"Kay, Guy Gavriel - Fionavar Tapestry 1 - The Summer Tree" - читать интересную книгу автора (Kay Guy Gavriel)

His son slumped back in his chair. УMaybe,Ф he said, and the old man could see the effort the answer took. УBut it hurts, Abba, heТs all twisted up.Ф
Sol Laine, who had married late, had lost his wife to cancer when Kevin, their only child, was five years old. He looked now at his handsome, fair son with a twisting in his own heart. УKevin,Ф he said, Уyou will have to learn\a151and for you it will be hard\a151that sometimes you canТt do anything. Sometimes you simply canТt.Ф
Kevin finished his tea. He kissed his father on the forehead and went up to bed in the grip of a sadness that was new to him, and a sense of yearning that was not.
He woke once in the night, a few hours before Kimberly would. Reaching for a note pad he kept by the bed, he scribbled a line and fell back into sleep. \iWe are the total of our longings\i, he had written. But Kevin was a song-writer, not a poet, and he never did use it.

Paul Schafer walked home as well that night, north up Avenue Road and two blocks over at Bernard. His pace was slower than DaveТs, though, and you could not have told his thoughts or mood from his movements. His hands were in his pockets, and two or three times, where the streetlights thinned, he looked up at the ragged pattern of cloud that now hid and now revealed the moon.
Only at his doorway did his face show an expression\a151and this was only a transitory irresolution, as of someone weighing sleep against a walk around the block, perhaps.
Schafer went in, though, and unlocked his ground-floor apartment. Turning on a lamp in the living room, he poured himself a drink and carried the glass to a deep armchair. Again the pale face under the dark shock of hair was expressionless. And again, when his mouth and eyes did move, a long time later, it was to register only a kind of indecision, wiped away quickly this tune by the tightening jaw.
He leaned sideways then to the stereo and tape deck, turned them on, and inserted a cassette. In part because it was very late, but only in part, he adjusted the machine and put on the headphones. Then he turned out the only light in the room.
It was a private tape, one he had made himself a year ago. On it, as he sat there motionless in the dark, sounds from the summer before took shape: a graduation recital in the Faculty of MusicТs Edward Johnson Building, by a girl named Rachel Kincaid. A girl with dark hair like his own and dark eyes like no one else in this world.
And Paul Schafer, who believed one should be able to endure anything, and who believed this of himself most of all, listened as long as he could, and failed again. When the second movement began, he shuddered through an indrawn breath and stabbed the machine to silence.
It seemed that there were still things one could not do. So one did everything else as well as the one possibly could and found new things to try, to will oneself to master, and always one realized, at the kernel and heart of things, that the ends of the earth would not be far enough away.
Which was why, despite knowing very well that there were things they had not been told, Paul Schafer was glad, bleakly glad, to be going farther than the ends of the earth on the morrow. And the moon, moving then to shine unobstructed through the window, lit the room enough to reveal the serenity of his face.

And in the place beyond the ends of earth, in Fionavar, which lay waiting for them like a lover, like a dream, another moon, larger than our own, rose to light the changing of the wardstone guard in the palace of Paras Derval.
The priestess appointed came with the new guards, tended and banked the naal flame set before the stone, and withdrew, yawning, to her narrow bed.
And the stone, GinseratТs stone, set in its high obsidian pillar carved with a relief of Conary before the Mountain, shone still, as it had a thousand years, radiantly blue.

\bChapter 3\b

Towards dawn a bank of clouds settled low over the city. Kimberly Ford stirred, surfaced almost to wakefulness, then slipped back down into a light sleep, and a dream unlike any sheТd known before.
There was a place of massive jumbled stones. A wind was blowing over wide grasslands. It was dusk. She almost knew the place, was so close to naming it that her inability tasted bitter in her mouth. The wind made a chill, keening sound as it blew between the stones. She had come to find one who was needed, but she knew he was not there. A ring was on her finger, with a stone that gleamed a dull red in the twilight, and this was her power and her burden both. The gathered stones demanded an invocation from her; the wind threatened to tear it from her mouth. She knew what she was there to say, and was brokenhearted, beyond all grief sheТd ever known, at the price her speaking would exact from the man sheТd come to summon. In the dream, she opened her mouth to say the words.
She woke then, and was very still a long time. When she rose, it was to move to the window, where she drew the curtain back.
The clouds were breaking up. Venus, rising in the east before the sun, shone silver-white and dazzling, like hope. The ring on her finger in the dream had shone as well: deep red and masterful, like Mars.

