"Hearn,.Lian.-.Otori.03.-.Brilliance.Of.The.Moon" - читать интересную книгу автора (Hearn Lian)last meeting rose in my mind. I wished I had said more to him, told him of my
gratitude and my respect. I wondered how he had died, if his death had been humiliating and agonizing. I longed for the dead eyes to open, the bloodless lips to speak. How irretrievable the dead are, how completely they go from us! Even when their spirits return, they do not speak of their own deaths. I was born and raised among the Hidden, who believe that only those who follow the commandments of the Secret God will meet again in the afterlife. Everyone else will be consumed in the fires of hell. I did not know if my adopted father Shigeru had been a believer, but he was familiar with all the teachings of the Hidden and spoke their prayers at the moment of his death, along with the name of the Enlightened One. Ichiro, his adviser and the steward of his household, had never given any such signЧin fact, rather the opposite: Ichiro had suspected from the start that Shigeru had rescued me from the warlord Iida SadamuТs persecution of the Hidden, and had watched me like a cormorant for anything that might give me away. But I no longer followed the teachings of my childhood, and I could not believe that a man of IchiroТs integrity and loyalty was in hell. Far stronger was my outrage at the injustice of this murder and my realization that I now had another death to avenge. УThey paid for it with their lives,Ф Kaede said. УWhy kill an old man and go to all that trouble to bring his head to you?Ф She washed away the last traces of blood and wrapped a clean white cloth around the head. УI imagine the Otori lords want to draw me out,Ф I replied. УThey would prefer not to attack Terayama; they will run into AraiТs soldiers if they do. They must hope to entice me over the border and meet me there,Ф I longed for such a assuaged my fury, but I could feel it simmering in my heart. However, I had to be patient; my strategy was first to withdraw to Maruyama and build up my forces there. I would not be dissuaded from that. I touched my brow to the grass, bidding my teacher good-bye. Manami came from the guest rooms and knelt a little way behind us. УIТve brought the box, lady,Ф she whispered. УGive it to me,Ф Kaede replied. It was a small container woven from willow twigs and strips of red-dyed leather. She took it and opened it. The smell of aloes rose from it. She put the white wrapped bundle inside and arranged the aloes round it. Then she placed the box on the ground in front of her, and the three of us bowed again before it. A bush warbler called its spring song and a cuckoo responded from deep in the forest, the first I had heard that year. We held the funeral rites the following day and buried the head next to ShigeruТs grave. I made arrangements for another stone to be erected for Ichiro. I longed to know what had happened to the old woman, Chiyo, and the rest of the household at Hagi. I was tormented by the thought that the house no longer existed, that it would have been burned: the tea room, the upper room where we had so often sat looking out onto the garden, the nightingale floor, all destroyed, their song silenced forever. I wanted to rush to Hagi to claim my inheritance before it was taken from me. But I knew this was exactly what the Otori hoped I would do Five farmers died outright and two died later from their wounds. We buried them in the temple graveyard. Two of the horses were badly hurt, and Amano had them |
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