"The Schopenhauer Cure" - читать интересную книгу автора (Ялом Ирвин)The Schopenhauer Cure A Novel Irvin D. Yalom To my community of older buddies who grace me with their friendship, share life`s inexorable diminishments and losses, and continue to sustain me with their wisdom and dedication to the life of the mind: Robert Berger, Murray Bilmes, Martel Bryant, Dagfinn Føllesdahl, Joseph Frank, Van Harvey, Julius Kaplan, Herbert Kotz, Morton Lieberman, Walter Sokel, Saul Spiro, and Larry Zaroff. 41Death Comes to Arthur Schopenhauer _________________________ I can bear the thought that in a short time worms will eat away my body but the idea of philosophy professors nibbling at my philosophy makes me shudder. _________________________ Schopenhauer faced death as he faced everything throughout his life—with extreme lucidity. Never flinching when staring directly at death, never succumbing to the emollient of supernatural belief, he remained committed to reason to the very end of his life. It is through reason, he said, that we first discover our death: we observe the death of others and, by analogy, realize that death must come to us. And it is through reason that we reach the self–evident conclusion that death is the cessation of consciousness and the irreversible annihilation of the self. There are two ways to confront death, he said: the way of reason or the way of illusion and religion with its hope of persistence of consciousness and cozy afterlife. Hence, the fact and the fear of death is the progenitor of deep thought and the mother of both philosophy and religion. Throughout his life Schopenhauer struggled with the omnipresence of death. In his first book, written in his twenties, he says: «The life of our bodies is only a constantly prevented dying, an ever deferred death.... Every breath we draw wards off the death that constantly impinges on us, in this way we struggle with it every second.» How did he depict death? Metaphors of death–confrontation abound in his work; we are sheep cavorting in the pasture, and death is a butcher who capriciously selects one of us and then another for slaughter. Or we are like young children in a theater eager for the show to begin and, fortunately, do not know what is going to happen to us. Or we are sailors, energetically navigating our ships to avoid rocks and whirlpools, all the while heading unerringly to the great final catastrophic shipwreck. His descriptions of the life cycle always portray an inexorably despairing voyage. What a difference there is between our beginning and our end! The former in the frenzy of desire and the ecstasy of sensual pleasure; the latter in the destruction of all the organs and the musty odor of corpses. The path from birth to death is always downhill as regards well–being and the enjoyment of life; blissfully dreaming childhood, lighthearted youth, toilsome manhood, frail and often pitiable old age, the torture of the last illness, and finally the agony of death. Does it not look exactly like existence were a false step whose consequences gradually become more and more obvious? Did he fear his own death? In his later years he expressed a great calmness about dying. Whence his tranquillity? If the fear of death is ubiquitous, if it haunts us all our life, if death is so fearsome that vast numbers of religions have emerged to contain it, how did the isolated and secular Schopenhauer quell its terror for himself? His methods were based on intellectual analysis of the sources of death–anxiety. Do we dread death because it is alien and unfamiliar? If so, he insists we are mistaken because death is far more familiar than we generally think. Not only have we a taste of death daily in our sleep or in states of unconsciousness, but we have all passed through an eternity of nonbeing before we existed. Do we dread death because it is evil? (Consider the gruesome iconography commonly depicting death.) Here too he insists we are mistaken: «It is absurd to consider nonexistence as an evil: for every evil, like every good, presupposes existence and consciousness.... to have lost what cannot be missed is obviously no evil.» And he asks us to keep in mind that life is suffering, that it is an evil in itself. That being so, how can losing an evil be an evil? Death, he says, should be considered a blessing, a release from the inexorable anguish of biped existence. «We should welcome it as a desirable and happy event instead of, as is usually the case, with fear and trembling.» Life should be reviled for interrupting our blissful nonexistence, and, in this context, he makes his controversial claim: «If we knocked on the graves and asked the dead if they would like to rise again, they would shake their heads.» He cites similar utterances by Plato, Socrates, and Voltaire. In addition to his rational arguments, Schopenhauer proffers one that borders on mysticism. He flirts with (but does not marry) a form of immortality. In his view, our inner nature is indestructible because we are but a manifestation of the life force, the will, the thing–in–itself which persists eternally. Hence, death is not true annihilation; when our insignificant life is over, we shall rejoin the primal life force that lies outside of time. The idea of rejoining the life force after death apparently offered relief to Schopenhauer and to many of his readers (for example, Thomas Mann and his fictional protagonist Thomas Buddenbrooks), but because it does not include a continued personal self, strikes many as offering only chilly comfort. (Even the comfort experienced by Thomas Buddenbrooks is short–lived and evaporates a few pages later.) A dialogue that Schopenhauer composed between two Hellenic philosophers raises the question of just how much comfort Schopenhauer drew from these beliefs. In this conversation, Philalethes attempts to persuade Thrasymachos (a thoroughgoing skeptic) that death holds no terror because of the individual`s indestructible essence. Each philosopher argues so lucidly and so powerfully that the reader cannot be sure where the author`s sentiments lay. At the end the skeptic, Thrasymachos, is unconvinced and is given the final words. Philalethes: «When you say I, I, I want to exist, it is not you alone that says this. Everything says it, absolutely everything that has the faintest trace of consciousness. It is the cry not of the individual but of existence itself.... only thoroughly recognize what you are and what your existence really is, namely, the universal will to live, and the whole question will seem to you childish and most ridiculous.» Thrasymachos: You`re childish yourself and most ridiculous, like all philosophers, and if a man of my age lets himself in for a quarter hour`s talk with such fools it is only because it amuses me and passes the time. I`ve more important business to attend to, so goodbye. Schopenhauer had one further method of keeping death–anxiety at bay: death–anxiety is least where self–realization is most. If his position based on universal oneness appears anemic to some, there is little doubt about the robustness of this last defense. Clinicians who work with dying patients have made the observation that death–anxiety is greater in those who feel they have lived an unfulfilled life. A sense of fulfillment, at «consummating one`s life,” as Nietzsche put it, diminishes death–anxiety. And Schopenhauer? Did he live rightly and meaningfully? Fulfill his mission? He had absolutely no doubt about that. Consider his final entry in his autobiographical notes. I have always hoped to die easily, for whoever has been lonely all his life will be a better judge than others of this solitary business. Instead of going out amid the tomfooleries and buffooneries that are calculated for the pitiable capacities of human bipeds, I shall end happily conscious of returning to the place whence I started...and of having fulfilled my mission. And the same sentiment—the pride of having pursued his own creative path—appears in a short verse, his authorial finale, the very last lines of his final book. I now stand weary at the end of the road The jaded brow can hardly bear the laurel And yet I gladly see what I have done Ever undaunted by what others say. When his last book,Parerga and Paralipomena, was published, he said, «I am deeply glad to see the birth of my last child. I feel as if a load that I have borne since my twenty–fourth year has been lifted from my shoulders. No one can imagine what that means.» On the morning of the twenty–first of September 1860 Schopenhauer`s housekeeper prepared his breakfast, tidied up the kitchen, opened the windows, and left to run errands, leaving Schopenhauer, who had already had his cold wash, sitting and reading on the sofa in his living room, a large airy, simply furnished room. On the floor by the sofa lay a black bearskin rug upon which sat Atman, his beloved poodle. A large oil painting of Goethe hung directly over the sofa, and several portraits of dogs, Shakespeare, Claudius, and daguerreo–types of himself hung elsewhere in the room. On the writing desk stood a bust of Kant. In one corner a table held a bust of Christoph Wieland, the philosopher who had encouraged the young Schopenhauer to study philosophy, and in another corner stood his revered gold–plated statue of the Buddha. A short time later his physician, making regular rounds, entered the room and found him leaning on his back in the corner of the sofa. A «lung stroke» (pulmonary embolus) had taken him painlessly out of this world. His face was not disfigured and showed no evidence of the throes of death. His funeral on a rainy day was more disagreeable than most due to the odor of rotting flesh in the small closed mortuary. Ten years earlier Schopenhauer had left explicit instructions that his body not be buried directly but left in the mortuary for at least five days until decay began—perhaps a final gesture of misanthropy or because of a fear of suspended animation. Soon the mortuary was so close and the air so foul that several of the assembled people had to leave the room during a long pompous obituary by his executor, Wilhelm Gwinner, who began with the words: This man who lived among us a lifetime, and who nevertheless stayed a stranger amongst us, commands rare feelings. Nobody is standing here who belongs to him through the bond of blood; isolated as he lived, he died. Schopenhauer`s tomb was covered with a heavy plate of Belgian granite. His will had requested that only his name, Arthur Schopenhauer, appear on his tombstone— «nothing more, no date, no year, no syllable.» The man lying under this modest tombstone wanted his work to speak for him. |
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