Harrison, Harry - Captive Universe
TO THE TEMPLE…
"Bring the one in," Citlallatonac's voice spoke from the
temple, and they pushed him inside.
The first priest was sitting cross-legged on an ornamented block
of stone before a statue of Coatlicue. In the half-light of the
temple the goddess was hideously lifelike, glazed and painted and
decorated with gems and gold plates. Her twin heads looked at him and
her claw-handed arms appeared ready to seize.
"You have disobeyed the clan leaders," the first priest
said loudly… Chimal came close, and when he did so he saw that
the priest was older than he had thought. His hair, matted with blood
and dirt and unwashed for years, had the desired frightening effect,
as did the blood on his death-symboled robe… His skin had a
waxy pallor except where patches of red powder had been dusted on his
cheeks to simulate good health….
"You have disobeyed. Do you know the penalty?" The old
man's voice cracked with rage.
"I did not disobey, therefore there is no penalty."
Also by Harry Harrison
THE STAINLESS STEEL RATS REVENGE
THE STAINLESS STEEL RAT SAVES
THE WORLD
TUNNEL THROUGH THE DEEP
SF: AUTHOR'S CHOICE 4
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STAR SMASHERS OF THE GALAXY RANGERS
CAPTIVE UNIVERSE
HARRY
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THIRD PRINTING
THE VALLEY
1
O nen nontlacat
O nen nonqizaco
ye nican
in tlalticpac:
Ninotolinia,
in manel
nonquiz,
in manel nontlacat.
ye nican in
tlalticpac.
In vain was I born,
In vain was it
written
that here on earth:
I
suffer,
Yet at least
it was something
to be born
on earth.
Aztec chant.
Chimal ran in panic. The moon was still
hidden by the cliffs on the eastern side of the valley, but its light
was already tipping their edges with silver. Once it had risen above
them he would be as easily seen as the holy pyramid out here among
the sprouting corn. Why had he not thought? Why had he taken the
risk? His breath tore at his throat as he gasped and ran on, his
heart pulsed like a great drum that filled his chest. Even the recent
memory of Quiauh and her arms tight about him could not drive away
the world-shaking fear—why had he done it?
If only he could reach the river, it was so close ahead. His woven
sandals dug into the dry soil, pushing him forward toward the water
and safety.
A sibilant, distant hissing cut through the silence of the night
and Chimal's legs gave way, sending him to the ground in a spasm of
terror. It was Coatlicue, she of the serpent heads, he was dead! He
was dead!
Lying there, his fingers clawing uncontrollably at the knee-high
corn stalks, he struggled to put his thoughts in order, to speak his
death chant because the time of dying had come. He had broken the
rule, so he would die: a man cannot escape the gods. The hissing was
louder now and it sliced through his head like a knife, he could not
think, yet he must. With an effort he mumbled the first words of the
chant as the moon rose above the ledge of rock, almost full, flooding
the valley with glowing light and throwing a black shadow from every
cornstalk about him. Chimal turned his head to look back over his
shoulder and there, clear as the road to the temple, was the deep-dug
line of his footprints between the rows of corn. Quiauh—they
will find you!
He was guilty and for him there could be no escape. The taboo had
been broken and Coatlicue the dreadful was coming for him. The guilt
was his alone; he had forced his love on Quiauh, he had. Hadn't she
struggled? It was written that the gods could be interceded with, and
if they saw no evidence they would take him as a sacrifice and Quiauh
might live. His knees were weak with terror yet he pulled himself to
his feet and turned, running, starting back toward the village of
Quilapa that he had so recently left, angling away from the revealing
row of footprints.
Terror drove him on, though he knew escape was hopeless, and each
time the hissing sliced the air it was closer until, suddenly, a
larger shadow enveloped his shadow that fled before him and he fell.
Fear paralyzed him and he
had to fight against his own muscles to turn his head and see that
which had pursued him.
"
Coatlicue!" he screamed, driving all the air
from his lungs with that single word.
High she stood, twice as tall as any man, and both her serpents'
heads bent down toward him, eyes glowing redly with the lights of
hell, forked tongues flicking in and out. As she circled about him
the moonlight struck full onto her necklace of human hands and
hearts, illuminated the skirt of writhing snakes that hung from her
waist. As Coatlicue's twin mouths hissed the living kirtle moved, and
the massed serpents hissed in echo. Chimal lay motionless, beyond
terror now, accepting death from which there is no escape,
spread-eagled like a sacrifice on the altar.
The goddess bent over him and he could see that she was just as
she appeared in the stone carvings in the temple, fearful and
inhuman, with claws instead of hands. They were not tiny pincers,
like those of a scorpion or a river crayfish, but were great flat
claws as long as his forearm that opened hungrily as they came at
him. They closed, grating on the bones in his wrists, severing his
right arm, then his left Two more hands for that necklace.
"I have broken the law and left my village in the night and
crossed the river. I die." His voice was only a whisper that
grew stronger as he began the death chant in the shadow of the poised
and waiting goddess.
I leave
Descend in one night to the
underworld regions
Here we but meet
Briefly,
transient on this earth…
When he had finished Coatlicue bent lower, reaching down past her
writhing serpent kirtle, and tore out his beating heart.
2
Beside her, in a small pottery bowl set carefully in the shade of
the house so they would not wilt, was a spray of quiauhxochitl, the
rain flower after which she had been named. As she knelt over the
stone metatl grinding corn, Quiauh murmured a prayer to the goddess
of the flower asking her to keep the dark gods at bay. Today they
drew so close to her she could scarcely breathe and only long habit
enabled her to keep drawing the grinder back and forth over the
slanted surface. Today was the sixteenth anniversary of the
day, the day when they had found Chimal's body on this side of the
riverbank, torn apart by Coatlicue's vengeance. Just two days after
the Ripening Corn festival. Why had she been spared? Coatlicue must
know that she had broken the taboo, just as Chimal had, yet she
lived. Every year since then, on the anniversary of the day, she
walked in fear. And each time death had passed her by. So far.
This year was the worst of all, because today they had taken her
son to the temple for judgment. Disaster must strike now. The gods
had been watching all these years, waiting for this day, knowing all
the time that her son Chimal was the son of Chimal-popoca, the man
from Zaachila who had broken the clan taboo. She moaned deep in her
throat when she breathed, yet she kept steadily grinding the fresh
grains of corn.
The shadow of the valley wall was darkening her house and she had
already patted out the tortillas between her palms and put them to
bake on the cumal over the fire when she heard the slow footsteps.
People had carefully avoided her house all day. She did not turn. It
was someone coming to tell her that her son was a sacrifice, was
dead. It was the priests coming to take her to the temple for her sin
of sixteen years ago.
"My mother," the boy said. She saw him leaning weakly
against the white wall of the house and when he moved his hand a red
mark was left behind.
"Lie down here," she said, hurrying inside the house for
a petlatl, then spreading this grass sleeping mat outside the door
where there was still light. He was alive, they were both alive, the
priests had simply beaten him! She stood, clasping her hands, wanting
to sing, until he dropped face down on the mat and she saw that they
had beaten his back too, as well as his arms. He lay there quietly,
eyes open and staring across the valley, while she mixed water with
the healing herbs and patted them onto the bloody weals: he shivered
slightly at the touch, but said nothing.
"Can you tell your mother why this happened?" she asked,
looking at his immobile profile and trying to read some meaning into
his face. She could not tell what he was thinking. It had always been
this way since he had been a little boy. His thoughts seemed to go
beyond her, to leave her out. This must be part of a curse: if one
broke a taboo one must suffer.
"It was a mistake."
"The priests do not make mistakes or beat a boy for a
mistake."
"They did this time. I was climbing the cliff…"
"Then it was no mistake that they beat you—it is
forbidden to climb the cliff."
"No, mother," he said patiently, "it is not
forbidden to climb the cliff—it is forbidden to climb the cliff
to attempt to leave the valley, that is the law as Tezcatlipoca said
it. But it is also permitted to climb the cliffs to the height of
three men to take birds' eggs, or for other important reasons. I was
only two men high on the cliff and I was after birds' eggs. That is
the law."
"If—that is the law, why were you beaten?" She sat
back on her heels, frowning in concentration.
"They did not remember the law and did not agree with me and
they had to look it up in the book which took a long tune—and
when they did they found I was right and they were wrong."
He smiled, coldly. It was not a boy's smile at all. "So then
they beat me because I had argued with priests and set myself above
them."
"As so they should have." She rose and poured some water
from the jug to rinse her hands. "You must learn your place. You
must not argue with priests."
For almost all of his life Chimal had been hearing this, or words
like it, and had long since learned that the best answer was no
answer. Even when he worked hard to explain his thoughts and feelings
his mother never understood. It was far better to keep these thoughts
to himself.
Particularly since he had lied to everyone. He had been trying to
climb the cliff; the birds' eggs were just a ready excuse in case he
were discovered.
"Stay here and eat," Quiauh said, putting a child's
evening portion of two tortillas before him, dry, flat corn-cakes
over a foot wide. "I will make atolli while you eat these."
Chimal sprinkled salt on the tortilla and tore off a piece which
he chewed on slowly, watching his mother through the open door of the
house as she bent over the fire stones and stirred the pot. She was
at ease now, the fear and the beating finished and forgotten, her
typical Aztec features relaxed, with the firelight glinting from her
golden hair and blue eyes. He felt very close to her; they had been
alone in this house since his father had died when Chimal had been
very young. Yet at the same time he felt so distant He could explain
nothing to her about the things that troubled him.
He sat up to eat the atolli when his mother brought it to him,
spooning up the corn gruel with a piece of tortilla. It was rich and
filling, deliciously flavored with honey and hot chillies. His back
was feeling better as were his arms: the bleeding had stopped where
the skin had been broken by the whipping stick. He drank cool water
from the small pot and looked up at the darkening sky. Above the
cliffs, to the west, the sky was red as fire and against it soared
the zopilote vultures, black silhouettes that vanished and
reappeared. He watched until the light faded from the sky and they
were gone. That was the spot where he started to climb the cliff;
they were the reason he had climbed it.
The stars were out, sharp and sparkling in the clear air, while
inside the house the familiar work noises had ceased. There was just
a rustle as his mother unrolled her petlatl on the sleeping platform,
then she called to him.
"It is time to sleep."
"I'll sleep here for awhile, the air is cool on my back."
Her voice was troubled. "It is not right to sleep outside,
everyone sleeps inside."
"Just for a little while, no one can see me, then I will come
in."
She was silent after that but he lay on his side and watched the
stars rise and wheel overhead and sleep would not come. The village
was quiet and everyone was asleep and he thought again about the
vultures.
He went over his plan once more, step by step, and could find no
fault in it. Or rather one fault only—that a priest had
happened to pass and had seen him. The rest of the plan had been
perfect, even the law which permitted him to climb the wall had been
as he remembered it. And the vultures did fly to the same
spot on the cuff above. Day after day, and for as long as he
remembered this had interested him
and he had wanted to know why. It had bothered and annoyed him that
he did not know the reason, until finally he had made his plan. After
all—was not the vulture the totem of his clan? He had a right
to know all that there was to know about them. No one else cared
about it, that was certain. He had asked different people and most of
them had not bothered to answer, just pushing him away when he
persisted. Or if they had answered they had just shrugged or laughed
and said that was the way vultures were and forgotten about it at
once. They didn't care, none of them cared at all. Not the children,
especially the children, nor the adults or even the priests. But he
cared.
He had had other questions, but he had stopped asking questions
about things many years ago. Because unless the questions had simple
answers that the people knew, or there were answers from the holy
books that the priests knew, asking just made people angry. Then they
would shout at him or even
hit him, even though children were rarely struck, and it did not take
Chimal long to discover that this was because they themselves did not
know. Therefore he had to look for answers in his own way, like this
matter with the vultures.
It had bothered him because although much was known about the
vultures, there was one thing that was not known—or even
thought about. Vultures ate carrion, everyone knew that, and he
himself had seen them tearing at the carcasses of armadillos and
birds. They nested in the sand, laid their eggs, raised their scruffy
chicks here. That was all they did, there was nothing else to know
about them.
Except—why did they always fly to that one certain spot on
the cliff? His anger at not knowing, and at the people who would not
help him or even listen to
him, was rubbed raw by the pain of his recent whipping. He could not
sleep or even sit still. He stood up, invisible in the darkness,
opening and closing his fists. Then, almost without volition, he
moved silently away from his home, threading his way through the
sleeping houses of the village of Quilapa. Even though people did not
walk about at night. It was not a taboo, just something that was not
done. He did not care and felt bold in doing it. At the edge of the
open desert he stopped, looked at the dark barrier of the cliffs and
shivered. Should he go there now—and climb? Did he dare to do
at night what he had been prevented from doing during the day? His
feet answered for him, carrying him forward. It would certainly be
easy enough since he had marked a fissure that seemed to run most of
the way up to the ledge where the vultures sat. The mesquite tore at
his legs when he left the path and made his way through the clumps of
tall cacti. When he reached the field of maguey plants the going was
easier, and he walked straight forward between their even rows until
he reached the base of the cliff.
Only when he was there did he admit how afraid he was. He looked
around carefully, but there was no one else to be seen and he had not
been followed. The night air was cool on his body and he shivered:
his arms and back still hurt. There would be bigger trouble if he
were found climbing the cliff again, worse than a beating this time.
He shivered harder and wrapped his arms about himself and was ashamed
of his weakness. Quickly, before he could worry anymore and find a
reason to turn back, he leaped against the rock until his fingers
caught in the horizontal crack, then pulled himself up.
Once he was moving it was easier, he had to concentrate on finding
the hand and toe holds he had used that morning and there was little
time for thought. He passed the bird's nest that he had raided and
felt his only qualm. Now he was certainly higher than three men above
the ground—but he was not trying to climb to the top of the
cliff, so he could not really be said to be breaking the law…
A piece of rock gave way under his fingers and he almost fell, his
worries were instantly forgotten in the spurt of fear as he scrabbled
for a new hold. He climbed higher.
Just below the ledge Chimal stopped to rest with his toes wedged
into a crack. There was an overhang above him and there seemed to be
no way around it. Searching the blackness of stone against the stars
his glance went over the valley and he shuddered and pressed himself
against the cliff: he had not realized before how high he had
climbed. Stretching away below was the dark floor of the valley with
his village of Quilapa, then the deep cut of the river beyond. He
could even make out the other village of Zaachila and the far wall of
the canyon. This was taboo—Coatlicue walked the river at night
and the sight alone of her twin serpent heads would instantly kill
you and send you to the underworld. He shuddered and turned his face
to the stone. Hard rock, cold air, space all around him, loneliness
that possessed him.
There was no way to know how long he hung like that, some minutes
surely because his toes were numb where they were wedged into the
crevice. All he wanted to do now was to return safely to the ground,
so impossibly distant below, and only the wavering flame of his anger
kept him from doing this. He would go down, but first he would
see how far the overhang ran. If he could not pass it he would have
to return, and he would have done his best to reach the ledge.
Working his way around a rough spire he saw that the overhang did run
the length of the ledge—but an immense bite had been taken from
the lip. At some time in the past a falling boulder must have
shattered it. There was a way up. With scratching fingers he hauled
himself up the slope until his head came above the level of the
ledge.
Something black hurtled at him, buffeting his head, washing him in
a foul and dusty smell. A spasm of unreasoning fear clamped his hands
onto the rock or he would have fallen, then the blackness was gone
and a great vulture flapped his way unsteadily out into the darkness.
Chimal laughed out loud. There was nothing here to be frightened of,
he had reached the right spot and had disturbed the bird that must
have been perched up here, that was all. He pulled himself onto the
ledge and stood up. The moon would be rising soon, and was already
glowing on a high band of clouds in the east, lighting the sky and
blotting out the stars there. The ledge was clear before him, empty
of any other vultures, although it was foul with their droppings.
There was little else here of any interest, other than the black
opening of a cave in the rising wall of rock before him. He shuffled
toward it, but there was nothing to be seen in the blackness of its
depths: he stopped at the dark entrance and could force himself to go
no further. What could possibly be in it? It would not be long before
the moon rose and he might see better then. He would wait.
It was cold this high up, exposed to the wind, but he took no
notice. The sky was growing lighter every moment and grayness seeped
into the cave, further and further from the entrance. When at last
the moonlight shone full into it he felt betrayed. There was nothing
here to see. The cave wasn't a cave after all, just a deep gouge in
the face of the cliff that ended no more than two men's lengths
inside the opening. There was just rock, solid rock, with what
appeared to be more rocks on the stony floor. He pushed his foot at
the nearest one and it moved squashily away from him. This was no
rock—what could it possibly be? He bent to pick it up and his
fingers told him what it was at the same instant his nose identified
it.
Meat.
Horror drove him back and almost over the edge to his death. He
stopped, at the very brink, trembling and wiping his hand over and
over again on the stone and gravel.
Meat. Flesh. And he had actually touched it, a piece over a foot,
almost two feet in length, and as thick as his hand was long. On
feast days, he had eaten meat and had watched his mother prepare it.
Fish, or small birds caught in a net, or the best of all, guajolote,
the turkey with the sweet white meat, cooked in strips and laid on
the mashed beans and tortillas. But how big was the biggest piece of
meat from the biggest bird? There was only one creature from which
pieces of flesh this big could have been wrenched.
Man.
It was a wonder he did not keep going to his death when he slid
over the edge of the cliff, but his young fingers caught of their own
accord and his toes dug in and he climbed downward. He had no memory
of the descent. The stream of his thoughts broke into drops like
water when he remembered what he had seen. Meat, men, sacrifices the
zopilote god had placed here for the vultures to eat. He had seen it.
Would his body be chosen next to feed them? Trembling uncontrollably
when he reached the bottom, he fell and long moments passed before he
could force himself up from the sand to stumble back toward the
village. Physical exhaustion brought some relief from the terror and
he began to realize how dangerous it would be if he were discovered
now, coming back this way. He crept cautiously between the brown
houses, with their windows like dark, staring eyes, until he reached
his own home. His-petlatl was still lying where he had left it; it
seemed incredible that nothing should have changed in the endless
time that he had been away, and he gathered it up and pulled it after
him through the doorway and spread it near the banked but still warm
fire. When he pulled the blanket over himself he fell asleep
instantly, anxious to leave the waking world that had suddenly become
more frightening than the worst nightmare.
3
The number of the months is eighteen, and the name of
the eighteenmonths is a year. The third month is Tozoztontli and this
is when the corn is planted and there are prayers and fasting so that
the rain will come so that in the seventh month the corn will ripen.
Then in the eighth month prayers are said to keep away the rain that
would destroy the ripening corn…
The rain god, Tlaloc, was being very
difficult this year. He was always a moody god, with good reason
perhaps, because so much was asked of him. In certain months rain was
desperately needed to water the young corn, but in other months clear
skies and sunlight were necessary to ripen it. Therefore, in many
years, Tlaloc did not bring rain, or brought too much, and the crop
was small and the people went hungry.
Now he was not listening at all. The sun burned in a cloudless sky
and one hot day followed another without change. Lacking water, the
small shoots of new corn that pressed up through the hardened and
cracked earth were far smaller than they should have been, and had a
gray and tired look to them. Between the rows of stunted corn almost
the entire village of Quilapa stamped and wailed, while the priest
shouted his prayer and the cloud of dust rose high in the stifling
air.
Chimal did not find it easy to cry. Almost all of the others had
tears streaking furrows into their dust-covered cheeks, tears to
touch the ram god's heart so that his tears of rain would fall as
theirs did. As a child Chimal had never taken part in this ceremony,
but now that he had passed his twentieth year he was an adult, and
shared adult duties and responsibilities. He shuffled his feet on the
hard dirt and thought of the hunger that would come and the pain in
his belly, but this made him
angry instead of tearful. Rubbing at his eyes only made them hurt. In
the end he moistened his finger with saliva, when no one was looking,
and drew the lines in the dust on his face.
Of course the women cried the best, wailing and tearing at their
braided hair until it came loose and hung in lank yellow strands
about their shoulders. When their tears slowed or stopped, the men
beat them with straw-filled bags.
Someone brushed against Chimal's leg, pressing a warm and yielding
flank against him. He moved further down the row, but a moment later
the pressure had returned. It was Malinche, a girl with a round face,
round eyes, a round figure. She stared, wide-eyed, up at him while
she cried. Her mouth was open so he could see the black gap in the
white row of her upper teeth, she had bit on a stone in her beans and
broke it when she was a child, and her eyes streamed and her nose ran
with the intensity of her emotions. She was still almost a child, but
she had turned sixteen and was therefore a woman. In sudden rage he
began to beat her about the shoulders and back with his bag. She did
not pull away, or appear to notice it at all, while her tear-filled
round eyes still stared at him, as pale blue and empty of warmth as
the winter sky.
Old Atototl passed in the next row, carrying a plump eating dog to
the priest. Since he was the cacique, the leading man in Quilapa,
this was his privilege. Chimal pushed his way into the crowd as they
all turned to follow. At the edge of the field Citlallatonac waited,
a fearful sight in his filthy black robe, spattered all over with
blood, and thick with embroidered skulls and bones along the bottom
edge where it trailed in the dust. Atototl came up to him
,
arms extended, and the two old men bent over the wriggling puppy. It
looked up at them, its tongue out and panting in the heat, while
Citlallatonac, as first priest this was his
duty, plunged his black obsidian knife into the little animal's
chest. Then, with practiced skill, he tore out its still beating
heart and held it high as sacrifice to Tlaloc, letting the blood
spatter among the stalks of corn.
There was nothing more then that could be done. Yet the sky was
still a cloudless bowl of heat. By ones and twos the villagers
straggled unhappily from the fields and Chimal, who always walked
alone, was not surprised to find Malinche beside him. She placed her
feet down heavily and walked in silence, but only for a short while.
"Now the rains will come," she said with bland
assurance. "We have wept and prayed and the priest has
sacrificed."
But we always weep and pray, he thought, and the rains come or do
not come. And the priests in the temple will eat well tonight, good
fat dog. Aloud he said, "The rains will come."
"I am sixteen," she said, and when he did not answer she
added, "I make good tortillas and I am strong. The other day we
had no masa and the com was not husked and there was even no lime
water to make the masa to make the tortillas, so my mother said…"
Chimal was not listening. He stayed inside himself and let the
sound of her voice go by him
like the wind, with as much effect They walked on together toward the
village. Something moved above, drifting out of the glare of the sun
and sliding across the sky toward the gray wall of the western cliffs
beyond the houses. His eyes followed it, a zopilote going toward that
ledge on the cliff… Though his eyes stayed upon the soaring
bird his mind slithered away from it. The cliff was not important nor
were the birds important: they meant nothing to him. Some things did
not bear thinking about. His face was grim and unmoving as they
walked on, yet in his thoughts was a twist of hot irritation. The
sight of the bird and the memory of the cliff that night—it
could be forgotten but not with Malinche's prying away at him. "I
like tortillas," he said when he became aware that the voice had
stopped.
"The way I like to eat them best…" the voice
started up again, spurred by his interest, and he ignored it. But the
little arrowhead of annoyance in his head did not go away, even when
he turned and left Malinche suddenly and went into his house. His
mother was at the metatl, grinding the corn for the evening meal: it
would take two hours to prepare it. And another two hours of the same
labor for the morning meal. This was a woman's work. She looked up
and nodded at him without slowing the back and forth motion.
"I see Malinche out there. She is a good girl and works very
hard."
Malinche was framed by the open entranceway, legs wide, bare feet
planted firmly in the dust, the roundness of her large breasts
pushing out the huipil draped across her shoulders, her arms at her
side and her fists clenched as though waiting for something. Chimal
turned away and, squatting on the mat, drank cool water from the
porous jug.
"You are almost twenty-one years of age, my son," Quiauh
said with irritating calmness, "and the clans must be joined."
Chimal knew all this, but he did not wish to accept it. At 21 a
man must marry; at 16 a girl must marry. A woman needed a man to
raise the food for her; a man needed a woman to prepare the food for
him. The clan leaders would decide who would be married in such a way
that it profited the clans the most, and the matchmaker would be
called in…
"I will see if I can get some fish," he said suddenly,
standing and taking his knife from the niche in the wall. His mother
said nothing, her lowered head bobbed as she bent over her work.
Malinche was gone and he hurried between the houses to the path that
led south, through the cactus and rock, toward the end of the valley.
It was still very hot and when the path went along the rim of the
ravine he could see the river below, dried to a sluggish trickle this
time of year. Yet it was still water and it looked cool. He hurried
toward the dusty green of the trees at the head of the valley, the
almost vertical walls of stone closing in on each side as he went
forward. It was cooler here on the path under the trees: one of them
had fallen since he had been here last, he would have to bring back
some firewood.
Then he reached the pond below the cliffs and his eyes went up
along the thin stream of the waterfall that dropped down from high
above. It splattered into the pond which, although it was smaller now
with a wide belt of mud around it, he knew was still deep at the
center. There would be fish out there, big fish with sweet meat on
their bones, lurking under the rocks along the edge. With his knife
he cut a long, thin branch and began to fashion a fish spear.
Lying on his stomach on a shelf of rock that overhung the pool he
looked deep into its transparent depths. There was a flicker of
silver motion as a fish moved into the shadows: it was well out of
reach. The air was dry and hot, the distant hammer of a bird's bill
on wood sounded unnaturally loud in the silence. Zopilotes were birds
and they fed on all kinds of meat, even human meat, he had seen that
for himself. When? Five or six years ago?
As always, his thoughts started to veer away from that memory—but
this time they did not succeed. The hot dart of irritation that had
been planted in the field still stirred at his mind and, in sudden
anger, he clutched at the memory of that night. What
had he
seen? Pieces of meat. Armadillo, or rabbit perhaps? No, he could not
trick himself into believing that. Man was the only creature who was
big enough to have furnished those lumps of flesh. One of the gods
had put them there, Mixtec perhaps, the god of death, to feed his
servants the vultures who look after the dead. Chimal had seen the
god's offering and had fled—and nothing had happened. Since
that night he had walked in silence waiting for the vengeance that
had never arrived.
Where had the years gone? What had happened to the boy who was
always in trouble, always asking questions that had no answers? The
prod of irritation struck deep and Chimal stirred on the rock, then
rolled over and looked up at the sky where a vulture, like the black
mark of an omen, soared silently out of sight above the valley's
wall. I was the boy, Chimal said, almost speaking aloud, and
admitting to himself for the first tune what had happened, and I was
so filled with fear that I went inside myself' and sealed myself in
tightly like a fish sealed in mud for baking. Why does this bother me
now?
With a quick spring he was on his feet, looking around as though
for something to kill. Now he was a man and people would no longer
leave him alone as they had when he was a boy. He would have
responsibilities, he must do new things. He must take a wife and
build a house and have a family and grow old and in the end…
"
No!" he shouted as loudly as he could and
sprang far out from the rock. The water, cool from the melting snows
of the mountains, wrapped around and pressed onto him and he sank
deep. His open eyes saw the shadowed blueness that surrounded him
and the wrinkled, light-shot surface of the water above. It was
another world here and he wanted to remain in it, away from his
world. He swam lower until his ears hurt and his hands plunged deep
into the mud on the pool's bottom. But then, even while he was
thinking that he would remain here, his chest burned and his hands of
their own thinking sent him arrowing back to the surface. His mouth
opened, without his commanding it to, and he breathed in a great
chestful of soothing air.
Climbing out of the pool he stood at the edge, water streaming
from his loincloth and seeping from his sandals, and looked up at the
wall of rock and the falling water. He could not stay forever in that
world beneath the water. And then, with a sudden burst of
understanding, he realized that he also could not stay in this world
that was his valley. If he were a bird he could fly away! There had
been a way out of the valley once, those must have been wonderful
days, but the earthquake had ended that. In his mind's eye he could
see the swamp at the other end of the long valley, pressed up against
the base of that immense rabble of rock and boulders that sealed the
exit. The water seeped slowly out between the rocks and the birds
soared above, but for the people of the valley there was no way out.
They were sealed in by the great, overhanging boulders and by the
curse that was even harder to surmount. It was Omeyocan's curse, and
he is the god whose name is never spoken aloud, only whispered lest
he overhear. It was said that the people had forgotten the gods, the
temple had been dusty and the sacrificial altar dry. Then, in one day
and one night, Qmeyocan had shaken the hills until they fell and
sealed this valley off from the rest of the world for five times a
hundred years at which tune, if the people had served the temple
well, the exit would be opened once again. The priests never said how
much time had passed, and it did not matter. The penance would not
end in their lifetimes.
What was the outside world like? There were mountains in it, that
he knew. He could see their distant peaks and the snow that whitened
them in winter and shrank to small patches on their north flanks in
the summer. Other than that he had no idea. There must be villages,
like his, that he could be sure of. But what else? They must know
things that his people did not know, such as where to find metal and
what to do with it. There were still some treasured axes and corn
knives in the valley made from a shining substance called iron. They
were softer than the obsidian tools, but did not break and could be
sharpened over and over again. And the priests had a box made of this
iron set with brilliant jewels which they showed on special festival
days.
How he wanted to see the world that had produced these things! If
he could leave he would—if only there were a way—and even
the gods would not be able to stop him. Yet, even as he thought this
he bent, raising his arm, wailing for the blow.
The gods would stop him. Coatlicue still walked and punished and
he had seen the handless victims of her justice. There was no escape.
He was numb again, which was good. If you did not feel you could
not be hurt His knife was on the rock where he had left it and he
remembered to pick it up because it had cost him many hours of hard
work to shape the blade. But the fish were forgotten, as was the
firewood: he brushed by the dead tree without seeing it. His feet
found the trail and in welcome numbness he started back through the
trees to the village.
When the trail followed the dried up river bed he could see the
temple and the school on the far bank. A boy, he was from the other
village of Zaachila and Chimal did not know his name, was waving from
the edge, calling something through his cupped hands. Chimal stopped
to listen.
"Temple…" he shouted, and something that sounded
like
Tezcatlipoca, which Chimal hoped it was not since the
Lord of Heaven and Earth, inflicter and healer of frightful diseases,
was not a name to be spoken lightly. The boy, realizing that he could
not be heard, clambered down the far bank and splashed through the
thin stream of water in the center. He was panting when he climbed up
next to Chimal, but his eyes were wide with excitement.
"Popoca, do you know him
,
he is a boy from our village?" He rushed on without waiting for
an answer. "He has seen visions and talked about them to others
and the priests have heard the talk and have seen him
and they have said that… Tezcatlipoca," excited as he was
he stumbled over speaking that name aloud, "… has
possessed him. They have taken him to the pyramid temple."
"Why?" Chimal asked, and knew the answer before it was
spoken.
"Citlallatonac will free the god."
They must go there, of course, since everyone was expected to
attend a ceremony as important as this one. Chimal did not wish to
see it but he made no protest since it was his duty to be there. He
left the boy when they reached the village and went to his home, but
his mother had already gone as had almost everyone else. He put his
knife away and set out on the well trodden path down the valley to
the temple. The crowd was gathered, silently, at the temple base, but
he could see clearly even where he stood to the rear. On a ledge
above was the carved stone block, cut through with holes and stained
by the accumulated blood of countless years. A youth was being tied,
unprotesting, to the top of the block, and his bindings secured by
passing through the holes in the stone. One of the priests stood over
him and blew through a paper cone and, for an instant, a white cloud
enveloped the young man's face. Yauhtli, the powder from the root of
the plant, that made men asleep when they were awake and numbed them
to pain. By the time Citlallatonac appeared the lesser priests had
shaved the boy's head so the ritual could begin. The first priest
himself carried the bowl of tools that he would need. A shudder
passed through the youth's body, although he did not cry out, when
the flap of skin was cut from his skull and the procedure began.
There was a movement among the people as the rotating arrowhead
drilled into the bone of the skull and, without volition, Chimal
found himself standing in the first rank. The details were painfully
clear from here as first priest drilled a series of holes in the
bone, joined them—then levered up and removed the freed disk of
bone.
"You may come forth now, Tezcatlipoca," the priest said,
and absolute silence fell over the crowd as this dread name was
spoken. "Speak now, Popoca," he told the boy. "What is
it that you saw?" As he said this the priest pressed with the
arrowhead again at the shining gray tissue inside the wound. The boy
replied with a low moan and his lips moved.
"Cactus… in the high bed against the wall…
picking the fruit and it was late, but I was not finished…
Even if the sun went down I would be in the village by dark… I
turned and saw it…"
"Come forth, Tezcatlipoca, here is the way," the first
priest said, and pushed his knife deep into the wound.
"SAW THE LIGHT OF THE GODS COME TOWARD ME AS THE SUN WENT…"
the youth screamed, then arched up once against his restraining bonds
and was still.
"Tezcatlipoca has gone," Citlallatonac said, dropping
his instruments into the bowl, "and the boy is free."
Dead also, Chimal thought, and turned away.
4
It was cooler now as evening approached, and the sun was not as
strong on Chimal's back as it had been earlier. Ever since leaving
the temple he had squatted here in the white sand of the riverbed
staring into the narrow trickle of stagnant water. At first he had
not known what had brought him
here and then, when he had realized what was driving him, fear had
kept him pinned to this
spot. This day had been disturbing in every
way and Popoca's sacrificial death had heated the ferment of his
thoughts to a boil. What had the boy seen? Could he see it too? Would
he die if he saw it?
When he stood his legs almost folded under him, he had been seated
in the squat position so long, and instead of jumping the stream he
splashed through it. He had wanted to die earlier under the water,
but he had not, so what difference did it make if he died now? Life
here was—what was the right word for it?—unbearable. The
thought of the unchanging endlessness of the days ahead of him seemed
far worse than the simple act of dying. The boy had seen something,
the gods had possessed him for seeing it,, and the priests had killed
him for seeing it. What could be so important? He could not
imagine—and it made no difference. Anything new in this valley
of unchange was something that he had to experience.
By staying close to the swamp at the north end of the valley he
remained unseen, circling the corn and maguey fields that encircled
Zaachila. This was unwanted land, just cactus, mesquite and sand, and
no one saw him pass. The
shadows were stretching their purple lengths along the ground now and
he hurried to be at the eastern wall of the cliff beyond Zaachila
before the sun set. What had the boy seen?
There was only one bed of fruit-bearing cactus that fitted the
description, the one at the top of a long slope of broken rubble and
sand. Chimal knew where it was and when he reached it the sun was
just dropping behind the distant peaks of the mountains. He scrambled
up on all fours to the top of the slope, to the cactus, then
clambered to the summit of a large boulder. Height might have
something to do with what Popoca had seen, the higher the better.
From his vantage point the entire valley opened out, with the village
of Zaachila before him, then the dark slash of the riverbed and his
own village beyond that. A projecting turn of the cliffs hid the
waterfall at the south end of the valley, but the swamp and the giant
stones that sealed it to the north were clearly visible, though
darkening now as the sun slipped from sight. While he watched it
vanished behind the mountains. That was all. Nothing. The sky went
from red to a deeper purple and he was about to climb down from his
vantage point.
When the beam of golden light spun out at him.
It lasted only an instant. If he had not been looking intently in
the right direction he would never have seen it. A golden thread,
thin as a slice of fire, that stretched across the sky from the
direction of the vanished sun directly toward him, bright as the
reflection of light upon the water. But there was no water there,
just sky. What had it been?
With a sudden start that shook his body he realized where he
was—and how late it was. The first stars were coming out above
him and he was far from the village and his side of the river.
Coatlicue!
Ignoring anything else he hurled himself from the boulder and
sprawled in the sand, then came up running. It was almost dark and
everyone would be bent over the evening meal: he headed directly
toward the river. Fear drove him on, around the bunched darkness of
the cactus and over the low, thorny shrubs. Coatlicue! She
was no myth: he had seen her victims. Reason fled and he ran like an
animal pursued.
When he reached the bank of the riverbed it was completely dark
and he had only the light of the stars to show him the way. It was
even darker below the bank—and this was where Coatlicue
dwelled. Trembling, he hesitated, unable to force himself down into
the deeper blackness below.
And then, far off to his right in the direction of the swamp, he
heard the hissing as of a giant snake. It was she!
Hesitating no longer he threw himself forward, rolled over and
over on the soft sand and splashed through the water. The hissing
came again. Was it louder? Tearing with desperate fingers he climbed
the far bank and, sobbing for air, ran on through the fields, not
stopping until a solid wall loomed up before him. He collapsed
against the side of the first building, clutching the rough adobe
bricks with his fingers and sprawling there, gasping, knowing he was
safe. Coatlicue would not come here.
When his breathing was normal again he stood and made his way
silently between the houses until he came to his home. His mother was
turning tortillas on the cumal and she looked up when he came in.
"You are very late."
"I was at another house."
He sat and reached for the water bottle, then changed his mind and
took the container of octli instead. The fermented juice of the
maguey could bring drunkenness, but happiness and peace as well. As a
man he could drink it when he wanted to and was still not used to
this liberty. His mother looked at him out of the corners of her eyes
but said nothing. He took a very long drink, then had to fight hard
to control the coughing that swept over him.
During the night there was a great roaring in his dreams and he
felt that he had been caught in a rockslide and that his head had
been hurt. A sudden blaze of light against his closed eyelids jerked
him awake and he lay there in the dark, filled with unreasoning fear,
as the great sound rumbled and died. Only then did he realize that it
was raining heavily; the roar of drops on the grass thatch of the
roof was what had penetrated his dreams.
Then the lightning blazed again and, for a long instant, illuminated
the ulterior of the house with a strange blue light that clearly
showed him the fire stones, the pots, the dark and silent form of his
mother sleeping soundly on her petlatl, the billowing of the mat in
front of the doorway and the runnel of water that ran in onto the
earthen floor. Then the light was gone and the thunder rolled again
with a great noise that must have filled the entire valley. The gods
at play, the priests said, tearing apart mountains and throwing giant
boulders about as they had once thrown them to seal the exit here.
Chimal's head hurt when he sat up; that part of the dream had been
true enough. He had drunk too much of the octli. His mother had been
worried, he remembered that now, since drunkenness was a sacred thing
and should only be indulged in during certain festivals. Well, he had
made his own festival. He pushed aside the mat and stepped out into
the rain, let it wash over his upturned face and run down the length
of his naked body. It trickled into his open mouth and he swallowed
its sweet substance. His head felt better and his skin was washed
clean. There would be water now for the corn and the crop might be a
good one after all.
Lightning streaked across the sky and he thought at once of the
spear of light he had seen after the sun had set Had it been the same
sort of thing? No, this lightning writhed and twisted like a beheaded
snake while the other light had been straight as an arrow.
The rain no longer felt good; it was chilling him, and he did not
want to think about what he had seen the evening before. He turned
and went quickly back inside.
In the morning the drums drew him slowly awake as they had every
day of his life. His mother was already up and blowing the embers of
the banked fire into life. She said nothing, but he could feel the
disapproval in the angle of her back as she turned away from him.
When he touched his face he found that his jaw was bristly with
stubble: this would be a good tune to take care of it. He filled a
bowl with water and crumbled into it some copalxocotl, the dried root
of the soap tree. Then, taking the bowl and his knife, he went out
behind the house where the first rays of the sun struck him. The
clouds were gone and it was going to be a clear day. He lathered his
face well and found a pool of water on the rock ledge that reflected
his image and helped him to shave cleanly.
When he was through his cheeks were smooth and he rubbed them with
his fingers and turned his head back and forth to see if he had
missed any spots. It was almost a stranger who looked back at him
from the water, so much had he changed in the last few years. His jaw
was wide and square, very different from his father's everyone said,
who had been a small-boned man. Even now, alone, his lips were tight
shut as though to lock in any stray words, his mouth as
expressionless as a line drawn in the sand. He had many years of
experience in not answering. Even his deep gray eyes were secretive
below the heavy brow ridge. His blond hair, hanging down straight all
around his head and cut off on an even line, was a concealment that
covered his high forehead. The boy he used to know was gone and had
been replaced by a man he did not know. What did the events of the
past days mean, the strange feelings that tore at him and the even
stranger things he had seen? Why was he not at peace like all the
others?
As he became aware that someone had walked up behind him
a face moved into view in the reflection, swimming against the blue
sky: Cuauhtemoc, the leader of his clan. Graying and lined, stern and
unsmiling.
"I have come to talk about your marriage," the imaged
head said.
Chimal hurled the bowl of soapy water into it and the reflection
burst into a thousand fragments and vanished.
When he stood and turned about Chimal discovered that he was some
niches taller than the leader: they had not met to talk for a very
long time. Everything that he could think to say seemed wrong, so he
said nothing. Cuauhtemoc squinted into the rising sun and rubbed at
his jaw with work-calloused fingers.
"We must keep the clans bound together. That is," he
lowered his voice, "Omeyocan's will. There is a girl Malinche
who is the right age and you are the right age. You will be married
soon after the ripening corn festival. You know the girl?"
"Of course I know her. That is why I do not wish to marry
her."
Cuauhtemoc was surprised. Not only did his eyes widen but he
touched his finger to his cheek in the gesture which means I am
surprised. "What you wish does not matter. You have
been, taught to obey. There is no other girl suitable, the matchmaker
has said so."
"I do not wish to marry this girl, or any other girl. Not
now. I do not wish to be married at this time…"
"You were very strange when you were a boy and the priests
knew about it and they beat you. That was very good for you and I
thought you would be all right. Now you talk the same way you did
when you were young. If you do not do what I tell you to do then…"
he groped for the alternatives. "Then I shall have to tell the
priests."
The memory of that black knife slipping into the whiteness inside
Popoca's head stood suddenly clear before Chimal's eyes. If the
priests thought that he was possessed by a god they would release him
from the burden as well. So it was like that, he suddenly realized.
Only two courses were open to him; there had never been any other
choice. He could do as all the others did—or he could die. The
choice was his.
"I'll marry the girl," he said and turned to pick up the
container of nightsoil to take to the fields.
5
Someone passed a cup of octli and Chimal buried his face in it,
breathing in the sour, strong odor, before he drank. He was alone on
the newly woven grass mat, yet was surrounded on all sides by noisy
members of his and Malinche's clans. They mixed, talked, even shouted
to be heard, while the young girls were busy with the jugs of octli.
They sat in the sandy area, now swept clean, that was in the center
of the village, and it was barely big enough to hold them all. Chimal
turned and saw his mother, smiling as he had not seen her smile in
years, and he turned away so quickly that the octli slopped over onto
his tilmantl, his marriage cloak new and white and specially woven
for the occasion. He brushed at the sticky liquid—then stopped
as a sudden hush came over the crowd.
"She is coming," someone whispered, and there was a stir
of motion as everyone turned to look. Chimal stared into the now
almost empty cup, nor did he glance up when the guests moved aside to
let the matchmaker by. The old woman staggered under the weight of
the bride to be, but she had carried burdens all her life and this
was her duty. She stopped at the edge of the mat and carefully let
Malinche step onto it. Malinche also wore a new white cloak, and her
moon face had been rubbed with peanut oil so that her skin would
glisten and be more attractive. With shifting motions she settled
into a relaxed kneeling position, very much like a dog making itself
comfortable, and turned her round eyes to Cuauhtemoc who rose and
spread his arms impressively. As leader of the groom's clan he had
the right to speak first. He cleared his throat and spat into the
sand.
"Here we are together for an important binding of the clans.
You will remember that when Yotihuac died during the hunger of the
time when the corn did not ripen, he had a wife and her name is
Quiauh and she is here among us, and he had a son and his name is
Chimal and he sits here on the mat…"
Chimal did not listen. He had been to other weddings and this one
would be no different. The leaders of the clans would make long
speeches that put everyone to sleep, then the matchmaker would make a
long speech and others who felt moved by the occasion would also make
long speeches. Many of the guests would doze and much octli would be
drunk, and finally, when it was almost sunset, the knot would be tied
in their cloaks that would bind them together for life. Even then
there would be more speeches. Only when it was close to dark would
the ceremony end and the bride would go home with her family.
Malinche also had no father, he had died from a bite by a rattlesnake
the year before, but she had uncles and brothers. They would take her
and many of them would sleep with her that night. Since she was of
their clan it was only fair that they save Chimal from the ghostly
dangers of marriage by taking whatever curses there were unto
themselves. Only on the next night would she move into his house.
He was aware of all these things and he did not care. Though he
knew that he was young, at this moment he felt that his days were
almost over. He could see the future and the rest of his life as
clearly as if he had already lived it, because it would be unchanging
and no different from the lives of all the others around him.
Malinche would make his tortillas twice a day and bear a child once a
year. He would plant the corn and reap the corn and each day would be
like every other day and he would then be old, and very soon after
that he would be dead.
That was the way it must be. He held his hand out for more octli
and his cup was refilled. That was the way it would be. There was
nothing else, and he could not think of anything else. When his mind
veered away from the proper thoughts that he should be thinking he
quickly dragged them back and drank some more from his cup. He would
remain silent, and empty his mind of thoughts. A shadow swept across
the sand and touched them with a passing moment of darkness as a
great vulture landed on the rooftree of a nearby house. It was dusty
and tattered and, like an old woman arranging her robe, it moved its
wings and waddled back and forth as it settled down. First it looked
at him with one cold eye, then with the other. Its eyes were as round
as Malinche's and just as empty. Its back was wickedly curved and,
like the feathers of its ruff, stained with gore.
It was later and the vulture had long since departed. Everything
here was too alive: it wanted its meat safely dead. The long ceremony
was finally drawing to its end. The leaders of both clans came
forward solemnly and laid hands on the white tilmantli, then prepared
to tie the marriage cloaks together. Chimal blinked at the rough
hands that fumbled with the corner of the fabric and, in an instant,
from nothing to everything, the red madness possessed him. It was the
way he had felt that day at the pool only much stronger. There was
only one thing that could be done, a single thing that had
to be done, and no other course was possible to take.
He jumped to his feet and pulled his cloak free of the clasping
fingers.
"No, I won't do it," he shouted in a voice roughened by
the octli he had drunk. "I will not marry her or anyone else.
You cannot force me to."
He strode away in the dusk through a shocked silence and no one
thought to reach out and stop him.
6
If the people of the village were watching, they did not reveal
themselves. Some of the door covers stirred in the breeze that had
sprung up just after dawn, but nothing moved in the darkness behind
them.
Chimal walked with his head up, stepping out so strongly that the
two priests in their ground-length cloaks had trouble keeping pace
with him. His mother had cried out when they had come for him, soon
after daybreak, a single shout of pain as though she had seen him die
at that moment. They had stood in the doorway, black as two
messengers of death, and had asked for him, their weapons ready in
case he should resist. Each of them carried a maquahuitl, the
deadliest of all the Aztec weapons: the obsidian blades that were set
into the hardwood handle were sharp enough to sever a man's head with
a single blow. They had not needed this threat of violence, quite the
opposite in fact. Chimal had been behind the house when he heard
their voices. "To the temple then," he had answered,
throwing his cloak over his shoulders and knotting it while he
walked. The young priests had to hurry to catch up.
He knew that he should be walking in terror of what might await
him at the temple, yet, for some unaccountable reason, he was elated.
Not happy, no one could be happy when going to face the priests, but
so great was his feeling of rightness that he could ignore the dark
shadow of the future. It was as though a great burden had been lifted
from his mind and, in truth, it had. For the first time, since he had
been a small child, he had not lied to conceal his thoughts: he had
spoken out what he knew to be true in defiance of everyone. He did
not know where it would end, but at this instant did not really care.
They were waiting for him at the pyramid and there was no question
now of his walking on alone. The priests blocked his way and two of
the strongest took him by the arms: he made no attempt to free
himself as they led him up
the steps to the temple on the summit He had never entered here
before; normally only priests passed through the carved doorway with
its frieze of serpents disgorging skeletons. When they paused at the
entranceway some of his elation seeped out before this ominous
prospect. He turned away from it to look out across the valley.
From this height he could see the entire length of the river. From
the grove of trees to the south it emerged and meandered between the
steep banks, cutting between the two villages, then laid a course of
golden sand until it vanished into the swamp near at hand. Beyond the
swamp rose the rock barrier and he could see more tall mountains in
the distance…
"Bring the one in," Citlallatonac's voice spoke from the
temple, and they pushed him inside.
The first priest was sitting cross-legged on an ornamented block
of stone before a statue of Coatlicue. In the half light of the
temple the goddess was hideously lifelike, glazed and painted and
decorated with gems and gold plates. Her twin heads looked at him
and her claw-handed arms appeared ready to seize.
"You have disobeyed the clan leaders," the first priest
said loudly. The other priests stepped back so that Chimal could
approach him. Chimal came close, and when he did so he saw that the
priest was older than he had thought. His hair, matted with blood and
dirt and unwashed for years, had the desired frightening effect, as
did the blood on his death-symboled robe. But the priest's
eyes were sunk deep into his head and were watery red: his neck was
as scrawny and wrinkled as that of a turkey. His skin had a waxy
pallor except where patches of red powder had been dusted on his
cheeks to simulate good health. Chimal looked at the priest and did
not answer.
"You have disobeyed. Do you know the penalty?" The old
man's voice cracked with rage.
"I did not disobey, therefore there is no penalty." The
priest half rose with astonishment when he heard these calmly spoken
words, then he dropped back and huddled down, his eyes narrowed with
anger. "You spoke this way once before and you were beaten,
Chimal. You do not argue with a priest."
"I am not arguing, revered Citlallatonac, but merely
explaining what has happened…"
"I do not like the sound of your explaining," the priest
broke in. "Do you not know your place in this world? You were
taught it in the temple school along with all the other boys. The
gods rule. The priests interpret and interpose. The people obey. Your
duty is to obey and nothing else."
"I do my duty. I obey the gods. I do not obey my fellow men
when they are at odds with the word of the gods. It would be
blasphemy to do that, the penalty for which is death. Since I do not
wish to die I obey the gods even though mortal men grow angry at me."
The priest blinked, then picked a bit of matter from the corner of
one eye with the tip of his grimy forefinger. "What is the
meaning of your words," he finally said, and there was a touch
of hesitancy in his voice. "The gods have ordered your wedding."
"That they have not—men have done that. It is written
in the holy words that man is to marry and be fruitful and woman is
to marry and be fruitful. But it does not say what age they
should be married at, or that they must be forced to marry against
then: will."
"Men marry at twenty-one, women at sixteen…"
"That is the common custom, but only a custom. It does not
have the weight of law…"
"You argued before," the priest said shrilly, "and
were beaten. You can be beaten again…"
"A boy is beaten. You do not beat a man for speaking the
truth. I ask only that the law of the gods be followed—how can
you punish me for that?"
"Bring me the books of the law," the first priest
shouted to the others waiting outside. "This one must be shown
the truth before he is punished. I remember no laws like these."
In a quiet voice Chimal said, "I remember them clearly. They
are as I have told you." The old priest sat back, blinking
angrily in the shaft of sunlight that fell upon him, The bar of
light, the priest's face, stirred Chimal's memory and he spoke the
words almost as a dare. "I remember also what you told us about
the sun and the stars, you read from the books. The sun is a ball of
burning gas, didn't you say that, which is moved by the gods? Or did
you say the sun was set in a great shell of diamond?"
"What are you saying about the sun?" the priest asked,
frowning.
"Nothing," Chimal said. Something, he thought to
himself, something that I dare not say aloud or I will soon be as
dead as Popoca who first saw the ray. I have seen it too, and it was
just like the sun shining on water or on diamond. Why had the priests
not told them of the thing in the sky that made that flash of light?
He broke off these thoughts as the priests carried in the sacred
volumes.
The books were bound with human skin and were ancient and revered:
on festival days the priests read parts from them. Now they placed
them on the stone ledge and withdrew. Citlallatonac pushed at them,
holding first one up to the light, then the other.
"You want to read the second book of Tezcatlipoca,"
Chimal said. "And what I speak about is on the thirteenth or
fourteenth page."
A book dropped with a sharp noise and the priest turned wide eyes
upon Chimal. "How do you know that?"
"Because I have been told and I remember. That is what was
said aloud, and I remember the page number being spoken."
"You can read, that is how you know this. You have come
secretly to the temple to read the forbidden books…"
"Don't be silly, old man. I have never been to this temple
before. I remember, that is all." Some demon goaded Chimal on in
the face of the priest's astonishment "And I can read,
if you must know. That is not forbidden either. In the temple school
I learned my numbers, as did all the other children, and I learned to
write my name, just as they did. When the others were taught the
writing of their names I listened and learned as well and therefore
know the sounds of all the letters. It was really very simple."
The priest was beyond words and did not answer. Instead he groped
through the tumbled books until he found the one Chimal had named,
then turned the pages slowly, shaping the words aloud as he read. He
read, turned back the page and read again—then dropped the
book.
"You see I am correct," Chimal told him. "I shall
marry, soon, to one of my own choosing after I have consulted long
and well with the matchmaker and the clan leader. That is the way to
do it by law…"
"Do not tell me the law, small man! I am the first priest and
I am the law and you will obey me."
"We all obey, great Citlallatonac," Chimal answered
quietly. "None of us are above the law and all of us have our
duties."
"Do you mean me? Do you dare to mention the duties of a
priest, you a… nothing? I can kill you."
"Why? I have done nothing wrong."
The priest was on his feet, screeching in anger now, looking up
into Chimal's face and spattering him with saliva as the words burst
from his lips.
"You argue with me, you pretend to know the law better than I
do, you read though you were never taught to read. You are possessed
by one of the black gods and I know it, and I shall release that god
from inside your head."
Angry himself, but coldly angry, Chimal could not keep a grimace
of distaste from his mouth. "Is that all you know, priest? Kill
a man who disagrees with you—even though he is right and you
are wrong? What kind of a priest does that make of you?"
With a wordless scream the priest raised both his fists and
brought them down together to strike Chimal and tear the voice from
his mouth. Chimal seized the old man's wrists and held them easily
even though the priest struggled to free himself. There was a rush of
feet as the horrified onlookers ran to help the first priest. As soon
as they touched him, Chimal released his hands and stepped back,
smiling crookedly.
Then it happened. The old man raised his arms again, opened his
mouth wide until his almost gumless jaws were pinkly visible—then
cried out, but no words came forth.
There was a screech, more of pain than anger now, and the priest
crashed to the floor like a felled tree. His head struck the stone
with a hollow thudding sound and he lay motionless, his eyes partly
open and the yellowed whites showing, while a bubble of froth foamed
on his lips.
The other priests rushed to his side, picked him up and carried
him away, and Chimal was struck down from behind by one of them who
carried a club. If it had been another weapon it would have killed
him, and even though Chimal was unconscious this did not stop the
priests from kicking his inert body before they carried him away too.
As the sun cleared the mountains it shone through the openings in
the wall and struck fire from the jewels in Coatlicue's serpent's
eyes. The books of the law lay, neglected, where they had been
dropped.
7
"It looks like old Citlallatonac is very sick," the
priest said in a low voice while he checked the barred entrance to
Chimal's cell. It was sealed by heavy bars of wood, each thicker than
a man's leg, that were seated into holes in the stone of the
doorframe. They were kept in place by a heavier, notched log that was
pegged to the wall beyond the prisoner's reach: it could only be
opened from the outside. Not that Chimal was free to even attempt
this, since his wrists and ankles were tied together with unbreakable
maguey fibre.
"You made him sick," the young priest added, rattling
the heavy bars. He and Chimal were of the same age and had been in
the temple school together. "I don't know why you did it. You
were in trouble in school, but I guess we all were, more or
less, that is the way boys are. I never thought that you would end up
doing this." Almost as a conversational punctuation mark he
jabbed his spear between the bars and into Chimal's side. Chimal
rolled away as the obsidian point dug into the muscle of his side and
blood ran from the wound.
The priest left and Chimal was alone again. There was a narrow
slit in the stone wall, high up, that let in a dusty beam of
sunlight. Voices penetrated too, excited shouts and an occasional
wail of fear from some woman.
They came, one after another, everyone, as word spread through the
villages. From Zaachila they ran through the fields, tumbling like
ants from a disturbed nest, to the riverbed and across the sand. On
the other side they met the people from Quilapa, running, all of
them, in fear. They grouped around the base of the pyramid in a solid
mass, shouting and calling to one another for any bits of news that
might be known. The noise died only when a priest appeared from the
temple above and walked slowly down the steps, his hands raised for
silence. He stopped when he reached the sacrificial stone. His name
was Itzcoatl and he was in charge of the temple school. He was a
stern, tall man in his middle years, with matted blond hair that fell
below his shoulders. Most people thought that some day he would be
first priest.
"Citlallatonac is ill," he called out, and a low moan
was breathed by the listening crowd. "He is resting now and we
attend him. He breathes but he is not awake."
"What is the illness that struck him down so quickly?"
one of the clan leaders called out from below.
Itzcoatl was slow in answering; his black-rimmed fingernail picked
at a dried spot of blood on his robe. "It was a man who fought
with him," he finally said. Silence stifled the crowd. "We
have the man locked away so we may question him
later, then kill him. He is mad or he is possessed by a demon. We
will find out. He did not strike Citlallatonac but it is possible
that he put a curse on him. The name of this man is Chimal."
The people stirred and hummed like disturbed bees at this news,
and drew apart. They were still closely packed, even more so now as
they moved away from Quiauh, as though her touch might be poisonous.
Chimal's mother stood in the center of the open space with her head
lowered and her hands clasped before her, a small and lonely figure.
This was the way the day went. The sun mounted higher and the
people remained, waiting. Quiauh stayed as well, but she moved off to
one side of the crowd where she would be alone: no one spoke to her
or even looked her way. Some people sat on the ground or talked in
low voices, others went into the fields to relieve themselves but
they always returned. The villages were deserted and, one by one, the
cooking fires went out. When the wind was right the dogs, who had not
been watered or fed, could be heard barking, but no one paid
attention to them.
By evening it was reported that the first priest had regained
consciousness, but was still troubled. He could move neither his
right hand nor his right leg and he had trouble speaking. The tension
in the crowd grew perceptibly as the sun reddened and sank behind the
hills, ( Once it had dropped from sight the people of Zaachila
hurried, reluctantly, back to their village. They had to be across
the river by dark—for this was the time when Coatlicue walked.
They would not know what was happening at the temple, but at least
they would be sleeping on their own mats this night. For the
villagers of Quilapa a long night stretched ahead. They brought
bundles of straw and cornstalks and made torches. Though the babies
were nursed no one else ate, nor, in their terror, were they hungry.
The crackling torches held back the darkness of the night and some
people laid their heads on their knees and dozed, but very few. Most
just sat and watched the temple and waited. The praying voices of the
priests came dimly down to them and the constant beating of the drums
shook the air like the heartbeat of the temple.
Citlallatonac did not get better that night, but he did not get
worse either. He would live and say the morning prayers, and then,
during the coming day, the priests would meet in solemn assembly and
a new first priest would be elected and the rituals performed that
established him in that office. Everything would be all right.
Everything had to be all right.
There was a stirring among the watchers when the morning star
rose. This was the planet that heralded the dawn and the signal for
the priests to once more beg Huitzilopochtli, the Hummingbird Wizard,
to come to their aid. He was the only one who could successfully
fight the powers of darkness, and ever since he had brought the Aztec
people into being he had watched over them. Each night they called to
him with prayers and he went forth with his thunderbolts and fought
the night and the stars and defeated them so that they retreated and
the sun could rise again.
Huitzilopochtli had always come to the
aid of his people, though he had to be induced with sacrifices and
the proper prayers. Had not the sun risen every day to prove it?
Proper prayers, that was the important thing, proper prayers.
Only the first priest could speak these prayers. The thought was
unspeakable yet it had been there all the night. The fear was still
there like a heavy presence when priests with smoking torches emerged
from the temple to light the way for the first priest. He came out
slowly, half carried by two of the younger priests. He stumbled with
his left leg, but his right leg only dragged limply behind him. They
took him to the altar and held him up while the sacrifices were
performed. Three turkeys and a dog were sacrificed this time because
much help was needed. One by one the hearts were torn out and placed
carefully in Citlallatonac's clasping left
hand. His fingers clamped down tight until blood ran from between his
fingers and dripped to the stone, but his head hung at a strange
angle and his mouth drooped open.
It was time for the prayer.
The drums and the chanting stopped and the silence was absolute.
Citlallatonac opened his mouth and the cords in his neck stood out
tautly as he struggled to speak. Instead of words he emitted only a
harsh croaking sound and a long dollop of saliva hung down, longer
and longer, from his drooping lip.
He struggled even harder then, writhing against the hands that
held him up, trying to force words through his useless throat, until
his face flushed with the effort. He tried too hard, because,
suddenly, he jerked in pain, as though he were a loose-limbed doll
being tossed into the air, then slumped limply.
After this he did not stir again and Itzcoatl ran over and placed
his ear to the old man's chest.
"The first priest is dead," he said, and everyone heard
these terrible words.
A wail of agony rose up from the assembled mob, and across the
river in Zaachila they heard it and knew what it meant. The women
clutched their children to them and whimpered, and the men were just
as afraid.
At the temple they watched, hoping where there was no hope,
looking at the morning star that rose higher in the sky with every
passing minute. Soon it was high, higher than they had ever seen it
before, because on every other day it had been lost in the light of
the rising sun.
Yet on this day there was no glow on' the eastern horizon. There
was just the all-enveloping darkness.
The sun was not going to rise.
This time the cry that went up from the crowd was not pain but
fear. Fear of the gods and the unending battle of the gods that might
swallow up the whole world. Might not the powers of the night now
triumph in the darkness so that this night would go on forever? Would
the new first priest be able to speak powerful enough prayers to
bring back the sun and the daylight that is life?
They screamed and ran. Some of the torches went out and in the
darkness panic ruled. People fell and were trampled and no one cared.
This could be the end of the world.
Deep under the pyramid Chimal was awakened from uncomfortable
sleep by the shouting and the sound of running feet. He could not
make out the words. Torchlight flickered and vanished outside the
slit. He tried to roll over but found that he could barely move. At
least his legs and arms were numb now. He had been bound for what
felt like countless hours and at first the agony in his wrists and
ankles had been almost unbearable. But then the numbness had come and
he could no longer feel if these limbs were even there. All day and
all night he had lain there, bound this way, and he was very thirsty.
And he had soiled himself, just like a baby; there was nothing else
he could do. What was happening outside? He suddenly felt a great
weariness and wished that it was all over and that he was safely
dead. Small boys do not argue with priests. Neither do men.
There was a movement outside as someone came down the steps,
without a light and feeling the wall for guidance. Footsteps up to
his cell, and the sound of hands rattling at the bars.
"Who is there?" he cried out, unable to bear the unseen
presence in the darkness. His voice was cracked and hoarse. "You've
come to kill me at last, haven't you? Why don't you say so?"
There was only the sound of breathing—and the rattle of the
locking pin being withdrawn. Then, one by one the heavy bars were
drawn from the socket and he knew that someone had entered the cell,
was standing near him.
"Who is it?" he shouted, trying to sit up against the
wall.
"Chimal," his mother's voice said quietly from the
darkness.
At first he did not believe it, and he spoke her name. She knelt
by him and he felt her fingers on his face.
"What happened?" he asked her. "What are you doing
here—and where are the priests?"
"Citlallatonac is dead. He did not say the prayers and the
sun will not rise. The people are mad and howl like dogs and run."
I can believe that, he thought, and for a few moments the same
panic touched him, until he remembered that one end is the same as
another to a man who is about to die. While he wandered through the
seven underworlds it would not matter what happened on the world
above.
"You should not have come," he told her, but there was
kindness in the words and he felt closer to her than he had for
years. "Leave now before the priests find you and use you for a
sacrifice as well. Many hearts will be given to Huitzilopochtli if he
is to fight a winning battle against the night and stars now when
they are so strong."
"I must free you," Quiauh said, feeling for his
bindings. "What has happened is my doing, not yours, and you are
not the one who should suffer for it"
"It's my fault, true enough. I was fool enough to argue with
the old man and he grew excited and then suddenly sick. They are
right to blame me."
"No," she said, touching the wrappings on his wrists,
then bending over them because she had no knife. "I am to blame
because I sinned twenty-two years ago and the punishment should be
mine." She began to chew at the tough fibers.
"What do you mean?" Her words made no sense.
Quiauh stopped for a moment and sat up in the darkness and folded
her hands in her lap. What must be said had to be said in the right
way.
"I am your mother, but your father is not the man you
thought. You are the son of Chimal-popoca who was from the village of
Zaachila. He came to me and I liked him very much, so I did not
refuse him even though I knew it was very wrong. It was night time
when he tried to cross back over the river and he was taken by
Coatlicue. All of the years since I have waited for her to come and
take me as well, but she has not. Hers is a larger vengeance. She
wishes to take you in my place."
"I can't believe it," he said, but there was no answer
because she was chewing at his bindings again. They parted, strand by
strand, until his hands were freed. Quiauh sought the wrappings on
his ankles. "Not those, not yet," he gasped as the pain
struck his reviving flesh. "Rub my hands. I cannot move them and
they hurt."
She took his hands in hers and massaged them softly, yet each
touch was like fire.
"Everything in the world seems to be changing," he said,
almost sadly. "Perhaps the rules should not be broken. My father
died, and you have lived with death ever since. I have seen the flesh
that the vultures feed upon and the fire in the sky, and now the
night that never ends. Leave me before they find you. There is no
place I can escape to."
"You must escape," she said, hearing only the words she
wanted as she worked on the bindings of his ankles. To please her,
and for the pleasure of feeling his body free again he did not stop
her.
"We will go now," she said when he was able to stand on
his feet at last. He leaned on her for support as they climbed the
stairs, and it was like walking on live coals. There was only silence
and darkness beyond the doorway. The stars were clear and sharp and
the sun had not risen. Voices murmured above as the priests intoned
the rites for the new first priest
"Good-bye, my son, I shall never see you again."
He nodded, in pain, in the darkness, and could not speak. Her
words were true enough: there was no escape from this valley. He held
her once, to comfort her, the way she used to hold him
when he was small, until she gently pushed him away. "Go now,"
she said, "and I will return to the village."
