All summer long Salamander, or Ebañy Salomonderiel, to give him
his full Elvish name, had been riding through Deverry and tracking
his brother down, but he’d done it slowly by a long, winding
road, because the People never hurried anywhere, and for all his
human blood, he’d been raised among the elves. Right at
first, just over the Eldidd border, he’d found a pretty lass
who’d taken to more than his songs; he idled in Cemmetyn with
her for a pair of pleasant weeks. Then, once he was up in Pyrdon, a
noble lord paid him well for entertaining the guests at his
daughter’s wedding—six merry days of feasting. After
that, he wandered through Deverry, always heading north to
Cerrgonney, but sometimes lingering in an interesting town for a
few days here, a lord’s dun for an eightnight there. When
he’d scried Rhodry out and found him besieged, he’d put
on a good burst of speed, but only until he saw the siege lifted.
Then it had seemed that his brother would be perfectly safe for a
good long time, so he’d dallied again with another lass
who’d been faithfully waiting for him since the summer
before. It had seemed terribly dishonorable, after all, to just
ride out quickly after she’d waited for such a long time.
And so it was that he was some hundred miles to the east of
Graemyn’s dun on the sunny afternoon when Rhodry escorted the
herald and the councillor there. He’d made an early camp by a
stream, early simply because he was tired of riding, and tethered
his horses out in a tiny meadow before he went down to the running
water to scry. He saw Rhodry trembling as Camma told him her news,
and with so much emotion behind it, the vision was strong enough so
that he actually could hear—though not with his physical
ears—something of what was said. It seemed, indeed, that he
stood beside his brother as Benoic took the matter in hand, then
the vision vanished abruptly, banished by his own flood of reeling.
He leapt to his feet and swore aloud.
“By the gods!” He shook his head in amazement.
“Who ever would have thought it, indeed? I can’t
believe Jill would desert him, I quite simply
can’t.”
Kneeling again, he stared at the sun-dancing water and
thought of Jill. Her image built up slowly, and when it came, it was
oddly wavering and blurred. She was sitting in a mountain meadow
and watching while Perryn tethered out three horses, including her
Sunrise. His first thought was that she was ill, because she sat so
quietly, her mouth slack like a half-wit’s, yet it was hard
to see, because the vision was so misty. With a toss of his head,
he dismissed it.
“Now, this looks most dire, peculiar, and puzzling. I
think me I’d best try for a better look.”
When he called aloud in Elvish for Wildfolk, four gnomes and a
sylph materialized in front of him.
“Listen carefully, little brothers. I’ve got a
task for you, and if you do it, I’ll sing you a song
when you’re done. I want to go to sleep, and I want you to
stand here and watch for danger. If anyone or any animal
comes toward me, pinch me and wake me up.”
The gnomes nodded solemnly, while the sylph dipped and hovered
in the air. Salamander lay down on his back, crossed his arms over
his chest, and slowed his breathing until he felt that his
body was melding with the sun-warmed earth. Then he closed his eyes
and summoned his body of light. Unlike human dweomer-masters, who
use a solid, bluish form shaped like their own body, the elven
thought form is much like an enormous flickering flame, yet with
an ever-shifting face peering out of the silver light. Once
Salamander’s form lived steady in his imagination, he
transferred his consciousness over to it, at first only
pretending to look out of its eyes at his body lying below,
then seeing the world in the bluish etheric light. He
heard a sound like a sharp click; he was out, on the etheric plane,
looking down from the flame shape at his sleeping body,
guarded by the Wildfolk, and joined to him by a long silver
cord.
Slowly he rose up, orienting himself to the valleys, bright
red and glowing with the dull auras of plants, and to the
stream, which exhaled elemental force in a rushy silver curtain
that rose high above the water. Getting entangled in that
curtain could tear him apart. Carefully he moved away from it
before going higher, then thought of Jill. He felt a certain
tug pulling him in her direction, and set off to follow it,
For a long ways, impossible to measure on the etheric, he
sped over the dull-red forests, broken here and there by brighter
patches of farmlands, tended by the peasants whose auras gleamed
around them, pale yellows and greens, mostly, in the bluish light of the plane. As he traveled he
became more and more aware of Jill’s presence, pulling him
forward.
Yet in the end he had a guide. He had just flown high over a
small stream when he saw one of the Wildfolk coming toward him. In
its proper sphere the creature was a beautiful nexus of glowing
lines and colors, a deep olive, citrine, and russet with a spark
here and there of black, but it was obviously in distress, swelling
up twice its size, then shrinking and trembling.
“Here, here, little brother,” Salamander thought to
it. “What’s so wrong?”
For an answer it spun and danced, but dimly he could feel its
emotions: rage and despair for something it loved. He remembered
then Jill’s gray gnome.
“Do you know Jill?”
It bobbed and swelled with joy.
“I’m her friend. Take me to her.”
The gnome swept on ahead of him like a hunting dog. As he flew
after, dodging round the curves of a hill, Salamander saw far below
him the mountain valley, a red-glowing bowl of grass, dotted with
the dim silvery auras of the horses, and two human auras,
Perryn’s a strange green and gray that Salamander had never
seen before, Jill’s pale gold—but enormous, swelling
up around her, sending off billows, then shrinking again but to a
size far too large for any human being. When he dropped down toward
her, he saw Perryn turn and say something. From the young
lord’s aura came a light-shot surge, spilling over Jill like
an ocean wave. In response, her aura billowed and sucked the
magnetic effluent up.
Salamander hovered, trembling with shock. At that moment, Jill
looked up, straight at him, and screamed aloud. She had seen his
body of light.
“Jill, I’m a friend!”
Yet although she could see him, she couldn’t seem to hear
his thought. She flung herself to her feet and pointed at him,
yelling all the while at Perryn, who merely looked puzzled.
Salamander swooped away, following the silver cord as fast as he
dared back to his body, which lay safely where he’d left it
with the Wildfolk still on guard. He swooped down until he hovered
over it, then let himself go. Again the click, and he felt flesh
wrap him round, warm and painfully heavy for a moment. He dismissed
his body of light then sat up, slapping his hand thrice on the ground to
seal the end of the working. The gnomes looked at him expectantly.
“My thanks, my friends. Come travel along with me for a
while. I’ll sing you the song I promised, but I’ve got
to make speed, A good friend of mine has been well and truly
ensorceled.”
In a flood of silver light the dawn climbed up purple mountains
and washed over the meadow, a green torrent of grass that swirled
in the summer wind. Jill sat on their blankets and watched Perryn,
crouched down by the fire, where he was heating water in a little
iron kettle. He took his razor, a bit of soap, and a cracked mirror
out of his saddlebags and began to shave, as calmly and efficiently
as if he were in a bedchamber. Jill had a vague thought of
slitting his throat with the long sharp steel razor, or perhaps
her silver dagger, but thinking was very difficult.
“You’d best eat somewhat,” he
remarked.
“In a bit.” Speaking was difficult, too. “I’m
not truly hungry.”
Idly she looked away, only to see her gray gnome, hunkered
down some yards beyond Perryn. She was so glad to
see the little creature that she jumped up and ran over, but
just as she bent down to pick it up, it snarled, swiped at her
with its claws, and vanished. Very slowly she sat down
right where she was, wondering why the gnome was so angry at her.
It seemed that she should know, but the memory wouldn’t
return. She picked up a pebble from the grass and stared at it, a
constant wavering flow of crystalline structure made visible,
until Perryn came to fetch her away.
All that morning they rode through the forest, following long,
roundabout trails. Every tree was a living presence, leaning over
the trail and reaching down to her with, brushy fingers.
Some frightened, her; others seemed perfectly harmless;
still others, a definite few, seemed to be asking her to
befriend them, with a trembling outreach of leafy hands.
When she looked away from the trail, the forest changed into a
maze of solid walls, broken only by shafts of sunlight, as heavy
as stone. Although at times Jill considered simply riding
away from Perryn, she was hopelessly lost. Every now and then
she thought of Rhodry and wondered if he was trying to follow
them. She doubted that he’d believe her when she told him
that she hadn’t ridden away of her own free
will—if, indeed, he ever caught them. How could he
find her, when the whole world had changed?
Every color, even the somber gray of the rocks, seemed as
bright and glowing as a jewel. Whenever they came to a
clearing or a mountain meadow, the sun poured over her like
water; she could swear that she felt it dripping and running down her arms. The
sky was a solid dome of lapis lazuli, and for the first time in her
life she truly believed that the gods traveled across the sky the
way men travel across the earth, just because the color truly did seem
fit for divinities. Under the heavy burden of all this beauty, she
felt as if she were reeling in her saddle, and at times tears ran
down her face, just from the loveliness. Once as they rode through
a meadow, a pair of larks broke cover and flew, singing their
heartbreaking trill as they went up and up into the azure,
crystalline sky, their wings rushing and beating in a tiny thunder.
Jill saw then that whatever else might happen, that moment, that
beating of wings, that stripe of sound would all endure eternally,
as indeed would every moment, a clear note in the unfolding music
of the universe. When she tried to tell Perryn of the insight, he
only stared at her and told her she was daft. She laughed, agreeing
with him.
That afternoon, they camped early near a good-sized stream.
Perryn took a line and hook from his gear, remarked that he was
after fish, and wandered away upstream. For a long time Jill lay on
the bank and stared into the water, watching the Wildfolk in the
eddies, a white foam of little faces, traces of sleek bodies,
little voices and lives, melding and blending into each other. It
seemed that there was something that they wanted of her, and
finally she stripped off her clothes and joined them. Giggling,
laughing, she ducked and splashed in the water with the undines,
tried to catch them as they swam away from her, and for the first
time she heard them clearly, giggling in return, calling out her
name, Jill, Jill, Jill, over and over again. Then suddenly they
shrieked and disappeared. Jill turned in the water and looked up to
see Perryn, standing on the bank with a string of three trout in
one hand. Her heart sank, just as when a pupil looks up from a game
to find her tutor glaring with a piece of unfinished work in his
hand.
Yet when she clambered up onto the bank, he was far from angry
with her, catching her, kissing her, wrapping her round with his
desire until she wanted him, too, and lay down willingly with him
in the grass. Afterward, he got up, dressed, and methodically began
cleaning the fish, but she lay naked in the soft grass and tried to
remember the name of the man she once had loved and who, or so she
suspected, still loved her. Although she could see his face in her mind,
her memory refused to give up his name. Puzzling over it, she got up and
dressed, then chanced to look down at the stream. The Wildfolk were back, staring at her
reproachfully.
“Rhodry, Jill,” they whispered. “How could you
have forgotten your Rhodry?”
She doubled over and wept, sobbing aloud. When Perryn came
rushing to comfort her, she shoved him away so hard that he tripped
and fell. Like a frightened animal she ran, racing through the long
grass of the clearing, plunging into the forest, only to catch an
ankle on a root and sprawl headlong. For a moment she lay there
panting, seeing how dark the trees were, how menacingly they
reached down to grab her. Now they looked like a line of armed
guards, raising weapons high. When he came to fetch her back, she
went without arguing.
That evening he built a fire and skewered the trout on green
sticks to roast them. Jill ate a few bites, but the food seemed to
stick in her month, the fish suddenly as cloying as pure honey.
Perryn, however, wolfed down his share as if he were starving, then
fell asleep by the fire. She watched him for a long time. Although
it would have been ridiculously easy to kill him, the memory of the
forest stopped her. If he died, she would be alone, trapped out
there, starving, wandering in circles, growing more and more
panicked—with the last of her will she wrenched her mind away
from the thoughts that were threatening to turn her hysterical.
Shaking, suddenly cold, she stared into the fire,
where the spirits were forming and falling in the flames, dancing
along the wood that this pair of humans had so thoughtfully
provided. Jill could almost hear them talking in the hiss and
crackle. Then a log burned through and fell with a shower of golden
sparks. In the rushy dance of flame, a proper face appeared, golden
and shifting. When it spoke, it was in a true voice, and one with
authority.
“What is this, child? What’s so wrong?”
“Wrong?” She could barely stammer. “Is
it?”
For a moment the face regarded her; then it was gone. Somewhat
bewildered, unable to think, Jill lay down next to Perryn and fell
asleep.
As formless as water, the days slipped into one another. Jill
couldn’t count them; she’d lost the very idea of
counting, as if the part of her mind that dealt with things
like nights and coins had fallen out of her saddlebags and gotten
lost in the grass. Whenever he spoke to her, it was hard to answer,
because her words became lost in the splendor of the
forest, Fortunately he rarely spoke, apparently contented with her silent presence near him. At night,
when they made camp, he was an eager lover, wanting her in their
blankets often before they’d eaten, then bringing her dinner
like a page as she lay drowsily by the fire. His slow hesitance, his
shuffling walk, his vague smiles and stumbling words—all
were gone. He was all laughter and calm efficiency, all strength
and life as he strode through the wild country. She supposed that
his daft mousiness was simply a shield he put up when he was
forced to live in the lands of men.
She was proven right when they rode into a village to buy food
at the open market. Perryn became his old self, looking aimlessly
this way and that, stumbling through every simple sentence as he
haggled for cheese and peaches, for loaves of bread from the baker.
Since Jill could speak no more clearly than he could, she was of no
help to him. Once she saw a farmer’s wife watching them in
puzzlement, as if she were wondering how a pair of halfwits like
they could survive on the road.
With the shopping done, they went to a tiny tavern for ale.
After nothing but spring water to drink, the ale tasted so good
that Jill savored every sip. Although the little room had dirty
straw on the floor, an unswept hearth, and battered tables, she was
happy there. It was good to see other people, her own kind, good to
listen to human voices instead of the endless wind through the
forest and the chatter of streams. A balding stout fellow, wearing
the checked brigga of a merchant, gave her a friendly smile.
“Here, lass,” he said. “Why do you carry a
silver dagger?”
“Oh, ah, er, well,” Jill said. “My father was
a silver dagger, you see. It’s a reminder of him.”
“A pious gesture, truly.”
Jill had the sudden startling experience of hearing him think: A
pretty lass, but stupid; ah well, wits don’t matter in a
lass. The thought was as clear in her mind as if he’d spoken
aloud, but she decided that she was only deluding herself. When it
was time to leave the tavern, she wept, simply because they were
going back to the lonely wilderness.
That afternoon they rode through low rolling hills, where
the pine forest thinned, and farms appeared in sheltered valleys.
Jill had no idea of where they were; all she knew was that the sun rose
the east and set in the west. They made camp, however, in a place Perryn knew
well, or so he said, a tiny vale, along a stream, and bordered with white birches. Before he lit the fire, he gave
Jill a kiss.
“Let’s lie down,” he said.
All at once, the thought of making love with him filled her with
revulsion. When she shoved him away, he caught her by the shoulders
and pulled her to him. Although she tried to wrestle free, his
superior strength told against her. He grabbed her, lifted her,
and laid her struggling on the ground. She fought against
him but even as she did, she knew that she was slowly,
inexorably giving in to him, fighting with only half her strength,
letting him steal a kiss here and there, then a caress, then
finally surrendering, letting him take her, press her down, and
turn her world to a fire of pleasure. When he lay down next to her,
he started to speak, then fell asleep in openmouthed
exhaustion.
Jill lay next to him and watched the sunset coming through the
branches like a shower of gold coins. The white birches glowed with
an inner fire, as if they were watching them and blessing them in
silent presences. She could hear the stream running nearby in
little voices, the aimless chatter of the Wildfolk. Just as the
sunset was fading into twilight, Perryn sat up with a yawn and a
gasp. She saw dark circles under his eyes, two livid pools
of shadow. For a moment he stared, at her as if he hardly
knew where they were.
“Are you all right?” Jill said.
“Oh, er, well, just tired.”
Yet as the evening wore on, she realized that things went far
beyond his being tired. When they ate, he gobbled the food, then
fell asleep again. She sat by the fire and watched the birches
glowing, bending close, it seemed, to study this pair of intruders
in the grove. For one moment she thought she saw someone standing
among the trees and watching her, but when she got up for a closer
look, the shadowy form disappeared. In a bit Perryn woke again
and stumbled over to the fire. A leap of flame washed his
face with light and seemed to cover it with blood; his eyes
seemed great hollow rents in a mask. Jill cried, out at the
sight.
“What’s wrong?” he said.
Yet she had no words to tell him what she instinctively knew,
that their afternoon’s lovemaking had driven them to a
crisis point, just as when a warrior rides a charge,
thinking of naught but the flash of steel around him,
only to find himself behind the enemy line, cut off and alone when
it’s too late to ride back.
When he left Graemyn’s dun, Rhodry had no idea of which
way to ride. For the first day, he went west, but at sunset the
gray gnome appeared at his camp and threw itself into his arms to
cling to him like a frightened child.
“There you are! Here, my friend, where’s
Jill?”
The gnome considered, pointed east, then disappeared. I’ve
wasted a whole blasted day, he thought. Then, even in the midst of
his despair, he felt that strange sensation of being watched.
For three days more, he rode east. He felt more like a storm
than a man, his rage and desperation mingling to drive his mind
this way and that, tearing his reason to shreds as he swept down
the forest road. At times, he wanted to find her only to slit her
throat; at others, he swore to himself that if only he could have
her back, he would never ask a single question about what
she’d done with Perryn. Gradually he felt more hopelessness
than rage. Perryn could have taken her any way at all, slipping
deep into the forest where he’d never find them. His one hope
was the gnome, who came to him at odd moments. Always it pointed
east, and it was filled with fury, gnashing its teeth and clutching
its head at any mention of Perryn. Sooner or later, or so Rhodry
hoped, it would lead him back to Jill.
Late on a day when white clouds piled in the sky and threatened
rain, Rhodry was riding along a narrow track when he came to a
clearing. Beside the road was a small wooden round house with two
oaks growing in front of the door. He dismounted, led his horse
over, and called out a halloo. In a few moments an aged man with
the shaved head and golden torc of a priest of Bel came out
“Good morrow, Your Holiness,” Rhodry said.
“May the gods bless you, lad. What troubles your heart
so?”
“Oh, by the hells, do I look as wretched as
that?”
The priest merely smiled, his dark eyes nearly lost in wrinkled
folds of pouched eyelids. He was as thin as a stick, his ragged
tunic hanging loose, his fingers like gnarled twigs.
“I’m looking for someone, you see,” Rhodry
went on. “And I’ve about given up hope of ever finding
her. A blond lass, beautiful, but she always dresses like a lad,
and she carries a silver dagger. She’d be riding with a
skinny red-haired fellow.”
“Your wife left you for another man?”
“Well, she did, but how did you
know?”
“It’s a common enough tale, lad, though I’ve
no doubt it pains you as if you were the first man ever deserted
by a woman.” He sighed with a shake of his head. “I
haven’t seen her, but come in and ask the gods to help
you.”
More to please the lonely old hermit than in any real hope of
getting an omen, Rhodry followed him into the dim, musty-smelling
shrine, which took up half the round house. On the flat side stood
the stone altar, covered with a rough linen cloth to hide the
bloodstains from the sacrifices. Behind it rose a massive statue of
Bel, carved from a tree trunk, the body roughly shaped, the arms
distinguished by mere cuts in the wood and the tunic indicated only
by scratches. The face, however, was beautifully modeled, large
eyes staring out as if they saw, the mouth so mobile it seemed that
it would speak. Rhodry made a formal bow to the king of the world,
then knelt before him while the priest stood to one side. In the
shadowy light it seemed that the god’s eyes turned his
worshipper’s way.
“O most holy lord, where’s my Jill? Will I ever see
her again?”
For a moment silence lay thick in the temple;
then the priest spoke in a hollow, booming voice utterly unlike his
normal tone.
“She rides down dark roads. Judge her not
harshly when you meet again. One who holds no fealty to me holds
her in thrall.”
Rhodry felt a cold shudder of awe laced with fear. The
god’s eyes considered him, and the voice spoke again.
“You have a strange Wyrd, man from Eldidd, you who are not
truly a man like other men. Someday you’ll die serving the
kingdom, but it’s not the death you would ever have dreamt
for yourself. Men will remember your name down the long years,
though your blood run over rock and be gone. Truly, they’ll
remember it twice over, for twice over will you die.”
Suddenly the priest threw up his hands and clapped them together
hard. Dazed, Rhodry looked around. The statue was only a piece of
wood, cleverly carved. The god had gone.
All that day, while he traveled fast along, Rhodry puzzled over
the omen. What did it mean, that Jill rode down dark roads? He
desperately wanted it to mean that Perryn had somehow forced her to
come with him rather than her going willingly, but it was hard to
convince himself of that, because Jill could have slain the lord
easily if he had tried violence. Still, he clung to the first bit
of hope he had that she still loved him. His heart was so torn for
love of and fear for her that he never remembered the rest of the omen
til years later, that, contrary to all nature and all sense,
he would die twice over.
On the morrow, the meaning of the part of the omen that dealt
with Jill came clearer when he reached a small
village. In the tiny tavern he got his first hot meal and tankard of
ale in days. As he was eating mutton stew by the unswept hearth, the
tavernman strolled over to gossip.
“You’re the second silver dagger we’ve seen in
here lately,” he said. “Or, well, I don’t suppose
this lass was truly a silver dagger.”
“A blond lass?” Rhodry’s heart was pounding
even as he spoke casually. “Beautiful, but dressed like a
lad?”
“Just that! Do you know her?”
“I do. How long ago were she and her red-haired lad in
here? I’d like to see Jill and Perryn again.”
The tavernman considered, scratching his bald spot.
“Not more than four nights ago, I’d say. Friends of
yours, are they? Neither of them are much for words, I must
say.”
“Oh, Perryn never says much, truly.” Rhodry tried to
sound cheerfully friendly. “But usually his lass is good for
a bit of chatter.”
“Indeed? Then she must be ill or suchlike, because it was
hard for her to say two words together. One of those thick-headed
lasses, think I, all pretty face with nothing between her two
ears.”
“Here, I hope she wasn’t ill. She’s usually as
bright as a lark and twice as merry.”
The tavernman considered a long moment.
“Well, maybe she and that man of hers had a bit of a
scrap. From the way she looked at him, I’d say he beats her a
good bit. Fair terrified, she looked.”
Rhodry’s hand tightened on the tankard so hard that his
knuckles went white. Riding down dark roads, he thought, I see.
“But be that as it may, lad, they went south when they left here.
She said she was riding south, to find her grandfather.”
For a
moment Rhodry was puzzled. Nevyn! he thought. Of course that’s how
she’d describe him.
“Well and good, then, and my thanks.” He
tossed the man a piece of Benoic’s silver.
Leaving the
tankard unfinished, Rhodry rode out fast, heading for the
crossroads and the track that would take him south.
The tavernman watched, rubbing Rhodry’s coin, until the
silver dagger was out of sight. All at once he felt both guilty and
frightened. Why had he lied like that, and all for the couple of
coins that the strange fellow had given him? He hated to lie. Dimly
he remembered arguing with the fellow, but here, after all
he’d said, he’d gone and done it. He wished he had a
horse, so that he could ride after the silver dagger and tell him
the truth. He shook himself and looked up. The village idiot, poor
old Marro, was shuffling along the street. The tavernman flung him
Rhodry’s coin.
“Here, lad, take that home to your mother, and tell her I
said she’s to buy you cloth for a new shirt.”
Grinning from ear to ear, Marro ran off. The tavernman went back
to his customers.
“South?” Salamander said aloud. “How by every
boil on the Lord of Hell’s balls did Rhodry know to turn
south?”
The Wildfolk clustered around his campfire seemed to be
pondering the question.
“My apologies, little brothers. Just a rhetorical
question.”
Stretching, Salamander got up and frowned at the night sky while
he wished he’d scried Rhodry out earlier. Since he was not
much more than an apprentice at dweomer, it was difficult for him
to scry without a focus of some sort and impossible when he was
occupied with something else, such as riding horseback, As
he thought about it, he supposed that Rhodry was riding south out
of a simple desperation that had brought him a silver
dagger’s luck. Without dweomer, he himself would never have
been able to track Jill down, because that strange
man of hers knew the woods as well as a wild deer did. As it was,
of course, he knew exactly where they were, just ten miles to the
northeast of him, so that, indeed, Rhodry was to the north of
them, and on the right road by heading south, The question was, how
did Rhodry know it?
“Tomorrow, little brothers, tomorrow we track this bear to his
den.”
In unease the Wildfolk rustled around, him shoving and
pinching each, other, opening their mouths in gaping expressions
of despair and hatred. Salamander shuddered in honest fear. For all
he knew, the man that had stolen Jill was a dweomermaster of
great power, and he was riding to his doom.
“You know, I suppose I really should contact Nevyn and
tell him about all this.”
The Wildfolk all nodded a vigorous yes.
“But on the other hand, suppose I do, and he tells me that
I should leave this nasty mess strictly alone. How then could I
redeem myself for my dilatory ways this summer? I think me
I’d best just just continue on.”
The Wildfolk threw their hands in the air, stuck out their
tongues at him, and disappeared in a wave of pure disgust.
In the morning, the dark circles under Perryn’s eyes
looked as purple as fresh bruises against his unnaturally pale
skin. His red hair no longer flamed; rather it was as dull and
matted as the fur of a sick cat. He worked slowly, taking things
out of his saddlebags, staring at them for a moment, then putting
them back while Jill sat nearby and watched him.
“You truly do look ill,” she said.
“Just tired.”
She wondered why she cared if he were ill or not, but in truth,
she was coming to see him as much a victim of his strange powers as
she was. The thought came to her only intermittently, however;
thoughts of any sort were rare these days. The pieces of gear in
Perryn’s hands seemed to be changing size constantly,
sometimes swelling, sometimes shrinking, and they had no edges in
any proper sense, just lines of shimmering force that marked where
they met the air. Finally he pulled out a plain rod of iron, about
a finger thick, set in a wooden handle.
“Thank every god,” he said. “Here I thought
I’d lost it.”
“What is it?”
“A rambling scribe. Never tell anyone I’ve got one,
will you? You can get hanged for carrying one in
Cerrgonney.”
None of this made any sense at all. She forced herself to pick
it apart, a little at a time.
“We’re still in Cerrgonney?” she asked at
last.
“We are, but in the southern part. Nearly to
Gwaentaer.”
“Oh. And what’s that thing for?”
“Changing a
horse’s brand.”
“And why will they hang you for having
one?”
“Because only a horse thief would carry one.”
“Then why are you carrying one?”
“Because I’m a horse
thief.”
Jill stared openmouthed at him.
“Where do you think I get the coin
we’ve been spending?” He was grinning in amusement, “I take a horse from some noble
lord, sell it to one of the men I know, and well, there we
are.”
Somewhere, deep in her mind, Jill remembered that thievery was a
wrong thing. She thought about it while she watched him repack the
saddlebags. Thieving was wrong, and being a horse thief was the
worst of all. If you took a man’s horse, he could die out in
the wilderness. Da always said so. Da was always right.
“You shouldn’t take horses,” she said.
“Oh, I only take them from men who can afford the
loss.”
“It’s still wrong.”
“Why? I need them, and they don’t.”
Although she knew that there was a counter to this argument, she
couldn’t remember it. She leaned back and watched the sylphs
playing in the light breeze, winged forms of brilliant crystal,
darting and dodging after each other in long swoops and glides.
“I’ll be leaving you here later,” Perryn said in a
moment. “We’re low on coin, and I’ve got to take
a horse.”
“You will come back, won’t you?” Suddenly she
was terrified, sure that she would be hopelessly lost without him.
“You won’t just leave me here?”
“What? Of course not. I love you more than I love my life.
I’ll never leave you.”
He drew her into his arms and kissed her, then held her close.
She was unsure of how long they sat together in the warm sun, but
when he let her go, the sun was close to zenith. She wandered over
the stream and lay down to watch the Wildfolk sporting
there until she fell asleep.
Late that same afternoon, Rhodry came to Leryn, one of the
biggest towns in Cerrgonney with about five hundred houses huddled
behind a low stone wall on the banks of the Camyn Yraen. Since
Leryn was an important port for the river barges that brought the
mountain iron down into Deverry, he was planning on buying a
passage downriver for a ways to save himself some time and to give
himself and his horse a much-needed rest. First, though, he went
to the market square and asked around about Jill and Perryn.
Quite a few of the locals knew the eccentric Lord Perryn
well.
“He’s daft,” said the cheese seller.
“And if that lass is riding with the likes of him,
she’s even dafter than he is.”
“A bit more than daft he is,” snorted the
blacksmith. “I’ve wondered many a time where he gets
all those horses.”
“Ah, he’s noble-born,” chimed in the cloth
merchant. “The noble-horn have horses to spare, they do. But
I haven’t seen him in many long week now, silver dagger, and
I’ve never seen a lass like you described.”
“No more have I,” said the cheese seller. “She
sounds a bit of a hard case, she does.”
As he went back to the cheap tavern he’d marked earlier,
Rhodry was wondering if Jill and Perryn had taken a different road
south. If so, he’d have to abandon his plans for the river,
in case he passed them by. As he was stabling his horse, a fellow
came out to join him, a rather nondescript man with the bent back
of a wandering peddler.
“You the silver dagger who was asking for Lord
Perryn?”
“I am, and what’s it to you?”
“Naught, but I might have a bit of information for you for
the right price.”
Rhodry took two silver pieces from his pouch and held them
between his fingers. The peddler grinned.
“I came up this way from the southeast. I stayed one night
in a little village inn, oh, some thirty miles from here, it was. I
was trying to get my sleep about dawn that night when I heard
someone yelling out in the stable yard. So I sticks my head out the
window, and I see our Perryn arguing with this blond lass. Seems
like she was leaving him, and he was yelling at her not to
go.”
Rhodry handed over the first silver.
“I’m going to find no one, she says,” the
peddler went on. “Seemed like a cursed strange thing to say,
so it’s stuck in my mind, like.”
“So it would. Did she say where ‘nev yn’
was?”
“Not truly. But she did say to his lordship that if he
tried to follow her to Cerrmor, she’d take his balls off with
her silver dagger.”
With a laugh, Rhodry handed him the second coin, then dug out a
third for good measure.
“My thanks, peddler, and it gladdens my wretched heart that you
lost that hour’s sleep.”
When Rhodry left the stable, Merryc laughed quietly under his
breath. It was a good jest, to make the silver dagger pay for the
false rumors that were going to mean his doom.
Jill woke suddenly at the sound of horses coming. She sat up
wondering why she hadn’t tried to escape before Perryn
returned. Now it was too late. She stood up, very slowly,
because the ground seemed unsteady under her feet. As she walked
back to camp, the grass swelled and billowed, as if she trod on a
huge feather mattress.
“Jill! Fear not! Rescue is at hand, though truly, as a
shining avenger one could want better than I.”
Startled, she spun around and stared openmouthed at the man
dismounting from his horse on the other side of the clearing. For
a moment she thought he was Rhodry, but the voice and the pale
hair were all wrong. Then she remembered him.
“Salamander! Oh ye gods!”
Suddenly she was weeping, doubling over as she sobbed, throwing
herself from side to side until he ran over and grabbed her
tight.
“Whist, whist, little one. All’s well, more or less,
anyway. You’ve been ensorceled, but it’s over
now.”
The tears stopped, and she looked up at him.
“It was true, then? He has the
dweomer?”
“I’m not so sure of that, but you were ensorceled well and
truly. Where is he?”
“Off stealing a horse from someone.”
“And the horse dung, too, no doubt. This lad sounds
stranger and stranger.”
“You might well say that and twice. Please, we’ve
got to get away before he gets back.”
“Not that, because I’ve got a thing or two to say to
him.”
“But he’s dweomer.”
Salamander smiled lazily.
“It is time for all truths to be known. So am
I.”
She pulled away, staring at him.
“How else did I know you’d
been ensorceled, and how else would I have found you? Now
come along. Let’s get your gear on your horse. I want to
curse this fellow to the three hells, and then we’ve got
to be on our way. Rhodry’s got a long head start on
us.”
At the mention of Rhodry’s name, she began to sob again.
Salamander pulled her close into his arms.
“Na, na, na, little one. Remember you’re a
warrior’s daughter. There’ll be time enough for tears
later, when we’re well away from here. We’ll find your
Rhodry for you.”
“Oh ye gods, I don’t know if your brother
will even want me back.”
“My . . . here! How did you find out?”
The urgency in his voice stopped her tears.
“I . . . well, I had a true dream. I saw your
father.”
“Gods! If you have that kind of power, and this fellow
still . . . well, he may be a bit more powerful than I thought, but
cursed if I’ll run until I get a look at him. Let me saddle
your horse for you, and you tell me the tale.”
As best she could, Jill told him about Perryn and the events of
the last few days, but it was difficult for her to find words to
put things in any sort of order, or indeed to remember exactly how
long she’d been traveling with Perryn. At times it seemed a
few years, at others months. She was shocked when Salamander told
her that it had been at most a fortnight. While he listened, he
grew angry, until finally he cut short one last stumbling sentence
with a wave of his hand.
