Vengeance of Dragons

By Holly Lisle
Diplomacy of Wolves
Vengeance of Dragons
Courage of Falcons
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Contents
Acknowledgments
Map
In Diplomacy of Wolves . . .
BOOK ONE
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Interlude
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
BOOK TWO
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Interlude
BOOK THREE
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
About the Author
Acknowledgments
Again, thanks to Peter
James and Nick Thorpe, authors of Ancient Inventions, which
has proved the most inspirational and useful book Ive read in
ages; to Betsy Mitchell, whose editing, recommendations, comments,
and questions made the book far better than it would have otherwise
been; to Russell Galen and Danny Baror, whose tireless work in my
behalf made my first European sales happen, and made it possible
for me to live off my writing income, and in Russs case,
inspired the project in the first place; to Matthew, whose
first-draft editing also resulted in major changes and major
improvements, and whose encouragement keeps me going; and to Mark
and Becky, who did all sorts of useful and kind things for me while
I was writing that made my life easier, and who cheered me up when
the work got hard. And finally, belated thanks to John
JT Tilden and Perry Ahern for cheerfully providing the
bodies.


In Diplomacy of Wolves . . .
Magic, in the world of
Matrin and especially in the Iberan lands where the last of the
true humans live, has been a study both forbidden and reviled for a
thousand years but Kait Galweigh has survived to hide the
secret Scars of old and dangerous magic. A daughter of the powerful
Galweigh Family and a promising junior diplomat, Kait is Scarred.
Her nature causes her to skinshift, a trait which would lead to her
immediate execution even by members of her own Family. Chaperoning
her cousin prior to the girls wedding into the Dokteerak
Family, Kait overhears a plot between the Dokteeraks and the
Galweighs longtime enemies, the Sabirs. The Families are
planning to destroy the Galweighs at the upcoming wedding.
Kait survives a harrowing escape from Dokteerak House with her
information, aided by a stranger who, like her, is Scarred by the
skinshifting curse called Karnee. She is drawn to the
stranger and is dismayed to discover that he is a son of the Sabir
Family, her Familys oldest and worst enemy. She returns to
the embassy, where she informs the Galweighs of the Dokteerak-Sabir
treachery, and tries to put her attraction to the Sabir Karnee out
of her mind. Her Family takes both military and illicit magical
steps to foil the conspiracy and crush the conspirators. The
Sabirs, though, never planned to share power with the Dokteeraks;
instead, they use them to get the Galweigh military out in the
open. Then, on two carefully managed fronts, they wipe out the
Dokteerak and Galweigh armies and use both treachery and magic to
capture Galweigh House back in the grand city of Calimekka.
However, magic used forcefully against another always rebounds.
Both Families wizards, who call themselves Wolves, expected
to strike unprepared targets with their spells. But their attacks
hit each other at the same time, and the magic rebounds, wiping out
the majority of both Families Wolves.
It simultaneously does two other things as well, both seemingly
irrelevant. First, the magical blast wakes an artifact called the
Mirror of Souls. A beautiful and complex creation designed by the
Ancients before the end of the Wizards War a thousand years
earlier, the Mirror has been waiting for just such a powerful
rewhah. It signals that the world has returned to the use of
magic . . . and more importantly, magic of the right
sort. The Mirror awakens the souls it holds within its Soulwell,
and they reach out to people who might be able to help them.
Second, the rewhah horribly Scars a young girl named
Danya Galweigh, a cousin of Kaits, who has been kidnapped by
the Sabirs and used as a sacrifice by the Sabir Wolves when the
Galweighs fail to meet the ransom. Danya is changed beyond
recognition, and the baby she unknowingly carries, a baby conceived
through rape and torture during her capture, is changed, too, but
in more subtle ways. The force of the rewhah throws Danya
into the icy southern wastes of the Veral Territories, where, were
it not for the help of a mysterious spirit who calls himself
Luercas, she would die.
Kait finds Galweigh House in Sabir hands and many members of her
Family executed. She steals the Galweigh airible and flies for help
to the nearby island of Goft, where the Galweigh Family has other
holdings. However, the head of this lesser branch of the Galweigh
Family sees the demise of the main branch as his chance to advance,
and he orders Kait killed. A spirit voice claiming to be her
long-dead ancestor warns her of the treachery, and she escapes
again, this time after stealing money from the House treasury.
The spirit tells her another way she can aid her Family, even
though it says they are now all dead. Following its advice, she
hires a ship from the Goft harbor to take her across the ocean in
search of the Mirror of Souls. The spirit tells her that this
ancient artifact will allow her to reclaim her murdered Family from
the dead. She enlists the aid of the captain, Ian Draclas, by
telling him she is going in search of one of the Ancients
lost cities. Such a place would make any mans fortune.
Onboard the ship she runs into a man named Hasmal rann Dorchan,
whom she once met briefly. Hasmal, a wizard of the sect known as
the Falcons, had been trying to escape the doom that an oracle had
warned would befall him if he associated with Kait. He is not
pleased to see her.
Hasmals oracle mocks him and warns him that to protect
himself, he must teach Kait magic. She learns, but denies the
existence of the doom-filled destiny he claims they share.
Kait is plagued by dreams of the Sabir Karnee; she becomes
certain that he is following her across the sea. To break her
obsession with him, she accepts the advances of the ships
captain, and she and Ian Draclas become lovers. But her obsession
only worsens.
As the ship nears its destination, it sails into the heart of
Wizards Circle, a place where magical residue from the
Wizards War a thousand years before is still so strong that
it can affect and control anyone moving within its reach. Hasmal
works magic to free the ship, and Kait, in her skinshifted form,
saves the life of the captain. In so doing, though, Kait is
revealed as a monster and Hasmal as a wizard, and the crew turns
against them. They reach the shore and discover the city, but while
Kait, Hasmal, Ian, and two of his men set out to retrieve the
Mirror of Souls from its distant hiding place, the crew mutinies
and maroons them in the unexplored wilds of North Novtierra.
Book One

Solander the Reborn will arrive
in the wind of the Dragons breath.
Wanderers and Steaders joined
will slay the Dragons.
Born of blood and terror,
The opal city Paranne will rise at last.
FROM THE SECRET TEXTS, VOL. 2, SET 31
BY VINCALIS THE AGITATOR
Chapter 1
The scream was Kait Galweighs
first warning that something was wrong. The second, half an instant
later, was the hard metallic stink of human blood mingled with the
rank stench of predator.
Run! she heard Hasmal shout.
The gap!
Slings!
Gods, I think hes dead!
She heard running, and shouts, and animal howls. The smells and
sounds and the terror hit her like a blow to the skull; her body
responded before her mind could. Her blood began to boil and her
skin and muscles flowed like liquid, and the human part of her,
which had been hunting for edible plants in the forest, Shifted to
embrace the monster that lived inside of her; she became the thing
she both hated and needed. With the woman burned away, what
remained was beast, furred, fanged, four-legged, hungry for the
hunt. Karnee now, blood-mad, she raced toward trouble.
She came over the ridge at a dead run, and skidded to a stop at
the sight laid out before her. The attackers had her people backed
into a narrow crevice in the cliff that formed the north wall of
their camp. Turben was down and bleeding heavily. The other three
used the plentiful shale scree as their weapon; they were taking
turns throwing volleys against the enemy with makeshift slings,
timing their fire in such a way that a constant rain of the
knifelike stone shards filled the air.
She couldnt see her attackers, but she knew where they
were from the sound of them; they were using the ruin as their
shield. They were better armed than the humans. She could hear the
twang of bowstrings, the hiss of heavy arrows flying through the
air, the rattle and clatter as the arrows rebounded off the cliff
face and knocked loose more scree. Better armed and with their prey
cornered, they couldnt help but win.
Unless she found a way to shift the odds in her favor.
She scrambled down the cliff, kicking loose scree as she did.
But neither her friends nor her enemies would pay attention to her
four-legged, she moved differently than a human, and gave
the impression she was moving away from the trouble.
Once into the valley and downwind of the attackers, she came in
behind them, running through the underbrush with her belly to the
ground. She was fast and quiet enough that they had no warning when
she burst out of the brush to attack them.
She got her first clear look at them as she charged toward the
nearest. They were taller than any man and gaunt as specters, and
gray fur hung from their frames in ragged, moss-festooned hanks.
She guessed they massed twenty to twenty-five stone more
than four times the weight and bulk of the average human. They ran
on four legs but stood clumsily on two to fling rocks or shoot
their arrows, and they called to each other in rough syllables that
were not far removed from wordless grunts. Yet they did speak, and
they did make weapons, and their faces, arranged in human fashion
though larger and more heavily boned, bespoke their Wizards
War origins. They were Scarred monsters whose ancestors a
thousand years earlier had been men.
She was terrified. All her life, shed heard horrible
stories about Scarred monsters and what they were capable of
and she knew what she was capable of, which made her give
the stories credence but in the end it didnt matter.
Her friends needed her.
She lunged in, keeping low to the ground and aiming straight for
the rear leg of the nearest attacker, and before any of the four
beasts could react to her, shed sunk her fangs into the
tendons of the monsters right leg and ripped through
them.
The monster screamed, and blood gushed in her mouth. She bounded
away, feeling the surge of the Karnee battle-lust boiling in her
veins, fed by the raging river of her fear and determination.
The beast shed hamstrung was on three legs, turning to
face her as quickly as he could. She could read murder in his face.
Another Scarred had turned, too, and nocked an arrow. She spun,
darted from the cleared circle, and burst out at one of the two
monsters still firing at the cornered humans. An arrow grazed her
back and fire screamed through her body, but she kept going.
She launched herself upward at the creatures underbelly,
her claws unsheathed and hooking forward, teeth bared. She ripped
into the unprotected skin and the slippery, stinking weight of gut
rolled down at her. The beast shrieked, its voice far too
high-pitched for its size, and flailed at her. Her momentum carried
her out of its reach, but into the path of the other two
monsters.
One released an arrow in her direction; the other reached for
her with dirt-crusted claws as long as her hands. The reaching
monster hampered the aim of the shooting one, and the shooting one
screamed at the grabbing one and startled him, and so both missed.
She scrambled away before they could organize their attack, and ran
out into the rain of shale.
Dont hit me! she yelled, and caught just a
glimpse of the pale faces of her friends peering from the
protection of the crevice. Im going to lead them away
from camp. Hasmal set a . . . a
spellfire.
She heard them shout, Kait! Someone yelled,
Right! and she hoped Hasmal had understood what
shed said. Her Shifted voice was deep and coarse, more the
growling of an animal than the speech of a woman. Godsall, she
hoped he could figure out what she planned, and that he would do
what she wanted him to do.
The monster shed disemboweled was down. But the others
were after her, their long legs covering a hellish amount of
ground.
She charged straight for the stream that fed into the bay and
leaped it. On the other side, a game trail ran parallel to the
water. Kait followed it; browsing animals had cleared much of the
stream edge, so for something her size, it made easy running. The
beasts that pursued her, much larger than she, struggled with
branches and thickets overhanging the trail at eye level. She could
hear them crashing after her, falling behind. They started howling,
and she could hear the frustration in their calls.
She would make it. She was going to survive. Shed have
time to get down to the beach, to swim into the bay
Another monster appeared in front of her another part of
their hunting band, coming to assist its packmates. She shrieked,
caught off guard, but it wasnt surprised to see her. It
narrowed its eyes and lunged.
She barely evaded it; she was small and fast, it was large and
slower. But not slow enough. It jumped sideways to block her
escape, yelling as it did. From behind her, one of the others
shouted back.
They talked to each other. It was too easy to think of them as
animals, but they werent.
She shot straight up a solid tree, claws hooking into the bark.
The monster stretched after her, its claws slashing into her
haunch, and she felt a single instant of blinding pain along her
spine. She dug harder with her hindquarters and pulled free. She
clung to an upper branch, out of reach of the things, wishing for
the safety of the bay. She was running out of time. She began the
careful process of moving across the network of interfaced branches
that would get her there.
She heard the flat twang of a bowstring, and an arrow buried
itself in her flank. She screamed, feeling the hot gush of blood
down her leg and the weight of the shaft throwing off her balance.
The pain was another weight, sucking the fight from her. She stared
down; one of them tracked her through the trees, waiting for
another clear shot. She flung herself forward, and heard another of
them crashing toward her from the side. The ones behind her were
closing.
Hurry with the fire, Hasmal, she prayed. If he did, her friends
would survive; they would find a way to get the Mirror to the
Reborn even if she died. They had to succeed at that
Solander the Reborn had told her he had to have it. The Mirror,
which was rumored to resurrect the dead, would one day give her
back her murdered Family, but even before it did that, it would
serve Solanders purpose in creating his world of peace and
love the world in which her kind would be accepted, not
hunted down, tortured, and slaughtered.
She never thought shed discover something worth dying for,
but a world that would not murder little children for being born
Scarred was such a thing. Her familys lives were such a
thing. If her friends could live to get the Mirror to Solander
. . .
She yanked the arrow from her flank with teeth and claws, and,
fighting the agony, went scrambling on three legs along the branch.
The Karnee Shift began closing the wound, but ate up her energy to
do it. Her body would devour itself to heal; if she lived through
this, she would have a hellish price to pay.
Then she heard fire crackling behind her and caught the first
whiff of smoke. The spellfire wouldnt be stopped by rain, or
by live, wet wood, or by unfavorable wind. It would burn everything
burnable in its path, carving a perfect circle of destruction
through the forest, stopping only when the energy with which Hasmal
had fueled it ran out. It would burn faster than any normal fire,
reducing a full-grown tree to ashes in mere moments. If she
didnt get out of its way, it would burn her, too.
The stream ran below her, within reach. But the monsters held
the game trails to either side of it. If she wanted to live, she
had to get to the bay. She was out of time.
The monsters sniffed the air, smelling smoke but they
didnt know how fast the fire would come. She did. In
desperation she threw herself into the center of the flooded, icy,
boulder-studded stream. The water dragged at her legs as she
scrabbled to touch bottom, lifted her off her feet, and flung her
forward.
She fought to keep her head up. The current was fast, brutally
fast, the normally negotiable water made deadly by days of rain. It
slammed her into boulders as it dragged her downstream. With every
bone-cracking collision she could only remind herself that worse
was coming.
The current spun her backward for an instant before sucking her
completely under the water. In that instant, she saw the world
behind her lit up like a blast furnace, blue-white fire advancing
in a wall faster than the fastest man could run.
Shed seen the monsters behind her outlined by the
fire.
And then she was under the muddy water, caught in the fierce
center of the current, dragged headfirst through blackness. She
held her breath and kept her forelegs over her head, hoping to
protect herself from rocks, but the current jerked her into one
from the side, and when her head hit, the pain hammered her. She
inhaled water and choked as the current flung her upward again,
playing with her. She spewed water into the air and pulled
smoke-poisoned, fire-heated air into her wet lungs.
Then everything got worse. The stream became a waterfall that
plunged down the side of a cliff and poured into the bay. The
current flung her over the precipice amid a torrent of pounding
water. The sensation of floating seemed to last both forever and no
time at all, ending abruptly in horrific pain. Her body crashed
against rocks, water slammed her, and ribs and hips and legs all
shattered and screamed agony at once.
She was with the pain, in the pain, made of pain for an instant
that was an eternity, while her blood boiled and her skin burned
and a fire erupted inside of her that was hotter than the spellfire
that had destroyed the world around her.
Then . . .
Nothing.
Chapter 2
The Veil joins all the worlds
those that are, those that were, and those that will someday be;
they exist simultaneously within its compass. It is no-time,
no-place, no-thing; infinite, terrifying, unknowable. Its winds
blow through the realities, its storms twist them, and even its
silences cast long shadows.
Through the Veil, galaxies and souls travel as equals. In it,
stars and gods and dreams are born, live out their spans, and die.
It is neither a heaven nor a hell, though men of uncounted
realities have named it one or the other or both, and have built
stories and religions and civilizations around their error.
The Veil . . . is. Uncaring, unchanging, and
unchangeable, it nonetheless offers much to those who know how to
reach it and exploit it.
Within the Veil, the Star Council regrouped in answer to the
summons of a single powerful soul, its members racing inward like
stars in a tiny imploding galaxy hundreds of brilliant
points of light spiraling toward an ever-brightening center.
The soul that summoned the Council was named Dafril. Dafril
yearned for the immortality of the Veil, the power of gods
. . . and a body of flesh. When Dafrils soul had
thought it would claim Kait Galweigh as its avatar, it had begun
forming its thought patterns in female mode. Now things were
changing. Kaits compliance was ever more in doubt, so it
began to shape itself toward a male existence. A thousand years
earlier, it, or rather he, and his friends had devised a plan that
they hoped would bring them all they yearned for. At last they were
close to achieving their dreams.
We have two orders of business, Dafril announced when all
the councillors save one a missing soul named Luercas
were gathered. First, we must prepare our avatars, for the hour
of our return draws near. Second, we must decide how we will deal
with the forces that have risen against us in our absence.
Weve spent a thousand years in the planning of our
return, Mellayne said quietly. If we dont know what we
hope to do now, will we ever?
At the last moment things change, Dafril said. And
this has become the last moment. We could only speculate before now
about the kind of world wed find when we returned now
we know what we face. We could only guess what sort of people would
inhabit it. And we never expected betrayal by one of our own
yet we must assume, since Luercas has disappeared, he has done so
in order to oppose us.
I thought the Mirror would only wake us when theyd
rebuilt a real civilization, Shamenar said. I cannot believe
the primitive conditions we face. The filth of even their greatest
city stuns the mind. Raw sewage in the gutters; animal waste in the
streets; slaughtered animals hanging in open-air markets; rooms lit
only by fire. And the sicknesses of the people . . .
worms and boils and rickets and yaws, influenza and diabetes and
rat plague and things I havent even heard names for
before.
Theyre ignorant, Tahirin added. Superstitious,
cruel, violent, dishonest and as brutal as their short,
uncomprehending lives, most of them. How can we work with these
people?
Dafril drew energy from the Veil and grew more luminous, to give
his people courage. This is the world we come into. This is the
lot weve drawn. Theyve built what they could now
we make it better. Only we can return civilization to our home. We
can cure their diseases; we can improve their city; we can teach
them and set them on a new path. The white cities will rise again,
and we will ride through their streets in skycarts and breathe
perfumed air and feast on wondrous food. The wind will once more
play the White Chimes, and a hundred thousand fountains will sing
and cool the breezes, and coldlamps will illuminate the darkest
corners. Remember. Remember what we did before, and know that we
can do it again.
I wish I could be so sure, Werris said.
Dafril felt their fear. A thousand years of passive waiting lay
behind them, and that time had weight. In it, his people had grown
accustomed to the limitations of bodilessness and fearful of
change, challenge, and danger. Now they faced all three, and he
sensed in many of his followers a desire to continue as they were,
to cling to the known. He felt the same fear and in some small way
tasted the same desire, but he also recalled the hunger hed
brought with him from life.
Life was the only game worth playing.
More than a million people inhabit Calimekka, he reminded
them. And the city grows daily. You can bring civilization to a
million souls far more easily than you can to a hundred, because
you have more people to work with. We shall . . . tax
them. Well apply a fair tax equally to every soul in the
city. With that little tax, we give them the good things they
havent the talent or the intelligence or the imagination or
the ambition to give themselves. We will have our civilized city,
and they will live healthy lives protected from violence in a world
that no longer knows war, famine, or pestilence. What could be more
reasonable?
Well. Yes. Why would anyone object to our making their lives
better? Except Solander, of course, Sartrig said. And his
Falcons. And evidently Luercas.
Dafril felt the stab of truth there. Solander, who had fouled
their work so completely a thousand years earlier, had somehow come
back. Hed found himself a body, an incredible body subtly
shaped by magic, hardened by magic the way fire hardened steel
a body worthy of immortality. He was not yet born, but he
and that wondrous body were waiting for them, already watchful,
already planning to oppose them again, standing as ever on the side
of dirt and disorder and chaos. They would have to deal quickly
with Solander. And Luercas . . .
Luercas had been Dafrils closest and most powerful ally a
thousand years earlier. Hed been a friend and a companion; he
had shared Dafrils dreams of their shining white city and of
immortality spent amid beauty, luxury, and art; he had struggled
with Dafril to save their fellow dreamers when everything went bad
at the end. But when the Mirror of Souls finally woke the hundreds
it held within its Soulwell and set them free within the Veil,
Luercas had vanished. And Dafril was left wondering what his
absence meant whether the cold and twisted things that
preyed between the worlds had devoured his soul, or whether some
unsuspected bitterness or treachery had turned it against the Star
Council. He could not believe that Luercas, ever the most careful
and patient of souls, would carelessly allow himself to be
devoured. Which left . . . betrayal.
Sartrigs spirit-light darkened as the senior councillor
brought himself to the fore. I have a problem. I have chosen a
marvelous avatar a young Wolf named Ry Sabir a
powerful, well-bred man with training in magic and a body shaped by
magic. But he has some knowledge of blocking and shielding, and he
fights my direct influence at every turn. As long as he believes me
to be the spirit of his dead brother, he at least considers my
council. But he is most intractable and strong. When the moment
comes, I dont know that I will be able to penetrate his magic
to . . . lead him.
Dafril felt the fear behind Sartrigs remark and its echoes
shivered through his own soul. Men and women in this new time and
new place were not all purely human an interesting result of
fallout from the last weapons in the final exchange between his
people and the Falcons. He and his companions had just barely
missed seeing the first fruits of that fallout, he suspected. A
thousand years had honed the changed people the people the
Calimekkans called the Scarred into a host of lovely
species; some of the specimens in this new time offered options he
had never imagined a thousand years earlier. His preferred
avatar was a young woman named Kait Galweigh, a strong, beautiful
girl of high birth with an interesting twist. She was a
skinshifter, thereby possessing a talent he found irresistible. She
was well thought of, had the necessary connections to
Calimekkas ruling factions, and had for some time been
willing even eager to listen to his advice, believing
that she heard a long-deceased ancestor when he spoke to her.
But she had become increasingly suspicious in the last weeks,
after falling in with unfortunate companions who had introduced her
to magical training which allowed her to block out his
presence.
He had therefore chosen a backup for his preferred avatar.
Exquisite little beast though Kait was, he had accepted the fact
that she might be out of his reach when the great moment arrived.
So his second choice was another of those marvelous skinshifters
a powerful wizard who had friends in useful places, and who
was as beautiful as Kait. To his detriment, he was not as young. He
wasnt female, either, and Dafril had been fascinated by the
idea of femaleness. He was also cruel, and known for perversions of
a sort that Dafril found disgusting. And he had enemies. But Dafril
had decided that he could cope with Crispin Sabirs drawbacks
if Kait failed to work out.
Another fact made Crispin interesting to Dafril, though it
wasnt something he yet knew how to use. Crispin was father to
the body that Solander inhabited. Dafril could feel the faint
resonance created by the link of paternity. He knew that if he
found a way to use it, his enemy could also use the link against
him . . . if he knew of it. If he didnt, well
. . . it was, for the moment, something to keep in
mind.
Meanwhile, the avatar Sartrig had been drawn to was also one of
the worlds few skinshifters. Those flexible bodies were so
tempting, but offered special problems as well as
opportunities.
Prepare an alternate, he said. For that matter, each
of you should have at least one alternate. We will have only the
one moment to reach our avatars once the Mirror draws us through
the Soulwell into the world. If your avatar is beyond the
Mirrors reach at that moment, or is in any way closed to you,
youll be tossed back into the Veil without an anchor, and
lost to us forever.
The silence that greeted this statement echoed with fear.
Someone from far in the back of the Councils cluster
finally broke the silence by changing the subject. Which leaves
us with the problems of Luercas and of Solander and his
minions.
Dafril considered that for a moment. Serious problems, both,
though I think Solander is the lesser. We have already defeated him
once, and though he is already embodied, and the body is truly his,
in order to acquire it he is being born. He will be an infant, and
then a child, and while he is helpless, we will have time to
prepare. We know of his presence and that of his followers; they
should pose little danger to us.
Luercas is another matter. We must accept that with every
moment he ignores our calls and hides himself, the likelihood of
his plotting against us increases. Nor am I comforted by the fact
that he is one and we are many, for though we have the strength of
numbers, we cannot assume that he is alone he has always had
a talent for finding allies in unlikely places.
Wed thought to show him mercy, to give him a chance to
rejoin us, Dafril continued, as suits those we love and
would call friends; but though I am loath to admit it, I must now
concede that those of you who advocated his destruction were right.
When you search for him, search in groups large enough that you can
overcome him if you find him. He is old, and clever, and he
survived things in the Old World that most of you cannot imagine.
When you find him, dont try to reason with him, dont
warn him of your presence. Annihilate him. For if you do not, I
fear he will annihilate you.
Chapter 3
The Wind Treasure cut through
rough seas, heading south along uncharted North Novtierran
coastline. Ry Sabir leaned against the curved bulkhead of the cabin
and frowned out the porthole at the ragged black line of land that
lay on the horizon to the east, feeling sick dread in his belly.
Kait was in trouble. The link that bound them, whatever it was and
wherever it came from, had sent him fear, rage, pain
. . . and now nothing. Nothing was the worst thing of
all.
He turned back to his lieutenants and said, I havent
discussed it because there hasnt been any need.
All five of his lieutenants, who were also his best friends, had
gathered in the small room. Theyd locked and barred the cabin
door and now sat crowded on the two bottom bunks.
Yanth, dressed for high drama in black silk breeches and a black
silk shirt, with his long blond hair braided with black cord, said,
Im afraid there is a need. Each time one of us has
mentioned what well do when we get back home, you fall
silent. Or you look away, or change the subject, or make some mock
of the idea of returning to Calimekka. And not once have you told
us how you expect to show up with a bride whos a Galweigh.
Surely that seems to us to require some planning, or at least some
thought.
Trev, Jaim, Valard, and Karyl all nodded.
Yanth continued, Youre hiding a problem from us, and
the problem youre hiding concerns us. Were determined
to have the truth out of you, no matter what we have to do to get
it. He flushed as he finished speaking, and the vertical
scars on his cheeks stood out like two stripes of white paint.
This was the moment Ry had dreaded, the moment when his friends
would no longer be turned aside from asking their questions, the
moment when he would have to face the truth. He pushed his worries
about Kait to the back of his mind they would still be there
later. He had immediate problems.
Doesnt matter that youre first-line Family and
we arent, Jaim said. Doesnt matter that
Trevs not Family at all. Were going to know what
youre hiding from us before we leave here, or we wont
leave here.
Yanth would speak out of anger. It was his way. And he could
cool down as quickly as he heated up. Had it been only Yanth in the
room with Ry, he felt sure he could have avoided the confrontation
his friends sought.
But Jaim arrived at no decision quickly. He weighed and
considered and argued with himself until everyone was certain he
would never say either yea or nay . . . and then without
warning he would come to his conclusions. When he did, nothing
could sway him. If Jaim had decided he must know the truth, he
would starve to death waiting to find it out. And keep Ry starving
with him. When Jaim spoke, Ry saw all his options fly out the
door.
They were his friends, had been for many years but when
he looked into their eyes, he saw no warmth, no willingness to
laugh and be turned from their questions. He smelled on them the
beginnings of anger and fear, and he knew he would finally have to
face what he had done to them. He simply wasnt sure how to go
about it.
My mother . . . he began, and stopped.
They looked at him, expectant.
He swallowed, tasting shame.
The day we sailed, I went to tell her I was leaving. All
of you were already on the ship, waiting for me. But she refused to
give me her leave. After all the deaths . . . He
closed his eyes, remembering that horrible confrontation with his
once-beautiful mother, who lay in her sickbed, Scarred beyond
recognition by the fallout of his Familys abortive war
against the Galweigh Family. She didnt want to hear
anything I had to say. She insisted that since my father was dead,
I take over leadership of the Wolves. I refused, telling her that I
was coming after Kait. She was furious with me, and asked if you
were all accompanying me. I told her that I sailed alone
that all of you were dead. He heard their indrawn breaths,
saw the shock and horror on their faces, and he looked down, unable
to meet their eyes.
You told her we were dead? Karyl, Rys
cousin, fell back onto the bunk and covered his face with both
hands. Dead? You . . . idiot!
I feared her reprisals against your families if she knew
you were helping me defy her.
Yanth had gone so pale his scars disappeared. Dead. So
what advantages did you feel you got for us by our being
dead?
I told her that you died heroes . . . fighting
the Galweighs in Galweigh House. He shrugged. It seemed
like a good idea at the time.
He saw them wince at those words.
They had the right, he thought. He didnt even dare recall
the number of times hed said those words before. So many of
his disasters had seemed like good ideas at the time.
In his defense, he told them, Your families are now in
high favor. High favor. Trev, your sisters will be presented
to first-rank Sabirs when they are of marriageable age and will be
eligible to carry title all the way up to paraglesa. Valard, your
brother and father will have already been given the title of parat.
You other three your families were already parats. But they
wont be dead . . . and if my mother had any idea
that you were helping me defy her, they would have been, with their
heads on the city walls.
Valard crossed his arms over his chest and glowered at Ry, green
eyes blazing. That seems exaggerated. How much trouble could
you have been in? Meanwhile, while were dead and will never
be able to go home without destroying our families, youll go
back a hero, eh? He had always been willing to do anything
for Ry, but at that moment he looked like hed
reconsidered.
Either we go back heroes together or none of us goes back
at all. As far as everyone knows, Im as dead as you
are.
That gave them pause.
They think youre dead, too? Karyl asked.
So how did you accomplish that? And why?
I made it look as if the Hellspawn Trinity killed me,
because they knew I was going to make my bid to lead the Wolves.
That was as much to convince my mother that I intended to comply
with her demands as to get out of the House without breaking my
word to her. You see, she told me if I didnt stay and fight
for leadership of the Wolves, shed declare me
barzanne. But she failed to consider that if I stayed and made
a real bid for power, the Trinity would have killed me for real.
And being dead legally was better than being dead in
fact. And far better than being barzanne.
His friends were stunned.
Your own mother was going to
declare
Barzanne
By my own soul
Had she known you were alive and helping me, I have no
doubt she would have declared you barzanne as well. He
looked into their eyes. Your families would not have fared so
well then.
No.
They were nodding, agreeing, ready to forgive.
Im sorry, Ry said. I never intended to
involve you in such trouble. I never thought going after Kait
Galweigh would be such a mistake.
His friends looked at each other, shrugged, looked at him.
Jaim said, The man who knows the future makes no mistakes.
But such a man isnt a man. Hes a god.
Yanth shook his head slowly, then grinned. True. And you
just think youre a god.
You dont hate me? Ry asked.
Valard sighed. Not yet. Figure out a way for us to be
heroes, and to go home again, and well forgive
everything.
Karyl leaned back on one elbow and smiled slowly. At the
least find us an island inhabited by beautiful girls we can take as
wives, and set us up like parats. With a beautiful young wife, my
own land, and decent weather, Ill forgive and forget almost
anything.
At the least, you say? Now Ry was smiling. It
isnt enough for the five of you that all of us are alive and
healthy?
Yanth tugged at the front of his shirt, smoothing the silk. He
didnt bother to look up as he said, Ah, but we know
you. Youll do everything you can between now and the time we
find a safe harbor to get us all killed. Yourself included.
Now he did look up, and his eyes were full of laughter. All
we want is moderate compensation for the hell youre sure to
put us through.
Ry decided to tell them what he knew, though not precisely how
hed learned it. If his dead brothers spirit had crossed
the Veil to offer him counsel and beg his help, surely that was a
secret the two of them could keep. Ive discovered
through magic that Kait is going after an artifact that returns the
dead to life. Im going to take her home as my wife but
all of us are going to carry home that artifact, and any
other wonders we find in the Ancients city shes
discovered. With a ship full of such riches, my mother will be able
to resurrect my father to lead the Wolves again, and be able to
have my older brother back. And well be heroes.
And he would be freed from the cloistered life of dark magic and
intrigue his mother had planned for him.
Yanth frowned. I would think you would have said something
before this, if only to let us know we had as much stake in
reaching Kait as you do.
I didnt know if she would find her city, or if she
would find the Mirror of Souls and why give you hope when
there was none? Or, for that matter, why let you know how bad
things were when we might yet hope for a chance of reprieve? Lately
when Ive looked through her eyes Ive seen both ruins
and an artifact that I believe is the Mirror so now you can
find out about the trouble were in and find out that we might
hope to get ourselves out of it at the same time. Meanwhile, as we
try, your families are safe.
What he didnt know and would not tell them was whether
Kait still lived. Perhaps hed brought all of them to the
other side of the world for nothing that inexplicable link
that bound him to Kait was as silent as if it had never existed. He
had followed her across half a world, a madness he still could not
explain even to himself. He had thrown away his name, his Family,
and his future for a stranger who was the born enemy of the Sabirs,
a woman he had met in the flesh once, and that in a dark alley in
front of the corpses of the men who would have killed her. He did
not know if she could love him. He did know she had every reason to
distrust him, and perhaps even to hate him.
And now he could no longer tell if she still lived.
He stared out the porthole. She was ahead of him somewhere. And
he would give anything to find her still alive.
Chapter 4
Imogene Sabir had placed her chair
carefully beneath the beam of sunlight that poured through the high
window of her study. Though she couldnt see the sunlight, she
could feel it; ever since the attack on the Galweighs, when the
rewhah the magical backlash that came from using magic
as force nearly destroyed her, her bones craved its
heat.
Finder Malloren stood before her, but not in the attitude of
profound obeisance required when one of his station faced one of
hers. He mistook her blindness for lack of ability to see,
which was his error, and one for which she would eventually make
him pay. With her heightened Karnee and magical senses, she could
not only determine his physical position, but also his mental
impressions of her, while her sense of smell picked up a secret he
thought he kept from everyone that she could, at some time in the
future, threaten to expose. She thought doing so would make him
virtually her slave.
When she had time for such amusements, she decided she would
play with the Finder a bit.
Meanwhile, however, she listened to his presentation of his
latest hunt.
. . . This long after the fact, it was hard to
find anyone around the docks who remembered anything. I had to pay
a lot of money to people who might be able to put me in
touch with people who might have been there. It was
difficult
But if youd failed, she interrupted, you
wouldnt be standing here right now, expecting to be paid. I
already know my son is alive. That humiliating scene Crispin
orchestrated proved that clearly enough. I just want to know the
rest of the story.
W-w-well . . . yes . . . but I wanted
you to know how hard
Your personal difficulties dont interest me. Your
results do. I pay you for the results, and for the costs you incur
in getting them. If you want to be paid for the dramatic way you
tell your story, I suggest you change to a different line of
work.
She felt him flush from humiliation at being spoken to
thus, and from having to take it, and finally from anger at being
denied telling his tale the way he chose. She sensed in him
frustration, too. He had no doubt expected her to offer him a bonus
when she heard how much work hed had to do to bring her his
findings.
She smiled, and felt him recoil. That amused her, too. She
wished she could see what she had become in the wake of the
disaster. She could guess from touching her face and from the
reactions of others that little of the human was left of her. She
supposed she had become hideous, but she could not see her own
reflection in her mind she was still as beautiful as she had
been the day she lost the last of her sight. She didnt mind
being hideous. Being beautiful had worked for her, but that was
gone. She had discovered, however, that terror peeled as much
cooperation out of people as beauty ever had.
He said, Yes. Of course. I cannot verify names the
people I have located were careful to keep their names from any
records. Or from even having them spoken. Ironically, it was that
care which finally allowed me to find them.
On the night your son disappeared and was presumed
murdered, five young men spent the better part of the stations of
Dard and Telt in a dockside tavern called The Fire-eaters
Ease, passing the time drinking, playing hawks and hounds, and
dicing and betting at fortuna. They were obviously of the upper
classes four wore swords prominently displayed and the fifth
wore two long daggers. All dressed well. From eyewitness accounts,
I have that one was tall and slender with blond hair and scars on
his face; he was reported as being a boaster and a dandy, dressed
entirely in silk. Another, somewhat shorter, wore brown hair pulled
back in a long braid, and seemed to those who saw him to be quiet.
Thoughtful. A doxy who works there says she sat on his lap and
tried to talk him into going upstairs with her, but he refused even
though he was interested. She says he said he was waiting for a
friend, and that when the friend arrived, he would have to be ready
to leave immediately. He refused to tell her anything about the
friend or where he had to go refused so adamantly that she
remembered him. He called himself Parat Beyjer.
Parat Beyjer, eh? Imogene chuckled, delighted in
spite of herself. Parat Beyjer? And tell me, were his
friends named Soin, Gyjer, Torhet, and, perhaps . . .
Farge?
Shed shocked him. How did you know? I mean,
none of them was named Torhet, but there was a Gyjer. A Farge, too.
Another was named Rubjyat.
The boys had classical educations. Beyjer was the
god of green in the classical mythos of ancient Ibera,
when Ibera was still called Veys Traroin and included much of what
is now Strithia, back when it was a member nation of the Empire of
Kasree. Gyjer was the god of purple in the same mythos.
Farge was the god of blue, and Rubjyat the god of
no color I wouldnt have expected one of the boys
to pick him.
Imogene could tell the Finder was interested in spite of
himself. She sensed him leaning toward her, heard a slight
quickening in his pulse and breath. Why not?
The god of no color was associated with disasters. I would
have thought that the boys would have saved that name for my son
when he arrived. Disasters are, after all, his specialty.
Then youre sure these are the right men?
Id bet your life on it. She felt him tense as
he caught the wording of her little joke, and she smiled again.
But just so I dont make any irrevocable mistakes, tell
me the rest of what you found out.
She heard him swallow. As you wish. The one who appeared
oldest to the witnesses wore his hair short the doxy
recalled him as well. Said that she thought he was balding, and had
shaved his head to make the fact less obvious. He apparently was
rude to her, telling her he had no interest in women of her sort.
Another was remarkably pale, and had, two male witnesses said, a
face like a moon. He was apparently adept with fortuna won a
great deal of money from them before he finally left the tavern.
And the last no one recalled until I asked if they were sure there
werent five men together instead of four. Then various
witness recalled a fifth man who had occupied a chair at the same
table.
That would have been Jaim, Imogene said. He
has the most remarkable ability to be unremarkable. Its a
gift.
It would be, the Finder agreed.
Well, then. She rubbed the silk hem of her tunic
between her fingers, a nervous habit shed acquired since she
lost the last of her sight. She considered her options.
Youve found them. I have no doubts of that. So what
became of them? Where are they now?
The men who lost so much money followed them to the
harbor, where the five men boarded a ship. No one recalled the name
of the ship. So I checked the harbor records. Several ships sailed
that night the tides and winds were favorable. None would
seem to be the ship they sailed in, for each listed a cargo and a
destination, and none noted passengers, but one, the Wind
Treasure, claimed to be sailing for the colonies with a cargo
of fruit and wood. The log was signed out by one C. Pethelley.
Merchant Registry lists no Pethelleys, Sea-Captains Registry
lists two Pethelleys living but both are accounted for, and the
Wind Treasure had never received a cargo, and never arrived in
the colonies. It is a Sabir registry, a secondary ship that had
been in dry dock for repairs, had just been returned to the water
and recrewed, but was well-known to have had empty holds. I still
cannot prove a connection between your son and his friends and this
ship, but every other deep-sea vessel that sailed that night
and for the next week, in fact I can account for. They went
where they said they were going, and did what they said they would
do.
Imogene snorted. Oh, I doubt you can account for
every ship. Piracy being what it is in these waters, I would
expect there are dozens of ships he and his friends could
have left on. So, tell me. Where did they go?
I dont know. The Wind Treasure has not signed
in to any harbor whose records I could obtain. Im waiting to
hear from Kander Colony, Finders Folly, and the settlement in
the Sabirene Isthmus, but I dont expect the results will be
positive. All I can tell you for sure is where they
arent.
I see. You cant tell me what I most wish to
know. She let him fidget for a long moment, considering
possible outcomes for her displeasure. At last she said,
Still, youve been laudably thorough.
The Finder exhaled softly. Then youre
satisfied?
She leaned back in her chair and sighed. Im
convinced. All I requested of you was that you bring me enough
information to convince me. Satisfied . . . well
. . . my satisfaction lies outside your influence.
She twisted the silk hem, imagining it as her sons face,
wanting to shred it. Do go. I need to be alone to think. My
secretary will pay you before you leave.
Will you be needing anything else?
If I do, Imogene said softly, I know where to
find you. She made sure that sounded like the threat it
was.
Finder Malloren scuttled from her study like a bug whose rock
had been lifted away, exposing him to the light.
Imogene waited until she felt him leave the House, a matter of
only a few moments. She stayed cautious around Finders men
and women who collected information for a living could collect it
for many buyers, and Imogene knew Calimekka was full of enemies who
would pay well for anything that could weaken or destroy her.
Once she heard the outer door close, though, she rang the bell
that summoned her secretary.
When he entered the room, she said, Porth, Im going
to require a talented assassin. The best you can locate. Not one
already contracted to the Family, however. I want an
independent.
Porth waited, saying nothing.
I have a bit of punishment to exact. The Sabir
paraglese for the first time in two hundred years had
removed the Wolves right of self-governance by naming Crispin
head of the Wolves and creating assistant positions for Anwyn and
Andrew. This elevation of the Hellspawn Trinity to power over
Imogene she could attribute directly to her son Rys actions.
Because of him, she was shut off in a marginal corner of the House
and relegated to near-powerlessness in the affairs of the Family.
Now she found his friends far from being the heroes shed
believed them to be heroes whod died for the Sabirs at
Galweigh House, as Ry had claimed on the day he was
killed his best friends had aped his lies and
betrayals. They had abetted him in fleeing the city and her orders.
Ry and his five dearest friends have been having a joke. At
my expense.
They are alive, then?
All six of them are very much alive. And apparently
very much out of my reach.
But you know where they went? Youre sending the
assassin after them?
Not at all. For now, at least, I cannot touch them. But
they have thoughtfully left their relatives behind, and put me in a
position where I have come to know them. After all, as family of
these heroes, I have given them every
courtesy.
Imogene chuckled, and felt her secretary shudder.
Then the assassin . . .
I want to play a little game. I want this assassin to kill
off Rys friends families, person by person, in creative
ways. Lets see how many of them we can annihilate before the
boys get back home. Dont you think that will be
amusing?
Porth said nothing.
Imogene let the silence run for a while, then said,
Porth?
Yes, Parata. Amusing.
He didnt sound amused at all. Poor Porth he lied so
badly.
Chapter 5
The water simultaneously weighed her
down and buoyed her up as she slipped through a world marked by
shifting, fluid light. Water flowed in through her mouth and out
through the sides of her neck, and though something about that
seemed wrong, she didnt know what it was. She heard the
pounding of the tide in her bones and felt the movement of prey
through her skin, as if her entire body had become her eyes. Pain
lay behind her; ahead of her lay uncertainty. In her present, she
knew only hunger, a hunger so immense that it devoured her. She
knew she was more than appetite, but she could not reach the part
of her that insisted this. She knew that breathing water was
somehow wrong, but she didnt know how she knew, and for the
moment she didnt care.
She rolled, shifting fins to arch her body around, and caught
sight of a cloud of silver shimmering before her. With a flick of
her tail she was gliding toward it, hardly disturbing the water
through which she moved. She slammed into the center of the cloud
and devoured a dozen of the fish before the school erupted, then
followed the largest group that broke away, pushing after it with
three hard thrusts of her tail, conserving energy. She hunted, and
fed. When the school of silver fish scattered beyond convenient
reach, she moved into a smaller school of large red and yellow
ones, and then another, and another sort of fish. She avoided
anything that created a bigger pressure line while moving than she
did, and when she tasted blood in the water, she stayed away.
She refused to question her existence, avoiding her minds
nagging insistence that she was not what she seemed to be. She fed,
because she had been weak and damaged and near death; and as she
fed, she grew stronger.
And when she was strong enough, her mind forced her body to
acknowledge its presence. It named her to herself, and with
remembrance of her name came the flood of other memories.
She was Kait.
She had friends who would need her help.
She had a task she had to accomplish.
And trouble was coming.
* * *
Shifted into human form, exhausted, waterlogged,
naked, freezing, and with her senses dulled and slowed, Kait
dragged herself back to the camp. She could not guess how long she
had been gone, and she could only hope that she would find her
friends alive when she returned. The burned wasteland through which
shed come had been nothing but a sodden stew of ash, with the
ruins of the Ancients city suddenly standing as clear and
obvious as if theyd been abandoned only the day before.
In that sea of ash, the perfect circle of ground that Hasmal had
been able to protect from the spellfire stood like a vision of
Paranne: heavy with evergreens, laced with the fine sculptures of
deciduous trees picked out in black against the gray winter sky,
carpeted with leaves that still retained some of their autumn color
and that lay like gemstones carelessly tossed upon the ground. The
castaways camp lay within the center of that circle. Kait
heard voices inside the ruin they used as their base. She also
smelled decay and death. She knew that when she stepped into the
shelter, she was going to get bad news, but her nose refused to
tell her how bad it could be. Post-Shift depression, post-Shift
dullness.
She went in.
Her bad news greeted her by the door. Turben lay to the right in
the first room, his body pulled under the intact portion of the
roof. She knelt at his side and touched him. His corpse was cold
and rigid. Hed been dead for a while.
A soft groan from the back room caught her attention next, and
she hurried in. Ian and Hasmal crouched at either side of
Jaytis bedroll. Jayti twisted and groaned again.
Not Jayti, she whispered. Shed come to admire
the crewman, who had impressed her with his loyalty, his common
sense, and his courage. What happened?
Jayti looked at her with pain-fogged eyes, and managed a smile.
Youre back, he said. Gives me hope that the
captains prayers for me will be heard, too.
Kait! Hasmal shouted. Youre
alive!
Ian leaped to his feet and ran over to her. He picked her up and
swung her around, holding her close, unmindful of her nakedness. He
kissed her passionately, then pressed his cheek to hers. Ah,
Kait, he whispered. I thought Id lost you.
He pushed her back from him briefly, studied her, then pulled her
into his arms again. Youre nothing but bones,
girl, he said. And then, when he let her go, Howd
you get through it? And where have you been? I . . . we
. . . I gave up on you yesterday.
How long have I been gone?
Hasmal had been digging through her bags; he handed her spare
breeches and tunic to her as he said, Three days, two
nights.
That long? She frowned, surprised that shed
stayed in Shift longer than a day. I was . . .
under the water. Lost. She tugged on the clothing. Lost
inside my head. I was in the bay, but Id forgotten who I was.
I jumped into the stream to get away from those . . . the
beasts, and to escape the spellfire. I remember that well enough.
And after I went over the waterfall, I just barely remember hitting
those boulders at the bottom. And then I dont remember
anything else until this morning, when I suddenly recalled my name
and remembered that I wasnt supposed to be a fish. Or
whatever I was. My body Shifted me into a form that would let me
heal and eat, and I guess thats all Ive been doing
since I disappeared.
They looked awed. You can do that?
Ive only done it one other time, she said.
And that for less time than the passing of a single station.
When I jumped into the bay in Maracada, the night I met you
she looked at Ian I hit the water so hard it
stunned me, and I nearly drowned. My body Shifted me then, too
partly. Left me human, but gave me gills so that I could
breathe in the water. Until that happened, I didnt know I
could take any form but the four-legged one.
Hasmal looked thoughtful. To answer your question,
Jayti walked past the corpse of the beast you disembowled after the
spellfire stopped burning, he said. Except it
wasnt truly dead. It grabbed him by one leg, mangled the leg.
We got him away from it and finally managed to kill it, but
. . .
Hasmal took the leg off for me. Did a good job of it.
Ill be back t myself soon enough. He said it, and
he might have believed it, but Kait knew it wasnt true. She
smelled the stink of blood-rot faintly, perhaps faintly
enough that human noses couldnt detect it. Jayti wasnt
going to get better. She looked quickly at Hasmal and saw the
bleakness in his eyes. He knew, then.
Ian said, Jayti will be helping us build our boat before
you can blink. The pain was in his eyes, too. They were
keeping it from him, the fact of his impending death. Keeping it
from him as long as they could.
She turned back to Jayti, and knelt by his side. She looked into
his eyes, and willed him to fight off the blood sickness. We
need you, she said in a voice pitched only for his ears.
Especially Ian. Hes lost his ship, his crew, everyone
he thought he could count on except for you. Dont let him
lose you, too.
Jayti, face gray and waxy, smiled a little, and in a voice even
softer than hers, said, I smell it. I know but
theyre happier thinking I dont. So we play this
game. He patted her arm. But even when Im gone,
the captain hasnt lost everything. He still has
you.
She returned his smile with a false sincerity that hid the
pained awkwardness of the truth. Ian would need Jayti. He
would need a friend from his past to stand by him in the days to
come. And sitting in the back of the room they all occupied was the
one thing she could think of that might save Jaytis life, and
spare Ians friend.
The Mirror of Souls glowed softly, its light rising up through
the center of the tripod pedestal and shimmering into a lake of
radiance that pooled within the ring resting on the pedestal. She
had crossed the uncharted vastness of the Bregian Ocean to this
abandoned continent to obtain it. It was an artifact from the
long-gone Ancients, the people who had once ruled all the world,
and with it, she was supposed to be able to resurrect her
slaughtered family. The spirit of her long-dead ancestor, Amalee
Kehshara Rohannan Draclas, had insisted that her dead parents, her
dead brothers and sisters and nieces and nephews, were not entirely
beyond her reach. That they could come back; that they could be
brought back; that she could resurrect them with this artifact,
which she had obtained with terrible struggle and at terrible
cost.
But Kait did not know what to do with the Mirror now that she
had it and she had been unable to find Amalees spirit
since shed made the decision to take the Mirror to the
Reborn. When the Peregrine marooned her and her companions
on the western shore of North Novtierra, shed been sure
Amalee would return, full of advice on what she had to do to get
home. But that yattering voice had fallen silent, and the sick
feeling grew in Kait that shed made a mistake somewhere.
Had she been wrong to trust her ancestors spirit in
getting the Mirror, or had she been wrong in ignoring Amalees
assertion that if Kait got the Mirror and took it to Calimekka, the
Reborn and his needs would not figure into her future? She
couldnt know, and Amalee wouldnt answer her silent call
for help.
Amalee could have told Kait how to use the artifact to resurrect
dead Turben and save dying Jayti. Instead, the Mirror sat there
useless because Kait didnt dare touch the glowing
inscriptions that curved around the front quarter of its rim.
Magical artifacts could be deadly. Without instructions, Kait
feared she would unleash destruction on the survivors instead of
salvation on the lost. Raised in Galweigh House amid its deadly
mysteries, shed learned that caution was the first and best
of virtues.
Hang on, she told Jayti again, and took his hand in
hers. Please.
He smiled, and she rose and turned away.
Ian pulled her aside. I need to talk to you.
Alone.
She nodded and followed him out of the ruin.
When they were out of sight of the others, he embraced her
again, pulling her close and stroking her damp hair. I
thought Id lost you forever, he told her. I
dont want to lose you again.
We may not survive this, she said.
I know. We probably wont. But I know that I want to
be with you for the rest of my life. I love you, Kait. With all my
heart and soul, I love you. Id do anything for
you
She pressed her fingers to his lips and said, Hush,
and pulled him close, praying that he wouldnt say anything
else. She stroked his hair and closed her eyes tight, and wished
with everything in her that she could make him not love her.
She cared about him, but whatever magic it took to create the sort
of love he professed to feel for her did not exist inside of her.
Not for him. Not, perhaps, for anyone.
He held her close to him, rocking from side to side. She
remembered her father rocking her like that, and for a moment she
felt both small and safe. Then he pulled away from her and looked
into her eyes, and said, Marry me, and all feelings of
safety fled. He said, I have nothing but myself to offer you,
but Ill find a way to win back all that Ive lost.
Well get back to Calimekka, and youll want for
nothing.
She closed her eyes, trying desperately to think of the
acceptable excuse, the one that would let her refuse him without
hurting him. It came, and she thanked whichever god watched over
such things. I know well make it back somehow.
Thats why I cannot accept a proposal of marriage without
knowing if either of my parents still live.
She saw him consider that and see the reason in it; if her
mother or father still lived, a suitor would have to ask permission
before broaching the subject with Kait. This was the way things
were done among Families. So she bought herself time, but did
nothing to solve the problem her answer led him to believe
she would find his proposal acceptable if her parents did.
She turned away and in that instant she felt a delicate
touch in her mind, and eyes looked out through hers, seeing the
devastation before her. Ry Sabir. Her heart raced; she felt his
elation, his relief . . . and his nearness.
She snapped a magical shield around herself one of the
few bits of magic Hasmal had been completely successful in teaching
her so far and the sensation of being watched, even
inhabited, vanished. She turned to face Ian and said,
Troubles coming.
He laughed bitterly. Were stranded on the far side
of the world, probably the only humans on the continent, down to
four survivors and he nodded back toward the ruin
perhaps soon to be three. We have no food stores, we
had to burn our ground, winter wont be over for months, and
will surely get harsher before it gets better. Ian leaned
against a tree and rubbed at his eyes with his knuckles. Kait
realized how exhausted he looked. Id say trouble is
already here.
A ship will reach us soon.
Ian stared at her, his immediate disbelief clear on his face.
She met his eyes, and saw that disbelief become hope. A ship.
Bad news? Please tell me you have more bad news.
This ship doesnt intend to rescue us. My
Familys enemy followed me across the ocean, using a
. . . a link that the two of us share. Something related
to the fact that we are both Karnee, I think. This enemy intends to
take me prisoner. But you and Hasmal and Jayti
. . . She frowned. I expect he and his men
will try to kill the three of you. You arent the reason that
hes coming here, and if you arent his friends,
youre unknown, and unknown is often the same as
enemy.
Ian turned away from her and stared at the blackened ridge
before him. Perhaps we can negotiate with them. Perhaps we
can work our passage. Perhaps we can do something to help you, and
in helping you, help ourselves. He glanced over his shoulder
at her. So which of your Familys enemies are we talking
about? Dokteerak? Masschanka?
Sabir, Kait said.
Ian winced. Ah. Sabir. Thats bad, or at least it
could be bad. I have an unfortunate history with the Sabirs.
Clever as I might be at offering my services as a navigator, or
helmsman, or whatever the ship might need, if Im recognized
the Sabirs arent likely to want my help. He sighed and
looked back at the burned ground. I wish wed known
earlier that Sabirs were coming. We could have been preparing. We
could have had ramparts in place, made some sort of weapons
. . . He frowned and shrugged. Well, that
cant be helped. He licked his lips. You
dont know exactly which Sabirs are following you, do
you? he asked. He put the question to her casually enough,
but Kait heard the tension hidden below the surface.
I only know of one for sure. Ry Sabir. There may be
others, but hes the only one whos every
bit of color had drained from Ians face as she spoke
linked to me. Ian? Whats the matter?
Ry? he whispered. Ry Sabir?
Kait nodded. You know him?
For a long time he said nothing. Then he glanced at her, and he
was a changed man. Cold. Deadly. Full of hate. I know
him, he said. We have things to do. Were going to
have to get his ship, and were going to have to beat
him to do it.
Three of us against a ships crew? We cant take
the ship by force.
Ian rested both hands on Kaits shoulders and stared into
her eyes. If Ry and I meet, one of us is going to die. I know
my chances of killing him arent good. But if I have to die,
Ill die fighting.
He stalked away from her, heading for the bay.
She looked after him and considered the trouble that was to
come, and what she might do to prevent it. She ran through her head
all the histories she could recall where smaller forces had
defeated greater ones. Somewhere in the past, someone shed
studied about had found himself in a similar situation, and had
managed to survive. In most of the cases, like the Brejmen defeat
of the Cathomartic hordes or the Marepori repelling the Jast
invaders, the smaller force was better-armed and
better-disciplined.
With the right terrain and the right weapons and plenty of time
to prepare, Kait thought the three of them might have had similar
success. But without those advantages . . .
There is always a way to win, General Talismartea had
written in his masterwork, The Warriors Book. If you are
willing to redefine winning.
Ian had defined winning as taking over Rys ship and
forcing the crew to sail back to Calimekka. But she knew that even
if she and her friends could wrest control from the captain,
theyd have a hellish time keeping it and if they lost
it, they were dead. But what if they didnt need to be in
charge to win?
She had to redefine winning. They won if all of them got back to
Ibera alive and free, with the Mirror of Souls in their possession.
That was the only thing they had to have.
If they didnt have to take over the ship and control it
for months, they were free to consider any form of safe passage as
winning. They couldnt hope to have safe passage given to
them. But they might hope to demand it.
How?
An idea came to her. Shed have to get Hasmal and Ian on
her side, though she suspected from his reaction to Rys name
that Ian wouldnt like her proposal. Then shed need
subterfuge and negotiating skill and a bit of Hasmals magic
and more than a touch of luck to make it work. She found herself
wondering if her years of diplomatic studies would serve her as
well as even a days worth of real experience. She closed her
eyes and breathed in the ash-scented air, and hoped shed
learned as much as she thought she had.
Chapter 6
After three days in which Ry had become
more and more certain that Kait was dead, the tiny flashes of
energy that linked him to her suddenly reappeared. He couldnt
guess what had happened to her to make her disappear, and he
wouldnt try. He was satisfied to discover that she was still
alive, and better yet, that she was close. Incredibly close.
When the Peregrine marooned her, hed seen through
her eyes that she was not alone, but he didnt know if any of
those who had been with her had survived. He wished he could get
another glimpse through her eyes, so that he could see what he was
heading into, but she was wary, holding her magical shields as
tight around herself as a woman would hold her cloak in a blizzard.
Only flickers broke through to guide him to her; he suspected that
she hid herself as much from the dangers around her as from him,
but he couldnt touch her mind, so he wasnt sure.
At the moment when the tug he felt from her ceased to be
ahead and became beside, he was standing at
the prow of the Wind Treasure, anxiously watching the
coastline that ran by off the port side of the ship. He
wouldnt have been able to explain to the captain or any of
his friends how he knew that the ocean had brought him as close to
her as it could, but he did know. So he shouted, Here! This
is the place. Go inland here!
The captain sailed through smoke-laced fog into the bay and
dropped anchor.
For the first time, Ry saw the place where Kait hid. Rain-washed
ruins dotted the burned hills and cliffs that rose out of the bay
on all three sides. Not a single tree, not a single blade of grass
or scrawny shrub, offered reprieve from the sea of black ash that
covered the ground. In his travels, Ry had seen the aftermath of a
volcanic eruption; what he saw before him reminded him of that.
He stared at the bleak panorama and smiled slowly. Kaits
city of the Ancients lay before him. Such cities existed in Ibera,
as well. But an Ancients city that had not been known for at
least a hundred years that had not been pillaged and
plundered by a centurys treasure-seekers a city like
that could exist nowhere but in the Novtierras. This city had been
visited by one ship alone. Even after the fire, it would house
wonders; ruins that had survived the Wizards War and the
Thousand Years of Darkness would survive fire.
Hidden within those ruined buildings lay pieces of knowledge
lost to humankind for the last thousand years, pieces of knowledge
that had waited for him and his men. With such treasures in hand,
he could return to Calimekka in triumph, reconcile with his Family
and the Wolves, and reinstate his friends. He could force his
Family to accept his Galweigh parata.
Once he rescued Kait, he would have time to explore, but first
he had to get her to safety. She waited somewhere within those
burned hills. She was so near, he could almost smell her. The
passion the obsession that had driven him to pursue
her across half a world, through storm and disaster, across
uncharted ocean to unmapped land, burned higher than ever. His
blood, his bones, his very soul sang with her nearness.
Kait, he whispered, be safe. Were almost
together.
A hand dropped onto his shoulder and he jumped. The men
want to go ashore to search the ruins. The captain stood
behind him, and Ry hadnt even heard the man approach. Ry
didnt think anyone had ever successfully approached him
without his being aware of it before. His mind was too taken by
Kait and too full of excitement. He needed to reach her, to have
her then he thought he would be able to concentrate
again.
No. I go ashore alone first, he said, and heard the
growl in his voice. That growl worried him. He was near Shift,
close to becoming the beast. The one time Kait had seen him, they
had met Karnee to Karnee, in a back alley in Halles over the bodies
of seven murderers. This time he wanted to be human. He wanted to
be with her as human to first taste her mouth in
human form, to have the pleasure of undressing her, of hearing her
whisper his name in the silken tones of her human
voice. . . .
He breathed deeply, and fought to find the peace that would calm
his racing pulse. He didnt try to cage his excitement by
sheer force of will, for such an attempt would only set the Karnee
part of him to beating wildly against the bars of its cage, and
when it broke free, it would run out of control and take him with
it. Instead, he acknowledged his desire, his hunger, the pumping of
his lungs, and the shiver in his spine, and said to them,
Later. Later, he would fulfill all his hopes and desires.
Ill go ashore alone, he repeated. I
dont want to frighten Kait away if I take men with me,
she might flee.
And if she isnt alone?
Ry was staring back at that hideous burned shoreline again, at
those blackened hills. I can take care of anyone she might
have with her.
As two sailors readied one of the longboats for him, Yanth
strode up to him, for the first time in a long time wearing
sailors roughspun rather than dramatic silk and leather.
The captain said you intended to go ashore alone.
Im going alone.
You arent. I know you think youll find your
true love there, but you have no idea what else youll find.
And I wont chance you getting yourself killed. I owe you
better than that.
Ry glared at him. You owe me the loyalty of respecting my
wishes. I wish to go ashore alone.
No. Yanth rested a hand on the hilt of his sword and
smiled, but the smile was without warmth. Friends never owe
each other complicity in suicide. Do you hear me? Ill follow
you ashore, and Ill guard your back.
Ry turned away from Yanth and gripped the rail.
Theres only one first time, he said. This
is it for us. The first time well see each other as a man and
a woman. The first time well touch. The first time well
. . . He closed his eyes, conjuring up the image of
Kait standing atop a tower, her long black hair blowing in the
breeze. Hed conjured that image of her to show his
lieutenants. It was still the way he saw her chin lifted,
eyes fierce, the blue silk of her dress barely able to contain her
vitality, her passion, her beauty. After coming so far, he refused
to share their first moments together with anyone.
We knew youd fight having all of us
going, Yanth was saying, so we made a concession for
you. We drew straws, and I won the draw. He smiled and said
softly, I cheated in order to win, but you neednt tell
the others that. I suspect that they cheated, too. I had to win,
though. I trust my skills at sword and knife more than theirs, and
I was determined that if only one of us went with you, I would be
the best. So. You may not want me, but youll by the gods have
me.
Yanth had cheated, had he? Probably broke his straw, palmed the
longer part of it, then glared down the rest of them when
theyd challenged him Yanth would do that. Well,
Ry could cheat, too. He could keep the peace, get off the ship
without argument, and then do what he wanted to do anyway.
So Ry sighed and said, Youll get in my way if I
dont agree, wont you?
Yes.
Then get in.
They rowed ashore in silence, and dragged the boat up onto the
beach. Five cairns above the tide line marked five graves. One of
them was new. Ry glanced at the graves and said, Youd
best stay with the boat, so that something doesnt come along
and take it. I want to make sure we have a way to get
back.
Youre a liar. A half-smile twisted across
Yanths face, then vanished. If something takes the
damned boat, our friends can row here in one of the other ones. If
you get killed while Im here watching the boat, though, we
cant undo that. Can we?
Ry sniffed; though the atmosphere was redolent of charcoal and
raw wet earth, one swirl of clean air blew from somewhere back of
the hills, carrying the faint and wistful promise of green and
growing things. And . . . he breathed deeper
. . . and the mouthwatering smell of food cooking. The
cookfire scents mingled with the burned-charcoal stink and so were
almost hidden, but when he closed his eyes he could catch the
faintest whiff of boiling greens spiced with pepper and
rath, and meat braising slowly on a stake, the juices dripping
into the flames. The scent lay in the same direction as the
strengthening tug of the magic that drew him toward Kait. And she
had loosened her shields a little. She felt receptive.
He smiled slowly. Perhaps she wanted this moment as much as he
did. He turned to Yanth. Well enough. You can come with me,
then. If you can keep up.
He took off up the hill at a dead run, dodging between the
gutted ruins of the dead city, putting them between him and Yanth.
He was Karnee, faster and more agile than any human, and with
inhuman stamina. By the time Ry dropped over the first rise and
caught a stronger draft of the cook-scents, Yanth floundered far
behind.
Yanth would follow his tracks, of course. But by the time he
caught up, Ry would have found Kait. And a well-hidden place to be
alone with her.
He ran easily through the ruins and leaped over a muddied,
swollen stream, all his senses focused toward Kait. He ran along
the face of a cliff and around a corner to find a perfect
half-sphere of unburned forest awaiting him. And in the center of
the half-sphere a ruin less ruined than most. And in the doorway of
the ruin, a woman of average height and lean build, her hair black
as a jungle river, her dark eyes flashing, her white teeth bared in
an unsettling smile. Kait. As he had seen her in his mind, and in
his magic, but never in person.
She was as he had dreamed, imagined, hoped alone.
His heart thrummed against the inside of his chest like an animal
caught in a trap, and he slowed to a walk. There could be only one
first time. He wanted this moment to be something that both of them
would look back on in years to come for the rest of their
lives together and remember with joy. With passion. He
wanted perfection.
He stopped outside the circle of greenery. Standing in the muddy
ash, he said, Vetromè elada, Kait,
addressing her with the intimate greeting reserved for lovers,
though the two of them had never truly met.
Vetromè elada. It meant, Our souls kiss.
Kait had known he was coming. She was braced; she told herself
she was ready. But when Ry Sabir moved into view and she saw him as
a man for the first time, she almost wept. He was beautiful
golden-haired, tall and lean and tightly muscled. His pale eyes
transported her into the past, into the alley in Halles where they
had met as Karnee. His scent caught her by surprise, as it had the
first time she crossed paths with him. That scent was a drug to
her, shooting straight past logic and upbringing and all her
knowledge of her Familys rules and her place within the
Family and her determination to do what was right, driving into her
heart and her gut. She smelled the animal hunger in him, the
nearness to Shift; she breathed his desire and felt matching desire
flood her veins.
He spoke to her, and his voice was the voice of her dreams, rich
and deep and smooth on the surface, with a raw edge that lay
beneath, just at the limits of her perception. He said,
Vetromè elada. If she could have picked the words that
came from his mouth, she would have picked those words. Our
souls kiss. Her mind, her body, and her spirit all told her he
was the man she had dreamed of, the one she had hoped to find, and
the one she had believed did not exist. He was the love she had
believed she would never have. He was everything she had ever
wanted.
And she was going to betray him.
She had to for the Reborn, for her Family, and for her
friends, she had to. She said, You are Sabir, and I am
Galweigh. We are enemies. Our souls can never touch. She
lied, and knew it was a lie when the words were forming in her
mind, before they ever passed her lips, and determined that she
would make the lie a truth because the lie was right and good, and
her desire was wrong. She put distaste in her voice. Loathing. She
found the distaste and the loathing easily, but though he
wouldnt know it, they had nothing to do with him. She had
never hated herself as much as she did at that moment. She hated
her weakness, her desire, and her hunger for him; she hated the
fact that she could want a Sabir with the overwhelming desire that
raged through her body . . . and she hated herself
because she was cold enough, hard enough, callous enough that she
could betray him, when all she wanted to do in the world was run to
him and lose herself in his embrace.
She saw his pain reflected in his eyes, and noted his
bodys change in posture. He denied what she said with rigid
shoulders and clenched fists before he denied what she said with
his words. He told her, I came for you, and in those
words he put his longing, and his passion.
Tears burned in the corners of her eyes. She hungered for him as
much as he hungered for her; their obsessions were equal, if not
identical. I know. I wish she said, the words
blurting out before she could stop them. But she got control. She
had not survived to adulthood Karnee in a world where Karnee
meant death by giving in to her impulses. She straightened
her shoulders and swung her hair out of her face and glared at him,
forcing herself to remember that he was Sabir, and that her family
had died at the hands of Sabirs. She remembered the burning bodies,
she remembered Sabir soldiers standing around the pyre laughing to
each other, and she forced herself to put him with those men in her
mind. What I wish doesnt matter. I knew you were
coming. I knew from that night in Halles that you would be coming
for me.
You want me as much as I want you, he said.
He took a step forward, toward her green haven, and she lifted
her chin and crossed her arms over her chest. I dont
want you, she told him. The Karnee part of me
doesnt control me, and I dont want you.
She saw the ghost of a smile flicker at the corners of his lips;
she realized that she had as much as admitted that the Karnee part
of her did want him.
He took another step toward her, and a third.
She did want him, gods forgive her. She didnt want to hurt
him. She didnt want to make him her enemy.
He said, Youre more beautiful in real life than you
were in my visions.
She licked her lips. You are, too, she
whispered.
The rational part of her mind looked at the two of them standing
there and screamed insanity. The other part of her the part
that accepted magic, however unwillingly knew that what was
happening between them fell within the realms of wizardry. She had
felt lust, and this was not it. She had felt love, too, if only for
her family . . . and this was not love, either. The world
had narrowed down to her and him, and to the blood pounding in her
ears and the tingling in her skin and the sudden hollowness in her
gut.
He came to her then, hurrying, and for an instant she forgot
herself in her hunger for his touch. For an instant, she forgot
what she was about to do to him.
He rested his hands on her shoulders and she exhaled once. She
could never have found the words to describe the perfection of his
touch, the rightness of their bodies together. She would have been
lost there, and all of her ideals and aspirations with her.
But the knife materialized out of nothingness at Rys
throat, and behind the knife, Hasmal. She pressed the palm of one
hand flat against his chest and said, Be still.
His eyes went wide, and he froze. She felt the tremor that
jolted through his body.
Be still, she said softly, or you will die.
This is not you and me, Ry. This is Galweigh and Sabir, and Wolves
and Falcons; this is the way things have to be.
Ian stepped out of the other half of the shield Hasmal had spun
for the two of them, sword drawn, smiling. Kait could see
Ians hatred; she could smell it. Hasmals magic had
hidden everything about them scent and form and mass and
movement and shadow, the sounds of breath and heartbeat and nervous
movement but it could never have worked so well if she had
not offered herself as bait. They had been truly invisible only
because Ry had all of his attention focused on her. They had become
completely invisible to her only when she lost herself in her
desire for him.
How ? Ry started to ask, but Ian snarled,
Silence, you bastard, and Hasmal, more calmly, said,
Down on your knees.
Kait saw the shock and dismay and the hurt in his eyes, and
steeled herself to do what she had to do. She told him,
Dont Shift. The blade is poisoned with refaille
youll die before you can complete your
transformation. She gritted her teeth and willed away the
tears building in her eyes.
We all decide what we will have in our lives, she thought. We
decide what we will do; we decide what we will say. And when we
decide, then we pay the price. He is the price I must pay to get
the Mirror to the Reborn, to save my friends lives, to
resurrect my parents, my bothers and sisters, and my Family.
Ry kept his eyes on hers, and she made herself watch what Hasmal
and Ian did to him. They forced him to his knees, and bound his
hands and his ankles. She told them how to tie him so that the rope
would hold even if he Shifted. She never looked away from him. She
would not be a coward. She would watch the consequences of her
action, the end result of her plan. She would not hide herself from
the price she paid.
He did not look away from her, either. With his eyes he told her
I love you, even though you betrayed me; the look she gave
him in return said, I love you, too, but love doesnt
matter.
Something in the air caught her attention, and she turned away.
She parted her lips and took in one slow, careful breath. Coming
along the ridge . . . being careful to make no noise
. . . yes. She said, Someone followed him.
Hes trying to circle behind us. She could smell him
a man who let himself get upwind because he wasnt used
to thinking about people with senses more acute than his own.
She looked back to Ry. Whats his name?
She could see him toy with the idea of lying. But his eyes
flicked downward, to the poisoned blade at his throat, and he told
her.
She shouted, Yanth! Stop where you are!
Hasmal said to Ry, No words. Well do the talking for
you.
Ian added, Or for your corpse if you give us reason.
Please . . . give us a reason.
Ry twisted his head slowly, fractionally, until he could look
upward out of the corner of his left eye. Kait saw the initial
bewilderment in his face give way to shock.
Ian?
At least you remember me. And now the situation is
reversed, isnt it? After all these years, your life is in my
hands. Ian kept his voice low and said, And Ive
sworn to have your life . . . brother. So will you die
today?
Kait stared from one to the other. Brother? Ian was Rys
brother? She closed her eyes for just an instant. What were
the odds that she could love the brother that she couldnt
have, and have the brother she didnt love, all the while not
knowing they were brothers? She would have screamed at the
coincidence, but it wouldnt be a coincidence, would it? The
gods had their sticky fingers deep in her life, and they were
toying with her. Having fun at her expense. Planning traps for her
as carefully as shed planned this trap for Ry.
What in the hells did I ever do to you? Ry
muttered.
Pretend you dont know and watch how fast I kill
you. Ian kicked him in the ribs.
Kait grabbed Ian and snarled, Stop it.
From the top of the ridge, Rys friend called down,
Let him go. Well kill all of you to get him if we have
to.
Kait reluctantly turned her attention from Ry and Ian and the
strange drama enacting itself between them. Dont waste
your breath. First, I know youre there alone. Second, the
blade at his throat has been dipped in refaille. If we
dont like the way you blink your eyes, hell die before
you can do it twice.
Yanth, after a moments pause, apparently came to the
conclusion that he didnt have the upper hand.
Dont hurt him. Im listening. Tell me what you
want.
Kait said, Go back to your ship. Bring the captain and
your parnissa back to shore, and wait for us by the graves.
Well meet you there.
What guarantee do I have that you wont kill Ry if I
leave him here with you?
Kait said, If hes dead, well have no hope of
negotiating with your people, nor any hope of surviving a
confrontation. As long as he obeys us hell come to no
harm.
Under his breath, Ian muttered, Not today, in any
case.
* * *
The negotiators stood on the beach with the
rolling pulse of the incoming tide growling behind them. Kait
studied the parnissa, a cold-eyed young man who looked as though he
spent every spare moment in the study of the warrior arts, and the
captain, who looked to Kait both sensible and patient. The
parnissas robes were of bright silk, in greens and golds,
heavily embroidered with the sacred symbols of Iberism: the eye of
watchfulness, the hand of industriousness, the sword of truth, the
scales of justice, the nine-petaled flower of wisdom. The captain,
too, had dressed to show his status: the green and silver silks of
the Sabir Family but cut in the traditional Rophetian fashion, a
heavy silver chain around his neck stamped with the insignia of the
god Tonn, and silver beads braided into his beard and
shoulder-length hair. Yanth stood behind both of them, his silk
shirt and leather breeches both black as an executioners. He
kept his hand on his sword and glared at her.
Kait knew how she looked to them a waif-thin woman in the
worn and patched rags of the lowliest of sailors, wearing a dead
mans too-large boots. She rested her hand on the pommel of
her own sword, with its Galweigh crest and inlaid ruby and onyx
cabochons, and pulled her shoulders back and lifted her chin high.
She was no impostor. She walked forward, leaving Ian, Hasmal, and
the kneeling Ry behind her. I declare myself Kait-ayarenne
daughter of Grace Draclas by Strahan Galweigh. By virtue of my
training in diplomacy, where I have reached the position of
yanar in the Galweigh Family, I will state our case for my
people. They are agreed, and my word is binding, sworn to the gods
of Calimekka and Ibera.
The captain raised one eyebrow in quickly suppressed surprise
that she knew the formulas of negotiation, then nodded. I
declare myself Madloo Sleroal. By virtue of my captaincy of the
Wind Treasure, which I have achieved by Tonns choice and
grace, and in the honorable service of the Sabir Family, I state
the case for my people. My word is binding, and sworn before Tonn
and Tonn alone.
That was typically Rophetian. They wouldnt swear on the
gods of Iberism, only on the single Rophetian god of the sea. Kait
would accept that, though a Rophetian captain with a whole
ocean lying between him and home would never forswear himself in
front of Tonn.
The cold-eyed parnissa glanced from the captain to Kait, undid
the cord that belted his robe, and held out the black silk rope. He
said, I stand between the disputing parties. I serve only the
gods, without loyalty to one party or the other, and the gods
oversee through my eyes all covenants, pacts, and bonds made this
day. All words spoken before me are spoken before the gods, and
carry the force of soul-oath. Kait held out her right wrist,
the captain held out his right wrist, and the parnissa bound them
together with the cord, carefully tying the negotiators knot.
Bound together, you swear before me to deal honestly with
each other for the good of all. Should either of you break the
bond, your life will be forfeit. He stepped back. Men
act and gods attend.
Men act and gods attend, the captain said.
Men act and gods attend. Kait inhaled slowly and let
the breath out even slower, trying to calm the shuddery feeling in
her belly. This, her first negotiation, was for her life and the
lives of her friends, and that alone would have made it terrifying.
But it was also to negotiate safe passage for the Mirror of Souls,
and as such, what she did or failed to do would affect the future
of the world. She wondered how many other untried junior diplomats
had been faced with such high stakes and decided that she was
alone.
The captain said, Since you have he glanced
behind her at Ry, kneeling in the ashes with a knife at his throat
called this negotiation, why dont you tell me
what you want.
My needs are simple. First, the services of your physick.
Second, guaranteed safe passage and freedom aboard your ship for
myself, my three colleagues, and our possessions and cargo, to our
chosen destination.
Which is . . . ?
Southern Ibera. The harbor at Brelst will do. She
did not know how far south her cousin Danya was, but where Danya
was, the Reborn was and that was where Kait and the Mirror
had to be, too. From Brelst, she could get the Mirror wherever it
needed to go.
You ask a great deal of us: the diversion of our ship from
its intended destination; the disruption of our crewmens
lives; and an increased chance of encounters with pirates, storms,
monsters, and reefs. What do you offer in return?
Ry Sabirs life.
The captain smiled at her. He came across the sea to
rescue you. Had he not come with your good in mind, you would not
now have his life to use as a bargaining chip.
And if he had come to rescue all of us, I would not be
forced to use it.
And you can be so certain that we would not have rescued
all of you?
Never mind that you assume I knew you came to rescue me.
Galweighs and Sabirs dont share a happy past knowing a
Sabir ship sailed into our harbor, how could I assume that my
friends would be your friends? And indeed, Ive discovered
that your Sabir and our captain are enemies. She did not
elaborate the gods had drawn her to both Ian and Ry, the
gods had brought the two brothers together, and now she was sure
the gods had their bets placed on what would happen next. She,
however, saw no reason to complicate her negotiations with that
information.
Fair enough, the captain said evenly. What is
your cargo?
She shrugged. Bedrolls, the few possessions that the
mutineers didnt steal, a single artifact that we came here to
get.
The Mirror of Souls, Ry said. Kait heard the slap
that followed, and Ians voice saying, Another word from
you and youre dead and if we die with you, well
at least send your friends to the grave first.
The captain snorted, clearly disbelieving what Ry had said, but
the parnissa was staring at her with wide eyes. The Mirror of
Souls?
She could not lie not bound in negotiation, with the gods
her witnesses and her life forfeit if she failed. She said,
Yes. We found the Mirror of Souls.
She thought for an instant that the parnissa was going to drop
to his knees before her, but then he steadied himself.
Captain, he said, and she heard the trembling in his
voice, the Mirror cannot be allowed to go anywhere but to
Calimekka. It is . . . it belongs to
. . . He swallowed so hard she watched the head of
his windpipe bob. Only the parnissas should be permitted
anywhere near it. In the wrong hands it would be enormously
dangerous it is the most magical of the old Dragon
artifacts.
The captain looked from the parnissa to Kait. Hmmm,
he said. We seem to have a problem.
Kait stared at the parnissa, disbelieving. She said to the
captain, The parnissas neutral. By suggesting
courses of action to you or interfering in any way with the
negotiations, he voids the process and eliminates himself as the
arbiter. Without an arbiter, we cannot negotiate. And if we cannot
negotiate, we will have to kill Ry. You cannot use anything
hes told you. You have to forget all of it.
The captain closed his eyes for a moment, thinking. Then he
sighed. I hate diplomats. He looked over at the
parnissa. Just be quiet and observe, Loelas. The girl and I
will work this out without any help from you. This is this
has to be between the two of us.
She caught something that surprised her then. The faintest ghost
of a smile passed across the captains lips, and the slightest
scent of admiration reached her sensitive nose.
Lets dicker, girl, he said.
She nodded.
You want safe passage for your people, medical help for
one of em Im guessing one that isnt
here.
Yes.
Fair enough. Ill give you that right away, for
Rys life. Agreed?
Let me hear the rest first.
The rest? Well, yes, there is more. His smile was
plainer now. He was enjoying something about this hed
thought of some trick, or perhaps some loophole that would let him
go back on his word. You want us to take you to Brelst. I
cannot do that. By the time we get back there, the Wizards
Circle storms will be at their worst, and Brelst gets the blow from
four circles.
Kait considered that, then nodded. Well negotiate
for another port, then.
He pursed his lips and blew out his cheeks until he looked like
a puff-fish. Phah! The port isnt the biggest problem.
The Mirror of Souls is the problem. What Ive heard about that
is . . . frightening. To take it on board my ship,
Im going to need something extra.
I understand your position, she said. But I
cannot permit the Mirror of Souls to stay with the parnissa or to
go to Calimekka. If thats your demand, we all die
here.
He chuckled. I wouldnt expect you to agree to giving
the parnissa your prize, girl. You came all the way across the
ocean and braved terrible dangers to get it.
She nodded. And waited.
Something youve gone through so much to get, you
deserve to have, dont you agree?
She nodded again, slowly sensing a trap closing around her but
not able to see where it was coming from.
Good. The captain smiled a tiny smile. Because
everything you went through to get your prize, our parat went
through to rescue you. And if you deserve to keep your prize, you
must agree that he deserves to keep his.
Click. The trap snapped shut around her, and she had already
agreed with the captain that its bars were solid and its use
acceptable. You want me to . . . give myself to
him?
No. I insist only that you share his quarters and remain
his companion throughout the return trip. Meanwhile, I will sail
you and your friends and Ry and his friends and your Mirror of
Souls to a neutral harbor: neither Brelst nor Calimekka. I think
Glaswherry Hala might serve. Once youre on land, all of you
may go where you please. Should he decide to go with you, he may.
Should he decide to return to Calimekka with me, he may. In that
way, I will fulfill my duty to him and meet your needs as
well.
You cant let her have the Mirror! the
parnissa wailed.
You cant force Kait into Rys
company! Ian snapped.
The captain glanced first at the parnissa, and for a moment Kait
saw the hint of disdain that every captain shed ever known
held toward the parnissery. It was the look that men who were truly
free and in charge of their own domains held toward those who chose
the path of bureaucracy. I can and I have. He turned to
Ian. And you . . . you are not a captain on my
ship. You are less than nothing you and the rest of your
people will be the parolees of this woman. As long as she speaks
for you, Ill see youre treated with courtesy. But you
have no voice of your own. You understand?
Kait watched Ian from the corner of her eye. He blanched and
nodded.
She wanted to refuse. Ry and his men would surely choose to
accompany them once they were on land, and she and Ian
and Hasmal and Jayti would be outnumbered, and would lose the
Mirror of Souls to the Sabir Family anyway. They would simply lose
it closer to home. Meanwhile, she would have to share quarters with
Ry, when sharing a continent with him already seemed too
intimate.
She could not demand that the captain guarantee she and her
people would keep the Mirror once they were on land again;
Captains Law began and ended on the sea, and he could offer
nothing that would bind Ry and his men beyond the decks of his
ship. Further, she had chosen to negotiate with him she
could not now state that she wanted to negotiate with Ry, too. If
she tried to demand too much, shed lose everything.
She wanted to spit in the captains face and tell him
shed sooner see him in hell. But she had defined winning as
getting her people and the Mirror safely across the sea to the
Reborn. The captains bargain would let her win, at least
temporarily and she would have the whole voyage in which to
figure out a way to win permanently.
She stared into the captains eyes. You swear to
protect my friends lives as if they were the lives of your
own family or crew, protect our cargo as if it were your own, get
us safely to a harbor that isnt Calimekka, and let all of us
leave when we get there, permitting us to take the Mirror of Souls
with us?
I swear.
She saw honesty in his eyes, and smelled sincerity in his
breath.
And you will be satisfied that I have carried out my
portion of the bargain if I share a room with Ry Sabir and attend
him as a companion during the day; you do not stipulate that I
become his mistress or his eylayn.
Correct.
Ill kill you if you touch her, you bastard,
she heard Ian mutter to Ry, but that oath was spoken far too softly
for the others to hear.
Kait sighed. Then I accept your terms for my
people.
The captain now asked her, And you will hold parole for
your people, and submit yourself to my judgment without question or
argument if they violate that parole?
Kait turned and gave Ian a look that clearly stated, Put me
in his hands and Ill make you pay for the rest of your
life, and said, I will.
Then I accept your terms for my people.
The parnissa glowered at both of them, but stood between them
and tapped the knot in the center of the cord that bound them.
Gods attend these actions of men, for these two have acted
for the best interests of all, in the spirit of fairness, dealing
honestly one with another, he said in a flat, angry voice.
The words came out as hurried rote, the recitation of a furious
schoolchild made to perform against his will. They are now
made law and subject to the penalties of the laws of Matrin and the
Veil. He tapped the knot again. I witness, remember,
and record. When his finger tapped the knot for the third
time, it undid itself as if by magic, but Kait could see that it
had only been cleverly tied.
Kait turned to Ian and Hasmal. Untie Ry and release
him.
Neither man was happy about it, but both complied.
Ry got to his feet, brushed the ashes from his face, and rubbed
his chafed wrists. He looked at Ian, and the hatred that passed
between the two of them was visible. She had sworn that she would
keep Ian under control, at forfeit of her life if the captain so
chose; she wondered if Ians love for her would be enough to
make him obey the parole, or if he would sacrifice her to get at
Ry.
Rys eyes held Ians death in them, too. He smiled
a tight, ugly grimace of barely controlled rage and
strode across the beach to join Yanth and the parnissa.
The captain said, Would you prefer to go to the ship
first, parata?
Kait was afraid to leave any of her people alone, protected by
the captains sworn word or not. She glanced up at the ridge
behind her and said, Id rather get our injured man on
board first. The Mirror can travel with Hasmal and Ian and
me.
The captain smiled. As you choose.
Kait led her people and Rys back through the hills, toward
Jayti and the Mirror of Souls, and wondered how much of an ordeal
the trip ahead of her would be.
Chapter 7
Shaid Galweigh, pretender to the
Galweigh paraglesiat, ushered his contingent of diplomats, traders,
and Wolves into the magnificent Palm Hall of the Sabirs. He was the
first Galweigh to step within the walls of Sabir House as a guest
in over four hundred years, and if he did not represent
Calimekkas great Galweigh House, but only Cherian House in
the city of Maracada on the island of Goft, that was a fact that
both he and his Sabir hosts were willing to overlook.
He took his seat in the enormous gilded ivory chair at one end
of the long table and nodded toward the two men who sat at the
other end, in chairs of matching magnificence. One was the Sabir
Family paraglese, Grasmir Sabir, old and leonine and majestic; the
other was a handsome young man named Crispin Sabir, who had
beautiful golden hair and a warm and ready smile that Shaid
instinctively liked. The two Sabirs had personally greeted each
member of the delegation before anyone moved into the Palm Hall;
now, finally, Grasmir gave a signal and the meeting began.
We have both old and new business to discuss,
Grasmir said with a wry smile. The old stretches back over
four hundred fifty years; I think perhaps we ought to settle that
before we move on to those things which immediately interest
us.
Around the table, various Galweighs and Sabirs chuckled.
As acting head of the Galweigh Family, I have to say
its about time we got around to that.
Very well, then. Old business. Family records tell
of an argument between Arathmad Karnee and his partner Perthan
Sabir over the dowry of Arathmads daughter. The daughter was
to marry the Sabir son when both came of age at the time
they were still small children. Perthan accused Arathmad of
belittling his son by offering such a small dowry; Arathmad said
Perthans son was ugly and spindly and that the only reason he
offered his daughter was because he was Perthans only friend,
and Perthans son would never find a suitable bride otherwise.
The dispute became bitter, the partners separated their business,
which from all evidence was in the practice of black market magic,
and though history is vague on this point one partner
cast a spell on the other partner. The Sabirs have always held that
the caster of the spell was Arathmad Karnee.
Shaid nodded. And the Galweighs have always said the spell
was cast by Perthan Sabir.
Around the table, those who were hearing the story for the first
time shook their heads.
Thats what brought about four hundred fifty years of
inter-Family war? someone asked.
Shaid and Grasmir looked at each other from opposite ends of the
table and smiled. Grasmir gave the nod to Shaid, who said,
Not entirely. Both Perthan and Arathmad died from the effects
of the spell one from the spell itself, and one from what
the histories refer to as rewhah, which is apparently some
sort of magical backlash that comes from using magic. He knew
more about it than that, and he assumed that Grasmir did, too
one didnt command the Familys Wolves for long
without knowing what their strengths and weaknesses were.
Susceptibility to rewhah was a big weakness. But one had to
maintain appearances at all times, and the appearance of being free
from any taint of magic had saved more than one mans
life.
One of the junior members of the Sabir Family asked Then
if the two principals in the dispute died, why did the dispute
continue?
Grasmir said, Because both children were also hit by the
spell not visibly, though. The effects didnt become
apparent until each of them took mates and had children. Their
children were Scarred. Someone called the Scarring the Karnee
Curse. The children were skinshifters. Dangerous, deadly,
unpredictable creatures. Calimekka already celebrated Gaerwanday
the Day of Infants and of course all Scarred children
were sacrificed. Except the parents of the Sabir children and the
parents of the Karnee children (the Family line that joined with
and was subsumed by the Galweighs) neglected their duties as
citizens. They hid their children, and the monsters were permitted
to grow and breed. Grasmir Sabir sighed and shook his head
sadly. Both Families still carry a taint of this Scarring in
their blood. It was over the Scarred children that the long-term
war between the Families broke out.
The faces around the table had grown more somber at that; a
thousand years after the horrible Wizards War, its magical
fallout remained clearly visible to anyone who ventured to the
docks and saw the Scarred slaves at work on the ships, or watched
the executions of those foolish monsters who dared to pretend to
humanity and who ventured within Iberas borders. No true
human ever forgot that the Scarred had, after the war, hunted down
humans and destroyed as many of them as they could get. Just
thinking about citizens in their own Family lines who had permitted
abominations to live, rather than sacrifice them, horrified all of
them.
Grasmir looked from face to face, and finally sighed. Both
Families carry guilt in the matter, though at this late date we
cannot hope to unravel which of the two principals, if either,
might have been the more guilty. He managed a faint, weary
smile. And I say it no longer matters. Call the matter
settled, forgive the stupidities of the past, and move
on.
Shaid waited, just a beat, to make his impact greater. Then he
stood and applauded. Around the table, other members of the
Galweigh delegation followed his lead, leaping to their feet and
clapping vigorously. The Sabirs rose, too. Grasmirs smile
grew broad, and when the applause finally died down, he dropped
into his chair with an air of satisfaction.
I take it as agreed, then, that the Sabir and Galweigh
Families have put the past behind them.
More applause greeted that statement. Without making it obvious
that he was doing so, Shaid glanced around the room, looking for
any dissenters. He saw none. Excellent.
He rose in the silence that followed the applause and said,
Then perhaps now is the time to move on to the new business
that brings us here today. He waited until he noted nods of
affirmation from around the room. Clasping his hands in front of
his chest, he said, Well, then. The Sabirs and the Goft
Galweighs face both a problem and an opportunity, and as our
Families are resolved to put past differences behind us, we can
perhaps work together to leap on the opportunity, and eliminate the
problem. He cleared his throat, suddenly unsure about how to
continue.
He glanced around the room. The faces that looked back at him
were those of friends and of associates, and also of men and women
who just the day before had been sworn to work toward his ruin. Now
each of them looked at him with some variation on the same theme
curiosity mixed with a tinge of avarice and a hint of
excitement . . . and a pinch of fear. He especially
noticed Crispin Sabirs eyes eager, fascinated,
watchful. The eyes of a man ready to grasp any advantage and make
it work for him.
Best play to the excitement first.
About our opportunity . . . well, no one has
discovered a new city of the Ancients in any of our lifetimes.
Until now. A member of the Calimekkan branch of the Galweigh Family
chartered a ship with money she stole from the Goft treasury, and
acting on information that she stole from archives in the Goft
House, sailed east. She was successful in locating the city she
sought. He leaned forward, resting his palms on the
table.
One young Sabir woman looked stunned that he would admit to the
discovery of such a treasure by his own Family, even if by Family
acting without official sanction. Had he kept secret the fact that
Kait had gone off on her own, the Galweighs would have had
unquestioned claim. A few members of Shaids own delegation
appeared surprised and uneasy that he was being so forthright.
After all, with those few words hed abolished the Galweigh
rights to the claim, leaving it solely Kaits if she lived and
throwing it into the hands of the strongest taker if she died.
He had also, however, shown himself willing to be brutally
honest. He thought an appearance of absolute honesty made for the
best negotiating, and had long ago learned that giving an enemy a
concession up front so often shocked him that he thereafter was
less cautious in his dealings.
We have . . . spies . . . who have
been watching this young womans movements closely. Shes
found an artifact of enormous importance. We suspect, though we
cannot be absolutely certain, that it is the Mirror of
Souls.
He heard a gratifying number of gasps. Not from either Crispin
or Grasmir Sabir. Of course not. Their Wolves would keep them as
well informed of the situation as Shaids Wolves kept him.
From what we can determine in our archives, the Mirror of
Souls would be an excellent tool in the hands of friends, but a
devastating weapon in the hands of enemies. Kait Galweigh, the
finder of this artifact, has made herself the enemy of Goft House.
Because she stole both money and information from us to acquire the
Mirror, we can make a strong claim to it, and to the ruins in which
she found it. We want that Mirror. For your assistance in the
Mirrors recovery and for an uncontested claim to it, we offer
you half the ruins. Further, we offer our expertise and assistance
in getting the one thing the Sabir Family most desires.
Crispin Sabir laughed softly and asked, What exactly do
the Goft Galweighs imagine the Calimekkan Sabirs want most in the
world?
Shaid stood up straight and met the question with a calm smile.
Galweigh House. Controlling it would give the Sabir Family
the entire city of Calimekka. The Goft Galweighs will give you
uncontested claim to the House and its contents. Of course,
well expect you to . . . ah, clear your claim by
eliminating any members of the Calimekkan Galweighs who survived
your last attempt to win the House.
For one long moment, the silence in the room weighed enough to
crack the stone walls of the great hall. Then all around the table,
Sabirs exploded with questions.
* * *
That went well, I think, Veshre
Galweigh said. She was head of the Goft Wolves, a wizard of
tremendous talent and deceptive ferocity who disguised that
ferocity behind a jovial manner and a pleasantly plump facade.
Shaid pulled his attention from the enchanting view of the
countryside that slid beneath the airible, and leaned back on the
cushioned seat. Probably less well than it seemed;
nevertheless, Im pleased.
You should be ecstatic. Veshre snorted. They
agreed to supply their troops to assist us in our attack on one of
their ships, to give us undisputed claim to the Mirror of
Souls, and to destroy that bitch, Kait. And they also agreed to
kill off the only people who stand between you and Galweigh House.
Meanwhile, you already have the Dokteeraks lined up to wipe out the
surviving Sabirs after they clear out Galweigh House but before
they can claim it. That was the most brilliant bit of negotiating
Ive ever seen.
Shaid sighed. Perowin, the greatest of the Ancients
diplomats, once said, Diplomacy is the art of getting your
enemy to cut his own throat for you, convincing him to do it
outside where he wont leave a mess, and making him believe
hes getting the best end of the bargain while he does
it. I aspire to make that very bargain someday, but in the
meantime . . . He thought for a moment, then
grinned broadly, and finally began to laugh. In the meantime,
by the gods, I came pretty close, didnt I?
* * *
In the courtyard beside the Palm Hall, three black
fawns strolled between the fountain and the waterfall, grazing on
hibiscus flowers. On a rotunda well away from the falls, a band of
Rophetian musicians played dool dlarmas traditional
Rophetian dancing airs for the entertainment of the Family.
Crispin Sabir sat on the windowsill in the room above the hall and
watched the deer and the dancers and listened to the cheerful
music, which suited his mood.
His brother Anwyn, rummaging around the shelves along the inner
wall of the room, said, The last bastard that was in here
finished off the paurel and didnt replace the
bottle.
Crispin laughed. I think that bastard was you. Youre
the only one in the Family wholl drink the vile stuff, and
you get so drunk when you do that you dont remember having
done it.
Anwyn squatted on his hocks, balancing delicately on his cloven
hooves, and rubbed absently at the horns that curled from his
forehead. After a moment he said, You might be right, come to
think of it. I brought a girl in here only a week ago. I might have
drunk it then.
After years of Scarring induced by the constant practice of
darsharen the sacrifice-magic of the Wolves
nothing human remained of Anwyns body. Besides the horns and
the hooves, spikes protruded from his spine and joints, scales
covered what had once been smooth skin, and talons curved from his
fingertips. Crispins body had taken as much of the
rewhah, the rebound magic, as Anwyns had, but because
Crispin was Karnee, his body had absorbed it and fought off the
changes the same way it reverted to human form after a Shift.
Anwyn, without the benefits of the Curse, had been trapped in an
increasingly hideous form.
Crispin raised an eyebrow. Girls were never with Anwyn by
choice. A girl?
Anwyn was going through the shelves again, looking for something
that would suit him as well as the thick, bitter tuber beer that he
liked best. He took his time answering. Andrew found her for
me a street urchin with a bit of size to her, and an
attitude. She thought she could handle anything.
Until she met you.
Until then, yes. Anwyn chuckled.
And when you were done with her, Andrew . . .
borrowed her?
Anwyn pulled a dark green bottle out of the back of the bottom
shelf and said, Hah! I thought Id put this away for
later. It was lakkar, green mango beer, and to Crispin
it was as unpalatable as paurel. Anwyn uncorked the bottle
and strolled over to the window, his hooves clipping sharply on the
marble floor. He dropped into a seat opposite Crispin, took a swig
of his drink, and sighed. She wasnt young enough to
interest Andrew. You know his tastes. He shrugged. I
played with her until I broke her. Then I put her in the Wind
Garden. The bellshrubs were going gray and dropping their flowers
before they could set their seeds; I thought they could use some
fertilizer.
Im glad you were paying attention. Ive been
too busy lately to notice any of the plants, but Id hate to
lose the bellshrubs. Theyre charming when theyre
fruiting. Ill take a look at them the next time Im in
the West Wing make sure the fertilizer did enough.
Crispin sipped his own drink and leaned back against the cool,
smooth marble of the window frame. At least I havent
been neglecting them for nothing. All that work looks like
its going to pay off. The meeting went well, dont you
think?
Hard to believe it could have gone better. I wish I could
have been there in person I would have loved seeing those
faces up close when your Galweighs were setting out their
bargain. Anwyn took another gulp of his drink and shook his
head. They didnt see a problem with their plan at
all?
If they saw a problem, they certainly didnt mention
it.
Amazing. Theyre ready to commit two of their
airibles to the attack against Ry and that bitch of theirs? And
troops? And theyll send in their troops against their own
Family? Anwyn chortled. The question then becomes: Are
they genuinely naive, or do they think theyre being
clever?
I read their paraglese this way: Hes a small-time,
double-dealing manipulator, but he sees himself as the future head
of a great Galweigh empire. He certainly doesnt intend to
hand over Galweigh House without a fight I think he closes
his eyes and sees himself at the head of the table there,
commanding armies and armadas across the known world with the
twitch of a finger. He may take us for fools, but perhaps he
believes whatever double-cross hes set up will be sufficient
to get us out of the way.
Then you dont think he intends to honor his
word.
Someone rapped at the door.
To Sabirs? Of course not. Crispin rose to unlock it,
and found his cousin Andrew waiting on the other side. I was
wondering where youd got to, he said. The scent of
blood still clung to Andrew, as did the smell of child. Crispin
wrinkled his nose and, disgusted, turned back to his brother.
Would you honor the word you gave to a Galweigh?
Chapter 8
Down in the belly of the Wind
Treasure, Kait and Hasmal crouched beside the Mirror of Souls,
padding the bulkhead behind it with rags and roping it in among the
ships other cargo. Ian and the ships physick were
tending to Jayti, and most of the crew were searching the ruins for
prizes to take home. Those on board the ship were sleeping or
carrying out necessary repairs.
So the two of them were alone, though Kait felt sure someone
would come checking on them sooner or later.
Theyll never let us take this to the Reborn,
Hasmal whispered.
Not willingly. Kait twisted her end of the rope
around the silver-white metal of the base. I know that. I
knew it when I agreed to their deal. What they wont permit,
well have to achieve by force.
Hasmal looked at her and rolled his eyes. Force?
Well still be outnumbered when we cross the sea. Vodors
bones! The captain or Ry Sabir could send pigeons days in advance
of our arrival and have the whole of the Sabir army waiting for us
on the shore when we arrive, no matter where the captain puts us
in.
Well, not force, perhaps. Maybe by guile.
Hasmal tipped his head and gave her a long, thoughtful look.
Ah. Planning on winning the Sabir to your side by love, Kait?
You think he wont take it back to his Family if hes
passionate enough about you and you dont want him to?
Hasmal shrugged. That might work, though I dont like
the idea of the future of the world depending on it.
Kait stared at him, momentarily lost for words. Finally she
said, You . . . think Id bed him to keep
control of the Mirror?
Hasmal frowned. Id hoped. It isnt as if
hes diseased or repugnant. Youll have the opportunity
the captains seen to that. And the Reborn needs the
Mirror; what matters to him matters to us and the whole of the
world. Women have futtered men they didnt want for lesser
reasons than the fate of the world.
At that moment she didnt like Hasmal, though she could
understand that in his eyes the idea must seem practical. She
called on her diplomatic training and didnt say what she was
thinking about him. Instead, she tempered her response. It
wouldnt work. If I loved him more than all the world,
Id still demand that the Mirror go to the Reborn, then to my
Family. Hes the same. He was raised to duty. No matter how
infatuated he was with me, hed still demand that the Mirror
go back to his Family, either exclusively, or else first and
once it was in Sabir hands, his Family would make sure it never
went to my Family, no matter what his arrangement with me or mine
with him. My Family would do the same. Thats the way Families
are they take care of their own, and they never let private
agreements between individuals override the good of the Family as a
whole. Never. The Calimekkan Galweighs wouldnt, anyway.
Goft Galweighs might be another matter, but she never intended to
deal with those traitors again.
So anything you swear to him or he swears to you is
already meaningless if the Galweighs or the Sabirs wont
eventually approve of it?
Kait started to deny that.
Then she thought about what hed asked her, and what
shed said.
Shed always considered her word a thing of value, and her
honor as solid as the rock on which Galweigh House was built. But
she realized at that moment that no matter how honest she was, no
matter how hard she worked to keep her promises, her Family could
make a liar of her with a single command. And if that was true,
what value had her word to anyone? She stared down at the rope in
her hands and said, Yes.
She shook her head. People struck bargains with the Galweighs
all the time. Shed always thought it was because of the
Galweigh reputation for honor. Now she reconsidered. The Galweighs
ruled half of Calimekka and much of the world only a fool
would dare refuse Galweigh business, and only a fool would renege
on a contract with a Galweigh. But did the men and women who marked
wax with the Galweighs consider the Familys mark worthless?
If so, no wonder the streets stank of fear when she walked down
them. No wonder she smelled such hatred from strangers. No wonder
women pulled their children from the streets, and little shops had
often just closed their doors for the day, when she strode by
them.
There had to be a better way. There had to be a way to protect
honor and the Family at the same time.
Hasmal said, Then were going to have to learn to use
it before we reach land.
Kait, still thinking about her Family and the problem of honor,
didnt know what he was talking about for an instant. Then she
stared at the Mirror of Souls, and shivered. Learn to use it?
I cant read the glyphs inscribed on the buttons,
she told him. Any of the Ancients artifacts can be
deadly if misused. The Mirror of Souls . . . Her
voice trailed off to silence, and in her mind the bodies of dead
legions scrabbled from their graves and shambled across the
darkened face of the world, seeking revenge against the fools who
had trapped their souls in foul-fleshed husks without restoring
those husks to healthy life. She dreaded the idea of a mistake,
even a small one.
Ive dealt with the Ancients work before. I
know the dangers.
Have you learned to read the glyphs since I found
this?
No. But if Ry Sabir wont come around to our side, we
have no other choice.
There were always choices. If Amalee would speak to me
again . . .
No. Dont welcome her back. Hasmals eyes
stared faraway at nothing, unfocused. Something was wrong
about her, he said after a moments thought. She
told you that the magic that destroyed your Family released her
soul from captivity. But a soul held captive would race to the
Veil, wouldnt it? Beyond the Veil she could have claimed a
new birth, a new life, all the things from which shed been
deprived for so long. Instead, she satisfied herself with seeing
things through your eyes, hearing things through your ears, and
existing as a powerless, disembodied voice that meddled in affairs
hundreds of years after her death as if they affected her
personally.
She hoped the Mirror would raise her from the dead,
Im sure.
Why?
She wondered if he was intentionally stupid sometimes. So
that she wouldnt be dead anymore.
Hasmal shook his head. That would make sense for your
brothers and sisters and parents, Kait they have you here,
and everything from the life theyve left behind. But if you
raised her from the dead, your ancestor would have no one and
nothing familiar in the world. Everything has changed. Why
wouldnt she choose to find the souls who shared her other
lifetimes with her and rebirth with them? Why wouldnt she
want to return to her rightful existence?
Kait considered that. I dont know, really. She
talked about helping me, about having her revenge on the Sabirs,
about, well . . . She was interested in my life, in what
it was like to be me. She thought it would be exciting to be Karnee
she talked about that a lot. I dont know why she was
more interested in me and now than in going on. I didnt think
about it. She rocked back on her heels. Perhaps shed
been stupid. I was so grateful to know there might be a way
for me to get my family back, I didnt worry about what Amalee
would get out of the deal.
Dont do anything to call her back, Kait. I
dont know where shes gone, but I think were
better off without her. Even if she returns to you, dont ask
her to help you work the Mirror. I think shes
dangerous.
Shes the reason I came after the Mirror.
I know. He rubbed his head. Thats just
one of my many nightmares.
Nightmares?
When he looked over at her, she noticed the dark circles under
his eyes and the tension in his face and realized that the serenity
that had molded his features the first time theyd met was
gone. I havent forgotten the prophecy that sent me
running from you after we first met: If I allowed myself to be
entangled in your life, I faced a horrible death. Now I am
indubitably enmeshed in your affairs, and the two of us are
custodians of nothing less than the Mirror of Souls. And
youre haunted by a ghost, and were in the company of
Sabirs. And I am and shall always be a coward. I sleep poorly these
days.
Youre still alive.
Thats less comfort than you might think.
Heavy footsteps thundered overhead, and Hasmal rose. Kait stayed
crouched, untying a knot and beginning to retie it. Several of the
crew came down the gangway, arms laden with the toys and tools of
the Ancients. They were laughing to each other, but they stopped
when they saw Kait and Hasmal. Up you go, both of you,
one man said. We have work to do down here.
Kait nodded. Weve just finished.
Hasmal met her eyes. The rest of what we have to do will
wait.
Chapter 9
A hundred awkwardnesses, a thousand
embarrassments: Kait carried her few belongings into the tiny cabin
she would share with Ry, conscious of the stares of the crew, his
men, and her own comrades, and stopped just at the door. Ry stood
beside the bunk beds, the expression on his face carefully
neutral.
Dont just stand there, he said. Bring
your things and come in.
She nodded and took the extra step that carried her across the
threshold. The hatchway closed behind her with a muffled thud
a sound that echoed the beating of her heart.
She looked around the cabin. Ry hadnt been there long
the little room lacked his scent, and his belongings were
all in his chest or a bag on the bottom bunk. Where shall I
put my belongings?
You dont have much, do you?
Not much. She was still looking around the room
because it was easier than looking at him. Well-done woodwork, a
washbasin built into the starboard wall with a pitcher beneath it,
a tiny skylight, the two narrow bunks one on top of the other (and
she was relieved that they were so narrow two people
couldnt hope to sleep side by side in them with any comfort),
a built-in armoire, a tiny table hinged to the wall and stowed at
the moment, two small plank benches also hinged to the wall on one
end, also stowed. The floor was clean and polished, the walls
smelled of citrus and wax, the linens were clean and tucked neatly
into place at the corners and smelled only of soap and sunlight and
fresh air.
You can have the drawers beneath the bottom bunk. He
moved away from the bunks.
She didnt want to step any closer to him, but she
couldnt just stand there holding her bag until he left. So
she took a deep breath, walked over to the bunk bed, and knelt on
the floor. She gave the drawer a tug and it slid out smoothly; she
was so tense she pulled it clear to the end of its run, and only
the fact that the carpenter whod built it had included stops
kept it from landing in her lap. He was behind her, so close she
could feel the warmth of his body, so close his scent became a
drug, and her vision grayed at the edges and narrowed into a tunnel
and she could hear only the rushing of her blood in her veins and
the quick, sharp pace of his breathing.
She stiffened her back, dreading his touch and half-expecting it
at the same time. But he kept his distance. She shoved the bag into
the drawer, not bothering to unpack it, shoved the door closed, and
moved away as fast as she could.
Through the wall, she heard someone begin to pluck the strings
of a guitarra. My cousin Karyl, Ry offered, noting her
shift in posture as she listened to the music.
His playing was sweet, his voice a mournful tenor as he began to
sing.
No, Ill not for lads nor lasses.
My dancing days are done.
The bitter tide
Is my final ride
To the sea I am now gone.
And I follow the rush of the water
For the water flows to the shore
And I have cried
Where the pale tides died
And wept to weep no more.
I lost my faithless lover
To the sea, my faithless friend
For the one devoured the other
Leaving nothing but pain at the end.
Now I hear her song in the wave
And her voice in the water deep.
She is gone but her music lives on
And its all that I can keep.
And I follow the rush of the water
For the water flows to the shore
And I have cried
Where the pale tides died
And wept to weep no more.
When that song was finished, the unseen singer
paused for a moment, then launched into another one, equally
mournful.
Sad songs, Kait said, not wanting to listen to any
more wistful, yearning ballads.
If he knows another sort, hes never shown
it.
Ive never heard that one before.
You wont have heard any of them before. He only
plays the songs he writes himself. A hundred variations on the
theme of grief.
Kait had no wish to discuss love, or longing, or grief. She said
nothing, and the stilted conversation died there, and the two of
them were left looking at each other.
The silence was becoming unbearable when Ry said, I have
some things for you I picked them up when we took on
supplies in the Fire Islands. He unlatched the doors of the
armoire and pulled them open. Opulent, gauzy silks and fine linens
in rainbow colors hung on the rack to the left and lay folded on
the shelves to the right. She caught a glimpse of tabards and
blouses and skirts and dresses, soft robes and dressing gowns,
nightshirts, leg wrappings, and stockings . . . even
delicate underthings. The people of the Fire Islands were famous
for their fine fabrics and remarkable stitchery and it
appeared that Ry had picked only the finest of what the island
markets offered.
Kait felt her face grow hot. She could not imagine allowing
herself to wear any of those things to let the silk
undergarments that hed picked out for her touch her skin, or
to pull on one of those filmy nightshirts before climbing into her
bunk for the night. No, she said. I have my own
clothes.
Ry arched an eyebrow. You have hardly anything.
Youre wearing a sailors work clothes. A woman of your
birth should wear fine silk dresses, not cotton shirts and
roughspun breeches. He smiled, and she shivered. He was too
close to her, and too near Shift; from across the room his body
heat was a pressure against her skin, simultaneously drawing the
Karnee part of her forward and pushing the human part of her toward
the door and flight and the dubious safety of the deck.
I have enough. Her voice sounded husky in her own
ears. She was responding to him even though she didnt want
to.
Shield, she thought. Magic drawn close and held in place will
make a wall between us. Magic will give me control.
She offered her own energy and strength to Vodor Imrish, and
with the power she gained from that quick, bloodless offering, drew
the shield around herself. Instantly she could breathe easier.
Although his scent remained seductive in her nostrils and his heat
still touched her skin, a calm silence blanketed her racing
thoughts.
He was staring at her, astonishment evident in his eyes.
What did you do? he asked.
She shrugged. For the moment for as long as her strength
fed the shield, anyway she would have peace.
Doesnt matter. I want to sleep. Which bunk will be
mine?
The top one. He moved toward her. You seem
. . . gone . . . he whispered.
Dont do that. Come back to me.
With her courage supported by the shield, she was able to say,
We are going to be nothing but roommates, Ry. Not friends.
Certainly not lovers. Ill obey the conditions of my agreement
with the captain, but . . . thats all.
I came so far to find you. I gave up so
much. . . .
She nodded. And for the rescue, I thank you. Truly,
Im grateful. My Family will certainly reward you. But I
cannot forget and neither can you that I am Galweigh
and you are Sabir. We have our duties.
His face twisted with bitterness, and for the first time since
shed used herself as bait to allow Ian and Hasmal to take him
prisoner, she saw both pain and anger slip across his face.
Ah, duty. The cage of cowards afraid to live. You may have
your duty I have already taken a different road.
He moved past her, still angry, and left the room. When he was
gone she sagged against the wall and closed her eyes. She wondered
how long her obligations to duty would keep her from touching him,
from stroking his hair or kissing his lips.
She built her shield stronger and, removing only her boots,
climbed into her bed. Then she lay staring up at the plank ceiling
and listening to the slow creaking of the ship. Sleep would be long
in coming.
Interlude
From the eighth chapter of the Seventh Text of
the Secret Texts of Vincalis:
13Solander sat in the Hall of Wizardry and taught the
apprentices, saying, These are the Ten Great Laws of Magic,
known from old.
14The First Law the Law of Magical
Reaction states: Every action has an equal and opposite, but
aligned, reaction.
15The Second Law the Law of Magical
Inertia states: Inertia holds; spells in force remain in
force unless acted on by an opposite force. Latent spells remain
latent unless acted on by an opposite force.
16The Third Law, which you know as the Law of
Magical Conservation, states: Magic, mass, and energy all
conserve.
17The first iteration of the Fourth Law
the Law of Magical Attraction says: Aligned spells attract,
18while
the second iteration of the Fourth Law the Law of Magical
Repulsion says: Unaligned spells repel.
19The first iteration of the Fifth Law
the Law of Spellcasting says: The force of the spell cast
will be equal to the energy used multiplied by the number of
casting magicians, minus conversion energy, 20while the second iteration of
the Fifth Law, which is the Law of Spellshielding, says: The damage
done to the casting magicians by a spell or spell recoil
rewhah will equal the energy sent minus the capacity of
the buffer or sacrifice, divided by the number of spellcasters.
21The Sixth Law, the Law of Alignment, tells us:
Negative magic begets negative reactions. Positive magic begets
positive reactions.
22The Seventh Law, which is the Law of
Compulsion, says: Every spell used to compel the behavior of any
living creature against its will carries a negative alignment.
23The Eighth Law, or Law of Harm, says: Every
spell used to inflict harm, damage, pain, or death, no matter the
nature of the target, carries a negative charge.
24The Ninth Law, the Law of Souls, states: The
mortal representative of an immortal soul carries the charge of the
soul, whether positive, negative, or neutral.
25The Tenth Law, or Law of Neutrality, says:
Anything that carries a neutral charge will be drawn to the
strongest force around it, whether that force be positive or
negative, for neutrality is a position of weakness, not of
strength.
26These are the Ten Great Laws, which are the
laws of the nature of magic, and which nature enforces. 27But I give
you another law, and this is a law of the nature of man and of the
nature of Falconry, enforceable only by yourselves. 28This law is: Pay
for your magic with nothing but that which is yours to give.
29Ka-erea, ka-ashura, ka-amia, ka-enadda,
and ka-obbea: your will, your blood, your flesh, your
breath, and your soul. These are the five acceptable sacrifices,
and acceptable only if offered freely. 30Magic drawn from your
life-force, from these five acceptable sacrifices, will be pure,
and free of rewhah, and will not scar lives or land. 31That you
offer only these sacrifices is the Law of Ka, the Offering of Self,
and I declare it the highest law of the Falcon, and the law by
which Falcons will be known.
32For the Law of Ka is the Law of Love
love of humanity and love of life and my greatest
requirement of you is that you love all living things, and live
your lives in demonstration of your love.
Chapter 10
Solander the Reborn waited in the belly
of his mother for his time of birth to arrive, but already the
faithful reached out to him, and he reached back. From hidden rooms
in forest houses, from scholarly studies, from the decks of fishing
boats and the ever-moving wagons of the peripatetic Gyru-nalles,
faithful Falcons drew a few drops of their own blood to form the
link that let them touch him, and he reached into their souls, and
gave them acceptance, and gave them love.
He spent the stations of darkness and growth in the deep
meditation of the soul, focusing not on the future, when he would
at last give the people he loved a world worthy of them, nor on the
past, wherein lay the pain of torture and his magical escape from
his enemies at the moment of his physical death: Those were
memories and thoughts that gave back nothing. He could not plan for
what would come, and he could not change what had already been. But
from the warm safety of the womb, he could begin his work, reaching
into the souls of those he had left so reluctantly a thousand years
before and showing them that hope existed, that their lives could
be better, and that the secret that would bring about the new and
brighter world was a simple one: Accept each others faults,
be kind, and love one another.
But he did draw himself from the peace and the joy of that long
gestation to touch his sword, his Falcon Dùghall Draclas.
* * *
Dùghall.
The voice came from all around Dùghall Draclas as he knelt
by the embroidered silk zanda, preparing to throw his future
with a handful of silver coins. The quadrants of House, Life,
Spirit, Pleasure, Duty, Wealth, Health, Goals, Dreams, Past,
Present, and Future lay empty, awaiting the patterns that the
zanda coins would make within them.
Dùghall.
He put down the coins and took a deep breath. His heart knew
that voice.
Reborn? he whispered.
My faithful Falcon you have listened with your heart
and with your soul. Youve gathered allies for me, youve
readied them, and I can see that theyre strong and
courageous. Send them to me now, in secret.
Ill bring them to you, Dùghall said.
No. Youve gathered good men and youve trained
them well, but you arent a soldier, Dùghall. Wait where
you are.
The Reborns dismissal crushed him. Hed thought that
he would accompany the army that hed gathered for the Reborn
in fact, hed thought that he would lead it. Now he was
being told to send the men many of them his sons off
alone, while he waited in the middle of this nowhere hed
chosen as a training ground.
He was a sword unsheathed and hungry for the blood of the
Reborns enemy, and hed been waiting for this call from
the moment he left Galweigh House in secret to follow the dictates
of a throw of the zanda. Hed suffered deprivation and
hardship, pain and fear; hed served with his whole heart,
hed offered everything he had. He was an old sword, he knew,
and one with rust on the blade but that Solander the Reborn
would call the men hed gathered and not call him
. . .
Solanders soft voice whispered in his mind and heart,
Dùghall, I have other plans for you than to have you die on a
battlefield. The Dragons are returning. They move among the
Calimekkans already, preparing a place for themselves there. You
will wait where you are, for I foresee a disaster, and I also see
that your presence can overcome it. But only if you wait where you
are.
What disaster? What can I do here? Theres nothing
here but a fishing village.
If I were a god I could tell you the future, but Im
only a man. The future is as opaque to me as it is to you. I know
only that if you wait where you are, you will avert the destruction
of everything the Falcons have worked for in the last thousand
years.
Dùghall said, Then I will wait. I serve as you desire
I ask only that you use me.
You are my sword, Dùghall. Without you, I am
lost.
Then the Reborn was gone. The warmth that had surrounded
Dùghall vanished, and with it the cocoon of joy and love and
hope. He rose, his knees creaking as he did, and walked to the
window of the grass hut in which hed been living, and stared
up at the smoking cone of the volcano to the north. Life was like
that volcano calm on the outside, while underneath it was
seething and deadly and able to explode with unimaginable violence
at any instant. What could destroy a thousand years of planning?
What could go wrong with Solanders triumphant return?
In the field to the north of the village, the men hed
gathered drilled together, preparing for a battle that hed
convinced them was coming. He needed to send them to the Reborn.
