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turtles had canceled, the tidy kill-fee deposited to ship's funds
before the message had hit her in box. Just
as well, thought Midj Rolanni, wearily. She sagged back into the
pilot's chair and reached for the cup nestled in the armrest holder.
She'd hadn't really wanted to reconfigure the flight deck for two
turtles, anyway. The
'toot wasn't exactly prime grade and being cold didn't improve it.
She drank it anyway, her eyes on the screen, but seeing through it,
into the past, and not much liking what she saw. She
finished the cold 'toot in a swallow, shuddered and threw the cup at
the recycler. It hit the unit's rim, shimmied for a heartbeat,
undecided, and fell in, for a wonder. Midj sighed and leaned to the
board, saving the turtles' cancellation with a finger-tap, and
accessing the stored message queue. There
wasn't much there besides the turtles' message—the transmittal,
listing the cargo she'd paid Teyope to carry for her; the credit
letter from the bank, guaranteeing the funds, half on cargo
transmittal, half on delivery. And
the letter from Kore. Pretty thin letter, really, just a couple
lines. Not what you'd call reason for off-shipping a perfectly
profitable cargo onto a trader just a little gray—"...just
a little gray," she repeated the thought under her breath—and
Teyope did
owe her, which even he acknowledged, damn his black heart, so the
cargo was in a fine way to arriving as ordered, where ordered, and
not a line of the guarantees found in violation. She
hoped. Her
hand moved on its own, fingers tapping the access, though she could
have told the whole of Kore's note out from heart. Still, her eyes
tracked the sentences, few as they were, as if she'd never read them
before. Or
as if she hoped they'd say something different this time. Her
bad luck, the words formed the same sentences they had since the
first, the sentences making up one spare paragraph, the message of
which was—trouble. Midj.
You said, if I ever changed my mind, you'd come. Cessilee Port,
Shaltren, on, Saint Belamie's Day. I'll meet you. Kore. "And
for this," she said out loud, hearing her voice vibrate against
the metal skin of her ship. "For this, you shed cargo and take
your ship—your home and your livelihood—onto Juntavas
headquarters?" It
wasn't the first time she'd asked the question since the letter's
receipt. Sometimes, she'd whispered it, sometimes shouted.
Skeedaddle, now. Her ship didn't tell her nothing, but that
she needed to go. She'd promised, hadn't she? And
so she had—promised. Half her lifetime ago, and the hardest
thing she'd done before or since was closing the hatch on him,
knowing where he was going. She'd replayed their last conversation
until her head ached and her eyes blurred, wondering what she could
have said instead, that would have made him understand... But
he had understood. He'd chosen, eyes open, knowing her, knowing how
she felt. He'd said as much, and say what you would about Korelan
Zar, he was no liar, nor ever had been. "You
go, then." The memory of her voice, shaking, filled her ears.
"If this Job is so important you gotta take up the Juntavas,
too—then go. I ain't gonna stop you. And I ain't gonna know
you, either. Walk down that ramp, Korelan, and you're as good as dead
to me, you hear?" She
remembered his face: troubled, but not anything like rethinking the
plan. He'd thought it through—he'd told her so, and she
believed him. He'd always been the thinker of the two of them. "Midj,"
he said, and she remembered that his voice hadn't been precisely
steady, either. "I've got to. I told you—" "You
told me," she'd interrupted, harsher maybe in memory than in
truth. She remembered she'd been crying by then, with her hand
against the open hatch, and the ramp run down to blastcrete, a
car waiting, its windows opaqued and patient, a few yards beyond. "You
told me," she'd said again, and she remembered that it had been
hard to breathe. "And I told you. I ain't comin' with you. I
ain't putting Skeedaddle into Juntavas service. You want to
sell yourself, I guess you got the right. But this ship belongs to
me." His
face had closed then, and he nodded, just once, slung his kit over
his shoulder and headed down the ramp. Chest on fire, she'd watched
him go, heard her own voice, barely above a whisper. "Kore..." He
turned and looked up to where she stood, fists braced against her
ship. "You
change your mind," she said, "you send. I'll come for you." He
smiled then, so slight she might've missed it, if she hadn't known
him so well. "Thanks,
Midj. I'll remember that." In
the present, Midj Rolanni, captain-owner of the independent tradeship
Skeedaddle, one of a dozen free traders elected as liaison to
TerraTrade—respectable and respected—Midj Rolanni drew a
hard breath. Twenty
Standards. And Kore had remembered.
She
set down as pre-arranged in Vashon's Yard and walked over to the
office, jump-bag on her shoulder. Vashon
himself was on the counter, fiddling with the computer, fingers
poking at the keys. He looked up and nodded, then put his attention
back on the problem at hand. Midj leaned her elbows on the counter
and frowned up at the ship board. Rebella
was in port—no good news, there—and BonniSu, which
was better. In fact, she'd actively enjoy seeing Su Bonner, maybe buy
her a beer and catch up on the news. Been a couple Standards since
they'd been in port together, and Su had bought last time... "Sorry,
Cap," Vashon said, breaking into this pleasant line of thought.
"Emergency order, all good now. What'll it be?" All
spacers were "Cap" to Vashon, who despite it was one of the
best all-around spaceship mechanics in the quadrant—and maybe
the next.
"Ship's
Skeedaddle, out of Dundalk," she said, turning from the board.
"Got an appointment for a general systems check. Replace what's
worn, lube the coils, and bring her up to spec—that's a
Sanderson rebuild in there, now, so the spec's're—"
"Right,
right..." He was poking at the keys again, bringing up the
records. "Got it all right here, Cap. How're them pod-clamps we
fitted working out for you?" "Better'n
the originals," she said honestly, which was no stretch, the
originals having seen a decade of hard use before Skeedaddle ever
came to her, never mind what she'd put on 'em. "Good,"
he said absently, frowning down at his screen. "Now, that
Sanderson—we have it on-file to tune at ninety percent spec
that being efficient enough for trade work, like we talked about.
You're still wantin'—"
"Bring her up
to true spec,'' Midj interrupted, which she'd decided already and,
dammit, she wasn't going to second-guess herself at this hour. If she
was a fool, then she was, and it wouldn't be the first time she'd
made the wrong call.
Not even close.
Vashon was nodding,
making quick notes on his keypad. "Bring her to true-spec, aye,
Cap, will do." He looked up.
"You'll be
wanting the upgraded vents, then, Cap? If you're going to be running
at spec I advise it."
She nodded. "Take
a look at the mid-ship stabilizer, too, would you? Moving her just
now, I thought I noticed a slide."
"'Cause you
come in without cans," he said, making another note. "But,
sure, we'll check it—ought to ride stable, cans or no cans."
He looked up again.
"Anything
else?"
"That's all I
know about. If you find anything major that needs fixing, I'll be at
the Haven."
"Haven it is,"
he said, entering that into the file, too. "Cash, card, or
ship's credit?"
"Ship's
credit." "Right,
then." He gave her a crabbed smile. "She ought to be good
to go by the end of the week, barring we find anything unexpected.
You can check progress on our stats channel, updated every two hours,
local. Ship's name is your passcode." "Thanks,"
she said, and shifted the bag into a more comfortable position on her
shoulder. "I'll see you at the end of the week, barring the
unexpected." She
nodded and he did and she let herself out the door that gave onto the
open Port.
"Going
where?'' Su Bonner
paused with her beer halfway to her mouth. "Shaltren,"
Midj repeated, trying to sound matter of fact, and not at all
reassured by the other woman's decisive headshake. "Shaltren's
not the place you want to be at this particular point in time,
Captain Rolanni, me heart." Su put her beer down on the table
with an audible thud. "Trust me on this one, like you never have
before." "I
trust you plenty," Midj said, spinning her own beer 'round the
various scars on the plastic tabletop, that being a handy way to not
meet her friend's eyes. "You know I do." "Then
you've given over the idea of going to Shaltren." Su picked up
her beer and had a hefty swallow "Good." Midj
sighed, still navigating the bottle through the tabletop galaxy. "So,
what's wrong with Shaltren? Besides the usual." "The
usual being that it's Juntavas Headquarters? That'd be bad enough, by
your lights and by mine. Lately, though, there's more. Chairman
Trogar, they say, is not well-loved." Frowning,
Midj glanced up. "Must break his heart." "Not
exactly, no." Su had another swallow of beer and shook two
fingers at the bartender. "What I heard is, he means to keep it
that way. Anybody who talks across him or who doesn't rise fast
enough when he yells 'lift!'—they're dead right off. He's got
himself an aggressive expansion plan in motion and he doesn't mind
spending lives—that's anybody's but his own—to get what
he wants."
Midj
shrugged. "The Juntavas always grabbed what they could." The
new beers came, the 'keeper collected Su's empty, looked a question
at Midj and was waved away. "Not
always." Su was taking her last comment as a debating point.
"I'm not saying every decent spacer should sign up onto the
Juntavas workforce, but I will say they've been getting carefuller in
later years. They're still trading in all the stuff nobody ought, but
they haven't been as gun-happy as they were back in the day..."
She raised a hand, showing palm. "Cold
comfort to you and yours, I grant. The fact remains, there was a
trend toward less of that and more...circumspection—and now
what rises to the top of the deck but Grom Trogar, who wants a return
to the bad old days—and looks like getting them." "Well."
Midj finished her beer, set the bottle aside, and cracked the seal on
the second. "So,"
Su said into the lengthening silence. "You changed your mind
about going to Shaltren, right? At least until somebody resets Mr.
Trogar's clock?'' Midj
sighed and met her friend's eyes. "Don't see my business waiting
that long, frankly." "What
business is worth losing your ship, getting killed, or both?"
Trust Su to ask the good questions. Midj kept her eyes steady. "You
remember Korelan Zar," she not-asked, and Su frowned. "Tall,
thin fella; amber eyes and coffee-color skin," she said slowly.
"I remember thinking that skin was so pretty-looking." She
fingered her beer. "Your partner, right? He was the one that
told you one day he'd take you to Panore for a vacation, right?" Midj
nodded, said nothing. Su's
sip was nearly a chug, then she continued into the silence. "Right.
Always wondered what happened to him. Never got around to asking.
Must be—what? Fifteen, eighteen Standards?" "Twenty."
Her voice sounded tight in her own cars. "What happened to him
was he figured he had to sign on with another crew—he had
reasons, they seemed good to him, and that's all twenty Standards in
the past. Thing is, I told him, if he ever needed to ship out—call,
and I'd come get him." Su
was quiet. Midj had a swig of beer, and another. "And
where he is, is Shaltren," Su said eventually, after she enjoyed
a couple of swigs, herself "Midj—you don't owe him." "I
owe him—I promised." She closed her eyes, opened them. "He
asked me to come." ''Shit."
More quiet, then—"How soon?" St.
Belamie's Day had begun as a joke; at need, it had become a code—he'd
remembered that, too, and trusted her to do the same. It was a moving
target, calculated by finding the square root of the diameter of
Skeedaddle, multiplying by the Standard day on which the
message was sent and dividing by twelve. Accordingly, she had about
twenty Standard Days on Kago before she lifted for Shaltren. She'd
wanted to time it closer, but there was the ship to be brought up to
spec, and she daren't gamble that Vashon would find nothing wrong.
Likely he wouldn't, but it wasn't the way to bet, not with Kore
waiting for her, with who knew what on his dance card. "Couple
weeks, local," she said to Su, and the other woman nodded. "Let's
do this again, before I ship out," she said, and finished off
her beer in one long swallow. She thumped the bottle to the table.
"For now, gotta lift. Business." "I
hear that," Midj said, dredging up a grin. "I'm at the
Haven for the next while, then back on-ship. Gimme a holler when you
know you got time for dinner. I'll stand the cost." "Like
hell you will," Su said amiably. She got her feet under her and
was gone, leaving Midj alone with the rest of her beer and the tab.
He
walked down the ramp easy, not hurrying, a pilot on his way to his
ship, that was all. He turned the corner and froze on the edge of the
halfway, still out of range of the camera's wide eye and the woman
leaning against the wall, gun holstered, waiting. Waiting
for him, he had no doubt. He knew her—Sambra Reallen—who
hadn't been anybody particular, and now ran in Grom Trogar's pack;
high up in the pack, though not so high that calling attention to
herself might get fatal. If she was here, calmly waiting for him go
through the one door he had to go through then he was too late. He
nodded, once, turned, and went back up the hall, walking no faster
than he had going down, and with as little noise. Too
late, he thought, as he reached street-level. Damn.