“I’ve heard enough, little one. This ugly bastard
should be flogged and hanged, if you ask me. I wonder if I can get
him to a lord’s justice.”
“Not here. All the lords are his kin.”
“And who will believe me when I come to them talking of
dweomer, besides? Well, there’s other kinds of justice in
the kingdom.”
When she looked at him, she saw his anger like ghostly flames
burning over his face and looked away again. Yet the vision jogged
her memory.
“Was it you I saw a while back? I saw an elf all covered
with silver fire in the sky.”
“It was, true enough. But you were seeing only a well . .
. call it an image of me.”
She nodded, the thought and the memory slipping away again. She
wondered why he was so angry with Perryn, but it seemed at somehow
she should know the answer.
Salamander was just finishing tying her bedroll behind the
saddle when he paused, cocking his head to listen. It was several
minutes before she heard the sound of hoofbeats, three horses
coming fast. Ducking and dodging among the trees, Perryn rode up with
two chestnut colts following him along. As Salamander walked to
meet him, Perryn dismounted and ran the last few yards.
“Who are you?” Perryn shouted. “Jill, what are
you doing?”
Although she was shaking too hard to speak, her saddled and
loaded horse was an obvious answer. When Perryn started to run to
her, Salamander stepped in between. Perryn swung at him
flat-handed. All at once Wildfolk swarmed into existence and mobbed
him, a good hundred of them biting pinching kicking punching as
they fell upon him like dogs on a tossed bone. Perryn screamed and
yelped, hitting blindly at an enemy he couldn’t see, and
finally went down under them, a tossing, heaving mound.
“Enough!” Salamander yelled.
The Wildfolk disappeared, leaving Perryn trembling and
whimpering on the ground.
“That’s better, dog,” Salamander snarled.
“A fine scion of the Wolf clan are you, a horse thief and a
wife stealer both!”
He flung up one hand and chanted a long string of Elvish words
under his breath. Suddenly Jill saw a green-and-gray glow
streaming around Perryn—no, it was emanating from him in a
cloud of light. From it stretched long smoky tendrils that tangled
her round. She suddenly realized that she too stood in a similar
cloud, but that hers was pale gold.
“Do you see that, Lord Perryn? Do you see what
you’ve been doing?”
Perryn looked from her to himself and back to Salamander, then
suddenly moaned and hid his eyes with his hands. The gerthddyn said
a few more Elvish words, then snapped his fingers. A golden
sword made of what seemed to be solid light appeared in his
hand. He swept it back and forth, slashing at every tendril that
bound her to Perryn. The light lines snapped like cut tether
ropes and slapped back to him. Perryn screamed, but she
felt her mind and her will come back to her, and with
them a revulsion, a burning hatred for this man who’d
broken her like a wild horse. When Salamander chanted
again, the glowing clouds and the sword vanished. Perryn raised
his head.
“Don’t look at me that way, my
love,” he whispered. “Oh, by Kerun himself,
you’re not going to leave me, are you?”
“Of course I am, you bastard! I never want to see you
again in my god-cursed life.”
“Jill, Jill, I beg you don’t go! I love
you!”
“Love?” She felt her natred burning in her mouth.
“I spit on your idea of love!”
When Perryn began to weep, the sound was beautiful to her.
Salamander looked as if he was thinking of kicking him, then
restrained himself.
“Listen, you!” he snarled. “Out of sheer pity
I’ll tell you one thing: you’ve got to stop stealing
women and horses this way, or it’ll kill you. Do you hear
me?”
Slowly Perryn got to his feet to face the gerthddyn, and his
face worked as if he was desperately trying to summon some
dignity.
“I don’t know who you are,” he whispered.
“But I don’t have to stay here and have you pour
vinegar in my wounds. I can’t stop you from taking Jill away,
so go. You hear me! Get out!” His voice rose to a shriek.
“Go away! Both of you!”
Then he fell sobbing to his knees again.
“Very well.” Salamander turned to Jill. “Let
us leave this whimpering dolt to whatever justice the gods have in
store for him.”
“Gladly.”
In a swirl of joyous Wildfolk, they mounted their horses. A big
black gnome with purple splotches threw the lead rope of the pack
horse up to Salamander, then disappeared as they rode away. Jill
glanced back once to see Perryn stretched out on the grass, still
weeping in a sea of swelling emerald, with his gray nuzzling his
shoulder in concern. Nothing had ever pleased her as much as his
pain.
For about a mile they rode in silence, until they came free of
the trees to one of the muddy tracks that passed for a Cerrgonney
road. There Salamander paused his horse, waved at her to do the
same, and turned in his saddle to look her over in sincere concern.
She could only stare blankly back at him.
“How do you feel, Jill?”
“Exhausted.”
“No doubt, but you’ll get your strength back in a
bit.”
“Good. Will the world ever hold still again?”
“What?
What’s it doing at the moment?”
“Well, everything’s all . . . not hazy, exactly, but
nothing will hold still, and these colors . . . everything’s
so bright and glowy.” She hesitated, struggling with the
unfamiliar task of forming sentences. “Nothing has edges, you see.
It all sparkles and runs together. And there’s no Time anymore.
Wait, that’s not right. But it is.”
“Oh ye gods! What did that lout do to you?”
“I
don’t know.”
“My apologies, just a rhetorical question. Jill, this is blasted
serious.”
“I could figure that out myself, my thanks. Will I ever
see the world like it really is again?”
“You mean, will you ever see it as you used to, because as
for the world as it really is, my turtledove, that’s what
you’re seeing right now. Before, you’ve only seen the
dull, dead, dark, and deceiving surface, as most people
do.”
“But here! These colors, and the way everything
moves—”
“Are real enough. But, truly, most inconvenient withal.
The gods are kind, turtledove. They let most men see only what they
need to see, and hide the beauty away. If they didn’t,
we’d all starve, because even a simple act like picking an
apple from a tree would be a momentous and ominous
event.”
“I can’t believe that.”
“No need for you to believe it, actually. Belief has no
bearing whatsoever on your current and most dire condition. Belief
is an illusion, and truly, all that men see is illusion as well,
because the universe is naught but a rushy net of pure
power.”
“That can’t be true.”
“It is, but this is no time for us to argue recondite
matters like a pair of Bardek sages. That little round-ear bastard
has hurt you worse than I feared, Jill.” He paused for a
long, troubled silence. “I’m not truly sure what to do
about this. Fortunately, our esteemed Nevyn will.”
“Salamander, you’re babbling! What did Perryn do to
me?”
“Well, look, you saw those lines of light, didn’t
you? What he was doing was pouring life force into you, more than
you could possibly use or handle. Look, every time you two lay down
together, he gave off a tremendous amount of life force. It’s
not solid like water but it’s more solid than a thought, and
it can be transferred back and forth. Normally, whenever a man and
woman are together, they each give some out and get some back, all
in balance. Now, I doubt me if this truly makes sense to
you.”
“Oh, but it does.” Her disarranged mind was casting
up images, of Sarcyn and Alastyr, of the dark dweomer that had
touched and tainted her life the summer before. For a moment she
nearly vomited. When she spoke again, it was only in a whisper.
“Go on. I have to know.”
“Well, then, somewhat’s wrong with Perryn. He was
pouring the force out like mead at a lord’s feast, more than
you could ever possibly replace in the ordinary course of things.
And all that extra power was running free in your mind, free to be
used in any way you wished, but since, alas, you had no idea of what
to wish for, or indeed that it was even there, then it took the
first channel it found to run in, like water again, if we may
expand and polish our image my turtledove, that escapes from a river
only to follow a ditch. You can’t lie and say you’ve no
dweomer talent, you know.”
“I don’t care! I never
wanted to have anything of the sort.”
“Oh, of course
not, you lackwit! That’s not what I’m saying. Listen,
these are dark and dangerous matters indeed, and the source of many
a strange thing. No one who studies the dweomer of Light would fool
with them carelessly, the way Perryn seems to have done.”
“Are you telling me he follows the dark path?”
“I’m not, because that poor, weak, bumbling idiot
obviously could do naught of the sort. I know not what Lord Perryn
may be, my little robin, but I do know that we’ve got to get
you far, far away from him. Let’s ride. We’ll reach
some safe spot, and then I’ll see what Nevyn thinks of all
this.”
After Jill rode away, Perryn had just enough strength to
unsaddle his horse and send him out to graze. He lay down on his
blankets and fell asleep, waking for a few moments at sunset, then
sleeping the night away. When he woke in the morning, he rolled
over, automatically reaching for Jill, and wept when he remembered
that she was gone.
“How could you leave me? I loved you so much.”
He
forced himself to stop crying, then sat up and looked around the
camp. In spite of his long sleep, he was still tired, his body
aching as if he’d been in a fight. When he remembered the man
who’d taken her away, he turned cold all over. Dweomer. What
else would have shown him that peculiar vision of clouds of light
and golden swords? See what you’ve been doing, Lord Perryn.
But he’d done nothing at all, only loved her. What did ropes
of mystic light have to do with love? And she’d said
that she hated him. He shook his head, refusing to cry again.
At last he forced himself up and began packing his gear.
He’d already placed himself in danger by staying so long; the
lord who once had owned these colts might come looking for them. As
he worked, he wondered which way to ride. He couldn’t go back
to Nedd, not for a long time, not with Benoic’s wrath waiting
for him. You’re twice a dolt, he told himself, first taking
another man’s woman—and then losing her. Benoic would
heap scorn on him for years over this, he knew. After the splendor
of having had someone to love, of having had someone who had loved
him—he refused to believe that Jill had never loved him—his
life stretched ahead like a bleak, foggy road. It seemed to take
him forever to leave the spot. He would just get some small task
done, like rolling up his blankets, when something would make him
think of Jill, and he would weep again. The dapple gray stayed
close to him, nuzzling his shoulder or nudging him in the back as
if to say that he should cheer up.
“At least you love me, don’t you?” Perryn
whispered. “But a horse is a wretchedly easy thing to
please.”
Finally he was ready to set out, with his gray saddled and his
pack horse and the two new colts on lead ropes. He mounted, then
merely sat in the saddle for a long time and stared at the place
that would hold his last memories of Jill. Where to go next? The
question seemed insuperable. At last, when the gray was beginning
to dance in irritable restlessness under him, he turned back
northwest. Not far away was the town of Leryn, where he knew a
dishonest trader who would take the colts and ask no questions. All
that day he rode slowly, and the tears came and went of their own
accord.
Rhodry might have taken a barge passage immediately if it
hadn’t been for the gray gnome, who came to him early on the
same morning that Salamander caught up with Jill. The little
creature was ecstatic, dancing around and grinning so broadly that
it exposed all its long pointed teeth.
“Well, little brother, I take it you know that
Jill’s left Perryn.”
The gnome nodded, then pointed to the southeast.
“Is that where Jill is?”
The gnome shook its head no, then pantomimed Perryn’s
graceless walk.
“Oho! How far away is our dear Lord Perryn?”
The gnome shrugged and waved its hands as if to say not very far
at all. Rhodry debated for a long while. On the one hand, he wanted
to be after Jill; on the other, his desire for revenge was like a
lust. Finally the vengeance won.
“Well and good, little brother. I’ll saddle up my
horse, and you lead me to him.”
The gnome grinned and jigged,
pointing always off to the south and east.
It was late in the afternoon when Rhodry came to a scrappy little
village, a huddle of houses at the top of a hill without even a
proper wall around it. Although there was no tavern, the
blacksmith’s wife kept a few barrels of ale in her kitchen
for thirsty travelers, but she refused to have a silver dagger in
her house. She did, however, let him buy a tankard and drink it out
in the muddy yard, where chickens scratched near a small sty that
held a pair of half-grown pigs. The woman, a stout sort with wispy
gray hair, set her hands on her hips and glared at him the whole
time as if she thought he would steal the tankard. When he was
done, Rhodry handed it back with an exaggerated bow.
“My thanks, fair lady. I don’t suppose you get many
travelers through here.”
“Why do you want to know?”
“I’m looking for a friend of mine, that’s all, a tall,
skinny fellow with red hair and—”
“You’d best go over to the baker’s then. A
fellow like that bought a tankard from me not half an hour ago, and
he said he needed to buy bread.”
“Oh, indeed? He didn’t have a lass with him, did
he?”
“He didn’t, just a couple of extra horses. Too many
horses, if you ask me. Didn’t like the look of him, I
didn’t.”
Following her directions, Rhodry hurried along the twisting
street. When he reached the house with the big beehive clay ovens
in the front yard he saw Perryn’s dapple gray, his pack
horse, and a pair of colts tied up nearby. He laughed aloud, just a
quick snatch of a berserker’s chuckle, and thanked Great Bel
in his heart. As he tied up his horse, he could see Perryn
through the open door, handing over some coppers to a fellow in
a cloth apron. Rhodry strode in. His hands full of loaves, Perryn
turned and yelped, a satisfying gulp of pure terror.
“You bastard,”
Rhodry snarled. “Where’s my wife?”
“Oh, er, ah,
well, I don’t know.”
His face pale, the baker began edging
for the door. Rhodry ignored him and went for Perryn. He grabbed
him by the shirt and slammed him against the stone wall so hard that
Perryn dropped the bread. Rhodry kicked it out of the way and slammed him
again.
“Where’s Jill?”
“I don’t know.” Perryn was gasping for breath.
“She left me. I swear it. She left me on the road.”
“I know that, dolt! Where?”
When Perryn smirked at him, Rhodry hit him in the stomach He
doubled over, choking, but Rhodry straightened him up and hit him
again.
“Where did she leave you?”
Half blind from tears in his eyes, Perryn raised his head.
Rhodry slapped him across the face.
“I know you’re going to kill me,” Perryn
gasped. “Not going to tell you one rotten thing.”
Rhodry saw no reason to admit that he’d sworn a vow to
leave him alive. He grabbed him by the shoulders, hauled him
forward, and slammed into the stone again.
“Where is she? If you tell me, you live.”
“I don’t know, by the gods!”
Rhodry was about to hit him in the stomach a second time when he
heard noises behind him. He glanced over his shoulder and saw the
white-faced baker, flanked by the blacksmith carrying an iron bar
and two other men with threshing flails at the ready.
“Now what’s all this, silver dagger? You can’t
ride in and just murder someone.”
“I’m not going to murder anyone. This whoreson piss-pot little
bastard stole my wife away, and now he won’t tell me where
she is.”
The four villagers considered, glancing at one another and at
the sword at Rhodry’s side. Even though the four of them
would have had more than a good chance against one man, no matter
how skilled with a sword, it seemed they were the prudent
sort.
“Ah well,” the blacksmith said. “Then
it’s no affair of ours, if he’s been meddling with
your woman.”
“Just get him out of my house,” the baker
moaned.
“Gladly. Rats don’t belong in a
granary.”
Rhodry twisted Perryn’s right arm behind his back
and shoved him out of the bakery. When his victim
struggled, Rhodry swung him sideways and knocked him against the
wall of the next house so hard that he screamed.
“Where’s Jill?”
“I don’t know, and I wouldn’t tell you if I
did.”
Rhodry hit him in the stomach so hard he vomited, falling to his
knees. When he was done, Rhodry hauled him up, twisted his arm
again, and then marched him round the bakery to a big stone shed.
He threw him face forward against the wall, peeled him off and
turned him round, then shoved him back again. By then Perryn could
barely stand up.
“For the last time, where is she?”
Gasping, Perryn wiped feebly at the blood pouring from his nose
and from a cut over his eye. Rhodry unbuckled his sword belt and
let it drop.
“Come on, coward! Draw on me, if you dare.”
Perryn merely gasped and sniveled. Rhodry’s stomach
tightened in sheer contempt.
“You base-born little half-gelded swine!”
Rhodry jumped him, grabbed him with one hand, and began hitting
him as hard as he could with the other. The pleasure of beating
Perryn filled his entire mind, just as when a sheet of flame races
through the forest and sweeps everything before it. Suddenly he
remembered the holy vow he’d sworn to Benoic. He let Perryn
go and leaned him back against the wall. Fortunately, the lord was
still breathing. He looked at Rhodry for a moment with glazed eyes,
one of which was already swelling shut, tried to speak, gasped,
then crumpled, sliding slowly down the wall to the ground. Rhodry
gave him one last kick and turned to find the four villagers,
standing as solemnly as judges, and three small boys, wide-eyed
with excitement. Nearby was the gray gnome, clapping its hands and
grinning while it did a little victory dance. Rhodry retrieved his
sword belt and buckled it on while he caught his breath.
“There. I didn’t murder him, did I now?”
They all
shook their heads in agreement.
“I thought silver daggers
didn’t have wives,” said one of the boys.
“I did. Let me tell you somewhat. If ever you find another silver
dagger with a wife, then you keep your blasted little paws off
her.”
The lads looked at Perryn, then nodded again. When Rhodry walked toward them, they all parted to give him plenty of room
and fell in behind him like an honor guard while he fetched his horse. He mounted and rode out, heading northwest to return to
the river. His hands were bloody, bruised, and aching, but
he’d never enjoyed a pain more in his life. As soon as he was out of
sight of the village, the gnome appeared on his saddle peak.
“That was a splendid bit of fun, wasn’t it, little
brother?”
With an evil grin the gnome nodded a yes.
“Now, am I going the right way? Is Jill heading for the
river?”
Again, it nodded yes.
“Is she going to Cerrmor?”
It waggled its hands and shrugged its shoulders to show that it
didn’t truly know. It occurred to Rhodry that place names
would mean nothing at all to the Wildfolk.
“Well, if she’s on the river, I’ll catch her
up, sure enough. My thanks, little brother. You’d best get
back to Jill and keep an eye on her.”
Out of compassion on the one hand and a sense of having
seen justice done on the other, the blacksmith and the baker
picked Perryn up and carried him into the baker’s cow shed,
where they laid him down on a heap of straw. Perryn could barely
see them out of his swollen eyes. His chest ached so badly that he
was sure Rhodry had broken a couple of his ribs and his lower lip
was split and bleeding. The baker’s wife brought out a
bowl of water, gave him a drink, then washed his face for
him.
“Didn’t like the look of that silver dagger,
I didn’t. Here, did you really take his wife?”
Perryn mumbled out a sound, that passed for “I
did.”
“Huh. I don’t see why any lass would take
you over him, but then, lasses is flighty sometimes. Ah well, you
can stay here for a day or two, lad, if you’ll give me a
couple of coppers for horse feed.”
Perryn nodded a yes, then fainted.
Irritated to the point of rage, Nevyn sat in his chamber and
glared at Salamander’s image as it danced over the glowing
coals in the charcoal brazier. The gerthddyn seemed honestly
bewildered.
“But I couldn’t leave Jill with that
lout—”
“Of course not, you, dolt! That isn’t the point. The
point is this Perryn himself. You’ve left behind a
gravely ill man—”
“Who repeatedly raped my brother’s woman.”
“I know that, and I’m furious about it, but
what I’m trying to tell you is that he’s deathly
ill.”
“If he dies, what loss will it be?”
“Hold your tongue, you
chattering elf!”
Salamander’s image shrank back and
turned pale. Nevyn took a breath and controlled himself.
“Now listen,
Ebañy. If Perryn continues on this way, he’s going to
pour out his life force until there’s precious
little left. Then he’ll get some illness—most likely a
consumption of the lungs—and die, just as you’ve
guessed. But in the meantime, he’ll also be harming other
women because he can’t help himself. He’s like a man
with a plague, spreading foul humors and contagion over the
countryside even though he doesn’t wish another soul harm.
Now do you see?”
“I do at that, and my apologies.” Salamander did look
sincerely chastened. “But what could I have done? Ensorceled
him? Roped him like one of his horses and dragged him along with
us? Jill can’t bear the sight of him, and in her state—”
“Well, true enough. Let me think . . . the nearest
dweomerworker is Liddyn of Cantrae. He can possibly find our
Perryn and corral him. Truly, your first concern has to be Jill.
Form a link with her aura and then—slowly, mind you—draw off some of that excess magnetism. The process should take
some days, because you’ll have to absorb it yourself. Or,
here, expend it. Do some of your wretched little tricks with it. It
might amuse her.”
“I doubt me if any show of dweomer will do more than
terrify her now.”
“Maybe so. Ah ye gods! What a nasty mess you’ve
dropped in our laps!”
“So they have. Here, one more strange thing about Perryn. When I first
saw him, I opened up my sight and looked into his soul. I was thinking
perhaps that he was some man linked to Jill by his Wyrd or
suchlike.”
“Was he?”
“I couldn’t tell you that. I couldn’t read his
soul.” All at once Salamander looked rueful. “Truly, I must
have let my rage, wrath, and righteousness override my reason. I kept
seeing him as some of half-human monster, not as a man at
all.”
“Valandario’s been telling you and I have been
telling you that dweomer demands that a man keep his feelings under
control. Do see now what we mean? Ye gods!”
“You have my
true and humble apologies, O master. Here, since I’ve seen Perryn, I can scry him out whenever you or
Liddyn need my aid.”
“And doubtless we will. He’s got to be caught.”
“True enough. I wasn’t thinking. It was just seeing
our Jill so . . . well, so broken and so shamed. It ached my
heart.”
“It aches mine, too.” Nevyn realized then that part
of his anger at Salamander was only a spillover from his rage at
what had happened. “I only wish I could come join you. If
you’re riding south, maybe I will. It depends on how things
go here.”
“Where are you, by the by?”
Nevyn managed a laugh.
“My turn for the apologies. I’m in the
gwerbret’s dun in Aberwyn.”
“Ye gods! I’m surprised Rhys will let you cross his
threshold.”
“Oh, he bears me no particular ill will. Lady Lovyan asked
me to come with her and pretend to be a legal councillor.
She’s going to try one last time to get Rhys to recall
Rhodry.”
“No doubt the hells will melt first.”
“No doubt. On the other hand, Rhys loves Aberwyn, and he
might do what’s best for her in the end.”
When Salamander looked profoundly skeptical, Nevyn sighed in
agreement. Being stubborn was a crucial part of a noble-born
man’s honor, and Rhys, like all Maelwaedds, would never
betray his.
After finishing his talk with Salamander, Nevyn went to the open
window and leaned on the sill to look out. From his chamber high up
in the broch, he could see the gardens, a long reach of lawn lit
with a hundred tiny oil lamps, where the ladies of the court were
having an evening entertainment. Minstrels played, and the
noble-born danced among the flickering lights. He could hear them
laughing, half out of breath, as they circled round, stamping and
slapping their feet in time to the harps and wooden flutes. Ah, my
poor Jill, he thought, will you ever be as happy as they again?
His anger came close to choking him, a cold fury with Perryn,
with Rhys, stubborn men who insisted on having what they wanted no
matter what the cost to anyone else. Rhys was the worse, he
decided, because his refusal to recall his brother could plunge
Eldidd into open war. And then all those noble lords below would
ride in a circling dance of death, this entertainment long
forgotten. He pulled the shutters closed so hard that they
banged like thunder in the chamber and turned away to pace back and
forth. Finally he shook the mood away and turned to the brazier
again. When he thought of Rhodry the image appeared in an instant.
He was standing, his back to the wall, in a crowded tavern and
watching a dice game while he sipped from a tankard. At times, when
Rhodry was in a particular melancholy mood, Nevyn could reach his
mind and send him thoughts, but tonight he was preoccupied and
oddly enough, not at all unhappy. At times he smiled to himself as
if remembering a triumph. Most odd, Nevyn thought. Why isn’t
he brooding over Jill?
When someone knocked on his door, he canceled the vision. Lady
Lovyan came in, her plaid cloak caught at the shoulder with a ring
brooch set with rubies winking in the candlelight.
“Have you had enough of the dancing, my lady?”
“More than enough, but I came to see you for another
reason. A speeded courier just rode in from Dun Deverry.” She
handed him a piece of parchment, tightly rolled from its long
sojourn inside a message tube. “This is supposedly for my
eyes alone, but I doubt if Blaen would mind you reading
it.”
After the long ritual salutations, the letter itself was brief:
“I am in Dun Deverry in attendance upon the king. He tells me
only that he’s most interested in talking with a certain
silver dagger known to you. Would the dragon roar if our liege
usurped one of his privileges? By the by, Lord Talidd seems to have
found a friend in Savyl of Camynwaen. Blaen, Gwerbret Cwm
Pecl.”
“Humph,” Nevyn snorted. “Blaen isn’t
much of a man at subterfuge.”
“Rhys would have understood that message in an instant if
he’d read it.” Lovyan took the letter back and dropped
it into the glowing charcoal. The smell of burning leather drifted
into the room, and Nevyn hurried to open the shutters. “The
news about Savyl of Camynwaen’s troubling. I do not like the
idea of Talidd’s finding another gwerbret to plead his case
with our liege.”
“No more do I. Ye gods, this is all getting vexed!”
“Do
you think Rhys would rebel if the king overrode his decree of
exile?”
“Not on his own, but he might be persuaded by men who think they
have a chance at the rhan if he died childless.”
“Just so. They’d try to push him into it, anyway. On the
other hand, if the king does intervene, then Rhys could stop my
nagging tongue without losing any face.”
“True enough.
He could bluster about the decree all he wanted in front of the
other lords but accept it privately.”
“So I hope. Well, we don’t even know if the king
truly plans to recall Rhodry.” She looked at the twisted
sheet of parchment ash in the brazier, then picked up the poker and
knocked it into dust. “Let us hope that Blaen sends us more
news soon.”
Rhodry had no trouble buying passage on a barge that was making
the run down to Lughcarn. His horse shared the stern with the barge
mules that would pull the boat upriver again; he had a place to
sleep in the bow with the four crewmen, who spoke to him as little
as possible. The rest of the barge’s hundred feet were laden
with rough-shaped iron ingots from the smelters of Ladotyn up in
the high mountains. Although the barge rode low in the water, the
river current was smooth and steady, and for three days they glided
south, while Rhodry amused himself by watching the countryside go
by. Once the hills were behind them, the grassy meadows and rich
grain fields of Gwaentaer province spread out, green and gold in
the late summer sun, flat and seemingly endless.
On the fourth day they crossed the border into Deverry proper,
though Rhodry didn’t see much change in the
countryside to mark it, Toward noon, the bargemaster told him that
they’d make Lughcarn that night.
“It’s the end of our run, silver dagger, but I’ll
wager you can find another barge going down into Dun
Deverry.”
“Splendid. This is a cursed sight faster than
riding, and I’ve got to reach Cerrmor as soon as ever I
can.
The bargemaster scratched his beard thoughtfully.
“Don’t know much about the river traffic south, out
of the king’s city, but I’ll wager there’s
some.” He shrugged his massive shoulders.
“Well, whether there is or not, you’ll be only
about a week’s ride from Cerrmor
then.”
By late afternoon, Rhodry saw the first sign that they were
coming close to the city. At first he thought he was seeing
clouds on the southern horizon, but the steersman enlightened
him. A dark pall of smoke hung in the air, smoke from the charcoal
ovens, smoke from the charcoal itself as it fed the forges to
turn rough iron into Lughcarn steel. By the time they
turned into the docks just outside the walled city, his linen
shirt was flecked with soot. The docks themselves and the warehouses just beyond were grimy gray. As
he rode through the gate in the soot-blackened city walls, Rhodry
was thinking that he’d be very glad to leave Lughcarn behind.
Yet it was a rich city under the soot. As he searched for a
tavern poor enough to take in a silver dagger, Rhodry passed fine
houses, some of them as tall as a poor lord’s broch,
with carved plaques over the doors proclaiming the name of one great
merchant clan or another. There were temples all over the city,
too, some to obscure gods usually relegated to a tiny shrine in the
corner of a temple of Bel, some, like the great temple of Bel
itself, as large as duns, with gardens and outbuildings of their
own. Until he finally found the poor section of town, down by the
river on the southern bank, he saw very few beggars, and even among
the wooden huts of the longshoremen and charcoal burners he saw
almost no one in rags and not a child who looked in danger of
starving.
He found a shabby tavern whose owner agreed to let him sleep in
the hayloft of the stable out back for a couple of coppers. After
he stabled his horse, he went back in and got the best dinner the
place offered—mutton stew lensed with grease and served with
stale bread to sop up the gravy. He took it to a table where he
could keep his back to the wall and looked over the other patrons
while he ate. Most of them looked like honest workingmen, gathered
there to have a tankard while they chewed over the local gossip,
but one of them might have been a traveler like himself, a tall
fellow with straight dark hair and skin colored like a walnut shell
that bespoke some Bardek blood in his veins. Once or twice, Rhodry
caught the fellow looking at him curiously, and when he’d
finished eating, the fellow strolled over to him with a tankard in
his hand.
“Have you come from the north, silver dagger?”
“I have at that. Why?”
“That’s the way I’m heading. I was wondering
what the roads are like up in Gwaentaer.”
Now, that I can’t tell you, because I came down on a
barge.”
“A good way to travel when you’re coming downriver, but not
so good going up. Well, my thanks, anyway.” Yet he lingered
for a moment, as if wondering about something, then finally sat
down. “You know, a silver dagger did me a favor once, a while
back, and I wouldn’t mind returning it to a fellow member of his
band.” He dropped his voice to a murmur. “You look like
you hail from Eldidd.”
“I do.”
“You wouldn’t be Rhodry of Aberwyn, would
you?”
“I am. Here, where did you hear my name?”
“Oh, it’s all over the south. That’s what I
mean about returning a favor. Let me give you a tip, like. It seems
that every misbegotten gwerbret has riders out looking for you.
I’d head west if I were you.”
“What? By the black ass of the Lord of Hell, what are they
looking for me for?”
The fellow leaned closer.
“There’s been a charge laid against you by a Tieryn
Aegwyc up in Cerrgonney. He claims you took his brother’s
head in battle.”
Instantly, Rhodry understood—or thought he did. No doubt
Graemyn had put the blame on him in order to reach a settlement in
the peace treaty. After all, who would believe a silver
dagger’s word against that of a lord?
“Ye gods! I did no such thing!”
“It’s of no matter to me. But like I say,
you’d best be careful which way you ride.”
“You have my thanks from the bottom of my
heart.”
All that evening, Rhodry kept one eye on the tavern door. If
that charge stood up in a gwerbretal court, he would be beheaded as
the holy laws demanded. Fortunately, his years on the long road had
taught him many a thing about avoiding trouble. He could no longer
ride the barges south, not when they could be called to the bank at
any point by the king’s guard and searched. He would have to
slip south on back roads and, of course, lie about his name.
Cerrmor itself was big enough so that he’d be able to stay
unknown for at least a day or two. Once he found Jill, he’d
have a witness on his side. Besides, he reminded himself,
Nevyn’s there too. Even a gwerbret would listen when the old
man spoke.
In the morning, he rode out the east gate to plant a false
trail. Much later, when it was too late, he realized that Tieryn
Benoic would never have been party to such a falsehood.
“Someone worked you over good and proper, lad,” said
Gwel the leech. “Who was it?”
“Oh, er, ah, well,” Perryn mumbled. “A silver
dagger.”
“Indeed? Well, it’s a foolish man who earns a silver
dagger’s wrath.”
“I . . . er . . . know that now.”
In the polished mirror hanging on the wall of the leech’s
shop, Perryn could see his face, still blue, green, and swollen.
“You should have had this broken tooth out long before
this,” Gwel said.
“True-spoken, but I couldn’t ride until a couple of
days ago. He broke some of my ribs, too.”
“I see. Well, you give silver daggers a wide berth after
this.”
“You have my sworn word on that.”
Having the tooth pulled was more painful than having it broken,
since it took much longer, and the only painkilller the leech could
offer him was a goblet of strong mead. It was some hours before
Perryn could leave the leech’s shop and stagger back to his
inn on the outskirts of Leryn. He flopped down on the bed in his
chamber and stared miserably at the ceiling while his mind circled
endlessly round and round like a donkey tied to a mill wheel: what
was he going to do? The thought of returning to Cerrgonney to face
his uncle’s scorn made him feel physically sick to his
stomach. And there was Jill. It seemed as the days went by that he
loved her more than ever, that he’d never appreciated what he
had until he’d lost it. Thinking that most men were no
different about those they loved was no consolation. If only he
could talk to her, beg her to let him explain, tell her how much he
loved her—he was sure she would listen, if only he could get
her alone, if only he could get her away from that fellow with the
terrifying stare and the even more terrifying dweomer. If only. He
didn’t even know which way they’d gone.
Or could he find her? In his muddled state, half mad with pain
and the aftermath of the leech’s mead, he found himself
thinking of her as his heart’s true home, and with the
thought came the pull, the sharp tug at his mind that had always
shown him the way to other homes. Slowly, minding his aching jaw,
he sat up on the bed and went very still. Truly, he could feel it:
south. She’d gone south. He wept, but this time in rising
hope, that he could track her down, follow her along until he had a
chance alone with her, and somehow—oh, by great Kerun
himself—steal her back again.
“Now this is passing strange,” Salamander announced.
