IN THE COLD gray morning, when the mists rose from the surface
of Loc Tarnig, one could understand why the local farmers thought
it haunted. All Aderyn could see of the lake surface was a few
patches of rippled water, broken by a drowned tree and four
steel-gray rocks, while on the far shore the pine-black mountains
rose up in peaks and shadows. The sound of a hundred waterfalls
chattered and murmured through the mists like spirit voices. At the
moment, though, Aderyn was more worried about the coming rain than
possible ghosts. He was, of course, still a young man then, with his
hair a nondescript brown and always hanging in an untidy lock over
his forehead rather than swept up in the owl shape it would later
assume, and he was even skinnier, too, because half the time he
forgot to eat when he was in his dweomer studies. That particular
morning he was on his knees in the tall spring grass, digging up
valerian roots with a small silver spade.
Widfolk clustered round to watch him work—two small gray
gnomes, skinny and long-nosed, three blue-green sprites with
pointed teeth and pretty laces. Just like children, they crowded
close, pointed mute questions, and generally got in the way. Aderyn
named everything they pointed at and worked fast with one eye
on the lowering clouds. Just as he was finishing, a gnome picked up
a clod and threw it at his fellow. Snarling and baring their teeth,
the sprites joined in a full-scale dirt fight.
“Stop it! Your great lords would find this most
discourteous!”
One sprite pinched him on the arm. All the Wildfolk vanished
with little puffs of air and dust and a gust of smell like clean
leaf mold. Aderyn gathered up his things and ran for shelter in the
spattering rain. Down among a stand of trees was the round stone
hut he shared with his master in the dweomercraft. Two years
before, he and Nevyn had built the hut with their own hands and
made a small stable for their horses and mules. Out in back was
their garden, where practical beans and cabbages grew as well as
exotic cultivated herbs, and a flock of chickens had their own
little house. Most of their food, though, came from the farming
villages at the north end of the lake, where the local people were
glad to trade supplies for medicine.
When Aderyn dashed into the single round room, he found Nevyn
sitting by the fire circle in the center and watching the play of
flame. A tall man, with a thick thatch of white hair and deep-set
blue eyes, Nevyn was close to a hundred years old, but he had more
vigor than most men of twenty, a striding walk and the erect
carriage of the great prince of the realm that once he had
been.
“Back just in time, you are. Here comes the
storm.”
A gust of wind eddied smoke through the drafty hut as the drops
began pattering on the roof. Nevyn got up and helped Aderyn lay the
valerian to dry on clean cloths. The roots had to be sliced thin
with a small silver knife, a nose-wrinkling smell, and they had to
wear fine leather gloves, too, lest the strong juices poison
them.
“Nevyn? Will we be leaving Loc Tamig soon?”
“You will.”
Aderyn sat back on his heels and stared at him.
“It’s time for you to go off on your own. I’ve
taught you all I know, and your Wyrd runs different than
mine.”
Every though he’d always known this day would come, Aderyn
felt close to tears. Nevyn laid down one last slice of root and
turned to look at him, his piercing blue eyes unusually gentle.
“It’ll ache my heart to see you go. I’ll miss you,
lad. But it’s time. You’ve reached the third nine of
your years now, and that age marks a turning point for everybody.
Come now, you know it, too. You’ve got your herbcraft to feed
and clothe yourself, and I’ve opened the gates of the dweomer
for you as far as I can. Now you have to walk through those gates
and take up your own Wyrd.”
“But what will my Wyrd be?”
“Oh, that’s not for me to say. No man can see
another’s Wyrd. You have the keys to open that door.
It’s time for you to work a ritual and use them. The Lords of
Wyrd will reveal what you need to know—and not a jot more,
doubtless.”
On the morrow, when the rain stopped, Nevyn took his horse and
two pack mules and rode off to the villages to buy food. He told
Aderyn that he would stay away three days to leave him alone for
the working, but as to what that working would be, he said nothing
at all. Only then did the apprentice realize that the most
important moment of his life was strictly in his own hands. He
would have to draw on all his knowledge and practice to devise a
ritual that would open his Wyrd and put him in contact, at least
for a few brief moments, with his secret and undying soul, the true
core of his being that had invented and formed the young man known
as Aderyn for this lifetime the way a potter takes clay and makes a
bowl As he stood in the doorway and watched Nevyn ride away, Aderyn
felt a panic tinged with excitement, an exultation touched with
dread. It was time, and he felt ready.
That first day, while Aderyn did his usual chores in the garden
and hut, he kept thinking about the task ahead. He had at his
disposal a vast amount of ritual lore—tables of
correspondences, salutations to the gods, invocations and mighty
calls to the spirit world, signs, sigils, and gestures to set in
motion streams of force and direct inner energies. In his
excitement, his first thought was to use them all, or at least as
many as possible, to create a ritual that would sum up and climax
all rituals, as elaborately decorated, braided, laced, and spiraled
as a beautiful brooch fit to give a king. While he weeded cabbages,
his mind raced this way and that, adding a symbol here, a prayer
there, trying to fit twenty years of work into a single mighty
pattern. All at once he saw the irony: here he was, grubbing in the
dirt like a bondsman and making grandiose plans. He laughed aloud
and contemplated his mud-stained fingers, callused with years of
menial work such as this. The Great Ones had always accepted his
humble status and lowly sacrifices before. No doubt a simple ritual
would be best now. With the insight came a feeling of peace,
because he’d passed the first test.
But just as with a simple meal or a simple garden, every element
would have to be perfect of its kind and perfectly placed. The
second day, Aderyn worked furiously all morning to finish his
chores by noon. He ate a light meal, then went outside to sit under
a willow tree by the shore of the lake, sparkling in the soft
spring sun. On the far shore the stony, hard mountains rose dark
against a blue sky. He looked at them and thought over his lore,
rigorously pruning instead of proliferating it. A simple approach
to a central symbol—he looked at the peaks and smiled to
himself. For the rest of the day he practiced every word and
gesture he would use, mixing up the order so no true power would
run through them. In the evening, by firelight he prepared his
magical weapons—the wand, cup, dagger, and pentacle that he
had made and consecrated years before. He polished each one, then
performed the simple rituals of consecration again to renew their
power.
On the third day, he was quiet as he went through his work. His
mind seemed as still as a deep-running river, only rarely disturbed
by what most men would call a thought. Yet in his heart he renewed,
over and over, the basic vows that open the secret of the dweomer:
I want to know to help the world. He was remembering many things,
sick children he’d helped heal, children who died because
they were beyond the help of herbs, bent-back farmers who saw the
best of their harvests taken by noble lords, the noble lords
themselves, whose greed and power-lusts drove them like spurs and
made them suffer, though they called the suffering glory. Someday,
far in the future, at the end of the ages of ages, all this
darkness would be transmuted into light. Until that end, he would
fight the darkness where he found it. The first place he would
always find darkness would be in his own soul. Until the light
shone there, he could do little to help other souls. For the sake
of that help, he begged for the light.
At sunset, he put his magical weapons in a plain cloth sack and
set off for the shore of the lake. In the twilight, he made his
place of working, not a rich temple glittering with golden signs
and perfumed with incenses, but a stretch of grassy ground. He used
the dagger to cut a circle deosil into the turf, then laid his
cloth sack down for an altar in the middle. On the sack he laid the
dagger, the wand, and the pentacle, then took the cup and filled it
with lake water. He set the cup down among the other objects and
knelt in front of the sack to face the mountains. Slowly the
twilight deepened, then faded as the first few stars came out, only
to fade in turn as the full moon rose, bloated and huge on a misty
horizon. Aderyn sat back on his heels and raised his hands, palms
flat upward, about shoulder high. As he concentrated his will, it
seemed the moonlight streamed to him, tangible light for building.
He thrust his hands forward and saw to the east of his rough altar
two great pillars of light, one all pure moon-silver, the other as
dark as black fire shining in the star-strewn night. When he
lowered his hands, the pillars lived apart from his will. The
temple was open.
One at a time, he picked up each weapon, the dagger for the
east, the wand for the south, the cup for the west, and the
pentacle for the north, and used it to trace at each cardinal point
of the circle a five-pointed star. Above and below him he finished
the sphere, using his human mind alone to trace the last two stars,
the reconcilers of the others. When he knelt upon the ground, he
saw the temple glowing with power beyond his ability to call it
forth. The Lords of Light were coming to meet him. Aderyn rose and
raised his hands to the east between the pillars. Utterly calm, his
mind as sharp as the dagger’s point and deep as the cup, he
made light gather above him, then felt and saw it descend, piercing
him through like an arrow and rooting itself in the ground. His
arms flung out as he felt the cross shaft pierce him from side to
side. It seemed he grew huge, towering through the universe, his
head among the stars, his feet on a tiny whirling sphere of earth
far below, enormous, exalted, but helpless, pinned to the cross of
light, unmoving and spraddled, at the mercy of the Great Ones.
The voice came from everywhere and nowhere.
“Why do you want knowledge?”
“Only to serve. For myself, naught.”
With a rush like cold wind, with a dizzying spin and fall, he
felt himself shrink back until he stood on the damp grass and saw
the temple around him, the pillars glowing, the magical weapons
streaming borrowed light, the great pentangles pulsing at their
stations. He nearly fell to his knees, but he steadied himself and
raised his hands in front of him. In his mind he built up the
vision between the pillars—a high mountain covered with dark
trees and streaked with pale rock under a sunswept sky—until
it lived apart from his mind and hung there like a painted screen.
Calling on the Lords of Light, he walked forward and passed through
the veil.
Pale sun glinted on flinty rock. The path wound steeply between
dead shrubs, twisted through leafless trees, and over everything
hung the choking smell of dust. Aderyn stumbled and bruised
himself on rock, but he kept climbing, his lungs burning in the
thin cold air. At last he reached the top, where huge boulders
pushed out from gray sod like the bones of a long-dead animal. He
was afraid. He had never expected this barrenness, this smell
of death as thick as the dust. Although the wind was cold,
he began to sweat in great drops down his back. It seemed that
little eyes peered out at him from every rock; little voices
snarled in cold laughter. He could feel their hatred as
they watched him.
“Would you serve here?” the voice said.
Aderyn had to force the words from his lips.
“I will. I can see there’s need of
me.”
“There was a sound—three great claps of thunder
booming among the dead rocks. As they died away, the eyes
and the voices died with them. The
mountaintop was lush with green grass; flowers grew, as vivid as
jewels; the sun was warm.
“Look down,” the voice said. “Look
west.”
Aderyn climbed to the top of a boulder and looked out,
where it seemed the sun was setting on a smooth-flowing wide river.
Oak forest stretched on the far bank.
“West. Your Wyrd lies west. Go there and heal. Go there
and find those you will serve. Make restitution.”
As Aderyn watched, the sun set over the river. The forest went
dark, disappearing under vast shadows. Yet he could hear the water
flowing. With a start he realized he was kneeling in the dew-soaked
grass and hearing the hundred water-voices of Loc Tamig. In the
west, the moon was setting. He rose and walked back between the
pillars, then knelt again before the altar to raise his hands and
prayed aloud in thanks to the Lords of Light. As he finished, the
pillars disappeared, winking out like blown candles. He withdrew
the five-pointed stars into himself and erased the magic
circles.
“And any spirits bound by this ceremony, go free! It is
over. It is finished.”
From the lake came three hollow claps of thunder in answer.
Aderyn stood and stamped three times upon the ground, then fell to
his knees, sweating with exhaustion, trembling so hard from the
spent forces that he could do nothing but kneel and shake until the
first pale gray of dawn cracked in the east and brought him some of
his strength back with the sunlight. He gathered up his magical
weapons, put them in the sack, then rose to see Nevyn striding
across the grass toward him.
“Oh, here! Have you been close by all this
time?”
“Did you truly think I’d leave you to face this alone?
You’ve done well, lad.”
“I heard the voices of the Great Ones. I’ll never
forget this.”
“Don’t. It would go hard with you if you did.
You’ve had your great vision, but there will be plenty of
other little ones. Never forget this, either: you’ve just
begun.”
Aderyn slept all that day and through most of the night. When he
woke, a few hours before dawn, he knew that the hour had come for
him to leave. As he lay in darkness and considered routes west, he
was calm, knowing, without knowing how he knew, that he would see
Nevyn again, many times, no doubt, over the years ahead. His grief
at leaving his beloved master was only another test; he’d had
to believe that he would lose Nevyn in order to see if he would
ride out even in grief. You’re not an apprentice anymore, he
thought, not a master, either, mind—but the journeyman is
ready to go look for his work.
In the center of the hut, a fire flared, revealing Nevyn beside
it.
“I figured you were awake,” the old man said.
“Shall we have one last meal together before you
go?”
“We will. I know I don’t need to, but I wish I could
pour my heart out in thanks for all you’ve done for
me.”
“You were always a nicely spoken lad. Well, then, in
thanks, do one last thing that I charge you: go say farewell to
your family before you head west. I took you from them, after all,
and I feel I should send you back one last
time.”
All of Aderyn’s new confidence dissolved in a
sudden stab of anxiety. Nevyn grinned at him as if he knew exactly
what was happening.
“Oh, I’ll do it!” Aderyn snapped.
“But I’d hoped to spare them that.”
“Spare yourself, you mean. And how can you handle
the mighty forces of the universe if you can’t
even face your own father?”
After they ate, Aderyn saddled his riding horse and loaded up
his mule. He had only a few things of his own—a bedroll, a
spare shirt, a cloak, his magical weapons, the cooking
pots and implements he needed for camping by the edge of the
road—but he did have a great store of herbs, roots,
salves, and other such medicines, all of which needed to be
carefully stowed in the canvas panniers, Nevyn also insisted on
dividing their small store of coins and giving
him half.
“You’ve earned it as much as I have. Ride out in
the light. We’ll meet again one of these days, and if
the need is great, we can scry each other out through the
fire.”
“Well, so we can.” Aderyn
felt a definite lump in his throat “But I’ll miss you
anyway.”
As he rode out leading his mule, Aderyn turned in the saddle
and looked back. Nevyn was standing by the door of the hut and
watching. He waved once, then turned back inside.
On a day warm with the promise of coming summer, Aderyn reached
the village of Blaeddbyr and Lord Maroic’s dun, where his
father, Gweran the bard, served the White Wolf clan and where
Aderyn had been born and raised. To his surprise, the ward and the
familiar buildings seemed much smaller than he’d remembered
them. Near the broch tower he dismounted and looked round the dusty
ward. A few curious servants stopped to look him over; a couple of
the riders caine strolling over as if to ask him his business
there. All at once he heard a woman’s voice.
“Ado, Ado, thank the gods!”
It was his mother, Lyssa, laughing and weeping at the same time
as she threw herself into his arms. Close to tears himself, Aderyn
hugged her tight, then set his hands on her shoulders and smiled at
her. She’d grown stout but was still beautiful, her
raven-dark hair barely touched with gray, her wide blue eyes
bright, her cheeks barely marked with wrinkles.
“It’s so good to see you,” Lyssa said,
“Truly, I was wondering if we would ever see you again. Can
you stay with us a while?”
“I will, if Lord Maroic allows. But, Mam, this is the last
visit I’ll ever make. I want you to know that now.”
Lyssa caught her breath sharply, but he knew there would be no
tears or recriminations. In a sweep of laughter, the rest of his
family came running from the broch and clustered around him—
his younger brother, Acern, training to take his father’s
place as bard, his sister, Araena, married to the captain of
Maroic’s guard and with a baby of her own, and finally his
father, Gweran, as tall and imposing as always with his blond hair
heavily laced with silver. In a chattering crowd they escorted him
inside, where the aging Lord Maroic rose from his carved chair and
announced that Aderyn was going to take his meat and mead for as
long as he wanted to stay. The dailiness, the cheer, the mundanity
of the visit broke over Aderyn like a wave, as if the dweomer were
only some dream he’d once had. Being surrounded by his family
made him realize why he had a lonely road ahead: the strange lore
that mattered to him could never be shared. It set him apart like
walls even as he talked and gossiped and shared heavy meal after
heavy meal with them all in the long drowsy days of his visit.
Gweran went out of his way to spend time with Aderyn, much more
than usual. Aderyn supposed that Lyssa had told him that his
firstborn son would never ride home again. She’d always been
the link between them, keeping them at peace, telling them things
that they could never voice themselves. There was good reason for
their distance. Looking at his father’s silvery hair, his
straight, almost regal bearing, his rich clothing that he wore like
the honor it was, Aderyn found it hard to remember that Gweran was
a murderer who had used the very law itself as a weapon. At times
he wondered if Gweran even remembered the young rider, Tanyc, whom
he’d so cleverly trapped twenty years before.
Perhaps he did, because even though their talks rambled through
Aderyn’s childhood, every time they came close to
Aderyn’s seventh year, when the murder had happened, Gweran
would shy away and find a distant topic to discuss. Aderyn
was more than willing to let the subject stay dosed. Even though
he’d only been a child and spoken in all innocence, still
he felt he shared his father’s blood guilt. Seven years old
or not, he’d blurted out the information that had sent
Gweran hunting revenge. “Tanyc’s always looking at
Mam, Da.” Even at this lapse of years he could hear his
small boy’s voice pronouncing an unwitting death
sentence.
Since he’d done much meditation work to heal that old
wound, Aderyn was surprised the way the murder rose to haunt
him. Doubtless it came from being in the dun, whose walls had
once displayed his private horror. He remembered it vividly:
climbing out of bed, on a sunny morning, throwing open the
shutters at the window, and seeing, just down below his
tower room, Tanyc’s body hanging by the neck from the
ramparts. He was bound hand and foot, his head flopping
like a rag doll’s, and already the ravens were wheeling in
the sky. Aderyn could only think there’d been some ghastly
accident. He started screaming for his mother, who ran to him,
looked out the window, and, in a moment of horrified honesty,
blurted out, “Your da’s killed him!” Later, she
tried to recant, but by then Aderyn knew that his father had goaded
the young warrior into drawing a sword against him, a bard, a
capital crime under Deverry laws. In his child’s way, he knew
his mother had told him the truth that first time.
Aderyn wondered if Lyssa felt she shared their guilt. After all,
Gweran and Tanyc had been fighting over her. During the visit,
Lyssa said little, merely listened to him and his father talk while
she watched Gweran with a patient devotion. Her man was a good
husband who still loved her; he was famous, with young disciples
clamoring to study with him; his skill kept her in comfort. Perhaps
she’d carefully forgotten that he’d murdered a man for
her sake. Perhaps.
On the last day of the visit, Aderyn and Lyssa walked down to
the Nerraver as they’d so often done when he was a child. The
river ran full between lush green banks and sparkled in the sun
with little fish-scale ripples of silver. When they sat down for a
rest, Lyssa hunted through the grass and picked a few daisies like
a young girl.
“Ado? Do you remember the year of the Great
Drought?”
“I do.” That was the year of the murder, too.
“Did you know it was Nevyn’s dweomer that set it
right?”
“Of course. It was one reason I let you go as his
apprentice.”
“And do you regret that decision now?”
“Well.” Lyssa looked at her daisies. “If a
mother is any kind of mother at all, she knows her sons will leave
her. I have your sister and her babies nearby.”
“Well and good, but, Mam, truly I’ll miss
you.”
Lyssa shrugged, turning the flowers this way and that between
her fingers, fighting to keep back tears.
“Do you think you’ll ever marry on this strange road
of yours?” she said at last.
“I doubt it. It wouldn’t be much of a life for a
woman, living out of a mule’s pack and sleeping by the
road.”
“True enough, but here—don’t tell me the
dweomer lets a man carry on with tavern lasses and suchlike.”
“It doesn’t, but then I’ve got no intentions of doing anything of the
sort.”
Lyssa considered him, her head a bit to one side.
“You don’t care much for women, do you, Ado?”
“Care? Of course I do. Truly, Mam, I prefer their company and talk
to that of men most of the time.”
“That’s not what I meant.”
When he understood, Aderyn felt distinctly squeamish—after all, she
was his mother.
“Well, I don’t, not in that way. But, Mam, don’t trouble your heart
over it. I don’t care for other lads or suchlike.”
“That wouldn’t have bothered me. It’s just that I’ve always felt you
didn’t have much of a taste for that sort of thing with anyone. Do you
feel you can’t trust us women?”
“And why would you think that?”
“Oh, you saw a bit too much, maybe, when you were a lad.”
Aderyn hesitated, then decided it was time for the truth.
“You mean Tanyc.”
“Just that.” Lyssa was studying the daisies. “He died because of me,
no matter whose fault it was.” She looked up sharply. “I’ll swear it to
you, Ado. I never gave him a word of hope or encouragement.”
“I never thought you did. But it’s not that, Mam. It’s the dweomer. It’s
taken my whole life. Everything I would have given to a woman I’ve
spent on the dweomer, heart and soul both.”
Lyssa sighed in honest relief, as if she’d been blaming herself for her
son’s celibacy. Later, when he was alone, Aderyn wondered if in one
way her fear was justified. He’d never blamed her, the woman in the
case, for one wrong thing, but the murder had left him with doubts
about being a man. To become obsessed with a woman the way
Tanyc was seemed to lead to death; to love a woman the way his
father did seemed to tempt crime. He decided that he’d better
meditate on the subject and untangle this knot in his mind. It might
interfere with his work.
All that summer, Aderyn made his way west, going from village to
village, supporting himself nicely by selling his herbs—or
nicely by his standards, since he was content with two spare meals a
day and the occasional tankard of ale in a clean tavern. At times he
settled for a week or two to gather fresh herbs or to tend to some
long illness, but always he moved on, leaving grateful farmers and
villagers behind. Every night when he performed his ritual meditations,
he would brood on his Wyrd and wonder where it lay. Gradually his
intuition grew that he should turn southwest in his wanderings, but no
other signs or hints came to him, at least not in any simple way. When
the first clue was given, it took him a long time to unravel it.
