"Janrae Frank - Journey of Sacred King 1 - My Sister's Keeper" - читать интересную книгу автора (Frank Janrae) PROLOGUE
Margrenan Lahktormi brye Rowan, called Margren, younger daughter of the Mar'ajan of Rowanslea, stirred uneasily in her sleep wrapped in coverlets of crimson silk in the depths of her curtained bed. She had slept late into the morning without resting, troubled by a dream that wound again and again through her sleep like an unending echo. Several times in the night she had risen to pace about the room, trying various ways to be freed of it before trying again in vain for true rest. Now a shaft of sunlight lanced between the crimson draperies to graze her dark-skinned oval face, the heavy curling masses of her black hair that fanned across her pillows, and laid a golden glimmering on the long, thick lashes of her large eyes. She dreamed of her sister again. Margren teetered on the edges of a yawning abyss built of loneliness gaping at her feet like the hungry maw of some incomprehensible demonic beast, waiting to swallow her whole, to crush her fragile security in its teeth and suffocate her feelings of acceptance within the ranks of the Sharani nobility as it sucked her down its throat. She could feel the cold stone beneath her feet, see its gray-black outline, but she knew what it was тАУ it existed both within her and without her, and it mattered not at all whether her body or her psyche fell into it. The result would be the same. She felt abandoned, unwanted, alone, and very lost. "Step in. Step in," Her sister's voice at her elbow coaxed her toward it. "It's where you belong, isn't it? No one wants you, Margren. No one at all." Margren turned to protest, her eyes met the dark gray, confident eyes of her sister, only to wake with a start in her bed, clutching the silken sheets tightly enough for the blood to retreat from her knuckles. She lay shaking for a long time. Margren used to try and tell people why and how her sister hurt her so, but no one seemed to care. Then, when she would get upset and start crying, they would write her off as overly emotional and tell her to not be so sensitive. She hated that. It put her on the defensive. There was a difference between having passionate feelings and being excessively hysterical. The former was strength, while the latter was weakness. But she had never been able to convince anyone that she was the former. The nobles and retainers at her ma'aram's court kept telling her that she got carried away and did not really see clearly. One day she would fix them all and then they would wish that they had seen clearly! Her big bed was wedged tightly into a corner, one side and the head pressed solidly against the stone walls, trapping the heavy curtains on those sides. It felt secure and sheltered, like a stolid soldier who could not be moved. The heavy, hard-rock maple bed had required six people to get it into her room. Magical energies prickled at the edges of Margren's awareness, slowly and insistently drawing her attention from the grip of her dream. She rolled over, pushing herself up on her elbows to gaze expectantly at the head of her bed. When the bed had been placed there, there had been nothing but a solid wall at the head. Margren's lover had changed that. He was the most powerful mage in the Sharani Empire, though no one even knew he was in the realm. The curtains parted as two slender, long-fingered hands slipped through, pushing them further and further apart, |
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