“Rhodry’s still heading south, but by the ears of
Epona’s steed, why is he taking every rotten cow path and
village lane instead of riding on the king’s good
roads?”
Jill turned to look at him. They were sitting on the bow of a river barge, and Salamander was using the foaming, sun-flecked
waters as a focus for scrying. Since she still was seeing with
power, the water seemed like solid, carved silver, but she could
remind herself now that what she was seeing was only illusionary.
She refused to believe that she was seeing a hidden reality no
matter how often Salamander insisted on it.
“Does he seem to be looking for a hire?”
“Not in the least, and I’ve been watching him for
two days now. It seems that he knows where he’s going, but
he’s being cursed careful on the way.” With an
irritable toss of his head, he looked away from the river.
“Well, I’ll spy out the esteemed brother again later.
How are you feeling this morn?”
“A lot better. At least things are holding still most of
the time.”
“Good. Then my unpracticed cure is actually
working.”
“You have my heartfelt thanks, truly.”
For a while she idly watched the southern horizon, where
Lughcarn’s smoke hung like a tiny cloud. She wished that
she could simply forget about Perryn, that Salamander had some
magic that would wipe her mind clean of his memory, but she knew
that the shame she felt would nag at her for years. She felt as
unclean as a priestess who’d broken her vows and was somehow
to blame, too, for her abduction. If she’d only told Rhodry,
or called to Nevyn earlier, or—the “If only’s” ran
on and on.
“From the hiraedd in your eyes,” Salamander said
abruptly, “I think me you’re brooding
again.”
“Oh, how can I not brood? It’s all well and good to
chase after Rhodry, but I imagine he’ll only curse me to my
face when we find him.”
“Why? You were no more at fault than one of the horses
Perryn stole.”
She merely shook, her head to keep tears away.
“Now, here, Jill, my turtledove. Your mind’s back,
you can think again. Let me tell you somewhat. I’ve been
thinking about our horse-stealing lord, and I’ve talked with
Nevyn, too. There’s somewhat cursed peculiar about
that lad. He has what you might call a wound of the soul, the way
he pours out his life at will.”
“But I’m the one who fell right into his wretched
arms. Ah, ye gods, I never dreamt that I was as weak-willed as
some slut of a tavern lass.”
Salamander growled under his breath.
“Haven’t you listened to one blasted word I
said? It’s not a weak will. You were ensorceled, dweomer-bound and
dweomer-muddled. Once his life force swept over you, you had no will of your own,
only his will. All his lust ran to you like water through a ditch.”
For a moment she wanted to vomit as she remembered how it felt
to have him smile at her in his particular way.
“Why do you call it a wound?” she said.
“Because it’s going to kill him, sooner or
later.”
“Good. I only wish I could be there to watch.”
“And no one expects you to feel differently, my delicate
little lass. But can’t you see, Jill? You’re as
blameless as if he’d tied you down and raped you by
force.”
“Ah ye gods, and that’s what I hate most. I felt so
beastly helpless!”
“You were helpless.”
“Oh, true enough. It’s a cursed hard thing to
admit.”
“Boils need lancing, on the other hand.”
When she threw a fake punch his way, he smiled.
“Truly, you’re coming back to your old self. But
don’t you see the curious thing? Given that Perryn has no
true dweomer, then where by all the hells does this power come
from? What gave him the wound?”
“As much as I hate to talk about the worm-rotted bastard,
I’ll admit the question’s of some interest.”
“Of great interest, especially to Nevyn. Unfortunately, at
the moment, there is no answer.”
“Well, if anyone can find it, it’s Nevyn.”
“Precisely. Especially once he gets his hands on him.”
“Is he planning on hunting Perryn down?”
“Not truly. I’ve been waiting to tell you this until you
were stronger, but I think you can bear it now. Perryn’s been
following us.”
She felt the blood drain from her face. Salamander caught her
hand and held it between both of his.
“You’re in no danger now,
none at all.”
“Not now, maybe, but what about when we’re out on the roads
again, following Rhodry?”
“By then Perryn will be on his way to
Eldidd under armed guard. Here, there’s a dweomerman at
court named Lord Madoc. Have Perryn arrested as soon as he
enters the city, then send him to Nevyn. From what you told me, that rambling scribe in our lordling’s saddlebags is more than enough reason for the
king’s wardens to take him under arrest.”
“So we’re going to Dun Deverry?”
“We are. And we may not have to leave it, either. Do you
know Rhodry’s cousin Blaen of Cwm Peel?”
“I do.”
“The good gwerbret’s at court at the moment. Nevyn
wants us to speak with him. It seems that the king’s sent out
the word that he wants to see Rhodry. Apparently the various
gwerbrets are keeping watch for him, and when they find him,
they’ll send him straight to Dun Deverry.”
“The king? What—”
“I don’t know, but I think me we can guess. The king
knows Rhys won’t be getting any more heirs for
Aberwyn.”
“Recall.”
“Just that. So soon enough, Jill, you’ll be having a
splendid wedding.”
“Oh, will I now? You sound like a village idiot. Think!
They’re never going to let the heir to the most important
rhan in Eldidd marry a silver dagger’s bastard. The best I
could hope for is being his wretched mistress again, living in his
court and hating his wife. Well, if he even wants me anymore. What
do you think this is, one of your tales?”
“I have the distinct and revolting feeling that I was
thinking just that. Jill, please, forgive me.”
She merely shrugged and watched the farmland gliding by. A herd
of white cattle with rusty-red ears were drinking from the river,
watched over by a lad and two dogs.
“Do you forgive me?” he said at last.
“I do, and my apologies, too. I’m all to pieces
still.”
“So you are. After you’ve baited our trap for
Perryn, you could just ride away without seeing Rhodry, if you
wanted.”
“Never. Maybe he’ll curse me to my face, but I want
to tell him that I always loved him.”
Salamander started to speak, but she covered her face with her
hands and wept.
The king’s palace in Dun Deverry was enormous, six broch
towers joined by a sprawling complex of half-brochs, surrounded by
outbuildings, and protected by a double ring of curtain walls. As
an honored guest, Blaen, Gwerbret Cwm Pecl, had a luxurious suite high up in one of the outer towers, so that he had a good
view of the gardens that lay between the pair of walls. In his
reception hamber were four chairs with cushions of purple Bardek
velvet well as a table and a hearth of its own. Although Blaen
cared little for such luxuries as things in themselves, he
appreciated them as marks of the king’s favor. Besides, his
wife, Canyffa, was accompanying him on this trip, and he liked to
see her surrounded by comfort. A tall woman with dark hair and
doelike brown eyes, Canyffa was as calm as he was excitable.
Although their marriage had been of the usual arranged sort, Blaen
privately considered that he’d been exceptionally lucky in
his wife. At moments, he could even admit to her that he loved
her.
This particular morning Canyffa had been called to wait upon the
queen in Her Majesty’s private chamber—a signal honor,
but one that had come her way before. Blaen perched on the
window-sill in their bedchamber and watched as she dressed with
special care. After one of her serving women laid out several
dresses on the bed, she sent the lass away and studied the choices,
finally picking a modest one of dove-gray Bardek silk, a color that
showed off the reds and whites of her husband’s clan’s
plaid to advantage.
“I think Gwerbret Savyl’s wife is going to be
attending the queen this morning as well,” she remarked.
“I assume that my lord would like me to keep my ears
open.”
“Your lord would like naught better, truly. What’s
the wife like, anyway?”
Canyffa considered before answering.
“A weasel, but a lovely one. I gather that they’re
well suited.”
“In weaselhood, perhaps. No one would call Savyl lovely.
Cursed if I know why he’s sticking his oar in this particular
stream! Camynwaen’s a long way from Belglaedd. What use can
Talidd possibly be to him?”
“I believe they’ve got blood kin in common, but
still, the point’s well taken, my lord. I shall see if I can
cultivate the lovely Lady Braeffa.” She paused for a quick
smile. “But if I’m going to sacrifice myself this way,
I shall expect a handsome present from our Rhodry when he’s
recalled.”
“Some of the finest Bardek silver, no doubt. I’ll
make sure he honors you properly. Well—if we can get him
recalled, anyway.”
While Canyffa was off with the queen,
Blaen had a guest of his own, a powerful man who was worth another sort
of cultivation.
He had his page fetch a silver flagon of mead and two glass
goblets, then sent the lad away. The gwerbret filled the glasses
with his own hands and gave one to his guest, who took an
appreciative sip. The recently ennobled Lord Madoc, third equerry
to the king, was a slender man of about forty, with neatly trimmed
blond hair barely touched with gray, and humorous blue eyes. He was
also, or so it was said. Nevyn’s nephew. Indeed? Blaen
thought to himself. But I’ll wager he’s another
sorcerer, nephew or not. Since he’d been a successful horse
breeder in Cantrae province before his recent court appointment,
Madoc certainly did his job well, and he had a plain yet decent
sort of manners that allowed him to fit into the court as smoothly
as any minor lord—if not more so. Yet, every now and then,
there was something about the way he looked or smiled that implied
that the power and pomp of the court failed to impress him.
“My thanks for the invitation to visit you. Your
Grace,” Madoc said. “To what do I owe the
honor?”
“Simple hospitality, in a way. I know your uncle
well.”
“Of course. I had a letter from him recently. He’s
quite well.”
“Splendid. Is he still in Eldidd?”
“He is, Your Grace. Lovyan, Tieryn Dun Gwerbyn,
has taken him into her service.”
I’ll just wager, Blaen thought to himself. More like
he’s taken her into his, whether she knows it or not.
“That’s good news,” he said aloud. “Our
Nevyn’s getting a bit old to travel the roads with a
mule.”
“His health’s a marvel, isn’t it, Your
Grace? But then my mother is still alive and sharp as a sword, and
her past seventy.”
“Let’s hope the gods grant that you inherit
their stamina, then.” Blaen gave him a friendly grin.
“Lovyan’s kin to me, of course, my
mother’s sister.”
“So I’d heard, Your Grace, but then,
there’s been quite a bit of talk of late of your cousin
Rhodry.”
“No doubt. Trying to keep a secret at court is generally
a waste of time. The gossip started buzzing, I’ll wager, the
moment our liege summoned me here.”
“A bit sooner than that, truly.” Madoc shook his
head in mock sadness. ”The first rumors, Your Grace,
were that the king might summon you.”
“I’ll wager you, know, then, that our liege is looking for
my scapegrace cousin.”
“I do, at that, and the gossip is that the king means to
override his sentence of exile.”
“Well, I can’t really tell you if that’s true
or not. I haven’t been worn to any secrets, mind—our
liege hasn’t told me, that’s all. I’ll guess that
he’s not sure yet.”
“Most like, Your Grace. Overriding a gwerbret’s
decree is naught to be done lightly.”
“Just so.” Blaen paused for a long swallow of mead.
“But curse it all, the king can’t do one thing or the
other until Rhodry’s been found.”
“Still no news, Your Grace?”
“Not a shred. By every god and his wife, what’s
wrong with those packs of idiots that the gwerbrets call riders?
The kingdom’s big, sure enough, but they should have found
one silver dagger by now.”
“So you’d think, Your Grace.” For the briefest
of moments, Madoc looked troubled. “I truly thought they
would have tracked him down quite quickly.”
“So did I.” Here was the crux, and Blaen paused
briefly. “In fact, I was wondering if perhaps you’d
help with the hunt.”
“Me, Your Grace? Well, I’d certainly do anything
that my duties here allow, but I’m not sure what I could
do.”
“I’m not truly sure either, but I suspect a man
known as Nevyn’s nephew might see things hidden from
others.”
Madoc blinked twice, then smiled.
“Ah, Your Grace. You know about the old man’s
dweomer, then.”
“I do. He went out of his way to let me know, last summer,
it was. He seemed to find it strangely easy to see things a long
way away.”
“So he can, Your Grace. Let me be blunt. If I could scry
Rhodry out, I would, but I’ve never seen him in the flesh,
and so I can’t.”
Blaen had a gulp of mead to hide his
surprise. He’d been expecting a lot of fencing before Madoc
admitted the truth, but here the man had just spat it out.
“I see,” Blaen said at last. “Pity.”
“It is. I may be able to get you news some other way. His Grace
is right. Things are growing worrisome. Rhodry really
should have been found by now.”
“Just so. Do you know what my worst fear is? That some of the men
whose clans stand to inherit Aberwyn when Rhys dies may have taken
steps to have the legitimate heir removed.”
“Ye gods! Would they stoop so low?”
“Aberwyn is one of the richest rhans in the kingdom, and
it’s going to grow richer. Just a year ago the king gave the
city a more liberal charter. One of the terms was that Aberwyn
would have a share in the royal monopoly on trade with
Bardek.”
Madoc nodded, a grim little smile twisting his mouth.
“His Grace’s point is well taken. Well and good,
then. If His Grace will excuse me for a moment?”
“Of course.”
Blaen was expecting Madoc to leave the chamber, but instead he
went to the window and looked up at the sky, where white clouds
billowed and tore on the edge of a summer storm. He stood there
while Blaen downed two more goblets of mead and wondered what the
man was doing; finally he turned back, looking troubled.
“Rhodry’s almost to Drauddbry, and he seems to be
traveling south. He’s bought himself a second horse to make
speed. It would appear that he’s heading for
Cerrmor.”
“I wonder what they want in Cerrmor.”
“They, Your Grace?”
“Well, isn’t Jill with him?”
“My apologies, Your Grace. I forgot you wouldn’t
know. He and Jill were separated by an unfortunate turn of events.
She’s following along after him with a friend, a gerthddyn
who gallantly offered to escort her. The last I heard, they were
coming to Dun Deverry to beg your aid.”
“Which they’ll have, of course.” Blaen
considered for a moment. “Have you ever met my cousin or his
woman?”
“I’ve not, Your Grace.”
“They match each other like a pair of fine boots. If
Rhodry’s going to inherit Aberwyn, I’d rather see Jill
beside him than the noble-born sheep his mother would pick for
him.”
“But isn’t she common-born?”
“She is, but details like that have been arranged away
before. I’ll have to think on it.”
Several hours later, it occurred to Blaen that he implicitly
believed what Madoc had told him. I’ve seen dweomer before,
he reminded himself, but still he shuddered. What had Madoc been
reading in the cloudy sky?
Thanks to the rain, the bargemen had hung canvas across the bow
of the barge, an imperfect shelter but better than none at all.
Jill wrapped her cloak around her tightly and watched Salamander
staring at the foaming water rushing by. Every now and then his
mouth would frame a silent word or two. By then, her sight was
nearly back to normal. The water was merely water; Salamander no
longer changed color to reflect what he was feeling. There was only
a certain vividness to colors, a certain urgency to patterns of
line and shape, to remind her of the splendors she had seen when
she’d been bathed in forbidden power. With a grudging
self-mockery, she had to admit that in a way she was sorry to lose
that dangerous beauty. Finally Salamander turned to her to
whisper.
“I’ve just been talking with Lord Madoc. He wanted
to know where I’d last scried Rhodry out so he could tell
Blaen. Not that it’ll do much good, truly. A speeded courier
still couldn’t catch up with him.”
“True enough, but the courier could tell the gwerbret in
Cerrmor to watch out for him.”
“If he stays in Cerrmor.”
Jill raised her hands in a gesture of frustration. She was
wishing that she hadn’t taught Rhodry the ways of the long
road so well. For days now he’d slipped through the net of
riders looking for him like a fox through a hedgerow.
“Well, we’ll be in Dun Deverry tomorrow,”
Salamander said. “And we can talk with Blaen
directly.”
“Good. You know, in spite of everything, I’m really
looking forward to seeing the king’s city. I’ve
wandered over this kingdom since I was eight years old, but
I’ve never been there. There aren’t any hires for
silver daggers in the king’s own lands.”
All at once the gray gnome popped into being, not a foot away
from her. When she held out her hands to it, it hesitated, screwing
up its face at her.
“Oh, here, little one! What have I done to make you so
angry with me?”
It held out for only a moment longer, then threw itself into her.
She hugged it tight.
“I’m so glad you’ve forgiven me. I’ve missed
you.”
Smiling, it reached up to pat her cheek.
“We’ll be back with Rhodry soon, with any luck. Have
you visited d him? Is he well?”
It nodded yes to both questions, snuggling against her like a
cat.
“I wish I knew where he was going.”
The gnome looked up and pointed at her.
“He’s following me?”
Again it nodded yes, but so indifferently that she wasn’t
sure if it had truly understood. Salamander had been watching all
of this closely.
“Interesting and twice interesting,” he pronounced.
“But I wonder what it means.”
Although the leech advised Perryn to stay in Leryn for at least
five days to recover from the beating, he left town as soon as he
could possibly ride. Once he’d tuned his mind to Jill, her
presence ached him like another wound, drawing him after her. Yet
his longing was tempered with fear, of the strange fellow with the
moonbeam pale hair who had taken her away. As he thought things
over, he wondered if he had somehow dreamt that terrifying scene
where he’d seen clouds of colored light and glowing swords.
Every time he tried to convince himself that he’d been
dreaming, he came up against the inescapable fact that Jill was
gone. He simply refused to admit that she ever would have left him
of her own free will; there had to be another man involved, and him
a powerful one. Although most people in the kingdom dismissed tales
of dweomer, Perryn had always instinctively believed they were
true, that indeed there was a thing called dweomer and that with it
men could work marvels. Now, to his very cold comfort, he’d
been proven right. His one consolation in all this was that if he
didn’t have Jill, neither did Rhodry.
Three days’ ride brought him to Gaddmyr, a large,
prosperous town behind a double ring of stone walls. Although he
would have preferred to avoid the town entirely, he was too low on
provisions. Normally he hated being in towns, packed in with a lot
of smelly, sweaty people, bound up in their petty human concerns
like pigs in a sty, but that night he found it a certain comfort to
sit in the tavern room of a shabby inn with human beings around him
to distract him from his constant, aching longing for Jill. Out in
the forest, he would have missed her constantly; there, he could
drink down strong ale and try to forget her. When the tavernman
came by to ask him if he’d be spending the night, on impulse
he said that he would.
“But, er, ah, I don’t truly want to share a chamber
with someone. Could I, oh, ah, sleep out in the hayloft?”
“No reason why not. Plenty of room out there.”
Perryn got himself another tankard of ale and found a seat in an
out-of-the-way corner. Although he was planning on simply drinking
himself so blind that he’d be unable to think, the tavern
lass hanged his mind. She was a round-faced little thing, with dark
hair and knowing dark eyes, and a smile that promised a few
nteresting hours if not much more. Perryn decided that she
was a much better way to distract himself from thoughts of Jill
than a hangover would be. He chatted with her for a few minutes,
asked her name, which was Alaidda, and found, as he’d
expected, that she was utterly cold to him. When she turned to go,
he gave her one of his smiles. Although he’d never understood
what he was doing the smile worked as it always did. Alaidda stared
at him, her lips half parted, her eyes stunned as she lingered
beside him. When he smiled again, she cast a nervous glance at the
tavernman, then came much closer.
“And is the innkeep going to mind if you talk a bit with a
customer?”
“Oh, he won’t, as long as it’s just
talk.”
“What are you, then? His daughter?”
“Hah! Far from it.”
“Indeed?” Perryn paused for another longing smile.
“So—part of your hire is keeping his bed
warm.”
Alaidda blushed, but she moved closer still, until her full
breasts were brushing his arm. He smiled yet again and was rewarded
by seeing her eyes go all dreamy as she smiled in return. When
Perryn saw that the tavernman was engrossed in conversation with a
pair of merchants, he risked laying his hand on her cheek.
“He doesn’t look like much of a man to me. A lass
like you could use a little better company of a night. I’m
sleeping out in the hayloft, you see. Out of . . . er, well . . . out
of the way. I could go out there right now.”
“I could follow in a bit, but I can’t stay
long.” She giggled in an drunken way. “But then, it
won’t take long.”
With another giggle, Alaidda hurried away to the kitchen.
Perryn lingered long enough to finish his ale and allay the
tavernman’s suspicions, then slipped out to the hayloft. Since
the lass had something to hide, he didn’t take a candle
lantern. He found his gear in his horse’s stall, hauled it up
the ladder, and stumbled around in the dark until he got the
blankets laid out and off. As he sat waiting in the mounded hay, he
began to wonder why he was even bothering with this seduction.
No woman would ever match his Jill. The thought of her brought him
close to tears, but in a few minutes he was distracted by the sound
of Alaidda climbing the ladder. He went to meet her and kissed her
before she got any thoughts of changing her mind.
“Oh ye
gods!” She sounded honestly troubled. “I hardly know
what’s wrong with me, running after you like this.”
“Naught’s wrong. Come lie down with me, and I’ll
show you why you did.”
Meekly she let him take her to his blankets. At first she was
shy in his arms, but with every kiss he gave her, he could feel not
only a growing sexual tension, but a power, a strange dark feeling
that rose from deep within and flooded him until it was almost more
demanding than the sexual force. As the power grew, she responded
to it, whimpering in his arms at every caress. Finally she caught
his hand.
“I don’t have time to take my dress off. Just pull
it up, and now. Please?”
As soon as they were finished, she gave him one last kiss and a
sincere confession that she wished she could stay all night, then
hurried back to her jealous man. By then, Perryn was so exhausted
that he was glad she was gone. He fell onto his blankets and stared
up into a strange light-shot darkness that revolved slowly around
him. When he tried to close his eyes, the feeling of motion
persisted, so strong that he wanted to vomit; he opened his eyes in
a hurry. He could feel cold sweat running down his back and chest,
and his trembling lips felt bloodless and cold. Although he wanted
to get up and go ask for help in the tavern, he knew that he could
never climb down the ladder without breaking his neck. He could
only lie there, gripping the straw under him, and pray that he
wasn’t dying.
Panic hit him like waves slapping a pier in a storm. He
found himself remembering the dweomerman who’d taken Jill
away, the fellow taunting him, then adding one last insult: you’ve
got to stop stealing women and horses, or it’ll kill you. At the
time, Perryn had assumed the fellow meant that some outraged husband would
murder him or suchlike, but now he realized the truth. Something
was wrong, very gravely wrong, and he didn’t know what it
was. Did the dweomerman know? Would he help if he did? Not likely
from the hate-filled things the fellow had thrown into his face. In
a confused babble, his thoughts went round and round until at
last he slept, tumbling into a darkness without dreams.
About two hours before noon on the morrow, Jill finally got her
first view of Dun Deverry when the barge tied up at the riverside
piers about a half mile to the north. For a long while she stared
at the massive walls that curved around the city, rising high above
them on its seven hills. Even from their distance she could just
pick out the roofs of the king’s palace. Floating high above
the towers and snapping in the wind were tiny flecks of yellow that
had to be the cloth-of-gold banners of the Wyvern throne.
“Quite a sight, isn’t it?” Salamander said.
“Let’s get those horses unloaded and get on our way.
Just wait until you see the gates.”
The gates were easily twelve feet high and twenty broad, and
they were carved all over with panels of key patterns set round
with bands of interlace. The iron banding was stamped as well with
rows of interwoven spirals and rosettes. Since the walls were a
good twenty feet thick, they walked through a sort of a tunnel and
found yet another set of gates at the other end, just as
elaborately decorated as the first. Beyond them was a wide public
space, planted with oak trees around a central fountain, where a
marble wyvern rose from the spray. From this park the narrow
streets unwound, spiraling through the houses and up the hills, or
twisting down through shops and taverns toward the lake to the
west. Everywhere Jill looked she saw people hurrying about on some
business or another, or here and there the splendidly dressed
riders of the king’s own guard.
Salamander led her to the inn he had in mind, a three-story
broch rising in the midst of a grassy garden. She looked at the
roof, covered with fine slate, and noticed that the windows glinted
with glass.
“We can’t stay here! It’ll cost a
fortune!”
“Jill, my miserly turtledove.” The gerthddyn shook
his head in mock sadness. “If so, I shall earn a fortune in
the tavern room to pay for it. I cannot stand cheap inns. They
stink, and the mattresses are crawling with bugs. If I wanted to
sleep on a floor, I would have been born a hound.”
“Well, but there’s plenty of decent inns that cost
less.”
“Why cavil over a few silvers? Besides, someone is meeting
us here.”
As they led their horses up to the gates, a burly young man
strolled out. He glanced with some appreciation at
Salamander’s beautifully woven cloak and gold-trimmed horse gear, then
bowed.
“Is this silver dagger with you, sir?”
“He is. My bodyguard. Have you a chamber on the second
floor?”
“We do. I’ll just call the lad to tend to
your horses, sir.”
“Splendid. The first things we
shall want are baths.”
But they had to postpone this
by now necessary luxury for some time. When Jill followed
Salamander into the tavern room, which had Bardek carpets on the
floor and silver sconces on the walls, she saw a tall man in the
plaid brigga of the noble-born pacing back and forth near the
hearth. The sight of him wrung her heart, because Blaen looked so
much like her Rhodry.
“That’s Gwerbret Blaen!” she said.
“Of course. He’s the one who’s meeting us
here.”
“He doesn’t know about . . . well, about Perryn,
does he?”
“Of course not! Don’t you think I have any respect
for your honor? Leave that part of this to me.”
As they walked over, Blaen saw them and strode to meet them.
Although Salamander made him a courtly bow, he barely returned it,
instead catching Jill’s hand and giving it a hard
squeeze.
“It gladdens my heart to see you, Jill, though it’d
gladden it more if Rhodry were with you.” He looked around
and found the tavernman staring gape-mouthed at the sight of the
gwerbret greeting a silver dagger as an old friend, “Innkeep!
Send up a flagon of your best mead to their chambers! And a plate
of cold meats, too.”
The chambers justified Jill’s worst fears about expense.
Not only were they carpeted, but all the furniture was beautifully
polished wood, as heavily carved with interlace as anything in a
lord’s dun. The flagon and the plate, both silver, arrived
promptly. Blaen handed the servant lass coins worth twice what the
refreshments, cost and dismissed her peremptorily.
“Now,” said the gwerbret, pouring himself a
gobletful. “Lord Madoc’s told me, gerthddyn, that, you
know how to do more things than spin tales, so you can speak
freely. Do you know where Rhodry is?’”
“Almost to Cerrmor. In fact . . . ” He
paused to glance out the window to check, the sun.
“I’d say he’s in Cerrmor at the moment, But why
is he there? That, alas, I cannot say, Your Grace.”
“No more can anyone, apparently, curse them all.”
Blaen glanced at Jill. “Pour yourself some mead, silver dagger.
You’ve had quite a journey. By the way, Jill, how did Rhodry
come to leave you behind?”
“Ah, Your Grace, that’s a strange tale
indeed.” Salamander broke in smoothly. “Rhodry was on a
hire in Cerrgonney, you see.”
“I’d heard somewhat about Benoic and his unlovely
kin.”
“Well and good, then. Well, Rhodry had left Jill at the
dun of a certain Lord Nedd, the man he rode for, but he never came
back for her. Fortunately I came along—I’d been looking
for her for reasons of my own, you see. I scried Rhodry out and
found him riding south. I refuse to believe that he simply deserted
her.”
“No more do I.” Blaen pledged her with his goblet.
“Don’t think that for a moment, lass.”
Jill forced out a brave smile.
“So, after much thought, brooding, and ratiocination, I
arrived at the conclusion that someone, for reasons most recondite
and unknown, was luring Rhodry south. We have a hint or two that he
was told that Jill had left him and was coming after her. Be that
as it may, he’s been acting like a hunted man all the way
south from Lughcarn, while before that he traveled openly. Either
somewhat happened to him in Lughcarn, or someone told him a
falsehood of some sort.”
“That would stand to reason, truly.” Blaen sighed
and drank heavily. “I’ll wager this has somewhat to do with
the situation in Aberwyn. You know Rhodry has enemies, don’t
you?”
“We do, Your Grace, Has the king made a decision as yet
about a recall?”
Jill turned away and busied herself with pouring a goblet of
mead. She wished that she could simply drink herself into
forgetting that Rhodry was being taken away from her.
“Jill,” Blaen said. “You look
heartsick.”
“Why shouldn’t I be, Your Grace? I’m losing my
man. Do you think they’ll let Rhodry marry a woman like
me?”
“I see no reason why not, once I’ve done ennobling
you. I’m settling land in your name over in Cwm Pecl. The
gods all know that there’s plenty to spare in my
province.”
Your Grace!” Jill could barely speak.
“You’re far too generous! How can I—”
“Hush. Listen, Jill, Rhodry’s no weak younger son any longer. Once
we get him recalled, he’ll be Aberwyn’s only heir, and
that means he’ll be the gwerbret when his black-hearted
brother dies. He’ll be in a position to demand the wife he wants, no
matter what his mother or the rest of the noble-born think of
it.”
Salamander laughed.
“And there you are, my turtledove—an ending exactly
like one of my tales.”
“So it seems.”
Jill smiled, because they both wanted her to be pleased, but she
felt the dweomer cold down her back. When Blaen launched into a
monologue on Eldidd politics, she wandered away to the window and
looked down on the garden below. Salamander had told Blaen a pretty
tale, sure enough; she could see how it would protect her. If
Rhodry wanted nothing more to do with her, everyone would assume
that he’d merely tired of her and left, as men so often did
to their women. And if he forgave her . . . the thought staggered
her, that she, of all lowly commoners, might someday be the wife
of a great gwerbret. For a moment she was terrified, thinking of the
responsibilities, the power that could be hers. Lovyan would teach
me she thought, if Rhodry even wants me anymore, that is.
But as the thought came to her, so did another . . . or not
precisely a thought, a feeling, rather, a sudden urgency. Rhodry
was in danger. She knew it with complete clarity, that he was in
the worst danger of his life and that in this moment of danger he
was thinking only of her. She shut her eyes and thought back
to him, tried desperately to reach him, to warn,
him. Images flickered in her mind, as hazy as those seen when a
person is first falling asleep, ever-changing glimpses: Rhodry on
a narrow street, Rhodry ducking down an alley when some of the
city wardens strolled by. Although the images flickered, the
feeling of danger grew until she could barely breathe. He
was talking with, someone—he was asking about Nevyn,
asking about her—they were lying, saying that she was in
Cerrmor, giving him friendly directions—
“Rhodry, don’t go!”
She heard a crash, looked around dazed and realized, that
she’d dropped the goblet she was holding. Blaen and
Salamander had whirled round, to look at her. She had screamed her
warning aloud.
“What by the gods?” Blaen said.
“Rhodry’s in Cerrmor. He’s in danger. I know
he is. I saw—I felt it. I tried to warn
him.” She tossed back her head and sobbed because she knew that the warning had never reached him.
“We’ve got to get to Cerrmor. We’ve got to leave
now.”
Blaen set down his goblet and hurried over to pat her shoulder
awkwardly as she wept, as if he thought her mind turned weak and
childish by grief, but Salamander was taking her warning in dead
seriousness. Through her tears she saw him snap his fingers over
the charcoal brazier in the corner, then stare intently into the
lambent flames. She forced the tears back and wiped her face on her
sleeve.
“Ah ye gods!” There was panic in his voice. “I
can’t find him! Jill, I can’t scry him out!”
The chamber seemed to swell around her, and the light grew
painfully bright. The silver flagon on the table threw off sparks
like a fire.
“Call to Nevyn,” she said.
Then Blaen grabbed her and half led, half shoved her into a
chair. She slumped back and watched Salamander, bending over the
brazier. His tunic seemed to ripple around him as if he stood in a
breeze. She was afraid to look at the intricate carpets.
“Jill, do you need a chirurgeon?” Blaen said.
“I don’t, my thanks. It’s just the
fear.” She forced herself to raise her head and look him in
the face. “Your Grace, don’t you see what this means?
Remember Alastyr? If Salamander can’t scry Rhodry out,
someone’s hiding him—with dweomer.”
As it danced over the flames, Salamander’s image looked
close to tears. Nevyn himself felt a weary sort of rage, cursing
himself because he should have seen this danger coming. Had the
Lords of Light sent some omen that he’d overlooked? He quite
simply didn’t know.
“I can’t find him either,” Nevyn thought.
“Is he dead, then?”
“He can’t be, because Jill would know if he were. When you
consider how much she saw of his danger, I think we can trust that
she’d feel his death. How soon can you get to Cerrmor?”
“We should arrive tomorrow.”
“Ye gods! What are you going to do, turn into birds and
fly?”
“Naught of the sort, truly.” Salamander managed a
faint smile. “The king has placed one of the royal riverboats at
Blaen’s disposal. We’ll leave soon, and not only will
the current be running our way, but we’ll have a crew of rowers. The Belaver runs
cursed fast from here to Drauddbry, I’m told.”
“Splendid. Is Blaen going with you?”
“He’s not. The intrigue at court would gripe your
very soul, and he doesn’t dare leave. We have letters from
him, though, for the gwerbret in Cerrmor. Are you going to
join us there?”
