"The Giver Quartet" - читать интересную книгу автора (Lowry, Lois)

"Courage," she went on. "Only one of us here today has ever undergone the rigorous training required of a Receiver. He, of course, is the most important member of the Committee: the current Receiver. It was he who reminded us, again and again, of the courage required.



''Jonas,'' she said, turning to him, but speaking in a voice that the entire community could hear, "the training required of you involves pain. Physical pain."



He felt fear flutter within him.



"You have never experienced that. Yes, you have scraped your knees in falls from your bicycle. Yes, you crushed your finger in a door last year."



Jonas nodded, agreeing, as he recalled the incident, and its accompanying misery.



"But you will be faced, now,'' she explained gently, тАЬwith pain of a magnitude that none of us here can comprehend because it is beyond our experience. The Receiver himself was not able to describe it, only to remind us that you would be faced with it, that you would need immense courage. We cannot prepare you for that.



"But we feel certain that you are brave," she said to him.



He did not feel brave at all. Not now.



"The fourth essential attribute," the Chief Elder said, "is wisdom. Jonas has not yet acquired that. The acquisition of wisdom will come through his training.



"We are convinced that Jonas has the ability to acquire wisdom. That is what we looked for.



"Finally, The Receiver must have one more quality, and it is one which I can only name, but not describe. I do not understand it. You members of the community will not understand it, either. Perhaps Jonas will, because the current Receiver has told us that Jonas already has this quality. He calls it the Capacity to See Beyond."



The Chief Elder looked at Jonas with a question in her eyes. The audience watched him, too. They were silent.



For a moment he froze, consumed with despair. He didn't have it, the whatever-she-had-said. He didn't know what it was. Now was the moment when he would have to confess, to say, "No, I don't. I can't," and throw himself on their mercy, ask their forgiveness, to explain that he had been wrongly chosen, that he was not the right one at all.