. But she
went leaving Anna and the child alone. "Now, Your Highness, listen closely
and listen well." "My tummy hurts." "I know it does. And so it will do,
about once every month, for a good long while now." "Why?" "You know a woman's courses." "That you get?" "Yes, as you've seen, the Lady
favored women by giving them the power of life, while men have only the power
of death. That is why we can bleed every month and survive it. Now you have
started bleeding." "What does that mean?" She bit her lip, worried it, then plunged
on. "It means you must be secret, Blessing." How difficult a thing
this was to get across to a child who had the understanding of a five or six
year old but the body of a budding adolescent! 'Among my people, a girl isn't
likely to be wed until she's older and she and her betrothed have the
wherewithal to set up a household. But among noble families sometimes girls are
married as soon as they begin bleeding." "Why?" "Why marry? To form alliances. To
make treaties. To consolidate an inheritance." "Why not when they're little, like
me?" "Girls are betrothed all the time
when they're children. But no man will bed a wife until that girl is a woman
and can grow a baby inside her." "Is Lady Elene old enough? Why can't
she get married and leave us? I hate her!" "We are all prisoners, Your Highness.
Our captors may do with us as they wish, even kill us. That's why you must be
silent and secret." For as long a while as Anna had ever seen
Blessing sit and think, the child frowned and considered. She was a lovely
girl, with a complexion neither light nor dark and with shining thick dark hair
falling halfway down her back that must be combed and braided and pinned up.
Her eyes seemed sometimes green and sometimes blue and sometimes a hazel
shading toward brown, a blend of her father and mother. Like both father and
mother, she drew the eye; folk watched her; even the soldiers did, sneaking a
look while pretending not to. Beauty is dangerous among the innocent, who might
be ravaged when they least expect it. "If I were Queen Adelheid," Anna
said at last, "I would use you, Your Highness, as a pawn in a game of
chess." "I am the great granddaughter of the
Emperor Taillefer! She can't do anything without my permission!" "She can do anything she wants, Your
Highness! How will you stop her? If Queen Adelheid knows you are bleeding, she
may think it worth her while to marry you off and be rid of you that way. Right
now she thinks you're still a child." Blessing stared at her hands, then drew a
finger along her inner thigh and stared at the blood painting her nail. "Think what a prize you are, Your
Highness. Many men might desire to take you for a wife only because of who your
parents are. Some may hope to reward themselves. Others might hope to punish
your father or mother." Tears slipped down the girl's face.
"Why does my father never come, Anna?" "He does not know where you are. We
haven't any way to let him know. If any of us escape, Holy Mother Antonia will
hear of it and send horrible demons after us to eat us alive. That's what Lady
Elene says." "I don't believe her! I hate
her!" "You should! You must! You will! She
is like your mother, trained as a sorcerer. She knows. We are trapped, Your
Highness. And you are more vulnerable than ever now! Do you understand me? Lady
Elene is our friend. So is Lord Berthold and Brother Heribert. And Lord Jonas.
And our servants, Berda and Odei. But no one else. We can trust no one
else." Footsteps rattled on the ladder. Blessing
folded her hands over her loins as soon as Julia's head appeared and sat there
stubbornly, refusing to budge, until Anna wrestled a shift on over her bare
shoulders. A moment later, the healer appeared. "Berda, come here!" said Anna. "Small queen sick in her belly?"
The healer knelt by the pallet. Anna turned her back to Julia and lifted
two fingers to seal her lips. The healer nodded. Blessing, still sitting
cross-legged, pulled her shift up to her hips to show the blood streaking her
thighs. Berda nodded. "A drink calms
the belly," she said in her odd voice. Her broad hands smoothed the shift
back over the girl's legs. She touched the girl's forehead, throat, and her
collarbone on each side. "Some sickness in the food," she
said. "Have you piss this morning?" Blessing shook her head. "Come, small queen." They went to the corner, where the chamber
pot was tucked away behind a bench, and Blessing did her business. Julia came
over to look, but after Blessing rose, Berda squatted quickly with her heavy
felt skirt concealing this complicated maneuver, since the steppe women, Anna
had seen, wore both skirts and trousers. She then peed in her turn, and rose
with a grimace. "Moon turns," she said. "I
am bleeding. Must move my bed to upstairs." It was a habit of the Kerayit healer to
sleep downstairs with the men most of the month, and upstairs with the women
during her bleeding, although it seemed to Anna that it had not been more than
two weeks since her last sojourn upstairs. Never mind it. They would burn that
bridge after they had crossed it. She looked at Berda, and the healer nodded,
covered the pan, and offered it to Julia to dispose of, as was her duty. "I fetch drink of herbs for the small
queen. She rest this day." Rest she did. Berda found clean rags for
her, to catch the blood, and pretended they were her own. It was not so
difficult, once the ruse was begun; Julia, like the other Aostans, found the
healer so peculiar that she didn't like to get close to her. Afterward, they went about their usual
routine. Water must be brought up for washing, and the buckets taken downstairs
and emptied and rinsed out. The morning chores broke up the monotony of the
day, so Anna eked out each least errand, dawdling where she could. She didn't
even mind it when, after the upstairs was tidied and washed, she was sent down
to empty the dungeon bucket. The old man didn't scare her, although the stink
was bad. After the first few weeks, the soldiers simply stopped going down with
her because they hated the pit, and she was free to make quick conversation
with the Eagle, mostly a detailed account from her of yesterday's doings, and
perhaps a few oblique sentences passed back and forth between him and Lady
Elene. This morning, though, the soldiers
loitered nervously by the outer door, as if keeping an eye out for someone they
expected to come along at any moment. Anna had a clean bucket in one hand as
she reached the head of the steps that cut down into the gloom. The sergeant on
duty glanced back into the chamber and saw her. "Here, now," he said, lifting a
hand to get her attention. But she was already descending along the
curve of the stair with the cold stone wall brushing her shoulder and the
bucket dangling over air as soon as she cleared the plank flooring. It was
quite dark, but she knew the feel of the wall and the angle of each step by
now. She could have gone down with her eyes closed, and indeed she paused
partway down, in the shadows, and closed her eyes, because she heard voices. The tower rose in levels, with the deepest
chamber dug out of the earth and markedly colder than the ground floor and the
other rooms stacked above. The space below was used to store beans and onions,
and here also three small cells had been bricked in. From her place on the
stairs, with the dampening of sound and the lack of any footsteps clomping
above, she heard them speaking in low voices. One of those voices was familiar
to her; the other had a strange, enchanting timbre that seemed to stick her
feet right where they were so that she didn't dare, or want, to move. "You cannot escape because Antonia
controls the galla." "I do not fear the galla." "You should." "Perhaps." "Then why do you not escape? If you
can, why don't you?" "Is that not obvious? I have those to
whom I am responsible. If they cannot run, then 1 cannot run." "Thus meaning, you cannot protect
them from the galla. Is it Princess Blessing, or Conrad's daughter, who holds
you here?" "Why can it not be both?" "I heard the story once that you
tried to drown Prince Sanglant, when he was an infant." "It's a story that has been told many
times, and on occasion in my hearing." 'An interesting tale, and if true, a shame
you did not succeed. Although it might make a man wonder what allegiance holds
you to Princess Blessing. Is it her father you seek to serve? Her mother?
Anne's tangled weaving, still to be obeyed? Or do you merely have a weakness
for these caged birds?" "It's true I do not like to see such
bright creatures imprisoned by cruel masters." Wolfhere sounded bored
beyond measure, tired of the game. "What do you want, Lord Hugh?" "Where did you come from? How did you
get here?" Wolfhere sighed. "You were seen last in the company of
Brother Marcus and Sister Meriam. You ran from them. Yet now you appear here,
with Meriam's granddaughter in your care. Where were you? How did you escape
the cataclysm?" "Fortune favored us," said the
old man dryly. "You were least among the Seven
Sleepers. Cauda draconis, the tail of the dragon. They told me that you were
too ignorant to weave the crowns. Is that true?" "Yes, it's true. I was never taught
the art of the mathematici. Mine was the gift of Eagle's Sight, and of the
skills necessary to a messenger who spends his life on the road. Thus, I am
peculiarly situated to survive long journeys through hostile lands." "Why should I believe you?" "It matters little to me if you
believe me or not, Lord Hugh. Why should it? The battle is lost, and Anne is
dead." "Thus your purpose for being." "Thus my purpose for being,"
said Wolfhere in a flat voice. "What is it you want? Or are you merely
here to gloat?" "It's true I have no liking for you,
Eagle. You stole from me the thing that is rightly mine. I mean to have it
back." "How will you accomplish that? Liath
is dead, is she not? Like the others." She heard the other man take in a raggedly
drawn breath, sharp and sweet. "Not dead. Not dead." Abruptly, the old man's tone became edged.
"Where have you seen her? How do you know?" "Where have I seen her? In Wendar, my
friend. Standing beside the bastard who calls himself king." "I have heard the tale of Henry's
passing. I wasn't sure it was true." "Oh, true it is, and the prince of
dogs crowned and anointed by Mother Scholastica herself, although I think she
was not best pleased in the doing." "So it is true. And Liath has survived,
so you say." No doubt he was eager to hear these tidings, but he kept his
voice low and even. "Can you not see her yourself, with
your vaunted Eagle's Sight? Have you not spoken with your discipla, Hathui, who
has gained the protection of the new king and stands in his very shadow?" There was a long pause, and a quiet
shuffling of feet above her. Anna glanced up to see a shadowed form bent over
the trap, looking down toward her, but it was obvious that his eyes had not yet
adjusted to the darkness below. "You may as well know that I am
blind," said Wolfhere. "Since the cataclysm." "Blinded? Useless and helpless, then.
Master of nothing, servant to no one. Yet why tell me so? Why confess as much
to me, Eagle?" "Because I hurt, Lord Hugh. If I tell
you that you can gain nothing from torturing me, then perhaps you will not do
so." "Ah. I suppose it is the Holy Mother—or the
queen—who sees you used so ill. What do they want to know?" "Nothing I would tell you, if I would
also not tell them. Leave us be, Lord Hugh. I do not know what is your purpose
here. I ask you only for this favor: leave us be." "What will you give me in
return?" "In return for what?" "For leaving you be." "So we come around again to my first
question: what do you want?" "Who is Liath's father?" "Bernard." "And her mother?" "A daimone of the upper spheres. I am surprised to hear you
ask." "It was once a closely guarded
secret." "Yes, once it was. Back when we still
held some measure of control over her. Anne took you into the Seven Sleepers. I
am not surprised that you lived, when others died, but I am surprised you ask
me questions you must already have heard the answers to." "Folk may lie." "I am shocked to hear it." Lord Hugh chuckled. "Is it safe to
let you live, Eagle?" "Oh, indeed it is. I would even call
it necessary." "Think you so?" "Of course I must. Leave us be, Lord
Hugh. We have nothing you want." "No, no," said the other man
musingly. "I'm not sure you do have anything I want." She felt warm breath on her neck and heard
the merest croak of the step just above the one she stood on, where it had a
wobble. "Hsst!" said the sergeant in her
ear. "Up out of here, girl, or we'll all be in trouble." They fled up, and just in time, for the
sergeant had just shoved her out the door and over to the pits to pretend she
was at some kind of filthy work with her head bent down to hide her face when she heard all the soldiers
with bowing and scraping in their voices as some august presence departed the
tower and went on his way. "Idiot," said the sergeant,
coming over to her and yanking the pail out of her hand. "No one was to
disturb them! I'll take care of the prisoner today. You go back up, and keep
your mouth shut and your feet where they belong." "How was I to know?" she said,
and he slapped her. Later, as the cloistered hours passed
without incident, the sergeant relented and came up himself to gossip with Lord
Berthold, his favorite. The queen's younger daughter had died the day before,
which explained the tolling of the bell. There was anyway to be a feast that
night, if a solemn one, because an envoy had come from a distant land, but he
wasn't sure where, maybe Arethousa, come to parley with the grieving queen. So
that was why it was that Berthold and his retinue could not leave the upper
chambers for any possible reason this day. Therefore they expected no visitors late
in that afternoon with the courtyard gone quiet and a murmur rising from the
great hall whose roof could be seen from the east facing windows. There, most
of those who lived in the palace had gathered to feast or to serve. The smells
rising from the kitchens made Anna's stomach hurt and her mouth water. Berthold and Elene played another game of
chess by the window, glancing at each other in a way that Anna recognized as
dangerous and that, mercifully, Blessing did not see for what it was. Two
attractive young people thrown together for hours and days and weeks on end.
How well Anna knew where such intimacy led! She wiped her eyes, but there
weren't any tears left for Thiemo and Matto. They had vanished under the hill
with Berthold's companions, with their old life, with all that had transpired
before the storm. Heribert sat beside Blessing, who for once
was frowning at tablet and stylus and with awkward strokes getting some of her
letters right. Anna sat down on the carpet near Blessing's feet, and went back
to mending a tear in Blessing's other shift. Julia sat on the bench,
embroidering. Lord Jonas was downstairs playing dice with Odei; those two could
go at it for hours, and the spill of dice across the floor was, like a poet's
song at a feast, a steady accompaniment to other labors. Berda sat in a
shadowed corner grinding a root into powder. The light came gloomy through the open windows, and
it was cool, but no one wanted to shutter themselves in. Elene sniffed, wiped her nose, and looked
up, holding a lion in one hand. "Do you smell that?" Berthold stifled a yawn. "Smell what?
I hate sitting indoors all day" Berda glanced up as well. "It is
sharp," she said, touching her nose. The lady frowned. She did not set down the
lion. "Now it's gone. I thought. ..." She, too, yawned, and caught
herself. Even Anna yawned and almost pricked
herself with her needle. Her grunt of frustration set off an avalanche of yawns
among all of them, except Heribert. "The curve here, Your Highness. It is
uneven." "I'm just tired! I can do better!" "Yes," he agreed. "So it
appears from the way you are yawning. There is a sharp glamour in the air. It
tingles in the bones." Berthold pushed the chess pieces aside and
pillowed his head on his arms. "Just a nap, and we'll start again." Elene's head lolled back. The lion fell
out of her hand, and when it struck the floor she jerked upright. "What is
that?" she demanded. "A glamour ... a spell ..." Anna was so tired. The languor smothered
her. The walls spoke in whispers, reminding her of the peace of the sleep which
awaits every soul, the crossing into death. . . . Soft footsteps mounted the stair-step
ladder. A middle-aged man appeared in the opened trap. He was named Brother
Petrus, one of the holy clerics who served the Holy Mother. "Up here, my lord," he said as
he clambered out. She pricked herself with the needle, and
the pain woke her. A drop of blood swelled. Blessing had fallen asleep against
Heribert's shoulder. Berthold roused dully, lifting his head. Elene struggled,
reaching for the lion she had dropped on the floor. Berda snored softly, head
lolling back against the wall, her throat exposed. An angel climbed out of the trap and
paused to regard the chess table and the pair of young nobles fighting sleep. "Well," he said in a melodious
voice so soothing Anna was sure he tamed wild beasts with it. She recognized it
immediately as the voice of the man who had been talking to Wolfhere.
"Conrad's doomed daughter and Villam's lost son. How unexpected this is. How
handsome they look together, dark and fair!" Elene grunted, got hold of the lion, and
dug it into her palm. Her eyes flared. "Who are you? What sorcery . . .
7" The chess piece rolled out of her hand,
landed on a corner of carpet, and tumbled off that onto the plank floor. Her
eyes fluttered as she fought to keep awake. "You know tricks, Lady Elene, but you
are inexperienced." Anna thrust the needle into her hand
again, and the pain burst like fire and focused her mind, but it was so hard to
fight. It was so much easier to sleep. He turned and saw Blessing. "Ah,"
he said, voice catching. "So old already. Just as I'd hoped. ..." From this angle, seated crosswise to
Blessing and slightly behind her, Anna saw his expression darken. "How can it be that you still
wake?" he asked. Before she could answer, Brother Heribert
said, quite clearly, "Who are you?" "Better I should ask, who are you?
You are Brother Heribert, a particular intimate counselor of the prince,
guardian of his daughter. Before that you were a cleric in the schola of the
biscop of Mainni, rumored to be her—" He laughed. Anna ducked her head
and, feeling the dizzy drag of exhaustion pulling her down, jabbed the needle
in. "God in Heaven! Look at your eyes! How comes this? I thought I was the
only one who knew this secret. Why are you here?" "I am looking for the one I love.
They say it is the other one who stole him. The one called Sanglant." "Who stole him?" The
angel shifted back on his heels as might a man who has been struck, then rolled
forward to his toes, and regained his balance. "Who stole who?" "Lord Hugh?" asked Brother
Petrus, who was fingering an amulet looped at his neck. "Ought we not
hurry, my lord? It will be dark soon." "Yes." The angel nodded, but he
looked only at Heribert, not at Brother Petrus. "Who is lost, and who is
blind?" he said to himself. "Can it be? Tell me, friend, if the other
one stole him, then do you want to get back this one you seek?" "I don't know where he is." "Gone utterly, I fear, if what my
eyes tell me is true, and I think it must be. But I know who killed him." "What does that mean?" "It means that his soul is fled from
Earth." "How do I find him?" "Seek you his killer and get your
revenge. Kill the one who killed him." "Will it bring him back, if I kill
the one who killed him?" The angel's smile would brighten a hall
shrouded in darkness. "Oh, yes. Certainly. Delve deep, and seek him at his
heart. Drive out the soul you find there. That will kill the one who killed
him. The one called Sanglant." "But he loved him! He trusted
him!" 'Alas," the angel said in a gentling
voice, as a mother might soothe a weeping child. "So it happens among
humankind, that the ones we love most are quickest to betray us." "How will I go?" "Come with me now. I will set you on
your way. Brother Petrus, there is an attendant who serves the princess. Find
her, and place an amulet around her neck . . . Ah!" Elene grunted, struggling against the
spell, lips moving as she murmured an incantation. "Petrus, the knife." "Your hands, my lord. Let me do it,
if it must be done." "I'll not let others stain their
hands so mine may remain clean. This is my decision, not yours." He took a
common kitchen knife, good sharp iron, out of Petrus' shaking hands, and went
to the table. Grasping Elene by the hair, he set the knife to her pulsing
throat. Elene tried to struggle, but she could
not. Anna shrieked, but the only noise that
escaped her was a moan. She staggered up, but she was too slow with that
lethargy weighing her down. She was too slow, and it was already too late. He cut. Elene's blood spurted over the board,
spattering Berthold's sleeve and hair, although he was too fast asleep to stir.
Blood flowed. A Dragon and a Queen toppled sideways in the first gush. The rest
of the pieces were soon awash, islands in a red sea. Hugh braced her body in the chair and
dropped the bloody knife onto the carpet. He walked over to Anna and grasped
her. She sagged against him; she could not help herself. "Is this another so afflicted?"
He raised her hand, smoothed a finger over the three spots of blood, and teased
the needle out of her fingers. She was helpless to resist. Only his strong arm
held her up. "Quickly, Brother Petrus!" A movement, an arm sweeping past her face,
and a sweet smelling fragrance wafted into her nostrils. She came alert to see
a smoky mist dimming her sight through which she saw all those sleeping and
heard an uncanny hush drawn over the palace grounds as though every living
creature had been muzzled and shod in wool. His eyes were so very blue that she
thought she should drown in them. "I am taking Princess Blessing. You have
now a choice. You may come with me, to attend her, or you may stay
behind." Her mouth worked, but she got no words
out. He smiled sadly. Oh, that smile. She might die hoping for
another taste of that smile. She had never seen a man as beautiful as he was. "What is your name?" 'Anna, Your Grace," she whispered. "Anna," he said, making music of
her name. "Carry the princess. We must make haste." "If I won't, Your Grace? If I refuse
to go?" "Then a more faithful servant will
carry her," he said in the most kindly voice imaginable, and it chilled
her to hear it, because he did not raise his voice or look angry. He was no
Bulkezu, to howl and rage. He did not look like a man who had just cut the
throat of a defenseless young woman. 'And you will wake later, hoping she is
well cared for but never knowing if she will be." Weeping, she gathered up Blessing,
although the girl had grown enough to weigh heavily in her arms. It took all
her courage to look at him again, and all her courage to speak words he might
not want to hear. "There are some things we need, Your Grace—" "There is nothing you shall need that
has not already been prepared. We have taken everything from this town that we
want. Brother Petrus, let us go swiftly, as you advise." "Yes, Lord Hugh." So they went, leaving the chamber and the
dead girl and her sleeping companions behind. Below, four soldiers waited; they
also wore amulets. Lord Jonas and Odei sprawled on the floor among a scattering
of dice. Brother Heribert followed like a dog, hesitant, twitchy, but
determined. "Unchain the Eagle," said Lord
Hugh to two of the soldiers. "Make sure there is blood on his hands, and
the knife in his possession. Then meet us at the appointed place." In the barracks below soldiers slept,
draped over benches or snoring on pallets. Two sat on either side of the door,
slumped against the stone wall. One had his mouth open, and the way drool
trickled out scared her. Their feet crunched on gravel as they
crossed along a wing of the palace, moving swiftly. Guards slept on benches and
on paving stones. One had an arm slung somewhat around a pillar as though
embracing it. In the courtyard facing the great hall a dozen servants had
dropped platters of food and flagons of drink. A pair of dogs had fallen down
asleep in the act of filching a fine haunch of beef intended for the queen's
table. From the hall itself, glimpsed through open doors, came only silence.
One of the soldiers grabbed a pair of plump roasted chickens and tied them up
into a handkerchief which he fastened to his belt. The scent of all that good,
warm food made Anna's stomach grumble, and she hated herself for feeling a
hunger that Lady Elene would never again know. Blessing stirred, whimpering,
but did not wake. Five more soldiers waited by the barracks,
holding the reins of fourteen horses, four of them laden with packs. Every
wakeful creature there wore an amulet around its neck like to the one Anna wore.
By the horses, Lord Hugh nodded at Brother Petrus. 'All the rest is done as I
commanded?" "It is all arranged, Lord Hugh. All
will be done as you have ordered. Yet I am not sure, my lord. Was there some
other fate that you intend for Lord Berthold? Villam's son is tainted with
Villam's treachery in plotting against Emperor Henry, may he rest at peace in
the Chamber of Light." "Villam's son means nothing, although
there is, I think, some mystery regarding his disappearance and reappearance.
Leave him as he is. Find out his secret, if you can. He may trust you if you
befriend him after we are gone." Petrus hesitated. "Go on, Brother. You must not fear to
speak freely to me." "Why the young lady, Your Grace? She
was beautiful. Proud, it's true, but lovely. It's like trampling a flower in
bloom." "Some flowers will be trampled when
an army marches to lift a siege, Brother. No one rejoices in destruction, yet
at times it is the only way. Her grandmother taught her things she must not be
allowed to use. We cannot take the chance. I will do penance for the
deed." "Yes, Your Grace. Still ... if you
think her a risk, why leave alive the old man?" "He is too weak and ignorant to
threaten us. He'll serve us by diverting suspicion. No doubt her death was more
merciful than his will be." "Yes, Your Grace." "Do not douse the sleeping fire until
the lights on the hill have vanished. Do as you have been instructed. Let no
one chance upon you in the tombs. All depends on timing and where you place the
decoy." "I will not fail you, Lord
Hugh." "I trust not. Afterward, await my
return." "Yes, Lord Hugh. God go with you,
Lord Hugh." The angel's smile had something of irony
in it. "So we may hope." He beckoned. A soldier took Blessing out
of Anna's arms and lifted her up to one of his companions, already mounted.
Another took Anna up behind him. The rest made ready, and they rode out of the
palace by the spies' gate, a triple-guarded gate set into the palace's outer
wall that led to an escarpment and a steep trail carved into the northeastern
face of the hill on which the town of Novomo had been built. Shale littered the
hillside. They picked their way down. None spoke; only the rattle of rock broke
the silence. How far did the spell extend? Had he cast
his web of sorcery across the entire town? How could any person be so beautiful and
so wicked? At the base of the hill they stopped
beside a vineyard, which lay quiet under the late afternoon sky. Nothing
stirred except a single honeybee, searching for nectar. "Brother Heribert," said Lord
Hugh. "Take such provisions as you can carry. Walk north, over St.
Barnaria's Pass. Do you know the way?" "The way we walked when we came
south?" "Rumor has it you came down from the
mountains. Return there, and follow the path north into Wendar." "Who will guide me?" "You must guide yourself. You seek
Sanglant, who calls himself regnant. When last I saw him, he was at
Quedlinhame. Seek him, and do what you must." Without answering, the cleric collected a
sack of provisions offered to him by one of the soldiers. He paused beside
Blessing's limp body to touch her knee, then went on his way through the
vineyards, soon lost to view. The rest circled south to join the main road
leading out of town. Twice Anna saw folk in the distance, laborers or farmers about their
tasks. Once she saw a wagon at rest behind a tree, but she saw no sign of its
occupant, only a mule with its head down, cropping grass. Twice she heard a dog
bark. A large party had passed this way before them; she saw their dust ahead
on the road, moving south. As dusk lowered, they paused beside a
chalky path that split off from the main road and climbed a nearby hill. Here
they paused. "Two riding up behind," said the
guardsman who rode as rear guard. "That'll be Liudbold and Theodore.
They're late coming." "We'll wait here," said Hugh,
and soon enough the two soldiers who had been left behind at the tower reached
them. "Theodore. Liudbold." Hugh
looked at them each in turn. "What is your report? I expected you
sooner." "Begging your pardon, my lord,"
said the one addressed as Theodore. "It were trickier than we thought. The
old man had life in him. He was wakeful and struggling, and he got a fist in on
Liudbold's jaw here." Some of the other soldiers coughed and
snickered as Liudbold touched a hand to the bruise forming on his face, but
they fell silent when Hugh raised a hand. "Yes, he fought the spell, with some
success. That shouldn't surprise me, I suppose. What did you do?" "Well, at first we thought of tying
him up, but then we recalled that he was meant to look as if he'd freed
himself. So we knocked him cold, hauled him upstairs, then rolled him in the
blood and left him with the knife in his hand." "It will do," Lord Hugh said
kindly. "You kept your heads about you. Well done." Such praise would melt stone! The soldiers
murmured, but Lord Hugh turned his horse onto the path and led the others away
from the road. Behind, the pair of men riding in the rear guard swept their
path to hide their tracks. Ahead, tall figures awaited them, stones arranged in
a circle. She said nothing, but by asking no
questions caused Lord Hugh to notice her silence. "How came you to Novomo, Anna? How
did Princess Blessing and her party reach Aosta, and why? Where did you come
from? How came you to lose her father and mother?" She shrugged, pretending ignorance, as he
studied her. She was sick at heart. It seemed beneath that mild gaze that he
saw everything and knew everything. "My lord presbyter," said one of
the soldiers, a man with a scar on his chin. "I can make her talk, if
that's what you're wishing." He turned away. "Think nothing of it,
John. I already know much of the tale. When I have need of the rest, I'll get
it." "I just don't like to see you treated
with such disrespect, my lord presbyter. It gripes me to think of the queen
refusing to see you, after all you done for her and the common folk in
Darre." "The queen is grieved by the loss of
her daughter. It is to be expected." "Only you would be so forgiving, my
lord." The other soldiers murmured agreement. "Like that cleric you released to
walk north. I think that one has lost his wits!" Hugh nodded without smiling. 'And so he
has, poor soul." They came up to a flat space of ground,
bare of vegetation, situated in front of the standing stones. "Dismount quickly, all except the one
with the servant and you, Frigo," said Hugh, gesturing toward the man who
carried Blessing. "Move when I give the command. Do not hesitate." Blessing slept. Anna could not go to her,
sitting as she was in the grasp of a man much bigger and stronger than she was,
but she saw that Blessing wore about her neck an amulet as well, only this one
was woven with sprigs of lavender and a twisted knot that looked ready to
strangle any unsuspecting neck caught in its grasp. It looked different than
all the others. Hugh gave his reins to one of the men. He
placed his feet on a circle of pale ground, white with dust, and drew from his
sleeve a strange golden implement like a wheel embedded within a wheel. This he
raised to sight along the horizon. Then he turned to gaze toward Novomo, hazy
in the fading light. "We must be ready," he said to
his soldiers. "Make sure the supplies I mentioned are at hand. Her devils
can follow us no matter how far we travel, so when I speak, you must obey
exactly as I say." They murmured assent. Anna laughed. "We can't go!" she
crowed. "You can't weave a spell from the heavens when it is cloudy!
You're trapped here!" He looked back at her. She clapped a hand
over her mouth. Was that a knife, winking in the hand of one of the soldiers? "Wise, after all," said Lord
Hugh. "But I possess an instrument that tells me where every star will
rise and set. The music of the spheres reaches through the clouds. It is only
our weak eyesight that stymies us for, unlike the angels and daimones, we cannot see past
that which blinds. With this instrument, I do not have to see what I have
already measured in order to know it is there. I can weave even when clouds
shroud the heavens. I can weave even in daylight, although I must not let my
enemies guess that I can do so." As night fell, he wove, drawing light out
of the heavens although no stars shone where any human eye could see. He wove
an archway of light and, at his command—for who would refuse him?— they walked
through it into another place. XIV THE GUIVRE'S STARE
1 TO walk from Osna village to Lavas Holding
was normally a journey of five or six days. Years ago, when Alain had walked
with Chatelaine Dhuoda's company, the trip had taken fifteen days because she
had stopped in every village and steading along the way to accept taxes and
rents or the service of some of the young people in the village. Now, although
they stopped only at night for shelter, the roads had taken so much damage in last
autumn's storm that they were ten days traveling. Tangles of fallen trees
barred the track. In two places streams had changed course and cut a channel
right through the beaten path where wagons once rolled. "God help us," said the
chatelaine in the late afternoon on the seventh day. She was the only one
mounted. The rest walked. "What's that?" Alain went forward with five of the men at
arms to discover a wagon toppled onto its side. The remains of several people
lay scattered across the roadway and into the woodland on either side,
disturbed by animals. "How long have they lain here, are
you thinking?" asked one of the lads, a fellow called "Fetch" by
his comrades. Mostly bone was all that was left of them,
with bits of hair and patches of woven tunic ground into the earth and a leather
vest half buried beneath dirt and leaf litter. It was impossible to tell how
many had died here or how far wolves and foxes had dragged pieces of corpse. "Months." Alain wrenched loose
an arrow fixed into the spokes of one of the wheels. "Bandits. Look at
this fletching." The soldiers were young men, no one he
knew from his time as Lavastine's heir, although it seemed strange to him that
so many new milites would have come into service in such a short time. They
were all lads from villages owing allegiance to Lady Aldegund's family, and had
a lilting curl to their "r's" when they spoke. They looked nervous as
they scanned the trees and open clearings. One shrieked. "What's that? What's
that?" It was only a white skull, caught in
brambles, staring out at them. "Go get it, Fetch," said the
eldest. "I won't. It might be cursed!" "Have we a shovel or anything to dig
with?" asked Alain. "Best we dig what grave we can and let these poor
dead rest. It's all we can do." He looked at each of his companions in
turn and shook his head. "Come now. Their souls have ascended to the
Chamber of Light. They can't hurt you. If it were your own brother lying here,
wouldn't you want him laid to rest so that animals would stop chewing on his
bones?" They had in their party only one shovel,
but another man had an antler horn he used as a pick and the rest sharpened
stout sticks and by this means and some with their bare hands they dug swiftly
and deep. Blanche watched silently, sucking her thumb, and it was she who was
first to help pick up bones that had been dragged away into the bushes and she
who brought the skull and laid it on the heap collected in the pit. She wiped
her hand on her skirt and sighed. "Will I be just bones like that one
day?" she asked. "The part of you which is flesh will
die, it's true, and rot away to bone, but see how white and strong bone is.
It's to remind us of the strength of our souls, which lie hidden beneath flesh
as well." She frowned at him but said nothing more.
The chatelaine's cleric said a prayer over the dead, and they filled in the
hole. One of the lads shook out the leather vest and rolled it up; the leather
only needed a bit of cleaning and oiling to restore it and there was no sense in
letting such good leather go to waste. "It's getting late," said Alain
to the chatelaine. "We'd best think of camping for the night." "I don't like to camp in a place of
death," she said. "We'll go on a way." "Think you there are bandits still
lurking?" Fetch asked Alain as they walked along at the front of the
group. "There might be." A branch snapped in the trees, and all the
milites flinched and spun to look, only to see a doe spring away into the
forest. They laughed and called each other cowards but hurried forward anyway
to where the woodland dropped back into an open countryside marked by low,
marshy ground and thickets of dense brush where the earth rose into hillocks.
The road had been raised to cross this swamp, and it was out on the road they found
themselves at dusk with nothing but mosquitoes and gnats and marsh flies for
company. "Light fires," said the
chatelaine. "We can see anyone coming from either side if thieves have a
wish to attack us. The smoke will drive off the bugs." It was difficult to find dry wood, but
enough was found that they breathed in smoke half the night and were bitten up
anyway. The wind came steady out of the northeast. Late, very late, Alain woke
and, startled, found himself staring up at the heavens. Blanche snored softly
beside him. Stars winked, and then were covered again
by cloud. 'Ah!" he said, although he hadn't
meant to speak. "Do you see?" "I pray you, Chatelaine. Can you not
sleep?" "I cannot sleep, my lord. But I saw
there a glimpse of hope. God smile on my journey. It is right that I sought you
out. For months we have seen no sign of the sky. But now . . . now I
have." 'Any spell must ease in time." "You persist in believing that these
clouds are the residue of a vast spell woven by human hands?" "I know they are." "Not God's displeasure?" "It is true that some evils fall upon
us without warning or cause. Yet so many of the evils that plague us we bring
about by our own actions. Why should we blame God? Surely God weep to see their
children act against what is natural and right. So the blessed Daisan would
say. So Count Lavastine said. We aren't made guilty by those things that lie
outside our power, but we aren't justified by them either. Evil is the work of
the Enemy. It is easier to do what is right." "Think you so, my lord? It seems to
me that humankind have in them a creeping, sniggering impulse to do what is
wrong." "Yet none say it is right. Those who
do wrong make excuses and tell stories to excuse themselves or even blame their
folly on God, but their hearts are not free of guilt. That guilt drives a man
to do worse things, out of pain and fear. It is a hard road to walk and more
difficult still to turn back once you've begun the journey." She chuckled scornfully. "Many folk
say they are doing right and believe it. The Enemy blinds them." "They blind themselves." "Who is to say that the wicked don't
flourish and the innocent fall by the wayside? Where is God's justice when it
is needed?" He peered at her, but it was difficult to
make out her face with the cloud cover cast again over the heavens. "It is
in our hands, Mistress Dhuoda. We have the liberty to choose our own
actions." "What if we choose wrong?" He sighed, thinking of Adica. The wind
sighed, echoing his breathing. Reeds rustled out in the marsh. A man rolled
over, making a scraping noise against the ground as he turned in his sleep.
Blanche snorted, seemed about to rouse, and settled back into slumber. "Why didn't God fashion us so we
could do only what is right, and never what is sinful?" she continued. "Then we would be no different than
the tools we ourselves carry. If we did what is right, we would receive no
merit from it, not if we had no choice. We would be slaves, not human beings." "It might be better so," she
murmured. "Do you think so?" "Sometimes I do," she said, and
after that nothing more. At length he fell asleep. 2 THEY came to Lavas Holding on St.
Abraames' Day. From a distance, the settlement looked little different than the
place he had first seen seven years ago—or was it eight? It was difficult to
keep track. The high timber palisade surrounded the
count's fortress with its wooden hall and stone bailey. Beyond the wall the
village spilled down a leisurely slope to the banks of the river. Now, however,
a fosse and earthen embankment circled the village and the innermost fields,
orchards, and pasturage, cut in two spots by the course of the river. Many of
the locals looked familiar to Alain, but all of the men at arms were new and by
the sound of their words not Lavas born and bred but from farther east. "Where is Sergeant Fell?" Alain
asked the chatelaine as folk pressed close to stare. "He was given leave to retire back to
his home village, with no more than ten sceattas for all his years of service.
