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Gemmell Ironhand's
Daughter First
Book Of The Hawk Queen PROLOGUE SUNLIGHT
GLINTED ON steel as the knife blade spun through the air to thud home in the
chalk-circled centre of the board. The woman chuckled. 'You lose again,
Ballistar,' she said. 'I let
you win,' the dwarf told her. 'For I am a creature of legend, and my skills are
second to none.' He smiled as he spoke, but there was sadness in his dark eyes
and she reached out to cup her hand to his bearded cheek. He leaned in to her
touch, twisting his head to kiss her palm. 'You
are the finest of men,' she said softly, 'and the gods - if gods there be -
have not been kind to you.' Ballistar
did not reply. Glancing up he drank in her beauty, the golden sheen of her
skin, the haunting power of her pale blue-grey eyes. At nineteen Sigarni was
the most beautiful woman Ballistar had ever seen, tall and slender, full-lipped
and firm-breasted. Her only flaw was her close-cropped hair, which shone like
silver in the sunlight. It had turned grey in her sixth year, after her parents
were slain. The villagers called it the Night of the Slaughterers, and no one
would speak of it. Pushing himself to his feet he walked to the fence post,
climbing the rail to pull Sigarni's throwing knife from the board. She watched
him stretching out his tiny arms, his stunted fingers unable to curl fully
around the hilt of her blade. At last he wrenched it clear, then turned and
jumped to the ground. He was no larger than a child of four, yet his head was
huge and his face heavily bearded. Ballistar returned her blade and she slid it
home into the sheath at her hip. Reaching to her right she lifted a pitcher of
cool water and filled two clay goblets, passing one to the dwarf. Ballistar
gave a wide grin as he took it, then slowly passed his tiny hand across the
surface of the water. She shook her head. 'You should not make those gestures,
my friend,' she said seriously. 'If you were seen by the wrong man, you would
be flogged.' 'I've
been flogged before. Did I show you my scars?' 'Many
times.' 'Then I
shall not concern myself with fears of the lash," he said, passing his
hand once more over the drink. 'To the long-dead King over the water,' he said,
lifting the goblet to his lips. A sleek black hound padded into sight. Heavy of
shoulder, slim of flanks, she was a hare and rabbit hound, and her speed was
legendary. Highland hunting hounds were bred for strength, stamina and
obedience. But most of all they had to be fast. None was swifter than Sigarni's
hound. Ballistar laid down his empty goblet and called to her. 'Here, Lady!'
Her head came up and she loped to him, pushing her long muzzle into his beard,
licking at his cheek. 'Women find me irresistible,' he said, as he stroked the
hound's ears. 'I can
see why,' Sigarni told him. 'You have a gentle touch.' Ballistar
stroked Lady's flanks and gazed down into her eyes. One eye was doe-brown, the
other opal-grey. 'She has healed well,' he said, running his finger down the
scar on the hound's cheek. Sigarni
nodded, and Ballistar saw the fresh flaring of anger in her eyes. 'Bernt is a
fool. I should never have allowed him to come. Stupid man.' 'That
stupid man loves you,' chided Ballistar. 'As do we all, princess.' 'Idiot!'
she snapped, but the anger faded from her eyes. 'You know I have no right to
such a title.' 'Not
so, Sigarni. You have the blood of Gandarin in your veins.' 'Pah!
Half the population have his blood. The man was a rutting ram. Gwalchmai told
me about him; he said Gandarin could have raised an army of his bastard
offspring. Even Bernt probably has a drop or two of Gandarin's blood.' 'You
should forgive him,' advised Ballistar. 'He didn't mean it.' At that moment a
red hawk swooped low over the clearing, coming to rest on a nearby bow perch.
For a moment or two it pranced from foot to foot, then cocked its head and
stared at the silver-haired woman. The hound gave a low growl, but slunk back
close to Ballistar. Sigarni pulled on a long black gauntlet of polished leather
and stood, arm outstretched. The hawk launched itself from the fence and flew
to her. 'Ah, my
beauty,' said Sigarni, reaching up and ruffling the russet-coloured feathers of
the bird's breast. Taking a strip of rabbit meat from
the pouch at her side, she fed it to the hawk. Swiftly and skilfully she
attached two soft collars to the hawk's legs, then threaded short hunting
jesses through brass-rimmed holes in the collars. Lastly she pulled a soft
leather hood from the pouch at her side and smoothly stroked it into place over
the bird's beak and eyes. The hawk sat motionless as the hood settled, and even
turned her neck to allow Sigarni to lean forward and tighten the braces at the
rear. The woman turned her gaze back to the dwarf and smiled. 'I know that Bernt
acted from stupidity. And I am more angry with myself than with him. I told him
to loose Lady only if there was a second hare. It was a simple instruction. But
he was incapable even of that. And I will not have fools around me.' Ballistar
said nothing more. There were, he knew, only two creatures in all the world
that Sigarni cared for - the hound, Lady, and the hawk, Abby. Sigarni had been
training them both, determined that they would work together as a team. The
training had gone well. Lady would seek out the hares and scatter them, while
Abby swooped down from the trees in a kill that seemed swifter than an arrow.
The danger area came when only a single quarry was sighted. Hawk and bird had
raced each other to make the strike. Abby won both times. On the second
occasion when Lady darted in to try to steal the kill, Abby had lashed out, her
beak grazing the hound's flank. Sigarni had grabbed Lady's collar, dragging her
back. In an effort to re-train Lady, Sigarni had allowed the cattle herder,
Bernt, to accompany her on the training hunts. His duty was to keep Lady
leashed, and only release her when more than one hare was sighted. He had
failed. Excited by the hunt, Bernt had loosed the hound at first sight of a
single hare. Abby had swooped upon it, and Lady had sped in to share the prize.
The hawk had turned, lashing out with her cruel beak, piercing the hound's
right eye. 'You
are hunting today?' asked the dwarf. 'No.
Abby is above her killing weight. I let her have the last hare we took yesterday.
Today we'll just walk awhile, up to the High Drain. She likes to fly there.' 'Watch
out for the sorcerer!' warned Ballistar. 'There
is no need to fear him,' said Sigarni. 'I think he is a good man.' 'He's
an Outlander, and his skin has been burned by sorcery. He makes me shudder.' Sigarni's
laughter pealed out. 'Oh, Ballistar, you fool! In his land all people have dark
skins; they are not cursed.' 'He's a
wizard! At nights he becomes a giant bird that flies across High Druin. Many
have seen it: a great black raven, twice normal size. And his castle is full of
grimoires and spells, and there are animals there - frozen. You know Marion -
she was there! She told us all about a great black bear that just stands in the
hallway, a spell upon it. You keep clear of him, SigarmT She
looked into his dark eyes and saw the reality of his fear. 'I shall be
careful,' she said. 'You may rely on it. But I will not walk in fear,
Ballistar. Have I not the blood of Gandarin in my veins?' Sigarni could not quite
mask the smile as she spoke. 'You
should not mock your friends!' he scolded. 'Magickers are to be avoided -
anyone with sense knows that. And what is he doing here, in our high, lonely
places? Eh? Why did he leave his land of black people and come here? What is he
seeking? Or is he perhaps hiding from justice?' 'I
shall ask him when next I see him,' she said. 'Come, Lady!' The hound rose
warily and paced alongside the tall woman. Sigarni knelt and patted her flanks.
'You've learned to respect Abby now,' she whispered, 'though I fear she will
never learn respect for you.' 'Why is that?' asked Ballistar. Sigarni looked
up. 'It is the way of the hawk, my friend. It loves no one, needs no one, fears
no one.' 'Does
it not love you, Sigarni?' 'No.
That is why she must never be called in vain. Each time she flies
to the fist I feed her. The day I do not, she may decide never to return.
Hawks know no loyalties. They stay because they choose to. No man
- nor woman - can ever own one.' Without
a word of farewell the huntress strode off into the forest. I TOVI
CLOSED THE double doors of his oven, removed his apron and wiped the flour from
his face with a clean towel. The day's bread was laid out on wooden trays,
stacked six high, and the smell of the baking filled his nostrils. Even after
all these years he still loved that smell. Taking a sample loaf, he cut through
the centre. It was rich and light, with no pockets of air. Behind him his
apprentice, Stalf, breathed a silent sigh of relief. Tovi turned to the boy.
'Not bad,' he said. Cutting two thick slices, he smeared them with fresh butter
and passed one to the boy. Moving
to the rear door, Tovi stepped outside. Above the stone and timber buildings of
the village the dawn sun was clearing the peaks and a fresh breeze was blowing
from the north. The bakery stood at the centre of the village, an old
three-storey building that once had been the council house. In the days when we
were allowed a council, thought Tovi sourly. The buildings surrounding the
bakery were sturdily built, and old. Further down the hill were the simpler
timber dwellings of the poorer folk. Tovi stepped out into the road and gazed
down the hill to the river. The villagers were stirring and several women were
already kneeling by the water-side, washing clothes and blankets, beating them
against the white rocks at the water's edge. Tovi saw the black-clad Widow
Maffrey making her way to the communal well. He waved and smiled and she nodded
as she passed. The smith, Grame, was lighting his forge. Seeing Tovi, he
strolled across. Soot had smeared the smith's thick white beard. 'Good
day to you, Baker,' said Grame. 'And to
you. It looks a fine one. Nary a cloud in sight. I see you have the Baron's
greys in your stalls. Fine beasts.' 'Finer
than the man who owns them. One of them has a split hoof, and both carry spur
scars. No way to treat good horses. I'll take a loaf,
if you please. One with a crust as black as sin and a centre as white as a
nun's soul.' Tovi
shook his head. 'You'll take what I give you, man, and be glad of it, for
you'll not taste a better piece of bread anywhere in the kingdom. Stalf! Fetch
a loaf for the smith.' The boy
brought it out, wrapped in muslin. Dipping his huge hand into the pocket of his
leather apron, Grame produced two small copper coins which he dropped into
Stalf s outstretched palm. The boy bowed and backed away. 'It'll be a good
summer,' said Grame, tearing off a chunk of bread and pushing it into his
mouth. 'Let us
hope so,' said Tovi. The
dwarf Ballistar approached them, labouring up the steep hill. He gave an
elaborate bow. 'Good morning to you,' said Ballistar. 'Am I late for
breakfast?' 'Not if
you have coin, little man,' said Tovi, eyes narrowing. The dwarf made him feel
uncomfortable, and he found himself growing irritable. 'No
coin,' the dwarf told him affably, 'but I have three hares hanging.' 'Caught
by Sigarni, no doubt!' snapped the baker. 'I don't know why she should be so
generous with you.' 'Perhaps
she likes me,' answered Ballistar, no trace of anger in his tone. Tovi
called for another loaf which he gave the dwarf. 'Bring me the best hare
tonight,' he said. 'Why
does he anger you so?' asked Grame, as the dwarf wandered away. Tovi
shrugged. 'He's cursed. He should have been laid aside at birth. What good is
he to man or beast? He cannot hunt, cannot work. If not for Sigarni maybe he
would leave the village. He could join a circus! Such as he could earn an
honest living there, capering and the like.' 'You're
turning into a sour old man, Tovi.' 'And
you are getting fat!' 'Aye,
that's the truth. But I still remember the wearing of the Red. That's something
I'll take to the grave, with pride. As will you.' The
baker nodded, and his expression softened. 'Bonny days, Grame. They'll not come
again.' gave
them a fight, though, eh?' Tovi
shook his head. 'We showed them how brave men die - that's not the same, my
friend. Outnumbered and outclassed we were -their knights riding through our
ranks, cutting and killing, our sword-blades clanging against their armour and
causing no damage. Gods, man, it was slaughter that day! I wish to Heaven I had
never seen it.' 'We
were badly led,' whispered Grame. 'Gandarin did not pass his strength to his
sons.' The
smith sighed. 'Ah, well, enough dismal talk. This is a new day, fresh and
untainted.' Spinning on his heel, the burly blacksmith strode back to his
forge. The
boy, Stalf, said nothing as Tovi re-entered the bakery. He could see his master
was deep in thought, and he had heard a little of the conversation. It was hard
to believe that Fat Tovi had once worn the Red, and had taken part in the
Battle of Golden Moor. Stalf had visited the battle site last autumn. A huge
plain, dotted with barrows, thirty-four in all. And each barrow held the dead
of an entire clan's fighting men. The
wind had howled across Golden Moor and Stalf had been frightened by the power
and the haunted wailing of it. His uncle, Mart One-arm, had stood with him, his
bony hand on the boy's shoulder. 'This is the place where dreams end, boy. This
is the resting place of hope.' 'How
many died Uncle?' 'Scores
of thousands.' 'But
not the King.' 'No,
not the King. He fled to a bright land beyond the water. But they found him
there, and slew him. There are no Mountain Kings now.' Uncle
Mart walked him on to the moor, coming at last to a high barrow. 'This is where
the Loda men stood, shoulder to shoulder, brothers in arms, brothers in death.'
Lifting the stump of his left arm, he gave a crooked smile. 'Part of me is
buried here too, boy. And more than just my arm. My heart lies here, with my
brothers, and cousins, and friends.' • Stalf
dragged his mind back to the present. Tovi was standing by the window, his eyes
showing the same faraway look he had seen that day on the face of Mart One-arm. 'Can I
take some bread to me mam?' asked Stalf. Tovi nodded. Stalf
chose two loaves and wrapped them. He had reached the door when Tovi's voice
stopped him. 'What do you want to be, lad, when you're grown?' 'A
baker, sir. Skilled like you.' Tovi said no more, and the boy hurried from the
bakery. Sigarni
loved the mountain lands, the lush valleys nestling between them, and the deep,
dark forests that covered their flanks. But mostly she loved High Druin, the
lonely peak which towered over the high lands, its summit lost in cloud, its
shoulders cloaked in snow. There was, in High Druin, an elemental magnificence
that radiated from its sharp, defiant crags, a magic that sang in the
whispering of wind-breath before the winter storms. High Druin spoke to the
heart. He said: 'I am Eternity in stone. I have always been here. I will always
be here!' The
huntress let Abby soar into the air and watched her swoop over High Drum's
lower flanks. Lady bounded out over the grass, her sleek black body alert, her
one good eye scanning for sign of hare or rat. Sigarni sat by the Lake of
Tears, watching the brightly coloured ducks on the banks of the small island at
the centre of the lake. Abby circled high above them, also watching the birds.
The hawk swooped down, coming to rest in a tree beside the lake. The ducks,
suddenly aware of the hawk, took to the water. Sigarni
watched with interest. Roast duck would make a fine contrast to the hare meat
she had eaten during the last fortnight. 'Here, Lady!' she called. The hound
padded alongside and Sigarni pointed to the ducks. 'Go!' hissed Sigarni.
Instantly the dog leapt into the water, paddling furiously towards the circling
flock. Several of the birds took wing, putting flat distance between them and
the hound, keeping low to the water. But one took off into the sky and
instantly Abby launched herself in pursuit. The
duck was rising fast, and Abby hurtled down towards it with talons extended. At the
last possible moment the duck saw the bird of prey - and dived fast. For a
heartbeat only Sigarni thought Abby had her prey, but then the duck hit the
water, diving deep, confusing the hawk. Abby circled and returned to her
branch. The
huntress gave a low whistle, summoning Lady back to the 8 bank.
The sound of a walking horse came to Sigarni then, and sherose and turned. The
horse was a tall chestnut, and upon it rode a black man, his cheeks, head and
shoulders covered in a flowing white burnoose. A cloak of blue-dyed wool hung
from his broad shoulders and a curved sword was scabbarded at his waist. He
smiled as he saw the mountain woman. 'When
hunting duck, it is better for the hawk to take it from below,' he said,
swinging down from his saddle. 'We're
still learning,' replied Sigarni affably. 'She is wedded to fur now, but it
took time - as you said it would, Asmidir.' The
tall man sat down at the water's edge. Lady approached him gingerly, and he
stroked her head. 'The eye is healing well. Has it affected her hunting?'
Sigarni shook her head. 'And the bird? Hawks prefer to feed on feather. What is
her killing weight?' 'Two
pounds two ounces. But she has taken hare at two-four.' 'And
what do you feed her?' 'No
more than three ounces a day." The
black man nodded. 'Once in a while you should catch her a rat. Nothing better
for cleaning a bird's crop than a good rat.' 'Why is
that, Asmidir?' asked Sigarni, sitting down beside the man. 'I
don't know,' he admitted, with a broad smile. 'My father told me years ago. As
you know the hawk swallows its prey - where it can -whole and the carcass is
compressed, all the goodness squeezed out of it. It then vomits out the cast,
the remnants. There is, I would imagine, something in the rat's pelt or skin
that cleans the bird's crop as it exits.' Leaning back on his elbows, he
narrowed his eyes and watched the distant hawk. 'How
many kills so far?' 'Sixty-eight
hares, twenty pigeons and a ferret.' 'You
hunt ferret?' asked Asmidir, raising a quizzical eyebrow. 'It was
a mistake. The ferret bolted a hare and Abby took the ferret.' Asmidir
chuckled. 'You have done well, Sigarni. I am glad I gave you the hawk.' 'Three
times I thought I'd lost her. Always in the forest.' 'You
may lose sight of her, child, but she will never lose sight of you. Come back
to the castle, and I will prepare you a meal. And you too,' he said, scratching
the hound's ears. 'I was
told that you were a sorcerer, and that I must beware of you.' 'You
should always heed the warnings of dwarves,' he said. 'Or any creature of
legend.' 'How
did you know it was Ballistar?' 'Because
I am a sorcerer, my dear. We are expected to know things like that.' 'You
always pause at my bear,' said Asmidir, gazing fondly at the silver-haired girl
as Sigarni reached out and touched the fur of the beast's belly. It was a huge
creature, its paws outstretched, talons bared, mouth open in a silent roar. 'It
is wonderful,' she said. 'How is it done?' 'You do
not believe it is a spell then?' he asked, smiling. 'No.' 'Well,'
he said slowly, rubbing his chin, 'if it is not a spell, then it must be a
stuffed bear. There are craftsmen in my land who work on carcasses, stripping
away the inner meat, which can rot, and rebuilding the dead beasts with clay
before wrapping them once more in their skins or fur. The results are
remarkably lifelike.' 'And
this then is a stuffed bear?' 'I did
not say that,' he reminded her. 'Come, let us eat.' Asmidir
led her through the hallway and into the main hall. A log fire was burning
merrily in the hearth and two servants were laying platters of meat and bread
on the table. Both were tall dark-skinned men who worked silently, never once
looking at their master or his guest. With the table laid, they silently
withdrew. 'Your
servants are not friendly,' commented Sigarni. 'They
are efficient,' said Asmidir, seating himself at the table and filling a goblet
with wine. 'Do they
fear you?' 'A
little fear is good for a servant.' 'Do
they love you?' 'I am
not a man easy to love. My servants are content. They are free to leave my
service whenever it pleases them so to do; they are not slaves.' He offered
Sigarni some wine, but she refused and he poured water into a glazed goblet
which he passed to her. They ate in silence, then Asmidir moved to the
fireside, beckoning Sigarni to join him. 'Do you
have no fear?' the black man asked, as she sat cross-legged before him. 10 'Of
what?' she countered. 'Of
life. Of death. Of me.' 'Why
would I fear you?' 'Why
would you not? When we met last year I was a stranger in your land. Black and
fearsome," he said, widening his eyes and mimicking a snarl. She
laughed at him. 'You were never fearsome,' she said. 'Dangerous, yes. But never
fearsome.' 'There
is a difference?' 'Of
course,' she told him, cocking her head to one side. 'I like dangerous men.' He
shook his head. 'You are incorrigible, Sigarni. The body of an angel and the
mind of a whore. Usually that is considered a wonderful combination. That is,
if you are contemplating the life of a courtesan, a prostitute or a slut. Is
that your ambition?' Sigarni
yawned theatrically. 'I think it is time to go home," she said, rising
smoothly. 'Ah, I
have offended you,' he said. 'Not at
all,' she told him. 'But I expected better of you, Asmidir.' 'You
should expect better of yourself, Sigarni. There are dark days looming. A
leader is coming - a leader of noble blood. You will probably be called upon in
those days to aid him. For you also boast the blood of Gandarin. Men will
follow an angel or a saint, they will follow a despot and a villain. But they
will follow a whore only to the bedchamber.' Her
face flushed with anger. 'I'll take sermons from a priest - not from a man who
was happy to cavort with me throughout the spring and summer, and now seeks to
belittle me. I am not some milkmaid or tavern wench. I am Sigarni of the
Mountains. What I do is my affair. I used you for pleasure, I admit it freely.
You are a fine lover; you have strength and finesse. And you used me. That made
it a balanced transaction, and neither of us was sullied by it. How dare you
attempt to shame me?' 'Why
would you see it as shame?' he countered. 'I am talking of perceptions - the
perceptions of men. You think I look down upon you? I do not. I adore you. For
your body andyour mind. Further, I am probably - as much as I am capable of it
- a little in love with you. But this is not why I spoke in the way I did.' 'I
don't care,' she told him. 'Goodbye.' Sigarni
strode from the room and out past the great bear. A servant pushed open the
double doors and she walked down the steps into the courtyard. Lady came
bounding towards her. Another servant, a slim dark-eyed young man, was waiting
at the foot of the steps with Abby hooded upon his wrist. Sigarni pulled on her
hawking glove. 'You
were waiting for me?' she asked the young man. He nodded. 'Why? I am usually
here for hours.' 'The
master said today would be a short visit,' he explained. Sigarni
untied the braces and slid the hood clear of Abby's eyes. The hawk looked
around, them jumped to Sigarni's fist. When the huntress lifted her arm and
called out 'Hai!', the hawk took off, heading south. Sigarni
flicked her fingers and Lady moved close to her side, awaiting instructions.
'What is your name?' she asked the servant, noting the sleekness of his skin
and the taut muscles beneath his blue silk shirt. He shook his head and moved
away from her. Annoyed,
the huntress walked from the old castle, crossing the rickety drawbridge and
heading off into the woods. Her mood was dark and angry as she went. The mind
of a whore, indeed. Her thoughts turned to Fell the Forester. Now there was a
man who understood pleasure. She doubted if there was a single woman within a
day's walk who hadn't succumbed to his advances. Did they call him a whore? No.
It was 'Good old Fell, what a character, what a man!' Idiotic! Asmidir's
words rankled. She had thought him different, more ... intelligent? Yes.
Instead he proved to be like most men, caught between a need for fornication
and a love of sermonizing. Abby
soared above her, and Lady ran to the side of the trail, seeking out hares. Sigarni
pushed thoughts of the black man from her mind and walked on in the dusk,
coming at last to the final hillside and gazing down on her cabin. A light was
showing at the window and this annoyed her, for she wished to be alone this
evening. If it was that fool, Bernt, she would give him the sharp side of her
tongue. Walking
into the yard, she whistled for Abby. The hawk came in low, then spread her
wings and settled on Sigarni's glove. Feeding her a strip of meat she removed
the hunting jesses; then carrying her to the bow perch, she attached the mews
ties, and turned towards the cabin. Lady
moved to the side of the building, lying down beside the door with her head on
her paws. 12 Sigarni
pushed open the door. Fell
was sitting by the fire, eyes closed, his long legs stretched out before the
blaze. It angered her that she could feel a sense of rising excitement at his
presence. He looked just the same as on that last day, his long black hair
sleek and glowing with health, swept back from his brow and held in place by a
leather headband, his beard close-trimmed and as soft as fur. Sigarni took a
deep breath, trying to calm herself. 'What
do you want here, Goat-brain?' she snapped. Then
she saw the blood. There
were wolves all around him, fangs bared, ready to rip and tear. A powerful
beast leapt at him. Fell caught it by the throat, then spun on his heel hurling
the creature into the pack. His limbs felt leaden, as if he were wading through
water. The wolves blurred, shifting like smoke, becoming tall, fierce-eyed
warriors holding knives of sharpened bronze. They moved in on him, smoothly,
slowly. Fell's arms were paralyzed and he felt the first knife sink into his
shoulder like a tongue of fire.. . He
opened his eyes. Sigarni was kneeling beside him with a needle in her hand, and
he felt the flap of flesh on his shoulder drawn tight by the thread. Fell swore
softly. 'Lie still,' she said and Fell obeyed her. His stomach felt uneasy.
Snapping the thread with her teeth, she sat back. 'Looks like a sword cut.' 'Long
knife,' he told her, taking a deep shuddering breath. He said no more for a
while, resting his neck against the thick, cushioned hide of the chair's
head-rest. Focusing his gaze on the far timbered wall he ran his eyes over the
weapons hanging there - the long-handled broadsword with its leaf-shaped blade
and hilt of leather, the bow of horn and the quiver of black-shafted arrows,
the daggers and dirks and lastly the helm, with its crown and cheek-guards of
black iron and the nasal guard and brows of polished brass. Not a speck of rust
or tarnish showed on them. 'You
keep your father' s weapons in good condition,' he said. 'That's
what Gwal taught me,' she told him. 'Who gave you the wound?' 'We
didn't exchange names. There were two of them. Robbed a pilgrim on the Low
Trail. I tracked them to Mas Gryff.' 'Where
are they now?' 'Oh,
they're still there. I returned the money to the pilgrim and made a report to
the Watch.' His face darkened. 'Bastards! You could almost feel their
disappointment.' He shook his head. 'It won't be much longer, you know. They'll
look for any excuse.' 'You've
lost a lot of blood,' she said. 'I'll make some broth.' He
watched her move away, his eyes lingered on the sway of her hips. 'You're a
beautiful woman, Sigarni. Never saw the like!' 'Look
on and weep for all you've lost,' she said, before disappearing into the back
room. 'Amen
to that,' he whispered. Resting his head once more, he remembered the last
parting two years before, Sigarni standing straight and tall and proud ...
always so proud. Fell had walked across the glens to Cilfallen and paid
bride-price for Gwendolyn. Sweet Gwen. In no way did she match the
silver-haired woman he had left, save in one. Gwen could bear children, and a
man needed sons. Ten months later Gwen was dead, the victim of a breech birth
that killed both her and the infant. Fell
had buried them both in the Loda resting place on the western slope of High
Druin. Sigarni
returned to his side. 'Flex the muscles of your arm,' she ordered. He did
so and winced. 'It's damned sore.' 'Good.
I like to think of you in pain.' 'I
buried my son, woman. I know what pain is. And I'd not wish it on a friend.' 'Neither
would I,' she said. 'But you are no friend.' 'Your
mood is foul,' he admonished her. 'Had a falling-out with your black man, have
you?' 'Have
you been spying on me Fell?' It irritated him that she did not deny the
association. 'It is
my work, Sigarni. I patrol the forest and I have seen you enter the castle, and
I have seen you leave. How could you rut with such as he?' She
laughed then, and his anger rose. 'Asmidir is a better man than you, Fell. In
everyway.' He wanted to strike her, to slap the smile from her face. But the
growing nausea finally swamped him and with a groan he pushed himself from the
chair, staggered to the door, and just made it to open ground before falling to
earth and vomiting. Cold sweat shone upon his face in the moonlight, and he
felt weak as a day-old
calf as he struggled to rise. Sigarni appeared alongside him, taking his arm
and looping it over her shoulder. 'Let's get you to bed,' she said, not
unkindly. Fell
leaned in to her. The scent of her filled his nostrils. 'I loved you,' he said,
as she half-carried him up the four steps to the doorway. 'You
left me,' she said. When he
woke it was daylight, the rising sun shining through the open window. The sky
was clear and Fell saw the hawk silhouetted briefly against the blue. With a
groan he sat up. His shoulder was burning, and his ribs were badly bruised from
the fight with the two Outland robbers. Rising
from the bed he moved to the window. Sigarni was standing in the sunlight, the
hawk on her glove, the black hound lying at her feet. Fell's mouth was dry, and
all his long-suppressed emotions surged to the surface. Of all the women he had
known - and there had been many - he had loved only one. And in that moment he
knew, with a sickening certainty, that it would always be thus. Oh, he would
marry again, and he would have sons, but his heart would remain with this
enigmatic mountain woman until the daggers of time stopped its beat. Though
still weak from loss of blood, Fell knew he could stay no longer in sight of
Sigarni. Gathering his cloak of black leather he pulled on his boots, took up
his longbow and quiver and walked from the rear of the cabin, heading back on
the long trail to Cilfallen. There was a maid there, of marriageable age, whose
father had set a bride price Fell could afford. 'I hate
this place,' said the Baron Ranulph Gottasson, leaning on the wide parapet and
staring out over the distant mountains. Asmidir said nothing. It was cold up
here on the Citadel's high walls, the wind hissing down from the north, cutting
through the warmest clothes. But the Baron seemed not to notice the inclemency
of the weather. He was dressed in a simple shirt of black silk and a sleeveless
jerkin of the finest black leather. He wore no adornments, no silver
enhancements to his black leather leggings, no chains or ornate discs attached
to his knee-length boots. As Asmidir stood shivering on the battlements, the
Baron turned his pale hooded eyes on the black man. 'Not like Kushir, eh? Too
cold, too bleak. Ever wish you were back home?' 'Sometimes,'
Asmidir admitted. 'So do
I. What is there here for a man like me? Where is the glory?' 'The
kingdom is at peace, my lord,' said Asmidir softly. 'Thanks mainly to your good
self and the Earl of Jastey.' The
Baron's lips thinned, the hooded eyes narrowing. 'Don't speak his name in my
presence! I never met a man so gifted with luck. All his victories were hollow.
Tell me what he has ever done to match my conquest of Ligia? Twenty-five
thousand warriors against my two legions. Yet we crushed them, and took their
capital. What can he offer against that? The Siege of Catium. Pah!' 'Indeed,
sir,' said Asmidir smoothly, 'your deeds will echo through the pages of
history. Now I am sure you have more important matters to attend to, so how may
I be of service to you?' The
Baron turned and beckoned Asmidir to follow him into a small study. The black
man stared longingly at the cold and empty fireplace. Does the man not feel the
cold, he wondered? The Baron seated himself at a desk of oak. 'I want the red
hawk,' he said. 'There is a tourney in two months and the red hawk could win it
for me. Name a price.' 'Would
that I could sir. But I sold the hawk last autumn.' The
Baron swore. 'Who to? I'll buy it back.' 'I
wouldn't know where to find the man, sir,' Asmidir lied smoothly. 'He came to
my castle last year. He was a traveller, I believe, perhaps a pilgrim. But if I
see him again I shall direct him to you.' The
Baron swore again, then lashed his fist against the desk-top. 'All right,
that will be all,' he said at last. Asmidir
bowed and left the study. Descending the spiral staircase he moved down into
the belly of the fortress, emerging into the long hall where the feast was in
progress. Red-liveried servants were carrying platters of food and drink and
more than two score of knights and their ladies were seated at the three main
tables. Fires were blazing merrily at both ends of the hall and minstrels sat
in the high gallery, their soft music drowned by the chatter of the guests. Asmidir
was not hungry. Swiftly he walked from the hall, and down the long stairs to
the lower chambers and the double-doored exit. His thoughts were sombre as he
recalled the Baron's words. Asmidir remembered the conquest of Ligia, the
battles and the massacres, the rapes and the mutilations, the torture and the
destruction. A rich, independent nation brought to its knees, humiliated and
beggared, its 16 libraries
burned, its holy places desecrated. Oh yes, Ranulph, history will long remember
your bloody name! Asmidir shivered. Revenge,
so the proverb claimed, is a dish best served cold. Is that true, he wondered?
Will there be any satisfaction in bringing the man down? Wrapping
his cloak more tightly about his broad shoulders, Asmidir left the fortress
building and moved across the courtyard. A young man hailed him and he turned
and smiled at the newcomer - a tall young man, slender and brown-eyed, his long
blond hair drawn back from his brow and tied in a tight pony-tail. He was carrying
an armful of rolled maps. 'Good afternoon, Leofric. You are missing the feast.' 'Yes, I
know," said the other dolefully. 'But the Baron wants to study these maps.
It doesn't pay to keep him waiting.' 'They
look old.' 'They
are. They were commissioned some two hundred years ago by the Highland King,
Gandarin the First. Fine work, most of them. Beautifully crafted. The
map-makers also had some method of judging the height of mountains. Did you
know that High Druin is nine thousand seven hundred and eighty-two feet high?
Do you think it could be true, or did someone just invent the figure?' Asmidir
shrugged. 'It sounds too precise to be an invention. Still, I am glad you are
enjoying your work." 'I
enjoy the detail,' said Leofric, chuckling. 'Not many do. It pleases me to know
how many lances we have, and the state of our horses. I like working on
projects like this. Did you know there are four hundred and twelve wagons
employed around the Five Towns?' The young man laughed. 'Yes, I know, it is a
little boring for most people. But you try to go on a campaign without wagons
and the war is over before it begins.' Asmidir
chatted with the young man for several minutes, then bade him farewell and
walked swiftly to the stable. The hostler bowed as he entered, then saddled the
chestnut gelding. Asmidir gave the man a small silver coin. 'Thank
you, sir,' he said, pocketing the coin with a swiftness that dazzled the eye. Asmidir
rode from the stable, through the portcullis gate and out into the wide streets
of the town. He felt the eyes of the people upon him as he passed through the
marketplace, and heard some children L calling
out names. A troop of soldiers marched past him and he pulled up his horse. The
men were mercenaries; they looked weary, as if they had marched many miles.
Leofric planning the logistics of war, more mercenaries arriving every day .. .
The beast is not far off, thought Asmidir. Passing
through the north gate, Asmidir let the horse break into a run as it reached open
ground. He rode thus for a mile, then slowed the beast. The chestnut was
powerful, a horse bred for stamina, and he was not even breathing hard when
Asmidir reined him in. The black man patted the gelding's neck. 'The
dreams of men are born in blood,' he said softly. Fell
was sitting by the roadside, catching his breath, when the small two-wheeled
cart moved into sight. Two huge grey wolfhounds were harnessed to it, and a
silver-haired man sat at the front with a long stick in his hands. Seeing the
forester, the old man tapped his stick lightly on the flanks of the hounds.
'Hold up there, Shamol. Hold up, Cabris. Good day to you, woodsman!' Fell
smiled. 'By Heaven, Gwalch, you look ridiculous sitting in that contraption.' 'Whisht,
boy, at my age I don't give a care to how I look,' said the old man. 'What
matters is that I can travel as far as I like, without troubling my old bones.'
Leaning forward, he peered at the forester. 'You look greyer than a winter sky,
boy. Are you ailing?' 'Wounded.
And I've shed some blood. I'll be fine. Just need a rest, is all.' 'Heading
for Cilfallen?' 'Aye.' 'Then
climb aboard, young man. My hounds can pull two as well as one. Good exercise
for them. We'll stop off at my cabin for a dram. That's what you need, take my
word for it: a little of the water of life. And I promise not to tell your
fortune.' 'You
always tell my fortune - and it never makes good listening. But, just this
once, I'll take you up on your offer. I'll ride that idiotic wagon. But I'll
pray to all the gods I know that no one sees me on it. I'd never live it down.' The old
man chuckled and moved to his right, making room for the forester. Fell laid
his long bow and quiver in the back and stepped 18 aboard.
'Home now, hounds!' said Gwalch. The dogs lurched into the traces and the
little cart jerked forward. Fell laughed aloud. 'I thought nothing would amuse
me today,' he said. 'You
shouldn't have gone to her, boy,' said Gwalch. 'No
fortunes, you said!' the forester snapped. 'Pah!
That's not telling your fortune; that's a comment on moments past. And you can
put the black man from your mind, as well. He'll not win her. She belongs to
the land, Fell. In some ways she is the land. Sigarni the Hawk Queen, the hope
of the Highlands.' The old man shook his head, and then laughed, as if at some
private jest. Fell clung to the side of the cart as it rattled and jolted, the
wheels dropping into ruts in the trail, half tipping the vehicle. 'By
Heaven, Gwalch, it is a most uncomfortable ride,' complained the forester. 'You
think this is uncomfortable?' retorted the old man. 'Wait till we get to the
top of my hill. The hounds always break into a run for home. By Shemak's balls,
boy, it'll turn your hair grey!' The
hounds toiled up the hill, pausing only briefly at the summit to catch their
breaths. Then they moved on, rounding a last bend in the trail. Below them
Gwalch's timber cabin came into sight and both dogs barked and began to run. The
cart bounced and lurched as the dogs gathered speed, faster and faster down the
steep slope. Fell could feel his heart pounding and his knuckles were white as
he gripped the side rail. Ahead of them was a towering oak, the trunk directly
in their path. 'The tree!' shouted Fell. 'I
know!' answered Gwalch. 'Best to jump!' 'Jump?'
echoed Fell, swinging to see the old man following his own advice. At the last
moment the dogs swerved towards the cabin. The cart tipped suddenly and Fell
was hurled head-first from it, missing the oak by inches. He hit the ground
hard, with the wind blasted from his lungs. Fell
forced himself to his knees just as Gwalch came ambling over. 'Great fun, isn't
it?' said the old man, stooping to take Fell by the arm and pull him to his
feet. Fell
looked into Gwalch's twinkling brown eyes. 'You are insane, Gwalch! You always
were.' 'Life
is to be lived, boy. Without danger there is no life. Come and have a dram.
We'll talk, you and I, of life and love, of dreams and glory. I'll tell you
tales to fire your blood.' Fell
found his longbow and quiver, gathered the fallen arrows and followed the old
man inside. It was a simple one-roomed dwelling with a bed in one corner, a
stone-built hearth in the north wall, and a rough-hewn table and two bench
seats in the centre. Three rugs, two of ox-skin, one of bear, covered the dirt
floor, and the walls were decorated with various weapons - two longbows,
horn-tipped, several swords and a double-edged claymore. A mail shirt was
hanging on a hook beside the fire, its rings still gleaming, not a speck of
rust upon it. On a shelf sat a helm of black iron, embossed with brass and
copper. A battle-axe was hanging over the fireplace, double-headed and
gleaming. 'Ready
for war, eh, old man?' asked Fell as he sat down at the table. Gwalch smiled,
and filled a clay cup with amber liquid from a jug. 'Always
ready - though no longer up to it,' said the old man sadly. 'And that is a
crying shame, for there's a war coming.' 'There's
no war!' said Fell irritably. 'There's no excuse for one. The Highlands are
peaceful. We pay our taxes. We keep the roads safe.' Gwalch
filled a second cup and drained it in a single swallow. 'Those Outland bastards
don't need an excuse, Fell. And I can smell blood in the air. But that's for
another day, and it is a little way off, so I won't let it spoil our drinking.
So tell me, how did she look?' 'I
don't want to talk about her.' 'Ah,
but you do. She's filling your mind. Women are like that, bless them! I knew a
girl once - Maev, her name was. As bright and perfect a woman as ever walked
the green hills. And hips! Oh, the sway of them! She moved in with a
cattle-breeder from Gilcross. Eleven babies - and all survived to manhood. Now
that-was a woman!' 'You
should have married her yourself,' said Fell. 'I
did,' said Gwalch. 'Two years we were together. Great years. All but wore me
out, she did. But then I had my skull caved in during the Battle at Iron
Bridge, and after that the Talent was on me. Couldn't look at a man or woman without
knowing what was going on in their minds. Oh, Fell, you've no idea how irksome
it is.' Gwalch sat down and filled his cup for a third time. 'To be lying on
top of a beautiful woman, feeling her warmth and the soft silkiness of her; to
be aflame with passion and to know she's thinking of a sick cow with a dropping
milk yield!' the old man laughed. Fell
shook his head, and smiled. 'Is that true?' 20 'As
true as I'm sitting here. I said to her one day, "Do you love me,
woman?" she looked me in the eye and she said, "Of course I do."
And do you know, she was thinking of the cattle-breeder she'd met at the Summer
Games. And into her mind came the memory of a roll in the hay with him.' 'You
must have thought of killing her," said Fell, embarrassed by the
confession. 'Nah!
Never was much of a lover. Roll on, roll off. She deserved a litde happiness.
I've seen her now and again. He's long dead, of course, but she goes on. Rich,
now. A widow of property.' 'Are
all the weapons yours?' asked Fell, changing the subject. 'Aye,
and all been used. I fought for the old King, when we almost won, and I fought
alongside the young fool who walked us on to Golden Moor and extermination.
Still don't know how I battled clear of that one. I was already nigh on fifty.
I won't be so lucky in the next one — though we'll have a better leader.' 'Who?' The old
man touched his nose. 'Now's not the time, Fell. And if I told you, you
wouldn't believe me. Anyway I'd sooner talk about women. So tell me about Sigarni.
You know you want to. Or shall I tell you what you're thinking?' 'No!'
said Fell sharply. 'Fill another cup and I'll talk - though only the gods know
why. It doesn't help.' Accepting the drink he swallowed deeply, feeling the
fiery liquid burn his throat. 'Son of a whore, Gwalch! Is this made of rat's
piss?' 'Only a
touch,' said the old man. 'Just for colour. Now go on.' 'Why
her? That's the question I ask myself. I've had more than my fair share of
beautiful women. Why is it only she can fire my blood? Why? 'Because
she's special.' Gwalch rose from the table and moved to the hearth. A fire had
been expertly laid and he ignited his tinder-box, holding it below the
cast-iron fire-dog until flames began to lick at the dry twigs at the base. Kneeling,
he blew on the tongues of flame until the thicker pieces caught. Then he stood.
'Women like her are rare, born for greatness. They're not made to be wives, old
before their time, with dry breasts drooping like hanged men. She's starlight
where other women are candle flames. You understand? You should feel privileged
for having bedded her. She has the gift, Fell. The gift of eternity. You know
what that means?' 21 'I
don't know what any of this means,' admitted the forester. 'It
means she'll live for ever. In a thousand years men will speak her name.' Fell
lifted his cup and stared into the amber liquid. 'Drinking this rots the brain,
old man.' 'Aye,
maybe it does. But I know what I know, Fell. I know you'll live for her. And I
know you'll die for her. Hold the right, Fell. Do it for me! And they'll fall
on you with their swords of fire, and their lances of pain, and their arrows of
farewell. Will you hold, Fell, when she asks you?' Gwalch leaned forward and
laid his head on his arms. 'Will you hold, Fell?' 'You're
drunk, my friend. You're talking gibberish.' Gwalch
looked up, his eyes bleary. 'I wish I was young again, Fell. I'd stand
alongside you. By God, I'd even take that arrow for you!' Fell
rose unsteadily, then helped Gwalch to his feet, carefully steered the old man
to the bed and laid him down. Returning to the fire, he stretched himself out
on the bearskin rug and slept. It was
the closest Sigarni could come to flight. She stood naked on the high rock
beside the falls and edged forward, her toes curling over the weather-beaten
edge. Sixty feet below the waters of the pool churned as the falls thundered
into it. The sun was strong on her back, the sky as blue as gem-stone. Sigarni
raised her arms and launched her body forward. Straight as an arrow she dived,
arms flung back for balance, and watched the pool roar up to meet her. Bringing
her arms forward at the last moment she struck the water cleanly, making barely
a splash. Down, down she sank until her hands touched the stone at the base of
the pool spinning, she used her feet to propel her body upwards. Once more on
the surface she swam with lazy grace to the south of the pool, where Lady
anxiously waited. Hauling herself clear of the water, she sat on a flat rock and
shook the water from her hair. The sound of the falls was muted here, and the
sunlight was streaming through the long leaves of a willow, dappling the water
with flecks of gold. It would be easy to believe the legends on a day like
today, she thought. It seems perfectly natural that a king should have chosen
this place to leave the world of men, and journey into the lands of heaven. She
could almost see him wading out, then 22 turning,
his great sword in his bloodstained hand, the baying of the hounds and the
guttural cries of the killers ringing in his ears. Then, as the warriors moved
in for the kill, the flash of light and the opening Gateway. All
nonsense. The greatest King of the Highlands had been slain here. Sorain
Ironhand, known also as Fingersteel. Last spring, during one of her dives,
Sigarni's hands had touched a bone at the bottom of the pool. Bringing it to
the surface she found it to be a shoulder-blade. For an hour or more she
scoured the bottom of the pool. Then she found him, or rather what was left of
his skeleton, held to the pool floor by heavy rocks. The right hand was
missing, but there were rust-discoloured screw holes in the bones of the wrist,
and the last red remnants of his iron hand close by. No
Gateway to Heaven - well, not for his body anyway. Just a lonely death, slain
by lesser men. Such is the fate of kings, she thought. A light
breeze touched her body and she shivered. 'Are you still here, Ironhand?' she
asked aloud. 'Does your spirit haunt this place?' 'Only
when the moon is full,' came a voice. Sigarni sprang to her feet and turned to
see a tall man standing by the willow. He was leaning on a staff of oak, and
smiling. Lady had ignored him and was still lying by the poolside, head on her
paws. Sigarni reached down to where her clothes lay and drew her dagger from
its sheath. 'Oh, you'll not need that, lady. I am no despoiler of women. I am
merely a traveller who stopped for a drink of cool mountain water. My name is
Loran.' Leaning his staff against the tree he moved past her and knelt at the
water's edge, pausing to stroke Lady's flanks before he drank. 'She
doesn't... usually ... like strangers,' said Sigarni lamely. 'I have
a way with animals.' He glanced up at her and gave a boyish grin. 'Perhaps you
would feel more comfortable dressed.' He was a handsome man, slender and
beardless, his hair corn-yellow, his eyes dark blue. Sigarni
decided that she liked his smile. 'Perhaps you would feel more comfortable
undressed,' she said, her composure returning. 'Are
you Loda people always so forward?' he asked her amiably. Returning
the knife to its sheath, she sat down. Lady stood and padded to her side. 'What
clan are you?' she asked. Tallides,'
he told her. 'Are
all Pallides men so bashful?' He
laughed, the sound rich and merry. 'No. But we're a gentle folk who
need to be treated with care and patience. How far is it to Cilfallen?' He
stood and moved to a fallen tree, brushing away the loose dirt before seating
himself. Sigarni
reached for her leggings and climbed into them. 'Half a day,' she told him,
'due south.' Her upper body was still damp and the white woollen shirt clung to
her breasts. Belting on her dagger, she sat down once more. 'Why would a
Pallides man be this far south?' she enquired. 'I am
seeking Tovi Long-arm. I have a message from the Hunt Lord. Do you have a name,
woman?" 'Yes.' 'Might
I enquire what it is?' 'Sigarni.' 'Are
you angry with me, Sigarni?' the words were softly spoken. She looked into his eyes
and saw no hint of humour there. Yes, I am angry, she thought. Asmidir called
me a whore, Fell left without a word of thanks or goodbye, and now this
stranger had spurned her body. Of course I'm bloody angry! 'No,'
she lied. He leaned back and stretched his arm along the tree trunk. Sigarni
swept the dagger from the sheath, flipped the blade, then sent the weapon
slashing through the air. It slammed into the trunk no more than two inches
from his hand. Loran glanced down to see that the blade had cut cleanly through
the head of a viper, the rest of its body was thrashing in its death throes. He
drew back his hand. 'You
are an impressive woman, Sigarni,' he said, reaching out and pulling clear the
weapon. With one stroke he decapitated the snake, then cleaned the blade on the
grass before returning it hilt first to the silver-haired huntress. 'I'll
walk with you a-ways,' she said. 'I wouldn't want a Pallides man to get lost in
the forest.' 'Impressive
and blessed with kindness.' Together
they walked from the falls and up the main trail. The trees were thicker here,
the leaves already beginning to turn to the burnished gold of autumn. 'Do you
usually talk to ghosts?' asked Loran, as they walked. 'Ghosts?'
she queried. 'Ironhand.
You were talking to him when I arrived? Was that the magic pool where he
crossed over?' 'Yes.' 'Do you
believe the legend?' 'Why
should I not?' she countered. 'No-one ever found a body, did they?' He
shrugged. 'He never came back either. But his life does make a wonderful story.
The last great King before Gandarin. It is said he killed seven of the men sent
to murder him. No mean feat for a wounded man.' Loran laughed. 'Maybe they were
all stronger and tougher two hundred years ago. That's what my grandfather told
me, anyway. Days when men were men, he used to say. And he assured me that
Ironhand was seven feet tall and his battle-axe weighed sixty pounds. I used to
sit in my grandfather's kitchen and listen to the tallest stories, of dragons
and witches, and heroes who stood a head and shoulders above other men. Anyone
under six feet tall in those days was dubbed a dwarf, he told me. I believed it
all. Never was a more gullible child.' 'Perhaps
he was right,' said Sigarni. 'Maybe they were tougher.' Loran
nodded. 'It's possible, I suppose. But I was a Marshal at last year's games.
The caber toss from Mereth Sharp-eye broke all records, and Mereth is only five
inches above six feet tall. If they were all so strong and fast in those days,
why do their records show them to be slower and less powerful than we are
today?' They
crossed the last hill before Cilfallen and Sigarni paused. 'That is my home,'
she said, pointing to the cabin by the stream. 'You need to follow this road
south.' He
bowed and, taking her hand, kissed the palm. 'My thanks to you, Sigarni. You
are a pleasant companion.' She
nodded. 'I fear you spurned the best of me,' she said, and was surprised to
find herself able to smile at the memory. Still
holding to her hand he shook his head. 'I think no man has ever seen the best
of you, woman. Fare thee well!' Loran moved away, but Sigarni called out to him
and he turned. 'In the
old days,' she said, 'the Highland peoples were free, independent and unbroken.
Perhaps that is what makes them seem stronger, more golden and defiant. Their
power did not derive from a hurled caber, but a vanquished enemy. They may not
have all been seven feet tall. Maybe they felt as if they were.' He
paused and considered her words. 'I would like to call upon you again,' he
said, at last. 'Would I be welcome at your hearth?' 'Bring
bread and salt, Pallides, and we shall see.' 2 IF
LORAN WAS AS disappointed in Fat Tovi the Baker he took pains not to show it,
for which Tovi himself was more than grateful. The Pallides clansman had bowed
upon entering the old stone house, and had observed all the customs and
rituals, referring to Tovi as Hunt Lord and bestowing upon him a deference he
did not enjoy even among his own people. Tovi
led the clansman to the back room, laid a fire and asked his wife to bring them
food and drink, and to keep the noise from the children to as low an ebb as was
possible with seven youngsters ranging from the ages of twelve down to three. 'Your
courtesy is most welcome,' said Tovi uncomfortably, as the tall young man stood
in the centre of the room, declining a chair. 'But as you will already have
noticed, the clan Loda no longer operates under the old rules. We are too close
to the Lowlands, and our traditions have suffered the most from the conquest.
The title of Hunt Lord is outlawed, and we are ruled by lawyers appointed by
the Baron Ranulph. We have become a frightened people, Loran. There are fewer
than three thousand of us now, spread all around the flanks of High Druin.
Seventeen villages of which my own, Cilfallen, is the largest. There are no
fighting men now, saving perhaps Fell and his foresters. And they report to the
Baron's captain of the Watch. I fear, young man, that the old ways are as dead
and buried as my comrades on Golden Moor.' Tovi sniffed loudly, and found
himself unable to meet the clansman's steady stare. 'So, let us dispense with
the formalities. Sit you down and tell me why you have come.' Loran
removed his leaf-green cloak and laid it over the back of a padded chair. Then
he sat and stared into the fire for a few moments, gathering his thoughts. 'We
of the Pallides,' he said at last, 'suffered great losses at Golden. But we are
far back into the mountains and the old ways have survived better than here.
Our young men are still trained
to fight, and retain their pride. As you say, you are close to the Lowlands and
the armies of the Outlands, and so 1 make this point without criticism. As to
my visit, my Hunt Lord wishes me to tell you that the Gifted Ones of the
Pallides have been experiencing dreams of blood. It is their belief that a new
war is looming. They have seen blood-wolves upon the Highlands, and heard the
cries of the dying. They have seen the Red Moon, and heard the wail of the
Bai-sheen. My Hunt Lord wishes to know if your own Gifted Ones have dreamt
these things.' 'We
have only one man with the Gift, Loran. Once a warrior - and a mighty one - he
now travels the mountains in a cart drawn by hounds. He is a drunkard and his
dreams are not to be relied upon.' The
door opened and Tovi's wife entered, carrying a wooden tray on which sat two
tankards of ale and a plate of bread and beef. Laying it down on the table she
took one glance at her husband, smiled wearily and left without a word. From
beyond the open doorway the sound of children playing could be heard, but the
noise was cut off once more as the door closed behind her. 'Drunkard
or no,' said Loran, 'has he dreamed?' Tovi
nodded. 'He says a great leader is coming, a warrior of the line of Ironhand.
But it is nonsense, Loran. The Outlanders have five thousand men patrolling the
Lowlands. Five thousand! If there was the merest hint of rebellion they could
treble that number in a matter of weeks. All their wars are won. They have
armies sitting idle.' 'That
is precisely what troubles my Hunt Lord,' said Loran. 'A warrior race with no
wars to fight? What can they do? Either they will turn on themselves like mad
dogs, or they will find an enemy. What your drunkard says about a great leader
is echoed by our own Gifted Ones, and also by the Seer of the Farlain. No one
knows this leader's name, nor his clan. There is a mist shrouding him. Yet we
must find him, Lord Tovi. All indications are that the Outlanders will lead an
invasion force here in the spring. We have less than seven months to prepare.' 'To
prepare?' stormed Tovi. 'For what, pray? Fell and his foresters number around
sixty men. I could raise perhaps another two hundred, and some of those would
either be greybeards or children. Prepare? If they come, we die. It is that
simple. The Loda were never the largest of the clans. The Pallides and the
Farlain always outnumbered us. Still do. And you have the high passes that can
be defended,
and the hidden valleys to hide your cattle and goats. What do we have? I was a
warrior, boy. I was a captain. I know how to use land in war. If I had ten
thousand men I couldn't protect my own villages. You want to talk of
preparation? Talk of pleading with the Baron, of sending an entreaty to the
Outland King, of dropping to our bended knees and begging for life. The first
I'll accede to, the second I'll put my name to, and the third I'll never do!
But they are our only options.' Loran
shook his head. 'I don't believe that to be true. If we can find the leader to
unite us, we can formulate a strategy. The people of Loda could leave their
homes and draw back into the deeper Highlands. We have the autumn before us and
could move food and supplies further back into the mountains. If you agree, I
can arrange for temporary homes to be erected in Pallides lands.' Tovi
shook his head. 'There must be another way, Loran. There must be! We cannot
fight them with any hope of success. And what could they gain from invading the
Highlands? There is no gold here, no plunder. Would you declare war to capture
a few cattle herds?' 'No, I
wouldn't,' agreed Loran. 'But armies are like swords. They must be kept sharp
and in use. The Outlanders will, as I have said, need to find some enemy.' Tovi
sighed and rose from his chair, pausing before the fire and staring into the
flames. 'I am not the Hunt Lord, man. I am the baker. I don't have power, and I
don't have resources. I don't even have the will.' 'Damn
you, man!' stormed Loran, rising from his chair. 'Have you lost so much? I met
a whore on the road with more fire in her belly than you.' Tovi's face went
white and he lunged forward, his large hands grabbing the front of Loran's pale
green tunic, dragging the younger man from his feet. 'How
dare you?' hissed Tovi. 'I stood on Golden Moor, my sword dripping Outland
blood. I watched my brothers cut down, my land swallowed by the enemy. Where
were you when I fought my battles? I'll tell you - you were sucking on your
mother's tit! I have lost much, boy, but don't presume to insult me.' 'My
apologies, Hunt Lord,' said Loran softly, holding to Tovi's angry gaze. There
was no hint of weakness in the mild manner in which Loran spoke, and Tovi's
eyes narrowed. 'You
did that on purpose, Pallides. You think to fire my blood 28 through
anger." Tovi released the younger man, then nodded. 'And you were right.'
Clumsily he tried to brush the creases from Loran's tunic. 'Damn it all, you
are right. Live under the yoke long enough and you start to feel like an ox.'
He laughed suddenly, the sound harsh. 'I do not know how gifted are your Gifted
Ones, Loran, but we will lose nothing by at least sending supplies back into
the high country. And tonight I will call a meeting of the Elders to discuss
the rest of your proposal. You are welcome to stay here the night and meet
them.' 'No,'
the younger man told him. 'I want to see the drunkard you spoke of.' 'It is
a long walk and it will soon be dusk.' 'Then
I'd best finish this meal and be on my way.' Loran tore a chunk from the bread
and bit off the crust as Tovi returned to his seat. 'You
mentioned a whore? We have only one whore in Cilfallen, and she rarely leaves
her house.' 'A
young silver-haired woman. She offered herself to me without even asking a
price.' Tovi
suddenly chuckled. 'You should consider yourself most fortunate that you did
not call her a whore to her face.' 'How do
you know I did not?' 'The
last man who called her such a name had his jaw broken in three places. It took
two men to pull Sigarni away from him; she was about to cut his tongue out.'
The smile faded. 'She is the last of the true blood line of Gandarin. Any son
of hers would be the undisputed heir to the crown. And it will never
happen." 'She is
barren?' 'Aye.
She was due to wed Fell, the Forest Captain. Old Gwalch, our Gifted One,
proclaimed her infertile. She is no whore, Loran. True she has enjoyed many
lovers, but she picks only men she likes, and there is no price to pay. She is
a woman of fire and iron, that one, and well liked here.' 'You
are saying I should feel flattered?" 'Did
you not?' countered the baker, a twinkle in his eye. 'She is
very beautiful. I watched her make a dive into Ironhand's pool and it took the
breath away. I have always spurned those I thought to be whores. Now I am
beginning to regret my decision.' 'You
may never get another chance, boy.' 'We
will see." The
sandy-haired young man sat with his head in his hands, his eyes bleary with
drink. Before him was a half-empty tankard. Ballistar climbed to the bench seat
and then perched his small body at the edge of the table. 'Getting drunk won't
solve anything, Bernt,' he said. 'She
doesn't want to see me,' said Bernt. 'She says she will neversee me again.' He
looked across at the dwarf. 'I didn't mean to do it, Balli. I got excited. I
wouldn't have hurt Lady, not for all the world. I just wasn't thinking. I was
watching Sigarni. She looked so beautiful in the morning sunlight. So
beautiful.' The young man drained the tankard and belched. Ballistar looked at
him - the square face, the deep-set blue eyes, the powerful neck and broad
shoulders - and knew envy. All that height wasted on a dullard like Bernt.
Ballistar felt guilty at the thought, for he liked the young man. True, Bernt
was not bright, yet he had a warmth and a compassion lacking in other, more
intelligent men. In truth he was a sensitive soul. 'I
think,' said the dwarf, 'that you should just lie low for a while. Lady is
almost healed and she is hunting well. Wait for a little while, then go out and
see Sigarni again. I expect she'll relent. You were always good for her.' 'Was.
That's the word, isn't it? Was. I could never talk to her, you know. Didn't
understand much of what she said. It all flew over my head. I didn't care,
Balli. I was just happy to be with her. To ... love her. I think all she needed
from me was my body.' He laughed nervously and looked round to see if anyone
was listening, but the two other drinkers in the tavern were sitting by the
fire, talking in low tones. 'That's what she told me,' he continued.'
"Bernt," she said, "this is your only skill." She said I
took away all her tension. She was wrong, though, Balli. It's not my only
skill. I was there for her. She couldn't see that. I don't know what I'm going
to do!' 'There
are other women,' said Ballistar softly. 'You are a good young man, strong,
honest. You have a great deal to offer.' 'I
don't want anyone else, Balli. I don't. All my waking moments are rilled with
thoughts of her. And when I sleep I dream of her. I never asked for anything,
you know. I never ... made demands. She didn't ever let me sleep in the bed,
you know... afterwards. I always had to go home. It didn't matter what the
weather was like. Once I even went home in a blizzard. Got lost, almost died.
Almost died ...' His voice 3° faded
away, and he bit his lip. 'She didn't care, not really. I always thought that I
would, sort of grow on her. That she would realize I was ... important. But I'm
not important, am I? I'm just a cattle-herder.' The
dwarf shifted uneasily. 'As I said, Bernt, you should give her a little time. I
know she likes you.' 'Has
she spoken of me?' asked the young man, his eyes eager, his ears hungry for
words of encouragement. Ballistar
looked away. 'I can tell, that's all. She's still angry, but underneath .. .
just give it time.' 'She
didn't say anything, did she, Balli? Except maybe that I was a fool.' 'She's
still angry. Go home. Get something to eat.' The
young man smiled suddenly. 'Will you do something for me, Balli? Will you?' 'Of
course,' answered the dwarf. 'Will
you go to her and ask her to meet me at the old oak grove tonight, an hour
after dark?' 'She
won't come - you know that! And she doesn't keep clock candles, she has no use
for them.' 'Well,
soon after dusk then. But will you ask her? Tell her that it is so important to
me. Even if she only conies to say goodbye. Will you tell her that? Will you?
Tell her I have never asked for anything save this one time.' 'I'll
go to her, Bernt. But you are only building up more pain for yourself.' 'Thank
you, Balli. I'll take your advice now. I'll go home and eat.' The
young man levered himself up, staggered, grinned inanely and lurched from the
tavern. Ballistar clambered down from the table and followed him. It was
a long walk on tiny legs to Sigarni's cabin, more than two hours. And it was
such a waste, thought Ballistar. The
afternoon was warm, but a gentle breeze was blowing over High Druin as the
dwarf ambled on. He walked for an hour, then sat for a while on a hillside
resting his tired legs. In the distance he could see a walker heading off
towards the higher hills. The man wore a leaf-green cloak and carried a long
staff; Ballistar squinted, but could not reconize him. He was heading towards
Gwalch's cabin. Ballistar chuckled. He wouldn't be walking that straight when
he left! Rising
once more, he set off down the slope and along the deer trails
to Sigarni's cabin. He found her sitting by the front door, cutting new flying
jesses from strips of leather. Lady was nowhere to be seen, but Abby was
sitting on her bow perch. She flapped her wings and pranced as she saw
Ballistar. The dwarf gave a low bow to the bird. 'It is good to see you as
well, Abby.' 'Just
in time,' said Sigarni. 'You can make some herb tea. Somehow I never make it
taste as good as yours.' 'My
pleasure, princess.' Ballistar
climbed the steps and entered the cabin. An old iron kettle was hissing steam
over the fire. Taking a cloth to protect his hands, he lifted it clear. In the
back room he found the packs of dried herbs he and Sigarni had gathered in the
spring. Mixing them by eye, he added hot water and cut a large portion of
crystallized honey, which he dropped into the mixture. He stirred the tea with
a long wooden spoon and sat quietly while it brewed. How to tackle Sigarni? How
to convince the silver-haired huntress to meet the boy? After
several minutes he filled two large pottery cups with tea and carried them out
into the afternoon sunlight. Sigarni took the first and sipped it. 'How do you
make it taste like this?' she asked. 'Talent,'
he assured her. 'Now, are you going to ask me why I have walked all this way?' 'I
assume it was because you felt in need of my company.' 'Under
normal circumstances that would be true, princess. But not today. I have a
favour to ask.' 'Ask it
- and I'll consider it,' she said. 'I was
hoping for a little more than that,' he admitted. 'Just
ask,' she said, a little coldly. 'I saw
Bernt today . ..' 'The
answer is no,' she said flatly. 'You
don't know the question yet?' 'I can
hazard a guess. He wants me to take him back.' 'No!
Well.. . yes. But that is not the favour. He asks if you will meet him after
dusk at the old oak grove. Even if it is only to say goodbye. He said it was
vital to him.' 'I have
already said goodbye.' Returning her attention to the leather jesses, she said
nothing more. Ballistar
sighed. 'He also said that he had never asked you for anything - save this
once.' She
looked up and he braced himself for her anger. But her words were spoken
coldly, and without emotion. 'I owe him nothing. I owe you
nothing. I owe no one. You understand? I did not ask him to love me, nor to
follow me like a dog. He was an adequate lover, no more than that. And now he
is part of my past. He has no place in the present. Is that clear?' 'Oh, it
is clear, princess. Callous, unkind, unfeeling. But very dear. And of course it
would be so time-consuming for you to walk to the oak grove. After all, it is
more than a mile from here." She
leaned back and looked into his face. 'Now we are both angry, little man. And
for what? Bernt is a dolt. I have no need of fools around me. But, since it is
a favour to you, I shall grant it. I shall go to Bernt, and I shall tell him
goodbye. Does that satisfy you?' He
grinned and nodded. 'And as a reward I shall prepare you a meal. What
provisions do you have?' 'Abby
killed a duck this morning.' 'I
shall cook it with a berry sauce,' he said. They
ate well, the duck being young and plump. Ballister cooked it to perfection;
the skin was crisp and dark, the flesh moist, the red berry sauce complementing
the flavour. Sigarni pushed aside her plate and licked her fingers. 'If I had
an ounce of common sense I'd marry you,' she told the dwarf. 'I never knew a
man who could make food taste so fine.' Ballistar
was sitting in the hide chair, his little legs jutting out. He nodded sagely.
'Well,' he said, at last, 'you could ask me. But I would only say no.' Sigarni
smiled. 'Not good enough for you, dwarf?' 'Too good, probably. Though that is
not the reason. There is something about you, Sigarni. Like the Crown of Alwen
- all men can see it, but none can touch it.' 'Nonsense.
Men can touch me. I like men to touch me.' 'No, you don't,' he argued. 'I don't
think you have ever allowed a man to touch your heart. No man has ever opened
the window of your soul.' She
laughed at him then. 'The heart is a pump for moving blood around the body, and
as to the soul... what is that exactly?' She held up her hand. 'No, don't try
to explain it. Let it lie. The meal was too fine to finish on an argument. And
you had better go, or you'll be walking back in the dark.' 33 The
dwarf scrambled down from the chair, and gathered up the plates. 'Leave them,'
said Sigarni. 'Be off with you, Ballistar. I have a need to be alone.' 'Don't
be too hard on Bernt,' said Ballistar, from the doorway. 'I'll
treat him like an injured puppy,' she promised. After
the dwarf had gone Sigarni cleaned the plates and built up the fire. She did
not relish seeing the young cattle-herder, for she was determined never to
renew their relationship. It was not that he was a poor lover, nor even that he
was dull. In the early days, last autumn, she had enjoyed his quiet company.
However, during the spring he had become like a weight around her neck,
following her everywhere, declaring his love, sitting and staring at her,
begging for love like a dog begs for scraps. She shuddered. Why could he not
enjoy what they had? Why did he need more than she was prepared to give? Idiot! Pouring
herself a goblet of honey mead from a flagon that Gwalch had given her, she
moved to the doorway and sat down beside Lady. The hound looked up, but did not
move. Idly Sigarni stroked the soft fur behind the beast's ears. Lady lay
still, enjoying the sensation for several minutes, then her head came up and
she stared intently towards the tree line. 'What is it girl?' whispered
Sigarni. As
horse and rider emerged from the trees, Sigarni swore softly. It was Asmidir.
He was dressed now in clothes of black and riding a tall black gelding. His
burnoose of black silk was held in place by a dark band of leather, with an
opal set at the centre. The horse advanced into the yard. Abby spread her wings
and let out a screech on her bow perch. Lady merely stood, alert and waiting. 'Come
to see your whore?' asked Sigarni as the black man rode up. He smiled amiably,
then dismounted. Draping the reins over the gelding's head, he climbed the
three steps to the porch. 'You
are too prickly, Sigarni. I need to speak with you. Shall we go inside? Your
northern weather plays havoc with my equatorial bones.' 'I'm
not sure you are welcome,' she told him, rising to stand before him in the
doorway. 'Ah,
but I am, for friends are rare in life, and not to be idly tossed aside. Also I
can see from your eyes that you are pleased to see me, and I sense in you a
tension only sex will resolve. Am I at fault in any of these observations?' 'Not so
far,' she agreed, stepping aside and ushering him into the room. Once inside he
stopped and sniffed. 34 'You
have been having a feast,' he said, nostrils flaring. 'The aroma makes my mouth
water. Duck, was it?! 'Yes.
Ballistar cooked it for me. Now he is a true sorcerer when it comes to food.
You should employ him.' 'I'll
think on it,' he said, removing his cloak and laying it over the back of the
chair. Sitting down by the fire he sat for a moment in silence staring into the
flames. Sigarni sat on his lap, leaning to kiss his cheek. 'I'm
glad you came,' she said. Reaching up, he ran his fingers through her silver
hair and drew her close. Pushing one arm under her thighs, he stood and carried
her through to the back bedroom. For
more than an hour they made love but, skilled as he was, Sigarni could feel a
different tension within him. After her second orgasm she stopped him, pushing
him gently to his back. 'What is wrong, my friend?' she asked him, rising up on
her elbow and stroking the sleek dark skin of his chest. He closed his eyes. 'Everything,'
he said. He reached for her, but she resisted him. 'Tell
me,' she commanded. 'I
would have thought,' he said, forcing a smile, 'that you would have the good
grace to let me achieve my own climax before entering into a dialogue.' She
chuckled and bit his ear. 'Then be quick!' she told him, 'for I have other
matters to attend to.' 'Your
wish shall be obeyed, mistress!' he said, rolling over and pinning her
shoulders. Sigarni
felt loose-limbed and wonderfully relaxed as she sat by the fire and sipped her
mead. Relaxed in the chair, Asmidir sat naked, save for his cloak, which he had
wrapped about his shoulders against the draught from the warped wood of the
door. 'Now
tell me,' she said. 'There
is a war coming,' he told her. 'Where?' 'Here,
Sigarni. I was at the Citadel a few days ago. I saw the mercenaries arriving,
and I know the Baron is studying maps of all the lands around High Druin. It is
my belief that he intends to bring an army into the mountains.' 'That
cannot be,' she said. 'There is no one to fight him.' 'That
is largely immaterial. He hates his position here, and probably sees a Highland
War as his best chance of being recalled south
in triumph. It does not matter that he will face a rabble of poorly armed
villagers. Who will know? He has his own historian. His army will be able to
pillage and plunder the Highlands, and he will gather to himself a force to
make him a power in the land. He may even be looking ahead and planning a civil
war. It doesn't matter what his motives are.' 'And
how does this concern you, Asmidir? You are not of this land, and you are a
friend to the Outland king.' 'I
served him, but he has no friends. The King is a hard, ruthless man, much like
the Baron. No, for me it is ... personal.' He smiled thinly. 'I came here
because of a prophecy. It has not been fulfilled. Now I am lost.' 'What
prophecy?' He
shrugged. 'It does not matter, does it? Even shamen can make mistakes, it
seems. But I have grown to love this harsh, cold land with a fierceness that
surprises me. It is as strong as my hatred for the Baron and all he
represents.' He sighed and turned his head towards the fire. 'Why is it that
wickedness always seems to triumph? Is it just that evil men freed from the
constraints of basic morality are stronger than we?' 'It is
probably just a question of timing,' she said and his head jerked round. 'Timing?' 'We
have had two Kings of legend here, Gandarin and Ironhand. Both were good men,
but they were also strong and fearless. Their enemies were scattered, and they
ruled wisely and well. But this is the time of the Outland Kings, and not a
good time for the peoples of the Highlands. Our time will come again. There
will be a leader.' 'Now is
the time,' he said. 'Where is the man? That was the prophecy that brought me
here. A great leader will rise, wearing the crown of Alwen. But I have
travelled far, Sigarni, and heard no word of such a man.' "What
will you do when you find him?' He
chuckled. 'My skill is strategy. I am a student of war. I will teach him how to
fight the Outlanders.' 'Highland
men do not need to be taught how to fight.' He
shook his head. 'There you are wrong, Sigarni. Your whole history has been
built on manly courage: assembling a host to sweep down on an enemy host, man
against man, claymore crashing against claymore.
But war is about more than battles. It is about logistics, supplies,
communication, discipline. An army has to feed, commanders need to gather
reports and intelligence and pass these on to generals. Apart from this there
are other considerations - morale, motivation, belief. The Outlanders, as you
call them, understand these things.' 'You
are altogether too tense,' she told him, leaning forward and running her hand
softly down the inside of his thigh. 'Come back to bed, and I will repay you
for the pleasure you gave me.' 'What
of these other matters you had to attend to?' he asked. For a
moment only she thought of Bernt, then brushed him from her mind. 'Nothing of
importance,' she assured him. At noon
the following day Ballistar found Bernt hanging from the branch of a spreading
oak. The young cattle-herder was dressed in his best tunic and leggings, though
they were soiled now, for he had defecated in death. The boy's eyes were wide
open and bulging, and his tongue was protruding from his mouth. When Ballistar
arrived at the oak grove a crow was sitting on Bernt's shoulder, pecking at his
right eye. Below
the corpse was a hawking glove, lovingly made and decorated with fine white
beads. Urine from the corpse had dripped upon it, staining the hide. 37 3 THF
OXEN FOUND pulling the wide wagon too difficult over the narrow deer trails to Gwalch's cabin, so
Tovi was forced to take the long route, down into the valley and up over the
rocky roads once used by the Lowland miners when there was still a plentiful supply
of coal to be found on the open hillsides. The baker had set off just after
dawn. He always enjoyed these quarterly trips into Citadel town. Gwalch was an
amusing, if irritating, companion, but the money they shared from their
partnership helped Tovi to maintain a pleasant and comfortable lifestyle.
Gwalch made honey mead of the finest quality, and much of it was shipped to the
south at vastly inflated prices. One of
the oxen slipped on the rocky shale. 'Ho there, Flaxen! Concentrate now, girl!'
shouted Tovi. The wagon lurched on, the empty barrels in the back clunking
against one another. Tovi took a deep sniff of the mountain air, blowing cool
over High Druin. At the top of the rise he halted the oxen, allowing them a
breather before attempting the last climb into the forest. Tovi applied the
brake, then swung to stare out over the landscape. Many years before he had
marched with the Loda men down this long road. They were singing, he recalled;
they had met the Pallides warriors down there by the fork in the stream. Seven
thousand men—even before the Farlain warriors had joined them. All
dead now. Well ... most of them anyway. Gwalch had been there. Fifty years old
and straight as a long staff. The King had been mounted on a fine Southern
horse, his bonnet adorned with a long eagle feather. Every inch a warrior he
looked. But he had no real heart for it. Tovi hawked and spat, remembering the
moment when the King fled the field leaving them to stand and die. 'Blood
doesn't always run true,' he said softly. 'Heroes sire cowards, and cowards can
sire kings.' The air
was crisp, the wind beginning to bite as Tovi wrapped his cloak
across his chest. Didn't feel the wind back then, he thought. I did a week
later, though, as I fled from the hunters, crawling through the bracken, wading
the streams, hiding in shallow caves, starving and cold. God's bones, I felt it
then! High
above him two eagles were flying the thermals, safe from the thoughts and
arrows of men. Tovi released the brake and flicked the reins over the backs of
the oxen. 'On now, my lads!' he called. 'It's an easier trip down for a while.' Within
the hour he arrived at Gwalch's cabin. The old man was sitting outside in the
sunshine with a cup of mead in his hands. There were three horsemen close by,
two grim-faced soldiers still sitting their saddles, and a cleric who was
standing before the old man, arguing and gesticulating. The soldiers looked
bored and cold, Tovi thought. The cleric was a man he recognized: Andolph the
Census Taker, a small, fat individual with ginger hair and a face as white as
Tovi's baking flour. 'It is
not acceptable!' Tovi heard the cleric shout. 'And you could be in serious
trouble. I don't know why I try to deal fairly with you Highlanders. You are a
constant nuisance.' Tovi
halted the wagon and climbed down. 'Might I be of service, Census Taker?' he
enquired. Andolph stepped back from the grinning Gwalch. 'I take it you know
this man?' 'Indeed
I do. He is an old friend. What is the problem?' Andolph
sighed theatrically. 'As you know, the new law states that all men must have
surnames that give them individuality. It is no longer enough to be Dirk, son
of Dirk. Gods, man, there are hundreds of those. It is not difficult, surely,
therefore to find a name that would suffice. But not this old fool. Oh no! I am
trying to be reasonable, Baker, and he will not have it. Look at this!' The
little man stepped forward and thrust a long sheet of paper towards Tovi. The
baker took it, read what was written there, and laughed aloud. 'Well,
it is a name,' he offered. 'I
can't put this forward to the Roll Makers. Can't you see that? They will accuse
the old man of making a mockery of the law. And I will be summoned to answer
for it. I came here in good faith; I like a jest as well as the next man, and
it did make me laugh when first I saw it. But it cannot be allowed to stand.
You see that, don't you?' Tovi
nodded. There was no malice in the little man and, as far as was possible with
an Outlander, Tovi quite liked him. It was a thankless 39 task
frying to take a census in the Highlands, especially since the object was to
find new tax-payers. 'I'll speak to him,' he said, handing back the paper and
walking over to where Gwalch sat. The old man was staring at one of the
soldiers, and the man was growing uncomfortable. 'Come
on, Gwalch,' said Tovi soothingly, 'it is time for the fun to stop. What name
will you choose?' 'What's
wrong with Hare-turd?' countered Gwalch. Ill
tell you what's wrong with it - it'll be carved on your tombstone. And you'll
not be surprised when future generations fail to appreciate what a fine man you
were. Now stop this nonsense.' Gwalch
sniffed loudly, then drained his mead. 'You choose!' he told Tovi, staring at
the soldier. The
Baker turned to the Census Taker. 'When young he was known as Fear-not. Will
that do?' Andolph nodded. From a leather bag he took a quill and a small bottle
of ink. Resting the paper against his saddle, he made the change and called Gwalch
to sign it. The old man gave a low curse, but he strolled to the horse and
signed with his new name. Andolph
waved the paper in the air to dry the ink. 'My thanks to you, Tovi Baker, and
goodbye to you... Gwalchmai Fear-not. I hope we will not meet again.' 'You
and I won't,' said Gwalch, with a grin. 'And a word of advice, Andolph Census
Taker: Trust not in dark-eyed women. Especially those who dance.' Andolph
blinked nervously, then climbed ponderously into his saddle. The three horsemen
rode away, but the soldier Gwalch had been staring at swung round to look back.
Gwalch waved at him. 'That is the man who will kill me,' said Gwalch, his smile
fading. 'He and five others will come here. Do you think I could have changed
the future if I had stabbed him today?' Tovi
shivered. 'Are we ready to load?' he asked. 'Aye.
It's a good batch, but I'll not be needing the new barrels. This is our last
trip, Tovi. Make the best of it.' 'What
is the point of having the Gift if all it brings is gloom and doom?' stormed
Tovi. 'And another thing, I do not believe that life is mapped out so simply.
Men shape the future, and nothing is written in stone. You understand?' 'I
don't argue with that, Tovi. Not at all. Sometimes I have dreamt 40 of moments
to come, and they have failed to arrive. Not often, mind, but sometimes. Like
the young cattle-herder who loved Sigarni. Until yesterday I always saw him
leaving the mountains to find employment in the Lowlands. Last night, though, I
saw a different ending. And it has come to pass.' 'What
are you talking about?' 'Bernt,
the broad-shouldered young man who works for Grame the Smith...' 'I know
him ... what about him?' 'Hanged
himself from a tree. Late last night. Dreamt it sitting in my chair.' 'Hell's
teeth! And it has happened? You are sure?' The old
man nodded. 'What I am trying to say is that futures can be changed sometimes.
Not often. He shouldn't be dead, but something happened, one small thing, and
suddenly life was over for Bernt.' 'What
happened?' 'A
woman broke a promise,' said Gwalch. 'Now let's have a swift drink before
loading. It'll help keep the cold at bay.' 'No!'
said Tovi. 'I want to be at the market before mid-morning.' Gwalch swore and
moved away to the barrel store, and together the two men loaded twelve casks of
honey mead alongside the empty barrels Tovi had brought with him. 'Why don't
you let me leave the empties here?' asked the baker. 'You might change your
mind - or the dream may change.' 'This
dream won't change, my friend. There'll be no market for our mead come
springtime. You know that; you've spoken to the Pallides man.' 'What
did you tell him?' asked Tovi as the two men clambered to the driving seat of
the wagon. 'Nothing
he didn't already know," answered Gwalch. 'The Pallides Gifted Ones are
quite correct.' 'And
that was all?' Gwalch
shook his head. 'There is a leader coming. But I wouldn't tell him who, or
when. It is not the right time. He impressed me, though. Sharp as a stone of
flint, and hard too. He could have been a force one day. But he won't survive.
You will, though, Tovi. You're going to be a man again.' 'I am
already a man, Gwalchmai Hare-turd. And don't you forget it.' In the
pale moonlight the friendly willow took on a new identity, its long, wispy
branches trailing the steel-coloured water like skeletal fingers. Even the
sound of the falls was muted and strange, like the whispers of angry demons.
The undergrowth rustled as the creatures of the night moved abroad on furtive
paws, and Sigarni sat motionless by the waterside, watching the fragmented moon
ripple on the surface. She
felt both numb and angry by turn; numbed by the death of the simple herder, and
angry at the way the dwarf had treated her. Sigarni had spent three days in the
mountains trapping fox and beaver, and had returned tired, wet and hungry to
find Ballistar sitting by- her door. Her spirits had lifted instantly; the
little man was always good company, and his cooking was a treat to be enjoyed. Greeting
him with a smile, Sigarni had dumped her furs on the wooden board and then
returned Abby to her bow perch. Returning to the house, she saw that Ballistar
had moved away from the door. He was standing stock-still, staring at her, his
face set and serious, the expression in his eyes unfathomable. Sigarni saw that
he was carrying a hawking glove of pale tan, beautifully decorated with white
and blue beads. 'A
present for me?" she asked. He nodded and tossed her the glove. It was
well made of turned hide brushed to a sheen, the stiches small and tight, the
beads forming a series of blue swirls over a white letter §. 'It's beautiful,'
she said gaily. 'Why so glum? Did you think I wouldn't like it?' Slipping it
on, she found it fitted perfectly. 'I never
saw a crow peck out a man's eye before,' he said. 'It's curious how easily the
orb comes away. Still, Bernt didn't mind. Even though he was in his best
clothes. He didn't mind at all. Scarce noticed it.' 'What
are you talking about?' 'Nothing
of importance, Sigarni. So, how was Bernt when you saw him?' 'I
didn't see him,' she snapped. 'I had other things to do. Now what is wrong with
you? Are you drunk?' The
dwarf shook his head. 'No, I'm not drunk - but I will be in a while. I shall
probably drink too much at the wake. I do that, you know. Funerals always upset
me.' He pointed at the glove she wore. 'He made that for you. I suppose you
could call it a love gift. He made it and he put on his best tunic. He wanted
you to see him at his very best.
But you didn't bother to go. So he waited until the dawn and then hanged
himself from a tall tree in the oak grove. So, Sigarni, that's one fool you
won't have to suffer again.' She
stood very still, then slowly peeled off the glove. 'It was on the ground below
him,' said Ballistar, 'so you'll have to excuse the stains.' Sigarni
hurled the glove to the ground. 'Are you blaming me for his suicide?' she asked
him. 'You,
princess? No, not at all,' he told her, his voice rich with sarcasm. 'He just
wanted to see you one last time. He asked me to tell you how important it was
to him. And I did. But nothing is important to him any more.' 'Have
you said all you want to say?' she asked, her voice soft but her eyes angry. He did
not reply, he merely turned and walked away. Sigarni
sat in the doorway for some time, trying to make some sense of the events.
Ballistar obviously held her responsible for Bernt's death, but why? All she
had done was rut with him for a while. Did that make her the guardian of his
soul? I didn't ask him to fall in love with me, she thought. I didn't even work
at it. You
could have gone to him as you promised, said the voice of her heart. Sorrow
touched her then and she stood and wandered away from the house, heading for
the sanctuary of the waterfall pool. This was where she always came when events
left her saddened or angry. It was here she had been found on that awful night
when her parents were slain: she was just sitting by the willow, her eyes
vacant, her blonde hair turned white as snow. Sigarni remembered nothing of
that night, save that the pool was the one safe place in a world of
uncertainty. Only
tonight there was no sanctuary. A man was dead, a good man, a kind man. That he
was stupid counted for nothing now. She remembered his smile, the softness of
his touch and his desperation to make her happy. 'It
could never be you, Bernt,' she said aloud. 'You were not the man for me. I've
yet to meet him, but I'll know him when I do.' Tears formed in her eyes,
misting her vision. 'I'm sorry that you are dead,' she said. 'Truly I am. And
I'm sorry that I didn't come to you. I thought you wanted to beg me back, and I
didn't want that.' Movement
on the surface of the pool caught her eye. A mist was moving on the water,
swirling and rising. It formed the figure of a man, blurred and indistinct. A
slight breeze touched it, sending it 43 moving
towards her, and Sigarni scrambled to her feet and backed away. 'Do not
run,' whispered a man's voice inside her mind. But she
did, turning and sprinting up over the rocks and away on to the old deer trail. Sigarni
did not stop until she had reached her cabin, and even then she barred the door
and built a roaring fire. Focusing her gaze on the timbered wall, she scanned
the weapons hanging there: the leaf-bladed broadsword, the bow of horn and the
quiver of black-shafted arrows, the daggers and dirks and the helm, with its
crown and cheek-guards of black iron and the nasal guard and brows of polished
brass. Moving to them she lifted down a long dagger, and sat honing its blade
with a whetstone. It was
an hour before she stopped trembling. Gwalchmai's
mouth was dry, and his tongue felt as if he had spent the night chewing badger
fur. The morning sunlight hurt his eyes, and the bouncing of the dog-cart
caused his stomach to heave. He broke wind noisily, which eased the pressure on
his belly. He always used to enjoy getting drunk in the morning, but during the
last few years it had begun to seem like a chore. The great grey wolfhounds,
Shamol and Cabris, paused in their pulling and the cart stopped. Shamol was
looking to the left of the trail, his head still, dark eyes alert. Cabris
squatted down, seemingly bored. 'No hares today, boys!' said Gwalch, flicking
the reins. Reluctantly Shamol launched himself into the traces. Caught
unawares, Cabris did not rise in time and almost went under the little cart.
Angry, the hound took a nip at Shamol's flank. The two dogs began to snarl,
their fur bristling. 'Quiet!'
bellowed Gwalch. 'Hell's dungeons, I haven't had a headache like this since the
axe broke my skull. So keep it down and behave yourselves.' Both hounds looked
at him, then felt the light touch of the reins on their backs. Obediently they
started to pull. Reaching behind him, Gwalch lifted a jug of honey mead and
took a swallow. Sigarni's
cabin was in sight now, and he could see the black bitch, Lady, sitting hi the
dust before it. So could Shamol and Cabris and with a lunge they broke into a
run. Gwalch was caught between the desire to save his bones and the need to
protect his jug. He clung on 44 grimly.
The cart survived the race down the hill, and once on level ground Gwalch began
to hope that the worst was over. But then Lady ran at the hounds, swerving at
the last moment to race away into the meadow. Shamol and Cabris tried to follow
her, the cart tipped and Gwalch flew through the air, still clutching his jug
to his scrawny chest. Twisting, he struck the ground on his back, honey mead
slurping from the jug to drench his green woollen tunic. Slowly he sat up, then
took a long drink. The hounds were now sitting quietly by the upturned cart,
watching him gravely. Leaving the jug on the boardwalk, he stood and walked to
where the cart lay. Righting it he moved to the dogs, untying the reins. Shamol
nuzzled his hand, but Cabris took off immediately towards the woods in search
of Lady. Shamol ambled after him. Gwalch
recovered his jug and went into the house. He found Sigarni sitting at the
table, a dagger before her. Her hair was unwashed, her face drawn, her eyes
tired. Gwalch gathered two clay cups and filled them both with mead, pushing
one towards her. She shook her head. 'Drink it, girl,' he said sitting opposite
her. 'It'll do you no harm.' 'Read
my mind,' she commanded. 'No.
You'll remember when you are ready.' 'Damn
you, Gwalch! you're quick to tell everyone's fortune but mine. What happened
that night when my parents were butchered? Tell me!' 'You
know what happened. Your ... father and his wife were lulled. You survived.
What else is there to know?' 'Why
did my hair turn white? Why were the bodies buried so swiftly? I didn't even
see them.' 'Tell
me about last night.' 'Why
should I? You already know. Bernt's ghost came to me at the pool." 'No,'
he said, 'that wasn't Bernt. Poor, sad Bernt is gone from the world. The spirit
who spoke to you was from another time. Why did you run?' 'I was
... frightened.' Her pale eyes locked to his, daring him to criticize her. Gwalch
smiled. 'Not easy to admit, is it? Not when you are Sigarni the Huntress, the
woman who needs no one. Did you know this is my birthday? Seventy-eight years
ago today I made my first cry. Killed my 45 first
man fourteen years later, a cattle raider. Tracked him for three days. He took
my father's prize bull. It's been a long life, Sigarni. Long and irritatingly
eventful.' Pouring the last of the mead, he drained it in a single swallow,
then gazed longingly at the empty jug. 'Who
was the ghost?' she asked 'Go and
ask him, woman. Call for him.' She shivered and looked away. 'I
can't.' Gwalch
chuckled. 'There is nothing you cannot do, Sigarni. Nothing.' Reaching
across the table she took his hand, stroking it tenderly. 'Oh,come on, Gwalch,
are we not friends? Why won't you help me?' 'I am
helping you. I am giving you good advice. You don't remember the night of the
Slaughter. You will, when the time is right. I helped take the memory from you
when I found you by the pool. Madness had come upon you, girl. You were sitting
in a puddle ofyour own urine. Your eyes were blank, and you were slack-jawed. I
had a friend with me; his name was Taliesen. It was he - and another - who slew
the Slaughterers. Taliesen told me we were going to lock away the memory and
bring you back to the world of the living. We did exactly that. The door will
open one day, when you are strong enough to turn the key. That's what he told
me.' 'So,'
she said, snatching back her hand, 'your only advice is for me to return to the
pool and face the ghost? Yes?' 'Yes,'
he agreed. 'Well,
I won't do it.' 'That
is your choice, Sigarni. And perhaps it is the right one. Time will show. Are
you angry with me?' 'Yes.' 'Too
angry to fetch me the flagon of honey mead you have in the kitchen?' Sigarni
smiled then, and fetched the flagon. 'You are an old reprobate, and I don't
know why you've lived so long. I think maybe you are just too stubborn to die.'
Leaning forward she proffered the flagon, but as he reached for it she drew it
back. 'One question you mustanswer. The Slaughterers were not human, were
they?' He licked his lips, buthis eyes remained fixed on the flagon. 'Were
they?' she persisted. 'No,'
he admitted. 'They were birthed in die Dark, Hollow-tooths sent to kill you.' 46 'Why
me?' 'You
said one question,' he reminded her, 'but I'll answer it. They came for you
because of who you are. And that is all I will say now. But I promise you we
will speak again soon.' She
handed him the flagon and sat down. 'I
cannot go to the pool, Gwal. I cannot.' Gwalchmai
did not answer her. The mead was beginning to work its magic, and his mind
swam. The
Baron Ranulph Gottasson ran a bony finger down the line on the map. 'And this
represents what?' he asked the blond young man shivering before him. Leofric
rubbed his cold hands together, thankful that he had had the common sense to
wear a woollen undershirt below his tunic, and two pairs of thick socks. His
fleece-lined gloves were in his pocket, and he wished he had the nerve to wear
them. The Baron's study at the top of the Citadel was always cold, though a
fire was permanently laid, as if to mock the Baron's servants. 'Are you
listening, boy?' snarled the Baron. Leofric
leaned over the table and felt the cold breeze from the open window flicker
against his back. 'That is the river Dranuin, sir. It starts on the northern
flank of High Druin and meanders through the forest into the sea. That is in
Pallides lands.' The
Baron glanced up and smiled. The boy's face was blue-tinged. 'Cold, Leofric?' 'Yes,
sir.' 'A
soldier learns to put aside thoughts of discomfort. Now tell me about the
Pallides.' I'm not
a soldier, thought Leofric, I am a cleric. And there is a difference between
the discomfort endured through necessity and the active enjoyment of it. But
these thoughts he kept to himself. 'The largest of the clans, the Pallides
number some six thousand people. It used to be more, but the Great War
devastated them. In the main they are cattle-breeders, though there are some
farms which grow oats and barley. In the far north there are two main fishing
fleets. The Pallides are spread over some two hundred square miles and live in
sixteen villages, the largest being Caswallir, named after a warrior of old
who, legend claims, brought the Witch Queen to their aid in the Aenir Wars.' 47 'I
don't care about legends. Just facts. How many people in Caswallir?' 'Around
eleven hundred, sir, but it does depend on the time of the year. They have their
Games in the autumn and there could be as many as five thousand people
attending every day for ten days. Of course, these are not all Pallides. Loda,
Farlain, and even some Wingoras will attend - though the Wingoras are all but
finished now. Our census shows only around one hundred and forty remain in the
remote Highlands.' 'How
many fighting men?' 'Just
the Pallides, sir?' asked Leofric, sitting down and opening a heavy
leather-bound ledger. The Baron nodded. 'It is difficult to estimate, sir. After
all, what constitutes a fighting man in a people with no army? If we are
talking men and older boys capable of bearing arms, then the figure would be
..." He flicked through three pages, making swift mental calculations,
then went on:'... say... eighteen hundred. But of these around a thousand would
be below the age of seventeen. Hardly veterans.' 'Who
leads them?' 'Well,
sir, as you know there is no longer an official Hunt Lord, but our spies tell
us that the people still revere Fyon Sharp-axe, and treat him as if he still
held the tide.' Lifting
a quill pen, the Baron dipped the sharpened nib into a pot of ink and scrawled
the name on a single sheet of paper. 'Go on.' 'What
else can I tell you, sir?' asked Leofric, nonplussed. 'Who
else do they revere?' 'Er ...
I don't have information on that sir. Merely statistics.' The
Baron's hooded eyes focused on the younger man's face. 'Find out, Leofric. All
possible leaders. Names, directions to their homes or farms.' 'Might
I ask, sir, why are we gathering this information? All our agents assure us
there is no hint of rebellion in the Highlands. They do not have the men, the
weapons, the training or the leaders.' 'Now
tell me about the other clans,' said the Baron, his quill at the ready. Ballistar
sat perched on the saddle of the small grey pony and stared around at the
village of Cilfallen. Despite his fears, he gazed with a sense
of wonder at this unfamiliar view. The pony was only ten hands high,
barrel-bellied with short stubby legs - a dwarf horse for a dwarf. And yet,
Ballistar estimated, he was now viewing the world from around six feet high,
seeing it as Fell or Sigarni would see it. Fat
Tovi emerged from his bakery, and smiled at the dwarf. 'What nonsense is this?'
he asked, transferring his gaze to the man on the black gelding who was waiting
patiently beyond Ballistar. 'The
sorcerer Asmidir has asked me to cook for him,' said Ballistar boldly, though
even the words sent a flicker of fear through him. 'And he has given me this
pony. For my own.' 'It
suits you,' said Tovi. 'It looks more like a large dog.' Grame
the Smith wandered over. 'She's a fine beast,' he said, stroking his thick
white beard. 'In years gone by the Lowland chariots were drawn by such as she.
Tough breed.' 'She's
mine!' said Ballistar, grinning. 'We
must leave,' said the man on the black gelding, his voice deep. 'The master is
waiting.' Ballistar
tugged on the reins and tried to heel the pony forward, but his legs were so
short that his feet did not extend past the saddle and the pony stood still.
Grame chuckled and walked back to his forge, returning with a slender
riding-crop. 'Give
her just a touch with this,' he said. 'Not too hard, mind, and accompany it
with a word - or sound - of command.' Ballistar
took the leather crop. 'Hiddy up!' he shouted, swiping the crop against the
pony's rear. The little animal reared and sprinted and Ballistar tumbled
backwards in a somersault. Grame stepped forward and caught the dwarf, then
both fell to the ground. Ballistar, his bearded face crimson, struggled to his
feet as Asmidir's servant rode after the pony and led her back. Tovi was beside
himself with mirth, the booming sound of his laughter echoing through the
village. 'Thank
you, Grame,' said Ballistar, with as much dignity as he could muster. The smith
pushed himself to his feet and dusted himself down. 'Think
nothing of it,' he said. 'Come, try again!' Pushing his huge hands under
Ballistar's armpits he hoisted the dwarf to the saddle. 'You'll get the hang of
it soon enough. Now be off with you!' 'Hiddy
up!' said Ballistar, more softly. The pony moved forward and Ballistar lurched
to the left, but clung on to the pommel and righted himself. 49 With
the village behind them Ballistar's fear returned. He had been sitting quietly
behind the tavern when the dark-skinned servant found him. Had he been asked
beforehand whether he would be interested in a journey to the wizard's castle,
Ballistar would have answered with a curt shake of his head. But two gold
pieces and a pony had changed his mind. Two gold pieces! More money than
Ballistar had ever held. Enough to buy the little shack, instead of paying
rent. More than enough to have the cobbler make him a new pair of boots. If he
doesn 't sacrifice you to the demons! Ballistar
shivered. Glancing up at the man on the tall horse, he gave a nervous smile,
but the man did not respond. 'Have you served your master long?' he enquired,
trying to start a conversation. 'Yes.' And
that was it. The man touched heels to the gelding and moved ahead, Ballistar
meekly following. They rode for more than an hour, moving through the trees and
over the high hills. Towards mid-morning Ballistar saw Fell and two of his
foresters, Gwyn Dark-eye and Bakris Tooth-gone; he waved and called out to
them. The
three foresters converged on the dwarf, ignoring the dark-skinned rider. 'Good
day to you, Fell,' said Ballistar. Fell grinned, and Ballistar experienced
renewed pleasure in the fact that he could look the handsome forester straight
in the eye. 'Good
day to you, little friend. She is a fine pony.' 'She's
mine. A gift from the sorcerer.' 'He is
not a sorcerer!' snapped the servant. 'And I wish you would stop saying it.' 'The Black
man wants me to cook for him. Duck! Sigarni told him about me; he's paid me
with this pony.' Ballistar decided not to mention the gold pieces. Fell he
liked above all men, and Gwyn Dark-eye had always been kind to him. But Bakris
Tooth-gone was not a man Ballistar trusted. 'Are
you sure he doesn't want to cook you?' asked Gwyn. A slightly smaller man than
Fell, and round-shouldered, Gwyn was the finest archer among the Loda. Ballistar
looked down upon him and noticed the man had a bald spot beginning at his
crown. 'On a day like today the thought does not concern me,' said Ballistar
happily. 'Today I have seen the world as a tall man.' 'Enjoy
it,' sneered Bakris. 'Because when you get off that midget horse
you'll return to the useless lump you've always been.' The words were harshly
spoken, and they cut through Ballistar's good humour. Fell swung angrily on the
forester but before he could speak Ballistar cut in. 'Don't
worry about it, Fell. He's only angry because I've got a bigger prick than him.
I don't know why it should concern him. Everyone else has too!' Bakris
lunged at the dwarf, but Fell caught him by the shoulder of his leather jerkin
and dragged him back. 'That's enough!' roared Fell. The sudden commotion caused
the pony to move forward. Asmidir's servant nudged his gelding alongside and
the two riders continued on their way. Ballistar swung in the saddle and looked
back at the foresters. When he saw Bakris staring after him he lifted his fist
and waggled his little finger. Asmidir's
servant chuckled. 'You shouldn't be so swift to make enemies,' he observed. 'I
don't care,' said Ballistar. 'And
why is it that you Highlanders value so much the size of the male organ? Size
is of no relevance, not to the act itself nor to the pleasure derived.' Ballistar
glanced up at the man. 'Ah,' he thought, 'so you've got a small one too!' Aloud
he said, 'I wouldn't know. I have never had a woman.' It was
mid-afternoon when they topped the last rise before the castle. Ballistar had
never travelled this far before and he halted his pony to stare down at the
magnificent building. It was not a castle in the true sense, for it was
indefensible, having wide-open gateways with no gates, and no moat surrounding
it. It had once been the house of the Hunt Lord of the Grigors, but that clan
had been annihilated in the Lowland wars, the few survivors becoming part of
the Loda. A three-storied building, with a single tower by the north wall that
rose to five storeys, it was built of grey granite, and the windows were of
coloured glass joined by lead strips. 'We are
late,' said the servant. 'Come!' Ballistar's
heart was pounding and his hands trembled as he flapped the reins against the
pony's neck. Two
gold pieces seemed a tiny amount just then. 4 AUTUMN
WAS NOT far off, but here in the Highlands even the last days of summer were
touched by a bitter cold that warned of the terrible winters that lay ahead.
Two fires blazed at either end of the long hall, and even the heavy velvet curtains
shimmered against the cold fingers of the biting wind that sought out the
cracks and gaps in the old window frames. Asmidir
pushed away his empty plate and leaned back in his chair. 'You are a fine
cook,' he told the dwarf. Two servants entered, lighting lanterns that hung in
iron brackets on the walls, and the hall was filled with a soft glow. 'Can I
go now?' asked Ballistar. The little man was sitting at the table, on a chair
set upon blocks of wood. 'My
dear fellow, of course you can go. But it is already becoming dark and your
pony is bedded down for the night in a comfortable stall. I have had a room
prepared for you. There is a warm fire there, and a soft bed. Tomorrow one of
my servants will cook you a breakfast and saddle your pony. How does that
sound?' 'That
is wondrous kind,' said Ballistar uneasily, 'but I would like to be on my way.' 'You
fear me?' asked Asmidir mildly. 'A
little," admitted the dwarf. 'You
think me a sorcerer. Yes I know. Sigarni told me. But I am not, Ballistar. I am
merely a man. Oh, I know a few spells. In Kushir all the children of the rich
are taught to make fire from air, and some can even shape dancing figures from
the flames. I am not one of those. I was a nobleman - a warrior. Now I am a Highlander,
albeit somewhat more dusky than most. And I would be your friend. I do not harm
my friends, nor do I lie. Do you believe me?' 'What
does it matter whether I believe you or not?' countered the dwarf. 'You will do
as you wish.' 'It
matters to me,' said Asmidir. 'In Kushir it was considered unacceptable for
noblemen to lie. It was one of the reasons the Outlanders - as you call them -
defeated the armies of the Kushir King. The Outlanders kept lying: they signed
treaties they had no intention of honouring, made peace, then invaded. They
used spies and agents, filling Kushir soldiers with fear and trembling. An
appalling enemy with no sense of honour.' 'But
you fought alongside them,' said Ballistar. 'Yes.
It is a source of endless regret. Come, sit by the fire and we shall talk.' The
black man rose and walked to the fireside, settling his long frame into a deep
armchair of burnished leather. A servant appeared and drew back Ballistar's
seat, allowing the little man to slide from his cushions to the floor. Asmidir
watched as he climbed with difficulty into the opposite armchair, then, waving
away the servant, he leaned forward. 'You treat your affliction with great
courage, Ballistar. I respect that. Now what shall we speak of?' 'You
could tell me why you served the Outlanders,' said the dwarf. 'Swift
and to the point,' observed Asmidir, with an easy grin. 'It all came down to
politics. My family were accused of treason by the Kushir King. He was hunting
us down at the time the Outlanders invaded. My sister and my wife were executed
by him, my father blinded and thrown into a dungeon. We have a saying in Kushir
- the enemy of my enemy must therefore be my friend. So I joined with the
Outlanders.' 'And
now you regret it?' 'Of
course. There is no genuine satisfaction in revenge, Ballistar. All a man
unleashes is a beast which will destroy even those he loves. Cities were laid
waste, the people slaughtered or sold into slavery. A rich, cultured nation was
set back two hundred years. And even when they had won, the slaughter
continued. The Outlanders are a barbaric people, with no understanding of the
simplest economic realities. The Kushir was rich because of trade and commerce.
The lines of trade were severed, and treaties with friendly nations broken.
There was a Great Library at Coshantin, the capital; the Outlanders burned it
down.' Asmidir sighed and lifted an iron poker, idly stabbing at the burning
logs. 'You
grew to hate them?' 'Oh
yes! Hatred as strong and tall as High Druin. But two men more than any other,
the Baron Ranulph and the Earl of Jastey. The 53 r King
himself is merely a merciless savage, holding power through ruthlessness and
manipulation. The Baron and the Earl hold the balance of his power.' 'Why
are you telling me this?' asked Ballistar. 'It is not wise.' Asmidir
smiled. 'It is a question of judgement, my friend. Do you trust Sigarni?' 'In
what way?' 'Her
instincts, her values, her courage ... whatever?' 'She is
intelligent and does not suffer fools. What has this to do with anything?' 'She
trusts you, Ballistar. Therefore so do I. And as for the risk... well, all life
is a risk. And time is running too short for me to remain conservative in my
plans. Sigarni tells me you are a great storyteller, and somewhat of a
historian. Tell me of the clans. Where are they from, how did they come here?
Who are their heroes and why? What are their noble lines?' 'You
are moving too fast for me,' said Ballistar. 'A moment ago we were talking of
trust. Before that, revenge. Now you want a story. Tell me first your purpose.' 'A
clear thinker ... I like that. Very well. First I shall tell you a story.'
Asmidir clapped his hands and a servant came forward bearing a tray on which
were two golden goblets filled with fine red wine. Ballistar accepted the
first, holding it carefully in both hands. As the servant departed Asmidir
sipped his drink, then set the goblet aside. Leaning back, he rested his head
on the high back of the chair. 'With Kushir in ruins I went home to my palace.
An old man, dressed in a cloak of feathers, was waiting for me there. His face
was seamed with wrinkles and lines, his hair and beard so thin they appeared to
be fashioned from the memory of wood-smoke. He was sitting on the steps before
my door. A servant told me he had arrived an hour before, and refused to be
moved; they tried to lay hands upon him, but could not approach him. Knowing
him to be a wizard, they withdrew. I approached him and asked what he wanted.
He stood and walked towards my home. The door opened for him, though there were
no servants close, and he made his way to my study. Once there, he asked me
what I felt about the destruction of my land and my part in it. I did not
answer him, for my shame was too great. He said nothing for a moment, then he
bade me sit and began to talk of history. It was fascinating, Ballistar. It was
as if he had witnessed all 54 the
events himself. Perhaps he had. I don't know. He spoke of the growth of evil
and how, like a plague, it spreads and destroys. It was vital, he said, that
there should always be adequate counter-balances against the forces of
wickedness. 'Yet he
insisted, we had reached a period of history when there was no balance. The
Outlanders and their allies were conquering all in their path. And those
nations still resisting the advance of the Outlanders were doomed, for there
were no great leaders among them. Then he told me of a conquered nation, and a
commander yet to come. He said - and I believed him utterly - that here, in the
north, I would find a prince of destiny, and from the ashes of Highland dreams
would come a dynasty that would light our way forward into a better future. I
came here with high hopes, Ballistar, and yet what do I find? 'There
is no leader. There is no army. And in the spring the Outlanders will come here
with fire and sword and exterminate hundreds, perhaps thousands, of peaceful
farmers, cattle-men and villagers.' Asmidir threw a dry log to the dying blaze.
'I do not believe that the ancient one lied to me ... and I cannot accept that
he might have been mistaken. Somewhere in these lands there is a man born to be
King. I must find him before midwinter.' Ballistar
drained his wine. It was rich and heavy and he felt his head swimming. 'And you
think my stories might help you?' he asked. 'They
might provide me with a clue.' 'I
don't see how. Legend has it that our ancestors passed through a magic Gateway,
but I suspect our history is no different from other migrating peoples. We
probably came from a land across the water, originally as raiders. Some of our
people then grew to love the mountains, and sent back ships for their families.
For centuries the clans warred upon one another, but then another migrating
group arrived. They were called the Aenir, ancestors of the Outlanders. There
was a great war. After that the clans formed a loose-knit confederacy.' 'But
you had kings? From where did they come?' 'The
first true King was Sorain, known as Ironhand. He was from the Wingoras, a
mighty warrior. Hundreds of years ago he led the clans against the Three Armies
and destroyed them. Even the Lowland clans respected him, for he risked
everything to free their towns. He vanished one day, but legend has it he will
return when needed.' Asmidir
shook his head. 'I doubt that. Every nation I know of has a hero of myth,
pledged to return. None of them do. Did he have heirs?' 'No. He had a child,
but the babe disappeared - probably murdered and buried in the woods.' 'So
what of the other kings?' enquired Asmidir. 'There
was Gandarin, also known as the Crimson - another great warrior and statesman.
He died too soon and his sons fought among themselves for the crown. Then the
Outlanders invaded and the clans put on their red cloaks of war and were cut
down on Golden Moor. That was years ago. The young King fled over the water,
but he was murdered there. Anyone known to share the blood of Gandarin was also
put to the sword. And the Wearing of the Crimson was banned. No Highlander can have
even a scarf of that colour.' 'And
there is no one left of his line?' 'As far
as I know there is only Sigarni, and she is barren.' Asmidir
rubbed his tired eyes and tried to disguise the dejection he felt. 'He must be
somewhere,' he whispered, 'and he will need me. The ancient one made that clear
to me.' 'He
could have been wrong,' volunteered Ballistar. 'Even Gwalch is wrong
sometimes.' 'Gwalch?' 'The
Clan Gifted One. He used to be a warrior, but he was wounded in the head and
after that he became a prophet of sorts. People tend to avoid him. His visions
are all doom-filled and gloomy. Maybe that's why he drinks so much!' Asmidir's
spirits lifted. 'Tell me where to find him,' he said. Sigarni
was angry with herself. Four times that morning she had flown Abby, and four
times the red hawk had missed the kill. Abby was a little overweight, for there
had been three days of solid rain and she had not flown, but even so she was
acting sluggishly and the tourney was only two weeks away. Sigarni was angry
because she didn't know what to do, and was loth to ask Asmidir. Could Abby be
ill? She didn't think so, for the bird was flying beautifully, folding her
wings and diving, swooping, turning. Only at the point of the kill did she
fail. The pattern with the red hawk was always the same - swoop over the hare,
flick her talons, tumbling the prey, then fastening to it. Sigarni would run
forward, covering the hare with her glove, then casting
a piece of meat some distance from the hawk. The bird would glance at the
titbit, then leave the gloved hare to be killed and bagged by Sigarni. But not
today. Sigarni
lifted her arm and whistled for Abby. The hawk dived obediently from the high
branch and landed on the outstretched fist, her cruel beak fastening to the
tiny amount of meat Sigarni held between her fingers. 'What's
wrong with you, Abby?' whispered Sigarni, stroking the bird's breast with a
long pigeon feather. 'Are you sick?' The golden eyes, bright and impenetrable,
looked into her own. Returning
to the cabin, Sigarni did not take Abby to her bow perch but carried her inside
and sat her on the high back of a wooden chair. The cabin was cold and Sigarni
lit a fire, banking up the logs and adding two large lumps of coal from the sack
given to her by Asmidir. From the cupboard she took her scales, hooking them to
a broad beam across the centre of the cabin. Fetching Abby, she weighed her.
Two pounds seven ounces: five ounces above her perfect killing weight. 'What
am I to do with you, beauty?' she asked softly, stroking the bird's^head and
neck. 'To keep you obedient I must feed you, yet if you do not fly you get fat
and lazy and are useless to me. If I starve you, all your training will
disappear and I will be forced to start again as if it never was. Yet you are
intelligent. I know this. Is your memory so short? Mmmm? Is that it, Abby?'
Sigarni sighed. Taking the hawk's hood from the pouch at her belt, she stroked
it into place. Abby sat quietly, blind now, but trusting. Sigarni sat by the
fire, tired and listless. Lady
scratched at the door and Sigarni opened it, allowing the hound to pad inside
and stretch her lean black frame in front of the fire. 'I hope you've already
eaten,' she told the hound, 'since we've caught nothing today.' Lady's tail
beat against the floor and she tilted back her head, looking at Sigarni through
one huge, brown eye. 'Yes,' said the woman, 'I don't doubt you have. You're the
best hare hound in the Highlands. You know that, don't you? Faster than the wind
-though not as fast as Abby.' The
darkness was growing outside and Sigarni lit a small lamp which she hung over
the fireplace. Stretching out her legs, she removed her wet doeskin boots and
her oiled leather troos. The warm air from the fire touched the bare skin of
her legs and she shivered 57 with
pleasure. 'If only I wasn't hungry,' she said aloud, stripping off her buckskin
shirt and tossing it to the floor. The fire crackled and grew, casting dancing
shadows on the walls of the cabin. 'I have
the bells of Hell clanging in my head,' said Gwalch, walking from the bedroom,
clutching his temples. 'Then
you shouldn't drink so much, Gwal,' she said, with a smile. 'All
right for you but I..." He stopped as he saw her nakedness. 'Jarka's balls,
woman! That's not decent!' 'You
said you'd be gone, old fool. It would be decent enough were I alone!' 'Ah,
well,' he said, with a broad grin, 'I think I might as well make the best of
it.' Pulling up a chair, he gazed with honest admiration at her fire-lit form.
'Wonderful creatures, women,' he said. 'If God ever made anything more
beautiful He has never shown it to me.' 'Since
your eyes are standing now on reed stalks, I take it that you are a breast
man,' she said, with a laugh. 'Now Fell is a legs and hips man. His eyes are
naturally drawn to a woman's buttocks. Strange beasts, men. If God ever made
anything more ludicrous She's never shown it to me.' Gwalch
leaned back and roared with laughter. 'Blasphemy and indecency in the same breath.
By Heavens, Sigarni, there is no one like you. Now, for the sake of an old
man's feelings, will you cover yourself?' 'Feel
the blood rising, old man?' 'No,
and that is depressing. Dress for me, child. There's a good girl.' Sigarni
did not argue, but slipped a buckskin shirt over her head. It was almost as
long as a tunic and covered her to her thighs. 'Is that better, Gwal? You
weren't so worried when I lived with you, and you bathed me and washed my
hair.' 'You
were a child and titless. And you were hurt, lass.' 'How do
you kill a demon, Gwal?' she asked softly. He
scratched at the white stubble on his chin. 'Is there no food in this house? By
God, a man could die of starvation visiting you.' 'There's
a little cold stew, and a spare flagon of your honey spirit. It's too fiery for
my taste. You want that, or shall I heat up the stew?' He gave
a wicked grin and winked. 'No lass. Just fetch me a drop of the honeydew.' 'First
a bargain.' 'No,'
he said, his voice firm. 'I will tell you no more. Not yet. And if that means a
dry night, then so be it.' 'When
will you tell me?' 'Soon.
Trust me.' 'Of all
men I trust you most,' she said moving forward to kiss his brow. She fetched
him the flagon and watched as he filled a clay cup. The liquid was thin and
golden, and touched the throat like a flame. Gwalch drained the cup and leaned
back with a sigh. 'Enough
of this and a man would live for ever,' he said. She
shook her head. 'You are incorrigible. Do you know the legend of Ironhand?' 'Of
course. Went through a Gateway, to return when we need him.' 'And
will he return?' 'Yes.
When the time is right.' He drank a second cup. 'That's
not true, Gwalch. I found his bones.' 'Yes I
know. Under several boulders in the pool of the falls. Why did you tell no
one?' Sigarni
was surprised, though instantly she knew she should not have been. 'Why do you
ask, when you already know the answer?' she countered. 'It is
not polite to answer a question with a question, girl. You know that.' 'People
need legends,' she told him. 'Who am I to rob them of their power? He was a
great man, and it is nice for people to think that he actually managed to kill
all the assassins, instead of being done to death by the murdering scum.' 'Oh,
but he did kill them all! Seven of them, and him wounded unto death. Killed
them, and their war-hounds. Then he sat by the pool, his strength fading. He
was found by one of his retainers, a trusted man, loyal and steadfast. Ironhand
told him to hide his body where none could find it until the chosen time. You
see, he had the Gift. It came on him as he was dying. So the word went out that
Ironhand had crossed the Gateway and would one day return. And so it will be.' Gwalch
filled a third cup and half drank it. Leaning forward, he placed the cup on the
hearth-stone, then sank back, his breathing deepening. 'When
will he come back, Gwalch?' whispered Sigarni. 'He
already has once,' answered the old man, his voice slurring. 59 'On the
night of the slaughter. It was he who killed the last demon.' The old man began
to snore gently. Fell
loved the mountains, the high, lonely passes, the stands of pine and the
sloping valleys, the snow-crowned peaks and the vast sweep of this harsh
country. He stood now above the snow line on High Druin staring out to the
north, the lands of the Pallides and further to the distant shimmering river
that separated the Pallides clan from the quiet, grim men of the Farlain, This
was a land that demanded much from a man. Farming was not easy here, for the
winters were harsh beyond compare, the summers often wet and miserable,
drowning the roots of most crops, bar oats which seemed to thrive in the
Highlands. Cattle were bred in the valleys, hard, tough long-haired beasts with
horns sweeping out, sharp as needles. Those horns needed to be sharp when the
wolves came, or the black bears. And despite the long hair and the sturdiness
of their powerful bodies, the vicious winters claimed a large percentage of the
beasts - trapped in snow-drifts, or killed in falls from the icy ridges and
steep rises. It was
no land for the weak of spirit, or the soft of body. The
cool dusk breeze brushed the skin of his face and he rubbed his chin. Soon he
would let his close-cropped beard grow long, protecting his face and neck from
the bitter bite of the winter winds. Fell
climbed on, traversing a treacherous ridge and climbing down towards the supply
cave. He reached it just before nightfall. The flap which covered the narrow opening
was rotting and he made a mental note to bring a new spread of canvas on his
next visit. It wasn't much of a barrier, but it kept stray animals from using
the cave as shelter, and on a cold night it helped to hold in the heat from the
fire. The cave was d.eep, but narrow, and a rough-built hearth had been built
some ten feet from the back wall below a natural chimney that filtered smoke up
through the mountain. As was usual the fire was laid, ready for a traveller,
with two flint rocks laid beside it. By the far wall was enough wood to keep a
blaze burning for several nights. There was also a store cupboard containing
oats and honey, and a small pot of salted beef. Alongside this were a dozen wax
candles. It was
one of Fell's favourite places. Here, sitting quietly without interruption, he
could think, or dream. Mostly he thought about his role as captain of the
foresters; how best to patrol the forests and 60 valleys,
to cull the deer herds, and hunt the wolves. Tonight he wanted to dream, to sit
idly in the cave and settle his spirit. Swiftly he lit a fire, then removed his
cloak and pack and stood his longbow and quiver against the wall. From the pack
he pulled a small pot and a sack of oats. When the fire had taken he placed the
pot over it and made several trips outside, returning with handfuls of snow
which he dropped into the pot. At last when there was enough water he added
oats and a pinch of salt, stirring the contents with a wooden spoon. Fell
preferred his porridge with honey, but he had brought none with him and was
loth to raid the store. A man could never tell when he would need the
provisions in the small store cupboard, and Fell did not want to be stuck on
High Druin in the depths of winter, only to remember that on a calm night in
late summer he had eaten the honey on a whim. Instead
he cooked his porridge unsweetened, then put it aside to cool. Sigarni's
face came unbidden to his mind and Fell swore softly. 'I must have sons,' he
said aloud, surprised how defensive the words sounded. 'A man
needs love also,' said a voice. Fell's
heart almost stopped beating. Leaping to his feet, he spun around. There was no
one there. The forester drew his double-edged hunting knife. 'You'll
have no need of that, boy,' said the voice, this time coming from his left.
Fell turned to see, sitting quietly by the fire, the oldest man he had ever
seen, his face a maze of fire-lit wrinkles, his skin sagging grotesquely around
the chin. He was wearing a tunic and leggings of green plaid, and a cloak that
seemed to be fashioned from feathers of every kind, pigeon, hawk, sparrow,
raven... Fell flicked a glance at the canvas flap over the doorway. It was
still pegged in place. 'How
did you get in here?' he asked. 'By
another doorway, Fell. Come, sit with me.' The old man stretched out a
fleshless arm and gestured to the forester to join him. 'Are
you a ghost?' The old
man thought about it. 'An interesting question. I am due to die long before you
were born. So, in one sense, I suppose I am already dead. But no, I am not a
spirit. I am flesh and blood, though there is precious little flesh left. I am
Taliesen the druid.' Fell
moved to the fire and squatted down opposite the old man. He 61 seemed
harmless enough, and was carrying no weapon but, even so, Fell kept his dagger
in his hand. 'How is it that you know me?' he asked. 'Your father gave me bread
and salt the last time I came here, nineteen years ago, by your reckoning. You
were six. You looked at my face and asked me why it no longer fit me.' The old
man gave a dry chuckle. 'I do so love the young. Their questions are so
deliciously impertinent.' 'I
don't remember it.' 'It was
the night of the twin moons. I had another man with me; he was tall and
recklessly handsome, and he wore a shirt of buckskin emblazoned with a red hawk
motif.' 'I do
remember,' said Fell, surprised. 'His name was Caswallon and he sat with me and
taught me how to whistle through my teeth.' The old
man's face showed a look of exasperation. He shook his head and whispered
something that sounded to Fell like a curse. Then he looked up. 'It was a night
when two moons appeared in the sky, and the Gateways of time shimmered open
causing a minor earthquake and several avalanches. But you remember it because
you learned to whistle. Ah well, such, I fear, is the way of things. Do you
intend to share that porridge?' 'Such
was not my intention,' said Fell testily, 'but since you remind me of my
manners I am obliged to offer you some.' 'It
never does a man harm to be reminded of his manners,' said Taliesen. Fell rose
and fetched two wooden bowls from the cupboard. There was only one spoon, which
he offered to the old man. Taliesen ate slowly, then put aside his bowl half
finished. 'I see you've lost the art of porridge in this time,' he said.
'Still, it will suffice to put a little energy into this old frame. Now ... to
the matter at hand. How is Sigarni?' 'She is
well, old man. How do you know her?' Talisen
smiled. 'I don't. Well, not exactly. My friend with the hawk shirt brought her
to the people who raised her. He risked much to do so, but then he was an
incautious man, and one ruled by an iron morality. Such men are dangerous
friends, but they make even more deadly enemies. Thankfully he was always more
of a friend.' 'What
do you mean brought her? She lived with her father and mother until...' 'The
night of the slaughter... yes, yes, I know. But they were not her parents.
Their child died in her cot. Sigarni was a... changeling. 62 But
that is all beside the point. I take it the invasion is not under way yet? No,
of course it isn't. I may be getting old, but I still have a certain Talent
when it comes to Gateways. It is now six days from the end of summer, yes?' 'Four
days, but you make no sense, old man,' said Fell, adding more wood to the fire.
'What invasion?' 'Four
days? Mmmmm. Ah well, close enough,' said The old man, looking down at his
gnarled hand and tapping his thumb to each of the fingers, as if working on
some simple calculation. He stood and wandered to the doorway, pulling back the
flap and looking up at the sky, scanning the bright stars. 'Ah yes,' he said,
returning to the fire. 'Four days. Quite right. No'w, what was your question?
The invasion. Mmmm. Where to begin? The descendants of the Aenir, the
conquerers of the Lowlands. What do you call them ... Outlanders? Yes,
Outlanders. They will come in the spring with fire and sword. I know you
suspect this already, young Fell. Still, that is not important at this moment,
for we were speaking of Sigarni. Is she strong? Is she wilful and obstinate?
Does she have a piercing stare that strikes fear into the hearts of strong
men?' Fell
laughed suddenly. 'Yes, all of those.' His smile faded. 'But speak plainly, old
man, for I wish to hear more of this invasion you speak of. Why would they
invade?' 'Why
indeed? What motivates the minds of evil men? Who can truly know, save another
evil man. And, testy though I have been throughout my long life, I have never
been evil, and therefore cannot answer your questions with any guarantee of
accuracy. I can hazard a guess, however.' 'I
never knew a man who could talk so long and say so little,' snapped Fell. 'Youth
was always impatient,' Taliesen rebuked him mildly. 'There are two main reasons
I can think of. One concerns a prophecy being talked of in the south, about a
great leader who will rise among the peoples of the highlands. Prophecies of
this nature are not usually welcomed by tyrants. Secondly, and probably more important,
is the fact that the Baron Ranulph Gottasson is ambitious. He has two enemies,
one is the King, and the other is the Earljastey. By raising an army in the
Highlands he can make himself a power again in the capital - especially with a
few victories to brag of.' - 'How can he achieve victories when there is no
army to fight him?' Taliesen
smiled and shook his head. 'For that very reason, how can he not?' 'But
there is no leader. God's teeth, this is insane!' 'Wrong again, boy. There is a
leader. That is why I am here, sitting in this cold, inhospitable cave, with
its dull company and worse porridge. There is a leader? Fell
stared at him. 'Me? You think it is me? 'Do I
look like an idiot, boy? No, Fell, you are not the leader. You are brave and
intelligent, and you will be loyal.' He chuckled. 'Butyou are not gifted to
command armies. You have not the talent, nor the will, nor the blood.' 'Thank
you for your honesty,' said Fell, feeling both aggrieved and relieved. 'Then
who is it?' 'You
will see. In three days, outside the walls of Citadel town a sword will be
raised, and the Red will be worn again. Be there, Fell. In three days, at dawn.
By the light of the new sun you will see the birth of a legend.' The old
man stood and his joints cracked like dry twigs. Fell
rose also. 'If you are some sort of prophet, then you must know the outcome of
the invasion. Will my people survive?' 'Some
will, some won't. But it is not quite so simple, young man. There is only ever
one past, but myriad futures, though sometimes the past can be another man's
future. Now there is a riddle to spin your head like a top, eh?' The old man's
features softened. 'I'm not trying to baffle you, Fell. But I have knowledge
gained over twenty times your lifetime. I cannot impart it to you in the brief
moment we have. Let us merely say that I know what should happen, and I know
what could happen. I can therefore say with certainty what might happen. But
never can I tell you what will happen!' 'Even
Gwalch is more sure than that,' put in Fell, 'and he's drunk half the time.' 'Some
events are set in stone, and a part of destiny,' agreed Taliesen, 'as you will
see in three days at Citadel town. Others are more fluid.' He smiled. 'Don't
even try to make sense of what I tell you. Just be close to Citadel town. And
now I will show you something more memorable than teeth whistling. Watch
carefully, Fell, for you will not see its like again.' So
saying, the old man walked towards the wall - and through it. Fell gasped,
blinked, then pushed himself upright and ran to the wall. 64 It was
solid rock. But of
the old man there was no sign. For a moment Fell stood there, his broad right
hand resting on the rock. Then he turned and glanced back at the fire. It had
died down. Adding more wood, he waited until the flames rose and flickered
high, then settled down beside the fire. It was pitch-dark and icy cold outside
the cave now, but he felt the heat from the blaze and was comfortable. And as
he dropped into a deep and dreamless sleep he heard again the words of the old
man. 'Be
there, Fell. In three days, at dawn. By the light of the new sunyou mil see the
birth of a legend.' Will
Stamper moved through the market crowds, scanning for signs of cut-purses or beggars.
He had been Corporal of the Watch for two years now, and the burly soldier took
his job very seriously. Beside him the shorter Relph Wittersson munched on an
apple. 'More
people this year,' said Relph, tossing away the core. A mangy mongrel sniffed
at it then moved away. 'Population's
growing,' Will told him, stroking a broad finger under the chin strap of his
iron helmet. 'All them new houses on East Street are sold now, and they're
talking of building to the north. God knows why people want to come to this
place.' 'You
did,' Relph pointed out. Will nodded and was about to speak when he saw a small
grey haired man in a duty brown tunic moving at the edge of the crowd. The man
saw him at the same instant and swiftly darted down an alleyway. 'Alyn
Shortblade,' said Will. Ill have the old bastard one of these days. What was I
saying?" 'Can't
remember, something about buildings going up and immigrants coming in,'
answered Relph, pausing at a meat stall and helping himself to a salt beef sausage.
The stall holder said nothing and looked away. Relph bit into the sausage. 'Not
bad,' he said, 'but too much cereal. Shouldn't be allowed. Can't rightly call
it a sausage if there's more bread than meat in it.' The two
moved slowly through Market Street, then down Baker's Alley and into the main
square, where the tents and marquees were being erected ready for Tournament
Day. The sound of hammers on nails filled the square as workmen continued to
build the high banked seats
for the nobles and their ladies and Will saw the slight, blond Lord Leofric
directing operations. Beside him stood the Captain of the Watch. Will cursed
softly. Relph tapped Will's arm. 'Let's
go back through Market Street,' he advised. Will was about to agree when the Captain
saw them. With an imperious flick of his finger he summoned them over. Will
took a deep breath. He had no liking for the Captain, and worse, no respect.
The man was a career soldier, but he cared nothing for the well being of his
men. Redgaer
Kushir-bane, Knight of the Court, son of the Earl of Cordenia, did not wait for
the soldiers to reach him. Arms clasped behind his back he strode towards them,
his red beard jutting. 'Well?' he asked. 'Caught any cutpurses?' 'Not
yet, sir,' said Will, giving the clenched fist salute. 'Hmmm.
Nor will you if that stomach keeps spreading, man. I'll have no lard bellies
under my command.' 'Yes,
sir.' It was futile to offer any form of argument, as Will Stamper had long ago
discovered to his cost. Happily for Will the Captain turned his attention to
Relph. 'There
is no shine to your buckle, man, and your helmet plume looks like it's been
used to wipe a horse's arse. That's a five copper fine, and you will report to
my adjutant for extra duty.' 'Yes,
sir,' said Relph meekly. 'Well,
get on with your rounds,' commanded Redgaer spinning on his heel, his red cloak
swirling out. 'What a
goat-brain,' whispered Relph. 'Yourplume looks like it's been used to wipe a
hone's arse,' he mimicked. 'More likely it was used to brush his tongue after
he'd dropped on his knees to kiss the Baron's rear.' Will chuckled, and the two
soldiers continued on their way through Tanner Street and back into the market. 'Whoa,
look at that!' said Relph, pointing. Will saw the object of his attention and
let out a low whistle. A tall woman was moving through the market, her hair
shining silver despite her youth, and on her left fist sat a red hawk. 'Look at
the legs on that girl, Will. All the way up to the neck. And what an arse,
tight, firm. I tell you, I wouldn't crawl across her to get to you!" 'Bit
thin for my taste,' said the older man, 'but she walks well, I'll say that.
She's a Highlander.' 'How do
you know? Just because she's wearing buckskins? Lot of Lowlanders wear
buckskins.' 66 'Look
at the way she moves,' said Will. 'Proud, arrogant. Nah ... Highlander. They're
all like that. I see she's not wearing a marriage bangle.' As they watched they
saw the hawk suddenly bait, wings flapping in panic. The woman calmed it,
gently stroking its red head. 'She
could stroke me like that,' said Relph. 'A bit lower down, though. Come on,
let's talk to her.' 'What
for?' 'I go
off duty at dusk. You never know your luck.' 'I'll
bet that five-copper fine that she's not interested.' 'And
I'll bet you I'll spear her by midnight!' 'You
arrogant son of a bitch,' said Will, with a smile. 'I'm going to enjoy watching
you cut down to size.' The two soldiers angled through the crowd, coming
alongside the woman as she stood by the dried fruit stall. 'Good
morning miss,' said Will. 'That's a fine bird.' The
woman offered a fleeting smile. 'She hunts well,' was all she said, then she
turned away. 'Are
you from the Highlands?' asked Relph. The
woman swung back. 'I am. Why do you ask?' 'My
friend here had a little bet with me. I said you were mountain bred, he
insisted you were a Lowlander. I told him you could always tell a Highland
woman.' 'Tell
her what?' countered the woman, turning her pale gaze on the soldier. 'No ...
I mean, recognize one. It's in the ... er walk. Tell me, are you ... er ...
staying on in Citadel tonight? There are some fine places to dine, and I'd be
honoured to escort you.' 'No, I
am not staying on. Good day to you.' She walked on, but Relph hurried
alongside, taking hold of her arm. This made the hawk bait once more. 'You
don't know what you're missing, sweet-thing. It's never wise to turn down a
good opportunity.' 'Oh, I
never do that,' said the woman. 'Goodbye.' She
strode off leaving Relph red-faced. 'Ah,' said Will, 'the sound of five fresh
copper coins jingling in my palm. I can almost hear it.' Relph
swore. 'Who does the bitch think she is?' 'I told
you, she's a Highlander. As far as she is concerned you are an occupying enemy
soldier. And if she doesn't hate you - which she probably does - she despises
you. Now let's move on, and you can figure out how to pay me.' 'How'd
she get a hawk?' said Relph. 'I mean, a woman with a hawk. It's not proper.
Maybe she stole it!' 'You
can put that thought from your mind now, son,' said Will sternly. 'Just because
a woman doesn't want to sleep with you, it doesn't mean you can just lock her
up. I'll not have that kind of wrong-doing in my cells. Put it from your mind,
and concentrate on the crowd. It'll be more than a five-copper fine if there's
a purse cut while we're on duty. More like five lashes!' 'Yes,'
said Relph. 'Plenty more sheep in the field anyway.' He laughed suddenly. 'Did
you hear that Gryen picked up a dose of the clap from the whorehouse in North
Street? His dick is covered in weeping sores. He's in a Hell of a state. They
put bloody leeches on it! Can you imagine that? Must be pretty small leeches,
eh?' 'Serves
him right,' said Will. He stopped outside the apothecary shop and stepped
inside. 'What
we looking for?' asked Relph. 'My
youngest has the whooping-cough. Betsi asked me to pick up some herb syrup.' 'Always
ailing, that boy, ever since the fever,' said Relph. 'You figure him to die?' Will
sighed. 'We lost two already, Relph. One in the plague back in Angosta, and the
second when I was campaigning in Kushir. Yellow fever struck him down. I don't
know whether the boy will survive or not. But he's a fighter, like his dad, so
he's got an even chance.' 'You
were lucky with Betsi,' said Relph, as Will waited for the apothecary to fill a
small blue bottle with syrup. 'She's a good woman. Cooks up a fine stew, and
your place is always so clean. I'd bet you could eat off the floor and not pick
up a scrap of dust. Good woman.' 'The
best,' agreed Will. 'I think when summer comes I'll try to relocate down south.
Her folks is back there and she misses them. Might do that.' 'There's
a rumour we'll be campaigning in spring. You heard it?' 'There's
always rumours, son. I don't worry about them. One of the reasons I came here
was for the quiet. Betsi was always worried that I'd be killed in a battle.
'Ain't no battles here, so who are we going to campaign against?' 'The
Captain was saying that the Highland clans were getting ready for war,
attacking merchants and travellers.' Will
shook his head. 'It's not true. There was one attack, but the 68 Foresters
caught the men and killed them. They weren't Highlanders. No, I'm looking
forward to summer, son. I'll take the family south.' The
apothecary handed over the bottle and Will gave him two copper coins. Outside
Relph tapped him on the arm. 'How come you pay? I don't. Bastard townies can
afford to look after us. After all, we look after them.' 'I
always pay my way,' said Will. 'It's an old habit.' Grame
the Smith delivered the Baron's grey stallions and left the Citadel. It had
been no surprise when the Baron failed to pay for the work, and Grame had been
expecting nothing more. He wandered through the town, and considered buying a
meal at the Blue Duck tavern. Roast pork with crackling was a speciality there.
Grame tapped his ample stomach. 'You're getting old and fat,' he told himself.
There was a time when he'd been considered one of the handsomest men in
Cilfallen, and he had grown used to the eyes of women lingering on him as he
passed. They didn't linger much now. His hair had long since departed his
skull, and sprouted unattractively from his shoulders and back. He'd lost three
front teeth and had his lips crushed at Golden Moor, the teeth smashed from his
head by an iron club wielded by an Outland soldier. God, that hurt, he
remembered. It was a kind of double pain. As he fell he knew his good looks
were gone for ever. Now he
sported the bushiest white beard, with a long, drooping moustache to cover the
mouth. He
reluctantly passed the Blue Duck and continued along Market Street, catching
sight of Sigarni talking to two soldiers. The first was a tall man, middle-aged,with
the look of the warrior about him. The second was smaller; this one took hold
of Sigarni's arm, but she spoke to him and moved away. Grame saw the man's face
turn crimson. The smith chuckled, and made his way to where Sigarni was
standing before a knick-knack stall. She was examining a brass tail-bell. 'Good
day to you,' said Grame. Sigarni gave him a friendly smile, but he saw her cast
her eyes back towards where the two soldiers were standing. 'I'm
thinking of buying Abby a bell,' she said. 'All the other hawks here have
them.' 69 'For
what purpose?' asked the smith, 'apart from the fact that all the others have
them?' Sigarni
thought about it for a moment, then grinned. 'I don't know, Grame,' she
admitted. 'But they are pretty, don't you think?' Grame
took the bell from her fingers and looked at it closely. They're well made,' he
said, 'and they'd be silent in flight. Falconers use them to locate their
birds. You can hear them when they land in a tree. Do you have trouble with
Abby? Do you lose her?' 'Never.' 'Then
you don't need a bell. What brings you to Citadel?" 'There
is a hawking tourney, with a money prize of two gold guineas. I think Abby
could win it.' Grame
scratched at his thick white beard. 'Maybe. It will depend on how they
structure the contest. If obedience is marked highly you would have a good
chance. But speed? The goshawk is lighter and faster than Abby.' 'You
surprise me, Grame. I didn't know you understood falconry.' 'Had a
gos myself once. Beautiful creature .. . but wilful. Lost her in the year
before Golden. I take it you're trying to get Abby used to crowds before the
tourney?' 'Yes,'
answered Sigarni, stroking Abby's sleek head. 'They don't seem to bother her.
She's baited a few times, but I think she'll perform well. I'll bring her again
tomorrow.' 'Is
there an entrance fee to this tournament?' 'Yes.