There
were two ways to play it from here, given that he'd
sworn not to be a damn' fool. The strike for the ship, that might've
been foolish, though he'd had reason to hope that the fiction of the
Judge's continued residence would cover him. The Judge's absence
would still serve as cover, since he was the Judge's courier. But the
fact that one of Chairman Trogar's own had been waiting for him—that
was bad. He wondered how bad, as he ran his keycard through the
coder. If
they'd been waiting for him at the ship, then they likely knew some
things. They probably knew that the Judge and most of the household
was gone, scattered, along with all the rest of the judges and staff
who had managed to go missing before Grom Trogar thought to look for
them. It was unlikely that they knew everything—and they'd
figure that, too. Which meant he had a bad time ahead of him. Nothing
to help it now—If he ran anywhere on Shaltren, they'd catch
him, and the inconvenience would only make his examination worse. If
he waited for them, and went peaceably—it was going to be bad.
Chairman Trogar would see to that. If
they'd been at the ship, they'd be bere soon, if they weren't
already. The
door to the house slid open. He
stepped inside, playing the part of a man with nothing to fear. His
persona had long been established—a bit stolid, a bit slow, a
steady pilot, been with the Judge since his itinerant days. He
flicked on the lights—public room empty. So far, so good.
They'd take their time coming in—Judges and their crews, after
all, had a reputation for being a bit chancy to mess with. There
was a some urgency on him, now. He'd planned for back-up; it was
second nature anymore to plan for back-up. At the time it had seemed
prudent and, anyway, he'd meant to be gone before it came to that. Meant
to, he thought now, walking quick through the darkened rooms,
heading for the comm room and the pinbeam. Meant to isn't will. He'd
put a life in danger. Might have put a life in danger. If the first
message had gotten through. If she hadn't just read it and laughed. I'll
come for you, she whispered from memory, the tears running her
face and her eyes steady on his. He moved faster now, surefooted in
the dark. She'd come. She'd promised. Unless something radical had
happened in her life, altering her entirely from the woman he had
known—Midj Rolanni kept her promises. He'd
had no right to pull her in on this. Especially this. Even as
a contingency back-up that was never going to be called into play. No
right at all. He
slapped the wall as he strode into the comm center. The lights came
up, showing the room empty—but he was hearing things now Noises
on his back path. The sound, maybe, of a door being forced. Fingers
quick and steady, he called up the 'beam, fed in the ID of the
receiver. The noises were closer now—heavy feet, somebody
swearing. Somewhere in one of the outer rooms, glass shattered
shrilly. He
typed, heard feet in the room beyond, hit send, cleared the log and
spun, hands up and palms showing empty. "If
you're looking for the High Judge," he said to man holding the
gun in the doorway. "He's not home."
Vashon
not finding anything about to blow down in Skeedaddle's
innards, and the vent upgrade going more smoothly than the man
himself had expected, Midj was back on-board in good order inside of
eight local days. She
stowed her kit and initiated a systems check, easing into the pilot's
chair with a sigh of relief . The ship was quiet, the only noises
those she knew so well that they didn't register with her anymore,
except as a general sense of everything operating as it should. Of
all being right in her world, enclosed and constrained as it was. When
she ran with a 'hand—never with a partner, not after Kore—the
noises necessarily generated by another person sharing the space
would distract and disorient her at first, but pretty soon became
just another voice in the overall song of the ship. And
whenever circumstances had her on-port for any length of time, she
came back to the ship with relief her overriding emotion, only too
eager to lower the hatch and shut out the din of voices, machinery
and weather. Hers.
Safe. Comfortable. Familiar. Down to the ancient Vacation on
Incomparable Panore holocard Kore'd given her as a yet
unfulfilled promise after one particularly hard trade run. She'd
thought before now that maybe it was time to start charting the
course of her retirement. Not that she was old, though some days she
felt every Standard she'd lived had been two. But she did have a
certain responsibility to her ship, which could be expected to
outlive a mere human's span—hell, it had already outlived two
captains, and there wasn't any reason it wouldn't outlast her. She
ought to take up a second—a couple of the cousins were hopeful,
so she'd heard. The time to train her replacement was while she was
still in her prime, so control could be eased over gradual, with her
giving more of her attention to TerraTrade, while the captain-to-be
took over ship duty, until one day the change was done, as painless
as could be for everyone. That's how Berl took Skeedaddle over
from Mam, who had gone back to the planet she'd been born to for her
retired years, and near as Midj had ever seen on her infrequent
visits, missed neither space nor ship. Berl,
now Midj shook her head, her eyes watching the progress of the
systems check across the board. In a universe without violence—in
a universe without the Juntavas—Berl would've been standing
captain yet, and his baby sister maybe trading off some other ship.
Maybe she'd been running back-up on Skeedaddle, though that
wasn't the likeliest scenario, her and her brother having gotten
along about as well as opinionated and high-tempered sibs ever did. Still
and all, he hadn't deserved what had come to him; and she hadn't
wanted the ship that bad, having found a post that suited her on the
Zar family ship. Suited her for a number of reasons, truth told, only
one of them being the younger son, who came on as her partner once
she'd understood Berl was really dead, and Skeedaddle was hers. Full
circle. The
board beeped; systems checked out clean, which was nothing more than
she'd expected. She had a cold pad spoke for at the public yard; some
meetings set up across the next couple days couple of independents
on-port she still needed to get to regarding their views on
TerraTrade's proposed "small trade" policies. She'd write
that report before she lifted, send it on to Lezly, in case.... In
case. Well. She
reached to the board, opened eyes and cars, began to tap in the code
for the office at the public yard—and stopped, fingers frozen
over the keypad. In
the top left corner of the board, away from everything else on the
board, a yellow light glowed. Pinbeam message waiting, that was. Most
likely it was TerraTrade business, though she couldn't immediately
call to mind anything urgent enough to require a 'beam. Still, it
happened. That's why emergencies were called emergencies. She
tapped the button, the message screen lit, sender ID scrolled—not
a code she recognized, off-hand—and then the message. Situation's
changed. Don't come. K
The
room was softly lit, his chair comfortable. For the moment, there
were no restraints, other than those imposed by the presence of the
woman across the table from him. "Where
is the High Judge, Mr. Zar?" Her
voice was courteous, even gentle, despite having asked this selfsame
question at least six times in the last few hours. "Evaluation
tour, is what he told me," he answered, letting some frustration
show. "An
evaluation tour," his interlocutor repeated, a note of polite
disbelief entering her cool voice. "What sort of evaluation?" "Of
the other judges," he said, and sighed hard, showing her his
empty hands turned palm up on his knee. "He was going to visit
them on the job, see how they were doing, talk to them. It's a
regular thing he does, every couple Standards." That last at
least was true. "I
see." She nodded. He didn't know her name—she hadn't told
him one, and she wasn't somebody he knew. She had a high, smooth
forehead, a short brush of pale hair and eyes hidden by dark glasses.
One of Grom Trogar's own—his sister, for all Kore knew or
cared. What
mattered was that she could make his life very unhappy, not to say
short, unless he could convince her he was behind on brains and info. "It
seems very odd to me," she said now, conversationally, "that
the High Judge would embark on such a tour without his pilot." They'd
been over this ground, too. "I'm
a courier pilot," he said, keeping a visible lid on most of his
frustration; "not a big ship pilot. I fly courier work, small
traders, that kind of thing. I stay here, in case I'm needed." She
hesitated; he could almost taste her weighing the question of the
rest of the household's whereabouts against his own actions.
Questions regarding his actions won out. "You
went to the courier shed this afternoon, is that correct?" "Yes,"
he said, a little snappish. "Why?"
Getting a little snappish, herself. "I
had a 'beam from the judge, with instructions." "Instructions
to lift?" "Yes." "And
yet you didn't lift, Mr. Zar. I wonder why not." He
shrugged, taking it careful here. "There was a guard on the
door. It smelled wrong, so I went back to the house and sent a 'beam
to the judge." "I
see. Which guard?" He
had no reason to protect the woman who'd been waiting for him. On the
other hand, he had no reason to tell this woman the truth. "Nobody
I'd seen before." She
shook her head, but let that line go, too. Time enough to ask the
question again, later. "Once
more, Mr. Zar—where is the High Judge?" "I
told you—on evaluation tour." "Where
is Natesa the Assassin?" She
was trying to throw him off. He gave an irritable shrug. "How
the hell do I know? You think a courier assigns judges?" "Hm.
And the destination of the lift you did not make?" Ile
shook his head. "High Judge's business, ma'am. I'm not to
disclose that without his say. If you want to 'beam him and get his
OK..." She
laughed, very softly, and leaned back in her chair, sliding her dark
glasses off and holding them lightly between the first and middle
fingers of her right hand. Her eyes were large and pale gray, pupils
shrinking to pinpoints in the dim light. "You
are good, Mr. Zar—my compliments. Unfortunately, I think
you are not quite the dull fellow you play so well. We both know what
happens next, I think? Unless there is something you wish to tell
me?" He
waited, a beat, two... She
shook her head—regretfully, he thought, and extended a long
hand to touch a button on her side of the table. The door behind her
slid open, admitting two men, one carrying a case, the other a gun. The
woman rose, languidly, and motioned them forward. Kore felt his
stomach tighten. "Mr.
Zar has decided that a dose of the drug is required to aid his
memory, gentlemen. I'll be back in ten minutes."
Don't
come... Midj
stared at the message, then laughed—the first real laugh she
had in—gods, a Standard. "Don't
come," she snorted, leaning back in the chair in the aftermath
of her laugh. "Tell me another one, Kore." Shaking
her head, she got up, went down the short hall to the galley and drew
herself a cup of 'toot, black and sweet. Sipping,
she walked back to the pilot's chamber and stood behind the chair,
looking down at the message on the screen. "Now,
of all the things he might've expected me to remember, wouldn't that
have been one of 'em?" She asked her ship. There was no answer
except for the smooth hum of the air filtering system. But, then,
what other answer was needed? Skeedaddle knew Kore as well as
she did. As
well as she had. Twenty-six
years ago, Midj Rolanni had been taken up as trader by Amin Zar,
working beside the least of Amin's sons, one Korelan, who also had a
head for trade. Their eighth or ninth stop, they were set to meet
with one of the Zar cousins, who was a merchant on the port. Taking
orbit, they collected their messages, including one from the cousin:
"Don't come." Amin
Zar, he took a look at that message, nodded, broke open the weapons
locker and issued arms. They went down on schedule, whereupon Amin
and the elder sibs disembarked, leaving Kore, Midj, and young Berta
in care of the ship. Several
hours later, they were back, Amin carrying the cousin, and a few of
the sibs bloodied—and Midj still had bad dreams about the lift
outta there. After
it all calmed down, she'd asked Kore why they'd gone in, when they'd
clearly been warned away. And
he'd laughed and told her that "Don't come," was Zar family
code for "help." She
sipped some more 'toot, took the half-empty cup over to the chute and
dumped it in. The
time, she thought, going back and sitting in her chair, had come to
face down some truths. Truth
Number One: She was a damn fool. Truth
Number Two: So was the Korelan Zar she had known, twenty Standards
ago. Who but a damn fool left the woman, the ship and the life that
he loved for a long shot at changing the galaxy? And
who but a damn fool let him go alone? What
came into play now was those same twenty Standards and what they
might have done to the man at his core. She
noted that he never had said he'd changed his mind, in that first,
brief call for her to come get him. The Kore she knew had never been
a liar, preferring misdirection to outright falsehoods. It looked
like he'd kept that tendency, and its familiarity had been the one
thing that had convinced her the letter was genuine; St. Belamie
giving her a second. And
this—this was the third validation, and the most compelling
reason to continue on the course she had charted, in case she was
having any last minute doubts. "You
gonna die for twenty Standards ago?" She asked herself, and
heard her voice echo off the metal walls of her ship. You
gonna turn your back on a friend when he needs your help? Her
ship whispered in the silence that followed. No,
she thought. No; she'd done that once, and it had stuck in her craw
ever since. One
good thing—she could go on her own time, now, since the way she
saw it, "don't come" trumped St. Belamie. Smiling,
she reached to the board and opened a line. "Tower,
this is Skeedaddle, over at Vashon's Yard. How soon can I lift
outta here?"