“I’ll leave at once. I never dreamt they would go as
far as this. Can’t you see what must have happened?
Rhodry’s rivals must have hired one of the Bardek blood
guilds to dispose of him.”
Salamander’s image, floating above the fire, looked
intensely puzzled.
“How would petty lords from Eldidd even know those guilds
exist?”
“Well, some merchant or other must have told them, or . . .
I see what you mean. It sounds very farfetched once I say it
aloud.”
“Then what’s happened?’
“What indeed? Be very careful until I reach Cerrmor. Ye
gods, I’ll have to take a ship! I can’t leave until
I’ve spoken with Lovyan, of course, but I can start packing.
Her Grace is out hunting with the gwerbret at the
moment.”
Down on the Eldidd coast, it was a bright sunny day, although
the wind that whipped the silver-and-blue banners of Aberwyn was
chilly and the shadows that lay in the great ward of the
gwerbret’s dun were positively cold. As she stood beside her
horse, Lady Lovyan glanced doubtfully at the sky.
“It might be a bit windy to fly the falcons.”
“Oh, let’s try our luck, Mother,” Rhys
said.
He spoke with such forced cheer that she knew this hunting party
was merely an excuse to speak with her alone.
“By all means, then. We’ll have a good ride if
naught else.”
They mounted and rode out of the dun into the streets of
Aberwyn. Behind them came the falconers, with the hooded birds on
their wrists, and four men from Rhys’s warband as an
escort As they wound their way through the curving streets, the
common folk bowed to their overlord, who acknowledged the gesture
with an upraised hand. Occasionally—and quite
spontaneously—boys and young men cheered him. For all his
stubbornness, Rhys was a good ruler, scrupulously fair in his
judgments over everyone but his younger brother, and his townsfolk
appreciated him for it.
When they left the city, they turned north on the river road
that followed the Gwyn, sparkling and full from the summer’s
heavy rains. Among the willows and hazels that grew along the
water, Lovyan saw a tree or two that were turning yellow.
“It seems that autumn’s coming quite fast this
year,” she remarked.
“It does. Well, we’ve had a wretchedly cold
summer.” Rhys turned in his saddle to make sure that his men
were following at a respectfully far distance behind, then turned
her way. “Here, Mother, I’ve got somewhat to ask you.
It’s about little Rhodda.”
“Indeed?”
“I was thinking that I might formally adopt the child and
legitimize her.”
Lovyan was caught with nothing to say. Rhys gave her an ironic
smile that must have cost him dear.
“It’s time I faced the harsh truth of things.
I’ll never give Aberwyn an heir.”
“The gwerbretrhyn can’t pass down in the female
line.”
“Of course not, but she’ll marry someday,
won’t she? Have a husband, maybe a son or two. At least
they’ll have some Maelwaedd blood in them.”
“If the Council of Electors accepted her husband as your
successor, anyway.”
“There’s precedent for it, hundreds of years of
precedent.” He tossed his head in anger. “Besides, at
least it’ll give my vassals pause. Ye gods, don’t you
think it aches my heart? I know cursed well that every tieryn in
Eldidd is already scheming and politicking to get my lands for
their son when I die.”
“True-spoken, alas. But you know, my sweet, there’s
a much easier solution—”
“I will not recall Rhodry.”
His mouth settled into the tight line she knew so well.
“As His Grace decides, of course, but how can you adopt
the child without her father’s permission?”
“Rhodry’s an outlaw. Under the laws she has no
father.”
“Very well, then. I’ll think the matter over, since His
Grace persists in being as stubborn as a wild boar.”
He merely shrugged the insult away and went back to watching the
road in front of him. Lovyan wondered why she even bothered to
hint, scheme, and badger to get her youngest son home. Rhys
simply couldn’t bear to let Rhodry inherit, she
thought. Now, if Rhodry would only get a son on that Jill of his,
but there she is, poor lamb, riding all over with him and sleeping out in the rain
on the ground, and the Goddess only knows what else. Doubtless her
womanly humors are utterly disrupted and—
Suddenly Rhys’s horse went mad. Lovyan could think of it
no other way as the black neighed and bucked, then reared, striking
out with its forehooves as if at an enemy. Rhys flew forward,
caught himself on its neck, then slipped sideways as it bucked
again. Although he was a splendid rider, the horse was rearing and
pitching in utter panic, and he’d been taken off-guard. She
heard his men shouting, heard other hoofbeats, but Rhys’s
black twisted, bucked, then slipped and went down, throwing Rhys
hard and falling on top of him. She heard a woman screaming, then
realized that the voice was hers.
Suddenly the escort was all around her. One man grabbed the
bridle of her frightened palfrey and led her away; the others
dismounted and rushed to their lord’s side. Back under
control, Lovyan gestured at the man holding her horse.
“Ride back to the dun! Bring Nevyn and a cart!”
“My lady.” He made her a half-bow from, the saddle,
then galloped off.
Lovyan dismounted and hurried over just as the horse struggled
to its feet, its off-fore dangling and broken. One of the riders
blocked her way.
“My lady, you’d best not look.”
“Don’t speak nonsense! I’ve tended my share
of wounds in my day.”
She shoved him aside and knelt down beside Rhys. He
lay so still that at first she thought him dead, but when she
touched his cheek, his eyes fluttered open, His face twisted
in agony as he tried to speak.
“Whist, whist, little one. Well have Nevyn here
soon.”
He nodded, then stared up at the sky, his mouth working in
pain. Blood ran down his face from a slash over his eye; she
could see that his left leg was broken, probably in several
places. Yet she knew that the worst damage might have been done
internally where no chirurgeon could heal, not even Nevyn. She
could only pray to the Goddess until at last the old man
rode up at the gallop, with a wagon rumbling after. Nevyn swung
himself down from his horse and ran over.
“Does he live?”
“Barely.”
Lovyan got out of the way and stood with the escort by the side
of the road as Nevyn went to work, straightening the leg and
roughly splinting it. As he ran his long graceful hands over
Rhys’s body, she saw him shaking his head and swearing under
his breath, and her heart turned cold. At last Nevyn called the
carter to help him lift the injured gwerbret into the wagon. By
then, Rhys had mercifully fainted. Lovyan got in with him and
cradled his bloody head in her lap. Nevyn watched, his ice-blue
eyes unreadable.
“I want the cold truth,” Lovyan said. “Will he
die?”
“Well, my lady, I simply don’t know. His Grace is a
truly strong man, and he’ll fight for his life, but
it’s very grave. A weaker man would be dead
already.”
To jostle the injured man as little as possible, they rode
slowly back to Aberwyn. Over and over, Lovyan saw the accident in
her mind. Why did the horse panic? There wasn’t so much as a
mouse running across the road. It had happened like dweomer.
Suddenly she went cold all over and called out to Nevyn, who was
riding a little behind. He urged his horse up to ride beside the
cart.
“Nevyn, this accident was a most peculiar one.”
“The man you sent to fetch me said as much, my lady. May I
suggest that we discuss it privately?”
“Of course.” She felt her fear like a hand at her throat.
The old man apparently agreed with her sudden insight.
Rhys’s wife, Madronna, met them at the gates. A willowy
blond woman, she was pretty in a vacuous sort of way, but now her
childlike face was composed by an iron will. Lovyan had to admire
her daughter-in-law, who was sincerely fond of her husband.
“His chamber’s prepared,” Madronna said.
“How bad is—”
“Bad, truly, but not the end. We’ll nurse him
through this between us.”
While the men carried Rhys to the chamber, Lovyan went to her
suite, took off her blood-soaked dress, and washed thoroughly. She
put on a clean dress, a somber one of gray linen, then looked at
herself in a mirror. The face that looked back seemed to have aged
years since the morning. She was painfully aware of the deep
wrinkles slashed across her cheeks and the numb, half-dead look of
her eyes.
“Ah, Goddess, am I to bury another son?’
She laid the mirror down and turned away, knowing that she would
do just that, for all Nevyn’s skill with his herbs. Yet
she could not cry. She found herself remembering the day her second
son was brought home to her, her gentle Aedry, just sixteen that
summer, brought home wrapped in a blanket and tied over his horse,
killed riding with his father in a war. She stood in the ward and
watched while they cut the ropes and brought him down, and she
never allowed herself one tear, because she knew the warband was
watching, and if she cried at all, she would start screaming like a
madwoman. She felt the same now. No matter how furious Rhys made
her, he was still her firstborn son.
With a toss of her head, she left the chamber and went down to
the great hall. Over on the riders’ side, the men were
drinking steadily and saying little, even the ten men of her own
that she’d brought as escort. As she walked past, she
motioned to her captain, Cullyn of Cerrmor. He hurried over to the
honor table and knelt at her side.
“Will he live, my lady?”
“I can only hope so, Captain. I need to send a speeded
courier to Dun Deverry. The king has to be informed of this. Pick
the man you think best and get him ready to go.”
“Done, my lady, but it had best be one of Rhys’s
men.”
“For the formality, I suppose you’re right, but I
can’t command them.”
“But, my lady, you’re the regent here
now.”
“Oh by the gods, so I am! It’s all happened so fast
that I can barely think.”
“It would take anyone that way, my lady.” He
hesitated, honestly sympathetic, but bound by considerations of
rank. Finally he spoke again. “Your Grace, you know that
I’ve had my differences with the gwerbret in the past, but it
aches my heart to see your grief.”
“My thanks.”
When he looked up, she suddenly remembered Rhodry, and what
Rhys’s death might mean. The battle-grim warrior kneeling
beside her loved Rhodry like a son, and she knew that Cullyn was as
torn as she was. If Rhys died—even if he merely lay ill for
months—the king would have the perfect reason to recall his
brother, and Rhys would be unable to say a word in protest. She
wanted Rhodry home with all her heart, but to have it take
this?
“Ah gods.” Her voice sounded like a moan, even to
her, and she forced herself to stay in control of her rising tears.
“Captain, fetch me a scribe and the captain of Rhys’s
warband. We’ve got to get that message to Dun Deverry as soon
as ever we can.”
For hours Nevyn worked on the injured gwerbret, but even as he
set the broken leg and stitched the bad cut over the eye, he felt
his hope receding. Sooner rather than later, Rhys would die. The
fall had damaged one of his lungs—Nevyn could hear that by
putting his ear to the gwerbret’s chest—but how badly
he couldn’t know. The one good sign was that Rhys was not
spitting up blood, which would mean that the lung had been
punctured by a splinter from one of his many broken ribs. In time,
it might heal, though he doubted it. What was worse was the damage
to his kidneys. By opening up his second sight Nevyn could see the
gwerbret’s aura, and in it the centers of the various
vortices of etheric force that correspond to the major organs of
the body. Although such a diagnosis was rough, he could tell that
something was severely wrong internally, centered on the kidneys.
Just how severe, again, he couldn’t say. He knew that time
would make it all horribly clear.
Finally he’d done what he could do. Propped up on pillows,
Rhys lay gasping for every breath he drew on the enormous bed, with
its blue-and-silver hangings, worked all over with the dragon
symbol of the rhan. His raven-dark hair was plastered to his
forehead with sweat, and when he opened his eyes, they were
cloudy.
“Will I live?”
“That depends on you to a large degree, Your Grace. Are
you going to fight to live?”
Rhys smiled, as if saying that the question was superfluous,
then fainted. With a sigh, Nevyn went to the chamber door to let in
his wife, who had patiently waited all the long hours. She gave him
a tremulous smile, then ran to her husband’s side.
“If he looks the least bit worse, send a page for me
immediately, my lady. I’m going down to the great hall to
eat.”
“I will, good herbman. My thanks.”
Nevyn came into a somber hall. The warbands ate silently; the
servants moved among them without saying a word. Alone at the head
of the honor table, Lovyan was picking at a bit of roast fowl,
eating a bite, then laying her table dagger down and staring into
space. He sat down at her right hand.
“You should try to eat, Your
Grace.”
“Of course, but everything tastes like dirt from the
stable yard. I’ve sent a messenger off to Dun Gwerbyn to fetch my
serving women. I rather feel the need of them.”
“Just so. As regent you’ll have much serious
business to attend to.”
A servant came with a trencher of fowl and cabbage, as well as a
tankard of ale. Hoping he wouldn’t offend Lovyan, Nevyn set
to. He was hungry after his hard afternoon’s work. She choked
down a bit of bread like a dutiful child.
“I also sent a speeded courier to Dun Deverry,” she
remarked. “He’ll go by ship to Cerrmor, then ride from
there.”
“Good, but truly, I think I’ll send a message of my
own. The king needs to know of this before . . . as soon as
possible, and my messages travel faster than horses.”
“No doubt.” She shuddered like a wet dog.
“Tell me the truth, my friend. When you slipped and said
“before,” you meant before Rhys dies, didn’t
you?”
“I’m afraid I did. My apologies. It may take weeks,
but . . . ”
She nodded, staring at her trencher, then suddenly pushed it
away. Although she seemed on the verge of tears, she tossed her
head and sat up straight looking at him steadily.
“Let’s lie to his poor little wife,” she said.
“Let her have a bit of hope. It’s hard to be widowed,
when you’ve only been a wife for a year.”
“So it is, and I agree. Besides, the gods may intervene
and let him live. I’ve seen one or two cases where
I’d given up hope, only to have the patient
recover.”
“Well and good then.” Yet her weary voice implied
that such a hope was one that she would deny herself.
“And what of that accident? There wasn’t even
a fly buzzing round his horse.”
“So I thought, from what your messenger told
me.” He hesitated, wondering how much to say.
“I’m not truly sure what happened, but I’ve made
a few guesses. I suppose that poor beast was put out of its
misery?”
“It was. The riders told me that it would have been in
agony the whole way back to the dun, so they slit its throat and
gave the meat to a nearby farmer.”’
“Well, I doubt if it could have told me much,
anyway.”
“Here, can you speak with animals?”
“Not in the least, my lady, I assure you. But I might
have done a thing or two and judged its reactions. Well,
as I say, doubtless naught would have come of it, anyway.
Here’s what I’ve been thinking. Most animals have what men call the second
sight—that is, they can see the Wildfolk and a few kinds of
apparitions. It’s possible that the horse was frightened by
malicious Wildfolk or by some sort of vision.”
“A vision? A ghost or suchlike?”
“Or suchlike. There’s never been a report of a ghost
or banshee along the river road before, and they’re generally
tied to one place.”
“I’ve never heard reports of any other sort of
vision along that road either.”
“Just so. I think we can conclude that the vision or the
Wildfolk or whatever it was was deliberately sent there.”
“Sent?” Her face went very pale.
“Just that, my lady. I’ll wager that someone used
dweomer to try and murder your son. When I find out who he is, then
I swear to you, he’ll rue the day he was born.”
“My thanks.” Although she spoke in a whisper, she
was calm, the cold, bitter calm of a warrior surveying the field.
“You told me that there was evil dweomer working behind Lord
Corbyn when he rebelled. I never thought to see a blood feud worked
by dweomer, but that’s what this must be, isn’t it?
First they try to kill Rhodry, and now they’ve succeeded with
Rhys. For some reason they hate the Maelwaedd clan.”
“Ye gods, you’re right enough! And Rhodry is . . . ” He caught himself barely in time. There was no need to
burden her with the truth at this particular moment. “Out
somewhere on the roads. Well, doubtless the king’s men will
find him soon. The gods all know that they have more reason than
ever to look for him.”
Lovyan nodded, staring blindly down at her plate. Nevyn got up
and went to the fire. He had to tell Salamander immediately that he
could no longer come to Cerrmor. He would have to do his best to
keep Rhys alive until the king made up his mind to recall Rhodry
and instate him as Aberwyn’s heir. He had another piece of
information to pass along, too, the grim truth that Lovyan had seen,
that the matter had gone far beyond the politicking of Eldidd
lords. The dark dweomer was waging war on the Maelwaedd clan.
The king was having his hair bleached. In the midst of his
private chamber, Lallyn the Second, high king of all Deverry and
Eldidd, sat on a low bench carved with grappling wyverns while the
royal barber draped towels around his liege’s shoulders. As
an honor to his high rank, Blaen was allowed to kneel at the
king’s side and hold the silver tray of implements. Ever
since Madoc had come to him with the news, he’d been trying
to have a private work with Lallyn, but in all the pomp that
surrounded the king, private words were difficult to get. Even
though the king sincerely wanted to hear what he had to say, this
was the first chance they’d found all evening.
Carefully the barber began packing the king’s wet hair
with lime from a wooden bowl. Soon Lallyn would look like one of
the great heroes of the Dawntime, with a lion’s mane of
stiff, swept-back hair to add further to his six feet of height,
Such a hairstyle was a royal prerogative, and, as the king
remarked, a royal nuisance, too.
“Blasted lucky, aren’t you, Blaen? Look on our
sufferings and be glad you were born a gwerbret’s son.”
“Glad I am, my liege.”
The barber wrapped two steaming-wet towels around the
king’s head and fastened them with a circlet of fine gold.
“My liege, it will be some few minutes.”
“It’s always more than just a few. You may leave
us.”
Bowing, walking backward, the barber retreated to the
corridor. Blaen sincerely hoped that the king was going to believe
his strange tale.
“Now, Blaen, what’s this urgent news?”
“Well, my liege, do you remember Lord Madoc?”
“The sorcerer’s nephew? Of course.”
“Here!
You know that Nevyn’s a sorcerer, my liege?”
Lallyn
grinned at him while he adjusted a slipping towel.
“I do, at
that. There’s quite a tradition, passed down from king to
marked prince, about sorcerers named Nevyn. The name’s
something of an honorific, or so my father told me, handed on like
the kingship. In times of great need, one Nevyn or another will
come to aid the king. I always thought it a peculiar tale and
wondered why my father would tell me such a lie—until those
gems were stolen, and lo and behold, a Nevyn appeared to return
them to me. I prayed to my father in the Otherlands and made my
apologies quite promptly, I tell you.”
“I see. Well, then, I trust my liege will believe me when
I tell him that Madoc has dweomer, too.”
“Ah, I thought so, but I wasn’t sure. I’m glad
enough to know, but is this what you had to tell me?”
“Not at all, my liege. I’ve learned that dweomermen
have ways of sending messages with their thoughts. Madoc came to me
earlier with urgent news from Nevyn. He begged me to tell you,
because he knew it would be difficult for a man of his rank to gain
a private audience with the king, and this has to be kept private
for as long as possible. Soon the whole court will know, because a
speeded courier’s on the way from Aberwyn, but Nevyn wanted
Your Highness to get the news first.”
“I see. And what is this grave matter?”
“Rhys of Aberwyn had a bad fall in a hunting accident
today, my liege. They doubt if he’ll live long—an
eightnight, perhaps; at the most, a month.”
The king stared at him for a moment, then swore in a way more
fitting for a common-born rider than royalty.
“I agree, my liege. You can see why I thought it best that
my liege heard this news straightaway.”
“Just so.” The king gingerly settled a slipping
towel while he thought things over. “And I’m most
grateful to you for it. Eldidd politics are always
dangerous.”
“So they are. No doubt my liege needs no reminding that
the line of succession in Aberwyn will break as soon as Rhys
dies.”
“No doubt. I’m also quite aware how much your exiled
cousin means to you, Your Grace. Rest assured that the matter is
under my consideration.”
Blaen felt the formal tone of voice like a slap across the face.
He was being reminded that no matter how often they hunted or drank
together, no matter how easily Lallyn would jest with him when the
mood took him, the king was as far above him as he was above the
common folk.
“My humble thanks, my liege. Your consideration is all
that I’d ever ask for in this matter.”
The king nodded with a glance away.
“Tell the barber that he can come back, will you? I want
these towels off and now. I have some serious thinking to
do.”
In spite of the king’s return to a more familiar tone,
Blaen knew that he’d been dismissed. As he rose and bowed, he
was wondering just what Talidd of Belglaedd and his allies had been
telling their leige.
“I know Blaen will take good care of him, but I hate to leave
Sunrise behind,” Jill said.
“Oh, come now, my turtledove.” Salamander was busy
tying shut his saddlebags. “Every lad in the royal stables
will be fussing over him, and with luck, we won’t be gone
long.”
“I doubt me if we’re going to have that kind of
luck.”
He paused, turning to look at her. They were in the inn chamber
with their packed gear strewn around them.
“Well? Do you
think—”
“I don’t.” He sighed elaborately. “I was
merely trying to console.”
There was a brief knocking at the door, and Blaen
strode in without waiting for an invitation. With him were two
serving lads who immediately began gathering up the gear.
“The galley’s ready,” Blaen announced.
“I’ll accompany you down to the docks.”
“His Grace is most kind.” Salamander made him a bow.
“And our liege the king as well.”
“Indeed? I’ve found out—or, I should say, my
lady found out—exactly why Savyl of Camynwaen is taking a
hand in this affair. His younger brother has a slight claim to
Aberwyn.”
“Truly?” Jill said. “I never heard Lady Lovyan
mention him.”
“Well, it’s not truly the sort of thing my aunt
would dwell upon. You see, Rhodry’s father had two bastard
daughters with a mistress of his. Savyl’s brother married one
of them.”
“Two daughters?” Salamander broke in. “Well,
fancy that! Or . . . here, of course. You mean Gwerbret
Tingyr.”
“And who else would I be meaning?”
Jill gave Salamander a subtle sidewise kick.
“No one, Your Grace.” Salamander covered smoothly.
“I’d merely forgotten the gwerbret’s
name.”
“Ah. Well, it’s hard to keep all the noble
bloodlines up in mind, truly. Here.” Blaen tossed Salamander
an embroidered cloth pouch. “Use this wisely.”
Whistling under his breath, Salamander hefted the pouch and made
it jingle.
“From the weight and the sound, Your Grace, there must be
a cursed lot of gold in here.”
“As much as I could raise. I intend to get it back from my
scapegrace cousin once he’s Aberwyn, mind.”
Although he spoke casually, Jill could hear the tension in his
voice, a wondering, perhaps, if he were bankrupting himself to
little end. Once again she was overwhelmed by the sheer weight or
ruling, the smothering web of obligations and intrigues that
overlaid even something as fine as Blaen’s and Rhodry’s
love for each other. Salamander made the gwerbret an exaggerated
bow.
“We shall do our best to protect His Grace’s
investment.” Then he flicked his long fingers and made the
pouch disappear, seemingly into nothingness.
By then it was just sunset, and long shadows filled the curving
streets. When they reached the wooden wharves to the south of the
city, the sky had turned a velvet blue-gray with twilight. Over the
grassy riverbanks bold swallows swooped and twisted. Riding low in
the water some little way from the masses of barges and skiffs was
the royal galley, about forty feet long and sleek as a ferret.
There were red shields painted with the royal gold wyvern at every
oarlock, and the men who lounged at the oars were wearing white
shirts embroidered with the wyvern badge and long lines of
interlace.
“The king’s elite?” Salamander raised an
eyebrow.
“The same,” Blaen said. “I can’t tell
you, though, if our liege is doing this for Rhodry’s sake or
mine.”
“Surely the king doesn’t want to see Eldidd at
war?” Salamander said. “Because if Rhodry doesn’t
return, war is what we’ll have. Each clan will be accusing
the others of murdering the rightful heir and claiming the rhan for
themselves.”
“I’m sure our liege knows that as well as you
do.” Yet Blaen sounded oddly stiff, a bit frightened,
perhaps. “I’m not privy to all his thoughts,
gerthddyn.”
At the sight of Blaen, the galley’s captain hopped to the
pier and hurried over with a bow. While the servants loaded the
gear aboard, Jill turned away and watched the smooth-flowing river.
Desperately she tried to scry Rhodry out, but her untrained mind
could show her nothing. All at once she felt another fear and
involuntarily yelped aloud.
What is it?” Salamander
said.
“Perryn. He’s close by. I know it.”
She spun around, half expecting to see him in the crowd behind
them, but there was no one there but curious passersby and a few
longshoremen. Yet up in the velvet sky it seemed to her that she
saw a long tendril of mist, reaching down toward her. Salamander
saw it, too. When he threw up one hand and muttered a few
words, the tendril vanished.
“He’s in town, all right. Madoc will be taking care
of that, Jill. Don’t worry about a thing.”
“Still, can’t we get on that wretched boat and get
out of here?”
“This very minute. There’s the
captain signaling us aboard.”
Perryn paused just inside the south gate of the city. Just a
moment ago he’d felt Jill’s nearness; now the trail had
suddenly gone cold. His dapple gray stamped impatiently and tossed
its head. When they’d ridden into the vast city earlier that
afternoon, the gray had nearly panicked. It had taken all of
Perryn’s horse empathy to calm it, and even so, it was still
restless.
“Here, you! Are you going in or out? It’s time to
close the gates.”
Perryn turned to see two city guards hurrying toward him, one of
them carrying a torch. The cavernous gateway was already quite
dark.
“Oh, er, ah, well . . . in, I think.”
“Then don’t just think—move, man!”
As Perryn obediently began to lead his horses toward the inner
gate, the guard carrying the torch raised it high to shine the
light full on his face.
“Your name wouldn’t be Lord Perryn of Alobry, would
it, now?”
“It is at that. Why?”
The torch bearer whistled sharply, three loud notes. The other
guard grabbed Perryn’s shoulder with his left hand and
slammed his fist hard into his stomach, so quickly that Perryn had
no time to dodge. He doubled over, retching, as two more guards ran
up and grabbed his horses’ reins from his helpless
fingers.
“Good work! You’ve got the weasel Lord Madoc wanted,
right enough.”
“Talks like a simpleton, his lordship told me, and he must
be one, too, to answer to his name like that.”
Although the world still danced around him, Perryn forced
himself to raise his head and look in time to see a guard rummaging
through his saddlebags. With a bark of triumph, he held up the
rambling scribe. When Perryn made a feeble grab at it, another
guard slapped him across the face.
“None of that, horse thief. The only thing this
scribe’s going to write for you now is your death
writ.”
They disarmed him, bound his hands behind him, then pushed him
along through the streets. Those few people still out at night
stopped to stare and jeer when the guards announced that he was horse thief. At one point they met a slender young man, wearing
the plaid brigga of the noble-born, who was followed by a page with
a torch.
“A horse thief, is he?” the young lord said.
“When will you be hanging him?”
“Don’t know, my lord. We’ve got to have the
trial first.”
“True enough. Well, no doubt I’ll hear of it. My
mistress is quite keen on hangings, you see.” He gave the
guard a conspiratorial wink. “She finds them quite . . . well, shall we say exciting? And so I take her to every single
one.”
At last they reached the guard station at the foot of the royal
hill and turned Perryn over to the men there, though the man
who’d first recognized him stayed to escort him into the
royal compound itself. By then Perryn had recovered enough from the
blows to feel the terror: they were going to hang him. There was no
use lying to the king’s officers; the rambling scribe would
hang him on its own. Although at one point he did have a
sentimental pang that he’d never see Jill again, at the root
he was too terrified to care much about that one way or another.
What counted was that he was going to die. No matter how hard he
tried to pull himself together and face his death like a warrior,
he kept trembling and sweating. When his guards noticed, they
laughed.
“You should have thought about this rope when you were
putting one on another man’s horses, you cowardly little
bastard.”
“There must be a bit of fun to being hanged, lad. Why, a
man gets hard, then spews all over himself when the noose
jerks.”
They kept up the jests the entire time that they were dragging
him through the warren of sheds and outbuildings that surrounded
the king’s many-towered broch complex. In the flickering
torchlight Perryn was completely disoriented. By the time that they
shoved him into a tiny cell in a long stone building, he had no
idea of which way north lay, much less of the layout of the palace
grounds.
The cell was about eight feet on a side, with fairly clean straw
on the floor and a leather bucket, swarming with flies, in one
corner. In the door was a small barred opening that let in a bit of
light from the corridor. Perryn stood next to it and tried to hear
what the guards were saying, but they moved down along the corridor
and out of earshot. He heard: “Of course Lord Madoc’s
interested in horse thieves; he’s an equerry,
isn’t he?” before they were gone. All at once his legs
went weak. He slumped down into the straw before he fell and covered his face with his hands. Somehow or
other, he’d offended one of the powerful royal servitors. He
was doomed.
Perryn had no idea of how long he’d sat there before the
door opened. A guard handed him a trencher with half a loaf of
bread and a couple of slices of cold meat on it.
“Pity that we had to take your dagger away, lad.”
His smile was not pleasant, “Just use your teeth like a wolf,
eh? In the morning one of the undercouncillors will be along to see
you.”
“What for?”
“To tell you about your rights, of course. Here, they
caught you red-handed, but you’ll still get a trial, and
you’ve got the right to have your kin by your side. Just tell
the fellow, and he’ll get a herald to them.”
“I don’t want them to know. Ah ye gods, I’d
rather die slowly in pieces than look my uncle in the eye over
this.”
“Pity you didn’t think of that before, eh? Well,
I’m sure it can all be arranged. If you don’t want your
kin here, no need to waste the herald’s
time.”
The warder handed in a tankard of ale, then locked the door.
Perryn heard him whistling as he walked away.
Although, the food and drink were unexpectedly decent, Perryn
ate only to pass the time. The thought of Benoic and Nedd learning
of his shame had taken his appetite away. Sooner or later they
would, too, no matter whether they were there to watch him hang or
not. He thought of the warder’s words, that he might
have thought of all this before, and wept a few tears for the
truth of it.
“But I didn’t really steal them. They followed me,
didn’t they?’
“Only in a manner of speaking.”
He yelped and leapt to his feet, scattering the bread into the
straw. There was a man standing on the other side of the door, a
pleasant-looking fellow with blond hair and blue eyes. The
sheer bulk of the elaborate embroidery on his shirt proclaimed him
a member of the king’s household.
“I’m, Lord Madoc. Guards, bring him.
out.”
“Are you going to hang me right now?”
“Naught of the sort. I want a few words with you,
lad.”
They bound his hands, then marched him along to the wardroom, a
long, narrow chamber with an oppressively low ceiling. Down one
wall was a row of sconces, and lit torches; down the other, a
narrow table spread with the tools of the torturer’s trade.
“I’ll confess,” Perryn bleated.
“You don’t have to do anything to me.”
“Splendid, but I wasn’t planning on having
you tortured. I want look at you. Guards, tie him to the wall; then
you can get back to your dinners.”
“My thanks, Your Lordship.” The guard captain made
him a bow. “Do you have any idea of when he’ll go to
trial?”
“Oh, he won’t be tried here. Our liege is remanding
him to Rhys, Gwerbret Aberwyn. This little idiot raped the daughter
of one of the gwerbret’s highly regarded subjects, and under
Eldidd law her father has the right to cut him to
pieces.”
Perryn’s knees buckled. If he hadn’t been tied to an
iron ring attached to the wall, he would have fallen.
“Huh,” the captain snorted. “A fine figure of
a noble lord he is, raping women and stealing horses!”
Once the guards were gone, Madoc turned to Perryn and considered
him with eyes so cold and distant that Perryn began to sweat
again.
“Do you know who Jill’s father is, lad?”
“I don’t, my lord.”
“Cullyn of Cerrmor, that’s who.”
Perryn yelped, a strangled little sob.
“Just so. They’ll give him a sword and shield, hand
you a dagger to defend yourself, then turn him loose on you. Think
you’ll win the ritual combat?”
Perryn shook his head no.
“I doubt me, as well. And even if you had all the gold in
the world to offer as compensation, Cullyn wouldn’t take it
instead of your blood. So, are you going to face him, or are you
going to do as I say instead?”
“Anything, my lord. I’ll do anything. Please, I
never raped her, I truly didn’t. I thought she loved me, I
truly did.”
“I know, and your stupidity is the one thing that’s
saving you now. If I untie you, will you give me your word of honor
that you won’t try to escape?”
“Gladly. I doubt me if I could run, my lord, the way I
feel.”
“No doubt.” He stepped back and considered him in a strange
way, his eyes moving as if he were looking all around Perryn
rather than at him. “Truly, you’re halfway to being
dead, aren’t you?”
The lord’s words seemed true enough. As soon as he
was untied, Perryn staggered and would have fallen if it weren’t for
Madoc’s support. The equerry half led, half hauled him down
the room to a low bench by a hearth, where some tinder and small
sticks were laid ready for a fire. Madoc laid on a pair of logs,
then snapped his fingers. Fire sprang out and danced along the
wood. Perryn screamed. He clapped his hands over his mouth to force
a second scream back, then swiveled around, crouching, to stare up
at Madoc in terror.
“Well, you looked chilled, lad. Thought we’d have a
bit of a blaze. Now, you young dolt, do you see what you’ve
gotten yourself tangled up in? From now on, you’re going to
do exactly what I say, or . . . ”
“I will. Anything at all, my lord. I swear to you on the
honor of the Wolf clan and the gods of my people.”
“Good. Remember that during your trip to
Eldidd.”
“I’m going there? You said you wouldn’t . . . ”
“I said I wouldn’t let Cullyn get hold of you.
There’s another man there who very much wants a chat with
you. My uncle.”