And likewise, the others, with little enough or nothing, turned off because
Lord Geoffrey feels safer with milites brought from his wife's kin's lands to
protect him. It's brought grumbling, and rightly so." "Who is this, Mistress Dhuoda?"
demanded one of the soldiers, coming out of the hall with a spear in one hand
and a mug of ale in the other. "Captain, I pray you, where is Lord
Geoffrey?" "He's ridden out with the lady's
brother, to take a look at a bull." "The one belonging to Master Smith of
Ferhold? He's already said he won't part with that one for any amount of
sceattas." "He'll part with it," said the
captain with a sneer, "if Lord Geoffrey wants to add it to his herd. Who's
this?" He squinted as if against bright sun and pointed toward Alain with
his spear. Servants edged closer to whisper and
stare. There was Cook, looking thinner and older, and an astounded Master
Rodlin with a pair of sleek whippets at his heel. The whippets lowered their
heads, whining, and cowered behind the stable master, but Sorrow and Rage sat
peaceably with their faithful gazes turned on Alain, waiting to see what he
wanted them to do. "Those are big dogs," added the
captain, and in his look and in the suppressed hiss of murmured voices there
was a tense air as of a storm brewing. Alain fixed his gaze on Cook and, taking
Blanche's hand, led the girl over to the old woman. "My lord," Cook murmured, with a
glance toward the suspicious captain. Her hands were chapped and dappled with
age marks, and her left hand had a kind of palsy, but her eye was still keen. "I pray you, Cook," he said
quietly, "do not call me by a title that does not belong to me. I have a
favor to ask of you." She nodded, dumbstruck. The captain
coughed and looked around to mark the position of his soldiers, but only five
or six were in view, loitering by the stables or at the corner of the hall. "Keep watch on this child for me, if
you will. She is the daughter of a man I called brother." Cook regarded him, nodded, and extended a
hand. "Go on, Blanche. Do as I say." She bit her lip, she looked up at him with
a frown, but she placed her grimy hand in Cook's aged one without protest. "I pray you, Lord Alain," said
Dhuoda, coming up behind him. "We must not stand here in the courtyard
like supplicants, else he'll take action." She indicated the restless
captain. "I'll wait in the church." "Nay, my lord! You'll wait in the
lord's audience chamber. It would be fitting!" "I pray you, Mistress Dhuoda,"
he said in a softer voice. "Make no trouble for the innocent souls
standing here around. I prefer to wait in the church, if you don't mind it. I
wish to pray beside the count's bier." "Of course!" She flushed red.
"Of course, my lord!" "Who is this man?" demanded the
captain, stepping off the porch that fronted the hall. "He's not welcome
here!" Somehow or other the servants got moving
right away and impeded his path, leaving Alain and Dhuoda to walk in solitude
out to the stone church set apart from the other buildings beyond the palisade. "What does Lord Geoffrey fear?"
asked Alain, indicating the new earthworks. "He fears justice, my lord. He fears
Lady Sabella." "Why should he fear her? Is she not
in the custody of Biscop Constance in Autun?" "Not for many years, my lord. Lady
Sabella usurped her old seat. She holds Biscop Constance prisoner and rules
Arconia again. Lord Geoffrey offered his allegiance to Biscop Constance, but
it's likely the noble biscop cannot help us. There are bandits roaming the
lands. Have you not heard of our troubles?" "What particular injuries has Lavas
Holding sustained?" "Ravnholt Manor was burned to the
ground last autumn a few weeks after the great storm. Eight people were
murdered, and perhaps more, because it was hard to discover remains within the
ruins of the hall. A dozen or more we found later hiding in the woods, but four girls were never
accounted for although witnesses had seen them alive and running from the
conflagration. They were not little ones but youths, and one recently wed. You
will have no doubt about what the bandits wanted with them, poor things." "Did no one seek them out? What
happened to the bandits?" "There was a single skirmish, my
lord, two days later. Then the bandits vanished, or so Lord Geoffrey's scouts
said. I don't know the truth of it." "Do you not believe them?" She shrugged, reluctant to say more. After
the silence grew thick, she went on. "The girls who were taken were only
servants' daughters. Two were slaves—their parents had sold them into service
to discharge the debts they owed Ravnholt's steward." "Did Ravnholt's steward not seek to
recover those lost souls?" "The steward was killed in the
raid." "Who is in charge there now?" Her dark look matched the dreary day and
the ominous swell of wind in distant trees. "Lord Geoffrey left the land
fallow. Said he'd see to it later. Yet we've desperate need of planting. Surely
you know ... it's hard to think of planting with frosts still coming hard every
night. There is a blight in the apple trees here and eastward. There may be no
apple crop at all this year. In the south a black rot has gotten into the rye
..." She looked sideways at him, blushing again. "Yet you must know,
for that's where you were found, wasn't it? In the south, by a mill." "Mad, so they tell me," he said
as they came up to the church and its narrow porch. He stepped into the shadow
and turned to look at her, who stood yet in the muted daylight. "Not mad," she said, but she
didn't mean it. "You had the dancing sickness, my lord." 'And much else besides, I am thinking. I
sustained an injury to my head. For a long while I wandered without my faithful
hounds. I was lost and blind." He snapped his fingers, and the hounds
waggled up to him and licked his hands. He patted them affectionately and
rubbed his knuckles into their great heads, just how they liked it, and
scratched them behind their ears. She wrung her hands together, gaze fixed
on the dirt. "Now you are come back to us, my lord." "No," he said kindly. "I am
only passing through. I will not stay." She wept silently, nothing more than tears
running down her cheeks. "Do not despair," he said.
"The one you seek will come." He went inside into the gloomy nave, so
shadowed that he had to stop four steps in and stand there for a while to let
his eyes adjust. The hounds panted beside him. "Come," he said at last. They walked forward to the bier set
halfway along the nave, flanked by benches. Rage and Sorrow sat at the foot of
the bier, below Terror, and Alain knelt at Lavastine's right hand. The statue
had been "dressed" in a long white linen shift overlaid with a wool
tunic dyed to the blue that had always been Lavastine's preferred color. The
cloth looked well brushed, though a little dusty. An embroidered border of
leaping black hounds encircled half the hem, the kind of painstaking work that
revealed the hand of an experienced needleworker. He wondered if the embroidery
was work begun recently and as yet unfinished or if some woman's heartfelt task
had been interrupted. Lavastine's feet were vulnerably bare, and his sharp
features were as familiar as ever, with his beard neat and trim and eyes shut.
No doubt folk new to the holding believed this a masterful piece of stone
carving. Who would believe this was the man himself? Bowing his head, Alain rested his brow
against that cool cheek. "I pray you," he whispered,
"forgive me for the lie. I gave it up in order to enter the land of the
meadow flowers, but now I am come home to this Earth and I must confess it to
you. I said Tallia was pregnant only to spare you heartbreak, knowing you were
slipping away. I do not regret sparing you pain on your deathbed. I regret only
that I failed in the one task you set me. Still, it was not to be. God made it
so. They knew I was not your rightful heir. If Tallia had gotten pregnant, then
the threads would have tangled even more. No good rule can be based on a lie.
And, God help me, Father, had Tallia not betrayed me, I would never have met
Adica. I'm sorry I could not be the son you desired, but that does not change
the love I cherish for you." When he ceased speaking, a quiet so profound
settled into the church that he thought he could hear the earth's slow
respiration, the breath of stone. Pale daylight gleamed on the altar and the
golden vessel and the Book of Verses, left lying open as if the deacon
had been interrupted in the midst of her prayers. Behind him lay the side
chapel dedicated to St. Lavrentius, who had died before the time of the Emperor
Taillefer while bringing the Circle of Unity to the Varrish tribes. It is here, he thought, that it began. He
had met the Lady of Battles on the Dragonback Ridge, but he wondered now
whether that was coincidence or fate or free will? Was it in her nature to ride
that path when a storm blew in off the sea? Had it only been accident that they
had converged there? Or had she ridden that way on purpose, knowing she would
meet him and in such an hour when he would have no choice but to save those he
loved by pledging himself to her cause? It was here, in this shadowed nave, that
the answer lay. Beneath him lay the crypt where the counts of Lavas slumbered
in death, although their souls had surely ascended to the Chamber of Light.
Here in the aisle of the nave rested the last of the line of the elder Charles. What had he been hiding? Sorrow whoofed softly, and in answer Alain
heard the skittering of mice near St. Lavrentius' altar as they scattered into
their hideyholes. Once he and Lackling had knelt in that chapel at this very
same time of year; Lackling had wept when one trusting little creature had
crept into his hand and let him stroke its soft coat. Now, all rustling and
scratching ceased. The door opened, and a man—face shadowed
by the daylight behind him—entered alone. "You are come," the man said,
more in sadness than in anger, yet there was anger as well, throttled by the
stink of fear. The door closed behind him, and he halted. "Take it! Take
it! It has rotted in my hands!" "I pray you, Lord Geoffrey. Sit, if
you will. I have not come here to take anything from you that is yours by
right." Geoffrey choked down a sob of fury, but he
did not move. "You have outwitted me at every turn! Was it nothing but a
dumb show that you turned up here babbling and dancing? Did you mean to tempt
me to do what I did, and thus discredit myself by making me seem a cruel and
bitter man? By making me seem afraid of you?" "Are you afraid?" "I am always afraid!" he roared.
The hounds barked, first Sorrow and then Rage, and he took a step back.
"They still guard you, then, those beasts." "Sorrow and Rage are my faithful
companions." "What do you want? Why have you come
back?" "I came because Chatelaine Dhuoda
asked me to return to Lavas Holding with her. Before that, I lived quietly over
the winter by Osna
Sound, recovering from the injuries that plagued me and the wound in my
heart." "Dhuoda is a traitor!" "Is she?" "No! No!" He began to pace along
the entryway, falling out of sight behind a square pillar only to reappear at
the wall, where he spun and strode back the other way. The walls trapped him. He
could only turn, and turn again. "She told me straight out she meant to
go. She is my kinswoman. She has the right to question me." He halted, facing the aisle. His face was
pale and anguished, his hands clenched. "Was Lavastine your father?" His
voice scraped out the question. He bowed his head an instant, then raised it
defiantly. Rage turned to face him but did not
otherwise move. Sorrow remained seated, snuffling at Terror's stone
hindquarters as if seeking a scent. Alain rose as well. He kept one hand on
Lavastine's quiet hand, feeling the swell and hollow of knuckles and the
intricate ridge of a petrified ring caught forever on the right forefinger. The
gem, too, had gone to stone. He could not recall what color it had been. Geoffrey went on in an enraged, triumphant
rush. "Cook said your mother traded her body for food. They called her
'Rose' for her beauty. She was beautiful enough that every man desired her.
Cook said any man who lived here and was old enough to thrust his bucket into
her well could have been your father, for many did. She turned no one away. All
but Lavastine. He wouldn't take what other men had used. He never slept with
her, not for want of her trying. That's what Cook told me. She kept silence
when my cousin raised you up for fear of offending him. For fear he'd have her
silenced!" He was panting like a man who had been
running. "What do you say to that?" he
finished. "In truth," Alain said, "I
believe that the halfwit boy Lackling was Lavastine's bastard son." Geoffrey hissed out his breath but made no
retort. "I do not believe I was Lavastine's
son by the laws that rule succession, those of blood. Yet I called him 'Father'
and he called me 'Son.' I cannot tell you now that those words meant
nothing." "They mean nothing legal!" "What they mean matters only to me,
and mattered to him. That is all." "What do you want, damn you?" "Let me see you," said Alain. After a hesitation, Geoffrey came forward.
In the filtering of light that illuminated the Hearth, Alain could see the
other man's features. Geoffrey was changed. He had once looked far younger and
more carefree, a good enough looking man, but now his face was scored with
lines and fear haunted his gaze. His mouth furrowed his face in a frown that
seemed set there, as in stone. Despair marked his forehead in a dozen deep
wrinkles. "You are troubled, Lord
Geoffrey." "This county is troubled! One thing
after the next! I even rode east—but there was no help for it! Laws are silent
in the presence of arms, so the church mothers say. Those who ought to rule are
set aside, and those who rule turn their gaze away from the plagues that beset
us, seeking only their own advancement and enrichment and pleasure." He shook a fist although not, it seemed,
at Alain, but rather at Fate, or at God, or at some unknown individual whom
Alain could not see and did not know. Rage growled, and Geoffrey lowered his
hand quickly to his side but did not unclench it. "So I am served, a taste of the
supper I served to you! Have you come to gloat?" "I am here for another reason,"
Alain said, smiling faintly, because he knew pain lifted that smile as well as
an appreciation of its irony. "Strange that it took me so long and over
such a road to see it. I pray you, Lord Geoffrey, sit down." "I will not!" Alain sighed. Where his hand lay on
Lavastine's, he had a wild and momentary illusion that the dead count's stone
skin warmed; he breathed, in that instant, the pulse of another, as slow as the
pulse of the earth but no less steady. Down, deep in the earth, the rivers of
fire that burn in the heart of the mortal world flow on their mighty course,
and behind them, so distant that it is like reaching to touch the stars, dwells
an old intelligence, weighty but not dim. Down he fell, remembering the touch
of those ancient minds on that day when the bandits had brought him to Father
Benignus' foul camp. That day Alain had killed Father Benignus by revealing to
his followers that he was nothing but a shell that sustained its own life by
feeding on the souls of those he had murdered. Only his skeleton remained, darkening
where sunlight soaked into bone. The stench of putrefaction faded as anger
boiled up and men snarled and shouted, closing in. Rage
leaped, growling furiously. A sharp blow cracked into the side of his head. Gasping, he came up for air and found
himself after all in the silence of the church, with Geoffrey standing stiff
and arrogant before him and the hounds quiescent, not moving at all, ears down. He steadied himself on Lavastine's cold
arm. "One boon I ask you, Lord Geoffrey." "What is that?" "I have brought a child with me, a
girl seven or eight years of age. She is the eldest child of one I once called
'brother,' a good man who has now a wife and child. Although he was betrothed
to the girl's mother, they never wed. Let her serve, I pray you, in your
retinue. Honor her as the granddaughter of one of your faithful householders in
Osna Sound. Treat her well. Let her serve Chatelaine Dhuoda. If she has the wit
to learn to mark accounts and learn to write and read, let her do so. If she
has not such wit, let her serve in the kitchens under Cook's tutelage." For a while Geoffrey said nothing. At
last, as if puzzled, he scratched his beard. "What means this girl to you?
Why do you bring her here?" "Nothing good will come of leaving
her where she was. Best she make a new start, if she can." "That's all? Is she pretty? Is she
meant to tempt me, or some other man? Is she your by-blow, meant to twist my
daughter's heart and loyalty if she grows up beside her?" "None of these things. A tree will
grow twisted if the wind rakes it incessantly. Better she grow true, if she
can. I hope it may be possible for her to do so here at Lavas, away from an
otherwise good family that does not like her. That is all." "You always had a care for the
unfortunate!" "Do not mock the unfortunate, Lord
Geoffrey. They suffer more than the rest of us do." "For their sins!" "Do you think so? Rather they suffer
for our sins. Is it not a sin to look the other way when you might extend a
hand to one who is drowning? Is it not a sin to eat two loaves of bread when
you might share one with those who are starving? Suffering is the task God set
us. We choose whether to take action or turn away. Thus are we judged." Geoffrey broke down and wept. "It is
all gone wrong! My daughter—lamed in a fall from her pony! My dear wife dead in
childbirth days after the terrible storm. Our sons held as hostages in Autun.
Bandits afflict the forest and prey on the farmers. Plague eats at our borders.
Hoof rot strikes down our sheep and cattle. All the birds are fled as if we
live in a desert. And more besides. Far more! Too much to tell! How have I
offended God?" "You know that answer better than I
do, Lord Geoffrey. Better to ask what you can do to set things right. Do you
believe that your daughter is the rightful heir to Lavas County?" "There is no other that I know
of." "If one such should appear, would you
offer your loyalty to that one?" "There cannot be another claimant!
Count Lavastina had but two sons, Charles and, eighteen years later, my
grandfather, the first Geoffrey. There my cousin lies." He pointed at the
bier. "He is the last of the elder lineage. I am the only surviving
descendant of the younger. Who else could there be?" "Have you never wondered how the
elder Charles acquired his fearsome hounds?" Geoffrey shrugged. "I do not know the answer,"
continued Alain, "but I wonder. Fear left me to seek another. And there
was one person the hounds feared. Is there a connection between them?" "You speak in riddles to torment
me!" "I pray you, forgive me. Something
was set wrong long ago, in Lavas County. If we set it right, then it may be
like a rock thrown into a still pool. Its ripples may spread to wash over the
entire pond." "These are mysteries! Conjecture! If
you do not claim Lavas County, then what matters it to you who does?" "Justice matters." Geoffrey shrugged impatiently. "There
is something more to this! Who is your father?" Alain shook his head, distracted from his thoughts
and, in truth, a little annoyed, but he let the irritation go. "My father?
Henri of Osna is my father. As is Count Lavastine. As might be the shade of the
lost prince in the ruins up on the hill. As might be the man who was also my
grandfather, if he shared his own daughter. Or another man never named and
never known. This is the truth." He lifted his hand from Lavastine's arm
and stepped forward to stand between the hounds, so close to Geoffrey that he
might reach out to touch him. "My path was marked the day the Lady of Battles
challenged me. I know to whom I owe a son's love. Beyond that, I care not
because it matters not." "It makes no sense to me. You say you
do not wish to contest my authority as regent for my daughter, or her claim,
unless one comes who has a better claim than ours to the county of Lavas. You
say that, knowing there are no other surviving descendants of the elder Charles
and the first Geoffrey." "I have no reason to suppose there
are descendants of those men, besides yourself and your daughter and young
sons." "Then how—? What—? You are saying you
believe there is another surviving descendant of my great great grandmother,
Count Lavastina. She had no surviving siblings, no nieces or nephews to contest
the elder Charles' portion. The family lineage is written carefully by the
Lavas clerics, but there is no record of it!" He grinned, the gesture more
rictus than smile. "If it could be proved that a
rightful claimant existed, would you step aside?" "My daughter inherits nothing except
Lavas County." "If it could be proved that there
exists a person whose claim supersedes hers, would you withdraw her
claim?" Geoffrey gestured recklessly, a broad
swipe. Sorrow barked at the abrupt movement but at a word from Alain held
still. "Why not? You're a fool to speak so! If you'll give your pledge to
make no claim yourself, to reject the claim Lavastine made on your behalf, then
I'll pledge in my turn to accept that claim which supersedes that of my
daughter. But it must withstand scrutiny! Biscop Constance herself, or a
council of church folk with equal authority, must certify the truth of the
claim. You can't pass off some girl—is that it? Is that the story of the child
you want to leave here?" "No. She is the unwanted
granddaughter of a householder from Osna Sound, nothing more." "Very well, then! We'll make these
pledges publicly and have them written down. You'll depart, and leave me and my
daughter in peace!" Alain smiled sadly. "Beware of making
such a pledge lightly, Lord Geoffrey, and only because you believe it will not
turn around to bite you." "I just want you gone before the sun
sets!" "So be it."
3 GEOFFREY had a guard waiting outside, and
these dozen sullen men escorted them back to the hall with Mistress Dhuoda. The
chatelaine twisted her hands fretfully as they walked. "Sit here until the folk hereabouts
can be assembled, enough to swear to what they see and hear," said
Geoffrey brusquely once they had come into the hall. He took his captain aside
and gave him orders, and sent Dhuoda to fetch his daughter from the upper
rooms. Alain sat on a bench in the corner of the
hall. The hounds lay down at his feet. He sat there so quietly that after a
while, when most of the guards went out to round up an assembly, it seemed they
had forgotten him. On this cold spring afternoon no one used the hall. It
appeared, by the arrangement of tables, that no feast had entertained the
rafters for a good long time. The high table was pushed up against the wall of
the dais; neither chairs nor benches rested beside it. A pair of tables and
benches sat end to end by the wide hearth, where a fire burned, although it did
not warm the corner where he waited. In the good days, under Lavastine, fully
four or five score people might crowd into the hall for a grand feast. Now it
appeared that a dozen ate by the fire, perhaps on warmer days, and that
otherwise folk ate in their own chambers or houses, or in the barracks and
kitchen. The floor was recently swept clean except for a spattering of bird
droppings just to the left of where the entrance doors opened wide to the
porch. Alain gazed at the rafters by the door. A
pair of swallows had been used to build their nest there, tolerated because
swallows were thought to bring good luck, but he saw no activity. Voices buzzed from outside, but no one
came in past the two guards standing on the long porch, whose backs he could
see. Once, long ago, he had sat in the high seat and presided over Lavas
county, her lands and her people. He did not regret what he had lost. Those
days seemed like a dream, something glimpsed but never really held. Once Tallia
had sat beside him as his wife. How he had loved her! Yet what had he loved,
truly? A dream. A wish. An illusion. She was not the person he had made her to
be in his mind. Perhaps we can only be betrayed where we have allowed ourselves to be blinded.
If we know a man is evil or untrustworthy, then we cannot be surprised if he
acts dishonestly or in a way that harms others. If we see clearly, we cannot be
surprised. It was easy now to recall those days and
see Tallia for what she truly was: weak in spirit, petty, frightened, cruel in
a small-minded way, and intent on getting her own way, without regard to
others. The broken vessel, Hathumod had called her, too fragile to hold the
weight of the heresy she claimed with the authority of one who has witnessed.
She had lied about the nail, but in fact when he thought back through his sad
marriage, she had not lied about wanting to marry him. Her uncle had forced her
to marry. She had stated openly from the beginning that she prayed every day
and every night for a chaste marriage and perpetual virginity. He had wanted to believe otherwise so
badly that in the end he had betrayed Lavastine by lying to a man he respected
and loved. Ah, well. It was done and could not be undone. Dust filtered down around him. Sorrow's
tail thumped on the floor. A horse neighed outside, challenging another. A door
creaked behind him, being opened. He wondered if he had dreamed that second
betrayal, the one at the mines. Those months were as a puzzle to him, seen in
glimpses all hacked into parts that could not be sewn back into a complete
tapestry. Tallia had been pregnant, and she had
ordered her steward to cast him into the pit because she had recognized him and
feared he would recognize her and harm her. Which betrayal burned worst? That
she had tried to have him killed, or that she had given another man the thing
she had refused to him? Desire is a fiend that devours its victims
while they still live and breathe. And still. What she had refused him, Adica
had offered freely and with the sweetness of meadow flowers. Who could say
which woman valued herself more highly? The one who gave that which was
precious to her, or the one who lied to hold it all to herself? "I pray you, I beg your pardon, my
lord. Forgive me." He almost overset the bench because he was
so startled by the familiar voice. The hounds remained still. Rage's tail
thumped once. Cook bent into an awkward bow before him. Arthritis stiffened her
back. He wiped his forehead, shook his head to
cast off his thoughts, and took her hand as he stood. "Do not bow, Cook. I
pray you. Ah! Here is Blanche!" The girl squeezed up against him, hugging
his side. "I must speak before the rest come
in," Cook continued, wheezing. "They're holding them all outside. I
snuck in the back way." "Sit, I pray you." "It's easier for me to stand with my
aching bones, my lord. Let me just say my piece, and I won't bother you
more." "Go on." She had lost several teeth, which made her
cheeks sunken, but her gaze remained firm and intelligent. "I beg your
pardon, my lord. I did not mean for Lord Geoffrey to discredit you. Last year I
told him what I did know, because he asked me for the truth." "You said nothing but what you knew
to be true. You have no need to apologize for it." "Yet I'm sorry. I never believed he
would treat you so cruelly. I wouldn't treat a dog so, chained and caged like
that! So I told him!" "Then you did me a service for
speaking when you might have kept silent. Never mind it." He patted
Blanche on the head. "What of the girl?" "Oh! This one?" The pinched look
left her face. She gave a grand smile and tweaked the girl's ear fondly.
"What a hard-working little creature she is, isn't she, then? She stuck
beside me all this time and did everything I asked of her. Good with a knife!
Very careful handed, which you don't often see in a child this age. I can't
trust just any lass with peeling and cutting. Washed me up turnips and
parsnips, cutting out the soft spots, of which there are plenty, for these are
the end of our winter store and some of them mostly mush by now." Blanche blushed, face half hidden against
Alain's tunic, but she was smiling proudly. "Will you keep her in the kitchens,
then, as your helper? And keep care of her? Can you do that?" "For you, my lord? Willingly. I swear
to you I will do by her as I would for my own granddaughter." "You'll stay here, Blanche." "I want to go with you, Uncle,"
she said into the cloth. "You can't." He only needed to
say it once. "Here you'll stay. Tell me you understand." She spoke in a muted voice while her arms
clutched him. "I stay with Cook." A dozen soldiers tromped onto the porch
and came into the hall, placing themselves to either side of the dais. A pair
of servants carried the count's chair in from another chamber and set it in
front of the high table. Folk moved cautiously into the hall behind the
soldiers, their movement like the eddying of river currents caught in a
backwater. A few crept close to him and knelt furtively, whispering words he
could not really hear because of the shifting of feet and murmur of voices. A door banged—open or closed. The assembly
quieted as Lord Geoffrey entered with his young daughter. It was difficult to
tell her age. She had a childish face and was short and slender and in addition
walked with a pronounced limp, but despite her pallor she kept her chin high
and gaze steady as she looked first at Alain and then over the assembled
soldiers and local people for whom she was responsible as Count of Lavas. The
hounds growled, a rumble in their throats too soft for anyone but him, and
perhaps Blanche, to hear. Lavrentia alone sat. Even her father
remained standing. "Let me hear your pledge," she
said in a high, clear voice. She lifted a hand to give him permission to
approach, and Alain smiled to see the gesture, which echoed Lavastine's
decisive ways. He set Blanche aside, giving her into
Cook's arms, and mounted both steps to stand on the same level as the lady. He
did not approach her chair nor kneel before her. Instead, he turned to face the
crowd. The hounds stood side by side on the first step, and the soldiers nearby
shrank back from them. "I pray you, listen!" As though a spell had been cast over the multitude, they fell quiet
and listened. Not a murmur teased the silence, although one person coughed. "I make this statement freely, not
coerced in any way. I came here of my own accord under the escort of Chatelaine
Dhuoda. You know who I am. I am called Alain. I was born here in Lavas Holding
and grew up in fosterage in Osna village. Count Lavastine of blessed memory
believed I was his illegitimate son and named me as his heir. I sat in the
count's chair for some months before King Henry himself gave the county into
the hands of Lavrentia, daughter of Geoffrey. This you know." Geoffrey was white, shaking, and strangely
it was his young daughter who brushed her small fingers over her father's
clenched fist to calm him. "This is what I must say to you now,
so you can hear, and remember, and speak of it to others who are not here
today. I am not Lavastine's heir. I am not the rightful Count of Lavas." "Nay! Nay! Say not so, my lord!" "We won't believe such lies—!" "I knew he was a grasping
imposter." "What of the testimony of the
hounds?" "I pray you!" said Alain.
"Grant me silence, if you will." They did so. There was another cough, a
shuffling of feet as folk shifted position, a handful of murmurs cut off by
sibilant hisses as neighbors shushed those who whispered, and, from outside, a
chorus of barking, quickly hushed. "I will depart this place by sunset
with nothing more than what I came with, all but this one thing: this pledge
made by Lord Geoffrey. That his daughter, Lavrentia, will rule as Count of
Lavas but will stand aside if one comes forward with a claim that supersedes
hers and is validated by a council of respected church folk or by Biscop
Constance of Autun." "I swear it," growled Geoffrey.
The hounds growled, in unison, as if in answer or in challenge. Geoffrey wiped his brow. The girl bit her
lip but did not shift or otherwise show any fear in the face of the fearsome
black hounds. Pens scratched as a cleric, seated by the fire, made a record of
the proceedings on vellum. Alain descended from the dais and went
over to the bench where his pack lay. He hoisted it, whistled to the hounds,
and before any person there could react, he kissed Blanche, made his farewells
to Cook, and walked to the door. He came outside past the brace of guards and
was out into the courtyard and practically to the gates before he heard the
rush of sound, a great exhalation, as the folk inside the hall rushed outward
to see where he was going. They crowded to the gate and some trailed
after him to the break in the fosse that met with the eastbound road. A handful
kept walking behind him all the way into the woodland until it was almost dark
and at last he turned and asked them kindly to go back before it was too dark
for them to see. There was a lad, weeping, who sidled
forward, grasped his hand, and kissed it. "I pray you, be well," said
Alain. "Do not weep." There was Master Rodlin, without the
whippets, who stared at him and said, "What of the hounds? They follow you
still. Is that not the mark of Lavas blood? And if not, then what is it?" "They cannot answer, for they do not
have human speech," said Alain. "They chose to follow me long ago to
help me on my path. 398 Serve the rightful heir, Master Rodlin, as
faithfully as you did Count Lavastine." "When will that one come?" he
demanded. "Like the hounds, I cannot answer. If
Lavrentia is the rightful heir, you must serve her with the same loyalty you
showed to Count Lavastine." Rodlin frowned but grabbed the lad's hand
and led him away. The holding was hidden by the trees and the stone tower by a
twilight that caused colors to wash into one dim background. One remained, wringing her hands. "Do
you remember me?" she said. "Will you curse me, for teasing you when
you first were come here? Do you hate me for it?" Her eyes were still as startling a blue as
when he had met her years ago. She had a well-fed look to her and her belly
curved her skirts in such a way that he supposed she was in the middle months
of pregnancy. "Did you ever meet the prince in the
ruins?" he asked her. Her lips twisted into a resigned smile.
"Did you lie to me that night when we both went up to the ruins?" "No, I did not. I saw him." "Then you saw more than I did! I
looked, but I saw nothing. Or maybe that's just how it goes when a girl is
young and stupid. I married a good man who works hard and can feed me and my
younger sisters and our child. There are only shadows in those ruins now." "Have you walked there since?" "I went there at midwinter, just a
few month back. Because I thought of you, in truth. Because we saw you in the
cage. I didn't think that was right. It was Heric done it, and I cursed him for
it." She paused, waiting. "What do you want?" he asked
her. "You did no wrong to me, and I none to you, I think." "I just wanted to see you in the
dusk," she said, "to see if the shadows made you look like they say
that prince did. To see if you might be his by-blow, as some whispered.
Shadow-born. Demon's get." "Do you think I am?" She puzzled
him. She was cleaner and prettier than she had been before, better cared for in
both dress and manner, and while she did not seem precisely friendly, neither
did she seem spiteful. "You're not what you seem," she
said, turning away. She took three steps before turning back to look at him. "There
was nothing in those ruins, not even shadows, because there was no moon to make
shades. But if you want to hear the weeping of ghosts, go to Ravnholt
Manor." Because of the cool weather and the
clouds, the abandoned path leading to Ravnholt Manor was not at all overgrown
or difficult to pass except for some fallen branches and a thick cushion of
leaf litter. He came into the clearing at midday two days after his departure
from Lavas. He discovered eight graves dug beside a chapel that was just big
enough to seat a half dozen worshipers beside its miniature Hearth. From a
distance, the mounded graves still looked fresh, but that was only because so
few weeds had grown in the dirt. It wasn't until he came up close that he saw
how the earth had settled and compacted. A deer's track, its sides crumbling,
marked the corner of one mound. A rat sprinted away through the ruined main
house, whip tail vanishing into a hole in the rubble. Otherwise it was silent. No. There. He heard a faint honking and,
looking up, saw a straggling "v" of geese headed north, not more than
a dozen. He put a hand to his face, feeling tears of joy welling there, and he
smiled. Rage and Sorrow snuffled around the fallen outbuildings. There was a
weaving shed, a privy, two low storage huts, and a trio of cottages. The byre
hadn't burned, but its thatched roof had fallen in. Alain poked through the
rubble of the longhouse with his staff, but he found nothing except broken
pots, a pair of half eaten baskets, and the remains of two straw beds
dissolving into the ash-covered ground. A twig snapped. "What do you want?" asked a
voice from the woods, a man hidden among the trees. The voice seemed familiar,
but he couldn't place it. "Just looking for the four women who
were taken from this place by bandits." He felt a breath, an intake of air, and
threw himself flat. An arrow passed over his head and thunked into a charred
post behind him. Barking wildly, the hounds charged into the trees. By the time
Alain scrambled to his feet, he heard a man shrieking in terror. "Nay! Nay! Call them off! I beg you!
Anything! Anything!" Alain pushed through the brush to find
Sorrow standing on top of a man. His right wrist bled where Rage had bitten
him. A bow carved
of oak lay on the ground atop a fallen arrow. The man writhed, moaning and
whimpering, as Sorrow nosed his throat. A ragged wool tunic covered his torso. It
had been patched with the overlarge stitches that betray an inexperienced hand.
His hands were red from cold. He was also barefoot; his feet were chapped,
heavily and recently callused, and the big toe of his right foot was swollen,
cracked, and oozing pus and blood. Alain picked up the arrow and broke it
over his knee, then unstrung the bow and tied it onto his pack. "Mercy! Mercy! It was my sin! I am
the guilty one!" "Sorrow! Sit!" Sorrow sat on the man's left arm, pinning
him, and panted, drooling a little, as Alain stepped forward to look the man in
the face. "I know you. You're called Heric. You
were a man-at-arms in Lavas Holding seven or eight years back." The pungent smell of urine flooded as the
man wet himself. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I pray you,
forgive me!" "For trying to kill me just
now?" Heric kept babbling. "It was my sin!
Mine!" Although it made his head ache a little,
Alain remembered. "You were the one who put me in the cage." "Don't kill me! Don't kill me!" "What of the reward you received for
bringing me in to Geoffrey? Surely he gave you something? How after all that do
you come to be hiding in the woods wearing such rags?" "Don't let them chop off my hand! I
didn't steal anything!" "Only my freedom!" Heric screamed and jerked his leg, but
Rage was only licking at the swollen toe. "I had to! You were an outlaw!
You were a thief, the worst of all! You took what wasn't yours to have. So they
all said!" "Roll over onto your stomach." "The beast'll bite me!" But he
did so, easing his arm out from under Sorrow as the hound looked up at Alain
for direction. Heric had been a big man once, but hunger
had worn him down. He hadn't a belt for the tunic, and a crude cord woven out
of reeds tied back his unruly hair. This man had betrayed him. But Alain could
find no indignation on his own behalf for this pathetic creature who had no
shoes, no gloves, and only two arrows, one now broken, with which to kill
himself some supper. He hadn't even a knife. "Why are you here at Ravnholt
Manor?" "Heard deer and rats seen
roundabout," Heric replied, head twisted to one side so he could speak
without choking on dirt. "I'm hungry." "Do you know what happened to those
four women?" "No." "Ah." Centuries ago, as humankind measured time,
Alain had been bitten by a blind snake hiding in the lair of a phoenix. The
effects of that venom still coursed through his blood, and where the poison
burned, he burned with outrage. "You're lying, Heric. I pray you, do not
lie. God know the truth. How can you hide from Them?" "I didn't kill anyone! It was the
others. It was them who are guilty! Even here at Ravnholt. I just stood watch,
I never hurt anyone! After you escaped the cage, after that storm and that
monster—ai, God! Then all those who were so friendly to me before, all them
turned on me and cast me out! What was I to do? The woodsmen—that's what they
call themselves—they're not so particular!" 'Although an honest woodsman might object
to a pack of bandits calling themselves by an honest name." "We was hungry, just like others. Did
what we had to do to get a scrap to eat." "Murdered folk here at Ravnholt
Manor? Where are the four girls who were taken?" He sobbed helplessly into the dirt, nose
running. He stank with fear. "I left them after they done it. I wasn't
guilty. I didn't do it!" 'After they done what?" "Killed them! Raped them and killed them. Said
they might try to escape. I said they ought to spare 'em. But no." "You touched none of those
girls?" "I didn't kill them!" "But you raped them! Isn't that harm
enough? And stood by and let them die after! Doesn't that stain your hands with
their blood? The one who refuses to act to save the innocent is as guilty as
the one whose hand strikes the blow!" These words set Heric caterwauling and
writhing on the earth like a man having a fit. "Roll over and sit up." Heric's sobs ceased and, cautiously, he
rolled onto his back, then sat, not even brushing off the leaf litter and dirt
and twigs that smeared his rags. He eyed first Rage, who wanted to get back to
licking the infected toe, then Sorrow, who yawned hugely to display his teeth. Alain took a few breaths to clear his
anger. "I believe you are telling the truth about those poor girls, but
I'll see those graves." "There aren't no graves! The others
slit their throats and cast them into the brush, that's all." "Then you'll bury their corpses. Lead
me there." "Won't! It's close by the hidey-hole.
