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The Land Beyond Summer
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Copyright © 1996 by Brad Linaweaver. All rights reserved.
CHAPTER ONE
CROSSED FINGERS
Fay didn't think Anne Jeffries would be coming back after
the little girl ran screaming into the woods. Having recently
celebrated her thirteenth birthday, Fay felt a lot more mature
than nine year old Anne; but she hadn't been patronizing about
their friendship and regretted her departure. There weren't many
friends out here in the country, and after Anne told her story,
even fewer people would care to visit the Gurney family.
"Not again," came the voice of her brother, Clive. He must
have discovered the problem. Older brothers probably couldn't
help being a pest but lately he had shown a resourcefulness that
was a pleasant surprise to her. Their shared problem was
bringing them closer together.
The latest example of why the Gurney house was becoming a
place to avoid was making noise in the old nursery. Fay joined
Clive in the doorway and stared at the yellow, peeling wallpaper,
covered with fading pictures of white lambs and pink pigs. The
pictures were moving. And the pigs were making squealing sounds.
Anne must have wandered into the nursery just in time for
the unscheduled performance. She hadn't been around a week
earlier for the driveway when it changed colors from white to
green. And she missed the floating telephone. But the
overactive wallpaper had done the trick. The whole summer had
been like this.
"What's going on?" It was Dad's voice booming down the
hall. Fay caught her brother's unhappy expression. Calming Mom
and Dad down after the last one had been hard enough without
having to go through it again so soon. Clive sagged under the
weight of his anticipations, and seemed a lot older than his
fifteen years. But when he was worried, he seemed more handsome
to Fay, as though his face were meant for frowns with its square
shape.
Dad appeared in the mirror hanging in the hallway that led
to the nursery. Fay saw him framed in that space, with her own
reflection in the lower right corner of the glass. He was still
a handsome man, although slightly balding and with a middle aged
paunch. She was far more critical of her own appearance. She
had long auburn hair, a freckled face and big glasses that she
positively hated. Fay was convinced that she was the ugly
duckling of the family and that she would never grow into even a
fraction of her mother's natural beauty. As Dad moved out of
frame by walking down the hall, she felt guilty that she was
sqaundering time on such idle reflections in the midst of the
latest crisis. But she was getting awfully tired of these
intrusions of the bizarre into her world ... and they were coming
more frequently.
Dad was breathing heavily. His face was suddenly as red as
Fay's, but she was suffering from a slight sunburn. Dad hadn't
been taking any sun lately. He was just mad. This was not a
good sign when he hadn't seen the wallpaper yet. But Fay
remembered that a number of bills and late notices had come in
yesterday's mail. Dad had been more upset than usual about the
recession and dishonest business partners; and Mom had just been
upset. Clive had started answering the phone to screen the calls
for creditors but his skill at diverting these dunning calls
merely provided Mom and Dad with another subject for argument.
They weren't comfortable with the example they were setting for
their children.
And yet there was nothing in their financial difficulties
that thousands, millions, of other families didn't also have to
face. What made their burden so wearing was the added
frustration of never knowing when the laws of nature would be
thwarted, turned upside down, or just plain ignored for the sole
purpose, it seemed, of giving them a hard time. Fay could take
it. Clive could take it. But the way Dad stood in the doorway,
trembling, his hands clenching and unclenching themselves into
slowly turning fists, suggested that he might be reaching his
limit.
"It's a song," he croaked. "Listen." The squealing pigs
were indeed becoming rhythmic, and a low bawing sound was being
added, no doubt the lamb accompaniment.
"Old MacDonald Had a Farm!" announced Clive, a little too
happy with himself under the circumstances and blissfully unaware
of his father's murderous expression.
Adding to the instability of the situation, Mom suddenly
appeared behind her husbnd. Fay was shocked to see how tired she
looked. She'd been dragging for weeks now but her appearance had
deteriorated dramatically since last night. "Honey," she said,
peering intently at the back of Dad's neck, and there was no
sweetness in her voice. "It's not happening again ... is it?"
Fay wished she'd noticed the danger sign of Clive's mouth
opening sooner than she did, but she just didn't. One of his
worst faults from her point of view was his inability to
recognize when he was on thin ice. "It's just like Fay and I
told you," he told them, "we're under attack by..."
"Shut up!" said Dad in the coldest voice Clive had ever
heard. He shut up. Then Dad went over to the nearest portion of
crazily writhing wallpaper, extracted a pocketknife and peeled
off a section. The maneuver was easily accomplished because of
the age and brittleness of the paper. He held the piece between
two fingers, lifted it to his ear and listened. Motion eerily
swam across the fragment.