Near the western border of the kingdom was one last river, the
Vicaver, where Aderyn went simply to take a look at it. Rather than
the oak forests of his visions, however, he found the river bordered
by farms, pastures, and the occasional stand of willow trees. Aderyn
crossed it and rode to the village of Ladotyn, a straggle of some fifty
houses scattered among poplar trees, though it did have a proper inn.
The innkeeper told him that they got merchant caravans coming
through the town, on their way to and from the kingdom of Eldidd to
the west.
“And if you’re thinking of riding west through those mountains, good
sir, you’d best see if you can join some other travelers. Those louse-ridden savages up in the hills are always causing trouble.”
“Well, I don’t intend to stay here all winter, caravan or no.”
“It’s your
burying, not mine—well, if you even get a burial in ground and not in
their stomachs, if you take my meaning, like.”
Although a caravan did indeed appear at the inn, it turned out that it
was coming home to Deverry from Eldidd, and the caravan master,
Lillyc, doubted very much if Aderyn would see one going the
opposite way so late in the season. As they stood talking together out
in the innyard, Lillyc remarked that he’d been trading in some towns
that lay on a river called the El.
“Now that’s a strange name,” Aderyn remarked. “I don’t think I’ve
ever heard it before.”
“No doubt.” Lillyc gave him the grin of a man with a secret
joke. “It’s not a Deverry word, nor an Eldidd one,
either. The name comes from the Westfolk. They live off to the west
of Eldidd, you see. Used to range farther east, but now the place
is getting properly settled.”
“Indeed? Are they some of the Old Ones, then?”
“If you mean the squinty-eyed, dark-haired bondsfolk, that
they aren’t. Oh, the Westfolk are a different lot altogether,
and a strange bunch. They won’t settle in proper farms and
towns. They wander around with their horses and sheep, just where
the fancy takes them.” Lillyc paused for a small frown.
“But they’ve helped me and many a merchant make his
fortune. They love iron goods—can’t work the stuff
themselves, I suppose. How could you, riding around with never a
proper forge? They trade us horses. Look.”
At that moment one of Lillyc’s men walked by leading a pair
of the most beautiful horses Aderyn had ever seen. They were both
mares, but they stood sixteen hands easily, and their wide, deep
chests and slender legs bespoke good wind and good speed both.
The most amazing thing, however, was their color, a dark
rich gold like fresh clay dug from a riverbank, while their manes
and tails were as silvery pale as moonbeams.
“Gorgeous, good, sir!” Aderyn said.
“I’ll wager any noble lord in Deverry would give you a
small fortune for breeding stock like that.”
“Just so, just so. But I had to spend most of a
small fortune to get them, let me tell you.”
A strange folk, then, these Westfolk, and perhaps with strange
lore to match. The very thought made a cold shudder run down
Aderyn’s back as he wondered if they were in some way
linked to his Wyrd.
“Here, I’m determined to go west.
Think the weather will hold up in the mountains for
a few more weeks?”
“It’s not the weather you’ve got to
worry about, it’s the savages. If I were you, lad, I’d
wait. A herbman’s a valuable sort of man to have
around. We’d all hate to lose you,
like.”
Aderyn merely smiled. Waiting was not one of his strong
points.
Since he was going to be traveling farther than he’d
previously planned, Aderyn decided that he’d best consult
with Nevyn. That night, he went up to his chamber and built himself
a small fire in the hearth. When he called upon his old master, the
image built up fast, Nevyn’s face floating in the flames and
scowling at him.
“So, you deigned to contact me, did you? I’ve been
worrying myself sick.”
“My humble apologies, but truly, everything’s been
fine.”
“Good. Well, now that you’ve made the first link, I
can contact you again without wounding your dignity, I suppose, but
kindly don’t let me brood about you for months at a time,
will you?”
“Of course not. And you have my heartfelt
apologies.”
“That’s enough humility for now, please. What have
you been doing with yourself?”
Aderyn told him what little there was of interest in his
summer’s wanderings, then turned to his plan of traveling to
Eldidd. As the old intimacy between them reestablished itself,
Nevyn’s image grew in the fire, until it seemed that they
were standing face to face, meeting in gray void swirled with
violet mists.
“Well, it seems that Eldidd would be as good a place to go
as any,” Nevyn said at last.
“Do you know of any others of our kind there?”
“I don’t, but that doesn’t mean there
aren’t any. Keep your eyes open, lad, and see what you find.
Remember what I’ve always told you; in these things,
there’s no need for hurry.”
“What do you think about this strange tribe, the
Westfolk?”
“Very little, because I’ve never heard of them
before. If naught else, this is all very interesting.”
At that time Eldidd was an independent kingdom, whose rulers
were ultimately descended from the legendary warriors known as the
Hippogriff and the Dragon, the two foster brothers of King Bran
himself who joined him for the Great Migration. In the year 297,
after a bitter struggle over the kingship of Deverry, Cynaeval and
Cynvaenan, their descendants and the current leaders of the two
clans of the Dragon and the Hippogriff, with all their allies,
kinsmen, supporters, and dependents, left Deverry to sail west
and found their own throne and royal city. For years, the small
colonies eked out a precarious existence along the seacoast, but in
time the Hippogriff’s people flourished and spread up the great
river valleys of the Dilbrae and the El, while the Dragon
clan spread north from their town of Aberwyn up the Gwyn and the
strangely named Delonderiel. In the year when Aderyn crossed the
mountains of the Belaegyrys range into Eldidd, the kingdom
boasted a respectable two hundred thousand people.
Because he needed to gather more medicines, Aderyn avoided the
sandy coast road and chose the easy northern pass through the
mountains. On the western side, he reached rolling hills, brown
and scruffy with frostbitten grass, and there he stumbled upon a
tiny village in a secluded valley. The small
square huts, roofed with dirty thatch, were made
of rough-hewn wood packed with mud to keep out the chill. Grazing
on the brown and stubbled grass were goats and a few cows.
The village belonged to some of the Old Ones,
those unfortunate folk who’d lived in the land
before the bloodthirsty Deverrians had ridden
their way to seize it from them. Dark-haired, on
the slender side, they had their own immensely
complex language, or rather a mutually incomprehensible
group of them, which in the settled parts of Deverry and Eldidd
were forbidden by the laws of their conquerors but
were kept alive by stealth. When Aderyn rode up to the huts,
the folk came running out to stare at him and his fine horse and
mule. In a group, the eight men of the village advanced
upon him with their rough spears at the ready, but when Aderyn
spoke in their language and explained that he was a herbman, they
lowered the weapons. Dressed in a long brown
tunic, a man of about forty stepped forward and introduced
himself as Wargal, the headman.
“You’ll forgive our greeting, but we have
great reason to fear these days.”
“Indeed? Are the men of Eldidd close by?”
“The despicable blue-eyed ones are always too close
by.”
For a moment they contemplated each other in an uneasy silence.
Wargal’s eyes flicked back and forth between his folk and the
stranger. He had a secret, Aderyn supposed, and he could guess it:
the village was sheltering a runaway bondsman.
“Are there any sick in your village?” Aderyn said.
“I have many herbs, and I’ll gladly help anyone who
needs them in return for some fresh milk and a night’s
shelter.”
“Any stranger is welcome to milk from my flock. But if you
can spare some medicine, one of our women has a bad case of
boils.”
The villagers tended Aderyn’s horse and mule while Wargal
took him to his own home, which had no furniture except for three
big pottery jars near the tiny hearth and the straw mattress he
shared with his wife. Hanging on the wall were a few bronze pots, a
couple of knives of the same metal, and some rough cloth sacks.
Aderyn sat down next to Wargal in the place of honor by the hearth
while villagers crowded in for a look at this amazing event, a
stranger in their village. After some polite conversation over
bowls of goat’s milk, the woman with boils was duly treated
in the midst of the curious crowd. Other villagers came forward to
look over the herbs and ask shy questions, but most were beyond his
help, because the real plague in this village was malnutrition.
Driven by fear of the Eldidd lords, they eked out a miserable
living on land so poor that no one else wanted it.
Although Aderyn would have preferred to eat his own food and
spare theirs, Wargal insisted that he join him and his wife in
their dinner of goat’s-milk cheese and thin cracker bread.
“I’m surprised you don’t have your winter crops in
yet,” Aderyn remarked.
“Well, we won’t be here to harvest them. We had a
long council a few days ago, and we’re going to move north.
The cursed Blue-eyes get closer every day. What if one of their
headmen decides to build one of those forts along the road?”
“And decides you should be slaves to farm for him?
Leaving’s the wise thing to do.”
“There’s plenty of open land farther north, I
suppose. Ah, it’s so hard to leave the pastures of your
ancestors! There’s a god in the spring nearby, too, and I
only hope he won’t be angry with us for leaving him.”
He hesitated for a moment. “We thought of leaving last
spring, but it was too much of a wrench, especially for the women.
Now we have another reason.”
“Indeed?”
Wargal considered him, studying Aderyn’s face in the
flickering firelight.
“You seem like a good man,” Wargal said at last.
“I don’t suppose you have any herbs to take a brand off
a man’s face?”
“I only wish I did. If you’re harboring a runaway,
you’d best move fast in case his lord comes looking for
him.”
“So I told the others. We were thinking of packing
tomorrow.” Wargal glanced around the hut “We
don’t have much to pack or much to lose by
leaving—well, except the god in the spring, of
course.”
Aderyn felt a sudden cold shudder of dweomer down his back. His
words burned in his mouth, an undeniable warning that forced itself
into sound.
“You must leave tomorrow. Please, believe me—I have
magic, and you must leave tomorrow and travel as fast as you can.
I’ll come with you on the road a ways.”
His face pale, Wargal stared at him, then crossed two fingers to
ward off the evil eye, in case Aderyn had that, too.
On the morrow, leaving took far longer than Aderyn wanted.
Although the village’s few possessions were easily packed
onto bovine and human backs, the goats had to be rounded up.
Finally a ragged group of refugees, about eight families with some
twenty children among them, the cows, the herd of goats, and six
little brown dogs to keep the stock in line, went to the holy
spring and made one last sacrifice of cheese to the god while
Aderyn kept a fretful watch on the path behind them. By the time
they moved out of the valley, it was well after noon, and the
smaller children were already tired and crying from the
smell of trouble in the air. Aderyn piled the littlest ones into
his saddle and walked, leading the horse. Wargal and a young man,
Ibretin, fell in beside him. On Ibretin’s cheek was the brand
that marked him as a lord’s property.
“If you think they’ll catch us, O Wise One,”
Ibretin said to Aderyn. “I’ll go back and let them kill
me. If they find us, they’ll take the whole tribe back with
them.”
“There’s no need for that yet,” Wargal
snapped.
“There never will be if I can help it,” Aderyn said.
“I’d be twice cursed before I’d let a man be
killed for taking the freedom that the gods gave him. I think my
magic might make us harder to find.”
Both men smiled, reassured by Aderyn’s lie. Although he
could control his aura well enough to pass unnoticed and thus
practically invisible, Aderyn couldn’t make an entire village
disappear.
For two days they went north, keeping to the rolling hills and
making a bare twelve miles a day. The more Aderyn opened his mind
to the omens, the more clearly he knew that they were being
pursued. On the third night, he scried into a campfire and saw the
rains of the old village, burned to the ground. Only a lord’s
warband would have destroyed it, and that warband would have to be
blind to miss the trail of so many goats and people. He left the
campfire and went to look for Ibretin, who was taking his turn at
watching the goats out in the pasture.
“You’ve called me Wise One. Do you truly think I
have magic?”
“I can only hope so. Wargal thinks so.”
It was too dark under the starry sky to see Ibretin’s
face. Aderyn raised his hand and made the blue light gather in his
fingers like a cool-burning torch. Ibretin gasped aloud and stepped
back.
“Now you know instead of hoping. Listen, the men chasing
you are close by. Sooner or later, they’ll catch us. You
offered to die to save your friends. How about helping me with a
little scheme instead?”
At dawn on the morrow, while Wargal rounded up the villagers and
got them moving north, Aderyn and Ibretin headed south. Although
Aderyn rode, he had Ibretin walk, leading his pack mule as if
they’d been traveling together for some time as servant and
master. About an hour’s ride brought them to the inevitable
warband. They were just breaking their night’s camp, the
horses saddled and ready to ride, the men standing idly around
waiting for their lord’s orders. The lord himself, a tall
young man in blue-and-gray-plaid brigga, with oak leaves
embroidered as a blazon on his shirt, was kicking dirt over a dying
campfire. When Aderyn and Ibretin came up, the men shouted, running
to gather round them. Aderyn could see Ibretin shaking in
terror.
“Oh, here,” a man called out. “This
peddler’s found our flown chicken! Lord Degedd will reward
you for this, my friend.”
“Indeed?” Aderyn said. “Well, I’m not
sure I want a reward.”
With a signal to Ibretin to stay well back, Aderyn swung down
from his horse just as Degedd came pushing his way through his men.
Aderyn made a bow to him, which the lord acknowledged with a brief
nod.
“I’ve indeed found your runaway bondsman, but I want
to buy him from you, my lord. He’s a useful man with a mule,
and I need a servant.”
Caught utterly off guard, Degedd stared for a moment, then
blinked and rubbed his chin with his hand.
“I’m not sure I want to sell. I’d rather have
the fun of taking the skin off his cursed back.”
“That would be a most unwise pleasure.”
“And who are you to tell me what to do?”
Since Aderyn was not very tall, the lord towered over him with
six feet of solid muscle. Aderyn set his hands on his hips and
looked up at him.
“Your men called me a peddler, but I’m nothing of
the sort. I’m a herbman, traveling in your country, and one
who knows the laws of the gods. Do you care to question me
further?”
“I do. I don’t give a pig’s fart whether
you’re a learned man or not, and anyway, for all I know, you
lie.”
“Then let me give you a sample of my learning. Enslaving
free men to work your land is an impious thing. The gods have
decreed that only criminals and debtors shall be bondsmen. That law
held for a thousand years, back in the Homeland, and it held for
hundreds here, until greedy men like you chose to break
it.”
When his men began muttering, shamefaced among themselves at the
truth of the herbman’s words, the lord’s face turned
purple with rage. He drew his sword, the steel glittering in the
sun.
“Hold your ugly lying tongue and give me back that
bondsman! Be on your way or die right here, you scholarly
swine!”
With a gentle smile, Aderyn raised his hand and called upon the
spirits of fire. They came, bursting into manifestation with a roar
and crackle of bright flame on the sword blade. Howling, Degedd
struggled to hold on to the hilt, then cursed and flung the
flesh-branding metal to the ground. Aderyn turned the flames to
illusions and swung around, scattering bright but harmless blue
fire into the warband. Yelling, shoving each other, they fell back
and ran away to let their lord face Aderyn alone.
“Now then, I’ll give you two copper pieces for him.
That’s a generous price, my lord.”
His face dead white, Degedd tried to speak, failed, then simply
nodded his agreement. Aderyn untied his coin pouch and counted the
coppers into the lord’s broad but shaking left hand, as the
right seemed to pain him.
“Your chamberlain will doubtless think you’ve made a
fine bargain. And, of course, if you and your men return straight
to your lands, there’s no need for anyone to ever hear this
tale.”
Degedd forced out a tight sour smile. Doubtless he didn’t
care to be mocked in every tavern in Eldidd by the story of how one
herbman had bested him on the road, especially since no one would
believe that the herbman had done it with magic. With a cheery
wave, Aderyn mounted his horse and rode away, with Ibretin and the
mule hurrying after. About a mile on, they looked back to see Lord
Degedd and his warband trotting fast—away back south. Aderyn
tested the dweomer warnings and felt that indeed, all danger was
over. At that he laughed aloud.
“If nothing else,” he told Ibretin, “that was
the best jest I’ve had in a long time.”
Ibretin tried to smile but burst into tears instead. He wept all
the way back.
That night there was as much of a celebration in the camp as
their meager provisions would alow. Aderyn sat at the biggest fire
with Wargal and his wife while the rest of the villagers squatted
close by and stared at him as if he were a god.
“We have to let the goats rest a day or they’ll stop
giving milk,” Wargal said. “Is that safe, Wise
One?”
“Oh, I think so. But you’d best travel a long ways
north before you find a place to settle down.”
“We intend to. We were hoping you’d come with
us.”
“I will for a while, but my destiny lies in the
west, and I have to go where my magic tells me.”
After three more days of slow, straggling marching, the luck of
Wargal’s tribe turned for the better. One afternoon
they crested a high hill to see huts of their own kind
spread out along a stream, prosperous fields, and pastures full
of goats. When they came up to the village, the folk ran to meet
them. There were only seven huts in the village, but land enough
for many families. After a hasty tribal council, their headman,
Ufel, told Wargal that he and his folk were welcome to settle
there if they chose.
“The more of us, the better,” Ufel said. “Our
young men are learning a thing or two from the cursed
Blue-eyes. Someday we’ll fight and keep our lands.”
Wargal tossed, back his head and howled a war cry.
Their journey over, the refugees camped that night along the
streambank. The villagers brought food and settled, in for talks
to get to know their new neighbors. At Ufel the headman’s
fire, Wargal and Aderyn drank thin beer from wooden cups.
“I take it your folk have lived here for some
time,” Aderyn said. “May you always live
in peace.”
“So I hope. We have a powerful god in our valley, and so
far he’s protected us. If you’d like, I’ll show
you his tree on the morrow.”
“My thanks, I would.” Aderyn had a cautious sip of
the beer and found it suitably weak. “I don’t suppose
any of the Blue-eyes live near you?”
“They don’t. And I pray that our god will always
keep them away. Very few folk of any kind come through
here—one of the People every now and then, that’s
all.”
“The who?”
“The People. The Blue-eyes call them the Westfolk, but
their own name for themselves is the People. We don’t see
many of them anymore. When I was a little child, they brought their
horses through every now and then, but not recently. Probably the
demon-spawn Blue-eyes have tried to enslave them, too, but
I’m willing to bet that they found it a very hard
job.”
“From what I’ve heard, the Eldidd men have some kind
of trade with them—iron goods for horses.”
“Iron goods? The idiot Blue-eyes give the People
iron?” Ufel rose and paced a few steps away from the fire.
“Trouble and twice trouble over that, then!”
“What? I don’t understand. The Westfolk seem to want
the iron and . . . ”
“I can’t explain. For a Blue-eye you’re a good
man, but telling you would be breaking geis.”
“Never would I ask you to do such a thing. I’ll say
no more about it.”
On the morrow, Aderyn rose before dawn and slipped away before
the village was truly awake to spare everyone a sad farewell. He
followed an ancient trail that wound through the barren
pine-shabbied mountains without seeing a soul, either good or bad,
until he rejoined the road. Even though the fields were plowed and
ready for the fall planting, and orchards stood along the road, the
houses were few and far between, and villages rare, unlike in
Deverry. As he came closer to the river El, the real spine of the
country, the houses grew thicker, clustering in proper
villages. Finally, after six days on the road, he reached Elrydd, a proper
town where he found an inn, not a cheap place, but it was clean,
with fresh straw on the tavern-room floor.
Aderyn paid over a few of his precious coins for the lodging,
then stowed his gear in a wedge-shaped chamber on the upper story.
The innkeep, Wenlyn, served a generous dinner of thick beef stew
and fresh bread, topped off with apple slices in honey. He also
knew of the Westfolk.
“A strange tongue they speak. Break your jaw, it would. A
jolly sort of folk, good with a jest, but when they come through
here, they don’t stay at my inn. Don’t trust ’em,
I don’t. They steal, I’m cursed sure of it, and lie all
the time. Can’t trust people who won’t stay put in
proper villages. Why are they always riding on if they don’t
have somewhat to hide, eh?” Wenlyn paused to refill
Aderyn’s tankard. “And they’ve got no honor
around women. Why, there’s a lass in our very own town
who’s got a bastard by one of them.”
“Now here, plenty of Eldidd men sire bastards, too.
Don’t judge the whole herd by one horse.”
“Easy enough to say, good sir, and doubtless wise. But
there’s just somewhat about these lads. The lasses go for
them like cats do for catmint, I swear it. Makes a man nervous, it
does, wondering what the lasses see in a bunch of foreigners. Huh.
Women have got no sense, and that’s all there is to
that.”
Aderyn smiled in bare politeness while Wenlyn sucked his teeth
and sighed for the folly of lasses.
“Tell me, good sir,” Aderyn said at last. “If
I ride straight west on the king’s road, will I eventually
meet up with some of these folk?”
“Oh, no doubt, but what do you want to do that for? If you
do, be cursed careful of your mule and horse. They might take a
fancy to them, like. But as to where, let’s think—never
been there myself—but Cernmeton, that region, that’s
where our merchants go to trade.”
“My thanks. I’ll be leaving on the morrow, then.
I’ve just got a fancy to take a look at these folk.”
Wenlyn stared at him as if he were daft, then left Aderyn to
finish his meal in peace. As he sopped up the last of his stew with
a bit of bread, Aderyn was wondering at himself. He felt something
calling him west, and he knew he’d better hurry.
Out on the grasslands the seasons change more slowly than they
do in the mountains. At about the time when Aderyn was seeing omens
of autumn up in the Eldidd hills, far to the west the golden
sunlight still lay hazy on the endless-seeming expanse of green.
When the alar rode past a small copse of alders clustered around a
spring, the trees stood motionless and dusty in the windless heat,
as if summer would linger there forever. Dallandra turned in her
saddle and looked at Nananna, riding beside her on a golden gelding
with a white mane and tail. The elder elven woman seemed exhausted,
her face as pale as parchment under her crown of white braids, her
wrinkled lids drooping over her violet eyes.
“Do you want to rest at the spring, Wise One?”
“No need, child. I can wait till we reach the
stream.”
“If you’re sure—”
“Now don’t fuss over me! I may be old, but I still
have the wit to tell you if I need to rest.”
Riding straight in the saddle for all her five hundred years,
Nananna slapped her horse with the reins and pulled a little ahead.
