"Keith Fenwick - Skid 02 - Skid 2" - читать интересную книгу автора (Fenwick Keith)show. She couldn't hide that from her mother for long.
"Are you there dear?" her mother obviously hadn't heard. "I'm fine mom, fine really." "I just rang to see if you were still coming down on the weekend?" "Eh?" It seemed months ago that she had planned the visit. Surely she had been already? "Oh sure mom," Sue recovered quickly, suddenly realising what had happened. Not that this discovery made her feel any better. She had lost time somewhere, somehow time had passed her by without her being aware of it. That was the only way to explain the pregnancy, the feeling she had been away, she might have had some kind on amnesia attack. There was a blank space in her memory as if something had been scrubbed out. But what? Sue inserted a yes and no here and there in her mother's inconsequential gossipy conversation. Meanwhile her mind reeled at each new possibility that occurred to her. All she wanted to do was to scream and scream and scream as she speculated at what might have happened during that lost time. Got pregnant for one. Tramping last week. Every thing before and after was clear enough in her own mind but the actual tramping trip itself was a different story. She remembered going, and coming home, but what had happened sometime was a bit of a blur. How would that explain her pregnancy? The trip was only last week afterall. "Ok mom, I'll see you on the weekend." Sue cut her mother off, suddenly impatient with her. She didn't want to know about Mrs Jones's piles or how well her nieces and nephews were doing at bible class, or anywhere else for Sue didn't know what else to do so he stayed sprawled in the chair until the can was empty and then went into the kitchen for another. Halfway back to her chair she had second thought and grabbed the remainder of the six pack and set it down beside her chair. Before opening another can she used the remote to flick through the television channels until she found something that appealed to her. She watched staring blankly, nothing really registering, mechanically finishing off the six pack. At last she tried to stand and found that she was more than a little drunk. What a mess she must look, Sue thought with a giggle. "Oaark,"she burped loudly and giggled again and with great deliberation stumbled over to the couch and fell on it. Within minutes, some inane game show blaring on the television, she was sprawled untidily on the couch, sound asleep in the land of dreams. Sue dreamt of strange looking men, tall pale men wearing light coloured robes that concealed everything but their heads and feet. Angels, she dreamt. Angels assessing her suitability for entrance to heaven, staring but not speaking as she stood before them, their distaste for her clearly evident in their faces. Sometime in the night Sue woke, finding herself on the couch for the third time that week. She got up wearily, switched off the television and stumbled to the bathroom. There she tipped two aspirins into a glass and swallowed them on the way to her bedroom. Sue forgot any more dreams that night but woke in the morning knowing how |
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