All summer long Salamander, or Ebañy Salomonderiel, to give him
his full Elvish name, had been riding through Deverry and tracking
his brother down, but he’d done it slowly by a long, winding
road, because the People never hurried anywhere, and for all his
human blood, he’d been raised among the elves. Right at
first, just over the Eldidd border, he’d found a pretty lass
who’d taken to more than his songs; he idled in Cemmetyn with
her for a pair of pleasant weeks. Then, once he was up in Pyrdon, a
noble lord paid him well for entertaining the guests at his
daughter’s wedding—six merry days of feasting. After
that, he wandered through Deverry, always heading north to
Cerrgonney, but sometimes lingering in an interesting town for a
few days here, a lord’s dun for an eightnight there. When
he’d scried Rhodry out and found him besieged, he’d put
on a good burst of speed, but only until he saw the siege lifted.
Then it had seemed that his brother would be perfectly safe for a
good long time, so he’d dallied again with another lass
who’d been faithfully waiting for him since the summer
before. It had seemed terribly dishonorable, after all, to just
ride out quickly after she’d waited for such a long time.
And so it was that he was some hundred miles to the east of
Graemyn’s dun on the sunny afternoon when Rhodry escorted the
herald and the councillor there. He’d made an early camp by a
stream, early simply because he was tired of riding, and tethered
his horses out in a tiny meadow before he went down to the running
water to scry. He saw Rhodry trembling as Camma told him her news,
and with so much emotion behind it, the vision was strong enough so
that he actually could hear—though not with his physical
ears—something of what was said. It seemed, indeed, that he
stood beside his brother as Benoic took the matter in hand, then
the vision vanished abruptly, banished by his own flood of reeling.
He leapt to his feet and swore aloud.
“By the gods!” He shook his head in amazement.
“Who ever would have thought it, indeed? I can’t
believe Jill would desert him, I quite simply
can’t.”
Kneeling again, he stared at the sun-dancing water and
thought of Jill. Her image built up slowly, and when it came, it was
oddly wavering and blurred. She was sitting in a mountain meadow
and watching while Perryn tethered out three horses, including her
Sunrise. His first thought was that she was ill, because she sat so
quietly, her mouth slack like a half-wit’s, yet it was hard
to see, because the vision was so misty. With a toss of his head,
he dismissed it.
“Now, this looks most dire, peculiar, and puzzling. I
think me I’d best try for a better look.”
When he called aloud in Elvish for Wildfolk, four gnomes and a
sylph materialized in front of him.
“Listen carefully, little brothers. I’ve got a
task for you, and if you do it, I’ll sing you a song
when you’re done. I want to go to sleep, and I want you to
stand here and watch for danger. If anyone or any animal
comes toward me, pinch me and wake me up.”
The gnomes nodded solemnly, while the sylph dipped and hovered
in the air. Salamander lay down on his back, crossed his arms over
his chest, and slowed his breathing until he felt that his
body was melding with the sun-warmed earth. Then he closed his eyes
and summoned his body of light. Unlike human dweomer-masters, who
use a solid, bluish form shaped like their own body, the elven
thought form is much like an enormous flickering flame, yet with
an ever-shifting face peering out of the silver light. Once
Salamander’s form lived steady in his imagination, he
transferred his consciousness over to it, at first only
pretending to look out of its eyes at his body lying below,
then seeing the world in the bluish etheric light. He
heard a sound like a sharp click; he was out, on the etheric plane,
looking down from the flame shape at his sleeping body,
guarded by the Wildfolk, and joined to him by a long silver
cord.
Slowly he rose up, orienting himself to the valleys, bright
red and glowing with the dull auras of plants, and to the
stream, which exhaled elemental force in a rushy silver curtain
that rose high above the water. Getting entangled in that
curtain could tear him apart. Carefully he moved away from it
before going higher, then thought of Jill. He felt a certain
tug pulling him in her direction, and set off to follow it,
For a long ways, impossible to measure on the etheric, he
sped over the dull-red forests, broken here and there by brighter
patches of farmlands, tended by the peasants whose auras gleamed
around them, pale yellows and greens, mostly, in the bluish light of the plane. As he traveled he
became more and more aware of Jill’s presence, pulling him
forward.
Yet in the end he had a guide. He had just flown high over a
small stream when he saw one of the Wildfolk coming toward him. In
its proper sphere the creature was a beautiful nexus of glowing
lines and colors, a deep olive, citrine, and russet with a spark
here and there of black, but it was obviously in distress, swelling
up twice its size, then shrinking and trembling.
“Here, here, little brother,” Salamander thought to
it. “What’s so wrong?”
For an answer it spun and danced, but dimly he could feel its
emotions: rage and despair for something it loved. He remembered
then Jill’s gray gnome.
“Do you know Jill?”
It bobbed and swelled with joy.
“I’m her friend. Take me to her.”
The gnome swept on ahead of him like a hunting dog. As he flew
after, dodging round the curves of a hill, Salamander saw far below
him the mountain valley, a red-glowing bowl of grass, dotted with
the dim silvery auras of the horses, and two human auras,
Perryn’s a strange green and gray that Salamander had never
seen before, Jill’s pale gold—but enormous, swelling
up around her, sending off billows, then shrinking again but to a
size far too large for any human being. When he dropped down toward
her, he saw Perryn turn and say something. From the young
lord’s aura came a light-shot surge, spilling over Jill like
an ocean wave. In response, her aura billowed and sucked the
magnetic effluent up.
Salamander hovered, trembling with shock. At that moment, Jill
looked up, straight at him, and screamed aloud. She had seen his
body of light.
“Jill, I’m a friend!”
Yet although she could see him, she couldn’t seem to hear
his thought. She flung herself to her feet and pointed at him,
yelling all the while at Perryn, who merely looked puzzled.
Salamander swooped away, following the silver cord as fast as he
dared back to his body, which lay safely where he’d left it
with the Wildfolk still on guard. He swooped down until he hovered
over it, then let himself go. Again the click, and he felt flesh
wrap him round, warm and painfully heavy for a moment. He dismissed
his body of light then sat up, slapping his hand thrice on the ground to
seal the end of the working. The gnomes looked at him expectantly.
“My thanks, my friends. Come travel along with me for a
while. I’ll sing you the song I promised, but I’ve got
to make speed, A good friend of mine has been well and truly
ensorceled.”
In a flood of silver light the dawn climbed up purple mountains
and washed over the meadow, a green torrent of grass that swirled
in the summer wind. Jill sat on their blankets and watched Perryn,
crouched down by the fire, where he was heating water in a little
iron kettle. He took his razor, a bit of soap, and a cracked mirror
out of his saddlebags and began to shave, as calmly and efficiently
as if he were in a bedchamber. Jill had a vague thought of
slitting his throat with the long sharp steel razor, or perhaps
her silver dagger, but thinking was very difficult.
“You’d best eat somewhat,” he
remarked.
“In a bit.” Speaking was difficult, too. “I’m
not truly hungry.”
Idly she looked away, only to see her gray gnome, hunkered
down some yards beyond Perryn. She was so glad to
see the little creature that she jumped up and ran over, but
just as she bent down to pick it up, it snarled, swiped at her
with its claws, and vanished. Very slowly she sat down
right where she was, wondering why the gnome was so angry at her.
It seemed that she should know, but the memory wouldn’t
return. She picked up a pebble from the grass and stared at it, a
constant wavering flow of crystalline structure made visible,
until Perryn came to fetch her away.
All that morning they rode through the forest, following long,
roundabout trails. Every tree was a living presence, leaning over
the trail and reaching down to her with, brushy fingers.
Some frightened, her; others seemed perfectly harmless;
still others, a definite few, seemed to be asking her to
befriend them, with a trembling outreach of leafy hands.
When she looked away from the trail, the forest changed into a
maze of solid walls, broken only by shafts of sunlight, as heavy
as stone. Although at times Jill considered simply riding
away from Perryn, she was hopelessly lost. Every now and then
she thought of Rhodry and wondered if he was trying to follow
them. She doubted that he’d believe her when she told him
that she hadn’t ridden away of her own free
will—if, indeed, he ever caught them. How could he
find her, when the whole world had changed?
Every color, even the somber gray of the rocks, seemed as
bright and glowing as a jewel. Whenever they came to a
clearing or a mountain meadow, the sun poured over her like
water; she could swear that she felt it dripping and running down her arms. The
sky was a solid dome of lapis lazuli, and for the first time in her
life she truly believed that the gods traveled across the sky the
way men travel across the earth, just because the color truly did seem
fit for divinities. Under the heavy burden of all this beauty, she
felt as if she were reeling in her saddle, and at times tears ran
down her face, just from the loveliness. Once as they rode through
a meadow, a pair of larks broke cover and flew, singing their
heartbreaking trill as they went up and up into the azure,
crystalline sky, their wings rushing and beating in a tiny thunder.
Jill saw then that whatever else might happen, that moment, that
beating of wings, that stripe of sound would all endure eternally,
as indeed would every moment, a clear note in the unfolding music
of the universe. When she tried to tell Perryn of the insight, he
only stared at her and told her she was daft. She laughed, agreeing
with him.
That afternoon, they camped early near a good-sized stream.
Perryn took a line and hook from his gear, remarked that he was
after fish, and wandered away upstream. For a long time Jill lay on
the bank and stared into the water, watching the Wildfolk in the
eddies, a white foam of little faces, traces of sleek bodies,
little voices and lives, melding and blending into each other. It
seemed that there was something that they wanted of her, and
finally she stripped off her clothes and joined them. Giggling,
laughing, she ducked and splashed in the water with the undines,
tried to catch them as they swam away from her, and for the first
time she heard them clearly, giggling in return, calling out her
name, Jill, Jill, Jill, over and over again. Then suddenly they
shrieked and disappeared. Jill turned in the water and looked up to
see Perryn, standing on the bank with a string of three trout in
one hand. Her heart sank, just as when a pupil looks up from a game
to find her tutor glaring with a piece of unfinished work in his
hand.
Yet when she clambered up onto the bank, he was far from angry
with her, catching her, kissing her, wrapping her round with his
desire until she wanted him, too, and lay down willingly with him
in the grass. Afterward, he got up, dressed, and methodically began
cleaning the fish, but she lay naked in the soft grass and tried to
remember the name of the man she once had loved and who, or so she
suspected, still loved her. Although she could see his face in her mind,
her memory refused to give up his name. Puzzling over it, she got up and
dressed, then chanced to look down at the stream. The Wildfolk were back, staring at her
reproachfully.
“Rhodry, Jill,” they whispered. “How could you
have forgotten your Rhodry?”
She doubled over and wept, sobbing aloud. When Perryn came
rushing to comfort her, she shoved him away so hard that he tripped
and fell. Like a frightened animal she ran, racing through the long
grass of the clearing, plunging into the forest, only to catch an
ankle on a root and sprawl headlong. For a moment she lay there
panting, seeing how dark the trees were, how menacingly they
reached down to grab her. Now they looked like a line of armed
guards, raising weapons high. When he came to fetch her back, she
went without arguing.
That evening he built a fire and skewered the trout on green
sticks to roast them. Jill ate a few bites, but the food seemed to
stick in her month, the fish suddenly as cloying as pure honey.
Perryn, however, wolfed down his share as if he were starving, then
fell asleep by the fire. She watched him for a long time. Although
it would have been ridiculously easy to kill him, the memory of the
forest stopped her. If he died, she would be alone, trapped out
there, starving, wandering in circles, growing more and more
panicked—with the last of her will she wrenched her mind away
from the thoughts that were threatening to turn her hysterical.
Shaking, suddenly cold, she stared into the fire,
where the spirits were forming and falling in the flames, dancing
along the wood that this pair of humans had so thoughtfully
provided. Jill could almost hear them talking in the hiss and
crackle. Then a log burned through and fell with a shower of golden
sparks. In the rushy dance of flame, a proper face appeared, golden
and shifting. When it spoke, it was in a true voice, and one with
authority.
“What is this, child? What’s so wrong?”
“Wrong?” She could barely stammer. “Is
it?”
For a moment the face regarded her; then it was gone. Somewhat
bewildered, unable to think, Jill lay down next to Perryn and fell
asleep.
As formless as water, the days slipped into one another. Jill
couldn’t count them; she’d lost the very idea of
counting, as if the part of her mind that dealt with things
like nights and coins had fallen out of her saddlebags and gotten
lost in the grass. Whenever he spoke to her, it was hard to answer,
because her words became lost in the splendor of the
forest, Fortunately he rarely spoke, apparently contented with her silent presence near him. At night,
when they made camp, he was an eager lover, wanting her in their
blankets often before they’d eaten, then bringing her dinner
like a page as she lay drowsily by the fire. His slow hesitance, his
shuffling walk, his vague smiles and stumbling words—all
were gone. He was all laughter and calm efficiency, all strength
and life as he strode through the wild country. She supposed that
his daft mousiness was simply a shield he put up when he was
forced to live in the lands of men.
She was proven right when they rode into a village to buy food
at the open market. Perryn became his old self, looking aimlessly
this way and that, stumbling through every simple sentence as he
haggled for cheese and peaches, for loaves of bread from the baker.
Since Jill could speak no more clearly than he could, she was of no
help to him. Once she saw a farmer’s wife watching them in
puzzlement, as if she were wondering how a pair of halfwits like
they could survive on the road.
With the shopping done, they went to a tiny tavern for ale.
After nothing but spring water to drink, the ale tasted so good
that Jill savored every sip. Although the little room had dirty
straw on the floor, an unswept hearth, and battered tables, she was
happy there. It was good to see other people, her own kind, good to
listen to human voices instead of the endless wind through the
forest and the chatter of streams. A balding stout fellow, wearing
the checked brigga of a merchant, gave her a friendly smile.
“Here, lass,” he said. “Why do you carry a
silver dagger?”
“Oh, ah, er, well,” Jill said. “My father was
a silver dagger, you see. It’s a reminder of him.”
“A pious gesture, truly.”
Jill had the sudden startling experience of hearing him think: A
pretty lass, but stupid; ah well, wits don’t matter in a
lass. The thought was as clear in her mind as if he’d spoken
aloud, but she decided that she was only deluding herself. When it
was time to leave the tavern, she wept, simply because they were
going back to the lonely wilderness.
That afternoon they rode through low rolling hills, where
the pine forest thinned, and farms appeared in sheltered valleys.
Jill had no idea of where they were; all she knew was that the sun rose
the east and set in the west. They made camp, however, in a place Perryn knew
well, or so he said, a tiny vale, along a stream, and bordered with white birches. Before he lit the fire, he gave
Jill a kiss.
“Let’s lie down,” he said.
All at once, the thought of making love with him filled her with
revulsion. When she shoved him away, he caught her by the shoulders
and pulled her to him. Although she tried to wrestle free, his
superior strength told against her. He grabbed her, lifted her,
and laid her struggling on the ground. She fought against
him but even as she did, she knew that she was slowly,
inexorably giving in to him, fighting with only half her strength,
letting him steal a kiss here and there, then a caress, then
finally surrendering, letting him take her, press her down, and
turn her world to a fire of pleasure. When he lay down next to her,
he started to speak, then fell asleep in openmouthed
exhaustion.
Jill lay next to him and watched the sunset coming through the
branches like a shower of gold coins. The white birches glowed with
an inner fire, as if they were watching them and blessing them in
silent presences. She could hear the stream running nearby in
little voices, the aimless chatter of the Wildfolk. Just as the
sunset was fading into twilight, Perryn sat up with a yawn and a
gasp. She saw dark circles under his eyes, two livid pools
of shadow. For a moment he stared, at her as if he hardly
knew where they were.
“Are you all right?” Jill said.
“Oh, er, well, just tired.”
Yet as the evening wore on, she realized that things went far
beyond his being tired. When they ate, he gobbled the food, then
fell asleep again. She sat by the fire and watched the birches
glowing, bending close, it seemed, to study this pair of intruders
in the grove. For one moment she thought she saw someone standing
among the trees and watching her, but when she got up for a closer
look, the shadowy form disappeared. In a bit Perryn woke again
and stumbled over to the fire. A leap of flame washed his
face with light and seemed to cover it with blood; his eyes
seemed great hollow rents in a mask. Jill cried, out at the
sight.
“What’s wrong?” he said.
Yet she had no words to tell him what she instinctively knew,
that their afternoon’s lovemaking had driven them to a
crisis point, just as when a warrior rides a charge,
thinking of naught but the flash of steel around him,
only to find himself behind the enemy line, cut off and alone when
it’s too late to ride back.
When he left Graemyn’s dun, Rhodry had no idea of which
way to ride. For the first day, he went west, but at sunset the
gray gnome appeared at his camp and threw itself into his arms to
cling to him like a frightened child.
“There you are! Here, my friend, where’s
Jill?”
The gnome considered, pointed east, then disappeared. I’ve
wasted a whole blasted day, he thought. Then, even in the midst of
his despair, he felt that strange sensation of being watched.
For three days more, he rode east. He felt more like a storm
than a man, his rage and desperation mingling to drive his mind
this way and that, tearing his reason to shreds as he swept down
the forest road. At times, he wanted to find her only to slit her
throat; at others, he swore to himself that if only he could have
her back, he would never ask a single question about what
she’d done with Perryn. Gradually he felt more hopelessness
than rage. Perryn could have taken her any way at all, slipping
deep into the forest where he’d never find them. His one hope
was the gnome, who came to him at odd moments. Always it pointed
east, and it was filled with fury, gnashing its teeth and clutching
its head at any mention of Perryn. Sooner or later, or so Rhodry
hoped, it would lead him back to Jill.
Late on a day when white clouds piled in the sky and threatened
rain, Rhodry was riding along a narrow track when he came to a
clearing. Beside the road was a small wooden round house with two
oaks growing in front of the door. He dismounted, led his horse
over, and called out a halloo. In a few moments an aged man with
the shaved head and golden torc of a priest of Bel came out
“Good morrow, Your Holiness,” Rhodry said.
“May the gods bless you, lad. What troubles your heart
so?”
“Oh, by the hells, do I look as wretched as
that?”
The priest merely smiled, his dark eyes nearly lost in wrinkled
folds of pouched eyelids. He was as thin as a stick, his ragged
tunic hanging loose, his fingers like gnarled twigs.
“I’m looking for someone, you see,” Rhodry
went on. “And I’ve about given up hope of ever finding
her. A blond lass, beautiful, but she always dresses like a lad,
and she carries a silver dagger. She’d be riding with a
skinny red-haired fellow.”
“Your wife left you for another man?”
“Well, she did, but how did you
know?”
“It’s a common enough tale, lad, though I’ve
no doubt it pains you as if you were the first man ever deserted
by a woman.” He sighed with a shake of his head. “I
haven’t seen her, but come in and ask the gods to help
you.”
More to please the lonely old hermit than in any real hope of
getting an omen, Rhodry followed him into the dim, musty-smelling
shrine, which took up half the round house. On the flat side stood
the stone altar, covered with a rough linen cloth to hide the
bloodstains from the sacrifices. Behind it rose a massive statue of
Bel, carved from a tree trunk, the body roughly shaped, the arms
distinguished by mere cuts in the wood and the tunic indicated only
by scratches. The face, however, was beautifully modeled, large
eyes staring out as if they saw, the mouth so mobile it seemed that
it would speak. Rhodry made a formal bow to the king of the world,
then knelt before him while the priest stood to one side. In the
shadowy light it seemed that the god’s eyes turned his
worshipper’s way.
“O most holy lord, where’s my Jill? Will I ever see
her again?”
For a moment silence lay thick in the temple;
then the priest spoke in a hollow, booming voice utterly unlike his
normal tone.
“She rides down dark roads. Judge her not
harshly when you meet again. One who holds no fealty to me holds
her in thrall.”
Rhodry felt a cold shudder of awe laced with fear. The
god’s eyes considered him, and the voice spoke again.
“You have a strange Wyrd, man from Eldidd, you who are not
truly a man like other men. Someday you’ll die serving the
kingdom, but it’s not the death you would ever have dreamt
for yourself. Men will remember your name down the long years,
though your blood run over rock and be gone. Truly, they’ll
remember it twice over, for twice over will you die.”
Suddenly the priest threw up his hands and clapped them together
hard. Dazed, Rhodry looked around. The statue was only a piece of
wood, cleverly carved. The god had gone.
All that day, while he traveled fast along, Rhodry puzzled over
the omen. What did it mean, that Jill rode down dark roads? He
desperately wanted it to mean that Perryn had somehow forced her to
come with him rather than her going willingly, but it was hard to
convince himself of that, because Jill could have slain the lord
easily if he had tried violence. Still, he clung to the first bit
of hope he had that she still loved him. His heart was so torn for
love of and fear for her that he never remembered the rest of the omen
til years later, that, contrary to all nature and all sense,
he would die twice over.
On the morrow, the meaning of the part of the omen that dealt
with Jill came clearer when he reached a small
village. In the tiny tavern he got his first hot meal and tankard of
ale in days. As he was eating mutton stew by the unswept hearth, the
tavernman strolled over to gossip.
“You’re the second silver dagger we’ve seen in
here lately,” he said. “Or, well, I don’t suppose
this lass was truly a silver dagger.”
“A blond lass?” Rhodry’s heart was pounding
even as he spoke casually. “Beautiful, but dressed like a
lad?”
“Just that! Do you know her?”
“I do. How long ago were she and her red-haired lad in
here? I’d like to see Jill and Perryn again.”
The tavernman considered, scratching his bald spot.
“Not more than four nights ago, I’d say. Friends of
yours, are they? Neither of them are much for words, I must
say.”
“Oh, Perryn never says much, truly.” Rhodry tried to
sound cheerfully friendly. “But usually his lass is good for
a bit of chatter.”
“Indeed? Then she must be ill or suchlike, because it was
hard for her to say two words together. One of those thick-headed
lasses, think I, all pretty face with nothing between her two
ears.”
“Here, I hope she wasn’t ill. She’s usually as
bright as a lark and twice as merry.”
The tavernman considered a long moment.
“Well, maybe she and that man of hers had a bit of a
scrap. From the way she looked at him, I’d say he beats her a
good bit. Fair terrified, she looked.”
Rhodry’s hand tightened on the tankard so hard that his
knuckles went white. Riding down dark roads, he thought, I see.
“But be that as it may, lad, they went south when they left here.
She said she was riding south, to find her grandfather.”
For a
moment Rhodry was puzzled. Nevyn! he thought. Of course that’s how
she’d describe him.
“Well and good, then, and my thanks.” He
tossed the man a piece of Benoic’s silver.
Leaving the
tankard unfinished, Rhodry rode out fast, heading for the
crossroads and the track that would take him south.
The tavernman watched, rubbing Rhodry’s coin, until the
silver dagger was out of sight. All at once he felt both guilty and
frightened. Why had he lied like that, and all for the couple of
coins that the strange fellow had given him? He hated to lie. Dimly
he remembered arguing with the fellow, but here, after all
he’d said, he’d gone and done it. He wished he had a
horse, so that he could ride after the silver dagger and tell him
the truth. He shook himself and looked up. The village idiot, poor
old Marro, was shuffling along the street. The tavernman flung him
Rhodry’s coin.
“Here, lad, take that home to your mother, and tell her I
said she’s to buy you cloth for a new shirt.”
Grinning from ear to ear, Marro ran off. The tavernman went back
to his customers.
“South?” Salamander said aloud. “How by every
boil on the Lord of Hell’s balls did Rhodry know to turn
south?”
The Wildfolk clustered around his campfire seemed to be
pondering the question.
“My apologies, little brothers. Just a rhetorical
question.”
Stretching, Salamander got up and frowned at the night sky while
he wished he’d scried Rhodry out earlier. Since he was not
much more than an apprentice at dweomer, it was difficult for him
to scry without a focus of some sort and impossible when he was
occupied with something else, such as riding horseback, As
he thought about it, he supposed that Rhodry was riding south out
of a simple desperation that had brought him a silver
dagger’s luck. Without dweomer, he himself would never have
been able to track Jill down, because that strange
man of hers knew the woods as well as a wild deer did. As it was,
of course, he knew exactly where they were, just ten miles to the
northeast of him, so that, indeed, Rhodry was to the north of
them, and on the right road by heading south, The question was, how
did Rhodry know it?
“Tomorrow, little brothers, tomorrow we track this bear to his
den.”
In unease the Wildfolk rustled around, him shoving and
pinching each, other, opening their mouths in gaping expressions
of despair and hatred. Salamander shuddered in honest fear. For all
he knew, the man that had stolen Jill was a dweomermaster of
great power, and he was riding to his doom.
“You know, I suppose I really should contact Nevyn and
tell him about all this.”
The Wildfolk all nodded a vigorous yes.
“But on the other hand, suppose I do, and he tells me that
I should leave this nasty mess strictly alone. How then could I
redeem myself for my dilatory ways this summer? I think me
I’d best just just continue on.”
The Wildfolk threw their hands in the air, stuck out their
tongues at him, and disappeared in a wave of pure disgust.
In the morning, the dark circles under Perryn’s eyes
looked as purple as fresh bruises against his unnaturally pale
skin. His red hair no longer flamed; rather it was as dull and
matted as the fur of a sick cat. He worked slowly, taking things
out of his saddlebags, staring at them for a moment, then putting
them back while Jill sat nearby and watched him.
“You truly do look ill,” she said.
“Just tired.”
She wondered why she cared if he were ill or not, but in truth,
she was coming to see him as much a victim of his strange powers as
she was. The thought came to her only intermittently, however;
thoughts of any sort were rare these days. The pieces of gear in
Perryn’s hands seemed to be changing size constantly,
sometimes swelling, sometimes shrinking, and they had no edges in
any proper sense, just lines of shimmering force that marked where
they met the air. Finally he pulled out a plain rod of iron, about
a finger thick, set in a wooden handle.
“Thank every god,” he said. “Here I thought
I’d lost it.”
“What is it?”
“A rambling scribe. Never tell anyone I’ve got one,
will you? You can get hanged for carrying one in
Cerrgonney.”
None of this made any sense at all. She forced herself to pick
it apart, a little at a time.
“We’re still in Cerrgonney?” she asked at
last.
“We are, but in the southern part. Nearly to
Gwaentaer.”
“Oh. And what’s that thing for?”
“Changing a
horse’s brand.”
“And why will they hang you for having
one?”
“Because only a horse thief would carry one.”
“Then why are you carrying one?”
“Because I’m a horse
thief.”
Jill stared openmouthed at him.
“Where do you think I get the coin
we’ve been spending?” He was grinning in amusement, “I take a horse from some noble
lord, sell it to one of the men I know, and well, there we
are.”
Somewhere, deep in her mind, Jill remembered that thievery was a
wrong thing. She thought about it while she watched him repack the
saddlebags. Thieving was wrong, and being a horse thief was the
worst of all. If you took a man’s horse, he could die out in
the wilderness. Da always said so. Da was always right.
“You shouldn’t take horses,” she said.
“Oh, I only take them from men who can afford the
loss.”
“It’s still wrong.”
“Why? I need them, and they don’t.”
Although she knew that there was a counter to this argument, she
couldn’t remember it. She leaned back and watched the sylphs
playing in the light breeze, winged forms of brilliant crystal,
darting and dodging after each other in long swoops and glides.
“I’ll be leaving you here later,” Perryn said in a
moment. “We’re low on coin, and I’ve got to take
a horse.”
“You will come back, won’t you?” Suddenly she
was terrified, sure that she would be hopelessly lost without him.
“You won’t just leave me here?”
“What? Of course not. I love you more than I love my life.
I’ll never leave you.”
He drew her into his arms and kissed her, then held her close.
She was unsure of how long they sat together in the warm sun, but
when he let her go, the sun was close to zenith. She wandered over
the stream and lay down to watch the Wildfolk sporting
there until she fell asleep.
Late that same afternoon, Rhodry came to Leryn, one of the
biggest towns in Cerrgonney with about five hundred houses huddled
behind a low stone wall on the banks of the Camyn Yraen. Since
Leryn was an important port for the river barges that brought the
mountain iron down into Deverry, he was planning on buying a
passage downriver for a ways to save himself some time and to give
himself and his horse a much-needed rest. First, though, he went
to the market square and asked around about Jill and Perryn.
Quite a few of the locals knew the eccentric Lord Perryn
well.
“He’s daft,” said the cheese seller.
“And if that lass is riding with the likes of him,
she’s even dafter than he is.”
“A bit more than daft he is,” snorted the
blacksmith. “I’ve wondered many a time where he gets
all those horses.”
“Ah, he’s noble-born,” chimed in the cloth
merchant. “The noble-horn have horses to spare, they do. But
I haven’t seen him in many long week now, silver dagger, and
I’ve never seen a lass like you described.”
“No more have I,” said the cheese seller. “She
sounds a bit of a hard case, she does.”
As he went back to the cheap tavern he’d marked earlier,
Rhodry was wondering if Jill and Perryn had taken a different road
south. If so, he’d have to abandon his plans for the river,
in case he passed them by. As he was stabling his horse, a fellow
came out to join him, a rather nondescript man with the bent back
of a wandering peddler.
“You the silver dagger who was asking for Lord
Perryn?”
“I am, and what’s it to you?”
“Naught, but I might have a bit of information for you for
the right price.”
Rhodry took two silver pieces from his pouch and held them
between his fingers. The peddler grinned.
“I came up this way from the southeast. I stayed one night
in a little village inn, oh, some thirty miles from here, it was. I
was trying to get my sleep about dawn that night when I heard
someone yelling out in the stable yard. So I sticks my head out the
window, and I see our Perryn arguing with this blond lass. Seems
like she was leaving him, and he was yelling at her not to
go.”
Rhodry handed over the first silver.
“I’m going to find no one, she says,” the
peddler went on. “Seemed like a cursed strange thing to say,
so it’s stuck in my mind, like.”
“So it would. Did she say where ‘nev yn’
was?”
“Not truly. But she did say to his lordship that if he
tried to follow her to Cerrmor, she’d take his balls off with
her silver dagger.”
With a laugh, Rhodry handed him the second coin, then dug out a
third for good measure.
“My thanks, peddler, and it gladdens my wretched heart that you
lost that hour’s sleep.”
When Rhodry left the stable, Merryc laughed quietly under his
breath. It was a good jest, to make the silver dagger pay for the
false rumors that were going to mean his doom.
Jill woke suddenly at the sound of horses coming. She sat up
wondering why she hadn’t tried to escape before Perryn
returned. Now it was too late. She stood up, very slowly,
because the ground seemed unsteady under her feet. As she walked
back to camp, the grass swelled and billowed, as if she trod on a
huge feather mattress.
“Jill! Fear not! Rescue is at hand, though truly, as a
shining avenger one could want better than I.”
Startled, she spun around and stared openmouthed at the man
dismounting from his horse on the other side of the clearing. For
a moment she thought he was Rhodry, but the voice and the pale
hair were all wrong. Then she remembered him.
“Salamander! Oh ye gods!”
Suddenly she was weeping, doubling over as she sobbed, throwing
herself from side to side until he ran over and grabbed her
tight.
“Whist, whist, little one. All’s well, more or less,
anyway. You’ve been ensorceled, but it’s over
now.”
The tears stopped, and she looked up at him.
“It was true, then? He has the
dweomer?”
“I’m not so sure of that, but you were ensorceled well and
truly. Where is he?”
“Off stealing a horse from someone.”
“And the horse dung, too, no doubt. This lad sounds
stranger and stranger.”
“You might well say that and twice. Please, we’ve
got to get away before he gets back.”
“Not that, because I’ve got a thing or two to say to
him.”
“But he’s dweomer.”
Salamander smiled lazily.
“It is time for all truths to be known. So am
I.”
She pulled away, staring at him.
“How else did I know you’d
been ensorceled, and how else would I have found you? Now
come along. Let’s get your gear on your horse. I want to
curse this fellow to the three hells, and then we’ve got
to be on our way. Rhodry’s got a long head start on
us.”
At the mention of Rhodry’s name, she began to sob again.
Salamander pulled her close into his arms.
“Na, na, na, little one. Remember you’re a
warrior’s daughter. There’ll be time enough for tears
later, when we’re well away from here. We’ll find your
Rhodry for you.”
“Oh ye gods, I don’t know if your brother
will even want me back.”
“My . . . here! How did you find out?”
The urgency in his voice stopped her tears.
“I . . . well, I had a true dream. I saw your
father.”
“Gods! If you have that kind of power, and this fellow
still . . . well, he may be a bit more powerful than I thought, but
cursed if I’ll run until I get a look at him. Let me saddle
your horse for you, and you tell me the tale.”
As best she could, Jill told him about Perryn and the events of
the last few days, but it was difficult for her to find words to
put things in any sort of order, or indeed to remember exactly how
long she’d been traveling with Perryn. At times it seemed a
few years, at others months. She was shocked when Salamander told
her that it had been at most a fortnight. While he listened, he
grew angry, until finally he cut short one last stumbling sentence
with a wave of his hand.