Quiauh waited in the doorway until his
stumbling figure had vanished into the endless night, then she turned
and quietly went back down the stairs to his cell. From the inside
she pulled the bars back into place, though she could not seal them
there, then seated herself against the far wall. She felt about the
stone floor until her fingers touched the bindings she had removed
from her son. They were too short to tie now, but she still wrapped
them around her wrist and held the ends with her fingers. One piece
she placed carefully over her ankles.
Then she sat back, placidly, almost smiling into the darkness.
The waiting was over at last, those years of waiting. She would be
at peace soon. They would come and find her here and know that she
had released her son. They would kill her but she did not mind.
Death would be far easier to bear.
8
In the darkness someone bumped into Chimal and clutched him; there
was an instant of fear as he thought he was captured. But, even as he
made a fist to strike out he heard the man, it might even be a woman,
moan and release him to run on. Chimal realized that now, during this
night, everyone would be just as afraid as he was. He stumbled
forward, away from the temple with his hands outstretched before him,
until he was separated from the other people. When the pyramid, with
the flickering lights on its summit, was just a great shadow in the
distance he dropped and put his back against a large boulder and
thought very hard.
What shall I do? He almost spoke the words aloud and realized that
panic would not help. The darkness was his protection, not his enemy
as it was to all the others, and he must make good use of it. What
came first. Water, perhaps? No, not now. There was water only in the
village and he could not go there. Nor to the river while Coatlicue
walked. His thirst would just have to be forgotten: he had been
thirsty before.
Could he escape this valley? For many years he had had this
thought somewhere in the back of his mind, the priests could not
punish you for thinking about climbing the cliffs, and at
one time or another he had looked at every section of wall of the
valley. It could be climbed in some places, but never very far.
Either the rock became very smooth or there was an overhang. He had
never found a spot that even looked suitable for an attempt.
If he could only fly! Birds left this valley, but he was no bird.
Nothing else escaped, other than the water, and he was not water
either. But he could swim in water, there might be a way out that
way.
Not that he really believed this. His thirst may have had
something to do with the decision, and the fact that he was between
the temple and the swamp and it would be easy to reach without
meeting anyone on the way. There was the need to do something in any
case, and this was the easiest way. His feet found a path and he
followed it slowly through the darkness, until he could hear the
night sounds of the swamp not far ahead. He stopped then, and even
retraced his steps because Coatlicue would be in the swamp as well.
Then he found a sandy spot off the path and lay down on his back. His
side hurt, and so did his head. There were cuts and bruises over most
of his body. Above him the stars climbed and he thought it strange to
see the summer and fall stars at this early time of the year. Birds
called plaintively from the direction of the swamp, wondering where
dawn was, and he went to sleep. The familiar spring constellations
had returned, so an entire day must have passed without the sun
rising.
From time to time he awoke, and the last time he saw the faintest
lightening in the east. He put a pebble into his mouth to help him
forget the thirst, then sat up and watched the horizon.
A new first priest must have been appointed, probably Itzcoatl,
and the prayers were being said. But it was not easy; Huitzilopochtli
must be fighting very hard. For a long time the light in the east did
not change, then, ever so slowly it brightened until the sun rose
above the horizon. It was a red, unhappy sun, but it rose at last.
The day had began and now the search for him would begin as well.
Chimal went over the rise to the swamp and, splashed into the mud
until the water deepened, then pushed aside the floating layer of
green with his hands and lowered his face to drink.
It was full daylight now and the sun seemed to be losing its
unhealthy reddish cast as it climbed triumphantly up into the sky.
Chimal saw his footprints cutting through the mud into the swamp, but
it did not matter. There were few places in the valley to hide and
the swamp was the only one that could not be quickly searched. They
would be after him here. Turning away, he pushed through the
waist-high water, heading deeper in.
He had never been this far into the swamp before, nor had anyone
else that he knew of, and it was easy to see why. Once the belt of
clattering reeds had been crossed at the edge of the water the tall
trees began. They stood above the water, on roots like many legs, and
their foliage joined overhead. Thick gray growths hung from their
branches and trailed in the water, and under the matted leaves and
streamers the air was dark and stagnant. And thick with insect life.
Mosquitoes and gnats filled his ears with their shrill whining and
sought out his skin as he penetrated into the shadow. Within a few
minutes his cheeks and arms were puffing up and his skin was
splotched with blood where he had smashed the troublesome insects.
Finally he dug some of the black and foul-smelling mud from the
bottom of the swamp and plastered it onto his exposed skin. This
helped a bit, but it kept washing off when he came to the deeper
parts and had to swim.
There were greater dangers as well. A green water snake swam
toward him, its body wriggling on the surface and its head high and
poison fangs ready. He drove it off by splashing at it, then tore off
a length of dry branch in case he should encounter more of the deadly
reptiles.
Then there was sunlight before him and a narrow strip of water
between the trees and the tumbled rock barrier. He climbed out onto a
large boulder, grateful for the sun and the relief from the insects.
Swollen black forms, as long as his finger and longer, hung from
his body, damp and repellent looking. When he clutched one it burst
in his fingers and his hand was suddenly sticky with his own blood.
Leeches. He had seen the priests use them. Each one had to be pried
off carefully and he did this, until they were all gone and his body
was covered with a number of small wounds. After washing off the
blood and fragments of leech he looked up at the barrier that rose
above him.
He would never be able to climb it. Lips of great boulders, some
of them as big as the temple, projected and overhung one another. If
one of them could be passed the others waited. Nevertheless it had to
be tried, unless a way could be found out at the water level, though
this looked equally hopeless. While he considered this he heard a
victorious shout and looked up to see a priest standing on the rocks
just a few hundred feet away. There were splashes from the swamp and
he turned and dived back into the water and the torturous shelter of
the trees.
It was a very long day. Chimal was not seen again by his pursuers,
but many times he was surrounded by them as they splashed noisily
through the swamp. He escaped by holding his breath and hiding under
the murky water when they came near, and by staying in the densest,
most insect-ridden places that they were hesitant to penetrate. By
the late afternoon he was near exhaustion and knew he could not go on
very much longer. A scream, and even louder shouting, saved his
life—at the expense of one of the searchers. He had been bitten
by a water snake, and this accident took the heart out of the other
hunters. Chimal heard them moving away from him
and he remained, hidden, under an overhanging limb with just his head
above the water. His eyelids were so swollen from insect bites that
he had to press them apart with his fingers to see clearly.
"Chimal," a voice called in the distance, then again,
"Chimal… We know you are in there, and you cannot escape.
Give yourself to us because we will find you in the end. Come now…"
Chimal sank lower in the water and did not bother to answer. He
knew as well as they did that there was no final escape. Yet he would
still not give himself up to their torture. It would be better to die
here in the swamp, die whole and stay in the water. And keep his
heart.
As the sky darkened he began to work his way carefully toward the
edge of the swamp. He knew that none of them would stay in the water
during the night, but they might very well lie hidden among the rocks
nearby to see him if he emerged and tried to escape. Pain and
exhaustion made thinking difficult, yet he knew he had to have a
plan. If he stayed in the deep water he would surely be dead by
morning. As soon as it was dark he would go into the reeds close to
shore and then decide what to do next. It was hard to think.
He must have been unconscious for some tune, there near the
water's edge, because when he forced his swollen eyelids open with
his fingertips he saw that the stars were out and that all traces of
light had vanished from the sky. This
troubled him greatly and in his befuddled state he could not be sure
why. A breeze stirred the reeds so that they rustled behind him. Then
the motion died away and for a moment the air held a hushed evening
silence.
At this instant, far off to the left in the direction of the
river, he heard an angry hissing.
Coatlicue!
He had forgotten her! Here he was near the river at night, in the
water, and he had forgotten her!
He lay there, paralyzed with fear, as a sudden rattle of gravel
and running footsteps sounded on the hard ground. His first thought
was Coatlicue, then he realized that someone had been hidden close by
among the rocks, waiting to take him
if he emerged from the swamp. Whoever it was had also heard Coatlicue
and had run for his life.
The hissing sounded again, closer.
Since he had escaped in the swamp all day—and since he knew
there were men lying in wait for him on shore— he pulled
himself slowly back into the water. He did it without thinking: the
voice of the goddess had driven all thought from his mind. Slowly,
making not a sound, he backed up until the water reached to his
waist.
And then Coatlicue appeared over the rise, both heads looking
toward him and hissing with loud anger, while the starlight shone on
the outstretched claws.
Chimal could not look anymore at his own
death; it was too hideous. He took a deep breath and slipped under
the water, swimming to keep himself below the surface. He could not
escape this way, but he would not have to watch as she trod through
the water toward him, then plunged down her claws like some monstrous
fisher and pulled him to her.
His lungs burned and still she had not struck. When he could bear
it no longer he slowly raised his head and looked out at the empty
shore. Dimly, upriver in the distance, there was the echo of a faint
hissing.
For a long time Chimal just stood there, the water streaming from
his body, while his befuddled mind attempted to understand what had
happened. Coatlicue was gone. She had come for him and he had hidden
under the water. When he had done this she could not find him so she
had gone away.
One thought cut through the fatigue and lifted him so that he
whispered it aloud.
"I have outwitted a god…"
What could it all mean? He went out of the water and lay on the
sand that was still warm from the day and thought about it very hard.
He was different, he had always known that, even when he was working
hard to conceal the difference. He had seen strange things and the
gods had not struck him
down—and now he had escaped Coatlicue. Had he outwitted a god?
He must have. Was he a god? No, he knew better than that. Then how,
how…
Then he slept, restlessly, waking and sleeping again. His skin was
hot and he dreamt, and at times he did not know if he was dreaming
awake or asleep. He could have been taken then, easily, but the human
watchers had been frightened away and Coatlicue did not return.
Toward dawn the fever must have broken because he awoke,
shivering, and very thirsty. He stumbled to the shore and drank from
his cupped hands and rubbed water onto his face. He felt sore and
bruised from head to toe, so that the many little aches merged into
one all-consuming pain. His head still rang with the effects of the
fever and his thoughts were clumsy—but one thought kept
repeating over and over like the hammering of a ritual drum. He had
escaped Coatlicue. For some reason she had not discovered him in the
water. Had it been that? It would be easy enough to find out: she
would be returning soon and he could wait for her. Once the idea had
been planted it burned in his brain. Why not? He had escaped her
once—he would do it again. He would look at her again and
escape again, that's what he would do.
Yes, that is what he would do, he mumbled to himself, and stumbled
off toward the west, following the edge of the swamp. This is where
the goddess had first come from and this is where she might reappear.
If she did, he would see her again. When the shoreline turned he
realized that he had come to the river where it drained into the
swamp, and prudence drove him
back into the water. Coatlicue guarded the river. It would be dawn
soon and he would be safe, far out here in the water with just his
head showing, peering through the reeds.
The sky was red and the last stars were fading when she returned.
Shivering with fear he remained where he was, but sank deeper into
the water until just his eyes were above the surface. Coatlicue never
paused but walked heavily along the riverbank, the snakes in her
kirtle hissing in response to her two great
serpents' heads.
As she passed he rose slowly from the water and watched her go.
She went out of sight along the edge of the swamp and he was alone,
with the light of another day striking gold fire from the tops of the
high peaks before him.
When it was full daylight he followed her.
There was no danger now, Coatlicue only walked by night and it was
not forbidden to enter this part of the valley during the day.
Elation filled him—he
followed the goddess. He had seen her pass and here, beside the
hardened mud, he could see signs of her passing. Perhaps she had come
this way often because he found himself following what appeared to be
a well trodden path. He would have taken it for an ordinary path,
used by the men who came to snare the ducks and other birds here, if
he had not seen her go this way. Around the swamp the path led, then
toward the solid rock of the cliff wall. It was hard to follow on the
hard soil and among the boulders, yet he found traces because he knew
what to look for. Coatlicue had come this way.
Here there was a cleft in the rock where some ancient fissure had
split the wall. Boulders rose on both sides and it did not seem
possible that she had gone any other way unless she flew, which
perhaps goddesses could do. If she walked she had gone straight
ahead.
Chimal started into the rocky cleft just as a rolling wave of
rattlesnakes and scorpions poured out of it.
The sight was so shocking, he had never seen more than one of
these poisonous creatures at a time before, that he just stood there
as death rustled close. Only his natural feelings of repulsion saved
his life. He fell back before the deadly things and clambered up a
steep boulder, pulling his feet up as the first of them swirled
around the base. Drawing himself up higher he threw one hand over the
summit of the rock—and a needle of fire lanced down his arm. He
was not the first to arrive and there, on his wrist, the large,
waxy-yellow scorpion had plunged its sting deep into his flesh.
With a gesture of loathing he shook it to the rock and crushed it
under his sandal. More of the poisonous insects had crawled up the
easy slope of the other side of the boulder and he stamped on them
and kicked them back, then he bruised his wrist against the sharp
edge of stone until it bled before he tried to suck out the venom.
The greater pain in his arm drowned out all the other minor ones on
his ravaged body.
Had that wave of nauseating death been meant for him? There was no
way of telling and he did not want to think about it. The world he
knew was changing too fast and all of the old rules seemed to be
breaking down. He had looked on Coatlicue and lived, followed her and
lived. Perhaps the rattlesnakes and the scorpions were one of her
attributes that followed naturally after her, the way dew followed
the night. He could not begin to understand it. The poison was making
him lightheaded—yet elated at the same time. He felt as though
he could do anything and that there was no power on Earth, above or
below it, that could stop him.
When the last snake and insect had gone on or vanished among the
crevices in the rocks, he slid carefully back to the ground and went
on up the path. It twisted between great ragged boulders, immense
pieces that had dropped from the fractured cliff, then entered the
crevice in the cliff itself. The vertical crack was high, but not
very deep. Chimal, following what was obviously a well-trodden path,
found himself suddenly facing the wall of solid rock.
There was no way out. The trail led to a dead end. He leaned
against the rough stone and fought to get his breath. This is what he
should have suspected. Because Coatlicue walked the Earth in solid
guise did not mean that she was human or had human limitations. She
could turn to gas if she wanted to and fly up and out of here. Or
perhaps she could walk into the solid rock which would be like air to
her. What did it matter—and what was he doing here? Fatigue
threatened to overwhelm him and his entire arm was burning from the
insect's poisonous bite. He should find a place to hide for the day,
or find some food, do anything but remain here. What madness had led
him on this strange
chase?
He turned away—then jumped aside as he saw the rattlesnake.
The snake was in the shadow against the cliff face. It did not move.
When he came close he saw that it lay on its side with its jaws open
and its eyes filmed. Chimal reached out carefully with his toe—and
kicked at it. It merely flopped limply: it was surely dead. But it
seemed to be, in some way, attached to the cliff.
Curious now, he reached out a cautious hand and touched its cool
body. Perhaps the serpents of Coatlicue could emerge from solid rock
just as she could enter it He tugged on the body, harder and harder
until it suddenly tore and came away in his hand. When he bent close,
and pressed his cheek to the ground, he could see where the snake's
blood had stained the sand, and the crushed end of the back portion
of its body. It was squashed flat, no thicker than his fingernail,
and seemed to be imbedded in the very rock itself. No, there was a
hairline crack on each side, almost invisible in the shadows close to
the ground. He put his fingertips against it and traced its long
length, a crack as straight as an arrow. The line ended suddenly, but
when he looked closely he saw that it went straight up now, a thin
vertical fissure in the rock.
With his fingers he traced it up, high over his head, then to the
left, to another corner, then back down again. Only when his hand had
returned to the snake again did he realize the significance of what
he had found. The narrow crack traced a high, four sided figure in
the face of the cliff.
It was a door!
Could it be? Yes, that explained everything. How Coatlicue had
left and how the snakes and scorpions had been admitted. A door, an
exit from the valley…
When the total impact of this idea hit him
he sat down suddenly on the ground, stunned by it. An exit. A way
out. It was a way that only the gods used, he would have to consider
that carefully, but he had seen Coatlicue twice and she had not
seized him. There just might be a way to follow her from the valley.
He had to think about it, think hard, but his head hurt so. More
important now was thinking about staying alive, so he might be able
later to do something about this earth-shaking discovery. The sun was
higher in the sky now and the searchers must already be on their way
from the villages. He had to hide—and not in the swamp. Another
day there would finish him. Clumsily and painfully, he began to run
back down the path toward the village of Zaachila.
There were wastelands near the swamp, rock and sand with
occasional stands of cactus, with no place to hide in all their
emptiness. Panic drove Chimal on now: he expected to meet the
searchers coming from the village at any moment. They would be on
their way, he knew that. Climbing a rocky slope he came to the
outskirts of the maguey fields and saw, on the far side, the first
men approaching. He dropped at once and crawled forward between the
rows of broad-leaved plants. They were spaced a man's height apart
and the earth between them was soft and well tilled, Perhaps…
Lying on his side, Chimal scraped desperately with both hands at
the loose soil, on a line between two of the plants. When he had
scooped out a shallow, grave-like depression he crawled into it and
threw the sand back over his legs and body. He would not be hidden
from any close inspection, but the needle-tipped leaves reached over
him and offered additional concealment Then he stopped, rigid, as
voices called close by.
They were just two furrows away, a half a dozen men, shouting to
each other and to someone still out of sight. Chimal could see their
feet below the plants and their heads above.
"Ocotre was swollen like a melon from the water snake poison,
I thought his skin would burst when they put him on the fire."
"Chimal will burst when we turn him over to the priests—"
"Have you heard? Itzcoatl promises to torture him for an
entire month before sacrificing him…"
"Only a month?" one of them asked as their voices faded
from sight. My people are very fond of me, Chimal thought to himself,
and smiled wryly up at the green leaf above his face. He would suck
some of its juice as soon as they were gone.
Running footsteps sounded close by, coming directly toward him.
He lay, holding his breath, as they grew loud and a man shouted,
right above the spot where he was hiding.
"I'm coming—I have the octli."
It seemed impossible for him not to see Chimal lying there, and
Chimal arched his fingers, ready to reach out and kill the man before
he could cry for help. A sandal thudded close beside his head—then
the man was gone, his footsteps dying away. He had been calling to
the others and had never looked down. After this Chimal just lay
there, his hands shaking, trying to force a way through the fog that
clouded his thoughts, to make a coherent plan. Was there a way to
enter the doorway in the rock? Coatlicue knew how to do it, but he
shivered away from the idea of following close behind her or of
hiding nearby in the rocks. That would be suicide. He reached up and
tore a leaf from the maguey and, with one of its own thorns, he made
thin slashes so the juice could run out. He licked at this and some
time later he was still no closer to a solution to his problem than
he had been when he began. The pain was ebbing from his arm and he
was half dozing there in his bed of earth when he heard the hesitant
shuffle of footsteps slowly coming near him.
Someone knew that he was here and was searching for him.
Cautiously, his fingers crept out and found a smooth stone
that fitted neatly into his palm. He would not be easily taken
back alive for that month of torture the priests had promised.
The man came into sight, bent low to take advantage of the
concealment offered by the maguey plants and looking back over his
shoulder as he went. Chimal wondered for a moment what this could
mean—then realized that the man was escaping his duty in the
swamp. Days of work in the fields had been lost already, and the man
who did not work went hungry. This one was going off unseen to take
care of his crops: in the confusion that existed in the swamp he
would not be missed—and he was undoubtedly planning to return
later in the afternoon.
As he came close Chimal saw that he was one of the lucky few in
the valley who owned a corn knife made of iron. He held it loosely in
one hand and when Chimal looked at it he had a sudden understanding
of what he could use that knife for.
Without stopping to think it out he rose as the man passed him
and struck out with the stone. The man turned, surprised, just as the
stone struck him full in the side of the head. He fell limply to the
ground and did not move again. When Chimal took the long, wide-bladed
knife from his fingers he saw that the man was still breathing
hoarsely. That was good: there had been enough killing. Bending just
as low as the man from Zaachila had done he retraced his steps.
There was no one to be seen: the searchers must be deep into the
swamp by now. Chimal wished them luck with the leeches and
mosquitoes—though the priests were welcome to these
discomforts, and perhaps some water snakes as well. Unseen, he
slipped up the path between the rocks and once more found himself
facing the apparently solid wall of rock.
Nothing had changed. The sun was higher now and flies buzzed about
the dead snake. When he bent close he could see that the crack in the
stone was still there.
What was inside—Coatlicue waiting?
That did not bear thinking about. He could die here, or he could
die at her hands. Hers might even be a quicker death. This was a
possible way out of the valley. He must see if he could use it.
The blade of the corn knife was too thick to be forced into the
vertical cracks, but the gap below was wider, perhaps held open by
the snake's crushed body. He worked the blade in and pulled up on it.
Nothing happened, the rock was still immobile rock. Then he tried
pushing it in at different spots and levering harder: the results
were the same. Yet Coatlicue was able to lift the rock door—why
couldn't he? He pushed deeper and tried again, and this time he felt
something move. Harder now, harder, he pried up with all the strength
of his legs. There was a loud crack and the knifeblade broke off in
his hands. He staggered back, holding the worn wooden handle and
looking in disbelief at the shining end of the metal stub.
This had to be the end. He was cursed by destruction and death, he
saw that now. Because of him
the first priest had died and the sun had not risen, he had caused
trouble and pain and now he had even broken one of the irreplaceable
tools that the people of the valley depended upon for survival. In an
agony of self-contempt he jammed the remaining bit of blade under the
door again— and heard excited voices on the path behind him.
Someone had found his spoor and had trailed him
here. They were close and they would have him
and he would be dead.
In anger and fear now he jabbed the broken stump into the crack,
back and forth, hating everything. He felt a resistance to the blade
and pushed harder, and something gave way. Then he had to fall back
as a great table of rock, as thick as his body, swung silently out
and away from the cliff.
Sitting there, all he could do was gape. A curved runnel stretched
out of sight into the rock, carved from the solid stone. What lay
beyond the curve was not visible.
Was Coatlicue waiting there for him? He had no time to think about
it because the voices were closer now, just entering the crevice.
Here was the exit he sought—why did he hesitate?
Still clutching the broken corn knife he fell through, scrambling
on all fours. As he did this the rock door swung shut behind him
as silently as it had opened. The sunlight diminished to a wedge, a
crack, a hairline of light—then vanished.
Chimal turned, his heart beating louder than a sacrificial drum in
his chest, to face the blackness there.
He took a single, hesitating step forward.
OUTSIDE
1
Cuix oc ceppa ye tonnemiquiuh?
In
yuh quimati moyol, hui!
zan cen tinemico. Ohuaya ohuaya.
Shall we live again, perhaps one more
time?
In your heart—you know!
We live but once.
No, he could not start forward, not as easily as that. He fell
back against the solid rock of the entrance and pushed his shoulders
tight to its surface.
This was where gods walked and he did not belong here. It was
asking too much. Certain death waited behind him, on the other side
of the stone, but it was the kind of death he knew about; almost an
old friend. He had actually gone so far as to press the broken knife
under the doorway again before he took a firm grip on his cowardly
nature.
"Be afraid, Chimal," he whispered into the darkness.
"But do not crawl like an animal." Still shaking he rose
and faced the black emptiness ahead. If it was to be death, then
death. He would walk forward and face it: he had cowered enough of
late.
With the fingertips of his left hand he traced the rough surface
of the rock wall, the broken knife was extended before him in bold,
though weak, defense. He walked forward, on his toes, keeping his
breathing shallow and trying to make no sound at all. The tunnel
curved and he was aware of a dim glow ahead. Daylight? The way out of
the valley? He went on, but stopped when he saw the source of light.
It was very hard to describe. The tunnel continued on ahead, and
seemed to straighten out, but at this spot there was what appeared to
be another tunnel opening off to the right. Before this dark opening,
set into the rock ceiling above, was something that glowed. There was
no other way to talk about it. It was a round area and looked smooth
and white, yet light came from it. As though there were a tunnel
behind it down which the sun shone, or perhaps a burning torch that
shone through this new substance. He could not tell. Slowly he came
toward it and looked up at it, but being close did not help him
at all to understand what it was. It did not matter now. It gave him
light here in the rock, that was enough to know. It was more
important to find out where this other tunnel might lead.
Chimal stepped forward to look into the tunnel and stared up at
the twin heads of Coatlicue no more than an arm's-length distance
from his face.
Inside his chest his heart gave a tremendous leap, piling his
chest as though it would burst, choking his throat and stopping his
breathing. She stood there, twice his height, looming over him,
fixing him with the steady serpent's gaze of her round red eyes. Her
poison fangs were as long as his hand. Her kirtle of living snakes
was just below his face. Wreaths of dried human hands and hearts hung
about her neck. The great edges of her claws were stained dark with
human blood.
She did not move.
Seconds passed before Chimal realized this. Her eyes were open,
she looked at him, yet she did not move. Was she sleeping? He had no
thought that he could escape her, but he could not bear to be this
close to her. The overwhelming fear of her presence started him down
the tunnel, and once he began to run he could not stop.
An interminable time later weariness slowed his legs and he
tripped and sprawled his length on the rough stone of the tunnel
floor. Once down he could not move; he just lay there drawing breath
after shuddering breath into the burning cavity of his chest. Still
Coatlicue did not strike. When he was able to, he lifted his head and
looked back down the tunnel, where the spots of light marked its
length, growing dimmer and dimmer until they finally vanished. He was
not being followed. The tunnel was still and nothing moved.
"Why?" Chimal asked aloud, but there was no answer from
the solid rock around him. In the silence and the loneliness another
kind of fear began to possess him. Would this tunnel ever have an end
that emerged outside the valley? Or had he penetrated to some realm
of the gods where, like a termite in a tree, he might bore on
forever, unnoticed and ignored, in an endless sealed passageway.
Everything was so different here that the rules of the valley did not
seem to apply, and there was a fogginess in 'his head when he thought
about it. If it were not for the pain, and hunger and thirst now, he
could almost believe that he had died when the rock had swung shut
behind him.
If he were not dead already he would certainly die here in this
barren tunnel—or
freeze. The rock on which he lay was
cold against his skin and he began to shiver once the heat of his
exertion had ebbed away. Pulling himself up against the wall he
walked on.
After he had passed eight more of the glowing spots of light the
tunnel ended. When Chimal came closer he saw that it was not a real
ending, but rather that his tunnel came into another tunnel that
extended off to the right and left. This new tunnel had smoother
walls and was much brighter than his, and the floor was covered with
some sort of white substance. He bent to touch it—then jerked
his hand away. It was warm—and
soft-—and for a
moment he thought it was some great white animal that stretched out
there, a worm of some kind. But, although it was warm and soft, it
did not appear to be alive, and he gingerly stepped out onto it.
To his right the tunnel vanished into the distance, its walls
unbroken or marked, but to the left he saw dark patches on both
walls. This was something different so he turned and went in that
direction. When he was close to the first one he saw that it was a
door, with a small knob on it, and appeared to be made completely of
metal. This would have been a marvel in the valley. He pushed and
pulled at the knob but nothing happened. Perhaps it was not a door at
all, but served some other more mysterious function. Anything was
possible here. He went on, past two more of the plates, and was just
coming to the third when it swung open toward him.
He crouched, tense, his fists clenched, the knife-stub ready,
waiting to see what emerged.
A black figure stepped through, swung the door shut behind it with
a loud clang, and turned to face him. It had the face of a young
girl.
Time stopped as each of them stood, unable to move, looking at the
other, sharing the same expression of shocked disbelief.
Her face was human and, when he examined her black coverings more
closely, her body seemed to be human under their guise. But their
strangeness baffled him. A hood of shining black material completely
covered her head except for her face, which was thin, very pale and
bloodless with dark, widened eyes and thin black eyebrows that met
over her nose. She was more than a head shorter than him
and had to lean back to look up into his face. The rest of her
body was draped tightly in some soft woven material, not unlike that
of a priest's gown, that changed to shiny, hard-looking coverings
that reached from her knees to the ground. And all about her body
were gleaming lengths of metal; fastened to the outside of her arms
and legs, girding her body, supporting her head, bending at her
joints. Around her waist was a shining belt from which hung unknown
dark objects.
When her eyes swept over his bare body, noting the cuts, bruises
and clotted blood, she shuddered and her hand flew to her lips. Her
fingers were also encased in black.
It was Chimal who spoke first. He was drained of fear, there had
been too much of it, and her fright at his presence was obvious.
"Can you talk?" he said. "Who are you?"
She opened her mouth and only gasped, then tried again. She said,
"You are not here. It is not possible." Her voice was
shrill and weak.
He laughed aloud. "I am here, you see me. Now answer my
questions." Emboldened by her fear he reached out and pulled at
one of the objects at her waist. It was metal and fastened to her
somehow because it did not come free. She squawked and tried to pull
away. He let go suddenly and she fell back against the wall.
"Tell me," he said, "Where am I?"
Her frightened eyes still upon him, she touched a square thing at
her waist and it dropped into her hand. He thought it might be a
weapon and he made ready to take it from her, but she raised it to
her face and put her lips near it. Then she spoke.
"Over seventeen porfer staynet Watchman Steel. There is an
oboldonol lonen in tunnel one nine nine bay emma, can you read me…"
"What are you saying?" he woke in. "You can speak
yet some of the words you speak do not mean anything." Her
actions baffled him.
She kept talking, still looking at him wide-eyed. When she had
finished speaking her incomprehensible mixture of words and nonsense
sounds she put the object back at her waist then slid very slowly to
a sitting position on the floor of the tunnel. She put her face into
her hands and began to sob uncontrollably and ignored him even when
he pushed her with his foot.
"What are you doing this for? Why won't you speak words to me
that I can understand?"
Her bent head shook with the force of her crying and she took her
hands from her face and clutched at something that hung about her
neck, on a string that seemed to be made of small metal beads. Chimal
pried it from her fingers, angry at her now for her incomprehensible
actions and lack of intelligible response, and easily overcame her
her feeble attempts to hold onto it. It was black, like everything
else about her, and just as baffling. Smaller than his hand, and in
shape not unlike a small brick of adobe. There were six deep openings
cut into one side and when he turned it toward the light above he saw
that each of them had a number at the bottom of the opening.
1 8 6 1 7 3
This was meaningless, as was the shining rod that came out of one
end. It did not push or twist, or apparently move in any way. He
tried to press on it but it hurt his finger: it was tipped with many
small barbs that bit into his skin. Meaningless. He dropped it and
the girl snatched it up at once and pressed it to her breast.
Everything about the girl was a mystery. He bent and touched the
wide metal band that came up behind her head. It was fixed to the
material that covered her entire head, and hinged at the back of her
neck so it moved when she did. A shout sounded from far down the
tunnel.
Chimal jumped back, his broken-bladed knife ready, as another girl
hurried up. She was garbed like the first and paid him not the
slightest attention. Bending over the first girl she made comforting
noises and spoke to her softly. There were more shouts and a third,
almost identical, figure came out of a metal door and joined the
first. This one was a man, yet he acted no differently.
Three more of them appeared and Chimal backed away from their
growing numbers, even though they continued to ignore him.
They helped the first girl to her feet and talked together, all at
once, in the same maddening mixture of words and nonsense that the
girl had used. They appeared to have reached some kind of decision
because, most reluctantly, they admitted Chimal's existence, darting
looks at him then turning
quickly away. An older man, who had cracked lips and lines about his
eyes, even took a pace toward Chimal and looked directly at him, then
spoke.
"We go to the morasoraver."
"Where?"
The man, strangely reluctant, and turning away while he said it,
repeated the new word over and over again until Chimal could repeat
it—although he still did not know its meaning.
"We go to the Master Observer," the man said again, and
turned away as though starting down the tunnel. "You come with
us."
"Why should I?" Chimal said belligerently. He was tired,
hungry and thirsty, and annoyed at these things that he did not
understand. "Who are you? What is this place? Answer me."
The man just shook his head hopelessly and made little beckoning
gestures.
The first girl, her eyes red and her face stained with tears,
stepped forward. "Come with us to the Master Observer," she
said.
"Answer my questions."
She looked around at the others before answering. "He will
answer your questions."
"The Master Observer is a man? Why didn't you tell me that in
the beginning?" They did not answer; it was hopeless. He might
as well go with them, nothing could be gained by staying here. They
must eat and drink and perhaps he would find some of that along the
way as well. "I'll come," he said, starting forward.
They moved quickly away in front of him, leading the way. None of
them thought to go behind him.
The tunnel came to a branching, then to another, passing many
doorways, and soon he was completely confused as to direction. They
went down wide stairways, very much like the steps of the pyramid,
that led to more caverns below. Some of them were large and contained
devices of metal that were incomprehensible. None of them appeared to
contain food or water so he did not stop. He was very tired. It
seemed a long time before they entered an even higher cavern and
faced a man, an older man, who was dressed just like the others
except that his coverings were colored a deep red. He must be a
leader or a chief, Chimal thought, or even
a priest.
"If you are the Master Observer I want you to answer my
questions…"
The man looked past Chimal, through him, as though he didn't
exist, and spoke to the others. "Where did you find him?"
The girl gave one of those incomprehensible answers that Chimal
was beginning to expect by this time. Impatiently, he looked about
the chamber at the twisted and brooding, infinitely strange objects.
There was a small table against one wall with some unidentifiable
things on it, one of which might very well have been a cup. Chimal
went to look and saw that one of the containers held a transparent
liquid that could be water. He suspected everything in this world
now, so he dipped his fingertip into it and tasted it carefully.
Water, nothing else. Raising the container to his mouth he drained
over half of it at once. It was flat and tasteless, like rain water,
but it slaked his thirst well. When he poked at some gray wafers they
crumbled to his touch. Chimal picked one up and held it out to the
man who was standing close by.
"Is this food?" he asked. The man turned his head away
and tried to edge back into the crowd: Chimal took him by the arm and
spun him about. "Well, is it? Tell me." Frightened the man
nodded a reluctant agreement, then moved swiftly away as soon as he
was released. Chimal poked the broken knife into the waistband of his
maxtli and began to eat. It was poor stuff, with no more flavor than
ashes, but it filled the stomach.
When he had taken the edge from his hunger, Chimal's attention was
drawn back to the affairs in progress. The girl had finished talking
and the red-garbed Master Observer was considering her report. He
paced before them, hands clasped behind his back and lips pursed with
thought: the room was silent while they waited patiently for a
decision. The worried lines about his eyes and the wrinkles into
which his frowning mouth was permanently set showed that
responsibility and decision-making were his accepted duties. Chimal,
washing down the food with the remaining water, did not try to
interfere again. All of their actions had an air of madness about
them, or one of the games children play where they make believe
someone isn't there.
"My decision is this," the Master Observer said,
turning, to face them, his motions heavy with the weight of
responsibility. "You have heard the report of Watchman Steel.
You know where—" his glance flicked toward Chimal for the
first tune, then quickly away, "—he was found. Therefore
it is my statement that he is from the valley." Some of the
audience turned to look at Chimal now, as though this placing had
given him a physical existence he had not had before. Tired and
sated, Chimal leaned against the wall and pried some of the food from
behind his teeth with his tongue and swallowed it.
"Now follow closely my thoughts because they are of the
loungst importance. This man is of the valley yet he can not return
to the valley. I will tell you why. It is written in the klefg vebret
that the people of the valley, the derrers, shall not know of the
Watchers. That is ordained. This one will not then go back to the
valley.
"Now listen closely again. He is here, but he is not a
Watcher. Only Watchers are permitted here. Can anyone tell me what
this means?"
There was a long silence, broken finally by a weak voice which
said, "He cannot be here and he cannot be in the valley too."
"Correct," the Master Observer said, with a stately nod.
"Then tell us, please, where can he be?"
"That is the question you must ask yourselves, and search
your hearts for the answer. A man who cannot be in the valley or
cannot be here, then cannot be. That is the truth of it. A man cannot
be therefore is not, and a man who is not is therefore dead."
This last word was clear enough, and Chimal had the knife in his
hand and his back to the wall in an instant. The others were much
slower in understanding, and long seconds passed before someone said,
"But he is not dead, he is alive."
The Master Observer nodded and called the speaker from the crowd,
a bent man with an old and lined face. "You have spoken
correctly, Watchman Strong, and since you see so clearly you will
solve the problem for us and arrange that he will be dead." Then
he issued completely incomprehensible
instructions to the man, turning back to the others as the watchman
left.
"Our tikw is to guard and protect life, that is why we are
watchmen. But in his wisdom the Great Designer…" when he
said this he touched the fingers of his right hand to the small box
that hung about his neck and there was a quick flurry of motion as
the others did the same, "— did provide for all wbwmrieio
and there is close by that which we need."
As he finished speaking the elderly watchman returned
with a piece of metal the size and shape of a large log of firewood.
It fell heavily to the floor when he put it down, and the watchers
stepped aside to make room for it Chimal could see that it had a
handle of some kind on one end, with large letters beneath it. He
tilted his head to see if he could read them. T…U…R…N…
Turn. They were the same kind of letters he knew from the temple
school.
"Turn," the watchman said, reading aloud. "Do that,
Watchman Strong," the Master Observer ordered.
The man obeyed, twisting on the handle until a loud hissing began.
As soon as the noise stopped the end came off in his hand and Chimal
could see that the object was not solid, but was a metal tube. The
watchman reached in and pulled out something shaped like a long stick
with bumps and projections on it. A piece of paper fell to the floor
as he did this and he looked at it, then handed it to the Master
Observer.
"PUIKLING STRUSUN," he read aloud. "This is for
killing. The part with the letter A on it is held in the left hand."
He, and everyone else, looked at Watchman Strong as he turned the
device over and over in his hands.
"There are many letters in metal," he said. "Here
is a C, here a G…"
"That is understood," the Master Observer snapped. "You
will find the part with an A and you will hold it in your left hand."
Trembling under the cold lash of the words, the watchman turned
the object around until he found the correct letter and, clutching it
in his left hand, held the device for killing triumphantly out before
him.
"Next, then. The narrowing of the rear with the letter B on
it is held in the right hand," he glanced up as this was quickly
accomplished, "then the rear of the device with the letter C is
placed against the right shoulder."
They all looked on expectantly as the man raised the thing and
poked it against his shoulder, his left hand holding it from
underneath and his right hand from the top. The Master Observer
observed this, then gave a brief nod of satisfaction.
"Now I read how to kill. The device is pointed at the thing
that is to be killed." The Master Observer looked up and
realized that he was directly in front of the device. "Not at
me, you fool," he spat angrily, and bodily pulled the watchman
around until he was facing the side of the room where Chimal stood.
The others moved back to each side and waited expectantly. The Master
Observer read on.
"In order to kill, the small lever of metal with the letter D
on it, which is on the bottom of the device, must be pulled back with
the index finger of the right hand." He looked up at the
watchman who was trying vainly to reach the little lever.
"I cannot do it," he said. "My finger is on top and
the lever is on the bottom."
"Then turn your bowbed hand over!" the Master Observer
shouted, out of patience.
All of this Chimal had been observing with strong feelings of
disbelief. Could it be that these people had no experience with
weapons or killing? This must be true or why else should they act in
this impossible manner. And were they going to kill him—just
like this? Only the unrealness of the dreamlike scene had prevented
him from acting before. And, in truth, he wanted to see how this
strange weapon operated. He had almost waited until it was too late,
he realized, as the elderly watchman turned his hand over and his
groping finger reached out and depressed the metal lever.
Chimal dived to one side as the thing turned to point at him. As
he did so there was a quick blast of heat and one of the devices
against the wall behind him exploded and began to bum smokily. People
were screaming. Chimal hurled himself into the thick of the crowd and
the weapon sought him out
and fired again. This time there was a screech of pain and one of the
women fell over, the side of her head as scorched and blackened as if
it had been thrust into a fire.
Now the large chamber was filled with fearful, running people, and
Chimal pushed through them, knocking down any who came in his way.
The watchman with the weapon was standing still, the device dangling,
has eyes widened with shock. Chimal struck him in the chest with his
clenched fist and pulled it away from his weak grip. Now, feeling
stronger since he held the killing thing, Chimal turned to face any
attack.
There was none, just confusion and a welter of shouted orders. He
was ignored again, even though he held the device. He walked through
the identically garbed crowd until he found the girl he had first met
in the tunnel. He could have picked anyone: perhaps he chose her
because he had known her the longest in this strange place. Pulling
her by the arm he led her to the exit from the chamber.
"Take me away from here," he ordered.
"Where?" she asked, twisting with weak fright in his
grip.
Where? To some place where he could rest and eat some more. "Take
me to your home." He pushed her out into the corridor and
prodded her spine with his new weapon.
2
In this corridor even the walls were of metal, and other
substances he did not recognize, with no sign of rock anywhere. Door
after identical door opened from the corridor and Chimal, walking
behind the girl, almost ran into her when she stopped abruptly.
"This is mine," she said, still half-dazed with fear of
the unknown.
"How do you know?" he asked suspiciously, worrying about
traps.
"Because of the number." He looked at the black figures
on the metal of the door and grunted, then kicked at the door which
flew open. He pushed her in ahead of him, then closed and put his
back to the door.
"This is a small house," he said.
"It is a room."
The room was no more than a man's height wide and about twice as
long. Something that was probably a sleeping mat lay on the ledge,
and cabinets were against the wall. There was another door that he
pulled open. It led to an even smaller room that contained a seat
with a hid and some devices fixed to the wall. There appeared to be
no other way out of this room.
"Do you have food?" he asked.
"No, of course not Not here."
"You must eat?"
"But not in my room. At the teykogh with the others,
that is the way it is."
Another strange word, his head ached from so many of them. He had
to find out where he was and who these people were, but he needed
rest first: fatigue was a gray blanket that threatened to fall and
smother him. She would call for help if he went to sleep; there was
the box that talked to her that had brought aid when he had first
found her.
"Take that off," he ordered, pointing to the belt and
hanging things about her waist
"It is not done with others present," she said,
horrified.
Chimal was too tired to argue: he struck her across the face.
"Take it off."
Sobbing, the red imprint of his fingers clear on her white skin,
she did something to the belt and it loosened and fell to the floor.
He threw it against the far wall.
"Is there a way out of this little room with the seat,"
he asked, and when she shook her head no he believed her and
pushed her into it. Then he closed the door and lay down against it
so that it could not be moved without disturbing him, placed his head
on his arm, held the killing thing against his chest and fell
instantly asleep.
He awoke after some unknown length of time. The light came from
above as it had before. He shifted position on the floor and went to
sleep again.
The pushing annoyed him, and he mumbled in his sleep but he did
not awake. He moved, to stop the irritation, and something about this
bothered him and drove him up out of a heavy and engulfing
unconsciousness. When he opened his eyes, thick with sleep, he could
not imagine where he was: he blinked at the black figure that was
running across the room away from him. Watchman Steel was at the
door, opening it, before his befogged senses stirred to life. He
heaved himself forward, reaching out, and just managed to clutch her
ankle as she started through. Once he touched her all resistance
stopped completely and she just lay inert, weeping, as he dragged her
across the floor then rose and kicked shut the exit. He leaned
against it, shaking his head, trying to wake up. His body was sore
all over and he was still tired despite the sleep.
"Where is there water?" he said, stirring her with his
toe. She only moaned louder, eyes open and filled with tears, fists
clenched at her sides. "I'm not going to hurt you, so stop that.
I just want some help." Despite what he said he grew angry when
she didn't answer and he slapped her again. "Tell me."
Still sobbing deeply the girl rolled over and pointed to the room
where she had been imprisoned. He looked in and saw that the little
chair had a cover that lifted on a hinge, and beneath it. was; a
large bowl of water. When he bent to scoop some out the girl
screeched incoherently. She was sitting up, shaking her finger,
horrified.
"No," she finally gasped out. "No. That water is…
not for drinking. There, on the wall, the nodren, that water you can
drink."
Worried by her obvious alarm, Chimal forced her into the room and
made her explain its functions. She would not even look at the
seat-bowl, but she filled another bowl on the wall with cold water
that ran out of, a piece of. metal when she touched it the right way.
After he had drunk his fill he poked at the other devices in the room
and she told him what they
were. The shower delighted him. He fixed it so that it ran hot and
steaming, then tore off his maxtili and stood under the spray. The
door was left open so he could watch the girl, and he paid no
attention when she screamed again and ran to face the far wall,
trembling. Her actions were so inexplicable that he did not attempt
to understand, nor care what she did, as long as she did not try to
escape again. When he pressed the button that made the soap foam it
hurt, but his cuts felt better afterwards. Then he worked the handles
to make the water the coldest it could be, before using the other
control that blew warm air on him.
While his body was drying he rinsed out his maxtili in the bowl-chair
that she would not look at, then squeezed it out and put it back on.
For the first time since he had entered the door in the rock he
had a moment to stop and think. Up until now events had pushed him
and he had reacted. Now, perhaps he could get some answers to the
multitude of questions that filled his head.
"Turn around and stop that noise," he told the girl, and
seated himself on the sleeping mat. It was very comfortable.
Her fingers were splayed against the wall, as though she were
trying to push her way through it, and she remained that way while
she turned her head, hesitantly, to look behind her. When she saw him
seated she turned to face him
and stood stiffly, her hands clasped before her and her fingers
turning over and over.
"That's much better." Her face was a white mask, her
eyes red rimmed and set in black circles from the continual crying.
"Now tell me your name."
"Watchman Steel."
"All right, Steel. What do you do here?"
"I do my work, as it is ordered. I am a trepiol mar…"
"Not what you do, you yourself, but all of you, here in these
tunnels under the mountains."
She shook her head at the question. "I… I don't
understand you. We each do our ordered task, and serve the Great
Designer as is our honor…"
"That means nothing, be quiet." They talked the same
way, yet some words were new, and he could not make her understand
what he wanted to know. He would start from the beginning then, and
build things up slowly. "And stop being frightened, I don't want
to hurt you. It was your Master Observer who sent for this thing that
kills. Sit down. Here, sit beside me."
"I cannot you…" She was too horrified to finish.
"I what."
"You are… you have not… you are uncovered."
Chimal could understand that. These cave people had a taboo about
going about uncovered, just as the women in the valley must wear
huipil to cover the bare upper parts of their bodies when they went
to the temple. "I wear my maxtili," he said, pointing to
his loincloth. "I have no other covering here. If you have
something I will do as you ask."
"You are sitting on a blanket," she said.
He found that there were layers to this sleeping mat, and the top
one was made of soft and rich cloth. When he wrapped it around him
the girl visibly relaxed. She did not sit by him, but instead pressed
a latch on the wall and a small, backless chair fell into position:
she seated herself upon it.
"To begin," he said. "You hide in the rock here,
but you know of my valley and my people." She nodded. "Good,
so far. You know of us but we do not know of you. How is that?"
"It is ordained, for we are the Watchers."
"And your name is Watchman Steel. Then why do you
watch us in secret? What are you doing?"
She shook her head helplessly. "I cannot speak. Such
knowledge is forbidden. Kill me, it is better. I cannot speak…"
Her teeth clamped into her lower lip so hard that a thick drop of
blood formed and trickled down her chin.
"That is a secret I will have," he told her quietly. "I
want to know what is happening. You are of the outside world
beyond my valley. You have the metal tools and all the things that we
are cut off from, and you know about us—but you keep hidden. I
want to know why…"
A deep booming, like the striking of a great song, filled the room
and Chimal was on his feet instantly, holding ready the thing that
kills. "What is that?" he asked, but Watchman Steel was not
listening to him.
As the sound came again she dropped to her knees and bent her head
over her clasped hands. She was muttering a prayer, or incantation of
some kind, and her words were lost in the greater sound. Three times
the gong struck, and on the third stroke she held up the little box
that hung [missing text in original] until one of her fingers was
bare. On the fourth stroke she pressed down hard on the rod of metal
so that it first slipped into the case, then slowly returned. Then
she released the box and began to cover her finger again. Before she
could do this, Chimal reached down and took her hand, turning it
over. There was a small pattern of indentations in her flesh from the
barbs on the metal rod, and even some drops of blood. The whole pad
of her finger was covered with a pattern of tiny white scars. Steel
pulled her hand away and quickly slipped the cloth over the exposed
flesh.
"You people do many strange things," he said, and took
the box from her hand. She was pulled close to him when he looked in
the little windows again. The numbers were the same as before—or
were they? Had not in the last number on the right been a three? It
was a four now. Curiously, he pushed on the rod, even though it hurt
his fingertip. Steel cried out and clawed for the box. The last
number was now five. He released it and she pulled away from him,
cradling the object, and ran to the far end of the room.
"Very strange things," he said, looking at the dots of
blood on his finger. Before he could speak again there was a light
tapping on the door and a voice said, "Watchman Steel!"
Chimal sprang silently to her side and clamped his hand over her
mouth. Her eyes closed and she shuddered and went limp. It could be a
ruse on her part: he held her just as firmly.
"Watchman Steel?" the voice spoke again, and a second
one said, "She is not here, open the door and look."
"But think of privacy! What if she is here and we enter?"
"If she is here why doesn't she answer?"
"She did not report for femio last yerfb, she may be ill."
"The Master Observer ordered us to find her and said we must
look in her quarters."
"Did he say look for her in her quarters or at her
quarters? There is a great difference in the meaning."
"He said in."
"Then we must open the door."
As the door began to move tentatively open Chimal pulled it wide
and kicked in the stomach the man who was standing outside. He
collapsed at once, falling onto the killing thing which he held.
There was a second man who tried to run, but he had no weapon and
Chimal caught up with him easily and hit him with his fist on the
side of the neck and knocked him
down, then pulled him back to the room.
Chimal looked down at the three unconscious bodies and wondered
what to do. More searchers would come soon, that was certain, so he
could not stay here. But where could he hide in this strange place?
He needed a guide—and the girl would be easiest to manage. He
picked her up and threw her over his shoulder, then took the killing
thing. The corridor was empty when he looked out, so he turned and
went off swiftly in the opposite direction from which they had come.
There were more doors here, but he had to go a little distance at
least before the search began. He took one turning, then another,
every moment tense and waiting to meet someone. He was still alone.
Another turning brought him to a short hall, carved from rock again,
that ended in a large door. Rather than go back he leaned on the
handle and swung it open. He had the weapon ready, but there was no
one waiting inside. This was a very large cavern that stretched into
the distance. It was broken into many aisles that held bins and
countless shelves. A storehouse of some kind. This would do until the
girl came to, then he would make her lead him to some safer place—and
some food. Perhaps there was even food here, that was not an
impossible idea. He ran far into the cavern, to a dark aisle where
not much light reached, and dumped her onto the floor. She did not
stir so he left her there while he prowled through the place, opening
boxes and picking things from the shelves. In one of the bins he
found many bundles of black cloth that had been sewn in strange
shapes. When he pulled one out he realized that the dangling lengths
were like arms and legs and that these were the clothes that the
watchers wore. He took up two armloads and went back to the
unconscious girl. She still had not moved. He dropped his load and,
squatting under the light, tried to find the manner in which the
garment was closed. The air here was cooler than in Steel's room and
he would not mind wearing something to keep his body warm.
After a good deal of experimentation, and cutting one of the
garments to ribbons in his anger, he discovered that a small metal
button, set under the wearer's chin, could be made to move down if it
was turned first. When it moved the cloth parted behind it, opening
straight down between the legs and halfway up the back so that the
garment almost split in two. He opened a number of the things this
way, but threw them away in disgust when he found he could force his
legs barely halfway into them. The garments must be made in different
sizes and the ones he had found were all of the smallest. There had
to be a way of finding the large ones: the girl would know. Chimal
went to her but she still lay with her eyes closed, breathing
hoarsely: her skin had a grayish tinge to it and, when he touched it,
was cool and slightly damp. He wondered if anything was wrong.
Perhaps she had been injured when she fell. Moved by curiosity, he
twisted the button under her chin and pulled it down as far as it
would go and spread the cloth aside. She was not injured as far as he
could see. Her skin was white as paper and her ribs poked against it
from beneath like hard knuckles. Her breasts were low mounds, like
those of a half-grown girl, and he felt no stirrings of desire at all
when he looked at her flaccid nakedness. There was a wide belt of
some gray substance about her waist, secured at the front by a piece
of cord threaded through the ends. He snapped the cord and pulled the
belt off and saw that where it had gone around her body, her skin was
red and inflamed. When he passed his finger along the inside of the
belt it felt both rough and sharp, as though it were lined with many
tiny cactus thorns. It was beyond understanding: he threw it aside
and looked at the pads that held the flexible rods to her body.
Perhaps she was very weak and the rods helped hold her up. But was
everyone here that weak? When he pushed at the piece of metal that
supported the back of her head it came away, pulling her hood with
it. Her hair had been shaved close to her skull and was now only
short, dark stubble. None of this could be understood easily. He
closed her garment and put the hood into place as he had found it,
then sat back on his heels and wondered about these things. He sat
there patiently for some time until she stirred and opened her eyes.
"How do you feel now?" he asked. She blinked rapidly and
looked around before she answered. "I'm all right, I think. I
feel very tired."
This time Chimal used patience when he talked to her; if he hit
her and she started crying again he would learn nothing. "Do you
know what these are?" he asked, pointing to the pile of
clothing.
"They are vabin—where did you get them?"
"Right here, there are many of them. I wanted one to cover my
body but they are all too small."
"They are numbered inside, there, see," she sat up and
pointed inside one of the garments.
"I'll show you where they are. You find me the one I can
wear."
Steel was ready to help, but she staggered when she tried to rise.
He helped her to her feet and in her discomfort she did not seem to
be bothered by his touch. When he showed her the bins she checked the
numbering and pointed to the last one. "In there, they are the
biggest" She closed her eyes and turned her face away when he
broke open a bundle and started to pull one of them on. It stretched
to a smooth fit and felt warm.
"There, now I look like anyone else," he said, and she
glanced at him and relaxed
a bit.
"May I go now?" she asked, hesitantly.
"Very soon," he told her, lying. "Just answer a few
questions first. Is there any food here?"
"I—don't know. I was only in the warehouse one time
before, a long time ago…"
"What is that word you used, about this place?"
"Warehouse. A place where things are stored."
"Warehouse. I'll remember the word." And I will learn
what a lot of other words mean before I leave this place. "Can
you see if there is food here?"
"Yes, I suppose I can look."
Chimal followed a few yards behind her, ready to leap and hold her
if she tried to run, but stayed far enough away to give her an
illusion of freedom. She did find some tightly sealed bricks that she
told him were called emergency rations, things to be eaten when other
food was not available. He took them back to the secluded corner he
had first found before he opened them.
"It doesn't taste like very much," he told her after he
had broken the transparent skirt and tasted the paste inside.
"It is very nutritious," she told him, then hesitantly
asked for some for herself. He gave a package to her after she had
explained what this new word meant.
"You have lived here all your life?" he asked, licking
his fingers.
"Yes, of course," Steel answered, startled by the
question.
Chimal did not respond at once, but frowned in concentration
instead. This girl must know all the things he needed to know—but
how to get her to tell them? He realized that he had to ask the right
questions to get the right answers, as though this were a child's
game with different rules. I am a turkey. How can you tell that I am
a turkey? What were the proper questions here?
"Do you ever leave here, to go to the world outside the
valley?"
She seemed baffled. "Of course not. That is impossible…"
Her eyes widened suddenly. "I cannot tell you."
Chimal changed the subject quickly. "You know about our
gods?" he asked, and she nodded agreement. "Do you know
about Coatlicue?" Coatlicue who had entered these tunnels.
"I cannot tell you about that."
"There seems to be very few things that you can tell me
about." But he smiled at her when he said it, instead of hitting
her as he might have done earlier, and she almost smiled back. He was
learning. "Haven't you wondered how I came to the place where
you found me?"
"I had not thought about it," Steel admitted frankly:
she obviously had little curiosity about things unknown. "How
did you get there?"
"I followed Coatlicue in from the valley." Was there no
way of getting information out of the girl? What did she want to
hear? "I want to return. Do you think I could?"
She sat up and nodded happily. "Yes, that is what you should
do."
"Will you help me?"
"Yes…" then her face crumpled. "You cannot.
You will tell them about us and that is forbidden."
"If I told them—would they believe me? Or would they
take me to the temple to release the captive god from my head?"
She thought hard. "Yes, that is what would happen. The
priests would kill you at the temple. The others would believe you
possessed."
You do know a lot about us, he thought—and I know nothing at
all about you except the fact of your existence. That is going to
change. Aloud he said, "I cannot return the way I came, but
there must be another way…"
"None I know of, except for the vulture feeding." Her
hand went to her mouth, covering it, and her eyes widened as she
realized she had said too much.
"The vultures, of course," he almost shouted the words.
He jumped to his feet and paced back and forth the length of the
aisle. "That is what you do, you feed them. You bring them your
sacrifices and your dead instead of burning them. That is how the
meat got to the ledge, the gods did not bring it."
Steel was horrified. "We do not give them our sacred dead.
The vultures eat meat from the tivs." She broke off suddenly. "I
cannot tell you anymore. I cannot talk to you because I say things
that I should not."
"You'll tell me much more." He reached for her but she
shrank back and tears filled her eyes again. This was not the way. "I
won't touch you," he said, going to the far end of the aisle,
"so you don't have to be frightened." How could he make her
help him? His eyes went to the tumbled heap of clothing and to the
end of the belt that protruded from beneath. He pulled it out and
waved it at her.
"What is this thing?"
"A monasheen, it should not be here."
"Teach me that word. What does it mean?"
"Mortification. It is a holy reminder of purity, to clarify
the thoughts in the correct manner." She stopped, gasping, her
fingers flying to her waist. A wave of red suffused her face as she
realized what had happened. He nodded.
"Yes, it's yours. I took it from you. I have power over you,
do you understand that now. Will you take me to the place of the
vultures?" When she shook her head no he took a single step
toward her and said, "Yes you will. You will take me there so I
can return to my people and you will then be able to forget about me.
I can do you no harm when I am back in the valley. But if I remain
with you, I know what to do with your taboo. I will do more this time
than remove your mortification. I will open your clothes, I will take
them off—"
She fell, but she did not faint He did not help her up because he
knew that his touch might push her too far and she would then be of
no help to him at all. Now it was just fear of what might be done
that drove.
"Get up," Chimal said, "and lead me there. There is
nothing else that you can do."
He stepped back as she pulled herself up on the shelves. When she
started out he went one pace behind her, not touching her, with the
killing thing ready in his hand.
"Stay away from people," he warned her. "If anyone
tries to stop us I will kill them. So if you call to them you
will be killing them."
Chimal did not know if his warning meant anything to her, whether
she took deserted passages or that this way was normally empty of
people, but in any case they encountered no one. Once there was a
flicker of motion at a crossways ahead, but when they reached it
there was no one there.
It was a very long time before they came to the side cavern that
branched off from the main one. Steel, swaying with fatigue, pointed
wordlessly to it, but she nodded agreement when Chimal asked her if
this was the tunnel that led to their destination. It reminded him
very much of the way he had first entered. The flooring was of smooth
rock, while the walls and ceilings were rough-hewn, still bearing the
marks of the tools that had cut them. There was one important
difference here: two thin bars of metal were fastened to the floor
and vanished into the distance with the arrow-straight tunnel.
"Leave me," she begged.
"We stay together, every foot of the way." There was no
need to tell her yet that he had no intention of leaving the tunnels,
that he was just gathering information about them.
It was a very long way and he regretted not taking water with
them. Watchman Steel was staggering now and they stopped twice so she
could rest. In the end the tunnel emerged into a larger cavern. The
metal bars continued across the floor and into another tunnel on the
far side.
"What is this?" Chimal asked, looking around at the
unknown fittings of the place.
"There is the way," she said, pointing. "You can
move that cover to look through, and those are the controls that open
the door."
There was a large metal panel set into the wall where she pointed,
with a disk in its center. The disk moved aside when he pushed it and
he could see out through the opening it revealed. He found himself
looking through a cleft between two rocks at the afternoon sky.
There, blue in the distance, he could see the cliff and the
range of peaks that lay beyond Zaachila. Directly in front of him was
a shadowed ledge and the stark silhouette of a vulture. It extended
its wings while he watched and launched itself out into the sunlight,
soaring away in a great slow circle.
"This is Watchman Steel," he heard her say, and he
turned quickly. She was across the cavern and was talking at a metal
box that hung on the wall. "The one is here with me. He cannot
get away. Come take him at once."
3
Chimal grabbed the girl by the arm, pulling her away from the
metal box and throwing her to the floor. The box had a round disk on
the front, and buttons, as well as a slotted opening. A voice came
from it.
"Watchman Steel, your report has been heard. Now we are
checking the ralort. What is your exact location…"
Chimal raised the killing thing and pressed the metal lever. It
killed black boxes as well. The voice spluttered and stopped and the
box exploded with flame.
"That won't help," Steel said, sitting up and rubbing
her arm, her lips curved into a cold little smile of success. "They
can find out where I called from, so they know you are here. There is
no way to escape."
"I can return to the valley. How does that metal door open?"
Reluctantly, she crossed to the spot where a bar with a black
handle protruded from the wall, and pulled the bar down. The plate
swung outward silently, and daylight flooded the cavern. A vulture,
about to land on the ledge outside, frightened by the motion, flapped
loudly and soared away. Chimal looked out across the valley, smelling
the familiar cool air above the odor of bird excrement
"They'll kill me at once if I go back there," he said,
and pushed the girl out onto the ledge.
"What are you doing?" she gasped, then screamed as he
pushed the handle the other way and the door began to close. Her loud
wails were cut off suddenly as rock thudded against rock.
There was a rising, whining sound coming from the tunnel behind
him, and a gentle breath of air was driving out of its mouth. Chimal
ran and put his back against the wall close to the opening and raised
the killing thing. The noise increased and the wind from the tunnel
blew faster. These people had great powers: what strange thing were
they sending after him, to kill him? Chimal pressed his body hard
against the rock as the noise grew louder—and from the tunnel
burst a platform with many men on it. There was a great squealing and
it shuddered and stopped and Chimal saw that the men all carried
killing things. He pointed his weapon at them and pulled the lever.
Once, twice the flame burst out, striking among the men, then the
thing died in his hands and nothing more happened no matter how hard
he pulled and, in desperation, he squeezed too hard and the lever
broke off. Swinging it like a dub he attacked.
Chimal thought he would die before he advanced a foot, and his
skin crawled, waiting for the fire to wash over him. But his two
blasts had struck among the crowded men and had done fiery work. Some
were dead, and others were burned and in pain. Violence and
inflicting death were new things to them; but not to Chimal who had
lived with these twin inhumanities all of his life. As long as he
could move, he would fight. Before a single flame could blast at him
he was in among the men, swinging the metal thing about like a flail.
It was an unequal battle. Six men had entered the cavern, yet
within the minute two of them were dead and the others wounded and
unconscious. Chimal stood over them, panting, waiting for some
movement. The last one that had stirred had received a blow on the
head and was now as motionless as the others. Throwing away the
useless killing thing, he strode over and pushed the handle that
opened the feeding door. Watchman Steel was slumped against the rock,
as close to the door as she could get, her face buried in her hands.
He had to drag her in because she made no move to help herself. She
stayed where he dropped her while he removed the wounded and dead
from the platform, being careful not to touch the little shining
buttons and rods at the front. He was beginning to learn about them.
When it had been cleared, curiosity got the better of him and he
examined the thing. Underneath there were wheels, such as were
sometimes used on children's toys, that rode on the metal bars that
were attached to the rock floor. Some power, controlled from the top,
must make these wheels turn and move the platform along. The most
interesting part was the shield that rose up in the front. It
appeared to be as hard as metal, yet it was clear as water: he could
look through it as though it were not there.
The platform rode the bars of metal. He followed them with his eye
as they crossed the large cavern and vanished into the smaller tunnel
ahead. Perhaps he would not have to go back to face any more of the
killing things.
"Get up," he ordered the girl, dragging her to her feet
when she did not respond at once. "Where does this tunnel go
to?" She looked first, in horror, at the wounded men dumped on
the floor, then followed his pointing finger. "I don't
know," she finally stammered. "Maintenance is not my work.
Perhaps it is a maintenance tunnel."
He made her explain what maintenance was before he pushed her to
the platform. "What is the name of this?" he asked.
"It is a car."
"Can you make it move? Answer without lying."
Violence and death had drained her of hope. "Yes, yes I can,"
she answered, almost in a whisper.
"Show me then."
The car was very simple to operate. He put a new killing thing
into it and sat beside her while she showed him. One lever made it go
forward and back, and the further it was pushed the faster the car
went. When it was released it returned to its middle position while a
second lever did something that slowed and stopped the car. Chimal
started them forward slowly, bending over when they entered the
tunnel until he saw that there was a good deal of space between his
head and the rock above. The lights, he had learned that word too,
moved by faster and faster as he pushed on the lever. Finally, he had
it jammed forward as far as it would go and the car raced at a
tremendous speed down the tunnel. The walls tore by on each side and
the air screamed around the transparent front. Watchman Steel
crouched beside him, terrified, and he laughed, then slowed the
speed. Ahead of them the row of lights began to curve off to the
right and Chimal slowed even more. The curve continued, until they
had turned a full right angle, then it straightened out once again.
Immediately after this it began to start downward. The slope was
gradual, but it continued endlessly. After some minutes of this
Chimal stopped the car and ordered Steel out to stand against the
wall.
"You're going to leave me here," she wailed.
"Not if you behave, I won't. I just want to see about this
tunnel—stand up straight, will you, as straight as you can.
Yes, many Chimalman bless me, we're still going down—to where?
Nothing lies inside the Earth except the hell where Mixtec, the god
of death lives. Are we going there?"
"I…I don't know," she said, weakly.
"Or you won't tell me, it is the same thing. Well, if it is
to hell, then you are joining me. Get back into the car. I have seen
more wonders and strange things these last few days than I have ever
dreamed, awake or asleep. Hell can be no stranger than them."
After a period of time the slope flattened out and the tunnel went
on, straight and level. Finally, far ahead, light filled the width of
the opening and Chimal slowed and approached at a crawling pace. A
much larger cavern gradually appeared, well lit and apparently empty.
He stopped the ear short of it and approached on foot, pushing
Watchman Steel before him. They halted at the entrance, peering in.
It was gigantic. A great room as big as the pyramid, carved from
the solid rock. The tracks from their tunnel ran across the floor of
the chamber and disappeared into another tunnel on the other side.
