"Lee, Marylin - Dream Lover" - читать интересную книгу автора (Lee Marilyn)

"What?" Janny shot to her feet and paced around the room for several moments before coming to stand over Jade, her blue eyes wide. "Are you telling me you're in love with him?"
Jade thought about the crushes she'd had over the years, the last a little over a year earlier on a tall, handsome man she'd met while jogging in Fairmount Park. He'd wined and dined her for six weeks before he asked her to sleep with him. She refused and he bowed out of her life. Although she'd been half convinced she loved him, by the end of their first month apart, she'd practically forgotten him. She wasn't sure she knew what love felt like, but she did know what raging, undeniable yearning felt like. It had been eating at her since that morning in Reed's bed.
"I didn't say that," she protested. "I said he's the man I'm going to sleep with." She reached up to clasp Janny's hand. "I feel hot and nervous and excited when I'm with him. I want him."
"That's called lust, Jade," Janny said, sinking back down to the carpet next to her. "It'll only get you hurt. I mean, what do you expect to get from this man besides his lust?"
"I just want ... need him to make love to me. I can't explain it. My body aches for his, but it's not just sex."
"That's what it sounds like to me."
"I do want him sexually like I've never wanted any other man, but it's more than that. I feel safe and comfortable with him."
"Safe and comfortable? Jade, he wants to take your virginity. Period. And when he's had enough of you, he'll move on to someone else. Are you willing to be his part-time lover with no commitment from him?"
Jade looked Janny straight in the eye and nodded slowly. "Yes, if that's all he has to give me. I don't just want him. I have to have him. I'm going to have him. He's the man I've saved myself for. He's seen me naked, made love to me, and told me he wanted me in his bed again. I can say the most outrageous things to him and then look into his eyes without any embarrassment. He's the one."
Janny sank back against the sofa. "What about him? Is he married, living with or seeing anyone?"
She dropped her gaze and took several long sips of her tea before looking up at Janny. "I don't know."
"What? And you're going to sleep with him without knowing if there's another woman or women in his life? Jade! Am I understanding you?"
She ran a hand through her hair. "I know that sounds sleazy, but I can't help that. I am going to sleep with him. I need him inside me. I don't care about anything else."
"Oh, girl, you've got it bad."
Jade stared at Janny feeling wicked. "And I want it good. He's big and hard when he's aroused and I want him."
Janny did her best to look stern, but Jade saw the unmistakable sparkle that signaled coming laughter lighting her eyes, then the smile forming on her lips. In a few moments, they were laughing hysterically.
When they stopped laughing, Janny squeezed her hand. "He's a nice size, huh?"
"Janny, he's huge."
"Yeah?"
"Oh, yeah," she said, remembering the massive feel of Reed's aroused penis against her.
"Excuse the language, but if you've seen one cock you've seen them all."
"Not one like this," she was amazed to hear herself insist.
Janny grinned, her eyes gleaming. "Okay, enough of that. Let's get practical."
"Okay," she said. "How?"
"Very simple. Can you say protection?" she asked in a near perfect Mr. Rogers voice.
Jade took one look at her face and collapsed into a fresh fit of giggles.
Janny frowned. "Jade! I'm serious. Big cock or no, don't let him near you again without a condom. Satisfied lust is going to be small comfort if you wind up pregnant and he's not interested in standing by you."
"Okay. Okay. I know the facts of life. No condom, no sex. I promise," she said. "Now lighten up."

Chapter Four
The phone was ringing when Jade got home just after eleven. Kicking off her sandals, she dropped her knapsack on the floor, sank down into the loveseat, closed her eyes, and picked up the phone.
"Hello."
"Jade?"
Her eyes snapped open and she sat up in the chair. "Reed."
"I know it's late, and I won't keep you long. I just wanted to see if you'll have dinner with me."
"When?" she asked breathlessly.
"Tomorrow night."
"Oh, sugar! I can't."
"You have other plans?"
"Yes," she said and waited for him to suggest another night.
"With another man?"
He sounded ... possessive. Almost jealous. She smiled. "Sort of, ... yes."
"You told me you weren't seeing anyone special."
Her smile widened. He was definitely annoyed. "Did I say that?"
"Yes, dammit, you did!"
"It's a woman's prerogative to change her mind. I'm sure a man of your experience has heard that before."
"What the hell does that mean? Are you saying you are seeing someone special and you don't want to see me?"
She frowned. "That depends on what you want from me."
"You know what I want," he said in a low, angry voice.
She knew what he wanted all right, but she was hoping he'd want something more. "Is that all you want?"