“I’ve heard enough, little one. This ugly bastard
should be flogged and hanged, if you ask me. I wonder if I can get
him to a lord’s justice.”
“Not here. All the lords are his kin.”
“And who will believe me when I come to them talking of
dweomer, besides? Well, there’s other kinds of justice in
the kingdom.”
When she looked at him, she saw his anger like ghostly flames
burning over his face and looked away again. Yet the vision jogged
her memory.
“Was it you I saw a while back? I saw an elf all covered
with silver fire in the sky.”
“It was, true enough. But you were seeing only a well . .
. call it an image of me.”
She nodded, the thought and the memory slipping away again. She
wondered why he was so angry with Perryn, but it seemed at somehow
she should know the answer.
Salamander was just finishing tying her bedroll behind the
saddle when he paused, cocking his head to listen. It was several
minutes before she heard the sound of hoofbeats, three horses
coming fast. Ducking and dodging among the trees, Perryn rode up with
two chestnut colts following him along. As Salamander walked to
meet him, Perryn dismounted and ran the last few yards.
“Who are you?” Perryn shouted. “Jill, what are
you doing?”
Although she was shaking too hard to speak, her saddled and
loaded horse was an obvious answer. When Perryn started to run to
her, Salamander stepped in between. Perryn swung at him
flat-handed. All at once Wildfolk swarmed into existence and mobbed
him, a good hundred of them biting pinching kicking punching as
they fell upon him like dogs on a tossed bone. Perryn screamed and
yelped, hitting blindly at an enemy he couldn’t see, and
finally went down under them, a tossing, heaving mound.
“Enough!” Salamander yelled.
The Wildfolk disappeared, leaving Perryn trembling and
whimpering on the ground.
“That’s better, dog,” Salamander snarled.
“A fine scion of the Wolf clan are you, a horse thief and a
wife stealer both!”
He flung up one hand and chanted a long string of Elvish words
under his breath. Suddenly Jill saw a green-and-gray glow
streaming around Perryn—no, it was emanating from him in a
cloud of light. From it stretched long smoky tendrils that tangled
her round. She suddenly realized that she too stood in a similar
cloud, but that hers was pale gold.
“Do you see that, Lord Perryn? Do you see what
you’ve been doing?”
Perryn looked from her to himself and back to Salamander, then
suddenly moaned and hid his eyes with his hands. The gerthddyn said
a few more Elvish words, then snapped his fingers. A golden
sword made of what seemed to be solid light appeared in his
hand. He swept it back and forth, slashing at every tendril that
bound her to Perryn. The light lines snapped like cut tether
ropes and slapped back to him. Perryn screamed, but she
felt her mind and her will come back to her, and with
them a revulsion, a burning hatred for this man who’d
broken her like a wild horse. When Salamander chanted
again, the glowing clouds and the sword vanished. Perryn raised
his head.
“Don’t look at me that way, my
love,” he whispered. “Oh, by Kerun himself,
you’re not going to leave me, are you?”
“Of course I am, you bastard! I never want to see you
again in my god-cursed life.”
“Jill, Jill, I beg you don’t go! I love
you!”
“Love?” She felt her natred burning in her mouth.
“I spit on your idea of love!”
When Perryn began to weep, the sound was beautiful to her.
Salamander looked as if he was thinking of kicking him, then
restrained himself.
“Listen, you!” he snarled. “Out of sheer pity
I’ll tell you one thing: you’ve got to stop stealing
women and horses this way, or it’ll kill you. Do you hear
me?”
Slowly Perryn got to his feet to face the gerthddyn, and his
face worked as if he was desperately trying to summon some
dignity.
“I don’t know who you are,” he whispered.
“But I don’t have to stay here and have you pour
vinegar in my wounds. I can’t stop you from taking Jill away,
so go. You hear me! Get out!” His voice rose to a shriek.
“Go away! Both of you!”
Then he fell sobbing to his knees again.
“Very well.” Salamander turned to Jill. “Let
us leave this whimpering dolt to whatever justice the gods have in
store for him.”
“Gladly.”
In a swirl of joyous Wildfolk, they mounted their horses. A big
black gnome with purple splotches threw the lead rope of the pack
horse up to Salamander, then disappeared as they rode away. Jill
glanced back once to see Perryn stretched out on the grass, still
weeping in a sea of swelling emerald, with his gray nuzzling his
shoulder in concern. Nothing had ever pleased her as much as his
pain.
For about a mile they rode in silence, until they came free of
the trees to one of the muddy tracks that passed for a Cerrgonney
road. There Salamander paused his horse, waved at her to do the
same, and turned in his saddle to look her over in sincere concern.
She could only stare blankly back at him.
“How do you feel, Jill?”
“Exhausted.”
“No doubt, but you’ll get your strength back in a
bit.”
“Good. Will the world ever hold still again?”
“What?
What’s it doing at the moment?”
“Well, everything’s all . . . not hazy, exactly, but
nothing will hold still, and these colors . . . everything’s
so bright and glowy.” She hesitated, struggling with the
unfamiliar task of forming sentences. “Nothing has edges, you see.
It all sparkles and runs together. And there’s no Time anymore.
Wait, that’s not right. But it is.”
“Oh ye gods! What did that lout do to you?”
“I
don’t know.”
“My apologies, just a rhetorical question. Jill, this is blasted
serious.”
“I could figure that out myself, my thanks. Will I ever
see the world like it really is again?”
“You mean, will you ever see it as you used to, because as
for the world as it really is, my turtledove, that’s what
you’re seeing right now. Before, you’ve only seen the
dull, dead, dark, and deceiving surface, as most people
do.”
“But here! These colors, and the way everything
moves—”
“Are real enough. But, truly, most inconvenient withal.
The gods are kind, turtledove. They let most men see only what they
need to see, and hide the beauty away. If they didn’t,
we’d all starve, because even a simple act like picking an
apple from a tree would be a momentous and ominous
event.”
“I can’t believe that.”
“No need for you to believe it, actually. Belief has no
bearing whatsoever on your current and most dire condition. Belief
is an illusion, and truly, all that men see is illusion as well,
because the universe is naught but a rushy net of pure
power.”
“That can’t be true.”
“It is, but this is no time for us to argue recondite
matters like a pair of Bardek sages. That little round-ear bastard
has hurt you worse than I feared, Jill.” He paused for a
long, troubled silence. “I’m not truly sure what to do
about this. Fortunately, our esteemed Nevyn will.”
“Salamander, you’re babbling! What did Perryn do to
me?”
“Well, look, you saw those lines of light, didn’t
you? What he was doing was pouring life force into you, more than
you could possibly use or handle. Look, every time you two lay down
together, he gave off a tremendous amount of life force. It’s
not solid like water but it’s more solid than a thought, and
it can be transferred back and forth. Normally, whenever a man and
woman are together, they each give some out and get some back, all
in balance. Now, I doubt me if this truly makes sense to
you.”
“Oh, but it does.” Her disarranged mind was casting
up images, of Sarcyn and Alastyr, of the dark dweomer that had
touched and tainted her life the summer before. For a moment she
nearly vomited. When she spoke again, it was only in a whisper.
“Go on. I have to know.”
“Well, then, somewhat’s wrong with Perryn. He was
pouring the force out like mead at a lord’s feast, more than
you could ever possibly replace in the ordinary course of things.
And all that extra power was running free in your mind, free to be
used in any way you wished, but since, alas, you had no idea of what
to wish for, or indeed that it was even there, then it took the
first channel it found to run in, like water again, if we may
expand and polish our image my turtledove, that escapes from a river
only to follow a ditch. You can’t lie and say you’ve no
dweomer talent, you know.”
“I don’t care! I never
wanted to have anything of the sort.”
“Oh, of course
not, you lackwit! That’s not what I’m saying. Listen,
these are dark and dangerous matters indeed, and the source of many
a strange thing. No one who studies the dweomer of Light would fool
with them carelessly, the way Perryn seems to have done.”
“Are you telling me he follows the dark path?”
“I’m not, because that poor, weak, bumbling idiot
obviously could do naught of the sort. I know not what Lord Perryn
may be, my little robin, but I do know that we’ve got to get
you far, far away from him. Let’s ride. We’ll reach
some safe spot, and then I’ll see what Nevyn thinks of all
this.”
After Jill rode away, Perryn had just enough strength to
unsaddle his horse and send him out to graze. He lay down on his
blankets and fell asleep, waking for a few moments at sunset, then
sleeping the night away. When he woke in the morning, he rolled
over, automatically reaching for Jill, and wept when he remembered
that she was gone.
“How could you leave me? I loved you so much.”
He
forced himself to stop crying, then sat up and looked around the
camp. In spite of his long sleep, he was still tired, his body
aching as if he’d been in a fight. When he remembered the man
who’d taken her away, he turned cold all over. Dweomer. What
else would have shown him that peculiar vision of clouds of light
and golden swords? See what you’ve been doing, Lord Perryn.
But he’d done nothing at all, only loved her. What did ropes
of mystic light have to do with love? And she’d said
that she hated him. He shook his head, refusing to cry again.
At last he forced himself up and began packing his gear.
He’d already placed himself in danger by staying so long; the
lord who once had owned these colts might come looking for them. As
he worked, he wondered which way to ride. He couldn’t go back
to Nedd, not for a long time, not with Benoic’s wrath waiting
for him. You’re twice a dolt, he told himself, first taking
another man’s woman—and then losing her. Benoic would
heap scorn on him for years over this, he knew. After the splendor
of having had someone to love, of having had someone who had loved
him—he refused to believe that Jill had never loved him—his
life stretched ahead like a bleak, foggy road. It seemed to take
him forever to leave the spot. He would just get some small task
done, like rolling up his blankets, when something would make him
think of Jill, and he would weep again. The dapple gray stayed
close to him, nuzzling his shoulder or nudging him in the back as
if to say that he should cheer up.
“At least you love me, don’t you?” Perryn
whispered. “But a horse is a wretchedly easy thing to
please.”
Finally he was ready to set out, with his gray saddled and his
pack horse and the two new colts on lead ropes. He mounted, then
merely sat in the saddle for a long time and stared at the place
that would hold his last memories of Jill. Where to go next? The
question seemed insuperable. At last, when the gray was beginning
to dance in irritable restlessness under him, he turned back
northwest. Not far away was the town of Leryn, where he knew a
dishonest trader who would take the colts and ask no questions. All
that day he rode slowly, and the tears came and went of their own
accord.
Rhodry might have taken a barge passage immediately if it
hadn’t been for the gray gnome, who came to him early on the
same morning that Salamander caught up with Jill. The little
creature was ecstatic, dancing around and grinning so broadly that
it exposed all its long pointed teeth.
“Well, little brother, I take it you know that
Jill’s left Perryn.”
The gnome nodded, then pointed to the southeast.
“Is that where Jill is?”
The gnome shook its head no, then pantomimed Perryn’s
graceless walk.
“Oho! How far away is our dear Lord Perryn?”
The gnome shrugged and waved its hands as if to say not very far
at all. Rhodry debated for a long while. On the one hand, he wanted
to be after Jill; on the other, his desire for revenge was like a
lust. Finally the vengeance won.
“Well and good, little brother. I’ll saddle up my
horse, and you lead me to him.”
The gnome grinned and jigged,
pointing always off to the south and east.
It was late in the afternoon when Rhodry came to a scrappy little
village, a huddle of houses at the top of a hill without even a
proper wall around it. Although there was no tavern, the
blacksmith’s wife kept a few barrels of ale in her kitchen
for thirsty travelers, but she refused to have a silver dagger in
her house. She did, however, let him buy a tankard and drink it out
in the muddy yard, where chickens scratched near a small sty that
held a pair of half-grown pigs. The woman, a stout sort with wispy
gray hair, set her hands on her hips and glared at him the whole
time as if she thought he would steal the tankard. When he was
done, Rhodry handed it back with an exaggerated bow.
“My thanks, fair lady. I don’t suppose you get many
travelers through here.”
“Why do you want to know?”
“I’m looking for a friend of mine, that’s all, a tall,
skinny fellow with red hair and—”
“You’d best go over to the baker’s then. A
fellow like that bought a tankard from me not half an hour ago, and
he said he needed to buy bread.”
“Oh, indeed? He didn’t have a lass with him, did
he?”
“He didn’t, just a couple of extra horses. Too many
horses, if you ask me. Didn’t like the look of him, I
didn’t.”
Following her directions, Rhodry hurried along the twisting
street. When he reached the house with the big beehive clay ovens
in the front yard he saw Perryn’s dapple gray, his pack
horse, and a pair of colts tied up nearby. He laughed aloud, just a
quick snatch of a berserker’s chuckle, and thanked Great Bel
in his heart. As he tied up his horse, he could see Perryn
through the open door, handing over some coppers to a fellow in
a cloth apron. Rhodry strode in. His hands full of loaves, Perryn
turned and yelped, a satisfying gulp of pure terror.
“You bastard,”
Rhodry snarled. “Where’s my wife?”
“Oh, er, ah,
well, I don’t know.”
His face pale, the baker began edging
for the door. Rhodry ignored him and went for Perryn. He grabbed
him by the shirt and slammed him against the stone wall so hard that
Perryn dropped the bread. Rhodry kicked it out of the way and slammed him
again.
“Where’s Jill?”
“I don’t know.” Perryn was gasping for breath.
“She left me. I swear it. She left me on the road.”
“I know that, dolt! Where?”
When Perryn smirked at him, Rhodry hit him in the stomach He
doubled over, choking, but Rhodry straightened him up and hit him
again.
“Where did she leave you?”
Half blind from tears in his eyes, Perryn raised his head.
Rhodry slapped him across the face.
“I know you’re going to kill me,” Perryn
gasped. “Not going to tell you one rotten thing.”
Rhodry saw no reason to admit that he’d sworn a vow to
leave him alive. He grabbed him by the shoulders, hauled him
forward, and slammed into the stone again.
“Where is she? If you tell me, you live.”
“I don’t know, by the gods!”
Rhodry was about to hit him in the stomach a second time when he
heard noises behind him. He glanced over his shoulder and saw the
white-faced baker, flanked by the blacksmith carrying an iron bar
and two other men with threshing flails at the ready.
“Now what’s all this, silver dagger? You can’t
ride in and just murder someone.”
“I’m not going to murder anyone. This whoreson piss-pot little
bastard stole my wife away, and now he won’t tell me where
she is.”
The four villagers considered, glancing at one another and at
the sword at Rhodry’s side. Even though the four of them
would have had more than a good chance against one man, no matter
how skilled with a sword, it seemed they were the prudent
sort.
“Ah well,” the blacksmith said. “Then
it’s no affair of ours, if he’s been meddling with
your woman.”
“Just get him out of my house,” the baker
moaned.
“Gladly. Rats don’t belong in a
granary.”
Rhodry twisted Perryn’s right arm behind his back
and shoved him out of the bakery. When his victim
struggled, Rhodry swung him sideways and knocked him against the
wall of the next house so hard that he screamed.
“Where’s Jill?”
“I don’t know, and I wouldn’t tell you if I
did.”
Rhodry hit him in the stomach so hard he vomited, falling to his
knees. When he was done, Rhodry hauled him up, twisted his arm
again, and then marched him round the bakery to a big stone shed.
He threw him face forward against the wall, peeled him off and
turned him round, then shoved him back again. By then Perryn could
barely stand up.
“For the last time, where is she?”
Gasping, Perryn wiped feebly at the blood pouring from his nose
and from a cut over his eye. Rhodry unbuckled his sword belt and
let it drop.
“Come on, coward! Draw on me, if you dare.”
Perryn merely gasped and sniveled. Rhodry’s stomach
tightened in sheer contempt.
“You base-born little half-gelded swine!”
Rhodry jumped him, grabbed him with one hand, and began hitting
him as hard as he could with the other. The pleasure of beating
Perryn filled his entire mind, just as when a sheet of flame races
through the forest and sweeps everything before it. Suddenly he
remembered the holy vow he’d sworn to Benoic. He let Perryn
go and leaned him back against the wall. Fortunately, the lord was
still breathing. He looked at Rhodry for a moment with glazed eyes,
one of which was already swelling shut, tried to speak, gasped,
then crumpled, sliding slowly down the wall to the ground. Rhodry
gave him one last kick and turned to find the four villagers,
standing as solemnly as judges, and three small boys, wide-eyed
with excitement. Nearby was the gray gnome, clapping its hands and
grinning while it did a little victory dance. Rhodry retrieved his
sword belt and buckled it on while he caught his breath.
“There. I didn’t murder him, did I now?”
They all
shook their heads in agreement.
“I thought silver daggers
didn’t have wives,” said one of the boys.
“I did. Let me tell you somewhat. If ever you find another silver
dagger with a wife, then you keep your blasted little paws off
her.”
The lads looked at Perryn, then nodded again. When Rhodry walked toward them, they all parted to give him plenty of room
and fell in behind him like an honor guard while he fetched his horse. He mounted and rode out, heading northwest to return to
the river. His hands were bloody, bruised, and aching, but
he’d never enjoyed a pain more in his life. As soon as he was out of
sight of the village, the gnome appeared on his saddle peak.
“That was a splendid bit of fun, wasn’t it, little
brother?”
With an evil grin the gnome nodded a yes.
“Now, am I going the right way? Is Jill heading for the
river?”
Again, it nodded yes.
“Is she going to Cerrmor?”
It waggled its hands and shrugged its shoulders to show that it
didn’t truly know. It occurred to Rhodry that place names
would mean nothing at all to the Wildfolk.
“Well, if she’s on the river, I’ll catch her
up, sure enough. My thanks, little brother. You’d best get
back to Jill and keep an eye on her.”
Out of compassion on the one hand and a sense of having
seen justice done on the other, the blacksmith and the baker
picked Perryn up and carried him into the baker’s cow shed,
where they laid him down on a heap of straw. Perryn could barely
see them out of his swollen eyes. His chest ached so badly that he
was sure Rhodry had broken a couple of his ribs and his lower lip
was split and bleeding. The baker’s wife brought out a
bowl of water, gave him a drink, then washed his face for
him.
“Didn’t like the look of that silver dagger,
I didn’t. Here, did you really take his wife?”
Perryn mumbled out a sound, that passed for “I
did.”
“Huh. I don’t see why any lass would take
you over him, but then, lasses is flighty sometimes. Ah well, you
can stay here for a day or two, lad, if you’ll give me a
couple of coppers for horse feed.”
Perryn nodded a yes, then fainted.
Irritated to the point of rage, Nevyn sat in his chamber and
glared at Salamander’s image as it danced over the glowing
coals in the charcoal brazier. The gerthddyn seemed honestly
bewildered.
“But I couldn’t leave Jill with that
lout—”
“Of course not, you, dolt! That isn’t the point. The
point is this Perryn himself. You’ve left behind a
gravely ill man—”
“Who repeatedly raped my brother’s woman.”
“I know that, and I’m furious about it, but
what I’m trying to tell you is that he’s deathly
ill.”
“If he dies, what loss will it be?”
“Hold your tongue, you
chattering elf!”
Salamander’s image shrank back and
turned pale. Nevyn took a breath and controlled himself.
“Now listen,
Ebañy. If Perryn continues on this way, he’s going to
pour out his life force until there’s precious
little left. Then he’ll get some illness—most likely a
consumption of the lungs—and die, just as you’ve
guessed. But in the meantime, he’ll also be harming other
women because he can’t help himself. He’s like a man
with a plague, spreading foul humors and contagion over the
countryside even though he doesn’t wish another soul harm.
Now do you see?”
“I do at that, and my apologies.” Salamander did look
sincerely chastened. “But what could I have done? Ensorceled
him? Roped him like one of his horses and dragged him along with
us? Jill can’t bear the sight of him, and in her state—”
“Well, true enough. Let me think . . . the nearest
dweomerworker is Liddyn of Cantrae. He can possibly find our
Perryn and corral him. Truly, your first concern has to be Jill.
Form a link with her aura and then—slowly, mind you—draw off some of that excess magnetism. The process should take
some days, because you’ll have to absorb it yourself. Or,
here, expend it. Do some of your wretched little tricks with it. It
might amuse her.”
“I doubt me if any show of dweomer will do more than
terrify her now.”
“Maybe so. Ah ye gods! What a nasty mess you’ve
dropped in our laps!”
“So they have. Here, one more strange thing about Perryn. When I first
saw him, I opened up my sight and looked into his soul. I was thinking
perhaps that he was some man linked to Jill by his Wyrd or
suchlike.”
“Was he?”
“I couldn’t tell you that. I couldn’t read his
soul.” All at once Salamander looked rueful. “Truly, I must
have let my rage, wrath, and righteousness override my reason. I kept
seeing him as some of half-human monster, not as a man at
all.”
“Valandario’s been telling you and I have been
telling you that dweomer demands that a man keep his feelings under
control. Do see now what we mean? Ye gods!”
“You have my
true and humble apologies, O master. Here, since I’ve seen Perryn, I can scry him out whenever you or
Liddyn need my aid.”
“And doubtless we will. He’s got to be caught.”
“True enough. I wasn’t thinking. It was just seeing
our Jill so . . . well, so broken and so shamed. It ached my
heart.”
“It aches mine, too.” Nevyn realized then that part
of his anger at Salamander was only a spillover from his rage at
what had happened. “I only wish I could come join you. If
you’re riding south, maybe I will. It depends on how things
go here.”
“Where are you, by the by?”
Nevyn managed a laugh.
“My turn for the apologies. I’m in the
gwerbret’s dun in Aberwyn.”
“Ye gods! I’m surprised Rhys will let you cross his
threshold.”
“Oh, he bears me no particular ill will. Lady Lovyan asked
me to come with her and pretend to be a legal councillor.
She’s going to try one last time to get Rhys to recall
Rhodry.”
“No doubt the hells will melt first.”
“No doubt. On the other hand, Rhys loves Aberwyn, and he
might do what’s best for her in the end.”
When Salamander looked profoundly skeptical, Nevyn sighed in
agreement. Being stubborn was a crucial part of a noble-born
man’s honor, and Rhys, like all Maelwaedds, would never
betray his.
After finishing his talk with Salamander, Nevyn went to the open
window and leaned on the sill to look out. From his chamber high up
in the broch, he could see the gardens, a long reach of lawn lit
with a hundred tiny oil lamps, where the ladies of the court were
having an evening entertainment. Minstrels played, and the
noble-born danced among the flickering lights. He could hear them
laughing, half out of breath, as they circled round, stamping and
slapping their feet in time to the harps and wooden flutes. Ah, my
poor Jill, he thought, will you ever be as happy as they again?
His anger came close to choking him, a cold fury with Perryn,
with Rhys, stubborn men who insisted on having what they wanted no
matter what the cost to anyone else. Rhys was the worse, he
decided, because his refusal to recall his brother could plunge
Eldidd into open war. And then all those noble lords below would
ride in a circling dance of death, this entertainment long
forgotten. He pulled the shutters closed so hard that they
banged like thunder in the chamber and turned away to pace back and
forth. Finally he shook the mood away and turned to the brazier
again. When he thought of Rhodry the image appeared in an instant.
He was standing, his back to the wall, in a crowded tavern and
watching a dice game while he sipped from a tankard. At times, when
Rhodry was in a particular melancholy mood, Nevyn could reach his
mind and send him thoughts, but tonight he was preoccupied and
oddly enough, not at all unhappy. At times he smiled to himself as
if remembering a triumph. Most odd, Nevyn thought. Why isn’t
he brooding over Jill?
When someone knocked on his door, he canceled the vision. Lady
Lovyan came in, her plaid cloak caught at the shoulder with a ring
brooch set with rubies winking in the candlelight.
“Have you had enough of the dancing, my lady?”
“More than enough, but I came to see you for another
reason. A speeded courier just rode in from Dun Deverry.” She
handed him a piece of parchment, tightly rolled from its long
sojourn inside a message tube. “This is supposedly for my
eyes alone, but I doubt if Blaen would mind you reading
it.”
After the long ritual salutations, the letter itself was brief:
“I am in Dun Deverry in attendance upon the king. He tells me
only that he’s most interested in talking with a certain
silver dagger known to you. Would the dragon roar if our liege
usurped one of his privileges? By the by, Lord Talidd seems to have
found a friend in Savyl of Camynwaen. Blaen, Gwerbret Cwm
Pecl.”
“Humph,” Nevyn snorted. “Blaen isn’t
much of a man at subterfuge.”
“Rhys would have understood that message in an instant if
he’d read it.” Lovyan took the letter back and dropped
it into the glowing charcoal. The smell of burning leather drifted
into the room, and Nevyn hurried to open the shutters. “The
news about Savyl of Camynwaen’s troubling. I do not like the
idea of Talidd’s finding another gwerbret to plead his case
with our liege.”
“No more do I. Ye gods, this is all getting vexed!”
“Do
you think Rhys would rebel if the king overrode his decree of
exile?”
“Not on his own, but he might be persuaded by men who think they
have a chance at the rhan if he died childless.”
“Just so. They’d try to push him into it, anyway. On the
other hand, if the king does intervene, then Rhys could stop my
nagging tongue without losing any face.”
“True enough.
He could bluster about the decree all he wanted in front of the
other lords but accept it privately.”
“So I hope. Well, we don’t even know if the king
truly plans to recall Rhodry.” She looked at the twisted
sheet of parchment ash in the brazier, then picked up the poker and
knocked it into dust. “Let us hope that Blaen sends us more
news soon.”
Rhodry had no trouble buying passage on a barge that was making
the run down to Lughcarn. His horse shared the stern with the barge
mules that would pull the boat upriver again; he had a place to
sleep in the bow with the four crewmen, who spoke to him as little
as possible. The rest of the barge’s hundred feet were laden
with rough-shaped iron ingots from the smelters of Ladotyn up in
the high mountains. Although the barge rode low in the water, the
river current was smooth and steady, and for three days they glided
south, while Rhodry amused himself by watching the countryside go
by. Once the hills were behind them, the grassy meadows and rich
grain fields of Gwaentaer province spread out, green and gold in
the late summer sun, flat and seemingly endless.
On the fourth day they crossed the border into Deverry proper,
though Rhodry didn’t see much change in the
countryside to mark it, Toward noon, the bargemaster told him that
they’d make Lughcarn that night.
“It’s the end of our run, silver dagger, but I’ll
wager you can find another barge going down into Dun
Deverry.”
“Splendid. This is a cursed sight faster than
riding, and I’ve got to reach Cerrmor as soon as ever I
can.
The bargemaster scratched his beard thoughtfully.
“Don’t know much about the river traffic south, out
of the king’s city, but I’ll wager there’s
some.” He shrugged his massive shoulders.
“Well, whether there is or not, you’ll be only
about a week’s ride from Cerrmor
then.”
By late afternoon, Rhodry saw the first sign that they were
coming close to the city. At first he thought he was seeing
clouds on the southern horizon, but the steersman enlightened
him. A dark pall of smoke hung in the air, smoke from the charcoal
ovens, smoke from the charcoal itself as it fed the forges to
turn rough iron into Lughcarn steel. By the time they
turned into the docks just outside the walled city, his linen
shirt was flecked with soot. The docks themselves and the warehouses just beyond were grimy gray. As
he rode through the gate in the soot-blackened city walls, Rhodry
was thinking that he’d be very glad to leave Lughcarn behind.
Yet it was a rich city under the soot. As he searched for a
tavern poor enough to take in a silver dagger, Rhodry passed fine
houses, some of them as tall as a poor lord’s broch,
with carved plaques over the doors proclaiming the name of one great
merchant clan or another. There were temples all over the city,
too, some to obscure gods usually relegated to a tiny shrine in the
corner of a temple of Bel, some, like the great temple of Bel
itself, as large as duns, with gardens and outbuildings of their
own. Until he finally found the poor section of town, down by the
river on the southern bank, he saw very few beggars, and even among
the wooden huts of the longshoremen and charcoal burners he saw
almost no one in rags and not a child who looked in danger of
starving.
He found a shabby tavern whose owner agreed to let him sleep in
the hayloft of the stable out back for a couple of coppers. After
he stabled his horse, he went back in and got the best dinner the
place offered—mutton stew lensed with grease and served with
stale bread to sop up the gravy. He took it to a table where he
could keep his back to the wall and looked over the other patrons
while he ate. Most of them looked like honest workingmen, gathered
there to have a tankard while they chewed over the local gossip,
but one of them might have been a traveler like himself, a tall
fellow with straight dark hair and skin colored like a walnut shell
that bespoke some Bardek blood in his veins. Once or twice, Rhodry
caught the fellow looking at him curiously, and when he’d
finished eating, the fellow strolled over to him with a tankard in
his hand.
“Have you come from the north, silver dagger?”
“I have at that. Why?”
“That’s the way I’m heading. I was wondering
what the roads are like up in Gwaentaer.”
Now, that I can’t tell you, because I came down on a
barge.”
“A good way to travel when you’re coming downriver, but not
so good going up. Well, my thanks, anyway.” Yet he lingered
for a moment, as if wondering about something, then finally sat
down. “You know, a silver dagger did me a favor once, a while
back, and I wouldn’t mind returning it to a fellow member of his
band.” He dropped his voice to a murmur. “You look like
you hail from Eldidd.”
“I do.”
“You wouldn’t be Rhodry of Aberwyn, would
you?”
“I am. Here, where did you hear my name?”
“Oh, it’s all over the south. That’s what I
mean about returning a favor. Let me give you a tip, like. It seems
that every misbegotten gwerbret has riders out looking for you.
I’d head west if I were you.”
“What? By the black ass of the Lord of Hell, what are they
looking for me for?”
The fellow leaned closer.
“There’s been a charge laid against you by a Tieryn
Aegwyc up in Cerrgonney. He claims you took his brother’s
head in battle.”
Instantly, Rhodry understood—or thought he did. No doubt
Graemyn had put the blame on him in order to reach a settlement in
the peace treaty. After all, who would believe a silver
dagger’s word against that of a lord?
“Ye gods! I did no such thing!”
“It’s of no matter to me. But like I say,
you’d best be careful which way you ride.”
“You have my thanks from the bottom of my
heart.”
All that evening, Rhodry kept one eye on the tavern door. If
that charge stood up in a gwerbretal court, he would be beheaded as
the holy laws demanded. Fortunately, his years on the long road had
taught him many a thing about avoiding trouble. He could no longer
ride the barges south, not when they could be called to the bank at
any point by the king’s guard and searched. He would have to
slip south on back roads and, of course, lie about his name.
Cerrmor itself was big enough so that he’d be able to stay
unknown for at least a day or two. Once he found Jill, he’d
have a witness on his side. Besides, he reminded himself,
Nevyn’s there too. Even a gwerbret would listen when the old
man spoke.
In the morning, he rode out the east gate to plant a false
trail. Much later, when it was too late, he realized that Tieryn
Benoic would never have been party to such a falsehood.
“Someone worked you over good and proper, lad,” said
Gwel the leech. “Who was it?”
“Oh, er, ah, well,” Perryn mumbled. “A silver
dagger.”
“Indeed? Well, it’s a foolish man who earns a silver
dagger’s wrath.”
“I . . . er . . . know that now.”
In the polished mirror hanging on the wall of the leech’s
shop, Perryn could see his face, still blue, green, and swollen.
“You should have had this broken tooth out long before
this,” Gwel said.
“True-spoken, but I couldn’t ride until a couple of
days ago. He broke some of my ribs, too.”
“I see. Well, you give silver daggers a wide berth after
this.”
“You have my sworn word on that.”
Having the tooth pulled was more painful than having it broken,
since it took much longer, and the only painkilller the leech could
offer him was a goblet of strong mead. It was some hours before
Perryn could leave the leech’s shop and stagger back to his
inn on the outskirts of Leryn. He flopped down on the bed in his
chamber and stared miserably at the ceiling while his mind circled
endlessly round and round like a donkey tied to a mill wheel: what
was he going to do? The thought of returning to Cerrgonney to face
his uncle’s scorn made him feel physically sick to his
stomach. And there was Jill. It seemed as the days went by that he
loved her more than ever, that he’d never appreciated what he
had until he’d lost it. Thinking that most men were no
different about those they loved was no consolation. If only he
could talk to her, beg her to let him explain, tell her how much he
loved her—he was sure she would listen, if only he could get
her alone, if only he could get her away from that fellow with the
terrifying stare and the even more terrifying dweomer. If only. He
didn’t even know which way they’d gone.
Or could he find her? In his muddled state, half mad with pain
and the aftermath of the leech’s mead, he found himself
thinking of her as his heart’s true home, and with the
thought came the pull, the sharp tug at his mind that had always
shown him the way to other homes. Slowly, minding his aching jaw,
he sat up on the bed and went very still. Truly, he could feel it:
south. She’d gone south. He wept, but this time in rising
hope, that he could track her down, follow her along until he had a
chance alone with her, and somehow—oh, by great Kerun
himself—steal her back again.
“Now this is passing strange,” Salamander announced.
