"Zenna Henderson - Holding Wonder" - читать интересную книгу автора (Henderson Zenna)He smiled his little lip-lift. "When you look at one of us kids without a word and your left eyebrow goes up-what do you mean?" "Well, that depends on what who's doing," I flushed. "If it's for me, I know what you mean. And I stop it. So do the other kids about themselves. That's the way I know this." He started back to his desk. "I'd better get my spelling done." "Is that the one that's orbiting?" I asked hopefully, wanting to tie something to something. "Orbiting?" Vincent was busily writing. "That's the sixth word. I'm only on the fourth." That afternoon I finally put aside the unit tests I'd been checking and looked at the clock. Five o'clock. And at my hands. Filthy. And assessed the ache across my shoulders, the hollow in my stomach, and decided to spend the night right where I was. I didn't even straighten my desk, but turned my weary back on it and unlocked the door to the teacherage. I kicked off my shoes, flipped on the floor lamp and turned up the thermostat to take the dank chill out of the small apartment. The cupboards yielded enough supplies to make an entirely satisfying meal. Afterwards, I turned the lights low and sat curled up at one end of the couch listening to one of my comfort as I let the clear, concise, tidy notes of the clarinet clear away my cobwebs of fatigue. Instead of purring, I composed another strophe to my Praise Song: Praise God for Fedness-and Warmness-and Sheltered ness--and Darkness-and Lightness-and Cleanness--and Quietness-and Unharriedness- I dozed then for a while and woke to stillness. The stereo had turned itself off, and it was so still I could hear the wind in the oak trees and the far, unmusical blat of a diesel train. And I also could hear a repetition of the sound that had wakened me. Someone was in the schoolroom. I felt a throb of fright and wondered if I had locked the teacherage door. But I knew I had locked the school door just after four o'clock. Of course, a bent bobby pin and your tongue in the correct corner of your mouth and you could open the old lock. But what-who would want to? What was in there? The stealthy noises went on. I heard the creak of the loose board in the back of the room. I heard the yaaaawn of the double front door hinges and a thud! and clatter on the front porch. Half paralyzed with fright, I crept to the little window that looked out onto the porch. Cautiously I separated two of the slats of the blind and peered out |
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