The little fleet of islander longships hed gathered would
need to sail away without him to the south, to the edge of Ibera,
where the Veral Territories met the Iberan border. His magic had
pinpointed that place as their eventual destination. From there,
they would meet the Reborn, and he would take them to fight against
the Dragons in Calimekka.
And when his troops were gone, Dùghall would wait in this
little fishing village until a sign told him that his moment had
come. He would fast. He would prepare himself physically, as he had
been doing. He would study the throws of the zanda, and
summon Speakers to tell him what they saw moving within the Veil.
He would serve.
He only wished he had some idea what sort of disaster was
coming.
Chapter 11
Hasmal crouched in the aft bilge,
dabbing filched oil of wintergreen beneath his nostrils and trying
to ignore both the stink of the bilge and the rolling of the ship.
Hed have a hard time controlling his magic if he were
retching all the time he cast his spell.
He felt lucky hed found a place where he could work
unwatched. The Wind Treasure boasted three separate
bulkheads in her bilge an aft bulkhead, a middle one, and
one at the fore. All three had access hatches, but the aft one had
a hatch that lay just beyond the head. He could go to the head
without raising suspicions, especially now that the ship had sailed
and the crew had seen him both seasick and gripped with bowel flux.
If he bolted toward them, a pained, half-panicked expression on his
face, they scattered, clearing his path.
He could be gone as much as a station after such an act, and no
one would come looking.
Kait crouched beside him. We arent going to have
long. Just because your spell got me in here without being seen
doesnt mean he wont notice Im
missing.
Hes with his friends. He wont look for you for
a while.
We can hope. She refused the oil of wintergreen when
he offered it to her, wrinkling her nose. Id rather
smell the bilge, she said. I hate perfumes.
Sorry. He got out his magic bag and pulled out a
hand mirror, blood-bowl, thorn needle, and herbs. I have
everything you need. Youre going to have to link to the
Reborn and get him to tell you how to work the Mirror of
Souls.
Her eyebrows went up and she shook her head. You said you
needed my help . . . but Im no wizard, Hasmal.
Im just now getting a feel for the simple magics. Linking
. . . thats big.
Not as big as directing a shield around as much of your
spell as I can, and watching over you to make sure that no other
wizard notices the movement of magic, and holding a spell ready to
protect you if youre attacked. You or I could link to
Solander, but only I can make sure you dont die while
youre doing it.
She looked queasy. Isnt there some other
way?
Ive tried the other ways. Ive summoned
Speakers, Ive spirit-walked the past, Ive gone through
the Texts looking for anything that might tell how the damned
Mirror works or what Solander intended the Falcons to do with it.
Im not strong enough or talented enough to reach the place in
the past where the Mirror was last used, the Texts are mute about
the Mirror, and the Speakers just laugh at me. Im out of
options.
She shivered and nodded. Then give me the thorn and the
blood-bowl and help me through this.
You have to ask Solander how to use the Mirror
exact steps, exact words, what we should expect it to
do. . . .
Kait nodded again. Ill get everything.
He waited while she stabbed her finger with the thorn and
dropped her blood into the blood-bowl. He coached her through the
ceremony that would link her to the Reborn. She was afraid, and he
could understand that but she had a courage that he envied.
She did what she had to do.
He started casting his own spells even before he saw the change
come over her body; by the time the blissful smile spread across
her face, hed formed the shield that surrounded her, a sphere
of energy flawed only at the point where Kaits life force
curled out from her in a thin tendril that connected her across
uncounted leagues to the soul of the Reborn. He set it so that if
anything attacked that delicate connection, the shield would snap
shut on its own. Kait would lose her connection to Solander, but
shed survive.
With that set, he opened himself to the ship. He loosed his
conscious self from the confines of his body and connected himself
to the boards upon which he sat; his mind traced the connections of
each board to the next, flowing outward, stretching, cautiously
touching each new structure and noting the presence of each living
thing until the ship became his body, with his human body only a
tiny appendage. He knew the ship the way he knew his
own body felt its movement, saw the water stretching away
from him and beneath him, heard and followed every conversation
going on in the ship simultaneously.
Such openness put him in tremendous danger he could not
shield or protect himself in any way while his soul stretched
outside of the confines of his flesh but in no other way
could he be sure that his and Kaits activities had aroused no
curiosity.
In one of the forward cabins, Ry and his lieutenants played
cards. The crew did their work. Ian stood on the aft deck, staring
back toward Novtierra. Hasmal watched his eyes Ian looked
like he contemplated murder. Not at that moment, however. The ship
was quiet . . . the activities of its passengers safe for
the present . . . and yet . . .
He felt something wrong. Something marked the ship;
someone tracked it from a distance. He felt around blindly,
as a man would feel for a door in a dark room. A link lay within
the ships wooden body a physical focus for distant
magic. Before he could find out who watched the ship, he had to
find that link.
* * *
Welcome, Kait.
Reborn. . . . In the wordless exchange
that followed, Solanders touch filled her soul. Again she
felt his complete acceptance of her, his unconditional love for
her. For a long and blissful moment, she asked nothing of him,
feeding herself instead from the simple joy of being in his
presence.
Her task couldnt wait forever, though, and at last she
forced herself to the unpleasantness of her reality. Were
in trouble, she told the unborn infant. Weve been
taken by the enemy, and we have every reason to believe that when
we reach the shores of Ibera, the Sabirs will take the Mirror from
us. If we have any hope of getting it to you, we have to know how
to use it now.
No, Solander said. Kait felt fear suffuse featureless
light in which she floated. Do nothing with the Mirror of Souls
except bring it to me. It is the vehicle through which the Dragons
will return to Matrin.
Kait felt the chill of his words. If we cant get it to
you, then we should destroy it.
No. A failed attempt to destroy it could well free the
Dragons through you. And even if you could manage a successful
attempt, you would do so at the price of the destruction of your
own soul.
Why?
Because you would be destroying the souls of those within it.
Those who destroy immortality pay an eternal price.
Kait thought of the smooth platinum-bright curves of the
artifact, of the warm light that spiraled up through its center, of
the feeling of comfort she got from being near it. She had been
sure it was something good in spite of the faintly unpleasant scent
that emanated from it. And that, she thought, made sense. The
Dragons wouldnt find any advantage in creating something that
looked evil; people would be far too willing to destroy
something like that. But things that looked valuable, that gave off
pleasant sensations . . .
And that brought to mind Amalee, who had suggested to Kait that
she cross the ocean to retrieve the Mirror.
The soul you know as Amalee is one of the wakened
Dragons, the Reborn told her. But she set you to a task as
important to me as it is to her. When I have the Mirror, I can
release the souls it holds directly into the Veil, where they will
be judged by the souls of their peers. Then I can destroy the
Mirror, so that the Dragons evil will not return to Matrin in
any form
Kait started to ask him if he could offer her some help, some
advice, on getting the Mirror safely to him, but without warning,
she was torn away from the warmth of the Reborns presence.
His light vanished and for an instant she hung in the absolute
darkness of void, her body consumed by pain so fierce she felt
certain she was being ripped apart.
Then she was in her body again, in the bilge, racked by nausea,
blinded by pain, with Hasmal shaking her and slapping her face and
whispering, Kait! Kait? Wake up! Are you hurt?
Kait?
His face was right against hers when she came around enough to
look at him, and she could see stark terror in his eyes.
What happened? She groaned and held her belly; the
pain receded slowly but the nausea remained.
The shield I set around you snapped shut, he told
her.
She shook her head, not understanding.
You were attacked. Someone was watching you
watching the whole ship and when you reached for the Reborn,
whoever it was attacked.
Ry attacked me? she asked.
No. The attack didnt come from anyone on the
ship.
Are we in danger now?
Not for the moment. Ive shielded both of us.
Well be safe for a while yet.
So who found us? Who tried to get me?
Im not certain. I managed to trace the trail of the
wizard who was spying on us as far as Calimekka, but when I got too
close, something about my presence alerted him. He came after me
fast; I had to break off my connection with the ship. I barely
shielded myself in time and while I did, he attacked
you.
She noticed that Hasmals hands were shaking. Even in the
darkness of the bilge she could see his pallor, and even over the
stench of stale water, dead rats, and refuse she could smell his
fear.
He added, Id guess Wolves were watching the
ship.
Then they may know about the Reborn. And the
Mirror.
Almost certainly.
She pressed her fingers to her temples to ease her aching head.
Oh, gods. Then what do we do?
We use the information you got from the Reborn to activate
the Mirror. We He saw her shaking her head and
stopped. Whats wrong?
We dont touch the Mirror of Souls, she said.
She quickly gave him the rest of Solanders bad news. When she
finished, Hasmal buried his face in his hands.
Then what do we do?
Kait took a deep breath and let it out slowly. We keep our
eyes open. We do what we can to win Ry over to our side. If we see
that things are going badly, we steal one of the longboats in the
dead of night and row ourselves and the Mirror to an island, or
trust ourselves to the currents. She leaned forward and
rested a hand on his knee. We are going to do what we have to
do, Has. The Mirror is going to reach the Reborn. The Wolves are
not going to get it.
He looked into her eyes and saw calm in them. A ferocity that he
lacked. A determination that he thought he could find within
himself. He felt answering echoes of it already. He put his hand
over hers. Youre right. We will. And they
wont.
Chapter 12
Ian stopped Kait as she stepped out of
the ships shower, having just finished rinsing the stink of
the bilge off of herself. Jaytis been asking to see
you.
Kait felt a quick, sharp anxiety, and after an instants
concentration, understood why. Ian carried the smell of death on
his skin and in his clothing. Hes gotten
worse?
Ian met her gaze angrily. Hes dying. All the
physicks promises to do his best are come to
nothing.
Kait said, He was dying before we boarded the Wind
Treasure; we didnt think he was going to live. If
anything, the physick has given him time and eased the pain of his
last days.
You can be satisfied with that. You seem satisfied with
everything right now. He turned away from her, every motion
he made and every line of his body charged with his pent-up
rage.
Im doing what I have to do to get us all to
safety.
He stalked toward the gangway, turning only before he ascended
to the top deck. Of course you are. Well, do whatever
youre going to do for Jayti soon. Hell be dead before
the day is out.
Then he was gone. His anger hung in the air like a poison
cloud.
Kait twisted the ends of her hair to wring out the water and
stared after him. He was trouble waiting to happen.
* * *
You look worse than me, Jayti said. He
lay in the bed, his skin white as bleached linen, his dark hair
sweat-drenched and plastered to his skull. His eyes, sunken in
their sockets, burned with feverish brightness. The smell of
blood-rot and decomposition in the room overwhelmed her. Greenish
stains marred the sheets where the stump of his leg lay. Ian had
been right. He wouldnt survive much longer.
I havent been sleeping well, Kait told him. It
was true. Her dreams in Rys cabin became far too seductive,
and bled over into her waking moments with maddening constancy. So
she fought sleep.
She didnt comment on Jaytis appearance. Instead she
said, I was . . . surprised . . . that
you wanted to talk to me.
Because Im afraid of you?
Because I dont think you like me much.
Jayti managed a twisted smile. Youre right. I
dont. Skinshifters . . . He shrugged, and
even that tiny movement seemed to suck a bit of the remaining life
out of him. You can change, disappear, pretend to be normal,
but inside youre hiding the
monster. . . . He sighed. But what I
think about you doesnt matter. The captain loves
you.
Kait cringed, hearing those words presented so baldly. I
know.
You dont love him, he offered as a statement,
not a question.
She considered lying, telling the dying man something to make
him think better of her for whatever time he had left. He already
knew the truth, though. No. Ian is . . . ah, well,
I . . . I want good things for him. But Im not sure
that I can love. Not him . . . not anyone.
She considered her obsession with Ry, and again wondered if
anything so consuming and so painful could be love. She sometimes
felt it could only be the early stages of madness. I wish I
could. It would make everything . . . easier.
Jayti grinned briefly, a deaths-head smile that only
accented his gauntness. Life doesnt give you easy.
Honor only makes things harder. But for the sake of honor, and if
you really care what happens to him, you have to tell him. He talks
about getting you away from Ry, making you see that hes the
one whos best for you. He thinks he has a chance to win your
heart. I dont.
Kait considered that.
When she said nothing, Jayti added, Its eating him
inside. As long as he believes he has a chance to have you, he
wont think of anything else. He talks about finding a way to
throw Ry overboard when no one is around, or of running him through
with a sword and claiming it was an accident. Hes
. . . obsessed.
Kait knew what he said was true. When she looked in Ians
eyes, she saw a feverish brightness not that different from what
she saw in Jaytis, and a fixity of gaze shed seen in
the steady stares of hunting wolves evaluating their prey.
Telling him I dont love him wont change the
way he feels.
It wont. But if he knows he has no hope, it might
keep him from doing something that will get him killed.
She sighed.
Jayti said, Hes my friend. He lost everything else
that mattered to him his ship, his crew, his treasure. He
doesnt know it, but hes lost you as well. If he dies
trying to win you, and you could prevent it by telling him now that
he has no hope . . . Jayti looked away and fell
silent. Kait, not knowing what to say, said nothing.
The dying man finally looked at her again. If he dies
because you let him think he still might win you, my ghost will
haunt every instant of the rest of your life. I swear it on
Brethwans eternal soul.
The hair on Kaits arms stood on end, and a shiver crawled
down her spine. She looked into those eyes, so near death, and
wondered if he could already see the Veil before him.
Ill tell him, she whispered.
Swear it.
I swear it. On my word as a Galweigh, she
almost said, but stopped. On my own soul, she said,
I swear Ill tell him.
Chapter 13
Kait stood on the deck of the Wind
Treasure, staring out at the endless ocean. The ship rocked
with the waves, its sails for the moment furled. Sunlight
illuminated everything with a haze of gold; the water sparkled, the
brass fittings gleamed, the soapstoned deck shone like polished
ivory. The crew wore their best clothing and stood in lines along
the port and starboard sides of the foredeck, and one of them
played a soft drumroll.
Loelas, the Wind Treasures parnissa, led the small
procession that stepped out of the aft cabins. Hasmal and Ian and
four of Rys men followed, the black-shrouded form carried
between them. She watched Ian closely without turning her head. She
would have to talk with him soon. The weight of her oath bore down
on her, and she felt Jaytis ghost watching her.
The gods are smiling on his spirit, to give him such a
fine day for a funeral, Ry said. He stood to her right,
dressed in his Sabir green and silver, with his black boots
polished until they mirrored the sun and his sword unsheathed and
raised before him in a salute.
Kait held her own sword in the same attitude. For this occasion,
shed finally put on some of the clothing that Ry had brought
along for her. She wore a heavy cream silk tunic that reached to
her knees, embroidered in blackstitch at each hem and layered over
a black silk underblouse; a wide black braided leather sash as soft
as a summer breeze that held the folds of the outer tunic precisely
in place; a narrow black silk skirt; embroidered cream silk leg
wrappings; and soft split-suede shoes. The clothing was as fine as
any she had ever worn, and she wore it to honor Jayti. When the
funeral was over, she would rid herself of it and go back to coarse
sailors breeches, tunics, and deck shoes. Wearing those was a
barrier between her and Ry, however thin. She needed every layer of
separation she could get.
She kept her gaze fixed on the funeral procession and under her
breath murmured, Fine as the day is, I think hed rather
be alive for it.
Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Ry turn toward her for
just an instant, annoyance clearly marked on his face. She almost
smiled at having goaded him into a social error. But the smile
would be as inappropriate as his gesture of inattentiveness had
been. She kept her eyes forward, her face blank, and her sword
steady in front of her.
The procession came to a halt in the center of the foredeck, and
the parnissa turned and knelt, and unfolded a deep green cloth, its
edges weighted with lead, across the white boards. The men carrying
Jaytis body lowered it carefully to the center of the
cloth.
The parnissa stood, and one of the cabin boys hurried to his
side, carrying the censer and the lamp. Loelas took the censer and
crossed it over the body five times. Jayti of Pappas, called
Cousin Fox, you have left the realm of the living this day to
traverse the Veil. I commend your spirit to Lodan, she who rules
both Love and Loss, and to Brethwan her consort, he who rules Pain
and Pleasure, Health and Illness, Life and Death. Release your last
hold on the flesh, follow through the Veil, and find peace and new
life.
He would not, she thought. Not until she had kept her
promise.
He handed the censer back to the cabin boy and took the lamp. He
crossed it five times over the corpse, and when he had finished,
rested it on the cloth above the head. Jayti of Pappas,
called Cousin Fox, you have left the realm of the living this day,
and your flesh lies empty. It has served for your good, but now
must nourish all those who follow. As you served the sea in life,
so you will serve the sea in death. I commend your flesh to Joshan,
she who rules Silence and Loneliness and Solitude, for the sea is
vast and lonely, and all return at last to its embrace. May she
light your flesh through the darkness to its best service, that a
human body will await your spirit on its return.
Loelas picked up the lamp and handed it to the cabin boy. He
stepped back, and Hasmal and Ian knelt and folded the green cloth
over Jaytis shrouded body, tying the ties sewn along the back
when theyd finished.
The parnissa turned and looked at the men and Kait gathered on
the deck and said, This same passage each of us will one day
take. Contemplate your mortality, and thank the gods for each
moment of each station, living neither in the past nor the future,
for the moment of now is the only moment you will ever have.
Contemplate the value of your life in its service to gods and
humankind, and serve now in whatever form you would, knowing that
you cannot serve tomorrow. Hold Jayti, our fallen brother, in your
heart and thoughts, and find a lesson in his death, for in this
final way you can assist him in serving his fellow humans, and
finding his humanity in another life.
The parnissa nodded, and the six men picked up the corpse again
and carried it to the starboard side of the foredeck, walking
between Kait and Ry. Kait and Ry turned to present their swords as
the body moved past them and finished their quarter turns facing
each other, swords forming an arch.
You came from the sea; return to the sea, Loelas
said.
The men dropped Jaytis body over the side. The body
splashed, throwing sparkling beads of water into the air, and the
green lead-weighted shroud pulled it down; out of the corner of her
eye Kait could see the way that the sunlight illuminated the stream
of bubbles that trailed like silver coins behind it.
Ian wouldnt look at her. He strode past her off the
foredeck, followed by the crew, the parnissa, and the captain, and
finally Hasmal.
As the last man save Ry walked off the foredeck, Kait gave Ry a
cold nod and resheathed her sword. She had done her duty to the
deceased, honoring his spirit with Family steel since he had died
fighting with her. Ry slid his sword back into its scabbard, too,
though still not bothering to explain why he chose to pay tribute
to the dead man in that formal way, and rested a hand on her
shoulder as she turned to go to their shared cabin.
Wait, he said.
She turned back to him, tensing at his touch. He had kept his
distance in the cabin, and after a few attempts to speak to her,
had accepted her silence. The heat of his hand through the soft
silk seemed to brand her.
I dont want to talk to you now.
I know, he said, his voice calm and reasonable.
I can see that you would choose to never speak to me, never
look at me, and never touch me, in spite of what you really
want.
What I really want? Id love to know what you think
you know about that. She glared at him, wanting to hate him,
despising herself for wanting him. The wind ruffled his hair, and
the sun burnished the dark gold strands until they matched the
heavy gold hoops in his ears. His pale blue eyes with their
black-ringed irises seemed to pull her toward him, as if they
exuded their own gravity. He was fiercely beautiful, as a wolf in
his prime or a stooping falcon was beautiful the air of
barely leashed ferocity about him only made him more compelling to
her.
She held her magical shields tight around herself as Hasmal had
taught her and willed herself to hate him, to see him as the
destroyer of her parents, her siblings, and her Family, and the
enemy of everything she believed in.
He watched her closely for a long, silent moment. Then he shook
his head. We have a long way to go, and a lot to accomplish.
If you wont follow your heart and your dreams
at least talk to me when were alone. Ive done nothing
to deserve the unending silence.
She wanted to believe him. Gods all forgive her, she did.
You had nothing to do with the slaughter of the
Galweighs.
No. He sighed. I went into your House with my
men, but that was to rescue you. I believed you would be there. I
knew the attack was planned, but I had no part in the
planning.
And it was sheer coincidence that you and I crossed paths
at the Theramisday party in Halles?
Of course not. He shrugged. I was my
Familys messenger to Paraglese Dokteerak.
Then you were involved in my Familys
destruction.
I was the messenger. I served the Sabirs as they
directed me. I was of minor importance the son of the head
Wolf, in training for bigger things, but still too young and
inexperienced to be anything but a go-between.
Kait arched an eyebrow. Messengers are never chosen for
their lack of experience.
Guilt flashed across Rys face, quick as a bolt of
lightning. She could have imagined that she saw it there, it
vanished so rapidly. But it hadnt been her imagination.
Ry held out his hands palm up a gesture both placating
and confessional. Youre right, and we both know it.
Kait, I cant claim to be completely blameless. I had no more
love for the Galweighs than you had for the Sabirs. You and I spent
much of our lives learning to work against each other. But that
changed when we met. He paused and leaned against the rail
and studied her. The sun hit him full in the face, making him
squint. At least it changed for me.
She thought, It all changed for me, too. But she didnt say
that. She couldnt.
He waited a long time for her to respond, and when he finally
realized that she wouldnt no matter how long he waited, he
nodded again. Well enough. Your feelings for the Sabirs
havent changed. But consider this: Ive been cut off
from the Sabirs. If I return home now, with things unchanged
between me and my Family, my mother will declare me
barzanne. That sentence will rest on my head because I chose to
come after you instead of staying with my Family and taking my
fathers place as head of the Wolves when he died. No matter
what I once was, I am not a Sabir any longer. He turned his
face away from her, either wearying of the sun in his eyes or
wanting the small measure of privacy that turning away afforded
him. I wont beg you to find room for me in your heart,
Kait. Begging isnt in me. If thats the only way you
could accept me, then you arent the woman I think you are. I
will appeal to your reason. Consider what a team the two of
us could make. Both Family, both magic-trained . . . both
Karnee. Imagine what we could do together.
Kait had done nothing but that since shed come aboard the
ship.
I dream of you, she said quietly.
He turned back to her, looking at her sharply. And I,
you.
Were dancing, she added.
He flushed. Nodded. In the air.
In the darkness.
Naked.
Neither of them said that word, but that was only because they
didnt have to. The image from those nightly dreams hung
between the two of them, as real and vivid as life. Kait felt the
heat in her cheeks and the racing of her pulse. She smelled
Rys excitement, sensed his arousal, felt her own breath
coming faster.
I dont think theyre dreams, Ry said. His
voice dropped to a rough murmur. I think our souls give us
what our bodies will not.
Kait felt herself moving toward something irrevocable. She took
a step back from him, needing physical distance and some
reassurance that she was still in control of herself. Why did
you come after me? she asked him. If you had duty to
your Family, if you knew you would be declared barzanne, why
did you not stay and carry out your duty?
His hands balled into quick fists, the knuckles whitening before
he took a breath and stared out at the sea. He was forcing himself
to relax. Pushing back the hunger that had been there an instant
before. So control did not come easy to him, either. She had
wondered about that, lying in the darkness every night staring up
at the cabin ceiling, listening to him breathe. After a moment,
when neither his stance nor his scent betrayed anything of his
emotions, he said, I have no good answer. Not for you, not
for myself. I can tell you only that from the moment that you and I
crossed paths, something about you compelled me. Or maybe it was
something about us. He shrugged. Until then, I
always believed I could control everything about myself. She
caught a glimpse of the rueful curve of his smile at the corner of
his mouth.
They shared their dreams. They affected each other in ways she
couldnt understand. She wanted him.
And her Family was gone. From what shed learned, so was
most of his. Perhaps that meant that the battle between the Sabirs
and the Galweighs could end.
Ill . . . Ill think about what
youve said. She smoothed the tunic. Ill
promise nothing, except that Ill . . . consider
. . . She tested the word, and found that it
offered only as much as she wished to offer. Yes. Ill
consider . . . a truce. She turned before he could
say anything in response and hurried toward their quarters. Halfway
there, she turned back, and saw that he still stared out at the
endless, hypnotic sea. I think . . . Id like
to talk.
Chapter 14
The Mirror has almost reached us,
Dafril said. But my chosen avatar has been led to direct it
toward the south toward the cold lands. Solander has called
it to him there.
Only the heads of the Star Council gathered in the cold infinity
beyond the Veil Dafril hadnt wanted to deal with the
panic that would ensue with the younger members if they realized
Solander had returned.
Weve already taken steps to deal with the Mirror,
Mellayne said. It will reach Calimekka.
Yes. Unfortunately, Solander wont be so easy to take
care of. He nears the time of his birth, and he has already started
gathering his Falcons together.
But if Solander returns in the body of a babe memories
or not well have years before he can stand against
us.
Dafril sighed. Solander had nearly destroyed them once. He
couldnt believe the bastard found a way to get himself
embodied without having his memories scrambled yet had failed to
take into account the time it would take for that body to reach
usable age. We cannot count on that. I have to suspect that
Solander has a plan. He always knew what he was doing.
I wish we did.
So do I, Mellayne, Dafril said. So do I.
Chapter 15
Kait woke to darkness, to the sound of
Rys steady breathing in the bunk beneath hers and to his
scent in the room. Shreds of the nightmare that had awakened her
still clung to her, twisting in her gut.
Shed been dancing with Ry. That same maddening, tempting,
passionate dance the embraces, the kisses, the touching. And
then someone else had been there with them, watching. Waiting.
She sat up, not soothed by the steady rocking of the ship, or
the rhythmic creaks and murmurs of boards and sails.
Ry?
He was already awake had, in fact, awakened just an
instant after she did. After she left the dream, she realized. She
heard his breathing catch, and smelled wariness about him
. . . and anticipation. Yes?
Someone is hunting for you. Wanting to kill you.
Why do you say that?
We were being watched. In the dream. In the dance. The
watcher was . . . malevolent.
I felt nothing of the sort.
He was shielded from you, but some sort of current runs
between the two of you either a blood tie or something
magical. I could see the current. A tiny black stream. I followed
it back to its source, and when I did, I saw his eyes looking out
at you through the darkness. I dont . . . Im
not sure, but I dont think he knew I was there. He
wasnt shielded from me.
Ry was silent for a moment. What could you tell of
him?
That he hates you. That he wants to see you dead. That
hes waiting for you to move within his reach.
Sounds like Ian, Ry said, and chuckled.
But it wasnt. Kait had actually considered
that. The stream that binds the two of you it runs
back to Calimekka.
It cant. She heard Ry moving in the bunk
below, and an instant later, his head and shoulders popped up at
the side of her bunk. Everyone who has reason to want me dead
in Calimekka already thinks I am. Except the Trinity, of
course, he thought. But surely they had been executed already for
murdering him. He told her about how he had faked his own murder
and the disappearance of his body.
Someone knows, she said when he finished.
Someone knows, Ry. She wondered if the one watching Ry
was the same one who had nearly caught her and Hasmal when they
communed with the Reborn. That the one who hunted Ry also hunted
the Mirror seemed at least possible. She couldnt say anything
to Ry about that, though.
He pressed his lips into a thin line. That would be
. . . Brethwans soul! That would be a disaster.
Because if someone knows of my survival, he could know I left by
sea. We were careful, but we assumed no one would look for us.
Someone who was looking would discover that I left with my friends.
My enemies would pay for that information. Hells-all my
mother would pay for that information. She thinks my friends
died in service to the Sabirs. Their families have been honored
because of their sacrifices.
Your mother honors your friends families? The woman
who would declare you barzanne?
If she knows Im alive, then Im already
barzanne. And my friends families . . . are
doomed. He looked at Kait with haunted eyes. This dream
of yours it had to be just a dream.
Kait couldnt manage much of a smile. Our spirits
dance while we sleep, Ry. Is that a dream?
He didnt answer her. He didnt need to. The stricken
expression on his face told her more than she wanted to know.
So what are you going to tell them?
He winced. Thought a moment. Nothing. Even if what you
dreamed is true, we cant do anything to protect the people we
left behind in Calimekka. But if I tell them, I could cause my
friends endless unresolvable fear, and I could chance them throwing
their own lives away.
How so?
Well pass close to Calimekka on the run toward
Glaswherry Hala. Well sail through the Thousand Dancers, turn
south just off the point of Goft, and follow the coast down. They
might jump ship in Goft to get home; if they reach Calimekka,
theyll be executed for sure.
Kait considered that. She had once held some hope of seeing her
own dead relatives again; now she knew that would never happen. Her
beloved family was dead, all of them lost to her as surely as they
would have been to anyone else. Their souls had already crossed
through the Veil, their bodies fed the earth, and she would never
see them again in this life. That was the hard truth.
She said, I hope for their sakes that whoever pursues you
knows nothing of them.
Ry nodded. He dropped into his own bunk again, and she heard him
adjusting his covers. He said nothing for so long that she thought
he wouldnt say anything else, and she let herself drift
toward the hazy borders of sleep. So when he did speak, it
surprised her.
I owe them my life several times over, he said.
I owe them the safety of their families. If Ive
betrayed them, even unknowingly if Ive cost them the
people I promised I kept safe . . . how then do I pay
them what I owe?
Chapter 16
Long weeks passed, and storms followed
fair days, and winter winds filled the sails, but little changed
aboard the Wind Treasure. Kait had not yet found the words
to say to Ian, and since he avoided her, even refusing to look at
her, she let herself accept his distance.
Nor had she made peace with her close proximity to Ry. She had
hoped at the beginning of the voyage home that she would become
used to his presence, and that familiarity would breed, if not
contempt, at least indifference. But her desire for him only grew
stronger with every passing day, and the effort she had to put into
maintaining magical shields to buffer his effect on her doubled,
then tripled, then quadrupled. Shed spent two full Shifts
hiding out in the bilge, subsisting on rats; she had made Hasmal
lock her in because she knew that, in Rys presence and in
Karnee form, she would not have the self-control to avoid him. She
became thin, then gaunt, and her eyes hollowed and shadowed until
the image that looked back at her in the cabins brass mirror
might have been Jaytis specter.
Finally Hasmal said, You cant live like this any
longer. He was sitting on his bunk, restitching the seams in
his boots. Youre killing yourself fighting against him
this hard.
But she shrugged. Were almost to Ibera. Well
leave the ship with the Mirror before it makes landfall, and
Ill never see him again. Once Im away from him,
Ill be better.
His fingers looped the gut cord around themselves skillfully,
worked the needle through the holes where the old seams had been,
and tugged firmly, and the cord disappeared into the boot like a
snake down a rat hole. I wish I knew that were true. But I
dont think distance will have any effect on this thing
between the two of you. Its magic, Kait. Part of a spell that
is bigger than both of you, and as powerful as any spell Ive
ever seen. And its growing stronger. I noticed the first
edges of the spell even before he . . . ah, before he
rescued us. For lack of a better word. Now it binds the two of
you together like a rope visible to magic-sight, and so
thick and strong that there are moments when I imagine I can see it
with my eyes.
Ropes can be cut.
So can arteries, but you die when you sever them. This
seems to me to be something that will kill you before it lets you
go.
No one lives forever. I have my Family to remember,
she said quietly. Ry admitted to having a part in their
destruction, though he claims to have only been a messenger. I
dont entirely believe him, and even if I did, how will I
explain to their spirits that I have chosen him as my
lifemate? How could I so dishonor my dead as to love a
Sabir?
Hasmal shrugged. Life is for the living, he said.
The dead made their choices and had their say while they
still lived. Once theyre dead, both their tongues and their
edicts fall silent.
She glanced at him and raised her eyebrows. That
isnt what Iberism teaches.
Pah! Iberism is a government religion created by those
already in power men who intended to have the gods keep them
in power. Of course its going to support the idea that your
dead ancestors have a say in your actions. What better way to
stifle change and command the future from the grave?
The breathtaking sweep of his heresy left her speechless for a
moment. Then she hid her face in her hands and tried to muffle the
laugh that burst from her. Youre right, she said
when she had herself under control. Godsall, but youre
right. My Family used Iberism as a tool, and the parnissas as their
spokesmen. The Sabirs, the Masschankas, the Dokteeraks, and the
Kairns all did the same. No matter how much we hated each other, we
all worked through Iberism and the gods spoke in favor of
the Families time and time and time again. Though you could be
beaten in Punishment Square for saying such a thing.
The tight smile he gave her and the fleeting, pained expression
that crossed his face an expression he hid quickly
made her wonder what truth she had inadvertently uncovered, but he
didnt give her the chance to ask him any questions. He said,
Right. So if you know the truth, face it. Apply it to your
life. Dont kill yourself over what the dead will think. I
cant say that I have any great love for Ry, but the two of
you were made for each other. Truly.
Kait rested a hand on his chest and leaned forward to peer into
his eyes. Matchmaking? You? So a heart does beat inside that
armored breast after all. Id thought you immune to the pull
of passion.
He smiled. Why? Because I didnt fall for
you?
Perhaps. Most people do. She shrugged. The
Karnee Curse pulls them all to me, you know.
I do know. I see the effect you have on the men aboard the
ship. I saw what you did to the crew of the Peregrine, too.
And Ry shares with you the same sort of all-encompassing appeal
his friends will be his friends forever, and women will
flock around him like gulls around a fishermans catch.
He smiled. Ive often wondered what that would be like
to be able to have any woman just for the asking.
When you know it isnt you they desire, the
appeal dies quickly enough.
I suppose youre right. Though, if someone offered me
the chance to find out, Im not sure Id be man enough to
refuse. Anyway, your curse doesnt affect me. My shields make
me immune . . . which is why you and I can be such good
friends. You dont compel me he paused and
grinned impishly and you dont attract me. You
arent my sort. Youre too young, and too uncertain, and
. . . please dont take this wrong, but
. . . too unfinished.
Kait snorted. Ouch. Unfinished? You wound me. But now
Im curious. What is your sort? Ive imagined you losing
your heart to some tiny, delicate girl with birdlike bones and a
diffident manner.
Thank Vodor Imrish you arent in charge of picking
out a mate for me. No. My taste has always run toward
. . . ahhhh . . . interesting women. I
met the one I could love forever when I was escaping from Halles
. . . trying to get away from you. She . . .
well, her people were the ones who bought me from the thieves who
robbed me and were going to hang me. The Gyrus were going to sell
me as a slave, but she came to see me. Like me, she was a Falcon.
Gorgeous. Older than me by a few years. Long red hair. Fantastic
legs, a strong, lean back. She . . . ah he
blushed, and his voice went soft liked to bite.
Damnall, but Id give the world to be with her
again.
She liked to bite? Kait was intrigued. Sounds
like a difficult sort of thing to explain to your mother.
Which is probably why men dont tell their mothers
about their sex lives. He stared off into space, his eyes
wistful. Alarista knew all about sex.
Kait snorted. So does a cat, but that doesnt make it
an ideal partner.
Hasmal leaned back and put the boot on the bunk beside him. He
looked into her eyes and said in an even voice, When you
arent killing yourself avoiding the one man in the world you
think you can love, feel free to comment on my romantic life. In
the meantime, Ill trust my own judgment on whos right
for me and who isnt.
* * *
Ry paced the deck, Trev at his side. Trev said,
Im worried about our route.
Why? Its the safest one this time of year. Most of
the pirates are going to be harbored along the Manarkan coast
riding out the last of the storms, and running close in will give
us harbors against the squalls that come up.
I have to tell you, Yanth and I have been checking omens
the way you showed us. Weve seen things that make this seem a
bad time to be near Calimekka. Even the harbor in Goft seems
dangerous.
Ry stared at him, startled. Hed taught them as much simple
magic as he dared, but he hadnt considered the possibility
that they might be using it without his supervision. Sailing out
from the Thousand Dancers toward deep water would be dangerous, but
it would keep them away from Calimekka and Goft. And from any
temptation any of his friends might have to send word to their
families. Families which might well be dead.
We were still going to go to Calimekka, he said.
I . . . we . . . all of us think you
should reconsider trying to take her and her artifact to the city
when we land. We think all of us should go with her where she wants
to go. Brelst. Or even farther south. The omens seem to point that
way.
Ry was startled. Werent you counting on seeing your
families? he wondered. But he didnt say that, of course. The
odds were too good that his friends families were dead.
I had a reason for wanting to go to Calimekka, he
admitted. He never looked up. He didnt think he could meet
Trevs eyes and still say what he had to say.
Trev waited. And waited. Finally he said, Youve been
acting so distant lately, I wondered if you didnt have some
secret you were keeping.
All sorts of secrets, Ry thought. I was going take the
Mirror to the Potters Field outside the South Wall. My
brother is buried there my brother Cadell. You never met
him. His ghost came to me the night we left Calimekka. He died when
I was a boy. Ry fingered the medallion he wore, which had
been a final, posthumous gift from his much older brother. He
was my hero, and my friend, and he was Karnee like me. The day he
died, he had been found in beast form out in the streets of the
city. I still believe my cousins Crispin, Anwyn, and Andrew
betrayed him. City guards captured him, and dragged him to
Punishment Square, and tortured him publicly. He never confessed
his family; never said anything. So the parnissa passed immediate
sentence and had him drawn and quartered right then. Had he
admitted anything about us, I dont doubt but that my mother
and father and my sisters and I would have been sacrificed, too.
But no one claimed to know him, and . . . he had no
identifying jewelry or insignia on him. . . .
Ry touched the medallion again, and felt the lump rise in his
throat. He left this with my mother, as he did every time he
Shifted, telling her that if anything happened to him, she was to
give it to me.
He swallowed hard, and Trev rested a hand on his shoulder.
You dont have to tell me.
I dont. But if I dont tell someone, I think
Ill go mad. Ry took a deep breath, then continued.
Anyway, his ghost came to me in my room the night all of us
sailed from Calimekka. He told me Kaits name, and that she
was searching for the Mirror of Souls. Later, he told me that if I
could get the Mirror from her, and take it to his grave
its unmarked, but I know where it is I would be able
to bring him back. Give him life again. Ry clenched his fists
and blinked back the tears he refused to cry. I could have my
brother back.
Trev was silent for so long that Ry finally did look up. He was
surprised to see his friend, wetness glistening on his cheeks,
staring out at the sea.
Trev . . . ?
Im fine, Trev said. I didnt know
about your brother. Didnt even know you had anyone but your
two sisters, and I know you were never close to either of them. I
. . . didnt know what youd lost.
Ry said softly, But thats just it. If I could take
the Mirror and go back, I wouldnt have lost anything. Time
. . . of course I would have lost that. He would be
. . . Ry stood and shook his head, startled.
He would be younger than me now, instead of my older brother.
He was . . . twenty when he died.
He must have been very brave, to keep from revealing who
his family was.
He was the bravest and best person Ive ever
known.
Trev said quietly, Im going to tell you something
you arent going to want to hear, Ry. Im going to say it
because Im your friend, and you can make of it what you will.
Theres an old saying that keeps running through my head as
you tell me this, and I cant silence it, even though I have
sisters who are my world, and if I put myself in your place, I can
understand why you feel the way you do.
Ry waited.
Its, Let the dead stay buried. I know you
want your brother back, but something about this feels wrong to me.
I cant point to the wrongness in what you tell me and say,
There, thats the problem, but my gut says
something is wrong. He turned to face Ry, and looked up at
him. Im your friend. I will help you in every way I
can, with anything you need; if you need me to die for you, I will.
But please, Ry, for me, consider what Im saying. I dont
know why this is so important, but I believe it is. Let the dead
stay buried.
Ry watched the waves falling away behind them. Calimekka drew
closer every day, every station, every moment, and Cadell drew
closer, too. Once the Mirror was in the hands of the Reborn Kait
spoke about, his chance to get his brother back would be gone
forever. He would have this one opportunity. Cadells ghostly
voice still sometimes whispered in his mind, begging for rescue
from his beggars grave.
And the hidden enemy still watched Ry as he slept.
His mind said, Only a coward would leave his brother in the
grave.
His gut said, Let the dead stay buried.
He turned to Trev. Would he advise me this way if he knew his
sisters were probably dead? he wondered. If we could take the
Mirror and bring them back to life as well? Probably not.
Which changed nothing. The omens said he should avoid Calimekka.
Kait said danger waited for them there. His gut said he should head
south as quickly as he could. What he wanted to do probably
wasnt what he needed to do.
He gripped the brass rail with both hands and gritted his teeth.
Ill tell the captain to run for deep water, he
said.
* * *
The captain shrugged. We can avoid the
resupply in Goft; I have no problem with that. We can turn out of
the Thousand Dancers early if you wish, and run farther from the
coast. If you truly wish to take the girl and her friends to Brelst
instead of Glaswherry Hala, I can do that, too. We can resupply
farther on and well be fine. But we cant turn south
now. You see the horizon?
Ry looked to the south, where the captain was pointing. A dull
greenish haze blurred the line between water and sky to
invisibility. Yes.
Thats a storm brewing. The mercury is falling in the
glass well outrun it easily enough if we keep heading
west for now, but Ill not sail us straight into it.
Ry let out a slow breath. He might be Family, but the captain
was a captain in his ship he was powerful as a paraglese,
subject to the orders of no man, and answerable only to his god,
Tonn. If he would not take them through the deep water by choice,
Ry could not compel him by force, threat, or cajolery.
And he wasnt fool enough to try.
Well enough. Then just keep us as far from Goft and
Calimekka as you can, and keep us on the shortest path to Brelst
that you can manage.
The captain tipped his head and stroked one side of his beaded,
braided mustache thoughtfully. Any particular thing you wish
to avoid?
Only that I dont want to find out in person why the
omens are bad.
Thats a good enough reason for me.
Ry had to leave it at that, and hope it would be enough.
Chapter 17
For two days the storm lashed them, a
mad and screaming thing that kept them anchored to the lee side of
one of the tiny islands of the Thousand Dancers. When it passed,
though, it passed completely, leaving the sky clear as crystal, the
breezes cool and clean, and the sailing smooth. Kait stood on the
starboard deck of the Wind Treasure, watching islands
slipping by.
Ry joined her, and because she couldnt think of a good
excuse to leave, and because there were plenty of other people on
the deck, she stayed where she was. He said, This is the
beginning of the Thousand Dancers. The chain runs all the way in to
Goft, but the captain says well turn out of it and bear south
long before then. You see the tall island with smoke spilling from
the top?
Kait nodded.
Thats Falea. She was supposed to be the daughter of
one of the local goddesses, back before Ibera claimed these
islands. Thrown to earth and sentenced to burn from the inside out
forever in punishment for some sin or other. Seducing the lover of
another goddess, I think. He shrugged.
Kait stared out at the water, without warning as sick as if she
were trapped on a storm-tossed ship. How much longer until we
turn out of the islands?
Ry didnt seem to notice her distress. Captain said
if the wind keeps up like this and he runs the sails the way he is
right now, he could reach Merrabrack by late tomorrow. Thats
the best place to head south.
Late tomorrow. Kait hadnt realized they were so close to
Goft. To Calimekka. To the danger that had been plaguing her
dreams.
By tomorrow, they would reach the turning point, they would
begin to increase the distance between themselves and the faceless
danger that waited in Calimekka, and the sick feeling in her
stomach would leave. Perhaps she would be able to sleep nights
again without being haunted by the hunter who watched Ry through
her eyes.
She sighed and leaned against the ships rail and stared
out at the islands. She turned forward, to catch the wind full in
her face and to look at where they were heading. It was then that
she saw the airibles.
They were two round white circles on the western horizon. If
theyd been running north-south, she would have seen them as
two long ellipsoids. Since she saw them as circles, they ran
east-west, their course parallel to that of the Wind
Treasure.
Her heart skipped a beat and her breath caught in her throat.
Airibles. Airibles were Galweigh devices, massive lighter-than-air
airships built from designs patiently and laboriously culled from
the records of the Ancients. She had flown in them, had flown them
herself, had known many of the Family pilots, had been friends with
one of them. She thought wistfully of Aouel, now certainly
dead.
And what of the other pilots she had known? What of the
Familys fleet?
The circles of the airible envelopes were getting bigger, which
meant they were heading east. Toward her.
She bit her lip, staring at the oncoming airibles. When Galweigh
House fell, what had become of the airible fleet? Had the Sabirs
claimed it, or had the corollary branches of the Galweigh Family
managed to keep it within their possession? Were those aboard the
two great airships friends? Enemies?
The airibles rarely ran to the east of the Iberan coast. Kait
did not know of any instances where they flew through the Thousand
Dancers the easiest way to reach the colonies in Manarkas
was to fly due north across the Dalvian Sea, and no one but a
madman would try to take one across the Bregian Ocean to the
Galweigh colony in South Novtierra. They werent yet reliable
enough.
So what were these two doing, coming to the end of the Thousand
Dancers, beyond the edge of the civilized world?
Kaits nerves jangled at the sight of them, and fear
crawled beneath her skin.
Ry . . . , she said, do you see
those?
He glanced in the direction that she pointed and froze. He
didnt answer. He didnt have to.
Kait could make out the gondolas strung beneath the huge
envelopes, and the catch-ropes trailing like a hundred spider legs
beneath. They shouldnt be out this far, or headed this
way, she said.
I know. But we still have leagues until they come level
with us. Ian, standing on the other side of the deck with
Hasmal, had noticed what they were looking at. He squinted,
frowned, and after a moments hesitation, came over to them.
Airibles? he asked.
The advantage of Karnee eyesight. They were perfectly clear to
Kait. Yes.
Ian nodded. You think theyre a threat?
I dont know, Ry looked at Kait, a worry crease
furrowing his brow. Theyre making straight for us. If
its coincidence, and we take evasive action, were a few
stations behind schedule, and we make Merrabrack Island the day
after tomorrow. If they are coming for us and we dont try to
escape we give them what theyre after without a
fight.
Ian closed his eyes and it seemed to Kait he turned inward. He
stood that way for a long moment, his arms crossed over his chest,
his body swaying with the movement of the ship. Finally he drew a
deep breath, straightened his shoulders, and opened his eyes. Kait
could tell hed come to some sort of decision; the anger that
had been in his eyes since shed accepted the captains
bargain was either gone or well hidden, and some of the tension had
left his face. He said, If we turn south now, well be
pushing straight against the Deep Current. This time of year it
runs close to the continent. We have to get to Merrabrack before we
can catch the shelf countercurrent. If it were a few months on
. . . He shrugged. It isnt a few months
on. We try to run south now and well be as good as sitting
still, and those airships will have their way with us. And if the
airships arent here for us and why would they be?
weve run for nothing, cost the Wind Treasure
stores and time, and put ourselves right into the path of seasonal
storms.
Ry and Ian both looked at Kait. Ry said, Your Family, your
nightmares. Your call.
Kait thought for only an instant. I say we get out of
their way.
Ry left them without another word. Within moments, the sailors
were scurrying in the rigging giving the ship more sheets, and the
captain at the wheel was taking the Wind Treasure hard
north, straight into the heart of the Thousand Dancers.
Kait, Ian, and Ry moved to port and stared west again, watching
the airibles. After a few moments, Hasmal joined them.
The four of them were silent, waiting and watching. The airibles
maintained their swift, majestic course, heading due east.
Well be out of their path soon, Ry said.
Well skirt a few of the islands and when theyve
gone past us, well resume our previous course. The captain
wasnt thrilled, but like you, he couldnt think of a
time when hed seen airibles this far east.
Thank you, Kait said. She leaned against the rail,
weak-kneed with relief. She wouldnt have to face the doom
Hasmal had warned her about. She would, perhaps, survive the
adventure, give Solander his Mirror of Souls, and then
. . .
And then, find a way to return to whatever might remain of her
Family and resume her life.
They stood that way for a long time, watching the islands
growing larger off the ships bow, and the airibles growing
larger off its port side. The airibles kept their course, running
due east, giving no notice to the Wind Treasure.
Finally Kait let out her breath, only then realizing that
shed been holding it, only taking the air in scared little
sips since she first saw the dots on the horizon.
Hasmal to that point had said nothing. Now, however, Kait heard
him whisper, I thought so.
The dismay in his voice was warning enough. She turned to the
southwest.
Both airibles were turning. Northeast. A course designed to
intercept the Wind Treasure.
Not our shadows after all, Kait whispered.
Ah, Brethwan, Ry muttered, at the moment that Hasmal
said, Help us, Vodor Imrish.
Ry turned to Kait. Do you know anything about those ships
that might help us survive whats coming? Can you even tell us
whats coming?
I recognize both airibles, Kait said. Those
are the Galweigh greatships. Galweighs Eagle and
Heart of Fire. Each holds fifty armored men plus armaments, a
captain, a first mate, and eight engine crew. I might even know the
captains and crews or I would have before the Sabirs
attacked our House. In any case, theyll be carrying fire
pitch and quicklights, and theyll have stones in the ballast
that they can drop on us to hole us. They can take those ships
higher than this ships catapults can fire, and they can
destroy us from that height. She looked at one island not too
distant, where umbrella trees grew down to the shore and their
canopy overhung the bay, forming an arboreal cave. She pointed.
They couldnt get in among the
trees. . . . She looked at the Wind
Treasures three masts and forest of yards, sails, and
rigging. But then, if we got into them, we probably
wouldnt be able to get out. But we cant outrun the
airibles.
You know a lot about them, Hasmal said.
Kait nodded, still watching the approaching ships.
Ive flown smaller ships. Theres nothing we can do
to them that they cant do to us first. And worse.
Ry laughed a dry, humorless sound. Then what
do we do?
The airibles could cover as much as three times the distance of
the fastest sailing ship running flat out in open water, and the
Wind Treasure wasnt going to get to go flat out. She
was already in the nest of islands, and having to watch her channel
closely.
Die? Kait sighed. Make it a little harder for
them to kill us? The best we can do is get in under the trees
force them to come at us from the side to board. If they
have to do that get within our reach we can hurt them
with our catapults. Maybe shoot the envelopes with fire arrows
though the cloth has been treated to keep it from burning.
Im guessing that they know we have the Mirror of Souls. That
fact should keep them from sinking us until they can get it.
Shed kept her eyes on the airibles while she talked, but now
she turned to Ry. Im also guessing that once they get
the Mirror, theyll want us dead, so anything we do to them,
we have to do before they board us. We cant fight them once
we have nothing they want.
Ry ran to talk with the captain. After a moment, the ship
changed course and nosed in toward the island Kait had pointed
out.
Hasmal was at her shoulder again. Kait? Would a hard wind
dispel them?
It might.
Well, I might be able to conjure a wind. The way I
did on the Peregrine, when we were trapped in the
Wizards Circle. Perhaps.
Kait turned to stare at him, feeling a sudden, impossible hope.
Id forgotten about that.
Yes. Then, I offered my blood and my flesh and my life and
my soul in exchange for getting us out of the Wizards Circle,
and Vodor Imrish got us out. But theres a problem. I can
sacrifice my blood again, but he already owns my life and my soul.
So perhaps hell feel that Im already in debt to him
with everything I have, and he may choose to collect rather than
let me go even deeper into debt. What else do I have to offer
him?
Kait frowned thoughtfully. I dont know. Hes
your god. What does he like?
Mostly, he likes to be left alone.
Then I suppose all of us had better hope he likes
you. She put a hand on his arm. Will you summon
him?
Hasmal said, Ill try.
Ill go with you. Last time, you almost bled yourself
to death making your offering. Im still surprised you
lived.
He wasnt done with me yet.
The airibles were close, close enough that it would be a race to
see whether they could get above the ship before the ship could get
under that tangle of umbrella trees that grew down to the
waters edge and arched far over it.
Lets hope he still isnt, Kait said as
they ran for the hatchway and their cabin.
Chapter 18
Ry stared at the oncoming airibles, and
tried to think of what he could do to turn them around. They were
Galweigh ships, true, and within them he felt the touch of Galweigh
magic but with it, he felt the touch of the Sabir Wolves as
well. That mix felt foul . . . greasy . . .
tainted. What sort of alliance had sprung up in his absence
. . . and why did it stink of the Hellspawn Trinity? He
could feel the influence of his second cousins, the brothers
Crispin and Anwyn and their cousin Andrew, dripping through the
spellcastings like poison.
They knew he was aboard the Wind Treasure. Perhaps one of
them was the hidden watcher who had haunted Kaits sleep.
He joined his lieutenants, who had been assisting the crew, and
said, There are Wolves aboard those ships. Some of them are
Sabir Wolves, and some are Galweigh Wolves, but we are going to
shield the Wind Treasure from their attack. All of you to
the foredeck now.
* * *
Ian Draclas had been a ships captain too
long to avoid the action; the fact that his ship had been stolen
from him and that he found himself virtually a prisoner aboard the
ship his half-brother had chartered mattered not at all to him. He
knew how to fight, and he knew how to survive, and he intended to
survive this encounter.
He hammered volley shields into place beside the catapults along
with the crew, and when that was finished, went to stand beside
Captain Sleroal, who held his place at the ships great
wheel.
Theyll be overflying us soon, he said.
We arent going to make the trees before they get off
their first volley.
I can see that, the Rophetian said quietly.
You got anything you can do besides tell me the
obvious?
Ian kept his temper. Sleroal flew the Sabir flag on his topmast;
a flag that would ward off most enemies before they even attacked.
The Sabir reputation for retribution protected them as surely as if
they rode protected by an armada. Ian, who had been both attacked
and attacker throughout his years captaining the Peregrine,
figured himself to have much more experience in actual battle than
the older man.
He said, Theyll most likely hit us with burning
pitch first. But if you have your men fill the scrub buckets with
seawater while theres still time and soak our stores of
canvas in the sea, well be able to put out the worst of the
fires before they can spread.
The captain glanced at him. Decided to join our side,
eh?
Id prefer to live through the day.
I, too. Sleroal shouted at several of his sailors,
You . . . and you . . . fill every bucket
on the ship with seawater. You and you . . . below for
the stores of canvas and soak all of it. Ready it for the fires.
Everyone, stand ready to run for buckets.
Both Ian and the captain looked up at the airibles. They blocked
off what seemed like half the sky. One had moved itself neatly
behind the other; he assumed this was so one flying ship could pour
fire and arrows down on them and then move to reposition while the
second took its place.
You have any other ideas, Ill be more than happy to
hear them now, Sleroal said.
Not until I see what they do. The Wind
Treasure couldnt hope to win. Ian didnt give
himself much chance of survival, either. But he was determined to
give the bastards as much fight as he could muster.
Theyll be over us in just an instant, he
said.
Aye. The captain stared around his ship and
grimaced. Best get under the volley shields. He locked
the wheel and shouted, Men! Under cover!
Like a school of fish in front of a shark, the sailors poured
into the hatches and beneath the volley shields. Ian and the
captain were last under. Ian peeked out from beneath the
shields edge and watched as the leading airibles
gondola moved toward the Wind Treasure. Anytime
now. . . . He braced himself for the burning pitch
that would come pouring out of the base of the gondola, or for the
stream of rocks that would begin to pound the ships
frame.
The airible sailed gracefully overhead, dropping nothing.
A sailor next to him growled, Y mean t tell me
we did all this scramblin an worryin an the damn
things were na after us at all?
Someone laughed, and then someone else. Everyone still waited
under the shields, watching, because caution only made sense. But
the second airible soared overhead, doing nothing more than the
first had, and the laughter got louder.
The sailors poured out from beneath the shields and started for
their stations, and the captain murmured, I told him it was
just coincidence them being here when we were. He returned to
his helm.
Ian felt like a fool, and figured Kait felt twice the fool,
since she was the one who had finally declared the airibles a
threat. She deserved to feel a fool. She was a paranoid, a freak,
not even human.
He wished he didnt love her. He wished he could excise her
from his mind.
The first airible reached the island to which the Wind
Treasure had been running. The ship changed speed, so that it
hung over the canopy of trees that would have sheltered the ship.
Hatches in the rear of the gondola opened, and dark streams of
liquid began to pour out. It spread as it fell, turning into a
faintly green cloud that covered the area they werent
pouring unlit burning pitch, then, but something else. Ian wondered
what it was and what it did.
The torrent of liquid stopped abruptly, and an instant later the
single flaming arrow launched toward the trees from the front of
the gondola answered his questions. The air itself caught fire,
that one arrow spreading flames through the deadly rain faster than
anything Ian had ever seen. In an instant, the entire island forest
was alight, and their hope of sheltering there gone.
Bastards. Filthy bastards. Not just attacking, but cutting off
the Wind Treasures only escape route first.
About! the captain screamed. Give me mains and
forecourses. Fly, you whoresons! Fly, or were dead
men!
The Wind Treasure hove hard to port, her bow digging into
the choppy strait, turning back the way shed come. The men on
the ratlines unfurled sails with frantic speed, and the sails
dropped and caught and filled, bellying out with a wind that
hadnt been there a moment earlier. A hard wind.
By the gods, a hard wind couldnt have come at a better
time. Ian stared up at the airibles they were taking a
hellish buffeting. One had been caught sideways; the wind tore at
its envelope, and he saw the side ripple as if punched by an
invisible first. The sailors cheered, and Ian cheered with them.
The other airible managed to keep its nose into the wind, but the
sudden gale pushed it off course, away from the Wind
Treasure.
Sleroal saw what was happening and reversed himself. Furl
sails and drop anchor, he bellowed, and as quickly as the
sails had appeared, they disappeared. The anchors splashed into the
strait, and in an instant the Wind Treasure was tugging at
them, fighting the rising waves, but watching the two airibles
blowing away.
Every man on the deck screamed defiance at the airibles, and
they cheered their fantastic luck . . . and then a flash
of brilliant green light in one of the airible gondolas shot out of
a near-side port, lobbed gently through the air, and struck the
center of the Wind Treasure. Fire blossomed, an eerie,
silent, green chrysanthemum in the center of the deck. It consumed
the mainmast and the men on its riggings, the captain and the
wheel, and a perfect circle of deck in one burst of light. The
stricken men hadnt even had time to scream before they ceased
to exist. The fire didnt spread, it didnt die out
slowly, it didnt leave embers in its wake. As quickly as it
appeared, it was gone. The sailors were too stunned to react. Ian
stared at the airibles, where another flash warned him that another
volley of the deadly fire was on its way.
Cover, he screamed. Take cover!
Incoming!
Men fell off the ratlines in their hurry, and lay stunned on the
deck. Others, more graceful or else just luckier, pounded over and
around their fallen comrades and flung themselves down the
ships hatches as the second green fireball descended. Ian
judged arc and trajectory and guessed the thing would hit the
foremast; he raced aft and was under cover in time to see foremast,
forecastle, yards, sails, ratlines, part of the cabins, and another
circle of deck disappear as if theyd never been. But the gale
kept blowing, and the next fireball one of the airibles launched
fell into the sea short of its target . . . and the next
fell even farther away.
The ship hadnt been holed. That was a mercy or else
planning on the part of the attackers. Boring clean through it with
that green fire of theirs could have destroyed the thing Ian was
certain they had come to get: Kaits artifact. They
wouldnt risk that. Theyd just disabled the ship.
But they hadnt counted on that lovely, sudden, wonderful
wind. The airibles blew out of range of their target and, while the
sailors watched, almost out of sight. That was a hellish wind. Ian
would have cheered, and certainly felt that his own survival
deserved a cheer, but the survivors had much to do. The Wind
Treasure was a wreck. They might manage to limp the ship to a
safe port on just spritsails and mizzens, but theyd have to
shore up the bowsprit to do it. Theyd lost all but their aft
square sails, all their jibs, and even the top spritsail, and
theyd have to rig a tiller to the rudder since the
ships wheel was gone. Nevertheless, with sufficient time, Ian
thought he could get them to safety. To do it, the wind would have
to remain in his favor and keep the airibles at bay.
A wave of nausea overcame him suddenly. It felt like it had
rolled over him from outside, and when it left him, he was weaker,
and plagued by a nagging feeling of sickness that hadnt been
there before.
But hed no more than gotten control of that strange
malaise than the wind died, cut off as if it had been the breath of
a giant who had ceased to find amusement in blowing his toys
around. Ian prayed that the stillness was just a pause between
gusts, but before his eyes, the chop in the strait died away,
leaving the water smooth as rolled glass. The Wind Treasure
quit tugging at her anchor. The air took on a hush of expectancy.
And in the far distance, tiny as minnows but graceful as eels
swimming through the sky, the airibles got themselves under control
and slowly turned back toward the Wind Treasure.
The battle was as good as lost. With the captain gone and the
first mate nowhere to be seen, Ian declared himself temporary
captain of the doomed ship and the lost fight and shouted,
All hands on deck! All hands on deck! Prepare to abandon
ship! Prepare to abandon ship!
They came running then, streaming from the hatches like mice
from a flooded burrow. The sailors were first, and they swung the
longboats free from their tie-downs and moved them over the
ships rails with amazing alacrity. Behind them came Kait,
dragging Hasmal, who bleached white as death, and with his
eyes rolled back in his head looked like hed already
fought the losing half of a war. Ry came next, sword already in
hand, with four of his five lieutenants carrying the halved,
bloodless body of the fifth. They, too, looked drained, though not
as near death as Hasmal and they looked terrified.
What happened? Kait yelled as she dragged Hasmal
toward the nearest of the three longboats. Hasmal sacrificed
to his god and raised a wind, and the airibles were out of range.
Wed beaten them, and then suddenly the spell snapped like an
overstretched cord. It whipped back on him and knocked him out
I thought he was going to die on me. She looked at Ian
and growled, He still might.
Ry stopped and stared at her. The two of you
summoned that wind? Ah, gods balls. . . .
We set up a shield that blocked their spellfire. But we shielded
the whole ship, so of course it broke your spell. We thought the
wind was natural I couldnt feel the magic.
Damned fools.
Ry and his lieutenants claimed one of the longboats and swung it
over the side of the ship into the glass-still sea. Get in
here, he told her. Were going to have to run for
it.
Ian looked at the corpse they started to ship into the boat and
said, Leave your dead behind. The smell of death will have
the gorrahs on us before we can commend his soul to the gods.
He couldnt bear to look at the body. It had been sliced in
half, the right side of the head, the right shoulder, right chest,
and a portion of the outer right thigh removed neatly and
bloodlessly, and the wound had been cauterized black and hard and
shiny.
The sickness in Ians gut twisted tighter as he looked at
the body and he turned away. The man had been Karyl
Rys cousin, so his as well, the player of the guitarra, the
writer of insipid love songs. Hed been decent enough to Ian
when they were children, and hed been decent enough to him
aboard the ship.
Ian felt only relief, though, that Karyl was dead and he
still lived.
Kait said, I cant get aboard yet. Take Has. I have
to go back and get the Mirror of Souls.
Ry grabbed her arm. Theyre coming. Coming.
And the thing they want at least as much as they want to see
you and me dead is the Mirror. If we take it, everything
they want is in one neat package. They get it, they kill us
. . . and one, two, three, everything is tied up pretty
as a Ganjaday present.
If we leave it, theyll have it.
Ry picked her up and flung her over his shoulder. I have
as much reason as you to want to keep the Mirror with us. But if we
take it, theyll still have it, only none of us will be
alive to try to get it back.
Kait twisted, braced her feet against Rys stomach, and
shoved free. She landed on the deck on her back, but sprang to her
feet faster than a cat could have. Well take it.
Well shield it, and us with it. But Im not leaving
without it.
The two of them glared at each other, deadlocked.
Well get it, Ian said. The three of us.
But we have to hurry.
While Rys surviving men lowered the unconscious Hasmal
into the longboat and lowered the Allus ladder over the side into
it, Ian, Ry, and Kait raced down into the hold and cut the bindings
that held the Mirror of Souls to the bulkhead. They hauled it up
the gangway and out onto the deck, careful to avoid touching the
column of light that flowed upward through the center and also the
jeweled controls on the rim. They ran a rope around the base and
lowered it into the longboat. Then they scrambled down the Allus
ladder. Both other longboats, and all of the Wind
Treasures crew, were already gone.
By the time Ian cast them off from the Wind Treasure,
Hasmal lay on the bottom of the boat in front of the thwarts, the
Mirror of Souls beside him. Rys lieutenants had already
unshipped the long, two-man oars the sweeps and
fitted them into the oarlocks. Ry, who had clambered down the Allus
ladder before him, had taken the seat at the tiller; he glanced up
at Ian as he dropped into the boat, then back at the sky.
Ian was the only sailor in the bunch, and the others
inexperience showed. There were eight of them in a longboat that
could have accommodated twenty; it had thwarts and sweeps for
twelve three sweeps on each side and the escapees had
readied all of the sweeps and sat facing the front of the boat. The
empty sweep waited for him.
Ian snapped, Face the rear, not the front you can
put your back into your stroke that way. The sweeps were made to be
pulled by two youll have Brethwans own time
pulling one alone, much less trying to do it facing forward.
His eyes locked with Rys. Youre going to take the
last sweep. Ill take the tiller.
Ry said, Im already here, and I understand how a
tiller works.
Ill take the tiller because I know these
islands, Ian said. I know where to hide in them, and
where to get help and find friends. I sailed along these waters all
those years that you were conniving in your little rat hole in our
fathers House.
Ry held his position for a moment and Ian began to think that
they were going to have to fight each other right there. Then Ry
nodded and took a seat at the sweep.
Ian gripped the tiller with both hands and said,
Youll row on my count
Kait, at the middle port sweep, said, Hasmal had a spell
that might keep us unnoticed. Not that hell be able to do
anything for us now . . . in his condition.
Hasmals eyes had opened, and his head lolled from side to
side, but he still showed no sign that he understood anything that
was happening around him.
I cant do anything that will make us
disappear, Ry said. I can only create an energy wall to
shield us from the magic they throw . . . and I
dont know who wed ask to take the rewhah. We
spread it out among everyone on the ship before.
Ian, like most Iberans, had spent his life thinking that magic
was dead a banished perversion of the past. He didnt
know what rewhah was, and he didnt want to know.
Kait said, Thats why we all feel so sick,
then, and glared at Rys back again, and Ians
nausea reminded him that it was not yet gone. So rewhah was
something that made people sick. It figured.
Kait continued, I was going to say, I know his spell,
though not well. If youll give me a moment, Ill do what
I can to cast it for us, though I cant promise it will
work.
Ian considered only for an instant. We wont reach
cover before the airibles have us in sight. As we stand now,
well only survive if they pursue the other two longboats
before us. If you can do something to change our chances, do
it.
Ry twisted to look over his shoulder. He said, I
dont know farhullen, but if youll tell me how to
help you, whatever I can do, I will.
Ill need a peth a blood-gift.
Kait hurried to Hasmals side, took his pouch from him, and
from it extracted a wooden bowl with its interior surface plated in
silver. You can only give what is yours to give, she
said, working her way back to her oar. Hasmal told me the
Wolves always draw their magic from the lives of the people and
things around them.
Ry nodded. Thats the essence of magic. If we drew
only from ourselves, wed deplete
ourselves
He stopped at the vehement shake of Kaits head. If
you do that, we will have to fight the rewhah, and we might
all die anyway. Farhullen has no backlash part of the
reason that you cant see it, I suspect but well
avoid the rewhah only if you do as I tell you. Give me only
what is yours to give. Your blood, your will,
your willing life-force. Nothing more. If any of your men know
how to draw energy from themselves, I can use that, too. But only
what belongs to you, and only what you give freely.
Ian saw every other head on the boat nod in understanding. How
could he be the only person aboard the boat who was ignorant of
this forbidden spellcasting she spoke of? It was as if he was the
only one present who knew one vast sea, and the only one who knew
nothing of another.
Kait had drawn her ornate Galweigh dagger. She sliced the side
of one of her fingers lightly, and let three drops of her blood
fall into the bowl. She whispered something, and Ry, turned around
on his thwart, watched her intently. When she finished, he drew his
own dagger. She passed him the bowl and he followed her lead. Each
of Rys men cut a finger and contributed to the little puddle
of blood in the bowl, and to the whispered words. Trev, the last to
hold the bowl, nodded toward Ian, but Kait said, No. Ian sees
only the outward form of what weve done. If he gave, he would
not know what he gave, or how to limit his gift. Pass the bowl back
to me.
Ian thought briefly of protesting, of insisting that he could
give his blood, too. He didnt want to be seen as a coward,
even if he hated the idea of magic. But she was right; hed
seen them drip their blood into a bowl, but he had the feeling
theyd done much more than that just beneath the surface of
perception. He couldnt duplicate what they did, so he
couldnt offer them any help. He could only sit and watch and
hope that the airibles would not spot their longboat before Kait
finished whatever she had to do. He could now hear the steady
thupp, thupp, thupp of the approaching engines, and the shouts
of the men in the other two longboats.
Kait sprinkled some sort of pale powder into the blood, and
began to chant:
We offer what we have
Purity of intent,
Willingness to serve,
Desire to survive.
We ask what we need
A shield with no shadow,
A wall with no window,
A road unseen.
So we say,
So shall this be.
Light sparkled up out of the blood-bowl and spun
itself into a ball; the ball expanded like a bubble blown by a
child. The light dimmed as the ball expanded, and as it reached out
to cover the whole of the boat and its crew, the bubble vanished
completely.
Ian looked at the boat, at the people in it, at the water
outside of it. He glanced behind him at the
Wind Treasure,
and at the white curve of the first airible, rising over the edge
of the hull. He couldnt deny that she had done
something, but it seemed to have failed. Nothing looked any
different to him.
Did it work? Ry asked. I cant feel
anything.
Kaits face was tight with worry. Im not sure.
I think I can feel the edge of the shield around us, but if
its there, its thin. I dont know if it will do
what we need it to do.
Ians mouth went dry.
Ah, gods. Theyd lost the little lead they had, and
meanwhile the other two longboats, fully crewed with experienced
men, were shooting across the water toward cover.
Man your sweeps, Ian snapped. Everyone gripped their
oars. He shouted, Row! Back to my count; oars in the water.
Ready! Pull . . . and lift . . . and forward
. . . and dip . . . and PULL! . . .
and LIFT! . . . and FORWARD! . . . and
DIP!
He leaned into the tiller and swung the boat back toward the
west, angling their path until the anchored
Wind Treasure
blocked out all sight of the oncoming airibles.
Pull . . . and lift . . . and forward
. . . and . . .
Behind him, the great engines of the airibles thundered. He
alone would not see them when they rose over the false horizon of
the
Wind Treasure. But he wouldnt need to. Six pairs
of eyes stared over his shoulders at the scene behind him, while
six backs pulled the longboat across the strait. He saw where he
took them, but the faces before him would tell him all he needed to
know about where they had been.
Chapter 19
Shaid Galweigh, from his velvet-covered
chair in the Galweighs Eagle, surveyed with deep
satisfaction the wreckage of the Sabir ship and the wild rowing of
the men in the longboat the Eagle pursued. The Sabirs looked
like they were going to go through with their half of the
agreement. Their job had been to locate their ship, take it over,
find the Mirror of Souls, and bring it on board one of the two
airibles. When they did that, the Galweighs were to be responsible
for getting them all back to the city and for attacking Galweigh
House.
Of course Shaid had no intention of following through on the
second half of that bargain. Once he had the Mirror of Souls in
hand, everything was in his favor. The airibles were his, and the
crew that worked on them, and the pilots who flew them. The
Sabirs sole contribution had been that they knew how to find
the Mirror and Shaid didnt.
His Wolves were already primed to kill their Sabir counterparts
the instant the Mirror came aboard the Eagle. His soldiers
would take care of Crispin and Andrew and that monster Anwyn. And
he, being Galweigh, would land in the great yard of Galweigh House
in Calimekka with men and Mirror and claim it for himself. By the
end of the day, he intended to be a god.
And so you shall, the reassuring voice whispered inside
his skull. I have promised you the immortality that the Mirror
can confer . . . and you shall have it.
* * *
Crispin Sabir leaned against the gondola window
and watched the airible drop down to the Wind Treasure. He
noted with pleasure the leadsmans facility with the
catchropes, which he latched onto the ships bowsprit and
mizzenmast with only one throw apiece. Another toss to attach the
ridewire, and then a few moments wait while the leadsman rode
a pulley down the ridewire to the ship and attached the anchor
ropes. Once the man finished and signaled, the airibles
motors fell silent, and the great ship hung in the air over its
captive, a spider above downed prey.
Competent crew Crispin already thought of the ships and
the men as his own. The one thing the Galweighs had that the Sabirs
needed in order to take Galweigh House: Galweigh airibles. By the
end of the day, Crispin would have everything he needed.
Ladders unrolled from the gondola, and the soldiers waiting in
the Heart of Fire swarmed down them. Theyd search for
any crew or passengers who hadnt taken to the longboats,
question them, then kill them. The other airible and her crew and
complement of soldiers would take care of those who had chosen to
abandon ship rather than stand and fight.
Crispin grinned down at the wreck of the Wind Treasure.
He was always fond of an unfair fight in his favor. He wondered how
his young cousin Ry was feeling at that moment.
Crispin didnt think hed find Ry aboard the ship. The
lying, manipulative bitchson would have done the sensible, cowardly
thing: He would have run, just as he ran from Calimekka.
Crispins people would find him, of course provided the
gorrahs didnt devour him first. Those longboats were slow and
awkward. And Crispin had time. Even if Ry managed to elude the
first roundup, he wouldnt escape. Once theyd taken the
Mirror of Souls aboard the airible, Crispin could afford to spend a
few days thoroughly searching the area. Hed make sure Ry went
back with him Crispin had a ceremony planned in the
Punishment Square that would make the one hed pulled off with
Rys brother seem like an afternoons chat with
friends.
Meanwhile, though, the Galweighs Eagle chased down
the second longboat. Let Andrew giggle and squirm over the
spectacle of the gorrahs feeding frenzy while they devoured
the capsized crew on the first longboat; Crispin had things he
could be doing.
He went forward to the pilots cabin, and followed the last
of the soldiers down the ladder to the deck of the Wind
Treasure. He had a few bad moments he didnt like
heights, and he discovered that being inside the Heart of
Fire was much less disturbing than dangling on a rope ladder
halfway to heaven, with that crazed pack of feeding gorrahs beneath
him and nothing between him and his death but the tiny, distant
deck of a damaged ship.
He almost climbed back up the ladder, but he didnt trust
soldiers to be able to find what he was looking for and transport
it to the Heart of Fire. So he steadied his breathing, dried
his palms one at a time on his shirtfront, and worked
his way down the ladder one wobbly step after another.
Had a bit of trouble with the ladder, eh? a Galweigh
soldier asked, grinning. Most do that first time.
Crispin memorized the boys face. Dark-haired, dark-eyed,
dusky-skinned: typical Zaith. They all looked alike to Crispin,
except when they were screaming and dying. Still, he noted the gap
between the front teeth, and the mole at the corner of the mouth.
He would make a point of remembering that face. He said, The
soles of my boots are plain leather, and too thin and slick for
such a climb. Unlike yours, which have rubber soles. He
turned and walked away, thinking of ways that he could be sure the
soldier would meet his death before the crew returned to the
airible. He hated having people laugh at him.
When the boy went back to his duty, Crispin closed his eyes and
smelled the air. Honeysuckle and rot, the scent that his silent
partner told him was the scent of the Mirror of Souls. It was
close. The scent permeated the ship.
The voice said, If theyd taken it with them, the scent
would be stronger over the water. You could follow it straight to
them. But the smell of its magic ends here.
He walked aft, following that compelling odor. He closed his
eyes, tasting the air with Karnee senses. If he Shifted, he thought
he would be able to track it down faster. In Karnee form, his nose
was a thousand times as sensitive as it was in human form
though it was good when he was human. But if he Shifted, he would
show what he was to the watching Galweighs and he
didnt wish to give them that much information about him, even
if he did intend to see them all dead at the end of the mission.
People had a nasty habit of surviving no matter how carefully one
planned; he always kept that in mind and acted accordingly.
He smelled its presence faintly in one of the cabins, but only
faintly. So in human form he followed his nose to the hatch, and
down the gangway, then through the crew areas and at last into the
cargo holds. His eyes lit up and he laughed out loud at the sight
that greeted him there. Row after row and shelf after shelf of
artifacts from the Ancients. In the first two rows alone, he
recognized a distance viewer that didnt look too far from
serviceable, an eavesdropper, a marvelous matched set of
transmuters, and half a spell amplifier that would at least serve
as a source of repair parts for the broken one he had back home. Of
course there were plenty of things he recognized as useless or
merely decorative, and another, larger mass of things he
couldnt recognize at all.
Mine, he whispered. A wondrous trove all in itself,
he thought worth a paraglesiat, worth a House, worth power
and more power, and all of it was his. But the trove was nothing
compared to the single final treasure he sought. The Mirror of
Souls might rest in such an obvious hiding place, though he doubted
it. The scent of it lay strongly in the hold, but he felt certain
Ry would have hidden it before he abandoned the ship.
He cast around the room, and on the far forward bulkhead he
found proof that his instincts were good. The scent of the Mirror
of Souls was strongest there, but the ropes that scent permeated
had been hastily cut, and lay in a tangle on the decking.
Crispin smiled. He would have to backtrail. He smelled Rys
touch on the ropes, and that of another Karnee this one a
stranger to him and a third person. Human. He decided to
trail the Mirror first, and to focus on the people second.
Then he had a thought that both startled and amused him. Suppose
Ry knew that he, Crispin, was the one who would come after him.
Recently Ry had seemed to be aware that Crispin spied on him while
he slept. If he knew that, and if he were trying to be clever
again, he would hide the artifact someplace where Crispin would
have an especially difficult time finding it.
Ry hunted with his nose, and he knew Crispin did, too. Hed
use that. He would hide the Mirror down farther. In the bilge.
Crispin wrinkled his nose just thinking about it; his exquisite
sense of smell came with a few drawbacks. It would be almost
useless in the conflicting sea of stinks that would fill a
ships bilge. And he was fastidious, having nearly conquered
his animal nature; he was proud of that fact. But he could, when
necessary, get a bit dirty. He sighed and headed for the stinking
bilge.
A third of a station later, soaked in fetid, slimy water, his
fine clothes ruined, he had to admit that the Mirror of Souls
wasnt in any of the three bilge compartments.
He climbed onto the deck, sent the crewman with the mole and the
smirk up the ladder to the airible to fetch him clean clothing, and
retired to the ships bath to clean off. When he was alone, he
asked the voice that traveled with him in his mind. So where
is it?
It isnt on the ship, the voice said.
Crispin snarled out loud, It must be. You said Id
smell its trail leading across the water if theyd taken it
with them.
You would. And I would clearly see it. The Mirror
. . . calls to me.
But Ive checked the cabins, the holds, and even the
bilge. It isnt here.
No. It isnt. I already said that.
Then where is it?
If they didnt take it with them and it isnt
aboard, theres only one place it can be.
And Crispin saw the truth and hated it in the same instant.
They threw it overboard. He stood against a bulkhead
and leaned his head against a stanchion as realization hit him.
Damn them, he said softly. Damn them, damn them,
damn them.
He threw his clothes on and raced upward through the ship until
he reached the main deck. There he called to attention the Galweigh
soldiers on loan from the Goft Galweighs, and said, The one
thing that we must have from this ship our enemies have thrown
overboard. You are going to go out in boats with a grappling hook
and get it back.
And of course they asked what it was, and how they would know
when theyd found it. They pointed out that they didnt
have a boat, since the ships crew had taken the longboats.
They complained bitterly about the gorrahs that circled in the
water below the Wind Treasure hoping prey would fall within
their reach.
Crispin accepted no excuses, and put a quick end to complaints
by assigning complainers to the first shift. He pointed out that
the other airible would be bringing back its boatload of captives
soon, and with them the boat. He smiled.
And then he assigned the Zaith boy whod taken such
pleasure in his awkwardness on the ladder to handle the grappling
hook. He watched the dark forms of the gorrahs circling in the
water beneath the ship and thought they would make the boys
chances of seeing his home in Calimekka again slim ones.
With his orders given, he climbed back up the ladder into the
airible an easier task than climbing down. There he sat down
to a pleasant meal with the airibles pilot and Andrew and the
contingent of Galweigh Wolves who had insisted on accompanying the
expedition.
Did you find Ry? Andrew asked as the servant passed
out plates. The men and women loaded them from dishes of chilled
cubed monkey and dipping sauce, fingerling trout, sweetmeats, and
fried goldbeetles over strips of jellied mango.
No one stayed aboard the ship. Crispin took a sip of
iced wine and tried the goldbeetles. Deliciously crunchy, and not
too salty a tricky balance to get right. He would have liked
to keep the Galweigh cook easy enough to do once the
Galweighs were dead. But cooks did taste their cooking, didnt
they? Such a waste. So either hes already been eaten by
the gorrahs, or Anwyns crew is picking him up now.
Shaid Galweigh took a few of the goldbeetles and sampled them,
then settled on the monkey and sauce. Disconcerting that
theyve hidden the Mirror so far.
Well have it in our hands before the end of the
day, Crispin said.
Andrew said, When we overflew them, I thought I saw three
longboats on their aftercastle. But after the wind, Ive only
seen the boat the gorrahs destroyed and the one the Eagle is
chasing. So what happened to the third?
Crispin put down his knife and pick and stared at his cousin.
Three longboats. No. Im sure there were only
two.
Andrew grinned. Thats the funny thing about you,
Crispin. Youre always so sure about everything even
the things youre wrong about. That ship is a Rophetian
galleon. They carry more than forty people, and the Rophetian
longboatsre built to hold twenty. If you look at the
aftercastle, youll see the tie-downs and the spaces for three
boats. And three places where the wood isnt bleached as light
all three in the shape of longboats.
Crispin looked down at the back of the ship, at the broad deck
where a mast had once risen, and where, clearly, three boats had
once rested. Three.
Andrew tugged at the long black braid over his left ear, the
only hair on his otherwise shaved skull, and said, Remember,
I earned this braid.
You skulked around docks with a bunch of illiterate
bums, Crispin said, forgetting for the moment the Galweighs
who sat observing the two of them.
I sailed with the Sloebenes. We pirated any number of
Rophetian galleons, and they had one longboat for every
mast.
Crispin leaned toward his cousin, meal forgotten. Then you
tell me, you who know everything about ships and the sea: If there
were three boats, why are there only two now? Eh? You have an
answer for that?
Andrew shrugged his massive shoulders and giggled. Me, I
just figured some of the people got away.
We would have seen them, you mare-dick. Look down. We can
see everything that happens in the whole region thats
the advantage of approaching by air. We cant miss
things. He rolled his eyes and leaned back on his couch.
Andrew had proven time and again that he was an idiot
useful as brute muscle, with the occasional moment of cleverness.
But he was never reliable. Never. The streune-bolt that had
disintegrated the mast and part of the decking had destroyed one of
the three boats as well; that seemed obvious enough to Crispin. Ry
was in the boat that had been taken captive, or he was in the one
that had been capsized by gorrahs. Either way, he was dead. Dead
already or dead in the Punishment Square, and Crispin was willing
to consider either a happy outcome.
Wasnt he?
We disintegrated the third boat with magic, he
said.
Andrew giggled. Did we, did we, did we? Are you so sure
that youd bet your place as head Wolf? Eh? Are you that sure,
cousin? Because if youre wrong, itll come to that ere
long.
The Galweighs were making a show of eating their food and
ignoring him and Andrew, but they were, Crispin knew, hanging on
every word. Dissension between Sabirs could only work to their
good. And Sabir failures in carrying off the joint mission would
only make them look better when they got home. Their smiles were
hidden, but Crispin knew they were there.
So he ignored Andrews question, instead asking one of his
own. Why dont you think we destroyed the third
boat?
Andrews grin grew broader. Dont want to bet
me, eh? Dont want to take a little chance that stupid Andrew
might know something you dont know? Smart of you, Cris.
Smart, smart, smart.
Why, Andrew? He spent a moment imagining Andrew in
the Punishment Square, the four horses ready to leap toward each of
the four points of the world. That calmed his temper enough that he
could say, Im willing to concede you might be
right.
How generous. For just an instant, Andrews
dark eyes looked at him with unnerving intelligence but that
penetrating gaze vanished, shattered by another idiotic giggle.
I know we didnt get one of the three ships because no
one would have tried to swim to safety through all those gorrahs.
And there were no people on board when you got down there
you said as much yourself.
Andrew was right. That was something new.
But perhaps the ship didnt carry a full complement
of crew. Perhaps there were only forty people on board. Or
less.
Rophetians have no trouble keeping crew, Andrew
said. No trouble, no trouble, none at all. Lads sign with
em when theyre juicy boys, and die with em as
old, old men. Rophetians dont run ships light they
figure long shifts make the men unhappy, and unhappy men get
careless. They might be light on crew if they ran into trouble
across the sea, and you could bet that way and maybe youd
win. But me . . . Im betting the third boat is out
there. I am, I am. He took a huge bite of fingerling trout,
chewed it, and grinned around the food at Crispin. Im
betting Ry got away.
Crispin studied his cousin from the corner of his eye, and
considered what a problem he was becoming. He wasnt reliable,
but Crispin began to believe that the perverted bastard wasnt
as stupid as he usually seemed, either. He might be smart enough to
double-cross Anwyn or Crispin.
Before long, perhaps Andrew needed to have an accident.
Meanwhile, Crispin could enjoy the predicament the Galweighs
were finding themselves in. Their eyes drooped he knew they
would feel like they had eaten too much, like their bellies were
full and their heads were stuffed with rags. He felt a mild version
of those symptoms himself. Already Shaid yawned and murmured
something about having eaten too much, and one of his Wolves
chuckled and said she felt like she could sleep for a week.
Crispin grinned and said, Dont leave this marvelous
food uneaten. Your cook deserves a reward for his magnificent
repast. It would probably have to be posthumous, of
course.
Veburral tasted almost pleasant nutty, in fact. It
stood up well to heat. Unlike some poisons, it remained deadly
after frying, baking, or boiling. Unlike some venoms, it did not
have to be injected into the bloodstream to be effective a
man eating it in moderate quantities would die nicely. Best of all,
however, veburral, derived from the venom of the copper
flying viper whose range was to the Sabir settlements on the
Sabirene Isthmus, could be taken in increasing doses over a period
of months or years, and the taker could build up a complete
immunity to it. Most of the Sabirs took regular doses as a matter
of course and since the Galweighs didnt have access to
the snakes, they didnt have access to the poison.
They would drift off to sleep one by one, and Crispin and Andrew
would carry them off to the sleeping quarters and tuck them in.
Alone in their darkened rooms, they would die quietly, without
alerting the Galweigh loyalists, who wouldnt suspect that
anything was wrong until the Sabir loyalists and those Galweighs
who could be bought killed them.
Their impending deaths had already cost Crispin a small fortune.
A double agent deep under cover in the Galweigh household had
placed a bottle of veburral-laced nut oil into the
cooks traveling supplies just before he boarded the airible,
replacing the bottle that should have been there. The agent had
been in place in the household of the Goft Galweighs for five
years, and this was the only service he had rendered. He had been
worth his price, though. When Crispin and the Sabir army flew the
Galweigh airibles into the landing field behind Galweigh House
without challenge, and swarmed out to claim the House and
everything in it, the Galweighs would fall and the Sabirs would
hold Calimekka alone.
Chapter 20
Night buried the escaping longboat
beneath its cloak, and Ians voice, long since reduced to a
croak, called out the beat of the sweeps in slower and slower
measure. Kaits palms wore blisters beneath blisters, the skin
ragged and weeping. The muscles in her back burned, her thighs
ached, her calves cramped, even her gut felt like it had been set
afire by a sadist.
Ian called, Ship sweeps and rest. Trev, drop
anchor.
The chain rattled out of the front of the boat; it tugged as it
bit into the sea bottom, and the boat drifted lazily with the
unseen current until it swung around to point them all back in the
direction from which theyd just come.
Kait sat panting, her head between her knees. Im
starving, but I cant swear that I wouldnt be too sick
to eat if we had food, she said.
I could eat, Yanth said. If I puked it up,
Id just eat more. I feel like Im dying right
now.
I want water more than anything, Trev moaned.
Water. Everyone agreed with that. The boat had a small barrel of
water on board for emergencies, of course, but it hadnt been
changed in a long time, and it tasted as bad as bilgewater smelled.
Clear, cold, fresh water from a spring . . . that,
everyone agreed, would be the true gift of the gods.
Were half a stations hard rowing from our
destination, Ian said. All the sweet water there that
you could drink in a lifetime. But I think we can afford to rest
just a bit before we go on. The airibles havent come after us
in spite of the fact that we were in clear sight for more than a
station. So I suppose were safe to assume the spell
worked.
Hasmal spoke up from behind Kait. Theres a solid
enough spell around the boat right now.
She sat up in spite of the agony in her back and turned around
to look at him. He lay with his head propped against the forward
bulwark, taking a careful sip of water from the barrel.
Ry twisted toward the front of the boat, too. You can
. . . see . . . the shield?
Hasmal shrugged. No. It isnt like your kind of
magic, which leaves marks everywhere. Farhullen doesnt
even leave marks that those of us who practice it can see. But I
can, um, see what isnt there.
And what would that be? Ry asked.
Kait was curious about the answer, too.
Hasmal said, Look at the glow the Mirror of Souls gives
off but dont look with your eyes. Look with your
magic. He waited. Kait closed her eyes and focused on the
artifact as Hasmal had taught her. After a moment of concentration,
she thought she saw what he meant. The faint, warm light that she
could see with her magical senses glowed around the
boat in a perfect sphere. And ended abruptly, which she knew, after
months of sailing with it, was unusual. The soft glow had always
spread to fill most of the Wind Treasure, fading as it
neared the periphery but there had never been a clear line
between where the magic was and where it wasnt.
You see? Hasmal said.
Kait nodded, as did Ry. The others whod tried to look only
shook their heads. Seeing magic was a matter of
practice, and Kait had only recently reached the point where she
could do it with any certainty.
If you hadnt put that shield up, the Mirror would
leave a trail behind us that any of Rys Wolves could
follow. He studied Ry and said, And if shed done
it with darsharen Wolf magic the rewhah
would have marked us so that they would still have seen us anywhere
in the Thousand Dancers.
Ry said, You know darsharen?
Of it its strengths, its limitations, the ways it
works. I know many of the same things about
kaiboten.
Kaiboten? Kait asked.
Dragon magic.
What is that like? Kait asked.
Hasmal shrugged. Its best explained in comparison.
Farhullen is the magic of the individual. It draws its
strength from the resources of the practitioner alone, though
wizards can band together to cast stronger spells. It is entirely
defensive, and because of this, doesnt create rewhah
or leave trails. Darsharen is the magic of contained groups.
It draws its strength from sacrifices held within a spell circle,
and is more powerful than farhullen. Wolves have found ways
to use the blood, the flesh, and the life energy of their
sacrifices, and can create either offensive or defensive spells
with that energy. Darsharen, though, always leaves a trail
and almost always creates rewhah.
He took another sip out of the water barrel and propped himself
against one of the curved ribs of the longboat. And then
there is kaiboten. Its the magic of uncontained
groups, and the most powerful of all. The Dragons discovered ways
to use everyone around them as unknowing sacrifices, at any time,
without needing to prepare their victims or even identify them.
They could sacrifice entire populations of cities, and according to
histories and brief references in the Secret Texts, toward the end
of the Wizards War, they did. Further, kaiboten offers
access to something no other magic has ever touched.
Which is? Ry asked.
According to Solander, the Dragons learned how to harvest
souls for their sacrifices. They didnt satisfy themselves
with stealing blood and flesh and life energy, but stole the energy
of immortality itself.
Kait frowned. Farhullen uses the soul energy,
too.
Hasmal shook his head wearily. In farhullen, you
may offer your own soul to the service of Vodor Imrish, and he may
accept your offering, or not, as he chooses. But even if he accepts
your sacrifice, he doesnt destroy your soul. The Dragons were
crueler than the gods in this respect. Kaiboten uses the
souls of its sacrifices the way a fire uses wood. It burns them for
the energy they give off, and destroys them utterly in the
process.
Kait considered that. She had always believed in the immortality
of the soul, and in its sanctity. She had faced the ever-present
fear of her own death when she was a child by consoling herself
with the knowledge that her soul would go on, and with the hope
that in another life she would be found worthy to be a true human,
and not a Cursed Karnee. She had believed then in fact had
always believed that the soul was safe from all
assaults.
And now Hasmal told her that the Dragons destroyed their victims
both body and soul.
Ian cleared his throat and rasped, Hasmal, youve
been talking about the Dragons returning. Your religion it
knows this is going to happen?
Hasmal nodded. I believe its already happened.
Theyre back, and trying to get the Mirror of Souls to
Calimekka. Were trying to get it to Solander, because
Solander and the Falcons will stand against the Dragons, as they
did in the Wizards War.
Kait turned to look at Ian shed never heard a sound
from a human throat like the one hed made right then. He was
staring at the Mirror of Souls. That thing it burns
souls?
Hasmal shrugged. I dont think so, but I dont
know what it does. All I know is that Solander says he needs it,
and Solander and the Falcons are all that stand between humanity
and a return of the Dragon Empire.
Ry had been silent while Hasmal talked, but now he said,
Hasmal, when were safely out of this, I want you to
teach me farhullen.
Hasmals mouth twitched in the faintest of smiles. A
Wolf approaching a Falcon for help. These are surely the latter
days of the world. He closed his eyes wearily; in the dim
light he still looked pale as death.
Were already safely out of it, arent we?
she asked. Were shielded, were well away from the
airibles and hidden from them now by islands, and we have the
Mirror.
Ian looked at the setting sun and frowned. I dont
know that Ill ever feel safe again. I liked the world better
when magic was dead, and swords and speed and cunning made a
man.
Hasmal said, That world has never existed but
Im sure it was comforting to believe it did.
Kait closed her eyes and leaned forward, letting her head drop
down over her knees and her arms and shoulders hang loose. Her
spine popped in a dozen places, and for a moment burned with fresh
pain. She sympathized with Ian. She, too, had preferred the world
when she hadnt known that magic still ran beneath its surface
like thick poison in the bottom of a glass of wine.
Ian said, We need to get moving again. I dont like
being on the water any longer than we have to. Since my hands
arent blistered, if youll give me your shirts,
Ill tear them into rags for you. You can wrap your hands with
them. It will ease the pain and keep you from breaking any more
blisters.
Kait groaned. Why didnt you think of that
earlier?
I did. But all of you had two choices blisters on
your hands or sunburn and blisters on your shoulders and backs and
faces. And with the sunburn, youd have gotten sun poisoning,
and youd have been sick and feverish, and have slowed us up
when we reached our destination. I know your hands hurt, but at
least you dont have to walk on them.
He tore strips for them. Trev told Kait, You dont
need to use your shirt for strips. Ill give you some
of the cloth from mine.
She smiled at him. He had always been pleasant to her, where the
others among Rys lieutenants limited themselves to being
cautiously polite.
Thank you, she said.
Id want someone to do the same for one of my
sisters, he told her.
She managed to smile. Me, too, she said, trying not
to think of her own sisters. They were gone, and the part of her
life that had contained them was gone, and nothing she could do
would change that.
Valard asked Ian, Where are we headed?
Ian said, Theres a village on the island of Falea,
right at the base of the volcano. Its called Ztatne,
which my friends there tell me means good mangoes.
Its a hard place to reach, easy to defend, and my friends
will be happy to take us in and help us on our way. Theyre
fishermen, hunters, sailors, and farmers most of the time, and
pirates when the crops arent good or the fish arent
running.
Kait was wrapping strips of linen around her hands when the hair
on the nape of her neck started to stand on end. Her gut tightened,
and the air around her seemed to get thicker. And she felt a
greasiness she hadnt felt since . . . since
. . . She closed her eyes. When?
Then it hit her. Shed felt that precise sensation in the
airible on the way home to Calimekka. Right before the magic attack
that heralded the onset of her Familys destruction. She
looked at Ry, and found he was staring at her, his face marked with
fear.
Not you? she asked him, and he shook his head. They
both looked at Hasmal.
He wasnt creating the feeling, either; he was staring at
the Mirror of Souls.
Yes. That was where the magic originated. The air grew thicker,
and filled with the stink of rotting meat, the stench sweetened by
honeysuckle, but only slightly. Whats it doing?
Kait asked.
Hasmal shrugged. I dont know. Nothing
good.
What did you do to it? Ry stood, and began making
his way back to the back of the boat.
I didnt do anything to it. I was sitting beside it,
and Ian was talking about where we were going, and I felt it start
to . . . to hum, after a fashion. Like a cat
purring with its side pressed against my skin. And now
. . . He frowned and rose, and stood staring down
at it. It isnt humming anymore. I dont know what
its doing now, but I dont like it.
We need to figure out how to turn it off, Ry said.
I dont trust an artifact that starts working on its
own.
Its been working, Kait said. The
column of light in its center already glowed when I found it. I
just dont know what its been doing.
Ian said, Youre sure your Reborn needs it?
Yes, Hasmal said, and Kait echoed him with a soft,
Yes. He told me so, too.
Because Id be for throwing it over the side and
leaving it to the gorrahs, Ian continued.
We have to take it, Hasmal said.
It was waiting for something, Ian insisted. As
if it wanted to know where we were going, and once it knew that
. . . His voice trailed off into silence and he
stared at the glowing Mirror.
We have to take it, Kait said.
Shang! Ian clenched a fist tight and stared out at
the dark hulks of the islands that rose around them. Then
lets get going before it does something else.
Everyone turned to the sweeps, and gripped the sturdy oak with
wrapped hands. Hasmal pulled in the anchor, then settled himself
beside Trev on the front thwart and gripped the oar. Forward
. . . , Ian said. And down
. . . and pull . . . and
lift. . . .
Her back was an agony, and fire lanced through her palms,
partially healed though they already were. She tried to think about
pulling her sweep, about finding safety. But Kait shivered. She had
a premonition that they were doing the wrong thing by moving on
instead of staying and finding out what had gone wrong with the
Mirror of Souls.
She started to say something, but the air changed again. It
filled with crackling energy, with a current so powerful that it
constricted her chest and made each breath feel as if she was
sucking through a narrow straw.
Motherless Brethwan! Ry swore. We have to stop
that thing.
If they had ever had the chance to stop it, that time had
passed. The light in the center column of the Mirror of Souls
that lovely golden light that had poured silently upward to
pool in the center of the ring turned the red of blood, and
burst out through the top like a whale leaping from a puddle. It
hit the shield that all of them had created with their wills,
blood, and magic, and for an instant strained against it. Everyone
could see the fiery light filling up the invisible sphere Kait had
crafted. But that shield had been created to keep things out, not
to keep them in so when the crimson light finished filling
the space around them, it grew brighter, and then brighter yet
. . . and then it shattered the shield and erupted into
the clouds, a beacon in the blackness more brilliant than a pillar
of fire.
Theyll find us fast enough now, Valard
growled. I knew all along we wouldnt get
away.
Throw the thing overboard, Yanth said.
Kait and Hasmal stared at each other. Hasmal said, If we
lose it, all the souls on Matrin and in the Veil stand
forfeit.
A long way away, she could hear the engines of the airibles
starting up. The wizards aboard them would have felt the magic
bursting free of the shield, and everyone would have seen the
beacon.
Kait said, Theyre coming. We have to decide
fast.
Lit from below in bloody hues, Hasmal looked like a fiend from
the nightmare realm. He frowned and stared back the way they had
come. If we could save it, it would be worth dying for. But
theyll come, and well die and lose it to them
anyway. He shook his head. He buried his face in his hands,
and sat that way for a long moment. Kait heard him sigh, heard him
mutter something she couldnt make out not because she
couldnt hear it, but because she didnt recognize the
language and finally saw him shrug. He looked at all of
them. We have to throw it into the water. Deep water, if we
can find some. Tricky currents would be best, a reef would be good,
and if you know of such a place within our reach, someplace where
the gorrahs are especially dangerous . . . maybe we can
keep our pursuers from retrieving it.
Ian said, And while were trying to find the perfect
place to throw it overboard, the airibles are closing on us. No.
Pitch it over the side here. It will have to do.
Kait half-rose from her seat. No, Ian. We have to do what
we can to keep them from getting it
Ry cut her short. We have to save our own skins. If we
live, we can, perhaps, get the damned thing back from them before
they figure out how to use it. Well have some time, he
said. Youve had the thing for how long?
and you have no more idea how to use it than you had the day you
found it. Am I right?
Kait didnt know if he was right or not. But the sounds of
the airibles were becoming clearer, and there was an undeniable
sweetness in the logic of dumping it into the sea and hoping her
enemies wouldnt find it, or that if they did find it, they
wouldnt know how to use it.
But that hope didnt hold water. The ghost of a Dragon had
masqueraded as her ancestor, and had told her how to find the
thing. That ancestor could tell whoever retrieved the Mirror how to
use it.
Ry, Yanth, and Valard had moved to the front of the boat. Valard
pushed his way between Hasmal and the Mirror. Ry and Yanth grabbed
the Mirror.
One, two, heave! Ry said.
The Mirror arced through the air, tumbling, the blood-red beacon
cutting a swath through the sky and through the water like a
sword.
It splashed into the glass-smooth strait, the water hissed and
boiled, the light illuminated a spinning path as it dropped toward
the sea floor far below. Hideous, hideous, that light as if
the islands were bleeding. Kait couldnt take her eyes off of
it. It burned through the murky water below and set the surface
ablaze.
Man your sweeps! Ian shouted. Now! And row!
And maybe well live to see the sun rise.
Kait stared at the cold fire that burned across the surface of
the sea while she pulled her sweep. It was as if the Mirror had
chosen to betray them all, she thought. As if, having gotten
what it wanted from them, it had chosen to rid itself of them and
summon new allies.
Her heart was hollow, and her bones ached with dread. They might
live out the night, she thought. They might reach Ians
island. But even if they did, her enemies and the
Reborns enemies would have the Mirror of Souls.
And then what price would the world pay for her survival?
Chapter 21
The sun beat down on the Thousand
Dancers, hot as rage and heavy as sin. Crispin stood at the front
of the Heart of Fires gondola and stared at the red
blaze that called out to him from beneath the water, and swore
against Rys soul that he would make his devious cousin pay
for throwing the Mirror into the sea. He could see its light down
there, even in daylight, as brilliant as a sun. He just
couldnt reach it.
Three of his own men had died in trying to raise it, along with
seven Galweigh soldiers. The gorrahs schooled above the thing,
circling . . . circling . . . and every time
one of the crewmen tried to grapple it up from the bottom, one of
them would grab the chain and pull, and about half the time
the monster would drag the man into the sea. One dead gorrah
floated belly-up in testament to the fact that the monsters
didnt win every round; it was a small one as such creatures
went, which meant that it ran the length of ten men laid end to
end, and the sea vultures and gulls and blackbeaks covered it like
larger cousins of the flies that swarmed around it in clouds. Its
mouth-talons hung limp to either side of its huge maw; its bony,
armored body stank in the oppressive heat; and its two
spine-tipped, clawed forearms floated above its head in a gesture
of surrender. That one had caught its jaw on the grappling hook,
and the crew had locked down the chain, and the pilot, thinking
fast, had taken the Heart of Fire straight up and, when it
was as high as it would go, theyd snapped the chain free and
the bastard had fallen back into the sea and smashed itself flat
when it hit the water.
Which hadnt been as satisfying as it should have been.
Theyd lost the first of two grappling hooks then. The second
the one theyd salvaged from the Wind Treasure,
along with the replacement chain they lost when one of the
big gorrahs hooked onto it and nearly pulled the Heart of
Fire into the sea. Theyd had to cut that monster
loose.
So Crispin had sent the Galweighs Eagle, which had
been trying to find Rys boat and its occupants, back to Goft
to get replacement grappling hooks, and more chain, and a grappling
boom to mount on the front of the gondola, and more soldiers to
work the equipment. Hed spent the better part of the day
waiting while Anwyn loaded the supplies and came back. Anwyn had
been in a foul mood when he returned, too the pilot had
tried to alert the Galweighs to the fact that the airibles had
fallen under the command of the Sabirs, and Anwyn had to hurt him.
Crispin thought he was lucky he didnt have to kill the man;
that, unfortunately, would probably be necessary at the end of this
work.
For now, he concentrated on the job at hand. The Mirror of Souls
called to him. He could smell it, he could taste it, he could see
its radiant light; it knew his name and it sang a song that only he
could hear. If not for the dark shadows of the gorrahs circling it,
he would have Shifted and dived into the water to bring it up
himself.
As it was, he stared down at it and sweated and slapped at
seaflies and bloodflies, and he worried. He suffered doubts. He
didnt mind that hed lost men most of them had
been crew belonging to the Goft Galweighs anyway, and men were
easier to replace than grappling hooks or chains. What worried him
was that perhaps he would never get his hands on the Mirror
that maybe nothing he tried would successfully bring it to the
surface. Or that if he did, it would no longer work. Or that if it
worked, it would not work as the voice had promised.
But, oh, if it worked the way the voice had sworn it would
. . . then he would be a god. Power, immortality, more
magic than hed ever controlled before: He could tolerate huge
discomforts and worries with those images to sustain him.
From the boom, two of the crew began to shout. We have
something, Parat! Weve latched on and were bringing it
up.
The gorrahs were everywhere. They were following the line as if
they were bait on the hook. The chain clanked on the winch; the
grappling boom swung left and left and harder left, dragged by a
great weight; the nose of the airible swung to follow the boom; the
men on the deck strained at the crank, and sweated, and swore.
The brilliant red light rose through the depths, eclipsed by the
schools of gorrahs. Crispin moved closer to the ships rails
and looked down into the water, squinting against glare and waves
and clouds of stirred sediment to see what he had. His gut writhed
and his heart began to race. The smell of honeysuckle grew
stronger, and with it the reek of death that underlay it.
For a long moment he fought back the urge to puke. His stomach
heaved against the stink. He shuddered, and his instincts told him
to cut the thing loose that he would regret claiming it. His
heart told him to turn away, to go home content with the treasures
from the Wind Treasures hold, to forget about the
Mirror of Souls.
Crispin wasnt in the habit of listening to his gut or his
heart. If men were meant to listen to them, they wouldnt have
minds. His mind told him that with the Mirror of Souls, he would be
a god, and without it, he would be mortal, and would someday die.
He yelled, Keep at it! Haul it! Haul it!
His skin felt tight, his muscles ached, a chill ran down his
spine, and his pulse raced. Magic unlike any the world had known in
a thousand years, unlike anything it would ever know again without
his efforts, was about to become his. He grinned and shouted as he
saw the first light in the depths begin to grow brighter.
Thats it! Bring it up faster! Faster, damn
you!
He could begin to make out its shape. Big as a horse
. . . no, big as a house, and black as moonless night,
with a ring of fire around it. Almost alive, with tendrils trailing
out from all around it like a
Gorrah! he thought, and leaped back from the rail of the
gondolas catwalk.
The gorrah came up out of the water ahead of the Mirror of
Souls, twisting its whip-lean body as it rose to gain more
altitude. Its red eyes focused on Crispin, the fingers of its
mouth-talons spread wide to embrace him, the wreath of tentacles it
wore behind its head whipped upward to the place where he had stood
only instants before, and easily half of them curled around the
rail. The airible gondola creaked, the rail cracked, Crispin
scrabbled uphill along the catwalk as it started to peel away, with
the metal bending and screaming beneath the monsters immense
weight.
Crispin reached the back edge of the gondola and stared down at
the thing. Its maw, big enough to swallow a tall man standing up,
snapped and opened, snapped and opened, and it thrashed and glared
at him.
A sign, he thought. Danger from the depths.
Then he grinned again, because if it was a sign, it was one that
would turn to his benefit quickly enough.
The rail broke away at last mere moments that had seemed
like entire stations passing and the living nightmare
corkscrewed back into the sea.
The crew cheered . . . though Crispin suspected they
would have cheered twice as loudly if the beast had devoured
him.
It had followed the chain up to the ship, blocking out
Crispins view of the Mirror of Souls. Now, though, when he
looked over the edge, the men on the winch seemed to be raising a
small sun. Other gorrahs circled the artifact, all lesser kin of
that great monster whod burst from the sea. Crispin, who
hated the sea and everything in it, watched them with loathing.
Giant sharks circled among them, looking like minnows among trout.
Hed never seen sharks act in such a fashion gorrahs
generally ate them with enthusiasm, and sharks avoided the bigger,
more vicious predators. And gorrahs didnt usually school,
either; they were solitary hunters.
The Mirror seemed to bring out the worst in everything. Uncanny
behavior from deadly beasts, the insistent crawling of his skin,
the feeling he had that he was being watched he studied the
approach of the Mirror of Souls with less certainty. What, after
all, did he know about it? Nothing but what hed been told by
a ghost. He could order it dropped back into the sea, or let Anwyn
take it back in the Galweighs Eagle, or
. . .
Then he stopped and laughed at himself. His cousin Ry had
touched the artifact last. It would be like that treacherous
bitchson to put some sort of spell around it so that it would
disturb anyone who tried to claim it. Ry and whoever of his friends
had survived would undoubtedly be thrilled if they returned to this
place to find their prize intact.
No thrills for them. Crispin smiled slowly, savoring his
victory. The Mirror of Souls broke the surface and with it rose
half a dozen gorrahs, but they fell back into the sea, and the
radiant Mirror continued to rise.
It was a lovely thing. Godsall, but the Ancients knew how to
craft tools! It looked to him like a giant metal lily growing on a
stalk of light. Five connected petals of luminous platinum-white
metal formed a ring around a circle of blazing red light; the
largest of the petals bore incised markings that appeared to be
inlaid with precious stones. The base supporting this ring, which
mimicked the smooth curve of three long, swordlike leaves, had also
been fashioned of that glowing white metal. And in the center of
the leaves rose the stem, which was nothing but more light, born of
nothingness, flowing upward to feed the center of the flower in a
spiral that swirled outward from its heart and vanished as it
touched the inner aspects of the petals.
He had envisioned something different. Something more
mirrorlike, and more ominous. Something with buttons and levers and
complicated gears, something that looked like it did
something. Not a fancy light fixture for a room, nor a work of art.
He couldnt get any clear idea of how it worked from looking
at it, and he couldnt imagine how he would make it grant him
immortality.
Those concerns would have to wait, though. Now he had business
to take care of. At his direction, the captain of the Heart of
Fire signaled a midair rendezvous with the Galweighs
Eagle. He and Anwyn would direct the airships to Calimekka and
would take on the Sabir soldiers who would be waiting, armed and
armored, at Sabir House and by the end of the day, or
daybreak of the next day at latest, Galweigh House and its
strategic position, vast wealth, and surviving population would
belong to him to do with as he pleased.
The women and children would make entertaining slaves, he
thought. The men . . . they would become fodder for
executions in the public squares. He would erase the Galweigh name
and the Galweigh crest from Calimekka, and eventually from the
world.
And he would become a god. Sometimes he was amazed at how
well his life was turning out.
Chapter 22
Kait and the other survivors came ashore
at the base of the volcano on Falea in the lengthening shadows of
twilight, weary, thirsty, hungry, and afraid. Theyd spent the
day hiding from one of the airibles, which had plainly been
searching for them. The Thousand Dancers, however, offered some
cover from visual searches, and a second blood-drawn shield spell
had given them equally effective cover from magical searches.
They had survived so far but theyd lost the
Mirror. Kait had failed the Reborn. She dreaded the future.
They dragged the boat into the underbrush at the shoreline, then
trudged single file along a narrow path that Ian pointed out. They
were a quiet group, downcast and despairing. Ry and his
lieutenants, no longer pressed by immediate fear of capture, had
begun to talk softly of Karyls death. Hasmal and Kait
didnt speak at all; Kait still saw the Mirror of Souls
tumbling beneath the surface of the water, the blood-red ray of
light that burst from its center spinning as it fell. Her memory
still heard the thrumming engines of the airibles growing closer,
and though her heart wanted to believe those aboard the airibles
would not be able to retrieve the Mirror, it did not. She knew, as
surely as she knew her own nature, that they whoever they
were had the Mirror already and were on their way to
Calimekka with it.
Ian alone had lost nothing in that last exchange, but he was as
subdued as the rest of them.
The village is up ahead, he said at last. We
have to stop here, or risk being shot by the sentries.
Kait came to a halt with the rest of the small band, and sniffed
the air. She smelled the village ahead, the scents carried lightly
on the breeze. Along with unmistakable odors of human habitation
composting human waste, cookfires, sweat, and domestic
animals she smelled flowers, overripe fruit, and the rich
sweetness of caberra incense.
Hayan, etto burebban baya a tebbo, Ian called
into the darkness.
They waited. Kait listened, Karnee senses straining for the
sound of the sentry, but she heard nothing. She could not smell his
position either, though they had approached the village from
downwind.
I dont think anyone is watching, she said when
they had stood in the darkness for a long time with no
response.
Theyre watching, Ian said. Theyre
always watching.
A cool breeze moved through the treetops, and Kait suddenly
realized he was right. She didnt smell humans, but she
smelled . . . something. And she could feel eyes watching
her in the darkness eyes as sharp and wary as her own.
A shrill, high-pitched voice directly over her head trilled,
Hayatto tebbo nan reet. Bey hetabbey?
Kait jumped, startled by how close the sentry was. Nothing had
managed to get so close to her without her knowledge since
. . . she couldnt recall a time when anyone had
gotten so far inside her defenses. The sentry wasnt human,
but that didnt excuse her carelessness.
Ian said, Ian Draclas, ube reet.
Hat atty.
The sentry says to go ahead. They know me here. Dont
put your hands near your weapons as you go toward the village,
though, or do anything that looks threatening. Some of them will be
following us all the way in.
What are they? Kait asked.
Ian shrugged. Theyre Scarred of some sort. Allies of
the villagers here. Ive never seen them; I dont know
what they look like or how the villagers came to reach an agreement
with them. All I know about them is that they are deadly shots with
the poisoned arrows they carry, and that they slaughtered more than
a hundred men who attacked this village in the length of time it
would take me to sit down. One instant the war party was charging
forward, screaming, weapons raised, and the next instant every one
of them had fallen to the ground, dead from the wounds of single
arrows.
No one spoke the rest of the way into the village, for fear of
having some sound or movement mistaken as threatening.
Two men, both holding torches, waited for them at the village
gate. They spoke Iberan, though with a heavy accent.
We knowed you for to be coming, one of them said. He
was stout, middle-aged, his face laced with knife scars. His cloudy
eyes squinted through the flickering light at them. The old
warrior, he telled us for to be watching for yourselves.
This is to being Ian Foldbrother, Father, the other
man said. The old warrior was not to be saying Ian
Foldbrother would come.
He never was saying who maybe to be coming. Only saying
someone, and that the fire we was to be seeing last night
was for being a sign.
Bad sign, he saying.
Bad sign, Kait agreed under her breath. It was
that, for sure.
To be coming in, all of you, the younger man said.
The old warrior is to be waiting.
Some weary old village chief, Kait thought, had watched the sky
and guessed the red beacon of the Mirror of Souls slashing through
the night sky had portended trouble. And had warned the sentries
and the villagers to be on the lookout for anyone it might stir up.
Now they would go before him and try to convince him that they
didnt mean trouble. And after that
Her mind was too tired to try to guess what would happen after
that. She and Hasmal would have to try to get into Calimekka to
find the Mirror, she supposed. They would likely get killed in the
attempt, but they were going to have to make the attempt.
Meanwhile, she followed the old man, who, in spite of his near
blindness, led them through the narrow streets of the tiny village
with swift confidence. To be following me, he kept
saying.
He stopped in front of a house that looked no different than any
of the other houses. Whitewashed baked mudbrick walls, a roof
thatched with bundled palmetto, windows covered with cloth mesh, a
bamboo door that would keep out nothing but chickens or ducks
. . . or goats, but only if they werent interested
in getting in to begin with. The house smelled of caberra incense.
And of something else. Something familiar, or perhaps someone
familiar, though her mind refused to connect the smell with a
name.
Their guide shouted into the house, They are here! They
are here, Foldbrother!
She heard a softly muttered oath but an Iberan oath, said
in accentless Iberan and the hair on the back of her neck
stood up, and she braced herself.
In the next instant a face peered through the door, and face and
name and scent all tumbled into one familiar picture, and the rest
of the world fell away.
Uncle Dùghall! she shrieked, and burst past the
old man and her traveling companions. She tore the flimsy door off
its leather hinges in her haste, and threw her arms around the
still-drowsy man who stood before her.
Chapter 23
Crispin still couldnt believe his
luck. The Galweighs of Galweigh House, invaded from within, had
surrendered within moments of the landing of the airibles. Less
than a station had passed since he had stepped out of the airible
into his new House, and already he had claimed an apartment, sent
the new Galweigh slaves to Sabir House, and sent both Anwyn and
Andrew in search of whatever interesting treasures they could find
within the House itself.
The Dragons voice in his head had spent much of the trip
back to Calimekka telling him the other things he needed to do. Now
he paced in his apartment, feeling the press of time at his
back.
It is essential that you have a crowd around you, the
voice told him. The moment you activate the Mirror, it will draw
its magic from the lives of those within its reach. If you are
alone, it will have no one else to draw on, and will draw from you
and suck you dry. It has safeguards built in to protect the
operator, but those safeguards are useless if youre
alone.
How many people did he need? he asked. Ten? Twenty?
The more people around you, the more power youll draw
into you, and the more godgifts youll receive. You dont
want ten. You dont want a hundred. You want thousands
tens of thousands.
That was how Dragon magic kaiboten worked.
All the books hed read about it had been clear on that.
Kaiboten was the magic of masses; it could draw power from
everyone at once, not just from those few who had been specially
prepared and offered as sacrifices. To the practitioner of
kaiboten, all the world could become an unknowing, involuntary
sacrifice.
And he was about to acquire the secrets of that ancient,
wondrous magic. He needed someone who could give him the crowd he
required, though.
A knock sounded on his door, and the servant stepped into the
room. Nomeni heo Tasslimi, he said, and bowed.
Calimekkas head parnissa, Nomeni heo Tasslimi, stepped
into the room behind him. Nomeni had been Crispins instructor
when he was young. The parnissa, a lean old hawk of a man, looked
like he had come directly from his prayers; he breathed hard and
still wore his parnissal robes, though the parnissas never wore the
sacred robes into the streets.
Crispin! He smiled and patted his old student on the
shoulder. How odd it is to hear from you at this late hour,
and how strange the circumstances: I had just been thinking of you.
A rumor had already reached me of your . . . acquisition
. . . of this fine House. He glanced around the
room, noted the glowing artifact sitting in the corner, and raised
an eyebrow.
Crispin smiled. Nomeni had always maintained good sources, which
was essential in his line of work. I found treasure, he
said.
So I see. Ill hope that will be good news for the
parnissery, too, of course. The generosity of the gods deserves
commemoration with a suitable gift.
I have such a gift, I think. But only for you. He
nodded at the artifact. Thats the Mirror of
Souls.
Nomenis shocked expression gratified Crispin, and he
elaborated.
Its better than anyone could have imagined, Nomeni.
Its a wonder; the greatest of the Ancients
creations. He watched the old parnissa from the corner of his
eye. It can make men immortal and give them the powers of
gods. The old mans eyes grew hungry at that, and
Crispin smiled inwardly. He turned to the old man. I want to
be a god.
Im old. Im sick . . . I suspect that
Im dying. Will you give me immortality, too?
Crispin nodded. Thats why I asked you to come here.
I wont share this great power with everyone. Gods must have
their subjects, after all. But two gods could share the vast world
with little problem, dont you think? The two of us
. . . and eternity.
The parnissa looked down at the floor and said softly, I
fear death. There is little peace for me in the thought of dying
and being reborn, of struggling through helpless childhood again,
of creating myself anew, of fighting my way back to power. Im
already where I want to be, doing what I want to do. He
looked at Crispin and said, Tell me how I can help
you.
At daybreak, call a holy day. Ring the summoning bells,
require all businesses to close, and demand that the people gather
in the great square to hear your prayers. Say you had
. . . Crispin shrugged. I dont know.
Say you had an omen, or words from the gods, or something. Whatever
you want. Just get as many people into the square as you can. The
Mirror will draw its magic from them to give us life and
power.
Youre of Familied blood, Crispin. The Sabirs could
call such a gathering on their own.
The Sabirs could, Crispin agreed, but I
couldnt do it now, without the consent and blessing of the
paraglese. He would want to know why, and he would insist on
benefiting the entire Family with this treasure. And I have no wish
to confer immortality on most of my relatives. If we do this
now, you and I need not share our secret with Andrew or Anwyn,
with the paraglese, with the Wolves, or with the rest of the
parnissery. If we act now, we two will hold the world in our
hands.