There
were restraints this time, uncomfortably tight, and a violent
headache. So,
he thought, laboriously. You wanted to make the guy with the gun
use it, and he did. Quitcherbitchin. "He's
back," a man's voice said breathlessly from somewhere to the
left. He'd
managed to land some blows of his own, which didn't comfort him much,
since he was still alive. A
man hove into view, his right check smeared with blood and a rising
shiner on his left eye. Good,
he thought, and then saw the injector. Not good. He
tried to jerk away, but the cords only tightened, constricting his
breathing—some kind of tangle-wire, then. He might be able to— "No,
you don't, fly-boy," the man with the injector snarled, and
grabbed his chin in an iron grip, holding him immobile while the cold
nozzle came against his neck. There
was a hiss, a sharp sting, and the injection was made. The man with
the black eye released him and stepped back, grinning. He
closed his eyes. Fool, he thought. The
drug worked fast. The irritation of the wire was the first to fade
from his perception, then the raging headache. He lost track of his
feet, his fingers, his legs, his heartbeat, and, finally, his
thoughts. He hung, limbless, without breath or heartbeat, a nameless
clot of fog, without thought or volition. "What
is your name?" A voice pierced the fog. "Korelan
Zar,'' another voice answered, slowly. Inside the fog, something
stirred, knew the voice and the name. Recognized, dimly, peril. "Good,"
said the first voice. "Where is the High Judge?" "I
don't know," he heard himself say. "I
see. Why were you going to your ship?" "Orders." "What
orders?" He
was listening in earnest now, interested in the answer; expecting to
hear another, "I don't know... "Orders
to get out, if it looked like going to hell." Well, he
thought, inside the thinning fog, that certainly makes sense. "And
things in your opinion were going to hell?" He'd
said so, hadn't he? "Yes." "Ah,"
said the voice. That not being a question, he found himself
speechless. Time passed; he felt the fog growing dense about him
again. "What,"
the voice said, sharp enough to shred the fog and cut him where he
hung, defenseless. "What was the text of the last message you
sent to the High judge?" "Situation
stable," he heard himself answer. "When
was that?" "Four
weeks ago, local." More
silence; this time, he found he was able to concentrate and thin the
fog further. He could feel the shadows of the tanglewire binding him
to the chair; a breath of headache... "You
were at the comm when we located you earlier this evening. Who did
you send to?" A
question had been asked; the drug compelled him to answer with the
truth, but the truth had facets... "An
old girlfriend." "Indeed.
What is your old girlfriend's name?" The
answer formed; he felt the words on his tongue, swelling, filling his
mouth, his throat... "Impressive,"
the voice didn't-ask, releasing him. Exhausted, he fell back into the
fog, felt it close softly around him, hiding the restraints, the
pain, the sense of his own self. "What,"
the voice asked, soft now, almost as if it were part of the fog, "is
the code of the last receiver to which you sent a pinbeam?" Calmly,
his voice told out the code, while he sank deeper into the fog and at
last stopped listening.
She
set Skeedaddle down in the general port, calling some minor
attention to herself by requesting a hot pad. Tower was so bland and
courteous she might have been back on Kago, which didn't comfort her
as much as it maybe should have. Sighing,
she levered out of the pilot's chair and stretched, careful of her
back and shoulders, before moving down the hall. She
pulled a pellet pistol from the weapons locker, and a needle
gun—nothing more than a trigger, a spring and the needle
itself. Completely illegal on most worlds, of course, though she'd
come by it legal enough: It had been with Berl's body, when it came
back, with his ship, to his sister. She
slipped the needle gun into a hideaway pocket, and clipped the pistol
to her belt. That done, she straightened her jacket, sealed the
locker and went back to the galley for a cup of 'toot and a snack
while the hull cooled.
The
fact that they hadn't killed him was—worrisome. That they kept
him here, imprisoned, but not particularly misused, indicated that
they thought there was more he could tell them. He'd
had time to consider that; time to weigh whether he ought to file his
last flight now and preserve what—and who—he could. The
end of that line of consideration was simply that he wanted to live.
His one urge toward suicide had failed and he couldn't say,
considering present conditions, that he was sorry on that score. If
it came down that he died in the line of doing something useful, then
that was how it was. But to die uselessly, while there were still
cards in play—no. That
decision left open the question of what he could do of use, confined
and maybe being used as bait. Not that the Judge would fall for bait,
but Grom Trogar might not know that. In fact, Chairman Trogar might
well see the Judge's concern for his household and his courier as a
weakness to be exploited. Big believer in exploiting other people's
weaknesses, was Mr. Trogar. Having
the time, he thought about his life past, and what he might've done
different, if he hadn't been your basic idealistic idiot. Put that
way, he could see himself staying with Midj, leading a trader's
prosperous life, raising up a couple of kids, maybe getting into
politics. There were more ways to change the galaxy than the route he
had chosen. And who was to say that change was the best thing? He'd
been so sure.
She
had a plan, if you could call it that. Whoever had done the alias for
the pinbeam Kore'd sent his last message from had been good, and if
she'd started with no information, she'd right now be on a planet
known as Soltier, somewhere over in the next quadrant. Knowing that
Kore was on Shaltren made the exercise of tracking the 'beam
something easier, and she thought she had a reasonable lock on his
last location. Nothing
guaranteed that he'd still be at that location, of course, but it was
really the only card she had, unless she wanted to go calling on the
chairman, which she was holding in reserve as her Last Stupid Idea. For
her first trick, she needed a cab. There
was a cab stand at the end of the street, green-and-white
glow-letters spelling out Robo Cab! Cheap! Quick! Reliable! Right. She
leaned in, hit the call button, and walked out to the curb to wait. Traffic
wasn't in short supply this planet-noon, and the port looked
prosperous enough. If you didn't know you were on galactic crime
headquarters, in fact, it looked amazingly normal. Up
the street, a cab cut across three lanes of traffic, angling in
toward her position, the green-and-white Robo Cab logo bright in the
daylight. It pulled up in front of her, the door opened and she
stepped in. Mistake. "Good
afternoon, Captain Rolanni," said the woman pointing the gun at
her. "Let's have lunch." The
door snapped shut and the cab accelerated into traffic.
It
was going to take a bit to disable the camera, but he thought he had
a workable notion, there. The hard part was going to be getting out
the door. After that, he'd have to deal with the details: scoping out
where, exactly, he was, and how, exactly, to get out. He'd
read somewhere that it was the duty of prisoners taken in war to
attempt to escape, in order, so he guessed, to make the other side
commit more resources to keeping their prisoners where they belonged.
It had occurred to him at the time that the efficient answer to that
might be to shoot all the troublemakers in hand, and institute a
policy of taking no prisoners. On the other hand, Mr. Trogar having
erred on the side of prisoner-taking, he supposed there was a certain
usefulness to confounding the home guard. Or,
as the Judge was a little too fond of saying, "Let's throw a
rock in the pond and see who we piss off."
Surprisingly
enough, it was lunch, and if there was a guard mounted outside the
door of the private parlor, and her host was armed, nobody had gotten
around to taking the gun that rode openly on her belt, much less
searching her for any hidden surprises she might be carrying. Lunch
was simple—pre-made sandwiches, hand pastries, real coffee, and
some local fruit. To
hear her tell it, the host's name was Sambra Reallen, which was as
good as any other name. She professed herself a not-friend of the
current chairman, on which point Midj reserved judgment, considering
the manner of their meeting. Since she also seemed to hold some
interesting information, Midj was willing to listen to her for the
space it took to eat a sandwich and savor a couple cups of the real
bean. "You're
here for Korelan Zar," Sambra Reallen said, and it was
disturbing to hear that fact stated so baldly, no "am-I-right?"
about it. There
being no use playing games, Midj nodded slowly and sipped her coffee.
"Man asked me to give him a ride off-world. That against the
law?" The
other woman grinned, quick and feral. "At the moment, the law
here is the chairman's whim. Given that—yes, I'm afraid it is." "That's
too bad," Midj said, hoping she sounded at least neutral. "You
could say that," Sambra Reallen agreed. She wasn't drinking
coffee, and she hadn't even bothered to look at the sandwich in front
of her. "Captain Rolanni, do you have any idea who Korelan Zar
is?" Well,
that was a question, now, wasn't it? Midj shrugged. "Old friend.
Called in a favor. I came. That's how we do things, out where the
chairman's whim counts for spit." Another
quick grin. "I'll take that as a long 'no,'" she said.
"Korelan Zar is the High Judge's courier." Midj
sipped coffee, considering. She decided that she didn't really care
what the Juntavas had to do with judges or judging, and looked up to
meet Sambra Reallen's sober gaze. "Kore
was a hell of a pilot," she said, which was nothing but the
truth. The
Juntava snorted. "So he was and so he is. He's also been with
the High Judge for twenty Standards—maybe more. The two of them
came out of nowhere—the High Judge, he wasn't a Judge then; the
closest we had to Judges were the Enforcers—and that wasn't
close at all. He sold the Justice Department idea to the
then-chairman—the chairman that the present whimsical guy we've
got replaced, you understand. The two of them—Zar and the Judge
they set up the whole system, recruited Judges, trained 'em and set
'em loose. I don't know how many Judges there are now—the last
number I heard was thirty, but I think that's low—very low The
High Judge isn't a man who shows you all the cards he's got in his
hand—and Korelan Zar's just like him." It
was a fair description of Kore, all things weighed. And the project
itself jibed with the one he'd tried to sell her on, sitting across
from her in Skeedaddle's tiny galley, holding her hands so
hard she felt the bones grinding together. Bunch of crazy talk, she'd
thought then. Now.. Well, say the years had given her a different
understanding of what was necessarily crazy. "Not
that I'm disinterested in your problems," she said now to Sambra
Reallen "but I'm not quite grasping what this has to do with
me." The
other woman nodded vigorously. "Thank you, yes. You do need to
know what this has to do with you." She leaned forward, face
intent, eyes hard. "The
High Judge, his household, all the Judges I know about and all those
I don't—are gone. Say that they are not blessed with the
chairman's favor. I don't doubt—I know—that the
High Judge had a plan. He must have foreseen—if not the current
situation, at least the possibility of the current situation.
He would have planned for this. His very disappearance forces me to
conclude that he does have a plan, and has only withdrawn for
a time to marshal his forces and his allies." Midj
shrugged. ''So?'' "So."
Sambra Reallen leaned deliberately back in her chair. "About a
month ago, local, the chairman realized the High Judge had not been
seen in some while. That the entire network of Judges, as far as they
are known, had slipped through the hands of his seekers. He realized,
indeed, that the sole member of the High Judge's household remaining
upon Shaltren was—" "The
courier." Midj put her cup down, all her attention focused on
the other woman. Sambra
Reallen nodded. "Precisely. The word went out that Korelan Zar
should be brought to the chairman. How Zar heard of the order, I
don't know, but I'm not surprised that he did. He made a strike for
his ship, as I was sure he would, and I waited for him there, hoping
to divert him to a safe place. Something must have spooked him; he
returned to the High Judge's house and was taken into custody shortly
thereafter." "Hm.
How 'bout if it was you spooked him?" Midj asked. "I'm
thinking that altruism isn't exactly your style. What'd you want from
Kore in exchange for the safe berth?" The
other woman's face tightened. "Information! The High Judge must
be planning something—I must know what it is! The chairman
can't be allowed to continue—he's already lost us ground on
three significant worlds and will loose Stelubia entirely, if he's
not stopped. All of that would be reason enough, if there weren't
Turtles in the mix, too!" Midj
blinked. "Turtles? Clutch Turtles?" "There's
another kind?" "Not
that I know of. These would two, and asking after the health of a
couple of humans they adopted, am I right?" Sambra
Reallen nodded, sighed. "Indeed,"
she said finally, finding her pastry's icing a fascinating diversion
from the discussion as she weighed some inner necessity. "These
things are too big to be secret," she continued, "no matter
how much any of us wish to hide them. Here you are, fresh in, and
already the word is out. The
pilot relaxed slightly, realizing that the Juntava was apparently too
focused on her own set of woes to pursue Midj's familiarity with the
doings of the Clutch. "I've
been reading history, Captain Rolanni. The vengeance that these two
beings may visit upon the entire organization if their petition is
mishandled—and there is no possibility that the chairman will
not mishandle it—doesn't bear thinking about. I—Action
needs to be taken. But I must know what the High Judge is planning." "And
you think Kore knows." "Yes." "But
Kore's been taken by the chairman," Midj pointed out, trying to
keep the thought—and its implications—from reaching real
nerve endings. "If he's as ruthless as they say, he's already
cracked Kore's head open and emptied out everything inside."