We'll be killed, you and me. Twenty of them agin' two of us. I have no weapon,
not now you took mine . . . unless you want to give me back my bow." "No, I don't want to. Come,
then." "We're not going there, are we?"
His voice rose in panic. "I don't want to die." "Did those girls want to die? Did
they cry and plead, Heric? Did you hear them begging while you stood by and
watched?" "I turned my back!" he said
indignantly. "I'm not a monster, to watch murder done!" "If turning your back is not a
monstrous deed, then what is?" He signaled with a hand. Tails lashing, the
hounds waited for his command. "Where are we going?" "To Lavas Holding." "Not there, I beg you! They'll hang
me! They'll chop off my hands and then my head." "If you're not guilty, why do you
fear their justice?" Heric spat into the dirt. Rage growled. "Are you so wise?" he sneered.
"What justice is there for a man like me? I served the old count
faithfully, and what did I get for my good service? I got turned out by the new
lord without even a thanks! An old hunting dog is treated better than I was!
Lord Geoffrey will hang me just to be rid of another mouth to feed. He was
happy enough to offer boots and clothes and a handful of sceattas when I
brought you to him, for him to parade around the county. Because he thought
folk would stop their whispering. And after— hsst!" He spat again. 'After
that storm, after you escaped, those who cheered most to see you mad and
chained slapped me and spat on me and called me an evil man. Because they
feared it was God sent the storm to free you. Why should I not fear their justice?
They'll be glad to hang me to make the shame pass from their own sinful
hearts." "I'll see you get justice." Heric laughed hysterically. "How can
you do that? How can you? What are you? Where are you come from? What happened
to the madness that ate at you?" After all, Alain found that spite still
lived in his heart. 'A little late to ask those questions, isn't it?" he
said with a sour grin. He turned his back and began walking. After a sharp rustle came a thump and a
yelp of pain. Alain turned to see Sorrow sitting on Heric's chest again. With a
growl the hound opened his mouth and gently closed his jaws right over Heric's
face. "Come," said Alain firmly.
Sorrow eased back, scratched an ear as though he didn't know what for, and
padded after Alain. Blubbering, Heric rose and limped after,
Rage bringing up the rear. "One will always be awake," said
Alain. "One, or the other." "I'll come! I'll come!" He
staggered along like a man walking to his death. And, Alain reflected, it must seem so to
him. It might even be true. Yet, however little Heric deserved mercy for his
cowardice and his rapine, he must at least be judged only for the sins he had
committed, not made into a sacrificial beast by those who wished to assuage
their own shame with the blood of someone else. They walked in a silence broken only by
the wind's passage through branches still bare of spring buds. Except where
evergreens gave cover, it was possible to glimpse vistas into the forest, a
place of muted colors and a profound solitude. Now and again a clearing opened
up; here and there coppices filled a well-husbanded section of woodland. They
passed an old charcoal pit, two or three seasons in disuse, with leaves and
dirt scattered in damp mounds and a half burned log laced with clinging vine.
Human hands had teased a streamside clearing into an orchard made proud by a
dozen trees, not yet far gone in neglect. Farther on, a wide meadow boasted a
sturdy shelter suitable for a flock of sheep on summer pasture. "This was a peaceful place
once," said Alain. "Well tended and well loved." "Maybe so," muttered Heric,
"but they still kept a girl from Salia to serve the steward's son in
whatever manner he wished." "How do you know?" "She got free and come to the
bandits, that's why. It was she made the plan, and give the signal. She knew
the ways and times of the household, that's why. The others said she killed
that one herself, the one who used her, but I didn't see it." "Made she no protest when four girls
were taken to be used in the same rough manner she was? And worse, for they
were killed after?" "What did she care for them? She
wanted revenge, and took it. It was she argued loudest that they were a
nuisance and ought to go. I think it was for that she was jealous of the
attention they got. She liked keeping the men on a string, you know how it is.
That girl at Lavas, called Withi, I liked her well, but she did do that to me,
curse her. Went off in the end with a man who could keep her fed." His
tone was self-pitying. "The Salian girl, she said also those other girls
cursed her ill with words and slaps, back when she was only a concubine. So it
was revenge twice over." "Might she have been lying?" 'About what? Being taken to bed each night
by a man she hated? The other girls slapping her and calling her a Salian
whore? How would I know?" Alain tramped on, unable to speak for the
bitterness lodged in his throat. It seemed that injustice was woven through the
world in inexplicable patterns, impossible to tease apart without unraveling
the entire web. "Seems like God are blind and deaf
and mute," continued Heric, having gotten a good wind to fill the sails of
his complaining. "But I heard a story about a phoenix. You heard it? They
say a phoenix descended from heaven and tore the heart out of the blessed
Daisan to make him suffer just like the rest of us. I wonder if it's
true." "I think that story was twisted in the
telling." "Huh. 'Truth flies with the phoenix.'
That's what one of those girls cried out as they was cutting her throat. Well,
she flew, anyway right up to the light, or into the Pit." "Don't mock!" Rage barked and Sorrow growled. Heric fell
into a sullen muttering that was not audible enough to fashion into words. They went on, and soon a second murmuring
noise caught Alain's hearing. He lifted a hand and halted on the path just
before it curved left. He recognized this place from his morning's passage
along this way. In another twoscore or so steps they would come to the main
road. As they listened, they heard the sound of a cavalcade moving along the
as-yet-unseen track: harness jingling, wheels scraping along dirt, voices
chattering, and a dog's bark. Sorrow whined but did not answer. Heric whimpered. Alain looked back to see
that Rage had gotten hold of the man's leggings as he tried to creep back the
way they had come. "That's a big party," he whined.
"Listen! A hundred or more, Lord Geoffrey riding to war. Maybe come to
have you killed!" Alain shook his head. "They're riding
toward Lavas Holding." He turned to the hounds. "Rage. Sorrow. Stay.
Guard." He picked his way past fallen branches,
more numerous close to the joining with the road as though the bandits had
pulled down obstacles to cover their tracks. Soon he heard the procession in
full spate but marked also with the giggling of children and an unexpected
snatch of hymn from a voice he had heard before but could not quite place. ". . .who made a road to the sea And a path through the mighty
waters." He came to the last turning, where the
path hitched around a massive oak that served as a towering landmark. He
recalled it from earlier years. The autumn storm had half torn it from the
ground. Its vast trunk had fallen westward to leave roots thrust like daggers
across the path. He used these as cover as he examined the road. There were soldiers riding in pairs or
marching in fours while between their ranks trundled carts and wagons filled
with household goods and children and elders and caged chickens. Youths and
sturdy looking women walked alongside, most of them carrying a bundle or two. A
pair of clerics walked beside a wagon containing several fine chests. He saw— Hathumodl She sat on a wagon next to a white-haired
woman placed among pillows. Another, older woman dressed in cleric's robes made
up the third in the bed of the wagon. Her back was to Alain, but by the
movements of her shoulders and hands she seemed to be talking in a lively way
while the others listened, the white-haired woman with a smile of patient
interest despite the pain etched into her face, and Hathumod with a scarcely
concealed look of boredom. The wagon passed and was gone beyond his
line of sight through the trees before he realized who he had just seen. And
where she must be going: Lavas Holding was about three days' journey west, and
there was no crossroads that came sooner on the road than the holding itself. Soon it would be dark. The cavalcade must
camp for the night, most likely on the road itself. Soldiers scanned the
woodland as though they expected attack, but the upturned oak hid him because
he did not move. What strange company was this? It was like an entire village
on the move, not like a noblewoman's royal progress. When the last ranks of infantry had
passed, he waited a while longer, and at length a trio of silent outriders
ambled by. He waited even longer until one last pair of men rode past with
hands easy on the reins, their gazes keen and penetrating, and a bow and a
sword, respectively, laid across their thighs. It was one of these who saw him, although
he hadn't meant to be seen. "Whsst!" The young man's chin
jerked around fast. He had his bow up and arrow ready, holding his horse with tightened
knees, before Alain could take a second breath. The other man reined his horse
around to face back the way they'd come, sword raised. "I'll come out," said Alain in
an even voice. "I've been waiting for you. What business has Biscop
Constance in these parts? I heard she was a prisoner of Lady Sabella in
Autun." "Come out," said the archer.
"What think you, Captain? Are there more? Should we shoot him?" The other man's horse took one side step.
"Let him come free if he moves slowly. Let's see what he knows first.
Better the battle come sooner when we're ready for it than later when we're
not." Alain put his hands out with palms raised
and turned toward them, and walked onto the road. The captain narrowed his eyes, examining
him. "I've seen you before." "Gent!" said the young one.
"In Count Lavastine's company. Wasn't he—?" The captain hissed sharply between gritted
teeth. "You're Lavastine's heir—the very one. Your claim was put aside in
favor of Lord Geoffrey's daughter." He extended his sword as a threat.
"What brings you here? I heard you had marched east as a Lion." "So I did. Now I am come back." "To challenge Lord Geoffrey?" "No. I have another purpose." "What might that be?" asked the
captain in a genial tone that made it clear he demanded an explanation. In that woodland, sound carried far. The
progress of the cavalcade had faded westward. With the promise of nightfall,
the wind sighed to a halt. A jingle of harness out of the east rang
brightly in warning. "Damn," said the captain. They
had all heard it. 'As I feared." "What are we to do, Captain?"
asked the young man, looking exceedingly nervous but also determined and angry.
"If they catch us ..." "Who follows you?" Alain asked. "Lady Sabella's soldiers," said
the captain. "If I can turn them back," said
Alain, "will you take me to Biscop Constance? I ask only to speak with her
briefly. Then I'll be on my way." "Turn them back!" scoffed the
young man. "Hush, Erkanwulf! We must get the
biscop to Lavas Holding. You ride and alert the rest. Form up with all soldiers
to the rear and flanks, out into the forest. I'll stay here." "No, Captain. Begging your pardon,
Captain. It's you they need, more than me. I can wait behind and catch up. If I
don't come, it's because I'm dead." The captain considered. He was a
thoughtful man, Alain saw, one who was neither too eager nor too cautious; a
good commander. His features triggered an old memory, but if he'd seen this man
at Gent, and he surely had done so, it was in passing. Many men rode in the war
parties of other nobles. A lord might note faces and go on, not marking them
because he had no authority over them. With regret, the captain nodded. "So
be it." He turned his measuring gaze on Alain. "If Erkanwulf brings
me news that the ones who follow us turned back, then I'll see you have an
audience with the holy biscop." He sheathed his sword, gave a hard look at
Erkanwulf, and rode on. He looked back twice before vanishing around a bend in
the road. "Best if I do this alone," said
Alain. "I'd rather die than betray my
captain!" "If you take the horse down that
path, you can tie him up and then watch without being seen." 'And without hearing! You might tell them
anything, the disposition of our forces, our numbers, our destination if they
haven't guessed it already. You might be a spy in league with Lady
Sabella." "I might be, it's true, although I'm
not." Erkanwulf scratched his head. "I'm
minded to believe you, although I don't know why. How will you stop them?" A second jangle of noise rang closer. The
first had been a trick of air and leaf, but this grew steadily in volume. "Go," said Alain. Erkanwulf hesitated only a moment, biting
his lip, before he dismounted and lead his horse down the track that cut off
toward Ravnholt Manor. Alain set himself in the middle of the
road with a hand on his staff and the other hanging loose at his side. He
waited, breathing in the loamy air. The battered roadbed gave beneath his right
foot where a trickle of groundwater seeped up to dampen the leather of his
boots and creep in through the seams. A fly buzzed around his left ear. A bee
wandered into the shadow of a copse of withered honeysuckle grown up along a
patch of open ground. He waited, content to let the time pass. He felt the
barest glimmer of sun above, like the kiss of a mouth through cloth. If the
weather didn't change, then crops wouldn't grow or would grow weakly. The
thought stuck with him and gave him courage. In time, the first outriders appeared out
of the east as shadows lengthened on the road. It was a good long straight
stretch of track, open enough that he soon saw most of the company moving
along. He faced about threescore riders. Half were mounted, dressed in surcoats
bearing the sigil of the guivre of Arconia. A dozen of the infantry wore a
tower sigil that he did not recognize. The others wore any kind of leather coat
or tough jacket, men brought quickly into service for a specific task but not
serving in the duke's milites on a permanent basis. Their captain rode in the third rank
behind a double line of anxious-looking younger men bearing small shields and
short spears. He was a fearsome-looking man, grim with anger and horribly
scarred. He was missing an eye, healed as a mass of white scar tissue, and old
gashes scored his forehead and jaw. Now and again a man in the first rank would
lift an arm to point out yet another mark of the passage of a significant
cavalcade. They knew what they followed. They could not be turned aside through
misdirection. They had marked Alain already and now sent scouts on foot into
the underbrush, seeking to forestall an ambush. The shing of swords
leaving sheaths cut the air. Shields were raised, and spears wavered. Some had
bows, and these men set arrow to string and scanned the woodland for movement. "Tammus!" shouted Alain.
"Keeper!" The captain started, and around him his
men muttered. Slowly, the war band moved toward Alain as toward a trap they
must spring. "I am alone except for one witness,
hidden in the trees," continued Alain, "and farther back two hounds
guarding a criminal who consorted with bandits." "A likely story," said the captain. "How do you know
my name? Are you one of the biscop's men?" "I am not." "To what lord or lady do you owe
allegiance?" "I serve God, Captain Tammus. Whom do
you serve, God or the Enemy?" They murmured angrily at that, like bees
stirred up by smoke, and one rash fellow actually rode out ahead of the front
rank brandishing his sword. "Fall back!" snapped the
captain. The man obeyed. The rest halted an easy
spear's toss from Alain. A branch snapped in the woods. "What do you want?" asked the
captain. "I've no patience. We're close to our quarry and you're in our
way." Alain was close enough to see Tammus' eye
flare as he reacted to a bold stare. The captain had but one hand. The other
arm ended in a stump at the wrist, seared by fire. "To pass, you must kill me,
keeper." One among the guard sniggered. "Hush! Why do you call me that? How
do you know my name?" "You kept the guivre for Lady
Sabella. I saw you feed a living man to it, once. That's how you kept it alive.
I think you might have called yourself by a different name, then." Tammus' gaze flickered, losing touch with
Alain's as he traced the reaction of his men. Soldiers looked one at the other;
hands fluttered as in sign language; a murmuring passed back through the ranks. "Hush!" said the keeper. "I
am Lady Sabella's servant. I do as she bids me. You are in my way. We'll ride
right over you. You have no weapon." Alain caught his gaze again and held it.
He challenged him as a hound might, with a stare from which one must back down
and the other emerge triumphant. "With your own hand you must kill
me," he said, "or with your own voice you must command one of your
men to slay me because you refuse to spill my blood with your own weapon.
Either way, your hands are stained." "I am the lady's servant,"
growled Tammus. "I do as she bids me." He could not now look away
without losing face, not with every man among his company watching him. Alain said nothing, only kept his gaze
locked on the captain's. He remembered the night he had stumbled upon the
guivre's cage, how it had been shrouded in canvas to conceal the monster
within. He recalled the slack body of the drugged man who woke up too late to
the fate that would consume him. He knew in his heart and in his limbs the
touch of the guivre's gaze, which struck like the sword of God, for he had felt
it that night. So did the creatures of God teach humankind what they needed to
know. "I've killed lots of men and in worse
ways than cutting a man down on the road," muttered Tammus hoarsely. "I know," said Alain,
remembering that great eye and its power. "For I am the one who aided
Brother Agius in killing that poor beast at Kassel. With a sword I killed it,
and Lady Sabella's army was routed. Do you think you can kill me?" A breath was the only sign; lips parted.
Wind curled in leafless branches. Tammus lost his nerve. He froze. Every man
there felt it, heard it, saw it, knew it with the same instinct hounds
have for weakness. It took only that one breath for the advantage to shift, for
the battle to be lost. Alain did not move. It was they who fled
back the way they had come. 4 "YOUR Grace." Alain knelt in the spot indicated by
Captain Ulric. "I don't know how he did
it!" Erkanwulf was saying off to one side. Because of his mounting
exasperation, his voice carried. "He just looked at them. They
turned tail and ran. That was before I saw those monstrous black hounds!" "I know who you are, or who you once
were." Biscop Constance had aged horribly. Lines marked her face as
deeply, in their own way, as Tammus' scars had disfigured him, and she favored
her right side over the left as though it was agony to shift her left hip at
all. But her gaze was calm and her voice was mild. "Beyond what I witnessed myself, and what I learned
when I ruled Arconia, I have heard just these last few moments such tales as
make my head spin. You are a count's bastard son. A count yourself. A cheat and
a liar and thief. A whore's son. A faithful Lion who died in the east in
battle. You are, it appears, a man who commands the loyalty of fierce beasts.
Who can turn back a war band on a forest lane with his gaze alone." "I am the son of a Salian refugee,
Your Grace. I was raised in an honest household of merchants out of Osna Sound.
That is all that matters." "Perhaps. Why are you come, Alain of
Osna? What do you want from me?" "I ask you to bring justice to the
folk murdered at Ravnholt Manor, including four young women who were raped and
murdered. Find their bodies, and bury them. Bring to trial the bandits who
killed them." As many as could crowd in around her
shelter had come to see; everyone surely had heard the tale of the encounter on
the road by now. They were silent, but their stares had an unexpected force, as
powerful as that of the guivre. "Is that all? I think there is
more." "I am looking for a woman." She smiled, misunderstanding him. Hathumod
touched the back of a hand to her mouth, repressing a sound. She stared at
Alain with a remorseful gaze. There were others behind her whom Alain
recognized from court, and from his sojourn at Hersford Monastery: among them
the handsome young man who had once been Margrave Judith's husband. How long
ago it seemed that he had walked up on that porch to interrupt a fight between
Prior Ratbold and a ragtag collection of five clerics and two Lions! How these
heretics had fetched up in Biscop Constance's train he did not yet know. "The woman I am looking for was an
Eagle," he continued, "and then afterward I heard a story that she
ran off with Prince Sanglant." "Liath!" A red-haired young man
stepped forward so angrily it seemed he meant to strike. "Brother Ivar!" Constance's tone
was a reproof. Ivan shrugged a shoulder, shifted his feet, but did not move
back to his former place beside the beautiful bridegroom whose name, Alain
abruptly recalled, was Baldwin. The beauty was now, incongruously, dressed as a
cleric. His eyes were wide, and his right hand fingered a gold Circle of Unity
whose surface was chased with filigree. He wore a ring, bright blue lapis
lazuli. Alain's breath caught; words vanished. He
knew that ring, once most precious to him. "Go on," said the biscop. "I pray you," he said, finding
his voice. "Where did you get that ring, Brother?" There was a moment of confusion. Then
Baldwin looked toward the red-haired Brother Ivar, who answered. "In a tomb buried deep in a hillside,
a heathen grave far east of here. What matters it to you?" "Ivar," said the biscop softly,
"I will suffer no disrespect toward those who come honestly before
me." "It was the same place we got the
nail," said Hathumod, "and the Lion's tabard and weapons. How came
these things there, to such an ancient grave?" To touch again the gift she had given him!
The thought coincided with a curious look on the handsome cleric's face as the
man clutched his other hand possessively around the one on which he wore the
ring. Fingers may brush, and yet after all two
people may be separated by a gulf that cannot be bridged. "Never mind
it," Alain murmured. Adica was gone. Taking the ring from a man who
cherished it would not bring her back. Yet it was nevertheless difficult to
speak through the pain in his heart. "Liathano is indeed the one I seek.
Have you news of her whereabouts?" "Why do you wish to know? What
business do you have with her?" demanded the redhead. "Hush, Ivar!" Hathumod punched
his arm. He shot a glance at her that pierced, but she only made a face at him. "I would know the answers to these
questions likewise," said Constance, "although I must tell you, in
truth, Alain of Osna, that I do not know what has become of the Eagle. I have
been held as a prisoner by my half sister Sabella for over five years. What news
we have is scant, gathered by Brother Ivar and young Erkanwulf. King Henry has
lingered many years in Aosta seeking an imperial crown. Sabella and Conrad
between them have usurped the governance of Varre. Who can blame them, when
Henry abandons his people? Princess Theophanu bides in Osterburg, protecting
Saony, which is the ancient seat of my family's power. Prince Sanglant defeated
a Quman army at the Veser River and afterward rode east seeking griffins and sorcerers with
which to battle a mysterious cabal of sorcerers who he claimed intended to
destroy the world. He is said to have ridden south to Aosta in pursuit of his
father and the sorcerers. More than that I do not know." 'Ah," said Alain. "Some knew,
then, of the coming storm. It was not in vain that the Old Ones spoke to
me." "The storm? The one that swept over
us last autumn?" "It was the final closing of a spell
set in motion centuries ago." He surprised her, who was a woman not
easily startled. She touched her left ear as if she were not at all sure she
had heard those words spoken. "What mystery is this you speak of? Have you
some hidden knowledge of events lost in the past in the time of the blessed
Daisan?" "This took place long before the time
of the blessed Daisan. They are hidden from us only by the passage of years.
Only by death, which hides us all in the end. I pray you, have you any news of
the one called Liathano?" "Of her, no. She was lost in a haze
of fire." "Truth rises with the phoenix,"
murmured the beauty, and Alain felt the pinch of those words in his heart as
though some unnoticed hand were trying to get his attention. "What did you say?" he asked
him. " 'Truth rises with the phoenix,'
" the young man repeated patiently, and his smile made the folk nearby
murmur and point as if he had just done something extraordinary. "We who
believe in the truth and the word speak so, to acknowledge the sacrifice made
by the blessed Daisan, who died so that our sins might be forgiven." 'Agius' words are seeds grown in fertile
soil," said Alain. Constance shut her eyes, touched a finger
to her own lips as she might touch the mouth of a lover. " 'His heart's blood fell to Earth
and bloomed as roses,' " Alain added. She looked at him, just a look, that was
all. That gaze, met and answered, nothing more, until her expression shifted,
grew puzzled, almost intimate, and she extended a hand and beckoned him closer.
She sat in a chair at the rear of the wagon in which he had earlier seen her
riding. Her breath fogged the cold air. When he stood next to her, she touched
his cheek. "You are marked as with a rose,"
she said. "A curious birthmark. I've never seen such a one
before." "It is not a birthmark but the memory
of a false oath," he said. "It serves to remind me of ray
obligation, something I cannot see except in the faces of other human
beings." "Who are you?" she asked him,
and looked at Baldwin as if for an answer, but Baldwin did not speak. He was
staring at the sky and he raised a hand and pointed. "Is that the sun? See there. It's
almost gone below the trees, but it has a bluish cast. As though haze screens
it, not clouds." First a soldier turned, then an elderly
woman. Others, facing west like the biscop and Lord Baldwin, raised hands in
supplication. A flood of crying and rejoicing lifted from the assembled
cavalcade as a covey of quails flush in a rush of wings up from the brush. "The sun! It shines!" It was more a shimmer than the actual disk
of the sun. No person could stare at the sun without going blind. Everyone knew
that. But along the western sky the cloud cover had altered in some manner to
reveal the sun's long hidden shape as if veiled behind only one layer of
cheesecloth, not ten. "A miracle!" "This is the work of the Holy One!" "Truth rises with the phoenix!" They cried and pointed and stared, all
shaken into such a tumult of excitement that Alain walked away, slipping from
one gap to the next as he squeezed out of the crowd with no one paying him any
mind. They stared at the western horizon. He walked east to the
edge of the camp strung out along the road and into the trees. Close to the
eastern end of the camp, three soldiers had been set to guard Heric. Alain whistled softly, but no one noticed
him. Word had raced more swiftly than he could walk and they were all gazing
westward. Some began to sing a song he had never heard before. "Truth rises with the phoenix, Truth
rises like the sun." Sorrow and Rage bounded up and trotted
alongside as he settled into a long stride, heading east along the road. He
hadn't much light left. He'd need to make good time, to get far enough that no
one would come after him. But after all, just as he got out of sight
of the trailing end of the cavalcade's encampment, he heard slip-slapping
footsteps and labored breathing. "My lord! My lord Alain!" He paused and turned halfway back,
waiting. Sorrow whined. Rage yawned to show teeth. She did not run, precisely,
but loped in an awkward, determined way, then stumbled to halt a few steps away.
The hounds made her nervous, but she was brave enough to come close despite her
fear. "Where are you going?" she
asked. "East on the trail of Prince
Sanglant. If any know where she is, he will." "Do you love her, my lord?"
Tears streamed down her face. "I hope that God have taught me to
love all of humankind. But the kind of love you mean—no." "If I could go with you. . . . Will
you take me with you?" He shook his head. "I pray you,
Sister. Serve where you are needed most. Every storm leaves destruction in its
wake. There is much to do." "Yes," she said, bowing her head
obediently. "I will do as you say." The words were thin, spoken
through tears. "You are brave and good, Hathumod.
Your hands will do God's work if you let them." She choked down a sob as she nodded. She
had gone beyond speech and now could only stare as he gave a sign of farewell
and walked away down the road. Where the road curved, he paused to look back.
Eager to get on, the hounds wagged their tails. She still stood there, fading into the
twilight. She hadn't moved at all, as if caught in the guivre's stare. XV THE IMPATIENT ONE
1 BECAUSE she was Feather Cloak, the blood
knives insisted that she be carried in a litter when she traveled. The sacred
energy coiled within her body must not be allowed to escape through the soles
of her feet by touching the earth. She did not like the blood knives. They
were officious and grasping, set in their ways and bloated with
self-importance, and it was obvious to her that they liked her less than she
liked them. She did not follow the ancient laws in the manner to which they
were accustomed. Yet she was Feather Cloak. She had been
elected, according to the custom of the land. Let them chew on that gristle! For the time being, however, she thought
it best to humor them in ceremonial ways. Thus she found herself on the road in
a jolting litter carried by four men, with another eight walking in front or
behind to take a turn when the current group needed a rest. They traveled in
procession from the Heart-of-the-World's-Beginning to the city on the lake,
called We-Have-No-More-Tears by the exiles but Belly-Of-The-Land resting on the
Lake of Gold by those who had lived in the shadows, because that was the name
they had called it in the days before exile. The turning wheel spun at the
front, announcing her presence. Her son had come with them as well. He was ripe
for adventure but not yet old enough to "put on the mask." He had the
other baby slung to him, but he had dropped back to talk to one of the mask
warriors, a young woman he fancied might see him as older than he was. In
addition, she was accompanied by mask warriors, merchants, and judges come to
witness the opening of the market, and a "bundle" of blood knives
wearing scarlet tunics and the bright blue feathers of the death bird in their
hair. Twenty of those blood knives in one place seemed like a lot. "I am not accustomed to this,"
said Feather Cloak to her companion, White Feather, who was walking alongside
the litter carrying one of the infants in a drop-back sling. "No, neither am I," said White
Feather. "All the blood knives were gone by
the time I was born." "Yes," agreed White Feather with
a flutter of her lips that resembled a grim smile. It was as much as she ever
said on the matter. "So they were." For the past two days they had been
walking through an area of dispersed settlements, most of them lying off the
main road. Now, as the raised roadway curved around a field of sap cactus, they
came into a community abandoned during the exile but repopulated over the
winter by those who had returned from the shadows. A large residence was raised
on an earth platform. Small houses were set in groups around central patios. A
remarkable number of people came out to greet them, more bundles than she could
estimate easily. She could not get used to the crowds. They had no doubt been
alerted to her arrival by the runners sent ahead to announce the procession. Those in the back of the crowd craned
their necks to get a glimpse of her. These were all folk who had returned from
the shadows. They stood differently, wore their hair differently, tilted their
chins differently, and they hadn't the stick-thin wiriness common to those who
had survived exile, who had never ever in their lives gotten enough to eat
except now in the days of the return when the exiles wallowed in the riches
that those returned from the shadows called dearth. "We'll stop here for the night,"
she said, suddenly wanting to talk to the ones gathered here, who stared at her
but kept silent for fear of their voices polluting her. The blood knives began to protest that
they were less than a third of a day's journey from the city on the lake,
enough to make it by nightfall, but already the men who carried her heeded her
command and bore her up to the residence while householders scattered to make
room. The chief of the town was a man and a woman. Despite both being of middle
years, they were newly married to judge by the blackened remains of wedding
torches stuck in the ground on either side of the residence gateway. They welcomed her easily, and with an
efficient manner born of practice. A mat was brought and placed on the chief's
seat. Here she settled, relieved to be out of the sway and lurch of the litter.
The blood knives swarmed, always wanting to control her least action, but White
Feather swept them out ruthlessly so that Feather Cloak could nurse the babies. After this, the chief brought sharp beer
and sweet cactus fruit, gruel, toasted grubs, and fowl dressed in wild herbs
and sweetened with sap. She still could not get used to the sight of so much
food. Yet when at last she addressed the chief to thank them for the food, they
apologized for the impoverished feast, which they said was nothing compared to
what was due to her eminence. "Let me speak to your council to hear
how life goes for you here," she said. The council was called hastily, elders,
folk who had distinguished themselves, someone to represent each clan. "We have no Rabbit Clan in our
town," said the chief. "Nor Lizard Clan." The blood knives stirred. "None out
of the Rabbit Clan survived in exile," they said. "No one kept their
House, as is proper." Folk whispered, looking frightened. It was
a dangerous thing to let the world slip out of balance. "But there were so many before,"
said the lady chief. "We were the few, who walked out into the barbarian
lands. Those who remained behind to tend to the land were multitudes. Yet now
we are the many, and you, those who came out of exile, are the few." White Feather seemed about to speak angry
words, so Feather Cloak raised a hand, and all fell silent. "The tale of our time in exile has
already been told." She looked directly at the blood knives. "Has an
almanac yet been painted to record the tale of our struggle?" "We have much ordering to do, to
restore the Houses and the lines and the proper measure of tribute. We must
recover and restore the ritual almanacs first." "I would not like to see the tale
lost," she said mildly, but as a warning. Let them chew on that! She gestured to the
council, inviting them to speak. "Is this the town you came from
originally?" They told their stories. The husband chief
had been born here, even if raised in the barbarian lands. He had come to this
home, because it was the only one he knew. A scattering of people who had
claims that allowed them to labor in the surrounding lands had brought in other
unlanded folk. Mostly, people worked the fields, but despite this, the
community was sparsely settled compared to the days before exile. "Not enough men to clear the
fields," complained the lady chief. "We women are behind on our
tribute offers of cloth. We can't harvest the fiber quickly enough. The fields
are still green. We have no thread for weaving." "What is your measure of
tribute?" Feather Cloak asked them. The list, reeled off from memory, seemed
to her a staggering sum: feathers, paper, cloth in the form of short capes,
incense from the smoke tree, and a range of agricultural goods for the temple
and palace in the nearby city. But of course the birds were gone, the trees
dead and any new growth yet seedlings, and the fields only newly sprouted with
what little seed those who had survived the shadows had carried with them. "The tribute lists must be
redrawn," said Feather Cloak, as she said every day. "Until the
people are healthy and the granaries are full, until there is seed corn in
plenty, we must put all our effort into restoring our fields and our
population." "Tribute is necessary to maintain the
universe," said the blood knives, as they said every day. "To keep
the balance, we must pray, we must bleed, we must keep our oaths, burn incense,
and offer sacrifices." "So it must be done," she
agreed, "but not to the measure in the days before exile, or we will be
drained dry again!" 'All your blood knives are dead,"
they said, coming back to this point as they did every day. "It is no
wonder the land was drained dry, that the balance was lost." "You know nothing!" cried White
Feather. "Silence!" said Feather Cloak,
and they gave her silence. The council was made uncomfortable by this
dispute. They feared the blood knives. They prayed to the gods. They followed
the example of the one who was elected from among the elite to become Feather
Cloak, meant to be a mature woman, pious, virtuous, generous, of an invincible
spirit as well as possessing the unquenchable power of life, granted to her by
the gods. "I will set a measure of tribute for
this year, and the next. The year after, a census will be taken and a new
measure allotted." It always struck her as strange that,
while some in the communities welcomed this relief, others were made uneasy by
it. When she called an end to the council, she saw the blood knives circulate
out among the gathered council, whispering and plotting. All left her, so she
was alone in the chamber, with a mat for sleeping and four strips of cloth hung
from the post and lintel doorframe to give her privacy. The walls had been
recently plastered and a painting begun on one wall, depicting the long march
through the shadows with the sacred animals standing guard overhead. "You must rest," said White
Feather, bringing the babies back for another feeding. Feather Cloak's son played the flute in a
restful way, and out in the courtyard an unseen woman was grinding grain into
flour in a soothing rhythm, but Feather Cloak could not find calm in her heart. "Most of the blood knives must have
stayed behind in the land, while these few walked out into the world," she
mused. "Yet I never knew any blood knives. They were all gone by the time
I was a child. And you, my elders, never speak of them." White Feather looked at the mural, the
images picked out with charcoal but only a few places colored in. The room was
dim because night was coming. "They were weaker than our enemies. They
could not help us. They cried to the gods and wanted to follow the old ways in
exile, when it was obvious to everyone by then that the old ways would kill
us." Her voice grew tight and her jaw rigid. "That the old ways did
kill us." "We no longer live in exile,"
said Feather Cloak. "It is difficult to leave exile. Even
when you have come home. Especially when you have come home." For all of Feather Cloak's life, the city
on the lake had lain deserted although in the days before exile it had been the
greatest city in the land which was at that time called
Abundance-Is-Ours-If-The-Gods-Do-Not-Change-Their-Minds. When she was a young
child, there had still been a few marshy areas through which a girl and her age
mates might search for scrumptious frogs and crunchy insects, but by the time
she had given birth to her first child even these wet depressions had dried out
and the lakebed become a haven for nothing except a few inedible weeds and
precious stands of hardy sap cactus. Now, of course, after winter rains and
spring rains, the lake had disgorged its share of the returning waters. She
asked her bearers to halt on the causeway. From the height of the litter, she
gazed over stretches of unbroken water rimmed by brilliant bursts of green
where reeds and grasses burgeoned along the current shoreline. Vast flocks of
birds of every description, most of them kinds she had never seen, ranged on
the waters, clucking and wheedling and croaking and whistling each in their own
tongue, and insects buzzed and chirred and in general made a nuisance of
themselves. She-Who-Creates was busy! The farmers had dug their canals out
beyond that shoreline, figuring that the lake would continue to grow, although
naturally no one had any idea if it would ever refill the old basin, or grow
beyond it. Most of the adult population was out there today building more
fields out of dirt and mud, or tending to young plants waxing in earth planted
and tended over the last few months. He-Who-Burns showed his face
intermittently. Those who had walked in the shadows told her that in the days
before there came for certain months of the year a time with rain, and after
that a time when He-Who-Burns baked the Earth with his blazing fire. There were
two seasons, together with the passages between them, tied to the equinox. It
was still early in the year, in the time of rains when all things grew, watered
both within and without in the field that is Earth. Although the city had lost
its abundance during the time of exile, it seemed that after all, having
returned to Earth, that the gods had not changed their minds. They still wanted
their children to flourish, to make a new home all over again. "Feather Cloak! You are too
bold!" "Feather Cloak! You must not let the
noonday sun touch you!" "Feather Cloak! You were to approach
on the eastern causeway. This is the causeway for merchants and artisans!" "Feather Cloak! Have you come to
begin work on restoring the temples? All else means nothing if the proper
rituals are not observed!" "How are you come to leave the sacred
precinct in the Heart-of-the-World's-Beginning? Who allowed this to happen, in
this month? It was not the proper time!" The blood knives, the ones who had set up
residence in the temple in the center of the city on the lake, had seen her
coming. They swarmed like wasps out along the causeway to meet her, and to
castigate her. She fanned herself with a fan built of green-and-gold feathers, the mark of the
most holy bird sacred to She-Who-Creates, and because of this gesture they fell
silent according to their own laws and their own customs. "It is time to see the market
opened," she said to them, and to her bearers she said, "We will move
on." The causeway was not yet surrounded by
water, and there were some children off to one side digging in the mud for
roots or seeking tadpoles, young frogs, grubs, crickets, or other such treats.