Ah. The old parnissa nodded. So that is why I
come into your scheme. I can call a gathering without involving
anyone else.
Precisely.
And these gathered thousands . . . what of
them?
Their lives will feed the magic.
Will they die?
Crispin shrugged. I dont know. They might. Does it
matter?
The parnissa smiled at him. I taught you. I molded you in
my own image. You are the man I created. Why do you even ask
such a question?
Crispin returned his smile. You asked what would happen to
them, when I could not imagine you worrying yourself with such a
question back when I was younger. I wondered if perhaps you had
grown tender with age.
Nomeni threw back his head and brayed. Old birds only grow
tougher with time never more tender. Let us go, then. You
and I and your servants and the Mirror of Souls will creep from
this House like the thieves in the tale of Joshan and the five
winds. At daybreak the sheep will pray. And you and I shall
prey.
Chapter 24
The cry spread out from the central
parnissery tower in Calimekka to the hundreds of outer towers
throughout the great city, Kae ebbout!
Come to prayer.
The city echoed with the calls, and men slogging their goods to
market over the rough-paved back streets hurried their burros or
oxen along, hoping to get their goods to warehouse before sunrise;
and women setting up stalls in the markets sighed and began
repacking their wares; and servants in the great Houses groaned and
rose from their hard beds and began readying the fine silks and
linens that their parats and paratas would require in the next
station. The city breathed in, an expectant little gasp, and did
not exhale. The air itself seemed to shiver with anticipation.
In the darkness before the dawn, the cries of the shevels
brought sleepers out of sleep and warned the night workers that
there would be no pleasant bed for them at daybreak. Those who
could ate lightly of the foods permitted before a day of prayer and
fasting.
Crispin stood in the great parnissery square, staring out at the
city that lay beneath his feet, feeling his heart race and his
blood pound through his veins like floodwaters overfilling a
stream. Soon . . . so soon . . .
What does a god wear to his inauguration? Crispin wondered. He
considered the green silk, but chose the cloth of gold, and his
best emeralds. His best sword. The Fingus headdress, with the
emeralds inset in the gold cap, and the two oxbow-cock feathers at
each side. And his comfortable dress boots. No god should
have to suffer aching feet.
The Mirror of Souls already occupied its place just in front of
the main altar in the central parnissery. He stood behind it,
smiling down at the men and women and children who began to fill
the square. They were his meat. His fuel, all of them. He
could already feel the energy from their miserable little lives
coursing through his blood.
The sun rose over the horizon, barely making its presence known
before vanishing behind the swollen bellies of the rain clouds that
blanketed the sky. The bells began pealing out the single alto note
of Soma, and as they did, the first huge drops of rain spattered
the pavement and hit the carriage, and the low rumble of thunder
rolled through the jagged hills. Crispin watched hundreds of heavy
paper umbrellas blossom like desert flowers, and smiled to himself.
How many fewer people would walk home than had hurried toward the
sacred square? How many of them would he bleed dry to create
himself as god?
Nomeni took his place on the step in front of the Mirror of
Souls and began leading the sheep in the first of the prayer
dances, spinning slowly on one foot, bent all the way over with his
wrists dragging the stone stair. He was still a limber bastard,
Crispin thought. Old, certainly, and perhaps truly dying
Crispin had heard rumors to that effect for months but not
out of the game yet.
Watching him, Crispin could regret the lie hed told to win
the old parnissas cooperation. Nomeni would not be joining
him in godhood. No one would. Crispin didnt care to share his
power with anyone, so only he would rest his hands in the pool of
light that swirled in the heart of the Mirror the pool of
light his Dragon told him was the key to immortality. Only he would
be fed when the Mirror drew life and magic from the assembled
thousands. Only he would live forever.
The old man finished his prayer dance, and Crispin moved out
from behind the Mirror and down the stairs. There he knelt in front
of Nomeni, to all appearances the dedicated son of Iberism
hed been trained to emulate.
Rise, the old man told him.
Crispin kissed the hem of Nomenis robe simple,
pious black silk this morning, that made his own cloth of gold and
emeralds and feathers look like the cheap gauds of a concubine by
comparison. He felt silly for a moment, as if hed seen in the
old man the true definition of power with grace. But when he rose,
he allowed only a warm smile to show in his face and his eyes, and
he whispered, Are you ready, old friend, to join me in
godhood?
Wait, Nomeni whispered. The square is not yet
as full as it can be. Ill tell the cattle why theyre
here by then, it should be packed.
Crispin nodded and tried to relax. He reascended the platform
and stood behind the Mirror of Souls with his hands at his sides.
The parnissa took his place directly in front of the Mirror as
Crispin had told him he should.
The parnissa raised his arms and pitched his voice to the back
of the square. Iberans, Calimekkans, sons and daughters of
Iberism, hear now the words of the gods as they spoke them to me.
As you watch, the sky darkens and the gods who hold Matrin in their
hand crush the clouds in their fists and squeeze out thunder and
lightning. They stare at you in anger and send forth foul omens of
death and disease, of the destruction of this city and all who
inhabit it.
Nice opener, Crispin thought. Good attention-getter. The people
in the square were staring at the sky, crowding together tighter
and tighter as more of them squeezed their way in. They were packed
like pickled herring, and their faces wore expressions of fear.
Their fear-stink rose from them in great waves, and touched
Crispins nostrils like the sweetest of perfumes.
He heard above their cattle moans and sheep bleats the rattle of
other wheels on the pavement outside of the square. Other
carriages, coming fast. He frowned. Only members of Families were
permitted to ride in carriages to the parnisseries. But Families
had their own parnissas, and their own private chapels, and would
be meeting in them to hear the words of the parnissa broadcast from
the Ancients tower in the central parnissery square of each
lesser parnissery. So which Family members were out in the dreadful
weather, fighting through the crowds to attend the prayers with a
mob of the unwashed? From which Families? And why?
Your sacrifices, Nomeni growled to the listeners,
have been shameful. You have not offered your best of
anything to the gods. Your penitences have been false; you have
hidden secrets deep within the dark corners of your lives; and you
have lied to Lodan, who gives and takes, and to Brethwan, who
rejoices and suffers.
The carriages rolled into the square, parting the already packed
crowds as they moved forward. Galweigh crests decorated their
doors, and Galweigh colors caparisoned their horses. For a moment
Crispin was bewildered. Then his cousin Andrew stepped out of the
first carriage. Anwyn, cloaked and masked, his deformities
disguised as parts of a costume, jumped down from the second. Both
had disguised themselves in Galweigh finery, red and black; they
stalked through the crowd like scythes through grass, the cowering
peasants scrambling out of their way in fear of their lives. With
reason, of course the unfortunate un-Familied peon who
touched a Family member without prior permission would find himself
a featured attraction in Punishment Square.
His brother and his cousin had discovered what he was up to,
Crispin realized. But how?
It didnt matter Crispin had enough time to do what
he needed to do if he acted immediately. He wouldnt have to
share godhood with anyone.
He slipped his hands over the colorful incised symbols on the
main petal of the Mirror of Souls. He followed the pattern his
Dragon had carefully described to him. His fingers touched the
cool, polished surfaces of the gemstones inlaid in the metal.
There, and there, and there pressing, watching the
gems light up from within, watching as the light swirling in the
center of the Mirror began flowing faster, and faster, bulging
upward in the center. It changed color, becoming first pale blue
and then deeper blue and finally a blue so deep it was almost
black; and at that instant, as hed been instructed, he
plunged both his hands into that darkly glowing dome of light in
the heart of the Mirror of Souls.
I win, he thought.
You lose, the voice in his head shouted gleefully.
Light poured upward and outward, a dark blue waterfall inverted
and shot at the sky. It arced over the people in the square, over
his brother and cousin, over the lesser parnissas that stood atop
the altar behind him and at points around the square. It bounded
from person to person in the crowd, touching all of them,
connecting them, illuminating them. It shot into the central
parnissery tower, and Crispin could see the light streaming from
there toward other towers throughout the city. He could see
. . . but he could not affect. He could not move, not
breathe, not cry out he could not even fall down and break
contact with the Mirror of Souls.
Inside his skull, the screaming of demons.
Pain that lit up the backs of his eyeballs, seared the roots of
his teeth, burned his tongue until he was sure it was a charred
cinder in his mouth. Screaming white-hot pain shot through his
spine, and from his spine burrowed outward, tearing him apart. He
felt his awareness his soul rip loose from his body.
He tried to resist the ripping, tried to fight the terror that he
felt, but he was helpless. Utterly helpless, while the merciless
light stripped his soul in tatters from his flesh and flung it in
frightened, howling gobbets into the blazing maw of the Mirror of
Souls. Sucked out of himself and tossed into the terrifying
infinity of the Veil, left to float in the darkness a mind
without senses, a soul locked inside the impenetrable walls of
itself. He screamed silently, pled for mercy or a second chance,
begged the forces that had destroyed him to return him to his body
and his life.
The gods werent listening.
* * *
In the square, the light retreated from the people
it had touched; a sea swallowing itself at ebb tide. The parnissa,
Nomeni, lay dead on the steps leading up to the altar, his corpse
desiccated, mummified, his twisted body and horrified face locked
into a hideous rictus, a silent testament to the pain and terror
that had preceded his death. The crowd held a few other corpses,
their locations marked by the movement of the living away from them
they were pocks in the complexion of the crowd. Surprisingly
few in a crowd of close to fifteen thousand people, there
were fewer than twenty such pocks.
Crispin stood with his hands still immersed in the light that
swirled in the center of the Mirror of Souls. His body was stiff,
his head bowed, his shoulders straining against invisible
forces.
Then the last pale strands of light spiraled down through the
center of the Mirror and vanished. The artifact sat dead, dormant,
silent. Crispin staggered backward and yelled, then caught himself
and shook himself as if awakening from a nightmare. He flushed,
embarrassment clear in his expression.
With a deep sigh, he walked forward and down the steps, to kneel
beside the corpse of the parnissa. As he did, a single beam of
sunlight broke through the clouds and illuminated him, and the gold
of his clothing and the gems he wore caught the light and scattered
radiance around him as if he were a prism.
He rose, and lifted a hand, and the panicked sounds in the crowd
died down. My people, he said softly, though his voice
carried clearly, the gods brought us here to witness their
judgment against the unfaithful, the unworthy, the dishonest. Many
of us have been fooled by those we trusted; many of us have
followed with pure hearts the edicts of the wicked; many of us have
been victims of our own trust. He stepped backward one step,
up the stairs, placing intentional distance between himself and
dead Nomeni. I was made a fool; I allowed myself to be
brought here at the insistence of a man I believed in, to offer
sacrifice. But our gods have spoken for themselves, and have chosen
their own sacrifices. And we who have been judged by fire, and have
been found acceptable in the eyes of our gods, must now go back to
our homes and reflect on those who have died for the evils they
have done.
The people stood staring. Sheep. Stupid sheep. He waved a hand
at them. Go home, he said. Go back to your homes,
to your work, to whatever you would have been doing. The gods have
had their amusement, and have made their point. We must be vigilant
in our care of our own piety and the gods will be vigilant
for us in guaranteeing the piety of those they set over us to serve
them. Bitterness tinged his voice. For now, go home.
Begone.
Anwyn made his way through the crowd that finally began to move
out of the square, fighting the tide of humanity. You
dont sound happy, he purred. Dear me, you
dont sound happy at all.
Crispin stared at him coldly. How perceptive of you to
notice, brother.
Didnt your little toy work the way you had
hoped?
Had it worked the way I hoped, I would have been a god,
and you and everyone else in this city would have been bowing on
your knees to me, he snarled. I dont see anyone
bowing.
Anwyn laughed, and the laughter echoed hollowly behind his metal
mask. Poor Crispin being so clever and failing so
miserably. You should have waited for us perhaps the three
of us together could have made the Mirror do what it was supposed
to do.
Crispin shook his head. It . . . failed. Some
component inside of it shattered I heard it go and
when it did, the magic fell back on itself. He shrugged, a
look of resignation on his face. I lost nothing by the
attempt. Well take the Mirror home, and you and Andrew can
play with it, and see if perhaps you can get it to work. He
pointed to one of the junior parnissas who had been hovering well
behind the altar. You have that taken to Sabir
House. He jerked his chin toward the Mirror of Souls.
Not to Galweigh House?
Its too remote for convenience. Im having the
treasures from its vaults brought to Sabir House. You will have
already received the slaves. The furnishings . . .
He shrugged. We can use the place as a fortress, perhaps, or
for entertainment. But Ive discovered that Sabir House is
much more convenient for everyday use.
I see. Just as well youll be rejoining us,
Andrew said. We need to watch you better, Crispin. I
dont trust you.
Anwyn laughed; then Crispin laughed, too.
Trust. A concept the three of us are far too civilized to
be seduced by, Crispin said. Trust is the domain of
cattle watchfulness the purview of the cattleman who raises
and slaughters the cattle. He walked down the steps, brushing
past his brother and his cousin, and strode to his carriage.
Ill see both of you back at the House. At your leisure,
of course.
He got into the carriage; the driver whipped the horses; they
clattered out into the street.
Crispin sat with his face to the window, staring out at the
people leaving the square. A beautiful young woman caught his eye.
She stared straight at him, gray eyes coldly curious. He touched
his cheek with his little finger, and her lips curled into a smile.
She nodded curtly and turned away. Then he spotted a man, tall and
broad-shouldered, with a flat belly and jet-black eyes. The man
gave him the same intent stare, raised his little finger to his
cheek. Crispin nodded.
A slender girl with the build of a dancer turned away from the
boy who held her hand; at the sound of the approaching carriage she
stepped back and lifted her chin and stared at Crispin, and her
smile was feral. A quick gesture, hand up to brush a stray lock of
hair from her forehead . . . and the little finger
dragged for just an instant across her cheek. She turned away
before he could even respond. It didnt matter. They would all
come together. He and she and the rest. Hundreds of them throughout
the city, returned from the dead, invested into the youngest,
strongest, most beautiful bodies available, and into bodies with
access to power.
Within a week, they would meet. Within another week, they would
have gained control of the resources they needed to begin
rebuilding the life-pillars that the Great War had destroyed. And
with the life-pillars re-created . . .
. . . Well, then they truly would be immortal.
Dafril, the Dragon who wore Crispins body, smiled and
flexed his arms, and stretched his legs, and arched his back. He
couldnt believe how good it felt to be embodied again; after
more than a thousand years, hed forgotten many of the
pleasures of the flesh. Hed have plenty of time to reacquaint
himself with them, though. The Dragons were back. And this time,
they intended to stay. Forever.
Book Two

There is no
day so dark that it cannot grow darker, and no man so strong that
he cannot be crushed. Or are you immortal, Rogan?
ALLIVITA, IN ACT II OF THE LAST HERO
OF MAESTWAULD
BY VINCALIS THE AGITATOR
Chapter 25
. . . and thats how we came
to be here, Dùghall said.
Kait sipped gratefully at the mug of plantain beer and leaned
against the bolster on the floor. Of all the rest of her fellow
survivors, only Ry was awake. He sat to her left, devouring the
meat-flavored rice dish that Dùghall had offered. The rest of
them were sleeping on the floor in the back room; she could hear
soft snores and the occasional rustle as someone rolled over.
But that explains nothing of how you arrived here, or why
youve changed so much.
Dùghall smiled. He was thinner and harder to Kait he
looked like hed been put in an oven, where the fat had melted
off his body and left him tough and brown and wiry. Gone were the
round belly and full jowls that were the mark of the wealthy man in
Calimekkan society.
Ive told you how we escaped from the Sabirs, those
of us who survived. Perhaps others lived that I didnt see, of
course the House, after all, is the friend of those who know
her secrets. He shook his head, and Kait saw pain in his
eyes. I hope more live than the few that spent the night in
that room with me. After the walking dead rid the House of its
invaders, I returned to my quarters. Id thought to help the
Family rebuild regain its foothold in the city. But I sought
guidance on how I could best do that; I threw the zanda, and
it gave me a message Id thought never to see in my lifetime.
I was to leave the House, taking nothing with me but what I could
carry on my back and telling no one of my departure, because
according to the zanda, there were traitors among our
survivors. I was to journey in secret. I was to go home and from
there seek allies to stand with the Reborn and the Falcons against
the Dragons.
So I did exactly that. I slipped out of Galweigh House
unseen and unremarked and placed myself aboard the first ship I
could find that was sailing for the Imumbarras. Once there, I
emptied the embassy treasury, sent out a call to my adult sons to
join me for battle, hired the best soldiers I could find on the
islands, claimed the Galweigh ships in harbor under martial law,
and sailed ships and men through the Imumbarra Isles, the Fire
Islands, and the Thousand Dancers. Along the way I hired more men,
stocked my ships, trained them
Then you have a navy hidden here? Ry interrupted,
his voice eager.
No.
No? Kait was puzzled. Then what happened to
the ships and men and supplies? She kept seeing herself
sailing into Calimekka with a trained, eager marine force to
reclaim the Mirror of Souls.
When we reached Falea and began to add to our supplies,
the Reborn spoke to me. He told me that I was to send my great
force on to Brelst under the command of my oldest son. He said I
was to wait here.
Ry said, If you hadnt sent your fleet off,
theyd be here now to help us retrieve the Mirror of Souls. Or
perhaps they could have prevented the Mirror of Souls from being
stolen in the first place. We, after all, were also on our way to
Brelst.
The ways of Vodor Imrish are . . . well,
convoluted at best, and his motives are rarely clear to the mortal
mind. Dùghall managed a wry, wan smile. I suspect
Im here to help you reclaim the Mirror of Souls. Though why
this could better be done by the few we have now instead of the
many we would have had a month ago, I dont know.
I would have sailed with the fleet, Ry said.
To cold hell with oracles.
And had I done that, I wouldnt know my niece
lived, Dùghall said, and I wouldnt be able
to travel back to the city to assist you in regaining the
Mirror.
I doubt a diplomat will be of much use to us, Ry
said.
And if I were a diplomat, Id have to agree with you.
But Im a wizard, son your better by far, even with all
your men assisting you; better than young Hasmal in there; better
than my little Kaitcha here who I can see has been doing diligent
study in the science since I saw her last.
Ry flushed. How did you know . . . ?
That you were a wizard? A Wolf? His smile was sly.
Im a Falcon. An old Falcon. Ive been
watching your sort all my life, and not one of you has ever so much
as suspected that I was anything but the diplomat I claimed to be.
I can smell Wolves the way Kait . . . or you, I suspect
. . . can smell the animals creeping through the
underbrush outside the village walls.
Kait watched Rys eyebrows slide up his forehead, though he
looked away before he could betray his surprise to Dùghall.
Youre an observant man, he said quietly.
Observant enough that Im surprised someone hasnt
had you killed.
Observant enough that Im still alive, in spite of
the fact that more than a few have tried.
Perhaps youll be an asset to our mission after
all.
Kait glanced at Ry. When did it become our mission?
I dont recall asking you to help me retrieve the Mirror of
Souls.
He looked straight into her eyes and said, I have my
reasons for going with you.
I need to know what they are, Kait said.
Dùghall nodded. Im afraid I have to agree.
Sabir reasons and Wolf reasons are unlikely to mesh well with
Galweigh reasons and Falcon reasons.
Now Ry faltered. He looked from her to Dùghall, then back
to her again. Kait saw long-buried pain in his eyes. The
truth? he said. Aside from being with you, that is? I
need the Mirror of Souls as much as you do. He looked away
from her and his voice went both quiet and hard. I want my
brother back.
Kaits stomach lurched. Hes . . .
dead?
For a long time.
Kait worded her question carefully. What makes you think
the Mirror of Souls could give him back to you?
Ry managed a small smile. He told me so himself.
A voice inside your head, you mean? One that claimed to be
your brother? One that came to you not long ago . . .
maybe after our Families fought?
He nodded.
That wasnt your brother.
He was Cadell. He knew things only Cadell could
know.
Kait shook her head. He read your memories. Such a spirit
told me how to find the Mirror she told me she was an
ancestor of mine, martyred by your Family hundreds of years ago.
She lied, because she wanted me to bring the Mirror of Souls to
Calimekka. She was a Dragon.
She thought his face went pale. And how did you discover
that?
Kait didnt know how he would respond to her story of
seeking out the Reborn in the womb, or how reliable he would
consider the information. So she said, Hasmal performed a
spell. From it we discovered her origins.
Ry frowned and sat quietly for a moment. Kait felt a tiny
tendril of magic curl out from his body; she tightened her shields
until she could feel nothing. His sort of magic would pull its
power from the people around him, and might rebound to him and
anyone he involved; she wanted nothing to do with that.
Cadell wont answer me, he said at last.
Thats because he isnt Cadell,
Dùghall said.
So you have no reason to go with us when we retrieve the
Mirror.
Ry looked long and hard at her. I still have reasons. I
left my Family and crossed the ocean to be with you, Kait. I still
want to be with you. He looked away from her and said,
Maybe you think Im a fool. He shrugged.
Maybe I am a fool. But Ill see you safely where
youre going. And my men will stay with me. Theyre loyal
and brave theyll be good to have along.
Dùghall said, Events fall into place. His tone
was enigmatic, his expression troubled. Suddenly he stiffened and
turned toward the west. Shield yourselves! he
snapped.
A wave of pure malevolent magic rolled over Kait, overwhelming
the light shield she already had in place. The pain of the magic
blinded her, threw her to the floor, and drove into her belly like
a knife.
Blind.
Deaf.
Mute.
Paralyzed.
Devoured by agony.
She fought for a handhold in that sudden sea of horror; a single
point upon which she could concentrate, a single piece of debris in
her shattered world that she could use to keep herself from
drowning in madness.
Focus.
She found a place of calm energy beneath her.
Drew in protective magic.
Rebuilt her shield.
Fed it, a slow trickle at a time, then faster as the shield
began to buffer her from the maelstrom around her. She expanded it,
let it meld to Rys shield and Dùghalls, then
expanded it carefully over the men in the other room who had been
caught sleeping and had been crushed by the wizardstorm.
She crouched, huddled and shivering, on the floor. Blessed
stillness cradled her, and slowly, slowly, the pain subsided.
Her hands trembled, and cold sweat beaded on her forehead and
dripped down her nose and off her upper lip. But she had herself
under control, and the evil could no longer touch her. Her vision
began to clear, and she saw Dùghall and Ry curled on the floor
beside her, both pale and sweating and shivering. She rose, shocked
at how weak her legs were and how wobbly her gait, and tottered
outside. She looked west, toward the birthplace of the evil she
felt.
The cloud-smeared sky glowed impossibly blue, the blue of
sapphires illuminated from inside, their light sent streaking
across the horizon in tight arcs. Lovely. But the poison that
poured from the beautiful light pounded at her, even as she
tightened her shield. She knew the evil knew its shape and
its appearance, knew its name, and how it had come to be summoned
forth.
She leaned against the cool, whitewashed wall and closed her
eyes. That light came from the Mirror of Souls. Theyd used
it. She could feel the artifacts imprint in the magic; she
could recognize its signature. After months of living on the ship
with the damned thing, feeling its energy permeating the cabin,
hearing the almost-imperceptible hum of its light core, she felt
she knew it better than she knew her shipmates. And it was awake,
and alive, and exultant.
Evil. The artifact was inherently evil; she did not think there
would be any way to use it for good. She hadnt been able to
sense that before, but now, with it fully awake, she couldnt
mistake the Mirrors essential nature. It had been created to
cause pain, to maim and destroy in some manner that she could not,
from her great distance, fathom. It had waited more than a thousand
years to carry out its evil. It was . . . happy.
I brought it here. If I hadnt gone after it
. . . if I hadnt listened to the voice that told me
the only way I could hope to see my Family alive again was to
retrieve it . . .
But no. Down that path lay madness. She had acted in good faith,
using the best of her knowledge at the time. She had done the only
thing she believed she could do. And if she had not been willing to
undertake the arduous voyage, the same voice who lured her across
the ocean would have found another person with equally compelling
desires.
Others had crawled out into the daylight to stare at the distant
light show. Kait heard Hasmal nearby, and Ry, and Dùghall.
Dùghall stood staring at the sky, and frightened villagers
hurried to surround him, babbling questions in panicked voices. He
shook his head and pointed his finger at those glowing blue arcs
and answered them in their own language. She heard his attempt to
be comforting and, underneath that, his fear.
She walked to his side. Were too late. Theyve
used it.
Dùghall looked from her to the sky, where the lights had
finally begun to flicker out. Back to her, to the sky, to her.
Finally he said, Weve known for a thousand years and
better that the Dragons would return, Kait. Weve been waiting
for them. We knew they would find the Mirror, though we didnt
know how. Vincalis predicted all of these things in his Secret
Texts, and warned us to watch that these evil things were
the signs that foretold a good outcome. The Dragons are back, their
magic has returned, and the Mirror of Souls is in their hands. But
prophecy said all these things would come to pass before Solander
returned to us. Hes ready to be rebirthed and when he
returns, hell lead all of us against the Dragons, and we will
wipe them utterly from the face of the earth and raise the city of
Paranne for everyone.
Danya carries the Reborn in her belly, Kait said.
But she has closed herself off from him, and wont
answer me when I try to reach her, either.
Dùghalls eyebrows slid up his forehead, and she knew
shed stunned him.
Danya? he whispered. Danya! Is alive? She
escaped from the Sabirs? How?
Kait cut him off. I dont know how shes doing,
and I dont know how she got away from her kidnappers. All I
know is shes pregnant with the Reborn. I can feel her anger
and her hurt, but I cant reach her. Either I dont have
enough control of magic to get through to her, or else she
isnt listening.
Dùghall looked worried for a moment. Id feel
better if I knew where she was. How shed come to be there.
How she was doing. He sighed, and stared toward Calimekka,
where the last of the lights had vanished, and the overwhelming
feeling of evil had dissipated. Whatever they did there,
its finished now. But we have Vincaliss assurance that
the Reborn will set things right. Well follow his guidance;
with his help well destroy the Dragons. And when its
done, the Reborn will build an eternal empire of love better than
any empire the world has known before.
Kait nodded, hoping the futures outcome was as certain as
her uncle believed. What about Danya?
The Reborn will protect her.
Chapter 26
The horrible darkness and the bitter
cold of winter had given way to a short, startling spring, and then
to a summer where the sun never set. The bleak tundra bloomed,
suddenly and shockingly fertile, covered with berries of a dozen
varieties, short-lived flowers in colors Danya had never even
imagined before, sturdy greenery that grew so fast she kept
thinking if she sat down and watched just a little longer, she
could see the plants move.
Birds flocked to the just-melted waterways and filled the skies
with their chatter and themselves with the larvae of mosquitoes and
burstbugs. Blackflies and coppergnats filled the air in clouds, and
spawning salmon and firth and grayling raced into the pure, cold,
shallow streams to mate. Wolves and bears trailed their young,
foxes trotted ahead of round-faced kits, caribou and wixen swung
across the spongy ground in huge herds with their calves at their
sides.
Danya swelled, too, as fertile as the rolling tundra. The baby
was huge inside of her, all angles and lumps and kicking, squirming
protrusions. She waddled when she walked, fought for balance, slept
sitting up because she could no longer breathe when she lay down. A
small part of her embraced the changes, because they made her feel
necessary and vital and somehow more alive than shed ever
felt. That small part of her was the Danya she had been before the
Sabir Wolves kidnapped her, tortured her, raped her, and used her
as the buffer for the spell they launched against her Family. That
small part of her had always wanted a baby, and found the life of
the one inside her enthralling.
But she was no longer human, and she felt sure that the magic
that had twisted her into a monster had done the same thing to the
unborn infant. And she could not forget the rape that had forced
the child on her, and the three detestable Sabirs, one of whom had
fathered it. Luercas said that the father was Karnee that
meant that he was either Crispin or Andrew, both of whom had
changed into beast form at one time or another while torturing her.
So the infant would have their beast-nature, too.
Had she still been human, she might have been able to forgive
the unborn creature for his existence; after all, he had
done nothing to her. But she looked at the monster shed
become, and her ugly, ravaged body twisted the joy she found in the
wonder of pregnancy and poisoned it. When the magic made her into a
monster, the people who cast it took away everything shed
ever wanted in her life: home, friends, Family, position, wealth,
and future.
She shifted her weight to her other hip when the baby kicked,
trying to find a position that didnt hamper her breathing or
hurt her back and at the same time trying to find a comfortable
position for her thick tail. She sat among the hummocks on the edge
of a high bluff, watching the light glint off the water below her,
though her body was no longer designed for sitting.
No. The Sabirs hadnt taken away everything. She was
still a Wolf. She still had her magic. And Luercas promised her
that with her magic and his help, she would have her revenge. She
would bring about the deaths of the Sabirs she would feel
her hands wrapped around their cold, silenced hearts, and their
blood would congeal on her fingers. She would see her own Family
humiliated, subservient before her, made to suffer for their
callousness, for their unwillingness to pay the necessary price to
rescue her.
The baby stilled in her belly, and she felt it reach out to her.
Mind-touch to mind, soul-touch to soul. It felt like sunlight
hope and warmth and still, soft brightness that radiated
outward from her center, blurring the edges of her pain and
promising her peace. Hope. Love.
I am your reward for surviving all that pain, it
whispered. I will make you whole again.
As she did every time, she blocked its delicate touch and
tentative contact. She pulled her magic around her like a wall,
holding herself separate from the intruder in her body. She would
not love the thing. She would not. If she allowed herself to love
it, she would lose the keen, fine edge of her hatred
. . . and she would not lose that. Without hatred,
she could not keep herself keyed for revenge. And she had sworn on
her immortal soul that the Sabirs would pay for what they did to
her, and that the Galweighs would pay for what they failed to
do.
She rose awkwardly and stretched. Below her lay the river
Sokema, and her little boat waited on the sandbar. Across the
river, the Kargans worked in their fish camp, gutting the fish they
drew from the river, spreading it flat, drying it on lines the way
women back in Calimekka had dried their clothes, or smoking it over
green willow fires in smokehouses to make the tough fish jerky that
sustained them through the winter.
She watched them from her perch on the bluff. Brown in their
summer fur, squat and rounded, they bounded from task to task with
the energy of cubs. The Kargans. Her people now. They had given her
a house, a name within their clan Gathalorra, or Master of
the Lorrags and their friendship. She would have traded all
of it for a single room in the servants level of Galweigh
House, if she could once again be a true human.
She heard steps behind her and turned.
We are finished, kind Gathalorra, one of the
children said. He held up his berry bag to show her. The other
children nodded, and made the grimaces that shed learned to
identify as smiles, and held up their berry bags, too. Do you
want some berries before we go home?
No, she said. I had all the berries I wanted
while I waited for you, and you worked hard for those. Save them
all for night-meal. The charming Kargan children, who were
unfailingly polite and helpful and who treated her like a cross
between their big sister and their favorite aunt, bounded down the
bluff like wolf cubs released from their den. They yipped and
snarled at each other, bared teeth and laid ears flat back, raised
the fur on their spines . . . then laughed wildly at the
fierce creatures they appeared to be, and pounced on each other.
Two-legged puppies.
In Calimekka, they would have all been murdered in the public
square for being abominations against the gods.
She thought about that sometimes.
She waddled down the bluff so slowly that all of them were
already in the long, flat boat and seated with their berry bags on
their laps when she arrived. She shoved the boat into the water and
clambered in, thinking that she wouldnt be able to take them
across the river for berries many more times. Her body was becoming
too ungainly.
She paddled carefully she had only learned the art of
boating the month before, and she still felt uncertain of her
skills. Her taloned hands scrabbled to keep their purchase on the
short, flat paddle, and her tail, which she tried to keep coiled
around her while she knelt in the back of the boat, kept uncoiling
on its own and striking the boats ribs and clinker-lapped
boards, as if it were a thing apart and desperate for escape.
Da says the hunters are meeting tonight for the
Spirit-Dance, and I mustnt forget to invite you, in case you
wish to hunt, one of the children said.
The men loved to have her hunt with them, because her keen nose
took her to game not even they were aware of, and because her speed
allowed her to run down the heavy golden caribou and the bulky,
violent wixen, and her teeth and claws gave her the tools she
needed to bring them down.
But now, of course, she didnt have much speed or much
stamina.
Offer your Da my thanks for me if you see him before I
do, she said. But Im too near my time to
hunt. Shed been pleased with herself for the skill with
which shed negotiated the complex Karganese tenses, but from
a few soft giggles toward the front of the boat, she guessed she
hadnt gotten them right after all.
One of the older children, who would be hunting within the next
year, ducked his head diffidently and said, You mean,
If you see him before I do.
Thats what I said, isnt it?
The child shook his head and said, You said, If you
see him before I do.
Danya sighed. She couldnt hear the difference. Shed
always thought she had a good ear for languages, and shed
spent much of her life learning the handful of major tongues that
served Ibera, but the subtleties of Karganese eluded her.
Say it again, she said. Your way. The
right way.
The childs ears perked forward, and he repeated the
phrase. Danya said, Now say what I said.
The child flicked his ears back and tipped his head and said
exactly the same thing he had said before. Danya heard no
difference at all. None.
I dont hear it, she said.
Shed learned the Kargan face that meant puzzlement
lifted upper lip, lowered brow, fur around the eyes erect so that
they seemed in imminent danger of disappearing. Hear?
the child asked. Now the other cubs began to giggle.
The Karganese were polite to the point of pain sometimes.
Shed had the feeling before that she was missing something
important when she spoke; she got that puzzled look more often than
she could explain. But none of the adults would admit she was doing
anything wrong. They invariably ascribed their puzzlement to their
own stupidity.
Perhaps she would be able to get something out of the kids, who
didnt seem as inclined to call themselves stupid.
What am I doing wrong? she asked. I
dont understand.
She looked at the kid and he looked back.
He flicked his ears forward. If you see him before I
do. He flicked his ears back and tipped his head to the side.
If you see him before I do. He flicked his ears
forward. If you see him before I do. He flicked his
ears back and tipped his head. If you see him before I
do.
She was staring at him, suddenly beginning to comprehend the
scale of what she had been missing. She swiveled her own huge ears
forward and made sure she kept her head straight, and she said,
If you see him before I do. She swiveled her ears back
and tipped her head. Not, If you see him before I
do.
The kid grinned. Almost. But its
. . . He perked his ears stiffly forward.
Like that, not . . . He relaxed them
slightly.
She groaned. Whats the difference?
He shrugged, a gesture that meant the same thing to him that it
did to her. My way is right, yours was . . . ah
. . . rude.
That was the way of it. The kids would tell her what she did
wrong, but couldnt explain why. The adults probably could
have explained why, but were too polite to admit that she
wasnt perfect. Now she knew why they never looked away from
each others faces when they talked. Now she knew, too, that
she had a second language she would have to learn, and perfectly,
if she was ever going to communicate with the Kargans the way she
needed to. A woman who could not speak fluently could not raise an
army with eloquence, and Danya had nothing but eloquence with which
to move her adopted people.
She was resolving to never look away from the face of a speaker
again when more giggles roused her from her reverie. She glanced at
the children, and saw them looking ahead, to the bluff theyd
just left behind. Shed been paddling in a circle.
With a sigh, she shifted the paddle and fought the boat back to
her original heading.
Revenge would take time. Lucky for her it was the one thing she
had in abundance.
Chapter 27
The Ztatnean blade-hulled ketch
slipped along the last stretch of the north coast of Goft, its
triangular sail making the most of the sparse night winds. Black
against black in the cloud-blanketed night, it drew no notice from
the tenders of the watchfires on shore. Its destination was not
Calimekkas great harbor, but rather a rocky bit of shoreline
fifty leagues to the north of the city. There it would drop its
cargo; then it would return to Ztatne.
Its cargo, huddled in the bottom of the ketch and dressed in
stolen Salbarian paint and finery, conversed in hushed
whispers.
Its going to be a long way to walk with us dressed
like the gods damned harem dancers. That was Yanth, who
hadnt been happy since he had to paint over his cheek scars,
and who didnt think the baggy, stiff, broidery-laden fashions
of the Salbarians flattered his lean frame, and who had gotten loud
and threatened violence when Dùghall hacked off his long hair.
Id rather sail into the bay and take my chances at
being recognized than prance down the coast in this ridiculous
costume.
Kait studied him. She found herself liking Rys first
lieutenant, even if the man did stand loyally in the Sabir camp.
The Salbarians always pack their goods overland from Amleri.
If we go into Calimekka through the west gates, well just be
more of what the guards see every day. No one will notice us; no
one will remember us. If we sail into the bay, we might as well
paint, Look at me, I dont belong here, on our
faces.
How can it matter that much? Yanth asked. Who
will pay any attention to a bunch of traders?
Dùghall laughed. Spoken like a fighter. If they
dont carry swords, they must be invisible.
I am a fighter. Not that anyone will believe it
now. He snorted. Looking like this, not even my blade
brothers would know me.
Ian, equally garish in Salbarian dress, sighed. First, we
dont want your blade brothers to recognize you, and we
especially dont want people to believe youre a fighter.
If youre a trader, you dont have to pay warriors
bond to enter the city, and your name wont go in the Red
Register. When youre trying to be inconspicuous, thats
a good thing. Second, if youre a trader in the wrong
place, people will notice. But theyll be people you
arent used to noticing, and that will be bad for you.
He shrugged. Believe me on this if you believe nothing else
you ever hear from me people know their own. Youll be
able to pass as a Salbarian trader only if you never speak, and
rarely move. If you can do it long enough to get through the Circle
of Gates, well let you stop pretending to be a Salbarian and
dress up as something closer to your nature. He closed his
eyes and leaned back against the hull of the boat. A gaming
cock, perhaps, he muttered.
Kait suppressed a smile. The idea of Salbarian disguise had been
Ians, and even when hed presented it, he had been less
than optimistic about their success in infiltrating the city
without drawing unwanted attention. Now Kait thought he looked
resigned. Third, he said, we wont be
walking down the coast road. That would draw attention. I
have connections friends from years ago not too far
from where well be putting ashore. They used to take some of
my cargo for me, in exchange for favors I did for them.
Theyll take us into the city the same way they transported
some of the larger cargo.
I always suspected you went into piracy. Ry gave his
brother a disgusted look.
Ian narrowed his eyes at Ry, and Kait could see the hatred
there. Smuggling, he said. I didnt have the
stomach for the cold-blooded murder that pirates and Family
indulged in. I provided goods that were hard to obtain to people
who had a need for them.
Youre saying Im a cold-blooded killer?
Ry asked.
I know you are.
If I were, you would have been dead long before now: I
swore your death when my magic revealed your . . .
liberties . . . with Kait, before I even knew it was
you who had taken those liberties. Only the fact that I honor
Kaits agreement has kept you breathing until now. Ive
never killed in cold blood.
Not by your own hand, perhaps. But when you hired the
assassin to slaughter my mother and my sibs, her knife marked you
with their blood as surely as if youd spilled it
yourself.
Kait could see the shock in Rys face. Theyre
dead? Delores and Jaine and Beyar? he blurted.
When?
Ian faltered for an instant. Then his lips stretched into a
feral smile. Youre good. A man could believe you
innocent if he didnt know better.
I
am innocent. I never wished your mother or your
siblings any harm, and certainly didnt pay to have them
killed. He frowned, puzzlement creasing his brow. I
didnt like you, Ian, and I thought Father showed questionable
sense in choosing a mistress who was so young and pretty, and
terrible lack of judgment in trying to hide all of you in Sabir
House . . . but I also know Mother. If Id been
Father, I would have kept a mistress, too.
And when Father told my mother he would legitimize the lot
of us, you thought that would be just fine, did you?
I never knew of it. He shook his head. I swear
. . . if Father had taken Dolores as his na-parata and
made all three of you my full sibs, I would have been relieved.
Then one of you could have moved into the line of succession and I
would have been . . . He faltered and his face
bleached white. Ah. I would have been free to pursue the
things that interested me. And that would not have suited
Mothers ambitions at all.
Your mothers ambitions?
My mother was determined that I would succeed my father as
head of the Wolves, and that she would guide them through
me.
Then youre saying that Imogene hired the assassin?
But when I caught him, he said you had done it.
And you believed him?
He was bargaining for his life at the time.
Ry managed a harsh chuckle. You spent much of your life
around Family, Ian. Do you think a hired killer would dare betray
the Family member who hired him? More to the point, do you think he
would have been mad enough to betray Mother? Even had you let him
live, she never would have. And the things she did to him before he
died and to anyone hed ever cared about would
have made your threats meaningless.
Ian stared at his hands, his expression both thoughtful and
uncertain. When he finally looked up, Kait thought he looked
peaceful. You believe Imogene knows youre alive, and
that she has declared you
barzanne?
Almost certainly.
Ian nodded. And if she knows I am alive, she will surely
still have her price on my head. You agree?
Yes. She would never rescind an order for
assassination.
Then we find ourselves on the same side.
Not precisely. We find ourselves standing against my
mother. And we both want to get the Mirror of Souls back from
whoever has it. But so long as you still seek Kaits favor, we
remain enemies.
Agreed. But enemies with a common cause. Before the gods
themselves, I revoke my oath to have your life.
If you would also swear to remove yourself as Kaits
suitor, we could be friends.
The corner of Ians mouth twitched. No. Not that.
Kait will choose one of us, or neither of us, but I wont
clear the field for you without a fight. I could ask you to do
that, but I suspect your answer would be the same. So I
wont.
Rys smile was thin. It would. He shrugged.
Then we wont be friends. But nevertheless, before the
gods, I revoke my oath to have your life . . . and thus
we can be allies, at least until Kait makes her choice.
Allies, then. For now. Ian reached out his hand, and
Ry clasped it.
Both of them looked at her, and from their expressions, she
thought perhaps they expected her to declare one of them winner at
that moment. She wouldnt play their games. Kait turned to her
uncle and asked him, Do you truly think well be able to
reach the Mirror?
Dùghall nodded. Prophecy was clear. The Falcons will
triumph over the Dragons. In order for us to triumph, we must
acquire the Mirror of Souls and undo the evil the Dragons have done
with it. Therefore, we will prevail.
Well, not
us, necessarily, Hasmal said.
Hed been quiet until then, lying with his head resting on his
rolled-up cloak. Being short, blond, and heavy of bone and muscle,
Hasmal could never have been mistaken for a Salbarian. Instead, he
wore clothes intended to make him look like a homesteader from the
New Territories: a much-patched homespun broadcloth shirt dyed a
dull mustard yellow, ankle-wrapped breeches of tight-woven gray
cotton, boots that were plainly both handmade and ill-fitted, and a
much-patched cloak. Yanth, on seeing the costume Hasmal had been
given, offered to pay him to trade. Kait had found that hilarious.
Hasmal continued, If
any Falcons reach the Mirror and
win it back from the Dragons, the prophecy will be satisfied. But
we might all get killed.
Thank you so much for your encouraging words, Kait
said. Thats exactly what we needed to hear right
now.
It is, Hasmal said, his voice thick with
stubbornness. If you get to thinking that the prophecy
guarantees youll survive, youll do something careless
and get yourself killed. And maybe everyone with you, too. The
prophecy only promises that the
Falcons will triumph over
the Dragons and that the Reborn will be restored to his place as
the leader of humanity. Nowhere in the Secret Texts does it say
Kait Galweigh will go into Calimekka to steal the Mirror of
Souls back from a whole nest of furious wizards and walk out alive
and in one piece.
Dùghall said, Hes right, Kait. All of you. I
prefer to think of our mission as being divinely planned and
divinely protected, but we have no assurance that we will succeed.
Our only assurance is that
someone will that the
Reborn will ultimately crush the Dragons.
Valard, darkly pessimistic, said, If you ask me, we should
join the Dragons. No matter what your prophecy says, they sound
like they have a better chance of winning this than we do. You say
there are probably hundreds of them and possibly thousands, and you
think theyll have managed to put themselves in positions of
power. They have the resources of Calimekka at their disposal, and
probably, because of that, the resources of all of Ibera. And
youve already admitted that their sort of magic is better
than yours.
Stronger. Not necessarily better.
If you ask me, stronger
is necessarily
better.
Kait had spent the last two days in the Ztatnean ship
listening to variations on this argument. We arent
strong enough to beat them in a fight, or We dont
have enough people to get through their guard, or No
matter what your prophecy says, this whole mission is doomed to
failure, or Why cant we just get our families out
of Calimekka and take them somewhere safe to live in peace for the
rest of our lives? Rys lieutenants seemed to have few
loyalties or interests beyond maintaining his friendship. When he
had volunteered to come with her to get back the Mirror, they had
immediately exerted every effort to get him to change his mind.
When it became clear that he didnt intend to back down, they
told him that they were going with him to help him. But it was
clear to Kait that they would help only as long as Ry was involved
that they had no interest in the Reborn, and that their real
interest, outside of Rys goodwill, lay with their families in
Calimekka.
She let her eyes drift shut and listened to the back-and-forth
bickering, the questions and answers, restatements and rebuttals,
and all of them began to float away from her, as if the words
themselves had been put on a boat, and the boat had been set into a
different current that led far from her. She allowed her shield to
dissipate, and focused on the thin tendril of magic that curled
toward her from the still-distant Reborn. She followed it, watching
as it grew brighter, feeling its increasing warmth, and at last she
touched the Reborns soul.
Love and acceptance enveloped her, and hope filled her heart.
She would be able to get the Mirror of Souls. She would survive.
She would live to touch the Reborn, and she would help to bring
about a world filled with love and goodness a world that
would rise out of the ashes of the Dragons evil.
* * *
She woke to a change in the rhythm of the ship and
the tone of the voices around her. Now everything was hushed, the
whispers urgent in character and brief in nature. The ship bucked
fore and aft, and waves slapped loudly at the hull; the long
rolling swells of the deep sea were gone. She opened her eyes to
find herself alone. So theyd reached land. She rose and
peeked over the hull, and saw a rocky shore rolling into gray mist
and tattered fog in both directions. The clouds, thick and black,
bellied near the ground, crowding into the steep sides of
mountains, obscuring their peaks. Hooded strangers stood among the
men with whom shed traveled and whispered prices and dates of
delivery and return, and never asked questions about what was
wanted, or why.
She clambered up to the edge of the hull, judged her distance
from the deeper water where the ship lay at anchor to the shallows
and the shore, and before she thought about it, bunched her muscles
and jumped. She was in the air and irreversibly aimed for dry
ground when she recalled that neither the strangers with whom her
uncle bargained nor the Ztatneans who had brought them to
Iberas shore knew her secret. Carelessness. Damnall
carelessness. She should have waited for someone to row back to get
her, or should have let herself fall short of dry ground if she
jumped.
They were watching her when she landed. Expressions of surprise,
curiosity, instant distrust. One of the strangers turned to
Dùghall and said, Athletic, isnt she? but
his voice asked more than his words. In a land where any difference
was suspect of being both a curse of the gods and a crime
punishable by death, even criminals sometimes had their own brand
of piety.
Kait gave him a cold, calculating look and said, I ought
to be. Ive spent my entire life training in gymnastics. It
makes my . . . work . . . both safer and
easier.
The curiosity vanished, and the man said, Ahhh. Practical.
I ought to consider having some of our young women trained the same
way. They stay small enough that agility would be a real asset even
once they become adults. He looked back to Dùghall.
Now, about the horses . . .
She turned away from him, pretending to study the sea, and felt
the gorge rise in the back of her throat. Carelessness. She could
let it kill her if she chose. Or she could remember that she was
only lucky that the people with whom she traveled did not exercise
their right to kill her for being the monster that she was. She
could reclaim the wary, fearful, life-preserving habits of a
lifetime, happily discarded in the last half year, and by so doing
choose to survive.
* * *
They spent two days waiting for the arrival of
their horses, their clothes, and their supplies, and four days on
the road just to reach the outer edge of Calimekka. They spent
another three days riding into the center of the city, signing
false names to the documents at each gate, providing false
identification, working out their stories bit by bit.
By the time they reached the center of the city, where the
Houses of the Families marked the hilltops and the wealthy
clustered together in their tall apartments and stately homes, they
had discarded their stolen finery and bought more ordinary
clothing, and had gone from being emigrating Salbarians and
Territory failures returning from colonial disaster to well-to-do
foreign traders looking for new markets.
Thank all the gods for diplomatic training, Kait thought. She
spoke accentless Donneabba, the primary language of the Imumbarra
Isles, and looked enough like a short, thin Donneai to convincingly
act the part of Dùghalls assistant. Ian turned out to be
brilliant in Hmago, the trade language of the Manarkans. Hasmal
claimed to be Hmoth by birthright, and his Hmago was perfect, too.
Jaim and Trev looked like cousins; they pretended to be from the
Veral Territories, since they spoke only the normal Iberan tongues.
Yanth, who had skipped language studies as much as he could, could
pass for nothing but a Calimekkan when he opened his mouth, so he
played the part of the locally hired guard. Valard, too, was
unmistakably Calimekkan; he donned scruffy leathers and joined
Yanth in pretending to be a mercenary. Ry, tall and golden, with
his exotic pale eyes and fierce blade of a nose, might as well have
had the Sabir crest tattooed on his cheeks. But hed dyed his
hair with ecchan stain, which turned it a muddy, dismal shade of
brown, and hed changed his walk, slumping his shoulders a bit
and shuffling to make himself appear both older and less
threatening. His story was that he was back from the Sabir
territory in western Manarkas.
They called themselves the Hawk-Kin Trading Alliance, and split
up to work their way through the commercial districts of the city
nearest the centers of power, Sabir House, Galweigh House, Embassy
Row, and the Great Parnissery. They were hunting for Dragons, but
in the week that theyd conducted their search, theyd
found no sign, no rumors, no obvious marks of new magic.
Kait heard from a number of sources, just in passing, that the
Galweighs were no more, and that Galweigh House had fallen and lay
empty. She thought about that at night when she listened to Ry
talking to his lieutenants in the room next to hers. The inns
walls were thin; sometimes when he slept she could hear him
breathing, and she thought about the rumors then, too. If the
Galweigh Family was no more, what did she owe to its memory? Had
the Sabirs overrun the Galweighs in the New Territories? In
Galweigia? In the scattered cities and towns of Ibera? Had those
distant Galweighs renounced their interest in Calimekka, or in her
branch of the Family? She did not discuss the matter with
Dùghall. She had a job to do, and any personal matters would
wait until she had successfully completed it. Or died trying.
She had little success at that job, though, until she entered a
gem shop on Amial Throalsday and started selling her story to the
gauntest specter of a gem merchant shed ever seen.
Hawk-Kin Trading Alliance offers you finest goods, Kait
was telling him. She leaned forward on his counter, simultaneously
tucking her upper arms against her rib cage to deepen her cleavage,
giving him a good opportunity to take a look. She wished she
wasnt so skinny in general, men in Calimekka preferred
plump women but the stress of being in constant contact with
Ry and not following her bodys desires had worn her to a
stick-thin shadow of her already lean self. This particular
merchant didnt seem to mind, though. She was taking pains to
keep her Imumbarra accent authentic, but from his glazed eyes and
quickened breath, she figured she was probably wasting the effort.
On him, anyway. His mournful gaze had never reached all the way up
to her face.
The customer at the back of the store was straining to hear,
too, though, so she stayed in character. Goods from secret
harbors, from our own places. Top quality, low prices, nothing like
you get from anyone else. Best-best stuff. Dream-with-eyes-open
smoke, firestones and filigree, fine caberra, worked terrapin-shell
and durrwood incenses and perfumes, the best ivory and greenstone
you ever see, excellent white nalle pelts. Artifacts and
Ancients books, too, if you know anybody want that sort of
thing.
And how much do I have to pay up front?
Kait shook her head. We small, you small. Right now I
looking for big fish. She winked at him. You know any
big fish you can send me to, if he buys from us then you just give
us order and, like magic, the big fish gonna pay expedition cost
for you. You no tell, we no tell.
The mans gaze finally rose from her breasts to her face,
and he smiled broadly. Really? Youd do that?
Sure-sure. We got our own ship, got our return cargo
mostly ready, but we need big spender to pay supply costs and cover
trade expenses. You know what I mean?
He nodded. You need an investor.
Yah. In-vess-tor. Deep pockets, new money . . .
somebody who not minding take chances to get a nice return. He get
good stuff . . . you not have to worry you tell your rich
friends about us. They still be your friends after. But you help
us, we help you.
Firestones, you say? And ivory and greenstone? I suppose I
know a few people . . . they probably know a few
people.
We make meeting, your people and my people, yes?
Kait had given him the bait, which he didnt take. No interest
in books or artifacts from before the Wizards War. But
shed heard the spy who was studying the goldwork in the long
cabinet across the room catch his breath when shed mentioned
them.
She thought her best chance to flush the eavesdropper would be
to leave, and not to leave any contact information with this
merchant. So she told the man, You think at what I say, you
talk your friends. I come back in day, maybe two days, and if they
interested, Hawk-Kin and your people meet someplace.
He nodded. Anyplace I could reach you to let you know
earlier?
She shook her head. Easier for me find you than for you
find me.
Well, then. Ill look forward to seeing you
again. He said that mostly to her breasts, but Kait suspected
he was telling it to the promise of firestones delivered without
shipping costs, too.
She sauntered out into the street and heard the customer slip
out the door behind her. She kept her pace jaunty and confident,
but allowed herself to do a bit of gawking, the way shed
noticed most tourists did when they came to Calimekka. She
didnt want to go so quickly that he lost her before he worked
up his nerve to approach her.
As she was staring up at the six-story stone apartment buildings
that rose above the street-level shops, and admiring the
waterspouts carved in the shape of leopards and pythons, his
courage fired to the catching point.
He cleared his throat and tapped her elbow. A light tap, but
insistent. She had already begun to learn things about him before
she turned things that made her dislike him. He smelled of
deviousness, and he walked like a thief. But when they were
face-to-face, she managed a polite smile. She took in his narrowed
eyes, the shiftiness of his stance, and the way his smile never
revealed his teeth.
I meet you before? she asked him.
We havent been introduced. But I heard that you were
looking for investors. For a trading run.
You heard that listening, eh, but I not talking to you. No
one ever telling you it not a good thing listening to people
talking each other? No one ever tell you if you do then you hearing
things you not like? Eh?
Sorry I was eavesdropping. And really, I dont think
any large investor would begrudge you giving free shipping to the
man who hooked you up with your major investors. Thats not
necessarily an everyday practice, but it isnt as uncommon as
you might think. However . . . He raised one finger
and his smile broadened and became even oilier.
However, I believe that I can give you all the
investors you need without you having to resort to cutting prices.
If you would be willing to talk with me, I can offer more than you
might imagine.
She stopped and leaned against the wall of the shop beside her.
People hurried by, glancing at her and the man and then looking
away. The street was packed, the noise tremendous. She waited with
her arms folded tightly across her chest until a peddler hawking
his tin wares had rattled by and rounded the corner. Then she said,
So, then. I sure-sure love to fill my hold and get back to
sea, but you dont look like rich man to me.
She looked pointedly at his clothes, which were of fair cut and
decent cloth, but nowhere near the quality of the clothing she had
worn as a daughter of the House. They were painfully new. His hands
were callused and bore old stains, though they were raw from
scrubbing, and the nails had been carefully cleaned and manicured.
He had a new and stylish haircut, something drastically different
from what he had worn before; his skin was still pale on his
forehead and above his ears and in a broad band across the upper
half of his neck.
He was, she realized, terrifically handsome, and young, and
powerfully built. But he didnt seem completely at home in his
own body.
Interesting.
He smiled again, that oily, lying smile.
Ive come into some money. And I intend to make a
great deal more. But Im especially interested in the books
and artifacts you mentioned. Things from the . . . the
Ancients. And I have a number of wealthy friends who would also be
interested in hearing what youve found. Weve decided
to, ah, specialize in that area of investing.
She smiled and waited.
Have you located a hoard? Or even a city? You have a city,
dont you? One that hasnt been found by anyone
else?
She kept smiling.
Which one?
She waited.
He looked at her, then nodded and chuckled, and looked at his
feet. If I were sitting on an undiscovered city, I
wouldnt say anything about it, either. Well enough. He
returned his attention to her. Will you arrange to meet with
us? Let us make you a fair offer for your services, and a promise
to pay excellent prices for your trade goods. I assure you we
wont waste your time.
He fit the Dragon profile Dùghall had given her. Her
shields were up, which prevented him from sensing her magic
but the same shields also prevented her from telling whether he had
magic. That would be the final identifying factor, but she
didnt dare use it. She would have to content herself with the
fact that he was a strong, handsome young man who showed signs of
having suddenly and recently come up in the world, and who had a
dangerous interest in artifacts of the Ancients.
She gave him an appropriate Imumbarran bow, head ducked and
hands palm down at hip level, parallel to the ground. Our
senior traders meet with you. Give me place where I can reach you.
You talk with your people, and I talk with mine. And when everyone
agree, we set time for meeting.
Your name? he asked.
Chait-eveni. It was the Imumbarran equivalent of the
diminutive for Kait. A name shed heard often enough to
remember and respond to, thanks to visits by a multitude of
Imumbarra-raised cousins, but one different enough from her real
name to prevent uncomfortable connections. And
yours?
Domagar. Domagar Addo.
It was a field hands name. A name with not even the
slightest connection to Family, to the upper classes, to wealth or
power. She said, I will tell my partners. She got him
to give her an address where she could contact him, then left as
quickly as she could.
* * *
Yanth and Valard sauntered into the inn just ahead
of Jaim and Trev. All four of them were grim. Ry, alone at the
table, beckoned them over.
Trouble?
Valard waved one of the serving girls over and ordered plantain
beer for all of them. When the girl left, he said, Id
say yes. And Id say it was trouble we could get out of if
youd take your woman and get the hell out of this city with
us.
Ry looked from face to face. What sort of
trouble?
The four of them were quiet for a moment. Then Jaim said,
We cant be sure. Youre barzanne we
found notices posted on the doors of the Great Parnissery today,
and in the slave markets. Theres no mention of any of
us. . . .
But Im not soothed by that, Yanth said.
We made cautious inquiries after our families, hoping to at
least get news of them. But none of them are in the city anymore,
and no one knows where theyve gone or why they left. Our
family homes are empty, the belongings still
inside
You went in? Ry couldnt believe what he
was hearing. Believing that your families were gone and
knowing that if they fled Calimekka to save their lives, their
homes would surely be watched, you went in? Youre
insane, the lot of you. How fast would Imogene have her
soldiers on them? He stared at the inns front door. Men in
Sabir green and silver probably already had the place surrounded;
he and his friends would have to fight their way out, and they were
sure to die in the process
Yanth rolled his eyes and gave an exasperated sigh. Of
course we didnt go in. We didnt go anywhere near our
old homes we arent madmen. But people were only too
happy to tell us what they knew.
That your families have fled Calimekka.
Jaim said, As best anyone can tell, yes.
The darker possibility that their families were dead
Ry left unspoken. His friends would have already considered
it, and they would deal with it in their own ways. While hope
remained, however, he and they would act as if the happiest outcome
were also the only outcome.
Valard said, You could take Kait with you and we could
leave. Follow our families wherever they went, start a new life
there. Theres nothing for you here anymore youre
forsaken and cursed now, and this city is dead to you.
The shock of being barzanne for certain, instead of just
considering the possibility of it, burrowed into Rys gut like
a knife. Taking Kait with him and leaving Calimekka would be both
easiest and safest. The city could never be his home again.
Nevertheless, he shook his head. I stay. If you want to go
after your families, I release you from your promises to me, and I
wish you good speed and good health. But I wont take Kait
from Calimekka against her wishes, and as long as she is here, I
wont leave.
His friends glanced at each other and nodded, as if he only said
what they expected. I told you, Jaim said.
Hell stay here until they catch him and skin him and
march him through the streets.
Then I stay, too, Yanth said.
And I. Trev nodded.
Im not going to abandon you fools here without
me, Jaim said. You wouldnt survive a
week.
They all looked at Valard. Which leaves me. He
looked at the door of the inn, and Ry saw a dark, dangerous hunger
flash across his face. I want to be away from here, he
said. This isnt the city I know anymore
its full of secrets and ghosts. He looked back at Ry
and slowly smiled, but the smile couldnt erase that ominous
strangeness from his eyes. Were all friends,
though, he said. So Ill stay.
Ry said, Thank you. Well do what we have to do here,
and find your families as soon as we dare.
And while he smiled and bought another round of beer and sat
talking about the days many failures, he watched Valard out
of the corner of his eye and wondered when his old friend had
become a stranger.
Chapter 28
A week to the day from Kaits
meeting with Domagar Addo, the traders met with the would-be
investors. Dùghall had chosen the site, and he and Kait went
in early by separate routes, carefully shielded.
The Bradenberry Inn squatted at the base of Palmetto Cliff,
nestled into the bones of the Galweighs mountain, positioned
directly beneath Galweigh House. As she walked up the street toward
the inn, Kait looked up at her old home with both longing and
regret. Galweigh House, the part built into the face of the cliff,
soared toward the clouds, a gleaming white fortress sparkling with
semiprecious stones and mosaics of colored glass that blazed like
gemstones in the midday sun. It was an Ancients artifact made
a part of the mountain, haunted by the horrors of its past; it was
a treasure house locked away above the rest of the world; it was
like a beautiful woman who flaunted her riches but held herself in
haughty disdain over the heads of the poor and the powerless. And
if the rumors were true, it lay empty, home only to vermin and
ghosts. She longed to climb up to it, to walk through its gate and
enter its great hall and run through its corridors. She longed to
touch its walls and call out the names of her mother and father,
her brothers and sisters and she longed to hear their voices
shout her name in greeting.
But she wouldnt make that climb only dust and the
ghostly whisper of the wind and the echoes of her voice would greet
her if she dared return.
Ahead of Kait, the translucent half-arch of the Avenue of
Triumph rose from the center of Celebration Square to the western
end of Palmetto Cliff Road, looking like a thread spun by a spider
to connect the mundane world with the magical House above. Behind
her, the obsidian Path of Gods switchbacked up the cliff face, ugly
and solid and imposing.
She was as close to home as she dared to get. She might never
step inside Galweigh Houses translucent white walls again,
might never again sleep in her own bed, might never watch the sun
rise through her window or reclaim her belongings. She had to
assume that everything she had lost was gone forever. So she
indulged herself with only that one wistful look at the white
balconies stepped down the cliff face, and then she returned her
attention to her task. She reached the inn and pushed through the
thick, carved mahogany doors into cool dimness.
Dùghall, already in place, sat at a table near the interior
arches, which framed a lovely garden. He sipped at a tankard of
iced papaya beer, and nibbled at a plate of steamed maize, peppers,
and Rophetian beans. He was staring out into the garden, and he
didnt look in her direction when she entered. Her shields
were as tight as she could hold them, so he couldnt feel her
presence. He gave no sign that he was aware of her arrival.
She stood along one thick adobe wall, studying him. Eight months
before, in the month of Maraxis, the two of them had been in
Halles, celebrating Theramisday and preparing for her cousin
Tippas upcoming wedding. Then, Dùghall had been plump
running to fat, to all appearances an amiable jester happily
serving his Family by smoothing out little diplomatic difficulties.
Now, on the first day of Nasdem . . .
The angle of the light coming in from the garden only accented
how much hed changed. Hed grown lean and hard. He said
it was because of the work hed done while he was waiting in
the Thousand Dancers for the gods to let him know what they wanted
of him. But there was more to it than that. The way he held his
body made him look dangerous. Predatory. She had seen shrewdness in
her uncle all her life, but never anything that made her identify
him as a fellow hunter. Until now.
Hed told her that he was the sword of the gods, tempered
over time and only recently unsheathed. Watching him waiting for
his prey, she could believe him a good blade.
She took a seat at one of the common tables, making a space for
herself among strangers. They made room for her without a word
all of them were evidently strangers to each other, as well,
for everyone sat in silence, each diner carefully not touching any
of the others, all eyes intently focused on the food and ale before
them.
With fair promptness, one of the tavern girls came over and
asked what Kait wanted to eat. She studied the listings of the
days food posted on the wall in four languages, and said,
Haunch of monkey, blood-rare, no spices. House beer. Sweet
yams.
The girl said, Cooks got a good parrot broth
today.
No.
Got fresh cane-and-nut tarts, hot out of the
oven.
Large or small?
About so. The girl made a smallish circle with both
hands.
Two, then.
Anything else?
No.
Kait had positioned herself to face the entryway, far enough
behind one of the columns that she would be hard to spot. In
preparation for this meeting, shed bleached her hair to a
pale yellow, and traded her gaudy Imumbarran trader garb for the
breeches and light shirt appropriate for a woman working in a shop.
She had bathed in nabolth and verroot, which would, at least for a
while, hide her Karnee scent Ry had warned her that his
Family had a number of Karnee members, and since Dùghall
believed that the Families and the parnissery were the two segments
of society most likely to have been infiltrated by the Dragons, she
had taken the step of disguising her own affliction. Her shield
would hide her Karnee magic from any wizards. She had gone to some
trouble to make herself look plain and dowdy, so that any men who
might notice her in spite of her shield wouldnt react to her
as they otherwise did. By shield, appearance, and movements, she
said, Im no one of importance. Ignore me.
Two diners at her table rose and left. Another entered the inn,
squinted into the darkness, and sauntered over. He settled himself
beside her, glanced at her once, dismissed her, and began reading
the posted menu.
Her food came. She ate, taking her time. If necessary, she could
nurse the tankard, or even order another, but she didnt want
to be obvious in her loitering.
Across the room, Dùghall emptied his drink onto the sawdust
floor so quickly she almost missed it, and would have if she
hadnt known what he was doing. He then pretended to take a
few more long draughts from the tankard. And then he shouted for
more. When the tavern girl brought it to him, he tried to pinch
her. He was loud and jolly and rude clearly on his way to a
memorable drunk. He resumed his silence when the girl left, and
buried his face in his tankard, and again seemed to disappear.
The doors swung open again, and Hasmal and Ian entered, both
wearing Hmoth trade garb. Dùghall had made them the designated
head traders because no one in Calimekka would know Hasmal, and
those who might recognize Ian were unlikely to be in the heart of
the city so far from the docks, and were even more unlikely to
acknowledge him if they did see him. Ian said his fellow smugglers
were, by necessity, a circumspect lot.
Hasmal and Ian requested a cleared private table, explaining to
the tavern girl that they needed to conduct business while they
ate, telling her in loud voices that they had important friends
coming. Kait saw money change hands, and the girl went to work
creating a private table. Moments later, when Domagar Addo and his
two companions arrived, both Ian and Hasmal were seated in isolated
glory beneath an arch, their table half in the inn proper and half
in the garden. Kait couldnt have chosen a more perfect spot
for spying on them.
Hasmal rose and waved to Domagar and his friends, and the three
investors strolled through the press of tables to the cleared
space. Greetings, noble Parats, most excellent Parata,
he said. He pressed his hands together, touched fingertips to his
chin, and executed the step-and-duck bow of the Hmoth wellborn.
I am Ashtaran, second son of Dashat, of the White Fox
Village. This is my chief partner, Ibnak, third son of Muban, of
the Storm Bear Village. Ian bowed in flawless imitation of
Hasmal. He had bleached his hair, too, and had had it cut in the
same style as Hasmals. With both of them decked out in the
flowing tunics, baggy pantaloons, and wildly patterned sashes of
the Hmoth, the fact that one of them was tall, lean, and dark and
the other was short, pale, and powerfully built became almost
invisible.
The man beside Kait watched the five of them, and said,
More money at that table right now than in the rest of this
inn put together. Probably more than in the rest of the street.
Rich bastards.
He was talking more about the investors than about Hasmal and
Ian, she decided. The investors wore their wealth as plainly as
they could. One of them was a Galweigh by birth Kait knew
her as Cousin Grita, one of the second cousins on her fathers
side, and a member of the trade branch of the Family. She and Grita
werent friends, but Grita would certainly have recognized
Kaits face. However, Grita wasnt wearing Galweigh red
and black. Instead, she wore a fine pale blue skirt of embroidered
silk and a blue and white tunic over a blouse woven entirely of the
Galweigh Rose-and-Thorn lace . . . but the lace, which
should have been black, had instead been bleached, then dyed a deep
cobalt blue. She still wore her Galweigh rubies and onyxes, and the
Galweigh crest was clearly visible on the pommel of her dagger. Her
hair was bound back in a simple twist and held with a heavy gold
pin worked in the shape of a tiny jeweled hummingbird. She still
smelled like herself, but she moved like a complete stranger.
Beside her stood a Sabir, a golden-haired man of lovely
countenance and dangerous aura, whose elegant silver and green
tights showed off the fine lines of his legs. His low boots were
heeled in silver, and his casually tied emerald silk shirt was so
sheer that Kait could make out every muscle in his overdeveloped
torso. He kept a hand at the small of Gritas back, and
occasionally ran a finger down her spine in a gesture that was both
sensual and possessive. Kait couldnt imagine Grita tolerating
the touch of a Sabir. Grita had lost a brother and a father to
Sabir depredations years earlier, and she had never forgiven or
forgotten, and Kait was sure she never would. But when the man
touched her, Grita smiled up at him and kissed a fingertip and
pressed it to his cheek. That alone would have convinced Kait that
she was seeing Dragons.
Dùghall had suggested the Dragons might be wearing familiar
forms. She hadnt imagined how familiar.
The Sabir was more than just a Dragon, though. He was Karnee.
Kait could smell the scent that marked pending Shift on him, dark
and rich and earthy. She tightened her shields and prayed that her
perfumed bath would mask her bodys instinctive response. All
the other scents in the room grew faint next to that tantalizing
musk.
Breathing hard, she picked up the monkey leg and tore meat off
it with her teeth. Focus, she thought. Focus.
You all right? the man next to her asked.
Mmmph. She nodded a quick affirmative and gave the
stranger no other response.
Finding no encouragement for his familiarities, he turned to the
man who sat to his other side and said, You ever go to the
games?
The stranger regarded the man warily, then broke into a cautious
smile. Oh, sure. Saw the challenge between Harimans
Long-Legs and Lucky Obers Hero-of-Hills just last
night. He had a hint of some outlander accent surely
the only reason he would talk at table with a stranger. Damned
barbarians.
Make anything?
A bit of copper passed my fingers. Laughter.
But never in the right direction. You?
Kait blocked out the conversation, wishing bolts on the tongues
of both the chatterers, and returned her attention to her work.
The third investor was Domagar Addo, but he no longer looked
like a farmer dressed up for worship. His clothes were as rich as
those worn by his two associates, and a gold headdress with a tail
of hornbird feathers cleverly disguised the last traces of
unevenness in the skin color on his forehead and neck. Rings
covered his hands, which still bore heavy scars of a life spent
working. Before too long, though, Kait thought even those scars
would vanish. Then only his name would betray him as someone who
had risen from poverty. And new names were easy enough to win. Or
buy.
The blond man nodded at the bows, and said, Im
Crispin Sabir of the Sabir Family. This is Grita Jeral of
. . . House Ballur. Ballur is a new Family in Calimekka,
eager to expand its contacts and its wealth. And this is Domagar
Addo, with whom your other partner made our appointment. Where is
she, by the way?
Ian sniffed, his face displaying annoyance. Chait-eveni is
an employee, not a partner. She sometimes reaches above
herself, and implies that she is more than she is . . .
which is why she is unlikely to ever truly be a
partner. He chuckled. She has the employee mind, if you
know what I mean; she wants what others have but she does not want
to earn it herself.
Hasmal shrugged and smiled and spread his arms wide.
Enough unhappiness. This is a happy occasion. We meet as
potential partners; we should become friends. So, sit and eat at
our table, and we will treat you, and you will tell us how we can
become your friends, and how we can bring you happiness.
How you can bring us happiness. Crispin Sabir sat
opposite Hasmal, with Grita beside him, and Domagar beside her.
Perfect for Kait, because all three of them had their backs to her.
Not so good for Dùghall; he sat facing all three of them. And
as ambassador to the Imumbarra Isles, and the main negotiator for
the wealth that flowed from the Isles to the House, his face would
certainly be familiar to Grita. Well, his younger, fatter face.
Perhaps if there were any part of Gritas mind or
memories left in her flesh she wouldnt recognize him
in this harder, older body. Crispin said, What we want are
Ancients artifacts. Any of the books or manuscripts that you
might find would be useful, too, of course, but there are
technothaumatars . . . er . . . He
flushed and faltered, the alien word hanging in the air like a
public fart. A Dragons revealing slip but only
revealing to someone who knew that technothaumatars was the word
the Ancients had used for their magical artifacts. He covered his
slip as quickly as he could. There are Ancients devices
weve researched that we would love to acquire.
Were capable of paying, Grita said. We
have the full support of the most powerful House in Ibera behind
us, and the backing of Families both old and new.
Both Hasmal and Ian sat like polite idiots, smiling and waiting,
oblivious by all appearances to the huge slip theyd just
witnessed.
Ah, yes. Families. Forgive me, please, but I was noticing
your crests, Hasmal said. He did a neat job of changing the
subject. In my dealings in Ibera, I have always thought that
Sabir and Galweigh did not do business together, and I heard in
this last visit that Galweigh House was no more. But unless I am
mistaken, she is Galweigh. You clearly are Sabir. Arent you
enemies?
She was Galweigh. She is Ballur. She made an
alliance with Sabir House when Galweigh House fell she and a
few others, Crispin said. We have discovered common
ground, though, and common interests.
Common ground? In broken toys from the Ages of the Damned,
eh? Ian laughed.
Crispin tipped his head, curious, and said to Ian, You
know, I think that I know you.
Kait felt a sudden rush of horror. Shed forgotten that Ry
and his lieutenants were not the only ones to grow up in Sabir
House. Ian, too, had spent some of his childhood there. Ian, the
illegitimate son of Rys father, would be as closely related
to the Sabir across the table from him as his half-brother was. And
Ian certainly knew the man who had introduced himself as Crispin.
When she and Dùghall and Hasmal had been figuring out how to
meet with the investors, shed recommended Ian as one of the
negotiators. But shed only considered his years of exile and
his years on the sea, and had been certain Ian would be safe acting
as a trader in the heart of Calimekka. The thought that he might
meet up with someone who had known him as a child, or that the
person he met might recognize him, had never crossed her mind.
Evidently it had crossed his, though, for Ians reply was
casual. You might have. I am a great traveler, and I seek out
such amusements as our ports of call offer. If you also enjoy the
offerings of this city . . . He held his palms up
and offered a self-deprecating smile. My weakness.
Crispin shrugged. Perhaps. In any case, our alliance is
about much more than the lost trinkets of a dead age. We intend to
create a new Calimekka. A glorious city overflowing with riches,
ruled in harmony; a city that can embrace the world and reshape it
into a place without wars, without disease, without
suffering.
Ians eyebrows rose. The three of you?
Ambitious.
Crispin, Grita, and Domagar looked at each other, and Grita
said, We have others who share our dream. And weve had
these goals for a long time. But we have only just been able to
come together to begin bringing them to life.
And you need our help.
We desire certain works of the Ancients that would make
our task easier. If you can supply them, then yes, we need your
help.
Ian said, We can add to your happiness greatly, dear new
friends. But you must know that the places we have to go to get for
you what you ask of us are dangerous places. They lie within the
Scarred Lands, where few venture and fewer survive, and where all
manner of monsters make their homes, and where even the earth and
the air conspire against the human state of true men. We would need
much assistance to fuel our courage. . . .
We werent looking for charity from you. If your goal
is wealth, well see that you achieve it in quantities you
cannot imagine. If you want friends in powerful places who can do
good things for you, well, help us and youll have them.
He looked straight at Ian. Amusements . . . hmmm. I
can assure you that we can share amusements with you grander than
any youve ever known.
They dickered back and forth about price then. The Dragons
passed their wish list of artifacts to Hasmal. Kait kept her head
down and her ears open, and started on the first of her tarts,
savoring each bite.
She sipped her ale.
The negotiators agreed on a price for the outfitting of the
expedition.
The talkative man seated beside her began regaling the man
beside him with a blow-by-blow account of a challenge that had
taken place a week before. His loud tones got louder, and drowned
out much of what was being said by the Dragons, even to her
inhumanly sensitive ears.
She took tiny sips of her ale, stretching out her meal as much
as she could without being obvious about it. Hurry up, she thought,
but she didnt allow her body to display any of the impatience
her mind felt.
Then it began.
Dùghall shouted to one of the tavern girls, his accent
heavy, his words slurred by drunkenness. Girlie! Hey. You
wit the honkin big jugs. Bring me smore
ale!
One of the girls hurried to his side, shaking her head. She
murmured something, and his face twisted with rage.
Whatcha mean Ive had enough? I got money. I can pay,
damn you! He lurched to his feet and stared at her wildly,
his mouth gaping, his clothes disarranged, his face flushed. He
slapped a coin on the table and said, See! I got the money.
Bring me some more goddamned ale!
She shook her head again. Murmured something intended to be
calming, in a low voice. Rested a hand lightly on his arm.
The majority of the people in the room were watching the scene
by then.
No? No! He made a grab for her, and she
jumped out of his way. He lunged again. Im thirsty! A
thirsty man with money deserves another drink!
You need to leave now, the girl said, this time
loudly enough that everyone could hear.
At the taps, the barkeep had already fished out his peacemaker
a large cudgel with a brass-bound head and was moving
calmly toward the cause of the disturbance.
Dùghall stood there for a moment, swaying as heavily as a
tree in a gale. Then he launched himself at the girl again, and
missed. He staggered, and veered wildly to his right, and tripped
on the leg of a chair, and fell into Crispin Sabir. He toppled to
the floor, and lay cursing loudly. Then he grabbed the bench seat
upon which the three investors sat, pawed Gritas back, and as
he pulled himself to his feet, slapped Domagar on the shoulder with
beery camaraderie. He said, Pigballs. You know a man
deserves a drink when hes thirsty, dont you? Hells-all!
Ill sit wit you people an buy you all drinks, and
they can bring me a goddamn drink, too.
Kait waited for Crispin or Grita to demand that Dùghall be
killed. They would be within their rights, being Family, and
touched by one who was not Family without having given their
permission. Dùghall was ready, too. But the two of them only
looked at each other while the rest of those in the inn held their
breath, waiting for the explosion.
It didnt come.
The tavern girls and the barkeep were on him by that time,
though. Have you anything you want us to do with him, Parat?
Parata? the bouncer asked.
Send him on his way, Grita said.
Not a first for Family Kait had been bumped on occasion
and had never requested punishment for the poor cowering person
shuddering at her feet, and she knew of other Family members who
had also waived their privileges for the goodwill that it won them.
But many didnt, and this act of forbearance won a round of
applause from the inns diners and staff.
The bouncer and two of the tavern girls dragged kicking,
swearing Dùghall to the front door and launched him out. Kait
could hear him raging at them until the doors swung shut. The noise
died and the inn returned to relative calm.
Hasmal and Ian rose, apologizing profusely for the incident, for
their poor choice of eating places, for their shame in exposing
their guests, even unintentionally, to such appalling behavior.
They bowed, cringed, and even mentioned a discount on their price
though only a small one as a way of making
amends.
You have no need for shame or guilt, Grita said.
Such men are everywhere. But they wont be once
weve made things better.
Kaits eyebrows rose when she heard that. She wondered how
the Dragons intended to rid the city of drunks.
Hasmal called their tavern girl over and said he wanted to pay,
telling her how displeased he was with the atmosphere provided by
an inn he had only heard praised, and how poorly his guests had
been treated. The girl grew flustered and called the owner out from
the back. He looked at the people the drunk had been pawing, paled,
and told them that not only was the meal they were eating free, but
that he begged them to return on any other occasion for
complimentary service.
Interesting way to get free food, Kait thought.
Hasmal waited until the innkeeper had gone back to his office.
Then he told the Dragons, We know what to look for.
Well check our warehouse to see if we have any of the
artifacts you seek in our possession yet. And well notify our
other partners that they should also watch their stores and
shipments for these things. In return, youll have your
messenger bring your investment money to our ship three weeks from
today. No sooner, no later. Once we receive the money, well
finish outfitting for the trip out.
Why cant you leave sooner? Crispin asked.
Hasmal said, We have business to attend to in the city. I
assure you well work as quickly as we can, but some dates are
unchangeable. Well be ready to begin outfitting in three
weeks, and our ship will be back in the same length of
time.
Your ship isnt here?
No, Ian said. Its taking the rest of our
cargo to Costan Selvira. It will be here when we need it.
The three Dragons looked at each other and nodded.
Hasmal said, I must ask you do you have other
traders who are also searching for the same things?
The three Dragons looked at each other again.
Yes, Crispin said. Is that a
problem?
Do you agree to buy the artifacts we bring back, even if
some other trader has already brought you similar
artifacts?
Crispin nodded. If you find duplicates of any of the
things on our list, acquire all of them. Well pay our
agreed-on price for every one you can get.
That, then, is all the assurance we need.
In Hmoth fashion, Hasmal kissed the backs of his hands, then
pressed them to the top of his head while bowing. Ian followed
suit.
After the briefest of pauses, Crispin copied the Hmoth parting
salute. Domagar also imitated it. Grita turned and, smiling,
stepped over the bench. She turned back to face the two faux Hmoth
traders, kissed the back of one hand and pressed it to her
forehead, and at the same time tucked her right foot behind her
left one and bent both knees sharply. Tah heh
hmer, she said. It was in Hmago, the Hmoth tongue, and it
meant, Walk in goodness. The feminine version of the
salute, and nicely executed.
Kait, picking at the last of her tart and watching the exchange
through the fringe of her eyelashes, experienced a transitory flash
of pride in her cousins grasp of the Hmoth customs. The
Galweighs required all their young people entering the trade and
diplomatic branches of the Family to take classes on customs,
cultures, and languages. Those classes were grueling. But like
Grita, Kait could have done the salute in her sleep.
Tah heh entho nohmara, Hasmal and Ian
responded. In goodness breathe forever.
The blessing given, the Dragons headed for the door, Domagar
glanced over at her table briefly, and for just an instant their
eyes met. She almost panicked. Then she remembered that she was
shielded, and that her shield would keep him from noticing her even
though he could see her. She relaxed and looked down at her food,
and when she glanced up again, all the Dragons were gone. Ian and
Hasmal left a sizable tip for the tavern girl. Then they, too,
left.
She realized the chatty man had been watching them as they
walked out the door. The instant the door closed behind them, he
stopped his conversation in midsentence, rose, and walked out after
them, leaving food uneaten on the table and a stack of bronze coins
in the middle of his plate to pay his bill.
Kait almost laughed. Him, eh? She should have known immediately.
She had, after all, picked the perfect spot for spying on the room.
What was perfect for her turned out to be perfect for another
secret observer. Her fellow spy pretended to be rudely interested
in everything but the table. A bit different from her method, but
effective.
She didnt go after him immediately. She waited; after all,
she had the benefit of knowing where Hasmal and Ian were going.
They had agreed to amble when they left the inn. She would travel
parallel to them, taking the inside track theyd planned in
advance, and moving faster. When she picked them up a block before
their destination, she would fall in and follow their follower back
to his lair. She wanted to be sure, though, that the Dragons
didnt have another tier of watchers waiting to see if someone
like her was keeping track of their spy.
Those levels of paranoia could nest indefinitely
followers of followers, spies spying on the spies who spied on
spies. But one of the three Dragons had made a slight gesture
toward a table across the room as they left, and Kait had seen one
of the two men at that table nod acknowledgment. So Kait waited.
She had a little time, and she wanted to know what they were up to
back there in the darkness.
When no one followed the Dragons out of the inn, both of them
rose and walked toward the front door. Home, or watch their
backs, then? the one said.
Watch their backs. I didnt see anyone, but they
might have been waiting outside.
So theyd been planted to find anyone who was following the
Dragons. Kaits job, but in reverse.
She smiled. They were going to fail. Dùghall had planted
telltales on Grita, Crispin, and Domagar when he fell. The
telltales were tiny Falcon talismans that hed made and
shielded when they touched the skin of their targets, they
were absorbed, and for the next week or two they
would connect the three Dragons to three viewing glasses that
Dùghall had fashioned. Ry and his lieutenants could watch the
glasses, see where their targets were going, and trail them without
ever coming near them. Their targets would lead them to the Mirror
or to people who would lead them to the Mirror.
Either way, they moved closer to their objective. And neither the
Dragons nor the people theyd hired to guard them would know
that they were being watched. Not even magic would betray the
presence of the talismans created with only the energy of
their creator, formed with pure intent to cause neither pain nor
harm but merely to report their location and surroundings, they
would leave no trace of their presence for even the most sensitive
of observers.
Kait handed a bronze coin to the tavern girl as a tip and
strolled out of the doors. She turned left, heading for Three
Monkey Road and the Furmian Quarter down by the harbor. The air
smelled especially sweet, the sun welcomed and comforted, the whole
of the world offered her a joyous embrace. She was on the hunt, and
her heart beat faster and her breath came quicker and life felt
better than it did at any other time.
She caught up with Ian and Hasmal near the harbor, as they were
entering the Merry Captain, which was a hostel frequented by
well-off travelers and seamen from some of the richer ships. She
spotted her target leaning against the wall across the street from
them. She found her own hiding place and watched him. The spy
waited until they were inside, then crossed the street, stepped
into the Merry Captain, and moments later came back out, a
satisfied smile on his face. So hed checked to see that they
were registered there, and had discovered that they were. A room
had also been reserved there for Kait, in the name of Chait-eveni,
in case the spy had the presence of mind to ask after her. She had
never been in her room and never would be, but it was there all the
same. Paid through the next three weeks.
He scurried right by her, head up but eyes forward instead of
searching the crowd. He never caught a glimpse of her. She fell in
behind him, staying well back. He was clearly in a hurry, but she
kept pace while still managing to appear that she
wasnt hurrying. Longer steps, a slower stride, and a studied
air of relaxed interest in everything that went on around her.
He led her by the shortest route straight to the gates of Sabir
House. He gave his name and was promptly admitted. She decided to
wait for a while, mingling with the street vendors that sold their
wares just outside the gates and with the customers that bought
them. Maybe he would come back out again and she could track him
further, to a place that would tell her something she hadnt
already known because now she knew only what she had known
all her life: Trouble came from Sabir House.
Chapter 29
Danya fought back the scream. Pain
turned the world red; she closed her eyes tightly and locked her
muscles and held her breath, but that only made it worse. The baby
felt like it was ripping its way out of her with teeth and claws,
fighting to birth itself. She could see the little animal in her
mind. It would be a monster like her, scaly, with a mouth full of
fangs, with hideous spikes at its joints a nightmare, a
beast that would devour her entrails, then claw her belly open and
swallow the two midwives who crouched beside her, holding her back
up and helping her to squat.
Gathalorra, one of the midwives shouted to Danya,
you must not fight the birthing. Breathe, and let the baby
come. Shejhan, pull her forward. Shes leaning too much on her
tail and its blocking her. The senior midwife, whose
name was Aykree, turned away from Danya and did something at the
hearth. She said, Im making a steaming potion for you
that will ease your labor. It will be ready in a few moments, and
then the pain will not be so severe.
The pains had started two stations earlier. Danya, prepared by
the midwives for what would happen, had not been frightened.
Theyd told her she would hurt, and she had hurt. Theyd
told her that her belly would tighten, and it had tightened.
Theyd shown her how to breathe, and theyd taught her
the mind exercises they used to control pain, and she had used
them, and she thought she was doing well. The pain had been bad,
but not as bad as the torture of the Sabirs; she had controlled it,
and she had been proud.
But in the last half a station it had gotten worse. She
hadnt been able to keep it under control. She had cried out,
had wept, had growled and begged for relief. And
now
Now she hoped only that she would die quickly, before the
monster inside exploded out of her, flinging the tattered remains
of her body in all directions. She prayed for quick death, but the
gods who had abandoned her to the Sabir Wolves did not listen to
these prayers, either. She sobbed and shouted and swore, and the
pain battered her, then receded briefly, then battered her again,
each time getting worse, each time leaving her more frantic and
more frightened and more hopeless. It would not quit, and she could
not make it quit, and the only way to be through with it was to
have the baby. And now she knew that having the baby would kill
her. Nothing survivable could hurt so much.
The touches of a thousand strangers reached inside her head and
tried to offer her comfort, tried to assure her that she would
survive and that her baby would be special and that she was not
alone but they were the same strangers who had bound their
spirits to the damned unborn creature months earlier, and who had
tried to invade her mind as well with their false kindness
and their platitudes. Shed shielded herself away from them,
but now she was too weak and in too much pain to maintain a shield.
So they were all over her.
The midwives were doing something that she couldnt see.
They were rattling things, and poking at a fire. She could hear
water boiling.
Then Aykree was at her side. She sounded like she was speaking
through a tunnel when she said, That contraction has stopped.
I want you to move on your hands and knees, and put your face near
this. Aykree and Shejhan pulled Danya onto her knees and
dragged her face toward a steaming cauldron that theyd moved
onto the board floor in front of her. The steam stank of herbs and
rotted meat and the bitter musk of civets. Breathe
deeply, Aykree said. They draped a blanket over her head and
the cauldron, and the steam filled her nostrils and she gagged.
Keep breathing it. It numbs the pain.
Abruptly, she vomited, which left her feeling better. She
inhaled more of the steam, and her anguish receded a bit further.
So she sucked in the stinking steam greedily, and felt a delicious
lassitude invade her entire body. She started to let herself fall
backward, but the two midwives pulled her onto all fours again.
Dont quit. Keep breathing it. Deep. Deep! Deep
breaths.
Deep breaths? Why? The pain was gone. She didnt want to
expend the effort. She suddenly felt wonderful her mind was
clear of the red haze of pain, and her muscles no longer fought
against each other. She didnt need any more of the wonderful
steam.
Did we give it to her too soon? Shejhan asked. She
sounded like she was half a world away. Did we stop her
labor?
No. Shell keep going. This will just relax her
enough that shell leave off fighting her own body and let the
child be born.
Then the next labor pain began. That ripping, tearing anguish
started at the top of her belly and seared its way downward, and
she sucked in the steam with the desperation of a drowning woman
offered air. She wanted to yell again, but she couldnt do
that and draw the steam into her lungs at the same time. She
gasped, and trembled, and only at the height of the contraction,
when the pain overwhelmed even the numbing drug she breathed, did
she cry out.
Then that contraction subsided, and once again she felt
good.
How close is the baby? Aykree asked.
Danya listened with disconnected interest; she felt as if the
two midwives were discussing someone she might have known once.
Shejhan said, I can see the top of the head. We have to tie
Gathalorras tail out of the way, though, or Ill never
be able to guide the baby out. She nearly killed me with it that
time, thrashing the way she was. Here . . .
Danya felt her tail being lifted and bound to the central post
of the house.
They could see the head? Interesting. She wondered what it
looked like.
Have her push with the next one, Shejhan said.
Shes ready.
And Aykree leaned under the blanket and said, With the
next pain, hold your breath and bear down. Its time for the
baby to come out.
Well, that was good. She still vaguely recalled that once the
baby came out this ordeal would be over. She tried to imagine what
that would be like, but she couldnt. She had been like this
forever.
She could form one question coherently, though. Will it
hurt worse?
Gathalorra, when you have come this far, pushing feels
better than not pushing. Youre ready, and if you let it, your
body will take care of you, the midwife said.
Then the pain slammed into her again, and the blissful haze in
which shed basked ripped away. Once again the world was real
and harsh and drenched in red. Aykree said, Now. Hold your
breath and push the baby out. Push. Push!
She closed her eyes, and tensed her belly, and pushed against
the agony of being ripped apart. Things shifted inside of her. The
unborn monster moved. She could feel her progress suddenly. She
could feel her burden growing less.
Good! Good! Harder!
She gasped, took another quick breath, held it, pushed again.
She was winning. She was getting rid of the thing.
The pain exploded without warning; ten times a
hundred times worse than it had been before. She
collapsed forward onto her elbows and screamed and flailed and
wept, and heard something else begin to wail as well.
She became aware of the midwives shouting at her yelling
above her screaming. Youre almost done! Gathalorra!
Gathalorra! Listen! The head is out. Push again and youll
be finished!
The unbearable urge to push was building inside her,
unstoppable, inescapable, and all she could feel was mute,
anguished astonishment. Again? She had to do that again?
She couldnt . . . and yet, the next contraction
hit, and she did. More pain pain so terrible it seared and
enveloped and overwhelmed. Then, as suddenly as it had overtaken
her, it was gone, and the most wonderful feeling of warmth flooded
her body. No pain. No pushing. No red haze. She was still alive,
while in the background, even the thin, ragged wail ceased.
Silence.
Release.
Shejhan said, You have a boy-child. She sounded
doubtful.
Danya didnt care whether she had a dog-child. She was
done. Done. She was freed of the thing that had invaded her body.
She could hear its cry begin again fragile, punctuated, but
stronger. She wanted them to take the little beast away, but
instead they were rolling her onto her back, onto cushions on the
floor, and propping her up, and pressing the thing into her arms
and against her chest.
She stared at it, and time stopped. The baby moved in her arms,
stopped crying, and stared at her gravely. Her baby. Her
baby.
Not it. Him.
She stared at him.
The world held its breath, and sounds, only loosely bound by
gravity, spun away. In the silence, she stared into her sons
eyes, and he stared into hers. He wriggled, blinked, blinked
again.
Not a monster at all.
Not like her. No claws, no scales, no spikes, no teeth.
She felt swallowed tears burning their way down the back of her
throat; her vision blurred as her eyes filled with water.
Her son. Her human son.
His bottomless blue eyes regarded her intently; his soft rosebud
mouth made a tiny round soundless O. He had five tiny fingers on
each hand, five tiny toes on each foot, a soft body with perfect
legs and perfect arms. A perfect human baby, and he was hers. The
Sabirs had twisted her, they had twisted everything about her, but
they had not managed to twist her son.
She gently pressed one scaled, taloned finger into the palm of
his hand and his fingers wrapped around it. He held on to her
tightly and looked into her soul, and his love, the love shed
fought off and denied throughout her pregnancy, overwhelmed her. He
was her gift. He was her reward for all the suffering she had
endured. He was wonderful.
She put him to the nipple that protruded from her scaled breast,
and he sucked. While he sucked, he looked at her. His free hand
clenched and unclenched, but with his other hand, he held on to her
finger.
Shejhan said, He doesnt have any scales. Or any
tail. Or claws. He looks . . . tender. Will he get them
later?
No. Danya ran the back of a finger gently over his
smooth, damp cheek. No scales. No claws. No tail. She
looked up. Can you bring me a blanket for him?
Please?
She could see the length and delicacy of her hands her
hands as they had once been duplicated in his. She could see
in the roundness and the slight upward slant of his eyes her own
eyes as they had looked the last time she admired herself in a
mirror in Galweigh House.
She held him gingerly, afraid that her scaly skin might scratch
him, or that she might accidentally injure him with her claws. But
she wouldnt. She couldnt. He was more magical than
anything she had ever seen or known. How could she have thought she
hated him? How could she have wanted to be rid of him?
Some part of her deep inside looked at him with jealousy. He was
human, after all, the one thing she wished to be and could never be
again. Human.
But the rest of her mind said, Hes mine. My son. My
beautiful son.
In the back of her mind, a voice that did not belong to her
began to whisper, Danya? Can you still hear me? Are you
listening?
Luercas. She hadnt heard from him since she had gotten too
ungainly to make her way across the river to In-kanmerea, the
secret House of the Devil Ghosts hed led her to the
only place where she could talk to him without being overheard by
the spirits that would not leave her and her baby alone.
I can hear you. She spoke to him in her mind, not wanting
to speak out loud with the midwives watching.
Luercas sounded pleased. You did well, Danya. Hes an
excellent infant. Much better than I had expected. Hell do
nicely. Very nicely.
Danya accepted the compliment without comment. She was surprised
that she wasnt happier to hear from the spirit who had saved
her life. She hid her mixed feelings as best she could, not wanting
to offend him, and said, Im glad youre back.
Ive missed you. I was afraid you had abandoned me.
Youre my friend. Youre my window to the world of
the living. And Ive missed you, too, all this time that I
couldnt talk with you. But I wont abandon you, Danya.
Ill never abandon you.
No. He wouldnt. He would be with her always. He would take
care of her, keep her safe, and eventually help her get her revenge
on the Sabirs and the Galweighs, and on the world that had
destroyed her. She knew this knew it with bone-deep
certainty. She should be delighted to hear his calm voice speaking
into her mind again. She should be.
I know youre my friend. She stared down at the baby
in her arms, the lovely baby that she hadnt wanted, and
blocked out her reservations about Luercas. Isnt he
marvelous?
Luercas said fervently, Hes the most beautiful thing
Ive ever seen.
Chapter 30
Ry crouched over the viewing glass
Dùghall had fashioned, watching his cousin Crispin moving
through Sabir House as if he were the paraglese of it and not a
minor Wolf in the hierarchy. He could see that the other Wolves
gave Crispin deference at least to his face and that
their expressions twisted with fear and distaste as he moved past
them.
What had happened in the House while he was gone? What could
have placed Crispin into a position of authority? Why would any
Wolf bend a knee at Crispins passing, or press fingers to
heart?
Bitter, evil changes had taken place; Ry knew it. But he
couldnt imagine how they could have come to pass. His cousin
Crispin had become a Dragon, or was possessed by a Dragon, or was
working in tandem with a Dragon Dùghall hadnt
been able to determine what happened to the host soul when the
Mirror of Souls inserted the Dragon soul into the host body. But
after Ry had carefully laid out the scene of his own murder in his
room, and had left clues blaming Crispin and his brother Anwyn and
their crony and cousin Andrew, Crispin should have been disowned,
and executed in Punishment Square long before a Dragon had the
chance to possess his body.
Dùghall stood behind him. Have you seen it
yet?
Ry stretched, and felt a dozen points along his spine pop. He
looked up at Dùghall, who remained obsessed with the Mirror.
The damned Mirror that had betrayed him and his men and Kait, that
had drawn his cousins and trouble after them, that had almost
gotten all of them killed. He wished hed refused to let Kait
bring the accursed artifact aboard the ship when he rescued her. Or
that hed found a way to throw it into the sea before they
ever neared Calimekka. Then they wouldnt be sitting and
staring at little pieces of spelled glass, hoping to find a way to
undo whatever bizarre damage the Mirror had done.
No, he growled. I havent seen it
yet.
For love of Kait, he had allowed himself to suffer under the
thumb of her uncle. Do this, Ry. Have your men do that. Go here.
Watch there. And he suffered without protest Dùghalls
unspoken opinion that he and his men were inferior because they
were Sabirs. He tolerated the distaste and distrust and
dislike.
Actually, he shared the distaste and distrust and
dislike. He couldnt give himself too much credit for his
tolerance, because he didnt like Dùghall any better than
Dùghall liked him.
But in spite of everything he was doing to win her over, Kait
refused to move past the boundaries of polite distance that
shed built between them. They were bound to each other,
powerfully and inexplicably; he could sense her trotting through
the city at that moment, tracing one of his Familys servants
through Calimekkas back streets. He was with her as if he
rode inside her head. When he was in the same room with her, he
could feel her bare skin against his even though a hundred people
stood between them. In his bed at night he could taste her lips
pressed to his, though she had never kissed him; when he closed his
eyes he could feel her dancing naked against his body
dancing beneath the moon. And when he managed to look into her
eyes, he knew she felt what he felt, as fully and vividly and
inescapably as he did. Yet she wouldnt come to him. She
wouldnt touch him. She wouldnt give in to the passion
that rode them both. She would not accept Ians offers of
companionship and she avoided his embraces, but she avoided
Rys attempts to charm and tempt her, too.
She was as celibate as a novice parnissa; Ry passed her in the
morning as she knelt in meditation, practicing the silent,
traceless magic her uncle and Hasmal had taught her. While
meditating, she became invisible to him behind her shields. When
she did, he felt that she was cutting away a part of his soul.
Ry kept staring at the glass while he said nothing, and
Dùghall took the hint. He wandered over to see if Jaim,
working his shift on the glass linked to the Galweigh woman, had
anything to report.
In the viewing glass, Crispin strode toward the center of the
Wolves domain. He moved purposefully down the corridor that
led to the White Hall, between the rows of arches filled with
harlequin-patterned stained glass, and at last into the hall
itself. He was alone in there. Alone with the incised pattern on
the floor, the Trail of Spirits. Alone with the solid gold
sacrificial pillar.
And there it was. The gods damned Mirror of Souls sat in
front of the pillar like an altar before an idol.
Ry suppressed a shudder. He hated going anywhere near the White
Hall. At the best of times, the unhappy spirits of the sacrificed
dead cried out from the walls for release.
Here it is, he said, and instantly Dùghall was
across the room and on his knees beside him, peering into the murky
glass.
Which of those things is it?
Ry had forgotten that Dùghall had never seen the Mirror. He
pointed it out from the other artifacts that sat in the hall.
The flower-shaped artifact on the pedestal. The last time I
saw it, it had light rising up through the central stem and pooling
in the middle of the petals. Now it looks . . .
dead.
Dùghall didnt breathe for the longest time. He seemed
frozen in place, rigid, with his eyes locked on the shifting image.
Ry felt a change in the air around him, a sense of leashed power
moving through the universes currents. Dùghall was doing
something with that silent magic of his, but Ry couldnt begin
to guess what. Then, as Crispin left the room, the Mirror
disappeared from view, and Dùghall pulled back with a
sigh.
Ah. Clever. Incredibly clever. They did so much with
simple spells. . . . Dùghall rose and
started to walk away.
Wait, Ry said. The old bastard lived to be
enigmatic, but Ry didnt have the patience to let him. Not
after crouching over the viewing glass until his feet went numb and
his back muscles burned. You mean to tell me that by looking
at the artifact for just that short time, you can not only tell
what it does but how it works? And what spells the Dragons used to
power it?
To some extent. I can tell the basics. Magical success, at
least success gained at the expense of others, leaves tracks. If
you had been taught an acceptable form of magic, and had studied it
diligently, you could have looked at the success of what the
Ancients Dragons did to create the artifact, and followed
their tracks to the same conclusions.
Ry rose to his feet, ignoring the blatant insult to his
scholarship and his form of magic. He glared down at the old man.
If that were true, Hasmal would have known what the Mirror
did. Hes one of your people.
Hes one of my people in that he was raised a Falcon
by his father, who is also a Falcon. Dùghall crossed his
arms over his chest and smiled. But Hasmal was anything but a
diligent student. He learned what his father taught him because it
was expected of him, and because he was a dutiful son. But one does
not get inspired scholarship from dutiful sons. Inspired
scholarship only comes from passion.
Ry waited for him to say something else, but the old man would
play his games. What? Ry snapped at last.
Dùghall chuckled, apparently surprised by the annoyance in
Rys voice. He shook his head, and Ry felt the unbearable urge
to Shift and rip the old goats throat out with his teeth. He
didnt as much out of healthy fear for the old
mans magical ability as out of love for Kait.
At last Dùghall answered him. Though to the untrained
eye the Mirror of Souls doesnt appear to be doing anything at
the moment, its feeding off the life forces of most of the
people in this city in order to run itself. I wont be party
to bringing another such evil into the world. But I believe I see a
way to create a small reverse of the Mirror something strong
enough to reverse the Mirrors spell one person at a
time.
Ry rolled his eyes. One person at a time. That
would be useful. Then we could track down all of the hundreds
or perhaps thousands of Dragons hiding inside the
bodies of the citys citizens . . . and do you
know how many people paid parnissal taxes as citizens of
Calimekka last year? More than a million. Do you have any idea how
easily a hundred people, or a thousand people, or five thousand
people, could hide within that crowd? So we could track them down
one at a time, and revert them. If they dont destroy us
first. They were the greatest wizards of their age, after all. I
imagine theyre dangerous, dont you think?
Certainly. But we wouldnt have to track down all of
them. Wed only need to get one. One in a high position, with
access to the true Mirror, and one who, rid of the Dragon who
possesses him and restored to his original state, would be
sympathetic to us. Who could let us into Sabir House and assist in
creating a diversion that would let us get the Mirror away from the
Dragons. The Mirror is feeding the Dragons now. If we could shut it
off or reverse it, they would be ripped from the bodies
theyve inhabited and thrown back into the void.
And that would end the threat of Dragons to Calimekka and
the world, and leave the road open for you and the rest of the
Falcons to bring in your Reborn god and set him up, right? But
arent you being terribly optimistic? From what Ive
heard from Kait and Hasmal, the prophecies foretell a war to come
between the Dragons and your Falcons before this issue can be
resolved.
Dùghall grinned up at him and shrugged. The wording
of the prophecies is subject to interpretation. Perhaps our
interpretations have been wrong, and the battle, such as it will
be, will only happen between a few powerful adversaries, and not
between great armies. If weve been wrong all these years, I
wont complain. Conquering the Dragons before they can strike
will only bring Solander to his throne that much sooner, and the
world will become a paradise that much faster. Ill do what I
can to hasten the start of paradise.
Ry turned away from him, shaking his head. All of them
Dùghall, Hasmal, and even Kait were irrational on the
subject of their Reborn. You risk your life in the hopes of
bringing a nonsensical legend to life. Youre a fool,
Dùghall.
You want to see how much of a fool I am?
Dùghall rested a hand lightly on Rys shoulder, and
turned him around so that they were face-to-face. The Reborn
is not a god. And hes not a legend. Hes been born
he was born this morning, and I felt him come into the world
and draw breath. It was the greatest joy I have ever known. He
grows stronger with every breath he takes. Would you like to meet
him?
Ry laughed out loud. Meet the Reborn? What trickery did
the old man have planned to convince him that the Reborn was real?
Better yet, how did Dùghall think he would benefit from
winning Ry over? Had he been planning to convert Ry to the
Falcons silly religion all along?
Perhaps Dùghall had decided there werent enough
Falcons to rule the world. Maybe hed discovered what a
powerful wizard Ry was and decided he needed him as an ally in his
own right, not a reluctant ally helping the Falcon cause to stay
close to Kait.
He looked at the old man and thought, What chicanery have you
planned for me, eh? Well, I like a good magic trick as well as the
next, and seeing yours will tell me more about you than you can
guess. You want me to meet your great hero? By all
means, entertain me.
Aloud he said, Certainly Id like to meet your
Reborn.
Chapter 31
They sat cross-legged facing each other,
the old mans blood-bowl between them. I wont need
to draw my own blood for the bowl, Dùghall said.
Ive already walked the light path many times, and my
soul knows the way. But youll need a link.
Ry shook his head. If you dont spill your blood into
the bowl with mine, Ill leave now. I dont trust a spell
that calls for my blood but not yours.
Dùghall shrugged, and pulled out a tourniquet and a hollow
thorn, and quickly poured a few drops of his own blood into the
bowl. I have no tricks planned for you, son. I only want you
to understand what we fight for, and why. You want Kait you
make it plain with every word you speak and every gesture you make
that she is your only reason for standing with us. So I am showing
you the reason that Kait now follows the path of the Falcons, and
that she and Hasmal and I stand with each other.
I told you Im ready to see your little show. Just
dont expect me to believe it. Ry fumbled with the
tourniquet Dùghall had used, and with the fresh thorn that
Dùghall had given him; in the end he managed to add a bit of
his own blood to the bowl, though it was nothing like the
effortless process it had been for the old man.
Then Dùghall spread his arms wide and began to chant in one
of the old, old tongues. By listening closely, Ry could make out
the rhythms and patterns of the language, and categorize it as a
cousin of the Ancients tongues that hed studied. But he
couldnt understand a word of it. He could, however, feel the
effects of the words Dùghall spoke into the darkened room.
A shield swirled into existence around them, at first invisible
but then gaining radiance and luminous form as it strengthened.
Within the shield, Ry felt peace descend on him. It was a
tranquillity he had never felt when in contact with magic before
it was truly beautiful and strangely gentle; to his mind
beauty and gentleness were the antithesis of magic. He sat within
the shimmering globe, suspicious but shaken, and waited for
Dùghall to begin entertaining him with some clever light show.
The old man, though, said, There is nothing to see. Close
your eyes and I will lead you along the golden thread.
He closed his eyes as he was told, and discovered that he could
clearly see a spiraling golden rope that led from the
blood-bowl and away. Heading south.
He sensed the old man with him, but with eyes closed, and within
the shell of the shield, Dùghall didnt feel like an old
man. He felt huge, as powerful as a force of nature, as terrifying
as the leading edge of an enormous storm sitting off the coast. Ry
knew the storm could strike and destroy everything in front of it,
but he had no way of knowing if it would.
Follow, Dùghall told him as he moved into the core
of that glowing rope, then along it. Ry found that he could follow,
and that as soon as hed placed himself within the rope, it
drew him forward, impossibly fast. He had no control, but he
wasnt afraid. Love surrounded him and infused him, becoming
stronger and more wonderful the nearer he came to its source.
They arrived at the birthplace of all that love. Ry could see
nothing, but he had no doubt what was going on. A newborn infant
lay in his mothers arms, quiet and at peace. Ry felt the
power that poured from the baby, magic already fully formed and
trained with skill and precision . . . but magic
controlled by love. By compassion. By hope and optimism. Joy flowed
through him, an internal radiance as brilliant as the light of the
sun and as gentle as the kiss of a light breeze on the petals of a
flower.
The infant offered himself as a gift to the world. Newborn, he
already knew that he would live his life serving others, teaching
them, leading the world toward the beauty of the place he already
inhabited. Ry could see that it was not beyond reach, that place of
perfect happiness. Inhabiting it, he could see that he could create
such beauty within himself, though until that moment he would never
have imagined such a thing could be possible.
We do not fall in love, he discovered. We do not stumble into
joy, or trip over compassion on our way somewhere else. We
choose the path of love, and joy, and compassion, and
acceptance, and by following that path we leave the path of hatred
behind. They are opposite roads going in completely different
directions, and those who walk loves road will have lives
filled with love, and will have no room for hatred.
He felt like an idiot for suspecting Dùghall of trickery.
No one who had spent time in the presence of the Reborn could even
consider wasting time trying to trick people into becoming the
Reborns followers. The Reborn reached out and touched, and
his love overcame all obstacles. No trickery could do what he did
simply by existing.
I have a place for you, the Reborn told him.
And Ry said, Take me, Im yours.
Welcome, friend.
At last he had to leave
that peaceful presence and return to his body, and to the darkness
of the little workroom. He opened his eyes, and sat in silence
across from the old man, letting the tears flow down his cheeks. He
was shocked at his reaction but he could understand it, too.
His meeting with the Reborn was his first encounter with genuine
love. He had been appreciated before that, but not loved. His
mother considered him a useful playing piece, his late father had
looked at him as someone who would someday take his place and carry
on his work, his other relatives saw him as a potential threat or a
potential ally. But love, joy, compassion, hope . . .
those were not feelings that had a place in Sabir House.
The Reborn had come to change that. He had come to teach
love.
Ry looked at Dùghall, and wiped the tears from his face.
Im with you, he said. No matter what, no
matter the price, Im with you. I understand now.
Dùghall nodded, and leaned across the again-empty
blood-bowl, and hugged him. Im glad to have you on our
side.
Chapter 32
Inside the secret corridor within the
wall that surrounded Sabir House, Domagar crouched at one of the
spy-slits. You see her? Lean girl, bleached blond hair in a
braid, work clothes, moving right now past the fat sausage vendor.
Bland girl doesnt catch your eye.
The spy who had followed the two traders to their inn squinted
out his own slit and said, Yes. I see her. What of
her?
Shes the girl who was sitting next to you in the
inn. I happened to get a good look at her face as I was leaving
. . . met her eyes and I saw that she recognized me and
wasnt happy about it, though I was certain Id never
seen her before. It took every bit of my concentration and most of
the trip from the inn to here to realize that shes the
same girl I approached when I heard she was trying to sell
artifacts. The one who said her name was Chait-eveni. When she
claimed to be a trader, she had an Imumbarran accent and wore
Imumbarran clothes. Had black hair then. And she was pretty.
Striking, even. But now shes dressed like any Iberan laborer,
plain as hell, and she damn near disappears into the street while
you watch her. Did you speak to her?
The spy had to think about it. She didnt leave much
of an impression, really. But . . . yes. I guess I did
speak to her. Briefly. He frowned thoughtfully, and he stared
harder at the girl. She had no accent. None whatsoever. In
fact . . . The spy who had followed the two Hmoth
traders to their inn closed his eyes for an instant, recalling the
woman next to him. Her voice, her scent, her way of eating.
In fact, this is so odd that I should have made note of it at
the time. I heard traces of Family in her voice. And I should have
noticed it in her table manners, too, if Id been paying
closer attention. He looked down at his hands and muttered,
That isnt like me, to be so inattentive. It
isnt. He looked back out again, and started.
Where did she go?
She hasnt moved, Domagar said.
The spy kept looking, then said, Oh, youre right.
She hasnt.
She slides out of the mind. I dont like that. I
cant see why, but she does.
I was afraid it was just me, the spy said. As
I think about her now, I realize that she was the most interesting
thing at our table because of the contradictions. But I
didnt see it at the time. She was a polite eater, if you know
what I mean. One bite at a time, didnt speak with her mouth
full, sipped her drink instead of gulping it. Didnt spit. And
she had no stink of sweat or work to her, though the day was hot
and the laborers around her smelled strong enough. She
. . . He paused, wanting to be sure he was right.
She smelled distinctly of flowers. And herbs. Good clean
smell.
Down two spy-slits from both of them, Anwyn Sabir stood beside
the captain of the Sabir guards. They had been watching the girl,
too. Theres something dishonest about the whole lot of
them, Anwyn said. Whatever theyre doing, it
isnt about trading for the artifacts my brother wants.
He turned to the guard captain. So lets find out what
theyre really up to. Bring her in.
* * *
Kait sighed. Shed waited long enough; her
friends would begin to wonder where she was. Shed given the
man she followed plenty of time to report what hed done. If
hed intended to leave by the gate through which hed
entered the House, he would have done so already. Therefore, either
he was a permanent resident of the Sabir House or he had gone out
one of the lesser gates. Either way, there was nothing more she
could do.
As a form of further disguise and because she was once again
hungry and thirsty, she bought a hot sausage on a stick from a fat
young man with a shaved head, and had an ale-monger fill her tin
work cup with a bronze fifth-preids worth of rice ale. She
sipped and nibbled as she started back to her rendezvous with
Dùghall. She concentrated on looking like a weary laborer
trudging back to her job, however reluctantly. She kept her shields
tight, even though she had seen nothing that would indicate that
anyone in Sabir House was aware of her presence.
She wished she had more to tell Dùghall. She wished she
could have thought of some way to follow her target clear into
Sabir House. She was certain there were things in there that she
needed to know. She wished . . . but caught herself
wasting her time on wishes, and turned her attention to the task at
hand.
The street she was on pitched steeply down a hill. It was not,
she suddenly realized, a normal street. Buildings on both sides
hemmed in the horizon, while the street switchbacked left and right
half a dozen times, leaving the person on it perpetually blind to
what lay before and what came up behind. The builders of Sabir
House had no doubt designed it that way. No alleys split off
anywhere, making the street one long corral, and not even the
buildings would offer hiding places to someone in need. Every one
was a warehouse marked with the Sabir crest or with crests of
allied Families. All of the doors were closed and, in most cases,
padlocked. Kait had been too intent on not being spotted by her
prey to pay attention to the details of the approach on her way up,
but on her way back down, she realized she didnt like the
setup. Not at all. The advantages of the long, narrow, twisting,
exitless street with its blind approaches lay exclusively with the
Sabirs.
A few boys scurried into view around the sharp curve in front of
her. Their heads were down and they kept their eyes forward. They
said nothing to each other; they carried fenny sticks and a fenny
ball tucked under their arms. They gave no indication that they
were friends, though from the sweat on their faces and on their
clothes and the labored sound of their breathing, Kait would have
guessed they had been playing a game in the street only moments
before.
Their silent, hurried progress set her teeth on edge. Suddenly
everyone coming toward her seemed nervous to her. Chary. Watchful.
She smelled the air, and she smelled fear. She dropped the uneaten
half of her sausage into a gutter, poured her ale, and tucked the
cup back into her belt. Her heart beat faster.
A few old women appeared from around the corner in front of her,
their scarves and skirts tucked up, their heads down. They scurried
up the street, carefully not looking around them. They stank of
fear.
Now she was certain. Something lay ahead, and because of the
design of the street, ahead was the only way she could go. Did this
stir have anything to do with her? Perhaps not. The Sabirs might
have sent their guards out to collect an impromptu street tax from
the vendors, but then why would the boys have ceased their
fenny-ball game? Why would everyone be hurrying toward the
House instead of away from it?
She pulled a few strands of her hair down over her face, slumped
her shoulders, hung her head, and tightened her
dont-see-me shield until people coming toward her
barely managed to avoid her before veering out of the way. She
thought of a story for why she was on the street her foreman
had sent her to look for a mason hed sent up the street to
get his lunch. She swallowed, and tried to look inoffensive.
Rounding the next corner, her heart slid up into her throat. Ten
guards in green and silver had cordoned off the street, and were
requiring identification papers before they would let anyone
pass.
Kaits falsified papers identified her as a black-haired
Imumbarran trader named Chait-eveni Three-Fast, daughter of an
Imumbarran stardancer mother and a Gyru-nalle trader father. She
looked as purely Iberan as she was, and that dichotomy was going to
cause her grief. She knew within the Galweigh districts, traveling
with obviously falsified papers (or legitimate papers but an
obviously falsified appearance) was a crime, punishable by
imprisonment and hard labor. Within the Sabir district of the city
. . . well, the Sabir district had a reputation for being
a tougher, meaner place to make a mistake.
This was about her. Sometime in the last station, shed
made a mistake. Somehow, shed allowed the spy to catch sight
of her. Or he had planted a telltale on her. Or . . .
what shed done wrong didnt matter as much as what she
could do to get away.
Some workers came out of a warehouse to her left. They looked
like she did equally shabby, equally weary. Any animation
they exhibited at leaving work dissolved when they saw the
roadblock. The door swung slowly behind them, almost closing. But
not completely. Kait could see that the latching mechanism had
caught on the doorframe, keeping it from shutting all the way.
Her first lucky break.
She took a deep breath and ducked into the warehouse. She
quietly pulled the door closed behind her. Pins tumbled into place
as it locked itself. That didnt bother her. Warehouse doors
often required a key from the outside only.
But the darkness inside was nearly complete shed
expected lights, movement, voices, some sign of life. The only
smell in the air was dust, however, and the only sound that broke
the silence was her breathing.
A crew had just walked out the door behind her. Theyd been
in the warehouse for a reason. If they shut the place down behind
them, she should still find some sign that theyd been working
earlier stacks of goods, or a smell of life in the air, or
something. She sighed, and the emptiness echoed her sigh
back to her from all four directions.
She didnt even hear any rats.
She looked around once her eyes adjusted to the darkness. Four
walls rose up the height of five men, supporting a trussed ceiling;
the walls to the left and right of her were unbroken by any window
or door. The floor between those walls was completely bare.
Directly across from her, though, a single door like the one behind
her pierced the wall. No light showed underneath, but perhaps the
door merely fit its frame well. All sorts of activity might be in
progress on the other side.
She leaned her back against the door that led out to the street
and pressed one ear to it. She heard shouting outside, and
screaming. If they were truly looking for her and they didnt
find her among the people in the street, they would search the
warehouses. This one held no hiding places. But perhaps the
laborers had been working behind that other door. Perhaps there she
would be able to find a hiding place.
She hurried across the bare floor and rested a hand on the other
door, and offered a quick prayer to Nerin, who watched over his
followers during his station, that the laborers had left it
unlocked. Then she turned the handle. The door opened.
Quick thanks to Nerin.
More darkness, but now punctuated at intervals by distant light.
She was in a long, curving corridor with tiny windows set high
along the outside wall. The corridor ran both to her left, back up
the hill toward the House, and right, down the hill and toward
safety. She paused in the doorway, holding her breath, every sense
straining for evidence that she was being pursued. The corridor was
empty for a long distance in either direction. Perhaps entirely
empty. She stepped into it, pulled the door shut behind her so that
she would not make her trail obvious to anyone who might step into
the warehouse, and turned right. She passed other doors on her
right. She tried each, hoping one would open for her, but all were
locked. She quickly reached a dead end the place where the
Sabir warehouse district ended and lower Calimekka resumed. If she
could just get out through the wall . . . but it was
stonework of high caliber, and thick. She stood about parallel with
the place where the guards had set up their roadblock. The
horrified realization grabbed her; she was standing in the corridor
through which those guards had traveled to get ahead of her. More
could come along at any time, or those could decide to go back.