With her second sight, Dallandra could see the energy pouring
around her, great silver streams and pulses in her aura, almost too
much power for her frail body to bear. Soon Nananna would have to
die. Every day Dallandra’s heart ached at the thought of
losing her mistress in the craft of magic, but there was no denying
the truth.
Their companions followed automatically as they rode on. Earlier
that morning, their alar had hurried ahead with the flocks and
herds and left them a small escort of others who needed to move
slowly. Enabrilia came first, leading the packhorse that dragged
the heavy wooden travois with the tents. Her husband, Wylenteriel,
their baby in a leather pack on his back, rode some distance behind
and kept the brood mares with their young colts moving at a slow
but steady pace. His brother, Talbrennon, rode point off to one
side. In the middle of the afternoon Nananna finally admitted that
she was tired, and they made camp near a scattering of willow
trees. Normally, since they were only stopping for one night, they
wouldn’t have bothered to unpack the tents, but Dallandra
wanted to raise one for Nananna.
“No need,” Nananna said.
“Now here, Wise One,” Wylenteriel said. “Me
and Tal can have it up in no time at all.”
“Oh, children, children, it’s not time for me to
leave you yet, and when it’s time, you can fuss all you like,
but it won’t give me one extra hour.”
“I know that’s true,” Dallandra said.
“But—”
“No buts, child. If you know it, act on it.”
Wylenteriel, however, insisted on a compromise: he and Tal set
up a small lean-to keep the night damp off and unpacked cushions
from the travois to lay on the canvas ground cloth. Dallandra
helped Nananna settle herself, then knelt and pulled off the old
woman’s boots. Nananna watched with a faint smile, her thin,
gnarled hands resting on her frail knees.
“I’ll admit I could use a bit of a nap before
dinner.”
Dallandra covered her with a light blanket, then went to help
set up the camp. The men were already watering the horses at the
stream; Enabrilia was sitting on the ground by a pile of dumped
gear and nursing Farendar, who whimpered and fussed at her breast.
He was only a year old, still practically a newborn by elven
standards. Dallandra wandered downstream, driven by a sudden stab
of omens. Even in the bright sunlight she felt cold, knowing that
warnings were trying to reach her like slivers of ice piercing the
edge of her mind, an image of winter, when something would tear her
life in half and change her irrevocably. Nananna’s death,
probably. With a shudder she ran back to the safe company of
friends.
That night, while the others sat around a small campfire,
Dallandra went to the lean-to. Nananna made a large ball of golden
light and hung it on the ridgepole, then rummaged through her
saddlebags for the small silver casket that guarded her scrying
stones. There were five of these jewels, each set in a small silver
disk graved with symbols: ruby for fire, topaz for air, sapphire
for water, emerald for earth, and finally, the largest of them all,
an amethyst for aethyr. Nananna laid the disks on a cushion and
frowned at them for a moment.
“I had a dream while I was napping, and I need to see a
bit more. Hum, the amethyst will do.”
Carefully Nananna wrapped the other jewels up in bits of fine
silk cloth, then laid the amethyst disk in the palm of her right
hand. Dallandra knelt beside her and looked into the stone, where a
small beam of light gleamed in the dead center, then swelled to a
smoky void—or so it seemed to Dallandra. Nananna, however,
watched intently, nodding her head every now and then at some
detail. Finally she spoke the ritual word that cleared the stone of
vision.
“Now that’s interesting,” Nananna said.
“What do you think of it?”
“Nothing. I couldn’t see.”
“A man of magic is coming to us from the east. His destiny
lies here, and I’m to take him in.”
“Not one of those smelly Round-ears?”
“Any man who serves the Light is welcome in my
tent.”
“Of course, Wise One, but I didn’t think a Round-ear
would have the wits for magic.”
“Now, now! Harsh words and prejudice don’t suit a
student of the Light.”
“I’m sorry.”
“I don’t like the Round-ears much either, mind. But
I’m trying. Do your best to try, too.”
In the middle of the next afternoon, they rode into the alardan,
the great camp where the People meet at the end of the summer after
a long season’s wandering with their flocks and herds. That
year the banadars of the scattered tribes had chosen the Lake of
the Leaping Trout, the most southerly of a chain of lakes along a
wide river which the Eldidd men, with a characteristic lack of
imagination, called simply Aver Peddroloc, the four-lake river. To
the south stood a vast oak forest, tangled and primeval, that was a
burying ground held sacred by the People for a thousand years. From
the north shore spread an open meadow, where now hundreds of
brightly painted tents rose like flowers in the grass. Out beyond
were flocks of sheep and herds of horses, watched over by a ring of
horsemen.
As their little group rode up, Talbrennon peeled off to drive
their stock into the communal herds. Dallandra led the others down
to the lakeshore and found an open spot to set up camp. As they
dismounted, ten men came running to do the heavy work for the Wise
One and her apprentice. Dallandra led Nananna away from the bustle
and helped her sit down in the grass, where Enabrilia and the baby
joined them. Farendar was awake, looking up at his mother with a
wide toothless grin.
“Look, sweetie, look at the camp. Isn’t it nice?
There’ll be music tonight, and you can listen.”
Farendar gurgled, a pretty baby, with big violet eyes, a soft
crown of blond hair, and delicate ears, long and tightly furled, as
all babies’ ears were. They would begin to loosen when he was
three or so.
“Give your aunt Dalla a kiss.” Enabrilia held him
up. “Malamala’s sweetest love.”
Obligingly Dallandra kissed a soft pink cheek. There was a
definite odor about the child.
“He’s dirty
again.”
“Oh, naughty one!”
Enabrilia knelt down in the grass and pulled up his little tunic
to unlace the leather diaper and pull it off. The diaper was
stuffed with long grass, definitely well used; Enabrilia shook it
out and began to pull clean. All the while she kept up a running
stream of sweet chatter that vaguely turned Dallandra’s
stomach. Her friend gushed over the baby no matter what he did,
whether soiling his diapers or blowing his snotty little nose. At
times it was hard for Dallandra to believe that this was the same
girl who used to train for an archer and race her horse ahead of
the alar across the grasslands, who used to camp alone in the
forest with Dallandra, just the two of them. Every child, of
course, was more precious than gold and twice as rare among the
People; every elf knew that, and Dallandra reminded herself of it
often. When Enabrilia started to put the grass-filled diaper back
on, Farendar proceeded to urinate all over himself and her hand,
but his mother just laughed as if he’d done something
clever.
“I think I’ll walk back to the camp,”
Dallandra said. “See if the tent is ready.”
The tents were indeed standing, and Halaberiel the banadar was
waiting in front of Nananna’s with four members of his
warband. Louts, Dallandra considered the young men, with their
long Eldidd swords at their sides and their swaggering walk.
Halaberiel himself, however, was a different matter, a farseeing
man and a skilled judge for the alarli under his jurisdiction. When
Dallandra held up her hands palm outward, he acknowledged the
gesture of respect with a small firm nod.
“I’m glad to see you, Wise One. I trust Nananna is
well.”
“A bit tired. She’s down by the
lakeshore.”
“I’ll go speak with her.” Halaberiel glanced
at his escort. “You all stay here.”
The four of them obligingly sat down in front of the tent. The
worst four, Dallandra thought. Calonderiel, Jezryaladar,
Elbannodanter, and Albaral—they were all staring,
hungry-eyed and smiling. She felt like kicking dirt in their faces.
As she followed the banadar, Calonderiel got up and ran after,
catching her arm and bobbing his head to her.
“Please, Dalla, won’t you take a little stroll with
me? Oh, by the gods who live in the moon, I’ve dreamt about
you every night for weeks.”
“Have you?” Dallandra shook her arm free.
“Then maybe you’ve been drinking too much Eldidd mead
before you go to bed. Try taking a herbal purgative.”
“How can one so lovely be so cruel? I’d die for you.
I’ll do anything you say, fight a thousand Round-ears or ride
alone to hunt down the fiercest boar! Please, won’t you give
me some quest? Something dangerous, and I’ll do it or die all
for your sake.”
“What a lardhead you can be!”
“If I talk like a madman, it’s because I’m mad
all for the love of you. Haven’t I loved you for years? Have
I ever looked at another woman in all that time? Haven’t I
brought you gifts from down in Eldidd? Please, won’t you walk
with me a little ways? If I die for lack of your kisses, my blood
will be on your head.”
“And if I get a headache from listening to you babble,
then the pain will be in my head, too. Cal, the alardan’s
full of prettier women than me. Go find one and seduce her, will
you?”
“Oh, by the gods!” Calonderiel tossed his head, his
violet eyes flashing with something like rage. “Doesn’t
love mean anything to you?”
“About as much as meat means to a deer, but I don’t
like to see you unhappy. We’ve been friends for ever so long,
since we were children, truly.”
Just seventy that year, Calonderiel was a handsome man, tall
even for one of the People, towering a full head above her, his
hair so pale it seemed white in the summer sun and his eyes as
deep-set as a dark pool among shade trees. Yet Dallandra found the
thought of him kissing her—or worse yet, caressing
her—as repellent as the thought of biting into meat and
finding a maggot.
“Besides,” she went on, “how would your pack
of friends take it if I chose you?”
“They’d have to take it. We threw knucklebones to
see who’d get the first chance to court you, and I
won.”
“You what?” Dallandra slapped him so hard across the
face that he reeled back. “You beast! You gut-sucking sheep
worm! Am I supposed to be flattered by that?”
“Of course you are. I mean, aren’t you glad to have
four men all ready to die for you?”
“Not if they dice over me first like a piece of Eldidd
ironware.”
“I didn’t mean it like that!”
“Horse turds.”
When Dallandra started to walk away, he grabbed her arm again,
bobbing his head and ducking before her like a bird drinking from a
stream.
“Please, wait! At least tell me this: is there someone you
love more than me? If there is, then I’ll ride off with a
broken heart, but I’ll ride.”
“Since I don’t love you at all, it wouldn’t be
hard to find someone I loved more, but actually, I haven’t
even looked. Why don’t you believe me, you cloudbrain? I
don’t love you. I don’t love anyone. I don’t want
to get myself a man. Plain truth. No more to say. There you
are.”
Rage flared in his eyes.
“I don’t believe it. Come on, tell me: what can I
do to make you love me?”
She was about to swear at him, then had a better idea.
“I’ll never love any man who isn’t my match in
magic.”
“What a rotten thing to say! What man’s ever going
to match you? That’s a woman’s art.”
“It doesn’t have to be.” Dallandra gave him a
small smile. “A man could learn it, too—if he had the
guts, and most of you don’t.”
This time, when Dallandra shook free and walked on, Cal stayed
behind, savagely kicking at a tuft of grass with the toe of his
boot. She hurried on to the lakeshore, where Nananna and Halaberiel
were sitting in the long grass in the shade of a willow tree, their
heads together and talking urgently.
“I’ve asked the banadar to do us a small
favor,” Nananna said. “Concerning yesterday’s
vision.”
“Of course I’ll go look for this man, Wise One.
I’ll take my escort with me, too.” He thought for a
moment. “Let’s see—the last of the Round-ear
merchants is still here. I could ask him if he’s seen
anything of a stranger.”
“No,” Nananna said. “I know this is only
making your task harder, Banadar, but I’d prefer that you
speak to the Round-ears as little as possible.”
Halaberiel shot her a troubled glance, then nodded his
agreement.
“Take Cal with you, will you?” Dallandra broke in.
“I want him out of my sight.”
“Oh, now now.” Halaberiel gave her an infuriatingly
paternal smile. “He’s a decent boy, really, if
you’d only give him a chance.”
When Dallandra crossed her arms over her chest and glared at
him, Halaberiel hastily looked away and made the sign against the
evil eye with his fingers. Although the evil eye was only a myth,
most dweomerfolk found it a useful one.
“Very well, Cal will ride with me,” Halaberiel said.
“Now, about this Round-ear we’re fetching, can you give
me a sign to look for, O Wise One?”
“Come to my tent after dark. I’ll give you a riddle
to ask him, too, just to make sure you’ve cut the horse out
of the herd of cows.”
“Good.” Halaberiel rose, bobbing his head at her.
“Shall I escort you to your tent?”
“No, but thank you. I think I’ll take a bit of
sun.”
Nananna waited until the banadar was out of earshot before she
spoke.
“And why are you breaking poor Cal’s heart?”
“I don’t love him.”
“Very well, then, but there’s nothing wrong with
your finding a nice young man to keep you warm in the
winter.”
Dallandra wrinkled her nose and shuddered. Nananna laughed,
patting Dallandra gently on the arm with one frail hand.
“Whatever you want, child. But a cold heart may find it
hard to work magic as it grows older and more chill.”
“Oh, maybe so, but I hate it when they hang around me,
yapping like dogs around a bitch in heat! Sometimes I wish
I’d been born ugly.”
“It might have been easier, but the Goddess of the Clouds
gave you beauty, and doubtless for some reason of her own. I
wouldn’t argue with her now that you have it.”
That night was the first in what promised to be a long series of
feasts. Each alar made up a huge quantity of a single dish and set
it out in front of their tents—Dallandra stewed up a vast pot
of dried vegetables heavily spiced with Bardek curries—and
the People drifted from one alar to another, sampling each dish,
stopping to talk with old friends, then moving on to the next.
Dallandra took a wooden bowl and trotted back and forth from alar
to alar to fetch a selection of favorite treats for Nananna, who
sat regally on a pile of cushions by a campfire and received
visitors while she ate. By the end of the alardan she would have
seen everyone at the meeting and dispensed wise advice, too, for
most of their problems. Someday this role of wise woman would be
Dallandra’s, but she was filled with the dread that she was
too young, not ready, nowhere near Nananna’s equal. Her worst
fear was that she would somehow betray her people’s trust in
her.
Slowly the night darkened; a full moon rose bloated on the far
empty horizon. Here and there, music broke out in the camp, as
harpers and flute players took out their instruments and started
the traditional songs. Singing, or at least humming along under
their breath, the People drifted back and forth through the light
from a hundred campfires. Just as the moon was rising high in the
sky, the Round-ear merchant came to pay his respects to Nananna.
Since she was supposed to be polishing her knowledge of the Eldidd
tongue, Dallandra moved close to listen as Namydd of Aberwyn and
his son, Daen, made Nananna low bows in the Round-ear fashion and
sat down at her feet. The merchant was a portly sort, graying and
paunchy, and his thin wisps of hair made his round ears painfully
obvious. Daen, however, was nice-looking for one of his kind, with
a thick shock of blond hair to cover what Dallandra thought of as
his deformity.
“I’m most grateful you’d speak with me, O Wise
One,” Namydd said in his barbarous-sounding speech.
“I’ve brought you a little gift, just as a token of my
respect.”
Daen promptly handed over a cloth-wrapped parcel, which his
father presented to Nananna with as much of a bow as he could
manage sitting down. With a small regal smile, Nananna unwrapped
it, then held up two beautiful steel skinning knives with carved
bone handles.
“How lovely! My thanks, good merchants. Here, Dallandra,
you may choose which one you want.”
Eagerly Dallandra took the knives and studied them in the
firelight. One knife was decorated purely with interlacements and
spirals; the other had a picture of a running horse in the clumsy
Eldidd style. She chose the abstract one and handed the other back
to Nananna.
“My thanks, good merchants,” Dallandra said.
“This is a truly fine thing.”
“Not half as fine as you deserve,” Daen broke
in.
Dallandra realized that he was staring at her with a besotted
smile. Oh no, not him, too! she thought. She rose, made a polite
bob, then hurried to the tent on the excuse of putting the new
knives away.
By the time the moon was at her zenith, Nananna was tired.
Dallandra shooed the last visitors away, then escorted Nananna to
their tent and helped her to settle into bed. In the soft glow of
the magical light, Nananna seemed as frail as a tiny child as she
lay wrapped in her dark blue blanket, but her violet eyes were
still full of life, sparkling like a lass’s.
“I do love an alardan,” Nananna said. “You can
go watch the dancing if you’d like, child.”
“Are you sure you won’t need me for
anything?”
“Not while I sleep, no. Oh—I forgot all about
Halaberiel. Here, go find him and tell him I’ll speak to him in the
morning.”
Shortly after dawn on the morrow, Halaberiel appeared at their
tent with the four young men who were to ride with him.
They all sat on the floor of the tent while Nananna described
the young Round-ear she’d seen in her vision—a slender
man, much shorter than one of the People, with dark hair and big
eyes like an owl. He was traveling with a mule and earning his
living as a herbman.
“So he shouldn’t be too hard to find,” Nananna
finished up. “When I scried him out, he was leaving Elrydd
and making his way west. Now, the rest of you leave us while I tell
the banadar the secret riddle.”
Carefully avoiding Calonderiel, Dallandra left the tent along
with the men and went over to Enabrilia’s tent, which stood
nearby. Enabrilia was cooking soda bread of Eldidd flour on a
griddle while Wylenteriel changed the baby. Enabrilia broke off a
bit of warm bread and handed it to Dallandra.
“I’ve got something to show you later,”
Enabrilia said. “We traded a pair of geldings for some
marvelous things yesterday. A big iron kettle and yards and yards
of linen.”
“Wonderful! I should take some of our extra horses over to
the Round-eyes, too.”
The Eldidd merchants left the alardan the next day, taking away
fine horses and jewelry and leaving behind a vast motley assortment
of iron goods, cloth, and mead. The alardan settled down to its
real business—trading goods among itself, and sorting out the
riding orders for the long trips ahead to the various winter camps.
Just at twilight, Dallandra took an Eldidd-made ax and walked about
a mile to a stand of oaks where she’d spotted a dead tree
earlier. In the blue shadows under the old trees, all tangled with
underbrush, it was cool and quiet—too quiet, without even the
song of a bird. Suddenly she was aware of someone watching her. She
raised the ax to a weapon posture.
“All right,” Dallandra barked. “Come
out.”
As quietly as a spirit materializing, a man of the People
stepped forward. Dressed in clothes pieced out of animal skins, he
carried a long spear with a chipped stone blade, the shaft striped
with colored earths and decorated with feathers and ceramic beads.
Round his neck on a thong hung a small leather pouch, also
elaborately decorated. One of the Forest Folk, come so close to a
gathering—Dallandra lowered the ax and stared in sheer
surprise. His smile was more a sneer as he looked her over.
“You have magic,” he said at last.
“Yes, I do. Do you need my help for anything?”
“Your help?” The words dripped sarcasm.
“Impious bitch! As if I needed your help for one little
thing. That axhead is made of iron.”
Dallandra sighed in sudden understanding. The Forest Folk clung
to ancient taboos along with ancient ways—or so the People
saw it.
“Yes, it is, but it hasn’t hurt me or my friends.
Honest. No harm’s come to us at all.”
“That’s not the issue. The Guardians
are angry. You drive the Guardians away with your stinking filthy
iron.”
To Dallandra the Guardians were a religious principle, not any
sort of real being, but there was no use in arguing
philosophy with the Forest Folk.
“Have you come to warn us? I thank you for
your concern, and I shall pray for forgiveness.”
“Don’t you mock me! Don’t you think I can tell
you despise us? Don’t you dare speak to me as if I were a
chid, or I’ll—”
When he stepped forward, raising the spear, Dallandra
threw up one hand and summoned the Wildfolk of Aethyr. Blazing
blue fire plumed from her fingers with a roaring hiss. The
man shrieked and fell onto his knees.
“Now,” she said calmly, “What do you want? If
you just want to lecture me, I’m too busy at the
moment.”
“I want nothing, Wise One.” He was shaking,
his fingers tight on the spear shaft for comfort. “I
brought someone who does need your help.”
When he called out, a human man crept forward from the
underbrush. His dark hair was matted; his tattered brown rags were
filthy. He fell to his knees in front of her and looked
up with desperate eyes. He was so thin that she
could see every bone in the hands he raised to her.
“Please help me,” he
stammered out in the Eldidd tongue.
Dallandra stared at his dirty face. On his left cheek was a
brand, bitten, deep into his flesh, the mark of some Round-ear
lord. A bondsman—fleeing for freedom, and his life.
“Of course we’ll help you,” Dallandra said.
“Come with me. Let’s get you fed first.”
She turned to the spearman. “You have my sincere
thanks. Do you want to eat with us too?”
For an answer he rose and ran, slipping back into the
forest like a deer. Weeping a low animal mutter under
his breath, the Round-ear staggered to his feet. When they reached the alar, the
People clustered round with shouts and oaths. Wylenteriel pressed a
chunk of bread into the man’s filthy hands and got him a bowl
of ewe’s milk to drink—the roast lamb and spiced food
would have only made him vomit.
“One of the Forest Folk brought him in,” Dallandra
said. “They must have been waiting for the merchants to
leave.”
“I heard your people help such as us,” the bondsman
stammered. “Oh, please, I can’t bear it anymore. My
lord’s a harsh man. His overseer flogs us half to death
whenever it suits him.”
“This lord is probably coming after him, too,”
Dallandra said to the crowd in Elvish. “I wish Halaberiel
were here, but we’ll have to work something out without
him.”
“My alar’s riding west.” Gannobrennon stepped
forward. “We’ll take him with us, and we’ll leave
tonight.”
“Good, but what if the Round-ears ride in looking for
him?” Elbaladar said. “We’d better break up the
alardan.”
At this a round of arguments, suggestions, a babble of good
advice and drawbacks, broke out. Slowly Nananna came out from the
tent and walked over. At the sight of her, everyone fell silent.
“Elbaladar is right,” Nananna said.
“We’d better break camp tonight. I can contact
Halaberiel through my stones and tell him the news.” She
paused, looking around at the assembled people. “I need four
or five young men to join my alar. We can’t ride fast, and so
the Round-ears might catch up with us.”