They gaped to see the litter pass, and the blood knives shouted at them for
their lack of respect and modesty. "Why are they not at their study in
the house of youth?" Feather Cloak asked them, and after that they
considered her words more thoughtfully. The procession entered the city through
the gate of skulls and moved on toward the central precinct. Many folk had
returned to the city, but in any case only one house out of twenty was
inhabited. In the days before, according to the census undertaken in the days
before by the blood knives, the city had been organized into five bundles of
wards, and each ward had been organized into a bundle of neighborhoods each populated
by forty households of ten to twenty people each. It was difficult for her to
imagine so many people, but the empty quarters told their own story. Even the palace where she must stay, with
its forgotten rooms and echoing reaches, must remind her of how many had died,
how many had been lost. A suite of rooms had been prepared in
haste for her coming. The blood knives complained about the poor furnishings,
the deterioration of the wall paintings, faded from their years in exile, the
lack of a sumptuous feast. Nothing was good enough. The balance had been lost
in exile. "Enough!" she said. "Bring
the judges to me, and the scribes. Word has gone out through the land at my
order. Just as Belly-Of-The-Land lies at the center of the land, so will the
central market be opened by official decree, so that all of the people will
know that we Cursed Ones have taken possession of all of our land. As before,
so again." Folk began arriving that afternoon. By the
next morning, as her bearers carried her to the market plaza, she could
actually hear the steady hum of so many voices raised in common conversation
that the sound seemed to permeate the entire city. The procession passed the temple plaza, marked
off by walls and undulating stone serpents. Smoke rose from the house of
He-Who-Burns, sited at the top of the great temple in the very heart of the
city. Looking through the wide gate, she saw a bundle of young women dancing in
their serpent skirts before the altar of She-Who-Will-Not-Have-A-Husband,
calling, and clapping, and keeping time with the stamp of their feet. Runners
passed in through the gates to the temple plaza, carrying cages with quail. "The sacrifices must be made at
sunset," said the blood knives. "The first day of the month of Winds
must be sanctified by blood." They never stopped. "It would be best if you remained at
the Heart-Of-The-World's Beginning," they said. "Our runners can
bring you news of all that transpires in the land." But could she trust the news they brought
her? She did not voice these doubts aloud, and they went on. "We insult the gods by not bringing
in work gangs to whitewash and paint, to refurbish the house of the gods." "Let the fields be raised and planted
first," she said. The oldest among them leaned in close, his
breath sharp with the smell of pepper. "If you who were cursed to die in
exile had not stopped performing the sacrifices, then you would not have lost
the gods' favor." She bent her head to look him in the eye,
a look that would have quelled dissent among her own people, but he came from a
different world. He feared the cloak, but he did not respect her. "How do you know what we suffered in
exile?" she asked him. "You walked between the worlds for the course
of a Great Year, fifty-two cycles of fifty-two years, yet according to all
reports I have heard, it seemed to those of you that you walked in the shadows
for only some months. We lingered in exile for generations. The world you live
in—in your heart—has not changed, but the world you come to is not the one you
left." "What we owe the gods does not
change," he said. "If we remember the offerings, then the rain will
fall at the proper time and the sun will shine at the proper time." There is no arguing with a man who cannot
see the world as it is around him. It was human sorcerers who had woven the
spell that had exiled them, and human sorcery that had poisoned the lands
beyond. She remained silent, and he mumbled complaints under his breath,
tallying up his list. But her brooding could not last. A market
in her life in exile was any patch of ground where folk spread a blanket on
which to display a handful of precious nuts or bruised tubers or reed mats or a
wooden staff with a carved spear point. This plaza was only the entryway; the
market took up the entire district, and even if it was by no means fully
tenanted, it was truly overwhelming, more people than she had ever seen
together at one time in her entire life. Beyond stone-and-brick arcades lay streets
and alleys where all different categories of merchandise were sold. There were
grinding stones, bricks, tiles, wood hewn and shaped, shells, bones, and
feathers. There was copper and tin, and bronze tools and weapons, and all
manner of ornaments molded from gold and silver. There were spines from the sap
cactus for needles for punches, and for sacrifice. There were mantles and
tunics woven from its thread as well as tough cord and rope, and also its sweet
sap for a syrup and a fermented sap strong enough to kick you. There were
arrowheads of wood and others of stone or bronze, even a few brought from human
lands, forged of iron. There was too much. And she barely
glimpsed the streets where foodstuffs were sold: cactus fruit and delicate
squash flowers just starting to wilt, birds plucked and hung while others
fluttered in cages, rabbits, dogs, bees, eggs, and so many fish of such
variegated types that she was amazed so many existed. And all this seen and gawked at before
they brought her to the central square of the market house where this mass of
commerce was overseen by a bundle of judges, each in their own cubicle. In
fact, the market came under the jurisdiction of a local authority, but her
presence was acknowledged and feted with a series of speeches and poems deemed
appropriate to the occasion. The sacrifices, all those delicious quail, would
come later. Yet she wished she could set foot on the
earth and just walk through the market, taking her time, taking in smells and
sounds. She wept a little, to see such riches, although the judges assured her
with the greatest embarrassment that if only the gods favored them, then in a
few years the terrible poverty of today's fledgling market would be replaced by
a decent selection as in the days before, and folk would have cacao beans and
folded cloth with which to trade properly. How could they not recognize how life
flourished here, even if it seemed poor to them. There were so many people.
There were so many children! It was hard to concentrate, and doubly so
when a parade of mask warriors chivvied a mixed herd of sheep and goats into
view. This was too much! She got to her knees,
rocking the litter so that her bearers staggered. As the blood knives cried
complaint, she swung down, let fall, and walked over to examine the beasts, who
bawled and ba'aahed from the shelter of a makeshift corral over against the
arcade leading to the street of live animals. Many folk gathered to stare, and
especially she noted among them the wasted bodies and thin faces of those who
had survived exile, yet they were only a few compared to their brethren who had
come out of the shadows. White Feather accompanied her, to protect
her from the nattering of the blood knives, and a pair of judges came up
quickly to ascertain what manner of trading was to go on. It was Cat Mask, after all, who was leader
of the group. He had a fresh scar on his left thigh but looked otherwise
entirely pleased with himself. "We have been tracking beyond the
White Road," he explained to the market judges, "and brought these
here, our prizes, to the market." "For sacrifice!" cried the blood
knives. "Two of them," said Feather
Cloak. "Let two suffice, two males. The rest must be sold for breeding
stock." Oh, they did not like to hear it, and some
of the folk gathered to stare murmured in favor of the blood knives, while
others murmured in favor of her decree. "If we do not maintain the
balance," said the blood knives, "then He-Who-Burns will
darken." "Clouds cover the sun in the
north," said Cat Mask. "But He-Who-Burns shines on us here in our own
country. It is the fault of the human sorcerers. Everyone knows that they are
the ones who wove the spell. Now it has rebounded against them." "You babble like a Pale Dog,"
cried the blood knives. "How long will our good fortune, if that is what
you call it, last, if we do not restore order. How soon will He-Who-Burns turn
his bright face away from us in anger and despair?" "Two is enough, until there is
plenty," said Feather Cloak, but they muttered and scowled to hear her
speak. They were fighting her now for no other reason than to test her
authority; she did not know how to counter them. "See what else we brought," said
Cat Mask, dismissing this as he might the whine of a mosquito. Like all the young adults
who had grown up in exile, he had never seen or conversed with one of the blood
knives. "See, what we have brought from the lands beyond!" He and his
mask warriors preened, being proud of themselves. "This herd is not the
only one we captured." There came in a line, dressed in wooden
slave collars, a bundle of children: four infants, eight of toddling age, seven
very young, and one older girl of nine or ten years of age who looked
glassy-eyed with shock, staring only straight ahead. They looked nothing like
the Bright One, having a different complexion and broader features and black
hair more like to that of the Ashioi than Liathano's mass of fire-gold hair.
They were not handsome children, not like those of her kind, but they were very
young and there were so many in that one group. After so long in exile, she was
still astonished by the sight of children. "Brought you no captives?" asked
the blood knives. "No warriors taken in honorable combat?" Cat Mask shrugged. "The adults we
killed were not warriors. It was too much trouble to bring them, so we killed
them." He looked at his companions, and they shared winks and nods. 'And
we were very hungry, so we ate them." Everyone laughed, since it was disgusting
to think of eating a stranger, and one with sour flesh, at that. "We thought it worthwhile to bring
these children. A bundle plus two." "I only count a bundle," said
the eldest of the blood knives. "Oh, that's right," remarked Cat
Mask, scratching his chin. "When we came through High-Hill we met with
Lizard Mask's sister, who has settled there. She just lost her little son to
the coughing sickness, so she took a pair of little boys thinking that, if she
raised them, she might forget her grief over the other one." "Very well," said the blood
knives. 'A bundle will be enough. But you who raid into the lands beyond the
White Road must bring us strong captives as tribute for the gods." "If we can find any!" said Cat
Mask with another laugh. "They looked pretty scrawny and weak. We had to
fatten these little ones up on goat's milk." "It is their blood we need,"
said the blood knives, "not their flesh." They stepped forward to take the children,
but before they could lay hands on them White Feather pushed past them and
scooped up one of the toddlers. "I claim this one for mine, to raise
as my own!" Her voice was loud, and her tone harsh,
and the child hiccuped and sniveled into the growing silence as the blood
knives opened and closed their hands and folk pressed forward to see what was
going on. Before three breaths had passed, a man
with the delicate frame of an exile stepped out of the crowd and pulled an
infant out of the arms of one of the mask warriors. 'And I claim this one, to
replace the child my wife could never have." 'And I!" said a woman, coming forward
to put her hands on one of the little walking ones. "For I lost my child
and my husband when the Pale Dogs raided our settlement, just before the
shadows fell over us. I want this child to raise." In her wake, other people in the market
shoved forward—women and men both—and claimed children until only the oldest
girl remained with her vacant stare and her vacant, terrified expression. The blood knives raged, but they were few,
and the crowd was many, and the folk who had a grip on the children looked very
determined. "These are the children of dogs! They
are not our kind," the blood knives protested. "How will they know anything
different," asked White Feather boldly, "if they are raised among
us?" "It goes against our laws." "It does not!" she retorted.
"In the days before, some among humankind walked together with our people
and painted the clan marks on their bodies. In this way, they became part of
the clans, and their blood and our blood mixed." "Yes! Yes!" cried the blood
knives triumphantly. 'And that turned the balance. You see what came of
it!" White Feather was burning with anger now.
She was as bright as the sun. "I will not listen to you!" she said in
a voice that carried like sunlight over the market square, where all commerce
had come to a stop. "I listened once, when the last of you still ruled us
in exile. What fools we were!" "You were fools to allow your blood
knives to die without training up those who could succeed them." "You know nothing, you who walked in
the shadows while we struggled, while the land died around us! Hu-ah! Hu-ah!
Let my words be pleasing to She-Who-Creates, who sustains us!" Now she could not be interrupted. "In those days as the land died and
we died, the blood knives still ruled. Many had already died because there was
not enough to eat. But in those days, when I was a child, there was a great
sickness and most of the remaining people died. Dogs feasted on corpses, for
there were none to prepare them for the death rites. Vultures grew fat on lean
flesh. Bones lay everywhere. And still we died. After this, we abandoned the
cities. The few of us who still lived scattered to the villages. There we lived
as the fields withered and the birds laid fewer and fewer eggs. The lakes dried
up, there were no more fish, and the rivers leaked away until they ran no more
than a trickle of water. And still we died. 'At last the remaining blood knives
decreed that in order to restore the balance and placate the angry gods we must
offer to the gods the thing we valued most. I was young then, a young woman
newly married. I had just given birth to my first child, a daughter. "The blood knives took her from me
and sacrificed her. They said I was young, I would have another, and that the
blood of this one would save us. "But my womb was parched. Like the
land, it was dying. I had no other child. They sacrificed the only one I bore,
and the sacrifice was for nothing. The land died because it was uprooted from
Earth through the magic of the human dogs. This reason, and no other. We died,
and we had no more children. Don't you see? The blood knives were wrong. And in
the end they died, too." She balanced the first child on her thin
hip and grasped the wrist of the older girl as well, drawing her close. "I
will take these two girls to replace the one I lost. They are mine, now. I
claim them, according to the law, as is my right. I will not let the blood
knives sacrifice any child of mine. Not again." The blood knives turned to Feather Cloak,
who had set her feet on the dusty earth of the marketplace. They said, "There must be a
sacrifice." "Two goats from that herd," she
said, "and captives of war, strong warriors. But not these children." The eldest leaned close, his breath sharp
with the smell of pepper, and he whispered, "You will regret this."
2 AT the Heart-of-the-World, peace seemed to
reign. In all the wide land that lay south of the great pyramid, called the
Mountain of the World's Beginning, the Lost Ones had come home and made
themselves busy in a hundred ways: building, sweeping, gossiping, mating,
planting, fishing, hunting, trading, digging, bathing, carving, plaiting,
weaving, grinding, sewing, minding the children, and all the rest besides. But in the council chamber of the exiles,
two brothers argued, while Feather Cloak and half a bundle of trusted
councillors watched. "How can you have managed so quickly,
in no more than half a year," Zuangua was saying, "to make the
priests so angry?" "You were always first to complain of
the power hoarded by the sky counters," said Eldest Uncle with a crooked
smile. "Yes, but I did so where they
couldn't hear me! Yet the Feather Cloak must go to the marketplace, and you do
not even counsel her in the proper way to observe the authority held by the
priests. Now their knives are raised against you! They make no secret of
it." "Have you come here only to scold
us?" asked Eldest Uncle. Feather Cloak sighed. The journey back
from the city on the lake had wearied her mostly because she could see what was
coming. She had hoped for a respite, but hard on her heels had come Zuangua
carrying a mantle-load of arrogant anger. She had refused to speak to him until
Eldest Uncle could be fetched from the watchtower on the border where he made
his home. Now, she listened as he shook his head impatiently at his twin
brother's words. "I came here to warn you! I speak up
for you exiles as much as I am able, because of what binds us, my heart and
your heart, but those of us who survived in the shadows have many
complaints!" "Complaints!" cried White
Feather. The others—Green Skirt, Skull Earrings,
and seven others, all of them from those who had endured exile together—echoed
her outrage. "How can you have complaints?"
asked Eldest Uncle in a milder tone, seeming half amused and half exasperated. Zuangua held up a fist, showing its back
to his aged brother. "One." He lifted the little
finger. "How have so many died? So many! We who walked beyond the White
Road to fight the Pale Dogs and protect our homeland were less than a quarter
of the people. Coming home, we discover we outnumber you twentyfold! How have
so many died? How has the land fallen empty in a span that is no more than your
life?" "A very few among us saw great grandchildren born," said
Eldest Uncle with the patience of the old. "That is a long time." He was not angry, although the accusation
was insulting. Even Feather Cloak, normally the most placid of souls, found
herself flushed, cheeks hot. She tucked her infant more tightly against her.
Those who had returned from the shadows could not possibly understand how
precious each child had become. Green Skirt held the other baby with the fond
attention of a besotted aunt, although the two women were not related by blood
ties. White Feather had her own children to care for; the toddler was sleeping
in a sling tied around the older woman's torso, and the girl was crouched by
the wall, arms hugging her knees, eyes closed, rocking slightly on her feet. "How long?" asked Zuangua.
"How many years?" "We could not count the round of
years accurately. We had no sun and no stars by which to measure the
calendar." Zuangua had brought with him a pair of
followers, a toughlooking woman wearing a fox mask and an older man with a
merchant's sash slung around his torso. Fox Mask stood with arms crossed and
feet braced aggressively. The merchant sat cross-legged and with a cold stare
examined Feather Cloak's council members as though he would have liked to spit
on each one. "Very well," he said grudgingly.
"It may be impossible to determine." "So have we told the sky counters,"
murmured Eldest Uncle. "Many times over. But it appears they do not
believe us." "So it does. That brings us to my
second point." Zuangua raised the next finger beside the little.
"What of the priests? No land can survive without order, for we see that it
did not. Yet how can it be that every one of the blood knives died?" None of the elders replied, and most
looked at the ground. White Feather's baby stirred, made restless by the
tension, and the infant Green Skirt was holding gave a single, flustered cry
before the old woman shushed her gently. This was a subject no one had ever spoken
of, even during exile. "I wait," said Zuangua. Eldest Uncle rubbed his chin. He did not
look at the others. "When the famine came, during the first generation,
and we died in great numbers, the blood knives offered us no solution, only
problems. And when the great sickness came, still they refused to change. They
could not count the measure of the sky in that place, but all they spoke of was
the way things used to be done. We worship the gods still, and properly, giving
of our own blood in tribute, but those who used the power of the blood knife to
keep themselves raised high above others are all gone. It is true. They are all
gone." The merchant coughed, for something in Eldest
Uncle's tone made everyone uncomfortable. Zuangua frowned. "It is difficult for
me to know which of those words I like least, and which I dislike most."
He still held up his hand, and now he raised the middle finger to stand beside
little and next. "Three. Two of the twenty clans have vanished from among
the exiles." 'And ten of the remaining clans number
less than five bundles in their lineage. Yes. We know how many we lost." "How can this be?" The merchant
slapped his own chest three times. "I am born into Rabbit Clan. Here in
the land I find no house to welcome me!" "There are others of the Rabbit Clan
among those who survived in the shadows," said Eldest Uncle, "or so I
am told." "How could you let the clans
die?" the man roared. Eldest Uncle smiled sadly. "How can
you know how it felt to watch the people die of hunger and thirst as the land
failed? To smell the stench of the sickness that afflicted us? To watch fathers
sing the death rites over their only child, and then fall themselves as their
strength failed? What do you know of bones left to bleach on the hillside?
Hu-ah! What could you have done better than what we did!" Age gave a man power. Eldest Uncle, as
well, was known as a sorcerer. He was a seeker after the grains of truth hidden
in the mantle thrown over the universe which most folk call the world, for what
most folk call the world is really only the things we can touch and smell and
taste and hear and see. "My apologies," said the
merchant. He set hands on knees and inclined his head, just a pinch, toward the
old man. "You must see how it appears to us, to wander in the shadows for
so long, watching the Pale Dogs swarm over the Earth we love. To return at last
to find our
homeland . . ."He wiped away a tear, and this show of emotion seemed so
unforced and genuine that Feather Cloak found her throat choked and her own
eyes filling. "It is a land of bones." "So it became," said Eldest
Uncle. "So many died. We struggled to stay alive." "I am not finished." Zuangua
raised his forefinger, and showed the back of his hand to his brother, to all
of them, open now except for the folded thumb. "Four. In the days I
remember, the Feathered Cloak rose from the high lineages marked out by the
gods from the heirs of Obsidian Snake, who led us over the seas." For the first time, he looked at Feather
Cloak directly. His regard distracted Feather Cloak for a moment, as it always
did. His features were attractive, his bronzed complexion a handsome shade. He
wore his long black hair unbound so its glossy fall would dazzle women's eyes.
Yet one might admire in this same fashion Cat Mask and other warriors she had
known all her life. There was this difference: Zuangua had the look of a
well-made sword already whetted in battle. Compared to him, the others had no
shine and no edge. His smile was a challenge. She lifted a
brow in response, refusing to be baited, not by his challenge and not by his
sexuality. Still, it did her no harm to let him see she found him handsome.
Some men, receiving women's regard, puffed up until their vanity made them
foolish. It would be interesting to see if Zuangua would succumb to that fault. "He believes me unworthy of the Eagle
Seat," she said without dropping her gaze, yet the words were directed not
at Zuangua but to Eldest Uncle and her faithful councillors. In Zuangua, doubt held no purchase, but
she recognized by the flicker of his eyes that he had not expected her to meet
his challenge. "Are you finished?" she asked
him. The infant stirred, smacking and searching, and without breaking her gaze
from his she helped it find the nipple. Its suck calmed her. He said nothing. "War will come soon," she
continued, still looking at Zuangua. "Today, it comes." "Have you seen this in a vision,
Feather Cloak?" asked Eldest Uncle. "I do not need sorcery to see what
stands right before my eyes. Choose now, councillors. I can argue one way, but
my voice will soon be drowned out." "Five," said Zuangua. Abruptly he broke the gaze, gestured to
his followers, and vanished up the tunnel leading to the entrance. "Five objections," commented
Green Skirt with the sardonic tone mastered only by women who have reached a
certain age. "Did he speak 'five'? And leave the words unsaid? Or were we
meant to understand him by his actions?" White Feather sighed as she rocked her
baby in her arms, the child fussing, getting hungry. "I do not remember
the days before, except in the stories told by the grandparents. Now it seems I
am sick of hearing about them. The land in exile is the one I know. Yet I am
glad we have come home." She patted the child's back, and it murmured baby
syllables, content to be held. The older girl had opened her eyes, gaze fixed
on the woman who was now her mother. "Everything has changed," said
Feather Cloak. "It must, and it will. But the qualities and objects we
valued in exile will not be valued here on Earth. As one strand straightens, so
twists the other. That is the way of the world." They nodded. Eldest Uncle regarded her
with a fond smile, Green Skirt with the savor of regret. White Feather wore an
exasperated frown and Skull Earrings looked tired, jowls drooping in the
fashion of men who have finally hit their decline. The others sighed and
murmured soft words meant to cheer her, but no one sounded cheerful. Above,
wind moaned through the hole, and roots stirred as dust danced in the
changeable light. "I have one more question," she
said as they looked at her. "What happened to the last of the blood
knives?" At first there was silence, a form of
speaking measured only by gazes shifting between them, words left unspoken. At
length White Feather's lips twitched in that flutter smile that suggested a
grim sort of laughter, or a laughing kind of anger, or maybe a joke. "We were very hungry," she said,
"so we ate them." 3 FIVE days only, hardly any time at all.
The horn was blown to summon a council at which Feather Cloak must preside. Kansi-a-lari entered the underground
chamber accompanied by bells and by Zuangua and a dozen of his adherents.
Behind them, remarkably, walked the joined forces of Cat Mask and Lizard Mask.
Many, warriors and craftsmen, female and male alike, walked in via the tunnel
to stand in the cavernous council grounds facing the Eagle Seat where Feather
Cloak presided. Blood knives huddled in clusters. More people waited outside
who had walked all the way from their scattered settlements and newly populated
towns. The cavern was jammed to bursting and could fit no more than those
standing shoulder to shoulder. All had, of course, left their weapons outside,
according to the law. All but one. Kansi-a-lari strode forward with a
stone-tipped spear in her right hand. She halted five paces from the Eagle
Seat, set the haft against the ground, and raised her left hand toward the
ceiling and the distant sky, visible through the jagged gap in the roof. Dust
motes painted the air with a red-gold haze. "Say what you have to say," said
Feather Cloak, repeating the ritual words. "I challenge your right to sit on the
Eagle Seat and preside over the councils of our people," said The
Impatient One. "In the past six turnings of the moon we have rested and
made offerings of our own blood. We have planted our fields. We have built and
repaired our houses. We have numbered our craftsmen and our warriors and made
an accounting of spears and swords. We must strike while humankind
struggles." "They outnumber us," said
Feather Cloak. "Yes! We must strike first, and
swiftly." "Just as you have done today." Kansi glanced back at Zuangua, who shook
his head, looking impatient and bored. "We have waited long enough,"
Kansi-a-lari said. "We have waited too long!" Like her uncle, The Impatient One
attracted the eye. Hers was the beauty of the jaguar, deadly and fascinating.
She prowled among men, and few had the strength of will to resist her. With
women, though, Kansi-a-lari behaved differently, knowing she could not sway
them with a hard stare or a provocative hand placed on her hip. She liked men
better, because she found them easier to control. "If we strike," Feather Cloak
asked, "to what purpose do our warriors fight and die?" "To test the strength of humankind. I
have sent scouts east and west. West is wasteland, but there is a great city
northeast of here that we may profitably strike. They are rebuilding. They will
not be ready for us." "So you have said, but what do you
intend?" "Kill those who resist. Bring worthy
captives home to offer to the gods. Fill our storehouses with their grain and
their treasures. Set in place a governor to rule their farmers and merchants.
That way their taxes will serve us, not our enemies." Feather Cloak waited while the assembly
discussed this proposition in low voices, among themselves, all the blood
knives who remind silent, as if they had already known what she was going to
say. In the cavern, no wind blew, and despite the cool weather it had gotten
stuffy. The great golden wheel of the assembly, resting behind her, remained
still. Only in the wind did it turn. In this way it represented the people:
each discrete emerald feather was visible at rest, but when in motion the many
individual parts blended to become one bright whole, indivisible to the eye's
sight. She sighed, seeing that she must speak
although she knew it would do no good. "So soon you will press past the
White Road? It is better to rebuild our own cities and till our own fields
until our feet are firmly planted in the roots of this Earth." Kansi-a-lari shrugged. "Human slaves
can plant and build for us. With their labor, we leave more of our own people
free to fight. So it was done in the days before." "In the days before," said
Feather Cloak, knowing her words clipped and short and irritated and knowing as
well that to show annoyance was to weaken her own argument, "we made
enemies who worked in concert to cast us out of Earth entirely! Have we learned
nothing from the past?" "Yes!" Kansi had that jaguar's
grin that made men wonder and sweat. "They hate us. They fear us. But we
have to learned to strike while they are weakened so they cannot attack us
again! It is time to leave the ways of exile behind and embrace what is ours,
this world we were sundered from for so long!" "No. It is too soon. Let the young
ones grow. Let us rebuild and make ourselves strong first." Kansi turned in a circle, marking each
person standing in the council chamber: the elders and the younger leaders, the
warriors and the craftsmen, those born in exile and those so recently returned
from the limbo of the shadows. The blood knives watched her hungrily. "I have walked among humankind, those who live in these days,
not the ones you remember from the past. I was born in exile, but I have not
waited in exile and lost my spirit and my anger." Eldest Uncle tugged on an ear, perhaps
only to hide his irritation with his only child. "Do you insult us, who have endured
exile with you?" demanded White Feather. "I say what I have to say. Listen! I
have seen that humankind cannot be trusted. Especially not those who call
themselves the mathematici. They are the ones who know the secret of the
crowns. They are the ones who could harm us again. Therefore: strike now! If
she who sits as Feather Cloak will not lead us, then I will." Among the warriors came a general stamping
of feet and pounding of spear butts on the ground, but Feather Cloak shushed
this rumble by raising a hand. White Feather stepped forward. They had
prepared for this. "I say what I have to say!"
White Feather displayed Feather Cloak's twin daughters, one in each arm. Their
black hair peeped out of the striped cloth wrapped around those plump baby
bodies. The little ones were alert, watchful, quiet. "Those of you who
walked in the shadows do not truly understand what became of this land in
exile. We endured a great drought. Of water. Of life. We died! The
carcasses of our mothers and aunts and fathers and uncles littered the land
because none had the strength to send them to the gods!" She swept her gaze around the chamber,
challenging any to interrupt her. None did. "Know this! Feather Cloak bore
a son and now twin daughters, although most of our people became barren. Even
The Impatient One had to couple with a man born of humankind in order to
conceive a son!" "Done at the urging of the
council!" cried Cat Mask, out of turn. "Not out of lust for
power!" "Do not throw sharp words at me,
young one!" said White Feather. She was old enough to be his aunt, and he
frowned, head twitching sideways just once, as he suppressed his annoyance.
"We must not ignore how powerful Feather Cloak's magic is, that she
retained her fertility when the rest of us ran dry. There is wisdom in choosing
as leaders those who seek life, not death." She stepped one pace back.
"I am done speaking." Kansi-a-lari smiled. Feather Cloak felt a cold current in her
blood as at ice released into a summer stream. That was a predator's smile,
having seen that its prey is now cornered. "I have no argument against White
Feather. Feather Cloak's magic and power served us well in exile. But we do not stand in
exile any longer. I say what I have to say: I have walked in both worlds.
Humankind is a threat. They outnumber us. We must move swiftly or be overrun.
Our sorcery is stronger than theirs. I battled their strongest warrior, and I
defeated him because I possess magic and he had only brute force. Our scouts
suggest there is great destruction in their land. If they are in disorder,
leaderless, and struggling to rebuild, even to survive, then now is our best
chance. We may not get another." Feather Cloak stood. The heavy feather
cloak fastened over her shoulders spilled around her body, whispering in the
tones of conspirators. She had regained her physical strength since the birth
of her daughters, but as she faced her rival she knew that The Impatient One
had chosen the right time to attack. Her resolve still suffered. She had not
yet adjusted to what it meant to be home, on Earth, a place she knew only in
story. She raised both palms. The assembly stilled,
not even a foot shifting on dirt, not even a hand scratching an arm. She still
had that power. "Let it be put to the vote," she
said coolly. "Let each household delegate a speaker to cast their stone
into the black basket or the white, as the gods decreed at the beginning of
time. The assembly will meet on an auspicious day as chosen by the blood
knives, at the Heart-of-the-World's-Beginning. I have spoken." 4 ANNA tasted dry grass as they rode through
an archway of light into dawn. Chaff coated her moist lips. A smear of red lit
hills and she stared, wondering what that light might signify. "The sun!" murmured scarred
John, who rode ahead of her. As her ears cleared, popping, she heard the other
soldiers exclaiming at their first glimpse of the sun in months. Above, clouds
obscured the night sky, but the eastern dawn rose with a startling glow as
though the far hills were on fire. Blessing snorted and, kicking, came awake.
"Put me down!" Anna twisted. "Your Highness! I pray
you! Keep still. Your Highness! I am with you." "Don't fight," said the one
called Frigo, getting hold of the girl's ear and pinching. She shrieked, a sound that ought to have
woken the dead and certainly made every man there clap a hand over an ear as
she sucked in air to shriek again. Without the slightest expression of anger or
pleasure, Frigo tweaked her ear a little farther and she subsided into coughing
and mewling. He let go, and she stayed quiet. The archway of light sprayed fountains of
sparks as Lord Hugh strode out of the circle of stones. Twilight shrouded him,
but it was lightening quickly. He counted his party, nine soldiers and two
prisoners, before turning to survey the crown. It had ten stones standing in
eerily perfect order, as if recently raised. "Where are we, my lord?" asked
Frigo as Blessing sucked on her little finger and stared at Hugh with a look
meant to slay. 'According to my map, we are many days
east and somewhat north of Darre, but south of the latitude of Novomo." He
consulted his memory; Anna could tell by the way his gaze went vacant as though
he were looking at something inside himself. " 'Four leagues beyond
Siliga, eleven stones.' " He marked each stone and gestured toward a
vast tangle of bramble that lay a stone's toss east of the circle just where
the hillside had collapsed. Beyond, the land sloped down into a coastal plain.
Anna thought she could see water to the south beyond a desiccated landscape of
pale grass and stands of paler bush, which were almost white, like stalks of
slender finger bones. "There must be a stone there,"
Hugh said. Scarred John dismounted to investigate.
The presbyter lifted the golden disk. He fussed with it, moving one circle on
top of another, turned a crooked bar on the back, sighted toward the eastern horizon,
read—lips moving—from the back, then shook his head. After this, he fished in
the pack he wore, withdrew a square of waxed canvas, wrapped the disk up
inside, and returned it to the pouch. 'Are we lost, my lord?" asked Frigo. "I hope so," muttered Blessing. "My lord! There is a stone under
these brambles!" shouted John, withdrawing his spear from the mass of
vines and thorns. "We are not lost," said Hugh.
"We are exactly where I hoped to be. I only wish to know what day.
According to my earlier calculations we should have lost three days in the passage. Yet I can't
be sure. So be it. From here we ride east." They nodded. "Where are we going?" Blessing
demanded. Hugh looked at her, nothing more. Anna
shivered, not liking the weight of his gaze. He was capable of anything.
Blessing hadn't seen Elene murdered. Better, for now, not to mention it to the
girl. It was hard to know how Blessing would react. "Let me be precise," Hugh
continued, catching each man's gaze to make sure he had their attention.
"We will be pursued." "My lord," said John, "if
we've come so far as you say, how can any catch up to us?" "I do not fear human pursuit."
Hugh smiled patiently, as though he had heard this question a hundred times and
would happily answer it a hundred more times without losing his temper. His
amiable demeanor was what scared Anna most about him. "When the alarm is
raised, you must retreat immediately within the circle. I cannot protect those
who remain outside." He nodded to one of the other men, a sturdy fellow
with broad shoulders and spatulate hands. "It is then that we rely on you,
Theodore. We have but one arrow for each man in the party." Theodore nodded. "Eleven in all, like
the stones, my lord." "But there are twelve of us!"
said Anna. Hugh's gaze was like ice, yet his smile
remained. "You are expendable, Anna. If you are marked, then you will be
killed. You must hope that Antonia does not think of you at all when she sends
her pursuers." His gaze moved away from her. She was not, she saw,
important enough to linger on. The red dazzle of dawn faded as the sun moved up
into the sky, not visible as a disk but seen as a bluish glow behind a
blanketing haze. "Theodore? Do you understand your
part?" "I do, my lord," said the man
stoutly. "I will not fail you." "No," he said, with a nod that
made the archer sit up straighter. "I believe you shall not." Beyond the standing stones lay a village,
a substantial settlement with a score of roofs surrounded by a livestock
palisade and a ditch. No guard manned the watchtower now. They rode across the
earthen bridge that spanned the ditch and pulled up before closed gates. Theodore shouted a few times, but there
was no answer. The silence made Anna nervous. The horses flattened ears and shifted
anxiously. She did not hear anything except the wind, not even a dog's bark.
Finally, scarred John volunteered to get inside. He dismounted and offered his
reins to Liudbold, then tested the gate. It was, indeed, barred from inside. He
tested the palisade, moved off around until he found a listing post that
offered a place to fix rope. Soon he clambered up the side with bare feet
braced against wood and hands advancing up the joined rope. They watched him
keenly. His soft grunts were audible because it was so deathly quiet. Once, a
few oddly shaped fields had been tended by farmers. There was a vineyard and a
stand of twoscore olive trees scattered along a nearby slope. The road east cut
up into a defile, quickly lost to view. From here they could not see the
coastal plain. John reached the top and balanced himself
there on his belly as he scanned the village. His mouth opened. He jerked, as
at a blow, and slipped backward. Anna shrieked, thinking he would fall, but he
caught himself awkwardly and hand over hand rappelled down, hitched the rope
off with a flip and a yank, and ran back. He didn't reach them before he bent
to one knee and retched, although he hadn't much in his stomach to cough up. "Move the men back, Captain,"
said Hugh to Frigo. He took the reins from Liudbold and waited while the rest
turned their horses and moved off. "Plague," said John when he came
over with Lord Hugh. "Got the dogs, too, them that had eaten the dead folk
left lying in the street. Good thing that gate is closed." "We must be cautious," said
Hugh. "Let's leave this blighted place. Frigo, set your scouts. We can't
be sure we won't stumble across bandits. We've few enough in our party that a
smaller group taking us unaware could do great damage." "Yes, my lord." They rode east through a land so dry that
the vegetation snapped under the hooves of their horses. There was little grass
for grazing. The grain went faster, obviously, than Lord Hugh had planned, so
he adjusted the rations. Where they passed the remains of juniper or olive
groves all the trees had been felled in the same direction, shattered by wind.