The warehouse had been safer, if only marginally. She ran back
the way shed come, trying doors as she did. She didnt
remember which one had been the one shed come out of, and in
the dim light, they all looked the same.
It was only when shed traveled twice as far up the hill as
shed gone down that she realized shed passed her
warehouse. The door had locked itself behind her. She was trapped
in the corridor.
She wished the doors were lighter, or the locks were simpler.
She felt certain she could have kicked a lighter door in. But she
felt equally certain that the massive warehouse doors wouldnt
give way for her.
Which meant she could stay where she was, or she could head back
toward Sabir House, hoping to find another warehouse with an open
door before she ended up inside . . .
. . . the walls . . .
. . . of the House itself . . .
She stopped and smiled. She was an idiot. Shed wanted to
get into the House. Shed fallen into her perfect opportunity
to do so without being observed. The corridor was empty. Her Karnee
senses picked up neither sound nor scent of anyone. If she just
moved quickly enough, she ought to be able to get into the House
through its service corridor without being caught. She broke into a
lope, no longer wasting time checking warehouse doors.
The corridor switchbacked along with the warehouses it had been
built to service. Kait stopped before every switchback to listen
and smell ahead of her for danger. Her road stayed clear. Near the
House, she passed sounds of activity within the warehouses to her
left, but she didnt check the doors to those, either. She had
taken the offensive. She intended to keep it. The Sabirs
wouldnt look for her within their midst.
Finally she reached another termination to the corridor, but
unlike the blank stone wall at the bottom of the hill, this wall
was translucent, white with a hint of opalescence, smooth as good
glass. The narrow, delicately etched white door set into it
promised access to the Sabirs realm that lay beyond.
If she could get through it. The door was, after all, of the
Ancients make, and for all its apparent delicacy, created to
survive both enemies and eons unscathed.
Kait rested her hand on the smooth curve of the opening
mechanism and pressed lightly. The mechanism recessed and the door
slid open silently. She stepped into warm light that radiated from
everywhere at once, and felt a brief pang of homesickness. The
smooth, translucent white walls of an Ancients building rose
around her, reminding her of her suite of rooms in Galweigh House.
Home lost but not forgotten. She pushed the wistfulness to
the back of her mind and focused on her work. To her right, a
staircase made of the same exquisite, indestructible
stone-of-Ancients spiraled upward. While loitering beyond the gate,
she had seen the top portion of an Ancients tower that stood
just inside the walls of Sabir House. This had to be that tower.
Excellent! She knew where she was. Beyond the stairs lay the only
other door in the bottom floor of the tower, this one certainly
leading out onto the grounds of the House itself. Or perhaps into
the servants area, or the House storage rooms. No matter
where it went, it led someplace she wanted to go.
She listened carefully at that door and heard only more silence.
Again, excellent. Eager to be on her way, she gripped the curved
mechanism and pressed. It failed to open. She tried it again, this
time keeping her pressure on the mechanism light. The door was
still locked.
She closed her eyes and swore softly but with great passion. She
could go back the way shed come, and go out through one of
the occupied warehouses. But now, with the promise of Sabir House
lying like an uncracked egg in front of her, the thought of merely
escaping felt like failure.
Well, she could tell Dùghall about the warehouses and the
corridor perhaps he would think of some magical way to get
past the tower and its locked door.
Frustrated, she retreated to the door through which shed
entered the tower, and pressed its opening mechanism.
It, too, was locked.
Nausea twisted her stomach and she felt lightheaded. Shed
managed to trap herself. She took slow, deep breaths to ward off
panic. She closed her eyes. She had seen only one window in the
tower, and that had been all the way at the top. High up, terribly
high up. High enough that she would kill herself if she leaped from
it. But perhaps if she climbed the stairs, she would find a lower
window facing inward, one she could safely jump out of. She could
only hope.
The sound of footsteps and voices reached her ears. Men, coming
toward the tower from the corridor. The guards? Perhaps.
She started to panic again, then relaxed. They would have the
key that opened the tower door. They wouldnt be looking for
her. They would go out into the House, and she would find a way to
follow them.
She slipped up the stairs and around the first complete arc of
the spiral, out of sight.
Their voices grew louder, and finally she could make out what
they were saying.
. . . dasnt seem right t me that she
got away. I reckon had we kept on, wed a found
her.
The capn says quit, Im for quitting.
Theyre after something freakish, you ask me, an I want
nothing to do with it.
Nor I. The door opened and the first of the guards
entered. They decided to let her go, I say all to the good.
Tellin us she might have a weapon could kill us all with a
stroke, then sendin us out without telling us how. Let
someone else get the reward. Ill take my little
daughters hug when I walk through the door tnight
an call myself a rich man.
They started up the stairs.
Kait swallowed hard, suddenly and completely scared. They
didnt know about her and they werent coming after her,
but she had no idea what lay above her. There might be no place to
hide between where she stood and the top of the tower.
But there might be. She concentrated on that, and fled up the
stairs, years of practice in sneaking through Galweigh House making
her flight nearly soundless. The guards behind her covered her few
scuffles and the sound of her breathing with their casual chatter
and their heavy, thudding footsteps.
They were in no hurry and she was running, so she gained
ground.
The ceiling neared, and she could see an archway ahead. She ran
faster, trying to think of what she would do if there were already
guards in the room. She lunged through the doorway in a state of
near-terror.
It was empty.
Even better, it was clearly the guards destination.
Uniforms hung from racks all around the rooms perimeter, and
a lunch table stacked with papayas and melons and squashes sat in
the center. She could see nowhere to hide in the room, but the
stairs continued upward, with another ceiling overhead and a door,
standing ajar, visible from the stair on which she stood.
With the guards voices ringing loudly behind her, she
raced upward again.
She slid through the door, saw that no one was in the room with
her, and pulled it almost closed. To keep it from closing
completely because her luck with closed doors had not been
good that day she grabbed a stick of wood from the wood bin
and wedged it between the door and the frame.
Then she stood shaking, her forehead pressed against the cool,
smooth stone-of-Ancients, and listened to the voices below her. The
men were changing, gathering up their belongings and getting ready
to go home for the day. They didnt sound like they would be
coming up that final flight of stairs. She turned, leaned her back
against the door, and studied her hiding place. She was in the
watchroom shed seen from the ground. The top of the
tower.
The wood bin sat to her immediate left. Left of that, a squat,
ugly metal table hunkered between two arches, covered with a dark
cloth held in place by lead weights at each corner. She frowned at
the lumps beneath the cloth, curious about what might be there, but
she didnt investigate. The center of the room held a tall,
long, heavy wood table edged with metal rings, upon which rested
coiled rope, chains, locks, and balls of wrapped gauze. Beside the
table were several chairs, none of them comfortable-looking; and in
the eastern corner a brazier that had a fire going in it, though
the fire was down to coals; and beside the brazier three buckets of
water. The room itself was beautiful. Architecture with the
Ancients unmistakable preference for simplicity and elegance.
Arched doorways punctuated the walls at intervals, and through them
she could see the delicate parapet that had looked so fragile and
lovely from the ground below. A breeze blew through from the
western arches, laden with the scents of jasmine and frangipani and
freesia. The wind was cool, and that high up, blew hard. She could
see why anyone using the tower would need to have a fire going.
The view through those arches was fantastic. The sun was
beginning to drop below the mountains to the west, and the sky had
turned orange and blood red around it, with streaks of violet
stabbing into the red and deepening into rich blue when they
reached the eastern edge of the sky. In minutes it would be dark.
Already the city sparkled with lights, a million gems tossed onto a
velvet cloak and glittering with inner fire.
Kait missed the long twilights shed discovered in North
Novtierra darkness there crept up quietly, and sunsets hung
in the sky for what felt like forever. Had this scene taken place
in North Novtierra, she would have had most of a station to enjoy
it. In Calimekka, the night charged down on the day like an angry
bull, tramping the brief, fragile sunset into oblivion in mere
moments.
She moved forward, drawn to the westernmost arch and to the
flaring sunset. She stood for several moments taking it in. Then,
below her, she heard the voices of the guards growing fainter. They
were leaving. If she followed them down, she could wedge something
behind the tower door before it could completely close. She guessed
that they would head into the Sabir compound; she could follow them
in and still find out something useful for her uncle.
She hurried to the door. The stick shed wedged into it was
gone. The door was shut, though she hadnt heard it shut. The
wind? Could the wind have blown the wedge out of place and closed
the door while she stood watching the setting sun? She didnt
see how, but she couldnt think of what else might have
happened.
She tried the mechanism. It was locked. She stood still, trying
to collect her thoughts, which began racing madly the instant she
realized she was trapped.
I can use that coil of rope, maybe the gauze, tie everything
together, wait until dark, lower myself to the ground.
There wasnt enough rope to reach the ground she
could already see that.
Ill get close enough that I wont be too badly
hurt.
Maybe.
Ill find a way out of here before someone comes.
She rested her head on the door and closed her eyes.
Ill find a way out of this.
Behind her, rhythmic clicking on the floor.
She turned, and jammed the side of her fist into her mouth to
stifle the scream that tried to burst free.
Two men and a monster stepped through the arches from the
eastern half of the parapet to face her. One of the men was Domagar
Addo. Beside him stood a burly ox of a man with massive shoulders
and a chest sprung like a water barrel. He had shaved his head,
keeping a single braid above his left ear in the fashion of the
Sloebene sailors. Either fights or bad bloodlines had given him a
nose like a squashed mushroom and eyes as cold and flat as a
snakes.
But both men were handsome next to the thing that stood beside
them.
Horns curled from its forehead, and scales covered its face and
skin, and daggerlike spines rose from its shoulders and elbows. It
had long claws on its hands, a thick, lashing tail, rows of
triangular, serrated teeth. It alone among the three of them smiled
at her. She wished it hadnt.
Looking for this? it asked, and held up the piece of
wood shed used to keep the door from closing. It
didnt do the job very well, did it?
The instruments and ropes on the table, the lumpish things
beneath the cloth, even the fire left burning down to coals
all of those things suddenly took on a new and sinister
character.
The monster said, Nothing to say? Well, perhaps
thats because we havent been introduced. You are
Chait-eveni. Its smile grew broader. Its voice was the rasp
of a file on metal. Kait shuddered. And I am Anwyn Sabir, of
the Sabir Wolves. This is my cousin Andrew. And I believe you know
our friend Domagar.
Her hands twisted at the mechanism of the door at her back,
trying anything to get it to open. But it held fast.
Domagar said, We began to believe that you would never
follow the little path we made for you and find your way to us. But
were so happy you did. Were delighted to entertain such
a clever girl.
Anwyn said, We are indeed. We have an interesting evening
planned for you.
Andrew Sabir giggled, a sound that made Kaits skin
crawl.
Anwyn said, Come, dont be shy. You might as well
join us over here. That door wont give way, and there is no
other way out. We intend to know you well before you leave
us.
If you leave us, Domagar said. Not
something Id count on.
Chapter 33
Dùghall stared over Rys
shoulder into the viewing glass. He could clearly see Kait,
disguised still as a common laborer. He could see the table she
faced, and the instruments of torture that covered the table
sitting along one wall. He released his shield and sent a single
tendril of his spirit-self crawling through the delicate strands of
magic that connected the viewing glass to Domagar, the Dragon. He
put himself in danger, because with his shields down, Domagar could
follow the link back to him, if he became aware of it. Thus linked,
however, he could not only see through Domagars eyes, but
experience everything the Dragon felt and heard and knew through
his other senses, too.
He took a deadly risk, but he took it for Kait. He feared that
he was going to watch her die, but he was determined that if he
could do nothing else for her, at least he would find a way to make
sure she was not alone when they killed her.
The men Domagar was with were both Sabir Wolves. Domagar
controlled them, though neither of them were aware of the fact.
From Domagars mind, Dùghall could draw out little
snippets of fact. That Domagar had been the name of the true owner
of the body, and that his soul had been ripped out and replaced by
the soul of a Dragon named Mellayne; that one of the two Wolves
with him was also Karnee; that they didnt know the girl
theyd captured was a Galweigh or Karnee, and they had no
awareness of the magic she controlled, but that they were sure she
was more than an employee of traders; that they intended to torture
Kait to find out who she was, who she worked with, what she wanted,
and what she knew. And then they intended to kill her.
Domagar said, If you cooperate with us, you have my
promise that we wont hurt you, and Dùghall became
aware of voices around him muttering, Dont you believe
him, Kait! and, Kill them and get out of there,
and, Shift! Shift!
He focused his attention on his physical surroundings for an
instant. Hasmal and Ian and Ry and all of Rys lieutenants
were now crouched around the viewing glass, talking to her as if
she could hear them.
He returned himself to his connection with Domagar. Kait had a
dagger in one hand and was saying, Stay back and ask me what
you want to know, and Ill tell you. Come at me and Ill
kill you.
All three men laughed. Through Domagars eyes, she looked
so frail, so helpless. A slender young woman surrounded by three
wizards.
The Scarred one limped to the table that held the torture
implements and picked up a flaying knife and a set of finger
dicers. Dùghall shuddered and tried to think of something that
he could do that would protect Kait without leaving himself open to
attack. He had to remember that his first duty as a Warden of the
Falcons was to survive, so that he could rescue the Mirror of Souls
and get it to the Reborn; only if he didnt jeopardize his own
survival could he take steps to save her. He was taking
unacceptable risks just by linking into Domagar.
Do something, Ian was saying. Do some magic
that will save her.
Magic doesnt work that way, Ry said.
Shes shielded so tightly nothing I could do would reach
her. Maybe we could attack them, but hitting them hard enough to
save her would rebound an equal attack onto us, and we dont
have sacrifices to take the rewhah. Wed die, but she
wouldnt live.
Hasmal interrupted. No sacrifice would be required for
magic that caused no harm. If we could get through to her, we could
. . . maybe we could lift her out of there, or do
something else of that nature. But youre right. Her shields
cover her so completely that no magic leaks out at all, and if
nothing can get out, nothing can get in.
Ian said, But theyre going to kill her. His
voice was anguished.
Dùghall tried to keep his focus on the scene around him in
the Sabir tower. The Wolves, the Dragon . . . and
Kait.
The Scarred Wolf, whom Domagars mind named Anwyn, said,
Girl, youre not in a position to make choices. Not now.
Not ever again. Come to me. If I have to come to you, I promise
youll pay doubly for it.
The other Wolf began to laugh. His laughter was the
uncontrolled, high-pitched tittering of a madman. Dùghall,
looking at him through Domagars eyes, was overwhelmed by the
hopelessness of the situation. Domagars memories insisted the
shaved-skulled madman was Karnee, which made him the one among the
three who posed the most immediate physical danger to Kait. He was
most likely to discover that she was the same sort of creature he
was.
The mad Wolf, Andrew, said, Shes not going to come
to you, cousin. Not by herself. Youre too ugly. She wants
someone handsome to help her talk. Someone like me.
Ill kill them, Ian was muttering. If
they hurt her, Ill destroy all three of them and the rest of
the Sabirs, too.
Ry said, Dont make promises you cant keep. You
havent the skill or the power to destroy even one of them.
Theyre wizards.
Ill find a way, Ian said.
Dùghalls mind kept racing in circles, looking for
something anything that might allow him to save his
niece. If he could create a tiny reversed Mirror of Souls, he could
capture the Dragon soul in Domagars body in it, which would
return Domagars true soul the soul of the devout young
farmer to its rightful place. He thought. Or it might kill
the soulless body. Could that help her? A dead body in the room
would be worthless worse than worthless, because it would
give away the presence of observers, and alert the other two. But a
devout young farmer might try to come to the rescue of a poor
trapped girl.
Could he create the Mirror quickly enough?
He looked at the rings on his fingers. The form of the ring was
essential to the structure of the Mirror spell. Hed seen
that, had figured out that the purity of the metal the ring was
made of mattered, too. He had good rings. But he would also need
three wires. He said, One of you. Get me wires three
short wires. Fast.
A brief pause, while the men stood thinking.
Yanth snapped his fingers. Dagger.
Trev caught the direction his thoughts had taken. Yes. But
youll need two.
Both lieutenants shot out the door and an instant later were
back, prying wrapped silver wire from the hilt of one fine dagger
with the blade of another. How long? Trev asked.
In the tower, Andrew Sabir was moving toward Kait from around
one side of the table, and Anwyn, holding his torture implements,
was approaching her from the other.
Dùghall didnt waste time listening to what they were
saying. He was fighting to get his most perfect ring, a plain
circle of refined electrum, over his knuckles. Hed lost
weight over the past months, and the ring had been loose on his
finger, but his joints hadnt gotten any smaller. He said,
The length of your longest finger, all three of
them.
By the time theyd broken off the wires, hed gotten
his ring free. He quickly attached the wires to the ring and
twisted the three of them together, then fanned out the ends to
form a crude tripod. He stood the little tripod on the floor and
nibbled skin off of his lower lip. The tiny fragments of skin he
dropped into the center of the ring. This was going to be crude.
Terribly crude.
He crouched over the tripod. Focusing his will and his attention
completely on the little band of electrum, he said:
Follow my soul, Vodor Imrish,
To the Dragon soul of Mellayne,
To the usurper of the body of Domagar,
Faithful child of Iberan gods,
And from this body expel the intruder.
Bring no harm to the intruder,
The Dragon Mellayne,
But give his soul safe house and shelter
Within the unbroken circle before me
Unbroken that it may guard
Mellaynes immortality, and
Protect the essence of life and mind.
I offer my flesh all that I have given
And all that you will take,
Freely and with clear conscience,
As I do no wrong,
But reverse a wrong done.
He felt fire along the tendril of his spirit that
linked him to Domagar. He wanted to scream, but he held himself
firm. And within Domagars mind, he felt first astonishment,
then raw terror. White heat burned away the anchors by which the
spirit of Mellayne the Dragon held itself within the body it had
taken; white fire pursued that spirit back along the threadlike
path that connected Domagar to Dùghall. And when
Mellaynes spirit blasted
through Dùghall,
flailing for any crevice or crack in him that would give it
purchase, that angry fire surrounded it and absorbed it and burst
from Dùghalls chest in a blazing stream that poured into
the ring. The fire spiraled around, and the room filled for an
instant with fog and the scent of honeysuckle and the oppressive
weight of a wordless scream.
When the air cleared and silence returned, light rose from the
bottom of the tiny Mirror, crawled up through the center, and
circled into the ring, forming a little pool in the center. A
perfect replica in miniature of the Mirror of Souls. Mirror of
Mellayne, Dùghall thought.
Ah, gods, Ry whispered. Its doing what
Kaits Mirror did.
Indeed. He looked into the viewing glass, and
discovered that it had not gone black. Domagars body, then,
had not fallen to the floor in a lifeless heap. Domagar the
real Domagar was looking around the room, his gaze
flicking from the men to Kait to the torture instruments, then back
to Kait again. The boy has his own soul back. The ring houses
the soul of a Dragon. Watch now, Dùghall said, and
everyone stared into the viewing glass.
Kait had her back to the balcony, the blackness of the gulf
beneath her clearly visible. Anwyn and Andrew closed on her slowly,
playing with her. Through Domagars eyes, both of their backs
were visible. Domagar had picked up a handful of knives.
Stop, Domagar said, and Anwyn answered with a
sigh.
She wont hurt herself she isnt so
stupid as that. We may let her survive, but if she throws herself
over, the fall will
surely kill her.
I said
stop! Domagar shouted. He lifted the
knife and aimed it at Andrew, who had started to Shift into a
four-legged nightmare.
Kait didnt seem to realize she had an ally, though. She
gripped the rail with both hands and shouted, I
wont stop. And threw herself over the edge.
Ry and Ian screamed, No! and Hasmal shouted,
You
cant die! And Dùghall dropped to
his knees and stared at the tiny Mirror with its single captive.
And he whispered, Oh, Kait. Sweet little Kait-cha. Im
sorry.
Chapter 34
Danya tucked the newborn baby into the
sling and wrapped him close, hiding him away from the eyes of the
villagers. In the middle of what should have been darkness, the sun
still glowed, low on the horizon and dull red but ever-present now,
having become the unblinking eye of a meddlesome neighbor. In the
winter, shed thought she would go mad from the unceasing
darkness, but in darkness at least shed found privacy. Now,
in the undying light, she felt herself constantly watched by
the villagers, by the distant wizards who spied on her and the
baby, even by the uncaring gods whod abandoned her when she
prayed to them.
The baby squirmed against her scaly breast, nuzzling her. He
made a faint, delicate mewling sound and drifted back to sleep, and
she touched the softness of his cheek with one scaled finger. Red,
wrinkled, delicate, lightly covered in downy hair, he was the most
helpless thing she had ever seen. Shed never paid that much
attention to the babies her cousins had theyd seemed
messy and loud to her, always spitting up or crying or pissing
themselves, always needing to be held or fed or changed. Shed
never planned to have a child; shed looked at her place among
the Wolves and decided magic and power would be enough for her.
But this baby touched her; when he looked into her eyes, she
felt herself become a better person than shed been before. He
gave her a part of herself that shed never been able to find
a warmth and a depth and a patience that shed never
before needed. And he returned to her the assurance that she was
human, if only somewhere on the inside. That wasnt enough to
soothe the pain she carried with her, but she thought it was a
start.
For the moment, at least, she could forget where the child had
come from, and how he had come to be.
She slipped down to the rivers edge and took a boat. The
water was still, a mirror reflecting the lines and shadows of the
tall bluff on the opposite shore, and the rich greens of the
willows that grew down to the bank, and the glorious fuchsia of the
stand of fireweed that covered the bluffs crown like a
brilliant, man-high head of hair. With the baby resting between her
feet, she paddled gently across. She heard loons somewhere in the
distance, their mad laughing call eerie in the silence. Behind her,
a few of the villagers dogs barked, but the barking was lazy,
unexcited. The villagers were mostly asleep, keeping to their
winter rhythms as best they could. She would draw the least
attention now, at what would have been the dead of night in a lower
latitude.
The boat slid across the river, disturbing the water only
slightly in its passage, moving as silently as the huge pike that
inhabited the lakes of the tundra. A family of ducks, the ducklings
paddling in a line behind their mother, crossed Danyas bow
and took no notice of her. Their quacking amused her as she slipped
up to the bluff and dragged the little boat ashore.
She went to meet again with the spirit Luercas. In one of the
hidden back rooms of In-kanmerea, the grand place of the Ancients,
he waited her savior, her friend, her link to the time when
she had been human. This secretive trip fulfilled her promise to
him they had agreed in their last conversation, before
advanced pregnancy made her too ungainly to travel across the
river, climb the bluffs, and hike across the tundra to the hidden
Ancient hideaway, that once the baby was born she would return to
the shielding room, and she and Luercas would speak again.
Shed missed him. Not as much as shed thought she
would, though she wouldnt admit this to him. Shed
engaged herself in the village life, working to make friends,
trying to find her place, and in many ways shed succeeded.
Shed created a sort of life for herself, even if it was poor
and shabby, the sort of existence she would have scorned in her
days as a Galweigh Wolf. At least she wasnt alone. She had
her friends subhuman friends, true, but they cared about
her.
But Luercas was or had been, before his death
human. He was her only human link, other than her son, and the only
creature in this bleak, flat place who knew what she really was. He
alone understood the station in the world shed been destined
to occupy before the Sabirs intervened. To him alone, she was
something other than the scaly, Scarred monster who hunted and
fetched and carried and took little children from one side of the
river to the other. To him she was Family, and Galweigh, and a
Wolf, a highborn young wizard who would have one day had the world
at her feet.
Now . . . well, no world of wealth and glamour lay at
her feet now. Only bluffs spongy with caribou moss and low-growing
blueberry bushes and mouseweed and scrub willow. She made her way
across them, and the baby began to cry; she sat on one grassy
hummock and nursed him, awkward and frustrated with her body,
wishing that she could be human again. If she had soft skin and
full breasts, she could hold him without worrying that she might
break him or scratch him with her claws, and she could nurse him
without wondering if her milk was right for him, or if the magic
that had so completely twisted her might have altered that, too, so
that he would gain no nourishment from it. If she could only be
human again, her body would fit his. She would be a real
mother.
He would grow up with his perfect body, seeing the malformed
beast that had given birth to him, and he would never understand
that once she had been beautiful, too. That once she had been
someone desirable. He would grow away from her, he would become
disgusted by her, his perfect love would one day gutter out and die
when he came to understand that he was perfection and she was an
abomination.
It would have been easier to bear if she hadnt been able
to see herself as she had once been, mirrored in his tiny
features.
When the baby finished suckling, Danya rose and hurried to
Inkanmerea. She hurt inside, and the shelter of the Ancients
House of the Devil Ghosts would soothe her and let her pretend, as
she strolled beneath its huge arches and through its fine halls,
that she could be a woman again. She reached the main entrance and
went down the dark stairs without faltering, her feet now familiar
with the way. She hurried through the grand lobby, and down the
huge hallways, and finally reached the room she wanted, the room
that held the shielding device.
She wrapped her infant firmly and placed him on the seat nearest
the dais that held the Ancients magical apparatus, out of the
range of the shield the device would create. He slept, his tiny
face turned toward her. She could still feel the strangers touching
him from afar, their magic stroking him, lulling him, caressing
him. She could still feel them trying to touch her, too. But she
maintained her magical shields, grateful that once she moved onto
the Ancients device, she would have peace from their attempts
at prying.
She clambered onto the dais, and the apparatus came to life.
Silence descended. Instantly, Luercas was with her.
Danya, its so good to be with you again. Ive been
bereft without you.
When you came to visit me just after he was born, I
thought you would stay with me. But you left again before I could
even tell you how happy I was to hear your voice again. Why did you
leave so suddenly?
Those who invade your child with their spirit-touch would
gladly destroy me, and you with me, if they knew you were my
friend. I wanted only to congratulate you on the birth. You were
strong, and brave and now you are free of the pregnancy at
last. But I dared not stay after that. The wizards who watch you
are powerful and many, and I am weak and only one.
She reminded herself that Luercas had been the only one she
could talk to honestly through the long months while the baby grew
inside of her; he was the only one who knew the full tale of rape
and torture and horror that had visited the unwanted infant upon
her. Hed sympathized, kept her spirits up, reminded her that
she would have her revenge on those whod hurt her, promised
her that one day she would see the Sabirs and the Galweighs bow
before her while she passed sentence on them for their evils.
Shed complained endlessly about the baby she carried, and
about the prying wizards who constantly watched him and watched
her, and Luercas had kept her calm, reassuring her that she would
have her revenge on them, too. Hed cared about her in a way
no one else could have. She didnt think she would have
survived the ordeal without him.
But when he spoke of her being free of the pregnancy at last,
her guts knotted and slight queasiness touched the back of her
throat. She didnt feel that way anymore . . . that
she was free of it. Shed . . . shed
done something powerful, and terrifying and magnificent, and
shed survived. Shed come out on the other side of the
ordeal changed a fact that poor Luercas couldnt
understand.
When she discovered that she cared about the infant shed
delivered, she felt as if she were betraying Luercas, which was
ridiculous. Luercas wouldnt feel betrayed when he discovered
that she was coming to love her baby. He would support her, as he
had supported her throughout her ordeal. Hes a sweet
little thing, she said softly. Hesitantly.
A sweet . . . Ahhh. Luercas paused for a long
time. Of course he is. How could he be anything else?
She wanted to think he understood, but the way he said that
frightened Danya. What do you mean?
Hes a helpless newborn, and adorable as such creatures
go, and you had to go through hell to bring him into the world. So
of course, when you look at him, you see a baby that you can love.
You deserve love more than anyone in the world you should be
able to love your son. That is, to me, the saddest thing about
this. And surely why he chose you. How could you ever stop him,
when youre so needy?
Luercas, you arent making any sense.
Your infant is destined to stand against everything you
desire. He will destroy both you and your hopes and dreams, but he
will do it out of what he will claim is love. And you will help him
do it, because you truly will love him. Luercas sounded
sympathetic, but Danya heard something else in his voice, too
something she hadnt heard before, and couldnt
identify.
Hes a baby. How can he be destined to stand against
me? Destined to destroy me? How can that be?
Look at him carefully, Danya. Look at him, not with human
sight, but with Wolf sight. See him through your wizard eyes.
Hes the product of two Wolves, changed by magics so
overpowering that when they were released they woke the dead and
freed spirits from traps that had held them a thousand years. Look
at that tiny, helpless baby, and tell me what you see.
Danya did as Luercas asked. She looked down at her son tucked
safely between the arms of the nearest chair, wrapped in a blanket,
and she closed her eyes and summoned Wolf sight. After an instant,
the baby appeared in front of her closed eyes, but this time as a
glowing spirit form, and not what she would have expected. His
spirit form was already twice as big as the infant body to which it
was attached. He radiated a serene glow, a pure golden light that
flowed without flaw or blemish in all directions. And tapped into
that glow were hundreds of multicolored tendrils, each connecting
back to one more spy, one more meddler. The baby basked amid those
foreign touches, content with the comfort of strangers.
He welcomes them, and they surround him, Danya said.
He loves them.
Indeed he does. He loves everyone and everything, with the
complete lack of discrimination youd find in any idiot. He
loves the Family that abandoned you and the villains who tortured
you exactly as much and in exactly the same way as he
loves you.
But hes just an infant. As he grows, hell
learn.
Luercas sighed, and said, Oh, how I wish that were true.
Danya, my dear friend, I would give anything for that to be true,
and for this child to be salvageable. But he isnt. His soul
is already set. It has been waiting in its current form for a
thousand years, unchanged, hoping for a body like that one to come
along. The soul in that body has not forgotten who he was, as the
gods decree we all must when we are born into flesh form, so he
recalls every bit of his life as a wizard in the days before the
Wizards War. And he aims to pick up his life from the point
where he left off when he died. His spirit claims noble goals
peace for the world, love for all creatures but test
his goals against what you know to be right, and tell me if you can
allow him to succeed in what hes come to do.
What has he come to do?
He has come to force humankind to open its gates to the
Scarred hell make Ibera welcome the monsters of
Strithia, and the crawling vermin from Manarkas, and the skinless
horrors of South Novtierra, and hell make them the equals of
Family. Hell prevent all wars, no matter how just. Hell
reward the Galweighs and Sabirs with riches and joy and long life.
I tell you truly, under his hand no innocents will suffer unjust
accusations, and that I must concede would be a fine thing, if it
were not that under his hand, no guilty monster will suffer,
either. He demands peace. Absolute peace, without thought of
justice. Peace on his terms.
If you permit him to become the man he will be, you will
never have your revenge on the Families that destroyed you. You
will never see them crawl. Instead, you will see them grow fat with
riches. You will see everything they touch grow fertile and sweet.
Rich harvests will burst from their lands, children will fill their
halls, and gold and gems and caberra spice will spill from their
overfilled treasuries. It will not matter to him that you are his
mother, or that those he aids destroyed you. He will not care about
your pain.
You cant know that. Hes just a baby. Hes
. . . helpless. Tiny. His future is as much a mystery as
anyones.
If you think that, you play into his plans, and those of his
friends, the Falcons. You know about the Falcons, dont
you?
She had read about them in her childhood studies, but not much.
There wasnt much to read. A secret sect devoted to the
return of the Age of Wizards. Worshiped a dead god and a martyr.
Much persecuted hundreds of years ago, utterly destroyed in the
Purges two centuries past.
Their main patron god, Vodor Imrish, has been far too busy of
late to be dead. And if the Falcons were utterly destroyed, that
squirming infant would not be communing with them now. Who did you
think was touching him the whole time you were pregnant, eh?
Theyre still out there, and theyre happier than
theyve been in a thousand years.
Hes their martyr, Danya. Hes the one whos
going to give them the return of their Age of Wizards, whos
going to make them gods and set them above humanity. Hes the
one whos going to wrest from you the revenge you so truly
deserve, and reward your enemies with joy. His name was Solander,
and he is called the Reborn, and for all his seeming goodness,
hell make you love him, then use your love to make you his
slave.
Danya looked at the baby. He looked no different on the outside,
but safely within the magical shield of the Ancients, she was
walled off from the touch of his love. He couldnt move her
with his sweet gazes or fill her with the warmth of his acceptance.
He was just a baby, just a thing that would soon cry and
shit and demand food.
She took a deep breath, staring at him. Not just a thing
her arms longed to hold him again, to feel his slight weight
against her chest; she yearned to feel him feed at her breast, and
to know that she fed him from herself. She desired his sweet scent,
and the touch of his breath against her face. Not all the emotion
she felt for him had come from him.
Thats the betrayal of your body, Luercas told her.
All mothers hunger for those things, or else the species would
not survive.
Danya blocked him out. She didnt want to hear any more of
what he had to say. But she could not accept the future that
Luercas painted, either. She could not think of the Sabirs and the
Galweighs rewarded when they had done her such evil. She could
steel herself against her emotions for the moment. She could force
herself to form the question she had to ask.
Can I change this? Can I prevent the future you paint for
me? You can. Or I should say, you could. Now. Only
now, only for this one moment, hes still weak. He has not
become the unstoppable monster that he will be a few days from now.
Now, at this moment, his body is still too new and too delicate to
act as the channel for the magic he will command.
But you wont do anything, because he chose you so
carefully. He found someone who would need his love, some pitiful
Scarred creature who had once been someone of importance, and who
would cling to him as a link to the past she could never have
again. The bastard won the moment he chose you as his mother, and
now the world will pay forever.
You cant know that. You dont know what
Im capable of. But she thought, The baby told me before
he was born that he was my reward for having suffered so much. That
he was coming to bring me joy. And love.
Luercas heard her thoughts and laughed. That laughter sounded
hopeless and hollow to Danya.
You see? He has you.
Danya closed her eyes. She knew that the baby wasnt just a
baby, no matter how much she might wish otherwise. Everything
Luercas told her had the ring of truth to it. She could look at him
with Wolf sight and see the truth. The infant in front of
her would prevent her from taking her revenge. He would change
everything, and because of him she would remain hollow, trapped
within her anger. She would never be set free from the prison of
her own memories, because the only key that would open the door of
that prison was the blood of her enemies.
She couldnt even hold her own revenge up as the sole
reason for stopping him. He aimed to bring back the Age of Wizards.
He aimed to put the Falcons into power, to make himself into a god.
Civilization had been destroyed a thousand years earlier by the
Falcons and their enemies the Dragons. She didnt know if one
group was better than the other, but she didnt care, either;
magic had come through time into the hands of Wolves like her. Her
kind kept it carefully secret, and did not threaten the world with
it. Letting the Falcons return to power would betray her world.
She could not let him do what he had come to do.
He was a beautiful baby but now that she looked at him
closely, she could see the mark of his father on him. His hair was
golden, his earlobes long, his skin pale. So his father had been
Crispin Sabir. She closed her eyes and summoned memories of that
monster. She revisited her pain, her fear, her humiliation. And
when she opened her eyes again, she could see Crispins mark
more clearly on the babe.
Tell me how to stop him, Luercas.
You already know. In your heart, in your soul, you already
know what you have to do.
But tell me anyway.
I wont. You seek someone that you can blame afterward.
I wont be that someone. Either you are strong enough to stand
alone, to act alone, or you are the weak thing he thought you were
when he chose you.
She breathed in slowly. Her hands were shaking. The baby lay on
the chair, sleeping peacefully. He was a beautiful baby. Her
beautiful baby. But he was Crispins baby, too, and the
Falcons savior. He was an evil thing cloaked in beauty.
And Luercas was right.
She knew what she had to do.
Chapter 35
Kait felt the rail against the small of
her back. Her damp palms slid along the smooth, cool
stone-of-Ancients without finding purchase; the sweat of terror
soaked her clothing. The night wind bit her through the loose weave
of her tunic, and she shivered.
Andrew and Anwyn approached her from opposite sides, weapons in
hand. Grinning. Domagar stood by the central table the
torture table, she realized now his face unreadable. He held
knives in both hands, and he stared at her, a strange wildness in
his eyes. He said, Stop.
Everyone ignored him.
Anwyn said, She wont hurt herself she
isnt so stupid as that. We may let her survive, but if she
throws herself over, the fall will surely kill
her.
Her magic shields and the scents she had soaked herself in kept
her from revealing to them who and what she was, but they were
going to find out too soon. She was going to Shift if she
didnt get away soon, and all the scents in the world would
not hide her identity then. And the one with his head shaved was
Karnee. He would love to discover that she shared his Karnee
form.
She had no options. Her years of classes in diplomacy had taught
her that the diplomat who endangered his mission would do whatever
he had to do to save it. The secrecy of the mission counted. Now
the mission was to prevent those bastards from discovering the
hiding place of Dùghall and Hasmal, who still had the chance
to regain the Mirror. She could be a coward and destroy them, and
die horribly. Or she could be brave, and die quickly.
Domagar was screaming, I said stop! Perhaps
he saw the intent in her eyes. It didnt matter. The Karnee
was Shifting, moving at her with that grin stretched across his
face, becoming the four-legged killer.
She tensed her body and gripped the rail and shouted, I
wont stop! as she launched herself backward into
oblivion.
She fell, her jaws clamped tight to keep herself from screaming
she was determined to die silently, to steal from the three
monsters in the tower even the slight pleasure they might have
gotten from that proof of her fear.
Her body flung itself into Shift, frantic for survival even when
the situation was hopeless. She felt her muscles burn and her skin
stretch and flow. Her clothes tore away as she mutated into a form
she didnt recognize. She tumbled until she fell facedown, and
the city lay below her like stars in the sky flung to earth and
spread on a bed of velvet. If she were to die, she would face death
looking at the beauty of her home.
The night wind caught at her and buffeted her, and the jewels
rolled beneath her.
The jewels rolled beneath her.
But they came no closer.
Her heart thudded in her chest, and her eyes, sharper and
clearer, made out the individual ships in the dark and distant
harbor and the shapes of horses and men and beasts in the streets
below. She looked sidelong at her right arm. Behind a frame of bone
so slender it looked like it would shatter at the slightest touch,
a film of transparent skin billowed from distant fingers to
delicate ankle. She flicked her index finger and her whole body
followed her to the right. Her finger was twice as long as a tall
man, her arm that long again. Wings. She had wings. She could
fly.
This was Karnee, too?
By the gods, she could fly.
She was elated, but she made no noise. She let the wind fill her
wings, and she pointed herself as best she could toward the quarter
in which her friends waited for her. She didnt want the
Karnee in the tower behind her to suspect that shed survived.
He might know about this flying. Worse, he might be good at it. She
had never thrown herself off a tall tower expecting to die before,
so her body had never had need to take on this winged form. The
manuscripts shed read didnt mention it.
She could fly.
She wondered what she looked like. She wondered how much of what
she did to keep herself aloft was instinctive knowledge, and how
much was sheer dumb luck that could run out at any time. She
stretched her fingers and held the air in her hands and made it
move where she wanted it to go. She glided, and imagined herself
soaring in the warmth of the day, with the sun on her back, with
the wind in her hair. She thought of hitting thermals in the
airible, of watching the soaring birds using them to go ever higher
while they hunted, circling around and around while they rose
higher and higher, and she knew instinctively that she could use
thermals. But of course there were none at night; the ground was
cool and the sun couldnt warm columns of rising air. Where
could she go to launch herself so that she could fly again? And how
could she be sure the Shift would work correctly? What if this were
the only time in her life she could fly? If it were, how could she
step on the ground and know that she would never leave it
again?
She would fly again. She promised herself that. The air was
glorious. She held the night in her heart and embraced every slight
sound, every scent that shed thought she was losing forever.
She was alive. Alive. And she could fly. The world was hers, and
hope remained. Miracles happened. Somehow she and Dùghall and
Hasmal would get the Mirror, and prevail against the Dragons.
Somehow good would win over evil, and the Reborn would bring his
love to all the world. She was alive, and infinite possibility lay
open to her.
She circled above the quarter where her friends waited for her
and found a place where she could safely land. A large garden, rich
with the scents of melons and ripening maize and palomany, lay at
one end of the street. No one was anywhere nearby. At the thought
of landing, uncertainty gripped her. How was she to land?
Shed watched birds do it often enough. But even baby birds
required practice.
Wouldnt it be ironic to survive her plummet from the
tower, only to die because she didnt know how to safely reach
the ground?
She dropped toward the field as slowly as she could, cupping the
air beneath her wings and hoping for the best. She reached forward
with her feet, trying to emulate the birds shed watched,
wishing shed watched them more closely. Her caution
didnt help her. She hit the ground like a sack of rocks
anyway, and tore the delicate skin on her right wing, and lay in a
tumble in a field of smashed melons and downed stalks. But when she
had calmed herself sufficiently, she managed to get up and to
control her Shift back to human form, and the wounded flesh
healed.
So she had another miracle to credit to the night. She was
alive, and now on the ground and unhurt.
Of course, she was also naked and in a field at the end of a
street that was busy even in the middle of the night, and she
needed to get to an inn that sat three streets over and one
back.
She grinned, unfazed. She was still alive, by the gods. She
could handle anything.
Chapter 36
Danya stepped outside of the shield and
picked up the baby. He opened his eyes and looked at her, trusting
her. Loving her. His love encircled her again, and she responded to
it. She pressed his soft face lightly against her scaled cheek and
blinked back the tears that threatened to spill from them. He made
a soft, mewling sound. Hes hungry, she thought, and she put
him to her breast.
She did not think about Luercas, about the future, about
anything at all. She didnt dare let herself think. While she
held him and fed him, she lived for that moment only, kneeling on
the floor beside the chair that was still warm from her babys
presence. He wriggled and her arm cradled his tiny body, and his
sweet scent filled her nostrils, and his love encompassed her. His
tiny mouth tugged at her nipple, and her flat breasts tingled as
they filled with milk. In that moment, she was a mother with a
newborn baby, and she loved him and he loved her, and the future
was nothing that mattered. In that moment, they were two bodies and
two souls joined in a bond that transcended thought and mind and
the necessity of the world.
The strangers the Falcons were all around her, but
she ignored them. Luercas hovered inside her head, but she blocked
him out, too. None of them had anything to do with this moment,
with this beautiful thing that passed between her and her son. This
moment was for her. It was something she could keep, something she
could cherish. It was beyond right or wrong, beyond fair or unfair.
It simply was.
The babys eyes drifted shut, and Danya brushed one scaled
finger along his skin, and leaned her face close to his again. She
felt his breath on her cheek. She kissed him as best she could with
her deformed face; her long muzzle and predators teeth made
the gesture almost impossible. He was already everything in her
world. A tiny scrap of flesh and breath and life, and she wanted to
give him everything he desired, wanted to build walls around him to
keep him safe, and wanted to change the world to fit his needs.
She rose and climbed onto the dais again, this time holding him
in her arms. As she slipped within the walls of the Ancients
shield, she felt the hundreds of tendrils that connected him to the
distant Falcons snap, like the threads of a spiderweb when a hand
brushed it away. He woke and looked at her again, but he
didnt cry. He just looked, those round innocent eyes
searching her face, uncomprehending.
He would not have been allowed to live past his first Gaerwanday
in Calimekka, she thought. He was Scarred by magic, even if he
looked outwardly human. He was already growing visibly not
yet a day old, he already had the form of an infant two or three
months old. He would have been sacrificed to the gods of Iberism
for the good of the people of Ibera.
He lay in her arms, and a smile flitted across his face. Eyes
crinkled, dimples appeared, a broad toothless grin flashed and then
vanished. He was a beautiful little boy. And helpless. He was still
helpless.
But only for the moment.
She lifted a corner of the blanket away from his chest. She
could see the lines of each tiny rib beneath his skin, could see
his breath moving through his body, could see the tremor of the
chest wall where his heart beat. A drop of water landed on his
sternum and beaded and trembled in time to the beating of his
heart, and she realized she was crying.
I love you, he said into her mind.
I know, she whispered, and stabbed two talons into
his skin, between those fragile ribs, into the tiny heart. I
love you, too. But you cant live for the good of the
people of Ibera, you cant live.
He screamed in pain, and bright blood welled up around her
talons. She held them in place and the first wave of magic rolled
over her as he tried to heal himself. The magic flowed from him
into her, though, and she felt her body changing again felt
her skin burning and her bones melting and her blood boiling
through her veins.
He screamed, Save me! into her mind, but she closed his
mind-cries out the way she blocked out his physical shrieks.
He thrashed and his tiny hands flailed against her talons, and
his round little feet drummed against her chest.
She was doing the wrong thing. She knew it. She knew she was
wrong to sacrifice him, just as she knew the people of Ibera were
wrong to sacrifice their Scarred children. She could still save
him. He could still live, if she just pulled those claws free from
his heart. He would still be her child, and he would forgive her
the evil thing she had tried to do.
But she had sworn to the gods that she would have her revenge.
In order to keep her promise, she had to make this sacrifice. One
baby had to die. One baby. Her baby, and only because he stood
between her and the justice she owed to the Sabirs and the
Galweighs. She had seen him in the future, standing at the head of
the Falcons, with all the world subject to his edicts, and she
could not allow that, either.
The second wave of magic hit her, and she hung on. She could
feel his desperation even as her body melted and mutated and
then she felt the thing that almost stopped her. She felt his love.
He still loved her.
She cried out and closed her eyes tightly and turned her face
away from him. She pictured Crispin Galweigh, the rape, the
torture, her pain. She fought to find her hatred, and felt it
slipping between her clawed fingers. I have to do this!
she screamed. Youll ruin everything!
He stopped struggling. He was weak, now. There would be no more
magic. She opened her eyes and looked at him; she had to face the
fact that she did this thing, that she chose to do this. She
had to take responsibility for what she did.
He lay along her arm, limp and barely breathing, with blood
coating his chest. His eyes watched her, and in spite of
everything, they were full of love. Poor Danya, he whispered
into her head. Luercas lied to you.
The life went out of him at last, and she pulled her talons from
his heart and lay his tiny body on the dais and knelt over him,
weeping. He was dead, and the love he had poured into her was gone,
withdrawn beyond her reach forever. She shuddered and stared at her
hand, the hand that had killed him. The talons of the first two
fingers, the talons she had buried in her sons heart,
remained unchanged, as did the fingers out of which they grew. But
the rest of her hand had become . . . her hand. Human.
Smooth pale skin, delicately tapered fingers, a slender palm
attached to a finely boned wrist, a graceful arm, a softly rounded
shoulder. Beneath her leather wraps, full, soft human breasts heavy
with milk. A small waist, a flat belly, lean, muscular legs. Her
left hand was perfectly human. She touched her face. It was once
again her face.
With his magic, he had given her back herself. Dying, he had
tried to give her back her life. She could have let him live, she
could have gone home.
She stared at the two beasts claws that had killed him
the Reborn her gift. They marked her as Scarred, but
she could cut them off. She could take an ax and hack them off and
go home, except she had sworn to have her revenge on her
Family.
Her Family would welcome her back now, but her oath to the gods
stood between her and them.
I could have let it all go. I could have begged the forgiveness
of the gods. But I have sacrificed my son to my oath. Im
bound by his life.
She stroked the soft cheek of her son. I could have been a
real mother for you, she whispered. Im
sorry.
A sickly blue glow surrounded the babys body, and Danya
pulled her hand away. Magic touched him again, but this time it
came from the outside, accompanied by the reek of rotted meat and
honeysuckle. The holes in his chest closed, though two black scars
remained to show where her claws had dug through him. His chest
rose once. Fell. Rose again.
She wanted to rejoice, but she couldnt. She felt no love
when she reached out to touch him instead she felt
terrifying coldness and calculating watchfulness. The infant took
another breath, and his eyes focused. After a pause, he took
another breath, and then another, and then the fact that he was
breathing again ceased to seem miraculous. His arms moved, but
cautiously. Experimentally. He gave two quick kicks with his legs,
then let them rest, too. Another smile crossed his face, but this
smile had none of the infant innocence she had seen in her
sons only smile. This smile was smug. Self-satisfied. Evil.
Whatever spirit inhabited the body of her son, it was not her
sons.
I should think not, the baby said in a whispery,
thin voice. It struggled to sit up, but couldnt. You
know me, Danya. Im your friend Luercas. Im going to be
your new son.
No. She couldnt watch someone else grow in her babys
body. Not even Luercas, who had saved her life. Luercas suddenly
terrified her. She reached for him with her talons, determined that
her sons body would not be tainted by a strangers
spirit. A flash of powerful, furious magic shot from the
babys fingers straight at her eyes. It drove her back, fire
burrowing in her skull. She screamed and collapsed on the dais, and
gripped her eyes. Pain roared through her head.
I didnt hurt you permanently, Luercas said.
This time. But dont try that again. You want
your revenge, and youll get it, but not without me. And I
needed a body. No sense letting this perfectly good one go to
waste. A chuckle that made her skin crawl. Until I can
make this body do what I want it to, you can take care of me. Feed
me. Change me. So you see, you didnt lose your baby after
all.
But she had. Her baby, dying, told her that Luercas had lied to
her. She realized that was true, that Luercas had found a way to
lead her in the direction hed wanted her to go. But she had
followed. Willingly, she had followed, and now her baby was gone
and something evil had taken his place. What sort of mistake had
she made?
One she needed to undo. She could leave Luercas behind, run away
as fast as she could, never return to In-kanmerea. He would die
without her, and whatever evil hed planned would die with
him.
Dont even think it. You and I are going to do
tremendous things. We are going to be immortal and own the world.
Well need a little time, and a bit of effort, but together
well manage. Youre just having qualms right now, and
thats understandable. Infanticide is a nasty thing, and hard
to get over. But youll put it behind you.
She lay on the dais, still blind, still in pain. I
wont. I did something evil.
Well, yes. You did. And you did it voluntarily.
I cant live with myself, she whispered. The
answer came clear to her then. She could kill herself, pay for the
evil shed done, and stop Luercas at the same time.
No, you cant. The little baby voice sounded so
delicate that she couldnt understand how it could have such a
foul undertone. I wont let you kill yourself any more
than Ill let you kill me. Youre stuck with me.
Youll do what I want you to do voluntarily, or youll do
it because I make you. I can do that. Either way, Im going to
get what I want, and youre going to give it to me. But you
can make yourself as my ally, Danya, or you can find out that
youre my slave.
She cringed.
Now pick me up and feed me, he said. Im
hungry. And when youre finished, take me back to the village.
Youll have to think of something to tell them about your new
look. The Kargans dont like humans much. He laughed
again. But if youre a good girl and dont try to
give me trouble, maybe Ill fix those fingers of
yours.
She picked the infant up, wishing him dead. Wishing herself
dead.
Chapter 37
Kait crawled through the window
shed left open and dropped to the floor with a relieved sigh.
If she ever had anything worth stealing again she might someday
regret it, but her bad habit of not closing windows came in useful
from time to time this night she was grateful that she
wouldnt have to parade naked through the tavern that lay on
the ground floor of the inn, where men and women still sat eating
and drinking and watching the two dancers who twined and shimmied
to the smoky beat of the tala drums.
But she only had an instant to be grateful. She realized she
wasnt alone, and a heartbeat behind that, she heard
breathing, caught his scent and felt, with that sixth sense
she could only think of as magic, that the darker shadow in the
darkest corner of the unlit room was Ry. He wore an air of waiting
and anticipation around him like a heavy cloak.
She froze and stared into the corner. Why are you in my
room, Ry?
Im celebrating the fact that youre
alive. His voice was velvet, and her pulse quickened at the
sound of it. Waiting to congratulate you on your escape. I
had to celebrate alone until you got here because your uncle and
Hasmal and damned Ian are convinced youre dead. They took
offense at signs of merriment from me.
How did you she started to ask, but when she
thought about it, she already knew how he knew shed survived.
Part of him was bound as tightly to her as her own soul. She took a
deep breath. I thank you for . . . waiting
for me. Im amazed that I survived. . . . I
didnt expect to when I jumped.
He rose, and took a step toward her. She took a step back in
response. He said, You were courageous. Even facing torture,
I dont know that I would have jumped to my death to protect
my friends. He paused. I like to think that I
would have. My record for doing the brave thing hasnt been so
wonderful, though.
Kait realized suddenly that he could see her much more clearly
than she could see him he stood in the shadows, but the
light from the moon and the stars shone in the window, and she
still stood clearly framed by that. She felt the heat rising to her
cheeks, and said, I have to let everyone else know Im
back. Leave just a moment for me, please? Ill hurry, and we
can talk once Im dressed.
We could do that, he agreed, but he didnt
move.
She waited. He still didnt move. She cleared her throat
and said, I have clothes in the trunk behind you, but I
cant reach them if youre standing there.
He didnt say anything for the longest time. Finally, he
murmured, I know that, and the dark, silky timbre of
his voice made her skin prickle and her heart race.
Weary though she was from Shift, hungry and worn and dragged
down, still her body responded to the fire she sensed in him. Every
sound came clearer to her ears, every scent grew sharp and
separate, every form in the room seemed to glow with its own inner
light. Her long abstinence fed her hunger, but more than that, his
presence fed her. She wanted him, as she had wanted him from the
first time she caught his scent in the air, and her body sang with
eagerness. Oh, no, she whispered.
Why no, Kait? Why always no? When I crossed
the ocean pursuing you, every night I dreamed that we danced, you
and I. That we floated over gardens and fields and forests, naked
in each others arms; that I held you and that we moved
together to music that we felt but never heard. Every night, I
slept with your body pressed against mine, and every morning, I
awoke to nothing.
I know, Kait said after a moment.
It wasnt a dream, Ry told her. It was
real. It was the truth. You and I were made for each other. We are
the two halves of a single perfect soul, and our incomplete souls
reach out, when we sleep, for the only thing that will complete
them. In our sleep, we are together because we are supposed to be
together.
Kait shook her head.
She saw the quick flash of his teeth a brief, stubborn
smile in the darkness. Yes. You know were meant to be.
You know. Yet you refuse this . . . this gift the
gods have given us . . . even though you and I are the
only ones who suffer when you refuse.
Youre Sabir.
And youre Galweigh. And I dont care. I
didnt care when my parents told me I couldnt have you.
I didnt care when my mother told me she would make me
barzanne if I pursued you instead of taking over as head of the
Sabir Wolves. Well . . . He paused. I did
care about that, but I came anyway. And I dont care what my
Family thinks now, or what they will think in the future. I waited
a lifetime to find you. He laughed softly, a mirthless laugh.
Mine was a lifetime of careful celibacy and painful restraint
partly to avoid the fate my Family planned for me, but
partly because I knew that somewhere you existed, and I didnt
want to be tied to anyone when I finally found you.
Kait felt the pain of her own past weighing on her then. I
wasnt so . . . circumspect.
Ian. She could hear the distaste in his voice; he
covered it well, but not perfectly.
Not just Ian.
A sigh. I know. I accept your past. I had training in
controlling the Karnee drives from the time I was born. You
obviously didnt.
The Family would have demanded that I be sacrificed
with the rest of the Scarred children on Gaerwanday, had they known
about me. My family hid me, and got me to a house in the
country, and raised me on a farm away from sight until theyd
taught me what they could about hiding my . . . curse. My
mother and father had given birth to boys on two occasions who were
Karnee, but both were murdered in their cribs before they reached
their first month, so my parents knew nothing, really, about the
Karnee Curse or how I could control it. They read Family histories
and gleaned what they could from those, and learned the rest from
trial and error. They taught me what they could. She
shrugged. As far as I know, Im the only Galweigh
Karnee.
As soon as she said it, she wished she hadnt told him
that. Better perhaps that he should think the Galweighs had a
number of Karnee, as the Sabirs did.
But he seemed uninterested in the strategic import of what
shed told him. He shrugged. I know about your past
lovers. Theyre past.
It was her turn to laugh. I havent had lovers.
Ive had encounters. Brief meetings with strangers when
the curse drove me the hardest. I can only call one of the men from
my past a lover, and he . . . She fell silent. And
he was Ian, and he still loved her, and she still cared deeply
about what happened to him. And the moment she declared herself for
Ry the instant she told Ian of her choice she hurt
him in a way she could never undo. She would not make such a
decision lightly.
Ry said, The past is the past. It doesnt control the
present unless you let it. My past is behind me forever.
Ive found the Reborn; my first loyalties can never be to
Sabir again, any more than yours can be to Galweigh. You and I walk
the same path now. He looked at her, and in the darkness she
caught a change in his eyes. They began to reflect the light in the
room as a cats would. His voice when he spoke again was
deeper. Huskier. But thats not all. Kait. I love you. I
need you. He took another step toward her, and she could feel
the burning edge of Shift pushing him. Dance with
me.
She could tell herself forever that she avoided him because she
honored her Family, but when she looked into her heart, she knew
that was only partly true. She also avoided him because he would
take her into an unknown realm. She knew pain, and loneliness, and
despair. She knew emptiness. She knew how to settle for less than
what she wanted; she knew how to pretend to feel something she
didnt feel; she knew how to live on scraps and refuse. She
hated those things, those feelings, but she had survived them
before and she knew she could survive them again.
But she knew nothing of the realm of love. Of the banquet of
passion. Of the feast of genuine, mutual desire. Those terrified
her. Im not ready, she said, and wasnt sure
whether she had said it aloud or only to herself.
Dance with me, he whispered.
He took another step toward her, and she knew that if she never
had the courage to declare what she wanted, she would never really
live. She could deny herself the love she wanted, but that
wouldnt make her dead Family return to life, and it
wouldnt create in her the love that would be the only thing
that would satisfy Ians wishes. She couldnt give Ian
what he truly desired, and if she kept it from herself, they would
both be unhappy.
He took another step toward her.
And she walked into his arms and whispered, Yes.
Their bodies pressed against each other, her skin against the
silk of his shirt, the leather of his pants. Their cheeks touched,
and their hands twined together. They moved slowly, spinning around
to the faint, sensual beat of the tala drums that rose through the
wood-plank floor.
The dance was the dance of her dreams, though this time her feet
touched the ground. They moved together surely, confidently,
knowing when to step, how to turn, as if this were the hundredth
time they had danced this way instead of the first. Perhaps her
dreams and his dreams had been real, and it truly was.
They stepped and turned, stepped and turned, gliding left,
spinning right. His warmth surrounded her. She pressed her face
against his chest, liking the broad expanse of hard, flat muscle.
She inhaled his scent musk and spices, heat and hunger. They
danced that way for a while, and then he kissed her once, lightly,
at the point where neck and shoulder met.
She shivered, but not from the cold. She slipped one hand free
from his and with it undid the laces of his shirt while the two of
them kept dancing. Leaned close and kissed the hollow of his
throat, and he made a sound halfway between a purr and a growl.
Freed her other hand and slid both arms around his waist, and
pulled the tail of his shirt loose from his pants, and let both
hands wander beneath the shirt, stroking the lean, hard muscles of
his back, discovering the heat and texture of his skin, the soft
triangle of silky fur between his shoulders at the base of his
neck.
His hands in the meantime settled on her bare shoulders and
slowly, slowly stroked down either side of her spine to the small
of her back.
She lifted Rys shirt over his head and let it drop to the
floor. They danced skin to skin as they had in the dreams, the
fullness of her breasts pressed hard against the furred breadth of
his chest.
In the tavern below, the beat of the talas quickened.
She fumbled with the buckle of his belt, and he moved one hand
from her back to release it with a short, impatient tug. He loosed
the laces of his pants, too, but then returned his hand to her
back. She got his message he would go so far on his own, but
no farther. She would have to show him she wanted him.
Her heart pounded and her blood burned. In the dreams, they had
only danced, but she wanted more than dancing. She wanted him,
wanted to take him as her lover wanted to meld with him, to
complete herself.
She stopped dancing and tugged his pants down. He kicked off his
boots, stepped out of pants and underclothes. Waited. The beat of
the drums, resonating through the floor, mimicked the racing of her
heart.
He kicked his clothes out of the way, then enfolded her hands in
his and began to dance with her again. They moved slowly,
sensuously, skin against silken skin, heat to heat, kissing
lightly, nipping and biting, dragging fingernails down backs,
always spinning close and then stepping apart, then pulling
together again, tighter than before.
At last they danced their way into a corner, and Ry stopped.
Now, he said.
And she said, Now.
He stepped in closer and caught her around the waist and lifted
her up, and pressed her back to the wall. She locked her legs
around his hips. And as the tala drums died away to silence, they
danced another, older dance.
Chapter 38
Hasmal began to sense the wrongness of
the night even before Kait leaped from the tower. Hed carried
that gut-wrenching premonition of pending disaster with him while
he watched her fall and when he and Dùghall lashed out at Ry
for insisting she lived. While he and Dùghall knelt on the
floor of the common room, saying the offices for a dead Falcon
for though Kait had not taken the oaths of the Falcons, and
though she had not yet learned all the secrets, both of them agreed
that she had been a Falcon in truth that sense of doom had
grown worse.
The sense of wrongness had become an inescapable horror as the
night progressed, until Hasmal asked Dùghall if he felt it,
too.
Of course I feel it, Dùghall had snapped.
Shes dead, and lost to us forever. How could I not feel
it?
But Hasmal wasnt convinced that his grief over Kaits
death was the demon that rode him.
Ian joined them for the final prayers, and Hasmal wished he
would go away. In normal circumstances he would have been pleased
to share the burden of praying a soul safely through the Veil
in normal circumstances, it was a burden best shouldered by
as many as would willingly assume the task. But the presence of
even such allies as Ian grated on him like a rasp on bare bone. The
night felt like it would never become dawn.
When Yanth burst into the room in the midst of their prayers,
grinning like an idiot, and Ry stepped in behind him holding
Kaits hand, Hasmal had looked at his clearly unharmed friend
and had been unable to find any joy inside himself at the
indubitable proof of her survival. He cared about her; she was a
dear confidante and a trusted colleague; and still the fact
that she lived couldnt even begin to penetrate the haze of
dread that gripped him.
Ry stood staring at him and Dùghall and Ian, his face
bewildered. Shes alive, you asses, he said.
You can put aside your mourning clothes and leave your
prayers for someone who needs them. Shes
alive.
Dùghall rose, looking old and stiff and bent, and walked
over to Kait, a false smile on his face, and embraced her the way a
polite man embraces the confused stranger who insists he is a dear
friend of years past. Youre a sight for hurting
hearts, he said. But Hasmal heard in the old mans voice
the same pain he felt in his own soul. The entire universe vibrated
like strings tuned off key.
Kait frowned and turned to Ry and said, You said they
didnt believe you when you told them I was alive, but
Id think they didnt believe me.
Ry put one arm around her shoulders in a protective gesture and
said, I dont know whats the matter with them. But
you have me.
I do, she said, and turned into his arms and kissed
him.
Ian looked like she had slapped him, and Hasmal felt the man
reverberate with an echo of the nights wrongness. Ian stared
at Kait with eyes gone flat and hard and cold, and said,
Youve chosen, then.
She swallowed and nodded. It isnt as if
. . . I dont want you to be . . . happy
or . . . Her voice trailed off and she shook her
head. Yes. I have. Ive chosen. Im sorry, Ian
I truly am.
His hand moved to his sword, seemingly on its own, and Hasmal
braced himself for sudden violence. But Ian only fingered the
swords pommel and said, You need not apologize to me.
You were always free to take the path you desired. I had hoped I
would be on that path, but I wouldnt want to spend my life
with someone who didnt love me, no matter how much I loved
her. His whole face tightened, and he looked at Ry. I
wish you every happiness. Brother. That was said in a voice
Hasmal would have reserved for cursing enemies into Iberan
hell.
Then Ian stalked from the room, his movements angry and his back
stiff.
And Hasmal thought perhaps that was the heart of the
despair that clutched at his heart, but no the wrongness of
Ians fury was a single grain of sand on an infinite beach
compared to the hollow, foul fear that gripped Hasmal. He said,
Kait, your return brings me great joy, but Im
exhausted. Dùghall and I have been praying and performing the
Falcons last offices since we thought you died. He
hugged her and kissed both her cheeks. Ill be more able
to show my happiness after Ive had some sleep, and more eager
then to hear how you survived what I thought was a terrible
fall.
Dùghall nodded. As will I. Dear girl, youve
twice returned to me from the dead, and I am overjoyed. And after
sleep and the morrows late breakfast, well
celebrate.
When everyone had left but Dùghall, though, Hasmal said,
Something weighs on my soul tonight. Some part of the
universe has gone astray. Im sick at heart, and I dont
know why.
Dùghall said, As am I. I fear, and dont know
what frightens me. We must find peace. Sit with me, and well
go to the Reborn.
Hasmal dropped cross-legged to the floor and released his
shields. The darkness inside didnt leave him. When
Dùghall got into position, both men closed their eyes and
began spinning out the delicate tendril of soul-stuff that would
connect them to the Reborn. But this time, the magic didnt
work.
Hasmal struggled to put his whole concentration into his
meditation; he cleared his mind and breathed slowly and focused on
the still center and on the clear bell-pure ringing that was the
sound at the heart of the universe, and even when he held those
things inside of him and his mind was still as motionless water, he
could not reach the Reborn.
Dùghalls voice broke his meditation. The old
mans voice shook as he whispered, We must offer our
blood.
They brought out blood-bowl and thorns and tourniquet, and
spilled their blood into the silvered surface, and said the
Heie abojan, the prayer of those who waited in the long
darkness. They summoned the magic that would connect them to
Solander. And they waited. The blood in the bowl lay untouched. No
radiant fire burned through it, building the bridge between the
Reborn and his Falcons. No warmth flowed from it, no energy filled
Hasmal, no love touched him. Where he had once felt the reborn hope
of the world, the fount of joy, now he felt . . .
emptiness.
He prayed harder. He pushed harder. His body stiffened and his
breathing grew rough. He felt tears beginning to leak from the
corners of his eyes; he tasted their salt burning at the back of
his throat. Finally he opened his eyes and stared down at the
blood-bowl, at the dark puddle congealing in its center. He touched
Dùghall, who opened his eyes. Dùghall, too, had been
crying.
Hes gone.
I know. The old man nodded, and his suddenly haggard
face looked ancient.
Where has he gone? Why cant we find him?
Dùghall wiped roughly at his eyes with a sleeve, then
looked down at his hands. Weve lost, Has. Weve
lost everything, and the Dragons have won. Solander is
dead.
No, Hasmal said, but he knew it was true. Some part
of him had known from the moment it happened that the Reborn had
been taken from them. Stolen. Murdered. He couldnt understand
how such a nightmare could come to pass, but he knew that it had.
None of the prophecies ever hinted that this could
happen, he said. Nowhere did Vincalis give an
indication that the Reborn would be in danger when he returned.
Solander was promised to us. Promised. How could this
. . . ?
But Dùghall waved him off, wearily. How doesnt
matter, son. Why doesnt matter. The only thing that matters
is that the Reborn is dead, and the Falcons are dead with him. The
Dragons have won.
The Falcons were dead. The hope of the world was dead. The
promise of a great civilization that spanned the world, that rose
above war and evil, that based itself on love and peace and joy
all of that, too, had been murdered with a distant babe,
while a thousand years of faithful, patient prayer and offered
blood became as nothing.
Solander was dead. Hasmal rose, wondering how the world could
even continue to exist. He plodded to the room he shared with Ian,
stripped off his clothes and let them drop to the floor, crawled
into his narrow bed, closed his eyes, and wished himself into
oblivion. If he did not wake to greet the new day, he would
consider himself no worse off than he was already.
Chapter 39
When morning came, it announced itself
only as a slight lessening of the nights darkness. Kait
shifted in Rys arms, listened to the drumming of a downpour
against the inns shutters, and considered going back to
sleep. But she felt surprisingly good. Shed Shifted the night
before, shed had nothing to eat afterward, and because she
had spent the night in Rys arms she had only had a little
sleep, yet she suffered neither the exhaustion nor the depression
that always plagued her post-Shift.
She rolled over and kissed Rys neck, and bit him lightly.
Wake up. Lets do something.
We were doing something, he murmured, his muffled
voice sounding eminently reasonable. We were
sleeping.
I know. But I want to do something more interesting.
Lets go out and get something to eat.
Its pouring rain. The streets are knee-deep in water
listen. You can hear the roar of it running down to the bay.
Lets sleep.
Dont be dull. I feel too good to stay in
bed.
Ry raised his head and grinned at her. My beautiful love
if you insist on being awake, at least I can think of things
we could do without getting out of bed.
We can do those things, too. She leaned over and
nibbled on the lobe of his ear. And then we can go get
something to eat. Im ravenous.
He flopped back on the pillow and sighed. How ravenous are
you?
I Shifted last night and Ive had nothing to eat
since.
That ravenous. Oh. Ry jumped out of the bed
and began pulling on pants, shirt, and boots without another word.
He made his haste intentionally comical, and Kait laughed
appreciatively, but the fact that he responded immediately
underscored something about their relationship that Kait had never
experienced before. She was with someone who understood. Who knew
what it was to be Karnee; who had felt the madness of Shift racing
through his own flesh; who knew the hunger that followed as
intimately as she did.
Being understood was disorienting, but pleasantly so.
Kait got out of bed and began dressing, too. What about
the bed sports you mentioned?
He looked at her sidelong, and his smile teased her. Your
lovely body and wondrous kisses will wait. I have no wish to become
your next meal.
* * *
Kait and Ry negotiated their way along the
quarters raised walkways and over crossing stones at
intersections, while the muddy torrents of rainwater roared beneath
their feet and sheets of rain poured down on them. They were
nearing the end of the rainy season, but had obviously not yet
reached it. Calimekka, however, did not let itself be distracted by
the vagaries of weather. The business of the city went on.
In the market district, they found a few eateries already doing
brisk business with day laborers and merchants who would be opening
their shops and stalls soon. Kait and Ry joined a few who stood,
soaked and shivering, beneath the bright red awning of a
pie-sellers shop; the two of them debated the merits of
adder, rattlesnake, venison, monkey, parrot, turkey, and
grasshopper as fillings before settling on a large combination pie
that sat steaming on the shop sill. The various meats had been
sweetened with chunks of mango and tanali and made richer with
sliced manadoga root and coconut, and the thick crust had been
glazed with a savory nut butter.
Kait forced herself to eat slowly. If she werent careful,
she could give away her nature simply by eating in front of
strangers. She thought of how often people said to each other that
they were dying for a good meal, or dying for an
ice, or dying for a big slab of juicy mutton, and
considered that, unlike most of them, she could literally die for a
meal. The thought injected a little needle of unpleasantness into
her lovely morning.
She and Ry wandered hand-in-hand through the profit-gate into
the maze of covered stalls in the inner market. They found a
peccary stand where the shopkeeper used netting to keep most of the
flies off the carcasses he had hanging from hooks along the front.
Kait thought this was a nice touch, and picked out a plump little
piglet that had been roasted on a spit, and that the pig-man had
braised in its own juices, without spices. She split that with Ry.
Still hungry, she led him even farther into the increasingly
crowded huddle of shops, and brought them up to a place that sold
one of her favorite treats honey-dipped roasted parrots on
sticks. The price was reasonable, and she ate two, wishing that she
dared to have more, but knowing that she would draw too much
attention to herself if she did.
By the time they reached the street again, the rain had let up
and the sun was beginning to show through the clouds. The streets
steamed in the heat, and the arcs of three rainbows marked the
sky.
Shall we go back to the inn now, Ry asked, or
do you think you need to get a sweet or two to hold you over to
midday? Say, a basket of melons or some lucky shopkeepers
entire stock of sweetened ices?
She laughed. You dont need to sound so prissy.
Youll have your turn before long. She looked down the
street in both directions. There were other shops that sold things
she would enjoy, but though she could eat, she thought shed
let her appetite regain its keenness before she did.
Ill live till the next meal. We can go back to the
inn. She leaned over and kissed him on the cheek, and his
warmth and his scent made her suddenly hungry in other ways. She
ran a fingertip down his chest and flashed a wicked smile. In
fact, Ill race you there. If you can catch me
her grin grew wider you get to keep me.
He grabbed for her, but she leaped out of his reach and bounded
down the street, arms pumping and head up. She shot across the
crossing stones, touching down only in the center of the street,
pounded along one raised walk after another, and careened around
corners, oblivious of the danger any obstacles might pose to her
. . . or she to them. She ran flat out, putting
everything she had into the race, exhilarated by the fun of the
chase.
When Ry popped up in front of her, not even winded, as she
hurtled past the alley beside the inn, she burst out laughing. He
caught her in midstride, wrapping his arms around her waist and
lifting her into the air. Her momentum spun the two of them around
in a circle.
Caught you, he said.
His fingertips touched at her navel; he held her with her back
against his chest, with her feet dangling a hands breadth
above the ground. She lay her head back against his shoulder and
looked up at him. So you did. Clever of you to find that
shortcut. She was panting, still breathless from the run.
So now Im yours. What are you going to do with
me?
Do you really want to know?
Not really. Ill be just as happy if you surprise
me.
He shifted her around, sliding one arm under her knees and the
other along her back, and when he held her cradled, he kissed her
slowly.
You can put me down now, she said after a long
moment.
I could. But you belong to me now, and I dont want
to.
He carried her into the quiet tavern, and through to the stairs
that led up to the rooms. Halfway up, they met Dùghall coming
down.
Kait got one look at his face and something inside her grew
still and wary. In all the years shed known him, she had
never seen his eyes look lifeless; she had never thought of him as
truly old. In that moment, however, he looked both ancient and
unwell.
Put me down, she whispered to Ry, but he was already
swinging her feet to the floor when she spoke. Uncle,
whats wrong?
Ive been waiting for you to get back. His
voice sounded like death. We have to leave.
Quickly.
Leave? She frowned. He was pushing past her, already
heading down the stairs. Whats happened? Have the
Dragons discovered our hiding place here?
He didnt even look back at her. Worse. Come. Your
things are already packed. Ill explain when were on our
way.
She and Ry turned, and Dùghall led them out a side door,
where Hasmal, Yanth, Valard, and Jaim waited. Trev drove up on a
rickety farm wagon pulled by a pair of spavined horses, his pale
round face bleak and frightened. The wagon was full of straw
bales.
Weve hollowed out a place in the center, Trev
said.
And Dùghall said, In. Quickly.
They climbed over the outer row of bales and crouched down on
their bags, which covered the slatted wagon floor; when all of them
were hidden, Trev tipped the inner bales toward each other and
piled a few on top to form a makeshift roof.
The wagon lurched, the wheels rattled over the cobblestones, and
everyone jostled into each other, knees and elbows poking
uncomfortably. They hardly had breathing room.
Lucky, Kait thought, that there werent any more of them.
Then she realized Ian was no longer with them.
Wheres Ian? she asked.
The haunted look Dùghall fixed on her made her think that
he was dead.
But Dùghall said, He was gone this morning
. . . took all his belongings with him. He left a note
telling Hasmal that he would be back after midday, by the end of
Nerin at the latest, that hed thought of something that would
help us. I trusted him, but Hasmal suggested that we do a viewing
on him to see what he was doing. We gathered a few hairs from his
bed and linked him to them.
He shook his head and fell silent.
What? Ry asked. What did you find?
He sold us out. We tracked him to Sabir House. When we saw
him, he was telling a lesser functionary that he knew of a plot
against the Sabirs headed by Ry Sabir and his inamorata, Kait
Galweigh. He said if they would hire him, his first act as a Sabir
employee would be to give the plotters over to the Family.
Dùghall sighed and rubbed his temples. If you had come
back any later, you might have found the Sabirs waiting for you. I
believe the only reason they werent was that Ian had trouble
convincing the House functionaries to grant him an audience with
the people he needed. He leaned against the bale of straw
behind him and closed his eyes. As it is, they might find us
before we can get out of the city.
Kait pressed her head into Rys chest. Ry kept his arm
tightly around her. Shed made her choice, and Ian had made
his.
Ry said, I should have killed him when I had the chance.
Then he couldnt have betrayed us.
He helped us, Kait said. You cant kill
an ally because someday he may turn on you. Anyone could turn on
you someday. She remembered Ian dragging the Mirror of Souls
across the rough plains of North Novtierra, of him fighting side by
side with Hasmal and the now-dead Turben and Jayti, of him taking
charge and getting them to safety in the Thousand Dancers of
the multitude of other things hed done for them and with
them. She remembered, as well, the nights shed spent in his
bed, in his arms, and his happiness when she was with him.
Then Kait recalled the expression on Ians face the night
before, when he saw Rys arm around her shoulder. His eyes had
flashed from pain through anger to a strange, flat blankness that
made him look hollow. She recalled the deadly coldness in his voice
when he wished his brother happiness.
She knew shed hurt him then, but she hadnt thought
he would be capable of the sort of betrayal hed committed.
Shed expected him to accept her decision. Maybe be angry,
maybe hostile. Shed considered that he might not speak to
her, or that if he did, he would be cold. She even thought he might
choose to leave their little group and return to the sea.
Shed misjudged him badly, but from the start she had brushed
aside her gut feelings about him and allowed herself to trust him
because she needed him.
She closed her eyes, seeing the choices shed made and
watching them lead to the moment where Ian sold her out, and she
could see where shed chosen badly time after time. She knew
the night she first approached Ian Draclas to take her across the
ocean in search of an Ancients city that he wasnt
trustworthy. That night shed expected him to try throwing her
overboard once he was sure of the citys location; shed
done what she could to eliminate any such attempt from his plans.
Hed claimed to be a smuggler, but in her darker moments
shed suspected him of piracy, and she had always heard that
there were no honorable men among pirates. Shed seen the
avarice and the power-lust in his eyes from the first, and had
noticed the way he looked at her when he didnt know she was
watching as if she were the gold prize in a contest.
Shed seen the ease with which he assumed different characters
and acted different parts and became complete strangers, and yet
she let herself believe that the man he pretended to be around her
was somehow more real than those other faces he created. Knowing
that she was Karnee, and that her curse affected the way men
reacted to her, she nonetheless let herself believe that he loved
her and because she believed he loved her, she allowed
herself to trust him.
In that, shed been a fool.
She closed her eyes and wished she could hate him. Hed
sold her out to her enemies; hed sold her life. He had
earned her hatred . . . but she didnt hate
him. Shed allowed herself to like him too much she
recalled the way hed rescued Rru-eeth and the slave children
from torture and death at the risk of his own life, and the way he
fought beside her against the airibles, and the way he had held her
in his arms. Shed spent too much time discovering things
about him that were honorable and kind and courageous, and when she
thought of him, those were the pictures her mind summoned
first.
The instant Ian discovered he wouldnt get what he wanted
that he wouldnt be able to marry her and acquire the
Galweigh status and power and the rights to the Novtierran city she
owned he went straight to the people who would pay the most
to get her. He hadnt just turned on her, though. Hed
turned on Dùghall, whom she believed he had liked a great
deal. And worse, hed betrayed the Reborn. More than anything
else, she couldnt understand how he could do that.
Dùghall, you helped Ian touch the Reborn, didnt
you? Several weeks ago?
Dùghall looked at her with anguish in his eyes and
nodded.
Quiet back there, Trev said suddenly.
Checkpoint coming up. Everyone in the cart fell silent.
The cart clattered and shook, and came to a stop, and the city
noises flowed in. Bells rang; herders and farmers and craftsmen
shouted to each other or explained their cargoes to the taxmen who
waited at the checkpoint to collect their transit taxes; in the
distance some crier from a minor sect of Iberism called her
faithful to prayers; children shrieked with laughter; and over it
all, the city breathed with every door that opened or closed, and
its arteries pumped with the people and their belongings that moved
through its countless streets and alleys.
Checkpoints. The gates that pierced the many walls of Calimekka
were remnants of a time when the city fit within smaller borders.
They had, over the years, been claimed by the Families, who
maintained the walls around the gates and the strips of road near
them, and who taxed those who passed through them for the privilege
of using the gate. The checkpoints also allowed the various
Families to keep an eye on everyone who entered or left their
domains, what they were doing, where they were going, and whether
or not they were welcome on that Familys land.
Kait imagined the taxman at the upcoming gate demanding that
Trev unload the first bales from the wagon so that they could see
those behind. She could just see one of the big guard dogs shoving
his nose into the straw and barking the alarm that the cargo hid
secrets within. She closed her eyes and offered her own strength
and put that into a shield that she cast over the whole of the
wagon, and everyone in it . . . and even the horses. She
designed the shield to make Trev and his cargo appear innocuous,
and to deflect suspicion. She couldnt understand why Hasmal
and Dùghall had not already cast such a shield, but both of
them looked sick. Perhaps they were too sick to manage the
magic.
She could tell theyd joined a queue waiting to get through
the gate because the cart rolled forward and stopped. Rolled
forward and stopped. Rolled forward and stopped. Each time they
rolled closer, she could hear the taxman at the gate more clearly,
and each time she noted his hostility toward the people in line her
apprehension grew. Everyone hidden within the hay huddled in
silence, afraid to move or breathe.
Finally they reached the head of the queue. Outside the cart, so
close she could have reached through to touch him, the guard dog
sat and panted.
Family? the taxman asked.
Ainthe-Aburguille, distantly. No Family
affiliation.
Cargo?
Straw, thirty bales. Trev sounded bored, as if this
were something he did every day. Kait marveled at his control. She
was certain that she would have been sitting there thinking about
the people hiding in the back of the wagon and what would happen to
them and her if they got caught, had she been in his seat.
Destination?
Low Kafar-by-the-Sea.
She frowned. Shed never heard of such a place.
The taxman apparently had, however. Thats a far
piece to haul straw. The taxman didnt sound so hostile
anymore.
Got to sell it. Doesnt really matter where. So I
figured to make the trip and see family out that way while Im
there. The folks in Kafar will buy from me because they know me,
and I can check in on my da and my ma and my little brothers. Got
one supposed to apprentice with me this season; maybe I can pick
him up this trip.
The dog snuffled along the baseboard of the wagon happy,
panting sounds. He could give them away at any time . . .
and Hasmal had taught her that magic affected animals less reliably
than it did people. She put her concentration into maintaining the
shield, and prayed it would hold.
The taxman said, Good to have a business where you can fit
family into work. Spent my early years on the sea, I did, and the
sea doesnt offer such amenities. When the fish run, you run
with them.
Kait wished the fish had eaten the taxman; the longer he chatted
with Trev, the more likely someone hidden within the straw was to
move or sneeze or cough, and no magical shield would cover that.
She could feel her nose and her back beginning to itch, all because
she didnt dare scratch them. The straw poked and tickled her,
and the mildewed, damp stink of it clogged her nose. She could
imagine how the others felt.
My da fished when he was young enough. Tough work,
Trev said.
Its that. Thirty bales, you say? Wouldnt have
thought that cart to hold more than twenty-five.
Some of them are small.
Explains it. Tell you what you can pay transit for
twenty-five. Thatll be three ox an habbut. An,
hey what road you takin out of the city?
Either South Great Pike or Shearing Head.
Pah! if you take the Dally Furlong south to Slow Walk, you
can cut half a day and three gates off your trip. Its the way
I take going home. You go that way, you want to stop at the Red
Heach Inn your second day from here. My cousin owns it, can give
you a deal if you mention I sent you.
And who do I tell him sent me?
You say Tooley. Hell cut you a full ox off the
season rate.
My thanks, Tooley. Ill remember you to your
cousin.
Kait heard the slap of the reins and the snap of the whip, and
one of the horses snorted. The wagon jerked and rolled forward
again. Before they were out of Calimekka, they would face at least
half a dozen more checkpoints, and if the Dragons began a
concentrated search for them, each checkpoint would become more
dangerous than the one before it.
And that brought her back to thoughts of betrayal
. . . and Ian. Shed been asking Dùghall
something before they were interrupted. Something about just that.
She tried to relocate her thoughts, and finally had them.
Shed asked Dùghall if hed introduced Ian to the
Reborn, and Dùghall had told her he had.
Dùghall, she asked, how could Ian have
chosen to side with the Dragons after he met Solander? I understand
free choice . . . but how could he choose their
hatred and their evil and turn his back on the Reborns
love?
What difference would the Reborn make to him
now?
Kait frowned. Every difference. She was missing
something Dùghall didnt seem to think it strange
at all that Ian could turn away to evil after having experienced
joy, while she thought it would be impossible. I could never
betray the Reborn, she said.
Dùghall covered his eyes with his forearm. Godsall,
you dont know, he groaned.
I dont? She looked at Ry, who shrugged.
What dont I know?
Dùghall just shook his head, and left his arm over his
face. Hasmal glanced at him, saw that he wasnt going to move,
and sat up straighter. He studied her with weary, swollen, red
eyes. The Reborn is dead, he said.
Kait tried to put those words into a frame that made sense. The
Reborn dead? No. Vincaliss Secret Texts had clearly and
correctly described the return of the Reborn, the rise of the
Dragons against him. The Texts went on to describe a multitude of
things that hadnt happened yet battles the Falcons and
the Dragons would fight, cities that would be born and cities that
would die, and Solanders eventual but total triumph over his
age-old enemies.
If Vincalis had seen the future so clearly, he would have seen
such a thing as the Reborns death. He hadnt. His
prophecies didnt even allow for such a possibility.
That cant be, Kait said.
Dùghall muttered, And you know, eh? You, who
arent a true Falcon? He didnt look at her. He
just lay there, face hidden.
I know he cant be dead, because if he is, then what
of the prophecies?
You cant let this alone, can you? Her uncle
sat up slowly and stared into her eyes. The prophecies are
dead, too. The bright future, hope for Ibera and the rest of the
world . . . its all dead.
In short, harsh sentences, despair reverberating in his every
word, he told her what hed found out. That other Falcons had
been with the Reborn at the moment when Danya had moved him within
an impenetrable shield. That, when she brought the babys body
out of the shield stations later, the soul inside it had no longer
been Solanders that it had belonged to a Dragon. No
one knew why she had done this thing. But she had, and the Reborn
was dead, and the future had died with him.
Kait tried to hold that thought in her mind. It wouldnt
stay. She kept thinking of the wondrous radiance, the complete,
uncritical love that had infused her when she touched the
babys soul, and she could not accept that he was gone. That
his life had been snuffed out. That her own cousin, his mother, had
either destroyed him or allowed him to be destroyed.
Youve missed something, she insisted.
Youve overlooked something; hes managed to hide
himself away; he was in danger from the Dragons and he discovered
it and shielded himself so that you cant find him right now.
Something of that nature. He isnt dead.
Dùghall shrugged. Believe what you wish. I have
sought him, I have spoken through mirror and blood with others who
were there when this horror came to pass, and the Reborn is
dead.
Kait tried to imagine what it would mean if what he said were
true; if they had already lost the fight before it was well begun.
She looked into the well of despair that had swallowed Dùghall
and Hasmal, and for a moment experienced the simplicity that
despair brought. If she admitted loss, she wouldnt have to do
anything else. If she admitted that the Reborn was dead and that
the future was hopeless, she could give up and mourn the fate of
the world, and she would be relieved from any responsibility. It
was a seductive thought. She could find someplace to hide and let
the world take care of itself.
But she wasnt made for despair. Shed overcome too
much just to survive; she couldnt accept defeat without
fighting. She decided to act as if the Reborn had survived and was
hiding to protect himself. If she found out for certain that he was
dead, she would reconsider the merits of despair, but not until
then.
She became aware that beside her Ry sat weeping.
Chapter 40
The Dragons clustered around the long
table in the Sabir meeting room and crowded back to the walls; more
than two hundred stood present, wearing the strongest, most
flawless, most beautiful bodies in all of Calimekka.
Dafril, wearing the body of Crispin Sabir, stood at the head of
the table he would have been leader no matter which body
hed chosen, but this one made his task easier. It was
powerful, it was attractive, and it was highborn. He raised a hand
and even the little whispers of fear and consternation ceased.
I know we swore not to meet until each of you reached your
designated target, but we have an emergency that threatens all of
us. Mellayne has been taken from us, and barring miracles, is not
likely to be restored to us in any form.
Dafril felt his colleagues unease, and knew it well. His
own gut still twisted at the horror of this unexpected disaster
that had befallen them.
What do you mean, taken from us? a
delicate beauty with ebony skin and golden eyes asked. Dafril
couldnt place her yet she was certainly one of the
lesser Dragons, maybe Tanden or Shorre or even Lusche but
she had good taste in bodies. Hers touched on every physical
preference he had and improved on it. His thoughts flicked for just
an instant to a picture of the two of them as the couple who ruled
Matrin, and he liked what he saw. He thought that after he
reassured himself that she was one of the agreeable young Dragons
who admired him, he would tell her hed chosen her as his
consort.
He managed a smile for her that intimated his appreciation of
her intelligence in asking the question and said, I truly
mean taken. Falcons are hiding in Calimekka right now,
and last night they tore Mellaynes soul from his body and
trapped it in a ring that belonged to one of them.
Their massed unease became outright horror.
A ring?
What some piece of jewelry?
With no escape vector?
How could they?
Dafril raised a hand and said, According to our source,
who has given us a tremendous amount of information, all of which
weve so far been able to verify independently, the ring used
was either gold or electrum, featureless in all respects except for
a groove that ran along the circumference of the ring in the center
as a form of decoration. The ring bears no designs, no jewels, no
writing in other words, no irregularities of feature that we
could use to draw Mellayne back out, even if we could acquire
it.
Why not create such a feature? a tall, muscular
blond with a huge, drooping mustache asked. He would house one of
the sloppy youngsters who never bothered to learn the theory behind
what they did who worked the rote spells without mishap
until one day he decided to be clever, and made a little change or
took a little shortcut and blew himself and everyone around him
into oblivion. Efsqual, perhaps, or Clidwen. Probably Clidwen.
Most of the Dragons were glaring at the questioner no one
appreciated dangerous stupidity.
What? the young man asked, looking at all the angry
faces. What would be wrong with that?
Clidwen, certainly. Pity it hadnt been his soul caught in
a ring.
Because, Dafril snapped, once the soul is
bound, any alteration of its housing sufficient to alter its flow
through the ring will throw it through the Veil. We wouldnt
get Mellayne back, you idiot. Wed just kill him, same as if
we drove a knife through your heart. Where the soul is concerned, a
body is a body. You destroy the flow, you kill the body.
He was tempted to demonstrate. The idiot had waited a thousand
years with nothing more pressing than planning for the day of his
eventual reembodiment, and hed spent the time learning
nothing.
This source of yours, the first questioner asked,
why did he choose to help us? How did he know about
us?
We had a bit of luck. He was with the Falcons, but never
became one of them. And when the girl he loved chose his worst
enemy over him, he decided the time had come to go where he would
be more welcome. Dafril pushed his way through the assembled
Dragons and opened the tall, arched door at the end of the meeting
hall. Come in, please. Were ready for you.
He smiled at the man who stepped into the room. Ian had shaved
his head since their first meeting the false white-blond
hair and false Hmoth hairstyle were both gone. He wore Sabir finery
a fine brushed cotton shirt embroidered with silver trees,
coarse-woven emerald green silk breeches, fine black boots. His
eyes were not the usual pale Sabir blue or the less common amber,
but a fine shade of gray-green. This is a body-cousin of
mine, he said. Long lost and surely thought dead
and we can count ourselves lucky that he wasnt. Please
welcome Ian Draclas to our company the first, but surely not
the last, of our willing allies.
Ian smiled at them. The smile was cold and bitter, and held in
it thirst for the destruction of his enemies; hunger for revenge;
anger and shame and hatred at the humiliation hed been dealt.
It was, Dafril thought, a good smile. The sort of smile you wanted
to see on an allys face. As long as the girl loved Ry Sabir,
Ian would belong to the Dragons.
Dafril rested a hand on Ians shoulder and added, Ian
has sworn to give us the Falcons. And thanks to him, we already
know where to begin.
The room erupted with applause.
Chapter 41
He grew visibly sometimes it
seemed to Danya that the beast-child grew in the time it took for
her to turn her head. In two weeks he had become as big as babies
in their third month. He could already lift his head well, and he
flailed his arms and legs constantly exercising them, he
told her when she tried to get him to be still.
She wished she could smother him and put an end to him, but he
terrified her. She didnt dare make any movement that seemed
in the least threatening to him, or he would remind her that he
could destroy her between one heartbeat and the next. She hated
him, and she hated herself, and she shuddered each time she picked
him up. He looked at her with those ancient, evil eyes, and somehow
turned his toothless smile into a leer. He pinched her breasts
while he fed, and told her how fine he thought they were, and what
a lovely creature she was. He made her sick.
She huddled in her little house with him, cut off from everyone
in the village. The Kargans had not forgiven her for her reversion
to human form shed shown them the two claws on her
right hand as proof that she was still their Gathalorra, but she
couldnt be Gathalorra anymore, of course. In this
soft, scaleless, weaponless body, she couldnt hope to fight
down even one lorrag. Shed betrayed them by taking on the
form of their most hated enemies, the humans. They recalled the
good she had done for them, so they still tolerated her in their
village, but she was no longer their friend.
Danya rose and walked to her open door and stared out of it. The
village women were down by the river working. The men cleaned and
mended the nets, preparatory to going out that night to set them
for the next mornings run. The Kargans chattered and laughed
with each other, telling stories and gossiping about each
others lives, or about Kargans from other villages. From time
to time one of those furry faces would glance in her direction, and
see her standing in the doorway. Then those dark eyes would narrow
and the muzzle would draw back in an expression of disgust. And
that Kargan would look away and be silent for a moment, until
someone else could draw him or her back into the pleasure of the
day and the days work.
She was alone. She had to face that fact. In that village of
sixty-plus souls, she no longer had anyone except Luercas, and she
didnt really have him. He had her. He owned her.
She had herself, and only herself. But she was alive, and she
intended to stay that way. The wind blew through the door and she
felt the cold that the fierce terrain threatened even in its brief
summer. She looked toward winter, and knew that she would have to
get tougher. Her human flesh wouldnt withstand the rigors of
the arctic terrain as easily as her Scarred body had. She needed to
begin planning. She needed to win the Kargans back to her side,
because they had things she needed furs, thread, needles,
food, the protection that numbers offered. She wouldnt forget
that they had shunned her when her body changed; but she
wouldnt show her hurt or her anger, either. She would add
them to the list of people to whom she owed revenge. Their day and
their time would come, and they would learn to regret their
callousness.
They could be in the front lines of the army that she intended
to raise. They could fight for her ostensibly to win a place
for the Scarred in the soft, fertile lands of Ibera but in
fact to repay her for her pain. She had paid in blood and suffering
and shame; she had stupidly ripped out her own heart and destroyed
it when she killed her beautiful son. She had been lied to, she had
been tricked, and love and beauty and hope were gone from her life
forever. But she still had revenge, and she would have her triumph.
The Sabirs and the Galweighs would bow before her and the warriors
she would lead against them. They would see her on a great horse at
the head of a horde of barbarians, and they would know that
theyd brought their destruction on themselves. And then
theyd die.
Time. It was all that stood between her and her desires.
Everything would fall before her; everything would bend in the
direction she wanted; everyone would acknowledge her power and her
right to command. With time.
She turned away from the door and returned to the dark interior.
Her Wolvish practice of the arcane arts waited. If she
couldnt win the Kargans to her side with offered friendship,
shed win them with a force they couldnt counter. But
one way or the other, she would have them at her side when she
began to gather the peoples of the Veral Territories beneath her
banner.
The banner of Two Claws, she thought. Proof that she was still
Scarred. Her rallying symbol.
And when she was done with them, she would destroy Luercas for
his lies, for his evil, for what hed tricked her into doing.
He had cost her all the good in her life, and she would see that he
got no reward for it, no matter the price she had to pay.
Chapter 42
Kait shook off the pack and dropped to
the ground next to Ry. A boiling sun had cleared away the last of
the morning rain, but the road was mud that sucked at feet and
boots and dragged at every step. That mud felt to Kait like an
extension of the people she traveled with: dismal, dreary, and
dragging on body and soul.
Theyd left Port Pars behind two days before, and had
another three or four days walk ahead of them before they
would reach Costan Selvira, where they might hope to obtain passage
on a ship heading south. Thirty days had passed since theyd
fled their rooms at the inn, and in those days, she had meditated
and searched for any sign of the Reborns survival, and she
had tried to comfort herself with the thought that because he was
in terrible danger, he would have to hide from everyone, not
just his enemies. But the endless gloom was contagious, and Kait
was losing faith.
Dùghall trudged with his head down and most of the time
said nothing. Hasmal snapped at anyone who went near him, and slept
apart from the rest of the travelers, and at night when he thought
no one could hear him, he wept quietly. Even Ry had withdrawn. He
didnt want her embraces, or her comfort, or her suggestions
that things might not be as bad as they appeared. He had come late
to the Falcon way of thinking, but he had come completely, and he
was, if anything, more bitter than Dùghall or Hasmal at having
the Reborn snatched away when he had so recently found him.
Enough resting, Dùghall said. Back on
your feet, all of you.
Why bother? Hasmal muttered. If we stayed
here, the Dragons would find us quicker and end our misery for
us.
Dùghall snorted and kicked the biggest clods of mud off of
his boots against the nearest tree. Im too old to
welcome the horses in the square, son. Or boiling lead, or
firebrands, or being skinned and having my hide inflated with
floating gases and paraded through the streets, for that matter.
Ill live, thank you. He swung his pack onto his back
and stepped onto the road and into the mud again. But
youre welcome to walk back and offer yourself as a sacrifice
if a quick end is what you want.
Ry got up and trudged after Dùghall, so lost in his own
misery that he didnt even wait for Kait to put her pack on.
She hurried after him, scowling, and Hasmal and Rys
lieutenants plodded after her.
She was the only one not soaking herself in her own unhappiness;
she suspected that was the reason that she was the only one of the
group who heard the rider coming along the road from the south.
Most times the whole party stepped into the jungle when they got
first notice of other travelers meeting strangers in the
wilds along the coast road could be dangerous. So Kait said,
Hai! Rider from the south! as softly as she could.
Not much sense in hiding if troubles coming,
Ry said. Were the only ones on the road since this last
rain, and our fresh tracks would point right to us. If we jumped
behind the brush, wed look like brigands. Or worse.
Kait nodded. I realize that. I just thought all of you
might like to know we have company coming.
By this time, even those with the poorest ears could hear the
horse squelching through the mud toward them. Well be
ready, Yanth said.
Kait dropped back a few steps. As the rider came into view, the
travelers hands covered sword hilts instinctively. Kait
couldnt hide her surprise, though. The rider was a woman, and
alone. That in itself would be enough to cause astonishment, but
she was Gyru, too, and as far as Kait knew, Gyru women never
traveled alone.
She rode a dapple gray gelding a solid beast as high at
the withers as Kaits head, broad through the chest, short in
the back, solid of haunch, with a nice length of pastern and a good
arch to his neck. He moved well and obeyed his riders cues
beautifully, and Kait would have paid a small fortune for him right
then. Horses generally didnt like her, but she loved to ride
. . . and after days of plodding along muddy roads, she
would have adored the comfort of a good saddle.
The rider herself was sodden. Her beautifully embroidered
carmine shirt clung to her skin like paint, and her baggy leather
pants were streaked and soaked. Her boots, which from the looks of
the top seaming and beading were of fine make, from mid-shin down
bore a crust of mud so thick they made her feet look like tree
trunks. So horse or no horse, shed done her share of walking
over the worst of the road. Her hair, still fiery red, worn long
and braided and beaded, was marked by streaks of gray. Her eyes
were . . . remarkable. Brilliant green, round as doe
eyes, but with the intent gaze of a hunting hawk.
When she caught sight of them, the expression on her face went
from wary alertness to pure, exhausted relief. She shouted,
Chobe! and swung down from her mount with fluid grace.
Kait would have guessed from the lines around the strangers
eyes and the gray in her hair that she had seen at least forty
years come and go, but when she moved and smiled, Kait thought
perhaps shed misjudged, and the woman was graying early. She
moved like a girl.
She wondered who the woman had mistaken for Chobe,
and got a second surprise.
Hasmals eyes went wide and he said,
Alarista?
Of course its me. I came looking for you! Her
Iberan bore a faint accent, and the slower rhythm of one who spoke
it as a somewhat unfamiliar second language.
Hasmal jogged forward as fast as the mud would allow, and lifted
her off the ground and hugged her fiercely. She was half a hand
taller than him, Kait noticed. If she was as old as her eyes and
hair indicated, she was at least ten years older, and possible
fifteen. Hasmal didnt seem in the least put off by either of
those things.
By damn, its good to see you, he was saying,
in between kissing her and hugging her and picking her up so that
he could swing her around again. She looked for just a moment like
a tall slender tree being mauled by a short, blond bear. Kait liked
that image, but kept it to herself. She would have told Ry, hoping
that it might make him laugh, but he was so far lost inside himself
that she doubted he could see the humor.
Alarista finally pulled free of Hasmal, and turned to the rest
of the group. I didnt just come looking for
Chobe, she said. I was searching for all of
you.
They made brief introductions, everyone supplying a nickname or
alternate name in deference to the Gyru-nalle custom of never
revealing a true name. The custom came from the Gyru belief that
knowledge of anyones true name made the knower responsible
for the nameds soul. Kait, whose full name was Kait-ayarenne
Noellaurelai Taghdottar Aire an Galweigh, never burdened anyone
with the full stretch anyway. That name, loaded with the memories
of long-dead ancestors and the qualities of heroes her parents had
admired, was more than she wanted to carry around. So to
Alarista, Kait was comfortable still being just Kait.
My band has a camp two days hard ride from
here, Alarista told them once the formalities were done.
We can resupply you there if you wish to keep going. Or you
can stay with us. This last she said specifically to Hasmal,
and Kait saw hope in her eyes.
Dùghall shrugged. Doesnt matter where we go. We
cant get far enough away to escape the disaster thats
coming.
The woman nodded. She turned to Dùghall and said,
Katarre kaithe gombrey; hai allu neesh?
They were Falcon words, Kait knew, though she didnt know
the ancient tongue in which they were spoken. Hasmal had taught her
that they were the formal Falcon greeting, and meant, The
Falcon offers his wings; will you fly?
But Dùghall didnt give the formal response. Instead,
he said, The Falcons are dead. Or didnt you
know?
* * *
When they made camp that night, Alarista sought
out Kait and took her aside. The Falcons believe the future
has died; that the world is coming to an end; that we are beyond
hope, have already lost to the Dragons, and are destroyed.
Destroyed. I would believe the same thing. I would. Kait
watched the Gyru womans lower lip tremble, and saw her stare
fixedly into the jungle and take a deep breath, lift her head, and
pull her shoulders back. Every curve of her body spoke of fierce
determination held together by the thinnest of hopes. I lived
for the Falcons, for the prophecies. I rejoiced when I felt the
Reborn touch me for the first time, and I nearly died when he
. . . when he . . . She shook her head.
Took another steadying breath. But Ive done
auguries, she said. My Speakers tell me that you are
the one who can save the Falcons; that you will give us hope.
Ive come all this way to find you. Is what they say
true?
Kait sat on a fallen tree, peering in her turn out into the
layered tangles of darkness before her. I have
hope, she said cautiously. I havent yet managed
to convince anyone else that theres a reason for
it.
But you have hope. Alarista managed a
tremulous smile, and sat beside her on the log. She said, You
are the only one. Of all of us, you are the only one who has not
already seen the morrow to its grave. Ive looked, I swear.
Since . . . then, Ive tried to contact any Falcon
who could answer. Only a few will. So many killed themselves in the
few days after the Reborns death . . . She
shook her head and shivered. And most of those who still live
wont respond. I traced your uncle by blood offering weeks
ago, but couldnt get through his shields. The same with
Hasmal. And you didnt answer, either, though I didnt
get the feeling you were ignoring me. With you, it was more that
you couldnt hear me.
I couldnt. Kait was surprised. You were
trying to reach me?
Yes. Then they havent taught you Falcon far-speech
yet.
No.
Alarista nodded. I thought it might be that way. But I
couldnt help thinking that perhaps the Secret Texts
werent wrong, that perhaps this disaster was something other
than it appeared to be. I know you arent fully a Falcon yet,
but when I summoned Speakers through the Veil, each said you were
the key. That you could give the Falcons reason to hope again. That
if you chose, you could see how the Falcons could yet break the
Dragons. That you . . . She sighed. That you
hold the secret of our hope. When I couldnt reach you by
far-speech, I came after you. I dont know what you know,
Kait. I dont know how you are our key. Tell me, please. I
lost everything when . . . I lost everything I believed
in, and everything I loved. I lost who I was, and who I was
supposed to become. Please tell me what can change all
that.
Kait rested her hands on her thighs and leaned forward, eager.
This was validation that what she had thought must be true. The
spirits from beyond the Veil said she had the key. So the
Falcons must be missing something. Kait had believed from
the first moment when Dùghall told her of the disaster that he
had to be mistaken, that a thousand years of waiting would not end
with the birth and almost immediate death of the one who was to
have led the world to Paranne, Vincaliss promised land. Not
even Brethwan and Lodan, the most ill-starred of the god-pairs,
could be so cruel. I almost gave up, she said. Of
the Falcons, I only knew Dùghall and Hasmal, and you can see
them. Theyve given up. They see themselves as dead men who
have not yet fallen on their pyres. I couldnt reach them.
They wouldnt let me talk to them. Theyve locked
themselves into their shields, and they . . . She
shrugged. Youve seen them. Youve seen others like
them, from what you say.
Alarista nodded.
Kait continued. But they cant be right. She
dared a smile. A thousand years of true prophecy cannot end
with a falsehood. Ive read the Secret Texts. Ive
tracked the Seven Great Signs, the Hundred Small Signs, the Three
Confusions. All of them came to pass. Vincalis spoke true in
particulars as well as generalities. She narrowed her eyes.
Even in prophecies that speak directly to today, he holds
true. Dragons will lie down with Wolves and rise up with full
bellies, he said, and isnt that exactly what happened?
The Dragons spirits claimed the Wolves bodies and their
memories, but the Wolves are gone, and only the Dragons
remain. She clenched her fists. Since the Reborn
disappeared, Ive been through the Secret Texts every day.
Every day. I read while I walk; I study all the passages. Vincalis
promised that the Reborn would hold his empire for five thousand
years, and that the world would learn in those five thousand years
how to love, how to be truthful, how to be kind. Five
thousand years, and Vincalis was right in every other prophecy
he made. Alarista . . . She rested a hand on the
other womans arm. How can he be wrong in the most
important prophecy of all? Everyone is sure the Reborn is really
gone. But he cant be. She took a deep breath. The
Reborn is still alive. I dont know where, and I dont
know how, but hes still alive.
Hope died in Alaristas eyes.
Whats wrong? Kait asked.
Alaristas head dropped forward, her shoulders slumped, her
hands lay limp on her lap. In a voice so broken Kait almost
couldnt understand her words, she said, That was your
hope? That the Reborn is still secretly alive somewhere?
Kait didnt understand. What other hope could there
be? Tears had started down Alaristas cheeks. The
Speakers told me you could give the Falcons hope. So Id
thought . . . that perhaps you knew some magic that would
reembody a spirit lost through the Veil. Or that you could reach
through the Veil, at least, and speak to the Reborn, and perhaps
ask him what we are supposed to do without him. Or that you knew
something we didnt know about the Secret Texts; that his
death was a part of the prophecy that no one had understood, and
that he would return yet again. Id thought you could give us
. . . real hope.
Youre so certain that what Ive said is wrong?
That the Reborn is truly dead?
Alarista nodded without looking up. Even the Speakers said
that he was gone. That we had lost him. That the prophecies were
broken. But you . . . they said you . . .
She lifted her head again, and once more pulled her shoulders back.
Well. They were wrong, just as the Secret Texts are wrong.
You have no secret answer that will save us. She turned to
Kait. But that isnt your fault. Youre young. The
young have a hard time believing in death, and in their own
impotence in the face of disaster. Old age stutters, while
reckless youth decrees. Isnt that what they say?
She rose. If this life and this world must end, at least I
can spend the last of my time with Hasmal. Thats some
comfort.
And she walked back to the camp before Kait could find another
word to say.
Kait found herself facing not just the darkness of the night,
but the deeper, harsher darkness that welled up inside of her.
Alarista had dismissed out of hand her secret hope that the Reborn
still survived. He was gone and the prophecies were broken
her Speakers had declared it, her experience had verified it, and
something about her assurance drove a stake into Kaits hope.
Perhaps it was the fact that, unlike Dùghall and Hasmal,
Alarista had dared to hope, had dared to believe that something
might yet be salvaged from the shattered ruins of the future.
Shed looked for an answer, and her hope had brought her to
Kait.
And then she had found in Kait the hope she had hungered for
. . . and had discovered that hope sustained by something
she knew was not true.
Kait closed her eyes. The scents of the jungle surrounded her
rich moist earth and meaty decay; the heavy sweetness of
night-blooming flowers; the musk of nearby animals that crept past
the human outpost in their domain, wary of men. No leaves rustled
the night was as still as if it held its breath. She opened
her eyes and looked up. Above her head, the black canopy of leaves
parted to show stars burning like the cold, unblinking white eyes
of blind gods. They stared down at her, but they did not see her.
They did not care.
She felt the hollow place in her soul where the connection to
the Reborn had once been. She touched that place inside her the way
she had probed at a missing tooth when she had been a child;
sliding her tongue against the gap, tasting the iron tang of her
own blood, worrying the raw, tender flesh. She let herself accept
the truth.
The Reborn was dead.
She could not feel him, and he would not have hidden. His life
was not to have been about hiding, about preserving himself in
secret while his desperate followers wept over his absence. He had
come to be a beacon. To show the world a better way to live. And he
had died before he could do that.
But he hadnt just died. Hed been destroyed, and her
cousin Danya had killed him. Kait probed that other wound, that
other raw place in her soul. One of the few cousins she had cared
about had slaughtered her own child. Had given his body over to
something evil. Had become something evil herself. Danya, whose
survival had sustained Kait when she thought all the rest of her
Family was gone, was as dead as the soul of the child who had come
to give his love to the world.
I knew the truth. I knew it, but I refused to believe it,
because the truth was too ugly. I couldnt face what my cousin
had done, couldnt face the destruction of goodness by evil,
couldnt look at the death of the future. Dùghall was
right. Hasmal was right. Were walking corpses, all of us.
And Alaristas Speakers were wrong. I have no hope to offer
to anyone.
Even Vincalis was wrong. The future will not be the home of
love, of joy, of the worldwide city of Paranne. Were lost,
all of us. Everything is lost.
Interlude
In Calimekka, a year marked by uneasy omens and
eerie events suffered a final blow on Galewansasday the
Feast of the Thousand Holies. On that day, the twenty-first day in
the month of Galewan, the people of the city gathered to celebrate
the Family gods and the old lost gods and remembered that not even
the gods live forever. The day was the Throalsday of the
Malefa-week of the month, and as such was a day that bore its own
dubious omens: Chance of loss, waiting pain.
But on that day, while traveling to the Winter Parnissery to
lead the prayer of remembrance, the carais, who had named the year
by lottery at its birth, and who had been chosen by the gods to be
its speaker, died of unknown but suspicious causes, and his year,
Gentle Seas and Rich Harvests, died with him. The parnissas
canceled the feast and convened in the parnissery, and for the last
six days of the month, they read oracles and cast lots and prayed.
They drew their new year, and found that the new year had been born
dead its carais, when they located her, had died the day
before, of unknown but suspicious causes.
Amial Garitsday, the first day of the month of Joshan, was
usually the day of Fedran, in which a morning of solitude and
prayer, fasting and silence was followed by midday tithing at the
nearest parnissery and the Breaking of the Silence, where
Calimekkans ate a traditional meal of plain rice and unspiced black
beans on cornbread. But the parnissas declared Fedran void, and did
not even collect their tithes. No one in the city could recall a
time when the parnissery had turned away its tithes, and the mood
of the city grew panicked, and people spoke of the coming of the
end of the world.
On that day and the following days, all vows and all holidays
waited, as did all contracts, all marriages, all new ventures; no
business could be carried on in the dead time between living years.
The parnissas, instead, after further prayer and divining, drew
another name from the great vat of yearnames. They went out in
search of their new carais, and this time found him alive, and
healthy. And that, perhaps, was the worst omen of all.
The carais was a man named Vather Son of Tormel, who had only a
month before been charged with the deaths of his wife and children,
all three of whom hed slaughtered, cooked, and eaten in a
brutal ritual the purpose of which he had refused to reveal even
under torture. He had been sentenced to die on the first day of
Joshan in Punishment Square for his crimes.
But the gods had given him their own reprieve no
executions could be carried out unwatched by a living year, so his
execution had waited the conclusion of the parnissas
business. And no carais could be executed during his or her term,
for the carais was chosen by the gods, and all his deeds, past and
present, became the instruments of the gods. So the murders of
Vathers wife and children were automatically, entirely, and
eternally forgiven. The judgment of the gods in choosing the carais
for the new year was final, and not subject to questioning by
mortals. So Vather Son of Tormel would be draped in gold cloth and
paraded before the people of Calimekka like a hero, and he and he
alone would speak for the new year.
Vather Son of Tormel named his year Devourer of
Souls.
Dafril smiled from his place within Sabir House at the
appropriateness of that name. Solander was dead, the Falcons
leaderless, and Luercas still invisible and, it seemed increasingly
likely, powerless. He reveled in the helplessness of this new
world, at the unguarded souls that flowed in endless torrents past
him, and he called his people together and laid out for them the
plans for their new city a city that would be built by
nothing less than the devouring of souls.
This was a good world he had brought them to. A good time. And
it would become their world and their time.
A few more technothaumatars, a few more pieces of the puzzle
filled in, and they would become the new immortals.
Book Three

Its
very large, the world, and thats what is and always
will be its saving grace. So look to far seas and distant
hills in your time of need, and welcome unlikely heroes, for help
comes from the strangest quarter.
THE BEGGAR IN THE GUTTER, IN ACT III OF THE TRAGEDY AND COMEDY OF THE SWORDSMAN OF HAYERES
BY VINCALIS THE AGITATOR
Chapter 43
In the last days of the month of
Brethwan, Kait ran through the snow-buried mountains that
surrounded Norostis, Shifted to beast form and lost in beast mind.
She hunted whatever moved mice, rabbits, small birds, deer
forced down from the peaks by the heavy snows above. She fed on raw
flesh, blood, and entrails; she rolled in the carcasses of her
kills; she slept in the hollows of dying trees, in banks of snow,
on sun-warmed boulders above ice-clotted streams. She rode Shift
obsessively, fighting off her woman-form, seeking oblivion from the
events that touched humanity.
She was, for the time that she could hold herself within the
beast body and the beast mind, beyond grief, beyond thinking,
beyond regret and pain and loss. She exulted in the bitter sting of
the wind, the violence of the weather, the pale hard blue of the
day sky and the still-lengthening nights. Her hungers were things
she could fill with food and sleep; her regrets were the quick
sharp pains of a missed pounce or a bit of game stolen by a larger
beast.
But she could not hold Shift forever. When, bloody, gaunt,
filthy, and stinking of dead things, she dragged herself back to
the camp where Alaristas Gyru-nalle band and
Dùghalls soldiers and her own people hid, she discovered
that shed lost a week. She had never been Karnee for so long.
She would have been amazed, but she was too tired to feel anything.
She gave herself a cursory wash, ate everything she could lay hands
on, and finally crawled into her cold tent and fell into the deep,
miserable sleep of post-Shift.
She woke two days later with the full weight of post-Shift
depression riding her. Her fugue had solved nothing. The problems
her world faced remained unsolved, but were a week more firmly
entrenched. The Reborn was still dead; her once-beloved cousin was
still a murderer not just of her own child but of the hopes of the
world; the Dragons still walked free and worked toward the day when
they would rule the world as gods from the backs of a world of
enslaved mortals.
This wont do, she whispered to herself.
If Im not yet dead, I cant act as if I
am.
So she forced herself to get up. She ate hugely, then washed,
ignoring the icy water, the howling wind. She dressed in the only
good clothing she had a fine winter suit of Gyru-nalles spun
wool with heavy fur boots and a long fur coat. She plaited her hair
and painted the symbols of devotion on her forehead and
eyelids.
She looked for answers as she had been taught by the parnissas.
She prayed to the Falcons god Vodor Imrish, who had
fallen silent with the death of his Reborn; to the Iberan gods whom
she had been taught to revere, but who had no place for a
magic-Scarred monster like her; and even to the old gods that her
parents had scorned as the superstitions of ignorant peasants. For
two days she fasted and prayed, but the gods had no word for
her.
She could have despaired then, but she didnt. If the gods
offered no answers, she would find one for herself. She took food
again, then meditated. She discovered that she did not wish to give
the world over to the Dragons without a fight, no matter how
hopeless that fight might be. She discovered that she still had
breath and will, the two things shed had before the death of
Solander. And she discovered that action even action she
firmly believed was hopeless gave rise to its own strange
breed of hope.
She began to wonder if she and the Falcons had overlooked
something in their rush to declare their cause lost and the Dragons
triumphant by default. Another three days spent poring through the
Secret Texts convinced her that they had.
So she sought out her uncle.
Dùghall lay in one of the Gyru wagons, wasting away. The
Gyru girl who had taken over tending him said that he had only
accepted bites of food and sips of water in the last days, that he
would get up to relieve himself but that he never spoke or moved
otherwise. She said shed begun bathing him each morning with
a bucket of cold water and coarse rags, partly because he had begun
to smell, but mostly because she hoped the rough treatment would
stir him to some sign of life. So far, she said, her plan had
failed.
Kait stepped up into the wagon and noted that, even after the
baths, Dùghall stank. He lay in a fetal position, curled under
several blankets, face to the featureless wall. His hair stuck out
at odd angles, unwashed, greasy, gone from black with a smattering
of gray to gray entire in the days since the Reborns death.
Where he had been lean the Reborns sword, hed
said now he was scrawny. He looked like a sick old man, like
a dying old man.
Uncle, she said, this has to end.
He said nothing. He didnt move, didnt twitch. The
rhythm of his breathing didnt even change. She counted his
breaths for a moment and realized that he had put himself into the
Falcon trance; he was far beyond the reach of her voice.
She shook him hard, and felt his breathing pick up, then fall
back into the slow trance-inducing rhythm. She considered her
options, didnt like any of them, and chose the least
offensive. She slapped him. Again she jarred him from his breathing
for an instant, but again he escaped her.
She was going to have to hurt him. A lot. She jammed her thumb
under his collarbone and pressed hard. He lost the rhythm of his
breathing entirely; he growled and tried to push her hand away. She
was stronger than he, though Karnee strength would have let
her best a stronger man than sick Dùghall and she
pushed harder; he whimpered with pain.
You cant sleep yourself to death, and I cant
hide inside the monster. There arent any answers there. You
know that. Youre hiding out of fear, but you cant be a
coward anymore. We need you. Get up.
Go away.
Get up or Ill break your collarbone. She
shifted her pressure from the space under the bone to the bone
itself, and bore down. She could feel the grinding of the ends of
the bone transmitted through her fingertips, and she shuddered and
gritted her teeth and pushed harder.
Dùghall yelled and flailed at her with his free arm.
Im not leaving, Uncle, and you arent going to
lie in here and die. Get up and face me. He tried to fall
back into trance, tried to regain the slow, steady breaths that
took him there, but she applied more pressure. She hated to hurt
him, but she could think of nothing that would force him to act
faster than intense pain. Better a broken bone than death. She
hardened herself to his eventual wordless scream, and was rewarded
for her efforts thankfully, before she had to snap the bone
in two.
He jerked himself upright in the narrow bed and turned to glare
at her. Get out of here, Kait.
No.
Let me die. The world is doomed, and I want to end before
it does.
I dont care what you want. We have things to do, you
and I.
Things to do. Dont make me laugh.
She stood over him, staring down, and said, The Reborn is
dead. Hes gone. His soul has slipped beyond our reach, and
nothing we can do can bring him back. This is the truth, isnt
it?
You know it is.
Yes. I finally do. And a thousand years of prophecy have
just come crashing down around our heads; the Dragons returned as
promised, and the Reborn came when he was supposed to, but Danya
has destroyed the prophecies and weve lost him forever.
Correct?
Dùghall sighed. Of course its correct! Why do
you think I want to die?
