"Alice Hoffman - Green Angel" - читать интересную книгу автора (Hoffman Alice)

to her? The moon itself paled compared to her. Even the white moths would rather circle around her than
fly into the sky up above.
But I knew how to listen. I was the one who paid attention to the lessons my mother taught us.
I learned that the roots of the foxglove were poisonous, that verbena could quiet headaches, that quince
could be boiled into a sticky, delicious jam. In time, I knew more than my mother. Soon, she began to turn
to me for advice. When should we harvest? When should we sow? What would do best in the patch of
sunlight beside the gate?
I could whisper to the old, twisted wisteria and it would turn green at my urging. I could encourage the
sweet peas to blossom with one word. Let Aurora smile at the shopkeepers and wave to the boys in the
school yard. My dreams were of night-blooming flowers, white on the outside, but green as my heart on
the inside, green as my garden grew.
I never complained when people didn't notice me. I was certain my time would come soon enough. There
was dirt under my fingernails and I was too shy to speak, but on my next birthday I would turn sixteen.
Everything would change then. I would cast away my fears and step into my future. I would comb the
tangles from my hair and
wash the dirt away. When I walked through town, people would whisper, Is that Green? And I would say,
Yes it's me, I've been here all along, but you've been too blind to see.
I would have gone with my family on the day that it happened, but someone had to stay home and pull
weeds. Someone had to coax the tomatoes into turning red and persuade the squash blossoms to bloom,
and that person was me. We lived within sight of the city, which glowed silver at night and shone like gold
in the afternoon. Every week we brought our vegetables across the river to sell to city people who couldn't
get enough of our peas and lettuce and beans. Every week we crossed the bridge, and as we did I held
my breath. I could feel happiness then.
I lived for those trips to the city. On the weeks I couldn't go, I pouted for hours. The city was my treasure,
and I loved everything about it: the shops on the avenues, the books in the stalls, the chocolates weighed
and measured by vendors in the
streets. No one in the city cared if your hair was long and tangled, or if there was dirt under your
fingernails. No one cared if you whispered a greeting to the linden trees that circled the park where we set
up our stand. You could be who you wanted to be in the city. You could be whoever you were deep inside.
It was like a garden of people, the only place where I didn't feel alone in a crowd.
Naturally, I wanted to go that day. It was my turn. But Aurora was still too young to stay by herself. And on
this trip my father was needed to carry the heavy crates, wooden boxes overflowing from the best harvest
we'd had in years. As for my mother, she was the one who drew the customers, like the white moths who
were entranced by Aurora. People on the street couldn't resist my mother's sweet voice, her gentle hands,
her long, black hair, raven-colored, like mine. It was clear she couldn't stay.
It made sense for me to work in the garden, for me to be the one who stayed home, but I was angry all the
same. When my family set out to
leave, they called good-bye, but I didn't answer. My father whistled a tune, and although the sparrows
returned his call I did not. I wouldn't even look at him, even though he was so strong and so kind. I didn't
say a word.
/'/I bring you something special, Aurora promised. I knew she'd spend all her free time searching for a gift
that would please me, a book or a bag of sweets, but I didn't blow her a kiss or wish her well.
There will be plenty of times for you to be the one to go, my mother told me. My mother, who was so
beautiful, who knew the secrets of the growing season, who always assured me that everyone had her
own path, and that mine could be found in the garden.
Green, my mother said to me that day, moments before they left for the city, we're leaving you behind
because you're the one who's needed most of all.
Now that she was standing next to me, I was surprised to find that I was almost as tall as my mother. I felt
my love for her in the back of my throat, like a stone, heavy, making it impossible for me to
speak. I was almost a woman myself. Too old to admit I was wrong, or so I thought then. Too old to race