Including my name, my ship's name, and the fact that I was coming
for him. That did touch nerve, and she picked up her cup,
swigging down the last of the cold coffee. "The
chairman tried to do exactly that," Sambra Reallen said. "Mr.
Zar's defenses are formidable—also, as I discover from my study
of the session transcript, he wasn't asked the right question." "You
got my name from the transcript, then." "No."
The Juntava shook her head. "I got your pinbeam receiver ID from
the transcript. Mr. Zar could not be persuaded to part with your
name, though he was obviously experiencing some ... discomfort for
withholding the information." The
receiver ID was enough to sink her—present company being
evidence—but she'd made it extra easier for them by coming
on-world—and the joke was on her, if she'd taken an honest
warnaway for code. "So,
what do you want from me?" Might as well ask it straight out,
though she thought she had an idea what it would be. "I
want you to pull him out of custody. I can provide you with his
location, weapons if you need them, and a safe place to bring him
to." Yup,
that was it. Midj shook her head. "And
what do I get?" The
Juntava pushed the untouched sandwich away and leaned her elbows on
the table. "What
do you want!"' Just
like that: Name a price and the Juntavas would meet it. No problem.
She felt a hot flash of fury, felt the words, I want my brother
back rising and kept them behind her teeth with an effort. Sat
for a couple of heartbeats, breathing. just that. When
she was sure she could trust her voice, she met the other woman's
bland eyes. "What
I want is Kore, free and in shape to leave, if that's what he still
wants. And I want us both to have safe passage out of here, and a
guarantee that we won't either of us be pursued by the Juntavas
after." There
was a pause. "I
could promise you these things," Sambra Reallen said eventually,
"but until I hear what Korelan Zar has to tell me—if he
will tell me anything—I can't know if my promise will hold
air." She
raised a hand, palm out. "I understand that you have no reason
to love the Juntavas, Captain. The best I can promise at this point
is that, if Chairman Trogar leaves the game, I will do my best to
ensure that your conditions are met." About
what she'd figured; as good as she was going to get, and no time to
negotiate anyway, with Kore's life on the line. "Why
hasn't the chairman killed him?" she asked. The
Juntava shrugged. "It could be that the chairman thinks Korelan
Zar still retains some potential for amusement." Right.
Midj, sighed. "I'll
need a diversion. If Kore's high-level, then there are high-level
people interested in him who'll have to be drawn off." Sambra
Reallen nodded. "I'll call a department chair meeting." Midj
blinked. "You can do that?" The
Juntava smiled, letting a glimmer of genuine amusement show. "Oh,
yes," she said, "I can do that."
Getting
out the door hadn't been so hard after all, though there was going to
be hell to pay if—well, there was going to be hell to pay; it
wasn't any use thinking there could be a different outcome to this. He
was sorry he wouldn't be on hand to see the finish of it, since he'd
been in on the beginning. It had been a grand, beautiful scheme, so
logical. So—simple. Introduce a Justice system into Juntavas
structure. Feed and nurture and protect it and its practitioners for
twenty, thirty, fifty Standards—they hadn't been sure of the
timing, but hoped to see results within their lifetimes—easily
that. Lately, he thought they'd been optimistic—and not only of
the timing. Still,
he had a gun, courtesy of a guard even stupider than he was, and he
knew where he was, and where he was going, more or less right down to
his final breath. It was... freeing in a way. He felt at peace with
himself, and with his purpose. If he could kill Grom Trogar, then he
could depart as happy as a man filled full of pellets could be, and
the plan—his plan, that he'd given up his life of small
happinesses to see through—would have a second chance at
continuing. It
was convenient that his holding room was in the chairman's building.
Convenient that he had committed the layout of that building, along
with several others, to memory years ago. He knew where the secret
stair was and the code that opened the hatch. He eased the panel shut
behind him and began to climb. He
paused to catch his breath just below the fourteenth landing. Only
one more landing, if his memory could be relied upon—and since
he'd already decided that it could why worry about it now? The hatch
opened in what used to be a supply closet in the chairman's suite. He
steeled himself for the unpleasant truth that he might need to kill
blameless people before he got to his target. He wasn't an assassin;
even killing Mr. Trogar himself, much as it was needed, wasn't going
to be a home joy. The important thing was not to freeze, not to
hesitate. To acquire his target and shoot. He might only get one
shot, and it was important to make it count. Leaning
against the wall, he once again went over his stolen gun. It was a
good gun, loaded, well-oiled, with an extra clip of pellets riding in
the handle. The guard had taken good care of his weapon. Points for
the— Above
him and to the left, where the ongoing flight angled off the landing,
there was a noise. A very slight noise, not immediately repeated, as
if someone had scuffed a boot against the edge of a step. He
went to one knee on the step, raised the gun in two hands, and
waited, breathing slow. Easy... Another
scuff, and a dim shadow on the dim wall of the landing. His finger
tightened on the trigger. Silence— And
a sudden appalling rush of sound, as a dark figure hurtled down,
hitting the landing flat-footed, gun out and pointing at his head. He
had a moment to feel anger, then— "Kore!" He
blinked. Stared up into a pale face and dark brown eyes, short dark
hair showing a blaze of gray going back from the temple. "Midj?"
Slowly, he lowered the gun. "What the hell are you doing here?" "Back
atcha." She lowered her own weapon and stood, a little stiffly,
he thought. "But it's gonna hafta to wait. I'm supposed to be
getting you out of here, to a safe place." He
frowned. "Safe by whose standards?" "Woman
by the name of Sambra Reallen." He
thought about it, shook his head. "Can't trust her." "Can't
not trust her," she countered. "She picked me up in port.
Could've just as easy been the chairman, the way I hear it. She wants
him gone and she don't want to 'Jinx the High Judge's play, if he has
a play. Which you're supposed to tell her." He
snorted. "She wouldn't believe me." He thought again. "How
were you supposed to get me out of here?"
"Same
way I came," she said, jerking her head up the stairs. "We
walk up to the roof. There's a monowing waiting to lift us out." "OK,"
he said, and came to his feet. He smiled, then, and it felt like his
soul was stretched so wide it might burst a seam. "Midj.
Thank you." "No
problem."
They
were two steps below the fifteenth landing when the alarm sounded.
Kore threw himself onto landing, fingers moving rapidly on the code
bar. The panel slid open as Midj came up beside him. "What's
going on?" "Damned
if I know But the doors will seal in ten seconds—go!" He
pushed her through and followed, into the dimness of the supply room. "Where
are we?" Trust
Midj to ask the question. "Chairman Trogar's office." "Great." "Could
be worse. Let's see..." Carefully,
he eased open the closet door. The receptionist's desk was empty; he
could hear voices, out in the hall, and slipped forward, barely
hearing Midj's curse as she followed him. He
crept to the hall door, peered around—and abruptly gave up
stealth. In
the center of the hall, surrounded by gaping humans, stood two large
green—persons. On the floor beyond them, he could see a form, a
shock of white hair, a widening pool of blood, a—weapon, though
what sort of weapon he scarcely knew The
largest of the two green persons—sang. There was a flash!
of pinpoint light, a snap! of sound and the weapon was molten
metal, mixing with liquid red. There
was a stifled scream from the crowd; a shifting of bodies, and then
from the crowd, one stepped forward and bowed. "I
am called Sambra Reallen Chairman Pro Tem," she said softly.
"How may I serve you, Aged Ones?"
Skeedaddle
was well away, on course for Clarine, and a chat with Teyope, should
he have actually happened to deliver the cargo as commissioned. At
least, that's what Sambra Reallen knew. It was the least of what
Sambra Reallen knew, and Midj hoped she had joy of her new status.
Talk about being in a position to honor promises. "She'll
have to be certified by the department heads." Kore sat down on
the edge of the co-pilot's chair and held out a steaming cup.
"'toot?" "Thanks."
She took it, spinning her chair to face him. She drew a breath,
thinking she might be about to say something, found her mouth dry,
and drank some 'toot instead. "I
wanted to say." Kore was holding his cup between both palms,
staring down as if the hot liquid were a navigation screen. "I
wanted to say—I'm sorry. I had no right to pull you into that,
Midj, knowing what you—knowing what it could become. My
arrogance. I thought I was ahead of the trouble." "Well,"
she said, softly. And then again, "Well." He
looked up, amber eyes wary. The black hair showed some shine of
silver, his face marked with the lines of responsibility and worry. "Your
plan. I mean your old plan. Is that playing out the way you'd
hoped?" He
tipped his head, considering. Had a sip of 'toot. "Not
exactly. There were compromises needed. Somehow, I hadn't thought of
there needing to be compromises. Some good people died, and I never
meant that. Justice..." The ghost of a laugh. "Justice
isn't always easy to cipher. I didn't expect that at all." He
sighed. "That
said—we've made progress. In some direction. We've introduced
another player into the game, and another set of rules. Is that a
good thing, a bad thing, or a null-value?" He shrugged. "Don't
know." Right. Midj
sipped her 'toot; used her chin to point at the board. "Course
is set for Clarine; it's easy to change, if you're expected
somewhere. Or I can set you down where you say. Or you can stay on." There,
it was out in the open. Kore
was looking at her like he was thinking hard. "Stay
on?" "If
you want to." The cup of 'toot trembled a bit in her hand,
belying her attempt at a casual tone. She
cleared her throat and met his eyes square. "Thinking over it
all—I had the idea we'd been a damn good team, Kore. Had the
idea we might be again, if you're wantin' it." She
felt a moment of panic then—a moment brought on in part by
twenty years of the voice in her head nagging at her in odd moments,
telling her He joined up with his eyes open, Midj—they'll
never let him go— "That is," she said with a
challenge, "if you want it and if they'll let you..." A
pause, getting long while he—and she—sipped at their
cups. Then.... "There
isn't anything I want more," Kore said slowly. "But I—Midj,
maybe we need to do this in stages. First, I gotta get back to the
Judge. I've got to let him know where I am, how it is with me.
And—I'd like you to meet him. Talk with him." Meet
the Juntava who had stolen away Kore and twenty years of their life?
She felt the anger rise—shook it off as he kept talking. "Then,
well, I got a couple standard years of vacation time coming. We could
go somewhere... like maybe Panore." He
favored her suddenly with a grin that made her sway as she laughed. "Years
of vacation? On Panore, is it? What did you do? Loot the strongbox?" His
grin faded; and Midj felt a chill. Suppose he had looted the
joint? "Nah,"
he admitted wryly, "I didn't. It's just that I never really took
much time off I mean the Judge project, it kept me pretty busy.
And..." "But
Panore? I'd have thought you'd forgot that..." He
shook his head then, and snorted a quiet laugh, and kind of talked
into his cup for a minute like he was afraid, or too shy, to look at
her. "Nah.
I always did mean to get out to Panore, you know. And I always
kept hoping there'd be some way I could maybe get you to go with me.
So when I got a chance, I put some of my money into a condo-building
out there... one unit's mine." He
looked up, caught the look of amaze that had left her mouth half
open. She felt the words spill out unbidden. "What?
Panore's for fatcats! Do you have any idea of what it costs to live
on a place like that? I, I..." He
signed a quick yes in pilot's hand-talk as he finished his
'toot. "So
yeah, I do know But now that you brought it up, why don't we find us
a cargo or two that'll take us out that way, make sure we can still
work together. Then, we can make sure we can still play together." He
put the cup down, unexpectedly reached his hand to hers. "Tell
me its a deal, and I'll sign the book as co-pilot right now, if you
like." "Deal,"
she said, and squeezed his hand before pulling the logbook out on its
trip tray. The
turtles had canceled, the tidy kill-fee deposited to ship's funds
before the message had hit her in box. Just
as well, thought Midj Rolanni, wearily. She sagged back into the
pilot's chair and reached for the cup nestled in the armrest holder.