Of spring greens she saw only thistle and creeping vine. This was rugged country, the kind of
scrub-infested land that in Wendar would have been left to the shepherds as
summer pasture. Along their path they passed three more silent villages before
midday. Once, folk had lived and traded here. Anna wondered if they had all
died or if some had escaped. She imagined children herding goats and sheep
along those slopes. She imagined women walking to market with babies bundled on
their backs and wheelbarrows heaped with onions and parsnips, or whatever
strange food folk ate in these parts. Nothing tasty, she supposed. It was so quiet, as though death had eaten
the world and moved on, leaving only the stones and the empty buildings and the
whitened grass. Now and again as they rode along a narrow passage with ridges
rising steep on both sides, she imagined that refugees peered at her from the
rocks above, but in truth she felt nothing. She felt that even the animals had
fled, that nothing lived here anymore and that the clouds would never part and
only dust would be her companion evermore. Certainly, her tongue was sticky
with dirt, but she didn't dare ask for more water. Therefore it was a surprise
to her when scarred John came riding back from forward scout with the news that
he had sighted a column of armed riders. "Fourscore at least, my lord,"
he reported. "Not Aostan, by the look of them." 'Are these the ones you've been expecting
to meet?" asked Captain Frigo. Blessing sat behind him, wrists tied,
fingers gripping the back of his saddle. She tried to get a look around him, as
if hoping to see a saint come to rescue her. "It's hard to say without a look at
them," said Hugh. He nodded at John. "There's an abandoned village ahead,
my lord. If we hide there, we might see them pass by without being seen
ourselves." "Is there no other cover?" Hugh
asked. "I'd rather not ride in haste into a village that might be
harboring the plague." "Forest up along the hills,"
said Theodore, who had been riding inland for part of the morning and only
recently returned, "but the trees are downed, just as we've seen
everywhere else." "Some rocks," said John,
"this side of the village. Very rugged. As like to cut your hands as give
you shelter. But enough to hide our party and give a little defensive
protection. They're within view of the road." "We'll go there. Hasten." "They'll see our tracks," said
Frigo. "Drag sticks behind us, if you must,
but we've little choice as we're badly outnumbered. We've ridden single file
thus far. We must hope they believe us only a pair or three of riders." Soon they saw the thread of dust rising
far to the east that marked the passage of many mounted men. From her position
in the middle of their group, it was difficult for Anna to tell how much of a
flag they themselves raised. She had her own horse now, a stolid creature that
moved along with the herd sniffing bottoms now and again but otherwise lacking
curiosity and initiative. Not the kind of horse to escape on, even if she had
anywhere to go and food and drink to run with. Even if she might hope for shelter
from an unknown band of soldiers. The rock formation erupted out of the
ground in the midst of dry plain. The sloping ground hid the village from
sight, but scarred John assured them it was right over the crest, situated to
have a commanding view of the road, which was the main east-west thoroughfare
in this region. The red-brown rock spilled down the slope in a series of ragged
ribbons, pooling into hummocks high enough to hide horses and men. Once they
crossed into the formation, they had to move carefully on the rock. Two men cut
their hands. One of the horses got a gash on his right foreleg. The rock was
striated and quite rugged, oddly warm to the touch despite the lack of direct
sunlight. It seemed freshly deposited, but naturally that was impossible. Theodore trotted out to the road to survey
the rocks and after a few minutes jogged back to say that they were well
hidden. Two men had gone out on foot with sticks to brush away their tracks.
The rest drank sips of warm, sour ale as they waited. No one spoke. "Gag the girl," said Lord Hugh
suddenly. Blessing did not struggle as Frigo tied a linen cloth over her mouth
and hobbled her ankles as a secondary precaution. Hugh examined Anna as well,
then nodded, and the captain got another cloth and another rope. Blessing
watched, gaze burning, as Anna was gagged. The cloth bit into the corners of
Anna's mouth and she choked, then steadied her breathing. He hooked her hands
up into the small of her back and made a knot, something easy for him to get
her out of should they have to move quickly. After that, he ignored her. She sat down, but the rock cut into her
buttocks, so she stood up again, wishing for sturdier shoes. The captain
fingered his sword's hilt. Certain of the soldiers soothed the more restive
horses. Hugh climbed up beside scarred John to a ledge that allowed them a view
over the landscape. He bent his head as if praying. They waited. After a while, the pair of
soldiers returned and squatted down with the rest, wiping sweat from their
foreheads. A spiderweb
trembled between two spines of rock. In a shadowed crevice, moss flourished
where moist, hot air steamed up from a crack in the ground, stinking of rotten
eggs. The wind caught up puffs of dust at
intervals but died as quickly. A brown seam appeared in the eastward sky above
the rocks. Hugh's shoulders grew taut; he bent forward and pointed at a sight
Anna could not see. Other men stationed in clefts and crevices within the
fountain of rock saw it as well, and made gestures each to the other. Theodore
set an arrow to his string. Frigo handed Blessing's leash to Liudbold
and climbed up to crouch beside Lord Hugh. Anna edged forward to listen. "That's a general's banner,"
muttered scarred John. "What's such a lord doing with a century of men riding
into Aosta?" "So it's true," said Hugh.
'Adelheid hopes to make an Arethousan marriage for Princess Mathilda. Why else
would an Arethousan lord general ride into his enemy's lands in times such as
these and with no greater force than that, if not to negotiate an
alliance?" "Hand her own daughter over to them?"
Captain Frigo spat. "Their mothers are sows and their fathers
asses." "So it is said. But alliance with the
north is closed to her, or so she believes. Her country is devastated. I know
not how Arethousa fares. It would be a pragmatic decision." "But Arethousans, my
lord!" continued Frigo. "Do not despair, Captain. Perhaps
they mean to hand over a young princeling to Adelheid who can then be
Mathilda's consort. Who is bold, and who is desperate?" "They can't be trusted. They don't
even believe in the true faith!" He hesitated. "But perhaps you know
otherwise. Are these the ones we have ridden here to meet?" Anna yawned, stretching her face, trying
to ease the cloth jammed into her mouth. Frigo hadn't hobbled her. If she ran,
would the lord general's party give her shelter? Or would Theodore plant an
arrow in her back before she could reach them? Did she want to return to Queen Adelheid?
And how did they know Lord Hugh was right? The Arethousans might be going
anywhere or just on a scouting expedition. They might be riding west to kill
any foreigner they stumbled across. "Look," said scarred John with a
grunted laugh. "The one in the gold tabard. He's got but the one eye. Can
you see it? Bet some Aostan captain got a taste of him!" His companions sniggered. "How can you tell, John?"
demanded Theodore. "He's too far to see his eyes." "Just 'cause I'm not blind like you!
And you, the archer!" "Quiet, now." Hugh lifted a hand
as a signal to the men behind him. "Let them pass." "What do you make of it, my
lord?" asked Frigo. "What if they see our tracks?" Hugh gave no reply. He was murmuring under
his breath. A strange, sharp scent soaked the air, making Anna want to sneeze.
A wind came up out of nowhere, blowing dust across the plain, obscuring the
view. Hugh's men covered their faces with cloth. Grit stung Anna's skin, but all
she could do was turn her face away and shut her eyes. At length, the wind died as suddenly as it
had come. They rose and shook dust out of the creases and crevices of their
clothing, unbound their captives, and moved on. The rest of the troop set their
faces forward, but Lord Hugh continually looked back, watching and listening,
as if he expected a storm to sweep down on them out of the west. 5 IN the days before, less than four
generations ago according to the estimate of the exiles but over two thousand
seven hundred turnings of the year measured by the calendar of Earth, the first
city built by those who sailed out of the west rested atop the
Heart-of-the-World's-Beginning. This was a vast and sacred cavern whose
mysteries could not be plumbed except by the gods' acolytes, the sky counters,
who were also known as the blood knives. In the earliest times, so legend said,
a plaza adorned with serpent-masked sculpted heads marked this holy chamber.
Later a pyramid rose in a series of incarnations on the central plaza,
dedicated to She-Who-Creates, who alone understands the secret heart of the
universe. The city grew out from this hub by means
of two broad avenues. The Sun's Avenue woke to the east and lay down to sleep
in the west, anchored at either end by a temple dedicated to He-Who-Burns in
his rising and setting aspects. A second great avenue bisected the Sun's
Avenue, this one along the north-south axis dedicated to
She-Who-Will-Not-Have-A-Husband. By this means the avenues divided the city
into quarters, according to the instructions of the most ancient elders who had
undertaken to construct the city in obedience to the dictates of the gods. So it had been, until the day the great
weaving had severed the city, cut it as with a knife in a line that ran right
through the huge pyramid sacred to She-Who-Creates. Now, at dawn, Feather Cloak
ascended the staircase of the great pyramid and halted about a quarter of the
way up on a wide terrace. Here rested a pair of stone benches, shaded by
recently built thatch shelters, and from this isolated way station she surveyed
the city and the crowd. The Impatient One climbed the steps behind her and took
her place on the other bench. They did not speak. It was possible from the height to see
clearly the gash that separated what had been exiled from what had never left
Earth. Brilliantly painted serpent masks flanked
the steep stairs. Below, color flooded the long stretches of wall demarcating
the plazas that lined the south and east avenues. As was the custom, murals
covered every wall to remind the people of their ancient lineages: black
eagles, golden phoenix, red serpents clutching arrows in their jaws, howling
red dogs, white spider women with their wisdom nets, hawks and lynx and tawny
spotted cats. Lizards and rabbits and the graceful, deadly jaguar, and all the
others besides. Yet on the northwestern side, as sharp as
any line drawn in sand, lay that portion of the city that had been left behind
in the wake of the great weaving. It was a city of bones, stone scoured to
gray, roofs lost to time and wind and rain, the open shells of buildings, and
grains of sand coating the ancient roadway. The contrast disoriented her each
time she tried to view the whole. It was impossible for the gaze to flash from
ancient past to vibrant present so quickly, just as it is impossible to see a
crone standing beside her own child self. It was strange to think that, just as she
stood between peak and base, she also balanced between the ancient past and the
unexpected present. Below, as many of her people as could make the journey had
gathered in the plaza. They were a multitude without number: twenty multiplied
by twenty, and by twenty yet again and once more. She had lived all her life in a dry and
dusty world, sparsely inhabited with a dry and dusty people, thin, weary, and
withered. But the exiles made up no more than one in twenty of the multitude
below. So many had returned out of the interstices of time, still plump and
fiery, inflamed with anger at an ancient war she knew only from Eldest Uncle's
stories and those of her old grandparents and great-aunts and -uncles, now
dead. Their fury was palpable, like the buzzing of bees, something felt in the
air, through the stone, and in the motion of bodies gesticulating and swaying
or standing in rigid stillness. They had walked in the shadows for fifty-two
passages of fifty-two years, caught betwixt and between, neither living
creature nor yet a ghost. They had not forgiven, and why should they? They lacked the calm-minded clarity that
allowed folk to make good decisions, she knew this, yet it still heartened her
to see her people whole and living and strong. There were so many children,
squirming and giggling and wiggling, held up to watch as the ceremony began. The blood knives sang down the gods to
witness, according to the law. Elders chosen from the clans, including Eldest
Uncle, came forward to oversee that stones were cast fairly, and none cast
twice. In lots of five, the household leaders came forward to cast their
household's vote in the black baskets or in the white. Black represented the dark face of
She-Who-Will-Not-Have-A-Husband. In this way, she turned her back on her
petitioners. White represented her bright face, and in truth her regard was
nothing to be hoped for. If the white baskets ran full, then Kansi-a-lari's
petition would be granted and the Eagle Seat and the feather cloak would pass
to a new leader. So came warriors wearing the mask of their
lineage: a hawk, a lizard, a spotted cat, a long-snouted tepesquintli. Others
were craftsmen with a feather headdress or short mantle or sash displaying
their mastery at leatherwork or obsidian-knapping, weaving or paper making or
carving, ceramics or surveying or mural painting or incense grinding. Farming
households voted, as did the scribes who served the gods and the merchants who
kept the blood of trade moving between towns. All those who tended to the life
of the people had a voice, as the gods intended, but only one could lead—else
chaos would reign as it had in the days of legend before the gods ordered all
things to foster peace among the tribes. It had not been so, not exactly like this,
in the days before exile. According to Eldest Uncle, the priests who wielded
the blood knives had
in those days wielded more power than they ought, and it seemed that their time
in the shadows had not changed their outlook. They were not bold enough to tear
the cloak off her shoulders, but it was obvious they had only been biding their
time. The day lengthened, although the sun never
grew hard and bright as it was said to have done in the days before. It was
traditional to fast, although she could drink sap wine and spring water. The stone reaches of the northern avenue
and a segment of the western road remained for the most part deserted. No one
wanted to walk where the hand of time lay starkly, just as no person wished to
sleep beside the skeletons of her forebears. Better they be sealed away behind
the brilliant paint of life. Wind teased along the deserted avenue, moaning
faintly in the stones, causing a thin veil of grit to rise and, then, settle.
The wind spread among the assembly. It rippled through feathers, tugged at the
ends of capes and tunics, and tangled in children's unruly hair. She tasted the sour burned smell of the
lands to the northwest where molten fire had destroyed a wide swathe of land
and everything that lived there. Through this wasteland their enemies would
have to ride to reach them; through this wasteland their soldiers would have to
journey to strike humankind. The country itself shielded them, or caged them.
Marching straight inland, it was as yet impassable, and it was barely
manageable going right along the shore. The voting lasted all day and through the
night, lit by torchlight. Her legs ached. At intervals she sat. On occasion she
dozed. Dawn blossomed, a new day. In the days
before, the ceremony had normally lasted three days, but by midmorning the
presiding elders raised their staffs to declare the vote finished. Twenty baskets had been set out for each
color, and now the contents of all must be consolidated into a few and any
stray stones of the wrong color removed. She knew what the outcome would be,
but she waited along with everyone else. Close by the steps she saw Rain, the
artisan who had fathered her twin daughters although not her son. He was a
slender man, not at all impressive in the width of his shoulders; he had no
belligerent lift to his chin. He had trained with weapons as all children must
but followed a different path, and if one had clear sight one might see the
humor that twisted up his lips and the intensity of intelligence in his gaze
and the wiry strength of his arms and the clever skill in his hands. He was
holding one of the infants, lashed in a sling against his body. From this distance she
could not, in fact, tell which one it was, the elder or the younger, and she
could not recall who had the other child. Any one of ten or twenty aunts or
uncles might have claimed the precious bundle. In the six moons since their
birth, she thought it possible that they had never once been set down. Rain was speaking to one of the refugees,
the newcomers, as she thought of them, although they were so old that across
the duration of their shadowy exile the stones of the city had been scoured
clean of the bright murals that gave the city its vigor. For an instant, seeing
it was a young woman, a mask warrior, she felt the sting of jealousy. Then he
happened to look up at her and, seeing her head turned his way, made a gesture
with his free hand to show he was with her in spirit. The young woman turned
and addressed a remark to a person who had up to this time been hidden behind a
cluster of onlookers, and she saw it was her son. He was an upright boy,
respectful and clever, but one look at his face told her that it was he who
had a hankering to speak to this mysterious newcomer. He smiled and flirted in
the manner of youths caught in a fever they did not yet understand and were not
quite yet old enough to act on. He was growing up. In this matter, at
least, the world did not change. She looked sideways, at last, to examine
her rival. The Impatient One had her eyes closed, but her right foot tapped the
stone to a brisk rhythm, like a racing heart. The baskets were dragged out and set on
the lowest step of the pyramid. Three baskets held white stones close to the
brim with a fourth for the overflow. Only one black basket was lifted out, and
it was not even half full. No announcement was made. They all knew,
even those who had, despite everything, cast their vote for her rule, that had
sufficed for a rule in exile, but sufficed no more. The Impatient One opened her eyes and
lifted a hand to point toward the height of the pyramid. Feather Cloak pressed
the back of her hand to her forehead, for strength, and without replying began
the ascent. It was an exhausting climb. The steps were
narrow, and the risers high, and when the platform that crowned the height
opened at last before them she was dizzied. Clouds piled into stormy risers to
the east. She thought she heard the growl of thunder, but it faded. The
Impatient One, with a frown and a lift of the elbow, waited for her to begin
the ritual. First, the circuit of the platform, paced
west to north to east to south. She wept to see the city laid whole around her,
so long desired and now fulfilled. On the western face of the pyramid
the lower stairs had crumbled away into a dangerous slope of loose shards and
the weathered, broken remains of what once were stairs. It was possible to
actually see the ragged joining where new met old, but it was disorienting. She
felt she might fall and fall, tumbling down the slope into the forgotten past
now yanked unexpectedly into line with the present. Farther down, at the northwestern corner
along the base, lay a field of impressive rubble jamming what had once been the
sacred entrance to the Heart-of-the-Universe, the cavern beneath the temple. She licked away a tear from the corner of
her mouth as she returned from her circuit and walked to the center. She halted
beside the blood stone and removed from the hem of the feather cloak a pair of
sap cactus spines. One she handed to Kansi-a-lari. "Will you cease work on the
rockfall?" she asked the other woman. "If we could unearth the
entrance to the Heart-of-the-Universe ..." The Impatient One wiped sweat from the
back of her neck. "Then what? Will the gods blast our enemies? Will the
earth open up and swallow them? Will we gain the ability to see what they are
doing without them knowing, or to move faster than they can move themselves
between their weaving crowns?" "Respect the gods," said Feather
Cloak, shocked at such talk even from The Impatient One. "We have
survived, and suffered. Let us seek peace, not confrontation." 'As you did, with the blood knives?"
mocked the Impatient One. "Do you think they are your allies?
Do you think you can control them?" The Impatient One smiled cruelly.
"Blood will sate them." She stuck out her tongue and held its tip
with thumb and two fingers. Raising the spine, she touched its pointed end to
the pink flesh. Feather Cloak sighed. "With this
blood," she said, "I let authority pass from my hand into the hand of
the one who is chosen." She settled down cross-legged on the blood
stone, leaning over the shallow basin that marked its center. She held her own
tongue and pierced it smoothly. The pain flashed like fire, and it throbbed,
but sharp red blood dropped into the basin made by the blood stone. Kansi-a-lari did the same. Where blood
melded and mixed, it smoked, bubbling for the space of one breath before it
dissipated into the air with a scent so acrid that both sneezed. "With this blood, I accept authority
into my hands from the one who came before." Kansi held out her hands, palms up, and
waited. At least she did not gloat, but she was, obviously, restraining her
impatience with the leisurely pace of the ritual. She wanted to get on with it,
get moving, make decisions, push forward. The time for careful steps is done. The world she knew and understood was
passing out of her hands. Fled, like a kiss stolen from a man who doesn't
really want you. The headdress. The rustling cloak. The
spines. All these were transferred. These sigils of the authority released her,
and she was only what she had been before, called Secha by her family and named
The-One-Who-Looks-Hard-at-the-Heart as a child for her habit of staring at her
playmates with a level gaze when she found their antics distasteful or
mean-spirited. She-Who-Sits-in-the-Eagle-Seat rose, hands
raised heavenward to show her palms to the sight of the gods, who through the
hands can see into the heart. She might stand at the height of the temple
dedicated to She-Who-Creates for a day or a year, waiting for the gods to speak
to her, although Secha doubted that The Impatient One could stand still for
more than twenty breaths. And indeed, not twenty breaths later,
Feather Cloak grunted, wiped away the sweat beading her forehead, and set off
to descend the steps. In that moment of solitude granted her,
Secha touched chin and forehead to acknowledge the gods. The sky had lightened.
The clouds shone like the underside of a pearl, and she glimpsed the shimmering
disk of the sun high above and tasted its heat on her bloody tongue and in the
sticky hot dust kicked up by the feet of the multitude below. At length she stood and followed Feather
Cloak down the steep stairs. Feather Cloak was met on the lower terrace
by a swarm of people who wore emblems of rank not seen in Secha's lifetime: the
marks of high lineage, of privilege, of priestly sanction and a warrior's
prestige. Sashes; a blood knife banner; a beaded neckpiece; bright feather
headdresses; long, clay-red mantles; gauntlets of precious shells strung
together on a net. Secha passed around them like a shadow,
forgotten and unseen. She was free, although the wound in her
tongue burned and the taste of blood reminded her of the sharpness of defeat.
No weight bowed her shoulders. She was only herself now, a woman with certain
skills who must find her way in the new world whose landscape was still
unexplored. The exiles and the ones who had walked in the shadows must build
together. It would not be easy. XVI A TEMPTING OFFER
1 "ARE you sure he is dead?" asked
Adelheid. "There is no escape from the
galla." "Are you sure?" When Antonia thought about Hugh of Austra,
her gut burned and her heart hammered, and she had to murmur psalms until she
calmed herself. "They are not mortal creatures, as we are. They desire
only a return to the pit out of which they sprang. They will pursue those whose
names they carry because when that soul is extinguished, the bond that binds
them to Earth is broken." "The world is a large place!" "They do not seek as would a human
scout. If he walks on Earth, they will find him by other means than the five
senses. Had he vanished out of this plane of existence, they would return to me
seeking release. Only I, or the death of that soul, can release them. They did
not. Thus, he must be dead." She and Adelheid walked through the
enclosed garden beside the clematis. A few brave flowers budded among the
leaves, but none had opened. Like her anger, they remained closed tight,
waiting for more auspicious weather. "What if he has a defense against
them?" Adelheid worried at it, as a dog keeps chewing a bone long since
shed of all its flecks of tasty fat and flesh. "Prince Sanglant did, with
griffin feathers." "Prince Sanglant is in the north. He
is Hugh's sworn enemy. Think you Sanglant gave the man he most despises a dozen
griffin feathers as a precaution?" "Hugh might have stolen such
feathers. He said he was at the Wendish court before he was exiled." "It might be true he was at the
Wendish court. Or he might have lied to us. Perhaps you believe Hugh stole
Princess Blessing to return her to her father in exchange for peace between
them? Or that the old Eagle is the one who murdered Lady Elene?" "He was covered in her blood. And
caught in the stables, trying to saddle a horse and make his escape." "A crude ploy on Lord Hugh's part, I imagine, to distract us.
The old man has no reason to murder the girl." "Why would Lord Hugh want her
dead?" "She is his rival. She was educated
by a formidable mathematicus." "Then why not kill the old man at the
same time?" "He knows nothing important. Anne
said so. His skills are trifles compared to what the rest knew. He is no
threat." "Yet you had him returned to the
dungeon, in chains. If we do not mean to kill him, and if he is no threat, then
why not let him bide in the tower with Lord Berthold?" 'As Berthold has requested? No, I think
not. The soldiers hate him, believing he murdered the young lady. They would
believe themselves ill used if he did not suffer. In any case, it serves me to
keep him in chains. I still have a use for him." Adelheid shook her head, her face pale as she
pinched tiny buds off a branch with nervous anger. "These are wheels
within wheels, like a toy from Arethousa. Easily broken. Difficult to fix. How
can you be sure that Hugh is dead?" Adelheid feared Hugh! That was the root of
her displeasure. "Do not despair, Your Majesty,"
said Antonia in a soothing tone. "Once the galla swarm, a man possessing
griffin feathers must move quickly to save himself. To save all of his troop
would be beyond his capacity. There is no way to shield oneself from their
power, there is no ancient spell of warding. It is impossible—unlikely—nay, it
is impossible." "You cannot be sure! And the child,
too! If she is dead, then Mathilda has no rivals in the second
generation. I should have slit her throat myself. Now I will never know if she
perished." Almost, Antonia lost her temper, but
fortunately soldiers appeared under the archway that led into the palace. "Your Majesty! Holy Mother!" Captain Falco hurried forward, and
Adelheid paused beside the mosaic floor. He knelt before her. The queen touched a finger to her own
lips, hissed a breath, and spoke. "What news, Captain?" "Your Majesty," he said, for he
always put Adelheid first, although it was wrong of him to do so. Afterward, he
inclined his head toward Antonia. "Holy Mother. When we searched more
carefully, we found where they had left the road." "Did they go to the crown?"
Antonia asked. "It's true there was some disturbance
by that path, but it appears they decided not to go that way." "Because of the clouds, they could
not weave," said Antonia. "God stymied them." "Go on," said Adelheid
impatiently. "What did you find?" "Two days' ride down the road we
found where they scattered into the woodland. They must have been fleeing
from—" He broke off, and glanced nervously at Antonia; it was good that he
feared her. "We brought the remains back in wagons, Your Majesty, although
I admit we found no stray horses living or dead." "What manner of remains?"
Antonia asked. "A tumble of bone, hard to sort out because cast here and
there along the ground and amid bushes. We found twelve skulls. Two of them
were somewhat smaller than the rest. Belt buckles, metal bits, such things.
This as well, among the bones." He offered her a silver brooch molded in
the shape of a panther grappling with a hapless antelope. 'Austra's sigil," said Antonia. "He was wearing that when he
arrived," said Adelheid breathlessly. Her cheeks became red as she took
the brooch from the captain and weighed it in her palm. "Still, why ride
south? Why not ride north?" "He claimed to have been exiled from
Wendar," said Antonia. "So he could not hope to find refuge there.
Yet I, too, wonder what they hoped to find in the south." "Twelve skulls," mused Adelheid,
"but thirteen went missing." She gave Antonia such a look, but Antonia
refused to be drawn. There had been no reason to raise a galla to pursue
Heribert. "I left men behind to continue
searching, Your Majesty," said the captain, "knowing you would wish
to account for everyone." "What if it was Hugh who
survived?" Adelheid asked, still studying the brooch. "How can we
know? Bones do not speak." "Do you wish Lord Hugh dead? Or
alive? Your Majesty." It was said sharply, but Antonia had tired of this
conversation which they had repeated a dozen times since the morning four days
ago when they had woken to find Lady Elene murdered, and Hugh, Princess
Blessing, and Brother Heribert vanished together with nine soldiers including
one of Adelheid's loyal captains. "I wish Henry still lived," said
Adelheid. She wiped an eye as though it stung. "He was a good man. None
better." She sank down on the stone bench and
rested her elbow on her knee and her forehead on her palm, the very image of a
woman mourning a lost lover. Her gaze strayed over the ancient mosaic, and her
eyes glittered, washed with tears. "So it went in the old story,"
she said, indicating the mosaic on which Antonia stood. The man was draped only
in a length of cloth that did a poor job of covering his shapely body. The
huntress' hair was as dark as Adelheid's, braided and looped atop her head in
the antique style, common to Dariyans and depicted in mosaics, painted walls
and vases, and sculpture. She had a bold nose and black mica eyes and the
faintest memory of Prince Sanglant in tawny features. "1 do not know the story," said Antonia impatiently,
"nor am I sure I wish to know it." Adelheid raised a startled face to look at
her. "Surely you must know it! It is the first tale I was told as a
child." "The story of the blessed
Daisan?" The Aostans were tainted by their past, as
everyone knew. Despite the loving and firm hand of God directing them to all
that is right and proper, they persisted in remembering and exalting the
indecent tales of ancient days. "The story of Helen. When she was
shipwrecked on the shores of Kartiako, she went hunting but found instead this
man, here." She indicated the male figure who held a staff, and was standing
beside an innocent lamb. The image of the lamb had sustained damage about the
head, stones chipped away. "She thought he was only a common herdsman, but
he was the prince of Kartiako, the son of
the regnant. She did not discover his worth until it
was too late. Thus we are reminded each time we walk in this garden not to let
appearances deceive us. Not to reject too swiftly, lest we regret later." 'Are you speaking of Lord Hugh's return to
Novomo, Your Majesty? Certainly you rejected him swiftly enough." Adelheid looked at her without answering,
expression twisted between annoyance and tears, and turned away to break off a
twig of clematis. She rolled the leaves against her fingers until they were
mashed to pulp. "I was thinking of Conrad's
daughter," she said reluctantly. "I regret she was killed in such a
cowardly way. She did nothing to deserve it." "Your Majesty!" Brother Petrus
hurried down the steps with a pair of stewards at his heels. "The envoys
have come, Your Majesty! They'll be here by day's end." Adelheid rose and flicked away the last
tear. "We must grant them a splendid reception. Captain Falco, muster all
the guardsmen and soldiers. Let them line the streets and array themselves
about the palace and the courtyard and the audience hall. Brother Petrus, let
my schola assemble, every one. Send Veralia to me. She will supervise my
stewards. She must consult with Lady Lavinia. I will go crowned and robed.
Afterward, there must be a feast, as fine a meal as can be assembled at short
notice." She recalled her company and belatedly nodded toward Antonia.
"What do you wish, Holy Mother?" Antonia hid her irritation. It was good to
see Adelheid so lively, even if it was for a distasteful cause. "Surely
you cannot mean to go through with this, Your Majesty?" "What choice have I?" "But your own daughter!" "What choice have I?" It had come to this. Hugh had come to
them, and Adelheid had foolishly driven him off. Now his power was lost
forever, and in addition they had lost two excellent hostages. Worse, he had stolen Heribert, that
faithless whore. But she could not let Adelheid know how cruelly this blow
struck at her heart. She could never show weakness. She must forget Heribert,
consider him dead, slice the cord herself. She should have severed the tie the
day he ran away at Sanglant's order. In this matter, Hugh was blameless. It was
Sanglant who had corrupted Heribert. And in any case, once the searchers found
him and returned him to Novomo, she could devise a suitable punishment. "Holy Mother? Is there aught that
ails you?" "Nay, nothing. I am only reflecting
that you are right. What choice have we?" But after all, Hugh was the treacherous
one, doubly so, with plans afoot she could not fathom. Knowing that they must appear in greatest
state before the arriving delegation so that no one would suspect their
weakness, Antonia went to the chest sealed with sorcery to fetch Taillefer's
magnificent crown of empire to place upon Adelheid's brow. The amulet was sealed properly; yet after
all when she opened the chest, she found an empty silk wrapping. Hugh had
stolen it, no doubt to crown Sanglant's daughter as a puppet queen. And now it
was lost in the woods, on the back of a panicked horse. She could only rage while her servants
cowered. 2 IN the afternoon of the third day, Lord
Hugh and his party came down out of the hilly country closer to the sea's shore
and found an abandoned town that looked as if it had been swept clean by a
towering wave. Cautiously, John scouted in through the broken gates and
afterward they all followed him. They found the bones of a dog scattered
beneath a fallen beam in a ruined house but no sign of recent life. A stream
spilled seaward, overflowing its banks where it met the wide waters. Its water
had a brackish, oily taste, but they drank anyway and filled up their leather
bladders so they wouldn't have to break open their spare cask of ale. Lord Hugh prowled the town, seeking signs. "See here," he would say, where
spars had lodged in the gapped teeth of the ruined palisade. "A wave
caused this. Yet inland the pattern of disturbance suggested a wind out of the
east southeast. There must have been two storms of destruction, one after the
next. As ripples run in ponds, the second following the first." The town had not been large, and the
shattered remains of pilings suggested it had once boasted a wharf. Farther up
the strand, fish had rotted, their bones strewn like twigs along the shore. The
sea lapped the strand placidly. John tried fishing but had no luck. Blessing
tried to run away and after had a rope tied to her waist and had to follow
along behind Frigo like a dog on a lead. He was neither cruel nor kind to her
but dispassionately amused. Hugh rarely looked at the girl at all, and when he
did, he would frown and set his lips in an expression Anna could not interpret.
A man might look so at a two-headed calf, or at the child sprung from the union
of his bitterest rival and the woman he desired most in the world but could
never have. "Should we camp in the town, my
lord?" asked Captain Frigo. "What do the men say?" Hugh
asked him. "I think the shelter will do us some good, but if they prefer a
more open site, if they fear plague, that is as well with me." Frigo nodded, scratching his beard.
"They're muttering that it's well enough to walk a town like this in
daylight, when night might bring ghosts, and devils carrying sickness. I think
otherwise. There's no sign of dogs or corpses. Deserted as we are here, it's
best to have a defensible position. They'll see the wisdom of staying within
walls if anything attacks us by night. Wolves or bandits. Those other
things." "Wisely spoken, Captain. Set up
camp." John and Theodore found a campsite that
suited the nervous men. They planted their backs against the broken wall of a
merchant's compound with a long storehouse along one side and a stable along
another. The courtyard gave them space to set up a couple of lean-tos for
shelter without having to camp right within the ruins where scorpions might
scuttle and ghosts poke their knuckles into a man's ribs while he slept. Scarred John unfolded a leather-and-wood
tripod stool. Lord Hugh unrolled a map on top of the small traveling chest. He
pinned the corners with an oil lamp, a heavy silver chain mounded up over a
silver Circle of Unity, his knife, and his left hand. He studied the map,
twisting a wick between thumb and middle finger but not yet lighting it. "We escape tonight," Blessing
whispered to Anna as the girl trotted past in Captain Frigo's wake. The big man
glanced at her. Anna wasn't sure how much Wendish he understood, but she
guessed he couldn't follow her conversations with the princess as well as she could follow
the Dariyan spoken between soldiers and master. Under the shelter of sloped canvas, she unrolled
the blankets she and Blessing shared, and there she sat to watch Lord Hugh as
he stared at the parchment. The canvas ceiling rose and fell as a twilight wind
gusted out of the east. The men chatted companionably as they got
the horses settled in the stables and sentries up onto the walls. Liudbold and
scarred John set to work splitting wood from the abandoned houses to fuel the
fire. Frigo sat on his saddle and, with Blessing trussed tight beside him, set
to work dressing a sapling trunk with an adze. Lord Hugh had that ability to build trust
between himself and those who served him. In this same manner, Prince Sanglant
led his men, knowing all their names, their home villages, their sense of
humor, and which man needed a coarse joke or which a kind word to keep his
spirits up. In this wilderness, Hugh's entourage was nervous and watchful but
not terrified, because they trusted him. In her mind's eye, she saw Elene's blood
leaking over the chessboard and pooling around Berthold's slack fingers. She
could not shake off the memory. He glanced up, noted her regard, and
dismissed it. Scarred John brought him a cup of ale. He thanked him, drained
it, and handed back the empty cup. Bringing out flint and tinder, he made ready
to light the wick. A strange sound rang over the ordinary
moan of the wind along the deserted walls. Every man quieted and froze in
position, as though spelled. She saw their shapes like pillars, arranged out of
all symmetry. For ten breaths at least, no one spoke or moved. The wind turned
abruptly, and grew cold as winter's blast, swelling out of the northwest. The
sound rang down on that wind. "Sounds like bells," said
Theodore in a low voice. A horse snorted and sidestepped. A man yelped and cursed. 'Ah! Ah! Right on
my foot!" "More fool you for standing
there!" retorted his companion. Lord Hugh moved his right foot to the
ground, set the oil lamp beside it, and slipped the Circle and chain over his
head. As he rolled up the map and stowed it in the chest, he spoke. 'All must retreat within the circle I
draw. Bring the horses, too." He took a bulging pouch out of the chest,
closed it, and secured the hasp. His hands were steady as he spilled a line of
flour in a circle big enough to contain men and horses together. A stench like
the breath of
the forge swept over them. Horses shied. Men shouted in alarm, and the three
who had not yet crowded into the circle raced out of the dusk to join them. At
their backs a dark storm advanced out of the heavens. One skittish gelding broke and bolted. "Let it go!" Lord Hugh shouted.