Quickly the news spread through the alardan: they were rescuing
a Round-ear slave, and the Wise One had given her orders. The
People gobbled down the feast, then packed up gear and struck tents
by firelight and the rising moon. A few at a time, the alarii cut
their stock out of the common herds and disappeared, moving on fast
into the silent dark grasslands, until the vast meadow stood empty
with only the crushed grass and various leavings to show where the
alardan stood. Just after midnight four young men brought their
stock and their possessions over to join the Wise One’s
group, the last two tents left of hundreds.
“I can ride for a few hours tonight,” Nananna said.
“I want to turn back east. If the Round-ear lord finds
anyone, it had best be me.”
They made a hasty, sparse camp two hours later on the banks of
the river that flows out of the Lake of the Leaping Trout. In the
morning they forded the river and turned dead south through the
grasslands. Enabrilia and Dallandra led the travois horses while
Wylenteriel, Talbrennon, and one of their new recruits herded the
stock in the rear. The other three rode in front, hands on sword
hilts, eyes constantly sweeping the horizon, ready to ride between
any Round-ear and Nananna. Toward noon, the trouble came.
Dallandra saw a puff of dust heading toward them that soon
resolved itself into six horsemen, trotting fast over the
grasslands.
“Good,” Nananna said. “Let’s pull up
and let them catch us. Dalla, you do the
talking.”
Dallandra handed her the rope of the travois horse and rode up
to the head of’the line. The horsemen shouted and
turned their horses, galloping the last half mile up to the alar.
At their head was a heavyset blond man in the plaid brigga
that marked him as an Eldidd lord; behind him were five of
his warband, all armed and ready. The lord checked his men some
twenty feet away from the alar and rode on alone to face
Dallandra. He looked sourly over the small party; she could see
him noting well the armed men—six of them,
counting young Talbrennon.
“My lord! Shall we charge?”
“Hold your tongue!” the
lord yelled. “Can’t you see the women with them? And,
one of them’s old, at that.”
Daliandra relaxed, sightly; so he had a bit of his kind of
honor. The lord edged his horse up close to hers.
“Now, can any of you speak my
language?”
Dalandra gave him, a wide-eyed stupid stare.
“Eldidd,” He sighed, and pointed to
himself. “I’m a lord. I lost a bondsman.
Have you seen him?”
“Bondsman?” Dallandra said slowly. “What is
bondsman? Oh—farmer.”
“That’s right,” The lord, raised his
voice, as if she would understand if only he shouted. “A
kind of farmer. He has a brand here.” He pointed to his cheek. “A mark. He’s my property,
and he ran away.”
Dallandra nodded slowly, as if considering all of this.
“He’s a young man, wearing brown clothes,” the
lord bellowed at the top of his lungs. “Have you seen
him?”
“That I not. No see farmers.”
The lord sighed and looked doubtfully at the alar’s gear,
as if a bondsman wrapped in blankets might be hidden on a
travois.
“Which way have your people ridden? North? South?”
He pointed out the various directions. “Do you understand?
Where have you come from?”
“North. No see farmers. No farmers in north
grass.”
“Well, you would have seen him out in those dismal
plains.”
“The dis . . . what?”
“Oh, never mind.” The lord made a vague bow in her
direction, then turned and yelled at his warband. “All right,
men, we’re riding east. The bastard must have doubled
back.”
As soon as the warband was out of sight, the alar burst into
howls and cackles. Dallandra leaned into her saddle peak and
laughed till her sides ached.
“Oh, a splendid jest,” Wylenteriel gasped with his
perfect Eldidd accent. “No see farmer! By those hells of
theirs, Dalla!”
“No speak good. Me simple elf. Hard of hearing,
too.”
On a wave of laughter the alar rearranged their riding order and
continued their slow trip south.
About four days’ ride west of Elrydd, Aderyn came to a
tiny lake fringed with willow trees. In a nearby farming village
were a woman ill with shaking fever and a man with a jaw abscessed
from bad teeth. Aderyn made a camp on the lakeshore with a proper
fire circle of stones, a canvas lean-to for covering his gear, and
a neat stack of firewood donated by the grateful villagers, and
rode daily into the village to care for his new patients. Once they
were out of danger, he lingered to gather and dry wild herbs. On
his tenth night there, as he was eating bread and cheese by his
fire, he heard his horse whinny a nicker of greeting to some other
horse, but one he couldn’t see or hear. When the mule joined
in, Aderyn felt profoundly uneasy. He was a good two miles from the
village, far away from help if he should need it.
Off among the willows a twig snapped; then silence. Aderyn spun
around and stared into the darkness. He thought he saw something
moving—too slender for a deer—no, nothing but tree
branches. Now here, he told himself, you’re letting your
nerves run away with you. But in the distance he heard another
sound—a footfall, a twig. He retreated close to the fire and
picked up the only weapon he had, a table dagger.
The five men materialized out of the willow trees and stepped
quietly into the pool of firelight. While he gawked, too frightened
to speak, they ringed him round, cutting off any escape. All five
of them had pale blond hair, like moonlight in the fire-thrown
shadows, and they shared a certain delicate kind of good looks,
too, so that Aderyn’s first muddled thought was that they
were brothers. They were dressed differently than Eldidd men, in
tight leather trousers instead of baggy brigga and loose dark blue
tunics, heavily embroidered, instead of overshirts, but they all
carried long Eldidd swords.
“Good evening,” one of them said politely.
“Are you the herbman the villagers told us about? Aderyn, the
name was.”
“I am. Do you need my help? Is someone sick?”
The fellow smiled and came closer. With a twitch of surprise
Aderyn noticed his ears, long, delicately pointed and curled like a
seashell, and his enormous eyes were slit vertically like a
cat’s.
“My name is Halaberiel. Answer me a riddle, good herbman:
where have you seen the sun rise when you see with your other
eyes?”
“At midnight, but that’s a strange riddle for a man
to know.”
“It was told me by a woman, actually. Well, good herbman,
we truly do require your aid. Will you ride west with
us?”
“And do I have any choice about that?”
“None.” Halaberiel gave him a pleasant smile.
“But I assure you, we mean you not the least harm.
There’s a woman among my people with great power in what you
Round-ears call dweomer. She wants to speak with you. She
didn’t tell me why, mind, but I do what Nananna wants.”
He turned to one of the others. “Calonderiel, go fetch his
horse and mule. Jezry, bring our horses.”
The two melted away into the darkness with hardly a sound.
“I take it we’re leaving tonight,” Aderyn
said.
“As long as you’re rested, but we won’t go
far. I just want to put a little distance between us and the
village. The villagers might go running to their lord with tales of
Westfolk prowling around.” Suddenly he laughed. “After
all, we are actually thieving tonight, stealing the herbman
away.”
“Well, the herbman is curious enough to come with you on
his own. I’m more than willing to speak to anyone who has
dweomer.”
“I can’t tell you how glad I am to hear that. It
would have ached my heart to tie you up, but we couldn’t have
you taking wing and flying away the minute our backs were
turned.”
“Flying? Not quite, but I have ways of moving in the dark,
true enough.”
“Ah, you’re only an apprentice, then. Well, no doubt
Nananna can teach you a thing or two.”
Halaberiel spoke so matter-of-factly that the implication was
unmistakable. Could this Nananna fly? Did all the dweomermasters
of the Westfolk have a power that was only a wistful dream for
those of the human sort? Aderyn’s heart started pounding in
sheer greed. If Halaberiel had somehow changed his mind and tried
to keep Aderyn away, he would have had a nasty fight on his hands.
Aderyn’s kidnappers-cum-escort saddled his horse, loaded up
his mule, then put out and buried his fire for him. As the horses
picked their way across the dark meadow, Halaberiel rode beside
Aderyn.
“I’ll tell Nananna tonight that we’ve found
you.”
“You can scry, I take it.”
“I can’t. She’ll come to me in a dream, and I
can tell her then.”
Just after midnight, Halaberiel ordered his men to make a rough
camp by a riverbank. Aderyn judged they’d gone about ten
miles. In the darkness, he could see nothing, but in the morning,
he woke to the sight of a swift-flowing, broad river and, beyond
on the farther bank, a primeval oak forest. He jumped up and ran to
the water’s edge. It had to be—he knew it deep in his
heart—it was the river of his vision. With a little yelp of
sheer joy he jigged a few dancing steps, there on the
riverbank.
“Is somewhat wrong?” Halaberiel came up
beside him.
“Not in the least. Quite the contrary, in fact. You
don’t need to worry about me trying to escape or suchlike,
believe me.”
After a meal they forded the river and walked the horses
slowly into the forest, which soon tamed so thick and tangled that
they had to dismount and lead their mounts along a deer track. In
a few miles the trail disappeared, leaving them to thread
their own way through the trees. For three agonizing hours
they picked their way west, stopping often to urge on the balky
horses or deliberate on the best way to go. Finally, just when
Aderyn was ready to give up in frustration, they came to a
road: a proper, hard-packed, level dirt road, about ten
feet across, running straight as a spear through the forest.
“Here we are,” Halaberiel remarked. “Few of
the Round-ears would push on long enough to find this,
you see.”
“I take it you don’t trust my kind.”
“And how should I?” Halaberiel considered him with
cool, violet eyes. “No offense, good sir, to you as a man,
but first we gave the Round-ears the coast; then
they started pushing up the rivers; now I see them
breeding like rats and swarming all over the country.
Everywhere they go, they make slaves out of the Old Ones who were
here before them. Where will they stop? Anywhere? Or will
they keep on pushing north, and west, plowing up the grasslands for
their fields and killing the grass for our horses? Are
they going to look at us and covet us for slaves one fine day?
They’ve already broken at least one treaty
with my kind that I know of. Trust them? I think not, good sir,
I think not.”
“I assure you, those of us who serve the dweomer hate
slavery as much as you do. If I could free every bondsman in.
the kingdom, I would.”
“No doubt, but you
can’t, can, you?” With an irritable shrug, Halaberiel turned away and called to his men. “Let’s
get on the road. We can rest the horses when we come to the big
spring.”
The spring turned out to be some two miles farther west, a stone
pond with a stone culvert that led the overflow down to a stream
among the trees. Inside the stone wall water welled up clear and
noiselessly from the sandy bottom. Before anyone drank, Halaberiel
raised his hands over the water and called out a short prayer in a
soft musical language to thank the god of the spring. Then they
unsaddled their horses, let them roll, and watered them before
sitting down to their own meal of smoked fish and soft
ewe’s-milk cheese. Aderyn was beginning to be able to tell
the young men apart: Calonderiel, taller than the rest;
Elbannodanter, as delicately handsome as a lass; Jezryaladar with a
quick flash of a grin; and Albaral, who said very little and ate a
lot.
“Banadar?” Calonderiel said. “Has Nananna told
you where she is?”
“Not far beyond the forest. She and her escort met up with
a couple of big alarli yesterday, and they’re all camping
together by the haunted pool. The rest of our warband’s on
the way to join them, too. We’ll all move down to the winter
camp together.”
When he finished eating, Aderyn went for a closer look at the
spring. The stonework was carved with looping vines and flowers,
and peering out from among them were the little faces of the
Wildfolk.
“Halaberiel?” Aderyn said. “Your people do
beautiful stonework.”
“Well, they used to. This is over eight hundred years old.
There’s not a man or woman alive now who could do as
well.”
“Indeed? Here, your men call you banadar. Is that like a
lord or prince?”
“In a way, but only in a way. We’ll have to start
teaching you our speech, Aderyn. Most of us here in the east know a
bit of the Eldidd tongue, at least, but farther west the People
don’t care for the barbarous languages.”
Late in the afternoon they followed a little stream out of the
forest into the grasslands and made their night’s camp. As he
was unloading his mule, Aderyn realized that he was completely
lost, cut off from Eldidd and everything he’d ever known.
Perhaps he might have been able to find his way back through the
forest to the river on his own—perhaps. Later, when the
others were asleep in their bedrolls, Aderyn sat by the dying
campfire and thought of Nevyn. The old man’s image built up
instantly, smiling at him.
“Did I wake you?” Aderyn thought to him.
“Not at all. I was just sitting here wondering about you.
Where are you? Still in Eldidd?”
“I’m not. Strange things have been
happening.”
Carefully and in some detail Aderyn told him about his forced
trip to see Nananna. His eyes thoughtful, Nevyn’s image grew
stronger above the fire.
“Strange things indeed. Now fancy that—I never knew
another race lived to the west. I think me that King Bran and
Cadwallon the Druid led their folk to a stranger place than ever
they could have guessed. I’ll have to meditate on this, but
from what you say, I think that these elves originate in a
different part of the Inner Lands than men do.”
“So it would seem. I truly wonder what kind of dweomer
they have.”
“So do I. I trust you’ll tell me when you find out.
It seems the Lords of Light have warned this Nananna of your
coming. Interesting, all of it.”
“I truly wish you were here to see for
yourself.”
“Well, who knows? Maybe someday I’ll ride west.
Until then, be careful, will you? Don’t go rushing into
anything unwise just out of lust for secret lore.”
Then he was gone, the contact broken and cold.
Toward noon on the next day they reached the camp. They came to
the sheep first, a huge flock, watched over by dogs and mounted
shepherds, one of whom was a woman, dressed in the same leather
trousers and dark blue tunic as the men, but with long hair in one
thick braid hanging down to her waist. About an hour’s ride
on they reached a herd of some sixty horses on long tethers, among
them the rich yellow-golds with silvery manes and tails so highly
prized by Eldidd men. Just beyond the herds were the tents, along a
stream and among the willow trees there. Each was a swirl and
splash of bright color—animals, birds, leaves,
tendrils—all intertwined but so solid and realistically
painted that it seemed the birds would fly away. Out in the middle
was a big cooking fire, where men and women both were working,
cutting up lamb, stirring something in a big iron kettle. Other
elves stood round, talking idly. When Halaberiel called out, the
folk came running, all talking at once. Aderyn heard his name
mentioned several times, and some of the folk openly stared at him.
In a flood of laughter and talk, the men began to help them
unsaddle their horses.
Off to one side Aderyn noticed a young woman whose hair, as pale
as silver, hung to her waist in two long braids. Her face was a
perfect oval; her enormous eyes were as dark and gray as storm
clouds; her mouth was as delicate as a child’s. When she
walked over to speak to him, he felt his heart pounding like a
dancing drum.
“Aderyn? My name is Dallandra, Nananna’s apprentice.
My mistress is resting, but I’ll take you to her later. My
thanks for coming to us.”
“Most welcome, but the banadar didn’t give me much
choice.”
“What?” Dallandra turned on the banadar. “What
did you do, kidnap him like a lot of Round-ear bandits?”
Although Halaberiel laughed, he stepped back a pace from her
anger. She’s splendid, Aderyn thought, and by every god, she
must have a dweomer, too! All at once he was aware of Calonderiel
watching him narrow-eyed, his arms folded over his chest.
Aderyn’s heart sank; he should have known that a woman like
this would be long spoken for. Then he caught himself. What was he
doing, him of all people, acting like some stupid young lad bent on
courting? Hastily he recovered his dignity and made Dallandra a
bow.
“There’s no need to chide the banadar. I’d
gladly travel a thousand miles for the sake of the dweomer. In
feet, I already have.”
She smiled, well pleased by his answer.
“Where shall we put you? You don’t have a tent of
your own.”
“I’ll take him with me,” Halaberiel said.
“Truly, good Aderyn, my tent is yours if it pleases
you.”
The banadar’s tent, a blue-and-purple monster some thirty
feet across, stood at the edge of the camp. Lying around on the
floor were piles of blankets and saddlebags. Halaberiel found a
bare spot near the door and gestured to Aderyn to lay down his
bedroll.
“The unmarried men in my warband shelter with me, but I
promise you’ll find them better-mannered than a Round-ear
lord’s warriors.”
Jezryaladar brought in Aderyn’s mule packs and dumped them
unceremoniously on the ground near his bedroll. Apparently the
elves considered this all the unpacking that was necessary;
Halaberiel took his arm and led Aderyn outside to introduce him to
the crowd round the cooking fire. A young woman, carrying a baby on
her back in a leather-and-wood pack, handed Aderyn a wooden bowl of
stewed vegetables and a wooden spoon, then served the banadar. They
stood up to eat off to one side of the fire and watched as the
young men of the warband lined up for their share.
“That lamb will be done later, I suppose,”
Halaberiel said vaguely.
“Oh, this is fine. I don’t eat much meat,
anyway.” As the afternoon wore on, everyone was perfectly
friendly, and most of the people spoke the Eldidd tongue, but on
the whole, Aderyn was ignored or, rather, taken for granted in a
way that made him feel slightly dizzy. After they ate, Halaberiel
sat down on the ground in front of one of the tents and started an
urgent conversation in Elvish with two men. Aderyn wandered through
the camp, looking at the paintings on the tents, and watched what
the people were doing in a vain attempt to fit into their pattern.
The People strolled around, talking to whomever they met, or perhaps taking up some task, only to drop it
if they felt like it. Aderyn saw Jezryaladar and another young man
bringing a big kettle of water up from the stream to the fire; it
sat there for a long time before Calonderiel put it on the iron
tripod to heat; then it sat some more until a pair of the lads got
around to washing up about half of the wooden bowls. When Aderyn
wandered off, he found a young woman sitting on the ground behind
one of the tents and talking to a pair of sleek brown dogs; she lay
down, fell asleep, and the dogs lay down with her. Later, when he
strolled back that way, they were gone.
Finally, toward twilight, the roast lamb was done. Two of the
men took it off the spit and slung it down on a long wooden plank,
while others kicked the various dogs away. Everyone gathered round
and cut off hunks of meat, which most of them ate right there,
standing up and talking. Aderyn saw Dallandra putting a few choice
slices on a wooden plate and taking them away to a tent painted
with vines of roses in a long, looping design.
“Nananna must be awake,” Halaberiel said with his
mouth full. “She’s very old, you see, and needs her
rest.”
Privately Aderyn wondered if it might be days before Nananna got
around to remembering she’d had him brought here. As it grew
dark, some of the elves built a second fire, then sat around it
with wooden harps that looked somewhat like the ones in Deverry but
which turned out to be tuned in quarter tones; they had long wooden
flutes, too, that gave out a wailing, almost unpleasant sound for a
drone. They played for a few minutes, then began to sing to the
harps, an intricate melody in the most peculiar harmonies Aderyn
had ever heard. As he listened, trying to figure them out,
Dallandra appeared.
“She’s ready to see you. Follow me.”
They went together to the rose-painted tent. Dallandra raised
the flap and motioned him to go in. When he crawled through, Aderyn
came out into a soft golden light from dweomer globes hanging at
the ridgepoles. All around were the Wildfolk: gnomes curled up like
cats or wandering around, sprites clinging to the tent poles,
sylphs like crystal thickenings of the air. On the far side,
perched like a bird on a pile of leather cushions, was a slender
old woman, her head crowned with stark-white braids. Aderyn could
feel the power flowing from her like a breath of cool wind hitting
his face, a snap and crackle in the air to match the life snapping
in her violet eyes. When she gestured to him to sit down by her
feet, he knelt in honest respect. Even when Dallandra joined her
mistress, Aderyn couldn’t take his eyes from Nananna’s
face. When she spoke, her voice was as strong and melodious as
a lass’s.
“So, you’re the dweomerman from the east,
are you?”
“Well, I’m a dweomerman from the east. I
take it you had some warning of my coming.”
“I saw somewhat in my stone.” Nananna
paused, leisurely studying his face. “In truth, I asked for
you.”
Dallandra caught her breath with a small gasp.
“I’ll, die soon,” Nananna went on.
“It is time, and Dallandra will have my tent, my horses,
and my place among our folk.” She laid a bony, pale hand on the
lass’s shoulder. “But I leave her a bitter legacy
along with the sweet. I am old, Aderyn, and I speak
bluntly. I do not like your people. I fear their greed
and what it will do to us.”
“I fear it, too. Please believe me—I’d stop
them, if I could.”
Nananna’s eyes bored, deep into his. Aderyn looked back,
unflinchingly and let her read the truth, of what he said.
“I have heard of the dweomer of the east,”
she said, after a moment. “It seems to serve the
Light I serve, only after its own manner.”
“There is only one Light, but a rainbow of a thousand
colors.”
Pleased by the answer, Nananna smiled, a thin twitch of
bluish lips.
“But one of those colors is the red
of blood,” she said. “Tell me somewhat: will your
people kill mine for their land?”
“That’s what I’m afraid of.
They’ve killed others for theirs—or enslaved
them.”
“No one will ever enslave an elf,”
DaDandn broke in. “We’d die first, every last one of
us.”
“Hush, child!” Nananna paused, thinking. “Tell
me, Aderyn. What sent you to us?”
“Just this spring I left my master and received my vision.
In it I saw a river, far to the west. When Halaberiel brought me to
you, I crossed that river.”
“And do you want to go back across it to your own kind? I
can have the banadar escort you.”
“Wise One, there are some rivers that can never be
recrossed.”
The old woman smiled, nodding her agreement. Aderyn felt cold
with excitement, a sweet troublement. He could hear the distant
singing, drifting in from the night with the wailing of flutes.
“If you asked for me, and if I’ve been sent to
you,” Aderyn said, “what work do you want me to
do?”
“I’m not truly sure yet, but I do want Dallandra to
have a man of your people at her side who understands your ways as
she understands ours. I see blood on the grasslands, and I hear
swords and shouting. It would be a shameful thing if I didn’t
even try to stop it. Will you ride with us for a while?”
“Gladly. How can I stand by and let my folk do a murdering
thing to haunt their Wyrd forever?”
“Nicely spoken. Tell me, Dalla—can you work with
this man?”
Dallandra turned her storm-cloud gaze Aderyn’s way and
considered him for so long that his heart began pounding.
“Well,” she said at last, “I’d work with
the Dark Fiends themselves if it would help my people. He’ll
do.”
“Well and good, then, as your folk would say.”
Nananna raised a frail hand in blessing. “Ride south with us,
young Aderyn, and we’ll see what all our gods have in
store.”