Then Dad did something every bit as careless as if he'd been
Clive. He passed the section of wallpaper to Mom. She held it
as if it were some kind of insect that might bite her. No one
said a word. 'Old MacDonald Had a Farm' continued being
screamed, grunted and bleated out from the wall, and from the
palm of her hand, until she sobbed and threw the paper from her.
"I'm going insane!" she screamed and ran from the room. Dad was
right behind her, a helpless look on his face.
"Why is Grandfather doing this to us?" asked Fay in a small
voice.
"He never did things like this when he was alive," said
Clive.
"Yes," agreed Fay. "He's worse than ever."
***
They were talking about Grandfather Donald who had never
approved of his daughter marrying someone who didn't make a lot
of money. For some curious reason, Mom's father had never
reconciled himself to the realities of the modern world, and the
requirement of two incomes for a modest family to just squeak by.
His theory was that savings could be put aside from any income,
no matter how meager; and that children shouldn't be used as an
excuse for spending money. The irony was that he had helped
inculcate in his daughter a whole set of middle class assumptions
about appearance and hygiene and health, and then criticized her
expenditures in this very area as wanton luxury.
Mom talked a lot about having nothing more to do with her
father, especially after Grandmother died ... but Dad never
believed her sincerity. Russell and Claire Gurney were having
more financial problems every year. They felt they were in no
position to antagonize the wealthiest individual on either side
of the family. And Grandfather was never above using his money
as a stick with which to coerce the pretense of filial affection.
Mom and Dad had insisted on owning their own home. They'd
seen too many of their friends who tried to rear children in
apartments find more spacious accommodations in divorce court.
They also believed it was good for children to grow up in the
country. Their mistake was moving in a house on which
Grandfather owned the mortgage. The old man had a knack for
putting the best possible face on any deal. He promised them
that rental prices would always be more of a problem than a
commuter's gasoline prices; and he assured them better than
market terms on the grounds of "keeping the house in the family."
They fell for it. So Russell and Claire, with their newborn baby
Clive, moved in.
Adding to family togetherness was that the house was at one
end of a large stretch of woods ... and Grandfather had a summer
cabin at the other end. This proved to be a most unfortunate
proximity. The cabin was on Pine Lake and Clive and Fay liked to
go swimming there. Most of the time Grandfather was in town but
they never knew when he might show up, a consummation devoutly to
be avoided.
Dad's parents had been dead a long time, so Fay and Clive
had known only one set of Grandparents. There was much to like
about Grandmother Joyce, but she could only offer them so much of
her time as she was preoccupied with cancer, sliding in and out
of remission as a flame hisses on and off, uncertain whether or
not to burn. When she was feeling up to it, she was their idea
of a perfect grandmother, spoiling them at every turn. But half
the time, Grandfather would counter her kindnesses with petty
nastiness he dredged up from the sour regions of the soul. It
was if he kept a little bit of poison to sprinkle on every
pleasure in the world.
Then one day, exactly one year before the wallpaper sang,
Grandfather summoned Fay and Clive to spend the weekend with him,
alone, at his cabin. Mom didn't want them to go. Dad said he
was sure it would be all right, but Fay didn't tell anyone what
she had heard her father say on the phone. Apparently,
Grandfather Donald was willing to offer financial aid to his son-
in-law, but only if the kids spent extra time with him.
As they took their favorite path through the woods, Clive
became particularly exasperating. Fay was wearing a red shirt.
Clive had a severe attack of wit. It was bad enough going to see
Grandfather Donald without listening to references about "Little
Red Riding Hood"! She had to tell Clive to stop it several times
before he got the message.
Grandfather was waiting for them on his wooden dock. In a
way, they had been surprised to see how well he maintained it,
the only dock on Pine Lake. He used it so rarely. But then
everything he owned was viewed in terms of an investment. For
them, he was simply providing a good diving platform.
The first time Clive had seen a picture of Charles DeGaulle
in a textbook, he'd thought he was seeing a picture of
Grandfather who had physical traits in common with the French
general and president -- both were tall and gaunt, and had the
same high cheekbones and distinctive nose. Grandfather was also
balding, and this increased the similarity to the picture. Clive
didn't mind Mom being tall like Grandfather, or having his
cheekbones, but he was grateful that there the similarity ended.
Mother's features were soft as her father's were hard.
Without saying a word, Grandfather pointed at the little
wooden dinghy tied to the post. Clive exchanged glances with
Fay, and he could tell she was no happier than he about getting
into the boat. Having come this far, it seemed the only thing to
do.