She'd hadn't really wanted to reconfigure the flight deck for two
turtles, anyway. The
'toot wasn't exactly prime grade and being cold didn't improve it.
She drank it anyway, her eyes on the screen, but seeing through it,
into the past, and not much liking what she saw. She
finished the cold 'toot in a swallow, shuddered and threw the cup at
the recycler. It hit the unit's rim, shimmied for a heartbeat,
undecided, and fell in, for a wonder. Midj sighed and leaned to the
board, saving the turtles' cancellation with a finger-tap, and
accessing the stored message queue. There
wasn't much there besides the turtles' message—the transmittal,
listing the cargo she'd paid Teyope to carry for her; the credit
letter from the bank, guaranteeing the funds, half on cargo
transmittal, half on delivery. And
the letter from Kore. Pretty thin letter, really, just a couple
lines. Not what you'd call reason for off-shipping a perfectly
profitable cargo onto a trader just a little gray—"...just
a little gray," she repeated the thought under her breath—and
Teyope did
owe her, which even he acknowledged, damn his black heart, so the
cargo was in a fine way to arriving as ordered, where ordered, and
not a line of the guarantees found in violation. She
hoped. Her
hand moved on its own, fingers tapping the access, though she could
have told the whole of Kore's note out from heart. Still, her eyes
tracked the sentences, few as they were, as if she'd never read them
before. Or
as if she hoped they'd say something different this time. Her
bad luck, the words formed the same sentences they had since the
first, the sentences making up one spare paragraph, the message of
which was—trouble. Midj.
You said, if I ever changed my mind, you'd come. Cessilee Port,
Shaltren, on, Saint Belamie's Day. I'll meet you. Kore. "And
for this," she said out loud, hearing her voice vibrate against
the metal skin of her ship. "For this, you shed cargo and take
your ship—your home and your livelihood—onto Juntavas
headquarters?" It
wasn't the first time she'd asked the question since the letter's
receipt. Sometimes, she'd whispered it, sometimes shouted.
Skeedaddle, now. Her ship didn't tell her nothing, but that
she needed to go. She'd promised, hadn't she? And
so she had—promised. Half her lifetime ago, and the hardest
thing she'd done before or since was closing the hatch on him,
knowing where he was going. She'd replayed their last conversation
until her head ached and her eyes blurred, wondering what she could
have said instead, that would have made him understand... But
he had understood. He'd chosen, eyes open, knowing her, knowing how
she felt. He'd said as much, and say what you would about Korelan
Zar, he was no liar, nor ever had been. "You
go, then." The memory of her voice, shaking, filled her ears.
"If this Job is so important you gotta take up the Juntavas,
too—then go. I ain't gonna stop you. And I ain't gonna know
you, either. Walk down that ramp, Korelan, and you're as good as dead
to me, you hear?" She
remembered his face: troubled, but not anything like rethinking the
plan. He'd thought it through—he'd told her so, and she
believed him. He'd always been the thinker of the two of them. "Midj,"
he said, and she remembered that his voice hadn't been precisely
steady, either. "I've got to. I told you—" "You
told me," she'd interrupted, harsher maybe in memory than in
truth. She remembered she'd been crying by then, with her hand
against the open hatch, and the ramp run down to blastcrete, a
car waiting, its windows opaqued and patient, a few yards beyond. "You
told me," she'd said again, and she remembered that it had been
hard to breathe. "And I told you. I ain't comin' with you. I
ain't putting Skeedaddle into Juntavas service. You want to
sell yourself, I guess you got the right. But this ship belongs to
me." His
face had closed then, and he nodded, just once, slung his kit over
his shoulder and headed down the ramp. Chest on fire, she'd watched
him go, heard her own voice, barely above a whisper. "Kore..." He
turned and looked up to where she stood, fists braced against her
ship. "You
change your mind," she said, "you send. I'll come for you." He
smiled then, so slight she might've missed it, if she hadn't known
him so well. "Thanks,
Midj. I'll remember that." In
the present, Midj Rolanni, captain-owner of the independent tradeship
Skeedaddle, one of a dozen free traders elected as liaison to
TerraTrade—respectable and respected—Midj Rolanni drew a
hard breath. Twenty
Standards. And Kore had remembered.
She
set down as pre-arranged in Vashon's Yard and walked over to the
office, jump-bag on her shoulder. Vashon
himself was on the counter, fiddling with the computer, fingers
poking at the keys. He looked up and nodded, then put his attention
back on the problem at hand. Midj leaned her elbows on the counter
and frowned up at the ship board. Rebella
was in port—no good news, there—and BonniSu, which
was better. In fact, she'd actively enjoy seeing Su Bonner, maybe buy
her a beer and catch up on the news. Been a couple Standards since
they'd been in port together, and Su had bought last time... "Sorry,
Cap," Vashon said, breaking into this pleasant line of thought.
"Emergency order, all good now. What'll it be?" All
spacers were "Cap" to Vashon, who despite it was one of the
best all-around spaceship mechanics in the quadrant—and maybe
the next.
"Ship's
Skeedaddle, out of Dundalk," she said, turning from the board.
"Got an appointment for a general systems check. Replace what's
worn, lube the coils, and bring her up to spec—that's a
Sanderson rebuild in there, now, so the spec's're—"
"Right,
right..." He was poking at the keys again, bringing up the
records. "Got it all right here, Cap. How're them pod-clamps we
fitted working out for you?" "Better'n
the originals," she said honestly, which was no stretch, the
originals having seen a decade of hard use before Skeedaddle ever
came to her, never mind what she'd put on 'em. "Good,"
he said absently, frowning down at his screen. "Now, that
Sanderson—we have it on-file to tune at ninety percent spec
that being efficient enough for trade work, like we talked about.
You're still wantin'—"
"Bring her up
to true spec,'' Midj interrupted, which she'd decided already and,
dammit, she wasn't going to second-guess herself at this hour. If she
was a fool, then she was, and it wouldn't be the first time she'd
made the wrong call.
Not even close.
Vashon was nodding,
making quick notes on his keypad. "Bring her to true-spec, aye,
Cap, will do." He looked up.
"You'll be
wanting the upgraded vents, then, Cap? If you're going to be running
at spec I advise it."
She nodded. "Take
a look at the mid-ship stabilizer, too, would you? Moving her just
now, I thought I noticed a slide."
"'Cause you
come in without cans," he said, making another note. "But,
sure, we'll check it—ought to ride stable, cans or no cans."
He looked up again.
"Anything
else?"
"That's all I
know about. If you find anything major that needs fixing, I'll be at
the Haven."
"Haven it is,"
he said, entering that into the file, too. "Cash, card, or
ship's credit?"
"Ship's
credit." "Right,
then." He gave her a crabbed smile. "She ought to be good
to go by the end of the week, barring we find anything unexpected.
You can check progress on our stats channel, updated every two hours,
local. Ship's name is your passcode." "Thanks,"
she said, and shifted the bag into a more comfortable position on her
shoulder. "I'll see you at the end of the week, barring the
unexpected." She
nodded and he did and she let herself out the door that gave onto the
open Port.
"Going
where?'' Su Bonner
paused with her beer halfway to her mouth. "Shaltren,"
Midj repeated, trying to sound matter of fact, and not at all
reassured by the other woman's decisive headshake. "Shaltren's
not the place you want to be at this particular point in time,
Captain Rolanni, me heart." Su put her beer down on the table
with an audible thud. "Trust me on this one, like you never have
before." "I
trust you plenty," Midj said, spinning her own beer 'round the
various scars on the plastic tabletop, that being a handy way to not
meet her friend's eyes. "You know I do." "Then
you've given over the idea of going to Shaltren." Su picked up
her beer and had a hefty swallow "Good." Midj
sighed, still navigating the bottle through the tabletop galaxy. "So,
what's wrong with Shaltren? Besides the usual." "The
usual being that it's Juntavas Headquarters? That'd be bad enough, by
your lights and by mine. Lately, though, there's more. Chairman
Trogar, they say, is not well-loved." Frowning,
Midj glanced up. "Must break his heart." "Not
exactly, no." Su had another swallow of beer and shook two
fingers at the bartender. "What I heard is, he means to keep it
that way. Anybody who talks across him or who doesn't rise fast
enough when he yells 'lift!'—they're dead right off. He's got
himself an aggressive expansion plan in motion and he doesn't mind
spending lives—that's anybody's but his own—to get what
he wants."
Midj
shrugged. "The Juntavas always grabbed what they could." The
new beers came, the 'keeper collected Su's empty, looked a question
at Midj and was waved away. "Not
always." Su was taking her last comment as a debating point.
"I'm not saying every decent spacer should sign up onto the
Juntavas workforce, but I will say they've been getting carefuller in
later years. They're still trading in all the stuff nobody ought, but
they haven't been as gun-happy as they were back in the day..."
She raised a hand, showing palm. "Cold
comfort to you and yours, I grant. The fact remains, there was a
trend toward less of that and more...circumspection—and now
what rises to the top of the deck but Grom Trogar, who wants a return
to the bad old days—and looks like getting them." "Well."
Midj finished her beer, set the bottle aside, and cracked the seal on
the second. "So,"
Su said into the lengthening silence. "You changed your mind
about going to Shaltren, right? At least until somebody resets Mr.
Trogar's clock?'' Midj
sighed and met her friend's eyes. "Don't see my business waiting
that long, frankly." "What
business is worth losing your ship, getting killed, or both?"
Trust Su to ask the good questions. Midj kept her eyes steady. "You
remember Korelan Zar," she not-asked, and Su frowned. "Tall,
thin fella; amber eyes and coffee-color skin," she said slowly.
"I remember thinking that skin was so pretty-looking." She
fingered her beer. "Your partner, right? He was the one that
told you one day he'd take you to Panore for a vacation, right?" Midj
nodded, said nothing. Su's
sip was nearly a chug, then she continued into the silence. "Right.
Always wondered what happened to him. Never got around to asking.
Must be—what? Fifteen, eighteen Standards?" "Twenty."
Her voice sounded tight in her own cars. "What happened to him
was he figured he had to sign on with another crew—he had
reasons, they seemed good to him, and that's all twenty Standards in
the past. Thing is, I told him, if he ever needed to ship out—call,
and I'd come get him." Su
was quiet. Midj had a swig of beer, and another. "And
where he is, is Shaltren," Su said eventually, after she enjoyed
a couple of swigs, herself "Midj—you don't owe him." "I
owe him—I promised." She closed her eyes, opened them. "He
asked me to come." ''Shit."
More quiet, then—"How soon?" St.
Belamie's Day had begun as a joke; at need, it had become a code—he'd
remembered that, too, and trusted her to do the same. It was a moving
target, calculated by finding the square root of the diameter of
Skeedaddle, multiplying by the Standard day on which the
message was sent and dividing by twelve. Accordingly, she had about
twenty Standard Days on Kago before she lifted for Shaltren. She'd
wanted to time it closer, but there was the ship to be brought up to
spec, and she daren't gamble that Vashon would find nothing wrong.
Likely he wouldn't, but it wasn't the way to bet, not with Kore
waiting for her, with who knew what on his dance card. "Couple
weeks, local," she said to Su, and the other woman nodded. "Let's
do this again, before I ship out," she said, and finished off
her beer in one long swallow. She thumped the bottle to the table.
"For now, gotta lift. Business." "I
hear that," Midj said, dredging up a grin. "I'm at the
Haven for the next while, then back on-ship. Gimme a holler when you
know you got time for dinner. I'll stand the cost." "Like
hell you will," Su said amiably. She got her feet under her and
was gone, leaving Midj alone with the rest of her beer and the tab.
He
walked down the ramp easy, not hurrying, a pilot on his way to his
ship, that was all. He turned the corner and froze on the edge of the
halfway, still out of range of the camera's wide eye and the woman
leaning against the wall, gun holstered, waiting. Waiting
for him, he had no doubt. He knew her—Sambra Reallen—who
hadn't been anybody particular, and now ran in Grom Trogar's pack;
high up in the pack, though not so high that calling attention to
herself might get fatal. If she was here, calmly waiting for him go
through the one door he had to go through then he was too late. He
nodded, once, turned, and went back up the hall, walking no faster
than he had going down, and with as little noise. Too
late, he thought, as he reached street-level. Damn.