IN THE COLD gray morning, when the mists rose from the surface
of Loc Tarnig, one could understand why the local farmers thought
it haunted. All Aderyn could see of the lake surface was a few
patches of rippled water, broken by a drowned tree and four
steel-gray rocks, while on the far shore the pine-black mountains
rose up in peaks and shadows. The sound of a hundred waterfalls
chattered and murmured through the mists like spirit voices. At the
moment, though, Aderyn was more worried about the coming rain than
possible ghosts. He was, of course, still a young man then, with his
hair a nondescript brown and always hanging in an untidy lock over
his forehead rather than swept up in the owl shape it would later
assume, and he was even skinnier, too, because half the time he
forgot to eat when he was in his dweomer studies. That particular
morning he was on his knees in the tall spring grass, digging up
valerian roots with a small silver spade.
Widfolk clustered round to watch him work—two small gray
gnomes, skinny and long-nosed, three blue-green sprites with
pointed teeth and pretty laces. Just like children, they crowded
close, pointed mute questions, and generally got in the way. Aderyn
named everything they pointed at and worked fast with one eye
on the lowering clouds. Just as he was finishing, a gnome picked up
a clod and threw it at his fellow. Snarling and baring their teeth,
the sprites joined in a full-scale dirt fight.
“Stop it! Your great lords would find this most
discourteous!”
One sprite pinched him on the arm. All the Wildfolk vanished
with little puffs of air and dust and a gust of smell like clean
leaf mold. Aderyn gathered up his things and ran for shelter in the
spattering rain. Down among a stand of trees was the round stone
hut he shared with his master in the dweomercraft. Two years
before, he and Nevyn had built the hut with their own hands and
made a small stable for their horses and mules. Out in back was
their garden, where practical beans and cabbages grew as well as
exotic cultivated herbs, and a flock of chickens had their own
little house. Most of their food, though, came from the farming
villages at the north end of the lake, where the local people were
glad to trade supplies for medicine.
When Aderyn dashed into the single round room, he found Nevyn
sitting by the fire circle in the center and watching the play of
flame. A tall man, with a thick thatch of white hair and deep-set
blue eyes, Nevyn was close to a hundred years old, but he had more
vigor than most men of twenty, a striding walk and the erect
carriage of the great prince of the realm that once he had
been.
“Back just in time, you are. Here comes the
storm.”
A gust of wind eddied smoke through the drafty hut as the drops
began pattering on the roof. Nevyn got up and helped Aderyn lay the
valerian to dry on clean cloths. The roots had to be sliced thin
with a small silver knife, a nose-wrinkling smell, and they had to
wear fine leather gloves, too, lest the strong juices poison
them.
“Nevyn? Will we be leaving Loc Tamig soon?”
“You will.”
Aderyn sat back on his heels and stared at him.
“It’s time for you to go off on your own. I’ve
taught you all I know, and your Wyrd runs different than
mine.”
Every though he’d always known this day would come, Aderyn
felt close to tears. Nevyn laid down one last slice of root and
turned to look at him, his piercing blue eyes unusually gentle.
“It’ll ache my heart to see you go. I’ll miss you,
lad. But it’s time. You’ve reached the third nine of
your years now, and that age marks a turning point for everybody.
Come now, you know it, too. You’ve got your herbcraft to feed
and clothe yourself, and I’ve opened the gates of the dweomer
for you as far as I can. Now you have to walk through those gates
and take up your own Wyrd.”
“But what will my Wyrd be?”
“Oh, that’s not for me to say. No man can see
another’s Wyrd. You have the keys to open that door.
It’s time for you to work a ritual and use them. The Lords of
Wyrd will reveal what you need to know—and not a jot more,
doubtless.”
On the morrow, when the rain stopped, Nevyn took his horse and
two pack mules and rode off to the villages to buy food. He told
Aderyn that he would stay away three days to leave him alone for
the working, but as to what that working would be, he said nothing
at all. Only then did the apprentice realize that the most
important moment of his life was strictly in his own hands. He
would have to draw on all his knowledge and practice to devise a
ritual that would open his Wyrd and put him in contact, at least
for a few brief moments, with his secret and undying soul, the true
core of his being that had invented and formed the young man known
as Aderyn for this lifetime the way a potter takes clay and makes a
bowl As he stood in the doorway and watched Nevyn ride away, Aderyn
felt a panic tinged with excitement, an exultation touched with
dread. It was time, and he felt ready.
That first day, while Aderyn did his usual chores in the garden
and hut, he kept thinking about the task ahead. He had at his
disposal a vast amount of ritual lore—tables of
correspondences, salutations to the gods, invocations and mighty
calls to the spirit world, signs, sigils, and gestures to set in
motion streams of force and direct inner energies. In his
excitement, his first thought was to use them all, or at least as
many as possible, to create a ritual that would sum up and climax
all rituals, as elaborately decorated, braided, laced, and spiraled
as a beautiful brooch fit to give a king. While he weeded cabbages,
his mind raced this way and that, adding a symbol here, a prayer
there, trying to fit twenty years of work into a single mighty
pattern. All at once he saw the irony: here he was, grubbing in the
dirt like a bondsman and making grandiose plans. He laughed aloud
and contemplated his mud-stained fingers, callused with years of
menial work such as this. The Great Ones had always accepted his
humble status and lowly sacrifices before. No doubt a simple ritual
would be best now. With the insight came a feeling of peace,
because he’d passed the first test.
But just as with a simple meal or a simple garden, every element
would have to be perfect of its kind and perfectly placed. The
second day, Aderyn worked furiously all morning to finish his
chores by noon. He ate a light meal, then went outside to sit under
a willow tree by the shore of the lake, sparkling in the soft
spring sun. On the far shore the stony, hard mountains rose dark
against a blue sky. He looked at them and thought over his lore,
rigorously pruning instead of proliferating it. A simple approach
to a central symbol—he looked at the peaks and smiled to
himself. For the rest of the day he practiced every word and
gesture he would use, mixing up the order so no true power would
run through them. In the evening, by firelight he prepared his
magical weapons—the wand, cup, dagger, and pentacle that he
had made and consecrated years before. He polished each one, then
performed the simple rituals of consecration again to renew their
power.
On the third day, he was quiet as he went through his work. His
mind seemed as still as a deep-running river, only rarely disturbed
by what most men would call a thought. Yet in his heart he renewed,
over and over, the basic vows that open the secret of the dweomer:
I want to know to help the world. He was remembering many things,
sick children he’d helped heal, children who died because
they were beyond the help of herbs, bent-back farmers who saw the
best of their harvests taken by noble lords, the noble lords
themselves, whose greed and power-lusts drove them like spurs and
made them suffer, though they called the suffering glory. Someday,
far in the future, at the end of the ages of ages, all this
darkness would be transmuted into light. Until that end, he would
fight the darkness where he found it. The first place he would
always find darkness would be in his own soul. Until the light
shone there, he could do little to help other souls. For the sake
of that help, he begged for the light.
At sunset, he put his magical weapons in a plain cloth sack and
set off for the shore of the lake. In the twilight, he made his
place of working, not a rich temple glittering with golden signs
and perfumed with incenses, but a stretch of grassy ground. He used
the dagger to cut a circle deosil into the turf, then laid his
cloth sack down for an altar in the middle. On the sack he laid the
dagger, the wand, and the pentacle, then took the cup and filled it
with lake water. He set the cup down among the other objects and
knelt in front of the sack to face the mountains. Slowly the
twilight deepened, then faded as the first few stars came out, only
to fade in turn as the full moon rose, bloated and huge on a misty
horizon. Aderyn sat back on his heels and raised his hands, palms
flat upward, about shoulder high. As he concentrated his will, it
seemed the moonlight streamed to him, tangible light for building.
He thrust his hands forward and saw to the east of his rough altar
two great pillars of light, one all pure moon-silver, the other as
dark as black fire shining in the star-strewn night. When he
lowered his hands, the pillars lived apart from his will. The
temple was open.
One at a time, he picked up each weapon, the dagger for the
east, the wand for the south, the cup for the west, and the
pentacle for the north, and used it to trace at each cardinal point
of the circle a five-pointed star. Above and below him he finished
the sphere, using his human mind alone to trace the last two stars,
the reconcilers of the others. When he knelt upon the ground, he
saw the temple glowing with power beyond his ability to call it
forth. The Lords of Light were coming to meet him. Aderyn rose and
raised his hands to the east between the pillars. Utterly calm, his
mind as sharp as the dagger’s point and deep as the cup, he
made light gather above him, then felt and saw it descend, piercing
him through like an arrow and rooting itself in the ground. His
arms flung out as he felt the cross shaft pierce him from side to
side. It seemed he grew huge, towering through the universe, his
head among the stars, his feet on a tiny whirling sphere of earth
far below, enormous, exalted, but helpless, pinned to the cross of
light, unmoving and spraddled, at the mercy of the Great Ones.
The voice came from everywhere and nowhere.
“Why do you want knowledge?”
“Only to serve. For myself, naught.”
With a rush like cold wind, with a dizzying spin and fall, he
felt himself shrink back until he stood on the damp grass and saw
the temple around him, the pillars glowing, the magical weapons
streaming borrowed light, the great pentangles pulsing at their
stations. He nearly fell to his knees, but he steadied himself and
raised his hands in front of him. In his mind he built up the
vision between the pillars—a high mountain covered with dark
trees and streaked with pale rock under a sunswept sky—until
it lived apart from his mind and hung there like a painted screen.
Calling on the Lords of Light, he walked forward and passed through
the veil.
Pale sun glinted on flinty rock. The path wound steeply between
dead shrubs, twisted through leafless trees, and over everything
hung the choking smell of dust. Aderyn stumbled and bruised
himself on rock, but he kept climbing, his lungs burning in the
thin cold air. At last he reached the top, where huge boulders
pushed out from gray sod like the bones of a long-dead animal. He
was afraid. He had never expected this barrenness, this smell
of death as thick as the dust. Although the wind was cold,
he began to sweat in great drops down his back. It seemed that
little eyes peered out at him from every rock; little voices
snarled in cold laughter. He could feel their hatred as
they watched him.
“Would you serve here?” the voice said.
Aderyn had to force the words from his lips.
“I will. I can see there’s need of
me.”
“There was a sound—three great claps of thunder
booming among the dead rocks. As they died away, the eyes
and the voices died with them. The
mountaintop was lush with green grass; flowers grew, as vivid as
jewels; the sun was warm.
“Look down,” the voice said. “Look
west.”
Aderyn climbed to the top of a boulder and looked out,
where it seemed the sun was setting on a smooth-flowing wide river.
Oak forest stretched on the far bank.
“West. Your Wyrd lies west. Go there and heal. Go there
and find those you will serve. Make restitution.”
As Aderyn watched, the sun set over the river. The forest went
dark, disappearing under vast shadows. Yet he could hear the water
flowing. With a start he realized he was kneeling in the dew-soaked
grass and hearing the hundred water-voices of Loc Tamig. In the
west, the moon was setting. He rose and walked back between the
pillars, then knelt again before the altar to raise his hands and
prayed aloud in thanks to the Lords of Light. As he finished, the
pillars disappeared, winking out like blown candles. He withdrew
the five-pointed stars into himself and erased the magic
circles.
“And any spirits bound by this ceremony, go free! It is
over. It is finished.”
From the lake came three hollow claps of thunder in answer.
Aderyn stood and stamped three times upon the ground, then fell to
his knees, sweating with exhaustion, trembling so hard from the
spent forces that he could do nothing but kneel and shake until the
first pale gray of dawn cracked in the east and brought him some of
his strength back with the sunlight. He gathered up his magical
weapons, put them in the sack, then rose to see Nevyn striding
across the grass toward him.
“Oh, here! Have you been close by all this
time?”
“Did you truly think I’d leave you to face this alone?
You’ve done well, lad.”
“I heard the voices of the Great Ones. I’ll never
forget this.”
“Don’t. It would go hard with you if you did.
You’ve had your great vision, but there will be plenty of
other little ones. Never forget this, either: you’ve just
begun.”
Aderyn slept all that day and through most of the night. When he
woke, a few hours before dawn, he knew that the hour had come for
him to leave. As he lay in darkness and considered routes west, he
was calm, knowing, without knowing how he knew, that he would see
Nevyn again, many times, no doubt, over the years ahead. His grief
at leaving his beloved master was only another test; he’d had
to believe that he would lose Nevyn in order to see if he would
ride out even in grief. You’re not an apprentice anymore, he
thought, not a master, either, mind—but the journeyman is
ready to go look for his work.
In the center of the hut, a fire flared, revealing Nevyn beside
it.
“I figured you were awake,” the old man said.
“Shall we have one last meal together before you
go?”
“We will. I know I don’t need to, but I wish I could
pour my heart out in thanks for all you’ve done for
me.”
“You were always a nicely spoken lad. Well, then, in
thanks, do one last thing that I charge you: go say farewell to
your family before you head west. I took you from them, after all,
and I feel I should send you back one last
time.”
All of Aderyn’s new confidence dissolved in a
sudden stab of anxiety. Nevyn grinned at him as if he knew exactly
what was happening.
“Oh, I’ll do it!” Aderyn snapped.
“But I’d hoped to spare them that.”
“Spare yourself, you mean. And how can you handle
the mighty forces of the universe if you can’t
even face your own father?”
After they ate, Aderyn saddled his riding horse and loaded up
his mule. He had only a few things of his own—a bedroll, a
spare shirt, a cloak, his magical weapons, the cooking
pots and implements he needed for camping by the edge of the
road—but he did have a great store of herbs, roots,
salves, and other such medicines, all of which needed to be
carefully stowed in the canvas panniers, Nevyn also insisted on
dividing their small store of coins and giving
him half.
“You’ve earned it as much as I have. Ride out in
the light. We’ll meet again one of these days, and if
the need is great, we can scry each other out through the
fire.”
“Well, so we can.” Aderyn
felt a definite lump in his throat “But I’ll miss you
anyway.”
As he rode out leading his mule, Aderyn turned in the saddle
and looked back. Nevyn was standing by the door of the hut and
watching. He waved once, then turned back inside.
On a day warm with the promise of coming summer, Aderyn reached
the village of Blaeddbyr and Lord Maroic’s dun, where his
father, Gweran the bard, served the White Wolf clan and where
Aderyn had been born and raised. To his surprise, the ward and the
familiar buildings seemed much smaller than he’d remembered
them. Near the broch tower he dismounted and looked round the dusty
ward. A few curious servants stopped to look him over; a couple of
the riders caine strolling over as if to ask him his business
there. All at once he heard a woman’s voice.
“Ado, Ado, thank the gods!”
It was his mother, Lyssa, laughing and weeping at the same time
as she threw herself into his arms. Close to tears himself, Aderyn
hugged her tight, then set his hands on her shoulders and smiled at
her. She’d grown stout but was still beautiful, her
raven-dark hair barely touched with gray, her wide blue eyes
bright, her cheeks barely marked with wrinkles.
“It’s so good to see you,” Lyssa said,
“Truly, I was wondering if we would ever see you again. Can
you stay with us a while?”
“I will, if Lord Maroic allows. But, Mam, this is the last
visit I’ll ever make. I want you to know that now.”
Lyssa caught her breath sharply, but he knew there would be no
tears or recriminations. In a sweep of laughter, the rest of his
family came running from the broch and clustered around him—
his younger brother, Acern, training to take his father’s
place as bard, his sister, Araena, married to the captain of
Maroic’s guard and with a baby of her own, and finally his
father, Gweran, as tall and imposing as always with his blond hair
heavily laced with silver. In a chattering crowd they escorted him
inside, where the aging Lord Maroic rose from his carved chair and
announced that Aderyn was going to take his meat and mead for as
long as he wanted to stay. The dailiness, the cheer, the mundanity
of the visit broke over Aderyn like a wave, as if the dweomer were
only some dream he’d once had. Being surrounded by his family
made him realize why he had a lonely road ahead: the strange lore
that mattered to him could never be shared. It set him apart like
walls even as he talked and gossiped and shared heavy meal after
heavy meal with them all in the long drowsy days of his visit.
Gweran went out of his way to spend time with Aderyn, much more
than usual. Aderyn supposed that Lyssa had told him that his
firstborn son would never ride home again. She’d always been
the link between them, keeping them at peace, telling them things
that they could never voice themselves. There was good reason for
their distance. Looking at his father’s silvery hair, his
straight, almost regal bearing, his rich clothing that he wore like
the honor it was, Aderyn found it hard to remember that Gweran was
a murderer who had used the very law itself as a weapon. At times
he wondered if Gweran even remembered the young rider, Tanyc, whom
he’d so cleverly trapped twenty years before.
Perhaps he did, because even though their talks rambled through
Aderyn’s childhood, every time they came close to
Aderyn’s seventh year, when the murder had happened, Gweran
would shy away and find a distant topic to discuss. Aderyn
was more than willing to let the subject stay dosed. Even though
he’d only been a child and spoken in all innocence, still
he felt he shared his father’s blood guilt. Seven years old
or not, he’d blurted out the information that had sent
Gweran hunting revenge. “Tanyc’s always looking at
Mam, Da.” Even at this lapse of years he could hear his
small boy’s voice pronouncing an unwitting death
sentence.
Since he’d done much meditation work to heal that old
wound, Aderyn was surprised the way the murder rose to haunt
him. Doubtless it came from being in the dun, whose walls had
once displayed his private horror. He remembered it vividly:
climbing out of bed, on a sunny morning, throwing open the
shutters at the window, and seeing, just down below his
tower room, Tanyc’s body hanging by the neck from the
ramparts. He was bound hand and foot, his head flopping
like a rag doll’s, and already the ravens were wheeling in
the sky. Aderyn could only think there’d been some ghastly
accident. He started screaming for his mother, who ran to him,
looked out the window, and, in a moment of horrified honesty,
blurted out, “Your da’s killed him!” Later, she
tried to recant, but by then Aderyn knew that his father had goaded
the young warrior into drawing a sword against him, a bard, a
capital crime under Deverry laws. In his child’s way, he knew
his mother had told him the truth that first time.
Aderyn wondered if Lyssa felt she shared their guilt. After all,
Gweran and Tanyc had been fighting over her. During the visit,
Lyssa said little, merely listened to him and his father talk while
she watched Gweran with a patient devotion. Her man was a good
husband who still loved her; he was famous, with young disciples
clamoring to study with him; his skill kept her in comfort. Perhaps
she’d carefully forgotten that he’d murdered a man for
her sake. Perhaps.
On the last day of the visit, Aderyn and Lyssa walked down to
the Nerraver as they’d so often done when he was a child. The
river ran full between lush green banks and sparkled in the sun
with little fish-scale ripples of silver. When they sat down for a
rest, Lyssa hunted through the grass and picked a few daisies like
a young girl.
“Ado? Do you remember the year of the Great
Drought?”
“I do.” That was the year of the murder, too.
“Did you know it was Nevyn’s dweomer that set it
right?”
“Of course. It was one reason I let you go as his
apprentice.”
“And do you regret that decision now?”
“Well.” Lyssa looked at her daisies. “If a
mother is any kind of mother at all, she knows her sons will leave
her. I have your sister and her babies nearby.”
“Well and good, but, Mam, truly I’ll miss
you.”
Lyssa shrugged, turning the flowers this way and that between
her fingers, fighting to keep back tears.
“Do you think you’ll ever marry on this strange road
of yours?” she said at last.
“I doubt it. It wouldn’t be much of a life for a
woman, living out of a mule’s pack and sleeping by the
road.”
“True enough, but here—don’t tell me the
dweomer lets a man carry on with tavern lasses and suchlike.”
“It doesn’t, but then I’ve got no intentions of doing anything of the
sort.”
Lyssa considered him, her head a bit to one side.
“You don’t care much for women, do you, Ado?”
“Care? Of course I do. Truly, Mam, I prefer their company and talk
to that of men most of the time.”
“That’s not what I meant.”
When he understood, Aderyn felt distinctly squeamish—after all, she
was his mother.
“Well, I don’t, not in that way. But, Mam, don’t trouble your heart
over it. I don’t care for other lads or suchlike.”
“That wouldn’t have bothered me. It’s just that I’ve always felt you
didn’t have much of a taste for that sort of thing with anyone. Do you
feel you can’t trust us women?”
“And why would you think that?”
“Oh, you saw a bit too much, maybe, when you were a lad.”
Aderyn hesitated, then decided it was time for the truth.
“You mean Tanyc.”
“Just that.” Lyssa was studying the daisies. “He died because of me,
no matter whose fault it was.” She looked up sharply. “I’ll swear it to
you, Ado. I never gave him a word of hope or encouragement.”
“I never thought you did. But it’s not that, Mam. It’s the dweomer. It’s
taken my whole life. Everything I would have given to a woman I’ve
spent on the dweomer, heart and soul both.”
Lyssa sighed in honest relief, as if she’d been blaming herself for her
son’s celibacy. Later, when he was alone, Aderyn wondered if in one
way her fear was justified. He’d never blamed her, the woman in the
case, for one wrong thing, but the murder had left him with doubts
about being a man. To become obsessed with a woman the way
Tanyc was seemed to lead to death; to love a woman the way his
father did seemed to tempt crime. He decided that he’d better
meditate on the subject and untangle this knot in his mind. It might
interfere with his work.
All that summer, Aderyn made his way west, going from village to
village, supporting himself nicely by selling his herbs—or
nicely by his standards, since he was content with two spare meals a
day and the occasional tankard of ale in a clean tavern. At times he
settled for a week or two to gather fresh herbs or to tend to some
long illness, but always he moved on, leaving grateful farmers and
villagers behind. Every night when he performed his ritual meditations,
he would brood on his Wyrd and wonder where it lay. Gradually his
intuition grew that he should turn southwest in his wanderings, but no
other signs or hints came to him, at least not in any simple way. When
the first clue was given, it took him a long time to unravel it.