There were lights along the sides and set into the ceiling, but most
of the illumination poured in from a great hole in the roof at the
far end of the chamber. The light looked like sunlight and the color
was very much like the blue of the sky.
"'That just cannot be," Chimal said. "We turned
away from the valley when we left the place of the vultures, I'll
swear to that. Turned away into the living rock and went down—for
a long time. That cannot be sunlight—or can it?" A sudden
hope swept through him. "If we went down we could have gone
through one of the mountains and come out in another valley that is
lower than our valley. Your people do know a way out of the
valley, and this is it."
The light was growing brighter, he realized suddenly, pouring in
through the hole above and shining down the long ramp that led up to
it. Two tracks, very much like the ones that carried their car, only
much larger, ran down the ramp and across the floor, to finally
descend through an opening in the floor that was just as large as the
one at the far end.
"What is happening?" Chimal
asked as the light grew stronger, so brilliant that he could not look
in the direction of the opening.
"Come away," Steel said, pulling at his arm. "We
must move back."
He did not ask why—he knew why. The light blazed in and then
the heat came, blasting and searing his face. They turned and ran,
while behind them the light and heat, impossibly, intensified. It was
scorching, a living flame playing about them as they threw themselves
into the shelter of the car, arms over their eyes. It grew, light as
hot as fire splashed about them—and then lessened.
After its passing the air felt chill, and when Chimal opened his
eyes they had been so dazzled by the light that at first he could
only see darkness and whirling spots of color.
"What was that?" he asked,
"The sun," she said.
When he could finally see again it was nighttime. They went
forward once more into the large chamber, now illuminated by the
lights above and in the walls. The night sky of stars was visible
through the opening, and Chimal and the girl walked slowly up the
ramp toward it, until the ramp leveled off at ground level. The star?
above came closer and closer, swooping down brighter and brighter
until, when they emerged from the tunnel, they found themselves
standing among them. Chimal looked down, with a fear that went beyond
understanding, as a glowing star, a disk as big as a tortilla,
crawled down his leg and across his foot and vanished. With a slow
dignity, born of fear and the effort needed to control it, he turned
and led the girl slowly back down the ramp into the welcoming shelter
of the cavern.
"Do you understand what has happened?" he asked.
"I don't know, I have heard about these things but I have
never seen them before. Dealing with these matters is not my work."
"I know. You're a watchman and that is all you know, and you
won't tell me about that either."
She shook her head no, her lips clamped shut in a tight line. He
sat, pulling her down next to him, with his back to that opening and
the inexplicable mystery of the stars.
"I am thirsty," she said. "There is supposed to be
emergency rations at these places so far distant. Those must be
cupboards, over there."
"We'll look together."
Behind a thick metal door were packages of rations and transparent
containers of water. She showed him how to open a container and he
drank his fill before handing it to her. The food was just as
tasteless, and just as filling, as before. While he ate he was
conscious of a great and overwhelming tiredness. In his mind as well
as his body, because the thought of the sun passing close to him and
the stars crawling at his feet was so inconceivable that it did not
bear thinking about. He wanted to ask the girl more questions but
now, for the first time, he was afraid to hear the answers.
"I am going to sleep," he told her, "and I want to
find you and the car here when I wake up." He thought for a
moment and then, ignoring her feeble bleatings and resistance, he
took the box, on its chain of metal beads from around her neck, and
weighed it in his hand. "What do you call this?" he asked.
"It is my deus. Please give it back to me."
"I don't want the thing, but I do want you here. Give me your
hand." He wrapped the chain around her wrist, and then about his
own hand with the deus held inside against his palm. The stone looked
hard but he did not care: almost as soon as he closed his eyes he was
asleep.
When he awoke the girl was asleep next to him
,
her arm outstretched and bent so that her body would be as far away
from his as possible, and sunlight was streaming through the opening
at the top of the ramp. Could the sun be coming again? He had a
moment of intense fear and shook the girl rudely awake. Once he was
fully awake himself he saw there was no immediate danger and, after
unwinding the chain from his stiff fingers, went to get food and
water for them both.
"We're going out there again," he said when they were
finished, and pushed her up the ramp ahead of him.
They stepped out of the opening onto the blue sky. It felt hard
under foot and, when Chimal hit it with the back of the killing
thing, a patch of blue chipped away revealing the stone underneath.
It made no sense—yet it was the sky. He followed it up and away
from him with his eyes, up to the zenith and back down to the
mountains on the distant horizon. As his gaze reached them he cried
out and staggered back, his sense of balance suddenly disrupted.
The mountains, all of them, were facing toward him, tilted up into
the sky at a 45 degree angle.
It was as though the entire world had been pushed up from behind,
tipped up on its near edge. He did not know what to think: these
events were too impossible. Unable to bear the vertigo he staggered
back down the ramp to the solid safety of the hewn chamber. Watchman
Steel followed after him.
"What does all this mean?" he asked her. "I can't
make myself understand what is happening."
"I can't tell you, this time because I don't know. This isn't
my work, I'm a watchman and the maintenance people never talked about
this. They must know what it means."
Chimal looked down the darkened tunnel into which the sun had
vanished, and could not understand. "We must go on," he
said. "I must find out what these things mean. Where does the
other car tunnel go?" he asked, pointing to the opening on the
far side of the large chamber.
"I don't know. I'm not maintenance."
"You're not much of anything," he told her, with
unconscious cruelty. "We'll go on."
He brought the car slowly out of the tunnel and stopped it while
she loaded food and water aboard. Now that he was beginning to
distrust reality he wanted his own supplies with him. Then they
crossed the cavern and plunged into the tunnel opposite. It was flat
and straight though, for some reason, the row of lights ahead
appeared to be going up hill. Yet they never came to the hill: the
tunnel remained perfectly flat. Some difference in the texture of the
tunnel appeared ahead and Chimal slowed the car until it was barely
moving and crept forward, stopping when he came up the ladder rungs
that were set into the solid rock of the tunnel wall. They went up
the wall and into a pipe-like opening that had been cut through the
'ceiling.
We're going to find out where this goes," Chimal said,
forcing her out of the car. He stood back while Steel started up the
ladder ahead of him. It was about a twenty foot climb up the hole,
which was just a bit wider than his shoulders, and two lights were
set into it to show the way. The uppermost light was just under a
metal lid that covered the top of the shaft
"Push up against it," he said. "It doesn't seem to
be sealed."
It was thin metal, hinged at one side and she opened it easily as
she climbed up and through. Chimal followed, up and out of the solid
rock and onto the blue sky. He looked up, first at the small white
clouds that drifted overhead, and then past them at the valley, with
the thin cut of the river and the two brown villages, one on each
side, which hung directly over his head.
This time he did fall, pressing himself to the solid surface of
the sky and grasping at the edge of the hole. He had the sensation
that he was faffing straight down, plunging from the sky down to
broken death in the fields by the river. When he closed his eyes to
cut out the fearful vision it was much better. He felt the solid rock
beneath him and the weight of his body pressing against it. After
getting slowly to his hands and knees he opened his eyes and looked
down. Blue paint of some kind over solid rock; it chipped when he
picked at it around the edge of the hole. There were even dusty
footprints on it where others had walked, and metal tracks passed
close by. Wide-spaced tracks like those that had carried the sun. He
went over to them, still on his knees, and clutched the solidity of
the blue metal bar. It was worn on the top and shiny. Raising his
eyes slowly he followed the tracks across the sky, as they grew
closer and closer and finally vanished into a black opening high
above, up the smooth curve of the sky. He tried not to think about
this or to understand it. Not yet. He had to see everything first.
Then, slowly, he rolled onto his back, still clutching the rail.
Above him was the valley, visible from end to end just as he knew
it should look. On both sides were mountains, pointing straight up at
him, and more mountains beyond the valley ends. There was the barrier
of rock and the swamp at the north end, the wandering path of the
river between the fields, the brown buildings and the dark splotches
of the two temples, the trees in the south and a glint of silver from
the pond. The waterfall was barely visible; but there was no sign of
a river leading to it. There were a few mountains there and the blue
bowl of the sky began directly behind them.
A flicker of motion caught his eye and he turned just as Steel
vanished down the shaft in the rock.
His vertigo was forgotten now as he jumped to his feet and ran to
the opening. She was climbing down fast, faster than he would have
thought, not looking up. As he started down behind her she reached
the tunnel below and jumped from the ladder. He went a few more
rungs, then let go and dropped the rest of the way, landing heavily
on the solid rock below. Fire washed over his head.
Steel had the killing thing ready, waiting for him to emerge so
she could destroy him. Now she gaped at the blackened rungs and wall
and, before she could correct her aim, he was upon her, tearing the
weapon from her hands.
"Too late for that," he said, throwing it into the car
and pulling her around, up against the wall. He clutched her chin
tightly, swinging her head back and forth. "Too late to kill me
because I know the truth now, all about you watchmen and the world
and all the lies I have been told. There is no longer any need for me
to ask you questions, now I can
tell you." He laughed,
and surprised himself when he heard the shrill edge to the sound.
When he released her she rubbed at the marks his hard grip had made
on her chin, but he did not notice this.
"Lies," he told her. "My people have been lied to
about everything. It is a lie that we are in a valley on a planet
called Earth, that goes around the sun—which is a burning ball
of gas. We believed it, all this nonsense, floating planets, burning
gas in the air. That flash of fire Popoca saw and that I saw, when
the sun set, was a reflection from the tracks, that is all. Our
valley is the world, there is nothing else. We live inside a giant
cave hollowed out of the rock, secretly watched by your people. Who
are you—servants or masters? Or both? You serve us, your
maintenance people watch our sun for us and see that it always shines
as it should. And they must make the rain come as well. And the
river—it really ends in the swamp. Then what do you do with the
water—pump it back through a pipe and over the falls again?"
"Yes," she said, holding her deus in both hands and
lifting her head high. "We do just that. We watch and protect
and keep you from harm, by day and night through all the seasons of
the year. For we are the watchmen and we ask nothing for ourselves,
asking only to serve."
There was no humor
in his laugh. "You serve. You
serve badly. Why don't you make the river run strong all the time so
we can have water, or bring the rain when we need it? We pray for
rain and nothing happens. Aren't the gods listening—or aren't
you listening?" In sudden realization he stepped back. "Or
are there any gods at all? Coatlicue stands quiet in your caverns and
you bring the rain when you wish." With sudden sorrow and
realization he said, "Even there you have lied to us,
everywhere. There are no gods."
"There are none of your gods—but there is one god,
the
God, the Great Designer. He was the one who made all this, who
designed and built it, then breathed life into it so that it began.
The sun rose from its tunnel for the first time, took fire and rolled
on its first voyage across the sky. The water sprang out from the
fall and filled the pool and dampened the waiting river bed. He
planted the trees and made the animals
and then, when He was ready, He peopled the valley with the Aztecs
and placed the Watchers to guard over them. He was strong and sure,
and we are strong and sure in His image, and we honor Him and fulfill
His trust. We are His children and you are His infants and we watch
over you as He has ordained."
Chimal was not impressed. The chant of words and the light in her
eyes reminded him very much of the priests and their prayers. If the
gods were dead, he did not mind seeing them go at all, but he was not
adding any new gods that quickly. Nevertheless he nodded agreement
because she had the facts that he must know.
"So it is inside out," he said, "and we have been
taught only lies. The ball of gas is gone and the Earth is gone and
the stars are little spots of light. The universe is rock, rock,
solid rock forever and we live in a little cave hollowed from the
center of it." He bent a bit, almost flinching away from the
weight of that infinity of rock that surrounded them,
"No, not forever," she said, clasping her hands before
her swaying. "There will come a day when the end will come, the
chosen day when we will all be set free. For look," she held out
her deus, "look at the number of the days since creation. See
how they mount and revel in their passing for we are doing our duty
by the Great Designer who is father to us all."
"186,175 days since the world began," Chimal said,
looking at the numbers displayed. "And you have kept track all
that time yourself?"
"No, of course not. I am not yet seventy years old. This deus
is a revered treasure given to me when I took the oath of Watchman…"
"How old are you?" he asked, thinking he had
misunderstood. Seventeen?
"Sixty-eight," she said, and there was a touch of malice
at the corners of her smile. "We hew to the days of our service
and do our duty, and the faithful are rewarded with the years of
their lives. We are not short-lived like the lower animals, the
turkey, the snake—or you."
There was no answer for this. Watchman Steel appeared to be in her
early twenties. Could she possibly be as old as she claimed? This was
one more mystery to go with all the others. In the silence, the tiny,
distant whine buzzed like an insect against his consciousness.
The sound grew, and the girl recognized it before he did. Pushing
away from the wall she began to run back down the tunnel, in the
direction from which they had come. Chimal could catch her easily,
but as he turned he recognized the sound too and stopped, poised on
the balls of his feet, uncertain.
Another car was coming.
He could catch the girl, but he would be caught himself. Get the
killing thing—but what would be the point in killing her? The
different courses open to him ticked by, one after the other, and he
discarded them. The car would have many men in it with killing
things. He would have to flee, that was the wisest course to follow.
They would stop to get the girl and that would give him time to get
ahead of them. Even as he was deciding this he jumped into the car
and pushed the lever forward as far as it would go. Something whined
shrilly under the floor of the car and it shot forward like a
released arrow. Yet, even as the car picked up speed he realized that
this wasn't the complete solution. Was there anything else he could
do? Even as he thought this he saw a dark spot in the tunnel ahead:
he quickly pulled on the other lever and brought the car to a bucking
halt next to the ladder.
It was another exit from the tunnel, with the rungs climbing up
through the opening—to what? To the sky overhead, undoubtedly,
next to the sun track. This was the second of these openings, and the
chances were that there should be more. As soon as he thought of this
he jammed the speed lever forward again. By the time he reached the
next one—if there was one—he would have figured out what
he had to do. It meant taking a chance, but everything in this
strange new world meant taking a chance. He had to plan.
Food and water, he must take that with him. Using one hand, he
opened the front of his clothing part way and stuffed in as many of
the food packages as would fit. Then he drank his fill from the open
water container and threw it aside. He would carry the full one with
him. The only remaining problem was the car. If it remained below the
opening they would know he had gone out that way and would follow
him. He did not know if he could escape from a number of men at once.
Was there any way that the car could drive on by itself? After all,
it would keep moving just as long as the lever was pushed forward:
even a child could do that. He looked first at the lever, then around
the car. There was nothing to fasten onto, or he would have tied it
forward. What about pushing it? He tugged at the seat next to him
and it moved slightly. Then, still holding the lever forward with one
hand, he stood up carefully and turned around, bracing his back
against the panel that held the levers. He pushed one foot against
the back of the chair, harder and harder, until something cracked and
it toppled over. Yes, if he jammed it in hard it looked as though it
would fit nicely. Just as he sat down again he saw the next ladder
far ahead.
Chimal was out of the car even before it had stopped moving. He
dropped the container of water and the killing thing by the ladder
and grabbed up the broken-off seat. The other car was not in sight,
but he could hear the growing, far off whine. Bracing the bottom of
the broken seat against the other seat he jammed the top against the
lever. The car leaped forward, brushing against him and knocking him
aside—then slowed and halted as the seat slipped out of
position. He ran after it as the sound of the other car grew louder
behind him.
This time he turned the seat end for end, with the square-edged
bottom against the lever. He jammed it down hard and jumped away.
Whining angrily the car lurched forward and kept going, faster and
faster. Chimal did not stay to watch it. Head down he pelted back to
the ladder as the sound of the approaching car grew closer. He
grabbed the water and the killing thing to his chest in one arm and
sprang for the ladder, almost running up it, moving as fast as he
could with a single arm.
His feet were just clear of the tunnel when the other car shot by
underneath. He waited, holding his breath, to hear if they were
stopping. The sound grew fainter, slowly and steadily, until it had
vanished completely. They had not seen him and they were not
stopping. By the time they had discovered what had happened he would
be far from this spot. They would not know which of the exits he had
used, which would make his chances of escaping that much better.
Slowly, a rung at a time, he climbed up to the sky above.
As he emerged from the opening he felt the sunlight warm upon him.
Wanner than he was used to,
In sudden fear he turned and saw the great, burning sun rushing
down upon him.
4
Standing there, halfway out of the hole, he
stood fast for a sudden moment of panic. This passed quickly when he
realized that the heat was not increasing and that the sun was
growing no closer. It moved, of course, but slowly in order to take a
half a day to cross the sky. Even though it was hot, it was not
uncomfortably so, and he would be out of the way long before it
passed. With calculated speed he threw his burden out upon the blue
surface of the sky and closed the cover behind him. He kept his head
turned from the sun since its light was blinding
when he looked anywhere in its general direction. Then, with the
water in one hand the weapon in the other, he put his back to the sun
and started toward the north end of the valley, beyond which lay the
concealed tunnels of the Watchers. His shadow, black and very long,
stretched far out in front of him
to the point the way.
Now that he was a little more used to it, there was an excitement
to all that was happening that was greater than anything he had ever
experienced before in his life. He walked, filled with a great
elation, over a wide blue plain. It was flat in front of him, and
apparently endless, while on both sides it swept up in an easy curve.
Above him, where the sky should have been, the world was suspended.
Sharp-tipped mountains came down on both sides and cut across in
front of him. It was ground, solid rock beneath his feet, he knew
that now, so that it no longer bothered him that the world he had
grown up in, the only one that he had known up until a few days ago,
hung over his head like a monstrous weight. He was a fly, crawling on
the ceiling of the sky, looking down on the poor prisoners trapped
below. When he had placed enough distance between himself and the sun
he stopped to rest, sitting on the blue sky, and opened the container
of water. When he raised it to his lips he looked up at the valley
above, at the pyramid and temple almost directly over his head. He
put the water down and lay flat on his back, his arms under his head
and gazed down on his home. When he looked hard he could
almost make out the workers in the fields. The cornfields looked rich
and green and would be ready for harvest soon. The people went about
their work and their lives without realizing that they were in a
prison. Why? And their captors, prisoners themselves in their termite
tunnels, what was the hidden reason for their secret observation and
the girl's strange talk about the Great Designer?
Yes, he could see tiny figures moving from the fields toward
Quilapa. He wondered if they could see him up here, and he moved his
arms and legs about and hoped that they could. What would they think?
Probably that he was some kind of bird. Maybe he should take the
metal weapon and scratch his name in the sky, flake away the blue so
that the rock could be seen. CHIMAL it would say, the letters hanging
there in the sky, unmoving and unchanging. Let the priests try and
explain that one!
Laughing, he rose and picked up his burdens. Now, more than ever,
he wanted to find out the reason for all this. There had to be a
reason. He walked on.
When he passed over the rock barrier that sealed the end of the
valley he looked up with interest. It was real enough, though the
great boulders looked like tiny pebbles from here. Beyond the barrier
there was no continuation of the valley, just gray rock from which
rose the peaks of mountains. Artificial, all of them, made to give an
illusion of distance, since the farther peaks were smaller than the
ones closest to the valley. Chimal walked over them and past them,
determined to see what lay beyond, until he realized that he was
walking up a slope.
It was only a small angle at first, but the slope quickly
steepened until he was leaning forward, then climbing on all fours.
The sky ahead stretched in a monstrous curve up and up until it
reached the ground, but he was never going to get there. In a sudden
panic, afraid that he was trapped in this barren sky forever, he
tried to climb higher. But he slipped on the smooth sky and slid
backward. He lay, unmoving, until the fear had ebbed away, then tried
to reason his way out of this.
It was obvious that he could not go ahead—but he could
always retrace his steps if he had to, so he was not really trapped
out here. What about moving to the left and right? He turned and
looked up the slope of the sky to the west, where it rose up and up
to meet the mountains above. Then he remembered how the tunnel under
the sun had appeared to curve upward yet had been flat all the way.
There must be two kinds of up in the world outside the valley. The
real up and the one that just looked like up, yet appeared to be flat
when you walked on it. He took the container and the weapon and
started for the mountains high above.
This was the up that really wasn't. It was as though he were
walking in a giant tube that turned toward him
as he advanced. Down was always beneath his feet, and the horizon
advanced steadily. The mountains, which had been above him when he
started, were halfway down the sky now, hanging like a jagged-edge
curtain before him. They drifted downward steadily with every step he
took forward, until they finally lay directly ahead, pointing at him
like so many giant daggers.
When he came to the first mountain he saw that it was lying flat
on its side against the sky—and that it only came up to his
shoulders! He was past surprise, his senses dulled by days of wonder.
The peak of the mountain was tipped with something white and hard,
apparently the same substance as the sky only of a different color.
He climbed onto the tip of the mountain that lay flat on the ground
of the sky and pointed at him like a great wedge, and walked along it
until the white ended and he came to the solid rock. What did this
mean? He saw the valley, now only halfway up the sky ahead of him and
tilted on edge. He tried to imagine how this spot would look from the
valley, and closed his eyes to remember better. Looking from the base
of the cliff beyond Zaachila you could see over the pyramid to the
great mountains outside of the valley, and the even more distant,
immense and high mountains, that were so tall that they had snow on
their peaks all year round. Snow! He opened his eyes and looked at
the shining white substance and laughed. Here he was perched on a
snowy mountain peak—if they could see him from the valley he
must look like some sort of monstrous giant.
Chimal went on, climbing among the strange, lying-down mountains,
until he came to the opening in the rock and the familiar metal rungs
that vanished out of sight below. It was another entrance to the
tunnels.
He sat down next to it and thought very hard. What should he do
next? This was undoubtedly an entrance to the burrows of the
Watchers, a part he had not been to yet, since it was far across the
valley from the doorway he had first used. He had to go down here,
that Was certain, since there was no place to hide among the barren
rocks. Even if there were a place to hide, his food and water would
not last forever. This reminder of the food sent a rumble of hunger
through him and he took
out a package and opened it.
What was he to do after be entered the burrow? He was as alone as
no one had ever been before, with every man's hand turned against
him. His people in the valley would kill him
on sight, or more probably hamstring him so the priests would have
the pleasure of giving him a protracted death. And the Master
Observer had called him a non-person, therefore a dead person, and
they had all worked very hard to put him into that condition. But
they had not succeeded! Even their weapons and their cars and all the
things they knew had not helped them. He had escaped and he was
free—and he intended to stay that way. In which case a plan was
needed to insure this condition.
First he would hide his food and water out here among the tumbled
rocks. Then he would enter the tunnel and, bit by bit, would explore
the surrounding caverns to discover what he could of the secrets of
the Watchers. It was not much of a plan—but he did not have any
other choice.
When he had finished he hid his supplies, and the empty food
wrapper, then threw open the lid of the entrance. The tunnel below
was rock floored and began just below the opening. He went along it
cautiously until it joined a wider tunnel that had two sets of tracks
down the center. There were no cars in sight, nor could he hear any
approaching. He had no choice but to go down this tunnel.
Holding the killing thing ready he turned right, toward the valley's
end and set off between the tracks at an easy trot, covering the
ground quickly. He did not like this exposed position and he turned
into the first opening that appeared. This proved to be the opening
to some circular metal stairs that ran down and around and out of
sight in the rock below. Chimal started down them, going steadily
even though he became dizzy from the constant turning.
As he went lower he heard a humming sound that grew louder while
he descended. At the bottom he came out in a damp tunnel that had a
trickle of water down the middle, and the hum was now a hammering
roar that filled the shaft with sound. Chimal went forward carefully,
alert for any motion, until the tunnel ended in a high cavern that
held towering metal objects from which the torrent of sound poured.
He had no idea what their function might be. Great round sections of
them vanished up into the stone above, and from one of these sections
came the dribble of water that ran across the floor and into this
tunnel. From the security of the entrance he ran his eye down the row
of immense things, to the far end where brighter lights shone on a
board of smaller shining objects before which a man sat. Chimal drew
back into the tunnel. The man's back was to him and he had certainly
not seen the intruder yet. Chimal went back down the tunnel and past
the metal stairs. He would see where this led before he went back to
the chamber of cars.
As he walked the noise behind him lessened and, when it had died
away to a distant hum, he was aware of the sound of running water
coming from somewhere ahead. Darkness filled the mouth of the tunnel.
He stepped through it onto a ledge above the blackness. A row of
lights, curving away to his left, reflected from a dark surface. He
realized that he was looking at a vast underground lake: the running
water sounded far out ahead of him and small waves trembled the
reflections on the surface. The cavern that held the water was vast
and the echoes of the falling water sounded on all sides. Where was
this place? In his mind he ran through the turnings he had made, and
tried to estimate how far he had come. He was much lower than when he
had started, and had come north, and then east Looking up he could
imagine his route—and there above would be the swamp at the
north end of the valley. Of course! This underground lake lay beneath
the swamp and drained it. The things back there in the cavern did
something to force the water through pipes back to the waterfall. And
where did the row of lights go that skirted the edge of the dark
lake? He walked forward to find out
A ledge had been cut from the rock of the cavern wall and the
lights were spaced along it The rock was slippery and damp and he
went carefully. One quarter of the way around the water it went, then
ended at another tunnel. Chimal realized that he was tired. Should he
go on, or return to his hiding place? That would be the wisest thing
to do, but the mystery of these caverns drew him forward. Where did
this one lead? He started into it. It was damp, mustier than the
other tunnels, though it was lit by the same evenly spaced windows of
light No, not as even as the others, a black gap showed ahead like a
missing tooth. When he came up to this spot he saw that one of the
smooth objects was inset there—but this one's fire was gone and
it was dark. The first one he had seen like this. Perhaps this tunnel
was rarely used and this had not been noticed yet. At the end of the
tunnel was another round stairway of metal up which he climbed. This
emerged into a small room that had a door in one wall. When he put
his ear to the door he heard nothing from the other side. He opened
it a narrow crack and looked through.
This cavern was quiet, empty, and the largest one he had yet
encountered. When he entered it the sound of his footsteps made a
tiny rustle in its towering vastness. The lighting here was far less
than that of the tunnels, but it was more than enough to show him the
size of this cavern, and the paintings that adorned the walls. These
were lifelike and strange, people and unusual animals and even odder
metal objects. They were marching, all of them, a torrent of frozen
motion, going toward the far end of the cavern where there was a
doorway flanked by golden statues. The people of the paintings were
dressed in different and fantastic Ways, and were even of different
skin colors, but they all went to a common goal. The pressure of
these silent marchers drove him that way too, but not before he
looked about him.
The other end of the cavern was sealed with immense boulders that,
for some reason, looked familiar to him. Why? He had never been in
this place before. He walked closer to them and looked up at their
piled magnitude. They reminded him very much of the rock barrier that
sealed the end of the valley.
Of course! This was the other side of that same barrier. If the
gigantic boulders were removed the valley would be open, and he did
not doubt for a second that the powers that had been used to carve
these tunnels and build a sun could be used to throw aside the rocks
in front of him. From outside there had appeared to be no exit from
the valley—because the exit was sealed inside the rock. Could
the legends be true? That some day the valley would be open and his
people would march forth. To where? Chimal spun about and looked at
the high opening at the far end of the chamber. What did it lead to?
He passed between the large, golden statues of a man and a woman
that flanked the portal, and then continued down the tunnel beyond.
It was wide and straight and patterned with gold designs. Many doors
opened off it but he did not examine any of them: that would wait
They doubtless contained many things of interest, but they were not
the reason for this passageway. That lay ahead. Faster and faster he
walked until he was almost running, up to the great double doors of
gold that sealed the end. There was only silence behind them. There
was a strange tautness in his chest as he pushed them open.
Beyond was a large chamber, almost as big as the other one, but
this one was undecorated and dark, with just a few small lights to
show him the way. There
was a rear wall and sides, but the far wall was missing. The opening
faced out on the star-filled night sky.
It was no sky that Chimal had ever seen before. There was no moon
in sight and no valley walls to form a close horizon. And the stars,
the stars, the overwhelming quantity of
them that broke over him like a wave! The familiar constellations, if
they were there, were lost in the infinity of the other stars as
numberless as grains of sand. And aft of the stars were turning, as
though mounted on a great wheel. Some faint, tiny; others blazing
like torches of many colors, yet they all were hard and clear points
of light without lie flickering of the stars above his valley.
What could this mean? In uncomprehending awe he walked forward
until he collided with something cold and invisible. The sudden spurt
of fear dissipated as he touched it with his hand and realized it
must be the same kind of transparent substance that covered the front
of the cars. Then this entire wall of the room was a great window,
opening out on—what? The window curved outward and when he
leaned into it he could see that the stars filled the sky to left and
right, above and below. He had a sudden vertigo, as though he were
falling and pressed his hand to the window, but the unaccustomed cold
of it was strangely ominous and he quickly pulled away. Was this
another valley facing the real universe of stars? If so, where was
the valley?
Chimal stepped back, unsure, frightened by this new immensity, and
as he did he heard a faint sound.
Was it a footstep? He started to jump about when the killing thing
was suddenly jerked from his hand. He fell back against the cold
window and saw the Master Observer and three other men standing
before him, all of them pointing the deadly flame weapon at him.
"You have come at last to the end," the Master Observer
said.
THE STARS
1
Danthe togui togui
hin hambi tegue.
Ndahi
togui togui
hin hambi tegue.
Nbui togui…
hin
hambi pengui.
The river flows, flows
and
never stops.
The wind blows, blows
and
never stops.
The life goes…
without
regrets.
Chimal squared his shoulders, ready to die. The words of a death
chant came automatically to his lips and he spoke the first phrases
before he realized what he was doing. He spat the words from his
mouth and sealed his traitor lips tight. There were no gods to pray
to and the universe was a place of utter strangeness.
"I am ready to kill you, Chimal," the Master Observer
said, his voice dry and toneless.
"You now know my name and you talk directly to me, yet you
still want to kill me. Why?"
"I will ask and you will answer," the old man said,
ignoring his words, "We have listened to the people in the
valley and learned many things about you, but the most important
thing we cannot find out. Your mother cannot tell us because she is
dead…"
"Dead! How, why?"
"… executed in your place when it was discovered that
she had released you. The priests were very angry. Yet she seemed
almost glad it was happening, and there was even a smile on her
lips."
They did watch the valley, and how closely. Mother …
"And just before she died she said the important thing. She
said that it was her fault, twenty-two years ago, and that you,
Chimal, were not to blame. Do you know what she could have meant by
that?"
So she was dead. Yet he already felt so cut off from his life in
the valley that the pain of it was not as great as he expected.
"Speak," the Master Observer commanded. "Do you
know what she meant?"
"Yes, but I shall not tell you. Your threat of death does not
frighten me."
"You are a fool. Tell me at once. Why did she say twenty-two
years? Did her guilt have something to do with your birth?"
"Yes," Chimal said, surprised. "How did you know?"
The old man waved the question aside with an impatient movement of
his hand. "Answer me now, and truthfully, for this is the most
important question in all of your lifetime. Tell me—what was
your father's name?"
There was silence then, and Chimal realized that all the men were
leaning forward, intent on his answer, almost forgetting the weapons
they carried. Why shouldn't he tell them? What did broken taboos
matter now?
"My father was Chimal-popoca, a man from Zaachila."
The words struck the old man like a blow. He staggered back and
two of the men rushed to help him, dropping their weapons. The third
man looked on, worried, with his own weapon and Chimal's killing
thing both pointing downward. Chimal tensed himself to spring, grab
one of them, and escape.
"No…" the Master Observer said hoarsely.
"Observer Steadfast, drop those weapons at once."
As he had been ordered, the man bent and put them on the floor.
Chimal took one step toward the door and stopped. "What does all
this mean?" he asked.
The old man pushed his assistants away and made some adjustment on
one of the devices suspended from his belt. His metal harness
instantly stiffened and supported him,
holding his head high.
"It means we welcome you, Chimal, and ask you to join us.
This is a glorious day, one that we never expected to see in our
lifetimes. The faithful will gain strength by touching you, and you
will aid us to gain wisdom."
"I do not know what you are talking about," Chimal said
desperately.
"There is much to tell you, so it is best to begin at the
beginning…"
"What do these stars mean,
that is what I want to
know?"
The old man nodded, and almost smiled. "Already you teach us,
for that is the beginning, you divined that." The others nodded.
"That is the universe out there, and those stars are the ones
the priests taught you about, for what they taught you was true."
"About the gods as well? There is no truth in those stories."
"Again you divine truth, unaided. Proof of your birthright.
No, the false gods do not exist, except as stories for the simple to
order their lives. There is only the Great Designer who did all this.
I talk not of the gods, but of the other things you learned at the
priests' school."
Chimal laughed. "About the sun being a ball of burning gas? I
myself have seen the sun pass close and have touched the tracks it
rides upon."
"That is true, but unknown even to them, this world we live
in is not the world they teach about. Listen and it shall be
revealed. There is a sun, a star just like any of those stars out
there, and about it in eternal circle moves the Earth. We are all of
that Earth, but have left it for the greater glory of the Great
Designer." The others murmured response and touched their deuses
at the words.
"It is not without reason we sing His praises. For look you,
at what He has done. He has seen the other worlds that circle about
the sun, and the tiny ships that men built to span those distances.
Though these ships are fast, faster than we can possibly dream, they
take weeks and months to go from planet to planet. Yet these
distances are small compared to the distance between suns. The
fastest of these ships would take a thousand years to travel to the
nearest star. Men knew this and abandoned hope of traveling to other
suns, to see the wonders of new worlds spinning about these distant
flames.
"What weak man could not do, the Great Designer did. He did
build this world and send it traveling to the stars…"
"What are you saying?" Chimal asked, a sudden spurt of
fear—or was it joy?—striking within him.
"That we are voyagers in a world of stone that is hurtling
through emptiness, from star to star. A great ship for crossing the
impalable waters of space. It is a hollow world, and in its heart is
the valley, and in the valley live the Aztecs, and they are the
passengers aboard the ship. Because the time has not yet come, the
voyage itself is an unrevealed mystery for them, and they live out
their happy lives in comfort and ease under a benevolent sun. To
guard them and guide them we exist, the Watchers, and we fulfill our
trust."
As though to underscore his words a great bell sounded once, then
once again. The observers raised their deuses, and on the third
stroke pressed down on the rods to add a number.
"And thus one more day of the voyage is done," the
Master Observer intoned, "and we are one day closer to the Day
of Arrival. We are true for all the days of our years."
"The days of our years," the others said in muted echo.
"Who am I?" Chimal asked. "Why am I different?"
"You are the child we have sworn to serve, the very reason
for our being. For it is not written that the children shall lead
them? That the Day of Arrival will come and the barrier will fall and
the people of the valley shall be set free. They will come here and
see the stars and know the truth at last. And on that day Coatlicue
shall be destroyed before them and they shall be told to love one
another, and that marriage between the clans of one village is
forbidden and marriage is only proper between a man of one village
and a woman of the other."
"My mother and father…"
"Your mother and father who entered grace too early and
brought forth a true child of Arrival. In His wisdom the Great
Designer put a blessing upon the Aztecs to remain humble and plant
their crops and live their lives happily within the valley. This they
do. But upon the day of arrival this blessing will be lifted and
their children will do things their parents never dreamed possible,
will read the books that are waiting and they will be ready to leave
the valley forever."
Of course! Chimal did not know how it had been done, but he knew
that the words were true. He alone had not accepted the valley, had
rebelled against the life there, had wanted to escape it.
Had
escaped it. He was different, he had always known it and been ashamed
of it. That was no longer true. He stood straighter and looked around
at the others.
"I have many questions to ask."
"They will be answered, all of them. We will tell you all we
know and then you will learn more in the
places of learning that are awaiting you. You, then, shall teach us."
Chimal laughed out loud at that. "Then you no longer want to
kill me?"
The Master Observer lowered his head. "That was my mistake
and I can only plead ignorance and ask forgiveness. You may kill me
if you wish."
"Do not die so quickly, old man, you have many things to tell
me first."
"That is true. Then—let us begin."
2
"What is it?" Chimal asked, looking apprehensively at
the steaming, brown slab of meat on the plate before him. "There
is no animal that I know that is big enough to provide this much
meat." The suspicious look he gave the Master Observer inferred
that he suspected which was the only animal large enough to supply
it.
"It is called a beefsteak, and is particularly fine cut that
we eat only on holidays. You may have it every day if you wish, the
meatbank can supply enough."
"I know of no animal named a meatbank."
"Let me show you." The Master Observer made an
adjustment on the television set on the
wall. His private quarters had none of the efficient starkness of the
watchmen's cells. Here was music from some hidden source, there were
paintings upon the walls and. a deep carpet on the floor. Chimal,
scrubbed clean and beardless after rubbing on a depilatory cream, sat
in a soft chair, with many eating utensils and different dishes set
before him. And the cannibalistically large piece of meat.
"Describe your work," the Master Observer said to the
man who appeared on the screen. The man bowed his bead.
"I am a Refection Tender, and the greatest part of my work is
devoted to the meatbank." He stepped aside and pointed at the
large vat behind him. "In the nutrient bath here grow certain
edible portions of animals, placed here by the Great Designer.
Nutrients are supplied,, the tissues grow continually and pieces are
trimmed off for our consumption."
"In a sense these pieces of animal are eternal," Chimal
said when the screen had darkened. "Though part is removed, they
never die. I wonder what the animal was?"
"I have never considered the eternal aspects of the meatbank.
Thank you. I will now give it much thought because it seems an
important question. The animal was called a cow, that is all I know
about it."
Chimal hesitantly ate one bite, then more and more. It was better
than anything he had ever tasted before. "The only thing missing
are the chillies," he said, half aloud.
"There will be some tomorrow," the Master Observer said,
making a note.
"Is this the meat you give to the vultures?" Chimal
said, in sudden realization.
"Yes. The less desirable pieces. There is not enough small
game in the valley to keep them alive, so we must supplement their
diet."
"Why have them at all, then?"
"Because it is written, and is the Great Designer's way."
This was not the first time that Chimal had received this answer.
On the way to these quarters he had asked questions, was still asking
questions, and nothing was held back from him. But many tunes the
Watchers seemed as unknowing about their destinies as the Aztecs. He
did not voice this suspicion aloud. There was so much to learn!
"That takes care of the vultures," he had a sudden
memory of a wave of death washing toward him, "but why the
rattlesnakes and scorpions? When Coatlicue entered the cave a number
of them came out. Why?"
"We are the Watchers and we must be stern in our duty. If a
father has too many children he is not a good father, because he
cannot provide for them all and therefore they go hungry. It is the
same with the valley. If there were too many people, there would not
be enough food for all. Therefore when the population exceeds a
certain number of people of both sexes, worked out on a chart kept
for that purpose, more snakes and insects are permitted to enter the
valley."
"That's terrible! You mean those poisonous things are raised
just to kill the people?"
"The correct decision is sometimes the hard one to make. That
is why we are all taught to be strong and steadfast and to hew to the
plan of the Great Designer."
There was no immediate answer to that. Chimal ate and drank the
many good things before him and tried to digest what he had learned
so far. He pointed his knife at the row of books across the room.
'I've tried to read your books, but they are very difficult and
many of the words I don't know. Aren't there simpler books
someplace?"
"There are, and I should have thought of it myself. But I am
an old man and my memory is not as good as it should be."
"May I ask… just how old are you?"
"I am entering my one hundred and ninetieth year. As the
Great Designer wills, I hope to see my full
two hundred."
"Your people live so much longer than mine. Why is that?"
"We have much more to do in our lifetimes than simple
farmers, therefore our years are the reward of our service. There are
machines that aid us, and the drugs, and our eskoskeletons support
and protect us. We are born to serve, and the longer that life of
service, the more we can do."
Once again Chimal thought about this, but did not speak his
thoughts. "And the books you were talking about…?"
"Yes, of course. After today's service I will take you there.
Only Observers are allowed, those who wear the red."
"Is that why I am wearing these red clothes as well?"
"Yes. It seemed wisest. It is the best, and most suitable for
the First Arriver, and all the people will respect you."
"While you are at the service I would like to see the place
where the watchmen are, where they can see into the valley."
"We will go now, if you are ready. I will take you myself."
It was a different sensation to walk these tunnels without fear.
Now, in his red clothing with the Master Observer at his side, all
doors were open to him and the people saluted when they passed.
Watchman Steel was waiting for them at the entrance to the
observation center.
"I want to ask forgiveness," she said, eyes downcast. "I
did not know who you were."
"None of us knew, Watchman," the Master Observer said,
and reached out to touch her deus. "Yet that does not mean we
should avoid penance, because an unconscious sin is still a sin. You
will wear a mortification, thirty days, and come to love it."
"I do," she said fervently, hands clasped and eyes wide.
"Through pain comes purification."
"May the Great Designer bless you," the old man said,
then hurried away.
"Will you show me how you work?" Chimal asked.
"I thank you for asking me," the girl answered.
She led him into a large, circular, high-domed room that had
screens inset into the wall at eye level. Watchmen sat before the
screens, listening through earphones and occasionally talking into
microphones that hung before their lips. Another raised observation
station was in the center of the room.
"The Master Watchman sits there," Steel said, pointing.
"He organizes the work of us all and guides us. If you will sit
here I will show you what to do."
Chimal sat at an empty station and she pointed out the controls.
"With these buttons you choose the pickup you wish to use.
There are 134 of them, and each one has a code and a watchman must
know every code for instant response. They take years to learn
because they must be perfect. Would you care to look?"
"Yes. Is there a pickup at the pond below the falls?"
"There is. Number 67." She tapped the buttons and the
pool appeared, seen from behind the falls. "To hear, we do
this." Another adjustment and the splashing of water was clear
in his headphone, and the song of a bird belled out from the
trees. The image was sharp and in color, almost as though he were
looking through a window in the rock at the valley outside.
"The pickup is mounted on the valley wall—or inside of
it?" he asked.
"Yes, that is where most of them are so they will not be
detected. Though of course there are many concealed inside the
temples, such as this." The pool vanished and Itzcoatl appeared,
pacing on the broad steps of the pyramid below the temple. "He
is the new first priest. As soon as he was officially declared so,
and had made the proper prayers and sacrifices, we permitted the sun
to rise. The Sun Tenders say that they always welcome a chance to
stop the sun for a day. It is a good chance to overhaul and adjust
it."
Chimal worked the controls, picking numbers at random and feeding
them into the machine. There appeared to be pickups all around the
valley walls, and even one set into the sky above that gave a
panoramic view of the entire valley. It could be turned and had a
magnifying attachment that could bring the valley floor very close
and clear, though of course there was no sound with the picture.
"There," Steel said, pointing at the image, "you
can see the four high rocks that are along the river bank. They are
too steep to be climbed…"
"I know, I have tried."
"… and each one has a twin pickup on its summit. They
are used to observe and control Coatlicue in the case of special
circumstances."
"I had one of them on screen earlier," he said, pressing
the buttons, "number 28. Yes, there it is."
"You remember that code very quickly," she said in awe.
"I had to study many years."
"Show me some other things here, if you will," Chimal
asked, rising.
"As you wish. Anything."
They went first to the refectory where one of the tenders insisted
that they be seated and brought them warm drinks. The others had to
help themselves to food,
"Everyone seems to know about me," he said.
"We were told at the morning service. You are the First
Arriver, there never has been one before, and everyone is very
excited."
"What are we drinking?" he asked to change the subject,
not enjoying the look of awe on her white face, the gaping mouth and
slightly reddened nostrils. "It is called tea. Do you find it
refreshing?" He looked around the large room, filled with the
murmur of voices and the rattle of eating utensils, and suddenly
realized something. "Where are the children? I don't think I
have seen one anywhere."
"I do not know anything about that," she said, and her
face was, if possible, whiter. "If there are any they must be in
the place of the children."
"You don't know? That's a strange answer. Have you ever been
married yourself, Watchman Steel? Do you have any children?"
Her face was bright red now, and she gave a small muffled cry as
she sprang to her feet and ran from the refectory.
Chimal finished his tea and returned to find the Master Observer
waiting for him. He explained what had happened and the old man
nodded gravely.
"We can discuss it, since all things are guided by the
observers, but the watchmen feel soiled by this kind of talk. They
lead lives of purity and sacrifice and are far above the animal
relationships that exist in the valley. They are Watchers first,
women second, or women never for the most faithful ones. They weep
because they were born with female bodies which embarrass them and
hamper their vocation. Their faith is strong."
"Obviously. I hope you won't mind my asking—but your
Watchers must come from someplace?"
"There are not many of us and we lead long and useful lives."
"I'm sure of that. But unless you live forever you are going
to need new recruits. Where do they come from?"
"The place of the children. It is not important. We can go
now." The First Observer rose to leave, but Chimal was not
through yet.
"And what is at that place? Machines that make full grown
children?"
"I sometimes wish there were. My hardest task is the
controlling of the place of the children. There is no order. There
are four mothers there now, though one will die soon. These are women
who have been chosen because, well, they did not do satisfactory work
in their studies and could not master their assignments. They became
mothers."
"And the fathers?"
"The Great Designer himself has ordered that. A frozen sperm
bank. The technicians know how to use it. Great are His mysteries.
Now, we must leave."
Chimal knew that was all he would hear at this tune. He dropped
the subject but did not forget it. They retraced the route they had
taken when he had come here, after the observers had seen the alarm
and gone to capture him. Through the great hall and down the golden
corridor. The Master Observer pushed open one of the doors and showed
him inside.
"It has been here since the beginning, waiting. You are the
first. Simply sit in the chair before the screen and you will be
shown."
"You will stay with me?"
For the first time the old man's down-tilting mouth curved
reluctantly into a resigned smile. "Alas, that is not to be.
This place is for arrivers only. It is my faith and my duty to tend
it for them so it will always be ready." He went out and the
door closed behind him.
Chimal sat in the comfortable chair and looked for a switch to
start the machine, but this was not necessary. His weight in the
chair must have actuated the device because the screen lit up and a
voice filled the room.
"Welcome," the voice said. "You have come to
Proxima Centauri."
EROS, one of the many asteroids in the asteroid belt, an area of
planetary debris between the orbits of Mars and Jupiter, though there
are violations to this rule. Eros is the most exceptional, with its
orbit almost reaching that of Earth's at one point. Eros, cigar
shaped, twenty miles long, solid rock. Then the plan. The greatest
plan executed by mankind in a history of great plans, originated
by the man first called the Great Ruler now, truly, the Great
Designer. Who else but He could have conceived of a project that
would take sixty years to prepare—and five hundred years to
complete?
Eros, swinging close to Earth to receive its new destiny. Tiny
ships, tinier men, jump the gap of airless space to begin this mighty
work. Deep inside the rock they drill to first prepare their
quarters, for many will live out their lives here, then further in to
hollow out the immense chamber that will house a dream…
FUEL TANKS, filling them alone takes sixteen years. What is the
mass of a mountain twenty miles long? Mass, it will supply its own
reaction mass, and the fuel will eject that mass and someday it will
move, out and away from the sun that it has circled for billions of
years, never to return…
THE AZTECS, chosen after due consideration of all the primitive
tribes of Earth. Simple people, self sufficient people, rich in gods,
poor in wealth. Still, to this day, there are lost villages in the
mountains, accessible only by footpath, where they live as they did
when the Spaniards first arrived hundreds and hundreds of years
earlier. One crop, corn, consuming most of their time and supplying
most of their food. Vegetarians for the most part, with a little meat
and fish when it is available. Brewing a hallucinatory drink from the
maguey, seeing a god or a spirit in everything. Water, trees, rocks,
all have souls. A pantheon of gods and goddesses without equal;
Tezcatlipoca lord of Heaven and Earth, Mixtec lord of death,
Mictla-tecuhtli lord of the dead. Hard work, warm sun, all-pervading
religion, the perfect and obedient culture. Taken, unchanged, and set
down in this valley in a mountain in space. Unchanged in all details,
for who can guarantee what gives a culture adhesion—or what, if
taken away, will bring it down? Taken whole and planted here, for it
must continue unchanged for five hundred years. Some small truths
added, minor alterations it is hoped will not destroy it. Writing.
Basic cosmology. These are needed when the Aztecs finally emerge from
the valley and their children take up their destiny.
DNA CHAINS, complex intertwined helixes with infinite
permutations. Builders of life, controllers of life, with every
detail from the hair on the leg to the flea on the body of the twenty
ton whale locked into their convolutions. Billions of years
developing, unraveled in short centuries. Is this the code for red
hair? Replace it with that and the child will have black hair. Gene
surgery, gene selection, delicate operations with the smallest
building blocks of life, rearranging, ordering, producing…
GENIUS, exceptional natural capacity for creative and original
conceptions, high intelligence quotient. Natural capacity, that means
in the genes, and DNA. In a world population there are a
goodly number of geniuses in every generation, and their DNA can be
collected. And combined to produce children of genius. Guaranteed.
Every time. Unless this genius is masked. For every capacity and
condition in the genes there is a dominant and a recessive. Father
dog is black and black is dominant and white is recessive, and he has
that too. Mother is all black too. So they are BW and BW and, as the
good Mendell taught, these factors can be plotted on the square named
after him. If there are four pups they will be BB, BW, BW and WW, or
a white dog where none was before. But is it possible to take a
dominant and make it artificially recessive? Yes, it is possible.
Take genius, for instance. They did take genius. And they tied it
down to stupidity. Dimness. Subnormality. Passivity. Prison it in
slightly different ways in two different groups of people and keep
them apart. Let them have children, generation after generation of
obedient, accepting children. And each child will carry that
tied-down dominant, untouched and waiting. Then, some day, the right
day, let the two groups meet and mingle and marry. The bonds are then
released. The tied-down dominant is no longer recessive, it is
dominant. The children are—children of different parents than
their parents? Yes, perhaps they are. They are genius children.
There was so much to be learned. At any point in the recorded
lecture Chimal could press the question button and the pictures and
voices would halt while the machine printed a list of references
about the material then being covered. Some of these were recorded
visual lectures that the viewer would play for him, others were
specific volumes in the library. The library itself was a galaxy
unexplored. Most of the books were photorecordings, though there were
bound volumes of all the basic reference texts. When his head and his
eyes ached from too much study and concentration, he would go through
the library at random, picking up volumes and flicking through their
pages. How complex the human body: the transparent pages of the
anatomy text turned one by one to reveal the organs in vivid color.
And the stars, they were giant burning spheres of gas after all, for
here were charts with their temperatures and sizes. Page after page
of photographs of nebulae, clusters, gas clouds. The universe was
gigantic beyond comprehension—and he had once thought it was
made of solid rock!
Leaving the astronomy book open on the table before him, Chimal
leaned back and stretched, then rubbed at the soreness around his
eyes. He had brought a thermos of tea with him and he poured a cup
and sipped at it. The book had fallen open to a plate of the Great
Nebula in Andromeda, a gigantic wheel of light against the
star-pricked night. Stars. There was one star he should be interested
in, the one he had been welcomed to when the process of education
began. What was its name?—there were so many new things to
remember—Proxima Centauri. It would still be far ahead, but he
had a sudden desire to see the destination of his captive universe.
There were detailed star charts of the sky, he had seen them, so it
should not be too hard to pick out this individual star. And he could
stretch his legs: his body ached from unaccustomed sitting for so
many hours at a time.
It was a relief to walk briskly again, even run a few paces down
the long passageway. How many days had it been since he had first
entered the observation room? Memory fogged; he had kept no record.
Maybe he should carry a deus like the others, but that was a bloody
and painful way to mark the passing of a day. This rite seemed
senseless to. him, like so much of the Watchers' activities, but it
was important to them. They seemed to actually enjoy this ritual
infliction of pain. Once more he pushed open the massive doors and
looked out at interstellar space, as boldly impressive as the first
time he had seen it.
Matching the stars to the chart was difficult. For one thing the
stars did not remain in relatively fixed positions as they did in the
sky above the valley, but instead swept by in majestic parade. In a
few minutes the cycle would go from summer to winter constellations
and back again. As soon as he thought he had plotted a constellation
it would vanish from sight and new stars would appear. When the
Master Observer came in he was grateful for the interruption.
"I regret having to bother you…"
"No, not at all, I'm getting nowhere with this chart and it
only makes my head ache more."
"Then, might I ask you to aid us?"
"Of course. What is it?"
"You will see at once if you will accompany me."
The Master Observer's face was pulled into deeper lines of
brooding seriousness: Chimal had not thought this was possible. When
he tried to make conversation he received courteous but brief
answers. Something was bothering the old man, and just what it was he
would find out shortly.
They went downstairs to a level that Chimal had never visited and
found a car waiting for them. It was a long ride, longer than he had
ever taken before, and it was made in silence. Chimal looked at the
walls moving steadily by and asked, "Are we going far?"
The Master Observer nodded. "Yes, to the stern, near the
engine room."
Though Chimal had studied diagrams of their world, he still
thought of it in relation to his valley. What they called the bow was
where the observation room was, well beyond the swamp. The stern,
then, was south of the waterfall, at the end of the valley. He
wondered what they would find there.
They stopped at another tunnel opening and the Master Observer led
the way to one of a number of identical doorways, outside of which
was waiting a red-garbed observer. Silently, he opened the door for
them. Inside was a sleeping cell. A man in Watcher's black was
hanging from a rope that had been passed through the bar of the air
vent in the ceiling. The loop of rope about his neck had choked him
to death, slowly and painfully, rather than snapping his spine, but
in the end it had done its job. He must have been hanging for days
because his body had stretched so that his toes almost touched the
floor, next to the overturned chair that he had jumped from. The
observers turned away, but Chimal, no stranger to death, looked on
calmly enough.
"What do you want me to do?" Chimal asked. For a moment
he wondered if he had been brought as a burial party.
"He was the Air Tender and he worked alone because the Master
Air Tender died recently and a new one has not been appointed as yet.
His breviary is there on the desk. There seems to be something wrong
and he was unable to correct it. He was a foolish man and instead of
reporting it he took his own life."
Chimal picked up the well-thumbed and grease-stained book and
flipped through it. There were pages of diagrams, charts for entering
readings, and simple lists of instructions to be followed. He
wondered what had troubled the man. The Master Observer beckoned him
into the next room where a buzzer sounded continuously and a red
light flashed on and off.
"This is a warning that something is wrong. The Air Tender's
duty when the alarm sounds is to make the corrections at once, and
then to make a written report to me. I received no such report."
"And the alarm is still going. I have a strong suspicion that
your man could not fix the trouble, panicked and killed himself."
The Master Observer nodded in intensified gloom. "The same
unharmonious thought is what came upon me when a report reached me
that this had happened. I have been worried ever since the Master Air
Tender was struck down in his youth, barely 110 years old, and this
other one left in charge. The Master never thought well of him and we
were preparing to train a new tender when this happened."
Chimal suddenly realized what this meant "Then you have
nobody who knows anything about repairing this equipment? And it is
the air machinery you are talking about, that supplies the breathing
air for us all?"
"Yes," the Master Observer said and led the way through
thick, double-locked doors to a vast and echoing chamber.
Tall tanks lined the walls with shining apparatus at their bases.
Heavy ducts dived down and there was an all-pervading hum and the
whine of motors.
"This supplies the air for everyone?" Chimal asked.
"No, nothing like that. You will read about it there, but
most of the air has something to do with green plants. There are
great chambers of them in constant growth. This apparatus does other
important things with the air, just what I am not sure."
"I can't promise that I'll be able to help, but I'll do my
best At the same time I suggest you get whoever else might be able to
work with this."
"There is no one, of course. No man would think of doing
other than his assigned work. I alone am responsible and I have
looked at this book before. Many of the things are beyond me. I am an
old man,, too old to learn a new discipline. A young man is now being
taught the air tender's craft, but it will be years before he is able
to work in here. That may be too late."
With a new weight of responsibility Chimal opened the book. The
first part was an outline of air purification theory which he skimmed
over quickly. He would read that in detail after he had a more
general knowledge of the function of the machinery. Under apparatus
there were 12 different sections, each headed with a large red
number. These numbers were repeated on large signs down the wall and
he assumed, with some justification, that they related to the numbers
in the book. When he glanced up at them he noticed that a red light
under 5 was blinking on and off. He walked over to it and saw the
word emergency printed under the bulb: he opened the book to
section 5.
"Purification Tower, Trace Pollutants. Many things
such as machinery, paint and the breath of living people give off
gaseous and particulate matter. There are not many of these
pollutants, but they do collect over the years and can become
concentrated. This machine removes from our air those certain
fractions that may be dangerous after many, many years. Air is forced
through a chemical that absorbs them…"
Chimal read on, interested now, until he had finished section 5.
This tower seemed to be designed to function for centuries without
attention; nevertheless provision had still been made to have it
watched and monitored. There was a bank of instruments at its base
and he went to look at them. Another light was flashing over a large
dial, blinking letters that spelled out REPLACE CHEMICAL. Yet on the
dial itself the reading was right at the top of the activity scale,
just where the book said it should be for correct operation.
"But who am I to argue with this machine," Chimal told
the Master Observer, who had been following him in silence. "The
recharging seems simple enough. There is an automatic cycle that the
machine does when this button is depressed. If it doesn't work the
valves can be worked by hand. Let's see what happens." He pushed
the button.
Operation lights flashed on, flickering in response to the cycle,
and hidden switches closed. A muffled, sighing sound issued from the
column before them and, at the same time the needle on the activity
scale moved into the red danger zone, dropping toward the bottom. The
Master Observer squinted at it, spelling out the letters with his
lips, then looked up, horrified.
"Can this be right? It gets worse not better. Something
terrible is happening."
"I don't think so," Chimal said, frowning in
concentration over the breviary. "It says the chemical needs
replacing. So first I imagine the old chemical is pumped out, and
this removal is what gives that false reading on the scale. Certainly
the absence of a chemical will give the same reading as a bad
chemical."
"Your argument is abstract, hard to follow. I am glad you are
here with us, First Arriver, and I can see the workings of the Great
Designer in this. We could do nothing about this without you."
"Let's see how this comes out, first. So far I've just
followed the book and there has been no real problem. There, the new
chemical must be coming in, the needle's going back up again to fully
charged. That seems to be all there is to it."
The Master Observer pointed, horrified, at the blinking warning
light. "Yet—that goes on. There is something terrible
here. There is something wrong with our air!"
"There is nothing wrong with our air. But there is something
wrong with this machine. It has been recharged, the new chemical is
working perfectly—yet the alarm goes on. The only thing I can
think of is that there is something wrong with the alarm." He
slipped through the sections of the book until he found the one he
wanted, then read through it quickly. "This may be it. Is there
a storeroom here? I want something called 167-R."
"It is this way."
The storeroom contained rows of shelves, all numbered in order,
and Chimal had no trouble locating part 167-R which was a sturdy
cannister with a handle on the end and a warning message printed in
red. CONTAINS PRESSURIZED GAS—POINT AWAY FROM FACE WHEN
OPENING. He did as it advised and turned the handle. There was a loud
hissing, and when it had died away the end came free in his hand. He
reached in and drew out a glittering metal box, shaped like a large
book. It had a handle where the spine would be and a number of
copper-colored studs on the opposite edge. He had not the slightest
idea what its function might be.
"Now let's see what this does."
The breviary directed him to the right spot and he found the
handle in the face of the machine that was marked 167-R, as was the
new one he had just obtained. When he pulled on the handle the
container slid out as easily as a book from a shelf. He threw it
aside and inserted the new part in its place.
"The light is gone, the emergency is over," the Master
Observer called out in a voice cracking with emotion. "You
have succeeded even where the Air Tender failed."
Chimal picked up the discarded part and wondered what had broken
inside it. "It seemed obvious enough. The machinery appeared to
work fine, so the trouble had to be in the alarm circuit, here. It's
described in the book, in the right section. Something turned on and
would not turn off, so the emergency sounded even after the
correction had been made. The tender should have seen that."
He must have been very stupid not to have figured it out, he
continued, to himself. Do not speak ill of the dead, but it was a
fact. The poor man had panicked and killed himself when the problem
had proven insoluble. This was proof of what he had suspected for a
long time now.
In their own way the Watchers were just as slow-witted as the
Aztecs. They had been fitted to a certain function just as the people
in the valley had.
3
"I'm sorry, but I still don't understand it," Watchman
Steel said, frowning over the diagram on the piece of paper, turning
it around in the futile hope that a different angle would make
everything clear.
"I'll show you another way then," Chimal said, going
into his ablutory for the apparatus he had prepared. His observer's
quarters were large and well appointed. He brought out the plastic
container to which he had fastened a length of strong cord. "What
do you see in here?" he asked, and she dutifully bent to look.
"Water. It is half filled with water."
"Correct. Now what will happen if I should turn it on its
side?"
"Why… the water would spill out. Of course."
"Correct!"
She smiled happily at her success. Chimal stretched out a length
of cord and picked up the container by it. "You said it would
spill. Would you believe that I can turn this bucket on its side
without spilling a drop?"
Steel just gaped in awe, believing anything possible of him.
Chimal began to spin the bucket in a small circle, faster and faster,
lifting it at the same time, until it was swinging in a circle
straight up into the air, upside down at the summit of its loop.. The
water stayed in; not a drop was spilled. Then, slowly, he decreased
the speed, until the container was once again on the floor.
"Now, one more question," he said, picking up a book.
"If I were to open my hand and let go of this book—what
would happen?"
"It would fall to the floor," she told him,
intensely proud to have answered so many questions correctly.
"Right again. Now follow closely. The force that pulls the
book to the floor and one that holds the water in the bucket is the
same force, and its name is centrifugal force. There is another force
on large planets called gravity that seems to act the same way,
though I do not understand it. The important thing to remember is
that centrifugal force also holds us down, so we don't fly up into
the air, and is also the reason why we could walk across the sky and
look up at the valley over our heads."
"I don't understand any of that," she admitted.
"It's simple. Say that instead of a cord I had a spinning
wheel. If the container were hung from the rim of the wheel the water
would stay inside of it just as it did when I spun it on the cord.
And I could fasten two containers to the wheel, opposite
each other, and the water would stay in each one. The bottom of each
container would be down for the water it held—yet the direction
down would be directly opposite for each of them. The same
thing is true for us, because this world of rock is spinning too. So
down in the village is below your feet—and down on the
sky is toward the sky. Do you follow all of this?"
"Yes," she told him, although she did not, but she
wanted to please ham.
"Good. Now the next step is the important one and I want you
to be sure you are with me. If down is below your feet in the village
and down is toward the sky when you are opposite it, then halfway
between them the force must be equal, so that there is no force
acting at all. If we could get halfway to the sky from the village we
could just float there."
"That would be very hard to do, unless you were a bird. And
even birds are prevented from leaving the valley by a certain device
of which I have heard."
"Very true. We can't climb up through the air, but we can go
through a tunnel in the rock. The valley is in an opening in the
rock, but it is solid at both ends. If there is a tunnel leading to
the spot, it's called the axis of rotation, that's the name from the
book, we could go there and float in the air."
"I don't think I would like that."
"I would. And I have found the right tunnel on the charts.
Will you go with me?"
Watchman Steel hesitated; she had no desire to experience
adventures of this land. But the First Arriver's wishes must be
treated as law.
"Yes, I will come."
"Good. We'll go now." The books were satisfactory and he
enjoyed his studies, but he needed human contact too. In the village
people were always together. Watchman Steel was the first person he
had met here, and they had snared experiences together. She was not
bright, but she tried to please. He put some food concentrates and a
water bottle into his belt pouch: he had taken to wearing this as did
all the others. It held the communicator, his writing instruments,
some small tools.
"It's the second stairway past the refectory," he told
her as they left.
At the foot of the stairway they stopped while she set her
eskoskeleton for climb. It moved one foot after the other,
providing all the power to lift her weight and therefore prevented
undue strain on her heart. Chimal slowed down to match her mechanical
pace. They went up seven levels before the stairway ended.
"This is the top level," Steel said as she reset the
controls. "I have only been up here once before. There are just
storerooms here."
"More than that, if the diagrams are correct." They
walked the length of the corridor, past the last doorway, and on
through the drill-scored, chill rock. There was no heated flooring
here, but their boots did have thick, insulated soles. At the very
end, facing them, was a metal doorway with the painted legend in
large, red letters: OBSERVERS ONLY.
"I can't go in there," she said.
"You can if I tell you to. In the observer's breviary it
states that watchmen or anyone else may be ordered by observers into
any area to do what is needed." He had never read anything of
the sort, but she did not have to know that
"Of course, then I can go with you. Do you know the
combination of this lock?" She pointed at the complex dial lock
that was fastened to the edge of the door on a hasp.
"No, there was nothing about there being a lock on this
door."
This was the first sealed door that he had seen. Rule and order
were enough to keep the Watchers from entering where they were not
wanted. He looked closely at the lock, and at the hasp.
"This has been added after the original construction,"
he said, pointing to the screw heads. "Someone has drilled into
the metal frame and door and attached this." He took out a
screwdriver and twisted a screw loose. "And not a very good job
either. They did not fix it very securely."
It took only a few moments to remove the retaining screws and put
the lock, still sealed to the hasp, onto the tunnel floor. The door
opened easily then, into a small, metal-walled room.
"What can this mean?" Steel asked, following him in.
"I'm not sure I know. There were no details on the charts.
But—we can follow the instructions and see what happens."
He pointed to the lettered card on one wall. "One, close door,
that's simple enough. Two, hold fast to handgrips."
There were metal loops fixed to the walls at waist height, and
they both took hold of them.
"Three, turn pointer in proper direction."
A metal arrow beneath the sign had its tip touching the word DOWN.
It was pivoted on its base and Chimal released one hand to push the
point of the arrow to UP. When he did so a distant humming began and
the car began to move slowly upward.
"Very good," he said. "Saves us a long climb. This
car must be fixed in a vertical shaft and is pulled up and down by a
device of some kind. What's the matter?"
"I… I don't know," Steel gasped, clutching to the
ring with both hands. "I feel so strange, different."
"Yes, you're right. Lighter perhaps!" He laughed and
jumped up from the floor, and it seemed to take longer than usual
before he dropped back. "The centrifugal force is decreasing.
Soon it will be gone completely." Steel, not as enthused by the
idea as he was, clasped tight and pressed her head to the wall with
her eyes closed.
The trip was relatively brief, and, when the car stopped, Chimal
pushed up on his toes and floated free of the floor.