One silver penny. I paid it this morning.' Sigarni's expression changed. 'The
cleric had to get permission from the Captain of the Tourney to allow me to
enter. He wasn't sure if women were permitted to take part.' Grame
chuckled. 'Well, it is unusual, girl. They don't understand that Highland women
are ... shall we say different.' 'From
what?' she countered. 'From
their own timid females,' said Grame. 'Their women have no rights. When they
marry, all their fortunes become the property of their husbands. They can be
beaten, humiliated and cast aside, with no recourse to the law.' 'That
is awful. Why do the women stand for it?' Grame
shrugged. 'Habit? God only knows. Their fathers choose their husbands, their
husbands dominate their lives. It's a world ruled 70 by men.
So, the Captain of the Tourney allowed your entry? He must be an enlightened
man.' 'He was
fascinated by Abby. I could tell. He asked me where I got her, and how many
kills she had. That sort of thing. He said the Baron would be interested in
her.' Grame
said nothing for a moment. Then, 'I'm not sure I like the sound of that,
Sigarni.' 'Why?' 'You
don't come to the Citadel much, do you?-No, of course you don't. You sell your
skins to the tanner and the furrier, and you buy your supplies - what... three
times a year?' 'Four
times. What does that matter?' 'The
Baron is a keen falconer. He will certainly be interested in Abby. He may want
her for his own.' 'Well,
he can't have her,' she said. Grame
smiled, but there was no humour in the expression. 'The Baron will have
anything he desires. He is the Lord here. My advice is to forget the tourney
and take Abby back into the mountains.' 'I paid
my silver penny!' Grame
reached into his pouch and produced a coin. 'I'll pay that-aye and gladly.' 'I
don't want your money, Grame - though I thank you for the offer. You think he
would steal her from me?' Grame nodded. 'But how could he do this. By what
right?' 'Conquest.
You are a clan-woman. You have no rights, save those he allows.' Sigarni's
face darkened. 'By God, that is wrong!' 'I
don't doubt that by God it is wrong. But it is not God who makes the laws here;
it is the Baron. I have some business here, but I will be ready to leave by
dusk. My wagon is by the north wall, behind the armourer's shop. I'd be pleased
to have the company, if you'd like a ride back to Cilfallen.' 'Yes, I
would,' said Sigarni. 'I'll meet you there at dusk.' Grame's
words both irritated and upset Sigarni. She had wanted to compete, to show
Abby's skills to a wider audience, to revel in their approbation. And she
wanted to show that a woman could train a hawk as well as any man. Yet Grame
was no fool. If he said she was in danger
of losing Abby then she had to listen, and act accordingly. It was unfair, but
then life was unfair. If not, then she would have loved Bernt, and he would
still be alive. Sigarni
strolled through the crowds and on to Falcon Field, passing the rows of hutches
containing the hares to be used in the falcon displays, snared over the past
few days, the little beasts would be freed individually to dart and run across the
field, seeking escape from the silent killers sent to despatch them. Abby's
golden eyes focused on the cowering creatures. 'Not for you, pretty one,' said
Sigarni. 'Not this time. No applause for my beautiful Abby.' The
cleric was still sitting at his desk on the outer edge of the field, and
several falconers were waiting to sign their names, or make their marks on the
broad ledger. A cadger had been set close by, hooded falcons sitting on the
many perches. All were goshawks. Abby bridled and baited as she saw them, her
wings flaring out. 'Hush, now,' whispered Sigarni. 'Best behaviour from you,
sweet one.' Behind the cleric she saw the two soldiers who had spoken to her
earlier. The big one was no problem, but the shorter man had mean eyes. Beyond them
stood the Captain of the Tourney. She could not remember his name, save that it
began with Red, which matched his beard and his complexion. Taking
her place behind the men, she waited her turn. One of the falconers looked
closely at Abby. 'Fine creature,' he said. 'Never thought to see another.
Kushir bird, ain't she?' 'Yes.' 'Good
killers. Not as fast as my own bird, but she'll come to call a damn sight
faster.' Reaching out, he stroked Abby's chest with a broad forefinger. To
Sigarni's annoyance Abby allowed this treatment, even seemed to enjoy it. 'Next!'
called the cleric. He wa.s ginger-haired and Sigarni remembered him riding with
an escort through Cilfallen, taking the census. What was his name? Andred? No
... Andolph. The
falconer signed his name, paid his silver, and moved away to the cadger to
collect his bird. Sigarni stepped forward and Andolph glanced up. 'Oh, 'tis
you. You've already signed.' 'And
now I wish to unsign. I cannot take part after all.' 'I
see,' said Andolph, laying down his quill. 'I am afraid there are no allowances
made for withdrawals. I take it you are seeking your money back?' 'Yes.
Why pay for something I cannot do?" 'Why
indeed? However, the rules are quite specific. If a falcon becomes ill, or the
falconer fails to appear, then his entry fee is forfeit. You see it is the
entry fee that creates the ultimate prize.' 'I only
signed an hour ago,' she said, smiling sweetly. 'Can you not make an exception
for a poor mountain girl?' Andolph
blushed. 'Well... as you say, it was only an hour since.' Reaching into the box
at his left hand, he removed a silver penny and handed it to her. Abby baited
once more and the little man dropped the coin in Sigarni's palm and snatched
his hand away. 'I really don't like them,' he confided. 'I prefer the hares.' 'Hares
were created for sport,' said Sigarni. Four
riders came galloping across the field, their horses' hooves drumming on the
hard-packed clay. Abby fluffed up her feathers, but Sigarni held tightly to the
flying jesses. The lead horseman, a man dressed all in black, dismounted from
the grey stallion, tossing the reins to a second horseman. Sigami stood
silently, for all the men were now waiting, stiff-backed. Even the little
cleric had risen from his seat. This then, she knew, must be the Baron.
Inwardly Sigarni cursed herself for bothering about the entry fee, for the man
was staring intently at Abby. He was a tall man, with sleek black hair drawn
back tightly over his brow and tied in a short pony-tail at the nape of his
neck. He sported a thin, trident beard that gleamed as if oiled, and his eyes
were large and wood-ash grey, hooded, and bulging from their sockets. His lips
were thin, the mouth cruel, thought Sigarni. 'Where
did you get the bird?' he asked, the voice so low that it was a moment before
Sigarni realized he had spoken. 'A gift
from a friend,' she answered him. The other riders dismounted and gathered in
close. Sigarni felt hemmed in, but she stood her ground. 'In
return for some sexual favour, I don't doubt,' said the Baron, his tone bored.
'Ah well, I expect you are here to sell the creature. I'll give you ten guineas
for it - assuming you haven't ruined it.' 'She is
not ruined, my lord, and she is not for sale,' said Sigarni. 'I trained her
myself, and was planning to enter the tourney with her.' The
Baron appeared not to notice she had spoken. Turning to the man behind him, he
called out, 'Ten guineas, if you please, Leofric. I'll reimburse you later. And
remind me to speak to the black man next time he visits the town.' 'Yes,
my lord,' said the blond rider, fishing in his purse for coins. 73 Sigarni
stepped back. 'She is not for sale,' she said, her voice louder than she
intended. This time the Baron turned and for the first time looked into her
eyes. 'You
are a Highlander, aren't you?' he announced. 'I am.' 'There
are no noble houses in the Highlands, merely a motley group of inbred savages
scraping a living from the mountain-sides. The law is simple, woman. A yeoman
may raise a goshawk. That is the only bird of prey allowed to those not of
noble blood. The bird you hold is not a goshawk; therefore you cannot own the
bird. Am I speaking too fast for you? Now take the money and hand the bird to
my falconer.' Sigarni
knew that she should obey. It mattered not that it was unfair. Grame was right,
the Baron was the law and to deny him would be futile. Yet something flickered
deep within her, like the birth of a fire. 'I am
of the blood of Gandarin the King,' she said, 'and the hawk is mine." Mine
to keep, mine to free!' So saying, her arm swept up and she released the
jesses. Surprised by the sudden movement Abby spread her wings and sailed into
the air. Not even a glimmer of anger showed on the Baron's face. For several
heartbeats no one moved, and all watched the hawk gliding up on the thermals.
Then, without speed, almost casually, the Baron's black-gloved fist cracked
against the side of Sigarni's face. Half stunned, she staggered back. The Baron
moved in. Sigarni lashed out with her foot, aiming for his groin, but her aim
was out and she kicked him in the thigh. 'Hold her!' said the Baron. She found
her arms pinned and recognized the soldiers who had first spoken to her in the
market square. The Baron hit her in the stomach, and she doubled forward. His
voice echoed through her pain; it was not a raised voice, nor did it contain a
hint of emotion. 'Stupid woman,' he said. 'Now you have forfeited your right to
the ten guineas. Any more stupidity and you will face the lash. You understand
me? Call the bird!' Sigarni
looked up into the hooded eyes. Her mouth tasted of blood. 'Call him yourself,'
she said, then spat full in his face. Blood and saliva dripped to his cheek.
Taking a black handkerchief from the pocket of his tunic, he slowly wiped the
offending drops from his face. 'You see,' he said to the gathered men, 'with
what we are dealing? A people who have no understanding of law, or good
manners. They are barbarians, without culture, without breeding.' His hand
lashed out 74 in a
backward strike that cannoned his knuckles against Sigarni's right cheek. 'Call
the bird!' he ordered. 'And if you spit at me again I will have your tongue cut
out!' Sigarni
remained silent. The Baron turned to his falconer, a short, wide-shouldered
Lowlander. 'Can you call it in?' he asked. Ill do
my best, my lord,' he answered, moving out on to the open ground with hawking
glove aloft. He gave a long, thin whistle. High above, Abby banked and folded
her wings into a stoop to dive like an arrow. Some sixty feet from the ground
her wings spread again and she levelled out. 'She's coming in, sir!' shouted
the falconer. The
Baron turned back to Sigarni. 'Ten lashes for you, I think, and a night in the
cells. Perhaps you will learn from the experience, though I doubt it. You
Highlanders never were given to learning from your mistakes. It is what makes
you what you are." Casually he struck her again, left and right, his arm
rising and falling with a sickening lack of speed. Sigarni tried to roll her
head with the blows, but the soldiers were holding hard to her arms. And
then it happened. No one watching quite understood why. Some blamed confusion
in the mind of the hawk, others maintained the woman was a witch, the hawk her
familiar. But Abby swept down, past the falconer's outstretched glove and
straight towards Sigarni, talons extended for the landing. At that moment the
Baron's fist came up to strike the woman again. 'The
hawk, my lord!' shouted the falconer. The
Baron turned, arm still raised. Abby's razor-sharp talons tore into his face,
hooking into the left eyebrow, raking down through the socket and tearing out
his eye. He screamed as he fell back, the hawk still clinging to his face, her
talons embedded in his left cheek. Abby's wings thrashed madly as she tried to
free herself. The Baron's hands came up, grabbing the wings and ripping the
bird clear. Blood gushed from the face wound. Staggering now he threw the bird
to the ground, and Sigarni watched in horror as one of the riders drew a sword
and hacked it through Abby's neck. The wings fluttered against the clay. Men
gathered round the Baron, who had fallen to his knees, pressing the palm of his
black glove against the now empty eye-socket. The three
riders who had arrived with him half carried him from the field. The
Captain of the Tourney moved in front of Sigarni. 'You'll suffer for that,
bitch!' he told her. 'The Baron will have your eyes put out with hot coals,
your hands and feet hacked off, and then you'll be 75 hung
outside the walls in an open cage for the crows to feast on you! But first
you'll answer to me!' Sigarni
said nothing as she was dragged away by the soldiers. A crowd had gathered on
the edge of the field, but she did not look at them. Holding her head high she
stared impassively at the keep ahead, and the double doors of the outer wall.
Abby was dead. Had she given her to the Baron, she would still be alive. She
saw again the fluttering wings, and the iron sword cleaving down. Tears fell to
her cheeks, the salt burning the cut under her eye. The men
marched her through the Citadel entrance and then turned left, cutting across
the courtyard to a narrow door and a staircase leading down into the dark.
Sigarni pulled back as the men tried to force her through. The soldier whose
advances she had spurned struck her over the ear with his elbow. 'Git down
there!" he hissed. She was propelled forward. The stairwell was dark, the
stairs slippery. The soldier twisted her arm behind her back, the other man
releasing his hold on her and moving ahead. For a short while they descended in
total darkness, then the faint glow of a burning torch lit the bottom of the
stairs and they emerged into a dungeon corridor. Two men were sitting at a
table, playing dice. Both stood as the Captain strode into sight. 'Open a
cell!' he ordered. The men hurried to obey. Sigarni
was still in a daze as they dragged her into the cell. It was large and grey,
one wall wet with damp, and it stank of rats' droppings. There was a small cot
in one corner, and there were rusted chains hanging from the walls. 'How do
you like this, bitch?' sneered the red-bearded captain, moving in front of her.
Sigarni did not reply. His hand reached out, cupping her breast and squeezing
hard. She winced, then brought up her knee, hammering it into his groin. He
groaned and fell back. The soldier to her right, the short man, punched her in
the side of the head, and she was hurled across the cot. 'Strip
her,' ordered the captain, 'and we'll see how much pleasure the whore can
supply.' Through
her pain Sigarni heard the words, and the strength of panic surged through her.
Launching herself from the cot she dived at the first soldier, but she was
still groggy and he caught her by the hair. Hands grabbed at her body and she
felt her leather leggings being dragged clear. Torchlight glittered from the
captain's dagger. 'I'm
going to put my mark on you, woman. And I'll hear you beg and scream before
this night is over.' 5 GWALCHMAI
WAS SITTING on the porch weeping when Asmidir rode up. As the black man climbed
from the saddle and approached the old man, he could smell the fiery spirit on
Gwalchmai's breath, and he saw the empty jug lying on its side. 'Where is Sigarni?'
he asked. The old
man looked up, blinking. 'Suffering,' he said. 'She is the sword blade going
through fire.' 'What
are you talking about?' 'Why do
we do it?' asked Gwal. 'What is it in our natures? When I was young we raided a
Lowland village, stealing cattle. There was a young woman in a field. She had
hidden in some bushes. But we found her. We raped her. It seemed good sport,
and no harm done.' He shook his head. 'No harm done? Now that the Gift is upon
me and I know the truth, I wonder if there will ever be forgiveness. Do you
ever wonder that, Asmidir? Do you ever think of the Loabite woman you captured
in the high mountains of Kushir? Do you lie awake at night and ask yourself why
she slashed her wrists?' Asmidir
straightened as if struck, his dark eyes narrowing. 'You are the Gifted One?' 'Aye.
That is my curse, black man. It is only marginally worse than yours.' The
sunlight was fading and Asmidir helped the old man to his feet, guiding him
into the cabin where Lady was stretched out by the dying fire. Asmidir eased
Gwalchmai into a chair, then sat opposite the man. Lady rose and put her head
in Asmidir's lap, seeking a stroke. The black man idly patted her, rubbing his
fingers behind her ears, and Lady's tail began to wag. 'I need your help,'
Asmidir told Gwalchmai. 'I need to find a man.' The old
man leaned forward and gazed into the dying flames. 'No, you don't,' he said.
'On both counts. But I will help you, Asmidir. Oh 77 yes, I
will. First, however, tell me why are we such savages. Tell me that!' 'What
do you want from me, Gifted One? The answers to questions we all know? We do
what we do because we can. We hunt and kill because we can. That which is in
our power belongs to us, to be used as we desire. Whether it be a round of
meat, a wild-born stag, an ancient tree, or a beautiful woman. Now what is it
you want to hear?' Gwalchmai
gave a long sigh, and rubbed at weary, bloodshot eyes with a gnarled hand. 'As
we sit and speak,' he said, 'in the warmth of this cabin, there is a woman in a
cell, being beaten, brutalized and raped by five men. She is bleeding, she is
hurt. One of the five is a nobleman, but he is filled with a lust for
inflicting pain. But the others are all ordinary men. Men like you and me, Asmidir.
I can feel their thoughts, taste their emotions. By God, I can also sense their
arousal! and I would like to kill them. But am I different? Was I different in
that field? Were you different with the Loabite woman?' 'She
was part of the spoils of war,' said Asmidir, 'and no, I do not lie awake at
night and think of her. She was used. We are all used. She chose to kill
herself. Her choice, Gifted One. But I have no time for these games, nor am I
concerned about some whore in a prison cell. Do you know the name of the leader
who is coming, or not?' Gwalchmai
swung round, his eyes bright and glittering. 'Yes, I know. I have always known.
From the night when the Gate was opened, when Taliesen came to me, and brought
me the child to raise.' 'And will
you tell me?' asked Asmidir, masking his impatience. 'It is
not a man.' 'You
make no sense, you drunken old fool. What is it then ... a tree? A horse?' 'Are
you so stupid that you cannot understand what has been said here?' asked
Gwalchmai. 'Where are we, for God's sake? Can you not concentrate that fine
mind for a moment?' Asmidir
sat back and took a deep breath. 'Humour me,' he said at last. 'Perhaps my mind
is not as fine as you imagine.' But the old man said nothing and Asmidir took a
deep breath. 'Very well, I will play this game. Where are we, you asked? We are
in the Highlands, in the cabin of Sigarni the Huntress. And we have been
talking about a woman in a cell..." He sat bolt upright. 'Sweet Heaven,
Sigarni is in the cell?' 'Sigarni
is in the cell,' echoed Gwalchmai, tossing a fresh log to the flames. 'Why?' 'The
Baron desired her hawk. She refused to sell it. In the argument that followed
the hawk tore out the Baron's left eye. Sigarni was dragged away.' 'But
she lives. They have not killed her?' 'No,
they have not killed her. But they are giving her scars she will carry all her
life, and her pain will be visited a thousand times upon their countrymen.' 'What
can I do? Tell me!' . 'You
can wait here, with me. All your questions will be answered, Asmidir. Every
one.' Will
Stamper sat in the Blue Duck tavern staring into the tankard. It was the fifth
jug of ale he had consumed, and it could not deaden the shame he felt. Relph
pushed through the crowd and sat opposite him, a bright smile on his face. 'Looks
like I don't owe you that five coppers any more, eh? Told you I'd spear her by
midnight.' 'Shut
up, for God's sake!' 'What's
wrong with you, Will? It were great, weren't it? Nothing like it! And you had
your share.' He chuckled. 'And the captain. Humping like a little bunny. Nice
to know the nobles get boils on their arses, isn't it?' Will
lifted the tankard and half drained it. The ale was strong, and he felt his
head swimming. 'I've never done that before,' he said. 'Never will again. I'm
not going to wait for the summer. I'm going south tomorrow. I'm finished here.
Wish I'd never come.' 'You've
got blood on your hand,' said Relph. 'Did she bite you?" Will
jerked and rubbed the dried blood on to his leather leggings. 'No. It's not my
blood.' He bit his lip and looked away, but Relph saw the tears spilling to his
cheeks. 'What's
got into you? Is it the boy? He'll get over the whoop, Will. I'm sure he will.
Come on, mate, this isn't like you at all. Here, let me get you another drink.'
Relph stood, but Will reached out and took hold of his arm. 79 'It
doesn't bother you, does it? She was screaming. She was cut, bitten, thrashed.
It doesn't bother you?' 'It
didn't bother you at the time, either. And no, why should it worry me? Worse'11
happen to her tomorrow. At least she went out with a good rut, eh? Anyway, the
captain told us to. So why not? God's teeth, Will, she's only a whore. Whores
were made for sport.' Will
released his hold and Relph moved back into the crowd. He gazed around him
through bleary eyes, listening to the laughter of the revellers, and thought of
Betsi; picturing her in that cell. Relph returned with two tankards. 'Here, get
that down you, mate. You'll feel better. There's a dice game back at the
barracks at midnight. You fancy a bet?' 'No.
I'll get home. Got to get Betsi to pack ready for tomorrow.' 'You're
not thinking this through, Will. No one will be taking on mercenaries down
south. What will you do?' 'I
don't care.' Relph
leaned forward. 'You have to care, Will. You have a family to support, and a
sick son. You can't go dragging them out into the countryside. It's not fair on
them. Look, I don't know why this has got to you so bad. You stuck a few inches
of gristle into a few soft warm places. Now you want to ruin your life and your
family's lives. It don't make no sense. You get home and get a good night's
sleep. It'll all look differentin the morning.' Will
shook his head. 'What will be different? I'm forty-two years old. I've lived my
whole life by an iron set of rules which my dad beat into me. You ever heard me
lie, Relph. You ever seen me steal?' "No,
you're a regular saint, mate. They ought to put up statues to you. But what's
the point you're making?' 'I just
betrayed everything I've lived for. Everything. What we did there was wrong.
Worse than that, it was evil.' 'Now
you're talking daft. What do you mean evil? She was a slag, and I'll bet she's
been jumped before. What pigging difference does it make? She's dead anyway,
come morning. You heard the captain, they're going to put out her eyes and hang
her in the old cage. Bloody Hell, Will, you think what we done is any worse
than that? Come on I'll walk you home. You look all in.' Relph
stood and helped Will to his feet. The big man staggered, then headed for the
door. 'I
should have stopped it,' mumbled Will. 'Not joined in. Oh God, what will I say
to Betsi?' 80 'Nothing,
mate. Nothing at all. You just go home, and you sleep.' The
relief guard was called Owen Hunter; the man he replaced told him of the sport
he had missed. Owen was a Lowlander, married to a harridan named Clorrie who
made his life a misery. As he sat at the dungeon table in the flickering
torchlight, he tried to remember the last time he had enjoyed a woman. It was
more than three years - if you didn't count the alley whore. He had
smiled when the guard told him of the afternoon's entertainment, and even
managed to say, 'That's life,' when the man pointed out that it should have
been Owen's shift, except that the Lowlander had swapped it earlier that day. But
now, as he sat alone, he allowed his bitterness to rise. Of all the women to
choose he had married Clorrie: sharp-tongued, mean-spirited Clorrie. Life's a
bastard and no mistake, thought OwenNLike the other soldiers, he had heard of
the incident when the Baron lost his eye. Even now the surgeons were at work in
the upper room of the keep, plugging the wound and feeding the Baron expensive opiates. There
was no sound in the dungeon corridor, save for the occasional hiss from the
torches. Owen stood and stretched his legs, remembering the last words of the
man he replaced: 'What an arse on her! I tell you, Owen, she was a jump to
remember.' Owen
lifted a torch from its bracket and walked past the four empty cells to the
locked door. Pulling open the grille he peered inside. There was no window to
the cell and the torchlight did not pierce the gloom. Slipping the bolt, he
opened the door. The woman was lying on the floor, her legs spread open. There
was blood on her face and thighs, and one of her breasts was bleeding. Owen
moved closer. She was still unconscious. Despite the blood he could see that
she was beautiful, her hair gleaming silver and red in the torchlight. His eyes
scanned her body. Even the hair of her pubic mound was silver, he noticed. She
was slim and tall, her breasts firm. Owen saw that one of her nipples was
bleeding, a thin trickle of red still running down to her side. Kneeling
alongside her Owen ran his hand up her thigh, his fingers stroking the silver
mound, his index finger slipping inside her. He made
his decision and rose, planting the torch in a wall bracket. Swiftly he
stripped off his leather leggings and knelt between the open legs, pushing his
hands under her thighs to draw her on to him. Why 81 not, he
thought? Everyone else has had their pleasure. Why not me? Why
shouldn't Owen Hunter have a little fun? His last sight was of the woman
suddenly rearing up. His own hands
were locked beneath her thighs, but he saw her right hand stab forward,
felt the terrible pain as her first two fingers struck his eyes. Then all was
pain and an explosion of light that was unbearable. Sigarni
dragged her fingers from the oozing sockets and groaned. Her ribs hurt, but
that was as nothing compared with the pain within. She pushed the body of the
guard from her, then rolled to her knees. Nausea rose in her throat and she
vomited. Her head was pounding, her body begging her to lie down, to rest, to
heal. Instead she forced herself to her feet. The guard began to moan. Dropping
to her knees she pulled his dagger from his belt and plunged it through the
nape of his neck. His legs spasmed, one foot striking the narrow cot. Blood
filled the man's throat and he began to choke. Dragging the dagger clear she
held the point over the centre of his back and threw her weight down upon it.
The blade slid between his ribs, skewering the lungs. Now he was still. A pool
of urine spread out from beneath him. Sigarni stood again, then sat on the cot
looking round the cell, taking in every block and stone, every rat-hole. Her
leggings had been thrown into a corner. Retrieving them, she dressed. The cord
of the waist had been cut. Dragging the guard's belt clear, she pierced a new
buckle hole in the leather and strapped it to her waist. Everything
hurt. Her lips were swollen, her cheek cut and bruised. There was a knife-cut
in her right buttock and another on her left thigh. The guard moaned again.
Sigarni could not believe the man could still be alive. Taking hold of the
jutting knife with both hands she wrenched it clear of his back, then knelt
forward to slice the razor-sharp blade across his throat. Blood gushed to the
stone floor. Grabbing him by the shoulders she rolled him to his back, slashing
the sharp blade again and again across his lower body. At last, exhausted, she
stopped, her hands drenched in blood. 'You've
got to get out of here,' she told herself. 'You've got to find them.' She had
feigned unconsciousness at the end, even when two of them had stood and
urinated over her. She had heard the small man, Relph, talking about the Blue
Duck tavern. She knew it - it was close to Market Street. Knife
in hand, Sigarni walked from the cell and out into the dungeon corridor. Her
legs had no strength, and she fell to her knees and
vomited once more. 'Don't be weak,' she scolded herself. 'You are Sigarni the
Huntress. You are strong.' Rising
unsteadily, she managed to reach the stairs and started to climb up into the
darkness. Half-way up she heard footfalls. Pushing herself back against the
wall she waited. Then a man called out from some distance above, 'Hey Owen, I
was on my way home when I thought it would be worth a second tilt at the bitch.
You fancy a double, eh?' From
out of the darkness he appeared, a looming shape with a protruding belly.
Sigarni rammed the blade into that belly, ripping it up towards the heart. He
grunted and fell back to the stairs. 'Oh God! Oh God!' he screamed. Sigarni
pulled the blade clear and stepped in close. 'You
want to ride double with me, Outlander? You want to enjoy Sigarni?' 'Oh,
please! Don't kill me!' 'You
left teeth marks in my breast, you fat bastard. Now bite on this!' The knife
slid between his teeth and Sigarni slammed ithome to the hilt. His fat arms
began to flail, but she knelt on his chest and cut his throat. Only when he was
still did she mutilate him in the same way she had the first guard. Slowly she
climbed the stairs, pushing open the door at the top. The courtyard was moonlit
and deserted, save for a sentry sitting under the arch. He was facing out into
the town. Sigarni stepped into the open air and walked across to the arch. The
sentry was not even aware of dying... Blood-drenched
and weak, Sigarni moved on into the silent town. Abby
was dead - killed trying to save her. And I am dead, she thought. They will
kill me, for I have not the strength to find them all. Somehow the thought of
dying held no fear for her. All that kept her moving on tottering feet was the
need for vengence, a need as old as the Highlands themselves. Clan laws were
not subtle, precedents were rarely cited, and there were no glib-tongued
lawyers to represent the factions. Wrongdoers were punished by those they had
wronged, or in the case of murder were hunted down by clan warriors selected by
the Hunt Lord. Justice was sudden, harsh and final. But
Sigarni had no family, save old Gwal who had raised her after the Slaughter.
There were no men to seek blood revenge. Only
me, she thought. Only Sigarni. The knife slipped from her fingers
and clattered to the street. Stopping, she picked it up, then fell heavily.
'Damn!' she whispered. Twisting round, she sat for a while with her back
against a cool stone wall. The stars were bright, the night cool with the
promise of autumn. Some distance away she could hear the sound of revellers,
and knew she was close to the Blue Duck tavern. What will you do, she wondered?
Walk in, covered in blood, and move from table to table until you see them?
What kind of a plan is that? And if you wait past the dawn they will find you
anyway, and drag you back to that cell, and who knows what torture. Are you
mad, girl? Leave this place. Get back into the Highlands were you can gather
your strength. Two of
them are dead, she told herself. One more, at least, is in the tavern. One
more ... Forcing
herself to her feet Sigarni groaned. Blood was trickling down her leg. She
licked her lips with a dry tongue and tried to blank out the pain. Women
are made for sport. The
words flashed back into her memory. The short soldier had said them at some
point during her ordeal. Laughter had followed his words, then more pain.
Suddenly she remembered the little Census Taker and his revulsion and fear as
Abby pecked at him. What was it he had said: 'I prefer the hares'? Hares are
made for sport, Sigarni had told him. Everything
is made for sport, she realized, in a world ruled by Outlanders. The
rest had given her fresh strength and she walked on. The
Blue Duck tavern was an old building with frayed timbers and white walls. There
were four windows on the ground floor, two either side of the old oak door.One
of the windows was open and through it she could hear the sounds of the
drinkers. Moving to the wall beside it, she glanced in. The place was packed
and her keen eyes scanned the faces within. There were none she recognized, but
then she could see only a section of the crowd. Dropping to her knees she
crawled under the window, then rose and glanced in from the new angle. Two men
were walking towards the door. Her heart, and her anger, lifted. Transferring
the knife to her left hand, she wiped the sweat from her right, rubbing the
palm down her leggings. The
door opened. 'That's it, Will, one foot in front of the other. That's the way
to go, son.' 'Shut
the bloody door!' said someone inside. Relph pulled shut the door as Will
Stamper leaned against the wall. 'Be
right with you, mate, but I've got to piss,' said Relph, opening the front of
his leggings and urinating against the wall. Sigarni moved silently alongside
the drunken Will and sliced the knife back across his throat. The skin flapped
open, blood bubbling clear. Then she ran forward and plunged the blade into
Relph's back. He reared up and grabbing his hair, she rammed his head against
the wall. Falling to his knees Relph struggled to turn. Wrenching the knife
clear Sigarni, still holding to his hair, dragged his head back to expose his
throat. 'Women are made for sport,' said Sigarni, slashing open his jugular.
Relph fell back, his arms and legs thrashing. Sigarni stepped clear and moved
to where Will stood leaning against the wall, his blood gushing over the front
of his tunic. Slowly he toppled to his knees and looked up at her. There was no
hatred in his gaze, and no fear. He tried to speak, but could only mouth two
words. Sigarni almost laughed. Then she leaned back and kicked him in the head
and his body fell to the stones. Only
one more now, she thought. The captain. But
where would he be? Are you
insane, woman! came a voice inside her mind. Leave now! 'No!'
she said aloud. 'I'il find him.' 'Leave
and he 'II find you. I promise you! Stay and you will die and he will live. I
promise you that too!' 'Who
are you? Where are you?' she asked, spinning round and scanning the shadows. 7 am
with you, girl, and I want your trust. Leave now. Believe me, you won't like
being dead. I know, I've tried it. Now go!' Confused,
Sigarni obeyed, cutting down through an alley towards the North Gate. The
bastards have unhinged my mind, she thought. Now I am hearing ghost voices. From
the citadel keep came the sound of clanging alarm bells. I'll
never get out now, she thought. 'Yes,
you will' said the voice. 'Your people need you.' Baron
Ranulph Gottasson groaned. The pain had moved beyond pleasure to a burning
point of agony that bordered on the exquisite. Narcotics
flowed in his blood, and his waking dreams were vivid. He saw again the fall of
the Kushite cities, refugees running panic-stricken from their burning homes,
heard again the wailing of the soon-to-die, the piercing screams of city
dwellers staring into the brutal faces of the conquering soldiers, feeling the
cold bite of their blades into soft, yielding flesh. Days of
blood and glory, marching his men across inhospitable deserts, iron mountains
and lush foreign plains. And
then it was over. No one left to conquer. < At
first it had not seemed so onerous: the triumphant return to the capital, the
cheering crowds choking the streets, the nights of celebration at the palace,
the orgies... The Baron groaned again. He felt someone lift his head, and a
cold metal goblet was placed against his lips. He swallowed and sank back. Then
had come the day when the organization of the empire was re-shaped. Plessius
was made Governor General of Kushir and the east - a bumbling fool of a man
with not an ounce of ambition in his fat head. A hardly surprising choice to
rule a land three thousand leagues from the capital. The King had chosen
wisely; there would be no rebellion from that quarter. Ranulph had let it be
known he desired the north. There was nothing here of any worth, save cattle
and timber. The climate was harsh in winter, perversely changeable in what
passed for summer. A little coal was being mined, but there were no deposits of
gold or silver, nor even iron. The people were poor and defeated. Ranulph
had waited for his appointment, sure in the knowledge that he would be offered
anything but the north. The King possessed a mind of astonishing cunning, and
would never offer any general the true object of his desires. Ranulph's
mind swam on a sea of delicious pain ... He had
a spy in Jastey's household, and knew well that the Earl desired the west.
Seventeen rich cities, scores of mines, seven ports, and a thriving commercial
network. Together they created the perfect foundation for an assault on the
King. Wealth to buy mercenaries, ships to ferry armies and keep them supplied. Oh, how
Ranulph had laughed when Jastey had been made High Sheriff of the Capital.
Despite being a position of great influence, bringing immense wealth, it meant
that Jastey was always at court and close to the King. 86 But
Jastey's handsome face had worn a smile the following day, when Ranulph had
been summoned to the palace. The memory brought a fresh spasm of agony. Ranulph
had walked down the long aisle in the Chapel of the Blessed Blade, to where the
King waited with his courtiers around him, Jastey at his right hand. Ranulph
knelt before his sovereign, then gazed up into the dark, reptilian eyes. 'It is
reported to me that you desire to govern the north, my good and dear friend,'
said the King. 'Your services to the kingdom merit great rewards, and I can
think of no greater reward than to bestow upon you that which you most desire.
Rise, Baron Ranulph Gottasson, Earl of the North, Governor General of the
Highlands.' To his
amazement Ranulph had managed a smile. It did not match the grin on Jastey's
face. The west had gone to the King's new favourite, Estelm. The
feast which followed had been bitter hard for the new Baron. The King seated
him next to Jastey, and that alone made the food taste of bile and ash." 'My
congratulations, Ranulph,' said the Earl. 'I know we do not see eye to eye on
many issues, but I would like you to know that I argued most strongly for you
to be given the north. I thought it would perhaps ease the animosity between
us.' Ranulph
looked into the man's dark eyes and saw the humour glinting there. 'Animosity,
cousin? Surely not. Friendly rivalry would be more apt, I believe?' 'Perhaps,'
agreed Jastey. 'However, that should now be behind us. You have your own
kingdom, as it were, while I must remain in the capital making laws, sitting in
judgement, surrounded by clerics. Ah, how I envy you!' Ranulph
smiled, and pictured sliding a red-hot dagger into Jastey's belly. Returning
to his town house he had walked into his library and stood gazing at the map
stretched out on the far wall. The empire filled it, from ocean to ocean.
Ranulph's mouth was dry, his hands trembling with suppressed tension. The skin
of his back and buttocks was still tender, but he knew that he needed the
release of the whip. Summoning a servant, he ordered him to fetch Koris. The
man's face paled. 'I am sorry, my lord, but Koris packed his belongings and
left this morning.' 'Left?
What do you mean left?' The
servant swallowed hard. 'He has taken up a new ... appointment... lord.' The
shock hit him like ice upon hot skin. Koris, whom he had trusted above all men,
and loved better than any woman. And he knew, without a shred of doubt, where
the boy's appointment had taken him. Jastey! Dismissing
the servant, the Baron moved to the window, opening it wide and breathing in
the cold night air. 7 don't
want to go north, Ranulph. It's cold there - and there are no amusements.' ' We
mill not be going north, sweet bay.' 'But
isn't that what you want?' 'Be
patient and all mil be revealed.' 'You
don't trust me!' 'Of
course I trust you. Now don't sulk! I hate that.' And he
had explained his plans, talked of his dreams, secure in the knowledge that he
was with the one person in all the empire who loved him. Two
nights later, bound, gagged and hooded, Koris had been carried down to the
secret room below the town house. Ranulph had his arms tied to posts, his legs
chained to the wall. Dismissing the soldiers who had brought him, he pulled the
hood clear of the boy's beautiful face. 'Oh,
Ranulph, please God, don't hurt me!' The
Baron drew his dagger and pushed the blade into a brazier of hot coals. 'While
the blade heats,' he said softly, "we will talk of love and trust.' Semi-conscious
now, the Baron felt the terrible stabs of fire in his eye socket, lancing their
way through the opiates in his blood. Koris had been allowed no opiates
throughout that long, long night. Kollarin
the Finder was comfortably asleep between the two whores when he heard the
frenzied hammering at the tavern door below his room. He yawned and stretched,
his right arm touching the fleshy shoulder of the plump young woman on his
right. She moaned softly and turned over. The slender girl to his left awoke.
'What is happening?' she asked, sleepily. 88 Kollarin
sat up. The room was cold, the fire long dead. 'I don't know, but someone is
anxious to get in,' he said. He heard the innkeeper tramping down the stairs,
cursing as he moved. 'All right!
all right, I'm coming, damn you!' The
sound of bolts being drawn back drifted up to the room and Kollarin heard his
name mentioned. Now it was his turn to curse. Clambering over the slender whore
he grabbed his leggings and began to climb into them. Just then the door opened
and a soldier entered. 'We
need you, Finder,' said Captain Redgaer Kushir-bane. 'There has been an attack
on the Citadel cells.' The fat
whore woke with a start and screamed. Kollarin's head was pounding. 'Be quiet,
please!' he said, squeezing shut his eyes. 'My head is splitting.' 'Why is
he here?' she asked, drawing the blanket over her large breasts. Kollarin
smiled at this show of shyness. 'Employment, my pretty,' he said. 'This
gentleman has come to offer me coin, with which to pay for your expert
services. Now go back to sleep.' Kollarin continued to dress, pulling on a pair
of brown leather boots over his green leggings. His shirt was of wool, dyed
dark green, and over this he donned a sleeveless leather jerkin lined with
fleece. Moving
past the captain, he descended the stairs. Two soldiers were idling there and
the innkeeper was standing by, his expression cold. 'I must
apologize,' said Kollarin, 'for the ruination of your rest, my friend. It
appears there has been an emergency of some kind. I am sure the captain will
reimburse you.' 'Fat
chance of that,' snapped the innkeeper, walking to the door and holding it
open. Out in
the street Redgaer started to explain, but Kollarin cut him short. 'No need for
words, captain. Merely take me to the scene.' They
moved swiftly through the town up the short hill to the arched gateway where a
corpse lay on the cold stone. Kollarin knelt beside the body, laying his right
hand just above the gaping wound in the man's neck. 'This is not where it
began,' he said, and rose to walk across the moonlit courtyard to the dungeon
stairs. Here was a second corpse. Kollarin paused, laid his hand on the man's
head, then walked on. The
soldiers and the captain trooped after him and Kollarin entered the small
dungeon. On the floor was the last corpse. Kollarin 89 stood
for a moment staring down at the man. He had been castrated, and then the
genitalia had been pushed into his open mouth. Kneeling beside him, Kollarin touched
his hand to the cold stone floor and closed his eyes. Images poured into his
mind. He let them flow for a few seconds, then closed them off. Remaining where
he was for a moment more, he gathered his thoughts and rose, turning to face
the captain. 'What do you wish to know?' he asked, keeping his tone neutral. 'How
many were involved in the attack? Where are they now?' 'There
was no attack, captain,' said Kollarin softly. 'The raped woman lay where this
man is now, pretending to be unconscious. When he too desired a piece of the
vile action she stabbed out his eyes - as you can see.' The captain did not
look down. 'She used her fingers. Then she took his dagger and killed him with
it. She was in great pain herself at the time - but then you know that.'
Kollarin turned. 'She fell to her knees and vomited there, then sat for a
moment or two upon the cot.' Moving past the captain he stepped out into the
dungeon corridor. 'Still holding the dagger she made for the stairs. The other
guard was returning. He said something, but it is unclear to me. She killed
him, then made her way up the stairs.' Kollarin followed in her footsteps and
found a smear of blood upon the stairwell wall. Touching his ringers to it he
closed his eyes once more. The captain and the soldiers were pressing in close.
'Ah yes,' said Kollarin. 'Here she paused for a moment. She is thinking of
three men, two soldiers... and you, captain. She has decided to seek them out
and kill them. But she is weak, and bleeding. She castrates this guard too, but
has little energy to spare. She is thinking of a tavern, trying to remember
where it is. She has heard the men speak of spending the evening there.' 'The
Blue Duck!' said one of the soldiers. 'And
that's where she is heading?' asked Redgaer. Kollarin nodded. Was
heading, captain. This was some while ago.' Redgaer
Kushir-bane pushed past the Finder and ran up the stairs, the soldiers pounding
after him. Kollarin followed. The four men ran through the streets, arriving at
the Blue Duck tavern in time to see the crowd gathered around the bodies of the
two soldiers. Kollarin pushed through and squatted down by the bodies. 'When
did this happen?' he heard Redgaer demand. go 'Moments
ago,' said a voice. 'It was a woman. We saw her making off.' Kollarin
touched his hand to the blood on the dead Will Stamper's throat. Then he jerked
and almost fell. A voice boomed into his mind. 'Delay them!' It was not a
command, nor yet a plea. Kollarin was surprised, but not shocked. Spirits of
the dead had spoken to him before. Yet none had been as powerful as this one.
For one fleeting moment he saw a face, hawk-nosed, with deep-set grey eyes and
a beard of bright silver. Then the face faded. Kollarin remained where he was
for a few seconds more, gathering his thoughts. He was a Hunter, a Finder. His
reputation was second to none, and he valued this above all else. Kollarin
never failed. He had trailed killers and thieves, robbers and rapists, cattle
thieves and assassins. Never before had he been asked to hunt down an innocent
woman, brutalized by her captors. Never before had a long-dead spirit
interceded on behalf of a victim. Kollarin
rose and stretched his back. 'Where
is she heading, man?' demanded Redgaer. 'I
can't say,' said the Finder. 'Her mind was very confused at this point.' 'Can't
say?' sneered Redgaer. 'It's what you are paid for, man.' Kollarin knew just
where she was, heading out through the open North Gate, with half a mile to go
before the safety of the tree line. He looked at Redgaer and smiled. 'As she
lulled these men, captain, she was thinking of you. She was wondering how she
could reach you, and draw a sharp knife across your testicles.' Redgaer winced.
'After that she wandered away into that alley there. Perhaps she is still there
- waiting.' 'That
leads to the North Gate, sir,' said one of the soldiers. 'There is a stable
there. We could get horses.' Redgaer
nodded. 'Follow me,' he ordered, and ran off. Kollarin
remained where he was, staring down at the dead Will Stamper. The thoughts of
dying men were often strange, almost mundane sometimes. But this man had tried
to speak on the point of death. Two words. Kollarin shook his head. What a
time to say, 'I'm sorry.' The
more Fell considered his encounter with the old man, the more he believed
it was a dream. That being so, he asked himself, why are you sitting
here in the cold waiting for dawn to rise over Citadel town? He smiled
ruefully and poked the dying camp-fire with a long stick, trying to urge
some life into the little blaze. Fell's sheepskin cloak was damp from
the recent rain and the fire had not the strength to warm him. It spluttered
and spat, fizzled and sank low. He glanced at the sky. Dawn was
still an hour away. He was sitting with his back against the shallow depression
of a deep boulder, the fire set against a second tall stone. The
forester looked down at the last of the wood he had gathered. It was
also damp. To his left Fell could see the twinkling lights of the Cinder-wings.
He hoped they would come no closer. Fell had no wish to be
visited by the ghosts of painful memories. The Cinders were clustered
under an oak branch twisting and moving, their golden wings
of light fluttering in the dark. When he was a child Fell had caught
one of them, and rushed it home to his parents. In the light of the
cabin it had proved to be nothing more than a moth, with wide, beautiful
wings and a dark, hairy body. Lying dead in his hand it had seemed
so ordinary, yet out in the woods, its wings glowing with bright
light, it had been magical beyond imagining. 'You
are lucky, boy,' his father told him. 'You are too young to have bad memories.
Trust me, as you grow older you will avoid the Cinders.' How
true it was. When Fell was sixteen he had been walking through the night,
following the trail of a lame wolf. He saw the flickering of Cinder-wing lights
and walked in close to see them fly. Instantly the vision of Mattick's
soon-to-be-drowned face filled his mind, the child reaching out to Fell as the
undertow dragged him towards the rapids. Fell couldn't swim, and could only
watch helplessly as the child was swept over the rocks, the white water
thrashing around him. The face hovered in Fell's mind and he dropped to his
knees, tears coursing his cheeks. 'It was not my fault!' he cried aloud, then
scrambled back from the glowing insects. After that he gave the Cinder-wings a
distant respect. The
rain began again, and the Cinders vanished from sight. Fell shook his head. 'A
great fool you are,' he said, aloud, watching the drops of rain settling on the
longbow. The bowstring was safe and dry in his belt pouch, his quiver of twelve
shafts behind him and under his cloak, but Fell did not like to see his
favourite hunting bow at the mercy of the weather. It was a fine bow, made by
Kereth the Wingoran.
Horn-tipped, it had a pull of more than ninety pounds. Fell, though not the
finest of the Loda bowmen, had not missed a killing shot since purchasing the
weapon. An arrow would sing from the string, streaking to its target and
sinking deep through skin, flesh and muscle. It was important for a deer to die
fast. Ideally the beast would be dead before it knew it, therefore the meat
remained tender and succulent; whereas if the creature was frightened, its
muscles would tense and harden and the meat would stay that way. Fell's bow
supplied choice meat. 'What
are you doing here, Fell? Following a dream you don't believe in?' he said
aloud. The words of the dream man came back to him. 'In three days outside the
mails of Citadel town a sword will be raised, and the Red will be worn again.
Be there, Fell. In three days, at dawn. By the light of the new sun you will
see the birth of a legend.' The rain
eased once more and, as the moon showed through the break in the clouds, the
Cinders glinted back into life. Fell hefted his bow and wiped the drops of
water from its six-foot length. Amazingly the fire flared up, tongues of flame
licking at the wood. Fell stretched out his hands and felt the welcome warmth. 'That
is better,' said Taliesen. Fell's heart hammered and he jumped like a startled
squirrel. The old man had appeared from nowhere, seeming to blink into
existence. 'It used to be,' continued the druid, his cloak of feathers shining
in the moonlight, 'that I enjoyed forest nights. But some time during the last
hundred years or so my blood started to run thin.' 'Why
can't you walk up to a fire like anyone else?' stormed Fell. 'Because
I am not like everyone else. What point is there in possessing enormous talent
if no one is given the opportunity to appreciate it? By Heaven, boy, but you
scare easily.' Taliesen rubbed a gnarled hand over his wood-smoke whiskers. 'No
food this time, eh? Well, I suppose that is a blessing.' 'You
didn't touch it last time, so you have no way of knowing!' said Fell. 'You are
not real, old man. You are not flesh and blood.' As he spoke Fell suddenly
reached out and swept his hand across Taliesen's face. His fingers passed
through the wrinkled skin, and he felt nothing but air against his palm. 'Good,'
said Taliesen. 'You have intelligence. Yet you are still wrong. I am flesh and
blood. But I am not flesh and blood here. I am sitting in my own cave in
another place, and another time. The energy 93 needed
to open the Gateways for the flesh is immense; there is no need to waste it
when an astral projection will serve the same purpose. And since my role is
merely to speak with you, my spirit image must suffice.' 'You
breed words like lice,' snapped Fell, still rattled. 'And I don't relish having
wizards at my fire. So speak you piece and be gone.' Tish,
boy, where are your manners? Elders are to be treated with respect, surely,
even in this new and enlightened age? Did your parents teach you nothing? Your
father, I recall, was a man of good breeding.' 'For
pity's sake, just say what you came to say,' said Fell. 'I am already sick of
your lectures.' Taliesen
was silent for a moment. 'Very well,' he said at last, 'but mark the words
well. Firstly, when I leave, I want you to string your bow. The time is drawing
near when you will have to use it. Secondly, you know the location of the Alwen
Falls?' 'Of
course, where Ironhand passed over. Every Loda child knows where it is.' 'When
the arrows are loosed, and blood is upon the ground, you must take the Cloak
Wearer there. You understand?' 'Understand?
No, I understand nothing. Firstly I have no intention of loosing a shaft at
anyone or anything, and secondly, who is the Cloak Wearer?' 'Have a
little patience, Fell. And if you do not loose a shaft a loved one of yours
will die. Take me at my word, boy. And remember the pool. That is vital!' The old
man vanished. The fire died instantly. Fell
sent a whispered curse after the man. Yet even as he spoke he drew the
bowstring from his pouch and strung the bow. The
first light of pre-dawn was heralded by bird-song and Fell swung his quiver
over his shoulder and walked to the top of the hill overlooking Citadel town. There
was nothing to see, save the grey walls and the rising stone of the Keep beyond
the town's rooftops. Gradually the sky lightened and he saw a tiny figure
emerge from the north gate and begin to run towards the hills. Fell squinted,
but could not - at first - identify the runner. Then,
with a shock, he saw the dawn light glint on her silver hair. She was some
three hundred yards on to open ground when the three 94 horsemen
rode from the town. The lead rider was a soldier in helm and breastplate, as
was the third. But it was the second man, riding a grey stallion, who caught
Fell's attention. He was brandishing a sword, and he wore a red cloak! His
excitement soared. Sigarni
was running hard, but the horsemen were closing. Why do they have their swords
drawn? thought Fell. And then it came to him in a sickening realization. They
are chasing her. They mean to kill her! The
lead horseman was a mere fifty yards behind her when Fell drew a shaft and
notched it to the bowstring. It was not an easy shot - a fast-moving horseman,
downhill from him, and with the light still poor. The
enormity of what he was about to do filled Fell's mind, yet there was no
hesitation. Smoothly he drew back the string until it nestled against his chin,
then he took a deep breath and slowly let it out. Between breaths and utterly
motionless, he sighted carefully and loosed the shaft. The arrow sang through
the air. For a fraction of a heartbeat Fell thought he had missed, but the
shaft slammed home in the lead rider's left eye, catapulting him from the
saddle. Running forward, Fell notched a second arrow to the siring; but he shot
too swiftly, and the shaft flew past the red-cloaked officer and skimmed across
the flank of the third man's horse. The beast reared, sending the soldier
tumbling over its haunches in an ungainly somersault. The
red-cloaked officer was almost upon the fleeing woman. Fell saw her glance back
once, then turn and leap at the grey horse, waving her arms and shouting loudly.
The grey swerved to avoid her, pitching its rider to the left. Sigarni leapt at
the man, a silver blade glinting in her right fist. Her left hand caught hold
of his cloak, dragging him from the saddle. The knife rose and fell. Blood
gouted from a wound in the man's neck and again and again the knife flashed. Sigarni
rose with the dead man's cloak in her hand. Fell watched as she gazed back at
the Citadel town. Scores of people were lining the parapets now. Sigarni
swirled the crimson cloak around her shoulders, relying the snapped neck cord.
Then she raised the dead man's sword and pointed it at the spectators. The sun
finally rose and Sigarni was bathed in its golden light, the iron sword shining
like a torch of silver to match her hair. For Fell it was as if time ceased to
have meaning, and he knew that this scene would shine for ever in his memory.
The cloak wearer was Sigarni. She was the legend. Fell let out a long, slow
breath. 95 Sigarni
plunged the sword into the ground, then turned and slowly mounted the grey
stallion. The third soldier was sitting on the ground nearby. Sigarni ignored
him and urged the horse on towards the trees and the waiting Fell. He saw
the blood upon her shirt and leggings, the bruises and cuts on her face. But
more than this, he saw the crimson cloak around her slender shoulders. 'What
now for us all, Sigarni?' he asked, as she came closer. 'What now?' Her
eyes seemed unfocused, and she did not appear to hear him. Her face was losing
its colour, the surface of the skin waxy and grey. The horse moved on, plodding
into the trees. Fell ran after it, just in time to throw aside his bow and
catch hold of Sigarni as she started to fall from the saddle. Pushing her foot
clear of the stirrup, Fell levered himself to the stallion's back. With one arm
holding the unconscious Sigarni to him, he took up the reins in his left hand
and heeled the stallion forward. The old
wizard had urged him to take her to the falls, but if he did so now he would
leave a clear trail behind him, the horse's hooves biting deeply into the damp
earth. The
pursuit was probably already under way, and with little time to plan Fell urged
the horse to greater speed and headed for the deeper forest. He rode for
several miles, keeping to the deer trails, always climbing higher into the
mountains. Glancing at the sky he saw thick clouds to the north, dark and
angry, their tops flattened like an anvil. Fell breathed a prayer of thanks,
for such clouds promised hail and thunder and powerful storms. Hauling on the
reins he stepped down from the saddle, allowing Sigarni to fall into his arms
and across his shoulder. The ground beneath his feet was rocky and firm,
leaving no trace of his booted feet. He slapped the stallion firmly on the rump
and the horse leapt forward in a run, heading on down the slope towards the
valley below. Fell left the trail, forcing his way through deep undergrowth.
The ground broke sharply to his right into a muddy slope; it was hard to keep
his footing here, especially with the added burden of Sigarni. He moved on
carefully, occasionally slithering and sliding, keeping close to the trees that
grew on the hillside, using them as barriers to halt any out-of-control slide.
He was half-way down the slope when he heard the sound of horsemen on the
road above. Dropping to his knees behind a screen of bushes, he looked back and
saw the soldiers galloping by. There were more than thirty in the group. With a
grunt Fell pushed himself to his feet and struggled on. By his own reckoning he
was around four miles due east from the Alwen Falls. But that four miles would
become at least six by the route he would be forced to travel, along winding
trails, skirting the steeper slopes and the many acres of open grassland. He was
sweating heavily by the end of the first mile, and by the second he felt his
legs trembling with the effort of carrying the unconscious woman. Sigarni had
made no sound throughout and Fell paused by a stream, lowering her to the
ground. Her colour was not good, and her pulse was faint and erratic. Carefully
he examined her, opening her torn shirt. There were bloody teeth-marks on her
breast, and a range of purple bruises on her rib-cage and shoulders. But no
deep wounds. She is in shock, he thought. It is vital to keep her warm; to find
somewhere he could nurse her. Gently he stroked her bruised face. 'You are
safe, my love,' he said, softly. 'Hold on for me.' She did not stir as Fell
wrapped the crimson cloak around her, then lifted her to his shoulders. Almost
two hours had passed already since the fight above the town, and there were
still four miles to go. Fell took a deep breath and struggled on, trying not to
think of his aching muscles, the burning in his calves and thighs. For
three more painful hours Fell carried Sigarni through the forest. In all that
time she made no sound. At last
they arrived at the Alwen Falls. There
was no sign of the wizard. In a
shallow cave, a little way back from the pool, Fell built a fire. Removing his
own sheepskin cloak he covered Sigarni with it and, holding her hand, talked to
her as she slept. 'Well,' he said, squeezing her limp fingers, 'this is a sorry
mess and no mistake. We're wolves' heads now, my love. I wish I knew why. Why
were they chasing you? Who wounded you? Ah well, I expect you'll tell me in
your own good time. Shame about the bow, though. Best I ever had. But I
couldn't carry it, hold you and guide the horse at the same time.' Leaning
forward, he stroked her brow. 'You are the most beautiful woman, Sigarni. I
never saw the like. Was that what caused your pain? Did some Outland noble
desire you so badly he felt compelled to take you by force? Was it the
red-bearded man whose throat you slashed to red 97 ribbons?'
Releasing her hand, he fed wood to the fire and rose, walking to the
cave-mouth. What now, he wondered? Where will we go? He had
relatives among the Wingoras and the Farlain, but with a price on his head he
would only endanger them by seeking their aid. No, Fell, he told himself, you
are a man alone now, friendless and hunted. You have killed an Outlander and
they will hunt you to your dying day. A roll of thunder boomed across the sky
and lightning forked across the heavens. Fell shivered and watched as the rain
hammered down on the surface of the pool, falling in sheets, thick and
impenetrable. Stepping back from the cave-mouth, he returned to the fire and
the sleeping Sigarni. 'We
will cross the sea, my love,' he said, 'and I'll do what I should have done.
We'll marry and build a home in distant mountains.' 'No,
you won't,' said Taliesen from the cave-mouth. Fell smiled and swung to see the
old man, his feather cloak dripping water, his wispy hair plastered to his
skull. In his hands he carried a long staff, wrapped in sacking cloth. That's
a more pleasing entrance,' said the forester. ''Now I believe you are flesh and
blood.' Taliesen removed his cloak and draped it over a rock. Squatting by the
fire, he held out his ancient hands to the flames. 'You
did well, boy,' he said. 'You have evaded the first hunters. But they will send
more, canny men, skilled in tracking. And with them will be a Finder, a seeker
of souls, a reader of thoughts. If you survive this, which is doubtful at best,
they will send the night-stalkers, creatures from the pit.' 'No,
no,' said Fell, 'seek not to cheer me, old man, with your boundless optimism. I
am a grown man, tell it to me straight.' Taliesen
hawked and spat. 'I have no time for your humour. We must protect her, Fell.
Her importance cannot be overstated. You must go from here to her cabin. Gather
her weapons and some spare clothes; give them to the dwarf. Tell him, and the
others there, what has occurred. Then you must find the hunters and lead them
deep into the mountains.' Fell
took a deep breath, fighting for calm. It didn't work. 'Find the hunters? Lead
them? What say you I just attack the Citadel town single-handed and raze it to
the ground? Or perhaps I could borrow your feather cloak and fly south,
invading the Outland cities and 98 slaying
the King? Are you insane, old man? What do you expect me to do against thirty
soldiers?' 'Whatever
you can.' The old man looked into Fell's eyes, his expression as cold as ice on
flint. 'You are dispensable, Fell,' said Taliesen. 'Your death will matter only
to you. You can be replaced. Everything can be replaced, save Sigarni. You
understand? You must earn her time, time to recover, time to learn. She is the
leader your people have yearned for. Only she has the power to win freedom for
the clans.' 'They'll
never follow a woman! That much I know.' Taliesen
shook his head. 'They followed the Witch Queen four hundred years ago. They
crossed the Gateways and died for her. They stood firm against the enemy,
though they were outnumbered and faced slaughter. They will follow her, Fell.' 'The
Witch Queen was a sorceress. Sigarni is merely a woman.' 'How
blind you are,' said the old man, 'and rich indeed is your male conceit. This
woman was dragged to a cell and raped, sodomized and beaten senseless by four
men. Like animals they fell upon her ...' 'I
don't want to hear this!' roared Fell, half rising. 'But
you shall!' stormed the wizard. 'They struck her with their fists, and they bit
her. They cut her buttocks with their sharp knives, and forced her to
unspeakable acts. Then they left her upon the floor of the cell, to lie on the
cold stone floor in a pool of her own vomit and blood. Aye, well might you look
shocked, for this was men at play, Fell. She lay there and after an hour or so
a new guard came into the cell. He too wanted his piece of her flesh. She
killed him, Fell. Then she hunted down the others. One she slew upon the
dungeon stair. Two she killed outside a tavern. And the last? You saw him, in
his fine red cloak of wool. Him she tore the throat from. Just a woman? By all
the Gods of the Nine Worlds, boy, in her tortured condition she killed six
strong men!' Fell
said nothing, and transferred his gaze to the sleeping woman. 'Aye, she's a
Highlander,' he said, with pride. 'But even that will not make men follow her.' 'We
will see,' said Taliesen. 'Now go to her cabin before the hunters reach it.
Send the dwarf with weapons and clothes.' 'You
will stay with her?' 'Indeed
I will.' Fell
rose and swung his quiver over his shoulder, then gazed down 99 at the
unconscious Sigarni. 'I will keep her warm,' said Taliesen. 'Oh, and I
retrieved your bow.' Lifting what Fell had believed to be a staff covered in
sacking, Taliesen passed the weapon to the surprised forester. 'You
even kept it dry. My thanks to you, wizard. I feel a whole man again.' Taliesen
ignored him and turned to the sleeping Sigarni, taking her long, slim hand into
his own. Swirling
his cloak around his shoulders, Fell stepped out into the rain-drenched night. Sigarni
stood silently by the grey cave wall and listened as Fell and the old man
spoke. She could hear their words, see their faces, and even -though she knew
not how - feel their emotions. Fell was frightened and yet trying to maintain
an air of male confidence. The old man -Taliesen? - was tired, yet filled with
a barely suppressed excitement. And lying by the fire, looking so sad and used,
she could see herself, wrapped in the rapist's red cloak, her face bruised and
swollen. I am dying, she thought. My spirit has left my body and now only the
Void awaits. There was no panic in her, no fear, only a sadness built of dreams
never to be realized. Fell
took his bow from the old man and walked from the cave. Sigarni tried to call
out to him but he did not hear her. No one could hear her, save maybe the dead. But she
was wrong. As soon as Fell walked out into the rain the old man looked up at
her, his button-bright eyes focusing on her face. 'Well, now we can talk,' he
said. 'How are you feeling?' Sigarni
was both surprised and confused. The old man was holding the hand of her body,
yet looking directly into the eyes of her spirit. It was disconcerting. 'I
feel... nothing,' she said. 'Is this what death is like?' He gave
a dry chuckle, like the whispering of the wind across dead leaves. 'You are
talking to a man who has fought back death for many centuries. I do not even
wish to speculate on what death is like. Do you remember the waking of your
spirit?' 'Yes,
someone called me, but when I opened my eyes he was not here. How is this
happening, old one?' 'I fear
the answer may be too complicated for an untutored 100 Highlander
to understand. Essentially your body has been so brutalized that your mind has
reeled from thoughts of it. You have entered a dream state which has freed your
. .. soul, if you will. Now you feel no pain, no shame, no guilt. And while we
talk your body is healing. I have, through my skill, increased the speed of the
process. Even so, when you do return to the prison of flesh you will feel -
shall we say - considerable discomfort.' 'Do I
know you?' asked Sigarni. 'Do you
think that you do?' he countered. 'I can
remember being held close to your chest. You have a small mole under the chin;
I know this. And in looking at you I can see another man, enormously tall,
broad-shouldered, wearing a buckskin shirt with a red wing-spread hawk
silhouette upon the breast.' Taliesen
nodded. 'Childhood memories. Yes, you know me, child. The other man was
Caswallon. One day, if God is kind, you will meet him again.' 'You
both saved me from the demons - out there by the pool. Gwalchmai told me. Who
are you, Taliesen? Why have you helped me?' 'I am
merely a man - a great man, mind! And my reasons for helping you are utterly
selfish. But now is not the time to speak of things past. The days of magick
and power are upon us, Sigarni, the days of blood and death are coming.' 'I want
no part in them,' she said. 'You
have little choice in the matter. And you will feel differently when you wake.
In spirit form you are free of much more than merely the flesh. The human body
has many weapons. Rage, which increases muscle power; fear, which can hone the
mind wonderfully; love, which binds with ties of iron; and hate, which can move
mountains. There are many more. But in astral form you are connected only
tenuously to these emotions. It was rage and the need for revenge which saved
your life, which drove you on to wear the Red. That rage is still there,
Sigarni, a fire that needs no kindling, an eternal blaze that will light the
road to greatness. But it rests in the flesh, awaiting your return.' 'You
were correct, old one. I do not understand all you say. How do I return to my
flesh?' 'Not
yet. First go from the cave. Walk to the pool.' She
shook her head. 'There is a ghost there.' 101 'Yes,'
he said. 'Call him.' Sigarni
was on the point of refusing when Taliesen lifted his hand and pointed to the
fire. The flames leapt up to form a sheer bright wall some four feet high.
Then, at the centre, a small spot of colourless light appeared, opening to
become a pale glistening circle. It glowed snow-white, then gently became the
blue of a summer sky. Sigarni watched spellbound as the blue faded and she
found herself staring through the now transparent circle into her own cabin.
She was there, talking with Gwalchmai. The conversation whispered into her
mind. 'Who
was the ghost?' asked the image of Sigarni. 'Go and ask him, woman. Call for
him.'She shivered and looked away. 'I can't.' Gwalch
chuckled. 'There is nothing you cannot do, Sigarni. Nothing.' 'Oh, come on,
Gwalch, are we not friends? Why won't you help me?' 'I am helping you. I am
giving you good advice. You don't remember the night of the Slaughter. You
will, when the time is right. I helped take the memory from you when I found
you by the pool. Madness had come upon you, girl. You were sitting in a puddle
of your own urine. Your eyes were blank, and you were slack-jawed. I had a
friend with me; his name was Taliesen. It was he-and another- who slew the
Slaughterers. Taliesen told me we were going to lock away the memory and bring
you back to the world of the living. We did exactly that. The door will open
one day, when you are strong enough to turn the key. That's what he told me.' Now the
circle shrank to a dot and the flames of the fire returned to normal. 'Am I
strong enough to turn the key?' she asked Taliesen. 'Go to
the pool and find out,' he advised. 'Call for him!' Sigarni
stood silently for a moment, then moved past the old man and out into the
night. The rain was still hammering down, but she could not feel it nor,
strangely, could she hear it. Water tumbled over the falls in spectacular
silence, ferocious winds tore silently at the trees and their leaf-laden
branches, lightning flared in the sky, but the voice of the accompanying
thunder could not be heard. The
huntress moved to the poolside. 'I am here!' she called. There was no answer,
no stirring upon the water. Merely silence. 'Call
to him by name,' came the voice of Taliesen in her mind. And she
knew, and in knowing wondered how such an obvious realization should have
escaped her so long. 'Ironhand!' she called. 'It is I, Sigarni. Ironhand!' 702 The
waters bubbled and rose like a fountain, the spray forming an arched Gateway
lit by an eldritch light. A giant of a man appeared in the Gateway, his silver
beard in twin braids, his hair tied back at the nape of his neck. He wore
silver-bright armour and carried a long, leaf-bladed broadsword that glistened
as if it had been carved from moonlight. He raised the sword in greeting, and
then sheathed it at his side and spoke, his voice rich and resonant. 'Come to
me, Sigarni,' he said. 'Walk with me awhile.' 'You
spoke to me in Citadel town,' she said. 'You urged me to flee.' 'Yes.' 'And
you fought for me when I was a child. You slew the last Hollow-tooth.' 'That
also.' 'Why?' 'For
love, Sigarni. For a love that will not accept death. Will you walk with me
awhile?' 'I
will,' she said, tears brimming. And she
stepped forward to walk upon the water. 6 DESPITE
THE EXCRUCIATING pain flaring from the empty eye-socket, the Baron Ranulph
Gottasson enjoyed the awestruck and fearful expressions of the men before him.
Idly the fingers of his left hand stroked the carved dragon claws on the arm of
the ornate chair. Sharp they were, as they gripped the globe of ebony. The men
waited silently below the dais. He knew their thoughts and, more importantly,
their growing anxiety. They had failed - the woman who had robbed him of his
eye was still at large. The Baron leaned back on the high carved chair and
stared balefully down at the twenty men before him, his single eye blood-shot
but its gaze piercing. 'So,'
he said softly, his voice sibilant and chilling, 'tell me that you have
captured the woman and the renegade.' The
officer before him, a tall man sporting a square-cut beard but no moustache,
cleared his throat. His chain-mail leggings were mud-smeared, and his right arm
was clumsily bandaged. 'We have not caught them yet, my lord. I brought the men
back for fresh supplies.' 'You
did not catch them,' repeated the Baron, rising from his chair. 'One woman and
a forester, riding double on a stolen stallion. But you did not catch them.'
Slowly he descended the three steps from the dais and halted before the
officer. The man dropped his head and mumbled something. 'Speak up, Chard. Let
us all hear you!' The
officer reddened, but he raised his head and his voice boomed out. 'They fooled
us. They turned the stallion loose and cut out across the valleys. Then the
storm came and it was impossible to read sign. But we followed as best we
could, thinking the woman would return to her people. The renegade forester,
Fell, shot at us from ambush, wounding two of my men. We gave chase, my lord,
but heavily armed riders are useless in the thickets. We left our horses and
tried to follow on foot. It was like trying to catch a ghost. I had no archers
with me. 104 Three
more men were struck by his arrows. Happily their armour saved them from
serious injury, though the mercenary, Lava, still has an arrowhead lodged in
his shoulder.' Chard fell silent. The
Baron nodded solemnly. 'So, what you are saying is that thirty Outland warriors
are no match for a woman and a clansman.' 'No, my
lord. I am saying ..." 'Be
silent, fool! Did you think, at any time during the four days you have been
gone, to send back to Citadel for trackers? Did you not consider hiring the
services of the Finder, Kollarin? Did you set the renegade's own people to hunt
him?' 'His
own people ..." The
Baron half turned away, then swung back his fist, smashing the officer's lips
against his teeth. The skin split and blood sprayed out as Chard was hurled
backwards. He fell heavily, cracking his skull against the base of a statue.
Chard gave out one grunting moan, then slid into unconsciousness. 'You have all
failed me,' said the Baron, 'but his was the greatest sin. He will suffer for
it. Now you!' he said, pointing to a burly soldier with close-cropped fair
hair. 'You are Obrin the Southlander, yes?' 'Yes,
my lord.' The man bowed. 'You
have fought barbarians before, I understand. In Kushir, Palol, Umbria and Cleatia?' 'Yes,
my lord. And served also in Pesht under your command. I was there when you
stormed the wall, sir, though I was but a common soldier then.' 'And
now you are a sergeant-at-arms. Answer me well and you shall assume command of
the hunt, and become a captain. Tell us all now what errors were made by the
idiot lying at your feet.' Obrin
drew a deep breath and was silent for a moment. The Baron smiled. He knew what
was going through the man's mind. No enlisted soldier wished to be made an officer:
the pay would not cover the mess bills, and from its meagre supply he would
have to purchase his own horse and armour and hire a manservant. Obrin's round
face paled; then he spoke. 'The trail was cold from the moment the storm broke,
my lord. We should have headed for Cilfallen and taken hostages. Then the
foresters themselves could have hunted down their comrade. I would also have
posted a reward for their capture, just in case. There's not much coin in the
Highlands. And there's always some bastard who'd sell his mother for a copper
or two, if you 105 take my
meaning, my lord.' Obrin paused and rubbed his broad chin. 'You have already
mentioned the Finder, Kollarin, but - I'll be honest with you, my lord - I
would not have thought of him, sir. and, if it please you, I don't want captain
Chard's command. I'm no nobleman. And I wouldn't fit in. I don't have the
brains for it. But I am a good sergeant, sir.' The
Baron ignored the soldier and climbed to the dais to return to his seat. His
eye-socket was throbbing and tongues of fire were lancing up into his skull.
Yet he kept his expression even and showed no trace of the pain he was feeling.
'Find Kollarin and take him with you when you have your supplies. Take fifty
men. Split them into two sections. One will ride to Cilfallen and post a reward
of one hundred guineas; this group will also take four hostages and return them
to Citadel. The second group, led by you, Obrin, will include Kollarin. You
will start your search at the woman's cabin. And before you leave you will take
the former Captain Chard to the whipping post, where you will apply fifty
lashes to his naked back. With every lash I want you to consider this: Fail,
and one of your men will be lashing you.' 'Yes,
sir,' said Obrin miserably. The
Baron waved his hand, dismissing the men. 'Not you, Leofric,' he said, as the
slender blond-haired cleric was about to leave. 'Shut the door and come to me
in my study.' Leaving the dais the Baron strode across the hall and through a
small side door, leading to a flight of steps that took him up to the parapet
study. A goblet had been placed on the desk, filled with dark, noxious liquid.
The Baron hated medicines of any kind, and pain-masking opiates in particular.
But the injury was now interfering with his thought processes and he drained
the foul brew and sat with his back to the open window. Leofric
knocked twice, then entered the study. 'I am sorry, cousin, for your pain and
your disappointment,' he said uneasily. 'The
pain is nothing, but I am not disappointed, boy,' the Baron told him, motioning
the younger man to a seat opposite him. 'Far from it. The Highlands need to be
purged, and the excuse has now fluttered in on the wings of a dead hawk. A
woman rebel was arrested after attacking the King's Emissary. Highlanders
raided the dungeons to release her. Then they attacked the King's soldiers.
When word reaches the south the King will send another five thousand men to
serve under me, and we will march from Citadel to the sea and wipe out the
clans once and for all.' 106 'I
don't understand,' said Leofric. 'How are the clans a danger to the empire?
They have no military organization, indeed no army, and there is no
insurrection.' The
Baron smiled. 'Then we cannot lose, can we, Leofric? And at the end I will have
an army as large as Jastey's. The King grows old and soft. You think Jastey has
no plans to seize the crown for himself? Of course he has. And I can do nothing
to stop him while I am stuck away here in this God-forsaken wilderness.
However, a war against the clans, well that has great merit. In the south they
still fear these northerners, and old men recall with dread how the shrieking
savages erupted from the mountains bringing fire and death to the Lowlands. You
will see, Leofric. As soon as news reaches the south of this latest outrage,
the price of land south of the border will plummet. The weak-hearted will sell
up and move and panic will sweep through the immediate Lowland towns.' 'That I
do understand,' said Leofric, 'but what if the Highlanders do hunt down this.
.. Fell... and the woman? What if they surrender them to us to save the
hostages?' The
Baron shook his head. 'It won't happen. I know these barbarians; they're all
too proud. I'll hang the hostages as soon as they reach Citadel, and leave
their bodies on the north wall for all to see. And if that doesn't force at
least a show of resistance, I'll burn Cilfallen and a few of their towns.' 'And
what task would you have me perform, my lord?' asked Leofric. 'There
will be no major invasion of the Highlands until spring. We want time for the
fear to grow back home. I intend to attack with six thousand fighting men and
five hundred engineers. You must put your mind to the question of how we feed
and supply this army all the way to the sea. Also, I want you to study the maps
and locate three sites for our fixed camps and fortifications. You know what is
required: the forts should be situated close to the lands of the Pallides and
the Farlain. Choose open ground, yet close enough to the woods for the men to
be able to gather timber for the walls. Questions?' 'Yes,
my lord, the fortifications. I am well aware of the standard design used for
the construction of temporary fortifications during punitive raids into hostile
territory. But these are rough constructions, not intended for more than a few
nights. Will they suffice?' The
Baron considered the question. The Highland winters were 107 notoriously
savage, and the forts would need to be manned throughout the long, bitter
months until the invasion. More important than this, however, was the
likelihood of Highlanders attacking the outposts. There would be no way to
reinforce them once the snow blocked the passes. 'You
misunderstood my use of the word standard,' said the Baron smoothly. 'This is
not a punitive raid, but should be considered as a full invasion. The forts
therefore will have regulation defences, earth barriers at least ten feet high,
topped with timber walls to another fifteen feet. Weighted portcullis gates
will also be constructed. You are familiar with the design?' 'Of
course, my lord. It was devised by Driada during the Cleatian Wars in the last
century, but was possibly based on an earlier ...' 'I did
not ask for a history lesson, Leofric. You will take two hundred engineers and
three hundred infantrymen into the Highlands. Then you will oversee the
building of these forts and within them storehouses for supplies. Make sure the
storehouses are watertight. I want no rotting meat, nor mildewed cereal when I
arrive with the army.' Leofric
stood and bowed. 'I thank you for your trust in me, cousin. I will not fail
you.' Sigarni
opened he.r eyes and saw the flickering flame shadows on the cave ceiling. She
watched them for a moment, then felt the onrush of pain from her wounded body.
A voice spoke from her left. 'She is awake. Pour some broth for her.' Sigarni
rolled her head towards the sound, focusing her eyes upon a wizened old man
with deep-set pale eyes. 'Taliesen?'
she whispered 'Aye,
lass, Taliesen. How are you feeling?' 'Hurt.
What happened to me?' 'You
don't remember the attack in Citadel dungeons?' She
closed her eyes. 'Of course I do - but that was years ago. I meant why am I
injured now? Taliesen leaned forward and helped her to sit up. Pain lanced
through Sigarni's right side and she groaned. 'One of
your ribs is cracked. It will heal soon,' said Taliesen. Another figure moved
into sight, child-small, yet bearded. Sitting at 108 her
right, Ballistar handed her a wooden bowl and spoon. The broth was thick and
salty and Sigarni became acutely aware of her hunger. She ate in silence. When
she had finished Ballistar took back the bowl. Sigarni felt her strength
returning, but still she was confused. 'Why
did you mention the ... attack on me?' she asked Taliesen. 'Because
it happened three days ago,' he said slowly. 'You have been spirit-wandering in
a place where there is no time.' 'I
remember,' she said. 'He took me by the hand.' 'Who
took her?' asked Ballistar. Taliesen waved him to silence. 'Yes,
you walked with him,' said the wizard, taking Sigarni's hand. She wrenched it
back, her eyes blazing. 'Do not
touch me! No man will ever touch me again!' The violence in her voice was
startling, surprising Ballistar who dropped the empty bowl. It rolled across
the cave floor, coming to rest against the far wall. Taliesen
seemed unmoved by the rebuff. 'I am sorry, my dear, that was remiss of me. Did
you learn much in your time with him?' 'It is
hazy now,' she said sleepily. 'But he said he would teach me ... would always
... be with me.' Sigarni stretched out again and closed her eyes. Taliesen
covered her with a blanket of wool. 'What
was she talking about?' asked Ballistar. 'When did she go walking? And who
with?' Taliesen
rose and walked to the fire. 'Time to gather more wood,' he said. 'Who
did she walk with?' repeated Ballistar. 'It's
not for you to know, dwarf. Now go and fetch some wood. The black man will be
here soon, and then you'll understand a little more of what is happening here.' 'I'm
not your servant!' snapped Ballistar. 'I don't have to jump through hoops
because you say so!' 'No,'
agreed Taliesen, 'you don't. But I am trying to keep her warm, and I am a
little too old to relish walking around a forest and stooping to collect dead
wood. You, on the other hand, do not have far to stoop.' Ill do
it for her,' said the dwarf. 'But know this, Taliesen, I do not like you. Not
one bit.' 'How
wise of you,' Taliesen told him. Ballistar
stomped from the cave and out into the afternoon sunlight. Fallen wood was
plentiful, following the storm, and he spent an idle hour gathering armfuls of
fuel and carrying them back to the 109 cave.
TaJiesen spent the hour sitting silently beside the sleeping Sigarni. Bored
now, Ballistar returned to the poolside and stared out over the water. It was
smooth and motionless here, and the reflections of the trees on the opposite
shore could be seen growing upside-down in the pool. Ballistar moved to the
edge and knelt, leaning out over the water. His own face looked back at him,
the deep-set brown eyes gazing into his. 'What's
it like in an upside-down world?' he asked his reflection. 'Are you happy or
sad?' The face in the pool mouthed the same words back to him. Ballistar moved
back and sat with his back to the trunk of a weeping willow. Asmidir
came riding down the slope and Ballistar stood. The black man was wearing
clothes of brown and russet, with a deep green cloak. He sported no burnoose
and upon his head he wore a helm of burnished iron that rose to a glistening
silver point at the crown. Seeing Ballistar, he drew rein and stepped from the
saddle. 'Where is she?' he asked. Ballistar
pointed to the cave. 'There is a wizard with her. Unpleasant little man.' 'How is
she?' 'Beaten
and abused. She will get better though. I know it.' The
black man nodded. 'I know it also. What news of Fell?' 'I've
heard nothing,' the dwarf told him. 'I've been here for three nights. But I
don't think they'll catch him. A canny man is Fell, and stronger than he
believes.' 'You
see much, Ballistar. You are no man's fool. I shall be taking Sigarni to my
house. You are welcome to join us. I think she will feel better with you
there.' 'She
may not want either of us,' said the dwarf. 'She just told Taliesen that no man
will ever touch her again - she may hate us all for the sins of a few.' Asmidir
shook his head. 'She is too intelligent for that, my friend. Will you come?' 'Of
course I will come. She is my friend.' 'Mine
also,' said Asmidir softly. 'And I will defend her with my life. You believe
me?' Ballistar
looked deeply into the man's dark eyes. 'Aye, I believe you, black man. I don't
like you, but I believe you.' 'There
is much in me to dislike, Ballistar. I have been a harsh man, no and at
times a cruel one. Despite this I have never betrayed a friend, and treachery
is utterly alien to me. I intend to help Sigarni, to teach her all that I know." 'About
what?' asked Ballistar. 'About
war,' Asmidir answered. There
was little conversation as the five men moved through the forest, each locked
in his own thoughts. Fat Tovi the Baker kept thinking of his eldest son, and
how proud he was of the boy. When the soldiers had selected him as one of the
four hostages he had stood tall, straight of back, and he had shown no fear.
Like me, when I was younger, thought Tovi. Then he shook his head. No, he's
better than me. There's a lot of his mother in him, and she comes from good
stock. Beside
him walked Grame the Smith, his thoughts dark and brooding. Grame stood by
while the soldiers selected the hostages, but he was holding the forge hammer
in his hand, and using all his iron will to stop himself from running forward
and braining the grinning officer. That I should live to see this, he thought,
foreigners riding into our villages unopposed and stealing away our people. The
smith felt the shame as if it were his alone. Ahead
of the two old men walked the three foresters, Fell at the centre. Bakris
Tooth-gone was to his left, Gwyn Dark-eye to the right. Gwyn's thoughts were
all of Fell. He loved him better than he loved his own brothers, and was
racking his brains for a fresh argument to use to stop Fell from surrendering
to the Outlanders. But nothing would come. Four lives were at stake, Tovi's
son, the Widow Maffrey, the cattle-herder Clemet, and Nami, the fat daughter of
the shepherd Maccus. Fell was a man of honour, and once he had heard about the
hostages there was only one course of action left to him. It broke Gwyn's heart
to make this journey. Bakris
was thinking about what would happen once the arrogant Fell had been hanged.
Surely his own skills would be recognized and he would be elected Captain of
Foresters? Fell
himself could think only of Sigarni, and all that might have been. Taliesen had
ordered him to lead the hunters deep into the forest, and this he had done,
wounding several of them. They had almost caught him twice, but his woodcraft
saved him - that and his in fleetness
of foot. What will happen now, Sigarni, he wondered? Will you remember me
kindly? In his
mind's eye he could see himself standing on the scaffold, the hemp rope at his
throat. Will you die like a man, Fell, he asked himself, standing tall and
proud? In that moment he knew that he would. No Outland audience would see a
Highland man scream and beg for his life. Fell
glanced up at the branches above him, the sun dappling them with gold and
sending shafts of brilliance to the undergrowth below. Through a break in the
trees he saw High Drain, rising majestically above the other peaks. 'Be with
me, Father!' he whispered to the mountain. 'What's
that, Fell?' asked Gwyn. 'Talking
to myself, man. Ah, but it's a fine day for a walk, to be sure.' 'That
it is, my friend, but I'd be happier if we were heading north.' 'I
cannot do that. I'll let no Highlander die for my crimes.' 'Crimes?
What crimes?' snorted Grame, moving alongside them. 'They raped her, for God's
sake, and they hunted her down like an animal. Who do they think they are,
these Outlanders? First the Baron tries to steal her hawk, then they rob her of
her virtue ..." 'What
virtue?' sneered Bakris. 'Hell's teeth, man, that was gone long ago. She's had
more pricks than an archery target.' 'That's
enough,' hissed Fell as he swung on Grame. 'Who do they think they are? They
are the conquerors, and they make the laws. You, me, the whole of the
Highlands, are ruled at their whim.' 'There's
supposed to be a leader coming,' said Tovi. 'I wish to God he would appear
soon.' 'She
already has,' said Fell. The other men looked at one another, then back at
Fell. 'Aye, you'll think it nonsense,' he said. 'But an old sorcerer came to me,
and told me to be at the Citadel town at dawn on a certain day. There I would
see the Red worn again, and a sword held over the town. Well, my lads, I was
there. And I saw Sigarni don the Red, and watched her kill an Outlander. She's
the leader prophesied. I won't live to see it, but you will.' 'Have
you gone mad, lad?' asked Grame.'What does she know of war and battles? She's a
child. Who'd follow her?' 'I
would,' said Fell. 'If he
would, so would I,' put in Gwyn. 112 Bakris
gave a sneering laugh. 'I'd follow her into the bedroom. Any time.' 'You
will all see it come true,' said Fell. 'Now let's be moving on. I have a wish
to be in Citadel town before dusk.' Tovi
put his broad hand on Fell's shoulder. 'I'm not stopping you boy,' he said, his
voice thick with emotion. 'I'd do anything to bring my son home. Yet, even now,
if you choose to take a different path I'll think none the worse of you. You
understand?' Fell
nodded. 'I understand, Hunt Lord. But I killed an Outlander, and they want
blood. If they don't get mine they will seek it elsewhere. It is their way. I
would ask you this, though - look to Sigarni, and help her all you can. Both
you and Grame are battle-hardened warriors. You have lived what the rest of us
only hear stories of. You know how the heart feels before a battle, and how a
man's courage can turn to water. You know what it takes to stand against a foe.
That knowledge will be vital in the days ahead. My death may give you breathing
space to plan. But it will be no more than that.' 'It may
not even give us that,' said Gwyn. 'They want Sigarni too. They may just take
you, and keep the hostages.' 'I've
thought of that,' said Fell. 'Let us hope there is a spark of honour in the
Baron.' 'You're
doing the right thing, Fell,' said Bakris. 'I'd do the same in your place.' 'Then
let's move on,' said Fell. 'One more hill, lads, and we'll be home.' The
five men trudged up the hill, cresting it just as the sun was turning to blood
over the western mountain peaks. In the distance they could see the line of the
wall around Citadel town, and the tall ramparts of the keep beyond. By the
north gate, in cages outside the wall, hung four bodies, and crows were thick
around them. At this distance it was impossible to recognize faces, but all
knew the worn-out black dress worn by the Widow Maffrey. 'God's heart!'
whispered Grame. 'They've killed them already! But it has only been two days!
They promised a week.' 'A
spark of honour, you said, Fell,' muttered Gwyn. 'Now we all see what Outland
honour is worth.' 'They'll
pay for this a thousandfold,' said Fell. 'I swear it!' Sigarni,
her red cloak wrapped around her shoulders, sat on the mock ramparts of
Asmidir's castle home and stared out over the rolling hills and woodlands to
the south. Asmidir stood alongside her, leaning on the crenellated grey stone
parapet. 'You understand your purpose?' he asked her. 'Yes,'
she said, her voice cold. 'I am to kill Outlanders.' Angrily
he swung on her. 'No! that is the first lesson you must learn. War is not just
a game of killing. Any commander who thinks in this way will be destroyed, if
not by the enemy then by his - or her - own troops.' 'Troops?
Are you insane?' she stormed. 'There are no soldiers, there is no army. There
is only Sigarni. And all I live for now is to kill as many as I can.' Pushing
herself to her feet she faced him, her own pale eyes locked to his dark orbs.
'You can have no understanding of what they did to me, or what they took from
me. You are a man. This whole world has been created for your pleasures, while
women are here merely for sport — either that or to carry your brats for nine
months, ready to feed more souls to your games of slaughter in years to come.
Well, Asmidir, Sigarni will carry no brats, but she mil play your game.' He
smiled ruefully. 'You cannot play until you know what you are playing for. You
must have an objective, Sigarni. How else can you plan?' 'An
objective?' she mocked. 'I am alone, Asmidir. What would you have me do? Where
is my army? You want an objective? To free the Highlands of Outland rule, to
drive the enemy back into their own lands and beyond. To lead a hundred
thousand men deep into their territory and sack their capital. Is that enough
of an objective?' 'It
is,' he said. 'Now examine how you will plan for this objective.' Sigarni
rose and faced him. 'I have no time for worthless games. There is no army.' 'Then
build one,' he said, sternly. Spinning
on her heel Sigarni strode along the rampart, climbing down the stone stairway
to the courtyard. A servant bowed as she passed him. Moving on, she entered the
house where Ballistar was standing before the stuffed bear, staring up at it.
'It's so lifelike,' said the dwarf. 'Don't you think?' Ignoring
him, she walked into the hall and seated herself in a wide leather armchair set
before the log fire. Asmidir followed her, with Ballistar just behind. 'Why
are they bowing to me?' demanded Sigarni. 'All of them. They don't speak ...
but they bow.' 'I
ordered them to,' said Asmidir. 'You must become familiar with such treatment.
From now to the end of your life you will be separated from the common man. You
will become a queen, Sigarni.' 'The
Whore Queen, is that it? Is that how you see me, Asmidir? Or was it some other
black bastard who named me a harlot?' Asmidir
pulled up a chair and sat down opposite her. 'Your anger is justified,' he
said. 'I did not know then that you were the leader the prophecy spoke of. I
ask your forgiveness for that. But I also ask that you focus your rage, and do
not allow it to swamp your reason. If the prophecy was true - and I believe it
to be so - then you must be ready to act. A wise general knows that men can be
replaced, weapons can be replenished. But lost time cannot be regained.' 'And
who will follow me, Asmidir?' she asked. 'Who will follow the whore, Sigarni?' Ballistar
moved between them and gave a low bow. 'I will follow you, Sigarni,' he said.
'Will you let me be the first?' Dropping to one knee he gazed up at her. Sigarni
felt her anger drain away. 'You are my friend,' she said wearily. 'Is that not
enough?' 'No. I
believe what he says. The wizard said the same. I know I am not built to be a
warrior, or to lead men into battle. I can serve you, though. I can cook, and I
can think. I am not a fool, Sigarni, though nature has gifted me the appearance
of one. Other men will kneel before you, and you will gather an army from among
the clans. And if we are all to die, let it be while fighting a vile enemy. For
from now until then, at least we will live with pride.' Sigarni
stood and took his arms, helping him to his feet. 'You shall be the first,
Ballistar,' she said. Seizing her hand he kissed it, then stepped back,
blushing. 'I'll
leave you now,' he said. 'I'll prepare breakfast. Planning should never be
attempted on an empty stomach.' As the
dwarf departed Asmidir leaned forward. 'His words had great wisdom, Sigarni.' She
said nothing, but sat silently for a while staring into the flames, seeing
again the sword that crushed the life from Abby, and then the terrible ordeal
in the dungeon. 'What
kind of army can we raise?' she asked. Asmidir
smiled. 'That is more like it! the Loda number less than two thousand people,
of which no more than six hundred could fight, and only then for a short space
of time, for the fields would have to be tilled and planted, crops gathered and
so on. Realistically we could raise three hundred fighting men. The Pallides
number more than six thousand, with approximately two thousand men between the
ages of fifteen and sixty. I have no detailed information as yet about the
Farlain, but judging by the areas they inhabit, there should be at least four
thousand of them. The Wingoras are the smallest clan, but even they could put
two hundred fighting men on the field of battle. All in all, perhaps four
thousand in total.' 'Such a
total could not be reached,' she said. 'You could not assemble all the clan's
fighting men in one place. If the enemy were to avoid a confrontation, or slip
by, all the villages and towns would be undefended.' Asmidir
clapped his hands together. 'Good!' he said. 'Now you are thinking! Tell me
then, what is the most important matter to be studied first?' 'The
enemy leader,' she said, without hesitation. Then she faltered, her brow
furrowing. 'What
is it?' he asked. 'Are you in pain again?' 'No. I
am... remembering. How strange. It is like looking through a window and seeing
myself from afar. And he is with me. Talking. Teaching. He is saying, Know the
enemy general for he is the heart and mind of the foe. The body may be of great
power, and almost invincible, hut if the heart and mind are not sound he will
face defeat.' She saw
that Asmidir was surprised. 'Who is saying this? And when?' 'The
King who was,' she told him, 'and he spoke to me while I slept in the cave.' 'Now
you are speaking in riddles.' 'Not at
all, Asmidir, but let us leave it there, as a mystery for you. He also said
there were five fundamentals to analyse before war was undertaken: moral
influence, weather, terrain, command, and doctrine.' Asmidir's
surprise turned to astonishment. His eyes narrowed and he smiled. 'Did he also
mention the seven elements?' 'No. He
said he would leave that to you.' 'Are
you making mock of me, woman?' he asked, his expression softening. 116 She
shook her head. 'I am speaking the truth.' Rising smoothly she stood before
him. 'And woman is no way to address a leader,' she said, smiling. Asmidir
did not return the smile. Instead he moved to his knees before her and bowed
his head. 'I ask your forgiveness, my lady,' he said, 'and I further request
that you allow me to be the second man to pledge his loyalty to you.' 'Now
you are mocking me, Asmidir,' she admonished him. He
glanced up, his face set. 'I have never been more serious, Sigarni. I offer you
my sword, my experience, and - if necessary - my life. All that I have is yours
... now and for ever.' 'It
shall be so,' she heard herself say. At that
moment a servant entered. He bowed low. 'Soldiers approaching, lord. Some
thirty in number. With them rides the man you spoke of, dressed all in green.' Asmidir
swore softly. 'Remain in your room, Sigarni. This situation may become
delicate.' 'Who is
the man in green?' she asked. 'A
Seeker, a Finder. His powers are strong, and he will sense your spirit. One of
my servants will come to you. Follow where he leads, my lady, and I will come
to you when I can.' Obrin
removed his iron helm and pushed back his chain-mail head-and shoulder-guard,
allowing the mountain breeze to cool his face and blow through his
short-cropped hair. Resting the helm on a flat stone beside the stream, he
pulled off his riding gauntlets and laid them atop the helm. 'A beautiful
land,' observed the Finder Kollarin, moving alongside him and splashing water
to his face. 'Like
my homeland,' replied the sergeant, scanning the mountains. Obrin said nothing
more and moved away to check the horses. They had been picketed a little way
upstream and a sentry was standing by them. 'Give them a while to cool down,
then take them to water,' he told the young man. 'Yes,
sir.' 'Yes,
sergeant!' snapped Obrin. 'I'm not a bloody officer.' 'Yes,
sergeant.' Obrin's
foul mood darkened further. It had started already. Word of his temporary
promotion had spread fast and the men thought it humorous,
but nothing could be further from the truth. As they were leaving the Citadel
barracks Obrin had seen several officers watching him. They were laughing. One
of them, Lieutenant Masrick - a potbellied second cousin of the Baron - cracked
a joke, his thin voice carrying to the mounted soldiers waiting for Obrin: Tut
a pig in silk and it is still a pig, eh, my friends?' Obrin
pretended not to hear. It was the best policy. His short-lived appointment
would soon be forgotten, but the emnity of a man like Masrick could see him
humbled - or worse. Obrin pushed thoughts of Masrick from his mind. He had
camped his men in a hollow beside a stream. From here the camp-fires could be
seen over no great distance and, with a sentry posted on the closest hill, they
could have ample warning of any hostile approach. Not that Obrin expected an
attempt to rescue the prisoner. However regulations demanded that, in the
absence of a fortified camp, the officer in charge observed the proper
precautions. The ground was rocky, but sheltered, and two camp-fires had
already been lit. Cooking pots were in place above them and the smell of stew
was beginning to fill the air. Obrin walked to the brow of a hill overlooking
the camp-site and sat down on a rock. From here he could see Kollarin sitting
beside the stream, and the other men moving about their chores. The prisoner
was seated by a slender elm at the edge of the camp, his hands and feet tied.
There was blood on his face, and his left eye was blackened and swollen. Obrin
felt uncomfortable. He had known Fell for almost four years and he liked the
man. A good judge of character, Obrin knew the clansman to be strong, proud and
honest. He was no murderer, of that Obrin was sure. What difference does it
make what you think, he asked himself? Who cares? You had a job to do and you
did it. That's all that matters. Fell had said nothing since the capture. Kollarin
had led them to a cave, in which Fell was sleeping. They had rushed him and
overpowered him. But not before Fell had smashed Bakker's nose and broken the
jaw of the new recruit, Klebb. Obrin grinned at the memory. There was little to
like about Bakker, a loud, greasy whoreson with shifty eyes. The flattened nose
had improved his looks tenfold! Obrin
saw Kollarin rise and begin to walk up the hill. He cursed inwardly for the man
unnerved him. The sergeant did not care for magickers. Obrin made the Sign of
the Protective Horn as the man a8 approached.
He did not do it covertly, but allowed Kollarin to see the gesture. The man
in green smiled and nodded. 'I only read minds when I am paid,' he said. 'Your
secrets are quite safe.' 'I have
no secrets, Finder. I tell no lies. I deceive no one - least of all myself.' 'Then
why make the sign?' asked Kollarin, sitting alongside the soldier. 'A
casual insult,' admitted Obrin, unconcerned over any possible reaction. 'You do
not like me, sergeant.'You believe Fell should have been given the chance to
fight like a man, and not be taken in his sleep. You are probably right. I
would go further, though. We are all reared on stories of heroes, great
warriors, or poets, or philosophers. We are told that we must aspire to be just
like these heroes, for only by so doing can we ensure the survival of
civilization. It is very noble. Indeed it is laudable.' Kollarin chuckled. 'And
then we become men, and we realize that it is all a nonsense.' 'It is
not nonsense!' said Obrin. 'We need heroes.' 'Of
course we do,' Kollarin agreed. 'The nonsense is that sometimes they are the
enemy. What then do we do, Obrin?' 'I'm
not a philosopher. I live by my own rules. I steal from no man, and I commit no
evil. God will judge me on that whefi my time comes.' 'I am
sure that He will judge all of us, my friend. Tell me, what do you think He
will think of us when young Fell is brought before him? When his body lies
broken and blinded on the Citadel rack and his spirit floats up to paradise?' Obrin
was growing more uneasy, yet he did not walk away, though he wanted to. 'How
should I know?' 'I
think you know,' said Kollarin sadly. 'What
do you want me to say?' stormed Obrin. 'That he has been treated unjustly? Yes,
he has. That he doesn't deserve to die? No, he doesn't. None of it matters. The
Baron is the law, he gave me my orders and it is my duty to obey them. What of
you? You took his money, and agreed to hunt down the clansman. Why did you do
it?' Kollarin
smiled. 'I had my reasons, Obrin. Did you hear about what happened to the
woman?' 'It is
said they raped her but I find it hard to believe. Will Stamper was not that
kind of man. We were friends, I knew him.' IV) 'He did
it,' said Kollarin. 'I was in that cell. I read it in the blood. They all did
it. And they cut her, and they bit her, and they beat her with fists. And all
because she tried to stop the Baron stealing her hawk. Heroic, eh?' Obrin
said nothing for a moment. The light was failing and the camp-fires cast a
gentle glow over the hollow. 'I can't change the world,' he said sadly. 'Fell
rescued the woman and I'm glad that he did. Now he has to pay for it, which
saddens me. But in my life I've seen a lot of good men die, Kollarin. And a lot
of evil men prosper. It is the way of things.' 'You'll
see worse yet,' said Kollarin coldly. 'Like
what?' 'The
invasion in the spring, when the Baron leads an army to annihilate the
Highlanders. You'll see the burning buildings, hear the screams of women and
children, watch the crows feast on the bodies of farmers and shepherds.' 'That's
just a rumour!' snapped Obrin. 'And a stupid one at that! There's no one for
the army to fight here.' 'I am
Kollarin the Finder,' said the man in green, rising. 'And I do not lie either.' Obrin
stood and walked down the hill. A soldier offered him a bowl of stew, which he
accepted, and for a while he sat with his men, listening to them talk of whores
they had known, or lands they had campaigned in. Then he ladled more stew into
his bowl and walked to where Fell was tied. The clansman looked up at him, but
said nothing. Obrin
squatted down. 'I have some food foryou,' he said, lifting the bowl to Fell's
lips. The clansman turned his head away and Obrin laid down the bowl. 'I'm
sorry, Fell,' he said softly. 'I like you, man, and I think you did right. I
hope to God the woman gets far away from here.' The clansman's eyes met his,
but no words were spoken by him. Returning
to the fire, Obrin ordered the cooking pots cleaned and stowed, then set
sentries for the night. Kollarin was once more sitting by the stream, his green
cloak wrapped about his shoulders. Using
his saddle for a pillow, Obrin removed his chain-mail shoulder-guard and his
breastplate, unbuckled his sword and dagger belt and settled down to sleep. In
all his seventeen years of soldiering sleep had always come easily. In the
blazing heat of the Kushir plains, in the harsh, bone-biting cold of the
Cleatian mountains, at sea in a gale-tossed ship, Obrin could just close his
eyes and will his body to 120 rest.
It was, he knew, a vital skill for a veteran. In sleep a man regained his
strength and rested his soul. In war a soldier's life depended on his power,
speed and reflexes. There were few second chances for a tired warrior on a
battlefield. But
sleep was slow to come tonight. Obrin
lay on his back, staring up at the bright stars and the lantern moon. He was
walking along a narrow trail, beneath an arched tunnel made up of the
interlinked branches of colossal trees on both sides of the way. Obrin stopped
and glanced back. The tunnel seemed to stretch on for ever, dark and gloomy,
pierced occasionally by a shaft of moonlight through a gap in the branches. Obrin
walked on. There were no night sounds, no owl calls, no rustling of wind in the
leaves. All was silence, save for his soft footfalls on the soft earth. Ahead
was a brilliant shaft of moonlight, a beautiful column of light that shone upon
a cross-roads. Obrin approached it, and saw a warrior sitting on a rock by the
wayside. The man was huge, his long white hair gleaming in the moonlight. He
wore his beard in two white braids which hung to his silver breastplate. A
double-handed claymore was plunged into the earth before him, its hilt a
glistening silver, while a huge crimson stone was set into the pommel. 'It is
a fine weapon, 'said Obrin. The man
stood. He towered over Obrin by a good Southland foot. 'It has served me well,'
he said, his voice rich and deep. Obrin looked up into his pale, deep-set eyes.
They were the colour of a winter storm-cloud, grey and cold. Yet Obrin felt no
fear. 'Where
are we?' he asked. The
tall warrior extended his arm, sweeping it across the three paths that began in
the pillar of light. 'We are at the cross-roads,' said the warrior. Obrin's
attention was caught by the man's single gauntlet of red iron. It was
splendidly crofted, seemingly as supple as leather. 'Who
are you?' he asked 'A man
who once travelled,' answered the warrior. 'Many paths, many roads, many
trails. I walked the mountains, Obrin, and I rode the lowlands. Many paths,
some crooked, some straight. All were hard.' 'The
warrior's paths,' said Obrin. 'Aye, I know them. No hearth, no home, no kin.
Only the Way of Iron.' Weariness settled upon him and he sat down. 121 The
warrior seated himself beside the Southlander. 'And which path do you walk
now?' asked the stranger. 'Igo
where lam sent. What else can a soldier do? Seventeen yean I have served the
Baron. I have matched friends die, and my boots have collected the dust of many
nations. Now I have an aching shoulder and a knee that does not like to march.
In three years I can claim my hectare of land. Maybe I will - if I can still
remember how to farm. What of you? Where are you going?' 'Nowhere
I haven't teen,' answered the man. 7 too wanted to farm, and to breed cattle.
But I was called upon to right a wrong. It was a small matter. A nobleman and
his friends were hunting, and they rode through afield and trampled a child
playing there. Her legs were broken badly and the family had no coin to pay for
a Wycca man to heal her. I went to the nobleman and asked for justice.' Obrin
sighed. 'I could finish that story for you, man. There's no justice for the
poor. Never was, never will be. Did he laugh in your face?' The
giant shook his head. 'He had me flogged for my impudence.' 'What
happened to the girl?' 'She
lived. I went back to the nobleman and this time he paid.' 'What
brought about his change of heart?' 'There
was no change of heart. I left his head on a spike, and I burned his home to
the ground. It was a grand fire, which burned bright and lit the sky for many a
mile. It also lit men's hearts, and that fire burned for thirty years.' 'By
God, did they not hunt you?' 'Aye.
And then I hunted them.' 'Andyou
were victorious?' 'Always.'
The warrior chuckled. 'Until the last day.' 'What
happened-then?' Idly
the warrior drew his sword from the earth and examined the glistening blade.
The ruby shone like fresh blood, the blade gleaming like captured moonlight.
'The war was over. Victory was won. The land was at peace, and free. I thought
my enemies were all dead. A dreadful mistake for a warrior. I was riding across
my lands, gazing upon High Druin, watching the storm-clouds gather there. They
surprised me. My horse was killed, but not before the gallant beast got me to
the edge of the forest. They came at me in a pack: men I had fought alongside,
even promoted. Not friends, you understand, but comrades-in-arms. My heart was
wounded each time I killed one of them. The wounds to my body were as nothing
to my grief.' 'Why
did they turn on you?' The
warrior shrugged, then thrust the sword once more into the earth. 7 122 wasaking,
Obrin. And I was arrogant and sure. I treated some of them with disdain. Others
I ignored. There were always ten men queuing for every favour I could grant.
And I made mistakes. Once I had freed them from the tyranny of the oppressor I
became a tyrant in their eyes. Who knows, maybe they were right. I do not judge
them.' 'How
did you survive alone against so many?' 7 did
not.' Obrin
was shocked. 'You . .. you are a spirit then?' We both
are, Obrin. But you have a body of flesh to which you will return.' 7 don't
understand. Why am I here?' 7
called you.' 'For
what purpose?' asked Obrin. 7 am not a king, nor of any worth.' 'Do not
be so harsh on yourself, man,' said the warrior, laying his iron gauntlet on
Obrin's shoulder. 'You have merely lost your way. And now you are at the
cross-roads. You may choose a new path.' Obrin
gazed around him. All the pathways looked the same, interminable tunnels
beneath arched trees. 'What difference does it make?'he asked. 'They are
identical.' The
warrior nodded. 'Aye, that is true. All roads lead to death, Obrin. It is
inescapable. Even so, there is a right path.' Obrin
laughed, but the sound was bitter and harsh. 'How would I know it?' 'Ifyou
cannot recognize it, then you must find a man already upon it and follow him.
You will know, Obrin. Let the heart-light shine. It will light the way.' Obrin
awoke with a start. The dawn light was streaking the sky, though the stars had
not yet faded. His thoughts were muddled and his mouth felt as if he'd
swallowed a badger. With a groan he sat up. His right shoulder ached
abominably. Rising from his blankets, he walked to a nearby tree and emptied
his bladder. Everyone else was still asleep, including the prisoner. Obrin
hawked and spat, then stretched his right arm over his head, seeking to ease
the ache. The
hill sentry walked down and saluted.'Nothing to report from the watch,
sergeant,' he said, 'but there are riders to the south.' 'Clansmen?'
This was unlikely, for there were few horses in the mountains. 'No,
sir. Soldiers from Citadel, I think. Too far away to be sure.' 123 •(jet a
breakfast fire going,' ordered Obrin. Moving to the stream, he stripped to the
waist and washed in the cold water, splashing it over his face and hair.
Kollarin joined him. 'Sleep well, sergeant?' 'I always sleep well.' 'No
dreams?' Obrin
cupped some water into his hands and drank noisily. There was an edge to the
man's voice, like a plea of some kind. Obrin looked at him. 'Yes, I dreamt,' he
said. 'You?' Kollarin
nodded. 'Did it make sense to you?' 'Are
dreams supposed to make sense?' Kollarin
moved in close, his voice dropping to a whisper. 'He has come to me before -
back in Citadel when I was hunting the woman. He told me to leave her be. That
is why I only agreed to hunt down the man. Do you know who he is?' 'I
thought you only read minds for coin,' Obrin reminded him. The sergeant stood
and shivered as the cold morning breeze touched his wet skin. Hastily he donned
his shirt, then returned to his blankets and put on his armour. Kollarin
remained by the stream. A
soldier with a swollen nose approached Obrin. 'All quiet in the night,' he
said, his voice thick and nasal. 'How's
the nose, Bakker?' 'Hurts
like Hell. I was tempted to cut the bastard's throat last night, but I reckon
I'll just get myself dungeon duty and watch the torturer at work on him.' 'We
ride in one hour,' said Obrin. They
breakfasted on porridge and black bread, but the prisoner steadfastly refused
the food Obrin brought to him. With the meal finished, the cooking pots cleaned
and stowed, Obrin's men prepared for the journey back to Citadel. 'Riders
coming!' shouted one of the men. Obrin wandered to the edge of the hollow and
waited as the ten-man section rode in. They were led by Lieutenant Masrick.
Obrin saluted as the man dismounted. 'I see
you caught him,' said the officer, ignoring the salute. 'About time, sergeant.
Has he told you where the girl is?' 'No
sir. I was ordered to bring him back, not interrogate him.' Masrick
swung to Bakker, who was just about to douse the breakfast fire. 'You there!
Keep that fire going.' Slipping his dagger 124 from
its sheath, he tossed it to Bakker. 'Heat the point. I want it glowing red.' Masrick
strode to where Fell was tied, then aimed a savage kick into the prisoner's
belly, doubling him over. 'That,' said the officer, 'is for nothing at all.
What follows will, however, have value. Are you listening, clansman?' Fell
raised his head and met the officer's stare. He said nothing. Masrick knelt
before him and punched him full in the face. Fell's head snappped back,
cannoning against the tree-trunk. 'You killed a cousin of mine. He was a
wretch, but he owed me money. That was bad. But it will be worth much more to
me to find the woman and bring her back to the Baron. I think you'll help me.
All you clansmen think you are tough. But trust me, when I have burned out your
left eye you'll do anything to save the sight in the other." The
soldiers had gathered round the scene in a sweeping half-circle. Obrin gazed at
their faces.They were eager for the entertainment. Kollarin was standing back
from them, his expression impossible to read. Bakker brought the heated knife
to the officer; the hilt was wrapped in a rag, the point hissing as Masrick
took it. 'Lieutenant!'
Obrin's voice barked out. Masrick was startled and he almost dropped the knife. 'What?
Make it quick, man, the knife is cooling!' 'Leave
him be!' Masrick
ignored him and knelt before Fell, the knife moving towards the forester's
eyes. Obrin's foot rose and slammed into the officer's face, spinning him to
the ground. There was a gasp from the soldiers. Masrick rolled to his knees,
then screamed as his hand pressed down on the red-hot blade which was
smouldering in the grass. He surged to his feet, his face crimson. 'By God
you'll pay for that!' 'I am
an acting captain,' said Obrin, 'promoted by the Baron himself. You are a
lieutenant who just disobeyed an order from a superior officer. Where does that
leave you, you jumped-up toad?' 'You
have lost your mind,' sneered Masrick, 'and I will see you hang for your
impertinence. No common man may strike a nobleman, be the common man a captain
or a general. That kick is going to cost you dear!' 'Ah
well,' said Obrin, with a broad smile, 'may as well be hung for a sheep as a
lamb!' So saying, he took a step forward and slammed his 125 fist
into the officer's mouth, catapulting the man from his feet. Drawing his
dagger, he moved in for the kill. Something
struck him a wicked blow on the skull and he staggered, half turning. He saw
Bakker raise his arm, then the cudgel struck his temple and he fell into
darkness. When he
awoke he found himself tied to his saddle. Masrick was leading the column and
they were approaching a small castle. Fell was walking beside Obrin's mount,
his hands tied behind him and a rope around his neck. The other end of the rope
was being held by the rider in front. 'You
really did it this time, sergeant,' said a voice from his left. Obrin turned in
the saddle to see, riding alongside him, Bakker. 'Now they're going to hang
you! Not before time, if you ask me. You always was a right pain in the groin.
Never liked you.' Obrin
ignored him. The
castle gates loomed ahead. 7 A
SMIDIR HAD NEVER enjoyed great talent as a magicker. Though his powers of
concentration were great, and his imagination powerful, he had always lacked
what his tutors termed ability of release. Magic, he was told, involved the
user surrendering control and merging his mind with the powers hovering beyond
what the five senses could experience. For all his talent Asmidir had never
been able to fully release. Now he sat in the main hall, a huge leather-bound book
open on his lap. The script was in gold, carefully set upon bleached leather;
it was an ancient Kushir script and he read it with difficulty. Closing
the book, he stood and moved to the long, oval table. Upon it was a golden
dish, set on a stand above three small candles. Asmidir drew his dagger and
began to speak. His eyes were closed, his spirit loose within the cage of his
powerful body as his breathing deepened. The dagger blade cut into his forearm
and blood welled, dripping into the heated dish where it sizzled and steamed.
Asmidir's voice faded away. Opening his eyes, he took a deep, shuddering
breath. It was done. Not brilliantly, not even expertly. Let it at least be
adequate, he thought. Returning the dagger to its sheath he pressed his thumb
against the shallow wound on his arm, applying pressure for some minutes. A
dark-skinned servant stepped forward with a long linen bandage. Asmidir
extended his arm, and the man skilfully applied it. 'Bring
the officer here to me, Ari,' he told the servant. 'Also the man in green. You
have prepared the refreshment I ordered for the soldiers?' 'Yes,
lord. As you commanded.' The
servant took the bowl and departed the room. Asmidir returned to the log fire
and settled himself into an armchair. He heard the sounds of hoofbeats on
stone, and felt the cold blast of air as the main doors of the castle were
pulled open to admit the soldiers. 127 Rising
from his chair, he turned towards the door just as the potbellied Lieutenant
Masrick strode into sight with Kollarin the Finder behind him. Masrick's face
was discoloured, his lips thickened and split. 'Good
day to you,' said Asmidir, stepping forward with an outstretched hand. 'It is
good to see you again, Masrick.' The officer responded with a perfunctory
handshake. A servant appeared. 'Fetch wine for our guests, Ari.' Masrick
removed his iron helm and carelessly dropped it upon the highly polished table. 'The
Baron wants to see you," said Masrick. 'You are to return with us to
Citadel.' 'I think
you mean that the Baron has requested my presence,' said Asmidir coolly. 'No, I
said what I meant. He told me to bring you, and that's what I'll do.' Masrick
lifted a hand to his smashed lips, probing them. 'I have two prisoners with me.
Does this place still boast a dungeon?' 'No,'
Asmidir told him. He swung to Kollarin. 'And you must be the Finder,' he said,
forcing a smile. 'I take it from the fact that you have prisoners that you have
been successful.' 'Yes,'
said Kollarin. He moved to the hearth and reached out to touch the
leather-bound book on the small table. Idly the man in green flipped open the
cover. 'Ah, a Kushir grimoire. A long time since I have seen such a work. The
scripting is very fine - resin dusted with gold and then varnished. Exquisite!' 'You
read Kushir?' asked Asmidir, holding his expression to one of mild interest,
while his heart beat against his ribs like a drum of war. 'I read
all known languages,' said Kollarin. 'I do not wish it to sound like a boast,
since it is a Talent I have possessed all my life, and not the result of
dedicated study.' The
servant, Ari, returned with a flagon of wine and two goblets. Masrick accepted
his without a word of thanks. Kollarin smiled at Ari and gave a short bow of
the head. 'Not drinking with us, Asmidir?' Masrick asked. 'No.'
Turning back to Kollarin, he asked, 'What will you do now that your hunt has
been successful?" 'Successful?'
queried Kollarin. 'Two
prisoners. I understood you were hunting for a man and a woman.' 'We
haven't caught the woman yet,' said Masrick, cutting in, 'but 128 we
will. We have the forester, Fell. The other prisoner is a renegade. He struck
me! Loosened several teeth. By God, he'll pay for it when I get him back to
Citadel.' 'It
does look sore,' agreed Asmidir. 'Ari, fetch some of the special camomile
ointment for this gentleman.' As the servant departed Asmidir seated himself
before the fire, trying not to look at Kollarin as the man slowly turned the
pages of the grimoire. 'So,' he said to Masrick, 'why does the Baron request my
presence so urgently?' 'That's
for him to tell you,' muttered Masrick. 'Now where can I lodge these prisoners?
Do you have no rooms with locks?' 'Sadly,
no. I suggest you bring them in here. Then at least you can watch them until
you leave.' 'Until
we leave,' corrected Masrick. Asmidir
rose and approached the officer. The black man was at least a foot taller. 'At
the moment, my dear Masrick, I am putting aside your bad manners on the grounds
that the blow to your face, and the subsequent pain, has made you forget your
breeding. Understand, however, that my patience is not limitless. Try to
remember that you are an insignificant second cousin to the Baron, whereas I am
a friend to the King. Now get out and fetch your prisoners. I wish to speak
with the Finder.' Masrick's
mouth dropped open, and his eyes narrowed. Asmidir read the fury there. The
black man leaned in close. 'Think carefully before you react, moron. It is
considered deeply unlucky to be struck twice in the face on the same day.'
Masrick swallowed hard and backed away. Asmidir swung away from him and crossed
the room to where Kollarin waited. For a moment only Masrick hesitated, then he
marched from the hall. 'You
did not need the cloak spell,' said Kollarin softly. 'I refused to hunt the
woman.' 'Very
wise,' Asmidir told him, keeping his voice low. 'When you return to Citadel
town I will see that one hundred silver pieces are delivered to you.' 'Very
kind.' Kollarin's green eyes held Asmidir's gaze. 'But I shall not be returning
to Citadel.' 'Neither
shall I,' said Asmidir, with a wry smile. Masrick
returned to the hall and two soldiers led in the prisoners, ordering them to
sit by the far wall. The officer marched up to Asmidir. 'I fear you were right,
Lord Asmidir,' said Masrick. 'The events
of the day shortened my temper. I ask your forgiveness for my ... abrupt
manner.' The anger was still present in his eyes, but Asmidir merely smiled. 'We
will say no more about it, my dear Masrick. Are your men being fed?' 'Yes.
Thank you. How soon will you be ready to leave?' Asmidir
did not answer, but strolled across the hall and stood before the prisoners. 'I
know you,' he said, addressing Obrin. 'You were in the fist-fighting tourney
last winter. You lost in the final -stumbled and went down with an overhand
right.' 'You
have a good memory for faces,' Obrin told him. 'Now if I'd managed to hit the
Cleatian with the same power that I used on goat-face there, I would have won.' Masrick
ran forward and aimed a savage kick which thundered against Obrin's shoulder.
'Be silent, wretch!' he shouted. 'Even
kicks like a goat,' sneered Obrin. Masrick
drew his dagger. 'I'll cut your bastard tongue out!' he threatened. Asmidir
laid his hand on the officer's arm. 'Not here my friend,' he said. 'The rugs
were expensive, shipped all the way from Kushir. As
Obrin's laughter sounded, Masrick paled, and his hand trembled. But he slammed
the dagger back in its scabbard. The
servant returned, carrying a small enamelled pot. As he paused beside Masrick
and bowed, the officer looked at the tall servant. 'Well, what do you want?' Ari
held out the pot. 'What is this?' Masrick asked Asmidir. 'A
healing ointment. Apply it to the lips and you will see.' Masrick
took the pot and removed the lid. The ointment was cream-coloured. Dabbing a
finger to it, he spread some on his injury. 'That is good,' he said. 'Soothing!
Where did you obtain it?' 'My
servants are a&Al-jiin,' said Asmidir. 'They are very skilled with
potions.' Kollarin
was only half listening to the exchange, but the words Al-jiin cut through him
like a sword of ice. Standing beside the hearth he stiffened, his green eyes
flicking to Ari. The man was tall and slender, his skin the colour of
age-polished oak; he had a prominent nose, not negroid like Asmidir, but curved
and aquiline. In that moment 130 Kollarin
wondered how he could ever have been convinced the man was a servant. He
glanced at his wine goblet. It was still almost full. How much had he drunk?
One mouthful? Two? Ari
turned slowly, his deep dark stare pinning Kollarin. The servant seemed to
glide across the room. 'Are you well, lord? asked Ari. 'You are looking pale.' 'I am
well at this moment,' said Kollarin. Reaching out with his Talent, he touched
the other man's mind... and recoiled as if he had thrust his hand into a fire. 'Perhaps
you should sit down, lord,' offered Ari. 'Am I
to die here?' pulsed Kollarin. 'If my
Lord wills it so,' came the response. 'If you will excuse me,' he said aloud,
'I have duties to attend to.' 'By all
means,' said Kollarin. Ari turned and left the hall and once more Kollarin
reached out, seeking not the mind of the servant but choosing instead the
soldiers who were waiting outside. He pictured the solid cavalryman, Klebb. Nothing.
One by one he sought out the others. Still
nothing. Were their thoughts being shielded, he wondered? Sitting
by the fire he closed his eyes and dropped his spirit to the second level,
opening his mind to more general astral emanations. He felt the castle and its
great age, and beyond it the forest and the heartbeat of eternity. From
here it was a simple matter to find the third level. Kollarin gasped. Moving
through the castle he could see the restless, disembodied shapes of lost
spirits, murdered men who did not yet know they had died. His
eyes snapped open. All
dead. Twenty-eight soldiers, drugged and then strangled. All that remained were
the two guards in the room, and Masrick himself. Kollarin's mouth was dry and
he reached out for his wine. What are you doing, fool? Leaving the goblet where
it stood, he rose and rubbed his hand across his mouth. Am I under sentence? he
wondered. Asmidir
crossed the hall. 'You seem preoccupied, my boy,' he said. Kollarin
looked up into the black man's face, seeing the power there, and the cruelty.
'YourAl-jiin have completed their work,' he said softly. 'Where does that leave
me?' 'Where
would you like to be left?' Asmidir asked. 'Alive
would be pleasant.' 'What
are you two whispering about?' asked Masrick, picking up Kollarin's goblet and
draining it. He belched and then sat down. 'We
were talking about life and death, Masrick,' said Asmidir, 'and the slender
thread that separates both.' 'Nothing
slender about it,' said the officer. 'It is all a question of skill and
courage.' 'What
about luck?' asked Asmidir. 'Being in the wrong place at the wrong time?' 'A man
makes his own luck,' replied Masrick. 'I'm
not sure that's true,' said Asmidir. 'But let us put it to the test. Would it
be lucky or unlucky were you to find the woman, Sigarni?' 'Lucky,
of course,' answered Masrick. 'You know where she is?' 'Indeed
I do.' Asmidir clapped his hands twice. A line of warriors filed silently into
the room; tall men in black cloaks and helms, all carrying sabres of shining
steel. They wore black mail-shirts which extended to their thighs, and black
boots reinforced with strips of black steel. Across their chests each wore a
thick leather baldric, complete with three throwing knives in jet-black
sheaths. Kollarin moved back against the wall as the warriors fanned out. He
recognized the servant Ari, though the man now looked like a prince of legend. Masrick
was also watching them. 'What is the meaning of this?' he asked. Asmidir
chuckled and without turning his head he gave an order. 'Kill the guards,' he
said, his voice even, almost regretful. Kollarin
watched as if in a dream. Two of the black-garbed warriors drew throwing knives
from their sheaths and slowly turned. One of the guards, a man with a bruised
and swollen nose, frantically tried to draw his sword; a knife-hilt appeared in
his throat and he sank back against the wall. The second guard turned to run; a
black knife slashed through the air taking him in the back of the neck and he
fell forward, his face striking the edge of the table; the blow dislodged his
helm which rolled across the table-top. The two dark-skinned warriors retrieved
their blades and returned to stand in line with their comrades. Masrick's
face was ashen. Kollarin almost felt pity for the man. 'Ari,' said Asmidir
softly, 'is our guest ready to join us?' 'Yes,
Lord.' Ari departed the hall and a terrible silence followed. Masrick was
sweating now and Kollarin saw that the little man's 132 hands
were trembling. Despite his armour he looked nothing like a soldier. 'I...
I... don't want to die, Asmidir,' he whimpered, tears spilling to his cheeks. The
black man ignored him. 'Please don't kill me!' The hall door opened and Ari
returned. Behind him came another warrior and Kollarin's breath caught in his
throat. She was tall and slender, her hair silver-white like the chain-mail
tunic she wore. Thigh-length and split at the sides, the links gleamed like
jewels. Her long legs were encased in glistening black leggings, delicately
reinforced by more silver chain-links around the upper legs, and a crimson
cloak hung from her shoulders. Kollarin had never seen a more beautiful woman.
As she entered all the warriors, including Asmidir, bowed deeply. Kollarin
followed their lead. Masrick
tried to stand, pushing his arms against the sides of the chair, but his legs
would not move. He slumped back, then a convulsion jerked his body in several
spasms. Asmidir leaned over him. 'Your hunt was successful, Masrick. You are in
the presence of Sigarni. Die happy!' Spittle
frothed at Masrick's lips and his eyes bulged. Then he was still, the open eyes
staring unfocused at the man before him. The silver-armoured woman approached
the chair and stared down at the dead man. 'Did he die of fright?' she asked
Asmidir. 'No. He
smeared poison upon his lips.' The
woman looked at Kollarin, who bowed once more. 'Why does this one live?' 'In
truth I am not sure,' said Asmidir. 'He refused to hunt you, and I do not know
why. He is the Finder, Kollarin. Do you wish him slain?' Kollarin
waited, his green eyes watching the woman's face. 'Why did you refuse?' she
asked him. 'That
is not easy to answer, lady,' he told her, surprised that his voice remained
steady. 'A man appeared to me and asked me to spare you.' 'Describe
him.' 'The
face was powerful, deep-set blue eyes. His hair was silver-white, like yours,
and he wore his beard in two braids.' She
nodded, then swung to Asmidir. 'Let him live,' she said. The
black man was about to speak, yet held his silence. Stepping 03 back,
he allowed Sigarni to dominate the centre of the room. Her armour he had brought
with him from Kushir, intended as a gift for the warrior king the seer had
spoken of. Asmidir had always pictured it upon the muscular form of a young
man. Yet now, as he gazed upon her martial beauty, he could scarce believe he
had not purchased it with Sigarni in mind. Everything about her was regal, and
he wondered how he had failed to notice it before. HisAl-jiin
had cut the two prisoners free and both men were now standing and staring at
the warrior woman. Fell bowed his head. Sigarni's eyes were fixed on the
Outlander in the uniform of a soldier. Her hand closed around the hilt of her
dagger, the blade whispering from its scabbard as she moved towards the man
with deceptive grace. Only Fell recognized her intent. 'No, Sigarni,' he said,
stepping in front of the soldier. 'This man saved me from torture at the risk
of his own life.' 'No
Outlander will live,' she said softly, almost without anger. 'Stand aside,
Fell.' 'I
claim the Cormaach on this man,' he said. Asmidir was puzzled, and he watched
Sigarni's reaction carefully. She stood silently for a moment, then gave a cold
smile. 'You
would do this for an enemy?' she asked. 'I do.
I sat with my arms bound and a glowing red-hot knife was before my eyes. Obrin
stopped the officer, and struck him into the bargain. They were taking him back
for torture and death. It would seem poor gratitude indeed if I stood by while
he was casually slain. I ask for his life, Sigarni.' 'Stand
aside, Fell, I would speak with this man.' Fell hesitated, for the dagger was
still in her hand. For a moment only he failed to move, then he stepped back.
Asmidir watched the soldier, Obrin. There was no sign of fear in the man. 'Are
you aware,' asked Sigarni, 'of what has been said here? Do you understand the
meaning of Cormaach}' 'I know
nothing of your barbarian ways, madam,' said Obrin. 'I'm just a soldier, see.
Untutored, you might say. So why don't you tell me?' Asmidir
could see Sigarni fighting for calm as she gazed upon this man in the hated
uniform of those who had so brutally assaulted her. She'll kill him, he
thought. She'll step in close and at his first wrong word ram the knife into
his throat. 'He has
offered to adopt you - to make you his son. How old are you?' 'Thirty-seven,
by my own reckoning. I might be out by a year or two.' 'So,
your new father is some fifteen years younger than you. You wish to be adopted,
Outlander?' 'Is
there a choice?' he asked. 'There
are always choices," she said, moving in close. 'You saved Fell, therefore
I am in your debt. You may leave here and make your way wherever you choose. I
would like to kill you, Outlander. I would like to see the blood gush from your
neck. But my word is iron. Leave now and no one will harm you.' 'What's
the other alternative?' 'You
are not man enough for it!' she snapped. 'Leave before my patience is
exhausted.' 'Become
a clansman, is that it? A rebel against the Baron, and the King?' Obrin
laughed, the sound rich and merry. 'So that's what he meant, is it? This is the
cross-roads.' He swung to Fell. 'Adopted me, did you, boy? Well, by God, you
could have done worse. I'll walk your road - even though we all know where it
will lead. So what do I do, lady? To whom do I pledge my sword?' Sigarni
was too surprised to answer, and Asmidir stepped forward swiftly. He spoke in
Kushir and the twelve Al-jiin all dropped to their knees around the
silver-armoured woman. 'You are in the presence,' he told Obrin, 'of the Lady
Sigarni, War Chief of the clans. It is to her you pledge your loyalty.' Obrin
dropped to one knee before her, then lifted his hand to guide her dagger to his
throat. With the point resting against his skin he spoke. 'This day I am become
your carle, lady. I will live for you, and when the day comes I will die for
you. This is the promise of Obrin, son of Engist, and sworn before God.' Sigarni
was silent, then looked to Fell, who still stood. As their eyes met, the tall
forester dropped to his knees, 'My life is yours, Sigarni,' he said, 'now and
for ever.' Sigarni
nodded, then approached Asmidir. 'We need to speak,' she said, and walked from
the room. Asmidir followed her. Obrin
and Fell rose together. 'Thank you lad,' said the soldier. 'You'll not regret
it.' 'I
believe that,' Fell told him. 'But will you? How will you feel when your
countrymen face you sword to sword? It is no small matter.' 135 Obrin
shook his head. 'Put your mind at rest, Fell. To you we are all Outlanders, yet
we come from many parts of the realm. My people were mountain folk, conquered a
hundred years ago. And I am the only one from my tribe at Citadel. Even that,
though, misses the point. There are some things a man must fight for. That, I
believe, is what Kollarin was trying to tell me. Is that not so?' he asked the
man in green. 'Indeed
it was,' said Kollarin, crossing the room and stepping over the corpses of the
soldiers. 'I always wondered what it would be like to be a hero.' Behind
them the twelve silent Al-jiin gathered up the bodies and left the hall. Sigarni
felt gripped by a sense of unreality as she climbed the carpeted steps to the
upper balcony, and the room where An had shown her the armour. Beside her
Asmidir said nothing as they walked. The room was small, fifteen feet by
twenty, with one large window looking out over High Druin. Sigarni had donned
the silver chain-mail top coat, the armoured leggings and the boots, but the
sword, breastplate and helm remained. The breastplate had been sculpted to
resemble the athletic chest and belly of a young warrior, while the helm was
too large for the silver-haired woman. Sigarni
walked to the window, pushing it open to allow the cool, yet gentle autumn
breeze to whisper into the room. Abby was dead, and this she found almost as
hurtful as the abuse she had endured. But more than this Sigarni felt a weight
of sorrow for the life she would never know again, the quiet solitude of her
mountain cabin, the morning hunt, and the silent nights. Grame had warned her
of the Baron, and she wished now that she had heeded him. A few pennies lost
and her life would have remained free. Now she was embarked on a course that
could lead only to death and ruin for the people of the mountains. What are we,
she thought? And the picture came to her mind of a mighty stag at bay in the
Highlands, with the wolves closing in. We can run and live for a little longer,
or we can fight and be dragged down. Clouds
were gathering above High Druin like a crown of grey above the white
snow-capped peaks. 'Speak
your thoughts, my lady,' said Asmidir. 'You
don't need to give me pretty tides here,' she told him, still staring from the
window. 'There is no one to hear them.' 'It has
begun, Sigarni,' he said sofdy. 'It is time to make plans.' 'I
know. What do you suggest?' He
shook his head. 'I will offer my advice in a moment,' he told her. 'First I
would like to hear your views.' Anger
almost swamped her, but she fought it back. 'You are the warrior and the
strategist - or so you tell me. What would you have me say, Asmidir?' 'Do not
misunderstand me, Sigarni. This is not a game we are playing. You are the one
the seer spoke of. Unless the gods are capricious - and perhaps they are - then
you must have some special skill. If we are to form an army, if we are to defy
the most brilliant military nation of the world, it will be because of you -
you understand? At the moment you are full of bitterness and righteous rage.
You must conquer that, you must reach inside yourself and find the Battle
Queen. Without her we are lost even before we begin.' Sigarni
turned from the window and moved to a high-backed chair. 'I don't know what to
say or where to begin,' she said.'If there is a skill it is lost to me. I do
not believe I am given to panic, Asmidir, but when I try to think of the way
ahead my heart beats faster and I find myself short of breath. I look inside,
but there is nothing there save regret and remembered pain.' Asmidir
seated himself before her. He reached out, but she instinctively drew back her
hand; his face showed his hurt. 'Let us examine then the immediate priorities,'
he said. 'My men have been scouting the valleys and passes south of here. The
Baron has ordered campaign fortifications built. These are vital for an
invading army. Stores and supplies will be left at these forts so that when the
invasion force moves in they will have bases from which to sally forth into the
mountains. The first is being constructed no more than ten miles from here, in
the Dunach Valley. It could be argued that our first task should be to halt
their work, to harry them. For that we will need men. We have already discussed
where to find warriors. You must seek the aid of the Pallides Hunt Lord, Fyon
Sharp-axe.' Sigarni
rose and returned to the window. Sunlight shone brilliantly through gaps in the
distant storm-clouds, and the muted sound of far-off thunder rippled across the
land. She shivered. 'No,' she said, at last. 'The fortifications must wait. If
I were Fyon Sharp-axe I would not
turn over my men to an untried woman from another clan. Send Fell to me.' 'What
are you planning?' he asked. 'We
will discuss it later,' she told him. Asmidir smiled and rose, bowing deeply.
After he had gone Sigarni drew the sword from its silver scabbard. It was a
sabre, thirty inches long, the blade highly polished and razor-sharp, the hilt
bound with strips of dark grey speckled skin, reinforced by silver wire. It was
surprisingly light in her hand, and perfectly balanced. She swung the sword to
the left. It sliced through the air, creating a low hissing sound. Hearing Fell
approach she moved to the chair, laying the naked blade upon the table before
her. The forester entered and bowed clumsily. 'A
surprising turn of events,' she said. He grinned and nodded. His face was
bruised and swollen, but as he smiled she saw again the handsome clansman she
had loved. Motioning him to a seat she looked away, gathering her thoughts.
'How many of the foresters could you gather to us?' she asked. 'Not
many,' he said. 'Perhaps six of the fifty. You have to understand, Sigarni,
that they are men of family. They know a war against the Outlanders can end
only one way. Most would therefore do anything to avoid such a war. Even after
the murders.' 'What
murders?' Fell
told her of the taking of hostages, and his decision to give himself up to the
authorities. 'But they did not wait the promised four days. By the following
morning all four were hanging from the walls of Citadel. I believe Tovi and
Grame would join us, and perhaps half of the men of Cilfallen. What are you
planning?' 'I want
you to go from here. Now. Find the six men, and any others you trust. We will
meet at my cabin in four days. Is that enough time for you?' 'Barely.
But I will be there.' 'Go
now,' she ordered him. 'And send the Outlander to me.' Gwalchmai
lifted his jug from the dog-cart and stared out over the hills towards Citadel
town. The two hounds, Shamol and Cabris, were asleep in the sunshine. Gwalch
pulled the cork from the jug and sat beside Tovi. The baker was silent, lost hi
thought. The sun was bright in a clear sky, the mountains shining in splendour,
but Tovi was oblivious
to the beauty and Gwalchmai felt for him. 'Your son was a fine boy,' said
Gwalch, lifting the jug to his lips and taking three long swallows. 'You
didn't know him,' said Tovi, tonelessly. 'I know
you. And I can see him in your mind. You were proud of him - and rightly so.' 'None
of that matters now, does it? His mother weeps all the time, and his brothers
and sisters walk silently around the house. What manner of men are these,
Gwalch, who could hang an innocent boy? Are they monsters? Demon-driven?' The old
man shook his head. 'All it takes is a monster in charge, Tovi. Like a pinch of
poison in a jug of wine. Suddenly the wine is deadly. You want a drink?' 'No, I
need to keep my eyes sharp for when the devils come. You know, I can't even
hate them, Gwal. I feel nothing. Is that my age, do you think? Have I lost
something during these years in the bakery?' 'We've
all lost something, my friend. Maybe we'll find it again.' Gwalch lifted the
jug to his lips - then paused. He pointed to the south. 'There! What do you
see? My old eyes have dimmed.' Tovi
squinted. 'Flashes of sunlight upon metal. The enemy are coming. It will take
them at least an hour to cross the valley floor.' 'How
many?' 'They
are too far away to count accurately. Go back to Cilfallen and tell them the
Outlanders are coming.' 'What
about you?' asked Gwalch, pushing himself to his feet. Behind him the grey
hounds rose also. Ill
wait awhile and count them. Then I'll join you.' Gwalch climbed into the cart,
still nursing his jug. He flicked the reins and the two war-hounds lurched into
the traces. Tovi watched as the little cart trundled out of view, then he stood
and stretched. His thoughts flicked to the Pallides man, Loran, and his
warnings concerning the Outlanders. He had hoped the clansman was wrong, but
now he knew otherwise. A few weeks ago the world had been a calm and pleasant
place, filled with the smell of fresh-baked bread and the laughter and noise of
his children. Now the days of blood had dawned again. Stooping,
he picked up the old claymore and stood facing the south, his hands upon the
hilt, the blade resting on the earth. It was a fine weapon, and had served him
well all those years ago. Yet holding
it now gave him no pleasure, no surging sense of pride. All he could feel was
sorrow. The
line of riders came down the long hill into the valley. Now he could count
them. One hundred and fifty men and five officers. Too large a group to have
come for hostages. No, he told himself, this is a killing raid. One hundred and
fifty-five soldiers for a village of forty-seven men, thirty-eight women and
fifty-one children! As he thought of the little ones a spark of anger burned
through his grief, flaming to life in his breast. His huge hands curled around
the claymore, the blade flashing up. Once he could have taken three, maybe four
enemy soldiers. Today he would find out how much he had lost. Turning
his back upon the distant enemy, Tovi laid the claymore blade on his shoulder
and strode down the long road to home. He was high above Cilfallen and from
here the buildings seemed tiny set against the green hills and the mighty mountains.