“Rhodry’s still heading south, but by the ears of
Epona’s steed, why is he taking every rotten cow path and
village lane instead of riding on the king’s good
roads?”
Jill turned to look at him. They were sitting on the bow of a river barge, and Salamander was using the foaming, sun-flecked
waters as a focus for scrying. Since she still was seeing with
power, the water seemed like solid, carved silver, but she could
remind herself now that what she was seeing was only illusionary.
She refused to believe that she was seeing a hidden reality no
matter how often Salamander insisted on it.
“Does he seem to be looking for a hire?”
“Not in the least, and I’ve been watching him for
two days now. It seems that he knows where he’s going, but
he’s being cursed careful on the way.” With an
irritable toss of his head, he looked away from the river.
“Well, I’ll spy out the esteemed brother again later.
How are you feeling this morn?”
“A lot better. At least things are holding still most of
the time.”
“Good. Then my unpracticed cure is actually
working.”
“You have my heartfelt thanks, truly.”
For a while she idly watched the southern horizon, where
Lughcarn’s smoke hung like a tiny cloud. She wished that
she could simply forget about Perryn, that Salamander had some
magic that would wipe her mind clean of his memory, but she knew
that the shame she felt would nag at her for years. She felt as
unclean as a priestess who’d broken her vows and was somehow
to blame, too, for her abduction. If she’d only told Rhodry,
or called to Nevyn earlier, or—the “If only’s” ran
on and on.
“From the hiraedd in your eyes,” Salamander said
abruptly, “I think me you’re brooding
again.”
“Oh, how can I not brood? It’s all well and good to
chase after Rhodry, but I imagine he’ll only curse me to my
face when we find him.”
“Why? You were no more at fault than one of the horses
Perryn stole.”
She merely shook, her head to keep tears away.
“Now, here, Jill, my turtledove. Your mind’s back,
you can think again. Let me tell you somewhat. I’ve been
thinking about our horse-stealing lord, and I’ve talked with
Nevyn, too. There’s somewhat cursed peculiar about
that lad. He has what you might call a wound of the soul, the way
he pours out his life at will.”
“But I’m the one who fell right into his wretched
arms. Ah, ye gods, I never dreamt that I was as weak-willed as
some slut of a tavern lass.”
Salamander growled under his breath.
“Haven’t you listened to one blasted word I
said? It’s not a weak will. You were ensorceled, dweomer-bound and
dweomer-muddled. Once his life force swept over you, you had no will of your own,
only his will. All his lust ran to you like water through a ditch.”
For a moment she wanted to vomit as she remembered how it felt
to have him smile at her in his particular way.
“Why do you call it a wound?” she said.
“Because it’s going to kill him, sooner or
later.”
“Good. I only wish I could be there to watch.”
“And no one expects you to feel differently, my delicate
little lass. But can’t you see, Jill? You’re as
blameless as if he’d tied you down and raped you by
force.”
“Ah ye gods, and that’s what I hate most. I felt so
beastly helpless!”
“You were helpless.”
“Oh, true enough. It’s a cursed hard thing to
admit.”
“Boils need lancing, on the other hand.”
When she threw a fake punch his way, he smiled.
“Truly, you’re coming back to your old self. But
don’t you see the curious thing? Given that Perryn has no
true dweomer, then where by all the hells does this power come
from? What gave him the wound?”
“As much as I hate to talk about the worm-rotted bastard,
I’ll admit the question’s of some interest.”
“Of great interest, especially to Nevyn. Unfortunately, at
the moment, there is no answer.”
“Well, if anyone can find it, it’s Nevyn.”
“Precisely. Especially once he gets his hands on him.”
“Is he planning on hunting Perryn down?”
“Not truly. I’ve been waiting to tell you this until you
were stronger, but I think you can bear it now. Perryn’s been
following us.”
She felt the blood drain from her face. Salamander caught her
hand and held it between both of his.
“You’re in no danger now,
none at all.”
“Not now, maybe, but what about when we’re out on the roads
again, following Rhodry?”
“By then Perryn will be on his way to
Eldidd under armed guard. Here, there’s a dweomerman at
court named Lord Madoc. Have Perryn arrested as soon as he
enters the city, then send him to Nevyn. From what you told me, that rambling scribe in our lordling’s saddlebags is more than enough reason for the
king’s wardens to take him under arrest.”
“So we’re going to Dun Deverry?”
“We are. And we may not have to leave it, either. Do you
know Rhodry’s cousin Blaen of Cwm Peel?”
“I do.”
“The good gwerbret’s at court at the moment. Nevyn
wants us to speak with him. It seems that the king’s sent out
the word that he wants to see Rhodry. Apparently the various
gwerbrets are keeping watch for him, and when they find him,
they’ll send him straight to Dun Deverry.”
“The king? What—”
“I don’t know, but I think me we can guess. The king
knows Rhys won’t be getting any more heirs for
Aberwyn.”
“Recall.”
“Just that. So soon enough, Jill, you’ll be having a
splendid wedding.”
“Oh, will I now? You sound like a village idiot. Think!
They’re never going to let the heir to the most important
rhan in Eldidd marry a silver dagger’s bastard. The best I
could hope for is being his wretched mistress again, living in his
court and hating his wife. Well, if he even wants me anymore. What
do you think this is, one of your tales?”
“I have the distinct and revolting feeling that I was
thinking just that. Jill, please, forgive me.”
She merely shrugged and watched the farmland gliding by. A herd
of white cattle with rusty-red ears were drinking from the river,
watched over by a lad and two dogs.
“Do you forgive me?” he said at last.
“I do, and my apologies, too. I’m all to pieces
still.”
“So you are. After you’ve baited our trap for
Perryn, you could just ride away without seeing Rhodry, if you
wanted.”
“Never. Maybe he’ll curse me to my face, but I want
to tell him that I always loved him.”
Salamander started to speak, but she covered her face with her
hands and wept.
The king’s palace in Dun Deverry was enormous, six broch
towers joined by a sprawling complex of half-brochs, surrounded by
outbuildings, and protected by a double ring of curtain walls. As
an honored guest, Blaen, Gwerbret Cwm Pecl, had a luxurious suite high up in one of the outer towers, so that he had a good
view of the gardens that lay between the pair of walls. In his
reception hamber were four chairs with cushions of purple Bardek
velvet well as a table and a hearth of its own. Although Blaen
cared little for such luxuries as things in themselves, he
appreciated them as marks of the king’s favor. Besides, his
wife, Canyffa, was accompanying him on this trip, and he liked to
see her surrounded by comfort. A tall woman with dark hair and
doelike brown eyes, Canyffa was as calm as he was excitable.
Although their marriage had been of the usual arranged sort, Blaen
privately considered that he’d been exceptionally lucky in
his wife. At moments, he could even admit to her that he loved
her.
This particular morning Canyffa had been called to wait upon the
queen in Her Majesty’s private chamber—a signal honor,
but one that had come her way before. Blaen perched on the
window-sill in their bedchamber and watched as she dressed with
special care. After one of her serving women laid out several
dresses on the bed, she sent the lass away and studied the choices,
finally picking a modest one of dove-gray Bardek silk, a color that
showed off the reds and whites of her husband’s clan’s
plaid to advantage.
“I think Gwerbret Savyl’s wife is going to be
attending the queen this morning as well,” she remarked.
“I assume that my lord would like me to keep my ears
open.”
“Your lord would like naught better, truly. What’s
the wife like, anyway?”
Canyffa considered before answering.
“A weasel, but a lovely one. I gather that they’re
well suited.”
“In weaselhood, perhaps. No one would call Savyl lovely.
Cursed if I know why he’s sticking his oar in this particular
stream! Camynwaen’s a long way from Belglaedd. What use can
Talidd possibly be to him?”
“I believe they’ve got blood kin in common, but
still, the point’s well taken, my lord. I shall see if I can
cultivate the lovely Lady Braeffa.” She paused for a quick
smile. “But if I’m going to sacrifice myself this way,
I shall expect a handsome present from our Rhodry when he’s
recalled.”
“Some of the finest Bardek silver, no doubt. I’ll
make sure he honors you properly. Well—if we can get him
recalled, anyway.”
While Canyffa was off with the queen,
Blaen had a guest of his own, a powerful man who was worth another sort
of cultivation.
He had his page fetch a silver flagon of mead and two glass
goblets, then sent the lad away. The gwerbret filled the glasses
with his own hands and gave one to his guest, who took an
appreciative sip. The recently ennobled Lord Madoc, third equerry
to the king, was a slender man of about forty, with neatly trimmed
blond hair barely touched with gray, and humorous blue eyes. He was
also, or so it was said. Nevyn’s nephew. Indeed? Blaen
thought to himself. But I’ll wager he’s another
sorcerer, nephew or not. Since he’d been a successful horse
breeder in Cantrae province before his recent court appointment,
Madoc certainly did his job well, and he had a plain yet decent
sort of manners that allowed him to fit into the court as smoothly
as any minor lord—if not more so. Yet, every now and then,
there was something about the way he looked or smiled that implied
that the power and pomp of the court failed to impress him.
“My thanks for the invitation to visit you. Your
Grace,” Madoc said. “To what do I owe the
honor?”
“Simple hospitality, in a way. I know your uncle
well.”
“Of course. I had a letter from him recently. He’s
quite well.”
“Splendid. Is he still in Eldidd?”
“He is, Your Grace. Lovyan, Tieryn Dun Gwerbyn,
has taken him into her service.”
I’ll just wager, Blaen thought to himself. More like
he’s taken her into his, whether she knows it or not.
“That’s good news,” he said aloud. “Our
Nevyn’s getting a bit old to travel the roads with a
mule.”
“His health’s a marvel, isn’t it, Your
Grace? But then my mother is still alive and sharp as a sword, and
her past seventy.”
“Let’s hope the gods grant that you inherit
their stamina, then.” Blaen gave him a friendly grin.
“Lovyan’s kin to me, of course, my
mother’s sister.”
“So I’d heard, Your Grace, but then,
there’s been quite a bit of talk of late of your cousin
Rhodry.”
“No doubt. Trying to keep a secret at court is generally
a waste of time. The gossip started buzzing, I’ll wager, the
moment our liege summoned me here.”
“A bit sooner than that, truly.” Madoc shook his
head in mock sadness. ”The first rumors, Your Grace,
were that the king might summon you.”
“I’ll wager you, know, then, that our liege is looking for
my scapegrace cousin.”
“I do, at that, and the gossip is that the king means to
override his sentence of exile.”
“Well, I can’t really tell you if that’s true
or not. I haven’t been worn to any secrets, mind—our
liege hasn’t told me, that’s all. I’ll guess that
he’s not sure yet.”
“Most like, Your Grace. Overriding a gwerbret’s
decree is naught to be done lightly.”
“Just so.” Blaen paused for a long swallow of mead.
“But curse it all, the king can’t do one thing or the
other until Rhodry’s been found.”
“Still no news, Your Grace?”
“Not a shred. By every god and his wife, what’s
wrong with those packs of idiots that the gwerbrets call riders?
The kingdom’s big, sure enough, but they should have found
one silver dagger by now.”
“So you’d think, Your Grace.” For the briefest
of moments, Madoc looked troubled. “I truly thought they
would have tracked him down quite quickly.”
“So did I.” Here was the crux, and Blaen paused
briefly. “In fact, I was wondering if perhaps you’d
help with the hunt.”
“Me, Your Grace? Well, I’d certainly do anything
that my duties here allow, but I’m not sure what I could
do.”
“I’m not truly sure either, but I suspect a man
known as Nevyn’s nephew might see things hidden from
others.”
Madoc blinked twice, then smiled.
“Ah, Your Grace. You know about the old man’s
dweomer, then.”
“I do. He went out of his way to let me know, last summer,
it was. He seemed to find it strangely easy to see things a long
way away.”
“So he can, Your Grace. Let me be blunt. If I could scry
Rhodry out, I would, but I’ve never seen him in the flesh,
and so I can’t.”
Blaen had a gulp of mead to hide his
surprise. He’d been expecting a lot of fencing before Madoc
admitted the truth, but here the man had just spat it out.
“I see,” Blaen said at last. “Pity.”
“It is. I may be able to get you news some other way. His Grace
is right. Things are growing worrisome. Rhodry really
should have been found by now.”
“Just so. Do you know what my worst fear is? That some of the men
whose clans stand to inherit Aberwyn when Rhys dies may have taken
steps to have the legitimate heir removed.”
“Ye gods! Would they stoop so low?”
“Aberwyn is one of the richest rhans in the kingdom, and
it’s going to grow richer. Just a year ago the king gave the
city a more liberal charter. One of the terms was that Aberwyn
would have a share in the royal monopoly on trade with
Bardek.”
Madoc nodded, a grim little smile twisting his mouth.
“His Grace’s point is well taken. Well and good,
then. If His Grace will excuse me for a moment?”
“Of course.”
Blaen was expecting Madoc to leave the chamber, but instead he
went to the window and looked up at the sky, where white clouds
billowed and tore on the edge of a summer storm. He stood there
while Blaen downed two more goblets of mead and wondered what the
man was doing; finally he turned back, looking troubled.
“Rhodry’s almost to Drauddbry, and he seems to be
traveling south. He’s bought himself a second horse to make
speed. It would appear that he’s heading for
Cerrmor.”
“I wonder what they want in Cerrmor.”
“They, Your Grace?”
“Well, isn’t Jill with him?”
“My apologies, Your Grace. I forgot you wouldn’t
know. He and Jill were separated by an unfortunate turn of events.
She’s following along after him with a friend, a gerthddyn
who gallantly offered to escort her. The last I heard, they were
coming to Dun Deverry to beg your aid.”
“Which they’ll have, of course.” Blaen
considered for a moment. “Have you ever met my cousin or his
woman?”
“I’ve not, Your Grace.”
“They match each other like a pair of fine boots. If
Rhodry’s going to inherit Aberwyn, I’d rather see Jill
beside him than the noble-born sheep his mother would pick for
him.”
“But isn’t she common-born?”
“She is, but details like that have been arranged away
before. I’ll have to think on it.”
Several hours later, it occurred to Blaen that he implicitly
believed what Madoc had told him. I’ve seen dweomer before,
he reminded himself, but still he shuddered. What had Madoc been
reading in the cloudy sky?
Thanks to the rain, the bargemen had hung canvas across the bow
of the barge, an imperfect shelter but better than none at all.
Jill wrapped her cloak around her tightly and watched Salamander
staring at the foaming water rushing by. Every now and then his
mouth would frame a silent word or two. By then, her sight was
nearly back to normal. The water was merely water; Salamander no
longer changed color to reflect what he was feeling. There was only
a certain vividness to colors, a certain urgency to patterns of
line and shape, to remind her of the splendors she had seen when
she’d been bathed in forbidden power. With a grudging
self-mockery, she had to admit that in a way she was sorry to lose
that dangerous beauty. Finally Salamander turned to her to
whisper.
“I’ve just been talking with Lord Madoc. He wanted
to know where I’d last scried Rhodry out so he could tell
Blaen. Not that it’ll do much good, truly. A speeded courier
still couldn’t catch up with him.”
“True enough, but the courier could tell the gwerbret in
Cerrmor to watch out for him.”
“If he stays in Cerrmor.”
Jill raised her hands in a gesture of frustration. She was
wishing that she hadn’t taught Rhodry the ways of the long
road so well. For days now he’d slipped through the net of
riders looking for him like a fox through a hedgerow.
“Well, we’ll be in Dun Deverry tomorrow,”
Salamander said. “And we can talk with Blaen
directly.”
“Good. You know, in spite of everything, I’m really
looking forward to seeing the king’s city. I’ve
wandered over this kingdom since I was eight years old, but
I’ve never been there. There aren’t any hires for
silver daggers in the king’s own lands.”
All at once the gray gnome popped into being, not a foot away
from her. When she held out her hands to it, it hesitated, screwing
up its face at her.
“Oh, here, little one! What have I done to make you so
angry with me?”
It held out for only a moment longer, then threw itself into her.
She hugged it tight.
“I’m so glad you’ve forgiven me. I’ve missed
you.”
Smiling, it reached up to pat her cheek.
“We’ll be back with Rhodry soon, with any luck. Have
you visited d him? Is he well?”
It nodded yes to both questions, snuggling against her like a
cat.
“I wish I knew where he was going.”
The gnome looked up and pointed at her.
“He’s following me?”
Again it nodded yes, but so indifferently that she wasn’t
sure if it had truly understood. Salamander had been watching all
of this closely.
“Interesting and twice interesting,” he pronounced.
“But I wonder what it means.”
Although the leech advised Perryn to stay in Leryn for at least
five days to recover from the beating, he left town as soon as he
could possibly ride. Once he’d tuned his mind to Jill, her
presence ached him like another wound, drawing him after her. Yet
his longing was tempered with fear, of the strange fellow with the
moonbeam pale hair who had taken her away. As he thought things
over, he wondered if he had somehow dreamt that terrifying scene
where he’d seen clouds of colored light and glowing swords.
Every time he tried to convince himself that he’d been
dreaming, he came up against the inescapable fact that Jill was
gone. He simply refused to admit that she ever would have left him
of her own free will; there had to be another man involved, and him
a powerful one. Although most people in the kingdom dismissed tales
of dweomer, Perryn had always instinctively believed they were
true, that indeed there was a thing called dweomer and that with it
men could work marvels. Now, to his very cold comfort, he’d
been proven right. His one consolation in all this was that if he
didn’t have Jill, neither did Rhodry.
Three days’ ride brought him to Gaddmyr, a large,
prosperous town behind a double ring of stone walls. Although he
would have preferred to avoid the town entirely, he was too low on
provisions. Normally he hated being in towns, packed in with a lot
of smelly, sweaty people, bound up in their petty human concerns
like pigs in a sty, but that night he found it a certain comfort to
sit in the tavern room of a shabby inn with human beings around him
to distract him from his constant, aching longing for Jill. Out in
the forest, he would have missed her constantly; there, he could
drink down strong ale and try to forget her. When the tavernman
came by to ask him if he’d be spending the night, on impulse
he said that he would.
“But, er, ah, I don’t truly want to share a chamber
with someone. Could I, oh, ah, sleep out in the hayloft?”
“No reason why not. Plenty of room out there.”
Perryn got himself another tankard of ale and found a seat in an
out-of-the-way corner. Although he was planning on simply drinking
himself so blind that he’d be unable to think, the tavern
lass hanged his mind. She was a round-faced little thing, with dark
hair and knowing dark eyes, and a smile that promised a few
nteresting hours if not much more. Perryn decided that she
was a much better way to distract himself from thoughts of Jill
than a hangover would be. He chatted with her for a few minutes,
asked her name, which was Alaidda, and found, as he’d
expected, that she was utterly cold to him. When she turned to go,
he gave her one of his smiles. Although he’d never understood
what he was doing the smile worked as it always did. Alaidda stared
at him, her lips half parted, her eyes stunned as she lingered
beside him. When he smiled again, she cast a nervous glance at the
tavernman, then came much closer.
“And is the innkeep going to mind if you talk a bit with a
customer?”
“Oh, he won’t, as long as it’s just
talk.”
“What are you, then? His daughter?”
“Hah! Far from it.”
“Indeed?” Perryn paused for another longing smile.
“So—part of your hire is keeping his bed
warm.”
Alaidda blushed, but she moved closer still, until her full
breasts were brushing his arm. He smiled yet again and was rewarded
by seeing her eyes go all dreamy as she smiled in return. When
Perryn saw that the tavernman was engrossed in conversation with a
pair of merchants, he risked laying his hand on her cheek.
“He doesn’t look like much of a man to me. A lass
like you could use a little better company of a night. I’m
sleeping out in the hayloft, you see. Out of . . . er, well . . . out
of the way. I could go out there right now.”
“I could follow in a bit, but I can’t stay
long.” She giggled in an drunken way. “But then, it
won’t take long.”
With another giggle, Alaidda hurried away to the kitchen.
Perryn lingered long enough to finish his ale and allay the
tavernman’s suspicions, then slipped out to the hayloft. Since
the lass had something to hide, he didn’t take a candle
lantern. He found his gear in his horse’s stall, hauled it up
the ladder, and stumbled around in the dark until he got the
blankets laid out and off. As he sat waiting in the mounded hay, he
began to wonder why he was even bothering with this seduction.
No woman would ever match his Jill. The thought of her brought him
close to tears, but in a few minutes he was distracted by the sound
of Alaidda climbing the ladder. He went to meet her and kissed her
before she got any thoughts of changing her mind.
“Oh ye
gods!” She sounded honestly troubled. “I hardly know
what’s wrong with me, running after you like this.”
“Naught’s wrong. Come lie down with me, and I’ll
show you why you did.”
Meekly she let him take her to his blankets. At first she was
shy in his arms, but with every kiss he gave her, he could feel not
only a growing sexual tension, but a power, a strange dark feeling
that rose from deep within and flooded him until it was almost more
demanding than the sexual force. As the power grew, she responded
to it, whimpering in his arms at every caress. Finally she caught
his hand.
“I don’t have time to take my dress off. Just pull
it up, and now. Please?”
As soon as they were finished, she gave him one last kiss and a
sincere confession that she wished she could stay all night, then
hurried back to her jealous man. By then, Perryn was so exhausted
that he was glad she was gone. He fell onto his blankets and stared
up into a strange light-shot darkness that revolved slowly around
him. When he tried to close his eyes, the feeling of motion
persisted, so strong that he wanted to vomit; he opened his eyes in
a hurry. He could feel cold sweat running down his back and chest,
and his trembling lips felt bloodless and cold. Although he wanted
to get up and go ask for help in the tavern, he knew that he could
never climb down the ladder without breaking his neck. He could
only lie there, gripping the straw under him, and pray that he
wasn’t dying.
Panic hit him like waves slapping a pier in a storm. He
found himself remembering the dweomerman who’d taken Jill
away, the fellow taunting him, then adding one last insult: you’ve
got to stop stealing women and horses, or it’ll kill you. At the
time, Perryn had assumed the fellow meant that some outraged husband would
murder him or suchlike, but now he realized the truth. Something
was wrong, very gravely wrong, and he didn’t know what it
was. Did the dweomerman know? Would he help if he did? Not likely
from the hate-filled things the fellow had thrown into his face. In
a confused babble, his thoughts went round and round until at
last he slept, tumbling into a darkness without dreams.
About two hours before noon on the morrow, Jill finally got her
first view of Dun Deverry when the barge tied up at the riverside
piers about a half mile to the north. For a long while she stared
at the massive walls that curved around the city, rising high above
them on its seven hills. Even from their distance she could just
pick out the roofs of the king’s palace. Floating high above
the towers and snapping in the wind were tiny flecks of yellow that
had to be the cloth-of-gold banners of the Wyvern throne.
“Quite a sight, isn’t it?” Salamander said.
“Let’s get those horses unloaded and get on our way.
Just wait until you see the gates.”
The gates were easily twelve feet high and twenty broad, and
they were carved all over with panels of key patterns set round
with bands of interlace. The iron banding was stamped as well with
rows of interwoven spirals and rosettes. Since the walls were a
good twenty feet thick, they walked through a sort of a tunnel and
found yet another set of gates at the other end, just as
elaborately decorated as the first. Beyond them was a wide public
space, planted with oak trees around a central fountain, where a
marble wyvern rose from the spray. From this park the narrow
streets unwound, spiraling through the houses and up the hills, or
twisting down through shops and taverns toward the lake to the
west. Everywhere Jill looked she saw people hurrying about on some
business or another, or here and there the splendidly dressed
riders of the king’s own guard.
Salamander led her to the inn he had in mind, a three-story
broch rising in the midst of a grassy garden. She looked at the
roof, covered with fine slate, and noticed that the windows glinted
with glass.
“We can’t stay here! It’ll cost a
fortune!”
“Jill, my miserly turtledove.” The gerthddyn shook
his head in mock sadness. “If so, I shall earn a fortune in
the tavern room to pay for it. I cannot stand cheap inns. They
stink, and the mattresses are crawling with bugs. If I wanted to
sleep on a floor, I would have been born a hound.”
“Well, but there’s plenty of decent inns that cost
less.”
“Why cavil over a few silvers? Besides, someone is meeting
us here.”
As they led their horses up to the gates, a burly young man
strolled out. He glanced with some appreciation at
Salamander’s beautifully woven cloak and gold-trimmed horse gear, then
bowed.
“Is this silver dagger with you, sir?”
“He is. My bodyguard. Have you a chamber on the second
floor?”
“We do. I’ll just call the lad to tend to
your horses, sir.”
“Splendid. The first things we
shall want are baths.”
But they had to postpone this
by now necessary luxury for some time. When Jill followed
Salamander into the tavern room, which had Bardek carpets on the
floor and silver sconces on the walls, she saw a tall man in the
plaid brigga of the noble-born pacing back and forth near the
hearth. The sight of him wrung her heart, because Blaen looked so
much like her Rhodry.
“That’s Gwerbret Blaen!” she said.
“Of course. He’s the one who’s meeting us
here.”
“He doesn’t know about . . . well, about Perryn,
does he?”
“Of course not! Don’t you think I have any respect
for your honor? Leave that part of this to me.”
As they walked over, Blaen saw them and strode to meet them.
Although Salamander made him a courtly bow, he barely returned it,
instead catching Jill’s hand and giving it a hard
squeeze.
“It gladdens my heart to see you, Jill, though it’d
gladden it more if Rhodry were with you.” He looked around
and found the tavernman staring gape-mouthed at the sight of the
gwerbret greeting a silver dagger as an old friend, “Innkeep!
Send up a flagon of your best mead to their chambers! And a plate
of cold meats, too.”
The chambers justified Jill’s worst fears about expense.
Not only were they carpeted, but all the furniture was beautifully
polished wood, as heavily carved with interlace as anything in a
lord’s dun. The flagon and the plate, both silver, arrived
promptly. Blaen handed the servant lass coins worth twice what the
refreshments, cost and dismissed her peremptorily.
“Now,” said the gwerbret, pouring himself a
gobletful. “Lord Madoc’s told me, gerthddyn, that, you
know how to do more things than spin tales, so you can speak
freely. Do you know where Rhodry is?’”
“Almost to Cerrmor. In fact . . . ” He
paused to glance out the window to check, the sun.
“I’d say he’s in Cerrmor at the moment, But why
is he there? That, alas, I cannot say, Your Grace.”
“No more can anyone, apparently, curse them all.”
Blaen glanced at Jill. “Pour yourself some mead, silver dagger.
You’ve had quite a journey. By the way, Jill, how did Rhodry
come to leave you behind?”
“Ah, Your Grace, that’s a strange tale
indeed.” Salamander broke in smoothly. “Rhodry was on a
hire in Cerrgonney, you see.”
“I’d heard somewhat about Benoic and his unlovely
kin.”
“Well and good, then. Well, Rhodry had left Jill at the
dun of a certain Lord Nedd, the man he rode for, but he never came
back for her. Fortunately I came along—I’d been looking
for her for reasons of my own, you see. I scried Rhodry out and
found him riding south. I refuse to believe that he simply deserted
her.”
“No more do I.” Blaen pledged her with his goblet.
“Don’t think that for a moment, lass.”
Jill forced out a brave smile.
“So, after much thought, brooding, and ratiocination, I
arrived at the conclusion that someone, for reasons most recondite
and unknown, was luring Rhodry south. We have a hint or two that he
was told that Jill had left him and was coming after her. Be that
as it may, he’s been acting like a hunted man all the way
south from Lughcarn, while before that he traveled openly. Either
somewhat happened to him in Lughcarn, or someone told him a
falsehood of some sort.”
“That would stand to reason, truly.” Blaen sighed
and drank heavily. “I’ll wager this has somewhat to do with
the situation in Aberwyn. You know Rhodry has enemies, don’t
you?”
“We do, Your Grace, Has the king made a decision as yet
about a recall?”
Jill turned away and busied herself with pouring a goblet of
mead. She wished that she could simply drink herself into
forgetting that Rhodry was being taken away from her.
“Jill,” Blaen said. “You look
heartsick.”
“Why shouldn’t I be, Your Grace? I’m losing my
man. Do you think they’ll let Rhodry marry a woman like
me?”
“I see no reason why not, once I’ve done ennobling
you. I’m settling land in your name over in Cwm Pecl. The
gods all know that there’s plenty to spare in my
province.”
Your Grace!” Jill could barely speak.
“You’re far too generous! How can I—”
“Hush. Listen, Jill, Rhodry’s no weak younger son any longer. Once
we get him recalled, he’ll be Aberwyn’s only heir, and
that means he’ll be the gwerbret when his black-hearted
brother dies. He’ll be in a position to demand the wife he wants, no
matter what his mother or the rest of the noble-born think of
it.”
Salamander laughed.
“And there you are, my turtledove—an ending exactly
like one of my tales.”
“So it seems.”
Jill smiled, because they both wanted her to be pleased, but she
felt the dweomer cold down her back. When Blaen launched into a
monologue on Eldidd politics, she wandered away to the window and
looked down on the garden below. Salamander had told Blaen a pretty
tale, sure enough; she could see how it would protect her. If
Rhodry wanted nothing more to do with her, everyone would assume
that he’d merely tired of her and left, as men so often did
to their women. And if he forgave her . . . the thought staggered
her, that she, of all lowly commoners, might someday be the wife
of a great gwerbret. For a moment she was terrified, thinking of the
responsibilities, the power that could be hers. Lovyan would teach
me she thought, if Rhodry even wants me anymore, that is.
But as the thought came to her, so did another . . . or not
precisely a thought, a feeling, rather, a sudden urgency. Rhodry
was in danger. She knew it with complete clarity, that he was in
the worst danger of his life and that in this moment of danger he
was thinking only of her. She shut her eyes and thought back
to him, tried desperately to reach him, to warn,
him. Images flickered in her mind, as hazy as those seen when a
person is first falling asleep, ever-changing glimpses: Rhodry on
a narrow street, Rhodry ducking down an alley when some of the
city wardens strolled by. Although the images flickered, the
feeling of danger grew until she could barely breathe. He
was talking with, someone—he was asking about Nevyn,
asking about her—they were lying, saying that she was in
Cerrmor, giving him friendly directions—
“Rhodry, don’t go!”
She heard a crash, looked around dazed and realized, that
she’d dropped the goblet she was holding. Blaen and
Salamander had whirled round, to look at her. She had screamed her
warning aloud.
“What by the gods?” Blaen said.
“Rhodry’s in Cerrmor. He’s in danger. I know
he is. I saw—I felt it. I tried to warn
him.” She tossed back her head and sobbed because she knew that the warning had never reached him.
“We’ve got to get to Cerrmor. We’ve got to leave
now.”
Blaen set down his goblet and hurried over to pat her shoulder
awkwardly as she wept, as if he thought her mind turned weak and
childish by grief, but Salamander was taking her warning in dead
seriousness. Through her tears she saw him snap his fingers over
the charcoal brazier in the corner, then stare intently into the
lambent flames. She forced the tears back and wiped her face on her
sleeve.
“Ah ye gods!” There was panic in his voice. “I
can’t find him! Jill, I can’t scry him out!”
The chamber seemed to swell around her, and the light grew
painfully bright. The silver flagon on the table threw off sparks
like a fire.
“Call to Nevyn,” she said.
Then Blaen grabbed her and half led, half shoved her into a
chair. She slumped back and watched Salamander, bending over the
brazier. His tunic seemed to ripple around him as if he stood in a
breeze. She was afraid to look at the intricate carpets.
“Jill, do you need a chirurgeon?” Blaen said.
“I don’t, my thanks. It’s just the
fear.” She forced herself to raise her head and look him in
the face. “Your Grace, don’t you see what this means?
Remember Alastyr? If Salamander can’t scry Rhodry out,
someone’s hiding him—with dweomer.”
As it danced over the flames, Salamander’s image looked
close to tears. Nevyn himself felt a weary sort of rage, cursing
himself because he should have seen this danger coming. Had the
Lords of Light sent some omen that he’d overlooked? He quite
simply didn’t know.
“I can’t find him either,” Nevyn thought.
“Is he dead, then?”
“He can’t be, because Jill would know if he were. When you
consider how much she saw of his danger, I think we can trust that
she’d feel his death. How soon can you get to Cerrmor?”
“We should arrive tomorrow.”
“Ye gods! What are you going to do, turn into birds and
fly?”
“Naught of the sort, truly.” Salamander managed a
faint smile. “The king has placed one of the royal riverboats at
Blaen’s disposal. We’ll leave soon, and not only will
the current be running our way, but we’ll have a crew of rowers. The Belaver runs
cursed fast from here to Drauddbry, I’m told.”
“Splendid. Is Blaen going with you?”
“He’s not. The intrigue at court would gripe your
very soul, and he doesn’t dare leave. We have letters from
him, though, for the gwerbret in Cerrmor. Are you going to
join us there?”