"It's true—there is no force acting. We are at the axis
of rotation." Steel curled over, gasping and retching, trying to
control the spasms in her stomach. The door opened automatically and
they looked along a circular corridor with rods, like raised rails,
running the length of it. There was no up or down and even Chimal
felt a little queasy when he tried to imagine in what direction they
were facing.
"Come on. We just float, then pull ourselves along those rods
to wherever the tunnel goes. It should be easy." When the girl
showed no intention of moving he pried her hands loose and gently
pushed her into the end of the tube, knocking himself back against
the wall at the same time. She screamed
faintly and thrashed about, trying to clutch onto something. He
launched himself after her and discovered it was not easy at all.
In the end he found that the surest way to progress was to pull
forward lightly, then guide himself by sliding his hands along the
bar as he went. Watchman Steel, after emptying her stomach felt
somewhat better and managed to follow his instructions. Bit by bit
they progressed the length of the tube to the doorway at the end,
then let themselves through into a spherical room that looked out
onto the stars.
"I recognize that long instrument," Chimal said
excitedly. "It's a telescope, for making far away things look
bigger. It can be used for looking at the stars. I wonder what the
other instruments do."
He had forgotten Steel, which she did not mind at all. There was a
couch attached to one portion of the wall and she found that she
could fix herself in it by tightening straps across her body. She did
this and closed her eyes.
Chimal was almost unaware of the lack of any force pulling him
down as he read the operating instructions on the machine. They were
simple and clear and promised wonders. The stars outside of the
bulging, hemispherical window, were rotating in slow circles about a
point in the middle. Not as fast as the stars in the observation
room, and they weren't rising or setting, but they were still moving.
When he actuated a control, as instructed, he felt a sudden force
pulling on him, the girl moaned, and the sensation quickly stopped.
When he turned to look out of the doorway it looked as though the
tunnel was now turning—and the stars were now still. The room
must now be rotating in the opposite direction from the rest of the
world, so they were motionless in relation to the stars. What wonders
the Great Designer had created!
Once the computer was actuated it needed two points of reference.
After it knew these it was self orientating. Following the
instructions, Chimal pointed the pilot scope at a bright, glowing red
star, fixed it in the crosshairs of the telescope, then pressed the
spectrum analysis button. The identification was instantly projected
on a small screen: Aldebaran. Not far away from it was another bright
star that appeared to be in the constellation he knew as The Hunter.
Its name was Rigel. Perhaps it was in The Hunter, it was so hard to
tell even well-known constellations with the infinitude of lights
that filled the sky.
"Look at it," he called to the girl, in pride and
wonder.
"That is the real sky, the real stars." She
looked quickly and nodded, and closed her eyes again. "Outside
this window is space, vacuum, no air to breathe. Just nothing at all,
an empty immensity. How can the distance be measured to a star—how
can we imagine it? And this, this world of ours, is going from one
star to another, will reach it some day. Do you know the name of the
star that is our destination?"
"We were taught—but I'm afraid I have forgotten."
"Proxima Centauri. In an old language that means the closest
star in the constellation of the centaur. Don't you want to see it?
What a moment this is. It is one of those out there, right in front
of us. The machine will find it."
Carefully, he set the dials for the correct combination, checking
them twice to be sure he had entered the right numbers from the
printed 1ist. It was correct. He pressed the actuate button and moved
back.
Like the snout of a great, questing animal the telescope shivered
and swung slowly into motion. Chimal stayed clear as it turned with
ponderous precision, slowed and stopped. It was pointing far to one
side, almost 90 degrees from the center of the window.
Chimal laughed. "That can't be," he said. "There
has been a mistake. If Proxima Centauri were way over there, out to
the side, it would mean that we were going past it…"
His fingers shook as he returned to the list and checked his
figures over and over again.
4
"Just look at these figures and tell me if they are true or
not—that's all I ask." Chimal dropped the papers onto the
table before the Master Observer.
"I have told you, I am not very practiced at the mathematics.
There are machines for this sort of thing." The old man stared
straight ahead, looking neither at the papers nor at Chimal, unmoving
except for his fingers that plucked, unnoticed, at his clothing.
"These are from a machine, a readout. Look at them and tell
me if they are correct or not."
"I am no longer young and it is time for prayers and rest. I
ask you to leave me."
"No. Not until you have given me an answer. You don't want to
answer, do you?"
The old man's continued silence destroyed the last element of
calmness that Chimal possessed. The Master Observer gave a hoarse cry
as Chimal reached out to seize his deus and, with a quick snap, broke
the chain that supported it. He looked at the numbers in the openings
in the front.
"186,293… do you know what that means?"
"This is—close to blasphemy. Return that, at once."
"I was told that this numbered the days of the voyage, days
in old Earth time. As I remember it there are about 365 days in an
Earth year."
He threw the deus onto the table and the old man snatched it up at
once, in both hands. Chimal took a writing tablet and a stylus from
his belt. "Divide… this shouldn't be hard… the
answer is…" He scrawled a line under the figure and waved
it under the Master Observer's nose. "It's been over 510 years
since the voyage began. The estimate in all the books was five
hundred years or less, and the Aztecs believe they will be freed in
500 years. This is just added evidence. With my own eyes I saw that
we are no longer going toward Proxima Centauri, but are aimed instead
almost at the constellation Leo."
"How can you know that?"
"Because I was in the navigation chamber and used the
telescope. The axis of rotation is no longer pointing at Proxima
Centauri. We are going somewhere else."
"These are all very complex questions," the old man
said, dabbing a kerchief at the corners of his red-rimmed eyes. "I
remember no relationship between the axis of rotation and our
direction…"
"Well I do—and I have checked already to make sure. To
keep the navigational instruments functioning correctly, Proxima
Centauri is fixed at the axis of rotation. Automatic course
corrections are made if it drifts—so we move in the direction
of the main axis. This cannot be changed." Chimal chewed at a
knuckle in sudden thought. "Though we might now be going to a
different star! Now tell me the truth—what has happened?"
The old observer stayed rigid for a moment longer, then collapsed,
sighing, inside the restraining support of his eskoskeleton.
"There is nothing that can be kept from you, First Arriver, I
realize that now. But I did not want you to know until you had come
to full knowledge. That must be now, or you would not have found out
these things." He threw a switch and the motors hummed as they
lifted him to his feet and moved him
across the room.
"The meeting is recorded here in the log. I was a young man
at the time, then the youngest observer in fact, the others are long
since dead. How many years ago was that? I am not sure, yet I still
remember every detail of it. An act of faith, an act of
understanding, an act of trust." He seated himself again,
holding a red bound book in both hands, looking at it, through it, to
that well remembered day.
"We were weeks, months almost, weighing all of the facts and
coming to a decision. It was a solemn, almost heart-stopping moment.
The Chief Observer stood and read all of the observations. The
instruments showed that we had slowed, that new data must be fed in
to put us into an orbit about the star. Then he read about the
planetary observations and we all felt distress at what had been
discovered. The planets were not suitable, that was what was wrong.
Just not suitable. We could have been the Observers of the Day of
Arrival, yet we had the strength to turn away from the temptation. We
had to fulfill the trust of the people in our charge. When the Master
Observer explained this we all knew what had to be done. The Great
Designer had planned even for this day, for the chance that no
satisfactory planets could be found in orbit about Proxima Centauri,
and a new course was set to Alpha Centauri. Or was it Wolf 359 in
Leo? I forget now, it had been so many years. But it is all in here,
the truth of the decision. Hard as it was to make—it was made.
I shall carry the memory of that day with me to the recycler. Few are
given such a chance to serve."
"May I see the book? What day was this decided?"
"A day fixed in history, but look for yourself." The old
man smiled and opened the book, apparently at random, on the table
before him. "See how it opens to the correct place? I have read
in it so often."
Chimal took the book and read the entry. It occupied less than a
page. Surely a record of brevity for such a momentous occasion.
"There is nothing here about the observations and the reasons
for the decisions," he said, "No details on the planets
that were so unsuitable."
"Yes, there, beginning the second paragraph. If you will
permit me I can quote from memory. '… therefore, it was the
observations alone that could determine future action. The planets
were unsuitable.' "
"But why? There are no details."
"Details are not needed. This was a decision of faith. The
Great Designer had made allowance for the fact that suitable planets
might not be found, and He is the one who knew. If the planets were
suitable he would have not given us a choice. This is a very
important doctrinal point. We all looked through the telescope and
agreed. The planets were not suitable. They were tiny, and had no
light of their own like a sun, and were very far away. They obviously
were not suitable…"
Chimal sprang to his feet, slamming the book onto the table.
"Are you telling me that you decided simply by looking
through the telescope while still at astronomical distance? That you
made no approaches, no landings, took no photographs… ?"
"I know nothing of those things. They must be things that
Arrivers do. We could not open the valley until we were sure these
planets were proper. Think—how terrible! What would it have
been like if the Arrivers found these planets unsuitable! We would
have betrayed our trust. No, far better to make this weighty decision
ourselves. We knew what was involved. Every one of us searched his
heart and faith before coming to a reluctant decision. The planets
were unsuitable."
"And this was decided by faith alone?"
"The faith of good men, true men. There was no other way, nor
did we want one. How could we have possibly erred as long as we stood
true to our beliefs?"
In silence, Chimal copied the date of the decision onto his
writing tablet, then put the book back onto the table.
"Don't you agree that it was the wisest decision?" the
Master Observer asked, smiling.
"I think you were all mad," Chimal said.
"Blasphemy! Why do you say that?"
"Because you knew nothing at all about those planets, and a
decision made without facts or knowledge is no decision—just
superstitious nonsense."
"I will not hear these insults—even from the First
Arriver. I ask you respectfully to leave my quarters."
"Facts are facts, and guesswork is guesswork. Stripped of all
the mumbo-jumbo and faith talk, your decision is just baseless. Worse
than a guess since you make a guess from incomplete facts. You
pietistical fools had no facts at all. What did the rest of your
people say about the decision?"
"They did not know. It was not their decision. They serve,
that is all they ask. That is all we observers asked."
"Then I'm going to tell them all, and find the computer. We
can still turn back."
The eskoskeleton hummed to follow his body as the old man stood,
straight and angry, pointing his finger at Chimal.
"You cannot. It is forbidden knowledge for them and I forbid
you to mention it to them—or to go near the computers. The
decision of the observers cannot be reversed."
"Why not? You are just men. Damn fallible, stupid men at
that. You were wrong and I'm going to right that wrong."
"If you do you will prove that you are not the First Arriver
after all, but something else. I know not what. I must search the
breviary for the meaning of this."
"Search, I act. We turn."
For long minutes after Chimal slammed out the Master Observer
stood, staring at the closed door. When he finally reached a decision
he wanted to groan aloud with unhappiness at the terribleness of it
all. But hard decisions had to be made too: that was the burden of
his responsibility. He picked up his communicator to make the call.
The sign on the door read NAVIGATION ROOM —OBSERVERS ONLY.
Chimal had been so angry at the time of his discovery that he had not
thought to search out this room and verify his information. The anger
was still there, but now it was cold and disciplined: he would do
whatever had to be done. A search of the charts had revealed the
existence of this place. He pushed open the door and went in.
The room was small and contained only two chairs, a computer
input, some breviaries of data, and a chart on the wall of simplified
operating instructions. The input was designed for a single function
and took instructions in ordinary language. Chimal read the chart
quickly, then sat before the input and tapped out a message with one
finger.
IS THE ORBIT NOW TOWARD PROXIMA CENTAURI?
As soon as he pressed the button for answer the input
burst into rapid life and typed:
NO.
HAVE WE PASSED PROXIMA CENTAURI?
QUESTION IS UNCLEAR. SEE INSTRUCTION 13.
Chimal thought a moment, then fed in a new question.
CAN THE ORBIT BE CHANGED TO GO TO PROXIMA CENTAURI?
YES.
That was better. Chimal typed in HOW LONG WILL IT TAKE TO REACH
PROXIMA CENTAURI IF THE ORBIT IS CHANGED NOW? This time the computer
took almost three seconds to answer, since there were many
computations to be made and memories to be consulted.
ESTIMATED ARRIVAL 100 ASTRONOMICAL UNITS DISTANCE PROXIMA CENTAURI
17,432 DAYS.
Chimal did the division quickly. "That's less than 50 years.
The arrival might even be in my lifetime if we begin the new orbit
now!"
But how? How could the observers be made to change the orbit?
There was a possibility that he could find the proper instructions
and breviaries and work out how to do it himself, but only if he were
undisturbed. He could not possibly do the work in the face of their
active hostility. Nor would words alone convince them. What would?
They had to be forced to make the orbit change whether they wanted to
or not. Violence? It wouldn't be possible to capture them all and
force them to the work. The Watchers would never permit this. Nor
could he simply kill them: this was equally distasteful, though he
was certainly in the humor for it He felt like doing violence to
something.
The air machinery? The equipment he had worked on —it was
vital for life, but only over a period of time. If there were some
way to damage it, he was the only one who would be able to repair it.
And he would not even begin the repairs until the course had been
changed and they were on their way to the nearby star.
This was what he had to do. He slammed out into the passageway and
saw the Master Observer and the other observers hurrying toward him
at the highest speed their eskoskeletons would go. Chimal ignored
their shouts and ran in the opposite direction, easily outdistancing
them. As fast as he could, by the most direct route, he ran to the
tunnel that went to the air plant.
The track was empty. No car was waiting.
Should he walk? It would take hours to get through this tunnel
that ran the full length of the valley. And if they sent a car after
him there would be no possibility of escape. He needed a car
himself—but should he call for one? If all the Watchers had
been alerted he would be simply trapping himself. He had to make a
decision quickly. It was a better than good chance that the people
had not been informed; that was not the Master Observer's way. He
turned to the communicator on the wall.
"This is the First Arriver. I want a car at once, at station
187." The speaker hummed silently for a moment, then a voice
answered.
"It shall be as you order. It will be there in a few
minutes."
Would it? Or would the man report it to the observers? Chimal
paced in an agony of apprehension, unable now to do anything except
wait. It was only a few minutes before the car arrived, but the time
seemed endless to him.
"Would you wish me to drive?" the operator said.
"No, I can do it myself."
The man climbed out and saluted Chimal respectfully as the car
started down the track. The way was clear. Even if the man did report
him, Chimal knew that he had a clear lead. If he kept ahead of any
possible pursuers and worked fast he should finish what he had to do
before they caught up with him. But now, before he arrived, he must
think ahead, plan what would be the best thing to do. The machinery
was so massive it would take too long to injure any of that, but the
control panels were smaller and more lightly made. Simply destroying
some of the instruments or removing their components should be
enough. The observers would never be able to repair them without his
help. But before he broke anything he had to be sure that there were
replacements. Simply removing components from the controls might not
be enough; the Master Observer, if pressed, might be able to figure
that out from the empty slots. No, something must be broken.
When the car slammed to a stop at the other end of the tunnel he
jumped from it, every move planned in advance. First the breviary. It
was resting just where he had left it. There was no one else here so
apparently the new tender had not taken up his position yet. That was
just as well. He had to find the correct diagram, then the parts
numbers. He walked into the storeroom as he read. Yes, here they
were, the readouts and mechanical actuators from the panel. More than
ten of each. The Great Designer had planned well, and overprovided
for every eventuality. But He had not considered sabotage. As an
added precaution, Chimal removed all the replacements and took them
to another storeroom where he buried them deep behind a stock of
massive piping. Now, destruction.
A great, open-end wrench, heavy and as long as his arm, would make
a perfect weapon. He took it into the main chamber and stood before
the board, weighing it in both hands. There, the glass-faced pressure
dial first. He swung the wrench up over his head like a war-ax and
brought it down with a splintering crash.
Instantly red lights flashed on and off all over the chamber and a
siren began a shrill, ear-hurting scream. An amplified voice, louder
than thunder, roared out at him.
"STOP! STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING! YOU ARE INJURING THE MACHINE!
THIS IS THE ONLY WARNING YOU WILL HAVE!"
Flashing lights and warnings were not going to stop him. He
brought the wrench down again on the same spot. As he did this a
metal door burst open in the wall above him, showering down dust. The
muzzle of a laser gun slammed out into position and began firing
instantly, the green pencil of flame cutting an arc in front of the
control panel.
Chimal threw himself aside but not quickly enough. The beam caught
his left side, his leg, his arm, burning through the clothing
instantly and deep into the flesh. He fell heavily, almost
unconscious from the sudden shock and pain.
The Great Designer had considered everything, even the possibility
of sabotage, Chimal realized. Far too late.
When the observers hurried in they found him this way, crawling,
leaving a painful track of blood. Chimal opened his mouth to say
something but the Master Observer gestured and stepped aside. A man
with a tank on his back and a gun-like nozzle in his hand moved
forward and pressed the trigger. A cloud of gas engulfed Chimal and
his head dropped heavily to the stone flooring.
5
While he was unconscious the machines cared
for him. The observers stripped his clothes from him and placed him
in the trough on the table. They fed in a description of his
injuries, then let the analyzer decide for itself. Once begun the
entire operation was completely automatic.
X-rays were taken, while his blood pressure, temperature and all
other vital statistics were recorded. Blood clotting foam was applied
at once to the wounds, as soon as they had been photographed.
Diagnosis took place inside the computer and treatment was
programmed. The analysis apparatus rose silently up into its
container and a shining metallic surgeon took its place. It hovered
over the wound while its binocular microscopes peered deep, its many
arms ready. Although it worked on only a very small area at a time it
worked incredibly fast, far faster than could any careful human
surgeon, as it followed the program of the computer. A speck of foam
was flicked away, the area cleaned, burned tissue removed in a
lightning debridement. Then a binding glue, that accelerated tissue
growth as well, was applied and the flashing instruments moved on.
Down his arm, closing the wound, sewing the severed tendons,
rejoining the cut nerve endings. Then to his side where the laser ray
had cut deep into the muscles, although it had not touched any of the
internal organs. Finally the leg, a burned area on his thigh, the
simplest wound of all.
When Chimal awoke he had difficulty at first in remembering what
had happened and why he was here in the hospital. He was heavily
sedated and felt no pain, but his head was light and he felt too
exhausted to even roll over.
Memory returned, and with it bitterness. He had failed. The
endless voyage to nowhere would go on. The observers were too
faithful to their trust of preserving; they could not consider ending
it. Perhaps the Great Designer had made His only mistake here by
planning too well. The Watchers were so efficient at their work, and
so pleased by it, that they could even consider the possibility of
bringing it to a halt. The next star, if they ever reached it, would
also be sure to have unsatisfactory planets. He had had only one
chance to end the voyage, and Chimal had failed in the attempt. There
would be no more chances for him, the observers would see to that—and
there would be no more Chimals after this. The warning would be
heeded. If any more children were ever born of a union between the
two villages, they would not be welcome here. Perhaps the gods might
even whisper in the first priest's ear and there would be a welcome
sacrifice.
The nursing machines, aware that he had returned to consciousness,
removed the intravenous feeding drip from his arm and produced a bowl
of warm broth.
"Please open your mouth," the sweet, recorded voice of a
girl, centuries dead, told him, and a bent tube was lowered into the
broth and brought carefully to his lips. He obliged.
The machine must also have announced that he was awake because the
door opened and the Master Observer came in.
"Why did you do this impossible thing?" he asked. "None
of us can understand it. It will be months before the damage can be
fixed since we cannot trust you near it again."
"I did it because I want you to change our orbit. I would do
anything to make you do that. If we made the change now we could be
near Proxima Centauri in less than fifty years. That's all I'm asking
you to do, just look closer at the planets. You don't even have to
promise to tell anyone other than the observers. Will you do it?"
"Now don't stop," the gentle voice chided. "You
have to finish it all up, every drop. You hear?"
"No. Of course not. It is not up to me at all. The decision
has been made and recorded and I cannot possibly think of changing
it. You should not even ask me."
"I have to, to appeal to you—how? In the name of
humanity? End the centuries of imprisonment and fear and death. Free
your own people from the tyranny that controls them."
"What madness are you talking?"
"Truth. Look at my people, living brutalized, superstitious
and short lives, their population controlled by venomous snakes.
Monstrous! And your own morbid people, these poor women like Watchman
Steel, a ghost of a self-torturing female with none of the normal
traits of her sex. Loathing motherhood and loving to inflict pain
upon herself. You can end the bondage of all of them…"
"Stop," the Master Observer commanded, raising his hand.
"I will hear no more of this blasphemous talk. This world is a
perfect world, just as the Great Designer ordered it, and to even
speak of changing it is a crime beyond imagining. I have considered
for many hours what to do with you, and have consulted with the other
observers, and we have reached a decision."
"Kill me and shut me up forever?"
"No, we cannot do that. Warped as you are by your incorrect
upbringing among the savages in the valley, you are still the First
Arriver. Therefore you will arrive, that is our decision."
"What nonsense is this?" Chimal was too tired to argue
more. He pushed the unemptied bowl away and shut his eyes.
"The diagrams disclose that there are five objects called
spaceships in caverns on the outer skin of this world. They are
described carefully and have been designed to travel from here to
whatever planet is to be settled. You will be placed into one of
these spaceships and you will leave. You will go to the planets as
you wish. You will be the First Arriver."
"Get out," Chimal said, wearily. "No, you're not
killing me, just sending me on a fifty year voyage by myself, in
exile, alone for the rest of my life. In a ship that may not even
carry enough, food and air for a voyage of that length. Leave me, you
filthy hypocrite."
"The machines inform me that in ten days you will be cured
enough "to leave this bed. An eskoskeleton is being prepared to
aid you. At that time observers will come and see that you board the
ship. They will drug you and carry you if they must. You will go. I
will not be there because I do not wish to see you again. I will not
even say goodbye because you have been a
sore trial in my life, and have said blasphemous words that I will
never forget. You are too evil to bear." The old man turned and
left even before he was through speaking.
Ten days, Chimal thought, as he drifted on the edge of sleep. Ten
days. What can I possibly do in that time? What can I possibly do at
all? To end this tragedy. How I wish I could expose the indecency of
the life these people lead. Even the lives of my people, short and
unhappy as they are, are better than this. I would like to break open
this termites' nest to their gaze, to let them see just what kind of
people they are who hide and skulk nearby, watching and ordering.
His eyes opened wide and, unconscious of what he was doing, he sat
bolt upright in the bed.
"Of course. Let my people into these caverns. There would be
no choice then—we would have to change the orbit for Proxima
Centauri."
He dropped back onto the pillows. He had ten days to make plans
and decide just what to do.
Four days later the eskoskeleton was brought in and stood in a
corner. During the next sleeping period he dragged himself from the
bed and put it on, practicing with it. The controls were simple and
foolproof. He was out of bed every night after that, tottering at
first, then walking grimly in spite of the pain. Doing simple
exercises. His appetite increased. The ten day figure was far more
time than he needed. The machines must have estimated his period of
healing by using as a standard the sluggish metabolisms of the
Watchers. He could do much better than that.
There was always an observer on guard outside of his room, he
heard them talking when they changed shifts, but they never entered.
They wanted to have nothing to do with him. During the sleeping
period of the ninth day Chimal rose and silently dressed himself. He
was still weak, but the eskoskeleton helped that, taking most of the
exertion out of walking and other physical movements. A light chair
was the only possible weapon that the room provided. He took it in
both hands and stood behind the door—then screamed.
"Help! I'm bleeding… I'm dying… help!"
At once he had to raise his voice and shout louder to drown out
the voice of the nurse who kept ordering him back to bed for an
examination. Surely alarms were going off somewhere. He had to be
fast. Where was that fool of an observer? How long did it take him
to make up his simple mind? If he didn't come in soon Chimal would
have to go after him, and if the man were armed that could be
dangerous.
The door opened and Chimal hit him with the chair as soon as he
entered. He rolled on the floor and moaned but there was no time to
even look at him. One man—or a world? Chimal pried the laser
rifle from his fingers and went out, moving at the fastest speed the
eskoskeleton would permit.
At the first turning he left the hospital passage and headed
toward the outermost corridors, the ones that were usually deserted,
almost certainly so at this hour. It was one hour to dawn, the
Watchers of course kept the same time as the valley, and he would
need every minute of that. The route he had planned was circuitous
and he was so slow.
No one would know what he had planned, that certainly would help.
Only the Master Observer could make decisions, and he did not make
them easily. The first thing he would probably think of would be that
Chimal might return to finish his job of sabotage. Weapons would be
found and observers dispatched to the air plant. Then more thought. A
search perhaps, and finally the alerting of all the people. How long
would that take? Impossible to estimate. Hopefully more than an hour.
If it happened sooner Chimal would fight. Hurt, kill if necessary.
Some would die so that future generations might live.
The Master Observer moved even slower than Chimal imagined. Almost
the entire hour had passed before he met another man, and this one
was obviously bent on a routine errand. When he came close and
recognized Chimal he was too shocked to do anything. Chimal got
behind him and let the powered hands of the eskoskeleton throttle the
man into unconsciousness. Now—dawn, and the last corridor.
His life was running backwards. This was the way he had entered,
so long ago, going fearfully in the other direction. How he had
changed since that day: how much he had learned. Valueless things
unless he could put them to some real use. He came down the
stone-floored tunnel just as the door at the far end swung up and
outward. Outlined against the blue of the morning sky stood the
monstrous figure of Coatlicue, snake-headed and claw-armed. Coming
toward him. In
spite of knowledge his heart leapt in his chest. But he walked on,
straight toward her.
The great stone swung silently shut again and the goddess came
forward, gaze fixed and unseeing. She came up to him and past
him—then turned and
entered the niche to wheel about and stand, frozen and inactive. To
rest for one more day before emerging on her nightly patrol.
"You are a machine," Chimal said. "Nothing more.
And there, behind you, are tools and parts cabinets and your
breviary." He walked past her and picked it up and read the
cover. "And your name isn't even Coatlicue, it is HEAT SEEKING
GUARD ROBOT. Which explains now how I escaped from you—once I
was under the water I vanished as far as your senses were concerned."
He opened the book.
Though the Coatlicue robot was undoubtedly complex, the repairs
and instructions were simple, like all the others. Chimal had
originally thought that it would be enough to open the portal and
send her out in the daylight. But there was far more he could do with
her. Following the directions he slid aside a panel in the machine's
back and exposed a multiholed socket. In the cabinet was a control
box with a length of wire and a matching plug. With this the
automatic circuits could be over ridden and the machine tested and
moved about at the will of the controller. Chimal plugged it in.
"Walk!" he commanded, and the goddess lurched forward.
"In a circle," he said and worked the controls.
Coatlicue dutifully trundled in a circle about him, brushing against
the cavern' walls, her twisting heads just below the high ceiling.
He could lead her out and command her to do just what he wished.
No—not lead! He could do far better than that.
"Kneel!" he shouted, and she obeyed. Laughing, he put
one foot in her bent elbow and climbed to her shoulders and sat, his
heels dangling amid the dried human hands, while he held to one of
her hard and metallically scaly necks.
"Now, forward, we are leaving. I am Chimal," he shouted.
"The one who left and returned—and who rides a goddess!"
As they approached the exit it swung up in response to some
automatic signal. He stopped the machine under the door and examined
the mechanism. Heavy pistons pushed it open and held it that way. If
he could melt the rods, bend them without destroying them, the door
would be held rigidly open beyond quick repair. And what he had to do
would not take too long. Not long indeed. The laser beam played over
the smooth rod of the piston until it turned red and suddenly sagged
under the weight of the rock. He turned the beam quickly away and the
door fell. But it stopped quickly, still supported by the piston on
the other side. The first one was bent, the metal firm again, and
would not be able to move back into the cylinder in this damaged
condition. The door was sealed open.
Out into the valley Chimal rode his strange mount, the snake heads
and snake-kirtle hissing loudly, but not as loud as his victorious
laughter.
As the trail emerged from the crevice Chimal stopped and looked
across his valley with mixed feelings: he had not realized until this
moment that he would enjoy being back. Home. There was still a dawn
haze hanging over the fields along the river bed. This would burn
away as soon as the sun cleared the mountains. He breathed deep of
the clean, sharp air that was touched with the scent of green growing
things. It was pleasant to be outdoors again after the musty deadness
of the corridors. Yet, as he thought this, he realized that his
valley was just a large cavern torn from solid rock, and while he
looked at it he was also aware of the tunnels that surrounded it and
the empty space and stars outside. These thoughts were disconcerting
and he shivered and put them from his mind. His wounds ached; he had
moved too much and too soon. He started the goddess ahead, down to
the riverbank and across, splashing through the shallow water.
In the villages people would be washing now and preparing the
morning meal. Soon they would be leaving for the fields and if he
hurried he would get there at the same time. A twist of the controls
sent Coatlicue trundling forward at a slow run, jarring his body with
every step. He closed his teeth tightly and ignored the pain. As the
goddess's speed increased her heads moved back and forth in faster
tempo as did the kirtle of snakes. The hissing was deafening.
Straight ahead to the valley wall he went, and then south to the
temple. The priests would be finishing the morning service and this
would be a good time to find them all together. He slowed Coatlicue
as the pyramid came into sight, and the hissing diminished. Then, at
a steady walking pace, he brought her around the steps of the pyramid
and into their midst.
It was a frozen, heart-stopping moment. There was a sharp crash as
the obsidian knife fell from Itzcoatl's hand as the first, priest
swayed with shock. The others were rigid, and the only motion was the
incessant weaving of the snakes' heads. The priests turned faces,
dumb with disbelief, upon the goddess and her rider, their eyes wide,
the pupils contracted to dots.
"You have sinned!" Chimal screamed at them, waving the
laser gun. It was doubtful if they even recognized him in his clothes
the color of blood, perched high above them. "Coatlicue will
have her vengeance. To the village of Quilapa, now—go. Run!"
The goddess started toward them, hissing outrageously, and they
needed no more urging. They turned and fled and the snake-headed
monster was at their heels. As they came to the village the first
people appeared, stunned, all of them, by this frightening appearance
and the unbelievable scene. Chimal gave them no time to gather their
wits as he shouted orders at them to go on to Zaachila.
Chimal slowed the goddess as they came between the houses and the
priests mingled with the crowd that poured out in a terrified wave.
He did not permit them to stop, but scourged their flanks back and
forth like a demonic herd. Women, children, babies—all of
them—fled before him to the river and across. The first ones
were already in Zaachila and the warning was given. Before he reached
there the entire village was in flight from him.
"To the swamp!" he roared as they trampled through the
fields of corn stubble and fled between the rows of maguey. "To
the wall, to the cleft, to see what I will show you there!"
In blind panic they fled and he harried behind them. The palisade
of the valley wall was ahead and the end was in sight. In a few
minutes they would be in the tunnel and that would be the beginning
of the end of the life they had known. Chimal laughed and shouted,
tears streaming down his face. The end, the end…
A growing rumble, like distant thunder sounded ahead, and from the
canyon wall a cloud of dust rolled out. The crowd slowed and stopped,
milling about, not knowing which danger to flee from, then moved
aside fearfully as Coatlicue plunged into their midst. Cold fear
clutched hard at Chimal's chest as he rode toward the cleft in the
towering walls.
He was afraid to admit what might have happened, dared not admit
it to himself. He was close, too close to the end in every way for
anything to go wrong now. Up the trail Coatlicue ran, and into the
opening in the cuff.
To stop, dead, before the barrier of broken rock that sealed it
from side to side.
A piece of rock clattered down the heap and then there was
silence. The dust settled slowly. There was no trace of the stone
doorway or of the opening to the caverns beyond, only the great heap
of broken rock that covered the spot where it once had existed.
And then the darkness came. Clouds blew up, so suddenly that
before the first thunderheads were even noticed the sky was covered
with them. And even before they hid the sun, the sun itself dimmed
and darkened and a cold wind raced the length of the valley. The
people, huddled together, moaned in agony at the tragedy that befell
them. Were the gods warring on Earth? What was happening? Was it the
end?
Then the rain fell, adding to the darkness, and there was hail
mixed with the freezing drops. The villagers broke and ran. Chimal
fought the obscuring depression of defeat from his thoughts and
turned Coatlicue to follow them. The fight wasn't over yet. Another
way out could be found, Coatlicue would force the villagers to help
him, their fear of her presence could not be washed away by rain and
darkness.
Halfway about the goddess stopped, rigid. The snakes were frozen
in the endless coiling and their voices cut off short. For a second
she leaned forward onto a partly raised foot, then came to rest. All
the power had been cut off and the control box was useless. Chimal
let it drop from his hand, then slowly and painfully slid down the
wet and slippery metal back to the muddy ground.
He realized that the laser rifle was still in his hand; he pointed
it at the rock barrier in a futile gesture of hatred and pulled hard
on the trigger. But even this weak protest was denied him: the rain
had penetrated its mechanism and it would not fire. He hurled it away
from him.
The rain poured down and it was darker than the darkest night.
6
Chimal found himself sitting on the bank of the river, the roar of
the water flooding by invisibly before him. His head rested on his
knees and his right side, leg and arm, should do it soon before it
became too deep. There was water sounded high and if he were going to
cross he should do it soon before it became too deep. There was
really no reason to cross, he would be just as dead on the outer side
as he would be here, but Quilapa was over there and that was his
village.
But when he tried to rise, to push himself to his feet, he found
that he was frozen in the hunched position. The water had shorted out
his eskoskeleton and it would permit only limited movements. With an
effort he freed one arm, then released all the other fastenings. When
he finally rose he left it behind like a discarded husk of a former
life, perpetually crouching in obeisance by the water's edge. When he
stepped into the river it came to his knees, then up to his waist
before he was halfway across. He had to feel for each foothold
carefully, leaning his weight against the current all of the tune. If
he were swept away now he knew that he would not be strong enough to
swim to safety.
Step by step he went forward, the water tugging relentlessly at
him: it would be so easy to give in and let it carry him away from
everything. For some reason he found the idea distasteful—a
sudden memory of the Air Tender hanging by his neck—and he
rejected it and went on. The water was only to his thighs now, then
below his knees again. He was across. Before climbing out he bent and
filled his cupped hands and drank from them, many times. He was
thirsty and in spite of the rain and the cold his skin was hot. His
wounds did not bear thinking about.
Was there nowhere to go? Was it all over, forever? Chimal stood
there, swaying in the darkness, his face up to the rain. Perhaps
there really was a Great Designer who watched and thwarted him
at every turning. No, that couldn't be true. He would not give in to
a greater superstition now that he had discarded all his smaller
ones. This world had been designed by men, built by men; he had read
their proud reports and understood their thinking. He even knew the
name of the one they called the Great Designer and knew the reasons
why He had done all this. They were written in the books and could be
read two ways.
Chimal knew that he had failed because of chance —and
ignorance. It was luck that he had managed to come this far. A man
was not made whole in a few short months. He had the knowledge of a
man, perhaps. He had learnt so much and so quickly, but he still
thought like a villager. Lash out. Run. Fight. Die. If only he could
have done better.
If only he could have led his people through that painted hall and
down the golden corridor to the stars.
And with this thought, this vision, came the first tiny inkling of
hope.
Chimal walked on. He was again alone in the valley, and when the
rains ceased and the sun came, out the hunt would once more be on for
him. How tenderly the priests would keep him alive for the tortures
that they would invent and dwell upon. They who taught fear had felt
fear, had run, craven. Their revenge would be exacting.
They would not have him. Once before, in absolute ignorance he had
escaped the valley—he would do it again. Now he knew what lay
behind the rock wall, where the entrances were and what they led to.
There had to be a way to reach one of them. Ahead, on the top of the
cliff, was the entrance near which he had hidden his food and water.
If he could reach it he could rest and hide, make plans.
Yet even as he thought of it he knew that it was impossible. He
had never been able to climb the valley walls when in perfect health
and possessed of all his strength. It had been cunningly designed
everywhere to prevent anyone from escaping in that manner. Even the
vulture's ledge, far beneath the canyon's rim, would have been
impossible to reach had not some chance accident broken a gap in the
overhanging lip of rock.
In the darkness he stopped and laughed, until it turned into a fit
of coughing.
That was the way. That might be the way out. Now he had a purpose
and, in spite of the pain, he moved forward steadily in the streaming
downpour. By the time he reached the valley wall the rain had
lessened to a steady drizzle and the sky was lighter. The gods had
made their point; they were still in command. They would gain nothing
by flooding the valley.
Only they weren't gods, they were men. Fallible and stupid men
whose work was finished even if they did not know it.
Through the faffing rain he could make out the dark bulk of the
pyramid as he passed it, but it was silent there and nothing moved.
If the priests had returned they were now locked in their deepest
chambers. He smiled and rubbed his knuckles across his mouth. Well,
if he had done nothing else he had given them a fright they would
never forget, oh yes he had. Perhaps this made up, in a very small
way, for what they had done to his mother. These arrogant, strutting
bullies would never again have the assurance that they were the final
law among men.
When Chimal reached the spot below the ledge he stopped to rest.
The rain had ceased but the valley was still swathed in a sea of damp
fog. His left side was on fire and when he touched it his hand came
away red with blood. Too bad. It was not going to stop him. This
climb had to be made while vision was still obscured, so neither the
villagers nor the watching observers could see him. The pickups in
the sky above would be useless now, but there might be others nearby
that would be able to see him. Certainly things would be upset now
among the watchmen, and the sooner he moved the better his chances
would be of doing it unseen. But he was so tired. He stood and placed
his hands against the rock.
The only memory of the climb he had was one of pain. Red agony
that fogged his vision and made it almost impossible to see. His
fingers had to seek out grips on their own and his
toes scuffled blindly for a place to rest. Perhaps he went up the
same way he had used when he had climbed it as a boy: he could not be
sure. The pain went on and on and the rock was slippery, with water
or blood he could not tell. When he finally pulled himself over the
rock lip onto the ledge he could not stand, could barely move.
Pushing with his legs he slid his body through the wet filth on the
ledge to the back of the shallow cave, beside the door. He would have
to find a hiding place to one side, where he could not be seen
through the concealed peephole, yet close enough to attack anyone who
came. Crawling over he propped his back against the rock.
If they did not come soon it was all over. The climb had taxed him
beyond his strength and he could barely stay conscious sitting there.
Yet he must. He must be awake and alert and attack the next time the
door was opened to feed the vultures. Then he must enter, attack,
win. But he was so tired. Surely no one would come now, not until
normal events were restored in the valley. Perhaps if he slept now he
would be rested when the door did open. That would surely be some
hours, perhaps a day more at least.
Yet, even as he was thinking this, there was a motion of air as
the entrance in the rock swung up and out.
The suddenness of the happening, the gray weight of his fatigue,
were too much for him. He
could only gape as Watchman Steel appeared in the opening.
"What has happened?" she asked. "You must tell me
what has happened."
"How did you find me…your screen?"
"Yes. We saw strange things happening in the valley, we heard
rumors. No one seems to know the details. You have been missing, then
I heard you were somewhere in the valley. I kept searching all the
pickups, until I found you. What is happening? Tell me, please. None
of us know and it is… terrible…" Her face was
blank with fright: there is no destroyer like disorder in a world of
complete order.
"Just what do you know?" he asked her as she helped him
inside, to the seat in the car. After she had closed the feeding door
she took a small container from her belt and passed it to him.
"Tea," she said. "You always liked it." Then
fear of the unknown possessed her again as she remembered. "I
never saw you again. You showed me the stars and told me about them,
and kept shouting that we had passed Proxima Centauri, that we had to
go back. Then we returned to the place where we had weight and you
left me. I never saw you again. That has been days, many days now,
and there has been trouble. The Observer at services tells us that
evil walks the corridors but will not tell us what it is. He will not
answer questions about you—it is as though you never existed.
There have been alarms, strange things happening, two people have
collapsed and died. Four girls are in hospital, they cannot work and
we are all on extra shifts. Nothing is right When I saw you on the
screens, back in the valley, I thought you might know. And you are
hurt too!" She realized the last, gasping and shrinking away, as
the blood seeped from his side onto the seat.
"That happened days ago. I've had treatments. But I have done
it no good today. Is there any kind of medicine in your belt?"
"The first aid kit, we are required to have one." She
took it out with trembling fingers and he opened it and read the list
of the contents.
"Very good." He opened his clothing and she turned away,
eyes averted. "Bandages here, antiseptics, some pain pills. All
of this should help." Then, with sudden understanding, "I'll
tell you when you can look again." She bit her lip and nodded
agreement, eyes shut.
"It appears your Master Observer has committed a grave error
by not telling you about what has happened." He would censor his
own story, there were some things she had better not know, but he
would at least tell her the basic truth. "What I told you when
we looked at the stars was true. We have passed Proxima Centauri. I
know that because I found the navigation machines which told me about
it. If you doubt it I can take you there and they will tell you too.
I went to the Master Observer with my information and he did not deny
it. If we turn now we can be at Proxima Centauri within 50 years, the
goal of the Great Designer. But many years ago the Master Observer
and others went against the Great Designer. I can prove this too with
the log in the Master Observer's own quarters, the evidence of the
men who decided this, and also decided to tell none of the others of
you of this decision. Do you understand what I have told you so far?"
"I think I do." She spoke in an almost inaudible voice.
"But it is all so terrible. Why should they do a thing like
that? Not obeying the will of the Great Designer."
"Because they were wicked and selfish men, even if they were
observers. And the observers now are no better. They are concealing
the knowledge again. They will not permit me to reveal it. They have
planned to send me away from here forever. Now—will you help me
to right this wrong?"
Once more the girl was far beyond her depth, floundering in
concepts and responsibilities she was not
equipped to handle. In her ordered life there was only obedience,
never decision. She could not force herself to conclusions now.
Perhaps the decision to run to him, to question him, had been the
only act of free will she had ever accomplished in her entire
lengthened, yet stunted, lifetime.
"I don't know what to do? I don't want to do anything. I
don't know …"
"I know," he said, closing up his clothing and wiping
his fingers on the cloth. He reached out and took her chin in his
hand and turned her great empty eyes to him. "The Master
Observer is the one who must decide, since that is his function in
life. He will tell you whether I am right or wrong and what is to be
done. Let us go to the Master Observer."
"Yes, let us go." She almost sighed with relief with the
removal of the burden of responsibility. Her world was ordered again
and the one whose appointed place in life was to decide, would
decide. Already she was forgetting the confused events of the past
days: they just did not fit into her regularized existence.
Chimal huddled low in the car so his soiled clothing would not be
seen, but the effort was hardly necessary. There were no casual
walkers in the tunnels. Everyone must be manning the important
stations—or was physically unable to help. This hidden world
was in as much of storm of change as the valley outside. With more
change on the way, hopefully, Chimal thought as he eased himself from
the car at the tunnel entrance nearest to the Master Observer's
quarters. The halls were empty.
The observer's quarters were empty too.
Chimal went in, searched them, then dropped
full length onto the bed.
"Hell be back soon. The best thing we can do is to wait here
for him." There was little else, physically, that he could do at
this time. The pain drugs made him sleepy and he dared not take any
more of them. Watchman Steel sat in a chair, her hands folded on her
lap, waiting patiently for the word of instruction that would strip
away her problems. Chimal dozed, and woke with a start, then dozed
again. The bedding and the warmth of the room dried his clothing and
the worst of the pain ebbed away. His eyes closed and, in spite of
himself, he slept.
The hand on his shoulder pulled him from the deep pit of sleep
that he did not want to leave. Only when memory returned did he fight
against it and force his eyelids open.
"There are voices outside," the girl said. "He is
coming back. It is not seemly to be found here, lying like this."
Not seemly. Not safe. He would not be gassed and taken again. Yet
it took every bit of will and energy he had remaining to pull himself
erect, to stand, to lean on the girl and direct her to the far side
of the room.
"We'll wait here in silence," he said, as the door
opened.
"Do not call me until the machine is up, then," the
Master Observer said. "I am tired and these days have taken
years from my life. I must rest. Maintain the fog in the northern end
of the valley in case someone might see. When the derrick is rigged
one of you will ride it down to attach the cables. Do that
yourselves. I must rest."
He closed the door and Chimal reached out and put both hands over
his mouth.
7
The old man did not struggle. His hands fluttered limply for a
moment and he rolled his eyes upward to look into Chimal's face, but
otherwise he made no protest. Though he swayed with the effort,
Chimal held the Master Observer until he was sure the men outside had
gone, then released him and pointed to a chair.
"Sit," he commanded. "We shall all sit down because
I can no longer stand." He dropped heavily into the nearest
chair and the other two, almost docilely, obeyed his order. The girl
was waiting for instruction: the old man was almost destroyed by the
events of the preceding days.
"Look at what you have done," the Master Observer said
hoarsely. "At the evils committed, the damage, the deaths. Now
what greater evil do you plan…"
"Hush," Chimal said, touching his finger to his lips. He
felt drained of everything vital, even of hatred at this moment, and
his calmness quieted the others. The Master Observer mumbled into
silence. He had not used his depilatory cream so there was gray
stubble on his cheeks, as well as pockets of darkness under his eyes.
"Listen carefully and understand," Chimal began, in a
voice so quiet that they had to strain to hear. "Everything has
changed. The valley will never be the same again, you have to realize
that. The Aztecs have seen me, mounted upon a goddess, have found out
that everything is not as they always thought it was. Coatlicue may
never walk again to enforce the taboo. Children will be born of
parents of different villages, they will be Arrivers—but will
not have an arrival. And your people here, what of them? They know
that something is terribly wrong, yet they do not know what. You must
tell them. You must do the only thing possible, and that is to turn
the ship."
"Never!" Anger pulled the old man upright, and the
eskoskeleton helped his gnarled fingers to
curl into fists. "The decision has been made and it cannot be
changed."
"What decision is that?"
"The planets of Proxima Centauri were unsuitable. I told you
that. It is too late to return. We go on."
"Then we have passed Proxima Centauri… ?"
The Master Observer opened his mouth-—then clamped it shut
again as he realized the trap he had fallen into. Fatigue had
betrayed him. He glared at Chimal, then at the girl.
"Go on," Chimal told him. "Finish what you were
going to say. That you and other observers have worked against the
Great Designer's plan and have turned us from our orbit. Tell this
girl so she may tell the others."
"This is none of your affair," the old man snapped at
her. "Leave and do not discuss what you have heard here."
"Stay," Chimal said, pressing her back into her seat as
she half rose at the order. "There is more truth to come. And
perhaps after a while the observer will realize that he wants you
here where you cannot tell the others what you know. Then later he
will think of a way to kill you or to send you off into space. He
must keep his guilty secret because if he is found out he is
destroyed. Turn the ship, old man, and do one good thing with your
life."
Surprise was gone and the Master Observer had control of himself
again. He touched his deus and bowed his head. "I have finally
understood what you are. You are to evil as the Great Designer is to
good. You have come to destroy and you shall not succeed. What you
are…"
"Not good enough," Chimal broke in. "It is too late
to call names or settle this by insult. I give you facts, and I ask
you to dare deny them. Watch him closely, Steel, and listen to his
answers. I give you first the statement that we are no longer on the
way to Proxima Centauri. Is that fact?"
The old man closed his eyes and did not answer, then crouched in
his chair in fear as Chimal sprang to his feet. But Chimal went by
him and pulled the red-bound log from the rack and let it fall open.
"Here is the fact, the decision that you and the others made.
Shall I let the girl read it?"
"I do not deny it. This was a wise decision made for the good
of all. The watchman will understand. She, and all the others will
obey, whether they are told or not."
"Yes, you're probably right," Chimal said, wearily,
hurling the book aside and dropping back into his chair. "And
that is the biggest crime of all. No not yours, His. The most evil
one, the one you call the Great Designer "
"Blasphemy," the Master Observer croaked, and even
Watchman Steel shrank back from the awfulness of Chimal's words.
"No, just truth. The books told me that there are things
called nations on Earth. They seem to be large groups of people,
though not all of the people on Earth. It is hard to tell exactly why
these nations exist or what their purpose is, but that is not
important. What is important is that one of these nations was led by
the man we now call the Great Designer. You can read his name, the
name of the country, they are meaningless to us. His power was so
great he built a memorial to himself greater than any ever
constructed before. In his writings he says how the thing he does is
greater than the pyramids or anything that came before. He says that
pyramids are great structures, but that his structure is greater—an
entire world. This world. In detail he writes how it was designed and
made and sent on its way and he is very proud of it. Yet what he is
really proud of is the people who live in this world, who will go out
to the stars and carry human life in his name. Don't you see why he
feels that way? He has created an entire race to worship his image.
He has made himself God."
"He is God," the Master Observer said, and Watchman
Steel nodded agreement and touched her deus.
"Not God, or even a black god of evil, though he deserves
that name. Just a man. A frightful man. The books talk of the wonders
of the Aztecs he created to carry out his mission, their artificially
induced weakness of mind and docility. This is no wonder—but a
crime. Children were born, from the finest people in the land, and
they were stunted before birth. They were taught superstitious
nonsense and bundled off into this prison of rock to die without
hope. And, even worse, to raise their children in their own imbecilic
image for generation after generation of blunted, wasted lives. You
know that, don't you?"
"It was His will," the old man answered, untroubled.
"Yes it was, and it doesn't bother you at all because you are
the leader of the jailers who imprison this race, and you wish to
continue the imprisonment forever. Poor fool. Did you ever think
where you and your people came from? Is it chance that you
are all so faithful to your trust and so willing to serve? Don't you
realize that you were made in the same way the Aztecs were
made? That after finding the ancient Aztecs as a model society for
the valley dwellers, this monster looked for a group to do the
necessary housekeeping for the centuries-long voyage. He found it in
the mysticism and monasticism that has always been a nasty side path
taken by the human race. Hermits wallowing in filth in caves, others
staring into the sun for a lifetime of holy blindness, orders that
withdrew from the world and sealed themselves away for lives of
sacred misery. Faith replacing thinking and ritual replacing
intelligence. This man examined all the cults and took the worst he
could find to build the life you lead. You worship pain, and hate
love and natural motherhood. You are smug with the years of your long
lives and look down upon the short-lived Aztecs as lower animals.
Don't you realize the ritualized waste of your empty lives? Don't you
understand that your intelligence has also been dimmed and diminished
so that none of you will question the things you have to do? Can you
not see that you are just as much condemned prisoners as the people
in the valley?"
Exhausted, Chimal dropped back in his chair, looking from the cold
face of hatred to the empty face of incomprehension. No, they had no
idea what he was talking about. There was no one, in the valley or
out, whom he could talk to, communicate with, and a cold loneliness
settled on him.
"No, you cannot see," he said, with weary resignation.
"The Great Designer has designed too well."
At his words their fingers automatically went to their deuses and
he was too tired to do more than sigh.
"Watchman Steel," he ordered, "there is food and
drink over there. Bring them to me." She hurried to his bidding.
He ate slowly, washing the food down with the still-warm tea from the
Thermos, while he planned what to do next.
The Master Observer's hand crept to the communicator at his waist
and Chimal had to reach out and pull it from his belt. "Yours
too," he told Watchman Steel, and did not bother to explain why
he wanted it. She would obey in either case. He could expect no more
help from anyone. From now on he was alone.
"There is none higher than you, is there, Master Observer?"
he asked.
"All know that, except you."
"I know it too, you must realize that. And when the decision
was made to change the orbit, the observers agreed but the final
decision was made by the then Master Observer. Therefore you are the
one who must know all of the details of this world, where the
spaceships are and how to activate them, the navigation
and how it is done, and the schools and all the arrangements for the
Day of Arrival, everything."
"Why do you ask me these things?"
"I'll make my meaning clear. There are many responsibilities
here, far too many to be passed on by word of mouth from one Master
Observer to the other. So there are charts that show all the tunnels
and chambers and their contents, and there are breviaries for the
schools and the spaceship. Why there must even be a breviary for that
wonderful day of arrival when the valley is open.—where is
it?"
The last words were a demanding question and the old man started
and his eyes jumped to the wall, then instantly away. Chimal turned
to look up at the red-lacquered cabinet that hung there, in front of
which a light always burned. He had noticed it before but never
thought consciously about it.
When he rose to go to it the Master Observer attacked him, his
aged hands and the rods of his eskoskeleton striking Chimal about the
head and shoulders. Finally, he had understood what Chimal had in
mind. The struggle was brief. Chimal prisoned the old man's hands,
clasping them together behind his back. Then he remembered the
failure of his own eskoskeleton and threw the power switch on the
Master Observer's harness. The motors died and the joints locked,
holding the man captive. Chimal picked him up gently and laid him on
his side on the bed.
"Watchman Steel, duty," the old man ordered, though his
voice quavered. "Stop him. Kill him. I order you to do this."
Unable to understand more than a fraction of what had occurred the
girl stood, wavering helplessly between them.
"Don't worry," Chimal told her. "Everything will be
all right." Against her slight resistance he forced her back
into the chair and disconnected her eskoskeleton too, tearing the
power pack free. He tied her wrists together as well, with a cloth
from the ablutory.
Only when they were both secured did he go to the cabinet on the
wall and tug at its doors. They were locked. In a sudden temper he
tore at it, pulling it bodily from the wall, ignoring the things the
Master Observer was calling at him. The lock on the cabinet was more
decorative than practical and the whole thing fell to pieces easily
when he put it on the floor and stamped on it. He bent and picked a
red-bound and gold decorated book from the wreckage.
"The Day of Arrival," he read, then opened it. "That
day is now."
The basic instructions were simple enough, as were the
instructions in all the breviaries. The machines would do the work,
they had only to be activated. Chimal went over in his mind the
course he would take, and hoped that he could walk that far. Pain and
fatigue were closing in again and he could not fail now. The old man
and the girl were both silent, too horrified by what he was doing to
react. But this could change as soon as he left. He needed time.
There were more cloths in the ablutory and he took them and sealed
their mouths with them. If someone should
pass they would not be able to give the alarm. He threw the
communicators to the ground and broke them as well. He would not be
stopped.
As he put his hand on the door he turned to face the wide,
accusing eyes of the girl. "I'm right," he told her.
"You'll see. There is much happiness ahead." Taking the
breviary for the Day of Arrival, he opened the door and left.
The caverns were still almost empty of
people which was good: he did not have the strength to make any
detours. Halfway to his goal he passed two watchmen, both girls,
coming off duty, but they only stared with frightened empty eyes as
he passed. He was almost to the entrance to the hall when he heard
shouting and looked back to see the red patch of an observer hurrying
after him. Was this chance—or had the man been warned? In
either case, all he could do was go on. It was a nightmare chase,
something out of a dream. The watchman walked at the highest speed
his eskoskeleton would allow, coming steadily on. Chimal was
unrestricted, but wounded and exhausted. He ran ahead, slowed,
hobbled on, while the observer, shouting hoarse threats, ground in
pursuit like some obscene mixture of man and machine. Then the door
to the great chamber was ahead and Chimal pushed through it and
closed it behind him, leaning his weight against it. His pursuer
slammed into the other side.
There was no lock, but Chimal's weight kept the door closed
against the other's hammering while he fought to catch his breath.
When he opened the breviary his blood ran down the whiteness of the
page. He looked at the diagram and the instructions again, then
around the immensity of the painted chamber.
To his left was the wall of great boulders and massive rocks, the
other side of the barrier that sealed the end of his valley. Far off
to his right were the great portals. And halfway down this wall was
the spot he must find.
He started toward it. Behind him the door burst open and the
observer fell through, but Chimal did not look back. The man was down
on his hands and knees and motors hummed as he struggled to rise.
Chimal looked up at the paintings and found the correct one easily
enough. Here was a man who stood out from the painted crowd of
marchers, who stood away from them, bigger than them. Perhaps it was
an image of the Great Designer himself: undoubtedly it was. Chimal
looked into the depths of those nobly painted eyes and, if his mouth
had not been so dry, he would have spat into the wide-browed
perfection of the face. Instead he leaned forward, his hand making a
red smear along the wall, until his fingers touched those of the
painted image.
Something clicked sharply and a panel fell open, and there was a
single large switch inside. Then the observer was upon Chimal as he
clutched at it, and they fell together.
Their combined weight pulled it down.
8
Atototl was an old man, and perhaps because of this the priests in
the temple considered him expendable. Then again, since he was the
cacique of Quilapa, he was a man of standing and people would listen
when he brought back a report. And he could be expected to obey. But,
whatever their reasons, they had commanded him to go forth and he had
bowed his head in submission and done as they had ordered.
The storm had passed and even the fog had lifted. Were it not for
the black memories of earlier events it could have been the late
afternoon of almost any day. A day after a rain, of course, the
ground was still damp underfoot and off to his right he could hear
the water in the river, rushing high against the banks as it drained
the sodden fields. The sun shone warmly and brought little curls of
mist from the ground. Atototl came to the edge of the swamp and
squatted on his heels and rested. Was the swamp bigger than when he
had seen it last? It seemed to be, but surely it would have to be
larger after all that ram. But it would get lower again, it always
had before. This was nothing to be concerned about, yet he must
remember to tell the priests about it.
What a frightening place the world had become. He would almost
prefer to leave it and wander through the underworlds of death. First
there had been the death of the first priest and the day that was a
night. Then Chimal had gone, taken by Coatlicue the priests had said,
and it certainly had seemed right It must have been that way, but
even Coatlicue had not been able to keep that spirit captive. It had
returned with Coatlicue herself, riding her great back, garbed in
blood and hideous, yet still bearing the face of Chimal. What could
it all mean? And then the storm. It was all beyond him. A green blade
of new grass grew at his feet and he reached down and broke it off,
then chewed on it. He would have to go back soon to the priests and
tell them what he had seen. The swamp was bigger, he must not forget
that, and there was certainly no sign of Coatlicue.
He stood up and stretched his tired leg muscles, and as he did so
he felt a distant rumbling. What was happening now? In terror he
clutched his arms about himself, unable to run away while he stared
at the waves that trembled the surface of the water before him. There
was another rumble, louder this time, that he could feel in his feet,
as though the entire world were shaking beneath him.
Then, with cracklings and grumblings the entire barrier of stone
that sealed the mouth of the valley began to stir and slide. One
great boulder moved downward, then another and another. Sinking into
the solid ground, faster and faster, all of them moving, rushing
down, crumbling and cracking and grinding together until they
vanished from sight below. Then, as the valley opened up, the waters
before him began to recede, rushing after the rock barrier, trickling
and bubbling away in a thousand small cataracts, hurrying after the
dam that had held it so long. Quickly the water ran, until a brown
waste of mud, silvered with the flapping bodies of fish, stretched
out where there had only been ponds and swamp just minutes before.
Reaching out to the cliffs that were no longer a barrier but an exit
from the valley, that framed something golden and glorious,
filled with light and marching figures—Atototl spread his arms
wide before the wonder of it all.
"It is the day of deliverance," he said, no longer
afraid. "And all the strange things came before it. We are free.
We shall leave the valley at last."
Hesitantly, he put one foot forward onto the still soft mud.
The booming of explosions was deafening inside the hall. As they
started the observer fell away and cowered in panic on the floor.
Chimal held to the great switch for support as the floor shook and
the boulders stirred. This was the reason for the location of the
carved reservoir below. Everything had been planned. The barrier that
sealed the valley must stand on the stone just above the hollowed-out
chamber. Now supports were being blown away and the rock weakened.
The entire roof was falling away. With a final roar the last boulders
tumbled downward, filling the reservoir below with their tops making
a broken roadway out of the valley. Sunlight streamed in through the
opening and fell upon the paintings for the first time.
Outside Chimal could see the valley with the mountains beyond and
he knew that this time he had not failed.
This action was irreversible, the barrier was gone.
His people were free.
"Get up," he said to the observer who was groveling
against the wall. He pushed at him with his toe. "Get up and
look and try to understand. Your people are free too."
THE BEGINNING
1
Ah tlamiz noxochiuh ah tlamiz
nocuic
In
noconehua
Xexelihui ya moyahua
My flowers shall not die, my songs will
yet
be heard
They spread
Endlessly
Chimal pulled himself down the axis of rotation tunnel, grumbling
when his left shoulder touched against one of the bars and the now
familiar pain shot down his arm. The arm was getting more useless and
painful all the time. He would have to get back to the surgical
machines one of these days for another operation—or have the
cursed thing taken off if they could do nothing more about it. If
they had fixed it correctly in the first place this need not have
happened. Not that he had done it much good bashing and battering
with it. Still, he had done what had to be done at the time. He must
make some time for the surgery, and soon.
The elevator lowered him back to the area of gravity and Matlal
opened the door for him.
"On course," Chimal told the guard, handing him the
books and records to carry. "The orbit correction is going
through just as the computer said it would. We're cutting a great arc
now, curving in space, though we can't feel it in here. This will
take years. But we are now on the way to Proxima Centauri."
The man nodded, neither attempting nor desiring to understand what
Chimal was talking about. It did not matter. Chimal was talking for
his own benefit in any case: he seemed to be doing a lot of that
lately. He limped slowly down the corridor and the Aztec followed
him.
"How do the people like the new water that has been piped
into the villages?" Chimal asked.
"It doesn't taste the same," Matlal said.
"Aside from the taste," Chimal said, trying not to lose
his temper, "isn't it easier than carrying it the way you used
to? And isn't there more food now, and the sick people are cured?
What about that?"
"It's different. Sometimes it is… not right that
things should be different."
Chimal didn't really expect any praise, not from a society as
conservative as this. He would keep them healthy and well-fed in
spite of themselves. For their children's sake, if not for theirs. He
would keep the Aztec with him as a source of information, if for no
other reason. There was no time for him to personally watch the
valley people. He had taken Matlal, the strongest man in both
villages, as a personal guard in the first days after the barrier had
been opened. At that time he had no idea how the Watchers would act
and he wanted someone to defend him in case of violence. Now there
was no longer any need for protection, but he would keep him as an
informant.
Not that he need have worried about violence. The Watchers had
been as stunned by events as had the people in the valley. When the
first Aztecs had pushed through the mud and over the broken rock they
had been dazed and uncomprehending. The two groups met and passed
without touching, unable at the moment to assimilate the others'
presence. Discipline had been restored only when Chimal had found the
Master Observer and had handed over the breviary of the Day of
Arrival. Bound by discipline the old man had had no choice. He had
taken it without looking at its donor, then turned away and issued
the first order. The Day of Arrival had begun.
Discipline and order had pulled together the Watchers, and an
unaccustomed vitality had penetrated their lives. Here, now, in their
lifetimes, they were fulfilling the promise that generations had been
trained for. If the observers regretted the termination of the time
of watching the ordinary tenders and watchmen did not. They seemed,
for the first time, to be almost wholly alive.
While the Master Observer ordered their operations as it had been
written. There were breviaries and rules for everything and they were
obeyed. He was in charge and Chimal never questioned it. Yet Chimal
knew that his blood inerasably marked the pages of the breviary of
the Day of Arrival that the old man carried. That was enough for him.
He had done what had to be done.
As he passed the door of one of the classrooms Chimal looked in,
at his people bent over the education machines. They had furrowed
foreheads for the most part and probably understood very little of
what they were watching. That did not matter; the machines were not
for them. The best that could be expected was an alleviating of the
absolute ignorance that they lived in. Easier lives, better
conditions. They needed contentment and health as the parents of the
next generation. The machines were for the children—they would
know what use to put them to.
Further down were the children's quarters. Bare and empty now—but
waiting. And the maternity wards, many of them bright and empty too,
but it would not be too long until they were put to a good use. Give
the Great Designer credit once again, there had been no protests when
the booming voices in the hall had removed the taboo against
intermarriage, had even said it was the only correct course.
Everything had been worked out to the last, finest detail.
There was a motion inside and Chimal turned to look through the
window at Watchman Steel sitting on a chair against the far wall.
"Go get some food, Matlal," he ordered, "I'll be
down shortly. Put those things in my quarters first."
The man saluted, automatically raising his hand in the gesture of
obeisance that he used to a priest, and left. Chimal went inside and
sat down wearily across from the girl. He had been working hard,
since the Master Observer had left him to his own devices with the
navigation and the change of orbit. That was under automatic control
now. Maybe he could take time for the surgeons, though it would
probably mean some days in bed.
"How long must I keep coming here?" the girl asked, the
familiar, wounded look still in her eyes.
"Never again, if you don't want to," he told her, too
tired to argue. "Do you think I'm doing this for my sake?"
"I don't know."
"Then try and think. What possible pleasure could I get from
forcing you to look at pictures of babies, pregnant women, obstetric
films?"
"I don't know. There are so many things that it is not
possible to explain."
"And a lot that are explainable. You're a woman, and outside
of your training and development, a normal woman. I want to, perhaps,
it is hard to say exactly, give you a chance to
feel like a
woman. I think you have been cheated by life."
Her fists clenched. "I don't want to think like a woman. I am
a watchman. That is my duty and my glory—and I do not wish to
be anything else." The little spark of anger burned out as
quickly as it had come. "Please let me go back to my work.
Aren't there enough women among the valley people to make you happy?
I know you think that I am not smart, that none of us are smart, but
that is the way we are. Can't you leave us alone to do what we must
do?"
Chimal looked at her, comprehending for the first time.
"I'm sorry," he said. "I have been trying to make
you something you are not and preventing you from being something
that you want to be. Because I changed I keep feeling that everyone
else should want to change too. But what I am has been planned by the
Great Designer just as well as what you are. With me, yes, desire to
change and understand is the most important thing possible. I hold
onto that, no matter what. It is as important to me, and as
satisfying, as that thing—what was it—your mortification
used to be you."
"As it
is to me," she called out, standing and,
in a moment of righteous strength opening her clothing to turn out
the gray edge of fabric to him that circled her body. "I do
penance for both of us."
"Yes, you do that," he said as she closed her clothing,
trembling again at her audacity, and hurried out.
"We should all do penance for the thousands who died over the
years to get us here. At least there is finally an end to all that."
Chimal looked at the rows of empty beds and bassinets, waiting,
and realized not for the first time how completely alone he was.
Well, that he could get used to, and it was not very different from
the loneliness that he had always known. And they would be coming
along soon, the children.
Within a year there would be babies, and a few years later they
would be talking. Chimal felt a sudden identification with those
unborn children. He knew how they would look around at the world,
wondering. He knew the eager questions that would be on their lips.
And this time there would be answers to those questions. The empty
years of his childhood would never be repeated. The machines would
answer their questions and so would he.
At that thought he smiled, peopling the empty room with the
eager-eyed children of his mind. Yes, the children.