There
were two ways to play it from here, given that he'd
sworn not to be a damn' fool. The strike for the ship, that might've
been foolish, though he'd had reason to hope that the fiction of the
Judge's continued residence would cover him. The Judge's absence
would still serve as cover, since he was the Judge's courier. But the
fact that one of Chairman Trogar's own had been waiting for him—that
was bad. He wondered how bad, as he ran his keycard through the
coder. If
they'd been waiting for him at the ship, then they likely knew some
things. They probably knew that the Judge and most of the household
was gone, scattered, along with all the rest of the judges and staff
who had managed to go missing before Grom Trogar thought to look for
them. It was unlikely that they knew everything—and they'd
figure that, too. Which meant he had a bad time ahead of him. Nothing
to help it now—If he ran anywhere on Shaltren, they'd catch
him, and the inconvenience would only make his examination worse. If
he waited for them, and went peaceably—it was going to be bad.
Chairman Trogar would see to that. If
they'd been at the ship, they'd be bere soon, if they weren't
already. The
door to the house slid open. He
stepped inside, playing the part of a man with nothing to fear. His
persona had long been established—a bit stolid, a bit slow, a
steady pilot, been with the Judge since his itinerant days. He
flicked on the lights—public room empty. So far, so good.
They'd take their time coming in—Judges and their crews, after
all, had a reputation for being a bit chancy to mess with. There
was a some urgency on him, now. He'd planned for back-up; it was
second nature anymore to plan for back-up. At the time it had seemed
prudent and, anyway, he'd meant to be gone before it came to that. Meant
to, he thought now, walking quick through the darkened rooms,
heading for the comm room and the pinbeam. Meant to isn't will. He'd
put a life in danger. Might have put a life in danger. If the first
message had gotten through. If she hadn't just read it and laughed. I'll
come for you, she whispered from memory, the tears running her
face and her eyes steady on his. He moved faster now, surefooted in
the dark. She'd come. She'd promised. Unless something radical had
happened in her life, altering her entirely from the woman he had
known—Midj Rolanni kept her promises. He'd
had no right to pull her in on this. Especially this. Even as
a contingency back-up that was never going to be called into play. No
right at all. He
slapped the wall as he strode into the comm center. The lights came
up, showing the room empty—but he was hearing things now Noises
on his back path. The sound, maybe, of a door being forced. Fingers
quick and steady, he called up the 'beam, fed in the ID of the
receiver. The noises were closer now—heavy feet, somebody
swearing. Somewhere in one of the outer rooms, glass shattered
shrilly. He
typed, heard feet in the room beyond, hit send, cleared the log and
spun, hands up and palms showing empty. "If
you're looking for the High Judge," he said to man holding the
gun in the doorway. "He's not home."
Vashon
not finding anything about to blow down in Skeedaddle's
innards, and the vent upgrade going more smoothly than the man
himself had expected, Midj was back on-board in good order inside of
eight local days. She
stowed her kit and initiated a systems check, easing into the pilot's
chair with a sigh of relief . The ship was quiet, the only noises
those she knew so well that they didn't register with her anymore,
except as a general sense of everything operating as it should. Of
all being right in her world, enclosed and constrained as it was. When
she ran with a 'hand—never with a partner, not after Kore—the
noises necessarily generated by another person sharing the space
would distract and disorient her at first, but pretty soon became
just another voice in the overall song of the ship. And
whenever circumstances had her on-port for any length of time, she
came back to the ship with relief her overriding emotion, only too
eager to lower the hatch and shut out the din of voices, machinery
and weather. Hers.
Safe. Comfortable. Familiar. Down to the ancient Vacation on
Incomparable Panore holocard Kore'd given her as a yet
unfulfilled promise after one particularly hard trade run. She'd
thought before now that maybe it was time to start charting the
course of her retirement. Not that she was old, though some days she
felt every Standard she'd lived had been two. But she did have a
certain responsibility to her ship, which could be expected to
outlive a mere human's span—hell, it had already outlived two
captains, and there wasn't any reason it wouldn't outlast her. She
ought to take up a second—a couple of the cousins were hopeful,
so she'd heard. The time to train her replacement was while she was
still in her prime, so control could be eased over gradual, with her
giving more of her attention to TerraTrade, while the captain-to-be
took over ship duty, until one day the change was done, as painless
as could be for everyone. That's how Berl took Skeedaddle over
from Mam, who had gone back to the planet she'd been born to for her
retired years, and near as Midj had ever seen on her infrequent
visits, missed neither space nor ship. Berl,
now Midj shook her head, her eyes watching the progress of the
systems check across the board. In a universe without violence—in
a universe without the Juntavas—Berl would've been standing
captain yet, and his baby sister maybe trading off some other ship.
Maybe she'd been running back-up on Skeedaddle, though that
wasn't the likeliest scenario, her and her brother having gotten
along about as well as opinionated and high-tempered sibs ever did. Still
and all, he hadn't deserved what had come to him; and she hadn't
wanted the ship that bad, having found a post that suited her on the
Zar family ship. Suited her for a number of reasons, truth told, only
one of them being the younger son, who came on as her partner once
she'd understood Berl was really dead, and Skeedaddle was hers. Full
circle. The
board beeped; systems checked out clean, which was nothing more than
she'd expected. She had a cold pad spoke for at the public yard; some
meetings set up across the next couple days couple of independents
on-port she still needed to get to regarding their views on
TerraTrade's proposed "small trade" policies. She'd write
that report before she lifted, send it on to Lezly, in case.... In
case. Well. She
reached to the board, opened eyes and cars, began to tap in the code
for the office at the public yard—and stopped, fingers frozen
over the keypad. In
the top left corner of the board, away from everything else on the
board, a yellow light glowed. Pinbeam message waiting, that was. Most
likely it was TerraTrade business, though she couldn't immediately
call to mind anything urgent enough to require a 'beam. Still, it
happened. That's why emergencies were called emergencies. She
tapped the button, the message screen lit, sender ID scrolled—not
a code she recognized, off-hand—and then the message. Situation's
changed. Don't come. K
The
room was softly lit, his chair comfortable. For the moment, there
were no restraints, other than those imposed by the presence of the
woman across the table from him. "Where
is the High Judge, Mr. Zar?" Her
voice was courteous, even gentle, despite having asked this selfsame
question at least six times in the last few hours. "Evaluation
tour, is what he told me," he answered, letting some frustration
show. "An
evaluation tour," his interlocutor repeated, a note of polite
disbelief entering her cool voice. "What sort of evaluation?" "Of
the other judges," he said, and sighed hard, showing her his
empty hands turned palm up on his knee. "He was going to visit
them on the job, see how they were doing, talk to them. It's a
regular thing he does, every couple Standards." That last at
least was true. "I
see." She nodded. He didn't know her name—she hadn't told
him one, and she wasn't somebody he knew. She had a high, smooth
forehead, a short brush of pale hair and eyes hidden by dark glasses.
One of Grom Trogar's own—his sister, for all Kore knew or
cared. What
mattered was that she could make his life very unhappy, not to say
short, unless he could convince her he was behind on brains and info. "It
seems very odd to me," she said now, conversationally, "that
the High Judge would embark on such a tour without his pilot." They'd
been over this ground, too. "I'm
a courier pilot," he said, keeping a visible lid on most of his
frustration; "not a big ship pilot. I fly courier work, small
traders, that kind of thing. I stay here, in case I'm needed." She
hesitated; he could almost taste her weighing the question of the
rest of the household's whereabouts against his own actions.
Questions regarding his actions won out. "You
went to the courier shed this afternoon, is that correct?" "Yes,"
he said, a little snappish. "Why?"
Getting a little snappish, herself. "I
had a 'beam from the judge, with instructions." "Instructions
to lift?" "Yes." "And
yet you didn't lift, Mr. Zar. I wonder why not." He
shrugged, taking it careful here. "There was a guard on the
door. It smelled wrong, so I went back to the house and sent a 'beam
to the judge." "I
see. Which guard?" He
had no reason to protect the woman who'd been waiting for him. On the
other hand, he had no reason to tell this woman the truth. "Nobody
I'd seen before." She
shook her head, but let that line go, too. Time enough to ask the
question again, later. "Once
more, Mr. Zar—where is the High Judge?" "I
told you—on evaluation tour." "Where
is Natesa the Assassin?" She
was trying to throw him off. He gave an irritable shrug. "How
the hell do I know? You think a courier assigns judges?" "Hm.
And the destination of the lift you did not make?" Ile
shook his head. "High Judge's business, ma'am. I'm not to
disclose that without his say. If you want to 'beam him and get his
OK..." She
laughed, very softly, and leaned back in her chair, sliding her dark
glasses off and holding them lightly between the first and middle
fingers of her right hand. Her eyes were large and pale gray, pupils
shrinking to pinpoints in the dim light. "You
are good, Mr. Zar—my compliments. Unfortunately, I think
you are not quite the dull fellow you play so well. We both know what
happens next, I think? Unless there is something you wish to tell
me?" He
waited, a beat, two... She
shook her head—regretfully, he thought, and extended a long
hand to touch a button on her side of the table. The door behind her
slid open, admitting two men, one carrying a case, the other a gun. The
woman rose, languidly, and motioned them forward. Kore felt his
stomach tighten. "Mr.
Zar has decided that a dose of the drug is required to aid his
memory, gentlemen. I'll be back in ten minutes."
Don't
come... Midj
stared at the message, then laughed—the first real laugh she
had in—gods, a Standard. "Don't
come," she snorted, leaning back in the chair in the aftermath
of her laugh. "Tell me another one, Kore." Shaking
her head, she got up, went down the short hall to the galley and drew
herself a cup of 'toot, black and sweet. Sipping,
she walked back to the pilot's chamber and stood behind the chair,
looking down at the message on the screen. "Now,
of all the things he might've expected me to remember, wouldn't that
have been one of 'em?" She asked her ship. There was no answer
except for the smooth hum of the air filtering system. But, then,
what other answer was needed? Skeedaddle knew Kore as well as
she did. As
well as she had. Twenty-six
years ago, Midj Rolanni had been taken up as trader by Amin Zar,
working beside the least of Amin's sons, one Korelan, who also had a
head for trade. Their eighth or ninth stop, they were set to meet
with one of the Zar cousins, who was a merchant on the port. Taking
orbit, they collected their messages, including one from the cousin:
"Don't come." Amin
Zar, he took a look at that message, nodded, broke open the weapons
locker and issued arms. They went down on schedule, whereupon Amin
and the elder sibs disembarked, leaving Kore, Midj, and young Berta
in care of the ship. Several
hours later, they were back, Amin carrying the cousin, and a few of
the sibs bloodied—and Midj still had bad dreams about the lift
outta there. After
it all calmed down, she'd asked Kore why they'd gone in, when they'd
clearly been warned away. And
he'd laughed and told her that "Don't come," was Zar family
code for "help." She
sipped some more 'toot, took the half-empty cup over to the chute and
dumped it in. The
time, she thought, going back and sitting in her chair, had come to
face down some truths. Truth
Number One: She was a damn fool. Truth
Number Two: So was the Korelan Zar she had known, twenty Standards
ago. Who but a damn fool left the woman, the ship and the life that
he loved for a long shot at changing the galaxy? And
who but a damn fool let him go alone? What
came into play now was those same twenty Standards and what they
might have done to the man at his core. She
noted that he never had said he'd changed his mind, in that first,
brief call for her to come get him. The Kore she knew had never been
a liar, preferring misdirection to outright falsehoods. It looked
like he'd kept that tendency, and its familiarity had been the one
thing that had convinced her the letter was genuine; St. Belamie
giving her a second. And
this—this was the third validation, and the most compelling
reason to continue on the course she had charted, in case she was
having any last minute doubts. "You
gonna die for twenty Standards ago?" She asked herself, and
heard her voice echo off the metal walls of her ship. You
gonna turn your back on a friend when he needs your help? Her
ship whispered in the silence that followed. No,
she thought. No; she'd done that once, and it had stuck in her craw
ever since. One
good thing—she could go on her own time, now, since the way she
saw it, "don't come" trumped St. Belamie. Smiling,
she reached to the board and opened a line. "Tower,
this is Skeedaddle, over at Vashon's Yard. How soon can I lift
outta here?"