Grandfather sat in the middle of the boat, facing them, and
lifted the wooden oars. The only part of the boat that was metal
were the two oarlocks and the wood scraped against them with a
kathunk sound as he put the oars into the water. He rowed to
the middle of the lake, leaning forward and then backward as he
rowed -- his posture rigidly straight -- with a machine-like
precision. Given his advanced years, there was hardly any change
in his breathing. He'd kept himself in good shape.
Clive tried smiling at him. He looked right at his grandson
but his expression remained impassive. Finally, he stopped
rowing and pulled the oars in. Still there was silence, except
for the plop-plop-plop that came from the dripping oars. The
boat slowly turned in the center of the round lake, as if the
needle on a compass seeking true north.
These were three very stubborn people. At times like this
it was as if Fay and Clive could read each other's thoughts.
Grandfather had brought them here so he would have to make the
next move. Patience was rewarded. "You're not very polite," he
said at last.
"Huh?" was Clive's considered response. Fay elected to
withhold comment.
"You haven't even said hello to me," was what the old man
said.
Fay began to sputter her response, and at length calmed down
sufficiently to say, "We've been waiting for you."
"I've always been a good icebreaker," said Grandfather, "if
I have a titanic reason." Had he made a joke? If so, he showed
no sign of recognition but instead berated his audience. "You're
not to blame for the way you were reared," he said as though he
were conferring a compliment.
For some time now, Clive had noticed that Grandfather was
incapable of seeing the good in anything. Clive had also noticed
the family's increasing load of debt and felt that he should do
something about it if possible. But what could he do? His few
odd jobs only added up to a nice gesture. There's nothing worse
than feeling equally helpless and responsible. Here on this
lake, at this moment, he let himself believe that maybe, just
maybe, he could bring Grandfather around to a more reasonable
attitude.
"This is so beautiful here," said Clive. "You must find it
very restful. Those are..." -- he groped for the right word --
"really nice trees." He grinned again.
"You've got to be kidding," said their elder. "When I look
at those trees, I see all the money I could make if only they
were mine. Chop 'em down, I say."
Clive let his smile fade. This was going nowhere fast. Fay
made a little noise that sounded like urp! Grandfather got on
with the serious business of harassment: "You don't have many
friends, do you children?" he asked, and there was nothing
remotely friendly about the inquiry.
Not wanting to hog all the conversation, Clive waited for
Fay to take the lead. She hated to be called a child. But the
sight of her was all he needed to realize that she was too angry
to speak. But if looks could kill.... Grandfather hadn't
approved of a mutual friend of Clive and Fay's, a Japanese boy
named Kenny who had had a splendid turtle collection.
Grandfather had visited one weekend when they were all together.
Although he hadn't said anything openly racist, the tenor of his
remarks left no doubt that Kenny bothered him. There was one
Pearl Harbor joke too many.
"We do all right," said Clive. "We'd probably have more
friends if we didn't live so far out."
Grandfather started whistling through his teeth. When he
grew tired of torturing their ears, he said, "Excuses, excuses.
The two of you spend too much time together for a brother and
sister. Why, an unbiased observer might think you were friends.
Well, I'll have to make do with the material at hand."
No one spoke for several minutes. They just sat in the
boat, staring at one another. Clive's mouth was dry and he was
having trouble swallowing. Fay wanted to cry but held it in.
Finally, the old man got to the point: "I wanted you with me
this weekend for a reason. My time on earth is drawing to a
close. I see that you're confused and so I'll endeavor to
explain."
"Are you sick?" asked Fay, finally breaking her silence.
She didn't feel any concern but tried to make herself sound as
though she did.
His answer was anything but expected: "No, I am in the
prime of my strength. I am leaving this world for another, and
in so doing, my body will remain behind."
Clive turned to Fay. Fay turned to Clive. Telepathy was
not required for a clear reading of each other's thoughts.
Grandfather had obviously flipped his lid/wasn't playing with a
full deck/was one brick short of a load. All these years of
being mean had finally caught up with him.
He watched them carefully the whole time and was prepared.
"You think I'm crazy," he said. "I'd be concerned if you didn't.
I'd worry about my contributions to the gene pool if you were so
credulous as to believe what I've said without proof."
"Oh, no, Grandad," Clive began, making another attempt at
diplomacy. "We believe..."
"Shut up, Clive. Observe the example of your sister and say
less. The next time you speak, I remind you to address me as
Grandfather. Now, you both think I'm crazy and will continue to
do so for some time yet as there will be no proof of my powers
until after my death. I will be leaving you a special legacy.