Patience, Chimal, in a few short years you will never be alone
again.
Harrison, Harry - Captive Universe
TO THE TEMPLE…
"Bring the one in," Citlallatonac's voice spoke from the
temple, and they pushed him inside.
The first priest was sitting cross-legged on an ornamented block
of stone before a statue of Coatlicue. In the half-light of the
temple the goddess was hideously lifelike, glazed and painted and
decorated with gems and gold plates. Her twin heads looked at him and
her claw-handed arms appeared ready to seize.
"You have disobeyed the clan leaders," the first priest
said loudly… Chimal came close, and when he did so he saw that
the priest was older than he had thought. His hair, matted with blood
and dirt and unwashed for years, had the desired frightening effect,
as did the blood on his death-symboled robe… His skin had a
waxy pallor except where patches of red powder had been dusted on his
cheeks to simulate good health….
"You have disobeyed. Do you know the penalty?" The old
man's voice cracked with rage.
"I did not disobey, therefore there is no penalty."
Also by Harry Harrison
THE STAINLESS STEEL RATS REVENGE
THE STAINLESS STEEL RAT SAVES
THE WORLD
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CAPTIVE UNIVERSE
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THIRD PRINTING
THE VALLEY
1
O nen nontlacat
O nen nonqizaco
ye nican
in tlalticpac:
Ninotolinia,
in manel
nonquiz,
in manel nontlacat.
ye nican in
tlalticpac.
In vain was I born,
In vain was it
written
that here on earth:
I
suffer,
Yet at least
it was something
to be born
on earth.
Aztec chant.
Chimal ran in panic. The moon was still
hidden by the cliffs on the eastern side of the valley, but its light
was already tipping their edges with silver. Once it had risen above
them he would be as easily seen as the holy pyramid out here among
the sprouting corn. Why had he not thought? Why had he taken the
risk? His breath tore at his throat as he gasped and ran on, his
heart pulsed like a great drum that filled his chest. Even the recent
memory of Quiauh and her arms tight about him could not drive away
the world-shaking fear—why had he done it?
If only he could reach the river, it was so close ahead. His woven
sandals dug into the dry soil, pushing him forward toward the water
and safety.
A sibilant, distant hissing cut through the silence of the night
and Chimal's legs gave way, sending him to the ground in a spasm of
terror. It was Coatlicue, she of the serpent heads, he was dead! He
was dead!
Lying there, his fingers clawing uncontrollably at the knee-high
corn stalks, he struggled to put his thoughts in order, to speak his
death chant because the time of dying had come. He had broken the
rule, so he would die: a man cannot escape the gods. The hissing was
louder now and it sliced through his head like a knife, he could not
think, yet he must. With an effort he mumbled the first words of the
chant as the moon rose above the ledge of rock, almost full, flooding
the valley with glowing light and throwing a black shadow from every
cornstalk about him. Chimal turned his head to look back over his
shoulder and there, clear as the road to the temple, was the deep-dug
line of his footprints between the rows of corn. Quiauh—they
will find you!
He was guilty and for him there could be no escape. The taboo had
been broken and Coatlicue the dreadful was coming for him. The guilt
was his alone; he had forced his love on Quiauh, he had. Hadn't she
struggled? It was written that the gods could be interceded with, and
if they saw no evidence they would take him as a sacrifice and Quiauh
might live. His knees were weak with terror yet he pulled himself to
his feet and turned, running, starting back toward the village of
Quilapa that he had so recently left, angling away from the revealing
row of footprints.
Terror drove him on, though he knew escape was hopeless, and each
time the hissing sliced the air it was closer until, suddenly, a
larger shadow enveloped his shadow that fled before him and he fell.
Fear paralyzed him and he
had to fight against his own muscles to turn his head and see that
which had pursued him.
"
Coatlicue!" he screamed, driving all the air
from his lungs with that single word.
High she stood, twice as tall as any man, and both her serpents'
heads bent down toward him, eyes glowing redly with the lights of
hell, forked tongues flicking in and out. As she circled about him
the moonlight struck full onto her necklace of human hands and
hearts, illuminated the skirt of writhing snakes that hung from her
waist. As Coatlicue's twin mouths hissed the living kirtle moved, and
the massed serpents hissed in echo. Chimal lay motionless, beyond
terror now, accepting death from which there is no escape,
spread-eagled like a sacrifice on the altar.
The goddess bent over him and he could see that she was just as
she appeared in the stone carvings in the temple, fearful and
inhuman, with claws instead of hands. They were not tiny pincers,
like those of a scorpion or a river crayfish, but were great flat
claws as long as his forearm that opened hungrily as they came at
him. They closed, grating on the bones in his wrists, severing his
right arm, then his left Two more hands for that necklace.
"I have broken the law and left my village in the night and
crossed the river. I die." His voice was only a whisper that
grew stronger as he began the death chant in the shadow of the poised
and waiting goddess.
I leave
Descend in one night to the
underworld regions
Here we but meet
Briefly,
transient on this earth…
When he had finished Coatlicue bent lower, reaching down past her
writhing serpent kirtle, and tore out his beating heart.
2
Beside her, in a small pottery bowl set carefully in the shade of
the house so they would not wilt, was a spray of quiauhxochitl, the
rain flower after which she had been named. As she knelt over the
stone metatl grinding corn, Quiauh murmured a prayer to the goddess
of the flower asking her to keep the dark gods at bay. Today they
drew so close to her she could scarcely breathe and only long habit
enabled her to keep drawing the grinder back and forth over the
slanted surface. Today was the sixteenth anniversary of the
day, the day when they had found Chimal's body on this side of the
riverbank, torn apart by Coatlicue's vengeance. Just two days after
the Ripening Corn festival. Why had she been spared? Coatlicue must
know that she had broken the taboo, just as Chimal had, yet she
lived. Every year since then, on the anniversary of the day, she
walked in fear. And each time death had passed her by. So far.
This year was the worst of all, because today they had taken her
son to the temple for judgment. Disaster must strike now. The gods
had been watching all these years, waiting for this day, knowing all
the time that her son Chimal was the son of Chimal-popoca, the man
from Zaachila who had broken the clan taboo. She moaned deep in her
throat when she breathed, yet she kept steadily grinding the fresh
grains of corn.
The shadow of the valley wall was darkening her house and she had
already patted out the tortillas between her palms and put them to
bake on the cumal over the fire when she heard the slow footsteps.
People had carefully avoided her house all day. She did not turn. It
was someone coming to tell her that her son was a sacrifice, was
dead. It was the priests coming to take her to the temple for her sin
of sixteen years ago.
"My mother," the boy said. She saw him leaning weakly
against the white wall of the house and when he moved his hand a red
mark was left behind.
"Lie down here," she said, hurrying inside the house for
a petlatl, then spreading this grass sleeping mat outside the door
where there was still light. He was alive, they were both alive, the
priests had simply beaten him! She stood, clasping her hands, wanting
to sing, until he dropped face down on the mat and she saw that they
had beaten his back too, as well as his arms. He lay there quietly,
eyes open and staring across the valley, while she mixed water with
the healing herbs and patted them onto the bloody weals: he shivered
slightly at the touch, but said nothing.
"Can you tell your mother why this happened?" she asked,
looking at his immobile profile and trying to read some meaning into
his face. She could not tell what he was thinking. It had always been
this way since he had been a little boy. His thoughts seemed to go
beyond her, to leave her out. This must be part of a curse: if one
broke a taboo one must suffer.
"It was a mistake."
"The priests do not make mistakes or beat a boy for a
mistake."
"They did this time. I was climbing the cliff…"
"Then it was no mistake that they beat you—it is
forbidden to climb the cliff."
"No, mother," he said patiently, "it is not
forbidden to climb the cliff—it is forbidden to climb the cliff
to attempt to leave the valley, that is the law as Tezcatlipoca said
it. But it is also permitted to climb the cliffs to the height of
three men to take birds' eggs, or for other important reasons. I was
only two men high on the cliff and I was after birds' eggs. That is
the law."
"If—that is the law, why were you beaten?" She sat
back on her heels, frowning in concentration.
"They did not remember the law and did not agree with me and
they had to look it up in the book which took a long tune—and
when they did they found I was right and they were wrong."
He smiled, coldly. It was not a boy's smile at all. "So then
they beat me because I had argued with priests and set myself above
them."
"As so they should have." She rose and poured some water
from the jug to rinse her hands. "You must learn your place. You
must not argue with priests."
For almost all of his life Chimal had been hearing this, or words
like it, and had long since learned that the best answer was no
answer. Even when he worked hard to explain his thoughts and feelings
his mother never understood. It was far better to keep these thoughts
to himself.
Particularly since he had lied to everyone. He had been trying to
climb the cliff; the birds' eggs were just a ready excuse in case he
were discovered.
"Stay here and eat," Quiauh said, putting a child's
evening portion of two tortillas before him, dry, flat corn-cakes
over a foot wide. "I will make atolli while you eat these."
Chimal sprinkled salt on the tortilla and tore off a piece which
he chewed on slowly, watching his mother through the open door of the
house as she bent over the fire stones and stirred the pot. She was
at ease now, the fear and the beating finished and forgotten, her
typical Aztec features relaxed, with the firelight glinting from her
golden hair and blue eyes. He felt very close to her; they had been
alone in this house since his father had died when Chimal had been
very young. Yet at the same time he felt so distant He could explain
nothing to her about the things that troubled him.
He sat up to eat the atolli when his mother brought it to him,
spooning up the corn gruel with a piece of tortilla. It was rich and
filling, deliciously flavored with honey and hot chillies. His back
was feeling better as were his arms: the bleeding had stopped where
the skin had been broken by the whipping stick. He drank cool water
from the small pot and looked up at the darkening sky. Above the
cliffs, to the west, the sky was red as fire and against it soared
the zopilote vultures, black silhouettes that vanished and
reappeared. He watched until the light faded from the sky and they
were gone. That was the spot where he started to climb the cliff;
they were the reason he had climbed it.
The stars were out, sharp and sparkling in the clear air, while
inside the house the familiar work noises had ceased. There was just
a rustle as his mother unrolled her petlatl on the sleeping platform,
then she called to him.
"It is time to sleep."
"I'll sleep here for awhile, the air is cool on my back."
Her voice was troubled. "It is not right to sleep outside,
everyone sleeps inside."
"Just for a little while, no one can see me, then I will come
in."
She was silent after that but he lay on his side and watched the
stars rise and wheel overhead and sleep would not come. The village
was quiet and everyone was asleep and he thought again about the
vultures.
He went over his plan once more, step by step, and could find no
fault in it. Or rather one fault only—that a priest had
happened to pass and had seen him. The rest of the plan had been
perfect, even the law which permitted him to climb the wall had been
as he remembered it. And the vultures did fly to the same
spot on the cuff above. Day after day, and for as long as he
remembered this had interested him
and he had wanted to know why. It had bothered and annoyed him that
he did not know the reason, until finally he had made his plan. After
all—was not the vulture the totem of his clan? He had a right
to know all that there was to know about them. No one else cared
about it, that was certain. He had asked different people and most of
them had not bothered to answer, just pushing him away when he
persisted. Or if they had answered they had just shrugged or laughed
and said that was the way vultures were and forgotten about it at
once. They didn't care, none of them cared at all. Not the children,
especially the children, nor the adults or even the priests. But he
cared.
He had had other questions, but he had stopped asking questions
about things many years ago. Because unless the questions had simple
answers that the people knew, or there were answers from the holy
books that the priests knew, asking just made people angry. Then they
would shout at him or even
hit him, even though children were rarely struck, and it did not take
Chimal long to discover that this was because they themselves did not
know. Therefore he had to look for answers in his own way, like this
matter with the vultures.
It had bothered him because although much was known about the
vultures, there was one thing that was not known—or even
thought about. Vultures ate carrion, everyone knew that, and he
himself had seen them tearing at the carcasses of armadillos and
birds. They nested in the sand, laid their eggs, raised their scruffy
chicks here. That was all they did, there was nothing else to know
about them.
Except—why did they always fly to that one certain spot on
the cliff? His anger at not knowing, and at the people who would not
help him or even listen to
him, was rubbed raw by the pain of his recent whipping. He could not
sleep or even sit still. He stood up, invisible in the darkness,
opening and closing his fists. Then, almost without volition, he
moved silently away from his home, threading his way through the
sleeping houses of the village of Quilapa. Even though people did not
walk about at night. It was not a taboo, just something that was not
done. He did not care and felt bold in doing it. At the edge of the
open desert he stopped, looked at the dark barrier of the cliffs and
shivered. Should he go there now—and climb? Did he dare to do
at night what he had been prevented from doing during the day? His
feet answered for him, carrying him forward. It would certainly be
easy enough since he had marked a fissure that seemed to run most of
the way up to the ledge where the vultures sat. The mesquite tore at
his legs when he left the path and made his way through the clumps of
tall cacti. When he reached the field of maguey plants the going was
easier, and he walked straight forward between their even rows until
he reached the base of the cliff.
Only when he was there did he admit how afraid he was. He looked
around carefully, but there was no one else to be seen and he had not
been followed. The night air was cool on his body and he shivered:
his arms and back still hurt. There would be bigger trouble if he
were found climbing the cliff again, worse than a beating this time.
He shivered harder and wrapped his arms about himself and was ashamed
of his weakness. Quickly, before he could worry anymore and find a
reason to turn back, he leaped against the rock until his fingers
caught in the horizontal crack, then pulled himself up.
Once he was moving it was easier, he had to concentrate on finding
the hand and toe holds he had used that morning and there was little
time for thought. He passed the bird's nest that he had raided and
felt his only qualm. Now he was certainly higher than three men above
the ground—but he was not trying to climb to the top of the
cliff, so he could not really be said to be breaking the law…
A piece of rock gave way under his fingers and he almost fell, his
worries were instantly forgotten in the spurt of fear as he scrabbled
for a new hold. He climbed higher.
Just below the ledge Chimal stopped to rest with his toes wedged
into a crack. There was an overhang above him and there seemed to be
no way around it. Searching the blackness of stone against the stars
his glance went over the valley and he shuddered and pressed himself
against the cliff: he had not realized before how high he had
climbed. Stretching away below was the dark floor of the valley with
his village of Quilapa, then the deep cut of the river beyond. He
could even make out the other village of Zaachila and the far wall of
the canyon. This was taboo—Coatlicue walked the river at night
and the sight alone of her twin serpent heads would instantly kill
you and send you to the underworld. He shuddered and turned his face
to the stone. Hard rock, cold air, space all around him, loneliness
that possessed him.
There was no way to know how long he hung like that, some minutes
surely because his toes were numb where they were wedged into the
crevice. All he wanted to do now was to return safely to the ground,
so impossibly distant below, and only the wavering flame of his anger
kept him from doing this. He would go down, but first he would
see how far the overhang ran. If he could not pass it he would have
to return, and he would have done his best to reach the ledge.
Working his way around a rough spire he saw that the overhang did run
the length of the ledge—but an immense bite had been taken from
the lip. At some time in the past a falling boulder must have
shattered it. There was a way up. With scratching fingers he hauled
himself up the slope until his head came above the level of the
ledge.
Something black hurtled at him, buffeting his head, washing him in
a foul and dusty smell. A spasm of unreasoning fear clamped his hands
onto the rock or he would have fallen, then the blackness was gone
and a great vulture flapped his way unsteadily out into the darkness.
Chimal laughed out loud. There was nothing here to be frightened of,
he had reached the right spot and had disturbed the bird that must
have been perched up here, that was all. He pulled himself onto the
ledge and stood up. The moon would be rising soon, and was already
glowing on a high band of clouds in the east, lighting the sky and
blotting out the stars there. The ledge was clear before him, empty
of any other vultures, although it was foul with their droppings.
There was little else here of any interest, other than the black
opening of a cave in the rising wall of rock before him. He shuffled
toward it, but there was nothing to be seen in the blackness of its
depths: he stopped at the dark entrance and could force himself to go
no further. What could possibly be in it? It would not be long before
the moon rose and he might see better then. He would wait.
It was cold this high up, exposed to the wind, but he took no
notice. The sky was growing lighter every moment and grayness seeped
into the cave, further and further from the entrance. When at last
the moonlight shone full into it he felt betrayed. There was nothing
here to see. The cave wasn't a cave after all, just a deep gouge in
the face of the cliff that ended no more than two men's lengths
inside the opening. There was just rock, solid rock, with what
appeared to be more rocks on the stony floor. He pushed his foot at
the nearest one and it moved squashily away from him. This was no
rock—what could it possibly be? He bent to pick it up and his
fingers told him what it was at the same instant his nose identified
it.
Meat.
Horror drove him back and almost over the edge to his death. He
stopped, at the very brink, trembling and wiping his hand over and
over again on the stone and gravel.
Meat. Flesh. And he had actually touched it, a piece over a foot,
almost two feet in length, and as thick as his hand was long. On
feast days, he had eaten meat and had watched his mother prepare it.
Fish, or small birds caught in a net, or the best of all, guajolote,
the turkey with the sweet white meat, cooked in strips and laid on
the mashed beans and tortillas. But how big was the biggest piece of
meat from the biggest bird? There was only one creature from which
pieces of flesh this big could have been wrenched.
Man.
It was a wonder he did not keep going to his death when he slid
over the edge of the cliff, but his young fingers caught of their own
accord and his toes dug in and he climbed downward. He had no memory
of the descent. The stream of his thoughts broke into drops like
water when he remembered what he had seen. Meat, men, sacrifices the
zopilote god had placed here for the vultures to eat. He had seen it.
Would his body be chosen next to feed them? Trembling uncontrollably
when he reached the bottom, he fell and long moments passed before he
could force himself up from the sand to stumble back toward the
village. Physical exhaustion brought some relief from the terror and
he began to realize how dangerous it would be if he were discovered
now, coming back this way. He crept cautiously between the brown
houses, with their windows like dark, staring eyes, until he reached
his own home. His-petlatl was still lying where he had left it; it
seemed incredible that nothing should have changed in the endless
time that he had been away, and he gathered it up and pulled it after
him through the doorway and spread it near the banked but still warm
fire. When he pulled the blanket over himself he fell asleep
instantly, anxious to leave the waking world that had suddenly become
more frightening than the worst nightmare.
3
The number of the months is eighteen, and the name of
the eighteenmonths is a year. The third month is Tozoztontli and this
is when the corn is planted and there are prayers and fasting so that
the rain will come so that in the seventh month the corn will ripen.
Then in the eighth month prayers are said to keep away the rain that
would destroy the ripening corn…
The rain god, Tlaloc, was being very
difficult this year. He was always a moody god, with good reason
perhaps, because so much was asked of him. In certain months rain was
desperately needed to water the young corn, but in other months clear
skies and sunlight were necessary to ripen it. Therefore, in many
years, Tlaloc did not bring rain, or brought too much, and the crop
was small and the people went hungry.
Now he was not listening at all. The sun burned in a cloudless sky
and one hot day followed another without change. Lacking water, the
small shoots of new corn that pressed up through the hardened and
cracked earth were far smaller than they should have been, and had a
gray and tired look to them. Between the rows of stunted corn almost
the entire village of Quilapa stamped and wailed, while the priest
shouted his prayer and the cloud of dust rose high in the stifling
air.
Chimal did not find it easy to cry. Almost all of the others had
tears streaking furrows into their dust-covered cheeks, tears to
touch the ram god's heart so that his tears of rain would fall as
theirs did. As a child Chimal had never taken part in this ceremony,
but now that he had passed his twentieth year he was an adult, and
shared adult duties and responsibilities. He shuffled his feet on the
hard dirt and thought of the hunger that would come and the pain in
his belly, but this made him
angry instead of tearful. Rubbing at his eyes only made them hurt. In
the end he moistened his finger with saliva, when no one was looking,
and drew the lines in the dust on his face.
Of course the women cried the best, wailing and tearing at their
braided hair until it came loose and hung in lank yellow strands
about their shoulders. When their tears slowed or stopped, the men
beat them with straw-filled bags.
Someone brushed against Chimal's leg, pressing a warm and yielding
flank against him. He moved further down the row, but a moment later
the pressure had returned. It was Malinche, a girl with a round face,
round eyes, a round figure. She stared, wide-eyed, up at him while
she cried. Her mouth was open so he could see the black gap in the
white row of her upper teeth, she had bit on a stone in her beans and
broke it when she was a child, and her eyes streamed and her nose ran
with the intensity of her emotions. She was still almost a child, but
she had turned sixteen and was therefore a woman. In sudden rage he
began to beat her about the shoulders and back with his bag. She did
not pull away, or appear to notice it at all, while her tear-filled
round eyes still stared at him, as pale blue and empty of warmth as
the winter sky.
Old Atototl passed in the next row, carrying a plump eating dog to
the priest. Since he was the cacique, the leading man in Quilapa,
this was his privilege. Chimal pushed his way into the crowd as they
all turned to follow. At the edge of the field Citlallatonac waited,
a fearful sight in his filthy black robe, spattered all over with
blood, and thick with embroidered skulls and bones along the bottom
edge where it trailed in the dust. Atototl came up to him
,
arms extended, and the two old men bent over the wriggling puppy. It
looked up at them, its tongue out and panting in the heat, while
Citlallatonac, as first priest this was his
duty, plunged his black obsidian knife into the little animal's
chest. Then, with practiced skill, he tore out its still beating
heart and held it high as sacrifice to Tlaloc, letting the blood
spatter among the stalks of corn.
There was nothing more then that could be done. Yet the sky was
still a cloudless bowl of heat. By ones and twos the villagers
straggled unhappily from the fields and Chimal, who always walked
alone, was not surprised to find Malinche beside him. She placed her
feet down heavily and walked in silence, but only for a short while.
"Now the rains will come," she said with bland
assurance. "We have wept and prayed and the priest has
sacrificed."
But we always weep and pray, he thought, and the rains come or do
not come. And the priests in the temple will eat well tonight, good
fat dog. Aloud he said, "The rains will come."
"I am sixteen," she said, and when he did not answer she
added, "I make good tortillas and I am strong. The other day we
had no masa and the com was not husked and there was even no lime
water to make the masa to make the tortillas, so my mother said…"
Chimal was not listening. He stayed inside himself and let the
sound of her voice go by him
like the wind, with as much effect They walked on together toward the
village. Something moved above, drifting out of the glare of the sun
and sliding across the sky toward the gray wall of the western cliffs
beyond the houses. His eyes followed it, a zopilote going toward that
ledge on the cliff… Though his eyes stayed upon the soaring
bird his mind slithered away from it. The cliff was not important nor
were the birds important: they meant nothing to him. Some things did
not bear thinking about. His face was grim and unmoving as they
walked on, yet in his thoughts was a twist of hot irritation. The
sight of the bird and the memory of the cliff that night—it
could be forgotten but not with Malinche's prying away at him. "I
like tortillas," he said when he became aware that the voice had
stopped.
"The way I like to eat them best…" the voice
started up again, spurred by his interest, and he ignored it. But the
little arrowhead of annoyance in his head did not go away, even when
he turned and left Malinche suddenly and went into his house. His
mother was at the metatl, grinding the corn for the evening meal: it
would take two hours to prepare it. And another two hours of the same
labor for the morning meal. This was a woman's work. She looked up
and nodded at him without slowing the back and forth motion.
"I see Malinche out there. She is a good girl and works very
hard."
Malinche was framed by the open entranceway, legs wide, bare feet
planted firmly in the dust, the roundness of her large breasts
pushing out the huipil draped across her shoulders, her arms at her
side and her fists clenched as though waiting for something. Chimal
turned away and, squatting on the mat, drank cool water from the
porous jug.
"You are almost twenty-one years of age, my son," Quiauh
said with irritating calmness, "and the clans must be joined."
Chimal knew all this, but he did not wish to accept it. At 21 a
man must marry; at 16 a girl must marry. A woman needed a man to
raise the food for her; a man needed a woman to prepare the food for
him. The clan leaders would decide who would be married in such a way
that it profited the clans the most, and the matchmaker would be
called in…
"I will see if I can get some fish," he said suddenly,
standing and taking his knife from the niche in the wall. His mother
said nothing, her lowered head bobbed as she bent over her work.
Malinche was gone and he hurried between the houses to the path that
led south, through the cactus and rock, toward the end of the valley.
It was still very hot and when the path went along the rim of the
ravine he could see the river below, dried to a sluggish trickle this
time of year. Yet it was still water and it looked cool. He hurried
toward the dusty green of the trees at the head of the valley, the
almost vertical walls of stone closing in on each side as he went
forward. It was cooler here on the path under the trees: one of them
had fallen since he had been here last, he would have to bring back
some firewood.
Then he reached the pond below the cliffs and his eyes went up
along the thin stream of the waterfall that dropped down from high
above. It splattered into the pond which, although it was smaller now
with a wide belt of mud around it, he knew was still deep at the
center. There would be fish out there, big fish with sweet meat on
their bones, lurking under the rocks along the edge. With his knife
he cut a long, thin branch and began to fashion a fish spear.
Lying on his stomach on a shelf of rock that overhung the pool he
looked deep into its transparent depths. There was a flicker of
silver motion as a fish moved into the shadows: it was well out of
reach. The air was dry and hot, the distant hammer of a bird's bill
on wood sounded unnaturally loud in the silence. Zopilotes were birds
and they fed on all kinds of meat, even human meat, he had seen that
for himself. When? Five or six years ago?
As always, his thoughts started to veer away from that memory—but
this time they did not succeed. The hot dart of irritation that had
been planted in the field still stirred at his mind and, in sudden
anger, he clutched at the memory of that night. What
had he
seen? Pieces of meat. Armadillo, or rabbit perhaps? No, he could not
trick himself into believing that. Man was the only creature who was
big enough to have furnished those lumps of flesh. One of the gods
had put them there, Mixtec perhaps, the god of death, to feed his
servants the vultures who look after the dead. Chimal had seen the
god's offering and had fled—and nothing had happened. Since
that night he had walked in silence waiting for the vengeance that
had never arrived.
Where had the years gone? What had happened to the boy who was
always in trouble, always asking questions that had no answers? The
prod of irritation struck deep and Chimal stirred on the rock, then
rolled over and looked up at the sky where a vulture, like the black
mark of an omen, soared silently out of sight above the valley's
wall. I was the boy, Chimal said, almost speaking aloud, and
admitting to himself for the first tune what had happened, and I was
so filled with fear that I went inside myself' and sealed myself in
tightly like a fish sealed in mud for baking. Why does this bother me
now?
With a quick spring he was on his feet, looking around as though
for something to kill. Now he was a man and people would no longer
leave him alone as they had when he was a boy. He would have
responsibilities, he must do new things. He must take a wife and
build a house and have a family and grow old and in the end…
"
No!" he shouted as loudly as he could and
sprang far out from the rock. The water, cool from the melting snows
of the mountains, wrapped around and pressed onto him and he sank
deep. His open eyes saw the shadowed blueness that surrounded him
and the wrinkled, light-shot surface of the water above. It was
another world here and he wanted to remain in it, away from his
world. He swam lower until his ears hurt and his hands plunged deep
into the mud on the pool's bottom. But then, even while he was
thinking that he would remain here, his chest burned and his hands of
their own thinking sent him arrowing back to the surface. His mouth
opened, without his commanding it to, and he breathed in a great
chestful of soothing air.
Climbing out of the pool he stood at the edge, water streaming
from his loincloth and seeping from his sandals, and looked up at the
wall of rock and the falling water. He could not stay forever in that
world beneath the water. And then, with a sudden burst of
understanding, he realized that he also could not stay in this world
that was his valley. If he were a bird he could fly away! There had
been a way out of the valley once, those must have been wonderful
days, but the earthquake had ended that. In his mind's eye he could
see the swamp at the other end of the long valley, pressed up against
the base of that immense rabble of rock and boulders that sealed the
exit. The water seeped slowly out between the rocks and the birds
soared above, but for the people of the valley there was no way out.
They were sealed in by the great, overhanging boulders and by the
curse that was even harder to surmount. It was Omeyocan's curse, and
he is the god whose name is never spoken aloud, only whispered lest
he overhear. It was said that the people had forgotten the gods, the
temple had been dusty and the sacrificial altar dry. Then, in one day
and one night, Qmeyocan had shaken the hills until they fell and
sealed this valley off from the rest of the world for five times a
hundred years at which tune, if the people had served the temple
well, the exit would be opened once again. The priests never said how
much time had passed, and it did not matter. The penance would not
end in their lifetimes.
What was the outside world like? There were mountains in it, that
he knew. He could see their distant peaks and the snow that whitened
them in winter and shrank to small patches on their north flanks in
the summer. Other than that he had no idea. There must be villages,
like his, that he could be sure of. But what else? They must know
things that his people did not know, such as where to find metal and
what to do with it. There were still some treasured axes and corn
knives in the valley made from a shining substance called iron. They
were softer than the obsidian tools, but did not break and could be
sharpened over and over again. And the priests had a box made of this
iron set with brilliant jewels which they showed on special festival
days.
How he wanted to see the world that had produced these things! If
he could leave he would—if only there were a way—and even
the gods would not be able to stop him. Yet, even as he thought this
he bent, raising his arm, wailing for the blow.
The gods would stop him. Coatlicue still walked and punished and
he had seen the handless victims of her justice. There was no escape.
He was numb again, which was good. If you did not feel you could
not be hurt His knife was on the rock where he had left it and he
remembered to pick it up because it had cost him many hours of hard
work to shape the blade. But the fish were forgotten, as was the
firewood: he brushed by the dead tree without seeing it. His feet
found the trail and in welcome numbness he started back through the
trees to the village.
When the trail followed the dried up river bed he could see the
temple and the school on the far bank. A boy, he was from the other
village of Zaachila and Chimal did not know his name, was waving from
the edge, calling something through his cupped hands. Chimal stopped
to listen.
"Temple…" he shouted, and something that sounded
like
Tezcatlipoca, which Chimal hoped it was not since the
Lord of Heaven and Earth, inflicter and healer of frightful diseases,
was not a name to be spoken lightly. The boy, realizing that he could
not be heard, clambered down the far bank and splashed through the
thin stream of water in the center. He was panting when he climbed up
next to Chimal, but his eyes were wide with excitement.
"Popoca, do you know him
,
he is a boy from our village?" He rushed on without waiting for
an answer. "He has seen visions and talked about them to others
and the priests have heard the talk and have seen him
and they have said that… Tezcatlipoca," excited as he was
he stumbled over speaking that name aloud, "… has
possessed him. They have taken him to the pyramid temple."
"Why?" Chimal asked, and knew the answer before it was
spoken.
"Citlallatonac will free the god."
They must go there, of course, since everyone was expected to
attend a ceremony as important as this one. Chimal did not wish to
see it but he made no protest since it was his duty to be there. He
left the boy when they reached the village and went to his home, but
his mother had already gone as had almost everyone else. He put his
knife away and set out on the well trodden path down the valley to
the temple. The crowd was gathered, silently, at the temple base, but
he could see clearly even where he stood to the rear. On a ledge
above was the carved stone block, cut through with holes and stained
by the accumulated blood of countless years. A youth was being tied,
unprotesting, to the top of the block, and his bindings secured by
passing through the holes in the stone. One of the priests stood over
him and blew through a paper cone and, for an instant, a white cloud
enveloped the young man's face. Yauhtli, the powder from the root of
the plant, that made men asleep when they were awake and numbed them
to pain. By the time Citlallatonac appeared the lesser priests had
shaved the boy's head so the ritual could begin. The first priest
himself carried the bowl of tools that he would need. A shudder
passed through the youth's body, although he did not cry out, when
the flap of skin was cut from his skull and the procedure began.
There was a movement among the people as the rotating arrowhead
drilled into the bone of the skull and, without volition, Chimal
found himself standing in the first rank. The details were painfully
clear from here as first priest drilled a series of holes in the
bone, joined them—then levered up and removed the freed disk of
bone.
"You may come forth now, Tezcatlipoca," the priest said,
and absolute silence fell over the crowd as this dread name was
spoken. "Speak now, Popoca," he told the boy. "What is
it that you saw?" As he said this the priest pressed with the
arrowhead again at the shining gray tissue inside the wound. The boy
replied with a low moan and his lips moved.
"Cactus… in the high bed against the wall…
picking the fruit and it was late, but I was not finished…
Even if the sun went down I would be in the village by dark… I
turned and saw it…"
"Come forth, Tezcatlipoca, here is the way," the first
priest said, and pushed his knife deep into the wound.
"SAW THE LIGHT OF THE GODS COME TOWARD ME AS THE SUN WENT…"
the youth screamed, then arched up once against his restraining bonds
and was still.
"Tezcatlipoca has gone," Citlallatonac said, dropping
his instruments into the bowl, "and the boy is free."
Dead also, Chimal thought, and turned away.
4
It was cooler now as evening approached, and the sun was not as
strong on Chimal's back as it had been earlier. Ever since leaving
the temple he had squatted here in the white sand of the riverbed
staring into the narrow trickle of stagnant water. At first he had
not known what had brought him
here and then, when he had realized what was driving him, fear had
kept him pinned to this
spot. This day had been disturbing in every
way and Popoca's sacrificial death had heated the ferment of his
thoughts to a boil. What had the boy seen? Could he see it too? Would
he die if he saw it?
When he stood his legs almost folded under him, he had been seated
in the squat position so long, and instead of jumping the stream he
splashed through it. He had wanted to die earlier under the water,
but he had not, so what difference did it make if he died now? Life
here was—what was the right word for it?—unbearable. The
thought of the unchanging endlessness of the days ahead of him seemed
far worse than the simple act of dying. The boy had seen something,
the gods had possessed him for seeing it,, and the priests had killed
him for seeing it. What could be so important? He could not
imagine—and it made no difference. Anything new in this valley
of unchange was something that he had to experience.
By staying close to the swamp at the north end of the valley he
remained unseen, circling the corn and maguey fields that encircled
Zaachila. This was unwanted land, just cactus, mesquite and sand, and
no one saw him pass. The
shadows were stretching their purple lengths along the ground now and
he hurried to be at the eastern wall of the cliff beyond Zaachila
before the sun set. What had the boy seen?
There was only one bed of fruit-bearing cactus that fitted the
description, the one at the top of a long slope of broken rubble and
sand. Chimal knew where it was and when he reached it the sun was
just dropping behind the distant peaks of the mountains. He scrambled
up on all fours to the top of the slope, to the cactus, then
clambered to the summit of a large boulder. Height might have
something to do with what Popoca had seen, the higher the better.
From his vantage point the entire valley opened out, with the village
of Zaachila before him, then the dark slash of the riverbed and his
own village beyond that. A projecting turn of the cliffs hid the
waterfall at the south end of the valley, but the swamp and the giant
stones that sealed it to the north were clearly visible, though
darkening now as the sun slipped from sight. While he watched it
vanished behind the mountains. That was all. Nothing. The sky went
from red to a deeper purple and he was about to climb down from his
vantage point.
When the beam of golden light spun out at him.
It lasted only an instant. If he had not been looking intently in
the right direction he would never have seen it. A golden thread,
thin as a slice of fire, that stretched across the sky from the
direction of the vanished sun directly toward him, bright as the
reflection of light upon the water. But there was no water there,
just sky. What had it been?
With a sudden start that shook his body he realized where he
was—and how late it was. The first stars were coming out above
him and he was far from the village and his side of the river.
Coatlicue!
Ignoring anything else he hurled himself from the boulder and
sprawled in the sand, then came up running. It was almost dark and
everyone would be bent over the evening meal: he headed directly
toward the river. Fear drove him on, around the bunched darkness of
the cactus and over the low, thorny shrubs. Coatlicue! She
was no myth: he had seen her victims. Reason fled and he ran like an
animal pursued.
When he reached the bank of the riverbed it was completely dark
and he had only the light of the stars to show him the way. It was
even darker below the bank—and this was where Coatlicue
dwelled. Trembling, he hesitated, unable to force himself down into
the deeper blackness below.
And then, far off to his right in the direction of the swamp, he
heard the hissing as of a giant snake. It was she!
Hesitating no longer he threw himself forward, rolled over and
over on the soft sand and splashed through the water. The hissing
came again. Was it louder? Tearing with desperate fingers he climbed
the far bank and, sobbing for air, ran on through the fields, not
stopping until a solid wall loomed up before him. He collapsed
against the side of the first building, clutching the rough adobe
bricks with his fingers and sprawling there, gasping, knowing he was
safe. Coatlicue would not come here.
When his breathing was normal again he stood and made his way
silently between the houses until he came to his home. His mother was
turning tortillas on the cumal and she looked up when he came in.
"You are very late."
"I was at another house."
He sat and reached for the water bottle, then changed his mind and
took the container of octli instead. The fermented juice of the
maguey could bring drunkenness, but happiness and peace as well. As a
man he could drink it when he wanted to and was still not used to
this liberty. His mother looked at him out of the corners of her eyes
but said nothing. He took a very long drink, then had to fight hard
to control the coughing that swept over him.
During the night there was a great roaring in his dreams and he
felt that he had been caught in a rockslide and that his head had
been hurt. A sudden blaze of light against his closed eyelids jerked
him awake and he lay there in the dark, filled with unreasoning fear,
as the great sound rumbled and died. Only then did he realize that it
was raining heavily; the roar of drops on the grass thatch of the
roof was what had penetrated his dreams.
Then the lightning blazed again and, for a long instant, illuminated
the ulterior of the house with a strange blue light that clearly
showed him the fire stones, the pots, the dark and silent form of his
mother sleeping soundly on her petlatl, the billowing of the mat in
front of the doorway and the runnel of water that ran in onto the
earthen floor. Then the light was gone and the thunder rolled again
with a great noise that must have filled the entire valley. The gods
at play, the priests said, tearing apart mountains and throwing giant
boulders about as they had once thrown them to seal the exit here.
Chimal's head hurt when he sat up; that part of the dream had been
true enough. He had drunk too much of the octli. His mother had been
worried, he remembered that now, since drunkenness was a sacred thing
and should only be indulged in during certain festivals. Well, he had
made his own festival. He pushed aside the mat and stepped out into
the rain, let it wash over his upturned face and run down the length
of his naked body. It trickled into his open mouth and he swallowed
its sweet substance. His head felt better and his skin was washed
clean. There would be water now for the corn and the crop might be a
good one after all.
Lightning streaked across the sky and he thought at once of the
spear of light he had seen after the sun had set Had it been the same
sort of thing? No, this lightning writhed and twisted like a beheaded
snake while the other light had been straight as an arrow.
The rain no longer felt good; it was chilling him, and he did not
want to think about what he had seen the evening before. He turned
and went quickly back inside.
In the morning the drums drew him slowly awake as they had every
day of his life. His mother was already up and blowing the embers of
the banked fire into life. She said nothing, but he could feel the
disapproval in the angle of her back as she turned away from him.
When he touched his face he found that his jaw was bristly with
stubble: this would be a good tune to take care of it. He filled a
bowl with water and crumbled into it some copalxocotl, the dried root
of the soap tree. Then, taking the bowl and his knife, he went out
behind the house where the first rays of the sun struck him. The
clouds were gone and it was going to be a clear day. He lathered his
face well and found a pool of water on the rock ledge that reflected
his image and helped him to shave cleanly.
When he was through his cheeks were smooth and he rubbed them with
his fingers and turned his head back and forth to see if he had
missed any spots. It was almost a stranger who looked back at him
from the water, so much had he changed in the last few years. His jaw
was wide and square, very different from his father's everyone said,
who had been a small-boned man. Even now, alone, his lips were tight
shut as though to lock in any stray words, his mouth as
expressionless as a line drawn in the sand. He had many years of
experience in not answering. Even his deep gray eyes were secretive
below the heavy brow ridge. His blond hair, hanging down straight all
around his head and cut off on an even line, was a concealment that
covered his high forehead. The boy he used to know was gone and had
been replaced by a man he did not know. What did the events of the
past days mean, the strange feelings that tore at him and the even
stranger things he had seen? Why was he not at peace like all the
others?
As he became aware that someone had walked up behind him
a face moved into view in the reflection, swimming against the blue
sky: Cuauhtemoc, the leader of his clan. Graying and lined, stern and
unsmiling.
"I have come to talk about your marriage," the imaged
head said.
Chimal hurled the bowl of soapy water into it and the reflection
burst into a thousand fragments and vanished.
When he stood and turned about Chimal discovered that he was some
niches taller than the leader: they had not met to talk for a very
long time. Everything that he could think to say seemed wrong, so he
said nothing. Cuauhtemoc squinted into the rising sun and rubbed at
his jaw with work-calloused fingers.
"We must keep the clans bound together. That is," he
lowered his voice, "Omeyocan's will. There is a girl Malinche
who is the right age and you are the right age. You will be married
soon after the ripening corn festival. You know the girl?"
"Of course I know her. That is why I do not wish to marry
her."
Cuauhtemoc was surprised. Not only did his eyes widen but he
touched his finger to his cheek in the gesture which means I am
surprised. "What you wish does not matter. You have
been, taught to obey. There is no other girl suitable, the matchmaker
has said so."
"I do not wish to marry this girl, or any other girl. Not
now. I do not wish to be married at this time…"
"You were very strange when you were a boy and the priests
knew about it and they beat you. That was very good for you and I
thought you would be all right. Now you talk the same way you did
when you were young. If you do not do what I tell you to do then…"
he groped for the alternatives. "Then I shall have to tell the
priests."
The memory of that black knife slipping into the whiteness inside
Popoca's head stood suddenly clear before Chimal's eyes. If the
priests thought that he was possessed by a god they would release him
from the burden as well. So it was like that, he suddenly realized.
Only two courses were open to him; there had never been any other
choice. He could do as all the others did—or he could die. The
choice was his.
"I'll marry the girl," he said and turned to pick up the
container of nightsoil to take to the fields.
5
Someone passed a cup of octli and Chimal buried his face in it,
breathing in the sour, strong odor, before he drank. He was alone on
the newly woven grass mat, yet was surrounded on all sides by noisy
members of his and Malinche's clans. They mixed, talked, even shouted
to be heard, while the young girls were busy with the jugs of octli.
They sat in the sandy area, now swept clean, that was in the center
of the village, and it was barely big enough to hold them all. Chimal
turned and saw his mother, smiling as he had not seen her smile in
years, and he turned away so quickly that the octli slopped over onto
his tilmantl, his marriage cloak new and white and specially woven
for the occasion. He brushed at the sticky liquid—then stopped
as a sudden hush came over the crowd.
"She is coming," someone whispered, and there was a stir
of motion as everyone turned to look. Chimal stared into the now
almost empty cup, nor did he glance up when the guests moved aside to
let the matchmaker by. The old woman staggered under the weight of
the bride to be, but she had carried burdens all her life and this
was her duty. She stopped at the edge of the mat and carefully let
Malinche step onto it. Malinche also wore a new white cloak, and her
moon face had been rubbed with peanut oil so that her skin would
glisten and be more attractive. With shifting motions she settled
into a relaxed kneeling position, very much like a dog making itself
comfortable, and turned her round eyes to Cuauhtemoc who rose and
spread his arms impressively. As leader of the groom's clan he had
the right to speak first. He cleared his throat and spat into the
sand.
"Here we are together for an important binding of the clans.
You will remember that when Yotihuac died during the hunger of the
time when the corn did not ripen, he had a wife and her name is
Quiauh and she is here among us, and he had a son and his name is
Chimal and he sits here on the mat…"
Chimal did not listen. He had been to other weddings and this one
would be no different. The leaders of the clans would make long
speeches that put everyone to sleep, then the matchmaker would make a
long speech and others who felt moved by the occasion would also make
long speeches. Many of the guests would doze and much octli would be
drunk, and finally, when it was almost sunset, the knot would be tied
in their cloaks that would bind them together for life. Even then
there would be more speeches. Only when it was close to dark would
the ceremony end and the bride would go home with her family.
Malinche also had no father, he had died from a bite by a rattlesnake
the year before, but she had uncles and brothers. They would take her
and many of them would sleep with her that night. Since she was of
their clan it was only fair that they save Chimal from the ghostly
dangers of marriage by taking whatever curses there were unto
themselves. Only on the next night would she move into his house.
He was aware of all these things and he did not care. Though he
knew that he was young, at this moment he felt that his days were
almost over. He could see the future and the rest of his life as
clearly as if he had already lived it, because it would be unchanging
and no different from the lives of all the others around him.
Malinche would make his tortillas twice a day and bear a child once a
year. He would plant the corn and reap the corn and each day would be
like every other day and he would then be old, and very soon after
that he would be dead.
That was the way it must be. He held his hand out for more octli
and his cup was refilled. That was the way it would be. There was
nothing else, and he could not think of anything else. When his mind
veered away from the proper thoughts that he should be thinking he
quickly dragged them back and drank some more from his cup. He would
remain silent, and empty his mind of thoughts. A shadow swept across
the sand and touched them with a passing moment of darkness as a
great vulture landed on the rooftree of a nearby house. It was dusty
and tattered and, like an old woman arranging her robe, it moved its
wings and waddled back and forth as it settled down. First it looked
at him with one cold eye, then with the other. Its eyes were as round
as Malinche's and just as empty. Its back was wickedly curved and,
like the feathers of its ruff, stained with gore.
It was later and the vulture had long since departed. Everything
here was too alive: it wanted its meat safely dead. The long ceremony
was finally drawing to its end. The leaders of both clans came
forward solemnly and laid hands on the white tilmantli, then prepared
to tie the marriage cloaks together. Chimal blinked at the rough
hands that fumbled with the corner of the fabric and, in an instant,
from nothing to everything, the red madness possessed him. It was the
way he had felt that day at the pool only much stronger. There was
only one thing that could be done, a single thing that had
to be done, and no other course was possible to take.
He jumped to his feet and pulled his cloak free of the clasping
fingers.
"No, I won't do it," he shouted in a voice roughened by
the octli he had drunk. "I will not marry her or anyone else.
You cannot force me to."
He strode away in the dusk through a shocked silence and no one
thought to reach out and stop him.
6
If the people of the village were watching, they did not reveal
themselves. Some of the door covers stirred in the breeze that had
sprung up just after dawn, but nothing moved in the darkness behind
them.
Chimal walked with his head up, stepping out so strongly that the
two priests in their ground-length cloaks had trouble keeping pace
with him. His mother had cried out when they had come for him, soon
after daybreak, a single shout of pain as though she had seen him die
at that moment. They had stood in the doorway, black as two
messengers of death, and had asked for him, their weapons ready in
case he should resist. Each of them carried a maquahuitl, the
deadliest of all the Aztec weapons: the obsidian blades that were set
into the hardwood handle were sharp enough to sever a man's head with
a single blow. They had not needed this threat of violence, quite the
opposite in fact. Chimal had been behind the house when he heard
their voices. "To the temple then," he had answered,
throwing his cloak over his shoulders and knotting it while he
walked. The young priests had to hurry to catch up.
He knew that he should be walking in terror of what might await
him at the temple, yet, for some unaccountable reason, he was elated.
Not happy, no one could be happy when going to face the priests, but
so great was his feeling of rightness that he could ignore the dark
shadow of the future. It was as though a great burden had been lifted
from his mind and, in truth, it had. For the first time, since he had
been a small child, he had not lied to conceal his thoughts: he had
spoken out what he knew to be true in defiance of everyone. He did
not know where it would end, but at this instant did not really care.
They were waiting for him at the pyramid and there was no question
now of his walking on alone. The priests blocked his way and two of
the strongest took him by the arms: he made no attempt to free
himself as they led him up
the steps to the temple on the summit He had never entered here
before; normally only priests passed through the carved doorway with
its frieze of serpents disgorging skeletons. When they paused at the
entranceway some of his elation seeped out before this ominous
prospect. He turned away from it to look out across the valley.
From this height he could see the entire length of the river. From
the grove of trees to the south it emerged and meandered between the
steep banks, cutting between the two villages, then laid a course of
golden sand until it vanished into the swamp near at hand. Beyond the
swamp rose the rock barrier and he could see more tall mountains in
the distance…
"Bring the one in," Citlallatonac's voice spoke from the
temple, and they pushed him inside.
The first priest was sitting cross-legged on an ornamented block
of stone before a statue of Coatlicue. In the half light of the
temple the goddess was hideously lifelike, glazed and painted and
decorated with gems and gold plates. Her twin heads looked at him
and her claw-handed arms appeared ready to seize.
"You have disobeyed the clan leaders," the first priest
said loudly. The other priests stepped back so that Chimal could
approach him. Chimal came close, and when he did so he saw that the
priest was older than he had thought. His hair, matted with blood and
dirt and unwashed for years, had the desired frightening effect, as
did the blood on his death-symboled robe. But the priest's
eyes were sunk deep into his head and were watery red: his neck was
as scrawny and wrinkled as that of a turkey. His skin had a waxy
pallor except where patches of red powder had been dusted on his
cheeks to simulate good health. Chimal looked at the priest and did
not answer.
"You have disobeyed. Do you know the penalty?" The old
man's voice cracked with rage.
"I did not disobey, therefore there is no penalty." The
priest half rose with astonishment when he heard these calmly spoken
words, then he dropped back and huddled down, his eyes narrowed with
anger. "You spoke this way once before and you were beaten,
Chimal. You do not argue with a priest."
"I am not arguing, revered Citlallatonac, but merely
explaining what has happened…"
"I do not like the sound of your explaining," the priest
broke in. "Do you not know your place in this world? You were
taught it in the temple school along with all the other boys. The
gods rule. The priests interpret and interpose. The people obey. Your
duty is to obey and nothing else."
"I do my duty. I obey the gods. I do not obey my fellow men
when they are at odds with the word of the gods. It would be
blasphemy to do that, the penalty for which is death. Since I do not
wish to die I obey the gods even though mortal men grow angry at me."
The priest blinked, then picked a bit of matter from the corner of
one eye with the tip of his grimy forefinger. "What is the
meaning of your words," he finally said, and there was a touch
of hesitancy in his voice. "The gods have ordered your wedding."
"That they have not—men have done that. It is written
in the holy words that man is to marry and be fruitful and woman is
to marry and be fruitful. But it does not say what age they
should be married at, or that they must be forced to marry against
then: will."
"Men marry at twenty-one, women at sixteen…"
"That is the common custom, but only a custom. It does not
have the weight of law…"
"You argued before," the priest said shrilly, "and
were beaten. You can be beaten again…"
"A boy is beaten. You do not beat a man for speaking the
truth. I ask only that the law of the gods be followed—how can
you punish me for that?"
"Bring me the books of the law," the first priest
shouted to the others waiting outside. "This one must be shown
the truth before he is punished. I remember no laws like these."
In a quiet voice Chimal said, "I remember them clearly. They
are as I have told you." The old priest sat back, blinking
angrily in the shaft of sunlight that fell upon him, The bar of
light, the priest's face, stirred Chimal's memory and he spoke the
words almost as a dare. "I remember also what you told us about
the sun and the stars, you read from the books. The sun is a ball of
burning gas, didn't you say that, which is moved by the gods? Or did
you say the sun was set in a great shell of diamond?"
"What are you saying about the sun?" the priest asked,
frowning.
"Nothing," Chimal said. Something, he thought to
himself, something that I dare not say aloud or I will soon be as
dead as Popoca who first saw the ray. I have seen it too, and it was
just like the sun shining on water or on diamond. Why had the priests
not told them of the thing in the sky that made that flash of light?
He broke off these thoughts as the priests carried in the sacred
volumes.
The books were bound with human skin and were ancient and revered:
on festival days the priests read parts from them. Now they placed
them on the stone ledge and withdrew. Citlallatonac pushed at them,
holding first one up to the light, then the other.
"You want to read the second book of Tezcatlipoca,"
Chimal said. "And what I speak about is on the thirteenth or
fourteenth page."
A book dropped with a sharp noise and the priest turned wide eyes
upon Chimal. "How do you know that?"
"Because I have been told and I remember. That is what was
said aloud, and I remember the page number being spoken."
"You can read, that is how you know this. You have come
secretly to the temple to read the forbidden books…"
"Don't be silly, old man. I have never been to this temple
before. I remember, that is all." Some demon goaded Chimal on in
the face of the priest's astonishment "And I can read,
if you must know. That is not forbidden either. In the temple school
I learned my numbers, as did all the other children, and I learned to
write my name, just as they did. When the others were taught the
writing of their names I listened and learned as well and therefore
know the sounds of all the letters. It was really very simple."
The priest was beyond words and did not answer. Instead he groped
through the tumbled books until he found the one Chimal had named,
then turned the pages slowly, shaping the words aloud as he read. He
read, turned back the page and read again—then dropped the
book.
"You see I am correct," Chimal told him. "I shall
marry, soon, to one of my own choosing after I have consulted long
and well with the matchmaker and the clan leader. That is the way to
do it by law…"
"Do not tell me the law, small man! I am the first priest and
I am the law and you will obey me."
"We all obey, great Citlallatonac," Chimal answered
quietly. "None of us are above the law and all of us have our
duties."
"Do you mean me? Do you dare to mention the duties of a
priest, you a… nothing? I can kill you."
"Why? I have done nothing wrong."
The priest was on his feet, screeching in anger now, looking up
into Chimal's face and spattering him with saliva as the words burst
from his lips.
"You argue with me, you pretend to know the law better than I
do, you read though you were never taught to read. You are possessed
by one of the black gods and I know it, and I shall release that god
from inside your head."
Angry himself, but coldly angry, Chimal could not keep a grimace
of distaste from his mouth. "Is that all you know, priest? Kill
a man who disagrees with you—even though he is right and you
are wrong? What kind of a priest does that make of you?"
With a wordless scream the priest raised both his fists and
brought them down together to strike Chimal and tear the voice from
his mouth. Chimal seized the old man's wrists and held them easily
even though the priest struggled to free himself. There was a rush of
feet as the horrified onlookers ran to help the first priest. As soon
as they touched him, Chimal released his hands and stepped back,
smiling crookedly.
Then it happened. The old man raised his arms again, opened his
mouth wide until his almost gumless jaws were pinkly visible—then
cried out, but no words came forth.
There was a screech, more of pain than anger now, and the priest
crashed to the floor like a felled tree. His head struck the stone
with a hollow thudding sound and he lay motionless, his eyes partly
open and the yellowed whites showing, while a bubble of froth foamed
on his lips.
The other priests rushed to his side, picked him up and carried
him away, and Chimal was struck down from behind by one of them who
carried a club. If it had been another weapon it would have killed
him, and even though Chimal was unconscious this did not stop the
priests from kicking his inert body before they carried him away too.
As the sun cleared the mountains it shone through the openings in
the wall and struck fire from the jewels in Coatlicue's serpent's
eyes. The books of the law lay, neglected, where they had been
dropped.
7
"It looks like old Citlallatonac is very sick," the
priest said in a low voice while he checked the barred entrance to
Chimal's cell. It was sealed by heavy bars of wood, each thicker than
a man's leg, that were seated into holes in the stone of the
doorframe. They were kept in place by a heavier, notched log that was
pegged to the wall beyond the prisoner's reach: it could only be
opened from the outside. Not that Chimal was free to even attempt
this, since his wrists and ankles were tied together with unbreakable
maguey fibre.
"You made him sick," the young priest added, rattling
the heavy bars. He and Chimal were of the same age and had been in
the temple school together. "I don't know why you did it. You
were in trouble in school, but I guess we all were, more or
less, that is the way boys are. I never thought that you would end up
doing this." Almost as a conversational punctuation mark he
jabbed his spear between the bars and into Chimal's side. Chimal
rolled away as the obsidian point dug into the muscle of his side and
blood ran from the wound.
The priest left and Chimal was alone again. There was a narrow
slit in the stone wall, high up, that let in a dusty beam of
sunlight. Voices penetrated too, excited shouts and an occasional
wail of fear from some woman.
They came, one after another, everyone, as word spread through the
villages. From Zaachila they ran through the fields, tumbling like
ants from a disturbed nest, to the riverbed and across the sand. On
the other side they met the people from Quilapa, running, all of
them, in fear. They grouped around the base of the pyramid in a solid
mass, shouting and calling to one another for any bits of news that
might be known. The noise died only when a priest appeared from the
temple above and walked slowly down the steps, his hands raised for
silence. He stopped when he reached the sacrificial stone. His name
was Itzcoatl and he was in charge of the temple school. He was a
stern, tall man in his middle years, with matted blond hair that fell
below his shoulders. Most people thought that some day he would be
first priest.
"Citlallatonac is ill," he called out, and a low moan
was breathed by the listening crowd. "He is resting now and we
attend him. He breathes but he is not awake."
"What is the illness that struck him down so quickly?"
one of the clan leaders called out from below.
Itzcoatl was slow in answering; his black-rimmed fingernail picked
at a dried spot of blood on his robe. "It was a man who fought
with him," he finally said. Silence stifled the crowd. "We
have the man locked away so we may question him
later, then kill him. He is mad or he is possessed by a demon. We
will find out. He did not strike Citlallatonac but it is possible
that he put a curse on him. The name of this man is Chimal."
The people stirred and hummed like disturbed bees at this news,
and drew apart. They were still closely packed, even more so now as
they moved away from Quiauh, as though her touch might be poisonous.
Chimal's mother stood in the center of the open space with her head
lowered and her hands clasped before her, a small and lonely figure.
This was the way the day went. The sun mounted higher and the
people remained, waiting. Quiauh stayed as well, but she moved off to
one side of the crowd where she would be alone: no one spoke to her
or even looked her way. Some people sat on the ground or talked in
low voices, others went into the fields to relieve themselves but
they always returned. The villages were deserted and, one by one, the
cooking fires went out. When the wind was right the dogs, who had not
been watered or fed, could be heard barking, but no one paid
attention to them.
By evening it was reported that the first priest had regained
consciousness, but was still troubled. He could move neither his
right hand nor his right leg and he had trouble speaking. The tension
in the crowd grew perceptibly as the sun reddened and sank behind the
hills, ( Once it had dropped from sight the people of Zaachila
hurried, reluctantly, back to their village. They had to be across
the river by dark—for this was the time when Coatlicue walked.
They would not know what was happening at the temple, but at least
they would be sleeping on their own mats this night. For the
villagers of Quilapa a long night stretched ahead. They brought
bundles of straw and cornstalks and made torches. Though the babies
were nursed no one else ate, nor, in their terror, were they hungry.
The crackling torches held back the darkness of the night and some
people laid their heads on their knees and dozed, but very few. Most
just sat and watched the temple and waited. The praying voices of the
priests came dimly down to them and the constant beating of the drums
shook the air like the heartbeat of the temple.
Citlallatonac did not get better that night, but he did not get
worse either. He would live and say the morning prayers, and then,
during the coming day, the priests would meet in solemn assembly and
a new first priest would be elected and the rituals performed that
established him in that office. Everything would be all right.
Everything had to be all right.
There was a stirring among the watchers when the morning star
rose. This was the planet that heralded the dawn and the signal for
the priests to once more beg Huitzilopochtli, the Hummingbird Wizard,
to come to their aid. He was the only one who could successfully
fight the powers of darkness, and ever since he had brought the Aztec
people into being he had watched over them. Each night they called to
him with prayers and he went forth with his thunderbolts and fought
the night and the stars and defeated them so that they retreated and
the sun could rise again.
Huitzilopochtli had always come to the
aid of his people, though he had to be induced with sacrifices and
the proper prayers. Had not the sun risen every day to prove it?
Proper prayers, that was the important thing, proper prayers.
Only the first priest could speak these prayers. The thought was
unspeakable yet it had been there all the night. The fear was still
there like a heavy presence when priests with smoking torches emerged
from the temple to light the way for the first priest. He came out
slowly, half carried by two of the younger priests. He stumbled with
his left leg, but his right leg only dragged limply behind him. They
took him to the altar and held him up while the sacrifices were
performed. Three turkeys and a dog were sacrificed this time because
much help was needed. One by one the hearts were torn out and placed
carefully in Citlallatonac's clasping left
hand. His fingers clamped down tight until blood ran from between his
fingers and dripped to the stone, but his head hung at a strange
angle and his mouth drooped open.
It was time for the prayer.
The drums and the chanting stopped and the silence was absolute.
Citlallatonac opened his mouth and the cords in his neck stood out
tautly as he struggled to speak. Instead of words he emitted only a
harsh croaking sound and a long dollop of saliva hung down, longer
and longer, from his drooping lip.
He struggled even harder then, writhing against the hands that
held him up, trying to force words through his useless throat, until
his face flushed with the effort. He tried too hard, because,
suddenly, he jerked in pain, as though he were a loose-limbed doll
being tossed into the air, then slumped limply.
After this he did not stir again and Itzcoatl ran over and placed
his ear to the old man's chest.
"The first priest is dead," he said, and everyone heard
these terrible words.
A wail of agony rose up from the assembled mob, and across the
river in Zaachila they heard it and knew what it meant. The women
clutched their children to them and whimpered, and the men were just
as afraid.
At the temple they watched, hoping where there was no hope,
looking at the morning star that rose higher in the sky with every
passing minute. Soon it was high, higher than they had ever seen it
before, because on every other day it had been lost in the light of
the rising sun.
Yet on this day there was no glow on' the eastern horizon. There
was just the all-enveloping darkness.
The sun was not going to rise.
This time the cry that went up from the crowd was not pain but
fear. Fear of the gods and the unending battle of the gods that might
swallow up the whole world. Might not the powers of the night now
triumph in the darkness so that this night would go on forever? Would
the new first priest be able to speak powerful enough prayers to
bring back the sun and the daylight that is life?
They screamed and ran. Some of the torches went out and in the
darkness panic ruled. People fell and were trampled and no one cared.
This could be the end of the world.
Deep under the pyramid Chimal was awakened from uncomfortable
sleep by the shouting and the sound of running feet. He could not
make out the words. Torchlight flickered and vanished outside the
slit. He tried to roll over but found that he could barely move. At
least his legs and arms were numb now. He had been bound for what
felt like countless hours and at first the agony in his wrists and
ankles had been almost unbearable. But then the numbness had come and
he could no longer feel if these limbs were even there. All day and
all night he had lain there, bound this way, and he was very thirsty.
And he had soiled himself, just like a baby; there was nothing else
he could do. What was happening outside? He suddenly felt a great
weariness and wished that it was all over and that he was safely
dead. Small boys do not argue with priests. Neither do men.
There was a movement outside as someone came down the steps,
without a light and feeling the wall for guidance. Footsteps up to
his cell, and the sound of hands rattling at the bars.
"Who is there?" he cried out, unable to bear the unseen
presence in the darkness. His voice was cracked and hoarse. "You've
come to kill me at last, haven't you? Why don't you say so?"
There was only the sound of breathing—and the rattle of the
locking pin being withdrawn. Then, one by one the heavy bars were
drawn from the socket and he knew that someone had entered the cell,
was standing near him.
"Who is it?" he shouted, trying to sit up against the
wall.
"Chimal," his mother's voice said quietly from the
darkness.
At first he did not believe it, and he spoke her name. She knelt
by him and he felt her fingers on his face.
"What happened?" he asked her. "What are you doing
here—and where are the priests?"
"Citlallatonac is dead. He did not say the prayers and the
sun will not rise. The people are mad and howl like dogs and run."
I can believe that, he thought, and for a few moments the same
panic touched him, until he remembered that one end is the same as
another to a man who is about to die. While he wandered through the
seven underworlds it would not matter what happened on the world
above.
"You should not have come," he told her, but there was
kindness in the words and he felt closer to her than he had for
years. "Leave now before the priests find you and use you for a
sacrifice as well. Many hearts will be given to Huitzilopochtli if he
is to fight a winning battle against the night and stars now when
they are so strong."
"I must free you," Quiauh said, feeling for his
bindings. "What has happened is my doing, not yours, and you are
not the one who should suffer for it"
"It's my fault, true enough. I was fool enough to argue with
the old man and he grew excited and then suddenly sick. They are
right to blame me."
"No," she said, touching the wrappings on his wrists,
then bending over them because she had no knife. "I am to blame
because I sinned twenty-two years ago and the punishment should be
mine." She began to chew at the tough fibers.
"What do you mean?" Her words made no sense.
Quiauh stopped for a moment and sat up in the darkness and folded
her hands in her lap. What must be said had to be said in the right
way.
"I am your mother, but your father is not the man you
thought. You are the son of Chimal-popoca who was from the village of
Zaachila. He came to me and I liked him very much, so I did not
refuse him even though I knew it was very wrong. It was night time
when he tried to cross back over the river and he was taken by
Coatlicue. All of the years since I have waited for her to come and
take me as well, but she has not. Hers is a larger vengeance. She
wishes to take you in my place."
"I can't believe it," he said, but there was no answer
because she was chewing at his bindings again. They parted, strand by
strand, until his hands were freed. Quiauh sought the wrappings on
his ankles. "Not those, not yet," he gasped as the pain
struck his reviving flesh. "Rub my hands. I cannot move them and
they hurt."
She took his hands in hers and massaged them softly, yet each
touch was like fire.
"Everything in the world seems to be changing," he said,
almost sadly. "Perhaps the rules should not be broken. My father
died, and you have lived with death ever since. I have seen the flesh
that the vultures feed upon and the fire in the sky, and now the
night that never ends. Leave me before they find you. There is no
place I can escape to."
"You must escape," she said, hearing only the words she
wanted as she worked on the bindings of his ankles. To please her,
and for the pleasure of feeling his body free again he did not stop
her.
"We will go now," she said when he was able to stand on
his feet at last. He leaned on her for support as they climbed the
stairs, and it was like walking on live coals. There was only silence
and darkness beyond the doorway. The stars were clear and sharp and
the sun had not risen. Voices murmured above as the priests intoned
the rites for the new first priest
"Good-bye, my son, I shall never see you again."
He nodded, in pain, in the darkness, and could not speak. Her
words were true enough: there was no escape from this valley. He held
her once, to comfort her, the way she used to hold him
when he was small, until she gently pushed him away. "Go now,"
she said, "and I will return to the village."
Quiauh waited in the doorway until his
stumbling figure had vanished into the endless night, then she turned
and quietly went back down the stairs to his cell. From the inside
she pulled the bars back into place, though she could not seal them
there, then seated herself against the far wall. She felt about the
stone floor until her fingers touched the bindings she had removed
from her son. They were too short to tie now, but she still wrapped
them around her wrist and held the ends with her fingers. One piece
she placed carefully over her ankles.