There
were restraints this time, uncomfortably tight, and a violent
headache. So,
he thought, laboriously. You wanted to make the guy with the gun
use it, and he did. Quitcherbitchin. "He's
back," a man's voice said breathlessly from somewhere to the
left. He'd
managed to land some blows of his own, which didn't comfort him much,
since he was still alive. A
man hove into view, his right check smeared with blood and a rising
shiner on his left eye. Good,
he thought, and then saw the injector. Not good. He
tried to jerk away, but the cords only tightened, constricting his
breathing—some kind of tangle-wire, then. He might be able to— "No,
you don't, fly-boy," the man with the injector snarled, and
grabbed his chin in an iron grip, holding him immobile while the cold
nozzle came against his neck. There
was a hiss, a sharp sting, and the injection was made. The man with
the black eye released him and stepped back, grinning. He
closed his eyes. Fool, he thought. The
drug worked fast. The irritation of the wire was the first to fade
from his perception, then the raging headache. He lost track of his
feet, his fingers, his legs, his heartbeat, and, finally, his
thoughts. He hung, limbless, without breath or heartbeat, a nameless
clot of fog, without thought or volition. "What
is your name?" A voice pierced the fog. "Korelan
Zar,'' another voice answered, slowly. Inside the fog, something
stirred, knew the voice and the name. Recognized, dimly, peril. "Good,"
said the first voice. "Where is the High Judge?" "I
don't know," he heard himself say. "I
see. Why were you going to your ship?" "Orders." "What
orders?" He
was listening in earnest now, interested in the answer; expecting to
hear another, "I don't know... "Orders
to get out, if it looked like going to hell." Well, he
thought, inside the thinning fog, that certainly makes sense. "And
things in your opinion were going to hell?" He'd
said so, hadn't he? "Yes." "Ah,"
said the voice. That not being a question, he found himself
speechless. Time passed; he felt the fog growing dense about him
again. "What,"
the voice said, sharp enough to shred the fog and cut him where he
hung, defenseless. "What was the text of the last message you
sent to the High judge?" "Situation
stable," he heard himself answer. "When
was that?" "Four
weeks ago, local." More
silence; this time, he found he was able to concentrate and thin the
fog further. He could feel the shadows of the tanglewire binding him
to the chair; a breath of headache... "You
were at the comm when we located you earlier this evening. Who did
you send to?" A
question had been asked; the drug compelled him to answer with the
truth, but the truth had facets... "An
old girlfriend." "Indeed.
What is your old girlfriend's name?" The
answer formed; he felt the words on his tongue, swelling, filling his
mouth, his throat... "Impressive,"
the voice didn't-ask, releasing him. Exhausted, he fell back into the
fog, felt it close softly around him, hiding the restraints, the
pain, the sense of his own self. "What,"
the voice asked, soft now, almost as if it were part of the fog, "is
the code of the last receiver to which you sent a pinbeam?" Calmly,
his voice told out the code, while he sank deeper into the fog and at
last stopped listening.
She
set Skeedaddle down in the general port, calling some minor
attention to herself by requesting a hot pad. Tower was so bland and
courteous she might have been back on Kago, which didn't comfort her
as much as it maybe should have. Sighing,
she levered out of the pilot's chair and stretched, careful of her
back and shoulders, before moving down the hall. She
pulled a pellet pistol from the weapons locker, and a needle
gun—nothing more than a trigger, a spring and the needle
itself. Completely illegal on most worlds, of course, though she'd
come by it legal enough: It had been with Berl's body, when it came
back, with his ship, to his sister. She
slipped the needle gun into a hideaway pocket, and clipped the pistol
to her belt. That done, she straightened her jacket, sealed the
locker and went back to the galley for a cup of 'toot and a snack
while the hull cooled.
The
fact that they hadn't killed him was—worrisome. That they kept
him here, imprisoned, but not particularly misused, indicated that
they thought there was more he could tell them. He'd
had time to consider that; time to weigh whether he ought to file his
last flight now and preserve what—and who—he could. The
end of that line of consideration was simply that he wanted to live.
His one urge toward suicide had failed and he couldn't say,
considering present conditions, that he was sorry on that score. If
it came down that he died in the line of doing something useful, then
that was how it was. But to die uselessly, while there were still
cards in play—no. That
decision left open the question of what he could do of use, confined
and maybe being used as bait. Not that the Judge would fall for bait,
but Grom Trogar might not know that. In fact, Chairman Trogar might
well see the Judge's concern for his household and his courier as a
weakness to be exploited. Big believer in exploiting other people's
weaknesses, was Mr. Trogar. Having
the time, he thought about his life past, and what he might've done
different, if he hadn't been your basic idealistic idiot. Put that
way, he could see himself staying with Midj, leading a trader's
prosperous life, raising up a couple of kids, maybe getting into
politics. There were more ways to change the galaxy than the route he
had chosen. And who was to say that change was the best thing? He'd
been so sure.
She
had a plan, if you could call it that. Whoever had done the alias for
the pinbeam Kore'd sent his last message from had been good, and if
she'd started with no information, she'd right now be on a planet
known as Soltier, somewhere over in the next quadrant. Knowing that
Kore was on Shaltren made the exercise of tracking the 'beam
something easier, and she thought she had a reasonable lock on his
last location. Nothing
guaranteed that he'd still be at that location, of course, but it was
really the only card she had, unless she wanted to go calling on the
chairman, which she was holding in reserve as her Last Stupid Idea. For
her first trick, she needed a cab. There
was a cab stand at the end of the street, green-and-white
glow-letters spelling out Robo Cab! Cheap! Quick! Reliable! Right. She
leaned in, hit the call button, and walked out to the curb to wait. Traffic
wasn't in short supply this planet-noon, and the port looked
prosperous enough. If you didn't know you were on galactic crime
headquarters, in fact, it looked amazingly normal. Up
the street, a cab cut across three lanes of traffic, angling in
toward her position, the green-and-white Robo Cab logo bright in the
daylight. It pulled up in front of her, the door opened and she
stepped in. Mistake. "Good
afternoon, Captain Rolanni," said the woman pointing the gun at
her. "Let's have lunch." The
door snapped shut and the cab accelerated into traffic.
It
was going to take a bit to disable the camera, but he thought he had
a workable notion, there. The hard part was going to be getting out
the door. After that, he'd have to deal with the details: scoping out
where, exactly, he was, and how, exactly, to get out. He'd
read somewhere that it was the duty of prisoners taken in war to
attempt to escape, in order, so he guessed, to make the other side
commit more resources to keeping their prisoners where they belonged.
It had occurred to him at the time that the efficient answer to that
might be to shoot all the troublemakers in hand, and institute a
policy of taking no prisoners. On the other hand, Mr. Trogar having
erred on the side of prisoner-taking, he supposed there was a certain
usefulness to confounding the home guard. Or,
as the Judge was a little too fond of saying, "Let's throw a
rock in the pond and see who we piss off."
Surprisingly
enough, it was lunch, and if there was a guard mounted outside the
door of the private parlor, and her host was armed, nobody had gotten
around to taking the gun that rode openly on her belt, much less
searching her for any hidden surprises she might be carrying. Lunch
was simple—pre-made sandwiches, hand pastries, real coffee, and
some local fruit. To
hear her tell it, the host's name was Sambra Reallen, which was as
good as any other name. She professed herself a not-friend of the
current chairman, on which point Midj reserved judgment, considering
the manner of their meeting. Since she also seemed to hold some
interesting information, Midj was willing to listen to her for the
space it took to eat a sandwich and savor a couple cups of the real
bean. "You're
here for Korelan Zar," Sambra Reallen said, and it was
disturbing to hear that fact stated so baldly, no "am-I-right?"
about it. There
being no use playing games, Midj nodded slowly and sipped her coffee.
"Man asked me to give him a ride off-world. That against the
law?" The
other woman grinned, quick and feral. "At the moment, the law
here is the chairman's whim. Given that—yes, I'm afraid it is." "That's
too bad," Midj said, hoping she sounded at least neutral. "You
could say that," Sambra Reallen agreed. She wasn't drinking
coffee, and she hadn't even bothered to look at the sandwich in front
of her. "Captain Rolanni, do you have any idea who Korelan Zar
is?" Well,
that was a question, now, wasn't it? Midj shrugged. "Old friend.
Called in a favor. I came. That's how we do things, out where the
chairman's whim counts for spit." Another
quick grin. "I'll take that as a long 'no,'" she said.
"Korelan Zar is the High Judge's courier." Midj
sipped coffee, considering. She decided that she didn't really care
what the Juntavas had to do with judges or judging, and looked up to
meet Sambra Reallen's sober gaze. "Kore
was a hell of a pilot," she said, which was nothing but the
truth. The
Juntava snorted. "So he was and so he is. He's also been with
the High Judge for twenty Standards—maybe more. The two of them
came out of nowhere—the High Judge, he wasn't a Judge then; the
closest we had to Judges were the Enforcers—and that wasn't
close at all. He sold the Justice Department idea to the
then-chairman—the chairman that the present whimsical guy we've
got replaced, you understand. The two of them—Zar and the Judge
they set up the whole system, recruited Judges, trained 'em and set
'em loose. I don't know how many Judges there are now—the last
number I heard was thirty, but I think that's low—very low The
High Judge isn't a man who shows you all the cards he's got in his
hand—and Korelan Zar's just like him." It
was a fair description of Kore, all things weighed. And the project
itself jibed with the one he'd tried to sell her on, sitting across
from her in Skeedaddle's tiny galley, holding her hands so
hard she felt the bones grinding together. Bunch of crazy talk, she'd
thought then. Now.. Well, say the years had given her a different
understanding of what was necessarily crazy. "Not
that I'm disinterested in your problems," she said now to Sambra
Reallen "but I'm not quite grasping what this has to do with
me." The
other woman nodded vigorously. "Thank you, yes. You do need to
know what this has to do with you." She leaned forward, face
intent, eyes hard. "The
High Judge, his household, all the Judges I know about and all those
I don't—are gone. Say that they are not blessed with the
chairman's favor. I don't doubt—I know—that the
High Judge had a plan. He must have foreseen—if not the current
situation, at least the possibility of the current situation.
He would have planned for this. His very disappearance forces me to
conclude that he does have a plan, and has only withdrawn for
a time to marshal his forces and his allies." Midj
shrugged. ''So?'' "So."
Sambra Reallen leaned deliberately back in her chair. "About a
month ago, local, the chairman realized the High Judge had not been
seen in some while. That the entire network of Judges, as far as they
are known, had slipped through the hands of his seekers. He realized,
indeed, that the sole member of the High Judge's household remaining
upon Shaltren was—" "The
courier." Midj put her cup down, all her attention focused on
the other woman. Sambra
Reallen nodded. "Precisely. The word went out that Korelan Zar
should be brought to the chairman. How Zar heard of the order, I
don't know, but I'm not surprised that he did. He made a strike for
his ship, as I was sure he would, and I waited for him there, hoping
to divert him to a safe place. Something must have spooked him; he
returned to the High Judge's house and was taken into custody shortly
thereafter." "Hm.
How 'bout if it was you spooked him?" Midj asked. "I'm
thinking that altruism isn't exactly your style. What'd you want from
Kore in exchange for the safe berth?" The
other woman's face tightened. "Information! The High Judge must
be planning something—I must know what it is! The chairman
can't be allowed to continue—he's already lost us ground on
three significant worlds and will loose Stelubia entirely, if he's
not stopped. All of that would be reason enough, if there weren't
Turtles in the mix, too!" Midj
blinked. "Turtles? Clutch Turtles?" "There's
another kind?" "Not
that I know of. These would two, and asking after the health of a
couple of humans they adopted, am I right?" Sambra
Reallen nodded, sighed. "Indeed,"
she said finally, finding her pastry's icing a fascinating diversion
from the discussion as she weighed some inner necessity. "These
things are too big to be secret," she continued, "no matter
how much any of us wish to hide them. Here you are, fresh in, and
already the word is out. The
pilot relaxed slightly, realizing that the Juntava was apparently too
focused on her own set of woes to pursue Midj's familiarity with the
doings of the Clutch. "I've
been reading history, Captain Rolanni. The vengeance that these two
beings may visit upon the entire organization if their petition is
mishandled—and there is no possibility that the chairman will
not mishandle it—doesn't bear thinking about. I—Action
needs to be taken. But I must know what the High Judge is planning." "And
you think Kore knows." "Yes." "But
Kore's been taken by the chairman," Midj pointed out, trying to
keep the thought—and its implications—from reaching real
nerve endings. "If he's as ruthless as they say, he's already
cracked Kore's head open and emptied out everything inside."