Your parents don't deserve it. Come to think of it, neither do
you ... but you're young and there's still time for training."
Clive realized the wisdom of Grandfather's having brought
them to the center of the lake. If he meant to rave, they might
depart more easily on land. As it was, Fay was the better
swimmer although Clive could make it to shore. The problem was
that their demented forebear would simply row after them.
"You shouldn't talk about Mom and Dad that way," said Fay,
coldly. Clive was proud of her.
Grandfather became worse: "My daughter hasn't a brain in
her head," he insisted. "If she'd been a better daughter, I'd
never have let her marry a loser like your father. She fell in
love with him for the same reason you once believed the stories
in Sunday School."
"That's not fair," said Clive, not exactly clear what Sunday
School had to do with it, but sure that when Grandfather wasn't
being crazy, he was just intolerable.
"Silence!" commanded Grandfather in a terrible voice. It
was as if thunder had come out of the sky. "Children are to be
seen and not heard!" More proof the old man had gone off the
deep end ... except that despite his protestations regarding
special powers not to be revealed until after death, he could be
auditioning for a magic act at this moment. Fay was tall for her
age, taking after her mother, and Clive was well proportioned and
a hair taller than his sister. Despite their age and sizes,
neither resisted Grandfather's command, who continued: "I'll say
when next you may speak, and not a word from either of you before
then!"
Clive felt something new, something cold. It was fear.
Grandfather's ice-blue eyes seemed to chill the air around his
head even though it was a warm summer day. "Know this," he said.
"I am more than a businessman. I am more than a politician. The
measly amounts of money and power I have accumulated in this
pathetic life enabled me to prepare for what is to come. I have
studied and I am ready. It is by magic that all means of
influence are checked or grow. I have the opportunity of
extending my life for centuries in this paltry world, and
becoming the greatest wizard of our times. Yet I reject this
possibility as beneath contempt. I will have a far greater
prize.
"Your parents probably think they'll inherit a tidy sum for
having put up with me for all these years. Even your father has
wit enough to know that I make money when the market goes down as
well as when it goes up. I pay attention. I never wasted my
money on frivolities, or used children as an excuse to spend and
spend. Our extended family isn't all that large, you know, and
I've made more than enough to guarantee everyone a good life.
Ha. No one gets a dime except the two of you!"
Fay's body went as taut as if a string had pulled it. Clive
shook his head as if he'd been slapped. Appreciating the
reaction, Grandfather continued: "The reading of the will won't
concern you. It will appear that I've lost all my money except
for a pitiful amount tied up in endless probate. The real
fortune was converted into gold some time ago. Half is already
gone. I needed to buy certain books and certain paraphernalia
from odd corners of the world where money is never taken
seriously if it comes in paper. The other half of the fortune is
well hidden and will become available as you need it to perform
certain tasks for me on earth." He raised his head from them,
and blinked as though coming out of a trance. "Of course, any
earthly agents would do for certain requirements..." And then he
noticed them again.
His claw-like hands reached out and grabbed each of them by
the wrist, shaking them with surprising strength. "You are
unusual for a brother and sister. Sure, you fight about little
things, as all siblings do. You blame each other over stupid
nonsense that no one notices except you. But when it really
counts, you stick together, which is more than your parents will
ever do. You are strong, both of you. I need that ... love."
After he released them, they continued holding their arms as
if still in his clutches. "Now," he said, "I want you to promise
that you will keep secret what I'm about to tell you. If you
don't, I'll drown you in the middle of this lake and no one will
ever know." He let them think about his threat before
mentioning, in a more normal tone of voice, that they could speak
again.
Clive had sufficient confidence in Fay's ability in water
that he didn't believe for one second that he could drown her.
He was more worried that if an insane person came up short of
magical powers, he might make do with a gun or knife; and the
jacket Grandfather was wearing was bulky enough to conceal lots
of trouble. He also worried that Fay might choose this awkward
moment for an inconvenient display of principle.
He need not have worried. She answered first, without
hesitation. "I promise," she said while crossing her fingers
inside the pocket of her jeans. Clive was so surprised at the
words coming out of her mouth that she had to nudge him with her
elbow to suggest it was his turn. He promised, too.
Grandfather seemed completely indifferent to whether or not
the young Gurneys were being sincere. Their words were enough.
Patting them on their heads, he said, "My little lambs."