Then she sat back, placidly, almost smiling into the darkness.
The waiting was over at last, those years of waiting. She would be
at peace soon. They would come and find her here and know that she
had released her son. They would kill her but she did not mind.
Death would be far easier to bear.
8
In the darkness someone bumped into Chimal and clutched him; there
was an instant of fear as he thought he was captured. But, even as he
made a fist to strike out he heard the man, it might even be a woman,
moan and release him to run on. Chimal realized that now, during this
night, everyone would be just as afraid as he was. He stumbled
forward, away from the temple with his hands outstretched before him,
until he was separated from the other people. When the pyramid, with
the flickering lights on its summit, was just a great shadow in the
distance he dropped and put his back against a large boulder and
thought very hard.
What shall I do? He almost spoke the words aloud and realized that
panic would not help. The darkness was his protection, not his enemy
as it was to all the others, and he must make good use of it. What
came first. Water, perhaps? No, not now. There was water only in the
village and he could not go there. Nor to the river while Coatlicue
walked. His thirst would just have to be forgotten: he had been
thirsty before.
Could he escape this valley? For many years he had had this
thought somewhere in the back of his mind, the priests could not
punish you for thinking about climbing the cliffs, and at
one time or another he had looked at every section of wall of the
valley. It could be climbed in some places, but never very far.
Either the rock became very smooth or there was an overhang. He had
never found a spot that even looked suitable for an attempt.
If he could only fly! Birds left this valley, but he was no bird.
Nothing else escaped, other than the water, and he was not water
either. But he could swim in water, there might be a way out that
way.
Not that he really believed this. His thirst may have had
something to do with the decision, and the fact that he was between
the temple and the swamp and it would be easy to reach without
meeting anyone on the way. There was the need to do something in any
case, and this was the easiest way. His feet found a path and he
followed it slowly through the darkness, until he could hear the
night sounds of the swamp not far ahead. He stopped then, and even
retraced his steps because Coatlicue would be in the swamp as well.
Then he found a sandy spot off the path and lay down on his back. His
side hurt, and so did his head. There were cuts and bruises over most
of his body. Above him the stars climbed and he thought it strange to
see the summer and fall stars at this early time of the year. Birds
called plaintively from the direction of the swamp, wondering where
dawn was, and he went to sleep. The familiar spring constellations
had returned, so an entire day must have passed without the sun
rising.
From time to time he awoke, and the last time he saw the faintest
lightening in the east. He put a pebble into his mouth to help him
forget the thirst, then sat up and watched the horizon.
A new first priest must have been appointed, probably Itzcoatl,
and the prayers were being said. But it was not easy; Huitzilopochtli
must be fighting very hard. For a long time the light in the east did
not change, then, ever so slowly it brightened until the sun rose
above the horizon. It was a red, unhappy sun, but it rose at last.
The day had began and now the search for him would begin as well.
Chimal went over the rise to the swamp and, splashed into the mud
until the water deepened, then pushed aside the floating layer of
green with his hands and lowered his face to drink.
It was full daylight now and the sun seemed to be losing its
unhealthy reddish cast as it climbed triumphantly up into the sky.
Chimal saw his footprints cutting through the mud into the swamp, but
it did not matter. There were few places in the valley to hide and
the swamp was the only one that could not be quickly searched. They
would be after him here. Turning away, he pushed through the
waist-high water, heading deeper in.
He had never been this far into the swamp before, nor had anyone
else that he knew of, and it was easy to see why. Once the belt of
clattering reeds had been crossed at the edge of the water the tall
trees began. They stood above the water, on roots like many legs, and
their foliage joined overhead. Thick gray growths hung from their
branches and trailed in the water, and under the matted leaves and
streamers the air was dark and stagnant. And thick with insect life.
Mosquitoes and gnats filled his ears with their shrill whining and
sought out his skin as he penetrated into the shadow. Within a few
minutes his cheeks and arms were puffing up and his skin was
splotched with blood where he had smashed the troublesome insects.
Finally he dug some of the black and foul-smelling mud from the
bottom of the swamp and plastered it onto his exposed skin. This
helped a bit, but it kept washing off when he came to the deeper
parts and had to swim.
There were greater dangers as well. A green water snake swam
toward him, its body wriggling on the surface and its head high and
poison fangs ready. He drove it off by splashing at it, then tore off
a length of dry branch in case he should encounter more of the deadly
reptiles.
Then there was sunlight before him and a narrow strip of water
between the trees and the tumbled rock barrier. He climbed out onto a
large boulder, grateful for the sun and the relief from the insects.
Swollen black forms, as long as his finger and longer, hung from
his body, damp and repellent looking. When he clutched one it burst
in his fingers and his hand was suddenly sticky with his own blood.
Leeches. He had seen the priests use them. Each one had to be pried
off carefully and he did this, until they were all gone and his body
was covered with a number of small wounds. After washing off the
blood and fragments of leech he looked up at the barrier that rose
above him.
He would never be able to climb it. Lips of great boulders, some
of them as big as the temple, projected and overhung one another. If
one of them could be passed the others waited. Nevertheless it had to
be tried, unless a way could be found out at the water level, though
this looked equally hopeless. While he considered this he heard a
victorious shout and looked up to see a priest standing on the rocks
just a few hundred feet away. There were splashes from the swamp and
he turned and dived back into the water and the torturous shelter of
the trees.
It was a very long day. Chimal was not seen again by his pursuers,
but many times he was surrounded by them as they splashed noisily
through the swamp. He escaped by holding his breath and hiding under
the murky water when they came near, and by staying in the densest,
most insect-ridden places that they were hesitant to penetrate. By
the late afternoon he was near exhaustion and knew he could not go on
very much longer. A scream, and even louder shouting, saved his
life—at the expense of one of the searchers. He had been bitten
by a water snake, and this accident took the heart out of the other
hunters. Chimal heard them moving away from him
and he remained, hidden, under an overhanging limb with just his head
above the water. His eyelids were so swollen from insect bites that
he had to press them apart with his fingers to see clearly.
"Chimal," a voice called in the distance, then again,
"Chimal… We know you are in there, and you cannot escape.
Give yourself to us because we will find you in the end. Come now…"
Chimal sank lower in the water and did not bother to answer. He
knew as well as they did that there was no final escape. Yet he would
still not give himself up to their torture. It would be better to die
here in the swamp, die whole and stay in the water. And keep his
heart.
As the sky darkened he began to work his way carefully toward the
edge of the swamp. He knew that none of them would stay in the water
during the night, but they might very well lie hidden among the rocks
nearby to see him if he emerged and tried to escape. Pain and
exhaustion made thinking difficult, yet he knew he had to have a
plan. If he stayed in the deep water he would surely be dead by
morning. As soon as it was dark he would go into the reeds close to
shore and then decide what to do next. It was hard to think.
He must have been unconscious for some tune, there near the
water's edge, because when he forced his swollen eyelids open with
his fingertips he saw that the stars were out and that all traces of
light had vanished from the sky. This
troubled him greatly and in his befuddled state he could not be sure
why. A breeze stirred the reeds so that they rustled behind him. Then
the motion died away and for a moment the air held a hushed evening
silence.
At this instant, far off to the left in the direction of the
river, he heard an angry hissing.
Coatlicue!
He had forgotten her! Here he was near the river at night, in the
water, and he had forgotten her!
He lay there, paralyzed with fear, as a sudden rattle of gravel
and running footsteps sounded on the hard ground. His first thought
was Coatlicue, then he realized that someone had been hidden close by
among the rocks, waiting to take him
if he emerged from the swamp. Whoever it was had also heard Coatlicue
and had run for his life.
The hissing sounded again, closer.
Since he had escaped in the swamp all day—and since he knew
there were men lying in wait for him on shore— he pulled
himself slowly back into the water. He did it without thinking: the
voice of the goddess had driven all thought from his mind. Slowly,
making not a sound, he backed up until the water reached to his
waist.
And then Coatlicue appeared over the rise, both heads looking
toward him and hissing with loud anger, while the starlight shone on
the outstretched claws.
Chimal could not look anymore at his own
death; it was too hideous. He took a deep breath and slipped under
the water, swimming to keep himself below the surface. He could not
escape this way, but he would not have to watch as she trod through
the water toward him, then plunged down her claws like some monstrous
fisher and pulled him to her.
His lungs burned and still she had not struck. When he could bear
it no longer he slowly raised his head and looked out at the empty
shore. Dimly, upriver in the distance, there was the echo of a faint
hissing.
For a long time Chimal just stood there, the water streaming from
his body, while his befuddled mind attempted to understand what had
happened. Coatlicue was gone. She had come for him and he had hidden
under the water. When he had done this she could not find him so she
had gone away.
One thought cut through the fatigue and lifted him so that he
whispered it aloud.
"I have outwitted a god…"
What could it all mean? He went out of the water and lay on the
sand that was still warm from the day and thought about it very hard.
He was different, he had always known that, even when he was working
hard to conceal the difference. He had seen strange things and the
gods had not struck him
down—and now he had escaped Coatlicue. Had he outwitted a god?
He must have. Was he a god? No, he knew better than that. Then how,
how…
Then he slept, restlessly, waking and sleeping again. His skin was
hot and he dreamt, and at times he did not know if he was dreaming
awake or asleep. He could have been taken then, easily, but the human
watchers had been frightened away and Coatlicue did not return.
Toward dawn the fever must have broken because he awoke,
shivering, and very thirsty. He stumbled to the shore and drank from
his cupped hands and rubbed water onto his face. He felt sore and
bruised from head to toe, so that the many little aches merged into
one all-consuming pain. His head still rang with the effects of the
fever and his thoughts were clumsy—but one thought kept
repeating over and over like the hammering of a ritual drum. He had
escaped Coatlicue. For some reason she had not discovered him in the
water. Had it been that? It would be easy enough to find out: she
would be returning soon and he could wait for her. Once the idea had
been planted it burned in his brain. Why not? He had escaped her
once—he would do it again. He would look at her again and
escape again, that's what he would do.
Yes, that is what he would do, he mumbled to himself, and stumbled
off toward the west, following the edge of the swamp. This is where
the goddess had first come from and this is where she might reappear.
If she did, he would see her again. When the shoreline turned he
realized that he had come to the river where it drained into the
swamp, and prudence drove him
back into the water. Coatlicue guarded the river. It would be dawn
soon and he would be safe, far out here in the water with just his
head showing, peering through the reeds.
The sky was red and the last stars were fading when she returned.
Shivering with fear he remained where he was, but sank deeper into
the water until just his eyes were above the surface. Coatlicue never
paused but walked heavily along the riverbank, the snakes in her
kirtle hissing in response to her two great
serpents' heads.
As she passed he rose slowly from the water and watched her go.
She went out of sight along the edge of the swamp and he was alone,
with the light of another day striking gold fire from the tops of the
high peaks before him.
When it was full daylight he followed her.
There was no danger now, Coatlicue only walked by night and it was
not forbidden to enter this part of the valley during the day.
Elation filled him—he
followed the goddess. He had seen her pass and here, beside the
hardened mud, he could see signs of her passing. Perhaps she had come
this way often because he found himself following what appeared to be
a well trodden path. He would have taken it for an ordinary path,
used by the men who came to snare the ducks and other birds here, if
he had not seen her go this way. Around the swamp the path led, then
toward the solid rock of the cliff wall. It was hard to follow on the
hard soil and among the boulders, yet he found traces because he knew
what to look for. Coatlicue had come this way.
Here there was a cleft in the rock where some ancient fissure had
split the wall. Boulders rose on both sides and it did not seem
possible that she had gone any other way unless she flew, which
perhaps goddesses could do. If she walked she had gone straight
ahead.
Chimal started into the rocky cleft just as a rolling wave of
rattlesnakes and scorpions poured out of it.
The sight was so shocking, he had never seen more than one of
these poisonous creatures at a time before, that he just stood there
as death rustled close. Only his natural feelings of repulsion saved
his life. He fell back before the deadly things and clambered up a
steep boulder, pulling his feet up as the first of them swirled
around the base. Drawing himself up higher he threw one hand over the
summit of the rock—and a needle of fire lanced down his arm. He
was not the first to arrive and there, on his wrist, the large,
waxy-yellow scorpion had plunged its sting deep into his flesh.
With a gesture of loathing he shook it to the rock and crushed it
under his sandal. More of the poisonous insects had crawled up the
easy slope of the other side of the boulder and he stamped on them
and kicked them back, then he bruised his wrist against the sharp
edge of stone until it bled before he tried to suck out the venom.
The greater pain in his arm drowned out all the other minor ones on
his ravaged body.
Had that wave of nauseating death been meant for him? There was no
way of telling and he did not want to think about it. The world he
knew was changing too fast and all of the old rules seemed to be
breaking down. He had looked on Coatlicue and lived, followed her and
lived. Perhaps the rattlesnakes and the scorpions were one of her
attributes that followed naturally after her, the way dew followed
the night. He could not begin to understand it. The poison was making
him lightheaded—yet elated at the same time. He felt as though
he could do anything and that there was no power on Earth, above or
below it, that could stop him.
When the last snake and insect had gone on or vanished among the
crevices in the rocks, he slid carefully back to the ground and went
on up the path. It twisted between great ragged boulders, immense
pieces that had dropped from the fractured cliff, then entered the
crevice in the cliff itself. The vertical crack was high, but not
very deep. Chimal, following what was obviously a well-trodden path,
found himself suddenly facing the wall of solid rock.
There was no way out. The trail led to a dead end. He leaned
against the rough stone and fought to get his breath. This is what he
should have suspected. Because Coatlicue walked the Earth in solid
guise did not mean that she was human or had human limitations. She
could turn to gas if she wanted to and fly up and out of here. Or
perhaps she could walk into the solid rock which would be like air to
her. What did it matter—and what was he doing here? Fatigue
threatened to overwhelm him and his entire arm was burning from the
insect's poisonous bite. He should find a place to hide for the day,
or find some food, do anything but remain here. What madness had led
him on this strange
chase?
He turned away—then jumped aside as he saw the rattlesnake.
The snake was in the shadow against the cliff face. It did not move.
When he came close he saw that it lay on its side with its jaws open
and its eyes filmed. Chimal reached out carefully with his toe—and
kicked at it. It merely flopped limply: it was surely dead. But it
seemed to be, in some way, attached to the cliff.
Curious now, he reached out a cautious hand and touched its cool
body. Perhaps the serpents of Coatlicue could emerge from solid rock
just as she could enter it He tugged on the body, harder and harder
until it suddenly tore and came away in his hand. When he bent close,
and pressed his cheek to the ground, he could see where the snake's
blood had stained the sand, and the crushed end of the back portion
of its body. It was squashed flat, no thicker than his fingernail,
and seemed to be imbedded in the very rock itself. No, there was a
hairline crack on each side, almost invisible in the shadows close to
the ground. He put his fingertips against it and traced its long
length, a crack as straight as an arrow. The line ended suddenly, but
when he looked closely he saw that it went straight up now, a thin
vertical fissure in the rock.
With his fingers he traced it up, high over his head, then to the
left, to another corner, then back down again. Only when his hand had
returned to the snake again did he realize the significance of what
he had found. The narrow crack traced a high, four sided figure in
the face of the cliff.
It was a door!
Could it be? Yes, that explained everything. How Coatlicue had
left and how the snakes and scorpions had been admitted. A door, an
exit from the valley…
When the total impact of this idea hit him
he sat down suddenly on the ground, stunned by it. An exit. A way
out. It was a way that only the gods used, he would have to consider
that carefully, but he had seen Coatlicue twice and she had not
seized him. There just might be a way to follow her from the valley.
He had to think about it, think hard, but his head hurt so. More
important now was thinking about staying alive, so he might be able
later to do something about this earth-shaking discovery. The sun was
higher in the sky now and the searchers must already be on their way
from the villages. He had to hide—and not in the swamp. Another
day there would finish him. Clumsily and painfully, he began to run
back down the path toward the village of Zaachila.
There were wastelands near the swamp, rock and sand with
occasional stands of cactus, with no place to hide in all their
emptiness. Panic drove Chimal on now: he expected to meet the
searchers coming from the village at any moment. They would be on
their way, he knew that. Climbing a rocky slope he came to the
outskirts of the maguey fields and saw, on the far side, the first
men approaching. He dropped at once and crawled forward between the
rows of broad-leaved plants. They were spaced a man's height apart
and the earth between them was soft and well tilled, Perhaps…
Lying on his side, Chimal scraped desperately with both hands at
the loose soil, on a line between two of the plants. When he had
scooped out a shallow, grave-like depression he crawled into it and
threw the sand back over his legs and body. He would not be hidden
from any close inspection, but the needle-tipped leaves reached over
him and offered additional concealment Then he stopped, rigid, as
voices called close by.
They were just two furrows away, a half a dozen men, shouting to
each other and to someone still out of sight. Chimal could see their
feet below the plants and their heads above.
"Ocotre was swollen like a melon from the water snake poison,
I thought his skin would burst when they put him on the fire."
"Chimal will burst when we turn him over to the priests—"
"Have you heard? Itzcoatl promises to torture him for an
entire month before sacrificing him…"
"Only a month?" one of them asked as their voices faded
from sight. My people are very fond of me, Chimal thought to himself,
and smiled wryly up at the green leaf above his face. He would suck
some of its juice as soon as they were gone.
Running footsteps sounded close by, coming directly toward him.
He lay, holding his breath, as they grew loud and a man shouted,
right above the spot where he was hiding.
"I'm coming—I have the octli."
It seemed impossible for him not to see Chimal lying there, and
Chimal arched his fingers, ready to reach out and kill the man before
he could cry for help. A sandal thudded close beside his head—then
the man was gone, his footsteps dying away. He had been calling to
the others and had never looked down. After this Chimal just lay
there, his hands shaking, trying to force a way through the fog that
clouded his thoughts, to make a coherent plan. Was there a way to
enter the doorway in the rock? Coatlicue knew how to do it, but he
shivered away from the idea of following close behind her or of
hiding nearby in the rocks. That would be suicide. He reached up and
tore a leaf from the maguey and, with one of its own thorns, he made
thin slashes so the juice could run out. He licked at this and some
time later he was still no closer to a solution to his problem than
he had been when he began. The pain was ebbing from his arm and he
was half dozing there in his bed of earth when he heard the hesitant
shuffle of footsteps slowly coming near him.
Someone knew that he was here and was searching for him.
Cautiously, his fingers crept out and found a smooth stone
that fitted neatly into his palm. He would not be easily taken
back alive for that month of torture the priests had promised.
The man came into sight, bent low to take advantage of the
concealment offered by the maguey plants and looking back over his
shoulder as he went. Chimal wondered for a moment what this could
mean—then realized that the man was escaping his duty in the
swamp. Days of work in the fields had been lost already, and the man
who did not work went hungry. This one was going off unseen to take
care of his crops: in the confusion that existed in the swamp he
would not be missed—and he was undoubtedly planning to return
later in the afternoon.
As he came close Chimal saw that he was one of the lucky few in
the valley who owned a corn knife made of iron. He held it loosely in
one hand and when Chimal looked at it he had a sudden understanding
of what he could use that knife for.
Without stopping to think it out he rose as the man passed him
and struck out with the stone. The man turned, surprised, just as the
stone struck him full in the side of the head. He fell limply to the
ground and did not move again. When Chimal took the long, wide-bladed
knife from his fingers he saw that the man was still breathing
hoarsely. That was good: there had been enough killing. Bending just
as low as the man from Zaachila had done he retraced his steps.
There was no one to be seen: the searchers must be deep into the
swamp by now. Chimal wished them luck with the leeches and
mosquitoes—though the priests were welcome to these
discomforts, and perhaps some water snakes as well. Unseen, he
slipped up the path between the rocks and once more found himself
facing the apparently solid wall of rock.
Nothing had changed. The sun was higher now and flies buzzed about
the dead snake. When he bent close he could see that the crack in the
stone was still there.
What was inside—Coatlicue waiting?
That did not bear thinking about. He could die here, or he could
die at her hands. Hers might even be a quicker death. This was a
possible way out of the valley. He must see if he could use it.
The blade of the corn knife was too thick to be forced into the
vertical cracks, but the gap below was wider, perhaps held open by
the snake's crushed body. He worked the blade in and pulled up on it.
Nothing happened, the rock was still immobile rock. Then he tried
pushing it in at different spots and levering harder: the results
were the same. Yet Coatlicue was able to lift the rock door—why
couldn't he? He pushed deeper and tried again, and this time he felt
something move. Harder now, harder, he pried up with all the strength
of his legs. There was a loud crack and the knifeblade broke off in
his hands. He staggered back, holding the worn wooden handle and
looking in disbelief at the shining end of the metal stub.
This had to be the end. He was cursed by destruction and death, he
saw that now. Because of him
the first priest had died and the sun had not risen, he had caused
trouble and pain and now he had even broken one of the irreplaceable
tools that the people of the valley depended upon for survival. In an
agony of self-contempt he jammed the remaining bit of blade under the
door again— and heard excited voices on the path behind him.
Someone had found his spoor and had trailed him
here. They were close and they would have him
and he would be dead.
In anger and fear now he jabbed the broken stump into the crack,
back and forth, hating everything. He felt a resistance to the blade
and pushed harder, and something gave way. Then he had to fall back
as a great table of rock, as thick as his body, swung silently out
and away from the cliff.
Sitting there, all he could do was gape. A curved runnel stretched
out of sight into the rock, carved from the solid stone. What lay
beyond the curve was not visible.
Was Coatlicue waiting there for him? He had no time to think about
it because the voices were closer now, just entering the crevice.
Here was the exit he sought—why did he hesitate?
Still clutching the broken corn knife he fell through, scrambling
on all fours. As he did this the rock door swung shut behind him
as silently as it had opened. The sunlight diminished to a wedge, a
crack, a hairline of light—then vanished.
Chimal turned, his heart beating louder than a sacrificial drum in
his chest, to face the blackness there.
He took a single, hesitating step forward.
OUTSIDE
1
Cuix oc ceppa ye tonnemiquiuh?
In
yuh quimati moyol, hui!
zan cen tinemico. Ohuaya ohuaya.
Shall we live again, perhaps one more
time?
In your heart—you know!
We live but once.
No, he could not start forward, not as easily as that. He fell
back against the solid rock of the entrance and pushed his shoulders
tight to its surface.
This was where gods walked and he did not belong here. It was
asking too much. Certain death waited behind him, on the other side
of the stone, but it was the kind of death he knew about; almost an
old friend. He had actually gone so far as to press the broken knife
under the doorway again before he took a firm grip on his cowardly
nature.
"Be afraid, Chimal," he whispered into the darkness.
"But do not crawl like an animal." Still shaking he rose
and faced the black emptiness ahead. If it was to be death, then
death. He would walk forward and face it: he had cowered enough of
late.
With the fingertips of his left hand he traced the rough surface
of the rock wall, the broken knife was extended before him in bold,
though weak, defense. He walked forward, on his toes, keeping his
breathing shallow and trying to make no sound at all. The tunnel
curved and he was aware of a dim glow ahead. Daylight? The way out of
the valley? He went on, but stopped when he saw the source of light.
It was very hard to describe. The tunnel continued on ahead, and
seemed to straighten out, but at this spot there was what appeared to
be another tunnel opening off to the right. Before this dark opening,
set into the rock ceiling above, was something that glowed. There was
no other way to talk about it. It was a round area and looked smooth
and white, yet light came from it. As though there were a tunnel
behind it down which the sun shone, or perhaps a burning torch that
shone through this new substance. He could not tell. Slowly he came
toward it and looked up at it, but being close did not help him
at all to understand what it was. It did not matter now. It gave him
light here in the rock, that was enough to know. It was more
important to find out where this other tunnel might lead.
Chimal stepped forward to look into the tunnel and stared up at
the twin heads of Coatlicue no more than an arm's-length distance
from his face.
Inside his chest his heart gave a tremendous leap, piling his
chest as though it would burst, choking his throat and stopping his
breathing. She stood there, twice his height, looming over him,
fixing him with the steady serpent's gaze of her round red eyes. Her
poison fangs were as long as his hand. Her kirtle of living snakes
was just below his face. Wreaths of dried human hands and hearts hung
about her neck. The great edges of her claws were stained dark with
human blood.
She did not move.
Seconds passed before Chimal realized this. Her eyes were open,
she looked at him, yet she did not move. Was she sleeping? He had no
thought that he could escape her, but he could not bear to be this
close to her. The overwhelming fear of her presence started him down
the tunnel, and once he began to run he could not stop.
An interminable time later weariness slowed his legs and he
tripped and sprawled his length on the rough stone of the tunnel
floor. Once down he could not move; he just lay there drawing breath
after shuddering breath into the burning cavity of his chest. Still
Coatlicue did not strike. When he was able to, he lifted his head and
looked back down the tunnel, where the spots of light marked its
length, growing dimmer and dimmer until they finally vanished. He was
not being followed. The tunnel was still and nothing moved.
"Why?" Chimal asked aloud, but there was no answer from
the solid rock around him. In the silence and the loneliness another
kind of fear began to possess him. Would this tunnel ever have an end
that emerged outside the valley? Or had he penetrated to some realm
of the gods where, like a termite in a tree, he might bore on
forever, unnoticed and ignored, in an endless sealed passageway.
Everything was so different here that the rules of the valley did not
seem to apply, and there was a fogginess in 'his head when he thought
about it. If it were not for the pain, and hunger and thirst now, he
could almost believe that he had died when the rock had swung shut
behind him.
If he were not dead already he would certainly die here in this
barren tunnel—or
freeze. The rock on which he lay was
cold against his skin and he began to shiver once the heat of his
exertion had ebbed away. Pulling himself up against the wall he
walked on.
After he had passed eight more of the glowing spots of light the
tunnel ended. When Chimal came closer he saw that it was not a real
ending, but rather that his tunnel came into another tunnel that
extended off to the right and left. This new tunnel had smoother
walls and was much brighter than his, and the floor was covered with
some sort of white substance. He bent to touch it—then jerked
his hand away. It was warm—and
soft-—and for a
moment he thought it was some great white animal that stretched out
there, a worm of some kind. But, although it was warm and soft, it
did not appear to be alive, and he gingerly stepped out onto it.
To his right the tunnel vanished into the distance, its walls
unbroken or marked, but to the left he saw dark patches on both
walls. This was something different so he turned and went in that
direction. When he was close to the first one he saw that it was a
door, with a small knob on it, and appeared to be made completely of
metal. This would have been a marvel in the valley. He pushed and
pulled at the knob but nothing happened. Perhaps it was not a door at
all, but served some other more mysterious function. Anything was
possible here. He went on, past two more of the plates, and was just
coming to the third when it swung open toward him.
He crouched, tense, his fists clenched, the knife-stub ready,
waiting to see what emerged.
A black figure stepped through, swung the door shut behind it with
a loud clang, and turned to face him. It had the face of a young
girl.
Time stopped as each of them stood, unable to move, looking at the
other, sharing the same expression of shocked disbelief.
Her face was human and, when he examined her black coverings more
closely, her body seemed to be human under their guise. But their
strangeness baffled him. A hood of shining black material completely
covered her head except for her face, which was thin, very pale and
bloodless with dark, widened eyes and thin black eyebrows that met
over her nose. She was more than a head shorter than him
and had to lean back to look up into his face. The rest of her
body was draped tightly in some soft woven material, not unlike that
of a priest's gown, that changed to shiny, hard-looking coverings
that reached from her knees to the ground. And all about her body
were gleaming lengths of metal; fastened to the outside of her arms
and legs, girding her body, supporting her head, bending at her
joints. Around her waist was a shining belt from which hung unknown
dark objects.
When her eyes swept over his bare body, noting the cuts, bruises
and clotted blood, she shuddered and her hand flew to her lips. Her
fingers were also encased in black.
It was Chimal who spoke first. He was drained of fear, there had
been too much of it, and her fright at his presence was obvious.
"Can you talk?" he said. "Who are you?"
She opened her mouth and only gasped, then tried again. She said,
"You are not here. It is not possible." Her voice was
shrill and weak.
He laughed aloud. "I am here, you see me. Now answer my
questions." Emboldened by her fear he reached out and pulled at
one of the objects at her waist. It was metal and fastened to her
somehow because it did not come free. She squawked and tried to pull
away. He let go suddenly and she fell back against the wall.
"Tell me," he said, "Where am I?"
Her frightened eyes still upon him, she touched a square thing at
her waist and it dropped into her hand. He thought it might be a
weapon and he made ready to take it from her, but she raised it to
her face and put her lips near it. Then she spoke.
"Over seventeen porfer staynet Watchman Steel. There is an
oboldonol lonen in tunnel one nine nine bay emma, can you read me…"
"What are you saying?" he woke in. "You can speak
yet some of the words you speak do not mean anything." Her
actions baffled him.
She kept talking, still looking at him wide-eyed. When she had
finished speaking her incomprehensible mixture of words and nonsense
sounds she put the object back at her waist then slid very slowly to
a sitting position on the floor of the tunnel. She put her face into
her hands and began to sob uncontrollably and ignored him even when
he pushed her with his foot.
"What are you doing this for? Why won't you speak words to me
that I can understand?"
Her bent head shook with the force of her crying and she took her
hands from her face and clutched at something that hung about her
neck, on a string that seemed to be made of small metal beads. Chimal
pried it from her fingers, angry at her now for her incomprehensible
actions and lack of intelligible response, and easily overcame her
her feeble attempts to hold onto it. It was black, like everything
else about her, and just as baffling. Smaller than his hand, and in
shape not unlike a small brick of adobe. There were six deep openings
cut into one side and when he turned it toward the light above he saw
that each of them had a number at the bottom of the opening.
1 8 6 1 7 3
This was meaningless, as was the shining rod that came out of one
end. It did not push or twist, or apparently move in any way. He
tried to press on it but it hurt his finger: it was tipped with many
small barbs that bit into his skin. Meaningless. He dropped it and
the girl snatched it up at once and pressed it to her breast.
Everything about the girl was a mystery. He bent and touched the
wide metal band that came up behind her head. It was fixed to the
material that covered her entire head, and hinged at the back of her
neck so it moved when she did. A shout sounded from far down the
tunnel.
Chimal jumped back, his broken-bladed knife ready, as another girl
hurried up. She was garbed like the first and paid him not the
slightest attention. Bending over the first girl she made comforting
noises and spoke to her softly. There were more shouts and a third,
almost identical, figure came out of a metal door and joined the
first. This one was a man, yet he acted no differently.
Three more of them appeared and Chimal backed away from their
growing numbers, even though they continued to ignore him.
They helped the first girl to her feet and talked together, all at
once, in the same maddening mixture of words and nonsense that the
girl had used. They appeared to have reached some kind of decision
because, most reluctantly, they admitted Chimal's existence, darting
looks at him then turning
quickly away. An older man, who had cracked lips and lines about his
eyes, even took a pace toward Chimal and looked directly at him, then
spoke.
"We go to the morasoraver."
"Where?"
The man, strangely reluctant, and turning away while he said it,
repeated the new word over and over again until Chimal could repeat
it—although he still did not know its meaning.
"We go to the Master Observer," the man said again, and
turned away as though starting down the tunnel. "You come with
us."
"Why should I?" Chimal said belligerently. He was tired,
hungry and thirsty, and annoyed at these things that he did not
understand. "Who are you? What is this place? Answer me."
The man just shook his head hopelessly and made little beckoning
gestures.
The first girl, her eyes red and her face stained with tears,
stepped forward. "Come with us to the Master Observer," she
said.
"Answer my questions."
She looked around at the others before answering. "He will
answer your questions."
"The Master Observer is a man? Why didn't you tell me that in
the beginning?" They did not answer; it was hopeless. He might
as well go with them, nothing could be gained by staying here. They
must eat and drink and perhaps he would find some of that along the
way as well. "I'll come," he said, starting forward.
They moved quickly away in front of him, leading the way. None of
them thought to go behind him.
The tunnel came to a branching, then to another, passing many
doorways, and soon he was completely confused as to direction. They
went down wide stairways, very much like the steps of the pyramid,
that led to more caverns below. Some of them were large and contained
devices of metal that were incomprehensible. None of them appeared to
contain food or water so he did not stop. He was very tired. It
seemed a long time before they entered an even higher cavern and
faced a man, an older man, who was dressed just like the others
except that his coverings were colored a deep red. He must be a
leader or a chief, Chimal thought, or even
a priest.
"If you are the Master Observer I want you to answer my
questions…"
The man looked past Chimal, through him, as though he didn't
exist, and spoke to the others. "Where did you find him?"
The girl gave one of those incomprehensible answers that Chimal
was beginning to expect by this time. Impatiently, he looked about
the chamber at the twisted and brooding, infinitely strange objects.
There was a small table against one wall with some unidentifiable
things on it, one of which might very well have been a cup. Chimal
went to look and saw that one of the containers held a transparent
liquid that could be water. He suspected everything in this world
now, so he dipped his fingertip into it and tasted it carefully.
Water, nothing else. Raising the container to his mouth he drained
over half of it at once. It was flat and tasteless, like rain water,
but it slaked his thirst well. When he poked at some gray wafers they
crumbled to his touch. Chimal picked one up and held it out to the
man who was standing close by.
"Is this food?" he asked. The man turned his head away
and tried to edge back into the crowd: Chimal took him by the arm and
spun him about. "Well, is it? Tell me." Frightened the man
nodded a reluctant agreement, then moved swiftly away as soon as he
was released. Chimal poked the broken knife into the waistband of his
maxtli and began to eat. It was poor stuff, with no more flavor than
ashes, but it filled the stomach.
When he had taken the edge from his hunger, Chimal's attention was
drawn back to the affairs in progress. The girl had finished talking
and the red-garbed Master Observer was considering her report. He
paced before them, hands clasped behind his back and lips pursed with
thought: the room was silent while they waited patiently for a
decision. The worried lines about his eyes and the wrinkles into
which his frowning mouth was permanently set showed that
responsibility and decision-making were his accepted duties. Chimal,
washing down the food with the remaining water, did not try to
interfere again. All of their actions had an air of madness about
them, or one of the games children play where they make believe
someone isn't there.
"My decision is this," the Master Observer said,
turning, to face them, his motions heavy with the weight of
responsibility. "You have heard the report of Watchman Steel.
You know where—" his glance flicked toward Chimal for the
first tune, then quickly away, "—he was found. Therefore
it is my statement that he is from the valley." Some of the
audience turned to look at Chimal now, as though this placing had
given him a physical existence he had not had before. Tired and
sated, Chimal leaned against the wall and pried some of the food from
behind his teeth with his tongue and swallowed it.
"Now follow closely my thoughts because they are of the
loungst importance. This man is of the valley yet he can not return
to the valley. I will tell you why. It is written in the klefg vebret
that the people of the valley, the derrers, shall not know of the
Watchers. That is ordained. This one will not then go back to the
valley.
"Now listen closely again. He is here, but he is not a
Watcher. Only Watchers are permitted here. Can anyone tell me what
this means?"
There was a long silence, broken finally by a weak voice which
said, "He cannot be here and he cannot be in the valley too."
"Correct," the Master Observer said, with a stately nod.
"Then tell us, please, where can he be?"
"That is the question you must ask yourselves, and search
your hearts for the answer. A man who cannot be in the valley or
cannot be here, then cannot be. That is the truth of it. A man cannot
be therefore is not, and a man who is not is therefore dead."
This last word was clear enough, and Chimal had the knife in his
hand and his back to the wall in an instant. The others were much
slower in understanding, and long seconds passed before someone said,
"But he is not dead, he is alive."
The Master Observer nodded and called the speaker from the crowd,
a bent man with an old and lined face. "You have spoken
correctly, Watchman Strong, and since you see so clearly you will
solve the problem for us and arrange that he will be dead." Then
he issued completely incomprehensible
instructions to the man, turning back to the others as the watchman
left.
"Our tikw is to guard and protect life, that is why we are
watchmen. But in his wisdom the Great Designer…" when he
said this he touched the fingers of his right hand to the small box
that hung about his neck and there was a quick flurry of motion as
the others did the same, "— did provide for all wbwmrieio
and there is close by that which we need."
As he finished speaking the elderly watchman returned
with a piece of metal the size and shape of a large log of firewood.
It fell heavily to the floor when he put it down, and the watchers
stepped aside to make room for it Chimal could see that it had a
handle of some kind on one end, with large letters beneath it. He
tilted his head to see if he could read them. T…U…R…N…
Turn. They were the same kind of letters he knew from the temple
school.
"Turn," the watchman said, reading aloud. "Do that,
Watchman Strong," the Master Observer ordered.
The man obeyed, twisting on the handle until a loud hissing began.
As soon as the noise stopped the end came off in his hand and Chimal
could see that the object was not solid, but was a metal tube. The
watchman reached in and pulled out something shaped like a long stick
with bumps and projections on it. A piece of paper fell to the floor
as he did this and he looked at it, then handed it to the Master
Observer.
"PUIKLING STRUSUN," he read aloud. "This is for
killing. The part with the letter A on it is held in the left hand."
He, and everyone else, looked at Watchman Strong as he turned the
device over and over in his hands.
"There are many letters in metal," he said. "Here
is a C, here a G…"
"That is understood," the Master Observer snapped. "You
will find the part with an A and you will hold it in your left hand."
Trembling under the cold lash of the words, the watchman turned
the object around until he found the correct letter and, clutching it
in his left hand, held the device for killing triumphantly out before
him.
"Next, then. The narrowing of the rear with the letter B on
it is held in the right hand," he glanced up as this was quickly
accomplished, "then the rear of the device with the letter C is
placed against the right shoulder."
They all looked on expectantly as the man raised the thing and
poked it against his shoulder, his left hand holding it from
underneath and his right hand from the top. The Master Observer
observed this, then gave a brief nod of satisfaction.
"Now I read how to kill. The device is pointed at the thing
that is to be killed." The Master Observer looked up and
realized that he was directly in front of the device. "Not at
me, you fool," he spat angrily, and bodily pulled the watchman
around until he was facing the side of the room where Chimal stood.
The others moved back to each side and waited expectantly. The Master
Observer read on.
"In order to kill, the small lever of metal with the letter D
on it, which is on the bottom of the device, must be pulled back with
the index finger of the right hand." He looked up at the
watchman who was trying vainly to reach the little lever.
"I cannot do it," he said. "My finger is on top and
the lever is on the bottom."
"Then turn your bowbed hand over!" the Master Observer
shouted, out of patience.
All of this Chimal had been observing with strong feelings of
disbelief. Could it be that these people had no experience with
weapons or killing? This must be true or why else should they act in
this impossible manner. And were they going to kill him—just
like this? Only the unrealness of the dreamlike scene had prevented
him from acting before. And, in truth, he wanted to see how this
strange weapon operated. He had almost waited until it was too late,
he realized, as the elderly watchman turned his hand over and his
groping finger reached out and depressed the metal lever.
Chimal dived to one side as the thing turned to point at him. As
he did so there was a quick blast of heat and one of the devices
against the wall behind him exploded and began to bum smokily. People
were screaming. Chimal hurled himself into the thick of the crowd and
the weapon sought him out
and fired again. This time there was a screech of pain and one of the
women fell over, the side of her head as scorched and blackened as if
it had been thrust into a fire.
Now the large chamber was filled with fearful, running people, and
Chimal pushed through them, knocking down any who came in his way.
The watchman with the weapon was standing still, the device dangling,
has eyes widened with shock. Chimal struck him in the chest with his
clenched fist and pulled it away from his weak grip. Now, feeling
stronger since he held the killing thing, Chimal turned to face any
attack.
There was none, just confusion and a welter of shouted orders. He
was ignored again, even though he held the device. He walked through
the identically garbed crowd until he found the girl he had first met
in the tunnel. He could have picked anyone: perhaps he chose her
because he had known her the longest in this strange place. Pulling
her by the arm he led her to the exit from the chamber.
"Take me away from here," he ordered.
"Where?" she asked, twisting with weak fright in his
grip.
Where? To some place where he could rest and eat some more. "Take
me to your home." He pushed her out into the corridor and
prodded her spine with his new weapon.
2
In this corridor even the walls were of metal, and other
substances he did not recognize, with no sign of rock anywhere. Door
after identical door opened from the corridor and Chimal, walking
behind the girl, almost ran into her when she stopped abruptly.
"This is mine," she said, still half-dazed with fear of
the unknown.
"How do you know?" he asked suspiciously, worrying about
traps.
"Because of the number." He looked at the black figures
on the metal of the door and grunted, then kicked at the door which
flew open. He pushed her in ahead of him, then closed and put his
back to the door.
"This is a small house," he said.
"It is a room."
The room was no more than a man's height wide and about twice as
long. Something that was probably a sleeping mat lay on the ledge,
and cabinets were against the wall. There was another door that he
pulled open. It led to an even smaller room that contained a seat
with a hid and some devices fixed to the wall. There appeared to be
no other way out of this room.
"Do you have food?" he asked.
"No, of course not Not here."
"You must eat?"
"But not in my room. At the teykogh with the others,
that is the way it is."
Another strange word, his head ached from so many of them. He had
to find out where he was and who these people were, but he needed
rest first: fatigue was a gray blanket that threatened to fall and
smother him. She would call for help if he went to sleep; there was
the box that talked to her that had brought aid when he had first
found her.
"Take that off," he ordered, pointing to the belt and
hanging things about her waist
"It is not done with others present," she said,
horrified.
Chimal was too tired to argue: he struck her across the face.
"Take it off."
Sobbing, the red imprint of his fingers clear on her white skin,
she did something to the belt and it loosened and fell to the floor.
He threw it against the far wall.
"Is there a way out of this little room with the seat,"
he asked, and when she shook her head no he believed her and
pushed her into it. Then he closed the door and lay down against it
so that it could not be moved without disturbing him, placed his head
on his arm, held the killing thing against his chest and fell
instantly asleep.
He awoke after some unknown length of time. The light came from
above as it had before. He shifted position on the floor and went to
sleep again.
The pushing annoyed him, and he mumbled in his sleep but he did
not awake. He moved, to stop the irritation, and something about this
bothered him and drove him up out of a heavy and engulfing
unconsciousness. When he opened his eyes, thick with sleep, he could
not imagine where he was: he blinked at the black figure that was
running across the room away from him. Watchman Steel was at the
door, opening it, before his befogged senses stirred to life. He
heaved himself forward, reaching out, and just managed to clutch her
ankle as she started through. Once he touched her all resistance
stopped completely and she just lay inert, weeping, as he dragged her
across the floor then rose and kicked shut the exit. He leaned
against it, shaking his head, trying to wake up. His body was sore
all over and he was still tired despite the sleep.
"Where is there water?" he said, stirring her with his
toe. She only moaned louder, eyes open and filled with tears, fists
clenched at her sides. "I'm not going to hurt you, so stop that.
I just want some help." Despite what he said he grew angry when
she didn't answer and he slapped her again. "Tell me."
Still sobbing deeply the girl rolled over and pointed to the room
where she had been imprisoned. He looked in and saw that the little
chair had a cover that lifted on a hinge, and beneath it. was; a
large bowl of water. When he bent to scoop some out the girl
screeched incoherently. She was sitting up, shaking her finger,
horrified.
"No," she finally gasped out. "No. That water is…
not for drinking. There, on the wall, the nodren, that water you can
drink."
Worried by her obvious alarm, Chimal forced her into the room and
made her explain its functions. She would not even look at the
seat-bowl, but she filled another bowl on the wall with cold water
that ran out of, a piece of. metal when she touched it the right way.
After he had drunk his fill he poked at the other devices in the room
and she told him what they
were. The shower delighted him. He fixed it so that it ran hot and
steaming, then tore off his maxtili and stood under the spray. The
door was left open so he could watch the girl, and he paid no
attention when she screamed again and ran to face the far wall,
trembling. Her actions were so inexplicable that he did not attempt
to understand, nor care what she did, as long as she did not try to
escape again. When he pressed the button that made the soap foam it
hurt, but his cuts felt better afterwards. Then he worked the handles
to make the water the coldest it could be, before using the other
control that blew warm air on him.
While his body was drying he rinsed out his maxtili in the bowl-chair
that she would not look at, then squeezed it out and put it back on.
For the first time since he had entered the door in the rock he
had a moment to stop and think. Up until now events had pushed him
and he had reacted. Now, perhaps he could get some answers to the
multitude of questions that filled his head.
"Turn around and stop that noise," he told the girl, and
seated himself on the sleeping mat. It was very comfortable.
Her fingers were splayed against the wall, as though she were
trying to push her way through it, and she remained that way while
she turned her head, hesitantly, to look behind her. When she saw him
seated she turned to face him
and stood stiffly, her hands clasped before her and her fingers
turning over and over.
"That's much better." Her face was a white mask, her
eyes red rimmed and set in black circles from the continual crying.
"Now tell me your name."
"Watchman Steel."
"All right, Steel. What do you do here?"
"I do my work, as it is ordered. I am a trepiol mar…"
"Not what you do, you yourself, but all of you, here in these
tunnels under the mountains."
She shook her head at the question. "I… I don't
understand you. We each do our ordered task, and serve the Great
Designer as is our honor…"
"That means nothing, be quiet." They talked the same
way, yet some words were new, and he could not make her understand
what he wanted to know. He would start from the beginning then, and
build things up slowly. "And stop being frightened, I don't want
to hurt you. It was your Master Observer who sent for this thing that
kills. Sit down. Here, sit beside me."
"I cannot you…" She was too horrified to finish.
"I what."
"You are… you have not… you are uncovered."
Chimal could understand that. These cave people had a taboo about
going about uncovered, just as the women in the valley must wear
huipil to cover the bare upper parts of their bodies when they went
to the temple. "I wear my maxtili," he said, pointing to
his loincloth. "I have no other covering here. If you have
something I will do as you ask."
"You are sitting on a blanket," she said.
He found that there were layers to this sleeping mat, and the top
one was made of soft and rich cloth. When he wrapped it around him
the girl visibly relaxed. She did not sit by him, but instead pressed
a latch on the wall and a small, backless chair fell into position:
she seated herself upon it.
"To begin," he said. "You hide in the rock here,
but you know of my valley and my people." She nodded. "Good,
so far. You know of us but we do not know of you. How is that?"
"It is ordained, for we are the Watchers."
"And your name is Watchman Steel. Then why do you
watch us in secret? What are you doing?"
She shook her head helplessly. "I cannot speak. Such
knowledge is forbidden. Kill me, it is better. I cannot speak…"
Her teeth clamped into her lower lip so hard that a thick drop of
blood formed and trickled down her chin.
"That is a secret I will have," he told her quietly. "I
want to know what is happening. You are of the outside world
beyond my valley. You have the metal tools and all the things that we
are cut off from, and you know about us—but you keep hidden. I
want to know why…"
A deep booming, like the striking of a great song, filled the room
and Chimal was on his feet instantly, holding ready the thing that
kills. "What is that?" he asked, but Watchman Steel was not
listening to him.
As the sound came again she dropped to her knees and bent her head
over her clasped hands. She was muttering a prayer, or incantation of
some kind, and her words were lost in the greater sound. Three times
the gong struck, and on the third stroke she held up the little box
that hung [missing text in original] until one of her fingers was
bare. On the fourth stroke she pressed down hard on the rod of metal
so that it first slipped into the case, then slowly returned. Then
she released the box and began to cover her finger again. Before she
could do this, Chimal reached down and took her hand, turning it
over. There was a small pattern of indentations in her flesh from the
barbs on the metal rod, and even some drops of blood. The whole pad
of her finger was covered with a pattern of tiny white scars. Steel
pulled her hand away and quickly slipped the cloth over the exposed
flesh.
"You people do many strange things," he said, and took
the box from her hand. She was pulled close to him when he looked in
the little windows again. The numbers were the same as before—or
were they? Had not in the last number on the right been a three? It
was a four now. Curiously, he pushed on the rod, even though it hurt
his fingertip. Steel cried out and clawed for the box. The last
number was now five. He released it and she pulled away from him,
cradling the object, and ran to the far end of the room.
"Very strange things," he said, looking at the dots of
blood on his finger. Before he could speak again there was a light
tapping on the door and a voice said, "Watchman Steel!"
Chimal sprang silently to her side and clamped his hand over her
mouth. Her eyes closed and she shuddered and went limp. It could be a
ruse on her part: he held her just as firmly.
"Watchman Steel?" the voice spoke again, and a second
one said, "She is not here, open the door and look."
"But think of privacy! What if she is here and we enter?"
"If she is here why doesn't she answer?"
"She did not report for femio last yerfb, she may be ill."
"The Master Observer ordered us to find her and said we must
look in her quarters."
"Did he say look for her in her quarters or at her
quarters? There is a great difference in the meaning."
"He said in."
"Then we must open the door."
As the door began to move tentatively open Chimal pulled it wide
and kicked in the stomach the man who was standing outside. He
collapsed at once, falling onto the killing thing which he held.
There was a second man who tried to run, but he had no weapon and
Chimal caught up with him easily and hit him with his fist on the
side of the neck and knocked him
down, then pulled him back to the room.
Chimal looked down at the three unconscious bodies and wondered
what to do. More searchers would come soon, that was certain, so he
could not stay here. But where could he hide in this strange place?
He needed a guide—and the girl would be easiest to manage. He
picked her up and threw her over his shoulder, then took the killing
thing. The corridor was empty when he looked out, so he turned and
went off swiftly in the opposite direction from which they had come.
There were more doors here, but he had to go a little distance at
least before the search began. He took one turning, then another,
every moment tense and waiting to meet someone. He was still alone.
Another turning brought him to a short hall, carved from rock again,
that ended in a large door. Rather than go back he leaned on the
handle and swung it open. He had the weapon ready, but there was no
one waiting inside. This was a very large cavern that stretched into
the distance. It was broken into many aisles that held bins and
countless shelves. A storehouse of some kind. This would do until the
girl came to, then he would make her lead him to some safer place—and
some food. Perhaps there was even food here, that was not an
impossible idea. He ran far into the cavern, to a dark aisle where
not much light reached, and dumped her onto the floor. She did not
stir so he left her there while he prowled through the place, opening
boxes and picking things from the shelves. In one of the bins he
found many bundles of black cloth that had been sewn in strange
shapes. When he pulled one out he realized that the dangling lengths
were like arms and legs and that these were the clothes that the
watchers wore. He took up two armloads and went back to the
unconscious girl. She still had not moved. He dropped his load and,
squatting under the light, tried to find the manner in which the
garment was closed. The air here was cooler than in Steel's room and
he would not mind wearing something to keep his body warm.
After a good deal of experimentation, and cutting one of the
garments to ribbons in his anger, he discovered that a small metal
button, set under the wearer's chin, could be made to move down if it
was turned first. When it moved the cloth parted behind it, opening
straight down between the legs and halfway up the back so that the
garment almost split in two. He opened a number of the things this
way, but threw them away in disgust when he found he could force his
legs barely halfway into them. The garments must be made in different
sizes and the ones he had found were all of the smallest. There had
to be a way of finding the large ones: the girl would know. Chimal
went to her but she still lay with her eyes closed, breathing
hoarsely: her skin had a grayish tinge to it and, when he touched it,
was cool and slightly damp. He wondered if anything was wrong.
Perhaps she had been injured when she fell. Moved by curiosity, he
twisted the button under her chin and pulled it down as far as it
would go and spread the cloth aside. She was not injured as far as he
could see. Her skin was white as paper and her ribs poked against it
from beneath like hard knuckles. Her breasts were low mounds, like
those of a half-grown girl, and he felt no stirrings of desire at all
when he looked at her flaccid nakedness. There was a wide belt of
some gray substance about her waist, secured at the front by a piece
of cord threaded through the ends. He snapped the cord and pulled the
belt off and saw that where it had gone around her body, her skin was
red and inflamed. When he passed his finger along the inside of the
belt it felt both rough and sharp, as though it were lined with many
tiny cactus thorns. It was beyond understanding: he threw it aside
and looked at the pads that held the flexible rods to her body.
Perhaps she was very weak and the rods helped hold her up. But was
everyone here that weak? When he pushed at the piece of metal that
supported the back of her head it came away, pulling her hood with
it. Her hair had been shaved close to her skull and was now only
short, dark stubble. None of this could be understood easily. He
closed her garment and put the hood into place as he had found it,
then sat back on his heels and wondered about these things. He sat
there patiently for some time until she stirred and opened her eyes.
"How do you feel now?" he asked. She blinked rapidly and
looked around before she answered. "I'm all right, I think. I
feel very tired."
This time Chimal used patience when he talked to her; if he hit
her and she started crying again he would learn nothing. "Do you
know what these are?" he asked, pointing to the pile of
clothing.
"They are vabin—where did you get them?"
"Right here, there are many of them. I wanted one to cover my
body but they are all too small."
"They are numbered inside, there, see," she sat up and
pointed inside one of the garments.
"I'll show you where they are. You find me the one I can
wear."
Steel was ready to help, but she staggered when she tried to rise.
He helped her to her feet and in her discomfort she did not seem to
be bothered by his touch. When he showed her the bins she checked the
numbering and pointed to the last one. "In there, they are the
biggest" She closed her eyes and turned her face away when he
broke open a bundle and started to pull one of them on. It stretched
to a smooth fit and felt warm.
"There, now I look like anyone else," he said, and she
glanced at him and relaxed
a bit.
"May I go now?" she asked, hesitantly.
"Very soon," he told her, lying. "Just answer a few
questions first. Is there any food here?"
"I—don't know. I was only in the warehouse one time
before, a long time ago…"
"What is that word you used, about this place?"
"Warehouse. A place where things are stored."
"Warehouse. I'll remember the word." And I will learn
what a lot of other words mean before I leave this place. "Can
you see if there is food here?"
"Yes, I suppose I can look."
Chimal followed a few yards behind her, ready to leap and hold her
if she tried to run, but stayed far enough away to give her an
illusion of freedom. She did find some tightly sealed bricks that she
told him were called emergency rations, things to be eaten when other
food was not available. He took them back to the secluded corner he
had first found before he opened them.
"It doesn't taste like very much," he told her after he
had broken the transparent skirt and tasted the paste inside.
"It is very nutritious," she told him, then hesitantly
asked for some for herself. He gave a package to her after she had
explained what this new word meant.
"You have lived here all your life?" he asked, licking
his fingers.
"Yes, of course," Steel answered, startled by the
question.
Chimal did not respond at once, but frowned in concentration
instead. This girl must know all the things he needed to know—but
how to get her to tell them? He realized that he had to ask the right
questions to get the right answers, as though this were a child's
game with different rules. I am a turkey. How can you tell that I am
a turkey? What were the proper questions here?
"Do you ever leave here, to go to the world outside the
valley?"
She seemed baffled. "Of course not. That is impossible…"
Her eyes widened suddenly. "I cannot tell you."
Chimal changed the subject quickly. "You know about our
gods?" he asked, and she nodded agreement. "Do you know
about Coatlicue?" Coatlicue who had entered these tunnels.
"I cannot tell you about that."
"There seems to be very few things that you can tell me
about." But he smiled at her when he said it, instead of hitting
her as he might have done earlier, and she almost smiled back. He was
learning. "Haven't you wondered how I came to the place where
you found me?"
"I had not thought about it," Steel admitted frankly:
she obviously had little curiosity about things unknown. "How
did you get there?"
"I followed Coatlicue in from the valley." Was there no
way of getting information out of the girl? What did she want to
hear? "I want to return. Do you think I could?"
She sat up and nodded happily. "Yes, that is what you should
do."
"Will you help me?"
"Yes…" then her face crumpled. "You cannot.
You will tell them about us and that is forbidden."
"If I told them—would they believe me? Or would they
take me to the temple to release the captive god from my head?"
She thought hard. "Yes, that is what would happen. The
priests would kill you at the temple. The others would believe you
possessed."
You do know a lot about us, he thought—and I know nothing at
all about you except the fact of your existence. That is going to
change. Aloud he said, "I cannot return the way I came, but
there must be another way…"
"None I know of, except for the vulture feeding." Her
hand went to her mouth, covering it, and her eyes widened as she
realized she had said too much.
"The vultures, of course," he almost shouted the words.
He jumped to his feet and paced back and forth the length of the
aisle. "That is what you do, you feed them. You bring them your
sacrifices and your dead instead of burning them. That is how the
meat got to the ledge, the gods did not bring it."
Steel was horrified. "We do not give them our sacred dead.
The vultures eat meat from the tivs." She broke off suddenly. "I
cannot tell you anymore. I cannot talk to you because I say things
that I should not."
"You'll tell me much more." He reached for her but she
shrank back and tears filled her eyes again. This was not the way. "I
won't touch you," he said, going to the far end of the aisle,
"so you don't have to be frightened." How could he make her
help him? His eyes went to the tumbled heap of clothing and to the
end of the belt that protruded from beneath. He pulled it out and
waved it at her.
"What is this thing?"
"A monasheen, it should not be here."
"Teach me that word. What does it mean?"
"Mortification. It is a holy reminder of purity, to clarify
the thoughts in the correct manner." She stopped, gasping, her
fingers flying to her waist. A wave of red suffused her face as she
realized what had happened. He nodded.
"Yes, it's yours. I took it from you. I have power over you,
do you understand that now. Will you take me to the place of the
vultures?" When she shook her head no he took a single step
toward her and said, "Yes you will. You will take me there so I
can return to my people and you will then be able to forget about me.
I can do you no harm when I am back in the valley. But if I remain
with you, I know what to do with your taboo. I will do more this time
than remove your mortification. I will open your clothes, I will take
them off—"
She fell, but she did not faint He did not help her up because he
knew that his touch might push her too far and she would then be of
no help to him at all. Now it was just fear of what might be done
that drove.
"Get up," Chimal said, "and lead me there. There is
nothing else that you can do."
He stepped back as she pulled herself up on the shelves. When she
started out he went one pace behind her, not touching her, with the
killing thing ready in his hand.
"Stay away from people," he warned her. "If anyone
tries to stop us I will kill them. So if you call to them you
will be killing them."
Chimal did not know if his warning meant anything to her, whether
she took deserted passages or that this way was normally empty of
people, but in any case they encountered no one. Once there was a
flicker of motion at a crossways ahead, but when they reached it
there was no one there.
It was a very long time before they came to the side cavern that
branched off from the main one. Steel, swaying with fatigue, pointed
wordlessly to it, but she nodded agreement when Chimal asked her if
this was the tunnel that led to their destination. It reminded him
very much of the way he had first entered. The flooring was of smooth
rock, while the walls and ceilings were rough-hewn, still bearing the
marks of the tools that had cut them. There was one important
difference here: two thin bars of metal were fastened to the floor
and vanished into the distance with the arrow-straight tunnel.
"Leave me," she begged.
"We stay together, every foot of the way." There was no
need to tell her yet that he had no intention of leaving the tunnels,
that he was just gathering information about them.
It was a very long way and he regretted not taking water with
them. Watchman Steel was staggering now and they stopped twice so she
could rest. In the end the tunnel emerged into a larger cavern. The
metal bars continued across the floor and into another tunnel on the
far side.
"What is this?" Chimal asked, looking around at the
unknown fittings of the place.
"There is the way," she said, pointing. "You can
move that cover to look through, and those are the controls that open
the door."
There was a large metal panel set into the wall where she pointed,
with a disk in its center. The disk moved aside when he pushed it and
he could see out through the opening it revealed. He found himself
looking through a cleft between two rocks at the afternoon sky.
There, blue in the distance, he could see the cliff and the
range of peaks that lay beyond Zaachila. Directly in front of him was
a shadowed ledge and the stark silhouette of a vulture. It extended
its wings while he watched and launched itself out into the sunlight,
soaring away in a great slow circle.
"This is Watchman Steel," he heard her say, and he
turned quickly. She was across the cavern and was talking at a metal
box that hung on the wall. "The one is here with me. He cannot
get away. Come take him at once."
3
Chimal grabbed the girl by the arm, pulling her away from the
metal box and throwing her to the floor. The box had a round disk on
the front, and buttons, as well as a slotted opening. A voice came
from it.
"Watchman Steel, your report has been heard. Now we are
checking the ralort. What is your exact location…"
Chimal raised the killing thing and pressed the metal lever. It
killed black boxes as well. The voice spluttered and stopped and the
box exploded with flame.
"That won't help," Steel said, sitting up and rubbing
her arm, her lips curved into a cold little smile of success. "They
can find out where I called from, so they know you are here. There is
no way to escape."
"I can return to the valley. How does that metal door open?"
Reluctantly, she crossed to the spot where a bar with a black
handle protruded from the wall, and pulled the bar down. The plate
swung outward silently, and daylight flooded the cavern. A vulture,
about to land on the ledge outside, frightened by the motion, flapped
loudly and soared away. Chimal looked out across the valley, smelling
the familiar cool air above the odor of bird excrement
"They'll kill me at once if I go back there," he said,
and pushed the girl out onto the ledge.
"What are you doing?" she gasped, then screamed as he
pushed the handle the other way and the door began to close. Her loud
wails were cut off suddenly as rock thudded against rock.
There was a rising, whining sound coming from the tunnel behind
him, and a gentle breath of air was driving out of its mouth. Chimal
ran and put his back against the wall close to the opening and raised
the killing thing. The noise increased and the wind from the tunnel
blew faster. These people had great powers: what strange thing were
they sending after him, to kill him? Chimal pressed his body hard
against the rock as the noise grew louder—and from the tunnel
burst a platform with many men on it. There was a great squealing and
it shuddered and stopped and Chimal saw that the men all carried
killing things. He pointed his weapon at them and pulled the lever.
Once, twice the flame burst out, striking among the men, then the
thing died in his hands and nothing more happened no matter how hard
he pulled and, in desperation, he squeezed too hard and the lever
broke off. Swinging it like a dub he attacked.
Chimal thought he would die before he advanced a foot, and his
skin crawled, waiting for the fire to wash over him. But his two
blasts had struck among the crowded men and had done fiery work. Some
were dead, and others were burned and in pain. Violence and
inflicting death were new things to them; but not to Chimal who had
lived with these twin inhumanities all of his life. As long as he
could move, he would fight. Before a single flame could blast at him
he was in among the men, swinging the metal thing about like a flail.
It was an unequal battle. Six men had entered the cavern, yet
within the minute two of them were dead and the others wounded and
unconscious. Chimal stood over them, panting, waiting for some
movement. The last one that had stirred had received a blow on the
head and was now as motionless as the others. Throwing away the
useless killing thing, he strode over and pushed the handle that
opened the feeding door. Watchman Steel was slumped against the rock,
as close to the door as she could get, her face buried in her hands.
He had to drag her in because she made no move to help herself. She
stayed where he dropped her while he removed the wounded and dead
from the platform, being careful not to touch the little shining
buttons and rods at the front. He was beginning to learn about them.
When it had been cleared, curiosity got the better of him and he
examined the thing. Underneath there were wheels, such as were
sometimes used on children's toys, that rode on the metal bars that
were attached to the rock floor. Some power, controlled from the top,
must make these wheels turn and move the platform along. The most
interesting part was the shield that rose up in the front. It
appeared to be as hard as metal, yet it was clear as water: he could
look through it as though it were not there.
The platform rode the bars of metal. He followed them with his eye
as they crossed the large cavern and vanished into the smaller tunnel
ahead. Perhaps he would not have to go back to face any more of the
killing things.
"Get up," he ordered the girl, dragging her to her feet
when she did not respond at once. "Where does this tunnel go
to?" She looked first, in horror, at the wounded men dumped on
the floor, then followed his pointing finger. "I don't
know," she finally stammered. "Maintenance is not my work.
Perhaps it is a maintenance tunnel."
He made her explain what maintenance was before he pushed her to
the platform. "What is the name of this?" he asked.
"It is a car."
"Can you make it move? Answer without lying."
Violence and death had drained her of hope. "Yes, yes I can,"
she answered, almost in a whisper.
"Show me then."
The car was very simple to operate. He put a new killing thing
into it and sat beside her while she showed him. One lever made it go
forward and back, and the further it was pushed the faster the car
went. When it was released it returned to its middle position while a
second lever did something that slowed and stopped the car. Chimal
started them forward slowly, bending over when they entered the
tunnel until he saw that there was a good deal of space between his
head and the rock above. The lights, he had learned that word too,
moved by faster and faster as he pushed on the lever. Finally, he had
it jammed forward as far as it would go and the car raced at a
tremendous speed down the tunnel. The walls tore by on each side and
the air screamed around the transparent front. Watchman Steel
crouched beside him, terrified, and he laughed, then slowed the
speed. Ahead of them the row of lights began to curve off to the
right and Chimal slowed even more. The curve continued, until they
had turned a full right angle, then it straightened out once again.
Immediately after this it began to start downward. The slope was
gradual, but it continued endlessly. After some minutes of this
Chimal stopped the car and ordered Steel out to stand against the
wall.
"You're going to leave me here," she wailed.
"Not if you behave, I won't. I just want to see about this
tunnel—stand up straight, will you, as straight as you can.
Yes, many Chimalman bless me, we're still going down—to where?
Nothing lies inside the Earth except the hell where Mixtec, the god
of death lives. Are we going there?"
"I…I don't know," she said, weakly.
"Or you won't tell me, it is the same thing. Well, if it is
to hell, then you are joining me. Get back into the car. I have seen
more wonders and strange things these last few days than I have ever
dreamed, awake or asleep. Hell can be no stranger than them."
After a period of time the slope flattened out and the tunnel went
on, straight and level. Finally, far ahead, light filled the width of
the opening and Chimal slowed and approached at a crawling pace. A
much larger cavern gradually appeared, well lit and apparently empty.
He stopped the ear short of it and approached on foot, pushing
Watchman Steel before him. They halted at the entrance, peering in.
It was gigantic. A great room as big as the pyramid, carved from
the solid rock. The tracks from their tunnel ran across the floor of
the chamber and disappeared into another tunnel on the other side.
There were lights along the sides and set into the ceiling, but most
of the illumination poured in from a great hole in the roof at the
far end of the chamber. The light looked like sunlight and the color
was very much like the blue of the sky.