I think you want to die because youve become a
coward. Uncle, think with me for a moment. The prophecies are
shattered, the Secret Texts overturned in a single blow. What does
that mean?
He stared at her, his face creased with frustration. It
means were doomed, you idiot. With the Reborn gone, the
Dragons have already won.
Who says so? Kait asked.
What?
She asked again, patient. Who says so? Who says the
Dragons have already won?
Thats a stupid question. If the Reborn doesnt
lead us against the Dragons, then the Dragons will triumph. The
Secret Texts constantly refer to the doom that would come upon the
world if the Reborn did not conquer the evil at its
heart.
Kait nodded. I know what the Texts say. Ive spent
the last three days and three nights reading them yet again,
looking for anything that warns of the possibility of the
Reborns premature death.
He wasnt supposed to die.
No. He wasnt. Vincalis never considered his death a
possibility. Nowhere in all those prophecies does he say, If
the Reborns mother kills him at birth . . .
or If the Reborn dies before he can lead the Great Battle
. . . or anything else of that sort. Ive been
over every word again, Uncle. Such an occurrence doesnt exist
within the Texts pages.
I know that. Dùghalls evident annoyance
grew greater. I knew most of the Texts by heart long before
you were born.
Then answer my question. Who says that, because the Reborn
is dead, the Dragons have already won?
He glowered at her. She crossed her arms over her chest,
refusing to be cowed, and waited.
He said, as if speaking to a particularly stupid child,
The Texts clearly state that the Reborn is the key to
conquering the Dragons. So, if Solander cannot lead us, the Dragons
must win by default.
Kait shook her head. If the Reborn cannot lead us because
he died at birth, then the Texts no longer predict the future of
our world.
Clearly. Dùghall shrugged. The Texts
promised us the leadership of the Reborn, the city-civilization of
Paranne, and triumph over evil. Without them, we face doom,
destruction, and the Dragons hell on earth.
Kait smiled slowly, and asked him for the third time, Who
says so?
As he saw her smile, a puzzled expression crossed his face.
The Texts warn
Kait held up her hand. You and I have agreed that the
Texts have become invalid. Something has happened that Vincalis
could not foresee. So we cannot trust the Texts to guide us from
here on. Correct?
He nodded slowly.
So. What authority now tells you that the Dragons have
already won, that they cannot be defeated, that our world is
doomed?
Dùghall sat quietly for a moment. It only stands to
reason he began, but Kait shook her head, and he
stopped.
Uncle, the future is built by unreasonable men. You
told me that when I was a little girl, and again when you stood me
for my place among the diplomats.
He took a deep breath. Thats true. I have said
that.
So. Just tell me the name of the authority you now trust
to tell us our doom is a foregone conclusion, and Ill let you
go back to sleeping yourself to death.
He shook his head slowly, knowing what she wanted him to say,
but not wanting to say it. She could see the stubbornness on his
face the way his mouth compressed, the way his brows drew
down, the way his eyes tracked across the room, as if looking for
his answer among the wagons fittings and furnishings. His
arms locked across his chest, shutting away the possibility that he
might have been wrong.
She waited, patient as a cat at a mouses hole, and finally
her mouse came out.
There is no such authority, he admitted.
I know.
But how can we hope to win against the Dragons without
Solander?
She shrugged, and her smile grew broader. I dont
know. But finally youre asking the right question. She
sat down in the little chair across from Dùghalls bed.
I know this we are only beaten for sure if we
dont fight. And if we cant count on the Texts, we can
at least count on each other. She took a slow, shaky breath.
And the time to act is now. A thousand years ago, our
ancestors destroyed all of civilization rather than allow the
Dragons to carry out their plans for the world. They gave
everything to make sure their children and their childrens
children wouldnt be locked into eternal slavery, that
our souls would not be the fodder that fed the immortality of a
few powerful wizards. They fought and died so that we would live.
Now its our turn to fight. Weve suffered a bad loss,
but we cant let that stop us. We cant just hand the
future to the Dragons.
Dùghall looked at her warily. So who else have you
convinced of all of this, dear Kait?
Her smile became lopsided. Youre the first, Uncle
Dùghall. Youre going to help me convince everyone
else.
Dùghall gave her a wary smile and said, Did you know
Vincalis the Agitator was a playwright before he became a
prophet?
You told me something about that. That he gave up writing
plays when the Dragons executed Solander, and for a thousand days
cast oracles and wrote the Secret Texts.
Dùghall nodded and said, He created the road map by
which a thousand years of Falcons have steered their lives. But
some of the best things he ever said, and the truest, were not in
the Texts at all they were in his plays. The Dragons
overshadowed the world he lived in for most of his life, and they
were hard masters, brutal, murderous, and evil. Most men feared to
fight them in any manner. Vincalis fought them with words, but
carefully he never plainly wrote about the Dragons because
they would have killed him, and he taught that survival was the
first duty of a warrior. He wrote about great villains, and about
the small bands of heroes who dared to best them . . .
and he wrote many of those plays as comedies, because he could
always claim the innocuousness of comedy if questioned.
Dùghall looked down at the gnarled hands folded on his lap,
then glanced sidelong at her, and the ghost of a mischievous smile
played across his lips. Those who have no sense of humor
rarely realize how deadly humor can be.
So what did he say?
Dùghall closed his eyes. The putative hero of one of
my favorite plays, which he titled The Tragedy and Comedy of the
Swordsman of Hayeres, was the swordsman Kinkot, a mighty-thewed
master of weapons and a great lord. Kinkot swore to protect his
countrymen from a vile monster that ravaged the countryside
. . . but the monster proved to be too much for him. For
the first two acts of the play, every step he took against the
beast failed, and he became a laughingstock. He lost his lands, his
wealth, his title, even his sword, and by the beginning of the
third act he finds himself homeless, sitting on a street corner
holding a begging bowl and hoping to die.
Sounds like a hilarious comedy, Kait
said.
Dùghall snorted. Watching the cocky bastard getting
his ass kicked by the monster in the first two acts is
hilarious. But Vincalis never just wrote to entertain, and when
Kinkot has had his comeuppance and is sitting on the corner
begging, a fellow even worse off than he is lifts his head out of
the gutter and says, When youre beaten, when
youre crushed, when youre broken, you remember this,
boy nothing touches everyone in the world to the same
degree. Its very large, the world, and thats what is
and always will be its saving grace. So look to far
seas and distant hills in your time of need, and welcome unlikely
heroes, for help comes from the strangest quarter.
Kinkot, who has kicked this same beggar once in each of
the first two acts, listens to him this time. He gives the poor sot
his begging bowl and the few coins in it, and gets up to go off in
search of help, for humbled as he is, he finally realizes that he
cant beat the monster alone.
Right. Beggars are ever full of good advice and deep
wisdom. Thats why they spend their days lying in
gutters.
Dùghall shrugged. The plays were a part of their
time, and some of the storytelling is stylized, and some is a bit
. . . predictable. Nonetheless, Vincalis knew his
audiences. No sooner does Kinkot give the beggar the gift and
follow his advice than the poor sot transforms into a beautiful
young girl, and the girl, after kissing him and blessing him,
transforms herself into a tiny bird. The bird rides on
Kinkots shoulder, and the two of them, weaponless, go out to
face the monster one last time. The bird plucks a flea from under
its wing and flies to the monster and drops the flea on its back,
at the precise spot where he cant reach, and the monster,
driven mad by futile scratching, doesnt see Kinkot coming.
Kinkot breaks its neck with his bare hands, thus winning back
everything hed lost, plus the love of the girl who helped him
slay the beast.
Kait tipped her head and eyed her long-winded uncle.
Its a charming story, she told him, but
Im afraid I dont see your point.
You are the point, dear girl. Consider yourself
a death-sentenced Karnee coming to the salvation of the land
that sentenced you by rallying the Falcons who were supposed to
save it themselves. Youre the man in the gutter who becomes
the beautiful maiden who becomes the bird with the flea. You are
the unlikeliest of heroes. Vincalis would have loved you.
Im not a hero, she said quietly.
Im a coward like everyone else. Im just a coward
who would rather die fighting than die a slave.
Dùghall grinned slowly. Youre a coward, then,
if it pleases you to say so. And Im a coward as well. But
Im a coward who will rise and eat and dress myself, and who
will be about the work of the world. Have that nattering girl bring
me some food. Ive decided I wont die today.
Chapter 44
The sun crept over the horizon and a
single alto bell rang the station of Soma from Dogsisters
Tower near the Cloth Market. But when the bell finished ringing, a
new sound rolled across the region. The air rang like a crystal
bell, the sound coming from nowhere and everywhere at once. Horses
and cattle shied and balked and rolled their eyes back; birds
launched themselves into the air in great clouds; dogs whined and
cringed against the legs of their masters, then howled and ran.
Perhaps most ominous of all, a river of rats poured into the
streets and fled in all directions.
The ringing grew louder, and the air took on a pale green sheen.
Shopkeepers slammed the shutters of their just-opened shops and
followed the rats through the streets. Young women tucked their
babies under their arms and raced after them. Customers stopped
their bargaining in midnegotiation, stared wildly around them, and
fled. No one knew what was happening, but everyone knew it was
trouble.
The ringing grew even louder painfully loud and in
the center of the Cloth Market coils of green smoke crawled up out
of the shop floors and twisted toward the sky.
Only the old, the lame, and the foolhardy remained to see what
happened next.
Gashes opened in the ground, and shimmering white spears grew
out of the gashes like the fronds of pale ferns reaching toward the
sun. These spears unfurled gracefully and flowed both outward and
upward, spinning themselves into translucent towers and delicate
arches and fairy buttresses, into shining walls and corbeled
vaults, as if fashioned by the ganaan, the invisible folk of
old myth. The whitewashed, sun-baked brick buildings that had
occupied the ground from which they grew crumbled around them, and
the new structures swallowed the debris and all the
buildings contents leaving no trace. The shining white
buildings absorbed the people who had not been quick enough to
flee, too, enveloping them while they screamed and dissolving them
with terrible slowness.
White roads, softly textured, forgiving to the feet that would
tread upon them, oozed up from the cobblestone streets and spread
into lovely thoroughfares. Those who later would dare to step onto
their pristine surfaces would discover that horses hooves did
not clatter, nor cartwheels rattle, nor falling cargo clank when
striking them. The roads absorbed sound and gave back only a
gentle, restful hush that echoed the whisper of leaves in a cool
glade, the delicate murmur of a tiny waterfall chuckling down a
stony hillside to the brook below, or the sighing of a breeze that
tousled the tall grasses in a broad plain.
The magical city opened like a death rose within the heart of
Calimekka. It slowly encroached on other neighborhoods and devoured
them, too, filling the Valley of Sisters from the Black River to
the Garaye Pass, spinning itself up the passs obsidian face
and crawling along the top, covering Warriors Mount and
spreading from there to the old Churimekkan Quarter and the
Hammersmiths District.
At the end of two days the city finally seemed satisfied with
itself, for it threw out no more white feelers at its edges, and no
more roads shifted from cobblestone or pavingstone or brick to that
white, yielding, eternal stuff.
The survivors ten thousand left homeless, twice as many
thrown out of the dissolved businesses and markets it had consumed
gradually crept onto those whispering white streets and down
the broad, gleaming thoroughfares, past new fountains that tossed
sparkling diamonds of water into the air, past the tall white
pillars of gated walls, past mansions piled onto great houses
butted up against castles beautiful beyond all imagining, looking
for some surviving shred of those things and those places that had
been theirs.
Everything was gone. The survivors looked at each other and
whispered, Devourer of Souls has spoken. They
wondered at the fates of those who had not fled. And they silently
congratulated themselves for having been wise enough to flee, for
they counted themselves lucky that they had survived at all.
What they didnt know was what to do next. Dared they knock
on the great gates of one of those castles and demand reparation
for a lost home, lost belongings, a lost friend? The survivors
huddled in little knots, discussing with each other the probable
outcomes of such action. In an ill-omened year, with an evil carais
singing like a madman from the balcony of his palace, showering
down curses on the city and all who inhabited it, they thought they
were likely to find nothing but pain and grief beyond those
shimmering white gates. So at last, silently, in little clusters,
they crept away from the newborn city, having done nothing.
From inside the gates and behind the walls, the Dragons in their
new citadel watched and laughed. The Calimekkans were timid mice,
terrified of the cats within their domain. And with reason. They
would have taken great delight in making examples of any who dared
to protest.
They touched the smooth magic-born walls they had created, and
they heard the souls of the sacrificed crying within them. Again
they smiled. Such walls, held together by human souls, would last
as long as the earth on which they were built. The Dragons called
their new city Citadel of the Gods, and looked to the nearing day
when they would be gods not just in their dreams, but in fact.
The Calimekkans, who also heard the Dragons walls
whispering, and who felt the trembling, frantic terror of those
trapped within the lovely, silky whiteness of gates and pillars,
arches and balustrades, were not so poetic about the white canker
in the heart of Calimekka. They named the city-within-the-city New
Hell.
Chapter 45
Hasmal curled next to Alarista in her
narrow bed, hiding from the cold morning air. The sun was up, and
light streamed through the tiny panes of the window and cast a
golden glow on the lovely hand-rubbed wood surfaces . . .
and outlined the curls of steam that puffed from his nose every
time he breathed. Here, just south of the town of Norostis, in the
Glasburg Mountains on the edge of the Veral Territories, winter was
a harsh master, and he would have gladly stayed in bed all day to
avoid its chilling touch.
He pulled Alarista closer and nuzzled the back of her neck.
Wake up, he whispered. I dont want to be
alone.
She sighed and curled tighter against his body, but didnt
wake up. So he lay staring at the sunlight, holding her and hating
his thoughts. He and Alarista would have this winter, with the
innocence of their lovemaking and the time they spent in each
others presence. They would have this bliss, this brief
happiness brighter than anything he had ever known.
But the short cold days and the long sweet nights would end with
springs thaw, and behind this season, another winter was
already building a winter of a different sort.
He and Alarista had thrown the zanda and cast bones and
summoned Speakers, had sought the trances of Gyru drums and Falcon
caberra incense, looking for some sign that they could hope to live
out their years in peace together. But every oracle and every
attempt had said the same thing. The Dragons held Calimekka, and
would soon reach out for the rest of the world, and no one would
escape slavery. Dragon power grew, and with it Dragon greed. They
snuffed out not just lives but souls to build their new
city, as unheeding of the price they exacted from others as cattle
were of the clover they ate. They created beauty with a heart of
ugliness; they spread; they conquered; and soon they would complete
the spell that would pin all the world beneath their feet forever.
Soon they would finish the complex machinery that would power the
spell that would make them immortal.
Then slaverys cold winter would come to Matrin
forever.
Alarista stirred, and Hasmal held her tighter. I love
you, he said, pushing eternal winter from his mind as best he
could.
She rolled over to face him, and kissed his forehead and his
nose and his eyelids, and said, I love you, too.
He stroked her hip and said, Lets leave today. We
can get the wagon down into Norostis, and as soon as the roads
clear we can travel to Brelst. Ill work for our passage on
the first ship sailing to Galweigia or New Kaspera or any of the
Territories, he said. Theres land in Galweigia
going begging theyre desperate for settlers. We can be
together, a long way from Calimekka and the Dragons. Perhaps we can
have a whole life together before they reach that
far
Alarista pressed a finger to his lips, smiled sadly, and shook
her head. Before they reach far enough to destroy us. Or our
children. After theyve already destroyed everyone we ever
knew or loved that we were callous enough to leave behind.
She kissed his lips lightly and snuggled closer to him. Her skin
was softer than silk beneath his fingers.
He closed his eyes to shut out the sun, the proof that time
passed and the end of the world drew nearer, and he wished for the
sea, for distance, for a safe place to hide her from the hell that
came.
We cant run, she said. Were
Falcons. Even if we cant win, even if we cant fight, we
have to stand. She kissed him again and said, You know
this is true.
I only know that I waited my entire life to find you, and
I havent had you long enough. I want peace for us, Ris. I
want us to live out our lives in a world without fear. I want more
time.
Her soft laugh startled him. How much time would be
enough, Chobe? A year? Ten years? Fifty? A hundred? A thousand?
When could you say, Weve had long enough. Weve
had our share, and let me die? Or when could I willingly let
you go?
Hasmal rolled the future forward in his mind and could not find
that moment in all of eternity. Never, he said at last.
Unless Im with you forever, I wont have had
enough time.
She nodded. Me either. So if the world ends now or in a
hundred years, you and I will suffer the same from our
parting.
Yes.
Then how do we justify turning our backs on the others
that we love? We cant run away while they stay behind,
because if we lived knowing that all of them were gone dead
or tortured by the Dragons and that we had abandoned them to
suffer their fates alone, we would poison our love for each other.
We would lose the one thing we cherish most.
I cant lose you, Hasmal told her.
Yet you will. Remember Vincalis: Nothing bites more
bitterly than knowledge of mortality. No matter what we do,
well eventually die, love, and either you will die first, or
I will . . . or perhaps . . . if were
lucky . . . well die together. But someday this
will end.
Hasmal closed his eyes. I dont want it to end. I
want forever.
Well find each other again. Beyond the Veil, or in
new bodies, in new times. . . .
I want you and me. Us. I want what we have
now. These bodies, this time, this world, forever.
I know. But nobody gets that. We have this moment. That
has to be enough.
He pulled her hard against his chest, kissing her, touching her,
driven by the terror of future loss. She responded vehemently. They
wrapped themselves around each other and clung together, seeking
within the pressures of flesh and the warmth of passion a place
beyond the pain, seeking within their lovemaking and their love the
promise of eternity.
For just an instant, they found it.
Chapter 46
They werent impressed; Kait could
see it in their eyes.
So the few of us here will march back to
Calimekka
or sail
or sail, right . . . and attack the
Dragons on their home ground, now that theyve had all this
time to dig in
and knowing that we havent even
prophecy to suggest that we have a hope of
winning
lest we forget that
and you define this as bringing us
hope?
Kait nodded.
New definition of the word, Yanth said.
Not one I would have ever considered. Hasmal crossed
his arms over his chest.
Still dont. Getting killed in Calimekka so that we
can say we tried does not even come close to my definition of
regaining our hope. That from one of Dùghalls
soldiers at the back of the meeting tent.
Kait frowned at Dùghall. He shrugged; hed said
theyd be hard to convince.
Alarista had been sitting beside Hasmal, her hand in his. Now
she pulled away from him and stood. Im with you, Kait.
Whatever I can do, Ill do.
What if its just the three of you? Hasmal
asked. You and Kait and Dùghall?
Then it will be the three of us, Alarista said.
I dont care.
Ry had been watching quietly from the back of the tent. He moved
forward. It wont be just the three of you. I dont
know that I think you have much of a chance of winning, but if we
do nothing, we have no chance. Ill take something over
nothing.
One by one, Rys men stood, too Yanth and Jaim and
Trev. I follow Ry, Yanth said.
Jaim said, As do I.
Trev said, I dont know where my sisters are hiding,
but wherever they are, they arent safe from these Dragons.
Ill do anything to help them. So Ill fight.
Ry and three standing lieutenants looked at Valard, who still
sat. He looked up at them and sighed and slowly shook his head.
Ill pray to the old god of hopeless causes on your
behalf; hes sure to take an interest in you, he said.
But I think Ill stay here and drink to your health and
good fortune, and hear about your heroism from the
criers.
Kait was shocked. Shed thought Ry and his men were
inseparable. Valards defection made all of them seem suddenly
smaller and weaker and more . . . well, more mortal. But
Ry only nodded. Your choice, he said.
My choice, Valard agreed.
His cowardice worked in Kaits favor, though. The leaders
of the troops Dùghall had recruited back in the islands
conferred with each other. His many sons stood as one, and Ranan,
who had led the army in Dùghalls absence, said, I
do not speak for the troops in general, but only for my brothers.
We will fight. Our lives are yours.
When he and his brothers sat down, the highest-ranking of the
troops rose, glanced with disgust at Valard, and turned to
Dùghall. Youve paid us on time and we havent
done anything for the money weve already earned. Neither you
nor your sons commanded us to follow you into this you say
it isnt what you hired us for. But we say you hired us to
fight for you, and where you lead, well follow. If you needed
us before, you need us even more now.
He touched his heart with his fingertips in quick salute and sat
back down.
Hasmal sighed and reached a hand up to take Alaristas
again. You know I wont leave you to face the Dragons
without me. Where you are, there Ill be, too.
She looked down at him and smiled. He pulled her down to his
side and wrapped his arms around her and kissed the side of her
neck.
Most of the Gyru-nalles volunteered their help, too. A few
followed Valards lead and declined, but when the last of
those present declared their intentions, Kait found herself at the
head of a small army.
And with no idea what to do with it.
She guessed that her volunteers numbered no more than two
hundred, and though she might acquire other volunteers as she
traveled toward Calimekka, she couldnt hope to rival the
forces the Dragons would be able to command, either in numbers or
in training.
She thought of General Talismartea again, and his assertion that
there was always a way to win if one was but willing to redefine
victory. Her forces could not hope to attack Calimekka outright and
conquer the Dragons by force. So clearly they needed such a
redefinition. Or else they needed a miracle.
* * *
Kait and Ry sat on the two chairs in
Alaristas wagon; she and Hasmal sat side by side on the wall
bench. The corner stove took the chill off the air and the hot,
spicy kemish she drank warmed her from the inside. Storm
lamps gave off bright, cheerful light, but the mood inside the
wagon was as gray as the day.
Alarista said, Were running out of time. With the
thaws, the road will clear and well be able to travel again.
Dùghalls troops are training, my people are training
with them but we still dont know how were going
to use our people. Once we can move, we dont dare
delay.
Kait glanced out the window at the thick blanket of snow that
covered the ground, and at the clouds that crawled around the ring
of mountains that walled the camp, pregnant with moisture, dark and
heavy. The Gyrus said they could smell spring coming; Kait believed
them. Everyone said that yet another month would pass before the
thaws began in earnest, but once or twice at midday shed
smelled wet earth and the first hints of new life in the air. The
new year had come upon the rebels before they were ready for it
she and the others in the camp had hurriedly drawn lots and
a young man from Dùghalls troops had named the year
We Hope for Better Days. As carais, hed led them in a
solemn celebration of Theramisday, after which everyone returned to
their preparations.
Kait poured herself another cup of kemish, the Gyru
concoction of cocova, hot red pepper, and ground dried fish paste
served in boiling water. She was the only one of the harayee
the Gyru word for non-Gyrus in the camp who liked the
drink. She added a pinch of salt and sipped hers, and nodded to
Alarista. Youre right. But we have no plan.
Hasmal sighed. Two hundred people against all the Dragons,
the allies theyve made, and the armies theyve
built? He had a cup of herb tea, which he sipped. Well
enough. Heres your plan. We walk up to the city wall, declare
that we have come to conquer Calimekka . . . and while
the guards are helpless with laughter, we climb the wall, break
into the Dragon stronghold without being caught, capture the Mirror
of Souls, use it to destroy the Dragons, and win back
Calimekka.
Ry laughed bitterly. Good plan. He warmed his hands
around his cup of tea but didnt drink. He turned to Kait and
said, If we had ten thousand well-trained troops, we might be
able to take the city. But even with battle-hardened warriors, I
wouldnt count on it, because we dont have the right
sort of wizards. Your Falcons practice only defensive magic, which
is useless in an attack. He took a tiny sip of the tea and
put the cup down. The Wolves might have done something
against the Dragons, if they hadnt been taken over from
inside. But two hundred people arent enough to do
anything.
Kait had been staring at a few fat snowflakes that were
spiraling down to the ground. An idea sparked in her mind, found
fuel there, and began to blaze. For a moment, she thought that
surely her idea had been considered and rejected by others. But no
one else, not even Ry, had her perspective.
She faced the rest of them and put her kemish down.
Have any of you considered, she said, that
perhaps we cannot come up with a plan, not because we are planning
with too few people, but because we are planning with too
many?
The other three stared at her as if shed begun to drool
and froth at the mouth, and Hasmal laughed. No.
Ry shook his head. We have uncounted problems, but a
surfeit of allies isnt one of them.
Alarista said, I dont think you need to drink any
more kemish if thats the effect its going to
have on you.
Kait persisted. Listen. What are the objectives we
must accomplish in order to beat the Dragons and free
Calimekka? She ticked them off on her fingers. One, we
must get into the city. Two, we must regain control of the Mirror
of Souls. Three, we must remove the Dragons from the bodies
theyve stolen. Weve only talked about how two hundred
people could accomplish those objectives. But perhaps we need to
consider how two might.
Ry was no longer smiling. Two? He stared into her
eyes, suddenly tense, his scent abruptly marked by excitement.
She nodded, the look just for him. Two.
Tell me what youre thinking.
The only way to get to Calimekka from here now, before the
roads clear, would be to travel through the air, because the roads
out of the mountains are impassable until spring and even if we
could get to Brelst the winter seas are deadly; the ships are all
in warmer ports now. By air, we could travel above the clouds and
literally drop into the city in the darkness, bypassing the
gates and the guards and whatever other security measures the
Dragons have added to Calimekka since we fled.
We could fly in if we had an airible, Hasmal agreed.
But the airibles are all in Calimekka, in the hands of our
enemies.
Two of us . . . dont need an
airible, Kait said softly.
Rys eyes grew wary.
Alarista raised an eyebrow. Youve been hiding your
uncles bird-girl? Someone who can drop a flea on the
Dragons backs? I would see that miracle myself.
Ry shook his head so slightly that Kait wondered if perhaps
shed imagined it. The fear she read in his eyes made her
think she hadnt.
She leaned her head against his shoulder and under her breath
said, If we do this, the secret will be out. The Falcons will
have to provide shields and protective spells.
He murmured, Too many people know now. The more who know,
the more who can betray . . . the two.
Alarista had better ears than Kait would have given her credit
for. She asked, Know what?
Hasmal looked from Kait to Ry and back to Kait, frowning. Kait
couldnt begin to guess what he was thinking.
Ry leaned back and said, I agree that the secret
cant be a secret from everyone if . . . they
. . . these two, are to get into the city. But perhaps
exposing the secret itself could wait.
Kait frowned. And if we cant explain to people how
. . . these two can get all the way from Norostis to
Calimekka in two or three days, or even how theyre going to
get out of the mountains at all in the dead of winter, why will
they want to help? And theres something else to consider.
Maybe the two who will go need to know from the beginning that the
people they need to trust wont turn on them. Because we can
make all the plans in the world, Ry, but if the troops wont
support the assault team, those plans will mean nothing.
Ry turned his head away from her. Do what you
want.
Alarista said, I think my question about the bird-girl is
somehow closer to the truth than I imagined. Yes?
Kait studied her with all her senses and noted nothing dangerous
in Alaristas movements, her scent, the speed of her
breathing, or any of a hundred other tiny cues that could alert the
wary to their own imminent danger.
Im Scarred, Kait said.
Alarista grew still. Head cocked to one side, eyes watchful, she
said, Not visibly.
Visibly sometimes.
The silence inside the wagon had its own weight.
And sometimes . . . you can . . .
fly?
Kait nodded.
You . . . skinshift?
Another nod.
How have you But I wont ask that. Weve
hidden the Scarred among our people as well. I know some of the
ways it can be done. How you survived to adulthood really
doesnt matter. That you can help us now She
looked down at her hands. But you said two, and
he with a nod to Ry knew what you were
talking about. So she looked at Ry again, this time
searching for something you are a skinshifter as
well?
Were Karnee, he said.
Karnee. Alarista breathed the word. She said nothing
for a long time; when she spoke again, it was to say, Then
some still survive.
Some. Rys scent revealed the impatience, the
distrust, and the anger that his face and posture hid. Kait watched
Alarista, but most of her attention focused on him. He was tensing,
preparing to do something rash if Alaristas responses
betrayed any tendency toward treachery.
She seemed only nervous, though, and curious. She leaned
forward, her eyes round and puzzled. And you would willingly
help Iberans? Id think youd be dancing with delight
now, knowing that they were suffering some of the same horrors they
would have inflicted on you.
Ry shrugged. To an extent youre right. I cant
say that the suffering of everyone in Calimekka wounds me. There
are members of my own Family, for example, who deserve to suffer.
Members of the parnissery, too. And . . . His eyes
tracked briefly to Kait, then quickly refocused on Alarista when he
realized shed seen his look. And others, who have made
their livelihoods from the suffering of others.
Kait suspected that he referred to the other Families, but
didnt want to say anything of the sort in front of her
because her own Family was gone. She wouldnt have been
offended. Shed discovered the hard way that not all of the
Galweighs had been as idealistic as shed once believed.
She said, But even though both of us have reason to feel
that the Dragons are dispensing some justice, the fact that
they are is accidental. More innocent suffer than guilty. And the
Reborn wanted to bring love to the world. The Dragons
. . . they have nothing to do with love.
Alarista said, Not that you know of.
I know what they intended to do to me.
Alarista raised an eyebrow. You were in the Dragons
hands and lived?
Kait said, Long story. Ill tell you another
time.
Back to the point, then. Hasmal took a pastry out of
the jar Alarista kept beside the table and nibbled on it. You
say the two of you can fly into Calimekka at night and drop into
the heart of the Dragons territory without being
caught.
We would hope to, Kait said. I cant
promise that we would succeed.
No. Of course not. But you at least have the potential to
make the attempt.
Yes.
Hasmal took a big bite of the pastry and chewed thoughtfully.
Thats certainly a benefit for us . . . but
what would you do once you got there?
Kait smiled. Im not sure how well this would work,
but heres my idea. We would have to identify the Dragons, and
secretly mark each of them the way Dùghall marked the three
that you and Ian met with at the inn.
Alarista frowned. Marked?
Hasmal nodded. Falcon viewing spell. Dùghall taught
it to me. He touched each of the three Dragons we met with a linked
talisman the talisman absorbed into the skin instantly, and
we could have watched the three subjects in viewing glasses for
several days. We . . . well, we ended up not being able
to, but that was a problem of situation rather than
technique.
So your plan calls for the two of you to get within
touching distance of each of the Dragons? Alarista was
shaking her head. Thats insane.
If its our only chance of destroying them, it
isnt insane. Kait ran her thumb around the top of her
cup and stared out at the snow, now falling harder. She wasnt
sure how she and Ry could get close enough to the enemy to plant
the talismans, but if they had to do it, they would find a
way. Dùghall made a tiny Mirror of Souls out of a ring
and some wire, Ris. He used the viewing glass and the talisman to
connect with the soul of one of the Dragons, and he summoned that
Dragons soul into the ring. Its still in there.
Hell show you if you want to examine it. I was thinking if we
could create enough talismans and Mirrors, you and the other
Falcons could sit here in the mountains and pull the Dragons
souls out one by one.
Ry said, If we can get close enough to the Dragons to
touch them, we can get close enough to steal the Mirror of Souls.
With that, we could get all of them at once.
Kait said, We cant guarantee that we could get to
the original Mirror of Souls. And if we go to Calimekka with only
that plan and we fail, we wont have any alternative but to
retreat. If we go prepared to get them one at a time and we get
lucky enough to steal the original Mirror, then our job gets
easier. But if we cant get it, we can still win. It will just
take longer.
Ry leaned back and rested his left ankle on his right knee. His
chair teetered on two legs, and Kait expected him to go over
backward at any moment. All right. Considered that way, as a
plan and a backup plan, your idea has merits. So how do we get to
the Dragons?
Kait shrugged. Why dont we get the Falcons to work
producing the talismans and viewing glasses and miniature Mirrors
well need? In the time it takes them to do that, well
figure out a way to get to the Dragons.
* * *
Dùghall showed the tiny Mirror to Alarista
and demonstrated how hed created the Mirror spell, and she
and Hasmal and Trev and Jaim and Yanth went to work. They gathered
every scrap of glass, silver, gold, copper, and bronze in the camp,
and all the available wire as well. They enlisted the help of the
Gyru smiths and metalworkers, and drew wire and hammered rings and
fashioned tiny mirrors by the hundreds, imbuing each with a drop of
their own blood and essence, focusing purely on the good they would
do by returning evicted souls to their rightful bodies and freeing
the enslaved people of Calimekka. They sent children into the town
of Norostis to buy up all the stocks of the herbs tertulla and
batrail. They cut glass and silvered the backs to create viewing
glasses, and formed tiny tablets of herbs compressed around a bit
of fingernail, a snip of a single hair, a scrape of skin from the
inside of the mouth talismans linked to their makers that
would sink into the skin without trace and link the watched to the
watcher until bodies absorbed the foreign elements and reworked
them into parts of the self. They worked days and nights, catching
sleep only when they had to, while Kait and Ry rested and ate and
planned. Obsessively planned.
Within two weeks, the supplies were ready.
Neither Kait nor Ry knew how they were going to get to each of
the Dragons, but they knew how they were going to begin looking.
Now it was time to act.
Both had held off Shift as long as possible. Both had eaten
hugely to fuel their bodies for the coming drain on their
energy.
On the fifth day of the month of Drastu, which was Amial
Makuldsday, Kait and Ry climbed through the wet and clinging snow
from what everyone hoped would be the last storm of the season to
the top of Straju Mountain. Straju was the highest peak near the
camp. The climbing was treacherous, and Shifting would have been
easier, but neither of them dared Shift. They couldnt know
how long they would be able to hold Shift once theyd changed,
and their plan would require every extra moment they could eke from
their bodies.
When they reached a high south-facing cliff, they stripped off
their winter clothes and left them piled against the lee side of a
boulder. Theyd said their good-byes to everyone else back in
the camp. Now they turned to each other.
I could go alone, Ry said. If I knew you were
safe, I would gladly go to Calimekka by myself.
Kait touched his face. And if you went alone, I dont
know that I would survive until your return. You already know I
have to go, too.
He pulled her close and they embraced, shivering in the cold,
some of the warmth of their naked bodies passing between them but
most escaping into the icy mountain wind.
I know. Youre sure well fly when we
jump?
Kait said, No. But I hope we will. I did before.
He nodded. They each put on the oddly shaped packs which Kait
had designed packs made to accommodate their flight-Shifted
bodies. The packs held typical Calimekkan clothes, some money, and
of course the talismans. They both had talismans embedded in their
own skin at Dùghalls insistence; he refused to allow
them to leave without being able to know of their fate. The
talismans they wore were special, and would last at least a
month, Dùghall had said, and perhaps two.
Knowing that they were being watched made their last embraces
awkward.
Ry said, I love you, Kait.
Kait pressed her face to his chest and listened to his heart
beating. I love you, too.
They looked at each other, then down to the rocky gorge far
below their feet.
Kait shivered, more afraid at that moment than she had been when
she jumped from the tower back in Calimekka. The rocks beneath her
bare feet cut into her soles. Her teeth shook from the cold, her
skin goosebumped and her body begged for Shift. This is for
our future, she murmured.
Ry heard her even though she hadnt really been speaking to
him. This is for them, but its for us, too. For you and
me and a world where we can live together.
Kait nodded. I know. She gripped his hand tightly in
her own, and said, The rocks down there look so
. . . hungry.
Ry pulled her close again and kissed her fiercely. If this
is all we have, it was enough, Kait. Ill find you in another
life.
She felt his body shivering against hers. She wrapped her arms
around him and pressed her face into the soft fur of his chest.
Ill meet you above the clouds.
I promise.
They leaped from the cliff, and fell.
Chapter 47
A voice spoke to Trev as he lay in his
tent dreaming. Your sisters heads are on the wall, the
voice said, and showed him a vision. His two once-beautiful
sisters bodies hung from the Bay Wall in Calimekka, and their
heads, bloated and rotting, decorated pikes along the top. Ry
put them there with his lies, with his betrayals. You cannot save
your sisters, but you can have your revenge. Kill him if you can;
or if you cant kill him, simply come. Outside the camp
youll find a conveyance waiting for you. Step onto it and say
the words, Take me to my friend, and you will have your
wish.
Trev opened his eyes to darkness. Horrible pictures still burned
in his mind, too horrible to be believed. But what if they were
true? He had convinced himself that his sisters had left the city
because no one hed questioned knew otherwise. There had been
no public executions, so he had let himself believe they were still
alive. But he didnt know. Now he had to know. He had an idea
that would show him, though it seemed a risky one. With the little
magic he had learned from Hasmal, he thought he might seek out a
Speaker and force it to give him the truth.
He lay still, concentrating. Hed never done magic alone
before, but he was certain he knew the way to form the spell. He
could use his own blood the Falcons said a man should never
use anything that wasnt his to power a spell. So a drop or
two of his own blood on a mirror circled with salt, a few careful
words to summon the voice of the dream, and he would see if
nightmares plagued only his sleep, or if they had reached into the
waking world to take him.
He struggled free of the tangled bedroll and looked around the
tent. Valard still had supplies in his magic bag, since hed
been too busy drinking and mourning the certain end of the world to
help make the talismans and mirrors and viewing glasses that might
stop it. Even better for Trevs needs, Valard was at that
moment with one of the Gyru girls; he was always with the Gyru
girls these days, or sucking down fermented goats milk or
hard grain alcohol with the men. So Trev could safely borrow his
equipment.
Which he did.
He didnt dare light a lamp to guide his work; Yanth slept
to one side of him and Jaim to the other, and either would be more
than a little curious to find him summoning spirits in the middle
of the night. So he opened the tent flap enough that flickering
light from one of the camps watchfires illuminated his little
workplace. It did its job unevenly, but he had to be grateful for
what he could get.
He pulled out Valards mirror and salt, and pricked the tip
of his finger with a knife, carefully dripping his blood into a
little puddle on the mirrors surface. For just a moment the
light that came through the open flap was bright enough that he
could see that the mirror was dirty, streaked with something. That
bothered him, but his blood was already on the surface and he
didnt want to waste it by wiping it off, cleaning the mirror,
and then having to cut himself again. Besides, hed had a hard
time remaining silent the first time he cut himself. He didnt
know if he could do it a second time without waking someone.
With a finger, he drew his blood into a triangle and whispered
the first half of the incantation Hasmal had taught him for
summoning Speakers from the Veil. Then he poured a thin line of
salt onto the diagram, being sure not to leave any openings.
He finished the incantation by saying:
Speaker step within the walls
Of earth and blood and air;
Bound by will and spirit,
You must bide your presence there.
Answer questions with clear truth,
Do only good and then
Return to the realm from whence you came
And dont come back again.
The salt on the mirror burned pale blue, and Trev
leaned over it with his body, blocking the light. The flames
flickered, then steadied. Within the heart of the triangle, a spark
appeared and grew into a translucent finger-tall image of a man.
His diaphanous robes blew in a wind that never reached beyond the
triangle; his long hair tossed as if he stood in the center of a
storm. He crossed his arms over his chest and lifted his chin and
glared up at Trev with glowing eyes.
What do you want to know?
Trev shivered. Hasmal had said the Speakers could be dangerous
and sometimes spiteful. Hed said that, although they always
spoke the truth, they didnt always tell it in ways a man
could correctly interpret. But hed never said how terrifying
it was to see one standing on ones own mirror, caged by
nothing but a thin line of blood and salt. Feeling the tiny,
glowing mans anger seeping into the air, Trev had difficulty
finding his tongue. He said, I had . . . I had a
. . . a dream. That . . . that my sisters were
dead. Killed. With their . . . their . . .
their heads on a wall in Calimekka. What was that dream?
The man looked at him. It was no dream. It was the truth,
given to you by . . . He paused and smiled.
By a friend.
Trev closed his eyes tightly. The image of the two bloated heads
on the wall returned to him, clear and sharp, this time as painful
as a knife in the belly. Alli and Murdith couldnt be dead
hed promised each of them hed find them suitable
husbands from within the upper ranks of Families. Hed gotten
them into a circle of people his parents wouldnt have even
dared speak to. Hed done everything he could to protect them,
to care for them, to cherish them . . . and they had died
like criminals, with him far away and unable to save them.
Who reached me? he asked when he could find words
again. Why did he tell me about my sisters? Why does he say
they were killed because of Ry?
The Speakers response was elliptical. Rys
secrets were found out, he said. His lies caught up
with him, but because those who punish lies could not reach him,
they reached those close to him. Your parents, too, are dead, as
are the families of Rys other friends. All of you have lost
everything. All of you will return to nothing, no matter whether
the Dragons are routed from the city or not.
Who killed them? Trev said.
The one who wielded the blade acted on the orders of
others, the one who gave the orders acted on the order of others,
and that one, too, was simply following orders. If you follow the
chain back to the beginning, it leads to Ry and the day he swore
that he would stay in Calimekka and lead his Familys Wolves
and broke his oath that very night.
No matter what he asked, the Speaker refused to answer directly.
Trev frowned, trying to think of a way to phrase his question that
would force the Speaker to tell him what he wanted to know
who had actually put his sisters to death, and who had reached him
in this out-of-the-way place to tell him of it. And why that person
had bothered.
Outside the tent, the wind gusted, and snow blew in, swirling
over the bedrolls and landing on the mirror. Trev crouched down to
shield it. But the few snowflakes that landed on the diminishing
line of salt and blood melted, creating a bridge from the inside of
the triangle to the outside, and the dirty streak that smeared the
glass.
The Speaker, becoming more transparent with every instant, and
watching his flames beginning to gutter out, saw the bridge and
shrieked. Before Trev could do anything, the spirit screamed,
Free! in a voice no louder than a whisper, and leaped
out of the triangle of blood and salt. He skidded across the
streaks on the glass and howled, Its blood! Its
blood! Now youre mine!
Then he disappeared.
Trev stared at the place where the Speaker had been. He
didnt know why hed been spared whatever fate the spirit
had intended for him, but he also didnt care that hed
been spared. His sisters, for whom he had lived, were dead. The
voice in his dreams might have blamed Ry, but Trev knew perfectly
well that Ry was not to blame.
He had chosen to follow Ry,
knowing when he did that he was leaving Murdith and Alli in
Calimekka without their single most determined supporter. Had he
stayed, they would have still been alive. Or he would have been
dead with them.
Either outcome would have been acceptable to him.
Ry was on his way to destroy the Dragons, and Trev still wished
him well.
He had promised to aid the Falcons in destroying
them. But hed broken another promise, one hed made
years earlier, and one to which hed sworn his life. Hed
failed to protect his little sisters, the two people he loved most
in the world. He had broken his own oath.
He stared at the little knife with which hed drawn his
blood. It was sharp, but not enough of a blade for his new needs.
His daggers lay at the top of his bedroll two exquisite
blades suitable to his station, both gifts from Ry. He chose the
one carved with the crest that declared him an ally of the Sabir
Family. He unwrapped the wool blanket from around his shoulders and
unlaced his shirt, and rested the dagger on his chest to the left
of his breastbone, prodding with his fingers to be sure that its
point sat between two ribs and not above one.
He closed his eyes and said, Im sorry, Alli.
Im sorry, Murdith. Ill serve you better when we meet
beyond the Veil.
Then, before he could think about what he was doing, he drove
the blade through his heart.
* * *
Across the camp, Valard flung himself away from
the girl hed been pawing and dragged himself to his knees.
His face twisted in pain, and he screamed and began to claw at his
skin. The girl shouted, Whats the matter? Whats
the matter? but before she could get to her feet to run for
help, the spell, whatever it had been, seemed to pass. He stopped
screaming and his face took on an expression of wonder.
Valard got to his feet, muttering, Im free. Im
free. He looked around the little wagon as if hed never
seen it before.
What are you doing? the girl asked, but he only
looked at her for an instant, then shook his head. He wrapped a
wool blanket around himself and, otherwise naked, stepped out of
the wagon into the night, leaving the door swinging and the wind
howling behind him. The girl swore and threw an empty bottle of the
liquor theyd been sharing after him, and rose, shivering, and
slammed the door and locked it.
Meanwhile, Valard marched across the snow, oblivious to the cold
and the wind, until he reached the edge of the camp. There he found
a smooth disk of whitest metal, decorated around the rim with
characters that glowed faintly green in the darkness. He stepped
into its center and said, Take me to my friend.
The green glow brightened, and the metal disk whined, and he and
it both disappeared.
* * *
Dùghall crouched by Trevs body and
cupped a hand over the mirror, not touching it but carefully
reading its energy through his skin.
What does it mean? Yanth asked.
A moment. The traces were muddled and ugly and hard
to unravel. He was patient, though, and thorough. At last he felt
he had the gist of what had happened. Trev used Valards
kit to summon a Speaker, he told Yanth and Jaim, who stood
just behind him. He evidently didnt clean the mirror
first, because some of Valards blood was still on it. The
Speaker came, but it was a Speaker influenced by dark magic
I would guess that it was directed by the Dragons, though that I
cannot be sure of. I dont know what the Speaker told Trev,
but he is dead by his own hand and I find clear traces that
the Speaker escaped and linked itself through Valards blood
on the mirror to his body. Which means Valard is now possessed by
the spirit of a Speaker. Where the Speaker compelled Valard to go,
I also cannot say. He stood and looked up into Yanths
eyes. But Speakers are by their nature cruel, and this one
was magically influenced by evil as well, which makes the situation
graver still; if we find Valard, we will have to kill
him.
Cant we exorcise the Speaker, or put him into a ring
the way you put the soul of the Dragon into a ring? Jaim
asked.
The Dragons are human. Their souls cannot infect a body;
they can only inhabit it. Speakers are . . . other. Some
say they are demons, some say they are the ghosts of monsters from
other worlds or other planes. I dont know what they are, but
I know that when they possess a man, they possess him until his
death.
Yanth blinked rapidly and his lips pressed into a thin, hard
line. His eyes gleamed suspiciously bright as he looked down at
Trevs body where it still lay facedown on his bedroll in a
pool of blood. It all falls apart, he whispered.
Jaim rested a hand on his shoulder. These are dark
days.
These days are the hell of the old gods, visited on us
because we forgot them, Yanth said. Dùghall heard the
rasp in his voice that betrayed the depth of his emotion.
Perhaps, Jaim agreed with a slow nod. The cold air
had raised gooseflesh on his exposed arms, and Dùghall saw him
shiver. He seemed too lost in the awful moment to notice, though,
for he stood there, staring down at the body of his dead comrade,
and made no effort to find his coat or even to warm himself by
moving. His breath curled out in frosted plumes, leaving crystals
on his eyelashes, eyebrows, and the heavy mustache hed grown
since coming to the mountains. He looked to Dùghall more like
an ice statue of a man than one of flesh and blood. In a voice gone
flat and dead, Jaim said, We have to find Valard.
Why? So that we can slaughter another of our number?
Yanth pulled away from Jaims touch; Jaims arm dropped
to his side as if it were a dead thing.
Doggedly he said, If necessary, yes. Ry is on his way to
Calimekka. If the Dragons have been spying on him, or if they have
found a way to use Valard against Ry, we have to stop
him.
Yanth had closed his eyes. He wove from side to side as he stood
there, plainly lost in misery. What does it matter? he
asked at last. It all falls apart. Nothing we do will hold,
nothing we do will succeed. Dont you see? The gods themselves
stand against us, and who are we to fight the gods?
Jaim hung his head at those words, and shrugged. Maybe
youre right. Maybe everything is lost. I dont know who
we are to question the will of the gods.
We are men, Dùghall said roughly, and we
have put the gods to pasture. We will never cower again before gods
or men we will fight them both and we will win.
Why? Yanth asked, and Dùghall heard scorn in
that one sharp syllable. Because our hearts are pure and our
cause is just? Because we care?
Goodness has no lock on victory, Dùghall said,
staring at the two of them until they had to look at him.
Good men lose to evil men all the time. And caring without
doing is weak and worthless and empty. Men who care much but do
little always fall to men who care less but do more. We wont
win because we are good, or because our convictions matter to
us.
He laughed, and his laugh sounded harsh in the bitterly cold
air, like the snap of a tree branch breaking beneath the weight of
ice and snow. Well win because were too afraid to
lose. If we give in passively to the Dragons plans,
theyll devour our souls and the souls of everyone we love
and with our souls, our immortality. If we fight, the worst
that can happen to us is death. Well win because we are
afraid. Because we are afraid, and rightly so. Fear will be
the friend that spurs us to victory.
The three of them stood there staring at each other for a long
time. Finally Jaim nodded. Perhaps.
Yanth looked away. He sighed heavily and shook his head. I
wont quit, he said. I dont have your faith
in our victory, but I wont quit.
Dùghall glanced through the gap in the tent flaps at the
brilliant white field beyond. None of us will. We have that
thought to hang on to. Now well have to have a
ceremony for Trev, and we need to bury him today. You get him
ready. Meanwhile, Ill cast around to see if I can find out
where Valard went if magic was involved, there should be
traces of it still about. And after that, well go on doing
what we must do.
He left the two of them preparing Trevs body for viewing.
He trudged over the packed snow, wishing he could be as certain of
their eventual victory as he had sounded while talking to them. He
dreaded the future, and the present terrified him, too. He hoped
what he had told them was truth, because the only thing he was sure
of in his life at that moment was fear. He had enough of that to
fill an ocean.
Chapter 48
Kait and Ry came upon Calimekka at
night, when the city sprawled like an endless bed of embers beneath
the cloud-blanketed sky. Kait had seen the city that way many
times; her old friend Aouel had taken her up in the airible for
night flights when she sneaked out of Galweigh House on nights she
couldnt sleep, or when she wanted someone to talk to. So she
saw the change in the heart of the city and recognized it, and
pointed it out to Ry, for whom this aerial view was a first.
The white lights in the center of the city those
were never there before.
Ry looked where shed indicated, and angled his wings to
take him closer to those lights.
Kait followed. She didnt like what she saw. In the center
of Calimekka, surrounded by shining, translucent white walls of the
sort only the Ancients knew how to create, lay a fairyland of
pristine white castles, shimmering white fountains, lovely white
roadways and paths. Gardens of flowers and fruits and trees and
shrubs, artfully illuminated by the white light, glowed like
jewels. In one of the gardens, a few men and women, dressed in
styles shed never seen before, danced to the strains of music
that sounded foreign to her ears. She circled above them, silent,
keeping her magical shields drawn tight around her to hide her
presence, and she recalled the bustling markets and fine
neighborhoods that once stood where that huge, empty
city-within-a-city now sprawled.
Weve found them, Ry said softly.
We have. She stared down. Now we have to
decide how to reach them.
* * *
A week later, Kait and Ry stood together in the
cool, sweet-scented air of the Calimekkan dawn, dressed in the
clothes of well-off commoners, waiting before the great white gate
of the new Citadel of the Gods. Others stood with them
tradesmen hoping to sell food or cloth or worked silver or
glassware; peasants hoping to find work; beggars who saw the wealth
behind the closed gates and, unfamiliar yet with New Hell, hoped
they might find generosity.
Rys shoulder pressed against Kaits, but they
didnt speak to each other or look at each other or give any
indication that they were together. Kaits heart thudded
heavily in her chest and her dry mouth tasted of sand and fear. Her
shields were pulled in close and tight, and she thought that their
confining closeness added to her anxiety as much as the press of
the crowd or the fear she smelled in those around her.
Fear clouded the air more heavily than the jasmine that grew in
the gardens beyond the gates. But Kait, like everyone around her,
swallowed her fear and waited, listening to the soft chimes that
rang in the white-walled gardens, watching for movement in the
city-within-a-city.
At last a woman stepped out of the first building on the right
and moved toward them, her rich blue skirts swirling around her
ankles as she walked. Her skin was black as onyx, her eyes as gold
as the finely worked bracelets that jangled at her wrists. Her
black hair, braided with ribbons of deep blue and cloth-of-gold,
hung to the ground. She stepped to the gate and opened it, and
stepped back. The merchants filed past her and set up their stalls
on the pristine white streets, strangely subdued. She turned to the
beggars and sent them off to the center of the Citadel, telling
them they could sit and beg by the great fountain there.
Then she turned to the workers. How many of you are here
for day work? she asked. She smiled and her voice was warm,
but Kait could find no warmth in her eyes.
A few of the workers raised their hands.
Good. We have need of laborers in the Red Gardens. Please
follow my servant; shell show you where to go. A
beautiful young girl dressed all in white stepped out from beneath
the arch to Kaits right and walked soundlessly down the
street. The men and women who had asked for day work followed
her.
The woman turned back to the few who remained. And the
rest of you must be hoping for permanent positions?
Kait nodded with the others.
I thought so. Most have been filled. Unless you have
special skills, we likely have nothing to offer you. She
studied Ry, and her smile became hungry. I think, though,
that some of you surely have special skills. She stood there
for a moment, her expression thoughtful; then, coming to a
decision, she said, Follow me, all of you. I know what I
need her eyes flicked over Ry again but I
cant be certain what the rest of my colleagues are looking
for.
She touched Ry on the shoulder before she led them off.
You stay close to my side. I believe I have just the right
position for you.
Kait wanted to kill her right there. Instead she pretended
indifference, and followed the woman through the nearly empty
streets to a magnificent hall in the center of the new city.
Inside, young, beautiful men and women whose silk robes outshone
the parrots in their gardens gathered and chatted. They all glanced
toward the newcomers as they entered, and a few evinced real
interest.
The golden-eyed woman spoke loudly, her voice ringing over the
low hum of chatter that filled the enormous hall. Here are
todays permanents. Wholl interview?
Ah, Berral, you didnt bring us much to pick
from, someone said, and laughed.
A few others joined in the laughter, but a muscular man with a
broad smile rose from his seat at one of the small tables along the
west wall and said, I suppose its my turn. He
nodded toward a girl who looked to be about Kaits age
a pleasantly rounded young woman with skin the color of milk and
eyes as huge and frightened as a lambs in a
slaughterhouse.
You, he said. What can you do?
I read . . . and write, she said, her
voice shaking. I can do sums. I know history and philosophy,
drawing and rhetoric. Ive been a champion at both querrist
and hawks and hounds . . . Her voice faltered as
the people around her started to laugh.
Shes a trained monkey, one of them
murmured.
She might make a decent enough concubine, another
answered. Ive often wished for a mistress who knew a
few games, and could talk about something other than her
shopping.
How are you in bed? the first asked.
The girl flushed. I could care for children, she
said, or keep purchase records, or maintain a
library.
We dont have children, a woman who leaned
against the wall said. And we never will.
At the same time, the man whod asked how she was in bed
said, She has no talent, then, at the only skill that
interests me. So what about you? he said, turning to
Kait.
She said, I cut and arrange both mens and
womens hair. She had decided that job would give her an
opportunity to touch as many of the Dragons as possible, planting
her talismans without raising questions. The Dragons would
certainly have personal servants, but she knew from her own life in
Galweigh House that there was nothing like the lure of a specialist
to draw people out of their daily routines.
Do you? Berral asked, now studying her with real
interest. Your hair is short. Interesting. And is red the
original color?
Kait smiled. Cant you tell?
I cant. She flipped her long braid over her
shoulder and said, What would you do with mine?
Kait pretended to consider for a moment. Something with
gold beads, I think, she said. To set off your eyes.
And snow-peacock feathers to contrast with your skin. Full around
the face to emphasize your bones theyre good, but your
current style hides that. And I think Id work in a few
sapphires if you have them.
Lovely, someone said behind her. That would be
perfect.
What would you do for me? a tall, angular woman with
emerald eyes asked. Her hair was plain brown, long and wavy and
unstyled.
A new cut first, Kait said. Your neck is long
and slender as a swans, but all that hair covers it. Then a
new color. Pale blond, I think that would make your eyes
even more striking. And then ringlets, with green silk ribbons
woven through.
The woman smiled. You must do just that for me.
After she does my hair, Berral said.
And then she can do mine.
Come, girl. Well find a place for you, and get you
what you need, and you can get to work. I havent had my hair
done well in a thousand years.
The green-eyed woman and a svelte redhead started to lead her
off. Behind her, she heard Berral say, And what do you
do?
She heard Rys voice answer, I do tapputu
its a form of massage that uses perfumes and oils and
herbs. Excellent for the skin, and soothing.
Berral sighed. Then we must put you to work with the
hairdresser. Id thought to make you my concubine but
my friends would never forgive me if I kept a masseur to myself.
Perhaps, though, Ill have you spend nights with me.
If youd like, Ry said.
Kait kept her anger from her face. She consoled herself with the
knowledge that as soon as Ry touched the woman with a talisman,
Dùghall or Hasmal would summon her Dragon soul into one of the
tiny Mirrors, and Ry would have one less admirer.
She hoped he marked her first.
Chapter 49
Danya crouched in the back of her little
house, staring at the boy who had named himself Luercas. He was
paying her no attention, at least for the moment. Hed caught
a tundra-vole and was playing with it on the bearskin rug, amusing
himself at its expense.
At that moment he looked like a normal eight-year-old boy
solidly built, golden-haired, fair-skinned, with bright eyes and an
engaging smile.
What he was doing to the vole wasnt normal. And hed
only been born a few months earlier. And he could change the way he
looked. When he was outside of their house, he chose to look like
the Kargans he could skinshift at will, assuming any form he
liked. He had been Scarred by the magic that had coursed through
his body before his birth, but the Scars had been advantageous. He
already knew Karganese before he was born, and because he was
outwardly a sweet-natured child, and because he could make himself
appear to be Kargan, and because he spoke with the seeming
innocence of childhood, yet offered the wisdom of adulthood, he
drew the Kargans to him like bears to fish. They admired him, they
listened to him, and when he offered them advice in that diffident,
childlike voice, they took it. He knew their prophecies and their
legends well enough from watching them before he took over the
infant body to know how to make himself fit. To the Kargans, he
seemed like the savior theyd hoped would come to take them
back to the Rich Lands. That, he told Danya with a laugh, suited
his plans perfectly.
The vole shrieked in agony, and Luercas chuckled.
Stop it, Danya said.
Oh, please. Its a pest. The Kargans kill them all
the time, and I dont see you racing out to protest.
They dont torture them. They dont sit there
soaking in the poor things pain.
They dont garner any magic from the poor
things death, either, which is a complete waste. Im
doing two useful things when I kill the vole Im
ridding the village of one more pest, and Im giving myself a
bit of energy that I dont have to take from the villagers. Or
you.
He turned and smiled at her, his blue eyes as cold as the frozen
river, and she hated him even more. She said nothing, and after
hed stared at her, he turned his back to her and returned to
torturing the vole.
Well be able to leave here soon, he said.
Leave?
Certainly. Well be returning to Calimekka before
long.
Danya snorted. Going to walk across the frozen wastes
again, are we?
Not at all. Well travel in good weather. And
were going to go in style, you and me. His shoulders
rose and fell in a casual shrug. And then youll have
your revenge. He chuckled. Youve certainly earned
the right.
Revenge. She thought of Crispin Sabir and Anwyn Sabir and Andrew
Sabir lying in a pool of their own blood, screaming. She thought of
hurting them the way theyd hurt her, of destroying
them the way theyd destroyed her. She stared at the index and
middle fingers of her right hand at the talons, rather; dark
and scaled and claw-tipped. Her reminder of her right to their
lives. Everything that had happened to her and everything she did
was their fault. And her Familys; the Galweighs hadnt
rescued her. And Luercass.
Torture rape transformation pregnancy pain birth murder
slavery.
That had become the mantra that fueled her rage, that kept her
breathing from one day to the next. She was Luercass slave
now because no one had helped her then. And they were going to pay
for her suffering. All of them, somehow, would pay.
Chapter 50
Kait felt she and Ry were making
progress. The first few days, they didnt plant any of their
talismans they wanted to earn the trust of their clients and
build up word of mouth within the Dragon enclave. And their
strategy seemed to be working. Kait decorated hair, grateful that
much of her diplomatic training had been based on the assumption
that she might have to operate from time to time without servants,
and would still have to represent the Family appropriately.
When she took them, shed complained about the hairdressing
classes as a complete waste of her time. She wondered if shed
ever have the opportunity to find the woman who had trained her, to
apologize for her condescension and to admit that shed been
wrong.
Whatever you do, do it well, her mother had said to
her, and her father had added, No knowledge is ever
wasted.
Shed argued with them, too cocksure certain that
her station in life, her talent and her intelligence would keep her
from ever needing to know a menial trade. She owed them an apology,
too, and would never get to give it. Dùghall was certain both
of them had died in the massacre.
Now she stood all day on a breezy veranda attached to one of the
Dragons public baths, liming and hennaing and curling hair
with curling irons or straightening it with flatirons; braiding in
beads and gems and ribbons and adding her own touches that no one
else had thought to duplicate working a tiny little cage and
a live songbird into one creation, a lovely ivory dancer into
another. She shaped mens beards and mustaches, too, and did
her share of liming and hennaing and curling on her male clients,
as well. Her business picked up steadily.
After the first week, she started touching her clients with the
talismans.
She saw Ry for a moment in the morning when she arrived at the
veranda, and sometimes at night when he left. They gave each other
no more acknowledgment than any strangers who worked in the same
building would. Ry went into the baths and massaged muscles and
egos. Kait noted that he did a good business, too.
But it didnt last, of course.
Kait arrived at the veranda one damp, gray morning, nodded
politely to Ry as he went past her into the bathhouse, and started
the fire in the little oven on which she heated her curling irons
and flatirons. She laid out the pots of henna and lime, the towels
and brushes and razors, and gave her fingertips a light coating of
melted wax that so the talismans didnt embed
themselves in her hands as she picked them up. Then she dumped a
handful of the talismans into the waist pocket of her work apron
and turned to watch a group of musicians setting up their
instruments on the far corner, away from the baths fountain.
Some of the Dragons were early risers; shed learned to have
everything ready as soon after dawn as she could.
Her first clients that morning were men. They were not as
young-looking as most of the men shed worked on before, but
they had the same haughty attitude shed come to associate
with all the Dragons. They acted as if she were invisible except
when telling her what they wanted. That treatment suited her
perfectly, and she was as deferential as she knew how to be. She
trimmed and shaped their beards, braided and ribboned one mustache
and beaded another, and worked their long hair into the heavy coils
that many of the men favored, hiding one growing bald spot as she
did. Several women came out of the baths by the time she finished
and were waiting on the benches by the fountain. They came toward
her, laughing and murmuring secrets to each other, and the men rose
as if to leave. But instead they merely backed to the edge of the
veranda and waved the women forward.
Kait smelled something wrong about them the scent of
excitement she associated with hunters who have cornered their
prey. She couldnt see anything out of the ordinary about the
situation sometimes, after all, her clients had stayed to
watch her work on their friends. But her gut warned her that
something was about to happen. She tensed and moved closer to her
stove and her irons, all the while bowing to the women and asking
them to decide who would go first.
A handful of men walked out of the bathhouse door nearest the
musicians and stood listening to them play.
Three more men came out of the bathhouse door beside the
fountain and ambled slowly toward her, seemingly deep in
conversation with each other.
A carriage rolled to a silent stop in front of the bathhouse,
and a dozen soldiers in Sabir green and silver helped a veiled,
misshapen figure to the ground and up the walk.
She was surrounded, her escape to the street cut off by the
Sabir soldiers. But no one moved to attack. She smelled the
readiness, but the charge that should follow such readiness
didnt come. One of the women, instead, seated herself in the
chair in front of Kait and held out a decoration. Work this
into my hair, she said. The way you did the little bird
in the cage for Alisol a few days ago.
She handed Kait a delicate carved ebony sphere inlaid along each
of its fragile ribs with silver and rubies. Each rib bore a rose
and thorn . . . and suddenly Kait recognized it. It was a
Galweigh trinket something shed seen on a pedestal in
a cousins room or on an aunts desk. She couldnt
recall where. But the fair-haired woman in front of her was not a
Galweigh by birth or by marriage. She had no right to the
sphere.
Kait reached for it, wrapped her fingers around it. Felt
something try to reach from the sphere to her, like a weight
pressing against her shields. She looked into the womans eyes
and saw interest, expectation and then the delight of the
hunter who sees the arrow strike true, and watches the prey
fall.
She shivered, and her heart raced. The sphere had been a trap
. . . and a test. By avoiding the trap and had she
not been well shielded, she knew, the spell that the sphere had
triggered would have swallowed her she had failed the test.
She proved herself not a hapless servant but a dangerous
infiltrator.
She had the chance for one move. She tucked the ball into her
apron pocket and in doing so caught the talismans in the
pocket with the wax on her fingertips.
The woman rose. So youre the one after all,
she said. I thought as much. She smiled at Kait.
You can walk along with me quietly, or all of these men can
drag you.
Im not going anywhere with you, Kait said.
You think not?
The men surrounded Kait, weapons drawn. She couldnt run,
and she couldnt Shift without giving away the one secret she
might use to escape later.
Give me back my ball, the woman said, and held out
her hand.
Kait pretended to hesitate, pulled it out of the pocket, and
pressed it into the womans hand. As she did, she brushed her
skin with a talisman. It absorbed instantly; the woman noticed
nothing.
So come with us now. You dont want to die right
here, and I promise you thats what will happen if you fight
us.
Kait crossed her arms over her chest, keeping her fingertips
hidden. Each had several talismans stuck to it; she was going to
end up wasting them, but she didnt have any choice. The men
stepped in to get her, knives and swords pointed at her, and she
nodded. Ill go.
The womans face changed. She went pale, and stared around
her with first amazement, then terror in her eyes. Then her face
went blank again, but Kait knew what had happened. When she looked
at Kait again, she was someone else. She was the person who
belonged in the body.
Kait nodded; the woman blinked slowly. Back in the mountains, in
the camp, her own people were only waiting for her to touch the men
so that they could pull the Dragon souls from them. The true owners
of the bodies would help her. She was going to survive this.
Behind her a familiar voice said, Thats Kait. Ry is
inside, Parata.
She turned, stunned. Valard had come up behind her. He stood
next to the twisted, veiled creature who had stepped out of the
carriage. The creature lifted its veil, and Kait gasped. Its face
had melted. Its eyes were completely gone, its nose was a gaping
hole in the center of its face, its mouth was a jagged, lopsided
scar twisted into a leer on one side, loose-lipped and drooling on
the other. Ragged hair sprouted from a gray patch on one cheek,
scales erupted from the forehead like jagged teeth, and tatters and
blobs of skin dangled from the empty eye sockets, from the drooping
chin, from the places where ears should have been.
Valard smiled at Kait, then at the creature beside him.
Let me introduce you, he said. Kait Galweigh,
this is Imogene Sabir, a dear friend of mine. Parata Sabir, this is
Kait Galweigh. He chuckled. Parata Sabir would be your
future mother-in-law. That is, if you or Ry had a future.
From inside the bathhouse, Kait heard sounds of struggle, and
Rys voice shouting, Kait, run!
Then muffled, ominous silence.
Kait erupted into action. She darted under one knife, slapped
the man who held it, twisted toward another and slapped him,
brushed against a third, and broke free. She raced for the
bathhouse, wishing she had a weapon, Shifting as she ran, hoping
that she would be able to do something anything to
save Ry.
Let her go, she heard one of them behind her say.
She wont get away.
She had Shifted too recently and for too long; her body embraced
the hunter form only weakly. She bounded forward on four legs,
teeth bared, clothes dragging the floor behind her, and even though
she could feel the Karnee rage, the Karnee hunger, it was already
slipping away.
Ry lay unmoving on the smooth white bathhouse floor, the center
of a splash of shocking red. Blood matted his hair and the air
reeked with the iron stink of it. She tasted the fear of the men
who faced her as she charged forward. She leaped snarling into the
air, intent on killing the nearest of them intent on killing
all of them.
But her unsheathed claws blunted in midair, growing soft and
thin and weak. Her paws lengthened into hands; her muzzle rounded
into a human jaw; her body lengthened and reformed, and when she
hit her target, she was halfway between human and beast, and too
awkward and misshapen to be as dangerous as either. The man clubbed
her on the side of the head with the pommel of his sword, and
redness bloomed behind her eyes.
She dropped to the floor, feeling herself hit the hard ground.
She felt nothing after that.
Chapter 51
Dafril looked at the bound bodies at his
feet. The girl, Kait, had been his first choice for his own body
but he didnt even consider using the Mirror of Souls
to trade now that she was in his hands. First, hed already
invested a great deal of energy and effort into modifying Crispin
Sabirs body to meet his future needs as an immortal. Second,
he no longer found the idea of being female for eternity as
titillating as he had initially. And third, he accepted the fact
that the Mirror process carried with it a high risk. He didnt
want to move out of the body he occupied only to discover that he
couldnt take over the body he desired.
He watched her breathing. Pretty girl, if too thin. He looked at
the way her long black hair spilled across the floor, looking like
a curtain of silk. It had been short and red before shed
Shifted to attack her lovers captors; her body was returning
gradually to its normal state as he watched. The process was as
interesting to watch as it was to experience.
Briefly, he entertained the idea of taming her and keeping her
for a pet. But he put it quickly out of his mind. He had another
use for both her and her lover. Several uses, actually. None of
them were particularly entertaining, but all of them were
necessary.
Put them in the cages, please, he said. When
they wake, feed them. Theyll be hungry.
The attendants nodded and dragged the still-breathing bodies
along the floor with neither gentleness nor concern. They slung one
into a heavily barred iron cage, carefully chained and locked it,
then followed the same procedure with the other.
Dafril watched, satisfied. The cages were sturdy enough to hold
Karnee even healthy Karnee. And he needed these two to be
healthy, because their lives and their souls would act as primer
for the spells that would fuel the immortality engine. Only a
days work now stood between him and godhood. He took a deep
breath and stared down at his unconscious enemies. Theyd keep
until he needed them, and in the meantime, the appalling
destruction of Dragons would stop.
He liked the idea of priming the immortality spells with the
enemies who had destroyed so many of his friends and allies. But he
had to find out how they were doing it before he destroyed them. If
they could steal Dragons souls from their bodies, someone
else might be able to do the same. He had not waited a thousand
years in a prison of his own making so that he could be ripped from
the body hed chosen and flung back into the Veil to become an
oblivious, ignorant, squalling infant yet again.
After theyre awake and fed, let me know, he
told the keepers. I need to question them. Whatever you do,
dont touch them or let them get too near you. Theyre
deadly bastards, though you wouldnt know it to look at them
now. He turned to leave the Heart of the Citadel, then turned
back. Theyre skinshifters, you know.
Both keepers hissed with disgust. He turned away, smiling. Good.
Neither of his captives would be able to win sympathy from their
purely human keepers. The Calimekkan hatred of the Scarred would
work in his favor, and keep his prisoners imprisoned. He could get
back to his work with an easy mind.
Chapter 52
Kait? Can you hear me?
The whisper was so low, human ears would never have heard it.
Kait, though, shook off the last vestiges of the haze that had
clouded her mind. Yes, she whispered.
Are you hurt?
No. Hungry, but not hurt. What about you?
Im fine. My head healed while I . . .
slept. It still aches a bit, but that will pass as soon as I get
something to eat.
Good. I love you. She lay still while she whispered
to him she could smell the ones in the cavernous hall who
watched. She feigned unconsciousness, keeping her muscles relaxed
and her breathing steady.
I love you, too. He was quiet for a moment, then
spoke again. I dont know how much you can see from
where you are, but Ive moved around a bit and my eyes are
open. Were caged, and there are Ancients artifacts all
around us. Ive tried my lock. We wont get out of it
unless you have something with you that can saw through
metal.
I dont. You cant do anything with
magic?
No. The locks are spell-shielded.
The Dragons had seen to that, of course. Had she been them, she
would have done the same thing. For all they knew, she and Ry alone
were responsible for the disappearance of the missing Dragons. So
she and Ry would be in the strongest prison that Dragons could
contrive, held by their most powerful locks and walled off from
rescue by their most powerful spells. If they knew to block against
the talismans, they could prevent Dùghall or Hasmal or
Alarista or anyone else who cared about her or Ry from seeing
either of them through the viewing glasses. Even if the Dragons
didnt know to block against such viewing they might do it
inadvertently by putting up a powerful shield spell to prevent Ry
and Kait from using magic against them.
She had to assume that she and Ry were alone now, invisible to
anyone who cared about them, without hope of rescue. Their fate was
in their own hands.
Do you see any way we might get out? she asked.
Anything at all?
No.
Then well have to watch and wait.
Ill take the first watch. Sleep now. You Shifted
you need the rest. Ill let you know if anything
changes.
I love you, she said again.
He chuckled softly. I know. I love you, too.
* * *
Dùghalls soul stretched along a strand
of energy that traversed the known world and the Veil beyond; his
body sat in a cold tent in semidarkness and near silence, barely
breathing and worn nearly to death. His consciousness his
self however, peered through the eyes of a powerful
Dragon at a delicate silver rose that grew in the center of a
garden of white flowers. The Dragons eyes were fixed on the
rose, but he didnt really see it; he was elated and came to
be by himself to celebrate the sweetness of the moment.
Dùghall could have ripped him from the body right then, but
something about the mans jubilation made him cautious. He
could afford to wait a moment or two if he had to the danger
to him while he was away from his body was great, but the
information he might gain from the Dragons could be worth the
risk.
So he was careful to disturb nothing in the Dragons mind,
and the man never suspected his presence. Dùghall spied on him
as he touched the pictures of a long-anticipated future like a
bride-to-be touching her wedding silks and dower gifts.
Dùghall caught an image of a platinum sphere floating in a
pool of thick emerald liquid, while a single man finished
adjustments on it. The Dragon thought of this assembly as the
immortality engine, and he seemed certain that it would be
completed that day. He pulled vague pictures of complex machinery
being installed into the towers of the Ancients that still dotted
the city from the Dragons thoughts, too these were, he
discovered, the Ancients devices the Dragons had been trying
to acquire when Ian and Hasmal were pretending to be traders. All
the essential ones were in place. Others could have been added, but
werent essential, and would not be.
Dùghall finally won the reward hed most hoped for
a flashed image of Kait and Ry, both unconscious and
bleeding, penned in tiny padlocked cages guarded by men and
magic.
The Dragons elated thoughts rang clear in
Dùghalls mind. The engine is ready, the
technothaumatars are in place, and the priming sacrifices are in
the holding pens. Today we become gods.
Dùghall had what he needed. He erupted into the
Dragons body, unfolding and expanding until he crowded the
soul of the Dragon and loosened its holds on the body it had
stolen. He snarled into the Dragons mind, You will never
be a god. Upon my soul, you have done your last evil,
Dragon.
* * *
Hasmal was one unmoving center of a violent storm.
Still as stone, his gaze focused inward and away, he barely
breathed, rarely acknowledged the people around him, never spoke a
single word. He sat across from Dùghall, the storms
other center, aware at rare intervals of Alarista watching the bank
of viewing glasses, of Yanth and Jaim carrying those she indicated
to him or Dùghall, of the Gyru volunteers who removed each
filled soul-mirror as it became ready. But he and Dùghall
. . . sat.
Slowly, they were filling their mirrors with Dragon souls.
Tracing each soul back along the lines of power that connected them
to their enemies, looking through their enemies eyes, finding
nothing that could tell them where Kait or Ry had been taken or
what had happened to them, then carefully casting the spell that
restored the original soul to each body and pulled the deadly
Dragon soul through their own flesh and threw it into a waiting
ring.
But Alarista did not have the knack for containing an alien soul
in her body while focusing it into the waiting trap; shed
tried once and the Dragon had almost forced her out and taken her
over, and only the fact that Dùghall and Hasmal had stood
ready while she made the attempt, and had pressed a talisman into
her skin and linked to pull the monster out of her, had saved her.
Neither Jaim nor Yanth had the skill with magic to cast the spells
or follow them across the long distances. And he would not leave
the burden on Dùghall, though he didnt doubt for a
minute the old man would take it. Dùghalls skin was
pasty gray, his nails and lips and the rims of his eyes
purple-tinged white from the strain. Where Hasmal trembled,
Dùghall shook. Hasmal did not think he would survive too many
more battles with their enemies before one of them succeeded in
taking him over and Hasmal had to rescue him. And that would leave
Hasmal the only one who could destroy the remaining magic-linked
Dragons or save Ry and Kait.
Have you found them yet? Yanth asked Alarista.
Hasmal heard the question in the back of his mind, and allowed part
of his attention to wait for the answer. The rest focused on
Dùghall, who was bringing back another of the marked
Dragons.
No. Their viewing glasses are still dark.
And you havent seen them through anyone elses
eyes?
Not yet. But Im still watching. We have a few marks
who are doing a lot of moving around. Theyre meeting with
others, they seem excited. Im having a hard time hearing what
theyre saying some of the links are weak. I have one
that I think is spellcasting, and is working on an artifact of some
sort.
That sounds bad.
I know. The artifact worries me more than anything else
that weve seen.
Dùghalls eyes filled with tears, and pain twisted his
face. His breathing got faster, and his eyes, which had been
closed, flew open. He bared his teeth in a soundless snarl, and
Hasmal tensed and concentrated only on the other Falcon. The Dragon
was coming through fighting, and Dùghall looked like he might
be losing the fight.
Hasmal held the talisman on one wax-coated fingertip and
waited.
Dùghalls hands twisted into claws around the tiny
empty soul-mirror that sat on the floor behind him.
Hasmal kept waiting, ready, the words of the linking spell
already mostly said and their meaning held in his mind, lacking
only the final phrase.
Yes, Dùghall snarled, and light curled from the
center of his chest into the gold ring.
Guards ready, Alarista said, and the soldiers who
stood along the back of the tent drew their weapons. Hasmal tried
not to see them, and tried not to think about what their presence
meant. But the reality of those drawn swords aimed at Dùghall
was inescapable.
The soul pouring into the ring might not be the Dragons.
Hasmal and Dùghall had discussed the possibility that some
Dragon might be able to oust their souls, not just into the Veils,
from whence they were certain they could get it back, but perhaps
into the little one-way soul-mirror. If a Dragon succeeded in
pushing either of them into the mirror, they would not be able to
come back. The Dragon would have permanent possession of their body
. . . and the soldiers waiting with drawn weapons would
have to kill the Dragon by destroying the body.
Give me a sign, old man, Hasmal thought.
The soldiers watched him, for only he would be able to put them
at their ease, or tell them to kill Dùghalls body.
The stream of light pouring from Dùghalls chest grew
brighter, and the central well of the tiny mirror began to grow.
The light pool formed inside the ring and swirled around, fast as
water in a whirlpool, brilliant as a small sun.
A sign. Give me a sign that you are yourself.
Dùghall snarled softly and his body shuddered. The light
pouring from him died. Behind him, young men with drawn weapons
stared at Hasmals face, their eyes round and frightened,
their bodies tense with the uncertainty of waiting.
A sign.
Dùghall sagged forward and said, The foulest of
enemies can still give the sweetest of gifts. I know where they
are, and I know what the Dragons are going to do with
them.
Hasmal watched Dùghalls eyes they were the
eyes of the man hed come to think of as a friend. No stranger
stared out of them. Hasmal told the soldiers, Hes
fine, and the men resheathed their swords and dropped back.
They slumped to the floor, whispering to each other and laughing
nervously.
Dùghall sat up and wiped sweat from his face with the back
of his hand. He turned to Alarista and Yanth and Jaim. Bring
me all of the viewing glasses. I want to see if any of the
remaining Dragons are near where Kait and Ry are imprisoned, or if
any of them are working on their immortality spell. Then he
turned his attention to Hasmal. Were out of time.
Theyre going to link Kaits and Rys souls to the
spell that starts their immortality engine. The magic theyre
doing will obliterate both Kait and Ry not just here in this
life, but eternally. Theyll cease to exist ever again.
Im going to find a Dragon that is close to them. Youre
going to have to remove him from his body, then convince the true
inhabitant of the body to release Kait and Ry from their cages.
Meanwhile, Ill find a Dragon who is working on the
immortality engine, remove him or her, and convince the bodys
rightful owner to smash it.
Then we wont be able to watch each other,
Hasmal protested. We wont be able to pull each other
back if one of the Dragons takes us. He didnt say that
Dùghall was already so weak and worn so thin, the next Dragon
he captured would surely be able to overmatch him.
Were out of time, Dùghall said again.
If we dont stop them now, I dont know that we can
stop them at all.
Hasmal saw foreknowledge of doom in Dùghalls eyes.
The old man thought he was going to die, and he was going to go
back anyway.
Alarista and Jaim and Yanth brought over the viewing glasses.
Dùghall spread them out between himself and Hasmal, turned
sideways so that both of them could see the images dancing in the
glass. He stared at them for a long moment. Then he let out a sharp
breath. He picked up a viewing glass that showed a pair of hands
working with tiny tools on a delicate piece of machinery.
This one is mine, he said.
He stared back at the other glasses. Hasmal stared with him.
Look at that, Hasmal whispered, pointing to one of the
glasses.
Through one pair of distant eyes, he saw Ian, dressed in
guards clothing, his face grim, stalking up a long white
corridor.
Dùghall squinted at the image and nodded. I see
him.
Pity we cant kill the traitor from here.
We cant, Dùghall said shortly. Look
for something we can affect.
He viewed Crispin Sabir, differently dressed than when he and
Ian had met the man in the inn, but unmistakable. Through the pair
of eyes that looked at him, he also caught a glimpse of occupied
cages just at the edge of the image. They faded out of view, but he
said, That one, dont you think?
Dùghall said, He was at the cages, but he looks like
hes leaving.
Then Id better get him quickly.
Hes with Crispin Sabir hes surely one
of the most dangerous of the Dragons.
But this one knows what we need to know.
Dùghall nodded. Youre right. Go, and may Vodor
Imrish be with you.
And with you.
Hasmal was only vaguely aware of the soldiers stepping into
place behind him and Dùghall, only distantly aware of Alarista
and Yanth and Jaim moving near. They would watch him for changes,
he knew; theyd tell the soldiers if the soul that came back
in Hasmals body wasnt his, and then his body would
die. . . .
He pushed through the fear that enveloped him and sank into the
trance that let him follow the slender thread of energy that
connected him to his chosen body. He was chanting the words of the
spell, but he didnt hear them as words; he felt them as a
path that led him closer and closer to the enemy with whom he would
soon do battle.
Abruptly the darkness of the path he walked cleared, and he
looked out through the eyes of another man. He was walking beside
Crispin Sabir, close enough to drive a knife into his back. But the
body would not respond to him, of course. He could see what the
alien body saw, hear what it heard, feel what it felt, know what it
knew . . . but he could not force it to respond.
That was odd, the man whose body he occupied
said.
What was? Crispin glanced at him and frowned.
Suddenly my vision seemed to double for a moment, and I
could have sworn I heard . . . a voice inside my head.
Just for an instant. He chuckled nervously.
Shut up, shut up, shut up, Hasmal thought. He chanted the
spell that would focus his energy and allow him to draw the Dragon
soul out of the body it had stolen. He focused on recalling the
bodys rightful soul from the Veil. Faster. He needed to go
faster.
Stand right there, Crispin said, his eyes cold and
hard. And dont move.
Spin the spell. Call the soul lost in darkness, bring it home.
He tried to ignore the fear that consumed him. If he could keep his
mind on what he was doing, he could pull the Dragon out of this
body right under Crispin Sabirs nose, and the rightful owner
of it could turn on the man and kill him.
But he couldnt feel the familiar rush of the rightful soul
returning to its body, the oncoming warmth of gratitude, the hope
that something would suddenly make sense. No displaced soul
answered his call. And the soul in the body he occupied wasnt
losing its grip on its stolen flesh.
He pulled his focus in tighter, maintaining only the most
tenuous link with his body. Kaits and Rys chance of
survival rested on his ability to restore this bodys rightful
soul, and on his ability, once he had done so, to convince the man
to release Kait and Ry before fleeing the Dragon city.
Quickly, tell me everywhere youve been today,
Crispin told the man.
I reported from the barracks for special duty. We went to
pick up those skinshifters you sent us
after
What happened while you were there?
I blocked the girls escape, she slapped me, she
ran. He shrugged. She didnt hurt me when she
slapped me, didnt even try to. I thought it was strange at
the time, but then I didnt think no more about it. Someone
else brought them in. I been guarding the door outside their cages
until you came to get me. Sir.
Sir? Why would one of the Dragons call another of the Dragons
sir? Or speak with such a heavy docksider accent?
In that instant, it clicked. No soul came because no soul had
been displaced. Kait had marked a guard, but the guard wasnt
a Dragon; he was just a soldier called from his barracks to do a
job. Hasmal pulled away from the body and started following the
fragile line hed left for himself back to his own body.
Nevertheless, he felt a jolt the instant that Crispin touched
the soldier. Something big and ugly came racing along the energy
line behind him. He fled toward his own body, and heat and weight
and rage rolled after him, growing and billowing and consuming
everything, using his energy and his life force to
follow him.
He slammed into his own flesh and his eyes flew open and he
started to erect the shield that would protect him from the thing
that followed him, but he wasnt fast enough. The thing, the
spell, the hunter that Crispin sent after him was in the shield
with him, and the shield would keep Alarista or Jaim or Yanth from
even trying to save him from it.
He screamed, Its got me! and saw the soldiers
raise their weapons, and saw Alaristas face twist with
horror, and then the fire consumed him, and pain flashed through
his eyes and his nose and his mouth and his ears straight into his
brain, and the world filled with a rushing sound, as if a white-hot
ocean had suddenly upended itself and poured its full weight down
onto him.
He felt himself stretching, twisting, being pummeled by a
current of fire. He knew he was screaming, but he couldnt
hear the sound that ripped itself from his tortured throat. He
thrashed and fought.
And suddenly he was free of the pain, alone in darkness, cold,
blind, deaf.
His ears started working first.
dont know if you can hear me yet, so when
you can, please nod your head. . . . Im still
waiting. . . . He heard a long, irritated
sigh, then silence. After a few moments, the voice broke the
silence again. One more time, then. My name is Dafril, and
Ive captured you. Youre going to tell me everything I
want to know, either now or later, but I promise you, youll
have an easier time if you cooperate with me. I dont know if
you can hear me yet, but I know that youll be able to in a
moment, so I strongly suggest that when you can, you nod your head.
Ill only be patient for so long, and then Ill start
sticking pins under your fingernails because Ill stop
believing that you might still be deaf from the transfer and start
thinking that youre malingering. You cant get away, you
cant protect yourself, and you will tell me what I want to
know. . . .
The truth hit Hasmal hard. Not only had he failed to win Kait
and Ry a chance at freedom, but he had also given himself into the
hands of his enemies. Hed failed his friends, hed
failed Alarista, hed failed the world, hed failed
himself.
He opened his eyes, and found himself staring into the cold blue
eyes of Crispin Sabir. He was tied to a table, his wrists and
ankles bound to the sides, heavy leather straps over his chest and
knees. Dafril, the voice had said, but the only one in the room was
Crispin Sabir. He realized that the Dragon who occupied
Crispins body must have named itself.
Dafril.
He felt despair. He had no weapons to fight with, his enemy had
shielded him so tightly that he could not feel the movement of
magic in his own body, and his friends didnt even know what
had happened to him. He would never see Alarista again, never hold
her in his arms, never tell her that he loved her, or that for the
brief time that hed had her shed made his life
complete. He would die knowing that he had failed her; that he had
failed all of them.
And then he recalled the wax on his fingertips. And he
remembered the tiny talisman embedded in that wax, held there so
that he could press it into Dùghalls skin if a Dragon
forced Dùghall from his body. The talisman was already linked
to a glass, the glass sat beside Dùghall, and the instant it
embedded itself in living flesh, it would come to life, showing
Dùghall and Alarista and Yanth and Jaim where he was
and giving them their chance to capture the Dragon Dùghall
suspected led the others.
Hasmal almost smiled.
Come a little closer, Dafril, he thought. Just a little closer.
I have a surprise for you.
Chapter 53
Through one of the viewing glasses,
Alarista had watched the clever hands working on that delicate bit
of machinery suddenly take a hammer and smash it to pieces. Through
the other, she had seen the Dragon Crispin turn on the man beside
him, and the flash of light that followed was so brilliant that it
illuminated the tent in which she sat. In that blazing light,
Hasmal had disappeared, and at the moment he vanished, the glass
through which she had observed Crispin had gone dark; the man
through whose eyes she had been watching was either blind or
dead.
Shed screamed, That cant happen! Magic
cant do that!
Yanth had rested a hand on her shoulder, and she had felt it
trembling. Yanth the fearless swordsman trembling.
Hed said, Its Dragon magic. You cant know
all of what they can do.
She stared at the place where Hasmal had been, and knew he was
right. No telling the horrors the Dragons could unleash if they
werent stopped.
Dùghall had returned from his successful battle with the
Dragon who had been working on the machinery, but he was gray with
exhaustion, and so weak he couldnt even sit up. He lay on the
floor of the tent, blinking slowly, unresponsive to Alarista even
when she told him that the Dragons had somehow captured Hasmal.
So now she crouched over the viewing glasses, looking for
anything that might help her help Hasmal, or Kait, or Ry. Whatever
had kept her from seeing through Kaits and Rys mirrors
had gone away; she could see what they saw again, but nothing she
saw meant anything to her. They lay in their cages watching each
other. Occasionally from the corners of their eyes she could make
out the movement of guards, but the guards kept their distance, and
Kait and Ry focused on each other. They were speaking to each
other, she realized at last, though so carefully that their lips
barely moved. She could hear nothing they said. And their eyes were
so nearly closed that to each other they appeared asleep.
She looked into the other viewing glasses. Nothing useful.
Nothing even curious. Pictures of vast white rooms, of elegant
silks, of fountains and long corridors and delicate gardens
all pretty. All utterly meaningless.
Alarista wanted to smash the glasses, or tear screaming through
the tent and out into the warming spring air; she wanted to shake
someone, anyone, and demand that he find some way to bring back
Hasmal. Instead she forced herself to stillness, and willed her
mind to patience, and she watched. Something would happen
now or later. Something would change, and if she was ready and
patient and watchful she would catch that moment when it happened,
and she would be able to act.
* * *
Kait heard the voices by the door clearly
enough.
Youre late. We were supposed to have been relieved
half a station ago. The guards had been complaining for a
while that their relief hadnt come, and toying with the idea
of having one of the two of them go see what the holdup was. The
one who spoke had been working himself into a real lather.
Sergeant told me. Captains messin with the
duty roster.
Thought Rowel and Steedman were going to be
here.
Reckon they were. I was supposed to have today off, but
they put your regular relief out on the wall an forgot to
assign anyone to this duty until just now. I ran the whole way
here. The new guard had the hoarsest voice shed ever
heard. She wondered if he was sick, or if something was wrong with
his voice box.
Were supposed to have two men to this
duty.
Supposed to have a lot of things aint seen
gold nor promotion nor fine new uniforms, either. I transferred in
from Lightning Company just today, and no more than got my kit
under my bunk than they stuck me here by my lonesome, and damn me
if it dont go well. Told me Im guarding skinshifters.
Id rather have the gods damned plague, but captain
didnt ask for my drathers. They give you any
trouble?
Them? Nah. Ate before we got here, slept our whole shift.
Dont get too close to em, youll be fine. Only
reason youd need a partner is to keep you awake.
Hope youre right. Maybe Ill be as lucky as you
were. Anyway, got a note from the captain to the two of
you.
Kait heard the rustle of paper, then a disgusted snarl.
Brethwans balls, Eagan! Bastards have us eating now
and straight back to barracks to sleep, and on duty again at
Huld.
Huld! We get only two stations to eat and sleep?
The voice of the new guard, commiserating. I told you
captain was messin with the duty roster.
Futter the bleeding pig! Hes been a donkeys
ass since we got him.
The guards whod watched Kait and Ry for most of the
afternoon and evening left, complaining loudly about the captain
and his policies as they went. When they were gone, silence
returned, but only for a moment. Then the stealthy whisper of
approaching footsteps set her skin crawling.
Ry whispered, Hes coming over. Got his head down and
his face hidden. Theres something wrong about him, but I
dont know what. . . . Then he growled
and moved into the crouch that was the only position other than
lying down that the cage would allow. Any closer and
Ill kill you, he said.
Kait rolled and braced for whatever was coming.
And saw Ian, his skin burnished the color of fine mahogany, his
dark hair cropped close to his skull, and dressed in a guards
uniform, approaching quickly with something hidden in his hand.
Fear flooded her veins and sent her heart racing. Ian could kill
Ry or her easily; they were helpless in the cramped cages. The
question was, which of them did he hate the most, and would either
of them have a chance to talk him out of whatever he had
planned?
Ian glared at Ry. The day I came here, I left a note for
you morons telling you I had something planned that would help you.
When I got back to the inn, you were gone and Ive seen nor
heard not a word from you until I hear from the guards that they
brought in a couple of skinshifters. So Ive been stuck here,
working in this hell, pretending to be loyal to the Dragons and
doing things I dont want to think about to prove my loyalty,
and all the time hoping that you would find your way back here to
get your gods damned Mirror. We dont have time to talk
now, he said, his voice still harsh and strange. I set
it up so that Id be alone with you, but one of the Dragons
could decide to come after the two of you at any time. Im
going to take you to the Mirror of Souls. Then Im going to
get the three of us out of here if I can.
The . . . three of us? Kait whispered.
She glanced at Ry, who looked as dumbfounded as she felt.
Ian looked at her. Pain flashed across his face, though he hid
it quickly. The three of us. You made your choice you
love him, dont you?
I do.
He nodded, and bent to insert the key into the lock that held
her door closed. So thats it. Im saving you
because I love you. The chain that held her door closed
rattled softly as he worked the lock. And Ill save him
. . . because I love you. He shrugged and avoided
her eyes.
You sacrificed yourself to help us? Me?
We dont have time to talk, he rasped.
Something inside her hurt at that moment. She wished she had
been able to love him. She wished she could be two people so that
she could be with Ian and with Ry without betraying either of them,
or that she had never met Ian, or that she could take his pain
away. The magnitude of what hed done for her unrolled before
her in the few moments that he struggled with the lock that kept
her caged. Why did you come here? she asked him.
Her lock clattered open and the chain rattled to the floor. Ian
immediately hurried to Rys cage and began working on that
lock. Kait crawled out of her cage and stretched.
You mean right here? Or to the Dragons?
Both.
I figured out a way I could get to the Mirror of Souls.
And I knew you needed it. So since you had . . .
Another shrug. Since you had someone else, I decided I was
free to go. I offered my services to the Sabirs, but especially to
Crispin I told him lies about how much I wanted to get even
with you, and he put me in charge of the combined Sabir and
Galweigh forces. I . . . I did some things I dont
want to think about in order to convince him that I was what I said
I was. People died at my word and by my hand. They werent
innocents, but they were innocent of the things I said they
did. Rys lock opened, and Ian backed up so that his
half-brother could free himself. Come with me. We have a ways
to go to get to the Mirror, and not much time.
He led them out of the beautiful arched room into a corridor. In
the darkness, only the pale glimmer of moonlight shining through
skylights illuminated it.
This way.
They followed him, silent for the moment. Kait could hear
movement within some of the rooms they passed, and once she and Ry
hid in a room while Ian stood in front of the door, his
guards uniform rendering him effectively invisible. No one
spoke again until he led them down a long, twisting staircase into
a vault beneath the white city. He took a key and opened one door,
then pressed a complex combination of switches to open the next
door.
In here.
Kait and Ry followed him into a narrow room lit by hundreds of
tiny pebbles embedded in the ceiling; the Mirror of Souls sat on a
dais in the center of the room, dark and seemingly dead.
How do we get it out of here? Kait asked.
I have a friend in a closed carriage waiting at the south
gate of the Citadel. I sent him the message just before I came to
get you. Hell wait for us for a full day.
Then all we have to do is figure out how to carry it past
the Dragons without them seeing us.
Id hoped you could shield it the way you did when we
escaped the Wind Treasure, Ian said.
Kait looked at Ry. I can do that. Ry and I are both weak
it might take some time to get it right.
Ian looked from one of them to the other. Hurry. Someone
will be along to check on this thing within the station. I can kill
him, but the moment he doesnt report in, more will be on the
way.
Chapter 54
Hasmal told Dafril nothing that he
wanted to know, but he was no longer able to feign indifference.
Through the early part of the torture, hed placed himself in
the meditative trance he would have used to summon magic, had he
not been shielded from it. Hed withstood terrible things by
standing apart from his body and watching what was done to him as
if he were only a distant and uninterested observer.
Now, though, the pain had become too much, and hed lost
the trance. He was once again entirely in his body, and bleeding
from a multitude of cuts, and scarred from burns with a branding
iron. The pain was riveting; he couldnt pull himself away
from Dafrils soft, amused voice any longer.
Suddenly I feel that youre with me again,
Dafril said. Thats good. That should speed up this
process enormously. Ill have you know that Ive broken
hundreds of your sort, young Falcon hundreds. Stronger men
than you, and men who had full control of Matrins magic.
Youll tell me what I want to know.
Dafril had kept his distance, and kept to the left of Hasmal.
The talisman on his right finger still waited, but Dafril had never
moved within the slight range of his bound hand. He had to get him
close
Searing pain ripped into his ribs, and he heard his skin sizzle.
He screamed and fought against the restraints that bound him.
Dafril sighed. You see? This hurts a lot, and you
arent as brave or as strong as you think you are. So help me
out, and Ill help you. Tell me how you and your friends are
stealing the souls of my colleagues.
Hasmals mind raced. He thought of half a dozen lies, but
all of them were improbable and sounded weak even to him and
if he told Dafril anything, he knew the Dragon would just keep
torturing him, making sure that what he said at the beginning
matched what he would say when he was more desperate.
He turned his face away.
Look at me.
He stared off to his right, trying to think of something that
might save him, that might get Dafril within his range.
Look at me, damn you.
The searing pain again, this time high on the inside of his
thigh.
He screamed and writhed, but kept his face turned from Dafril.
It seemed to help.
Dafril said, I can come around to that side, you idiot.
You wont win anything this way.
Hasmals heart leaped. Yes, he thought. Do come around.
Dafril did, carrying a knife. Look, you I can carve
out your eyes and your ears, cut off your nose, rip off your balls,
or skin the flesh from your body if I have to. The only part of you
that I need to have in working order is your tongue.
Hasmal met his gaze defiantly, and managed a grin. So this was
courage being trapped and terrified and holding fast because
he loved Alarista, and because cowardice would betray her.
He wondered if that was the difference between courage and
cowardice if brave men loved someone outside of themselves
while cowards loved only their own lives. If that were true, then
all men might be cowards sometimes and heroes at others. Then he
wondered if all courage trembled inside if all of it felt so
thin and fragile, so ready to tatter and blow away in the next
faint breeze or if there was a better sort of courage that
filled the belly with reckless fire and protected the mind from
terror. If any of that sort of courage existed, he wished he could
have some, because he was so scared he feared his heart would burst
through his chest.
Stubborn bastard. Id cooperate if I were
you.
You arent me, Hasmal whispered.
What was that? Dafril leaned closer so that he could
hear what Hasmal had said.
Yes, he thought. Ill tell you, he whispered,
his voice even softer than before.
Dafril stepped in close and leaned all the way over Hasmal.
Louder, he said. Say it louder.
And that was close enough. Hasmal rested his index finger
against Dafrils leg. He felt the slight vibration as the
talisman popped away from his skin and burrowed through the cloth
of Dafrils breeches.
In a moment, Alarista and Dùghall would see him through
Dafrils eyes. Dùghall would enter Dafril and pull his
soul out and trap it in one of the tiny soul-mirrors that waited on
the floor of the tent. And Hasmal would be saved if he could
just hold on until they could reach him.
We found a way to make our own Mirror of Souls, he
whispered.
Dafrils eyes narrowed, and he ran his thumb along the
bloody edge of the knife. Really? Tell me more.
Chapter 55
They lugged the Mirror of Souls through
the dark underpassages of the Citadel of the Gods, breathless,
frightened, yet exhilarated, too. Kait had to fight the urge to
shout, to scream defiance at the Dragons who went unaware about
their business in the white streets above her head. We have it, she
thought. We have it, and were going to get away with it, and
were going to destroy you.
How much farther? Ry, the strongest of the three of
them, carried most of the Mirrors weight; hed
positioned the artifact with two of its petals resting on the small
of his back and he gripped one petal in each hand. She and Ian
followed him, balancing a tripod leg each. They seemed to Kait to
be moving quickly, but theyd been in those dark passages for
a long time anyway.
Can you see a fork in the passageway ahead of us
yet? Ian asked.
It goes off in three directions.
Well take the left corridor. The passage will start
rising immediately and branch again. The right branch comes out in
a guardhouse at the Citadels service gate. Well have to
kill the guard, but my friend and his carriage will be parked
behind the stables across the street.
I can already smell outside air, Kait said.
She saw Ry nod. I do, too.
The picked up their pace until they were running. It was an
unconscious action born of fear and anticipation, but it was
dangerous, too. Hurrying, their breathing became louder and their
attention too focused on the simple mechanics of not falling down
while carrying their burden. We have to slow down, Kait
said, pulling backward on her leg of the tripod.
Both men slowed without a word.
Kait heard voices ahead. Who is likely to be coming
through here at this time of day? she asked Ian.
Soldiers . . . gardeners . . .
servants . . . Could be anyone.
Well have to kill them, Ry said.
Maybe not, Ian said. The corridor they were in was
pierced at right angles by regular intersections with other,
similar corridors. We can just move aside and hope they
dont notice us.
And if they do? Ry asked.
Kait sighed. Then well have to kill them. But
well all be better off if we dont. Them included,
she thought. She had no stomach for the murder of innocent
gardeners or serving girls.
They moved into the first corridor to their right and stood in
the shadows, not moving and barely breathing. They saw a light
flickering from ahead of where theyd been walking. They
waited, and the voices grew louder.
. . . and I told Marthe I was going to quit and
find a job slopping hogs if I couldnt find nothing
better, a mans voice said. Hogs is friendlier
than these bastards.
A hogll rip your arm off and eat it in front of you,
you aint careful, a womans voice answered.
Hogs is mean.
And these peoples meaner. Youre fresh from the
country you havent seen what Ive seen. But you
mark my words, Lallie, theyll be dug under your skin and
sucking the life out of you before youre here a week. Find
something else.
If thats such good advice, why aint you
already taken it?
The pair drew even with Kaits hiding place and she watched
them. Their torch illuminated a tired-looking man of perhaps forty,
slouch-shouldered and with thinning hair, and a fresh-scrubbed
young woman with a pert smile and a bounce in her step.
Because the bastards pay in good gold, and golds
hard to come by these days.
The girl flashed a broad grin up at the man and laughed.
As hard for me as for you, I reckon, and I swear Im
tired of being paid in eggs and promises. I guess I can wash
clothes for bastards good as I can for my neighbors.
They were past, then, and Kaits heart slowed its knocking
in her chest.
I reckon you can. I just hope you dont mind paying a
high price for your gold wage.
Kait wanted to tell the girl, Listen to him, you idiot.
Instead, she contented herself with the thought that she held the
Dragons downfall in her hands. Maybe, if Lallie wouldnt
save herself, Kait could save her. Maybe.
The voices died away to silence at last, and Ry and Kait and Ian
got back under way.
The guardhouse proved to be close, and Ian proved to be right in
his description of what they would find there. A guard stood, his
back to them, watching a few boys playing ball in the alley he
guarded. There was no traffic. There were no pedestrians.
Ian drew his knife, slipped behind the guard, jammed a leather
gag into the mans mouth, and slammed him on the back of the
head with the pommel of his knife. The man fell like a dropped bag
of rocks. Kait saw that he was still breathing. Ian carefully
removed the leather gag and stood staring down at the man.
I thought you were going to kill him, Ry said.
Ive done more than my share of killing since I came
here. He looked bleak when he said it. He didnt
see us, he didnt hear us, and he wont be able to tell
anyone which way we went or what we did.
Ry nodded. Im not complaining.
Wheres your carriage?
Ian said, Stand here a moment. He strolled across
the street, to all appearances the guard in the guardhouse stepping
out for a moment to take a look at something interesting. When he
came back, Kait heard wheels rattle, and an instant later, a large
black funeral carriage drawn by four black horses rolled into view.
It stopped in front of the guardhouse and Kait, Ry, and Ian dragged
the Mirror of Souls into the darkened interior and followed it
in.
The carriage lurched forward.
Where are we going? Kait asked. She couldnt
believe that they were free.
Galweigh House, Ian said softly. Its the
last place anyone will think to look for us.
About the Author
Holly Lisle, born in
1960, has been writing science fiction full time since November of
1992. Prior to that, she worked as an advertising representative, a
commercial artist, a guitar teacher, a restaurant singer, and for
ten years as a registered nurse specializing in emergency and
intensive care. Originally from Salem, Ohio, she has also lived in
Alaska, Costa Rica, Guatemala, North Carolina, Georgia, and
Florida. She and Matt are raising three children and several cats.
Her Secret Texts series concludes with Courage of Falcons in
October 2000.
Vengeance of Dragons

By Holly Lisle
Diplomacy of Wolves
Vengeance of Dragons
Courage of Falcons
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Contents
Acknowledgments
Map
In Diplomacy of Wolves . . .
BOOK ONE
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Interlude
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
BOOK TWO
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Interlude
BOOK THREE
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
About the Author
Acknowledgments
Again, thanks to Peter
James and Nick Thorpe, authors of Ancient Inventions, which
has proved the most inspirational and useful book Ive read in
ages; to Betsy Mitchell, whose editing, recommendations, comments,
and questions made the book far better than it would have otherwise
been; to Russell Galen and Danny Baror, whose tireless work in my
behalf made my first European sales happen, and made it possible
for me to live off my writing income, and in Russs case,
inspired the project in the first place; to Matthew, whose
first-draft editing also resulted in major changes and major
improvements, and whose encouragement keeps me going; and to Mark
and Becky, who did all sorts of useful and kind things for me while
I was writing that made my life easier, and who cheered me up when
the work got hard. And finally, belated thanks to John
JT Tilden and Perry Ahern for cheerfully providing the
bodies.


In Diplomacy of Wolves . . .
Magic, in the world of
Matrin and especially in the Iberan lands where the last of the
true humans live, has been a study both forbidden and reviled for a
thousand years but Kait Galweigh has survived to hide the
secret Scars of old and dangerous magic. A daughter of the powerful
Galweigh Family and a promising junior diplomat, Kait is Scarred.
Her nature causes her to skinshift, a trait which would lead to her
immediate execution even by members of her own Family. Chaperoning
her cousin prior to the girls wedding into the Dokteerak
Family, Kait overhears a plot between the Dokteeraks and the
Galweighs longtime enemies, the Sabirs. The Families are
planning to destroy the Galweighs at the upcoming wedding.
Kait survives a harrowing escape from Dokteerak House with her
information, aided by a stranger who, like her, is Scarred by the
skinshifting curse called Karnee. She is drawn to the
stranger and is dismayed to discover that he is a son of the Sabir
Family, her Familys oldest and worst enemy. She returns to
the embassy, where she informs the Galweighs of the Dokteerak-Sabir
treachery, and tries to put her attraction to the Sabir Karnee out
of her mind. Her Family takes both military and illicit magical
steps to foil the conspiracy and crush the conspirators. The
Sabirs, though, never planned to share power with the Dokteeraks;
instead, they use them to get the Galweigh military out in the
open. Then, on two carefully managed fronts, they wipe out the
Dokteerak and Galweigh armies and use both treachery and magic to
capture Galweigh House back in the grand city of Calimekka.
However, magic used forcefully against another always rebounds.
Both Families wizards, who call themselves Wolves, expected
to strike unprepared targets with their spells. But their attacks
hit each other at the same time, and the magic rebounds, wiping out
the majority of both Families Wolves.
It simultaneously does two other things as well, both seemingly
irrelevant. First, the magical blast wakes an artifact called the
Mirror of Souls. A beautiful and complex creation designed by the
Ancients before the end of the Wizards War a thousand years
earlier, the Mirror has been waiting for just such a powerful
rewhah. It signals that the world has returned to the use of
magic . . . and more importantly, magic of the right
sort. The Mirror awakens the souls it holds within its Soulwell,
and they reach out to people who might be able to help them.
Second, the rewhah horribly Scars a young girl named
Danya Galweigh, a cousin of Kaits, who has been kidnapped by
the Sabirs and used as a sacrifice by the Sabir Wolves when the
Galweighs fail to meet the ransom. Danya is changed beyond
recognition, and the baby she unknowingly carries, a baby conceived
through rape and torture during her capture, is changed, too, but
in more subtle ways. The force of the rewhah throws Danya
into the icy southern wastes of the Veral Territories, where, were
it not for the help of a mysterious spirit who calls himself
Luercas, she would die.
Kait finds Galweigh House in Sabir hands and many members of her
Family executed. She steals the Galweigh airible and flies for help
to the nearby island of Goft, where the Galweigh Family has other
holdings. However, the head of this lesser branch of the Galweigh
Family sees the demise of the main branch as his chance to advance,
and he orders Kait killed. A spirit voice claiming to be her
long-dead ancestor warns her of the treachery, and she escapes
again, this time after stealing money from the House treasury.
The spirit tells her another way she can aid her Family, even
though it says they are now all dead. Following its advice, she
hires a ship from the Goft harbor to take her across the ocean in
search of the Mirror of Souls. The spirit tells her that this
ancient artifact will allow her to reclaim her murdered Family from
the dead. She enlists the aid of the captain, Ian Draclas, by
telling him she is going in search of one of the Ancients
lost cities. Such a place would make any mans fortune.
Onboard the ship she runs into a man named Hasmal rann Dorchan,
whom she once met briefly. Hasmal, a wizard of the sect known as
the Falcons, had been trying to escape the doom that an oracle had
warned would befall him if he associated with Kait. He is not
pleased to see her.
Hasmals oracle mocks him and warns him that to protect
himself, he must teach Kait magic. She learns, but denies the
existence of the doom-filled destiny he claims they share.
Kait is plagued by dreams of the Sabir Karnee; she becomes
certain that he is following her across the sea. To break her
obsession with him, she accepts the advances of the ships
captain, and she and Ian Draclas become lovers. But her obsession
only worsens.
As the ship nears its destination, it sails into the heart of
Wizards Circle, a place where magical residue from the
Wizards War a thousand years before is still so strong that
it can affect and control anyone moving within its reach. Hasmal
works magic to free the ship, and Kait, in her skinshifted form,
saves the life of the captain. In so doing, though, Kait is
revealed as a monster and Hasmal as a wizard, and the crew turns
against them. They reach the shore and discover the city, but while
Kait, Hasmal, Ian, and two of his men set out to retrieve the
Mirror of Souls from its distant hiding place, the crew mutinies
and maroons them in the unexplored wilds of North Novtierra.
Book One

Solander the Reborn will arrive
in the wind of the Dragons breath.
Wanderers and Steaders joined
will slay the Dragons.
Born of blood and terror,
The opal city Paranne will rise at last.
FROM THE SECRET TEXTS, VOL. 2, SET 31
BY VINCALIS THE AGITATOR
Chapter 1
The scream was Kait Galweighs
first warning that something was wrong. The second, half an instant
later, was the hard metallic stink of human blood mingled with the
rank stench of predator.
Run! she heard Hasmal shout.
The gap!
Slings!
Gods, I think hes dead!
She heard running, and shouts, and animal howls. The smells and
sounds and the terror hit her like a blow to the skull; her body
responded before her mind could. Her blood began to boil and her
skin and muscles flowed like liquid, and the human part of her,
which had been hunting for edible plants in the forest, Shifted to
embrace the monster that lived inside of her; she became the thing
she both hated and needed. With the woman burned away, what
remained was beast, furred, fanged, four-legged, hungry for the
hunt. Karnee now, blood-mad, she raced toward trouble.
She came over the ridge at a dead run, and skidded to a stop at
the sight laid out before her. The attackers had her people backed
into a narrow crevice in the cliff that formed the north wall of
their camp. Turben was down and bleeding heavily. The other three
used the plentiful shale scree as their weapon; they were taking
turns throwing volleys against the enemy with makeshift slings,
timing their fire in such a way that a constant rain of the
knifelike stone shards filled the air.
She couldnt see her attackers, but she knew where they
were from the sound of them; they were using the ruin as their
shield. They were better armed than the humans. She could hear the
twang of bowstrings, the hiss of heavy arrows flying through the
air, the rattle and clatter as the arrows rebounded off the cliff
face and knocked loose more scree. Better armed and with their prey
cornered, they couldnt help but win.
Unless she found a way to shift the odds in her favor.
She scrambled down the cliff, kicking loose scree as she did.
But neither her friends nor her enemies would pay attention to her
four-legged, she moved differently than a human, and gave
the impression she was moving away from the trouble.
Once into the valley and downwind of the attackers, she came in
behind them, running through the underbrush with her belly to the
ground. She was fast and quiet enough that they had no warning when
she burst out of the brush to attack them.
She got her first clear look at them as she charged toward the
nearest. They were taller than any man and gaunt as specters, and
gray fur hung from their frames in ragged, moss-festooned hanks.
She guessed they massed twenty to twenty-five stone more
than four times the weight and bulk of the average human. They ran
on four legs but stood clumsily on two to fling rocks or shoot
their arrows, and they called to each other in rough syllables that
were not far removed from wordless grunts. Yet they did speak, and
they did make weapons, and their faces, arranged in human fashion
though larger and more heavily boned, bespoke their Wizards
War origins. They were Scarred monsters whose ancestors a
thousand years earlier had been men.
She was terrified. All her life, shed heard horrible
stories about Scarred monsters and what they were capable of
and she knew what she was capable of, which made her give
the stories credence but in the end it didnt matter.
Her friends needed her.
She lunged in, keeping low to the ground and aiming straight for
the rear leg of the nearest attacker, and before any of the four
beasts could react to her, shed sunk her fangs into the
tendons of the monsters right leg and ripped through
them.
The monster screamed, and blood gushed in her mouth. She bounded
away, feeling the surge of the Karnee battle-lust boiling in her
veins, fed by the raging river of her fear and determination.
The beast shed hamstrung was on three legs, turning to
face her as quickly as he could. She could read murder in his face.
Another Scarred had turned, too, and nocked an arrow. She spun,
darted from the cleared circle, and burst out at one of the two
monsters still firing at the cornered humans. An arrow grazed her
back and fire screamed through her body, but she kept going.
She launched herself upward at the creatures underbelly,
her claws unsheathed and hooking forward, teeth bared. She ripped
into the unprotected skin and the slippery, stinking weight of gut
rolled down at her. The beast shrieked, its voice far too
high-pitched for its size, and flailed at her. Her momentum carried
her out of its reach, but into the path of the other two
monsters.
One released an arrow in her direction; the other reached for
her with dirt-crusted claws as long as her hands. The reaching
monster hampered the aim of the shooting one, and the shooting one
screamed at the grabbing one and startled him, and so both missed.
She scrambled away before they could organize their attack, and ran
out into the rain of shale.
Dont hit me! she yelled, and caught just a
glimpse of the pale faces of her friends peering from the
protection of the crevice. Im going to lead them away
from camp. Hasmal set a . . . a
spellfire.
She heard them shout, Kait! Someone yelled,
Right! and she hoped Hasmal had understood what
shed said. Her Shifted voice was deep and coarse, more the
growling of an animal than the speech of a woman. Godsall, she
hoped he could figure out what she planned, and that he would do
what she wanted him to do.
The monster shed disemboweled was down. But the others
were after her, their long legs covering a hellish amount of
ground.
She charged straight for the stream that fed into the bay and
leaped it. On the other side, a game trail ran parallel to the
water. Kait followed it; browsing animals had cleared much of the
stream edge, so for something her size, it made easy running. The
beasts that pursued her, much larger than she, struggled with
branches and thickets overhanging the trail at eye level. She could
hear them crashing after her, falling behind. They started howling,
and she could hear the frustration in their calls.
She would make it. She was going to survive. Shed have
time to get down to the beach, to swim into the bay
Another monster appeared in front of her another part of
their hunting band, coming to assist its packmates. She shrieked,
caught off guard, but it wasnt surprised to see her. It
narrowed its eyes and lunged.
She barely evaded it; she was small and fast, it was large and
slower. But not slow enough. It jumped sideways to block her
escape, yelling as it did. From behind her, one of the others
shouted back.
They talked to each other. It was too easy to think of them as
animals, but they werent.
She shot straight up a solid tree, claws hooking into the bark.
The monster stretched after her, its claws slashing into her
haunch, and she felt a single instant of blinding pain along her
spine. She dug harder with her hindquarters and pulled free. She
clung to an upper branch, out of reach of the things, wishing for
the safety of the bay. She was running out of time. She began the
careful process of moving across the network of interfaced branches
that would get her there.
She heard the flat twang of a bowstring, and an arrow buried
itself in her flank. She screamed, feeling the hot gush of blood
down her leg and the weight of the shaft throwing off her balance.
The pain was another weight, sucking the fight from her. She stared
down; one of them tracked her through the trees, waiting for
another clear shot. She flung herself forward, and heard another of
them crashing toward her from the side. The ones behind her were
closing.
Hurry with the fire, Hasmal, she prayed. If he did, her friends
would survive; they would find a way to get the Mirror to the
Reborn even if she died. They had to succeed at that
Solander the Reborn had told her he had to have it. The Mirror,
which was rumored to resurrect the dead, would one day give her
back her murdered Family, but even before it did that, it would
serve Solanders purpose in creating his world of peace and
love the world in which her kind would be accepted, not
hunted down, tortured, and slaughtered.
She never thought shed discover something worth dying for,
but a world that would not murder little children for being born
Scarred was such a thing. Her familys lives were such a
thing. If her friends could live to get the Mirror to Solander
. . .
She yanked the arrow from her flank with teeth and claws, and,
fighting the agony, went scrambling on three legs along the branch.
The Karnee Shift began closing the wound, but ate up her energy to
do it. Her body would devour itself to heal; if she lived through
this, she would have a hellish price to pay.
Then she heard fire crackling behind her and caught the first
whiff of smoke. The spellfire wouldnt be stopped by rain, or
by live, wet wood, or by unfavorable wind. It would burn everything
burnable in its path, carving a perfect circle of destruction
through the forest, stopping only when the energy with which Hasmal
had fueled it ran out. It would burn faster than any normal fire,
reducing a full-grown tree to ashes in mere moments. If she
didnt get out of its way, it would burn her, too.
The stream ran below her, within reach. But the monsters held
the game trails to either side of it. If she wanted to live, she
had to get to the bay. She was out of time.
The monsters sniffed the air, smelling smoke but they
didnt know how fast the fire would come. She did. In
desperation she threw herself into the center of the flooded, icy,
boulder-studded stream. The water dragged at her legs as she
scrabbled to touch bottom, lifted her off her feet, and flung her
forward.
She fought to keep her head up. The current was fast, brutally
fast, the normally negotiable water made deadly by days of rain. It
slammed her into boulders as it dragged her downstream. With every
bone-cracking collision she could only remind herself that worse
was coming.
The current spun her backward for an instant before sucking her
completely under the water. In that instant, she saw the world
behind her lit up like a blast furnace, blue-white fire advancing
in a wall faster than the fastest man could run.
Shed seen the monsters behind her outlined by the
fire.
And then she was under the muddy water, caught in the fierce
center of the current, dragged headfirst through blackness. She
held her breath and kept her forelegs over her head, hoping to
protect herself from rocks, but the current jerked her into one
from the side, and when her head hit, the pain hammered her. She
inhaled water and choked as the current flung her upward again,
playing with her. She spewed water into the air and pulled
smoke-poisoned, fire-heated air into her wet lungs.
Then everything got worse. The stream became a waterfall that
plunged down the side of a cliff and poured into the bay. The
current flung her over the precipice amid a torrent of pounding
water. The sensation of floating seemed to last both forever and no
time at all, ending abruptly in horrific pain. Her body crashed
against rocks, water slammed her, and ribs and hips and legs all
shattered and screamed agony at once.
She was with the pain, in the pain, made of pain for an instant
that was an eternity, while her blood boiled and her skin burned
and a fire erupted inside of her that was hotter than the spellfire
that had destroyed the world around her.
Then . . .
Nothing.
Chapter 2
The Veil joins all the worlds
those that are, those that were, and those that will someday be;
they exist simultaneously within its compass. It is no-time,
no-place, no-thing; infinite, terrifying, unknowable. Its winds
blow through the realities, its storms twist them, and even its
silences cast long shadows.
Through the Veil, galaxies and souls travel as equals. In it,
stars and gods and dreams are born, live out their spans, and die.
It is neither a heaven nor a hell, though men of uncounted
realities have named it one or the other or both, and have built
stories and religions and civilizations around their error.
The Veil . . . is. Uncaring, unchanging, and
unchangeable, it nonetheless offers much to those who know how to
reach it and exploit it.