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The Land Beyond Summer
The Land Beyond Summer is posted for entertainment purposes only and no part of it may be crossposted to any other datafile base, conference, news group, email list, or website without written permission of Pulpless.Comtm.
Copyright © 1996 by Brad Linaweaver. All rights reserved.
CHAPTER ONE
CROSSED FINGERS
Fay didn't think Anne Jeffries would be coming back after
the little girl ran screaming into the woods. Having recently
celebrated her thirteenth birthday, Fay felt a lot more mature
than nine year old Anne; but she hadn't been patronizing about
their friendship and regretted her departure. There weren't many
friends out here in the country, and after Anne told her story,
even fewer people would care to visit the Gurney family.
"Not again," came the voice of her brother, Clive. He must
have discovered the problem. Older brothers probably couldn't
help being a pest but lately he had shown a resourcefulness that
was a pleasant surprise to her. Their shared problem was
bringing them closer together.
The latest example of why the Gurney house was becoming a
place to avoid was making noise in the old nursery. Fay joined
Clive in the doorway and stared at the yellow, peeling wallpaper,
covered with fading pictures of white lambs and pink pigs. The
pictures were moving. And the pigs were making squealing sounds.
Anne must have wandered into the nursery just in time for
the unscheduled performance. She hadn't been around a week
earlier for the driveway when it changed colors from white to
green. And she missed the floating telephone. But the
overactive wallpaper had done the trick. The whole summer had
been like this.
"What's going on?" It was Dad's voice booming down the
hall. Fay caught her brother's unhappy expression. Calming Mom
and Dad down after the last one had been hard enough without
having to go through it again so soon. Clive sagged under the
weight of his anticipations, and seemed a lot older than his
fifteen years. But when he was worried, he seemed more handsome
to Fay, as though his face were meant for frowns with its square
shape.
Dad appeared in the mirror hanging in the hallway that led
to the nursery. Fay saw him framed in that space, with her own
reflection in the lower right corner of the glass. He was still
a handsome man, although slightly balding and with a middle aged
paunch. She was far more critical of her own appearance. She
had long auburn hair, a freckled face and big glasses that she
positively hated. Fay was convinced that she was the ugly
duckling of the family and that she would never grow into even a
fraction of her mother's natural beauty. As Dad moved out of
frame by walking down the hall, she felt guilty that she was
sqaundering time on such idle reflections in the midst of the
latest crisis. But she was getting awfully tired of these
intrusions of the bizarre into her world ... and they were coming
more frequently.
Dad was breathing heavily. His face was suddenly as red as
Fay's, but she was suffering from a slight sunburn. Dad hadn't
been taking any sun lately. He was just mad. This was not a
good sign when he hadn't seen the wallpaper yet. But Fay
remembered that a number of bills and late notices had come in
yesterday's mail. Dad had been more upset than usual about the
recession and dishonest business partners; and Mom had just been
upset. Clive had started answering the phone to screen the calls
for creditors but his skill at diverting these dunning calls
merely provided Mom and Dad with another subject for argument.
They weren't comfortable with the example they were setting for
their children.
And yet there was nothing in their financial difficulties
that thousands, millions, of other families didn't also have to
face. What made their burden so wearing was the added
frustration of never knowing when the laws of nature would be
thwarted, turned upside down, or just plain ignored for the sole
purpose, it seemed, of giving them a hard time. Fay could take
it. Clive could take it. But the way Dad stood in the doorway,
trembling, his hands clenching and unclenching themselves into
slowly turning fists, suggested that he might be reaching his
limit.
"It's a song," he croaked. "Listen." The squealing pigs
were indeed becoming rhythmic, and a low bawing sound was being
added, no doubt the lamb accompaniment.
"Old MacDonald Had a Farm!" announced Clive, a little too
happy with himself under the circumstances and blissfully unaware
of his father's murderous expression.
Adding to the instability of the situation, Mom suddenly
appeared behind her husbnd. Fay was shocked to see how tired she
looked. She'd been dragging for weeks now but her appearance had
deteriorated dramatically since last night. "Honey," she said,
peering intently at the back of Dad's neck, and there was no
sweetness in her voice. "It's not happening again ... is it?"
Fay wished she'd noticed the danger sign of Clive's mouth
opening sooner than she did, but she just didn't. One of his
worst faults from her point of view was his inability to
recognize when he was on thin ice. "It's just like Fay and I
told you," he told them, "we're under attack by..."
"Shut up!" said Dad in the coldest voice Clive had ever
heard. He shut up. Then Dad went over to the nearest portion of
crazily writhing wallpaper, extracted a pocketknife and peeled
off a section. The maneuver was easily accomplished because of
the age and brittleness of the paper. He held the piece between
two fingers, lifted it to his ear and listened. Motion eerily
swam across the fragment.