Near the western border of the kingdom was one last river, the
Vicaver, where Aderyn went simply to take a look at it. Rather than
the oak forests of his visions, however, he found the river bordered
by farms, pastures, and the occasional stand of willow trees. Aderyn
crossed it and rode to the village of Ladotyn, a straggle of some fifty
houses scattered among poplar trees, though it did have a proper inn.
The innkeeper told him that they got merchant caravans coming
through the town, on their way to and from the kingdom of Eldidd to
the west.
“And if you’re thinking of riding west through those mountains, good
sir, you’d best see if you can join some other travelers. Those louse-ridden savages up in the hills are always causing trouble.”
“Well, I don’t intend to stay here all winter, caravan or no.”
“It’s your
burying, not mine—well, if you even get a burial in ground and not in
their stomachs, if you take my meaning, like.”
Although a caravan did indeed appear at the inn, it turned out that it
was coming home to Deverry from Eldidd, and the caravan master,
Lillyc, doubted very much if Aderyn would see one going the
opposite way so late in the season. As they stood talking together out
in the innyard, Lillyc remarked that he’d been trading in some towns
that lay on a river called the El.
“Now that’s a strange name,” Aderyn remarked. “I don’t think I’ve
ever heard it before.”
“No doubt.” Lillyc gave him the grin of a man with a secret
joke. “It’s not a Deverry word, nor an Eldidd one,
either. The name comes from the Westfolk. They live off to the west
of Eldidd, you see. Used to range farther east, but now the place
is getting properly settled.”
“Indeed? Are they some of the Old Ones, then?”
“If you mean the squinty-eyed, dark-haired bondsfolk, that
they aren’t. Oh, the Westfolk are a different lot altogether,
and a strange bunch. They won’t settle in proper farms and
towns. They wander around with their horses and sheep, just where
the fancy takes them.” Lillyc paused for a small frown.
“But they’ve helped me and many a merchant make his
fortune. They love iron goods—can’t work the stuff
themselves, I suppose. How could you, riding around with never a
proper forge? They trade us horses. Look.”
At that moment one of Lillyc’s men walked by leading a pair
of the most beautiful horses Aderyn had ever seen. They were both
mares, but they stood sixteen hands easily, and their wide, deep
chests and slender legs bespoke good wind and good speed both.
The most amazing thing, however, was their color, a dark
rich gold like fresh clay dug from a riverbank, while their manes
and tails were as silvery pale as moonbeams.
“Gorgeous, good, sir!” Aderyn said.
“I’ll wager any noble lord in Deverry would give you a
small fortune for breeding stock like that.”
“Just so, just so. But I had to spend most of a
small fortune to get them, let me tell you.”
A strange folk, then, these Westfolk, and perhaps with strange
lore to match. The very thought made a cold shudder run down
Aderyn’s back as he wondered if they were in some way
linked to his Wyrd.
“Here, I’m determined to go west.
Think the weather will hold up in the mountains for
a few more weeks?”
“It’s not the weather you’ve got to
worry about, it’s the savages. If I were you, lad, I’d
wait. A herbman’s a valuable sort of man to have
around. We’d all hate to lose you,
like.”
Aderyn merely smiled. Waiting was not one of his strong
points.
Since he was going to be traveling farther than he’d
previously planned, Aderyn decided that he’d best consult
with Nevyn. That night, he went up to his chamber and built himself
a small fire in the hearth. When he called upon his old master, the
image built up fast, Nevyn’s face floating in the flames and
scowling at him.
“So, you deigned to contact me, did you? I’ve been
worrying myself sick.”
“My humble apologies, but truly, everything’s been
fine.”
“Good. Well, now that you’ve made the first link, I
can contact you again without wounding your dignity, I suppose, but
kindly don’t let me brood about you for months at a time,
will you?”
“Of course not. And you have my heartfelt
apologies.”
“That’s enough humility for now, please. What have
you been doing with yourself?”
Aderyn told him what little there was of interest in his
summer’s wanderings, then turned to his plan of traveling to
Eldidd. As the old intimacy between them reestablished itself,
Nevyn’s image grew in the fire, until it seemed that they
were standing face to face, meeting in gray void swirled with
violet mists.
“Well, it seems that Eldidd would be as good a place to go
as any,” Nevyn said at last.
“Do you know of any others of our kind there?”
“I don’t, but that doesn’t mean there
aren’t any. Keep your eyes open, lad, and see what you find.
Remember what I’ve always told you; in these things,
there’s no need for hurry.”
“What do you think about this strange tribe, the
Westfolk?”
“Very little, because I’ve never heard of them
before. If naught else, this is all very interesting.”
At that time Eldidd was an independent kingdom, whose rulers
were ultimately descended from the legendary warriors known as the
Hippogriff and the Dragon, the two foster brothers of King Bran
himself who joined him for the Great Migration. In the year 297,
after a bitter struggle over the kingship of Deverry, Cynaeval and
Cynvaenan, their descendants and the current leaders of the two
clans of the Dragon and the Hippogriff, with all their allies,
kinsmen, supporters, and dependents, left Deverry to sail west
and found their own throne and royal city. For years, the small
colonies eked out a precarious existence along the seacoast, but in
time the Hippogriff’s people flourished and spread up the great
river valleys of the Dilbrae and the El, while the Dragon
clan spread north from their town of Aberwyn up the Gwyn and the
strangely named Delonderiel. In the year when Aderyn crossed the
mountains of the Belaegyrys range into Eldidd, the kingdom
boasted a respectable two hundred thousand people.
Because he needed to gather more medicines, Aderyn avoided the
sandy coast road and chose the easy northern pass through the
mountains. On the western side, he reached rolling hills, brown
and scruffy with frostbitten grass, and there he stumbled upon a
tiny village in a secluded valley. The small
square huts, roofed with dirty thatch, were made
of rough-hewn wood packed with mud to keep out the chill. Grazing
on the brown and stubbled grass were goats and a few cows.
The village belonged to some of the Old Ones,
those unfortunate folk who’d lived in the land
before the bloodthirsty Deverrians had ridden
their way to seize it from them. Dark-haired, on
the slender side, they had their own immensely
complex language, or rather a mutually incomprehensible
group of them, which in the settled parts of Deverry and Eldidd
were forbidden by the laws of their conquerors but
were kept alive by stealth. When Aderyn rode up to the huts,
the folk came running out to stare at him and his fine horse and
mule. In a group, the eight men of the village advanced
upon him with their rough spears at the ready, but when Aderyn
spoke in their language and explained that he was a herbman, they
lowered the weapons. Dressed in a long brown
tunic, a man of about forty stepped forward and introduced
himself as Wargal, the headman.
“You’ll forgive our greeting, but we have
great reason to fear these days.”
“Indeed? Are the men of Eldidd close by?”
“The despicable blue-eyed ones are always too close
by.”
For a moment they contemplated each other in an uneasy silence.
Wargal’s eyes flicked back and forth between his folk and the
stranger. He had a secret, Aderyn supposed, and he could guess it:
the village was sheltering a runaway bondsman.
“Are there any sick in your village?” Aderyn said.
“I have many herbs, and I’ll gladly help anyone who
needs them in return for some fresh milk and a night’s
shelter.”
“Any stranger is welcome to milk from my flock. But if you
can spare some medicine, one of our women has a bad case of
boils.”
The villagers tended Aderyn’s horse and mule while Wargal
took him to his own home, which had no furniture except for three
big pottery jars near the tiny hearth and the straw mattress he
shared with his wife. Hanging on the wall were a few bronze pots, a
couple of knives of the same metal, and some rough cloth sacks.
Aderyn sat down next to Wargal in the place of honor by the hearth
while villagers crowded in for a look at this amazing event, a
stranger in their village. After some polite conversation over
bowls of goat’s milk, the woman with boils was duly treated
in the midst of the curious crowd. Other villagers came forward to
look over the herbs and ask shy questions, but most were beyond his
help, because the real plague in this village was malnutrition.
Driven by fear of the Eldidd lords, they eked out a miserable
living on land so poor that no one else wanted it.
Although Aderyn would have preferred to eat his own food and
spare theirs, Wargal insisted that he join him and his wife in
their dinner of goat’s-milk cheese and thin cracker bread.
“I’m surprised you don’t have your winter crops in
yet,” Aderyn remarked.
“Well, we won’t be here to harvest them. We had a
long council a few days ago, and we’re going to move north.
The cursed Blue-eyes get closer every day. What if one of their
headmen decides to build one of those forts along the road?”
“And decides you should be slaves to farm for him?
Leaving’s the wise thing to do.”
“There’s plenty of open land farther north, I
suppose. Ah, it’s so hard to leave the pastures of your
ancestors! There’s a god in the spring nearby, too, and I
only hope he won’t be angry with us for leaving him.”
He hesitated for a moment. “We thought of leaving last
spring, but it was too much of a wrench, especially for the women.
Now we have another reason.”
“Indeed?”
Wargal considered him, studying Aderyn’s face in the
flickering firelight.
“You seem like a good man,” Wargal said at last.
“I don’t suppose you have any herbs to take a brand off
a man’s face?”
“I only wish I did. If you’re harboring a runaway,
you’d best move fast in case his lord comes looking for
him.”
“So I told the others. We were thinking of packing
tomorrow.” Wargal glanced around the hut “We
don’t have much to pack or much to lose by
leaving—well, except the god in the spring, of
course.”
Aderyn felt a sudden cold shudder of dweomer down his back. His
words burned in his mouth, an undeniable warning that forced itself
into sound.
“You must leave tomorrow. Please, believe me—I have
magic, and you must leave tomorrow and travel as fast as you can.
I’ll come with you on the road a ways.”
His face pale, Wargal stared at him, then crossed two fingers to
ward off the evil eye, in case Aderyn had that, too.
On the morrow, leaving took far longer than Aderyn wanted.
Although the village’s few possessions were easily packed
onto bovine and human backs, the goats had to be rounded up.
Finally a ragged group of refugees, about eight families with some
twenty children among them, the cows, the herd of goats, and six
little brown dogs to keep the stock in line, went to the holy
spring and made one last sacrifice of cheese to the god while
Aderyn kept a fretful watch on the path behind them. By the time
they moved out of the valley, it was well after noon, and the
smaller children were already tired and crying from the
smell of trouble in the air. Aderyn piled the littlest ones into
his saddle and walked, leading the horse. Wargal and a young man,
Ibretin, fell in beside him. On Ibretin’s cheek was the brand
that marked him as a lord’s property.
“If you think they’ll catch us, O Wise One,”
Ibretin said to Aderyn. “I’ll go back and let them kill
me. If they find us, they’ll take the whole tribe back with
them.”
“There’s no need for that yet,” Wargal
snapped.
“There never will be if I can help it,” Aderyn said.
“I’d be twice cursed before I’d let a man be
killed for taking the freedom that the gods gave him. I think my
magic might make us harder to find.”
Both men smiled, reassured by Aderyn’s lie. Although he
could control his aura well enough to pass unnoticed and thus
practically invisible, Aderyn couldn’t make an entire village
disappear.
For two days they went north, keeping to the rolling hills and
making a bare twelve miles a day. The more Aderyn opened his mind
to the omens, the more clearly he knew that they were being
pursued. On the third night, he scried into a campfire and saw the
rains of the old village, burned to the ground. Only a lord’s
warband would have destroyed it, and that warband would have to be
blind to miss the trail of so many goats and people. He left the
campfire and went to look for Ibretin, who was taking his turn at
watching the goats out in the pasture.
“You’ve called me Wise One. Do you truly think I
have magic?”
“I can only hope so. Wargal thinks so.”
It was too dark under the starry sky to see Ibretin’s
face. Aderyn raised his hand and made the blue light gather in his
fingers like a cool-burning torch. Ibretin gasped aloud and stepped
back.
“Now you know instead of hoping. Listen, the men chasing
you are close by. Sooner or later, they’ll catch us. You
offered to die to save your friends. How about helping me with a
little scheme instead?”
At dawn on the morrow, while Wargal rounded up the villagers and
got them moving north, Aderyn and Ibretin headed south. Although
Aderyn rode, he had Ibretin walk, leading his pack mule as if
they’d been traveling together for some time as servant and
master. About an hour’s ride brought them to the inevitable
warband. They were just breaking their night’s camp, the
horses saddled and ready to ride, the men standing idly around
waiting for their lord’s orders. The lord himself, a tall
young man in blue-and-gray-plaid brigga, with oak leaves
embroidered as a blazon on his shirt, was kicking dirt over a dying
campfire. When Aderyn and Ibretin came up, the men shouted, running
to gather round them. Aderyn could see Ibretin shaking in
terror.
“Oh, here,” a man called out. “This
peddler’s found our flown chicken! Lord Degedd will reward
you for this, my friend.”
“Indeed?” Aderyn said. “Well, I’m not
sure I want a reward.”
With a signal to Ibretin to stay well back, Aderyn swung down
from his horse just as Degedd came pushing his way through his men.
Aderyn made a bow to him, which the lord acknowledged with a brief
nod.
“I’ve indeed found your runaway bondsman, but I want
to buy him from you, my lord. He’s a useful man with a mule,
and I need a servant.”
Caught utterly off guard, Degedd stared for a moment, then
blinked and rubbed his chin with his hand.
“I’m not sure I want to sell. I’d rather have
the fun of taking the skin off his cursed back.”
“That would be a most unwise pleasure.”
“And who are you to tell me what to do?”
Since Aderyn was not very tall, the lord towered over him with
six feet of solid muscle. Aderyn set his hands on his hips and
looked up at him.
“Your men called me a peddler, but I’m nothing of
the sort. I’m a herbman, traveling in your country, and one
who knows the laws of the gods. Do you care to question me
further?”
“I do. I don’t give a pig’s fart whether
you’re a learned man or not, and anyway, for all I know, you
lie.”
“Then let me give you a sample of my learning. Enslaving
free men to work your land is an impious thing. The gods have
decreed that only criminals and debtors shall be bondsmen. That law
held for a thousand years, back in the Homeland, and it held for
hundreds here, until greedy men like you chose to break
it.”
When his men began muttering, shamefaced among themselves at the
truth of the herbman’s words, the lord’s face turned
purple with rage. He drew his sword, the steel glittering in the
sun.
“Hold your ugly lying tongue and give me back that
bondsman! Be on your way or die right here, you scholarly
swine!”
With a gentle smile, Aderyn raised his hand and called upon the
spirits of fire. They came, bursting into manifestation with a roar
and crackle of bright flame on the sword blade. Howling, Degedd
struggled to hold on to the hilt, then cursed and flung the
flesh-branding metal to the ground. Aderyn turned the flames to
illusions and swung around, scattering bright but harmless blue
fire into the warband. Yelling, shoving each other, they fell back
and ran away to let their lord face Aderyn alone.
“Now then, I’ll give you two copper pieces for him.
That’s a generous price, my lord.”
His face dead white, Degedd tried to speak, failed, then simply
nodded his agreement. Aderyn untied his coin pouch and counted the
coppers into the lord’s broad but shaking left hand, as the
right seemed to pain him.
“Your chamberlain will doubtless think you’ve made a
fine bargain. And, of course, if you and your men return straight
to your lands, there’s no need for anyone to ever hear this
tale.”
Degedd forced out a tight sour smile. Doubtless he didn’t
care to be mocked in every tavern in Eldidd by the story of how one
herbman had bested him on the road, especially since no one would
believe that the herbman had done it with magic. With a cheery
wave, Aderyn mounted his horse and rode away, with Ibretin and the
mule hurrying after. About a mile on, they looked back to see Lord
Degedd and his warband trotting fast—away back south. Aderyn
tested the dweomer warnings and felt that indeed, all danger was
over. At that he laughed aloud.
“If nothing else,” he told Ibretin, “that was
the best jest I’ve had in a long time.”
Ibretin tried to smile but burst into tears instead. He wept all
the way back.
That night there was as much of a celebration in the camp as
their meager provisions would alow. Aderyn sat at the biggest fire
with Wargal and his wife while the rest of the villagers squatted
close by and stared at him as if he were a god.
“We have to let the goats rest a day or they’ll stop
giving milk,” Wargal said. “Is that safe, Wise
One?”
“Oh, I think so. But you’d best travel a long ways
north before you find a place to settle down.”
“We intend to. We were hoping you’d come with
us.”
“I will for a while, but my destiny lies in the
west, and I have to go where my magic tells me.”
After three more days of slow, straggling marching, the luck of
Wargal’s tribe turned for the better. One afternoon
they crested a high hill to see huts of their own kind
spread out along a stream, prosperous fields, and pastures full
of goats. When they came up to the village, the folk ran to meet
them. There were only seven huts in the village, but land enough
for many families. After a hasty tribal council, their headman,
Ufel, told Wargal that he and his folk were welcome to settle
there if they chose.
“The more of us, the better,” Ufel said. “Our
young men are learning a thing or two from the cursed
Blue-eyes. Someday we’ll fight and keep our lands.”
Wargal tossed, back his head and howled a war cry.
Their journey over, the refugees camped that night along the
streambank. The villagers brought food and settled, in for talks
to get to know their new neighbors. At Ufel the headman’s
fire, Wargal and Aderyn drank thin beer from wooden cups.
“I take it your folk have lived here for some
time,” Aderyn said. “May you always live
in peace.”
“So I hope. We have a powerful god in our valley, and so
far he’s protected us. If you’d like, I’ll show
you his tree on the morrow.”
“My thanks, I would.” Aderyn had a cautious sip of
the beer and found it suitably weak. “I don’t suppose
any of the Blue-eyes live near you?”
“They don’t. And I pray that our god will always
keep them away. Very few folk of any kind come through
here—one of the People every now and then, that’s
all.”
“The who?”
“The People. The Blue-eyes call them the Westfolk, but
their own name for themselves is the People. We don’t see
many of them anymore. When I was a little child, they brought their
horses through every now and then, but not recently. Probably the
demon-spawn Blue-eyes have tried to enslave them, too, but
I’m willing to bet that they found it a very hard
job.”
“From what I’ve heard, the Eldidd men have some kind
of trade with them—iron goods for horses.”
“Iron goods? The idiot Blue-eyes give the People
iron?” Ufel rose and paced a few steps away from the fire.
“Trouble and twice trouble over that, then!”
“What? I don’t understand. The Westfolk seem to want
the iron and . . . ”
“I can’t explain. For a Blue-eye you’re a good
man, but telling you would be breaking geis.”
“Never would I ask you to do such a thing. I’ll say
no more about it.”
On the morrow, Aderyn rose before dawn and slipped away before
the village was truly awake to spare everyone a sad farewell. He
followed an ancient trail that wound through the barren
pine-shabbied mountains without seeing a soul, either good or bad,
until he rejoined the road. Even though the fields were plowed and
ready for the fall planting, and orchards stood along the road, the
houses were few and far between, and villages rare, unlike in
Deverry. As he came closer to the river El, the real spine of the
country, the houses grew thicker, clustering in proper
villages. Finally, after six days on the road, he reached Elrydd, a proper
town where he found an inn, not a cheap place, but it was clean,
with fresh straw on the tavern-room floor.
Aderyn paid over a few of his precious coins for the lodging,
then stowed his gear in a wedge-shaped chamber on the upper story.
The innkeep, Wenlyn, served a generous dinner of thick beef stew
and fresh bread, topped off with apple slices in honey. He also
knew of the Westfolk.
“A strange tongue they speak. Break your jaw, it would. A
jolly sort of folk, good with a jest, but when they come through
here, they don’t stay at my inn. Don’t trust ’em,
I don’t. They steal, I’m cursed sure of it, and lie all
the time. Can’t trust people who won’t stay put in
proper villages. Why are they always riding on if they don’t
have somewhat to hide, eh?” Wenlyn paused to refill
Aderyn’s tankard. “And they’ve got no honor
around women. Why, there’s a lass in our very own town
who’s got a bastard by one of them.”
“Now here, plenty of Eldidd men sire bastards, too.
Don’t judge the whole herd by one horse.”
“Easy enough to say, good sir, and doubtless wise. But
there’s just somewhat about these lads. The lasses go for
them like cats do for catmint, I swear it. Makes a man nervous, it
does, wondering what the lasses see in a bunch of foreigners. Huh.
Women have got no sense, and that’s all there is to
that.”
Aderyn smiled in bare politeness while Wenlyn sucked his teeth
and sighed for the folly of lasses.
“Tell me, good sir,” Aderyn said at last. “If
I ride straight west on the king’s road, will I eventually
meet up with some of these folk?”
“Oh, no doubt, but what do you want to do that for? If you
do, be cursed careful of your mule and horse. They might take a
fancy to them, like. But as to where, let’s think—never
been there myself—but Cernmeton, that region, that’s
where our merchants go to trade.”
“My thanks. I’ll be leaving on the morrow, then.
I’ve just got a fancy to take a look at these folk.”
Wenlyn stared at him as if he were daft, then left Aderyn to
finish his meal in peace. As he sopped up the last of his stew with
a bit of bread, Aderyn was wondering at himself. He felt something
calling him west, and he knew he’d better hurry.
Out on the grasslands the seasons change more slowly than they
do in the mountains. At about the time when Aderyn was seeing omens
of autumn up in the Eldidd hills, far to the west the golden
sunlight still lay hazy on the endless-seeming expanse of green.
When the alar rode past a small copse of alders clustered around a
spring, the trees stood motionless and dusty in the windless heat,
as if summer would linger there forever. Dallandra turned in her
saddle and looked at Nananna, riding beside her on a golden gelding
with a white mane and tail. The elder elven woman seemed exhausted,
her face as pale as parchment under her crown of white braids, her
wrinkled lids drooping over her violet eyes.
“Do you want to rest at the spring, Wise One?”
“No need, child. I can wait till we reach the
stream.”
“If you’re sure—”
“Now don’t fuss over me! I may be old, but I still
have the wit to tell you if I need to rest.”
Riding straight in the saddle for all her five hundred years,
Nananna slapped her horse with the reins and pulled a little ahead.