Newer dwellings of stone alongside the older timbered houses, and ancient log
cabins with roofs of turf, all clustered together in a friendly harmony of wood
and stone. Aye, thought Tovi, that is the mark of Cilfallen. The village is
friendly and welcoming. There were no walls, for up to now the people had lived
without fear. Cilfallen
was indefensible. Tovi sighed, and paused for one last look at the village he
had known all his life. Never
will you look the same to me again, he knew. For now I can see the lack of
walls and parapets. I see hills from which cavalry can charge into our square.
I see buildings with no strong doors, or bowmen's windows. There is no moat.
Only the stream, and the white rocks upon which the women and children beat the
clothes to wash them. Tovi
walked on, aware also of his own weakness, the large belly fed with too much
fresh bread and country butter, and a right arm already tired from holding the
claymore. Ill
find the strength,' he said, aloud. Captain
Chard led his men down into the valley, riding slowly, stiff-backed in the
saddle. Despite the honey salve on his back the whip wounds flared as if being
constantly stung by angry wasps. The weight of his chain-mail added tongues of
flame to his shoulders, and his mood was foul. He knew that if Obrin had
followed the Baron's 140 orders
with more relish he would not now be alive, for the three-pronged whip could
kill a man within thirty lashes if delivered with venom. Obrin had been sparing
with his strokes, but each of the whip-heads had a tiny piece of lead attached,
adding weight to each lash, scoring the skin, opening the flesh. Chard felt
sick as he remembered standing at the stake, biting into the leather belt,
determined not to scream. But scream he did, until he passed out on the
thirty-fourth stroke. A
mixture of honey and wine had been applied to his blood-drenched back. Three of
the deeper cuts had needed stiches, twenty-two in all. Yet here he was, within
a fortnight, sitting his saddle and leading his men. He did
not question the Baron's change of heart, and had accepted the commission with
a burbled speech of gratitude that the Baron had cut short. 'Do not fail me
again, Chard,' he had warned. 'How many men will you need?' 'Three
hundred, sir.' The
Baron had laughed at him. 'For a village? why not take a thousand?' 'There
are nearly two hundred of them, sir!' The
Baron had lifted a sheet of paper. 'One hundred and fifty, approximately. Fifty
of them are children under the age of twelve. Around forty are women. The
remainder are men. Farmers, cattle-herders - not a good sword among them. Take
one hundred and fifty men. No prisoners, Chard. Hang all the bodies so they can
be clearly seen. Burn the buildings.' 'Yes,
sir. When you say no prisoners ... you mean the men?' 'Kill
them all. I have chosen the men you will have with you. They are mercenaries,
scum mostly. They'll have no problem with the task. When they're finished let
them loot. They will also - most certainly -keep some of the younger women
alive for a while. Let them have their enjoyment, it's good for morale.' The
Baron's cold eyes fixed on Chard. 'You have a problem with this?' Chard
wished he had the courage to tell the man just how much a problem he had with butchery.
Instead he had swallowed hard and mumbled, 'No, sir.' 'How is
your back?' 'Healing,
sir.' 'You
won't fail me again, will you, Chard?' 141 'No,
sir.' The sun
was high and sweat trickled down on to the whip wounds. Chard groaned. An
officer rode alongside as they reached the valley floor. 'Beyond
that line of hills, isn't it?' the man asked and Chard turned his head. The
officer was thin-faced, with protruding eyes, his face marred by the scars of
smallpox. Several white-headed pimples showed around his nostrils and a boil
was beginning on the nape of his neck. 'Many women there?' asked the officer,
as Chard ignored the first question. 'Set
the men in a skirmish line,' Chard ordered. 'What
for? It's only a pigging village. There's no fighting men likely to ambush us.' 'Give
the order,' said Chard. 'Whatever
you say,' answered the officer, with a thinly disguised sneer. Twisting in the
saddle, he called out to the men, 'Every second man left skirmish. All others
to the right!' He swung back to Chard. 'You have orders for the attack?' 'How
many ways are there to attack a helpless village?' 'Depends
if they know they're going to be attacked. If they don't, you just ride in and
get the head man to call all the people together. When they're all in one place
you slaughter 'em. If they do know, then they'll all be locked in their houses,
or running for the woods. Lots of different ways, on foot, in a charge. It's up
to you.' 'Attacked
many villages, have you?' 'Too many
to count. It's good practice. I'll tell you, you can learn a lot about your men
by the way they conduct themselves in a situation like this. Not everyone can
do it, you know. We had a young lad once, fearless and damn good with a sword
or lance. But this sort of mission, useless. Blubbed like a baby . .. ran
around witlessly. Know what happened? Some young kid ran at him and slashed his
throat open with a scythe. It was a damn shame. That boy had potential, you
know?' 'Send a
scout up to the high ground. He'll see the village from there.' The
officer wheeled his horse and rode to the left. A young mercenary kicked his
horse into a run and Chard watched him climb the hill and rein in at the top.
The soldier waved them on. Chard
led the men up the hill. The officer came alongside and the 142 two men
stared down at the cluster of buildings. A narrow stream cut across the south
of Cilfallen, and there were two small bridges. Chard examined the line of
water; the horses could cross it with ease. Beyond the stream was a low
retaining wall, around two feet high and some thirty feet in length. Beyond
that were the homes he had been sent to destroy. As he watched a young woman
walked from one of the buildings; she was carrying a wicker basket full of
clothes, and she knelt at the stream and began to wash them. Chard sighed, then
he spoke. 'Send fifty men around the village to the north to cut them off from
the hills. The rest of us will attack from the south." The
officer gave out his orders and two troops filed off to the north-east. Then he
leaned across his saddle. 'Listen, Chard, I'd advise you to wait here. From
what I hear your back's in a mess, so you won't be able to fight. And I guess
you won't want any . .. pleasures. So leave it to me and my men. You agree?' Chard
longed to agree. Instead he shook his head. 'I will ride in with the attack,'
he said. 'When it is over I will leave you to your ... pleasures.' 'Only
trying to be helpful,' said the officer, with a wide grin. They
waited until the fifty horsemen had reached their position to the north of the
village, then Chard drew his sword. 'Give the order,' he told the officer. 'No
prisoners!' shouted the man. 'And all the looting to be left until the job is
done! Forward!' Chard
wondered briefly if God would ever forgive him for this day, then touched spurs
to his mount. The beast leapt forward. The soldiers around him drew their
weapons and charged. The men were lighter armoured than he, wearing leather
breastplates and no helms, and the mercenaries soon outpaced him, forming three
attacking lines. Chard
was some fifteen lengths behind the last man when the first line of mercenaries
reached the stream. The woman there dropped her washing and, lifting her heavy
skirts, ran back towards the buildings. The raucous cries of the mercenaries
filled the air and then the horses galloped into the water, sending up
glittering fountains that caught the sunlight and shone like diamonds. The
first line had reached the middle of the stream when disaster struck. Horses
whinnied in fear and pain as they fell headlong, tipping their riders over
their necks. For a moment only Chard was stunned. 143 Tripwire!
staked beneath the water line. My God, they were ready for us! The
riders of the second line dragged on their reins, but they collided with their
downed comrades in a confused mass. Chard pulled up his mount. Experienced in
battle, he knew that the tripwire was only the beginning. Swiftly he scanned
the buildings. There was no sign of a defensive force .. . And
then they were there! Rising
up from behind the low retaining wall, a score of bowmen sent volley after
volley of shafts into the milling men. Wounded mercenaries began to scream and
run, but long shafts slashed into them, slicing through their pitiful armour. 'Dismount!'
shouted Chard. 'Attack on foot!' Scum
though they were, the mercenaries were not afraid to fight. Leaping from their
horses they rushed the bowmen, who stood their ground some thirty feet beyond
the stream. More than twenty mercenaries went down, but Chard was confident
that once hand-to-hand fighting began they would be swept aside by weight of
numbers. Urging
his horse to the edge of the stream, he shouted encouragement to his men. From behind
the buildings came a surging mass of fighting men, armed with claymores,
scythes, spears and hammers - and women carrying knives and hatchets. They
smote the mercenaries' left flank. Chard saw the baker, Fat Tovi, slash his
claymore through the shoulder and chest of a mercenary, and then the
white-bearded smith, Grame, grabbed the pox-marked officer by the throat,
braining him with his forge hammer. The
mercenaries broke and ran. But there was no escape. Chard
wheeled his horse and galloped along the stream, crossing a small bridge, then
riding for the second group. All fifty were waiting as ordered in skirmish
formation some twenty yards below the tree line. With these men he could yet
turn the battle. His
pain was forgotten as he urged his stallion up the hill. As
Chard came closer he watched with horror as a dozen men pitched from their
saddles with arrows jutting from their backs. Horses reared, spilling their
riders. A line
of mounted bowmen rode from the trees, shooting as they came: grim, dark men,
clothed in black and silver. As they neared the stunned mercenaries they threw
aside their bows, drawing shining 144 silver
sabres. There were no more than twenty soldiers left. A few of them tried to
fight, the others fled. Chard,
his force in ruins, his fragile reputation gone for ever, shouted his defiance
and galloped towards the attackers. From their centre, on a jet-black horse,
came a red-cloaked rider in silver armour. Chard raised his sword, slamming his
spurs into the weary stallion's flanks. The horse leapt forward. The
silver rider swung her horse at the last second and the two beasts collided.
Chard was flung from the saddle as his stallion went down. The silver rider
sprang from her mount and ran in just as he was trying to rise. Despairingly he
swung his broadsword at her legs. She jumped nimbly and, as she landed, lashed
her sabre across his face. The blade struck his temple, biting deep and
dislodging his helm. Chard
fell, rolled and struggled to rise. The sabre smashed down upon his skull,
glancing from the chain-mail headguard. The blow stunned him and he sagged to
his back. The sabre lanced into his throat. Chard felt pain only briefly, for
the sword plunged through his neck and into the cold earth beneath him. All was
quiet now, and he felt a curious sense of relief. No dead children, no raped
and murdered women. Perhaps God would forgive him after all. Perhaps... Sigarni
stepped back from the corpse and heard Asmidir order his men into the village
to check on casualties. She was breathing heavily, yet her limbs felt light.
Asmidir came alongside her. 'How are you feeling?' As he spoke, his hand came
down on her shoulder. 'Don't
touch me!' she hissed, pulling away and turning to face him. She saw the shock
and the dismay, but it was nothing to the roaring panic his contact aroused
within her. 'Stay away from me!' she said. 'Sigarni.'
His voice was soft, his eyes troubled. 'You are in no danger from me. The
battle is over, and I believe we have won. Calm yourself before the others see
you.' The
roaring receded and she began to tremble. 'God, what is happening to me?' she
said, dropping her sabre and sitting down on the grass. He
moved to sit opposite her. 'I think we should blame it on the 145 reaction
to the battle, though we both know that is not the truth,' he said sadly.
'However, let us put that aside for now and enjoy the moment of victory. You
risked it all, Sigarni. And I am proud of you. As I told you, I did not believe
in the wisdom of this course. It was, in my view, too early for a
confrontation. But you proved me wrong. Now perhaps you will explain why you
were so confident.' She
smiled and felt some of the tension ease from her. 'It was not confidence. You
told me I must have special skills. Whether or not that is true only time will
tell. But I knew I could gather no support without a victory. Who would follow
me? An untried woman in a world of beaten men.' 'But
why here in Cilfallen? How did you know they would come here? There are scores
of hamlets and villages throughout the Highlands.' 'Indeed
there are, and we won't be able to protect them all. But Cilfallen was my
village, and from here they took the hostages. It is also on largely open land.
No major walls, no defences. Added to this, it is the closest main settlement
to Citadel.' 'And
why did you believe there would be an attack?' 'I
questioned Obrin concerning Outland tactics. He believed they would send
between one hundred and two hundred men.' Asmidir
smiled. 'We could have lost it all, my lady. We gambled everything on a single
throw of the dice. That is not to be recommended for every occasion, I assure
you.' Sigarni
rose, then extended her hand to pull Asmidir to his feet. He looked up and met
her eyes, and she knew he could see there her fear at the prospect of his
touch. Slowly he reached out and clasped her wrist, rising smoothly and
disengaging his grasp. 'That took courage, did it not?' he said. She
nodded. 'I am sorry, Asmidir. You are a dear friend, and will always be so. But
they took something from me and I cannot get it back.' He
shook his head. 'I fear they took nothing. They gave you something ...
something vile, like a poison that eats into your heart. I am your friend, Sigarni.
More than that, I love you. I would die for you. But you alone must find a way
to defeat the monsters tormenting you.' 'What
do you mean defeat them? I killed them!' 'You
misunderstand me,' he said gently. 'They may be dead, but you hold them to you.
They exist in every thought you have; you see 146 their
faces on all men — even your friends. I cannot advise you, for I have no ... no
perception of what you have been through. But you are now a fortress, barred
against those who love you. Yet you have the enemy trapped within also. I think
you will have to find a way to raise the portcullis and allow your friends in.' 'Nonsense,'
she retorted. 'There is no portcullis.' Before he could speak again, she swung
away and walked to her horse. 'Let's get to the village,' she said. The two
of them rode in silence. The
narrow lanes of Cilfallen were strewn with Outland corpses. Sigarni gazed on
them dispassionately and guided her horse to the south of the town. The bodies
of the mercenaries - stripped of all weapons - were slowly being carted across
the bridge to an open field. Fell was sitting on the retaining wall surrounded
by several of his foresters; they rose when they saw Sigarni. She dismounted
and approached them. 'You did well," she said. 'Did you suffer any
losses?' 'Three
men wounded, none seriously. Four of the villagers were killed. Eleven others
sustained wounds, most of them minor.' She turned towards the waiting
foresters, recognizing them all. Three of them had been casual lovers. The men
stood silently, their expressions guarded. 'You
have now seen how the Outlanders keep the peace. Know this: In the spring they
will come with an army. Their mission will be to annihilate all clansmen, and
their families, and their children. I intend to fight them - just like today. I
will drench the Highlands in their blood. Today we are few, but that will
change. Those who wish to serve me should make their wishes known to Fell.
Those who do not should make plans to leave the mountains. There are only two
sides now: Outland and Highland. Those not with me will be deemed traitors, and
I will hunt them down also. That is all.' Spinning
on her heel, she walked back to where Asmidir waited with the horses. 'I need
to see Tovi,' she said. They found him at the bakery, with the ovens heating.
He had discarded his sword and was kneading a batch of dough. 'One
last time,' he said, with an embarrassed smile. 'I don't know why I wanted to.'
He gazed around the long room with its racks of empty shelves. 'This place has
been my life.' 'Now
you have another life,' she said sternly. 'You were a warrior, Tovi; you
understood discipline. You and Grame and Fell will train the
Loda men. We will fall back into the forest and there I shall leave you. You
will gather fighting men, organize stores for the winter, and put out scouts to
watch for any further incursions into our territory. You understand this?' 'We
can't win, Sigarni. I understand that.' 'We
just did!' 'Aye,'
he said, wiping the dough from his hands and moving to stand before her. 'We
defeated a band of ill-led mercenaries. We tricked them and trapped them. What
happens when the Baron marches with his regular soldiers? I watched your man
Obrin fight today. He was deadly. What happens when there are thousands like
him against us?' Sigarni
stepped in close, her eyes cold, her voice hard as a blade. 'Has all your
courage gone, fat man? Has it melted into the blubber around your belly? I am
Sigarni. I am of the Blood. And I wear the Crimson. I do not promise victory. I
promise war and death. Now you have two choices. The first is to take your
family and run, leave the Highlands. The second is to drop to your knee and
pledge yourself to serve me until the day you die. Make that choice now, Hunt
LordP At the
use of his title Tovi stiffened, and Sigarni saw the anger in his eyes. 'You
have fought one battle, Sigarni. I have fought many. I know what war is, and I
know what it achieves. It is no more than a pestilence. It is a terrible thing
- it consumes and destroys, birthing hatreds that last for generations. But I
am the Hunt Lord, and I will not leave my people in this desperate hour.' 'Then
kneel,' she said, her voice flat and unrelenting. Tovi
stepped forward and dropped to one knee. 'My sword and my life,' he said,
solemnly. 'Let it
be so,' she told him. Sigarni
left him there and walked from the bakery. Grame was sitting by his forge with
a bloody bandage around his upper arm. Gwalchmai was with him. The smith
grinned as he saw her. Gwalchmai belched, stood, staggered and sat down. 'He's
drunk,' said Grame. 'He
always is,' said Sigarni. 'Will you serve me, Grame?' The
smith scratched his thick white beard. 'You've changed, lass. You always had
iron in you, but I'd guess it has been run through the fire and moulded into
something sharp and deadly. Aye, I'll serve you. What would you have me do?' 148 'Make
the pledge.' 'I gave
that pledge once already, and the King ran away and left me and others to rot.' 'I will
not run, Grame. Make the pledge.' He
stood and looked into her eyes. Bending his knee, he took a deep breath. 'My
sword and my life,' he said. 'Let it
be so.' 'Where
do I begin?' he asked, rising. 'See
Tovi. He will tell you what I require in the coming weeks. For now, gather all
weapons and supplies and lead our people deep into Pallides territory. We will
speak again when the evacuation is complete. Any man who comes to you, Grame,
and wishes to serve, make him speak the pledge. From now on we are Highlanders
again. Nothing and no one will ever steal our pride. You understand?' 'Hail
to thee, Battle Queen!' shouted Gwalchmai, lifting his jug in salute. The
words chilled Sigarni. 'Be silent, old fool! This is no place for your drunken
ramblings.' 'He may
be drunk,' said Grame, 'but he is not wrong. Only the sovereign can call for
the pledge. And only to a sovereign would I make it. You are the Battle Queen,
Sigarni. Nothing can change that.' Sigarni
said nothing. Fell and his foresters came into sight, along with scores of
villagers, forming a great semi-circle around the forge. All had heard
Gwalchmai's drunken salute, and Sigarni saw both confusion and apprehension on
the faces of the people around her. She
walked slowly to her horse and stepped into the saddle. There was no noise now,
and she felt their eyes upon her as she rode slowly towards the hills. 8 LIKE A
GIFT from a merciful god winter came twelve days early, blizzards sweeping
across the mountains, heavy snowfalls blocking narrow passes and making
treacherous even the best of the roads. Sigarni sat alone on a high ridge,
wrapped in a cloak of sheepskin, and stared out over the hills to the south. A
mile away she could see three figures making their slow progress through the
snow. The
heady days of victory at Cilfallen were weeks behind her now, and all the
subsequent news had been bad. Stung by unexpected defeat the Outlanders had
reacted savagely, sending three forces deep into the mountains to the east and
the west. Three Farlain villages had been attacked, and more than four hundred
Highlanders massacred in their homes. In the east a Pallides settlement was
razed to the ground, and several Loda hamlets were struck during the same week,
bringing the death total to more than five hundred. Ten
days before the slaughter Sigarni had travelled with Fell and Asmidir to the
main Farlain town, seeking warriors to join their growing band. The experience
had proved a hard lesson. As she sat watching the walkers in the snow, Sigarni
steeled herself to recall the day. More
than five hundred people had gathered in the main square as the Hunt Lord,
Torgan, waited to greet her. There were no cheers as the trio rode in. Torgan,
a tall slender man, with wiry black hair cut short to expose a sharp widow's
peak and a bald spot at the crown, was waiting for them. He was sitting on a
high seat in the centre of the square, flanked by six warriors carrying ritual
ebony staffs, adorned with silver. Sitting at his feet was a white-bearded old
man dressed in a long robe of faded grey. 'What
do you seek here, Woman of Loda?' asked Torgan, as Sigarni dismounted. He did
not rise from his seat, and his words were spoken scornfully. 'Is
this the Farlain Gifted One?' countered Sigarni, pointing at the old man. 'It is.
What concern is that of yours?' Sigarni
turned away from him, scanning the faces in the crowd. There was hostility
there. 'Have his dreams been made known to the people of the Farlain?' she
asked, raising her voice so that the crowd could hear her. Torgan
rose. 'Aye, they have. He told us of a troublesome woman who would bring death
and destruction upon the clans: a Loda woman of low morals who by murder would
enrage the Outlanders. And his dreams were true!' Despite
her anger Sigarni stayed calm. 'He is no Gifted One,' she said. 'He is a fraud
and a liar. And I will speak no more of him. Let the Farlain know this: An
Outland force raided Cilfallen. We destroyed them. More will come, and they
will attack and butcher any in their path, whether they be Loda, Farlain,
Pallides or Wingoras. All true Gifted Ones know this. And you will see the
truth of my words. I am Sigarni. I am of the Blood of Kings. And I do not lie.' Torgan
laughed. 'Aye, we know who you are, Sigarni. Word of your talent has reached us
even here. You will leave the lands of the Farlain, and think yourself
fortunate that we do not bind you and deliver you to the Outlanders for a just
execution. Go back to your pitiful band and tell the idiots who follow you that
the Farlain are not to be fooled.' 'How
can I tell them that,' responded Sigarni, 'when it is obvious that they have
been fooled already?' Spinning on her heel she strode to her stallion and
stepped into the saddle. 'There are other Gifted Ones,' she told the crowd, 'in
other clans. Be wise and seek their guidance. For the days of blood are here
and if we do not join together we will be slaughtered separately. A leader has
been prophesied - one who will unite the clans against the enemy. I am that
leader.' 'No
whore will ever lead the Farlain,' shouted the Hunt Lord. 'Begone before we
stone you!' Sigarni
touched heels to her stallion and rode from the town. Now, as
she sat in the icy cold beneath a darkening sky, her anger remained, hot and
compelling. Sigarni had been better received among the Pallides, but even here
they had promised no warriors to serve
under her leadership. Arriving in the Lam Valley, she had been met outside the
township by the blond warrior Loran, who had bowed as she dismounted. 'Well
met, lady, and welcome,' he said. 'It is good to see you again.' The memory of
their meeting by Ironside's Falls seemed as distant as a dream of another life
and she found herself gazing at the handsome Pallides as if he was a stranger.
'Your armour fits you well,' he said. 'I am sorry that the shelters we built
for the Loda people are so ... so humble. But we did not have much time.' 'They
will suffice,' she said. From the tree line a huge man ambled into view and
waved at Loran. Sigarni watched his approach with undisguised amazement. A
little over six feet tall, his shoulders seemed impossibly wide, and his neck
was easily as big as her thigh. His head was large, and though beardless he had
grown his sideburns long and they merged with his hair line to give him a
leonine appearance. 'By
God!' she whispered. 'Is it real?' Loran
chuckled. 'it is my cousin Mereth. And he's real enough.' 'Is
this her?' said Mereth, squinting at Sigarni. His voice was a low rumble like
distant thunder. 'Aye,
Mereth, this is Sigarni.' He moved his head close to her face. 'Handsome
woman,' he said amiably. 'Mereth's
vision is weak,' explained Loran. 'It is his only weakness. He's the strongest
man I've ever seen.' 'The
strongest that ever was,' said Mereth proudly. 'I broke Lennox's record for the
caber - and they said that couldn't be done. They said he was a giant. I broke
it. Are you the Queen now?' 'This
is not the time, Mereth,' said Loran softly, laying his hand on the giant's
shoulder. 'I
heard the Loda Gifted One named her Queen. I was only asking.' 'The
Loda Gifted One is a drunkard. Now look after the lady's horse and I will see
you at Fyon's house when you have stabled the mount.' Mereth
smiled. T can fight too,' he told Sigarni. T fear nothing.' Loran
and Sigarni walked on into the town. 'Poor vision is not his only weakness,'
she said, when Mereth was out of earshot. 'Do not
misjudge him, Sigarni. I admit he is not the most intelligent of men, but he is
no simpleton. It just takes him a long time to work through a problem.' 152 Fyon
Sharp-axe entertained her at his home in the Larn Valley. It was a fine old
house, built of stone with a roof of carefully carved slate. Fyon, Loran and Mereth
sat around the long table and listened intently as Sigarni told them of the
events that had led to the battle of Cilfallen. The Hunt Lord, a squat
powerfully built warrior with a square-cut black beard, forked with silver, had
waited courteously until she finished her tale. As she concluded he raised a
wine cup and toasted her. 'You did well, Sigarni,' he said. 'I applaud you for
the way you saved the people of your clan. But I do not yet know if you are the
leader who was prophesied. Our Gifted Ones say one is coming who will lead us,
but they cannot name him. I know we have no choice now, save to battle for our
lives. I will not relinquish this battle to you, for despite your victory at
Cilfallen you are untried. And you are a woman. It is not a woman's place to
lead men into battle. I do not say this slightingly, Sigarni, for I admire your
courage. It is merely common sense. Men are ultimately dispensable. If, in a
war, all but ten of a clan's warriors are killed, but the women remain, the
clan would survive. But if only ten of the clan women were left it would die.
Men are made for hunting and battle, women for gathering and childbirth. This
is the way of the world. I cannot see Pallides warriors fighting for a woman -
even one as spirited as you.' Sigarni
nodded. 'I understand your fears, Fyon,' she said. 'But I would like to hear
the thoughts of Loran.' The
blond warrior leaned back in his chair. He glanced at Sigarni. 'I have waited
for a leader - as have we all. And I was surprised when I heard that Gwalchmai
had named you. We all here know that you are of the blood of Gandarin, and that
he was directly descended from Ironhand. And a boy child of yours would have
first claim to the throne. Yet there is no boy child, and never have the clans been
led by a woman.' 'What
of the Witch Queen?' countered Sigarni. 'Aye,
I'll grant that,' admitted Loran, 'but she was from beyond the old Gateways,
drawn to our aid by sorcery. And she did not stay to rule, but returned to her
own land when the war was won.' 'As I
shall,' said Sigarni. 'Be
that as it may,' continued Loran, 'I cannot as yet make a judgement. I echo the
Hunt Lord's praise for your victory at Cilfallen, and I deplore the treatment
of you by the Farlain. Even so, I do not believe we should commit ourselves to
you at this time. I ask that you do not judge us too harshly.' 153 Sigarni
rose. 'I do not judge you harshly, Loran. You came to Tovi and warned him of
invasion. Because of your arguments he sent enough supplies back into Pallides
lands to ensure survival for the people of Loda during the winter. You have
given us land, built us homes. For this I am grateful. And I understand your
concerns. I did not ask for this role, and would be more than happy to
surrender it. But I know now that I am the one prophesied. I know it. What I
need to know is what can be done to convince the Pallides. What do you require
of me?' 'A good
question,' said Fyon, also rising. He rubbed at his silver-forked beard and
moved to the fire blazing in the hearth. 'And I wish I had an answer. We need a
sign, Sigarni. Until then you must train your own warriors.' Ten
days later Fyon had ridden his horse into the makeshift camp of the Loda,
seeking out Sigarni. 'Welcome,'
she said, as he ducked into the small log dwelling. It was dark inside, and lit
by the flickering fire within a small iron brazier. Fyon seated himself
opposite Sigarni and cast a nervous glance at the black man at her side. 'This
is Asmidir. He is my general, and a warrior of great skill.' Asmidir held out
his hand and Fyon shook it briefly. 'The
Outlanders struck several Farlain villages,' said Fyon. 'Hundreds were
slaughtered, women and children among them. Torgan led his men on a vengeance
strike, but they were surrounded and cut to pieces. Torgan escaped, but he lost
more than three hundred warriors. He has blamed you - claims you are a curse
upon the people. My scouts tell me the Outlanders are marching towards us. They
will be here in less than five days.' 'They
will not arrive,' said Sigarni. 'There are blizzards in the wind; they will
drive them back.' 'Only
until the spring,' said Fyon. 'What then?' 'Let us
hope that by then you will have had a sign,' said Sigarni coldly. High on
the mountainside Sigarni wrapped her sheepskin cloak more tightly around her
shoulders. Lady padded across the snow and hunkered down by her side. Sigarni
pulled off her fur-lined mittens and stroked the dog's head. 'We'll soon be
back in the warm, girl,' she said. At the sound of her voice Lady's tail
thumped against the snow. The
three walkers were at the foot of the mountain now and Sigarni 154 could
see them clearly. The first was Fell. With him were Gwyn Dark-eye and Bakris
Tooth-gone. Slowly the three men climbed the flank of the mountain, reaching
the ridge just before dusk. Snow was falling again, thick and fast. Fell
was the first to climb to the ridge. Snow was thick upon his hair and
shoulders. 'What
did you learn?' asked Sigarni. 'They
have put a price of one thousand guineas upon your head, lady. And they are
expecting another three thousand men by spring.' 'Did
you see Cilfallen?' Fell
sighed. 'There is nothing there. Not one stone upon another. As if it never
was.' 'Come
back to the settlement,' she said. 'You can tell me all.' 'There's
one piece of news I'd like to spit out now,' he said, brushing the snow from
his hair. 'There was an arrival in Citadel - a wizard from the south. His name
is Jakuta Khan. There are many stories about him, so we were told. He conjures
demons.' Sigarni
could see the fear in their eyes, and she hoped they could not see the same
fear in hers. 'I do not fear him,' she heard herself say. 'He
came to our fire last night,' said Gwyn. 'Just appeared out of nowhere, and
seemed to stand within the flames. Tell her, Fell.' 'He
said for us to tell you he was coming for you. He said you were lucky that
night by the Falls, but that this time he would not fail. You would remember
him, he said, for the last time you saw him he had your father's heart in his
hand. Then he vanished.' Sigarni
staggered back and swung away from the men. Her mouth was dry, her heart
beating wildly. Panic welled in her breast, and she felt herself adrift on a
current of fear. Her legs were weak and she reached out to grip the trunk of a
tree. The
demons were coming again! For
Tovi Long-arm the onset of winter was a nightmare. The people of the Loda were
spread now across two valleys, in five encampments. Food was a problem for
almost three thousand refugees. Four of the Loda herds had been driven north
after the attack on Cilfallen and three had been slaughtered to supply meat for
the clan, leaving only breeding stock for the spring. But meat alone was not
enough. There was a shortage of vegetables and dried fruit, and dysentery had
spread among
the old and infirm. Lung infections had begun to show among the old and the
very young, and eleven greybeards had died so far in the first month of snow.
Worse was to come, for soon the milk cows would go dry and then hunger would
border on famine. Blizzards had closed many of the trails and communication was
becoming difficult, even between camps. The structures erected by the Pallides
were sound enough, but they were spartan and draughty, smoke-filled and dark. Complaints
were growing, and morale was low. Added to this there was resentment about the
Outlander Obrin and his training methods. Day after day he would order the
young men to engage in punishing routines, running, lifting, working in groups.
It was not the Highland way, and Tovi had tried to impress this on the
Outlander. To no
avail... It was
dawn when Tovi roused himself from his blankets. Beside him his wife groaned in
her sleep. It was cold in the cabin and Tovi placed his own blanket over hers.
The children were still asleep. Tovi moved to the fire, which had died down to
a few smouldering ashes. With a stick he pushed the last few glowing embers
together, then blew them into life, adding kindling until the flames licked up.
Pulling on his boots and overshirt he tried to open the door of the cabin, but
snow had piled up against the door in the night and Tovi had to squeeze through
a narrow gap to emerge into the dawn light. Using his hands, he scooped the
snow away from the door and then pushed it shut. Grame
was already awake when Tovi called at his small hut. The smith, wrapped in a
long sheepskin coat and holding a long-handled felling axe, stepped out to join
him. 'The sky's clear,' said Grame, 'and it feels milder.' 'The
worst is yet to come,' said Tovi. 'I know
that!' snapped Grame. 'God, Tovi, must you stay so gloomy?' Tovi
reddened at the rebuke and glared at the white-bearded smith. 'Give me one good
reason to be optimistic and I shall. I will even dance a jig for you! We have
nearly three thousand people living in squalor, and what are we waiting for? To
face famine or slaughter in the spring. Am I wrong?' 'I do
not know if you are wrong, Tovi. That's the truth of it. But you could be.
Concentrate on that. We now have five hundred fighting '56 men,
hard men, fuelled by anger and the need for revenge. By spring we could have
thousands. Then we will see. Why do you need to show such despair? It does no
good.' 'I am
not skilled at hiding my feelings, Grame,' admitted Tovi. 'I am getting old and
I have no fire in my belly. They killed my son, destroyed my village. Now I
feel as if I am waiting for the rest of my family to be put to the sword. I
find it hard to stomach.' Grame
nodded. 'You are not so old, Tovi. And as for your stomach — well, you look
better than you have in years. Felling trees and building cabins has been good
for you. Come the spring, that claymore will have no more weight than a goose
feather. Then you'll find the fire.' Tovi
forced a smile and scanned the camp. To the south the new community hall was
almost half built, the ground levelled, the log walls already around five feet
high. Eighty feet long and thirty wide, the structure when finished would allow
many people of the encampment to gather together in the evenings. This, Tovi
knew, would encourage a greater camaraderie and help lift morale. 'How long
now?' he asked pointing at the structure. 'Five
days. We'll be felling trees on the north slope today. If there's no fresh snow
for a while we might finish in three.' All
around them people were emerging from the huts. Tovi saw the Outlander Obrin.
The man was dressed now in borrowed leggings and a leather tunic; he strolled
to a tree and urinated against the trunk. 'I don't like the man,' said Tovi. 'Aye,
he's iron hard,' Grame agreed. 'It is
not that. There is an arrogance about him that slips under my skin like a
barbed thorn. Look at the way he walks... as if he is a king and all around him
are serfs and vassals.' Grame
chuckled. 'You are seeing too much. Fell walks like that. Sigarni too.' 'Aye,
but they're Highlanders.' Grame's
chuckle became a full-blooded laugh as he clapped his hand on Tovi's shoulder.
'Listen to yourself! Is that not arrogance? Anyway Obrin is a Highlander -
Fell's son.' 'Pah!
Put a wolf in a kilt and it is still a wolf!' Grame
shook his head. 'You are not good company today, Hunt Lord,' he said. Tovi
watched him stride away through the snow. He's
right, thought Tovi, with a stab of guilt. I am the Hunt Lord 157 and I
should be lifting the hearts of my people. He sighed and trudged off towards
Obrin. The warrior had removed his shirt and was kneeling and rubbing snow over
his upper body. As Tovi came closer he saw the web of scars on Obrin's chest
and upper arms. The man looked up at him, his eyes cold. 'Good
morning, Hunt Lord.' 'And to
you, Obrin. How is the training progressing?' Obrin
rose and pulled on his shirt and tunic. 'Six of the groups are proving adequate.
No more than that. The others ...' he shrugged. 'If they don't want to learn,
then I cannot force them.' 'You
don't need to teach a Highlander to fight,' said Tovi. Obrin gave a rare smile
but it did not soften his face. If anything, Tovi realized, it made him look
more deadly. 'That
is true, Hunt Lord. They know how to fight, and they know how to die. What they
don't comprehend is that war is not about fighting and dying. It is about
winning. And no army can win without discipline. A general must know that when
he - or in our case she - gives an order it will be obeyed without question. We
don't have that here. What we have is five hundred arrogant warriors who, upon
seeing the enemy, will brandish their claymores and rush down to die. Just like
the Farlain.' Tovi's
first response was one of anger, but he swallowed it down. What would this
Outlander understand of Highland pride, of the warrior's code? Fighting
involved honour and couage. These Outlanders treated it as a trade. Even so, he
knew that the man was speaking honestly. Worse, he was not wrong. 'Try to
understand, Obrin,' he said, softly. 'Here each man is an individual. Wars
between clans always come down to man against man. There was never any question
of tactics. Even when we fought... your people ... we did not learn. We
charged. We died. You are dealing with a people who have fought this way for
generations. I don't even know whether the older warriors can absorb these new
ideas. So be patient. Try to find some way to appeal to the younger men.
Convince them.' 'I have
already told them what is real,' said Obrin stubbornly. 'And if that wasn't
enough they have the example of the Farlain.' 'We are
a proud people, Obrin. We can be led to the borders of Hell itself, but we cannot
be driven. Can you understand that?" 'I'll
think on it,' said the Outlander. 'But I never was an officer, and I'm no
leader. All I know is what I've learned through seventeen years of bloody war.
But I'll think on it.' A young
woman approached them, a heavy woollen shawl wrapped around her slender
shoulders. 'By your leave, Hunt Lord,' she said, with a curtsey. 'My
grandfather is sick and cannot rise from his bed. Can you come?' 'Aye,
lass,' said Tovi wearily. Obrin
watched the Hunt Lord trudge off through the snow, saw the weariness in the
man. He wears defeat like a cloak, thought the warrior. The former Outlander
wandered away from the camp, climbing high on to the mountainside to the
meeting cave. Three men were already present, and they had lit a fire. Their
conversation faded away as Obrin entered. He walked slowly to the far side of
the fire and sat, glancing down at the two bundles he had left there earlier;
they were untouched. Obrin waited in silence until others arrived, some singly,
some in pairs, others in small groups until twenty-five were assembled. Obrin
rose and looked at their faces. Many of them were scarce more than children.
They waited, sullen and wary. 'No
work today,' said Obrin, breaking the silence. 'Today we talk. Now I am not a
great talker - and even less of a teacher. But at this moment I am all that you
have. So open your ears and listen.' 'Why
should we listen?' asked a young man in the front row. He was no more, Obrin
guessed, than around fourteen years of age. 'You tell us to carry rocks, we
carry rocks. You tell us to run and we run. I do not need to hear the words of
an Outland traitor. Just give us your orders and we shall obey them.' 'Then I
order you to listen,' said Obrin, without trace of anger. His eyes raked the
group. 'Your friendship means nothing to me,' he told them. 'It is worth less
than a sparrow's droppings. We are not here for friendship. What I am trying to
do is give you a chance - a tiny chance - to
defend your loved ones against a powerful enemy. Oh, I know you are prepared to
die. The Farlain have shown us all how well a Highlander can give up his life.
But you don't win by dying. You win by causing your enemy to die. Is that so
hard to understand? The Hunt Lord says a Highlander cannot be driven. Is he
incapable also of learning? If not, how did he acquire the skills to build
homes, weave cloth, make bows and swords? What is so different about war? It is
a game of skill and daring, of move and counter-move. The Outlanders - as you
call them - are masters of war.' 159 'Masters
of slaughter more like!' came a voice from the middle rows. 'Aye,
and slaughter,' agreed Obrin. 'But in a battle they hold together. It is called
discipline. It is nothing to do with honour, or glory. Yet all victories are
based upon it.' Obrin walked to the first of the bundles and flipped back the
blanket covering it. Stooping he lifted a dozen sticks, each no thicker than
his thumb and no longer than his forearm. Tossing them one by one to the nearest
clansmen, he said, 'Break them!' The
first man chuckled and glanced down at the thin length of wood. 'Why?' he
asked. 'Just
do it.' The
sound of snapping wood echoed in the cave, followed by laughter as someone
said, 'The great warrior has certainly taught us to master stick splitting.' 'Easy,
was it not?' said Obrin amiably. 'No trouble. A child could do it. And that,'my
fine clansmen, is how the Outlanders will deal with you. It is not a question
of bravery, or honour. You fight as individuals, single sticks. Now, this is
how the Outlanders fight.' Taking up the second bundle which was also composed
of a dozen sticks, but tightly bound with twine, he tossed it to the jester.
'Come then,' said Obrin, 'show me how you have mastered stick-splitting. Break
them!' The man
stood and held the bundle at both ends. Suddenly he bent his knee and brought
the sticks down hard across his thigh. Several sticks gave, but the bundle
remained intact. Angrily he hurled the sticks on the fire. 'What does it
prove?' he snarled. 'But give me a claymore and I'll show you what I can do!' 'Sit
down lad,' said Obrin. 'I do not doubt your courage. The lesson is a simple one
to absorb. What you saw was two bundles. Each bundle had twelve sticks. One
could be broken, the other could not. It is the same with armies. When the
clans fought at Golden Moor they fought in the only way they knew, shoulder to
shoulder, claymores swinging. They were brought down by archers and slingers,
lancers and pikemen, heavy cavalry and armoured swordsmen. They were beaten
decisively, but not routed. They stood their ground and died like men. By God,
what a waste of courage! Did any here see the Farlain dead?' Several
men spoke up. Obrin nodded and waved them to silence. 'What you saw was easy to
read. The Outlanders were in the valley. The Farlain attacked from the high
ground, sweeping down on them, 160 their
claymores bright in the morning sun. The Outlanders formed a tight shield wall,
their spears extending. The Farlain ran upon the spears, trying to beat a path
through. Then the cavalry came from the right, from their hiding places in a
wood. Archers appeared on the left sending volley after volley into the
Highland ranks. How long did the battle last? Not an hour. Not even half that.
According to Fell it was probably over in a few short minutes. The Outlanders
carried their dead away in a single wagon - ten ... fifteen... twenty bodies at
the most. The Farlain lost hundreds. Are the clans too stupid to learn from
their errors?' They were listening now, intently, their eyes locked to Obrin's
face. 'We all know the animals of the forest, and their ways. When faced with
wolves, a stag will run. The wolves lope after him, slowly robbing him of
strength. At last he turns at bay, and • they come at him from all sides. If he
is strong his horns will kill some, then he dies. You are like the stag. The
Outlanders are the wolves; only they are worse than wolves. They have the horns
of the stag, the stamina and cunning of the wolf pack, the claws of the bear,
and the fangs of the lion. To defeat them, we must emulate them.' 'How do
we do this?' asked the boy who made the earlier jest. 'Your
question is a good beginning,' Obrin told him. 'Understanding is the first key.
All war is based on deception. When you are weak, you make the enemy think you
are strong; when you are strong, make him think you are weak. When you are far
away, make him believe you are near, and when you are near, lead him to think
you are far away. The Outlanders did this to the Farlain. Their scouts must
have told them the clansmen were near, so they hid their cavalry and archers.
The Farlain saw the infantry occupying a weak position and attacked. In doing
so, they walked into the iron jaws of the monster. We will not follow their
example. We will fight on our own terms, choosing our own ground. If necessary,
we will fight and run. We will make them the stag, and we shall be the wolves. 'To
fight like this takes great discipline and enormous strength of heart, but it
is the only way to win. Go now and talk amongst yourselves. Choose a unit
leader from among you; he will be your officer. Pass the word to the other
twenty-five groups. Tell them to appoint one man to represent them. Then I want
all officers to report to me here at dawn tomorrow.' As the
men stood to leave Obrin lifted his hand. 'One more point, my lads. I am from a
Highland people far to the south. We are called 161 the
Arekki. I am the only man of my clan within three hundred miles. I am Obrin,
and I do not lie, cheat or steal. Not once in my life have I betrayed a friend
or comrade, nor have I ever fled from an enemy. The next man to call me a
traitor to my face will die on my sword. Go now!' Sleeting
hail beat against the windows as Asmidir sat at his desk with quill pen in
hand, poring over maps of the Highlands. Two lanterns were glowing close by,
casting gentle light on the sheets of paper littering the desk top. Asmidir
stared hard at the lines on the ancient parchment, trying to picture the pass
of Duane. Sheer to the east, mildly sloping to the west, it opened out into two
box canyons and a long, narrow plain. Dipping his pen into the ink jar he
sketched the pass, adding notations concerning distance and height. Ari
entered, still dressed in his armour of silver and black. He bowed. 'Shall I
bring your food here, lord?' he asked. 'I'm
not hungry. Sit you down.' The tall warrior pulled up a chair and sat. Leaning
forward, Ari's dark eyes scanned the lines of the new map Asmidir was creating. 'Duane
Pass,' he said. 'A good battle site - if the defenders number more than two
thousand. Five hundred could not hold the ridges and would be flanked to the
west. Cavalry would encircle them, then no escape would be possible.' 'Aye,
it is a problem. We need more men. I'd give half of all I own to see Kalia here
with her regiment.' Ari
gave a rare smile. 'Kalia and Sigarni? Panther and hawk. It would be ...
interesting.' 'She is
three thousand miles away - if she still lives. But you are right, it would be
fascinating to see them together. Now, you know these maps as well as I. Where
will the first attack come?' Ari
sifted through the sheets. 'They will bring an army to the first invasion fort.
From there I would think they would swing north-east towards the deeper lands
of the Farlain. They may even split then-force and push north-west into
Pallides territory. I think you are right to choose Duane; it is three miles
south of their first fort.' Asmidir
leaned back and rubbed his tired eyes. 'Duane is a natural battle site. The
enemy trapped below with only one means of escape, the defenders with their
backs to the mountains, able to slip away at 162 the
first sign of impending defeat. As you say, however, we need at least two
thousand. Where else?' Ari
shuffled through the maps. 'With five hundred? Nowhere.' 'Precisely
my thoughts. And the Baron is no fool, he will know our approximate number. Son
of a whore!' Lifting a detailed sketch of an Outland fort, he passed it to Ari.
'What if we took it before they arrived? They'd have no supplies. How long
could we hold them?' 'Four
or five days. But they have three supply forts, not one. They will merely send
a force around us. And then there would be no escape for the defenders. No
prospect of victory either.' Asmidir
pushed himself to his feet and wandered to the window. The snow was falling
thick and fast, piling against the base of the leaded panes. 'My head is
spinning,' he said. 'Tell me something good. Anything.' Ari
chuckled. 'Our enemy is the Baron. He is hot-headed and reckless. Better yet,
he is impatient and will not give us respect in the first battle. That is an
advantage.' 'That
is true,' agreed Asmidir. 'But it is not enough to give him a bloody nose. The
first battle must be decisive.' 'And
that means Duane Pass,' said Ari. 'Which
the Baron will also be aware of.' Asmidir shook his head and laughed. 'Are we
being fools, Ari? Have we waited this long merely to stand and die on a foreign
mountain?' 'Perhaps,'
agreed the warrior. 'Yet a man has to die somewhere.' 'I'm
not ready to die yet. I swore an oath to make the Outlanders pay for the rape
of Kushir. I must honour it — or my spirit will walk forever through the Valley
of Desolation and Despair.' 'I also
swore that oath, lord,' said Ari. 'We all did. Now our hopes rest with the
silver woman.' Asmidir
returned to the table and stared into the dark eyes of the man opposite. 'What
do you think of her, Ari? Could she truly be the One?' The
warrior shrugged. 'I do not know the answer to the second question. As to the
first - I admire her. That is all I can say.' 'It
does not bother you that this Chosen One is a woman?' 'Kalia
is a woman - and she has fought in many wars. And Sigarni's battle plan at
Cilfallen was inspired. Fraught with peril - but inspired.' Asmidir
gathered up the maps and sketches. 'I must be heading back to the mountains
tomorrow. I need to see her.' 'It
will take around four days now,' said Ari. 'The snows have blocked many passes.
Perhaps you should wait for more clement weather.' 'These
mountains do not know the meaning of clement weather,' said Asmidir, with a wry
smile. 'Even in summer the wind can chill a man to the bone.' 'It is
a hard land,' agreed Ari, 'and it breeds hard men. That is another advantage.' Another
warrior entered and bowed. 'There is a man to see you, lord,' he said. 'He came
out of the snow.' 'Do we
know him?' Asmidir asked. 'I have
not seen him before, lord. He is very old, and wears a cloak of feathers.' 'Bring
him in.' The
warrior stepped aside and Taliesen entered. He did not pause or bow but strode
straight to the table. Snow had gathered on his feathered cloak and his
eyebrows and eyelids were tinged with ice. 'She is
gone,' he said. 'The demons are coming - and she has gone!' The
blizzard came suddenly, fierce winds slashing across the mountains, sending up
flurries of ground snow to mix with biting sleet. Sigarni was on open ground
with the temperature dropping fast. Shielding her eyes with a gloved hand, she
looked for shelter. Nothing could be seen. To be caught outside was to die, she
knew, for already the sleet was penetrating her leggings and soaking into the
sheepskin coat she wore; her fur-lined hood was white with ice and her face was
burning with pain. There
was no panic in her, and in the distance she saw a huge fir tree, part buried
in the snow. Striking out for it she waded through a thick drift, half climbing
and half crawling until she reached the lee side of the tree. The branches of
such a fir would spread in a radius of at least ten feet from the trunk, she
knew, and that meant there was likely to be a natural cave below the buried
branches. Lying on her belly, Sigarni began to dig with her hands and arms
pushing aside the freezing snow, burrowing down beneath the boughs. Her pack
snagged against a branch, and snow cascaded down on her. Digging deeper, she
squeezed herself under the bough. Suddenly the snow 164 beneath
her gave way and she slid head first into the natural pocket below. The snow
cave was around seven feet deep and eight feet across, the fir branches above
forming the roof. Out of the biting wind, Sigarni shivered with pleasure. From
the side pocket of her pack she took a small tinder-box and the stub of a thick
candle. Striking the flint, she ignited the dried bark scrapings, gently
blowing them to life, before holding the candle wick over the tiny flames. With
the candle lit, she set it on the ground beside her and leaned back against the
trunk of the fir. She was
cold, and she stared lovingly at the flickering candle flame. The heat from it
would gather in the snow cave - not enough to melt the snow overhead but more
than ample to prevent death from cold. Above her she could hear the ferocity of
the blizzard raking across the mountains, talons of icy sleet ripping at the
land. Here I
am safe, she thought. She closed her eyes. Safe? Only from the blizzard. She had
seen the fear in Fell's eyes as he promised to stand beside her against the
wizard and his demons, but more than this she had remembered the awful events
of her childhood ... They
had been enjoying a supper by the fire - when all the lanterns went out, as if
struck by a fierce wind. Only there was no wind - only a terrible cold that
swept across the room, drowning the heat of the fire under an invisible wave.
Mother had not screamed, or shown any sign of panic, though the fear was there
on her careworn features. She had leapt to the far wall, dragging down a sabre
and tossing it to Father who stood silently in the centre of the room staring
at the door. He looked so strong then, with his full red beard glistening in
the cold firelight. 'Get
under the table, girl,' he told the six-year-old Sigarni. But she had scrambled
to be beside her mother, who had drawn two hunting knives from their sheaths.
Sigarni tugged her mother's skirt. 'I want
a knife,' she said. Her mother forced a smile and looked at her father. Little
Sigarni didn't understand the look then, but now viewing it from the distance
between adulthood and infancy, she knew they were proud of her. The
door exploded inwards and a tall man stood there, dressed in crimson. Sigarni
remembered his face; it was long and lantern-jawed, the eyes deep-set and
small, the mouth full-lipped. He was carrying no weapon. '65 'Ah,'
he said, 'everyone ready to die, I see. Let it be so!' In that moment a huge
tear appeared in her mother's side, blood gushing from the wound. Father leapt
forward, but staggered and shouted in pain as blood welled from talon marks on
his neck. Something brushed Sigarni's dress and she saw the tear across her
shoulder. Father
swung his claymore. It struck something invisible, black blood appearing in the
air. Screaming his battle-cry, he swung on his heel and sent the sword out in a
second whistling arc. It thudded into another unseen assailant - and stuck
there. Blood gushed from Father's mouth and Sigarni saw his chest rip open, his
heart explode from the cavity and fly across the room into the outstretched
hands of the man in red. Sigarni's mother hurled one of her knives at the man,
but it flew by him. Turning she leapt for the window, pushing it open, then
swung back into the room and sprang towards Sigarni, grabbing her by her dress
and lifting her from her feet. Spinning, she hurled the terrified child through
the window. Sigarni
hit hard and rolled, then came upright and looked back at the cabin. Her mother
shouted: 'Run!' Then
her head toppled slowly from her shoulders ... And
Sigarni had run, slipping and sliding down muddy slopes, panic-stricken and
lost, until at last she came to the pool by the Falls... Jerking
her mind back to the present, she peeled off her gloves and extended her hands
to the candle-flame. Fell would be angry that she had left him behind, but he
could not fight the demons. The forester would fare no better than her parents.
No. If she had to die it would be alone. No, she
decided, not alone. I will find a way to kill some of them at least. She sat
for more than an hour, listening to the storm. Finally it swept by and the
silence of the night fell on the mountains. Lifting the candle she blew it out,
returning it to her pocket. Then slowly she climbed from the ice cave, and
continued on her way to the pool by the Falls. The
journey was not an easy one. Many natural landmarks were hidden under drifts,
the very shape of the land subtly altered by wind-sculpted snow. Above her the
clouds cleared, the stars shining bright. The temperature plummeted. Sigarni
pushed on, careful to move with the minimum of effort, anxious not to waste
energy or to 166 become
too hot within her winter clothing. Sweat could be deadly, for it formed a
sheet of freezing ice on the skin. It was
close to midnight when Sigarni struggled over the last rise. Below her the
Falls were silent, frozen in mid-fall, and the pool was a field of snow over
thick ice. Sigarni clambered down to the cave where Taliesen had nursed her.
There was still some firewood stacked against the far wall. Releasing her pack,
she built a blaze. The skin of her face prickled painfully as the heat touched
her, and her fingers were thick and clumsy as she added fuel to the fire. Removing
her top-coat, she opened the pack and lifted clear the contents, setting them
out in neat rows. When to
begin? Tomorrow? Tonight? Fear made her consider tackling the tasks now -
immediately, but she was a Highlander and well understood the perils of fatigue
in blizzard conditions. No.
Tonight she would rest, gathering her strength. Tomorrow the work could begin. Ballistar
awoke when he heard one of the warriors walk along the corridor outside and
knock quietly at Kollarin's door. The dwarf sat up. He could hear voices, but the
words were muffled by the wall. Curious, he scrambled from the bed and ambled
to the door. Outside the former servant, Ari, was talking to Kollarin. The
Outlander was bare-chested, his dark hair hanging loose. 'The Lord needs you
-now,' said Ari. 'In the
middle of the night?' queried Kollarin. 'Can it not wait?' 'Now,'
repeated Ari. 'It is a matter of great urgency.' 'Does
he want me also?' asked Ballistar. Ari
glanced down at the dwarf. 'He did not say so - but I think your counsel would
be most welcome. He will meet you in the Long Hall.' Minutes
later, as Ballistar and Kollarin entered the hall, they saw Taliesen and the
black man sitting by the fire. Ballistar cursed under his breath. He tugged the
hem of Kollarin's green tunic. 'Sorcerer,' he whispered. As the two men
approached the fire, Asmidir beckoned them to sit. 'Sigarni
has left the encampment,' he said. 'It is imperative that we find her swiftly.' 'Why
would she go?' asked Ballistar. Asmidir switched his gaze to Taliesen and the
old man took a deep breath. 167 'How
much do you know of her childhood?' he asked. 'Everything.' 'Then
you will recall how her ... parents were killed.' Ballistar
felt his heartbeat quicken, and his mouth was suddenly dry. 'They were killed
by ... by demons.' 'By
demons, yes. Summoned by an enchanter who calls himself Jakuta Khan. There is
much that I cannot tell you, but you should know this: Jakuta has returned.
Twice already he has tried to capture Sigarni. Once as a babe. I thwarted him
then, with the help of Caswallon. Then he found where we had hidden her and
came again, killing her guardians. I thought he was finished then, but somehow
he survived. We must find her.' 'Why
does he want to kill her? Is he hired by the Baron?' asked Kollarin. 'No.
This goes back a very long way. As I said, I cannot tell you everything. But
the heart of the matter is Sigarni's blood, or more accurately her blood line.
She is of the blood of kings. Those who understand the mystic arts will know
why that is important to Jakuta.' Kollarin
nodded. Ballistar looked from one to the other. 'Well, I don't know,' he said.
'Why?' 'Power,'
Kollarin told him. 'It is believed that the soul of a king carries great power.
To sacrifice such a man would bestow enormous power on the one who carried out
the deed. It is said that the Demon Lord, Salaimun, conquered the world after
killing three kings. I don't know whether there be truth in such tales.' 'Some
truth,' said Taliesen. 'Salaimun made pacts with the Lords of the pits. He fed
them blood and souls in return for power. Jakuta made a similar pact. But he
has failed - twice.' 'As far
as I understand it,' said Asmidir, 'if you fail then your own soul is consumed.
Is that not one of the dangers of necromancy?' 'It
should be,' agreed Taliesen. 'I can only surmise that Jakuta used a familiar
through which to cast his spells of summoning.' 'A
familiar?' echoed Ballistar. 'A
conduit,' Kollarin told him. 'The sorcerer uses an apprentice, who is placed in
a trance. The spell is then spoken through the apprentice. If it fails, the
demons take the soul of the conduit... the familiar.' 'Enough
of this!' stormed Taliesen. 'We are not here to educate the dwarf. Can you find
her, Kollarin?' 168 Kollarin
shook his head. 'Not from here. I must go to where she last slept, then I will
pick up her spirit trail.' 'It
will take three days in the snow,' said Asmidir. The black man swung to the
sorcerer. 'However, it did not take you three days, Taliesen. Do you know
another path?' 'Aye,
but none of you could walk it," he said despondently. 'Why do
you need to be in the hut Kollarin?' asked Ballistar. 'Could you not merely
track her by using a piece of her clothing?' 'I am
not a bloodhound, you idiot! I don't follow the trail with my snout to the
snow!' 'Then
how do you hone your talent?' asked Asmidir. 'It is
hard to explain. But for me a person leaves an essence of themselves in any
building. It fades over a period of weeks, but once I hook to it I can follow
it anywhere.' 'And
where is such an ... essence . .. most strongly felt?' 'In a
bed, or a favourite chair. Sometimes attached to a family member, or a close
friend." 'By
going to the hut, could you gain a sense of her ultimate destination?' 'No,'
admitted Kollarin. 'I would follow the trail.' 'Damn!'
said Asmidir. 'It brings us no closer. What of you, Taliesen? You are a
sorcerer. You claim to be able to see the future. How then do you not know her
whereabouts?' 'Pah!'
said the old man. 'You think in straight lines. You talk of a future. There are
thousands upon thousands. New futures begin with every heartbeat. Aye, in all
of them Sigarni is the Chosen One. In some of them she even succeeds for a
while. In most of them she dies, young and unfulfilled. I am seeking the one
future among so many. I do not know where she is; I don't know why she has run
away. Perhaps in this future she lacks courage.' 'Nonsense,'
said Ballistar, reddening. 'She would not flee. If she knew the demons were
coming she would try to think of a way of fighting them. I know her - better
than any of you. She has gone to choose her ground.' 'Where
would that be?' asked Asmidir. 'That is the question. And why did she not come
to us to aid her?' 'Her
father was a great fighter,' said Ballistar, 'but he was torn to pieces. She
would not take her friends into such peril. Who among us could fight demons?' 'I
could, but I wasn't here,' said Taliesen. 'My people are fighting a war in
another time. They needed me.' 'There
was no one she could turn to,' said the dwarf. 'Therefore she will fight
alone." 'Wait!'
said Taliesen, his eyes brightening. 'There is one she would turn to. I know
where she is!' 'Where?'
Asmidir asked. 'The
cave by the pool. She has an ally there. I must go!' Taliesen rose. Ballistar
lifted his hand. 'A moment, please,' said the dwarf. 'Do you know what Sigarni
took with her when she left?' 'Knives,
balls of twine, some food, a bow, arrows. What does it matter?' asked the
sorcerer. 'It
matters more than you think,' said Ballistar. 'You had better let me come with
you.' 170 9 SIGARNI
PUT OUT her hand to the fire. The warmth was both welcoming and reassuring.
When the demons had killed her parents all heat had vanished from the blaze in
the hearth. This, she reasoned, would be her only warning that death was close.
She stared at her hands. There were blisters on her palms and on the inside
joints of her fingers; one had bled profusely and they were painful. It was
the eve of her second day by the frozen Falls and she had worked hard through
the hours of daylight. Fear was a constant companion, but somehow that fear was
eased merely by being alone. Sigarni the Huntress had no other concerns now
save to stay alive. To do that she must somehow defeat a wizard and his demons. They
can be killed, she thought. Father struck one of them and black blood flowed
from it. And that which bleeds can die. Banking up the fire, she drew her sabre
and honed the edge with a whetstone. Outside the light was failing fast.
Sigarni hooked her quiver of arrows over her shoulder and kept the bow close at
hand. Will it
be like last time, she wondered? Will the man in red come first? And if he
does, how many creatures of the dark will be with him? How many had been back
at the cabin on that awful day? One? Two? More? How could she tell? Father had
been struck first. Perhaps it was the same creature which slew her mother. Sigarni
had made plans for three. The
wind was building outside, and flurries of snow were blowing into the
cave-mouth. A distant wolf howled. The fire crackled and spat and Sigarni
knocked a burning cinder from her leggings. Feeling drowsy, she took up her bow
and walked to the mouth of the cave, drawing a deep, cold breaths. How long
since you slept? Too long, she realized. If they did not come tonight, she
would catch a few hours after dawn. 171 Perhaps
they won't find me here, she thought suddenly. Perhaps I am safe. The
moon shone in a cloudless sky, but the wind continued to blow flurries of snow
across the frozen pool, rising like a white mist and sparkling in the
moonlight. The air was cold against her face, but she could just feel the
warmth of the fire behind her. Alone
in the wilderness of white Sigarni found herself thinking of her life, and the
great joys she had known. It saddened her that she had not appreciated those
joys when she had them; those glorious golden days with Abby and Lady, walking
the high country without a care. Recalling them was a strange experience, as if
she was looking through a window on to the life of a twin. And she wondered
about the white-haired girl she could remember. How could she have lived in
such a carefree manner? Her
thoughts roved on, and Bernt's sweet face appeared from nowhere. Sigarni felt a
swelling in her throat and her eyes misted. He had loved her. Truly, loved her.
How callous she had been. Is this alia punishment for my treatment of you,
Bernt? Is God angry with me? There was no way of knowing. If it is, I will bear
it. A white
owl swooped over the trees - silent killer, silent flight. Sigarni remembered
the first time she had seen such a creature. After the murder of her parents
she had lived with old Gwalchmai. He had walked her through the woods on many a
night, educating her to the habits of the nocturnal creatures of the forest.
The old drunkard had proved a fine foster-father, restricting his drinking to
when Sigarni was asleep. Sigarni
sighed. Only a few short months ago she had been a wilful and selfish woman,
revelling in her freedom. Now she was the leader of a fledgling army with
little hope of survival. Survival?
She shivered. Will you survive the night? Weariness
sat upon her like a boulder, but the bow felt good in her hands. I am not a
child now, she thought, running from peril. I am Sigarni the Huntress, and
those who come for me do so at the risk of their lives. Moving
back into the cave, she added two large chunks of dead wood to the fire, then
returned to the entrance. Doubts
blossomed constantly. Your father mas a great fighter ,but he lasted only
afea> heartbeats. 'He did
not know they were coming,' she said, aloud. 'He was not prepared.' 772 How can
you prepare against demons of the dark? 'They
have flesh, even if they cannot be seen. Flesh can be cut.' Fear
rose like a fire in her belly, and she allowed the flames to flicker. Fear is
life, fear is caution, she told herself. You are
a woman alone! 'I am a
Highlander and a hunter. I am of the blood of heroes, and they will not bring
me to despair and panic. They will notP A
silver fox moved out into the open and padded across to the poolside. 'Hola!'
shouted Sigarni. The noise startled the beast and it leapt out on to the ice and
ran across the pool. As it reached the centre it swerved to the left, then
raced to the other side. Sigarni's eyes narrowed. Why had it swerved? What did
it see? Whatever it was remained invisible within the snow mist. Sigarni ran
back to the fire; it was still warm. Notching an arrow to her short hunting
bow, she returned to the cave-mouth and waited. Long
minutes passed. Then he appeared, walking with care upon the ice. He was not as
tall as she remembered, but then she had only looked upon him with the eyes of
a child. Shorter than Fell, he was a stocky man, his belly straining at the red
leather coat he wore. His hair was black, close-cropped, silver at the temples,
his face fleshy and round. His leggings and boots were red, as was the
ankle-length cloak he wore. Sigarni
drew back the bow-string, took careful aim, and waited as he approached. The
man saw her, and continued to move closer. Forty feet, thirty. He looked up and
smiled. Sigarni let fly and the arrow flashed through the air. He raised his
hand and the shaft burst into flame. She notched another. 'Don't
waste your energy, child,' he said, his voice surprisingly light and pleasant.
'This is the day you die - and move on to worlds undreamed of. Great adventures
await you. Accept your destiny with joy!' The
temperature in the cave plummeted. Something moved behind her... instantly
Sigarni leapt out and ran to the right, toward a gentle, tree-covered slope.
She did not look back, keeping her eyes to the trail. Halfway up the slope she suddenly
twisted to the right once more, cutting behind a snow-covered screen of low
bushes. The moonlight was bright and she stared at the snow, and the footprints
she had left behind. Alongside
them now she saw other footprints, huge and appearing as if
by magic. They were moving inexorably towards her at great speed. Drawing back
the bow-string, she aimed high and released the shaft. It travelled no more
than twenty feet before stopping suddenly, half of its length disappearing. A
terrible screech sounded, and she saw dark blood pumping out around the arrow.
She loosed a second. This too thudded home into her invisible assailant. 'Come
on, you whoreson!' shouted Sigarni. The creature roared and charged, much
faster now, smashing aside the screen of bushes. An invisible leg punched
against a hidden length of twine, dislodging the slip ring and springing the
toggle. Released from tension, a spear-thick sapling whiplashed back into a
vertical position. The three sharpened stakes bound to it, each more than a
foot long, plunged into the creature's chest. It thrashed and screamed. The
sapling was snapped, but the stakes remained embedded in the invisible flesh.
Then it fell and the roaring faded to a low moan. This too died away. Sigarni
did not wait for the death throes, and was already running as the trap was
sprung. Angling across the fresh-fallen snow she ran up the slope, cutting to
the left until she was just below the crest of the hill. There were no trees or
bushes close by. Dropping to her knees, she notched an arrow and waited. No more
than a few heartbeats passed before she saw first one, then two sets of
footprints being stamped into the snow. Anger flared in her, fuelling her
determination. The closest of the creatures struck the first trip-wire. As the
trigger bar was dislodged the rough-made long-bow hidden beneath a snow-covered
lattice of thin branches released its deadly missile. Four feet long, the
sharpened stick had been barbed all along its length. It slammed into the first
creature at what to Sigarni appeared to be lower belly height. She had no time
to revel in the strike, for the second creature was almost upon her. The
second hidden bow loosed its deadly shaft - and missed! With no
time to shoot, Sigarni dropped the bow and took a running dive down the hill,
landing on her shoulder and rolling headlong towards the lake. Halfway down she
felt her sabre snap, then belt and scabbard tore free. Sigarni staggered to her
feet. There was one more trap, but it was some way to the left of the cave. Too
far. Spinning
round, she saw the terrifying footprints closing in on her right. A low sound
came from the left. Sigarni ducked down - just as talons ripped into her
shoulder. The silver chain-mail she wore stopped
her flesh being ripped from her bone, but even so she was picked up and hurled
ten feet through the air, landing hard on the snow-covered ice pool. Both
creatures now made their way after her. Sigarni
pushed herself upright and began to run. She had one hope now — perhaps the ice
at the pool's centre would not support the weight of the beasts pursuing her. The
creatures were closing on her and Sigarni could hear the pounding of their
taloned feet upon the ice. The sabre was gone, but she still had her knife. Damned
if I'll die running, she thought. Skidding to a stop, she drew the hunting
knife and spun to face them. The swirling snow highlighted their bulk,
plastering against the skin of their chests and bellies. In the moonlight they
appeared as hairless bears. Flipping the knife and taking the blade in her
hand, 'Bite on this, you ugly bastard!' she yelled, hurling the weapon with all
her might. The point lanced home in the belly of the first; she saw its head go
back and a terrible cry of pain and rage echoed in the mountains. The
creature took two steps forward, then fell to the ice. The last of them closed
in on Sigarni. . . and stopped. An
eerie glow was enveloping it now, faint and golden. It was indeed a hairless
bear, though the head was round, the ears and nose humanoid. The beast's eyes
were large, and slitted like a great cat. Malevolence shone in the creature's
golden gaze as it stood blinking in the strange light. 'Kill
her!' shouted the man in red, beginning to run across the ice. 'Kill her!' The
noise caused the creature to jerk its head. It blinked, then focused again on
Sigarni. Thin lips drew back to expose a set of sharp teeth. Long arms came up,
talons gleaming in the moonlight. 'Step
aside, girl,' came a calm voice. Sigarni scrambled back. The
glowing figure of Ironhand was standing before the creature now, a two-handed
sword held ready. He was translucent and shimmering, and Sigarni could not
believe such an insubstantial figure could hold back the power of the beast. As
the creature growled and leapt, the golden-lit sword flashed out, cleaving
through the huge chest. There was no blood, and no visible wound. But the demon
tottered back and then sank into the ice. The
red-garbed wizard looked horror-struck as the last of the beasts
fell. Ironhand swung to him. 'It's been a long time, Jakuta,' he said. 'You
can't hurt me. You might be able to slay a demon's soul - but you cannot harm
the living!' 'Indeed
I cannot. Nor will I have to. Is this not the third time you have tried to
steal Sigarni's soul? And where is your familiar?' The
wizard blanched. Slowly he drew a wickedly curved dagger. 'There is still
time,' he said. 'She cannot stand against me.' 'There
is no time, Jakuta,' Ironhand told him. 'I can see them now!' The
wizard spun. Heavy footprints were thumping down in the snow. Scores of them ..
. Dropping
his knife, the wizard began to run. Sigarni saw him make fewer than twenty
paces before his body was lifted into the air. His arms and legs were torn from
him and his screams were awful to hear. They were cut off abruptly as his head
rolled to the ice. 'You
should have called upon me,' Ironhand told the stunned woman. 'I
needed to fight them alone,' she said. 'I
would expect no less from Ironhand's daughter,' he told her. Just as
the dawn light crept over the mountains a tiny pocket of darkness opened like a
black teardrop on the hillside overlooking the frozen falls. Taliesen stepped
from it, leading a blindfolded Ballistar. As his feet touched the snow-covered
earth Ballistar collapsed to the ground, trembling. Tearing loose the
blindfold, he blinked in the light. Taliesen gave a dry chuckle. 'I told you
the way would not be to your liking,' he said. 'Sweet
Heaven,' whispered the dwarf. 'What kind of beasts made the noises I heard?' 'You do
not wish to know,' said Taliesen. 'Now let us find Sigarni, for I am already
growing cold.' 'Wait!'
ordered the dwarf, pushing himself to his feet and brushing snow from his
leggings. 'What
now?' 'There
are traps set,' Ballistar told him. 'She did not come here to hide - she came
to fight. Now give me a moment to gather my wits, and I will lead you to her.' 'There
may be no need,' said Taliesen softly, pointing to the ice- 176 covered
pool. Ballistar saw the patches of blood smeared across the ice. He and
Taliesen moved carefully down the slope. Then the dwarf spotted what appeared
to be two boulders close to the centre of the pool. 'Atrolls,' said Taliesen.
'Creatures of the First Pit.' A
severed human leg was half buried in snow. Taliesen tugged it clear. The boot
was still in place. 'Not hers,' said the wizard. 'That is promising.' Ballistar
backed away from the grisly find - and stepped on a human hand. 'Dear
god, what happened here?' he said. 'Aha!'
hissed Taliesen, finding the head of Jakuta Khan. Lifting it by the ears, he
brought it up until he could look into the grey corpse face. 'Well, well,' he
said. 'Come to me, Jakuta!' The
corpse eyes flipped open, and blinked twice. The mouth began to move, but there
were no sounds. 'No good trying to speak, my boy,' said Taliesen, with a cruel
smile. 'You have no throat. I take it I called you back from your torment. It
must be so very terrible. Are they still hunting you? Of course they are.'
Ballistar saw tears form in the sunken eyes. 'Well, I can help you there,
Jakuta. Would you prefer your spirit to live for a while in this hapless skull,
free from terror? You would?' Gently he laid the head upon the ice, then spoke
in a harsh tongue unknown to Ballistar. The ice around the severed head began
to melt away. Taliesen knelt by it. 'As long as there is still flesh upon the
skull you will be safe here, Jakuta. But when the fishes have stripped it away,
you will return to the pit.' The ice gave, the head falling into the cold water
beneath as Taliesen stood. 'How
was it still alive?' asked Ballistar. 'I
called him back. I fear his stay will be brief.' 'It was
terribly cruel.' Taliesen
laughed. 'Cruel? You have no idea of what he suffered where he was. He called
upon the creatures of the Pit for help - and failed them. Now he dwells with
them in perpetual torment. I have given him a short respite from that.' 'At the
bottom of an ice lake. How kind you are!' sneered Ballistar. 'I
never claimed to be kind. I am certainly not disposed towards mercy for such as
he. Jakuta Khan caused the death of Ironhand and destroyed a dynasty that might
have changed the course of our history. He did it for profit, for greed. Now he
pays. You want me to grieve for him, dwarf?' Ballistar
nodded. 'Yes, that would be good. For in what way are you 177 different
from him, Taliesen? You delight in his suffering and you add to his torment. Is
that not evil?' Taliesen's
eyes narrowed. 'Who are you, dwarf, to lecture me? I have fought evil for ten
times your lifetime. Even now in my own land the ancestors of these Outlanders
are waging a war that will see hundreds, perhaps thousands, of my people die.
What pity I have is for them. And there is nothing that I would not do to save
them. Now, find me the woman!' Ballistar
swung away from him and walked back across the ice. With care he climbed the
slope before the cave, feeling his way forward. 'For the sake of Heaven!'
hissed Taliesen. 'Why the delay? I am freezing to death out here!' Ballistar
ignored him. Some way to the left he halted, his hands burrowing into the snow.
'What now?' asked Taliesen, exasperated. There
was a sharp hiss, then a sapling reared upright, whiplashing back and forth.
Three sharpened stakes were bound to it. 'It is a pig spear-trap,' said
Ballistar, 'but angled to strike high. The twine is connected to a ring at the
end of the trip-wire ...' 'Yes,
yes, I need no instruction. Are there more?' 'We
will see,' said Ballistar. The cave was no more than forty feet away, yet it
took the two men almost half an hour to reach it. Taliesen was the first
inside, where Sigarni was sleeping by a dying fire. The wizard sat down beside
her. Satisfied
that she was alive, Ballistar walked away. 'Where are you going?' 'There
may be more traps. I don't want some unsuspecting traveller to spring one.' Outside
the dwarf took several deep breaths. His relief was almost palpable: Sigarni
was alive! Ballistar stood for a moment scanning the area. To the right he
could see a huge grey corpse, two arrows in its chest and three stakes in its
back. One trap. On the hillside there was another body. Ballistar
trudged out towards it. For two
hours he searched the land around the pool. There were no more traps. Returning
to the cave he found Sigarni still asleep, with the wizard dozing beside her.
Taliesen awoke as he entered. ''Four creatures were killed,' said the dwarf,
squatting by the fire and extending his hands to the heat. One had a dagger in
its heart, one was 178 slain
by a pig spear-trap, the third by a lance-arrow. There was no mark on the
fourth.' 'She
did well,' agreed the sorcerer. 'How
did she pierce their skin?' asked Ballistar. 'I could not pull her dagger free.
It was as if it was embedded in stone.' 'It
was,' said Taliesen. 'You have seen the corpses of men stiffen in death?'
Ballistar nodded. 'With the Atrolls it is many times as powerful. The corpses
turn grey, like rocks, then within a few days they putrefy and disappear. Even
the bones rot." 'Will
more come?' 'It is
unlikely, though not impossible. Jakuta pursued Sigarni through the Gateways of
Time. He had to, for his soul was pledged against her death. I know of no other
sorcerer hunting her.' 'Why
did he seek her?' 'Perhaps
she will tell you that when she wakes,' said Taliesen. 'And now I am tired. I
shall sleep. Be so kind as to fetch wood and keep the fire blazing.' Sigarni
stood on the battlements, staring out over the flanks of the mountains and the
distant peak of High Druin. Ironhand stood beside her, his huge hand on her
shoulder. Moonlight glistened on his braided silver beard, and shone from his
silver chain-mail and breastplate. She felt power radiating from him,
encompassing her, bathing her in its warmth. 'Where are we?' she asked. 'You
mean you don't recognize it?' he said, mystified. 'I'm sure that I have created
it perfectly. Perhaps you need to see it from the outside?' 'I know
this area,' she told him. 'There is nothing here save a few wooded hills.' 'That
cannot be!' he said, his hand of red iron sweeping out to encompass the hills.
'This is my stronghold of AJ-Druin. It was here that I fought the Four Armies,
and slew their champion, Grayle.' Sigarni saw the sadness in his eyes. 'I'm
sorry, Ironhand. I have travelled these hills all my life. There are some
broken stones that show there was once a large dwelling place here. But it is
long gone. And not even the eldest of the Loda know what stood here.' 'Ah
well,' he said, turning from the parapet, 'it is... was... merely 179 stone.
And at least you can see it now. Come inside and we will talk. I have a fire
prepared; it will offer no heat, but is pretty to look upon.' The scene shimmered
and Sigarni found herself in a rectangular room, velvet curtains covering the
high windows. A log fire blazed in the hearth but, as Ironhand predicted, it
burned without heat. 'How is
it done?' she asked, running her hand through the flames. 'Here
all is illusion. We are spirits, you and I.' The giant warrior, clad now in a
simple tunic of green, with soft leather troos, sat himself down in a deep
chair. Sigarni seated herself on the bearskin rug before the fire. 'It took a
long rime to learn how to do all this,' he said, waving his hand to encompass
the room. 'I do not know how long, for there is no sense of the passage of
time. To me it was an eternity. Now it is the only home I know - save for the
pool by the Falls where my body lies.' Sigarni sat silently, aware that his
sorrow was great. 'Ironhand's Falls. It is a beautiful place,' he continued,
forcing a smile. 'A man could choose far worse for his death. During the
centuries I have watched the trees grow and die in that wondrous cycle of
birth, growth and death. People too - hunters, wanderers, tinkers, clansmen,
foreign soldiers. And I saw you, Sigarni, diving from the edge of the Falls,
straight as an arrow. I was there when you found my bones. But I could not
speak, for you were not ready to listen. You can have no idea how good it is to
speak to another soul.' 'Are
there no others here?' she asked. 'No,
not now. This is my world, the silent kingdom of Ironhand. Others have come,
demons and evil spirits. I slew them, and now the others avoid my ... lands.' 'You
must be lonely.' He
nodded. 'I hope you will never know how much. I would give anything - accept
the darkness and solitude of the true grave for just one hour in your mother's
company. It is not yet to be. I can accept that.' 'My
mother?' asked Sigarni. 'You knew her?' 'Did
you not listen to me back at the pool? You are my daughter, Sigarni. Your
mother was my wife, Elarine. I see her in you, the same strength of purpose,
the same pride.' 'But
you lived hundreds and hundreds of years ago. I can't be your daughter! It is
not possible! I knew my mother and father - lived with them until they were
slain.' 'For
all my faults, Sigarni, I was never a liar. Not in life, and 180 certainly
not in death. You were born in the last year of my life, when enemies I thought
were friends were meeting in secret with plans to destroy me. When I did learn
of their plans I urged Elarine to run, to cross the water. She would not.' He
smiled at the memory. ' "We will fight them," she said. "We will
conquer once more." I tried. My wizards were slain, all mystic protection
lost to me. That was the work of Jakuta Khan. I tried to reach Elarine, but the
assassins trapped me at the Falls. I died there. Elarine died at Kashar. I learned
this from Taliesen, when he summoned my spirit to the Falls. You were a babe
then. He and Caswallon carried you through a Gateway and left you with your new
parents: a fine couple, unable to have children of their own. Taliesen
disguised you, changing the colour of your hair.' Reaching out, he stroked her
head. 'All our family are born with silver hair. We took it as a sign of
greatness. Perhaps that was arrogance. Perhaps not. We did become kings, after
all. And not one foreign enemy ever brought us low.' 'How
did my mother die?' asked Sigarni. 'Did Taliesen tell you this?' 'Aye,
he told me. She had a sabre in her hand, the blood of the enemy staining it.
And as she died she cursed them.' He rose and turned away from her, a tall man
of immense power and even stronger grief. His head was bowed and Sigarni went
to him taking his hand in hers. 'Why
are you here?' asked Sigarni tenderly. 'Why not in paradise, or wherever it is
that heroes go?' He
smiled. 'I had to wait, Sigarni. I made a promise, a sacred oath, that I would
come again when my people needed me. I have felt the desire to quit this place
many times, seen the far light shining. But I will not travel the swans' path
until the time is right.' 'Perhaps
she waits for you there, Elarine.' 'Aye, I
have thought of that often. But I never made a promise I did not fight to keep.
Now that promise is upon me. For you are the heir to Ironhand, you are the hope
of the Highlands.' 'But
how can you help me?' she asked. 'You are a spirit, a ghost. What can you do
within the world of men?' 'Nothing,'
he admitted. 'But you can. And I shall continue to teach you what it means to
be a king. I will recreate battles for you, and you shall see how they are
fought and won. I will show you my life, the traitors and the friends, the good
and the deceitful, the 181 brave
and the unmanly. All of this and more you will experience here.' 'How
long will this take?' 'As
before, you could be with me for what seems like years, yet when you awake only
a single night will have passed. Trust me, my daughter. When you return you
will be closer to the warrior queen they have longed for.' 'I
forgot much of what passed between us before. In the true world all this will
seem a hazy dream.' 'The
knowledge will be there,' he said. 'As it was at Cilfallen.' 'That
was your doing?' Ironhand
shook his head and led her back to the fire. 'Not at all. It was you! What I
did was to open your mind to the ways of war. I never lost a battle, Sigarni,
for when forced to fight I was always prepared with lines of retreat and
secondary plans. And I understood the importance of speed- of thought, of
action. You have a fast mind, and great courage. You will teach your enemies to
fear you.' 'We
have a very small army,' said Sigarni. 'The enemy is large, well disciplined,
and used to the ways of war.' 'Aye,
it was the same with me, at the very beginning. There is, however, an advantage
in such a situation. An army is like a man. It needs a head, and a heart, two
good arms, two sound legs. It requires a strong belly and a solid backbone.
Now, while it is yet small, is the time to lay the foundations of your force.' 'Which
is the leader,' asked Sigarni, 'the head or the heart?' He
chuckled. 'Neither. He - or in this case she- must be the soul. Take heed, my
daughter. Choose your men with great care, for some will be exceptional when
commanding small forces, less capable with larger groups. Others will seem too
cautious, yet when the swords are drawn will fight like devils.' 'And
how do I know which to choose?' 'Honour
your instincts, and never cease to be vigilant. You can read a general by the
attitudes of his men. They may fear him or love him— that is generally of no
consequence. Look at their discipline. See how fast or how badly they react.
The men are merely an extension of the captain commanding them.' 'How
then does the soul operate?' 'The
head suggests the plans, the heart gives men spirit, the backbone gives them
strength, the belly gives them confidence. The soul gives them the cause to
fight for. Men will fight well for loot and plunder,
for pride and honour. But when the cause is perceived as noble they will fight
like demi-gods.' Sigarni
sighed. 'All this I can understand. But when the war starts I cannot keep
travelling to the Falls to speak with you, to ask your advice. I will be alone
then, and my lack of experience could condemn us all.' 'I
cannot be with you always, Sigarni, for this is your world and your time. When
the spring comes, dive once more into the pool and swim to where my bones rest.
Take one small fragment and keep it with you. Then you may call upon me and I
will be with you. Let no one know of this, and never speak to me unless you are
alone. Now let us begin with your lessons.' Fell
was tired, his spirits low as he stood in the new long hut, watching Sigarni
discussing tactics and strategies with Asmidir, Obrin, Tovi and Grame. The
Pallides man, Loran, was present, sitting quietly, offering nothing but listening
intently. Beside him was the colossal Mereth. Gwyn Dark-eye, Bakris Tooth-gone
and other group leaders were also seated on the floor before Sigarni, who
occupied the only chair. In all there were close to forty people present. It
seemed to Fell that the meeting was drifting aimlessly, yet Sigarni seemed
unperturbed. Some were for storming the three Outland forts, others for sending
raiding parties into the Lowlands. Voice after voice was raised in the debate,
often resulting in petty arguments. Fell
soon became oblivious to it all, allowing the sound to wash over him. Tired, he
sat with his back to the wall, resting his head against the wood. The late
summer seemed so far away now, when he had travelled to Sigarni's cabin to have
his wound stitched. Her beauty had dazzled him, and left a heaviness in his
heart that would not ease. She was so different now, tense as a bow-string, her
eyes cold and distant. She no longer laughed, and gone was the lightness of
heart and the carefree joy she once exhibited. Now she kept a distance from her
followers, allowing no man to come close. A week before Fell had been
explaining some of the logistical problems to her and had touched her arm.
Sigarni had drawn back as if stung. She had said nothing, but had moved further
away from him. Though hurt by it, Fell saw that he was not the only man to
affect Sigarni in the same way. No one could approach within touching distance
of her, save the dwarf. He would sit at her feet, as he was doing now. 183 Fell
rubbed his bloodshot eyes. Food was running low. There had not been enough salt
to preserve all the meat, and much of it was now bad. The only cattle left were
breeding stock, and to kill these would cause great grief among the clan, and
ensure future famine. It had been bad enough slaughtering all the others. Grown
men had wept at the loss. All cattlemen understood the need of the winter cull,
for there was not enough fodder gathered to feed all the animals through this
hardest of seasons. But to lose all the hay meant the destruction of whole
herds, the loss of prize bulls which were the result of generations of
breeding. The
period of late midwinter was always a time of hardship, when the milk cows
dried and the meat was all but gone. This year would be ten times worse, and it
would be followed by a terrible war. Fell
drifted into a troubled sleep, only to be awoken by the sounds of men pushing
themselves to their feet. Cold air touched him as the doors were pushed open
and the forester struggled to his feet, dizzy and disoriented. Loran, Asmidir,
Obrin, Tovi and Grame all remained behind, as did Ballistar. Fell decided to
leave them to it and moved to the door, but Sigarni called him back. 'I need
some sleep,' he said. 'You
can sleep later,' she told him, then turned to the others. Fell walked to where
they all sat and joined them. Sigarni stood. 'Obrin has now appointed
twenty-five group leaders,' she said. 'It is therefore time for our warriors to
know the structure of our leadership. There will be two wings in the army.
Grame will lead one, and Fell the other. Obrin will retain responsibility for
training, and will also captain a third and smaller force; the role of this
third force I will discuss with you later. Tovi, you will relinquish the role
of Hunt Lord, passing it to me. From that moment you will remain in charge of
all supplies, the gathering of food and its distribution; you will liaise with
Loran. Later you will have a second role, and that we will discuss tomorrow.' Fell
glanced at the former baker, and saw that his face had grown pale. Tovi had
worked as hard as any during and after the exodus from Loda lands. To lose his
role as Hunt Lord was bitterly hard, and would be seen as a humiliation. No one
spoke. All waited for Tovi's reaction. The man
pushed himself to his feet and walked slowly from the building. As the door
closed Fell spoke. 'That was not right,' he said. 'It was cold cruelty and the
man deserved more than that.' 184 'Deserve?'
countered Sigarni. 'Did his son deserve to die? Do the Loda deserve to be
living in the mountains as beggars, their homes destroyed? Did I deserve... ?'
Abruptly Sigarni returned to her seat, and Fell could see her struggling to
control her anger. 'The decision is made,' she said at last. 'The left and
right wings of the army will be ledby you and Grame. Obrin will select your
groups tomorrow; discuss the dispositions with him. Once your wings are
organized you will work with them, testing your officers, and if necessary
promoting others.' 'Does
Asmidir have no role?' asked Fell. 'I understood he was once a general.' 'He
will advise me. Now the hour is late, and as you said, Fell, you are in need of
sleep. We will meet here tomorrow night, and then I will tell you of Obrin's
force and what they must do.' The men
rose to their feet and walked from the room, leaving only Obrin with Sigarni. Fell
stepped into the moonlight, Grame beside him. The white-bearded smith clapped
him on the shoulder. 'Do not be so downhearted, general,' he said. 'If Tovi is
honest he will admit to his relief. His heart is not in war.' 'It
would have been more kind had she spoken to him alone.' The
smith nodded. 'She's been through the fire, boy, and it does tend to burn away
softness. And she'll need to be harder yet, if the Loda are to survive.' 'Those
words should be chiselled in stone,' said Asmidir softly, from behind them. The
two clansmen said nothing. Neither was comfortable in the presence of the black
man. He smiled and shook his head, then politely bade them good night and
headed for his own small hut. 'I
don't like that man,' said Grame. 'He can
be trusted,' said Ballistar, from where he was standing unnoticed by the door.
'I'd stake my life on it.' 'I
didn't say he couldn't be trusted, little man. I just don't like him; there's
no heart in him.' Snow
began to fall once more and the bitter wind came down from the north. Fell
pulled his cloak around his shoulders. 'I'm for sleep,' he said. 'I feel like I
haven't closed my eyes since autumn.' Ill
stay up for a while yet,' said Grame. 'She gave us much to think about.' He
grinned at Ballistar. 'I still have a jug of Gwalchmai's throat burner. You're
welcome to a dram.' Ballistar
chuckled. 'Just the one, mind.' Fell left them and wandered away. Obrin's
anger was hard to contain as he stood before Sigarni. 'If you want me to die,
why not just ask one of your soldiers to do it? Or you could cut my throat
now!' 'I am
not looking for you to die, Outlander.' The coldness of her tone only served to
inflame him further. Obrin
forced a laugh. 'Come now, lady, there's no one else here. I see the way you
look at me: loathing and hatred. You think I've never seen it before? What I
don't understand is why you'd want to send a hundred of your own men to die
with me.' 'Are
you finished?' stormed Sigarni, rising from her chair. 'Or have you still some
whining to do?' She stood directly before him, her eyes blazing. 'You are
entirely correct in your assessment of my feelings towards you. Perhaps towards
all men, including clansmen. There is no room in my heart for love. No room. In
less than twelve weeks an army will descend on these mountains, and I must have
a force to oppose them. Not only that, but they must be denied supplies. They
have three forts built deep into our territory - tell me what they contain?' 'You
know the answer.' 'Tell
me. Exactly? 'Food
and supplies, weapons - bows, arrows, lances, swords, helms. But more
importantly they each contain one hundred fighting men, and are impregnable
against all but a huge encircling force. The palisade walls are twenty-five
feet high, the entrance guarded by drop-gates. Any force approaching would be
open to bowshot for one hundred paces all around the fort. Once they arrived
they would have to scale the walls. I've done that, lady, and I can tell you
that a man with a good sword can kill twenty men scaling. You can't defend
yourself when you're scrambling up a rope.' 'I am
not asking you to scramble up ropes, Obrin. I did not ask you to assault the
fort on Farlain land. I said you were to take it. Now will you listen to my
plan?' 'I'm
listening,' he said, 'but I spent half my life building those damned forts. I
know what goes into their construction.' 'I want
you to ride up to the drop-gate, with your hundred men, and I want you to
relieve the defenders of their command.' 186 Obrin's
jaw dropped. 'Relieve? What are you talking about?' 'When
we were both at Asmidir's home I asked you about the forts. You said the men who
manned them would expect to serve no more than two months, then a relief force
would arrive.' 'But
the snow? There's no way through those southern passes.' 'They
won't know that, will they? You are a former officer ...' 'Sergeant,'
he corrected. 'Whatever!'
she snapped. 'Some of them may know you and that is good. They have been
trapped in those forts and will have no knowledge of your ... change of
loyalty. We still have the weapons, and what passed for uniforms, of the
mercenaries who attacked Cilfallen. We also have the horses. I want you to
choose a hundred men and take over the Farlain fort.' He said
nothing for a moment, his mind racing. They would be hoping for a relief force.
Most of the men would be thinking about the Midwinter celebrations in Citadel,
the parties, the dancing, the women. 'It's a fine idea,' he said, 'but I should
be carrying sealed orders from the Baron. Without them no officer will turn
over his command.' Sigarni
returned to her seat, and he could see her pondering his words. 'Discipline,'
she said softly. 'Orders and rules.' She nodded. 'Tell me this, Obrin, what
would happen if a verbal order reached a commander and, when refusing to obey
it, the Baron's plans were thrown into chaos? Would the Baron merely congratulate
the commander on holding to the rules?' 'It is
not quite that easy,' replied Obrin. 'In that situation the Baron would have
the man flogged or hanged for not acting on his own initiative. But if the
commander did obey the verbal order, and then failed, he would still be blamed
for not holding fast to the regulations.' 'I
see,' said Sigarni. 'Then you will ride to the Farlain fort with only ...
say... eighty-five men. Get some bandages soaked in cattle blood and disguise
some of your men as wounded. You will ride to the fort and tell the commander
that your officer was slain, and that you are the relief force. You will say
that the Pallides fort is under attack and that the Baron has ordered the
commander to reinforce it.' 'But
there are no sealed orders!' 'You
will tell him that when you were surrounded your officer, thinking all was
lost, destroyed the orders so that the enemy would not see them. Then a
blizzard broke and you were able to lead your men to safety.' 187 "He
won't relinquish the fort,' said Obrin stubbornly. 'You have to understand the
officer mentality.' 'Oh, I
think I understand it, Obrin. Hear me out. The commander will be caught on twin
horns. If he disobeys an order you tell him was issued by the Baron and the
Pallides fort falls, he will be hanged or flogged. If he obeys and everything
goes wrong, he will be asked why he did not follow the rules and remain where
he was.' 'Exactly,'
said Obrin. 'Then,
as a good sergeant, you will help him. You will offer to lead the rescue of the
Pallides fort. That way he has not disobeyed an order, and he has not left his
post.' 'Aye,'
said Obrin slowly. 'He might go for such a plan. But where does that leave us?
I'll be riding out again with my men.' 'No,
his men. You will explain that your forces are exhausted, whereas his are
fresh.' 'So I
ride out with a hundred enemy soldiers behind me? What then?' 'You
lead them into an ambush. Grame will tell you where.' Obrin
stared hard at the tall young woman. Her face, though beautiful, was
emotionless, the eyes cold now and cruel. 'You are a canny woman, Sigarni,' he
said. 'It has a good chance of success.' 'Make
it succeed,' she urged him. 'I need those supplies and weapons. More
importantly, I need to deny them to the Baron.' 'I can
understand that, lady, but why that fort? The Pallides is closer. Even if we do
take the Farlain fort we have a great distance to cover carrying the supplies
back here, much of it over rough country.' 'You
will take all three forts,' she assured him. 'The Farlain will be first. And
you will not carry the supplies far - only to Torgan's town. Then you will move
on to the others. Now get some rest and be here tomorrow at dawn with Grame and
Tovi.' Obrin
bowed and walked out into the night. He could hear the sounds of laughter from
Grame's hut, but elsewhere all was quiet. She was
canny all right. Not only would the plan - if it succeeded -ease the food
shortage, and rob the Baron of spring supplies, but it would also impress the
Farlain, who had lost scores of men in useless assaults on the fortification.
And the chances of success, he knew, were high indeed. Sigarni was using the
enemy's great strength against them. Discipline. Blind obedience. 188 Who
would have thought that an untutored clans-woman could have such a devious
mind? 'All
women have devious minds,' he said, aloud. 'It's why I never wed.' Sigarni
rapped on the door of the small hut. 'Who's there?' called Tovi. Stepping
inside, she saw the Hunt Lord sitting by an open fire. He glanced up as she
entered. 'How did you find me?' he asked. 'Kollarin
has a talent for these matters. Why are you not with your family?' 'I need
time to think.' Sigarni
sat down opposite the man. 'You are angry.' 'What
do you expect? I know I was a better baker than a Hunt Lord, but I have done my
best since the attack. I could do no more.' 'I do
not ask for more,' said Sigarni. 'I need your skills in other areas.' 'What
skills?' he asked bitterly. 'You want me to bake bread for you? I can do that.
Just build me an oven.' 'Yes, I
want bread," she said softly. 'I want the people fed. Battles alone will
not win us this war, Tovi. Once we have defeated the first Outland army we will
need to move from defence to attack and that means invading the Lowlands. The
army will need to be supplied with food. We will need mercenaries, and that
means we must have gold; a treasury. Our forces will be spread, and that
requires lines of communication. You understand? The role I need you for will
stretch your talents to the limit. You will have no time for other burdens.' 'Why
could you not say this in front of the others? Why did I need to suffer
humiliation, Sigarni?' She
looked at the older man, saw the hurt in his eyes. 'They did not need to know
my plans. There are hard days coming, Tovi. Some of the men in that room will
die in our cause: they may even be captured and tortured. Worse, one or more of
them will seek to betray us. What I say to you here is not to be repeated.' 'I may
be captured and tortured,' he pointed out 'It is
unlikely, for you will not be fighting.' 'You
deny me even that? A chance for revenge, to restore the honour of my family?' 'Listen
to me! What is more important, that you drive your claymore i8g into
one enemy heart, or your skills bring down a thousand? You are vital to me,
Tovi. You have a feel for organization, and a mind that can cope with a score
of problems simultaneously. I have seen those talents here, in the four encampments.
Few could have achieved what you have. When the war comes I will need your
skills.' He
laughed and scratched his beard. 'Here we sit with a tiny force made up of many
old men and young lads, and you speak of invading the Lowlands! Better still, I
believe you when you speak of it. What has happened to you, Sigarni? From where
do these ideas spring?' 'From
my blood, Tovi.' 'All
these years I have watched you, and never seen you. When you were a child you
used to hide behind my bakery and wait until I stepped out at the front for a
breath of air. Fast as a hawk, you would sprint inside to steal a cake - just
the one from the middle of the tray, then you would push the others together,
disguising the gap.' 'You
knew?' 'I
knew. You hid behind the water barrel.' 'How
did you know?' 'Lemon
mint. Gwalchmai always loved that scent and you used to rub the leaves over
your body when you bathed. Every time I stepped back inside I could smell lemon
mint.' 'You
never caught me,' she said softly. He
shrugged. 'I never wanted to. You were a child of sorrow, Sigarni. Everyone
loved you. And I could spare a morsel on Cake Day.' Sigarni
fed some wood to the fire and they sat in companionable silence for a while. 'I
am not that child any longer,' she said. 'I
know. Yet she is still there, deep down inside. She will always be there.' He
sighed, then smiled. 'I will serve you, Sigarni, in any way that you want me.' 'Thank
you, Tovi,' she said, her voice tender. 'For this - and for the cakes.' Rising
smoothly, she moved to the door. 'Be at the log hall at dawn.' 'Why?' 'Because
I need you there,' she said. 790 10 TORGAN'S
MOOD WAS not enhanced by the news from his scouts that the Loda woman was
riding towards the town. At first the people of the Farlain had talked of
little else - how strong she was, now noble she looked, how brave. Torgan had
fast become heartily sick of it. That was why he had led his rash raid on the
Outlanders, to prove that he was the natural leader of the clans. It might have
worked too, save for the craven tactics of the enemy, drawing back and then
loosing cavalry upon him. Had they stood and fought like men he was sure the
Farlain warriors would have cut them to pieces. After that he had led two spectacularly
unsuccessful attacks on their fort. Another forty men had been struck by
arrows; seven had died. Now the
Farlain were talking about Sigarni once more, how she had supposedly killed
demons sent against her, and how successful she had been against the Outlanders
at Cilfallen. God, could they not see what she was? Just a Loda whore in pretty
armour! There was little doubt in Torgan's mind that the battle at Cilfallen
had been masterminded by the black-skinned bastard who rode with her. Rode with
her? Rode her, more like! Now she
was coming here again. This
time I'll make her humiliation complete, he thought. His
wife, Layelia, entered the room, bearing a cup of sweet tisane. He took it
without a word and sipped it. Layelia did not depart, but stood staring at him.
He looked up into her large, soft brown eyes. 'What?' he asked, gruffly. 'She is
coming,' said his wife. 'I know
that. I'll deal with her.' 'Are
you sure you are in the right?' 'What
is that supposed to mean?' he snapped. She flinched, which pleased him. A woman
should know her place. 'I've
heard talk that she is the chosen one. Carela told me ..." 797 'I'm
not interested in women's gossip, Layelia. And I've heard enough!' For a
moment he thought she would stand her ground, but she bowed her head and left
him alone once more. Torgan ran his hand over his close-cropped back hair. The
bald spot was growing on the crown and his widow's peak was becoming more
pronounced by the day. He swore softly. Why should he alone of his family lose
his hair? His father had a shock of white hair, like a lion's mane, until the
day he died at eighty. Torgan
threw his cloak around his shoulders and stepped out into the winter sunlight.
It was bright, the day clear and cold. He could see the Loda woman in the
distance. The black man was not with her, but there were a dozen or so riders
following her as she made her way down the long slope. More people were on the
streets than was normal for this time of day. They were making their way to the
square, ready to hear the whore's words. Torgan
strode out, looking to neither left nor right. His chair had been set at the
centre of the square, his lieutenants were already standing beside it. This
time there was no Neren, or Calias, or Pimali. All had fallen in the battle. I never
would have acted so fast had the woman not inflamed my anger, he thought. It's
her fault they are dead. By the
time Sigarni and her followers rode into the square, there were more than two
hundred Farlain gathered to witness the exchange. She did not dismount, but sat
her horse staring at Torgan. 'Well,
woman?' he called out. 'What now? Why are you here?' 'Perhaps
I just wanted to look at a fool,' she said, her words colder than the wind.
'Perhaps I wondered whether the Outlanders had made you a general in return for
the number of clansmen you killed for them.' Torgan
was outraged. 'How dare you?' he shouted, surging to his feet. 'I did not come
here to listen to your insults.' 'Where
do you normally go?' she said. 'By God, I'd think you'd have to travel far from
the Highlands not to hear insults. Three hundred men! You led them into a trap
that a child could have seen. Or did no one mention cavalry to you? Did your
scouts not see their hiding places? Come to that, Torgan, did you even send out
scouts?' 'I
don't answer to you.' 'That
is where you are wrong,' Sigarni told him as, dismounting, 792 she
walked towards him. 'You answer to me, Torgan, because you have wasted three
hundred Highlanders. Thrown their lives away in a moment of crass stupidity.
Aye, you'll answer to me!' Stepping
in close, she slammed a right-hand punch to his chin. The blow shocked him and
he stepped back, trying to ready himself. She turned away from him, then spun
back and leapt, her boot cannoning against his jaw. Torgan hit the seat and
fell heavily, striking his temple against the cold flagstones. Dazed, he heard
her carrying on speaking as if nothing had happened. Only she wasn't talking to
him, she was addressing the Farlain. 'In eleven weeks,' she said, 'an army will
come to these Highlands of ours - a murderous force intent on butchery. If we
are to destroy them we need to act together, under a single leader. The fool
lying there will lead you to destruction. I think you already know that. Pick
him up!' Torgan
felt strong arms lifting him to his feet, then sitting him in his chair. 'The
position of Hunt Lord can be passed from father to son,' he heard her say, 'but
that has not always been the Highland way. We are in a war, and it is up to you
to choose a Hunt Lord who can best serve the needs of the people. the people -
Farlain, Loda, Pallides and Wingoras. I do not care who you choose. But whoever
it is will serve under my leadership.' 'By
what right?' asked a tall, broad-shouldered warrior with a silver moustache.
Torgan blinked as Harcanan stepped up to stand before the woman. His uncle
would put her in her place. He was a man of iron principles, not one to be
fooled by this whore in scarlet. 'By
what right?' echoed Sigarni. 'By right of blood and right of battle. By virtue
of my sword and my skills.' He
shook his head. 'I do not know of your blood, Sigarni, but your battle was one
skirmish fought at Cilfallen. As to your sword and your skills, I have seen no
evidence that you can carry a fight with either. I say this with no disrespect,
for I applaud your defence of Cilfallen and your determination to fight against
the Outlanders. But I need more proof that you are the war leader we should follow.' 'Well
said,' she told him. 'And how would you like this proof delivered?' 'I
cannot say - but one battle does not convince me. Even now the Outlanders are
camped on our land, their position impregnable. A war leader should be able to
free us of their presence.' 'What
is your name?' 193 'I am
Harcanan.' 'I have
heard of you,' she said. 'You fought at Golden Moor. It is said you killed
twenty Outlanders, and led the King to safety.' He
smiled grimly. 'An exaggeration, Sigarni. But I was there the last time the
clans gathered against the Outlanders and I will be there the next time, God
willing.' 'So
then, Harcanan, will you follow me?' 'I have
already said that I need more proof.' Sigarni
stood silently for a moment. 'I will make a bargain with you, Harcanan,' she
said at last. 'Pledge yourself to me, and then I will show you proof 'Why
not the other way round?' he countered. 'Because
I require your faith, as well as your sword.' He
smiled. 'I hear you require men to bend the knee to you, as if to a monarch. Is
that what you are asking?' 'Aye,
Harcanan. Exactly that. As in the old days. But you will not need to lead me to
safety; you will live to see the Outlanders crushed and broken, begging for
mercy. Now give me your pledge.' Torgan
sat quietly, waiting for the old warrior to laugh in her face. He did not.
Instead he walked slowly forward and dropped to one knee before her. 'My sword
and my life,' he said. Sigarni
swung to the crowd. Throwing up her arm, she pointed to the line of horse-drawn
wagons making their slow way over the crest of the hill. 'Those wagons you see
are loaded with the spoils of war, taken from the fort on Farlain land. My
forces took that fort two days ago. Even as we speak, the Pallides fort is
falling to us.' Harcanan
rose. 'How many men did you lose?' he asked. 'None,'
she told him. 'Assemble the council, for I would address them.' Harcanan
bowed, and Sigarni turned to Torgan. 'I could - and probably should - kill
you,' she said. 'But you are a Highlander, and not without courage. Be at the
council meeting.' Torgan
rose and stumbled away, his mind reeling. Gwalchmai
was sober. It was not an uplifting experience. As he sat in the log hall,
surrounded by the younger children of the encampment, he found himself yearning
for the sanctuary of the jug. There were several older women present, dishing
out the last of the milk to the '94 eager
young, and about a dozen younger mothers sitting in a group, holding their babies
and talking animatedly. Gwalchmai could not hear their conversation, for most
of the smaller children had gathered around him and were asking questions he
found it hard to answer. For some weeks now his powers had been waning, and he
found himself unable to summon visions. It was ironic, that now of all times
his Talent should desert him. He had often prayed to be released from the gift
- the curse - and now that it had happened he felt terribly alone, and very
frightened. The
clan needed him - and he had nothing more to give. 'Why do
they want to kill us all, Gwalchmai?' asked a bright-eyed young boy of around
twelve. 'Have we done something wrong?' 'No,
nothing wrong," he grunted, feeling himself hemmed in by the youngsters. 'Then
why are we being punished?" 'It's
no good asking me to make sense of it, lad. It's a war. There's no sense in
war.' 'Then
why are we doing it?' questioned another boy. 'We
don't have a choice,' said Gwalchmai. There was still a little left in the jug,
he remembered. But where had he put it? 'Are we
all going to be killed?' asked a girl with long red hair. Gwalchmai cleared his
throat. A man's voice cut in and Gwalchmai looked up to see Kollarin, moving
through the youngsters. The younger man grinned at Gwalch, patted his shoulder
and then sat down beside him. 'When a thief enters your house,' he told the
children, 'to take what is yours, then you either allow him to roam unchecked
or you stop him. When a wolf pack attacks your cattle, you slay the wolves.
That is the way of the hunter. The Outlanders have decided to take all that is
yours. Your fathers have decided to stop them.' 'My
father is a great hunter,' declared the girl. 'Last year he killed a rogue
bear.' 'Not on
his own,' said the boy. 'My father was with him. He shot it too.' 'He did
not!' A squabble broke out between the two. Kollarin's laughter boomed out. 'Come,
come, clansmen, this is no way to behave. I did not have a father - well, not
that I recall. I had a mother who could shoot a bow, or wield a sword. Once,
when a lioness got in amongst our sheep she '95 strode
out to the pasture, carrying only a long staff, and frightened it away. She was
a fine woman.' 'You
are an Outlander,' said the first boy, his earnest gaze fixed to Kollarin's
face. 'Why do you want to kill us?' 'I
never wanted to kill anyone,' Kollarin told him. 'There are many ...
Outlanders, as you call them, from many nations. They have built an empire; I
am from one part of that empire. They conquered my country a hundred and ten
years ago. The Outlanders are not, by nature, evil; they do not eat babies, or
make blood sacrifices to vile gods. Their problem is that they believe in their
own destiny as masters of the world. They respect strength and courage above
all else. Therefore the strongest, the most ruthless, tend to achieve high
rank. The Baron is such a man; he is evil, and because he leads in the north
his evil spreads through the men under his command.' 'What
happened to your father?' asked the red-haired girl. 'He ran
away when I was a babe.' 'Why?' Kollarin
shrugged. 'I cannot answer for him. My mother told me he found life on the farm
too dull.' 'Did
people torment you?' asked a small boy with thick curly hair. Kollarin
nodded. 'Aye, they did. A boy without a father becomes, for some reason, an
object of scorn.' 'Me
too,' said the boy. 'My father ran away before I was born.' 'He
didn't run away,' put in another child scornfully. 'Not even your mother could
have said who he was.' The
curly-haired boy reddened and started to rise. Kollarin spoke swiftly. 'Let us
have no violence here. You are all of the clan, and the clan is in danger; it
is no time to argue with another. But there is something else you could think
about. How does evil grow? What makes it appear in a human heart, growing like
a weed among the blooms? I tell you. It is born from anger and injustice, from
resentment and jealousy. You have all witnessed the tiniest seed of it here in
this hall. A boy with no father has been insulted for what may - or may not -
have been the sin of his mother. That insult, and others like it, will simmer
inside him as he grows. And by what right is he treated so unjustly?' Kollarin
fixed his eyes on the older boy. 'Has his birth damaged you in some way?' 'Everyone
knows his mother is a—' 796 'Do not
say it!' said Kollarin, icily. 'For when you speak thus, you give birth to
evil.' 'It's
the truth!' 'No, it
is a perception of the truth. There is a difference. To the Outlandersyou are
an untutored barbarian, worth less than a pig. You are not even human: your
mother is a whore and your father is a stinking piece of filth who needs to be
eradicated. That is their perception of the truth. They are wrong — and so are you.
I do not say this to you in anger, boy. In fact it saddens me.' 'I will
tell my father what you said about him, Outlander!' shouted the boy. 'He will
kill you for it!' 'If
that is true,' said Kollarin softly, 'there will be one less person to fight
the Baron's men. No, I do not think that he will. I think it more likely he
will be saddened, as I am, thatyou should insult a brother at a time like
this.' 'He's
not my brother! He's the son of a whore!' 'That's
enough!' roared Gwalchmai, surging to his feet. 'I am the Clan Dreamer, and I
know the truth. Kollarin has spoken it, though perhaps he should not. What
festers inside you, young man, is that everyone can see the resemblance between
you and Kellin. You are brothers, and no amount of harsh words will change
that. You have a great deal of growing up to do. Start now.' The
older boy ran from the hall, leaving the door swinging on its canvas hinges.
Snow blew in and another child moved to the door, pushing it shut and dropping
the latch. The children gathered again around the two men, their faces fearful.
'Sometimes,' said Kollarin, 'life can be needlessly cruel. You have witnessed
such a time. Evil does not grow from the head of a devil with horns - if it did
we would all run from it. It springs from an angry word, and settles in the
ears of the hearers. It can grow almost unnoticed until it flowers in rage and
envy, jealousy and greed. The next time you have an angry thought about a clan
brother or sister, remember this.' 'He
will kill you, you know,' said the curly-haired Kellin. 'Jaren's father has a
terrible temper. You should get a sword.' 'I
will, should the need arise,' said Kollarin sadly. 'But now I think we should
play a game, and change the mood. How many here know Catch the Bear?' 797 Gwalchmai
quietly left the hall with the game still in progress, and the squeals and
laughter of the children ringing in his ears. It was bright and cold outside,
but the old man could smell the approach of distant spring upon the wind. He shivered. Kollarin
was right. Evil was not an external force waiting to seize upon a wandering
heart. It dwelt within the heart, a cocooned maggot waiting for the moment to
break out and feed, gorging itself on the darker forces of the human soul. This
was well understood by the founders of the clan, who instilled the stories and
myths for youngsters to emulate. Heroes never oppressed or tormented the weak,
never lied or stole or used their powers for selfish purposes. Heroes were
always subject to such dark desires, but resisted them manfully. All such
stories had but one purpose - to encourage the young to battle the demons
inside. Even
with his Talent fading, Gwalchmai knew what demons drove youngjaren. Other
children whispered that Kellin was his brother.. . this meant that his father
had been unfaithful to his mother, and had then betrayed another woman leaving
her to bring up a son in shame. Jaren would not have his father slandered in
such a way, and had turned his anger towards little Kellin, blaming him for the
lies. His anger and his hatred were born of love for his father. Gwalchmai
stood in the cold sunlight, waiting. It was
not long before he saw the boy heading back with a stocky clansman beside him.
For a moment he could not remember the man's name, then it came to him - Kars.
When Gwalchmai called out to him, the man let go of his son's hand and strode
towards the Dreamer. His square, beardless face was pale with anger. 'You
lied about me, Dreamer,' he said, his tone icy. 'If you were a younger man I
would slay you where you stand. The Outlander is different; he will die for the
honour of my family.' 'And
will the blood wash away the shame?' asked Gwalchmai, holding to the man's
gaze. Kars
stepped in close. 'The woman was any man's for a copper farthing. That was her
work and her pleasure. Aye, I rutted with her. Find me a man who did not.' 'That
is inconsequential,' said Gwalchmai.'Good God, man, have you not looked at the
boy? Every line of his face mirrors yours. Yet even that is beside the point.
Why should the child carry the sins of his mother? What has he done, save to
serve as a reminder of a night ,98 of
casual coupling? And as for the Outlander, he spoke only the truth.' 'He
called me a piece of filth!' snarled Kars. 'Is that the truth, old man?' 'He did
not call you anything, Kars. He was explaining to the children about how the
Outlanders perceive us. Jaren became angry and took it all personally.' 'Enough
talk!' snapped the man, drawing his claymore and turning away. 'What
now, Kars?' asked Gwalchmai softly. 'Will you walk into a children's gathering
and slaughter the man who leads them in games? Can you not hear the laughter?
The joy? How long since the clan children knew such moments?' At that
instant the doors opened and the children moved out into the light. Kars stood
stock-still, his sword in his hand. The laughter of the young faded away, and
they stood by silently as Kollarin stepped out and swung his green cloak around
his slender shoulders. A small boy moved out to stand beside him. Kars looked
at the child, then at his own son, Jaren. No one moved. Kars plunged his sword
into the snow and stepped forward to drop on one knee before Kellin. The little
boy did not flinch, but stared back at the warrior. Gwalchmai
felt his heart beating erratically, his breathing shallow. For Kars to accept
the boy as his own would mean a loss of honour to the proud clansman, causing
grief to himself and shame to his family. To reject the evidence of his eyes
would bring a different kind of shame, but one that was at least private. The
warrior reached out and placed his hands on Kellin's shoulders. 'You are a fine
lad,' he said, his voice choked with emotion. 'A fine lad. Should you wish it,
you would be welcome at my fire, and at my home.' Gwalchmai
could scarce believe he had heard the words. Switching his gaze to Jaren, who
was standing near to his father, he saw that the boy looked close to tears.
Kars glanced up and called to his son and Jaren ran to him. Kars stood, then
offered his hand to Kellin. 'Let us walk for a while,' he said. Kellin took his
left hand, Jaren his right. Together
they walked away towards the trees. Kollarin
strolled across to where Gwalchmai stood. 'A curious encounter,' observed the
younger man. 'There
is still nobility within the clan,' said Gwalchmai proudly. 'And I will die
happy.' 199 Kollarin's
face showed his sorrow. 'You are going back to your cabin, to meet the soldiers
who will kill you. Why? You know that if you stay here you will thwart them.' 'Aye,'
agreed Gwalchmai. 'There are magical moments when a man can change the future.
But not this time. I still have one small task to perform, one last gift for
Sigarni.' 'You
will plant a seed,' said Kollarin sadly, 'and you will die for it.' 'Take
care of my dogs, young man. I have grown to love them. And now I must go.'
Suddenly Gwalchmai chuckled. 'There are two jugs of honey mead liquor hidden in
my loft back home. I can hear them calling to me!' Kollarin
put out his hand. 'You are a good man, Gwalchmai, and a brave one. I know you
are concerned about Sigarni, and how she will fare without your guidance. I
will be her Gifted One ... and I will never betray her.' 'There
is one who will,' said the old man. 'I do not know who.' 'I will
watch for him', promised Kollarin. Leofric's
servant banked up the fire and brought in fresh candles which he lit and placed
atop the dying stubs. The blond-haired young man did not acknowledge his
presence, but remained poring over maps and calculations. Leofric was not a
happy man. Much as he enjoyed the logistics of a campaign, he could not divorce
himself from the feeling that it was all so unnecessary. The clans had been
peaceful for years, and now the Baron was set to bring fire and death into
their lands. And for what? A little glory and the chance to rise again in the
King's eyes. That and the speculation on land prices south of the border. It was
all so meaningless. The
servant placed a goblet of steaming tisane before him. Leofric lifted it and
sipped the brew, which was sweet and spiced with liquor. 'Thank you. Most
thoughtful,' he said, looking up at the servant. The man disappeared from his
mind instantly. The
army would march in ten weeks. Each of the six thousand men would carry four
days' food supply with them. Leofric lifted a quill pen. One pound of oats,
eight ounces of dried beef, half an ounce of salt. Seven pennies for each pack,
multiplied by six thousand. He shook his head. The Baron would not be pleased
at such an outlay. 200 Sipping
his tisane, he leaned back in his chair. By his
reckoning this war would cost twelve thousand four hundred gold pieces in
wages, food and materials. But the Baron had budgeted for ten thousand. Where
to make cuts? Salt was expensive, but soldiers would not march without it, and
it was common knowledge that an absence of beef in the diet led to cowardly
behaviour. But halving the oats ration would mean less bulk food, and besides
would save only... he scribbled down a calculation, then multiplied it. Three
hundred and forty-two gold pieces. Then he
brightened. You have not considered the dead, he thought. The Highlanders will
fight, and that means a percentage of the army would not be requiring food or
payment. But how many? On a normal campaign with the Baron the losses could be
as high as thirty per cent, but that would not be the situation here. Half
that? A quarter? Say five per cent: Three hundred men. Once more he bent over
his calculations. Almost
there, he decided. The
servant returned. 'Begging your pardon, my lord, but there is a man to see
you.' 'What
time is it?' 'A
little before midnight, sir.' 'An odd
time to be calling. Who is it?' 'I do
not know him, sir. He is a stranger. He asked for you and said he had
information you would find invaluable.' Leofric
sighed; he was tired. 'Very well, show him in. Give us no more than ten
minutes, then interrupt me on a matter of importance - you understand?' 'Of course,
sir.' The man bowed and departed. Leofric
rubbed his eyes and yawned. Midnight. Dear God, I have been working on these
papers for seven hours! Hastily he gathered them together, pushing them into a
drawer. The servant returned, ushering in a middle-aged man with a round fleshy
face and glittering eyes. 'I
trust you will forgive this intrusion,' said the newcomer. 'But the news I have
could not wait for the morning.' 'And
why is that pray?' countered Leofric, gesturing the man to a seat. 'You
were working on the invasion plans,' said the other, with a smile. 'My
information will force substantial changes.' 201 'How do
you know what I was working on?' 'Let us
come back to that, Leofric,' said the man, with a wide smile. 'For now, let me
tell you that two of your three forts have fallen to the clansmen, and all the
supplies they contain are now being consumed by your enemies.' Leofric's
weariness vanished immediately. 'That's not possible! I supervised the
structures myself. They were impregnable!' 'Not
from deceit, it appears.' Leofric
sat down. 'Deceit?' 'The
woman Sigarni sent the traitor, Obrin, and a hundred men posing as a relief
force. Both forts surrendered without a fight.' 'How...
? Who are you?' 'I
think you can fairly assume that I am a friend, Lord Leofric. I also have
information concerning Sigarni and her plans. She is gathering an army, you
know.' 'Under
whose leadership?' 'Her
own, of course. She is of the blood royal, and she masterminded the defeat of
your forces at Cilfallen. Fine credentials, don't you think?' 'How
many men does she command now?' 'Close
to two thousand. The Farlain are with her, and the Pallides will soon follow.
Unless she is stopped, that is.' 'We
cannot get through until the thaw. All the northern passes are blocked.' 'You
cannot get through but! can. I have already, in a manner of speaking.' The
servant entered. 'My lord, I think you should ...' 'Yes,
yes, no need for that now. Bring me another tisane, and one for our guest.' The man
nodded and bowed as Leofric returned his attention to his guest. 'I think it is
time you declared your interest in this matter,' he said. 'Of
course. I am hunting the witch, Sigarni. My reasons are of no concern to you,
but it is important to me that I find her. Surrounded as she is now by loyal
clansmen, it might be ... difficult for me to reach her. You can help me in my
quest - as I can help you in yours.' 'You're
a magicker?' The man
laughed. 'Nothing so dainty, my lord. I am a sorcerer. Some time ago I was paid
to... remove the problem Sigarni posed. I 202 failed.
Three times. I say this without shame, for my opponents were mighty indeed.
Happily, they now believe me to be dead, which leaves me free to enjoy the
success I have waited for.' 'Why
would they think you dead?' 'A man
was torn to pieces by demons. I made sure he resembled me in every way. You
wish to hear more?' Leofric
shook his head. 'Absolutely not. What is it you require of me, in return for
your information?' 'I find
that I am short of funds in Citadel town. I am far from my own bankers, and
would be grateful for a gratuity that would enable me to rent a house in
Citadel. There is much I must do to prepare for my next attempt. Men and
materials, that sort of thing.' 'Of
course. Where are you staying at present?' 'A
hostelry nearby, the Blue Duck tavern.' 'I will
have one of my servants bring you money tomorrow morning. I would also
appreciate any further information you can supply concerning the plans of the
rebels.' The man
rubbed his fleshy chin. 'I will consider that,' he said. 'It is a delicate
business. You see, I don't want you to capture or kill Sigarni. That delight is
for me. I'll think on it, and let you know my decision.' 'The
Baron will almost certainly want to see you.' 'I
don't believe so, Lord Leofric. Tell him you have a spy who brought you this
information. That, after all, is the truth. Do not mention me to him. It would
displease me.' 'Who
shall my servant ask for tomorrow?' Leofric enquired. 'Oh, I
am sorry, I did not introduce myself. My name is Jakuta Khan.' Ballistar's
hatred for winter was deep and perfect, for it was the one season designed to
highlight his deformity. His short, stumpy legs could not cope with deep snow
and he felt a prisoner in Asmidir's house. Ballistar longed to be with Sigarni
again, planning for the spring and the coming war. 'You
would be useless now,' he said aloud, as he perched on the battlements staring
out over the winter landscape. 'Useless.' Scrambling
to his feet, he stood. Yet today there was no enjoyment in being so high. It
served only to emphasize how tiny he was. Snow 203 began
to fall as Ballistar dropped to his belly and lowered himself to the parapet. Back
inside his upper room, he stoked the fire and sat down on the rug staring into
the flames. The chairs were all too tall, and Ari had brought a wooden box to
the room so that Ballistar could climb into bed. Why was I born like this? he
wondered. What sin could a child be guilty of that a vengeful God would condemn
him to a life such as this. No one
understood his torment. How could they? Even Sigarni had once said, 'Perhaps
one day you will meet a beautiful dwarf woman and be happy.' I don't
want a dwarf woman, he thought. Just because I am deformed, it does not mean I
will find deformity attractive in others. I want
you, Sigarni. I want you to love me, to see me as a man. It
won't happen. He remembered the taunts that marked his childhood and
adolescence. Bakris Tooth-gone had once caused great merriment with a joke
about Ballistar and his inability to find love. 'How could he make love to a
woman?' Bakris had said. 'If they were nose to nose, he'd have his toes in it,
toes to toes he'd have his nose in it, and if he ever got there he'd have no
one to talk to.' Oh yes,
great roars of laughter had greeted the jest. Even Ballistar had chuckled. What
other choice was there? Ballistar
left his room and wandered downstairs and out into the stable-yard. The little
white pony was in her stall and the dwarf climbed to the rail by her head and
stroked her neck. The pony swung her head and nuzzled him. 'Do you worry about
being a dwarf horse?' he said. 'Do you look at the tall mares with envy?' The
pony returned to munching the straw in her feed box. It was cold in the stable
and Ballistar saw that the pony's blanket had slipped from her back. Climbing
to the floor he retrieved it, and tried to flip it back into place. It was a large
blanket and, as he tried to throw it high, it fell back over Ballistar's head.
Three times he tried. On the last it was almost in place, but the pony moved to
its right and the blanket fell to the left. It was
the final humiliation for Ballistar. Tears welled in his dark eyes, and he
thought again of the high parapet. On the north side, at the base of the wall,
there were sharp rocks. If I were to throw myself from the battlements I would
die, he thought. No more pain, no more humiliation ... Ballistar
returned to the house and began to climb the stairs. 204 The
servant-warrior, Ari, moved out of the library and saw him. 'Good morning,
Ballistar.' 'Good
morning,' mumbled the dwarf, continuing his climb. 'I was
wondering if you could assist me.' Ballistar
hesitated, and glanced down through the stair rails at the tall black man. 'Not
today,' he said. 'It is
important,' said Ari softly. 'I am studying the maps of the Duane Pass, for
that is where we believe the first battle will be fought. Do you know it?' 'I know
it.' 'Good,
then you will be of great assistance.' Ari turned away and re-entered the
library. Ballistar stood for a moment, then slowly climbed down the stairs and
followed the man. Ari was sitting on the floor with maps all around him. A coal
fire was burning in the hearth. Ballistar
slumped down beside the man. 'What do you need?' he asked. 'These
woods here,' said Ari, pointing to a green section, 'are they thick and dense,
or light and open?' 'Reasonably
light. Firs, mostly. You thought to hide men there?' 'It was
a possibility.' Ballistar
shook his head. 'Not possible. But there is a gully just beyond the woods where
a force could be concealed. There!' he said, stabbing his index finger on the
map. 'Now I will leave you.' 'Ah,
but we have just begun,' said Ari, with a smile. 'Look at this.' He passed
Ballistar a sketch and the dwarf took it. Upon it was an •outline of Duane Pass
and a series of rectangles, some blacked in, others in various colours. 'What
are these?' 'The
classic Outland battle formation - infantry at the centre, the heavy black
blocks. Two divisions. The blue represents the cavalry, the yellow archers and
slingers. The cavalry also may be in two divisions, lightly armoured and
heavily armoured. But this we do not yet know. Where would you place our
forces?' 'I'm
not a soldier!' snapped Ballistar. 'Indeed
not, but you are a bright, intelligent man. Skills can be learned. Let me give
you an example: Where would cavalry be of limited use?' 205 'In a
forest,' answered Ballistar, 'where the trees and undergrowth would restrict a
mounted man.' 'And
what slows down infantry?' 'Hills,
mountains, rivers. Forests again.' 'There,
you see?' Ari told him. 'Having established that, then we look for ways to
ensure that battles are fought where we desire them -in forests, on hills. So,
where in Duane would you position our forces?' Ballistar
gazed at the map. 'There is only one good defensive point. There is a flat-topped
hill at the northern end of the pass - but it would be surrounded swiftly.' 'Yes,'
said Ari, 'it would. How many people could gather there?' 'I
don't know. A thousand?' 'I
would think two thousand,' said Ari. 'Which is our entire force.' 'What
would be the point of such an action?' asked Ballistar. 'Once surrounded there
would be no way to retreat, and even the advantage of occupying a hill would be
overcome by an Outland army numbering more than five thousand men.' 'Yet it
remains the only true defensive position,' insisted Ari. 'Once the Oudanders
are through Duane Pass, diey can spread out and attack isolated hamlets and
villages. Nodiing could stop them.' 'I
don't know die answer,' Ballistar admitted. 'Nor I,
but we will speak of it again. Tonight at dinner.' He looked direcdy into
Ballistar's eyes. 'Or did you have odier plans?' Ballistar
took a deep breath. 'No, no odier plans.' 'That
is good. I will see you later.' 'You
really believe I can be of help in diis?' asked Ballistar, struggling to his
feet. 'Of
course. Take die sketches with you, and think about diem.' Ballistar
smiled. 'I will, Ari. Thank you.' The
black man shrugged and returned to his studies. 206 II 'BY
GOD, SHE'S some woman,' said Obrin, peeling off his jerkin and
sitting by the fire. 'They fell just like she said they would. Like skittles! I
could scarce believe it, Fell. When I rode up to that Farlain fort my heart was
in my mouth. The officer just ordered the gates opened, listened to my report,
then turned over command to me and rode out. What a moment! I even told him the
best route through the snow, and he rode his men into Grame's trap.' 'Grame
lost no men in that first encounter, yet more than twenty when the Pallides
detachment was ambushed,' said Fell. 'That's
nothing compared with the two hundred we slew in those engagements,' pointed
out Obrin. 'But it's a damn shame the men from the Loda fort escaped. I still
don't know what went wrong there.' 'They
simply got lost,' said Fell, 'and missed the trap. No one's fault.' Obrin
reached for a pottery jug and pulled the cork. 'The Baron's wine,' he said,
with a dry chuckle. 'There were six jugs in each fort. It's a good vintage -
try some.' Fell
shook his head. 'I think I'll take a walk,' he said. 'What's
wrong, Fell?' 'Nothing.
I just need to walk.' Obrin
replaced the cork and looked hard at the handsome forester. 'I'm not the most
intuitive of men, Fell. But I've been a sergeant for twelve years and I know when
something is eating at a man. What is it? Fear? Apprehension?' Fell
smiled wearily. 'Is it so obvious then?' 'It is
to me, but your men must not see it. That is one of the secrets of leadership,
Fell. Your confidence becomes their confidence. They feed off you, like wolf
cubs suckling at the mother's teats. If you despair, they despair.' Fell
chuckled. 'I've never been compared with a mother wolf 207 before.
Pass the jug!' He took several long swallows. 'You're right,' he said, wiping
his lips with the back of his hand. 'The wine is good. But I don't fear the
Outlanders, Obrin. I am not afraid to die for my people. What gnaws at me is
more personal. I shall make sure that my feelings do not show as strongly in
the future.' 'Sigarni,'
said Obrin, lifting the jug. 'How
would you know that?' asked Fell, surprised. Obrin
grinned. 'I listen, Fell. That's another secret of leadership. You were lovers,
but now you are not. Don't let it concern you. You're a good-looking lad and
there are plenty of women who'd love to warm your bed.' Fell
shook his head. 'That's not the whole reason for my sadness. You didn't know
her when she was just the huntress. God, man, she was a wonder! Strong and
fearless, but more than that she had a love for life and a laugh that was
magical. She could make a cold day of drizzle and grey sky suddenly seem
beautiful. She was a woman. What is she now? Have you ever seen her laugh? Or
even smile at a jest? Sweet Heaven, she's become a creature of ice, a winter queen.'
Fell drank again, long and deeply. 'There's
not been a great deal to laugh about,' observed Obrin, 'but I hear what you
say. I once owned a crystal sphere. There was a rose set inside, as if trapped
in ice. I've always loved roses, and this was one of the most beautiful blooms,
rich and velvet red. It would live for ever. Yet it had no scent, and would not
seed.' 'That
is it,' said Fell. 'Exactly that! Like the Crown of Alwen - all men can see it,
none can touch it.' Obrin
smiled. 'I've often heard Highlanders talk of the lost Crown. Is it a myth?' Fell
shook his head. 'I saw it when I was ten. It appears once every twenty-five
years, at the centre of the pool at Ironhand's Falls. It's beautiful, man. It
is more a helmet than a crown, and the silver shines like captured moonlight.
There are silver wings, flat against the helm like those of a hawk when it
dives, and a golden band around the brow inscribed with ancient runes. It has a
nasal guard - like an Outland helm- and this is also silver, as are the
cheek-guards. I was there with my father. It was the winter before he went down
with the plague, my last winter with him. He took me to the Falls and we stood
there with the gathered clans. I could not see at first, and he lifted me to
his shoulders. A man cursed behind us, but then the Crown appeared. It 208 shimmered
for maybe ten, twelve heartbeats. Then it was gone. Man, what a night!' 'Sounds
like a conjuring trick to me,' said Obrin. 'I've seen magickers make birds of
gold that fly high into the air and explode in showers of coloured sparks.' 'It was
no trick,' said Fell, without a hint of anger. 'Alwen was Ironhand's uncle. He
had no children, and he hated Ironhand. When he was dying he ordered one of his
wizards to hide the Crown where Ironhand would never find it, thus condemning
his nephew to a reign fraught with civil war and insurrection. Without it,
Ironhand was a King with no credentials. You understand?' 'It
makes no sense to me,' said Obrin. 'He had right of blood. Why did he need a
piece of metal?' 'The
Crown had magical properties. Only a true King could wear it. It was not made
by Alwen's order, it was far older. Once, when a usurper killed the King and
placed the crown on his head, his skin turned black and fire erupted from his
eyes. He melted away like snow in the sunshine.' 'Hmmm,'
muttered Obrin, unconvinced. "Tis a pretty tale. My tribe has many such,
the Spear of Goldark, the Sword of Kal-thyn. Maybe one day I'll see this Crown.
But you were talking of Sigarni. If you loved her, and she you, why did it
end?' 'I was
a fool. I wanted sons, Obrin. It's important in the Highlands. I had a need to
watch my boys grow, to teach them of forestry and hunting, to instil in them a
love of the land. Sigarni is barren - like your rose in crystal. I walked away
from her. But not an hour has passed since when her face does not shine in my
memories. Even when I lay with my wife, Gwen, all I could see was Sigarni. It
was the worst mistake of my life.' Fell drained the last of the wine and lay
back on the floor of the hut. 'I'd just like to see her laugh once more... to
be the way she was.' He closed his eyes. Obrin
sat quietly as Fell's breathing deepened. You're
wrong, Fell, he thought. I know what war is, and I know the pain and terror
that is coming. Given a choice I'd keep Sigarni the way she is, the Ice Queen,
the cold-hearted warrior woman whose strategies have already seen three enemy
forts overcome, and several tons of supplies brought into the encampments. Obrin
pulled on his jerkin and stepped out into the night. 209 Sigarni
was tired. The morning had been a long one, discussing supplies with Tovi,
organizing patrols with Grame and Fell, then poring over the battle plans drawn
up by Asmidir and Ari, listening to Obrin's tales of woe concerning training. 'We've
not the time to train them properly,' said the stocky Outlander. 'I've got them
responding to the hunting horn for attack and retreat and re-form. But that is
it! Your army will be like a spear, Sigarni. One throw is all you get.' She
felt as if her mind could take not one more ounce of pressure, and had walked
with Lady to a hill-top to look upon the ageless beauty of High Druin, hoping
to steal a fragment of its eternal peace. Two of
Asmidir's Al-jfttn walked twenty paces behind her, never speaking but always
present. At first their ceaseless vigilance had been a source of irritation,
but now she found their silent presence reassuring. A stand of trees grew
across the hill-top, and these gave some shelter from the wind as Sigarni
stared out over the winter landscape at the brooding magnificence of High
Druin, its sharp peaks spearing the clouds. Down on the slopes leading to the
valley she could see Loda children tobogganing, and hear the squeals of their
laughter. The sounds were shrill, and echoed in the mountains. Will
they still be laughing in a few weeks, she wondered? Taliesen
had disappeared again, gone to whatever secret place wizards inhabit, and his
last words to her echoed constantly in her memory: 'The Pallides will ask for a
sign.' 'They
already have,' she had told him. 'No,
no, listen to me!' They will ask for something specific. When they do, agree to
it. Don't hesitate. I will be back when I have prepared the way. Will you trust
me?' 'You
have given me no reason to distrust you. But what if they ask me to supply the
moon on a silver salver?' 'Say
that you will,' he said, with a dry laugh. He threw his tattered cloak of
feathers around his scrawny frame, and his smile faded. 'They will not ask
that, but it will seem as difficult. Remember my words, Sigarni. I will be back
before the first snowdrops of spring. We will meet by Ironhand's Falls in
twelve days.' Lady
brushed against her leg and whined. Sigarni knelt and stroked her long ears.'I
have neglected you, my lovely,' she said. 'I 210 am
sorry.' Lady's long nose pushed against Sigarni's cheek and she felt the
hound's warm tongue on her face. 'You are so forgiving.' She patted Lady's dark
flank. 'She
wishes solitude,' she heard one of her guards say. Sigarni turned to see a
tall, dark-haired woman standing with the two men. 'Let
her through,' she called. The woman gave the black men a wide berth and walked
up the hillside. She was thin of face, with a prominent nose, but her large
brown eyes gave her face a semblance of beauty. 'You wish to speak with me?'
said Sigarni. 'I do.