Then Dad did something every bit as careless as if he'd been
Clive. He passed the section of wallpaper to Mom. She held it
as if it were some kind of insect that might bite her. No one
said a word. 'Old MacDonald Had a Farm' continued being
screamed, grunted and bleated out from the wall, and from the
palm of her hand, until she sobbed and threw the paper from her.
"I'm going insane!" she screamed and ran from the room. Dad was
right behind her, a helpless look on his face.
"Why is Grandfather doing this to us?" asked Fay in a small
voice.
"He never did things like this when he was alive," said
Clive.
"Yes," agreed Fay. "He's worse than ever."
***
They were talking about Grandfather Donald who had never
approved of his daughter marrying someone who didn't make a lot
of money. For some curious reason, Mom's father had never
reconciled himself to the realities of the modern world, and the
requirement of two incomes for a modest family to just squeak by.
His theory was that savings could be put aside from any income,
no matter how meager; and that children shouldn't be used as an
excuse for spending money. The irony was that he had helped
inculcate in his daughter a whole set of middle class assumptions
about appearance and hygiene and health, and then criticized her
expenditures in this very area as wanton luxury.
Mom talked a lot about having nothing more to do with her
father, especially after Grandmother died ... but Dad never
believed her sincerity. Russell and Claire Gurney were having
more financial problems every year. They felt they were in no
position to antagonize the wealthiest individual on either side
of the family. And Grandfather was never above using his money
as a stick with which to coerce the pretense of filial affection.
Mom and Dad had insisted on owning their own home. They'd
seen too many of their friends who tried to rear children in
apartments find more spacious accommodations in divorce court.
They also believed it was good for children to grow up in the
country. Their mistake was moving in a house on which
Grandfather owned the mortgage. The old man had a knack for
putting the best possible face on any deal. He promised them
that rental prices would always be more of a problem than a
commuter's gasoline prices; and he assured them better than
market terms on the grounds of "keeping the house in the family."
They fell for it. So Russell and Claire, with their newborn baby
Clive, moved in.
Adding to family togetherness was that the house was at one
end of a large stretch of woods ... and Grandfather had a summer
cabin at the other end. This proved to be a most unfortunate
proximity. The cabin was on Pine Lake and Clive and Fay liked to
go swimming there. Most of the time Grandfather was in town but
they never knew when he might show up, a consummation devoutly to
be avoided.
Dad's parents had been dead a long time, so Fay and Clive
had known only one set of Grandparents. There was much to like
about Grandmother Joyce, but she could only offer them so much of
her time as she was preoccupied with cancer, sliding in and out
of remission as a flame hisses on and off, uncertain whether or
not to burn. When she was feeling up to it, she was their idea
of a perfect grandmother, spoiling them at every turn. But half
the time, Grandfather would counter her kindnesses with petty
nastiness he dredged up from the sour regions of the soul. It
was if he kept a little bit of poison to sprinkle on every
pleasure in the world.
Then one day, exactly one year before the wallpaper sang,
Grandfather summoned Fay and Clive to spend the weekend with him,
alone, at his cabin. Mom didn't want them to go. Dad said he
was sure it would be all right, but Fay didn't tell anyone what
she had heard her father say on the phone. Apparently,
Grandfather Donald was willing to offer financial aid to his son-
in-law, but only if the kids spent extra time with him.
As they took their favorite path through the woods, Clive
became particularly exasperating. Fay was wearing a red shirt.
Clive had a severe attack of wit. It was bad enough going to see
Grandfather Donald without listening to references about "Little
Red Riding Hood"! She had to tell Clive to stop it several times
before he got the message.
Grandfather was waiting for them on his wooden dock. In a
way, they had been surprised to see how well he maintained it,
the only dock on Pine Lake. He used it so rarely. But then
everything he owned was viewed in terms of an investment. For
them, he was simply providing a good diving platform.
The first time Clive had seen a picture of Charles DeGaulle
in a textbook, he'd thought he was seeing a picture of
Grandfather who had physical traits in common with the French
general and president -- both were tall and gaunt, and had the
same high cheekbones and distinctive nose. Grandfather was also
balding, and this increased the similarity to the picture. Clive
didn't mind Mom being tall like Grandfather, or having his
cheekbones, but he was grateful that there the similarity ended.
Mother's features were soft as her father's were hard.