"Come. Come. Are all within?" His gaze caught Anna, and as if struck
she gasped and covered her mouth with a hand. "Not you. You must take your
chances outside." Scarred John drew his sword. Blessing screamed and began to kick and
pummel Captain Frigo. "No! No! No! I'll hurt you! Let her stay!" He slapped her, but the pain meant
nothing. John's sword poked Anna's hip. She edged
sideways, seeing one curve in the circle not yet sealed by flour. He poked her
again. The edge bit into her flesh, and she sobbed and skipped out beyond the
sword's reach. "No! No!" "Stop it!" warned the captain. "Won't! Let her come back!"
Blessing squirmed. She kicked him again, almost got her knee into his groin. Frigo took out his horsewhip and,
swearing, slashed the girl across the chest, but the pain did not daunt her. Anna started to cry with terror as a
stinging wind poured over them. It was not quite utterly dark; they had not yet
crossed the boundary into night past which there is no returning. But what fell
out of the heavens was blacker than night, towers of darkness that stank of
iron and muttered like bells heard down a vast distance. She heard them
speaking. She heard names. Hugh of Austra. John of Vennaci. Frigo of
Darre. Theodore of Darre. Liudbold of Tivura. Each of them named and marked. Blessing of Wendar and Varre, daughter of
Sanglant. The only name that was missing was Anna's. "Let her come back! Let her!"
shrieked Blessing, writhing, slamming her fists into air as Frigo twisted away
from her blows. He slugged her on her jaw, and she went limp just like that. 'As I thought," said Hugh
conversationally to Anna as he bent to pour the last of the line into place, to
seal the circle, "you were not deemed of sufficient interest that anyone
could recall your name and birthplace, if they ever knew it. You are more
likely to survive if you move away from us. Follow the horse." Flour streamed onto the earth. Hugh was
speaking words she did not recognize or understand, and as night and monsters
crashed over them, the thread of flour met itself and between one heartbeat and
the next the men and horses huddled inside vanished. She screamed, choked, wept. Moaned. A breath of stinking cold horrible air
rushed past her, soaking her in a chill that stabbed all the way to the bone.
Death! Death! She wet herself, but the hot urine soaking her leg jarred her
wits into life. Darkness swept down as on a gale, and she fled, running as the
horse had, but tripped over her own feet and hit herself hard. Elbows bled. She
scrambled forward as a dark shape skimmed over her. The horse had run itself into a corner.
Kicking, it lashed out at the creature. Her vision hazed. The horse screamed as
a black pillar engulfed it. Sparks spit golden above her. An arrow
fletched with a shimmering tail pierced the creature, and it vanished with a
loud snap. Bones rattled to earth where the horse had been. Its flesh
had been flensed and consumed. She scrabbled forward as another thing swirled
into view above her. Its cold presence burned her. She sobbed. A second arrow
bloomed as a splash of brilliance in the heart of shadow. With a hiss, it
snapped out of existence. The hardest thing she had ever done was in
that moment to look back over her shoulder. Better not to see what would devour
her, but she had to know. A haze of mist marked the spell in which Hugh had
contained his retinue. Most of the galla swarmed about it, as if confused.
Bells tolled in her ears. She choked on bile. She got to her knees and crawled,
thinking she might not draw their attention if she remained low to the ground. A third hiss, followed in a steady measure
by two more; nothing careless, not in Theodore's aim. She reached the
scattering of steaming bones and fell among them. The clatter resounded into
the heavens. A sixth bright arrow burned, and a seventh. "Eight. Nine," she whispered,
pressed among the bones, hoping death would shield her. Hugh of Austra. So it murmured as it circled the sealed
earth, seeking its prey but confused by the mist that concealed him. An arrow
blossomed in darkness off to her right. With a snap and a roar of brilliance
the tenth flicked out. A line like silver wire spun in an eddy of air before
drifting to the ground. If the galla had intelligence beyond that
of hunting hounds, she could not see it in them. Eleven. The last shadow pushed at the haze. Blessing. The fire that bloomed within its
insubstantial black form almost blinded her, like the flash of the sun. In the silence, her ears rang with bells,
and after a while she heard herself sniveling. She stank of piss. The bones in
which she lay stank of hot iron. Her eyes stung as she wept. She could not stop
herself. She just could not stop, not even when the spell he had raised
dissolved and his soldiers broke out cheering. Not even when flame sprang from
the oil lamp and they set about their encampment, each one as merry as if he
had faced down his own death and laughed to escape it. She could not stop, especially when Lord
Hugh came into view, carrying the burning lamp. He paused to study the bones
with more interest than he studied her, a touch of that ice-blue gaze. The kiss
of a winter blizzard would have been more welcome. He was a monster, no different than the
monsters that stalked him. Hate flowered, but she lowered her eyes so as not to
betray herself. "A cup of ale in celebration, my lord?" asked scarred
John. She glanced up to see the soldier arrive with a cup in each hand. Hugh smiled. Strange to think how
beautiful he was. Impossible not to be swayed by beauty, by light, by an
arrogance that, softened, seems like benevolence. All of it illusion. So might the Enemy smile, seeing a soul
ripe for the Abyss. So might the Enemy soothe with soft words
and a kindly manner: Come this way. Just a little farther. They drank. "Here, now," said scarred John,
sounding surprised. "The girl survived! Yet see—is that the horse?"
He made a retching sound. He shook with that rush which comes after the worst
is over. "That would have been us! Sucked clean of flesh!" He
clutched his stomach, looking queasy. "So would we all have been," agreed
Hugh. "The Holy Mother Antonia controls many wicked creatures. She is a
servant of the Enemy. Now you see why we must oppose her and Queen Adelheid,
whom she holds on a tight leash." The others gathered where Anna lay,
humiliated. She did not know what to do except let them stare at her and pick
through the bones
around her as though she were deaf and mute. At last, she crawled sideways to
get away from them. None stopped her or offered her a hand up. Her leggings
were soaked through, and a couple of the men waved hands before noses and
commented on the stink. "Is it safe now?" they asked
Hugh, kicking the remains of the horse. "Can we sleep?" "It is safe. Before we left, I
instructed Brother Petrus to scatter skulls and bones in the woodland a day's
ride south of Novomo. After some fruitless searching, a loyal soldier will by
seeming happenstance lead the searchers to these bones, and Mother Antonia will
believe we are all dead, killed by those black demons, her galla." They all stared at him. He nodded to acknowledge their amazement.
"I knew the plan would work because Antonia remains ignorant of the extent
of my knowledge. I know a shield—this spell I called—that would hide us from
the sight of the galla. I had in my possession griffin feathers to send them
back to their foul pit." "How did you come by such things, my
lord?" asked scarred John, always curious. "It was said of the
Wendish prince, the one who killed Emperor Henry, it was said he led a pair of
griffins around like horses hitched to a wagon. But I never believed it." Captain Frigo stood with Princess Blessing
draped over his shoulders like a lumpy sack of wheat, but she was breathing.
"Hush! It is not our part to question Lord Hugh." Hugh's smile was the most beautiful thing
on Earth, no doubt. If only he had been flensed instead of the poor horse. "Questions betray a thoughtful mind,
Captain. Do not scold him." He nodded toward John, who beamed in the light
offered by the lamp's flame, content in his master's praise. Above, no stars
shone. In the gray darkness, men settled restlessly into camp, still unnerved
by their brush with death and sorcery. "I was brought up in the manner of
clerics, John, to love God and to read those things written down by the holy
church folk who have come before us. I had a book ... I have it still, since I
copied it out both on paper and in my mind. In it are told many secrets. As for
the griffin feathers. Well." Anna clamped her mouth shut over the words
she wanted to speak. Prince Sanglant had captured griffins. Had Lord Hugh done
so as well? Had he, like Bulkezu, stalked and killed one of the beasts? He twitched his head sideways, as at an
amusing thought known only to himself. "Does it not say in the Holy
Verses: 'He who lays in stores in the summer is a capable son?' I took what I found
when the harvest was upon me." 'And in the morning, my lord?" asked
scarred John. 'At dawn," he said, "we ride
east." At midday the wind that had been dogging
them all day died. Dust kicked up by the horses spattered right back down to
the earth. No trees stood, although here and there hardy bushes sprouted pale
shoots. The rolling countryside looked as dead as if a giant's flaming hand had
swept across it, knocking down all things and scorching the hills. Blessing rode in silence behind Frigo. She
had not spoken since he had knocked her unconscious, only stared stubbornly at
the land ahead. Because Anna was watching her anxiously, fearful that she'd
sustained some damage in her mind, she saw the girl's aspect change. Her
expression altered. Her body tensed. She saw something that shocked her. "God save us," said Frigo as the
slope of the land fell away before them to expose a new landscape. Now Anna saw it, too. East, the country broke suddenly from
normal ground into a ragged, rocky plain whose brownish-red surfaces bled an
ominous color into the milky sky. Nothing grew there at all. It was a wasteland
of rock. "That's not proper land,"
muttered scarred John. "That's demon work, that is." "I've never heard of such a
thing," said Theodore, "never in all the stories of the eastern
frontier, and I've been a soldier for fifteen years and fought in Dalmiaka with
the Emperor Henry and the good queen." He glanced at Hugh. "As she
was then." Hugh had not heard him. He, too, stared at
this wilderness with the barest of smiles. "This is the power that killed
Anne," he said. "What is it, my lord?" asked the
captain. "Is it the Enemy's work?" " 'There will come to you a great
calamity. The rivers will run uphill and the wind will become as a whirlpool.
The mountains will become the sea and the sea become mountains. The sun shall
be turned to darkness and the moon to blood.' " Every man there looked up at the cloudy
heavens as if seeking the hidden sun. " All that is lost will be reborn on
this Earth,' " he added. They stared, hesitant to go forward. Theodore broke their silence. "What's
that, my lord?" he said, pointing east into the wasteland of rock. "I
thought I saw an animal moving out there." Hugh shook his head. "How can any
creature traverse that? We'll have to move down toward the sea." Although they did this, and although it
was just possible to keep moving east by sticking to the strand, they rode
anyway always with one eye twisted toward desolation. It was so cheerless and
barren and frightening that Anna wept. 3 HE came with his entourage of treacherous
Arethousans from whose lips fell lies, false jewels each one, because their
ears had heard nothing but the teachings of the Patriarch, the apostate whose
stubborn greed broke apart the True Church. Adelheid's soldiers waited in ranks beside
the gate and along the avenues. Servants swarmed like galla, each dressed in
what best clothing they could muster. All must appear formidable, the court of
queen and empress. The court of the skopos, the only true intermediary between
God and humankind. Adelheid did not rise to greet him as his
retinue reached the court before the audience hall. She sent Lady Lavinia
outside to escort him in, while Captain Falco hurried inside to report. "This must be, indeed, the fabled
one-eyed general, Lord Alexandras." "The one we heard tales of when we
marched in Dalmiaka?" "The same, so it appears. It's said
he became a lord by winning many victories for the emperor, who rewarded him
with a noble wife and a fine title. He rides a handsome chestnut gelding and
has a string of equally fine mounts, all chestnut. That suggests a man with
vanity in his disposition." "Well observed, Captain." Adelheid wore a fine coronet of gold, but
it looked a paltry thing to Antonia's eyes compared to the imperial crown she
should have been
wearing. Still, Adelheid herself, robed in ermine, with face shining, looked
impressive enough to stop any man in his tracks and distract him from such
tedious details as the richness of her ornaments. The queen's gaze sharpened as movement
darkened the opened double doors that led onto the colonnade fronting the hall.
Antonia was seated to her right but at an equal height on the dais. From the
doors, they would be seen side by side, neither given pride of place: the
secular hand in hand with the sacred, as God had ordered the world below. General Lord Alexandras entered with a
brace of men to either side. Three carried decorated boxes in their hands and
the fourth an object long and round and wrapped in cloth. All were dressed in
red tabards belted over armor, except for the general himself. He wore a gold
silk robe belted up and cut away for riding but still marked at the neck and
under the arms and around the hips with the discolorations of the armor he'd
been wearing over it. He had just come from the saddle, had only taken time to
haul off his armor, but Adelheid had wished for this advantage: that he not be
allowed any time to prepare himself but would be thrown headlong in all his
travel dirt fresh into the melee. The empress did not rise. Naturally,
neither did Antonia. He paused to survey the hall and the folk
crowded there. That half were servants and commoners he would not know just
from looking; all were handsomely dressed, and the lords and ladies who
attended stood at the front of the assembly. He had, indeed, but one eye, that
one a startling blue. The other was covered with a black patch. He was swarthy,
in the manner of Arethousans, not particularly tall but powerfully built
through the shoulders and chest, a man confident of his prowess in battle. "Now we will discover," murmured
Adelheid, "whether his wits are as well honed as his sword is said to
be." She raised a hand. He strode forward, his
men coming up behind. He alone was armed, with a sword sheathed in a plain
leather scabbard. Of the rest of his men, none entered the hall. He stopped before the dais, snapped his
fingers, and mounted the steps as the attendant carrying the long object
unfolded the cloth and opened it into a sturdy stool. As the general reached
the second step, the man quickly placed the stool to the left of Adelheid's
throne and scurried back to kneel with the others. General Lord Alexandras sat down. Such audacity! Antonia found herself
speechless. Indignant! In the hall, folk caught their breath.
Every gaze turned to the young empress. Adelheid lifted one brow and measured him,
and waited. He snapped his fingers again. One by one
the other men came forward, set their boxes at her feet, and opened them by
means of cunning mechanisms fitted into the inlay decorating their exteriors. From the first emerged a songbird, painted
bright gold. It sang a pretty tune and turned back and forth, bobbing up and
down as though alive. Adelheid forget herself so much that she clapped her
hands in delight. The second box revealed a rope of pearls
of indescribable beauty. Each one was beyond price, and yet here were strung a
thousand together. Light melted in their curves. Adelheid lifted up the rope,
not without some effort, and let them slide across her lap. General Lord Alexandras lifted two
fingers, and the third man opened a jeweled box and displayed its contents to
Antonia. On a bed of finest gray silk lay the
complete bones of a hand, fastened with gold wire. 'A song, to entertain," he said in
Dariyan, indicating the cunning songbird with a gesture of his hand. His accent
was coarse, but Antonia expected no fine words out of a lying Arethousan.
"Pearls, of beauty and richness. For the Holy Mother of your people,"
he finished, pointing at the skeletal hand, "a precious relic." 'A relic?" Antonia examined the
bones. They had no shine to them, nothing to indicate their special holiness.
"Any man may sell a finger bone and say it is the relic of a holy
saint." He shrugged, and it angered Antonia to see
that her comment amused him. "So I am thinking. Perhaps it is only the
bone of a cow herder. But it come from the most holy sanctuary of the Patriarch
of the True Church. This is the hand of the St. Johanna the Messenger, a holy
discipla of the blessed Daisan. Still, if you think it a fake, I will take it
away." Adelheid's eyes widened. She still held
the pearls, but her gaze fixed on the hand. 'A precious relic, indeed!"
she breathed. "How came you to have it, General? Why bring it to us?" He gestured. His four attendants touched
their heads to the floor in the servile eastern style, backed away, and knelt
at the foot of the dais. "Your Majesty," he said.
"Holy Mother. I have no fine words. I am only a soldier. I speak with
plain words, if you please." Antonia began to reply, knowing him
impertinent and proud, but Adelheid forestalled her. The young empress was of
that type of woman who is susceptible to the appearance of physical strength in
a man, thinking that strong arms are preferable to strong faith and a righteous
heart. "Go on, General. I am
listening." When he met Antonia's gaze, it was clear
he knew she did not approve of him. He judged her, as a man sizes up his
opponent before opening battle, and made his attack. "I ride a long road to come to Aosta.
Many bad things I see. There is wasteland, a land of smoking rock. There is
drought, dry land, sickness. There is empty land, all the people run away.
There is starving. Above, we see no birds but one time a great beast which has
brightness like gold. We are attacked three times by beasts, these who have the
form of men but the faces of animals. They are wearing armor which I see in the
ancient paintings in the halls of Arethousa. The Cursed Ones are returned to
Earth. Now they stalk us." "These are evil tidings," agreed
Adelheid. "Yet much of this we know ourselves, here in Aosta." "This we suffer together." He
nodded. "What do you want?" demanded
Antonia. "You are a heretic, apostate, an Arethousan who lies as easily as
breathes and who, like the fox, will steal eggs from a mother's nest to feed
your own kits." Adelheid's hands clenched on the pearls as
she rounded on Antonia. "I pray you! Holy Mother, let him speak. I sent
envoys to inquire about an alliance. I did not expect the lord general himself
to answer my call." "What lordship has he?" Antonia
inquired sweetly. "Your proud lineage is known to all, Your Majesty. I am
a daughter of the royal house of Karrone. What is he?" He flexed his arms a little. By the breadth
and thickness of his hands, one could read his lineage: a man of the sword,
grown with the sword, risen by the sword, a general who had fought his entire
life. "I married a noble wife," he said. "Born into the house of
Theophanes Dasenia. She is cousin of the last emperor. Also, she is cousin two
times removed to the Princess Sophia who marries your King Henry in early days.
A clever, industrious woman, proud, a giver of alms. Noble in all ways." His breath caught. The assembly was quiet,
hearing in his voice a grief that made Antonia, for a moment, feel an
inconvenient thread of sympathy wrap her heart. Quickly severed. "Dead, now." He was pale.
Adelheid, too, had lost her color, and yet in all ways her looks had changed
utterly since the general had entered the hall. His interest made her seem
younger. He looked at the empress, but what he saw
Antonia could not read in his expression. "Arethousa is fallen, Your
Majesty. The city is destroyed. Its people are exiles, those who live. Many
more are dead. Even the great church is ruins." Adelheid nodded, as if this did not
surprise her. Why should it? She had seen Darre. "What of the young emperor, General
Lord Alexandras?" Antonia asked. "Does Lord Niko live?" He nodded, but his gaze remained fixed on
the queen as on the spear of his enemy, which might pierce him at any unguarded
moment. "The emperor lives under the skirt of his aunt, Lady Eudokia. She
and I were allies once." "Once?" Adelheid asked quickly.
"No longer?" He smiled, as if Adelheid's question were
suggestive of brilliance. How easily men of a certain age were dazzled by
young, pretty women. Henry had fallen in just such a manner, it was said. "This is what I say," he
continued. "Lady Eudokia prefers blindness. She walks in the ruins and
calls them a palace. I cannot be blind to what I see." "What do you want, General?" Antonia
asked, seeing it was wise to intercede before the conversation ran out of her
control. "I believe that the Empress Queen Adelheid has made a rash
suggestion that her daughter might marry the boy who is now Emperor of
Arethousa. Is that what you have come to speak of? If so, let us move directly
to the point. Speak bluntly as you soldiers phrase it!" That one good eye fixed on her briefly and
disconcertingly, and he marked her and acknowledged her, but he shifted his
attention back to Adelheid. They always did! Men were fools, not to
see where the true power lay. They were unbelievers, not placing their trust in
God's servants first. Not reaching for faith before earthly lusts. Always
humankind failed, and it irritated her so much! "This I hear also on my
journey," he said. "Darre, this great city, also lies in ruins.
Poison smoke kills the people who live there. Every person must flee.
The city is dead." Adelheid did not move, not to nod, not to
shake her head. She had grown tense. The pearls pooled in her lap, but she was
no longer touching
them but rather the arms of her throne as she glared at him. "What do you want, General? Have you
come to mock me?" "I want to live." He patted his
chest. "I—and you, Your Majesty—stand atop these ruins. Two great cities.
Two noble and ancient empires. All ruins." She nodded but did not trust herself to
speak. Tears filled the queen's eyes. She had seen so much and lost so much,
and his words affected her deeply. All there, in that assembly, strained to
listen. He had that capacity, as did Adelheid: that he could draw to him those
willing to follow. Like the pearls, he had luster, difficult to see when one
first looked at his stocky body, bushy black beard, and terribly scarred face. "Ruins, yours and mine. To the north,
these Ungrians and Wendish, perhaps not so badly harmed. To the east, the
heathen Jinna and their fire god. These also, perhaps, have not suffered so
badly as we do, but it is hard to say. Last, heed me. Listen well. To the
south, the Cursed Ones return. There is land where once there is sea. Already
they raid into the north. When they gather an army and move in force . . . we
will be helpless." So silent was it in the hall that Antonia
heard horses stamping outside. So silent was it that when someone coughed, half
a dozen courtiers started as at a thunderclap. It was almost dark now
and in this silence a score of servants began lighting lamps. "This I know," said Adelheid at
last. "There is long enmity between your people and mine, General. There
is the matter of church doctrine, not easily put aside. But these are things,
now, that matter less than the evils that besiege us. This is why I sent my
envoys to ask for an alliance." He nodded again, as if to seal a
bargain. "For myself, I admit I care little what the priests and deacons
sing. I care little whether the blessed Daisan is a man such as myself or mixed
with the substance of God." Before Antonia could speak, Adelheid
reached to fasten a hand over the skopos' wrist. Such a tiny, petite hand, to
have such an iron grasp. Antonia did not like this man, but she knew that to
object now would destroy her tenuous alliance with Adelheid. How bitter it was
to rely on earthly power! If only God had given her the means to smite her
enemies more comprehensively than with individual galla, she would take to the
task with a vengeance. The general nodded as if to show he understood
Antonia's disgust. He indicated her with an open palm, showing respect in a way
that won her grudging admiration. "Here are those who will fight for God.
Let them battle where they can do good. As for me, I will use my sword where I
can and my wits where I must. Are you agreed to the marriage?" It was a swift thrust, but it did not take
Adelheid by surprise. "My daughter Mathilda, to be betrothed to the young
Emperor Niko. Yes. She is young yet, not more than five, but she will
grow." His good eye narrowed. Where the scar
damaged his face, he had no expression. It appeared that the muscles were
somehow paralyzed. "Your daughter is of no use to me. She is a child. You
are a woman." That fast, everything changed. Just as a
wind will overset the careful preparations of a farmer who has not yet bundled
his hay, so the plans agreed between Antonia and Adelheid flew away to nothing. The empress laughed. Her nearest
courtiers, seeing and hearing the words not spoken, set hands to faces, or hid
their eyes, or chortled, or exclaimed, each according to their nature. Antonia fumed. She must remain silent or
lose all. She saw her own power eroding so quickly that she knew she must cling
to the shoreline before the entire sandy cliff collapsed beneath her. It was no
good to protest that the queen must not trust Arethousans or that her beloved
Aostans would never trust her again should she marry one, because she had
already considered and approved the idea of marrying her young daughter to one
of them. To a foreigner! A heretic! Here he sat as if he already ruled by
Adelheid's side. "Betroth your daughter to the young
emperor if need be," he went on. "This is also good. But the power of
yours and of mine— the power to keep our empires alive—must be joined.
Otherwise we will die and our empires will die. Do you want this, Your
Majesty?" Antonia seethed with a rage she could
never express. "No," said the empress. "I
do not want my empire to die. Yet if I make an Arethousan king beside me, my
people may turn their backs on me." " 'King' is only a title. I will be
your consort, a simple lord. Call me what you will. What you must. But only you
and only I, joined together, can save our empires." She took hold of his callused hand, hers
so slight and his so large but surprisingly gentle as he touched her small fingers and
smiled. By this simple means, they were betrothed in the sight of humankind. But not of God. He rose, and Adelheid rose with him. None
spoke. The court was too stunned to speak, seeing what no one had ever
expected: the empress of Aosta binding herself to a crafty Arethousan who by
guile and wit and no doubt worse means had raised himself to become general and
lord among that heretical people. "Holy Mother," he said, "I
pray you, we throw ourselves on your mercy. Without your blessing, we are done.
Without your blessing, the empires will fall, these two, who hold the ancient
and true ways up as a light for all humankind." She was silent and stubborn. She could
wait him out. He had not done yet. "Yours is the most power of all, Holy
Mother. Yours, the right to strike first." Still raging, while displaying a calm
face, she succumbed to curiosity. "What do you mean?" "We are vulnerable to those who live
in the north, if they choose to invade us while we are weak. You can weaken
them. You alone have that power." A clever man, but naturally, he must be,
because all Arethousans were clever, lying, unscrupulous creatures who drank
bathwater and ate too much garlic and onions and dressed improperly, men like
women and women like men, and pretended a false humility that was in truth
nothing but pride. Yet she could not help herself. He had piqued her interest. "What do you mean?" "You are the Holy Mother. She
commands the obedience of all children of God. Is that not so?" "That is so. I am delighted that you,
a heretic, can recognize my authority." He nodded, not quite bowing his
head. He was a dangerous man as he had himself confessed. He did not truly
believe; to him, the church was merely a tool. A weapon. "Those who are disobedient, what
comes of them?" "They are censured. They must do
penance." 'And after this? If they still disobey? I
think you have the power to place them under a ban." 'Ah!" breathed Adelheid, cheeks
flushed and eyes bright as she understood him. As Antonia did. "I could place them
under anathema, if they deserved such an excommunication, but how does this
help Aosta? How does this help Arethousa? How does it help the holy church,
which must be my sole concern?" Because he was a dangerous man, he smiled.
He shrugged. "One time, when I am young, I stand on duty at night. I hear
a noise in the bush. It might be anything, but I thrust with my spear. I stab a
man in the leg. So we discover this one I catch is a spy. He tells us where the
enemy camps and what they intend. So we take the enemy by surprise. This is my
first victory. It comes sometimes that a man must thrust his spear into the
dark where there may be nothing but a rat. In this way, we strike even if we do
not know what we will hit. It is better than nothing. It is better to do
something than to stand and wait." "I am tired of being helpless,"
said Adelheid. "I am tired of standing and waiting while others take
action." "You believe I should place all of
Wendar and Varre under anathema. If I do so, none may be blessed at birth or
marriage. None may receive last rites. The deacons may not lead mass, and the
biscops may not ordain deacons. This is a terrible thing, General." "They have acclaimed as regnant a man
who killed his own father," said Adelheid. "Is that not a terrible
thing? Does it not go against God's own Word? If we on Earth do not love,
respect, and obey our own mother and father, how can we then love, respect, and
obey the Mother and Father of Life?" "I see," murmured Antonia, and
she did see. "There is merit in this plan. If they send word that a more
worthy contender has been raised to the throne, then I will consider lifting
the ban. If they persist in giving their loyalty to a half-breed bastard who
murdered his own father, then I cannot." "You see," added Adelheid
triumphantly. "There might be more than one reason why Lord Hugh murdered
Lady Elene. She is Conrad's daughter. She had a claim to the throne, just as
her father does. One that would have superseded any claim Lord Hugh might have
hoped to put forward for Princess Blessing." Alexandras listened but said nothing. "Let us go one step farther,"
Antonia added. 'All except the Duchy of Wayland will fall under the ban. Conrad
may be persuaded to ally with us. He is ambitious. He has other children." "Sons?" asked Adelheid, then
caught herself and glanced at the general. How fickle she was! She had pledged
Mathilda on the one hand yet was already plotting a new alliance on the other. The general seemed not to hear, or to
understand, or else he chose to ignore the question. Antonia could not. Did Conrad have sons?
Might young Mathilda marry into the Wendish royal house, or were she and Conrad's
children too closely related? There was also Berthold, Villam's child, who
might yet serve them. Indeed, now that she thought on it, he and Wolfhere were
exactly the right people to serve her in this. Hugh of Austra was a fool, and a dead
fool, just as he deserved, his bones tumbled in the woodland. Never kill the
children of noble houses. They were always more use alive than dead. "So be it," she said, raising
her staff so that the assembly would listen and would hear. There is more than
one way to fight a war. There is more than one way to win a battle. 4 TO haul stone you must walk to the quarry,
hoping it is close by, and load what weight you can carry into a sling woven of
tough fiber, whose burden rests on the band that crosses your forehead. Men
wearing nothing except a kirtle that barely covers their loins work at the rock
face with pickaxes, wedges, and sledgehammers. The air is heavy with the dust
of stone. Everyone is sweating even though the sun remains hidden behind a high
veil of clouds. Secha paused to take a sip of cleansing
water and then stacked three stones in her sling, hoisted it, balanced it
across her forehead and back, and trudged away on the path that snaked down a
hillside to the White Road. Here, she turned west along the broad path,
returning to the watchtower. She had one baby caught close to her chest; the
other was with Rain, who had set up a temporary workshop with the building crew
who were shaping stone for the repair and reconstruction of this watchtower. All along the White Road, folk were
building and repairing the fallen watchtowers. She had been at this work for five days
now. It gave her something to do as she adjusted to her new life. She passed an older man who was returning
with an empty sling. He acknowledged her without quite looking her in the eye.
Like all of those who had walked in the shadows, he was eager to move on, to
stay away from her. They feared her, because she had worn the
feathered cloak. They feared standing close beside her, because she had won the
enmity of the blood knives. There came another thin, old man down the
path toward her, and she brightened, seeing him and the pair of young mask
warriors who walked a few steps behind him. "Here you are," said Eldest
Uncle as he turned and fell in beside her, matching her pace. He carried
nothing except a skin bloated with liquid. She greeted the young ones with a nod, and
they fell back to let their elders speak privately. "That's a new mantle," she
observed. "A fine gift from my daughter, so I am meant to
understand." He folded back the corners of his hip-length mantle so she
could admire the short kirtle tied around his hips. "New cloth, and new sandals, as
well." "I am well taken care of," he
said with a chuckle. "It's like feeding a dog so it doesn't bark
untimely." She laughed. The baby stirred, and she halted
to let him lift the infant out of the sling and fix it to his own scrawny hip.
The baby was awake, eager to look at faces and trees, although the wasteland to
the north was too jumbled a sight to interest her infant gaze. They set out again, settling into a
swinging pace. After a time, she said, "You have
news." "So I do." They walked a while, passing another two
returning with empty slings, who greeted Eldest Uncle with open smiles and
Secha with guarded ones. "They fear me," she said. "It was the custom in the days before
that she who challenged for the feathered cloak, and lost, gave herself as an
offering to the gods." "What of she who was challenged, and
lost?" He shrugged. "Challenges were rare.
Usually a vote was called only when the Feather Cloak passed into death and a
new one must be
chosen. Then a pair of candidates would be picked by the warriors and the blood
knives, and set before the baskets. Even so, the outcome was usually determined
in advance." She snorted. "Then little has
changed." "You did not fight hard enough,
Secha," chided Eldest Uncle. "Where is that look you used as a child
when my daughter bullied the other children? You were younger than her, but
wiser in your mind!" "I am not the right leader, Uncle.
Not for this day. Not for this war. It is better that I stepped aside in favor
of others." He frowned. "Even if they are
wrong?" 'Are they wrong? I do not know." 'Ah!" Such a sound a man might make
when he is told that his beloved has left him. "She has persuaded even you
with her arguments." "No, but I am not persuaded by my
own. I am a good magistrate, Uncle. I can judge disputes and oversee labor and
distribution. I can see who lies to me and who tells the truth, who seeks
selfish favor and who wants to do what they think best for their clan. In
exile, I could raise my hands and know that my decisions allowed every person
in the tribes a chance to live that could not be stolen from them by another's
greed or anger. That does not make me the right person to stand at the head of
an army. That does not make me the right person to raise my hands to the gods
now that we have returned home." He grunted. The baby babbled and tried to
touch his chin, which distracted him for a bit. She saved her breath for walking, although
she had become accustomed to the balance and strain of the load. After a while, he said, "Feather
Cloak wishes me to attend her on a matter of grave importance. I ask you to
come with me." A pair of mask warriors came striding
along toward them, on patrol. "Uncle!" Almost in unison, the
young men touched the tips of their left fingers to their right shoulders. 'Any
help you need, Uncle? Aunt?" "We are well," said Eldest
Uncle, and the men touched their shoulders again and continued past at a brisk
pace, trading jocular salutes with the warriors who attended Eldest Uncle. "I feel that I am torn in half,"
said Eldest Uncle, glancing after them. "So it was in my youth that we
greeted elders in such a manner. How came it that such simple signs of respect
failed us in exile?" "So many died," she said,
"although I do not remember those days myself when corpses filled the
streets. Many things were lost that were once treasured." The baby fussed a little, and Eldest Uncle
bounced her on his hip in time to his stride, to soothe her. "We should
not have let it happen." "It is past now. We must let go of
what we were in exile, and face what we will become." His eyes were crinkled with a kind of
amusement, but his lips had a set, conservative mood to them. "I
fear." "What do you fear?" "I fear that you are right. Secha,
will you come with me? I rely on your strong eyes to see what I might
miss." "I'll come." She laughed.
"Only I will need attendants to bring along the babies." "You don't ask what matter calls
us." "That you ask is reason enough." The watchtower and its scaffolding came
into view atop the steep slope. Here, for many months, Eldest Uncle had made
his home. During their exile, he had spent more of his time in a clearing
nearby, where the burning stone that marked a gateway between the aether and
the world they had lost burned into existence at intervals. What he was waiting
for she could never quite fathom. Maybe he had just been waiting to go home. 'Anyway," she added, "I find I
am already tired of hauling rock. I am ready to see what comes next." 5 FOR many days they were forced to camp at
the edge of a wasteland still steaming from vents and pits, a desolation so
complete that no life grew there, not even the tiniest spear of grass or fleck
of mottled lichen. Farther away to the southwest the sea sighed and sobbed on
an unseen shore, heard mostly at night when the sound of the wind died away. In
this direction lay open ground patched with grass and low-lying shrubs that had miraculously
escaped the burning. Here, within a ring of head-sized stones
rolled and levered into place by their captors, they were allowed to set up
their tents. Water arrived during the night, carried in leather buckets by
unseen hands. Lord Hugh rationed their stores carefully, but already they had
been forced to slaughter two of the horses and soon—in another ten or so days—they
would run out of grain. Along the southeast boundary of the
campsite, a chalky road ran more-or-less west to east. South of the road lay
land that appeared magnificently lush to Anna's eyes, although compared to the
fields and woodland around Gent it looked dusty and parched, with dry pine,
prickly juniper shrubs, and waxy myrtle, and the ubiquitous layer of pale
grasses. It wasn't lush at all; it only seemed so because they had ridden
through a wilderness of rock for so many days that any land untouched by
destruction seemed beautiful in comparison. Yet there were tiny yellow flowers
blooming on vines growing low to the ground. A spray of cornflowers brightened
an open meadow. She hadn't seen flowers for so long. It was hard to believe it
was spring. "If they haven't killed us yet,"
Hugh was saying to one of the men for the hundredth time, "it is because
they are waiting for someone." "It was well you knew the secret of
their parley language," said Captain Frigo, "and that talisman name.
