"Richard Hatch - Battlestar Galactica 3 - Resurrection" - читать интересную книгу автора (Hatch Richard)"Yes, of course I can hear you, but whereтАФ?" The world swam back into a gauzy sort of focus, the light so bright after the long, deep darkness that it made Apollo's eyes tear and sting, but it was only the light of the med-bay, and the voice was only the voice of Cassiopeia. Her face, doubled and trebled by the prism of tears through which Apollo viewed it, was etched with concern. Apollo palmed his eyes dry, looked at Cassie, questioningly. "Why did you make me break contact?" Apollo asked, anger alloyed with confusion. "I almostтАФ" "You almost got lost inside his mind," Cassie finished, forcefully. Apollo frowned because he knew she was right. He did almost get lost there, in the darkness, where Starbuck was also lost. Lost and alone and probably dying. "I'm all right," Apollo argued. "I would have been fine." "Who said anything about you?" Cassie asked. "Of course you would have been fine; you're always fine. But what about Starbuck? The man has a brain trauma! What do you think fracking around with his mind is going to do to him?" countless times since she first fell in love with him all those yahren ago, as she had done so many times recently as she kept watch beside his med-berth. She realized she was angry with Apollo for getting Starbuck into the one bad scrape it didn't look as if he was going to escape; she was furious with the situation that had brought them to this. She cursed her helplessness and she cursed anyone who couldn't help Starbuck. She was a doctor who couldn't save the one she loved. What had she changed her entire life for, if she still had no control over it? And she was angry because blind, stumbling anger always attends loss, the unwanted guest that always arrives at the worst times. "You're not the only one in pain, Cassiopeia," Apollo said, gently. After a moment, he circled her and Starbuck's hands with his, but neither seemed to notice. "Don't give up." Even Apollo wasn't sure to whom he was speaking. All of them, he supposed, himself included. "I'm glad you're here for him, Cassie," Apollo said. "I know this has to be especially difficult for you, given your history with Starbuck." "I used to think there was nothing harder than watching someone you love fall in love with someone else," she answered, ruefully. "But, what did I know?" Cassopeia glanced back at Apollo, a sad smile on her full, lovely |
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