Without saying a word, Grandfather pointed at the little
wooden dinghy tied to the post. Clive exchanged glances with
Fay, and he could tell she was no happier than he about getting
into the boat. Having come this far, it seemed the only thing to
do.
Grandfather sat in the middle of the boat, facing them, and
lifted the wooden oars. The only part of the boat that was metal
were the two oarlocks and the wood scraped against them with a
kathunk sound as he put the oars into the water. He rowed to
the middle of the lake, leaning forward and then backward as he
rowed -- his posture rigidly straight -- with a machine-like
precision. Given his advanced years, there was hardly any change
in his breathing. He'd kept himself in good shape.
Clive tried smiling at him. He looked right at his grandson
but his expression remained impassive. Finally, he stopped
rowing and pulled the oars in. Still there was silence, except
for the plop-plop-plop that came from the dripping oars. The
boat slowly turned in the center of the round lake, as if the
needle on a compass seeking true north.
These were three very stubborn people. At times like this
it was as if Fay and Clive could read each other's thoughts.
Grandfather had brought them here so he would have to make the
next move. Patience was rewarded. "You're not very polite," he
said at last.
"Huh?" was Clive's considered response. Fay elected to
withhold comment.
"You haven't even said hello to me," was what the old man
said.
Fay began to sputter her response, and at length calmed down
sufficiently to say, "We've been waiting for you."
"I've always been a good icebreaker," said Grandfather, "if
I have a titanic reason." Had he made a joke? If so, he showed
no sign of recognition but instead berated his audience. "You're
not to blame for the way you were reared," he said as though he
were conferring a compliment.
For some time now, Clive had noticed that Grandfather was
incapable of seeing the good in anything. Clive had also noticed
the family's increasing load of debt and felt that he should do
something about it if possible. But what could he do? His few
odd jobs only added up to a nice gesture. There's nothing worse
than feeling equally helpless and responsible. Here on this
lake, at this moment, he let himself believe that maybe, just
maybe, he could bring Grandfather around to a more reasonable
attitude.
"This is so beautiful here," said Clive. "You must find it
very restful. Those are..." -- he groped for the right word --
"really nice trees." He grinned again.
"You've got to be kidding," said their elder. "When I look
at those trees, I see all the money I could make if only they
were mine. Chop 'em down, I say."
Clive let his smile fade. This was going nowhere fast. Fay
made a little noise that sounded like urp! Grandfather got on
with the serious business of harassment: "You don't have many
friends, do you children?" he asked, and there was nothing
remotely friendly about the inquiry.
Not wanting to hog all the conversation, Clive waited for
Fay to take the lead. She hated to be called a child. But the
sight of her was all he needed to realize that she was too angry
to speak. But if looks could kill.... Grandfather hadn't
approved of a mutual friend of Clive and Fay's, a Japanese boy
named Kenny who had had a splendid turtle collection.
Grandfather had visited one weekend when they were all together.
Although he hadn't said anything openly racist, the tenor of his
remarks left no doubt that Kenny bothered him. There was one
Pearl Harbor joke too many.
"We do all right," said Clive. "We'd probably have more
friends if we didn't live so far out."
Grandfather started whistling through his teeth. When he
grew tired of torturing their ears, he said, "Excuses, excuses.
The two of you spend too much time together for a brother and
sister. Why, an unbiased observer might think you were friends.
Well, I'll have to make do with the material at hand."
No one spoke for several minutes. They just sat in the
boat, staring at one another. Clive's mouth was dry and he was
having trouble swallowing. Fay wanted to cry but held it in.
Finally, the old man got to the point: "I wanted you with me
this weekend for a reason. My time on earth is drawing to a
close. I see that you're confused and so I'll endeavor to
explain."
"Are you sick?" asked Fay, finally breaking her silence.
She didn't feel any concern but tried to make herself sound as
though she did.
His answer was anything but expected: "No, I am in the
prime of my strength. I am leaving this world for another, and
in so doing, my body will remain behind."
Clive turned to Fay. Fay turned to Clive. Telepathy was
not required for a clear reading of each other's thoughts.
Grandfather had obviously flipped his lid/wasn't playing with a
full deck/was one brick short of a load. All these years of
being mean had finally caught up with him.
He watched them carefully the whole time and was prepared.
"You think I'm crazy," he said. "I'd be concerned if you didn't.
I'd worry about my contributions to the gene pool if you were so
credulous as to believe what I've said without proof."
"Oh, no, Grandad," Clive began, making another attempt at
diplomacy. "We believe..."