I am Layelia, the wife of Torgan.' 'There
is no place for him among my officers,' said Sigarni sternly. 'He is a fool.' 'That
is a trait shared by most men I have met,' said Layelia. 'But then war is a
foolish game.' 'Have
you come to plead for him?' 'No. He
will regain his honour - or he will not. That is for him. I came to speak with
you. I have questions.' Sigarni
removed her cloak and spread it over the snow. 'Come, sit with me. Why not more
questions? That is my life now. Endless questions, each with a hundred
answers.' 'You
look tired,' said Layelia. 'You should rest more.' 'I will
when there is time. Now ask your questions.' The
dark-haired woman was silent for a moment, staring deeply into Sigarni's pale
blue eyes. 'What if we win?' she asked, at last. Sigarni
laughed. 'If we lose we die. That is all I know. My God, I certainly have no
time to think of the aftermath of a victory that is by no means certain.' 'I
think you should,' said Layelia softly. 'If you don't, then you are just like a
man, never seeing beyond the end of your nose.' Sigarni
sighed. 'You are correct, I am tired. So let us assume the hare is bagged, and
move on to the cooking. What do you want?' Layelia
chuckled. 'I have heard a lot about you, Sigarni. You have lived a life many
women - myself included - would envy. But I don't envy you now, trying to
adjust to a world of men. I ask about victory for a simple, selfish reason. I
have children, and I want those children to grow in the Highland way, with
their father beside them, learning about cattle and crops, family, clan and
honour. The Outlanders threaten our way of life - not just by their invasion,
but by our resistance. Tell me this, if you beat the Baron, what then? Is it
over?' 211 'No,'
admitted Sigarni. 'They will send another army.' 'And
how will you combat them?' 'In
whatever way I can,' said Sigarni guardedly. 'You
will be forced to attack the Lowland cities, sack their treasuries and hire
mercenaries.' Sigarni
smiled grimly. 'Perhaps.' 'And if
you defeat the next army, will that end the war?' 'I
don't know!' snapped Sigarni, 'but I doubt it. Where is this leading?' 'It
seems to me,' said Layelia sadly, 'that win or lose our way of life is
finished. The war will go on and on. The more you win, the further away you
will take our men - perhaps all the way to the Outland capital. What then, when
the outlying armies of their empire gather? Will you be fighting in Kushir in
ten years?' 'If I
am, it will not be from choice,' Sigarni told her. 'I hear you, Layelia, and I
understand what you are saying. If there is a way I can avoid what you fear,
then I will. You have my word on that.' The
dark-haired woman smiled, and laid her hand on Sigarni's arm. 'I believe you.
You know, I have always thought the world would be a better place with women as
leaders. We wouldn't fight stupid wars over worthless pieces of land; we would
talk to one another, and reach compromises that would suit both factions. I
know that you have to be a war leader, Sigarni, but I ask that you be a woman
leader, and not just a pretend man in armour.' 'You are
very forthright, Layelia. A shame you were not so forthright with Torgan.' 'I did
my best,' said the other, with a wry smile, 'but he was not gifted with a good
brain. He is, however, a fine partner in bed, so I will not complain too much.' Sigarni's
laughter rang out. 'I'm glad he is good at something.' 'He is
also a good father,' said Layelia. 'The children adore him, and he plays with
them constantly.' 'I am
sorry,' said Sigarni. 'I have obviously not seen the best of him. Have you been
married long?' 'Fourteen
years come summer.' She smiled. 'He hasn't changed much in those years, save to
lose some of his hair. It's beautiful here, isn't it, the sun gleaming on High
Druin?' 'Yes,'
Sigarni agreed. 212 Layelia
rose. 'I have taken too much of your time. I will leave you to your
thoughts." Sigarni
stood. 'Thank you, Layelia. I feel refreshed, though I don't know why.' 'You've
spent too long in the company of men,' said Layelia. 'Perhaps we should talk
again?' 'I
would enjoy that.' Layelia
stepped forward and embraced the silver-haired warrior woman, kissing her on
both cheeks. Sigarni felt hot tears spill to her face. Abruptly she pulled
clear and turned back towards High Druin. 'You
shouldn't have brought me,' grumbled Ballistar. 'I'm slowing you down.' 'That's
true,' grunted Sigarni, as they faced yet another deep snow-drift. 'But you're
such good company!' Ballistar
shifted on her shoulders. 'Put me down and we'll see if we can crawl along the
top of it. There should be solid ground about thirty feet ahead. Then it is
just one more hill to the Falls.' Sigarni
swivelled and tipped the little man from her shoulders. He fell head-first into
the drift, and came up spluttering and spitting snow. 'You are heavy for a
small man,' she said laughing. 'And
you have the boniest shoulders I ever sat upon,' he told her, brushing snow
from his beard. Turning to his stomach, Ballistar began to squirm across the
snow. Sigarni followed him, using her arms to force a path. After an hour of
effort they reached solid ground and sat for a while, gathering their strength.
'I'm freezing to death,' muttered Ballistar. 'I hope you left enough firewood
in the cave. I'm in no mood to go gathering.' 'Enough
for a couple of hours,' she reassured him. The
Falls were still frozen at the centre, but at the sides water had begun to
trickle through the ice. 'The thaw is coming,' said the dwarf. 'I
know,' said Sigarni softly. Inside
the cave Sigarni started a fire and they shrugged out of their soaked outer
clothing. 'So why did you bring me?' asked Ballistar. 'I
thought you'd enjoy my company,' she told him. 'That's
not very convincing.' She
looked at him, and remembered how out of place he had seemed back at the
encampment, how lonely and sad. 'I wanted 213 company,'
she said, 'and I could think of no one else I would rather have with me.' He
blushed and looked away. 'I'll accept that,' he said brightly. 'Do you remember
when we used to play here as children? You, me, Fell and Bernt built a tree
house. It fell apart in the big storm. Fell was climbing and the floor gave
way. You remember?' Sigarni
nodded. 'Bernt stole the nails from Grame. More nails in that structure than
wood.' 'It was
fun, wasn't it?' 'Fun?
You were always arguing with the others, getting into scrapes and fights.' 'I
know,' he said. 'I was young then, and not growing like the rest of you. But I
look back on those times as the happiest of my life. Do you think the others
would?' 'Bernt
no longer looks back,' she said, her voice almost a whisper. 'Oh,
I'm sorry, Sigarni. I wasn't thinking.' Reaching out, he took her slender hand
in his own, his stubby fingers caressing her wrist. 'It wasn't your fault, not
really. I think if you had gone he would still have killed himself had you
turned him down. It was his life; he chose to take it.' Sigarni
shook her head. 'I don't think that is the whole truth. Had I known the outcome
beforehand I would have acted differently. But now I think about how I was
lying in bed with Asmidir, enjoying myself utterly.' She sighed. 'And while I
was being pleasured, Bernt was tying a rope around his neck.' Ballistar
looked away and fiddled with the fire, poking small sticks into the flames.
'Now I have embarrassed you,' she said. 'Yes,
you have,' he told her, reddening. 'But we are friends, Sigarni. We always will
be. I don't want you to feel there are words you cannot say in my presence.
When is the wizard due?' he asked, changing the subject. 'Tomorrow.' 'I wish
he'd chosen a more hospitable meeting place.' 'It had
to be here,' she said. 'He knew what the Pallides would ask of me.' 'Madness!'
snapped Ballistar. 'Who do they think they are? Here we sit on the verge of war
and they play games. Do they believe they can win without us?' 'No, my
friend, they don't think that. Their Dreamers have told 214 them
that the leader will wear the Crown of Alwen. If that is true, then I must find
it. Taliesen will have a plan.' 'I
don't like wizards,' said the dwarf. 'I
remember you saying that about Asmidir. A black sorcerer, you called him.' 'I
still don't like him. Are you still lovers?' 'No!'
Her voice was sharper than she intended and Ballistar gazed at her quizzically. 'Did he
wrong you?' She
shook her head. 'I don't want to talk about it. I want your help before dusk. I
want you to come with me to the far side of the pool and break the ice.' 'Why?'
he asked, mystified. 'I need
to swim.' 'That's
ridiculous! The cold will kill you.' 'You
can wait for me with a blanket,' she said. 'There's
something you are not telling me. What are you looking for?' Sigarni
stretched out her hand to the fire. The cave was glowing now in the firelight,
and the sounds of winter outside only served to make it seem more cosy within.
'I am going to find a small bone,' she said. 'A talisman if you like, a good
luck charm.' 'Whose
bones?' he asked, wide eyed. 'Ironhand.' Ballistar's
jaw dropped. 'You found his bones? He didn't pass over the Gateway?' 'No. He
died here fighting his enemies.' 'How
will a bone help you?' 'Enough
questions, Balli. Come on, we're warm enough now.' Together
they left the cave and trudged across the snow-covered ice of the pool. Sigarni
found the boulder under which the bones lay, and she and Ballistar began to
chip away at the surrounding ice with their knives. It was slow work and
Ballistar lost his patience. Climbing to the top of the jutting boulder he
jumped to the ice, landing hard. Four times more he did so, then on the fifth a
large crack appeared. 'Almost there,' he said. Suddenly the ice gave and he
fell through into the dark water beneath. Sigarni dived across the ice, her
hand snaking out to grab his collar just as he was about to sink. With a great
effort she hauled him back. 215 'You'd
better get back to the cave,' she said. 'No,
no, I'm all right,' he said, shivering. 'Can you reach the bones from here?' 'I
don't know. I'll have to be fast.' Slipping out of her clothes, she slithered
into the water. 'Be
careful, there's an undertow,' warned Ballistar. The
cold chilled her to the bone, and all was darkness. Holding to the boulder, she
released some air and dived deeper. Her hand touched the bottom and she scrabbled
around, but could feel nothing but stones. Something sharp cut the palm of her
hand. The sudden shock caused her to breathe out and, her lungs aching, she
rose towards the surface. Her head thumped against ice. She had
missed the opening. Holding
down panic she rolled to her back, pushing her face towards the ice. There was
always a tiny gap between ice and water, and she breathed in deeply. The cold
was bitter now and she could not feel her fingers. 'You
stupid woman!' she thought. 'To come so far and die so stupidly.' A faint
glow surrounded her. 'Why do you never call for me, child?' asked Ironhand.
'Dive to the bottom and collect what you came for, then follow me to the
surface.' Filling
her lungs with air she rolled and dived, kicking out against the ice to propel
herself down. In the glow she saw Ironhand sitting on the pool floor; beside
him was a human head but she did not recognize the face. On the other side of
the ghostly giant lay his bones. Swiftly she grabbed a finger-bone and rose
towards the surface. As she
broke clear Ballistar took hold of her arm and dragged her on to the ice. 'I was
worried near to death,' complained the dwarf. Sigarni could not speak; she had
begun to shake uncontrollably. 'And look, you've cut your hand,' he said,
pointing to the trickle of blood on her palm. Ballistar
took up her clothes and led her back to the cave, where she sat wrapped in a
blanket, her face and hands blue. 'I hope that bone was worth it,' he said. 'It...
was,' she told him. 'He ... is ... here.' 'Who
is?' 'Ironhand.' 'Ironhand?'
he repeated. 'In the cave? With us?' Ballistar gazed around fearfully. 'I don't
see him." Sigarni
shrugged off the blanket and moved a little way from the fire. 'Come and rub my
skin,' she said. Ballistar put his hands on her shoulders and began to massage
the flesh. 'So now
we are dealing with wizards and ghosts,' he said. 'Lower.
On my back,' she ordered. Ballistar
knelt behind her and rubbed gently at the cold skin. 'You should sit closer to
the fire.' 'No. It
would do more harm than good. When I am a little warmer . .. That is nice. Now
my arms.' He sat
beside her, kneading her flesh, encouraging the blood to flow. He tried not to
stare at her breasts, but failed. Sigarni did not seem to notice. Of course she
doesn't, he thought. I am not a man to her. 'I am
going to sleep now, Balli. Watch over me, and keep the fire going.' Holding
fast to the bone, she lay down by the fire. Ballistar covered her with two blankets.
As she closed her eyes, he leaned down and kissed her cheek. 'What
was that for?' she asked sleepily. 'I love
you,' he said. 'I love
you too,' she whispered. And slept. The
fire burned low and Ballistar added the last of the wood. Sigarni's flesh was
still cool and the dwarf wandered out into the cold of the night to gather dead
wood. The carcasses of the demons still lay where Sigarni had slain them, but
they were not rotting; it was too cold for that. They'll smell bad come spring,
thought Ballistar as he wandered beneath the trees, kicking at the snow and
seeking fuel. 'Over
there,' said a voice. 'Beneath the oaks.' Ballister
leapt, turned and fell over. Standing beside him was a glowing figure in
ancient armour, his white beard braided into forks. He wore a long,
double-handed broadsword in a scabbard of embossed silver - and the hand
resting on it was made of red iron. 'By Heaven, you are skittish,' said the
ghost. 'Are you going to fetch the wood or not?' 'Yes,
lord,' answered Ballistar. 2IJ 'I'm
not your lord, dwarf. I am merely a spirit. Now fetch the wood before she
freezes to death.' Ballistar
nodded, and dug around in the snow beneath the oaks, gadiering dead wood, then
returning to the cave. The glowing figure stayed by him, watching his efforts.
'It cannot be easy to live in such a body,' he said. 'A
choice would be pleasant,' muttered Ballistar. 'You've
a handsome face, lad. Be thankful for small gifts.' 'All my
gifts are small - bar one. And I'll never get to use that,' answered Ballistar,
kneeling by the fire and placing two long sticks upon it. The
ghost assumed a sitting position by the fire. 'You can never be sure,' he said.
'I had two dwarfs at my court and they were always in demand. Once I had to
adjudicate in a very delicate matter, where a knight cited one of my dwarfs as
his wife's secret lover. He wanted the dwarf hanged and his wife burned at the
stake.'. 'What
did you do? Did you kill them?' 'Do I
look like a barbarian? I told the knight that he would be laughed out of the
kingdom if he sought a public trial. The wife was sent back to her family in
disgrace. I had the dwarf castrated. However, that is not the point. Never lose
faith, little man.' 'Well,
thank you for your advice,' snapped Ballistar. 'However. I have not yet met a
woman who would wish to have me clamber all over her.' He told the spirit of
Bakris' jest and Ironhand laughed. 'Nose
to nose ... yes, that's very good. How did you respond?' 'I
laughed with them - though it broke my heart.' 'Aye,
it's the best way." He leaned forward, peering at Sigarni. 'Is she wanning
up?' he asked. Ballistar
moved alongside the sleeping woman and touched the flesh of her arm. 'A little.
She was seeking your bones. Damn near died for it.' 'I
know, I was there. Wilful child.' The ghost smiled. 'She can't help it, it is
in her blood. I was wilful myself. How is the war progressing?' 'I
would have thought you'd know more about that than a mere dwarf,' said
Ballistar. 'Can spirits not fly around the world?' 'I
don't know any spirits,' said Ironhand. 'But I cannot. I'm trapped here, where
I died. Well, until now. Wherever Sigarni goes, I shall go too.' 218 'That's
a comforting thought. I think you'll cause a certain amount of panic back at
the encampment.' Ironhand
shook his head. 'No one will see me, boy- not even you. I only showed myself to
you since Sigarni was foolish enough to tell you about me. So, what is
happening?' Ballistar
told the King of the Pallides' request that Sigarni should find the lost Crown.
'We are waiting for Taliesen,' he concluded. 'He'll show us where it is.' 'Oh, I
know where it is,' said Ironhand. 'That won't be the problem. Getting there and
out again alive is the issue.' 'Where
is it?' 'In a
dying world of sorcery, a dark malevolent place. Even the air is poisonous with
magic. No true man can live there for more than a few months. He would sicken
and die. One of my wizards tracked it down and passed through a Gateway to retrieve
it; we never saw him again. A second followed him; he came back broken and
diseased, not all our medicines and charms could heal him. But while he lived
he told us of the world, its beasts, and its wars. I decided then to send no
more of my people in search of the Crown.' 'But
Sigarni must go there,' said Ballistar. 'Without the Crown the Pallides will
not accept her leadership. They might believe you, though. You could appear to
Fyon Sharp-axe and tell him Sigarni is the chosen one.' The
ghost shook his head. 'It might work, but then Sigarni would rule only through
a long-dead king. No Ballistar, she must win the right for herself. When my
wizard returned he told me the Crown was in a temple, at the centre of a city
at war. He saw it, was even allowed to touch it. I think he believed that to do
so would heal him of his afflictions in that world. It didn't.' 'You
say allowed to touch it. There are people there?' 'Aye,
there are people. They cling to life in a world of death.' 'What
is killing them?' 'There
is no sun to bring life to the land. The city was built inside a forest of dead
trees. There is no grass, and no crops grow. The land is in perpetual twilight.
The mountains there spew fire and ash, and occasionally rip themselves apart
with sounds like a thousand thunders. You can see why I forbade any further
ventures into that land.' 'But
without cattle and crops, how do they survive?' asked Ballistar. 2ig 'On
war,' the King told him. 'That
makes no sense,' said the dwarf. 'It
does, lad, if you have a mind dark enough to examine it.' Ballistar
awoke with a start and sat up blinking and afraid. He had failed Sigarni and
slept. Swiftly he rushed to her side. She was warm to the touch and sleeping
deeply. Relieved, the dwarf knelt by the fire and blew the coals to glowing
life, adding shreds of bark to feed the tiny flames. Once it had flared he
placed two small logs atop the coals. From
Sigarni's pack he took a flat-bottomed pot and a sack of dried oats. Filling the
pot with snow, he stood it upon the fire. Despite being full of snow it melted
to only a tiny amount of water and Ballistar spent some time moving back and
forth bringing handfuls of snow from outside the cave. When the pot was half
full of water he added oats and a pinch of salt. The sun
was up, the cave-mouth lit with golden light. Bird-song could be heard from the
trees outside and the air was fresh with the promise of the coming spring. Sigarni
awoke and stretched. The blanket slid from her naked body. 'Ah, breakfast,' she
said. 'What a fine companion you are, Ballistar.' 'I live
to serve, my queen,' he said, making an elaborate bow. 'No
sign of Taliesen?' 'Not
yet, but the dawn has only just arrived.' Using two long sticks, Ballistar lifted
the pot from the fire and stirred the contents, which had thickened
considerably. 'You brought no honey,' he chided her. 'Porridge is bland and
tasteless without it.' 'I had
to carry enough food for two. Come to think of it, I had to carry you as well
for a while. There was no room for honey. Have you slept?' 'A
little,' he admitted. She
smiled. 'The next time I suggest a swim under the ice, be so kind as to remind
me of my previous stupidity.' 'I
will. How are you feeling?' 'Rested,
and at peace for the first time in weeks. No plans to study, no quarrels to
adjudicate, no ruffled feathers to smooth. Just breakfast at dawn in a peaceful
cave, enjoying good company.' 'I
trust you include me in that description?' said Taliesen, 220 stepping
into the cave and brushing snow from his tattered cloak of feathers. Sigarni
nodded, but her smile had faded. 'Welcome,
Taliesen.' The old
man made his way to the fire and sat. 'You have a beautiful body, Sigarni.
Fifty years ago it would have inspired me to carnal thoughts. Now, however, I
can appreciate its beauty on an entirely different level. I take it the
Pallides asked for the Crown?' Sigarni nodded and rose from bed, dressing
swiftly. 'It will not be easy - and yet you must not dally,' continued
Taliesen. 'I will send you through the Gateway as soon as you are
dressed." 'The
world beyond is poisonous,' said Ballistar coldly. 'She could die there.' Taliesen
swung to him. 'It is very rare that I am surprised, dwarf. Yet you have accomplished
it. How is it that you know of Yur-vale?' 'I am a
creature of legend,' said Ballistar, with a wide grin. 'I know many things.' 'Then
perhaps you would like to continue my story?' 'Gladly,'
said Ballistar, who then told Sigarni all that Ironhand had confided to him the
night before. The dwarf took great pleasure in the look of amazement that
Taliesen sought to disguise. When he had finished Ballistar moved to Sigarni's
pack, pulling out two shallow bowls. Ladling porridge into each, he passed one
to Sigarni. 'You are welcome to eat from the pot,' he told Taliesen. 'I am
not hungry!' snapped the wizard. 'Is there anything else you wish to add about
Yur-vale?' 'No,'
said Ballistar happily. 'Do continue.' The
wizard cast him a baleful glance. 'Yur-vale was once a paradise. There was no
physical ugliness there, and no natural disease - at least no disease that
affects the inhabitants. It was a land of beauty and light. Now it is the
opposite. It is an ocean world, with a very small land mass at the equator. The
land mass has two great cities, and these are in a perpetual state of war. The
war is necessary, for reasons we do not need to trouble ourselves with. The
Crown is in a temple at the centre of the city of Zir-vak. It is a city under
siege and you will need to enter it by means of a black river which flows
through it. Do not drink the water; it has been polluted by volcanic ash. The
city's inhabitants have a way of purifying the water, involving filters. Once
inside the city, the water you find will be good to drink. Take food with you,
and eat nothing offered to you during your stay - no matter how appetizing it
looks.' 221 'How do
I get there?' asked Sigarni. 'There
is a Gateway close to the Falls. I will send you through and you will arrive at
a point some seven miles south of the city. Since you will not see the sun, you
must head for a set of twin peaks you will see to the north. When you return to
the Gateway you will make a cut upon your arm and allow blood to drop on each
of the six standing stones that make up the circle. I will then bring you
back.' 'Bring
us back,' put in Ballistar. 'I go
alone,' said Sigarni. Ballistar was about to argue, when Taliesen cut in. 'I
agree with him,' said Taliesen, with a rare smile. 'Take the dwarf. He will be
of use.' Ballistar
was surprised. 'Why do you support me, wizard? I know you have no love for me.' 'Perhaps
that is why I support you,' said Taliesen. 'Have you brought weapons?" 'Yes,'
said Sigarni. 'Bows, knives and my sabre.' 'Good.
Now, if you are both ready, we should depart.' Sigarni
took a small pouch from her pack and dropped the finger-bone of Ironhand into
it. Looping a thong through the pouch, she tied it around her neck. 'What
is that?' asked Taliesen. 'A
talisman,' she told him. Ballistar
thought he was about to speak, but Taliesen said nothing. The wizard rose.
'When you have cleaned and stowed your pots, I will be waiting for you on the
other side of the pool,' he said, and padded out of the cave. 'Are
you sure you want to come with me, Balli?' asked Sigarni. 'Always,'
he said. They
found Taliesen waiting by a cliff-face some two hundred yards from Ironhand's
burial place. Sigarni had played there as a child, and she and her friends had
often debated the meaning of the strange symbols carved on the rocks. The area
was flat, as if smoothed by man, and deep grooves had been chiselled from the
rock in the shape of a tall rectangular door. There was also evidence of an
inscription, though wind and rain, snow and hail had long since eroded the
greater part of it. 222 'This
is one of the Lesser Gateways,' said Taliesen. 'It does not allow movement
through our time, but does serve to open time doorways to other realities. Now remember
what I said. Do not drink of the water of the black river, nor eat any meat
offered to you. This is vital. I knew a sorcerer once who went there and ate a
little pork; it swelled inside him and ripped him apart. Yur-vale is a world of
great magic, and you are strangers to it. Because of your very strangeness its
power will be many times greater around you. Bear this in mind. Now, you know
where you are heading?' 'Seven
miles towards the twin peaks,' said Sigarni. 'Good.
Now my bones are freezing here, so let us begin. Are you ready?' Sigarni nodded
and Taliesen turned to Ballistar. 'And you, dwarf? There is still time to
change your mind. What awaits you is not pleasant. Your worst nightmare is
beyond this Gate.' Ballistar
thought he detected a note of concern in the wizard's voice, and felt his fears
rise. 'I will travel with Sigarni,' he said stoutly. Reaching up, he took hold
of her hand. 'Then
let it begin,' said Taliesen. The old wizard closed his eyes and spoke softly
in a language unknown to either of the Highlanders. It was soft and fluent,
almost musical. Pale light flooded from the rectangular grooves in the rock
face, which became translucent, and then transparent, and Sigarni found herself
staring through it at a cold, grey landscape. 'Step through quickly,' said
Taliesen. 'It will hold for a few seconds only.' The
silver-haired woman and the dwarf stepped through the portal. Sigarni shivered
as she passed through, for it was like walking through a waterfall, cold and
yet not as refreshing. On the other side they found themselves standing within
a circle of six tall granite stones. Sigarni swung round in time to see
Taliesen fade away to nothing. 'Well,
we are here,' she said, turning back to Ballistar. The dwarf was lying on the
ground, his body twitching. 'Balli! Are you ill?' His
body began to writhe. And
stretch .. Dropping
her bow and loosing her pack, Sigarni knelt beside him. His limbs were
thrashing around, his legs jutting now from his tiny trousers. The small
doeskin boots split as his feet grew. His black leather belt snapped. Sigarni
moved back from him and waited. Finally the spasmodic twitching eased and she
found herself gazing 223 down at
a healthy young man in torn clothes and shreded boots. Part of one boot was
still around the ankle like an adornment. Ballistar groaned and sat up. 'What
happened to me?' he asked. Then he saw his arms, full length and strong, with
long, slender fingers, and his legs. He scrambled to his feet and found himself
staring into Sigarni's eyes. 'Oh God, dear God,' he said. 'I'm a man!' Throwing
his arms around the stunned Sigarni, he kissed her cheek. 'I'm a man,' he said
again. 'Look at me, Sigarni!' 'You
look very fine,' she said, with a smile. 'Truly this is a magical place.' 'He
said my worst nightmare awaited me. How wrong can a man be? This is everything
I dreamt of. Now I will be able to stand with the others and fight the
Outlanders. No more jibes and cruel jokes. Oh, Sigarni..." Abruptly he sat
down and began to weep. 'I
brought a spare tunic and leggings,' said Sigarni. 'I think they might fit you.
Even if they don't, they'll look better than the rags you are wearing.' He
nodded and moved to her pack. 'I could even get married,' he said, 'and sire
sons. Tall sons!' 'You
always were handsome, Balli, and you'll make a fine father. Now stop talking
and get dressed, we must be moving on.' Sigarni
gazed at the bleak landscape, the sky was slate-grey and the air smelt acrid.
Far to the east she could see fires on the horizon as two distant volcanoes
spewed hot ash and lava out over the land. 'Not a hospitable place,' she said. 'I
think it's wonderful,' said Ballistar. She
turned to see him struggling out of his ruined leggings. 'By Heaven, Balli, has
that grown also?' He
giggled. 'No, it was always this big. Do you like it?' She
laughed. 'Just cover it, you fool!' Ballistar
dressed and tied the thongs of his new green leggings. They are a little
tight,' he said. 'Am I as tall as Fell?' 'No.
But you are taller than Bakris and Gwyn. That will have to do.' Sigarni
reached for her bow - and froze. The weapon had rooted itself in the ground and
small, slender branches were growing from it. 'Would you look at that!' she
said. Roots were spreading out from the bow, delving into the grey, ash-covered
ground. 'What
about your arrows?' asked Ballistar. Sigarni swung her quiver clear and pulled
a shaft from it; it was unmarked. At that 224 moment
a single ray of sunshine seared through the ash-grey sky, a pillar of light
bathing what had once been a bow and was now a swiftly growing tree. The sudden
warmth was welcome and Sigarni glanced up at the sky, enjoying the feeling of
sunlight on her skin. Then it was gone. Something
moved against her chest and, startled, Sigarni glanced down. The small leather
pouch was bulging now, and writhing, as if a large rat were inside. Swiftly she
ripped it from her neck and hurled it to the ground. The leather split and a
white bone protruded, others joining to it. As with Ballistar the bones
stretched and grew, cartilage and ligaments slithering over them, pulling
joints into sockets. At last a huge skeleton lay on the volcanic ash. For a
moment nothing more happened. Then suddenly, in a vivid burst of colour, red
muscle and sinew, flesh and veins danced along its frame, covering lungs and
liver, heart and kidneys. Skin flowed over the whole, and silver hair sprouted
from head and chin. For a
while Ironhand lay naked on the ground, then took a long shuddering breath. His
eyes opened, and he saw Sigarni. 'I can feel,' he said. 'The ground beneath me,
the air in my lungs. How is this possible?' 'I have
no idea,' said Sigarni, removing her green cloak. She cut a hole in the centre
and passed it to the naked man. Ironhand
stood and looped it over his head. 'Where are we?' 'In the
land of Yur-vale,' Sigarni told him. 'Taliesen sent us through a magical
Gateway.' 'It is
puzzling,' he said, 'but, by Grievak, it is good to feel again - andto have two
good hands of flesh and blood,' he added, clenching his fists. 'Who is this?'
he asked turning to the young man at her side. 'It is
me, Ballistar the Dwarf. The magic made me grow. Though not as tall as you,' he
added, with a frown. Ironhand
chuckled. 'You are tall enough, boy. What now, daughter?' She
pointed to the twin peaks. 'We make for the city and find the Crown.' Yos-shiel
had been a Black River trader for more than two hundred and seventy years, and
remembered with great regret the ending of all that was beautiful in Yur-vale.
He had been celebrating his twenty- 225 fourth
birthday when the first mountain had erupted, spewing molten lava down the
hillside, destroying the vineyards and the corn-fields. It had
been a bitter summer. First the war, and then the natural upheavals which hid
the sun from the sky. Year by year it had grown steadily worse. Yos-shiel
pushed his thin fingers through his thick white hair, and stared out of the
window at the quay, where men were loading supplies on to one of the three
barges he would send down to Zir-vak after dusk. Smoked fish and timber: the
only two items of any worth in Yur-vale. Yos-shiel sold them for gold and
water, in the vain hope that one day gold would be a viable currency once more. The old
man rose and stretched. From his window he saw a single ray of sunshine to the
south and his heart swelled. How long since there had been a break in the
clouds? A year? Two? several of the loaders saw it also, and all ceased their work. A young
man, seeing Yos-shiel at the window, called out, 'Is it a sign, master? Is the
sun returning?' The
pillar of light vanished. 'I do not look for signs any more,' he said softly. Stepping
out into the dull light, he counted the barrels of fish. 'There should be
fifty,' he said. A huge
man wearing a red shirt embroidered with gold moved into sight. 'Two were
spoiled,' he said, his voice low, rumbling like distant thunder. Yos-shiel
looked into the man's small, round eyes. He knew Cris-yen was lying, but the
man was a thug and, he suspected, a killer. The two guards Yos-shiel had
appointed to supervise the loads had mysteriously disappeared. He feared them
dead. 'Very
well, Cris-yen, carry on.' With a contemptuous smile the big man swung away. 'I
never should have employed him,' thought Yos-shiel. 'He and his brothers will
strip me of all I have. I will be lucky to escape with my life.' Glancing up at
the iron sky, he suddenly smiled. What is life worth now, he wondered? Would I
miss it? Soldiers
manned the ramparts of the stockade and Yos-shiel considered asking them for
help in dealing with Cris-yen. The supplies he sent were vital to the city, and
his plea deserved to be heard. But then deserve has nothing to do with it, he
realized. Cris-yen had made friends with the officers, giving them presents. If
I go to them and they turn against me my death will come all the sooner, he
thought. 226 Strolling
to the edge of the quay, he stared down into the inky depths of the river. No
fish swam there now. The fleets were forced to put out far to sea in order to
make their catches. The
barge from the city came into sight, its cargo of barrels lashed to the deck.
Fresh drinking water, cleaned in the charcoal filters of Zir-vak, and fresh
meat for the soldiers. Yos-shiel
wandered back to his small office and continued working on his ledgers. Just
before noon he heard a commotion from outside, and saw his workers moving
towards the stockade gates. Yos-shiel closed the books, cleaned the quill pen,
and followed them. The gates were open and three people had entered the
stockade, two men and a woman. The woman was silver-haired and strikingly
beautiful. Beside her was a giant in an ill-fitting green tunic, tied at the
waist with what looked like an old bow-string; he too was silver-haired. The
last of the trio was a young man, dressed in green troos and a shirt too small
for him. 'Where
are you from?' asked Cris-yen, pushing to the front of the crowd and standing
before the woman, his hands on his hips. 'South,'
she said. 'We're looking for passage into the city.' 'And
how will you pay me?' The
woman produced a small gold coin and Cris-yen laughed. 'That's no good here, my
pretty; it doesn't put food in mouths any longer. I'll tell you what I'll do,
you and me will go to the warehouse and we'll arrange something.' 'We'll
find passage elsewhere,' she said, turning away. One of Cris-yen's brothers
stepped forward, grabbing her arm. 'There's
nowhere else, you'd better listen to him,' he said. 'Take
your hand off my arm,' said the woman icily. The man
laughed. 'Or what?' The
woman ducked her head, hammering her brow into his nose. The man released her
and staggered back but she leapt, her foot cracking against his chin and
catapulting him back into the crowd. Yos-shiel saw the soldiers watching from
the ramparts but they made no move to interfere. 'That
was an assault!' yelled Cris-yen. 'Take her!' Several men rushed forward. The
woman downed the first with a straight left. The smaller of her companions
rushed in and threw himself at the others; he and several men tumbled to the
ground. 'That's
enough!' bellowed the silver-bearded giant. The sound 227 boomed
around the stockade and all activity ceased as he stepped in close to Cris-yen.
'Well,' he said, 'you seem to be the lead bull of the pox-ridden herd. Perhaps
you and I should decide the issue.' Cris-yen
said nothing, but his huge fist hammered into the man's chin. The giant took
the blow and did not move. He merely grinned. 'By God, son, if that is the best
you have to offer you are in serious trouble,' he said. Cris-yen tried to throw
a left, whereupon the giant blocked it with his right and slapped Cris-yen
open-handed across the cheek. The sound was like snapping timber. Cris-yen
staggered to his right - then, head down, rushed the giant. The charge was met
by a right cross that smashed Cris-yen's jaw and spun him from his feet. He hit
the ground face down, twitched once and was still. 'A chin
like crystal,' muttered the giant. 'Any more for the fray?' No one moved. The
man walked to the unconscious Cris-yen and calmly removed the embroidered red
shirt. Pulling off his own tunic, he donned the garment. 'A little tight,' he
said, 'but it will do.' Without hurry he stripped Cris-yen naked and clothed
himself in the man's leather leggings and black boots. 'That feels
better," he said. 'Now who is in charge here?' Yos-shiel
stepped from the crowd. 'I am sir.' 'Then
it is with you we should discuss passage?' 'It is.
And you are welcome to travel free of any charges.' 'Good.
That is most hospitable. I am Ironhand, this is my daughter Sigarni and her
friend, Ballistar.' 'I can
see why you earned your name,' said Yos-shiel. Yos-shiel
offered his guests wine and food, and if he was offended by their refusal to
eat, he did not show it. Ballistar liked the little old man, and listened with
relish as he told of his troubles with Cris-yen. 'I
don't believe he will cause you more trouble for a while yet,' said Ironhand,
'but if you'll take my advice you'll promote a man to take his place
immediately, and then dismiss all of his henchmen.' 'I
shall,' said Yos-shiel, 'although I would be grateful if you could stay beside
me while I do the deed.' 'Gladly,'
promised Ironhand. 'I was
amazed that Cris-yen fell so swiftly to you. I have seen him break men's arms,
and cudgel them down with hammer blows from his fists.' 228 'They
breed them tough where we come from,' said Ballistar. 'And
where is that?' asked Yos-shiel. 'South,'
answered Ballistar vaguely, wishing he had kept his mouth shut. 'We are
from another world, Yos-shiel,' said Sigarni, moving to sit on the desk
opposite the old man. 'We passed through a magical Gateway.' The
trader smiled, waiting for the end of the joke. When it didn't come his smile
vanished. 'You ... are wizards?' 'No,'
said Sigarni, 'but a wizard sent us. We have come to reclaim something that was
lost in this world, and return it to our own.' 'The
sunlight,' said the old man. 'That was you, in the south. What did you do?' 'I
don't know what you mean,' said Sigarni. 'You mean the break in the
clouds?" 'Yes.
It's been years since we've seen the sun. Can you make it come at will?' 'I did
nothing, Yos-shiel. It was merely my bow. The wood began to sprout leaves and
root itself in the soil. Then the sun shone.' 'We had
wizards once - a whole temple of them. They supervised the building of the
Great Library in Zir-vak. They were blamed when the sun went away and
sacrificed on the high altar. The King promised that with their deaths the
mountains would stop spewing fire, but it didn't happen. In the last two
hundred years there have been other prophets who claimed that blood sacrifice would
appease the gods, and they would relent of their punishment. But they have not.
We are a dying people, Sigarni; there is no hope for us.' 'And
yet amid all this turmoil you fight a war,' she said. 'Why?' 'It was
originally over a woman. The King's grandfather fell in love with a noblewoman
from the east, but she was betrothed to the King of Kal-vak. Despite her pleas
her father made her honour her promise, and she was sent to Kal-vak. Our King
was furious - and swore he would free her. We went to war. Our troops attacked
Kal-vak and were repulsed. Then the first of the mountains exploded. Each side
blamed the other for the catastrophe, claiming that treachery had alienated the
gods against us. At first it wasn't too terrible; the summers got shorter, and
less warm, but crops still grew. But gradually the sky turned darker, and fine
ash was deposited over the farmlands. Food grew scarce, save for the fish. But
even these are swimming far from shore now.' 229 'Yet
the war goes on,' said Ironhand. 'How is it that neither side has won? You said
the battle was begun by the King's grandfather. How long ago was that?' 'A
little more than two hundred and forty years. Most of the principal players are
now dead though the war goes on for other reasons. People need to eat.' 'They
eat the corpses!' whispered Ballistar. 'It is
a little like pork, I am told,' said Yos-shiel. 'I have not eaten it myself,
but when the time comes I don't doubt that I shall. Life is always sweet- even
in the Hell of Yur-vale.' The old man sighed. 'But tell me, my friend, what is
the object you seek? I may be of some assistance.' 'The
Crown of Alwen,' said Sigarni. 'I know
of no such object.' 'It is
a winged helm, bright silver, embossed with gold.' 'The
Paradise Helm,' said Yos-shiel, his eyes widening. 'You cannot take that! It is
all that gives the people hope. Every twenty-five years it shows us a vision of
Paradise, waterfalls and green trees, and a multitude standing around it, happy
and smiling. That is our most prized artefact.' Sigarni
laid her hand on the old man's shoulders. 'What you see is my people standing
by the Alwen Falls. Every quarter of a century the Crown reappears there,
shimmering over the water. We all gather to see it, and you in turn, it seems,
gather to see us. Tell me, Yos-shiel, of the last time the sun shone.' 'It was
on the day of the old King's burial. I was there as they laid him on the
funeral ship and sent it blazing on the river. The clouds broke and the sun
shone for a full day. It was magnificent, there was singing and dancing in the
streets." 'And
before that?' 'I
don't remember exactly. Wait... yes, I do. Twelve years ago, at the Feast of
Athling. We saw the dawn on the following day, the sun huge and red. That lasted
only minutes.' 'What
happened on the next feast day?' 'You
don't understand, the Feast of Athling corresponds with the public display of
the Paradise Helm. It happens only four times a century.' For
some time Sigarni questioned the old man and soon Ballistar became bored with
the dialogue. He wandered to the window, leaned on the sill and watched the
barges being loaded. 230 At last
the conversation died away and Ironhand broke in. 'Best bring your men in for
dismissal, old fellow,' he said, 'for we have a hankering to be on one of those
barges when it pulls away.' 'Yes, I
will,' said Yos-shiel. 'Thank you.' An hour
later the three sat at the stern of a forty-foot barge as the crew poled it
steadily up-river. The vessel was fortified by hinged wooden flaps along both
rails, which could be raised to offer protection from an assault. Huge rocks
had been left at intervals along both sides of the deck, ready to be hurled
down on any boat that sought to impede the barge's progress. Armed men sat at
the prow, and all of the barge workers carried long knives. 'So we
find the temple and steal the Crown?' said Ballistar. 'It would be best to
enter it at night.' Sigarni
rose, stretched and walked away down the port side of the vessel. A soldier
smiled at her. 'Stay with your friends,' he said. 'Soon it will be so dark you
will not be able to see your hand before your face.' She
thanked him and returned to the others, seating herself on a coil of rope. The
light faded fast, and soon the barge was engulfed in a darkness so complete
that Sigarni felt an edge of panic. 'It's
like being dead,' whispered Ballistar. Sigarni felt his hand brush against her
arm; she took hold of it and squeezed his fingers. 'No, it
isn't,' said Ironhand. 'Death is not dark; it is bright and vile.' 'How
can they see to steer?' Ballistar asked. 'Quiet
back there,' came a voice. 'We'll see the city within an hour.' There
was little sensation of movement within the all-encompassing blackness and
Sigarni found herself thinking back to her days with Fell, when they had hunted
together and made love before the fire. He had been able to read her moods so
well. There were times when she had wanted nothing more than to curl up beside
him, stroking his skin. On such occasions he would hug her and kiss her fondly.
On other nights, when the fey mood was upon her she would desire to make love
with passion and fire. Always he responded. I was good for you too, Fell, she
thought. I knew you, your thoughts and your dreams. The
first kiss had been shared on the slopes of High Druin, on a bright summer's
day. They had raced over the four miles from Goring's Rock to the White Stream.
Fell was faster and stronger, but his staying power could not match Sigarni's;
she had doggedly clung 231 to his
trail, always keeping him in sight until the last, long rise. Then, as he
faltered, she drew ori her reserves and passed him. At the
White Stream he had sunk back to his haunches and fought for breath. Sigarni
brought him water in a hastily made cup of bark. 'You
are a wonder, Sigarni,' he said at last, taking her hand and kissing it. She sat
beside him, looping her arm around his neck. 'My poor Fell! Is your pride
damaged beyond repair?' He
looked at her quizzically. 'Why would my pride be hurt? I did my best.' 'I
liked it when you kissed my hand,' she said, changing the subject. 'Then I
shall do it again.' 'I
would like it more if you kissed my mouth.' He
smiled then. 'You are very forward for a Highland girl - I shall put it down to
Gwalchmai's poor teaching. I don't mind losing a race to a woman like you, but
it is not meet for you to do the seducing.' 'Why?' 'Because
I sat up through most of the night trying to think of a way to get you to kiss
me. It makes a mockery of all my planning.' Sigarni
lay back on the soft grass. 'Not at all. Go ahead. Show me your strategy.' He
chuckled. 'Too late. I think the fox is already in the henhouse.' 'Even
so, I would like to hear it.' Rolling
to his elbow he lay beside her, looking down. 'I wanted to tell you that I have
never known anyone like you, and that when I am with you I am happier than at
any other time. You are the delight in my life, Sigarni. Now and always.' 'You've
won me over with your fine words,' she said. 'Now the kiss, if you please.' Ballistar's
voice cut through her thoughts. 'Your hand is very warm,' he whispered. 'I was
thinking good thoughts,' she told him, keeping her voice low. The
journey continued, until at last they could see the faint lights of the city
ahead. The barge moved on, approaching an arched portcullis gate. The helmsman
flashed a signal with his lantern 232 which
was answered from above the arch. Then, with a great creaking and groaning, the
portcullis rose and the barge passed beneath it. Lanterns
hung from poles all along the quayside and Sigarni heard Ballistar breathe a
sigh of relief. 'It was awful,' he said, 'like being blind.' 'It was
not awful,' said Sigarni, wistfully. The
barge clanked against the stone quay. Ironhand was the first ashore, followed
by Sigarni and Ballistar. 'What
now?' asked the warrior. 'We'll
find some sheltered place to sleep,' Sigarni told him. 'Tomorrow we'll see the
King.' 'For
what purpose?' Ballistar asked. 'I
shall ask for the Crown to be returned.' 'And he
will just give it to you?' 'Of
course not, Balli. I shall offer him something in return.' 'It
will need to be a very large gift,' Ironhand pointed out. 'It
will be,' she promised. 233 12 THE.
CITY WAS unlike anything Sigarni had ever seen. Crammed together, the houses
reared like cliff faces, dotted with lighted windows. Narrow alleyways filtered
off like veins in the flesh of a stone giant. Arched tunnels led deeper into
the city, and these boasted oil-lamps, hung at regular intervals to guide the
traveller. There were signs on every alley, giving names to the streets and the
wider avenues that led off from them. Sigarni felt hemmed in and dwarfed by the
colossal nature of Zir-vak. Ironhand
was less impressed. 'They have structures in Kushir of far greater beauty,' he
said, 'and there is evidence at least of planning there. These ... huge hovels
give a man no space to breathe." 'It is
oppressive,' agreed Ballistar. They wandered on aimlessly fora while until they
saw the lights of a tavern. Ironhand headed for it. 'Wait!' called Ballistar.
'How will we pay?' Ill
think of something," said Ironhand. The
tavern was more than half empty, and few diners sat at the rough-built tables.
There was a long, timbered drinking area at which several men stood, downing
ale. Ironhand moved to the bar and a serving maid approached him. She was
extraordinarily fat, her mouth turned down at the corners, her eyes small and seemingly
set in several acres of unnecessary flesh; her enormous breasts sagged over the
bar. 'What
is there on offer?' asked Ironhand, as Sigarni and Ballistar moved alongside. 'To eat
or to drink, or both?" she countered, idly wiping at the counter with a
stained rag. 'Just
to drink,' said the silver-bearded giant. 'We
have ale or water, or if you'd rather something hot we have a dry root tisane.' 'And
with what do we pay?' 234 'What?' 'What
currency do we need? We are strangers here and have been told that gold is of
no use.' 'You
don't pay,' she said, as if talking to someone retarded. 'Everything's free ...
has been for years. So what will it be?' 'Ale,'
said Ironhand. Ill
have water,' said Sigarni. 'Where can we find lodgings for the night?' 'Wherever
you choose. There's a room upstairs that you're welcome to. There's no fire,
mind - no wood, you see. But the oil-lamps keep the room warm enough. There's
only one bed, but it's big enough for the two of you,' she said, gesturing
towards Ballistar and Sigarni. 'As for him .. . well.' 'I
could always share your bed, my pretty,' said Ironhand. 'I expect it's a large
one.' 'The
cheek of the man!' said the woman, blushing. 'Those
that don't ask never get,' said Ironhand, with a wink. 'And you've no idea how
long it has been since I've enjoyed the company of a handsome woman.' 'Handsome,
indeed! I was a fine-looking young woman, I'll have you know. Men travelled far
to court me - and I don't take kindly to being mocked.' 'I
would never mock you, my lovely. I've always preferred my women with a litde
meat on their bones. You think on it, while you fetch us our drinks. I'm a man
of considerable patience.' Ironhand
turned away and strode to a nearby table, where Ballistar sat alongside him.
'Good God, man, how could you make love to that ... that... sow?' 'She
looks mighty good to me, lad. Now there's your sort of woman,' he added,
pointing to another serving maid carrying a tray to the far table. She was slim
and dark-haired, no more than seventeen. Ballistar stared at her with
undisguised longing. Ill call her over,' whispered Ironhand. 'No!'
squealed Ballistar. It was
too late, for Ironhand waved at the girl. She finished delivering the dishes to
a table by the window, then walked over. 'My friend, here, ...' began Ironhand. 'For
pity's sake!' snapped Ballistar. He smiled sheepishly at the maid. Tm ... er
... sorry.' 235 'What
he's trying to say, my lovely,' continued Ironhand, 'is that he is smitten by
your beauty. If I were a younger man I'd fight him to the death for you. Now we
are strangers in this city, and have no understanding of the normal practices.
It will have to suffice that he finds you astonishingly attractive and would
like to spend a little time with you when you are finished with your work. What
do you say?' The
girl smiled and stared hard at Ballistar, who felt he had reddened to his toes. 'He is
a handsome boy,' she said, 'And you are an old devil. However, since you've already
seduced my mother - and that puts me out for the night -1 think I will spend a
little time with the young man. The rooms upstairs are all numbered. I shall be
in room eleven in an hour or so.' Reaching out, she cupped Ballistar's chin.
'Your beard is soft,' she said. 'I like that.' Her
mother appeared, bearing a wooden tray on which was set a pitcher of ale, a jug
of water and three tankards. She set it down carefully and turned to Ironhand.
'Don't you be drinking too much of that,' she said. 'It has a habit of turning
hard men to softness, if you take my meaning.' Ironhand's
laughter bellowed out. Grasping the woman round her ample waist, he drew her
into his lap. Then taking the pitcher, he raised it to his lips and began to
drink. Ballistar and Sigarni watched in amazement as he downed more than half
of it. 'By God, that's better,' he said. Then he rose, lifted the astonished
woman into the air and began to spin and dance. 'She
must weigh a ton,' whispered Ballistar to Sigarni. 'How does he do that?' Ironhand
returned to the table, still carrying the woman. 'It's no good,' he said. 'I
can wait not a moment longer. I'll see you both in the morning." So
saying, he carried his conquest from the room. For a
little while Ballistar and Sigarni sat in silence. At last he spoke. 'The woman
I'm going to see... I don't... what should I...?' Sigami
laughed softly. 'Do whatever comes naturally. Sit with her and talk for a
while. My advice would be to tell her that she is your first, and that you are
unskilled.' 'I
couldn't do that!' 'She
will know anyway. Enjoy yourelf, Ballistar. And make sure that she too has fond
memories of the meeting. Too many men get carried away by their lust, and
forget that their partners need loving too.' 236 'How do
I...?' 'This
is not a lesson, Balli. Kiss, touch and explore. Make it last. This is the one
experience you will never forget.' He
grinned. 'I can't believe this. When we get back I'm going to pick up the
little wizard and kiss both his wizened cheeks!' 'He'll
turn you into a spider and tread on you,' 'Will
you be all right alone?' Leaning
forward, she covered his hand with her own. 'I stood in a cave and waited for
demons, Balli. I think I'll probably survive a night in a strange inn, don't
you?' They
sat and talked for a while, then the young maid came for Ballistar and Sigarni
smiled at the look of sudden panic that flashed across his handsome face. 'Go,'
she said, 'enjoy yourself.' Alone
now, she sipped the water and concentrated on the magical events that had
overtaken them in Yur-vale. Three separate bursts of magic: the growth of
Ballistar, the sprouting of the bow and the rebirth of Ironhand. The dwarf had
become a man, strong and straight. Why? And why the bow, and not the arrows?
She had tried to discuss it with Ballistar, but he had merely shrugged and
said, 'It was magic. Who cares why?' But
there must be laws governing magic, she thought. Ironhand had been reborn
through a piece of dried bone. But what of the bone tips on her arrows? Why had
they not grown into deer? And the leather of her belt or boots - why had these
items remained intact? Taliesen
had warned that this was a world of strong magic, and that it would affect them
far more than the inhabitants of Yur-vale. What had he said about his fellow
sorcerer? He had eaten pork and it had swelled inside him? Sigarni shuddered.
Like the bone of Ironhand, the flesh had reconstituted itself in his belly and
he had been ripped to pieces from within by a live and panic-stricken boar. Reaching
for the water goblet, she winced as the cold metal edge pushed at the still
healing cut on her palm. And
instantly she had the answer. On the night before the journey she had held
Ironhand's bone. On the journey itself through the Gateway she had gripped
Ballistar's hand. My
blood touched them. The bow also - but not the arrows! Sigarni
rose from her seat and walked upstairs to her room. The bed was deep and soft,
but she did not sleep for several hours. When she awoke Ironhand was sitting
beside the bed. 237 'I hope
your dreams were good ones,' he said. 'I had none that I can recall," she
told him. 'You?' 'I didn't sleep a wink,' he said with a grin. 'But I could eat
a horse.' 'That would not be advisable. The horse would eat you.' He looked at
her quizzically and she explained about Taliesen's warning. 'Well, then, we had
better find the Crown and head back to the Highlands. I want to taste a good
steak again, and smell the pines.' 'First we must find the palace, or wherever
it is that the King resides.' 'You
think he will just give you a national treasure?' 'We'll see.' The
King stared from the window of his eighth-floor study, and watched as the enemy
siege engines slowly approached the city's north wall. There were seven of
them, each around eighty feet high, clad in sheets of hammered iron and
impervious to flame arrows. When they reached the walls, which they would
within the hour, the fighting would be hard. Close to the wall the towers would
lower their drawbridges, and fighting men would pour out on to the ramparts. His
Guards would meet them, blade to blade, hacking and slaying, buying time for
the engineers to hurl fire bombs through the apertures. The iron cladding
outside would offer no protection to the scores of men waiting on the siege
tower stairs. You are
coming to your doom, he told himself. He glanced to his left, where his
ceremonial armour was laid out on a bench of oak. You are getting too old to
fight, he thought. And what will happen to Zir-vak when you fall in battle?
Neither of his sons had yet reached one hundred - and even if they had, he
thought with regret, they could not shoulder the responsibilities of command.
Perhaps I have been too easy on them. Stepping
back from the window he moved to his desk, lifting a bronze-rimmed oval mirror.
The face that peered back at him was grey with fatigue, the eyes dull. Dropping
the mirror, he picked up the letter that had arrived the previous evening from
the merchant Yos-shiel. Three strangers had come to the city, intent on
stealing the Paradise Helm. They would find a fine surprise waiting for them! A
servant entered the room and bowed deeply. 'Majesty, there is a woman who
wishes to see you.' 238 'Tell
her I have no time today. Let her make her entreaty to Pasan-Yol!' 'With
respect, Majesty, I feel you may wish to speak with the woman. She says she
wishes to see you in connection with the Paradise Helm - and she matches the
description you gave to the soldiers.' The King
turned. 'Is she alone?' 'No,
her companions are with her, Majesty - a white-haired giant and a young man.' 'Are
they armed?' 'They
gave their weapons to the Royal Sentries.' Intrigued,
the King moved to his desk. 'Show them in - and fetch Pasan-Yol.' Bowing
once more, the servant departed. As
Yos-shiel had reported, the woman was very beautiful, and moved with a grace
that stirred the King's blood. 'I understand you claim to be from another
land,' he said. 'Where might that be?' 'I could
not say where in relation to Yur-vale,' she told him, her voice deep, almost
husky. 'We were sent through a magical Gateway.' The
King picked up the letter. 'So Yos-shiel tells me. I must say I find it hard to
believe. Could it be that you are spies, sent by the enemy?' A squad
of guards moved in behind the newcomers, 'You wish them arrested, Majesty?'
asked Pasan-Yol. 'Not
yet,' the King told the young guardsman. 'They interest me. So tell me, woman,
why you are here.' 'To
bring back the sun,' she said. The silence in the room grew as the listeners
took in her words. 'You
are a witch?' asked the King. 'I am.' 'Sorcery
has long been considered a crime here, punishable by death.' The
woman smiled. 'Whereas stupidity has obviously not. Do you wish to see the sun
shine over Yur-vale?' The
King leaned back in his chair. 'Let us suppose - merely for the sake of
argument - that you could achieve this ... this miracle. What do you desire in
return?' 'I
think the letter from Yos-shiel will answer that,' she told him. 'You
know of that - and yet you come here? Was that wise, witch?' 239 She
shrugged. 'The wisdom of any course can only be judged by the outcome. I offer
you the sun for a piece of metal. You make whatever choice seems fitting.' 'What
do you think, Pasan?' asked the King. The
young guardsman gave a derisory laugh. 'I think they are spies, Father. Let me
interrogate them.' 'Yet
another numbskull,' said Ironhand to Sigarni, in the same tone of voice. 'You think
they are all victims of in-breeding?' The guardsman's sword snaked from its
scabbard. 'Put it away, boy,' said Ironhand, 'before I take it away from you
and swat your backside.' The guardsman took a deep breath and dropped into a
fighting position with sword extended. 'That's
enough!' said the King.'Put up your blade, Pasan!' 'You
heard what he said, Father!' 'Aye, I
did,' answered the King, wearily. 'So let us not be too swift to prove his
point.' 'I
think a little proofwould not go amiss,' put in Sigarni to the King. 'Do you
have a garden here?' 'Nothing
grows in Zir-vak,' he said. 'But, yes, there was a garden. I do not go there
now, for the sight of it saddens me." 'Take
me there,' she said, 'and I will show you something to lift your heart.' The
King stood and moved to the window, where the siege towers were inching ever
closer. He swung back to the woman. 'Very well, I will humour you. But know
this, if there is no miracle I shall not be best pleased - and the charge of
sorcery will be laid against you.' 'If
there is no miracle,' said the woman, 'then the charge will be hard to prove.' For the
first time the King smiled. 'Let us go to the garden,' he said. The
garden was more than two hundred feet long, and had been designed around a
series of winding white-paved pathways. There were three fountains, none of
them in use, and the flower-beds were covered with thick grey ash. Scores of
dead trees lined the marble walls at the outer edges of the garden, and the
area was devoid of any life. Sigarni
felt a moment of fear as she surveyed the landscape. What if her reasoning was
flawed? 240 'I'm
looking forward to this,' said Ironhand, with a wink. 'Well,'
said the King, 'we are here, and you promised a miracle.' He was standing with
his arms folded, his son beside him with hand on sword. The six guards stood
nervously by. Sigarni
approached the King. 'May I borrow your dagger, my lord?' she asked. 'What
nonsense is this?' stormed the young man at his side. Sigarni
frowned, then raised her arm before him. 'Make a shallow cut, here,' she said,
pointing to her forearm. Pasan-yol
drew his dagger, and drew the blade slowly across her skin. Blood welled, and
Sigarni walked to a line of dead bushes, kneeling down before the first and
holding her arm above the dry branches. Slowly drops of blood dripped to the
wood. Nothing
happened. Sigarni stayed where she was, and glanced at Ironhand, who was
watching her intently. She had explained her theory to him, and he had listened
thoughtfully. 'Well,
where is this miracle?' asked the King, his tone hardening. Ironhand
stepped forward and knelt beside Sigarni. 'Touch the bush,' he whispered. Lowering
her arm, her fingers brushed against the wood and she felt her hand grow hot.
The blood upon the branches disappeared into the grey wood, which began to
swell and grow. Buds appeared, pushing out into new red growth, stretching up
towards the iron sky, then darkened to green and finally to brown. Three blooms
appeared, opening to roses the colour of Sigarni's blood. She
stood and turned towards the King, ready to present her arguments. Just
then a beam of sunlight pierced the clouds, illuminating the garden. In its
bright light the King looked older, more weary, his face lined, dark rings
beneath his eyes. 'How have you done this?' he whispered, moving to the rose
and kneeling before it to smell the blooms. 'The
war must end,' she said. 'That is all that keeps the sun at bay.' 'What
are you saying?' 'This
is a magical land, Majesty, where the war and the devastation feed the dark
side of the magic. Every act of hate, of malice, of bloodlust only serves to
fuel the fires beneath the mountains. You are destroying this world with your
fighting. Think back to the days before, when the sun shone. The Feast of
Athling. There was a 241 three-day
truce between the armies; when the righting stopped the sun shone. It was the
same when your father was buried: a day of truce. And before the war Yur-vale
was a paradise. Can you not see it? In some way the feelings of the people are
magnified by the land itself. All this hatred and violence is reflected by the
land which, like the people here, is turning on itself.' 'I told
you she was a spy!' roared Pasan-Yol. 'This is all a trick to lull us.' From
some distance away came a series of dull, booming sounds, and the faint clash
of steel upon steel. The sunlight faded away. 'The
siege towers have reached the walls,' said the King. 'I must go now. But I will
give your words serious consideration and we will meet again this afternoon. In
the meantime I will ask one of my servants to show you the palace museum. There
are many wonders there -including the Helm you seek.' Sigarni
and Ballistar bowed. Ironhand merely inclined his head. 'Your
tall friend does not care for the formalities. Does he not know it is wise
always to pay respects to a king?' 'He
does, my lord,' said Sigarni. 'But he is a king himself, and is unused to
bowing before others.' The King
chuckled. 'A monarch should have better dress sense,' he said, pointing to
Ironhand's ill-fitting red shirt. 'And you, young lady, should have that wound
dressed - unless of course you plan to revive my entire garden.' He swung to
the young man. 'You cut too deeply, Pasan. See that the surgeon is sent for,
and that our guests are looked after.' 'But,
Father ...' 'Just
do it, Pasan. I have no time for further debate.' The King strolled away,
followed by four of the guards. Pasan
glared at Sigarni. 'You may have fooled him with your witchery, but not me. You
are an enemy - and enemies are to be destroyed. And look at your rose,' he said
triumphantly. 'It is already dying.' 'Aye,'
she agreed sadly. 'With every death upon the walls. With every mouthful of
corpse meat. With every word of hate.' Summoning
Ballistar and Ironhand, Sigarni walked back towards the palace. 242 Her arm
bandaged, the blood still seeping through, Sigarni sat with Ironhand and
Ballistar in the main hall of the Palace Museum. There were statues lining the
walls, paintings hung in alcoves, but pride of place went to the Crown of
Alwen, which sat upon a slim column of gold within a crystal case. The Helm
shimmered in the lamplight and Ironhand gazed upon it with undisguised
admiration. 'Had I retained the Crown,' he said softly, 'there would have been
no civil war. Elarine and I could have enjoyed a peaceful reign and you,
Sigarni, would have known great joy.' 'I have
known great joy,' she said. 'Gwalchmai was a fine foster-father, and I have
lived a free life in the Highlands.' 'Even
so, I wish it had been different.' 'It is
never wise to long for days past,' she told him. 'They cannot come again. What
will you do when we get back? Will you announce yourself and lead the army? You
are much more suited to the task than I.' 'I
think not,' said the giant. 'You are the new Battle Queen. Let it be so. I will
advise - and take an hour or two to smite the enemy,' he added with a grin. 'Ifwe
get back,' pointed out Ballistar. 'There is no certainty. What if you are wrong
about this war, Sigarni? What if the sun does not shine again?' 'I am
not wrong,' she said. 'I sensed it from the moment the bow sprouted leaves.
This is a land in torment. Everything here is unnatural. When the war ends, so
will the upheavals of nature -1 am convinced of it.' 'I
think you are correct,' said Ironhand, 'but the fact remains that for the war
to end, both sides must agree terms. After fighting for this long, such a
decision will be hard. There is something else too, daughter. If there is no
peace, and the King refuses to give you the Crown, what then?' 'We
will leave without it - and fight the Outlanders without the aid
ofthePallides.' 'I'm
hungry,' said Ballistar. 'Do you think they would allow us a cooking pot? We
still have some oats?' 'You
could ask,' said Sigarni, gesturing towards the silent guards at the door. But
the request was refused, and the trio moved around the museum, studying the
various artefacts. Towards
dusk several servants entered, filling the oil-lamps and 243 lighting
more. Huge velvet curtains were drawn across the high, arched windows. At last
the King returned. He was wearing armour now, and looked even more weary than
he had in the morning. 'Their siege engines were destroyed,' he said, 'but the
death toll was very high. I have asked for a truce, and will meet with their
King outside the walls in an hour. I want you with me when I speak with him.' 'Gladly,
sire,' said Sigarni. More than
fifty lanterns had been set on poles outside the main gates, and a score of
chairs were set out in two lines often, facing one another. The night was
pitch-black, the lanterns barely giving out sufficient light to see more than a
few paces. 'Fetch more,' ordered the King, and two officers moved away into the
blackness. The King, now dressed in a simple tunic of blue, sat down, with
Sigarni on his left and Pasan-Yol on his right. Twenty
more lanterns were set out. They
waited for some time, and then saw a slow-moving column of men walking from the
enemy camp, their King in the lead, wearing silver armour embossed with gold.
He had no helm and Sigarni saw that his lean face showed the same edge of
weariness as that of the man beside her. He did
not look at the waiting party, but strode directly to a chair opposite the King
of Zir-vak and sat down. 'Well,
Nashan,' he said at last, as his twenty-man escort fanned out behind him, 'for
what purpose do you call this meeting?' The
King told him of Sigarni's arrival, and of the miracle in the rose garden. The
enemy leader was less than impressed. 'Today
you destroyed a few siege towers, but they proved their worth, did they not?
You were hard pressed to stop them. I have now ordered fifty to be built, then
Zir-vak will fall. You think me a fool, cousin? You seek to stave off defeat
with this nonsense?' 'It is
all nonsense, Reva. We fight a war our grandfathers began. And for what? For
the honour of our Houses. Where is the honour in what we do?' 'I will
find honour,' stormed Reva, 'when I have your head impaled on a lance over the
gates of Zir-vak.' 'Then
you may have it,' said the King. 'You may take it now. If that will end the war
and bring the sun back to our lands, I will die gladly. Is that all you
desire?' 244 'The
surrender of all your forces, and the opening of the gates,' demanded Reva. 'The
gates are already open,' pointed out the King. 'And we will fight no more.' 'No!'
screamed Pasan-Yol. 'You cannot betray us all.' 'It is
not betrayal, Pasan, it is a new beginning.' The
young man lurched to his feet, a dagger in his hand. Before anyone could stop
him he had rammed the blade into his father's breast. The King groaned and fell
against Sigarni. Ironhand, standing behind the King, reached over and grabbed
Pasan-Yol by the throat, dragging him away. Ballistar threw himself at the
young man, wrenching the knife from his grasp. Sigarni
lowered the dying King to the ground. 'Reva!' he called. The
enemy King knelt by his side. 'I spoke the truth, cousin. This war is killing
the land and it must end. Not just for you and I, and our Houses, but for the
land itself. You now have my head, and my city. Let the hatred pass away with
my death.' For a
moment Reva said nothing, then he sighed. 'It will be as you say, Nashan. I too
have a need to see the sun.' Pulling off his gauntlet, Reva took Nashan's hand. A man
cried out and pointed upwards. A full moon had appeared in the night sky, and
the glimmering of distant stars could be clearly seen. 'It begins,' whispered
Nashan. And he
died. Sigarni
closed the King's eyes and stood. 'A sad end to a fine man,' she said, turning
and walking away. Ironhand released Pasan-Yol, who stood staring at the moon
and stars. Then he ran to his father's body, hurling himself across it and
sobbing. Sigarni,
Ballistar and Ironhand returned to the museum. Ironhand thundered his fist
against the crystal case, which exploded into fragments. Reaching inside, he
drew out the Crown and passed it to Sigarni. 'It is
time to go,' she said, opening her pack and stowing the Crown inside. Vast
numbers of people thronged the streets, staring up at the sky as the trio made
their slow way down to the river.There were several boats moored there and
Sigarni chose a small craft, with two oars. Loosing it from its moorings, they
climbed aboard, and set out on the journey downstream. 245 Sigarni
sat staring back at the receding city. Ballistar put his arm around her
shoulder. 'Why so sad, Sigarni? You saved them.' 'I
liked him,' she said. 'He was a good man.' 'But
there is something else, I think?' he probed. She
nodded. 'We stopped one war, and now we have the means to pursue another. Is
our land any different from this one? How does High Druin feel about the
slaughter that is coming?' 'Our
fight is not about honour, or a stolen wife,' said Ballistar. 'We fight for
survival against a pitiless enemy. There is a difference.' 'Is
there? My hatred is all used up, Balli. When they raped me, I wanted to see
every Outlander slain. That is not what I desire any more.' Later
the following day, in bright sunlight, the three stood at the circle of stones.
Sigarni unwound the bandage on her forearm and used it to press her blood
against each of the six stones. Then the three of them stood at the centre,
holding hands and waiting. 'I'm
anticipating that steak with great pleasure,' said Ironhand. 'And I
can't wait to see their faces when they see what I have become,' said Ballistar
happily. Light
grew around them and Sigarni felt dizziness swamp her. Then Taliesen appeared
before her, and a cold winter breeze touched her face. 'Did
you get it?' the wizard asked. Sigarni
did not answer. In her right hand lay the tiny bone fragment of Ironhand, while
clinging to her left was Ballistar the Dwarf, tears flowing from his eyes as he
stood, dressed in her outsize leggings. Like
all Highlanders, Gwalchmai loved the spring. Life in the mountains was always
harsh, and people lived with the constant knowledge that death waited like a
monster beyond the firelight. Winter fell upon the mountains like a mythical
beast, robbing the land of crops, of food, sucking the heat from the soil and
from the bones of Man. But
spring, with her promise of sunshine and plenty, was a season to be loved. The
burst of colour that appeared on the hillsides as the first flowers pushed
their way through the cold earth, the singing of birds in the trees, the
fragrant blossom on bush and branch - all these things spoke of life. 246 The
ache in Gwalchmai's back had faded away in the morning sunlight, as he sat in
the old chair on the porch of his cabin. I almost feel young again, he thought
happily. A faint touch of regret whispered across his mind, and he opened the
parchment he had held folded in his hand. It had been so long since he had
written anything that the words seemed spidery and over-large, like a child's.
Still, it was legible. Time
for the last of the mead, he thought. Leaning to his right, he lifted the jug
and removed the stopper. Tipping it, he filled his mouth with the sweet liquor
and rolled it over his tongue. He had hidden the mead the year Sigarni was
brought to him, which had been a vintage year. Gwalchmai smiled at the memory.
Taliesen had walked into the clearing, leading the child by the hand. In that
moment Gwalchmai had seen the vision of his death. That night, as the child
slept, he had taken two jugs and hidden them in the loft, ready for this day. This
day . .. The old
man pushed himself to his feet and stretched his back. The joints creaked and
cracked like tinder twigs. Drawing in a deep breath, he swirled the last of the
liquor in the jug. Less than half a cup left, he realized. Shall I save it
until they come? He thought about it for a moment - then drained the jug.
Letting out a satisfied sigh, he sank back to the chair. The
sound of horses' hooves on the hard-packed ground made him start and panic
flickered within his breast. He had waited so long for this moment - and now he
was afraid, fearful of the long journey into the dark. His mouth was dry, and
he regretted the last swallow of mead. 'Calm
yourself, old fool,' he said, aloud. Rising, he strolled out into the wide yard
and waited for the horsemen. There
were six scouts, clad in iron helms and baked leather breastplates. They saw
him and drew their weapons, fanning out around him in a semi-circle. 'Good
morning, my brave boys!' said Gwalchmai. The
riders edged their horses closer, while scanning the surrounding trees. 'I am
alone, boys. I have been waiting for you. I have a message here that you may
read,' he added, waving the scrap of parchment. 'Who
are you, old man?' asked a rider, heeling his horse forward. Gwalchmai
chuckled. 'I am the reader of souls, the speaker of 247 truths,
the voice of the slain to come. They found the body, you know, back in your
village. Upon your return they intend to hang you. But do not let it concern
you - you will not return' The man
blanched, his jaw hanging slack. 'What's
he talking about?' demanded another rider. 'What body?' Gwalchmai
swung to the speaker. 'Ah, Bello, what a delight to see you again! And you,
Jeraime,' he added, smiling up at a third rider. 'Neither of you like each
other, and yet, together you will stand back to back at the last, and you will
die together, and take the long walk into Hell side by side. Is that a
comforting thought? I hope not!' 'Give
me the message, old man!' demanded the first rider, holding out his hand. 'Not
yet, Gaele. There is much to say. You are all riding to your deaths. Sigarni
will see you slain.' 'How is
it you know my name?' demanded Gaele. 'I know
all your names, and your sordid pasts,' sneered Gwalchmai. 'That is my Gift -
though when I gaze upon your lives it becomes a curse. You buried her deep,
Gaele, by the river bank - but you never thought that the old willow would one
day fall ... and in so doing expose the grave. Worse yet, you left the ring
upon her finger, the topaz ring you brought back from Kushir. All the village
knows you killed her. Even now a message is on its way asking that you be
returned for trial! Fear not, brave boy, for your belly will be opened at the
Duane Pass. No hanging for you!' 'Shut
up!' screamed Gaele, spurring his horse forward. His sword lashed down,
striking the old man on the crown of his head and smashing him from his feet.
Blood gushed from the wound but Gwalchmai struggled to his knees. 'You
will all die!' he shouted. 'The whole army. And the crows will feast on your
eyes!' The sword slashed down again and Gwalchmai fell to his face in the dirt.
All tension eased from his frame, and he did not feel the blades lance into his
body. All
these years, he thought, and at the last I lied. I do not know whether Sigarni
will win or lose, but these cowards will carry the tale of my prophecy back to
the army, and it will rage like a forest fire through their ranks. As if
from a great distance, Gwalchmai heard his name being called. 'I am
coming,' he said. 248 Gaele
dragged his sword clear of the old man's back, wiping the blade clean on the
dead man's tunic. Stooping, he plucked the parchment from the dead fingers and
opened it. 'What
does it say?' asked Bello, as the others gathered round the corpse. 'You
know I can't read,' snapped Gaele. Jeraime
stepped forward. 'Give it to me,' he said. Gaele passed it over and Jeraime
scanned the spidery text. 'Well?'
demanded Gaele. Jeraime
was silent for a moment, and when he spoke his voice was trembling. 'It says,
"There will be six. One of them a wife-killer. Gaele will strike me down.
Jeraime will read my message. " Jeraime
let the parchment fall and backed away to his horse. 'He was
a sorcerer,' whispered Bello. 'He said we were all going to die. The whole
army! Dear God, why did we come here?' The
army made camp near the ruins of Cilfallen: seven thousand men, incorporating
four thousand heavily armoured footsoldiers, fifteen hundred archers and
slingers, five hundred assorted engineers, cooks, foragers and scouts, and a
thousand cavalry. The Baron's long black tent was erected near the Cilfallen
stream, while the cavalry camped to the north, the footsoldiers to the east and
west and other personnel to the south. Leofric set sentry rotas and despatched
scouts to the north; then he returned, weary, to his own tent. Jakuta
Khan was sitting on a canvas-backed chair, sipping fine wine. He smiled as
Leofric entered the tent. 'Such a long face,' said the sorcerer, 'and here you
are on the verge of a glorious expedition.' 'I
dislike lying to the Baron,' said Leofric, opening a travel chair and seating
himself opposite the red-clad man. 'I told
you, it was not a lie. I aw a merchant - of sorts. Where do you think the first
battle will be fought?' 'The
Baron believes they will fortify the Duane Pass. We have several contingency
plans for such an eventuality. Can you not tell me what they are planning? The
fall of the forts has left me out of favour with the Baron. He blames me!' Jakuta
Khan shook his head and adopted a suitably apologetic expression. 'My dear
Leofric, I would dearly love to help you. But to 249 use my
powers while Taliesen is nearby would be costly to me -perhaps fatal. The old
man is not without talent. When he departs I will reach out and, shall we say,
observe them. Relax, my boy. Enjoy the wine. It really is very good.' Leofric
sighed. He knew the wine was good; it had cost a small fortune. Accepting a
goblet, he sipped the liquid appreciatively. 'You said you had tried to capture
the woman before, and had failed. Is she charmed? Is this Taliesen as powerful
as you?' 'Interesting
questions,' said Jakuta Khan, his jovial round face now looking serious and
thoughtful. 'I have pondered them often. The first attempt was thwarted by
Taliesen and a Highlander named Caswallon. They took her as a babe, and hid
her... here. At that time I did not know of Taliesen's existence, and therefore
had no plan to cope with him. By the time I found her hiding place she was a
small child; her foster-mother threw her from the cabin window, and she ran to
a nearby waterfall. There Caswallon and Taliesen once more intervened, though
how they came to be there at that precise time, I do not know. They could not
have stopped me, for I was well prepared. Sadly, a third force intervened; I
believe it was a spirit. He aided her again - and that cost the life of the
dearest of my acolytes. But there it is. That is life and we cannot grumble.
But last week I used one of the four great spells. Infallible. Either the
victim dies, or the sender. I risked everything. And nothing happened.
Curiously, the demon I summoned disappeared as soon as my spell was complete. I
can tell you, Leofric, I have spent many a long night since thinking over that
problem. I know it is hard for you to imagine, but think of aiming a bow at an
enemy and loosing the shaft. As it flies through the air, it disappears. It was
like that. The question is, where did the demon go?' 'Did
you find an answer?' asked Leofric, intrigued. 'I
believe so. I cast the spell just outside Citadel town, inside a circle of
ancient stones. They are believed to be Gateways to other worlds. In some way I
believe I activated the Gateway. Even so, the creature was completely attuned
to Sigarni. Therefore wherever it went, she would have been there also.
Mystifying.' Leofric
refilled his goblet. 'Does that mean the creature is still looking for her?' 'It is
possible. In fact, it is more than likely. The Gateways operate through time as
well as space, and even now he is winging his way towards her. What a cheering
prospect - I'll drink to that!' 250 'Why do
you hate her so? Has she done you some harm?' 'Good
Heavens, Leofric, I do not hate her. I don't hate anyone. Such a harmful
emotion! I rather admire her, don't you? But I need what she has. The blood
royal! All the great spells require blood royal. And anything can be achieved
with it, lead to gold, immortality - of a kind - physical strength. As
limitless as the imagination.' 'She's
just a Highland woman, for God's sake. What royal blood does she carry?' 'What
blood? How arrogant of you, Leofric. Your own King does not carry the blood
royal, though his grandsons might. Sigarni is the daughter of the great King,
Ironhand, who was done to death by assassins centuries ago. He had a fortress
near here, colossal and impregnable. Only the foundation stones are left.' 'Then
how could she be his daughter?' 'She
was carried through a Gateway in time. Do you not listen, my boy?' 'I
think the wine must be going to my head,' Leofric admitted. 'It all sounds like
gibberish.' 'Of
course it does,' said Jakuta Khan soothingly, leaning forward and patting the
young man's knee. 'But that is the simple answer to your question. Her blood
carries power, and I need that power. If there was a way to utilize it without
killing her, I would. For I am not fond of death.' Leofric
refilled his glass for the second time. 'You are a strange man, Jakuta. Perhaps
you are insane. Have you thought of that?' 'You
are full of interesting ideas, Leofric. It makes you a joy to be with. Let us
examine the premise. Insanity: not being sane. Yet how do we establish sanity?
Would we, for example, look to the majority of people and claim them as normal
and sane?' 'That
seems reasonable,' agreed Leofric. 'But
the King is not normal like them, is he? He is an extraordinary man, as is the
Baron. Does that make them insane?' 'Ah, I
see what you are saying,' said Leofric, leaning forward and spilling his wine.
'But then normality is not just a question of who farms or who rules. It is
surely an ability to discern right from wrong, or good from evil, perhaps.' 'Now
the waters become even muddier, my boy. If a farmer sees a neighbour with a
bigger section of land, and more wealth, and sets out to murder him, is he
evil?' 251 'Of
course.' 'But if
a king sets out to destroy his enemy's kingdom in order to swell his own
treasury, then he, by that example, is evil also.' 'Not
so!' insisted Leofric, aware he was on dangerous ground. 'There may be many
reasons why a nation goes to war. Security, for example, protecting one's
borders.' 'Of
course, of course,' agreed Jakuta. 'And this war? Against an enemy with no army
to speak of, a pretend war for the purpose of self-glorification, is this
evil?' 'For
God's sake keep your voice down!' 'Sanity
is not easy to establish, is it, Leofric? All I know is that one man's good is
another man's evil. That is the way life works: it favours the rich and the
powerful, it always has and I suspect it always will. I am not rich, but I am
powerful. I intend to become more powerful.' 'As
powerful as this Taliesen?' 'Less
and more. He is a curious fellow. He has vast resources, and chooses not to use
them. You would like him, I think, Leofric. He knows more about the Gateways
than any man alive. Yet he lives like a peasant, and dresses worse. He has a
cloak of feathers that has seen better days, and he has allowed his body to
become old and wizened. We have not conversed, but I would make a wager that he
believes his powers to be a gift from some supreme source, to be used wisely
and carefully.' 'Perhaps
he is right.' 'Perhaps.
I cannot disprove his theories, but I tend towards disbelief. I have conversed
with demons who serve a greater demon, and I have known holy men who claim to
have spoken with God. Whereas I, more powerful than most, have never felt the
need to serve either God or the Devil, and neither of them has seen fit to approach
me.' 'How
will you know when Taliesen has left the Highlands?' 'Oh, I
will know.' In the
morning Leofric felt that he had a caged horse inside his skull, trying to kick
its way to freedom. His head pounded and the bright sunlight induced a feeling
of nausea. Jakuta Khan, who seemed untouched by the excesses of the night
before, sat quietly, watching the dawn. Leofric stumbled from the tent and made
his way to the stream, where he stripped off his tunic and bathed in the clear,
cold water. 252 Wet and
shivering, he dressed and walked to the Baron's tent. As he had expected the
Baron was already awake, and was sitting at his travel desk examining maps.
Leofric entered and bowed. 'Good morning, my lord. I trust you slept well?' The Baron
rubbed at the black leather eye-patch he wore. 'I have not slept well since
that damned bird tore out my eye. What news?' 'The
scouts are not in yet sir. Shall I fetch you breakfast?' 'Not
yet. How do you think they will defend the pass?' The Baron spread out a series
of maps on the rug at his feet. Leofric crouched down and studied them. 'They
have few choices, sir. My spies tell me the Pallides had pledged themselves to
Sigarni. That brings the total of her force to just over three thousand - not
quite enough, I would imagine, to defend the eastern slope. They would be too
thinly stretched and we could outflank them. The western slope is shorter, but
that would mean leaving a gap in their eastern defences, through which a force
of cavalry could ride, creating havoc in their villages. Of course, they may
try to defend both slopes, or they may, if desperate, choose to occupy the
flat-topped hill at the north end of the pass. The slopes are steep and a
shield-ring would be hard to penetrate.' 'In
what way do you see this as a desperate move?' enquired the Baron. 'We
would surround them, and there would be no means of escape. They would be
gambling all on being able to hold us, wear us down, then counter-attack.' 'I
agree,' said the Baron. 'So which do you believe they will choose?' 'I am
not a warrior, my lord, and I do not fully understand their mentality. I would,
however, think it likely they will try to occupy the western slope. It is
wooded, and covered with boulders. We would be forced to attack many times to
discover the areas in which they are weak.' 'Aye,
they'll try to be canny,' said the Baron. 'That black traitor Asmidir will see
to that. Their line will be of varying strength, at its most powerful where an
attack is likely.' He stabbed his forefinger at a point on the first map.
'Here, where the slope is not so steep, and here, where the tree line thins. We
will attack both simultaneously with the infantry. But the cavalry will strike
here!' 'The
highest ground? Is that wise, my lord?' 253 'Asmidir
knows the way we fight, Leofric. Therefore we change. If I am wrong we will
lose a few score cavalry, but the outcome will remain the same. What of
supplies?' Leofric
rubbed at his eyes, praying that his head would stop pounding. 'I commandeered
as many wagons as were available, my lord, and they should start arriving by
late this afternoon. The men will be on short rations until we take the
Pallides villages and the cattle there.' 'We
have your negligence to thank for that,' snapped the Baron. 'I shall not
swiftly forget the fall of your impregnable forts. If you were not my cousin, I
would have had you flayed alive.' 'I am
very grateful to you, sir,' said Leofric dutifully. The sound of horsemen
approaching allowed him to avoid further embarrassment and he rose swiftly and
moved outside. The first of the scout troops were returning. Lightly armed on
fast horses, they could move swiftly across the countryside. All were veterans
of many campaigns, and had travelled with the Census Taker in the autumn in
order to accustom themselves to the land. The
lead rider dismounted, the other four riding off towards the cook-fires. The
man saluted. 'Your
report?' demanded Leofric. 'No
sign of the enemy, sir. We killed one old man who ran at us with an ancient
broadsword, and we spotted some foresters heading south but, as ordered, we
avoided contact. The Loda fort has been plundered and the walls part
dismantled. We rode to the Pallides fort, and this has seen similar treatment.' 'Any
activity at Duane?' 'None
that I could see, sir, and I thought it best not to push too far. We'll head
out again after the men have eaten and acquired fresh mounts.' 'Good.
We will be moving on to the Loda fort within the hour. When you return, make
your report to me there.' 'Yes,
sir.' The
Baron appeared and called out to the man as he was about to mount his horse. 'You,
how many foresters were heading south?' 'Around
a score, sir. Maybe a few more hidden by the trees.' 'Not an
attacking force, then?' 'I
don't believe so, sir. I think they may have been hunting. I expect food is
scarce about now.' 254 'That's
all,' said the Baron, moving alongside Leofric as the man saluted and turned
away. 'How many men do you have guarding the supply wagons?" 'Two
troops, my lord, and a section of infantrymen.' 'Send
back another fifty cavalrymen. I don't think they are hunting deer, they are
seeking to cut our supply line.' 'Yes,
sir. I'll do that immediately.' 'And
give the orders to take some of them alive for questioning.' 'Yes,
sir.' 'Now
you can order me that breakfast,' said the Baron, returning to his tent. Asmidir
fought to keep himself calm. 'Sigarni, listen to me, you cannot continue to
risk everything on a single throw of the dice. We have enough men now to hold
the western slope. We can wear them down, harry their flanks, disrupt their
supply lines. There is simply no need for us to take unnecessary chances.' 'I hear
what you say, Asmidir, and I will consider it,' she said. 'Leave me now.' She
watched him depart, knowing his turmoil. He was a soldier, a strategist, and
his hatred of the Outlanders had seeped into his bones. He had travelled far to
find an enemy capable of inflicting savage defeats on his enemies, and now he
felt it was all at risk. As indeed it was... Fell
had stood by silently during the exchange, and she turned to him. 'You are slow
to offer your opinions, general?' He
laughed. 'I'm no general. I am a forester and proud of it. What he says makes
sense to me, but who am I to argue with the great Battle Queen of the
Highlands?' 'Stop
it, Fell,' she said irritated. 'Just tell me what you think.' 'The
man understands war - and he knows the ways of the Outlanders. The western
slope must be defended, for it leads into our heartland. He knows it. You know
it. The Outlanders know it.' 'Exactly
my point,' said Sigarni. 'We all know where the dangers lie - therefore it is
time to think of something different. And, by God, I shall!' She sat in silence
for a few moments. 'Any sign of Gwalchmai yet?' she asked. 'No. I
think he headed home.' 255 'To
die,' she said, softly. 'Aye.
His time had come, he said. He told me he was due to die in the spring - even
knew the face of the soldier who would do the deed.' 'He did
not say goodbye,' she said. 'He took me in when the beasts slew my... parents,
and he cherished me throughout my childhood. Why would he leave without saying
goodbye?' 'He
knew the day and the hour, Sigarni. He left soon after you set off for the
Crown. He spoke to Taliesen just before he departed; maybe the wizard can tell
you more.' 'And
what of Ballistar?' Fell
shook his head. 'Nothing yet, but Kollarin is seeking him.' 'It
broke his heart, Fell. He wanted you to see him as he was in that other world,
strong and straight. He even bedded a woman there. It is often said that what
is never had cannot be missed. I think that is true. All his life he has
yearned to be like us. Then it happened, and he experienced a joy he could not
have dreamed of. The return was a living nightmare for him.' 'You
look tired, Sigarni. Perhaps you should rest for a while.' 'No,'
she told him, 'I need to see Taliesen before he leaves. Will you fetch him?' 'And
then you will rest?' She
nodded. As Fell left the cabin Sigarni felt the truth of his words. Her bones
ached with weariness, and her mind seemed to float from problem to problem,
never settling. How long since you slept, she asked herself? Three days? Four? Taliesen
entered. 'The enemy is six thousand strong,' he said, 'and they will be here in
two days. I wish you good fortune, Sigarni. It all rests now on your skill, and
the courage of your men.' 'I wish
you could stay, Taliesen. Your powers would be more than useful.' 'I
shall return when the battle is over.' 'You
are assuming that we will conquer?' 'No,'
he said sadly. 'I am making no assumptions. I have seen many futures, Sigarni.
In some you win, in others you die.' 'They cannot
all be true,' she pointed out. 'Oh,
they can,' he said softly. 'I long ago learned that there are many worlds
identical to our own. When we travel between them, all things are possible. If
you are dead when I return I will travel more Gateways, seeking a Sigarni who
survived.' 256 'Why
not seek her now - and then tell me how she did it?' He
smiled 'I like you, Battle Queen. Truly. And now I must go. Have you spoken to
Ironhand since he lost his second life?' 'Yes.
His hurt is considerable, but he is still with me,' she said, touching the
pouch hanging at her throat. 'I am
sorry for the dwarf. I did not know that he would be so affected beyond the
Gate.' 'Kollarin
will find him. Ballistar is strong; he will recover. Go in peace, Taliesen.' The old
man bowed once more and walked to the door. Sigarni stretched herself out on
the narrow pallet bed. And
drifted into the bliss of a dreamless sleep. When
she awoke Ironhand was sitting beside her. The old King was clad once more in
his silver armour, with a great winged helm upon his head, his beard braided.
'How long have I been asleep?' she asked. 'Three
hours. Fell is outside the cabin and is allowing no one in.' 'Now is
the time for decisions,' she said, sitting up and rubbing the sand of sleep
from her eyes. 'And it frightens me.' 'As it
should. A little fear is like yeast to the spirit, encouraging it to grow
strong.' 'What
if I make a mistake now?' 'Then
all die,' he told her bluntly. She
took a deep, calming breath. 'What advice can you offer me?' 'You
are the Queen of the Highlands, my daughter, and I am proud of you. But now you
must learn the one, terrible lesson of monarchy. That you are alone. The
decision is yours. Win or lose, you carry the weight. For what it is worth,
however, I will offer one thought - seek out the wife of Torgan.' 'You
know her?' 'I was
with you when you spoke last to her. She made you smile, and she made you cry.
Both were good for you.' 'Then
you cannot say which defensive plan would be the best for us? I was relying on
you, Ironhand. You have fought so many battles. You won them all.' 'No, I
didn't. Wish I had. I was always too headstrong. I just won the important ones.
Seek out the woman, then make a decision. Stick to it, and be firm in your
leadership. If you have doubts, hide 257 them.
You are the Battle Queen. They will all look to you, now and always.' 'You
will be with me on the battlefield?' 'Aye,
then I will seek Elarine and the fields of glory.' The
image shimmered and vanished. Sigarni rose and called out to Fell, who entered
the room and knelt beside her. 'You were talking in your sleep,' he said.'I
could not make out the words.' 'I am
going for a walk. Will you join me?' 'I am
at your command,' he told her. 'I am
asking you as a. friend, Fell,' she told him, holding out her hand. For a
moment only he stared at it, then their fingers touched. She looked into his
deep brown eyes, and watched his smile grow. 'I love
you, Sigarni,' he said, his voice thickening. 'Always did, always will. Welcome
home.' Together
they walked from the cabin and down the hillside. The snow was melting fast,
and spring flowers were everywhere. 'Is Torgan still here?' she asked. 'As far
as I know. He and his wife have taken lodging with Fyon Sharp-axe. Are you
going to give him a command?' 'Yes,'
she said, 'under you.' 'Why?
The man insulted you - and all of us.' 'But
he's a Highlander, Fell, and a brave man. He deserves a second chance - for his
wife and family if for nothing else.' 'Why
the change, Sigarni? What has happened to you?' 'Perhaps
it is High Drain,' she said, with a smile. 'Perhaps he spoke to me. When I went
through the Gateway to that strange land I could almost feel its emotions. Yet
the people there could not. I think it is the same here. The land cannot abide
hatred, Fell. And I have no place left in my heart for it. Tomorrow we fight
the Outlanders — because we must. We will destroy them if we can - but only
because we must. Torgan was wrong, but he believed himself right and acted with
the best interests of his clan at heart. Now he suffers shame. I shall end
that.' As they
approached the end of the tree line Sigarni turned towards Fell and curled her
arms around his neck. 'I hated you when you left me, and when I heard about the
death of your wife I was glad. It shames me to admit, and I feel sorrow now.' Dipping
his head he kissed her tenderly. 'This is all I ever wanted, Sigarni. I know
that now." 258 'Leave
me here, Fell. I will see you later - at the meeting hall. There I will
announce our battle plan.' 'And
after that?' 'We
will go home. Together.' Sigarni
walked down the winding lane to the home of Fyon Sharp-axe. Loran, Torgan, and
the huge warrior Mereth were sitting in the sunshine with the Hunt Lord. All
rose as Sigarni approached. 'You
are welcome, lady,' said Fyon, with a short bow. Loran
fetched a chair for her, and they sat. Torgan remained standing, then turned
towards the house. 'Wait,' said Sigarni. 'I would value your counsel.' 'Do you
wish to shame me again?' he asked, standing tall, his eyes angry. 'No. I
want you to be at the meeting tonight. Tomorrow you will command the Farlain
wing, under Fell's leadership.' Torgan
stood stock-still, and she could see the anger replaced by wariness. 'Why are
you doing this?' he asked. 'I need
strong men in positions of authority. You may decline if you choose.' 'No! I
accept.' 'Good.
The meeting begins at dusk. Is Layelia in the house?' 'Yes,'
said Torgan, still stunned. 'Shall I fetch her?' 'No. I
will find her.' Sigarni rose and left the men to their conversation. As she
passed Torgan he called out to her. 'Wait!'
Dropping to one knee, he bowed his head. 'My sword and my life,' he said. It was
an hour before dusk as Sigarni set out from the Pallides village. The afternoon
was clear and bright, the sun dappling the new leaves on the trees. She felt
belter than she had in days, her mind cleansed of doubt. Whatever the outcome
now, she felt that her plan was the best chance for Highland success. Breaking
into a run, she raced up the track, her body revelling in the exertion. As she
ran she noticed a mist spreading out from the undergrowth. At first she ignored
it, but it thickened suddenly, swirling around her. Sigarni slowed. The trees
were indistinct now, mere faint shadows in the grey. Glancing up she saw that
the mist was also above her, blocking the sun. 259 Unafraid,
yet with growing concern, she walked on, heading upward. The trail was no
longer beneath her feet, but if she continued climbing she would arrive at the
encampment. A line of bushes appeared directly before her and she tried to
skirt them, moving to the left. The undergrowth was thicker here, the ground
flat. Her
irritation grew, but she pushed on. After a
while she came to a gap in the mist, a small hollow inside a ring of oak trees.
The mist clung to the outer ring, and rose up over the dip to form a grey dome.
There was a man sitting on the grass at the centre of the hollow, portly and
friendly of face. Looking up, he smiled broadly. 'Welcome,
Sigarni. At last we meet in perfect circumstances.' 'I saw
you die at the Falls, ripped to pieces,' she said, her hand closing around the
hilt of her dagger. 'Happily
that was an acolyte of mine. I say happily, though I miss him dreadfully.
Happily for me, I should have said.' 'You
will not find today so happy,' she told him, drawing the blade and advancing
towards him. Her legs felt suddenly heavy, as if she was wading through
knee-deep mud. The knife was a terrible weight in her hand ... it dropped
slowly towards her side, then tumbled from her trembling fingers. 'You
are quite correct,' he said, 'I do not find this a happy experience. You have
done well among your barbarian friends and, were you to live, I believe you
could cause the Outlanders considerable embarrassment. Sadly you must die -
would that it were different.' Pushing himself to his feet, he drew a slender
curved blade and advanced towards her. Sigarni fought to move, but could not.
The knife came up and he took the neck of her tunic between the pudgy fingers
of his left hand and cut away the cloth, exposing her breasts. 'I apologize for
this apparently unseemly behaviour,' he said amiably. 'I have no intention of
soiling your virtue. It is just that I need to make the correct incision for
the removal of your heart.' 'Why
are you doing this?' she asked him. 'What have I ever done to you?' 'As I
recall, my dear, you used to hunt hares for sport. What had they ever done to
you? We are not dealing here in petty squabbles or feuds. I am a sorcerer and a
student of the universe. It is well known among my peers that certain
sacrifices are considerably more powerful than others. A man, for example, will
provide more power 260 than
... a hare. But the blood royal! Ah now, that is a priceless commodity.' Taking
a small chunk of charcoal from his pocket, he drew a line between her breasts
and along the rib line on her left side. 'Ironhand!'
she cried. 'Ah,'
he said, stepping back, 'so he was -the mysterious force. Fascinating! Sadly,
however, my dear, I have established a mystic wall around this hollow. No
spirit can enter here, so save your breath. Your friend will not hear you
either, for the mist dampens all sound. Now what I am about to do is remove
your heart. There will be no pain. I am not a savage, and your death will be
swift.' 'Give
me until tomorrow,' she begged him. 'Let me save my people first!' He
chuckled. 'And you, of course, will give me your word to return?' 'Yes, I
will. I swear it.' 'Ah,
but you know what you hunters say - a hare in the bag is worth ten in the
burrow. Let us merely hope that your officers will perform ably without you.
Now, do you have a God you wish to make a final prayer to?' 'Yes,'
she said, silently praying for the return of Taliesen. 'Then
make it brief, my dear, for I wish to return to Leofric's tent. He has a fine
stock of wine which I am looking forward to savouring. This country air does
not suit me. I was born to exist within well-stocked cities. Let me know when
you are finished, Sigarni. And do not waste your time seeking to contact
Taliesen. He has gone back to his own time and is too far away to be of
assistance - even could he hear your thoughts, which he cannot. I am afraid,
dear lady, you are all alone. There are no creatures of myth or legend to help
you now.' 'Don't
be too sure,' she said, with a smile. 'Oh, I
am sure,' he said. The knife rose andjakuta Khan leaned forward, then arched
back with a cry. He staggered several paces, his hand scrabbling at his back,
where a bone-handled knife jutted from his kidneys. Sigarni felt the spell
holding her dissipate and fall away. She lunged for her dagger and sprang at
the sorcerer, ramming her blade into his fat belly and ripping it up towards
his lungs. His scream was high-pitched and pain-filled as he sank to the
ground. 'Oh, you have wounded me!' he cried. 261 Ballistar
ran forward to stand beside Sigarni and Jakuta Khan looked up at him, his eyes
already misting in death. 'A dwarf,' he whispered, surprised. 'I have been
killed by a dwarf!' He
turned his dying eyes upon Sigarni. 'It is ... not over. I sent a ... demon. He
is lost somewhere in time. But one day .. . when you look into his eyes .. .
remember me!' And he slumped face down on the grass. 'Your
arrival was most timely,' she said, kneeling beside the dwarf and kissing his
bearded cheek. 'Gwalchmai
appeared to me. Told me to be here. I was ready to kill myself, but he said I
would be needed, that I could help the clans.' 'Oh,
Balli, if you had died my heart would have been broken. Come, let us go to the
meeting!' 'I
suggest you dress yourself first,' he said. 262 13 FELL.
LAY AWAKE, Siganii's sleeping body pressed closely against him and her head
upon his shoulder. Lady lay at Sigarni's left, her black flanks gleaming in the
firelight. The coals in the iron brazier were burning low now, and the cabin
was bathed in a gentle red glow. Fell
had stood at the back of the meeting hall and watched the faces of her officers
as she outlined her battle plans. At first they had been shocked, but they had
listened to her arguments, delivered quietly but forcefully, and had offered no
objections. Each of the officers had been given a task - save for Fell. He had
returned to the cabin with Sigarni, and their lovemaking had been tender and
joyous. No words spoken throughout, but both experiencing an intensity that led
to tears. Fell had never known anything like it; he felt both complete and
fulfilled. In all his adult life he had dreamt of moments like this, to be at
one with the object of his love. The
night was quiet, and the entire world consisted of nothing more than the four
walls he could see and the glowing fire that warmed the cabin. Tomorrow the
great battle would begin and, God willing, after that he and Sigarni could
begin a new life together. Once the Baron was defeated, they could send
emissaries to the Outland King and end a war neither side had truly wanted.Then
he and Sigarni could build a home near the Falls. She
moaned in her sleep and he stroked her silver hair. She awoke and smiled
sleepily. 'You should be asleep,' she said. 'I am
too happy for sleep,' he told her. Her hand stroked down his warm belly and
arousal flared instantly. 'Then I
shall tire you,' she said, sliding her body over his. Her mouth tasted sweet
and he smelt the perfume of her hair, felt the warmth of her body. At last
the passion subsided and he sighed. 'Are you ready for sleep now?' she
whispered into his ear. 263 'You
held them, Sigarni,' he said proudly. 'All those warriors and greybeards! They
stood and listened and they believed. I believe! It is so hard to think of you
now as the huntress who lived alone and sold her furs. It is as if you were
always waiting to be a queen. Even Bakris Tooth-gone speaks of you with awe.
Where did you send him, by the way?' 'South,'
she said. 'Why?' 'To cut
their supply lines. God, Fell, I wish this was over. I don't want to be a
Battle Queen.' 'We can
end it tomorrow,' he said. 'Then we'll build a house. You know the flat land to
the west of the Falls? I've often thought that it would make a splendid home. A
little back from the pool, so that the noise of the Falls would be filtered by
the willows. There's good grazing land close by, and I know Grame will loan me
some breed cattle.' 'It
sounds ... wonderful," she told him. 'There's
good hunting too.' At the
sound of their voices Lady awoke and pushed herself between them. Sigarni
stroked the hound's ears. 'It is a fine dream,' said Sigarni. 'Now let's get
some rest.' 'What
do you mean, a dream?' Fell asked. 'The
war will not be over with one battle,' she said sadly. 'If we sin, the
Outlanders will see it as a blow to their pride. They will have no alternative
but to send another army north.' 'But it
makes no sense!' 'War
makes no sense, Fell. Let's talk about it all tomorrow.' 'Aye,
we'll do that,' he said. 'I will be proud to stand beside you.' 'You
won't be beside me, Fell. I need you and your men to take up a position away
from the battle, on the right. They will break through on the western slope,
and head for the encampments. They must be stopped. Destroyed. Hold the right,
Fell. Do it for me!' 'Oh,
God!' he whispered, his stomach knotting. 'What
is it?' she asked, concern in her voice. 'Nothing,'
he assured her. 'It is all right, just a little cramp in my leg. You are right,
Sigarni. We should sleep now. Come, put your head on my shoulder.' Sigarni
sat up and pushed Lady away. 'Back to your blanket, you hussy!' she said. 'He
is mine alone!' Settling
down beside him with her arm across his chest, she fell 264 asleep
almost immediately. But for Fell there would be no rest that night. He
remembered the night at Gwalchmai's cabin, and the drunken words of the
Dreamer. 'But I
know what I know, Fell. I know you '11 live for her. And I know you 'II die for
her. "Hold the right, Fell. Do it for me!" she 'II say. And they 'II
fall on you with their swords of fire, and their lances of pain, and their
arrows of farewell. Will you hold, Fell, when she asks you?' Gwalch looked up,
his eyes bleary. 'I wish I was young again, Fell. I'd stand alongside you. By
God, I'd even take that arrow for you.' No
house by the Falls. No golden future in the sunshine on the mountains. This one
night is all there is, he realized. He felt the panic in the pit of his belly,
and in the palpitations of his heart. Fell so wanted to wake Sigarni again, to
tell her of Gwalchmai's prophecy. Yet he did not. Instead
he held her to him and listened to her soft breathing. 'Willyou
hold, Fell?' Aye, he
thought, I will hold. The
loss of a group of his scouts was not entirely unexpected, and the Baron had
despatched four more men to scout the Duane Pass. Only one returned - and he
had an arrow wound high on the right shoulder. 'Well?'
asked the Baron. The
man's face was grey, and he was in great pain. 'As you predicted, lord, they
have taken up a position on the flat hill. A wall of shields. I estimate there
are almost three thousand warriors there.' 'Their
full force?' The Baron laughed and turned to his officers. 'See what happens
when a woman leads? What fools they are!' Swinging again to the wounded scout,
he asked, 'What of the western slope?' 'Around
a hundred men hidden in the trees. I got pretty close before they saw me.' 'To the
east?' 'I saw
no one, sir.' 'Good.
Go and get that wound seen to.' 'Yes,
sir. Thank you, sir.' The
Baron gathered his officers around him. 'You have all studied the maps, and you
will realize that their position is a strong one. We must first encircle the
hill; that will stretch us thin in places, but it is 265 J too
high for them to make a swift sally down upon us.' He fixed his attention on a
tall, lean cavalryman. 'Chaldis, you will take half the cavalry and a thousand
foot. Kill the defenders on the western slope and attack their encampment and
the surrounding Pallides villages.' 'Yes,
my lord,' Chaldis responded. 'Where
is Cheops?' asked the Baron. 'Here,
my lord,' answered a short, stocky figure in uniform of brown leather, pushing
forward from the back. 'You
will take your archers to the eastern slope and pepper them. I will initiate
attacks from the western side. Be wary, Cheops. I would sooner your arrows fell
a little short than sailed over the defenders and struck our own men. Nothing
so demoralizes a fighting man as to fear death from the shafts of his own
archers.' 'You
can rely on us, my lord.' 'Leofric,
you will command the cavalry wing. Skirt the hill and continue sporadic raids
from the north side. Use only the heaviest armoured lancers. The enemy will have
good bowmen on that hilltop. Do not push too far. Hit hard, then break away. It
will be the infantry who apply the hammer blow.' 'Understood,
my lord.' 'Gentlemen,'
said the Baron, with a rare smile. 'A magnificent opportunity lies ahead of us.
In the south there is a great panic concerning these rebel Highlanders, and
when we have defeated them the King will make sure you are rewarded for your
efforts. But remember this, though they are barbarians and scum they still know
how to fight. I want the woman alive; I will send her in chains to the capital.
As to the rest, slaughter them to a man. God is with us, gentlemen. Now let us
be about our duties.' The
Baron strode to his tent and ducked below the flap. Once inside he turned his
attention to the Highlander, sitting flanked by two guards. The man was of
medium height, with greasy dark hair and a wide mouth. He did not look the
Baron in the eye. 'Your
information was correct,' said the Baron. 'The bitch has fortified the
hill-top.' 'As I
told you, my lord,' said Bakris Tooth-gone, starting to rise from his chair.
But a soldier pressed his hand on Bakris' shoulder, easing him back into the
seat. 'Treachery
always fascinates me,' said the Baron, flicking his fingers and pointing to a
jug of wine. A servant filled a goblet and 266 passed
it to his lord; the Baron sipped it. 'Why would one of Sigarni's captains
betray her?" 'It's a
lost cause, my lord,' said Bakris bitterly. 'They're all going to die. And I
want to live.What's wrong with that? In this life a man must look out for
himself. I've never had nothing. Now by your leave, I'll have some gold and
some land.' 'Gold
and land,' echoed the Baron. 'I have sworn to see every Highlander slain and
you are a Highlander. Why should I not kill you?' Bakris
grinned, showing stained and broken teeth. 'You won't get them all in this one
battle, lord. I know all the hiding places. I was a forester; I can lead your
soldiers to where they run to. And I'll serve you well, lord.' 'I
think you will,' the Baron agreed. Three
servants set about dressing the Baron in his black armour, buckling his
breastplate, hooking the gorget into place, attaching his greaves and hinged
knee protectors. Accoutred for war, he strode to his black stallion and was
helped into the saddle. Touching
heels to the stallion's flanks, he rode to the front of the battle line and
lifted his arm. The
army moved on towards the mouth of the Duane Pass. To the
Baron's surprise there were no flights of arrows from the rearing cliff faces
on either side, nor any sign of defenders on the gentle slopes to left and
right. Ahead the sun glimmered on the shield wall of the defenders, as they
ringed the flat-topped hill half a mile distant. A long
time ago the Outlanders themselves had employed the shield-ring defence. It was
strong against cavalry, but weak against a concerted attack from infantry, with
support from archers. Bowmen could send volley after volley of arrows over the
shields, cutting away at the heart of the defenders. The
Baron rode on. Now he could see the tightly packed clansmen, and just make out
the silver-armoured figure standing in the front line. I
should be grateful to you, he thought, for you have made my glory all the
greater. Swinging in the saddle, he glanced back at his fighting men. If the
losses were too light the victory would appear shallow, too high and he would
be deemed an incompetent. Around three hundred dead would be perfect, he
thought. 267 Leofric
rode past him on the right, leading the cavalry in columns of three. On the
left, Chaldis led his fifteen hundred men up the western slope to the enemy's
right. 'That's good, Chaldis,' shouted the Baron admiringly. 'Let them see
where you are heading; it will give them time to think about the fate of their
wives and sons. Fire some buildings as soon as you can. I want them to see the
smoke!' 'Aye,
my lord,' the captain replied. The
Baron rode on, leading his infantry to the foot of the hill but remaining out
of bowshot. Custom demanded that he give the enemy the opportunity to
surrender, but today was not a time to consider custom. Good God, they might
accept! Glancing
to his right, he saw Cheops and his fifteen hundred lightly armoured archers
toiling up the slope. Each man carried thirty shafts. Four thousand five
hundred sharp missiles to rain down upon the unprotected defenders! The
Baron ordered the encirclement of the hill and the three thousand remaining
infantrymen, holding tightly to their formations, spread out to obey. There
was no movement from the defenders, and no sound. No harsh, boastful
challenges, no jeering. It was unusual. The Baron could see the woman, Sigarni,
moving among the men. The helm she wore was truly magnificent and would make a
fine trophy. Dark
storm-clouds obscured the sun, and a rumble of distant thunder could be heard
from the north. 'The Gods of War are preparing for the feast!' he shouted. 'Let
us not disappoint them.' Fell
waited behind the cover of the trees, Torgan beside him. They could not yet see
the lancers, but they could hear the thundering of their hooves on the
hard-packed earth of the hill. Fell glanced to his right, and saw the
Highlanders notching arrows to their bows. To his left the swordsmen waited,
their two-handed claymores held ready. Five hundred fighting men, ready to
defend their homes, their families and their clans. The
first of the lancers breasted the hill: tall men on high horses, their
breastplates shining like silver in the sunlight, their long lances glittering.
Each man carried a figure-of-eight shield on his left arm. They were still
travelling in a column of fours, but as they reached 268 open
ground they spread out. The officer drew rein, shading his eyes to study the
tree line. Fifty
Highlanders moved out on to open ground and loosed their longbows. Some of the
shafts struck home, and several men and half a dozen horses fell, but most were
blocked by the shields of the lancers. Levelling their lances, the riders
charged. 'Now?'
whispered Torgan. 'No,'
Fell told him. 'Wait until they are closer.' The
fifty exposed Highland bowmen continued to loose shaft after shaft at the
oncoming riders. Horses tumbled under the deadly volleys, but the lancers rode
on. The distance closed between them, until no more than thirty paces separated
the two groups. 'Now!'
said Fell. Torgan lifted his hunting horn to his lips and blew two short
blasts. Another hundred bowmen ran from the trees to stand beside their
comrades. Hundreds of shafts tore into the lancers; the charging line faltered
as the missiles slashed home into unprotected horseflesh. Horses reared and
fell, bringing down following riders. Amid the sudden confusion the Highland
swordsmen charged from cover, screaming their battle-cries. The lancers
panicked, though many tried to swing to meet this unexpected attack. Horses
reared, throwing their riders, then the Highlanders were among the lancers,
dragging riders from their saddles and hacking them to death upon the ground. Among
the first to die was the enemy officer, hit by four shafts, one taking him
through his right eye. The horsemen at the rear pulled back, galloping towards
the safety of open ground. Torgan blew three blasts on his horn, and a chasing
group of Highlanders reluctantly halted and jogged back to the tree line. Over
the hill-top marched a thousand Outland infantry, flanked by a score of
archers. They drew up and surveyed the scene of carnage, then locked shields
and advanced in broad battle formation, one hundred shields wide, ten deep. 'More
than we thought would come,' said Torgan. 'They
can't hold that formation within the woods,' said Fell. 'Fall back fifty
paces.' Torgan's
hunting horn sounded once more, in one long baleful note. Highland
archers continued to shoot into the advancing mass of men, but to little
effect. Some fell, but the infantry held their long rectangular shields high
and most of the shafts bounced from them. 269 The
lancers had re-formed now, and galloped forward to try an encircling sweep of
the woods. Obrin and two hundred riders counter-charged them from the left,
cleaving into their flank, hacking and cutting. The lances of the Outland
riders were useless in such close quarters and they frantically threw aside
their long weapons, drawing their sabres. But this second attack demoralized
them, and they were pushed steadily back. The
Outland infantry slowed its advance, their leader unsure whether to push into
the trees or swing and defend the beleaguered cavalry. 'Come
on, you bastard!' whispered Fell. 'Come to us!' The
line began to move once more, the formation breaking into a skirmish line as
each of the soldiers increased the distance between himself and his fellows by
around three feet. Fell was forced to admire the smoothness of the switch from
tight ranks to open formation. These
were enemies to respect. Less
able to protect one another in this new formation, however, the Outlanders
began to take heavy losses from the retreating archers. 'This
is it,' Fell told Torgan. 'By God, we'd better get it right!' Torgan gave a
wide grin, and sprinted off to the left where his hundred men waited. With a
harsh battle-cry Torgan led his warriors in a frenzied assault on the enemy's
right flank, just as they crossed the tree line. Fell saw the Farlain leader
push himself deep into the fray, his claymore rising and falling with deadly
skill. Drawing
his own sword, Fell signalled his own hundred and they crept through the
undergrowth towards the enemy's left flank. Outnumbered ten to one, Torgan's
men were being driven back as the wings of the Outland force pushed out to
encircle the defenders. With
all attention on the right Fell charged the left, his claymore smashing through
a soldier's helm and scattering his brains over his comrades. The Outlanders
fell back but re-formed smoothly, trying to close ranks. The thick undergrowth
and the trunks of tall trees prevented them re-forming into a tight single unit
and the Highlanders, unencumbered by heavy armour, tore at them like wolves
around a stag at bay. A sword
flashed for Fell's face. Swaying aside, he swept up a vicious two-handed cut
that glanced from the tip of the soldier's shield and smashed into his
cheekbone. The soldier was punched from his feet by the blow. 270 On the
right Torgan had pulled back his men. Some Outlanders had given chase, but
Torgan swung back his group and cut them down. Out on
open ground the lancers broke into a full retreat. Obrin made no attempt to
give chase, but gathered his men and galloped for the woods. Leaping from their
horses, the Highlanders ran to the aid of their comrades. Torgan saw them
coming and blew on his horn. Highland archers dropped their bows, drew their
swords and joined him. Again
he charged the enemy right, and such was the ferocity of the charge that the
Outlanders buckled and broke, losing formation. Beside him the giant Mereth,
wielding a club of oak reinforced with iron studs, hammered his way forward
with Loran beside him. 'Pallides!
Pallides!' roared Mereth. Torgan
hurdled a fallen tree and shoulder-charged an Outland soldier. The man
staggered back, falling into his comrades. Torgan's claymore sang through the
air as three men hurled themselves at him. He blocked the lunge of the first,
all but decapitating him with a reverse cut. The second man's sword cut into
Torgan's side, the third aimed a blow at his face. It was blocked by an
upraised sword, and Torgan saw Obrin smash the man from his feet. Ignoring
his own wound, Torgan leapt once more into the action. To his right Mereth was
surrounded by swordsmen, but was holding them at bay with great sweeps of his
murderous club. 'Farlain!' shouted Torgan, rushing to his aid. Several men
followed him, including Loran. An arrow sliced by Torgan's cheek, taking Loran
in the side of the neck; the handsome Pallides staggered to his right and fell.
Ignoring the bowmen Torgan raced into the fray, ducking beneath a wild sweep
and slashing his sword through the knee of the wielder; the leg broke with a
sickening snap and the swordsman fell, screaming. Mereth bellowed a war-cry and
ran at a second group of men. One of them rammed a spear through the giant's
belly and Mereth staggered to a stop. Then his club swept up and across to
smash the skull of the spear-wielder. A sword clove into Mereth's bull neck.
Blood spurted from the severed jugular as Torgan stabbed his own sword into the
killer's belly. On the
left Fell was battling furiously. Here the Outlanders retained at least a
semblance of order, and were pulling back towards open ground. Again and again
Fell led his men in increasingly desperate charges. 271 But
there were fewer of them now. Obrin and twenty Highlanders ran to his aid. Fell
had been cut on the right cheek, and blood was flowing from a deep wound in his
thigh. His claymore, though, felt light in his hand as he charged again, Obrin
beside him. 'Don't
let them re-form!' he bellowed. The
archer captain Cheops reached the crest of the eastern slope and glanced across
at the enemy defensive wall. Beyond that he could see the cavalry charging the
woods. It was all going well; the range from his position to the enemy was less
than two hundred yards, well within killing distance. It was hot, and today
would be thirsty work. Glancing behind him he saw a heavy stand of gorse, and
beyond it a grove of trees. 'You!'
he shouted to a young recruit. 'Go back into the trees and see if there's a
stream or a pond. If there is, you can refill our canteens.' 'Yes,
sir!' the boy called out, setting off at a run. Cheops
strung his longbow. He had made it himself five years ago, a splendid weapon
tipped with horn. Pulling his shafts from his quiver, he pushed them point
first into the earth. For some reason that Cheops had never been able to
fathom, arrowheads with a little clay stuck to them pierced armour all the
better. Selecting
his first shaft, he notched it to the bow. There was little point in trying to
select a target, since he would have to arc the arrow over the shield-wall.
Still, the Highlanders were densely packed on the hill-top, and any hit would
be an advantage. Cheops drew back on the string and sent the shaft in a long,
looping flight. This
was going to be a good day. No sign of rain, to warp the arrows. Not much wind. His
archers gathered on both sides of him, selecting their arrows and removing
their cloaks. It was
all so easy .. Idly he
wondered why the Highland bitch had decided to make a stand here. ' Cheops
did not have long to wait for an answer. From behind there came a scream and he
swung round to see the boy he had sent looking for water, running for all he
was worth. The lad had discarded his longbow, which amazed Cheops, for the loss
of a weapon meant a thirty-lash flogging. What had he seen? A bear? 272 The boy
glanced back as he ran and tripped, rolling headlong. Gripped by panic, he
scrambled to his feet. From the gorse and the undergrowth came thousands of
Highland warriors. Cheops
stood transfixed. It was not possible. They had an army of three thousand - and
there were at least that many on the hill-top opposite. Impossible
or not, they were here! 'Back!
Back!' yelled Cheops. His men hardly needed the order. Lightly armed with bow
and knife, they were no match for sword-wielding warriors and began to stream
back down the hill, leaving their arrows stuck in the soft earth. The
Highlanders poured after them. Cheops
hurled aside his longbow and pumped his arms for extra speed. Ahead he could
see the Baron, directing an attack on the western side of the hill-top. The
Baron swung round, and stood open-mouthed as his archers hurtled down into the
pass. The thin circle of soldiers around the hill also glanced up. Cheops knew
that his dignity was fleeing ahead of him, but he didn't care. Dignity could be
regained. Life was another matter entirely. He reached the foot of the pass
just ahead of the fastest of his men, and slipped through the infantry to what
appeared the relative safety behind the infantry lines. There
he stopped and looked back. The
Highlanders were pouring down the hillside, screaming some incomprehensible
battle-cry. They struck the infantry like a hammer. Then
they were through. With
nowhere left to run, Cheops drew his dagger. As a burly white-bearded warrior
carrying a battle-axe charged him, Cheops ducked under the swinging blade and
thrust his knife at the man. The blade was turned by a breastplate and Cheops
stumbled and fell. The axe clove him between the shoulder-blades. On the
hillside the Baron shouted orders to the infantry to form a defensive square
and retreat down the pass. With fine discipline they gathered, the Baron at the
centre. The
Highlanders beat ineffectually against the shield-wall, and the withdrawal
began. Leofric
had never wanted to be a soldier, or any kind of fighting man. His loves were
numbers, logistics and organization. As he sat his 273 gelding
on the north side of the hill he found himself contemplating his future. Never
having seen a battle, he was unprepared for the ferocity, the screams and the
cries. It was all so ... barbaric, he realized. Once it
is over I will return to the capital, he decided. The University had offered
him a teaching post in languages. I will accept it, he thought. 'Do we
attack, sir?' asked the lieutenant at his side. The man had drawn his sword,
and seemed eager to lead the five hundred cavalrymen up the steep slope.
Leofric glanced up at the shield-wall above. 'I
suppose so,' he said. 'The Baron ordered us to make probing assaults.' 'I
understand,' said the officer. 'Wasp formation, sting and run. How many should
I take, sir?' Leofric
swung in the saddle and gazed at his five centuries. 'Take three,' he said.
'Harry them!' 'Yes,
sir.' The
remnants of Chaldis' cavalry came galloping down the western slope - no more
than thirty men, some of them wounded. An officer rode up to Leofric. 'We were
ambushed, sir. More than a thousand Highlanders were waiting for us in the
woods. They are cutting the infantry to pieces.' At that
moment the archers led by the sprinting Cheops came racing down the slope -
pursued by, Leofric gauged, some two thousand Highlanders. 'Son of
a whore!' hissed the officer. 'Where in Hell did they come from?' Leofric
was momentarily stunned. He had an eye for numbers, and had already estimated
there to be around three thousand on the hilltop. Now from nowhere the number
of the enemy had risen to six thousand, which was not even within the bounds of
possibility. 'God's
blood!' said the lieutenant. 'What now, sir!' Leofric
needed a moment to think. Looking up at the shield-wall above him, the answer
came like a blinding revelation. 'There are no men on the hill-top,' he said.
'We are besieging the Highland women!' All around
them the infantry were falling back around the Baron. Raising his arm, Leofric
led his cavalry in a charge against the 274 enemy's
left cutting through to where the Baron stood, Leofric leapt from his mount and
ran to him. Swiftly he told him of the Highland deception. The
Baron swore. 'How many do we have left?' he asked. Leofric
cast his eyes at the sea of fighting men. 'Two thousand. Perhaps less.' 'Advance
on the hill!' shouted the Baron. 'Formation One!' 'What
is the point!' screamed Leofric. 'It is over!' 'It
will be over when I've killed the bitch!' With a
discipline gained during decades of warfare, the Outland troops re-formed into
a fighting square one hundred shields wide and ten deep. 'Double time!' shouted
the Baron, and the men began to run. Leofric, caught in the centre, had no
choice but to run alongside the Baron. On the outer edges of the battle his
cavalry were being cut to pieces trying to protect the exposed right flank of
the square. Even so, inexorably the phalanx moved up the hill towards the
waiting women. 'I'm
coming for you, you whore!' bellowed the Baron, his voice rising above the
clashing swords and the screams of the wounded and dying. A black
cloud of arrows slashed into the advancing line and Leofric could see scores of
women loosing their shafts. He felt sickened by it all. The finest soldiers in
the empire were now charging a force of wives and mothers. Behind
them the Highlanders were assaulting the troops at the rear of the phalanx,
slashing their swords at unprotected backs. Many men turned to face the enemy,
and this thinned the square. The Baron seemed unconcerned. The
enemy archers fell back behind the shield-wall and a volley of iron-tipped
spears sliced down into the advancing men. The Highlanders were all around them
now, a pack of wolves ripping at their flesh. The square began to break up but
the Baron ignored the threat, urging his front line on and up. The
shield-wall opened and Leofric saw Asmidir charge out, with a group of men in
black and silver armour. They came in a tight wedge that clove through the
advancing line. Behind them, bearing spears and swords, the Highland women
rushed at the attackers. The
sight of thousands of fighters streaming from the hill-top finally unnerved the
advancing men. They broke and ran. 275 Asmidir
leapt at the Baron, his two-handed sword slashing towards the Baron's neck. The
Baron blocked it with his shield and gave a return blow that crashed against
Asmidir's shoulder-plate, dislodging it. The black man dropped to one knee and
sent a wild cut that thundered against the Baron's calf, smashing his greave to
shards and knocking him to the ground. Rolling to his left, the Baron clambered
to his feet and threw aside his shield. Holding his own blade two-handed, he
rushed the black man. 'You treacherous bastard!' he screamed. Their
swords clashed again and again. A blow from Asmidir smashed the links on the
Baron's neck protector and slashed up to open his cheek. Blood streamed from the
cut. Suddenly
weary, Leofric sat down and watched the duel. All around him men were dying,
but no one attacked the slightly-built spectator who sat quietly with his hands
hugging his knees. Both
men were strong and the fight continued at a savage pace. Asmidir was bleeding
from wounds in both arms and a cut on his temple. The Baron blocked an overhead
cut and, as Asmidir pressed in close, head-butted the black man, sending him
staggering back. Dropping his sword, the Baron hurled himself at his half-stunned
opponent and both men fell to the ground. The Baron drew his dagger and raised
it high. An
arrow punched through his leather eye-patch, slicing deep into his brain.
Leofric glanced to his right and saw the warrior queen, Sigarni, in armour of
bright silver, a winged helm upon her head, a short hunting bow in her hand.
The Baron gave a choking cry, and toppled from Asmidir. Leofric
stood and walked over to the black man, kneeling beside him. 'Are you all
right?' he enquired. 'How is
it that you live?' asked Asmidir, surprised. Leofric
shrugged. 'Forgot to draw my sword.' He helped Asmidir to his feet and the two
men approached Sigarni. Handing
the bow to a dark-haired woman on her right, she surveyed the battlefield.
There were still isolated pockets of fighting, but the battle was over. She
swung to Leofric and Asmidir introduced them. 'You have a charmed life,
Leofric,' she said. 'Thousands of men died today, and you have not even been
scratched.' 'I'm
not much of a soldier,' he said. 'I've been offered a teaching 276 post at
the capital's University. With your leave, I think I'll accept it.' She
nodded. 'There has been enough blood-letting today. Go from here, Leofric, ride
south to your King. Tell him the truth about all that happened here. I fear it
will make little difference.' 'It
won't, lady. He'll come with an army ten times the size of the one you defeated
here. It will never end.' Stepping
forward, she placed her hands upon his shoulders and brought her face close to
his. 'Look into my eyes, Leofric, and hear me well. It will end, for I will end
it. Tell him these words from Sigarni, the Queen of the North: Advance against
me and I will destroy you. I will bring fire and death into your kingdom, and I
will snatch you from your throne and throw your body to the dogs.' Sigarni
turned away from him and walked down the hillside. Asmidir took the young man's
arm and led him down into the pass. They found a horse and Leofric climbed into
the saddle. 'Your strategy was masterful,' he said. 'I congratulate you.' Asmidir
smiled. 'Not my strategy, boy. Hers. All war is based on deception and she
learned that lesson well. Go in peace, Leofric, and be sure never to cross my
path again.' 'I wish
you well, Asmidir,' said the young man, 'but I fear there will be no happy
ending here.' 'The
man who ripped the heart from my country is dead. That is a good enough ending
for today. Now ride!' Leofric
touched spurs to the stallion and cantered from the battlefield. High in
the skies above, the crows were already gathering for the feast. Bakris
was dragged before Sigarni. 'They captured me,' he said, 'but I told them
nothing.' Sigarni
sighed. 'You told them everything that you were supposed to,' she said. 'Kollarin
warned me that you were a treacherous cur, who would sell your people for a
handful of gold. But know this, Bakris, your treachery helped us. Without it
the Baron might have sent out more scouts, and found our hidden forces. As the
rope settles around your neck, think on that. Now get him from my sight - and
hang him from the nearest tree!' Fell
sat quietly with his back against the tree-trunk, Obrin and 277 Torgan
beside him. 'It was a good day,' he said. 'We broke them. By God, we broke them!' 'Aye,'
said Obrin softly, his eyes drawn to the black-feathered arrow jutting from
Fell's chest. The clansman's face was pale, there were dark rings beneath his
eyes, and his lips had a bluish tinge that Obrin had seen all too often before. 'Fetch
Sigarni,' Obrin told Torgan. The Farlain leader nodded, and loped away. 'Maybe
if I removed the arrow you would have a chance,' said Obrin, but Fell shook his
head. 'I can
feel the life draining from me. Nothing will stop it now. We won, though, didn't
we?' 'Aye,
we won." Fell
looked up at the sky and watched the crows swooping and diving. It was a
beautiful day. High Druin wore a crown of clouds and the sun was bright behind
them. 'It is
a Highland custom,' said Fell, 'that a man's son sends him on the swans' path.
I have no children of my blood, Obrin.' He smiled. 'But I used the Cormaach to
save you, and that means you are my son. I want my best bow beside me, and two
knives. Some bread and some wine should be wrapped in leaves. Lastly, two coins
should be placed ... upon my eyes. The coins are for the gatekeeper, who will
usher me through. Will you do this for me?' 'I
will, man.' 'I want
to be buried on the flanks of High Druin. Sigarni will know where. I want to
sleep for ever beneath the spot where we became lovers. And if I must walk as a
spirit, and be chained to any part of the land, it should be there.' 'God's
eyes, Fell, I thought we had made it through together. One cursed archer hiding
in the undergrowth.' 'It's
done now. It cannot be undone. I have often said that a man should never dwell
on regrets, but I find that hard to maintain now, Obrin. You will need a
sword-bearer at my funeral. Choose a good one.' 'I
shall.' Fell
closed his eyes. 'She's a wonder, isn't she? A hill-top defended by women. Who
would have considered it?' 'Aye,
she's a wonder, Fell. She'll be here soon. Hang on, man.' 'I
don't think I can. I can hear the cry of gulls. Can you?' 'No,
just the crows.' 278 Fell
opened his eyes and looked past Obrin. He smiled, as if in greeting, but when
Obrin glanced back there was no one there. 'Come to walk with me, you old
drunkard?' said Fell. 'Ah, but it is good to see you, man. Give me your hand,
for my strength is all but gone.' Fell
reached out, then his hand fell limply into his lap and his head sagged back
against the tree. Obrin leaned in and closed Fell's eyes. 'You were a fine
man,' he said, 'and a true friend. I hope you find what you deserve.' Obrin
rose and turned towards the battlefield as Sigarni came running, with Torgan
alongside her. She sped past Obrin and knelt by Fell's body. Torgan paused
beside Obrin and the two men moved away to a respectful distance. Sigarni
had knelt down at Fell's side. She was holding his hand, and speaking to him.
Obrin saw the tears on her face and, taking Torgan's arm, drew the Farlain
warrior away from the scene. 'You ought to get that wound stitched,' said
Obrin, pointing to the congealed blood on Torgan's side. 'It'll
mend,' said the Highlander. 'A shame he had no sons to speak his name on High
Druin.' Ill do
that,' said Obrin. 'Ah
yes, the Cormaach. I had forgotten. Do you know the ritual?' 'I can
learn it.' 'I
would be proud to teach you,' said Torgan. 'And, if you choose, I will stand
beside you on High Druin as Fell's sword-bearer.' The two
men reached the crest of the western slope and looked down over the
battlefield. The Outlanders lay dead in their thousands, but many also of the
Highland were slain. Women were moving around the pass, tending to the wounded.
Later they would strip the Outland dead of their weapons. To the South Obrin
could see Grame's warriors marching to capture the enemy's supply wagons. 'What
now, do you think?" asked Torgan. 'Will the Outlanders listen to reason?' Obrin
shook his head. 'No, they'll send Jastey and twenty thousand men. They'll be
here by summer's end.' 'Well,'
said Torgan grimly, 'we'll be here to meet them!' 279 It was
dusk when Asmidir and Kollarin found Sigarni. She was sitting alone on a
distant hill-top, her red cloak wrapped tight around her. 'Thank
you, my friend,' said Asmidir. 'I would be grateful if you would leave us alone
now.' Kollarin nodded and trudged away back to the encampment as Asmidir moved
alongside Sigarni and sat down with his arm across her shoulder, drawing her in
to him. 'Dear
God, I am so sorry,' he said. 'He was
gone when I arrived,' she told him. 'Not even a farewell.' Asmidir
said nothing, but held her tightly. 'One arrow,' she continued. 'A piece of
wood and a chunk of iron. And Fell is no more. Why him? Why not me, or you, or
a thousand others?' 'In my
land we believe in fate, Sigarni. It was his time ... it was not yours, or
mine.' 'I
can't believe that he's gone. I try to concentrate on it, but I see his face
smiling at me. I find myself thinking that if I walk back to the encampment he
will be waiting for me. It is so unreal.' 'I
never really spoke to Fell,' said Asmidir. 'I think he saw me as a rival, and
he was jealous of our... friendship. But he was a man I was proud to fight
alongside. I do not know whether there is a paradise, or a hall of heroes, or a
field of glory. But I hope there is, for his sake.' 'There
is,' she told him. 'Fell will be there now, with Gwalchmai, and Fyon Sharp-axe,
and Loran and Mereth, and hundreds of others who died today. But that is of
little comfort to the widows they left behind, and the children who now sit
crying. I never saw a battle before. It is the most evil sight. Why do men lust
after it so?' 'Few
soldiers do,' he told her. 'They know the reality of it. But your warriors will
grow old, and they will remember this day above all others. The sun shining,
the enemy defeated. They will remember it as a golden day, and they will tell
their children of it, and their children will long to know a day like it. That
is the way of things, Sigarni. I wish Fell had lived, for I can feel your
sorrow and it pains me. But he did not, and you must put off your tears for
another day. Your men are waiting for you. They wish to cheer you, and to
celebrate their victory.' She
pulled away from him. 'It is not over, Asmidir; you know that. What is there to
celebrate? We have won a reprieve until the summer. Before that we will have to
take Citadel town, and establish strongholds in the Lowlands.' 'But
not tonight. Come, this is your moment, Sigarni. You are their 280 queen,
their promised one, their saviour. You must walk among them like a queen.' Sigarni
glanced up and saw the shimmering figure of Ironhand standing before her.
Asmidir was oblivious to his presence. 'The
black man is right,' said Ironhand. Sigarni
leaned in to Asmidir and kissed his cheek. 'Go back and tell them I am coming,'
she said. 'I will
walk with you.' 'No, I
will come alone. Soon.' Asmidir
rose and as he walked away, Ironhand's spirit settled down beside her. 'Fell
died,' she said. 'I
know. I saw him walk the path towards the Light. The old man, Gwalchmai, was
beside him. I tried to follow but the way was closed to me. I stayed too long,
Sigarni. Now I am trapped.' 'That
is so unfair,' she told him. He
smiled. 'In all my dealings in life - and subsequently in death -fairness has
never seemed apparent. It is not important. My spirit lived to see your day,
and to know that my blood, and Elarine's, ran true in our daughter. The future
is fraught with peril, but you will lead your people well. I know this, and my
pride soars higher than High Druin. Now it is time for you to meet with your generals.
To thank them, and praise them, and promote others to take the place of those
who lie dead.' 'I
cannot think of that now!' 'You
can and you mustl You restored Torgan's pride, and he fought like a lion for
you. He should take Fell's place.' 'He is
too headstrong. Harcanan would be better.' Ironhand
chuckled. 'You see, you can think of it! Go now, my daughter. And think of me
once in a while.' 'You're
not leaving me?' 'It is
time. The Path of Light is closed to me, but perhaps there are other paths. Who
knows?' 'I've
lost Fell, and now I am losing you.' 'You
will find others, Sigarni. You will never be short of friends and advisors. I
wish that I could hug you, but such pleasures are not for the dead. Go back
now, my daughter.' Without
a word more of farewell, he faded away. Sigarni
stood for a moment, then turned and strode back towards the victory fires at
the encampment. 281 1 EPILOGUE THE
SUMMER HAD just begun when Sigarni the Queen rode with her retainers to
Ironhand's Falls. Taliesen was waiting at the cave, as he had promised. The
Queen dismounted and walked through to where he sat, a small fire taking the
chill from the damp air within the cave. 'Well
met, Taliesen.' 'And
you, Battle Queen. Are you ready for the next battle?' 'Time
will tell, Taliesen. What of you? Are you ready to tell me why you gave me your
aid?' 'Not
yet," he said, with a smile. 'But my land is also at war, and I cannot
dally here long. I have a queen to meet; she is old, but iron-hard, and she has
faced her enemies all her life, and now waits to meet the last of them - a
demon sent through time to hunt her.' 'Sent
by Jakuta Khan,' she said. 'I know; he told me just before he died.' 'I have
no doubt you will kill it, my lady,' he said solemnly. 'I have
much to do, Taliesen. You asked me to meet you here, and now I ask you to tell
me why.' 'I
thought you might wish to say goodbye to a friend.' 'Are we
friends, sorcerer?' 'I hope
so, but I was not speaking of myself. The dwarf Ballistar came to me, and asked
a favour. I said I would grant it and by your leave I shall.' Sigarni
sighed.'He wants to go back to Yur-vale?' 'That
is what he requested.' 'But he
will die there.' 'I
think so. But, in his own words, he will die as a whole man. He will stand tall
again before the end. It could even be that, with the new order there, the air
will not be as poisonous or the food so deadly. I do not know. What I do know
is that without your blessing, 282 and a
drop of your blood, he will be a dwarf on the other side also.' 'You
are asking me to send a friend to his death.' 'No, my
lady, I am asking you to give him a chance at a life he desperately desires.' Sigarni
sat down by the fire. 'I love that man,' she said, 'and I would do anything in
my power to make him happy. If that is what he wants, then of course I shall
grant it.' 'It is
what he wants. Are you ready?' 'I am.' Together
the Queen and the sorcerer left the cave and began the long walk around the
pool to the engravings on the cliff-face. Ballistar was waiting there, a large
pack beside him. He stood as she approached. 'Will
you forgive me for leaving you?' he asked, reaching up to take hold of her
hand. 'There
is nothing to forgive, Balli. You are my dearest friend.' 'There
may be some magic beyond the Gate that will allow me to come back - and still
be tall,' he said. 'Yes,'
she said. Drawing her dagger, she made a small cut in the palm of her hand,
then gripped his pudgy fingers. Reaching into the pouch that hung from her
neck, she drew out a small bone, pressing this against the trickling wound.