Otherwise we'd all be dead." Hugh nodded thoughtfully. "Never
scorn any mine of information, Captain. What seems crude rock may turn out to
have gold hidden away in deeper veins. Who would have thought that unfortunate
frater would possess such an intimate knowledge of the very noblewoman we are
here to negotiate with?" Their captors remained hidden. Anna wasn't
sure they were even human. They emerged only at night to retrieve the empty
water buckets and return them full. They had animal faces, not human ones. But
Lord Hugh said those animal faces were actually masks and that behind the masks
the Lost Ones looked just like Prince Sanglant, with bronze-colored skin, dark
eyes, and proud faces. Maybe so. Princess Blessing sat in the middle of the
clearing with hands and feet bound. She stared into the foliage day and night,
when she wasn't
sleeping. She hadn't spoken a word for days, but now and again Anna caught her
muttering to herself the way clerics and deacons murmured verses as a way to
calm their minds. Late one afternoon, Anna sat beside her
and wiped her brow. Grit came off on her fingers. The breeze off the wasteland
carried dust, and it had filtered into every crevice of their baggage. No
matter how much she combed her hair, or Blessing's hair, the coarse dust never came
out. A twig snapped. "Hey!" Theodore, standing
sentry, raised his bow with an arrow set to the string. In the forest,
humanlike figures scattered into the trees. Anna scrambled to her feet, staring. This
was as close as she had seen any of the masked figures during the day, but
already they vanished into the landscape as would animals fleeing from the
noise and smell of humankind. "Hold!" said Hugh. "Be
calm, Theodore." In the distance, a cry like that of a horn
rose and stretched on, and on, before arcing into silence. Within the foliage,
green and gold spun into view before disappearing behind a denser copse of
pine. Anna placed herself between Blessing and the threat, but the girl pushed
at her knees. "I want to see!" she whispered. "Put your weapons down," said
Hugh to the soldiers. "They outnumber us. These rocks are too low to
create a defensive perimeter. Let us use our best and only shield." He crossed to Blessing, took her by the
arm, and invited her to stand with a gesture. She looked sideways up at him,
glanced back toward the company moving nearer through the forest, then got to
her feet with a remarkable show of cooperation. Anna did not trust the stubborn
set of the girl's mouth, but she merely took two steps sideways and kept her
own mouth shut, ready for anything, hands in fists. The foreigners appeared at the bend where
the chalk-white road curved away out of sight. The shadow of the trees lay
across the wide path. These formidable creatures were after all not cursed with
animal heads. A few wore painted masks: a fox-faced woman, a man with the
spotted face of a leopardlike cat, a green and scaly lizard. There were also a
half dozen who possessed no mask. One of them was a man so old and wizened that
he might have seen a hundred years pass. He wore only a short cape, a kirtle,
and sandals. A younger
woman, scarcely better clothed, stood beside him with a hand cupped
unobtrusively under his elbow. Other figures sheltered within the trees, half
concealed. Anna thought she heard a baby's belch, but if there was a baby, it
remained hidden. A man strode at the front rank whose
proud, arrogant features reminded Anna forcibly of Prince Sanglant, although he
had a cold gaze that made her nervous. He surveyed the humans in the same manner
that a handsome cat examines a nest of helpless baby mice it has just
uncovered. Yet even he could not match the woman who
led them. She was short, sturdy without being either fat or slender: sleek and
well fed, a leopard stalking in lush hunting grounds. Her hair was lighter than
that of her kinfolk although her complexion was the same: bronzed, almost
gleaming. She wore a startling cloak sewn entirely of brilliant feathers. A
pair of young people behind her carried a huge golden wheel trimmed with bright
green feathers. It was this wheel Anna had seen whirling and flashing in the
trees. The richness of its gold stunned Anna. Indeed, every one of the folk
facing them wore gold necklaces and gold-beaded armbands and wristlets and
anklets and thin gold plates shaped to cover the breastbone, as rich as noble
princes arrayed for a court feast. Yet their dress was that of barbarians,
plain linen kirtles cut above the knee, feathered and beaded guards on arms and
legs. Some of the men, like the old one, wore little more than a white
breechclout, the kind such as farmers and fishermen donned in the heat of the
summer while out working in marshland and mud. All wore short capes. There was silence as the foreigners came
to a halt on the other side of the rock corral and the two groups examined each
other. Hugh moved first, tugging Blessing forward. "I seek the one known as
Uapeani-kazonkansi-a-lari. This is her granddaughter." The fox-masked woman barked words Anna
could not understand. Half the company laughed. The old man frowned. The woman
in the feathered cloak raised a hand to silence them, but she appeared neither
pleased nor offended. Still, no one replied, so Hugh went on. "This is the child of Prince
Sanglant, your kinsman. I am called Hugh, born of Austra, named lord and
presbyter by the right of my noble lineage and God's blessing. I claim right of
speech with your leader." "I speak," said the one wearing
the feathered cloak. She spoke in comprehensible Wendish, tinged with a Salian flavor.
"Few among humankind know the name of Uapeani-kazonkansi-a-lari. So I told
the scouts, who came to me and reported that a group of warriors led by a man
with hair the color of sun had come to our border and asked to speak to the
woman who chose that name. The priests wish to see you all brought at once for
sacrifice. But I said differently. I told them, better to hear what the one
with hair the color of sun has to say and kill him after, than to kill him
first and never hear his words." "Indeed," agreed Hugh affably.
"It is foolish to throw away perfectly good knowledge out of spite." She flicked her palm in a dismissive
gesture. "Say what you have come to say." "I speak to the mother of Prince
Sanglant." It wasn't a question. Now Anna saw the resemblance not so much
in features as in the way a smile creased that woman's face. The prince's smile
bore more honest amusement—her smile was cold—but nevertheless the expression
was the same. Hugh nodded, as if in acknowledgment of
that smile. "I am come here to offer you an alliance,
Uapeani-kazonkansi-a-lari." That startled them! They broke out talking between themselves,
commenting and arguing, but when she raised the back of her hand to them they
quieted. "How do you know that name?" she
asked, her tone more like a threat than curiosity. "Did my son tell
you?" "No. A man became known to me who had
knowledge of you, whom he called Kansi-a-lari. He was called Zacharias." This smile was softer and more genuine.
"The-One-Who-Is-More-Clever-Than-He-Looks. Still, your pronunciation is
almost as good as his. Where is he now?" "He is dead, caught within the spell
on the night the Crown of Stars crowned the heavens. On the night your people
and this land returned to Earth." "Perhaps not as clever as I thought,
then," she remarked in a careless way. Dead! This was the first news Anna had
heard of Brother Zacharias since he had fled the prince's retinue at Sordaia.
So he was a traitor! He had fled directly to Lord Hugh. Her heart burned
with anger, and she was glad—glad—that he was dead. He deserved it for
betraying them! "Clever enough," said Hugh with
a wry smile. "Why will you, our enemy, offer us an
alliance?" "In what way am I your enemy?"
he asked amiably. "The war you speak of took place so long ago it has
passed out of human memory. I know nothing of the exiles. I am not at war with
you. Nor are any of my people." She shook her head. "My uncle says
that your people invaded the woodlands where his people bided for long
years." "How can that be? No Ashioi survived
on Earth." "They survived in the shadows." "In the shadows?" He considered,
eyes almost closing as if he was thinking hard. With a slight nod, he went on.
"If the memory is still fresh in your eyes, let me say that nevertheless I
offer you an alliance." "What have you to offer us?" Hugh still held onto Blessing, who had not
moved. Strangely the woman who was Sanglant's mother had glanced at the child
only once and by no other sign showed any interest in her. Not the rest,
though. Anna was accustomed to observing without being herself observed,
because she was not important enough that noble folk took notice of her. Both
the handsome man and the old man studied Blessing with alert interest. The
woman standing at the side of the old man studied each person in Hugh's party.
Indeed, that woman caught Anna's gaze and, for a moment, examined her so
closely that Anna felt a fluttering sense of dread in her own stomach. She had
a sudden horrible feeling that if their shadows grew long enough to touch those
of the human party, they would gobble them up and swallow them alive. She
clutched her hands together to stop herself from trembling. "I can offer a weapon to you, if you
are still bent on war." She laughed. "Your words make no
sense, Golden One. First you say there cannot be war between your kind and mine
because too many generations have passed. Then you say that you will offer us a
sword with which to gain an advantage over our enemies. Which is it?" "You came to Henry's court in later
days, only a few years ago, and warned him of a great cataclysm. Is it not true
that you offered him at that time an alliance, while he stood in a position of
strength?" "Now he is dead," she observed.
"You know a great deal, Pale Sun. I like you." Blessing grunted. The sound was so quiet
that it went unremarked by everyone except Anna. "It's true I made that offer to
Henry," she continued. "Because that was the will of the council. But
those who wished for an alliance no longer lead the people." "Who leads?" "I lead. I am Feather Cloak." "Is this the same position your son
claims among the Wendish? He calls himself king." "Does he?" she asked, but it was
obvious by her expression that she already knew. "Something like, in your
eyes, I suppose. What is your offer? What sword do you bring to us?" He shrugged, a movement that might have
been designed to dislodge an annoying fly. "First of all, I have
information. The Aostans are weak and divided." "The Aostans?" "Those who live in the south. The
Arethousans, too, have suffered grievously and are weak." "The Arethousans?" "Let me proceed in a different
manner. I have with me a map, which I can read, that shows the lay of the
land." "Such a map would save us time
and trouble, it is true. If we meant to march to war. But it is a long
journey from these southern lands to those in the east, and the west, and the
north. There is a great deal of wasteland to cross. It is an even longer road
to Wendar." "So it is. There are shorter
paths." 'Ah." She smiled in the manner of a
warrior who has humbled his worst enemy. "You speak of the crowns. I know
the secret of the crowns." "So you do, according to Brother
Zacharias. Still, you were forced to walk across the breadth of the country
through many lands in both winter and summer. I need not do so. I can walk
where I will. I can cross between any crown and any other crown in the space of
no more than three days. I can cross great distances in a short time. Who else
has this power? Do you, Uapeani-kazonkansi-a-lari?" Anna thought her legs would collapse, but
she held steady. Disbelief choked her, and it was just as well, lest she cry
out. Traitor! Would you sell your own people to
the enemy? "This offer tempts," said the
woman coolly. Her tongue flicked between her lips, as though she began to lick
her lips for a taste of what she desired, but stopped herself. "So I ask
myself: what do you want? In the marketplace, no one trades without asking a
thing in return." He nodded, but he was tense now, eager,
held taut. He teased his lower lip with his teeth, caught himself doing so it
seemed, and licked his lips instead, in an echo of her, blinking quickly and
taking a deep breath. "I want only one thing. One thing, in
exchange." The faces of the Ashioi were masks, their
expression impenetrable, even those whose features were not concealed by the
painted snarls and open maws of animals. "I want the half daimone woman called
Liathano." Blessing twisted in his grip and bit him
on the hand. He shouted in pain, shook loose his hand,
and slapped her so hard backhanded that the blow sent her tumbling to the dirt. "Little beast!" She lay there, breathing hard. Anna
hesitated, hating herself for her fear, before sidling forward to kneel beside
her. The girl's hair concealed her face, but as Anna smoothed it back she saw
the mark of Hugh's ring, which had cut the skin, and the deep purple red welt
that would spread and hurt. Blessing grinned at her through tears of
pain. "I've been waiting to do that," she said triumphantly. All around them, the Ashioi laughed.
6 THE pale ones had little to recommend them
by the standards of civilized folk. They were not a beautiful race; they were
too hairy, too pallid, too big. Of course they smelled bad. Yet the wealth of
metal they bore was staggering. Each of the warriors carried a metal-pointed
spear and a strong metal sword. All were armed with such riches. They stank of
cold iron. Even the captive girl was shackled in iron chains as she stared
fixedly with her eagle's glare at Zuangua, as though she recognized him. She
lay with one hand propping herself up and the other gingerly exploring the
pattern of cut and bruise on her face. Her expression was a mirror of her
emotions, and it took no great cunning to see the thoughts filter by the way
she frowned, then smiled one-sidedly to spare the bruised cheek, then winced
and cocked a shoulder as though shutting off a nagging voice. Secha knew that to clad prisoners in iron
was to be wealthy beyond imagining. It would be difficult to defeat an enemy
whose soldiers fought with such weapons. The Ashioi possessed only stone and
bronze, but they had captured a few iron implements in recent months. They knew
what power iron held and how difficult it would be to learn to forge in the
manner known to humankind. There was a kind of magic to it. No one willingly gave up such secrets, not
unless they wanted something very badly in return. After the girl bit their leader and the
laughter died down, Feather Cloak turned to her people. "Enough!" she said. "We
will talk in council and decide what is best to do now that we understand the
bargain that has been offered to us." Folk scurried away to scrape out a fire
pit and rake dry grass back away from the rim, while additional mask warriors
took up guard stations around the rock corral that fenced in the prisoners. Fox Mask strutted up and down along the
fence, making jokes to her companions about the leader. "The color of root
paste, his skin! Might as well marry a mealworm! Hair as fine as spider's silk!
Imagine how nasty that must be to touch!" Secha could not laugh. Inside that fence,
the leader was giving his men directions. They secured their shelters, heated
porridge over a small campfire, fed and watered their horses, shared out food
and drink, and took themselves off to pits where excrement and piss were
immediately covered with a thin layer of dirt. Not entirely uncivilized, then.
The servant tidied the girl, blotted blood off her face, and made her
comfortable on blankets. As twilight drew over them, the warriors settled down
in a defensive ring that would allow some to rest while others kept watch. Fox Mask could say what she wanted, but
their leader carried himself as do men who are accustomed to admiration. He had
poise, a trait Secha respected. Despite knowing he faced an overwhelmingly
superior force that could kill him and his warriors easily, he showed no sign
of fear without, however, blustering in the manner of warriors such as Cat Mask
and Lizard Mask who relied on muscle more than brain to win their skirmishes. Behind her, flames crackled, eating
through the latticework of kindling sticks, and bigger branches were stacked on
the fire to let it blaze. Feather Cloak took her place within the aura of light
as the council gathered in a ring, facing the light. "Speak," said Feather Cloak.
"Let me hear your words." "Let us take them as an offering and
be done with it," said the blood knives. "No," said Feather Cloak.
"It is foolish to throw away such a powerful weapon." "How can this spell he speaks of be
used as a weapon?" asked the blood knives. "Why fight at all?" asked Eldest
Uncle. "If humankind is so weakened, it is best to parley. We can rebuild
if we are at peace. We cannot rebuild if we are at war." Zuangua smirked, regarding his twin. Old
rivalry existed between the siblings, twined together with long affection.
"You have forgotten, Brother, that most of our people are those who were
caught in shadow, betwixt and between. For us the war is yesterday, not three
or four generations ago. For us, there can be no peace!" "War is better." Fox Mask's
statement ran like an echo back through those assembled. Only in the trees
behind Secha was there silence, where waited her mate and her son and her
infant daughters. "War," said the others. "War!" they cried. She looked toward the fence, feeling that
they were being watched. Indeed, the man with sun hair had walked without fear
up to the rock wall. He stood there, listening and watching and able, most
likely, to understand the meat of the debate without understanding the skin
that was its surface of words. Secha admired him for his exotic beauty, but
also for a self-possession untroubled by any ripple of uncertainty. It meant a
lot to hold firm in the face of the unknown. For this reason, she knew she must speak,
as was her right. "Listen," she said. "I have
something to say. Why should we trust this golden one? He means to betray his
own kind. Why not betray us in turn? He is brave and bold, it is true. Is he
brave and bold enough to pretend to be our ally while leading us into
death?" "It's true that all he claims to want
is that woman," said Feather Cloak. She did not bother to hide her
disgust. "It doesn't seem like much." " 'That' woman is a great deal,"
said Eldest Uncle. "She will be hard to defeat, and difficult to capture
and hold." "But a fine armful to hold, so they
say!" said Zuangua with a laugh. Feather Cloak pulled a mighty grimace. Her
indignation made her young uncle laugh again. "Jealousy is a sharp spear,"
Zuangua retorted, and Secha supposed it was so. He was cleverer than he acted,
that one. "I am not jealous!" "You may not be, if you say so, but
the Pale Sun Dog is. He is jealous of your son for having what he wants for
himself." Feather Cloak seemed ready to burst with
anger, so Secha cut in. "What man can help himself when faced with a
creature born half of fire? Moths will die in flames. So might men, unable to
resist that brilliance." "That is true, at least," said
Feather Cloak, mollified, "for I traveled for a time with my son in human
lands. There was some head butting as men will do, over that woman. Yet even
so, as Secha says, why should we trust this Pale Dog? Even my own son has
turned against us and cast his loyalty in with his father's people." "Is it certain your son means to
fight us?" asked Secha. "When was this news known? The Bright One did
not harm us. She aided our cause." "If any can convince him, it would be
his wife," said Eldest Uncle, taking hold of Secha's line of argument.
"She is not against us. She is not our enemy." Feather Cloak shook her head decisively.
"She is too powerful and must be killed. That judgment was passed on her
in exile, was it not? By the one who wore the feathered cloak before me?" "Since your words are true, there is
no answer to them," said Eldest Uncle. "But we no longer live in
exile. Everything has changed. Our strategy must change as well." "She walked the spheres!" 'As did you, Daughter! Think of this: the
rope that bound us to the aether is severed. No one can ascend that ladder
again. She is not our enemy." "Who is blinded by brilliance
now?" demanded Feather Cloak. "I say, capture her, and give her to
the blood knives." The priests nodded eagerly. "Let us defeat all of humankind and
then I'll eat the Pale Sun Dog for supper," said Fox Mask with a
coarse laugh that made half of her companions chortle and slap the backs of their hands
together to show their appreciation for her wit. Secha did not find her amusing.
"Revenge, like jealousy, makes slaves of those who cling to it." Zuangua stepped forward to cut off the
eruption of commentary. "Then what do we bargain with, since she is the
only thing this Pale Dog wants?" "Is it worth bargaining at all?"
asked the blood knives. "How can this spell he speaks of be used as a
weapon?" The warriors laughed. They already knew. Zuangua shook his head, frowning at the
blood knives as if he could not understand their ignorance. "If it is true
that he knows how to move where he wills and when he wills, this is a sword as
powerful as the mystery of iron." Cat Mask stepped forward. "Strike
quickly and decisively! I said so all along!" "Strike in small groups!" said
Lizard Mask as he stepped up alongside his rival. "I said so all along! "My question is not answered,"
said Secha, watching the pale sun man watch his enemies and thereby learn. She
thought that he was probably learning far more about them than they had so far
learned about him. "How can we trust him? He might send our war bands to
the bottom of the sea or into the heart of a mountain to be entombed in
stone." "Is that possible?" asked
Zuangua, interested. "A good tactic!" "I don't think it is possible,"
said Feather Cloak. "The weaving links the crowns, nothing else." Secha went on stubbornly. "He might
weave us so we are lost in these days and months that pass within the crowns.
The tide of days could ebb and flow around our warriors and they would be lost,
just as we were lost in exile." "You can weave the crowns, Feather
Cloak," said Cat Mask to Feather Cloak. "Why do we need him?" Kansi shook her head. Each time, Secha saw
her speak in a different way as the angle of her head and the tilt of her neck
and the frown on her lips revealed a new emotion. "I could walk between
Earth and exile because I could call the burning stone, which was a gateway.
Yet I have not seen the burning stone since we returned to Earth. My father is
right. That ladder is broken, as far as I know. As for the other, I do not know
the secret of weaving between the crowns on Earth." "Let his skill be tested before we
make any bargain," said Zuangua. "I'll go, with the pick of my
warriors. You can keep the child and his other servants as hostage against our
safe return." Above, the thin veil of clouds that had
shielded the sky parted. Stars shone through in ragged patches. Wind chased
chaff into the flames, where it flashed and died. Eldest Uncle shut his eyes and bowed his
head. "It is risky," said Feather
Cloak. "Yes," agreed Zuangua, showing
his teeth. His warriors, led by Fox Mask, crowded up
behind him, all grinning with that same reckless smile. They were restless,
shoulders twitching, heels bouncing, elbows shifting as though they were about
to burst into a run. "We have waited long enough. We are
ready to go to war." 7 UNDER. guard, Lord Hugh's company marched
into the land of the Cursed Ones. Anna stuck close to Blessing in case Lord
Hugh meant to hit the child again. She stuck close because she feared the way
the girl stared admiringly, hungrily, at the Ashioi. "Do you hear what they're talking
about?" the girl asked her, but all that streamed from those foreign
mouths sounded to Anna no different than the chirping of birds and the howling
of dogs. Blessing understood it all. It seemed that her father's blood, or her
mother's sorcery, or the aetherical milk she had suckled as a child, or all of
these combined, had opened her ears to the Ashioi language. Anna envied her. The child had learned from her abduction.
She kept silent about her unexpected skill. She let no one except Anna know,
because she wasn't sure who was her friend and who her enemy. After several
days they were delivered to a prison. It had a high stone wall and raised
towers where guards stood watch. Through the gate lay a dusty courtyard and a
dozen shelters. They were only stone platforms raised above the level of the
earth. Posts set in the ground supported crude roofs. There were no walls. It
was an awful place. It made her want to cry, but she could not
cry, because she had to take care of Blessing. At the gate, Feather Cloak waited with her
entourage. Inside, lord Hugh called them together. "I must leave," he
said to them. Their expressions were anxious, but they listened obediently.
"I have sworn to these Ashioi that I will not teach them or aid them if
any of you are harmed. I stand by that. You will be protected." He smiled
gently. "Yet make yourselves useful. If you have marketable skills, let
yourselves be coaxed into sharing." 'Any chance we can share with the
women?" asked Theodore. "They sure look at us invitingly, if I must
say so." 'And them wearing almost nothing but the
skin they were born in," said Scarred John appreciatively. The others chuckled, and then looked
downcast. "Would it be going against God, my
lord?" asked Theodore. "They're heathens. It might be wrong." "Yes, they are heathens. Therefore we
are enjoined to bring them into the Circle of Unity. Do not fear to associate
with them. But only if they ask first, lest you unwittingly break their
laws." This command the soldiers liked well
enough, but Anna clutched Blessing's arm and wished only to be allowed to sit
down in the shade. The heat made her dizzy. Lord Hugh departed, but as the men spread
out to explore the courtyard, the handsome man appeared at the gate. Anna had
figured out that the man was Blessing's great-great-uncle. Like Prince
Sanglant, he was restless, even impatient. His gaze roved, and he spotted
Blessing. He called out, "Come!" Anna knew that word well enough!
"What does he want?" she asked Blessing. The girl considered her uncle with an
eagle's brooding gaze. She bit her lip. She grasped Anna's wrist and tugged her
closer to the gate. He scared Anna. He was fierce and he looked unkind, but
Blessing walked right up to him and spoke in the language of the Ashioi. He
laughed, and it was obvious even to Anna that these fluent words did not
surprise him; he had guessed all along. When he spoke, replying, Blessing gasped
out loud. She yelped with joy. She released Anna's arm and hopped in a circle. "He says he'll take me, he'll train
me in arms to be a mask warrior, like the others. Right now! So I can kill bad
people. He won't make me wait, not like my daddy did." "You can't go with them, Your
Highness!" "Why not? I can go! I hate it here.
He's given me a new name, and I like it better!" "What name?" she asked, as her
voice was throttled by fear. The uncle did not even look at her, because she
didn't matter to him. He only looked at Blessing, with a cruel smile. "He calls me 'Little Beast.' I like
that name!" She danced over to his side, and he was so delighted that he
tousled her dark hair as if with affection. "You're too young!" cried Anna. The girl took her uncle's hand and,
without a backward glance, walked through the gate. "Then let me come with you!" But Blessing was already gone, and the
masked warriors pushed Anna back into her prison and shut the gate. 8 WE have waited long enough," said the
blood knives. "We marched out here into the wilderness, Feather Cloak. We
are exposed, we might be attacked, we risked contagion through contact with the
corpses of the Pale Dogs. Now we have waited six nights and a day. Those who
crossed through the loom have not returned." Feather Cloak was drawing with a stick in
the dirt, as she had been for the last six days, trying to understand the
threads and angles by which the Pale Sun Dog had woven a gateway through the
standing stones. The blood knives drew off to one side and began muttering
together. Secha dropped into a crouch beside Feather
Cloak. "The sky counters are displeased with you, Feather Cloak." "What do you think?" The other
woman paused with the stick hovering above the earth. "Is the angle there
sharp enough?" Secha had already drawn the pattern; she
had seen its measure at once, watching the sorcerer draw the bright threads
down off the stars. It amused her that Feather Cloak struggled even though she
had proved herself strong in the deep magic known to those who walked the
spheres. Feather Cloak could reach into a thing and draw its qualities out of it,
twist them and turn them. She could cause fog to rise out of the ground, or
earth to crack, or vines to curl around the limbs of her enemy. When they had
lived in exile, she had called the burning stone out of the aether and walked
through it onto Earth. But angles and numbers defeated her. She looked very
annoyed. "What are you come here for?"
she demanded, when Secha made no answer. "To tell you that the work crew has
cleared the bodies out of the village and cleansed them. The pit where the dead
flesh is buried is ringed with death stones. Their spirits can't walk, to haunt
us." They had set up camp on level ground
outside the ditch that ringed the deserted human village. It was a bare
landscape that reminded her of exile, pale grass, brittle shrubs, and the long
sweep of hills. On the seven days' march here they had seen no sign of human
life, but birds flocked in great numbers out of the south where they had taken
refuge in the Ashioi country. Small animals abounded, and they feasted on the
little spitted creatures every night. She rose. The grave site lay almost out of
the site to the west, just off the trail that led onward into the enemy's
lands. A few mask warriors were still piling stones on the mound, but it was
well sealed according to the old custom. "I think the stones are
unnecessary," Secha commented. Feather Cloak stood. She was not, in fact,
wearing the feathered cloak; on the march out here she had set it aside as too
cumbersome, despite the sky counters' protest. "Let them have their
ceremonies," she said dismissively. "If you do not show them respect,
they will come to hate you." Feather Cloak looked sidelong at her, and
that intense gaze sharpened. She had a way of tightening her jaw that made her
look very threatening. "Why this concern, Secha? You've never liked me.
Not even when we were children together." "You do not know me very well." "That is your answer, then. The blood
knives do not know me very well." She ran a dusty foot over the dirt to
erase the crooked hatch work she had drawn. "The priests told me that the soles
of the feet must never touch the ground, lest the sacred energy coiled within
be released into the earth." "My power is greater than the
priests' ignorance. They know that, so they do not challenge me." "Not yet." "If you cannot help, then leave me
alone." 'As you command, Feather Cloak." She walked down the path to the village,
crossed the bridge of logs laid across the ditch, and passed through the open
gate. A third of the company was resting in camp, a third was on guard, and the
rest were roaming through the abandoned houses and sheds, looking for anything
valuable. The biggest crowd had gathered around one long stone building set a
little ways away from the others, with a monstrous stone hearth at the back.
Here she found her daughters, one carried by her son and the other by their
father. Her son saw her immediately, and he ran
over to her. He was such a good-looking boy, and although he was short and
slender because of the years of deprivation, he was clever, and he was eating a
lot these days and putting on weight. The baby was awake. She reached for her
mother as soon as she came close. Secha took her and settled her on her hip as
the youth circled, unable to stand still. "The mask warriors are saying that
according to the old custom, I'm old enough to be shield carrier now." "That's what you want?" she
asked him, although she already knew his answer, and he only grinned, knowing
she knew. "It's important to choose carefully who you bind yourself to as
an apprentice," she added. "You want the best training, and a chance
to prove yourself when you're ready, but not before." But he was already dashing off, no doubt
to spill the good news to that young mask warrior he had been following around.
Well. She would make sure that he wasn't put in that unit. He would need
a trustworthy mentor, someone steady and experienced. The warriors parted respectfully to let
her through into the stone building. It had a stone floor, and a tile roof that
had collapsed in one corner. All the windows had lost their shutters. The
stones were blackened along one wall, heavy roof beams scorched. Charcoal and
other debris littered the floor. It looked as though the place had burned. On
the side opposite the massive hearth, shelves had collapsed, and broken pottery
made the footing tricky. A pair of mask warriors were picking through the
debris by the shelves, although she had no idea what they hoped to find. Rain had the other baby slung on his back.
He was scavenging through the tools near the stone hearth, which was built
rather like a little house, open on one side. In some cases these metal implements
were merely rims of metal whose bodies of wood had burned away. But there was a
massive hammerhead with a hole for a haft, a pair of black iron spears no
longer than his arm, tongs and rings, and a spray of spear points and ax and
adze heads scattered on the stone floor beside heaps of slag and crumbling
charcoal dust. Seeing her, he smiled. "This was a forge," he said,
displaying a lump of melted bronze on his palm. He set it back down and picked
up three wedges in turn, each one bigger than the one before. "Look at the
strength of this metal. This must be iron! My master always said iron was
impossible to work, yet here it's been done. There's a quarry a short walk from
here, and I think they were mining up in the hills. We could make an outpost here,
start a mining operation of our own. There's trees enough for charcoal. If we
only had the smithing magic." He hefted the massive hammerhead in both
hands. "To be able to forge iron like this . . . well, they say the
raiding parties in the east are looking for blacksmiths." She settled down cross-legged and in those
ruins nursed the babies as he babbled on, showing her each tool and speculating
on its purpose, and in this manner fell into a reminiscence about the man he
had apprenticed to when he was very young. He'd learned a few things, enough to
appreciate the craft and the sorcery, but the old smith had died too early and
the knowledge had been lost. That was when Rain had turned to flint-knapping
and gained respect for skills honed over many years of practice. So many had died. But the days in exile were over, although
the taste of dust was still fresh in her mouth. The suck of life is powerful.
The babies were strong and sturdy, dark and fat. They were beautiful, and so
was this world with its sere hills and secret winds, its changeable sky and
restless sea. Even the breath of ancient burning had brought new life to this
small corner, where bugs scurried in the cracks and a dusky green vine had
grown in through the open window and announced its presence with a pair of
perfect white flowers. Every window is a gateway onto another
place. She thought of the doorway woven by the Pale Sun Dog, and she wept a
little, remembering the beauty of those glittering threads. "It'll be dusk soon," he said,
interrupting himself. "You'll want to go back to the stones." He took
the sleeping babies from her and let her go. Dawn and dusk were gateways, a passage
between night and day. So was each footstep, which brought you
farther from the place you started but closer to the place you hoped to reach. The youngest of the blood knives was
lurking by the village gate, and she fell in beside Secha, looking around with
all the furtive nonsensicalness of a child playing at hide-and-seek. She was
not much older than Secha's own son, but she was a sleek and fine young woman
who seemed years older, honed to a cutting edge that made young men stare. She
was not at all the kind of woman Secha had any wish for a sweet lad like her
own dear son to fall into lust with, but otherwise she liked her far better
than any of the older blood knives. "They're sour and bitter," said
the girl with a smirk, as if she had tasted Secha's thoughts. "They want
to go back to the temples and lick blood off their tongues. But I know you
understood the magic of weaving, didn't you?" "No. But I could. If someone taught
me its secrets." They crossed the ditch in silence except
for the creak of planks beneath their feet. "In the house of youth I was best in
my cohort at calculating numbers," the girl confessed without humility.
"It was a great honor to my household when the sky counters brought a
serpent skirt to the chief of our village. They tied the sash of apprenticeship
over my shoulder and sent me out to serve with the army. But now I see something
I want more." Secha nodded, and the girl looked at her
and nodded, and that was all that needed to be said. A pair of brawny mask warriors walked
past, going toward the village, and the young woman tilted her chin and canted
her shoulders and twitched a hip so that they flushed dark and pulled on their
ears and hurried on, too intimidated to look back after her. "Why do you do that?" Secha
asked. "Because I can." Then she
started, like a young hare. "Best they not see me with you," she
murmured, and shied off into the camp as swiftly as she could without running
and drawing more attention to herself. The blood knives were preparing to depart
the camp in the company of Feather Cloak and a number of mask warriors, so
Secha fell in at the end of the procession, unnoticed and undisturbed. Just
beyond the encampment a path split off from the main road and curled up over a
slope. Within a cradle of shallow hills stood the eleven stones that marked
this circle. Ten stood as though newly raised while the eleventh had fallen off
to one side where the hillside had caved in under it. The brambles and vines that had
covered it had been cleared away in the last few days. They waited somewhat back from the circle,
since no one wanted to get too close. No one knew quite what to expect, even
though the dawns and dusks of the last six days had passed uneventfully. The
young serpent skirt sidled out of the gathering shadows to join the other sky
counters. She did not look once at Secha; her gaze was fixed on the dark
stones. The wind died. Twilight settled. Out here
beyond the White Road, they rarely saw the sun, and tonight the entire sky was
covered with a mantle of pale cloud. It was chilly. A pair of warriors breathed
into their hands. Feather Cloak was tapping her foot, looking irritated and
impatient. She had brought Little Beast with her—the rest of the hostages had
been left behind in a pen—and her granddaughter stood perfectly still. The
contrast was almost amusing. She was waiting. They all were waiting. Each in
their own way. It was entirely quiet. Distant sounds
drifted on the wind: a goat's complaint, chiming laughter, a snatch of song. A faint melody ringing as out of the
heavens tingled through her, seeping into flesh and bone. She gasped. The crown flowered into a blossom of
brilliant light, threads weaving and crossing, caught in the warp of the unseen
stars and wefted through the stones. Led by Fox Mask, the mask warriors burst
out of the gateway. They were laughing and howling and chattering and singing,
burdened with tools and sacks and an iron kettle and a pair of cows and four
horses and a herd of terrified sheep and one interested dog that everyone
seemed to ignore although the animal was busily keeping the sheep in a tight
group. The blood knives cried out a brief poem, a
song of praise, because there were six prisoners as well, bound and under close
guard, one woman in long robes and five men, all struggling against the ropes
that restrained them. Last came Zuangua. He held an iron sword
drawn behind the Pale Sun Dog, whose face was pale with weariness. Threads
dissolved into a shower of sparks. These flares died, and suddenly it was dark. "Silence!" cried Feather Cloak. "Success!" barked Fox Mask in
answer, and in reply they heard the weeping and curses of the prisoners. Sparks bit, and oil lamps and reed tapers
were lit. Light and shadow wove through the assembly. Zuangua said, "Where is my Little
Beast?" Little Beast sprang forward and barreled
into him. He patted her on the head as he might a favored dog. "Can I go
with you next time, Uncle?" she demanded. "I'm old enough to be a
shield bearer." Her speech was fluid and fluent,
shockingly so, but they had gotten used to it; everyone agreed it was some gift
of the blood or the taint of sorcery, inherited from her mother. Maybe she had
been bitten by snakes. "Old enough," he agreed
carelessly, and he looked at the blood knives as if daring them to try to wrest
her from him. But the priests stared avidly at the
prisoners. The woman in long robes had begun chanting in a singsong voice that
reminded Secha of the sky counters' praying. It seemed she had power, because
the other prisoners calmed and steadied, although by their flaring eyes and
gritted teeth they were still as terrified as the bleating sheep. There was a short
man with thick arms and massive shoulders; there was a youth little older than
her own son; there was a man with blood on his tunic and another who limped
from a wound, and the last was white-faced with shock although he was the
tallest and plumpest among them. "You can't have all of them,"
said Zuangua to the priests. "Those two—" He indicated the burly man
and the youth. "—we took from their forging house. They're
blacksmiths." The priest-woman in her long robes looked
toward the stone circle. The Pale Dog was leaning against one of the stones as
though exhausted, his eyes closed and his breathing shallow. His mouth was
parted, and his chin and jaw and lips moved ever so slightly, as if he were
talking to himself in an undertone. Everything was pale in him, fair hair, fair
skin, undyed linen tunic pallid against the night, and a gold circle hung on a
necklace at his fair throat. The dark stone framed him, highlighting his beauty
and his cunning power, his strength and his shine. The priest-woman cursed him. You didn't
need to understand the words to hear the power of her speech. But if he heard her, he gave no sign. His
eyes remained closed. He might have been sleeping, mumbling as dreamers do,
except for the twitching of one little finger. Zuangua had a mask after all, one tipped
up on his head: he wore the visage of a dragon, proud and golden, just as he
was. "I have something to say," he
began, and Feather Cloak raised a hand to allow him to continue. "He is a very evil man,"
observed Zuangua as his warriors waved their hands in agreement. "He has
lost even the love and loyalty for kinfolk that every person ought to have! He
betrayed them all, without mercy." "Thus will humankind fall," said
Feather Cloak. "They are faithless each to the other." Secha spoke up. "Not all of them are.
Liathano kept faith with your son, Sanglant." At the mention of those names, the Pale
Dog's jaw tightened, but he did not open his eyes. He had very good hearing. "Your son kept faith with his
father," said Zuangua to Feather Cloak, "which I saw with my own
eyes." He grinned wickedly. "Even this 'little beast' who stands at
my side seems to love me." The girl glanced at him, surprised at his
words, then grinned. "You'll teach me to fight!" she exclaimed. "Beware the beast does not bite you
in your time," said Feather Cloak. "I'd never bite him! I like him, and
I hate you." Feather Cloak studied the girl. In truth,
thought Secha, her disinterest in her only grandchild was no more unnatural
than the pale sun hair's disavowal of his kin. "I thought you hated this
one called 'Lord Hugh.' " "I hate him! He's a very bad man.