Within the Veil, the Star Council regrouped in answer to the
summons of a single powerful soul, its members racing inward like
stars in a tiny imploding galaxy hundreds of brilliant
points of light spiraling toward an ever-brightening center.
The soul that summoned the Council was named Dafril. Dafril
yearned for the immortality of the Veil, the power of gods
. . . and a body of flesh. When Dafrils soul had
thought it would claim Kait Galweigh as its avatar, it had begun
forming its thought patterns in female mode. Now things were
changing. Kaits compliance was ever more in doubt, so it
began to shape itself toward a male existence. A thousand years
earlier, it, or rather he, and his friends had devised a plan that
they hoped would bring them all they yearned for. At last they were
close to achieving their dreams.
We have two orders of business, Dafril announced when all
the councillors save one a missing soul named Luercas
were gathered. First, we must prepare our avatars, for the hour
of our return draws near. Second, we must decide how we will deal
with the forces that have risen against us in our absence.
Weve spent a thousand years in the planning of our
return, Mellayne said quietly. If we dont know what we
hope to do now, will we ever?
At the last moment things change, Dafril said. And
this has become the last moment. We could only speculate before now
about the kind of world wed find when we returned now
we know what we face. We could only guess what sort of people would
inhabit it. And we never expected betrayal by one of our own
yet we must assume, since Luercas has disappeared, he has done so
in order to oppose us.
I thought the Mirror would only wake us when theyd
rebuilt a real civilization, Shamenar said. I cannot believe
the primitive conditions we face. The filth of even their greatest
city stuns the mind. Raw sewage in the gutters; animal waste in the
streets; slaughtered animals hanging in open-air markets; rooms lit
only by fire. And the sicknesses of the people . . .
worms and boils and rickets and yaws, influenza and diabetes and
rat plague and things I havent even heard names for
before.
Theyre ignorant, Tahirin added. Superstitious,
cruel, violent, dishonest and as brutal as their short,
uncomprehending lives, most of them. How can we work with these
people?
Dafril drew energy from the Veil and grew more luminous, to give
his people courage. This is the world we come into. This is the
lot weve drawn. Theyve built what they could now
we make it better. Only we can return civilization to our home. We
can cure their diseases; we can improve their city; we can teach
them and set them on a new path. The white cities will rise again,
and we will ride through their streets in skycarts and breathe
perfumed air and feast on wondrous food. The wind will once more
play the White Chimes, and a hundred thousand fountains will sing
and cool the breezes, and coldlamps will illuminate the darkest
corners. Remember. Remember what we did before, and know that we
can do it again.
I wish I could be so sure, Werris said.
Dafril felt their fear. A thousand years of passive waiting lay
behind them, and that time had weight. In it, his people had grown
accustomed to the limitations of bodilessness and fearful of
change, challenge, and danger. Now they faced all three, and he
sensed in many of his followers a desire to continue as they were,
to cling to the known. He felt the same fear and in some small way
tasted the same desire, but he also recalled the hunger hed
brought with him from life.
Life was the only game worth playing.
More than a million people inhabit Calimekka, he reminded
them. And the city grows daily. You can bring civilization to a
million souls far more easily than you can to a hundred, because
you have more people to work with. We shall . . . tax
them. Well apply a fair tax equally to every soul in the
city. With that little tax, we give them the good things they
havent the talent or the intelligence or the imagination or
the ambition to give themselves. We will have our civilized city,
and they will live healthy lives protected from violence in a world
that no longer knows war, famine, or pestilence. What could be more
reasonable?
Well. Yes. Why would anyone object to our making their lives
better? Except Solander, of course, Sartrig said. And his
Falcons. And evidently Luercas.
Dafril felt the stab of truth there. Solander, who had fouled
their work so completely a thousand years earlier, had somehow come
back. Hed found himself a body, an incredible body subtly
shaped by magic, hardened by magic the way fire hardened steel
a body worthy of immortality. He was not yet born, but he
and that wondrous body were waiting for them, already watchful,
already planning to oppose them again, standing as ever on the side
of dirt and disorder and chaos. They would have to deal quickly
with Solander. And Luercas . . .
Luercas had been Dafrils closest and most powerful ally a
thousand years earlier. Hed been a friend and a companion; he
had shared Dafrils dreams of their shining white city and of
immortality spent amid beauty, luxury, and art; he had struggled
with Dafril to save their fellow dreamers when everything went bad
at the end. But when the Mirror of Souls finally woke the hundreds
it held within its Soulwell and set them free within the Veil,
Luercas had vanished. And Dafril was left wondering what his
absence meant whether the cold and twisted things that
preyed between the worlds had devoured his soul, or whether some
unsuspected bitterness or treachery had turned it against the Star
Council. He could not believe that Luercas, ever the most careful
and patient of souls, would carelessly allow himself to be
devoured. Which left . . . betrayal.
Sartrigs spirit-light darkened as the senior councillor
brought himself to the fore. I have a problem. I have chosen a
marvelous avatar a young Wolf named Ry Sabir a
powerful, well-bred man with training in magic and a body shaped by
magic. But he has some knowledge of blocking and shielding, and he
fights my direct influence at every turn. As long as he believes me
to be the spirit of his dead brother, he at least considers my
council. But he is most intractable and strong. When the moment
comes, I dont know that I will be able to penetrate his magic
to . . . lead him.
Dafril felt the fear behind Sartrigs remark and its echoes
shivered through his own soul. Men and women in this new time and
new place were not all purely human an interesting result of
fallout from the last weapons in the final exchange between his
people and the Falcons. He and his companions had just barely
missed seeing the first fruits of that fallout, he suspected. A
thousand years had honed the changed people the people the
Calimekkans called the Scarred into a host of lovely
species; some of the specimens in this new time offered options he
had never imagined a thousand years earlier. His preferred
avatar was a young woman named Kait Galweigh, a strong, beautiful
girl of high birth with an interesting twist. She was a
skinshifter, thereby possessing a talent he found irresistible. She
was well thought of, had the necessary connections to
Calimekkas ruling factions, and had for some time been
willing even eager to listen to his advice, believing
that she heard a long-deceased ancestor when he spoke to her.
But she had become increasingly suspicious in the last weeks,
after falling in with unfortunate companions who had introduced her
to magical training which allowed her to block out his
presence.
He had therefore chosen a backup for his preferred avatar.
Exquisite little beast though Kait was, he had accepted the fact
that she might be out of his reach when the great moment arrived.
So his second choice was another of those marvelous skinshifters
a powerful wizard who had friends in useful places, and who
was as beautiful as Kait. To his detriment, he was not as young. He
wasnt female, either, and Dafril had been fascinated by the
idea of femaleness. He was also cruel, and known for perversions of
a sort that Dafril found disgusting. And he had enemies. But Dafril
had decided that he could cope with Crispin Sabirs drawbacks
if Kait failed to work out.
Another fact made Crispin interesting to Dafril, though it
wasnt something he yet knew how to use. Crispin was father to
the body that Solander inhabited. Dafril could feel the faint
resonance created by the link of paternity. He knew that if he
found a way to use it, his enemy could also use the link against
him . . . if he knew of it. If he didnt, well
. . . it was, for the moment, something to keep in
mind.
Meanwhile, the avatar Sartrig had been drawn to was also one of
the worlds few skinshifters. Those flexible bodies were so
tempting, but offered special problems as well as
opportunities.
Prepare an alternate, he said. For that matter, each
of you should have at least one alternate. We will have only the
one moment to reach our avatars once the Mirror draws us through
the Soulwell into the world. If your avatar is beyond the
Mirrors reach at that moment, or is in any way closed to you,
youll be tossed back into the Veil without an anchor, and
lost to us forever.
The silence that greeted this statement echoed with fear.
Someone from far in the back of the Councils cluster
finally broke the silence by changing the subject. Which leaves
us with the problems of Luercas and of Solander and his
minions.
Dafril considered that for a moment. Serious problems, both,
though I think Solander is the lesser. We have already defeated him
once, and though he is already embodied, and the body is truly his,
in order to acquire it he is being born. He will be an infant, and
then a child, and while he is helpless, we will have time to
prepare. We know of his presence and that of his followers; they
should pose little danger to us.
Luercas is another matter. We must accept that with every
moment he ignores our calls and hides himself, the likelihood of
his plotting against us increases. Nor am I comforted by the fact
that he is one and we are many, for though we have the strength of
numbers, we cannot assume that he is alone he has always had
a talent for finding allies in unlikely places.
Wed thought to show him mercy, to give him a chance to
rejoin us, Dafril continued, as suits those we love and
would call friends; but though I am loath to admit it, I must now
concede that those of you who advocated his destruction were right.
When you search for him, search in groups large enough that you can
overcome him if you find him. He is old, and clever, and he
survived things in the Old World that most of you cannot imagine.
When you find him, dont try to reason with him, dont
warn him of your presence. Annihilate him. For if you do not, I
fear he will annihilate you.
Chapter 3
The Wind Treasure cut through
rough seas, heading south along uncharted North Novtierran
coastline. Ry Sabir leaned against the curved bulkhead of the cabin
and frowned out the porthole at the ragged black line of land that
lay on the horizon to the east, feeling sick dread in his belly.
Kait was in trouble. The link that bound them, whatever it was and
wherever it came from, had sent him fear, rage, pain
. . . and now nothing. Nothing was the worst thing of
all.
He turned back to his lieutenants and said, I havent
discussed it because there hasnt been any need.
All five of his lieutenants, who were also his best friends, had
gathered in the small room. Theyd locked and barred the cabin
door and now sat crowded on the two bottom bunks.
Yanth, dressed for high drama in black silk breeches and a black
silk shirt, with his long blond hair braided with black cord, said,
Im afraid there is a need. Each time one of us has
mentioned what well do when we get back home, you fall
silent. Or you look away, or change the subject, or make some mock
of the idea of returning to Calimekka. And not once have you told
us how you expect to show up with a bride whos a Galweigh.
Surely that seems to us to require some planning, or at least some
thought.
Trev, Jaim, Valard, and Karyl all nodded.
Yanth continued, Youre hiding a problem from us, and
the problem youre hiding concerns us. Were determined
to have the truth out of you, no matter what we have to do to get
it. He flushed as he finished speaking, and the vertical
scars on his cheeks stood out like two stripes of white paint.
This was the moment Ry had dreaded, the moment when his friends
would no longer be turned aside from asking their questions, the
moment when he would have to face the truth. He pushed his worries
about Kait to the back of his mind they would still be there
later. He had immediate problems.
Doesnt matter that youre first-line Family and
we arent, Jaim said. Doesnt matter that
Trevs not Family at all. Were going to know what
youre hiding from us before we leave here, or we wont
leave here.
Yanth would speak out of anger. It was his way. And he could
cool down as quickly as he heated up. Had it been only Yanth in the
room with Ry, he felt sure he could have avoided the confrontation
his friends sought.
But Jaim arrived at no decision quickly. He weighed and
considered and argued with himself until everyone was certain he
would never say either yea or nay . . . and then without
warning he would come to his conclusions. When he did, nothing
could sway him. If Jaim had decided he must know the truth, he
would starve to death waiting to find it out. And keep Ry starving
with him. When Jaim spoke, Ry saw all his options fly out the
door.
They were his friends, had been for many years but when
he looked into their eyes, he saw no warmth, no willingness to
laugh and be turned from their questions. He smelled on them the
beginnings of anger and fear, and he knew he would finally have to
face what he had done to them. He simply wasnt sure how to go
about it.
My mother . . . he began, and stopped.
They looked at him, expectant.
He swallowed, tasting shame.
The day we sailed, I went to tell her I was leaving. All
of you were already on the ship, waiting for me. But she refused to
give me her leave. After all the deaths . . . He
closed his eyes, remembering that horrible confrontation with his
once-beautiful mother, who lay in her sickbed, Scarred beyond
recognition by the fallout of his Familys abortive war
against the Galweigh Family. She didnt want to hear
anything I had to say. She insisted that since my father was dead,
I take over leadership of the Wolves. I refused, telling her that I
was coming after Kait. She was furious with me, and asked if you
were all accompanying me. I told her that I sailed alone
that all of you were dead. He heard their indrawn breaths,
saw the shock and horror on their faces, and he looked down, unable
to meet their eyes.
You told her we were dead? Karyl, Rys
cousin, fell back onto the bunk and covered his face with both
hands. Dead? You . . . idiot!
I feared her reprisals against your families if she knew
you were helping me defy her.
Yanth had gone so pale his scars disappeared. Dead. So
what advantages did you feel you got for us by our being
dead?
I told her that you died heroes . . . fighting
the Galweighs in Galweigh House. He shrugged. It seemed
like a good idea at the time.
He saw them wince at those words.
They had the right, he thought. He didnt even dare recall
the number of times hed said those words before. So many of
his disasters had seemed like good ideas at the time.
In his defense, he told them, Your families are now in
high favor. High favor. Trev, your sisters will be presented
to first-rank Sabirs when they are of marriageable age and will be
eligible to carry title all the way up to paraglesa. Valard, your
brother and father will have already been given the title of parat.
You other three your families were already parats. But they
wont be dead . . . and if my mother had any idea
that you were helping me defy her, they would have been, with their
heads on the city walls.
Valard crossed his arms over his chest and glowered at Ry, green
eyes blazing. That seems exaggerated. How much trouble could
you have been in? Meanwhile, while were dead and will never
be able to go home without destroying our families, youll go
back a hero, eh? He had always been willing to do anything
for Ry, but at that moment he looked like hed
reconsidered.
Either we go back heroes together or none of us goes back
at all. As far as everyone knows, Im as dead as you
are.
That gave them pause.
They think youre dead, too? Karyl asked.
So how did you accomplish that? And why?
I made it look as if the Hellspawn Trinity killed me,
because they knew I was going to make my bid to lead the Wolves.
That was as much to convince my mother that I intended to comply
with her demands as to get out of the House without breaking my
word to her. You see, she told me if I didnt stay and fight
for leadership of the Wolves, shed declare me
barzanne. But she failed to consider that if I stayed and made
a real bid for power, the Trinity would have killed me for real.
And being dead legally was better than being dead in
fact. And far better than being barzanne.
His friends were stunned.
Your own mother was going to
declare
Barzanne
By my own soul
Had she known you were alive and helping me, I have no
doubt she would have declared you barzanne as well. He
looked into their eyes. Your families would not have fared so
well then.
No.
They were nodding, agreeing, ready to forgive.
Im sorry, Ry said. I never intended to
involve you in such trouble. I never thought going after Kait
Galweigh would be such a mistake.
His friends looked at each other, shrugged, looked at him.
Jaim said, The man who knows the future makes no mistakes.
But such a man isnt a man. Hes a god.
Yanth shook his head slowly, then grinned. True. And you
just think youre a god.
You dont hate me? Ry asked.
Valard sighed. Not yet. Figure out a way for us to be
heroes, and to go home again, and well forgive
everything.
Karyl leaned back on one elbow and smiled slowly. At the
least find us an island inhabited by beautiful girls we can take as
wives, and set us up like parats. With a beautiful young wife, my
own land, and decent weather, Ill forgive and forget almost
anything.
At the least, you say? Now Ry was smiling. It
isnt enough for the five of you that all of us are alive and
healthy?
Yanth tugged at the front of his shirt, smoothing the silk. He
didnt bother to look up as he said, Ah, but we know
you. Youll do everything you can between now and the time we
find a safe harbor to get us all killed. Yourself included.
Now he did look up, and his eyes were full of laughter. All
we want is moderate compensation for the hell youre sure to
put us through.
Ry decided to tell them what he knew, though not precisely how
hed learned it. If his dead brothers spirit had crossed
the Veil to offer him counsel and beg his help, surely that was a
secret the two of them could keep. Ive discovered
through magic that Kait is going after an artifact that returns the
dead to life. Im going to take her home as my wife but
all of us are going to carry home that artifact, and any
other wonders we find in the Ancients city shes
discovered. With a ship full of such riches, my mother will be able
to resurrect my father to lead the Wolves again, and be able to
have my older brother back. And well be heroes.
And he would be freed from the cloistered life of dark magic and
intrigue his mother had planned for him.
Yanth frowned. I would think you would have said something
before this, if only to let us know we had as much stake in
reaching Kait as you do.
I didnt know if she would find her city, or if she
would find the Mirror of Souls and why give you hope when
there was none? Or, for that matter, why let you know how bad
things were when we might yet hope for a chance of reprieve? Lately
when Ive looked through her eyes Ive seen both ruins
and an artifact that I believe is the Mirror so now you can
find out about the trouble were in and find out that we might
hope to get ourselves out of it at the same time. Meanwhile, as we
try, your families are safe.
What he didnt know and would not tell them was whether
Kait still lived. Perhaps hed brought all of them to the
other side of the world for nothing that inexplicable link
that bound him to Kait was as silent as if it had never existed. He
had followed her across half a world, a madness he still could not
explain even to himself. He had thrown away his name, his Family,
and his future for a stranger who was the born enemy of the Sabirs,
a woman he had met in the flesh once, and that in a dark alley in
front of the corpses of the men who would have killed her. He did
not know if she could love him. He did know she had every reason to
distrust him, and perhaps even to hate him.
And now he could no longer tell if she still lived.
He stared out the porthole. She was ahead of him somewhere. And
he would give anything to find her still alive.
Chapter 4
Imogene Sabir had placed her chair
carefully beneath the beam of sunlight that poured through the high
window of her study. Though she couldnt see the sunlight, she
could feel it; ever since the attack on the Galweighs, when the
rewhah the magical backlash that came from using magic
as force nearly destroyed her, her bones craved its
heat.
Finder Malloren stood before her, but not in the attitude of
profound obeisance required when one of his station faced one of
hers. He mistook her blindness for lack of ability to see,
which was his error, and one for which she would eventually make
him pay. With her heightened Karnee and magical senses, she could
not only determine his physical position, but also his mental
impressions of her, while her sense of smell picked up a secret he
thought he kept from everyone that she could, at some time in the
future, threaten to expose. She thought doing so would make him
virtually her slave.
When she had time for such amusements, she decided she would
play with the Finder a bit.
Meanwhile, however, she listened to his presentation of his
latest hunt.
. . . This long after the fact, it was hard to
find anyone around the docks who remembered anything. I had to pay
a lot of money to people who might be able to put me in
touch with people who might have been there. It was
difficult
But if youd failed, she interrupted, you
wouldnt be standing here right now, expecting to be paid. I
already know my son is alive. That humiliating scene Crispin
orchestrated proved that clearly enough. I just want to know the
rest of the story.
W-w-well . . . yes . . . but I wanted
you to know how hard
Your personal difficulties dont interest me. Your
results do. I pay you for the results, and for the costs you incur
in getting them. If you want to be paid for the dramatic way you
tell your story, I suggest you change to a different line of
work.
She felt him flush from humiliation at being spoken to
thus, and from having to take it, and finally from anger at being
denied telling his tale the way he chose. She sensed in him
frustration, too. He had no doubt expected her to offer him a bonus
when she heard how much work hed had to do to bring her his
findings.
She smiled, and felt him recoil. That amused her, too. She
wished she could see what she had become in the wake of the
disaster. She could guess from touching her face and from the
reactions of others that little of the human was left of her. She
supposed she had become hideous, but she could not see her own
reflection in her mind she was still as beautiful as she had
been the day she lost the last of her sight. She didnt mind
being hideous. Being beautiful had worked for her, but that was
gone. She had discovered, however, that terror peeled as much
cooperation out of people as beauty ever had.
He said, Yes. Of course. I cannot verify names the
people I have located were careful to keep their names from any
records. Or from even having them spoken. Ironically, it was that
care which finally allowed me to find them.
On the night your son disappeared and was presumed
murdered, five young men spent the better part of the stations of
Dard and Telt in a dockside tavern called The Fire-eaters
Ease, passing the time drinking, playing hawks and hounds, and
dicing and betting at fortuna. They were obviously of the upper
classes four wore swords prominently displayed and the fifth
wore two long daggers. All dressed well. From eyewitness accounts,
I have that one was tall and slender with blond hair and scars on
his face; he was reported as being a boaster and a dandy, dressed
entirely in silk. Another, somewhat shorter, wore brown hair pulled
back in a long braid, and seemed to those who saw him to be quiet.
Thoughtful. A doxy who works there says she sat on his lap and
tried to talk him into going upstairs with her, but he refused even
though he was interested. She says he said he was waiting for a
friend, and that when the friend arrived, he would have to be ready
to leave immediately. He refused to tell her anything about the
friend or where he had to go refused so adamantly that she
remembered him. He called himself Parat Beyjer.
Parat Beyjer, eh? Imogene chuckled, delighted in
spite of herself. Parat Beyjer? And tell me, were his
friends named Soin, Gyjer, Torhet, and, perhaps . . .
Farge?
Shed shocked him. How did you know? I mean,
none of them was named Torhet, but there was a Gyjer. A Farge, too.
Another was named Rubjyat.
The boys had classical educations. Beyjer was the
god of green in the classical mythos of ancient Ibera,
when Ibera was still called Veys Traroin and included much of what
is now Strithia, back when it was a member nation of the Empire of
Kasree. Gyjer was the god of purple in the same mythos.
Farge was the god of blue, and Rubjyat the god of
no color I wouldnt have expected one of the boys
to pick him.
Imogene could tell the Finder was interested in spite of
himself. She sensed him leaning toward her, heard a slight
quickening in his pulse and breath. Why not?
The god of no color was associated with disasters. I would
have thought that the boys would have saved that name for my son
when he arrived. Disasters are, after all, his specialty.
Then youre sure these are the right men?
Id bet your life on it. She felt him tense as
he caught the wording of her little joke, and she smiled again.
But just so I dont make any irrevocable mistakes, tell
me the rest of what you found out.
She heard him swallow. As you wish. The one who appeared
oldest to the witnesses wore his hair short the doxy
recalled him as well. Said that she thought he was balding, and had
shaved his head to make the fact less obvious. He apparently was
rude to her, telling her he had no interest in women of her sort.
Another was remarkably pale, and had, two male witnesses said, a
face like a moon. He was apparently adept with fortuna won a
great deal of money from them before he finally left the tavern.
And the last no one recalled until I asked if they were sure there
werent five men together instead of four. Then various
witness recalled a fifth man who had occupied a chair at the same
table.
That would have been Jaim, Imogene said. He
has the most remarkable ability to be unremarkable. Its a
gift.
It would be, the Finder agreed.
Well, then. She rubbed the silk hem of her tunic
between her fingers, a nervous habit shed acquired since she
lost the last of her sight. She considered her options.
Youve found them. I have no doubts of that. So what
became of them? Where are they now?
The men who lost so much money followed them to the
harbor, where the five men boarded a ship. No one recalled the name
of the ship. So I checked the harbor records. Several ships sailed
that night the tides and winds were favorable. None would
seem to be the ship they sailed in, for each listed a cargo and a
destination, and none noted passengers, but one, the Wind
Treasure, claimed to be sailing for the colonies with a cargo
of fruit and wood. The log was signed out by one C. Pethelley.
Merchant Registry lists no Pethelleys, Sea-Captains Registry
lists two Pethelleys living but both are accounted for, and the
Wind Treasure had never received a cargo, and never arrived in
the colonies. It is a Sabir registry, a secondary ship that had
been in dry dock for repairs, had just been returned to the water
and recrewed, but was well-known to have had empty holds. I still
cannot prove a connection between your son and his friends and this
ship, but every other deep-sea vessel that sailed that night
and for the next week, in fact I can account for. They went
where they said they were going, and did what they said they would
do.
Imogene snorted. Oh, I doubt you can account for
every ship. Piracy being what it is in these waters, I would
expect there are dozens of ships he and his friends could
have left on. So, tell me. Where did they go?
I dont know. The Wind Treasure has not signed
in to any harbor whose records I could obtain. Im waiting to
hear from Kander Colony, Finders Folly, and the settlement in
the Sabirene Isthmus, but I dont expect the results will be
positive. All I can tell you for sure is where they
arent.
I see. You cant tell me what I most wish to
know. She let him fidget for a long moment, considering
possible outcomes for her displeasure. At last she said,
Still, youve been laudably thorough.
The Finder exhaled softly. Then youre
satisfied?
She leaned back in her chair and sighed. Im
convinced. All I requested of you was that you bring me enough
information to convince me. Satisfied . . . well
. . . my satisfaction lies outside your influence.
She twisted the silk hem, imagining it as her sons face,
wanting to shred it. Do go. I need to be alone to think. My
secretary will pay you before you leave.
Will you be needing anything else?
If I do, Imogene said softly, I know where to
find you. She made sure that sounded like the threat it
was.
Finder Malloren scuttled from her study like a bug whose rock
had been lifted away, exposing him to the light.
Imogene waited until she felt him leave the House, a matter of
only a few moments. She stayed cautious around Finders men
and women who collected information for a living could collect it
for many buyers, and Imogene knew Calimekka was full of enemies who
would pay well for anything that could weaken or destroy her.
Once she heard the outer door close, though, she rang the bell
that summoned her secretary.
When he entered the room, she said, Porth, Im going
to require a talented assassin. The best you can locate. Not one
already contracted to the Family, however. I want an
independent.
Porth waited, saying nothing.
I have a bit of punishment to exact. The Sabir
paraglese for the first time in two hundred years had
removed the Wolves right of self-governance by naming Crispin
head of the Wolves and creating assistant positions for Anwyn and
Andrew. This elevation of the Hellspawn Trinity to power over
Imogene she could attribute directly to her son Rys actions.
Because of him, she was shut off in a marginal corner of the House
and relegated to near-powerlessness in the affairs of the Family.
Now she found his friends far from being the heroes shed
believed them to be heroes whod died for the Sabirs at
Galweigh House, as Ry had claimed on the day he was
killed his best friends had aped his lies and
betrayals. They had abetted him in fleeing the city and her orders.
Ry and his five dearest friends have been having a joke. At
my expense.
They are alive, then?
All six of them are very much alive. And apparently
very much out of my reach.
But you know where they went? Youre sending the
assassin after them?
Not at all. For now, at least, I cannot touch them. But
they have thoughtfully left their relatives behind, and put me in a
position where I have come to know them. After all, as family of
these heroes, I have given them every
courtesy.
Imogene chuckled, and felt her secretary shudder.
Then the assassin . . .
I want to play a little game. I want this assassin to kill
off Rys friends families, person by person, in creative
ways. Lets see how many of them we can annihilate before the
boys get back home. Dont you think that will be
amusing?
Porth said nothing.
Imogene let the silence run for a while, then said,
Porth?
Yes, Parata. Amusing.
He didnt sound amused at all. Poor Porth he lied so
badly.
Chapter 5
The water simultaneously weighed her
down and buoyed her up as she slipped through a world marked by
shifting, fluid light. Water flowed in through her mouth and out
through the sides of her neck, and though something about that
seemed wrong, she didnt know what it was. She heard the
pounding of the tide in her bones and felt the movement of prey
through her skin, as if her entire body had become her eyes. Pain
lay behind her; ahead of her lay uncertainty. In her present, she
knew only hunger, a hunger so immense that it devoured her. She
knew she was more than appetite, but she could not reach the part
of her that insisted this. She knew that breathing water was
somehow wrong, but she didnt know how she knew, and for the
moment she didnt care.
She rolled, shifting fins to arch her body around, and caught
sight of a cloud of silver shimmering before her. With a flick of
her tail she was gliding toward it, hardly disturbing the water
through which she moved. She slammed into the center of the cloud
and devoured a dozen of the fish before the school erupted, then
followed the largest group that broke away, pushing after it with
three hard thrusts of her tail, conserving energy. She hunted, and
fed. When the school of silver fish scattered beyond convenient
reach, she moved into a smaller school of large red and yellow
ones, and then another, and another sort of fish. She avoided
anything that created a bigger pressure line while moving than she
did, and when she tasted blood in the water, she stayed away.
She refused to question her existence, avoiding her minds
nagging insistence that she was not what she seemed to be. She fed,
because she had been weak and damaged and near death; and as she
fed, she grew stronger.
And when she was strong enough, her mind forced her body to
acknowledge its presence. It named her to herself, and with
remembrance of her name came the flood of other memories.
She was Kait.
She had friends who would need her help.
She had a task she had to accomplish.
And trouble was coming.
* * *
Shifted into human form, exhausted, waterlogged,
naked, freezing, and with her senses dulled and slowed, Kait
dragged herself back to the camp. She could not guess how long she
had been gone, and she could only hope that she would find her
friends alive when she returned. The burned wasteland through which
shed come had been nothing but a sodden stew of ash, with the
ruins of the Ancients city suddenly standing as clear and
obvious as if theyd been abandoned only the day before.
In that sea of ash, the perfect circle of ground that Hasmal had
been able to protect from the spellfire stood like a vision of
Paranne: heavy with evergreens, laced with the fine sculptures of
deciduous trees picked out in black against the gray winter sky,
carpeted with leaves that still retained some of their autumn color
and that lay like gemstones carelessly tossed upon the ground. The
castaways camp lay within the center of that circle. Kait
heard voices inside the ruin they used as their base. She also
smelled decay and death. She knew that when she stepped into the
shelter, she was going to get bad news, but her nose refused to
tell her how bad it could be. Post-Shift depression, post-Shift
dullness.
She went in.
Her bad news greeted her by the door. Turben lay to the right in
the first room, his body pulled under the intact portion of the
roof. She knelt at his side and touched him. His corpse was cold
and rigid. Hed been dead for a while.
A soft groan from the back room caught her attention next, and
she hurried in. Ian and Hasmal crouched at either side of
Jaytis bedroll. Jayti twisted and groaned again.
Not Jayti, she whispered. Shed come to admire
the crewman, who had impressed her with his loyalty, his common
sense, and his courage. What happened?
Jayti looked at her with pain-fogged eyes, and managed a smile.
Youre back, he said. Gives me hope that the
captains prayers for me will be heard, too.
Kait! Hasmal shouted. Youre
alive!
Ian leaped to his feet and ran over to her. He picked her up and
swung her around, holding her close, unmindful of her nakedness. He
kissed her passionately, then pressed his cheek to hers. Ah,
Kait, he whispered. I thought Id lost you.
He pushed her back from him briefly, studied her, then pulled her
into his arms again. Youre nothing but bones,
girl, he said. And then, when he let her go, Howd
you get through it? And where have you been? I . . . we
. . . I gave up on you yesterday.
How long have I been gone?
Hasmal had been digging through her bags; he handed her spare
breeches and tunic to her as he said, Three days, two
nights.
That long? She frowned, surprised that shed
stayed in Shift longer than a day. I was . . .
under the water. Lost. She tugged on the clothing. Lost
inside my head. I was in the bay, but Id forgotten who I was.
I jumped into the stream to get away from those . . . the
beasts, and to escape the spellfire. I remember that well enough.
And after I went over the waterfall, I just barely remember hitting
those boulders at the bottom. And then I dont remember
anything else until this morning, when I suddenly recalled my name
and remembered that I wasnt supposed to be a fish. Or
whatever I was. My body Shifted me into a form that would let me
heal and eat, and I guess thats all Ive been doing
since I disappeared.
They looked awed. You can do that?
Ive only done it one other time, she said.
And that for less time than the passing of a single station.
When I jumped into the bay in Maracada, the night I met you
she looked at Ian I hit the water so hard it
stunned me, and I nearly drowned. My body Shifted me then, too
partly. Left me human, but gave me gills so that I could
breathe in the water. Until that happened, I didnt know I
could take any form but the four-legged one.
Hasmal looked thoughtful. To answer your question,
Jayti walked past the corpse of the beast you disembowled after the
spellfire stopped burning, he said. Except it
wasnt truly dead. It grabbed him by one leg, mangled the leg.
We got him away from it and finally managed to kill it, but
. . .
Hasmal took the leg off for me. Did a good job of it.
Ill be back t myself soon enough. He said it, and
he might have believed it, but Kait knew it wasnt true. She
smelled the stink of blood-rot faintly, perhaps faintly
enough that human noses couldnt detect it. Jayti wasnt
going to get better. She looked quickly at Hasmal and saw the
bleakness in his eyes. He knew, then.
Ian said, Jayti will be helping us build our boat before
you can blink. The pain was in his eyes, too. They were
keeping it from him, the fact of his impending death. Keeping it
from him as long as they could.
She turned back to Jayti, and knelt by his side. She looked into
his eyes, and willed him to fight off the blood sickness. We
need you, she said in a voice pitched only for his ears.
Especially Ian. Hes lost his ship, his crew, everyone
he thought he could count on except for you. Dont let him
lose you, too.
Jayti, face gray and waxy, smiled a little, and in a voice even
softer than hers, said, I smell it. I know but
theyre happier thinking I dont. So we play this
game. He patted her arm. But even when Im gone,
the captain hasnt lost everything. He still has
you.
She returned his smile with a false sincerity that hid the
pained awkwardness of the truth. Ian would need Jayti. He
would need a friend from his past to stand by him in the days to
come. And sitting in the back of the room they all occupied was the
one thing she could think of that might save Jaytis life, and
spare Ians friend.
The Mirror of Souls glowed softly, its light rising up through
the center of the tripod pedestal and shimmering into a lake of
radiance that pooled within the ring resting on the pedestal. She
had crossed the uncharted vastness of the Bregian Ocean to this
abandoned continent to obtain it. It was an artifact from the
long-gone Ancients, the people who had once ruled all the world,
and with it, she was supposed to be able to resurrect her
slaughtered family. The spirit of her long-dead ancestor, Amalee
Kehshara Rohannan Draclas, had insisted that her dead parents, her
dead brothers and sisters and nieces and nephews, were not entirely
beyond her reach. That they could come back; that they could be
brought back; that she could resurrect them with this artifact,
which she had obtained with terrible struggle and at terrible
cost.
But Kait did not know what to do with the Mirror now that she
had it and she had been unable to find Amalees spirit
since shed made the decision to take the Mirror to the
Reborn. When the Peregrine marooned her and her companions
on the western shore of North Novtierra, shed been sure
Amalee would return, full of advice on what she had to do to get
home. But that yattering voice had fallen silent, and the sick
feeling grew in Kait that shed made a mistake somewhere.
Had she been wrong to trust her ancestors spirit in
getting the Mirror, or had she been wrong in ignoring Amalees
assertion that if Kait got the Mirror and took it to Calimekka, the
Reborn and his needs would not figure into her future? She
couldnt know, and Amalee wouldnt answer her silent call
for help.
Amalee could have told Kait how to use the artifact to resurrect
dead Turben and save dying Jayti. Instead, the Mirror sat there
useless because Kait didnt dare touch the glowing
inscriptions that curved around the front quarter of its rim.
Magical artifacts could be deadly. Without instructions, Kait
feared she would unleash destruction on the survivors instead of
salvation on the lost. Raised in Galweigh House amid its deadly
mysteries, shed learned that caution was the first and best
of virtues.
Hang on, she told Jayti again, and took his hand in
hers. Please.
He smiled, and she rose and turned away.
Ian pulled her aside. I need to talk to you.
Alone.
She nodded and followed him out of the ruin.
When they were out of sight of the others, he embraced her
again, pulling her close and stroking her damp hair. I
thought Id lost you forever, he told her. I
dont want to lose you again.
We may not survive this, she said.
I know. We probably wont. But I know that I want to
be with you for the rest of my life. I love you, Kait. With all my
heart and soul, I love you. Id do anything for
you
She pressed her fingers to his lips and said, Hush,
and pulled him close, praying that he wouldnt say anything
else. She stroked his hair and closed her eyes tight, and wished
with everything in her that she could make him not love her.
She cared about him, but whatever magic it took to create the sort
of love he professed to feel for her did not exist inside of her.
Not for him. Not, perhaps, for anyone.
He held her close to him, rocking from side to side. She
remembered her father rocking her like that, and for a moment she
felt both small and safe. Then he pulled away from her and looked
into her eyes, and said, Marry me, and all feelings of
safety fled. He said, I have nothing but myself to offer you,
but Ill find a way to win back all that Ive lost.
Well get back to Calimekka, and youll want for
nothing.
She closed her eyes, trying desperately to think of the
acceptable excuse, the one that would let her refuse him without
hurting him. It came, and she thanked whichever god watched over
such things. I know well make it back somehow.
Thats why I cannot accept a proposal of marriage without
knowing if either of my parents still live.
She saw him consider that and see the reason in it; if her
mother or father still lived, a suitor would have to ask permission
before broaching the subject with Kait. This was the way things
were done among Families. So she bought herself time, but did
nothing to solve the problem her answer led him to believe
she would find his proposal acceptable if her parents did.
She turned away and in that instant she felt a delicate
touch in her mind, and eyes looked out through hers, seeing the
devastation before her. Ry Sabir. Her heart raced; she felt his
elation, his relief . . . and his nearness.
She snapped a magical shield around herself one of the
few bits of magic Hasmal had been completely successful in teaching
her so far and the sensation of being watched, even
inhabited, vanished. She turned to face Ian and said,
Troubles coming.
He laughed bitterly. Were stranded on the far side
of the world, probably the only humans on the continent, down to
four survivors and he nodded back toward the ruin
perhaps soon to be three. We have no food stores, we
had to burn our ground, winter wont be over for months, and
will surely get harsher before it gets better. Ian leaned
against a tree and rubbed at his eyes with his knuckles. Kait
realized how exhausted he looked. Id say trouble is
already here.
A ship will reach us soon.
Ian stared at her, his immediate disbelief clear on his face.
She met his eyes, and saw that disbelief become hope. A ship.
Bad news? Please tell me you have more bad news.
This ship doesnt intend to rescue us. My
Familys enemy followed me across the ocean, using a
. . . a link that the two of us share. Something related
to the fact that we are both Karnee, I think. This enemy intends to
take me prisoner. But you and Hasmal and Jayti
. . . She frowned. I expect he and his men
will try to kill the three of you. You arent the reason that
hes coming here, and if you arent his friends,
youre unknown, and unknown is often the same as
enemy.
Ian turned away from her and stared at the blackened ridge
before him. Perhaps we can negotiate with them. Perhaps we
can work our passage. Perhaps we can do something to help you, and
in helping you, help ourselves. He glanced over his shoulder
at her. So which of your Familys enemies are we talking
about? Dokteerak? Masschanka?
Sabir, Kait said.
Ian winced. Ah. Sabir. Thats bad, or at least it
could be bad. I have an unfortunate history with the Sabirs.
Clever as I might be at offering my services as a navigator, or
helmsman, or whatever the ship might need, if Im recognized
the Sabirs arent likely to want my help. He sighed and
looked back at the burned ground. I wish wed known
earlier that Sabirs were coming. We could have been preparing. We
could have had ramparts in place, made some sort of weapons
. . . He frowned and shrugged. Well, that
cant be helped. He licked his lips. You
dont know exactly which Sabirs are following you, do
you? he asked. He put the question to her casually enough,
but Kait heard the tension hidden below the surface.
I only know of one for sure. Ry Sabir. There may be
others, but hes the only one whos every
bit of color had drained from Ians face as she spoke
linked to me. Ian? Whats the matter?
Ry? he whispered. Ry Sabir?
Kait nodded. You know him?
For a long time he said nothing. Then he glanced at her, and he
was a changed man. Cold. Deadly. Full of hate. I know
him, he said. We have things to do. Were going to
have to get his ship, and were going to have to beat
him to do it.
Three of us against a ships crew? We cant take
the ship by force.
Ian rested both hands on Kaits shoulders and stared into
her eyes. If Ry and I meet, one of us is going to die. I know
my chances of killing him arent good. But if I have to die,
Ill die fighting.
He stalked away from her, heading for the bay.
She looked after him and considered the trouble that was to
come, and what she might do to prevent it. She ran through her head
all the histories she could recall where smaller forces had
defeated greater ones. Somewhere in the past, someone shed
studied about had found himself in a similar situation, and had
managed to survive. In most of the cases, like the Brejmen defeat
of the Cathomartic hordes or the Marepori repelling the Jast
invaders, the smaller force was better-armed and
better-disciplined.
With the right terrain and the right weapons and plenty of time
to prepare, Kait thought the three of them might have had similar
success. But without those advantages . . .
There is always a way to win, General Talismartea had
written in his masterwork, The Warriors Book. If you are
willing to redefine winning.
Ian had defined winning as taking over Rys ship and
forcing the crew to sail back to Calimekka. But she knew that even
if she and her friends could wrest control from the captain,
theyd have a hellish time keeping it and if they lost
it, they were dead. But what if they didnt need to be in
charge to win?
She had to redefine winning. They won if all of them got back to
Ibera alive and free, with the Mirror of Souls in their possession.
That was the only thing they had to have.
If they didnt have to take over the ship and control it
for months, they were free to consider any form of safe passage as
winning. They couldnt hope to have safe passage given to
them. But they might hope to demand it.
How?
An idea came to her. Shed have to get Hasmal and Ian on
her side, though she suspected from his reaction to Rys name
that Ian wouldnt like her proposal. Then shed need
subterfuge and negotiating skill and a bit of Hasmals magic
and more than a touch of luck to make it work. She found herself
wondering if her years of diplomatic studies would serve her as
well as even a days worth of real experience. She closed her
eyes and breathed in the ash-scented air, and hoped shed
learned as much as she thought she had.
Chapter 6
After three days in which Ry had become
more and more certain that Kait was dead, the tiny flashes of
energy that linked him to her suddenly reappeared. He couldnt
guess what had happened to her to make her disappear, and he
wouldnt try. He was satisfied to discover that she was still
alive, and better yet, that she was close. Incredibly close.
When the Peregrine marooned her, hed seen through
her eyes that she was not alone, but he didnt know if any of
those who had been with her had survived. He wished he could get
another glimpse through her eyes, so that he could see what he was
heading into, but she was wary, holding her magical shields as
tight around herself as a woman would hold her cloak in a blizzard.
Only flickers broke through to guide him to her; he suspected that
she hid herself as much from the dangers around her as from him,
but he couldnt touch her mind, so he wasnt sure.
At the moment when the tug he felt from her ceased to be
ahead and became beside, he was standing at
the prow of the Wind Treasure, anxiously watching the
coastline that ran by off the port side of the ship. He
wouldnt have been able to explain to the captain or any of
his friends how he knew that the ocean had brought him as close to
her as it could, but he did know. So he shouted, Here! This
is the place. Go inland here!
The captain sailed through smoke-laced fog into the bay and
dropped anchor.
For the first time, Ry saw the place where Kait hid. Rain-washed
ruins dotted the burned hills and cliffs that rose out of the bay
on all three sides. Not a single tree, not a single blade of grass
or scrawny shrub, offered reprieve from the sea of black ash that
covered the ground. In his travels, Ry had seen the aftermath of a
volcanic eruption; what he saw before him reminded him of that.
He stared at the bleak panorama and smiled slowly. Kaits
city of the Ancients lay before him. Such cities existed in Ibera,
as well. But an Ancients city that had not been known for at
least a hundred years that had not been pillaged and
plundered by a centurys treasure-seekers a city like
that could exist nowhere but in the Novtierras. This city had been
visited by one ship alone. Even after the fire, it would house
wonders; ruins that had survived the Wizards War and the
Thousand Years of Darkness would survive fire.
Hidden within those ruined buildings lay pieces of knowledge
lost to humankind for the last thousand years, pieces of knowledge
that had waited for him and his men. With such treasures in hand,
he could return to Calimekka in triumph, reconcile with his Family
and the Wolves, and reinstate his friends. He could force his
Family to accept his Galweigh parata.
Once he rescued Kait, he would have time to explore, but first
he had to get her to safety. She waited somewhere within those
burned hills. She was so near, he could almost smell her. The
passion the obsession that had driven him to pursue
her across half a world, through storm and disaster, across
uncharted ocean to unmapped land, burned higher than ever. His
blood, his bones, his very soul sang with her nearness.
Kait, he whispered, be safe. Were almost
together.
A hand dropped onto his shoulder and he jumped. The men
want to go ashore to search the ruins. The captain stood
behind him, and Ry hadnt even heard the man approach. Ry
didnt think anyone had ever successfully approached him
without his being aware of it before. His mind was too taken by
Kait and too full of excitement. He needed to reach her, to have
her then he thought he would be able to concentrate
again.
No. I go ashore alone first, he said, and heard the
growl in his voice. That growl worried him. He was near Shift,
close to becoming the beast. The one time Kait had seen him, they
had met Karnee to Karnee, in a back alley in Halles over the bodies
of seven murderers. This time he wanted to be human. He wanted to
be with her as human to first taste her mouth in
human form, to have the pleasure of undressing her, of hearing her
whisper his name in the silken tones of her human
voice. . . .
He breathed deeply, and fought to find the peace that would calm
his racing pulse. He didnt try to cage his excitement by
sheer force of will, for such an attempt would only set the Karnee
part of him to beating wildly against the bars of its cage, and
when it broke free, it would run out of control and take him with
it. Instead, he acknowledged his desire, his hunger, the pumping of
his lungs, and the shiver in his spine, and said to them,
Later. Later, he would fulfill all his hopes and desires.
Ill go ashore alone, he repeated. I
dont want to frighten Kait away if I take men with me,
she might flee.
And if she isnt alone?
Ry was staring back at that hideous burned shoreline again, at
those blackened hills. I can take care of anyone she might
have with her.
As two sailors readied one of the longboats for him, Yanth
strode up to him, for the first time in a long time wearing
sailors roughspun rather than dramatic silk and leather.
The captain said you intended to go ashore alone.
Im going alone.
You arent. I know you think youll find your
true love there, but you have no idea what else youll find.
And I wont chance you getting yourself killed. I owe you
better than that.
Ry glared at him. You owe me the loyalty of respecting my
wishes. I wish to go ashore alone.
No. Yanth rested a hand on the hilt of his sword and
smiled, but the smile was without warmth. Friends never owe
each other complicity in suicide. Do you hear me? Ill follow
you ashore, and Ill guard your back.
Ry turned away from Yanth and gripped the rail.
Theres only one first time, he said. This
is it for us. The first time well see each other as a man and
a woman. The first time well touch. The first time well
. . . He closed his eyes, conjuring up the image of
Kait standing atop a tower, her long black hair blowing in the
breeze. Hed conjured that image of her to show his
lieutenants. It was still the way he saw her chin lifted,
eyes fierce, the blue silk of her dress barely able to contain her
vitality, her passion, her beauty. After coming so far, he refused
to share their first moments together with anyone.
We knew youd fight having all of us
going, Yanth was saying, so we made a concession for
you. We drew straws, and I won the draw. He smiled and said
softly, I cheated in order to win, but you neednt tell
the others that. I suspect that they cheated, too. I had to win,
though. I trust my skills at sword and knife more than theirs, and
I was determined that if only one of us went with you, I would be
the best. So. You may not want me, but youll by the gods have
me.
Yanth had cheated, had he? Probably broke his straw, palmed the
longer part of it, then glared down the rest of them when
theyd challenged him Yanth would do that. Well,
Ry could cheat, too. He could keep the peace, get off the ship
without argument, and then do what he wanted to do anyway.
So Ry sighed and said, Youll get in my way if I
dont agree, wont you?
Yes.
Then get in.
They rowed ashore in silence, and dragged the boat up onto the
beach. Five cairns above the tide line marked five graves. One of
them was new. Ry glanced at the graves and said, Youd
best stay with the boat, so that something doesnt come along
and take it. I want to make sure we have a way to get
back.
Youre a liar. A half-smile twisted across
Yanths face, then vanished. If something takes the
damned boat, our friends can row here in one of the other ones. If
you get killed while Im here watching the boat, though, we
cant undo that. Can we?
Ry sniffed; though the atmosphere was redolent of charcoal and
raw wet earth, one swirl of clean air blew from somewhere back of
the hills, carrying the faint and wistful promise of green and
growing things. And . . . he breathed deeper
. . . and the mouthwatering smell of food cooking. The
cookfire scents mingled with the burned-charcoal stink and so were
almost hidden, but when he closed his eyes he could catch the
faintest whiff of boiling greens spiced with pepper and
rath, and meat braising slowly on a stake, the juices dripping
into the flames. The scent lay in the same direction as the
strengthening tug of the magic that drew him toward Kait. And she
had loosened her shields a little. She felt receptive.
He smiled slowly. Perhaps she wanted this moment as much as he
did. He turned to Yanth. Well enough. You can come with me,
then. If you can keep up.
He took off up the hill at a dead run, dodging between the
gutted ruins of the dead city, putting them between him and Yanth.
He was Karnee, faster and more agile than any human, and with
inhuman stamina. By the time Ry dropped over the first rise and
caught a stronger draft of the cook-scents, Yanth floundered far
behind.
Yanth would follow his tracks, of course. But by the time he
caught up, Ry would have found Kait. And a well-hidden place to be
alone with her.
He ran easily through the ruins and leaped over a muddied,
swollen stream, all his senses focused toward Kait. He ran along
the face of a cliff and around a corner to find a perfect
half-sphere of unburned forest awaiting him. And in the center of
the half-sphere a ruin less ruined than most. And in the doorway of
the ruin, a woman of average height and lean build, her hair black
as a jungle river, her dark eyes flashing, her white teeth bared in
an unsettling smile. Kait. As he had seen her in his mind, and in
his magic, but never in person.
She was as he had dreamed, imagined, hoped alone.
His heart thrummed against the inside of his chest like an animal
caught in a trap, and he slowed to a walk. There could be only one
first time. He wanted this moment to be something that both of them
would look back on in years to come for the rest of their
lives together and remember with joy. With passion. He
wanted perfection.
He stopped outside the circle of greenery. Standing in the muddy
ash, he said, Vetromè elada, Kait,
addressing her with the intimate greeting reserved for lovers,
though the two of them had never truly met.
Vetromè elada. It meant, Our souls kiss.
Kait had known he was coming. She was braced; she told herself
she was ready. But when Ry Sabir moved into view and she saw him as
a man for the first time, she almost wept. He was beautiful
golden-haired, tall and lean and tightly muscled. His pale eyes
transported her into the past, into the alley in Halles where they
had met as Karnee. His scent caught her by surprise, as it had the
first time she crossed paths with him. That scent was a drug to
her, shooting straight past logic and upbringing and all her
knowledge of her Familys rules and her place within the
Family and her determination to do what was right, driving into her
heart and her gut. She smelled the animal hunger in him, the
nearness to Shift; she breathed his desire and felt matching desire
flood her veins.
He spoke to her, and his voice was the voice of her dreams, rich
and deep and smooth on the surface, with a raw edge that lay
beneath, just at the limits of her perception. He said,
Vetromè elada. If she could have picked the words that
came from his mouth, she would have picked those words. Our
souls kiss. Her mind, her body, and her spirit all told her he
was the man she had dreamed of, the one she had hoped to find, and
the one she had believed did not exist. He was the love she had
believed she would never have. He was everything she had ever
wanted.
And she was going to betray him.
She had to for the Reborn, for her Family, and for her
friends, she had to. She said, You are Sabir, and I am
Galweigh. We are enemies. Our souls can never touch. She
lied, and knew it was a lie when the words were forming in her
mind, before they ever passed her lips, and determined that she
would make the lie a truth because the lie was right and good, and
her desire was wrong. She put distaste in her voice. Loathing. She
found the distaste and the loathing easily, but though he
wouldnt know it, they had nothing to do with him. She had
never hated herself as much as she did at that moment. She hated
her weakness, her desire, and her hunger for him; she hated the
fact that she could want a Sabir with the overwhelming desire that
raged through her body . . . and she hated herself
because she was cold enough, hard enough, callous enough that she
could betray him, when all she wanted to do in the world was run to
him and lose herself in his embrace.
She saw his pain reflected in his eyes, and noted his
bodys change in posture. He denied what she said with rigid
shoulders and clenched fists before he denied what she said with
his words. He told her, I came for you, and in those
words he put his longing, and his passion.
Tears burned in the corners of her eyes. She hungered for him as
much as he hungered for her; their obsessions were equal, if not
identical. I know. I wish she said, the words
blurting out before she could stop them. But she got control. She
had not survived to adulthood Karnee in a world where Karnee
meant death by giving in to her impulses. She straightened
her shoulders and swung her hair out of her face and glared at him,
forcing herself to remember that he was Sabir, and that her family
had died at the hands of Sabirs. She remembered the burning bodies,
she remembered Sabir soldiers standing around the pyre laughing to
each other, and she forced herself to put him with those men in her
mind. What I wish doesnt matter. I knew you were
coming. I knew from that night in Halles that you would be coming
for me.
You want me as much as I want you, he said.
He took a step forward, toward her green haven, and she lifted
her chin and crossed her arms over her chest. I dont
want you, she told him. The Karnee part of me
doesnt control me, and I dont want you.
She saw the ghost of a smile flicker at the corners of his lips;
she realized that she had as much as admitted that the Karnee part
of her did want him.
He took another step toward her, and a third.
She did want him, gods forgive her. She didnt want to hurt
him. She didnt want to make him her enemy.
He said, Youre more beautiful in real life than you
were in my visions.
She licked her lips. You are, too, she
whispered.
The rational part of her mind looked at the two of them standing
there and screamed insanity. The other part of her the part
that accepted magic, however unwillingly knew that what was
happening between them fell within the realms of wizardry. She had
felt lust, and this was not it. She had felt love, too, if only for
her family . . . and this was not love, either. The world
had narrowed down to her and him, and to the blood pounding in her
ears and the tingling in her skin and the sudden hollowness in her
gut.
He came to her then, hurrying, and for an instant she forgot
herself in her hunger for his touch. For an instant, she forgot
what she was about to do to him.
He rested his hands on her shoulders and she exhaled once. She
could never have found the words to describe the perfection of his
touch, the rightness of their bodies together. She would have been
lost there, and all of her ideals and aspirations with her.
But the knife materialized out of nothingness at Rys
throat, and behind the knife, Hasmal. She pressed the palm of one
hand flat against his chest and said, Be still.
His eyes went wide, and he froze. She felt the tremor that
jolted through his body.
Be still, she said softly, or you will die.
This is not you and me, Ry. This is Galweigh and Sabir, and Wolves
and Falcons; this is the way things have to be.
Ian stepped out of the other half of the shield Hasmal had spun
for the two of them, sword drawn, smiling. Kait could see
Ians hatred; she could smell it. Hasmals magic had
hidden everything about them scent and form and mass and
movement and shadow, the sounds of breath and heartbeat and nervous
movement but it could never have worked so well if she had
not offered herself as bait. They had been truly invisible only
because Ry had all of his attention focused on her. They had become
completely invisible to her only when she lost herself in her
desire for him.
How ? Ry started to ask, but Ian snarled,
Silence, you bastard, and Hasmal, more calmly, said,
Down on your knees.
Kait saw the shock and dismay and the hurt in his eyes, and
steeled herself to do what she had to do. She told him,
Dont Shift. The blade is poisoned with refaille
youll die before you can complete your
transformation. She gritted her teeth and willed away the
tears building in her eyes.
We all decide what we will have in our lives, she thought. We
decide what we will do; we decide what we will say. And when we
decide, then we pay the price. He is the price I must pay to get
the Mirror to the Reborn, to save my friends lives, to
resurrect my parents, my bothers and sisters, and my Family.
Ry kept his eyes on hers, and she made herself watch what Hasmal
and Ian did to him. They forced him to his knees, and bound his
hands and his ankles. She told them how to tie him so that the rope
would hold even if he Shifted. She never looked away from him. She
would not be a coward. She would watch the consequences of her
action, the end result of her plan. She would not hide herself from
the price she paid.
He did not look away from her, either. With his eyes he told her
I love you, even though you betrayed me; the look she gave
him in return said, I love you, too, but love doesnt
matter.
Something in the air caught her attention, and she turned away.
She parted her lips and took in one slow, careful breath. Coming
along the ridge . . . being careful to make no noise
. . . yes. She said, Someone followed him.
Hes trying to circle behind us. She could smell him
a man who let himself get upwind because he wasnt used
to thinking about people with senses more acute than his own.
She looked back to Ry. Whats his name?
She could see him toy with the idea of lying. But his eyes
flicked downward, to the poisoned blade at his throat, and he told
her.
She shouted, Yanth! Stop where you are!
Hasmal said to Ry, No words. Well do the talking for
you.
Ian added, Or for your corpse if you give us reason.
Please . . . give us a reason.
Ry twisted his head slowly, fractionally, until he could look
upward out of the corner of his left eye. Kait saw the initial
bewilderment in his face give way to shock.
Ian?
At least you remember me. And now the situation is
reversed, isnt it? After all these years, your life is in my
hands. Ian kept his voice low and said, And Ive
sworn to have your life . . . brother. So will you die
today?
Kait stared from one to the other. Brother? Ian was Rys
brother? She closed her eyes for just an instant. What were
the odds that she could love the brother that she couldnt
have, and have the brother she didnt love, all the while not
knowing they were brothers? She would have screamed at the
coincidence, but it wouldnt be a coincidence, would it? The
gods had their sticky fingers deep in her life, and they were
toying with her. Having fun at her expense. Planning traps for her
as carefully as shed planned this trap for Ry.
What in the hells did I ever do to you? Ry
muttered.
Pretend you dont know and watch how fast I kill
you. Ian kicked him in the ribs.
Kait grabbed Ian and snarled, Stop it.
From the top of the ridge, Rys friend called down,
Let him go. Well kill all of you to get him if we have
to.
Kait reluctantly turned her attention from Ry and Ian and the
strange drama enacting itself between them. Dont waste
your breath. First, I know youre there alone. Second, the
blade at his throat has been dipped in refaille. If we
dont like the way you blink your eyes, hell die before
you can do it twice.
Yanth, after a moments pause, apparently came to the
conclusion that he didnt have the upper hand.
Dont hurt him. Im listening. Tell me what you
want.
Kait said, Go back to your ship. Bring the captain and
your parnissa back to shore, and wait for us by the graves.
Well meet you there.
What guarantee do I have that you wont kill Ry if I
leave him here with you?
Kait said, If hes dead, well have no hope of
negotiating with your people, nor any hope of surviving a
confrontation. As long as he obeys us hell come to no
harm.
Under his breath, Ian muttered, Not today, in any
case.
* * *
The negotiators stood on the beach with the
rolling pulse of the incoming tide growling behind them. Kait
studied the parnissa, a cold-eyed young man who looked as though he
spent every spare moment in the study of the warrior arts, and the
captain, who looked to Kait both sensible and patient. The
parnissas robes were of bright silk, in greens and golds,
heavily embroidered with the sacred symbols of Iberism: the eye of
watchfulness, the hand of industriousness, the sword of truth, the
scales of justice, the nine-petaled flower of wisdom. The captain,
too, had dressed to show his status: the green and silver silks of
the Sabir Family but cut in the traditional Rophetian fashion, a
heavy silver chain around his neck stamped with the insignia of the
god Tonn, and silver beads braided into his beard and
shoulder-length hair. Yanth stood behind both of them, his silk
shirt and leather breeches both black as an executioners. He
kept his hand on his sword and glared at her.
Kait knew how she looked to them a waif-thin woman in the
worn and patched rags of the lowliest of sailors, wearing a dead
mans too-large boots. She rested her hand on the pommel of
her own sword, with its Galweigh crest and inlaid ruby and onyx
cabochons, and pulled her shoulders back and lifted her chin high.
She was no impostor. She walked forward, leaving Ian, Hasmal, and
the kneeling Ry behind her. I declare myself Kait-ayarenne
daughter of Grace Draclas by Strahan Galweigh. By virtue of my
training in diplomacy, where I have reached the position of
yanar in the Galweigh Family, I will state our case for my
people. They are agreed, and my word is binding, sworn to the gods
of Calimekka and Ibera.
The captain raised one eyebrow in quickly suppressed surprise
that she knew the formulas of negotiation, then nodded. I
declare myself Madloo Sleroal. By virtue of my captaincy of the
Wind Treasure, which I have achieved by Tonns choice and
grace, and in the honorable service of the Sabir Family, I state
the case for my people. My word is binding, and sworn before Tonn
and Tonn alone.
That was typically Rophetian. They wouldnt swear on the
gods of Iberism, only on the single Rophetian god of the sea. Kait
would accept that, though a Rophetian captain with a whole
ocean lying between him and home would never forswear himself in
front of Tonn.
The cold-eyed parnissa glanced from the captain to Kait, undid
the cord that belted his robe, and held out the black silk rope. He
said, I stand between the disputing parties. I serve only the
gods, without loyalty to one party or the other, and the gods
oversee through my eyes all covenants, pacts, and bonds made this
day. All words spoken before me are spoken before the gods, and
carry the force of soul-oath. Kait held out her right wrist,
the captain held out his right wrist, and the parnissa bound them
together with the cord, carefully tying the negotiators knot.
Bound together, you swear before me to deal honestly with
each other for the good of all. Should either of you break the
bond, your life will be forfeit. He stepped back. Men
act and gods attend.
Men act and gods attend, the captain said.
Men act and gods attend. Kait inhaled slowly and let
the breath out even slower, trying to calm the shuddery feeling in
her belly. This, her first negotiation, was for her life and the
lives of her friends, and that alone would have made it terrifying.
But it was also to negotiate safe passage for the Mirror of Souls,
and as such, what she did or failed to do would affect the future
of the world. She wondered how many other untried junior diplomats
had been faced with such high stakes and decided that she was
alone.
The captain said, Since you have he glanced
behind her at Ry, kneeling in the ashes with a knife at his throat
called this negotiation, why dont you tell me
what you want.
My needs are simple. First, the services of your physick.
Second, guaranteed safe passage and freedom aboard your ship for
myself, my three colleagues, and our possessions and cargo, to our
chosen destination.
Which is . . . ?
Southern Ibera. The harbor at Brelst will do. She
did not know how far south her cousin Danya was, but where Danya
was, the Reborn was and that was where Kait and the Mirror
had to be, too. From Brelst, she could get the Mirror wherever it
needed to go.
You ask a great deal of us: the diversion of our ship from
its intended destination; the disruption of our crewmens
lives; and an increased chance of encounters with pirates, storms,
monsters, and reefs. What do you offer in return?
Ry Sabirs life.
The captain smiled at her. He came across the sea to
rescue you. Had he not come with your good in mind, you would not
now have his life to use as a bargaining chip.
And if he had come to rescue all of us, I would not be
forced to use it.
And you can be so certain that we would not have rescued
all of you?
Never mind that you assume I knew you came to rescue me.
Galweighs and Sabirs dont share a happy past knowing a
Sabir ship sailed into our harbor, how could I assume that my
friends would be your friends? And indeed, Ive discovered
that your Sabir and our captain are enemies. She did not
elaborate the gods had drawn her to both Ian and Ry, the
gods had brought the two brothers together, and now she was sure
the gods had their bets placed on what would happen next. She,
however, saw no reason to complicate her negotiations with that
information.
Fair enough, the captain said evenly. What is
your cargo?
She shrugged. Bedrolls, the few possessions that the
mutineers didnt steal, a single artifact that we came here to
get.
The Mirror of Souls, Ry said. Kait heard the slap
that followed, and Ians voice saying, Another word from
you and youre dead and if we die with you, well
at least send your friends to the grave first.
The captain snorted, clearly disbelieving what Ry had said, but
the parnissa was staring at her with wide eyes. The Mirror of
Souls?
She could not lie not bound in negotiation, with the gods
her witnesses and her life forfeit if she failed. She said,
Yes. We found the Mirror of Souls.
She thought for an instant that the parnissa was going to drop
to his knees before her, but then he steadied himself.
Captain, he said, and she heard the trembling in his
voice, the Mirror cannot be allowed to go anywhere but to
Calimekka. It is . . . it belongs to
. . . He swallowed so hard she watched the head of
his windpipe bob. Only the parnissas should be permitted
anywhere near it. In the wrong hands it would be enormously
dangerous it is the most magical of the old Dragon
artifacts.
The captain looked from the parnissa to Kait. Hmmm,
he said. We seem to have a problem.
Kait stared at the parnissa, disbelieving. She said to the
captain, The parnissas neutral. By suggesting
courses of action to you or interfering in any way with the
negotiations, he voids the process and eliminates himself as the
arbiter. Without an arbiter, we cannot negotiate. And if we cannot
negotiate, we will have to kill Ry. You cannot use anything
hes told you. You have to forget all of it.
The captain closed his eyes for a moment, thinking. Then he
sighed. I hate diplomats. He looked over at the
parnissa. Just be quiet and observe, Loelas. The girl and I
will work this out without any help from you. This is this
has to be between the two of us.
She caught something that surprised her then. The faintest ghost
of a smile passed across the captains lips, and the slightest
scent of admiration reached her sensitive nose.
Lets dicker, girl, he said.
She nodded.
You want safe passage for your people, medical help for
one of em Im guessing one that isnt
here.
Yes.
Fair enough. Ill give you that right away, for
Rys life. Agreed?
Let me hear the rest first.
The rest? Well, yes, there is more. His smile was
plainer now. He was enjoying something about this hed
thought of some trick, or perhaps some loophole that would let him
go back on his word. You want us to take you to Brelst. I
cannot do that. By the time we get back there, the Wizards
Circle storms will be at their worst, and Brelst gets the blow from
four circles.
Kait considered that, then nodded. Well negotiate
for another port, then.
He pursed his lips and blew out his cheeks until he looked like
a puff-fish. Phah! The port isnt the biggest problem.
The Mirror of Souls is the problem. What Ive heard about that
is . . . frightening. To take it on board my ship,
Im going to need something extra.
I understand your position, she said. But I
cannot permit the Mirror of Souls to stay with the parnissa or to
go to Calimekka. If thats your demand, we all die
here.
He chuckled. I wouldnt expect you to agree to giving
the parnissa your prize, girl. You came all the way across the
ocean and braved terrible dangers to get it.
She nodded. And waited.
Something youve gone through so much to get, you
deserve to have, dont you agree?
She nodded again, slowly sensing a trap closing around her but
not able to see where it was coming from.
Good. The captain smiled a tiny smile. Because
everything you went through to get your prize, our parat went
through to rescue you. And if you deserve to keep your prize, you
must agree that he deserves to keep his.
Click. The trap snapped shut around her, and she had already
agreed with the captain that its bars were solid and its use
acceptable. You want me to . . . give myself to
him?
No. I insist only that you share his quarters and remain
his companion throughout the return trip. Meanwhile, I will sail
you and your friends and Ry and his friends and your Mirror of
Souls to a neutral harbor: neither Brelst nor Calimekka. I think
Glaswherry Hala might serve. Once youre on land, all of you
may go where you please. Should he decide to go with you, he may.
Should he decide to return to Calimekka with me, he may. In that
way, I will fulfill my duty to him and meet your needs as
well.
You cant let her have the Mirror! the
parnissa wailed.
You cant force Kait into Rys
company! Ian snapped.
The captain glanced first at the parnissa, and for a moment Kait
saw the hint of disdain that every captain shed ever known
held toward the parnissery. It was the look that men who were truly
free and in charge of their own domains held toward those who chose
the path of bureaucracy. I can and I have. He turned to
Ian. And you . . . you are not a captain on my
ship. You are less than nothing you and the rest of your
people will be the parolees of this woman. As long as she speaks
for you, Ill see youre treated with courtesy. But you
have no voice of your own. You understand?
Kait watched Ian from the corner of her eye. He blanched and
nodded.
She wanted to refuse. Ry and his men would surely choose to
accompany them once they were on land, and she and Ian
and Hasmal and Jayti would be outnumbered, and would lose the
Mirror of Souls to the Sabir Family anyway. They would simply lose
it closer to home. Meanwhile, she would have to share quarters with
Ry, when sharing a continent with him already seemed too
intimate.
She could not demand that the captain guarantee she and her
people would keep the Mirror once they were on land again;
Captains Law began and ended on the sea, and he could offer
nothing that would bind Ry and his men beyond the decks of his
ship. Further, she had chosen to negotiate with him she
could not now state that she wanted to negotiate with Ry, too. If
she tried to demand too much, shed lose everything.
She wanted to spit in the captains face and tell him
shed sooner see him in hell. But she had defined winning as
getting her people and the Mirror safely across the sea to the
Reborn. The captains bargain would let her win, at least
temporarily and she would have the whole voyage in which to
figure out a way to win permanently.
She stared into the captains eyes. You swear to
protect my friends lives as if they were the lives of your
own family or crew, protect our cargo as if it were your own, get
us safely to a harbor that isnt Calimekka, and let all of us
leave when we get there, permitting us to take the Mirror of Souls
with us?
I swear.
She saw honesty in his eyes, and smelled sincerity in his
breath.
And you will be satisfied that I have carried out my
portion of the bargain if I share a room with Ry Sabir and attend
him as a companion during the day; you do not stipulate that I
become his mistress or his eylayn.
Correct.
Ill kill you if you touch her, you bastard,
she heard Ian mutter to Ry, but that oath was spoken far too softly
for the others to hear.
Kait sighed. Then I accept your terms for my
people.
The captain now asked her, And you will hold parole for
your people, and submit yourself to my judgment without question or
argument if they violate that parole?
Kait turned and gave Ian a look that clearly stated, Put me
in his hands and Ill make you pay for the rest of your
life, and said, I will.
Then I accept your terms for my people.
The parnissa glowered at both of them, but stood between them
and tapped the knot in the center of the cord that bound them.
Gods attend these actions of men, for these two have acted
for the best interests of all, in the spirit of fairness, dealing
honestly one with another, he said in a flat, angry voice.
The words came out as hurried rote, the recitation of a furious
schoolchild made to perform against his will. They are now
made law and subject to the penalties of the laws of Matrin and the
Veil. He tapped the knot again. I witness, remember,
and record. When his finger tapped the knot for the third
time, it undid itself as if by magic, but Kait could see that it
had only been cleverly tied.
Kait turned to Ian and Hasmal. Untie Ry and release
him.
Neither man was happy about it, but both complied.
Ry got to his feet, brushed the ashes from his face, and rubbed
his chafed wrists. He looked at Ian, and the hatred that passed
between the two of them was visible. She had sworn that she would
keep Ian under control, at forfeit of her life if the captain so
chose; she wondered if Ians love for her would be enough to
make him obey the parole, or if he would sacrifice her to get at
Ry.
Rys eyes held Ians death in them, too. He smiled
a tight, ugly grimace of barely controlled rage and
strode across the beach to join Yanth and the parnissa.
The captain said, Would you prefer to go to the ship
first, parata?
Kait was afraid to leave any of her people alone, protected by
the captains sworn word or not. She glanced up at the ridge
behind her and said, Id rather get our injured man on
board first. The Mirror can travel with Hasmal and Ian and
me.
The captain smiled. As you choose.
Kait led her people and Rys back through the hills, toward
Jayti and the Mirror of Souls, and wondered how much of an ordeal
the trip ahead of her would be.
Chapter 7
Shaid Galweigh, pretender to the
Galweigh paraglesiat, ushered his contingent of diplomats, traders,
and Wolves into the magnificent Palm Hall of the Sabirs. He was the
first Galweigh to step within the walls of Sabir House as a guest
in over four hundred years, and if he did not represent
Calimekkas great Galweigh House, but only Cherian House in
the city of Maracada on the island of Goft, that was a fact that
both he and his Sabir hosts were willing to overlook.
He took his seat in the enormous gilded ivory chair at one end
of the long table and nodded toward the two men who sat at the
other end, in chairs of matching magnificence. One was the Sabir
Family paraglese, Grasmir Sabir, old and leonine and majestic; the
other was a handsome young man named Crispin Sabir, who had
beautiful golden hair and a warm and ready smile that Shaid
instinctively liked. The two Sabirs had personally greeted each
member of the delegation before anyone moved into the Palm Hall;
now, finally, Grasmir gave a signal and the meeting began.
We have both old and new business to discuss,
Grasmir said with a wry smile. The old stretches back over
four hundred fifty years; I think perhaps we ought to settle that
before we move on to those things which immediately interest
us.
Around the table, various Galweighs and Sabirs chuckled.
As acting head of the Galweigh Family, I have to say
its about time we got around to that.
Very well, then. Old business. Family records tell
of an argument between Arathmad Karnee and his partner Perthan
Sabir over the dowry of Arathmads daughter. The daughter was
to marry the Sabir son when both came of age at the time
they were still small children. Perthan accused Arathmad of
belittling his son by offering such a small dowry; Arathmad said
Perthans son was ugly and spindly and that the only reason he
offered his daughter was because he was Perthans only friend,
and Perthans son would never find a suitable bride otherwise.
The dispute became bitter, the partners separated their business,
which from all evidence was in the practice of black market magic,
and though history is vague on this point one partner
cast a spell on the other partner. The Sabirs have always held that
the caster of the spell was Arathmad Karnee.
Shaid nodded. And the Galweighs have always said the spell
was cast by Perthan Sabir.
Around the table, those who were hearing the story for the first
time shook their heads.
Thats what brought about four hundred fifty years of
inter-Family war? someone asked.
Shaid and Grasmir looked at each other from opposite ends of the
table and smiled. Grasmir gave the nod to Shaid, who said,
Not entirely. Both Perthan and Arathmad died from the effects
of the spell one from the spell itself, and one from what
the histories refer to as rewhah, which is apparently some
sort of magical backlash that comes from using magic. He knew
more about it than that, and he assumed that Grasmir did, too
one didnt command the Familys Wolves for long
without knowing what their strengths and weaknesses were.
Susceptibility to rewhah was a big weakness. But one had to
maintain appearances at all times, and the appearance of being free
from any taint of magic had saved more than one mans
life.
One of the junior members of the Sabir Family asked Then
if the two principals in the dispute died, why did the dispute
continue?
Grasmir said, Because both children were also hit by the
spell not visibly, though. The effects didnt become
apparent until each of them took mates and had children. Their
children were Scarred. Someone called the Scarring the Karnee
Curse. The children were skinshifters. Dangerous, deadly,
unpredictable creatures. Calimekka already celebrated Gaerwanday
the Day of Infants and of course all Scarred children
were sacrificed. Except the parents of the Sabir children and the
parents of the Karnee children (the Family line that joined with
and was subsumed by the Galweighs) neglected their duties as
citizens. They hid their children, and the monsters were permitted
to grow and breed. Grasmir Sabir sighed and shook his head
sadly. Both Families still carry a taint of this Scarring in
their blood. It was over the Scarred children that the long-term
war between the Families broke out.
The faces around the table had grown more somber at that; a
thousand years after the horrible Wizards War, its magical
fallout remained clearly visible to anyone who ventured to the
docks and saw the Scarred slaves at work on the ships, or watched
the executions of those foolish monsters who dared to pretend to
humanity and who ventured within Iberas borders. No true
human ever forgot that the Scarred had, after the war, hunted down
humans and destroyed as many of them as they could get. Just
thinking about citizens in their own Family lines who had permitted
abominations to live, rather than sacrifice them, horrified all of
them.
Grasmir looked from face to face, and finally sighed. Both
Families carry guilt in the matter, though at this late date we
cannot hope to unravel which of the two principals, if either,
might have been the more guilty. He managed a faint, weary
smile. And I say it no longer matters. Call the matter
settled, forgive the stupidities of the past, and move
on.
Shaid waited, just a beat, to make his impact greater. Then he
stood and applauded. Around the table, other members of the
Galweigh delegation followed his lead, leaping to their feet and
clapping vigorously. The Sabirs rose, too. Grasmirs smile
grew broad, and when the applause finally died down, he dropped
into his chair with an air of satisfaction.
I take it as agreed, then, that the Sabir and Galweigh
Families have put the past behind them.
More applause greeted that statement. Without making it obvious
that he was doing so, Shaid glanced around the room, looking for
any dissenters. He saw none. Excellent.
He rose in the silence that followed the applause and said,
Then perhaps now is the time to move on to the new business
that brings us here today. He waited until he noted nods of
affirmation from around the room. Clasping his hands in front of
his chest, he said, Well, then. The Sabirs and the Goft
Galweighs face both a problem and an opportunity, and as our
Families are resolved to put past differences behind us, we can
perhaps work together to leap on the opportunity, and eliminate the
problem. He cleared his throat, suddenly unsure about how to
continue.
He glanced around the room. The faces that looked back at him
were those of friends and of associates, and also of men and women
who just the day before had been sworn to work toward his ruin. Now
each of them looked at him with some variation on the same theme
curiosity mixed with a tinge of avarice and a hint of
excitement . . . and a pinch of fear. He especially
noticed Crispin Sabirs eyes eager, fascinated,
watchful. The eyes of a man ready to grasp any advantage and make
it work for him.
Best play to the excitement first.
About our opportunity . . . well, no one has
discovered a new city of the Ancients in any of our lifetimes.
Until now. A member of the Calimekkan branch of the Galweigh Family
chartered a ship with money she stole from the Goft treasury, and
acting on information that she stole from archives in the Goft
House, sailed east. She was successful in locating the city she
sought. He leaned forward, resting his palms on the
table.
One young Sabir woman looked stunned that he would admit to the
discovery of such a treasure by his own Family, even if by Family
acting without official sanction. Had he kept secret the fact that
Kait had gone off on her own, the Galweighs would have had
unquestioned claim. A few members of Shaids own delegation
appeared surprised and uneasy that he was being so forthright.
After all, with those few words hed abolished the Galweigh
rights to the claim, leaving it solely Kaits if she lived and
throwing it into the hands of the strongest taker if she died.
He had also, however, shown himself willing to be brutally
honest. He thought an appearance of absolute honesty made for the
best negotiating, and had long ago learned that giving an enemy a
concession up front so often shocked him that he thereafter was
less cautious in his dealings.
We have . . . spies . . . who have
been watching this young womans movements closely. Shes
found an artifact of enormous importance. We suspect, though we
cannot be absolutely certain, that it is the Mirror of
Souls.
He heard a gratifying number of gasps. Not from either Crispin
or Grasmir Sabir. Of course not. Their Wolves would keep them as
well informed of the situation as Shaids Wolves kept him.
From what we can determine in our archives, the Mirror of
Souls would be an excellent tool in the hands of friends, but a
devastating weapon in the hands of enemies. Kait Galweigh, the
finder of this artifact, has made herself the enemy of Goft House.
Because she stole both money and information from us to acquire the
Mirror, we can make a strong claim to it, and to the ruins in which
she found it. We want that Mirror. For your assistance in the
Mirrors recovery and for an uncontested claim to it, we offer
you half the ruins. Further, we offer our expertise and assistance
in getting the one thing the Sabir Family most desires.
Crispin Sabir laughed softly and asked, What exactly do
the Goft Galweighs imagine the Calimekkan Sabirs want most in the
world?
Shaid stood up straight and met the question with a calm smile.
Galweigh House. Controlling it would give the Sabir Family
the entire city of Calimekka. The Goft Galweighs will give you
uncontested claim to the House and its contents. Of course,
well expect you to . . . ah, clear your claim by
eliminating any members of the Calimekkan Galweighs who survived
your last attempt to win the House.
For one long moment, the silence in the room weighed enough to
crack the stone walls of the great hall. Then all around the table,
Sabirs exploded with questions.
* * *
That went well, I think, Veshre
Galweigh said. She was head of the Goft Wolves, a wizard of
tremendous talent and deceptive ferocity who disguised that
ferocity behind a jovial manner and a pleasantly plump facade.
Shaid pulled his attention from the enchanting view of the
countryside that slid beneath the airible, and leaned back on the
cushioned seat. Probably less well than it seemed;
nevertheless, Im pleased.
You should be ecstatic. Veshre snorted. They
agreed to supply their troops to assist us in our attack on one of
their ships, to give us undisputed claim to the Mirror of
Souls, and to destroy that bitch, Kait. And they also agreed to
kill off the only people who stand between you and Galweigh House.
Meanwhile, you already have the Dokteeraks lined up to wipe out the
surviving Sabirs after they clear out Galweigh House but before
they can claim it. That was the most brilliant bit of negotiating
Ive ever seen.
Shaid sighed. Perowin, the greatest of the Ancients
diplomats, once said, Diplomacy is the art of getting your
enemy to cut his own throat for you, convincing him to do it
outside where he wont leave a mess, and making him believe
hes getting the best end of the bargain while he does
it. I aspire to make that very bargain someday, but in the
meantime . . . He thought for a moment, then
grinned broadly, and finally began to laugh. In the meantime,
by the gods, I came pretty close, didnt I?
* * *
In the courtyard beside the Palm Hall, three black
fawns strolled between the fountain and the waterfall, grazing on
hibiscus flowers. On a rotunda well away from the falls, a band of
Rophetian musicians played dool dlarmas traditional
Rophetian dancing airs for the entertainment of the Family.
Crispin Sabir sat on the windowsill in the room above the hall and
watched the deer and the dancers and listened to the cheerful
music, which suited his mood.
His brother Anwyn, rummaging around the shelves along the inner
wall of the room, said, The last bastard that was in here
finished off the paurel and didnt replace the
bottle.
Crispin laughed. I think that bastard was you. Youre
the only one in the Family wholl drink the vile stuff, and
you get so drunk when you do that you dont remember having
done it.
Anwyn squatted on his hocks, balancing delicately on his cloven
hooves, and rubbed absently at the horns that curled from his
forehead. After a moment he said, You might be right, come to
think of it. I brought a girl in here only a week ago. I might have
drunk it then.
After years of Scarring induced by the constant practice of
darsharen the sacrifice-magic of the Wolves
nothing human remained of Anwyns body. Besides the horns and
the hooves, spikes protruded from his spine and joints, scales
covered what had once been smooth skin, and talons curved from his
fingertips. Crispins body had taken as much of the
rewhah, the rebound magic, as Anwyns had, but because
Crispin was Karnee, his body had absorbed it and fought off the
changes the same way it reverted to human form after a Shift.
Anwyn, without the benefits of the Curse, had been trapped in an
increasingly hideous form.
Crispin raised an eyebrow. Girls were never with Anwyn by
choice. A girl?
Anwyn was going through the shelves again, looking for something
that would suit him as well as the thick, bitter tuber beer that he
liked best. He took his time answering. Andrew found her for
me a street urchin with a bit of size to her, and an
attitude. She thought she could handle anything.
Until she met you.
Until then, yes. Anwyn chuckled.
And when you were done with her, Andrew . . .
borrowed her?
Anwyn pulled a dark green bottle out of the back of the bottom
shelf and said, Hah! I thought Id put this away for
later. It was lakkar, green mango beer, and to Crispin
it was as unpalatable as paurel. Anwyn uncorked the bottle
and strolled over to the window, his hooves clipping sharply on the
marble floor. He dropped into a seat opposite Crispin, took a swig
of his drink, and sighed. She wasnt young enough to
interest Andrew. You know his tastes. He shrugged. I
played with her until I broke her. Then I put her in the Wind
Garden. The bellshrubs were going gray and dropping their flowers
before they could set their seeds; I thought they could use some
fertilizer.
Im glad you were paying attention. Ive been
too busy lately to notice any of the plants, but Id hate to
lose the bellshrubs. Theyre charming when theyre
fruiting. Ill take a look at them the next time Im in
the West Wing make sure the fertilizer did enough.
Crispin sipped his own drink and leaned back against the cool,
smooth marble of the window frame. At least I havent
been neglecting them for nothing. All that work looks like
its going to pay off. The meeting went well, dont you
think?
Hard to believe it could have gone better. I wish I could
have been there in person I would have loved seeing those
faces up close when your Galweighs were setting out their
bargain. Anwyn took another gulp of his drink and shook his
head. They didnt see a problem with their plan at
all?
If they saw a problem, they certainly didnt mention
it.
Amazing. Theyre ready to commit two of their
airibles to the attack against Ry and that bitch of theirs? And
troops? And theyll send in their troops against their own
Family? Anwyn chortled. The question then becomes: Are
they genuinely naive, or do they think theyre being
clever?
I read their paraglese this way: Hes a small-time,
double-dealing manipulator, but he sees himself as the future head
of a great Galweigh empire. He certainly doesnt intend to
hand over Galweigh House without a fight I think he closes
his eyes and sees himself at the head of the table there,
commanding armies and armadas across the known world with the
twitch of a finger. He may take us for fools, but perhaps he
believes whatever double-cross hes set up will be sufficient
to get us out of the way.
Then you dont think he intends to honor his
word.
Someone rapped at the door.
To Sabirs? Of course not. Crispin rose to unlock it,
and found his cousin Andrew waiting on the other side. I was
wondering where youd got to, he said. The scent of
blood still clung to Andrew, as did the smell of child. Crispin
wrinkled his nose and, disgusted, turned back to his brother.
Would you honor the word you gave to a Galweigh?
Chapter 8
Down in the belly of the Wind
Treasure, Kait and Hasmal crouched beside the Mirror of Souls,
padding the bulkhead behind it with rags and roping it in among the
ships other cargo. Ian and the ships physick were
tending to Jayti, and most of the crew were searching the ruins for
prizes to take home. Those on board the ship were sleeping or
carrying out necessary repairs.
So the two of them were alone, though Kait felt sure someone
would come checking on them sooner or later.
Theyll never let us take this to the Reborn,
Hasmal whispered.
Not willingly. Kait twisted her end of the rope
around the silver-white metal of the base. I know that. I
knew it when I agreed to their deal. What they wont permit,
well have to achieve by force.
Hasmal looked at her and rolled his eyes. Force?
Well still be outnumbered when we cross the sea. Vodors
bones! The captain or Ry Sabir could send pigeons days in advance
of our arrival and have the whole of the Sabir army waiting for us
on the shore when we arrive, no matter where the captain puts us
in.
Well, not force, perhaps. Maybe by guile.
Hasmal tipped his head and gave her a long, thoughtful look.
Ah. Planning on winning the Sabir to your side by love, Kait?
You think he wont take it back to his Family if hes
passionate enough about you and you dont want him to?
Hasmal shrugged. That might work, though I dont like
the idea of the future of the world depending on it.
Kait stared at him, momentarily lost for words. Finally she
said, You . . . think Id bed him to keep
control of the Mirror?
Hasmal frowned. Id hoped. It isnt as if
hes diseased or repugnant. Youll have the opportunity
the captains seen to that. And the Reborn needs the
Mirror; what matters to him matters to us and the whole of the
world. Women have futtered men they didnt want for lesser
reasons than the fate of the world.
At that moment she didnt like Hasmal, though she could
understand that in his eyes the idea must seem practical. She
called on her diplomatic training and didnt say what she was
thinking about him. Instead, she tempered her response. It
wouldnt work. If I loved him more than all the world,
Id still demand that the Mirror go to the Reborn, then to my
Family. Hes the same. He was raised to duty. No matter how
infatuated he was with me, hed still demand that the Mirror
go back to his Family, either exclusively, or else first and
once it was in Sabir hands, his Family would make sure it never
went to my Family, no matter what his arrangement with me or mine
with him. My Family would do the same. Thats the way Families
are they take care of their own, and they never let private
agreements between individuals override the good of the Family as a
whole. Never. The Calimekkan Galweighs wouldnt, anyway.
Goft Galweighs might be another matter, but she never intended to
deal with those traitors again.
So anything you swear to him or he swears to you is
already meaningless if the Galweighs or the Sabirs wont
eventually approve of it?
Kait started to deny that.
Then she thought about what hed asked her, and what
shed said.
Shed always considered her word a thing of value, and her
honor as solid as the rock on which Galweigh House was built. But
she realized at that moment that no matter how honest she was, no
matter how hard she worked to keep her promises, her Family could
make a liar of her with a single command. And if that was true,
what value had her word to anyone? She stared down at the rope in
her hands and said, Yes.
She shook her head. People struck bargains with the Galweighs
all the time. Shed always thought it was because of the
Galweigh reputation for honor. Now she reconsidered. The Galweighs
ruled half of Calimekka and much of the world only a fool
would dare refuse Galweigh business, and only a fool would renege
on a contract with a Galweigh. But did the men and women who marked
wax with the Galweighs consider the Familys mark worthless?
If so, no wonder the streets stank of fear when she walked down
them. No wonder she smelled such hatred from strangers. No wonder
women pulled their children from the streets, and little shops had
often just closed their doors for the day, when she strode by
them.
There had to be a better way. There had to be a way to protect
honor and the Family at the same time.
Hasmal said, Then were going to have to learn to use
it before we reach land.
Kait, still thinking about her Family and the problem of honor,
didnt know what he was talking about for an instant. Then she
stared at the Mirror of Souls, and shivered. Learn to use it?
I cant read the glyphs inscribed on the buttons,
she told him. Any of the Ancients artifacts can be
deadly if misused. The Mirror of Souls . . . Her
voice trailed off to silence, and in her mind the bodies of dead
legions scrabbled from their graves and shambled across the
darkened face of the world, seeking revenge against the fools who
had trapped their souls in foul-fleshed husks without restoring
those husks to healthy life. She dreaded the idea of a mistake,
even a small one.
Ive dealt with the Ancients work before. I
know the dangers.
Have you learned to read the glyphs since I found
this?
No. But if Ry Sabir wont come around to our side, we
have no other choice.
There were always choices. If Amalee would speak to me
again . . .
No. Dont welcome her back. Hasmals eyes
stared faraway at nothing, unfocused. Something was wrong
about her, he said after a moments thought. She
told you that the magic that destroyed your Family released her
soul from captivity. But a soul held captive would race to the
Veil, wouldnt it? Beyond the Veil she could have claimed a
new birth, a new life, all the things from which shed been
deprived for so long. Instead, she satisfied herself with seeing
things through your eyes, hearing things through your ears, and
existing as a powerless, disembodied voice that meddled in affairs
hundreds of years after her death as if they affected her
personally.
She hoped the Mirror would raise her from the dead,
Im sure.
Why?
She wondered if he was intentionally stupid sometimes. So
that she wouldnt be dead anymore.
Hasmal shook his head. That would make sense for your
brothers and sisters and parents, Kait they have you here,
and everything from the life theyve left behind. But if you
raised her from the dead, your ancestor would have no one and
nothing familiar in the world. Everything has changed. Why
wouldnt she choose to find the souls who shared her other
lifetimes with her and rebirth with them? Why wouldnt she
want to return to her rightful existence?
Kait considered that. I dont know, really. She
talked about helping me, about having her revenge on the Sabirs,
about, well . . . She was interested in my life, in what
it was like to be me. She thought it would be exciting to be Karnee
she talked about that a lot. I dont know why she was
more interested in me and now than in going on. I didnt think
about it. She rocked back on her heels. Perhaps shed
been stupid. I was so grateful to know there might be a way
for me to get my family back, I didnt worry about what Amalee
would get out of the deal.
Dont do anything to call her back, Kait. I
dont know where shes gone, but I think were
better off without her. Even if she returns to you, dont ask
her to help you work the Mirror. I think shes
dangerous.
Shes the reason I came after the Mirror.
I know. He rubbed his head. Thats just
one of my many nightmares.
Nightmares?
When he looked over at her, she noticed the dark circles under
his eyes and the tension in his face and realized that the serenity
that had molded his features the first time theyd met was
gone. I havent forgotten the prophecy that sent me
running from you after we first met: If I allowed myself to be
entangled in your life, I faced a horrible death. Now I am
indubitably enmeshed in your affairs, and the two of us are
custodians of nothing less than the Mirror of Souls. And
youre haunted by a ghost, and were in the company of
Sabirs. And I am and shall always be a coward. I sleep poorly these
days.
Youre still alive.
Thats less comfort than you might think.
Heavy footsteps thundered overhead, and Hasmal rose. Kait stayed
crouched, untying a knot and beginning to retie it. Several of the
crew came down the gangway, arms laden with the toys and tools of
the Ancients. They were laughing to each other, but they stopped
when they saw Kait and Hasmal. Up you go, both of you,
one man said. We have work to do down here.
Kait nodded. Weve just finished.
Hasmal met her eyes. The rest of what we have to do will
wait.
Chapter 9
A hundred awkwardnesses, a thousand
embarrassments: Kait carried her few belongings into the tiny cabin
she would share with Ry, conscious of the stares of the crew, his
men, and her own comrades, and stopped just at the door. Ry stood
beside the bunk beds, the expression on his face carefully
neutral.
Dont just stand there, he said. Bring
your things and come in.
She nodded and took the extra step that carried her across the
threshold. The hatchway closed behind her with a muffled thud
a sound that echoed the beating of her heart.
She looked around the cabin. Ry hadnt been there long
the little room lacked his scent, and his belongings were
all in his chest or a bag on the bottom bunk. Where shall I
put my belongings?
You dont have much, do you?
Not much. She was still looking around the room
because it was easier than looking at him. Well-done woodwork, a
washbasin built into the starboard wall with a pitcher beneath it,
a tiny skylight, the two narrow bunks one on top of the other (and
she was relieved that they were so narrow two people
couldnt hope to sleep side by side in them with any comfort),
a built-in armoire, a tiny table hinged to the wall and stowed at
the moment, two small plank benches also hinged to the wall on one
end, also stowed. The floor was clean and polished, the walls
smelled of citrus and wax, the linens were clean and tucked neatly
into place at the corners and smelled only of soap and sunlight and
fresh air.
You can have the drawers beneath the bottom bunk. He
moved away from the bunks.
She didnt want to step any closer to him, but she
couldnt just stand there holding her bag until he left. So
she took a deep breath, walked over to the bunk bed, and knelt on
the floor. She gave the drawer a tug and it slid out smoothly; she
was so tense she pulled it clear to the end of its run, and only
the fact that the carpenter whod built it had included stops
kept it from landing in her lap. He was behind her, so close she
could feel the warmth of his body, so close his scent became a
drug, and her vision grayed at the edges and narrowed into a tunnel
and she could hear only the rushing of her blood in her veins and
the quick, sharp pace of his breathing.
She stiffened her back, dreading his touch and half-expecting it
at the same time. But he kept his distance. She shoved the bag into
the drawer, not bothering to unpack it, shoved the door closed, and
moved away as fast as she could.
Through the wall, she heard someone begin to pluck the strings
of a guitarra. My cousin Karyl, Ry offered, noting her
shift in posture as she listened to the music.
His playing was sweet, his voice a mournful tenor as he began to
sing.
No, Ill not for lads nor lasses.
My dancing days are done.
The bitter tide
Is my final ride
To the sea I am now gone.
And I follow the rush of the water
For the water flows to the shore
And I have cried
Where the pale tides died
And wept to weep no more.
I lost my faithless lover
To the sea, my faithless friend
For the one devoured the other
Leaving nothing but pain at the end.
Now I hear her song in the wave
And her voice in the water deep.
She is gone but her music lives on
And its all that I can keep.
And I follow the rush of the water
For the water flows to the shore
And I have cried
Where the pale tides died
And wept to weep no more.
When that song was finished, the unseen singer
paused for a moment, then launched into another one, equally
mournful.
Sad songs, Kait said, not wanting to listen to any
more wistful, yearning ballads.
If he knows another sort, hes never shown
it.
Ive never heard that one before.
You wont have heard any of them before. He only
plays the songs he writes himself. A hundred variations on the
theme of grief.
Kait had no wish to discuss love, or longing, or grief. She said
nothing, and the stilted conversation died there, and the two of
them were left looking at each other.
The silence was becoming unbearable when Ry said, I have
some things for you I picked them up when we took on
supplies in the Fire Islands. He unlatched the doors of the
armoire and pulled them open. Opulent, gauzy silks and fine linens
in rainbow colors hung on the rack to the left and lay folded on
the shelves to the right. She caught a glimpse of tabards and
blouses and skirts and dresses, soft robes and dressing gowns,
nightshirts, leg wrappings, and stockings . . . even
delicate underthings. The people of the Fire Islands were famous
for their fine fabrics and remarkable stitchery and it
appeared that Ry had picked only the finest of what the island
markets offered.
Kait felt her face grow hot. She could not imagine allowing
herself to wear any of those things to let the silk
undergarments that hed picked out for her touch her skin, or
to pull on one of those filmy nightshirts before climbing into her
bunk for the night. No, she said. I have my own
clothes.
Ry arched an eyebrow. You have hardly anything.
Youre wearing a sailors work clothes. A woman of your
birth should wear fine silk dresses, not cotton shirts and
roughspun breeches. He smiled, and she shivered. He was too
close to her, and too near Shift; from across the room his body
heat was a pressure against her skin, simultaneously drawing the
Karnee part of her forward and pushing the human part of her toward
the door and flight and the dubious safety of the deck.
I have enough. Her voice sounded husky in her own
ears. She was responding to him even though she didnt want
to.
Shield, she thought. Magic drawn close and held in place will
make a wall between us. Magic will give me control.
She offered her own energy and strength to Vodor Imrish, and
with the power she gained from that quick, bloodless offering, drew
the shield around herself. Instantly she could breathe easier.
Although his scent remained seductive in her nostrils and his heat
still touched her skin, a calm silence blanketed her racing
thoughts.
He was staring at her, astonishment evident in his eyes.
What did you do? he asked.
She shrugged. For the moment for as long as her strength
fed the shield, anyway she would have peace.
Doesnt matter. I want to sleep. Which bunk will be
mine?
The top one. He moved toward her. You seem
. . . gone . . . he whispered.
Dont do that. Come back to me.
With her courage supported by the shield, she was able to say,
We are going to be nothing but roommates, Ry. Not friends.
Certainly not lovers. Ill obey the conditions of my agreement
with the captain, but . . . thats all.
I came so far to find you. I gave up so
much. . . .
She nodded. And for the rescue, I thank you. Truly,
Im grateful. My Family will certainly reward you. But I
cannot forget and neither can you that I am Galweigh
and you are Sabir. We have our duties.
His face twisted with bitterness, and for the first time since
shed used herself as bait to allow Ian and Hasmal to take him
prisoner, she saw both pain and anger slip across his face.
Ah, duty. The cage of cowards afraid to live. You may have
your duty I have already taken a different road.
He moved past her, still angry, and left the room. When he was
gone she sagged against the wall and closed her eyes. She wondered
how long her obligations to duty would keep her from touching him,
from stroking his hair or kissing his lips.
She built her shield stronger and, removing only her boots,
climbed into her bed. Then she lay staring up at the plank ceiling
and listening to the slow creaking of the ship. Sleep would be long
in coming.
Interlude
From the eighth chapter of the Seventh Text of
the Secret Texts of Vincalis:
13Solander sat in the Hall of Wizardry and taught the
apprentices, saying, These are the Ten Great Laws of Magic,
known from old.
14The First Law the Law of Magical
Reaction states: Every action has an equal and opposite, but
aligned, reaction.
15The Second Law the Law of Magical
Inertia states: Inertia holds; spells in force remain in
force unless acted on by an opposite force. Latent spells remain
latent unless acted on by an opposite force.
16The Third Law, which you know as the Law of
Magical Conservation, states: Magic, mass, and energy all
conserve.
17The first iteration of the Fourth Law
the Law of Magical Attraction says: Aligned spells attract,
18while
the second iteration of the Fourth Law the Law of Magical
Repulsion says: Unaligned spells repel.
19The first iteration of the Fifth Law
the Law of Spellcasting says: The force of the spell cast
will be equal to the energy used multiplied by the number of
casting magicians, minus conversion energy, 20while the second iteration of
the Fifth Law, which is the Law of Spellshielding, says: The damage
done to the casting magicians by a spell or spell recoil
rewhah will equal the energy sent minus the capacity of
the buffer or sacrifice, divided by the number of spellcasters.
21The Sixth Law, the Law of Alignment, tells us:
Negative magic begets negative reactions. Positive magic begets
positive reactions.
22The Seventh Law, which is the Law of
Compulsion, says: Every spell used to compel the behavior of any
living creature against its will carries a negative alignment.
23The Eighth Law, or Law of Harm, says: Every
spell used to inflict harm, damage, pain, or death, no matter the
nature of the target, carries a negative charge.
24The Ninth Law, the Law of Souls, states: The
mortal representative of an immortal soul carries the charge of the
soul, whether positive, negative, or neutral.
25The Tenth Law, or Law of Neutrality, says:
Anything that carries a neutral charge will be drawn to the
strongest force around it, whether that force be positive or
negative, for neutrality is a position of weakness, not of
strength.
26These are the Ten Great Laws, which are the
laws of the nature of magic, and which nature enforces. 27But I give
you another law, and this is a law of the nature of man and of the
nature of Falconry, enforceable only by yourselves. 28This law is: Pay
for your magic with nothing but that which is yours to give.
29Ka-erea, ka-ashura, ka-amia, ka-enadda,
and ka-obbea: your will, your blood, your flesh, your
breath, and your soul. These are the five acceptable sacrifices,
and acceptable only if offered freely. 30Magic drawn from your
life-force, from these five acceptable sacrifices, will be pure,
and free of rewhah, and will not scar lives or land. 31That you
offer only these sacrifices is the Law of Ka, the Offering of Self,
and I declare it the highest law of the Falcon, and the law by
which Falcons will be known.
32For the Law of Ka is the Law of Love
love of humanity and love of life and my greatest
requirement of you is that you love all living things, and live
your lives in demonstration of your love.
Chapter 10
Solander the Reborn waited in the belly
of his mother for his time of birth to arrive, but already the
faithful reached out to him, and he reached back. From hidden rooms
in forest houses, from scholarly studies, from the decks of fishing
boats and the ever-moving wagons of the peripatetic Gyru-nalles,
faithful Falcons drew a few drops of their own blood to form the
link that let them touch him, and he reached into their souls, and
gave them acceptance, and gave them love.
He spent the stations of darkness and growth in the deep
meditation of the soul, focusing not on the future, when he would
at last give the people he loved a world worthy of them, nor on the
past, wherein lay the pain of torture and his magical escape from
his enemies at the moment of his physical death: Those were
memories and thoughts that gave back nothing. He could not plan for
what would come, and he could not change what had already been. But
from the warm safety of the womb, he could begin his work, reaching
into the souls of those he had left so reluctantly a thousand years
before and showing them that hope existed, that their lives could
be better, and that the secret that would bring about the new and
brighter world was a simple one: Accept each others faults,
be kind, and love one another.
But he did draw himself from the peace and the joy of that long
gestation to touch his sword, his Falcon Dùghall Draclas.
* * *
Dùghall.
The voice came from all around Dùghall Draclas as he knelt
by the embroidered silk zanda, preparing to throw his future
with a handful of silver coins. The quadrants of House, Life,
Spirit, Pleasure, Duty, Wealth, Health, Goals, Dreams, Past,
Present, and Future lay empty, awaiting the patterns that the
zanda coins would make within them.
Dùghall.
He put down the coins and took a deep breath. His heart knew
that voice.
Reborn? he whispered.
My faithful Falcon you have listened with your heart
and with your soul. Youve gathered allies for me, youve
readied them, and I can see that theyre strong and
courageous. Send them to me now, in secret.
Ill bring them to you, Dùghall said.
No. Youve gathered good men and youve trained
them well, but you arent a soldier, Dùghall. Wait where
you are.
The Reborns dismissal crushed him. Hed thought that
he would accompany the army that hed gathered for the Reborn
in fact, hed thought that he would lead it. Now he was
being told to send the men many of them his sons off
alone, while he waited in the middle of this nowhere hed
chosen as a training ground.
He was a sword unsheathed and hungry for the blood of the
Reborns enemy, and hed been waiting for this call from
the moment he left Galweigh House in secret to follow the dictates
of a throw of the zanda. Hed suffered deprivation and
hardship, pain and fear; hed served with his whole heart,
hed offered everything he had. He was an old sword, he knew,
and one with rust on the blade but that Solander the Reborn
would call the men hed gathered and not call him
. . .
Solanders soft voice whispered in his mind and heart,
Dùghall, I have other plans for you than to have you die on a
battlefield. The Dragons are returning. They move among the
Calimekkans already, preparing a place for themselves there. You
will wait where you are, for I foresee a disaster, and I also see
that your presence can overcome it. But only if you wait where you
are.
What disaster? What can I do here? Theres nothing
here but a fishing village.
If I were a god I could tell you the future, but Im
only a man. The future is as opaque to me as it is to you. I know
only that if you wait where you are, you will avert the destruction
of everything the Falcons have worked for in the last thousand
years.
Dùghall said, Then I will wait. I serve as you desire
I ask only that you use me.
You are my sword, Dùghall. Without you, I am
lost.
Then the Reborn was gone. The warmth that had surrounded
Dùghall vanished, and with it the cocoon of joy and love and
hope. He rose, his knees creaking as he did, and walked to the
window of the grass hut in which hed been living, and stared
up at the smoking cone of the volcano to the north. Life was like
that volcano calm on the outside, while underneath it was
seething and deadly and able to explode with unimaginable violence
at any instant. What could destroy a thousand years of planning?
What could go wrong with Solanders triumphant return?
In the field to the north of the village, the men hed
gathered drilled together, preparing for a battle that hed
convinced them was coming. He needed to send them to the Reborn.
The little fleet of islander longships hed gathered would
need to sail away without him to the south, to the edge of Ibera,
where the Veral Territories met the Iberan border. His magic had
pinpointed that place as their eventual destination. From there,
they would meet the Reborn, and he would take them to fight against
the Dragons in Calimekka.
And when his troops were gone, Dùghall would wait in this
little fishing village until a sign told him that his moment had
come. He would fast. He would prepare himself physically, as he had
been doing. He would study the throws of the zanda, and
summon Speakers to tell him what they saw moving within the Veil.
He would serve.
He only wished he had some idea what sort of disaster was
coming.
Chapter 11
Hasmal crouched in the aft bilge,
dabbing filched oil of wintergreen beneath his nostrils and trying
to ignore both the stink of the bilge and the rolling of the ship.
Hed have a hard time controlling his magic if he were
retching all the time he cast his spell.
He felt lucky hed found a place where he could work
unwatched. The Wind Treasure boasted three separate
bulkheads in her bilge an aft bulkhead, a middle one, and
one at the fore. All three had access hatches, but the aft one had
a hatch that lay just beyond the head. He could go to the head
without raising suspicions, especially now that the ship had sailed
and the crew had seen him both seasick and gripped with bowel flux.
If he bolted toward them, a pained, half-panicked expression on his
face, they scattered, clearing his path.
He could be gone as much as a station after such an act, and no
one would come looking.
Kait crouched beside him. We arent going to have
long. Just because your spell got me in here without being seen
doesnt mean he wont notice Im
missing.
Hes with his friends. He wont look for you for
a while.
We can hope. She refused the oil of wintergreen when
he offered it to her, wrinkling her nose. Id rather
smell the bilge, she said. I hate perfumes.
Sorry. He got out his magic bag and pulled out a
hand mirror, blood-bowl, thorn needle, and herbs. I have
everything you need. Youre going to have to link to the
Reborn and get him to tell you how to work the Mirror of
Souls.
Her eyebrows went up and she shook her head. You said you
needed my help . . . but Im no wizard, Hasmal.
Im just now getting a feel for the simple magics. Linking
. . . thats big.
Not as big as directing a shield around as much of your
spell as I can, and watching over you to make sure that no other
wizard notices the movement of magic, and holding a spell ready to
protect you if youre attacked. You or I could link to
Solander, but only I can make sure you dont die while
youre doing it.
She looked queasy. Isnt there some other
way?
Ive tried the other ways. Ive summoned
Speakers, Ive spirit-walked the past, Ive gone through
the Texts looking for anything that might tell how the damned
Mirror works or what Solander intended the Falcons to do with it.
Im not strong enough or talented enough to reach the place in
the past where the Mirror was last used, the Texts are mute about
the Mirror, and the Speakers just laugh at me. Im out of
options.
She shivered and nodded. Then give me the thorn and the
blood-bowl and help me through this.
You have to ask Solander how to use the Mirror
exact steps, exact words, what we should expect it to
do. . . .
Kait nodded again. Ill get everything.
He waited while she stabbed her finger with the thorn and
dropped her blood into the blood-bowl. He coached her through the
ceremony that would link her to the Reborn. She was afraid, and he
could understand that but she had a courage that he envied.
She did what she had to do.
He started casting his own spells even before he saw the change
come over her body; by the time the blissful smile spread across
her face, hed formed the shield that surrounded her, a sphere
of energy flawed only at the point where Kaits life force
curled out from her in a thin tendril that connected her across
uncounted leagues to the soul of the Reborn. He set it so that if
anything attacked that delicate connection, the shield would snap
shut on its own. Kait would lose her connection to Solander, but
shed survive.
With that set, he opened himself to the ship. He loosed his
conscious self from the confines of his body and connected himself
to the boards upon which he sat; his mind traced the connections of
each board to the next, flowing outward, stretching, cautiously
touching each new structure and noting the presence of each living
thing until the ship became his body, with his human body only a
tiny appendage. He knew the ship the way he knew his
own body felt its movement, saw the water stretching away
from him and beneath him, heard and followed every conversation
going on in the ship simultaneously.
Such openness put him in tremendous danger he could not
shield or protect himself in any way while his soul stretched
outside of the confines of his flesh but in no other way
could he be sure that his and Kaits activities had aroused no
curiosity.
In one of the forward cabins, Ry and his lieutenants played
cards. The crew did their work. Ian stood on the aft deck, staring
back toward Novtierra. Hasmal watched his eyes Ian looked
like he contemplated murder. Not at that moment, however. The ship
was quiet . . . the activities of its passengers safe for
the present . . . and yet . . .
He felt something wrong. Something marked the ship;
someone tracked it from a distance. He felt around blindly,
as a man would feel for a door in a dark room. A link lay within
the ships wooden body a physical focus for distant
magic. Before he could find out who watched the ship, he had to
find that link.
* * *
Welcome, Kait.
Reborn. . . . In the wordless exchange
that followed, Solanders touch filled her soul. Again she
felt his complete acceptance of her, his unconditional love for
her. For a long and blissful moment, she asked nothing of him,
feeding herself instead from the simple joy of being in his
presence.
Her task couldnt wait forever, though, and at last she
forced herself to the unpleasantness of her reality. Were
in trouble, she told the unborn infant. Weve been
taken by the enemy, and we have every reason to believe that when
we reach the shores of Ibera, the Sabirs will take the Mirror from
us. If we have any hope of getting it to you, we have to know how
to use it now.
No, Solander said. Kait felt fear suffuse featureless
light in which she floated. Do nothing with the Mirror of Souls
except bring it to me. It is the vehicle through which the Dragons
will return to Matrin.
Kait felt the chill of his words. If we cant get it to
you, then we should destroy it.
No. A failed attempt to destroy it could well free the
Dragons through you. And even if you could manage a successful
attempt, you would do so at the price of the destruction of your
own soul.
Why?
Because you would be destroying the souls of those within it.
Those who destroy immortality pay an eternal price.
Kait thought of the smooth platinum-bright curves of the
artifact, of the warm light that spiraled up through its center, of
the feeling of comfort she got from being near it. She had been
sure it was something good in spite of the faintly unpleasant scent
that emanated from it. And that, she thought, made sense. The
Dragons wouldnt find any advantage in creating something that
looked evil; people would be far too willing to destroy
something like that. But things that looked valuable, that gave off
pleasant sensations . . .
And that brought to mind Amalee, who had suggested to Kait that
she cross the ocean to retrieve the Mirror.
The soul you know as Amalee is one of the wakened
Dragons, the Reborn told her. But she set you to a task as
important to me as it is to her. When I have the Mirror, I can
release the souls it holds directly into the Veil, where they will
be judged by the souls of their peers. Then I can destroy the
Mirror, so that the Dragons evil will not return to Matrin in
any form
Kait started to ask him if he could offer her some help, some
advice, on getting the Mirror safely to him, but without warning,
she was torn away from the warmth of the Reborns presence.
His light vanished and for an instant she hung in the absolute
darkness of void, her body consumed by pain so fierce she felt
certain she was being ripped apart.
Then she was in her body again, in the bilge, racked by nausea,
blinded by pain, with Hasmal shaking her and slapping her face and
whispering, Kait! Kait? Wake up! Are you hurt?
Kait?
His face was right against hers when she came around enough to
look at him, and she could see stark terror in his eyes.
What happened? She groaned and held her belly; the
pain receded slowly but the nausea remained.
The shield I set around you snapped shut, he told
her.
She shook her head, not understanding.
You were attacked. Someone was watching you
watching the whole ship and when you reached for the Reborn,
whoever it was attacked.
Ry attacked me? she asked.
No. The attack didnt come from anyone on the
ship.
Are we in danger now?
Not for the moment. Ive shielded both of us.
Well be safe for a while yet.
So who found us? Who tried to get me?
Im not certain. I managed to trace the trail of the
wizard who was spying on us as far as Calimekka, but when I got too
close, something about my presence alerted him. He came after me
fast; I had to break off my connection with the ship. I barely
shielded myself in time and while I did, he attacked
you.
She noticed that Hasmals hands were shaking. Even in the
darkness of the bilge she could see his pallor, and even over the
stench of stale water, dead rats, and refuse she could smell his
fear.
He added, Id guess Wolves were watching the
ship.
Then they may know about the Reborn. And the
Mirror.
Almost certainly.
She pressed her fingers to her temples to ease her aching head.
Oh, gods. Then what do we do?
We use the information you got from the Reborn to activate
the Mirror. We He saw her shaking her head and
stopped. Whats wrong?
We dont touch the Mirror of Souls, she said.
She quickly gave him the rest of Solanders bad news. When she
finished, Hasmal buried his face in his hands.
Then what do we do?
Kait took a deep breath and let it out slowly. We keep our
eyes open. We do what we can to win Ry over to our side. If we see
that things are going badly, we steal one of the longboats in the
dead of night and row ourselves and the Mirror to an island, or
trust ourselves to the currents. She leaned forward and
rested a hand on his knee. We are going to do what we have to
do, Has. The Mirror is going to reach the Reborn. The Wolves are
not going to get it.
He looked into her eyes and saw calm in them. A ferocity that he
lacked. A determination that he thought he could find within
himself. He felt answering echoes of it already. He put his hand
over hers. Youre right. We will. And they
wont.
Chapter 12
Ian stopped Kait as she stepped out of
the ships shower, having just finished rinsing the stink of
the bilge off of herself. Jaytis been asking to see
you.
Kait felt a quick, sharp anxiety, and after an instants
concentration, understood why. Ian carried the smell of death on
his skin and in his clothing. Hes gotten
worse?
Ian met her gaze angrily. Hes dying. All the
physicks promises to do his best are come to
nothing.
Kait said, He was dying before we boarded the Wind
Treasure; we didnt think he was going to live. If
anything, the physick has given him time and eased the pain of his
last days.
You can be satisfied with that. You seem satisfied with
everything right now. He turned away from her, every motion
he made and every line of his body charged with his pent-up
rage.
Im doing what I have to do to get us all to
safety.
He stalked toward the gangway, turning only before he ascended
to the top deck. Of course you are. Well, do whatever
youre going to do for Jayti soon. Hell be dead before
the day is out.
Then he was gone. His anger hung in the air like a poison
cloud.
Kait twisted the ends of her hair to wring out the water and
stared after him. He was trouble waiting to happen.
* * *
You look worse than me, Jayti said. He
lay in the bed, his skin white as bleached linen, his dark hair
sweat-drenched and plastered to his skull. His eyes, sunken in
their sockets, burned with feverish brightness. The smell of
blood-rot and decomposition in the room overwhelmed her. Greenish
stains marred the sheets where the stump of his leg lay. Ian had
been right. He wouldnt survive much longer.
I havent been sleeping well, Kait told him. It
was true. Her dreams in Rys cabin became far too seductive,
and bled over into her waking moments with maddening constancy. So
she fought sleep.
She didnt comment on Jaytis appearance. Instead she
said, I was . . . surprised . . . that
you wanted to talk to me.
Because Im afraid of you?
Because I dont think you like me much.
Jayti managed a twisted smile. Youre right. I
dont. Skinshifters . . . He shrugged, and
even that tiny movement seemed to suck a bit of the remaining life
out of him. You can change, disappear, pretend to be normal,
but inside youre hiding the
monster. . . . He sighed. But what I
think about you doesnt matter. The captain loves
you.
Kait cringed, hearing those words presented so baldly. I
know.
You dont love him, he offered as a statement,
not a question.
She considered lying, telling the dying man something to make
him think better of her for whatever time he had left. He already
knew the truth, though. No. Ian is . . . ah, well,
I . . . I want good things for him. But Im not sure
that I can love. Not him . . . not anyone.
She considered her obsession with Ry, and again wondered if
anything so consuming and so painful could be love. She sometimes
felt it could only be the early stages of madness. I wish I
could. It would make everything . . . easier.
Jayti grinned briefly, a deaths-head smile that only
accented his gauntness. Life doesnt give you easy.
Honor only makes things harder. But for the sake of honor, and if
you really care what happens to him, you have to tell him. He talks
about getting you away from Ry, making you see that hes the
one whos best for you. He thinks he has a chance to win your
heart. I dont.
Kait considered that.
When she said nothing, Jayti added, Its eating him
inside. As long as he believes he has a chance to have you, he
wont think of anything else. He talks about finding a way to
throw Ry overboard when no one is around, or of running him through
with a sword and claiming it was an accident. Hes
. . . obsessed.
Kait knew what he said was true. When she looked in Ians
eyes, she saw a feverish brightness not that different from what
she saw in Jaytis, and a fixity of gaze shed seen in
the steady stares of hunting wolves evaluating their prey.
Telling him I dont love him wont change the
way he feels.
It wont. But if he knows he has no hope, it might
keep him from doing something that will get him killed.
She sighed.
Jayti said, Hes my friend. He lost everything else
that mattered to him his ship, his crew, his treasure. He
doesnt know it, but hes lost you as well. If he dies
trying to win you, and you could prevent it by telling him now that
he has no hope . . . Jayti looked away and fell
silent. Kait, not knowing what to say, said nothing.
The dying man finally looked at her again. If he dies
because you let him think he still might win you, my ghost will
haunt every instant of the rest of your life. I swear it on
Brethwans eternal soul.
The hair on Kaits arms stood on end, and a shiver crawled
down her spine. She looked into those eyes, so near death, and
wondered if he could already see the Veil before him.
Ill tell him, she whispered.
Swear it.
I swear it. On my word as a Galweigh, she
almost said, but stopped. On my own soul, she said,
I swear Ill tell him.
Chapter 13
Kait stood on the deck of the Wind
Treasure, staring out at the endless ocean. The ship rocked
with the waves, its sails for the moment furled. Sunlight
illuminated everything with a haze of gold; the water sparkled, the
brass fittings gleamed, the soapstoned deck shone like polished
ivory. The crew wore their best clothing and stood in lines along
the port and starboard sides of the foredeck, and one of them
played a soft drumroll.
Loelas, the Wind Treasures parnissa, led the small
procession that stepped out of the aft cabins. Hasmal and Ian and
four of Rys men followed, the black-shrouded form carried
between them. She watched Ian closely without turning her head. She
would have to talk with him soon. The weight of her oath bore down
on her, and she felt Jaytis ghost watching her.
The gods are smiling on his spirit, to give him such a
fine day for a funeral, Ry said. He stood to her right,
dressed in his Sabir green and silver, with his black boots
polished until they mirrored the sun and his sword unsheathed and
raised before him in a salute.
Kait held her own sword in the same attitude. For this occasion,
shed finally put on some of the clothing that Ry had brought
along for her. She wore a heavy cream silk tunic that reached to
her knees, embroidered in blackstitch at each hem and layered over
a black silk underblouse; a wide black braided leather sash as soft
as a summer breeze that held the folds of the outer tunic precisely
in place; a narrow black silk skirt; embroidered cream silk leg
wrappings; and soft split-suede shoes. The clothing was as fine as
any she had ever worn, and she wore it to honor Jayti. When the
funeral was over, she would rid herself of it and go back to coarse
sailors breeches, tunics, and deck shoes. Wearing those was a
barrier between her and Ry, however thin. She needed every layer of
separation she could get.
She kept her gaze fixed on the funeral procession and under her
breath murmured, Fine as the day is, I think hed rather
be alive for it.
Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Ry turn toward her for
just an instant, annoyance clearly marked on his face. She almost
smiled at having goaded him into a social error. But the smile
would be as inappropriate as his gesture of inattentiveness had
been. She kept her eyes forward, her face blank, and her sword
steady in front of her.
The procession came to a halt in the center of the foredeck, and
the parnissa turned and knelt, and unfolded a deep green cloth, its
edges weighted with lead, across the white boards. The men carrying
Jaytis body lowered it carefully to the center of the
cloth.
The parnissa stood, and one of the cabin boys hurried to his
side, carrying the censer and the lamp. Loelas took the censer and
crossed it over the body five times. Jayti of Pappas, called
Cousin Fox, you have left the realm of the living this day to
traverse the Veil. I commend your spirit to Lodan, she who rules
both Love and Loss, and to Brethwan her consort, he who rules Pain
and Pleasure, Health and Illness, Life and Death. Release your last
hold on the flesh, follow through the Veil, and find peace and new
life.