Passing it to Ballistar, she smiled. 'You may need a friend on the road,' she
told him, 'and I think Ironhand would welcome a second tilt at the fat tavern
woman.' Holding
tightly to the bone he looked up at her, tears spilling to his cheeks. 'I will
always love you," he said. 'And I
you. Go now, Balli. And know joy.' The
Gateway shimmered and the dwarf hoisted his pack and stepped through. David
Gemmell Ironhand's
Daughter First
Book Of The Hawk Queen PROLOGUE SUNLIGHT
GLINTED ON steel as the knife blade spun through the air to thud home in the
chalk-circled centre of the board. The woman chuckled. 'You lose again,
Ballistar,' she said. 'I let
you win,' the dwarf told her. 'For I am a creature of legend, and my skills are
second to none.' He smiled as he spoke, but there was sadness in his dark eyes
and she reached out to cup her hand to his bearded cheek. He leaned in to her
touch, twisting his head to kiss her palm. 'You
are the finest of men,' she said softly, 'and the gods - if gods there be -
have not been kind to you.' Ballistar
did not reply. Glancing up he drank in her beauty, the golden sheen of her
skin, the haunting power of her pale blue-grey eyes. At nineteen Sigarni was
the most beautiful woman Ballistar had ever seen, tall and slender, full-lipped
and firm-breasted. Her only flaw was her close-cropped hair, which shone like
silver in the sunlight. It had turned grey in her sixth year, after her parents
were slain. The villagers called it the Night of the Slaughterers, and no one
would speak of it. Pushing himself to his feet he walked to the fence post,
climbing the rail to pull Sigarni's throwing knife from the board. She watched
him stretching out his tiny arms, his stunted fingers unable to curl fully
around the hilt of her blade. At last he wrenched it clear, then turned and
jumped to the ground. He was no larger than a child of four, yet his head was
huge and his face heavily bearded. Ballistar returned her blade and she slid it
home into the sheath at her hip. Reaching to her right she lifted a pitcher of
cool water and filled two clay goblets, passing one to the dwarf. Ballistar
gave a wide grin as he took it, then slowly passed his tiny hand across the
surface of the water. She shook her head. 'You should not make those gestures,
my friend,' she said seriously. 'If you were seen by the wrong man, you would
be flogged.' 'I've
been flogged before. Did I show you my scars?' 'Many
times.' 'Then I
shall not concern myself with fears of the lash," he said, passing his
hand once more over the drink. 'To the long-dead King over the water,' he said,
lifting the goblet to his lips. A sleek black hound padded into sight. Heavy of
shoulder, slim of flanks, she was a hare and rabbit hound, and her speed was
legendary. Highland hunting hounds were bred for strength, stamina and
obedience. But most of all they had to be fast. None was swifter than Sigarni's
hound. Ballistar laid down his empty goblet and called to her. 'Here, Lady!'
Her head came up and she loped to him, pushing her long muzzle into his beard,
licking at his cheek. 'Women find me irresistible,' he said, as he stroked the
hound's ears. 'I can
see why,' Sigarni told him. 'You have a gentle touch.' Ballistar
stroked Lady's flanks and gazed down into her eyes. One eye was doe-brown, the
other opal-grey. 'She has healed well,' he said, running his finger down the
scar on the hound's cheek. Sigarni
nodded, and Ballistar saw the fresh flaring of anger in her eyes. 'Bernt is a
fool. I should never have allowed him to come. Stupid man.' 'That
stupid man loves you,' chided Ballistar. 'As do we all, princess.' 'Idiot!'
she snapped, but the anger faded from her eyes. 'You know I have no right to
such a title.' 'Not
so, Sigarni. You have the blood of Gandarin in your veins.' 'Pah!
Half the population have his blood. The man was a rutting ram. Gwalchmai told
me about him; he said Gandarin could have raised an army of his bastard
offspring. Even Bernt probably has a drop or two of Gandarin's blood.' 'You
should forgive him,' advised Ballistar. 'He didn't mean it.' At that moment a
red hawk swooped low over the clearing, coming to rest on a nearby bow perch.
For a moment or two it pranced from foot to foot, then cocked its head and
stared at the silver-haired woman. The hound gave a low growl, but slunk back
close to Ballistar. Sigarni pulled on a long black gauntlet of polished leather
and stood, arm outstretched. The hawk launched itself from the fence and flew
to her. 'Ah, my
beauty,' said Sigarni, reaching up and ruffling the russet-coloured feathers of
the bird's breast. Taking a strip of rabbit meat from
the pouch at her side, she fed it to the hawk. Swiftly and skilfully she
attached two soft collars to the hawk's legs, then threaded short hunting
jesses through brass-rimmed holes in the collars. Lastly she pulled a soft
leather hood from the pouch at her side and smoothly stroked it into place over
the bird's beak and eyes. The hawk sat motionless as the hood settled, and even
turned her neck to allow Sigarni to lean forward and tighten the braces at the
rear. The woman turned her gaze back to the dwarf and smiled. 'I know that Bernt
acted from stupidity. And I am more angry with myself than with him. I told him
to loose Lady only if there was a second hare. It was a simple instruction. But
he was incapable even of that. And I will not have fools around me.' Ballistar
said nothing more. There were, he knew, only two creatures in all the world
that Sigarni cared for - the hound, Lady, and the hawk, Abby. Sigarni had been
training them both, determined that they would work together as a team. The
training had gone well. Lady would seek out the hares and scatter them, while
Abby swooped down from the trees in a kill that seemed swifter than an arrow.
The danger area came when only a single quarry was sighted. Hawk and bird had
raced each other to make the strike. Abby won both times. On the second
occasion when Lady darted in to try to steal the kill, Abby had lashed out, her
beak grazing the hound's flank. Sigarni had grabbed Lady's collar, dragging her
back. In an effort to re-train Lady, Sigarni had allowed the cattle herder,
Bernt, to accompany her on the training hunts. His duty was to keep Lady
leashed, and only release her when more than one hare was sighted. He had
failed. Excited by the hunt, Bernt had loosed the hound at first sight of a
single hare. Abby had swooped upon it, and Lady had sped in to share the prize.
The hawk had turned, lashing out with her cruel beak, piercing the hound's
right eye. 'You
are hunting today?' asked the dwarf. 'No.
Abby is above her killing weight. I let her have the last hare we took yesterday.
Today we'll just walk awhile, up to the High Drain. She likes to fly there.' 'Watch
out for the sorcerer!' warned Ballistar. 'There
is no need to fear him,' said Sigarni. 'I think he is a good man.' 'He's
an Outlander, and his skin has been burned by sorcery. He makes me shudder.' Sigarni's
laughter pealed out. 'Oh, Ballistar, you fool! In his land all people have dark
skins; they are not cursed.' 'He's a
wizard! At nights he becomes a giant bird that flies across High Druin. Many
have seen it: a great black raven, twice normal size. And his castle is full of
grimoires and spells, and there are animals there - frozen. You know Marion -
she was there! She told us all about a great black bear that just stands in the
hallway, a spell upon it. You keep clear of him, SigarmT She
looked into his dark eyes and saw the reality of his fear. 'I shall be
careful,' she said. 'You may rely on it. But I will not walk in fear,
Ballistar. Have I not the blood of Gandarin in my veins?' Sigarni could not quite
mask the smile as she spoke. 'You
should not mock your friends!' he scolded. 'Magickers are to be avoided -
anyone with sense knows that. And what is he doing here, in our high, lonely
places? Eh? Why did he leave his land of black people and come here? What is he
seeking? Or is he perhaps hiding from justice?' 'I
shall ask him when next I see him,' she said. 'Come, Lady!' The hound rose
warily and paced alongside the tall woman. Sigarni knelt and patted her flanks.
'You've learned to respect Abby now,' she whispered, 'though I fear she will
never learn respect for you.' 'Why is that?' asked Ballistar. Sigarni looked
up. 'It is the way of the hawk, my friend. It loves no one, needs no one, fears
no one.' 'Does
it not love you, Sigarni?' 'No.
That is why she must never be called in vain. Each time she flies
to the fist I feed her. The day I do not, she may decide never to return.
Hawks know no loyalties. They stay because they choose to. No man
- nor woman - can ever own one.' Without
a word of farewell the huntress strode off into the forest. I TOVI
CLOSED THE double doors of his oven, removed his apron and wiped the flour from
his face with a clean towel. The day's bread was laid out on wooden trays,
stacked six high, and the smell of the baking filled his nostrils. Even after
all these years he still loved that smell. Taking a sample loaf, he cut through
the centre. It was rich and light, with no pockets of air. Behind him his
apprentice, Stalf, breathed a silent sigh of relief. Tovi turned to the boy.
'Not bad,' he said. Cutting two thick slices, he smeared them with fresh butter
and passed one to the boy. Moving
to the rear door, Tovi stepped outside. Above the stone and timber buildings of
the village the dawn sun was clearing the peaks and a fresh breeze was blowing
from the north. The bakery stood at the centre of the village, an old
three-storey building that once had been the council house. In the days when we
were allowed a council, thought Tovi sourly. The buildings surrounding the
bakery were sturdily built, and old. Further down the hill were the simpler
timber dwellings of the poorer folk. Tovi stepped out into the road and gazed
down the hill to the river. The villagers were stirring and several women were
already kneeling by the water-side, washing clothes and blankets, beating them
against the white rocks at the water's edge. Tovi saw the black-clad Widow
Maffrey making her way to the communal well. He waved and smiled and she nodded
as she passed. The smith, Grame, was lighting his forge. Seeing Tovi, he
strolled across. Soot had smeared the smith's thick white beard. 'Good
day to you, Baker,' said Grame. 'And to
you. It looks a fine one. Nary a cloud in sight. I see you have the Baron's
greys in your stalls. Fine beasts.' 'Finer
than the man who owns them. One of them has a split hoof, and both carry spur
scars. No way to treat good horses. I'll take a loaf,
if you please. One with a crust as black as sin and a centre as white as a
nun's soul.' Tovi
shook his head. 'You'll take what I give you, man, and be glad of it, for
you'll not taste a better piece of bread anywhere in the kingdom. Stalf! Fetch
a loaf for the smith.' The boy
brought it out, wrapped in muslin. Dipping his huge hand into the pocket of his
leather apron, Grame produced two small copper coins which he dropped into
Stalf s outstretched palm. The boy bowed and backed away. 'It'll be a good
summer,' said Grame, tearing off a chunk of bread and pushing it into his
mouth. 'Let us
hope so,' said Tovi. The
dwarf Ballistar approached them, labouring up the steep hill. He gave an
elaborate bow. 'Good morning to you,' said Ballistar. 'Am I late for
breakfast?' 'Not if
you have coin, little man,' said Tovi, eyes narrowing. The dwarf made him feel
uncomfortable, and he found himself growing irritable. 'No
coin,' the dwarf told him affably, 'but I have three hares hanging.' 'Caught
by Sigarni, no doubt!' snapped the baker. 'I don't know why she should be so
generous with you.' 'Perhaps
she likes me,' answered Ballistar, no trace of anger in his tone. Tovi
called for another loaf which he gave the dwarf. 'Bring me the best hare
tonight,' he said. 'Why
does he anger you so?' asked Grame, as the dwarf wandered away. Tovi
shrugged. 'He's cursed. He should have been laid aside at birth. What good is
he to man or beast? He cannot hunt, cannot work. If not for Sigarni maybe he
would leave the village. He could join a circus! Such as he could earn an
honest living there, capering and the like.' 'You're
turning into a sour old man, Tovi.' 'And
you are getting fat!' 'Aye,
that's the truth. But I still remember the wearing of the Red. That's something
I'll take to the grave, with pride. As will you.' The
baker nodded, and his expression softened. 'Bonny days, Grame. They'll not come
again.' gave
them a fight, though, eh?' Tovi
shook his head. 'We showed them how brave men die - that's not the same, my
friend. Outnumbered and outclassed we were -their knights riding through our
ranks, cutting and killing, our sword-blades clanging against their armour and
causing no damage. Gods, man, it was slaughter that day! I wish to Heaven I had
never seen it.' 'We
were badly led,' whispered Grame. 'Gandarin did not pass his strength to his
sons.' The
smith sighed. 'Ah, well, enough dismal talk. This is a new day, fresh and
untainted.' Spinning on his heel, the burly blacksmith strode back to his
forge. The
boy, Stalf, said nothing as Tovi re-entered the bakery. He could see his master
was deep in thought, and he had heard a little of the conversation. It was hard
to believe that Fat Tovi had once worn the Red, and had taken part in the
Battle of Golden Moor. Stalf had visited the battle site last autumn. A huge
plain, dotted with barrows, thirty-four in all. And each barrow held the dead
of an entire clan's fighting men. The
wind had howled across Golden Moor and Stalf had been frightened by the power
and the haunted wailing of it. His uncle, Mart One-arm, had stood with him, his
bony hand on the boy's shoulder. 'This is the place where dreams end, boy. This
is the resting place of hope.' 'How
many died Uncle?' 'Scores
of thousands.' 'But
not the King.' 'No,
not the King. He fled to a bright land beyond the water. But they found him
there, and slew him. There are no Mountain Kings now.' Uncle
Mart walked him on to the moor, coming at last to a high barrow. 'This is where
the Loda men stood, shoulder to shoulder, brothers in arms, brothers in death.'
Lifting the stump of his left arm, he gave a crooked smile. 'Part of me is
buried here too, boy. And more than just my arm. My heart lies here, with my
brothers, and cousins, and friends.' • Stalf
dragged his mind back to the present. Tovi was standing by the window, his eyes
showing the same faraway look he had seen that day on the face of Mart One-arm. 'Can I
take some bread to me mam?' asked Stalf. Tovi nodded. Stalf
chose two loaves and wrapped them. He had reached the door when Tovi's voice
stopped him. 'What do you want to be, lad, when you're grown?' 'A
baker, sir. Skilled like you.' Tovi said no more, and the boy hurried from the
bakery. Sigarni
loved the mountain lands, the lush valleys nestling between them, and the deep,
dark forests that covered their flanks. But mostly she loved High Druin, the
lonely peak which towered over the high lands, its summit lost in cloud, its
shoulders cloaked in snow. There was, in High Druin, an elemental magnificence
that radiated from its sharp, defiant crags, a magic that sang in the
whispering of wind-breath before the winter storms. High Druin spoke to the
heart. He said: 'I am Eternity in stone. I have always been here. I will always
be here!' The
huntress let Abby soar into the air and watched her swoop over High Drum's
lower flanks. Lady bounded out over the grass, her sleek black body alert, her
one good eye scanning for sign of hare or rat. Sigarni sat by the Lake of
Tears, watching the brightly coloured ducks on the banks of the small island at
the centre of the lake. Abby circled high above them, also watching the birds.
The hawk swooped down, coming to rest in a tree beside the lake. The ducks,
suddenly aware of the hawk, took to the water. Sigarni
watched with interest. Roast duck would make a fine contrast to the hare meat
she had eaten during the last fortnight. 'Here, Lady!' she called. The hound
padded alongside and Sigarni pointed to the ducks. 'Go!' hissed Sigarni.
Instantly the dog leapt into the water, paddling furiously towards the circling
flock. Several of the birds took wing, putting flat distance between them and
the hound, keeping low to the water. But one took off into the sky and
instantly Abby launched herself in pursuit. The
duck was rising fast, and Abby hurtled down towards it with talons extended. At the
last possible moment the duck saw the bird of prey - and dived fast. For a
heartbeat only Sigarni thought Abby had her prey, but then the duck hit the
water, diving deep, confusing the hawk. Abby circled and returned to her
branch. The
huntress gave a low whistle, summoning Lady back to the 8 bank.
The sound of a walking horse came to Sigarni then, and sherose and turned. The
horse was a tall chestnut, and upon it rode a black man, his cheeks, head and
shoulders covered in a flowing white burnoose. A cloak of blue-dyed wool hung
from his broad shoulders and a curved sword was scabbarded at his waist. He
smiled as he saw the mountain woman. 'When
hunting duck, it is better for the hawk to take it from below,' he said,
swinging down from his saddle. 'We're
still learning,' replied Sigarni affably. 'She is wedded to fur now, but it
took time - as you said it would, Asmidir.' The
tall man sat down at the water's edge. Lady approached him gingerly, and he
stroked her head. 'The eye is healing well. Has it affected her hunting?'
Sigarni shook her head. 'And the bird? Hawks prefer to feed on feather. What is
her killing weight?' 'Two
pounds two ounces. But she has taken hare at two-four.' 'And
what do you feed her?' 'No
more than three ounces a day." The
black man nodded. 'Once in a while you should catch her a rat. Nothing better
for cleaning a bird's crop than a good rat.' 'Why is
that, Asmidir?' asked Sigarni, sitting down beside the man. 'I
don't know,' he admitted, with a broad smile. 'My father told me years ago. As
you know the hawk swallows its prey - where it can -whole and the carcass is
compressed, all the goodness squeezed out of it. It then vomits out the cast,
the remnants. There is, I would imagine, something in the rat's pelt or skin
that cleans the bird's crop as it exits.' Leaning back on his elbows, he
narrowed his eyes and watched the distant hawk. 'How
many kills so far?' 'Sixty-eight
hares, twenty pigeons and a ferret.' 'You
hunt ferret?' asked Asmidir, raising a quizzical eyebrow. 'It was
a mistake. The ferret bolted a hare and Abby took the ferret.' Asmidir
chuckled. 'You have done well, Sigarni. I am glad I gave you the hawk.' 'Three
times I thought I'd lost her. Always in the forest.' 'You
may lose sight of her, child, but she will never lose sight of you. Come back
to the castle, and I will prepare you a meal. And you too,' he said, scratching
the hound's ears. 'I was
told that you were a sorcerer, and that I must beware of you.' 'You
should always heed the warnings of dwarves,' he said. 'Or any creature of
legend.' 'How
did you know it was Ballistar?' 'Because
I am a sorcerer, my dear. We are expected to know things like that.' 'You
always pause at my bear,' said Asmidir, gazing fondly at the silver-haired girl
as Sigarni reached out and touched the fur of the beast's belly. It was a huge
creature, its paws outstretched, talons bared, mouth open in a silent roar. 'It
is wonderful,' she said. 'How is it done?' 'You do
not believe it is a spell then?' he asked, smiling. 'No.' 'Well,'
he said slowly, rubbing his chin, 'if it is not a spell, then it must be a
stuffed bear. There are craftsmen in my land who work on carcasses, stripping
away the inner meat, which can rot, and rebuilding the dead beasts with clay
before wrapping them once more in their skins or fur. The results are
remarkably lifelike.' 'And
this then is a stuffed bear?' 'I did
not say that,' he reminded her. 'Come, let us eat.' Asmidir
led her through the hallway and into the main hall. A log fire was burning
merrily in the hearth and two servants were laying platters of meat and bread
on the table. Both were tall dark-skinned men who worked silently, never once
looking at their master or his guest. With the table laid, they silently
withdrew. 'Your
servants are not friendly,' commented Sigarni. 'They
are efficient,' said Asmidir, seating himself at the table and filling a goblet
with wine. 'Do they
fear you?' 'A
little fear is good for a servant.' 'Do
they love you?' 'I am
not a man easy to love. My servants are content. They are free to leave my
service whenever it pleases them so to do; they are not slaves.' He offered
Sigarni some wine, but she refused and he poured water into a glazed goblet
which he passed to her. They ate in silence, then Asmidir moved to the
fireside, beckoning Sigarni to join him. 'Do you
have no fear?' the black man asked, as she sat cross-legged before him. 10 'Of
what?' she countered. 'Of
life. Of death. Of me.' 'Why
would I fear you?' 'Why
would you not? When we met last year I was a stranger in your land. Black and
fearsome," he said, widening his eyes and mimicking a snarl. She
laughed at him. 'You were never fearsome,' she said. 'Dangerous, yes. But never
fearsome.' 'There
is a difference?' 'Of
course,' she told him, cocking her head to one side. 'I like dangerous men.' He
shook his head. 'You are incorrigible, Sigarni. The body of an angel and the
mind of a whore. Usually that is considered a wonderful combination. That is,
if you are contemplating the life of a courtesan, a prostitute or a slut. Is
that your ambition?' Sigarni
yawned theatrically. 'I think it is time to go home," she said, rising
smoothly. 'Ah, I
have offended you,' he said. 'Not at
all,' she told him. 'But I expected better of you, Asmidir.' 'You
should expect better of yourself, Sigarni. There are dark days looming. A
leader is coming - a leader of noble blood. You will probably be called upon in
those days to aid him. For you also boast the blood of Gandarin. Men will
follow an angel or a saint, they will follow a despot and a villain. But they
will follow a whore only to the bedchamber.' Her
face flushed with anger. 'I'll take sermons from a priest - not from a man who
was happy to cavort with me throughout the spring and summer, and now seeks to
belittle me. I am not some milkmaid or tavern wench. I am Sigarni of the
Mountains. What I do is my affair. I used you for pleasure, I admit it freely.
You are a fine lover; you have strength and finesse. And you used me. That made
it a balanced transaction, and neither of us was sullied by it. How dare you
attempt to shame me?' 'Why
would you see it as shame?' he countered. 'I am talking of perceptions - the
perceptions of men. You think I look down upon you? I do not. I adore you. For
your body andyour mind. Further, I am probably - as much as I am capable of it
- a little in love with you. But this is not why I spoke in the way I did.' 'I
don't care,' she told him. 'Goodbye.' Sigarni
strode from the room and out past the great bear. A servant pushed open the
double doors and she walked down the steps into the courtyard. Lady came
bounding towards her. Another servant, a slim dark-eyed young man, was waiting
at the foot of the steps with Abby hooded upon his wrist. Sigarni pulled on her
hawking glove. 'You
were waiting for me?' she asked the young man. He nodded. 'Why? I am usually
here for hours.' 'The
master said today would be a short visit,' he explained. Sigarni
untied the braces and slid the hood clear of Abby's eyes. The hawk looked
around, them jumped to Sigarni's fist. When the huntress lifted her arm and
called out 'Hai!', the hawk took off, heading south. Sigarni
flicked her fingers and Lady moved close to her side, awaiting instructions.
'What is your name?' she asked the servant, noting the sleekness of his skin
and the taut muscles beneath his blue silk shirt. He shook his head and moved
away from her. Annoyed,
the huntress walked from the old castle, crossing the rickety drawbridge and
heading off into the woods. Her mood was dark and angry as she went. The mind
of a whore, indeed. Her thoughts turned to Fell the Forester. Now there was a
man who understood pleasure. She doubted if there was a single woman within a
day's walk who hadn't succumbed to his advances. Did they call him a whore? No.
It was 'Good old Fell, what a character, what a man!' Idiotic! Asmidir's
words rankled. She had thought him different, more ... intelligent? Yes.
Instead he proved to be like most men, caught between a need for fornication
and a love of sermonizing. Abby
soared above her, and Lady ran to the side of the trail, seeking out hares. Sigarni
pushed thoughts of the black man from her mind and walked on in the dusk,
coming at last to the final hillside and gazing down on her cabin. A light was
showing at the window and this annoyed her, for she wished to be alone this
evening. If it was that fool, Bernt, she would give him the sharp side of her
tongue. Walking
into the yard, she whistled for Abby. The hawk came in low, then spread her
wings and settled on Sigarni's glove. Feeding her a strip of meat she removed
the hunting jesses; then carrying her to the bow perch, she attached the mews
ties, and turned towards the cabin. Lady
moved to the side of the building, lying down beside the door with her head on
her paws. 12 Sigarni
pushed open the door. Fell
was sitting by the fire, eyes closed, his long legs stretched out before the
blaze. It angered her that she could feel a sense of rising excitement at his
presence. He looked just the same as on that last day, his long black hair
sleek and glowing with health, swept back from his brow and held in place by a
leather headband, his beard close-trimmed and as soft as fur. Sigarni took a
deep breath, trying to calm herself. 'What
do you want here, Goat-brain?' she snapped. Then
she saw the blood. There
were wolves all around him, fangs bared, ready to rip and tear. A powerful
beast leapt at him. Fell caught it by the throat, then spun on his heel hurling
the creature into the pack. His limbs felt leaden, as if he were wading through
water. The wolves blurred, shifting like smoke, becoming tall, fierce-eyed
warriors holding knives of sharpened bronze. They moved in on him, smoothly,
slowly. Fell's arms were paralyzed and he felt the first knife sink into his
shoulder like a tongue of fire.. . He
opened his eyes. Sigarni was kneeling beside him with a needle in her hand, and
he felt the flap of flesh on his shoulder drawn tight by the thread. Fell swore
softly. 'Lie still,' she said and Fell obeyed her. His stomach felt uneasy.
Snapping the thread with her teeth, she sat back. 'Looks like a sword cut.' 'Long
knife,' he told her, taking a deep shuddering breath. He said no more for a
while, resting his neck against the thick, cushioned hide of the chair's
head-rest. Focusing his gaze on the far timbered wall he ran his eyes over the
weapons hanging there - the long-handled broadsword with its leaf-shaped blade
and hilt of leather, the bow of horn and the quiver of black-shafted arrows,
the daggers and dirks and lastly the helm, with its crown and cheek-guards of
black iron and the nasal guard and brows of polished brass. Not a speck of rust
or tarnish showed on them. 'You
keep your father' s weapons in good condition,' he said. 'That's
what Gwal taught me,' she told him. 'Who gave you the wound?' 'We
didn't exchange names. There were two of them. Robbed a pilgrim on the Low
Trail. I tracked them to Mas Gryff.' 'Where
are they now?' 'Oh,
they're still there. I returned the money to the pilgrim and made a report to
the Watch.' His face darkened. 'Bastards! You could almost feel their
disappointment.' He shook his head. 'It won't be much longer, you know. They'll
look for any excuse.' 'You've
lost a lot of blood,' she said. 'I'll make some broth.' He
watched her move away, his eyes lingered on the sway of her hips. 'You're a
beautiful woman, Sigarni. Never saw the like!' 'Look
on and weep for all you've lost,' she said, before disappearing into the back
room. 'Amen
to that,' he whispered. Resting his head once more, he remembered the last
parting two years before, Sigarni standing straight and tall and proud ...
always so proud. Fell had walked across the glens to Cilfallen and paid
bride-price for Gwendolyn. Sweet Gwen. In no way did she match the
silver-haired woman he had left, save in one. Gwen could bear children, and a
man needed sons. Ten months later Gwen was dead, the victim of a breech birth
that killed both her and the infant. Fell
had buried them both in the Loda resting place on the western slope of High
Druin. Sigarni
returned to his side. 'Flex the muscles of your arm,' she ordered. He did
so and winced. 'It's damned sore.' 'Good.
I like to think of you in pain.' 'I
buried my son, woman. I know what pain is. And I'd not wish it on a friend.' 'Neither
would I,' she said. 'But you are no friend.' 'Your
mood is foul,' he admonished her. 'Had a falling-out with your black man, have
you?' 'Have
you been spying on me Fell?' It irritated him that she did not deny the
association. 'It is
my work, Sigarni. I patrol the forest and I have seen you enter the castle, and
I have seen you leave. How could you rut with such as he?' She
laughed then, and his anger rose. 'Asmidir is a better man than you, Fell. In
everyway.' He wanted to strike her, to slap the smile from her face. But the
growing nausea finally swamped him and with a groan he pushed himself from the
chair, staggered to the door, and just made it to open ground before falling to
earth and vomiting. Cold sweat shone upon his face in the moonlight, and he
felt weak as a day-old
calf as he struggled to rise. Sigarni appeared alongside him, taking his arm
and looping it over her shoulder. 'Let's get you to bed,' she said, not
unkindly. Fell
leaned in to her. The scent of her filled his nostrils. 'I loved you,' he said,
as she half-carried him up the four steps to the doorway. 'You
left me,' she said. When he
woke it was daylight, the rising sun shining through the open window. The sky
was clear and Fell saw the hawk silhouetted briefly against the blue. With a
groan he sat up. His shoulder was burning, and his ribs were badly bruised from
the fight with the two Outland robbers. Rising
from the bed he moved to the window. Sigarni was standing in the sunlight, the
hawk on her glove, the black hound lying at her feet. Fell's mouth was dry, and
all his long-suppressed emotions surged to the surface. Of all the women he had
known - and there had been many - he had loved only one. And in that moment he
knew, with a sickening certainty, that it would always be thus. Oh, he would
marry again, and he would have sons, but his heart would remain with this
enigmatic mountain woman until the daggers of time stopped its beat. Though
still weak from loss of blood, Fell knew he could stay no longer in sight of
Sigarni. Gathering his cloak of black leather he pulled on his boots, took up
his longbow and quiver and walked from the rear of the cabin, heading back on
the long trail to Cilfallen. There was a maid there, of marriageable age, whose
father had set a bride price Fell could afford. 'I hate
this place,' said the Baron Ranulph Gottasson, leaning on the wide parapet and
staring out over the distant mountains. Asmidir said nothing. It was cold up
here on the Citadel's high walls, the wind hissing down from the north, cutting
through the warmest clothes. But the Baron seemed not to notice the inclemency
of the weather. He was dressed in a simple shirt of black silk and a sleeveless
jerkin of the finest black leather. He wore no adornments, no silver
enhancements to his black leather leggings, no chains or ornate discs attached
to his knee-length boots. As Asmidir stood shivering on the battlements, the
Baron turned his pale hooded eyes on the black man. 'Not like Kushir, eh? Too
cold, too bleak. Ever wish you were back home?' 'Sometimes,'
Asmidir admitted. 'So do
I. What is there here for a man like me? Where is the glory?' 'The
kingdom is at peace, my lord,' said Asmidir softly. 'Thanks mainly to your good
self and the Earl of Jastey.' The
Baron's lips thinned, the hooded eyes narrowing. 'Don't speak his name in my
presence! I never met a man so gifted with luck. All his victories were hollow.
Tell me what he has ever done to match my conquest of Ligia? Twenty-five
thousand warriors against my two legions. Yet we crushed them, and took their
capital. What can he offer against that? The Siege of Catium. Pah!' 'Indeed,
sir,' said Asmidir smoothly, 'your deeds will echo through the pages of
history. Now I am sure you have more important matters to attend to, so how may
I be of service to you?' The
Baron turned and beckoned Asmidir to follow him into a small study. The black
man stared longingly at the cold and empty fireplace. Does the man not feel the
cold, he wondered? The Baron seated himself at a desk of oak. 'I want the red
hawk,' he said. 'There is a tourney in two months and the red hawk could win it
for me. Name a price.' 'Would
that I could sir. But I sold the hawk last autumn.' The
Baron swore. 'Who to? I'll buy it back.' 'I
wouldn't know where to find the man, sir,' Asmidir lied smoothly. 'He came to
my castle last year. He was a traveller, I believe, perhaps a pilgrim. But if I
see him again I shall direct him to you.' The
Baron swore again, then lashed his fist against the desk-top. 'All right,
that will be all,' he said at last. Asmidir
bowed and left the study. Descending the spiral staircase he moved down into
the belly of the fortress, emerging into the long hall where the feast was in
progress. Red-liveried servants were carrying platters of food and drink and
more than two score of knights and their ladies were seated at the three main
tables. Fires were blazing merrily at both ends of the hall and minstrels sat
in the high gallery, their soft music drowned by the chatter of the guests. Asmidir
was not hungry. Swiftly he walked from the hall, and down the long stairs to
the lower chambers and the double-doored exit. His thoughts were sombre as he
recalled the Baron's words. Asmidir remembered the conquest of Ligia, the
battles and the massacres, the rapes and the mutilations, the torture and the
destruction. A rich, independent nation brought to its knees, humiliated and
beggared, its 16 libraries
burned, its holy places desecrated. Oh yes, Ranulph, history will long remember
your bloody name! Asmidir shivered. Revenge,
so the proverb claimed, is a dish best served cold. Is that true, he wondered?
Will there be any satisfaction in bringing the man down? Wrapping
his cloak more tightly about his broad shoulders, Asmidir left the fortress
building and moved across the courtyard. A young man hailed him and he turned
and smiled at the newcomer - a tall young man, slender and brown-eyed, his long
blond hair drawn back from his brow and tied in a tight pony-tail. He was carrying
an armful of rolled maps. 'Good afternoon, Leofric. You are missing the feast.' 'Yes, I
know," said the other dolefully. 'But the Baron wants to study these maps.
It doesn't pay to keep him waiting.' 'They
look old.' 'They
are. They were commissioned some two hundred years ago by the Highland King,
Gandarin the First. Fine work, most of them. Beautifully crafted. The
map-makers also had some method of judging the height of mountains. Did you
know that High Druin is nine thousand seven hundred and eighty-two feet high?
Do you think it could be true, or did someone just invent the figure?' Asmidir
shrugged. 'It sounds too precise to be an invention. Still, I am glad you are
enjoying your work." 'I
enjoy the detail,' said Leofric, chuckling. 'Not many do. It pleases me to know
how many lances we have, and the state of our horses. I like working on
projects like this. Did you know there are four hundred and twelve wagons
employed around the Five Towns?' The young man laughed. 'Yes, I know, it is a
little boring for most people. But you try to go on a campaign without wagons
and the war is over before it begins.' Asmidir
chatted with the young man for several minutes, then bade him farewell and
walked swiftly to the stable. The hostler bowed as he entered, then saddled the
chestnut gelding. Asmidir gave the man a small silver coin. 'Thank
you, sir,' he said, pocketing the coin with a swiftness that dazzled the eye. Asmidir
rode from the stable, through the portcullis gate and out into the wide streets
of the town. He felt the eyes of the people upon him as he passed through the
marketplace, and heard some children L calling
out names. A troop of soldiers marched past him and he pulled up his horse. The
men were mercenaries; they looked weary, as if they had marched many miles.
Leofric planning the logistics of war, more mercenaries arriving every day .. .
The beast is not far off, thought Asmidir. Passing
through the north gate, Asmidir let the horse break into a run as it reached open
ground. He rode thus for a mile, then slowed the beast. The chestnut was
powerful, a horse bred for stamina, and he was not even breathing hard when
Asmidir reined him in. The black man patted the gelding's neck. 'The
dreams of men are born in blood,' he said softly. Fell
was sitting by the roadside, catching his breath, when the small two-wheeled
cart moved into sight. Two huge grey wolfhounds were harnessed to it, and a
silver-haired man sat at the front with a long stick in his hands. Seeing the
forester, the old man tapped his stick lightly on the flanks of the hounds.
'Hold up there, Shamol. Hold up, Cabris. Good day to you, woodsman!' Fell
smiled. 'By Heaven, Gwalch, you look ridiculous sitting in that contraption.' 'Whisht,
boy, at my age I don't give a care to how I look,' said the old man. 'What
matters is that I can travel as far as I like, without troubling my old bones.'
Leaning forward, he peered at the forester. 'You look greyer than a winter sky,
boy. Are you ailing?' 'Wounded.
And I've shed some blood. I'll be fine. Just need a rest, is all.' 'Heading
for Cilfallen?' 'Aye.' 'Then
climb aboard, young man. My hounds can pull two as well as one. Good exercise
for them. We'll stop off at my cabin for a dram. That's what you need, take my
word for it: a little of the water of life. And I promise not to tell your
fortune.' 'You
always tell my fortune - and it never makes good listening. But, just this
once, I'll take you up on your offer. I'll ride that idiotic wagon. But I'll
pray to all the gods I know that no one sees me on it. I'd never live it down.' The old
man chuckled and moved to his right, making room for the forester. Fell laid
his long bow and quiver in the back and stepped 18 aboard.
'Home now, hounds!' said Gwalch. The dogs lurched into the traces and the
little cart jerked forward. Fell laughed aloud. 'I thought nothing would amuse
me today,' he said. 'You
shouldn't have gone to her, boy,' said Gwalch. 'No
fortunes, you said!' the forester snapped. 'Pah!
That's not telling your fortune; that's a comment on moments past. And you can
put the black man from your mind, as well. He'll not win her. She belongs to
the land, Fell. In some ways she is the land. Sigarni the Hawk Queen, the hope
of the Highlands.' The old man shook his head, and then laughed, as if at some
private jest. Fell clung to the side of the cart as it rattled and jolted, the
wheels dropping into ruts in the trail, half tipping the vehicle. 'By
Heaven, Gwalch, it is a most uncomfortable ride,' complained the forester. 'You
think this is uncomfortable?' retorted the old man. 'Wait till we get to the
top of my hill. The hounds always break into a run for home. By Shemak's balls,
boy, it'll turn your hair grey!' The
hounds toiled up the hill, pausing only briefly at the summit to catch their
breaths. Then they moved on, rounding a last bend in the trail. Below them
Gwalch's timber cabin came into sight and both dogs barked and began to run. The
cart bounced and lurched as the dogs gathered speed, faster and faster down the
steep slope. Fell could feel his heart pounding and his knuckles were white as
he gripped the side rail. Ahead of them was a towering oak, the trunk directly
in their path. 'The tree!' shouted Fell. 'I
know!' answered Gwalch. 'Best to jump!' 'Jump?'
echoed Fell, swinging to see the old man following his own advice. At the last
moment the dogs swerved towards the cabin. The cart tipped suddenly and Fell
was hurled head-first from it, missing the oak by inches. He hit the ground
hard, with the wind blasted from his lungs. Fell
forced himself to his knees just as Gwalch came ambling over. 'Great fun, isn't
it?' said the old man, stooping to take Fell by the arm and pull him to his
feet. Fell
looked into Gwalch's twinkling brown eyes. 'You are insane, Gwalch! You always
were.' 'Life
is to be lived, boy. Without danger there is no life. Come and have a dram.
We'll talk, you and I, of life and love, of dreams and glory. I'll tell you
tales to fire your blood.' Fell
found his longbow and quiver, gathered the fallen arrows and followed the old
man inside. It was a simple one-roomed dwelling with a bed in one corner, a
stone-built hearth in the north wall, and a rough-hewn table and two bench
seats in the centre. Three rugs, two of ox-skin, one of bear, covered the dirt
floor, and the walls were decorated with various weapons - two longbows,
horn-tipped, several swords and a double-edged claymore. A mail shirt was
hanging on a hook beside the fire, its rings still gleaming, not a speck of
rust upon it. On a shelf sat a helm of black iron, embossed with brass and
copper. A battle-axe was hanging over the fireplace, double-headed and
gleaming. 'Ready
for war, eh, old man?' asked Fell as he sat down at the table. Gwalch smiled,
and filled a clay cup with amber liquid from a jug. 'Always
ready - though no longer up to it,' said the old man sadly. 'And that is a
crying shame, for there's a war coming.' 'There's
no war!' said Fell irritably. 'There's no excuse for one. The Highlands are
peaceful. We pay our taxes. We keep the roads safe.' Gwalch
filled a second cup and drained it in a single swallow. 'Those Outland bastards
don't need an excuse, Fell. And I can smell blood in the air. But that's for
another day, and it is a little way off, so I won't let it spoil our drinking.
So tell me, how did she look?' 'I
don't want to talk about her.' 'Ah,
but you do. She's filling your mind. Women are like that, bless them! I knew a
girl once - Maev, her name was. As bright and perfect a woman as ever walked
the green hills. And hips! Oh, the sway of them! She moved in with a
cattle-breeder from Gilcross. Eleven babies - and all survived to manhood. Now
that-was a woman!' 'You
should have married her yourself,' said Fell. 'I
did,' said Gwalch. 'Two years we were together. Great years. All but wore me
out, she did. But then I had my skull caved in during the Battle at Iron
Bridge, and after that the Talent was on me. Couldn't look at a man or woman without
knowing what was going on in their minds. Oh, Fell, you've no idea how irksome
it is.' Gwalch sat down and filled his cup for a third time. 'To be lying on
top of a beautiful woman, feeling her warmth and the soft silkiness of her; to
be aflame with passion and to know she's thinking of a sick cow with a dropping
milk yield!' the old man laughed. Fell
shook his head, and smiled. 'Is that true?' 20 'As
true as I'm sitting here. I said to her one day, "Do you love me,
woman?" she looked me in the eye and she said, "Of course I do."
And do you know, she was thinking of the cattle-breeder she'd met at the Summer
Games. And into her mind came the memory of a roll in the hay with him.' 'You
must have thought of killing her," said Fell, embarrassed by the
confession. 'Nah!
Never was much of a lover. Roll on, roll off. She deserved a litde happiness.
I've seen her now and again. He's long dead, of course, but she goes on. Rich,
now. A widow of property.' 'Are
all the weapons yours?' asked Fell, changing the subject. 'Aye,
and all been used. I fought for the old King, when we almost won, and I fought
alongside the young fool who walked us on to Golden Moor and extermination.
Still don't know how I battled clear of that one. I was already nigh on fifty.
I won't be so lucky in the next one — though we'll have a better leader.' 'Who?' The old
man touched his nose. 'Now's not the time, Fell. And if I told you, you
wouldn't believe me. Anyway I'd sooner talk about women. So tell me about Sigarni.
You know you want to. Or shall I tell you what you're thinking?' 'No!'
said Fell sharply. 'Fill another cup and I'll talk - though only the gods know
why. It doesn't help.' Accepting the drink he swallowed deeply, feeling the
fiery liquid burn his throat. 'Son of a whore, Gwalch! Is this made of rat's
piss?' 'Only a
touch,' said the old man. 'Just for colour. Now go on.' 'Why
her? That's the question I ask myself. I've had more than my fair share of
beautiful women. Why is it only she can fire my blood? Why? 'Because
she's special.' Gwalch rose from the table and moved to the hearth. A fire had
been expertly laid and he ignited his tinder-box, holding it below the
cast-iron fire-dog until flames began to lick at the dry twigs at the base. Kneeling,
he blew on the tongues of flame until the thicker pieces caught. Then he stood.
'Women like her are rare, born for greatness. They're not made to be wives, old
before their time, with dry breasts drooping like hanged men. She's starlight
where other women are candle flames. You understand? You should feel privileged
for having bedded her. She has the gift, Fell. The gift of eternity. You know
what that means?' 21 'I
don't know what any of this means,' admitted the forester. 'It
means she'll live for ever. In a thousand years men will speak her name.' Fell
lifted his cup and stared into the amber liquid. 'Drinking this rots the brain,
old man.' 'Aye,
maybe it does. But I know what I know, Fell. I know you'll live for her. And I
know you'll die for her. Hold the right, Fell. Do it for me! And they'll fall
on you with their swords of fire, and their lances of pain, and their arrows of
farewell. Will you hold, Fell, when she asks you?' Gwalch leaned forward and
laid his head on his arms. 'Will you hold, Fell?' 'You're
drunk, my friend. You're talking gibberish.' Gwalch
looked up, his eyes bleary. 'I wish I was young again, Fell. I'd stand
alongside you. By God, I'd even take that arrow for you!' Fell
rose unsteadily, then helped Gwalch to his feet, carefully steered the old man
to the bed and laid him down. Returning to the fire, he stretched himself out
on the bearskin rug and slept. It was
the closest Sigarni could come to flight. She stood naked on the high rock
beside the falls and edged forward, her toes curling over the weather-beaten
edge. Sixty feet below the waters of the pool churned as the falls thundered
into it. The sun was strong on her back, the sky as blue as gem-stone. Sigarni
raised her arms and launched her body forward. Straight as an arrow she dived,
arms flung back for balance, and watched the pool roar up to meet her. Bringing
her arms forward at the last moment she struck the water cleanly, making barely
a splash. Down, down she sank until her hands touched the stone at the base of
the pool spinning, she used her feet to propel her body upwards. Once more on
the surface she swam with lazy grace to the south of the pool, where Lady
anxiously waited. Hauling herself clear of the water, she sat on a flat rock and
shook the water from her hair. The sound of the falls was muted here, and the
sunlight was streaming through the long leaves of a willow, dappling the water
with flecks of gold. It would be easy to believe the legends on a day like
today, she thought. It seems perfectly natural that a king should have chosen
this place to leave the world of men, and journey into the lands of heaven. She
could almost see him wading out, then 22 turning,
his great sword in his bloodstained hand, the baying of the hounds and the
guttural cries of the killers ringing in his ears. Then, as the warriors moved
in for the kill, the flash of light and the opening Gateway. All
nonsense. The greatest King of the Highlands had been slain here. Sorain
Ironhand, known also as Fingersteel. Last spring, during one of her dives,
Sigarni's hands had touched a bone at the bottom of the pool. Bringing it to
the surface she found it to be a shoulder-blade. For an hour or more she
scoured the bottom of the pool. Then she found him, or rather what was left of
his skeleton, held to the pool floor by heavy rocks. The right hand was
missing, but there were rust-discoloured screw holes in the bones of the wrist,
and the last red remnants of his iron hand close by. No
Gateway to Heaven - well, not for his body anyway. Just a lonely death, slain
by lesser men. Such is the fate of kings, she thought. A light
breeze touched her body and she shivered. 'Are you still here, Ironhand?' she
asked aloud. 'Does your spirit haunt this place?' 'Only
when the moon is full,' came a voice. Sigarni sprang to her feet and turned to
see a tall man standing by the willow. He was leaning on a staff of oak, and
smiling. Lady had ignored him and was still lying by the poolside, head on her
paws. Sigarni reached down to where her clothes lay and drew her dagger from
its sheath. 'Oh, you'll not need that, lady. I am no despoiler of women. I am
merely a traveller who stopped for a drink of cool mountain water. My name is
Loran.' Leaning his staff against the tree he moved past her and knelt at the
water's edge, pausing to stroke Lady's flanks before he drank. 'She
doesn't... usually ... like strangers,' said Sigarni lamely. 'I have
a way with animals.' He glanced up at her and gave a boyish grin. 'Perhaps you
would feel more comfortable dressed.' He was a handsome man, slender and
beardless, his hair corn-yellow, his eyes dark blue. Sigarni
decided that she liked his smile. 'Perhaps you would feel more comfortable
undressed,' she said, her composure returning. 'Are
you Loda people always so forward?' he asked her amiably. Returning
the knife to its sheath, she sat down. Lady stood and padded to her side. 'What
clan are you?' she asked. Tallides,'
he told her. 'Are
all Pallides men so bashful?' He
laughed, the sound rich and merry. 'No. But we're a gentle folk who
need to be treated with care and patience. How far is it to Cilfallen?' He
stood and moved to a fallen tree, brushing away the loose dirt before seating
himself. Sigarni
reached for her leggings and climbed into them. 'Half a day,' she told him,
'due south.' Her upper body was still damp and the white woollen shirt clung to
her breasts. Belting on her dagger, she sat down once more. 'Why would a
Pallides man be this far south?' she enquired. 'I am
seeking Tovi Long-arm. I have a message from the Hunt Lord. Do you have a name,
woman?" 'Yes.' 'Might
I enquire what it is?' 'Sigarni.' 'Are
you angry with me, Sigarni?' the words were softly spoken. She looked into his eyes
and saw no hint of humour there. Yes, I am angry, she thought. Asmidir called
me a whore, Fell left without a word of thanks or goodbye, and now this
stranger had spurned her body. Of course I'm bloody angry! 'No,'
she lied. He leaned back and stretched his arm along the tree trunk. Sigarni
swept the dagger from the sheath, flipped the blade, then sent the weapon
slashing through the air. It slammed into the trunk no more than two inches
from his hand. Loran glanced down to see that the blade had cut cleanly through
the head of a viper, the rest of its body was thrashing in its death throes. He
drew back his hand. 'You
are an impressive woman, Sigarni,' he said, reaching out and pulling clear the
weapon. With one stroke he decapitated the snake, then cleaned the blade on the
grass before returning it hilt first to the silver-haired huntress. 'I'll
walk with you a-ways,' she said. 'I wouldn't want a Pallides man to get lost in
the forest.' 'Impressive
and blessed with kindness.' Together
they walked from the falls and up the main trail. The trees were thicker here,
the leaves already beginning to turn to the burnished gold of autumn. 'Do you
usually talk to ghosts?' asked Loran, as they walked. 'Ghosts?'
she queried. 'Ironhand.
You were talking to him when I arrived? Was that the magic pool where he
crossed over?' 'Yes.' 'Do you
believe the legend?' 'Why
should I not?' she countered. 'No-one ever found a body, did they?' He
shrugged. 'He never came back either. But his life does make a wonderful story.
The last great King before Gandarin. It is said he killed seven of the men sent
to murder him. No mean feat for a wounded man.' Loran laughed. 'Maybe they were
all stronger and tougher two hundred years ago. That's what my grandfather told
me, anyway. Days when men were men, he used to say. And he assured me that
Ironhand was seven feet tall and his battle-axe weighed sixty pounds. I used to
sit in my grandfather's kitchen and listen to the tallest stories, of dragons
and witches, and heroes who stood a head and shoulders above other men. Anyone
under six feet tall in those days was dubbed a dwarf, he told me. I believed it
all. Never was a more gullible child.' 'Perhaps
he was right,' said Sigarni. 'Maybe they were tougher.' Loran
nodded. 'It's possible, I suppose. But I was a Marshal at last year's games.
The caber toss from Mereth Sharp-eye broke all records, and Mereth is only five
inches above six feet tall. If they were all so strong and fast in those days,
why do their records show them to be slower and less powerful than we are
today?' They
crossed the last hill before Cilfallen and Sigarni paused. 'That is my home,'
she said, pointing to the cabin by the stream. 'You need to follow this road
south.' He
bowed and, taking her hand, kissed the palm. 'My thanks to you, Sigarni. You
are a pleasant companion.' She
nodded. 'I fear you spurned the best of me,' she said, and was surprised to
find herself able to smile at the memory. Still
holding to her hand he shook his head. 'I think no man has ever seen the best
of you, woman. Fare thee well!' Loran moved away, but Sigarni called out to him
and he turned. 'In the
old days,' she said, 'the Highland peoples were free, independent and unbroken.
Perhaps that is what makes them seem stronger, more golden and defiant. Their
power did not derive from a hurled caber, but a vanquished enemy. They may not
have all been seven feet tall. Maybe they felt as if they were.' He
paused and considered her words. 'I would like to call upon you again,' he
said, at last. 'Would I be welcome at your hearth?' 'Bring
bread and salt, Pallides, and we shall see.' 2 IF
LORAN WAS AS disappointed in Fat Tovi the Baker he took pains not to show it,
for which Tovi himself was more than grateful. The Pallides clansman had bowed
upon entering the old stone house, and had observed all the customs and
rituals, referring to Tovi as Hunt Lord and bestowing upon him a deference he
did not enjoy even among his own people. Tovi
led the clansman to the back room, laid a fire and asked his wife to bring them
food and drink, and to keep the noise from the children to as low an ebb as was
possible with seven youngsters ranging from the ages of twelve down to three. 'Your
courtesy is most welcome,' said Tovi uncomfortably, as the tall young man stood
in the centre of the room, declining a chair. 'But as you will already have
noticed, the clan Loda no longer operates under the old rules. We are too close
to the Lowlands, and our traditions have suffered the most from the conquest.
The title of Hunt Lord is outlawed, and we are ruled by lawyers appointed by
the Baron Ranulph. We have become a frightened people, Loran. There are fewer
than three thousand of us now, spread all around the flanks of High Druin.
Seventeen villages of which my own, Cilfallen, is the largest. There are no
fighting men now, saving perhaps Fell and his foresters. And they report to the
Baron's captain of the Watch. I fear, young man, that the old ways are as dead
and buried as my comrades on Golden Moor.' Tovi sniffed loudly, and found
himself unable to meet the clansman's steady stare. 'So, let us dispense with
the formalities. Sit you down and tell me why you have come.' Loran
removed his leaf-green cloak and laid it over the back of a padded chair. Then
he sat and stared into the fire for a few moments, gathering his thoughts. 'We
of the Pallides,' he said at last, 'suffered great losses at Golden. But we are
far back into the mountains and the old ways have survived better than here.
Our young men are still trained
to fight, and retain their pride. As you say, you are close to the Lowlands and
the armies of the Outlands, and so 1 make this point without criticism. As to
my visit, my Hunt Lord wishes me to tell you that the Gifted Ones of the
Pallides have been experiencing dreams of blood. It is their belief that a new
war is looming. They have seen blood-wolves upon the Highlands, and heard the
cries of the dying. They have seen the Red Moon, and heard the wail of the
Bai-sheen. My Hunt Lord wishes to know if your own Gifted Ones have dreamt
these things.' 'We
have only one man with the Gift, Loran. Once a warrior - and a mighty one - he
now travels the mountains in a cart drawn by hounds. He is a drunkard and his
dreams are not to be relied upon.' The
door opened and Tovi's wife entered, carrying a wooden tray on which sat two
tankards of ale and a plate of bread and beef. Laying it down on the table she
took one glance at her husband, smiled wearily and left without a word. From
beyond the open doorway the sound of children playing could be heard, but the
noise was cut off once more as the door closed behind her. 'Drunkard
or no,' said Loran, 'has he dreamed?' Tovi
nodded. 'He says a great leader is coming, a warrior of the line of Ironhand.
But it is nonsense, Loran. The Outlanders have five thousand men patrolling the
Lowlands. Five thousand! If there was the merest hint of rebellion they could
treble that number in a matter of weeks. All their wars are won. They have
armies sitting idle.' 'That
is precisely what troubles my Hunt Lord,' said Loran. 'A warrior race with no
wars to fight? What can they do? Either they will turn on themselves like mad
dogs, or they will find an enemy. What your drunkard says about a great leader
is echoed by our own Gifted Ones, and also by the Seer of the Farlain. No one
knows this leader's name, nor his clan. There is a mist shrouding him. Yet we
must find him, Lord Tovi. All indications are that the Outlanders will lead an
invasion force here in the spring. We have less than seven months to prepare.' 'To
prepare?' stormed Tovi. 'For what, pray? Fell and his foresters number around
sixty men. I could raise perhaps another two hundred, and some of those would
either be greybeards or children. Prepare? If they come, we die. It is that
simple. The Loda were never the largest of the clans. The Pallides and the
Farlain always outnumbered us. Still do. And you have the high passes that can
be defended,
and the hidden valleys to hide your cattle and goats. What do we have? I was a
warrior, boy. I was a captain. I know how to use land in war. If I had ten
thousand men I couldn't protect my own villages. You want to talk of
preparation? Talk of pleading with the Baron, of sending an entreaty to the
Outland King, of dropping to our bended knees and begging for life. The first
I'll accede to, the second I'll put my name to, and the third I'll never do!
But they are our only options.' Loran
shook his head. 'I don't believe that to be true. If we can find the leader to
unite us, we can formulate a strategy. The people of Loda could leave their
homes and draw back into the deeper Highlands. We have the autumn before us and
could move food and supplies further back into the mountains. If you agree, I
can arrange for temporary homes to be erected in Pallides lands.' Tovi
shook his head. 'There must be another way, Loran. There must be! We cannot
fight them with any hope of success. And what could they gain from invading the
Highlands? There is no gold here, no plunder. Would you declare war to capture
a few cattle herds?' 'No, I
wouldn't,' agreed Loran. 'But armies are like swords. They must be kept sharp
and in use. The Outlanders will, as I have said, need to find some enemy.' Tovi
sighed and rose from his chair, pausing before the fire and staring into the
flames. 'I am not the Hunt Lord, man. I am the baker. I don't have power, and I
don't have resources. I don't even have the will.' 'Damn
you, man!' stormed Loran, rising from his chair. 'Have you lost so much? I met
a whore on the road with more fire in her belly than you.' Tovi's face went
white and he lunged forward, his large hands grabbing the front of Loran's pale
green tunic, dragging the younger man from his feet. 'How
dare you?' hissed Tovi. 'I stood on Golden Moor, my sword dripping Outland
blood. I watched my brothers cut down, my land swallowed by the enemy. Where
were you when I fought my battles? I'll tell you - you were sucking on your
mother's tit! I have lost much, boy, but don't presume to insult me.' 'My
apologies, Hunt Lord,' said Loran softly, holding to Tovi's angry gaze. There
was no hint of weakness in the mild manner in which Loran spoke, and Tovi's
eyes narrowed. 'You
did that on purpose, Pallides. You think to fire my blood 28 through
anger." Tovi released the younger man, then nodded. 'And you were right.'
Clumsily he tried to brush the creases from Loran's tunic. 'Damn it all, you
are right. Live under the yoke long enough and you start to feel like an ox.'
He laughed suddenly, the sound harsh. 'I do not know how gifted are your Gifted
Ones, Loran, but we will lose nothing by at least sending supplies back into
the high country. And tonight I will call a meeting of the Elders to discuss
the rest of your proposal. You are welcome to stay here the night and meet
them.' 'No,'
the younger man told him. 'I want to see the drunkard you spoke of.' 'It is
a long walk and it will soon be dusk.' 'Then
I'd best finish this meal and be on my way.' Loran tore a chunk from the bread
and bit off the crust as Tovi returned to his seat. 'You
mentioned a whore? We have only one whore in Cilfallen, and she rarely leaves
her house.' 'A
young silver-haired woman. She offered herself to me without even asking a
price.' Tovi
suddenly chuckled. 'You should consider yourself most fortunate that you did
not call her a whore to her face.' 'How do
you know I did not?' 'The
last man who called her such a name had his jaw broken in three places. It took
two men to pull Sigarni away from him; she was about to cut his tongue out.'
The smile faded. 'She is the last of the true blood line of Gandarin. Any son
of hers would be the undisputed heir to the crown. And it will never
happen." 'She is
barren?' 'Aye.
She was due to wed Fell, the Forest Captain. Old Gwalch, our Gifted One,
proclaimed her infertile. She is no whore, Loran. True she has enjoyed many
lovers, but she picks only men she likes, and there is no price to pay. She is
a woman of fire and iron, that one, and well liked here.' 'You
are saying I should feel flattered?" 'Did
you not?' countered the baker, a twinkle in his eye. 'She is
very beautiful. I watched her make a dive into Ironhand's pool and it took the
breath away. I have always spurned those I thought to be whores. Now I am
beginning to regret my decision.' 'You
may never get another chance, boy.' 'We
will see." The
sandy-haired young man sat with his head in his hands, his eyes bleary with
drink. Before him was a half-empty tankard. Ballistar climbed to the bench seat
and then perched his small body at the edge of the table. 'Getting drunk won't
solve anything, Bernt,' he said. 'She
doesn't want to see me,' said Bernt. 'She says she will neversee me again.' He
looked across at the dwarf. 'I didn't mean to do it, Balli. I got excited. I
wouldn't have hurt Lady, not for all the world. I just wasn't thinking. I was
watching Sigarni. She looked so beautiful in the morning sunlight. So
beautiful.' The young man drained the tankard and belched. Ballistar looked at
him - the square face, the deep-set blue eyes, the powerful neck and broad
shoulders - and knew envy. All that height wasted on a dullard like Bernt.
Ballistar felt guilty at the thought, for he liked the young man. True, Bernt
was not bright, yet he had a warmth and a compassion lacking in other, more
intelligent men. In truth he was a sensitive soul. 'I
think,' said the dwarf, 'that you should just lie low for a while. Lady is
almost healed and she is hunting well. Wait for a little while, then go out and
see Sigarni again. I expect she'll relent. You were always good for her.' 'Was.
That's the word, isn't it? Was. I could never talk to her, you know. Didn't
understand much of what she said. It all flew over my head. I didn't care,
Balli. I was just happy to be with her. To ... love her. I think all she needed
from me was my body.' He laughed nervously and looked round to see if anyone
was listening, but the two other drinkers in the tavern were sitting by the
fire, talking in low tones. 'That's what she told me,' he continued.'
"Bernt," she said, "this is your only skill." She said I
took away all her tension. She was wrong, though, Balli. It's not my only
skill. I was there for her. She couldn't see that. I don't know what I'm going
to do!' 'There
are other women,' said Ballistar softly. 'You are a good young man, strong,
honest. You have a great deal to offer.' 'I
don't want anyone else, Balli. I don't. All my waking moments are rilled with
thoughts of her. And when I sleep I dream of her. I never asked for anything,
you know. I never ... made demands. She didn't ever let me sleep in the bed,
you know... afterwards. I always had to go home. It didn't matter what the
weather was like. Once I even went home in a blizzard. Got lost, almost died.
Almost died ...' His voice 3° faded
away, and he bit his lip. 'She didn't care, not really. I always thought that I
would, sort of grow on her. That she would realize I was ... important. But I'm
not important, am I? I'm just a cattle-herder.' The
dwarf shifted uneasily. 'As I said, Bernt, you should give her a little time. I
know she likes you.' 'Has
she spoken of me?' asked the young man, his eyes eager, his ears hungry for
words of encouragement. Ballistar
looked away. 'I can tell, that's all. She's still angry, but underneath .. .
just give it time.' 'She
didn't say anything, did she, Balli? Except maybe that I was a fool.' 'She's
still angry. Go home. Get something to eat.' The
young man smiled suddenly. 'Will you do something for me, Balli? Will you?' 'Of
course,' answered the dwarf. 'Will
you go to her and ask her to meet me at the old oak grove tonight, an hour
after dark?' 'She
won't come - you know that! And she doesn't keep clock candles, she has no use
for them.' 'Well,
soon after dusk then. But will you ask her? Tell her that it is so important to
me. Even if she only conies to say goodbye. Will you tell her that? Will you?
Tell her I have never asked for anything save this one time.' 'I'll
go to her, Bernt. But you are only building up more pain for yourself.' 'Thank
you, Balli. I'll take your advice now. I'll go home and eat.' The
young man levered himself up, staggered, grinned inanely and lurched from the
tavern. Ballistar clambered down from the table and followed him. It was
a long walk on tiny legs to Sigarni's cabin, more than two hours. And it was
such a waste, thought Ballistar. The
afternoon was warm, but a gentle breeze was blowing over High Druin as the
dwarf ambled on. He walked for an hour, then sat for a while on a hillside
resting his tired legs. In the distance he could see a walker heading off
towards the higher hills. The man wore a leaf-green cloak and carried a long
staff; Ballistar squinted, but could not reconize him. He was heading towards
Gwalch's cabin. Ballistar chuckled. He wouldn't be walking that straight when
he left! Rising
once more, he set off down the slope and along the deer trails
to Sigarni's cabin. He found her sitting by the front door, cutting new flying
jesses from strips of leather. Lady was nowhere to be seen, but Abby was
sitting on her bow perch. She flapped her wings and pranced as she saw
Ballistar. The dwarf gave a low bow to the bird. 'It is good to see you as
well, Abby.' 'Just
in time,' said Sigarni. 'You can make some herb tea. Somehow I never make it
taste as good as yours.' 'My
pleasure, princess.' Ballistar
climbed the steps and entered the cabin. An old iron kettle was hissing steam
over the fire. Taking a cloth to protect his hands, he lifted it clear. In the
back room he found the packs of dried herbs he and Sigarni had gathered in the
spring. Mixing them by eye, he added hot water and cut a large portion of
crystallized honey, which he dropped into the mixture. He stirred the tea with
a long wooden spoon and sat quietly while it brewed. How to tackle Sigarni? How
to convince the silver-haired huntress to meet the boy? After
several minutes he filled two large pottery cups with tea and carried them out
into the afternoon sunlight. Sigarni took the first and sipped it. 'How do you
make it taste like this?' she asked. 'Talent,'
he assured her. 'Now, are you going to ask me why I have walked all this way?' 'I
assume it was because you felt in need of my company.' 'Under
normal circumstances that would be true, princess. But not today. I have a
favour to ask.' 'Ask it
- and I'll consider it,' she said. 'I was
hoping for a little more than that,' he admitted. 'Just
ask,' she said, a little coldly. 'I saw
Bernt today . ..' 'The
answer is no,' she said flatly. 'You
don't know the question yet?' 'I can
hazard a guess. He wants me to take him back.' 'No!
Well.. . yes. But that is not the favour. He asks if you will meet him after
dusk at the old oak grove. Even if it is only to say goodbye. He said it was
vital to him.' 'I have
already said goodbye.' Returning her attention to the leather jesses, she said
nothing more. Ballistar
sighed. 'He also said that he had never asked you for anything - save this
once.' She
looked up and he braced himself for her anger. But her words were spoken
coldly, and without emotion. 'I owe him nothing. I owe you
nothing. I owe no one. You understand? I did not ask him to love me, nor to
follow me like a dog. He was an adequate lover, no more than that. And now he
is part of my past. He has no place in the present. Is that clear?' 'Oh, it
is clear, princess. Callous, unkind, unfeeling. But very dear. And of course it
would be so time-consuming for you to walk to the oak grove. After all, it is
more than a mile from here." She
leaned back and looked into his face. 'Now we are both angry, little man. And
for what? Bernt is a dolt. I have no need of fools around me. But, since it is
a favour to you, I shall grant it. I shall go to Bernt, and I shall tell him
goodbye. Does that satisfy you?' He
grinned and nodded. 'And as a reward I shall prepare you a meal. What
provisions do you have?' 'Abby
killed a duck this morning.' 'I
shall cook it with a berry sauce,' he said. They
ate well, the duck being young and plump. Ballister cooked it to perfection;
the skin was crisp and dark, the flesh moist, the red berry sauce complementing
the flavour. Sigarni pushed aside her plate and licked her fingers. 'If I had
an ounce of common sense I'd marry you,' she told the dwarf. 'I never knew a
man who could make food taste so fine.' Ballistar
was sitting in the hide chair, his little legs jutting out. He nodded sagely.
'Well,' he said, at last, 'you could ask me. But I would only say no.' Sigarni
smiled. 'Not good enough for you, dwarf?' 'Too good, probably. Though that is
not the reason. There is something about you, Sigarni. Like the Crown of Alwen
- all men can see it, but none can touch it.' 'Nonsense.
Men can touch me. I like men to touch me.' 'No, you don't,' he argued. 'I don't
think you have ever allowed a man to touch your heart. No man has ever opened
the window of your soul.' She
laughed at him then. 'The heart is a pump for moving blood around the body, and
as to the soul... what is that exactly?' She held up her hand. 'No, don't try
to explain it. Let it lie. The meal was too fine to finish on an argument. And
you had better go, or you'll be walking back in the dark.' 33 The
dwarf scrambled down from the chair, and gathered up the plates. 'Leave them,'
said Sigarni. 'Be off with you, Ballistar. I have a need to be alone.' 'Don't
be too hard on Bernt,' said Ballistar, from the doorway. 'I'll
treat him like an injured puppy,' she promised. After
the dwarf had gone Sigarni cleaned the plates and built up the fire. She did
not relish seeing the young cattle-herder, for she was determined never to
renew their relationship. It was not that he was a poor lover, nor even that he
was dull. In the early days, last autumn, she had enjoyed his quiet company.
However, during the spring he had become like a weight around her neck,
following her everywhere, declaring his love, sitting and staring at her,
begging for love like a dog begs for scraps. She shuddered. Why could he not
enjoy what they had? Why did he need more than she was prepared to give? Idiot! Pouring
herself a goblet of honey mead from a flagon that Gwalch had given her, she
moved to the doorway and sat down beside Lady. The hound looked up, but did not
move. Idly Sigarni stroked the soft fur behind the beast's ears. Lady lay
still, enjoying the sensation for several minutes, then her head came up and
she stared intently towards the tree line. 'What is it girl?' whispered
Sigarni. As
horse and rider emerged from the trees, Sigarni swore softly. It was Asmidir.
He was dressed now in clothes of black and riding a tall black gelding. His
burnoose of black silk was held in place by a dark band of leather, with an
opal set at the centre. The horse advanced into the yard. Abby spread her wings
and let out a screech on her bow perch. Lady merely stood, alert and waiting. 'Come
to see your whore?' asked Sigarni as the black man rode up. He smiled amiably,
then dismounted. Draping the reins over the gelding's head, he climbed the
three steps to the porch. 'You
are too prickly, Sigarni. I need to speak with you. Shall we go inside? Your
northern weather plays havoc with my equatorial bones.' 'I'm
not sure you are welcome,' she told him, rising to stand before him in the
doorway. 'Ah,
but I am, for friends are rare in life, and not to be idly tossed aside. Also I
can see from your eyes that you are pleased to see me, and I sense in you a
tension only sex will resolve. Am I at fault in any of these observations?' 'Not so
far,' she agreed, stepping aside and ushering him into the room. Once inside he
stopped and sniffed. 34 'You
have been having a feast,' he said, nostrils flaring. 'The aroma makes my mouth
water. Duck, was it?! 'Yes.
Ballistar cooked it for me. Now he is a true sorcerer when it comes to food.
You should employ him.' 'I'll
think on it,' he said, removing his cloak and laying it over the back of the
chair. Sitting down by the fire he sat for a moment in silence staring into the
flames. Sigarni sat on his lap, leaning to kiss his cheek. 'I'm
glad you came,' she said. Reaching up, he ran his fingers through her silver
hair and drew her close. Pushing one arm under her thighs, he stood and carried
her through to the back bedroom. For
more than an hour they made love but, skilled as he was, Sigarni could feel a
different tension within him. After her second orgasm she stopped him, pushing
him gently to his back. 'What is wrong, my friend?' she asked him, rising up on
her elbow and stroking the sleek dark skin of his chest. He closed his eyes. 'Everything,'
he said. He reached for her, but she resisted him. 'Tell
me,' she commanded. 'I
would have thought,' he said, forcing a smile, 'that you would have the good
grace to let me achieve my own climax before entering into a dialogue.' She
chuckled and bit his ear. 'Then be quick!' she told him, 'for I have other
matters to attend to.' 'Your
wish shall be obeyed, mistress!' he said, rolling over and pinning her
shoulders. Sigarni
felt loose-limbed and wonderfully relaxed as she sat by the fire and sipped her
mead. Relaxed in the chair, Asmidir sat naked, save for his cloak, which he had
wrapped about his shoulders against the draught from the warped wood of the
door. 'Now
tell me,' she said. 'There
is a war coming,' he told her. 'Where?' 'Here,
Sigarni. I was at the Citadel a few days ago. I saw the mercenaries arriving,
and I know the Baron is studying maps of all the lands around High Druin. It is
my belief that he intends to bring an army into the mountains.' 'That
cannot be,' she said. 'There is no one to fight him.' 'That
is largely immaterial. He hates his position here, and probably sees a Highland
War as his best chance of being recalled south
in triumph. It does not matter that he will face a rabble of poorly armed
villagers. Who will know? He has his own historian. His army will be able to
pillage and plunder the Highlands, and he will gather to himself a force to
make him a power in the land. He may even be looking ahead and planning a civil
war. It doesn't matter what his motives are.' 'And
how does this concern you, Asmidir? You are not of this land, and you are a
friend to the Outland king.' 'I
served him, but he has no friends. The King is a hard, ruthless man, much like
the Baron. No, for me it is ... personal.' He smiled thinly. 'I came here
because of a prophecy. It has not been fulfilled. Now I am lost.' 'What
prophecy?' He
shrugged. 'It does not matter, does it? Even shamen can make mistakes, it
seems. But I have grown to love this harsh, cold land with a fierceness that
surprises me. It is as strong as my hatred for the Baron and all he
represents.' He sighed and turned his head towards the fire. 'Why is it that
wickedness always seems to triumph? Is it just that evil men freed from the
constraints of basic morality are stronger than we?' 'It is
probably just a question of timing,' she said and his head jerked round. 'Timing?' 'We
have had two Kings of legend here, Gandarin and Ironhand. Both were good men,
but they were also strong and fearless. Their enemies were scattered, and they
ruled wisely and well. But this is the time of the Outland Kings, and not a
good time for the peoples of the Highlands. Our time will come again. There
will be a leader.' 'Now is
the time,' he said. 'Where is the man? That was the prophecy that brought me
here. A great leader will rise, wearing the crown of Alwen. But I have
travelled far, Sigarni, and heard no word of such a man.' "What
will you do when you find him?' He
chuckled. 'My skill is strategy. I am a student of war. I will teach him how to
fight the Outlanders.' 'Highland
men do not need to be taught how to fight.' He
shook his head. 'There you are wrong, Sigarni. Your whole history has been
built on manly courage: assembling a host to sweep down on an enemy host, man
against man, claymore crashing against claymore.
But war is about more than battles. It is about logistics, supplies,
communication, discipline. An army has to feed, commanders need to gather
reports and intelligence and pass these on to generals. Apart from this there
are other considerations - morale, motivation, belief. The Outlanders, as you
call them, understand these things.' 'You
are altogether too tense,' she told him, leaning forward and running her hand
softly down the inside of his thigh. 'Come back to bed, and I will repay you
for the pleasure you gave me.' 'What
of these other matters you had to attend to?' he asked. For a
moment only she thought of Bernt, then brushed him from her mind. 'Nothing of
importance,' she assured him. At noon
the following day Ballistar found Bernt hanging from the branch of a spreading
oak. The young cattle-herder was dressed in his best tunic and leggings, though
they were soiled now, for he had defecated in death. The boy's eyes were wide
open and bulging, and his tongue was protruding from his mouth. When Ballistar
arrived at the oak grove a crow was sitting on Bernt's shoulder, pecking at his
right eye. Below
the corpse was a hawking glove, lovingly made and decorated with fine white
beads. Urine from the corpse had dripped upon it, staining the hide. 37 3 THF
OXEN FOUND pulling the wide wagon too difficult over the narrow deer trails to Gwalch's cabin, so
Tovi was forced to take the long route, down into the valley and up over the
rocky roads once used by the Lowland miners when there was still a plentiful supply
of coal to be found on the open hillsides. The baker had set off just after
dawn. He always enjoyed these quarterly trips into Citadel town. Gwalch was an
amusing, if irritating, companion, but the money they shared from their
partnership helped Tovi to maintain a pleasant and comfortable lifestyle.
Gwalch made honey mead of the finest quality, and much of it was shipped to the
south at vastly inflated prices. One of
the oxen slipped on the rocky shale. 'Ho there, Flaxen! Concentrate now, girl!'
shouted Tovi. The wagon lurched on, the empty barrels in the back clunking
against one another. Tovi took a deep sniff of the mountain air, blowing cool
over High Druin. At the top of the rise he halted the oxen, allowing them a
breather before attempting the last climb into the forest. Tovi applied the
brake, then swung to stare out over the landscape. Many years before he had
marched with the Loda men down this long road. They were singing, he recalled;
they had met the Pallides warriors down there by the fork in the stream. Seven
thousand men—even before the Farlain warriors had joined them. All
dead now. Well ... most of them anyway. Gwalch had been there. Fifty years old
and straight as a long staff. The King had been mounted on a fine Southern
horse, his bonnet adorned with a long eagle feather. Every inch a warrior he
looked. But he had no real heart for it. Tovi hawked and spat, remembering the
moment when the King fled the field leaving them to stand and die. 'Blood
doesn't always run true,' he said softly. 'Heroes sire cowards, and cowards can
sire kings.' The air
was crisp, the wind beginning to bite as Tovi wrapped his cloak
across his chest. Didn't feel the wind back then, he thought. I did a week
later, though, as I fled from the hunters, crawling through the bracken, wading
the streams, hiding in shallow caves, starving and cold. God's bones, I felt it
then! High
above him two eagles were flying the thermals, safe from the thoughts and
arrows of men. Tovi released the brake and flicked the reins over the backs of
the oxen. 'On now, my lads!' he called. 'It's an easier trip down for a while.' Within
the hour he arrived at Gwalch's cabin. The old man was sitting outside in the
sunshine with a cup of mead in his hands. There were three horsemen close by,
two grim-faced soldiers still sitting their saddles, and a cleric who was
standing before the old man, arguing and gesticulating. The soldiers looked
bored and cold, Tovi thought. The cleric was a man he recognized: Andolph the
Census Taker, a small, fat individual with ginger hair and a face as white as
Tovi's baking flour. 'It is
not acceptable!' Tovi heard the cleric shout. 'And you could be in serious
trouble. I don't know why I try to deal fairly with you Highlanders. You are a
constant nuisance.' Tovi
halted the wagon and climbed down. 'Might I be of service, Census Taker?' he
enquired. Andolph stepped back from the grinning Gwalch. 'I take it you know
this man?' 'Indeed
I do. He is an old friend. What is the problem?' Andolph
sighed theatrically. 'As you know, the new law states that all men must have
surnames that give them individuality. It is no longer enough to be Dirk, son
of Dirk. Gods, man, there are hundreds of those. It is not difficult, surely,
therefore to find a name that would suffice. But not this old fool. Oh no! I am
trying to be reasonable, Baker, and he will not have it. Look at this!' The
little man stepped forward and thrust a long sheet of paper towards Tovi. The
baker took it, read what was written there, and laughed aloud. 'Well,
it is a name,' he offered. 'I
can't put this forward to the Roll Makers. Can't you see that? They will accuse
the old man of making a mockery of the law. And I will be summoned to answer
for it. I came here in good faith; I like a jest as well as the next man, and
it did make me laugh when first I saw it. But it cannot be allowed to stand.
You see that, don't you?' Tovi
nodded. There was no malice in the little man and, as far as was possible with
an Outlander, Tovi quite liked him. It was a thankless 39 task
frying to take a census in the Highlands, especially since the object was to
find new tax-payers. 'I'll speak to him,' he said, handing back the paper and
walking over to where Gwalch sat. The old man was staring at one of the
soldiers, and the man was growing uncomfortable. 'Come
on, Gwalch,' said Tovi soothingly, 'it is time for the fun to stop. What name
will you choose?' 'What's
wrong with Hare-turd?' countered Gwalch. Ill
tell you what's wrong with it - it'll be carved on your tombstone. And you'll
not be surprised when future generations fail to appreciate what a fine man you
were. Now stop this nonsense.' Gwalch
sniffed loudly, then drained his mead. 'You choose!' he told Tovi, staring at
the soldier. The
Baker turned to the Census Taker. 'When young he was known as Fear-not. Will
that do?' Andolph nodded. From a leather bag he took a quill and a small bottle
of ink. Resting the paper against his saddle, he made the change and called Gwalch
to sign it. The old man gave a low curse, but he strolled to the horse and
signed with his new name. Andolph
waved the paper in the air to dry the ink. 'My thanks to you, Tovi Baker, and
goodbye to you... Gwalchmai Fear-not. I hope we will not meet again.' 'You
and I won't,' said Gwalch, with a grin. 'And a word of advice, Andolph Census
Taker: Trust not in dark-eyed women. Especially those who dance.' Andolph
blinked nervously, then climbed ponderously into his saddle. The three horsemen
rode away, but the soldier Gwalch had been staring at swung round to look back.
Gwalch waved at him. 'That is the man who will kill me,' said Gwalch, his smile
fading. 'He and five others will come here. Do you think I could have changed
the future if I had stabbed him today?' Tovi
shivered. 'Are we ready to load?' he asked. 'Aye.
It's a good batch, but I'll not be needing the new barrels. This is our last
trip, Tovi. Make the best of it.' 'What
is the point of having the Gift if all it brings is gloom and doom?' stormed
Tovi. 'And another thing, I do not believe that life is mapped out so simply.
Men shape the future, and nothing is written in stone. You understand?' 'I
don't argue with that, Tovi. Not at all. Sometimes I have dreamt 40 of moments
to come, and they have failed to arrive. Not often, mind, but sometimes. Like
the young cattle-herder who loved Sigarni. Until yesterday I always saw him
leaving the mountains to find employment in the Lowlands. Last night, though, I
saw a different ending. And it has come to pass.' 'What
are you talking about?' 'Bernt,
the broad-shouldered young man who works for Grame the Smith...' 'I know
him ... what about him?' 'Hanged
himself from a tree. Late last night. Dreamt it sitting in my chair.' 'Hell's
teeth! And it has happened? You are sure?' The old
man nodded. 'What I am trying to say is that futures can be changed sometimes.
Not often. He shouldn't be dead, but something happened, one small thing, and
suddenly life was over for Bernt.' 'What
happened?' 'A
woman broke a promise,' said Gwalch. 'Now let's have a swift drink before
loading. It'll help keep the cold at bay.' 'No!'
said Tovi. 'I want to be at the market before mid-morning.' Gwalch swore and
moved away to the barrel store, and together the two men loaded twelve casks of
honey mead alongside the empty barrels Tovi had brought with him. 'Why don't
you let me leave the empties here?' asked the baker. 'You might change your
mind - or the dream may change.' 'This
dream won't change, my friend. There'll be no market for our mead come
springtime. You know that; you've spoken to the Pallides man.' 'What
did you tell him?' asked Tovi as the two men clambered to the driving seat of
the wagon. 'Nothing
he didn't already know," answered Gwalch. 'The Pallides Gifted Ones are
quite correct.' 'And
that was all?' Gwalch
shook his head. 'There is a leader coming. But I wouldn't tell him who, or
when. It is not the right time. He impressed me, though. Sharp as a stone of
flint, and hard too. He could have been a force one day. But he won't survive.
You will, though, Tovi. You're going to be a man again.' 'I am
already a man, Gwalchmai Hare-turd. And don't you forget it.' In the
pale moonlight the friendly willow took on a new identity, its long, wispy
branches trailing the steel-coloured water like skeletal fingers. Even the
sound of the falls was muted and strange, like the whispers of angry demons.
The undergrowth rustled as the creatures of the night moved abroad on furtive
paws, and Sigarni sat motionless by the waterside, watching the fragmented moon
ripple on the surface. She
felt both numb and angry by turn; numbed by the death of the simple herder, and
angry at the way the dwarf had treated her. Sigarni had spent three days in the
mountains trapping fox and beaver, and had returned tired, wet and hungry to
find Ballistar sitting by- her door. Her spirits had lifted instantly; the
little man was always good company, and his cooking was a treat to be enjoyed. Greeting
him with a smile, Sigarni had dumped her furs on the wooden board and then
returned Abby to her bow perch. Returning to the house, she saw that Ballistar
had moved away from the door. He was standing stock-still, staring at her, his
face set and serious, the expression in his eyes unfathomable. Sigarni saw that
he was carrying a hawking glove of pale tan, beautifully decorated with white
and blue beads. 'A
present for me?" she asked. He nodded and tossed her the glove. It was
well made of turned hide brushed to a sheen, the stiches small and tight, the
beads forming a series of blue swirls over a white letter §. 'It's beautiful,'
she said gaily. 'Why so glum? Did you think I wouldn't like it?' Slipping it
on, she found it fitted perfectly. 'I never
saw a crow peck out a man's eye before,' he said. 'It's curious how easily the
orb comes away. Still, Bernt didn't mind. Even though he was in his best
clothes. He didn't mind at all. Scarce noticed it.' 'What
are you talking about?' 'Nothing
of importance, Sigarni. So, how was Bernt when you saw him?' 'I
didn't see him,' she snapped. 'I had other things to do. Now what is wrong with
you? Are you drunk?' The
dwarf shook his head. 'No, I'm not drunk - but I will be in a while. I shall
probably drink too much at the wake. I do that, you know. Funerals always upset
me.' He pointed at the glove she wore. 'He made that for you. I suppose you
could call it a love gift. He made it and he put on his best tunic. He wanted
you to see him at his very best.
But you didn't bother to go. So he waited until the dawn and then hanged
himself from a tall tree in the oak grove. So, Sigarni, that's one fool you
won't have to suffer again.' She
stood very still, then slowly peeled off the glove. 'It was on the ground below
him,' said Ballistar, 'so you'll have to excuse the stains.' Sigarni
hurled the glove to the ground. 'Are you blaming me for his suicide?' she asked
him. 'You,
princess? No, not at all,' he told her, his voice rich with sarcasm. 'He just
wanted to see you one last time. He asked me to tell you how important it was
to him. And I did. But nothing is important to him any more.' 'Have
you said all you want to say?' she asked, her voice soft but her eyes angry. He did
not reply, he merely turned and walked away. Sigarni
sat in the doorway for some time, trying to make some sense of the events.
Ballistar obviously held her responsible for Bernt's death, but why? All she
had done was rut with him for a while. Did that make her the guardian of his
soul? I didn't ask him to fall in love with me, she thought. I didn't even work
at it. You
could have gone to him as you promised, said the voice of her heart. Sorrow
touched her then and she stood and wandered away from the house, heading for
the sanctuary of the waterfall pool. This was where she always came when events
left her saddened or angry. It was here she had been found on that awful night
when her parents were slain: she was just sitting by the willow, her eyes
vacant, her blonde hair turned white as snow. Sigarni remembered nothing of
that night, save that the pool was the one safe place in a world of
uncertainty. Only
tonight there was no sanctuary. A man was dead, a good man, a kind man. That he
was stupid counted for nothing now. She remembered his smile, the softness of
his touch and his desperation to make her happy. 'It
could never be you, Bernt,' she said aloud. 'You were not the man for me. I've
yet to meet him, but I'll know him when I do.' Tears formed in her eyes,
misting her vision. 'I'm sorry that you are dead,' she said. 'Truly I am. And
I'm sorry that I didn't come to you. I thought you wanted to beg me back, and I
didn't want that.' Movement
on the surface of the pool caught her eye. A mist was moving on the water,
swirling and rising. It formed the figure of a man, blurred and indistinct. A
slight breeze touched it, sending it 43 moving
towards her, and Sigarni scrambled to her feet and backed away. 'Do not
run,' whispered a man's voice inside her mind. But she
did, turning and sprinting up over the rocks and away on to the old deer trail. Sigarni
did not stop until she had reached her cabin, and even then she barred the door
and built a roaring fire. Focusing her gaze on the timbered wall, she scanned
the weapons hanging there: the leaf-bladed broadsword, the bow of horn and the
quiver of black-shafted arrows, the daggers and dirks and the helm, with its
crown and cheek-guards of black iron and the nasal guard and brows of polished
brass. Moving to them she lifted down a long dagger, and sat honing its blade
with a whetstone. It was
an hour before she stopped trembling. Gwalchmai's
mouth was dry, and his tongue felt as if he had spent the night chewing badger
fur. The morning sunlight hurt his eyes, and the bouncing of the dog-cart
caused his stomach to heave. He broke wind noisily, which eased the pressure on
his belly. He always used to enjoy getting drunk in the morning, but during the
last few years it had begun to seem like a chore. The great grey wolfhounds,
Shamol and Cabris, paused in their pulling and the cart stopped. Shamol was
looking to the left of the trail, his head still, dark eyes alert. Cabris
squatted down, seemingly bored. 'No hares today, boys!' said Gwalch, flicking
the reins. Reluctantly Shamol launched himself into the traces. Caught
unawares, Cabris did not rise in time and almost went under the little cart.
Angry, the hound took a nip at Shamol's flank. The two dogs began to snarl,
their fur bristling. 'Quiet!'
bellowed Gwalch. 'Hell's dungeons, I haven't had a headache like this since the
axe broke my skull. So keep it down and behave yourselves.' Both hounds looked
at him, then felt the light touch of the reins on their backs. Obediently they
started to pull. Reaching behind him, Gwalch lifted a jug of honey mead and
took a swallow. Sigarni's
cabin was in sight now, and he could see the black bitch, Lady, sitting hi the
dust before it. So could Shamol and Cabris and with a lunge they broke into a
run. Gwalch was caught between the desire to save his bones and the need to
protect his jug. He clung on 44 grimly.
The cart survived the race down the hill, and once on level ground Gwalch began
to hope that the worst was over. But then Lady ran at the hounds, swerving at
the last moment to race away into the meadow. Shamol and Cabris tried to follow
her, the cart tipped and Gwalch flew through the air, still clutching his jug
to his scrawny chest. Twisting, he struck the ground on his back, honey mead
slurping from the jug to drench his green woollen tunic. Slowly he sat up, then
took a long drink. The hounds were now sitting quietly by the upturned cart,
watching him gravely. Leaving the jug on the boardwalk, he stood and walked to
where the cart lay. Righting it he moved to the dogs, untying the reins. Shamol
nuzzled his hand, but Cabris took off immediately towards the woods in search
of Lady. Shamol ambled after him. Gwalch
recovered his jug and went into the house. He found Sigarni sitting at the
table, a dagger before her. Her hair was unwashed, her face drawn, her eyes
tired. Gwalch gathered two clay cups and filled them both with mead, pushing
one towards her. She shook her head. 'Drink it, girl,' he said sitting opposite
her. 'It'll do you no harm.' 'Read
my mind,' she commanded. 'No.
You'll remember when you are ready.' 'Damn
you, Gwalch! you're quick to tell everyone's fortune but mine. What happened
that night when my parents were butchered? Tell me!' 'You
know what happened. Your ... father and his wife were lulled. You survived.
What else is there to know?' 'Why
did my hair turn white? Why were the bodies buried so swiftly? I didn't even
see them.' 'Tell
me about last night.' 'Why
should I? You already know. Bernt's ghost came to me at the pool." 'No,'
he said, 'that wasn't Bernt. Poor, sad Bernt is gone from the world. The spirit
who spoke to you was from another time. Why did you run?' 'I was
... frightened.' Her pale eyes locked to his, daring him to criticize her. Gwalch
smiled. 'Not easy to admit, is it? Not when you are Sigarni the Huntress, the
woman who needs no one. Did you know this is my birthday? Seventy-eight years
ago today I made my first cry. Killed my 45 first
man fourteen years later, a cattle raider. Tracked him for three days. He took
my father's prize bull. It's been a long life, Sigarni. Long and irritatingly
eventful.' Pouring the last of the mead, he drained it in a single swallow,
then gazed longingly at the empty jug. 'Who
was the ghost?' she asked 'Go and
ask him, woman. Call for him.' She shivered and looked away. 'I
can't.' Gwalch
chuckled. 'There is nothing you cannot do, Sigarni. Nothing.' Reaching
across the table she took his hand, stroking it tenderly. 'Oh,come on, Gwalch,
are we not friends? Why won't you help me?' 'I am
helping you. I am giving you good advice. You don't remember the night of the
Slaughter. You will, when the time is right. I helped take the memory from you
when I found you by the pool. Madness had come upon you, girl. You were sitting
in a puddle ofyour own urine. Your eyes were blank, and you were slack-jawed. I
had a friend with me; his name was Taliesen. It was he - and another - who slew
the Slaughterers. Taliesen told me we were going to lock away the memory and
bring you back to the world of the living. We did exactly that. The door will
open one day, when you are strong enough to turn the key. That's what he told
me.' 'So,'
she said, snatching back her hand, 'your only advice is for me to return to the
pool and face the ghost? Yes?' 'Yes,'
he agreed. 'Well,
I won't do it.' 'That
is your choice, Sigarni. And perhaps it is the right one. Time will show. Are
you angry with me?' 'Yes.' 'Too
angry to fetch me the flagon of honey mead you have in the kitchen?' Sigarni
smiled then, and fetched the flagon. 'You are an old reprobate, and I don't
know why you've lived so long. I think maybe you are just too stubborn to die.'
Leaning forward she proffered the flagon, but as he reached for it she drew it
back. 'One question you mustanswer. The Slaughterers were not human, were
they?' He licked his lips, buthis eyes remained fixed on the flagon. 'Were
they?' she persisted. 'No,'
he admitted. 'They were birthed in die Dark, Hollow-tooths sent to kill you.' 46 'Why
me?' 'You
said one question,' he reminded her, 'but I'll answer it. They came for you
because of who you are. And that is all I will say now. But I promise you we
will speak again soon.' She
handed him the flagon and sat down. 'I
cannot go to the pool, Gwal. I cannot.' Gwalchmai
did not answer her. The mead was beginning to work its magic, and his mind
swam. The
Baron Ranulph Gottasson ran a bony finger down the line on the map. 'And this
represents what?' he asked the blond young man shivering before him. Leofric
rubbed his cold hands together, thankful that he had had the common sense to
wear a woollen undershirt below his tunic, and two pairs of thick socks. His
fleece-lined gloves were in his pocket, and he wished he had the nerve to wear
them. The Baron's study at the top of the Citadel was always cold, though a
fire was permanently laid, as if to mock the Baron's servants. 'Are you
listening, boy?' snarled the Baron. Leofric
leaned over the table and felt the cold breeze from the open window flicker
against his back. 'That is the river Dranuin, sir. It starts on the northern
flank of High Druin and meanders through the forest into the sea. That is in
Pallides lands.' The
Baron glanced up and smiled. The boy's face was blue-tinged. 'Cold, Leofric?' 'Yes,
sir.' 'A
soldier learns to put aside thoughts of discomfort. Now tell me about the
Pallides.' I'm not
a soldier, thought Leofric, I am a cleric. And there is a difference between
the discomfort endured through necessity and the active enjoyment of it. But
these thoughts he kept to himself. 'The largest of the clans, the Pallides
number some six thousand people. It used to be more, but the Great War
devastated them. In the main they are cattle-breeders, though there are some
farms which grow oats and barley. In the far north there are two main fishing
fleets. The Pallides are spread over some two hundred square miles and live in
sixteen villages, the largest being Caswallir, named after a warrior of old
who, legend claims, brought the Witch Queen to their aid in the Aenir Wars.' 47 'I
don't care about legends. Just facts. How many people in Caswallir?' 'Around
eleven hundred, sir, but it does depend on the time of the year. They have their
Games in the autumn and there could be as many as five thousand people
attending every day for ten days. Of course, these are not all Pallides. Loda,
Farlain, and even some Wingoras will attend - though the Wingoras are all but
finished now. Our census shows only around one hundred and forty remain in the
remote Highlands.' 'How
many fighting men?' 'Just
the Pallides, sir?' asked Leofric, sitting down and opening a heavy
leather-bound ledger. The Baron nodded. 'It is difficult to estimate, sir. After
all, what constitutes a fighting man in a people with no army? If we are
talking men and older boys capable of bearing arms, then the figure would be
..." He flicked through three pages, making swift mental calculations,
then went on:'... say... eighteen hundred. But of these around a thousand would
be below the age of seventeen. Hardly veterans.' 'Who
leads them?' 'Well,
sir, as you know there is no longer an official Hunt Lord, but our spies tell
us that the people still revere Fyon Sharp-axe, and treat him as if he still
held the tide.' Lifting
a quill pen, the Baron dipped the sharpened nib into a pot of ink and scrawled
the name on a single sheet of paper. 'Go on.' 'What
else can I tell you, sir?' asked Leofric, nonplussed. 'Who
else do they revere?' 'Er ...
I don't have information on that sir. Merely statistics.' The
Baron's hooded eyes focused on the younger man's face. 'Find out, Leofric. All
possible leaders. Names, directions to their homes or farms.' 'Might
I ask, sir, why are we gathering this information? All our agents assure us
there is no hint of rebellion in the Highlands. They do not have the men, the
weapons, the training or the leaders.' 'Now
tell me about the other clans,' said the Baron, his quill at the ready. Ballistar
sat perched on the saddle of the small grey pony and stared around at the
village of Cilfallen. Despite his fears, he gazed with a sense
of wonder at this unfamiliar view. The pony was only ten hands high,
barrel-bellied with short stubby legs - a dwarf horse for a dwarf. And yet,
Ballistar estimated, he was now viewing the world from around six feet high,
seeing it as Fell or Sigarni would see it. Fat
Tovi emerged from his bakery, and smiled at the dwarf. 'What nonsense is this?'
he asked, transferring his gaze to the man on the black gelding who was waiting
patiently beyond Ballistar. 'The
sorcerer Asmidir has asked me to cook for him,' said Ballistar boldly, though
even the words sent a flicker of fear through him. 'And he has given me this
pony. For my own.' 'It
suits you,' said Tovi. 'It looks more like a large dog.' Grame
the Smith wandered over. 'She's a fine beast,' he said, stroking his thick
white beard. 'In years gone by the Lowland chariots were drawn by such as she.
Tough breed.' 'She's
mine!' said Ballistar, grinning. 'We
must leave,' said the man on the black gelding, his voice deep. 'The master is
waiting.' Ballistar
tugged on the reins and tried to heel the pony forward, but his legs were so
short that his feet did not extend past the saddle and the pony stood still.
Grame chuckled and walked back to his forge, returning with a slender
riding-crop. 'Give
her just a touch with this,' he said. 'Not too hard, mind, and accompany it
with a word - or sound - of command.' Ballistar
took the leather crop. 'Hiddy up!' he shouted, swiping the crop against the
pony's rear. The little animal reared and sprinted and Ballistar tumbled
backwards in a somersault. Grame stepped forward and caught the dwarf, then
both fell to the ground. Ballistar, his bearded face crimson, struggled to his
feet as Asmidir's servant rode after the pony and led her back. Tovi was beside
himself with mirth, the booming sound of his laughter echoing through the
village. 'Thank
you, Grame,' said Ballistar, with as much dignity as he could muster. The smith
pushed himself to his feet and dusted himself down. 'Think
nothing of it,' he said. 'Come, try again!' Pushing his huge hands under
Ballistar's armpits he hoisted the dwarf to the saddle. 'You'll get the hang of
it soon enough. Now be off with you!' 'Hiddy
up!' said Ballistar, more softly. The pony moved forward and Ballistar lurched
to the left, but clung on to the pommel and righted himself. 49 With
the village behind them Ballistar's fear returned. He had been sitting quietly
behind the tavern when the dark-skinned servant found him. Had he been asked
beforehand whether he would be interested in a journey to the wizard's castle,
Ballistar would have answered with a curt shake of his head. But two gold
pieces and a pony had changed his mind. Two gold pieces! More money than
Ballistar had ever held. Enough to buy the little shack, instead of paying
rent. More than enough to have the cobbler make him a new pair of boots. If he
doesn 't sacrifice you to the demons! Ballistar
shivered. Glancing up at the man on the tall horse, he gave a nervous smile,
but the man did not respond. 'Have you served your master long?' he enquired,
trying to start a conversation. 'Yes.' And
that was it. The man touched heels to the gelding and moved ahead, Ballistar
meekly following. They rode for more than an hour, moving through the trees and
over the high hills. Towards mid-morning Ballistar saw Fell and two of his
foresters, Gwyn Dark-eye and Bakris Tooth-gone; he waved and called out to
them. The
three foresters converged on the dwarf, ignoring the dark-skinned rider. 'Good
day to you, Fell,' said Ballistar. Fell grinned, and Ballistar experienced
renewed pleasure in the fact that he could look the handsome forester straight
in the eye. 'Good
day to you, little friend. She is a fine pony.' 'She's
mine. A gift from the sorcerer.' 'He is
not a sorcerer!' snapped the servant. 'And I wish you would stop saying it.' 'The Black
man wants me to cook for him. Duck! Sigarni told him about me; he's paid me
with this pony.' Ballistar decided not to mention the gold pieces. Fell he
liked above all men, and Gwyn Dark-eye had always been kind to him. But Bakris
Tooth-gone was not a man Ballistar trusted. 'Are
you sure he doesn't want to cook you?' asked Gwyn. A slightly smaller man than
Fell, and round-shouldered, Gwyn was the finest archer among the Loda. Ballistar
looked down upon him and noticed the man had a bald spot beginning at his
crown. 'On a day like today the thought does not concern me,' said Ballistar
happily. 'Today I have seen the world as a tall man.' 'Enjoy
it,' sneered Bakris. 'Because when you get off that midget horse
you'll return to the useless lump you've always been.' The words were harshly
spoken, and they cut through Ballistar's good humour. Fell swung angrily on the
forester but before he could speak Ballistar cut in. 'Don't
worry about it, Fell. He's only angry because I've got a bigger prick than him.
I don't know why it should concern him. Everyone else has too!' Bakris
lunged at the dwarf, but Fell caught him by the shoulder of his leather jerkin
and dragged him back. 'That's enough!' roared Fell. The sudden commotion caused
the pony to move forward. Asmidir's servant nudged his gelding alongside and
the two riders continued on their way. Ballistar swung in the saddle and looked
back at the foresters. When he saw Bakris staring after him he lifted his fist
and waggled his little finger. Asmidir's
servant chuckled. 'You shouldn't be so swift to make enemies,' he observed. 'I
don't care,' said Ballistar. 'And
why is it that you Highlanders value so much the size of the male organ? Size
is of no relevance, not to the act itself nor to the pleasure derived.' Ballistar
glanced up at the man. 'Ah,' he thought, 'so you've got a small one too!' Aloud
he said, 'I wouldn't know. I have never had a woman.' It was
mid-afternoon when they topped the last rise before the castle. Ballistar had
never travelled this far before and he halted his pony to stare down at the
magnificent building. It was not a castle in the true sense, for it was
indefensible, having wide-open gateways with no gates, and no moat surrounding
it. It had once been the house of the Hunt Lord of the Grigors, but that clan
had been annihilated in the Lowland wars, the few survivors becoming part of
the Loda. A three-storied building, with a single tower by the north wall that
rose to five storeys, it was built of grey granite, and the windows were of
coloured glass joined by lead strips. 'We are
late,' said the servant. 'Come!' Ballistar's
heart was pounding and his hands trembled as he flapped the reins against the
pony's neck. Two
gold pieces seemed a tiny amount just then. 4 AUTUMN
WAS NOT far off, but here in the Highlands even the last days of summer were
touched by a bitter cold that warned of the terrible winters that lay ahead.
Two fires blazed at either end of the long hall, and even the heavy velvet curtains
shimmered against the cold fingers of the biting wind that sought out the
cracks and gaps in the old window frames. Asmidir
pushed away his empty plate and leaned back in his chair. 'You are a fine
cook,' he told the dwarf. Two servants entered, lighting lanterns that hung in
iron brackets on the walls, and the hall was filled with a soft glow. 'Can I
go now?' asked Ballistar. The little man was sitting at the table, on a chair
set upon blocks of wood. 'My
dear fellow, of course you can go. But it is already becoming dark and your
pony is bedded down for the night in a comfortable stall. I have had a room
prepared for you. There is a warm fire there, and a soft bed. Tomorrow one of
my servants will cook you a breakfast and saddle your pony. How does that
sound?' 'That
is wondrous kind,' said Ballistar uneasily, 'but I would like to be on my way.' 'You
fear me?' asked Asmidir mildly. 'A
little," admitted the dwarf. 'You
think me a sorcerer. Yes I know. Sigarni told me. But I am not, Ballistar. I am
merely a man. Oh, I know a few spells. In Kushir all the children of the rich
are taught to make fire from air, and some can even shape dancing figures from
the flames. I am not one of those. I was a nobleman - a warrior. Now I am a Highlander,
albeit somewhat more dusky than most. And I would be your friend. I do not harm
my friends, nor do I lie. Do you believe me?' 'What
does it matter whether I believe you or not?' countered the dwarf. 'You will do
as you wish.' 'It
matters to me,' said Asmidir. 'In Kushir it was considered unacceptable for
noblemen to lie. It was one of the reasons the Outlanders - as you call them -
defeated the armies of the Kushir King. The Outlanders kept lying: they signed
treaties they had no intention of honouring, made peace, then invaded. They
used spies and agents, filling Kushir soldiers with fear and trembling. An
appalling enemy with no sense of honour.' 'But
you fought alongside them,' said Ballistar. 'Yes.
It is a source of endless regret. Come, sit by the fire and we shall talk.' The
black man rose and walked to the fireside, settling his long frame into a deep
armchair of burnished leather. A servant appeared and drew back Ballistar's
seat, allowing the little man to slide from his cushions to the floor. Asmidir
watched as he climbed with difficulty into the opposite armchair, then, waving
away the servant, he leaned forward. 'You treat your affliction with great
courage, Ballistar. I respect that. Now what shall we speak of?' 'You
could tell me why you served the Outlanders,' said the dwarf. 'Swift
and to the point,' observed Asmidir, with an easy grin. 'It all came down to
politics. My family were accused of treason by the Kushir King. He was hunting
us down at the time the Outlanders invaded. My sister and my wife were executed
by him, my father blinded and thrown into a dungeon. We have a saying in Kushir
- the enemy of my enemy must therefore be my friend. So I joined with the
Outlanders.' 'And
now you regret it?' 'Of
course. There is no genuine satisfaction in revenge, Ballistar. All a man
unleashes is a beast which will destroy even those he loves. Cities were laid
waste, the people slaughtered or sold into slavery. A rich, cultured nation was
set back two hundred years. And even when they had won, the slaughter
continued. The Outlanders are a barbaric people, with no understanding of the
simplest economic realities. The Kushir was rich because of trade and commerce.
The lines of trade were severed, and treaties with friendly nations broken.
There was a Great Library at Coshantin, the capital; the Outlanders burned it
down.' Asmidir sighed and lifted an iron poker, idly stabbing at the burning
logs. 'You
grew to hate them?' 'Oh
yes! Hatred as strong and tall as High Druin. But two men more than any other,
the Baron Ranulph and the Earl of Jastey. The 53 r King
himself is merely a merciless savage, holding power through ruthlessness and
manipulation. The Baron and the Earl hold the balance of his power.' 'Why
are you telling me this?' asked Ballistar. 'It is not wise.' Asmidir
smiled. 'It is a question of judgement, my friend. Do you trust Sigarni?' 'In
what way?' 'Her
instincts, her values, her courage ... whatever?' 'She is
intelligent and does not suffer fools. What has this to do with anything?' 'She
trusts you, Ballistar. Therefore so do I. And as for the risk... well, all life
is a risk. And time is running too short for me to remain conservative in my
plans. Sigarni tells me you are a great storyteller, and somewhat of a
historian. Tell me of the clans. Where are they from, how did they come here?
Who are their heroes and why? What are their noble lines?' 'You
are moving too fast for me,' said Ballistar. 'A moment ago we were talking of
trust. Before that, revenge. Now you want a story. Tell me first your purpose.' 'A
clear thinker ... I like that. Very well. First I shall tell you a story.'
Asmidir clapped his hands and a servant came forward bearing a tray on which
were two golden goblets filled with fine red wine. Ballistar accepted the
first, holding it carefully in both hands. As the servant departed Asmidir
sipped his drink, then set the goblet aside. Leaning back, he rested his head
on the high back of the chair. 'With Kushir in ruins I went home to my palace.
An old man, dressed in a cloak of feathers, was waiting for me there. His face
was seamed with wrinkles and lines, his hair and beard so thin they appeared to
be fashioned from the memory of wood-smoke. He was sitting on the steps before
my door. A servant told me he had arrived an hour before, and refused to be
moved; they tried to lay hands upon him, but could not approach him. Knowing
him to be a wizard, they withdrew. I approached him and asked what he wanted.
He stood and walked towards my home. The door opened for him, though there were
no servants close, and he made his way to my study. Once there, he asked me
what I felt about the destruction of my land and my part in it. I did not
answer him, for my shame was too great. He said nothing for a moment, then he
bade me sit and began to talk of history. It was fascinating, Ballistar. It was
as if he had witnessed all 54 the
events himself. Perhaps he had. I don't know. He spoke of the growth of evil
and how, like a plague, it spreads and destroys. It was vital, he said, that
there should always be adequate counter-balances against the forces of
wickedness. 'Yet he
insisted, we had reached a period of history when there was no balance. The
Outlanders and their allies were conquering all in their path. And those
nations still resisting the advance of the Outlanders were doomed, for there
were no great leaders among them. Then he told me of a conquered nation, and a
commander yet to come. He said - and I believed him utterly - that here, in the
north, I would find a prince of destiny, and from the ashes of Highland dreams
would come a dynasty that would light our way forward into a better future. I
came here with high hopes, Ballistar, and yet what do I find? 'There
is no leader. There is no army. And in the spring the Outlanders will come here
with fire and sword and exterminate hundreds, perhaps thousands, of peaceful
farmers, cattle-men and villagers.' Asmidir threw a dry log to the dying blaze.
'I do not believe that the ancient one lied to me ... and I cannot accept that
he might have been mistaken. Somewhere in these lands there is a man born to be
King. I must find him before midwinter.' Ballistar
drained his wine. It was rich and heavy and he felt his head swimming. 'And you
think my stories might help you?' he asked. 'They
might provide me with a clue.' 'I
don't see how. Legend has it that our ancestors passed through a magic Gateway,
but I suspect our history is no different from other migrating peoples. We
probably came from a land across the water, originally as raiders. Some of our
people then grew to love the mountains, and sent back ships for their families.
For centuries the clans warred upon one another, but then another migrating
group arrived. They were called the Aenir, ancestors of the Outlanders. There
was a great war. After that the clans formed a loose-knit confederacy.' 'But
you had kings? From where did they come?' 'The
first true King was Sorain, known as Ironhand. He was from the Wingoras, a
mighty warrior. Hundreds of years ago he led the clans against the Three Armies
and destroyed them. Even the Lowland clans respected him, for he risked
everything to free their towns. He vanished one day, but legend has it he will
return when needed.' Asmidir
shook his head. 'I doubt that. Every nation I know of has a hero of myth,
pledged to return. None of them do. Did he have heirs?' 'No. He had a child,
but the babe disappeared - probably murdered and buried in the woods.' 'So
what of the other kings?' enquired Asmidir. 'There
was Gandarin, also known as the Crimson - another great warrior and statesman.
He died too soon and his sons fought among themselves for the crown. Then the
Outlanders invaded and the clans put on their red cloaks of war and were cut
down on Golden Moor. That was years ago. The young King fled over the water,
but he was murdered there. Anyone known to share the blood of Gandarin was also
put to the sword. And the Wearing of the Crimson was banned. No Highlander can have
even a scarf of that colour.' 'And
there is no one left of his line?' 'As far
as I know there is only Sigarni, and she is barren.' Asmidir
rubbed his tired eyes and tried to disguise the dejection he felt. 'He must be
somewhere,' he whispered, 'and he will need me. The ancient one made that clear
to me.' 'He
could have been wrong,' volunteered Ballistar. 'Even Gwalch is wrong
sometimes.' 'Gwalch?' 'The
Clan Gifted One. He used to be a warrior, but he was wounded in the head and
after that he became a prophet of sorts. People tend to avoid him. His visions
are all doom-filled and gloomy. Maybe that's why he drinks so much!' Asmidir's
spirits lifted. 'Tell me where to find him,' he said. Sigarni
was angry with herself. Four times that morning she had flown Abby, and four
times the red hawk had missed the kill. Abby was a little overweight, for there
had been three days of solid rain and she had not flown, but even so she was
acting sluggishly and the tourney was only two weeks away. Sigarni was angry
because she didn't know what to do, and was loth to ask Asmidir. Could Abby be
ill? She didn't think so, for the bird was flying beautifully, folding her
wings and diving, swooping, turning. Only at the point of the kill did she
fail. The pattern with the red hawk was always the same - swoop over the hare,
flick her talons, tumbling the prey, then fastening to it. Sigarni would run
forward, covering the hare with her glove, then casting
a piece of meat some distance from the hawk. The bird would glance at the
titbit, then leave the gloved hare to be killed and bagged by Sigarni. But not
today. Sigarni
lifted her arm and whistled for Abby. The hawk dived obediently from the high
branch and landed on the outstretched fist, her cruel beak fastening to the
tiny amount of meat Sigarni held between her fingers. 'What's
wrong with you, Abby?' whispered Sigarni, stroking the bird's breast with a
long pigeon feather. 'Are you sick?' The golden eyes, bright and impenetrable,
looked into her own. Returning
to the cabin, Sigarni did not take Abby to her bow perch but carried her inside
and sat her on the high back of a wooden chair. The cabin was cold and Sigarni
lit a fire, banking up the logs and adding two large lumps of coal from the sack
given to her by Asmidir. From the cupboard she took her scales, hooking them to
a broad beam across the centre of the cabin. Fetching Abby, she weighed her.
Two pounds seven ounces: five ounces above her perfect killing weight. 'What
am I to do with you, beauty?' she asked softly, stroking the bird's^head and
neck. 'To keep you obedient I must feed you, yet if you do not fly you get fat
and lazy and are useless to me. If I starve you, all your training will
disappear and I will be forced to start again as if it never was. Yet you are
intelligent. I know this. Is your memory so short? Mmmm? Is that it, Abby?'
Sigarni sighed. Taking the hawk's hood from the pouch at her belt, she stroked
it into place. Abby sat quietly, blind now, but trusting. Sigarni sat by the
fire, tired and listless. Lady
scratched at the door and Sigarni opened it, allowing the hound to pad inside
and stretch her lean black frame in front of the fire. 'I hope you've already
eaten,' she told the hound, 'since we've caught nothing today.' Lady's tail
beat against the floor and she tilted back her head, looking at Sigarni through
one huge, brown eye. 'Yes,' said the woman, 'I don't doubt you have. You're the
best hare hound in the Highlands. You know that, don't you? Faster than the wind
-though not as fast as Abby.' The
darkness was growing outside and Sigarni lit a small lamp which she hung over
the fireplace. Stretching out her legs, she removed her wet doeskin boots and
her oiled leather troos. The warm air from the fire touched the bare skin of
her legs and she shivered 57 with
pleasure. 'If only I wasn't hungry,' she said aloud, stripping off her buckskin
shirt and tossing it to the floor. The fire crackled and grew, casting dancing
shadows on the walls of the cabin. 'I have
the bells of Hell clanging in my head,' said Gwalch, walking from the bedroom,
clutching his temples. 'Then
you shouldn't drink so much, Gwal,' she said, with a smile. 'All
right for you but I..." He stopped as he saw her nakedness. 'Jarka's balls,
woman! That's not decent!' 'You
said you'd be gone, old fool. It would be decent enough were I alone!' 'Ah,
well,' he said, with a broad grin, 'I think I might as well make the best of
it.' Pulling up a chair, he gazed with honest admiration at her fire-lit form.
'Wonderful creatures, women,' he said. 'If God ever made anything more
beautiful He has never shown it to me.' 'Since
your eyes are standing now on reed stalks, I take it that you are a breast
man,' she said, with a laugh. 'Now Fell is a legs and hips man. His eyes are
naturally drawn to a woman's buttocks. Strange beasts, men. If God ever made
anything more ludicrous She's never shown it to me.' Gwalch
leaned back and roared with laughter. 'Blasphemy and indecency in the same breath.
By Heavens, Sigarni, there is no one like you. Now, for the sake of an old
man's feelings, will you cover yourself?' 'Feel
the blood rising, old man?' 'No,
and that is depressing. Dress for me, child. There's a good girl.' Sigarni
did not argue, but slipped a buckskin shirt over her head. It was almost as
long as a tunic and covered her to her thighs. 'Is that better, Gwal? You
weren't so worried when I lived with you, and you bathed me and washed my
hair.' 'You
were a child and titless. And you were hurt, lass.' 'How do
you kill a demon, Gwal?' she asked softly. He
scratched at the white stubble on his chin. 'Is there no food in this house? By
God, a man could die of starvation visiting you.' 'There's
a little cold stew, and a spare flagon of your honey spirit. It's too fiery for
my taste. You want that, or shall I heat up the stew?' He gave
a wicked grin and winked. 'No lass. Just fetch me a drop of the honeydew.' 'First
a bargain.' 'No,'
he said, his voice firm. 'I will tell you no more. Not yet. And if that means a
dry night, then so be it.' 'When
will you tell me?' 'Soon.
Trust me.' 'Of all
men I trust you most,' she said moving forward to kiss his brow. She fetched
him the flagon and watched as he filled a clay cup. The liquid was thin and
golden, and touched the throat like a flame. Gwalch drained the cup and leaned
back with a sigh. 'Enough
of this and a man would live for ever,' he said. She
shook her head. 'You are incorrigible. Do you know the legend of Ironhand?' 'Of
course. Went through a Gateway, to return when we need him.' 'And
will he return?' 'Yes.
When the time is right.' He drank a second cup. 'That's
not true, Gwalch. I found his bones.' 'Yes I
know. Under several boulders in the pool of the falls. Why did you tell no
one?' Sigarni
was surprised, though instantly she knew she should not have been. 'Why do you
ask, when you already know the answer?' she countered. 'It is
not polite to answer a question with a question, girl. You know that.' 'People
need legends,' she told him. 'Who am I to rob them of their power? He was a
great man, and it is nice for people to think that he actually managed to kill
all the assassins, instead of being done to death by the murdering scum.' 'Oh,
but he did kill them all! Seven of them, and him wounded unto death. Killed
them, and their war-hounds. Then he sat by the pool, his strength fading. He
was found by one of his retainers, a trusted man, loyal and steadfast. Ironhand
told him to hide his body where none could find it until the chosen time. You
see, he had the Gift. It came on him as he was dying. So the word went out that
Ironhand had crossed the Gateway and would one day return. And so it will be.' Gwalch
filled a third cup and half drank it. Leaning forward, he placed the cup on the
hearth-stone, then sank back, his breathing deepening. 'When
will he come back, Gwalch?' whispered Sigarni. 'He
already has once,' answered the old man, his voice slurring. 59 'On the
night of the slaughter. It was he who killed the last demon.' The old man began
to snore gently. Fell
loved the mountains, the high, lonely passes, the stands of pine and the
sloping valleys, the snow-crowned peaks and the vast sweep of this harsh
country. He stood now above the snow line on High Druin staring out to the
north, the lands of the Pallides and further to the distant shimmering river
that separated the Pallides clan from the quiet, grim men of the Farlain, This
was a land that demanded much from a man. Farming was not easy here, for the
winters were harsh beyond compare, the summers often wet and miserable,
drowning the roots of most crops, bar oats which seemed to thrive in the
Highlands. Cattle were bred in the valleys, hard, tough long-haired beasts with
horns sweeping out, sharp as needles. Those horns needed to be sharp when the
wolves came, or the black bears. And despite the long hair and the sturdiness
of their powerful bodies, the vicious winters claimed a large percentage of the
beasts - trapped in snow-drifts, or killed in falls from the icy ridges and
steep rises. It was
no land for the weak of spirit, or the soft of body. The
cool dusk breeze brushed the skin of his face and he rubbed his chin. Soon he
would let his close-cropped beard grow long, protecting his face and neck from
the bitter bite of the winter winds. Fell
climbed on, traversing a treacherous ridge and climbing down towards the supply
cave. He reached it just before nightfall. The flap which covered the narrow opening
was rotting and he made a mental note to bring a new spread of canvas on his
next visit. It wasn't much of a barrier, but it kept stray animals from using
the cave as shelter, and on a cold night it helped to hold in the heat from the
fire. The cave was d.eep, but narrow, and a rough-built hearth had been built
some ten feet from the back wall below a natural chimney that filtered smoke up
through the mountain. As was usual the fire was laid, ready for a traveller,
with two flint rocks laid beside it. By the far wall was enough wood to keep a
blaze burning for several nights. There was also a store cupboard containing
oats and honey, and a small pot of salted beef. Alongside this were a dozen wax
candles. It was
one of Fell's favourite places. Here, sitting quietly without interruption, he
could think, or dream. Mostly he thought about his role as captain of the
foresters; how best to patrol the forests and 60 valleys,
to cull the deer herds, and hunt the wolves. Tonight he wanted to dream, to sit
idly in the cave and settle his spirit. Swiftly he lit a fire, then removed his
cloak and pack and stood his longbow and quiver against the wall. From the pack
he pulled a small pot and a sack of oats. When the fire had taken he placed the
pot over it and made several trips outside, returning with handfuls of snow
which he dropped into the pot. At last when there was enough water he added
oats and a pinch of salt, stirring the contents with a wooden spoon. Fell
preferred his porridge with honey, but he had brought none with him and was
loth to raid the store. A man could never tell when he would need the
provisions in the small store cupboard, and Fell did not want to be stuck on
High Druin in the depths of winter, only to remember that on a calm night in
late summer he had eaten the honey on a whim. Instead
he cooked his porridge unsweetened, then put it aside to cool. Sigarni's
face came unbidden to his mind and Fell swore softly. 'I must have sons,' he
said aloud, surprised how defensive the words sounded. 'A man
needs love also,' said a voice. Fell's
heart almost stopped beating. Leaping to his feet, he spun around. There was no
one there. The forester drew his double-edged hunting knife. 'You'll
have no need of that, boy,' said the voice, this time coming from his left.
Fell turned to see, sitting quietly by the fire, the oldest man he had ever
seen, his face a maze of fire-lit wrinkles, his skin sagging grotesquely around
the chin. He was wearing a tunic and leggings of green plaid, and a cloak that
seemed to be fashioned from feathers of every kind, pigeon, hawk, sparrow,
raven... Fell flicked a glance at the canvas flap over the doorway. It was
still pegged in place. 'How
did you get in here?' he asked. 'By
another doorway, Fell. Come, sit with me.' The old man stretched out a
fleshless arm and gestured to the forester to join him. 'Are
you a ghost?' The old
man thought about it. 'An interesting question. I am due to die long before you
were born. So, in one sense, I suppose I am already dead. But no, I am not a
spirit. I am flesh and blood, though there is precious little flesh left. I am
Taliesen the druid.' Fell
moved to the fire and squatted down opposite the old man. He 61 seemed
harmless enough, and was carrying no weapon but, even so, Fell kept his dagger
in his hand. 'How is it that you know me?' he asked. 'Your father gave me bread
and salt the last time I came here, nineteen years ago, by your reckoning. You
were six. You looked at my face and asked me why it no longer fit me.' The old
man gave a dry chuckle. 'I do so love the young. Their questions are so
deliciously impertinent.' 'I
don't remember it.' 'It was
the night of the twin moons. I had another man with me; he was tall and
recklessly handsome, and he wore a shirt of buckskin emblazoned with a red hawk
motif.' 'I do
remember,' said Fell, surprised. 'His name was Caswallon and he sat with me and
taught me how to whistle through my teeth.' The old
man's face showed a look of exasperation. He shook his head and whispered
something that sounded to Fell like a curse. Then he looked up. 'It was a night
when two moons appeared in the sky, and the Gateways of time shimmered open
causing a minor earthquake and several avalanches. But you remember it because
you learned to whistle. Ah well, such, I fear, is the way of things. Do you
intend to share that porridge?' 'Such
was not my intention,' said Fell testily, 'but since you remind me of my
manners I am obliged to offer you some.' 'It
never does a man harm to be reminded of his manners,' said Taliesen. Fell rose
and fetched two wooden bowls from the cupboard. There was only one spoon, which
he offered to the old man. Taliesen ate slowly, then put aside his bowl half
finished. 'I see you've lost the art of porridge in this time,' he said.
'Still, it will suffice to put a little energy into this old frame. Now ... to
the matter at hand. How is Sigarni?' 'She is
well, old man. How do you know her?' Talisen
smiled. 'I don't. Well, not exactly. My friend with the hawk shirt brought her
to the people who raised her. He risked much to do so, but then he was an
incautious man, and one ruled by an iron morality. Such men are dangerous
friends, but they make even more deadly enemies. Thankfully he was always more
of a friend.' 'What
do you mean brought her? She lived with her father and mother until...' 'The
night of the slaughter... yes, yes, I know. But they were not her parents.
Their child died in her cot. Sigarni was a... changeling. 62 But
that is all beside the point. I take it the invasion is not under way yet? No,
of course it isn't. I may be getting old, but I still have a certain Talent
when it comes to Gateways. It is now six days from the end of summer, yes?' 'Four
days, but you make no sense, old man,' said Fell, adding more wood to the fire.
'What invasion?' 'Four
days? Mmmmm. Ah well, close enough,' said The old man, looking down at his
gnarled hand and tapping his thumb to each of the fingers, as if working on
some simple calculation. He stood and wandered to the doorway, pulling back the
flap and looking up at the sky, scanning the bright stars. 'Ah yes,' he said,
returning to the fire. 'Four days. Quite right. No'w, what was your question?
The invasion. Mmmm. Where to begin? The descendants of the Aenir, the
conquerers of the Lowlands. What do you call them ... Outlanders? Yes,
Outlanders. They will come in the spring with fire and sword. I know you
suspect this already, young Fell. Still, that is not important at this moment,
for we were speaking of Sigarni. Is she strong? Is she wilful and obstinate?
Does she have a piercing stare that strikes fear into the hearts of strong
men?' Fell
laughed suddenly. 'Yes, all of those.' His smile faded. 'But speak plainly, old
man, for I wish to hear more of this invasion you speak of. Why would they
invade?' 'Why
indeed? What motivates the minds of evil men? Who can truly know, save another
evil man. And, testy though I have been throughout my long life, I have never
been evil, and therefore cannot answer your questions with any guarantee of
accuracy. I can hazard a guess, however.' 'I
never knew a man who could talk so long and say so little,' snapped Fell. 'Youth
was always impatient,' Taliesen rebuked him mildly. 'There are two main reasons
I can think of. One concerns a prophecy being talked of in the south, about a
great leader who will rise among the peoples of the highlands. Prophecies of
this nature are not usually welcomed by tyrants. Secondly, and probably more important,
is the fact that the Baron Ranulph Gottasson is ambitious. He has two enemies,
one is the King, and the other is the Earljastey. By raising an army in the
Highlands he can make himself a power again in the capital - especially with a
few victories to brag of.' - 'How can he achieve victories when there is no
army to fight him?' Taliesen
smiled and shook his head. 'For that very reason, how can he not?' 'But
there is no leader. God's teeth, this is insane!' 'Wrong again, boy. There is a
leader. That is why I am here, sitting in this cold, inhospitable cave, with
its dull company and worse porridge. There is a leader? Fell
stared at him. 'Me? You think it is me? 'Do I
look like an idiot, boy? No, Fell, you are not the leader. You are brave and
intelligent, and you will be loyal.' He chuckled. 'Butyou are not gifted to
command armies. You have not the talent, nor the will, nor the blood.' 'Thank
you for your honesty,' said Fell, feeling both aggrieved and relieved. 'Then
who is it?' 'You
will see. In three days, outside the walls of Citadel town a sword will be
raised, and the Red will be worn again. Be there, Fell. In three days, at dawn.
By the light of the new sun you will see the birth of a legend.' The old
man stood and his joints cracked like dry twigs. Fell
rose also. 'If you are some sort of prophet, then you must know the outcome of
the invasion. Will my people survive?' 'Some
will, some won't. But it is not quite so simple, young man. There is only ever
one past, but myriad futures, though sometimes the past can be another man's
future. Now there is a riddle to spin your head like a top, eh?' The old man's
features softened. 'I'm not trying to baffle you, Fell. But I have knowledge
gained over twenty times your lifetime. I cannot impart it to you in the brief
moment we have. Let us merely say that I know what should happen, and I know
what could happen. I can therefore say with certainty what might happen. But
never can I tell you what will happen!' 'Even
Gwalch is more sure than that,' put in Fell, 'and he's drunk half the time.' 'Some
events are set in stone, and a part of destiny,' agreed Taliesen, 'as you will
see in three days at Citadel town. Others are more fluid.' He smiled. 'Don't
even try to make sense of what I tell you. Just be close to Citadel town. And
now I will show you something more memorable than teeth whistling. Watch
carefully, Fell, for you will not see its like again.' So
saying, the old man walked towards the wall - and through it. Fell gasped,
blinked, then pushed himself upright and ran to the wall. 64 It was
solid rock. But of
the old man there was no sign. For a moment Fell stood there, his broad right
hand resting on the rock. Then he turned and glanced back at the fire. It had
died down. Adding more wood, he waited until the flames rose and flickered
high, then settled down beside the fire. It was pitch-dark and icy cold outside
the cave now, but he felt the heat from the blaze and was comfortable. And as
he dropped into a deep and dreamless sleep he heard again the words of the old
man. 'Be
there, Fell. In three days, at dawn. By the light of the new sunyou mil see the
birth of a legend.' Will
Stamper moved through the market crowds, scanning for signs of cut-purses or beggars.
He had been Corporal of the Watch for two years now, and the burly soldier took
his job very seriously. Beside him the shorter Relph Wittersson munched on an
apple. 'More
people this year,' said Relph, tossing away the core. A mangy mongrel sniffed
at it then moved away. 'Population's
growing,' Will told him, stroking a broad finger under the chin strap of his
iron helmet. 'All them new houses on East Street are sold now, and they're
talking of building to the north. God knows why people want to come to this
place.' 'You
did,' Relph pointed out. Will nodded and was about to speak when he saw a small
grey haired man in a duty brown tunic moving at the edge of the crowd. The man
saw him at the same instant and swiftly darted down an alleyway. 'Alyn
Shortblade,' said Will. Ill have the old bastard one of these days. What was I
saying?" 'Can't
remember, something about buildings going up and immigrants coming in,'
answered Relph, pausing at a meat stall and helping himself to a salt beef sausage.
The stall holder said nothing and looked away. Relph bit into the sausage. 'Not
bad,' he said, 'but too much cereal. Shouldn't be allowed. Can't rightly call
it a sausage if there's more bread than meat in it.' The two
moved slowly through Market Street, then down Baker's Alley and into the main
square, where the tents and marquees were being erected ready for Tournament
Day. The sound of hammers on nails filled the square as workmen continued to
build the high banked seats
for the nobles and their ladies and Will saw the slight, blond Lord Leofric
directing operations. Beside him stood the Captain of the Watch. Will cursed
softly. Relph tapped Will's arm. 'Let's
go back through Market Street,' he advised. Will was about to agree when the Captain
saw them. With an imperious flick of his finger he summoned them over. Will
took a deep breath. He had no liking for the Captain, and worse, no respect.
The man was a career soldier, but he cared nothing for the well being of his
men. Redgaer
Kushir-bane, Knight of the Court, son of the Earl of Cordenia, did not wait for
the soldiers to reach him. Arms clasped behind his back he strode towards them,
his red beard jutting. 'Well?' he asked. 'Caught any cutpurses?' 'Not
yet, sir,' said Will, giving the clenched fist salute. 'Hmmm.
Nor will you if that stomach keeps spreading, man. I'll have no lard bellies
under my command.' 'Yes,
sir.' It was futile to offer any form of argument, as Will Stamper had long ago
discovered to his cost. Happily for Will the Captain turned his attention to
Relph. 'There
is no shine to your buckle, man, and your helmet plume looks like it's been
used to wipe a horse's arse. That's a five copper fine, and you will report to
my adjutant for extra duty.' 'Yes,
sir,' said Relph meekly. 'Well,
get on with your rounds,' commanded Redgaer spinning on his heel, his red cloak
swirling out. 'What a
goat-brain,' whispered Relph. 'Yourplume looks like it's been used to wipe a
hone's arse,' he mimicked. 'More likely it was used to brush his tongue after
he'd dropped on his knees to kiss the Baron's rear.' Will chuckled, and the two
soldiers continued on their way through Tanner Street and back into the market. 'Whoa,
look at that!' said Relph, pointing. Will saw the object of his attention and
let out a low whistle. A tall woman was moving through the market, her hair
shining silver despite her youth, and on her left fist sat a red hawk. 'Look at
the legs on that girl, Will. All the way up to the neck. And what an arse,
tight, firm. I tell you, I wouldn't crawl across her to get to you!" 'Bit
thin for my taste,' said the older man, 'but she walks well, I'll say that.
She's a Highlander.' 'How do
you know? Just because she's wearing buckskins? Lot of Lowlanders wear
buckskins.' 66 'Look
at the way she moves,' said Will. 'Proud, arrogant. Nah ... Highlander. They're
all like that. I see she's not wearing a marriage bangle.' As they watched they
saw the hawk suddenly bait, wings flapping in panic. The woman calmed it,
gently stroking its red head. 'She
could stroke me like that,' said Relph. 'A bit lower down, though. Come on,
let's talk to her.' 'What
for?' 'I go
off duty at dusk. You never know your luck.' 'I'll
bet that five-copper fine that she's not interested.' 'And
I'll bet you I'll spear her by midnight!' 'You
arrogant son of a bitch,' said Will, with a smile. 'I'm going to enjoy watching
you cut down to size.' The two soldiers angled through the crowd, coming
alongside the woman as she stood by the dried fruit stall. 'Good
morning miss,' said Will. 'That's a fine bird.' The
woman offered a fleeting smile. 'She hunts well,' was all she said, then she
turned away. 'Are
you from the Highlands?' asked Relph. The
woman swung back. 'I am. Why do you ask?' 'My
friend here had a little bet with me. I said you were mountain bred, he
insisted you were a Lowlander. I told him you could always tell a Highland
woman.' 'Tell
her what?' countered the woman, turning her pale gaze on the soldier. 'No ...
I mean, recognize one. It's in the ... er walk. Tell me, are you ... er ...
staying on in Citadel tonight? There are some fine places to dine, and I'd be
honoured to escort you.' 'No, I
am not staying on. Good day to you.' She walked on, but Relph hurried
alongside, taking hold of her arm. This made the hawk bait once more. 'You
don't know what you're missing, sweet-thing. It's never wise to turn down a
good opportunity.' 'Oh, I
never do that,' said the woman. 'Goodbye.' She
strode off leaving Relph red-faced. 'Ah,' said Will, 'the sound of five fresh
copper coins jingling in my palm. I can almost hear it.' Relph
swore. 'Who does the bitch think she is?' 'I told
you, she's a Highlander. As far as she is concerned you are an occupying enemy
soldier. And if she doesn't hate you - which she probably does - she despises
you. Now let's move on, and you can figure out how to pay me.' 'How'd
she get a hawk?' said Relph. 'I mean, a woman with a hawk. It's not proper.
Maybe she stole it!' 'You
can put that thought from your mind now, son,' said Will sternly. 'Just because
a woman doesn't want to sleep with you, it doesn't mean you can just lock her
up. I'll not have that kind of wrong-doing in my cells. Put it from your mind,
and concentrate on the crowd. It'll be more than a five-copper fine if there's
a purse cut while we're on duty. More like five lashes!' 'Yes,'
said Relph. 'Plenty more sheep in the field anyway.' He laughed suddenly. 'Did
you hear that Gryen picked up a dose of the clap from the whorehouse in North
Street? His dick is covered in weeping sores. He's in a Hell of a state. They
put bloody leeches on it! Can you imagine that? Must be pretty small leeches,
eh?' 'Serves
him right,' said Will. He stopped outside the apothecary shop and stepped
inside. 'What
we looking for?' asked Relph. 'My
youngest has the whooping-cough. Betsi asked me to pick up some herb syrup.' 'Always
ailing, that boy, ever since the fever,' said Relph. 'You figure him to die?' Will
sighed. 'We lost two already, Relph. One in the plague back in Angosta, and the
second when I was campaigning in Kushir. Yellow fever struck him down. I don't
know whether the boy will survive or not. But he's a fighter, like his dad, so
he's got an even chance.' 'You
were lucky with Betsi,' said Relph, as Will waited for the apothecary to fill a
small blue bottle with syrup. 'She's a good woman. Cooks up a fine stew, and
your place is always so clean. I'd bet you could eat off the floor and not pick
up a scrap of dust. Good woman.' 'The
best,' agreed Will. 'I think when summer comes I'll try to relocate down south.
Her folks is back there and she misses them. Might do that.' 'There's
a rumour we'll be campaigning in spring. You heard it?' 'There's
always rumours, son. I don't worry about them. One of the reasons I came here
was for the quiet. Betsi was always worried that I'd be killed in a battle.
'Ain't no battles here, so who are we going to campaign against?' 'The
Captain was saying that the Highland clans were getting ready for war,
attacking merchants and travellers.' Will
shook his head. 'It's not true. There was one attack, but the 68 Foresters
caught the men and killed them. They weren't Highlanders. No, I'm looking
forward to summer, son. I'll take the family south.' The
apothecary handed over the bottle and Will gave him two copper coins. Outside
Relph tapped him on the arm. 'How come you pay? I don't. Bastard townies can
afford to look after us. After all, we look after them.' 'I
always pay my way,' said Will. 'It's an old habit.' Grame
the Smith delivered the Baron's grey stallions and left the Citadel. It had
been no surprise when the Baron failed to pay for the work, and Grame had been
expecting nothing more. He wandered through the town, and considered buying a
meal at the Blue Duck tavern. Roast pork with crackling was a speciality there.
Grame tapped his ample stomach. 'You're getting old and fat,' he told himself.
There was a time when he'd been considered one of the handsomest men in
Cilfallen, and he had grown used to the eyes of women lingering on him as he
passed. They didn't linger much now. His hair had long since departed his
skull, and sprouted unattractively from his shoulders and back. He'd lost three
front teeth and had his lips crushed at Golden Moor, the teeth smashed from his
head by an iron club wielded by an Outland soldier. God, that hurt, he
remembered. It was a kind of double pain. As he fell he knew his good looks
were gone for ever. Now he
sported the bushiest white beard, with a long, drooping moustache to cover the
mouth. He
reluctantly passed the Blue Duck and continued along Market Street, catching
sight of Sigarni talking to two soldiers. The first was a tall man, middle-aged,with
the look of the warrior about him. The second was smaller; this one took hold
of Sigarni's arm, but she spoke to him and moved away. Grame saw the man's face
turn crimson. The smith chuckled, and made his way to where Sigarni was
standing before a knick-knack stall. She was examining a brass tail-bell. 'Good
day to you,' said Grame. Sigarni gave him a friendly smile, but he saw her cast
her eyes back towards where the two soldiers were standing. 'I'm
thinking of buying Abby a bell,' she said. 'All the other hawks here have
them.' 69 'For
what purpose?' asked the smith, 'apart from the fact that all the others have
them?' Sigarni
thought about it for a moment, then grinned. 'I don't know, Grame,' she
admitted. 'But they are pretty, don't you think?' Grame
took the bell from her fingers and looked at it closely. They're well made,' he
said, 'and they'd be silent in flight. Falconers use them to locate their
birds. You can hear them when they land in a tree. Do you have trouble with
Abby? Do you lose her?' 'Never.' 'Then
you don't need a bell. What brings you to Citadel?" 'There
is a hawking tourney, with a money prize of two gold guineas. I think Abby
could win it.' Grame
scratched at his thick white beard. 'Maybe. It will depend on how they
structure the contest. If obedience is marked highly you would have a good
chance. But speed? The goshawk is lighter and faster than Abby.' 'You
surprise me, Grame. I didn't know you understood falconry.' 'Had a
gos myself once. Beautiful creature .. . but wilful. Lost her in the year
before Golden. I take it you're trying to get Abby used to crowds before the
tourney?' 'Yes,'
answered Sigarni, stroking Abby's sleek head. 'They don't seem to bother her.
She's baited a few times, but I think she'll perform well. I'll bring her again
tomorrow.' 'Is
there an entrance fee to this tournament?' 'Yes.