Including my name, my ship's name, and the fact that I was coming
for him. That did touch nerve, and she picked up her cup,
swigging down the last of the cold coffee. "The
chairman tried to do exactly that," Sambra Reallen said. "Mr.
Zar's defenses are formidable—also, as I discover from my study
of the session transcript, he wasn't asked the right question." "You
got my name from the transcript, then." "No."
The Juntava shook her head. "I got your pinbeam receiver ID from
the transcript. Mr. Zar could not be persuaded to part with your
name, though he was obviously experiencing some ... discomfort for
withholding the information." The
receiver ID was enough to sink her—present company being
evidence—but she'd made it extra easier for them by coming
on-world—and the joke was on her, if she'd taken an honest
warnaway for code. "So,
what do you want from me?" Might as well ask it straight out,
though she thought she had an idea what it would be. "I
want you to pull him out of custody. I can provide you with his
location, weapons if you need them, and a safe place to bring him
to." Yup,
that was it. Midj shook her head. "And
what do I get?" The
Juntava pushed the untouched sandwich away and leaned her elbows on
the table. "What
do you want!"' Just
like that: Name a price and the Juntavas would meet it. No problem.
She felt a hot flash of fury, felt the words, I want my brother
back rising and kept them behind her teeth with an effort. Sat
for a couple of heartbeats, breathing. just that. When
she was sure she could trust her voice, she met the other woman's
bland eyes. "What
I want is Kore, free and in shape to leave, if that's what he still
wants. And I want us both to have safe passage out of here, and a
guarantee that we won't either of us be pursued by the Juntavas
after." There
was a pause. "I
could promise you these things," Sambra Reallen said eventually,
"but until I hear what Korelan Zar has to tell me—if he
will tell me anything—I can't know if my promise will hold
air." She
raised a hand, palm out. "I understand that you have no reason
to love the Juntavas, Captain. The best I can promise at this point
is that, if Chairman Trogar leaves the game, I will do my best to
ensure that your conditions are met." About
what she'd figured; as good as she was going to get, and no time to
negotiate anyway, with Kore's life on the line. "Why
hasn't the chairman killed him?" she asked. The
Juntava shrugged. "It could be that the chairman thinks Korelan
Zar still retains some potential for amusement." Right.
Midj, sighed. "I'll
need a diversion. If Kore's high-level, then there are high-level
people interested in him who'll have to be drawn off." Sambra
Reallen nodded. "I'll call a department chair meeting." Midj
blinked. "You can do that?" The
Juntava smiled, letting a glimmer of genuine amusement show. "Oh,
yes," she said, "I can do that."
Getting
out the door hadn't been so hard after all, though there was going to
be hell to pay if—well, there was going to be hell to pay; it
wasn't any use thinking there could be a different outcome to this. He
was sorry he wouldn't be on hand to see the finish of it, since he'd
been in on the beginning. It had been a grand, beautiful scheme, so
logical. So—simple. Introduce a Justice system into Juntavas
structure. Feed and nurture and protect it and its practitioners for
twenty, thirty, fifty Standards—they hadn't been sure of the
timing, but hoped to see results within their lifetimes—easily
that. Lately, he thought they'd been optimistic—and not only of
the timing. Still,
he had a gun, courtesy of a guard even stupider than he was, and he
knew where he was, and where he was going, more or less right down to
his final breath. It was... freeing in a way. He felt at peace with
himself, and with his purpose. If he could kill Grom Trogar, then he
could depart as happy as a man filled full of pellets could be, and
the plan—his plan, that he'd given up his life of small
happinesses to see through—would have a second chance at
continuing. It
was convenient that his holding room was in the chairman's building.
Convenient that he had committed the layout of that building, along
with several others, to memory years ago. He knew where the secret
stair was and the code that opened the hatch. He eased the panel shut
behind him and began to climb. He
paused to catch his breath just below the fourteenth landing. Only
one more landing, if his memory could be relied upon—and since
he'd already decided that it could why worry about it now? The hatch
opened in what used to be a supply closet in the chairman's suite. He
steeled himself for the unpleasant truth that he might need to kill
blameless people before he got to his target. He wasn't an assassin;
even killing Mr. Trogar himself, much as it was needed, wasn't going
to be a home joy. The important thing was not to freeze, not to
hesitate. To acquire his target and shoot. He might only get one
shot, and it was important to make it count. Leaning
against the wall, he once again went over his stolen gun. It was a
good gun, loaded, well-oiled, with an extra clip of pellets riding in
the handle. The guard had taken good care of his weapon. Points for
the— Above
him and to the left, where the ongoing flight angled off the landing,
there was a noise. A very slight noise, not immediately repeated, as
if someone had scuffed a boot against the edge of a step. He
went to one knee on the step, raised the gun in two hands, and
waited, breathing slow. Easy... Another
scuff, and a dim shadow on the dim wall of the landing. His finger
tightened on the trigger. Silence— And
a sudden appalling rush of sound, as a dark figure hurtled down,
hitting the landing flat-footed, gun out and pointing at his head. He
had a moment to feel anger, then— "Kore!" He
blinked. Stared up into a pale face and dark brown eyes, short dark
hair showing a blaze of gray going back from the temple. "Midj?"
Slowly, he lowered the gun. "What the hell are you doing here?" "Back
atcha." She lowered her own weapon and stood, a little stiffly,
he thought. "But it's gonna hafta to wait. I'm supposed to be
getting you out of here, to a safe place." He
frowned. "Safe by whose standards?" "Woman
by the name of Sambra Reallen." He
thought about it, shook his head. "Can't trust her." "Can't
not trust her," she countered. "She picked me up in port.
Could've just as easy been the chairman, the way I hear it. She wants
him gone and she don't want to 'Jinx the High Judge's play, if he has
a play. Which you're supposed to tell her." He
snorted. "She wouldn't believe me." He thought again. "How
were you supposed to get me out of here?"
"Same
way I came," she said, jerking her head up the stairs. "We
walk up to the roof. There's a monowing waiting to lift us out." "OK,"
he said, and came to his feet. He smiled, then, and it felt like his
soul was stretched so wide it might burst a seam. "Midj.
Thank you." "No
problem."
They
were two steps below the fifteenth landing when the alarm sounded.
Kore threw himself onto landing, fingers moving rapidly on the code
bar. The panel slid open as Midj came up beside him. "What's
going on?" "Damned
if I know But the doors will seal in ten seconds—go!" He
pushed her through and followed, into the dimness of the supply room. "Where
are we?" Trust
Midj to ask the question. "Chairman Trogar's office." "Great." "Could
be worse. Let's see..." Carefully,
he eased open the closet door. The receptionist's desk was empty; he
could hear voices, out in the hall, and slipped forward, barely
hearing Midj's curse as she followed him. He
crept to the hall door, peered around—and abruptly gave up
stealth. In
the center of the hall, surrounded by gaping humans, stood two large
green—persons. On the floor beyond them, he could see a form, a
shock of white hair, a widening pool of blood, a—weapon, though
what sort of weapon he scarcely knew The
largest of the two green persons—sang. There was a flash!
of pinpoint light, a snap! of sound and the weapon was molten
metal, mixing with liquid red. There
was a stifled scream from the crowd; a shifting of bodies, and then
from the crowd, one stepped forward and bowed. "I
am called Sambra Reallen Chairman Pro Tem," she said softly.
"How may I serve you, Aged Ones?"
Skeedaddle
was well away, on course for Clarine, and a chat with Teyope, should
he have actually happened to deliver the cargo as commissioned. At
least, that's what Sambra Reallen knew. It was the least of what
Sambra Reallen knew, and Midj hoped she had joy of her new status.
Talk about being in a position to honor promises. "She'll
have to be certified by the department heads." Kore sat down on
the edge of the co-pilot's chair and held out a steaming cup.
"'toot?" "Thanks."
She took it, spinning her chair to face him. She drew a breath,
thinking she might be about to say something, found her mouth dry,
and drank some 'toot instead. "I
wanted to say." Kore was holding his cup between both palms,
staring down as if the hot liquid were a navigation screen. "I
wanted to say—I'm sorry. I had no right to pull you into that,
Midj, knowing what you—knowing what it could become. My
arrogance. I thought I was ahead of the trouble." "Well,"
she said, softly. And then again, "Well." He
looked up, amber eyes wary. The black hair showed some shine of
silver, his face marked with the lines of responsibility and worry. "Your
plan. I mean your old plan. Is that playing out the way you'd
hoped?" He
tipped his head, considering. Had a sip of 'toot. "Not
exactly. There were compromises needed. Somehow, I hadn't thought of
there needing to be compromises. Some good people died, and I never
meant that. Justice..." The ghost of a laugh. "Justice
isn't always easy to cipher. I didn't expect that at all." He
sighed. "That
said—we've made progress. In some direction. We've introduced
another player into the game, and another set of rules. Is that a
good thing, a bad thing, or a null-value?" He shrugged. "Don't
know." Right. Midj
sipped her 'toot; used her chin to point at the board. "Course
is set for Clarine; it's easy to change, if you're expected
somewhere. Or I can set you down where you say. Or you can stay on." There,
it was out in the open. Kore
was looking at her like he was thinking hard. "Stay
on?" "If
you want to." The cup of 'toot trembled a bit in her hand,
belying her attempt at a casual tone. She
cleared her throat and met his eyes square. "Thinking over it
all—I had the idea we'd been a damn good team, Kore. Had the
idea we might be again, if you're wantin' it." She
felt a moment of panic then—a moment brought on in part by
twenty years of the voice in her head nagging at her in odd moments,
telling her He joined up with his eyes open, Midj—they'll
never let him go— "That is," she said with a
challenge, "if you want it and if they'll let you..." A
pause, getting long while he—and she—sipped at their
cups. Then.... "There
isn't anything I want more," Kore said slowly. "But I—Midj,
maybe we need to do this in stages. First, I gotta get back to the
Judge. I've got to let him know where I am, how it is with me.
And—I'd like you to meet him. Talk with him." Meet
the Juntava who had stolen away Kore and twenty years of their life?
She felt the anger rise—shook it off as he kept talking. "Then,
well, I got a couple standard years of vacation time coming. We could
go somewhere... like maybe Panore." He
favored her suddenly with a grin that made her sway as she laughed. "Years
of vacation? On Panore, is it? What did you do? Loot the strongbox?" His
grin faded; and Midj felt a chill. Suppose he had looted the
joint? "Nah,"
he admitted wryly, "I didn't. It's just that I never really took
much time off I mean the Judge project, it kept me pretty busy.
And..." "But
Panore? I'd have thought you'd forgot that..." He
shook his head then, and snorted a quiet laugh, and kind of talked
into his cup for a minute like he was afraid, or too shy, to look at
her. "Nah.
I always did mean to get out to Panore, you know. And I always
kept hoping there'd be some way I could maybe get you to go with me.
So when I got a chance, I put some of my money into a condo-building
out there... one unit's mine." He
looked up, caught the look of amaze that had left her mouth half
open. She felt the words spill out unbidden. "What?
Panore's for fatcats! Do you have any idea of what it costs to live
on a place like that? I, I..." He
signed a quick yes in pilot's hand-talk as he finished his
'toot. "So
yeah, I do know But now that you brought it up, why don't we find us
a cargo or two that'll take us out that way, make sure we can still
work together. Then, we can make sure we can still play together." He
put the cup down, unexpectedly reached his hand to hers. "Tell
me its a deal, and I'll sign the book as co-pilot right now, if you
like." "Deal,"
she said, and squeezed his hand before pulling the logbook out on its
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