"'That just cannot be," Chimal said. "We turned
away from the valley when we left the place of the vultures, I'll
swear to that. Turned away into the living rock and went down—for
a long time. That cannot be sunlight—or can it?" A sudden
hope swept through him. "If we went down we could have gone
through one of the mountains and come out in another valley that is
lower than our valley. Your people do know a way out of the
valley, and this is it."
The light was growing brighter, he realized suddenly, pouring in
through the hole above and shining down the long ramp that led up to
it. Two tracks, very much like the ones that carried their car, only
much larger, ran down the ramp and across the floor, to finally
descend through an opening in the floor that was just as large as the
one at the far end.
"What is happening?" Chimal
asked as the light grew stronger, so brilliant that he could not look
in the direction of the opening.
"Come away," Steel said, pulling at his arm. "We
must move back."
He did not ask why—he knew why. The light blazed in and then
the heat came, blasting and searing his face. They turned and ran,
while behind them the light and heat, impossibly, intensified. It was
scorching, a living flame playing about them as they threw themselves
into the shelter of the car, arms over their eyes. It grew, light as
hot as fire splashed about them—and then lessened.
After its passing the air felt chill, and when Chimal opened his
eyes they had been so dazzled by the light that at first he could
only see darkness and whirling spots of color.
"What was that?" he asked,
"The sun," she said.
When he could finally see again it was nighttime. They went
forward once more into the large chamber, now illuminated by the
lights above and in the walls. The night sky of stars was visible
through the opening, and Chimal and the girl walked slowly up the
ramp toward it, until the ramp leveled off at ground level. The star?
above came closer and closer, swooping down brighter and brighter
until, when they emerged from the tunnel, they found themselves
standing among them. Chimal looked down, with a fear that went beyond
understanding, as a glowing star, a disk as big as a tortilla,
crawled down his leg and across his foot and vanished. With a slow
dignity, born of fear and the effort needed to control it, he turned
and led the girl slowly back down the ramp into the welcoming shelter
of the cavern.
"Do you understand what has happened?" he asked.
"I don't know, I have heard about these things but I have
never seen them before. Dealing with these matters is not my work."
"I know. You're a watchman and that is all you know, and you
won't tell me about that either."
She shook her head no, her lips clamped shut in a tight line. He
sat, pulling her down next to him, with his back to that opening and
the inexplicable mystery of the stars.
"I am thirsty," she said. "There is supposed to be
emergency rations at these places so far distant. Those must be
cupboards, over there."
"We'll look together."
Behind a thick metal door were packages of rations and transparent
containers of water. She showed him how to open a container and he
drank his fill before handing it to her. The food was just as
tasteless, and just as filling, as before. While he ate he was
conscious of a great and overwhelming tiredness. In his mind as well
as his body, because the thought of the sun passing close to him and
the stars crawling at his feet was so inconceivable that it did not
bear thinking about. He wanted to ask the girl more questions but
now, for the first time, he was afraid to hear the answers.
"I am going to sleep," he told her, "and I want to
find you and the car here when I wake up." He thought for a
moment and then, ignoring her feeble bleatings and resistance, he
took the box, on its chain of metal beads from around her neck, and
weighed it in his hand. "What do you call this?" he asked.
"It is my deus. Please give it back to me."
"I don't want the thing, but I do want you here. Give me your
hand." He wrapped the chain around her wrist, and then about his
own hand with the deus held inside against his palm. The stone looked
hard but he did not care: almost as soon as he closed his eyes he was
asleep.
When he awoke the girl was asleep next to him,
her arm outstretched and bent so that her body would be as far away
from his as possible, and sunlight was streaming through the opening
at the top of the ramp. Could the sun be coming again? He had a
moment of intense fear and shook the girl rudely awake. Once he was
fully awake himself he saw there was no immediate danger and, after
unwinding the chain from his stiff fingers, went to get food and
water for them both.
"We're going out there again," he said when they were
finished, and pushed her up the ramp ahead of him.
They stepped out of the opening onto the blue sky. It felt hard
under foot and, when Chimal hit it with the back of the killing
thing, a patch of blue chipped away revealing the stone underneath.
It made no sense—yet it was the sky. He followed it up and away
from him with his eyes, up to the zenith and back down to the
mountains on the distant horizon. As his gaze reached them he cried
out and staggered back, his sense of balance suddenly disrupted.
The mountains, all of them, were facing toward him, tilted up into
the sky at a 45 degree angle.
It was as though the entire world had been pushed up from behind,
tipped up on its near edge. He did not know what to think: these
events were too impossible. Unable to bear the vertigo he staggered
back down the ramp to the solid safety of the hewn chamber. Watchman
Steel followed after him.
"What does all this mean?" he asked her. "I can't
make myself understand what is happening."
"I can't tell you, this time because I don't know. This isn't
my work, I'm a watchman and the maintenance people never talked about
this. They must know what it means."
Chimal looked down the darkened tunnel into which the sun had
vanished, and could not understand. "We must go on," he
said. "I must find out what these things mean. Where does the
other car tunnel go?" he asked, pointing to the opening on the
far side of the large chamber.
"I don't know. I'm not maintenance."
"You're not much of anything," he told her, with
unconscious cruelty. "We'll go on."
He brought the car slowly out of the tunnel and stopped it while
she loaded food and water aboard. Now that he was beginning to
distrust reality he wanted his own supplies with him. Then they
crossed the cavern and plunged into the tunnel opposite. It was flat
and straight though, for some reason, the row of lights ahead
appeared to be going up hill. Yet they never came to the hill: the
tunnel remained perfectly flat. Some difference in the texture of the
tunnel appeared ahead and Chimal slowed the car until it was barely
moving and crept forward, stopping when he came up the ladder rungs
that were set into the solid rock of the tunnel wall. They went up
the wall and into a pipe-like opening that had been cut through the
'ceiling.
We're going to find out where this goes," Chimal said,
forcing her out of the car. He stood back while Steel started up the
ladder ahead of him. It was about a twenty foot climb up the hole,
which was just a bit wider than his shoulders, and two lights were
set into it to show the way. The uppermost light was just under a
metal lid that covered the top of the shaft
"Push up against it," he said. "It doesn't seem to
be sealed."
It was thin metal, hinged at one side and she opened it easily as
she climbed up and through. Chimal followed, up and out of the solid
rock and onto the blue sky. He looked up, first at the small white
clouds that drifted overhead, and then past them at the valley, with
the thin cut of the river and the two brown villages, one on each
side, which hung directly over his head.
This time he did fall, pressing himself to the solid surface of
the sky and grasping at the edge of the hole. He had the sensation
that he was faffing straight down, plunging from the sky down to
broken death in the fields by the river. When he closed his eyes to
cut out the fearful vision it was much better. He felt the solid rock
beneath him and the weight of his body pressing against it. After
getting slowly to his hands and knees he opened his eyes and looked
down. Blue paint of some kind over solid rock; it chipped when he
picked at it around the edge of the hole. There were even dusty
footprints on it where others had walked, and metal tracks passed
close by. Wide-spaced tracks like those that had carried the sun. He
went over to them, still on his knees, and clutched the solidity of
the blue metal bar. It was worn on the top and shiny. Raising his
eyes slowly he followed the tracks across the sky, as they grew
closer and closer and finally vanished into a black opening high
above, up the smooth curve of the sky. He tried not to think about
this or to understand it. Not yet. He had to see everything first.
Then, slowly, he rolled onto his back, still clutching the rail.
Above him was the valley, visible from end to end just as he knew
it should look. On both sides were mountains, pointing straight up at
him, and more mountains beyond the valley ends. There was the barrier
of rock and the swamp at the north end, the wandering path of the
river between the fields, the brown buildings and the dark splotches
of the two temples, the trees in the south and a glint of silver from
the pond. The waterfall was barely visible; but there was no sign of
a river leading to it. There were a few mountains there and the blue
bowl of the sky began directly behind them.
A flicker of motion caught his eye and he turned just as Steel
vanished down the shaft in the rock.
His vertigo was forgotten now as he jumped to his feet and ran to
the opening. She was climbing down fast, faster than he would have
thought, not looking up. As he started down behind her she reached
the tunnel below and jumped from the ladder. He went a few more
rungs, then let go and dropped the rest of the way, landing heavily
on the solid rock below. Fire washed over his head.
Steel had the killing thing ready, waiting for him to emerge so
she could destroy him. Now she gaped at the blackened rungs and wall
and, before she could correct her aim, he was upon her, tearing the
weapon from her hands.
"Too late for that," he said, throwing it into the car
and pulling her around, up against the wall. He clutched her chin
tightly, swinging her head back and forth. "Too late to kill me
because I know the truth now, all about you watchmen and the world
and all the lies I have been told. There is no longer any need for me
to ask you questions, now I can tell you." He laughed,
and surprised himself when he heard the shrill edge to the sound.
When he released her she rubbed at the marks his hard grip had made
on her chin, but he did not notice this.
"Lies," he told her. "My people have been lied to
about everything. It is a lie that we are in a valley on a planet
called Earth, that goes around the sun—which is a burning ball
of gas. We believed it, all this nonsense, floating planets, burning
gas in the air. That flash of fire Popoca saw and that I saw, when
the sun set, was a reflection from the tracks, that is all. Our
valley is the world, there is nothing else. We live inside a giant
cave hollowed out of the rock, secretly watched by your people. Who
are you—servants or masters? Or both? You serve us, your
maintenance people watch our sun for us and see that it always shines
as it should. And they must make the rain come as well. And the
river—it really ends in the swamp. Then what do you do with the
water—pump it back through a pipe and over the falls again?"
"Yes," she said, holding her deus in both hands and
lifting her head high. "We do just that. We watch and protect
and keep you from harm, by day and night through all the seasons of
the year. For we are the watchmen and we ask nothing for ourselves,
asking only to serve."
There was no humor in his laugh. "You serve. You
serve badly. Why don't you make the river run strong all the time so
we can have water, or bring the rain when we need it? We pray for
rain and nothing happens. Aren't the gods listening—or aren't
you listening?" In sudden realization he stepped back. "Or
are there any gods at all? Coatlicue stands quiet in your caverns and
you bring the rain when you wish." With sudden sorrow and
realization he said, "Even there you have lied to us,
everywhere. There are no gods."
"There are none of your gods—but there is one god, the
God, the Great Designer. He was the one who made all this, who
designed and built it, then breathed life into it so that it began.
The sun rose from its tunnel for the first time, took fire and rolled
on its first voyage across the sky. The water sprang out from the
fall and filled the pool and dampened the waiting river bed. He
planted the trees and made the animals
and then, when He was ready, He peopled the valley with the Aztecs
and placed the Watchers to guard over them. He was strong and sure,
and we are strong and sure in His image, and we honor Him and fulfill
His trust. We are His children and you are His infants and we watch
over you as He has ordained."
Chimal was not impressed. The chant of words and the light in her
eyes reminded him very much of the priests and their prayers. If the
gods were dead, he did not mind seeing them go at all, but he was not
adding any new gods that quickly. Nevertheless he nodded agreement
because she had the facts that he must know.
"So it is inside out," he said, "and we have been
taught only lies. The ball of gas is gone and the Earth is gone and
the stars are little spots of light. The universe is rock, rock,
solid rock forever and we live in a little cave hollowed from the
center of it." He bent a bit, almost flinching away from the
weight of that infinity of rock that surrounded them,
"No, not forever," she said, clasping her hands before
her swaying. "There will come a day when the end will come, the
chosen day when we will all be set free. For look," she held out
her deus, "look at the number of the days since creation. See
how they mount and revel in their passing for we are doing our duty
by the Great Designer who is father to us all."
"186,175 days since the world began," Chimal said,
looking at the numbers displayed. "And you have kept track all
that time yourself?"
"No, of course not. I am not yet seventy years old. This deus
is a revered treasure given to me when I took the oath of Watchman…"
"How old are you?" he asked, thinking he had
misunderstood. Seventeen?
"Sixty-eight," she said, and there was a touch of malice
at the corners of her smile. "We hew to the days of our service
and do our duty, and the faithful are rewarded with the years of
their lives. We are not short-lived like the lower animals, the
turkey, the snake—or you."
There was no answer for this. Watchman Steel appeared to be in her
early twenties. Could she possibly be as old as she claimed? This was
one more mystery to go with all the others. In the silence, the tiny,
distant whine buzzed like an insect against his consciousness.
The sound grew, and the girl recognized it before he did. Pushing
away from the wall she began to run back down the tunnel, in the
direction from which they had come. Chimal could catch her easily,
but as he turned he recognized the sound too and stopped, poised on
the balls of his feet, uncertain.
Another car was coming.
He could catch the girl, but he would be caught himself. Get the
killing thing—but what would be the point in killing her? The
different courses open to him ticked by, one after the other, and he
discarded them. The car would have many men in it with killing
things. He would have to flee, that was the wisest course to follow.
They would stop to get the girl and that would give him time to get
ahead of them. Even as he was deciding this he jumped into the car
and pushed the lever forward as far as it would go. Something whined
shrilly under the floor of the car and it shot forward like a
released arrow. Yet, even as the car picked up speed he realized that
this wasn't the complete solution. Was there anything else he could
do? Even as he thought this he saw a dark spot in the tunnel ahead:
he quickly pulled on the other lever and brought the car to a bucking
halt next to the ladder.
It was another exit from the tunnel, with the rungs climbing up
through the opening—to what? To the sky overhead, undoubtedly,
next to the sun track. This was the second of these openings, and the
chances were that there should be more. As soon as he thought of this
he jammed the speed lever forward again. By the time he reached the
next one—if there was one—he would have figured out what
he had to do. It meant taking a chance, but everything in this
strange new world meant taking a chance. He had to plan.
Food and water, he must take that with him. Using one hand, he
opened the front of his clothing part way and stuffed in as many of
the food packages as would fit. Then he drank his fill from the open
water container and threw it aside. He would carry the full one with
him. The only remaining problem was the car. If it remained below the
opening they would know he had gone out that way and would follow
him. He did not know if he could escape from a number of men at once.
Was there any way that the car could drive on by itself? After all,
it would keep moving just as long as the lever was pushed forward:
even a child could do that. He looked first at the lever, then around
the car. There was nothing to fasten onto, or he would have tied it
forward. What about pushing it? He tugged at the seat next to him
and it moved slightly. Then, still holding the lever forward with one
hand, he stood up carefully and turned around, bracing his back
against the panel that held the levers. He pushed one foot against
the back of the chair, harder and harder, until something cracked and
it toppled over. Yes, if he jammed it in hard it looked as though it
would fit nicely. Just as he sat down again he saw the next ladder
far ahead.
Chimal was out of the car even before it had stopped moving. He
dropped the container of water and the killing thing by the ladder
and grabbed up the broken-off seat. The other car was not in sight,
but he could hear the growing, far off whine. Bracing the bottom of
the broken seat against the other seat he jammed the top against the
lever. The car leaped forward, brushing against him and knocking him
aside—then slowed and halted as the seat slipped out of
position. He ran after it as the sound of the other car grew louder
behind him.
This time he turned the seat end for end, with the square-edged
bottom against the lever. He jammed it down hard and jumped away.
Whining angrily the car lurched forward and kept going, faster and
faster. Chimal did not stay to watch it. Head down he pelted back to
the ladder as the sound of the approaching car grew closer. He
grabbed the water and the killing thing to his chest in one arm and
sprang for the ladder, almost running up it, moving as fast as he
could with a single arm.
His feet were just clear of the tunnel when the other car shot by
underneath. He waited, holding his breath, to hear if they were
stopping. The sound grew fainter, slowly and steadily, until it had
vanished completely. They had not seen him and they were not
stopping. By the time they had discovered what had happened he would
be far from this spot. They would not know which of the exits he had
used, which would make his chances of escaping that much better.
Slowly, a rung at a time, he climbed up to the sky above.
As he emerged from the opening he felt the sunlight warm upon him.
Wanner than he was used to,
In sudden fear he turned and saw the great, burning sun rushing
down upon him.
4
Standing there, halfway out of the hole, he
stood fast for a sudden moment of panic. This passed quickly when he
realized that the heat was not increasing and that the sun was
growing no closer. It moved, of course, but slowly in order to take a
half a day to cross the sky. Even though it was hot, it was not
uncomfortably so, and he would be out of the way long before it
passed. With calculated speed he threw his burden out upon the blue
surface of the sky and closed the cover behind him. He kept his head
turned from the sun since its light was blinding
when he looked anywhere in its general direction. Then, with the
water in one hand the weapon in the other, he put his back to the sun
and started toward the north end of the valley, beyond which lay the
concealed tunnels of the Watchers. His shadow, black and very long,
stretched far out in front of him
to the point the way.
Now that he was a little more used to it, there was an excitement
to all that was happening that was greater than anything he had ever
experienced before in his life. He walked, filled with a great
elation, over a wide blue plain. It was flat in front of him, and
apparently endless, while on both sides it swept up in an easy curve.
Above him, where the sky should have been, the world was suspended.
Sharp-tipped mountains came down on both sides and cut across in
front of him. It was ground, solid rock beneath his feet, he knew
that now, so that it no longer bothered him that the world he had
grown up in, the only one that he had known up until a few days ago,
hung over his head like a monstrous weight. He was a fly, crawling on
the ceiling of the sky, looking down on the poor prisoners trapped
below. When he had placed enough distance between himself and the sun
he stopped to rest, sitting on the blue sky, and opened the container
of water. When he raised it to his lips he looked up at the valley
above, at the pyramid and temple almost directly over his head. He
put the water down and lay flat on his back, his arms under his head
and gazed down on his home. When he looked hard he could
almost make out the workers in the fields. The cornfields looked rich
and green and would be ready for harvest soon. The people went about
their work and their lives without realizing that they were in a
prison. Why? And their captors, prisoners themselves in their termite
tunnels, what was the hidden reason for their secret observation and
the girl's strange talk about the Great Designer?
Yes, he could see tiny figures moving from the fields toward
Quilapa. He wondered if they could see him up here, and he moved his
arms and legs about and hoped that they could. What would they think?
Probably that he was some kind of bird. Maybe he should take the
metal weapon and scratch his name in the sky, flake away the blue so
that the rock could be seen. CHIMAL it would say, the letters hanging
there in the sky, unmoving and unchanging. Let the priests try and
explain that one!
Laughing, he rose and picked up his burdens. Now, more than ever,
he wanted to find out the reason for all this. There had to be a
reason. He walked on.
When he passed over the rock barrier that sealed the end of the
valley he looked up with interest. It was real enough, though the
great boulders looked like tiny pebbles from here. Beyond the barrier
there was no continuation of the valley, just gray rock from which
rose the peaks of mountains. Artificial, all of them, made to give an
illusion of distance, since the farther peaks were smaller than the
ones closest to the valley. Chimal walked over them and past them,
determined to see what lay beyond, until he realized that he was
walking up a slope.
It was only a small angle at first, but the slope quickly
steepened until he was leaning forward, then climbing on all fours.
The sky ahead stretched in a monstrous curve up and up until it
reached the ground, but he was never going to get there. In a sudden
panic, afraid that he was trapped in this barren sky forever, he
tried to climb higher. But he slipped on the smooth sky and slid
backward. He lay, unmoving, until the fear had ebbed away, then tried
to reason his way out of this.
It was obvious that he could not go ahead—but he could
always retrace his steps if he had to, so he was not really trapped
out here. What about moving to the left and right? He turned and
looked up the slope of the sky to the west, where it rose up and up
to meet the mountains above. Then he remembered how the tunnel under
the sun had appeared to curve upward yet had been flat all the way.
There must be two kinds of up in the world outside the valley. The
real up and the one that just looked like up, yet appeared to be flat
when you walked on it. He took the container and the weapon and
started for the mountains high above.
This was the up that really wasn't. It was as though he were
walking in a giant tube that turned toward him
as he advanced. Down was always beneath his feet, and the horizon
advanced steadily. The mountains, which had been above him when he
started, were halfway down the sky now, hanging like a jagged-edge
curtain before him. They drifted downward steadily with every step he
took forward, until they finally lay directly ahead, pointing at him
like so many giant daggers.
When he came to the first mountain he saw that it was lying flat
on its side against the sky—and that it only came up to his
shoulders! He was past surprise, his senses dulled by days of wonder.
The peak of the mountain was tipped with something white and hard,
apparently the same substance as the sky only of a different color.
He climbed onto the tip of the mountain that lay flat on the ground
of the sky and pointed at him like a great wedge, and walked along it
until the white ended and he came to the solid rock. What did this
mean? He saw the valley, now only halfway up the sky ahead of him and
tilted on edge. He tried to imagine how this spot would look from the
valley, and closed his eyes to remember better. Looking from the base
of the cliff beyond Zaachila you could see over the pyramid to the
great mountains outside of the valley, and the even more distant,
immense and high mountains, that were so tall that they had snow on
their peaks all year round. Snow! He opened his eyes and looked at
the shining white substance and laughed. Here he was perched on a
snowy mountain peak—if they could see him from the valley he
must look like some sort of monstrous giant.
Chimal went on, climbing among the strange, lying-down mountains,
until he came to the opening in the rock and the familiar metal rungs
that vanished out of sight below. It was another entrance to the
tunnels.
He sat down next to it and thought very hard. What should he do
next? This was undoubtedly an entrance to the burrows of the
Watchers, a part he had not been to yet, since it was far across the
valley from the doorway he had first used. He had to go down here,
that Was certain, since there was no place to hide among the barren
rocks. Even if there were a place to hide, his food and water would
not last forever. This reminder of the food sent a rumble of hunger
through him and he took
out a package and opened it.
What was he to do after be entered the burrow? He was as alone as
no one had ever been before, with every man's hand turned against
him. His people in the valley would kill him
on sight, or more probably hamstring him so the priests would have
the pleasure of giving him a protracted death. And the Master
Observer had called him a non-person, therefore a dead person, and
they had all worked very hard to put him into that condition. But
they had not succeeded! Even their weapons and their cars and all the
things they knew had not helped them. He had escaped and he was
free—and he intended to stay that way. In which case a plan was
needed to insure this condition.
First he would hide his food and water out here among the tumbled
rocks. Then he would enter the tunnel and, bit by bit, would explore
the surrounding caverns to discover what he could of the secrets of
the Watchers. It was not much of a plan—but he did not have any
other choice.
When he had finished he hid his supplies, and the empty food
wrapper, then threw open the lid of the entrance. The tunnel below
was rock floored and began just below the opening. He went along it
cautiously until it joined a wider tunnel that had two sets of tracks
down the center. There were no cars in sight, nor could he hear any
approaching. He had no choice but to go down this tunnel.
Holding the killing thing ready he turned right, toward the valley's
end and set off between the tracks at an easy trot, covering the
ground quickly. He did not like this exposed position and he turned
into the first opening that appeared. This proved to be the opening
to some circular metal stairs that ran down and around and out of
sight in the rock below. Chimal started down them, going steadily
even though he became dizzy from the constant turning.
As he went lower he heard a humming sound that grew louder while
he descended. At the bottom he came out in a damp tunnel that had a
trickle of water down the middle, and the hum was now a hammering
roar that filled the shaft with sound. Chimal went forward carefully,
alert for any motion, until the tunnel ended in a high cavern that
held towering metal objects from which the torrent of sound poured.
He had no idea what their function might be. Great round sections of
them vanished up into the stone above, and from one of these sections
came the dribble of water that ran across the floor and into this
tunnel. From the security of the entrance he ran his eye down the row
of immense things, to the far end where brighter lights shone on a
board of smaller shining objects before which a man sat. Chimal drew
back into the tunnel. The man's back was to him and he had certainly
not seen the intruder yet. Chimal went back down the tunnel and past
the metal stairs. He would see where this led before he went back to
the chamber of cars.
As he walked the noise behind him lessened and, when it had died
away to a distant hum, he was aware of the sound of running water
coming from somewhere ahead. Darkness filled the mouth of the tunnel.
He stepped through it onto a ledge above the blackness. A row of
lights, curving away to his left, reflected from a dark surface. He
realized that he was looking at a vast underground lake: the running
water sounded far out ahead of him and small waves trembled the
reflections on the surface. The cavern that held the water was vast
and the echoes of the falling water sounded on all sides. Where was
this place? In his mind he ran through the turnings he had made, and
tried to estimate how far he had come. He was much lower than when he
had started, and had come north, and then east Looking up he could
imagine his route—and there above would be the swamp at the
north end of the valley. Of course! This underground lake lay beneath
the swamp and drained it. The things back there in the cavern did
something to force the water through pipes back to the waterfall. And
where did the row of lights go that skirted the edge of the dark
lake? He walked forward to find out
A ledge had been cut from the rock of the cavern wall and the
lights were spaced along it The rock was slippery and damp and he
went carefully. One quarter of the way around the water it went, then
ended at another tunnel. Chimal realized that he was tired. Should he
go on, or return to his hiding place? That would be the wisest thing
to do, but the mystery of these caverns drew him forward. Where did
this one lead? He started into it. It was damp, mustier than the
other tunnels, though it was lit by the same evenly spaced windows of
light No, not as even as the others, a black gap showed ahead like a
missing tooth. When he came up to this spot he saw that one of the
smooth objects was inset there—but this one's fire was gone and
it was dark. The first one he had seen like this. Perhaps this tunnel
was rarely used and this had not been noticed yet. At the end of the
tunnel was another round stairway of metal up which he climbed. This
emerged into a small room that had a door in one wall. When he put
his ear to the door he heard nothing from the other side. He opened
it a narrow crack and looked through.
This cavern was quiet, empty, and the largest one he had yet
encountered. When he entered it the sound of his footsteps made a
tiny rustle in its towering vastness. The lighting here was far less
than that of the tunnels, but it was more than enough to show him the
size of this cavern, and the paintings that adorned the walls. These
were lifelike and strange, people and unusual animals and even odder
metal objects. They were marching, all of them, a torrent of frozen
motion, going toward the far end of the cavern where there was a
doorway flanked by golden statues. The people of the paintings were
dressed in different and fantastic Ways, and were even of different
skin colors, but they all went to a common goal. The pressure of
these silent marchers drove him that way too, but not before he
looked about him.
The other end of the cavern was sealed with immense boulders that,
for some reason, looked familiar to him. Why? He had never been in
this place before. He walked closer to them and looked up at their
piled magnitude. They reminded him very much of the rock barrier that
sealed the end of the valley.
Of course! This was the other side of that same barrier. If the
gigantic boulders were removed the valley would be open, and he did
not doubt for a second that the powers that had been used to carve
these tunnels and build a sun could be used to throw aside the rocks
in front of him. From outside there had appeared to be no exit from
the valley—because the exit was sealed inside the rock. Could
the legends be true? That some day the valley would be open and his
people would march forth. To where? Chimal spun about and looked at
the high opening at the far end of the chamber. What did it lead to?
He passed between the large, golden statues of a man and a woman
that flanked the portal, and then continued down the tunnel beyond.
It was wide and straight and patterned with gold designs. Many doors
opened off it but he did not examine any of them: that would wait
They doubtless contained many things of interest, but they were not
the reason for this passageway. That lay ahead. Faster and faster he
walked until he was almost running, up to the great double doors of
gold that sealed the end. There was only silence behind them. There
was a strange tautness in his chest as he pushed them open.
Beyond was a large chamber, almost as big as the other one, but
this one was undecorated and dark, with just a few small lights to
show him the way. There
was a rear wall and sides, but the far wall was missing. The opening
faced out on the star-filled night sky.
It was no sky that Chimal had ever seen before. There was no moon
in sight and no valley walls to form a close horizon. And the stars,
the stars, the overwhelming quantity of
them that broke over him like a wave! The familiar constellations, if
they were there, were lost in the infinity of the other stars as
numberless as grains of sand. And aft of the stars were turning, as
though mounted on a great wheel. Some faint, tiny; others blazing
like torches of many colors, yet they all were hard and clear points
of light without lie flickering of the stars above his valley.
What could this mean? In uncomprehending awe he walked forward
until he collided with something cold and invisible. The sudden spurt
of fear dissipated as he touched it with his hand and realized it
must be the same kind of transparent substance that covered the front
of the cars. Then this entire wall of the room was a great window,
opening out on—what? The window curved outward and when he
leaned into it he could see that the stars filled the sky to left and
right, above and below. He had a sudden vertigo, as though he were
falling and pressed his hand to the window, but the unaccustomed cold
of it was strangely ominous and he quickly pulled away. Was this
another valley facing the real universe of stars? If so, where was
the valley?
Chimal stepped back, unsure, frightened by this new immensity, and
as he did he heard a faint sound.
Was it a footstep? He started to jump about when the killing thing
was suddenly jerked from his hand. He fell back against the cold
window and saw the Master Observer and three other men standing
before him, all of them pointing the deadly flame weapon at him.
"You have come at last to the end," the Master Observer
said.
THE STARS
1
Danthe togui togui
hin hambi tegue.
Ndahi
togui togui
hin hambi tegue.
Nbui togui…
hin
hambi pengui.
The river flows, flows
and
never stops.
The wind blows, blows
and
never stops.
The life goes…
without
regrets.
Chimal squared his shoulders, ready to die. The words of a death
chant came automatically to his lips and he spoke the first phrases
before he realized what he was doing. He spat the words from his
mouth and sealed his traitor lips tight. There were no gods to pray
to and the universe was a place of utter strangeness.
"I am ready to kill you, Chimal," the Master Observer
said, his voice dry and toneless.
"You now know my name and you talk directly to me, yet you
still want to kill me. Why?"
"I will ask and you will answer," the old man said,
ignoring his words, "We have listened to the people in the
valley and learned many things about you, but the most important
thing we cannot find out. Your mother cannot tell us because she is
dead…"
"Dead! How, why?"
"… executed in your place when it was discovered that
she had released you. The priests were very angry. Yet she seemed
almost glad it was happening, and there was even a smile on her
lips."
They did watch the valley, and how closely. Mother …
"And just before she died she said the important thing. She
said that it was her fault, twenty-two years ago, and that you,
Chimal, were not to blame. Do you know what she could have meant by
that?"
So she was dead. Yet he already felt so cut off from his life in
the valley that the pain of it was not as great as he expected.
"Speak," the Master Observer commanded. "Do you
know what she meant?"
"Yes, but I shall not tell you. Your threat of death does not
frighten me."
"You are a fool. Tell me at once. Why did she say twenty-two
years? Did her guilt have something to do with your birth?"
"Yes," Chimal said, surprised. "How did you know?"
The old man waved the question aside with an impatient movement of
his hand. "Answer me now, and truthfully, for this is the most
important question in all of your lifetime. Tell me—what was
your father's name?"
There was silence then, and Chimal realized that all the men were
leaning forward, intent on his answer, almost forgetting the weapons
they carried. Why shouldn't he tell them? What did broken taboos
matter now?
"My father was Chimal-popoca, a man from Zaachila."
The words struck the old man like a blow. He staggered back and
two of the men rushed to help him, dropping their weapons. The third
man looked on, worried, with his own weapon and Chimal's killing
thing both pointing downward. Chimal tensed himself to spring, grab
one of them, and escape.
"No…" the Master Observer said hoarsely.
"Observer Steadfast, drop those weapons at once."
As he had been ordered, the man bent and put them on the floor.
Chimal took one step toward the door and stopped. "What does all
this mean?" he asked.
The old man pushed his assistants away and made some adjustment on
one of the devices suspended from his belt. His metal harness
instantly stiffened and supported him,
holding his head high.
"It means we welcome you, Chimal, and ask you to join us.
This is a glorious day, one that we never expected to see in our
lifetimes. The faithful will gain strength by touching you, and you
will aid us to gain wisdom."
"I do not know what you are talking about," Chimal said
desperately.
"There is much to tell you, so it is best to begin at the
beginning…"
"What do these stars mean,
that is what I want to
know?"
The old man nodded, and almost smiled. "Already you teach us,
for that is the beginning, you divined that." The others nodded.
"That is the universe out there, and those stars are the ones
the priests taught you about, for what they taught you was true."
"About the gods as well? There is no truth in those stories."
"Again you divine truth, unaided. Proof of your birthright.
No, the false gods do not exist, except as stories for the simple to
order their lives. There is only the Great Designer who did all this.
I talk not of the gods, but of the other things you learned at the
priests' school."
Chimal laughed. "About the sun being a ball of burning gas? I
myself have seen the sun pass close and have touched the tracks it
rides upon."
"That is true, but unknown even to them, this world we live
in is not the world they teach about. Listen and it shall be
revealed. There is a sun, a star just like any of those stars out
there, and about it in eternal circle moves the Earth. We are all of
that Earth, but have left it for the greater glory of the Great
Designer." The others murmured response and touched their deuses
at the words.
"It is not without reason we sing His praises. For look you,
at what He has done. He has seen the other worlds that circle about
the sun, and the tiny ships that men built to span those distances.
Though these ships are fast, faster than we can possibly dream, they
take weeks and months to go from planet to planet. Yet these
distances are small compared to the distance between suns. The
fastest of these ships would take a thousand years to travel to the
nearest star. Men knew this and abandoned hope of traveling to other
suns, to see the wonders of new worlds spinning about these distant
flames.
"What weak man could not do, the Great Designer did. He did
build this world and send it traveling to the stars…"
"What are you saying?" Chimal asked, a sudden spurt of
fear—or was it joy?—striking within him.
"That we are voyagers in a world of stone that is hurtling
through emptiness, from star to star. A great ship for crossing the
impalable waters of space. It is a hollow world, and in its heart is
the valley, and in the valley live the Aztecs, and they are the
passengers aboard the ship. Because the time has not yet come, the
voyage itself is an unrevealed mystery for them, and they live out
their happy lives in comfort and ease under a benevolent sun. To
guard them and guide them we exist, the Watchers, and we fulfill our
trust."
As though to underscore his words a great bell sounded once, then
once again. The observers raised their deuses, and on the third
stroke pressed down on the rods to add a number.
"And thus one more day of the voyage is done," the
Master Observer intoned, "and we are one day closer to the Day
of Arrival. We are true for all the days of our years."
"The days of our years," the others said in muted echo.
"Who am I?" Chimal asked. "Why am I different?"
"You are the child we have sworn to serve, the very reason
for our being. For it is not written that the children shall lead
them? That the Day of Arrival will come and the barrier will fall and
the people of the valley shall be set free. They will come here and
see the stars and know the truth at last. And on that day Coatlicue
shall be destroyed before them and they shall be told to love one
another, and that marriage between the clans of one village is
forbidden and marriage is only proper between a man of one village
and a woman of the other."
"My mother and father…"
"Your mother and father who entered grace too early and
brought forth a true child of Arrival. In His wisdom the Great
Designer put a blessing upon the Aztecs to remain humble and plant
their crops and live their lives happily within the valley. This they
do. But upon the day of arrival this blessing will be lifted and
their children will do things their parents never dreamed possible,
will read the books that are waiting and they will be ready to leave
the valley forever."
Of course! Chimal did not know how it had been done, but he knew
that the words were true. He alone had not accepted the valley, had
rebelled against the life there, had wanted to escape it.
Had
escaped it. He was different, he had always known it and been ashamed
of it. That was no longer true. He stood straighter and looked around
at the others.
"I have many questions to ask."
"They will be answered, all of them. We will tell you all we
know and then you will learn more in the
places of learning that are awaiting you. You, then, shall teach us."
Chimal laughed out loud at that. "Then you no longer want to
kill me?"
The Master Observer lowered his head. "That was my mistake
and I can only plead ignorance and ask forgiveness. You may kill me
if you wish."
"Do not die so quickly, old man, you have many things to tell
me first."
"That is true. Then—let us begin."
2
"What is it?" Chimal asked, looking apprehensively at
the steaming, brown slab of meat on the plate before him. "There
is no animal that I know that is big enough to provide this much
meat." The suspicious look he gave the Master Observer inferred
that he suspected which was the only animal large enough to supply
it.
"It is called a beefsteak, and is particularly fine cut that
we eat only on holidays. You may have it every day if you wish, the
meatbank can supply enough."
"I know of no animal named a meatbank."
"Let me show you." The Master Observer made an
adjustment on the television set on the
wall. His private quarters had none of the efficient starkness of the
watchmen's cells. Here was music from some hidden source, there were
paintings upon the walls and. a deep carpet on the floor. Chimal,
scrubbed clean and beardless after rubbing on a depilatory cream, sat
in a soft chair, with many eating utensils and different dishes set
before him. And the cannibalistically large piece of meat.
"Describe your work," the Master Observer said to the
man who appeared on the screen. The man bowed his bead.
"I am a Refection Tender, and the greatest part of my work is
devoted to the meatbank." He stepped aside and pointed at the
large vat behind him. "In the nutrient bath here grow certain
edible portions of animals, placed here by the Great Designer.
Nutrients are supplied,, the tissues grow continually and pieces are
trimmed off for our consumption."
"In a sense these pieces of animal are eternal," Chimal
said when the screen had darkened. "Though part is removed, they
never die. I wonder what the animal was?"
"I have never considered the eternal aspects of the meatbank.
Thank you. I will now give it much thought because it seems an
important question. The animal was called a cow, that is all I know
about it."
Chimal hesitantly ate one bite, then more and more. It was better
than anything he had ever tasted before. "The only thing missing
are the chillies," he said, half aloud.
"There will be some tomorrow," the Master Observer said,
making a note.
"Is this the meat you give to the vultures?" Chimal
said, in sudden realization.
"Yes. The less desirable pieces. There is not enough small
game in the valley to keep them alive, so we must supplement their
diet."
"Why have them at all, then?"
"Because it is written, and is the Great Designer's way."
This was not the first time that Chimal had received this answer.
On the way to these quarters he had asked questions, was still asking
questions, and nothing was held back from him. But many tunes the
Watchers seemed as unknowing about their destinies as the Aztecs. He
did not voice this suspicion aloud. There was so much to learn!
"That takes care of the vultures," he had a sudden
memory of a wave of death washing toward him, "but why the
rattlesnakes and scorpions? When Coatlicue entered the cave a number
of them came out. Why?"
"We are the Watchers and we must be stern in our duty. If a
father has too many children he is not a good father, because he
cannot provide for them all and therefore they go hungry. It is the
same with the valley. If there were too many people, there would not
be enough food for all. Therefore when the population exceeds a
certain number of people of both sexes, worked out on a chart kept
for that purpose, more snakes and insects are permitted to enter the
valley."
"That's terrible! You mean those poisonous things are raised
just to kill the people?"
"The correct decision is sometimes the hard one to make. That
is why we are all taught to be strong and steadfast and to hew to the
plan of the Great Designer."
There was no immediate answer to that. Chimal ate and drank the
many good things before him and tried to digest what he had learned
so far. He pointed his knife at the row of books across the room.
'I've tried to read your books, but they are very difficult and
many of the words I don't know. Aren't there simpler books
someplace?"
"There are, and I should have thought of it myself. But I am
an old man and my memory is not as good as it should be."
"May I ask… just how old are you?"
"I am entering my one hundred and ninetieth year. As the
Great Designer wills, I hope to see my full
two hundred."
"Your people live so much longer than mine. Why is that?"
"We have much more to do in our lifetimes than simple
farmers, therefore our years are the reward of our service. There are
machines that aid us, and the drugs, and our eskoskeletons support
and protect us. We are born to serve, and the longer that life of
service, the more we can do."
Once again Chimal thought about this, but did not speak his
thoughts. "And the books you were talking about…?"
"Yes, of course. After today's service I will take you there.
Only Observers are allowed, those who wear the red."
"Is that why I am wearing these red clothes as well?"
"Yes. It seemed wisest. It is the best, and most suitable for
the First Arriver, and all the people will respect you."
"While you are at the service I would like to see the place
where the watchmen are, where they can see into the valley."
"We will go now, if you are ready. I will take you myself."
It was a different sensation to walk these tunnels without fear.
Now, in his red clothing with the Master Observer at his side, all
doors were open to him and the people saluted when they passed.
Watchman Steel was waiting for them at the entrance to the
observation center.
"I want to ask forgiveness," she said, eyes downcast. "I
did not know who you were."
"None of us knew, Watchman," the Master Observer said,
and reached out to touch her deus. "Yet that does not mean we
should avoid penance, because an unconscious sin is still a sin. You
will wear a mortification, thirty days, and come to love it."
"I do," she said fervently, hands clasped and eyes wide.
"Through pain comes purification."
"May the Great Designer bless you," the old man said,
then hurried away.
"Will you show me how you work?" Chimal asked.
"I thank you for asking me," the girl answered.
She led him into a large, circular, high-domed room that had
screens inset into the wall at eye level. Watchmen sat before the
screens, listening through earphones and occasionally talking into
microphones that hung before their lips. Another raised observation
station was in the center of the room.
"The Master Watchman sits there," Steel said, pointing.
"He organizes the work of us all and guides us. If you will sit
here I will show you what to do."
Chimal sat at an empty station and she pointed out the controls.
"With these buttons you choose the pickup you wish to use.
There are 134 of them, and each one has a code and a watchman must
know every code for instant response. They take years to learn
because they must be perfect. Would you care to look?"
"Yes. Is there a pickup at the pond below the falls?"
"There is. Number 67." She tapped the buttons and the
pool appeared, seen from behind the falls. "To hear, we do
this." Another adjustment and the splashing of water was clear
in his headphone, and the song of a bird belled out from the
trees. The image was sharp and in color, almost as though he were
looking through a window in the rock at the valley outside.
"The pickup is mounted on the valley wall—or inside of
it?" he asked.
"Yes, that is where most of them are so they will not be
detected. Though of course there are many concealed inside the
temples, such as this." The pool vanished and Itzcoatl appeared,
pacing on the broad steps of the pyramid below the temple. "He
is the new first priest. As soon as he was officially declared so,
and had made the proper prayers and sacrifices, we permitted the sun
to rise. The Sun Tenders say that they always welcome a chance to
stop the sun for a day. It is a good chance to overhaul and adjust
it."
Chimal worked the controls, picking numbers at random and feeding
them into the machine. There appeared to be pickups all around the
valley walls, and even one set into the sky above that gave a
panoramic view of the entire valley. It could be turned and had a
magnifying attachment that could bring the valley floor very close
and clear, though of course there was no sound with the picture.
"There," Steel said, pointing at the image, "you
can see the four high rocks that are along the river bank. They are
too steep to be climbed…"
"I know, I have tried."
"… and each one has a twin pickup on its summit. They
are used to observe and control Coatlicue in the case of special
circumstances."
"I had one of them on screen earlier," he said, pressing
the buttons, "number 28. Yes, there it is."
"You remember that code very quickly," she said in awe.
"I had to study many years."
"Show me some other things here, if you will," Chimal
asked, rising.
"As you wish. Anything."
They went first to the refectory where one of the tenders insisted
that they be seated and brought them warm drinks. The others had to
help themselves to food,
"Everyone seems to know about me," he said.
"We were told at the morning service. You are the First
Arriver, there never has been one before, and everyone is very
excited."
"What are we drinking?" he asked to change the subject,
not enjoying the look of awe on her white face, the gaping mouth and
slightly reddened nostrils. "It is called tea. Do you find it
refreshing?" He looked around the large room, filled with the
murmur of voices and the rattle of eating utensils, and suddenly
realized something. "Where are the children? I don't think I
have seen one anywhere."
"I do not know anything about that," she said, and her
face was, if possible, whiter. "If there are any they must be in
the place of the children."
"You don't know? That's a strange answer. Have you ever been
married yourself, Watchman Steel? Do you have any children?"
Her face was bright red now, and she gave a small muffled cry as
she sprang to her feet and ran from the refectory.
Chimal finished his tea and returned to find the Master Observer
waiting for him. He explained what had happened and the old man
nodded gravely.
"We can discuss it, since all things are guided by the
observers, but the watchmen feel soiled by this kind of talk. They
lead lives of purity and sacrifice and are far above the animal
relationships that exist in the valley. They are Watchers first,
women second, or women never for the most faithful ones. They weep
because they were born with female bodies which embarrass them and
hamper their vocation. Their faith is strong."
"Obviously. I hope you won't mind my asking—but your
Watchers must come from someplace?"
"There are not many of us and we lead long and useful lives."
"I'm sure of that. But unless you live forever you are going
to need new recruits. Where do they come from?"
"The place of the children. It is not important. We can go
now." The First Observer rose to leave, but Chimal was not
through yet.
"And what is at that place? Machines that make full grown
children?"
"I sometimes wish there were. My hardest task is the
controlling of the place of the children. There is no order. There
are four mothers there now, though one will die soon. These are women
who have been chosen because, well, they did not do satisfactory work
in their studies and could not master their assignments. They became
mothers."
"And the fathers?"
"The Great Designer himself has ordered that. A frozen sperm
bank. The technicians know how to use it. Great are His mysteries.
Now, we must leave."
Chimal knew that was all he would hear at this tune. He dropped
the subject but did not forget it. They retraced the route they had
taken when he had come here, after the observers had seen the alarm
and gone to capture him. Through the great hall and down the golden
corridor. The Master Observer pushed open one of the doors and showed
him inside.
"It has been here since the beginning, waiting. You are the
first. Simply sit in the chair before the screen and you will be
shown."
"You will stay with me?"
For the first time the old man's down-tilting mouth curved
reluctantly into a resigned smile. "Alas, that is not to be.
This place is for arrivers only. It is my faith and my duty to tend
it for them so it will always be ready." He went out and the
door closed behind him.
Chimal sat in the comfortable chair and looked for a switch to
start the machine, but this was not necessary. His weight in the
chair must have actuated the device because the screen lit up and a
voice filled the room.
"Welcome," the voice said. "You have come to
Proxima Centauri."
EROS, one of the many asteroids in the asteroid belt, an area of
planetary debris between the orbits of Mars and Jupiter, though there
are violations to this rule. Eros is the most exceptional, with its
orbit almost reaching that of Earth's at one point. Eros, cigar
shaped, twenty miles long, solid rock. Then the plan. The greatest
plan executed by mankind in a history of great plans, originated
by the man first called the Great Ruler now, truly, the Great
Designer. Who else but He could have conceived of a project that
would take sixty years to prepare—and five hundred years to
complete?
Eros, swinging close to Earth to receive its new destiny. Tiny
ships, tinier men, jump the gap of airless space to begin this mighty
work. Deep inside the rock they drill to first prepare their
quarters, for many will live out their lives here, then further in to
hollow out the immense chamber that will house a dream…
FUEL TANKS, filling them alone takes sixteen years. What is the
mass of a mountain twenty miles long? Mass, it will supply its own
reaction mass, and the fuel will eject that mass and someday it will
move, out and away from the sun that it has circled for billions of
years, never to return…
THE AZTECS, chosen after due consideration of all the primitive
tribes of Earth. Simple people, self sufficient people, rich in gods,
poor in wealth. Still, to this day, there are lost villages in the
mountains, accessible only by footpath, where they live as they did
when the Spaniards first arrived hundreds and hundreds of years
earlier. One crop, corn, consuming most of their time and supplying
most of their food. Vegetarians for the most part, with a little meat
and fish when it is available. Brewing a hallucinatory drink from the
maguey, seeing a god or a spirit in everything. Water, trees, rocks,
all have souls. A pantheon of gods and goddesses without equal;
Tezcatlipoca lord of Heaven and Earth, Mixtec lord of death,
Mictla-tecuhtli lord of the dead. Hard work, warm sun, all-pervading
religion, the perfect and obedient culture. Taken, unchanged, and set
down in this valley in a mountain in space. Unchanged in all details,
for who can guarantee what gives a culture adhesion—or what, if
taken away, will bring it down? Taken whole and planted here, for it
must continue unchanged for five hundred years. Some small truths
added, minor alterations it is hoped will not destroy it. Writing.
Basic cosmology. These are needed when the Aztecs finally emerge from
the valley and their children take up their destiny.
DNA CHAINS, complex intertwined helixes with infinite
permutations. Builders of life, controllers of life, with every
detail from the hair on the leg to the flea on the body of the twenty
ton whale locked into their convolutions. Billions of years
developing, unraveled in short centuries. Is this the code for red
hair? Replace it with that and the child will have black hair. Gene
surgery, gene selection, delicate operations with the smallest
building blocks of life, rearranging, ordering, producing…
GENIUS, exceptional natural capacity for creative and original
conceptions, high intelligence quotient. Natural capacity, that means
in the genes, and DNA. In a world population there are a
goodly number of geniuses in every generation, and their DNA can be
collected. And combined to produce children of genius. Guaranteed.
Every time. Unless this genius is masked. For every capacity and
condition in the genes there is a dominant and a recessive. Father
dog is black and black is dominant and white is recessive, and he has
that too. Mother is all black too. So they are BW and BW and, as the
good Mendell taught, these factors can be plotted on the square named
after him. If there are four pups they will be BB, BW, BW and WW, or
a white dog where none was before. But is it possible to take a
dominant and make it artificially recessive? Yes, it is possible.
Take genius, for instance. They did take genius. And they tied it
down to stupidity. Dimness. Subnormality. Passivity. Prison it in
slightly different ways in two different groups of people and keep
them apart. Let them have children, generation after generation of
obedient, accepting children. And each child will carry that
tied-down dominant, untouched and waiting. Then, some day, the right
day, let the two groups meet and mingle and marry. The bonds are then
released. The tied-down dominant is no longer recessive, it is
dominant. The children are—children of different parents than
their parents? Yes, perhaps they are. They are genius children.
There was so much to be learned. At any point in the recorded
lecture Chimal could press the question button and the pictures and
voices would halt while the machine printed a list of references
about the material then being covered. Some of these were recorded
visual lectures that the viewer would play for him, others were
specific volumes in the library. The library itself was a galaxy
unexplored. Most of the books were photorecordings, though there were
bound volumes of all the basic reference texts. When his head and his
eyes ached from too much study and concentration, he would go through
the library at random, picking up volumes and flicking through their
pages. How complex the human body: the transparent pages of the
anatomy text turned one by one to reveal the organs in vivid color.
And the stars, they were giant burning spheres of gas after all, for
here were charts with their temperatures and sizes. Page after page
of photographs of nebulae, clusters, gas clouds. The universe was
gigantic beyond comprehension—and he had once thought it was
made of solid rock!
Leaving the astronomy book open on the table before him, Chimal
leaned back and stretched, then rubbed at the soreness around his
eyes. He had brought a thermos of tea with him and he poured a cup
and sipped at it. The book had fallen open to a plate of the Great
Nebula in Andromeda, a gigantic wheel of light against the
star-pricked night. Stars. There was one star he should be interested
in, the one he had been welcomed to when the process of education
began. What was its name?—there were so many new things to
remember—Proxima Centauri. It would still be far ahead, but he
had a sudden desire to see the destination of his captive universe.
There were detailed star charts of the sky, he had seen them, so it
should not be too hard to pick out this individual star. And he could
stretch his legs: his body ached from unaccustomed sitting for so
many hours at a time.
It was a relief to walk briskly again, even run a few paces down
the long passageway. How many days had it been since he had first
entered the observation room? Memory fogged; he had kept no record.
Maybe he should carry a deus like the others, but that was a bloody
and painful way to mark the passing of a day. This rite seemed
senseless to. him, like so much of the Watchers' activities, but it
was important to them. They seemed to actually enjoy this ritual
infliction of pain. Once more he pushed open the massive doors and
looked out at interstellar space, as boldly impressive as the first
time he had seen it.
Matching the stars to the chart was difficult. For one thing the
stars did not remain in relatively fixed positions as they did in the
sky above the valley, but instead swept by in majestic parade. In a
few minutes the cycle would go from summer to winter constellations
and back again. As soon as he thought he had plotted a constellation
it would vanish from sight and new stars would appear. When the
Master Observer came in he was grateful for the interruption.
"I regret having to bother you…"
"No, not at all, I'm getting nowhere with this chart and it
only makes my head ache more."
"Then, might I ask you to aid us?"
"Of course. What is it?"
"You will see at once if you will accompany me."
The Master Observer's face was pulled into deeper lines of
brooding seriousness: Chimal had not thought this was possible. When
he tried to make conversation he received courteous but brief
answers. Something was bothering the old man, and just what it was he
would find out shortly.
They went downstairs to a level that Chimal had never visited and
found a car waiting for them. It was a long ride, longer than he had
ever taken before, and it was made in silence. Chimal looked at the
walls moving steadily by and asked, "Are we going far?"
The Master Observer nodded. "Yes, to the stern, near the
engine room."
Though Chimal had studied diagrams of their world, he still
thought of it in relation to his valley. What they called the bow was
where the observation room was, well beyond the swamp. The stern,
then, was south of the waterfall, at the end of the valley. He
wondered what they would find there.
They stopped at another tunnel opening and the Master Observer led
the way to one of a number of identical doorways, outside of which
was waiting a red-garbed observer. Silently, he opened the door for
them. Inside was a sleeping cell. A man in Watcher's black was
hanging from a rope that had been passed through the bar of the air
vent in the ceiling. The loop of rope about his neck had choked him
to death, slowly and painfully, rather than snapping his spine, but
in the end it had done its job. He must have been hanging for days
because his body had stretched so that his toes almost touched the
floor, next to the overturned chair that he had jumped from. The
observers turned away, but Chimal, no stranger to death, looked on
calmly enough.
"What do you want me to do?" Chimal asked. For a moment
he wondered if he had been brought as a burial party.
"He was the Air Tender and he worked alone because the Master
Air Tender died recently and a new one has not been appointed as yet.
His breviary is there on the desk. There seems to be something wrong
and he was unable to correct it. He was a foolish man and instead of
reporting it he took his own life."
Chimal picked up the well-thumbed and grease-stained book and
flipped through it. There were pages of diagrams, charts for entering
readings, and simple lists of instructions to be followed. He
wondered what had troubled the man. The Master Observer beckoned him
into the next room where a buzzer sounded continuously and a red
light flashed on and off.
"This is a warning that something is wrong. The Air Tender's
duty when the alarm sounds is to make the corrections at once, and
then to make a written report to me. I received no such report."
"And the alarm is still going. I have a strong suspicion that
your man could not fix the trouble, panicked and killed himself."
The Master Observer nodded in intensified gloom. "The same
unharmonious thought is what came upon me when a report reached me
that this had happened. I have been worried ever since the Master Air
Tender was struck down in his youth, barely 110 years old, and this
other one left in charge. The Master never thought well of him and we
were preparing to train a new tender when this happened."
Chimal suddenly realized what this meant "Then you have
nobody who knows anything about repairing this equipment? And it is
the air machinery you are talking about, that supplies the breathing
air for us all?"
"Yes," the Master Observer said and led the way through
thick, double-locked doors to a vast and echoing chamber.
Tall tanks lined the walls with shining apparatus at their bases.
Heavy ducts dived down and there was an all-pervading hum and the
whine of motors.
"This supplies the air for everyone?" Chimal asked.
"No, nothing like that. You will read about it there, but
most of the air has something to do with green plants. There are
great chambers of them in constant growth. This apparatus does other
important things with the air, just what I am not sure."
"I can't promise that I'll be able to help, but I'll do my
best At the same time I suggest you get whoever else might be able to
work with this."
"There is no one, of course. No man would think of doing
other than his assigned work. I alone am responsible and I have
looked at this book before. Many of the things are beyond me. I am an
old man,, too old to learn a new discipline. A young man is now being
taught the air tender's craft, but it will be years before he is able
to work in here. That may be too late."
With a new weight of responsibility Chimal opened the book. The
first part was an outline of air purification theory which he skimmed
over quickly. He would read that in detail after he had a more
general knowledge of the function of the machinery. Under apparatus
there were 12 different sections, each headed with a large red
number. These numbers were repeated on large signs down the wall and
he assumed, with some justification, that they related to the numbers
in the book. When he glanced up at them he noticed that a red light
under 5 was blinking on and off. He walked over to it and saw the
word emergency printed under the bulb: he opened the book to
section 5.
"Purification Tower, Trace Pollutants. Many things
such as machinery, paint and the breath of living people give off
gaseous and particulate matter. There are not many of these
pollutants, but they do collect over the years and can become
concentrated. This machine removes from our air those certain
fractions that may be dangerous after many, many years. Air is forced
through a chemical that absorbs them…"
Chimal read on, interested now, until he had finished section 5.
This tower seemed to be designed to function for centuries without
attention; nevertheless provision had still been made to have it
watched and monitored. There was a bank of instruments at its base
and he went to look at them. Another light was flashing over a large
dial, blinking letters that spelled out REPLACE CHEMICAL. Yet on the
dial itself the reading was right at the top of the activity scale,
just where the book said it should be for correct operation.
"But who am I to argue with this machine," Chimal told
the Master Observer, who had been following him in silence. "The
recharging seems simple enough. There is an automatic cycle that the
machine does when this button is depressed. If it doesn't work the
valves can be worked by hand. Let's see what happens." He pushed
the button.
Operation lights flashed on, flickering in response to the cycle,
and hidden switches closed. A muffled, sighing sound issued from the
column before them and, at the same time the needle on the activity
scale moved into the red danger zone, dropping toward the bottom. The
Master Observer squinted at it, spelling out the letters with his
lips, then looked up, horrified.
"Can this be right? It gets worse not better. Something
terrible is happening."
"I don't think so," Chimal said, frowning in
concentration over the breviary. "It says the chemical needs
replacing. So first I imagine the old chemical is pumped out, and
this removal is what gives that false reading on the scale. Certainly
the absence of a chemical will give the same reading as a bad
chemical."
"Your argument is abstract, hard to follow. I am glad you are
here with us, First Arriver, and I can see the workings of the Great
Designer in this. We could do nothing about this without you."
"Let's see how this comes out, first. So far I've just
followed the book and there has been no real problem. There, the new
chemical must be coming in, the needle's going back up again to fully
charged. That seems to be all there is to it."
The Master Observer pointed, horrified, at the blinking warning
light. "Yet—that goes on. There is something terrible
here. There is something wrong with our air!"
"There is nothing wrong with our air. But there is something
wrong with this machine. It has been recharged, the new chemical is
working perfectly—yet the alarm goes on. The only thing I can
think of is that there is something wrong with the alarm." He
slipped through the sections of the book until he found the one he
wanted, then read through it quickly. "This may be it. Is there
a storeroom here? I want something called 167-R."
"It is this way."
The storeroom contained rows of shelves, all numbered in order,
and Chimal had no trouble locating part 167-R which was a sturdy
cannister with a handle on the end and a warning message printed in
red. CONTAINS PRESSURIZED GAS—POINT AWAY FROM FACE WHEN
OPENING. He did as it advised and turned the handle. There was a loud
hissing, and when it had died away the end came free in his hand. He
reached in and drew out a glittering metal box, shaped like a large
book. It had a handle where the spine would be and a number of
copper-colored studs on the opposite edge. He had not the slightest
idea what its function might be.
"Now let's see what this does."
The breviary directed him to the right spot and he found the
handle in the face of the machine that was marked 167-R, as was the
new one he had just obtained. When he pulled on the handle the
container slid out as easily as a book from a shelf. He threw it
aside and inserted the new part in its place.
"The light is gone, the emergency is over," the Master
Observer called out in a voice cracking with emotion. "You
have succeeded even where the Air Tender failed."
Chimal picked up the discarded part and wondered what had broken
inside it. "It seemed obvious enough. The machinery appeared to
work fine, so the trouble had to be in the alarm circuit, here. It's
described in the book, in the right section. Something turned on and
would not turn off, so the emergency sounded even after the
correction had been made. The tender should have seen that."
He must have been very stupid not to have figured it out, he
continued, to himself. Do not speak ill of the dead, but it was a
fact. The poor man had panicked and killed himself when the problem
had proven insoluble. This was proof of what he had suspected for a
long time now.
In their own way the Watchers were just as slow-witted as the
Aztecs. They had been fitted to a certain function just as the people
in the valley had.
3
"I'm sorry, but I still don't understand it," Watchman
Steel said, frowning over the diagram on the piece of paper, turning
it around in the futile hope that a different angle would make
everything clear.
"I'll show you another way then," Chimal said, going
into his ablutory for the apparatus he had prepared. His observer's
quarters were large and well appointed. He brought out the plastic
container to which he had fastened a length of strong cord. "What
do you see in here?" he asked, and she dutifully bent to look.
"Water. It is half filled with water."
"Correct. Now what will happen if I should turn it on its
side?"
"Why… the water would spill out. Of course."
"Correct!"
She smiled happily at her success. Chimal stretched out a length
of cord and picked up the container by it. "You said it would
spill. Would you believe that I can turn this bucket on its side
without spilling a drop?"
Steel just gaped in awe, believing anything possible of him.
Chimal began to spin the bucket in a small circle, faster and faster,
lifting it at the same time, until it was swinging in a circle
straight up into the air, upside down at the summit of its loop.. The
water stayed in; not a drop was spilled. Then, slowly, he decreased
the speed, until the container was once again on the floor.
"Now, one more question," he said, picking up a book.
"If I were to open my hand and let go of this book—what
would happen?"
"It would fall to the floor," she told him,
intensely proud to have answered so many questions correctly.
"Right again. Now follow closely. The force that pulls the
book to the floor and one that holds the water in the bucket is the
same force, and its name is centrifugal force. There is another force
on large planets called gravity that seems to act the same way,
though I do not understand it. The important thing to remember is
that centrifugal force also holds us down, so we don't fly up into
the air, and is also the reason why we could walk across the sky and
look up at the valley over our heads."
"I don't understand any of that," she admitted.
"It's simple. Say that instead of a cord I had a spinning
wheel. If the container were hung from the rim of the wheel the water
would stay inside of it just as it did when I spun it on the cord.
And I could fasten two containers to the wheel, opposite
each other, and the water would stay in each one. The bottom of each
container would be down for the water it held—yet the direction
down would be directly opposite for each of them. The same
thing is true for us, because this world of rock is spinning too. So
down in the village is below your feet—and down on the
sky is toward the sky. Do you follow all of this?"
"Yes," she told him, although she did not, but she
wanted to please ham.
"Good. Now the next step is the important one and I want you
to be sure you are with me. If down is below your feet in the village
and down is toward the sky when you are opposite it, then halfway
between them the force must be equal, so that there is no force
acting at all. If we could get halfway to the sky from the village we
could just float there."
"That would be very hard to do, unless you were a bird. And
even birds are prevented from leaving the valley by a certain device
of which I have heard."
"Very true. We can't climb up through the air, but we can go
through a tunnel in the rock. The valley is in an opening in the
rock, but it is solid at both ends. If there is a tunnel leading to
the spot, it's called the axis of rotation, that's the name from the
book, we could go there and float in the air."
"I don't think I would like that."
"I would. And I have found the right tunnel on the charts.
Will you go with me?"
Watchman Steel hesitated; she had no desire to experience
adventures of this land. But the First Arriver's wishes must be
treated as law.
"Yes, I will come."
"Good. We'll go now." The books were satisfactory and he
enjoyed his studies, but he needed human contact too. In the village
people were always together. Watchman Steel was the first person he
had met here, and they had snared experiences together. She was not
bright, but she tried to please. He put some food concentrates and a
water bottle into his belt pouch: he had taken to wearing this as did
all the others. It held the communicator, his writing instruments,
some small tools.
"It's the second stairway past the refectory," he told
her as they left.
At the foot of the stairway they stopped while she set her
eskoskeleton for climb. It moved one foot after the other,
providing all the power to lift her weight and therefore prevented
undue strain on her heart. Chimal slowed down to match her mechanical
pace. They went up seven levels before the stairway ended.
"This is the top level," Steel said as she reset the
controls. "I have only been up here once before. There are just
storerooms here."
"More than that, if the diagrams are correct." They
walked the length of the corridor, past the last doorway, and on
through the drill-scored, chill rock. There was no heated flooring
here, but their boots did have thick, insulated soles. At the very
end, facing them, was a metal doorway with the painted legend in
large, red letters: OBSERVERS ONLY.
"I can't go in there," she said.
"You can if I tell you to. In the observer's breviary it
states that watchmen or anyone else may be ordered by observers into
any area to do what is needed." He had never read anything of
the sort, but she did not have to know that
"Of course, then I can go with you. Do you know the
combination of this lock?" She pointed at the complex dial lock
that was fastened to the edge of the door on a hasp.
"No, there was nothing about there being a lock on this
door."
This was the first sealed door that he had seen. Rule and order
were enough to keep the Watchers from entering where they were not
wanted. He looked closely at the lock, and at the hasp.
"This has been added after the original construction,"
he said, pointing to the screw heads. "Someone has drilled into
the metal frame and door and attached this." He took out a
screwdriver and twisted a screw loose. "And not a very good job
either. They did not fix it very securely."
It took only a few moments to remove the retaining screws and put
the lock, still sealed to the hasp, onto the tunnel floor. The door
opened easily then, into a small, metal-walled room.
"What can this mean?" Steel asked, following him in.
"I'm not sure I know. There were no details on the charts.
But—we can follow the instructions and see what happens."
He pointed to the lettered card on one wall. "One, close door,
that's simple enough. Two, hold fast to handgrips."
There were metal loops fixed to the walls at waist height, and
they both took hold of them.
"Three, turn pointer in proper direction."
A metal arrow beneath the sign had its tip touching the word DOWN.
It was pivoted on its base and Chimal released one hand to push the
point of the arrow to UP. When he did so a distant humming began and
the car began to move slowly upward.
"Very good," he said. "Saves us a long climb. This
car must be fixed in a vertical shaft and is pulled up and down by a
device of some kind. What's the matter?"
"I… I don't know," Steel gasped, clutching to the
ring with both hands. "I feel so strange, different."
"Yes, you're right. Lighter perhaps!" He laughed and
jumped up from the floor, and it seemed to take longer than usual
before he dropped back. "The centrifugal force is decreasing.
Soon it will be gone completely." Steel, not as enthused by the
idea as he was, clasped tight and pressed her head to the wall with
her eyes closed.
The trip was relatively brief, and, when the car stopped, Chimal
pushed up on his toes and floated free of the floor.
"It's true—there is no force acting. We are at the axis
of rotation." Steel curled over, gasping and retching, trying to
control the spasms in her stomach. The door opened automatically and
they looked along a circular corridor with rods, like raised rails,
running the length of it. There was no up or down and even Chimal
felt a little queasy when he tried to imagine in what direction they
were facing.