One silver penny. I paid it this morning.' Sigarni's expression changed. 'The
cleric had to get permission from the Captain of the Tourney to allow me to
enter. He wasn't sure if women were permitted to take part.' Grame
chuckled. 'Well, it is unusual, girl. They don't understand that Highland women
are ... shall we say different.' 'From
what?' she countered. 'From
their own timid females,' said Grame. 'Their women have no rights. When they
marry, all their fortunes become the property of their husbands. They can be
beaten, humiliated and cast aside, with no recourse to the law.' 'That
is awful. Why do the women stand for it?' Grame
shrugged. 'Habit? God only knows. Their fathers choose their husbands, their
husbands dominate their lives. It's a world ruled 70 by men.
So, the Captain of the Tourney allowed your entry? He must be an enlightened
man.' 'He was
fascinated by Abby. I could tell. He asked me where I got her, and how many
kills she had. That sort of thing. He said the Baron would be interested in
her.' Grame
said nothing for a moment. Then, 'I'm not sure I like the sound of that,
Sigarni.' 'Why?' 'You
don't come to the Citadel much, do you?-No, of course you don't. You sell your
skins to the tanner and the furrier, and you buy your supplies - what... three
times a year?' 'Four
times. What does that matter?' 'The
Baron is a keen falconer. He will certainly be interested in Abby. He may want
her for his own.' 'Well,
he can't have her,' she said. Grame
smiled, but there was no humour in the expression. 'The Baron will have
anything he desires. He is the Lord here. My advice is to forget the tourney
and take Abby back into the mountains.' 'I paid
my silver penny!' Grame
reached into his pouch and produced a coin. 'I'll pay that-aye and gladly.' 'I
don't want your money, Grame - though I thank you for the offer. You think he
would steal her from me?' Grame nodded. 'But how could he do this. By what
right?' 'Conquest.
You are a clan-woman. You have no rights, save those he allows.' Sigarni's
face darkened. 'By God, that is wrong!' 'I
don't doubt that by God it is wrong. But it is not God who makes the laws here;
it is the Baron. I have some business here, but I will be ready to leave by
dusk. My wagon is by the north wall, behind the armourer's shop. I'd be pleased
to have the company, if you'd like a ride back to Cilfallen.' 'Yes, I
would,' said Sigarni. 'I'll meet you there at dusk.' Grame's
words both irritated and upset Sigarni. She had wanted to compete, to show
Abby's skills to a wider audience, to revel in their approbation. And she
wanted to show that a woman could train a hawk as well as any man. Yet Grame
was no fool. If he said she was in danger
of losing Abby then she had to listen, and act accordingly. It was unfair, but
then life was unfair. If not, then she would have loved Bernt, and he would
still be alive. Sigarni
strolled through the crowds and on to Falcon Field, passing the rows of hutches
containing the hares to be used in the falcon displays, snared over the past
few days, the little beasts would be freed individually to dart and run across the
field, seeking escape from the silent killers sent to despatch them. Abby's
golden eyes focused on the cowering creatures. 'Not for you, pretty one,' said
Sigarni. 'Not this time. No applause for my beautiful Abby.' The
cleric was still sitting at his desk on the outer edge of the field, and
several falconers were waiting to sign their names, or make their marks on the
broad ledger. A cadger had been set close by, hooded falcons sitting on the
many perches. All were goshawks. Abby bridled and baited as she saw them, her
wings flaring out. 'Hush, now,' whispered Sigarni. 'Best behaviour from you,
sweet one.' Behind the cleric she saw the two soldiers who had spoken to her
earlier. The big one was no problem, but the shorter man had mean eyes. Beyond them
stood the Captain of the Tourney. She could not remember his name, save that it
began with Red, which matched his beard and his complexion. Taking
her place behind the men, she waited her turn. One of the falconers looked
closely at Abby. 'Fine creature,' he said. 'Never thought to see another.
Kushir bird, ain't she?' 'Yes.' 'Good
killers. Not as fast as my own bird, but she'll come to call a damn sight
faster.' Reaching out, he stroked Abby's chest with a broad forefinger. To
Sigarni's annoyance Abby allowed this treatment, even seemed to enjoy it. 'Next!'
called the cleric. He wa.s ginger-haired and Sigarni remembered him riding with
an escort through Cilfallen, taking the census. What was his name? Andred? No
... Andolph. The
falconer signed his name, paid his silver, and moved away to the cadger to
collect his bird. Sigarni stepped forward and Andolph glanced up. 'Oh, 'tis
you. You've already signed.' 'And
now I wish to unsign. I cannot take part after all.' 'I
see,' said Andolph, laying down his quill. 'I am afraid there are no allowances
made for withdrawals. I take it you are seeking your money back?' 'Yes.
Why pay for something I cannot do?" 'Why
indeed? However, the rules are quite specific. If a falcon becomes ill, or the
falconer fails to appear, then his entry fee is forfeit. You see it is the
entry fee that creates the ultimate prize.' 'I only
signed an hour ago,' she said, smiling sweetly. 'Can you not make an exception
for a poor mountain girl?' Andolph
blushed. 'Well... as you say, it was only an hour since.' Reaching into the box
at his left hand, he removed a silver penny and handed it to her. Abby baited
once more and the little man dropped the coin in Sigarni's palm and snatched
his hand away. 'I really don't like them,' he confided. 'I prefer the hares.' 'Hares
were created for sport,' said Sigarni. Four
riders came galloping across the field, their horses' hooves drumming on the
hard-packed clay. Abby fluffed up her feathers, but Sigarni held tightly to the
flying jesses. The lead horseman, a man dressed all in black, dismounted from
the grey stallion, tossing the reins to a second horseman. Sigami stood
silently, for all the men were now waiting, stiff-backed. Even the little
cleric had risen from his seat. This then, she knew, must be the Baron.
Inwardly Sigarni cursed herself for bothering about the entry fee, for the man
was staring intently at Abby. He was a tall man, with sleek black hair drawn
back tightly over his brow and tied in a short pony-tail at the nape of his
neck. He sported a thin, trident beard that gleamed as if oiled, and his eyes
were large and wood-ash grey, hooded, and bulging from their sockets. His lips
were thin, the mouth cruel, thought Sigarni. 'Where
did you get the bird?' he asked, the voice so low that it was a moment before
Sigarni realized he had spoken. 'A gift
from a friend,' she answered him. The other riders dismounted and gathered in
close. Sigarni felt hemmed in, but she stood her ground. 'In
return for some sexual favour, I don't doubt,' said the Baron, his tone bored.
'Ah well, I expect you are here to sell the creature. I'll give you ten guineas
for it - assuming you haven't ruined it.' 'She is
not ruined, my lord, and she is not for sale,' said Sigarni. 'I trained her
myself, and was planning to enter the tourney with her.' The
Baron appeared not to notice she had spoken. Turning to the man behind him, he
called out, 'Ten guineas, if you please, Leofric. I'll reimburse you later. And
remind me to speak to the black man next time he visits the town.' 'Yes,
my lord,' said the blond rider, fishing in his purse for coins. 73 Sigarni
stepped back. 'She is not for sale,' she said, her voice louder than she
intended. This time the Baron turned and for the first time looked into her
eyes. 'You
are a Highlander, aren't you?' he announced. 'I am.' 'There
are no noble houses in the Highlands, merely a motley group of inbred savages
scraping a living from the mountain-sides. The law is simple, woman. A yeoman
may raise a goshawk. That is the only bird of prey allowed to those not of
noble blood. The bird you hold is not a goshawk; therefore you cannot own the
bird. Am I speaking too fast for you? Now take the money and hand the bird to
my falconer.' Sigarni
knew that she should obey. It mattered not that it was unfair. Grame was right,
the Baron was the law and to deny him would be futile. Yet something flickered
deep within her, like the birth of a fire. 'I am
of the blood of Gandarin the King,' she said, 'and the hawk is mine." Mine
to keep, mine to free!' So saying, her arm swept up and she released the
jesses. Surprised by the sudden movement Abby spread her wings and sailed into
the air. Not even a glimmer of anger showed on the Baron's face. For several
heartbeats no one moved, and all watched the hawk gliding up on the thermals.
Then, without speed, almost casually, the Baron's black-gloved fist cracked
against the side of Sigarni's face. Half stunned, she staggered back. The Baron
moved in. Sigarni lashed out with her foot, aiming for his groin, but her aim
was out and she kicked him in the thigh. 'Hold her!' said the Baron. She found
her arms pinned and recognized the soldiers who had first spoken to her in the
market square. The Baron hit her in the stomach, and she doubled forward. His
voice echoed through her pain; it was not a raised voice, nor did it contain a
hint of emotion. 'Stupid woman,' he said. 'Now you have forfeited your right to
the ten guineas. Any more stupidity and you will face the lash. You understand
me? Call the bird!' Sigarni
looked up into the hooded eyes. Her mouth tasted of blood. 'Call him yourself,'
she said, then spat full in his face. Blood and saliva dripped to his cheek.
Taking a black handkerchief from the pocket of his tunic, he slowly wiped the
offending drops from his face. 'You see,' he said to the gathered men, 'with
what we are dealing? A people who have no understanding of law, or good
manners. They are barbarians, without culture, without breeding.' His hand
lashed out 74 in a
backward strike that cannoned his knuckles against Sigarni's right cheek. 'Call
the bird!' he ordered. 'And if you spit at me again I will have your tongue cut
out!' Sigarni
remained silent. The Baron turned to his falconer, a short, wide-shouldered
Lowlander. 'Can you call it in?' he asked. Ill do
my best, my lord,' he answered, moving out on to the open ground with hawking
glove aloft. He gave a long, thin whistle. High above, Abby banked and folded
her wings into a stoop to dive like an arrow. Some sixty feet from the ground
her wings spread again and she levelled out. 'She's coming in, sir!' shouted
the falconer. The
Baron turned back to Sigarni. 'Ten lashes for you, I think, and a night in the
cells. Perhaps you will learn from the experience, though I doubt it. You
Highlanders never were given to learning from your mistakes. It is what makes
you what you are." Casually he struck her again, left and right, his arm
rising and falling with a sickening lack of speed. Sigarni tried to roll her
head with the blows, but the soldiers were holding hard to her arms. And
then it happened. No one watching quite understood why. Some blamed confusion
in the mind of the hawk, others maintained the woman was a witch, the hawk her
familiar. But Abby swept down, past the falconer's outstretched glove and
straight towards Sigarni, talons extended for the landing. At that moment the
Baron's fist came up to strike the woman again. 'The
hawk, my lord!' shouted the falconer. The
Baron turned, arm still raised. Abby's razor-sharp talons tore into his face,
hooking into the left eyebrow, raking down through the socket and tearing out
his eye. He screamed as he fell back, the hawk still clinging to his face, her
talons embedded in his left cheek. Abby's wings thrashed madly as she tried to
free herself. The Baron's hands came up, grabbing the wings and ripping the
bird clear. Blood gushed from the face wound. Staggering now he threw the bird
to the ground, and Sigarni watched in horror as one of the riders drew a sword
and hacked it through Abby's neck. The wings fluttered against the clay. Men
gathered round the Baron, who had fallen to his knees, pressing the palm of his
black glove against the now empty eye-socket. The three
riders who had arrived with him half carried him from the field. The
Captain of the Tourney moved in front of Sigarni. 'You'll suffer for that,
bitch!' he told her. 'The Baron will have your eyes put out with hot coals,
your hands and feet hacked off, and then you'll be 75 hung
outside the walls in an open cage for the crows to feast on you! But first
you'll answer to me!' Sigarni
said nothing as she was dragged away by the soldiers. A crowd had gathered on
the edge of the field, but she did not look at them. Holding her head high she
stared impassively at the keep ahead, and the double doors of the outer wall.
Abby was dead. Had she given her to the Baron, she would still be alive. She
saw again the fluttering wings, and the iron sword cleaving down. Tears fell to
her cheeks, the salt burning the cut under her eye. The men
marched her through the Citadel entrance and then turned left, cutting across
the courtyard to a narrow door and a staircase leading down into the dark.
Sigarni pulled back as the men tried to force her through. The soldier whose
advances she had spurned struck her over the ear with his elbow. 'Git down
there!" he hissed. She was propelled forward. The stairwell was dark, the
stairs slippery. The soldier twisted her arm behind her back, the other man
releasing his hold on her and moving ahead. For a short while they descended in
total darkness, then the faint glow of a burning torch lit the bottom of the
stairs and they emerged into a dungeon corridor. Two men were sitting at a
table, playing dice. Both stood as the Captain strode into sight. 'Open a
cell!' he ordered. The men hurried to obey. Sigarni
was still in a daze as they dragged her into the cell. It was large and grey,
one wall wet with damp, and it stank of rats' droppings. There was a small cot
in one corner, and there were rusted chains hanging from the walls. 'How do
you like this, bitch?' sneered the red-bearded captain, moving in front of her.
Sigarni did not reply. His hand reached out, cupping her breast and squeezing
hard. She winced, then brought up her knee, hammering it into his groin. He
groaned and fell back. The soldier to her right, the short man, punched her in
the side of the head, and she was hurled across the cot. 'Strip
her,' ordered the captain, 'and we'll see how much pleasure the whore can
supply.' Through
her pain Sigarni heard the words, and the strength of panic surged through her.
Launching herself from the cot she dived at the first soldier, but she was
still groggy and he caught her by the hair. Hands grabbed at her body and she
felt her leather leggings being dragged clear. Torchlight glittered from the
captain's dagger. 'I'm
going to put my mark on you, woman. And I'll hear you beg and scream before
this night is over.' 5 GWALCHMAI
WAS SITTING on the porch weeping when Asmidir rode up. As the black man climbed
from the saddle and approached the old man, he could smell the fiery spirit on
Gwalchmai's breath, and he saw the empty jug lying on its side. 'Where is Sigarni?'
he asked. The old
man looked up, blinking. 'Suffering,' he said. 'She is the sword blade going
through fire.' 'What
are you talking about?' 'Why do
we do it?' asked Gwal. 'What is it in our natures? When I was young we raided a
Lowland village, stealing cattle. There was a young woman in a field. She had
hidden in some bushes. But we found her. We raped her. It seemed good sport,
and no harm done.' He shook his head. 'No harm done? Now that the Gift is upon
me and I know the truth, I wonder if there will ever be forgiveness. Do you
ever wonder that, Asmidir? Do you ever think of the Loabite woman you captured
in the high mountains of Kushir? Do you lie awake at night and ask yourself why
she slashed her wrists?' Asmidir
straightened as if struck, his dark eyes narrowing. 'You are the Gifted One?' 'Aye.
That is my curse, black man. It is only marginally worse than yours.' The
sunlight was fading and Asmidir helped the old man to his feet, guiding him
into the cabin where Lady was stretched out by the dying fire. Asmidir eased
Gwalchmai into a chair, then sat opposite the man. Lady rose and put her head
in Asmidir's lap, seeking a stroke. The black man idly patted her, rubbing his
fingers behind her ears, and Lady's tail began to wag. 'I need your help,'
Asmidir told Gwalchmai. 'I need to find a man.' The old
man leaned forward and gazed into the dying flames. 'No, you don't,' he said.
'On both counts. But I will help you, Asmidir. Oh 77 yes, I
will. First, however, tell me why are we such savages. Tell me that!' 'What
do you want from me, Gifted One? The answers to questions we all know? We do
what we do because we can. We hunt and kill because we can. That which is in
our power belongs to us, to be used as we desire. Whether it be a round of
meat, a wild-born stag, an ancient tree, or a beautiful woman. Now what is it
you want to hear?' Gwalchmai
gave a long sigh, and rubbed at weary, bloodshot eyes with a gnarled hand. 'As
we sit and speak,' he said, 'in the warmth of this cabin, there is a woman in a
cell, being beaten, brutalized and raped by five men. She is bleeding, she is
hurt. One of the five is a nobleman, but he is filled with a lust for
inflicting pain. But the others are all ordinary men. Men like you and me, Asmidir.
I can feel their thoughts, taste their emotions. By God, I can also sense their
arousal! and I would like to kill them. But am I different? Was I different in
that field? Were you different with the Loabite woman?' 'She
was part of the spoils of war,' said Asmidir, 'and no, I do not lie awake at
night and think of her. She was used. We are all used. She chose to kill
herself. Her choice, Gifted One. But I have no time for these games, nor am I
concerned about some whore in a prison cell. Do you know the name of the leader
who is coming, or not?' Gwalchmai
swung round, his eyes bright and glittering. 'Yes, I know. I have always known.
From the night when the Gate was opened, when Taliesen came to me, and brought
me the child to raise.' 'And will
you tell me?' asked Asmidir, masking his impatience. 'It is
not a man.' 'You
make no sense, you drunken old fool. What is it then ... a tree? A horse?' 'Are
you so stupid that you cannot understand what has been said here?' asked
Gwalchmai. 'Where are we, for God's sake? Can you not concentrate that fine
mind for a moment?' Asmidir
sat back and took a deep breath. 'Humour me,' he said at last. 'Perhaps my mind
is not as fine as you imagine.' But the old man said nothing and Asmidir took a
deep breath. 'Very well, I will play this game. Where are we, you asked? We are
in the Highlands, in the cabin of Sigarni the Huntress. And we have been
talking about a woman in a cell..." He sat bolt upright. 'Sweet Heaven,
Sigarni is in the cell?' 'Sigarni
is in the cell,' echoed Gwalchmai, tossing a fresh log to the flames. 'Why?' 'The
Baron desired her hawk. She refused to sell it. In the argument that followed
the hawk tore out the Baron's left eye. Sigarni was dragged away.' 'But
she lives. They have not killed her?' 'No,
they have not killed her. But they are giving her scars she will carry all her
life, and her pain will be visited a thousand times upon their countrymen.' 'What
can I do? Tell me!' . 'You
can wait here, with me. All your questions will be answered, Asmidir. Every
one.' Will
Stamper sat in the Blue Duck tavern staring into the tankard. It was the fifth
jug of ale he had consumed, and it could not deaden the shame he felt. Relph
pushed through the crowd and sat opposite him, a bright smile on his face. 'Looks
like I don't owe you that five coppers any more, eh? Told you I'd spear her by
midnight.' 'Shut
up, for God's sake!' 'What's
wrong with you, Will? It were great, weren't it? Nothing like it! And you had
your share.' He chuckled. 'And the captain. Humping like a little bunny. Nice
to know the nobles get boils on their arses, isn't it?' Will
lifted the tankard and half drained it. The ale was strong, and he felt his
head swimming. 'I've never done that before,' he said. 'Never will again. I'm
not going to wait for the summer. I'm going south tomorrow. I'm finished here.
Wish I'd never come.' 'You've
got blood on your hand,' said Relph. 'Did she bite you?" Will
jerked and rubbed the dried blood on to his leather leggings. 'No. It's not my
blood.' He bit his lip and looked away, but Relph saw the tears spilling to his
cheeks. 'What's
got into you? Is it the boy? He'll get over the whoop, Will. I'm sure he will.
Come on, mate, this isn't like you at all. Here, let me get you another drink.'
Relph stood, but Will reached out and took hold of his arm. 79 'It
doesn't bother you, does it? She was screaming. She was cut, bitten, thrashed.
It doesn't bother you?' 'It
didn't bother you at the time, either. And no, why should it worry me? Worse'11
happen to her tomorrow. At least she went out with a good rut, eh? Anyway, the
captain told us to. So why not? God's teeth, Will, she's only a whore. Whores
were made for sport.' Will
released his hold and Relph moved back into the crowd. He gazed around him
through bleary eyes, listening to the laughter of the revellers, and thought of
Betsi; picturing her in that cell. Relph returned with two tankards. 'Here, get
that down you, mate. You'll feel better. There's a dice game back at the
barracks at midnight. You fancy a bet?' 'No.
I'll get home. Got to get Betsi to pack ready for tomorrow.' 'You're
not thinking this through, Will. No one will be taking on mercenaries down
south. What will you do?' 'I
don't care.' Relph
leaned forward. 'You have to care, Will. You have a family to support, and a
sick son. You can't go dragging them out into the countryside. It's not fair on
them. Look, I don't know why this has got to you so bad. You stuck a few inches
of gristle into a few soft warm places. Now you want to ruin your life and your
family's lives. It don't make no sense. You get home and get a good night's
sleep. It'll all look differentin the morning.' Will
shook his head. 'What will be different? I'm forty-two years old. I've lived my
whole life by an iron set of rules which my dad beat into me. You ever heard me
lie, Relph. You ever seen me steal?' "No,
you're a regular saint, mate. They ought to put up statues to you. But what's
the point you're making?' 'I just
betrayed everything I've lived for. Everything. What we did there was wrong.
Worse than that, it was evil.' 'Now
you're talking daft. What do you mean evil? She was a slag, and I'll bet she's
been jumped before. What pigging difference does it make? She's dead anyway,
come morning. You heard the captain, they're going to put out her eyes and hang
her in the old cage. Bloody Hell, Will, you think what we done is any worse
than that? Come on I'll walk you home. You look all in.' Relph
stood and helped Will to his feet. The big man staggered, then headed for the
door. 'I
should have stopped it,' mumbled Will. 'Not joined in. Oh God, what will I say
to Betsi?' 80 'Nothing,
mate. Nothing at all. You just go home, and you sleep.' The
relief guard was called Owen Hunter; the man he replaced told him of the sport
he had missed. Owen was a Lowlander, married to a harridan named Clorrie who
made his life a misery. As he sat at the dungeon table in the flickering
torchlight, he tried to remember the last time he had enjoyed a woman. It was
more than three years - if you didn't count the alley whore. He had
smiled when the guard told him of the afternoon's entertainment, and even
managed to say, 'That's life,' when the man pointed out that it should have
been Owen's shift, except that the Lowlander had swapped it earlier that day. But
now, as he sat alone, he allowed his bitterness to rise. Of all the women to
choose he had married Clorrie: sharp-tongued, mean-spirited Clorrie. Life's a
bastard and no mistake, thought OwenNLike the other soldiers, he had heard of
the incident when the Baron lost his eye. Even now the surgeons were at work in
the upper room of the keep, plugging the wound and feeding the Baron expensive opiates. There
was no sound in the dungeon corridor, save for the occasional hiss from the
torches. Owen stood and stretched his legs, remembering the last words of the
man he replaced: 'What an arse on her! I tell you, Owen, she was a jump to
remember.' Owen
lifted a torch from its bracket and walked past the four empty cells to the
locked door. Pulling open the grille he peered inside. There was no window to
the cell and the torchlight did not pierce the gloom. Slipping the bolt, he
opened the door. The woman was lying on the floor, her legs spread open. There
was blood on her face and thighs, and one of her breasts was bleeding. Owen
moved closer. She was still unconscious. Despite the blood he could see that
she was beautiful, her hair gleaming silver and red in the torchlight. His eyes
scanned her body. Even the hair of her pubic mound was silver, he noticed. She
was slim and tall, her breasts firm. Owen saw that one of her nipples was
bleeding, a thin trickle of red still running down to her side. Kneeling
alongside her Owen ran his hand up her thigh, his fingers stroking the silver
mound, his index finger slipping inside her. He made
his decision and rose, planting the torch in a wall bracket. Swiftly he
stripped off his leather leggings and knelt between the open legs, pushing his
hands under her thighs to draw her on to him. Why 81 not, he
thought? Everyone else has had their pleasure. Why not me? Why
shouldn't Owen Hunter have a little fun? His last sight was of the woman
suddenly rearing up. His own hands
were locked beneath her thighs, but he saw her right hand stab forward,
felt the terrible pain as her first two fingers struck his eyes. Then all was
pain and an explosion of light that was unbearable. Sigarni
dragged her fingers from the oozing sockets and groaned. Her ribs hurt, but
that was as nothing compared with the pain within. She pushed the body of the
guard from her, then rolled to her knees. Nausea rose in her throat and she
vomited. Her head was pounding, her body begging her to lie down, to rest, to
heal. Instead she forced herself to her feet. The guard began to moan. Dropping
to her knees she pulled his dagger from his belt and plunged it through the
nape of his neck. His legs spasmed, one foot striking the narrow cot. Blood
filled the man's throat and he began to choke. Dragging the dagger clear she
held the point over the centre of his back and threw her weight down upon it.
The blade slid between his ribs, skewering the lungs. Now he was still. A pool
of urine spread out from beneath him. Sigarni stood again, then sat on the cot
looking round the cell, taking in every block and stone, every rat-hole. Her
leggings had been thrown into a corner. Retrieving them, she dressed. The cord
of the waist had been cut. Dragging the guard's belt clear, she pierced a new
buckle hole in the leather and strapped it to her waist. Everything
hurt. Her lips were swollen, her cheek cut and bruised. There was a knife-cut
in her right buttock and another on her left thigh. The guard moaned again.
Sigarni could not believe the man could still be alive. Taking hold of the
jutting knife with both hands she wrenched it clear of his back, then knelt
forward to slice the razor-sharp blade across his throat. Blood gushed to the
stone floor. Grabbing him by the shoulders she rolled him to his back, slashing
the sharp blade again and again across his lower body. At last, exhausted, she
stopped, her hands drenched in blood. 'You've
got to get out of here,' she told herself. 'You've got to find them.' She had
feigned unconsciousness at the end, even when two of them had stood and
urinated over her. She had heard the small man, Relph, talking about the Blue
Duck tavern. She knew it - it was close to Market Street. Knife
in hand, Sigarni walked from the cell and out into the dungeon corridor. Her
legs had no strength, and she fell to her knees and
vomited once more. 'Don't be weak,' she scolded herself. 'You are Sigarni the
Huntress. You are strong.' Rising
unsteadily, she managed to reach the stairs and started to climb up into the
darkness. Half-way up she heard footfalls. Pushing herself back against the
wall she waited. Then a man called out from some distance above, 'Hey Owen, I
was on my way home when I thought it would be worth a second tilt at the bitch.
You fancy a double, eh?' From
out of the darkness he appeared, a looming shape with a protruding belly.
Sigarni rammed the blade into that belly, ripping it up towards the heart. He
grunted and fell back to the stairs. 'Oh God! Oh God!' he screamed. Sigarni
pulled the blade clear and stepped in close. 'You
want to ride double with me, Outlander? You want to enjoy Sigarni?' 'Oh,
please! Don't kill me!' 'You
left teeth marks in my breast, you fat bastard. Now bite on this!' The knife
slid between his teeth and Sigarni slammed ithome to the hilt. His fat arms
began to flail, but she knelt on his chest and cut his throat. Only when he was
still did she mutilate him in the same way she had the first guard. Slowly she
climbed the stairs, pushing open the door at the top. The courtyard was moonlit
and deserted, save for a sentry sitting under the arch. He was facing out into
the town. Sigarni stepped into the open air and walked across to the arch. The
sentry was not even aware of dying... Blood-drenched
and weak, Sigarni moved on into the silent town. Abby
was dead - killed trying to save her. And I am dead, she thought. They will
kill me, for I have not the strength to find them all. Somehow the thought of
dying held no fear for her. All that kept her moving on tottering feet was the
need for vengence, a need as old as the Highlands themselves. Clan laws were
not subtle, precedents were rarely cited, and there were no glib-tongued
lawyers to represent the factions. Wrongdoers were punished by those they had
wronged, or in the case of murder were hunted down by clan warriors selected by
the Hunt Lord. Justice was sudden, harsh and final. But
Sigarni had no family, save old Gwal who had raised her after the Slaughter.
There were no men to seek blood revenge. Only
me, she thought. Only Sigarni. The knife slipped from her fingers
and clattered to the street. Stopping, she picked it up, then fell heavily.
'Damn!' she whispered. Twisting round, she sat for a while with her back
against a cool stone wall. The stars were bright, the night cool with the
promise of autumn. Some distance away she could hear the sound of revellers,
and knew she was close to the Blue Duck tavern. What will you do, she wondered?
Walk in, covered in blood, and move from table to table until you see them?
What kind of a plan is that? And if you wait past the dawn they will find you
anyway, and drag you back to that cell, and who knows what torture. Are you
mad, girl? Leave this place. Get back into the Highlands were you can gather
your strength. Two of
them are dead, she told herself. One more, at least, is in the tavern. One
more ... Forcing
herself to her feet Sigarni groaned. Blood was trickling down her leg. She
licked her lips with a dry tongue and tried to blank out the pain. Women
are made for sport. The
words flashed back into her memory. The short soldier had said them at some
point during her ordeal. Laughter had followed his words, then more pain.
Suddenly she remembered the little Census Taker and his revulsion and fear as
Abby pecked at him. What was it he had said: 'I prefer the hares'? Hares are
made for sport, Sigarni had told him. Everything
is made for sport, she realized, in a world ruled by Outlanders. The
rest had given her fresh strength and she walked on. The
Blue Duck tavern was an old building with frayed timbers and white walls. There
were four windows on the ground floor, two either side of the old oak door.One
of the windows was open and through it she could hear the sounds of the
drinkers. Moving to the wall beside it, she glanced in. The place was packed
and her keen eyes scanned the faces within. There were none she recognized, but
then she could see only a section of the crowd. Dropping to her knees she
crawled under the window, then rose and glanced in from the new angle. Two men
were walking towards the door. Her heart, and her anger, lifted. Transferring
the knife to her left hand, she wiped the sweat from her right, rubbing the
palm down her leggings. The
door opened. 'That's it, Will, one foot in front of the other. That's the way
to go, son.' 'Shut
the bloody door!' said someone inside. Relph pulled shut the door as Will
Stamper leaned against the wall. 'Be
right with you, mate, but I've got to piss,' said Relph, opening the front of
his leggings and urinating against the wall. Sigarni moved silently alongside
the drunken Will and sliced the knife back across his throat. The skin flapped
open, blood bubbling clear. Then she ran forward and plunged the blade into
Relph's back. He reared up and grabbing his hair, she rammed his head against
the wall. Falling to his knees Relph struggled to turn. Wrenching the knife
clear Sigarni, still holding to his hair, dragged his head back to expose his
throat. 'Women are made for sport,' said Sigarni, slashing open his jugular.
Relph fell back, his arms and legs thrashing. Sigarni stepped clear and moved
to where Will stood leaning against the wall, his blood gushing over the front
of his tunic. Slowly he toppled to his knees and looked up at her. There was no
hatred in his gaze, and no fear. He tried to speak, but could only mouth two
words. Sigarni almost laughed. Then she leaned back and kicked him in the head
and his body fell to the stones. Only
one more now, she thought. The captain. But
where would he be? Are you
insane, woman! came a voice inside her mind. Leave now! 'No!'
she said aloud. 'I'il find him.' 'Leave
and he 'II find you. I promise you! Stay and you will die and he will live. I
promise you that too!' 'Who
are you? Where are you?' she asked, spinning round and scanning the shadows. 7 am
with you, girl, and I want your trust. Leave now. Believe me, you won't like
being dead. I know, I've tried it. Now go!' Confused,
Sigarni obeyed, cutting down through an alley towards the North Gate. The
bastards have unhinged my mind, she thought. Now I am hearing ghost voices. From
the citadel keep came the sound of clanging alarm bells. I'll
never get out now, she thought. 'Yes,
you will' said the voice. 'Your people need you.' Baron
Ranulph Gottasson groaned. The pain had moved beyond pleasure to a burning
point of agony that bordered on the exquisite. Narcotics
flowed in his blood, and his waking dreams were vivid. He saw again the fall of
the Kushite cities, refugees running panic-stricken from their burning homes,
heard again the wailing of the soon-to-die, the piercing screams of city
dwellers staring into the brutal faces of the conquering soldiers, feeling the
cold bite of their blades into soft, yielding flesh. Days of
blood and glory, marching his men across inhospitable deserts, iron mountains
and lush foreign plains. And
then it was over. No one left to conquer. < At
first it had not seemed so onerous: the triumphant return to the capital, the
cheering crowds choking the streets, the nights of celebration at the palace,
the orgies... The Baron groaned again. He felt someone lift his head, and a
cold metal goblet was placed against his lips. He swallowed and sank back. Then
had come the day when the organization of the empire was re-shaped. Plessius
was made Governor General of Kushir and the east - a bumbling fool of a man
with not an ounce of ambition in his fat head. A hardly surprising choice to
rule a land three thousand leagues from the capital. The King had chosen
wisely; there would be no rebellion from that quarter. Ranulph had let it be
known he desired the north. There was nothing here of any worth, save cattle
and timber. The climate was harsh in winter, perversely changeable in what
passed for summer. A little coal was being mined, but there were no deposits of
gold or silver, nor even iron. The people were poor and defeated. Ranulph
had waited for his appointment, sure in the knowledge that he would be offered
anything but the north. The King possessed a mind of astonishing cunning, and
would never offer any general the true object of his desires. Ranulph's
mind swam on a sea of delicious pain ... He had
a spy in Jastey's household, and knew well that the Earl desired the west.
Seventeen rich cities, scores of mines, seven ports, and a thriving commercial
network. Together they created the perfect foundation for an assault on the
King. Wealth to buy mercenaries, ships to ferry armies and keep them supplied. Oh, how
Ranulph had laughed when Jastey had been made High Sheriff of the Capital.
Despite being a position of great influence, bringing immense wealth, it meant
that Jastey was always at court and close to the King. 86 But
Jastey's handsome face had worn a smile the following day, when Ranulph had
been summoned to the palace. The memory brought a fresh spasm of agony. Ranulph
had walked down the long aisle in the Chapel of the Blessed Blade, to where the
King waited with his courtiers around him, Jastey at his right hand. Ranulph
knelt before his sovereign, then gazed up into the dark, reptilian eyes. 'It is
reported to me that you desire to govern the north, my good and dear friend,'
said the King. 'Your services to the kingdom merit great rewards, and I can
think of no greater reward than to bestow upon you that which you most desire.
Rise, Baron Ranulph Gottasson, Earl of the North, Governor General of the
Highlands.' To his
amazement Ranulph had managed a smile. It did not match the grin on Jastey's
face. The west had gone to the King's new favourite, Estelm. The
feast which followed had been bitter hard for the new Baron. The King seated
him next to Jastey, and that alone made the food taste of bile and ash." 'My
congratulations, Ranulph,' said the Earl. 'I know we do not see eye to eye on
many issues, but I would like you to know that I argued most strongly for you
to be given the north. I thought it would perhaps ease the animosity between
us.' Ranulph
looked into the man's dark eyes and saw the humour glinting there. 'Animosity,
cousin? Surely not. Friendly rivalry would be more apt, I believe?' 'Perhaps,'
agreed Jastey. 'However, that should now be behind us. You have your own
kingdom, as it were, while I must remain in the capital making laws, sitting in
judgement, surrounded by clerics. Ah, how I envy you!' Ranulph
smiled, and pictured sliding a red-hot dagger into Jastey's belly. Returning
to his town house he had walked into his library and stood gazing at the map
stretched out on the far wall. The empire filled it, from ocean to ocean.
Ranulph's mouth was dry, his hands trembling with suppressed tension. The skin
of his back and buttocks was still tender, but he knew that he needed the
release of the whip. Summoning a servant, he ordered him to fetch Koris. The
man's face paled. 'I am sorry, my lord, but Koris packed his belongings and
left this morning.' 'Left?
What do you mean left?' The
servant swallowed hard. 'He has taken up a new ... appointment... lord.' The
shock hit him like ice upon hot skin. Koris, whom he had trusted above all men,
and loved better than any woman. And he knew, without a shred of doubt, where
the boy's appointment had taken him. Jastey! Dismissing
the servant, the Baron moved to the window, opening it wide and breathing in
the cold night air. 7 don't
want to go north, Ranulph. It's cold there - and there are no amusements.' ' We
mill not be going north, sweet bay.' 'But
isn't that what you want?' 'Be
patient and all mil be revealed.' 'You
don't trust me!' 'Of
course I trust you. Now don't sulk! I hate that.' And he
had explained his plans, talked of his dreams, secure in the knowledge that he
was with the one person in all the empire who loved him. Two
nights later, bound, gagged and hooded, Koris had been carried down to the
secret room below the town house. Ranulph had his arms tied to posts, his legs
chained to the wall. Dismissing the soldiers who had brought him, he pulled the
hood clear of the boy's beautiful face. 'Oh,
Ranulph, please God, don't hurt me!' The
Baron drew his dagger and pushed the blade into a brazier of hot coals. 'While
the blade heats,' he said softly, "we will talk of love and trust.' Semi-conscious
now, the Baron felt the terrible stabs of fire in his eye socket, lancing their
way through the opiates in his blood. Koris had been allowed no opiates
throughout that long, long night. Kollarin
the Finder was comfortably asleep between the two whores when he heard the
frenzied hammering at the tavern door below his room. He yawned and stretched,
his right arm touching the fleshy shoulder of the plump young woman on his
right. She moaned softly and turned over. The slender girl to his left awoke.
'What is happening?' she asked, sleepily. 88 Kollarin
sat up. The room was cold, the fire long dead. 'I don't know, but someone is
anxious to get in,' he said. He heard the innkeeper tramping down the stairs,
cursing as he moved. 'All right!
all right, I'm coming, damn you!' The
sound of bolts being drawn back drifted up to the room and Kollarin heard his
name mentioned. Now it was his turn to curse. Clambering over the slender whore
he grabbed his leggings and began to climb into them. Just then the door opened
and a soldier entered. 'We
need you, Finder,' said Captain Redgaer Kushir-bane. 'There has been an attack
on the Citadel cells.' The fat
whore woke with a start and screamed. Kollarin's head was pounding. 'Be quiet,
please!' he said, squeezing shut his eyes. 'My head is splitting.' 'Why is
he here?' she asked, drawing the blanket over her large breasts. Kollarin
smiled at this show of shyness. 'Employment, my pretty,' he said. 'This
gentleman has come to offer me coin, with which to pay for your expert
services. Now go back to sleep.' Kollarin continued to dress, pulling on a pair
of brown leather boots over his green leggings. His shirt was of wool, dyed
dark green, and over this he donned a sleeveless leather jerkin lined with
fleece. Moving
past the captain, he descended the stairs. Two soldiers were idling there and
the innkeeper was standing by, his expression cold. 'I must
apologize,' said Kollarin, 'for the ruination of your rest, my friend. It
appears there has been an emergency of some kind. I am sure the captain will
reimburse you.' 'Fat
chance of that,' snapped the innkeeper, walking to the door and holding it
open. Out in
the street Redgaer started to explain, but Kollarin cut him short. 'No need for
words, captain. Merely take me to the scene.' They
moved swiftly through the town up the short hill to the arched gateway where a
corpse lay on the cold stone. Kollarin knelt beside the body, laying his right
hand just above the gaping wound in the man's neck. 'This is not where it
began,' he said, and rose to walk across the moonlit courtyard to the dungeon
stairs. Here was a second corpse. Kollarin paused, laid his hand on the man's
head, then walked on. The
soldiers and the captain trooped after him and Kollarin entered the small
dungeon. On the floor was the last corpse. Kollarin 89 stood
for a moment staring down at the man. He had been castrated, and then the
genitalia had been pushed into his open mouth. Kneeling beside him, Kollarin touched
his hand to the cold stone floor and closed his eyes. Images poured into his
mind. He let them flow for a few seconds, then closed them off. Remaining where
he was for a moment more, he gathered his thoughts and rose, turning to face
the captain. 'What do you wish to know?' he asked, keeping his tone neutral. 'How
many were involved in the attack? Where are they now?' 'There
was no attack, captain,' said Kollarin softly. 'The raped woman lay where this
man is now, pretending to be unconscious. When he too desired a piece of the
vile action she stabbed out his eyes - as you can see.' The captain did not
look down. 'She used her fingers. Then she took his dagger and killed him with
it. She was in great pain herself at the time - but then you know that.'
Kollarin turned. 'She fell to her knees and vomited there, then sat for a
moment or two upon the cot.' Moving past the captain he stepped out into the
dungeon corridor. 'Still holding the dagger she made for the stairs. The other
guard was returning. He said something, but it is unclear to me. She killed
him, then made her way up the stairs.' Kollarin followed in her footsteps and
found a smear of blood upon the stairwell wall. Touching his ringers to it he
closed his eyes once more. The captain and the soldiers were pressing in close.
'Ah yes,' said Kollarin. 'Here she paused for a moment. She is thinking of
three men, two soldiers... and you, captain. She has decided to seek them out
and kill them. But she is weak, and bleeding. She castrates this guard too, but
has little energy to spare. She is thinking of a tavern, trying to remember
where it is. She has heard the men speak of spending the evening there.' 'The
Blue Duck!' said one of the soldiers. 'And
that's where she is heading?' asked Redgaer. Kollarin nodded. Was
heading, captain. This was some while ago.' Redgaer
Kushir-bane pushed past the Finder and ran up the stairs, the soldiers pounding
after him. Kollarin followed. The four men ran through the streets, arriving at
the Blue Duck tavern in time to see the crowd gathered around the bodies of the
two soldiers. Kollarin pushed through and squatted down by the bodies. 'When
did this happen?' he heard Redgaer demand. go 'Moments
ago,' said a voice. 'It was a woman. We saw her making off.' Kollarin
touched his hand to the blood on the dead Will Stamper's throat. Then he jerked
and almost fell. A voice boomed into his mind. 'Delay them!' It was not a
command, nor yet a plea. Kollarin was surprised, but not shocked. Spirits of
the dead had spoken to him before. Yet none had been as powerful as this one.
For one fleeting moment he saw a face, hawk-nosed, with deep-set grey eyes and
a beard of bright silver. Then the face faded. Kollarin remained where he was
for a few seconds more, gathering his thoughts. He was a Hunter, a Finder. His
reputation was second to none, and he valued this above all else. Kollarin
never failed. He had trailed killers and thieves, robbers and rapists, cattle
thieves and assassins. Never before had he been asked to hunt down an innocent
woman, brutalized by her captors. Never before had a long-dead spirit
interceded on behalf of a victim. Kollarin
rose and stretched his back. 'Where
is she heading, man?' demanded Redgaer. 'I
can't say,' said the Finder. 'Her mind was very confused at this point.' 'Can't
say?' sneered Redgaer. 'It's what you are paid for, man.' Kollarin knew just
where she was, heading out through the open North Gate, with half a mile to go
before the safety of the tree line. He looked at Redgaer and smiled. 'As she
lulled these men, captain, she was thinking of you. She was wondering how she
could reach you, and draw a sharp knife across your testicles.' Redgaer winced.
'After that she wandered away into that alley there. Perhaps she is still there
- waiting.' 'That
leads to the North Gate, sir,' said one of the soldiers. 'There is a stable
there. We could get horses.' Redgaer
nodded. 'Follow me,' he ordered, and ran off. Kollarin
remained where he was, staring down at the dead Will Stamper. The thoughts of
dying men were often strange, almost mundane sometimes. But this man had tried
to speak on the point of death. Two words. Kollarin shook his head. What a
time to say, 'I'm sorry.' The
more Fell considered his encounter with the old man, the more he believed
it was a dream. That being so, he asked himself, why are you sitting
here in the cold waiting for dawn to rise over Citadel town? He smiled
ruefully and poked the dying camp-fire with a long stick, trying to urge
some life into the little blaze. Fell's sheepskin cloak was damp from
the recent rain and the fire had not the strength to warm him. It spluttered
and spat, fizzled and sank low. He glanced at the sky. Dawn was
still an hour away. He was sitting with his back against the shallow depression
of a deep boulder, the fire set against a second tall stone. The
forester looked down at the last of the wood he had gathered. It was
also damp. To his left Fell could see the twinkling lights of the Cinder-wings.
He hoped they would come no closer. Fell had no wish to be
visited by the ghosts of painful memories. The Cinders were clustered
under an oak branch twisting and moving, their golden wings
of light fluttering in the dark. When he was a child Fell had caught
one of them, and rushed it home to his parents. In the light of the
cabin it had proved to be nothing more than a moth, with wide, beautiful
wings and a dark, hairy body. Lying dead in his hand it had seemed
so ordinary, yet out in the woods, its wings glowing with bright
light, it had been magical beyond imagining. 'You
are lucky, boy,' his father told him. 'You are too young to have bad memories.
Trust me, as you grow older you will avoid the Cinders.' How
true it was. When Fell was sixteen he had been walking through the night,
following the trail of a lame wolf. He saw the flickering of Cinder-wing lights
and walked in close to see them fly. Instantly the vision of Mattick's
soon-to-be-drowned face filled his mind, the child reaching out to Fell as the
undertow dragged him towards the rapids. Fell couldn't swim, and could only
watch helplessly as the child was swept over the rocks, the white water
thrashing around him. The face hovered in Fell's mind and he dropped to his
knees, tears coursing his cheeks. 'It was not my fault!' he cried aloud, then
scrambled back from the glowing insects. After that he gave the Cinder-wings a
distant respect. The
rain began again, and the Cinders vanished from sight. Fell shook his head. 'A
great fool you are,' he said, aloud, watching the drops of rain settling on the
longbow. The bowstring was safe and dry in his belt pouch, his quiver of twelve
shafts behind him and under his cloak, but Fell did not like to see his
favourite hunting bow at the mercy of the weather. It was a fine bow, made by
Kereth the Wingoran.
Horn-tipped, it had a pull of more than ninety pounds. Fell, though not the
finest of the Loda bowmen, had not missed a killing shot since purchasing the
weapon. An arrow would sing from the string, streaking to its target and
sinking deep through skin, flesh and muscle. It was important for a deer to die
fast. Ideally the beast would be dead before it knew it, therefore the meat
remained tender and succulent; whereas if the creature was frightened, its
muscles would tense and harden and the meat would stay that way. Fell's bow
supplied choice meat. 'What
are you doing here, Fell? Following a dream you don't believe in?' he said
aloud. The words of the dream man came back to him. 'In three days outside the
mails of Citadel town a sword will be raised, and the Red will be worn again.
Be there, Fell. In three days, at dawn. By the light of the new sun you will
see the birth of a legend.' The rain
eased once more and, as the moon showed through the break in the clouds, the
Cinders glinted back into life. Fell hefted his bow and wiped the drops of
water from its six-foot length. Amazingly the fire flared up, tongues of flame
licking at the wood. Fell stretched out his hands and felt the welcome warmth. 'That
is better,' said Taliesen. Fell's heart hammered and he jumped like a startled
squirrel. The old man had appeared from nowhere, seeming to blink into
existence. 'It used to be,' continued the druid, his cloak of feathers shining
in the moonlight, 'that I enjoyed forest nights. But some time during the last
hundred years or so my blood started to run thin.' 'Why
can't you walk up to a fire like anyone else?' stormed Fell. 'Because
I am not like everyone else. What point is there in possessing enormous talent
if no one is given the opportunity to appreciate it? By Heaven, boy, but you
scare easily.' Taliesen rubbed a gnarled hand over his wood-smoke whiskers. 'No
food this time, eh? Well, I suppose that is a blessing.' 'You
didn't touch it last time, so you have no way of knowing!' said Fell. 'You are
not real, old man. You are not flesh and blood.' As he spoke Fell suddenly
reached out and swept his hand across Taliesen's face. His fingers passed
through the wrinkled skin, and he felt nothing but air against his palm. 'Good,'
said Taliesen. 'You have intelligence. Yet you are still wrong. I am flesh and
blood. But I am not flesh and blood here. I am sitting in my own cave in
another place, and another time. The energy 93 needed
to open the Gateways for the flesh is immense; there is no need to waste it
when an astral projection will serve the same purpose. And since my role is
merely to speak with you, my spirit image must suffice.' 'You
breed words like lice,' snapped Fell, still rattled. 'And I don't relish having
wizards at my fire. So speak you piece and be gone.' Tish,
boy, where are your manners? Elders are to be treated with respect, surely,
even in this new and enlightened age? Did your parents teach you nothing? Your
father, I recall, was a man of good breeding.' 'For
pity's sake, just say what you came to say,' said Fell. 'I am already sick of
your lectures.' Taliesen
was silent for a moment. 'Very well,' he said at last, 'but mark the words
well. Firstly, when I leave, I want you to string your bow. The time is drawing
near when you will have to use it. Secondly, you know the location of the Alwen
Falls?' 'Of
course, where Ironhand passed over. Every Loda child knows where it is.' 'When
the arrows are loosed, and blood is upon the ground, you must take the Cloak
Wearer there. You understand?' 'Understand?
No, I understand nothing. Firstly I have no intention of loosing a shaft at
anyone or anything, and secondly, who is the Cloak Wearer?' 'Have a
little patience, Fell. And if you do not loose a shaft a loved one of yours
will die. Take me at my word, boy. And remember the pool. That is vital!' The old
man vanished. The fire died instantly. Fell
sent a whispered curse after the man. Yet even as he spoke he drew the
bowstring from his pouch and strung the bow. The
first light of pre-dawn was heralded by bird-song and Fell swung his quiver
over his shoulder and walked to the top of the hill overlooking Citadel town. There
was nothing to see, save the grey walls and the rising stone of the Keep beyond
the town's rooftops. Gradually the sky lightened and he saw a tiny figure
emerge from the north gate and begin to run towards the hills. Fell squinted,
but could not - at first - identify the runner. Then,
with a shock, he saw the dawn light glint on her silver hair. She was some
three hundred yards on to open ground when the three 94 horsemen
rode from the town. The lead rider was a soldier in helm and breastplate, as
was the third. But it was the second man, riding a grey stallion, who caught
Fell's attention. He was brandishing a sword, and he wore a red cloak! His
excitement soared. Sigarni
was running hard, but the horsemen were closing. Why do they have their swords
drawn? thought Fell. And then it came to him in a sickening realization. They
are chasing her. They mean to kill her! The
lead horseman was a mere fifty yards behind her when Fell drew a shaft and
notched it to the bowstring. It was not an easy shot - a fast-moving horseman,
downhill from him, and with the light still poor. The
enormity of what he was about to do filled Fell's mind, yet there was no
hesitation. Smoothly he drew back the string until it nestled against his chin,
then he took a deep breath and slowly let it out. Between breaths and utterly
motionless, he sighted carefully and loosed the shaft. The arrow sang through
the air. For a fraction of a heartbeat Fell thought he had missed, but the
shaft slammed home in the lead rider's left eye, catapulting him from the
saddle. Running forward, Fell notched a second arrow to the siring; but he shot
too swiftly, and the shaft flew past the red-cloaked officer and skimmed across
the flank of the third man's horse. The beast reared, sending the soldier
tumbling over its haunches in an ungainly somersault. The
red-cloaked officer was almost upon the fleeing woman. Fell saw her glance back
once, then turn and leap at the grey horse, waving her arms and shouting loudly.
The grey swerved to avoid her, pitching its rider to the left. Sigarni leapt at
the man, a silver blade glinting in her right fist. Her left hand caught hold
of his cloak, dragging him from the saddle. The knife rose and fell. Blood
gouted from a wound in the man's neck and again and again the knife flashed. Sigarni
rose with the dead man's cloak in her hand. Fell watched as she gazed back at
the Citadel town. Scores of people were lining the parapets now. Sigarni
swirled the crimson cloak around her shoulders, relying the snapped neck cord.
Then she raised the dead man's sword and pointed it at the spectators. The sun
finally rose and Sigarni was bathed in its golden light, the iron sword shining
like a torch of silver to match her hair. For Fell it was as if time ceased to
have meaning, and he knew that this scene would shine for ever in his memory.
The cloak wearer was Sigarni. She was the legend. Fell let out a long, slow
breath. 95 Sigarni
plunged the sword into the ground, then turned and slowly mounted the grey
stallion. The third soldier was sitting on the ground nearby. Sigarni ignored
him and urged the horse on towards the trees and the waiting Fell. He saw
the blood upon her shirt and leggings, the bruises and cuts on her face. But
more than this, he saw the crimson cloak around her slender shoulders. 'What
now for us all, Sigarni?' he asked, as she came closer. 'What now?' Her
eyes seemed unfocused, and she did not appear to hear him. Her face was losing
its colour, the surface of the skin waxy and grey. The horse moved on, plodding
into the trees. Fell ran after it, just in time to throw aside his bow and
catch hold of Sigarni as she started to fall from the saddle. Pushing her foot
clear of the stirrup, Fell levered himself to the stallion's back. With one arm
holding the unconscious Sigarni to him, he took up the reins in his left hand
and heeled the stallion forward. The old
wizard had urged him to take her to the falls, but if he did so now he would
leave a clear trail behind him, the horse's hooves biting deeply into the damp
earth. The
pursuit was probably already under way, and with little time to plan Fell urged
the horse to greater speed and headed for the deeper forest. He rode for
several miles, keeping to the deer trails, always climbing higher into the
mountains. Glancing at the sky he saw thick clouds to the north, dark and
angry, their tops flattened like an anvil. Fell breathed a prayer of thanks,
for such clouds promised hail and thunder and powerful storms. Hauling on the
reins he stepped down from the saddle, allowing Sigarni to fall into his arms
and across his shoulder. The ground beneath his feet was rocky and firm,
leaving no trace of his booted feet. He slapped the stallion firmly on the rump
and the horse leapt forward in a run, heading on down the slope towards the
valley below. Fell left the trail, forcing his way through deep undergrowth.
The ground broke sharply to his right into a muddy slope; it was hard to keep
his footing here, especially with the added burden of Sigarni. He moved on
carefully, occasionally slithering and sliding, keeping close to the trees that
grew on the hillside, using them as barriers to halt any out-of-control slide.
He was half-way down the slope when he heard the sound of horsemen on the
road above. Dropping to his knees behind a screen of bushes, he looked back and
saw the soldiers galloping by. There were more than thirty in the group. With a
grunt Fell pushed himself to his feet and struggled on. By his own reckoning he
was around four miles due east from the Alwen Falls. But that four miles would
become at least six by the route he would be forced to travel, along winding
trails, skirting the steeper slopes and the many acres of open grassland. He was
sweating heavily by the end of the first mile, and by the second he felt his
legs trembling with the effort of carrying the unconscious woman. Sigarni had
made no sound throughout and Fell paused by a stream, lowering her to the
ground. Her colour was not good, and her pulse was faint and erratic. Carefully
he examined her, opening her torn shirt. There were bloody teeth-marks on her
breast, and a range of purple bruises on her rib-cage and shoulders. But no
deep wounds. She is in shock, he thought. It is vital to keep her warm; to find
somewhere he could nurse her. Gently he stroked her bruised face. 'You are
safe, my love,' he said, softly. 'Hold on for me.' She did not stir as Fell
wrapped the crimson cloak around her, then lifted her to his shoulders. Almost
two hours had passed already since the fight above the town, and there were
still four miles to go. Fell took a deep breath and struggled on, trying not to
think of his aching muscles, the burning in his calves and thighs. For
three more painful hours Fell carried Sigarni through the forest. In all that
time she made no sound. At last
they arrived at the Alwen Falls. There
was no sign of the wizard. In a
shallow cave, a little way back from the pool, Fell built a fire. Removing his
own sheepskin cloak he covered Sigarni with it and, holding her hand, talked to
her as she slept. 'Well,' he said, squeezing her limp fingers, 'this is a sorry
mess and no mistake. We're wolves' heads now, my love. I wish I knew why. Why
were they chasing you? Who wounded you? Ah well, I expect you'll tell me in
your own good time. Shame about the bow, though. Best I ever had. But I
couldn't carry it, hold you and guide the horse at the same time.' Leaning
forward, he stroked her brow. 'You are the most beautiful woman, Sigarni. I
never saw the like. Was that what caused your pain? Did some Outland noble
desire you so badly he felt compelled to take you by force? Was it the
red-bearded man whose throat you slashed to red 97 ribbons?'
Releasing her hand, he fed wood to the fire and rose, walking to the
cave-mouth. What now, he wondered? Where will we go? He had
relatives among the Wingoras and the Farlain, but with a price on his head he
would only endanger them by seeking their aid. No, Fell, he told himself, you
are a man alone now, friendless and hunted. You have killed an Outlander and
they will hunt you to your dying day. A roll of thunder boomed across the sky
and lightning forked across the heavens. Fell shivered and watched as the rain
hammered down on the surface of the pool, falling in sheets, thick and
impenetrable. Stepping back from the cave-mouth, he returned to the fire and
the sleeping Sigarni. 'We
will cross the sea, my love,' he said, 'and I'll do what I should have done.
We'll marry and build a home in distant mountains.' 'No,
you won't,' said Taliesen from the cave-mouth. Fell smiled and swung to see the
old man, his feather cloak dripping water, his wispy hair plastered to his
skull. In his hands he carried a long staff, wrapped in sacking cloth. That's
a more pleasing entrance,' said the forester. ''Now I believe you are flesh and
blood.' Taliesen removed his cloak and draped it over a rock. Squatting by the
fire, he held out his ancient hands to the flames. 'You
did well, boy,' he said. 'You have evaded the first hunters. But they will send
more, canny men, skilled in tracking. And with them will be a Finder, a seeker
of souls, a reader of thoughts. If you survive this, which is doubtful at best,
they will send the night-stalkers, creatures from the pit.' 'No,
no,' said Fell, 'seek not to cheer me, old man, with your boundless optimism. I
am a grown man, tell it to me straight.' Taliesen
hawked and spat. 'I have no time for your humour. We must protect her, Fell.
Her importance cannot be overstated. You must go from here to her cabin. Gather
her weapons and some spare clothes; give them to the dwarf. Tell him, and the
others there, what has occurred. Then you must find the hunters and lead them
deep into the mountains.' Fell
took a deep breath, fighting for calm. It didn't work. 'Find the hunters? Lead
them? What say you I just attack the Citadel town single-handed and raze it to
the ground? Or perhaps I could borrow your feather cloak and fly south,
invading the Outland cities and 98 slaying
the King? Are you insane, old man? What do you expect me to do against thirty
soldiers?' 'Whatever
you can.' The old man looked into Fell's eyes, his expression as cold as ice on
flint. 'You are dispensable, Fell,' said Taliesen. 'Your death will matter only
to you. You can be replaced. Everything can be replaced, save Sigarni. You
understand? You must earn her time, time to recover, time to learn. She is the
leader your people have yearned for. Only she has the power to win freedom for
the clans.' 'They'll
never follow a woman! That much I know.' Taliesen
shook his head. 'They followed the Witch Queen four hundred years ago. They
crossed the Gateways and died for her. They stood firm against the enemy,
though they were outnumbered and faced slaughter. They will follow her, Fell.' 'The
Witch Queen was a sorceress. Sigarni is merely a woman.' 'How
blind you are,' said the old man, 'and rich indeed is your male conceit. This
woman was dragged to a cell and raped, sodomized and beaten senseless by four
men. Like animals they fell upon her ...' 'I
don't want to hear this!' roared Fell, half rising. 'But
you shall!' stormed the wizard. 'They struck her with their fists, and they bit
her. They cut her buttocks with their sharp knives, and forced her to
unspeakable acts. Then they left her upon the floor of the cell, to lie on the
cold stone floor in a pool of her own vomit and blood. Aye, well might you look
shocked, for this was men at play, Fell. She lay there and after an hour or so
a new guard came into the cell. He too wanted his piece of her flesh. She
killed him, Fell. Then she hunted down the others. One she slew upon the
dungeon stair. Two she killed outside a tavern. And the last? You saw him, in
his fine red cloak of wool. Him she tore the throat from. Just a woman? By all
the Gods of the Nine Worlds, boy, in her tortured condition she killed six
strong men!' Fell
said nothing, and transferred his gaze to the sleeping woman. 'Aye, she's a
Highlander,' he said, with pride. 'But even that will not make men follow her.' 'We
will see,' said Taliesen. 'Now go to her cabin before the hunters reach it.
Send the dwarf with weapons and clothes.' 'You
will stay with her?' 'Indeed
I will.' Fell
rose and swung his quiver over his shoulder, then gazed down 99 at the
unconscious Sigarni. 'I will keep her warm,' said Taliesen. 'Oh, and I
retrieved your bow.' Lifting what Fell had believed to be a staff covered in
sacking, Taliesen passed the weapon to the surprised forester. 'You
even kept it dry. My thanks to you, wizard. I feel a whole man again.' Taliesen
ignored him and turned to the sleeping Sigarni, taking her long, slim hand into
his own. Swirling
his cloak around his shoulders, Fell stepped out into the rain-drenched night. Sigarni
stood silently by the grey cave wall and listened as Fell and the old man
spoke. She could hear their words, see their faces, and even -though she knew
not how - feel their emotions. Fell was frightened and yet trying to maintain
an air of male confidence. The old man -Taliesen? - was tired, yet filled with
a barely suppressed excitement. And lying by the fire, looking so sad and used,
she could see herself, wrapped in the rapist's red cloak, her face bruised and
swollen. I am dying, she thought. My spirit has left my body and now only the
Void awaits. There was no panic in her, no fear, only a sadness built of dreams
never to be realized. Fell
took his bow from the old man and walked from the cave. Sigarni tried to call
out to him but he did not hear her. No one could hear her, save maybe the dead. But she
was wrong. As soon as Fell walked out into the rain the old man looked up at
her, his button-bright eyes focusing on her face. 'Well, now we can talk,' he
said. 'How are you feeling?' Sigarni
was both surprised and confused. The old man was holding the hand of her body,
yet looking directly into the eyes of her spirit. It was disconcerting. 'I
feel... nothing,' she said. 'Is this what death is like?' He gave
a dry chuckle, like the whispering of the wind across dead leaves. 'You are
talking to a man who has fought back death for many centuries. I do not even
wish to speculate on what death is like. Do you remember the waking of your
spirit?' 'Yes,
someone called me, but when I opened my eyes he was not here. How is this
happening, old one?' 'I fear
the answer may be too complicated for an untutored 100 Highlander
to understand. Essentially your body has been so brutalized that your mind has
reeled from thoughts of it. You have entered a dream state which has freed your
. .. soul, if you will. Now you feel no pain, no shame, no guilt. And while we
talk your body is healing. I have, through my skill, increased the speed of the
process. Even so, when you do return to the prison of flesh you will feel -
shall we say - considerable discomfort.' 'Do I
know you?' asked Sigarni. 'Do you
think that you do?' he countered. 'I can
remember being held close to your chest. You have a small mole under the chin;
I know this. And in looking at you I can see another man, enormously tall,
broad-shouldered, wearing a buckskin shirt with a red wing-spread hawk
silhouette upon the breast.' Taliesen
nodded. 'Childhood memories. Yes, you know me, child. The other man was
Caswallon. One day, if God is kind, you will meet him again.' 'You
both saved me from the demons - out there by the pool. Gwalchmai told me. Who
are you, Taliesen? Why have you helped me?' 'I am
merely a man - a great man, mind! And my reasons for helping you are utterly
selfish. But now is not the time to speak of things past. The days of magick
and power are upon us, Sigarni, the days of blood and death are coming.' 'I want
no part in them,' she said. 'You
have little choice in the matter. And you will feel differently when you wake.
In spirit form you are free of much more than merely the flesh. The human body
has many weapons. Rage, which increases muscle power; fear, which can hone the
mind wonderfully; love, which binds with ties of iron; and hate, which can move
mountains. There are many more. But in astral form you are connected only
tenuously to these emotions. It was rage and the need for revenge which saved
your life, which drove you on to wear the Red. That rage is still there,
Sigarni, a fire that needs no kindling, an eternal blaze that will light the
road to greatness. But it rests in the flesh, awaiting your return.' 'You
were correct, old one. I do not understand all you say. How do I return to my
flesh?' 'Not
yet. First go from the cave. Walk to the pool.' She
shook her head. 'There is a ghost there.' 101 'Yes,'
he said. 'Call him.' Sigarni
was on the point of refusing when Taliesen lifted his hand and pointed to the
fire. The flames leapt up to form a sheer bright wall some four feet high.
Then, at the centre, a small spot of colourless light appeared, opening to
become a pale glistening circle. It glowed snow-white, then gently became the
blue of a summer sky. Sigarni watched spellbound as the blue faded and she
found herself staring through the now transparent circle into her own cabin.
She was there, talking with Gwalchmai. The conversation whispered into her
mind. 'Who
was the ghost?' asked the image of Sigarni. 'Go and ask him, woman. Call for
him.'She shivered and looked away. 'I can't.' Gwalch
chuckled. 'There is nothing you cannot do, Sigarni. Nothing.' 'Oh, come on,
Gwalch, are we not friends? Why won't you help me?' 'I am helping you. I am
giving you good advice. You don't remember the night of the Slaughter. You
will, when the time is right. I helped take the memory from you when I found
you by the pool. Madness had come upon you, girl. You were sitting in a puddle
of your own urine. Your eyes were blank, and you were slack-jawed. I had a
friend with me; his name was Taliesen. It was he-and another- who slew the
Slaughterers. Taliesen told me we were going to lock away the memory and bring
you back to the world of the living. We did exactly that. The door will open
one day, when you are strong enough to turn the key. That's what he told me.' Now the
circle shrank to a dot and the flames of the fire returned to normal. 'Am I
strong enough to turn the key?' she asked Taliesen. 'Go to
the pool and find out,' he advised. 'Call for him!' Sigarni
stood silently for a moment, then moved past the old man and out into the
night. The rain was still hammering down, but she could not feel it nor,
strangely, could she hear it. Water tumbled over the falls in spectacular
silence, ferocious winds tore silently at the trees and their leaf-laden
branches, lightning flared in the sky, but the voice of the accompanying
thunder could not be heard. The
huntress moved to the poolside. 'I am here!' she called. There was no answer,
no stirring upon the water. Merely silence. 'Call
to him by name,' came the voice of Taliesen in her mind. And she
knew, and in knowing wondered how such an obvious realization should have
escaped her so long. 'Ironhand!' she called. 'It is I, Sigarni. Ironhand!' 702 The
waters bubbled and rose like a fountain, the spray forming an arched Gateway
lit by an eldritch light. A giant of a man appeared in the Gateway, his silver
beard in twin braids, his hair tied back at the nape of his neck. He wore
silver-bright armour and carried a long, leaf-bladed broadsword that glistened
as if it had been carved from moonlight. He raised the sword in greeting, and
then sheathed it at his side and spoke, his voice rich and resonant. 'Come to
me, Sigarni,' he said. 'Walk with me awhile.' 'You
spoke to me in Citadel town,' she said. 'You urged me to flee.' 'Yes.' 'And
you fought for me when I was a child. You slew the last Hollow-tooth.' 'That
also.' 'Why?' 'For
love, Sigarni. For a love that will not accept death. Will you walk with me
awhile?' 'I
will,' she said, tears brimming. And she
stepped forward to walk upon the water. 6 DESPITE
THE EXCRUCIATING pain flaring from the empty eye-socket, the Baron Ranulph
Gottasson enjoyed the awestruck and fearful expressions of the men before him.
Idly the fingers of his left hand stroked the carved dragon claws on the arm of
the ornate chair. Sharp they were, as they gripped the globe of ebony. The men
waited silently below the dais. He knew their thoughts and, more importantly,
their growing anxiety. They had failed - the woman who had robbed him of his
eye was still at large. The Baron leaned back on the high carved chair and
stared balefully down at the twenty men before him, his single eye blood-shot
but its gaze piercing. 'So,'
he said softly, his voice sibilant and chilling, 'tell me that you have
captured the woman and the renegade.' The
officer before him, a tall man sporting a square-cut beard but no moustache,
cleared his throat. His chain-mail leggings were mud-smeared, and his right arm
was clumsily bandaged. 'We have not caught them yet, my lord. I brought the men
back for fresh supplies.' 'You
did not catch them,' repeated the Baron, rising from his chair. 'One woman and
a forester, riding double on a stolen stallion. But you did not catch them.'
Slowly he descended the three steps from the dais and halted before the
officer. The man dropped his head and mumbled something. 'Speak up, Chard. Let
us all hear you!' The
officer reddened, but he raised his head and his voice boomed out. 'They fooled
us. They turned the stallion loose and cut out across the valleys. Then the
storm came and it was impossible to read sign. But we followed as best we
could, thinking the woman would return to her people. The renegade forester,
Fell, shot at us from ambush, wounding two of my men. We gave chase, my lord,
but heavily armed riders are useless in the thickets. We left our horses and
tried to follow on foot. It was like trying to catch a ghost. I had no archers
with me. 104 Three
more men were struck by his arrows. Happily their armour saved them from
serious injury, though the mercenary, Lava, still has an arrowhead lodged in
his shoulder.' Chard fell silent. The
Baron nodded solemnly. 'So, what you are saying is that thirty Outland warriors
are no match for a woman and a clansman.' 'No, my
lord. I am saying ..." 'Be
silent, fool! Did you think, at any time during the four days you have been
gone, to send back to Citadel for trackers? Did you not consider hiring the
services of the Finder, Kollarin? Did you set the renegade's own people to hunt
him?' 'His
own people ..." The
Baron half turned away, then swung back his fist, smashing the officer's lips
against his teeth. The skin split and blood sprayed out as Chard was hurled
backwards. He fell heavily, cracking his skull against the base of a statue.
Chard gave out one grunting moan, then slid into unconsciousness. 'You have all
failed me,' said the Baron, 'but his was the greatest sin. He will suffer for
it. Now you!' he said, pointing to a burly soldier with close-cropped fair
hair. 'You are Obrin the Southlander, yes?' 'Yes,
my lord.' The man bowed. 'You
have fought barbarians before, I understand. In Kushir, Palol, Umbria and Cleatia?' 'Yes,
my lord. And served also in Pesht under your command. I was there when you
stormed the wall, sir, though I was but a common soldier then.' 'And
now you are a sergeant-at-arms. Answer me well and you shall assume command of
the hunt, and become a captain. Tell us all now what errors were made by the
idiot lying at your feet.' Obrin
drew a deep breath and was silent for a moment. The Baron smiled. He knew what
was going through the man's mind. No enlisted soldier wished to be made an officer:
the pay would not cover the mess bills, and from its meagre supply he would
have to purchase his own horse and armour and hire a manservant. Obrin's round
face paled; then he spoke. 'The trail was cold from the moment the storm broke,
my lord. We should have headed for Cilfallen and taken hostages. Then the
foresters themselves could have hunted down their comrade. I would also have
posted a reward for their capture, just in case. There's not much coin in the
Highlands. And there's always some bastard who'd sell his mother for a copper
or two, if you 105 take my
meaning, my lord.' Obrin paused and rubbed his broad chin. 'You have already
mentioned the Finder, Kollarin, but - I'll be honest with you, my lord - I
would not have thought of him, sir. and, if it please you, I don't want captain
Chard's command. I'm no nobleman. And I wouldn't fit in. I don't have the
brains for it. But I am a good sergeant, sir.' The
Baron ignored the soldier and climbed to the dais to return to his seat. His
eye-socket was throbbing and tongues of fire were lancing up into his skull.
Yet he kept his expression even and showed no trace of the pain he was feeling.
'Find Kollarin and take him with you when you have your supplies. Take fifty
men. Split them into two sections. One will ride to Cilfallen and post a reward
of one hundred guineas; this group will also take four hostages and return them
to Citadel. The second group, led by you, Obrin, will include Kollarin. You
will start your search at the woman's cabin. And before you leave you will take
the former Captain Chard to the whipping post, where you will apply fifty
lashes to his naked back. With every lash I want you to consider this: Fail,
and one of your men will be lashing you.' 'Yes,
sir,' said Obrin miserably. The
Baron waved his hand, dismissing the men. 'Not you, Leofric,' he said, as the
slender blond-haired cleric was about to leave. 'Shut the door and come to me
in my study.' Leaving the dais the Baron strode across the hall and through a
small side door, leading to a flight of steps that took him up to the parapet
study. A goblet had been placed on the desk, filled with dark, noxious liquid.
The Baron hated medicines of any kind, and pain-masking opiates in particular.
But the injury was now interfering with his thought processes and he drained
the foul brew and sat with his back to the open window. Leofric
knocked twice, then entered the study. 'I am sorry, cousin, for your pain and
your disappointment,' he said uneasily. 'The
pain is nothing, but I am not disappointed, boy,' the Baron told him, motioning
the younger man to a seat opposite him. 'Far from it. The Highlands need to be
purged, and the excuse has now fluttered in on the wings of a dead hawk. A
woman rebel was arrested after attacking the King's Emissary. Highlanders
raided the dungeons to release her. Then they attacked the King's soldiers.
When word reaches the south the King will send another five thousand men to
serve under me, and we will march from Citadel to the sea and wipe out the
clans once and for all.' 106 'I
don't understand,' said Leofric. 'How are the clans a danger to the empire?
They have no military organization, indeed no army, and there is no
insurrection.' The
Baron smiled. 'Then we cannot lose, can we, Leofric? And at the end I will have
an army as large as Jastey's. The King grows old and soft. You think Jastey has
no plans to seize the crown for himself? Of course he has. And I can do nothing
to stop him while I am stuck away here in this God-forsaken wilderness.
However, a war against the clans, well that has great merit. In the south they
still fear these northerners, and old men recall with dread how the shrieking
savages erupted from the mountains bringing fire and death to the Lowlands. You
will see, Leofric. As soon as news reaches the south of this latest outrage,
the price of land south of the border will plummet. The weak-hearted will sell
up and move and panic will sweep through the immediate Lowland towns.' 'That I
do understand,' said Leofric, 'but what if the Highlanders do hunt down this.
.. Fell... and the woman? What if they surrender them to us to save the
hostages?' The
Baron shook his head. 'It won't happen. I know these barbarians; they're all
too proud. I'll hang the hostages as soon as they reach Citadel, and leave
their bodies on the north wall for all to see. And if that doesn't force at
least a show of resistance, I'll burn Cilfallen and a few of their towns.' 'And
what task would you have me perform, my lord?' asked Leofric. 'There
will be no major invasion of the Highlands until spring. We want time for the
fear to grow back home. I intend to attack with six thousand fighting men and
five hundred engineers. You must put your mind to the question of how we feed
and supply this army all the way to the sea. Also, I want you to study the maps
and locate three sites for our fixed camps and fortifications. You know what is
required: the forts should be situated close to the lands of the Pallides and
the Farlain. Choose open ground, yet close enough to the woods for the men to
be able to gather timber for the walls. Questions?' 'Yes,
my lord, the fortifications. I am well aware of the standard design used for
the construction of temporary fortifications during punitive raids into hostile
territory. But these are rough constructions, not intended for more than a few
nights. Will they suffice?' The
Baron considered the question. The Highland winters were 107 notoriously
savage, and the forts would need to be manned throughout the long, bitter
months until the invasion. More important than this, however, was the
likelihood of Highlanders attacking the outposts. There would be no way to
reinforce them once the snow blocked the passes. 'You
misunderstood my use of the word standard,' said the Baron smoothly. 'This is
not a punitive raid, but should be considered as a full invasion. The forts
therefore will have regulation defences, earth barriers at least ten feet high,
topped with timber walls to another fifteen feet. Weighted portcullis gates
will also be constructed. You are familiar with the design?' 'Of
course, my lord. It was devised by Driada during the Cleatian Wars in the last
century, but was possibly based on an earlier ...' 'I did
not ask for a history lesson, Leofric. You will take two hundred engineers and
three hundred infantrymen into the Highlands. Then you will oversee the
building of these forts and within them storehouses for supplies. Make sure the
storehouses are watertight. I want no rotting meat, nor mildewed cereal when I
arrive with the army.' Leofric
stood and bowed. 'I thank you for your trust in me, cousin. I will not fail
you.' Sigarni
opened he.r eyes and saw the flickering flame shadows on the cave ceiling. She
watched them for a moment, then felt the onrush of pain from her wounded body.
A voice spoke from her left. 'She is awake. Pour some broth for her.' Sigarni
rolled her head towards the sound, focusing her eyes upon a wizened old man
with deep-set pale eyes. 'Taliesen?'
she whispered 'Aye,
lass, Taliesen. How are you feeling?' 'Hurt.
What happened to me?' 'You
don't remember the attack in Citadel dungeons?' She
closed her eyes. 'Of course I do - but that was years ago. I meant why am I
injured now? Taliesen leaned forward and helped her to sit up. Pain lanced
through Sigarni's right side and she groaned. 'One of
your ribs is cracked. It will heal soon,' said Taliesen. Another figure moved
into sight, child-small, yet bearded. Sitting at 108 her
right, Ballistar handed her a wooden bowl and spoon. The broth was thick and
salty and Sigarni became acutely aware of her hunger. She ate in silence. When
she had finished Ballistar took back the bowl. Sigarni felt her strength
returning, but still she was confused. 'Why
did you mention the ... attack on me?' she asked Taliesen. 'Because
it happened three days ago,' he said slowly. 'You have been spirit-wandering in
a place where there is no time.' 'I
remember,' she said. 'He took me by the hand.' 'Who
took her?' asked Ballistar. Taliesen waved him to silence. 'Yes,
you walked with him,' said the wizard, taking Sigarni's hand. She wrenched it
back, her eyes blazing. 'Do not
touch me! No man will ever touch me again!' The violence in her voice was
startling, surprising Ballistar who dropped the empty bowl. It rolled across
the cave floor, coming to rest against the far wall. Taliesen
seemed unmoved by the rebuff. 'I am sorry, my dear, that was remiss of me. Did
you learn much in your time with him?' 'It is
hazy now,' she said sleepily. 'But he said he would teach me ... would always
... be with me.' Sigarni stretched out again and closed her eyes. Taliesen
covered her with a blanket of wool. 'What
was she talking about?' asked Ballistar. 'When did she go walking? And who
with?' Taliesen
rose and walked to the fire. 'Time to gather more wood,' he said. 'Who
did she walk with?' repeated Ballistar. 'It's
not for you to know, dwarf. Now go and fetch some wood. The black man will be
here soon, and then you'll understand a little more of what is happening here.' 'I'm
not your servant!' snapped Ballistar. 'I don't have to jump through hoops
because you say so!' 'No,'
agreed Taliesen, 'you don't. But I am trying to keep her warm, and I am a
little too old to relish walking around a forest and stooping to collect dead
wood. You, on the other hand, do not have far to stoop.' Ill do
it for her,' said the dwarf. 'But know this, Taliesen, I do not like you. Not
one bit.' 'How
wise of you,' Taliesen told him. Ballistar
stomped from the cave and out into the afternoon sunlight. Fallen wood was
plentiful, following the storm, and he spent an idle hour gathering armfuls of
fuel and carrying them back to the 109 cave.
TaJiesen spent the hour sitting silently beside the sleeping Sigarni. Bored
now, Ballistar returned to the poolside and stared out over the water. It was
smooth and motionless here, and the reflections of the trees on the opposite
shore could be seen growing upside-down in the pool. Ballistar moved to the
edge and knelt, leaning out over the water. His own face looked back at him,
the deep-set brown eyes gazing into his. 'What's
it like in an upside-down world?' he asked his reflection. 'Are you happy or
sad?' The face in the pool mouthed the same words back to him. Ballistar moved
back and sat with his back to the trunk of a weeping willow. Asmidir
came riding down the slope and Ballistar stood. The black man was wearing
clothes of brown and russet, with a deep green cloak. He sported no burnoose
and upon his head he wore a helm of burnished iron that rose to a glistening
silver point at the crown. Seeing Ballistar, he drew rein and stepped from the
saddle. 'Where is she?' he asked. Ballistar
pointed to the cave. 'There is a wizard with her. Unpleasant little man.' 'How is
she?' 'Beaten
and abused. She will get better though. I know it.' The
black man nodded. 'I know it also. What news of Fell?' 'I've
heard nothing,' the dwarf told him. 'I've been here for three nights. But I
don't think they'll catch him. A canny man is Fell, and stronger than he
believes.' 'You
see much, Ballistar. You are no man's fool. I shall be taking Sigarni to my
house. You are welcome to join us. I think she will feel better with you
there.' 'She
may not want either of us,' said the dwarf. 'She just told Taliesen that no man
will ever touch her again - she may hate us all for the sins of a few.' Asmidir
shook his head. 'She is too intelligent for that, my friend. Will you come?' 'Of
course I will come. She is my friend.' 'Mine
also,' said Asmidir softly. 'And I will defend her with my life. You believe
me?' Ballistar
looked deeply into the man's dark eyes. 'Aye, I believe you, black man. I don't
like you, but I believe you.' 'There
is much in me to dislike, Ballistar. I have been a harsh man, no and at
times a cruel one. Despite this I have never betrayed a friend, and treachery
is utterly alien to me. I intend to help Sigarni, to teach her all that I know." 'About
what?' asked Ballistar. 'About
war,' Asmidir answered. There
was little conversation as the five men moved through the forest, each locked
in his own thoughts. Fat Tovi the Baker kept thinking of his eldest son, and
how proud he was of the boy. When the soldiers had selected him as one of the
four hostages he had stood tall, straight of back, and he had shown no fear.
Like me, when I was younger, thought Tovi. Then he shook his head. No, he's
better than me. There's a lot of his mother in him, and she comes from good
stock. Beside
him walked Grame the Smith, his thoughts dark and brooding. Grame stood by
while the soldiers selected the hostages, but he was holding the forge hammer
in his hand, and using all his iron will to stop himself from running forward
and braining the grinning officer. That I should live to see this, he thought,
foreigners riding into our villages unopposed and stealing away our people. The
smith felt the shame as if it were his alone. Ahead
of the two old men walked the three foresters, Fell at the centre. Bakris
Tooth-gone was to his left, Gwyn Dark-eye to the right. Gwyn's thoughts were
all of Fell. He loved him better than he loved his own brothers, and was
racking his brains for a fresh argument to use to stop Fell from surrendering
to the Outlanders. But nothing would come. Four lives were at stake, Tovi's
son, the Widow Maffrey, the cattle-herder Clemet, and Nami, the fat daughter of
the shepherd Maccus. Fell was a man of honour, and once he had heard about the
hostages there was only one course of action left to him. It broke Gwyn's heart
to make this journey. Bakris
was thinking about what would happen once the arrogant Fell had been hanged.
Surely his own skills would be recognized and he would be elected Captain of
Foresters? Fell
himself could think only of Sigarni, and all that might have been. Taliesen had
ordered him to lead the hunters deep into the forest, and this he had done,
wounding several of them. They had almost caught him twice, but his woodcraft
saved him - that and his in fleetness
of foot. What will happen now, Sigarni, he wondered? Will you remember me
kindly? In his
mind's eye he could see himself standing on the scaffold, the hemp rope at his
throat. Will you die like a man, Fell, he asked himself, standing tall and
proud? In that moment he knew that he would. No Outland audience would see a
Highland man scream and beg for his life. Fell
glanced up at the branches above him, the sun dappling them with gold and
sending shafts of brilliance to the undergrowth below. Through a break in the
trees he saw High Drain, rising majestically above the other peaks. 'Be with
me, Father!' he whispered to the mountain. 'What's
that, Fell?' asked Gwyn. 'Talking
to myself, man. Ah, but it's a fine day for a walk, to be sure.' 'That
it is, my friend, but I'd be happier if we were heading north.' 'I
cannot do that. I'll let no Highlander die for my crimes.' 'Crimes?
What crimes?' snorted Grame, moving alongside them. 'They raped her, for God's
sake, and they hunted her down like an animal. Who do they think they are,
these Outlanders? First the Baron tries to steal her hawk, then they rob her of
her virtue ..." 'What
virtue?' sneered Bakris. 'Hell's teeth, man, that was gone long ago. She's had
more pricks than an archery target.' 'That's
enough,' hissed Fell as he swung on Grame. 'Who do they think they are? They
are the conquerors, and they make the laws. You, me, the whole of the
Highlands, are ruled at their whim.' 'There's
supposed to be a leader coming,' said Tovi. 'I wish to God he would appear
soon.' 'She
already has,' said Fell. The other men looked at one another, then back at
Fell. 'Aye, you'll think it nonsense,' he said. 'But an old sorcerer came to me,
and told me to be at the Citadel town at dawn on a certain day. There I would
see the Red worn again, and a sword held over the town. Well, my lads, I was
there. And I saw Sigarni don the Red, and watched her kill an Outlander. She's
the leader prophesied. I won't live to see it, but you will.' 'Have
you gone mad, lad?' asked Grame.'What does she know of war and battles? She's a
child. Who'd follow her?' 'I
would,' said Fell. 'If he
would, so would I,' put in Gwyn. 112 Bakris
gave a sneering laugh. 'I'd follow her into the bedroom. Any time.' 'You
will all see it come true,' said Fell. 'Now let's be moving on. I have a wish
to be in Citadel town before dusk.' Tovi
put his broad hand on Fell's shoulder. 'I'm not stopping you boy,' he said, his
voice thick with emotion. 'I'd do anything to bring my son home. Yet, even now,
if you choose to take a different path I'll think none the worse of you. You
understand?' Fell
nodded. 'I understand, Hunt Lord. But I killed an Outlander, and they want
blood. If they don't get mine they will seek it elsewhere. It is their way. I
would ask you this, though - look to Sigarni, and help her all you can. Both
you and Grame are battle-hardened warriors. You have lived what the rest of us
only hear stories of. You know how the heart feels before a battle, and how a
man's courage can turn to water. You know what it takes to stand against a foe.
That knowledge will be vital in the days ahead. My death may give you breathing
space to plan. But it will be no more than that.' 'It may
not even give us that,' said Gwyn. 'They want Sigarni too. They may just take
you, and keep the hostages.' 'I've
thought of that,' said Fell. 'Let us hope there is a spark of honour in the
Baron.' 'You're
doing the right thing, Fell,' said Bakris. 'I'd do the same in your place.' 'Then
let's move on,' said Fell. 'One more hill, lads, and we'll be home.' The
five men trudged up the hill, cresting it just as the sun was turning to blood
over the western mountain peaks. In the distance they could see the line of the
wall around Citadel town, and the tall ramparts of the keep beyond. By the
north gate, in cages outside the wall, hung four bodies, and crows were thick
around them. At this distance it was impossible to recognize faces, but all
knew the worn-out black dress worn by the Widow Maffrey. 'God's heart!'
whispered Grame. 'They've killed them already! But it has only been two days!
They promised a week.' 'A
spark of honour, you said, Fell,' muttered Gwyn. 'Now we all see what Outland
honour is worth.' 'They'll
pay for this a thousandfold,' said Fell. 'I swear it!' Sigarni,
her red cloak wrapped around her shoulders, sat on the mock ramparts of
Asmidir's castle home and stared out over the rolling hills and woodlands to
the south. Asmidir stood alongside her, leaning on the crenellated grey stone
parapet. 'You understand your purpose?' he asked her. 'Yes,'
she said, her voice cold. 'I am to kill Outlanders.' Angrily
he swung on her. 'No! that is the first lesson you must learn. War is not just
a game of killing. Any commander who thinks in this way will be destroyed, if
not by the enemy then by his - or her - own troops.' 'Troops?
Are you insane?' she stormed. 'There are no soldiers, there is no army. There
is only Sigarni. And all I live for now is to kill as many as I can.' Pushing
herself to her feet she faced him, her own pale eyes locked to his dark orbs.
'You can have no understanding of what they did to me, or what they took from
me. You are a man. This whole world has been created for your pleasures, while
women are here merely for sport — either that or to carry your brats for nine
months, ready to feed more souls to your games of slaughter in years to come.
Well, Asmidir, Sigarni will carry no brats, but she mil play your game.' He
smiled ruefully. 'You cannot play until you know what you are playing for. You
must have an objective, Sigarni. How else can you plan?' 'An
objective?' she mocked. 'I am alone, Asmidir. What would you have me do? Where
is my army? You want an objective? To free the Highlands of Outland rule, to
drive the enemy back into their own lands and beyond. To lead a hundred
thousand men deep into their territory and sack their capital. Is that enough
of an objective?' 'It
is,' he said. 'Now examine how you will plan for this objective.' Sigarni
rose and faced him. 'I have no time for worthless games. There is no army.' 'Then
build one,' he said, sternly. Spinning
on her heel Sigarni strode along the rampart, climbing down the stone stairway
to the courtyard. A servant bowed as she passed him. Moving on, she entered the
house where Ballistar was standing before the stuffed bear, staring up at it.
'It's so lifelike,' said the dwarf. 'Don't you think?' Ignoring
him, she walked into the hall and seated herself in a wide leather armchair set
before the log fire. Asmidir followed her, with Ballistar just behind. 'Why
are they bowing to me?' demanded Sigarni. 'All of them. They don't speak ...
but they bow.' 'I
ordered them to,' said Asmidir. 'You must become familiar with such treatment.
From now to the end of your life you will be separated from the common man. You
will become a queen, Sigarni.' 'The
Whore Queen, is that it? Is that how you see me, Asmidir? Or was it some other
black bastard who named me a harlot?' Asmidir
pulled up a chair and sat down opposite her. 'Your anger is justified,' he
said. 'I did not know then that you were the leader the prophecy spoke of. I
ask your forgiveness for that. But I also ask that you focus your rage, and do
not allow it to swamp your reason. If the prophecy was true - and I believe it
to be so - then you must be ready to act. A wise general knows that men can be
replaced, weapons can be replenished. But lost time cannot be regained.' 'And
who will follow me, Asmidir?' she asked. 'Who will follow the whore, Sigarni?' Ballistar
moved between them and gave a low bow. 'I will follow you, Sigarni,' he said.
'Will you let me be the first?' Dropping to one knee he gazed up at her. Sigarni
felt her anger drain away. 'You are my friend,' she said wearily. 'Is that not
enough?' 'No. I
believe what he says. The wizard said the same. I know I am not built to be a
warrior, or to lead men into battle. I can serve you, though. I can cook, and I
can think. I am not a fool, Sigarni, though nature has gifted me the appearance
of one. Other men will kneel before you, and you will gather an army from among
the clans. And if we are all to die, let it be while fighting a vile enemy. For
from now until then, at least we will live with pride.' Sigarni
stood and took his arms, helping him to his feet. 'You shall be the first,
Ballistar,' she said. Seizing her hand he kissed it, then stepped back,
blushing. 'I'll
leave you now,' he said. 'I'll prepare breakfast. Planning should never be
attempted on an empty stomach.' As the
dwarf departed Asmidir leaned forward. 'His words had great wisdom, Sigarni.' She
said nothing, but sat silently for a while staring into the flames, seeing
again the sword that crushed the life from Abby, and then the terrible ordeal
in the dungeon. 'What
kind of army can we raise?' she asked. Asmidir
smiled. 'That is more like it! the Loda number less than two thousand people,
of which no more than six hundred could fight, and only then for a short space
of time, for the fields would have to be tilled and planted, crops gathered and
so on. Realistically we could raise three hundred fighting men. The Pallides
number more than six thousand, with approximately two thousand men between the
ages of fifteen and sixty. I have no detailed information as yet about the
Farlain, but judging by the areas they inhabit, there should be at least four
thousand of them. The Wingoras are the smallest clan, but even they could put
two hundred fighting men on the field of battle. All in all, perhaps four
thousand in total.' 'Such a
total could not be reached,' she said. 'You could not assemble all the clan's
fighting men in one place. If the enemy were to avoid a confrontation, or slip
by, all the villages and towns would be undefended.' Asmidir
clapped his hands together. 'Good!' he said. 'Now you are thinking! Tell me
then, what is the most important matter to be studied first?' 'The
enemy leader,' she said, without hesitation. Then she faltered, her brow
furrowing. 'What
is it?' he asked. 'Are you in pain again?' 'No. I
am... remembering. How strange. It is like looking through a window and seeing
myself from afar. And he is with me. Talking. Teaching. He is saying, Know the
enemy general for he is the heart and mind of the foe. The body may be of great
power, and almost invincible, hut if the heart and mind are not sound he will
face defeat.' She saw
that Asmidir was surprised. 'Who is saying this? And when?' 'The
King who was,' she told him, 'and he spoke to me while I slept in the cave.' 'Now
you are speaking in riddles.' 'Not at
all, Asmidir, but let us leave it there, as a mystery for you. He also said
there were five fundamentals to analyse before war was undertaken: moral
influence, weather, terrain, command, and doctrine.' Asmidir's
surprise turned to astonishment. His eyes narrowed and he smiled. 'Did he also
mention the seven elements?' 'No. He
said he would leave that to you.' 'Are
you making mock of me, woman?' he asked, his expression softening. 116 She
shook her head. 'I am speaking the truth.' Rising smoothly she stood before
him. 'And woman is no way to address a leader,' she said, smiling. Asmidir
did not return the smile. Instead he moved to his knees before her and bowed
his head. 'I ask your forgiveness, my lady,' he said, 'and I further request
that you allow me to be the second man to pledge his loyalty to you.' 'Now
you are mocking me, Asmidir,' she admonished him. He
glanced up, his face set. 'I have never been more serious, Sigarni. I offer you
my sword, my experience, and - if necessary - my life. All that I have is yours
... now and for ever.' 'It
shall be so,' she heard herself say. At that
moment a servant entered. He bowed low. 'Soldiers approaching, lord. Some
thirty in number. With them rides the man you spoke of, dressed all in green.' Asmidir
swore softly. 'Remain in your room, Sigarni. This situation may become
delicate.' 'Who is
the man in green?' she asked. 'A
Seeker, a Finder. His powers are strong, and he will sense your spirit. One of
my servants will come to you. Follow where he leads, my lady, and I will come
to you when I can.' Obrin
removed his iron helm and pushed back his chain-mail head-and shoulder-guard,
allowing the mountain breeze to cool his face and blow through his
short-cropped hair. Resting the helm on a flat stone beside the stream, he
pulled off his riding gauntlets and laid them atop the helm. 'A beautiful
land,' observed the Finder Kollarin, moving alongside him and splashing water
to his face. 'Like
my homeland,' replied the sergeant, scanning the mountains. Obrin said nothing
more and moved away to check the horses. They had been picketed a little way
upstream and a sentry was standing by them. 'Give them a while to cool down,
then take them to water,' he told the young man. 'Yes,
sir.' 'Yes,
sergeant!' snapped Obrin. 'I'm not a bloody officer.' 'Yes,
sergeant.' Obrin's
foul mood darkened further. It had started already. Word of his temporary
promotion had spread fast and the men thought it humorous,
but nothing could be further from the truth. As they were leaving the Citadel
barracks Obrin had seen several officers watching him. They were laughing. One
of them, Lieutenant Masrick - a potbellied second cousin of the Baron - cracked
a joke, his thin voice carrying to the mounted soldiers waiting for Obrin: Tut
a pig in silk and it is still a pig, eh, my friends?' Obrin
pretended not to hear. It was the best policy. His short-lived appointment
would soon be forgotten, but the emnity of a man like Masrick could see him
humbled - or worse. Obrin pushed thoughts of Masrick from his mind. He had
camped his men in a hollow beside a stream. From here the camp-fires could be
seen over no great distance and, with a sentry posted on the closest hill, they
could have ample warning of any hostile approach. Not that Obrin expected an
attempt to rescue the prisoner. However regulations demanded that, in the
absence of a fortified camp, the officer in charge observed the proper
precautions. The ground was rocky, but sheltered, and two camp-fires had
already been lit. Cooking pots were in place above them and the smell of stew
was beginning to fill the air. Obrin walked to the brow of a hill overlooking
the camp-site and sat down on a rock. From here he could see Kollarin sitting
beside the stream, and the other men moving about their chores. The prisoner
was seated by a slender elm at the edge of the camp, his hands and feet tied.
There was blood on his face, and his left eye was blackened and swollen. Obrin
felt uncomfortable. He had known Fell for almost four years and he liked the
man. A good judge of character, Obrin knew the clansman to be strong, proud and
honest. He was no murderer, of that Obrin was sure. What difference does it
make what you think, he asked himself? Who cares? You had a job to do and you
did it. That's all that matters. Fell had said nothing since the capture. Kollarin
had led them to a cave, in which Fell was sleeping. They had rushed him and
overpowered him. But not before Fell had smashed Bakker's nose and broken the
jaw of the new recruit, Klebb. Obrin grinned at the memory. There was little to
like about Bakker, a loud, greasy whoreson with shifty eyes. The flattened nose
had improved his looks tenfold! Obrin
saw Kollarin rise and begin to walk up the hill. He cursed inwardly for the man
unnerved him. The sergeant did not care for magickers. Obrin made the Sign of
the Protective Horn as the man a8 approached.
He did not do it covertly, but allowed Kollarin to see the gesture. The man
in green smiled and nodded. 'I only read minds when I am paid,' he said. 'Your
secrets are quite safe.' 'I have
no secrets, Finder. I tell no lies. I deceive no one - least of all myself.' 'Then
why make the sign?' asked Kollarin, sitting alongside the soldier. 'A
casual insult,' admitted Obrin, unconcerned over any possible reaction. 'You do
not like me, sergeant.'You believe Fell should have been given the chance to
fight like a man, and not be taken in his sleep. You are probably right. I
would go further, though. We are all reared on stories of heroes, great
warriors, or poets, or philosophers. We are told that we must aspire to be just
like these heroes, for only by so doing can we ensure the survival of
civilization. It is very noble. Indeed it is laudable.' Kollarin chuckled. 'And
then we become men, and we realize that it is all a nonsense.' 'It is
not nonsense!' said Obrin. 'We need heroes.' 'Of
course we do,' Kollarin agreed. 'The nonsense is that sometimes they are the
enemy. What then do we do, Obrin?' 'I'm
not a philosopher. I live by my own rules. I steal from no man, and I commit no
evil. God will judge me on that whefi my time comes.' 'I am
sure that He will judge all of us, my friend. Tell me, what do you think He
will think of us when young Fell is brought before him? When his body lies
broken and blinded on the Citadel rack and his spirit floats up to paradise?' Obrin
was growing more uneasy, yet he did not walk away, though he wanted to. 'How
should I know?' 'I
think you know,' said Kollarin sadly. 'What
do you want me to say?' stormed Obrin. 'That he has been treated unjustly? Yes,
he has. That he doesn't deserve to die? No, he doesn't. None of it matters. The
Baron is the law, he gave me my orders and it is my duty to obey them. What of
you? You took his money, and agreed to hunt down the clansman. Why did you do
it?' Kollarin
smiled. 'I had my reasons, Obrin. Did you hear about what happened to the
woman?' 'It is
said they raped her but I find it hard to believe. Will Stamper was not that
kind of man. We were friends, I knew him.' IV) 'He did
it,' said Kollarin. 'I was in that cell. I read it in the blood. They all did
it. And they cut her, and they bit her, and they beat her with fists. And all
because she tried to stop the Baron stealing her hawk. Heroic, eh?' Obrin
said nothing for a moment. The light was failing and the camp-fires cast a
gentle glow over the hollow. 'I can't change the world,' he said sadly. 'Fell
rescued the woman and I'm glad that he did. Now he has to pay for it, which
saddens me. But in my life I've seen a lot of good men die, Kollarin. And a lot
of evil men prosper. It is the way of things.' 'You'll
see worse yet,' said Kollarin coldly. 'Like
what?' 'The
invasion in the spring, when the Baron leads an army to annihilate the
Highlanders. You'll see the burning buildings, hear the screams of women and
children, watch the crows feast on the bodies of farmers and shepherds.' 'That's
just a rumour!' snapped Obrin. 'And a stupid one at that! There's no one for
the army to fight here.' 'I am
Kollarin the Finder,' said the man in green, rising. 'And I do not lie either.' Obrin
stood and walked down the hill. A soldier offered him a bowl of stew, which he
accepted, and for a while he sat with his men, listening to them talk of whores
they had known, or lands they had campaigned in. Then he ladled more stew into
his bowl and walked to where Fell was tied. The clansman looked up at him, but
said nothing. Obrin
squatted down. 'I have some food foryou,' he said, lifting the bowl to Fell's
lips. The clansman turned his head away and Obrin laid down the bowl. 'I'm
sorry, Fell,' he said softly. 'I like you, man, and I think you did right. I
hope to God the woman gets far away from here.' The clansman's eyes met his,
but no words were spoken by him. Returning
to the fire, Obrin ordered the cooking pots cleaned and stowed, then set
sentries for the night. Kollarin was once more sitting by the stream, his green
cloak wrapped about his shoulders. Using
his saddle for a pillow, Obrin removed his chain-mail shoulder-guard and his
breastplate, unbuckled his sword and dagger belt and settled down to sleep. In
all his seventeen years of soldiering sleep had always come easily. In the
blazing heat of the Kushir plains, in the harsh, bone-biting cold of the
Cleatian mountains, at sea in a gale-tossed ship, Obrin could just close his
eyes and will his body to 120 rest.
It was, he knew, a vital skill for a veteran. In sleep a man regained his
strength and rested his soul. In war a soldier's life depended on his power,
speed and reflexes. There were few second chances for a tired warrior on a
battlefield. But
sleep was slow to come tonight. Obrin
lay on his back, staring up at the bright stars and the lantern moon. He was
walking along a narrow trail, beneath an arched tunnel made up of the
interlinked branches of colossal trees on both sides of the way. Obrin stopped
and glanced back. The tunnel seemed to stretch on for ever, dark and gloomy,
pierced occasionally by a shaft of moonlight through a gap in the branches. Obrin
walked on. There were no night sounds, no owl calls, no rustling of wind in the
leaves. All was silence, save for his soft footfalls on the soft earth. Ahead
was a brilliant shaft of moonlight, a beautiful column of light that shone upon
a cross-roads. Obrin approached it, and saw a warrior sitting on a rock by the
wayside. The man was huge, his long white hair gleaming in the moonlight. He
wore his beard in two white braids which hung to his silver breastplate. A
double-handed claymore was plunged into the earth before him, its hilt a
glistening silver, while a huge crimson stone was set into the pommel. 'It is
a fine weapon, 'said Obrin. The man
stood. He towered over Obrin by a good Southland foot. 'It has served me well,'
he said, his voice rich and deep. Obrin looked up into his pale, deep-set eyes.
They were the colour of a winter storm-cloud, grey and cold. Yet Obrin felt no
fear. 'Where
are we?' he asked. The
tall warrior extended his arm, sweeping it across the three paths that began in
the pillar of light. 'We are at the cross-roads,' said the warrior. Obrin's
attention was caught by the man's single gauntlet of red iron. It was
splendidly crofted, seemingly as supple as leather. 'Who
are you?' he asked 'A man
who once travelled,' answered the warrior. 'Many paths, many roads, many
trails. I walked the mountains, Obrin, and I rode the lowlands. Many paths,
some crooked, some straight. All were hard.' 'The
warrior's paths,' said Obrin. 'Aye, I know them. No hearth, no home, no kin.
Only the Way of Iron.' Weariness settled upon him and he sat down. 121 The
warrior seated himself beside the Southlander. 'And which path do you walk
now?' asked the stranger. 'Igo
where lam sent. What else can a soldier do? Seventeen yean I have served the
Baron. I have matched friends die, and my boots have collected the dust of many
nations. Now I have an aching shoulder and a knee that does not like to march.
In three years I can claim my hectare of land. Maybe I will - if I can still
remember how to farm. What of you? Where are you going?' 'Nowhere
I haven't teen,' answered the man. 7 too wanted to farm, and to breed cattle.
But I was called upon to right a wrong. It was a small matter. A nobleman and
his friends were hunting, and they rode through afield and trampled a child
playing there. Her legs were broken badly and the family had no coin to pay for
a Wycca man to heal her. I went to the nobleman and asked for justice.' Obrin
sighed. 'I could finish that story for you, man. There's no justice for the
poor. Never was, never will be. Did he laugh in your face?' The
giant shook his head. 'He had me flogged for my impudence.' 'What
happened to the girl?' 'She
lived. I went back to the nobleman and this time he paid.' 'What
brought about his change of heart?' 'There
was no change of heart. I left his head on a spike, and I burned his home to
the ground. It was a grand fire, which burned bright and lit the sky for many a
mile. It also lit men's hearts, and that fire burned for thirty years.' 'By
God, did they not hunt you?' 'Aye.
And then I hunted them.' 'Andyou
were victorious?' 'Always.'
The warrior chuckled. 'Until the last day.' 'What
happened-then?' Idly
the warrior drew his sword from the earth and examined the glistening blade.
The ruby shone like fresh blood, the blade gleaming like captured moonlight.
'The war was over. Victory was won. The land was at peace, and free. I thought
my enemies were all dead. A dreadful mistake for a warrior. I was riding across
my lands, gazing upon High Druin, watching the storm-clouds gather there. They
surprised me. My horse was killed, but not before the gallant beast got me to
the edge of the forest. They came at me in a pack: men I had fought alongside,
even promoted. Not friends, you understand, but comrades-in-arms. My heart was
wounded each time I killed one of them. The wounds to my body were as nothing
to my grief.' 'Why
did they turn on you?' The
warrior shrugged, then thrust the sword once more into the earth. 7 122 wasaking,
Obrin. And I was arrogant and sure. I treated some of them with disdain. Others
I ignored. There were always ten men queuing for every favour I could grant.
And I made mistakes. Once I had freed them from the tyranny of the oppressor I
became a tyrant in their eyes. Who knows, maybe they were right. I do not judge
them.' 'How
did you survive alone against so many?' 7 did
not.' Obrin
was shocked. 'You . .. you are a spirit then?' We both
are, Obrin. But you have a body of flesh to which you will return.' 7 don't
understand. Why am I here?' 7
called you.' 'For
what purpose?' asked Obrin. 7 am not a king, nor of any worth.' 'Do not
be so harsh on yourself, man,' said the warrior, laying his iron gauntlet on
Obrin's shoulder. 'You have merely lost your way. And now you are at the
cross-roads. You may choose a new path.' Obrin
gazed around him. All the pathways looked the same, interminable tunnels
beneath arched trees. 'What difference does it make?'he asked. 'They are
identical.' The
warrior nodded. 'Aye, that is true. All roads lead to death, Obrin. It is
inescapable. Even so, there is a right path.' Obrin
laughed, but the sound was bitter and harsh. 'How would I know it?' 'Ifyou
cannot recognize it, then you must find a man already upon it and follow him.
You will know, Obrin. Let the heart-light shine. It will light the way.' Obrin
awoke with a start. The dawn light was streaking the sky, though the stars had
not yet faded. His thoughts were muddled and his mouth felt as if he'd
swallowed a badger. With a groan he sat up. His right shoulder ached
abominably. Rising from his blankets, he walked to a nearby tree and emptied
his bladder. Everyone else was still asleep, including the prisoner. Obrin
hawked and spat, then stretched his right arm over his head, seeking to ease
the ache. The
hill sentry walked down and saluted.'Nothing to report from the watch,
sergeant,' he said, 'but there are riders to the south.' 'Clansmen?'
This was unlikely, for there were few horses in the mountains. 'No,
sir. Soldiers from Citadel, I think. Too far away to be sure.' 123 •(jet a
breakfast fire going,' ordered Obrin. Moving to the stream, he stripped to the
waist and washed in the cold water, splashing it over his face and hair.
Kollarin joined him. 'Sleep well, sergeant?' 'I always sleep well.' 'No
dreams?' Obrin
cupped some water into his hands and drank noisily. There was an edge to the
man's voice, like a plea of some kind. Obrin looked at him. 'Yes, I dreamt,' he
said. 'You?' Kollarin
nodded. 'Did it make sense to you?' 'Are
dreams supposed to make sense?' Kollarin
moved in close, his voice dropping to a whisper. 'He has come to me before -
back in Citadel when I was hunting the woman. He told me to leave her be. That
is why I only agreed to hunt down the man. Do you know who he is?' 'I
thought you only read minds for coin,' Obrin reminded him. The sergeant stood
and shivered as the cold morning breeze touched his wet skin. Hastily he donned
his shirt, then returned to his blankets and put on his armour. Kollarin
remained by the stream. A
soldier with a swollen nose approached Obrin. 'All quiet in the night,' he
said, his voice thick and nasal. 'How's
the nose, Bakker?' 'Hurts
like Hell. I was tempted to cut the bastard's throat last night, but I reckon
I'll just get myself dungeon duty and watch the torturer at work on him.' 'We
ride in one hour,' said Obrin. They
breakfasted on porridge and black bread, but the prisoner steadfastly refused
the food Obrin brought to him. With the meal finished, the cooking pots cleaned
and stowed, Obrin's men prepared for the journey back to Citadel. 'Riders
coming!' shouted one of the men. Obrin wandered to the edge of the hollow and
waited as the ten-man section rode in. They were led by Lieutenant Masrick.
Obrin saluted as the man dismounted. 'I see
you caught him,' said the officer, ignoring the salute. 'About time, sergeant.
Has he told you where the girl is?' 'No
sir. I was ordered to bring him back, not interrogate him.' Masrick
swung to Bakker, who was just about to douse the breakfast fire. 'You there!
Keep that fire going.' Slipping his dagger 124 from
its sheath, he tossed it to Bakker. 'Heat the point. I want it glowing red.' Masrick
strode to where Fell was tied, then aimed a savage kick into the prisoner's
belly, doubling him over. 'That,' said the officer, 'is for nothing at all.
What follows will, however, have value. Are you listening, clansman?' Fell
raised his head and met the officer's stare. He said nothing. Masrick knelt
before him and punched him full in the face. Fell's head snappped back,
cannoning against the tree-trunk. 'You killed a cousin of mine. He was a
wretch, but he owed me money. That was bad. But it will be worth much more to
me to find the woman and bring her back to the Baron. I think you'll help me.
All you clansmen think you are tough. But trust me, when I have burned out your
left eye you'll do anything to save the sight in the other." The
soldiers had gathered round the scene in a sweeping half-circle. Obrin gazed at
their faces.They were eager for the entertainment. Kollarin was standing back
from them, his expression impossible to read. Bakker brought the heated knife
to the officer; the hilt was wrapped in a rag, the point hissing as Masrick
took it. 'Lieutenant!'
Obrin's voice barked out. Masrick was startled and he almost dropped the knife. 'What?
Make it quick, man, the knife is cooling!' 'Leave
him be!' Masrick
ignored him and knelt before Fell, the knife moving towards the forester's
eyes. Obrin's foot rose and slammed into the officer's face, spinning him to
the ground. There was a gasp from the soldiers. Masrick rolled to his knees,
then screamed as his hand pressed down on the red-hot blade which was
smouldering in the grass. He surged to his feet, his face crimson. 'By God
you'll pay for that!' 'I am
an acting captain,' said Obrin, 'promoted by the Baron himself. You are a
lieutenant who just disobeyed an order from a superior officer. Where does that
leave you, you jumped-up toad?' 'You
have lost your mind,' sneered Masrick, 'and I will see you hang for your
impertinence. No common man may strike a nobleman, be the common man a captain
or a general. That kick is going to cost you dear!' 'Ah
well,' said Obrin, with a broad smile, 'may as well be hung for a sheep as a
lamb!' So saying, he took a step forward and slammed his 125 fist
into the officer's mouth, catapulting the man from his feet. Drawing his
dagger, he moved in for the kill. Something
struck him a wicked blow on the skull and he staggered, half turning. He saw
Bakker raise his arm, then the cudgel struck his temple and he fell into
darkness. When he
awoke he found himself tied to his saddle. Masrick was leading the column and
they were approaching a small castle. Fell was walking beside Obrin's mount,
his hands tied behind him and a rope around his neck. The other end of the rope
was being held by the rider in front. 'You
really did it this time, sergeant,' said a voice from his left. Obrin turned in
the saddle to see, riding alongside him, Bakker. 'Now they're going to hang
you! Not before time, if you ask me. You always was a right pain in the groin.
Never liked you.' Obrin
ignored him. The
castle gates loomed ahead. 7 A
SMIDIR HAD NEVER enjoyed great talent as a magicker. Though his powers of
concentration were great, and his imagination powerful, he had always lacked
what his tutors termed ability of release. Magic, he was told, involved the
user surrendering control and merging his mind with the powers hovering beyond
what the five senses could experience. For all his talent Asmidir had never
been able to fully release. Now he sat in the main hall, a huge leather-bound book
open on his lap. The script was in gold, carefully set upon bleached leather;
it was an ancient Kushir script and he read it with difficulty. Closing
the book, he stood and moved to the long, oval table. Upon it was a golden
dish, set on a stand above three small candles. Asmidir drew his dagger and
began to speak. His eyes were closed, his spirit loose within the cage of his
powerful body as his breathing deepened. The dagger blade cut into his forearm
and blood welled, dripping into the heated dish where it sizzled and steamed.
Asmidir's voice faded away. Opening his eyes, he took a deep, shuddering
breath. It was done. Not brilliantly, not even expertly. Let it at least be
adequate, he thought. Returning the dagger to its sheath he pressed his thumb
against the shallow wound on his arm, applying pressure for some minutes. A
dark-skinned servant stepped forward with a long linen bandage. Asmidir
extended his arm, and the man skilfully applied it. 'Bring
the officer here to me, Ari,' he told the servant. 'Also the man in green. You
have prepared the refreshment I ordered for the soldiers?' 'Yes,
lord. As you commanded.' The
servant took the bowl and departed the room. Asmidir returned to the log fire
and settled himself into an armchair. He heard the sounds of hoofbeats on
stone, and felt the cold blast of air as the main doors of the castle were
pulled open to admit the soldiers. 127 Rising
from his chair, he turned towards the door just as the potbellied Lieutenant
Masrick strode into sight with Kollarin the Finder behind him. Masrick's face
was discoloured, his lips thickened and split. 'Good
day to you,' said Asmidir, stepping forward with an outstretched hand. 'It is
good to see you again, Masrick.' The officer responded with a perfunctory
handshake. A servant appeared. 'Fetch wine for our guests, Ari.' Masrick
removed his iron helm and carelessly dropped it upon the highly polished table. 'The
Baron wants to see you," said Masrick. 'You are to return with us to
Citadel.' 'I think
you mean that the Baron has requested my presence,' said Asmidir coolly. 'No, I
said what I meant. He told me to bring you, and that's what I'll do.' Masrick
lifted a hand to his smashed lips, probing them. 'I have two prisoners with me.
Does this place still boast a dungeon?' 'No,'
Asmidir told him. He swung to Kollarin. 'And you must be the Finder,' he said,
forcing a smile. 'I take it from the fact that you have prisoners that you have
been successful.' 'Yes,'
said Kollarin. He moved to the hearth and reached out to touch the
leather-bound book on the small table. Idly the man in green flipped open the
cover. 'Ah, a Kushir grimoire. A long time since I have seen such a work. The
scripting is very fine - resin dusted with gold and then varnished. Exquisite!' 'You
read Kushir?' asked Asmidir, holding his expression to one of mild interest,
while his heart beat against his ribs like a drum of war. 'I read
all known languages,' said Kollarin. 'I do not wish it to sound like a boast,
since it is a Talent I have possessed all my life, and not the result of
dedicated study.' The
servant, Ari, returned with a flagon of wine and two goblets. Masrick accepted
his without a word of thanks. Kollarin smiled at Ari and gave a short bow of
the head. 'Not drinking with us, Asmidir?' Masrick asked. 'No.'
Turning back to Kollarin, he asked, 'What will you do now that your hunt has
been successful?" 'Successful?'
queried Kollarin. 'Two
prisoners. I understood you were hunting for a man and a woman.' 'We
haven't caught the woman yet,' said Masrick, cutting in, 'but 128 we
will. We have the forester, Fell. The other prisoner is a renegade. He struck
me! Loosened several teeth. By God, he'll pay for it when I get him back to
Citadel.' 'It
does look sore,' agreed Asmidir. 'Ari, fetch some of the special camomile
ointment for this gentleman.' As the servant departed Asmidir seated himself
before the fire, trying not to look at Kollarin as the man slowly turned the
pages of the grimoire. 'So,' he said to Masrick, 'why does the Baron request my
presence so urgently?' 'That's
for him to tell you,' muttered Masrick. 'Now where can I lodge these prisoners?
Do you have no rooms with locks?' 'Sadly,
no. I suggest you bring them in here. Then at least you can watch them until
you leave.' 'Until
we leave,' corrected Masrick. Asmidir
rose and approached the officer. The black man was at least a foot taller. 'At
the moment, my dear Masrick, I am putting aside your bad manners on the grounds
that the blow to your face, and the subsequent pain, has made you forget your
breeding. Understand, however, that my patience is not limitless. Try to
remember that you are an insignificant second cousin to the Baron, whereas I am
a friend to the King. Now get out and fetch your prisoners. I wish to speak
with the Finder.' Masrick's
mouth dropped open, and his eyes narrowed. Asmidir read the fury there. The
black man leaned in close. 'Think carefully before you react, moron. It is
considered deeply unlucky to be struck twice in the face on the same day.'
Masrick swallowed hard and backed away. Asmidir swung away from him and crossed
the room to where Kollarin waited. For a moment only Masrick hesitated, then he
marched from the hall. 'You
did not need the cloak spell,' said Kollarin softly. 'I refused to hunt the
woman.' 'Very
wise,' Asmidir told him, keeping his voice low. 'When you return to Citadel
town I will see that one hundred silver pieces are delivered to you.' 'Very
kind.' Kollarin's green eyes held Asmidir's gaze. 'But I shall not be returning
to Citadel.' 'Neither
shall I,' said Asmidir, with a wry smile. Masrick
returned to the hall and two soldiers led in the prisoners, ordering them to
sit by the far wall. The officer marched up to Asmidir. 'I fear you were right,
Lord Asmidir,' said Masrick. 'The events
of the day shortened my temper. I ask your forgiveness for my ... abrupt
manner.' The anger was still present in his eyes, but Asmidir merely smiled. 'We
will say no more about it, my dear Masrick. Are your men being fed?' 'Yes.
Thank you. How soon will you be ready to leave?' Asmidir
did not answer, but strolled across the hall and stood before the prisoners. 'I
know you,' he said, addressing Obrin. 'You were in the fist-fighting tourney
last winter. You lost in the final -stumbled and went down with an overhand
right.' 'You
have a good memory for faces,' Obrin told him. 'Now if I'd managed to hit the
Cleatian with the same power that I used on goat-face there, I would have won.' Masrick
ran forward and aimed a savage kick which thundered against Obrin's shoulder.
'Be silent, wretch!' he shouted. 'Even
kicks like a goat,' sneered Obrin. Masrick
drew his dagger. 'I'll cut your bastard tongue out!' he threatened. Asmidir
laid his hand on the officer's arm. 'Not here my friend,' he said. 'The rugs
were expensive, shipped all the way from Kushir. As
Obrin's laughter sounded, Masrick paled, and his hand trembled. But he slammed
the dagger back in its scabbard. The
servant returned, carrying a small enamelled pot. As he paused beside Masrick
and bowed, the officer looked at the tall servant. 'Well, what do you want?' Ari
held out the pot. 'What is this?' Masrick asked Asmidir. 'A
healing ointment. Apply it to the lips and you will see.' Masrick
took the pot and removed the lid. The ointment was cream-coloured. Dabbing a
finger to it, he spread some on his injury. 'That is good,' he said. 'Soothing!
Where did you obtain it?' 'My
servants are a&Al-jiin,' said Asmidir. 'They are very skilled with
potions.' Kollarin
was only half listening to the exchange, but the words Al-jiin cut through him
like a sword of ice. Standing beside the hearth he stiffened, his green eyes
flicking to Ari. The man was tall and slender, his skin the colour of
age-polished oak; he had a prominent nose, not negroid like Asmidir, but curved
and aquiline. In that moment 130 Kollarin
wondered how he could ever have been convinced the man was a servant. He
glanced at his wine goblet. It was still almost full. How much had he drunk?
One mouthful? Two? Ari
turned slowly, his deep dark stare pinning Kollarin. The servant seemed to
glide across the room. 'Are you well, lord? asked Ari. 'You are looking pale.' 'I am
well at this moment,' said Kollarin. Reaching out with his Talent, he touched
the other man's mind... and recoiled as if he had thrust his hand into a fire. 'Perhaps
you should sit down, lord,' offered Ari. 'Am I
to die here?' pulsed Kollarin. 'If my
Lord wills it so,' came the response. 'If you will excuse me,' he said aloud,
'I have duties to attend to.' 'By all
means,' said Kollarin. Ari turned and left the hall and once more Kollarin
reached out, seeking not the mind of the servant but choosing instead the
soldiers who were waiting outside. He pictured the solid cavalryman, Klebb. Nothing.
One by one he sought out the others. Still
nothing. Were their thoughts being shielded, he wondered? Sitting
by the fire he closed his eyes and dropped his spirit to the second level,
opening his mind to more general astral emanations. He felt the castle and its
great age, and beyond it the forest and the heartbeat of eternity. From
here it was a simple matter to find the third level. Kollarin gasped. Moving
through the castle he could see the restless, disembodied shapes of lost
spirits, murdered men who did not yet know they had died. His
eyes snapped open. All
dead. Twenty-eight soldiers, drugged and then strangled. All that remained were
the two guards in the room, and Masrick himself. Kollarin's mouth was dry and
he reached out for his wine. What are you doing, fool? Leaving the goblet where
it stood, he rose and rubbed his hand across his mouth. Am I under sentence? he
wondered. Asmidir
crossed the hall. 'You seem preoccupied, my boy,' he said. Kollarin
looked up into the black man's face, seeing the power there, and the cruelty.
'YourAl-jiin have completed their work,' he said softly. 'Where does that leave
me?' 'Where
would you like to be left?' Asmidir asked. 'Alive
would be pleasant.' 'What
are you two whispering about?' asked Masrick, picking up Kollarin's goblet and
draining it. He belched and then sat down. 'We
were talking about life and death, Masrick,' said Asmidir, 'and the slender
thread that separates both.' 'Nothing
slender about it,' said the officer. 'It is all a question of skill and
courage.' 'What
about luck?' asked Asmidir. 'Being in the wrong place at the wrong time?' 'A man
makes his own luck,' replied Masrick. 'I'm
not sure that's true,' said Asmidir. 'But let us put it to the test. Would it
be lucky or unlucky were you to find the woman, Sigarni?' 'Lucky,
of course,' answered Masrick. 'You know where she is?' 'Indeed
I do.' Asmidir clapped his hands twice. A line of warriors filed silently into
the room; tall men in black cloaks and helms, all carrying sabres of shining
steel. They wore black mail-shirts which extended to their thighs, and black
boots reinforced with strips of black steel. Across their chests each wore a
thick leather baldric, complete with three throwing knives in jet-black
sheaths. Kollarin moved back against the wall as the warriors fanned out. He
recognized the servant Ari, though the man now looked like a prince of legend. Masrick
was also watching them. 'What is the meaning of this?' he asked. Asmidir
chuckled and without turning his head he gave an order. 'Kill the guards,' he
said, his voice even, almost regretful. Kollarin
watched as if in a dream. Two of the black-garbed warriors drew throwing knives
from their sheaths and slowly turned. One of the guards, a man with a bruised
and swollen nose, frantically tried to draw his sword; a knife-hilt appeared in
his throat and he sank back against the wall. The second guard turned to run; a
black knife slashed through the air taking him in the back of the neck and he
fell forward, his face striking the edge of the table; the blow dislodged his
helm which rolled across the table-top. The two dark-skinned warriors retrieved
their blades and returned to stand in line with their comrades. Masrick's
face was ashen. Kollarin almost felt pity for the man. 'Ari,' said Asmidir
softly, 'is our guest ready to join us?' 'Yes,
Lord.' Ari departed the hall and a terrible silence followed. Masrick was
sweating now and Kollarin saw that the little man's 132 hands
were trembling. Despite his armour he looked nothing like a soldier. 'I...
I... don't want to die, Asmidir,' he whimpered, tears spilling to his cheeks. The
black man ignored him. 'Please don't kill me!' The hall door opened and Ari
returned. Behind him came another warrior and Kollarin's breath caught in his
throat. She was tall and slender, her hair silver-white like the chain-mail
tunic she wore. Thigh-length and split at the sides, the links gleamed like
jewels. Her long legs were encased in glistening black leggings, delicately
reinforced by more silver chain-links around the upper legs, and a crimson
cloak hung from her shoulders. Kollarin had never seen a more beautiful woman.
As she entered all the warriors, including Asmidir, bowed deeply. Kollarin
followed their lead. Masrick
tried to stand, pushing his arms against the sides of the chair, but his legs
would not move. He slumped back, then a convulsion jerked his body in several
spasms. Asmidir leaned over him. 'Your hunt was successful, Masrick. You are in
the presence of Sigarni. Die happy!' Spittle
frothed at Masrick's lips and his eyes bulged. Then he was still, the open eyes
staring unfocused at the man before him. The silver-armoured woman approached
the chair and stared down at the dead man. 'Did he die of fright?' she asked
Asmidir. 'No. He
smeared poison upon his lips.' The
woman looked at Kollarin, who bowed once more. 'Why does this one live?' 'In
truth I am not sure,' said Asmidir. 'He refused to hunt you, and I do not know
why. He is the Finder, Kollarin. Do you wish him slain?' Kollarin
waited, his green eyes watching the woman's face. 'Why did you refuse?' she
asked him. 'That
is not easy to answer, lady,' he told her, surprised that his voice remained
steady. 'A man appeared to me and asked me to spare you.' 'Describe
him.' 'The
face was powerful, deep-set blue eyes. His hair was silver-white, like yours,
and he wore his beard in two braids.' She
nodded, then swung to Asmidir. 'Let him live,' she said. The
black man was about to speak, yet held his silence. Stepping 03 back,
he allowed Sigarni to dominate the centre of the room. Her armour he had brought
with him from Kushir, intended as a gift for the warrior king the seer had
spoken of. Asmidir had always pictured it upon the muscular form of a young
man. Yet now, as he gazed upon her martial beauty, he could scarce believe he
had not purchased it with Sigarni in mind. Everything about her was regal, and
he wondered how he had failed to notice it before. HisAl-jiin
had cut the two prisoners free and both men were now standing and staring at
the warrior woman. Fell bowed his head. Sigarni's eyes were fixed on the
Outlander in the uniform of a soldier. Her hand closed around the hilt of her
dagger, the blade whispering from its scabbard as she moved towards the man
with deceptive grace. Only Fell recognized her intent. 'No, Sigarni,' he said,
stepping in front of the soldier. 'This man saved me from torture at the risk
of his own life.' 'No
Outlander will live,' she said softly, almost without anger. 'Stand aside,
Fell.' 'I
claim the Cormaach on this man,' he said. Asmidir was puzzled, and he watched
Sigarni's reaction carefully. She stood silently for a moment, then gave a cold
smile. 'You
would do this for an enemy?' she asked. 'I do.
I sat with my arms bound and a glowing red-hot knife was before my eyes. Obrin
stopped the officer, and struck him into the bargain. They were taking him back
for torture and death. It would seem poor gratitude indeed if I stood by while
he was casually slain. I ask for his life, Sigarni.' 'Stand
aside, Fell, I would speak with this man.' Fell hesitated, for the dagger was
still in her hand. For a moment only he failed to move, then he stepped back.
Asmidir watched the soldier, Obrin. There was no sign of fear in the man. 'Are
you aware,' asked Sigarni, 'of what has been said here? Do you understand the
meaning of Cormaach}' 'I know
nothing of your barbarian ways, madam,' said Obrin. 'I'm just a soldier, see.
Untutored, you might say. So why don't you tell me?' Asmidir
could see Sigarni fighting for calm as she gazed upon this man in the hated
uniform of those who had so brutally assaulted her. She'll kill him, he
thought. She'll step in close and at his first wrong word ram the knife into
his throat. 'He has
offered to adopt you - to make you his son. How old are you?' 'Thirty-seven,
by my own reckoning. I might be out by a year or two.' 'So,
your new father is some fifteen years younger than you. You wish to be adopted,
Outlander?' 'Is
there a choice?' he asked. 'There
are always choices," she said, moving in close. 'You saved Fell, therefore
I am in your debt. You may leave here and make your way wherever you choose. I
would like to kill you, Outlander. I would like to see the blood gush from your
neck. But my word is iron. Leave now and no one will harm you.' 'What's
the other alternative?' 'You
are not man enough for it!' she snapped. 'Leave before my patience is
exhausted.' 'Become
a clansman, is that it? A rebel against the Baron, and the King?' Obrin
laughed, the sound rich and merry. 'So that's what he meant, is it? This is the
cross-roads.' He swung to Fell. 'Adopted me, did you, boy? Well, by God, you
could have done worse. I'll walk your road - even though we all know where it
will lead. So what do I do, lady? To whom do I pledge my sword?' Sigarni
was too surprised to answer, and Asmidir stepped forward swiftly. He spoke in
Kushir and the twelve Al-jiin all dropped to their knees around the
silver-armoured woman. 'You are in the presence,' he told Obrin, 'of the Lady
Sigarni, War Chief of the clans. It is to her you pledge your loyalty.' Obrin
dropped to one knee before her, then lifted his hand to guide her dagger to his
throat. With the point resting against his skin he spoke. 'This day I am become
your carle, lady. I will live for you, and when the day comes I will die for
you. This is the promise of Obrin, son of Engist, and sworn before God.' Sigarni
was silent, then looked to Fell, who still stood. As their eyes met, the tall
forester dropped to his knees, 'My life is yours, Sigarni,' he said, 'now and
for ever.' Sigarni
nodded, then approached Asmidir. 'We need to speak,' she said, and walked from
the room. Asmidir followed her. Obrin
and Fell rose together. 'Thank you lad,' said the soldier. 'You'll not regret
it.' 'I
believe that,' Fell told him. 'But will you? How will you feel when your
countrymen face you sword to sword? It is no small matter.' 135 Obrin
shook his head. 'Put your mind at rest, Fell. To you we are all Outlanders, yet
we come from many parts of the realm. My people were mountain folk, conquered a
hundred years ago. And I am the only one from my tribe at Citadel. Even that,
though, misses the point. There are some things a man must fight for. That, I
believe, is what Kollarin was trying to tell me. Is that not so?' he asked the
man in green. 'Indeed
it was,' said Kollarin, crossing the room and stepping over the corpses of the
soldiers. 'I always wondered what it would be like to be a hero.' Behind
them the twelve silent Al-jiin gathered up the bodies and left the hall. Sigarni
felt gripped by a sense of unreality as she climbed the carpeted steps to the
upper balcony, and the room where An had shown her the armour. Beside her
Asmidir said nothing as they walked. The room was small, fifteen feet by
twenty, with one large window looking out over High Druin. Sigarni had donned
the silver chain-mail top coat, the armoured leggings and the boots, but the
sword, breastplate and helm remained. The breastplate had been sculpted to
resemble the athletic chest and belly of a young warrior, while the helm was
too large for the silver-haired woman. Sigarni
walked to the window, pushing it open to allow the cool, yet gentle autumn
breeze to whisper into the room. Abby was dead, and this she found almost as
hurtful as the abuse she had endured. But more than this Sigarni felt a weight
of sorrow for the life she would never know again, the quiet solitude of her
mountain cabin, the morning hunt, and the silent nights. Grame had warned her
of the Baron, and she wished now that she had heeded him. A few pennies lost
and her life would have remained free. Now she was embarked on a course that
could lead only to death and ruin for the people of the mountains. What are we,
she thought? And the picture came to her mind of a mighty stag at bay in the
Highlands, with the wolves closing in. We can run and live for a little longer,
or we can fight and be dragged down. Clouds
were gathering above High Druin like a crown of grey above the white
snow-capped peaks. 'Speak
your thoughts, my lady,' said Asmidir. 'You
don't need to give me pretty tides here,' she told him, still staring from the
window. 'There is no one to hear them.' 'It has
begun, Sigarni,' he said sofdy. 'It is time to make plans.' 'I
know. What do you suggest?' He
shook his head. 'I will offer my advice in a moment,' he told her. 'First I
would like to hear your views.' Anger
almost swamped her, but she fought it back. 'You are the warrior and the
strategist - or so you tell me. What would you have me say, Asmidir?' 'Do not
misunderstand me, Sigarni. This is not a game we are playing. You are the one
the seer spoke of. Unless the gods are capricious - and perhaps they are - then
you must have some special skill. If we are to form an army, if we are to defy
the most brilliant military nation of the world, it will be because of you -
you understand? At the moment you are full of bitterness and righteous rage.
You must conquer that, you must reach inside yourself and find the Battle
Queen. Without her we are lost even before we begin.' Sigarni
turned from the window and moved to a high-backed chair. 'I don't know what to
say or where to begin,' she said.'If there is a skill it is lost to me. I do
not believe I am given to panic, Asmidir, but when I try to think of the way
ahead my heart beats faster and I find myself short of breath. I look inside,
but there is nothing there save regret and remembered pain.' Asmidir
seated himself before her. He reached out, but she instinctively drew back her
hand; his face showed his hurt. 'Let us examine then the immediate priorities,'
he said. 'My men have been scouting the valleys and passes south of here. The
Baron has ordered campaign fortifications built. These are vital for an
invading army. Stores and supplies will be left at these forts so that when the
invasion force moves in they will have bases from which to sally forth into the
mountains. The first is being constructed no more than ten miles from here, in
the Dunach Valley. It could be argued that our first task should be to halt
their work, to harry them. For that we will need men. We have already discussed
where to find warriors. You must seek the aid of the Pallides Hunt Lord, Fyon
Sharp-axe.' Sigarni
rose and returned to the window. Sunlight shone brilliantly through gaps in the
distant storm-clouds, and the muted sound of far-off thunder rippled across the
land. She shivered. 'No,' she said, at last. 'The fortifications must wait. If
I were Fyon Sharp-axe I would not
turn over my men to an untried woman from another clan. Send Fell to me.' 'What
are you planning?' he asked. 'We
will discuss it later,' she told him. Asmidir smiled and rose, bowing deeply.
After he had gone Sigarni drew the sword from its silver scabbard. It was a
sabre, thirty inches long, the blade highly polished and razor-sharp, the hilt
bound with strips of dark grey speckled skin, reinforced by silver wire. It was
surprisingly light in her hand, and perfectly balanced. She swung the sword to
the left. It sliced through the air, creating a low hissing sound. Hearing Fell
approach she moved to the chair, laying the naked blade upon the table before
her. The forester entered and bowed clumsily. 'A
surprising turn of events,' she said. He grinned and nodded. His face was
bruised and swollen, but as he smiled she saw again the handsome clansman she
had loved. Motioning him to a seat she looked away, gathering her thoughts.
'How many of the foresters could you gather to us?' she asked. 'Not
many,' he said. 'Perhaps six of the fifty. You have to understand, Sigarni,
that they are men of family. They know a war against the Outlanders can end
only one way. Most would therefore do anything to avoid such a war. Even after
the murders.' 'What
murders?' Fell
told her of the taking of hostages, and his decision to give himself up to the
authorities. 'But they did not wait the promised four days. By the following
morning all four were hanging from the walls of Citadel. I believe Tovi and
Grame would join us, and perhaps half of the men of Cilfallen. What are you
planning?' 'I want
you to go from here. Now. Find the six men, and any others you trust. We will
meet at my cabin in four days. Is that enough time for you?' 'Barely.
But I will be there.' 'Go
now,' she ordered him. 'And send the Outlander to me.' Gwalchmai
lifted his jug from the dog-cart and stared out over the hills towards Citadel
town. The two hounds, Shamol and Cabris, were asleep in the sunshine. Gwalch
pulled the cork from the jug and sat beside Tovi. The baker was silent, lost hi
thought. The sun was bright in a clear sky, the mountains shining in splendour,
but Tovi was oblivious
to the beauty and Gwalchmai felt for him. 'Your son was a fine boy,' said
Gwalch, lifting the jug to his lips and taking three long swallows. 'You
didn't know him,' said Tovi, tonelessly. 'I know
you. And I can see him in your mind. You were proud of him - and rightly so.' 'None
of that matters now, does it? His mother weeps all the time, and his brothers
and sisters walk silently around the house. What manner of men are these,
Gwalch, who could hang an innocent boy? Are they monsters? Demon-driven?' The old
man shook his head. 'All it takes is a monster in charge, Tovi. Like a pinch of
poison in a jug of wine. Suddenly the wine is deadly. You want a drink?' 'No, I
need to keep my eyes sharp for when the devils come. You know, I can't even
hate them, Gwal. I feel nothing. Is that my age, do you think? Have I lost
something during these years in the bakery?' 'We've
all lost something, my friend. Maybe we'll find it again.' Gwalch lifted the
jug to his lips - then paused. He pointed to the south. 'There! What do you
see? My old eyes have dimmed.' Tovi
squinted. 'Flashes of sunlight upon metal. The enemy are coming. It will take
them at least an hour to cross the valley floor.' 'How
many?' 'They
are too far away to count accurately. Go back to Cilfallen and tell them the
Outlanders are coming.' 'What
about you?' asked Gwalch, pushing himself to his feet. Behind him the grey
hounds rose also. Ill
wait awhile and count them. Then I'll join you.' Gwalch climbed into the cart,
still nursing his jug. He flicked the reins and the two war-hounds lurched into
the traces. Tovi watched as the little cart trundled out of view, then he stood
and stretched. His thoughts flicked to the Pallides man, Loran, and his
warnings concerning the Outlanders. He had hoped the clansman was wrong, but
now he knew otherwise. A few weeks ago the world had been a calm and pleasant
place, filled with the smell of fresh-baked bread and the laughter and noise of
his children. Now the days of blood had dawned again. Stooping,
he picked up the old claymore and stood facing the south, his hands upon the
hilt, the blade resting on the earth. It was a fine weapon, and had served him
well all those years ago. Yet holding
it now gave him no pleasure, no surging sense of pride. All he could feel was
sorrow. The
line of riders came down the long hill into the valley. Now he could count
them. One hundred and fifty men and five officers. Too large a group to have
come for hostages. No, he told himself, this is a killing raid. One hundred and
fifty-five soldiers for a village of forty-seven men, thirty-eight women and
fifty-one children! As he thought of the little ones a spark of anger burned
through his grief, flaming to life in his breast. His huge hands curled around
the claymore, the blade flashing up. Once he could have taken three, maybe four
enemy soldiers. Today he would find out how much he had lost. Turning
his back upon the distant enemy, Tovi laid the claymore blade on his shoulder
and strode down the long road to home. He was high above Cilfallen and from
here the buildings seemed tiny set against the green hills and the mighty mountains.