"Shut up, Clive. Observe the example of your sister and say
less. The next time you speak, I remind you to address me as
Grandfather. Now, you both think I'm crazy and will continue to
do so for some time yet as there will be no proof of my powers
until after my death. I will be leaving you a special legacy.
Your parents don't deserve it. Come to think of it, neither do
you ... but you're young and there's still time for training."
Clive realized the wisdom of Grandfather's having brought
them to the center of the lake. If he meant to rave, they might
depart more easily on land. As it was, Fay was the better
swimmer although Clive could make it to shore. The problem was
that their demented forebear would simply row after them.
"You shouldn't talk about Mom and Dad that way," said Fay,
coldly. Clive was proud of her.
Grandfather became worse: "My daughter hasn't a brain in
her head," he insisted. "If she'd been a better daughter, I'd
never have let her marry a loser like your father. She fell in
love with him for the same reason you once believed the stories
in Sunday School."
"That's not fair," said Clive, not exactly clear what Sunday
School had to do with it, but sure that when Grandfather wasn't
being crazy, he was just intolerable.
"Silence!" commanded Grandfather in a terrible voice. It
was as if thunder had come out of the sky. "Children are to be
seen and not heard!" More proof the old man had gone off the
deep end ... except that despite his protestations regarding
special powers not to be revealed until after death, he could be
auditioning for a magic act at this moment. Fay was tall for her
age, taking after her mother, and Clive was well proportioned and
a hair taller than his sister. Despite their age and sizes,
neither resisted Grandfather's command, who continued: "I'll say
when next you may speak, and not a word from either of you before
then!"
Clive felt something new, something cold. It was fear.
Grandfather's ice-blue eyes seemed to chill the air around his
head even though it was a warm summer day. "Know this," he said.
"I am more than a businessman. I am more than a politician. The
measly amounts of money and power I have accumulated in this
pathetic life enabled me to prepare for what is to come. I have
studied and I am ready. It is by magic that all means of
influence are checked or grow. I have the opportunity of
extending my life for centuries in this paltry world, and
becoming the greatest wizard of our times. Yet I reject this
possibility as beneath contempt. I will have a far greater
prize.
"Your parents probably think they'll inherit a tidy sum for
having put up with me for all these years. Even your father has
wit enough to know that I make money when the market goes down as
well as when it goes up. I pay attention. I never wasted my
money on frivolities, or used children as an excuse to spend and
spend. Our extended family isn't all that large, you know, and
I've made more than enough to guarantee everyone a good life.
Ha. No one gets a dime except the two of you!"
Fay's body went as taut as if a string had pulled it. Clive
shook his head as if he'd been slapped. Appreciating the
reaction, Grandfather continued: "The reading of the will won't
concern you. It will appear that I've lost all my money except
for a pitiful amount tied up in endless probate. The real
fortune was converted into gold some time ago. Half is already
gone. I needed to buy certain books and certain paraphernalia
from odd corners of the world where money is never taken
seriously if it comes in paper. The other half of the fortune is
well hidden and will become available as you need it to perform
certain tasks for me on earth." He raised his head from them,
and blinked as though coming out of a trance. "Of course, any
earthly agents would do for certain requirements..." And then he
noticed them again.
His claw-like hands reached out and grabbed each of them by
the wrist, shaking them with surprising strength. "You are
unusual for a brother and sister. Sure, you fight about little
things, as all siblings do. You blame each other over stupid
nonsense that no one notices except you. But when it really
counts, you stick together, which is more than your parents will
ever do. You are strong, both of you. I need that ... love."
After he released them, they continued holding their arms as
if still in his clutches. "Now," he said, "I want you to promise
that you will keep secret what I'm about to tell you. If you
don't, I'll drown you in the middle of this lake and no one will
ever know." He let them think about his threat before
mentioning, in a more normal tone of voice, that they could speak
again.
Clive had sufficient confidence in Fay's ability in water
that he didn't believe for one second that he could drown her.
He was more worried that if an insane person came up short of
magical powers, he might make do with a gun or knife; and the
jacket Grandfather was wearing was bulky enough to conceal lots
of trouble. He also worried that Fay might choose this awkward
moment for an inconvenient display of principle.
He need not have worried. She answered first, without
hesitation. "I promise," she said while crossing her fingers
inside the pocket of her jeans. Clive was so surprised at the
words coming out of her mouth that she had to nudge him with her
elbow to suggest it was his turn. He promised, too.
Grandfather seemed completely indifferent to whether or not
the young Gurneys were being sincere. Their words were enough.
Patting them on their heads, he said, "My little lambs."
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