“I’ll leave at once. I never dreamt they would go as
far as this. Can’t you see what must have happened?
Rhodry’s rivals must have hired one of the Bardek blood
guilds to dispose of him.”
Salamander’s image, floating above the fire, looked
intensely puzzled.
“How would petty lords from Eldidd even know those guilds
exist?”
“Well, some merchant or other must have told them, or . . .
I see what you mean. It sounds very farfetched once I say it
aloud.”
“Then what’s happened?’
“What indeed? Be very careful until I reach Cerrmor. Ye
gods, I’ll have to take a ship! I can’t leave until
I’ve spoken with Lovyan, of course, but I can start packing.
Her Grace is out hunting with the gwerbret at the
moment.”
Down on the Eldidd coast, it was a bright sunny day, although
the wind that whipped the silver-and-blue banners of Aberwyn was
chilly and the shadows that lay in the great ward of the
gwerbret’s dun were positively cold. As she stood beside her
horse, Lady Lovyan glanced doubtfully at the sky.
“It might be a bit windy to fly the falcons.”
“Oh, let’s try our luck, Mother,” Rhys
said.
He spoke with such forced cheer that she knew this hunting party
was merely an excuse to speak with her alone.
“By all means, then. We’ll have a good ride if
naught else.”
They mounted and rode out of the dun into the streets of
Aberwyn. Behind them came the falconers, with the hooded birds on
their wrists, and four men from Rhys’s warband as an
escort As they wound their way through the curving streets, the
common folk bowed to their overlord, who acknowledged the gesture
with an upraised hand. Occasionally—and quite
spontaneously—boys and young men cheered him. For all his
stubbornness, Rhys was a good ruler, scrupulously fair in his
judgments over everyone but his younger brother, and his townsfolk
appreciated him for it.
When they left the city, they turned north on the river road
that followed the Gwyn, sparkling and full from the summer’s
heavy rains. Among the willows and hazels that grew along the
water, Lovyan saw a tree or two that were turning yellow.
“It seems that autumn’s coming quite fast this
year,” she remarked.
“It does. Well, we’ve had a wretchedly cold
summer.” Rhys turned in his saddle to make sure that his men
were following at a respectfully far distance behind, then turned
her way. “Here, Mother, I’ve got somewhat to ask you.
It’s about little Rhodda.”
“Indeed?”
“I was thinking that I might formally adopt the child and
legitimize her.”
Lovyan was caught with nothing to say. Rhys gave her an ironic
smile that must have cost him dear.
“It’s time I faced the harsh truth of things.
I’ll never give Aberwyn an heir.”
“The gwerbretrhyn can’t pass down in the female
line.”
“Of course not, but she’ll marry someday,
won’t she? Have a husband, maybe a son or two. At least
they’ll have some Maelwaedd blood in them.”
“If the Council of Electors accepted her husband as your
successor, anyway.”
“There’s precedent for it, hundreds of years of
precedent.” He tossed his head in anger. “Besides, at
least it’ll give my vassals pause. Ye gods, don’t you
think it aches my heart? I know cursed well that every tieryn in
Eldidd is already scheming and politicking to get my lands for
their son when I die.”
“True-spoken, alas. But you know, my sweet, there’s
a much easier solution—”
“I will not recall Rhodry.”
His mouth settled into the tight line she knew so well.
“As His Grace decides, of course, but how can you adopt
the child without her father’s permission?”
“Rhodry’s an outlaw. Under the laws she has no
father.”
“Very well, then. I’ll think the matter over, since His
Grace persists in being as stubborn as a wild boar.”
He merely shrugged the insult away and went back to watching the
road in front of him. Lovyan wondered why she even bothered to
hint, scheme, and badger to get her youngest son home. Rhys
simply couldn’t bear to let Rhodry inherit, she
thought. Now, if Rhodry would only get a son on that Jill of his,
but there she is, poor lamb, riding all over with him and sleeping out in the rain
on the ground, and the Goddess only knows what else. Doubtless her
womanly humors are utterly disrupted and—
Suddenly Rhys’s horse went mad. Lovyan could think of it
no other way as the black neighed and bucked, then reared, striking
out with its forehooves as if at an enemy. Rhys flew forward,
caught himself on its neck, then slipped sideways as it bucked
again. Although he was a splendid rider, the horse was rearing and
pitching in utter panic, and he’d been taken off-guard. She
heard his men shouting, heard other hoofbeats, but Rhys’s
black twisted, bucked, then slipped and went down, throwing Rhys
hard and falling on top of him. She heard a woman screaming, then
realized that the voice was hers.
Suddenly the escort was all around her. One man grabbed the
bridle of her frightened palfrey and led her away; the others
dismounted and rushed to their lord’s side. Back under
control, Lovyan gestured at the man holding her horse.
“Ride back to the dun! Bring Nevyn and a cart!”
“My lady.” He made her a half-bow from, the saddle,
then galloped off.
Lovyan dismounted and hurried over just as the horse struggled
to its feet, its off-fore dangling and broken. One of the riders
blocked her way.
“My lady, you’d best not look.”
“Don’t speak nonsense! I’ve tended my share
of wounds in my day.”
She shoved him aside and knelt down beside Rhys. He
lay so still that at first she thought him dead, but when she
touched his cheek, his eyes fluttered open, His face twisted
in agony as he tried to speak.
“Whist, whist, little one. Well have Nevyn here
soon.”
He nodded, then stared up at the sky, his mouth working in
pain. Blood ran down his face from a slash over his eye; she
could see that his left leg was broken, probably in several
places. Yet she knew that the worst damage might have been done
internally where no chirurgeon could heal, not even Nevyn. She
could only pray to the Goddess until at last the old man
rode up at the gallop, with a wagon rumbling after. Nevyn swung
himself down from his horse and ran over.
“Does he live?”
“Barely.”
Lovyan got out of the way and stood with the escort by the side
of the road as Nevyn went to work, straightening the leg and
roughly splinting it. As he ran his long graceful hands over
Rhys’s body, she saw him shaking his head and swearing under
his breath, and her heart turned cold. At last Nevyn called the
carter to help him lift the injured gwerbret into the wagon. By
then, Rhys had mercifully fainted. Lovyan got in with him and
cradled his bloody head in her lap. Nevyn watched, his ice-blue
eyes unreadable.
“I want the cold truth,” Lovyan said. “Will he
die?”
“Well, my lady, I simply don’t know. His Grace is a
truly strong man, and he’ll fight for his life, but
it’s very grave. A weaker man would be dead
already.”
To jostle the injured man as little as possible, they rode
slowly back to Aberwyn. Over and over, Lovyan saw the accident in
her mind. Why did the horse panic? There wasn’t so much as a
mouse running across the road. It had happened like dweomer.
Suddenly she went cold all over and called out to Nevyn, who was
riding a little behind. He urged his horse up to ride beside the
cart.
“Nevyn, this accident was a most peculiar one.”
“The man you sent to fetch me said as much, my lady. May I
suggest that we discuss it privately?”
“Of course.” She felt her fear like a hand at her throat.
The old man apparently agreed with her sudden insight.
Rhys’s wife, Madronna, met them at the gates. A willowy
blond woman, she was pretty in a vacuous sort of way, but now her
childlike face was composed by an iron will. Lovyan had to admire
her daughter-in-law, who was sincerely fond of her husband.
“His chamber’s prepared,” Madronna said.
“How bad is—”
“Bad, truly, but not the end. We’ll nurse him
through this between us.”
While the men carried Rhys to the chamber, Lovyan went to her
suite, took off her blood-soaked dress, and washed thoroughly. She
put on a clean dress, a somber one of gray linen, then looked at
herself in a mirror. The face that looked back seemed to have aged
years since the morning. She was painfully aware of the deep
wrinkles slashed across her cheeks and the numb, half-dead look of
her eyes.
“Ah, Goddess, am I to bury another son?’
She laid the mirror down and turned away, knowing that she would
do just that, for all Nevyn’s skill with his herbs. Yet
she could not cry. She found herself remembering the day her second
son was brought home to her, her gentle Aedry, just sixteen that
summer, brought home wrapped in a blanket and tied over his horse,
killed riding with his father in a war. She stood in the ward and
watched while they cut the ropes and brought him down, and she
never allowed herself one tear, because she knew the warband was
watching, and if she cried at all, she would start screaming like a
madwoman. She felt the same now. No matter how furious Rhys made
her, he was still her firstborn son.
With a toss of her head, she left the chamber and went down to
the great hall. Over on the riders’ side, the men were
drinking steadily and saying little, even the ten men of her own
that she’d brought as escort. As she walked past, she
motioned to her captain, Cullyn of Cerrmor. He hurried over to the
honor table and knelt at her side.
“Will he live, my lady?”
“I can only hope so, Captain. I need to send a speeded
courier to Dun Deverry. The king has to be informed of this. Pick
the man you think best and get him ready to go.”
“Done, my lady, but it had best be one of Rhys’s
men.”
“For the formality, I suppose you’re right, but I
can’t command them.”
“But, my lady, you’re the regent here
now.”
“Oh by the gods, so I am! It’s all happened so fast
that I can barely think.”
“It would take anyone that way, my lady.” He
hesitated, honestly sympathetic, but bound by considerations of
rank. Finally he spoke again. “Your Grace, you know that
I’ve had my differences with the gwerbret in the past, but it
aches my heart to see your grief.”
“My thanks.”
When he looked up, she suddenly remembered Rhodry, and what
Rhys’s death might mean. The battle-grim warrior kneeling
beside her loved Rhodry like a son, and she knew that Cullyn was as
torn as she was. If Rhys died—even if he merely lay ill for
months—the king would have the perfect reason to recall his
brother, and Rhys would be unable to say a word in protest. She
wanted Rhodry home with all her heart, but to have it take
this?
“Ah gods.” Her voice sounded like a moan, even to
her, and she forced herself to stay in control of her rising tears.
“Captain, fetch me a scribe and the captain of Rhys’s
warband. We’ve got to get that message to Dun Deverry as soon
as ever we can.”
For hours Nevyn worked on the injured gwerbret, but even as he
set the broken leg and stitched the bad cut over the eye, he felt
his hope receding. Sooner rather than later, Rhys would die. The
fall had damaged one of his lungs—Nevyn could hear that by
putting his ear to the gwerbret’s chest—but how badly
he couldn’t know. The one good sign was that Rhys was not
spitting up blood, which would mean that the lung had been
punctured by a splinter from one of his many broken ribs. In time,
it might heal, though he doubted it. What was worse was the damage
to his kidneys. By opening up his second sight Nevyn could see the
gwerbret’s aura, and in it the centers of the various
vortices of etheric force that correspond to the major organs of
the body. Although such a diagnosis was rough, he could tell that
something was severely wrong internally, centered on the kidneys.
Just how severe, again, he couldn’t say. He knew that time
would make it all horribly clear.
Finally he’d done what he could do. Propped up on pillows,
Rhys lay gasping for every breath he drew on the enormous bed, with
its blue-and-silver hangings, worked all over with the dragon
symbol of the rhan. His raven-dark hair was plastered to his
forehead with sweat, and when he opened his eyes, they were
cloudy.
“Will I live?”
“That depends on you to a large degree, Your Grace. Are
you going to fight to live?”
Rhys smiled, as if saying that the question was superfluous,
then fainted. With a sigh, Nevyn went to the chamber door to let in
his wife, who had patiently waited all the long hours. She gave him
a tremulous smile, then ran to her husband’s side.
“If he looks the least bit worse, send a page for me
immediately, my lady. I’m going down to the great hall to
eat.”
“I will, good herbman. My thanks.”
Nevyn came into a somber hall. The warbands ate silently; the
servants moved among them without saying a word. Alone at the head
of the honor table, Lovyan was picking at a bit of roast fowl,
eating a bite, then laying her table dagger down and staring into
space. He sat down at her right hand.
“You should try to eat, Your
Grace.”
“Of course, but everything tastes like dirt from the
stable yard. I’ve sent a messenger off to Dun Gwerbyn to fetch my
serving women. I rather feel the need of them.”
“Just so. As regent you’ll have much serious
business to attend to.”
A servant came with a trencher of fowl and cabbage, as well as a
tankard of ale. Hoping he wouldn’t offend Lovyan, Nevyn set
to. He was hungry after his hard afternoon’s work. She choked
down a bit of bread like a dutiful child.
“I also sent a speeded courier to Dun Deverry,” she
remarked. “He’ll go by ship to Cerrmor, then ride from
there.”
“Good, but truly, I think I’ll send a message of my
own. The king needs to know of this before . . . as soon as
possible, and my messages travel faster than horses.”
“No doubt.” She shuddered like a wet dog.
“Tell me the truth, my friend. When you slipped and said
“before,” you meant before Rhys dies, didn’t
you?”
“I’m afraid I did. My apologies. It may take weeks,
but . . . ”
She nodded, staring at her trencher, then suddenly pushed it
away. Although she seemed on the verge of tears, she tossed her
head and sat up straight looking at him steadily.
“Let’s lie to his poor little wife,” she said.
“Let her have a bit of hope. It’s hard to be widowed,
when you’ve only been a wife for a year.”
“So it is, and I agree. Besides, the gods may intervene
and let him live. I’ve seen one or two cases where
I’d given up hope, only to have the patient
recover.”
“Well and good then.” Yet her weary voice implied
that such a hope was one that she would deny herself.
“And what of that accident? There wasn’t even
a fly buzzing round his horse.”
“So I thought, from what your messenger told
me.” He hesitated, wondering how much to say.
“I’m not truly sure what happened, but I’ve made
a few guesses. I suppose that poor beast was put out of its
misery?”
“It was. The riders told me that it would have been in
agony the whole way back to the dun, so they slit its throat and
gave the meat to a nearby farmer.”’
“Well, I doubt if it could have told me much,
anyway.”
“Here, can you speak with animals?”
“Not in the least, my lady, I assure you. But I might
have done a thing or two and judged its reactions. Well,
as I say, doubtless naught would have come of it, anyway.
Here’s what I’ve been thinking. Most animals have what men call the second
sight—that is, they can see the Wildfolk and a few kinds of
apparitions. It’s possible that the horse was frightened by
malicious Wildfolk or by some sort of vision.”
“A vision? A ghost or suchlike?”
“Or suchlike. There’s never been a report of a ghost
or banshee along the river road before, and they’re generally
tied to one place.”
“I’ve never heard reports of any other sort of
vision along that road either.”
“Just so. I think we can conclude that the vision or the
Wildfolk or whatever it was was deliberately sent there.”
“Sent?” Her face went very pale.
“Just that, my lady. I’ll wager that someone used
dweomer to try and murder your son. When I find out who he is, then
I swear to you, he’ll rue the day he was born.”
“My thanks.” Although she spoke in a whisper, she
was calm, the cold, bitter calm of a warrior surveying the field.
“You told me that there was evil dweomer working behind Lord
Corbyn when he rebelled. I never thought to see a blood feud worked
by dweomer, but that’s what this must be, isn’t it?
First they try to kill Rhodry, and now they’ve succeeded with
Rhys. For some reason they hate the Maelwaedd clan.”
“Ye gods, you’re right enough! And Rhodry is . . . ” He caught himself barely in time. There was no need to
burden her with the truth at this particular moment. “Out
somewhere on the roads. Well, doubtless the king’s men will
find him soon. The gods all know that they have more reason than
ever to look for him.”
Lovyan nodded, staring blindly down at her plate. Nevyn got up
and went to the fire. He had to tell Salamander immediately that he
could no longer come to Cerrmor. He would have to do his best to
keep Rhys alive until the king made up his mind to recall Rhodry
and instate him as Aberwyn’s heir. He had another piece of
information to pass along, too, the grim truth that Lovyan had seen,
that the matter had gone far beyond the politicking of Eldidd
lords. The dark dweomer was waging war on the Maelwaedd clan.
The king was having his hair bleached. In the midst of his
private chamber, Lallyn the Second, high king of all Deverry and
Eldidd, sat on a low bench carved with grappling wyverns while the
royal barber draped towels around his liege’s shoulders. As
an honor to his high rank, Blaen was allowed to kneel at the
king’s side and hold the silver tray of implements. Ever
since Madoc had come to him with the news, he’d been trying
to have a private work with Lallyn, but in all the pomp that
surrounded the king, private words were difficult to get. Even
though the king sincerely wanted to hear what he had to say, this
was the first chance they’d found all evening.
Carefully the barber began packing the king’s wet hair
with lime from a wooden bowl. Soon Lallyn would look like one of
the great heroes of the Dawntime, with a lion’s mane of
stiff, swept-back hair to add further to his six feet of height,
Such a hairstyle was a royal prerogative, and, as the king
remarked, a royal nuisance, too.
“Blasted lucky, aren’t you, Blaen? Look on our
sufferings and be glad you were born a gwerbret’s son.”
“Glad I am, my liege.”
The barber wrapped two steaming-wet towels around the
king’s head and fastened them with a circlet of fine gold.
“My liege, it will be some few minutes.”
“It’s always more than just a few. You may leave
us.”
Bowing, walking backward, the barber retreated to the
corridor. Blaen sincerely hoped that the king was going to believe
his strange tale.
“Now, Blaen, what’s this urgent news?”
“Well, my liege, do you remember Lord Madoc?”
“The sorcerer’s nephew? Of course.”
“Here!
You know that Nevyn’s a sorcerer, my liege?”
Lallyn
grinned at him while he adjusted a slipping towel.
“I do, at
that. There’s quite a tradition, passed down from king to
marked prince, about sorcerers named Nevyn. The name’s
something of an honorific, or so my father told me, handed on like
the kingship. In times of great need, one Nevyn or another will
come to aid the king. I always thought it a peculiar tale and
wondered why my father would tell me such a lie—until those
gems were stolen, and lo and behold, a Nevyn appeared to return
them to me. I prayed to my father in the Otherlands and made my
apologies quite promptly, I tell you.”
“I see. Well, then, I trust my liege will believe me when
I tell him that Madoc has dweomer, too.”
“Ah, I thought so, but I wasn’t sure. I’m glad
enough to know, but is this what you had to tell me?”
“Not at all, my liege. I’ve learned that dweomermen
have ways of sending messages with their thoughts. Madoc came to me
earlier with urgent news from Nevyn. He begged me to tell you,
because he knew it would be difficult for a man of his rank to gain
a private audience with the king, and this has to be kept private
for as long as possible. Soon the whole court will know, because a
speeded courier’s on the way from Aberwyn, but Nevyn wanted
Your Highness to get the news first.”
“I see. And what is this grave matter?”
“Rhys of Aberwyn had a bad fall in a hunting accident
today, my liege. They doubt if he’ll live long—an
eightnight, perhaps; at the most, a month.”
The king stared at him for a moment, then swore in a way more
fitting for a common-born rider than royalty.
“I agree, my liege. You can see why I thought it best that
my liege heard this news straightaway.”
“Just so.” The king gingerly settled a slipping
towel while he thought things over. “And I’m most
grateful to you for it. Eldidd politics are always
dangerous.”
“So they are. No doubt my liege needs no reminding that
the line of succession in Aberwyn will break as soon as Rhys
dies.”
“No doubt. I’m also quite aware how much your exiled
cousin means to you, Your Grace. Rest assured that the matter is
under my consideration.”
Blaen felt the formal tone of voice like a slap across the face.
He was being reminded that no matter how often they hunted or drank
together, no matter how easily Lallyn would jest with him when the
mood took him, the king was as far above him as he was above the
common folk.
“My humble thanks, my liege. Your consideration is all
that I’d ever ask for in this matter.”
The king nodded with a glance away.
“Tell the barber that he can come back, will you? I want
these towels off and now. I have some serious thinking to
do.”
In spite of the king’s return to a more familiar tone,
Blaen knew that he’d been dismissed. As he rose and bowed, he
was wondering just what Talidd of Belglaedd and his allies had been
telling their leige.
“I know Blaen will take good care of him, but I hate to leave
Sunrise behind,” Jill said.
“Oh, come now, my turtledove.” Salamander was busy
tying shut his saddlebags. “Every lad in the royal stables
will be fussing over him, and with luck, we won’t be gone
long.”
“I doubt me if we’re going to have that kind of
luck.”
He paused, turning to look at her. They were in the inn chamber
with their packed gear strewn around them.
“Well? Do you
think—”
“I don’t.” He sighed elaborately. “I was
merely trying to console.”
There was a brief knocking at the door, and Blaen
strode in without waiting for an invitation. With him were two
serving lads who immediately began gathering up the gear.
“The galley’s ready,” Blaen announced.
“I’ll accompany you down to the docks.”
“His Grace is most kind.” Salamander made him a bow.
“And our liege the king as well.”
“Indeed? I’ve found out—or, I should say, my
lady found out—exactly why Savyl of Camynwaen is taking a
hand in this affair. His younger brother has a slight claim to
Aberwyn.”
“Truly?” Jill said. “I never heard Lady Lovyan
mention him.”
“Well, it’s not truly the sort of thing my aunt
would dwell upon. You see, Rhodry’s father had two bastard
daughters with a mistress of his. Savyl’s brother married one
of them.”
“Two daughters?” Salamander broke in. “Well,
fancy that! Or . . . here, of course. You mean Gwerbret
Tingyr.”
“And who else would I be meaning?”
Jill gave Salamander a subtle sidewise kick.
“No one, Your Grace.” Salamander covered smoothly.
“I’d merely forgotten the gwerbret’s
name.”
“Ah. Well, it’s hard to keep all the noble
bloodlines up in mind, truly. Here.” Blaen tossed Salamander
an embroidered cloth pouch. “Use this wisely.”
Whistling under his breath, Salamander hefted the pouch and made
it jingle.
“From the weight and the sound, Your Grace, there must be
a cursed lot of gold in here.”
“As much as I could raise. I intend to get it back from my
scapegrace cousin once he’s Aberwyn, mind.”
Although he spoke casually, Jill could hear the tension in his
voice, a wondering, perhaps, if he were bankrupting himself to
little end. Once again she was overwhelmed by the sheer weight or
ruling, the smothering web of obligations and intrigues that
overlaid even something as fine as Blaen’s and Rhodry’s
love for each other. Salamander made the gwerbret an exaggerated
bow.
“We shall do our best to protect His Grace’s
investment.” Then he flicked his long fingers and made the
pouch disappear, seemingly into nothingness.
By then it was just sunset, and long shadows filled the curving
streets. When they reached the wooden wharves to the south of the
city, the sky had turned a velvet blue-gray with twilight. Over the
grassy riverbanks bold swallows swooped and twisted. Riding low in
the water some little way from the masses of barges and skiffs was
the royal galley, about forty feet long and sleek as a ferret.
There were red shields painted with the royal gold wyvern at every
oarlock, and the men who lounged at the oars were wearing white
shirts embroidered with the wyvern badge and long lines of
interlace.
“The king’s elite?” Salamander raised an
eyebrow.
“The same,” Blaen said. “I can’t tell
you, though, if our liege is doing this for Rhodry’s sake or
mine.”
“Surely the king doesn’t want to see Eldidd at
war?” Salamander said. “Because if Rhodry doesn’t
return, war is what we’ll have. Each clan will be accusing
the others of murdering the rightful heir and claiming the rhan for
themselves.”
“I’m sure our liege knows that as well as you
do.” Yet Blaen sounded oddly stiff, a bit frightened,
perhaps. “I’m not privy to all his thoughts,
gerthddyn.”
At the sight of Blaen, the galley’s captain hopped to the
pier and hurried over with a bow. While the servants loaded the
gear aboard, Jill turned away and watched the smooth-flowing river.
Desperately she tried to scry Rhodry out, but her untrained mind
could show her nothing. All at once she felt another fear and
involuntarily yelped aloud.
What is it?” Salamander
said.
“Perryn. He’s close by. I know it.”
She spun around, half expecting to see him in the crowd behind
them, but there was no one there but curious passersby and a few
longshoremen. Yet up in the velvet sky it seemed to her that she
saw a long tendril of mist, reaching down toward her. Salamander
saw it, too. When he threw up one hand and muttered a few
words, the tendril vanished.
“He’s in town, all right. Madoc will be taking care
of that, Jill. Don’t worry about a thing.”
“Still, can’t we get on that wretched boat and get
out of here?”
“This very minute. There’s the
captain signaling us aboard.”
Perryn paused just inside the south gate of the city. Just a
moment ago he’d felt Jill’s nearness; now the trail had
suddenly gone cold. His dapple gray stamped impatiently and tossed
its head. When they’d ridden into the vast city earlier that
afternoon, the gray had nearly panicked. It had taken all of
Perryn’s horse empathy to calm it, and even so, it was still
restless.
“Here, you! Are you going in or out? It’s time to
close the gates.”
Perryn turned to see two city guards hurrying toward him, one of
them carrying a torch. The cavernous gateway was already quite
dark.
“Oh, er, ah, well . . . in, I think.”
“Then don’t just think—move, man!”
As Perryn obediently began to lead his horses toward the inner
gate, the guard carrying the torch raised it high to shine the
light full on his face.
“Your name wouldn’t be Lord Perryn of Alobry, would
it, now?”
“It is at that. Why?”
The torch bearer whistled sharply, three loud notes. The other
guard grabbed Perryn’s shoulder with his left hand and
slammed his fist hard into his stomach, so quickly that Perryn had
no time to dodge. He doubled over, retching, as two more guards ran
up and grabbed his horses’ reins from his helpless
fingers.
“Good work! You’ve got the weasel Lord Madoc wanted,
right enough.”
“Talks like a simpleton, his lordship told me, and he must
be one, too, to answer to his name like that.”
Although the world still danced around him, Perryn forced
himself to raise his head and look in time to see a guard rummaging
through his saddlebags. With a bark of triumph, he held up the
rambling scribe. When Perryn made a feeble grab at it, another
guard slapped him across the face.
“None of that, horse thief. The only thing this
scribe’s going to write for you now is your death
writ.”
They disarmed him, bound his hands behind him, then pushed him
along through the streets. Those few people still out at night
stopped to stare and jeer when the guards announced that he was horse thief. At one point they met a slender young man, wearing
the plaid brigga of the noble-born, who was followed by a page with
a torch.
“A horse thief, is he?” the young lord said.
“When will you be hanging him?”
“Don’t know, my lord. We’ve got to have the
trial first.”
“True enough. Well, no doubt I’ll hear of it. My
mistress is quite keen on hangings, you see.” He gave the
guard a conspiratorial wink. “She finds them quite . . . well, shall we say exciting? And so I take her to every single
one.”
At last they reached the guard station at the foot of the royal
hill and turned Perryn over to the men there, though the man
who’d first recognized him stayed to escort him into the
royal compound itself. By then Perryn had recovered enough from the
blows to feel the terror: they were going to hang him. There was no
use lying to the king’s officers; the rambling scribe would
hang him on its own. Although at one point he did have a
sentimental pang that he’d never see Jill again, at the root
he was too terrified to care much about that one way or another.
What counted was that he was going to die. No matter how hard he
tried to pull himself together and face his death like a warrior,
he kept trembling and sweating. When his guards noticed, they
laughed.
“You should have thought about this rope when you were
putting one on another man’s horses, you cowardly little
bastard.”
“There must be a bit of fun to being hanged, lad. Why, a
man gets hard, then spews all over himself when the noose
jerks.”
They kept up the jests the entire time that they were dragging
him through the warren of sheds and outbuildings that surrounded
the king’s many-towered broch complex. In the flickering
torchlight Perryn was completely disoriented. By the time that they
shoved him into a tiny cell in a long stone building, he had no
idea of which way north lay, much less of the layout of the palace
grounds.
The cell was about eight feet on a side, with fairly clean straw
on the floor and a leather bucket, swarming with flies, in one
corner. In the door was a small barred opening that let in a bit of
light from the corridor. Perryn stood next to it and tried to hear
what the guards were saying, but they moved down along the corridor
and out of earshot. He heard: “Of course Lord Madoc’s
interested in horse thieves; he’s an equerry,
isn’t he?” before they were gone. All at once his legs
went weak. He slumped down into the straw before he fell and covered his face with his hands. Somehow or
other, he’d offended one of the powerful royal servitors. He
was doomed.
Perryn had no idea of how long he’d sat there before the
door opened. A guard handed him a trencher with half a loaf of
bread and a couple of slices of cold meat on it.
“Pity that we had to take your dagger away, lad.”
His smile was not pleasant, “Just use your teeth like a wolf,
eh? In the morning one of the undercouncillors will be along to see
you.”
“What for?”
“To tell you about your rights, of course. Here, they
caught you red-handed, but you’ll still get a trial, and
you’ve got the right to have your kin by your side. Just tell
the fellow, and he’ll get a herald to them.”
“I don’t want them to know. Ah ye gods, I’d
rather die slowly in pieces than look my uncle in the eye over
this.”
“Pity you didn’t think of that before, eh? Well,
I’m sure it can all be arranged. If you don’t want your
kin here, no need to waste the herald’s
time.”
The warder handed in a tankard of ale, then locked the door.
Perryn heard him whistling as he walked away.
Although, the food and drink were unexpectedly decent, Perryn
ate only to pass the time. The thought of Benoic and Nedd learning
of his shame had taken his appetite away. Sooner or later they
would, too, no matter whether they were there to watch him hang or
not. He thought of the warder’s words, that he might
have thought of all this before, and wept a few tears for the
truth of it.
“But I didn’t really steal them. They followed me,
didn’t they?’
“Only in a manner of speaking.”
He yelped and leapt to his feet, scattering the bread into the
straw. There was a man standing on the other side of the door, a
pleasant-looking fellow with blond hair and blue eyes. The
sheer bulk of the elaborate embroidery on his shirt proclaimed him
a member of the king’s household.
“I’m, Lord Madoc. Guards, bring him.
out.”
“Are you going to hang me right now?”
“Naught of the sort. I want a few words with you,
lad.”
They bound his hands, then marched him along to the wardroom, a
long, narrow chamber with an oppressively low ceiling. Down one
wall was a row of sconces, and lit torches; down the other, a
narrow table spread with the tools of the torturer’s trade.
“I’ll confess,” Perryn bleated.
“You don’t have to do anything to me.”
“Splendid, but I wasn’t planning on having
you tortured. I want look at you. Guards, tie him to the wall; then
you can get back to your dinners.”
“My thanks, Your Lordship.” The guard captain made
him a bow. “Do you have any idea of when he’ll go to
trial?”
“Oh, he won’t be tried here. Our liege is remanding
him to Rhys, Gwerbret Aberwyn. This little idiot raped the daughter
of one of the gwerbret’s highly regarded subjects, and under
Eldidd law her father has the right to cut him to
pieces.”
Perryn’s knees buckled. If he hadn’t been tied to an
iron ring attached to the wall, he would have fallen.
“Huh,” the captain snorted. “A fine figure of
a noble lord he is, raping women and stealing horses!”
Once the guards were gone, Madoc turned to Perryn and considered
him with eyes so cold and distant that Perryn began to sweat
again.
“Do you know who Jill’s father is, lad?”
“I don’t, my lord.”
“Cullyn of Cerrmor, that’s who.”
Perryn yelped, a strangled little sob.
“Just so. They’ll give him a sword and shield, hand
you a dagger to defend yourself, then turn him loose on you. Think
you’ll win the ritual combat?”
Perryn shook his head no.
“I doubt me, as well. And even if you had all the gold in
the world to offer as compensation, Cullyn wouldn’t take it
instead of your blood. So, are you going to face him, or are you
going to do as I say instead?”
“Anything, my lord. I’ll do anything. Please, I
never raped her, I truly didn’t. I thought she loved me, I
truly did.”
“I know, and your stupidity is the one thing that’s
saving you now. If I untie you, will you give me your word of honor
that you won’t try to escape?”
“Gladly. I doubt me if I could run, my lord, the way I
feel.”
“No doubt.” He stepped back and considered him in a strange
way, his eyes moving as if he were looking all around Perryn
rather than at him. “Truly, you’re halfway to being
dead, aren’t you?”
The lord’s words seemed true enough. As soon as he
was untied, Perryn staggered and would have fallen if it weren’t for
Madoc’s support. The equerry half led, half hauled him down
the room to a low bench by a hearth, where some tinder and small
sticks were laid ready for a fire. Madoc laid on a pair of logs,
then snapped his fingers. Fire sprang out and danced along the
wood. Perryn screamed. He clapped his hands over his mouth to force
a second scream back, then swiveled around, crouching, to stare up
at Madoc in terror.
“Well, you looked chilled, lad. Thought we’d have a
bit of a blaze. Now, you young dolt, do you see what you’ve
gotten yourself tangled up in? From now on, you’re going to
do exactly what I say, or . . . ”
“I will. Anything at all, my lord. I swear to you on the
honor of the Wolf clan and the gods of my people.”
“Good. Remember that during your trip to
Eldidd.”
“I’m going there? You said you wouldn’t . . . ”
“I said I wouldn’t let Cullyn get hold of you.
There’s another man there who very much wants a chat with
you. My uncle.”