"Iggulden, Conn - Emperor 3 - The Field of Swords" - читать интересную книгу автора (Iggulden Conn)

As if to mock his indifference, his engineers had found gold in two new seams, richer than any they had known before. The yellow metal had its own allure, and when Julius had seen the first haul spilled out of a cloth onto his desk, he had looked at it with hatred for what it represented. He had come to Spain with nothing, but the ground gave up its secrets and with the wealth came the tug of the old city and the life he had almost forgotten.
He sighed at the thought. Spain was such a treasure-house it would be difficult to leave her, but part of him knew he could not lose himself there for much longer. Life was too precious to be wasted, and too short.
The room was warm with the press of bodies. The maps of the new mines were stretched out on low tables, held by weights. Julius could hear Renius arguing with Brutus and the low cadence of Domitius chuckling. Only the giant Ciro was silent. Yet even those who spoke were marking time until Julius joined them. They were good men. Each one of them had stood with him against enemies and through grief, and there were times when Julius could imagine how it might have been to cross the world with them. They were men to walk a finer path than to be forgotten in Spain, and Julius could not bear the sympathy he saw in their eyes. He knew he deserved only contempt for having brought them to that place and buried himself in petty work.
If Cornelia had lived, he would have taken her with him to Spain. It would have been a new start, far away from the intrigues of the city. He bowed his head as the evening breeze touched his face. It was an old pain and there were whole days when he did not think of her. Then the guilt would surface and the dreams would be terrible, as if in punishment for the lapse.
"Julius? The guard is at the door for you," Brutus said, touching him on the shoulder. Julius nodded and turned back to the men in the room, his eyes seeking out the stranger amongst them.
The legionary looked nervous as he glanced around at the map-laden tables and the jugs of wine, clearly awed by the people within.
"Well?" Julius said.
The soldier swallowed as he met the dark eyes of his general. There was no kindness in that hard, fleshless face, and the young legionary stammered slightly.
"A young Spanish at the gate, General. He says he's the one we're looking for."
The conversations in the room died away and the guard wished he were anywhere else but under the scrutiny of those men.
"Have you checked him for weapons?" Julius said.
"Yes, sir."
"Then bring him to me. I want to speak to the man who has caused me so much trouble."
Julius stood waiting at the top of the stairs as the Spaniard was brought up. His clothes were too small for his gangling limbs, and the face was caught in the change between man and boy, though there was no softness in the bony jaw. As their eyes met, the Spaniard hesitated, stumbling.
"What's your name, boy?" Julius said as they came level.
"Adрn," the Spaniard forced out.
"You killed my officer?" Julius said, with a sneer.
The young man froze, then nodded, his expression wavering between fear and determination. He could see the faces turned toward him in the room, and his courage seemed to desert him then at the thought of stepping into their midst. He might have held back if the guard hadn't shoved him across the threshold.
"Wait below," Julius told the legionary, suddenly irritated.
Adрn refused to bow his head in the face of the hostile glares of the Romans, though he could not remember being more frightened in his life. As Julius closed the door behind him, he started silently, cursing his nervousness. Adрn watched as the general sat down facing him, and a dull terror overwhelmed him. Should he keep his hands by his sides? All of a sudden, they seemed awkward and he considered folding them or clasping his fingers behind his back. The silence was painful as he waited and still they had their eyes on him. Adрn swallowed with difficulty, determined not to show his fear.
"You knew enough to tell me your name. Can you understand me?" Julius asked.
Adрn worked spit into his dry mouth. "I can," he said. At least his voice hadn't quavered like a boy's. He squared his shoulders slightly and glanced at the others, almost recoiling from the naked animosity from one of them, a bear of a man with one arm who seemed to be practically growling with anger.
"You told the guards you were the one we were looking for, the one who killed the soldier," Julius said.
Adрn's gaze snapped back to him. "I did it. I killed him," he replied, the words coming in a rush.
"You tortured him," Julius added.