The Dwarf dropped into a crouch, hands loosely clasped in front of him. They were all there; Kevin with his guitar, Dave Martyniuk defiantly clutching the promised Evidence notes. Loren remained out of sight in the bedroom. УPreparing,Ф the Dwarf had said. And now, without preamble, Matt S\a246ren said more.
УAilell reins in Brennin, the High Kingdom. Fifty years now, as you have heard. He is very old, much reduced. Metran heads the Council of the Mages, and Gorlaes, the Chancellor, is first of all advisers. You will meet them both. Ailell had two sons only, very late in life. The name of the elder\a151,Ф Matt hesitated, У\a151is not to be spoken. The younger is Diarmuid, now heir to the throne.Ф
Too many mysteries, Kevin Laine thought. He was nervous, and angry with himself for that. Beside him, Kim was concentrating fiercely, a single vertical line furrowing her forehead.
УSouth of us,Ф the Dwarf continued, Уthe Saeren flows through its ravine, and beyond the river is Cathal, the Garden Country. There has been war with Shal-hassanТs people in my lifetime. The river is patrolled on both sides. North of Brennin is the Plain where the Dalrei dwell, the Riders. The tribes follow the eltor herds as the seasons change. You are unlikely to see any of the Dalrei. They dislike walls and cities.Ф KimТs frown, Kevin saw, had deepened. УOver the mountains, eastward, the land grows wilder and very beautiful. That country is called Eridu now, though it had another name long ago. It breeds a people once brutal, though quiet of late. Little is known of doings in Eridu, for the mountains are a stern barrier.Ф Matt S\a246renТs voice roughened. УAmong the Eriduns dwell the Dwarves, unseen for the most part, in their chambers and halls under the mountains of Banir Lok and Banir Tal, beside Calor Diman, the Crystal Lake. A place more fair than any in all the worlds.Ф
Kevin had questions again, but withheld them. He could see there was an old pain at work here.
УNorth and west of Brennin is Pendaran Wood. It runs for miles to the north, between the Plain and the Sea. Beyond the forest is Daniloth, the Shadowland.Ф The Dwarf stopped, as abruptly as heТd begun, and turned to adjust his pack and gear. There was a silence.
УMatt?Ф It was Kimberly. The Dwarf turned. УWhat about the mountain north of the Plain?Ф
Matt made a swift, convulsive gesture with one hand, and stared at the slight, brown-haired girl.
УSo you were right, my friend, from the very first.Ф
Kevin wheeled. In the doorway leading from the bedroom stood the tall figure of Loren, in a long robe of shifting silver hues.
УWhat have you seen?Ф the mage asked Kim, very gently.
She, too, had twisted to face him. The grey eyes were strange\a151inward and troubled. She shook her head, as if to clear it. УNothing, really. Just . . . that I do see a mountain.Ф
УAnd?Ф Loren pressed.
УAnd . . .Ф she closed her eyes. УA hunger. \iInside\i, somehow. . . . I canТt explain it.Ф
УIt is written,Ф said Loren after a moment, Уin our books of wisdom, that in each of the worlds there are those who have dreams or visions\a151one sage called them memories\a151of Fionavar, which is the First. Matt, who has gifts of his own, named you as one such yesterday.Ф He paused; Kim didnТt move. УIt is known,Ф Loren went on, Уthat to bring people back in a crossing, such a person must be found to stand at the heart of the circle.Ф
УSo thatТs why you wanted us? Because of Kim?Ф It was Paul Schafer; the first words heТd spoken since arriving.
УYes,Ф said the mage, simply.
УDamn!Ф tried Kevin softly. УAnd I thought it was my charm.Ф
No one laughed. Kim stared at Loren, as if seeking answers in the lines of his face, or the shifting patterns of his robe.
Finally she asked, УAnd the mountain?Ф
LorenТs voice was almost matter-of-fact. УOne thousand years ago someone was imprisoned there. At the deepest root of Rangat, which is the mountain you have seen.Ф
Kim nodded, hesitated. УSomeone . . . evil?Ф The word came awkwardly to her tongue.
They might have been alone in the room. УYes,Ф said the mage.
УOne thousand years ago?Ф
He nodded again.. In this moment of misdirection, of deceit, when everything stood in danger of falling apart, his eyes were more calm and compassionate than they had ever been.