With her second sight, Dallandra could see the energy pouring
around her, great silver streams and pulses in her aura, almost too
much power for her frail body to bear. Soon Nananna would have to
die. Every day Dallandra’s heart ached at the thought of
losing her mistress in the craft of magic, but there was no denying
the truth.
Their companions followed automatically as they rode on. Earlier
that morning, their alar had hurried ahead with the flocks and
herds and left them a small escort of others who needed to move
slowly. Enabrilia came first, leading the packhorse that dragged
the heavy wooden travois with the tents. Her husband, Wylenteriel,
their baby in a leather pack on his back, rode some distance behind
and kept the brood mares with their young colts moving at a slow
but steady pace. His brother, Talbrennon, rode point off to one
side. In the middle of the afternoon Nananna finally admitted that
she was tired, and they made camp near a scattering of willow
trees. Normally, since they were only stopping for one night, they
wouldn’t have bothered to unpack the tents, but Dallandra
wanted to raise one for Nananna.
“No need,” Nananna said.
“Now here, Wise One,” Wylenteriel said. “Me
and Tal can have it up in no time at all.”
“Oh, children, children, it’s not time for me to
leave you yet, and when it’s time, you can fuss all you like,
but it won’t give me one extra hour.”
“I know that’s true,” Dallandra said.
“But—”
“No buts, child. If you know it, act on it.”
Wylenteriel, however, insisted on a compromise: he and Tal set
up a small lean-to keep the night damp off and unpacked cushions
from the travois to lay on the canvas ground cloth. Dallandra
helped Nananna settle herself, then knelt and pulled off the old
woman’s boots. Nananna watched with a faint smile, her thin,
gnarled hands resting on her frail knees.
“I’ll admit I could use a bit of a nap before
dinner.”
Dallandra covered her with a light blanket, then went to help
set up the camp. The men were already watering the horses at the
stream; Enabrilia was sitting on the ground by a pile of dumped
gear and nursing Farendar, who whimpered and fussed at her breast.
He was only a year old, still practically a newborn by elven
standards. Dallandra wandered downstream, driven by a sudden stab
of omens. Even in the bright sunlight she felt cold, knowing that
warnings were trying to reach her like slivers of ice piercing the
edge of her mind, an image of winter, when something would tear her
life in half and change her irrevocably. Nananna’s death,
probably. With a shudder she ran back to the safe company of
friends.
That night, while the others sat around a small campfire,
Dallandra went to the lean-to. Nananna made a large ball of golden
light and hung it on the ridgepole, then rummaged through her
saddlebags for the small silver casket that guarded her scrying
stones. There were five of these jewels, each set in a small silver
disk graved with symbols: ruby for fire, topaz for air, sapphire
for water, emerald for earth, and finally, the largest of them all,
an amethyst for aethyr. Nananna laid the disks on a cushion and
frowned at them for a moment.
“I had a dream while I was napping, and I need to see a
bit more. Hum, the amethyst will do.”
Carefully Nananna wrapped the other jewels up in bits of fine
silk cloth, then laid the amethyst disk in the palm of her right
hand. Dallandra knelt beside her and looked into the stone, where a
small beam of light gleamed in the dead center, then swelled to a
smoky void—or so it seemed to Dallandra. Nananna, however,
watched intently, nodding her head every now and then at some
detail. Finally she spoke the ritual word that cleared the stone of
vision.
“Now that’s interesting,” Nananna said.
“What do you think of it?”
“Nothing. I couldn’t see.”
“A man of magic is coming to us from the east. His destiny
lies here, and I’m to take him in.”
“Not one of those smelly Round-ears?”
“Any man who serves the Light is welcome in my
tent.”
“Of course, Wise One, but I didn’t think a Round-ear
would have the wits for magic.”
“Now, now! Harsh words and prejudice don’t suit a
student of the Light.”
“I’m sorry.”
“I don’t like the Round-ears much either, mind. But
I’m trying. Do your best to try, too.”
In the middle of the next afternoon, they rode into the alardan,
the great camp where the People meet at the end of the summer after
a long season’s wandering with their flocks and herds. That
year the banadars of the scattered tribes had chosen the Lake of
the Leaping Trout, the most southerly of a chain of lakes along a
wide river which the Eldidd men, with a characteristic lack of
imagination, called simply Aver Peddroloc, the four-lake river. To
the south stood a vast oak forest, tangled and primeval, that was a
burying ground held sacred by the People for a thousand years. From
the north shore spread an open meadow, where now hundreds of
brightly painted tents rose like flowers in the grass. Out beyond
were flocks of sheep and herds of horses, watched over by a ring of
horsemen.
As their little group rode up, Talbrennon peeled off to drive
their stock into the communal herds. Dallandra led the others down
to the lakeshore and found an open spot to set up camp. As they
dismounted, ten men came running to do the heavy work for the Wise
One and her apprentice. Dallandra led Nananna away from the bustle
and helped her sit down in the grass, where Enabrilia and the baby
joined them. Farendar was awake, looking up at his mother with a
wide toothless grin.
“Look, sweetie, look at the camp. Isn’t it nice?
There’ll be music tonight, and you can listen.”
Farendar gurgled, a pretty baby, with big violet eyes, a soft
crown of blond hair, and delicate ears, long and tightly furled, as
all babies’ ears were. They would begin to loosen when he was
three or so.
“Give your aunt Dalla a kiss.” Enabrilia held him
up. “Malamala’s sweetest love.”
Obligingly Dallandra kissed a soft pink cheek. There was a
definite odor about the child.
“He’s dirty
again.”
“Oh, naughty one!”
Enabrilia knelt down in the grass and pulled up his little tunic
to unlace the leather diaper and pull it off. The diaper was
stuffed with long grass, definitely well used; Enabrilia shook it
out and began to pull clean. All the while she kept up a running
stream of sweet chatter that vaguely turned Dallandra’s
stomach. Her friend gushed over the baby no matter what he did,
whether soiling his diapers or blowing his snotty little nose. At
times it was hard for Dallandra to believe that this was the same
girl who used to train for an archer and race her horse ahead of
the alar across the grasslands, who used to camp alone in the
forest with Dallandra, just the two of them. Every child, of
course, was more precious than gold and twice as rare among the
People; every elf knew that, and Dallandra reminded herself of it
often. When Enabrilia started to put the grass-filled diaper back
on, Farendar proceeded to urinate all over himself and her hand,
but his mother just laughed as if he’d done something
clever.
“I think I’ll walk back to the camp,”
Dallandra said. “See if the tent is ready.”
The tents were indeed standing, and Halaberiel the banadar was
waiting in front of Nananna’s with four members of his
warband. Louts, Dallandra considered the young men, with their
long Eldidd swords at their sides and their swaggering walk.
Halaberiel himself, however, was a different matter, a farseeing
man and a skilled judge for the alarli under his jurisdiction. When
Dallandra held up her hands palm outward, he acknowledged the
gesture of respect with a small firm nod.
“I’m glad to see you, Wise One. I trust Nananna is
well.”
“A bit tired. She’s down by the
lakeshore.”
“I’ll go speak with her.” Halaberiel glanced
at his escort. “You all stay here.”
The four of them obligingly sat down in front of the tent. The
worst four, Dallandra thought. Calonderiel, Jezryaladar,
Elbannodanter, and Albaral—they were all staring,
hungry-eyed and smiling. She felt like kicking dirt in their faces.
As she followed the banadar, Calonderiel got up and ran after,
catching her arm and bobbing his head to her.
“Please, Dalla, won’t you take a little stroll with
me? Oh, by the gods who live in the moon, I’ve dreamt about
you every night for weeks.”
“Have you?” Dallandra shook her arm free.
“Then maybe you’ve been drinking too much Eldidd mead
before you go to bed. Try taking a herbal purgative.”
“How can one so lovely be so cruel? I’d die for you.
I’ll do anything you say, fight a thousand Round-ears or ride
alone to hunt down the fiercest boar! Please, won’t you give
me some quest? Something dangerous, and I’ll do it or die all
for your sake.”
“What a lardhead you can be!”
“If I talk like a madman, it’s because I’m mad
all for the love of you. Haven’t I loved you for years? Have
I ever looked at another woman in all that time? Haven’t I
brought you gifts from down in Eldidd? Please, won’t you walk
with me a little ways? If I die for lack of your kisses, my blood
will be on your head.”
“And if I get a headache from listening to you babble,
then the pain will be in my head, too. Cal, the alardan’s
full of prettier women than me. Go find one and seduce her, will
you?”
“Oh, by the gods!” Calonderiel tossed his head, his
violet eyes flashing with something like rage. “Doesn’t
love mean anything to you?”
“About as much as meat means to a deer, but I don’t
like to see you unhappy. We’ve been friends for ever so long,
since we were children, truly.”
Just seventy that year, Calonderiel was a handsome man, tall
even for one of the People, towering a full head above her, his
hair so pale it seemed white in the summer sun and his eyes as
deep-set as a dark pool among shade trees. Yet Dallandra found the
thought of him kissing her—or worse yet, caressing
her—as repellent as the thought of biting into meat and
finding a maggot.
“Besides,” she went on, “how would your pack
of friends take it if I chose you?”
“They’d have to take it. We threw knucklebones to
see who’d get the first chance to court you, and I
won.”
“You what?” Dallandra slapped him so hard across the
face that he reeled back. “You beast! You gut-sucking sheep
worm! Am I supposed to be flattered by that?”
“Of course you are. I mean, aren’t you glad to have
four men all ready to die for you?”
“Not if they dice over me first like a piece of Eldidd
ironware.”
“I didn’t mean it like that!”
“Horse turds.”
When Dallandra started to walk away, he grabbed her arm again,
bobbing his head and ducking before her like a bird drinking from a
stream.
“Please, wait! At least tell me this: is there someone you
love more than me? If there is, then I’ll ride off with a
broken heart, but I’ll ride.”
“Since I don’t love you at all, it wouldn’t be
hard to find someone I loved more, but actually, I haven’t
even looked. Why don’t you believe me, you cloudbrain? I
don’t love you. I don’t love anyone. I don’t want
to get myself a man. Plain truth. No more to say. There you
are.”
Rage flared in his eyes.
“I don’t believe it. Come on, tell me: what can I
do to make you love me?”
She was about to swear at him, then had a better idea.
“I’ll never love any man who isn’t my match in
magic.”
“What a rotten thing to say! What man’s ever going
to match you? That’s a woman’s art.”
“It doesn’t have to be.” Dallandra gave him a
small smile. “A man could learn it, too—if he had the
guts, and most of you don’t.”
This time, when Dallandra shook free and walked on, Cal stayed
behind, savagely kicking at a tuft of grass with the toe of his
boot. She hurried on to the lakeshore, where Nananna and Halaberiel
were sitting in the long grass in the shade of a willow tree, their
heads together and talking urgently.
“I’ve asked the banadar to do us a small
favor,” Nananna said. “Concerning yesterday’s
vision.”
“Of course I’ll go look for this man, Wise One.
I’ll take my escort with me, too.” He thought for a
moment. “Let’s see—the last of the Round-ear
merchants is still here. I could ask him if he’s seen
anything of a stranger.”
“No,” Nananna said. “I know this is only
making your task harder, Banadar, but I’d prefer that you
speak to the Round-ears as little as possible.”
Halaberiel shot her a troubled glance, then nodded his
agreement.
“Take Cal with you, will you?” Dallandra broke in.
“I want him out of my sight.”
“Oh, now now.” Halaberiel gave her an infuriatingly
paternal smile. “He’s a decent boy, really, if
you’d only give him a chance.”
When Dallandra crossed her arms over her chest and glared at
him, Halaberiel hastily looked away and made the sign against the
evil eye with his fingers. Although the evil eye was only a myth,
most dweomerfolk found it a useful one.
“Very well, Cal will ride with me,” Halaberiel said.
“Now, about this Round-ear we’re fetching, can you give
me a sign to look for, O Wise One?”
“Come to my tent after dark. I’ll give you a riddle
to ask him, too, just to make sure you’ve cut the horse out
of the herd of cows.”
“Good.” Halaberiel rose, bobbing his head at her.
“Shall I escort you to your tent?”
“No, but thank you. I think I’ll take a bit of
sun.”
Nananna waited until the banadar was out of earshot before she
spoke.
“And why are you breaking poor Cal’s heart?”
“I don’t love him.”
“Very well, then, but there’s nothing wrong with
your finding a nice young man to keep you warm in the
winter.”
Dallandra wrinkled her nose and shuddered. Nananna laughed,
patting Dallandra gently on the arm with one frail hand.
“Whatever you want, child. But a cold heart may find it
hard to work magic as it grows older and more chill.”
“Oh, maybe so, but I hate it when they hang around me,
yapping like dogs around a bitch in heat! Sometimes I wish
I’d been born ugly.”
“It might have been easier, but the Goddess of the Clouds
gave you beauty, and doubtless for some reason of her own. I
wouldn’t argue with her now that you have it.”
That night was the first in what promised to be a long series of
feasts. Each alar made up a huge quantity of a single dish and set
it out in front of their tents—Dallandra stewed up a vast pot
of dried vegetables heavily spiced with Bardek curries—and
the People drifted from one alar to another, sampling each dish,
stopping to talk with old friends, then moving on to the next.
Dallandra took a wooden bowl and trotted back and forth from alar
to alar to fetch a selection of favorite treats for Nananna, who
sat regally on a pile of cushions by a campfire and received
visitors while she ate. By the end of the alardan she would have
seen everyone at the meeting and dispensed wise advice, too, for
most of their problems. Someday this role of wise woman would be
Dallandra’s, but she was filled with the dread that she was
too young, not ready, nowhere near Nananna’s equal. Her worst
fear was that she would somehow betray her people’s trust in
her.
Slowly the night darkened; a full moon rose bloated on the far
empty horizon. Here and there, music broke out in the camp, as
harpers and flute players took out their instruments and started
the traditional songs. Singing, or at least humming along under
their breath, the People drifted back and forth through the light
from a hundred campfires. Just as the moon was rising high in the
sky, the Round-ear merchant came to pay his respects to Nananna.
Since she was supposed to be polishing her knowledge of the Eldidd
tongue, Dallandra moved close to listen as Namydd of Aberwyn and
his son, Daen, made Nananna low bows in the Round-ear fashion and
sat down at her feet. The merchant was a portly sort, graying and
paunchy, and his thin wisps of hair made his round ears painfully
obvious. Daen, however, was nice-looking for one of his kind, with
a thick shock of blond hair to cover what Dallandra thought of as
his deformity.
“I’m most grateful you’d speak with me, O Wise
One,” Namydd said in his barbarous-sounding speech.
“I’ve brought you a little gift, just as a token of my
respect.”
Daen promptly handed over a cloth-wrapped parcel, which his
father presented to Nananna with as much of a bow as he could
manage sitting down. With a small regal smile, Nananna unwrapped
it, then held up two beautiful steel skinning knives with carved
bone handles.
“How lovely! My thanks, good merchants. Here, Dallandra,
you may choose which one you want.”
Eagerly Dallandra took the knives and studied them in the
firelight. One knife was decorated purely with interlacements and
spirals; the other had a picture of a running horse in the clumsy
Eldidd style. She chose the abstract one and handed the other back
to Nananna.
“My thanks, good merchants,” Dallandra said.
“This is a truly fine thing.”
“Not half as fine as you deserve,” Daen broke
in.
Dallandra realized that he was staring at her with a besotted
smile. Oh no, not him, too! she thought. She rose, made a polite
bob, then hurried to the tent on the excuse of putting the new
knives away.
By the time the moon was at her zenith, Nananna was tired.
Dallandra shooed the last visitors away, then escorted Nananna to
their tent and helped her to settle into bed. In the soft glow of
the magical light, Nananna seemed as frail as a tiny child as she
lay wrapped in her dark blue blanket, but her violet eyes were
still full of life, sparkling like a lass’s.
“I do love an alardan,” Nananna said. “You can
go watch the dancing if you’d like, child.”
“Are you sure you won’t need me for
anything?”
“Not while I sleep, no. Oh—I forgot all about
Halaberiel. Here, go find him and tell him I’ll speak to him in the
morning.”
Shortly after dawn on the morrow, Halaberiel appeared at their
tent with the four young men who were to ride with him.
They all sat on the floor of the tent while Nananna described
the young Round-ear she’d seen in her vision—a slender
man, much shorter than one of the People, with dark hair and big
eyes like an owl. He was traveling with a mule and earning his
living as a herbman.
“So he shouldn’t be too hard to find,” Nananna
finished up. “When I scried him out, he was leaving Elrydd
and making his way west. Now, the rest of you leave us while I tell
the banadar the secret riddle.”
Carefully avoiding Calonderiel, Dallandra left the tent along
with the men and went over to Enabrilia’s tent, which stood
nearby. Enabrilia was cooking soda bread of Eldidd flour on a
griddle while Wylenteriel changed the baby. Enabrilia broke off a
bit of warm bread and handed it to Dallandra.
“I’ve got something to show you later,”
Enabrilia said. “We traded a pair of geldings for some
marvelous things yesterday. A big iron kettle and yards and yards
of linen.”
“Wonderful! I should take some of our extra horses over to
the Round-eyes, too.”
The Eldidd merchants left the alardan the next day, taking away
fine horses and jewelry and leaving behind a vast motley assortment
of iron goods, cloth, and mead. The alardan settled down to its
real business—trading goods among itself, and sorting out the
riding orders for the long trips ahead to the various winter camps.
Just at twilight, Dallandra took an Eldidd-made ax and walked about
a mile to a stand of oaks where she’d spotted a dead tree
earlier. In the blue shadows under the old trees, all tangled with
underbrush, it was cool and quiet—too quiet, without even the
song of a bird. Suddenly she was aware of someone watching her. She
raised the ax to a weapon posture.
“All right,” Dallandra barked. “Come
out.”
As quietly as a spirit materializing, a man of the People
stepped forward. Dressed in clothes pieced out of animal skins, he
carried a long spear with a chipped stone blade, the shaft striped
with colored earths and decorated with feathers and ceramic beads.
Round his neck on a thong hung a small leather pouch, also
elaborately decorated. One of the Forest Folk, come so close to a
gathering—Dallandra lowered the ax and stared in sheer
surprise. His smile was more a sneer as he looked her over.
“You have magic,” he said at last.
“Yes, I do. Do you need my help for anything?”
“Your help?” The words dripped sarcasm.
“Impious bitch! As if I needed your help for one little
thing. That axhead is made of iron.”
Dallandra sighed in sudden understanding. The Forest Folk clung
to ancient taboos along with ancient ways—or so the People
saw it.
“Yes, it is, but it hasn’t hurt me or my friends.
Honest. No harm’s come to us at all.”
“That’s not the issue. The Guardians
are angry. You drive the Guardians away with your stinking filthy
iron.”
To Dallandra the Guardians were a religious principle, not any
sort of real being, but there was no use in arguing
philosophy with the Forest Folk.
“Have you come to warn us? I thank you for
your concern, and I shall pray for forgiveness.”
“Don’t you mock me! Don’t you think I can tell
you despise us? Don’t you dare speak to me as if I were a
chid, or I’ll—”
When he stepped forward, raising the spear, Dallandra
threw up one hand and summoned the Wildfolk of Aethyr. Blazing
blue fire plumed from her fingers with a roaring hiss. The
man shrieked and fell onto his knees.
“Now,” she said calmly, “What do you want? If
you just want to lecture me, I’m too busy at the
moment.”
“I want nothing, Wise One.” He was shaking,
his fingers tight on the spear shaft for comfort. “I
brought someone who does need your help.”
When he called out, a human man crept forward from the
underbrush. His dark hair was matted; his tattered brown rags were
filthy. He fell to his knees in front of her and looked
up with desperate eyes. He was so thin that she
could see every bone in the hands he raised to her.
“Please help me,” he
stammered out in the Eldidd tongue.
Dallandra stared at his dirty face. On his left cheek was a
brand, bitten, deep into his flesh, the mark of some Round-ear
lord. A bondsman—fleeing for freedom, and his life.
“Of course we’ll help you,” Dallandra said.
“Come with me. Let’s get you fed first.”
She turned to the spearman. “You have my sincere
thanks. Do you want to eat with us too?”
For an answer he rose and ran, slipping back into the
forest like a deer. Weeping a low animal mutter under
his breath, the Round-ear staggered to his feet. When they reached the alar, the
People clustered round with shouts and oaths. Wylenteriel pressed a
chunk of bread into the man’s filthy hands and got him a bowl
of ewe’s milk to drink—the roast lamb and spiced food
would have only made him vomit.
“One of the Forest Folk brought him in,” Dallandra
said. “They must have been waiting for the merchants to
leave.”
“I heard your people help such as us,” the bondsman
stammered. “Oh, please, I can’t bear it anymore. My
lord’s a harsh man. His overseer flogs us half to death
whenever it suits him.”
“This lord is probably coming after him, too,”
Dallandra said to the crowd in Elvish. “I wish Halaberiel
were here, but we’ll have to work something out without
him.”
“My alar’s riding west.” Gannobrennon stepped
forward. “We’ll take him with us, and we’ll leave
tonight.”
“Good, but what if the Round-ears ride in looking for
him?” Elbaladar said. “We’d better break up the
alardan.”
At this a round of arguments, suggestions, a babble of good
advice and drawbacks, broke out. Slowly Nananna came out from the
tent and walked over. At the sight of her, everyone fell silent.
“Elbaladar is right,” Nananna said.
“We’d better break camp tonight. I can contact
Halaberiel through my stones and tell him the news.” She
paused, looking around at the assembled people. “I need four
or five young men to join my alar. We can’t ride fast, and so
the Round-ears might catch up with us.”