Newer dwellings of stone alongside the older timbered houses, and ancient log
cabins with roofs of turf, all clustered together in a friendly harmony of wood
and stone. Aye, thought Tovi, that is the mark of Cilfallen. The village is
friendly and welcoming. There were no walls, for up to now the people had lived
without fear. Cilfallen
was indefensible. Tovi sighed, and paused for one last look at the village he
had known all his life. Never
will you look the same to me again, he knew. For now I can see the lack of
walls and parapets. I see hills from which cavalry can charge into our square.
I see buildings with no strong doors, or bowmen's windows. There is no moat.
Only the stream, and the white rocks upon which the women and children beat the
clothes to wash them. Tovi
walked on, aware also of his own weakness, the large belly fed with too much
fresh bread and country butter, and a right arm already tired from holding the
claymore. Ill
find the strength,' he said, aloud. Captain
Chard led his men down into the valley, riding slowly, stiff-backed in the
saddle. Despite the honey salve on his back the whip wounds flared as if being
constantly stung by angry wasps. The weight of his chain-mail added tongues of
flame to his shoulders, and his mood was foul. He knew that if Obrin had
followed the Baron's 140 orders
with more relish he would not now be alive, for the three-pronged whip could
kill a man within thirty lashes if delivered with venom. Obrin had been sparing
with his strokes, but each of the whip-heads had a tiny piece of lead attached,
adding weight to each lash, scoring the skin, opening the flesh. Chard felt
sick as he remembered standing at the stake, biting into the leather belt,
determined not to scream. But scream he did, until he passed out on the
thirty-fourth stroke. A
mixture of honey and wine had been applied to his blood-drenched back. Three of
the deeper cuts had needed stiches, twenty-two in all. Yet here he was, within
a fortnight, sitting his saddle and leading his men. He did
not question the Baron's change of heart, and had accepted the commission with
a burbled speech of gratitude that the Baron had cut short. 'Do not fail me
again, Chard,' he had warned. 'How many men will you need?' 'Three
hundred, sir.' The
Baron had laughed at him. 'For a village? why not take a thousand?' 'There
are nearly two hundred of them, sir!' The
Baron had lifted a sheet of paper. 'One hundred and fifty, approximately. Fifty
of them are children under the age of twelve. Around forty are women. The
remainder are men. Farmers, cattle-herders - not a good sword among them. Take
one hundred and fifty men. No prisoners, Chard. Hang all the bodies so they can
be clearly seen. Burn the buildings.' 'Yes,
sir. When you say no prisoners ... you mean the men?' 'Kill
them all. I have chosen the men you will have with you. They are mercenaries,
scum mostly. They'll have no problem with the task. When they're finished let
them loot. They will also - most certainly -keep some of the younger women
alive for a while. Let them have their enjoyment, it's good for morale.' The
Baron's cold eyes fixed on Chard. 'You have a problem with this?' Chard
wished he had the courage to tell the man just how much a problem he had with butchery.
Instead he had swallowed hard and mumbled, 'No, sir.' 'How is
your back?' 'Healing,
sir.' 'You
won't fail me again, will you, Chard?' 141 'No,
sir.' The sun
was high and sweat trickled down on to the whip wounds. Chard groaned. An
officer rode alongside as they reached the valley floor. 'Beyond
that line of hills, isn't it?' the man asked and Chard turned his head. The
officer was thin-faced, with protruding eyes, his face marred by the scars of
smallpox. Several white-headed pimples showed around his nostrils and a boil
was beginning on the nape of his neck. 'Many women there?' asked the officer,
as Chard ignored the first question. 'Set
the men in a skirmish line,' Chard ordered. 'What
for? It's only a pigging village. There's no fighting men likely to ambush us.' 'Give
the order,' said Chard. 'Whatever
you say,' answered the officer, with a thinly disguised sneer. Twisting in the
saddle, he called out to the men, 'Every second man left skirmish. All others
to the right!' He swung back to Chard. 'You have orders for the attack?' 'How
many ways are there to attack a helpless village?' 'Depends
if they know they're going to be attacked. If they don't, you just ride in and
get the head man to call all the people together. When they're all in one place
you slaughter 'em. If they do know, then they'll all be locked in their houses,
or running for the woods. Lots of different ways, on foot, in a charge. It's up
to you.' 'Attacked
many villages, have you?' 'Too many
to count. It's good practice. I'll tell you, you can learn a lot about your men
by the way they conduct themselves in a situation like this. Not everyone can
do it, you know. We had a young lad once, fearless and damn good with a sword
or lance. But this sort of mission, useless. Blubbed like a baby . .. ran
around witlessly. Know what happened? Some young kid ran at him and slashed his
throat open with a scythe. It was a damn shame. That boy had potential, you
know?' 'Send a
scout up to the high ground. He'll see the village from there.' The
officer wheeled his horse and rode to the left. A young mercenary kicked his
horse into a run and Chard watched him climb the hill and rein in at the top.
The soldier waved them on. Chard
led the men up the hill. The officer came alongside and the 142 two men
stared down at the cluster of buildings. A narrow stream cut across the south
of Cilfallen, and there were two small bridges. Chard examined the line of
water; the horses could cross it with ease. Beyond the stream was a low
retaining wall, around two feet high and some thirty feet in length. Beyond
that were the homes he had been sent to destroy. As he watched a young woman
walked from one of the buildings; she was carrying a wicker basket full of
clothes, and she knelt at the stream and began to wash them. Chard sighed, then
he spoke. 'Send fifty men around the village to the north to cut them off from
the hills. The rest of us will attack from the south." The
officer gave out his orders and two troops filed off to the north-east. Then he
leaned across his saddle. 'Listen, Chard, I'd advise you to wait here. From
what I hear your back's in a mess, so you won't be able to fight. And I guess
you won't want any . .. pleasures. So leave it to me and my men. You agree?' Chard
longed to agree. Instead he shook his head. 'I will ride in with the attack,'
he said. 'When it is over I will leave you to your ... pleasures.' 'Only
trying to be helpful,' said the officer, with a wide grin. They
waited until the fifty horsemen had reached their position to the north of the
village, then Chard drew his sword. 'Give the order,' he told the officer. 'No
prisoners!' shouted the man. 'And all the looting to be left until the job is
done! Forward!' Chard
wondered briefly if God would ever forgive him for this day, then touched spurs
to his mount. The beast leapt forward. The soldiers around him drew their
weapons and charged. The men were lighter armoured than he, wearing leather
breastplates and no helms, and the mercenaries soon outpaced him, forming three
attacking lines. Chard
was some fifteen lengths behind the last man when the first line of mercenaries
reached the stream. The woman there dropped her washing and, lifting her heavy
skirts, ran back towards the buildings. The raucous cries of the mercenaries
filled the air and then the horses galloped into the water, sending up
glittering fountains that caught the sunlight and shone like diamonds. The
first line had reached the middle of the stream when disaster struck. Horses
whinnied in fear and pain as they fell headlong, tipping their riders over
their necks. For a moment only Chard was stunned. 143 Tripwire!
staked beneath the water line. My God, they were ready for us! The
riders of the second line dragged on their reins, but they collided with their
downed comrades in a confused mass. Chard pulled up his mount. Experienced in
battle, he knew that the tripwire was only the beginning. Swiftly he scanned
the buildings. There was no sign of a defensive force .. . And
then they were there! Rising
up from behind the low retaining wall, a score of bowmen sent volley after
volley of shafts into the milling men. Wounded mercenaries began to scream and
run, but long shafts slashed into them, slicing through their pitiful armour. 'Dismount!'
shouted Chard. 'Attack on foot!' Scum
though they were, the mercenaries were not afraid to fight. Leaping from their
horses they rushed the bowmen, who stood their ground some thirty feet beyond
the stream. More than twenty mercenaries went down, but Chard was confident
that once hand-to-hand fighting began they would be swept aside by weight of
numbers. Urging
his horse to the edge of the stream, he shouted encouragement to his men. From behind
the buildings came a surging mass of fighting men, armed with claymores,
scythes, spears and hammers - and women carrying knives and hatchets. They
smote the mercenaries' left flank. Chard saw the baker, Fat Tovi, slash his
claymore through the shoulder and chest of a mercenary, and then the
white-bearded smith, Grame, grabbed the pox-marked officer by the throat,
braining him with his forge hammer. The
mercenaries broke and ran. But there was no escape. Chard
wheeled his horse and galloped along the stream, crossing a small bridge, then
riding for the second group. All fifty were waiting as ordered in skirmish
formation some twenty yards below the tree line. With these men he could yet
turn the battle. His
pain was forgotten as he urged his stallion up the hill. As
Chard came closer he watched with horror as a dozen men pitched from their
saddles with arrows jutting from their backs. Horses reared, spilling their
riders. A line
of mounted bowmen rode from the trees, shooting as they came: grim, dark men,
clothed in black and silver. As they neared the stunned mercenaries they threw
aside their bows, drawing shining 144 silver
sabres. There were no more than twenty soldiers left. A few of them tried to
fight, the others fled. Chard,
his force in ruins, his fragile reputation gone for ever, shouted his defiance
and galloped towards the attackers. From their centre, on a jet-black horse,
came a red-cloaked rider in silver armour. Chard raised his sword, slamming his
spurs into the weary stallion's flanks. The horse leapt forward. The
silver rider swung her horse at the last second and the two beasts collided.
Chard was flung from the saddle as his stallion went down. The silver rider
sprang from her mount and ran in just as he was trying to rise. Despairingly he
swung his broadsword at her legs. She jumped nimbly and, as she landed, lashed
her sabre across his face. The blade struck his temple, biting deep and
dislodging his helm. Chard
fell, rolled and struggled to rise. The sabre smashed down upon his skull,
glancing from the chain-mail headguard. The blow stunned him and he sagged to
his back. The sabre lanced into his throat. Chard felt pain only briefly, for
the sword plunged through his neck and into the cold earth beneath him. All was
quiet now, and he felt a curious sense of relief. No dead children, no raped
and murdered women. Perhaps God would forgive him after all. Perhaps... Sigarni
stepped back from the corpse and heard Asmidir order his men into the village
to check on casualties. She was breathing heavily, yet her limbs felt light.
Asmidir came alongside her. 'How are you feeling?' As he spoke, his hand came
down on her shoulder. 'Don't
touch me!' she hissed, pulling away and turning to face him. She saw the shock
and the dismay, but it was nothing to the roaring panic his contact aroused
within her. 'Stay away from me!' she said. 'Sigarni.'
His voice was soft, his eyes troubled. 'You are in no danger from me. The
battle is over, and I believe we have won. Calm yourself before the others see
you.' The
roaring receded and she began to tremble. 'God, what is happening to me?' she
said, dropping her sabre and sitting down on the grass. He
moved to sit opposite her. 'I think we should blame it on the 145 reaction
to the battle, though we both know that is not the truth,' he said sadly.
'However, let us put that aside for now and enjoy the moment of victory. You
risked it all, Sigarni. And I am proud of you. As I told you, I did not believe
in the wisdom of this course. It was, in my view, too early for a
confrontation. But you proved me wrong. Now perhaps you will explain why you
were so confident.' She
smiled and felt some of the tension ease from her. 'It was not confidence. You
told me I must have special skills. Whether or not that is true only time will
tell. But I knew I could gather no support without a victory. Who would follow
me? An untried woman in a world of beaten men.' 'But
why here in Cilfallen? How did you know they would come here? There are scores
of hamlets and villages throughout the Highlands.' 'Indeed
there are, and we won't be able to protect them all. But Cilfallen was my
village, and from here they took the hostages. It is also on largely open land.
No major walls, no defences. Added to this, it is the closest main settlement
to Citadel.' 'And
why did you believe there would be an attack?' 'I
questioned Obrin concerning Outland tactics. He believed they would send
between one hundred and two hundred men.' Asmidir
smiled. 'We could have lost it all, my lady. We gambled everything on a single
throw of the dice. That is not to be recommended for every occasion, I assure
you.' Sigarni
rose, then extended her hand to pull Asmidir to his feet. He looked up and met
her eyes, and she knew he could see there her fear at the prospect of his
touch. Slowly he reached out and clasped her wrist, rising smoothly and
disengaging his grasp. 'That took courage, did it not?' he said. She
nodded. 'I am sorry, Asmidir. You are a dear friend, and will always be so. But
they took something from me and I cannot get it back.' He
shook his head. 'I fear they took nothing. They gave you something ...
something vile, like a poison that eats into your heart. I am your friend, Sigarni.
More than that, I love you. I would die for you. But you alone must find a way
to defeat the monsters tormenting you.' 'What
do you mean defeat them? I killed them!' 'You
misunderstand me,' he said gently. 'They may be dead, but you hold them to you.
They exist in every thought you have; you see 146 their
faces on all men — even your friends. I cannot advise you, for I have no ... no
perception of what you have been through. But you are now a fortress, barred
against those who love you. Yet you have the enemy trapped within also. I think
you will have to find a way to raise the portcullis and allow your friends in.' 'Nonsense,'
she retorted. 'There is no portcullis.' Before he could speak again, she swung
away and walked to her horse. 'Let's get to the village,' she said. The two
of them rode in silence. The
narrow lanes of Cilfallen were strewn with Outland corpses. Sigarni gazed on
them dispassionately and guided her horse to the south of the town. The bodies
of the mercenaries - stripped of all weapons - were slowly being carted across
the bridge to an open field. Fell was sitting on the retaining wall surrounded
by several of his foresters; they rose when they saw Sigarni. She dismounted
and approached them. 'You did well," she said. 'Did you suffer any
losses?' 'Three
men wounded, none seriously. Four of the villagers were killed. Eleven others
sustained wounds, most of them minor.' She turned towards the waiting
foresters, recognizing them all. Three of them had been casual lovers. The men
stood silently, their expressions guarded. 'You
have now seen how the Outlanders keep the peace. Know this: In the spring they
will come with an army. Their mission will be to annihilate all clansmen, and
their families, and their children. I intend to fight them - just like today. I
will drench the Highlands in their blood. Today we are few, but that will
change. Those who wish to serve me should make their wishes known to Fell.
Those who do not should make plans to leave the mountains. There are only two
sides now: Outland and Highland. Those not with me will be deemed traitors, and
I will hunt them down also. That is all.' Spinning
on her heel, she walked back to where Asmidir waited with the horses. 'I need
to see Tovi,' she said. They found him at the bakery, with the ovens heating.
He had discarded his sword and was kneading a batch of dough. 'One
last time,' he said, with an embarrassed smile. 'I don't know why I wanted to.'
He gazed around the long room with its racks of empty shelves. 'This place has
been my life.' 'Now
you have another life,' she said sternly. 'You were a warrior, Tovi; you
understood discipline. You and Grame and Fell will train the
Loda men. We will fall back into the forest and there I shall leave you. You
will gather fighting men, organize stores for the winter, and put out scouts to
watch for any further incursions into our territory. You understand this?' 'We
can't win, Sigarni. I understand that.' 'We
just did!' 'Aye,'
he said, wiping the dough from his hands and moving to stand before her. 'We
defeated a band of ill-led mercenaries. We tricked them and trapped them. What
happens when the Baron marches with his regular soldiers? I watched your man
Obrin fight today. He was deadly. What happens when there are thousands like
him against us?' Sigarni
stepped in close, her eyes cold, her voice hard as a blade. 'Has all your
courage gone, fat man? Has it melted into the blubber around your belly? I am
Sigarni. I am of the Blood. And I wear the Crimson. I do not promise victory. I
promise war and death. Now you have two choices. The first is to take your
family and run, leave the Highlands. The second is to drop to your knee and
pledge yourself to serve me until the day you die. Make that choice now, Hunt
LordP At the
use of his title Tovi stiffened, and Sigarni saw the anger in his eyes. 'You
have fought one battle, Sigarni. I have fought many. I know what war is, and I
know what it achieves. It is no more than a pestilence. It is a terrible thing
- it consumes and destroys, birthing hatreds that last for generations. But I
am the Hunt Lord, and I will not leave my people in this desperate hour.' 'Then
kneel,' she said, her voice flat and unrelenting. Tovi
stepped forward and dropped to one knee. 'My sword and my life,' he said,
solemnly. 'Let it
be so,' she told him. Sigarni
left him there and walked from the bakery. Grame was sitting by his forge with
a bloody bandage around his upper arm. Gwalchmai was with him. The smith
grinned as he saw her. Gwalchmai belched, stood, staggered and sat down. 'He's
drunk,' said Grame. 'He
always is,' said Sigarni. 'Will you serve me, Grame?' The
smith scratched his thick white beard. 'You've changed, lass. You always had
iron in you, but I'd guess it has been run through the fire and moulded into
something sharp and deadly. Aye, I'll serve you. What would you have me do?' 148 'Make
the pledge.' 'I gave
that pledge once already, and the King ran away and left me and others to rot.' 'I will
not run, Grame. Make the pledge.' He
stood and looked into her eyes. Bending his knee, he took a deep breath. 'My
sword and my life,' he said. 'Let it
be so.' 'Where
do I begin?' he asked, rising. 'See
Tovi. He will tell you what I require in the coming weeks. For now, gather all
weapons and supplies and lead our people deep into Pallides territory. We will
speak again when the evacuation is complete. Any man who comes to you, Grame,
and wishes to serve, make him speak the pledge. From now on we are Highlanders
again. Nothing and no one will ever steal our pride. You understand?' 'Hail
to thee, Battle Queen!' shouted Gwalchmai, lifting his jug in salute. The
words chilled Sigarni. 'Be silent, old fool! This is no place for your drunken
ramblings.' 'He may
be drunk,' said Grame, 'but he is not wrong. Only the sovereign can call for
the pledge. And only to a sovereign would I make it. You are the Battle Queen,
Sigarni. Nothing can change that.' Sigarni
said nothing. Fell and his foresters came into sight, along with scores of
villagers, forming a great semi-circle around the forge. All had heard
Gwalchmai's drunken salute, and Sigarni saw both confusion and apprehension on
the faces of the people around her. She
walked slowly to her horse and stepped into the saddle. There was no noise now,
and she felt their eyes upon her as she rode slowly towards the hills. 8 LIKE A
GIFT from a merciful god winter came twelve days early, blizzards sweeping
across the mountains, heavy snowfalls blocking narrow passes and making
treacherous even the best of the roads. Sigarni sat alone on a high ridge,
wrapped in a cloak of sheepskin, and stared out over the hills to the south. A
mile away she could see three figures making their slow progress through the
snow. The
heady days of victory at Cilfallen were weeks behind her now, and all the
subsequent news had been bad. Stung by unexpected defeat the Outlanders had
reacted savagely, sending three forces deep into the mountains to the east and
the west. Three Farlain villages had been attacked, and more than four hundred
Highlanders massacred in their homes. In the east a Pallides settlement was
razed to the ground, and several Loda hamlets were struck during the same week,
bringing the death total to more than five hundred. Ten
days before the slaughter Sigarni had travelled with Fell and Asmidir to the
main Farlain town, seeking warriors to join their growing band. The experience
had proved a hard lesson. As she sat watching the walkers in the snow, Sigarni
steeled herself to recall the day. More
than five hundred people had gathered in the main square as the Hunt Lord,
Torgan, waited to greet her. There were no cheers as the trio rode in. Torgan,
a tall slender man, with wiry black hair cut short to expose a sharp widow's
peak and a bald spot at the crown, was waiting for them. He was sitting on a
high seat in the centre of the square, flanked by six warriors carrying ritual
ebony staffs, adorned with silver. Sitting at his feet was a white-bearded old
man dressed in a long robe of faded grey. 'What
do you seek here, Woman of Loda?' asked Torgan, as Sigarni dismounted. He did
not rise from his seat, and his words were spoken scornfully. 'Is
this the Farlain Gifted One?' countered Sigarni, pointing at the old man. 'It is.
What concern is that of yours?' Sigarni
turned away from him, scanning the faces in the crowd. There was hostility
there. 'Have his dreams been made known to the people of the Farlain?' she
asked, raising her voice so that the crowd could hear her. Torgan
rose. 'Aye, they have. He told us of a troublesome woman who would bring death
and destruction upon the clans: a Loda woman of low morals who by murder would
enrage the Outlanders. And his dreams were true!' Despite
her anger Sigarni stayed calm. 'He is no Gifted One,' she said. 'He is a fraud
and a liar. And I will speak no more of him. Let the Farlain know this: An
Outland force raided Cilfallen. We destroyed them. More will come, and they
will attack and butcher any in their path, whether they be Loda, Farlain,
Pallides or Wingoras. All true Gifted Ones know this. And you will see the
truth of my words. I am Sigarni. I am of the Blood of Kings. And I do not lie.' Torgan
laughed. 'Aye, we know who you are, Sigarni. Word of your talent has reached us
even here. You will leave the lands of the Farlain, and think yourself
fortunate that we do not bind you and deliver you to the Outlanders for a just
execution. Go back to your pitiful band and tell the idiots who follow you that
the Farlain are not to be fooled.' 'How
can I tell them that,' responded Sigarni, 'when it is obvious that they have
been fooled already?' Spinning on her heel she strode to her stallion and
stepped into the saddle. 'There are other Gifted Ones,' she told the crowd, 'in
other clans. Be wise and seek their guidance. For the days of blood are here
and if we do not join together we will be slaughtered separately. A leader has
been prophesied - one who will unite the clans against the enemy. I am that
leader.' 'No
whore will ever lead the Farlain,' shouted the Hunt Lord. 'Begone before we
stone you!' Sigarni
touched heels to her stallion and rode from the town. Now, as
she sat in the icy cold beneath a darkening sky, her anger remained, hot and
compelling. Sigarni had been better received among the Pallides, but even here
they had promised no warriors to serve
under her leadership. Arriving in the Lam Valley, she had been met outside the
township by the blond warrior Loran, who had bowed as she dismounted. 'Well
met, lady, and welcome,' he said. 'It is good to see you again.' The memory of
their meeting by Ironside's Falls seemed as distant as a dream of another life
and she found herself gazing at the handsome Pallides as if he was a stranger.
'Your armour fits you well,' he said. 'I am sorry that the shelters we built
for the Loda people are so ... so humble. But we did not have much time.' 'They
will suffice,' she said. From the tree line a huge man ambled into view and
waved at Loran. Sigarni watched his approach with undisguised amazement. A
little over six feet tall, his shoulders seemed impossibly wide, and his neck
was easily as big as her thigh. His head was large, and though beardless he had
grown his sideburns long and they merged with his hair line to give him a
leonine appearance. 'By
God!' she whispered. 'Is it real?' Loran
chuckled. 'it is my cousin Mereth. And he's real enough.' 'Is
this her?' said Mereth, squinting at Sigarni. His voice was a low rumble like
distant thunder. 'Aye,
Mereth, this is Sigarni.' He moved his head close to her face. 'Handsome
woman,' he said amiably. 'Mereth's
vision is weak,' explained Loran. 'It is his only weakness. He's the strongest
man I've ever seen.' 'The
strongest that ever was,' said Mereth proudly. 'I broke Lennox's record for the
caber - and they said that couldn't be done. They said he was a giant. I broke
it. Are you the Queen now?' 'This
is not the time, Mereth,' said Loran softly, laying his hand on the giant's
shoulder. 'I
heard the Loda Gifted One named her Queen. I was only asking.' 'The
Loda Gifted One is a drunkard. Now look after the lady's horse and I will see
you at Fyon's house when you have stabled the mount.' Mereth
smiled. T can fight too,' he told Sigarni. T fear nothing.' Loran
and Sigarni walked on into the town. 'Poor vision is not his only weakness,'
she said, when Mereth was out of earshot. 'Do not
misjudge him, Sigarni. I admit he is not the most intelligent of men, but he is
no simpleton. It just takes him a long time to work through a problem.' 152 Fyon
Sharp-axe entertained her at his home in the Larn Valley. It was a fine old
house, built of stone with a roof of carefully carved slate. Fyon, Loran and Mereth
sat around the long table and listened intently as Sigarni told them of the
events that had led to the battle of Cilfallen. The Hunt Lord, a squat
powerfully built warrior with a square-cut black beard, forked with silver, had
waited courteously until she finished her tale. As she concluded he raised a
wine cup and toasted her. 'You did well, Sigarni,' he said. 'I applaud you for
the way you saved the people of your clan. But I do not yet know if you are the
leader who was prophesied. Our Gifted Ones say one is coming who will lead us,
but they cannot name him. I know we have no choice now, save to battle for our
lives. I will not relinquish this battle to you, for despite your victory at
Cilfallen you are untried. And you are a woman. It is not a woman's place to
lead men into battle. I do not say this slightingly, Sigarni, for I admire your
courage. It is merely common sense. Men are ultimately dispensable. If, in a
war, all but ten of a clan's warriors are killed, but the women remain, the
clan would survive. But if only ten of the clan women were left it would die.
Men are made for hunting and battle, women for gathering and childbirth. This
is the way of the world. I cannot see Pallides warriors fighting for a woman -
even one as spirited as you.' Sigarni
nodded. 'I understand your fears, Fyon,' she said. 'But I would like to hear
the thoughts of Loran.' The
blond warrior leaned back in his chair. He glanced at Sigarni. 'I have waited
for a leader - as have we all. And I was surprised when I heard that Gwalchmai
had named you. We all here know that you are of the blood of Gandarin, and that
he was directly descended from Ironhand. And a boy child of yours would have
first claim to the throne. Yet there is no boy child, and never have the clans been
led by a woman.' 'What
of the Witch Queen?' countered Sigarni. 'Aye,
I'll grant that,' admitted Loran, 'but she was from beyond the old Gateways,
drawn to our aid by sorcery. And she did not stay to rule, but returned to her
own land when the war was won.' 'As I
shall,' said Sigarni. 'Be
that as it may,' continued Loran, 'I cannot as yet make a judgement. I echo the
Hunt Lord's praise for your victory at Cilfallen, and I deplore the treatment
of you by the Farlain. Even so, I do not believe we should commit ourselves to
you at this time. I ask that you do not judge us too harshly.' 153 Sigarni
rose. 'I do not judge you harshly, Loran. You came to Tovi and warned him of
invasion. Because of your arguments he sent enough supplies back into Pallides
lands to ensure survival for the people of Loda during the winter. You have
given us land, built us homes. For this I am grateful. And I understand your
concerns. I did not ask for this role, and would be more than happy to
surrender it. But I know now that I am the one prophesied. I know it. What I
need to know is what can be done to convince the Pallides. What do you require
of me?' 'A good
question,' said Fyon, also rising. He rubbed at his silver-forked beard and
moved to the fire blazing in the hearth. 'And I wish I had an answer. We need a
sign, Sigarni. Until then you must train your own warriors.' Ten
days later Fyon had ridden his horse into the makeshift camp of the Loda,
seeking out Sigarni. 'Welcome,'
she said, as he ducked into the small log dwelling. It was dark inside, and lit
by the flickering fire within a small iron brazier. Fyon seated himself
opposite Sigarni and cast a nervous glance at the black man at her side. 'This
is Asmidir. He is my general, and a warrior of great skill.' Asmidir held out
his hand and Fyon shook it briefly. 'The
Outlanders struck several Farlain villages,' said Fyon. 'Hundreds were
slaughtered, women and children among them. Torgan led his men on a vengeance
strike, but they were surrounded and cut to pieces. Torgan escaped, but he lost
more than three hundred warriors. He has blamed you - claims you are a curse
upon the people. My scouts tell me the Outlanders are marching towards us. They
will be here in less than five days.' 'They
will not arrive,' said Sigarni. 'There are blizzards in the wind; they will
drive them back.' 'Only
until the spring,' said Fyon. 'What then?' 'Let us
hope that by then you will have had a sign,' said Sigarni coldly. High on
the mountainside Sigarni wrapped her sheepskin cloak more tightly around her
shoulders. Lady padded across the snow and hunkered down by her side. Sigarni
pulled off her fur-lined mittens and stroked the dog's head. 'We'll soon be
back in the warm, girl,' she said. At the sound of her voice Lady's tail
thumped against the snow. The
three walkers were at the foot of the mountain now and Sigarni 154 could
see them clearly. The first was Fell. With him were Gwyn Dark-eye and Bakris
Tooth-gone. Slowly the three men climbed the flank of the mountain, reaching
the ridge just before dusk. Snow was falling again, thick and fast. Fell
was the first to climb to the ridge. Snow was thick upon his hair and
shoulders. 'What
did you learn?' asked Sigarni. 'They
have put a price of one thousand guineas upon your head, lady. And they are
expecting another three thousand men by spring.' 'Did
you see Cilfallen?' Fell
sighed. 'There is nothing there. Not one stone upon another. As if it never
was.' 'Come
back to the settlement,' she said. 'You can tell me all.' 'There's
one piece of news I'd like to spit out now,' he said, brushing the snow from
his hair. 'There was an arrival in Citadel - a wizard from the south. His name
is Jakuta Khan. There are many stories about him, so we were told. He conjures
demons.' Sigarni
could see the fear in their eyes, and she hoped they could not see the same
fear in hers. 'I do not fear him,' she heard herself say. 'He
came to our fire last night,' said Gwyn. 'Just appeared out of nowhere, and
seemed to stand within the flames. Tell her, Fell.' 'He
said for us to tell you he was coming for you. He said you were lucky that
night by the Falls, but that this time he would not fail. You would remember
him, he said, for the last time you saw him he had your father's heart in his
hand. Then he vanished.' Sigarni
staggered back and swung away from the men. Her mouth was dry, her heart
beating wildly. Panic welled in her breast, and she felt herself adrift on a
current of fear. Her legs were weak and she reached out to grip the trunk of a
tree. The
demons were coming again! For
Tovi Long-arm the onset of winter was a nightmare. The people of the Loda were
spread now across two valleys, in five encampments. Food was a problem for
almost three thousand refugees. Four of the Loda herds had been driven north
after the attack on Cilfallen and three had been slaughtered to supply meat for
the clan, leaving only breeding stock for the spring. But meat alone was not
enough. There was a shortage of vegetables and dried fruit, and dysentery had
spread among
the old and infirm. Lung infections had begun to show among the old and the
very young, and eleven greybeards had died so far in the first month of snow.
Worse was to come, for soon the milk cows would go dry and then hunger would
border on famine. Blizzards had closed many of the trails and communication was
becoming difficult, even between camps. The structures erected by the Pallides
were sound enough, but they were spartan and draughty, smoke-filled and dark. Complaints
were growing, and morale was low. Added to this there was resentment about the
Outlander Obrin and his training methods. Day after day he would order the
young men to engage in punishing routines, running, lifting, working in groups.
It was not the Highland way, and Tovi had tried to impress this on the
Outlander. To no
avail... It was
dawn when Tovi roused himself from his blankets. Beside him his wife groaned in
her sleep. It was cold in the cabin and Tovi placed his own blanket over hers.
The children were still asleep. Tovi moved to the fire, which had died down to
a few smouldering ashes. With a stick he pushed the last few glowing embers
together, then blew them into life, adding kindling until the flames licked up.
Pulling on his boots and overshirt he tried to open the door of the cabin, but
snow had piled up against the door in the night and Tovi had to squeeze through
a narrow gap to emerge into the dawn light. Using his hands, he scooped the
snow away from the door and then pushed it shut. Grame
was already awake when Tovi called at his small hut. The smith, wrapped in a
long sheepskin coat and holding a long-handled felling axe, stepped out to join
him. 'The sky's clear,' said Grame, 'and it feels milder.' 'The
worst is yet to come,' said Tovi. 'I know
that!' snapped Grame. 'God, Tovi, must you stay so gloomy?' Tovi
reddened at the rebuke and glared at the white-bearded smith. 'Give me one good
reason to be optimistic and I shall. I will even dance a jig for you! We have
nearly three thousand people living in squalor, and what are we waiting for? To
face famine or slaughter in the spring. Am I wrong?' 'I do
not know if you are wrong, Tovi. That's the truth of it. But you could be.
Concentrate on that. We now have five hundred fighting '56 men,
hard men, fuelled by anger and the need for revenge. By spring we could have
thousands. Then we will see. Why do you need to show such despair? It does no
good.' 'I am
not skilled at hiding my feelings, Grame,' admitted Tovi. 'I am getting old and
I have no fire in my belly. They killed my son, destroyed my village. Now I
feel as if I am waiting for the rest of my family to be put to the sword. I
find it hard to stomach.' Grame
nodded. 'You are not so old, Tovi. And as for your stomach — well, you look
better than you have in years. Felling trees and building cabins has been good
for you. Come the spring, that claymore will have no more weight than a goose
feather. Then you'll find the fire.' Tovi
forced a smile and scanned the camp. To the south the new community hall was
almost half built, the ground levelled, the log walls already around five feet
high. Eighty feet long and thirty wide, the structure when finished would allow
many people of the encampment to gather together in the evenings. This, Tovi
knew, would encourage a greater camaraderie and help lift morale. 'How long
now?' he asked pointing at the structure. 'Five
days. We'll be felling trees on the north slope today. If there's no fresh snow
for a while we might finish in three.' All
around them people were emerging from the huts. Tovi saw the Outlander Obrin.
The man was dressed now in borrowed leggings and a leather tunic; he strolled
to a tree and urinated against the trunk. 'I don't like the man,' said Tovi. 'Aye,
he's iron hard,' Grame agreed. 'It is
not that. There is an arrogance about him that slips under my skin like a
barbed thorn. Look at the way he walks... as if he is a king and all around him
are serfs and vassals.' Grame
chuckled. 'You are seeing too much. Fell walks like that. Sigarni too.' 'Aye,
but they're Highlanders.' Grame's
chuckle became a full-blooded laugh as he clapped his hand on Tovi's shoulder.
'Listen to yourself! Is that not arrogance? Anyway Obrin is a Highlander -
Fell's son.' 'Pah!
Put a wolf in a kilt and it is still a wolf!' Grame
shook his head. 'You are not good company today, Hunt Lord,' he said. Tovi
watched him stride away through the snow. He's
right, thought Tovi, with a stab of guilt. I am the Hunt Lord 157 and I
should be lifting the hearts of my people. He sighed and trudged off towards
Obrin. The warrior had removed his shirt and was kneeling and rubbing snow over
his upper body. As Tovi came closer he saw the web of scars on Obrin's chest
and upper arms. The man looked up at him, his eyes cold. 'Good
morning, Hunt Lord.' 'And to
you, Obrin. How is the training progressing?' Obrin
rose and pulled on his shirt and tunic. 'Six of the groups are proving adequate.
No more than that. The others ...' he shrugged. 'If they don't want to learn,
then I cannot force them.' 'You
don't need to teach a Highlander to fight,' said Tovi. Obrin gave a rare smile
but it did not soften his face. If anything, Tovi realized, it made him look
more deadly. 'That
is true, Hunt Lord. They know how to fight, and they know how to die. What they
don't comprehend is that war is not about fighting and dying. It is about
winning. And no army can win without discipline. A general must know that when
he - or in our case she - gives an order it will be obeyed without question. We
don't have that here. What we have is five hundred arrogant warriors who, upon
seeing the enemy, will brandish their claymores and rush down to die. Just like
the Farlain.' Tovi's
first response was one of anger, but he swallowed it down. What would this
Outlander understand of Highland pride, of the warrior's code? Fighting
involved honour and couage. These Outlanders treated it as a trade. Even so, he
knew that the man was speaking honestly. Worse, he was not wrong. 'Try to
understand, Obrin,' he said, softly. 'Here each man is an individual. Wars
between clans always come down to man against man. There was never any question
of tactics. Even when we fought... your people ... we did not learn. We
charged. We died. You are dealing with a people who have fought this way for
generations. I don't even know whether the older warriors can absorb these new
ideas. So be patient. Try to find some way to appeal to the younger men.
Convince them.' 'I have
already told them what is real,' said Obrin stubbornly. 'And if that wasn't
enough they have the example of the Farlain.' 'We are
a proud people, Obrin. We can be led to the borders of Hell itself, but we cannot
be driven. Can you understand that?" 'I'll
think on it,' said the Outlander. 'But I never was an officer, and I'm no
leader. All I know is what I've learned through seventeen years of bloody war.
But I'll think on it.' A young
woman approached them, a heavy woollen shawl wrapped around her slender
shoulders. 'By your leave, Hunt Lord,' she said, with a curtsey. 'My
grandfather is sick and cannot rise from his bed. Can you come?' 'Aye,
lass,' said Tovi wearily. Obrin
watched the Hunt Lord trudge off through the snow, saw the weariness in the
man. He wears defeat like a cloak, thought the warrior. The former Outlander
wandered away from the camp, climbing high on to the mountainside to the
meeting cave. Three men were already present, and they had lit a fire. Their
conversation faded away as Obrin entered. He walked slowly to the far side of
the fire and sat, glancing down at the two bundles he had left there earlier;
they were untouched. Obrin waited in silence until others arrived, some singly,
some in pairs, others in small groups until twenty-five were assembled. Obrin
rose and looked at their faces. Many of them were scarce more than children.
They waited, sullen and wary. 'No
work today,' said Obrin, breaking the silence. 'Today we talk. Now I am not a
great talker - and even less of a teacher. But at this moment I am all that you
have. So open your ears and listen.' 'Why
should we listen?' asked a young man in the front row. He was no more, Obrin
guessed, than around fourteen years of age. 'You tell us to carry rocks, we
carry rocks. You tell us to run and we run. I do not need to hear the words of
an Outland traitor. Just give us your orders and we shall obey them.' 'Then I
order you to listen,' said Obrin, without trace of anger. His eyes raked the
group. 'Your friendship means nothing to me,' he told them. 'It is worth less
than a sparrow's droppings. We are not here for friendship. What I am trying to
do is give you a chance - a tiny chance - to
defend your loved ones against a powerful enemy. Oh, I know you are prepared to
die. The Farlain have shown us all how well a Highlander can give up his life.
But you don't win by dying. You win by causing your enemy to die. Is that so
hard to understand? The Hunt Lord says a Highlander cannot be driven. Is he
incapable also of learning? If not, how did he acquire the skills to build
homes, weave cloth, make bows and swords? What is so different about war? It is
a game of skill and daring, of move and counter-move. The Outlanders - as you
call them - are masters of war.' 159 'Masters
of slaughter more like!' came a voice from the middle rows. 'Aye,
and slaughter,' agreed Obrin. 'But in a battle they hold together. It is called
discipline. It is nothing to do with honour, or glory. Yet all victories are
based upon it.' Obrin walked to the first of the bundles and flipped back the
blanket covering it. Stooping he lifted a dozen sticks, each no thicker than
his thumb and no longer than his forearm. Tossing them one by one to the nearest
clansmen, he said, 'Break them!' The
first man chuckled and glanced down at the thin length of wood. 'Why?' he
asked. 'Just
do it.' The
sound of snapping wood echoed in the cave, followed by laughter as someone
said, 'The great warrior has certainly taught us to master stick splitting.' 'Easy,
was it not?' said Obrin amiably. 'No trouble. A child could do it. And that,'my
fine clansmen, is how the Outlanders will deal with you. It is not a question
of bravery, or honour. You fight as individuals, single sticks. Now, this is
how the Outlanders fight.' Taking up the second bundle which was also composed
of a dozen sticks, but tightly bound with twine, he tossed it to the jester.
'Come then,' said Obrin, 'show me how you have mastered stick-splitting. Break
them!' The man
stood and held the bundle at both ends. Suddenly he bent his knee and brought
the sticks down hard across his thigh. Several sticks gave, but the bundle
remained intact. Angrily he hurled the sticks on the fire. 'What does it
prove?' he snarled. 'But give me a claymore and I'll show you what I can do!' 'Sit
down lad,' said Obrin. 'I do not doubt your courage. The lesson is a simple one
to absorb. What you saw was two bundles. Each bundle had twelve sticks. One
could be broken, the other could not. It is the same with armies. When the
clans fought at Golden Moor they fought in the only way they knew, shoulder to
shoulder, claymores swinging. They were brought down by archers and slingers,
lancers and pikemen, heavy cavalry and armoured swordsmen. They were beaten
decisively, but not routed. They stood their ground and died like men. By God,
what a waste of courage! Did any here see the Farlain dead?' Several
men spoke up. Obrin nodded and waved them to silence. 'What you saw was easy to
read. The Outlanders were in the valley. The Farlain attacked from the high
ground, sweeping down on them, 160 their
claymores bright in the morning sun. The Outlanders formed a tight shield wall,
their spears extending. The Farlain ran upon the spears, trying to beat a path
through. Then the cavalry came from the right, from their hiding places in a
wood. Archers appeared on the left sending volley after volley into the
Highland ranks. How long did the battle last? Not an hour. Not even half that.
According to Fell it was probably over in a few short minutes. The Outlanders
carried their dead away in a single wagon - ten ... fifteen... twenty bodies at
the most. The Farlain lost hundreds. Are the clans too stupid to learn from
their errors?' They were listening now, intently, their eyes locked to Obrin's
face. 'We all know the animals of the forest, and their ways. When faced with
wolves, a stag will run. The wolves lope after him, slowly robbing him of
strength. At last he turns at bay, and • they come at him from all sides. If he
is strong his horns will kill some, then he dies. You are like the stag. The
Outlanders are the wolves; only they are worse than wolves. They have the horns
of the stag, the stamina and cunning of the wolf pack, the claws of the bear,
and the fangs of the lion. To defeat them, we must emulate them.' 'How do
we do this?' asked the boy who made the earlier jest. 'Your
question is a good beginning,' Obrin told him. 'Understanding is the first key.
All war is based on deception. When you are weak, you make the enemy think you
are strong; when you are strong, make him think you are weak. When you are far
away, make him believe you are near, and when you are near, lead him to think
you are far away. The Outlanders did this to the Farlain. Their scouts must
have told them the clansmen were near, so they hid their cavalry and archers.
The Farlain saw the infantry occupying a weak position and attacked. In doing
so, they walked into the iron jaws of the monster. We will not follow their
example. We will fight on our own terms, choosing our own ground. If necessary,
we will fight and run. We will make them the stag, and we shall be the wolves. 'To
fight like this takes great discipline and enormous strength of heart, but it
is the only way to win. Go now and talk amongst yourselves. Choose a unit
leader from among you; he will be your officer. Pass the word to the other
twenty-five groups. Tell them to appoint one man to represent them. Then I want
all officers to report to me here at dawn tomorrow.' As the
men stood to leave Obrin lifted his hand. 'One more point, my lads. I am from a
Highland people far to the south. We are called 161 the
Arekki. I am the only man of my clan within three hundred miles. I am Obrin,
and I do not lie, cheat or steal. Not once in my life have I betrayed a friend
or comrade, nor have I ever fled from an enemy. The next man to call me a
traitor to my face will die on my sword. Go now!' Sleeting
hail beat against the windows as Asmidir sat at his desk with quill pen in
hand, poring over maps of the Highlands. Two lanterns were glowing close by,
casting gentle light on the sheets of paper littering the desk top. Asmidir
stared hard at the lines on the ancient parchment, trying to picture the pass
of Duane. Sheer to the east, mildly sloping to the west, it opened out into two
box canyons and a long, narrow plain. Dipping his pen into the ink jar he
sketched the pass, adding notations concerning distance and height. Ari
entered, still dressed in his armour of silver and black. He bowed. 'Shall I
bring your food here, lord?' he asked. 'I'm
not hungry. Sit you down.' The tall warrior pulled up a chair and sat. Leaning
forward, Ari's dark eyes scanned the lines of the new map Asmidir was creating. 'Duane
Pass,' he said. 'A good battle site - if the defenders number more than two
thousand. Five hundred could not hold the ridges and would be flanked to the
west. Cavalry would encircle them, then no escape would be possible.' 'Aye,
it is a problem. We need more men. I'd give half of all I own to see Kalia here
with her regiment.' Ari
gave a rare smile. 'Kalia and Sigarni? Panther and hawk. It would be ...
interesting.' 'She is
three thousand miles away - if she still lives. But you are right, it would be
fascinating to see them together. Now, you know these maps as well as I. Where
will the first attack come?' Ari
sifted through the sheets. 'They will bring an army to the first invasion fort.
From there I would think they would swing north-east towards the deeper lands
of the Farlain. They may even split then-force and push north-west into
Pallides territory. I think you are right to choose Duane; it is three miles
south of their first fort.' Asmidir
leaned back and rubbed his tired eyes. 'Duane is a natural battle site. The
enemy trapped below with only one means of escape, the defenders with their
backs to the mountains, able to slip away at 162 the
first sign of impending defeat. As you say, however, we need at least two
thousand. Where else?' Ari
shuffled through the maps. 'With five hundred? Nowhere.' 'Precisely
my thoughts. And the Baron is no fool, he will know our approximate number. Son
of a whore!' Lifting a detailed sketch of an Outland fort, he passed it to Ari.
'What if we took it before they arrived? They'd have no supplies. How long
could we hold them?' 'Four
or five days. But they have three supply forts, not one. They will merely send
a force around us. And then there would be no escape for the defenders. No
prospect of victory either.' Asmidir
pushed himself to his feet and wandered to the window. The snow was falling
thick and fast, piling against the base of the leaded panes. 'My head is
spinning,' he said. 'Tell me something good. Anything.' Ari
chuckled. 'Our enemy is the Baron. He is hot-headed and reckless. Better yet,
he is impatient and will not give us respect in the first battle. That is an
advantage.' 'That
is true,' agreed Asmidir. 'But it is not enough to give him a bloody nose. The
first battle must be decisive.' 'And
that means Duane Pass,' said Ari. 'Which
the Baron will also be aware of.' Asmidir shook his head and laughed. 'Are we
being fools, Ari? Have we waited this long merely to stand and die on a foreign
mountain?' 'Perhaps,'
agreed the warrior. 'Yet a man has to die somewhere.' 'I'm
not ready to die yet. I swore an oath to make the Outlanders pay for the rape
of Kushir. I must honour it — or my spirit will walk forever through the Valley
of Desolation and Despair.' 'I also
swore that oath, lord,' said Ari. 'We all did. Now our hopes rest with the
silver woman.' Asmidir
returned to the table and stared into the dark eyes of the man opposite. 'What
do you think of her, Ari? Could she truly be the One?' The
warrior shrugged. 'I do not know the answer to the second question. As to the
first - I admire her. That is all I can say.' 'It
does not bother you that this Chosen One is a woman?' 'Kalia
is a woman - and she has fought in many wars. And Sigarni's battle plan at
Cilfallen was inspired. Fraught with peril - but inspired.' Asmidir
gathered up the maps and sketches. 'I must be heading back to the mountains
tomorrow. I need to see her.' 'It
will take around four days now,' said Ari. 'The snows have blocked many passes.
Perhaps you should wait for more clement weather.' 'These
mountains do not know the meaning of clement weather,' said Asmidir, with a wry
smile. 'Even in summer the wind can chill a man to the bone.' 'It is
a hard land,' agreed Ari, 'and it breeds hard men. That is another advantage.' Another
warrior entered and bowed. 'There is a man to see you, lord,' he said. 'He came
out of the snow.' 'Do we
know him?' Asmidir asked. 'I have
not seen him before, lord. He is very old, and wears a cloak of feathers.' 'Bring
him in.' The
warrior stepped aside and Taliesen entered. He did not pause or bow but strode
straight to the table. Snow had gathered on his feathered cloak and his
eyebrows and eyelids were tinged with ice. 'She is
gone,' he said. 'The demons are coming - and she has gone!' The
blizzard came suddenly, fierce winds slashing across the mountains, sending up
flurries of ground snow to mix with biting sleet. Sigarni was on open ground
with the temperature dropping fast. Shielding her eyes with a gloved hand, she
looked for shelter. Nothing could be seen. To be caught outside was to die, she
knew, for already the sleet was penetrating her leggings and soaking into the
sheepskin coat she wore; her fur-lined hood was white with ice and her face was
burning with pain. There
was no panic in her, and in the distance she saw a huge fir tree, part buried
in the snow. Striking out for it she waded through a thick drift, half climbing
and half crawling until she reached the lee side of the tree. The branches of
such a fir would spread in a radius of at least ten feet from the trunk, she
knew, and that meant there was likely to be a natural cave below the buried
branches. Lying on her belly, Sigarni began to dig with her hands and arms
pushing aside the freezing snow, burrowing down beneath the boughs. Her pack
snagged against a branch, and snow cascaded down on her. Digging deeper, she
squeezed herself under the bough. Suddenly the snow 164 beneath
her gave way and she slid head first into the natural pocket below. The snow
cave was around seven feet deep and eight feet across, the fir branches above
forming the roof. Out of the biting wind, Sigarni shivered with pleasure. From
the side pocket of her pack she took a small tinder-box and the stub of a thick
candle. Striking the flint, she ignited the dried bark scrapings, gently
blowing them to life, before holding the candle wick over the tiny flames. With
the candle lit, she set it on the ground beside her and leaned back against the
trunk of the fir. She was
cold, and she stared lovingly at the flickering candle flame. The heat from it
would gather in the snow cave - not enough to melt the snow overhead but more
than ample to prevent death from cold. Above her she could hear the ferocity of
the blizzard raking across the mountains, talons of icy sleet ripping at the
land. Here I
am safe, she thought. She closed her eyes. Safe? Only from the blizzard. She had
seen the fear in Fell's eyes as he promised to stand beside her against the
wizard and his demons, but more than this she had remembered the awful events
of her childhood ... They
had been enjoying a supper by the fire - when all the lanterns went out, as if
struck by a fierce wind. Only there was no wind - only a terrible cold that
swept across the room, drowning the heat of the fire under an invisible wave.
Mother had not screamed, or shown any sign of panic, though the fear was there
on her careworn features. She had leapt to the far wall, dragging down a sabre
and tossing it to Father who stood silently in the centre of the room staring
at the door. He looked so strong then, with his full red beard glistening in
the cold firelight. 'Get
under the table, girl,' he told the six-year-old Sigarni. But she had scrambled
to be beside her mother, who had drawn two hunting knives from their sheaths.
Sigarni tugged her mother's skirt. 'I want
a knife,' she said. Her mother forced a smile and looked at her father. Little
Sigarni didn't understand the look then, but now viewing it from the distance
between adulthood and infancy, she knew they were proud of her. The
door exploded inwards and a tall man stood there, dressed in crimson. Sigarni
remembered his face; it was long and lantern-jawed, the eyes deep-set and
small, the mouth full-lipped. He was carrying no weapon. '65 'Ah,'
he said, 'everyone ready to die, I see. Let it be so!' In that moment a huge
tear appeared in her mother's side, blood gushing from the wound. Father leapt
forward, but staggered and shouted in pain as blood welled from talon marks on
his neck. Something brushed Sigarni's dress and she saw the tear across her
shoulder. Father
swung his claymore. It struck something invisible, black blood appearing in the
air. Screaming his battle-cry, he swung on his heel and sent the sword out in a
second whistling arc. It thudded into another unseen assailant - and stuck
there. Blood gushed from Father's mouth and Sigarni saw his chest rip open, his
heart explode from the cavity and fly across the room into the outstretched
hands of the man in red. Sigarni's mother hurled one of her knives at the man,
but it flew by him. Turning she leapt for the window, pushing it open, then
swung back into the room and sprang towards Sigarni, grabbing her by her dress
and lifting her from her feet. Spinning, she hurled the terrified child through
the window. Sigarni
hit hard and rolled, then came upright and looked back at the cabin. Her mother
shouted: 'Run!' Then
her head toppled slowly from her shoulders ... And
Sigarni had run, slipping and sliding down muddy slopes, panic-stricken and
lost, until at last she came to the pool by the Falls... Jerking
her mind back to the present, she peeled off her gloves and extended her hands
to the candle-flame. Fell would be angry that she had left him behind, but he
could not fight the demons. The forester would fare no better than her parents.
No. If she had to die it would be alone. No, she
decided, not alone. I will find a way to kill some of them at least. She sat
for more than an hour, listening to the storm. Finally it swept by and the
silence of the night fell on the mountains. Lifting the candle she blew it out,
returning it to her pocket. Then slowly she climbed from the ice cave, and
continued on her way to the pool by the Falls. The
journey was not an easy one. Many natural landmarks were hidden under drifts,
the very shape of the land subtly altered by wind-sculpted snow. Above her the
clouds cleared, the stars shining bright. The temperature plummeted. Sigarni
pushed on, careful to move with the minimum of effort, anxious not to waste
energy or to 166 become
too hot within her winter clothing. Sweat could be deadly, for it formed a
sheet of freezing ice on the skin. It was
close to midnight when Sigarni struggled over the last rise. Below her the
Falls were silent, frozen in mid-fall, and the pool was a field of snow over
thick ice. Sigarni clambered down to the cave where Taliesen had nursed her.
There was still some firewood stacked against the far wall. Releasing her pack,
she built a blaze. The skin of her face prickled painfully as the heat touched
her, and her fingers were thick and clumsy as she added fuel to the fire. Removing
her top-coat, she opened the pack and lifted clear the contents, setting them
out in neat rows. When to
begin? Tomorrow? Tonight? Fear made her consider tackling the tasks now -
immediately, but she was a Highlander and well understood the perils of fatigue
in blizzard conditions. No.
Tonight she would rest, gathering her strength. Tomorrow the work could begin. Ballistar
awoke when he heard one of the warriors walk along the corridor outside and
knock quietly at Kollarin's door. The dwarf sat up. He could hear voices, but the
words were muffled by the wall. Curious, he scrambled from the bed and ambled
to the door. Outside the former servant, Ari, was talking to Kollarin. The
Outlander was bare-chested, his dark hair hanging loose. 'The Lord needs you
-now,' said Ari. 'In the
middle of the night?' queried Kollarin. 'Can it not wait?' 'Now,'
repeated Ari. 'It is a matter of great urgency.' 'Does
he want me also?' asked Ballistar. Ari
glanced down at the dwarf. 'He did not say so - but I think your counsel would
be most welcome. He will meet you in the Long Hall.' Minutes
later, as Ballistar and Kollarin entered the hall, they saw Taliesen and the
black man sitting by the fire. Ballistar cursed under his breath. He tugged the
hem of Kollarin's green tunic. 'Sorcerer,' he whispered. As the two men
approached the fire, Asmidir beckoned them to sit. 'Sigarni
has left the encampment,' he said. 'It is imperative that we find her swiftly.' 'Why
would she go?' asked Ballistar. Asmidir switched his gaze to Taliesen and the
old man took a deep breath. 167 'How
much do you know of her childhood?' he asked. 'Everything.' 'Then
you will recall how her ... parents were killed.' Ballistar
felt his heartbeat quicken, and his mouth was suddenly dry. 'They were killed
by ... by demons.' 'By
demons, yes. Summoned by an enchanter who calls himself Jakuta Khan. There is
much that I cannot tell you, but you should know this: Jakuta has returned.
Twice already he has tried to capture Sigarni. Once as a babe. I thwarted him
then, with the help of Caswallon. Then he found where we had hidden her and
came again, killing her guardians. I thought he was finished then, but somehow
he survived. We must find her.' 'Why
does he want to kill her? Is he hired by the Baron?' asked Kollarin. 'No.
This goes back a very long way. As I said, I cannot tell you everything. But
the heart of the matter is Sigarni's blood, or more accurately her blood line.
She is of the blood of kings. Those who understand the mystic arts will know
why that is important to Jakuta.' Kollarin
nodded. Ballistar looked from one to the other. 'Well, I don't know,' he said.
'Why?' 'Power,'
Kollarin told him. 'It is believed that the soul of a king carries great power.
To sacrifice such a man would bestow enormous power on the one who carried out
the deed. It is said that the Demon Lord, Salaimun, conquered the world after
killing three kings. I don't know whether there be truth in such tales.' 'Some
truth,' said Taliesen. 'Salaimun made pacts with the Lords of the pits. He fed
them blood and souls in return for power. Jakuta made a similar pact. But he
has failed - twice.' 'As far
as I understand it,' said Asmidir, 'if you fail then your own soul is consumed.
Is that not one of the dangers of necromancy?' 'It
should be,' agreed Taliesen. 'I can only surmise that Jakuta used a familiar
through which to cast his spells of summoning.' 'A
familiar?' echoed Ballistar. 'A
conduit,' Kollarin told him. 'The sorcerer uses an apprentice, who is placed in
a trance. The spell is then spoken through the apprentice. If it fails, the
demons take the soul of the conduit... the familiar.' 'Enough
of this!' stormed Taliesen. 'We are not here to educate the dwarf. Can you find
her, Kollarin?' 168 Kollarin
shook his head. 'Not from here. I must go to where she last slept, then I will
pick up her spirit trail.' 'It
will take three days in the snow,' said Asmidir. The black man swung to the
sorcerer. 'However, it did not take you three days, Taliesen. Do you know
another path?' 'Aye,
but none of you could walk it," he said despondently. 'Why do
you need to be in the hut Kollarin?' asked Ballistar. 'Could you not merely
track her by using a piece of her clothing?' 'I am
not a bloodhound, you idiot! I don't follow the trail with my snout to the
snow!' 'Then
how do you hone your talent?' asked Asmidir. 'It is
hard to explain. But for me a person leaves an essence of themselves in any
building. It fades over a period of weeks, but once I hook to it I can follow
it anywhere.' 'And
where is such an ... essence . .. most strongly felt?' 'In a
bed, or a favourite chair. Sometimes attached to a family member, or a close
friend." 'By
going to the hut, could you gain a sense of her ultimate destination?' 'No,'
admitted Kollarin. 'I would follow the trail.' 'Damn!'
said Asmidir. 'It brings us no closer. What of you, Taliesen? You are a
sorcerer. You claim to be able to see the future. How then do you not know her
whereabouts?' 'Pah!'
said the old man. 'You think in straight lines. You talk of a future. There are
thousands upon thousands. New futures begin with every heartbeat. Aye, in all
of them Sigarni is the Chosen One. In some of them she even succeeds for a
while. In most of them she dies, young and unfulfilled. I am seeking the one
future among so many. I do not know where she is; I don't know why she has run
away. Perhaps in this future she lacks courage.' 'Nonsense,'
said Ballistar, reddening. 'She would not flee. If she knew the demons were
coming she would try to think of a way of fighting them. I know her - better
than any of you. She has gone to choose her ground.' 'Where
would that be?' asked Asmidir. 'That is the question. And why did she not come
to us to aid her?' 'Her
father was a great fighter,' said Ballistar, 'but he was torn to pieces. She
would not take her friends into such peril. Who among us could fight demons?' 'I
could, but I wasn't here,' said Taliesen. 'My people are fighting a war in
another time. They needed me.' 'There
was no one she could turn to,' said the dwarf. 'Therefore she will fight
alone." 'Wait!'
said Taliesen, his eyes brightening. 'There is one she would turn to. I know
where she is!' 'Where?'
Asmidir asked. 'The
cave by the pool. She has an ally there. I must go!' Taliesen rose. Ballistar
lifted his hand. 'A moment, please,' said the dwarf. 'Do you know what Sigarni
took with her when she left?' 'Knives,
balls of twine, some food, a bow, arrows. What does it matter?' asked the
sorcerer. 'It
matters more than you think,' said Ballistar. 'You had better let me come with
you.' 170 9 SIGARNI
PUT OUT her hand to the fire. The warmth was both welcoming and reassuring.
When the demons had killed her parents all heat had vanished from the blaze in
the hearth. This, she reasoned, would be her only warning that death was close.
She stared at her hands. There were blisters on her palms and on the inside
joints of her fingers; one had bled profusely and they were painful. It was
the eve of her second day by the frozen Falls and she had worked hard through
the hours of daylight. Fear was a constant companion, but somehow that fear was
eased merely by being alone. Sigarni the Huntress had no other concerns now
save to stay alive. To do that she must somehow defeat a wizard and his demons. They
can be killed, she thought. Father struck one of them and black blood flowed
from it. And that which bleeds can die. Banking up the fire, she drew her sabre
and honed the edge with a whetstone. Outside the light was failing fast.
Sigarni hooked her quiver of arrows over her shoulder and kept the bow close at
hand. Will it
be like last time, she wondered? Will the man in red come first? And if he
does, how many creatures of the dark will be with him? How many had been back
at the cabin on that awful day? One? Two? More? How could she tell? Father had
been struck first. Perhaps it was the same creature which slew her mother. Sigarni
had made plans for three. The
wind was building outside, and flurries of snow were blowing into the
cave-mouth. A distant wolf howled. The fire crackled and spat and Sigarni
knocked a burning cinder from her leggings. Feeling drowsy, she took up her bow
and walked to the mouth of the cave, drawing a deep, cold breaths. How long
since you slept? Too long, she realized. If they did not come tonight, she
would catch a few hours after dawn. 171 Perhaps
they won't find me here, she thought suddenly. Perhaps I am safe. The
moon shone in a cloudless sky, but the wind continued to blow flurries of snow
across the frozen pool, rising like a white mist and sparkling in the
moonlight. The air was cold against her face, but she could just feel the
warmth of the fire behind her. Alone
in the wilderness of white Sigarni found herself thinking of her life, and the
great joys she had known. It saddened her that she had not appreciated those
joys when she had them; those glorious golden days with Abby and Lady, walking
the high country without a care. Recalling them was a strange experience, as if
she was looking through a window on to the life of a twin. And she wondered
about the white-haired girl she could remember. How could she have lived in
such a carefree manner? Her
thoughts roved on, and Bernt's sweet face appeared from nowhere. Sigarni felt a
swelling in her throat and her eyes misted. He had loved her. Truly, loved her.
How callous she had been. Is this alia punishment for my treatment of you,
Bernt? Is God angry with me? There was no way of knowing. If it is, I will bear
it. A white
owl swooped over the trees - silent killer, silent flight. Sigarni remembered
the first time she had seen such a creature. After the murder of her parents
she had lived with old Gwalchmai. He had walked her through the woods on many a
night, educating her to the habits of the nocturnal creatures of the forest.
The old drunkard had proved a fine foster-father, restricting his drinking to
when Sigarni was asleep. Sigarni
sighed. Only a few short months ago she had been a wilful and selfish woman,
revelling in her freedom. Now she was the leader of a fledgling army with
little hope of survival. Survival?
She shivered. Will you survive the night? Weariness
sat upon her like a boulder, but the bow felt good in her hands. I am not a
child now, she thought, running from peril. I am Sigarni the Huntress, and
those who come for me do so at the risk of their lives. Moving
back into the cave, she added two large chunks of dead wood to the fire, then
returned to the entrance. Doubts
blossomed constantly. Your father mas a great fighter ,but he lasted only
afea> heartbeats. 'He did
not know they were coming,' she said, aloud. 'He was not prepared.' 772 How can
you prepare against demons of the dark? 'They
have flesh, even if they cannot be seen. Flesh can be cut.' Fear
rose like a fire in her belly, and she allowed the flames to flicker. Fear is
life, fear is caution, she told herself. You are
a woman alone! 'I am a
Highlander and a hunter. I am of the blood of heroes, and they will not bring
me to despair and panic. They will notP A
silver fox moved out into the open and padded across to the poolside. 'Hola!'
shouted Sigarni. The noise startled the beast and it leapt out on to the ice and
ran across the pool. As it reached the centre it swerved to the left, then
raced to the other side. Sigarni's eyes narrowed. Why had it swerved? What did
it see? Whatever it was remained invisible within the snow mist. Sigarni ran
back to the fire; it was still warm. Notching an arrow to her short hunting
bow, she returned to the cave-mouth and waited. Long
minutes passed. Then he appeared, walking with care upon the ice. He was not as
tall as she remembered, but then she had only looked upon him with the eyes of
a child. Shorter than Fell, he was a stocky man, his belly straining at the red
leather coat he wore. His hair was black, close-cropped, silver at the temples,
his face fleshy and round. His leggings and boots were red, as was the
ankle-length cloak he wore. Sigarni
drew back the bow-string, took careful aim, and waited as he approached. The
man saw her, and continued to move closer. Forty feet, thirty. He looked up and
smiled. Sigarni let fly and the arrow flashed through the air. He raised his
hand and the shaft burst into flame. She notched another. 'Don't
waste your energy, child,' he said, his voice surprisingly light and pleasant.
'This is the day you die - and move on to worlds undreamed of. Great adventures
await you. Accept your destiny with joy!' The
temperature in the cave plummeted. Something moved behind her... instantly
Sigarni leapt out and ran to the right, toward a gentle, tree-covered slope.
She did not look back, keeping her eyes to the trail. Halfway up the slope she suddenly
twisted to the right once more, cutting behind a snow-covered screen of low
bushes. The moonlight was bright and she stared at the snow, and the footprints
she had left behind. Alongside
them now she saw other footprints, huge and appearing as if
by magic. They were moving inexorably towards her at great speed. Drawing back
the bow-string, she aimed high and released the shaft. It travelled no more
than twenty feet before stopping suddenly, half of its length disappearing. A
terrible screech sounded, and she saw dark blood pumping out around the arrow.
She loosed a second. This too thudded home into her invisible assailant. 'Come
on, you whoreson!' shouted Sigarni. The creature roared and charged, much
faster now, smashing aside the screen of bushes. An invisible leg punched
against a hidden length of twine, dislodging the slip ring and springing the
toggle. Released from tension, a spear-thick sapling whiplashed back into a
vertical position. The three sharpened stakes bound to it, each more than a
foot long, plunged into the creature's chest. It thrashed and screamed. The
sapling was snapped, but the stakes remained embedded in the invisible flesh.
Then it fell and the roaring faded to a low moan. This too died away. Sigarni
did not wait for the death throes, and was already running as the trap was
sprung. Angling across the fresh-fallen snow she ran up the slope, cutting to
the left until she was just below the crest of the hill. There were no trees or
bushes close by. Dropping to her knees, she notched an arrow and waited. No more
than a few heartbeats passed before she saw first one, then two sets of
footprints being stamped into the snow. Anger flared in her, fuelling her
determination. The closest of the creatures struck the first trip-wire. As the
trigger bar was dislodged the rough-made long-bow hidden beneath a snow-covered
lattice of thin branches released its deadly missile. Four feet long, the
sharpened stick had been barbed all along its length. It slammed into the first
creature at what to Sigarni appeared to be lower belly height. She had no time
to revel in the strike, for the second creature was almost upon her. The
second hidden bow loosed its deadly shaft - and missed! With no
time to shoot, Sigarni dropped the bow and took a running dive down the hill,
landing on her shoulder and rolling headlong towards the lake. Halfway down she
felt her sabre snap, then belt and scabbard tore free. Sigarni staggered to her
feet. There was one more trap, but it was some way to the left of the cave. Too
far. Spinning
round, she saw the terrifying footprints closing in on her right. A low sound
came from the left. Sigarni ducked down - just as talons ripped into her
shoulder. The silver chain-mail she wore stopped
her flesh being ripped from her bone, but even so she was picked up and hurled
ten feet through the air, landing hard on the snow-covered ice pool. Both
creatures now made their way after her. Sigarni
pushed herself upright and began to run. She had one hope now — perhaps the ice
at the pool's centre would not support the weight of the beasts pursuing her. The
creatures were closing on her and Sigarni could hear the pounding of their
taloned feet upon the ice. The sabre was gone, but she still had her knife. Damned
if I'll die running, she thought. Skidding to a stop, she drew the hunting
knife and spun to face them. The swirling snow highlighted their bulk,
plastering against the skin of their chests and bellies. In the moonlight they
appeared as hairless bears. Flipping the knife and taking the blade in her
hand, 'Bite on this, you ugly bastard!' she yelled, hurling the weapon with all
her might. The point lanced home in the belly of the first; she saw its head go
back and a terrible cry of pain and rage echoed in the mountains. The
creature took two steps forward, then fell to the ice. The last of them closed
in on Sigarni. . . and stopped. An
eerie glow was enveloping it now, faint and golden. It was indeed a hairless
bear, though the head was round, the ears and nose humanoid. The beast's eyes
were large, and slitted like a great cat. Malevolence shone in the creature's
golden gaze as it stood blinking in the strange light. 'Kill
her!' shouted the man in red, beginning to run across the ice. 'Kill her!' The
noise caused the creature to jerk its head. It blinked, then focused again on
Sigarni. Thin lips drew back to expose a set of sharp teeth. Long arms came up,
talons gleaming in the moonlight. 'Step
aside, girl,' came a calm voice. Sigarni scrambled back. The
glowing figure of Ironhand was standing before the creature now, a two-handed
sword held ready. He was translucent and shimmering, and Sigarni could not
believe such an insubstantial figure could hold back the power of the beast. As
the creature growled and leapt, the golden-lit sword flashed out, cleaving
through the huge chest. There was no blood, and no visible wound. But the demon
tottered back and then sank into the ice. The
red-garbed wizard looked horror-struck as the last of the beasts
fell. Ironhand swung to him. 'It's been a long time, Jakuta,' he said. 'You
can't hurt me. You might be able to slay a demon's soul - but you cannot harm
the living!' 'Indeed
I cannot. Nor will I have to. Is this not the third time you have tried to
steal Sigarni's soul? And where is your familiar?' The
wizard blanched. Slowly he drew a wickedly curved dagger. 'There is still
time,' he said. 'She cannot stand against me.' 'There
is no time, Jakuta,' Ironhand told him. 'I can see them now!' The
wizard spun. Heavy footprints were thumping down in the snow. Scores of them ..
. Dropping
his knife, the wizard began to run. Sigarni saw him make fewer than twenty
paces before his body was lifted into the air. His arms and legs were torn from
him and his screams were awful to hear. They were cut off abruptly as his head
rolled to the ice. 'You
should have called upon me,' Ironhand told the stunned woman. 'I
needed to fight them alone,' she said. 'I
would expect no less from Ironhand's daughter,' he told her. Just as
the dawn light crept over the mountains a tiny pocket of darkness opened like a
black teardrop on the hillside overlooking the frozen falls. Taliesen stepped
from it, leading a blindfolded Ballistar. As his feet touched the snow-covered
earth Ballistar collapsed to the ground, trembling. Tearing loose the
blindfold, he blinked in the light. Taliesen gave a dry chuckle. 'I told you
the way would not be to your liking,' he said. 'Sweet
Heaven,' whispered the dwarf. 'What kind of beasts made the noises I heard?' 'You do
not wish to know,' said Taliesen. 'Now let us find Sigarni, for I am already
growing cold.' 'Wait!'
ordered the dwarf, pushing himself to his feet and brushing snow from his
leggings. 'What
now?' 'There
are traps set,' Ballistar told him. 'She did not come here to hide - she came
to fight. Now give me a moment to gather my wits, and I will lead you to her.' 'There
may be no need,' said Taliesen softly, pointing to the ice- 176 covered
pool. Ballistar saw the patches of blood smeared across the ice. He and
Taliesen moved carefully down the slope. Then the dwarf spotted what appeared
to be two boulders close to the centre of the pool. 'Atrolls,' said Taliesen.
'Creatures of the First Pit.' A
severed human leg was half buried in snow. Taliesen tugged it clear. The boot
was still in place. 'Not hers,' said the wizard. 'That is promising.' Ballistar
backed away from the grisly find - and stepped on a human hand. 'Dear
god, what happened here?' he said. 'Aha!'
hissed Taliesen, finding the head of Jakuta Khan. Lifting it by the ears, he
brought it up until he could look into the grey corpse face. 'Well, well,' he
said. 'Come to me, Jakuta!' The
corpse eyes flipped open, and blinked twice. The mouth began to move, but there
were no sounds. 'No good trying to speak, my boy,' said Taliesen, with a cruel
smile. 'You have no throat. I take it I called you back from your torment. It
must be so very terrible. Are they still hunting you? Of course they are.'
Ballistar saw tears form in the sunken eyes. 'Well, I can help you there,
Jakuta. Would you prefer your spirit to live for a while in this hapless skull,
free from terror? You would?' Gently he laid the head upon the ice, then spoke
in a harsh tongue unknown to Ballistar. The ice around the severed head began
to melt away. Taliesen knelt by it. 'As long as there is still flesh upon the
skull you will be safe here, Jakuta. But when the fishes have stripped it away,
you will return to the pit.' The ice gave, the head falling into the cold water
beneath as Taliesen stood. 'How
was it still alive?' asked Ballistar. 'I
called him back. I fear his stay will be brief.' 'It was
terribly cruel.' Taliesen
laughed. 'Cruel? You have no idea of what he suffered where he was. He called
upon the creatures of the Pit for help - and failed them. Now he dwells with
them in perpetual torment. I have given him a short respite from that.' 'At the
bottom of an ice lake. How kind you are!' sneered Ballistar. 'I
never claimed to be kind. I am certainly not disposed towards mercy for such as
he. Jakuta Khan caused the death of Ironhand and destroyed a dynasty that might
have changed the course of our history. He did it for profit, for greed. Now he
pays. You want me to grieve for him, dwarf?' Ballistar
nodded. 'Yes, that would be good. For in what way are you 177 different
from him, Taliesen? You delight in his suffering and you add to his torment. Is
that not evil?' Taliesen's
eyes narrowed. 'Who are you, dwarf, to lecture me? I have fought evil for ten
times your lifetime. Even now in my own land the ancestors of these Outlanders
are waging a war that will see hundreds, perhaps thousands, of my people die.
What pity I have is for them. And there is nothing that I would not do to save
them. Now, find me the woman!' Ballistar
swung away from him and walked back across the ice. With care he climbed the
slope before the cave, feeling his way forward. 'For the sake of Heaven!'
hissed Taliesen. 'Why the delay? I am freezing to death out here!' Ballistar
ignored him. Some way to the left he halted, his hands burrowing into the snow.
'What now?' asked Taliesen, exasperated. There
was a sharp hiss, then a sapling reared upright, whiplashing back and forth.
Three sharpened stakes were bound to it. 'It is a pig spear-trap,' said
Ballistar, 'but angled to strike high. The twine is connected to a ring at the
end of the trip-wire ...' 'Yes,
yes, I need no instruction. Are there more?' 'We
will see,' said Ballistar. The cave was no more than forty feet away, yet it
took the two men almost half an hour to reach it. Taliesen was the first
inside, where Sigarni was sleeping by a dying fire. The wizard sat down beside
her. Satisfied
that she was alive, Ballistar walked away. 'Where are you going?' 'There
may be more traps. I don't want some unsuspecting traveller to spring one.' Outside
the dwarf took several deep breaths. His relief was almost palpable: Sigarni
was alive! Ballistar stood for a moment scanning the area. To the right he
could see a huge grey corpse, two arrows in its chest and three stakes in its
back. One trap. On the hillside there was another body. Ballistar
trudged out towards it. For two
hours he searched the land around the pool. There were no more traps. Returning
to the cave he found Sigarni still asleep, with the wizard dozing beside her.
Taliesen awoke as he entered. ''Four creatures were killed,' said the dwarf,
squatting by the fire and extending his hands to the heat. One had a dagger in
its heart, one was 178 slain
by a pig spear-trap, the third by a lance-arrow. There was no mark on the
fourth.' 'She
did well,' agreed the sorcerer. 'How
did she pierce their skin?' asked Ballistar. 'I could not pull her dagger free.
It was as if it was embedded in stone.' 'It
was,' said Taliesen. 'You have seen the corpses of men stiffen in death?'
Ballistar nodded. 'With the Atrolls it is many times as powerful. The corpses
turn grey, like rocks, then within a few days they putrefy and disappear. Even
the bones rot." 'Will
more come?' 'It is
unlikely, though not impossible. Jakuta pursued Sigarni through the Gateways of
Time. He had to, for his soul was pledged against her death. I know of no other
sorcerer hunting her.' 'Why
did he seek her?' 'Perhaps
she will tell you that when she wakes,' said Taliesen. 'And now I am tired. I
shall sleep. Be so kind as to fetch wood and keep the fire blazing.' Sigarni
stood on the battlements, staring out over the flanks of the mountains and the
distant peak of High Druin. Ironhand stood beside her, his huge hand on her
shoulder. Moonlight glistened on his braided silver beard, and shone from his
silver chain-mail and breastplate. She felt power radiating from him,
encompassing her, bathing her in its warmth. 'Where are we?' she asked. 'You
mean you don't recognize it?' he said, mystified. 'I'm sure that I have created
it perfectly. Perhaps you need to see it from the outside?' 'I know
this area,' she told him. 'There is nothing here save a few wooded hills.' 'That
cannot be!' he said, his hand of red iron sweeping out to encompass the hills.
'This is my stronghold of AJ-Druin. It was here that I fought the Four Armies,
and slew their champion, Grayle.' Sigarni saw the sadness in his eyes. 'I'm
sorry, Ironhand. I have travelled these hills all my life. There are some
broken stones that show there was once a large dwelling place here. But it is
long gone. And not even the eldest of the Loda know what stood here.' 'Ah
well,' he said, turning from the parapet, 'it is... was... merely 179 stone.
And at least you can see it now. Come inside and we will talk. I have a fire
prepared; it will offer no heat, but is pretty to look upon.' The scene shimmered
and Sigarni found herself in a rectangular room, velvet curtains covering the
high windows. A log fire blazed in the hearth but, as Ironhand predicted, it
burned without heat. 'How is
it done?' she asked, running her hand through the flames. 'Here
all is illusion. We are spirits, you and I.' The giant warrior, clad now in a
simple tunic of green, with soft leather troos, sat himself down in a deep
chair. Sigarni seated herself on the bearskin rug before the fire. 'It took a
long rime to learn how to do all this,' he said, waving his hand to encompass
the room. 'I do not know how long, for there is no sense of the passage of
time. To me it was an eternity. Now it is the only home I know - save for the
pool by the Falls where my body lies.' Sigarni sat silently, aware that his
sorrow was great. 'Ironhand's Falls. It is a beautiful place,' he continued,
forcing a smile. 'A man could choose far worse for his death. During the
centuries I have watched the trees grow and die in that wondrous cycle of
birth, growth and death. People too - hunters, wanderers, tinkers, clansmen,
foreign soldiers. And I saw you, Sigarni, diving from the edge of the Falls,
straight as an arrow. I was there when you found my bones. But I could not
speak, for you were not ready to listen. You can have no idea how good it is to
speak to another soul.' 'Are
there no others here?' she asked. 'No,
not now. This is my world, the silent kingdom of Ironhand. Others have come,
demons and evil spirits. I slew them, and now the others avoid my ... lands.' 'You
must be lonely.' He
nodded. 'I hope you will never know how much. I would give anything - accept
the darkness and solitude of the true grave for just one hour in your mother's
company. It is not yet to be. I can accept that.' 'My
mother?' asked Sigarni. 'You knew her?' 'Did
you not listen to me back at the pool? You are my daughter, Sigarni. Your
mother was my wife, Elarine. I see her in you, the same strength of purpose,
the same pride.' 'But
you lived hundreds and hundreds of years ago. I can't be your daughter! It is
not possible! I knew my mother and father - lived with them until they were
slain.' 'For
all my faults, Sigarni, I was never a liar. Not in life, and 180 certainly
not in death. You were born in the last year of my life, when enemies I thought
were friends were meeting in secret with plans to destroy me. When I did learn
of their plans I urged Elarine to run, to cross the water. She would not.' He
smiled at the memory. ' "We will fight them," she said. "We will
conquer once more." I tried. My wizards were slain, all mystic protection
lost to me. That was the work of Jakuta Khan. I tried to reach Elarine, but the
assassins trapped me at the Falls. I died there. Elarine died at Kashar. I learned
this from Taliesen, when he summoned my spirit to the Falls. You were a babe
then. He and Caswallon carried you through a Gateway and left you with your new
parents: a fine couple, unable to have children of their own. Taliesen
disguised you, changing the colour of your hair.' Reaching out, he stroked her
head. 'All our family are born with silver hair. We took it as a sign of
greatness. Perhaps that was arrogance. Perhaps not. We did become kings, after
all. And not one foreign enemy ever brought us low.' 'How
did my mother die?' asked Sigarni. 'Did Taliesen tell you this?' 'Aye,
he told me. She had a sabre in her hand, the blood of the enemy staining it.
And as she died she cursed them.' He rose and turned away from her, a tall man
of immense power and even stronger grief. His head was bowed and Sigarni went
to him taking his hand in hers. 'Why
are you here?' asked Sigarni tenderly. 'Why not in paradise, or wherever it is
that heroes go?' He
smiled. 'I had to wait, Sigarni. I made a promise, a sacred oath, that I would
come again when my people needed me. I have felt the desire to quit this place
many times, seen the far light shining. But I will not travel the swans' path
until the time is right.' 'Perhaps
she waits for you there, Elarine.' 'Aye, I
have thought of that often. But I never made a promise I did not fight to keep.
Now that promise is upon me. For you are the heir to Ironhand, you are the hope
of the Highlands.' 'But
how can you help me?' she asked. 'You are a spirit, a ghost. What can you do
within the world of men?' 'Nothing,'
he admitted. 'But you can. And I shall continue to teach you what it means to
be a king. I will recreate battles for you, and you shall see how they are
fought and won. I will show you my life, the traitors and the friends, the good
and the deceitful, the 181 brave
and the unmanly. All of this and more you will experience here.' 'How
long will this take?' 'As
before, you could be with me for what seems like years, yet when you awake only
a single night will have passed. Trust me, my daughter. When you return you
will be closer to the warrior queen they have longed for.' 'I
forgot much of what passed between us before. In the true world all this will
seem a hazy dream.' 'The
knowledge will be there,' he said. 'As it was at Cilfallen.' 'That
was your doing?' Ironhand
shook his head and led her back to the fire. 'Not at all. It was you! What I
did was to open your mind to the ways of war. I never lost a battle, Sigarni,
for when forced to fight I was always prepared with lines of retreat and
secondary plans. And I understood the importance of speed- of thought, of
action. You have a fast mind, and great courage. You will teach your enemies to
fear you.' 'We
have a very small army,' said Sigarni. 'The enemy is large, well disciplined,
and used to the ways of war.' 'Aye,
it was the same with me, at the very beginning. There is, however, an advantage
in such a situation. An army is like a man. It needs a head, and a heart, two
good arms, two sound legs. It requires a strong belly and a solid backbone.
Now, while it is yet small, is the time to lay the foundations of your force.' 'Which
is the leader,' asked Sigarni, 'the head or the heart?' He
chuckled. 'Neither. He - or in this case she- must be the soul. Take heed, my
daughter. Choose your men with great care, for some will be exceptional when
commanding small forces, less capable with larger groups. Others will seem too
cautious, yet when the swords are drawn will fight like devils.' 'And
how do I know which to choose?' 'Honour
your instincts, and never cease to be vigilant. You can read a general by the
attitudes of his men. They may fear him or love him— that is generally of no
consequence. Look at their discipline. See how fast or how badly they react.
The men are merely an extension of the captain commanding them.' 'How
then does the soul operate?' 'The
head suggests the plans, the heart gives men spirit, the backbone gives them
strength, the belly gives them confidence. The soul gives them the cause to
fight for. Men will fight well for loot and plunder,
for pride and honour. But when the cause is perceived as noble they will fight
like demi-gods.' Sigarni
sighed. 'All this I can understand. But when the war starts I cannot keep
travelling to the Falls to speak with you, to ask your advice. I will be alone
then, and my lack of experience could condemn us all.' 'I
cannot be with you always, Sigarni, for this is your world and your time. When
the spring comes, dive once more into the pool and swim to where my bones rest.
Take one small fragment and keep it with you. Then you may call upon me and I
will be with you. Let no one know of this, and never speak to me unless you are
alone. Now let us begin with your lessons.' Fell
was tired, his spirits low as he stood in the new long hut, watching Sigarni
discussing tactics and strategies with Asmidir, Obrin, Tovi and Grame. The
Pallides man, Loran, was present, sitting quietly, offering nothing but listening
intently. Beside him was the colossal Mereth. Gwyn Dark-eye, Bakris Tooth-gone
and other group leaders were also seated on the floor before Sigarni, who
occupied the only chair. In all there were close to forty people present. It
seemed to Fell that the meeting was drifting aimlessly, yet Sigarni seemed
unperturbed. Some were for storming the three Outland forts, others for sending
raiding parties into the Lowlands. Voice after voice was raised in the debate,
often resulting in petty arguments. Fell
soon became oblivious to it all, allowing the sound to wash over him. Tired, he
sat with his back to the wall, resting his head against the wood. The late
summer seemed so far away now, when he had travelled to Sigarni's cabin to have
his wound stitched. Her beauty had dazzled him, and left a heaviness in his
heart that would not ease. She was so different now, tense as a bow-string, her
eyes cold and distant. She no longer laughed, and gone was the lightness of
heart and the carefree joy she once exhibited. Now she kept a distance from her
followers, allowing no man to come close. A week before Fell had been
explaining some of the logistical problems to her and had touched her arm.
Sigarni had drawn back as if stung. She had said nothing, but had moved further
away from him. Though hurt by it, Fell saw that he was not the only man to
affect Sigarni in the same way. No one could approach within touching distance
of her, save the dwarf. He would sit at her feet, as he was doing now. 183 Fell
rubbed his bloodshot eyes. Food was running low. There had not been enough salt
to preserve all the meat, and much of it was now bad. The only cattle left were
breeding stock, and to kill these would cause great grief among the clan, and
ensure future famine. It had been bad enough slaughtering all the others. Grown
men had wept at the loss. All cattlemen understood the need of the winter cull,
for there was not enough fodder gathered to feed all the animals through this
hardest of seasons. But to lose all the hay meant the destruction of whole
herds, the loss of prize bulls which were the result of generations of
breeding. The
period of late midwinter was always a time of hardship, when the milk cows
dried and the meat was all but gone. This year would be ten times worse, and it
would be followed by a terrible war. Fell
drifted into a troubled sleep, only to be awoken by the sounds of men pushing
themselves to their feet. Cold air touched him as the doors were pushed open
and the forester struggled to his feet, dizzy and disoriented. Loran, Asmidir,
Obrin, Tovi and Grame all remained behind, as did Ballistar. Fell decided to
leave them to it and moved to the door, but Sigarni called him back. 'I need
some sleep,' he said. 'You
can sleep later,' she told him, then turned to the others. Fell walked to where
they all sat and joined them. Sigarni stood. 'Obrin has now appointed
twenty-five group leaders,' she said. 'It is therefore time for our warriors to
know the structure of our leadership. There will be two wings in the army.
Grame will lead one, and Fell the other. Obrin will retain responsibility for
training, and will also captain a third and smaller force; the role of this
third force I will discuss with you later. Tovi, you will relinquish the role
of Hunt Lord, passing it to me. From that moment you will remain in charge of
all supplies, the gathering of food and its distribution; you will liaise with
Loran. Later you will have a second role, and that we will discuss tomorrow.' Fell
glanced at the former baker, and saw that his face had grown pale. Tovi had
worked as hard as any during and after the exodus from Loda lands. To lose his
role as Hunt Lord was bitterly hard, and would be seen as a humiliation. No one
spoke. All waited for Tovi's reaction. The man
pushed himself to his feet and walked slowly from the building. As the door
closed Fell spoke. 'That was not right,' he said. 'It was cold cruelty and the
man deserved more than that.' 184 'Deserve?'
countered Sigarni. 'Did his son deserve to die? Do the Loda deserve to be
living in the mountains as beggars, their homes destroyed? Did I deserve... ?'
Abruptly Sigarni returned to her seat, and Fell could see her struggling to
control her anger. 'The decision is made,' she said at last. 'The left and
right wings of the army will be ledby you and Grame. Obrin will select your
groups tomorrow; discuss the dispositions with him. Once your wings are
organized you will work with them, testing your officers, and if necessary
promoting others.' 'Does
Asmidir have no role?' asked Fell. 'I understood he was once a general.' 'He
will advise me. Now the hour is late, and as you said, Fell, you are in need of
sleep. We will meet here tomorrow night, and then I will tell you of Obrin's
force and what they must do.' The men
rose to their feet and walked from the room, leaving only Obrin with Sigarni. Fell
stepped into the moonlight, Grame beside him. The white-bearded smith clapped
him on the shoulder. 'Do not be so downhearted, general,' he said. 'If Tovi is
honest he will admit to his relief. His heart is not in war.' 'It
would have been more kind had she spoken to him alone.' The
smith nodded. 'She's been through the fire, boy, and it does tend to burn away
softness. And she'll need to be harder yet, if the Loda are to survive.' 'Those
words should be chiselled in stone,' said Asmidir softly, from behind them. The
two clansmen said nothing. Neither was comfortable in the presence of the black
man. He smiled and shook his head, then politely bade them good night and
headed for his own small hut. 'I
don't like that man,' said Grame. 'He can
be trusted,' said Ballistar, from where he was standing unnoticed by the door.
'I'd stake my life on it.' 'I
didn't say he couldn't be trusted, little man. I just don't like him; there's
no heart in him.' Snow
began to fall once more and the bitter wind came down from the north. Fell
pulled his cloak around his shoulders. 'I'm for sleep,' he said. 'I feel like I
haven't closed my eyes since autumn.' Ill
stay up for a while yet,' said Grame. 'She gave us much to think about.' He
grinned at Ballistar. 'I still have a jug of Gwalchmai's throat burner. You're
welcome to a dram.' Ballistar
chuckled. 'Just the one, mind.' Fell left them and wandered away. Obrin's
anger was hard to contain as he stood before Sigarni. 'If you want me to die,
why not just ask one of your soldiers to do it? Or you could cut my throat
now!' 'I am
not looking for you to die, Outlander.' The coldness of her tone only served to
inflame him further. Obrin
forced a laugh. 'Come now, lady, there's no one else here. I see the way you
look at me: loathing and hatred. You think I've never seen it before? What I
don't understand is why you'd want to send a hundred of your own men to die
with me.' 'Are
you finished?' stormed Sigarni, rising from her chair. 'Or have you still some
whining to do?' She stood directly before him, her eyes blazing. 'You are
entirely correct in your assessment of my feelings towards you. Perhaps towards
all men, including clansmen. There is no room in my heart for love. No room. In
less than twelve weeks an army will descend on these mountains, and I must have
a force to oppose them. Not only that, but they must be denied supplies. They
have three forts built deep into our territory - tell me what they contain?' 'You
know the answer.' 'Tell
me. Exactly? 'Food
and supplies, weapons - bows, arrows, lances, swords, helms. But more
importantly they each contain one hundred fighting men, and are impregnable
against all but a huge encircling force. The palisade walls are twenty-five
feet high, the entrance guarded by drop-gates. Any force approaching would be
open to bowshot for one hundred paces all around the fort. Once they arrived
they would have to scale the walls. I've done that, lady, and I can tell you
that a man with a good sword can kill twenty men scaling. You can't defend
yourself when you're scrambling up a rope.' 'I am
not asking you to scramble up ropes, Obrin. I did not ask you to assault the
fort on Farlain land. I said you were to take it. Now will you listen to my
plan?' 'I'm
listening,' he said, 'but I spent half my life building those damned forts. I
know what goes into their construction.' 'I want
you to ride up to the drop-gate, with your hundred men, and I want you to
relieve the defenders of their command.' 186 Obrin's
jaw dropped. 'Relieve? What are you talking about?' 'When
we were both at Asmidir's home I asked you about the forts. You said the men who
manned them would expect to serve no more than two months, then a relief force
would arrive.' 'But
the snow? There's no way through those southern passes.' 'They
won't know that, will they? You are a former officer ...' 'Sergeant,'
he corrected. 'Whatever!'
she snapped. 'Some of them may know you and that is good. They have been
trapped in those forts and will have no knowledge of your ... change of
loyalty. We still have the weapons, and what passed for uniforms, of the
mercenaries who attacked Cilfallen. We also have the horses. I want you to
choose a hundred men and take over the Farlain fort.' He said
nothing for a moment, his mind racing. They would be hoping for a relief force.
Most of the men would be thinking about the Midwinter celebrations in Citadel,
the parties, the dancing, the women. 'It's a fine idea,' he said, 'but I should
be carrying sealed orders from the Baron. Without them no officer will turn
over his command.' Sigarni
returned to her seat, and he could see her pondering his words. 'Discipline,'
she said softly. 'Orders and rules.' She nodded. 'Tell me this, Obrin, what
would happen if a verbal order reached a commander and, when refusing to obey
it, the Baron's plans were thrown into chaos? Would the Baron merely congratulate
the commander on holding to the rules?' 'It is
not quite that easy,' replied Obrin. 'In that situation the Baron would have
the man flogged or hanged for not acting on his own initiative. But if the
commander did obey the verbal order, and then failed, he would still be blamed
for not holding fast to the regulations.' 'I
see,' said Sigarni. 'Then you will ride to the Farlain fort with only ...
say... eighty-five men. Get some bandages soaked in cattle blood and disguise
some of your men as wounded. You will ride to the fort and tell the commander
that your officer was slain, and that you are the relief force. You will say
that the Pallides fort is under attack and that the Baron has ordered the
commander to reinforce it.' 'But
there are no sealed orders!' 'You
will tell him that when you were surrounded your officer, thinking all was
lost, destroyed the orders so that the enemy would not see them. Then a
blizzard broke and you were able to lead your men to safety.' 187 "He
won't relinquish the fort,' said Obrin stubbornly. 'You have to understand the
officer mentality.' 'Oh, I
think I understand it, Obrin. Hear me out. The commander will be caught on twin
horns. If he disobeys an order you tell him was issued by the Baron and the
Pallides fort falls, he will be hanged or flogged. If he obeys and everything
goes wrong, he will be asked why he did not follow the rules and remain where
he was.' 'Exactly,'
said Obrin. 'Then,
as a good sergeant, you will help him. You will offer to lead the rescue of the
Pallides fort. That way he has not disobeyed an order, and he has not left his
post.' 'Aye,'
said Obrin slowly. 'He might go for such a plan. But where does that leave us?
I'll be riding out again with my men.' 'No,
his men. You will explain that your forces are exhausted, whereas his are
fresh.' 'So I
ride out with a hundred enemy soldiers behind me? What then?' 'You
lead them into an ambush. Grame will tell you where.' Obrin
stared hard at the tall young woman. Her face, though beautiful, was
emotionless, the eyes cold now and cruel. 'You are a canny woman, Sigarni,' he
said. 'It has a good chance of success.' 'Make
it succeed,' she urged him. 'I need those supplies and weapons. More
importantly, I need to deny them to the Baron.' 'I can
understand that, lady, but why that fort? The Pallides is closer. Even if we do
take the Farlain fort we have a great distance to cover carrying the supplies
back here, much of it over rough country.' 'You
will take all three forts,' she assured him. 'The Farlain will be first. And
you will not carry the supplies far - only to Torgan's town. Then you will move
on to the others. Now get some rest and be here tomorrow at dawn with Grame and
Tovi.' Obrin
bowed and walked out into the night. He could hear the sounds of laughter from
Grame's hut, but elsewhere all was quiet. She was
canny all right. Not only would the plan - if it succeeded -ease the food
shortage, and rob the Baron of spring supplies, but it would also impress the
Farlain, who had lost scores of men in useless assaults on the fortification.
And the chances of success, he knew, were high indeed. Sigarni was using the
enemy's great strength against them. Discipline. Blind obedience. 188 Who
would have thought that an untutored clans-woman could have such a devious
mind? 'All
women have devious minds,' he said, aloud. 'It's why I never wed.' Sigarni
rapped on the door of the small hut. 'Who's there?' called Tovi. Stepping
inside, she saw the Hunt Lord sitting by an open fire. He glanced up as she
entered. 'How did you find me?' he asked. 'Kollarin
has a talent for these matters. Why are you not with your family?' 'I need
time to think.' Sigarni
sat down opposite the man. 'You are angry.' 'What
do you expect? I know I was a better baker than a Hunt Lord, but I have done my
best since the attack. I could do no more.' 'I do
not ask for more,' said Sigarni. 'I need your skills in other areas.' 'What
skills?' he asked bitterly. 'You want me to bake bread for you? I can do that.
Just build me an oven.' 'Yes, I
want bread," she said softly. 'I want the people fed. Battles alone will
not win us this war, Tovi. Once we have defeated the first Outland army we will
need to move from defence to attack and that means invading the Lowlands. The
army will need to be supplied with food. We will need mercenaries, and that
means we must have gold; a treasury. Our forces will be spread, and that
requires lines of communication. You understand? The role I need you for will
stretch your talents to the limit. You will have no time for other burdens.' 'Why
could you not say this in front of the others? Why did I need to suffer
humiliation, Sigarni?' She
looked at the older man, saw the hurt in his eyes. 'They did not need to know
my plans. There are hard days coming, Tovi. Some of the men in that room will
die in our cause: they may even be captured and tortured. Worse, one or more of
them will seek to betray us. What I say to you here is not to be repeated.' 'I may
be captured and tortured,' he pointed out 'It is
unlikely, for you will not be fighting.' 'You
deny me even that? A chance for revenge, to restore the honour of my family?' 'Listen
to me! What is more important, that you drive your claymore i8g into
one enemy heart, or your skills bring down a thousand? You are vital to me,
Tovi. You have a feel for organization, and a mind that can cope with a score
of problems simultaneously. I have seen those talents here, in the four encampments.
Few could have achieved what you have. When the war comes I will need your
skills.' He
laughed and scratched his beard. 'Here we sit with a tiny force made up of many
old men and young lads, and you speak of invading the Lowlands! Better still, I
believe you when you speak of it. What has happened to you, Sigarni? From where
do these ideas spring?' 'From
my blood, Tovi.' 'All
these years I have watched you, and never seen you. When you were a child you
used to hide behind my bakery and wait until I stepped out at the front for a
breath of air. Fast as a hawk, you would sprint inside to steal a cake - just
the one from the middle of the tray, then you would push the others together,
disguising the gap.' 'You
knew?' 'I
knew. You hid behind the water barrel.' 'How
did you know?' 'Lemon
mint. Gwalchmai always loved that scent and you used to rub the leaves over
your body when you bathed. Every time I stepped back inside I could smell lemon
mint.' 'You
never caught me,' she said softly. He
shrugged. 'I never wanted to. You were a child of sorrow, Sigarni. Everyone
loved you. And I could spare a morsel on Cake Day.' Sigarni
fed some wood to the fire and they sat in companionable silence for a while. 'I
am not that child any longer,' she said. 'I
know. Yet she is still there, deep down inside. She will always be there.' He
sighed, then smiled. 'I will serve you, Sigarni, in any way that you want me.' 'Thank
you, Tovi,' she said, her voice tender. 'For this - and for the cakes.' Rising
smoothly, she moved to the door. 'Be at the log hall at dawn.' 'Why?' 'Because
I need you there,' she said. 790 10 TORGAN'S
MOOD WAS not enhanced by the news from his scouts that the Loda woman was
riding towards the town. At first the people of the Farlain had talked of
little else - how strong she was, now noble she looked, how brave. Torgan had
fast become heartily sick of it. That was why he had led his rash raid on the
Outlanders, to prove that he was the natural leader of the clans. It might have
worked too, save for the craven tactics of the enemy, drawing back and then
loosing cavalry upon him. Had they stood and fought like men he was sure the
Farlain warriors would have cut them to pieces. After that he had led two spectacularly
unsuccessful attacks on their fort. Another forty men had been struck by
arrows; seven had died. Now the
Farlain were talking about Sigarni once more, how she had supposedly killed
demons sent against her, and how successful she had been against the Outlanders
at Cilfallen. God, could they not see what she was? Just a Loda whore in pretty
armour! There was little doubt in Torgan's mind that the battle at Cilfallen
had been masterminded by the black-skinned bastard who rode with her. Rode with
her? Rode her, more like! Now she
was coming here again. This
time I'll make her humiliation complete, he thought. His
wife, Layelia, entered the room, bearing a cup of sweet tisane. He took it
without a word and sipped it. Layelia did not depart, but stood staring at him.
He looked up into her large, soft brown eyes. 'What?' he asked, gruffly. 'She is
coming,' said his wife. 'I know
that. I'll deal with her.' 'Are
you sure you are in the right?' 'What
is that supposed to mean?' he snapped. She flinched, which pleased him. A woman
should know her place. 'I've
heard talk that she is the chosen one. Carela told me ..." 797 'I'm
not interested in women's gossip, Layelia. And I've heard enough!' For a
moment he thought she would stand her ground, but she bowed her head and left
him alone once more. Torgan ran his hand over his close-cropped back hair. The
bald spot was growing on the crown and his widow's peak was becoming more
pronounced by the day. He swore softly. Why should he alone of his family lose
his hair? His father had a shock of white hair, like a lion's mane, until the
day he died at eighty. Torgan
threw his cloak around his shoulders and stepped out into the winter sunlight.
It was bright, the day clear and cold. He could see the Loda woman in the
distance. The black man was not with her, but there were a dozen or so riders
following her as she made her way down the long slope. More people were on the
streets than was normal for this time of day. They were making their way to the
square, ready to hear the whore's words. Torgan
strode out, looking to neither left nor right. His chair had been set at the
centre of the square, his lieutenants were already standing beside it. This
time there was no Neren, or Calias, or Pimali. All had fallen in the battle. I never
would have acted so fast had the woman not inflamed my anger, he thought. It's
her fault they are dead. By the
time Sigarni and her followers rode into the square, there were more than two
hundred Farlain gathered to witness the exchange. She did not dismount, but sat
her horse staring at Torgan. 'Well,
woman?' he called out. 'What now? Why are you here?' 'Perhaps
I just wanted to look at a fool,' she said, her words colder than the wind.
'Perhaps I wondered whether the Outlanders had made you a general in return for
the number of clansmen you killed for them.' Torgan
was outraged. 'How dare you?' he shouted, surging to his feet. 'I did not come
here to listen to your insults.' 'Where
do you normally go?' she said. 'By God, I'd think you'd have to travel far from
the Highlands not to hear insults. Three hundred men! You led them into a trap
that a child could have seen. Or did no one mention cavalry to you? Did your
scouts not see their hiding places? Come to that, Torgan, did you even send out
scouts?' 'I
don't answer to you.' 'That
is where you are wrong,' Sigarni told him as, dismounting, 792 she
walked towards him. 'You answer to me, Torgan, because you have wasted three
hundred Highlanders. Thrown their lives away in a moment of crass stupidity.
Aye, you'll answer to me!' Stepping
in close, she slammed a right-hand punch to his chin. The blow shocked him and
he stepped back, trying to ready himself. She turned away from him, then spun
back and leapt, her boot cannoning against his jaw. Torgan hit the seat and
fell heavily, striking his temple against the cold flagstones. Dazed, he heard
her carrying on speaking as if nothing had happened. Only she wasn't talking to
him, she was addressing the Farlain. 'In eleven weeks,' she said, 'an army will
come to these Highlands of ours - a murderous force intent on butchery. If we
are to destroy them we need to act together, under a single leader. The fool
lying there will lead you to destruction. I think you already know that. Pick
him up!' Torgan
felt strong arms lifting him to his feet, then sitting him in his chair. 'The
position of Hunt Lord can be passed from father to son,' he heard her say, 'but
that has not always been the Highland way. We are in a war, and it is up to you
to choose a Hunt Lord who can best serve the needs of the people. the people -
Farlain, Loda, Pallides and Wingoras. I do not care who you choose. But whoever
it is will serve under my leadership.' 'By
what right?' asked a tall, broad-shouldered warrior with a silver moustache.
Torgan blinked as Harcanan stepped up to stand before the woman. His uncle
would put her in her place. He was a man of iron principles, not one to be
fooled by this whore in scarlet. 'By
what right?' echoed Sigarni. 'By right of blood and right of battle. By virtue
of my sword and my skills.' He
shook his head. 'I do not know of your blood, Sigarni, but your battle was one
skirmish fought at Cilfallen. As to your sword and your skills, I have seen no
evidence that you can carry a fight with either. I say this with no disrespect,
for I applaud your defence of Cilfallen and your determination to fight against
the Outlanders. But I need more proof that you are the war leader we should follow.' 'Well
said,' she told him. 'And how would you like this proof delivered?' 'I
cannot say - but one battle does not convince me. Even now the Outlanders are
camped on our land, their position impregnable. A war leader should be able to
free us of their presence.' 'What
is your name?' 193 'I am
Harcanan.' 'I have
heard of you,' she said. 'You fought at Golden Moor. It is said you killed
twenty Outlanders, and led the King to safety.' He
smiled grimly. 'An exaggeration, Sigarni. But I was there the last time the
clans gathered against the Outlanders and I will be there the next time, God
willing.' 'So
then, Harcanan, will you follow me?' 'I have
already said that I need more proof.' Sigarni
stood silently for a moment. 'I will make a bargain with you, Harcanan,' she
said at last. 'Pledge yourself to me, and then I will show you proof 'Why
not the other way round?' he countered. 'Because
I require your faith, as well as your sword.' He
smiled. 'I hear you require men to bend the knee to you, as if to a monarch. Is
that what you are asking?' 'Aye,
Harcanan. Exactly that. As in the old days. But you will not need to lead me to
safety; you will live to see the Outlanders crushed and broken, begging for
mercy. Now give me your pledge.' Torgan
sat quietly, waiting for the old warrior to laugh in her face. He did not.
Instead he walked slowly forward and dropped to one knee before her. 'My sword
and my life,' he said. Sigarni
swung to the crowd. Throwing up her arm, she pointed to the line of horse-drawn
wagons making their slow way over the crest of the hill. 'Those wagons you see
are loaded with the spoils of war, taken from the fort on Farlain land. My
forces took that fort two days ago. Even as we speak, the Pallides fort is
falling to us.' Harcanan
rose. 'How many men did you lose?' he asked. 'None,'
she told him. 'Assemble the council, for I would address them.' Harcanan
bowed, and Sigarni turned to Torgan. 'I could - and probably should - kill
you,' she said. 'But you are a Highlander, and not without courage. Be at the
council meeting.' Torgan
rose and stumbled away, his mind reeling. Gwalchmai
was sober. It was not an uplifting experience. As he sat in the log hall,
surrounded by the younger children of the encampment, he found himself yearning
for the sanctuary of the jug. There were several older women present, dishing
out the last of the milk to the '94 eager
young, and about a dozen younger mothers sitting in a group, holding their babies
and talking animatedly. Gwalchmai could not hear their conversation, for most
of the smaller children had gathered around him and were asking questions he
found it hard to answer. For some weeks now his powers had been waning, and he
found himself unable to summon visions. It was ironic, that now of all times
his Talent should desert him. He had often prayed to be released from the gift
- the curse - and now that it had happened he felt terribly alone, and very
frightened. The
clan needed him - and he had nothing more to give. 'Why do
they want to kill us all, Gwalchmai?' asked a bright-eyed young boy of around
twelve. 'Have we done something wrong?' 'No,
nothing wrong," he grunted, feeling himself hemmed in by the youngsters. 'Then
why are we being punished?" 'It's
no good asking me to make sense of it, lad. It's a war. There's no sense in
war.' 'Then
why are we doing it?' questioned another boy. 'We
don't have a choice,' said Gwalchmai. There was still a little left in the jug,
he remembered. But where had he put it? 'Are we
all going to be killed?' asked a girl with long red hair. Gwalchmai cleared his
throat. A man's voice cut in and Gwalchmai looked up to see Kollarin, moving
through the youngsters. The younger man grinned at Gwalch, patted his shoulder
and then sat down beside him. 'When a thief enters your house,' he told the
children, 'to take what is yours, then you either allow him to roam unchecked
or you stop him. When a wolf pack attacks your cattle, you slay the wolves.
That is the way of the hunter. The Outlanders have decided to take all that is
yours. Your fathers have decided to stop them.' 'My
father is a great hunter,' declared the girl. 'Last year he killed a rogue
bear.' 'Not on
his own,' said the boy. 'My father was with him. He shot it too.' 'He did
not!' A squabble broke out between the two. Kollarin's laughter boomed out. 'Come,
come, clansmen, this is no way to behave. I did not have a father - well, not
that I recall. I had a mother who could shoot a bow, or wield a sword. Once,
when a lioness got in amongst our sheep she '95 strode
out to the pasture, carrying only a long staff, and frightened it away. She was
a fine woman.' 'You
are an Outlander,' said the first boy, his earnest gaze fixed to Kollarin's
face. 'Why do you want to kill us?' 'I
never wanted to kill anyone,' Kollarin told him. 'There are many ...
Outlanders, as you call them, from many nations. They have built an empire; I
am from one part of that empire. They conquered my country a hundred and ten
years ago. The Outlanders are not, by nature, evil; they do not eat babies, or
make blood sacrifices to vile gods. Their problem is that they believe in their
own destiny as masters of the world. They respect strength and courage above
all else. Therefore the strongest, the most ruthless, tend to achieve high
rank. The Baron is such a man; he is evil, and because he leads in the north
his evil spreads through the men under his command.' 'What
happened to your father?' asked the red-haired girl. 'He ran
away when I was a babe.' 'Why?' Kollarin
shrugged. 'I cannot answer for him. My mother told me he found life on the farm
too dull.' 'Did
people torment you?' asked a small boy with thick curly hair. Kollarin
nodded. 'Aye, they did. A boy without a father becomes, for some reason, an
object of scorn.' 'Me
too,' said the boy. 'My father ran away before I was born.' 'He
didn't run away,' put in another child scornfully. 'Not even your mother could
have said who he was.' The
curly-haired boy reddened and started to rise. Kollarin spoke swiftly. 'Let us
have no violence here. You are all of the clan, and the clan is in danger; it
is no time to argue with another. But there is something else you could think
about. How does evil grow? What makes it appear in a human heart, growing like
a weed among the blooms? I tell you. It is born from anger and injustice, from
resentment and jealousy. You have all witnessed the tiniest seed of it here in
this hall. A boy with no father has been insulted for what may - or may not -
have been the sin of his mother. That insult, and others like it, will simmer
inside him as he grows. And by what right is he treated so unjustly?' Kollarin
fixed his eyes on the older boy. 'Has his birth damaged you in some way?' 'Everyone
knows his mother is a—' 796 'Do not
say it!' said Kollarin, icily. 'For when you speak thus, you give birth to
evil.' 'It's
the truth!' 'No, it
is a perception of the truth. There is a difference. To the Outlandersyou are
an untutored barbarian, worth less than a pig. You are not even human: your
mother is a whore and your father is a stinking piece of filth who needs to be
eradicated. That is their perception of the truth. They are wrong — and so are you.
I do not say this to you in anger, boy. In fact it saddens me.' 'I will
tell my father what you said about him, Outlander!' shouted the boy. 'He will
kill you for it!' 'If
that is true,' said Kollarin softly, 'there will be one less person to fight
the Baron's men. No, I do not think that he will. I think it more likely he
will be saddened, as I am, thatyou should insult a brother at a time like
this.' 'He's
not my brother! He's the son of a whore!' 'That's
enough!' roared Gwalchmai, surging to his feet. 'I am the Clan Dreamer, and I
know the truth. Kollarin has spoken it, though perhaps he should not. What
festers inside you, young man, is that everyone can see the resemblance between
you and Kellin. You are brothers, and no amount of harsh words will change
that. You have a great deal of growing up to do. Start now.' The
older boy ran from the hall, leaving the door swinging on its canvas hinges.
Snow blew in and another child moved to the door, pushing it shut and dropping
the latch. The children gathered again around the two men, their faces fearful.
'Sometimes,' said Kollarin, 'life can be needlessly cruel. You have witnessed
such a time. Evil does not grow from the head of a devil with horns - if it did
we would all run from it. It springs from an angry word, and settles in the
ears of the hearers. It can grow almost unnoticed until it flowers in rage and
envy, jealousy and greed. The next time you have an angry thought about a clan
brother or sister, remember this.' 'He
will kill you, you know,' said the curly-haired Kellin. 'Jaren's father has a
terrible temper. You should get a sword.' 'I
will, should the need arise,' said Kollarin sadly. 'But now I think we should
play a game, and change the mood. How many here know Catch the Bear?' 797 Gwalchmai
quietly left the hall with the game still in progress, and the squeals and
laughter of the children ringing in his ears. It was bright and cold outside,
but the old man could smell the approach of distant spring upon the wind. He shivered. Kollarin
was right. Evil was not an external force waiting to seize upon a wandering
heart. It dwelt within the heart, a cocooned maggot waiting for the moment to
break out and feed, gorging itself on the darker forces of the human soul. This
was well understood by the founders of the clan, who instilled the stories and
myths for youngsters to emulate. Heroes never oppressed or tormented the weak,
never lied or stole or used their powers for selfish purposes. Heroes were
always subject to such dark desires, but resisted them manfully. All such
stories had but one purpose - to encourage the young to battle the demons
inside. Even
with his Talent fading, Gwalchmai knew what demons drove youngjaren. Other
children whispered that Kellin was his brother.. . this meant that his father
had been unfaithful to his mother, and had then betrayed another woman leaving
her to bring up a son in shame. Jaren would not have his father slandered in
such a way, and had turned his anger towards little Kellin, blaming him for the
lies. His anger and his hatred were born of love for his father. Gwalchmai
stood in the cold sunlight, waiting. It was
not long before he saw the boy heading back with a stocky clansman beside him.
For a moment he could not remember the man's name, then it came to him - Kars.
When Gwalchmai called out to him, the man let go of his son's hand and strode
towards the Dreamer. His square, beardless face was pale with anger. 'You
lied about me, Dreamer,' he said, his tone icy. 'If you were a younger man I
would slay you where you stand. The Outlander is different; he will die for the
honour of my family.' 'And
will the blood wash away the shame?' asked Gwalchmai, holding to the man's
gaze. Kars
stepped in close. 'The woman was any man's for a copper farthing. That was her
work and her pleasure. Aye, I rutted with her. Find me a man who did not.' 'That
is inconsequential,' said Gwalchmai.'Good God, man, have you not looked at the
boy? Every line of his face mirrors yours. Yet even that is beside the point.
Why should the child carry the sins of his mother? What has he done, save to
serve as a reminder of a night ,98 of
casual coupling? And as for the Outlander, he spoke only the truth.' 'He
called me a piece of filth!' snarled Kars. 'Is that the truth, old man?' 'He did
not call you anything, Kars. He was explaining to the children about how the
Outlanders perceive us. Jaren became angry and took it all personally.' 'Enough
talk!' snapped the man, drawing his claymore and turning away. 'What
now, Kars?' asked Gwalchmai softly. 'Will you walk into a children's gathering
and slaughter the man who leads them in games? Can you not hear the laughter?
The joy? How long since the clan children knew such moments?' At that
instant the doors opened and the children moved out into the light. Kars stood
stock-still, his sword in his hand. The laughter of the young faded away, and
they stood by silently as Kollarin stepped out and swung his green cloak around
his slender shoulders. A small boy moved out to stand beside him. Kars looked
at the child, then at his own son, Jaren. No one moved. Kars plunged his sword
into the snow and stepped forward to drop on one knee before Kellin. The little
boy did not flinch, but stared back at the warrior. Gwalchmai
felt his heart beating erratically, his breathing shallow. For Kars to accept
the boy as his own would mean a loss of honour to the proud clansman, causing
grief to himself and shame to his family. To reject the evidence of his eyes
would bring a different kind of shame, but one that was at least private. The
warrior reached out and placed his hands on Kellin's shoulders. 'You are a fine
lad,' he said, his voice choked with emotion. 'A fine lad. Should you wish it,
you would be welcome at my fire, and at my home.' Gwalchmai
could scarce believe he had heard the words. Switching his gaze to Jaren, who
was standing near to his father, he saw that the boy looked close to tears.
Kars glanced up and called to his son and Jaren ran to him. Kars stood, then
offered his hand to Kellin. 'Let us walk for a while,' he said. Kellin took his
left hand, Jaren his right. Together
they walked away towards the trees. Kollarin
strolled across to where Gwalchmai stood. 'A curious encounter,' observed the
younger man. 'There
is still nobility within the clan,' said Gwalchmai proudly. 'And I will die
happy.' 199 Kollarin's
face showed his sorrow. 'You are going back to your cabin, to meet the soldiers
who will kill you. Why? You know that if you stay here you will thwart them.' 'Aye,'
agreed Gwalchmai. 'There are magical moments when a man can change the future.
But not this time. I still have one small task to perform, one last gift for
Sigarni.' 'You
will plant a seed,' said Kollarin sadly, 'and you will die for it.' 'Take
care of my dogs, young man. I have grown to love them. And now I must go.'
Suddenly Gwalchmai chuckled. 'There are two jugs of honey mead liquor hidden in
my loft back home. I can hear them calling to me!' Kollarin
put out his hand. 'You are a good man, Gwalchmai, and a brave one. I know you
are concerned about Sigarni, and how she will fare without your guidance. I
will be her Gifted One ... and I will never betray her.' 'There
is one who will,' said the old man. 'I do not know who.' 'I will
watch for him', promised Kollarin. Leofric's
servant banked up the fire and brought in fresh candles which he lit and placed
atop the dying stubs. The blond-haired young man did not acknowledge his
presence, but remained poring over maps and calculations. Leofric was not a
happy man. Much as he enjoyed the logistics of a campaign, he could not divorce
himself from the feeling that it was all so unnecessary. The clans had been
peaceful for years, and now the Baron was set to bring fire and death into
their lands. And for what? A little glory and the chance to rise again in the
King's eyes. That and the speculation on land prices south of the border. It was
all so meaningless. The
servant placed a goblet of steaming tisane before him. Leofric lifted it and
sipped the brew, which was sweet and spiced with liquor. 'Thank you. Most
thoughtful,' he said, looking up at the servant. The man disappeared from his
mind instantly. The
army would march in ten weeks. Each of the six thousand men would carry four
days' food supply with them. Leofric lifted a quill pen. One pound of oats,
eight ounces of dried beef, half an ounce of salt. Seven pennies for each pack,
multiplied by six thousand. He shook his head. The Baron would not be pleased
at such an outlay. 200 Sipping
his tisane, he leaned back in his chair. By his
reckoning this war would cost twelve thousand four hundred gold pieces in
wages, food and materials. But the Baron had budgeted for ten thousand. Where
to make cuts? Salt was expensive, but soldiers would not march without it, and
it was common knowledge that an absence of beef in the diet led to cowardly
behaviour. But halving the oats ration would mean less bulk food, and besides
would save only... he scribbled down a calculation, then multiplied it. Three
hundred and forty-two gold pieces. Then he
brightened. You have not considered the dead, he thought. The Highlanders will
fight, and that means a percentage of the army would not be requiring food or
payment. But how many? On a normal campaign with the Baron the losses could be
as high as thirty per cent, but that would not be the situation here. Half
that? A quarter? Say five per cent: Three hundred men. Once more he bent over
his calculations. Almost
there, he decided. The
servant returned. 'Begging your pardon, my lord, but there is a man to see
you.' 'What
time is it?' 'A
little before midnight, sir.' 'An odd
time to be calling. Who is it?' 'I do
not know him, sir. He is a stranger. He asked for you and said he had
information you would find invaluable.' Leofric
sighed; he was tired. 'Very well, show him in. Give us no more than ten
minutes, then interrupt me on a matter of importance - you understand?' 'Of course,
sir.' The man bowed and departed. Leofric
rubbed his eyes and yawned. Midnight. Dear God, I have been working on these
papers for seven hours! Hastily he gathered them together, pushing them into a
drawer. The servant returned, ushering in a middle-aged man with a round fleshy
face and glittering eyes. 'I
trust you will forgive this intrusion,' said the newcomer. 'But the news I have
could not wait for the morning.' 'And
why is that pray?' countered Leofric, gesturing the man to a seat. 'You
were working on the invasion plans,' said the other, with a smile. 'My
information will force substantial changes.' 201 'How do
you know what I was working on?' 'Let us
come back to that, Leofric,' said the man, with a wide smile. 'For now, let me
tell you that two of your three forts have fallen to the clansmen, and all the
supplies they contain are now being consumed by your enemies.' Leofric's
weariness vanished immediately. 'That's not possible! I supervised the
structures myself. They were impregnable!' 'Not
from deceit, it appears.' Leofric
sat down. 'Deceit?' 'The
woman Sigarni sent the traitor, Obrin, and a hundred men posing as a relief
force. Both forts surrendered without a fight.' 'How...
? Who are you?' 'I
think you can fairly assume that I am a friend, Lord Leofric. I also have
information concerning Sigarni and her plans. She is gathering an army, you
know.' 'Under
whose leadership?' 'Her
own, of course. She is of the blood royal, and she masterminded the defeat of
your forces at Cilfallen. Fine credentials, don't you think?' 'How
many men does she command now?' 'Close
to two thousand. The Farlain are with her, and the Pallides will soon follow.
Unless she is stopped, that is.' 'We
cannot get through until the thaw. All the northern passes are blocked.' 'You
cannot get through but! can. I have already, in a manner of speaking.' The
servant entered. 'My lord, I think you should ...' 'Yes,
yes, no need for that now. Bring me another tisane, and one for our guest.' The man
nodded and bowed as Leofric returned his attention to his guest. 'I think it is
time you declared your interest in this matter,' he said. 'Of
course. I am hunting the witch, Sigarni. My reasons are of no concern to you,
but it is important to me that I find her. Surrounded as she is now by loyal
clansmen, it might be ... difficult for me to reach her. You can help me in my
quest - as I can help you in yours.' 'You're
a magicker?' The man
laughed. 'Nothing so dainty, my lord. I am a sorcerer. Some time ago I was paid
to... remove the problem Sigarni posed. I 202 failed.
Three times. I say this without shame, for my opponents were mighty indeed.
Happily, they now believe me to be dead, which leaves me free to enjoy the
success I have waited for.' 'Why
would they think you dead?' 'A man
was torn to pieces by demons. I made sure he resembled me in every way. You
wish to hear more?' Leofric
shook his head. 'Absolutely not. What is it you require of me, in return for
your information?' 'I find
that I am short of funds in Citadel town. I am far from my own bankers, and
would be grateful for a gratuity that would enable me to rent a house in
Citadel. There is much I must do to prepare for my next attempt. Men and
materials, that sort of thing.' 'Of
course. Where are you staying at present?' 'A
hostelry nearby, the Blue Duck tavern.' 'I will
have one of my servants bring you money tomorrow morning. I would also
appreciate any further information you can supply concerning the plans of the
rebels.' The man
rubbed his fleshy chin. 'I will consider that,' he said. 'It is a delicate
business. You see, I don't want you to capture or kill Sigarni. That delight is
for me. I'll think on it, and let you know my decision.' 'The
Baron will almost certainly want to see you.' 'I
don't believe so, Lord Leofric. Tell him you have a spy who brought you this
information. That, after all, is the truth. Do not mention me to him. It would
displease me.' 'Who
shall my servant ask for tomorrow?' Leofric enquired. 'Oh, I
am sorry, I did not introduce myself. My name is Jakuta Khan.' Ballistar's
hatred for winter was deep and perfect, for it was the one season designed to
highlight his deformity. His short, stumpy legs could not cope with deep snow
and he felt a prisoner in Asmidir's house. Ballistar longed to be with Sigarni
again, planning for the spring and the coming war. 'You
would be useless now,' he said aloud, as he perched on the battlements staring
out over the winter landscape. 'Useless.' Scrambling
to his feet, he stood. Yet today there was no enjoyment in being so high. It
served only to emphasize how tiny he was. Snow 203 began
to fall as Ballistar dropped to his belly and lowered himself to the parapet. Back
inside his upper room, he stoked the fire and sat down on the rug staring into
the flames. The chairs were all too tall, and Ari had brought a wooden box to
the room so that Ballistar could climb into bed. Why was I born like this? he
wondered. What sin could a child be guilty of that a vengeful God would condemn
him to a life such as this. No one
understood his torment. How could they? Even Sigarni had once said, 'Perhaps
one day you will meet a beautiful dwarf woman and be happy.' I don't
want a dwarf woman, he thought. Just because I am deformed, it does not mean I
will find deformity attractive in others. I want
you, Sigarni. I want you to love me, to see me as a man. It
won't happen. He remembered the taunts that marked his childhood and
adolescence. Bakris Tooth-gone had once caused great merriment with a joke
about Ballistar and his inability to find love. 'How could he make love to a
woman?' Bakris had said. 'If they were nose to nose, he'd have his toes in it,
toes to toes he'd have his nose in it, and if he ever got there he'd have no
one to talk to.' Oh yes,
great roars of laughter had greeted the jest. Even Ballistar had chuckled. What
other choice was there? Ballistar
left his room and wandered downstairs and out into the stable-yard. The little
white pony was in her stall and the dwarf climbed to the rail by her head and
stroked her neck. The pony swung her head and nuzzled him. 'Do you worry about
being a dwarf horse?' he said. 'Do you look at the tall mares with envy?' The
pony returned to munching the straw in her feed box. It was cold in the stable
and Ballistar saw that the pony's blanket had slipped from her back. Climbing
to the floor he retrieved it, and tried to flip it back into place. It was a large
blanket and, as he tried to throw it high, it fell back over Ballistar's head.
Three times he tried. On the last it was almost in place, but the pony moved to
its right and the blanket fell to the left. It was
the final humiliation for Ballistar. Tears welled in his dark eyes, and he
thought again of the high parapet. On the north side, at the base of the wall,
there were sharp rocks. If I were to throw myself from the battlements I would
die, he thought. No more pain, no more humiliation ... Ballistar
returned to the house and began to climb the stairs. 204 The
servant-warrior, Ari, moved out of the library and saw him. 'Good morning,
Ballistar.' 'Good
morning,' mumbled the dwarf, continuing his climb. 'I was
wondering if you could assist me.' Ballistar
hesitated, and glanced down through the stair rails at the tall black man. 'Not
today,' he said. 'It is
important,' said Ari softly. 'I am studying the maps of the Duane Pass, for
that is where we believe the first battle will be fought. Do you know it?' 'I know
it.' 'Good,
then you will be of great assistance.' Ari turned away and re-entered the
library. Ballistar stood for a moment, then slowly climbed down the stairs and
followed the man. Ari was sitting on the floor with maps all around him. A coal
fire was burning in the hearth. Ballistar
slumped down beside the man. 'What do you need?' he asked. 'These
woods here,' said Ari, pointing to a green section, 'are they thick and dense,
or light and open?' 'Reasonably
light. Firs, mostly. You thought to hide men there?' 'It was
a possibility.' Ballistar
shook his head. 'Not possible. But there is a gully just beyond the woods where
a force could be concealed. There!' he said, stabbing his index finger on the
map. 'Now I will leave you.' 'Ah,
but we have just begun,' said Ari, with a smile. 'Look at this.' He passed
Ballistar a sketch and the dwarf took it. Upon it was an •outline of Duane Pass
and a series of rectangles, some blacked in, others in various colours. 'What
are these?' 'The
classic Outland battle formation - infantry at the centre, the heavy black
blocks. Two divisions. The blue represents the cavalry, the yellow archers and
slingers. The cavalry also may be in two divisions, lightly armoured and
heavily armoured. But this we do not yet know. Where would you place our
forces?' 'I'm
not a soldier!' snapped Ballistar. 'Indeed
not, but you are a bright, intelligent man. Skills can be learned. Let me give
you an example: Where would cavalry be of limited use?' 205 'In a
forest,' answered Ballistar, 'where the trees and undergrowth would restrict a
mounted man.' 'And
what slows down infantry?' 'Hills,
mountains, rivers. Forests again.' 'There,
you see?' Ari told him. 'Having established that, then we look for ways to
ensure that battles are fought where we desire them -in forests, on hills. So,
where in Duane would you position our forces?' Ballistar
gazed at the map. 'There is only one good defensive point. There is a flat-topped
hill at the northern end of the pass - but it would be surrounded swiftly.' 'Yes,'
said Ari, 'it would. How many people could gather there?' 'I
don't know. A thousand?' 'I
would think two thousand,' said Ari. 'Which is our entire force.' 'What
would be the point of such an action?' asked Ballistar. 'Once surrounded there
would be no way to retreat, and even the advantage of occupying a hill would be
overcome by an Outland army numbering more than five thousand men.' 'Yet it
remains the only true defensive position,' insisted Ari. 'Once the Oudanders
are through Duane Pass, diey can spread out and attack isolated hamlets and
villages. Nodiing could stop them.' 'I
don't know die answer,' Ballistar admitted. 'Nor I,
but we will speak of it again. Tonight at dinner.' He looked direcdy into
Ballistar's eyes. 'Or did you have odier plans?' Ballistar
took a deep breath. 'No, no odier plans.' 'That
is good. I will see you later.' 'You
really believe I can be of help in diis?' asked Ballistar, struggling to his
feet. 'Of
course. Take die sketches with you, and think about diem.' Ballistar
smiled. 'I will, Ari. Thank you.' The
black man shrugged and returned to his studies. 206 II 'BY
GOD, SHE'S some woman,' said Obrin, peeling off his jerkin and
sitting by the fire. 'They fell just like she said they would. Like skittles! I
could scarce believe it, Fell. When I rode up to that Farlain fort my heart was
in my mouth. The officer just ordered the gates opened, listened to my report,
then turned over command to me and rode out. What a moment! I even told him the
best route through the snow, and he rode his men into Grame's trap.' 'Grame
lost no men in that first encounter, yet more than twenty when the Pallides
detachment was ambushed,' said Fell. 'That's
nothing compared with the two hundred we slew in those engagements,' pointed
out Obrin. 'But it's a damn shame the men from the Loda fort escaped. I still
don't know what went wrong there.' 'They
simply got lost,' said Fell, 'and missed the trap. No one's fault.' Obrin
reached for a pottery jug and pulled the cork. 'The Baron's wine,' he said,
with a dry chuckle. 'There were six jugs in each fort. It's a good vintage -
try some.' Fell
shook his head. 'I think I'll take a walk,' he said. 'What's
wrong, Fell?' 'Nothing.
I just need to walk.' Obrin
replaced the cork and looked hard at the handsome forester. 'I'm not the most
intuitive of men, Fell. But I've been a sergeant for twelve years and I know when
something is eating at a man. What is it? Fear? Apprehension?' Fell
smiled wearily. 'Is it so obvious then?' 'It is
to me, but your men must not see it. That is one of the secrets of leadership,
Fell. Your confidence becomes their confidence. They feed off you, like wolf
cubs suckling at the mother's teats. If you despair, they despair.' Fell
chuckled. 'I've never been compared with a mother wolf 207 before.
Pass the jug!' He took several long swallows. 'You're right,' he said, wiping
his lips with the back of his hand. 'The wine is good. But I don't fear the
Outlanders, Obrin. I am not afraid to die for my people. What gnaws at me is
more personal. I shall make sure that my feelings do not show as strongly in
the future.' 'Sigarni,'
said Obrin, lifting the jug. 'How
would you know that?' asked Fell, surprised. Obrin
grinned. 'I listen, Fell. That's another secret of leadership. You were lovers,
but now you are not. Don't let it concern you. You're a good-looking lad and
there are plenty of women who'd love to warm your bed.' Fell
shook his head. 'That's not the whole reason for my sadness. You didn't know
her when she was just the huntress. God, man, she was a wonder! Strong and
fearless, but more than that she had a love for life and a laugh that was
magical. She could make a cold day of drizzle and grey sky suddenly seem
beautiful. She was a woman. What is she now? Have you ever seen her laugh? Or
even smile at a jest? Sweet Heaven, she's become a creature of ice, a winter queen.'
Fell drank again, long and deeply. 'There's
not been a great deal to laugh about,' observed Obrin, 'but I hear what you
say. I once owned a crystal sphere. There was a rose set inside, as if trapped
in ice. I've always loved roses, and this was one of the most beautiful blooms,
rich and velvet red. It would live for ever. Yet it had no scent, and would not
seed.' 'That
is it,' said Fell. 'Exactly that! Like the Crown of Alwen - all men can see it,
none can touch it.' Obrin
smiled. 'I've often heard Highlanders talk of the lost Crown. Is it a myth?' Fell
shook his head. 'I saw it when I was ten. It appears once every twenty-five
years, at the centre of the pool at Ironhand's Falls. It's beautiful, man. It
is more a helmet than a crown, and the silver shines like captured moonlight.
There are silver wings, flat against the helm like those of a hawk when it
dives, and a golden band around the brow inscribed with ancient runes. It has a
nasal guard - like an Outland helm- and this is also silver, as are the
cheek-guards. I was there with my father. It was the winter before he went down
with the plague, my last winter with him. He took me to the Falls and we stood
there with the gathered clans. I could not see at first, and he lifted me to
his shoulders. A man cursed behind us, but then the Crown appeared. It 208 shimmered
for maybe ten, twelve heartbeats. Then it was gone. Man, what a night!' 'Sounds
like a conjuring trick to me,' said Obrin. 'I've seen magickers make birds of
gold that fly high into the air and explode in showers of coloured sparks.' 'It was
no trick,' said Fell, without a hint of anger. 'Alwen was Ironhand's uncle. He
had no children, and he hated Ironhand. When he was dying he ordered one of his
wizards to hide the Crown where Ironhand would never find it, thus condemning
his nephew to a reign fraught with civil war and insurrection. Without it,
Ironhand was a King with no credentials. You understand?' 'It
makes no sense to me,' said Obrin. 'He had right of blood. Why did he need a
piece of metal?' 'The
Crown had magical properties. Only a true King could wear it. It was not made
by Alwen's order, it was far older. Once, when a usurper killed the King and
placed the crown on his head, his skin turned black and fire erupted from his
eyes. He melted away like snow in the sunshine.' 'Hmmm,'
muttered Obrin, unconvinced. "Tis a pretty tale. My tribe has many such,
the Spear of Goldark, the Sword of Kal-thyn. Maybe one day I'll see this Crown.
But you were talking of Sigarni. If you loved her, and she you, why did it
end?' 'I was
a fool. I wanted sons, Obrin. It's important in the Highlands. I had a need to
watch my boys grow, to teach them of forestry and hunting, to instil in them a
love of the land. Sigarni is barren - like your rose in crystal. I walked away
from her. But not an hour has passed since when her face does not shine in my
memories. Even when I lay with my wife, Gwen, all I could see was Sigarni. It
was the worst mistake of my life.' Fell drained the last of the wine and lay
back on the floor of the hut. 'I'd just like to see her laugh once more... to
be the way she was.' He closed his eyes. Obrin
sat quietly as Fell's breathing deepened. You're
wrong, Fell, he thought. I know what war is, and I know the pain and terror
that is coming. Given a choice I'd keep Sigarni the way she is, the Ice Queen,
the cold-hearted warrior woman whose strategies have already seen three enemy
forts overcome, and several tons of supplies brought into the encampments. Obrin
pulled on his jerkin and stepped out into the night. 209 Sigarni
was tired. The morning had been a long one, discussing supplies with Tovi,
organizing patrols with Grame and Fell, then poring over the battle plans drawn
up by Asmidir and Ari, listening to Obrin's tales of woe concerning training. 'We've
not the time to train them properly,' said the stocky Outlander. 'I've got them
responding to the hunting horn for attack and retreat and re-form. But that is
it! Your army will be like a spear, Sigarni. One throw is all you get.' She
felt as if her mind could take not one more ounce of pressure, and had walked
with Lady to a hill-top to look upon the ageless beauty of High Druin, hoping
to steal a fragment of its eternal peace. Two of
Asmidir's Al-jfttn walked twenty paces behind her, never speaking but always
present. At first their ceaseless vigilance had been a source of irritation,
but now she found their silent presence reassuring. A stand of trees grew
across the hill-top, and these gave some shelter from the wind as Sigarni
stared out over the winter landscape at the brooding magnificence of High
Druin, its sharp peaks spearing the clouds. Down on the slopes leading to the
valley she could see Loda children tobogganing, and hear the squeals of their
laughter. The sounds were shrill, and echoed in the mountains. Will
they still be laughing in a few weeks, she wondered? Taliesen
had disappeared again, gone to whatever secret place wizards inhabit, and his
last words to her echoed constantly in her memory: 'The Pallides will ask for a
sign.' 'They
already have,' she had told him. 'No,
no, listen to me!' They will ask for something specific. When they do, agree to
it. Don't hesitate. I will be back when I have prepared the way. Will you trust
me?' 'You
have given me no reason to distrust you. But what if they ask me to supply the
moon on a silver salver?' 'Say
that you will,' he said, with a dry laugh. He threw his tattered cloak of
feathers around his scrawny frame, and his smile faded. 'They will not ask
that, but it will seem as difficult. Remember my words, Sigarni. I will be back
before the first snowdrops of spring. We will meet by Ironhand's Falls in
twelve days.' Lady
brushed against her leg and whined. Sigarni knelt and stroked her long ears.'I
have neglected you, my lovely,' she said. 'I 210 am
sorry.' Lady's long nose pushed against Sigarni's cheek and she felt the
hound's warm tongue on her face. 'You are so forgiving.' She patted Lady's dark
flank. 'She
wishes solitude,' she heard one of her guards say. Sigarni turned to see a
tall, dark-haired woman standing with the two men. 'Let
her through,' she called. The woman gave the black men a wide berth and walked
up the hillside. She was thin of face, with a prominent nose, but her large
brown eyes gave her face a semblance of beauty. 'You wish to speak with me?'
said Sigarni. 'I do.