He would not, she thought. Not until she had kept her
promise.
He handed the censer back to the cabin boy and took the lamp. He
crossed it five times over the corpse, and when he had finished,
rested it on the cloth above the head. Jayti of Pappas,
called Cousin Fox, you have left the realm of the living this day,
and your flesh lies empty. It has served for your good, but now
must nourish all those who follow. As you served the sea in life,
so you will serve the sea in death. I commend your flesh to Joshan,
she who rules Silence and Loneliness and Solitude, for the sea is
vast and lonely, and all return at last to its embrace. May she
light your flesh through the darkness to its best service, that a
human body will await your spirit on its return.
Loelas picked up the lamp and handed it to the cabin boy. He
stepped back, and Hasmal and Ian knelt and folded the green cloth
over Jaytis shrouded body, tying the ties sewn along the back
when theyd finished.
The parnissa turned and looked at the men and Kait gathered on
the deck and said, This same passage each of us will one day
take. Contemplate your mortality, and thank the gods for each
moment of each station, living neither in the past nor the future,
for the moment of now is the only moment you will ever have.
Contemplate the value of your life in its service to gods and
humankind, and serve now in whatever form you would, knowing that
you cannot serve tomorrow. Hold Jayti, our fallen brother, in your
heart and thoughts, and find a lesson in his death, for in this
final way you can assist him in serving his fellow humans, and
finding his humanity in another life.
The parnissa nodded, and the six men picked up the corpse again
and carried it to the starboard side of the foredeck, walking
between Kait and Ry. Kait and Ry turned to present their swords as
the body moved past them and finished their quarter turns facing
each other, swords forming an arch.
You came from the sea; return to the sea, Loelas
said.
The men dropped Jaytis body over the side. The body
splashed, throwing sparkling beads of water into the air, and the
green lead-weighted shroud pulled it down; out of the corner of her
eye Kait could see the way that the sunlight illuminated the stream
of bubbles that trailed like silver coins behind it.
Ian wouldnt look at her. He strode past her off the
foredeck, followed by the crew, the parnissa, and the captain, and
finally Hasmal.
As the last man save Ry walked off the foredeck, Kait gave Ry a
cold nod and resheathed her sword. She had done her duty to the
deceased, honoring his spirit with Family steel since he had died
fighting with her. Ry slid his sword back into its scabbard, too,
though still not bothering to explain why he chose to pay tribute
to the dead man in that formal way, and rested a hand on her
shoulder as she turned to go to their shared cabin.
Wait, he said.
She turned back to him, tensing at his touch. He had kept his
distance in the cabin, and after a few attempts to speak to her,
had accepted her silence. The heat of his hand through the soft
silk seemed to brand her.
I dont want to talk to you now.
I know, he said, his voice calm and reasonable.
I can see that you would choose to never speak to me, never
look at me, and never touch me, in spite of what you really
want.
What I really want? Id love to know what you think
you know about that. She glared at him, wanting to hate him,
despising herself for wanting him. The wind ruffled his hair, and
the sun burnished the dark gold strands until they matched the
heavy gold hoops in his ears. His pale blue eyes with their
black-ringed irises seemed to pull her toward him, as if they
exuded their own gravity. He was fiercely beautiful, as a wolf in
his prime or a stooping falcon was beautiful the air of
barely leashed ferocity about him only made him more compelling to
her.
She held her magical shields tight around herself as Hasmal had
taught her and willed herself to hate him, to see him as the
destroyer of her parents, her siblings, and her Family, and the
enemy of everything she believed in.
He watched her closely for a long, silent moment. Then he shook
his head. We have a long way to go, and a lot to accomplish.
If you wont follow your heart and your dreams
at least talk to me when were alone. Ive done nothing
to deserve the unending silence.
She wanted to believe him. Gods all forgive her, she did.
You had nothing to do with the slaughter of the
Galweighs.
No. He sighed. I went into your House with my
men, but that was to rescue you. I believed you would be there. I
knew the attack was planned, but I had no part in the
planning.
And it was sheer coincidence that you and I crossed paths
at the Theramisday party in Halles?
Of course not. He shrugged. I was my
Familys messenger to Paraglese Dokteerak.
Then you were involved in my Familys
destruction.
I was the messenger. I served the Sabirs as they
directed me. I was of minor importance the son of the head
Wolf, in training for bigger things, but still too young and
inexperienced to be anything but a go-between.
Kait arched an eyebrow. Messengers are never chosen for
their lack of experience.
Guilt flashed across Rys face, quick as a bolt of
lightning. She could have imagined that she saw it there, it
vanished so rapidly. But it hadnt been her imagination.
Ry held out his hands palm up a gesture both placating
and confessional. Youre right, and we both know it.
Kait, I cant claim to be completely blameless. I had no more
love for the Galweighs than you had for the Sabirs. You and I spent
much of our lives learning to work against each other. But that
changed when we met. He paused and leaned against the rail
and studied her. The sun hit him full in the face, making him
squint. At least it changed for me.
She thought, It all changed for me, too. But she didnt say
that. She couldnt.
He waited a long time for her to respond, and when he finally
realized that she wouldnt no matter how long he waited, he
nodded again. Well enough. Your feelings for the Sabirs
havent changed. But consider this: Ive been cut off
from the Sabirs. If I return home now, with things unchanged
between me and my Family, my mother will declare me
barzanne. That sentence will rest on my head because I chose to
come after you instead of staying with my Family and taking my
fathers place as head of the Wolves when he died. No matter
what I once was, I am not a Sabir any longer. He turned his
face away from her, either wearying of the sun in his eyes or
wanting the small measure of privacy that turning away afforded
him. I wont beg you to find room for me in your heart,
Kait. Begging isnt in me. If thats the only way you
could accept me, then you arent the woman I think you are. I
will appeal to your reason. Consider what a team the two of
us could make. Both Family, both magic-trained . . . both
Karnee. Imagine what we could do together.
Kait had done nothing but that since shed come aboard the
ship.
I dream of you, she said quietly.
He turned back to her, looking at her sharply. And I,
you.
Were dancing, she added.
He flushed. Nodded. In the air.
In the darkness.
Naked.
Neither of them said that word, but that was only because they
didnt have to. The image from those nightly dreams hung
between the two of them, as real and vivid as life. Kait felt the
heat in her cheeks and the racing of her pulse. She smelled
Rys excitement, sensed his arousal, felt her own breath
coming faster.
I dont think theyre dreams, Ry said. His
voice dropped to a rough murmur. I think our souls give us
what our bodies will not.
Kait felt herself moving toward something irrevocable. She took
a step back from him, needing physical distance and some
reassurance that she was still in control of herself. Why did
you come after me? she asked him. If you had duty to
your Family, if you knew you would be declared barzanne, why
did you not stay and carry out your duty?
His hands balled into quick fists, the knuckles whitening before
he took a breath and stared out at the sea. He was forcing himself
to relax. Pushing back the hunger that had been there an instant
before. So control did not come easy to him, either. She had
wondered about that, lying in the darkness every night staring up
at the cabin ceiling, listening to him breathe. After a moment,
when neither his stance nor his scent betrayed anything of his
emotions, he said, I have no good answer. Not for you, not
for myself. I can tell you only that from the moment that you and I
crossed paths, something about you compelled me. Or maybe it was
something about us. He shrugged. Until then, I
always believed I could control everything about myself. She
caught a glimpse of the rueful curve of his smile at the corner of
his mouth.
They shared their dreams. They affected each other in ways she
couldnt understand. She wanted him.
And her Family was gone. From what shed learned, so was
most of his. Perhaps that meant that the battle between the Sabirs
and the Galweighs could end.
Ill . . . Ill think about what
youve said. She smoothed the tunic. Ill
promise nothing, except that Ill . . . consider
. . . She tested the word, and found that it
offered only as much as she wished to offer. Yes. Ill
consider . . . a truce. She turned before he could
say anything in response and hurried toward their quarters. Halfway
there, she turned back, and saw that he still stared out at the
endless, hypnotic sea. I think . . . Id like
to talk.
Chapter 14
The Mirror has almost reached us,
Dafril said. But my chosen avatar has been led to direct it
toward the south toward the cold lands. Solander has called
it to him there.
Only the heads of the Star Council gathered in the cold infinity
beyond the Veil Dafril hadnt wanted to deal with the
panic that would ensue with the younger members if they realized
Solander had returned.
Weve already taken steps to deal with the Mirror,
Mellayne said. It will reach Calimekka.
Yes. Unfortunately, Solander wont be so easy to take
care of. He nears the time of his birth, and he has already started
gathering his Falcons together.
But if Solander returns in the body of a babe memories
or not well have years before he can stand against
us.
Dafril sighed. Solander had nearly destroyed them once. He
couldnt believe the bastard found a way to get himself
embodied without having his memories scrambled yet had failed to
take into account the time it would take for that body to reach
usable age. We cannot count on that. I have to suspect that
Solander has a plan. He always knew what he was doing.
I wish we did.
So do I, Mellayne, Dafril said. So do I.
Chapter 15
Kait woke to darkness, to the sound of
Rys steady breathing in the bunk beneath hers and to his
scent in the room. Shreds of the nightmare that had awakened her
still clung to her, twisting in her gut.
Shed been dancing with Ry. That same maddening, tempting,
passionate dance the embraces, the kisses, the touching. And
then someone else had been there with them, watching. Waiting.
She sat up, not soothed by the steady rocking of the ship, or
the rhythmic creaks and murmurs of boards and sails.
Ry?
He was already awake had, in fact, awakened just an
instant after she did. After she left the dream, she realized. She
heard his breathing catch, and smelled wariness about him
. . . and anticipation. Yes?
Someone is hunting for you. Wanting to kill you.
Why do you say that?
We were being watched. In the dream. In the dance. The
watcher was . . . malevolent.
I felt nothing of the sort.
He was shielded from you, but some sort of current runs
between the two of you either a blood tie or something
magical. I could see the current. A tiny black stream. I followed
it back to its source, and when I did, I saw his eyes looking out
at you through the darkness. I dont . . . Im
not sure, but I dont think he knew I was there. He
wasnt shielded from me.
Ry was silent for a moment. What could you tell of
him?
That he hates you. That he wants to see you dead. That
hes waiting for you to move within his reach.
Sounds like Ian, Ry said, and chuckled.
But it wasnt. Kait had actually considered
that. The stream that binds the two of you it runs
back to Calimekka.
It cant. She heard Ry moving in the bunk
below, and an instant later, his head and shoulders popped up at
the side of her bunk. Everyone who has reason to want me dead
in Calimekka already thinks I am. Except the Trinity, of
course, he thought. But surely they had been executed already for
murdering him. He told her about how he had faked his own murder
and the disappearance of his body.
Someone knows, she said when he finished.
Someone knows, Ry. She wondered if the one watching Ry
was the same one who had nearly caught her and Hasmal when they
communed with the Reborn. That the one who hunted Ry also hunted
the Mirror seemed at least possible. She couldnt say anything
to Ry about that, though.
He pressed his lips into a thin line. That would be
. . . Brethwans soul! That would be a disaster.
Because if someone knows of my survival, he could know I left by
sea. We were careful, but we assumed no one would look for us.
Someone who was looking would discover that I left with my friends.
My enemies would pay for that information. Hells-all my
mother would pay for that information. She thinks my friends
died in service to the Sabirs. Their families have been honored
because of their sacrifices.
Your mother honors your friends families? The woman
who would declare you barzanne?
If she knows Im alive, then Im already
barzanne. And my friends families . . . are
doomed. He looked at Kait with haunted eyes. This dream
of yours it had to be just a dream.
Kait couldnt manage much of a smile. Our spirits
dance while we sleep, Ry. Is that a dream?
He didnt answer her. He didnt need to. The stricken
expression on his face told her more than she wanted to know.
So what are you going to tell them?
He winced. Thought a moment. Nothing. Even if what you
dreamed is true, we cant do anything to protect the people we
left behind in Calimekka. But if I tell them, I could cause my
friends endless unresolvable fear, and I could chance them throwing
their own lives away.
How so?
Well pass close to Calimekka on the run toward
Glaswherry Hala. Well sail through the Thousand Dancers, turn
south just off the point of Goft, and follow the coast down. They
might jump ship in Goft to get home; if they reach Calimekka,
theyll be executed for sure.
Kait considered that. She had once held some hope of seeing her
own dead relatives again; now she knew that would never happen. Her
beloved family was dead, all of them lost to her as surely as they
would have been to anyone else. Their souls had already crossed
through the Veil, their bodies fed the earth, and she would never
see them again in this life. That was the hard truth.
She said, I hope for their sakes that whoever pursues you
knows nothing of them.
Ry nodded. He dropped into his own bunk again, and she heard him
adjusting his covers. He said nothing for so long that she thought
he wouldnt say anything else, and she let herself drift
toward the hazy borders of sleep. So when he did speak, it
surprised her.
I owe them my life several times over, he said.
I owe them the safety of their families. If Ive
betrayed them, even unknowingly if Ive cost them the
people I promised I kept safe . . . how then do I pay
them what I owe?
Chapter 16
Long weeks passed, and storms followed
fair days, and winter winds filled the sails, but little changed
aboard the Wind Treasure. Kait had not yet found the words
to say to Ian, and since he avoided her, even refusing to look at
her, she let herself accept his distance.
Nor had she made peace with her close proximity to Ry. She had
hoped at the beginning of the voyage home that she would become
used to his presence, and that familiarity would breed, if not
contempt, at least indifference. But her desire for him only grew
stronger with every passing day, and the effort she had to put into
maintaining magical shields to buffer his effect on her doubled,
then tripled, then quadrupled. Shed spent two full Shifts
hiding out in the bilge, subsisting on rats; she had made Hasmal
lock her in because she knew that, in Rys presence and in
Karnee form, she would not have the self-control to avoid him. She
became thin, then gaunt, and her eyes hollowed and shadowed until
the image that looked back at her in the cabins brass mirror
might have been Jaytis specter.
Finally Hasmal said, You cant live like this any
longer. He was sitting on his bunk, restitching the seams in
his boots. Youre killing yourself fighting against him
this hard.
But she shrugged. Were almost to Ibera. Well
leave the ship with the Mirror before it makes landfall, and
Ill never see him again. Once Im away from him,
Ill be better.
His fingers looped the gut cord around themselves skillfully,
worked the needle through the holes where the old seams had been,
and tugged firmly, and the cord disappeared into the boot like a
snake down a rat hole. I wish I knew that were true. But I
dont think distance will have any effect on this thing
between the two of you. Its magic, Kait. Part of a spell that
is bigger than both of you, and as powerful as any spell Ive
ever seen. And its growing stronger. I noticed the first
edges of the spell even before he . . . ah, before he
rescued us. For lack of a better word. Now it binds the two of
you together like a rope visible to magic-sight, and so
thick and strong that there are moments when I imagine I can see it
with my eyes.
Ropes can be cut.
So can arteries, but you die when you sever them. This
seems to me to be something that will kill you before it lets you
go.
No one lives forever. I have my Family to remember,
she said quietly. Ry admitted to having a part in their
destruction, though he claims to have only been a messenger. I
dont entirely believe him, and even if I did, how will I
explain to their spirits that I have chosen him as my
lifemate? How could I so dishonor my dead as to love a
Sabir?
Hasmal shrugged. Life is for the living, he said.
The dead made their choices and had their say while they
still lived. Once theyre dead, both their tongues and their
edicts fall silent.
She glanced at him and raised her eyebrows. That
isnt what Iberism teaches.
Pah! Iberism is a government religion created by those
already in power men who intended to have the gods keep them
in power. Of course its going to support the idea that your
dead ancestors have a say in your actions. What better way to
stifle change and command the future from the grave?
The breathtaking sweep of his heresy left her speechless for a
moment. Then she hid her face in her hands and tried to muffle the
laugh that burst from her. Youre right, she said
when she had herself under control. Godsall, but youre
right. My Family used Iberism as a tool, and the parnissas as their
spokesmen. The Sabirs, the Masschankas, the Dokteeraks, and the
Kairns all did the same. No matter how much we hated each other, we
all worked through Iberism and the gods spoke in favor of
the Families time and time and time again. Though you could be
beaten in Punishment Square for saying such a thing.
The tight smile he gave her and the fleeting, pained expression
that crossed his face an expression he hid quickly
made her wonder what truth she had inadvertently uncovered, but he
didnt give her the chance to ask him any questions. He said,
Right. So if you know the truth, face it. Apply it to your
life. Dont kill yourself over what the dead will think. I
cant say that I have any great love for Ry, but the two of
you were made for each other. Truly.
Kait rested a hand on his chest and leaned forward to peer into
his eyes. Matchmaking? You? So a heart does beat inside that
armored breast after all. Id thought you immune to the pull
of passion.
He smiled. Why? Because I didnt fall for
you?
Perhaps. Most people do. She shrugged. The
Karnee Curse pulls them all to me, you know.
I do know. I see the effect you have on the men aboard the
ship. I saw what you did to the crew of the Peregrine, too.
And Ry shares with you the same sort of all-encompassing appeal
his friends will be his friends forever, and women will
flock around him like gulls around a fishermans catch.
He smiled. Ive often wondered what that would be like
to be able to have any woman just for the asking.
When you know it isnt you they desire, the
appeal dies quickly enough.
I suppose youre right. Though, if someone offered me
the chance to find out, Im not sure Id be man enough to
refuse. Anyway, your curse doesnt affect me. My shields make
me immune . . . which is why you and I can be such good
friends. You dont compel me he paused and
grinned impishly and you dont attract me. You
arent my sort. Youre too young, and too uncertain, and
. . . please dont take this wrong, but
. . . too unfinished.
Kait snorted. Ouch. Unfinished? You wound me. But now
Im curious. What is your sort? Ive imagined you losing
your heart to some tiny, delicate girl with birdlike bones and a
diffident manner.
Thank Vodor Imrish you arent in charge of picking
out a mate for me. No. My taste has always run toward
. . . ahhhh . . . interesting women. I
met the one I could love forever when I was escaping from Halles
. . . trying to get away from you. She . . .
well, her people were the ones who bought me from the thieves who
robbed me and were going to hang me. The Gyrus were going to sell
me as a slave, but she came to see me. Like me, she was a Falcon.
Gorgeous. Older than me by a few years. Long red hair. Fantastic
legs, a strong, lean back. She . . . ah he
blushed, and his voice went soft liked to bite.
Damnall, but Id give the world to be with her
again.
She liked to bite? Kait was intrigued. Sounds
like a difficult sort of thing to explain to your mother.
Which is probably why men dont tell their mothers
about their sex lives. He stared off into space, his eyes
wistful. Alarista knew all about sex.
Kait snorted. So does a cat, but that doesnt make it
an ideal partner.
Hasmal leaned back and put the boot on the bunk beside him. He
looked into her eyes and said in an even voice, When you
arent killing yourself avoiding the one man in the world you
think you can love, feel free to comment on my romantic life. In
the meantime, Ill trust my own judgment on whos right
for me and who isnt.
* * *
Ry paced the deck, Trev at his side. Trev said,
Im worried about our route.
Why? Its the safest one this time of year. Most of
the pirates are going to be harbored along the Manarkan coast
riding out the last of the storms, and running close in will give
us harbors against the squalls that come up.
I have to tell you, Yanth and I have been checking omens
the way you showed us. Weve seen things that make this seem a
bad time to be near Calimekka. Even the harbor in Goft seems
dangerous.
Ry stared at him, startled. Hed taught them as much simple
magic as he dared, but he hadnt considered the possibility
that they might be using it without his supervision. Sailing out
from the Thousand Dancers toward deep water would be dangerous, but
it would keep them away from Calimekka and Goft. And from any
temptation any of his friends might have to send word to their
families. Families which might well be dead.
We were still going to go to Calimekka, he said.
I . . . we . . . all of us think you
should reconsider trying to take her and her artifact to the city
when we land. We think all of us should go with her where she wants
to go. Brelst. Or even farther south. The omens seem to point that
way.
Ry was startled. Werent you counting on seeing your
families? he wondered. But he didnt say that, of course. The
odds were too good that his friends families were dead.
I had a reason for wanting to go to Calimekka, he
admitted. He never looked up. He didnt think he could meet
Trevs eyes and still say what he had to say.
Trev waited. And waited. Finally he said, Youve been
acting so distant lately, I wondered if you didnt have some
secret you were keeping.
All sorts of secrets, Ry thought. I was going take the
Mirror to the Potters Field outside the South Wall. My
brother is buried there my brother Cadell. You never met
him. His ghost came to me the night we left Calimekka. He died when
I was a boy. Ry fingered the medallion he wore, which had
been a final, posthumous gift from his much older brother. He
was my hero, and my friend, and he was Karnee like me. The day he
died, he had been found in beast form out in the streets of the
city. I still believe my cousins Crispin, Anwyn, and Andrew
betrayed him. City guards captured him, and dragged him to
Punishment Square, and tortured him publicly. He never confessed
his family; never said anything. So the parnissa passed immediate
sentence and had him drawn and quartered right then. Had he
admitted anything about us, I dont doubt but that my mother
and father and my sisters and I would have been sacrificed, too.
But no one claimed to know him, and . . . he had no
identifying jewelry or insignia on him. . . .
Ry touched the medallion again, and felt the lump rise in his
throat. He left this with my mother, as he did every time he
Shifted, telling her that if anything happened to him, she was to
give it to me.
He swallowed hard, and Trev rested a hand on his shoulder.
You dont have to tell me.
I dont. But if I dont tell someone, I think
Ill go mad. Ry took a deep breath, then continued.
Anyway, his ghost came to me in my room the night all of us
sailed from Calimekka. He told me Kaits name, and that she
was searching for the Mirror of Souls. Later, he told me that if I
could get the Mirror from her, and take it to his grave
its unmarked, but I know where it is I would be able
to bring him back. Give him life again. Ry clenched his fists
and blinked back the tears he refused to cry. I could have my
brother back.
Trev was silent for so long that Ry finally did look up. He was
surprised to see his friend, wetness glistening on his cheeks,
staring out at the sea.
Trev . . . ?
Im fine, Trev said. I didnt know
about your brother. Didnt even know you had anyone but your
two sisters, and I know you were never close to either of them. I
. . . didnt know what youd lost.
Ry said softly, But thats just it. If I could take
the Mirror and go back, I wouldnt have lost anything. Time
. . . of course I would have lost that. He would be
. . . Ry stood and shook his head, startled.
He would be younger than me now, instead of my older brother.
He was . . . twenty when he died.
He must have been very brave, to keep from revealing who
his family was.
He was the bravest and best person Ive ever
known.
Trev said quietly, Im going to tell you something
you arent going to want to hear, Ry. Im going to say it
because Im your friend, and you can make of it what you will.
Theres an old saying that keeps running through my head as
you tell me this, and I cant silence it, even though I have
sisters who are my world, and if I put myself in your place, I can
understand why you feel the way you do.
Ry waited.
Its, Let the dead stay buried. I know you
want your brother back, but something about this feels wrong to me.
I cant point to the wrongness in what you tell me and say,
There, thats the problem, but my gut says
something is wrong. He turned to face Ry, and looked up at
him. Im your friend. I will help you in every way I
can, with anything you need; if you need me to die for you, I will.
But please, Ry, for me, consider what Im saying. I dont
know why this is so important, but I believe it is. Let the dead
stay buried.
Ry watched the waves falling away behind them. Calimekka drew
closer every day, every station, every moment, and Cadell drew
closer, too. Once the Mirror was in the hands of the Reborn Kait
spoke about, his chance to get his brother back would be gone
forever. He would have this one opportunity. Cadells ghostly
voice still sometimes whispered in his mind, begging for rescue
from his beggars grave.
And the hidden enemy still watched Ry as he slept.
His mind said, Only a coward would leave his brother in the
grave.
His gut said, Let the dead stay buried.
He turned to Trev. Would he advise me this way if he knew his
sisters were probably dead? he wondered. If we could take the
Mirror and bring them back to life as well? Probably not.
Which changed nothing. The omens said he should avoid Calimekka.
Kait said danger waited for them there. His gut said he should head
south as quickly as he could. What he wanted to do probably
wasnt what he needed to do.
He gripped the brass rail with both hands and gritted his teeth.
Ill tell the captain to run for deep water, he
said.
* * *
The captain shrugged. We can avoid the
resupply in Goft; I have no problem with that. We can turn out of
the Thousand Dancers early if you wish, and run farther from the
coast. If you truly wish to take the girl and her friends to Brelst
instead of Glaswherry Hala, I can do that, too. We can resupply
farther on and well be fine. But we cant turn south
now. You see the horizon?
Ry looked to the south, where the captain was pointing. A dull
greenish haze blurred the line between water and sky to
invisibility. Yes.
Thats a storm brewing. The mercury is falling in the
glass well outrun it easily enough if we keep heading
west for now, but Ill not sail us straight into it.
Ry let out a slow breath. He might be Family, but the captain
was a captain in his ship he was powerful as a paraglese,
subject to the orders of no man, and answerable only to his god,
Tonn. If he would not take them through the deep water by choice,
Ry could not compel him by force, threat, or cajolery.
And he wasnt fool enough to try.
Well enough. Then just keep us as far from Goft and
Calimekka as you can, and keep us on the shortest path to Brelst
that you can manage.
The captain tipped his head and stroked one side of his beaded,
braided mustache thoughtfully. Any particular thing you wish
to avoid?
Only that I dont want to find out in person why the
omens are bad.
Thats a good enough reason for me.
Ry had to leave it at that, and hope it would be enough.
Chapter 17
For two days the storm lashed them, a
mad and screaming thing that kept them anchored to the lee side of
one of the tiny islands of the Thousand Dancers. When it passed,
though, it passed completely, leaving the sky clear as crystal, the
breezes cool and clean, and the sailing smooth. Kait stood on the
starboard deck of the Wind Treasure, watching islands
slipping by.
Ry joined her, and because she couldnt think of a good
excuse to leave, and because there were plenty of other people on
the deck, she stayed where she was. He said, This is the
beginning of the Thousand Dancers. The chain runs all the way in to
Goft, but the captain says well turn out of it and bear south
long before then. You see the tall island with smoke spilling from
the top?
Kait nodded.
Thats Falea. She was supposed to be the daughter of
one of the local goddesses, back before Ibera claimed these
islands. Thrown to earth and sentenced to burn from the inside out
forever in punishment for some sin or other. Seducing the lover of
another goddess, I think. He shrugged.
Kait stared out at the water, without warning as sick as if she
were trapped on a storm-tossed ship. How much longer until we
turn out of the islands?
Ry didnt seem to notice her distress. Captain said
if the wind keeps up like this and he runs the sails the way he is
right now, he could reach Merrabrack by late tomorrow. Thats
the best place to head south.
Late tomorrow. Kait hadnt realized they were so close to
Goft. To Calimekka. To the danger that had been plaguing her
dreams.
By tomorrow, they would reach the turning point, they would
begin to increase the distance between themselves and the faceless
danger that waited in Calimekka, and the sick feeling in her
stomach would leave. Perhaps she would be able to sleep nights
again without being haunted by the hunter who watched Ry through
her eyes.
She sighed and leaned against the ships rail and stared
out at the islands. She turned forward, to catch the wind full in
her face and to look at where they were heading. It was then that
she saw the airibles.
They were two round white circles on the western horizon. If
theyd been running north-south, she would have seen them as
two long ellipsoids. Since she saw them as circles, they ran
east-west, their course parallel to that of the Wind
Treasure.
Her heart skipped a beat and her breath caught in her throat.
Airibles. Airibles were Galweigh devices, massive lighter-than-air
airships built from designs patiently and laboriously culled from
the records of the Ancients. She had flown in them, had flown them
herself, had known many of the Family pilots, had been friends with
one of them. She thought wistfully of Aouel, now certainly
dead.
And what of the other pilots she had known? What of the
Familys fleet?
The circles of the airible envelopes were getting bigger, which
meant they were heading east. Toward her.
She bit her lip, staring at the oncoming airibles. When Galweigh
House fell, what had become of the airible fleet? Had the Sabirs
claimed it, or had the corollary branches of the Galweigh Family
managed to keep it within their possession? Were those aboard the
two great airships friends? Enemies?
The airibles rarely ran to the east of the Iberan coast. Kait
did not know of any instances where they flew through the Thousand
Dancers the easiest way to reach the colonies in Manarkas
was to fly due north across the Dalvian Sea, and no one but a
madman would try to take one across the Bregian Ocean to the
Galweigh colony in South Novtierra. They werent yet reliable
enough.
So what were these two doing, coming to the end of the Thousand
Dancers, beyond the edge of the civilized world?
Kaits nerves jangled at the sight of them, and fear
crawled beneath her skin.
Ry . . . , she said, do you see
those?
He glanced in the direction that she pointed and froze. He
didnt answer. He didnt have to.
Kait could make out the gondolas strung beneath the huge
envelopes, and the catch-ropes trailing like a hundred spider legs
beneath. They shouldnt be out this far, or headed this
way, she said.
I know. But we still have leagues until they come level
with us. Ian, standing on the other side of the deck with
Hasmal, had noticed what they were looking at. He squinted,
frowned, and after a moments hesitation, came over to them.
Airibles? he asked.
The advantage of Karnee eyesight. They were perfectly clear to
Kait. Yes.
Ian nodded. You think theyre a threat?
I dont know, Ry looked at Kait, a worry crease
furrowing his brow. Theyre making straight for us. If
its coincidence, and we take evasive action, were a few
stations behind schedule, and we make Merrabrack Island the day
after tomorrow. If they are coming for us and we dont try to
escape we give them what theyre after without a
fight.
Ian closed his eyes and it seemed to Kait he turned inward. He
stood that way for a long moment, his arms crossed over his chest,
his body swaying with the movement of the ship. Finally he drew a
deep breath, straightened his shoulders, and opened his eyes. Kait
could tell hed come to some sort of decision; the anger that
had been in his eyes since shed accepted the captains
bargain was either gone or well hidden, and some of the tension had
left his face. He said, If we turn south now, well be
pushing straight against the Deep Current. This time of year it
runs close to the continent. We have to get to Merrabrack before we
can catch the shelf countercurrent. If it were a few months on
. . . He shrugged. It isnt a few months
on. We try to run south now and well be as good as sitting
still, and those airships will have their way with us. And if the
airships arent here for us and why would they be?
weve run for nothing, cost the Wind Treasure
stores and time, and put ourselves right into the path of seasonal
storms.
Ry and Ian both looked at Kait. Ry said, Your Family, your
nightmares. Your call.
Kait thought for only an instant. I say we get out of
their way.
Ry left them without another word. Within moments, the sailors
were scurrying in the rigging giving the ship more sheets, and the
captain at the wheel was taking the Wind Treasure hard
north, straight into the heart of the Thousand Dancers.
Kait, Ian, and Ry moved to port and stared west again, watching
the airibles. After a few moments, Hasmal joined them.
The four of them were silent, waiting and watching. The airibles
maintained their swift, majestic course, heading due east.
Well be out of their path soon, Ry said.
Well skirt a few of the islands and when theyve
gone past us, well resume our previous course. The captain
wasnt thrilled, but like you, he couldnt think of a
time when hed seen airibles this far east.
Thank you, Kait said. She leaned against the rail,
weak-kneed with relief. She wouldnt have to face the doom
Hasmal had warned her about. She would, perhaps, survive the
adventure, give Solander his Mirror of Souls, and then
. . .
And then, find a way to return to whatever might remain of her
Family and resume her life.
They stood that way for a long time, watching the islands
growing larger off the ships bow, and the airibles growing
larger off its port side. The airibles kept their course, running
due east, giving no notice to the Wind Treasure.
Finally Kait let out her breath, only then realizing that
shed been holding it, only taking the air in scared little
sips since she first saw the dots on the horizon.
Hasmal to that point had said nothing. Now, however, Kait heard
him whisper, I thought so.
The dismay in his voice was warning enough. She turned to the
southwest.
Both airibles were turning. Northeast. A course designed to
intercept the Wind Treasure.
Not our shadows after all, Kait whispered.
Ah, Brethwan, Ry muttered, at the moment that Hasmal
said, Help us, Vodor Imrish.
Ry turned to Kait. Do you know anything about those ships
that might help us survive whats coming? Can you even tell us
whats coming?
I recognize both airibles, Kait said. Those
are the Galweigh greatships. Galweighs Eagle and
Heart of Fire. Each holds fifty armored men plus armaments, a
captain, a first mate, and eight engine crew. I might even know the
captains and crews or I would have before the Sabirs
attacked our House. In any case, theyll be carrying fire
pitch and quicklights, and theyll have stones in the ballast
that they can drop on us to hole us. They can take those ships
higher than this ships catapults can fire, and they can
destroy us from that height. She looked at one island not too
distant, where umbrella trees grew down to the shore and their
canopy overhung the bay, forming an arboreal cave. She pointed.
They couldnt get in among the
trees. . . . She looked at the Wind
Treasures three masts and forest of yards, sails, and
rigging. But then, if we got into them, we probably
wouldnt be able to get out. But we cant outrun the
airibles.
You know a lot about them, Hasmal said.
Kait nodded, still watching the approaching ships.
Ive flown smaller ships. Theres nothing we can do
to them that they cant do to us first. And worse.
Ry laughed a dry, humorless sound. Then what
do we do?
The airibles could cover as much as three times the distance of
the fastest sailing ship running flat out in open water, and the
Wind Treasure wasnt going to get to go flat out. She
was already in the nest of islands, and having to watch her channel
closely.
Die? Kait sighed. Make it a little harder for
them to kill us? The best we can do is get in under the trees
force them to come at us from the side to board. If they
have to do that get within our reach we can hurt them
with our catapults. Maybe shoot the envelopes with fire arrows
though the cloth has been treated to keep it from burning.
Im guessing that they know we have the Mirror of Souls. That
fact should keep them from sinking us until they can get it.
Shed kept her eyes on the airibles while she talked, but now
she turned to Ry. Im also guessing that once they get
the Mirror, theyll want us dead, so anything we do to them,
we have to do before they board us. We cant fight them once
we have nothing they want.
Ry ran to talk with the captain. After a moment, the ship
changed course and nosed in toward the island Kait had pointed
out.
Hasmal was at her shoulder again. Kait? Would a hard wind
dispel them?
It might.
Well, I might be able to conjure a wind. The way I
did on the Peregrine, when we were trapped in the
Wizards Circle. Perhaps.
Kait turned to stare at him, feeling a sudden, impossible hope.
Id forgotten about that.
Yes. Then, I offered my blood and my flesh and my life and
my soul in exchange for getting us out of the Wizards Circle,
and Vodor Imrish got us out. But theres a problem. I can
sacrifice my blood again, but he already owns my life and my soul.
So perhaps hell feel that Im already in debt to him
with everything I have, and he may choose to collect rather than
let me go even deeper into debt. What else do I have to offer
him?
Kait frowned thoughtfully. I dont know. Hes
your god. What does he like?
Mostly, he likes to be left alone.
Then I suppose all of us had better hope he likes
you. She put a hand on his arm. Will you summon
him?
Hasmal said, Ill try.
Ill go with you. Last time, you almost bled yourself
to death making your offering. Im still surprised you
lived.
He wasnt done with me yet.
The airibles were close, close enough that it would be a race to
see whether they could get above the ship before the ship could get
under that tangle of umbrella trees that grew down to the
waters edge and arched far over it.
Lets hope he still isnt, Kait said as
they ran for the hatchway and their cabin.
Chapter 18
Ry stared at the oncoming airibles, and
tried to think of what he could do to turn them around. They were
Galweigh ships, true, and within them he felt the touch of Galweigh
magic but with it, he felt the touch of the Sabir Wolves as
well. That mix felt foul . . . greasy . . .
tainted. What sort of alliance had sprung up in his absence
. . . and why did it stink of the Hellspawn Trinity? He
could feel the influence of his second cousins, the brothers
Crispin and Anwyn and their cousin Andrew, dripping through the
spellcastings like poison.
They knew he was aboard the Wind Treasure. Perhaps one of
them was the hidden watcher who had haunted Kaits sleep.
He joined his lieutenants, who had been assisting the crew, and
said, There are Wolves aboard those ships. Some of them are
Sabir Wolves, and some are Galweigh Wolves, but we are going to
shield the Wind Treasure from their attack. All of you to
the foredeck now.
* * *
Ian Draclas had been a ships captain too
long to avoid the action; the fact that his ship had been stolen
from him and that he found himself virtually a prisoner aboard the
ship his half-brother had chartered mattered not at all to him. He
knew how to fight, and he knew how to survive, and he intended to
survive this encounter.
He hammered volley shields into place beside the catapults along
with the crew, and when that was finished, went to stand beside
Captain Sleroal, who held his place at the ships great
wheel.
Theyll be overflying us soon, he said.
We arent going to make the trees before they get off
their first volley.
I can see that, the Rophetian said quietly.
You got anything you can do besides tell me the
obvious?
Ian kept his temper. Sleroal flew the Sabir flag on his topmast;
a flag that would ward off most enemies before they even attacked.
The Sabir reputation for retribution protected them as surely as if
they rode protected by an armada. Ian, who had been both attacked
and attacker throughout his years captaining the Peregrine,
figured himself to have much more experience in actual battle than
the older man.
He said, Theyll most likely hit us with burning
pitch first. But if you have your men fill the scrub buckets with
seawater while theres still time and soak our stores of
canvas in the sea, well be able to put out the worst of the
fires before they can spread.
The captain glanced at him. Decided to join our side,
eh?
Id prefer to live through the day.
I, too. Sleroal shouted at several of his sailors,
You . . . and you . . . fill every bucket
on the ship with seawater. You and you . . . below for
the stores of canvas and soak all of it. Ready it for the fires.
Everyone, stand ready to run for buckets.
Both Ian and the captain looked up at the airibles. They blocked
off what seemed like half the sky. One had moved itself neatly
behind the other; he assumed this was so one flying ship could pour
fire and arrows down on them and then move to reposition while the
second took its place.
You have any other ideas, Ill be more than happy to
hear them now, Sleroal said.
Not until I see what they do. The Wind
Treasure couldnt hope to win. Ian didnt give
himself much chance of survival, either. But he was determined to
give the bastards as much fight as he could muster.
Theyll be over us in just an instant, he
said.
Aye. The captain stared around his ship and
grimaced. Best get under the volley shields. He locked
the wheel and shouted, Men! Under cover!
Like a school of fish in front of a shark, the sailors poured
into the hatches and beneath the volley shields. Ian and the
captain were last under. Ian peeked out from beneath the
shields edge and watched as the leading airibles
gondola moved toward the Wind Treasure. Anytime
now. . . . He braced himself for the burning pitch
that would come pouring out of the base of the gondola, or for the
stream of rocks that would begin to pound the ships
frame.
The airible sailed gracefully overhead, dropping nothing.
A sailor next to him growled, Y mean t tell me
we did all this scramblin an worryin an the damn
things were na after us at all?
Someone laughed, and then someone else. Everyone still waited
under the shields, watching, because caution only made sense. But
the second airible soared overhead, doing nothing more than the
first had, and the laughter got louder.
The sailors poured out from beneath the shields and started for
their stations, and the captain murmured, I told him it was
just coincidence them being here when we were. He returned to
his helm.
Ian felt like a fool, and figured Kait felt twice the fool,
since she was the one who had finally declared the airibles a
threat. She deserved to feel a fool. She was a paranoid, a freak,
not even human.
He wished he didnt love her. He wished he could excise her
from his mind.
The first airible reached the island to which the Wind
Treasure had been running. The ship changed speed, so that it
hung over the canopy of trees that would have sheltered the ship.
Hatches in the rear of the gondola opened, and dark streams of
liquid began to pour out. It spread as it fell, turning into a
faintly green cloud that covered the area they werent
pouring unlit burning pitch, then, but something else. Ian wondered
what it was and what it did.
The torrent of liquid stopped abruptly, and an instant later the
single flaming arrow launched toward the trees from the front of
the gondola answered his questions. The air itself caught fire,
that one arrow spreading flames through the deadly rain faster than
anything Ian had ever seen. In an instant, the entire island forest
was alight, and their hope of sheltering there gone.
Bastards. Filthy bastards. Not just attacking, but cutting off
the Wind Treasures only escape route first.
About! the captain screamed. Give me mains and
forecourses. Fly, you whoresons! Fly, or were dead
men!
The Wind Treasure hove hard to port, her bow digging into
the choppy strait, turning back the way shed come. The men on
the ratlines unfurled sails with frantic speed, and the sails
dropped and caught and filled, bellying out with a wind that
hadnt been there a moment earlier. A hard wind.
By the gods, a hard wind couldnt have come at a better
time. Ian stared up at the airibles they were taking a
hellish buffeting. One had been caught sideways; the wind tore at
its envelope, and he saw the side ripple as if punched by an
invisible first. The sailors cheered, and Ian cheered with them.
The other airible managed to keep its nose into the wind, but the
sudden gale pushed it off course, away from the Wind
Treasure.
Sleroal saw what was happening and reversed himself. Furl
sails and drop anchor, he bellowed, and as quickly as the
sails had appeared, they disappeared. The anchors splashed into the
strait, and in an instant the Wind Treasure was tugging at
them, fighting the rising waves, but watching the two airibles
blowing away.
Every man on the deck screamed defiance at the airibles, and
they cheered their fantastic luck . . . and then a flash
of brilliant green light in one of the airible gondolas shot out of
a near-side port, lobbed gently through the air, and struck the
center of the Wind Treasure. Fire blossomed, an eerie,
silent, green chrysanthemum in the center of the deck. It consumed
the mainmast and the men on its riggings, the captain and the
wheel, and a perfect circle of deck in one burst of light. The
stricken men hadnt even had time to scream before they ceased
to exist. The fire didnt spread, it didnt die out
slowly, it didnt leave embers in its wake. As quickly as it
appeared, it was gone. The sailors were too stunned to react. Ian
stared at the airibles, where another flash warned him that another
volley of the deadly fire was on its way.
Cover, he screamed. Take cover!
Incoming!
Men fell off the ratlines in their hurry, and lay stunned on the
deck. Others, more graceful or else just luckier, pounded over and
around their fallen comrades and flung themselves down the
ships hatches as the second green fireball descended. Ian
judged arc and trajectory and guessed the thing would hit the
foremast; he raced aft and was under cover in time to see foremast,
forecastle, yards, sails, ratlines, part of the cabins, and another
circle of deck disappear as if theyd never been. But the gale
kept blowing, and the next fireball one of the airibles launched
fell into the sea short of its target . . . and the next
fell even farther away.
The ship hadnt been holed. That was a mercy or else
planning on the part of the attackers. Boring clean through it with
that green fire of theirs could have destroyed the thing Ian was
certain they had come to get: Kaits artifact. They
wouldnt risk that. Theyd just disabled the ship.
But they hadnt counted on that lovely, sudden, wonderful
wind. The airibles blew out of range of their target and, while the
sailors watched, almost out of sight. That was a hellish wind. Ian
would have cheered, and certainly felt that his own survival
deserved a cheer, but the survivors had much to do. The Wind
Treasure was a wreck. They might manage to limp the ship to a
safe port on just spritsails and mizzens, but theyd have to
shore up the bowsprit to do it. Theyd lost all but their aft
square sails, all their jibs, and even the top spritsail, and
theyd have to rig a tiller to the rudder since the
ships wheel was gone. Nevertheless, with sufficient time, Ian
thought he could get them to safety. To do it, the wind would have
to remain in his favor and keep the airibles at bay.
A wave of nausea overcame him suddenly. It felt like it had
rolled over him from outside, and when it left him, he was weaker,
and plagued by a nagging feeling of sickness that hadnt been
there before.
But hed no more than gotten control of that strange
malaise than the wind died, cut off as if it had been the breath of
a giant who had ceased to find amusement in blowing his toys
around. Ian prayed that the stillness was just a pause between
gusts, but before his eyes, the chop in the strait died away,
leaving the water smooth as rolled glass. The Wind Treasure
quit tugging at her anchor. The air took on a hush of expectancy.
And in the far distance, tiny as minnows but graceful as eels
swimming through the sky, the airibles got themselves under control
and slowly turned back toward the Wind Treasure.
The battle was as good as lost. With the captain gone and the
first mate nowhere to be seen, Ian declared himself temporary
captain of the doomed ship and the lost fight and shouted,
All hands on deck! All hands on deck! Prepare to abandon
ship! Prepare to abandon ship!
They came running then, streaming from the hatches like mice
from a flooded burrow. The sailors were first, and they swung the
longboats free from their tie-downs and moved them over the
ships rails with amazing alacrity. Behind them came Kait,
dragging Hasmal, who bleached white as death, and with his
eyes rolled back in his head looked like hed already
fought the losing half of a war. Ry came next, sword already in
hand, with four of his five lieutenants carrying the halved,
bloodless body of the fifth. They, too, looked drained, though not
as near death as Hasmal and they looked terrified.
What happened? Kait yelled as she dragged Hasmal
toward the nearest of the three longboats. Hasmal sacrificed
to his god and raised a wind, and the airibles were out of range.
Wed beaten them, and then suddenly the spell snapped like an
overstretched cord. It whipped back on him and knocked him out
I thought he was going to die on me. She looked at Ian
and growled, He still might.
Ry stopped and stared at her. The two of you
summoned that wind? Ah, gods balls. . . .
We set up a shield that blocked their spellfire. But we shielded
the whole ship, so of course it broke your spell. We thought the
wind was natural I couldnt feel the magic.
Damned fools.
Ry and his lieutenants claimed one of the longboats and swung it
over the side of the ship into the glass-still sea. Get in
here, he told her. Were going to have to run for
it.
Ian looked at the corpse they started to ship into the boat and
said, Leave your dead behind. The smell of death will have
the gorrahs on us before we can commend his soul to the gods.
He couldnt bear to look at the body. It had been sliced in
half, the right side of the head, the right shoulder, right chest,
and a portion of the outer right thigh removed neatly and
bloodlessly, and the wound had been cauterized black and hard and
shiny.
The sickness in Ians gut twisted tighter as he looked at
the body and he turned away. The man had been Karyl
Rys cousin, so his as well, the player of the guitarra, the
writer of insipid love songs. Hed been decent enough to Ian
when they were children, and hed been decent enough to him
aboard the ship.
Ian felt only relief, though, that Karyl was dead and he
still lived.
Kait said, I cant get aboard yet. Take Has. I have
to go back and get the Mirror of Souls.
Ry grabbed her arm. Theyre coming. Coming.
And the thing they want at least as much as they want to see
you and me dead is the Mirror. If we take it, everything
they want is in one neat package. They get it, they kill us
. . . and one, two, three, everything is tied up pretty
as a Ganjaday present.
If we leave it, theyll have it.
Ry picked her up and flung her over his shoulder. I have
as much reason as you to want to keep the Mirror with us. But if we
take it, theyll still have it, only none of us will be
alive to try to get it back.
Kait twisted, braced her feet against Rys stomach, and
shoved free. She landed on the deck on her back, but sprang to her
feet faster than a cat could have. Well take it.
Well shield it, and us with it. But Im not leaving
without it.
The two of them glared at each other, deadlocked.
Well get it, Ian said. The three of us.
But we have to hurry.
While Rys surviving men lowered the unconscious Hasmal
into the longboat and lowered the Allus ladder over the side into
it, Ian, Ry, and Kait raced down into the hold and cut the bindings
that held the Mirror of Souls to the bulkhead. They hauled it up
the gangway and out onto the deck, careful to avoid touching the
column of light that flowed upward through the center and also the
jeweled controls on the rim. They ran a rope around the base and
lowered it into the longboat. Then they scrambled down the Allus
ladder. Both other longboats, and all of the Wind
Treasures crew, were already gone.
By the time Ian cast them off from the Wind Treasure,
Hasmal lay on the bottom of the boat in front of the thwarts, the
Mirror of Souls beside him. Rys lieutenants had already
unshipped the long, two-man oars the sweeps and
fitted them into the oarlocks. Ry, who had clambered down the Allus
ladder before him, had taken the seat at the tiller; he glanced up
at Ian as he dropped into the boat, then back at the sky.
Ian was the only sailor in the bunch, and the others
inexperience showed. There were eight of them in a longboat that
could have accommodated twenty; it had thwarts and sweeps for
twelve three sweeps on each side and the escapees had
readied all of the sweeps and sat facing the front of the boat. The
empty sweep waited for him.
Ian snapped, Face the rear, not the front you can
put your back into your stroke that way. The sweeps were made to be
pulled by two youll have Brethwans own time
pulling one alone, much less trying to do it facing forward.
His eyes locked with Rys. Youre going to take the
last sweep. Ill take the tiller.
Ry said, Im already here, and I understand how a
tiller works.
Ill take the tiller because I know these
islands, Ian said. I know where to hide in them, and
where to get help and find friends. I sailed along these waters all
those years that you were conniving in your little rat hole in our
fathers House.
Ry held his position for a moment and Ian began to think that
they were going to have to fight each other right there. Then Ry
nodded and took a seat at the sweep.
Ian gripped the tiller with both hands and said,
Youll row on my count
Kait, at the middle port sweep, said, Hasmal had a spell
that might keep us unnoticed. Not that hell be able to do
anything for us now . . . in his condition.
Hasmals eyes had opened, and his head lolled from side to
side, but he still showed no sign that he understood anything that
was happening around him.
I cant do anything that will make us
disappear, Ry said. I can only create an energy wall to
shield us from the magic they throw . . . and I
dont know who wed ask to take the rewhah. We
spread it out among everyone on the ship before.
Ian, like most Iberans, had spent his life thinking that magic
was dead a banished perversion of the past. He didnt
know what rewhah was, and he didnt want to know.
Kait said, Thats why we all feel so sick,
then, and glared at Rys back again, and Ians
nausea reminded him that it was not yet gone. So rewhah was
something that made people sick. It figured.
Kait continued, I was going to say, I know his spell,
though not well. If youll give me a moment, Ill do what
I can to cast it for us, though I cant promise it will
work.
Ian considered only for an instant. We wont reach
cover before the airibles have us in sight. As we stand now,
well only survive if they pursue the other two longboats
before us. If you can do something to change our chances, do
it.
Ry twisted to look over his shoulder. He said, I
dont know farhullen, but if youll tell me how to
help you, whatever I can do, I will.
Ill need a peth a blood-gift.
Kait hurried to Hasmals side, took his pouch from him, and
from it extracted a wooden bowl with its interior surface plated in
silver. You can only give what is yours to give, she
said, working her way back to her oar. Hasmal told me the
Wolves always draw their magic from the lives of the people and
things around them.
Ry nodded. Thats the essence of magic. If we drew
only from ourselves, wed deplete
ourselves
He stopped at the vehement shake of Kaits head. If
you do that, we will have to fight the rewhah, and we might
all die anyway. Farhullen has no backlash part of the
reason that you cant see it, I suspect but well
avoid the rewhah only if you do as I tell you. Give me only
what is yours to give. Your blood, your will,
your willing life-force. Nothing more. If any of your men know
how to draw energy from themselves, I can use that, too. But only
what belongs to you, and only what you give freely.
Ian saw every other head on the boat nod in understanding. How
could he be the only person aboard the boat who was ignorant of
this forbidden spellcasting she spoke of? It was as if he was the
only one present who knew one vast sea, and the only one who knew
nothing of another.
Kait had drawn her ornate Galweigh dagger. She sliced the side
of one of her fingers lightly, and let three drops of her blood
fall into the bowl. She whispered something, and Ry, turned around
on his thwart, watched her intently. When she finished, he drew his
own dagger. She passed him the bowl and he followed her lead. Each
of Rys men cut a finger and contributed to the little puddle
of blood in the bowl, and to the whispered words. Trev, the last to
hold the bowl, nodded toward Ian, but Kait said, No. Ian sees
only the outward form of what weve done. If he gave, he would
not know what he gave, or how to limit his gift. Pass the bowl back
to me.
Ian thought briefly of protesting, of insisting that he could
give his blood, too. He didnt want to be seen as a coward,
even if he hated the idea of magic. But she was right; hed
seen them drip their blood into a bowl, but he had the feeling
theyd done much more than that just beneath the surface of
perception. He couldnt duplicate what they did, so he
couldnt offer them any help. He could only sit and watch and
hope that the airibles would not spot their longboat before Kait
finished whatever she had to do. He could now hear the steady
thupp, thupp, thupp of the approaching engines, and the shouts
of the men in the other two longboats.
Kait sprinkled some sort of pale powder into the blood, and
began to chant:
We offer what we have
Purity of intent,
Willingness to serve,
Desire to survive.
We ask what we need
A shield with no shadow,
A wall with no window,
A road unseen.
So we say,
So shall this be.
Light sparkled up out of the blood-bowl and spun
itself into a ball; the ball expanded like a bubble blown by a
child. The light dimmed as the ball expanded, and as it reached out
to cover the whole of the boat and its crew, the bubble vanished
completely.
Ian looked at the boat, at the people in it, at the water
outside of it. He glanced behind him at the
Wind Treasure,
and at the white curve of the first airible, rising over the edge
of the hull. He couldnt deny that she had done
something, but it seemed to have failed. Nothing looked any
different to him.
Did it work? Ry asked. I cant feel
anything.
Kaits face was tight with worry. Im not sure.
I think I can feel the edge of the shield around us, but if
its there, its thin. I dont know if it will do
what we need it to do.
Ians mouth went dry.
Ah, gods. Theyd lost the little lead they had, and
meanwhile the other two longboats, fully crewed with experienced
men, were shooting across the water toward cover.
Man your sweeps, Ian snapped. Everyone gripped their
oars. He shouted, Row! Back to my count; oars in the water.
Ready! Pull . . . and lift . . . and forward
. . . and dip . . . and PULL! . . .
and LIFT! . . . and FORWARD! . . . and
DIP!
He leaned into the tiller and swung the boat back toward the
west, angling their path until the anchored
Wind Treasure
blocked out all sight of the oncoming airibles.
Pull . . . and lift . . . and forward
. . . and . . .
Behind him, the great engines of the airibles thundered. He
alone would not see them when they rose over the false horizon of
the
Wind Treasure. But he wouldnt need to. Six pairs
of eyes stared over his shoulders at the scene behind him, while
six backs pulled the longboat across the strait. He saw where he
took them, but the faces before him would tell him all he needed to
know about where they had been.
Chapter 19
Shaid Galweigh, from his velvet-covered
chair in the Galweighs Eagle, surveyed with deep
satisfaction the wreckage of the Sabir ship and the wild rowing of
the men in the longboat the Eagle pursued. The Sabirs looked
like they were going to go through with their half of the
agreement. Their job had been to locate their ship, take it over,
find the Mirror of Souls, and bring it on board one of the two
airibles. When they did that, the Galweighs were to be responsible
for getting them all back to the city and for attacking Galweigh
House.
Of course Shaid had no intention of following through on the
second half of that bargain. Once he had the Mirror of Souls in
hand, everything was in his favor. The airibles were his, and the
crew that worked on them, and the pilots who flew them. The
Sabirs sole contribution had been that they knew how to find
the Mirror and Shaid didnt.
His Wolves were already primed to kill their Sabir counterparts
the instant the Mirror came aboard the Eagle. His soldiers
would take care of Crispin and Andrew and that monster Anwyn. And
he, being Galweigh, would land in the great yard of Galweigh House
in Calimekka with men and Mirror and claim it for himself. By the
end of the day, he intended to be a god.
And so you shall, the reassuring voice whispered inside
his skull. I have promised you the immortality that the Mirror
can confer . . . and you shall have it.
* * *
Crispin Sabir leaned against the gondola window
and watched the airible drop down to the Wind Treasure. He
noted with pleasure the leadsmans facility with the
catchropes, which he latched onto the ships bowsprit and
mizzenmast with only one throw apiece. Another toss to attach the
ridewire, and then a few moments wait while the leadsman rode
a pulley down the ridewire to the ship and attached the anchor
ropes. Once the man finished and signaled, the airibles
motors fell silent, and the great ship hung in the air over its
captive, a spider above downed prey.
Competent crew Crispin already thought of the ships and
the men as his own. The one thing the Galweighs had that the Sabirs
needed in order to take Galweigh House: Galweigh airibles. By the
end of the day, Crispin would have everything he needed.
Ladders unrolled from the gondola, and the soldiers waiting in
the Heart of Fire swarmed down them. Theyd search for
any crew or passengers who hadnt taken to the longboats,
question them, then kill them. The other airible and her crew and
complement of soldiers would take care of those who had chosen to
abandon ship rather than stand and fight.
Crispin grinned down at the wreck of the Wind Treasure.
He was always fond of an unfair fight in his favor. He wondered how
his young cousin Ry was feeling at that moment.
Crispin didnt think hed find Ry aboard the ship. The
lying, manipulative bitchson would have done the sensible, cowardly
thing: He would have run, just as he ran from Calimekka.
Crispins people would find him, of course provided the
gorrahs didnt devour him first. Those longboats were slow and
awkward. And Crispin had time. Even if Ry managed to elude the
first roundup, he wouldnt escape. Once theyd taken the
Mirror of Souls aboard the airible, Crispin could afford to spend a
few days thoroughly searching the area. Hed make sure Ry went
back with him Crispin had a ceremony planned in the
Punishment Square that would make the one hed pulled off with
Rys brother seem like an afternoons chat with
friends.
Meanwhile, though, the Galweighs Eagle chased down
the second longboat. Let Andrew giggle and squirm over the
spectacle of the gorrahs feeding frenzy while they devoured
the capsized crew on the first longboat; Crispin had things he
could be doing.
He went forward to the pilots cabin, and followed the last
of the soldiers down the ladder to the deck of the Wind
Treasure. He had a few bad moments he didnt like
heights, and he discovered that being inside the Heart of
Fire was much less disturbing than dangling on a rope ladder
halfway to heaven, with that crazed pack of feeding gorrahs beneath
him and nothing between him and his death but the tiny, distant
deck of a damaged ship.
He almost climbed back up the ladder, but he didnt trust
soldiers to be able to find what he was looking for and transport
it to the Heart of Fire. So he steadied his breathing, dried
his palms one at a time on his shirtfront, and worked
his way down the ladder one wobbly step after another.
Had a bit of trouble with the ladder, eh? a Galweigh
soldier asked, grinning. Most do that first time.
Crispin memorized the boys face. Dark-haired, dark-eyed,
dusky-skinned: typical Zaith. They all looked alike to Crispin,
except when they were screaming and dying. Still, he noted the gap
between the front teeth, and the mole at the corner of the mouth.
He would make a point of remembering that face. He said, The
soles of my boots are plain leather, and too thin and slick for
such a climb. Unlike yours, which have rubber soles. He
turned and walked away, thinking of ways that he could be sure the
soldier would meet his death before the crew returned to the
airible. He hated having people laugh at him.
When the boy went back to his duty, Crispin closed his eyes and
smelled the air. Honeysuckle and rot, the scent that his silent
partner told him was the scent of the Mirror of Souls. It was
close. The scent permeated the ship.
The voice said, If theyd taken it with them, the scent
would be stronger over the water. You could follow it straight to
them. But the smell of its magic ends here.
He walked aft, following that compelling odor. He closed his
eyes, tasting the air with Karnee senses. If he Shifted, he thought
he would be able to track it down faster. In Karnee form, his nose
was a thousand times as sensitive as it was in human form
though it was good when he was human. But if he Shifted, he would
show what he was to the watching Galweighs and he
didnt wish to give them that much information about him, even
if he did intend to see them all dead at the end of the mission.
People had a nasty habit of surviving no matter how carefully one
planned; he always kept that in mind and acted accordingly.
He smelled its presence faintly in one of the cabins, but only
faintly. So in human form he followed his nose to the hatch, and
down the gangway, then through the crew areas and at last into the
cargo holds. His eyes lit up and he laughed out loud at the sight
that greeted him there. Row after row and shelf after shelf of
artifacts from the Ancients. In the first two rows alone, he
recognized a distance viewer that didnt look too far from
serviceable, an eavesdropper, a marvelous matched set of
transmuters, and half a spell amplifier that would at least serve
as a source of repair parts for the broken one he had back home. Of
course there were plenty of things he recognized as useless or
merely decorative, and another, larger mass of things he
couldnt recognize at all.
Mine, he whispered. A wondrous trove all in itself,
he thought worth a paraglesiat, worth a House, worth power
and more power, and all of it was his. But the trove was nothing
compared to the single final treasure he sought. The Mirror of
Souls might rest in such an obvious hiding place, though he doubted
it. The scent of it lay strongly in the hold, but he felt certain
Ry would have hidden it before he abandoned the ship.
He cast around the room, and on the far forward bulkhead he
found proof that his instincts were good. The scent of the Mirror
of Souls was strongest there, but the ropes that scent permeated
had been hastily cut, and lay in a tangle on the decking.
Crispin smiled. He would have to backtrail. He smelled Rys
touch on the ropes, and that of another Karnee this one a
stranger to him and a third person. Human. He decided to
trail the Mirror first, and to focus on the people second.
Then he had a thought that both startled and amused him. Suppose
Ry knew that he, Crispin, was the one who would come after him.
Recently Ry had seemed to be aware that Crispin spied on him while
he slept. If he knew that, and if he were trying to be clever
again, he would hide the artifact someplace where Crispin would
have an especially difficult time finding it.
Ry hunted with his nose, and he knew Crispin did, too. Hed
use that. He would hide the Mirror down farther. In the bilge.
Crispin wrinkled his nose just thinking about it; his exquisite
sense of smell came with a few drawbacks. It would be almost
useless in the conflicting sea of stinks that would fill a
ships bilge. And he was fastidious, having nearly conquered
his animal nature; he was proud of that fact. But he could, when
necessary, get a bit dirty. He sighed and headed for the stinking
bilge.
A third of a station later, soaked in fetid, slimy water, his
fine clothes ruined, he had to admit that the Mirror of Souls
wasnt in any of the three bilge compartments.
He climbed onto the deck, sent the crewman with the mole and the
smirk up the ladder to the airible to fetch him clean clothing, and
retired to the ships bath to clean off. When he was alone, he
asked the voice that traveled with him in his mind. So where
is it?
It isnt on the ship, the voice said.
Crispin snarled out loud, It must be. You said Id
smell its trail leading across the water if theyd taken it
with them.
You would. And I would clearly see it. The Mirror
. . . calls to me.
But Ive checked the cabins, the holds, and even the
bilge. It isnt here.
No. It isnt. I already said that.
Then where is it?
If they didnt take it with them and it isnt
aboard, theres only one place it can be.
And Crispin saw the truth and hated it in the same instant.
They threw it overboard. He stood against a bulkhead
and leaned his head against a stanchion as realization hit him.
Damn them, he said softly. Damn them, damn them,
damn them.
He threw his clothes on and raced upward through the ship until
he reached the main deck. There he called to attention the Galweigh
soldiers on loan from the Goft Galweighs, and said, The one
thing that we must have from this ship our enemies have thrown
overboard. You are going to go out in boats with a grappling hook
and get it back.
And of course they asked what it was, and how they would know
when theyd found it. They pointed out that they didnt
have a boat, since the ships crew had taken the longboats.
They complained bitterly about the gorrahs that circled in the
water below the Wind Treasure hoping prey would fall within
their reach.
Crispin accepted no excuses, and put a quick end to complaints
by assigning complainers to the first shift. He pointed out that
the other airible would be bringing back its boatload of captives
soon, and with them the boat. He smiled.
And then he assigned the Zaith boy whod taken such
pleasure in his awkwardness on the ladder to handle the grappling
hook. He watched the dark forms of the gorrahs circling in the
water beneath the ship and thought they would make the boys
chances of seeing his home in Calimekka again slim ones.
With his orders given, he climbed back up the ladder into the
airible an easier task than climbing down. There he sat down
to a pleasant meal with the airibles pilot and Andrew and the
contingent of Galweigh Wolves who had insisted on accompanying the
expedition.
Did you find Ry? Andrew asked as the servant passed
out plates. The men and women loaded them from dishes of chilled
cubed monkey and dipping sauce, fingerling trout, sweetmeats, and
fried goldbeetles over strips of jellied mango.
No one stayed aboard the ship. Crispin took a sip of
iced wine and tried the goldbeetles. Deliciously crunchy, and not
too salty a tricky balance to get right. He would have liked
to keep the Galweigh cook easy enough to do once the
Galweighs were dead. But cooks did taste their cooking, didnt
they? Such a waste. So either hes already been eaten by
the gorrahs, or Anwyns crew is picking him up now.
Shaid Galweigh took a few of the goldbeetles and sampled them,
then settled on the monkey and sauce. Disconcerting that
theyve hidden the Mirror so far.
Well have it in our hands before the end of the
day, Crispin said.
Andrew said, When we overflew them, I thought I saw three
longboats on their aftercastle. But after the wind, Ive only
seen the boat the gorrahs destroyed and the one the Eagle is
chasing. So what happened to the third?
Crispin put down his knife and pick and stared at his cousin.
Three longboats. No. Im sure there were only
two.
Andrew grinned. Thats the funny thing about you,
Crispin. Youre always so sure about everything even
the things youre wrong about. That ship is a Rophetian
galleon. They carry more than forty people, and the Rophetian
longboatsre built to hold twenty. If you look at the
aftercastle, youll see the tie-downs and the spaces for three
boats. And three places where the wood isnt bleached as light
all three in the shape of longboats.
Crispin looked down at the back of the ship, at the broad deck
where a mast had once risen, and where, clearly, three boats had
once rested. Three.
Andrew tugged at the long black braid over his left ear, the
only hair on his otherwise shaved skull, and said, Remember,
I earned this braid.
You skulked around docks with a bunch of illiterate
bums, Crispin said, forgetting for the moment the Galweighs
who sat observing the two of them.
I sailed with the Sloebenes. We pirated any number of
Rophetian galleons, and they had one longboat for every
mast.
Crispin leaned toward his cousin, meal forgotten. Then you
tell me, you who know everything about ships and the sea: If there
were three boats, why are there only two now? Eh? You have an
answer for that?
Andrew shrugged his massive shoulders and giggled. Me, I
just figured some of the people got away.
We would have seen them, you mare-dick. Look down. We can
see everything that happens in the whole region thats
the advantage of approaching by air. We cant miss
things. He rolled his eyes and leaned back on his couch.
Andrew had proven time and again that he was an idiot
useful as brute muscle, with the occasional moment of cleverness.
But he was never reliable. Never. The streune-bolt that had
disintegrated the mast and part of the decking had destroyed one of
the three boats as well; that seemed obvious enough to Crispin. Ry
was in the boat that had been taken captive, or he was in the one
that had been capsized by gorrahs. Either way, he was dead. Dead
already or dead in the Punishment Square, and Crispin was willing
to consider either a happy outcome.
Wasnt he?
We disintegrated the third boat with magic, he
said.
Andrew giggled. Did we, did we, did we? Are you so sure
that youd bet your place as head Wolf? Eh? Are you that sure,
cousin? Because if youre wrong, itll come to that ere
long.
The Galweighs were making a show of eating their food and
ignoring him and Andrew, but they were, Crispin knew, hanging on
every word. Dissension between Sabirs could only work to their
good. And Sabir failures in carrying off the joint mission would
only make them look better when they got home. Their smiles were
hidden, but Crispin knew they were there.
So he ignored Andrews question, instead asking one of his
own. Why dont you think we destroyed the third
boat?
Andrews grin grew broader. Dont want to bet
me, eh? Dont want to take a little chance that stupid Andrew
might know something you dont know? Smart of you, Cris.
Smart, smart, smart.
Why, Andrew? He spent a moment imagining Andrew in
the Punishment Square, the four horses ready to leap toward each of
the four points of the world. That calmed his temper enough that he
could say, Im willing to concede you might be
right.
How generous. For just an instant, Andrews
dark eyes looked at him with unnerving intelligence but that
penetrating gaze vanished, shattered by another idiotic giggle.
I know we didnt get one of the three ships because no
one would have tried to swim to safety through all those gorrahs.
And there were no people on board when you got down there
you said as much yourself.
Andrew was right. That was something new.
But perhaps the ship didnt carry a full complement
of crew. Perhaps there were only forty people on board. Or
less.
Rophetians have no trouble keeping crew, Andrew
said. No trouble, no trouble, none at all. Lads sign with
em when theyre juicy boys, and die with em as
old, old men. Rophetians dont run ships light they
figure long shifts make the men unhappy, and unhappy men get
careless. They might be light on crew if they ran into trouble
across the sea, and you could bet that way and maybe youd
win. But me . . . Im betting the third boat is out
there. I am, I am. He took a huge bite of fingerling trout,
chewed it, and grinned around the food at Crispin. Im
betting Ry got away.
Crispin studied his cousin from the corner of his eye, and
considered what a problem he was becoming. He wasnt reliable,
but Crispin began to believe that the perverted bastard wasnt
as stupid as he usually seemed, either. He might be smart enough to
double-cross Anwyn or Crispin.
Before long, perhaps Andrew needed to have an accident.
Meanwhile, Crispin could enjoy the predicament the Galweighs
were finding themselves in. Their eyes drooped he knew they
would feel like they had eaten too much, like their bellies were
full and their heads were stuffed with rags. He felt a mild version
of those symptoms himself. Already Shaid yawned and murmured
something about having eaten too much, and one of his Wolves
chuckled and said she felt like she could sleep for a week.
Crispin grinned and said, Dont leave this marvelous
food uneaten. Your cook deserves a reward for his magnificent
repast. It would probably have to be posthumous, of
course.
Veburral tasted almost pleasant nutty, in fact. It
stood up well to heat. Unlike some poisons, it remained deadly
after frying, baking, or boiling. Unlike some venoms, it did not
have to be injected into the bloodstream to be effective a
man eating it in moderate quantities would die nicely. Best of all,
however, veburral, derived from the venom of the copper
flying viper whose range was to the Sabir settlements on the
Sabirene Isthmus, could be taken in increasing doses over a period
of months or years, and the taker could build up a complete
immunity to it. Most of the Sabirs took regular doses as a matter
of course and since the Galweighs didnt have access to
the snakes, they didnt have access to the poison.
They would drift off to sleep one by one, and Crispin and Andrew
would carry them off to the sleeping quarters and tuck them in.
Alone in their darkened rooms, they would die quietly, without
alerting the Galweigh loyalists, who wouldnt suspect that
anything was wrong until the Sabir loyalists and those Galweighs
who could be bought killed them.
Their impending deaths had already cost Crispin a small fortune.
A double agent deep under cover in the Galweigh household had
placed a bottle of veburral-laced nut oil into the
cooks traveling supplies just before he boarded the airible,
replacing the bottle that should have been there. The agent had
been in place in the household of the Goft Galweighs for five
years, and this was the only service he had rendered. He had been
worth his price, though. When Crispin and the Sabir army flew the
Galweigh airibles into the landing field behind Galweigh House
without challenge, and swarmed out to claim the House and
everything in it, the Galweighs would fall and the Sabirs would
hold Calimekka alone.
Chapter 20
Night buried the escaping longboat
beneath its cloak, and Ians voice, long since reduced to a
croak, called out the beat of the sweeps in slower and slower
measure. Kaits palms wore blisters beneath blisters, the skin
ragged and weeping. The muscles in her back burned, her thighs
ached, her calves cramped, even her gut felt like it had been set
afire by a sadist.
Ian called, Ship sweeps and rest. Trev, drop
anchor.
The chain rattled out of the front of the boat; it tugged as it
bit into the sea bottom, and the boat drifted lazily with the
unseen current until it swung around to point them all back in the
direction from which theyd just come.
Kait sat panting, her head between her knees. Im
starving, but I cant swear that I wouldnt be too sick
to eat if we had food, she said.
I could eat, Yanth said. If I puked it up,
Id just eat more. I feel like Im dying right
now.
I want water more than anything, Trev moaned.
Water. Everyone agreed with that. The boat had a small barrel of
water on board for emergencies, of course, but it hadnt been
changed in a long time, and it tasted as bad as bilgewater smelled.
Clear, cold, fresh water from a spring . . . that,
everyone agreed, would be the true gift of the gods.
Were half a stations hard rowing from our
destination, Ian said. All the sweet water there that
you could drink in a lifetime. But I think we can afford to rest
just a bit before we go on. The airibles havent come after us
in spite of the fact that we were in clear sight for more than a
station. So I suppose were safe to assume the spell
worked.
Hasmal spoke up from behind Kait. Theres a solid
enough spell around the boat right now.
She sat up in spite of the agony in her back and turned around
to look at him. He lay with his head propped against the forward
bulwark, taking a careful sip of water from the barrel.
Ry twisted toward the front of the boat, too. You can
. . . see . . . the shield?
Hasmal shrugged. No. It isnt like your kind of
magic, which leaves marks everywhere. Farhullen doesnt
even leave marks that those of us who practice it can see. But I
can, um, see what isnt there.
And what would that be? Ry asked.
Kait was curious about the answer, too.
Hasmal said, Look at the glow the Mirror of Souls gives
off but dont look with your eyes. Look with your
magic. He waited. Kait closed her eyes and focused on the
artifact as Hasmal had taught her. After a moment of concentration,
she thought she saw what he meant. The faint, warm light that she
could see with her magical senses glowed around the
boat in a perfect sphere. And ended abruptly, which she knew, after
months of sailing with it, was unusual. The soft glow had always
spread to fill most of the Wind Treasure, fading as it
neared the periphery but there had never been a clear line
between where the magic was and where it wasnt.
You see? Hasmal said.
Kait nodded, as did Ry. The others whod tried to look only
shook their heads. Seeing magic was a matter of
practice, and Kait had only recently reached the point where she
could do it with any certainty.
If you hadnt put that shield up, the Mirror would
leave a trail behind us that any of Rys Wolves could
follow. He studied Ry and said, And if shed done
it with darsharen Wolf magic the rewhah
would have marked us so that they would still have seen us anywhere
in the Thousand Dancers.
Ry said, You know darsharen?
Of it its strengths, its limitations, the ways it
works. I know many of the same things about
kaiboten.
Kaiboten? Kait asked.
Dragon magic.
What is that like? Kait asked.
Hasmal shrugged. Its best explained in comparison.
Farhullen is the magic of the individual. It draws its
strength from the resources of the practitioner alone, though
wizards can band together to cast stronger spells. It is entirely
defensive, and because of this, doesnt create rewhah
or leave trails. Darsharen is the magic of contained groups.
It draws its strength from sacrifices held within a spell circle,
and is more powerful than farhullen. Wolves have found ways
to use the blood, the flesh, and the life energy of their
sacrifices, and can create either offensive or defensive spells
with that energy. Darsharen, though, always leaves a trail
and almost always creates rewhah.
He took another sip out of the water barrel and propped himself
against one of the curved ribs of the longboat. And then
there is kaiboten. Its the magic of uncontained
groups, and the most powerful of all. The Dragons discovered ways
to use everyone around them as unknowing sacrifices, at any time,
without needing to prepare their victims or even identify them.
They could sacrifice entire populations of cities, and according to
histories and brief references in the Secret Texts, toward the end
of the Wizards War, they did. Further, kaiboten offers
access to something no other magic has ever touched.
Which is? Ry asked.
According to Solander, the Dragons learned how to harvest
souls for their sacrifices. They didnt satisfy themselves
with stealing blood and flesh and life energy, but stole the energy
of immortality itself.
Kait frowned. Farhullen uses the soul energy,
too.
Hasmal shook his head wearily. In farhullen, you
may offer your own soul to the service of Vodor Imrish, and he may
accept your offering, or not, as he chooses. But even if he accepts
your sacrifice, he doesnt destroy your soul. The Dragons were
crueler than the gods in this respect. Kaiboten uses the
souls of its sacrifices the way a fire uses wood. It burns them for
the energy they give off, and destroys them utterly in the
process.
Kait considered that. She had always believed in the immortality
of the soul, and in its sanctity. She had faced the ever-present
fear of her own death when she was a child by consoling herself
with the knowledge that her soul would go on, and with the hope
that in another life she would be found worthy to be a true human,
and not a Cursed Karnee. She had believed then in fact had
always believed that the soul was safe from all
assaults.
And now Hasmal told her that the Dragons destroyed their victims
both body and soul.
Ian cleared his throat and rasped, Hasmal, youve
been talking about the Dragons returning. Your religion it
knows this is going to happen?
Hasmal nodded. I believe its already happened.
Theyre back, and trying to get the Mirror of Souls to
Calimekka. Were trying to get it to Solander, because
Solander and the Falcons will stand against the Dragons, as they
did in the Wizards War.
Kait turned to look at Ian shed never heard a sound
from a human throat like the one hed made right then. He was
staring at the Mirror of Souls. That thing it burns
souls?
Hasmal shrugged. I dont think so, but I dont
know what it does. All I know is that Solander says he needs it,
and Solander and the Falcons are all that stand between humanity
and a return of the Dragon Empire.
Ry had been silent while Hasmal talked, but now he said,
Hasmal, when were safely out of this, I want you to
teach me farhullen.
Hasmals mouth twitched in the faintest of smiles. A
Wolf approaching a Falcon for help. These are surely the latter
days of the world. He closed his eyes wearily; in the dim
light he still looked pale as death.
Were already safely out of it, arent we?
she asked. Were shielded, were well away from the
airibles and hidden from them now by islands, and we have the
Mirror.
Ian looked at the setting sun and frowned. I dont
know that Ill ever feel safe again. I liked the world better
when magic was dead, and swords and speed and cunning made a
man.
Hasmal said, That world has never existed but
Im sure it was comforting to believe it did.
Kait closed her eyes and leaned forward, letting her head drop
down over her knees and her arms and shoulders hang loose. Her
spine popped in a dozen places, and for a moment burned with fresh
pain. She sympathized with Ian. She, too, had preferred the world
when she hadnt known that magic still ran beneath its surface
like thick poison in the bottom of a glass of wine.
Ian said, We need to get moving again. I dont like
being on the water any longer than we have to. Since my hands
arent blistered, if youll give me your shirts,
Ill tear them into rags for you. You can wrap your hands with
them. It will ease the pain and keep you from breaking any more
blisters.
Kait groaned. Why didnt you think of that
earlier?
I did. But all of you had two choices blisters on
your hands or sunburn and blisters on your shoulders and backs and
faces. And with the sunburn, youd have gotten sun poisoning,
and youd have been sick and feverish, and have slowed us up
when we reached our destination. I know your hands hurt, but at
least you dont have to walk on them.
He tore strips for them. Trev told Kait, You dont
need to use your shirt for strips. Ill give you some
of the cloth from mine.
She smiled at him. He had always been pleasant to her, where the
others among Rys lieutenants limited themselves to being
cautiously polite.
Thank you, she said.
Id want someone to do the same for one of my
sisters, he told her.
She managed to smile. Me, too, she said, trying not
to think of her own sisters. They were gone, and the part of her
life that had contained them was gone, and nothing she could do
would change that.
Valard asked Ian, Where are we headed?
Ian said, Theres a village on the island of Falea,
right at the base of the volcano. Its called Ztatne,
which my friends there tell me means good mangoes.
Its a hard place to reach, easy to defend, and my friends
will be happy to take us in and help us on our way. Theyre
fishermen, hunters, sailors, and farmers most of the time, and
pirates when the crops arent good or the fish arent
running.
Kait was wrapping strips of linen around her hands when the hair
on the nape of her neck started to stand on end. Her gut tightened,
and the air around her seemed to get thicker. And she felt a
greasiness she hadnt felt since . . . since
. . . She closed her eyes. When?
Then it hit her. Shed felt that precise sensation in the
airible on the way home to Calimekka. Right before the magic attack
that heralded the onset of her Familys destruction. She
looked at Ry, and found he was staring at her, his face marked with
fear.
Not you? she asked him, and he shook his head. They
both looked at Hasmal.
He wasnt creating the feeling, either; he was staring at
the Mirror of Souls.
Yes. That was where the magic originated. The air grew thicker,
and filled with the stink of rotting meat, the stench sweetened by
honeysuckle, but only slightly. Whats it doing?
Kait asked.
Hasmal shrugged. I dont know. Nothing
good.
What did you do to it? Ry stood, and began making
his way back to the back of the boat.
I didnt do anything to it. I was sitting beside it,
and Ian was talking about where we were going, and I felt it start
to . . . to hum, after a fashion. Like a cat
purring with its side pressed against my skin. And now
. . . He frowned and rose, and stood staring down
at it. It isnt humming anymore. I dont know what
its doing now, but I dont like it.
We need to figure out how to turn it off, Ry said.
I dont trust an artifact that starts working on its
own.
Its been working, Kait said. The
column of light in its center already glowed when I found it. I
just dont know what its been doing.
Ian said, Youre sure your Reborn needs it?
Yes, Hasmal said, and Kait echoed him with a soft,
Yes. He told me so, too.
Because Id be for throwing it over the side and
leaving it to the gorrahs, Ian continued.
We have to take it, Hasmal said.
It was waiting for something, Ian insisted. As
if it wanted to know where we were going, and once it knew that
. . . His voice trailed off into silence and he
stared at the glowing Mirror.
We have to take it, Kait said.
Shang! Ian clenched a fist tight and stared out at
the dark hulks of the islands that rose around them. Then
lets get going before it does something else.
Everyone turned to the sweeps, and gripped the sturdy oak with
wrapped hands. Hasmal pulled in the anchor, then settled himself
beside Trev on the front thwart and gripped the oar. Forward
. . . , Ian said. And down
. . . and pull . . . and
lift. . . .
Her back was an agony, and fire lanced through her palms,
partially healed though they already were. She tried to think about
pulling her sweep, about finding safety. But Kait shivered. She had
a premonition that they were doing the wrong thing by moving on
instead of staying and finding out what had gone wrong with the
Mirror of Souls.
She started to say something, but the air changed again. It
filled with crackling energy, with a current so powerful that it
constricted her chest and made each breath feel as if she was
sucking through a narrow straw.
Motherless Brethwan! Ry swore. We have to stop
that thing.
If they had ever had the chance to stop it, that time had
passed. The light in the center column of the Mirror of Souls
that lovely golden light that had poured silently upward to
pool in the center of the ring turned the red of blood, and
burst out through the top like a whale leaping from a puddle. It
hit the shield that all of them had created with their wills,
blood, and magic, and for an instant strained against it. Everyone
could see the fiery light filling up the invisible sphere Kait had
crafted. But that shield had been created to keep things out, not
to keep them in so when the crimson light finished filling
the space around them, it grew brighter, and then brighter yet
. . . and then it shattered the shield and erupted into
the clouds, a beacon in the blackness more brilliant than a pillar
of fire.
Theyll find us fast enough now, Valard
growled. I knew all along we wouldnt get
away.
Throw the thing overboard, Yanth said.
Kait and Hasmal stared at each other. Hasmal said, If we
lose it, all the souls on Matrin and in the Veil stand
forfeit.
A long way away, she could hear the engines of the airibles
starting up. The wizards aboard them would have felt the magic
bursting free of the shield, and everyone would have seen the
beacon.
Kait said, Theyre coming. We have to decide
fast.
Lit from below in bloody hues, Hasmal looked like a fiend from
the nightmare realm. He frowned and stared back the way they had
come. If we could save it, it would be worth dying for. But
theyll come, and well die and lose it to them
anyway. He shook his head. He buried his face in his hands,
and sat that way for a long moment. Kait heard him sigh, heard him
mutter something she couldnt make out not because she
couldnt hear it, but because she didnt recognize the
language and finally saw him shrug. He looked at all of
them. We have to throw it into the water. Deep water, if we
can find some. Tricky currents would be best, a reef would be good,
and if you know of such a place within our reach, someplace where
the gorrahs are especially dangerous . . . maybe we can
keep our pursuers from retrieving it.
Ian said, And while were trying to find the perfect
place to throw it overboard, the airibles are closing on us. No.
Pitch it over the side here. It will have to do.
Kait half-rose from her seat. No, Ian. We have to do what
we can to keep them from getting it
Ry cut her short. We have to save our own skins. If we
live, we can, perhaps, get the damned thing back from them before
they figure out how to use it. Well have some time, he
said. Youve had the thing for how long?
and you have no more idea how to use it than you had the day you
found it. Am I right?
Kait didnt know if he was right or not. But the sounds of
the airibles were becoming clearer, and there was an undeniable
sweetness in the logic of dumping it into the sea and hoping her
enemies wouldnt find it, or that if they did find it, they
wouldnt know how to use it.
But that hope didnt hold water. The ghost of a Dragon had
masqueraded as her ancestor, and had told her how to find the
thing. That ancestor could tell whoever retrieved the Mirror how to
use it.
Ry, Yanth, and Valard had moved to the front of the boat. Valard
pushed his way between Hasmal and the Mirror. Ry and Yanth grabbed
the Mirror.
One, two, heave! Ry said.
The Mirror arced through the air, tumbling, the blood-red beacon
cutting a swath through the sky and through the water like a
sword.
It splashed into the glass-smooth strait, the water hissed and
boiled, the light illuminated a spinning path as it dropped toward
the sea floor far below. Hideous, hideous, that light as if
the islands were bleeding. Kait couldnt take her eyes off of
it. It burned through the murky water below and set the surface
ablaze.
Man your sweeps! Ian shouted. Now! And row!
And maybe well live to see the sun rise.
Kait stared at the cold fire that burned across the surface of
the sea while she pulled her sweep. It was as if the Mirror had
chosen to betray them all, she thought. As if, having gotten
what it wanted from them, it had chosen to rid itself of them and
summon new allies.
Her heart was hollow, and her bones ached with dread. They might
live out the night, she thought. They might reach Ians
island. But even if they did, her enemies and the
Reborns enemies would have the Mirror of Souls.
And then what price would the world pay for her survival?
Chapter 21
The sun beat down on the Thousand
Dancers, hot as rage and heavy as sin. Crispin stood at the front
of the Heart of Fires gondola and stared at the red
blaze that called out to him from beneath the water, and swore
against Rys soul that he would make his devious cousin pay
for throwing the Mirror into the sea. He could see its light down
there, even in daylight, as brilliant as a sun. He just
couldnt reach it.
Three of his own men had died in trying to raise it, along with
seven Galweigh soldiers. The gorrahs schooled above the thing,
circling . . . circling . . . and every time
one of the crewmen tried to grapple it up from the bottom, one of
them would grab the chain and pull, and about half the time
the monster would drag the man into the sea. One dead gorrah
floated belly-up in testament to the fact that the monsters
didnt win every round; it was a small one as such creatures
went, which meant that it ran the length of ten men laid end to
end, and the sea vultures and gulls and blackbeaks covered it like
larger cousins of the flies that swarmed around it in clouds. Its
mouth-talons hung limp to either side of its huge maw; its bony,
armored body stank in the oppressive heat; and its two
spine-tipped, clawed forearms floated above its head in a gesture
of surrender. That one had caught its jaw on the grappling hook,
and the crew had locked down the chain, and the pilot, thinking
fast, had taken the Heart of Fire straight up and, when it
was as high as it would go, theyd snapped the chain free and
the bastard had fallen back into the sea and smashed itself flat
when it hit the water.
Which hadnt been as satisfying as it should have been.
Theyd lost the first of two grappling hooks then. The second
the one theyd salvaged from the Wind Treasure,
along with the replacement chain they lost when one of the
big gorrahs hooked onto it and nearly pulled the Heart of
Fire into the sea. Theyd had to cut that monster
loose.
So Crispin had sent the Galweighs Eagle, which had
been trying to find Rys boat and its occupants, back to Goft
to get replacement grappling hooks, and more chain, and a grappling
boom to mount on the front of the gondola, and more soldiers to
work the equipment. Hed spent the better part of the day
waiting while Anwyn loaded the supplies and came back. Anwyn had
been in a foul mood when he returned, too the pilot had
tried to alert the Galweighs to the fact that the airibles had
fallen under the command of the Sabirs, and Anwyn had to hurt him.
Crispin thought he was lucky he didnt have to kill the man;
that, unfortunately, would probably be necessary at the end of this
work.
For now, he concentrated on the job at hand. The Mirror of Souls
called to him. He could smell it, he could taste it, he could see
its radiant light; it knew his name and it sang a song that only he
could hear. If not for the dark shadows of the gorrahs circling it,
he would have Shifted and dived into the water to bring it up
himself.
As it was, he stared down at it and sweated and slapped at
seaflies and bloodflies, and he worried. He suffered doubts. He
didnt mind that hed lost men most of them had
been crew belonging to the Goft Galweighs anyway, and men were
easier to replace than grappling hooks or chains. What worried him
was that perhaps he would never get his hands on the Mirror
that maybe nothing he tried would successfully bring it to the
surface. Or that if he did, it would no longer work. Or that if it
worked, it would not work as the voice had promised.
But, oh, if it worked the way the voice had sworn it would
. . . then he would be a god. Power, immortality, more
magic than hed ever controlled before: He could tolerate huge
discomforts and worries with those images to sustain him.
From the boom, two of the crew began to shout. We have
something, Parat! Weve latched on and were bringing it
up.
The gorrahs were everywhere. They were following the line as if
they were bait on the hook. The chain clanked on the winch; the
grappling boom swung left and left and harder left, dragged by a
great weight; the nose of the airible swung to follow the boom; the
men on the deck strained at the crank, and sweated, and swore.
The brilliant red light rose through the depths, eclipsed by the
schools of gorrahs. Crispin moved closer to the ships rails
and looked down into the water, squinting against glare and waves
and clouds of stirred sediment to see what he had. His gut writhed
and his heart began to race. The smell of honeysuckle grew
stronger, and with it the reek of death that underlay it.
For a long moment he fought back the urge to puke. His stomach
heaved against the stink. He shuddered, and his instincts told him
to cut the thing loose that he would regret claiming it. His
heart told him to turn away, to go home content with the treasures
from the Wind Treasures hold, to forget about the
Mirror of Souls.
Crispin wasnt in the habit of listening to his gut or his
heart. If men were meant to listen to them, they wouldnt have
minds. His mind told him that with the Mirror of Souls, he would be
a god, and without it, he would be mortal, and would someday die.
He yelled, Keep at it! Haul it! Haul it!
His skin felt tight, his muscles ached, a chill ran down his
spine, and his pulse raced. Magic unlike any the world had known in
a thousand years, unlike anything it would ever know again without
his efforts, was about to become his. He grinned and shouted as he
saw the first light in the depths begin to grow brighter.
Thats it! Bring it up faster! Faster, damn
you!
He could begin to make out its shape. Big as a horse
. . . no, big as a house, and black as moonless night,
with a ring of fire around it. Almost alive, with tendrils trailing
out from all around it like a
Gorrah! he thought, and leaped back from the rail of the
gondolas catwalk.
The gorrah came up out of the water ahead of the Mirror of
Souls, twisting its whip-lean body as it rose to gain more
altitude. Its red eyes focused on Crispin, the fingers of its
mouth-talons spread wide to embrace him, the wreath of tentacles it
wore behind its head whipped upward to the place where he had stood
only instants before, and easily half of them curled around the
rail. The airible gondola creaked, the rail cracked, Crispin
scrabbled uphill along the catwalk as it started to peel away, with
the metal bending and screaming beneath the monsters immense
weight.
Crispin reached the back edge of the gondola and stared down at
the thing. Its maw, big enough to swallow a tall man standing up,
snapped and opened, snapped and opened, and it thrashed and glared
at him.
A sign, he thought. Danger from the depths.
Then he grinned again, because if it was a sign, it was one that
would turn to his benefit quickly enough.
The rail broke away at last mere moments that had seemed
like entire stations passing and the living nightmare
corkscrewed back into the sea.
The crew cheered . . . though Crispin suspected they
would have cheered twice as loudly if the beast had devoured
him.
It had followed the chain up to the ship, blocking out
Crispins view of the Mirror of Souls. Now, though, when he
looked over the edge, the men on the winch seemed to be raising a
small sun. Other gorrahs circled the artifact, all lesser kin of
that great monster whod burst from the sea. Crispin, who
hated the sea and everything in it, watched them with loathing.
Giant sharks circled among them, looking like minnows among trout.
Hed never seen sharks act in such a fashion gorrahs
generally ate them with enthusiasm, and sharks avoided the bigger,
more vicious predators. And gorrahs didnt usually school,
either; they were solitary hunters.
The Mirror seemed to bring out the worst in everything. Uncanny
behavior from deadly beasts, the insistent crawling of his skin,
the feeling he had that he was being watched he studied the
approach of the Mirror of Souls with less certainty. What, after
all, did he know about it? Nothing but what hed been told by
a ghost. He could order it dropped back into the sea, or let Anwyn
take it back in the Galweighs Eagle, or
. . .
Then he stopped and laughed at himself. His cousin Ry had
touched the artifact last. It would be like that treacherous
bitchson to put some sort of spell around it so that it would
disturb anyone who tried to claim it. Ry and whoever of his friends
had survived would undoubtedly be thrilled if they returned to this
place to find their prize intact.
No thrills for them. Crispin smiled slowly, savoring his
victory. The Mirror of Souls broke the surface and with it rose
half a dozen gorrahs, but they fell back into the sea, and the
radiant Mirror continued to rise.
It was a lovely thing. Godsall, but the Ancients knew how to
craft tools! It looked to him like a giant metal lily growing on a
stalk of light. Five connected petals of luminous platinum-white
metal formed a ring around a circle of blazing red light; the
largest of the petals bore incised markings that appeared to be
inlaid with precious stones. The base supporting this ring, which
mimicked the smooth curve of three long, swordlike leaves, had also
been fashioned of that glowing white metal. And in the center of
the leaves rose the stem, which was nothing but more light, born of
nothingness, flowing upward to feed the center of the flower in a
spiral that swirled outward from its heart and vanished as it
touched the inner aspects of the petals.
He had envisioned something different. Something more
mirrorlike, and more ominous. Something with buttons and levers and
complicated gears, something that looked like it did
something. Not a fancy light fixture for a room, nor a work of art.
He couldnt get any clear idea of how it worked from looking
at it, and he couldnt imagine how he would make it grant him
immortality.
Those concerns would have to wait, though. Now he had business
to take care of. At his direction, the captain of the Heart of
Fire signaled a midair rendezvous with the Galweighs
Eagle. He and Anwyn would direct the airships to Calimekka and
would take on the Sabir soldiers who would be waiting, armed and
armored, at Sabir House and by the end of the day, or
daybreak of the next day at latest, Galweigh House and its
strategic position, vast wealth, and surviving population would
belong to him to do with as he pleased.
The women and children would make entertaining slaves, he
thought. The men . . . they would become fodder for
executions in the public squares. He would erase the Galweigh name
and the Galweigh crest from Calimekka, and eventually from the
world.
And he would become a god. Sometimes he was amazed at how
well his life was turning out.
Chapter 22
Kait and the other survivors came ashore
at the base of the volcano on Falea in the lengthening shadows of
twilight, weary, thirsty, hungry, and afraid. Theyd spent the
day hiding from one of the airibles, which had plainly been
searching for them. The Thousand Dancers, however, offered some
cover from visual searches, and a second blood-drawn shield spell
had given them equally effective cover from magical searches.
They had survived so far but theyd lost the
Mirror. Kait had failed the Reborn. She dreaded the future.
They dragged the boat into the underbrush at the shoreline, then
trudged single file along a narrow path that Ian pointed out. They
were a quiet group, downcast and despairing. Ry and his
lieutenants, no longer pressed by immediate fear of capture, had
begun to talk softly of Karyls death. Hasmal and Kait
didnt speak at all; Kait still saw the Mirror of Souls
tumbling beneath the surface of the water, the blood-red ray of
light that burst from its center spinning as it fell. Her memory
still heard the thrumming engines of the airibles growing closer,
and though her heart wanted to believe those aboard the airibles
would not be able to retrieve the Mirror, it did not. She knew, as
surely as she knew her own nature, that they whoever they
were had the Mirror already and were on their way to
Calimekka with it.
Ian alone had lost nothing in that last exchange, but he was as
subdued as the rest of them.
The village is up ahead, he said at last. We
have to stop here, or risk being shot by the sentries.
Kait came to a halt with the rest of the small band, and sniffed
the air. She smelled the village ahead, the scents carried lightly
on the breeze. Along with unmistakable odors of human habitation
composting human waste, cookfires, sweat, and domestic
animals she smelled flowers, overripe fruit, and the rich
sweetness of caberra incense.
Hayan, etto burebban baya a tebbo, Ian called
into the darkness.
They waited. Kait listened, Karnee senses straining for the
sound of the sentry, but she heard nothing. She could not smell his
position either, though they had approached the village from
downwind.
I dont think anyone is watching, she said when
they had stood in the darkness for a long time with no
response.
Theyre watching, Ian said. Theyre
always watching.
A cool breeze moved through the treetops, and Kait suddenly
realized he was right. She didnt smell humans, but she
smelled . . . something. And she could feel eyes watching
her in the darkness eyes as sharp and wary as her own.
A shrill, high-pitched voice directly over her head trilled,
Hayatto tebbo nan reet. Bey hetabbey?
Kait jumped, startled by how close the sentry was. Nothing had
managed to get so close to her without her knowledge since
. . . she couldnt recall a time when anyone had
gotten so far inside her defenses. The sentry wasnt human,
but that didnt excuse her carelessness.
Ian said, Ian Draclas, ube reet.
Hat atty.
The sentry says to go ahead. They know me here. Dont
put your hands near your weapons as you go toward the village,
though, or do anything that looks threatening. Some of them will be
following us all the way in.
What are they? Kait asked.
Ian shrugged. Theyre Scarred of some sort. Allies of
the villagers here. Ive never seen them; I dont know
what they look like or how the villagers came to reach an agreement
with them. All I know about them is that they are deadly shots with
the poisoned arrows they carry, and that they slaughtered more than
a hundred men who attacked this village in the length of time it
would take me to sit down. One instant the war party was charging
forward, screaming, weapons raised, and the next instant every one
of them had fallen to the ground, dead from the wounds of single
arrows.
No one spoke the rest of the way into the village, for fear of
having some sound or movement mistaken as threatening.
Two men, both holding torches, waited for them at the village
gate. They spoke Iberan, though with a heavy accent.
We knowed you for to be coming, one of them said. He
was stout, middle-aged, his face laced with knife scars. His cloudy
eyes squinted through the flickering light at them. The old
warrior, he telled us for to be watching for yourselves.
This is to being Ian Foldbrother, Father, the other
man said. The old warrior was not to be saying Ian
Foldbrother would come.
He never was saying who maybe to be coming. Only saying
someone, and that the fire we was to be seeing last night
was for being a sign.
Bad sign, he saying.
Bad sign, Kait agreed under her breath. It was
that, for sure.
To be coming in, all of you, the younger man said.
The old warrior is to be waiting.
Some weary old village chief, Kait thought, had watched the sky
and guessed the red beacon of the Mirror of Souls slashing through
the night sky had portended trouble. And had warned the sentries
and the villagers to be on the lookout for anyone it might stir up.
Now they would go before him and try to convince him that they
didnt mean trouble. And after that
Her mind was too tired to try to guess what would happen after
that. She and Hasmal would have to try to get into Calimekka to
find the Mirror, she supposed. They would likely get killed in the
attempt, but they were going to have to make the attempt.
Meanwhile, she followed the old man, who, in spite of his near
blindness, led them through the narrow streets of the tiny village
with swift confidence. To be following me, he kept
saying.
He stopped in front of a house that looked no different than any
of the other houses. Whitewashed baked mudbrick walls, a roof
thatched with bundled palmetto, windows covered with cloth mesh, a
bamboo door that would keep out nothing but chickens or ducks
. . . or goats, but only if they werent interested
in getting in to begin with. The house smelled of caberra incense.
And of something else. Something familiar, or perhaps someone
familiar, though her mind refused to connect the smell with a
name.
Their guide shouted into the house, They are here! They
are here, Foldbrother!
She heard a softly muttered oath but an Iberan oath, said
in accentless Iberan and the hair on the back of her neck
stood up, and she braced herself.
In the next instant a face peered through the door, and face and
name and scent all tumbled into one familiar picture, and the rest
of the world fell away.
Uncle Dùghall! she shrieked, and burst past the
old man and her traveling companions. She tore the flimsy door off
its leather hinges in her haste, and threw her arms around the
still-drowsy man who stood before her.
Chapter 23
Crispin still couldnt believe his
luck. The Galweighs of Galweigh House, invaded from within, had
surrendered within moments of the landing of the airibles. Less
than a station had passed since he had stepped out of the airible
into his new House, and already he had claimed an apartment, sent
the new Galweigh slaves to Sabir House, and sent both Anwyn and
Andrew in search of whatever interesting treasures they could find
within the House itself.
The Dragons voice in his head had spent much of the trip
back to Calimekka telling him the other things he needed to do. Now
he paced in his apartment, feeling the press of time at his
back.
It is essential that you have a crowd around you, the
voice told him. The moment you activate the Mirror, it will draw
its magic from the lives of those within its reach. If you are
alone, it will have no one else to draw on, and will draw from you
and suck you dry. It has safeguards built in to protect the
operator, but those safeguards are useless if youre
alone.
How many people did he need? he asked. Ten? Twenty?
The more people around you, the more power youll draw
into you, and the more godgifts youll receive. You dont
want ten. You dont want a hundred. You want thousands
tens of thousands.
That was how Dragon magic kaiboten worked.
All the books hed read about it had been clear on that.
Kaiboten was the magic of masses; it could draw power from
everyone at once, not just from those few who had been specially
prepared and offered as sacrifices. To the practitioner of
kaiboten, all the world could become an unknowing, involuntary
sacrifice.
And he was about to acquire the secrets of that ancient,
wondrous magic. He needed someone who could give him the crowd he
required, though.
A knock sounded on his door, and the servant stepped into the
room. Nomeni heo Tasslimi, he said, and bowed.
Calimekkas head parnissa, Nomeni heo Tasslimi, stepped
into the room behind him. Nomeni had been Crispins instructor
when he was young. The parnissa, a lean old hawk of a man, looked
like he had come directly from his prayers; he breathed hard and
still wore his parnissal robes, though the parnissas never wore the
sacred robes into the streets.
Crispin! He smiled and patted his old student on the
shoulder. How odd it is to hear from you at this late hour,
and how strange the circumstances: I had just been thinking of you.
A rumor had already reached me of your . . . acquisition
. . . of this fine House. He glanced around the
room, noted the glowing artifact sitting in the corner, and raised
an eyebrow.
Crispin smiled. Nomeni had always maintained good sources, which
was essential in his line of work. I found treasure, he
said.
So I see. Ill hope that will be good news for the
parnissery, too, of course. The generosity of the gods deserves
commemoration with a suitable gift.
I have such a gift, I think. But only for you. He
nodded at the artifact. Thats the Mirror of
Souls.
Nomenis shocked expression gratified Crispin, and he
elaborated.
Its better than anyone could have imagined, Nomeni.
Its a wonder; the greatest of the Ancients
creations. He watched the old parnissa from the corner of his
eye. It can make men immortal and give them the powers of
gods. The old mans eyes grew hungry at that, and
Crispin smiled inwardly. He turned to the old man. I want to
be a god.
Im old. Im sick . . . I suspect that
Im dying. Will you give me immortality, too?
Crispin nodded. Thats why I asked you to come here.
I wont share this great power with everyone. Gods must have
their subjects, after all. But two gods could share the vast world
with little problem, dont you think? The two of us
. . . and eternity.
The parnissa looked down at the floor and said softly, I
fear death. There is little peace for me in the thought of dying
and being reborn, of struggling through helpless childhood again,
of creating myself anew, of fighting my way back to power. Im
already where I want to be, doing what I want to do. He
looked at Crispin and said, Tell me how I can help
you.
At daybreak, call a holy day. Ring the summoning bells,
require all businesses to close, and demand that the people gather
in the great square to hear your prayers. Say you had
. . . Crispin shrugged. I dont know.
Say you had an omen, or words from the gods, or something. Whatever
you want. Just get as many people into the square as you can. The
Mirror will draw its magic from them to give us life and
power.
Youre of Familied blood, Crispin. The Sabirs could
call such a gathering on their own.
The Sabirs could, Crispin agreed, but I
couldnt do it now, without the consent and blessing of the
paraglese. He would want to know why, and he would insist on
benefiting the entire Family with this treasure. And I have no wish
to confer immortality on most of my relatives. If we do this
now, you and I need not share our secret with Andrew or Anwyn,
with the paraglese, with the Wolves, or with the rest of the
parnissery. If we act now, we two will hold the world in our
hands.
Ah. The old parnissa nodded. So that is why I
come into your scheme. I can call a gathering without involving
anyone else.
Precisely.
And these gathered thousands . . . what of
them?
Their lives will feed the magic.
Will they die?
Crispin shrugged. I dont know. They might. Does it
matter?
The parnissa smiled at him. I taught you. I molded you in
my own image. You are the man I created. Why do you even ask
such a question?
Crispin returned his smile. You asked what would happen to
them, when I could not imagine you worrying yourself with such a
question back when I was younger. I wondered if perhaps you had
grown tender with age.
Nomeni threw back his head and brayed. Old birds only grow
tougher with time never more tender. Let us go, then. You
and I and your servants and the Mirror of Souls will creep from
this House like the thieves in the tale of Joshan and the five
winds. At daybreak the sheep will pray. And you and I shall
prey.
Chapter 24
The cry spread out from the central
parnissery tower in Calimekka to the hundreds of outer towers
throughout the great city, Kae ebbout!
Come to prayer.
The city echoed with the calls, and men slogging their goods to
market over the rough-paved back streets hurried their burros or
oxen along, hoping to get their goods to warehouse before sunrise;
and women setting up stalls in the markets sighed and began
repacking their wares; and servants in the great Houses groaned and
rose from their hard beds and began readying the fine silks and
linens that their parats and paratas would require in the next
station. The city breathed in, an expectant little gasp, and did
not exhale. The air itself seemed to shiver with anticipation.
In the darkness before the dawn, the cries of the shevels
brought sleepers out of sleep and warned the night workers that
there would be no pleasant bed for them at daybreak. Those who
could ate lightly of the foods permitted before a day of prayer and
fasting.
Crispin stood in the great parnissery square, staring out at the
city that lay beneath his feet, feeling his heart race and his
blood pound through his veins like floodwaters overfilling a
stream. Soon . . . so soon . . .
What does a god wear to his inauguration? Crispin wondered. He
considered the green silk, but chose the cloth of gold, and his
best emeralds. His best sword. The Fingus headdress, with the
emeralds inset in the gold cap, and the two oxbow-cock feathers at
each side. And his comfortable dress boots. No god should
have to suffer aching feet.
The Mirror of Souls already occupied its place just in front of
the main altar in the central parnissery. He stood behind it,
smiling down at the men and women and children who began to fill
the square. They were his meat. His fuel, all of them. He
could already feel the energy from their miserable little lives
coursing through his blood.
The sun rose over the horizon, barely making its presence known
before vanishing behind the swollen bellies of the rain clouds that
blanketed the sky. The bells began pealing out the single alto note
of Soma, and as they did, the first huge drops of rain spattered
the pavement and hit the carriage, and the low rumble of thunder
rolled through the jagged hills. Crispin watched hundreds of heavy
paper umbrellas blossom like desert flowers, and smiled to himself.
How many fewer people would walk home than had hurried toward the
sacred square? How many of them would he bleed dry to create
himself as god?
Nomeni took his place on the step in front of the Mirror of
Souls and began leading the sheep in the first of the prayer
dances, spinning slowly on one foot, bent all the way over with his
wrists dragging the stone stair. He was still a limber bastard,
Crispin thought. Old, certainly, and perhaps truly dying
Crispin had heard rumors to that effect for months but not
out of the game yet.
Watching him, Crispin could regret the lie hed told to win
the old parnissas cooperation. Nomeni would not be joining
him in godhood. No one would. Crispin didnt care to share his
power with anyone, so only he would rest his hands in the pool of
light that swirled in the heart of the Mirror the pool of
light his Dragon told him was the key to immortality. Only he would
be fed when the Mirror drew life and magic from the assembled
thousands. Only he would live forever.
The old man finished his prayer dance, and Crispin moved out
from behind the Mirror and down the stairs. There he knelt in front
of Nomeni, to all appearances the dedicated son of Iberism
hed been trained to emulate.
Rise, the old man told him.
Crispin kissed the hem of Nomenis robe simple,
pious black silk this morning, that made his own cloth of gold and
emeralds and feathers look like the cheap gauds of a concubine by
comparison. He felt silly for a moment, as if hed seen in the
old man the true definition of power with grace. But when he rose,
he allowed only a warm smile to show in his face and his eyes, and
he whispered, Are you ready, old friend, to join me in
godhood?
Wait, Nomeni whispered. The square is not yet
as full as it can be. Ill tell the cattle why theyre
here by then, it should be packed.
Crispin nodded and tried to relax. He reascended the platform
and stood behind the Mirror of Souls with his hands at his sides.
The parnissa took his place directly in front of the Mirror as
Crispin had told him he should.
The parnissa raised his arms and pitched his voice to the back
of the square. Iberans, Calimekkans, sons and daughters of
Iberism, hear now the words of the gods as they spoke them to me.
As you watch, the sky darkens and the gods who hold Matrin in their
hand crush the clouds in their fists and squeeze out thunder and
lightning. They stare at you in anger and send forth foul omens of
death and disease, of the destruction of this city and all who
inhabit it.
Nice opener, Crispin thought. Good attention-getter. The people
in the square were staring at the sky, crowding together tighter
and tighter as more of them squeezed their way in. They were packed
like pickled herring, and their faces wore expressions of fear.
Their fear-stink rose from them in great waves, and touched
Crispins nostrils like the sweetest of perfumes.
He heard above their cattle moans and sheep bleats the rattle of
other wheels on the pavement outside of the square. Other
carriages, coming fast. He frowned. Only members of Families were
permitted to ride in carriages to the parnisseries. But Families
had their own parnissas, and their own private chapels, and would
be meeting in them to hear the words of the parnissa broadcast from
the Ancients tower in the central parnissery square of each
lesser parnissery. So which Family members were out in the dreadful
weather, fighting through the crowds to attend the prayers with a
mob of the unwashed? From which Families? And why?
Your sacrifices, Nomeni growled to the listeners,
have been shameful. You have not offered your best of
anything to the gods. Your penitences have been false; you have
hidden secrets deep within the dark corners of your lives; and you
have lied to Lodan, who gives and takes, and to Brethwan, who
rejoices and suffers.
The carriages rolled into the square, parting the already packed
crowds as they moved forward. Galweigh crests decorated their
doors, and Galweigh colors caparisoned their horses. For a moment
Crispin was bewildered. Then his cousin Andrew stepped out of the
first carriage. Anwyn, cloaked and masked, his deformities
disguised as parts of a costume, jumped down from the second. Both
had disguised themselves in Galweigh finery, red and black; they
stalked through the crowd like scythes through grass, the cowering
peasants scrambling out of their way in fear of their lives. With
reason, of course the unfortunate un-Familied peon who
touched a Family member without prior permission would find himself
a featured attraction in Punishment Square.
His brother and his cousin had discovered what he was up to,
Crispin realized. But how?
It didnt matter Crispin had enough time to do what
he needed to do if he acted immediately. He wouldnt have to
share godhood with anyone.
He slipped his hands over the colorful incised symbols on the
main petal of the Mirror of Souls. He followed the pattern his
Dragon had carefully described to him. His fingers touched the
cool, polished surfaces of the gemstones inlaid in the metal.
There, and there, and there pressing, watching the
gems light up from within, watching as the light swirling in the
center of the Mirror began flowing faster, and faster, bulging
upward in the center. It changed color, becoming first pale blue
and then deeper blue and finally a blue so deep it was almost
black; and at that instant, as hed been instructed, he
plunged both his hands into that darkly glowing dome of light in
the heart of the Mirror of Souls.
I win, he thought.
You lose, the voice in his head shouted gleefully.
Light poured upward and outward, a dark blue waterfall inverted
and shot at the sky. It arced over the people in the square, over
his brother and cousin, over the lesser parnissas that stood atop
the altar behind him and at points around the square. It bounded
from person to person in the crowd, touching all of them,
connecting them, illuminating them. It shot into the central
parnissery tower, and Crispin could see the light streaming from
there toward other towers throughout the city. He could see
. . . but he could not affect. He could not move, not
breathe, not cry out he could not even fall down and break
contact with the Mirror of Souls.
Inside his skull, the screaming of demons.
Pain that lit up the backs of his eyeballs, seared the roots of
his teeth, burned his tongue until he was sure it was a charred
cinder in his mouth. Screaming white-hot pain shot through his
spine, and from his spine burrowed outward, tearing him apart. He
felt his awareness his soul rip loose from his body.
He tried to resist the ripping, tried to fight the terror that he
felt, but he was helpless. Utterly helpless, while the merciless
light stripped his soul in tatters from his flesh and flung it in
frightened, howling gobbets into the blazing maw of the Mirror of
Souls. Sucked out of himself and tossed into the terrifying
infinity of the Veil, left to float in the darkness a mind
without senses, a soul locked inside the impenetrable walls of
itself. He screamed silently, pled for mercy or a second chance,
begged the forces that had destroyed him to return him to his body
and his life.
The gods werent listening.
* * *
In the square, the light retreated from the people
it had touched; a sea swallowing itself at ebb tide. The parnissa,
Nomeni, lay dead on the steps leading up to the altar, his corpse
desiccated, mummified, his twisted body and horrified face locked
into a hideous rictus, a silent testament to the pain and terror
that had preceded his death. The crowd held a few other corpses,
their locations marked by the movement of the living away from them
they were pocks in the complexion of the crowd. Surprisingly
few in a crowd of close to fifteen thousand people, there
were fewer than twenty such pocks.
Crispin stood with his hands still immersed in the light that
swirled in the center of the Mirror of Souls. His body was stiff,
his head bowed, his shoulders straining against invisible
forces.
Then the last pale strands of light spiraled down through the
center of the Mirror and vanished. The artifact sat dead, dormant,
silent. Crispin staggered backward and yelled, then caught himself
and shook himself as if awakening from a nightmare. He flushed,
embarrassment clear in his expression.
With a deep sigh, he walked forward and down the steps, to kneel
beside the corpse of the parnissa. As he did, a single beam of
sunlight broke through the clouds and illuminated him, and the gold
of his clothing and the gems he wore caught the light and scattered
radiance around him as if he were a prism.
He rose, and lifted a hand, and the panicked sounds in the crowd
died down. My people, he said softly, though his voice
carried clearly, the gods brought us here to witness their
judgment against the unfaithful, the unworthy, the dishonest. Many
of us have been fooled by those we trusted; many of us have
followed with pure hearts the edicts of the wicked; many of us have
been victims of our own trust. He stepped backward one step,
up the stairs, placing intentional distance between himself and
dead Nomeni. I was made a fool; I allowed myself to be
brought here at the insistence of a man I believed in, to offer
sacrifice. But our gods have spoken for themselves, and have chosen
their own sacrifices. And we who have been judged by fire, and have
been found acceptable in the eyes of our gods, must now go back to
our homes and reflect on those who have died for the evils they
have done.
The people stood staring. Sheep. Stupid sheep. He waved a hand
at them. Go home, he said. Go back to your homes,
to your work, to whatever you would have been doing. The gods have
had their amusement, and have made their point. We must be vigilant
in our care of our own piety and the gods will be vigilant
for us in guaranteeing the piety of those they set over us to serve
them. Bitterness tinged his voice. For now, go home.
Begone.
Anwyn made his way through the crowd that finally began to move
out of the square, fighting the tide of humanity. You
dont sound happy, he purred. Dear me, you
dont sound happy at all.
Crispin stared at him coldly. How perceptive of you to
notice, brother.
Didnt your little toy work the way you had
hoped?
Had it worked the way I hoped, I would have been a god,
and you and everyone else in this city would have been bowing on
your knees to me, he snarled. I dont see anyone
bowing.
Anwyn laughed, and the laughter echoed hollowly behind his metal
mask. Poor Crispin being so clever and failing so
miserably. You should have waited for us perhaps the three
of us together could have made the Mirror do what it was supposed
to do.
Crispin shook his head. It . . . failed. Some
component inside of it shattered I heard it go and
when it did, the magic fell back on itself. He shrugged, a
look of resignation on his face. I lost nothing by the
attempt. Well take the Mirror home, and you and Andrew can
play with it, and see if perhaps you can get it to work. He
pointed to one of the junior parnissas who had been hovering well
behind the altar. You have that taken to Sabir
House. He jerked his chin toward the Mirror of Souls.
Not to Galweigh House?
Its too remote for convenience. Im having the
treasures from its vaults brought to Sabir House. You will have
already received the slaves. The furnishings . . .
He shrugged. We can use the place as a fortress, perhaps, or
for entertainment. But Ive discovered that Sabir House is
much more convenient for everyday use.
I see. Just as well youll be rejoining us,
Andrew said. We need to watch you better, Crispin. I
dont trust you.
Anwyn laughed; then Crispin laughed, too.
Trust. A concept the three of us are far too civilized to
be seduced by, Crispin said. Trust is the domain of
cattle watchfulness the purview of the cattleman who raises
and slaughters the cattle. He walked down the steps, brushing
past his brother and his cousin, and strode to his carriage.
Ill see both of you back at the House. At your leisure,
of course.
He got into the carriage; the driver whipped the horses; they
clattered out into the street.
Crispin sat with his face to the window, staring out at the
people leaving the square. A beautiful young woman caught his eye.
She stared straight at him, gray eyes coldly curious. He touched
his cheek with his little finger, and her lips curled into a smile.
She nodded curtly and turned away. Then he spotted a man, tall and
broad-shouldered, with a flat belly and jet-black eyes. The man
gave him the same intent stare, raised his little finger to his
cheek. Crispin nodded.
A slender girl with the build of a dancer turned away from the
boy who held her hand; at the sound of the approaching carriage she
stepped back and lifted her chin and stared at Crispin, and her
smile was feral. A quick gesture, hand up to brush a stray lock of
hair from her forehead . . . and the little finger
dragged for just an instant across her cheek. She turned away
before he could even respond. It didnt matter. They would all
come together. He and she and the rest. Hundreds of them throughout
the city, returned from the dead, invested into the youngest,
strongest, most beautiful bodies available, and into bodies with
access to power.
Within a week, they would meet. Within another week, they would
have gained control of the resources they needed to begin
rebuilding the life-pillars that the Great War had destroyed. And
with the life-pillars re-created . . .
. . . Well, then they truly would be immortal.
Dafril, the Dragon who wore Crispins body, smiled and
flexed his arms, and stretched his legs, and arched his back. He
couldnt believe how good it felt to be embodied again; after
more than a thousand years, hed forgotten many of the
pleasures of the flesh. Hed have plenty of time to reacquaint
himself with them, though. The Dragons were back. And this time,
they intended to stay. Forever.
Book Two

There is no
day so dark that it cannot grow darker, and no man so strong that
he cannot be crushed. Or are you immortal, Rogan?
ALLIVITA, IN ACT II OF THE LAST HERO
OF MAESTWAULD
BY VINCALIS THE AGITATOR
Chapter 25
. . . and thats how we came
to be here, Dùghall said.
Kait sipped gratefully at the mug of plantain beer and leaned
against the bolster on the floor. Of all the rest of her fellow
survivors, only Ry was awake. He sat to her left, devouring the
meat-flavored rice dish that Dùghall had offered. The rest of
them were sleeping on the floor in the back room; she could hear
soft snores and the occasional rustle as someone rolled over.
But that explains nothing of how you arrived here, or why
youve changed so much.
Dùghall smiled. He was thinner and harder to Kait he
looked like hed been put in an oven, where the fat had melted
off his body and left him tough and brown and wiry. Gone were the
round belly and full jowls that were the mark of the wealthy man in
Calimekkan society.
Ive told you how we escaped from the Sabirs, those
of us who survived. Perhaps others lived that I didnt see, of
course the House, after all, is the friend of those who know
her secrets. He shook his head, and Kait saw pain in his
eyes. I hope more live than the few that spent the night in
that room with me. After the walking dead rid the House of its
invaders, I returned to my quarters. Id thought to help the
Family rebuild regain its foothold in the city. But I sought
guidance on how I could best do that; I threw the zanda, and
it gave me a message Id thought never to see in my lifetime.