Adрn swallowed again. He had imagined this scene as he walked over the dark fields to the fort, but he couldn't summon the defiance he had pictured. He felt as if he were confessing to his father, and it was all he could do not to shuffle his feet in shame, despite his intentions.
"He was trying to rape my mother. I took him into the woods. She tried to stop me, but I would not listen to her," Adрn said stiffly, trying to remember the words he had practiced.
Someone in the room muttered an oath, but Adрn could not tear his eyes away from the general. He felt an obscure relief that he had told them. Now they would kill him and his parents would be released.
Thinking of his mother was a mistake. Tears sprang from nowhere to rim his eyes and he blinked them back furiously. She would want him to be strong in front of these men.
Julius watched him. The young Spaniard was visibly trembling, and with reason. He had only to give the order and Adрn would be taken out into the yard and executed in front of the assembled ranks. It would be the end of it, but a memory stayed his hand.
"Why have you given yourself up, Adрn?"
"My family have been taken in for questioning, General. They are innocent. I am the one you want."
"You think your death will save them?"
Adрn hesitated. How could he explain that only that thin hope had made him come?
"They have done nothing wrong."
Julius raised a hand to scratch his eyebrow, then rested his elbow on the arm of the chair as he thought.
"When I was younger than you, Adрn, I stood in front of a Roman named Cornelius Sulla. He had murdered my uncle and broken everything I valued in the world. He told me I would go free if I put aside my wife and shamed her with her father. He cherished such little acts of spite."
For a moment, Julius looked into the unimaginable distance of the past, and Adрn felt sweat break out on his forehead. Why was the man talking to him? He had already confessed; there was nothing else. Despite his fear, he felt interest kindle. The Romans seemed to bear only one face in Spain. To hear they had rivalry and enemies within their own ranks was a revelation.
"I hated that man, Adрn," Julius continued. "If I had been given a weapon, I would have used it on him even though it meant my own life. I wonder if you understand that sort of hatred."
"You did not give up your wife?" Adрn asked.
Julius blinked at the sudden question, then smiled bitterly. "No. I refused and he let me live. The floor at his feet was spattered with the blood of people he had killed and tortured, yet he let me live. I have often wondered why."
"He did not think you were a threat," Adрn said, surprised by his own courage to speak so to the general. Julius shook his head in memory.
"I doubt it. I told him I would devote my life to killing him if he set me free." For a moment, he almost said aloud how his friend had poisoned the Dictator, but that part of the story could never be told, not even to the men in that room.
Julius shrugged. "He died by someone else's hand, in the end. It is one of the regrets of my life that I could not do it myself and watch the life fade from his eyes."
Adрn had to look away from the fire he saw in the Roman. He believed him, and the thought of this man ordering his own death with such malice made him shudder.
Julius did not speak again for a long time, and Adрn felt weak with the tension, his head jerking upwards as the general broke the silence at last.
"There are murderers in the cells here and in Valentia. One of them will be hanged for your crimes as well as his own. You, I am going to pardon. I will sign my name to it and you will go back to your home with your family and never come to my attention again."
Renius snorted in amazement. "I would like a private word, General," he grated, looking venomously at Adрn. The young Spaniard stood with his mouth open.
"You may not have one, Renius. I have spoken and it will stand," Julius replied without looking at him. He watched the boy for a moment and felt a weight lift off him. He had made the right decision, he was sure. He had seen himself in the Spaniard's eyes and it was like lifting a veil into his memory. How frightening Sulla had seemed then. To Adрn, Julius would have been another of that cruel type, wrapped in metal armor and harder thoughts. How close he had come to sending Adрn to be impaled, or burnt, or nailed to the gates of the fort, as Sulla had with so many of his enemies. It was an irony that Sulla's old whim had saved Adрn, but Julius had caught himself before he gave the order for death and wondered at what he was becoming. He would not be those men he had hated. Age would not force him into their mold, if he had the strength. He rose from his seat and faced Adрn.
"I do not expect you to waste this chance, Adрn. You will not have another from me."