"Come on. We just float, then pull ourselves along those rods
to wherever the tunnel goes. It should be easy." When the girl
showed no intention of moving he pried her hands loose and gently
pushed her into the end of the tube, knocking himself back against
the wall at the same time. She screamed
faintly and thrashed about, trying to clutch onto something. He
launched himself after her and discovered it was not easy at all.
In the end he found that the surest way to progress was to pull
forward lightly, then guide himself by sliding his hands along the
bar as he went. Watchman Steel, after emptying her stomach felt
somewhat better and managed to follow his instructions. Bit by bit
they progressed the length of the tube to the doorway at the end,
then let themselves through into a spherical room that looked out
onto the stars.
"I recognize that long instrument," Chimal said
excitedly. "It's a telescope, for making far away things look
bigger. It can be used for looking at the stars. I wonder what the
other instruments do."
He had forgotten Steel, which she did not mind at all. There was a
couch attached to one portion of the wall and she found that she
could fix herself in it by tightening straps across her body. She did
this and closed her eyes.
Chimal was almost unaware of the lack of any force pulling him
down as he read the operating instructions on the machine. They were
simple and clear and promised wonders. The stars outside of the
bulging, hemispherical window, were rotating in slow circles about a
point in the middle. Not as fast as the stars in the observation
room, and they weren't rising or setting, but they were still moving.
When he actuated a control, as instructed, he felt a sudden force
pulling on him, the girl moaned, and the sensation quickly stopped.
When he turned to look out of the doorway it looked as though the
tunnel was now turning—and the stars were now still. The room
must now be rotating in the opposite direction from the rest of the
world, so they were motionless in relation to the stars. What wonders
the Great Designer had created!
Once the computer was actuated it needed two points of reference.
After it knew these it was self orientating. Following the
instructions, Chimal pointed the pilot scope at a bright, glowing red
star, fixed it in the crosshairs of the telescope, then pressed the
spectrum analysis button. The identification was instantly projected
on a small screen: Aldebaran. Not far away from it was another bright
star that appeared to be in the constellation he knew as The Hunter.
Its name was Rigel. Perhaps it was in The Hunter, it was so hard to
tell even well-known constellations with the infinitude of lights
that filled the sky.
"Look at it," he called to the girl, in pride and
wonder.
"That is the real sky, the real stars." She
looked quickly and nodded, and closed her eyes again. "Outside
this window is space, vacuum, no air to breathe. Just nothing at all,
an empty immensity. How can the distance be measured to a star—how
can we imagine it? And this, this world of ours, is going from one
star to another, will reach it some day. Do you know the name of the
star that is our destination?"
"We were taught—but I'm afraid I have forgotten."
"Proxima Centauri. In an old language that means the closest
star in the constellation of the centaur. Don't you want to see it?
What a moment this is. It is one of those out there, right in front
of us. The machine will find it."
Carefully, he set the dials for the correct combination, checking
them twice to be sure he had entered the right numbers from the
printed 1ist. It was correct. He pressed the actuate button and moved
back.
Like the snout of a great, questing animal the telescope shivered
and swung slowly into motion. Chimal stayed clear as it turned with
ponderous precision, slowed and stopped. It was pointing far to one
side, almost 90 degrees from the center of the window.
Chimal laughed. "That can't be," he said. "There
has been a mistake. If Proxima Centauri were way over there, out to
the side, it would mean that we were going past it…"
His fingers shook as he returned to the list and checked his
figures over and over again.
4
"Just look at these figures and tell me if they are true or
not—that's all I ask." Chimal dropped the papers onto the
table before the Master Observer.
"I have told you, I am not very practiced at the mathematics.
There are machines for this sort of thing." The old man stared
straight ahead, looking neither at the papers nor at Chimal, unmoving
except for his fingers that plucked, unnoticed, at his clothing.
"These are from a machine, a readout. Look at them and tell
me if they are correct or not."
"I am no longer young and it is time for prayers and rest. I
ask you to leave me."
"No. Not until you have given me an answer. You don't want to
answer, do you?"
The old man's continued silence destroyed the last element of
calmness that Chimal possessed. The Master Observer gave a hoarse cry
as Chimal reached out to seize his deus and, with a quick snap, broke
the chain that supported it. He looked at the numbers in the openings
in the front.
"186,293… do you know what that means?"
"This is—close to blasphemy. Return that, at once."
"I was told that this numbered the days of the voyage, days
in old Earth time. As I remember it there are about 365 days in an
Earth year."
He threw the deus onto the table and the old man snatched it up at
once, in both hands. Chimal took a writing tablet and a stylus from
his belt. "Divide… this shouldn't be hard… the
answer is…" He scrawled a line under the figure and waved
it under the Master Observer's nose. "It's been over 510 years
since the voyage began. The estimate in all the books was five
hundred years or less, and the Aztecs believe they will be freed in
500 years. This is just added evidence. With my own eyes I saw that
we are no longer going toward Proxima Centauri, but are aimed instead
almost at the constellation Leo."
"How can you know that?"
"Because I was in the navigation chamber and used the
telescope. The axis of rotation is no longer pointing at Proxima
Centauri. We are going somewhere else."
"These are all very complex questions," the old man
said, dabbing a kerchief at the corners of his red-rimmed eyes. "I
remember no relationship between the axis of rotation and our
direction…"
"Well I do—and I have checked already to make sure. To
keep the navigational instruments functioning correctly, Proxima
Centauri is fixed at the axis of rotation. Automatic course
corrections are made if it drifts—so we move in the direction
of the main axis. This cannot be changed." Chimal chewed at a
knuckle in sudden thought. "Though we might now be going to a
different star! Now tell me the truth—what has happened?"
The old observer stayed rigid for a moment longer, then collapsed,
sighing, inside the restraining support of his eskoskeleton.
"There is nothing that can be kept from you, First Arriver, I
realize that now. But I did not want you to know until you had come
to full knowledge. That must be now, or you would not have found out
these things." He threw a switch and the motors hummed as they
lifted him to his feet and moved him
across the room.
"The meeting is recorded here in the log. I was a young man
at the time, then the youngest observer in fact, the others are long
since dead. How many years ago was that? I am not sure, yet I still
remember every detail of it. An act of faith, an act of
understanding, an act of trust." He seated himself again,
holding a red bound book in both hands, looking at it, through it, to
that well remembered day.
"We were weeks, months almost, weighing all of the facts and
coming to a decision. It was a solemn, almost heart-stopping moment.
The Chief Observer stood and read all of the observations. The
instruments showed that we had slowed, that new data must be fed in
to put us into an orbit about the star. Then he read about the
planetary observations and we all felt distress at what had been
discovered. The planets were not suitable, that was what was wrong.
Just not suitable. We could have been the Observers of the Day of
Arrival, yet we had the strength to turn away from the temptation. We
had to fulfill the trust of the people in our charge. When the Master
Observer explained this we all knew what had to be done. The Great
Designer had planned even for this day, for the chance that no
satisfactory planets could be found in orbit about Proxima Centauri,
and a new course was set to Alpha Centauri. Or was it Wolf 359 in
Leo? I forget now, it had been so many years. But it is all in here,
the truth of the decision. Hard as it was to make—it was made.
I shall carry the memory of that day with me to the recycler. Few are
given such a chance to serve."
"May I see the book? What day was this decided?"
"A day fixed in history, but look for yourself." The old
man smiled and opened the book, apparently at random, on the table
before him. "See how it opens to the correct place? I have read
in it so often."
Chimal took the book and read the entry. It occupied less than a
page. Surely a record of brevity for such a momentous occasion.
"There is nothing here about the observations and the reasons
for the decisions," he said, "No details on the planets
that were so unsuitable."
"Yes, there, beginning the second paragraph. If you will
permit me I can quote from memory. '… therefore, it was the
observations alone that could determine future action. The planets
were unsuitable.' "
"But why? There are no details."
"Details are not needed. This was a decision of faith. The
Great Designer had made allowance for the fact that suitable planets
might not be found, and He is the one who knew. If the planets were
suitable he would have not given us a choice. This is a very
important doctrinal point. We all looked through the telescope and
agreed. The planets were not suitable. They were tiny, and had no
light of their own like a sun, and were very far away. They obviously
were not suitable…"
Chimal sprang to his feet, slamming the book onto the table.
"Are you telling me that you decided simply by looking
through the telescope while still at astronomical distance? That you
made no approaches, no landings, took no photographs… ?"
"I know nothing of those things. They must be things that
Arrivers do. We could not open the valley until we were sure these
planets were proper. Think—how terrible! What would it have
been like if the Arrivers found these planets unsuitable! We would
have betrayed our trust. No, far better to make this weighty decision
ourselves. We knew what was involved. Every one of us searched his
heart and faith before coming to a reluctant decision. The planets
were unsuitable."
"And this was decided by faith alone?"
"The faith of good men, true men. There was no other way, nor
did we want one. How could we have possibly erred as long as we stood
true to our beliefs?"
In silence, Chimal copied the date of the decision onto his
writing tablet, then put the book back onto the table.
"Don't you agree that it was the wisest decision?" the
Master Observer asked, smiling.
"I think you were all mad," Chimal said.
"Blasphemy! Why do you say that?"
"Because you knew nothing at all about those planets, and a
decision made without facts or knowledge is no decision—just
superstitious nonsense."
"I will not hear these insults—even from the First
Arriver. I ask you respectfully to leave my quarters."
"Facts are facts, and guesswork is guesswork. Stripped of all
the mumbo-jumbo and faith talk, your decision is just baseless. Worse
than a guess since you make a guess from incomplete facts. You
pietistical fools had no facts at all. What did the rest of your
people say about the decision?"
"They did not know. It was not their decision. They serve,
that is all they ask. That is all we observers asked."
"Then I'm going to tell them all, and find the computer. We
can still turn back."
The eskoskeleton hummed to follow his body as the old man stood,
straight and angry, pointing his finger at Chimal.
"You cannot. It is forbidden knowledge for them and I forbid
you to mention it to them—or to go near the computers. The
decision of the observers cannot be reversed."
"Why not? You are just men. Damn fallible, stupid men at
that. You were wrong and I'm going to right that wrong."
"If you do you will prove that you are not the First Arriver
after all, but something else. I know not what. I must search the
breviary for the meaning of this."
"Search, I act. We turn."
For long minutes after Chimal slammed out the Master Observer
stood, staring at the closed door. When he finally reached a decision
he wanted to groan aloud with unhappiness at the terribleness of it
all. But hard decisions had to be made too: that was the burden of
his responsibility. He picked up his communicator to make the call.
The sign on the door read NAVIGATION ROOM —OBSERVERS ONLY.
Chimal had been so angry at the time of his discovery that he had not
thought to search out this room and verify his information. The anger
was still there, but now it was cold and disciplined: he would do
whatever had to be done. A search of the charts had revealed the
existence of this place. He pushed open the door and went in.
The room was small and contained only two chairs, a computer
input, some breviaries of data, and a chart on the wall of simplified
operating instructions. The input was designed for a single function
and took instructions in ordinary language. Chimal read the chart
quickly, then sat before the input and tapped out a message with one
finger.
IS THE ORBIT NOW TOWARD PROXIMA CENTAURI?
As soon as he pressed the button for answer the input
burst into rapid life and typed:
NO.
HAVE WE PASSED PROXIMA CENTAURI?
QUESTION IS UNCLEAR. SEE INSTRUCTION 13.
Chimal thought a moment, then fed in a new question.
CAN THE ORBIT BE CHANGED TO GO TO PROXIMA CENTAURI?
YES.
That was better. Chimal typed in HOW LONG WILL IT TAKE TO REACH
PROXIMA CENTAURI IF THE ORBIT IS CHANGED NOW? This time the computer
took almost three seconds to answer, since there were many
computations to be made and memories to be consulted.
ESTIMATED ARRIVAL 100 ASTRONOMICAL UNITS DISTANCE PROXIMA CENTAURI
17,432 DAYS.
Chimal did the division quickly. "That's less than 50 years.
The arrival might even be in my lifetime if we begin the new orbit
now!"
But how? How could the observers be made to change the orbit?
There was a possibility that he could find the proper instructions
and breviaries and work out how to do it himself, but only if he were
undisturbed. He could not possibly do the work in the face of their
active hostility. Nor would words alone convince them. What would?
They had to be forced to make the orbit change whether they wanted to
or not. Violence? It wouldn't be possible to capture them all and
force them to the work. The Watchers would never permit this. Nor
could he simply kill them: this was equally distasteful, though he
was certainly in the humor for it He felt like doing violence to
something.
The air machinery? The equipment he had worked on —it was
vital for life, but only over a period of time. If there were some
way to damage it, he was the only one who would be able to repair it.
And he would not even begin the repairs until the course had been
changed and they were on their way to the nearby star.
This was what he had to do. He slammed out into the passageway and
saw the Master Observer and the other observers hurrying toward him
at the highest speed their eskoskeletons would go. Chimal ignored
their shouts and ran in the opposite direction, easily outdistancing
them. As fast as he could, by the most direct route, he ran to the
tunnel that went to the air plant.
The track was empty. No car was waiting.
Should he walk? It would take hours to get through this tunnel
that ran the full length of the valley. And if they sent a car after
him there would be no possibility of escape. He needed a car
himself—but should he call for one? If all the Watchers had
been alerted he would be simply trapping himself. He had to make a
decision quickly. It was a better than good chance that the people
had not been informed; that was not the Master Observer's way. He
turned to the communicator on the wall.
"This is the First Arriver. I want a car at once, at station
187." The speaker hummed silently for a moment, then a voice
answered.
"It shall be as you order. It will be there in a few
minutes."
Would it? Or would the man report it to the observers? Chimal
paced in an agony of apprehension, unable now to do anything except
wait. It was only a few minutes before the car arrived, but the time
seemed endless to him.
"Would you wish me to drive?" the operator said.
"No, I can do it myself."
The man climbed out and saluted Chimal respectfully as the car
started down the track. The way was clear. Even if the man did report
him, Chimal knew that he had a clear lead. If he kept ahead of any
possible pursuers and worked fast he should finish what he had to do
before they caught up with him. But now, before he arrived, he must
think ahead, plan what would be the best thing to do. The machinery
was so massive it would take too long to injure any of that, but the
control panels were smaller and more lightly made. Simply destroying
some of the instruments or removing their components should be
enough. The observers would never be able to repair them without his
help. But before he broke anything he had to be sure that there were
replacements. Simply removing components from the controls might not
be enough; the Master Observer, if pressed, might be able to figure
that out from the empty slots. No, something must be broken.
When the car slammed to a stop at the other end of the tunnel he
jumped from it, every move planned in advance. First the breviary. It
was resting just where he had left it. There was no one else here so
apparently the new tender had not taken up his position yet. That was
just as well. He had to find the correct diagram, then the parts
numbers. He walked into the storeroom as he read. Yes, here they
were, the readouts and mechanical actuators from the panel. More than
ten of each. The Great Designer had planned well, and overprovided
for every eventuality. But He had not considered sabotage. As an
added precaution, Chimal removed all the replacements and took them
to another storeroom where he buried them deep behind a stock of
massive piping. Now, destruction.
A great, open-end wrench, heavy and as long as his arm, would make
a perfect weapon. He took it into the main chamber and stood before
the board, weighing it in both hands. There, the glass-faced pressure
dial first. He swung the wrench up over his head like a war-ax and
brought it down with a splintering crash.
Instantly red lights flashed on and off all over the chamber and a
siren began a shrill, ear-hurting scream. An amplified voice, louder
than thunder, roared out at him.
"STOP! STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING! YOU ARE INJURING THE MACHINE!
THIS IS THE ONLY WARNING YOU WILL HAVE!"
Flashing lights and warnings were not going to stop him. He
brought the wrench down again on the same spot. As he did this a
metal door burst open in the wall above him, showering down dust. The
muzzle of a laser gun slammed out into position and began firing
instantly, the green pencil of flame cutting an arc in front of the
control panel.
Chimal threw himself aside but not quickly enough. The beam caught
his left side, his leg, his arm, burning through the clothing
instantly and deep into the flesh. He fell heavily, almost
unconscious from the sudden shock and pain.
The Great Designer had considered everything, even the possibility
of sabotage, Chimal realized. Far too late.
When the observers hurried in they found him this way, crawling,
leaving a painful track of blood. Chimal opened his mouth to say
something but the Master Observer gestured and stepped aside. A man
with a tank on his back and a gun-like nozzle in his hand moved
forward and pressed the trigger. A cloud of gas engulfed Chimal and
his head dropped heavily to the stone flooring.
5
While he was unconscious the machines cared
for him. The observers stripped his clothes from him and placed him
in the trough on the table. They fed in a description of his
injuries, then let the analyzer decide for itself. Once begun the
entire operation was completely automatic.
X-rays were taken, while his blood pressure, temperature and all
other vital statistics were recorded. Blood clotting foam was applied
at once to the wounds, as soon as they had been photographed.
Diagnosis took place inside the computer and treatment was
programmed. The analysis apparatus rose silently up into its
container and a shining metallic surgeon took its place. It hovered
over the wound while its binocular microscopes peered deep, its many
arms ready. Although it worked on only a very small area at a time it
worked incredibly fast, far faster than could any careful human
surgeon, as it followed the program of the computer. A speck of foam
was flicked away, the area cleaned, burned tissue removed in a
lightning debridement. Then a binding glue, that accelerated tissue
growth as well, was applied and the flashing instruments moved on.
Down his arm, closing the wound, sewing the severed tendons,
rejoining the cut nerve endings. Then to his side where the laser ray
had cut deep into the muscles, although it had not touched any of the
internal organs. Finally the leg, a burned area on his thigh, the
simplest wound of all.
When Chimal awoke he had difficulty at first in remembering what
had happened and why he was here in the hospital. He was heavily
sedated and felt no pain, but his head was light and he felt too
exhausted to even roll over.
Memory returned, and with it bitterness. He had failed. The
endless voyage to nowhere would go on. The observers were too
faithful to their trust of preserving; they could not consider ending
it. Perhaps the Great Designer had made His only mistake here by
planning too well. The Watchers were so efficient at their work, and
so pleased by it, that they could even consider the possibility of
bringing it to a halt. The next star, if they ever reached it, would
also be sure to have unsatisfactory planets. He had had only one
chance to end the voyage, and Chimal had failed in the attempt. There
would be no more chances for him, the observers would see to that—and
there would be no more Chimals after this. The warning would be
heeded. If any more children were ever born of a union between the
two villages, they would not be welcome here. Perhaps the gods might
even whisper in the first priest's ear and there would be a welcome
sacrifice.
The nursing machines, aware that he had returned to consciousness,
removed the intravenous feeding drip from his arm and produced a bowl
of warm broth.
"Please open your mouth," the sweet, recorded voice of a
girl, centuries dead, told him, and a bent tube was lowered into the
broth and brought carefully to his lips. He obliged.
The machine must also have announced that he was awake because the
door opened and the Master Observer came in.
"Why did you do this impossible thing?" he asked. "None
of us can understand it. It will be months before the damage can be
fixed since we cannot trust you near it again."
"I did it because I want you to change our orbit. I would do
anything to make you do that. If we made the change now we could be
near Proxima Centauri in less than fifty years. That's all I'm asking
you to do, just look closer at the planets. You don't even have to
promise to tell anyone other than the observers. Will you do it?"
"Now don't stop," the gentle voice chided. "You
have to finish it all up, every drop. You hear?"
"No. Of course not. It is not up to me at all. The decision
has been made and recorded and I cannot possibly think of changing
it. You should not even ask me."
"I have to, to appeal to you—how? In the name of
humanity? End the centuries of imprisonment and fear and death. Free
your own people from the tyranny that controls them."
"What madness are you talking?"
"Truth. Look at my people, living brutalized, superstitious
and short lives, their population controlled by venomous snakes.
Monstrous! And your own morbid people, these poor women like Watchman
Steel, a ghost of a self-torturing female with none of the normal
traits of her sex. Loathing motherhood and loving to inflict pain
upon herself. You can end the bondage of all of them…"
"Stop," the Master Observer commanded, raising his hand.
"I will hear no more of this blasphemous talk. This world is a
perfect world, just as the Great Designer ordered it, and to even
speak of changing it is a crime beyond imagining. I have considered
for many hours what to do with you, and have consulted with the other
observers, and we have reached a decision."
"Kill me and shut me up forever?"
"No, we cannot do that. Warped as you are by your incorrect
upbringing among the savages in the valley, you are still the First
Arriver. Therefore you will arrive, that is our decision."
"What nonsense is this?" Chimal was too tired to argue
more. He pushed the unemptied bowl away and shut his eyes.
"The diagrams disclose that there are five objects called
spaceships in caverns on the outer skin of this world. They are
described carefully and have been designed to travel from here to
whatever planet is to be settled. You will be placed into one of
these spaceships and you will leave. You will go to the planets as
you wish. You will be the First Arriver."
"Get out," Chimal said, wearily. "No, you're not
killing me, just sending me on a fifty year voyage by myself, in
exile, alone for the rest of my life. In a ship that may not even
carry enough, food and air for a voyage of that length. Leave me, you
filthy hypocrite."
"The machines inform me that in ten days you will be cured
enough "to leave this bed. An eskoskeleton is being prepared to
aid you. At that time observers will come and see that you board the
ship. They will drug you and carry you if they must. You will go. I
will not be there because I do not wish to see you again. I will not
even say goodbye because you have been a
sore trial in my life, and have said blasphemous words that I will
never forget. You are too evil to bear." The old man turned and
left even before he was through speaking.
Ten days, Chimal thought, as he drifted on the edge of sleep. Ten
days. What can I possibly do in that time? What can I possibly do at
all? To end this tragedy. How I wish I could expose the indecency of
the life these people lead. Even the lives of my people, short and
unhappy as they are, are better than this. I would like to break open
this termites' nest to their gaze, to let them see just what kind of
people they are who hide and skulk nearby, watching and ordering.
His eyes opened wide and, unconscious of what he was doing, he sat
bolt upright in the bed.
"Of course. Let my people into these caverns. There would be
no choice then—we would have to change the orbit for Proxima
Centauri."
He dropped back onto the pillows. He had ten days to make plans
and decide just what to do.
Four days later the eskoskeleton was brought in and stood in a
corner. During the next sleeping period he dragged himself from the
bed and put it on, practicing with it. The controls were simple and
foolproof. He was out of bed every night after that, tottering at
first, then walking grimly in spite of the pain. Doing simple
exercises. His appetite increased. The ten day figure was far more
time than he needed. The machines must have estimated his period of
healing by using as a standard the sluggish metabolisms of the
Watchers. He could do much better than that.
There was always an observer on guard outside of his room, he
heard them talking when they changed shifts, but they never entered.
They wanted to have nothing to do with him. During the sleeping
period of the ninth day Chimal rose and silently dressed himself. He
was still weak, but the eskoskeleton helped that, taking most of the
exertion out of walking and other physical movements. A light chair
was the only possible weapon that the room provided. He took it in
both hands and stood behind the door—then screamed.
"Help! I'm bleeding… I'm dying… help!"
At once he had to raise his voice and shout louder to drown out
the voice of the nurse who kept ordering him back to bed for an
examination. Surely alarms were going off somewhere. He had to be
fast. Where was that fool of an observer? How long did it take him
to make up his simple mind? If he didn't come in soon Chimal would
have to go after him, and if the man were armed that could be
dangerous.
The door opened and Chimal hit him with the chair as soon as he
entered. He rolled on the floor and moaned but there was no time to
even look at him. One man—or a world? Chimal pried the laser
rifle from his fingers and went out, moving at the fastest speed the
eskoskeleton would permit.
At the first turning he left the hospital passage and headed
toward the outermost corridors, the ones that were usually deserted,
almost certainly so at this hour. It was one hour to dawn, the
Watchers of course kept the same time as the valley, and he would
need every minute of that. The route he had planned was circuitous
and he was so slow.
No one would know what he had planned, that certainly would help.
Only the Master Observer could make decisions, and he did not make
them easily. The first thing he would probably think of would be that
Chimal might return to finish his job of sabotage. Weapons would be
found and observers dispatched to the air plant. Then more thought. A
search perhaps, and finally the alerting of all the people. How long
would that take? Impossible to estimate. Hopefully more than an hour.
If it happened sooner Chimal would fight. Hurt, kill if necessary.
Some would die so that future generations might live.
The Master Observer moved even slower than Chimal imagined. Almost
the entire hour had passed before he met another man, and this one
was obviously bent on a routine errand. When he came close and
recognized Chimal he was too shocked to do anything. Chimal got
behind him and let the powered hands of the eskoskeleton throttle the
man into unconsciousness. Now—dawn, and the last corridor.
His life was running backwards. This was the way he had entered,
so long ago, going fearfully in the other direction. How he had
changed since that day: how much he had learned. Valueless things
unless he could put them to some real use. He came down the
stone-floored tunnel just as the door at the far end swung up and
outward. Outlined against the blue of the morning sky stood the
monstrous figure of Coatlicue, snake-headed and claw-armed. Coming
toward him. In
spite of knowledge his heart leapt in his chest. But he walked on,
straight toward her.
The great stone swung silently shut again and the goddess came
forward, gaze fixed and unseeing. She came up to him and past
him—then turned and
entered the niche to wheel about and stand, frozen and inactive. To
rest for one more day before emerging on her nightly patrol.
"You are a machine," Chimal said. "Nothing more.
And there, behind you, are tools and parts cabinets and your
breviary." He walked past her and picked it up and read the
cover. "And your name isn't even Coatlicue, it is HEAT SEEKING
GUARD ROBOT. Which explains now how I escaped from you—once I
was under the water I vanished as far as your senses were concerned."
He opened the book.
Though the Coatlicue robot was undoubtedly complex, the repairs
and instructions were simple, like all the others. Chimal had
originally thought that it would be enough to open the portal and
send her out in the daylight. But there was far more he could do with
her. Following the directions he slid aside a panel in the machine's
back and exposed a multiholed socket. In the cabinet was a control
box with a length of wire and a matching plug. With this the
automatic circuits could be over ridden and the machine tested and
moved about at the will of the controller. Chimal plugged it in.
"Walk!" he commanded, and the goddess lurched forward.
"In a circle," he said and worked the controls.
Coatlicue dutifully trundled in a circle about him, brushing against
the cavern' walls, her twisting heads just below the high ceiling.
He could lead her out and command her to do just what he wished.
No—not lead! He could do far better than that.
"Kneel!" he shouted, and she obeyed. Laughing, he put
one foot in her bent elbow and climbed to her shoulders and sat, his
heels dangling amid the dried human hands, while he held to one of
her hard and metallically scaly necks.
"Now, forward, we are leaving. I am Chimal," he shouted.
"The one who left and returned—and who rides a goddess!"
As they approached the exit it swung up in response to some
automatic signal. He stopped the machine under the door and examined
the mechanism. Heavy pistons pushed it open and held it that way. If
he could melt the rods, bend them without destroying them, the door
would be held rigidly open beyond quick repair. And what he had to do
would not take too long. Not long indeed. The laser beam played over
the smooth rod of the piston until it turned red and suddenly sagged
under the weight of the rock. He turned the beam quickly away and the
door fell. But it stopped quickly, still supported by the piston on
the other side. The first one was bent, the metal firm again, and
would not be able to move back into the cylinder in this damaged
condition. The door was sealed open.
Out into the valley Chimal rode his strange mount, the snake heads
and snake-kirtle hissing loudly, but not as loud as his victorious
laughter.
As the trail emerged from the crevice Chimal stopped and looked
across his valley with mixed feelings: he had not realized until this
moment that he would enjoy being back. Home. There was still a dawn
haze hanging over the fields along the river bed. This would burn
away as soon as the sun cleared the mountains. He breathed deep of
the clean, sharp air that was touched with the scent of green growing
things. It was pleasant to be outdoors again after the musty deadness
of the corridors. Yet, as he thought this, he realized that his
valley was just a large cavern torn from solid rock, and while he
looked at it he was also aware of the tunnels that surrounded it and
the empty space and stars outside. These thoughts were disconcerting
and he shivered and put them from his mind. His wounds ached; he had
moved too much and too soon. He started the goddess ahead, down to
the riverbank and across, splashing through the shallow water.
In the villages people would be washing now and preparing the
morning meal. Soon they would be leaving for the fields and if he
hurried he would get there at the same time. A twist of the controls
sent Coatlicue trundling forward at a slow run, jarring his body with
every step. He closed his teeth tightly and ignored the pain. As the
goddess's speed increased her heads moved back and forth in faster
tempo as did the kirtle of snakes. The hissing was deafening.
Straight ahead to the valley wall he went, and then south to the
temple. The priests would be finishing the morning service and this
would be a good time to find them all together. He slowed Coatlicue
as the pyramid came into sight, and the hissing diminished. Then, at
a steady walking pace, he brought her around the steps of the pyramid
and into their midst.
It was a frozen, heart-stopping moment. There was a sharp crash as
the obsidian knife fell from Itzcoatl's hand as the first, priest
swayed with shock. The others were rigid, and the only motion was the
incessant weaving of the snakes' heads. The priests turned faces,
dumb with disbelief, upon the goddess and her rider, their eyes wide,
the pupils contracted to dots.
"You have sinned!" Chimal screamed at them, waving the
laser gun. It was doubtful if they even recognized him in his clothes
the color of blood, perched high above them. "Coatlicue will
have her vengeance. To the village of Quilapa, now—go. Run!"
The goddess started toward them, hissing outrageously, and they
needed no more urging. They turned and fled and the snake-headed
monster was at their heels. As they came to the village the first
people appeared, stunned, all of them, by this frightening appearance
and the unbelievable scene. Chimal gave them no time to gather their
wits as he shouted orders at them to go on to Zaachila.
Chimal slowed the goddess as they came between the houses and the
priests mingled with the crowd that poured out in a terrified wave.
He did not permit them to stop, but scourged their flanks back and
forth like a demonic herd. Women, children, babies—all of
them—fled before him to the river and across. The first ones
were already in Zaachila and the warning was given. Before he reached
there the entire village was in flight from him.
"To the swamp!" he roared as they trampled through the
fields of corn stubble and fled between the rows of maguey. "To
the wall, to the cleft, to see what I will show you there!"
In blind panic they fled and he harried behind them. The palisade
of the valley wall was ahead and the end was in sight. In a few
minutes they would be in the tunnel and that would be the beginning
of the end of the life they had known. Chimal laughed and shouted,
tears streaming down his face. The end, the end…
A growing rumble, like distant thunder sounded ahead, and from the
canyon wall a cloud of dust rolled out. The crowd slowed and stopped,
milling about, not knowing which danger to flee from, then moved
aside fearfully as Coatlicue plunged into their midst. Cold fear
clutched hard at Chimal's chest as he rode toward the cleft in the
towering walls.
He was afraid to admit what might have happened, dared not admit
it to himself. He was close, too close to the end in every way for
anything to go wrong now. Up the trail Coatlicue ran, and into the
opening in the cuff.
To stop, dead, before the barrier of broken rock that sealed it
from side to side.
A piece of rock clattered down the heap and then there was
silence. The dust settled slowly. There was no trace of the stone
doorway or of the opening to the caverns beyond, only the great heap
of broken rock that covered the spot where it once had existed.
And then the darkness came. Clouds blew up, so suddenly that
before the first thunderheads were even noticed the sky was covered
with them. And even before they hid the sun, the sun itself dimmed
and darkened and a cold wind raced the length of the valley. The
people, huddled together, moaned in agony at the tragedy that befell
them. Were the gods warring on Earth? What was happening? Was it the
end?
Then the rain fell, adding to the darkness, and there was hail
mixed with the freezing drops. The villagers broke and ran. Chimal
fought the obscuring depression of defeat from his thoughts and
turned Coatlicue to follow them. The fight wasn't over yet. Another
way out could be found, Coatlicue would force the villagers to help
him, their fear of her presence could not be washed away by rain and
darkness.
Halfway about the goddess stopped, rigid. The snakes were frozen
in the endless coiling and their voices cut off short. For a second
she leaned forward onto a partly raised foot, then came to rest. All
the power had been cut off and the control box was useless. Chimal
let it drop from his hand, then slowly and painfully slid down the
wet and slippery metal back to the muddy ground.
He realized that the laser rifle was still in his hand; he pointed
it at the rock barrier in a futile gesture of hatred and pulled hard
on the trigger. But even this weak protest was denied him: the rain
had penetrated its mechanism and it would not fire. He hurled it away
from him.
The rain poured down and it was darker than the darkest night.
6
Chimal found himself sitting on the bank of the river, the roar of
the water flooding by invisibly before him. His head rested on his
knees and his right side, leg and arm, should do it soon before it
became too deep. There was water sounded high and if he were going to
cross he should do it soon before it became too deep. There was
really no reason to cross, he would be just as dead on the outer side
as he would be here, but Quilapa was over there and that was his
village.
But when he tried to rise, to push himself to his feet, he found
that he was frozen in the hunched position. The water had shorted out
his eskoskeleton and it would permit only limited movements. With an
effort he freed one arm, then released all the other fastenings. When
he finally rose he left it behind like a discarded husk of a former
life, perpetually crouching in obeisance by the water's edge. When he
stepped into the river it came to his knees, then up to his waist
before he was halfway across. He had to feel for each foothold
carefully, leaning his weight against the current all of the tune. If
he were swept away now he knew that he would not be strong enough to
swim to safety.
Step by step he went forward, the water tugging relentlessly at
him: it would be so easy to give in and let it carry him away from
everything. For some reason he found the idea distasteful—a
sudden memory of the Air Tender hanging by his neck—and he
rejected it and went on. The water was only to his thighs now, then
below his knees again. He was across. Before climbing out he bent and
filled his cupped hands and drank from them, many times. He was
thirsty and in spite of the rain and the cold his skin was hot. His
wounds did not bear thinking about.
Was there nowhere to go? Was it all over, forever? Chimal stood
there, swaying in the darkness, his face up to the rain. Perhaps
there really was a Great Designer who watched and thwarted him
at every turning. No, that couldn't be true. He would not give in to
a greater superstition now that he had discarded all his smaller
ones. This world had been designed by men, built by men; he had read
their proud reports and understood their thinking. He even knew the
name of the one they called the Great Designer and knew the reasons
why He had done all this. They were written in the books and could be
read two ways.
Chimal knew that he had failed because of chance —and
ignorance. It was luck that he had managed to come this far. A man
was not made whole in a few short months. He had the knowledge of a
man, perhaps. He had learnt so much and so quickly, but he still
thought like a villager. Lash out. Run. Fight. Die. If only he could
have done better.
If only he could have led his people through that painted hall and
down the golden corridor to the stars.
And with this thought, this vision, came the first tiny inkling of
hope.
Chimal walked on. He was again alone in the valley, and when the
rains ceased and the sun came, out the hunt would once more be on for
him. How tenderly the priests would keep him alive for the tortures
that they would invent and dwell upon. They who taught fear had felt
fear, had run, craven. Their revenge would be exacting.
They would not have him. Once before, in absolute ignorance he had
escaped the valley—he would do it again. Now he knew what lay
behind the rock wall, where the entrances were and what they led to.
There had to be a way to reach one of them. Ahead, on the top of the
cliff, was the entrance near which he had hidden his food and water.
If he could reach it he could rest and hide, make plans.
Yet even as he thought of it he knew that it was impossible. He
had never been able to climb the valley walls when in perfect health
and possessed of all his strength. It had been cunningly designed
everywhere to prevent anyone from escaping in that manner. Even the
vulture's ledge, far beneath the canyon's rim, would have been
impossible to reach had not some chance accident broken a gap in the
overhanging lip of rock.
In the darkness he stopped and laughed, until it turned into a fit
of coughing.
That was the way. That might be the way out. Now he had a purpose
and, in spite of the pain, he moved forward steadily in the streaming
downpour. By the time he reached the valley wall the rain had
lessened to a steady drizzle and the sky was lighter. The gods had
made their point; they were still in command. They would gain nothing
by flooding the valley.
Only they weren't gods, they were men. Fallible and stupid men
whose work was finished even if they did not know it.
Through the faffing rain he could make out the dark bulk of the
pyramid as he passed it, but it was silent there and nothing moved.
If the priests had returned they were now locked in their deepest
chambers. He smiled and rubbed his knuckles across his mouth. Well,
if he had done nothing else he had given them a fright they would
never forget, oh yes he had. Perhaps this made up, in a very small
way, for what they had done to his mother. These arrogant, strutting
bullies would never again have the assurance that they were the final
law among men.
When Chimal reached the spot below the ledge he stopped to rest.
The rain had ceased but the valley was still swathed in a sea of damp
fog. His left side was on fire and when he touched it his hand came
away red with blood. Too bad. It was not going to stop him. This
climb had to be made while vision was still obscured, so neither the
villagers nor the watching observers could see him. The pickups in
the sky above would be useless now, but there might be others nearby
that would be able to see him. Certainly things would be upset now
among the watchmen, and the sooner he moved the better his chances
would be of doing it unseen. But he was so tired. He stood and placed
his hands against the rock.
The only memory of the climb he had was one of pain. Red agony
that fogged his vision and made it almost impossible to see. His
fingers had to seek out grips on their own and his
toes scuffled blindly for a place to rest. Perhaps he went up the
same way he had used when he had climbed it as a boy: he could not be
sure. The pain went on and on and the rock was slippery, with water
or blood he could not tell. When he finally pulled himself over the
rock lip onto the ledge he could not stand, could barely move.
Pushing with his legs he slid his body through the wet filth on the
ledge to the back of the shallow cave, beside the door. He would have
to find a hiding place to one side, where he could not be seen
through the concealed peephole, yet close enough to attack anyone who
came. Crawling over he propped his back against the rock.
If they did not come soon it was all over. The climb had taxed him
beyond his strength and he could barely stay conscious sitting there.
Yet he must. He must be awake and alert and attack the next time the
door was opened to feed the vultures. Then he must enter, attack,
win. But he was so tired. Surely no one would come now, not until
normal events were restored in the valley. Perhaps if he slept now he
would be rested when the door did open. That would surely be some
hours, perhaps a day more at least.
Yet, even as he was thinking this, there was a motion of air as
the entrance in the rock swung up and out.
The suddenness of the happening, the gray weight of his fatigue,
were too much for him. He
could only gape as Watchman Steel appeared in the opening.
"What has happened?" she asked. "You must tell me
what has happened."
"How did you find me…your screen?"
"Yes. We saw strange things happening in the valley, we heard
rumors. No one seems to know the details. You have been missing, then
I heard you were somewhere in the valley. I kept searching all the
pickups, until I found you. What is happening? Tell me, please. None
of us know and it is… terrible…" Her face was
blank with fright: there is no destroyer like disorder in a world of
complete order.
"Just what do you know?" he asked her as she helped him
inside, to the seat in the car. After she had closed the feeding door
she took a small container from her belt and passed it to him.
"Tea," she said. "You always liked it." Then
fear of the unknown possessed her again as she remembered. "I
never saw you again. You showed me the stars and told me about them,
and kept shouting that we had passed Proxima Centauri, that we had to
go back. Then we returned to the place where we had weight and you
left me. I never saw you again. That has been days, many days now,
and there has been trouble. The Observer at services tells us that
evil walks the corridors but will not tell us what it is. He will not
answer questions about you—it is as though you never existed.
There have been alarms, strange things happening, two people have
collapsed and died. Four girls are in hospital, they cannot work and
we are all on extra shifts. Nothing is right When I saw you on the
screens, back in the valley, I thought you might know. And you are
hurt too!" She realized the last, gasping and shrinking away, as
the blood seeped from his side onto the seat.
"That happened days ago. I've had treatments. But I have done
it no good today. Is there any kind of medicine in your belt?"
"The first aid kit, we are required to have one." She
took it out with trembling fingers and he opened it and read the list
of the contents.
"Very good." He opened his clothing and she turned away,
eyes averted. "Bandages here, antiseptics, some pain pills. All
of this should help." Then, with sudden understanding, "I'll
tell you when you can look again." She bit her lip and nodded
agreement, eyes shut.
"It appears your Master Observer has committed a grave error
by not telling you about what has happened." He would censor his
own story, there were some things she had better not know, but he
would at least tell her the basic truth. "What I told you when
we looked at the stars was true. We have passed Proxima Centauri. I
know that because I found the navigation machines which told me about
it. If you doubt it I can take you there and they will tell you too.
I went to the Master Observer with my information and he did not deny
it. If we turn now we can be at Proxima Centauri within 50 years, the
goal of the Great Designer. But many years ago the Master Observer
and others went against the Great Designer. I can prove this too with
the log in the Master Observer's own quarters, the evidence of the
men who decided this, and also decided to tell none of the others of
you of this decision. Do you understand what I have told you so far?"
"I think I do." She spoke in an almost inaudible voice.
"But it is all so terrible. Why should they do a thing like
that? Not obeying the will of the Great Designer."
"Because they were wicked and selfish men, even if they were
observers. And the observers now are no better. They are concealing
the knowledge again. They will not permit me to reveal it. They have
planned to send me away from here forever. Now—will you help me
to right this wrong?"
Once more the girl was far beyond her depth, floundering in
concepts and responsibilities she was not
equipped to handle. In her ordered life there was only obedience,
never decision. She could not force herself to conclusions now.
Perhaps the decision to run to him, to question him, had been the
only act of free will she had ever accomplished in her entire
lengthened, yet stunted, lifetime.
"I don't know what to do? I don't want to do anything. I
don't know …"
"I know," he said, closing up his clothing and wiping
his fingers on the cloth. He reached out and took her chin in his
hand and turned her great empty eyes to him. "The Master
Observer is the one who must decide, since that is his function in
life. He will tell you whether I am right or wrong and what is to be
done. Let us go to the Master Observer."
"Yes, let us go." She almost sighed with relief with the
removal of the burden of responsibility. Her world was ordered again
and the one whose appointed place in life was to decide, would
decide. Already she was forgetting the confused events of the past
days: they just did not fit into her regularized existence.
Chimal huddled low in the car so his soiled clothing would not be
seen, but the effort was hardly necessary. There were no casual
walkers in the tunnels. Everyone must be manning the important
stations—or was physically unable to help. This hidden world
was in as much of storm of change as the valley outside. With more
change on the way, hopefully, Chimal thought as he eased himself from
the car at the tunnel entrance nearest to the Master Observer's
quarters. The halls were empty.
The observer's quarters were empty too.
Chimal went in, searched them, then dropped
full length onto the bed.
"Hell be back soon. The best thing we can do is to wait here
for him." There was little else, physically, that he could do at
this time. The pain drugs made him sleepy and he dared not take any
more of them. Watchman Steel sat in a chair, her hands folded on her
lap, waiting patiently for the word of instruction that would strip
away her problems. Chimal dozed, and woke with a start, then dozed
again. The bedding and the warmth of the room dried his clothing and
the worst of the pain ebbed away. His eyes closed and, in spite of
himself, he slept.
The hand on his shoulder pulled him from the deep pit of sleep
that he did not want to leave. Only when memory returned did he fight
against it and force his eyelids open.
"There are voices outside," the girl said. "He is
coming back. It is not seemly to be found here, lying like this."
Not seemly. Not safe. He would not be gassed and taken again. Yet
it took every bit of will and energy he had remaining to pull himself
erect, to stand, to lean on the girl and direct her to the far side
of the room.
"We'll wait here in silence," he said, as the door
opened.
"Do not call me until the machine is up, then," the
Master Observer said. "I am tired and these days have taken
years from my life. I must rest. Maintain the fog in the northern end
of the valley in case someone might see. When the derrick is rigged
one of you will ride it down to attach the cables. Do that
yourselves. I must rest."
He closed the door and Chimal reached out and put both hands over
his mouth.
7
The old man did not struggle. His hands fluttered limply for a
moment and he rolled his eyes upward to look into Chimal's face, but
otherwise he made no protest. Though he swayed with the effort,
Chimal held the Master Observer until he was sure the men outside had
gone, then released him and pointed to a chair.
"Sit," he commanded. "We shall all sit down because
I can no longer stand." He dropped heavily into the nearest
chair and the other two, almost docilely, obeyed his order. The girl
was waiting for instruction: the old man was almost destroyed by the
events of the preceding days.
"Look at what you have done," the Master Observer said
hoarsely. "At the evils committed, the damage, the deaths. Now
what greater evil do you plan…"
"Hush," Chimal said, touching his finger to his lips. He
felt drained of everything vital, even of hatred at this moment, and
his calmness quieted the others. The Master Observer mumbled into
silence. He had not used his depilatory cream so there was gray
stubble on his cheeks, as well as pockets of darkness under his eyes.
"Listen carefully and understand," Chimal began, in a
voice so quiet that they had to strain to hear. "Everything has
changed. The valley will never be the same again, you have to realize
that. The Aztecs have seen me, mounted upon a goddess, have found out
that everything is not as they always thought it was. Coatlicue may
never walk again to enforce the taboo. Children will be born of
parents of different villages, they will be Arrivers—but will
not have an arrival. And your people here, what of them? They know
that something is terribly wrong, yet they do not know what. You must
tell them. You must do the only thing possible, and that is to turn
the ship."
"Never!" Anger pulled the old man upright, and the
eskoskeleton helped his gnarled fingers to
curl into fists. "The decision has been made and it cannot be
changed."
"What decision is that?"
"The planets of Proxima Centauri were unsuitable. I told you
that. It is too late to return. We go on."
"Then we have passed Proxima Centauri… ?"
The Master Observer opened his mouth-—then clamped it shut
again as he realized the trap he had fallen into. Fatigue had
betrayed him. He glared at Chimal, then at the girl.
"Go on," Chimal told him. "Finish what you were
going to say. That you and other observers have worked against the
Great Designer's plan and have turned us from our orbit. Tell this
girl so she may tell the others."
"This is none of your affair," the old man snapped at
her. "Leave and do not discuss what you have heard here."
"Stay," Chimal said, pressing her back into her seat as
she half rose at the order. "There is more truth to come. And
perhaps after a while the observer will realize that he wants you
here where you cannot tell the others what you know. Then later he
will think of a way to kill you or to send you off into space. He
must keep his guilty secret because if he is found out he is
destroyed. Turn the ship, old man, and do one good thing with your
life."
Surprise was gone and the Master Observer had control of himself
again. He touched his deus and bowed his head. "I have finally
understood what you are. You are to evil as the Great Designer is to
good. You have come to destroy and you shall not succeed. What you
are…"
"Not good enough," Chimal broke in. "It is too late
to call names or settle this by insult. I give you facts, and I ask
you to dare deny them. Watch him closely, Steel, and listen to his
answers. I give you first the statement that we are no longer on the
way to Proxima Centauri. Is that fact?"
The old man closed his eyes and did not answer, then crouched in
his chair in fear as Chimal sprang to his feet. But Chimal went by
him and pulled the red-bound log from the rack and let it fall open.
"Here is the fact, the decision that you and the others made.
Shall I let the girl read it?"
"I do not deny it. This was a wise decision made for the good
of all. The watchman will understand. She, and all the others will
obey, whether they are told or not."
"Yes, you're probably right," Chimal said, wearily,
hurling the book aside and dropping back into his chair. "And
that is the biggest crime of all. No not yours, His. The most evil
one, the one you call the Great Designer "
"Blasphemy," the Master Observer croaked, and even
Watchman Steel shrank back from the awfulness of Chimal's words.
"No, just truth. The books told me that there are things
called nations on Earth. They seem to be large groups of people,
though not all of the people on Earth. It is hard to tell exactly why
these nations exist or what their purpose is, but that is not
important. What is important is that one of these nations was led by
the man we now call the Great Designer. You can read his name, the
name of the country, they are meaningless to us. His power was so
great he built a memorial to himself greater than any ever
constructed before. In his writings he says how the thing he does is
greater than the pyramids or anything that came before. He says that
pyramids are great structures, but that his structure is greater—an
entire world. This world. In detail he writes how it was designed and
made and sent on its way and he is very proud of it. Yet what he is
really proud of is the people who live in this world, who will go out
to the stars and carry human life in his name. Don't you see why he
feels that way? He has created an entire race to worship his image.
He has made himself God."
"He is God," the Master Observer said, and Watchman
Steel nodded agreement and touched her deus.
"Not God, or even a black god of evil, though he deserves
that name. Just a man. A frightful man. The books talk of the wonders
of the Aztecs he created to carry out his mission, their artificially
induced weakness of mind and docility. This is no wonder—but a
crime. Children were born, from the finest people in the land, and
they were stunted before birth. They were taught superstitious
nonsense and bundled off into this prison of rock to die without
hope. And, even worse, to raise their children in their own imbecilic
image for generation after generation of blunted, wasted lives. You
know that, don't you?"
"It was His will," the old man answered, untroubled.
"Yes it was, and it doesn't bother you at all because you are
the leader of the jailers who imprison this race, and you wish to
continue the imprisonment forever. Poor fool. Did you ever think
where you and your people came from? Is it chance that you
are all so faithful to your trust and so willing to serve? Don't you
realize that you were made in the same way the Aztecs were
made? That after finding the ancient Aztecs as a model society for
the valley dwellers, this monster looked for a group to do the
necessary housekeeping for the centuries-long voyage. He found it in
the mysticism and monasticism that has always been a nasty side path
taken by the human race. Hermits wallowing in filth in caves, others
staring into the sun for a lifetime of holy blindness, orders that
withdrew from the world and sealed themselves away for lives of
sacred misery. Faith replacing thinking and ritual replacing
intelligence. This man examined all the cults and took the worst he
could find to build the life you lead. You worship pain, and hate
love and natural motherhood. You are smug with the years of your long
lives and look down upon the short-lived Aztecs as lower animals.
Don't you realize the ritualized waste of your empty lives? Don't you
understand that your intelligence has also been dimmed and diminished
so that none of you will question the things you have to do? Can you
not see that you are just as much condemned prisoners as the people
in the valley?"
Exhausted, Chimal dropped back in his chair, looking from the cold
face of hatred to the empty face of incomprehension. No, they had no
idea what he was talking about. There was no one, in the valley or
out, whom he could talk to, communicate with, and a cold loneliness
settled on him.
"No, you cannot see," he said, with weary resignation.
"The Great Designer has designed too well."
At his words their fingers automatically went to their deuses and
he was too tired to do more than sigh.
"Watchman Steel," he ordered, "there is food and
drink over there. Bring them to me." She hurried to his bidding.
He ate slowly, washing the food down with the still-warm tea from the
Thermos, while he planned what to do next.
The Master Observer's hand crept to the communicator at his waist
and Chimal had to reach out and pull it from his belt. "Yours
too," he told Watchman Steel, and did not bother to explain why
he wanted it. She would obey in either case. He could expect no more
help from anyone. From now on he was alone.
"There is none higher than you, is there, Master Observer?"
he asked.
"All know that, except you."
"I know it too, you must realize that. And when the decision
was made to change the orbit, the observers agreed but the final
decision was made by the then Master Observer. Therefore you are the
one who must know all of the details of this world, where the
spaceships are and how to activate them, the navigation
and how it is done, and the schools and all the arrangements for the
Day of Arrival, everything."
"Why do you ask me these things?"
"I'll make my meaning clear. There are many responsibilities
here, far too many to be passed on by word of mouth from one Master
Observer to the other. So there are charts that show all the tunnels
and chambers and their contents, and there are breviaries for the
schools and the spaceship. Why there must even be a breviary for that
wonderful day of arrival when the valley is open.—where is
it?"
The last words were a demanding question and the old man started
and his eyes jumped to the wall, then instantly away. Chimal turned
to look up at the red-lacquered cabinet that hung there, in front of
which a light always burned. He had noticed it before but never
thought consciously about it.
When he rose to go to it the Master Observer attacked him, his
aged hands and the rods of his eskoskeleton striking Chimal about the
head and shoulders. Finally, he had understood what Chimal had in
mind. The struggle was brief. Chimal prisoned the old man's hands,
clasping them together behind his back. Then he remembered the
failure of his own eskoskeleton and threw the power switch on the
Master Observer's harness. The motors died and the joints locked,
holding the man captive. Chimal picked him up gently and laid him on
his side on the bed.
"Watchman Steel, duty," the old man ordered, though his
voice quavered. "Stop him. Kill him. I order you to do this."
Unable to understand more than a fraction of what had occurred the
girl stood, wavering helplessly between them.
"Don't worry," Chimal told her. "Everything will be
all right." Against her slight resistance he forced her back
into the chair and disconnected her eskoskeleton too, tearing the
power pack free. He tied her wrists together as well, with a cloth
from the ablutory.
Only when they were both secured did he go to the cabinet on the
wall and tug at its doors. They were locked. In a sudden temper he
tore at it, pulling it bodily from the wall, ignoring the things the
Master Observer was calling at him. The lock on the cabinet was more
decorative than practical and the whole thing fell to pieces easily
when he put it on the floor and stamped on it. He bent and picked a
red-bound and gold decorated book from the wreckage.
"The Day of Arrival," he read, then opened it. "That
day is now."
The basic instructions were simple enough, as were the
instructions in all the breviaries. The machines would do the work,
they had only to be activated. Chimal went over in his mind the
course he would take, and hoped that he could walk that far. Pain and
fatigue were closing in again and he could not fail now. The old man
and the girl were both silent, too horrified by what he was doing to
react. But this could change as soon as he left. He needed time.
There were more cloths in the ablutory and he took them and sealed
their mouths with them. If someone should
pass they would not be able to give the alarm. He threw the
communicators to the ground and broke them as well. He would not be
stopped.
As he put his hand on the door he turned to face the wide,
accusing eyes of the girl. "I'm right," he told her.
"You'll see. There is much happiness ahead." Taking the
breviary for the Day of Arrival, he opened the door and left.
The caverns were still almost empty of
people which was good: he did not have the strength to make any
detours. Halfway to his goal he passed two watchmen, both girls,
coming off duty, but they only stared with frightened empty eyes as
he passed. He was almost to the entrance to the hall when he heard
shouting and looked back to see the red patch of an observer hurrying
after him. Was this chance—or had the man been warned? In
either case, all he could do was go on. It was a nightmare chase,
something out of a dream. The watchman walked at the highest speed
his eskoskeleton would allow, coming steadily on. Chimal was
unrestricted, but wounded and exhausted. He ran ahead, slowed,
hobbled on, while the observer, shouting hoarse threats, ground in
pursuit like some obscene mixture of man and machine. Then the door
to the great chamber was ahead and Chimal pushed through it and
closed it behind him, leaning his weight against it. His pursuer
slammed into the other side.
There was no lock, but Chimal's weight kept the door closed
against the other's hammering while he fought to catch his breath.
When he opened the breviary his blood ran down the whiteness of the
page. He looked at the diagram and the instructions again, then
around the immensity of the painted chamber.
To his left was the wall of great boulders and massive rocks, the
other side of the barrier that sealed the end of his valley. Far off
to his right were the great portals. And halfway down this wall was
the spot he must find.
He started toward it. Behind him the door burst open and the
observer fell through, but Chimal did not look back. The man was down
on his hands and knees and motors hummed as he struggled to rise.
Chimal looked up at the paintings and found the correct one easily
enough. Here was a man who stood out from the painted crowd of
marchers, who stood away from them, bigger than them. Perhaps it was
an image of the Great Designer himself: undoubtedly it was. Chimal
looked into the depths of those nobly painted eyes and, if his mouth
had not been so dry, he would have spat into the wide-browed
perfection of the face. Instead he leaned forward, his hand making a
red smear along the wall, until his fingers touched those of the
painted image.
Something clicked sharply and a panel fell open, and there was a
single large switch inside. Then the observer was upon Chimal as he
clutched at it, and they fell together.
Their combined weight pulled it down.
8
Atototl was an old man, and perhaps because of this the priests in
the temple considered him expendable. Then again, since he was the
cacique of Quilapa, he was a man of standing and people would listen
when he brought back a report. And he could be expected to obey. But,
whatever their reasons, they had commanded him to go forth and he had
bowed his head in submission and done as they had ordered.
The storm had passed and even the fog had lifted. Were it not for
the black memories of earlier events it could have been the late
afternoon of almost any day. A day after a rain, of course, the
ground was still damp underfoot and off to his right he could hear
the water in the river, rushing high against the banks as it drained
the sodden fields. The sun shone warmly and brought little curls of
mist from the ground. Atototl came to the edge of the swamp and
squatted on his heels and rested. Was the swamp bigger than when he
had seen it last? It seemed to be, but surely it would have to be
larger after all that ram. But it would get lower again, it always
had before. This was nothing to be concerned about, yet he must
remember to tell the priests about it.
What a frightening place the world had become. He would almost
prefer to leave it and wander through the underworlds of death. First
there had been the death of the first priest and the day that was a
night. Then Chimal had gone, taken by Coatlicue the priests had said,
and it certainly had seemed right It must have been that way, but
even Coatlicue had not been able to keep that spirit captive. It had
returned with Coatlicue herself, riding her great back, garbed in
blood and hideous, yet still bearing the face of Chimal. What could
it all mean? And then the storm. It was all beyond him. A green blade
of new grass grew at his feet and he reached down and broke it off,
then chewed on it. He would have to go back soon to the priests and
tell them what he had seen. The swamp was bigger, he must not forget
that, and there was certainly no sign of Coatlicue.
He stood up and stretched his tired leg muscles, and as he did so
he felt a distant rumbling. What was happening now? In terror he
clutched his arms about himself, unable to run away while he stared
at the waves that trembled the surface of the water before him. There
was another rumble, louder this time, that he could feel in his feet,
as though the entire world were shaking beneath him.
Then, with cracklings and grumblings the entire barrier of stone
that sealed the mouth of the valley began to stir and slide. One
great boulder moved downward, then another and another. Sinking into
the solid ground, faster and faster, all of them moving, rushing
down, crumbling and cracking and grinding together until they
vanished from sight below. Then, as the valley opened up, the waters
before him began to recede, rushing after the rock barrier, trickling
and bubbling away in a thousand small cataracts, hurrying after the
dam that had held it so long. Quickly the water ran, until a brown
waste of mud, silvered with the flapping bodies of fish, stretched
out where there had only been ponds and swamp just minutes before.
Reaching out to the cliffs that were no longer a barrier but an exit
from the valley, that framed something golden and glorious,
filled with light and marching figures—Atototl spread his arms
wide before the wonder of it all.
"It is the day of deliverance," he said, no longer
afraid. "And all the strange things came before it. We are free.
We shall leave the valley at last."
Hesitantly, he put one foot forward onto the still soft mud.
The booming of explosions was deafening inside the hall. As they
started the observer fell away and cowered in panic on the floor.
Chimal held to the great switch for support as the floor shook and
the boulders stirred. This was the reason for the location of the
carved reservoir below. Everything had been planned. The barrier that
sealed the valley must stand on the stone just above the hollowed-out
chamber. Now supports were being blown away and the rock weakened.
The entire roof was falling away. With a final roar the last boulders
tumbled downward, filling the reservoir below with their tops making
a broken roadway out of the valley. Sunlight streamed in through the
opening and fell upon the paintings for the first time.
Outside Chimal could see the valley with the mountains beyond and
he knew that this time he had not failed.
This action was irreversible, the barrier was gone.
His people were free.
"Get up," he said to the observer who was groveling
against the wall. He pushed at him with his toe. "Get up and
look and try to understand. Your people are free too."
THE BEGINNING
1
Ah tlamiz noxochiuh ah tlamiz
nocuic
In
noconehua
Xexelihui ya moyahua
My flowers shall not die, my songs will
yet
be heard
They spread
Endlessly
Chimal pulled himself down the axis of rotation tunnel, grumbling
when his left shoulder touched against one of the bars and the now
familiar pain shot down his arm. The arm was getting more useless and
painful all the time. He would have to get back to the surgical
machines one of these days for another operation—or have the
cursed thing taken off if they could do nothing more about it. If
they had fixed it correctly in the first place this need not have
happened. Not that he had done it much good bashing and battering
with it. Still, he had done what had to be done at the time. He must
make some time for the surgery, and soon.
The elevator lowered him back to the area of gravity and Matlal
opened the door for him.
"On course," Chimal told the guard, handing him the
books and records to carry. "The orbit correction is going
through just as the computer said it would. We're cutting a great arc
now, curving in space, though we can't feel it in here. This will
take years. But we are now on the way to Proxima Centauri."
The man nodded, neither attempting nor desiring to understand what
Chimal was talking about. It did not matter. Chimal was talking for
his own benefit in any case: he seemed to be doing a lot of that
lately. He limped slowly down the corridor and the Aztec followed
him.
"How do the people like the new water that has been piped
into the villages?" Chimal asked.
"It doesn't taste the same," Matlal said.
"Aside from the taste," Chimal said, trying not to lose
his temper, "isn't it easier than carrying it the way you used
to? And isn't there more food now, and the sick people are cured?
What about that?"
"It's different. Sometimes it is… not right that
things should be different."
Chimal didn't really expect any praise, not from a society as
conservative as this. He would keep them healthy and well-fed in
spite of themselves. For their children's sake, if not for theirs. He
would keep the Aztec with him as a source of information, if for no
other reason. There was no time for him to personally watch the
valley people. He had taken Matlal, the strongest man in both
villages, as a personal guard in the first days after the barrier had
been opened. At that time he had no idea how the Watchers would act
and he wanted someone to defend him in case of violence. Now there
was no longer any need for protection, but he would keep him as an
informant.
Not that he need have worried about violence. The Watchers had
been as stunned by events as had the people in the valley. When the
first Aztecs had pushed through the mud and over the broken rock they
had been dazed and uncomprehending. The two groups met and passed
without touching, unable at the moment to assimilate the others'
presence. Discipline had been restored only when Chimal had found the
Master Observer and had handed over the breviary of the Day of
Arrival. Bound by discipline the old man had had no choice. He had
taken it without looking at its donor, then turned away and issued
the first order. The Day of Arrival had begun.
Discipline and order had pulled together the Watchers, and an
unaccustomed vitality had penetrated their lives. Here, now, in their
lifetimes, they were fulfilling the promise that generations had been
trained for. If the observers regretted the termination of the time
of watching the ordinary tenders and watchmen did not. They seemed,
for the first time, to be almost wholly alive.
While the Master Observer ordered their operations as it had been
written. There were breviaries and rules for everything and they were
obeyed. He was in charge and Chimal never questioned it. Yet Chimal
knew that his blood inerasably marked the pages of the breviary of
the Day of Arrival that the old man carried. That was enough for him.
He had done what had to be done.
As he passed the door of one of the classrooms Chimal looked in,
at his people bent over the education machines. They had furrowed
foreheads for the most part and probably understood very little of
what they were watching. That did not matter; the machines were not
for them. The best that could be expected was an alleviating of the
absolute ignorance that they lived in. Easier lives, better
conditions. They needed contentment and health as the parents of the
next generation. The machines were for the children—they would
know what use to put them to.
Further down were the children's quarters. Bare and empty now—but
waiting. And the maternity wards, many of them bright and empty too,
but it would not be too long until they were put to a good use. Give
the Great Designer credit once again, there had been no protests when
the booming voices in the hall had removed the taboo against
intermarriage, had even said it was the only correct course.
Everything had been worked out to the last, finest detail.
There was a motion inside and Chimal turned to look through the
window at Watchman Steel sitting on a chair against the far wall.
"Go get some food, Matlal," he ordered, "I'll be
down shortly. Put those things in my quarters first."
The man saluted, automatically raising his hand in the gesture of
obeisance that he used to a priest, and left. Chimal went inside and
sat down wearily across from the girl. He had been working hard,
since the Master Observer had left him to his own devices with the
navigation and the change of orbit. That was under automatic control
now. Maybe he could take time for the surgeons, though it would
probably mean some days in bed.
"How long must I keep coming here?" the girl asked, the
familiar, wounded look still in her eyes.
"Never again, if you don't want to," he told her, too
tired to argue. "Do you think I'm doing this for my sake?"
"I don't know."
"Then try and think. What possible pleasure could I get from
forcing you to look at pictures of babies, pregnant women, obstetric
films?"
"I don't know. There are so many things that it is not
possible to explain."
"And a lot that are explainable. You're a woman, and outside
of your training and development, a normal woman. I want to, perhaps,
it is hard to say exactly, give you a chance to
feel like a
woman. I think you have been cheated by life."
Her fists clenched. "I don't want to think like a woman. I am
a watchman. That is my duty and my glory—and I do not wish to
be anything else." The little spark of anger burned out as
quickly as it had come. "Please let me go back to my work.
Aren't there enough women among the valley people to make you happy?
I know you think that I am not smart, that none of us are smart, but
that is the way we are. Can't you leave us alone to do what we must
do?"
Chimal looked at her, comprehending for the first time.
"I'm sorry," he said. "I have been trying to make
you something you are not and preventing you from being something
that you want to be. Because I changed I keep feeling that everyone
else should want to change too. But what I am has been planned by the
Great Designer just as well as what you are. With me, yes, desire to
change and understand is the most important thing possible. I hold
onto that, no matter what. It is as important to me, and as
satisfying, as that thing—what was it—your mortification
used to be you."
"As it
is to me," she called out, standing and,
in a moment of righteous strength opening her clothing to turn out
the gray edge of fabric to him that circled her body. "I do
penance for both of us."
"Yes, you do that," he said as she closed her clothing,
trembling again at her audacity, and hurried out.
"We should all do penance for the thousands who died over the
years to get us here. At least there is finally an end to all that."
Chimal looked at the rows of empty beds and bassinets, waiting,
and realized not for the first time how completely alone he was.
Well, that he could get used to, and it was not very different from
the loneliness that he had always known. And they would be coming
along soon, the children.
Within a year there would be babies, and a few years later they
would be talking. Chimal felt a sudden identification with those
unborn children. He knew how they would look around at the world,
wondering. He knew the eager questions that would be on their lips.
And this time there would be answers to those questions. The empty
years of his childhood would never be repeated. The machines would
answer their questions and so would he.
At that thought he smiled, peopling the empty room with the
eager-eyed children of his mind. Yes, the children.
Patience, Chimal, in a few short years you will never be alone
again.