He'll cheat you if he can. He'll kill you." Feather Cloak smiled, amused, perhaps, by
the piping voice and passionate expression of the girl. "A fair
warning, Little Beast. He may try. He is not as strong or as clever as he
thinks he is. What of the raid, Uncle?" He indicated everything they had captured.
"We walked between this crown and one that Sun Hair told us was far in the
north. He called the place Thersa. We took the villagers by surprise.
They could not fight us. It may be true that the Pale Dogs are many, that they
have multitudes, and that we are few. But I tell you, it will be difficult for
them to protect themselves against this manner of warfare." She raised both hands. The wind came up just then, as though she
had called it, and possibly she had. Or maybe it was just the night wind rising
off the cooling ground. There was a hint of salt in that air, a fine hissing
spray carried in from the sea. And another scent as well, a witching smell that
made her ears itch. The prisoners fell silent. The blood
knives covered their faces and prayed. With a puzzled frown, Feather Cloak
lowered her hands. The Pale Sun Dog opened his eyes and,
without letting his gaze rest even for an instant on the other Pale Dogs, he
scanned the heavens and then the surrounding slopes, the tender grass in its
pale splendor and the thorny shrubs that lay along the slopes as strands of
darkness. A nightjar whirred. An owl who-whooed. The night breeze was cool, teasing her
hair, kissing her cheeks. That salt breath of the sea faded, and now after all
it was only a common night, cloudy, cool, and filled with the crickling of nocturnal
insects. Feather Cloak spoke. 'Among the Wendish
there is a saying: 'the luck of the king.' If the king's fortunes
fail him, then no warrior will follow him. A prince without a retinue is no
prince,' which means that without followers, he cannot rule. If we are not
strong enough to defeat Sanglant and shatter his army, then we need only cause
such devastation in his country that his people cry for a new feathered cloak—a
new regnant—to save them. There are others who claim the right to lead.
It matters not which one leads, or which one claims. Best if they fight among
themselves, because that will weaken them. Destroy Sanglant's support, destroy
the trust his people have in him, and you have destroyed him even if you have
not killed him." "He is your son," said Zuangua,
looking a little disgusted. "He turned his back on his mother's
kinfolk. He swore allegiance to the Pale Dogs. He can't be trusted." Zuangua shrugged. "No one distrusts
the Pale Dogs more than I do. Yet if your son can't be trusted, then neither
can this one. For it seems to me that he has done worse by turning his back on
his kin and his kind, all and together. At least your son keeps faith with
those he has sworn community with. This one is no kind of trustworthy
ally." "I did not say I trusted him. But
what he offers, we can use. We will learn as much as we can from him, and after
we are done, we will kill him. We will let the blood knives have him, if they
can bind him. We will kill all of the human sorcerers, those who know the secret
of the crowns. Then the sorcery of the looms can never again be used against
us. For this reason, I will accept his alliance." The blood knives nodded eagerly. The mask
warriors stamped their feet and barked and howled and shrieked approval. The
prisoners huddled close to the priest-woman her long robes, and even she with
her words of power looked afraid. The flickering light made a golden mask of
Feather Cloak's face. Zuangua nodded thoughtfully. "Yes. We
must kill all the human sorcerers. They are the most dangerous of all." Feather Cloak raised both hands, palms
facing heaven, to allow the gods a glimpse into her soul. "I accept his
offer of alliance. I offer him in turn the woman called Liathano." "What of a powerful offering for the
gods?" demanded the blood knives. "What of your promise to us?" "You can have her afterward,"
said Feather Cloak, and she smiled mockingly at them. "If you can bind
her." "This is a bad thing," muttered
Secha. "To protect ourselves is a bad
thing?" "To seal an agreement on a lie is a
bad thing." But Kansi-a-lari, The Impatient One, was
Feather Cloak now. "I have spoken," she said
irritably. She beckoned to Sun Hair. She let him
approach her. The prisoners watched in dread and anger, and her company watched
with an intense excitement so palpable that it seemed to Secha that the ground
trembled beneath the soles of her feet, shaken by their eagerness. These were the tokens they exchanged: He
gave to Feather Cloak an iron feather whose essence was so pure that it gleamed
with a light all its own. She gave to him a folded mantle, a humble item, to be
sure, but he pressed the cloth to his face as though it were the end of his
desire. Thus was the bargain sealed, and their
path chosen. 9 MIDNIGHT—or as close to midnight as they
could estimate, since no stars were visible to measure out time. They measured
by psalms instead, and when they finished singing "Vindicate me, God, for
I have walked without blame," all quieted. Because the church in Novomo had been
built in the waning years of the Dariyan Empire, it boasted an impressive
processional frieze worked into both walls of the nave above the twin rows of
columns that separated the nave from the aisles on either side. In those
shadowed aisles waited courtiers and servants, their faces unseen except as
pale washes marked by the dark stones that were their eyes and the occasional
flash of a ring or gold necklace catching candlelight. Above the waiting
masses, the frieze marked the ascent of saints and martyrs toward the Hearth.
Each held a saint's crown to place before God. The colored stones in the mosaic
shimmered to mark their holy robes and their holy crowns. Even their eyes
shone; in this way the saints differ from the guilty who live and suffer on
Earth, whose eyes are only pits in whose depths the righteous can discern the
black stain of the Enemy. Candlelight alone lit the church except
for a single oil lamp placed on the Hearth itself and burning with the
confidence and constancy of the just. By the smoky flames of threescore slender
candles the ancient faces of the holy saints and martyrs watched and judged,
their serene expressions caught forever in mosaics so cunningly worked that they
almost appeared to be a painting. In the empty nave, threescore clerics lined
up in two rows. Each cleric carried a taper in cupped hands. Back by the
portico, Empress Adelheid and her consort waited under a mosaic rendering of
the old palace that had once stood in Novomo; that structure was now half
buried within the new palace, which had been erected about a hundred years ago
and restored and remodeled several times since then. So it was with the world: The skopos stood
closest to God, beside the altar, and her clerics faced her with the light of
truth in their hands. Secular power must wait at the doors of the church,
because it could not enter fully. As for the rest, they must huddle in the
shadows and pray. Antonia raised her hands although she had
already commanded silence. To her right Lord Berthold knelt on one knee, an arm
braced against his thigh. His companion, Lord Jonas, stared at the ground,
cowed and frightened, but Berthold studied the scene with the expression of a
man who has seen the loveliest rose on Earth trampled and shredded before his
eyes. He had grown up well loved and well protected by his father's affection
and by his high rank. No doubt the youth had never before understood how cruel
and ugly the world was in truth. He did now. You could see it in the way he
stared as if he wasn't seeing, in the way he heard and saw without showing the
least color of feeling, as if all emotion had been drained out of him with one
sharp, deep cut. As it had been, because weeks ago he had woken to find Lady
Elene dead beside him and her blood coagulating around his fingers and sleeves
and in the tips of his hair. That was the truth of the world. It was
long past time he discovered it for himself, although unfortunately it had not
seemed to bring him to prayer service more often, as it should have. She had offered him a position in
her schola—in time a youth of his lineage could hope to rise to become
presbyter—but he had refused her so tonelessly that she had known at once that
his soul had already fallen into the Pit and was spinning and tumbling in the
darkness. "It is written in the Holy Verses
that we will love God, who are Mother and Father of Life for us all, at rest in
the Circle of Unity which binds us. How then can the holy church recognize as regnant
a man who murdered his own father? How can the holy church bless those who
allow such a man to raise himself to power after such an unjust deed? To bless
those who have turned against the church and the skopos?" The halo of light scarcely brushed Adelheid,
but Antonia knew her well enough to see by the cant of her shoulders and the
tilt of her pale chin that the empress was smiling. The general shifted
restlessly. He could speak Dariyan but not so well that he easily understood
the words of clerics and scholars, the words of the church whose tenets his
kinfolk rejected. It still galled her, but she knew that
even a crude tool may suffice. Must suffice. General Lord Alexandras was, in
fact, correct: if Arethousa and Aosta were to survive, they must protect each
other against attacks from all sides. Therefore. "Let those who aid this patricide be
cursed. May they be cursed in their towns and in their fields. May they be
cursed in their cattle and in their flocks. May they be cursed in their
children and in their graveyards, in their granaries and in the work of their
hands. Those who do not obey this decree, those who offer aid and comfort, will
disappear from the Earth. They will be swallowed by fire and swept away by the
sea. In waking and sleeping, in eating and drinking, in both bread and wine
will they be cursed. They are bound by the chains of anathema. They are exiled
from the Circle of Unity." She extended a hand. Brother Petrus,
standing at her left, handed her the trio of scrolls on each one of which the
ban was recorded. These she offered to Lord Berthold, who took them without a
word of comment and without any change in his mask of stone. 'As these tapers are extinguished, so
shall the light of those who disobey us be extinguished and cast into the
darkness." Each cleric knelt and ground out the flame
against the floor. The church drowned in darkness, but for the single lamp
burning behind the holy mother who rules over all, skopos and guardian of God's
Truth. The Abyss must be dark like this. Black
and empty to the eye but swarming with the pitiful breath of souls who wonder,
hopelessly, what will come next. Because, of course, nothing will come next.
They are doomed to fall forever. That is the true meaning of the curse. She savored the silence. Every soul there
was cowed, as they should be, wondering what power she had that she might
raise. The skopos was most powerful of all, and it was necessary for them to
remember that. "Come, Jonas," said Berthold
quietly behind her. "Wolfhere and the others should have come now with the
horses from the stable. Let's go." Something about the tone of his voice
bothered her. "You will deliver the decree, Lord Berthold," she said
in a low voice, not wanting her words to carry. "Others will follow on
your trail, in case you do not survive the journey. Lest you think to shirk your
duty to the skopos." Out in the nave and aisles, no one had yet
gained enough nerve to act or speak. "I will survive the journey. The Eagle will guide us." "So he will. He was spared for that
purpose. As were you." "Think you so?" he asked
defiantly, and she would have had him scourged for his disrespect, but then it
would be all to do over again. No one else had heard. This one time, she would
have to let it go. He rose and, with Jonas following at his
heels like a dog, walked down the center of the nave until he and his companion
faded into the gloom between the ranks of clerics. She heard the door open, but
not close. As they waited they all of them heard a few distant comments, the
cheerful ring of harness, and caught a glimpse of a lantern raised high and
moving out of sight as the riders left the courtyard on the first stage of
their long journey. All the foreigners were, at long last,
gone. Even the cremated remains and pickled heart of Lady Elene had been packed
into a box and sent with Berthold. The skulls of Hugh's party, though, had long
since been cast out onto the trash heap. After a long silence came the snick of
flint on metal and the flare of a wick catching a spark as one of Adelheid's
servants lit a lamp. Down the nave Antonia faced that other flame, placed
behind the empress and her consort. What is holy and what is profane must ever
be at odds, and yet they must work together as well, because the world is
imperfect, stained by darkness. "Come, Holy Mother," said the
empress. "We have rid ourselves of the Wendish at last. In the morning, we will rise free of
the taint of northerners. Let them rot without God's blessing, so I pray." With so many soldiers accompanying the
general, Antonia could not mention that the easterners plagued them still. And yet. At least the Arethousans knew civilization
of a kind, unlike the raw barbarians out of the north who had learned only a
hundred years ago to dress in decent clothing instead of a patchwork of skins.
The Arethousans were heretics, of course, but at least they had known the name
of the blessed Daisan for as many centuries as had the noble Aostans. The
northerners had worshiped hills and stones and graves and trees until a
generation ago, and some still did in secret, hoarding their heathen ways
despite knowing that such falsehoods would bring disaster down on their heads. Well. Her knees hurt, and her back had a
twinge. The robes weighed on her shoulders, and she would be sore tomorrow from
standing for so long. She signaled, and folk hustled out of the church in
unseemly haste, as if the ceremony had disturbed them when it should have
bolstered their determination. Her attendants rushed to help her, bringing a
chair. They carried her under the dome decorated with stars and heavenly
creatures: a dragon, a griffin, a serpent with a woman's body and face, and a
sphinx. A private door was nestled behind a curtain, concealing a small room to
one side of the apse. Here, in private, they helped her out of the mantle and
vestments. They offered her a couch and wine to rest on. Here, empress and
general settled side by side on a second couch, then sipped wine out of golden
cups. "Is there more we can do?"
Adelheid asked. "What of the galla, Holy Mother? Surely they could be sent
hunting. A Wendish biscop here, a Varren lord there. That would frighten them,
would it not?" 'And might rebound against us, if we are
accused of harboring malefici, Your Majesty." "Sorcery is a weapon, like a sword is
a weapon," said Alexandras. "If you can thrust, then thrust." "The ruling of the Council of Narvone
has never been superseded," said Antonia patiently. "In western lands
it is specifically forbidden to use black sorcery." "What is this Council of
Narvone?" the general asked. "In the east there is only one council
that speaks on sorcery. In the holy year of The Word, the year 327, the Council
at Kellai did not prohibit magic. Magic is allowed if it is supervised by the
church. This ruling we follow in Arethousa. When is—was—this Council at
Narvone?" Antonia examined him thoughtfully. "I
did not know you followed church affairs so closely, Lord Alexandras. The
Council of Narvone did not take place until after the death of the Emperor
Taillefer. In the kingdom of Salia, women are not allowed to take the throne.
Since Taillefer died leaving no sons but only daughters, the lords and church
folk feared that one of his daughters would usurp power where she had no right
to take any. Specifically, they feared his daughter Tallia, who was biscop of
Autun. They confirmed the ruling of Kellai, but they condemned the arts of the
mathematici, tempestari, augures, haroli, sortelegi, and the malefici, as well
as any sorcery performed outside the auspices of the church." "You rule the church, Holy
Mother." Adelheid set down her cup. She had barely touched her wine,
although the general called for a second cup for himself. Brother Petrus
poured, then retreated to stand by the other servants. Lady Lavinia directed a
servant to light a third lamp. "God rule the church, Your Majesty.
Do not forget this, I pray. If we choose to use sorcery, we must tread
carefully. Anne did not, and she is dead. My powers are not as great as hers
were." Adelheid shrugged. "So you say, but I
never saw her perform more than illusion. It was Hugh's magic that bound the
daimone into Henry. Everyone says she was powerful, but in that case, why is
she dead, and why did she fail?" "I have no skill in the arts of the
tempestari," said Antonia. "I cannot read the future out of the
movements of birds and the placement of entrails, a power some claim. I am no
mathematicus, to weave within the crowns. That skill remains beyond me." "Then what can you do?" Adelheid
demanded. "I know the art of bindings and
workings." " 'Bindings and workings,' "
repeated Alexandras, each syllable precise because he did not, quite,
understand what she meant by the phrase. "This 'bindings and workings' is
not mentioned at your Council of Taillefer, is it?" "No, indeed, it is not." They sat in a simple room at odds with the
elaborate decoration in the church beyond. Here were only whitewashed bricks
but no mosaic work. A pair of couches, covered with wine-colored fabric and
stitched with gold thread, faced each other in the middle of the room. An
unexceptional table was pushed up against one wall; it held a burning lamp, a
vase filled with dried stalks of lavender and a single red rose, a pair of
lectionaries, and a forgotten goose quill
caught in that slight groove between the curved edge of
the table and the wall. Not one tapestry adorned the walls. These walls were as
blameless as an unblemished calf being led to the slaughter. A lamp molded in
the shape of a griffin hung from a hook sunk into a dark beam overhead. A brass
lamp molded in the shape of a dragon remained unlit. A lamp burned over the
door, flame twisting behind glass like the soul of a daimone bound into the
body of a mortal man. Just so had Henry lived and died. Hugh and Anne had both used her, of
course. They had sought to manipulate her to do their dirty work for them
without teaching her the sorcery they themselves knew. With knowledge comes
power. But she had outlived them both—as long, that is, as Hugh was really
dead. Anne's demise she rarely doubted, but she still wondered about Hugh. They
had never found the thirteenth skull. Sanglant had escaped death at the hands of
the galla. That meant it was possible to survive where the galla stalked. "He is dead," she murmured,
trying the word on her tongue, savoring it but finding it bitter and
unreliable. Alexandras' good eye studied her, then
examined the chamber, the servants, the walls, and the lamps, each in turn, as
if marking the position of his enemy before battle is joined. His gaze halted
on the empress. The taut line of his mouth softened. Adelheid's crown gleamed
under lamp light. The gauzy glamour of the light made her look young again,
particularly handsome this night, a gentle, pretty woman in need of a strong
arm to hold her upright in stormy weather. Like Henry, Alexandras was a fool. So were
all men. All but Hugh, now that she thought on it.
Hugh had never desired Adelheid. Yet Hugh had been a fool like all the others;
he had only fixed on other prey. As she must. Alexandras spoke. "Who is most
dangerous to us, in the north? It must be Sanglant, the king. If Wendar is
strong, then Wendar threatens us. If Wendar is weak, they will not attack us.
Already we must guard on our south against the Cursed Ones. On our east,
against the Jinna. I say: kill Sanglant, and we are safe a while from
Wendar." "It's said he can't be killed,"
said Antonia, "although I've never believed it." "Henry believed it," said
Adelheid. "He spoke of it often. He bragged of it. How could he
have loved that one more than the others? Well. Maybe it's true, but we must
still try. And what of his wife? The sorcerer, Liathano? Isn't she
dangerous?" "Liathano!" Alexandras nodded
vigorously. "The prince's concubine. She who is named after the Horse
woman who cannot die." "How comes it you have heard of
her?" asked Antonia. He smiled, taking his time, and answered.
"We are allies for a time with King Geza of Ungria. He took Princess
Sapientia as his wife." "She was married to Geza's brother,
Prince Bayan," cried Adelheid. "Henry would not have liked that! A
naked grab for power!" Alexandras chuckled. "We are all
naked, Your Majesty," he said in a way that made Antonia wonder if she
ought to trust him less, or trust him more. The words made Adelheid laugh. She drank
her wine. "This one, called Liathano,"
continued Alexandras. 'At her we strike, if the man stands beyond our
reach." "Tempting," mused Antonia.
"She is powerful. It isn't likely we can harm her." "What harm to try?" demanded
Adelheid. "Strike there, and you weaken Sanglant. It is only a few
galla." "What harm except to the men whose
blood must be spilled to call the creatures out of the Pit," said Antonia
with a frown, not liking the empress' levity. "If we kill heedlessly, our
own people may turn against us." "There are guilty aplenty who have
earned death," said Adelheid. 'And many innocent who deserve life,"
said Alexandras, "but are dead." The fool believed in innocence, no doubt
because he must believe his wife and children stainless although every Arethousan
was stained by their heretical beliefs. It was only remarkable that God had
waited so long to castigate them. "Your Majesty. Lord General. I am
willing to act against the one called Liathano. But what does it benefit us to
kill her, beyond the satisfaction of revenge?" Adelheid shook her head. "Revenge is
satisfaction enough! Reason enough! If Sanglant cannot be killed, then kill
what he loves best. Send galla. Send spies. Send what you will. But if she is
dead, then he will suffer as I have suffered. That is good enough for me." EPILOGUE FROM Gent, the king and his retinue rode
to the northern sea. Just as the young guardsman had reported, the shoreline
was substantially altered. The river had lost its path to the sea and now
spilled into a vast expanse of marsh where once it had pushed through in a
double channel emptying into the wide northern waters. The shoreline, according
to a pair of locals who guided them, had actually receded, leaving the seabed
exposed and sandy flats scoured by the winter winds, casting sand inland in
great stinging storms. 'After the tempest," said the spry
crone whose commentary Sanglant found most reliable, "the river ran
backward, and eddied, for a fortnight. There was flooding upstream. Yet water
will flow north out of the southern hills. Now, you see," she pointed at
the expanse of flat ground cut by ribbons of trickling water, "how it is
clawing a hundred finger tracks to the sea." They stood on a bluff overlooking what had
once been the deeper, western channel. Its exposed troughs had only a trickle
of water pushing through them. The rest of the ground was slick with rocks and
water weed, and littered with the skeletons of a half dozen sunken, battered
ships. Here and there he glimpsed what might be bones tumbled every which way.
A vast, rusted chain snaked across the old channel. Liath was exploring through the muck below
with Sibold and Lewenhardt in attendance. They were laughing at something
Sibold had pried up from a muddy hole, but he couldn't see what it was. Liath
straightened and looked up toward him, lifted a hand to acknowledge him, and
went back to her excavations. Sanglant wandered along the bluff, marking
where unknown folk had built and later abandoned two ballistae. "I wonder," said Hathui, who
remained always at his side, "if these are the catapults used by Count
Lavastine to break the Eika fleet as it escaped out to sea." "Lavastine? This is not his
county." "He was with King Henry, Your
Majesty, when the king brought an army to retake Gent." "Of course. I recall it now. His heir
. . ." He paused, remembering with unexpected
clarity that awful moment at the feast held to celebrate King Henry's victory
at Gent over the Eika chieftain, Bloodheart. After gorging on food laid out
before him, he had had to bolt into the darkness to empty his stomach. He had
been, in those days, little better than a prince among dogs, half wild, barely
conscious of his human mind. Lavastine's son had come to him at the edge of
camp, and Lord Alain had treated him gently, with respect and kindness, so that
he did not feel shame at his condition. He touched the gold torque at his neck,
where once an iron collar had chafed him. "As long as you wear the
collar at your neck, then surely you will not be free of Bloodheart's hand on
you," the young man had said to him. True words, although he hadn't understood
them then. "What happened to him?" he
asked. "Lavastine's heir? It transpired that
he was not after all Lavas-tine's son, bastard or otherwise. Lord Geoffrey's
daughter was named as heir. The one called Alain might have been punished more
severely, but it wasn't possible to prove that he had had a deliberate hand in
the deception. Some declared that Lavastine had forced the youth to accept his
position as son. Most in the county praised his stewardship. The king chose to
be merciful and allow the lad to serve him another way. He marched as a Lion into
the east. After that, I do not know." "He showed me kindness. I can't
forget that." He returned to the locals, who had
obviously explored this site before and in the intervening years scavenged what
they could from the wreckage. On the highest windswept curve of the bluff he
stood knee-deep in windblown grass as he surveyed the land. Liath and her companions had struck out
across the old channel, following the path made by the massive chain. Beyond
the riverbed, to the east, lay rockier ground, and beyond that a delta of reeds
and drowned grass. In the other direction, to the west, had once lain
pastureland and broken woodland, but these had turned to marsh, and now the
scrub and trees soaked their feet in water. North, the old tidal flats that had once
surfaced only at low tide gleamed in barren splendor, completely exposed. The
sea shone in the distance, visible as a shimmer of silver running below the
pale horizon of cloud. "Snowmelt," said the crone.
"Floods from the melt cut those little channels through the flats. There
was plenty of snow last winter and too much rain in the autumn, before the
great storm. But we've had no rain for planting season." "It's like the heavens closed right
up," said her cousin, who was quieter but more inclined to fancy. "Like
they was a wineskin run dry." He nodded to himself, and grinned, liking
his comparison. "You're quite the poet!"
retorted his skeptical cousin. She was steward at a royal estate and had, as a
child, spoken once to King Arnulf the Younger himself, so she had no hesitation
in addressing a new king young enough to be her grandson. "What it means
to us, Your Majesty, is that we've had no planting season, what with this frost
and every night so cold. Will these clouds ever leave?" Sanglant had no answer. The tides of
destruction had reached farther than he had ever dreamed possible. He could
only assess the changes in the land and, with his progress, ride on through a
world transformed. CAST OF CHARACTERS Historical characters are not listed as
deceased. Characters listed as deceased are those
who died within fifteen years (or so) before the action in King's
Dragon begins. Characters who die during the course of the series are not
listed as deceased in this list. Wendar and Varre: King Henry (son of Arnulf the Younger and
Mathilda of Karrone)(king regnant) his bastard son by Alia (Kansi-a-lari): Sanglant his children by Sophia of Arethousa (first
wife): Sapientia Theophanu Ekkehard his children by Adelheid of Aosta (second
wife): Mathilda Berengaria Henry's brothers and sisters: Richildis (renamed Scholastica, abbess of
Quedlinhame) Rotrudis (duchess of Saony) Benedict (married to Marozia of Karrone) Constance (biscop of Autun and later
duchess of Arconia) Bruno various other children who died in infancy Alberada (Henry's illegitimate half
sister, daughter of Arnulf the Younger, now biscop of Handelburg) Sabella
(half sister, daughter of Arnulf the Younger and Berengaria of Varre) the Regnant's Progress: His Schola: Rosvita Her Clerics: Amabilia Constantine Fortunatus Gerwita Heriberg Jehan Jerome Ruoda Aurea (a servant) Other Clerics: Elsebet Eudes Monica His Lions: Thiadbold (a captain) Artur Dedi Folquin Gerulf Gotfrid (a sergeant) Ingo Karl Leo Stephen Fridesuenda (Dedi's betrothed) His Eagles: Ernst Hanna Hathui Manfred Rufus Wolfhere Sanglant's Retinue: m. to Liathano Blessing (their daughter) His Schola: Breschius Heribert His Personal Guard: Captain Fulk Captain Istvan Anshelm Arnulf Berro Chustaffus Cobbo Den Ditmar Everwin Fremen Johannes Lewenhardt Liutbald Malbert Maurits Sibold Surly Wracwulf Blessing's Retinue: Heribert (see also schola, above) Anna Berda Matto Odei Thiemo Jerna (a daimone) personal servants: Ambrose Johannes Robert Theodulf other retainers: Gyasi (a Quman shaman) his nephews,
including Odei Gnat (a Jinna) Mosquito (a Jinna) Argent (a male griffin) Domina (a female
griffin) royal households: Henry's servants: Wito (a steward) Sapientia's companions: Everelda Theophanu's companions: Gutta (a serving woman) Leoba Ekkehard's companions: Benedict Frithuric Lothar Manegold Milo Thiemo Welf The Duchies: Saony Duchess Rotrudis her children: Imma Sophie Wichman Zwentibold Reginar (abbot of Firsebarg) Marcovefa (a Salian concubine) Rowena (a
deacon) Fesse Duchess Liutgard m. to Frederic of Avaria (her husband,
deceased) their children: older daughter Ermengard Avaria Burchard and Ida their children: Wendilgard Agius (a frater) Frederic (m. to Liutgard of Fesse,
deceased) Ucco (a mountain guide) Arconia Berengar and Sabella their daughter:
Tallia Amalfred (a Salian lord) Tammus (a captain, known also as Ulric,
keeper of the guivre) Wayland Conrad (called "The Black") m. to Eadgifu of Alba (first wife) their children: Elene Aelfwyn m. to Tallia of Varre (second wife) their
children: Berengaria two daughters (died in infancy) Foucher (a foreman at the mines) Robert (a
criminal) Walker (a slave at the mines) Will (a slave at the mines) Varingia Duchess Yolanda (daughter of Rodulf the
Elder and Ida) Rodulf the Younger Erchanger Towns & Counties: Autun: Ulric (a captain) Erkanwulf (a soldier) Louisa (daughter of Captain Ulric) Gent: Amalia (lady of Gent) Autgar (an apprentice to Suzanne) Ernust (a guard) Fastrada (a serving woman at the mayor's
palace) Frederun (a serving woman at the mayor's
palace) Gisela (mistress of Steleshame, a nearby
village) Hano (a saddler) Helen (a foundling) Hildegard (count of Gent) Hrodik (lord of Gent) Humilicus (a prior) Matthias (Anna's brother) Miriam (a child) Raimar (Suzanne's betrothed) Suzanne (a weaver) Uota (a servant) Werner
(mayor) Lavas Holding: Lavastine (count, turned to stone by an
Eika spell) Lavastina (his great-grandmother) Charles Lavastine (son of Lavastina) Charles the Younger (son of Charles
Lavastine, father of Lavastine) Geoffrey (Lavastine's cousin, descendent
of the younger brother of Lavastina) m. to unnamed lady (deceased) Lavrentia
(the current count) m. to Aldegund (second wife) two sons Cook (a servant) Dhuoda (a chatelaine)
Fell (a sergeant) Heric (a servant) Lackling (a servant) Raimond (a servant)
Robert (a servant) Rodlin (stable-master) Rose (deceased, a refugee) Ulric (a
carter) Waldrada (a deacon) Withi (a woman) Meginher, Aldegund's brother North Mark: Harl, count of the North Mark married
various women his children: Rosvita (a cleric) Gero (heir and later count) various children Ivar Dorit (a hired woman) Fortensia (deacon in
Heart's Rest) Lars (a hired man) Liudolf (a marshal) Birta (an innkeeper) m. to Hansal their
children: Thancmar Inga Hanna Karl Osna: Bel (a householder) m. to Ado (deceased)
their children: Stancy m. to Artald various children Julien Blanche (illegitimate daughter) m. to
Julia Conrad Bruno Agnes m. to Guy Henri (Bel's
brother) Corinthia (a deacon) Fotho (a woodsman)
Garia (a householder in Osna) Giles Fisher (a boatbuilder) Miria (a deacon) The Bretwald: Martin (a boy saved from Gent) Flora (Martin's wife) Balt Baltia Bruno Nan Ulf Uta Others: Dietrich (a lord) Church-folk: Biscop Alberada of Handelburg Biscop Antonia of Mainz (later removed
from office) Biscop Suplicia of Gent Biscop Thierra Deacon Adalwif (in the marchlands) Methodius (prior at Quedlinhame) Mother Otta (abbess of Korvei) Mother Rothgard (abbess of St. Valeria) Mother Scholastica (abbess of Quedlinhame) Willibrod (a cleric in the service of
Antonia) Zacharias (a frater) Hersford Monastery: Adso (a monk) Bardo (abbot) Beatrix (cousin to Ortulfus) Egbert (a monk) Felicitus (gatekeeper) Fidelus (a monk) Hosed (a farmer whose land is tithed to
the monastery) Iso (a lay brother) Lallo (monk in charge of the lay brothers) Mangod (a lay brother) Ortulfus (abbot) Ratbold (prior) Queen's Grave: Ivar, son of Harl & Herlinde Baldwin Ermanrich Hathumod Sigfrid Biscop Constance her retinue: Bona (a nun) Eligia (a nun) Frotharia (a nun, assistant to Nanthild) Nanthild (the infirmarian) Maynard (a villager) The Marchlands Austra and Olsatia Judith her children: Hugh (illegitimate) Gerberga (current margrave) m. to Ekkehard
of Wendar Bertha Theucinda Adelinde (companion to Judith) Eigio (servant to Hugh) Hemma (a serving woman) Vindicadus (a servant in the employ of
Hugh) March of the Villains Helmut Villam his children by various wives: Waltharia,
margrave m. to Druthmar several children Berthold Hedwig (a former Eagle) Humbert (a
steward) Jonas (comrade to Berthold Villam) Waldhar (a servant) Westfall Werinhar (margrave of Westfall, deceased) Eastfall currently without a margrave The Lands Beyond Salia: Clothilde (a deacon, attendant to Tallia)
St. Radegundis (the last queen of Taillefer) Tallia (a biscop, daughter of
Taillefer) Taillefer (the emperor) Arethousa: Lady Eudokia Lord Nikolas (nephew of Eudokia, putative
emperor) Basil (a chamberlain) General Lord Alexandras Sergeant Bysantius Ungria: King Geza Prince Bayan Lady Ilona (a widow) Aosta: Queen Adelheid m. to unnamed lord (her first husband)
(deceased) m. to Henry of Wendar (her second husband) their children Mathilda Berengaria her servants and soldiers and allies: Lady Lavinia of Novomo Captain Falco
Captain Rikard Gerbert (a soldier) Milo (a soldier) the office of the skopos: Clementia Abelia (a cleric) Hatto (a presbyter)
Ismundus (a presbyter) Petrus (a presbyter) others: Arcod (a factor traveling with Brother
Severus) Ildoin (a monk traveling with Brother Severus) John Ironhand
(pretender to the Aostan throne) St. Ekatarina's Convent: Mother Aurica (abbess before Obligatia)
(deceased) Mother Obligatia Carita Diocletia Hilaria Lucida Paloma (a lay sister) Petra Sindula Teuda (a lay sister) The Ashioi: Eldest Uncle (twin of Zuangua) (father of
Kansi) Green Skirt Kansi-a-lari, aka
Uapeani-kazonkansi-a-lari, The Impatient One (Sanglant's mother) Rain
(a flintknapper) Secha Sharp Edge Skull Earrings White Feather Zuangua (twin of
Eldest Uncle) warriors: Buzzard Mask Cat Mask Falcon Mask Fox Mask Lizard Mask The Eika: the WiseMothers (the most ancient ones)
OldMother (the one who leads each tribe) YoungMother (the next OldMother)
SwiftDaughters (those females who will not breed) Rikin Fjord: Stronghand Bloodheart (Stronghand's father) Rikin slaves: Otto Ursuline (a deacon) other chiefs and individuals: Dogkiller (Vitningsey's chief) Flint
(Hakonin's chief) Grimstroke Ironclaw (Isa's chief) Nokvi (Moerin's chief) Stronghand's army: Aestan (an Alba soldier) Eagor (aka Tiderunner) Far-runner (friend of Yeshu) Fellstroke Last Son Longnose Quickdeath (of Hakonin) Sharpspear Tiderunner (friend to Aestan, aka Eagor) Trueheart Walker Will Yeshu (a Hessi interpreter) Albans: Eadig (earl of the Middle Country) Ediki (of Weorod) Elafi of the Isle (a sorcerer) Erling (earl of the Middle Country) Ki of the Isle Manda of the Isle (Eel Tribe) the Horse People: Li'at'dano (a shaman, the Holy One) Capi'ra (a warrior) Sorgatani (a Kerayit shaman) Berda (a
Kerayit healer) the Quman: Bulkezu (a chief) Cherbu (brother of Bulkezu, a shaman) Gyasi (a shaman) Odei (nephew of Gyasi) Agnetha (a prisoner) Boso (an interpreter) the skrolin: Gold-skin Pale-skin Pewter-skin The Seven Sleepers: Clothilde (founder) Anne Bernard (a frater) Liathano (called Liath) (his daughter)
Hiltrudis (deceased) Marcus Meriam (mother of Conrad the Black)
Rothaide (deceased) Severus Theoderada (deceased) Venia (replaced by Reginar) Wolfhere
(replaced by Abelia) Zoe (replaced by Hugh) In The Past: Abidi (Urtan's mate) Adica (a shaman at Queen's Grave) Agalleos (of the Copper people, uncle to
Maklos and Shevros) Agda (the healer at Queen's Grave) Beor (war captain at Queen's Grave) Dorren (a Walking One—a messenger) Etora (Beor's sister) Getsi (a granddaughter of Orla) Hani (a young man of Kartia) Hehoyanah (a young woman of Kartia) Kel (a young man at Queen's Grave) Kerayi (Weiwara's infant, aka Blue-bud) Laoina (Walking One of the Akka people) Maklos (of the Copper people, twin to
Shevros) Nahumia (leader at Old Fort) Ni'at (of the Horse people) Orla (leader of Queen's Grave) Oshidos (of the Copper people) Pur (a stone knapper at Queen's Grave) Shevros (of the Copper people, twin to
Maklos) Sos'ka (of the Horse people) Tosti (a young man at Queen's Grave) Ulfrega (war captain at Four Houses) Urta (child of Urtan) Urtan (Adica's cousin) Useti (Weiwara's older child) Weiwara (a woman at Queen's Grave) Wren (mate of Dorren) Wrinkled-old-man (the younger twin born to
Weiwara) the weavers: Adica (Queen's Grave) Brightness-Hears-Me (the tribe of Essit) Falling-down (the fens) Hehoyanah (apprentice to Two Fingers) Horn (dying)(replaced by Two Fingers) Shuashaana (Shu-sha, of the Copper people)
Spits-last (Tanioinin of the Akka people) Two Fingers (of Kartia) the Three Queens: Arrow Bright Golden Sow Toothless |
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