I am Layelia, the wife of Torgan.' 'There
is no place for him among my officers,' said Sigarni sternly. 'He is a fool.' 'That
is a trait shared by most men I have met,' said Layelia. 'But then war is a
foolish game.' 'Have
you come to plead for him?' 'No. He
will regain his honour - or he will not. That is for him. I came to speak with
you. I have questions.' Sigarni
removed her cloak and spread it over the snow. 'Come, sit with me. Why not more
questions? That is my life now. Endless questions, each with a hundred
answers.' 'You
look tired,' said Layelia. 'You should rest more.' 'I will
when there is time. Now ask your questions.' The
dark-haired woman was silent for a moment, staring deeply into Sigarni's pale
blue eyes. 'What if we win?' she asked, at last. Sigarni
laughed. 'If we lose we die. That is all I know. My God, I certainly have no
time to think of the aftermath of a victory that is by no means certain.' 'I
think you should,' said Layelia softly. 'If you don't, then you are just like a
man, never seeing beyond the end of your nose.' Sigarni
sighed. 'You are correct, I am tired. So let us assume the hare is bagged, and
move on to the cooking. What do you want?' Layelia
chuckled. 'I have heard a lot about you, Sigarni. You have lived a life many
women - myself included - would envy. But I don't envy you now, trying to
adjust to a world of men. I ask about victory for a simple, selfish reason. I
have children, and I want those children to grow in the Highland way, with
their father beside them, learning about cattle and crops, family, clan and
honour. The Outlanders threaten our way of life - not just by their invasion,
but by our resistance. Tell me this, if you beat the Baron, what then? Is it
over?' 211 'No,'
admitted Sigarni. 'They will send another army.' 'And
how will you combat them?' 'In
whatever way I can,' said Sigarni guardedly. 'You
will be forced to attack the Lowland cities, sack their treasuries and hire
mercenaries.' Sigarni
smiled grimly. 'Perhaps.' 'And if
you defeat the next army, will that end the war?' 'I
don't know!' snapped Sigarni, 'but I doubt it. Where is this leading?' 'It
seems to me,' said Layelia sadly, 'that win or lose our way of life is
finished. The war will go on and on. The more you win, the further away you
will take our men - perhaps all the way to the Outland capital. What then, when
the outlying armies of their empire gather? Will you be fighting in Kushir in
ten years?' 'If I
am, it will not be from choice,' Sigarni told her. 'I hear you, Layelia, and I
understand what you are saying. If there is a way I can avoid what you fear,
then I will. You have my word on that.' The
dark-haired woman smiled, and laid her hand on Sigarni's arm. 'I believe you.
You know, I have always thought the world would be a better place with women as
leaders. We wouldn't fight stupid wars over worthless pieces of land; we would
talk to one another, and reach compromises that would suit both factions. I
know that you have to be a war leader, Sigarni, but I ask that you be a woman
leader, and not just a pretend man in armour.' 'You are
very forthright, Layelia. A shame you were not so forthright with Torgan.' 'I did
my best,' said the other, with a wry smile, 'but he was not gifted with a good
brain. He is, however, a fine partner in bed, so I will not complain too much.' Sigarni's
laughter rang out. 'I'm glad he is good at something.' 'He is
also a good father,' said Layelia. 'The children adore him, and he plays with
them constantly.' 'I am
sorry,' said Sigarni. 'I have obviously not seen the best of him. Have you been
married long?' 'Fourteen
years come summer.' She smiled. 'He hasn't changed much in those years, save to
lose some of his hair. It's beautiful here, isn't it, the sun gleaming on High
Druin?' 'Yes,'
Sigarni agreed. 212 Layelia
rose. 'I have taken too much of your time. I will leave you to your
thoughts." Sigarni
stood. 'Thank you, Layelia. I feel refreshed, though I don't know why.' 'You've
spent too long in the company of men,' said Layelia. 'Perhaps we should talk
again?' 'I
would enjoy that.' Layelia
stepped forward and embraced the silver-haired warrior woman, kissing her on
both cheeks. Sigarni felt hot tears spill to her face. Abruptly she pulled
clear and turned back towards High Druin. 'You
shouldn't have brought me,' grumbled Ballistar. 'I'm slowing you down.' 'That's
true,' grunted Sigarni, as they faced yet another deep snow-drift. 'But you're
such good company!' Ballistar
shifted on her shoulders. 'Put me down and we'll see if we can crawl along the
top of it. There should be solid ground about thirty feet ahead. Then it is
just one more hill to the Falls.' Sigarni
swivelled and tipped the little man from her shoulders. He fell head-first into
the drift, and came up spluttering and spitting snow. 'You are heavy for a
small man,' she said laughing. 'And
you have the boniest shoulders I ever sat upon,' he told her, brushing snow
from his beard. Turning to his stomach, Ballistar began to squirm across the
snow. Sigarni followed him, using her arms to force a path. After an hour of
effort they reached solid ground and sat for a while, gathering their strength.
'I'm freezing to death,' muttered Ballistar. 'I hope you left enough firewood
in the cave. I'm in no mood to go gathering.' 'Enough
for a couple of hours,' she reassured him. The
Falls were still frozen at the centre, but at the sides water had begun to
trickle through the ice. 'The thaw is coming,' said the dwarf. 'I
know,' said Sigarni softly. Inside
the cave Sigarni started a fire and they shrugged out of their soaked outer
clothing. 'So why did you bring me?' asked Ballistar. 'I
thought you'd enjoy my company,' she told him. 'That's
not very convincing.' She
looked at him, and remembered how out of place he had seemed back at the
encampment, how lonely and sad. 'I wanted 213 company,'
she said, 'and I could think of no one else I would rather have with me.' He
blushed and looked away. 'I'll accept that,' he said brightly. 'Do you remember
when we used to play here as children? You, me, Fell and Bernt built a tree
house. It fell apart in the big storm. Fell was climbing and the floor gave
way. You remember?' Sigarni
nodded. 'Bernt stole the nails from Grame. More nails in that structure than
wood.' 'It was
fun, wasn't it?' 'Fun?
You were always arguing with the others, getting into scrapes and fights.' 'I
know,' he said. 'I was young then, and not growing like the rest of you. But I
look back on those times as the happiest of my life. Do you think the others
would?' 'Bernt
no longer looks back,' she said, her voice almost a whisper. 'Oh,
I'm sorry, Sigarni. I wasn't thinking.' Reaching out, he took her slender hand
in his own, his stubby fingers caressing her wrist. 'It wasn't your fault, not
really. I think if you had gone he would still have killed himself had you
turned him down. It was his life; he chose to take it.' Sigarni
shook her head. 'I don't think that is the whole truth. Had I known the outcome
beforehand I would have acted differently. But now I think about how I was
lying in bed with Asmidir, enjoying myself utterly.' She sighed. 'And while I
was being pleasured, Bernt was tying a rope around his neck.' Ballistar
looked away and fiddled with the fire, poking small sticks into the flames.
'Now I have embarrassed you,' she said. 'Yes,
you have,' he told her, reddening. 'But we are friends, Sigarni. We always will
be. I don't want you to feel there are words you cannot say in my presence.
When is the wizard due?' he asked, changing the subject. 'Tomorrow.' 'I wish
he'd chosen a more hospitable meeting place.' 'It had
to be here,' she said. 'He knew what the Pallides would ask of me.' 'Madness!'
snapped Ballistar. 'Who do they think they are? Here we sit on the verge of war
and they play games. Do they believe they can win without us?' 'No, my
friend, they don't think that. Their Dreamers have told 214 them
that the leader will wear the Crown of Alwen. If that is true, then I must find
it. Taliesen will have a plan.' 'I
don't like wizards,' said the dwarf. 'I
remember you saying that about Asmidir. A black sorcerer, you called him.' 'I
still don't like him. Are you still lovers?' 'No!'
Her voice was sharper than she intended and Ballistar gazed at her quizzically. 'Did he
wrong you?' She
shook her head. 'I don't want to talk about it. I want your help before dusk. I
want you to come with me to the far side of the pool and break the ice.' 'Why?'
he asked, mystified. 'I need
to swim.' 'That's
ridiculous! The cold will kill you.' 'You
can wait for me with a blanket,' she said. 'There's
something you are not telling me. What are you looking for?' Sigarni
stretched out her hand to the fire. The cave was glowing now in the firelight,
and the sounds of winter outside only served to make it seem more cosy within.
'I am going to find a small bone,' she said. 'A talisman if you like, a good
luck charm.' 'Whose
bones?' he asked, wide eyed. 'Ironhand.' Ballistar's
jaw dropped. 'You found his bones? He didn't pass over the Gateway?' 'No. He
died here fighting his enemies.' 'How
will a bone help you?' 'Enough
questions, Balli. Come on, we're warm enough now.' Together
they left the cave and trudged across the snow-covered ice of the pool. Sigarni
found the boulder under which the bones lay, and she and Ballistar began to
chip away at the surrounding ice with their knives. It was slow work and
Ballistar lost his patience. Climbing to the top of the jutting boulder he
jumped to the ice, landing hard. Four times more he did so, then on the fifth a
large crack appeared. 'Almost there,' he said. Suddenly the ice gave and he
fell through into the dark water beneath. Sigarni dived across the ice, her
hand snaking out to grab his collar just as he was about to sink. With a great
effort she hauled him back. 215 'You'd
better get back to the cave,' she said. 'No,
no, I'm all right,' he said, shivering. 'Can you reach the bones from here?' 'I
don't know. I'll have to be fast.' Slipping out of her clothes, she slithered
into the water. 'Be
careful, there's an undertow,' warned Ballistar. The
cold chilled her to the bone, and all was darkness. Holding to the boulder, she
released some air and dived deeper. Her hand touched the bottom and she scrabbled
around, but could feel nothing but stones. Something sharp cut the palm of her
hand. The sudden shock caused her to breathe out and, her lungs aching, she
rose towards the surface. Her head thumped against ice. She had
missed the opening. Holding
down panic she rolled to her back, pushing her face towards the ice. There was
always a tiny gap between ice and water, and she breathed in deeply. The cold
was bitter now and she could not feel her fingers. 'You
stupid woman!' she thought. 'To come so far and die so stupidly.' A faint
glow surrounded her. 'Why do you never call for me, child?' asked Ironhand.
'Dive to the bottom and collect what you came for, then follow me to the
surface.' Filling
her lungs with air she rolled and dived, kicking out against the ice to propel
herself down. In the glow she saw Ironhand sitting on the pool floor; beside
him was a human head but she did not recognize the face. On the other side of
the ghostly giant lay his bones. Swiftly she grabbed a finger-bone and rose
towards the surface. As she
broke clear Ballistar took hold of her arm and dragged her on to the ice. 'I was
worried near to death,' complained the dwarf. Sigarni could not speak; she had
begun to shake uncontrollably. 'And look, you've cut your hand,' he said,
pointing to the trickle of blood on her palm. Ballistar
took up her clothes and led her back to the cave, where she sat wrapped in a
blanket, her face and hands blue. 'I hope that bone was worth it,' he said. 'It...
was,' she told him. 'He ... is ... here.' 'Who
is?' 'Ironhand.' 'Ironhand?'
he repeated. 'In the cave? With us?' Ballistar gazed around fearfully. 'I don't
see him." Sigarni
shrugged off the blanket and moved a little way from the fire. 'Come and rub my
skin,' she said. Ballistar put his hands on her shoulders and began to massage
the flesh. 'So now
we are dealing with wizards and ghosts,' he said. 'Lower.
On my back,' she ordered. Ballistar
knelt behind her and rubbed gently at the cold skin. 'You should sit closer to
the fire.' 'No. It
would do more harm than good. When I am a little warmer . .. That is nice. Now
my arms.' He sat
beside her, kneading her flesh, encouraging the blood to flow. He tried not to
stare at her breasts, but failed. Sigarni did not seem to notice. Of course she
doesn't, he thought. I am not a man to her. 'I am
going to sleep now, Balli. Watch over me, and keep the fire going.' Holding
fast to the bone, she lay down by the fire. Ballistar covered her with two blankets.
As she closed her eyes, he leaned down and kissed her cheek. 'What
was that for?' she asked sleepily. 'I love
you,' he said. 'I love
you too,' she whispered. And slept. The
fire burned low and Ballistar added the last of the wood. Sigarni's flesh was
still cool and the dwarf wandered out into the cold of the night to gather dead
wood. The carcasses of the demons still lay where Sigarni had slain them, but
they were not rotting; it was too cold for that. They'll smell bad come spring,
thought Ballistar as he wandered beneath the trees, kicking at the snow and
seeking fuel. 'Over
there,' said a voice. 'Beneath the oaks.' Ballister
leapt, turned and fell over. Standing beside him was a glowing figure in
ancient armour, his white beard braided into forks. He wore a long,
double-handed broadsword in a scabbard of embossed silver - and the hand
resting on it was made of red iron. 'By Heaven, you are skittish,' said the
ghost. 'Are you going to fetch the wood or not?' 'Yes,
lord,' answered Ballistar. 2IJ 'I'm
not your lord, dwarf. I am merely a spirit. Now fetch the wood before she
freezes to death.' Ballistar
nodded, and dug around in the snow beneath the oaks, gadiering dead wood, then
returning to the cave. The glowing figure stayed by him, watching his efforts.
'It cannot be easy to live in such a body,' he said. 'A
choice would be pleasant,' muttered Ballistar. 'You've
a handsome face, lad. Be thankful for small gifts.' 'All my
gifts are small - bar one. And I'll never get to use that,' answered Ballistar,
kneeling by the fire and placing two long sticks upon it. The
ghost assumed a sitting position by the fire. 'You can never be sure,' he said.
'I had two dwarfs at my court and they were always in demand. Once I had to
adjudicate in a very delicate matter, where a knight cited one of my dwarfs as
his wife's secret lover. He wanted the dwarf hanged and his wife burned at the
stake.'. 'What
did you do? Did you kill them?' 'Do I
look like a barbarian? I told the knight that he would be laughed out of the
kingdom if he sought a public trial. The wife was sent back to her family in
disgrace. I had the dwarf castrated. However, that is not the point. Never lose
faith, little man.' 'Well,
thank you for your advice,' snapped Ballistar. 'However. I have not yet met a
woman who would wish to have me clamber all over her.' He told the spirit of
Bakris' jest and Ironhand laughed. 'Nose
to nose ... yes, that's very good. How did you respond?' 'I
laughed with them - though it broke my heart.' 'Aye,
it's the best way." He leaned forward, peering at Sigarni. 'Is she wanning
up?' he asked. Ballistar
moved alongside the sleeping woman and touched the flesh of her arm. 'A little.
She was seeking your bones. Damn near died for it.' 'I
know, I was there. Wilful child.' The ghost smiled. 'She can't help it, it is
in her blood. I was wilful myself. How is the war progressing?' 'I
would have thought you'd know more about that than a mere dwarf,' said
Ballistar. 'Can spirits not fly around the world?' 'I
don't know any spirits,' said Ironhand. 'But I cannot. I'm trapped here, where
I died. Well, until now. Wherever Sigarni goes, I shall go too.' 218 'That's
a comforting thought. I think you'll cause a certain amount of panic back at
the encampment.' Ironhand
shook his head. 'No one will see me, boy- not even you. I only showed myself to
you since Sigarni was foolish enough to tell you about me. So, what is
happening?' Ballistar
told the King of the Pallides' request that Sigarni should find the lost Crown.
'We are waiting for Taliesen,' he concluded. 'He'll show us where it is.' 'Oh, I
know where it is,' said Ironhand. 'That won't be the problem. Getting there and
out again alive is the issue.' 'Where
is it?' 'In a
dying world of sorcery, a dark malevolent place. Even the air is poisonous with
magic. No true man can live there for more than a few months. He would sicken
and die. One of my wizards tracked it down and passed through a Gateway to retrieve
it; we never saw him again. A second followed him; he came back broken and
diseased, not all our medicines and charms could heal him. But while he lived
he told us of the world, its beasts, and its wars. I decided then to send no
more of my people in search of the Crown.' 'But
Sigarni must go there,' said Ballistar. 'Without the Crown the Pallides will
not accept her leadership. They might believe you, though. You could appear to
Fyon Sharp-axe and tell him Sigarni is the chosen one.' The
ghost shook his head. 'It might work, but then Sigarni would rule only through
a long-dead king. No Ballistar, she must win the right for herself. When my
wizard returned he told me the Crown was in a temple, at the centre of a city
at war. He saw it, was even allowed to touch it. I think he believed that to do
so would heal him of his afflictions in that world. It didn't.' 'You
say allowed to touch it. There are people there?' 'Aye,
there are people. They cling to life in a world of death.' 'What
is killing them?' 'There
is no sun to bring life to the land. The city was built inside a forest of dead
trees. There is no grass, and no crops grow. The land is in perpetual twilight.
The mountains there spew fire and ash, and occasionally rip themselves apart
with sounds like a thousand thunders. You can see why I forbade any further
ventures into that land.' 'But
without cattle and crops, how do they survive?' asked Ballistar. 2ig 'On
war,' the King told him. 'That
makes no sense,' said the dwarf. 'It
does, lad, if you have a mind dark enough to examine it.' Ballistar
awoke with a start and sat up blinking and afraid. He had failed Sigarni and
slept. Swiftly he rushed to her side. She was warm to the touch and sleeping
deeply. Relieved, the dwarf knelt by the fire and blew the coals to glowing
life, adding shreds of bark to feed the tiny flames. Once it had flared he
placed two small logs atop the coals. From
Sigarni's pack he took a flat-bottomed pot and a sack of dried oats. Filling the
pot with snow, he stood it upon the fire. Despite being full of snow it melted
to only a tiny amount of water and Ballistar spent some time moving back and
forth bringing handfuls of snow from outside the cave. When the pot was half
full of water he added oats and a pinch of salt. The sun
was up, the cave-mouth lit with golden light. Bird-song could be heard from the
trees outside and the air was fresh with the promise of the coming spring. Sigarni
awoke and stretched. The blanket slid from her naked body. 'Ah, breakfast,' she
said. 'What a fine companion you are, Ballistar.' 'I live
to serve, my queen,' he said, making an elaborate bow. 'No
sign of Taliesen?' 'Not
yet, but the dawn has only just arrived.' Using two long sticks, Ballistar lifted
the pot from the fire and stirred the contents, which had thickened
considerably. 'You brought no honey,' he chided her. 'Porridge is bland and
tasteless without it.' 'I had
to carry enough food for two. Come to think of it, I had to carry you as well
for a while. There was no room for honey. Have you slept?' 'A
little,' he admitted. She
smiled. 'The next time I suggest a swim under the ice, be so kind as to remind
me of my previous stupidity.' 'I
will. How are you feeling?' 'Rested,
and at peace for the first time in weeks. No plans to study, no quarrels to
adjudicate, no ruffled feathers to smooth. Just breakfast at dawn in a peaceful
cave, enjoying good company.' 'I
trust you include me in that description?' said Taliesen, 220 stepping
into the cave and brushing snow from his tattered cloak of feathers. Sigarni
nodded, but her smile had faded. 'Welcome,
Taliesen.' The old
man made his way to the fire and sat. 'You have a beautiful body, Sigarni.
Fifty years ago it would have inspired me to carnal thoughts. Now, however, I
can appreciate its beauty on an entirely different level. I take it the
Pallides asked for the Crown?' Sigarni nodded and rose from bed, dressing
swiftly. 'It will not be easy - and yet you must not dally,' continued
Taliesen. 'I will send you through the Gateway as soon as you are
dressed." 'The
world beyond is poisonous,' said Ballistar coldly. 'She could die there.' Taliesen
swung to him. 'It is very rare that I am surprised, dwarf. Yet you have accomplished
it. How is it that you know of Yur-vale?' 'I am a
creature of legend,' said Ballistar, with a wide grin. 'I know many things.' 'Then
perhaps you would like to continue my story?' 'Gladly,'
said Ballistar, who then told Sigarni all that Ironhand had confided to him the
night before. The dwarf took great pleasure in the look of amazement that
Taliesen sought to disguise. When he had finished Ballistar moved to Sigarni's
pack, pulling out two shallow bowls. Ladling porridge into each, he passed one
to Sigarni. 'You are welcome to eat from the pot,' he told Taliesen. 'I am
not hungry!' snapped the wizard. 'Is there anything else you wish to add about
Yur-vale?' 'No,'
said Ballistar happily. 'Do continue.' The
wizard cast him a baleful glance. 'Yur-vale was once a paradise. There was no
physical ugliness there, and no natural disease - at least no disease that
affects the inhabitants. It was a land of beauty and light. Now it is the
opposite. It is an ocean world, with a very small land mass at the equator. The
land mass has two great cities, and these are in a perpetual state of war. The
war is necessary, for reasons we do not need to trouble ourselves with. The
Crown is in a temple at the centre of the city of Zir-vak. It is a city under
siege and you will need to enter it by means of a black river which flows
through it. Do not drink the water; it has been polluted by volcanic ash. The
city's inhabitants have a way of purifying the water, involving filters. Once
inside the city, the water you find will be good to drink. Take food with you,
and eat nothing offered to you during your stay - no matter how appetizing it
looks.' 221 'How do
I get there?' asked Sigarni. 'There
is a Gateway close to the Falls. I will send you through and you will arrive at
a point some seven miles south of the city. Since you will not see the sun, you
must head for a set of twin peaks you will see to the north. When you return to
the Gateway you will make a cut upon your arm and allow blood to drop on each
of the six standing stones that make up the circle. I will then bring you
back.' 'Bring
us back,' put in Ballistar. 'I go
alone,' said Sigarni. Ballistar was about to argue, when Taliesen cut in. 'I
agree with him,' said Taliesen, with a rare smile. 'Take the dwarf. He will be
of use.' Ballistar
was surprised. 'Why do you support me, wizard? I know you have no love for me.' 'Perhaps
that is why I support you,' said Taliesen. 'Have you brought weapons?" 'Yes,'
said Sigarni. 'Bows, knives and my sabre.' 'Good.
Now, if you are both ready, we should depart.' Sigarni
took a small pouch from her pack and dropped the finger-bone of Ironhand into
it. Looping a thong through the pouch, she tied it around her neck. 'What
is that?' asked Taliesen. 'A
talisman,' she told him. Ballistar
thought he was about to speak, but Taliesen said nothing. The wizard rose.
'When you have cleaned and stowed your pots, I will be waiting for you on the
other side of the pool,' he said, and padded out of the cave. 'Are
you sure you want to come with me, Balli?' asked Sigarni. 'Always,'
he said. They
found Taliesen waiting by a cliff-face some two hundred yards from Ironhand's
burial place. Sigarni had played there as a child, and she and her friends had
often debated the meaning of the strange symbols carved on the rocks. The area
was flat, as if smoothed by man, and deep grooves had been chiselled from the
rock in the shape of a tall rectangular door. There was also evidence of an
inscription, though wind and rain, snow and hail had long since eroded the
greater part of it. 222 'This
is one of the Lesser Gateways,' said Taliesen. 'It does not allow movement
through our time, but does serve to open time doorways to other realities. Now remember
what I said. Do not drink of the water of the black river, nor eat any meat
offered to you. This is vital. I knew a sorcerer once who went there and ate a
little pork; it swelled inside him and ripped him apart. Yur-vale is a world of
great magic, and you are strangers to it. Because of your very strangeness its
power will be many times greater around you. Bear this in mind. Now, you know
where you are heading?' 'Seven
miles towards the twin peaks,' said Sigarni. 'Good.
Now my bones are freezing here, so let us begin. Are you ready?' Sigarni nodded
and Taliesen turned to Ballistar. 'And you, dwarf? There is still time to
change your mind. What awaits you is not pleasant. Your worst nightmare is
beyond this Gate.' Ballistar
thought he detected a note of concern in the wizard's voice, and felt his fears
rise. 'I will travel with Sigarni,' he said stoutly. Reaching up, he took hold
of her hand. 'Then
let it begin,' said Taliesen. The old wizard closed his eyes and spoke softly
in a language unknown to either of the Highlanders. It was soft and fluent,
almost musical. Pale light flooded from the rectangular grooves in the rock
face, which became translucent, and then transparent, and Sigarni found herself
staring through it at a cold, grey landscape. 'Step through quickly,' said
Taliesen. 'It will hold for a few seconds only.' The
silver-haired woman and the dwarf stepped through the portal. Sigarni shivered
as she passed through, for it was like walking through a waterfall, cold and
yet not as refreshing. On the other side they found themselves standing within
a circle of six tall granite stones. Sigarni swung round in time to see
Taliesen fade away to nothing. 'Well,
we are here,' she said, turning back to Ballistar. The dwarf was lying on the
ground, his body twitching. 'Balli! Are you ill?' His
body began to writhe. And
stretch .. Dropping
her bow and loosing her pack, Sigarni knelt beside him. His limbs were
thrashing around, his legs jutting now from his tiny trousers. The small
doeskin boots split as his feet grew. His black leather belt snapped. Sigarni
moved back from him and waited. Finally the spasmodic twitching eased and she
found herself gazing 223 down at
a healthy young man in torn clothes and shreded boots. Part of one boot was
still around the ankle like an adornment. Ballistar groaned and sat up. 'What
happened to me?' he asked. Then he saw his arms, full length and strong, with
long, slender fingers, and his legs. He scrambled to his feet and found himself
staring into Sigarni's eyes. 'Oh God, dear God,' he said. 'I'm a man!' Throwing
his arms around the stunned Sigarni, he kissed her cheek. 'I'm a man,' he said
again. 'Look at me, Sigarni!' 'You
look very fine,' she said, with a smile. 'Truly this is a magical place.' 'He
said my worst nightmare awaited me. How wrong can a man be? This is everything
I dreamt of. Now I will be able to stand with the others and fight the
Outlanders. No more jibes and cruel jokes. Oh, Sigarni..." Abruptly he sat
down and began to weep. 'I
brought a spare tunic and leggings,' said Sigarni. 'I think they might fit you.
Even if they don't, they'll look better than the rags you are wearing.' He
nodded and moved to her pack. 'I could even get married,' he said, 'and sire
sons. Tall sons!' 'You
always were handsome, Balli, and you'll make a fine father. Now stop talking
and get dressed, we must be moving on.' Sigarni
gazed at the bleak landscape, the sky was slate-grey and the air smelt acrid.
Far to the east she could see fires on the horizon as two distant volcanoes
spewed hot ash and lava out over the land. 'Not a hospitable place,' she said. 'I
think it's wonderful,' said Ballistar. She
turned to see him struggling out of his ruined leggings. 'By Heaven, Balli, has
that grown also?' He
giggled. 'No, it was always this big. Do you like it?' She
laughed. 'Just cover it, you fool!' Ballistar
dressed and tied the thongs of his new green leggings. They are a little
tight,' he said. 'Am I as tall as Fell?' 'No.
But you are taller than Bakris and Gwyn. That will have to do.' Sigarni
reached for her bow - and froze. The weapon had rooted itself in the ground and
small, slender branches were growing from it. 'Would you look at that!' she
said. Roots were spreading out from the bow, delving into the grey, ash-covered
ground. 'What
about your arrows?' asked Ballistar. Sigarni swung her quiver clear and pulled
a shaft from it; it was unmarked. At that 224 moment
a single ray of sunshine seared through the ash-grey sky, a pillar of light
bathing what had once been a bow and was now a swiftly growing tree. The sudden
warmth was welcome and Sigarni glanced up at the sky, enjoying the feeling of
sunlight on her skin. Then it was gone. Something
moved against her chest and, startled, Sigarni glanced down. The small leather
pouch was bulging now, and writhing, as if a large rat were inside. Swiftly she
ripped it from her neck and hurled it to the ground. The leather split and a
white bone protruded, others joining to it. As with Ballistar the bones
stretched and grew, cartilage and ligaments slithering over them, pulling
joints into sockets. At last a huge skeleton lay on the volcanic ash. For a
moment nothing more happened. Then suddenly, in a vivid burst of colour, red
muscle and sinew, flesh and veins danced along its frame, covering lungs and
liver, heart and kidneys. Skin flowed over the whole, and silver hair sprouted
from head and chin. For a
while Ironhand lay naked on the ground, then took a long shuddering breath. His
eyes opened, and he saw Sigarni. 'I can feel,' he said. 'The ground beneath me,
the air in my lungs. How is this possible?' 'I have
no idea,' said Sigarni, removing her green cloak. She cut a hole in the centre
and passed it to the naked man. Ironhand
stood and looped it over his head. 'Where are we?' 'In the
land of Yur-vale,' Sigarni told him. 'Taliesen sent us through a magical
Gateway.' 'It is
puzzling,' he said, 'but, by Grievak, it is good to feel again - andto have two
good hands of flesh and blood,' he added, clenching his fists. 'Who is this?'
he asked turning to the young man at her side. 'It is
me, Ballistar the Dwarf. The magic made me grow. Though not as tall as you,' he
added, with a frown. Ironhand
chuckled. 'You are tall enough, boy. What now, daughter?' She
pointed to the twin peaks. 'We make for the city and find the Crown.' Yos-shiel
had been a Black River trader for more than two hundred and seventy years, and
remembered with great regret the ending of all that was beautiful in Yur-vale.
He had been celebrating his twenty- 225 fourth
birthday when the first mountain had erupted, spewing molten lava down the
hillside, destroying the vineyards and the corn-fields. It had
been a bitter summer. First the war, and then the natural upheavals which hid
the sun from the sky. Year by year it had grown steadily worse. Yos-shiel
pushed his thin fingers through his thick white hair, and stared out of the
window at the quay, where men were loading supplies on to one of the three
barges he would send down to Zir-vak after dusk. Smoked fish and timber: the
only two items of any worth in Yur-vale. Yos-shiel sold them for gold and
water, in the vain hope that one day gold would be a viable currency once more. The old
man rose and stretched. From his window he saw a single ray of sunshine to the
south and his heart swelled. How long since there had been a break in the
clouds? A year? Two? several of the loaders saw it also, and all ceased their work. A young
man, seeing Yos-shiel at the window, called out, 'Is it a sign, master? Is the
sun returning?' The
pillar of light vanished. 'I do not look for signs any more,' he said softly. Stepping
out into the dull light, he counted the barrels of fish. 'There should be
fifty,' he said. A huge
man wearing a red shirt embroidered with gold moved into sight. 'Two were
spoiled,' he said, his voice low, rumbling like distant thunder. Yos-shiel
looked into the man's small, round eyes. He knew Cris-yen was lying, but the
man was a thug and, he suspected, a killer. The two guards Yos-shiel had
appointed to supervise the loads had mysteriously disappeared. He feared them
dead. 'Very
well, Cris-yen, carry on.' With a contemptuous smile the big man swung away. 'I
never should have employed him,' thought Yos-shiel. 'He and his brothers will
strip me of all I have. I will be lucky to escape with my life.' Glancing up at
the iron sky, he suddenly smiled. What is life worth now, he wondered? Would I
miss it? Soldiers
manned the ramparts of the stockade and Yos-shiel considered asking them for
help in dealing with Cris-yen. The supplies he sent were vital to the city, and
his plea deserved to be heard. But then deserve has nothing to do with it, he
realized. Cris-yen had made friends with the officers, giving them presents. If
I go to them and they turn against me my death will come all the sooner, he
thought. 226 Strolling
to the edge of the quay, he stared down into the inky depths of the river. No
fish swam there now. The fleets were forced to put out far to sea in order to
make their catches. The
barge from the city came into sight, its cargo of barrels lashed to the deck.
Fresh drinking water, cleaned in the charcoal filters of Zir-vak, and fresh
meat for the soldiers. Yos-shiel
wandered back to his small office and continued working on his ledgers. Just
before noon he heard a commotion from outside, and saw his workers moving
towards the stockade gates. Yos-shiel closed the books, cleaned the quill pen,
and followed them. The gates were open and three people had entered the
stockade, two men and a woman. The woman was silver-haired and strikingly
beautiful. Beside her was a giant in an ill-fitting green tunic, tied at the
waist with what looked like an old bow-string; he too was silver-haired. The
last of the trio was a young man, dressed in green troos and a shirt too small
for him. 'Where
are you from?' asked Cris-yen, pushing to the front of the crowd and standing
before the woman, his hands on his hips. 'South,'
she said. 'We're looking for passage into the city.' 'And
how will you pay me?' The
woman produced a small gold coin and Cris-yen laughed. 'That's no good here, my
pretty; it doesn't put food in mouths any longer. I'll tell you what I'll do,
you and me will go to the warehouse and we'll arrange something.' 'We'll
find passage elsewhere,' she said, turning away. One of Cris-yen's brothers
stepped forward, grabbing her arm. 'There's
nowhere else, you'd better listen to him,' he said. 'Take
your hand off my arm,' said the woman icily. The man
laughed. 'Or what?' The
woman ducked her head, hammering her brow into his nose. The man released her
and staggered back but she leapt, her foot cracking against his chin and
catapulting him back into the crowd. Yos-shiel saw the soldiers watching from
the ramparts but they made no move to interfere. 'That
was an assault!' yelled Cris-yen. 'Take her!' Several men rushed forward. The
woman downed the first with a straight left. The smaller of her companions
rushed in and threw himself at the others; he and several men tumbled to the
ground. 'That's
enough!' bellowed the silver-bearded giant. The sound 227 boomed
around the stockade and all activity ceased as he stepped in close to Cris-yen.
'Well,' he said, 'you seem to be the lead bull of the pox-ridden herd. Perhaps
you and I should decide the issue.' Cris-yen
said nothing, but his huge fist hammered into the man's chin. The giant took
the blow and did not move. He merely grinned. 'By God, son, if that is the best
you have to offer you are in serious trouble,' he said. Cris-yen tried to throw
a left, whereupon the giant blocked it with his right and slapped Cris-yen
open-handed across the cheek. The sound was like snapping timber. Cris-yen
staggered to his right - then, head down, rushed the giant. The charge was met
by a right cross that smashed Cris-yen's jaw and spun him from his feet. He hit
the ground face down, twitched once and was still. 'A chin
like crystal,' muttered the giant. 'Any more for the fray?' No one moved. The
man walked to the unconscious Cris-yen and calmly removed the embroidered red
shirt. Pulling off his own tunic, he donned the garment. 'A little tight,' he
said, 'but it will do.' Without hurry he stripped Cris-yen naked and clothed
himself in the man's leather leggings and black boots. 'That feels
better," he said. 'Now who is in charge here?' Yos-shiel
stepped from the crowd. 'I am sir.' 'Then
it is with you we should discuss passage?' 'It is.
And you are welcome to travel free of any charges.' 'Good.
That is most hospitable. I am Ironhand, this is my daughter Sigarni and her
friend, Ballistar.' 'I can
see why you earned your name,' said Yos-shiel. Yos-shiel
offered his guests wine and food, and if he was offended by their refusal to
eat, he did not show it. Ballistar liked the little old man, and listened with
relish as he told of his troubles with Cris-yen. 'I
don't believe he will cause you more trouble for a while yet,' said Ironhand,
'but if you'll take my advice you'll promote a man to take his place
immediately, and then dismiss all of his henchmen.' 'I
shall,' said Yos-shiel, 'although I would be grateful if you could stay beside
me while I do the deed.' 'Gladly,'
promised Ironhand. 'I was
amazed that Cris-yen fell so swiftly to you. I have seen him break men's arms,
and cudgel them down with hammer blows from his fists.' 228 'They
breed them tough where we come from,' said Ballistar. 'And
where is that?' asked Yos-shiel. 'South,'
answered Ballistar vaguely, wishing he had kept his mouth shut. 'We are
from another world, Yos-shiel,' said Sigarni, moving to sit on the desk
opposite the old man. 'We passed through a magical Gateway.' The
trader smiled, waiting for the end of the joke. When it didn't come his smile
vanished. 'You ... are wizards?' 'No,'
said Sigarni, 'but a wizard sent us. We have come to reclaim something that was
lost in this world, and return it to our own.' 'The
sunlight,' said the old man. 'That was you, in the south. What did you do?' 'I
don't know what you mean,' said Sigarni. 'You mean the break in the
clouds?" 'Yes.
It's been years since we've seen the sun. Can you make it come at will?' 'I did
nothing, Yos-shiel. It was merely my bow. The wood began to sprout leaves and
root itself in the soil. Then the sun shone.' 'We had
wizards once - a whole temple of them. They supervised the building of the
Great Library in Zir-vak. They were blamed when the sun went away and
sacrificed on the high altar. The King promised that with their deaths the
mountains would stop spewing fire, but it didn't happen. In the last two
hundred years there have been other prophets who claimed that blood sacrifice would
appease the gods, and they would relent of their punishment. But they have not.
We are a dying people, Sigarni; there is no hope for us.' 'And
yet amid all this turmoil you fight a war,' she said. 'Why?' 'It was
originally over a woman. The King's grandfather fell in love with a noblewoman
from the east, but she was betrothed to the King of Kal-vak. Despite her pleas
her father made her honour her promise, and she was sent to Kal-vak. Our King
was furious - and swore he would free her. We went to war. Our troops attacked
Kal-vak and were repulsed. Then the first of the mountains exploded. Each side
blamed the other for the catastrophe, claiming that treachery had alienated the
gods against us. At first it wasn't too terrible; the summers got shorter, and
less warm, but crops still grew. But gradually the sky turned darker, and fine
ash was deposited over the farmlands. Food grew scarce, save for the fish. But
even these are swimming far from shore now.' 229 'Yet
the war goes on,' said Ironhand. 'How is it that neither side has won? You said
the battle was begun by the King's grandfather. How long ago was that?' 'A
little more than two hundred and forty years. Most of the principal players are
now dead though the war goes on for other reasons. People need to eat.' 'They
eat the corpses!' whispered Ballistar. 'It is
a little like pork, I am told,' said Yos-shiel. 'I have not eaten it myself,
but when the time comes I don't doubt that I shall. Life is always sweet- even
in the Hell of Yur-vale.' The old man sighed. 'But tell me, my friend, what is
the object you seek? I may be of some assistance.' 'The
Crown of Alwen,' said Sigarni. 'I know
of no such object.' 'It is
a winged helm, bright silver, embossed with gold.' 'The
Paradise Helm,' said Yos-shiel, his eyes widening. 'You cannot take that! It is
all that gives the people hope. Every twenty-five years it shows us a vision of
Paradise, waterfalls and green trees, and a multitude standing around it, happy
and smiling. That is our most prized artefact.' Sigarni
laid her hand on the old man's shoulders. 'What you see is my people standing
by the Alwen Falls. Every quarter of a century the Crown reappears there,
shimmering over the water. We all gather to see it, and you in turn, it seems,
gather to see us. Tell me, Yos-shiel, of the last time the sun shone.' 'It was
on the day of the old King's burial. I was there as they laid him on the
funeral ship and sent it blazing on the river. The clouds broke and the sun
shone for a full day. It was magnificent, there was singing and dancing in the
streets." 'And
before that?' 'I
don't remember exactly. Wait... yes, I do. Twelve years ago, at the Feast of
Athling. We saw the dawn on the following day, the sun huge and red. That lasted
only minutes.' 'What
happened on the next feast day?' 'You
don't understand, the Feast of Athling corresponds with the public display of
the Paradise Helm. It happens only four times a century.' For
some time Sigarni questioned the old man and soon Ballistar became bored with
the dialogue. He wandered to the window, leaned on the sill and watched the
barges being loaded. 230 At last
the conversation died away and Ironhand broke in. 'Best bring your men in for
dismissal, old fellow,' he said, 'for we have a hankering to be on one of those
barges when it pulls away.' 'Yes, I
will,' said Yos-shiel. 'Thank you.' An hour
later the three sat at the stern of a forty-foot barge as the crew poled it
steadily up-river. The vessel was fortified by hinged wooden flaps along both
rails, which could be raised to offer protection from an assault. Huge rocks
had been left at intervals along both sides of the deck, ready to be hurled
down on any boat that sought to impede the barge's progress. Armed men sat at
the prow, and all of the barge workers carried long knives. 'So we
find the temple and steal the Crown?' said Ballistar. 'It would be best to
enter it at night.' Sigarni
rose, stretched and walked away down the port side of the vessel. A soldier
smiled at her. 'Stay with your friends,' he said. 'Soon it will be so dark you
will not be able to see your hand before your face.' She
thanked him and returned to the others, seating herself on a coil of rope. The
light faded fast, and soon the barge was engulfed in a darkness so complete
that Sigarni felt an edge of panic. 'It's
like being dead,' whispered Ballistar. Sigarni felt his hand brush against her
arm; she took hold of it and squeezed his fingers. 'No, it
isn't,' said Ironhand. 'Death is not dark; it is bright and vile.' 'How
can they see to steer?' Ballistar asked. 'Quiet
back there,' came a voice. 'We'll see the city within an hour.' There
was little sensation of movement within the all-encompassing blackness and
Sigarni found herself thinking back to her days with Fell, when they had hunted
together and made love before the fire. He had been able to read her moods so
well. There were times when she had wanted nothing more than to curl up beside
him, stroking his skin. On such occasions he would hug her and kiss her fondly.
On other nights, when the fey mood was upon her she would desire to make love
with passion and fire. Always he responded. I was good for you too, Fell, she
thought. I knew you, your thoughts and your dreams. The
first kiss had been shared on the slopes of High Druin, on a bright summer's
day. They had raced over the four miles from Goring's Rock to the White Stream.
Fell was faster and stronger, but his staying power could not match Sigarni's;
she had doggedly clung 231 to his
trail, always keeping him in sight until the last, long rise. Then, as he
faltered, she drew ori her reserves and passed him. At the
White Stream he had sunk back to his haunches and fought for breath. Sigarni
brought him water in a hastily made cup of bark. 'You
are a wonder, Sigarni,' he said at last, taking her hand and kissing it. She sat
beside him, looping her arm around his neck. 'My poor Fell! Is your pride
damaged beyond repair?' He
looked at her quizzically. 'Why would my pride be hurt? I did my best.' 'I
liked it when you kissed my hand,' she said, changing the subject. 'Then I
shall do it again.' 'I
would like it more if you kissed my mouth.' He
smiled then. 'You are very forward for a Highland girl - I shall put it down to
Gwalchmai's poor teaching. I don't mind losing a race to a woman like you, but
it is not meet for you to do the seducing.' 'Why?' 'Because
I sat up through most of the night trying to think of a way to get you to kiss
me. It makes a mockery of all my planning.' Sigarni
lay back on the soft grass. 'Not at all. Go ahead. Show me your strategy.' He
chuckled. 'Too late. I think the fox is already in the henhouse.' 'Even
so, I would like to hear it.' Rolling
to his elbow he lay beside her, looking down. 'I wanted to tell you that I have
never known anyone like you, and that when I am with you I am happier than at
any other time. You are the delight in my life, Sigarni. Now and always.' 'You've
won me over with your fine words,' she said. 'Now the kiss, if you please.' Ballistar's
voice cut through her thoughts. 'Your hand is very warm,' he whispered. 'I was
thinking good thoughts,' she told him, keeping her voice low. The
journey continued, until at last they could see the faint lights of the city
ahead. The barge moved on, approaching an arched portcullis gate. The helmsman
flashed a signal with his lantern 232 which
was answered from above the arch. Then, with a great creaking and groaning, the
portcullis rose and the barge passed beneath it. Lanterns
hung from poles all along the quayside and Sigarni heard Ballistar breathe a
sigh of relief. 'It was awful,' he said, 'like being blind.' 'It was
not awful,' said Sigarni, wistfully. The
barge clanked against the stone quay. Ironhand was the first ashore, followed
by Sigarni and Ballistar. 'What
now?' asked the warrior. 'We'll
find some sheltered place to sleep,' Sigarni told him. 'Tomorrow we'll see the
King.' 'For
what purpose?' Ballistar asked. 'I
shall ask for the Crown to be returned.' 'And he
will just give it to you?' 'Of
course not, Balli. I shall offer him something in return.' 'It
will need to be a very large gift,' Ironhand pointed out. 'It
will be,' she promised. 233 12 THE.
CITY WAS unlike anything Sigarni had ever seen. Crammed together, the houses
reared like cliff faces, dotted with lighted windows. Narrow alleyways filtered
off like veins in the flesh of a stone giant. Arched tunnels led deeper into
the city, and these boasted oil-lamps, hung at regular intervals to guide the
traveller. There were signs on every alley, giving names to the streets and the
wider avenues that led off from them. Sigarni felt hemmed in and dwarfed by the
colossal nature of Zir-vak. Ironhand
was less impressed. 'They have structures in Kushir of far greater beauty,' he
said, 'and there is evidence at least of planning there. These ... huge hovels
give a man no space to breathe." 'It is
oppressive,' agreed Ballistar. They wandered on aimlessly fora while until they
saw the lights of a tavern. Ironhand headed for it. 'Wait!' called Ballistar.
'How will we pay?' Ill
think of something," said Ironhand. The
tavern was more than half empty, and few diners sat at the rough-built tables.
There was a long, timbered drinking area at which several men stood, downing
ale. Ironhand moved to the bar and a serving maid approached him. She was
extraordinarily fat, her mouth turned down at the corners, her eyes small and seemingly
set in several acres of unnecessary flesh; her enormous breasts sagged over the
bar. 'What
is there on offer?' asked Ironhand, as Sigarni and Ballistar moved alongside. 'To eat
or to drink, or both?" she countered, idly wiping at the counter with a
stained rag. 'Just
to drink,' said the silver-bearded giant. 'We
have ale or water, or if you'd rather something hot we have a dry root tisane.' 'And
with what do we pay?' 234 'What?' 'What
currency do we need? We are strangers here and have been told that gold is of
no use.' 'You
don't pay,' she said, as if talking to someone retarded. 'Everything's free ...
has been for years. So what will it be?' 'Ale,'
said Ironhand. Ill
have water,' said Sigarni. 'Where can we find lodgings for the night?' 'Wherever
you choose. There's a room upstairs that you're welcome to. There's no fire,
mind - no wood, you see. But the oil-lamps keep the room warm enough. There's
only one bed, but it's big enough for the two of you,' she said, gesturing
towards Ballistar and Sigarni. 'As for him .. . well.' 'I
could always share your bed, my pretty,' said Ironhand. 'I expect it's a large
one.' 'The
cheek of the man!' said the woman, blushing. 'Those
that don't ask never get,' said Ironhand, with a wink. 'And you've no idea how
long it has been since I've enjoyed the company of a handsome woman.' 'Handsome,
indeed! I was a fine-looking young woman, I'll have you know. Men travelled far
to court me - and I don't take kindly to being mocked.' 'I
would never mock you, my lovely. I've always preferred my women with a litde
meat on their bones. You think on it, while you fetch us our drinks. I'm a man
of considerable patience.' Ironhand
turned away and strode to a nearby table, where Ballistar sat alongside him.
'Good God, man, how could you make love to that ... that... sow?' 'She
looks mighty good to me, lad. Now there's your sort of woman,' he added,
pointing to another serving maid carrying a tray to the far table. She was slim
and dark-haired, no more than seventeen. Ballistar stared at her with
undisguised longing. Ill call her over,' whispered Ironhand. 'No!'
squealed Ballistar. It was
too late, for Ironhand waved at the girl. She finished delivering the dishes to
a table by the window, then walked over. 'My friend, here, ...' began Ironhand. 'For
pity's sake!' snapped Ballistar. He smiled sheepishly at the maid. Tm ... er
... sorry.' 235 'What
he's trying to say, my lovely,' continued Ironhand, 'is that he is smitten by
your beauty. If I were a younger man I'd fight him to the death for you. Now we
are strangers in this city, and have no understanding of the normal practices.
It will have to suffice that he finds you astonishingly attractive and would
like to spend a little time with you when you are finished with your work. What
do you say?' The
girl smiled and stared hard at Ballistar, who felt he had reddened to his toes. 'He is
a handsome boy,' she said, 'And you are an old devil. However, since you've already
seduced my mother - and that puts me out for the night -1 think I will spend a
little time with the young man. The rooms upstairs are all numbered. I shall be
in room eleven in an hour or so.' Reaching out, she cupped Ballistar's chin.
'Your beard is soft,' she said. 'I like that.' Her
mother appeared, bearing a wooden tray on which was set a pitcher of ale, a jug
of water and three tankards. She set it down carefully and turned to Ironhand.
'Don't you be drinking too much of that,' she said. 'It has a habit of turning
hard men to softness, if you take my meaning.' Ironhand's
laughter bellowed out. Grasping the woman round her ample waist, he drew her
into his lap. Then taking the pitcher, he raised it to his lips and began to
drink. Ballistar and Sigarni watched in amazement as he downed more than half
of it. 'By God, that's better,' he said. Then he rose, lifted the astonished
woman into the air and began to spin and dance. 'She
must weigh a ton,' whispered Ballistar to Sigarni. 'How does he do that?' Ironhand
returned to the table, still carrying the woman. 'It's no good,' he said. 'I
can wait not a moment longer. I'll see you both in the morning." So
saying, he carried his conquest from the room. For a
little while Ballistar and Sigarni sat in silence. At last he spoke. 'The woman
I'm going to see... I don't... what should I...?' Sigami
laughed softly. 'Do whatever comes naturally. Sit with her and talk for a
while. My advice would be to tell her that she is your first, and that you are
unskilled.' 'I
couldn't do that!' 'She
will know anyway. Enjoy yourelf, Ballistar. And make sure that she too has fond
memories of the meeting. Too many men get carried away by their lust, and
forget that their partners need loving too.' 236 'How do
I...?' 'This
is not a lesson, Balli. Kiss, touch and explore. Make it last. This is the one
experience you will never forget.' He
grinned. 'I can't believe this. When we get back I'm going to pick up the
little wizard and kiss both his wizened cheeks!' 'He'll
turn you into a spider and tread on you,' 'Will
you be all right alone?' Leaning
forward, she covered his hand with her own. 'I stood in a cave and waited for
demons, Balli. I think I'll probably survive a night in a strange inn, don't
you?' They
sat and talked for a while, then the young maid came for Ballistar and Sigarni
smiled at the look of sudden panic that flashed across his handsome face. 'Go,'
she said, 'enjoy yourself.' Alone
now, she sipped the water and concentrated on the magical events that had
overtaken them in Yur-vale. Three separate bursts of magic: the growth of
Ballistar, the sprouting of the bow and the rebirth of Ironhand. The dwarf had
become a man, strong and straight. Why? And why the bow, and not the arrows?
She had tried to discuss it with Ballistar, but he had merely shrugged and
said, 'It was magic. Who cares why?' But
there must be laws governing magic, she thought. Ironhand had been reborn
through a piece of dried bone. But what of the bone tips on her arrows? Why had
they not grown into deer? And the leather of her belt or boots - why had these
items remained intact? Taliesen
had warned that this was a world of strong magic, and that it would affect them
far more than the inhabitants of Yur-vale. What had he said about his fellow
sorcerer? He had eaten pork and it had swelled inside him? Sigarni shuddered.
Like the bone of Ironhand, the flesh had reconstituted itself in his belly and
he had been ripped to pieces from within by a live and panic-stricken boar. Reaching
for the water goblet, she winced as the cold metal edge pushed at the still
healing cut on her palm. And
instantly she had the answer. On the night before the journey she had held
Ironhand's bone. On the journey itself through the Gateway she had gripped
Ballistar's hand. My
blood touched them. The bow also - but not the arrows! Sigarni
rose from her seat and walked upstairs to her room. The bed was deep and soft,
but she did not sleep for several hours. When she awoke Ironhand was sitting
beside the bed. 237 'I hope
your dreams were good ones,' he said. 'I had none that I can recall," she
told him. 'You?' 'I didn't sleep a wink,' he said with a grin. 'But I could eat
a horse.' 'That would not be advisable. The horse would eat you.' He looked at
her quizzically and she explained about Taliesen's warning. 'Well, then, we had
better find the Crown and head back to the Highlands. I want to taste a good
steak again, and smell the pines.' 'First we must find the palace, or wherever
it is that the King resides.' 'You
think he will just give you a national treasure?' 'We'll see.' The
King stared from the window of his eighth-floor study, and watched as the enemy
siege engines slowly approached the city's north wall. There were seven of
them, each around eighty feet high, clad in sheets of hammered iron and
impervious to flame arrows. When they reached the walls, which they would
within the hour, the fighting would be hard. Close to the wall the towers would
lower their drawbridges, and fighting men would pour out on to the ramparts. His
Guards would meet them, blade to blade, hacking and slaying, buying time for
the engineers to hurl fire bombs through the apertures. The iron cladding
outside would offer no protection to the scores of men waiting on the siege
tower stairs. You are
coming to your doom, he told himself. He glanced to his left, where his
ceremonial armour was laid out on a bench of oak. You are getting too old to
fight, he thought. And what will happen to Zir-vak when you fall in battle?
Neither of his sons had yet reached one hundred - and even if they had, he
thought with regret, they could not shoulder the responsibilities of command.
Perhaps I have been too easy on them. Stepping
back from the window he moved to his desk, lifting a bronze-rimmed oval mirror.
The face that peered back at him was grey with fatigue, the eyes dull. Dropping
the mirror, he picked up the letter that had arrived the previous evening from
the merchant Yos-shiel. Three strangers had come to the city, intent on
stealing the Paradise Helm. They would find a fine surprise waiting for them! A
servant entered the room and bowed deeply. 'Majesty, there is a woman who
wishes to see you.' 238 'Tell
her I have no time today. Let her make her entreaty to Pasan-Yol!' 'With
respect, Majesty, I feel you may wish to speak with the woman. She says she
wishes to see you in connection with the Paradise Helm - and she matches the
description you gave to the soldiers.' The King
turned. 'Is she alone?' 'No,
her companions are with her, Majesty - a white-haired giant and a young man.' 'Are
they armed?' 'They
gave their weapons to the Royal Sentries.' Intrigued,
the King moved to his desk. 'Show them in - and fetch Pasan-Yol.' Bowing
once more, the servant departed. As
Yos-shiel had reported, the woman was very beautiful, and moved with a grace
that stirred the King's blood. 'I understand you claim to be from another
land,' he said. 'Where might that be?' 'I could
not say where in relation to Yur-vale,' she told him, her voice deep, almost
husky. 'We were sent through a magical Gateway.' The
King picked up the letter. 'So Yos-shiel tells me. I must say I find it hard to
believe. Could it be that you are spies, sent by the enemy?' A squad
of guards moved in behind the newcomers, 'You wish them arrested, Majesty?'
asked Pasan-Yol. 'Not
yet,' the King told the young guardsman. 'They interest me. So tell me, woman,
why you are here.' 'To
bring back the sun,' she said. The silence in the room grew as the listeners
took in her words. 'You
are a witch?' asked the King. 'I am.' 'Sorcery
has long been considered a crime here, punishable by death.' The
woman smiled. 'Whereas stupidity has obviously not. Do you wish to see the sun
shine over Yur-vale?' The
King leaned back in his chair. 'Let us suppose - merely for the sake of
argument - that you could achieve this ... this miracle. What do you desire in
return?' 'I
think the letter from Yos-shiel will answer that,' she told him. 'You
know of that - and yet you come here? Was that wise, witch?' 239 She
shrugged. 'The wisdom of any course can only be judged by the outcome. I offer
you the sun for a piece of metal. You make whatever choice seems fitting.' 'What
do you think, Pasan?' asked the King. The
young guardsman gave a derisory laugh. 'I think they are spies, Father. Let me
interrogate them.' 'Yet
another numbskull,' said Ironhand to Sigarni, in the same tone of voice. 'You think
they are all victims of in-breeding?' The guardsman's sword snaked from its
scabbard. 'Put it away, boy,' said Ironhand, 'before I take it away from you
and swat your backside.' The guardsman took a deep breath and dropped into a
fighting position with sword extended. 'That's
enough!' said the King.'Put up your blade, Pasan!' 'You
heard what he said, Father!' 'Aye, I
did,' answered the King, wearily. 'So let us not be too swift to prove his
point.' 'I
think a little proofwould not go amiss,' put in Sigarni to the King. 'Do you
have a garden here?' 'Nothing
grows in Zir-vak,' he said. 'But, yes, there was a garden. I do not go there
now, for the sight of it saddens me." 'Take
me there,' she said, 'and I will show you something to lift your heart.' The
King stood and moved to the window, where the siege towers were inching ever
closer. He swung back to the woman. 'Very well, I will humour you. But know
this, if there is no miracle I shall not be best pleased - and the charge of
sorcery will be laid against you.' 'If
there is no miracle,' said the woman, 'then the charge will be hard to prove.' For the
first time the King smiled. 'Let us go to the garden,' he said. The
garden was more than two hundred feet long, and had been designed around a
series of winding white-paved pathways. There were three fountains, none of
them in use, and the flower-beds were covered with thick grey ash. Scores of
dead trees lined the marble walls at the outer edges of the garden, and the
area was devoid of any life. Sigarni
felt a moment of fear as she surveyed the landscape. What if her reasoning was
flawed? 240 'I'm
looking forward to this,' said Ironhand, with a wink. 'Well,'
said the King, 'we are here, and you promised a miracle.' He was standing with
his arms folded, his son beside him with hand on sword. The six guards stood
nervously by. Sigarni
approached the King. 'May I borrow your dagger, my lord?' she asked. 'What
nonsense is this?' stormed the young man at his side. Sigarni
frowned, then raised her arm before him. 'Make a shallow cut, here,' she said,
pointing to her forearm. Pasan-yol
drew his dagger, and drew the blade slowly across her skin. Blood welled, and
Sigarni walked to a line of dead bushes, kneeling down before the first and
holding her arm above the dry branches. Slowly drops of blood dripped to the
wood. Nothing
happened. Sigarni stayed where she was, and glanced at Ironhand, who was
watching her intently. She had explained her theory to him, and he had listened
thoughtfully. 'Well,
where is this miracle?' asked the King, his tone hardening. Ironhand
stepped forward and knelt beside Sigarni. 'Touch the bush,' he whispered. Lowering
her arm, her fingers brushed against the wood and she felt her hand grow hot.
The blood upon the branches disappeared into the grey wood, which began to
swell and grow. Buds appeared, pushing out into new red growth, stretching up
towards the iron sky, then darkened to green and finally to brown. Three blooms
appeared, opening to roses the colour of Sigarni's blood. She
stood and turned towards the King, ready to present her arguments. Just
then a beam of sunlight pierced the clouds, illuminating the garden. In its
bright light the King looked older, more weary, his face lined, dark rings
beneath his eyes. 'How have you done this?' he whispered, moving to the rose
and kneeling before it to smell the blooms. 'The
war must end,' she said. 'That is all that keeps the sun at bay.' 'What
are you saying?' 'This
is a magical land, Majesty, where the war and the devastation feed the dark
side of the magic. Every act of hate, of malice, of bloodlust only serves to
fuel the fires beneath the mountains. You are destroying this world with your
fighting. Think back to the days before, when the sun shone. The Feast of
Athling. There was a 241 three-day
truce between the armies; when the righting stopped the sun shone. It was the
same when your father was buried: a day of truce. And before the war Yur-vale
was a paradise. Can you not see it? In some way the feelings of the people are
magnified by the land itself. All this hatred and violence is reflected by the
land which, like the people here, is turning on itself.' 'I told
you she was a spy!' roared Pasan-Yol. 'This is all a trick to lull us.' From
some distance away came a series of dull, booming sounds, and the faint clash
of steel upon steel. The sunlight faded away. 'The
siege towers have reached the walls,' said the King. 'I must go now. But I will
give your words serious consideration and we will meet again this afternoon. In
the meantime I will ask one of my servants to show you the palace museum. There
are many wonders there -including the Helm you seek.' Sigarni
and Ballistar bowed. Ironhand merely inclined his head. 'Your
tall friend does not care for the formalities. Does he not know it is wise
always to pay respects to a king?' 'He
does, my lord,' said Sigarni. 'But he is a king himself, and is unused to
bowing before others.' The King
chuckled. 'A monarch should have better dress sense,' he said, pointing to
Ironhand's ill-fitting red shirt. 'And you, young lady, should have that wound
dressed - unless of course you plan to revive my entire garden.' He swung to
the young man. 'You cut too deeply, Pasan. See that the surgeon is sent for,
and that our guests are looked after.' 'But,
Father ...' 'Just
do it, Pasan. I have no time for further debate.' The King strolled away,
followed by four of the guards. Pasan
glared at Sigarni. 'You may have fooled him with your witchery, but not me. You
are an enemy - and enemies are to be destroyed. And look at your rose,' he said
triumphantly. 'It is already dying.' 'Aye,'
she agreed sadly. 'With every death upon the walls. With every mouthful of
corpse meat. With every word of hate.' Summoning
Ballistar and Ironhand, Sigarni walked back towards the palace. 242 Her arm
bandaged, the blood still seeping through, Sigarni sat with Ironhand and
Ballistar in the main hall of the Palace Museum. There were statues lining the
walls, paintings hung in alcoves, but pride of place went to the Crown of
Alwen, which sat upon a slim column of gold within a crystal case. The Helm
shimmered in the lamplight and Ironhand gazed upon it with undisguised
admiration. 'Had I retained the Crown,' he said softly, 'there would have been
no civil war. Elarine and I could have enjoyed a peaceful reign and you,
Sigarni, would have known great joy.' 'I have
known great joy,' she said. 'Gwalchmai was a fine foster-father, and I have
lived a free life in the Highlands.' 'Even
so, I wish it had been different.' 'It is
never wise to long for days past,' she told him. 'They cannot come again. What
will you do when we get back? Will you announce yourself and lead the army? You
are much more suited to the task than I.' 'I
think not,' said the giant. 'You are the new Battle Queen. Let it be so. I will
advise - and take an hour or two to smite the enemy,' he added with a grin. 'Ifwe
get back,' pointed out Ballistar. 'There is no certainty. What if you are wrong
about this war, Sigarni? What if the sun does not shine again?' 'I am
not wrong,' she said. 'I sensed it from the moment the bow sprouted leaves.
This is a land in torment. Everything here is unnatural. When the war ends, so
will the upheavals of nature -1 am convinced of it.' 'I
think you are correct,' said Ironhand, 'but the fact remains that for the war
to end, both sides must agree terms. After fighting for this long, such a
decision will be hard. There is something else too, daughter. If there is no
peace, and the King refuses to give you the Crown, what then?' 'We
will leave without it - and fight the Outlanders without the aid
ofthePallides.' 'I'm
hungry,' said Ballistar. 'Do you think they would allow us a cooking pot? We
still have some oats?' 'You
could ask,' said Sigarni, gesturing towards the silent guards at the door. But
the request was refused, and the trio moved around the museum, studying the
various artefacts. Towards
dusk several servants entered, filling the oil-lamps and 243 lighting
more. Huge velvet curtains were drawn across the high, arched windows. At last
the King returned. He was wearing armour now, and looked even more weary than
he had in the morning. 'Their siege engines were destroyed,' he said, 'but the
death toll was very high. I have asked for a truce, and will meet with their
King outside the walls in an hour. I want you with me when I speak with him.' 'Gladly,
sire,' said Sigarni. More than
fifty lanterns had been set on poles outside the main gates, and a score of
chairs were set out in two lines often, facing one another. The night was
pitch-black, the lanterns barely giving out sufficient light to see more than a
few paces. 'Fetch more,' ordered the King, and two officers moved away into the
blackness. The King, now dressed in a simple tunic of blue, sat down, with
Sigarni on his left and Pasan-Yol on his right. Twenty
more lanterns were set out. They
waited for some time, and then saw a slow-moving column of men walking from the
enemy camp, their King in the lead, wearing silver armour embossed with gold.
He had no helm and Sigarni saw that his lean face showed the same edge of
weariness as that of the man beside her. He did
not look at the waiting party, but strode directly to a chair opposite the King
of Zir-vak and sat down. 'Well,
Nashan,' he said at last, as his twenty-man escort fanned out behind him, 'for
what purpose do you call this meeting?' The
King told him of Sigarni's arrival, and of the miracle in the rose garden. The
enemy leader was less than impressed. 'Today
you destroyed a few siege towers, but they proved their worth, did they not?
You were hard pressed to stop them. I have now ordered fifty to be built, then
Zir-vak will fall. You think me a fool, cousin? You seek to stave off defeat
with this nonsense?' 'It is
all nonsense, Reva. We fight a war our grandfathers began. And for what? For
the honour of our Houses. Where is the honour in what we do?' 'I will
find honour,' stormed Reva, 'when I have your head impaled on a lance over the
gates of Zir-vak.' 'Then
you may have it,' said the King. 'You may take it now. If that will end the war
and bring the sun back to our lands, I will die gladly. Is that all you
desire?' 244 'The
surrender of all your forces, and the opening of the gates,' demanded Reva. 'The
gates are already open,' pointed out the King. 'And we will fight no more.' 'No!'
screamed Pasan-Yol. 'You cannot betray us all.' 'It is
not betrayal, Pasan, it is a new beginning.' The
young man lurched to his feet, a dagger in his hand. Before anyone could stop
him he had rammed the blade into his father's breast. The King groaned and fell
against Sigarni. Ironhand, standing behind the King, reached over and grabbed
Pasan-Yol by the throat, dragging him away. Ballistar threw himself at the
young man, wrenching the knife from his grasp. Sigarni
lowered the dying King to the ground. 'Reva!' he called. The
enemy King knelt by his side. 'I spoke the truth, cousin. This war is killing
the land and it must end. Not just for you and I, and our Houses, but for the
land itself. You now have my head, and my city. Let the hatred pass away with
my death.' For a
moment Reva said nothing, then he sighed. 'It will be as you say, Nashan. I too
have a need to see the sun.' Pulling off his gauntlet, Reva took Nashan's hand. A man
cried out and pointed upwards. A full moon had appeared in the night sky, and
the glimmering of distant stars could be clearly seen. 'It begins,' whispered
Nashan. And he
died. Sigarni
closed the King's eyes and stood. 'A sad end to a fine man,' she said, turning
and walking away. Ironhand released Pasan-Yol, who stood staring at the moon
and stars. Then he ran to his father's body, hurling himself across it and
sobbing. Sigarni,
Ballistar and Ironhand returned to the museum. Ironhand thundered his fist
against the crystal case, which exploded into fragments. Reaching inside, he
drew out the Crown and passed it to Sigarni. 'It is
time to go,' she said, opening her pack and stowing the Crown inside. Vast
numbers of people thronged the streets, staring up at the sky as the trio made
their slow way down to the river.There were several boats moored there and
Sigarni chose a small craft, with two oars. Loosing it from its moorings, they
climbed aboard, and set out on the journey downstream. 245 Sigarni
sat staring back at the receding city. Ballistar put his arm around her
shoulder. 'Why so sad, Sigarni? You saved them.' 'I
liked him,' she said. 'He was a good man.' 'But
there is something else, I think?' he probed. She
nodded. 'We stopped one war, and now we have the means to pursue another. Is
our land any different from this one? How does High Druin feel about the
slaughter that is coming?' 'Our
fight is not about honour, or a stolen wife,' said Ballistar. 'We fight for
survival against a pitiless enemy. There is a difference.' 'Is
there? My hatred is all used up, Balli. When they raped me, I wanted to see
every Outlander slain. That is not what I desire any more.' Later
the following day, in bright sunlight, the three stood at the circle of stones.
Sigarni unwound the bandage on her forearm and used it to press her blood
against each of the six stones. Then the three of them stood at the centre,
holding hands and waiting. 'I'm
anticipating that steak with great pleasure,' said Ironhand. 'And I
can't wait to see their faces when they see what I have become,' said Ballistar
happily. Light
grew around them and Sigarni felt dizziness swamp her. Then Taliesen appeared
before her, and a cold winter breeze touched her face. 'Did
you get it?' the wizard asked. Sigarni
did not answer. In her right hand lay the tiny bone fragment of Ironhand, while
clinging to her left was Ballistar the Dwarf, tears flowing from his eyes as he
stood, dressed in her outsize leggings. Like
all Highlanders, Gwalchmai loved the spring. Life in the mountains was always
harsh, and people lived with the constant knowledge that death waited like a
monster beyond the firelight. Winter fell upon the mountains like a mythical
beast, robbing the land of crops, of food, sucking the heat from the soil and
from the bones of Man. But
spring, with her promise of sunshine and plenty, was a season to be loved. The
burst of colour that appeared on the hillsides as the first flowers pushed
their way through the cold earth, the singing of birds in the trees, the
fragrant blossom on bush and branch - all these things spoke of life. 246 The
ache in Gwalchmai's back had faded away in the morning sunlight, as he sat in
the old chair on the porch of his cabin. I almost feel young again, he thought
happily. A faint touch of regret whispered across his mind, and he opened the
parchment he had held folded in his hand. It had been so long since he had
written anything that the words seemed spidery and over-large, like a child's.
Still, it was legible. Time
for the last of the mead, he thought. Leaning to his right, he lifted the jug
and removed the stopper. Tipping it, he filled his mouth with the sweet liquor
and rolled it over his tongue. He had hidden the mead the year Sigarni was
brought to him, which had been a vintage year. Gwalchmai smiled at the memory.
Taliesen had walked into the clearing, leading the child by the hand. In that
moment Gwalchmai had seen the vision of his death. That night, as the child
slept, he had taken two jugs and hidden them in the loft, ready for this day. This
day . .. The old
man pushed himself to his feet and stretched his back. The joints creaked and
cracked like tinder twigs. Drawing in a deep breath, he swirled the last of the
liquor in the jug. Less than half a cup left, he realized. Shall I save it
until they come? He thought about it for a moment - then drained the jug.
Letting out a satisfied sigh, he sank back to the chair. The
sound of horses' hooves on the hard-packed ground made him start and panic
flickered within his breast. He had waited so long for this moment - and now he
was afraid, fearful of the long journey into the dark. His mouth was dry, and
he regretted the last swallow of mead. 'Calm
yourself, old fool,' he said, aloud. Rising, he strolled out into the wide yard
and waited for the horsemen. There
were six scouts, clad in iron helms and baked leather breastplates. They saw
him and drew their weapons, fanning out around him in a semi-circle. 'Good
morning, my brave boys!' said Gwalchmai. The
riders edged their horses closer, while scanning the surrounding trees. 'I am
alone, boys. I have been waiting for you. I have a message here that you may
read,' he added, waving the scrap of parchment. 'Who
are you, old man?' asked a rider, heeling his horse forward. Gwalchmai
chuckled. 'I am the reader of souls, the speaker of 247 truths,
the voice of the slain to come. They found the body, you know, back in your
village. Upon your return they intend to hang you. But do not let it concern
you - you will not return' The man
blanched, his jaw hanging slack. 'What's
he talking about?' demanded another rider. 'What body?' Gwalchmai
swung to the speaker. 'Ah, Bello, what a delight to see you again! And you,
Jeraime,' he added, smiling up at a third rider. 'Neither of you like each
other, and yet, together you will stand back to back at the last, and you will
die together, and take the long walk into Hell side by side. Is that a
comforting thought? I hope not!' 'Give
me the message, old man!' demanded the first rider, holding out his hand. 'Not
yet, Gaele. There is much to say. You are all riding to your deaths. Sigarni
will see you slain.' 'How is
it you know my name?' demanded Gaele. 'I know
all your names, and your sordid pasts,' sneered Gwalchmai. 'That is my Gift -
though when I gaze upon your lives it becomes a curse. You buried her deep,
Gaele, by the river bank - but you never thought that the old willow would one
day fall ... and in so doing expose the grave. Worse yet, you left the ring
upon her finger, the topaz ring you brought back from Kushir. All the village
knows you killed her. Even now a message is on its way asking that you be
returned for trial! Fear not, brave boy, for your belly will be opened at the
Duane Pass. No hanging for you!' 'Shut
up!' screamed Gaele, spurring his horse forward. His sword lashed down,
striking the old man on the crown of his head and smashing him from his feet.
Blood gushed from the wound but Gwalchmai struggled to his knees. 'You
will all die!' he shouted. 'The whole army. And the crows will feast on your
eyes!' The sword slashed down again and Gwalchmai fell to his face in the dirt.
All tension eased from his frame, and he did not feel the blades lance into his
body. All
these years, he thought, and at the last I lied. I do not know whether Sigarni
will win or lose, but these cowards will carry the tale of my prophecy back to
the army, and it will rage like a forest fire through their ranks. As if
from a great distance, Gwalchmai heard his name being called. 'I am
coming,' he said. 248 Gaele
dragged his sword clear of the old man's back, wiping the blade clean on the
dead man's tunic. Stooping, he plucked the parchment from the dead fingers and
opened it. 'What
does it say?' asked Bello, as the others gathered round the corpse. 'You
know I can't read,' snapped Gaele. Jeraime
stepped forward. 'Give it to me,' he said. Gaele passed it over and Jeraime
scanned the spidery text. 'Well?'
demanded Gaele. Jeraime
was silent for a moment, and when he spoke his voice was trembling. 'It says,
"There will be six. One of them a wife-killer. Gaele will strike me down.
Jeraime will read my message. " Jeraime
let the parchment fall and backed away to his horse. 'He was
a sorcerer,' whispered Bello. 'He said we were all going to die. The whole
army! Dear God, why did we come here?' The
army made camp near the ruins of Cilfallen: seven thousand men, incorporating
four thousand heavily armoured footsoldiers, fifteen hundred archers and
slingers, five hundred assorted engineers, cooks, foragers and scouts, and a
thousand cavalry. The Baron's long black tent was erected near the Cilfallen
stream, while the cavalry camped to the north, the footsoldiers to the east and
west and other personnel to the south. Leofric set sentry rotas and despatched
scouts to the north; then he returned, weary, to his own tent. Jakuta
Khan was sitting on a canvas-backed chair, sipping fine wine. He smiled as
Leofric entered the tent. 'Such a long face,' said the sorcerer, 'and here you
are on the verge of a glorious expedition.' 'I
dislike lying to the Baron,' said Leofric, opening a travel chair and seating
himself opposite the red-clad man. 'I told
you, it was not a lie. I aw a merchant - of sorts. Where do you think the first
battle will be fought?' 'The
Baron believes they will fortify the Duane Pass. We have several contingency
plans for such an eventuality. Can you not tell me what they are planning? The
fall of the forts has left me out of favour with the Baron. He blames me!' Jakuta
Khan shook his head and adopted a suitably apologetic expression. 'My dear
Leofric, I would dearly love to help you. But to 249 use my
powers while Taliesen is nearby would be costly to me -perhaps fatal. The old
man is not without talent. When he departs I will reach out and, shall we say,
observe them. Relax, my boy. Enjoy the wine. It really is very good.' Leofric
sighed. He knew the wine was good; it had cost a small fortune. Accepting a
goblet, he sipped the liquid appreciatively. 'You said you had tried to capture
the woman before, and had failed. Is she charmed? Is this Taliesen as powerful
as you?' 'Interesting
questions,' said Jakuta Khan, his jovial round face now looking serious and
thoughtful. 'I have pondered them often. The first attempt was thwarted by
Taliesen and a Highlander named Caswallon. They took her as a babe, and hid
her... here. At that time I did not know of Taliesen's existence, and therefore
had no plan to cope with him. By the time I found her hiding place she was a
small child; her foster-mother threw her from the cabin window, and she ran to
a nearby waterfall. There Caswallon and Taliesen once more intervened, though
how they came to be there at that precise time, I do not know. They could not
have stopped me, for I was well prepared. Sadly, a third force intervened; I
believe it was a spirit. He aided her again - and that cost the life of the
dearest of my acolytes. But there it is. That is life and we cannot grumble.
But last week I used one of the four great spells. Infallible. Either the
victim dies, or the sender. I risked everything. And nothing happened.
Curiously, the demon I summoned disappeared as soon as my spell was complete. I
can tell you, Leofric, I have spent many a long night since thinking over that
problem. I know it is hard for you to imagine, but think of aiming a bow at an
enemy and loosing the shaft. As it flies through the air, it disappears. It was
like that. The question is, where did the demon go?' 'Did
you find an answer?' asked Leofric, intrigued. 'I
believe so. I cast the spell just outside Citadel town, inside a circle of
ancient stones. They are believed to be Gateways to other worlds. In some way I
believe I activated the Gateway. Even so, the creature was completely attuned
to Sigarni. Therefore wherever it went, she would have been there also.
Mystifying.' Leofric
refilled his goblet. 'Does that mean the creature is still looking for her?' 'It is
possible. In fact, it is more than likely. The Gateways operate through time as
well as space, and even now he is winging his way towards her. What a cheering
prospect - I'll drink to that!' 250 'Why do
you hate her so? Has she done you some harm?' 'Good
Heavens, Leofric, I do not hate her. I don't hate anyone. Such a harmful
emotion! I rather admire her, don't you? But I need what she has. The blood
royal! All the great spells require blood royal. And anything can be achieved
with it, lead to gold, immortality - of a kind - physical strength. As
limitless as the imagination.' 'She's
just a Highland woman, for God's sake. What royal blood does she carry?' 'What
blood? How arrogant of you, Leofric. Your own King does not carry the blood
royal, though his grandsons might. Sigarni is the daughter of the great King,
Ironhand, who was done to death by assassins centuries ago. He had a fortress
near here, colossal and impregnable. Only the foundation stones are left.' 'Then
how could she be his daughter?' 'She
was carried through a Gateway in time. Do you not listen, my boy?' 'I
think the wine must be going to my head,' Leofric admitted. 'It all sounds like
gibberish.' 'Of
course it does,' said Jakuta Khan soothingly, leaning forward and patting the
young man's knee. 'But that is the simple answer to your question. Her blood
carries power, and I need that power. If there was a way to utilize it without
killing her, I would. For I am not fond of death.' Leofric
refilled his glass for the second time. 'You are a strange man, Jakuta. Perhaps
you are insane. Have you thought of that?' 'You
are full of interesting ideas, Leofric. It makes you a joy to be with. Let us
examine the premise. Insanity: not being sane. Yet how do we establish sanity?
Would we, for example, look to the majority of people and claim them as normal
and sane?' 'That
seems reasonable,' agreed Leofric. 'But
the King is not normal like them, is he? He is an extraordinary man, as is the
Baron. Does that make them insane?' 'Ah, I
see what you are saying,' said Leofric, leaning forward and spilling his wine.
'But then normality is not just a question of who farms or who rules. It is
surely an ability to discern right from wrong, or good from evil, perhaps.' 'Now
the waters become even muddier, my boy. If a farmer sees a neighbour with a
bigger section of land, and more wealth, and sets out to murder him, is he
evil?' 251 'Of
course.' 'But if
a king sets out to destroy his enemy's kingdom in order to swell his own
treasury, then he, by that example, is evil also.' 'Not
so!' insisted Leofric, aware he was on dangerous ground. 'There may be many
reasons why a nation goes to war. Security, for example, protecting one's
borders.' 'Of
course, of course,' agreed Jakuta. 'And this war? Against an enemy with no army
to speak of, a pretend war for the purpose of self-glorification, is this
evil?' 'For
God's sake keep your voice down!' 'Sanity
is not easy to establish, is it, Leofric? All I know is that one man's good is
another man's evil. That is the way life works: it favours the rich and the
powerful, it always has and I suspect it always will. I am not rich, but I am
powerful. I intend to become more powerful.' 'As
powerful as this Taliesen?' 'Less
and more. He is a curious fellow. He has vast resources, and chooses not to use
them. You would like him, I think, Leofric. He knows more about the Gateways
than any man alive. Yet he lives like a peasant, and dresses worse. He has a
cloak of feathers that has seen better days, and he has allowed his body to
become old and wizened. We have not conversed, but I would make a wager that he
believes his powers to be a gift from some supreme source, to be used wisely
and carefully.' 'Perhaps
he is right.' 'Perhaps.
I cannot disprove his theories, but I tend towards disbelief. I have conversed
with demons who serve a greater demon, and I have known holy men who claim to
have spoken with God. Whereas I, more powerful than most, have never felt the
need to serve either God or the Devil, and neither of them has seen fit to approach
me.' 'How
will you know when Taliesen has left the Highlands?' 'Oh, I
will know.' In the
morning Leofric felt that he had a caged horse inside his skull, trying to kick
its way to freedom. His head pounded and the bright sunlight induced a feeling
of nausea. Jakuta Khan, who seemed untouched by the excesses of the night
before, sat quietly, watching the dawn. Leofric stumbled from the tent and made
his way to the stream, where he stripped off his tunic and bathed in the clear,
cold water. 252 Wet and
shivering, he dressed and walked to the Baron's tent. As he had expected the
Baron was already awake, and was sitting at his travel desk examining maps.
Leofric entered and bowed. 'Good morning, my lord. I trust you slept well?' The Baron
rubbed at the black leather eye-patch he wore. 'I have not slept well since
that damned bird tore out my eye. What news?' 'The
scouts are not in yet sir. Shall I fetch you breakfast?' 'Not
yet. How do you think they will defend the pass?' The Baron spread out a series
of maps on the rug at his feet. Leofric crouched down and studied them. 'They
have few choices, sir. My spies tell me the Pallides had pledged themselves to
Sigarni. That brings the total of her force to just over three thousand - not
quite enough, I would imagine, to defend the eastern slope. They would be too
thinly stretched and we could outflank them. The western slope is shorter, but
that would mean leaving a gap in their eastern defences, through which a force
of cavalry could ride, creating havoc in their villages. Of course, they may
try to defend both slopes, or they may, if desperate, choose to occupy the
flat-topped hill at the north end of the pass. The slopes are steep and a
shield-ring would be hard to penetrate.' 'In
what way do you see this as a desperate move?' enquired the Baron. 'We
would surround them, and there would be no means of escape. They would be
gambling all on being able to hold us, wear us down, then counter-attack.' 'I
agree,' said the Baron. 'So which do you believe they will choose?' 'I am
not a warrior, my lord, and I do not fully understand their mentality. I would,
however, think it likely they will try to occupy the western slope. It is
wooded, and covered with boulders. We would be forced to attack many times to
discover the areas in which they are weak.' 'Aye,
they'll try to be canny,' said the Baron. 'That black traitor Asmidir will see
to that. Their line will be of varying strength, at its most powerful where an
attack is likely.' He stabbed his forefinger at a point on the first map.
'Here, where the slope is not so steep, and here, where the tree line thins. We
will attack both simultaneously with the infantry. But the cavalry will strike
here!' 'The
highest ground? Is that wise, my lord?' 253 'Asmidir
knows the way we fight, Leofric. Therefore we change. If I am wrong we will
lose a few score cavalry, but the outcome will remain the same. What of
supplies?' Leofric
rubbed at his eyes, praying that his head would stop pounding. 'I commandeered
as many wagons as were available, my lord, and they should start arriving by
late this afternoon. The men will be on short rations until we take the
Pallides villages and the cattle there.' 'We
have your negligence to thank for that,' snapped the Baron. 'I shall not
swiftly forget the fall of your impregnable forts. If you were not my cousin, I
would have had you flayed alive.' 'I am
very grateful to you, sir,' said Leofric dutifully. The sound of horsemen
approaching allowed him to avoid further embarrassment and he rose swiftly and
moved outside. The first of the scout troops were returning. Lightly armed on
fast horses, they could move swiftly across the countryside. All were veterans
of many campaigns, and had travelled with the Census Taker in the autumn in
order to accustom themselves to the land. The
lead rider dismounted, the other four riding off towards the cook-fires. The
man saluted. 'Your
report?' demanded Leofric. 'No
sign of the enemy, sir. We killed one old man who ran at us with an ancient
broadsword, and we spotted some foresters heading south but, as ordered, we
avoided contact. The Loda fort has been plundered and the walls part
dismantled. We rode to the Pallides fort, and this has seen similar treatment.' 'Any
activity at Duane?' 'None
that I could see, sir, and I thought it best not to push too far. We'll head
out again after the men have eaten and acquired fresh mounts.' 'Good.
We will be moving on to the Loda fort within the hour. When you return, make
your report to me there.' 'Yes,
sir.' The
Baron appeared and called out to the man as he was about to mount his horse. 'You,
how many foresters were heading south?' 'Around
a score, sir. Maybe a few more hidden by the trees.' 'Not an
attacking force, then?' 'I
don't believe so, sir. I think they may have been hunting. I expect food is
scarce about now.' 254 'That's
all,' said the Baron, moving alongside Leofric as the man saluted and turned
away. 'How many men do you have guarding the supply wagons?" 'Two
troops, my lord, and a section of infantrymen.' 'Send
back another fifty cavalrymen. I don't think they are hunting deer, they are
seeking to cut our supply line.' 'Yes,
sir. I'll do that immediately.' 'And
give the orders to take some of them alive for questioning.' 'Yes,
sir.' 'Now
you can order me that breakfast,' said the Baron, returning to his tent. Asmidir
fought to keep himself calm. 'Sigarni, listen to me, you cannot continue to
risk everything on a single throw of the dice. We have enough men now to hold
the western slope. We can wear them down, harry their flanks, disrupt their
supply lines. There is simply no need for us to take unnecessary chances.' 'I hear
what you say, Asmidir, and I will consider it,' she said. 'Leave me now.' She
watched him depart, knowing his turmoil. He was a soldier, a strategist, and
his hatred of the Outlanders had seeped into his bones. He had travelled far to
find an enemy capable of inflicting savage defeats on his enemies, and now he
felt it was all at risk. As indeed it was... Fell
had stood by silently during the exchange, and she turned to him. 'You are slow
to offer your opinions, general?' He
laughed. 'I'm no general. I am a forester and proud of it. What he says makes
sense to me, but who am I to argue with the great Battle Queen of the
Highlands?' 'Stop
it, Fell,' she said irritated. 'Just tell me what you think.' 'The
man understands war - and he knows the ways of the Outlanders. The western
slope must be defended, for it leads into our heartland. He knows it. You know
it. The Outlanders know it.' 'Exactly
my point,' said Sigarni. 'We all know where the dangers lie - therefore it is
time to think of something different. And, by God, I shall!' She sat in silence
for a few moments. 'Any sign of Gwalchmai yet?' she asked. 'No. I
think he headed home.' 255 'To
die,' she said, softly. 'Aye.
His time had come, he said. He told me he was due to die in the spring - even
knew the face of the soldier who would do the deed.' 'He did
not say goodbye,' she said. 'He took me in when the beasts slew my... parents,
and he cherished me throughout my childhood. Why would he leave without saying
goodbye?' 'He
knew the day and the hour, Sigarni. He left soon after you set off for the
Crown. He spoke to Taliesen just before he departed; maybe the wizard can tell
you more.' 'And
what of Ballistar?' Fell
shook his head. 'Nothing yet, but Kollarin is seeking him.' 'It
broke his heart, Fell. He wanted you to see him as he was in that other world,
strong and straight. He even bedded a woman there. It is often said that what
is never had cannot be missed. I think that is true. All his life he has
yearned to be like us. Then it happened, and he experienced a joy he could not
have dreamed of. The return was a living nightmare for him.' 'You
look tired, Sigarni. Perhaps you should rest for a while.' 'No,'
she told him, 'I need to see Taliesen before he leaves. Will you fetch him?' 'And
then you will rest?' She
nodded. As Fell left the cabin Sigarni felt the truth of his words. Her bones
ached with weariness, and her mind seemed to float from problem to problem,
never settling. How long since you slept, she asked herself? Three days? Four? Taliesen
entered. 'The enemy is six thousand strong,' he said, 'and they will be here in
two days. I wish you good fortune, Sigarni. It all rests now on your skill, and
the courage of your men.' 'I wish
you could stay, Taliesen. Your powers would be more than useful.' 'I
shall return when the battle is over.' 'You
are assuming that we will conquer?' 'No,'
he said sadly. 'I am making no assumptions. I have seen many futures, Sigarni.
In some you win, in others you die.' 'They cannot
all be true,' she pointed out. 'Oh,
they can,' he said softly. 'I long ago learned that there are many worlds
identical to our own. When we travel between them, all things are possible. If
you are dead when I return I will travel more Gateways, seeking a Sigarni who
survived.' 256 'Why
not seek her now - and then tell me how she did it?' He
smiled 'I like you, Battle Queen. Truly. And now I must go. Have you spoken to
Ironhand since he lost his second life?' 'Yes.
His hurt is considerable, but he is still with me,' she said, touching the
pouch hanging at her throat. 'I am
sorry for the dwarf. I did not know that he would be so affected beyond the
Gate.' 'Kollarin
will find him. Ballistar is strong; he will recover. Go in peace, Taliesen.' The old
man bowed once more and walked to the door. Sigarni stretched herself out on
the narrow pallet bed. And
drifted into the bliss of a dreamless sleep. When
she awoke Ironhand was sitting beside her. The old King was clad once more in
his silver armour, with a great winged helm upon his head, his beard braided.
'How long have I been asleep?' she asked. 'Three
hours. Fell is outside the cabin and is allowing no one in.' 'Now is
the time for decisions,' she said, sitting up and rubbing the sand of sleep
from her eyes. 'And it frightens me.' 'As it
should. A little fear is like yeast to the spirit, encouraging it to grow
strong.' 'What
if I make a mistake now?' 'Then
all die,' he told her bluntly. She
took a deep, calming breath. 'What advice can you offer me?' 'You
are the Queen of the Highlands, my daughter, and I am proud of you. But now you
must learn the one, terrible lesson of monarchy. That you are alone. The
decision is yours. Win or lose, you carry the weight. For what it is worth,
however, I will offer one thought - seek out the wife of Torgan.' 'You
know her?' 'I was
with you when you spoke last to her. She made you smile, and she made you cry.
Both were good for you.' 'Then
you cannot say which defensive plan would be the best for us? I was relying on
you, Ironhand. You have fought so many battles. You won them all.' 'No, I
didn't. Wish I had. I was always too headstrong. I just won the important ones.
Seek out the woman, then make a decision. Stick to it, and be firm in your
leadership. If you have doubts, hide 257 them.
You are the Battle Queen. They will all look to you, now and always.' 'You
will be with me on the battlefield?' 'Aye,
then I will seek Elarine and the fields of glory.' The
image shimmered and vanished. Sigarni rose and called out to Fell, who entered
the room and knelt beside her. 'You were talking in your sleep,' he said.'I
could not make out the words.' 'I am
going for a walk. Will you join me?' 'I am
at your command,' he told her. 'I am
asking you as a. friend, Fell,' she told him, holding out her hand. For a
moment only he stared at it, then their fingers touched. She looked into his
deep brown eyes, and watched his smile grow. 'I love
you, Sigarni,' he said, his voice thickening. 'Always did, always will. Welcome
home.' Together
they walked from the cabin and down the hillside. The snow was melting fast,
and spring flowers were everywhere. 'Is Torgan still here?' she asked. 'As far
as I know. He and his wife have taken lodging with Fyon Sharp-axe. Are you
going to give him a command?' 'Yes,'
she said, 'under you.' 'Why?
The man insulted you - and all of us.' 'But
he's a Highlander, Fell, and a brave man. He deserves a second chance - for his
wife and family if for nothing else.' 'Why
the change, Sigarni? What has happened to you?' 'Perhaps
it is High Drain,' she said, with a smile. 'Perhaps he spoke to me. When I went
through the Gateway to that strange land I could almost feel its emotions. Yet
the people there could not. I think it is the same here. The land cannot abide
hatred, Fell. And I have no place left in my heart for it. Tomorrow we fight
the Outlanders — because we must. We will destroy them if we can - but only
because we must. Torgan was wrong, but he believed himself right and acted with
the best interests of his clan at heart. Now he suffers shame. I shall end
that.' As they
approached the end of the tree line Sigarni turned towards Fell and curled her
arms around his neck. 'I hated you when you left me, and when I heard about the
death of your wife I was glad. It shames me to admit, and I feel sorrow now.' Dipping
his head he kissed her tenderly. 'This is all I ever wanted, Sigarni. I know
that now." 258 'Leave
me here, Fell. I will see you later - at the meeting hall. There I will
announce our battle plan.' 'And
after that?' 'We
will go home. Together.' Sigarni
walked down the winding lane to the home of Fyon Sharp-axe. Loran, Torgan, and
the huge warrior Mereth were sitting in the sunshine with the Hunt Lord. All
rose as Sigarni approached. 'You
are welcome, lady,' said Fyon, with a short bow. Loran
fetched a chair for her, and they sat. Torgan remained standing, then turned
towards the house. 'Wait,' said Sigarni. 'I would value your counsel.' 'Do you
wish to shame me again?' he asked, standing tall, his eyes angry. 'No. I
want you to be at the meeting tonight. Tomorrow you will command the Farlain
wing, under Fell's leadership.' Torgan
stood stock-still, and she could see the anger replaced by wariness. 'Why are
you doing this?' he asked. 'I need
strong men in positions of authority. You may decline if you choose.' 'No! I
accept.' 'Good.
The meeting begins at dusk. Is Layelia in the house?' 'Yes,'
said Torgan, still stunned. 'Shall I fetch her?' 'No. I
will find her.' Sigarni rose and left the men to their conversation. As she
passed Torgan he called out to her. 'Wait!'
Dropping to one knee, he bowed his head. 'My sword and my life,' he said. It was
an hour before dusk as Sigarni set out from the Pallides village. The afternoon
was clear and bright, the sun dappling the new leaves on the trees. She felt
belter than she had in days, her mind cleansed of doubt. Whatever the outcome
now, she felt that her plan was the best chance for Highland success. Breaking
into a run, she raced up the track, her body revelling in the exertion. As she
ran she noticed a mist spreading out from the undergrowth. At first she ignored
it, but it thickened suddenly, swirling around her. Sigarni slowed. The trees
were indistinct now, mere faint shadows in the grey. Glancing up she saw that
the mist was also above her, blocking the sun. 259 Unafraid,
yet with growing concern, she walked on, heading upward. The trail was no
longer beneath her feet, but if she continued climbing she would arrive at the
encampment. A line of bushes appeared directly before her and she tried to
skirt them, moving to the left. The undergrowth was thicker here, the ground
flat. Her
irritation grew, but she pushed on. After a
while she came to a gap in the mist, a small hollow inside a ring of oak trees.
The mist clung to the outer ring, and rose up over the dip to form a grey dome.
There was a man sitting on the grass at the centre of the hollow, portly and
friendly of face. Looking up, he smiled broadly. 'Welcome,
Sigarni. At last we meet in perfect circumstances.' 'I saw
you die at the Falls, ripped to pieces,' she said, her hand closing around the
hilt of her dagger. 'Happily
that was an acolyte of mine. I say happily, though I miss him dreadfully.
Happily for me, I should have said.' 'You
will not find today so happy,' she told him, drawing the blade and advancing
towards him. Her legs felt suddenly heavy, as if she was wading through
knee-deep mud. The knife was a terrible weight in her hand ... it dropped
slowly towards her side, then tumbled from her trembling fingers. 'You
are quite correct,' he said, 'I do not find this a happy experience. You have
done well among your barbarian friends and, were you to live, I believe you
could cause the Outlanders considerable embarrassment. Sadly you must die -
would that it were different.' Pushing himself to his feet, he drew a slender
curved blade and advanced towards her. Sigarni fought to move, but could not.
The knife came up and he took the neck of her tunic between the pudgy fingers
of his left hand and cut away the cloth, exposing her breasts. 'I apologize for
this apparently unseemly behaviour,' he said amiably. 'I have no intention of
soiling your virtue. It is just that I need to make the correct incision for
the removal of your heart.' 'Why
are you doing this?' she asked him. 'What have I ever done to you?' 'As I
recall, my dear, you used to hunt hares for sport. What had they ever done to
you? We are not dealing here in petty squabbles or feuds. I am a sorcerer and a
student of the universe. It is well known among my peers that certain
sacrifices are considerably more powerful than others. A man, for example, will
provide more power 260 than
... a hare. But the blood royal! Ah now, that is a priceless commodity.' Taking
a small chunk of charcoal from his pocket, he drew a line between her breasts
and along the rib line on her left side. 'Ironhand!'
she cried. 'Ah,'
he said, stepping back, 'so he was -the mysterious force. Fascinating! Sadly,
however, my dear, I have established a mystic wall around this hollow. No
spirit can enter here, so save your breath. Your friend will not hear you
either, for the mist dampens all sound. Now what I am about to do is remove
your heart. There will be no pain. I am not a savage, and your death will be
swift.' 'Give
me until tomorrow,' she begged him. 'Let me save my people first!' He
chuckled. 'And you, of course, will give me your word to return?' 'Yes, I
will. I swear it.' 'Ah,
but you know what you hunters say - a hare in the bag is worth ten in the
burrow. Let us merely hope that your officers will perform ably without you.
Now, do you have a God you wish to make a final prayer to?' 'Yes,'
she said, silently praying for the return of Taliesen. 'Then
make it brief, my dear, for I wish to return to Leofric's tent. He has a fine
stock of wine which I am looking forward to savouring. This country air does
not suit me. I was born to exist within well-stocked cities. Let me know when
you are finished, Sigarni. And do not waste your time seeking to contact
Taliesen. He has gone back to his own time and is too far away to be of
assistance - even could he hear your thoughts, which he cannot. I am afraid,
dear lady, you are all alone. There are no creatures of myth or legend to help
you now.' 'Don't
be too sure,' she said, with a smile. 'Oh, I
am sure,' he said. The knife rose andjakuta Khan leaned forward, then arched
back with a cry. He staggered several paces, his hand scrabbling at his back,
where a bone-handled knife jutted from his kidneys. Sigarni felt the spell
holding her dissipate and fall away. She lunged for her dagger and sprang at
the sorcerer, ramming her blade into his fat belly and ripping it up towards
his lungs. His scream was high-pitched and pain-filled as he sank to the
ground. 'Oh, you have wounded me!' he cried. 261 Ballistar
ran forward to stand beside Sigarni and Jakuta Khan looked up at him, his eyes
already misting in death. 'A dwarf,' he whispered, surprised. 'I have been
killed by a dwarf!' He
turned his dying eyes upon Sigarni. 'It is ... not over. I sent a ... demon. He
is lost somewhere in time. But one day .. . when you look into his eyes .. .
remember me!' And he slumped face down on the grass. 'Your
arrival was most timely,' she said, kneeling beside the dwarf and kissing his
bearded cheek. 'Gwalchmai
appeared to me. Told me to be here. I was ready to kill myself, but he said I
would be needed, that I could help the clans.' 'Oh,
Balli, if you had died my heart would have been broken. Come, let us go to the
meeting!' 'I
suggest you dress yourself first,' he said. 262 13 FELL.
LAY AWAKE, Siganii's sleeping body pressed closely against him and her head
upon his shoulder. Lady lay at Sigarni's left, her black flanks gleaming in the
firelight. The coals in the iron brazier were burning low now, and the cabin
was bathed in a gentle red glow. Fell
had stood at the back of the meeting hall and watched the faces of her officers
as she outlined her battle plans. At first they had been shocked, but they had
listened to her arguments, delivered quietly but forcefully, and had offered no
objections. Each of the officers had been given a task - save for Fell. He had
returned to the cabin with Sigarni, and their lovemaking had been tender and
joyous. No words spoken throughout, but both experiencing an intensity that led
to tears. Fell had never known anything like it; he felt both complete and
fulfilled. In all his adult life he had dreamt of moments like this, to be at
one with the object of his love. The
night was quiet, and the entire world consisted of nothing more than the four
walls he could see and the glowing fire that warmed the cabin. Tomorrow the
great battle would begin and, God willing, after that he and Sigarni could
begin a new life together. Once the Baron was defeated, they could send
emissaries to the Outland King and end a war neither side had truly wanted.Then
he and Sigarni could build a home near the Falls. She
moaned in her sleep and he stroked her silver hair. She awoke and smiled
sleepily. 'You should be asleep,' she said. 'I am
too happy for sleep,' he told her. Her hand stroked down his warm belly and
arousal flared instantly. 'Then I
shall tire you,' she said, sliding her body over his. Her mouth tasted sweet
and he smelt the perfume of her hair, felt the warmth of her body. At last
the passion subsided and he sighed. 'Are you ready for sleep now?' she
whispered into his ear. 263 'You
held them, Sigarni,' he said proudly. 'All those warriors and greybeards! They
stood and listened and they believed. I believe! It is so hard to think of you
now as the huntress who lived alone and sold her furs. It is as if you were
always waiting to be a queen. Even Bakris Tooth-gone speaks of you with awe.
Where did you send him, by the way?' 'South,'
she said. 'Why?' 'To cut
their supply lines. God, Fell, I wish this was over. I don't want to be a
Battle Queen.' 'We can
end it tomorrow,' he said. 'Then we'll build a house. You know the flat land to
the west of the Falls? I've often thought that it would make a splendid home. A
little back from the pool, so that the noise of the Falls would be filtered by
the willows. There's good grazing land close by, and I know Grame will loan me
some breed cattle.' 'It
sounds ... wonderful," she told him. 'There's
good hunting too.' At the
sound of their voices Lady awoke and pushed herself between them. Sigarni
stroked the hound's ears. 'It is a fine dream,' said Sigarni. 'Now let's get
some rest.' 'What
do you mean, a dream?' Fell asked. 'The
war will not be over with one battle,' she said sadly. 'If we sin, the
Outlanders will see it as a blow to their pride. They will have no alternative
but to send another army north.' 'But it
makes no sense!' 'War
makes no sense, Fell. Let's talk about it all tomorrow.' 'Aye,
we'll do that,' he said. 'I will be proud to stand beside you.' 'You
won't be beside me, Fell. I need you and your men to take up a position away
from the battle, on the right. They will break through on the western slope,
and head for the encampments. They must be stopped. Destroyed. Hold the right,
Fell. Do it for me!' 'Oh,
God!' he whispered, his stomach knotting. 'What
is it?' she asked, concern in her voice. 'Nothing,'
he assured her. 'It is all right, just a little cramp in my leg. You are right,
Sigarni. We should sleep now. Come, put your head on my shoulder.' Sigarni
sat up and pushed Lady away. 'Back to your blanket, you hussy!' she said. 'He
is mine alone!' Settling
down beside him with her arm across his chest, she fell 264 asleep
almost immediately. But for Fell there would be no rest that night. He
remembered the night at Gwalchmai's cabin, and the drunken words of the
Dreamer. 'But I
know what I know, Fell. I know you '11 live for her. And I know you 'II die for
her. "Hold the right, Fell. Do it for me!" she 'II say. And they 'II
fall on you with their swords of fire, and their lances of pain, and their
arrows of farewell. Will you hold, Fell, when she asks you?' Gwalch looked up,
his eyes bleary. 'I wish I was young again, Fell. I'd stand alongside you. By
God, I'd even take that arrow for you.' No
house by the Falls. No golden future in the sunshine on the mountains. This one
night is all there is, he realized. He felt the panic in the pit of his belly,
and in the palpitations of his heart. Fell so wanted to wake Sigarni again, to
tell her of Gwalchmai's prophecy. Yet he did not. Instead
he held her to him and listened to her soft breathing. 'Willyou
hold, Fell?' Aye, he
thought, I will hold. The
loss of a group of his scouts was not entirely unexpected, and the Baron had
despatched four more men to scout the Duane Pass. Only one returned - and he
had an arrow wound high on the right shoulder. 'Well?'
asked the Baron. The
man's face was grey, and he was in great pain. 'As you predicted, lord, they
have taken up a position on the flat hill. A wall of shields. I estimate there
are almost three thousand warriors there.' 'Their
full force?' The Baron laughed and turned to his officers. 'See what happens
when a woman leads? What fools they are!' Swinging again to the wounded scout,
he asked, 'What of the western slope?' 'Around
a hundred men hidden in the trees. I got pretty close before they saw me.' 'To the
east?' 'I saw
no one, sir.' 'Good.
Go and get that wound seen to.' 'Yes,
sir. Thank you, sir.' The
Baron gathered his officers around him. 'You have all studied the maps, and you
will realize that their position is a strong one. We must first encircle the
hill; that will stretch us thin in places, but it is 265 J too
high for them to make a swift sally down upon us.' He fixed his attention on a
tall, lean cavalryman. 'Chaldis, you will take half the cavalry and a thousand
foot. Kill the defenders on the western slope and attack their encampment and
the surrounding Pallides villages.' 'Yes,
my lord,' Chaldis responded. 'Where
is Cheops?' asked the Baron. 'Here,
my lord,' answered a short, stocky figure in uniform of brown leather, pushing
forward from the back. 'You
will take your archers to the eastern slope and pepper them. I will initiate
attacks from the western side. Be wary, Cheops. I would sooner your arrows fell
a little short than sailed over the defenders and struck our own men. Nothing
so demoralizes a fighting man as to fear death from the shafts of his own
archers.' 'You
can rely on us, my lord.' 'Leofric,
you will command the cavalry wing. Skirt the hill and continue sporadic raids
from the north side. Use only the heaviest armoured lancers. The enemy will have
good bowmen on that hilltop. Do not push too far. Hit hard, then break away. It
will be the infantry who apply the hammer blow.' 'Understood,
my lord.' 'Gentlemen,'
said the Baron, with a rare smile. 'A magnificent opportunity lies ahead of us.
In the south there is a great panic concerning these rebel Highlanders, and
when we have defeated them the King will make sure you are rewarded for your
efforts. But remember this, though they are barbarians and scum they still know
how to fight. I want the woman alive; I will send her in chains to the capital.
As to the rest, slaughter them to a man. God is with us, gentlemen. Now let us
be about our duties.' The
Baron strode to his tent and ducked below the flap. Once inside he turned his
attention to the Highlander, sitting flanked by two guards. The man was of
medium height, with greasy dark hair and a wide mouth. He did not look the
Baron in the eye. 'Your
information was correct,' said the Baron. 'The bitch has fortified the
hill-top.' 'As I
told you, my lord,' said Bakris Tooth-gone, starting to rise from his chair.
But a soldier pressed his hand on Bakris' shoulder, easing him back into the
seat. 'Treachery
always fascinates me,' said the Baron, flicking his fingers and pointing to a
jug of wine. A servant filled a goblet and 266 passed
it to his lord; the Baron sipped it. 'Why would one of Sigarni's captains
betray her?" 'It's a
lost cause, my lord,' said Bakris bitterly. 'They're all going to die. And I
want to live.What's wrong with that? In this life a man must look out for
himself. I've never had nothing. Now by your leave, I'll have some gold and
some land.' 'Gold
and land,' echoed the Baron. 'I have sworn to see every Highlander slain and
you are a Highlander. Why should I not kill you?' Bakris
grinned, showing stained and broken teeth. 'You won't get them all in this one
battle, lord. I know all the hiding places. I was a forester; I can lead your
soldiers to where they run to. And I'll serve you well, lord.' 'I
think you will,' the Baron agreed. Three
servants set about dressing the Baron in his black armour, buckling his
breastplate, hooking the gorget into place, attaching his greaves and hinged
knee protectors. Accoutred for war, he strode to his black stallion and was
helped into the saddle. Touching
heels to the stallion's flanks, he rode to the front of the battle line and
lifted his arm. The
army moved on towards the mouth of the Duane Pass. To the
Baron's surprise there were no flights of arrows from the rearing cliff faces
on either side, nor any sign of defenders on the gentle slopes to left and
right. Ahead the sun glimmered on the shield wall of the defenders, as they
ringed the flat-topped hill half a mile distant. A long
time ago the Outlanders themselves had employed the shield-ring defence. It was
strong against cavalry, but weak against a concerted attack from infantry, with
support from archers. Bowmen could send volley after volley of arrows over the
shields, cutting away at the heart of the defenders. The
Baron rode on. Now he could see the tightly packed clansmen, and just make out
the silver-armoured figure standing in the front line. I
should be grateful to you, he thought, for you have made my glory all the
greater. Swinging in the saddle, he glanced back at his fighting men. If the
losses were too light the victory would appear shallow, too high and he would
be deemed an incompetent. Around three hundred dead would be perfect, he
thought. 267 Leofric
rode past him on the right, leading the cavalry in columns of three. On the
left, Chaldis led his fifteen hundred men up the western slope to the enemy's
right. 'That's good, Chaldis,' shouted the Baron admiringly. 'Let them see
where you are heading; it will give them time to think about the fate of their
wives and sons. Fire some buildings as soon as you can. I want them to see the
smoke!' 'Aye,
my lord,' the captain replied. The
Baron rode on, leading his infantry to the foot of the hill but remaining out
of bowshot. Custom demanded that he give the enemy the opportunity to
surrender, but today was not a time to consider custom. Good God, they might
accept! Glancing
to his right, he saw Cheops and his fifteen hundred lightly armoured archers
toiling up the slope. Each man carried thirty shafts. Four thousand five
hundred sharp missiles to rain down upon the unprotected defenders! The
Baron ordered the encirclement of the hill and the three thousand remaining
infantrymen, holding tightly to their formations, spread out to obey. There
was no movement from the defenders, and no sound. No harsh, boastful
challenges, no jeering. It was unusual. The Baron could see the woman, Sigarni,
moving among the men. The helm she wore was truly magnificent and would make a
fine trophy. Dark
storm-clouds obscured the sun, and a rumble of distant thunder could be heard
from the north. 'The Gods of War are preparing for the feast!' he shouted. 'Let
us not disappoint them.' Fell
waited behind the cover of the trees, Torgan beside him. They could not yet see
the lancers, but they could hear the thundering of their hooves on the
hard-packed earth of the hill. Fell glanced to his right, and saw the
Highlanders notching arrows to their bows. To his left the swordsmen waited,
their two-handed claymores held ready. Five hundred fighting men, ready to
defend their homes, their families and their clans. The
first of the lancers breasted the hill: tall men on high horses, their
breastplates shining like silver in the sunlight, their long lances glittering.
Each man carried a figure-of-eight shield on his left arm. They were still
travelling in a column of fours, but as they reached 268 open
ground they spread out. The officer drew rein, shading his eyes to study the
tree line. Fifty
Highlanders moved out on to open ground and loosed their longbows. Some of the
shafts struck home, and several men and half a dozen horses fell, but most were
blocked by the shields of the lancers. Levelling their lances, the riders
charged. 'Now?'
whispered Torgan. 'No,'
Fell told him. 'Wait until they are closer.' The
fifty exposed Highland bowmen continued to loose shaft after shaft at the
oncoming riders. Horses tumbled under the deadly volleys, but the lancers rode
on. The distance closed between them, until no more than thirty paces separated
the two groups. 'Now!'
said Fell. Torgan lifted his hunting horn to his lips and blew two short
blasts. Another hundred bowmen ran from the trees to stand beside their
comrades. Hundreds of shafts tore into the lancers; the charging line faltered
as the missiles slashed home into unprotected horseflesh. Horses reared and
fell, bringing down following riders. Amid the sudden confusion the Highland
swordsmen charged from cover, screaming their battle-cries. The lancers
panicked, though many tried to swing to meet this unexpected attack. Horses
reared, throwing their riders, then the Highlanders were among the lancers,
dragging riders from their saddles and hacking them to death upon the ground. Among
the first to die was the enemy officer, hit by four shafts, one taking him
through his right eye. The horsemen at the rear pulled back, galloping towards
the safety of open ground. Torgan blew three blasts on his horn, and a chasing
group of Highlanders reluctantly halted and jogged back to the tree line. Over
the hill-top marched a thousand Outland infantry, flanked by a score of
archers. They drew up and surveyed the scene of carnage, then locked shields
and advanced in broad battle formation, one hundred shields wide, ten deep. 'More
than we thought would come,' said Torgan. 'They
can't hold that formation within the woods,' said Fell. 'Fall back fifty
paces.' Torgan's
hunting horn sounded once more, in one long baleful note. Highland
archers continued to shoot into the advancing mass of men, but to little
effect. Some fell, but the infantry held their long rectangular shields high
and most of the shafts bounced from them. 269 The
lancers had re-formed now, and galloped forward to try an encircling sweep of
the woods. Obrin and two hundred riders counter-charged them from the left,
cleaving into their flank, hacking and cutting. The lances of the Outland
riders were useless in such close quarters and they frantically threw aside
their long weapons, drawing their sabres. But this second attack demoralized
them, and they were pushed steadily back. The
Outland infantry slowed its advance, their leader unsure whether to push into
the trees or swing and defend the beleaguered cavalry. 'Come
on, you bastard!' whispered Fell. 'Come to us!' The
line began to move once more, the formation breaking into a skirmish line as
each of the soldiers increased the distance between himself and his fellows by
around three feet. Fell was forced to admire the smoothness of the switch from
tight ranks to open formation. These
were enemies to respect. Less
able to protect one another in this new formation, however, the Outlanders
began to take heavy losses from the retreating archers. 'This
is it,' Fell told Torgan. 'By God, we'd better get it right!' Torgan gave a
wide grin, and sprinted off to the left where his hundred men waited. With a
harsh battle-cry Torgan led his warriors in a frenzied assault on the enemy's
right flank, just as they crossed the tree line. Fell saw the Farlain leader
push himself deep into the fray, his claymore rising and falling with deadly
skill. Drawing
his own sword, Fell signalled his own hundred and they crept through the
undergrowth towards the enemy's left flank. Outnumbered ten to one, Torgan's
men were being driven back as the wings of the Outland force pushed out to
encircle the defenders. With
all attention on the right Fell charged the left, his claymore smashing through
a soldier's helm and scattering his brains over his comrades. The Outlanders
fell back but re-formed smoothly, trying to close ranks. The thick undergrowth
and the trunks of tall trees prevented them re-forming into a tight single unit
and the Highlanders, unencumbered by heavy armour, tore at them like wolves
around a stag at bay. A sword
flashed for Fell's face. Swaying aside, he swept up a vicious two-handed cut
that glanced from the tip of the soldier's shield and smashed into his
cheekbone. The soldier was punched from his feet by the blow. 270 On the
right Torgan had pulled back his men. Some Outlanders had given chase, but
Torgan swung back his group and cut them down. Out on
open ground the lancers broke into a full retreat. Obrin made no attempt to
give chase, but gathered his men and galloped for the woods. Leaping from their
horses, the Highlanders ran to the aid of their comrades. Torgan saw them
coming and blew on his horn. Highland archers dropped their bows, drew their
swords and joined him. Again
he charged the enemy right, and such was the ferocity of the charge that the
Outlanders buckled and broke, losing formation. Beside him the giant Mereth,
wielding a club of oak reinforced with iron studs, hammered his way forward
with Loran beside him. 'Pallides!
Pallides!' roared Mereth. Torgan
hurdled a fallen tree and shoulder-charged an Outland soldier. The man
staggered back, falling into his comrades. Torgan's claymore sang through the
air as three men hurled themselves at him. He blocked the lunge of the first,
all but decapitating him with a reverse cut. The second man's sword cut into
Torgan's side, the third aimed a blow at his face. It was blocked by an
upraised sword, and Torgan saw Obrin smash the man from his feet. Ignoring
his own wound, Torgan leapt once more into the action. To his right Mereth was
surrounded by swordsmen, but was holding them at bay with great sweeps of his
murderous club. 'Farlain!' shouted Torgan, rushing to his aid. Several men
followed him, including Loran. An arrow sliced by Torgan's cheek, taking Loran
in the side of the neck; the handsome Pallides staggered to his right and fell.
Ignoring the bowmen Torgan raced into the fray, ducking beneath a wild sweep
and slashing his sword through the knee of the wielder; the leg broke with a
sickening snap and the swordsman fell, screaming. Mereth bellowed a war-cry and
ran at a second group of men. One of them rammed a spear through the giant's
belly and Mereth staggered to a stop. Then his club swept up and across to
smash the skull of the spear-wielder. A sword clove into Mereth's bull neck.
Blood spurted from the severed jugular as Torgan stabbed his own sword into the
killer's belly. On the
left Fell was battling furiously. Here the Outlanders retained at least a
semblance of order, and were pulling back towards open ground. Again and again
Fell led his men in increasingly desperate charges. 271 But
there were fewer of them now. Obrin and twenty Highlanders ran to his aid. Fell
had been cut on the right cheek, and blood was flowing from a deep wound in his
thigh. His claymore, though, felt light in his hand as he charged again, Obrin
beside him. 'Don't
let them re-form!' he bellowed. The
archer captain Cheops reached the crest of the eastern slope and glanced across
at the enemy defensive wall. Beyond that he could see the cavalry charging the
woods. It was all going well; the range from his position to the enemy was less
than two hundred yards, well within killing distance. It was hot, and today
would be thirsty work. Glancing behind him he saw a heavy stand of gorse, and
beyond it a grove of trees. 'You!'
he shouted to a young recruit. 'Go back into the trees and see if there's a
stream or a pond. If there is, you can refill our canteens.' 'Yes,
sir!' the boy called out, setting off at a run. Cheops
strung his longbow. He had made it himself five years ago, a splendid weapon
tipped with horn. Pulling his shafts from his quiver, he pushed them point
first into the earth. For some reason that Cheops had never been able to
fathom, arrowheads with a little clay stuck to them pierced armour all the
better. Selecting
his first shaft, he notched it to the bow. There was little point in trying to
select a target, since he would have to arc the arrow over the shield-wall.
Still, the Highlanders were densely packed on the hill-top, and any hit would
be an advantage. Cheops drew back on the string and sent the shaft in a long,
looping flight. This
was going to be a good day. No sign of rain, to warp the arrows. Not much wind. His
archers gathered on both sides of him, selecting their arrows and removing
their cloaks. It was
all so easy .. Idly he
wondered why the Highland bitch had decided to make a stand here. ' Cheops
did not have long to wait for an answer. From behind there came a scream and he
swung round to see the boy he had sent looking for water, running for all he
was worth. The lad had discarded his longbow, which amazed Cheops, for the loss
of a weapon meant a thirty-lash flogging. What had he seen? A bear? 272 The boy
glanced back as he ran and tripped, rolling headlong. Gripped by panic, he
scrambled to his feet. From the gorse and the undergrowth came thousands of
Highland warriors. Cheops
stood transfixed. It was not possible. They had an army of three thousand - and
there were at least that many on the hill-top opposite. Impossible
or not, they were here! 'Back!
Back!' yelled Cheops. His men hardly needed the order. Lightly armed with bow
and knife, they were no match for sword-wielding warriors and began to stream
back down the hill, leaving their arrows stuck in the soft earth. The
Highlanders poured after them. Cheops
hurled aside his longbow and pumped his arms for extra speed. Ahead he could
see the Baron, directing an attack on the western side of the hill-top. The
Baron swung round, and stood open-mouthed as his archers hurtled down into the
pass. The thin circle of soldiers around the hill also glanced up. Cheops knew
that his dignity was fleeing ahead of him, but he didn't care. Dignity could be
regained. Life was another matter entirely. He reached the foot of the pass
just ahead of the fastest of his men, and slipped through the infantry to what
appeared the relative safety behind the infantry lines. There
he stopped and looked back. The
Highlanders were pouring down the hillside, screaming some incomprehensible
battle-cry. They struck the infantry like a hammer. Then
they were through. With
nowhere left to run, Cheops drew his dagger. As a burly white-bearded warrior
carrying a battle-axe charged him, Cheops ducked under the swinging blade and
thrust his knife at the man. The blade was turned by a breastplate and Cheops
stumbled and fell. The axe clove him between the shoulder-blades. On the
hillside the Baron shouted orders to the infantry to form a defensive square
and retreat down the pass. With fine discipline they gathered, the Baron at the
centre. The
Highlanders beat ineffectually against the shield-wall, and the withdrawal
began. Leofric
had never wanted to be a soldier, or any kind of fighting man. His loves were
numbers, logistics and organization. As he sat his 273 gelding
on the north side of the hill he found himself contemplating his future. Never
having seen a battle, he was unprepared for the ferocity, the screams and the
cries. It was all so ... barbaric, he realized. Once it
is over I will return to the capital, he decided. The University had offered
him a teaching post in languages. I will accept it, he thought. 'Do we
attack, sir?' asked the lieutenant at his side. The man had drawn his sword,
and seemed eager to lead the five hundred cavalrymen up the steep slope.
Leofric glanced up at the shield-wall above. 'I
suppose so,' he said. 'The Baron ordered us to make probing assaults.' 'I
understand,' said the officer. 'Wasp formation, sting and run. How many should
I take, sir?' Leofric
swung in the saddle and gazed at his five centuries. 'Take three,' he said.
'Harry them!' 'Yes,
sir.' The
remnants of Chaldis' cavalry came galloping down the western slope - no more
than thirty men, some of them wounded. An officer rode up to Leofric. 'We were
ambushed, sir. More than a thousand Highlanders were waiting for us in the
woods. They are cutting the infantry to pieces.' At that
moment the archers led by the sprinting Cheops came racing down the slope -
pursued by, Leofric gauged, some two thousand Highlanders. 'Son of
a whore!' hissed the officer. 'Where in Hell did they come from?' Leofric
was momentarily stunned. He had an eye for numbers, and had already estimated
there to be around three thousand on the hilltop. Now from nowhere the number
of the enemy had risen to six thousand, which was not even within the bounds of
possibility. 'God's
blood!' said the lieutenant. 'What now, sir!' Leofric
needed a moment to think. Looking up at the shield-wall above him, the answer
came like a blinding revelation. 'There are no men on the hill-top,' he said.
'We are besieging the Highland women!' All around
them the infantry were falling back around the Baron. Raising his arm, Leofric
led his cavalry in a charge against the 274 enemy's
left cutting through to where the Baron stood, Leofric leapt from his mount and
ran to him. Swiftly he told him of the Highland deception. The
Baron swore. 'How many do we have left?' he asked. Leofric
cast his eyes at the sea of fighting men. 'Two thousand. Perhaps less.' 'Advance
on the hill!' shouted the Baron. 'Formation One!' 'What
is the point!' screamed Leofric. 'It is over!' 'It
will be over when I've killed the bitch!' With a
discipline gained during decades of warfare, the Outland troops re-formed into
a fighting square one hundred shields wide and ten deep. 'Double time!' shouted
the Baron, and the men began to run. Leofric, caught in the centre, had no
choice but to run alongside the Baron. On the outer edges of the battle his
cavalry were being cut to pieces trying to protect the exposed right flank of
the square. Even so, inexorably the phalanx moved up the hill towards the
waiting women. 'I'm
coming for you, you whore!' bellowed the Baron, his voice rising above the
clashing swords and the screams of the wounded and dying. A black
cloud of arrows slashed into the advancing line and Leofric could see scores of
women loosing their shafts. He felt sickened by it all. The finest soldiers in
the empire were now charging a force of wives and mothers. Behind
them the Highlanders were assaulting the troops at the rear of the phalanx,
slashing their swords at unprotected backs. Many men turned to face the enemy,
and this thinned the square. The Baron seemed unconcerned. The
enemy archers fell back behind the shield-wall and a volley of iron-tipped
spears sliced down into the advancing men. The Highlanders were all around them
now, a pack of wolves ripping at their flesh. The square began to break up but
the Baron ignored the threat, urging his front line on and up. The
shield-wall opened and Leofric saw Asmidir charge out, with a group of men in
black and silver armour. They came in a tight wedge that clove through the
advancing line. Behind them, bearing spears and swords, the Highland women
rushed at the attackers. The
sight of thousands of fighters streaming from the hill-top finally unnerved the
advancing men. They broke and ran. 275 Asmidir
leapt at the Baron, his two-handed sword slashing towards the Baron's neck. The
Baron blocked it with his shield and gave a return blow that crashed against
Asmidir's shoulder-plate, dislodging it. The black man dropped to one knee and
sent a wild cut that thundered against the Baron's calf, smashing his greave to
shards and knocking him to the ground. Rolling to his left, the Baron clambered
to his feet and threw aside his shield. Holding his own blade two-handed, he
rushed the black man. 'You treacherous bastard!' he screamed. Their
swords clashed again and again. A blow from Asmidir smashed the links on the
Baron's neck protector and slashed up to open his cheek. Blood streamed from the
cut. Suddenly
weary, Leofric sat down and watched the duel. All around him men were dying,
but no one attacked the slightly-built spectator who sat quietly with his hands
hugging his knees. Both
men were strong and the fight continued at a savage pace. Asmidir was bleeding
from wounds in both arms and a cut on his temple. The Baron blocked an overhead
cut and, as Asmidir pressed in close, head-butted the black man, sending him
staggering back. Dropping his sword, the Baron hurled himself at his half-stunned
opponent and both men fell to the ground. The Baron drew his dagger and raised
it high. An
arrow punched through his leather eye-patch, slicing deep into his brain.
Leofric glanced to his right and saw the warrior queen, Sigarni, in armour of
bright silver, a winged helm upon her head, a short hunting bow in her hand.
The Baron gave a choking cry, and toppled from Asmidir. Leofric
stood and walked over to the black man, kneeling beside him. 'Are you all
right?' he enquired. 'How is
it that you live?' asked Asmidir, surprised. Leofric
shrugged. 'Forgot to draw my sword.' He helped Asmidir to his feet and the two
men approached Sigarni. Handing
the bow to a dark-haired woman on her right, she surveyed the battlefield.
There were still isolated pockets of fighting, but the battle was over. She
swung to Leofric and Asmidir introduced them. 'You have a charmed life,
Leofric,' she said. 'Thousands of men died today, and you have not even been
scratched.' 'I'm
not much of a soldier,' he said. 'I've been offered a teaching 276 post at
the capital's University. With your leave, I think I'll accept it.' She
nodded. 'There has been enough blood-letting today. Go from here, Leofric, ride
south to your King. Tell him the truth about all that happened here. I fear it
will make little difference.' 'It
won't, lady. He'll come with an army ten times the size of the one you defeated
here. It will never end.' Stepping
forward, she placed her hands upon his shoulders and brought her face close to
his. 'Look into my eyes, Leofric, and hear me well. It will end, for I will end
it. Tell him these words from Sigarni, the Queen of the North: Advance against
me and I will destroy you. I will bring fire and death into your kingdom, and I
will snatch you from your throne and throw your body to the dogs.' Sigarni
turned away from him and walked down the hillside. Asmidir took the young man's
arm and led him down into the pass. They found a horse and Leofric climbed into
the saddle. 'Your strategy was masterful,' he said. 'I congratulate you.' Asmidir
smiled. 'Not my strategy, boy. Hers. All war is based on deception and she
learned that lesson well. Go in peace, Leofric, and be sure never to cross my
path again.' 'I wish
you well, Asmidir,' said the young man, 'but I fear there will be no happy
ending here.' 'The
man who ripped the heart from my country is dead. That is a good enough ending
for today. Now ride!' Leofric
touched spurs to the stallion and cantered from the battlefield. High in
the skies above, the crows were already gathering for the feast. Bakris
was dragged before Sigarni. 'They captured me,' he said, 'but I told them
nothing.' Sigarni
sighed. 'You told them everything that you were supposed to,' she said. 'Kollarin
warned me that you were a treacherous cur, who would sell your people for a
handful of gold. But know this, Bakris, your treachery helped us. Without it
the Baron might have sent out more scouts, and found our hidden forces. As the
rope settles around your neck, think on that. Now get him from my sight - and
hang him from the nearest tree!' Fell
sat quietly with his back against the tree-trunk, Obrin and 277 Torgan
beside him. 'It was a good day,' he said. 'We broke them. By God, we broke them!' 'Aye,'
said Obrin softly, his eyes drawn to the black-feathered arrow jutting from
Fell's chest. The clansman's face was pale, there were dark rings beneath his
eyes, and his lips had a bluish tinge that Obrin had seen all too often before. 'Fetch
Sigarni,' Obrin told Torgan. The Farlain leader nodded, and loped away. 'Maybe
if I removed the arrow you would have a chance,' said Obrin, but Fell shook his
head. 'I can
feel the life draining from me. Nothing will stop it now. We won, though, didn't
we?' 'Aye,
we won." Fell
looked up at the sky and watched the crows swooping and diving. It was a
beautiful day. High Druin wore a crown of clouds and the sun was bright behind
them. 'It is
a Highland custom,' said Fell, 'that a man's son sends him on the swans' path.
I have no children of my blood, Obrin.' He smiled. 'But I used the Cormaach to
save you, and that means you are my son. I want my best bow beside me, and two
knives. Some bread and some wine should be wrapped in leaves. Lastly, two coins
should be placed ... upon my eyes. The coins are for the gatekeeper, who will
usher me through. Will you do this for me?' 'I
will, man.' 'I want
to be buried on the flanks of High Druin. Sigarni will know where. I want to
sleep for ever beneath the spot where we became lovers. And if I must walk as a
spirit, and be chained to any part of the land, it should be there.' 'God's
eyes, Fell, I thought we had made it through together. One cursed archer hiding
in the undergrowth.' 'It's
done now. It cannot be undone. I have often said that a man should never dwell
on regrets, but I find that hard to maintain now, Obrin. You will need a
sword-bearer at my funeral. Choose a good one.' 'I
shall.' Fell
closed his eyes. 'She's a wonder, isn't she? A hill-top defended by women. Who
would have considered it?' 'Aye,
she's a wonder, Fell. She'll be here soon. Hang on, man.' 'I
don't think I can. I can hear the cry of gulls. Can you?' 'No,
just the crows.' 278 Fell
opened his eyes and looked past Obrin. He smiled, as if in greeting, but when
Obrin glanced back there was no one there. 'Come to walk with me, you old
drunkard?' said Fell. 'Ah, but it is good to see you, man. Give me your hand,
for my strength is all but gone.' Fell
reached out, then his hand fell limply into his lap and his head sagged back
against the tree. Obrin leaned in and closed Fell's eyes. 'You were a fine
man,' he said, 'and a true friend. I hope you find what you deserve.' Obrin
rose and turned towards the battlefield as Sigarni came running, with Torgan
alongside her. She sped past Obrin and knelt by Fell's body. Torgan paused
beside Obrin and the two men moved away to a respectful distance. Sigarni
had knelt down at Fell's side. She was holding his hand, and speaking to him.
Obrin saw the tears on her face and, taking Torgan's arm, drew the Farlain
warrior away from the scene. 'You ought to get that wound stitched,' said
Obrin, pointing to the congealed blood on Torgan's side. 'It'll
mend,' said the Highlander. 'A shame he had no sons to speak his name on High
Druin.' Ill do
that,' said Obrin. 'Ah
yes, the Cormaach. I had forgotten. Do you know the ritual?' 'I can
learn it.' 'I
would be proud to teach you,' said Torgan. 'And, if you choose, I will stand
beside you on High Druin as Fell's sword-bearer.' The two
men reached the crest of the western slope and looked down over the
battlefield. The Outlanders lay dead in their thousands, but many also of the
Highland were slain. Women were moving around the pass, tending to the wounded.
Later they would strip the Outland dead of their weapons. To the South Obrin
could see Grame's warriors marching to capture the enemy's supply wagons. 'What
now, do you think?" asked Torgan. 'Will the Outlanders listen to reason?' Obrin
shook his head. 'No, they'll send Jastey and twenty thousand men. They'll be
here by summer's end.' 'Well,'
said Torgan grimly, 'we'll be here to meet them!' 279 It was
dusk when Asmidir and Kollarin found Sigarni. She was sitting alone on a
distant hill-top, her red cloak wrapped tight around her. 'Thank
you, my friend,' said Asmidir. 'I would be grateful if you would leave us alone
now.' Kollarin nodded and trudged away back to the encampment as Asmidir moved
alongside Sigarni and sat down with his arm across her shoulder, drawing her in
to him. 'Dear
God, I am so sorry,' he said. 'He was
gone when I arrived,' she told him. 'Not even a farewell.' Asmidir
said nothing, but held her tightly. 'One arrow,' she continued. 'A piece of
wood and a chunk of iron. And Fell is no more. Why him? Why not me, or you, or
a thousand others?' 'In my
land we believe in fate, Sigarni. It was his time ... it was not yours, or
mine.' 'I
can't believe that he's gone. I try to concentrate on it, but I see his face
smiling at me. I find myself thinking that if I walk back to the encampment he
will be waiting for me. It is so unreal.' 'I
never really spoke to Fell,' said Asmidir. 'I think he saw me as a rival, and
he was jealous of our... friendship. But he was a man I was proud to fight
alongside. I do not know whether there is a paradise, or a hall of heroes, or a
field of glory. But I hope there is, for his sake.' 'There
is,' she told him. 'Fell will be there now, with Gwalchmai, and Fyon Sharp-axe,
and Loran and Mereth, and hundreds of others who died today. But that is of
little comfort to the widows they left behind, and the children who now sit
crying. I never saw a battle before. It is the most evil sight. Why do men lust
after it so?' 'Few
soldiers do,' he told her. 'They know the reality of it. But your warriors will
grow old, and they will remember this day above all others. The sun shining,
the enemy defeated. They will remember it as a golden day, and they will tell
their children of it, and their children will long to know a day like it. That
is the way of things, Sigarni. I wish Fell had lived, for I can feel your
sorrow and it pains me. But he did not, and you must put off your tears for
another day. Your men are waiting for you. They wish to cheer you, and to
celebrate their victory.' She
pulled away from him. 'It is not over, Asmidir; you know that. What is there to
celebrate? We have won a reprieve until the summer. Before that we will have to
take Citadel town, and establish strongholds in the Lowlands.' 'But
not tonight. Come, this is your moment, Sigarni. You are their 280 queen,
their promised one, their saviour. You must walk among them like a queen.' Sigarni
glanced up and saw the shimmering figure of Ironhand standing before her.
Asmidir was oblivious to his presence. 'The
black man is right,' said Ironhand. Sigarni
leaned in to Asmidir and kissed his cheek. 'Go back and tell them I am coming,'
she said. 'I will
walk with you.' 'No, I
will come alone. Soon.' Asmidir
rose and as he walked away, Ironhand's spirit settled down beside her. 'Fell
died,' she said. 'I
know. I saw him walk the path towards the Light. The old man, Gwalchmai, was
beside him. I tried to follow but the way was closed to me. I stayed too long,
Sigarni. Now I am trapped.' 'That
is so unfair,' she told him. He
smiled. 'In all my dealings in life - and subsequently in death -fairness has
never seemed apparent. It is not important. My spirit lived to see your day,
and to know that my blood, and Elarine's, ran true in our daughter. The future
is fraught with peril, but you will lead your people well. I know this, and my
pride soars higher than High Druin. Now it is time for you to meet with your generals.
To thank them, and praise them, and promote others to take the place of those
who lie dead.' 'I
cannot think of that now!' 'You
can and you mustl You restored Torgan's pride, and he fought like a lion for
you. He should take Fell's place.' 'He is
too headstrong. Harcanan would be better.' Ironhand
chuckled. 'You see, you can think of it! Go now, my daughter. And think of me
once in a while.' 'You're
not leaving me?' 'It is
time. The Path of Light is closed to me, but perhaps there are other paths. Who
knows?' 'I've
lost Fell, and now I am losing you.' 'You
will find others, Sigarni. You will never be short of friends and advisors. I
wish that I could hug you, but such pleasures are not for the dead. Go back
now, my daughter.' Without
a word more of farewell, he faded away. Sigarni
stood for a moment, then turned and strode back towards the victory fires at
the encampment. 281 1 EPILOGUE THE
SUMMER HAD just begun when Sigarni the Queen rode with her retainers to
Ironhand's Falls. Taliesen was waiting at the cave, as he had promised. The
Queen dismounted and walked through to where he sat, a small fire taking the
chill from the damp air within the cave. 'Well
met, Taliesen.' 'And
you, Battle Queen. Are you ready for the next battle?' 'Time
will tell, Taliesen. What of you? Are you ready to tell me why you gave me your
aid?' 'Not
yet," he said, with a smile. 'But my land is also at war, and I cannot
dally here long. I have a queen to meet; she is old, but iron-hard, and she has
faced her enemies all her life, and now waits to meet the last of them - a
demon sent through time to hunt her.' 'Sent
by Jakuta Khan,' she said. 'I know; he told me just before he died.' 'I have
no doubt you will kill it, my lady,' he said solemnly. 'I have
much to do, Taliesen. You asked me to meet you here, and now I ask you to tell
me why.' 'I
thought you might wish to say goodbye to a friend.' 'Are we
friends, sorcerer?' 'I hope
so, but I was not speaking of myself. The dwarf Ballistar came to me, and asked
a favour. I said I would grant it and by your leave I shall.' Sigarni
sighed.'He wants to go back to Yur-vale?' 'That
is what he requested.' 'But he
will die there.' 'I
think so. But, in his own words, he will die as a whole man. He will stand tall
again before the end. It could even be that, with the new order there, the air
will not be as poisonous or the food so deadly. I do not know. What I do know
is that without your blessing, 282 and a
drop of your blood, he will be a dwarf on the other side also.' 'You
are asking me to send a friend to his death.' 'No, my
lady, I am asking you to give him a chance at a life he desperately desires.' Sigarni
sat down by the fire. 'I love that man,' she said, 'and I would do anything in
my power to make him happy. If that is what he wants, then of course I shall
grant it.' 'It is
what he wants. Are you ready?' 'I am.' Together
the Queen and the sorcerer left the cave and began the long walk around the
pool to the engravings on the cliff-face. Ballistar was waiting there, a large
pack beside him. He stood as she approached. 'Will
you forgive me for leaving you?' he asked, reaching up to take hold of her
hand. 'There
is nothing to forgive, Balli. You are my dearest friend.' 'There
may be some magic beyond the Gate that will allow me to come back - and still
be tall,' he said. 'Yes,'
she said. Drawing her dagger, she made a small cut in the palm of her hand,
then gripped his pudgy fingers. Reaching into the pouch that hung from her
neck, she drew out a small bone, pressing this against the trickling wound.
Passing it to Ballistar, she smiled. 'You may need a friend on the road,' she
told him, 'and I think Ironhand would welcome a second tilt at the fat tavern
woman.' Holding
tightly to the bone he looked up at her, tears spilling to his cheeks. 'I will
always love you," he said. 'And I
you. Go now, Balli. And know joy.' The
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