Quickly the news spread through the alardan: they were rescuing
a Round-ear slave, and the Wise One had given her orders. The
People gobbled down the feast, then packed up gear and struck tents
by firelight and the rising moon. A few at a time, the alarii cut
their stock out of the common herds and disappeared, moving on fast
into the silent dark grasslands, until the vast meadow stood empty
with only the crushed grass and various leavings to show where the
alardan stood. Just after midnight four young men brought their
stock and their possessions over to join the Wise One’s
group, the last two tents left of hundreds.
“I can ride for a few hours tonight,” Nananna said.
“I want to turn back east. If the Round-ear lord finds
anyone, it had best be me.”
They made a hasty, sparse camp two hours later on the banks of
the river that flows out of the Lake of the Leaping Trout. In the
morning they forded the river and turned dead south through the
grasslands. Enabrilia and Dallandra led the travois horses while
Wylenteriel, Talbrennon, and one of their new recruits herded the
stock in the rear. The other three rode in front, hands on sword
hilts, eyes constantly sweeping the horizon, ready to ride between
any Round-ear and Nananna. Toward noon, the trouble came.
Dallandra saw a puff of dust heading toward them that soon
resolved itself into six horsemen, trotting fast over the
grasslands.
“Good,” Nananna said. “Let’s pull up
and let them catch us. Dalla, you do the
talking.”
Dallandra handed her the rope of the travois horse and rode up
to the head of’the line. The horsemen shouted and
turned their horses, galloping the last half mile up to the alar.
At their head was a heavyset blond man in the plaid brigga
that marked him as an Eldidd lord; behind him were five of
his warband, all armed and ready. The lord checked his men some
twenty feet away from the alar and rode on alone to face
Dallandra. He looked sourly over the small party; she could see
him noting well the armed men—six of them,
counting young Talbrennon.
“My lord! Shall we charge?”
“Hold your tongue!” the
lord yelled. “Can’t you see the women with them? And,
one of them’s old, at that.”
Daliandra relaxed, sightly; so he had a bit of his kind of
honor. The lord edged his horse up close to hers.
“Now, can any of you speak my
language?”
Dalandra gave him, a wide-eyed stupid stare.
“Eldidd,” He sighed, and pointed to
himself. “I’m a lord. I lost a bondsman.
Have you seen him?”
“Bondsman?” Dallandra said slowly. “What is
bondsman? Oh—farmer.”
“That’s right,” The lord, raised his
voice, as if she would understand if only he shouted. “A
kind of farmer. He has a brand here.” He pointed to his cheek. “A mark. He’s my property,
and he ran away.”
Dallandra nodded slowly, as if considering all of this.
“He’s a young man, wearing brown clothes,” the
lord bellowed at the top of his lungs. “Have you seen
him?”
“That I not. No see farmers.”
The lord sighed and looked doubtfully at the alar’s gear,
as if a bondsman wrapped in blankets might be hidden on a
travois.
“Which way have your people ridden? North? South?”
He pointed out the various directions. “Do you understand?
Where have you come from?”
“North. No see farmers. No farmers in north
grass.”
“Well, you would have seen him out in those dismal
plains.”
“The dis . . . what?”
“Oh, never mind.” The lord made a vague bow in her
direction, then turned and yelled at his warband. “All right,
men, we’re riding east. The bastard must have doubled
back.”
As soon as the warband was out of sight, the alar burst into
howls and cackles. Dallandra leaned into her saddle peak and
laughed till her sides ached.
“Oh, a splendid jest,” Wylenteriel gasped with his
perfect Eldidd accent. “No see farmer! By those hells of
theirs, Dalla!”
“No speak good. Me simple elf. Hard of hearing,
too.”
On a wave of laughter the alar rearranged their riding order and
continued their slow trip south.
About four days’ ride west of Elrydd, Aderyn came to a
tiny lake fringed with willow trees. In a nearby farming village
were a woman ill with shaking fever and a man with a jaw abscessed
from bad teeth. Aderyn made a camp on the lakeshore with a proper
fire circle of stones, a canvas lean-to for covering his gear, and
a neat stack of firewood donated by the grateful villagers, and
rode daily into the village to care for his new patients. Once they
were out of danger, he lingered to gather and dry wild herbs. On
his tenth night there, as he was eating bread and cheese by his
fire, he heard his horse whinny a nicker of greeting to some other
horse, but one he couldn’t see or hear. When the mule joined
in, Aderyn felt profoundly uneasy. He was a good two miles from the
village, far away from help if he should need it.
Off among the willows a twig snapped; then silence. Aderyn spun
around and stared into the darkness. He thought he saw something
moving—too slender for a deer—no, nothing but tree
branches. Now here, he told himself, you’re letting your
nerves run away with you. But in the distance he heard another
sound—a footfall, a twig. He retreated close to the fire and
picked up the only weapon he had, a table dagger.
The five men materialized out of the willow trees and stepped
quietly into the pool of firelight. While he gawked, too frightened
to speak, they ringed him round, cutting off any escape. All five
of them had pale blond hair, like moonlight in the fire-thrown
shadows, and they shared a certain delicate kind of good looks,
too, so that Aderyn’s first muddled thought was that they
were brothers. They were dressed differently than Eldidd men, in
tight leather trousers instead of baggy brigga and loose dark blue
tunics, heavily embroidered, instead of overshirts, but they all
carried long Eldidd swords.
“Good evening,” one of them said politely.
“Are you the herbman the villagers told us about? Aderyn, the
name was.”
“I am. Do you need my help? Is someone sick?”
The fellow smiled and came closer. With a twitch of surprise
Aderyn noticed his ears, long, delicately pointed and curled like a
seashell, and his enormous eyes were slit vertically like a
cat’s.
“My name is Halaberiel. Answer me a riddle, good herbman:
where have you seen the sun rise when you see with your other
eyes?”
“At midnight, but that’s a strange riddle for a man
to know.”
“It was told me by a woman, actually. Well, good herbman,
we truly do require your aid. Will you ride west with
us?”
“And do I have any choice about that?”
“None.” Halaberiel gave him a pleasant smile.
“But I assure you, we mean you not the least harm.
There’s a woman among my people with great power in what you
Round-ears call dweomer. She wants to speak with you. She
didn’t tell me why, mind, but I do what Nananna wants.”
He turned to one of the others. “Calonderiel, go fetch his
horse and mule. Jezry, bring our horses.”
The two melted away into the darkness with hardly a sound.
“I take it we’re leaving tonight,” Aderyn
said.
“As long as you’re rested, but we won’t go
far. I just want to put a little distance between us and the
village. The villagers might go running to their lord with tales of
Westfolk prowling around.” Suddenly he laughed. “After
all, we are actually thieving tonight, stealing the herbman
away.”
“Well, the herbman is curious enough to come with you on
his own. I’m more than willing to speak to anyone who has
dweomer.”
“I can’t tell you how glad I am to hear that. It
would have ached my heart to tie you up, but we couldn’t have
you taking wing and flying away the minute our backs were
turned.”
“Flying? Not quite, but I have ways of moving in the dark,
true enough.”
“Ah, you’re only an apprentice, then. Well, no doubt
Nananna can teach you a thing or two.”
Halaberiel spoke so matter-of-factly that the implication was
unmistakable. Could this Nananna fly? Did all the dweomermasters
of the Westfolk have a power that was only a wistful dream for
those of the human sort? Aderyn’s heart started pounding in
sheer greed. If Halaberiel had somehow changed his mind and tried
to keep Aderyn away, he would have had a nasty fight on his hands.
Aderyn’s kidnappers-cum-escort saddled his horse, loaded up
his mule, then put out and buried his fire for him. As the horses
picked their way across the dark meadow, Halaberiel rode beside
Aderyn.
“I’ll tell Nananna tonight that we’ve found
you.”
“You can scry, I take it.”
“I can’t. She’ll come to me in a dream, and I
can tell her then.”
Just after midnight, Halaberiel ordered his men to make a rough
camp by a riverbank. Aderyn judged they’d gone about ten
miles. In the darkness, he could see nothing, but in the morning,
he woke to the sight of a swift-flowing, broad river and, beyond
on the farther bank, a primeval oak forest. He jumped up and ran to
the water’s edge. It had to be—he knew it deep in his
heart—it was the river of his vision. With a little yelp of
sheer joy he jigged a few dancing steps, there on the
riverbank.
“Is somewhat wrong?” Halaberiel came up
beside him.
“Not in the least. Quite the contrary, in fact. You
don’t need to worry about me trying to escape or suchlike,
believe me.”
After a meal they forded the river and walked the horses
slowly into the forest, which soon tamed so thick and tangled that
they had to dismount and lead their mounts along a deer track. In
a few miles the trail disappeared, leaving them to thread
their own way through the trees. For three agonizing hours
they picked their way west, stopping often to urge on the balky
horses or deliberate on the best way to go. Finally, just when
Aderyn was ready to give up in frustration, they came to a
road: a proper, hard-packed, level dirt road, about ten
feet across, running straight as a spear through the forest.
“Here we are,” Halaberiel remarked. “Few of
the Round-ears would push on long enough to find this,
you see.”
“I take it you don’t trust my kind.”
“And how should I?” Halaberiel considered him with
cool, violet eyes. “No offense, good sir, to you as a man,
but first we gave the Round-ears the coast; then
they started pushing up the rivers; now I see them
breeding like rats and swarming all over the country.
Everywhere they go, they make slaves out of the Old Ones who were
here before them. Where will they stop? Anywhere? Or will
they keep on pushing north, and west, plowing up the grasslands for
their fields and killing the grass for our horses? Are
they going to look at us and covet us for slaves one fine day?
They’ve already broken at least one treaty
with my kind that I know of. Trust them? I think not, good sir,
I think not.”
“I assure you, those of us who serve the dweomer hate
slavery as much as you do. If I could free every bondsman in.
the kingdom, I would.”
“No doubt, but you
can’t, can, you?” With an irritable shrug, Halaberiel turned away and called to his men. “Let’s
get on the road. We can rest the horses when we come to the big
spring.”
The spring turned out to be some two miles farther west, a stone
pond with a stone culvert that led the overflow down to a stream
among the trees. Inside the stone wall water welled up clear and
noiselessly from the sandy bottom. Before anyone drank, Halaberiel
raised his hands over the water and called out a short prayer in a
soft musical language to thank the god of the spring. Then they
unsaddled their horses, let them roll, and watered them before
sitting down to their own meal of smoked fish and soft
ewe’s-milk cheese. Aderyn was beginning to be able to tell
the young men apart: Calonderiel, taller than the rest;
Elbannodanter, as delicately handsome as a lass; Jezryaladar with a
quick flash of a grin; and Albaral, who said very little and ate a
lot.
“Banadar?” Calonderiel said. “Has Nananna told
you where she is?”
“Not far beyond the forest. She and her escort met up with
a couple of big alarli yesterday, and they’re all camping
together by the haunted pool. The rest of our warband’s on
the way to join them, too. We’ll all move down to the winter
camp together.”
When he finished eating, Aderyn went for a closer look at the
spring. The stonework was carved with looping vines and flowers,
and peering out from among them were the little faces of the
Wildfolk.
“Halaberiel?” Aderyn said. “Your people do
beautiful stonework.”
“Well, they used to. This is over eight hundred years old.
There’s not a man or woman alive now who could do as
well.”
“Indeed? Here, your men call you banadar. Is that like a
lord or prince?”
“In a way, but only in a way. We’ll have to start
teaching you our speech, Aderyn. Most of us here in the east know a
bit of the Eldidd tongue, at least, but farther west the People
don’t care for the barbarous languages.”
Late in the afternoon they followed a little stream out of the
forest into the grasslands and made their night’s camp. As he
was unloading his mule, Aderyn realized that he was completely
lost, cut off from Eldidd and everything he’d ever known.
Perhaps he might have been able to find his way back through the
forest to the river on his own—perhaps. Later, when the
others were asleep in their bedrolls, Aderyn sat by the dying
campfire and thought of Nevyn. The old man’s image built up
instantly, smiling at him.
“Did I wake you?” Aderyn thought to him.
“Not at all. I was just sitting here wondering about you.
Where are you? Still in Eldidd?”
“I’m not. Strange things have been
happening.”
Carefully and in some detail Aderyn told him about his forced
trip to see Nananna. His eyes thoughtful, Nevyn’s image grew
stronger above the fire.
“Strange things indeed. Now fancy that—I never knew
another race lived to the west. I think me that King Bran and
Cadwallon the Druid led their folk to a stranger place than ever
they could have guessed. I’ll have to meditate on this, but
from what you say, I think that these elves originate in a
different part of the Inner Lands than men do.”
“So it would seem. I truly wonder what kind of dweomer
they have.”
“So do I. I trust you’ll tell me when you find out.
It seems the Lords of Light have warned this Nananna of your
coming. Interesting, all of it.”
“I truly wish you were here to see for
yourself.”
“Well, who knows? Maybe someday I’ll ride west.
Until then, be careful, will you? Don’t go rushing into
anything unwise just out of lust for secret lore.”
Then he was gone, the contact broken and cold.
Toward noon on the next day they reached the camp. They came to
the sheep first, a huge flock, watched over by dogs and mounted
shepherds, one of whom was a woman, dressed in the same leather
trousers and dark blue tunic as the men, but with long hair in one
thick braid hanging down to her waist. About an hour’s ride
on they reached a herd of some sixty horses on long tethers, among
them the rich yellow-golds with silvery manes and tails so highly
prized by Eldidd men. Just beyond the herds were the tents, along a
stream and among the willow trees there. Each was a swirl and
splash of bright color—animals, birds, leaves,
tendrils—all intertwined but so solid and realistically
painted that it seemed the birds would fly away. Out in the middle
was a big cooking fire, where men and women both were working,
cutting up lamb, stirring something in a big iron kettle. Other
elves stood round, talking idly. When Halaberiel called out, the
folk came running, all talking at once. Aderyn heard his name
mentioned several times, and some of the folk openly stared at him.
In a flood of laughter and talk, the men began to help them
unsaddle their horses.
Off to one side Aderyn noticed a young woman whose hair, as pale
as silver, hung to her waist in two long braids. Her face was a
perfect oval; her enormous eyes were as dark and gray as storm
clouds; her mouth was as delicate as a child’s. When she
walked over to speak to him, he felt his heart pounding like a
dancing drum.
“Aderyn? My name is Dallandra, Nananna’s apprentice.
My mistress is resting, but I’ll take you to her later. My
thanks for coming to us.”
“Most welcome, but the banadar didn’t give me much
choice.”
“What?” Dallandra turned on the banadar. “What
did you do, kidnap him like a lot of Round-ear bandits?”
Although Halaberiel laughed, he stepped back a pace from her
anger. She’s splendid, Aderyn thought, and by every god, she
must have a dweomer, too! All at once he was aware of Calonderiel
watching him narrow-eyed, his arms folded over his chest.
Aderyn’s heart sank; he should have known that a woman like
this would be long spoken for. Then he caught himself. What was he
doing, him of all people, acting like some stupid young lad bent on
courting? Hastily he recovered his dignity and made Dallandra a
bow.
“There’s no need to chide the banadar. I’d
gladly travel a thousand miles for the sake of the dweomer. In
feet, I already have.”
She smiled, well pleased by his answer.
“Where shall we put you? You don’t have a tent of
your own.”
“I’ll take him with me,” Halaberiel said.
“Truly, good Aderyn, my tent is yours if it pleases
you.”
The banadar’s tent, a blue-and-purple monster some thirty
feet across, stood at the edge of the camp. Lying around on the
floor were piles of blankets and saddlebags. Halaberiel found a
bare spot near the door and gestured to Aderyn to lay down his
bedroll.
“The unmarried men in my warband shelter with me, but I
promise you’ll find them better-mannered than a Round-ear
lord’s warriors.”
Jezryaladar brought in Aderyn’s mule packs and dumped them
unceremoniously on the ground near his bedroll. Apparently the
elves considered this all the unpacking that was necessary;
Halaberiel took his arm and led Aderyn outside to introduce him to
the crowd round the cooking fire. A young woman, carrying a baby on
her back in a leather-and-wood pack, handed Aderyn a wooden bowl of
stewed vegetables and a wooden spoon, then served the banadar. They
stood up to eat off to one side of the fire and watched as the
young men of the warband lined up for their share.
“That lamb will be done later, I suppose,”
Halaberiel said vaguely.
“Oh, this is fine. I don’t eat much meat,
anyway.” As the afternoon wore on, everyone was perfectly
friendly, and most of the people spoke the Eldidd tongue, but on
the whole, Aderyn was ignored or, rather, taken for granted in a
way that made him feel slightly dizzy. After they ate, Halaberiel
sat down on the ground in front of one of the tents and started an
urgent conversation in Elvish with two men. Aderyn wandered through
the camp, looking at the paintings on the tents, and watched what
the people were doing in a vain attempt to fit into their pattern.
The People strolled around, talking to whomever they met, or perhaps taking up some task, only to drop it
if they felt like it. Aderyn saw Jezryaladar and another young man
bringing a big kettle of water up from the stream to the fire; it
sat there for a long time before Calonderiel put it on the iron
tripod to heat; then it sat some more until a pair of the lads got
around to washing up about half of the wooden bowls. When Aderyn
wandered off, he found a young woman sitting on the ground behind
one of the tents and talking to a pair of sleek brown dogs; she lay
down, fell asleep, and the dogs lay down with her. Later, when he
strolled back that way, they were gone.
Finally, toward twilight, the roast lamb was done. Two of the
men took it off the spit and slung it down on a long wooden plank,
while others kicked the various dogs away. Everyone gathered round
and cut off hunks of meat, which most of them ate right there,
standing up and talking. Aderyn saw Dallandra putting a few choice
slices on a wooden plate and taking them away to a tent painted
with vines of roses in a long, looping design.
“Nananna must be awake,” Halaberiel said with his
mouth full. “She’s very old, you see, and needs her
rest.”
Privately Aderyn wondered if it might be days before Nananna got
around to remembering she’d had him brought here. As it grew
dark, some of the elves built a second fire, then sat around it
with wooden harps that looked somewhat like the ones in Deverry but
which turned out to be tuned in quarter tones; they had long wooden
flutes, too, that gave out a wailing, almost unpleasant sound for a
drone. They played for a few minutes, then began to sing to the
harps, an intricate melody in the most peculiar harmonies Aderyn
had ever heard. As he listened, trying to figure them out,
Dallandra appeared.
“She’s ready to see you. Follow me.”
They went together to the rose-painted tent. Dallandra raised
the flap and motioned him to go in. When he crawled through, Aderyn
came out into a soft golden light from dweomer globes hanging at
the ridgepoles. All around were the Wildfolk: gnomes curled up like
cats or wandering around, sprites clinging to the tent poles,
sylphs like crystal thickenings of the air. On the far side,
perched like a bird on a pile of leather cushions, was a slender
old woman, her head crowned with stark-white braids. Aderyn could
feel the power flowing from her like a breath of cool wind hitting
his face, a snap and crackle in the air to match the life snapping
in her violet eyes. When she gestured to him to sit down by her
feet, he knelt in honest respect. Even when Dallandra joined her
mistress, Aderyn couldn’t take his eyes from Nananna’s
face. When she spoke, her voice was as strong and melodious as
a lass’s.
“So, you’re the dweomerman from the east,
are you?”
“Well, I’m a dweomerman from the east. I
take it you had some warning of my coming.”
“I saw somewhat in my stone.” Nananna
paused, leisurely studying his face. “In truth, I asked for
you.”
Dallandra caught her breath with a small gasp.
“I’ll, die soon,” Nananna went on.
“It is time, and Dallandra will have my tent, my horses,
and my place among our folk.” She laid a bony, pale hand on the
lass’s shoulder. “But I leave her a bitter legacy
along with the sweet. I am old, Aderyn, and I speak
bluntly. I do not like your people. I fear their greed
and what it will do to us.”
“I fear it, too. Please believe me—I’d stop
them, if I could.”
Nananna’s eyes bored, deep into his. Aderyn looked back,
unflinchingly and let her read the truth, of what he said.
“I have heard of the dweomer of the east,”
she said, after a moment. “It seems to serve the
Light I serve, only after its own manner.”
“There is only one Light, but a rainbow of a thousand
colors.”
Pleased by the answer, Nananna smiled, a thin twitch of
bluish lips.
“But one of those colors is the red
of blood,” she said. “Tell me somewhat: will your
people kill mine for their land?”
“That’s what I’m afraid of.
They’ve killed others for theirs—or enslaved
them.”
“No one will ever enslave an elf,”
DaDandn broke in. “We’d die first, every last one of
us.”
“Hush, child!” Nananna paused, thinking. “Tell
me, Aderyn. What sent you to us?”
“Just this spring I left my master and received my vision.
In it I saw a river, far to the west. When Halaberiel brought me to
you, I crossed that river.”
“And do you want to go back across it to your own kind? I
can have the banadar escort you.”
“Wise One, there are some rivers that can never be
recrossed.”
The old woman smiled, nodding her agreement. Aderyn felt cold
with excitement, a sweet troublement. He could hear the distant
singing, drifting in from the night with the wailing of flutes.
“If you asked for me, and if I’ve been sent to
you,” Aderyn said, “what work do you want me to
do?”
“I’m not truly sure yet, but I do want Dallandra to
have a man of your people at her side who understands your ways as
she understands ours. I see blood on the grasslands, and I hear
swords and shouting. It would be a shameful thing if I didn’t
even try to stop it. Will you ride with us for a while?”
“Gladly. How can I stand by and let my folk do a murdering
thing to haunt their Wyrd forever?”
“Nicely spoken. Tell me, Dalla—can you work with
this man?”
Dallandra turned her storm-cloud gaze Aderyn’s way and
considered him for so long that his heart began pounding.
“Well,” she said at last, “I’d work with
the Dark Fiends themselves if it would help my people. He’ll
do.”
“Well and good, then, as your folk would say.”
Nananna raised a frail hand in blessing. “Ride south with us,
young Aderyn, and we’ll see what all our gods have in
store.”