I was to leave the House, taking nothing with me but what I could
carry on my back and telling no one of my departure, because
according to the zanda, there were traitors among our
survivors. I was to journey in secret. I was to go home and from
there seek allies to stand with the Reborn and the Falcons against
the Dragons.
So I did exactly that. I slipped out of Galweigh House
unseen and unremarked and placed myself aboard the first ship I
could find that was sailing for the Imumbarras. Once there, I
emptied the embassy treasury, sent out a call to my adult sons to
join me for battle, hired the best soldiers I could find on the
islands, claimed the Galweigh ships in harbor under martial law,
and sailed ships and men through the Imumbarra Isles, the Fire
Islands, and the Thousand Dancers. Along the way I hired more men,
stocked my ships, trained them
Then you have a navy hidden here? Ry interrupted,
his voice eager.
No.
No? Kait was puzzled. Then what happened to
the ships and men and supplies? She kept seeing herself
sailing into Calimekka with a trained, eager marine force to
reclaim the Mirror of Souls.
When we reached Falea and began to add to our supplies,
the Reborn spoke to me. He told me that I was to send my great
force on to Brelst under the command of my oldest son. He said I
was to wait here.
Ry said, If you hadnt sent your fleet off,
theyd be here now to help us retrieve the Mirror of Souls. Or
perhaps they could have prevented the Mirror of Souls from being
stolen in the first place. We, after all, were also on our way to
Brelst.
The ways of Vodor Imrish are . . . well,
convoluted at best, and his motives are rarely clear to the mortal
mind. Dùghall managed a wry, wan smile. I suspect
Im here to help you reclaim the Mirror of Souls. Though why
this could better be done by the few we have now instead of the
many we would have had a month ago, I dont know.
I would have sailed with the fleet, Ry said.
To cold hell with oracles.
And had I done that, I wouldnt know my niece
lived, Dùghall said, and I wouldnt be able
to travel back to the city to assist you in regaining the
Mirror.
I doubt a diplomat will be of much use to us, Ry
said.
And if I were a diplomat, Id have to agree with you.
But Im a wizard, son your better by far, even with all
your men assisting you; better than young Hasmal in there; better
than my little Kaitcha here who I can see has been doing diligent
study in the science since I saw her last.
Ry flushed. How did you know . . . ?
That you were a wizard? A Wolf? His smile was sly.
Im a Falcon. An old Falcon. Ive been
watching your sort all my life, and not one of you has ever so much
as suspected that I was anything but the diplomat I claimed to be.
I can smell Wolves the way Kait . . . or you, I suspect
. . . can smell the animals creeping through the
underbrush outside the village walls.
Kait watched Rys eyebrows slide up his forehead, though he
looked away before he could betray his surprise to Dùghall.
Youre an observant man, he said quietly.
Observant enough that Im surprised someone hasnt
had you killed.
Observant enough that Im still alive, in spite of
the fact that more than a few have tried.
Perhaps youll be an asset to our mission after
all.
Kait glanced at Ry. When did it become our mission?
I dont recall asking you to help me retrieve the Mirror of
Souls.
He looked straight into her eyes and said, I have my
reasons for going with you.
I need to know what they are, Kait said.
Dùghall nodded. Im afraid I have to agree.
Sabir reasons and Wolf reasons are unlikely to mesh well with
Galweigh reasons and Falcon reasons.
Now Ry faltered. He looked from her to Dùghall, then back
to her again. Kait saw long-buried pain in his eyes. The
truth? he said. Aside from being with you, that is? I
need the Mirror of Souls as much as you do. He looked away
from her and his voice went both quiet and hard. I want my
brother back.
Kaits stomach lurched. Hes . . .
dead?
For a long time.
Kait worded her question carefully. What makes you think
the Mirror of Souls could give him back to you?
Ry managed a small smile. He told me so himself.
A voice inside your head, you mean? One that claimed to be
your brother? One that came to you not long ago . . .
maybe after our Families fought?
He nodded.
That wasnt your brother.
He was Cadell. He knew things only Cadell could
know.
Kait shook her head. He read your memories. Such a spirit
told me how to find the Mirror she told me she was an
ancestor of mine, martyred by your Family hundreds of years ago.
She lied, because she wanted me to bring the Mirror of Souls to
Calimekka. She was a Dragon.
She thought his face went pale. And how did you discover
that?
Kait didnt know how he would respond to her story of
seeking out the Reborn in the womb, or how reliable he would
consider the information. So she said, Hasmal performed a
spell. From it we discovered her origins.
Ry frowned and sat quietly for a moment. Kait felt a tiny
tendril of magic curl out from his body; she tightened her shields
until she could feel nothing. His sort of magic would pull its
power from the people around him, and might rebound to him and
anyone he involved; she wanted nothing to do with that.
Cadell wont answer me, he said at last.
Thats because he isnt Cadell,
Dùghall said.
So you have no reason to go with us when we retrieve the
Mirror.
Ry looked long and hard at her. I still have reasons. I
left my Family and crossed the ocean to be with you, Kait. I still
want to be with you. He looked away from her and said,
Maybe you think Im a fool. He shrugged.
Maybe I am a fool. But Ill see you safely where
youre going. And my men will stay with me. Theyre loyal
and brave theyll be good to have along.
Dùghall said, Events fall into place. His tone
was enigmatic, his expression troubled. Suddenly he stiffened and
turned toward the west. Shield yourselves! he
snapped.
A wave of pure malevolent magic rolled over Kait, overwhelming
the light shield she already had in place. The pain of the magic
blinded her, threw her to the floor, and drove into her belly like
a knife.
Blind.
Deaf.
Mute.
Paralyzed.
Devoured by agony.
She fought for a handhold in that sudden sea of horror; a single
point upon which she could concentrate, a single piece of debris in
her shattered world that she could use to keep herself from
drowning in madness.
Focus.
She found a place of calm energy beneath her.
Drew in protective magic.
Rebuilt her shield.
Fed it, a slow trickle at a time, then faster as the shield
began to buffer her from the maelstrom around her. She expanded it,
let it meld to Rys shield and Dùghalls, then
expanded it carefully over the men in the other room who had been
caught sleeping and had been crushed by the wizardstorm.
She crouched, huddled and shivering, on the floor. Blessed
stillness cradled her, and slowly, slowly, the pain subsided.
Her hands trembled, and cold sweat beaded on her forehead and
dripped down her nose and off her upper lip. But she had herself
under control, and the evil could no longer touch her. Her vision
began to clear, and she saw Dùghall and Ry curled on the floor
beside her, both pale and sweating and shivering. She rose, shocked
at how weak her legs were and how wobbly her gait, and tottered
outside. She looked west, toward the birthplace of the evil she
felt.
The cloud-smeared sky glowed impossibly blue, the blue of
sapphires illuminated from inside, their light sent streaking
across the horizon in tight arcs. Lovely. But the poison that
poured from the beautiful light pounded at her, even as she
tightened her shield. She knew the evil knew its shape and
its appearance, knew its name, and how it had come to be summoned
forth.
She leaned against the cool, whitewashed wall and closed her
eyes. That light came from the Mirror of Souls. Theyd used
it. She could feel the artifacts imprint in the magic; she
could recognize its signature. After months of living on the ship
with the damned thing, feeling its energy permeating the cabin,
hearing the almost-imperceptible hum of its light core, she felt
she knew it better than she knew her shipmates. And it was awake,
and alive, and exultant.
Evil. The artifact was inherently evil; she did not think there
would be any way to use it for good. She hadnt been able to
sense that before, but now, with it fully awake, she couldnt
mistake the Mirrors essential nature. It had been created to
cause pain, to maim and destroy in some manner that she could not,
from her great distance, fathom. It had waited more than a thousand
years to carry out its evil. It was . . . happy.
I brought it here. If I hadnt gone after it
. . . if I hadnt listened to the voice that told me
the only way I could hope to see my Family alive again was to
retrieve it . . .
But no. Down that path lay madness. She had acted in good faith,
using the best of her knowledge at the time. She had done the only
thing she believed she could do. And if she had not been willing to
undertake the arduous voyage, the same voice who lured her across
the ocean would have found another person with equally compelling
desires.
Others had crawled out into the daylight to stare at the distant
light show. Kait heard Hasmal nearby, and Ry, and Dùghall.
Dùghall stood staring at the sky, and frightened villagers
hurried to surround him, babbling questions in panicked voices. He
shook his head and pointed his finger at those glowing blue arcs
and answered them in their own language. She heard his attempt to
be comforting and, underneath that, his fear.
She walked to his side. Were too late. Theyve
used it.
Dùghall looked from her to the sky, where the lights had
finally begun to flicker out. Back to her, to the sky, to her.
Finally he said, Weve known for a thousand years and
better that the Dragons would return, Kait. Weve been waiting
for them. We knew they would find the Mirror, though we didnt
know how. Vincalis predicted all of these things in his Secret
Texts, and warned us to watch that these evil things were
the signs that foretold a good outcome. The Dragons are back, their
magic has returned, and the Mirror of Souls is in their hands. But
prophecy said all these things would come to pass before Solander
returned to us. Hes ready to be rebirthed and when he
returns, hell lead all of us against the Dragons, and we will
wipe them utterly from the face of the earth and raise the city of
Paranne for everyone.
Danya carries the Reborn in her belly, Kait said.
But she has closed herself off from him, and wont
answer me when I try to reach her, either.
Dùghalls eyebrows slid up his forehead, and she knew
shed stunned him.
Danya? he whispered. Danya! Is alive? She
escaped from the Sabirs? How?
Kait cut him off. I dont know how shes doing,
and I dont know how she got away from her kidnappers. All I
know is shes pregnant with the Reborn. I can feel her anger
and her hurt, but I cant reach her. Either I dont have
enough control of magic to get through to her, or else she
isnt listening.
Dùghall looked worried for a moment. Id feel
better if I knew where she was. How shed come to be there.
How she was doing. He sighed, and stared toward Calimekka,
where the last of the lights had vanished, and the overwhelming
feeling of evil had dissipated. Whatever they did there,
its finished now. But we have Vincaliss assurance that
the Reborn will set things right. Well follow his guidance;
with his help well destroy the Dragons. And when its
done, the Reborn will build an eternal empire of love better than
any empire the world has known before.
Kait nodded, hoping the futures outcome was as certain as
her uncle believed. What about Danya?
The Reborn will protect her.
Chapter 26
The horrible darkness and the bitter
cold of winter had given way to a short, startling spring, and then
to a summer where the sun never set. The bleak tundra bloomed,
suddenly and shockingly fertile, covered with berries of a dozen
varieties, short-lived flowers in colors Danya had never even
imagined before, sturdy greenery that grew so fast she kept
thinking if she sat down and watched just a little longer, she
could see the plants move.
Birds flocked to the just-melted waterways and filled the skies
with their chatter and themselves with the larvae of mosquitoes and
burstbugs. Blackflies and coppergnats filled the air in clouds, and
spawning salmon and firth and grayling raced into the pure, cold,
shallow streams to mate. Wolves and bears trailed their young,
foxes trotted ahead of round-faced kits, caribou and wixen swung
across the spongy ground in huge herds with their calves at their
sides.
Danya swelled, too, as fertile as the rolling tundra. The baby
was huge inside of her, all angles and lumps and kicking, squirming
protrusions. She waddled when she walked, fought for balance, slept
sitting up because she could no longer breathe when she lay down. A
small part of her embraced the changes, because they made her feel
necessary and vital and somehow more alive than shed ever
felt. That small part of her was the Danya she had been before the
Sabir Wolves kidnapped her, tortured her, raped her, and used her
as the buffer for the spell they launched against her Family. That
small part of her had always wanted a baby, and found the life of
the one inside her enthralling.
But she was no longer human, and she felt sure that the magic
that had twisted her into a monster had done the same thing to the
unborn infant. And she could not forget the rape that had forced
the child on her, and the three detestable Sabirs, one of whom had
fathered it. Luercas said that the father was Karnee that
meant that he was either Crispin or Andrew, both of whom had
changed into beast form at one time or another while torturing her.
So the infant would have their beast-nature, too.
Had she still been human, she might have been able to forgive
the unborn creature for his existence; after all, he had
done nothing to her. But she looked at the monster shed
become, and her ugly, ravaged body twisted the joy she found in the
wonder of pregnancy and poisoned it. When the magic made her into a
monster, the people who cast it took away everything shed
ever wanted in her life: home, friends, Family, position, wealth,
and future.
She shifted her weight to her other hip when the baby kicked,
trying to find a position that didnt hamper her breathing or
hurt her back and at the same time trying to find a comfortable
position for her thick tail. She sat among the hummocks on the edge
of a high bluff, watching the light glint off the water below her,
though her body was no longer designed for sitting.
No. The Sabirs hadnt taken away everything. She was
still a Wolf. She still had her magic. And Luercas promised her
that with her magic and his help, she would have her revenge. She
would bring about the deaths of the Sabirs she would feel
her hands wrapped around their cold, silenced hearts, and their
blood would congeal on her fingers. She would see her own Family
humiliated, subservient before her, made to suffer for their
callousness, for their unwillingness to pay the necessary price to
rescue her.
The baby stilled in her belly, and she felt it reach out to her.
Mind-touch to mind, soul-touch to soul. It felt like sunlight
hope and warmth and still, soft brightness that radiated
outward from her center, blurring the edges of her pain and
promising her peace. Hope. Love.
I am your reward for surviving all that pain, it
whispered. I will make you whole again.
As she did every time, she blocked its delicate touch and
tentative contact. She pulled her magic around her like a wall,
holding herself separate from the intruder in her body. She would
not love the thing. She would not. If she allowed herself to love
it, she would lose the keen, fine edge of her hatred
. . . and she would not lose that. Without hatred,
she could not keep herself keyed for revenge. And she had sworn on
her immortal soul that the Sabirs would pay for what they did to
her, and that the Galweighs would pay for what they failed to
do.
She rose awkwardly and stretched. Below her lay the river
Sokema, and her little boat waited on the sandbar. Across the
river, the Kargans worked in their fish camp, gutting the fish they
drew from the river, spreading it flat, drying it on lines the way
women back in Calimekka had dried their clothes, or smoking it over
green willow fires in smokehouses to make the tough fish jerky that
sustained them through the winter.
She watched them from her perch on the bluff. Brown in their
summer fur, squat and rounded, they bounded from task to task with
the energy of cubs. The Kargans. Her people now. They had given her
a house, a name within their clan Gathalorra, or Master of
the Lorrags and their friendship. She would have traded all
of it for a single room in the servants level of Galweigh
House, if she could once again be a true human.
She heard steps behind her and turned.
We are finished, kind Gathalorra, one of the
children said. He held up his berry bag to show her. The other
children nodded, and made the grimaces that shed learned to
identify as smiles, and held up their berry bags, too. Do you
want some berries before we go home?
No, she said. I had all the berries I wanted
while I waited for you, and you worked hard for those. Save them
all for night-meal. The charming Kargan children, who were
unfailingly polite and helpful and who treated her like a cross
between their big sister and their favorite aunt, bounded down the
bluff like wolf cubs released from their den. They yipped and
snarled at each other, bared teeth and laid ears flat back, raised
the fur on their spines . . . then laughed wildly at the
fierce creatures they appeared to be, and pounced on each other.
Two-legged puppies.
In Calimekka, they would have all been murdered in the public
square for being abominations against the gods.
She thought about that sometimes.
She waddled down the bluff so slowly that all of them were
already in the long, flat boat and seated with their berry bags on
their laps when she arrived. She shoved the boat into the water and
clambered in, thinking that she wouldnt be able to take them
across the river for berries many more times. Her body was becoming
too ungainly.
She paddled carefully she had only learned the art of
boating the month before, and she still felt uncertain of her
skills. Her taloned hands scrabbled to keep their purchase on the
short, flat paddle, and her tail, which she tried to keep coiled
around her while she knelt in the back of the boat, kept uncoiling
on its own and striking the boats ribs and clinker-lapped
boards, as if it were a thing apart and desperate for escape.
Da says the hunters are meeting tonight for the
Spirit-Dance, and I mustnt forget to invite you, in case you
wish to hunt, one of the children said.
The men loved to have her hunt with them, because her keen nose
took her to game not even they were aware of, and because her speed
allowed her to run down the heavy golden caribou and the bulky,
violent wixen, and her teeth and claws gave her the tools she
needed to bring them down.
But now, of course, she didnt have much speed or much
stamina.
Offer your Da my thanks for me if you see him before I
do, she said. But Im too near my time to
hunt. Shed been pleased with herself for the skill with
which shed negotiated the complex Karganese tenses, but from
a few soft giggles toward the front of the boat, she guessed she
hadnt gotten them right after all.
One of the older children, who would be hunting within the next
year, ducked his head diffidently and said, You mean,
If you see him before I do.
Thats what I said, isnt it?
The child shook his head and said, You said, If you
see him before I do.
Danya sighed. She couldnt hear the difference. Shed
always thought she had a good ear for languages, and shed
spent much of her life learning the handful of major tongues that
served Ibera, but the subtleties of Karganese eluded her.
Say it again, she said. Your way. The
right way.
The childs ears perked forward, and he repeated the
phrase. Danya said, Now say what I said.
The child flicked his ears back and tipped his head and said
exactly the same thing he had said before. Danya heard no
difference at all. None.
I dont hear it, she said.
Shed learned the Kargan face that meant puzzlement
lifted upper lip, lowered brow, fur around the eyes erect so that
they seemed in imminent danger of disappearing. Hear?
the child asked. Now the other cubs began to giggle.
The Karganese were polite to the point of pain sometimes.
Shed had the feeling before that she was missing something
important when she spoke; she got that puzzled look more often than
she could explain. But none of the adults would admit she was doing
anything wrong. They invariably ascribed their puzzlement to their
own stupidity.
Perhaps she would be able to get something out of the kids, who
didnt seem as inclined to call themselves stupid.
What am I doing wrong? she asked. I
dont understand.
She looked at the kid and he looked back.
He flicked his ears forward. If you see him before I
do. He flicked his ears back and tipped his head to the side.
If you see him before I do. He flicked his ears
forward. If you see him before I do. He flicked his
ears back and tipped his head. If you see him before I
do.
She was staring at him, suddenly beginning to comprehend the
scale of what she had been missing. She swiveled her own huge ears
forward and made sure she kept her head straight, and she said,
If you see him before I do. She swiveled her ears back
and tipped her head. Not, If you see him before I
do.
The kid grinned. Almost. But its
. . . He perked his ears stiffly forward.
Like that, not . . . He relaxed them
slightly.
She groaned. Whats the difference?
He shrugged, a gesture that meant the same thing to him that it
did to her. My way is right, yours was . . . ah
. . . rude.
That was the way of it. The kids would tell her what she did
wrong, but couldnt explain why. The adults probably could
have explained why, but were too polite to admit that she
wasnt perfect. Now she knew why they never looked away from
each others faces when they talked. Now she knew, too, that
she had a second language she would have to learn, and perfectly,
if she was ever going to communicate with the Kargans the way she
needed to. A woman who could not speak fluently could not raise an
army with eloquence, and Danya had nothing but eloquence with which
to move her adopted people.
She was resolving to never look away from the face of a speaker
again when more giggles roused her from her reverie. She glanced at
the children, and saw them looking ahead, to the bluff theyd
just left behind. Shed been paddling in a circle.
With a sigh, she shifted the paddle and fought the boat back to
her original heading.
Revenge would take time. Lucky for her it was the one thing she
had in abundance.
Chapter 27
The Ztatnean blade-hulled ketch
slipped along the last stretch of the north coast of Goft, its
triangular sail making the most of the sparse night winds. Black
against black in the cloud-blanketed night, it drew no notice from
the tenders of the watchfires on shore. Its destination was not
Calimekkas great harbor, but rather a rocky bit of shoreline
fifty leagues to the north of the city. There it would drop its
cargo; then it would return to Ztatne.
Its cargo, huddled in the bottom of the ketch and dressed in
stolen Salbarian paint and finery, conversed in hushed
whispers.
Its going to be a long way to walk with us dressed
like the gods damned harem dancers. That was Yanth, who
hadnt been happy since he had to paint over his cheek scars,
and who didnt think the baggy, stiff, broidery-laden fashions
of the Salbarians flattered his lean frame, and who had gotten loud
and threatened violence when Dùghall hacked off his long hair.
Id rather sail into the bay and take my chances at
being recognized than prance down the coast in this ridiculous
costume.
Kait studied him. She found herself liking Rys first
lieutenant, even if the man did stand loyally in the Sabir camp.
The Salbarians always pack their goods overland from Amleri.
If we go into Calimekka through the west gates, well just be
more of what the guards see every day. No one will notice us; no
one will remember us. If we sail into the bay, we might as well
paint, Look at me, I dont belong here, on our
faces.
How can it matter that much? Yanth asked. Who
will pay any attention to a bunch of traders?
Dùghall laughed. Spoken like a fighter. If they
dont carry swords, they must be invisible.
I am a fighter. Not that anyone will believe it
now. He snorted. Looking like this, not even my blade
brothers would know me.
Ian, equally garish in Salbarian dress, sighed. First, we
dont want your blade brothers to recognize you, and we
especially dont want people to believe youre a fighter.
If youre a trader, you dont have to pay warriors
bond to enter the city, and your name wont go in the Red
Register. When youre trying to be inconspicuous, thats
a good thing. Second, if youre a trader in the wrong
place, people will notice. But theyll be people you
arent used to noticing, and that will be bad for you.
He shrugged. Believe me on this if you believe nothing else
you ever hear from me people know their own. Youll be
able to pass as a Salbarian trader only if you never speak, and
rarely move. If you can do it long enough to get through the Circle
of Gates, well let you stop pretending to be a Salbarian and
dress up as something closer to your nature. He closed his
eyes and leaned back against the hull of the boat. A gaming
cock, perhaps, he muttered.
Kait suppressed a smile. The idea of Salbarian disguise had been
Ians, and even when hed presented it, he had been less
than optimistic about their success in infiltrating the city
without drawing unwanted attention. Now Kait thought he looked
resigned. Third, he said, we wont be
walking down the coast road. That would draw attention. I
have connections friends from years ago not too far
from where well be putting ashore. They used to take some of
my cargo for me, in exchange for favors I did for them.
Theyll take us into the city the same way they transported
some of the larger cargo.
I always suspected you went into piracy. Ry gave his
brother a disgusted look.
Ian narrowed his eyes at Ry, and Kait could see the hatred
there. Smuggling, he said. I didnt have the
stomach for the cold-blooded murder that pirates and Family
indulged in. I provided goods that were hard to obtain to people
who had a need for them.
Youre saying Im a cold-blooded killer?
Ry asked.
I know you are.
If I were, you would have been dead long before now: I
swore your death when my magic revealed your . . .
liberties . . . with Kait, before I even knew it was
you who had taken those liberties. Only the fact that I honor
Kaits agreement has kept you breathing until now. Ive
never killed in cold blood.
Not by your own hand, perhaps. But when you hired the
assassin to slaughter my mother and my sibs, her knife marked you
with their blood as surely as if youd spilled it
yourself.
Kait could see the shock in Rys face. Theyre
dead? Delores and Jaine and Beyar? he blurted.
When?
Ian faltered for an instant. Then his lips stretched into a
feral smile. Youre good. A man could believe you
innocent if he didnt know better.
I am innocent. I never wished your mother or your
siblings any harm, and certainly didnt pay to have them
killed. He frowned, puzzlement creasing his brow. I
didnt like you, Ian, and I thought Father showed questionable
sense in choosing a mistress who was so young and pretty, and
terrible lack of judgment in trying to hide all of you in Sabir
House . . . but I also know Mother. If Id been
Father, I would have kept a mistress, too.
And when Father told my mother he would legitimize the lot
of us, you thought that would be just fine, did you?
I never knew of it. He shook his head. I swear
. . . if Father had taken Dolores as his na-parata and
made all three of you my full sibs, I would have been relieved.
Then one of you could have moved into the line of succession and I
would have been . . . He faltered and his face
bleached white. Ah. I would have been free to pursue the
things that interested me. And that would not have suited
Mothers ambitions at all.
Your mothers ambitions?
My mother was determined that I would succeed my father as
head of the Wolves, and that she would guide them through
me.
Then youre saying that Imogene hired the assassin?
But when I caught him, he said you had done it.
And you believed him?
He was bargaining for his life at the time.
Ry managed a harsh chuckle. You spent much of your life
around Family, Ian. Do you think a hired killer would dare betray
the Family member who hired him? More to the point, do you think he
would have been mad enough to betray Mother? Even had you let him
live, she never would have. And the things she did to him before he
died and to anyone hed ever cared about would
have made your threats meaningless.
Ian stared at his hands, his expression both thoughtful and
uncertain. When he finally looked up, Kait thought he looked
peaceful. You believe Imogene knows youre alive, and
that she has declared you barzanne?
Almost certainly.
Ian nodded. And if she knows I am alive, she will surely
still have her price on my head. You agree?
Yes. She would never rescind an order for
assassination.
Then we find ourselves on the same side.
Not precisely. We find ourselves standing against my
mother. And we both want to get the Mirror of Souls back from
whoever has it. But so long as you still seek Kaits favor, we
remain enemies.
Agreed. But enemies with a common cause. Before the gods
themselves, I revoke my oath to have your life.
If you would also swear to remove yourself as Kaits
suitor, we could be friends.
The corner of Ians mouth twitched. No. Not that.
Kait will choose one of us, or neither of us, but I wont
clear the field for you without a fight. I could ask you to do
that, but I suspect your answer would be the same. So I
wont.
Rys smile was thin. It would. He shrugged.
Then we wont be friends. But nevertheless, before the
gods, I revoke my oath to have your life . . . and thus
we can be allies, at least until Kait makes her choice.
Allies, then. For now. Ian reached out his hand, and
Ry clasped it.
Both of them looked at her, and from their expressions, she
thought perhaps they expected her to declare one of them winner at
that moment. She wouldnt play their games. Kait turned to her
uncle and asked him, Do you truly think well be able to
reach the Mirror?
Dùghall nodded. Prophecy was clear. The Falcons will
triumph over the Dragons. In order for us to triumph, we must
acquire the Mirror of Souls and undo the evil the Dragons have done
with it. Therefore, we will prevail.
Well, not us, necessarily, Hasmal said.
Hed been quiet until then, lying with his head resting on his
rolled-up cloak. Being short, blond, and heavy of bone and muscle,
Hasmal could never have been mistaken for a Salbarian. Instead, he
wore clothes intended to make him look like a homesteader from the
New Territories: a much-patched homespun broadcloth shirt dyed a
dull mustard yellow, ankle-wrapped breeches of tight-woven gray
cotton, boots that were plainly both handmade and ill-fitted, and a
much-patched cloak. Yanth, on seeing the costume Hasmal had been
given, offered to pay him to trade. Kait had found that hilarious.
Hasmal continued, If any Falcons reach the Mirror and
win it back from the Dragons, the prophecy will be satisfied. But
we might all get killed.
Thank you so much for your encouraging words, Kait
said. Thats exactly what we needed to hear right
now.
It is, Hasmal said, his voice thick with
stubbornness. If you get to thinking that the prophecy
guarantees youll survive, youll do something careless
and get yourself killed. And maybe everyone with you, too. The
prophecy only promises that the Falcons will triumph over
the Dragons and that the Reborn will be restored to his place as
the leader of humanity. Nowhere in the Secret Texts does it say
Kait Galweigh will go into Calimekka to steal the Mirror of
Souls back from a whole nest of furious wizards and walk out alive
and in one piece.
Dùghall said, Hes right, Kait. All of you. I
prefer to think of our mission as being divinely planned and
divinely protected, but we have no assurance that we will succeed.
Our only assurance is that someone will that the
Reborn will ultimately crush the Dragons.
Valard, darkly pessimistic, said, If you ask me, we should
join the Dragons. No matter what your prophecy says, they sound
like they have a better chance of winning this than we do. You say
there are probably hundreds of them and possibly thousands, and you
think theyll have managed to put themselves in positions of
power. They have the resources of Calimekka at their disposal, and
probably, because of that, the resources of all of Ibera. And
youve already admitted that their sort of magic is better
than yours.
Stronger. Not necessarily better.
If you ask me, stronger is necessarily
better.
Kait had spent the last two days in the Ztatnean ship
listening to variations on this argument. We arent
strong enough to beat them in a fight, or We dont
have enough people to get through their guard, or No
matter what your prophecy says, this whole mission is doomed to
failure, or Why cant we just get our families out
of Calimekka and take them somewhere safe to live in peace for the
rest of our lives? Rys lieutenants seemed to have few
loyalties or interests beyond maintaining his friendship. When he
had volunteered to come with her to get back the Mirror, they had
immediately exerted every effort to get him to change his mind.
When it became clear that he didnt intend to back down, they
told him that they were going with him to help him. But it was
clear to Kait that they would help only as long as Ry was involved
that they had no interest in the Reborn, and that their real
interest, outside of Rys goodwill, lay with their families in
Calimekka.
She let her eyes drift shut and listened to the back-and-forth
bickering, the questions and answers, restatements and rebuttals,
and all of them began to float away from her, as if the words
themselves had been put on a boat, and the boat had been set into a
different current that led far from her. She allowed her shield to
dissipate, and focused on the thin tendril of magic that curled
toward her from the still-distant Reborn. She followed it, watching
as it grew brighter, feeling its increasing warmth, and at last she
touched the Reborns soul.
Love and acceptance enveloped her, and hope filled her heart.
She would be able to get the Mirror of Souls. She would survive.
She would live to touch the Reborn, and she would help to bring
about a world filled with love and goodness a world that
would rise out of the ashes of the Dragons evil.
* * *
She woke to a change in the rhythm of the ship and
the tone of the voices around her. Now everything was hushed, the
whispers urgent in character and brief in nature. The ship bucked
fore and aft, and waves slapped loudly at the hull; the long
rolling swells of the deep sea were gone. She opened her eyes to
find herself alone. So theyd reached land. She rose and
peeked over the hull, and saw a rocky shore rolling into gray mist
and tattered fog in both directions. The clouds, thick and black,
bellied near the ground, crowding into the steep sides of
mountains, obscuring their peaks. Hooded strangers stood among the
men with whom shed traveled and whispered prices and dates of
delivery and return, and never asked questions about what was
wanted, or why.
She clambered up to the edge of the hull, judged her distance
from the deeper water where the ship lay at anchor to the shallows
and the shore, and before she thought about it, bunched her muscles
and jumped. She was in the air and irreversibly aimed for dry
ground when she recalled that neither the strangers with whom her
uncle bargained nor the Ztatneans who had brought them to
Iberas shore knew her secret. Carelessness. Damnall
carelessness. She should have waited for someone to row back to get
her, or should have let herself fall short of dry ground if she
jumped.
They were watching her when she landed. Expressions of surprise,
curiosity, instant distrust. One of the strangers turned to
Dùghall and said, Athletic, isnt she? but
his voice asked more than his words. In a land where any difference
was suspect of being both a curse of the gods and a crime
punishable by death, even criminals sometimes had their own brand
of piety.
Kait gave him a cold, calculating look and said, I ought
to be. Ive spent my entire life training in gymnastics. It
makes my . . . work . . . both safer and
easier.
The curiosity vanished, and the man said, Ahhh. Practical.
I ought to consider having some of our young women trained the same
way. They stay small enough that agility would be a real asset even
once they become adults. He looked back to Dùghall.
Now, about the horses . . .
She turned away from him, pretending to study the sea, and felt
the gorge rise in the back of her throat. Carelessness. She could
let it kill her if she chose. Or she could remember that she was
only lucky that the people with whom she traveled did not exercise
their right to kill her for being the monster that she was. She
could reclaim the wary, fearful, life-preserving habits of a
lifetime, happily discarded in the last half year, and by so doing
choose to survive.
* * *
They spent two days waiting for the arrival of
their horses, their clothes, and their supplies, and four days on
the road just to reach the outer edge of Calimekka. They spent
another three days riding into the center of the city, signing
false names to the documents at each gate, providing false
identification, working out their stories bit by bit.
By the time they reached the center of the city, where the
Houses of the Families marked the hilltops and the wealthy
clustered together in their tall apartments and stately homes, they
had discarded their stolen finery and bought more ordinary
clothing, and had gone from being emigrating Salbarians and
Territory failures returning from colonial disaster to well-to-do
foreign traders looking for new markets.
Thank all the gods for diplomatic training, Kait thought. She
spoke accentless Donneabba, the primary language of the Imumbarra
Isles, and looked enough like a short, thin Donneai to convincingly
act the part of Dùghalls assistant. Ian turned out to be
brilliant in Hmago, the trade language of the Manarkans. Hasmal
claimed to be Hmoth by birthright, and his Hmago was perfect, too.
Jaim and Trev looked like cousins; they pretended to be from the
Veral Territories, since they spoke only the normal Iberan tongues.
Yanth, who had skipped language studies as much as he could, could
pass for nothing but a Calimekkan when he opened his mouth, so he
played the part of the locally hired guard. Valard, too, was
unmistakably Calimekkan; he donned scruffy leathers and joined
Yanth in pretending to be a mercenary. Ry, tall and golden, with
his exotic pale eyes and fierce blade of a nose, might as well have
had the Sabir crest tattooed on his cheeks. But hed dyed his
hair with ecchan stain, which turned it a muddy, dismal shade of
brown, and hed changed his walk, slumping his shoulders a bit
and shuffling to make himself appear both older and less
threatening. His story was that he was back from the Sabir
territory in western Manarkas.
They called themselves the Hawk-Kin Trading Alliance, and split
up to work their way through the commercial districts of the city
nearest the centers of power, Sabir House, Galweigh House, Embassy
Row, and the Great Parnissery. They were hunting for Dragons, but
in the week that theyd conducted their search, theyd
found no sign, no rumors, no obvious marks of new magic.
Kait heard from a number of sources, just in passing, that the
Galweighs were no more, and that Galweigh House had fallen and lay
empty. She thought about that at night when she listened to Ry
talking to his lieutenants in the room next to hers. The inns
walls were thin; sometimes when he slept she could hear him
breathing, and she thought about the rumors then, too. If the
Galweigh Family was no more, what did she owe to its memory? Had
the Sabirs overrun the Galweighs in the New Territories? In
Galweigia? In the scattered cities and towns of Ibera? Had those
distant Galweighs renounced their interest in Calimekka, or in her
branch of the Family? She did not discuss the matter with
Dùghall. She had a job to do, and any personal matters would
wait until she had successfully completed it. Or died trying.
She had little success at that job, though, until she entered a
gem shop on Amial Throalsday and started selling her story to the
gauntest specter of a gem merchant shed ever seen.
Hawk-Kin Trading Alliance offers you finest goods, Kait
was telling him. She leaned forward on his counter, simultaneously
tucking her upper arms against her rib cage to deepen her cleavage,
giving him a good opportunity to take a look. She wished she
wasnt so skinny in general, men in Calimekka preferred
plump women but the stress of being in constant contact with
Ry and not following her bodys desires had worn her to a
stick-thin shadow of her already lean self. This particular
merchant didnt seem to mind, though. She was taking pains to
keep her Imumbarra accent authentic, but from his glazed eyes and
quickened breath, she figured she was probably wasting the effort.
On him, anyway. His mournful gaze had never reached all the way up
to her face.
The customer at the back of the store was straining to hear,
too, though, so she stayed in character. Goods from secret
harbors, from our own places. Top quality, low prices, nothing like
you get from anyone else. Best-best stuff. Dream-with-eyes-open
smoke, firestones and filigree, fine caberra, worked terrapin-shell
and durrwood incenses and perfumes, the best ivory and greenstone
you ever see, excellent white nalle pelts. Artifacts and
Ancients books, too, if you know anybody want that sort of
thing.
And how much do I have to pay up front?
Kait shook her head. We small, you small. Right now I
looking for big fish. She winked at him. You know any
big fish you can send me to, if he buys from us then you just give
us order and, like magic, the big fish gonna pay expedition cost
for you. You no tell, we no tell.
The mans gaze finally rose from her breasts to her face,
and he smiled broadly. Really? Youd do that?
Sure-sure. We got our own ship, got our return cargo
mostly ready, but we need big spender to pay supply costs and cover
trade expenses. You know what I mean?
He nodded. You need an investor.
Yah. In-vess-tor. Deep pockets, new money . . .
somebody who not minding take chances to get a nice return. He get
good stuff . . . you not have to worry you tell your rich
friends about us. They still be your friends after. But you help
us, we help you.
Firestones, you say? And ivory and greenstone? I suppose I
know a few people . . . they probably know a few
people.
We make meeting, your people and my people, yes?
Kait had given him the bait, which he didnt take. No interest
in books or artifacts from before the Wizards War. But
shed heard the spy who was studying the goldwork in the long
cabinet across the room catch his breath when shed mentioned
them.
She thought her best chance to flush the eavesdropper would be
to leave, and not to leave any contact information with this
merchant. So she told the man, You think at what I say, you
talk your friends. I come back in day, maybe two days, and if they
interested, Hawk-Kin and your people meet someplace.
He nodded. Anyplace I could reach you to let you know
earlier?
She shook her head. Easier for me find you than for you
find me.
Well, then. Ill look forward to seeing you
again. He said that mostly to her breasts, but Kait suspected
he was telling it to the promise of firestones delivered without
shipping costs, too.
She sauntered out into the street and heard the customer slip
out the door behind her. She kept her pace jaunty and confident,
but allowed herself to do a bit of gawking, the way shed
noticed most tourists did when they came to Calimekka. She
didnt want to go so quickly that he lost her before he worked
up his nerve to approach her.
As she was staring up at the six-story stone apartment buildings
that rose above the street-level shops, and admiring the
waterspouts carved in the shape of leopards and pythons, his
courage fired to the catching point.
He cleared his throat and tapped her elbow. A light tap, but
insistent. She had already begun to learn things about him before
she turned things that made her dislike him. He smelled of
deviousness, and he walked like a thief. But when they were
face-to-face, she managed a polite smile. She took in his narrowed
eyes, the shiftiness of his stance, and the way his smile never
revealed his teeth.
I meet you before? she asked him.
We havent been introduced. But I heard that you were
looking for investors. For a trading run.
You heard that listening, eh, but I not talking to you. No
one ever telling you it not a good thing listening to people
talking each other? No one ever tell you if you do then you hearing
things you not like? Eh?
Sorry I was eavesdropping. And really, I dont think
any large investor would begrudge you giving free shipping to the
man who hooked you up with your major investors. Thats not
necessarily an everyday practice, but it isnt as uncommon as
you might think. However . . . He raised one finger
and his smile broadened and became even oilier.
However, I believe that I can give you all the
investors you need without you having to resort to cutting prices.
If you would be willing to talk with me, I can offer more than you
might imagine.
She stopped and leaned against the wall of the shop beside her.
People hurried by, glancing at her and the man and then looking
away. The street was packed, the noise tremendous. She waited with
her arms folded tightly across her chest until a peddler hawking
his tin wares had rattled by and rounded the corner. Then she said,
So, then. I sure-sure love to fill my hold and get back to
sea, but you dont look like rich man to me.
She looked pointedly at his clothes, which were of fair cut and
decent cloth, but nowhere near the quality of the clothing she had
worn as a daughter of the House. They were painfully new. His hands
were callused and bore old stains, though they were raw from
scrubbing, and the nails had been carefully cleaned and manicured.
He had a new and stylish haircut, something drastically different
from what he had worn before; his skin was still pale on his
forehead and above his ears and in a broad band across the upper
half of his neck.
He was, she realized, terrifically handsome, and young, and
powerfully built. But he didnt seem completely at home in his
own body.
Interesting.
He smiled again, that oily, lying smile.
Ive come into some money. And I intend to make a
great deal more. But Im especially interested in the books
and artifacts you mentioned. Things from the . . . the
Ancients. And I have a number of wealthy friends who would also be
interested in hearing what youve found. Weve decided
to, ah, specialize in that area of investing.
She smiled and waited.
Have you located a hoard? Or even a city? You have a city,
dont you? One that hasnt been found by anyone
else?
She kept smiling.
Which one?
She waited.
He looked at her, then nodded and chuckled, and looked at his
feet. If I were sitting on an undiscovered city, I
wouldnt say anything about it, either. Well enough. He
returned his attention to her. Will you arrange to meet with
us? Let us make you a fair offer for your services, and a promise
to pay excellent prices for your trade goods. I assure you we
wont waste your time.
He fit the Dragon profile Dùghall had given her. Her
shields were up, which prevented him from sensing her magic
but the same shields also prevented her from telling whether he had
magic. That would be the final identifying factor, but she
didnt dare use it. She would have to content herself with the
fact that he was a strong, handsome young man who showed signs of
having suddenly and recently come up in the world, and who had a
dangerous interest in artifacts of the Ancients.
She gave him an appropriate Imumbarran bow, head ducked and
hands palm down at hip level, parallel to the ground. Our
senior traders meet with you. Give me place where I can reach you.
You talk with your people, and I talk with mine. And when everyone
agree, we set time for meeting.
Your name? he asked.
Chait-eveni. It was the Imumbarran equivalent of the
diminutive for Kait. A name shed heard often enough to
remember and respond to, thanks to visits by a multitude of
Imumbarra-raised cousins, but one different enough from her real
name to prevent uncomfortable connections. And
yours?
Domagar. Domagar Addo.
It was a field hands name. A name with not even the
slightest connection to Family, to the upper classes, to wealth or
power. She said, I will tell my partners. She got him
to give her an address where she could contact him, then left as
quickly as she could.
* * *
Yanth and Valard sauntered into the inn just ahead
of Jaim and Trev. All four of them were grim. Ry, alone at the
table, beckoned them over.
Trouble?
Valard waved one of the serving girls over and ordered plantain
beer for all of them. When the girl left, he said, Id
say yes. And Id say it was trouble we could get out of if
youd take your woman and get the hell out of this city with
us.
Ry looked from face to face. What sort of
trouble?
The four of them were quiet for a moment. Then Jaim said,
We cant be sure. Youre barzanne we
found notices posted on the doors of the Great Parnissery today,
and in the slave markets. Theres no mention of any of
us. . . .
But Im not soothed by that, Yanth said.
We made cautious inquiries after our families, hoping to at
least get news of them. But none of them are in the city anymore,
and no one knows where theyve gone or why they left. Our
family homes are empty, the belongings still
inside
You went in? Ry couldnt believe what he
was hearing. Believing that your families were gone and
knowing that if they fled Calimekka to save their lives, their
homes would surely be watched, you went in? Youre
insane, the lot of you. How fast would Imogene have her
soldiers on them? He stared at the inns front door. Men in
Sabir green and silver probably already had the place surrounded;
he and his friends would have to fight their way out, and they were
sure to die in the process
Yanth rolled his eyes and gave an exasperated sigh. Of
course we didnt go in. We didnt go anywhere near our
old homes we arent madmen. But people were only too
happy to tell us what they knew.
That your families have fled Calimekka.
Jaim said, As best anyone can tell, yes.
The darker possibility that their families were dead
Ry left unspoken. His friends would have already considered
it, and they would deal with it in their own ways. While hope
remained, however, he and they would act as if the happiest outcome
were also the only outcome.
Valard said, You could take Kait with you and we could
leave. Follow our families wherever they went, start a new life
there. Theres nothing for you here anymore youre
forsaken and cursed now, and this city is dead to you.
The shock of being barzanne for certain, instead of just
considering the possibility of it, burrowed into Rys gut like
a knife. Taking Kait with him and leaving Calimekka would be both
easiest and safest. The city could never be his home again.
Nevertheless, he shook his head. I stay. If you want to go
after your families, I release you from your promises to me, and I
wish you good speed and good health. But I wont take Kait
from Calimekka against her wishes, and as long as she is here, I
wont leave.
His friends glanced at each other and nodded, as if he only said
what they expected. I told you, Jaim said.
Hell stay here until they catch him and skin him and
march him through the streets.
Then I stay, too, Yanth said.
And I. Trev nodded.
Im not going to abandon you fools here without
me, Jaim said. You wouldnt survive a
week.
They all looked at Valard. Which leaves me. He
looked at the door of the inn, and Ry saw a dark, dangerous hunger
flash across his face. I want to be away from here, he
said. This isnt the city I know anymore
its full of secrets and ghosts. He looked back at Ry
and slowly smiled, but the smile couldnt erase that ominous
strangeness from his eyes. Were all friends,
though, he said. So Ill stay.
Ry said, Thank you. Well do what we have to do here,
and find your families as soon as we dare.
And while he smiled and bought another round of beer and sat
talking about the days many failures, he watched Valard out
of the corner of his eye and wondered when his old friend had
become a stranger.
Chapter 28
A week to the day from Kaits
meeting with Domagar Addo, the traders met with the would-be
investors. Dùghall had chosen the site, and he and Kait went
in early by separate routes, carefully shielded.
The Bradenberry Inn squatted at the base of Palmetto Cliff,
nestled into the bones of the Galweighs mountain, positioned
directly beneath Galweigh House. As she walked up the street toward
the inn, Kait looked up at her old home with both longing and
regret. Galweigh House, the part built into the face of the cliff,
soared toward the clouds, a gleaming white fortress sparkling with
semiprecious stones and mosaics of colored glass that blazed like
gemstones in the midday sun. It was an Ancients artifact made
a part of the mountain, haunted by the horrors of its past; it was
a treasure house locked away above the rest of the world; it was
like a beautiful woman who flaunted her riches but held herself in
haughty disdain over the heads of the poor and the powerless. And
if the rumors were true, it lay empty, home only to vermin and
ghosts. She longed to climb up to it, to walk through its gate and
enter its great hall and run through its corridors. She longed to
touch its walls and call out the names of her mother and father,
her brothers and sisters and she longed to hear their voices
shout her name in greeting.
But she wouldnt make that climb only dust and the
ghostly whisper of the wind and the echoes of her voice would greet
her if she dared return.
Ahead of Kait, the translucent half-arch of the Avenue of
Triumph rose from the center of Celebration Square to the western
end of Palmetto Cliff Road, looking like a thread spun by a spider
to connect the mundane world with the magical House above. Behind
her, the obsidian Path of Gods switchbacked up the cliff face, ugly
and solid and imposing.
She was as close to home as she dared to get. She might never
step inside Galweigh Houses translucent white walls again,
might never again sleep in her own bed, might never watch the sun
rise through her window or reclaim her belongings. She had to
assume that everything she had lost was gone forever. So she
indulged herself with only that one wistful look at the white
balconies stepped down the cliff face, and then she returned her
attention to her task. She reached the inn and pushed through the
thick, carved mahogany doors into cool dimness.
Dùghall, already in place, sat at a table near the interior
arches, which framed a lovely garden. He sipped at a tankard of
iced papaya beer, and nibbled at a plate of steamed maize, peppers,
and Rophetian beans. He was staring out into the garden, and he
didnt look in her direction when she entered. Her shields
were as tight as she could hold them, so he couldnt feel her
presence. He gave no sign that he was aware of her arrival.
She stood along one thick adobe wall, studying him. Eight months
before, in the month of Maraxis, the two of them had been in
Halles, celebrating Theramisday and preparing for her cousin
Tippas upcoming wedding. Then, Dùghall had been plump
running to fat, to all appearances an amiable jester happily
serving his Family by smoothing out little diplomatic difficulties.
Now, on the first day of Nasdem . . .
The angle of the light coming in from the garden only accented
how much hed changed. Hed grown lean and hard. He said
it was because of the work hed done while he was waiting in
the Thousand Dancers for the gods to let him know what they wanted
of him. But there was more to it than that. The way he held his
body made him look dangerous. Predatory. She had seen shrewdness in
her uncle all her life, but never anything that made her identify
him as a fellow hunter. Until now.
Hed told her that he was the sword of the gods, tempered
over time and only recently unsheathed. Watching him waiting for
his prey, she could believe him a good blade.
She took a seat at one of the common tables, making a space for
herself among strangers. They made room for her without a word
all of them were evidently strangers to each other, as well,
for everyone sat in silence, each diner carefully not touching any
of the others, all eyes intently focused on the food and ale before
them.
With fair promptness, one of the tavern girls came over and
asked what Kait wanted to eat. She studied the listings of the
days food posted on the wall in four languages, and said,
Haunch of monkey, blood-rare, no spices. House beer. Sweet
yams.
The girl said, Cooks got a good parrot broth
today.
No.
Got fresh cane-and-nut tarts, hot out of the
oven.
Large or small?
About so. The girl made a smallish circle with both
hands.
Two, then.
Anything else?
No.
Kait had positioned herself to face the entryway, far enough
behind one of the columns that she would be hard to spot. In
preparation for this meeting, shed bleached her hair to a
pale yellow, and traded her gaudy Imumbarran trader garb for the
breeches and light shirt appropriate for a woman working in a shop.
She had bathed in nabolth and verroot, which would, at least for a
while, hide her Karnee scent Ry had warned her that his
Family had a number of Karnee members, and since Dùghall
believed that the Families and the parnissery were the two segments
of society most likely to have been infiltrated by the Dragons, she
had taken the step of disguising her own affliction. Her shield
would hide her Karnee magic from any wizards. She had gone to some
trouble to make herself look plain and dowdy, so that any men who
might notice her in spite of her shield wouldnt react to her
as they otherwise did. By shield, appearance, and movements, she
said, Im no one of importance. Ignore me.
Two diners at her table rose and left. Another entered the inn,
squinted into the darkness, and sauntered over. He settled himself
beside her, glanced at her once, dismissed her, and began reading
the posted menu.
Her food came. She ate, taking her time. If necessary, she could
nurse the tankard, or even order another, but she didnt want
to be obvious in her loitering.
Across the room, Dùghall emptied his drink onto the sawdust
floor so quickly she almost missed it, and would have if she
hadnt known what he was doing. He then pretended to take a
few more long draughts from the tankard. And then he shouted for
more. When the tavern girl brought it to him, he tried to pinch
her. He was loud and jolly and rude clearly on his way to a
memorable drunk. He resumed his silence when the girl left, and
buried his face in his tankard, and again seemed to disappear.
The doors swung open again, and Hasmal and Ian entered, both
wearing Hmoth trade garb. Dùghall had made them the designated
head traders because no one in Calimekka would know Hasmal, and
those who might recognize Ian were unlikely to be in the heart of
the city so far from the docks, and were even more unlikely to
acknowledge him if they did see him. Ian said his fellow smugglers
were, by necessity, a circumspect lot.
Hasmal and Ian requested a cleared private table, explaining to
the tavern girl that they needed to conduct business while they
ate, telling her in loud voices that they had important friends
coming. Kait saw money change hands, and the girl went to work
creating a private table. Moments later, when Domagar Addo and his
two companions arrived, both Ian and Hasmal were seated in isolated
glory beneath an arch, their table half in the inn proper and half
in the garden. Kait couldnt have chosen a more perfect spot
for spying on them.
Hasmal rose and waved to Domagar and his friends, and the three
investors strolled through the press of tables to the cleared
space. Greetings, noble Parats, most excellent Parata,
he said. He pressed his hands together, touched fingertips to his
chin, and executed the step-and-duck bow of the Hmoth wellborn.
I am Ashtaran, second son of Dashat, of the White Fox
Village. This is my chief partner, Ibnak, third son of Muban, of
the Storm Bear Village. Ian bowed in flawless imitation of
Hasmal. He had bleached his hair, too, and had had it cut in the
same style as Hasmals. With both of them decked out in the
flowing tunics, baggy pantaloons, and wildly patterned sashes of
the Hmoth, the fact that one of them was tall, lean, and dark and
the other was short, pale, and powerfully built became almost
invisible.
The man beside Kait watched the five of them, and said,
More money at that table right now than in the rest of this
inn put together. Probably more than in the rest of the street.
Rich bastards.
He was talking more about the investors than about Hasmal and
Ian, she decided. The investors wore their wealth as plainly as
they could. One of them was a Galweigh by birth Kait knew
her as Cousin Grita, one of the second cousins on her fathers
side, and a member of the trade branch of the Family. She and Grita
werent friends, but Grita would certainly have recognized
Kaits face. However, Grita wasnt wearing Galweigh red
and black. Instead, she wore a fine pale blue skirt of embroidered
silk and a blue and white tunic over a blouse woven entirely of the
Galweigh Rose-and-Thorn lace . . . but the lace, which
should have been black, had instead been bleached, then dyed a deep
cobalt blue. She still wore her Galweigh rubies and onyxes, and the
Galweigh crest was clearly visible on the pommel of her dagger. Her
hair was bound back in a simple twist and held with a heavy gold
pin worked in the shape of a tiny jeweled hummingbird. She still
smelled like herself, but she moved like a complete stranger.
Beside her stood a Sabir, a golden-haired man of lovely
countenance and dangerous aura, whose elegant silver and green
tights showed off the fine lines of his legs. His low boots were
heeled in silver, and his casually tied emerald silk shirt was so
sheer that Kait could make out every muscle in his overdeveloped
torso. He kept a hand at the small of Gritas back, and
occasionally ran a finger down her spine in a gesture that was both
sensual and possessive. Kait couldnt imagine Grita tolerating
the touch of a Sabir. Grita had lost a brother and a father to
Sabir depredations years earlier, and she had never forgiven or
forgotten, and Kait was sure she never would. But when the man
touched her, Grita smiled up at him and kissed a fingertip and
pressed it to his cheek. That alone would have convinced Kait that
she was seeing Dragons.
Dùghall had suggested the Dragons might be wearing familiar
forms. She hadnt imagined how familiar.
The Sabir was more than just a Dragon, though. He was Karnee.
Kait could smell the scent that marked pending Shift on him, dark
and rich and earthy. She tightened her shields and prayed that her
perfumed bath would mask her bodys instinctive response. All
the other scents in the room grew faint next to that tantalizing
musk.
Breathing hard, she picked up the monkey leg and tore meat off
it with her teeth. Focus, she thought. Focus.
You all right? the man next to her asked.
Mmmph. She nodded a quick affirmative and gave the
stranger no other response.
Finding no encouragement for his familiarities, he turned to the
man who sat to his other side and said, You ever go to the
games?
The stranger regarded the man warily, then broke into a cautious
smile. Oh, sure. Saw the challenge between Harimans
Long-Legs and Lucky Obers Hero-of-Hills just last
night. He had a hint of some outlander accent surely
the only reason he would talk at table with a stranger. Damned
barbarians.
Make anything?
A bit of copper passed my fingers. Laughter.
But never in the right direction. You?
Kait blocked out the conversation, wishing bolts on the tongues
of both the chatterers, and returned her attention to her work.
The third investor was Domagar Addo, but he no longer looked
like a farmer dressed up for worship. His clothes were as rich as
those worn by his two associates, and a gold headdress with a tail
of hornbird feathers cleverly disguised the last traces of
unevenness in the skin color on his forehead and neck. Rings
covered his hands, which still bore heavy scars of a life spent
working. Before too long, though, Kait thought even those scars
would vanish. Then only his name would betray him as someone who
had risen from poverty. And new names were easy enough to win. Or
buy.
The blond man nodded at the bows, and said, Im
Crispin Sabir of the Sabir Family. This is Grita Jeral of
. . . House Ballur. Ballur is a new Family in Calimekka,
eager to expand its contacts and its wealth. And this is Domagar
Addo, with whom your other partner made our appointment. Where is
she, by the way?
Ian sniffed, his face displaying annoyance. Chait-eveni is
an employee, not a partner. She sometimes reaches above
herself, and implies that she is more than she is . . .
which is why she is unlikely to ever truly be a
partner. He chuckled. She has the employee mind, if you
know what I mean; she wants what others have but she does not want
to earn it herself.
Hasmal shrugged and smiled and spread his arms wide.
Enough unhappiness. This is a happy occasion. We meet as
potential partners; we should become friends. So, sit and eat at
our table, and we will treat you, and you will tell us how we can
become your friends, and how we can bring you happiness.
How you can bring us happiness. Crispin Sabir sat
opposite Hasmal, with Grita beside him, and Domagar beside her.
Perfect for Kait, because all three of them had their backs to her.
Not so good for Dùghall; he sat facing all three of them. And
as ambassador to the Imumbarra Isles, and the main negotiator for
the wealth that flowed from the Isles to the House, his face would
certainly be familiar to Grita. Well, his younger, fatter face.
Perhaps if there were any part of Gritas mind or
memories left in her flesh she wouldnt recognize him
in this harder, older body. Crispin said, What we want are
Ancients artifacts. Any of the books or manuscripts that you
might find would be useful, too, of course, but there are
technothaumatars . . . er . . . He
flushed and faltered, the alien word hanging in the air like a
public fart. A Dragons revealing slip but only
revealing to someone who knew that technothaumatars was the word
the Ancients had used for their magical artifacts. He covered his
slip as quickly as he could. There are Ancients devices
weve researched that we would love to acquire.
Were capable of paying, Grita said. We
have the full support of the most powerful House in Ibera behind
us, and the backing of Families both old and new.
Both Hasmal and Ian sat like polite idiots, smiling and waiting,
oblivious by all appearances to the huge slip theyd just
witnessed.
Ah, yes. Families. Forgive me, please, but I was noticing
your crests, Hasmal said. He did a neat job of changing the
subject. In my dealings in Ibera, I have always thought that
Sabir and Galweigh did not do business together, and I heard in
this last visit that Galweigh House was no more. But unless I am
mistaken, she is Galweigh. You clearly are Sabir. Arent you
enemies?
She was Galweigh. She is Ballur. She made an
alliance with Sabir House when Galweigh House fell she and a
few others, Crispin said. We have discovered common
ground, though, and common interests.
Common ground? In broken toys from the Ages of the Damned,
eh? Ian laughed.
Crispin tipped his head, curious, and said to Ian, You
know, I think that I know you.
Kait felt a sudden rush of horror. Shed forgotten that Ry
and his lieutenants were not the only ones to grow up in Sabir
House. Ian, too, had spent some of his childhood there. Ian, the
illegitimate son of Rys father, would be as closely related
to the Sabir across the table from him as his half-brother was. And
Ian certainly knew the man who had introduced himself as Crispin.
When she and Dùghall and Hasmal had been figuring out how to
meet with the investors, shed recommended Ian as one of the
negotiators. But shed only considered his years of exile and
his years on the sea, and had been certain Ian would be safe acting
as a trader in the heart of Calimekka. The thought that he might
meet up with someone who had known him as a child, or that the
person he met might recognize him, had never crossed her mind.
Evidently it had crossed his, though, for Ians reply was
casual. You might have. I am a great traveler, and I seek out
such amusements as our ports of call offer. If you also enjoy the
offerings of this city . . . He held his palms up
and offered a self-deprecating smile. My weakness.
Crispin shrugged. Perhaps. In any case, our alliance is
about much more than the lost trinkets of a dead age. We intend to
create a new Calimekka. A glorious city overflowing with riches,
ruled in harmony; a city that can embrace the world and reshape it
into a place without wars, without disease, without
suffering.
Ians eyebrows rose. The three of you?
Ambitious.
Crispin, Grita, and Domagar looked at each other, and Grita
said, We have others who share our dream. And weve had
these goals for a long time. But we have only just been able to
come together to begin bringing them to life.
And you need our help.
We desire certain works of the Ancients that would make
our task easier. If you can supply them, then yes, we need your
help.
Ian said, We can add to your happiness greatly, dear new
friends. But you must know that the places we have to go to get for
you what you ask of us are dangerous places. They lie within the
Scarred Lands, where few venture and fewer survive, and where all
manner of monsters make their homes, and where even the earth and
the air conspire against the human state of true men. We would need
much assistance to fuel our courage. . . .
We werent looking for charity from you. If your goal
is wealth, well see that you achieve it in quantities you
cannot imagine. If you want friends in powerful places who can do
good things for you, well, help us and youll have them.
He looked straight at Ian. Amusements . . . hmmm. I
can assure you that we can share amusements with you grander than
any youve ever known.
They dickered back and forth about price then. The Dragons
passed their wish list of artifacts to Hasmal. Kait kept her head
down and her ears open, and started on the first of her tarts,
savoring each bite.
She sipped her ale.
The negotiators agreed on a price for the outfitting of the
expedition.
The talkative man seated beside her began regaling the man
beside him with a blow-by-blow account of a challenge that had
taken place a week before. His loud tones got louder, and drowned
out much of what was being said by the Dragons, even to her
inhumanly sensitive ears.
She took tiny sips of her ale, stretching out her meal as much
as she could without being obvious about it. Hurry up, she thought,
but she didnt allow her body to display any of the impatience
her mind felt.
Then it began.
Dùghall shouted to one of the tavern girls, his accent
heavy, his words slurred by drunkenness. Girlie! Hey. You
wit the honkin big jugs. Bring me smore
ale!
One of the girls hurried to his side, shaking her head. She
murmured something, and his face twisted with rage.
Whatcha mean Ive had enough? I got money. I can pay,
damn you! He lurched to his feet and stared at her wildly,
his mouth gaping, his clothes disarranged, his face flushed. He
slapped a coin on the table and said, See! I got the money.
Bring me some more goddamned ale!
She shook her head again. Murmured something intended to be
calming, in a low voice. Rested a hand lightly on his arm.
The majority of the people in the room were watching the scene
by then.
No? No! He made a grab for her, and she
jumped out of his way. He lunged again. Im thirsty! A
thirsty man with money deserves another drink!
You need to leave now, the girl said, this time
loudly enough that everyone could hear.
At the taps, the barkeep had already fished out his peacemaker
a large cudgel with a brass-bound head and was moving
calmly toward the cause of the disturbance.
Dùghall stood there for a moment, swaying as heavily as a
tree in a gale. Then he launched himself at the girl again, and
missed. He staggered, and veered wildly to his right, and tripped
on the leg of a chair, and fell into Crispin Sabir. He toppled to
the floor, and lay cursing loudly. Then he grabbed the bench seat
upon which the three investors sat, pawed Gritas back, and as
he pulled himself to his feet, slapped Domagar on the shoulder with
beery camaraderie. He said, Pigballs. You know a man
deserves a drink when hes thirsty, dont you? Hells-all!
Ill sit wit you people an buy you all drinks, and
they can bring me a goddamn drink, too.
Kait waited for Crispin or Grita to demand that Dùghall be
killed. They would be within their rights, being Family, and
touched by one who was not Family without having given their
permission. Dùghall was ready, too. But the two of them only
looked at each other while the rest of those in the inn held their
breath, waiting for the explosion.
It didnt come.
The tavern girls and the barkeep were on him by that time,
though. Have you anything you want us to do with him, Parat?
Parata? the bouncer asked.
Send him on his way, Grita said.
Not a first for Family Kait had been bumped on occasion
and had never requested punishment for the poor cowering person
shuddering at her feet, and she knew of other Family members who
had also waived their privileges for the goodwill that it won them.
But many didnt, and this act of forbearance won a round of
applause from the inns diners and staff.
The bouncer and two of the tavern girls dragged kicking,
swearing Dùghall to the front door and launched him out. Kait
could hear him raging at them until the doors swung shut. The noise
died and the inn returned to relative calm.
Hasmal and Ian rose, apologizing profusely for the incident, for
their poor choice of eating places, for their shame in exposing
their guests, even unintentionally, to such appalling behavior.
They bowed, cringed, and even mentioned a discount on their price
though only a small one as a way of making
amends.
You have no need for shame or guilt, Grita said.
Such men are everywhere. But they wont be once
weve made things better.
Kaits eyebrows rose when she heard that. She wondered how
the Dragons intended to rid the city of drunks.
Hasmal called their tavern girl over and said he wanted to pay,
telling her how displeased he was with the atmosphere provided by
an inn he had only heard praised, and how poorly his guests had
been treated. The girl grew flustered and called the owner out from
the back. He looked at the people the drunk had been pawing, paled,
and told them that not only was the meal they were eating free, but
that he begged them to return on any other occasion for
complimentary service.
Interesting way to get free food, Kait thought.
Hasmal waited until the innkeeper had gone back to his office.
Then he told the Dragons, We know what to look for.
Well check our warehouse to see if we have any of the
artifacts you seek in our possession yet. And well notify our
other partners that they should also watch their stores and
shipments for these things. In return, youll have your
messenger bring your investment money to our ship three weeks from
today. No sooner, no later. Once we receive the money, well
finish outfitting for the trip out.
Why cant you leave sooner? Crispin asked.
Hasmal said, We have business to attend to in the city. I
assure you well work as quickly as we can, but some dates are
unchangeable. Well be ready to begin outfitting in three
weeks, and our ship will be back in the same length of
time.
Your ship isnt here?
No, Ian said. Its taking the rest of our
cargo to Costan Selvira. It will be here when we need it.
The three Dragons looked at each other and nodded.
Hasmal said, I must ask you do you have other
traders who are also searching for the same things?
The three Dragons looked at each other again.
Yes, Crispin said. Is that a
problem?
Do you agree to buy the artifacts we bring back, even if
some other trader has already brought you similar
artifacts?
Crispin nodded. If you find duplicates of any of the
things on our list, acquire all of them. Well pay our
agreed-on price for every one you can get.
That, then, is all the assurance we need.
In Hmoth fashion, Hasmal kissed the backs of his hands, then
pressed them to the top of his head while bowing. Ian followed
suit.
After the briefest of pauses, Crispin copied the Hmoth parting
salute. Domagar also imitated it. Grita turned and, smiling,
stepped over the bench. She turned back to face the two faux Hmoth
traders, kissed the back of one hand and pressed it to her
forehead, and at the same time tucked her right foot behind her
left one and bent both knees sharply. Tah heh
hmer, she said. It was in Hmago, the Hmoth tongue, and it
meant, Walk in goodness. The feminine version of the
salute, and nicely executed.
Kait, picking at the last of her tart and watching the exchange
through the fringe of her eyelashes, experienced a transitory flash
of pride in her cousins grasp of the Hmoth customs. The
Galweighs required all their young people entering the trade and
diplomatic branches of the Family to take classes on customs,
cultures, and languages. Those classes were grueling. But like
Grita, Kait could have done the salute in her sleep.
Tah heh entho nohmara, Hasmal and Ian
responded. In goodness breathe forever.
The blessing given, the Dragons headed for the door, Domagar
glanced over at her table briefly, and for just an instant their
eyes met. She almost panicked. Then she remembered that she was
shielded, and that her shield would keep him from noticing her even
though he could see her. She relaxed and looked down at her food,
and when she glanced up again, all the Dragons were gone. Ian and
Hasmal left a sizable tip for the tavern girl. Then they, too,
left.
She realized the chatty man had been watching them as they
walked out the door. The instant the door closed behind them, he
stopped his conversation in midsentence, rose, and walked out after
them, leaving food uneaten on the table and a stack of bronze coins
in the middle of his plate to pay his bill.
Kait almost laughed. Him, eh? She should have known immediately.
She had, after all, picked the perfect spot for spying on the room.
What was perfect for her turned out to be perfect for another
secret observer. Her fellow spy pretended to be rudely interested
in everything but the table. A bit different from her method, but
effective.
She didnt go after him immediately. She waited; after all,
she had the benefit of knowing where Hasmal and Ian were going.
They had agreed to amble when they left the inn. She would travel
parallel to them, taking the inside track theyd planned in
advance, and moving faster. When she picked them up a block before
their destination, she would fall in and follow their follower back
to his lair. She wanted to be sure, though, that the Dragons
didnt have another tier of watchers waiting to see if someone
like her was keeping track of their spy.
Those levels of paranoia could nest indefinitely
followers of followers, spies spying on the spies who spied on
spies. But one of the three Dragons had made a slight gesture
toward a table across the room as they left, and Kait had seen one
of the two men at that table nod acknowledgment. So Kait waited.
She had a little time, and she wanted to know what they were up to
back there in the darkness.
When no one followed the Dragons out of the inn, both of them
rose and walked toward the front door. Home, or watch their
backs, then? the one said.
Watch their backs. I didnt see anyone, but they
might have been waiting outside.
So theyd been planted to find anyone who was following the
Dragons. Kaits job, but in reverse.
She smiled. They were going to fail. Dùghall had planted
telltales on Grita, Crispin, and Domagar when he fell. The
telltales were tiny Falcon talismans that hed made and
shielded when they touched the skin of their targets, they
were absorbed, and for the next week or two they
would connect the three Dragons to three viewing glasses that
Dùghall had fashioned. Ry and his lieutenants could watch the
glasses, see where their targets were going, and trail them without
ever coming near them. Their targets would lead them to the Mirror
or to people who would lead them to the Mirror.
Either way, they moved closer to their objective. And neither the
Dragons nor the people theyd hired to guard them would know
that they were being watched. Not even magic would betray the
presence of the talismans created with only the energy of
their creator, formed with pure intent to cause neither pain nor
harm but merely to report their location and surroundings, they
would leave no trace of their presence for even the most sensitive
of observers.
Kait handed a bronze coin to the tavern girl as a tip and
strolled out of the doors. She turned left, heading for Three
Monkey Road and the Furmian Quarter down by the harbor. The air
smelled especially sweet, the sun welcomed and comforted, the whole
of the world offered her a joyous embrace. She was on the hunt, and
her heart beat faster and her breath came quicker and life felt
better than it did at any other time.
She caught up with Ian and Hasmal near the harbor, as they were
entering the Merry Captain, which was a hostel frequented by
well-off travelers and seamen from some of the richer ships. She
spotted her target leaning against the wall across the street from
them. She found her own hiding place and watched him. The spy
waited until they were inside, then crossed the street, stepped
into the Merry Captain, and moments later came back out, a
satisfied smile on his face. So hed checked to see that they
were registered there, and had discovered that they were. A room
had also been reserved there for Kait, in the name of Chait-eveni,
in case the spy had the presence of mind to ask after her. She had
never been in her room and never would be, but it was there all the
same. Paid through the next three weeks.
He scurried right by her, head up but eyes forward instead of
searching the crowd. He never caught a glimpse of her. She fell in
behind him, staying well back. He was clearly in a hurry, but she
kept pace while still managing to appear that she
wasnt hurrying. Longer steps, a slower stride, and a studied
air of relaxed interest in everything that went on around her.
He led her by the shortest route straight to the gates of Sabir
House. He gave his name and was promptly admitted. She decided to
wait for a while, mingling with the street vendors that sold their
wares just outside the gates and with the customers that bought
them. Maybe he would come back out again and she could track him
further, to a place that would tell her something she hadnt
already known because now she knew only what she had known
all her life: Trouble came from Sabir House.
Chapter 29
Danya fought back the scream. Pain
turned the world red; she closed her eyes tightly and locked her
muscles and held her breath, but that only made it worse. The baby
felt like it was ripping its way out of her with teeth and claws,
fighting to birth itself. She could see the little animal in her
mind. It would be a monster like her, scaly, with a mouth full of
fangs, with hideous spikes at its joints a nightmare, a
beast that would devour her entrails, then claw her belly open and
swallow the two midwives who crouched beside her, holding her back
up and helping her to squat.
Gathalorra, one of the midwives shouted to Danya,
you must not fight the birthing. Breathe, and let the baby
come. Shejhan, pull her forward. Shes leaning too much on her
tail and its blocking her. The senior midwife, whose
name was Aykree, turned away from Danya and did something at the
hearth. She said, Im making a steaming potion for you
that will ease your labor. It will be ready in a few moments, and
then the pain will not be so severe.
The pains had started two stations earlier. Danya, prepared by
the midwives for what would happen, had not been frightened.
Theyd told her she would hurt, and she had hurt. Theyd
told her that her belly would tighten, and it had tightened.
Theyd shown her how to breathe, and theyd taught her
the mind exercises they used to control pain, and she had used
them, and she thought she was doing well. The pain had been bad,
but not as bad as the torture of the Sabirs; she had controlled it,
and she had been proud.
But in the last half a station it had gotten worse. She
hadnt been able to keep it under control. She had cried out,
had wept, had growled and begged for relief. And
now
Now she hoped only that she would die quickly, before the
monster inside exploded out of her, flinging the tattered remains
of her body in all directions. She prayed for quick death, but the
gods who had abandoned her to the Sabir Wolves did not listen to
these prayers, either. She sobbed and shouted and swore, and the
pain battered her, then receded briefly, then battered her again,
each time getting worse, each time leaving her more frantic and
more frightened and more hopeless. It would not quit, and she could
not make it quit, and the only way to be through with it was to
have the baby. And now she knew that having the baby would kill
her. Nothing survivable could hurt so much.
The touches of a thousand strangers reached inside her head and
tried to offer her comfort, tried to assure her that she would
survive and that her baby would be special and that she was not
alone but they were the same strangers who had bound their
spirits to the damned unborn creature months earlier, and who had
tried to invade her mind as well with their false kindness
and their platitudes. Shed shielded herself away from them,
but now she was too weak and in too much pain to maintain a shield.
So they were all over her.
The midwives were doing something that she couldnt see.
They were rattling things, and poking at a fire. She could hear
water boiling.
Then Aykree was at her side. She sounded like she was speaking
through a tunnel when she said, That contraction has stopped.
I want you to move on your hands and knees, and put your face near
this. Aykree and Shejhan pulled Danya onto her knees and
dragged her face toward a steaming cauldron that theyd moved
onto the board floor in front of her. The steam stank of herbs and
rotted meat and the bitter musk of civets. Breathe
deeply, Aykree said. They draped a blanket over her head and
the cauldron, and the steam filled her nostrils and she gagged.
Keep breathing it. It numbs the pain.
Abruptly, she vomited, which left her feeling better. She
inhaled more of the steam, and her anguish receded a bit further.
So she sucked in the stinking steam greedily, and felt a delicious
lassitude invade her entire body. She started to let herself fall
backward, but the two midwives pulled her onto all fours again.
Dont quit. Keep breathing it. Deep. Deep! Deep
breaths.
Deep breaths? Why? The pain was gone. She didnt want to
expend the effort. She suddenly felt wonderful her mind was
clear of the red haze of pain, and her muscles no longer fought
against each other. She didnt need any more of the wonderful
steam.
Did we give it to her too soon? Shejhan asked. She
sounded like she was half a world away. Did we stop her
labor?
No. Shell keep going. This will just relax her
enough that shell leave off fighting her own body and let the
child be born.
Then the next labor pain began. That ripping, tearing anguish
started at the top of her belly and seared its way downward, and
she sucked in the steam with the desperation of a drowning woman
offered air. She wanted to yell again, but she couldnt do
that and draw the steam into her lungs at the same time. She
gasped, and trembled, and only at the height of the contraction,
when the pain overwhelmed even the numbing drug she breathed, did
she cry out.
Then that contraction subsided, and once again she felt
good.
How close is the baby? Aykree asked.
Danya listened with disconnected interest; she felt as if the
two midwives were discussing someone she might have known once.
Shejhan said, I can see the top of the head. We have to tie
Gathalorras tail out of the way, though, or Ill never
be able to guide the baby out. She nearly killed me with it that
time, thrashing the way she was. Here . . .
Danya felt her tail being lifted and bound to the central post
of the house.
They could see the head? Interesting. She wondered what it
looked like.
Have her push with the next one, Shejhan said.
Shes ready.
And Aykree leaned under the blanket and said, With the
next pain, hold your breath and bear down. Its time for the
baby to come out.
Well, that was good. She still vaguely recalled that once the
baby came out this ordeal would be over. She tried to imagine what
that would be like, but she couldnt. She had been like this
forever.
She could form one question coherently, though. Will it
hurt worse?
Gathalorra, when you have come this far, pushing feels
better than not pushing. Youre ready, and if you let it, your
body will take care of you, the midwife said.
Then the pain slammed into her again, and the blissful haze in
which shed basked ripped away. Once again the world was real
and harsh and drenched in red. Aykree said, Now. Hold your
breath and push the baby out. Push. Push!
She closed her eyes, and tensed her belly, and pushed against
the agony of being ripped apart. Things shifted inside of her. The
unborn monster moved. She could feel her progress suddenly. She
could feel her burden growing less.
Good! Good! Harder!
She gasped, took another quick breath, held it, pushed again.
She was winning. She was getting rid of the thing.
The pain exploded without warning; ten times a
hundred times worse than it had been before. She
collapsed forward onto her elbows and screamed and flailed and
wept, and heard something else begin to wail as well.
She became aware of the midwives shouting at her yelling
above her screaming. Youre almost done! Gathalorra!
Gathalorra! Listen! The head is out. Push again and youll
be finished!
The unbearable urge to push was building inside her,
unstoppable, inescapable, and all she could feel was mute,
anguished astonishment. Again? She had to do that again?
She couldnt . . . and yet, the next contraction
hit, and she did. More pain pain so terrible it seared and
enveloped and overwhelmed. Then, as suddenly as it had overtaken
her, it was gone, and the most wonderful feeling of warmth flooded
her body. No pain. No pushing. No red haze. She was still alive,
while in the background, even the thin, ragged wail ceased.
Silence.
Release.
Shejhan said, You have a boy-child. She sounded
doubtful.
Danya didnt care whether she had a dog-child. She was
done. Done. She was freed of the thing that had invaded her body.
She could hear its cry begin again fragile, punctuated, but
stronger. She wanted them to take the little beast away, but
instead they were rolling her onto her back, onto cushions on the
floor, and propping her up, and pressing the thing into her arms
and against her chest.
She stared at it, and time stopped. The baby moved in her arms,
stopped crying, and stared at her gravely. Her baby. Her
baby.
Not it. Him.
She stared at him.
The world held its breath, and sounds, only loosely bound by
gravity, spun away. In the silence, she stared into her sons
eyes, and he stared into hers. He wriggled, blinked, blinked
again.
Not a monster at all.
Not like her. No claws, no scales, no spikes, no teeth.
She felt swallowed tears burning their way down the back of her
throat; her vision blurred as her eyes filled with water.
Her son. Her human son.
His bottomless blue eyes regarded her intently; his soft rosebud
mouth made a tiny round soundless O. He had five tiny fingers on
each hand, five tiny toes on each foot, a soft body with perfect
legs and perfect arms. A perfect human baby, and he was hers. The
Sabirs had twisted her, they had twisted everything about her, but
they had not managed to twist her son.
She gently pressed one scaled, taloned finger into the palm of
his hand and his fingers wrapped around it. He held on to her
tightly and looked into her soul, and his love, the love shed
fought off and denied throughout her pregnancy, overwhelmed her. He
was her gift. He was her reward for all the suffering she had
endured. He was wonderful.
She put him to the nipple that protruded from her scaled breast,
and he sucked. While he sucked, he looked at her. His free hand
clenched and unclenched, but with his other hand, he held on to her
finger.
Shejhan said, He doesnt have any scales. Or any
tail. Or claws. He looks . . . tender. Will he get them
later?
No. Danya ran the back of a finger gently over his
smooth, damp cheek. No scales. No claws. No tail. She
looked up. Can you bring me a blanket for him?
Please?
She could see the length and delicacy of her hands her
hands as they had once been duplicated in his. She could see
in the roundness and the slight upward slant of his eyes her own
eyes as they had looked the last time she admired herself in a
mirror in Galweigh House.
She held him gingerly, afraid that her scaly skin might scratch
him, or that she might accidentally injure him with her claws. But
she wouldnt. She couldnt. He was more magical than
anything she had ever seen or known. How could she have thought she
hated him? How could she have wanted to be rid of him?
Some part of her deep inside looked at him with jealousy. He was
human, after all, the one thing she wished to be and could never be
again. Human.
But the rest of her mind said, Hes mine. My son. My
beautiful son.
In the back of her mind, a voice that did not belong to her
began to whisper, Danya? Can you still hear me? Are you
listening?
Luercas. She hadnt heard from him since she had gotten too
ungainly to make her way across the river to In-kanmerea, the
secret House of the Devil Ghosts hed led her to the
only place where she could talk to him without being overheard by
the spirits that would not leave her and her baby alone.
I can hear you. She spoke to him in her mind, not wanting
to speak out loud with the midwives watching.
Luercas sounded pleased. You did well, Danya. Hes an
excellent infant. Much better than I had expected. Hell do
nicely. Very nicely.
Danya accepted the compliment without comment. She was surprised
that she wasnt happier to hear from the spirit who had saved
her life. She hid her mixed feelings as best she could, not wanting
to offend him, and said, Im glad youre back.
Ive missed you. I was afraid you had abandoned me.
Youre my friend. Youre my window to the world of
the living. And Ive missed you, too, all this time that I
couldnt talk with you. But I wont abandon you, Danya.
Ill never abandon you.
No. He wouldnt. He would be with her always. He would take
care of her, keep her safe, and eventually help her get her revenge
on the Sabirs and the Galweighs, and on the world that had
destroyed her. She knew this knew it with bone-deep
certainty. She should be delighted to hear his calm voice speaking
into her mind again. She should be.
I know youre my friend. She stared down at the baby
in her arms, the lovely baby that she hadnt wanted, and
blocked out her reservations about Luercas. Isnt he
marvelous?
Luercas said fervently, Hes the most beautiful thing
Ive ever seen.
Chapter 30
Ry crouched over the viewing glass
Dùghall had fashioned, watching his cousin Crispin moving
through Sabir House as if he were the paraglese of it and not a
minor Wolf in the hierarchy. He could see that the other Wolves
gave Crispin deference at least to his face and that
their expressions twisted with fear and distaste as he moved past
them.
What had happened in the House while he was gone? What could
have placed Crispin into a position of authority? Why would any
Wolf bend a knee at Crispins passing, or press fingers to
heart?
Bitter, evil changes had taken place; Ry knew it. But he
couldnt imagine how they could have come to pass. His cousin
Crispin had become a Dragon, or was possessed by a Dragon, or was
working in tandem with a Dragon Dùghall hadnt
been able to determine what happened to the host soul when the
Mirror of Souls inserted the Dragon soul into the host body. But
after Ry had carefully laid out the scene of his own murder in his
room, and had left clues blaming Crispin and his brother Anwyn and
their crony and cousin Andrew, Crispin should have been disowned,
and executed in Punishment Square long before a Dragon had the
chance to possess his body.
Dùghall stood behind him. Have you seen it
yet?
Ry stretched, and felt a dozen points along his spine pop. He
looked up at Dùghall, who remained obsessed with the Mirror.
The damned Mirror that had betrayed him and his men and Kait, that
had drawn his cousins and trouble after them, that had almost
gotten all of them killed. He wished hed refused to let Kait
bring the accursed artifact aboard the ship when he rescued her. Or
that hed found a way to throw it into the sea before they
ever neared Calimekka. Then they wouldnt be sitting and
staring at little pieces of spelled glass, hoping to find a way to
undo whatever bizarre damage the Mirror had done.
No, he growled. I havent seen it
yet.
For love of Kait, he had allowed himself to suffer under the
thumb of her uncle. Do this, Ry. Have your men do that. Go here.
Watch there. And he suffered without protest Dùghalls
unspoken opinion that he and his men were inferior because they
were Sabirs. He tolerated the distaste and distrust and
dislike.
Actually, he shared the distaste and distrust and
dislike. He couldnt give himself too much credit for his
tolerance, because he didnt like Dùghall any better than
Dùghall liked him.
But in spite of everything he was doing to win her over, Kait
refused to move past the boundaries of polite distance that
shed built between them. They were bound to each other,
powerfully and inexplicably; he could sense her trotting through
the city at that moment, tracing one of his Familys servants
through Calimekkas back streets. He was with her as if he
rode inside her head. When he was in the same room with her, he
could feel her bare skin against his even though a hundred people
stood between them. In his bed at night he could taste her lips
pressed to his, though she had never kissed him; when he closed his
eyes he could feel her dancing naked against his body
dancing beneath the moon. And when he managed to look into her
eyes, he knew she felt what he felt, as fully and vividly and
inescapably as he did. Yet she wouldnt come to him. She
wouldnt touch him. She wouldnt give in to the passion
that rode them both. She would not accept Ians offers of
companionship and she avoided his embraces, but she avoided
Rys attempts to charm and tempt her, too.
She was as celibate as a novice parnissa; Ry passed her in the
morning as she knelt in meditation, practicing the silent,
traceless magic her uncle and Hasmal had taught her. While
meditating, she became invisible to him behind her shields. When
she did, he felt that she was cutting away a part of his soul.
Ry kept staring at the glass while he said nothing, and
Dùghall took the hint. He wandered over to see if Jaim,
working his shift on the glass linked to the Galweigh woman, had
anything to report.
In the viewing glass, Crispin strode toward the center of the
Wolves domain. He moved purposefully down the corridor that
led to the White Hall, between the rows of arches filled with
harlequin-patterned stained glass, and at last into the hall
itself. He was alone in there. Alone with the incised pattern on
the floor, the Trail of Spirits. Alone with the solid gold
sacrificial pillar.
And there it was. The gods damned Mirror of Souls sat in
front of the pillar like an altar before an idol.
Ry suppressed a shudder. He hated going anywhere near the White
Hall. At the best of times, the unhappy spirits of the sacrificed
dead cried out from the walls for release.
Here it is, he said, and instantly Dùghall was
across the room and on his knees beside him, peering into the murky
glass.
Which of those things is it?
Ry had forgotten that Dùghall had never seen the Mirror. He
pointed it out from the other artifacts that sat in the hall.
The flower-shaped artifact on the pedestal. The last time I
saw it, it had light rising up through the central stem and pooling
in the middle of the petals. Now it looks . . .
dead.
Dùghall didnt breathe for the longest time. He seemed
frozen in place, rigid, with his eyes locked on the shifting image.
Ry felt a change in the air around him, a sense of leashed power
moving through the universes currents. Dùghall was doing
something with that silent magic of his, but Ry couldnt begin
to guess what. Then, as Crispin left the room, the Mirror
disappeared from view, and Dùghall pulled back with a
sigh.
Ah. Clever. Incredibly clever. They did so much with
simple spells. . . . Dùghall rose and
started to walk away.
Wait, Ry said. The old bastard lived to be
enigmatic, but Ry didnt have the patience to let him. Not
after crouching over the viewing glass until his feet went numb and
his back muscles burned. You mean to tell me that by looking
at the artifact for just that short time, you can not only tell
what it does but how it works? And what spells the Dragons used to
power it?
To some extent. I can tell the basics. Magical success, at
least success gained at the expense of others, leaves tracks. If
you had been taught an acceptable form of magic, and had studied it
diligently, you could have looked at the success of what the
Ancients Dragons did to create the artifact, and followed
their tracks to the same conclusions.
Ry rose to his feet, ignoring the blatant insult to his
scholarship and his form of magic. He glared down at the old man.
If that were true, Hasmal would have known what the Mirror
did. Hes one of your people.
Hes one of my people in that he was raised a Falcon
by his father, who is also a Falcon. Dùghall crossed his
arms over his chest and smiled. But Hasmal was anything but a
diligent student. He learned what his father taught him because it
was expected of him, and because he was a dutiful son. But one does
not get inspired scholarship from dutiful sons. Inspired
scholarship only comes from passion.
Ry waited for him to say something else, but the old man would
play his games. What? Ry snapped at last.
Dùghall chuckled, apparently surprised by the annoyance in
Rys voice. He shook his head, and Ry felt the unbearable urge
to Shift and rip the old goats throat out with his teeth. He
didnt as much out of healthy fear for the old
mans magical ability as out of love for Kait.
At last Dùghall answered him. Though to the untrained
eye the Mirror of Souls doesnt appear to be doing anything at
the moment, its feeding off the life forces of most of the
people in this city in order to run itself. I wont be party
to bringing another such evil into the world. But I believe I see a
way to create a small reverse of the Mirror something strong
enough to reverse the Mirrors spell one person at a
time.
Ry rolled his eyes. One person at a time. That
would be useful. Then we could track down all of the hundreds
or perhaps thousands of Dragons hiding inside the
bodies of the citys citizens . . . and do you
know how many people paid parnissal taxes as citizens of
Calimekka last year? More than a million. Do you have any idea how
easily a hundred people, or a thousand people, or five thousand
people, could hide within that crowd? So we could track them down
one at a time, and revert them. If they dont destroy us
first. They were the greatest wizards of their age, after all. I
imagine theyre dangerous, dont you think?
Certainly. But we wouldnt have to track down all of
them. Wed only need to get one. One in a high position, with
access to the true Mirror, and one who, rid of the Dragon who
possesses him and restored to his original state, would be
sympathetic to us. Who could let us into Sabir House and assist in
creating a diversion that would let us get the Mirror away from the
Dragons. The Mirror is feeding the Dragons now. If we could shut it
off or reverse it, they would be ripped from the bodies
theyve inhabited and thrown back into the void.
And that would end the threat of Dragons to Calimekka and
the world, and leave the road open for you and the rest of the
Falcons to bring in your Reborn god and set him up, right? But
arent you being terribly optimistic? From what Ive
heard from Kait and Hasmal, the prophecies foretell a war to come
between the Dragons and your Falcons before this issue can be
resolved.
Dùghall grinned up at him and shrugged. The wording
of the prophecies is subject to interpretation. Perhaps our
interpretations have been wrong, and the battle, such as it will
be, will only happen between a few powerful adversaries, and not
between great armies. If weve been wrong all these years, I
wont complain. Conquering the Dragons before they can strike
will only bring Solander to his throne that much sooner, and the
world will become a paradise that much faster. Ill do what I
can to hasten the start of paradise.
Ry turned away from him, shaking his head. All of them
Dùghall, Hasmal, and even Kait were irrational on the
subject of their Reborn. You risk your life in the hopes of
bringing a nonsensical legend to life. Youre a fool,
Dùghall.
You want to see how much of a fool I am?
Dùghall rested a hand lightly on Rys shoulder, and
turned him around so that they were face-to-face. The Reborn
is not a god. And hes not a legend. Hes been born
he was born this morning, and I felt him come into the world
and draw breath. It was the greatest joy I have ever known. He
grows stronger with every breath he takes. Would you like to meet
him?
Ry laughed out loud. Meet the Reborn? What trickery did
the old man have planned to convince him that the Reborn was real?
Better yet, how did Dùghall think he would benefit from
winning Ry over? Had he been planning to convert Ry to the
Falcons silly religion all along?
Perhaps Dùghall had decided there werent enough
Falcons to rule the world. Maybe hed discovered what a
powerful wizard Ry was and decided he needed him as an ally in his
own right, not a reluctant ally helping the Falcon cause to stay
close to Kait.
He looked at the old man and thought, What chicanery have you
planned for me, eh? Well, I like a good magic trick as well as the
next, and seeing yours will tell me more about you than you can
guess. You want me to meet your great hero? By all
means, entertain me.
Aloud he said, Certainly Id like to meet your
Reborn.
Chapter 31
They sat cross-legged facing each other,
the old mans blood-bowl between them. I wont need
to draw my own blood for the bowl, Dùghall said.
Ive already walked the light path many times, and my
soul knows the way. But youll need a link.
Ry shook his head. If you dont spill your blood into
the bowl with mine, Ill leave now. I dont trust a spell
that calls for my blood but not yours.
Dùghall shrugged, and pulled out a tourniquet and a hollow
thorn, and quickly poured a few drops of his own blood into the
bowl. I have no tricks planned for you, son. I only want you
to understand what we fight for, and why. You want Kait you
make it plain with every word you speak and every gesture you make
that she is your only reason for standing with us. So I am showing
you the reason that Kait now follows the path of the Falcons, and
that she and Hasmal and I stand with each other.
I told you Im ready to see your little show. Just
dont expect me to believe it. Ry fumbled with the
tourniquet Dùghall had used, and with the fresh thorn that
Dùghall had given him; in the end he managed to add a bit of
his own blood to the bowl, though it was nothing like the
effortless process it had been for the old man.
Then Dùghall spread his arms wide and began to chant in one
of the old, old tongues. By listening closely, Ry could make out
the rhythms and patterns of the language, and categorize it as a
cousin of the Ancients tongues that hed studied. But he
couldnt understand a word of it. He could, however, feel the
effects of the words Dùghall spoke into the darkened room.
A shield swirled into existence around them, at first invisible
but then gaining radiance and luminous form as it strengthened.
Within the shield, Ry felt peace descend on him. It was a
tranquillity he had never felt when in contact with magic before
it was truly beautiful and strangely gentle; to his mind
beauty and gentleness were the antithesis of magic. He sat within
the shimmering globe, suspicious but shaken, and waited for
Dùghall to begin entertaining him with some clever light show.
The old man, though, said, There is nothing to see. Close
your eyes and I will lead you along the golden thread.
He closed his eyes as he was told, and discovered that he could
clearly see a spiraling golden rope that led from the
blood-bowl and away. Heading south.
He sensed the old man with him, but with eyes closed, and within
the shell of the shield, Dùghall didnt feel like an old
man. He felt huge, as powerful as a force of nature, as terrifying
as the leading edge of an enormous storm sitting off the coast. Ry
knew the storm could strike and destroy everything in front of it,
but he had no way of knowing if it would.
Follow, Dùghall told him as he moved into the core
of that glowing rope, then along it. Ry found that he could follow,
and that as soon as hed placed himself within the rope, it
drew him forward, impossibly fast. He had no control, but he
wasnt afraid. Love surrounded him and infused him, becoming
stronger and more wonderful the nearer he came to its source.
They arrived at the birthplace of all that love. Ry could see
nothing, but he had no doubt what was going on. A newborn infant
lay in his mothers arms, quiet and at peace. Ry felt the
power that poured from the baby, magic already fully formed and
trained with skill and precision . . . but magic
controlled by love. By compassion. By hope and optimism. Joy flowed
through him, an internal radiance as brilliant as the light of the
sun and as gentle as the kiss of a light breeze on the petals of a
flower.
The infant offered himself as a gift to the world. Newborn, he
already knew that he would live his life serving others, teaching
them, leading the world toward the beauty of the place he already
inhabited. Ry could see that it was not beyond reach, that place of
perfect happiness. Inhabiting it, he could see that he could create
such beauty within himself, though until that moment he would never
have imagined such a thing could be possible.
We do not fall in love, he discovered. We do not stumble into
joy, or trip over compassion on our way somewhere else. We
choose the path of love, and joy, and compassion, and
acceptance, and by following that path we leave the path of hatred
behind. They are opposite roads going in completely different
directions, and those who walk loves road will have lives
filled with love, and will have no room for hatred.
He felt like an idiot for suspecting Dùghall of trickery.
No one who had spent time in the presence of the Reborn could even
consider wasting time trying to trick people into becoming the
Reborns followers. The Reborn reached out and touched, and
his love overcame all obstacles. No trickery could do what he did
simply by existing.
I have a place for you, the Reborn told him.
And Ry said, Take me, Im yours.
Welcome, friend.
At last he had to leave
that peaceful presence and return to his body, and to the darkness
of the little workroom. He opened his eyes, and sat in silence
across from the old man, letting the tears flow down his cheeks. He
was shocked at his reaction but he could understand it, too.
His meeting with the Reborn was his first encounter with genuine
love. He had been appreciated before that, but not loved. His
mother considered him a useful playing piece, his late father had
looked at him as someone who would someday take his place and carry
on his work, his other relatives saw him as a potential threat or a
potential ally. But love, joy, compassion, hope . . .
those were not feelings that had a place in Sabir House.
The Reborn had come to change that. He had come to teach
love.
Ry looked at Dùghall, and wiped the tears from his face.
Im with you, he said. No matter what, no
matter the price, Im with you. I understand now.
Dùghall nodded, and leaned across the again-empty
blood-bowl, and hugged him. Im glad to have you on our
side.
Chapter 32
Inside the secret corridor within the
wall that surrounded Sabir House, Domagar crouched at one of the
spy-slits. You see her? Lean girl, bleached blond hair in a
braid, work clothes, moving right now past the fat sausage vendor.
Bland girl doesnt catch your eye.
The spy who had followed the two traders to their inn squinted
out his own slit and said, Yes. I see her. What of
her?
Shes the girl who was sitting next to you in the
inn. I happened to get a good look at her face as I was leaving
. . . met her eyes and I saw that she recognized me and
wasnt happy about it, though I was certain Id never
seen her before. It took every bit of my concentration and most of
the trip from the inn to here to realize that shes the
same girl I approached when I heard she was trying to sell
artifacts. The one who said her name was Chait-eveni. When she
claimed to be a trader, she had an Imumbarran accent and wore
Imumbarran clothes. Had black hair then. And she was pretty.
Striking, even. But now shes dressed like any Iberan laborer,
plain as hell, and she damn near disappears into the street while
you watch her. Did you speak to her?
The spy had to think about it. She didnt leave much
of an impression, really. But . . . yes. I guess I did
speak to her. Briefly. He frowned thoughtfully, and he stared
harder at the girl. She had no accent. None whatsoever. In
fact . . . The spy who had followed the two Hmoth
traders to their inn closed his eyes for an instant, recalling the
woman next to him. Her voice, her scent, her way of eating.
In fact, this is so odd that I should have made note of it at
the time. I heard traces of Family in her voice. And I should have
noticed it in her table manners, too, if Id been paying
closer attention. He looked down at his hands and muttered,
That isnt like me, to be so inattentive. It
isnt. He looked back out again, and started.
Where did she go?
She hasnt moved, Domagar said.
The spy kept looking, then said, Oh, youre right.
She hasnt.
She slides out of the mind. I dont like that. I
cant see why, but she does.
I was afraid it was just me, the spy said. As
I think about her now, I realize that she was the most interesting
thing at our table because of the contradictions. But I
didnt see it at the time. She was a polite eater, if you know
what I mean. One bite at a time, didnt speak with her mouth
full, sipped her drink instead of gulping it. Didnt spit. And
she had no stink of sweat or work to her, though the day was hot
and the laborers around her smelled strong enough. She
. . . He paused, wanting to be sure he was right.
She smelled distinctly of flowers. And herbs. Good clean
smell.
Down two spy-slits from both of them, Anwyn Sabir stood beside
the captain of the Sabir guards. They had been watching the girl,
too. Theres something dishonest about the whole lot of
them, Anwyn said. Whatever theyre doing, it
isnt about trading for the artifacts my brother wants.
He turned to the guard captain. So lets find out what
theyre really up to. Bring her in.
* * *
Kait sighed. Shed waited long enough; her
friends would begin to wonder where she was. Shed given the
man she followed plenty of time to report what hed done. If
hed intended to leave by the gate through which hed
entered the House, he would have done so already. Therefore, either
he was a permanent resident of the Sabir House or he had gone out
one of the lesser gates. Either way, there was nothing more she
could do.
As a form of further disguise and because she was once again
hungry and thirsty, she bought a hot sausage on a stick from a fat
young man with a shaved head, and had an ale-monger fill her tin
work cup with a bronze fifth-preids worth of rice ale. She
sipped and nibbled as she started back to her rendezvous with
Dùghall. She concentrated on looking like a weary laborer
trudging back to her job, however reluctantly. She kept her shields
tight, even though she had seen nothing that would indicate that
anyone in Sabir House was aware of her presence.
She wished she had more to tell Dùghall. She wished she
could have thought of some way to follow her target clear into
Sabir House. She was certain there were things in there that she
needed to know. She wished . . . but caught herself
wasting her time on wishes, and turned her attention to the task at
hand.
The street she was on pitched steeply down a hill. It was not,
she suddenly realized, a normal street. Buildings on both sides
hemmed in the horizon, while the street switchbacked left and right
half a dozen times, leaving the person on it perpetually blind to
what lay before and what came up behind. The builders of Sabir
House had no doubt designed it that way. No alleys split off
anywhere, making the street one long corral, and not even the
buildings would offer hiding places to someone in need. Every one
was a warehouse marked with the Sabir crest or with crests of
allied Families. All of the doors were closed and, in most cases,
padlocked. Kait had been too intent on not being spotted by her
prey to pay attention to the details of the approach on her way up,
but on her way back down, she realized she didnt like the
setup. Not at all. The advantages of the long, narrow, twisting,
exitless street with its blind approaches lay exclusively with the
Sabirs.
A few boys scurried into view around the sharp curve in front of
her. Their heads were down and they kept their eyes forward. They
said nothing to each other; they carried fenny sticks and a fenny
ball tucked under their arms. They gave no indication that they
were friends, though from the sweat on their faces and on their
clothes and the labored sound of their breathing, Kait would have
guessed they had been playing a game in the street only moments
before.
Their silent, hurried progress set her teeth on edge. Suddenly
everyone coming toward her seemed nervous to her. Chary. Watchful.
She smelled the air, and she smelled fear. She dropped the uneaten
half of her sausage into a gutter, poured her ale, and tucked the
cup back into her belt. Her heart beat faster.
A few old women appeared from around the corner in front of her,
their scarves and skirts tucked up, their heads down. They scurried
up the street, carefully not looking around them. They stank of
fear.
Now she was certain. Something lay ahead, and because of the
design of the street, ahead was the only way she could go. Did this
stir have anything to do with her? Perhaps not. The Sabirs might
have sent their guards out to collect an impromptu street tax from
the vendors, but then why would the boys have ceased their
fenny-ball game? Why would everyone be hurrying toward the
House instead of away from it?
She pulled a few strands of her hair down over her face, slumped
her shoulders, hung her head, and tightened her
dont-see-me shield until people coming toward her
barely managed to avoid her before veering out of the way. She
thought of a story for why she was on the street her foreman
had sent her to look for a mason hed sent up the street to
get his lunch. She swallowed, and tried to look inoffensive.
Rounding the next corner, her heart slid up into her throat. Ten
guards in green and silver had cordoned off the street, and were
requiring identification papers before they would let anyone
pass.
Kaits falsified papers identified her as a black-haired
Imumbarran trader named Chait-eveni Three-Fast, daughter of an
Imumbarran stardancer mother and a Gyru-nalle trader father. She
looked as purely Iberan as she was, and that dichotomy was going to
cause her grief. She knew within the Galweigh districts, traveling
with obviously falsified papers (or legitimate papers but an
obviously falsified appearance) was a crime, punishable by
imprisonment and hard labor. Within the Sabir district of the city
. . . well, the Sabir district had a reputation for being
a tougher, meaner place to make a mistake.
This was about her. Sometime in the last station, shed
made a mistake. Somehow, shed allowed the spy to catch sight
of her. Or he had planted a telltale on her. Or . . .
what shed done wrong didnt matter as much as what she
could do to get away.
Some workers came out of a warehouse to her left. They looked
like she did equally shabby, equally weary. Any animation
they exhibited at leaving work dissolved when they saw the
roadblock. The door swung slowly behind them, almost closing. But
not completely. Kait could see that the latching mechanism had
caught on the doorframe, keeping it from shutting all the way.
Her first lucky break.
She took a deep breath and ducked into the warehouse. She
quietly pulled the door closed behind her. Pins tumbled into place
as it locked itself. That didnt bother her. Warehouse doors
often required a key from the outside only.
But the darkness inside was nearly complete shed
expected lights, movement, voices, some sign of life. The only
smell in the air was dust, however, and the only sound that broke
the silence was her breathing.
A crew had just walked out the door behind her. Theyd been
in the warehouse for a reason. If they shut the place down behind
them, she should still find some sign that theyd been working
earlier stacks of goods, or a smell of life in the air, or
something. She sighed, and the emptiness echoed her sigh
back to her from all four directions.
She didnt even hear any rats.
She looked around once her eyes adjusted to the darkness. Four
walls rose up the height of five men, supporting a trussed ceiling;
the walls to the left and right of her were unbroken by any window
or door. The floor between those walls was completely bare.
Directly across from her, though, a single door like the one behind
her pierced the wall. No light showed underneath, but perhaps the
door merely fit its frame well. All sorts of activity might be in
progress on the other side.
She leaned her back against the door that led out to the street
and pressed one ear to it. She heard shouting outside, and
screaming. If they were truly looking for her and they didnt
find her among the people in the street, they would search the
warehouses. This one held no hiding places. But perhaps the
laborers had been working behind that other door. Perhaps there she
would be able to find a hiding place.
She hurried across the bare floor and rested a hand on the other
door, and offered a quick prayer to Nerin, who watched over his
followers during his station, that the laborers had left it
unlocked. Then she turned the handle. The door opened.
Quick thanks to Nerin.
More darkness, but now punctuated at intervals by distant light.
She was in a long, curving corridor with tiny windows set high
along the outside wall. The corridor ran both to her left, back up
the hill toward the House, and right, down the hill and toward
safety. She paused in the doorway, holding her breath, every sense
straining for evidence that she was being pursued. The corridor was
empty for a long distance in either direction. Perhaps entirely
empty. She stepped into it, pulled the door shut behind her so that
she would not make her trail obvious to anyone who might step into
the warehouse, and turned right. She passed other doors on her
right. She tried each, hoping one would open for her, but all were
locked. She quickly reached a dead end the place where the
Sabir warehouse district ended and lower Calimekka resumed. If she
could just get out through the wall . . . but it was
stonework of high caliber, and thick. She stood about parallel with
the place where the guards had set up their roadblock. The
horrified realization grabbed her; she was standing in the corridor
through which those guards had traveled to get ahead of her. More
could come along at any time, or those could decide to go back.
The warehouse had been safer, if only marginally. She ran back
the way shed come, trying doors as she did. She didnt
remember which one had been the one shed come out of, and in
the dim light, they all looked the same.
It was only when shed traveled twice as far up the hill as
shed gone down that she realized shed passed her
warehouse. The door had locked itself behind her. She was trapped
in the corridor.
She wished the doors were lighter, or the locks were simpler.
She felt certain she could have kicked a lighter door in. But she
felt equally certain that the massive warehouse doors wouldnt
give way for her.
Which meant she could stay where she was, or she could head back
toward Sabir House, hoping to find another warehouse with an open
door before she ended up inside . . .
. . . the walls . . .
. . . of the House itself . . .
She stopped and smiled. She was an idiot. Shed wanted to
get into the House. Shed fallen into her perfect opportunity
to do so without being observed. The corridor was empty. Her Karnee
senses picked up neither sound nor scent of anyone. If she just
moved quickly enough, she ought to be able to get into the House
through its service corridor without being caught. She broke into a
lope, no longer wasting time checking warehouse doors.
The corridor switchbacked along with the warehouses it had been
built to service. Kait stopped before every switchback to listen
and smell ahead of her for danger. Her road stayed clear. Near the
House, she passed sounds of activity within the warehouses to her
left, but she didnt check the doors to those, either. She had
taken the offensive. She intended to keep it. The Sabirs
wouldnt look for her within their midst.
Finally she reached another termination to the corridor, but
unlike the blank stone wall at the bottom of the hill, this wall
was translucent, white with a hint of opalescence, smooth as good
glass. The narrow, delicately etched white door set into it
promised access to the Sabirs realm that lay beyond.
If she could get through it. The door was, after all, of the
Ancients make, and for all its apparent delicacy, created to
survive both enemies and eons unscathed.
Kait rested her hand on the smooth curve of the opening
mechanism and pressed lightly. The mechanism recessed and the door
slid open silently. She stepped into warm light that radiated from
everywhere at once, and felt a brief pang of homesickness. The
smooth, translucent white walls of an Ancients building rose
around her, reminding her of her suite of rooms in Galweigh House.
Home lost but not forgotten. She pushed the wistfulness to
the back of her mind and focused on her work. To her right, a
staircase made of the same exquisite, indestructible
stone-of-Ancients spiraled upward. While loitering beyond the gate,
she had seen the top portion of an Ancients tower that stood
just inside the walls of Sabir House. This had to be that tower.
Excellent! She knew where she was. Beyond the stairs lay the only
other door in the bottom floor of the tower, this one certainly
leading out onto the grounds of the House itself. Or perhaps into
the servants area, or the House storage rooms. No matter
where it went, it led someplace she wanted to go.
She listened carefully at that door and heard only more silence.
Again, excellent. Eager to be on her way, she gripped the curved
mechanism and pressed. It failed to open. She tried it again, this
time keeping her pressure on the mechanism light. The door was
still locked.
She closed her eyes and swore softly but with great passion. She
could go back the way shed come, and go out through one of
the occupied warehouses. But now, with the promise of Sabir House
lying like an uncracked egg in front of her, the thought of merely
escaping felt like failure.
Well, she could tell Dùghall about the warehouses and the
corridor perhaps he would think of some magical way to get
past the tower and its locked door.
Frustrated, she retreated to the door through which shed
entered the tower, and pressed its opening mechanism.
It, too, was locked.
Nausea twisted her stomach and she felt lightheaded. Shed
managed to trap herself. She took slow, deep breaths to ward off
panic. She closed her eyes. She had seen only one window in the
tower, and that had been all the way at the top. High up, terribly
high up. High enough that she would kill herself if she leaped from
it. But perhaps if she climbed the stairs, she would find a lower
window facing inward, one she could safely jump out of. She could
only hope.
The sound of footsteps and voices reached her ears. Men, coming
toward the tower from the corridor. The guards? Perhaps.
She started to panic again, then relaxed. They would have the
key that opened the tower door. They wouldnt be looking for
her. They would go out into the House, and she would find a way to
follow them.
She slipped up the stairs and around the first complete arc of
the spiral, out of sight.
Their voices grew louder, and finally she could make out what
they were saying.
. . . dasnt seem right t me that she
got away. I reckon had we kept on, wed a found
her.
The capn says quit, Im for quitting.
Theyre after something freakish, you ask me, an I want
nothing to do with it.
Nor I. The door opened and the first of the guards
entered. They decided to let her go, I say all to the good.
Tellin us she might have a weapon could kill us all with a
stroke, then sendin us out without telling us how. Let
someone else get the reward. Ill take my little
daughters hug when I walk through the door tnight
an call myself a rich man.
They started up the stairs.
Kait swallowed hard, suddenly and completely scared. They
didnt know about her and they werent coming after her,
but she had no idea what lay above her. There might be no place to
hide between where she stood and the top of the tower.
But there might be. She concentrated on that, and fled up the
stairs, years of practice in sneaking through Galweigh House making
her flight nearly soundless. The guards behind her covered her few
scuffles and the sound of her breathing with their casual chatter
and their heavy, thudding footsteps.
They were in no hurry and she was running, so she gained
ground.
The ceiling neared, and she could see an archway ahead. She ran
faster, trying to think of what she would do if there were already
guards in the room. She lunged through the doorway in a state of
near-terror.
It was empty.
Even better, it was clearly the guards destination.
Uniforms hung from racks all around the rooms perimeter, and
a lunch table stacked with papayas and melons and squashes sat in
the center. She could see nowhere to hide in the room, but the
stairs continued upward, with another ceiling overhead and a door,
standing ajar, visible from the stair on which she stood.
With the guards voices ringing loudly behind her, she
raced upward again.
She slid through the door, saw that no one was in the room with
her, and pulled it almost closed. To keep it from closing
completely because her luck with closed doors had not been
good that day she grabbed a stick of wood from the wood bin
and wedged it between the door and the frame.
Then she stood shaking, her forehead pressed against the cool,
smooth stone-of-Ancients, and listened to the voices below her. The
men were changing, gathering up their belongings and getting ready
to go home for the day. They didnt sound like they would be
coming up that final flight of stairs. She turned, leaned her back
against the door, and studied her hiding place. She was in the
watchroom shed seen from the ground. The top of the
tower.
The wood bin sat to her immediate left. Left of that, a squat,
ugly metal table hunkered between two arches, covered with a dark
cloth held in place by lead weights at each corner. She frowned at
the lumps beneath the cloth, curious about what might be there, but
she didnt investigate. The center of the room held a tall,
long, heavy wood table edged with metal rings, upon which rested
coiled rope, chains, locks, and balls of wrapped gauze. Beside the
table were several chairs, none of them comfortable-looking; and in
the eastern corner a brazier that had a fire going in it, though
the fire was down to coals; and beside the brazier three buckets of
water. The room itself was beautiful. Architecture with the
Ancients unmistakable preference for simplicity and elegance.
Arched doorways punctuated the walls at intervals, and through them
she could see the delicate parapet that had looked so fragile and
lovely from the ground below. A breeze blew through from the
western arches, laden with the scents of jasmine and frangipani and
freesia. The wind was cool, and that high up, blew hard. She could
see why anyone using the tower would need to have a fire going.
The view through those arches was fantastic. The sun was
beginning to drop below the mountains to the west, and the sky had
turned orange and blood red around it, with streaks of violet
stabbing into the red and deepening into rich blue when they
reached the eastern edge of the sky. In minutes it would be dark.
Already the city sparkled with lights, a million gems tossed onto a
velvet cloak and glittering with inner fire.
Kait missed the long twilights shed discovered in North
Novtierra darkness there crept up quietly, and sunsets hung
in the sky for what felt like forever. Had this scene taken place
in North Novtierra, she would have had most of a station to enjoy
it. In Calimekka, the night charged down on the day like an angry
bull, tramping the brief, fragile sunset into oblivion in mere
moments.
She moved forward, drawn to the westernmost arch and to the
flaring sunset. She stood for several moments taking it in. Then,
below her, she heard the voices of the guards growing fainter. They
were leaving. If she followed them down, she could wedge something
behind the tower door before it could completely close. She guessed
that they would head into the Sabir compound; she could follow them
in and still find out something useful for her uncle.
She hurried to the door. The stick shed wedged into it was
gone. The door was shut, though she hadnt heard it shut. The
wind? Could the wind have blown the wedge out of place and closed
the door while she stood watching the setting sun? She didnt
see how, but she couldnt think of what else might have
happened.
She tried the mechanism. It was locked. She stood still, trying
to collect her thoughts, which began racing madly the instant she
realized she was trapped.
I can use that coil of rope, maybe the gauze, tie everything
together, wait until dark, lower myself to the ground.
There wasnt enough rope to reach the ground she
could already see that.
Ill get close enough that I wont be too badly
hurt.
Maybe.
Ill find a way out of here before someone comes.
She rested her head on the door and closed her eyes.
Ill find a way out of this.
Behind her, rhythmic clicking on the floor.
She turned, and jammed the side of her fist into her mouth to
stifle the scream that tried to burst free.
Two men and a monster stepped through the arches from the
eastern half of the parapet to face her. One of the men was Domagar
Addo. Beside him stood a burly ox of a man with massive shoulders
and a chest sprung like a water barrel. He had shaved his head,
keeping a single braid above his left ear in the fashion of the
Sloebene sailors. Either fights or bad bloodlines had given him a
nose like a squashed mushroom and eyes as cold and flat as a
snakes.
But both men were handsome next to the thing that stood beside
them.
Horns curled from its forehead, and scales covered its face and
skin, and daggerlike spines rose from its shoulders and elbows. It
had long claws on its hands, a thick, lashing tail, rows of
triangular, serrated teeth. It alone among the three of them smiled
at her. She wished it hadnt.
Looking for this? it asked, and held up the piece of
wood shed used to keep the door from closing. It
didnt do the job very well, did it?
The instruments and ropes on the table, the lumpish things
beneath the cloth, even the fire left burning down to coals
all of those things suddenly took on a new and sinister
character.
The monster said, Nothing to say? Well, perhaps
thats because we havent been introduced. You are
Chait-eveni. Its smile grew broader. Its voice was the rasp
of a file on metal. Kait shuddered. And I am Anwyn Sabir, of
the Sabir Wolves. This is my cousin Andrew. And I believe you know
our friend Domagar.
Her hands twisted at the mechanism of the door at her back,
trying anything to get it to open. But it held fast.
Domagar said, We began to believe that you would never
follow the little path we made for you and find your way to us. But
were so happy you did. Were delighted to entertain such
a clever girl.
Anwyn said, We are indeed. We have an interesting evening
planned for you.
Andrew Sabir giggled, a sound that made Kaits skin
crawl.
Anwyn said, Come, dont be shy. You might as well
join us over here. That door wont give way, and there is no
other way out. We intend to know you well before you leave
us.
If you leave us, Domagar said. Not
something Id count on.
Chapter 33
Dùghall stared over Rys
shoulder into the viewing glass. He could clearly see Kait,
disguised still as a common laborer. He could see the table she
faced, and the instruments of torture that covered the table
sitting along one wall. He released his shield and sent a single
tendril of his spirit-self crawling through the delicate strands of
magic that connected the viewing glass to Domagar, the Dragon. He
put himself in danger, because with his shields down, Domagar could
follow the link back to him, if he became aware of it. Thus linked,
however, he could not only see through Domagars eyes, but
experience everything the Dragon felt and heard and knew through
his other senses, too.
He took a deadly risk, but he took it for Kait. He feared that
he was going to watch her die, but he was determined that if he
could do nothing else for her, at least he would find a way to make
sure she was not alone when they killed her.
The men Domagar was with were both Sabir Wolves. Domagar
controlled them, though neither of them were aware of the fact.
From Domagars mind, Dùghall could draw out little
snippets of fact. That Domagar had been the name of the true owner
of the body, and that his soul had been ripped out and replaced by
the soul of a Dragon named Mellayne; that one of the two Wolves
with him was also Karnee; that they didnt know the girl
theyd captured was a Galweigh or Karnee, and they had no
awareness of the magic she controlled, but that they were sure she
was more than an employee of traders; that they intended to torture
Kait to find out who she was, who she worked with, what she wanted,
and what she knew. And then they intended to kill her.
Domagar said, If you cooperate with us, you have my
promise that we wont hurt you, and Dùghall became
aware of voices around him muttering, Dont you believe
him, Kait! and, Kill them and get out of there,
and, Shift! Shift!
He focused his attention on his physical surroundings for an
instant. Hasmal and Ian and Ry and all of Rys lieutenants
were now crouched around the viewing glass, talking to her as if
she could hear them.
He returned himself to his connection with Domagar. Kait had a
dagger in one hand and was saying, Stay back and ask me what
you want to know, and Ill tell you. Come at me and Ill
kill you.
All three men laughed. Through Domagars eyes, she looked
so frail, so helpless. A slender young woman surrounded by three
wizards.
The Scarred one limped to the table that held the torture
implements and picked up a flaying knife and a set of finger
dicers. Dùghall shuddered and tried to think of something that
he could do that would protect Kait without leaving himself open to
attack. He had to remember that his first duty as a Warden of the
Falcons was to survive, so that he could rescue the Mirror of Souls
and get it to the Reborn; only if he didnt jeopardize his own
survival could he take steps to save her. He was taking
unacceptable risks just by linking into Domagar.
Do something, Ian was saying. Do some magic
that will save her.
Magic doesnt work that way, Ry said.
Shes shielded so tightly nothing I could do would reach
her. Maybe we could attack them, but hitting them hard enough to
save her would rebound an equal attack onto us, and we dont
have sacrifices to take the rewhah. Wed die, but she
wouldnt live.
Hasmal interrupted. No sacrifice would be required for
magic that caused no harm. If we could get through to her, we could
. . . maybe we could lift her out of there, or do
something else of that nature. But youre right. Her shields
cover her so completely that no magic leaks out at all, and if
nothing can get out, nothing can get in.
Ian said, But theyre going to kill her. His
voice was anguished.
Dùghall tried to keep his focus on the scene around him in
the Sabir tower. The Wolves, the Dragon . . . and
Kait.
The Scarred Wolf, whom Domagars mind named Anwyn, said,
Girl, youre not in a position to make choices. Not now.
Not ever again. Come to me. If I have to come to you, I promise
youll pay doubly for it.
The other Wolf began to laugh. His laughter was the
uncontrolled, high-pitched tittering of a madman. Dùghall,
looking at him through Domagars eyes, was overwhelmed by the
hopelessness of the situation. Domagars memories insisted the
shaved-skulled madman was Karnee, which made him the one among the
three who posed the most immediate physical danger to Kait. He was
most likely to discover that she was the same sort of creature he
was.
The mad Wolf, Andrew, said, Shes not going to come
to you, cousin. Not by herself. Youre too ugly. She wants
someone handsome to help her talk. Someone like me.
Ill kill them, Ian was muttering. If
they hurt her, Ill destroy all three of them and the rest of
the Sabirs, too.
Ry said, Dont make promises you cant keep. You
havent the skill or the power to destroy even one of them.
Theyre wizards.
Ill find a way, Ian said.
Dùghalls mind kept racing in circles, looking for
something anything that might allow him to save his
niece. If he could create a tiny reversed Mirror of Souls, he could
capture the Dragon soul in Domagars body in it, which would
return Domagars true soul the soul of the devout young
farmer to its rightful place. He thought. Or it might kill
the soulless body. Could that help her? A dead body in the room
would be worthless worse than worthless, because it would
give away the presence of observers, and alert the other two. But a
devout young farmer might try to come to the rescue of a poor
trapped girl.
Could he create the Mirror quickly enough?
He looked at the rings on his fingers. The form of the ring was
essential to the structure of the Mirror spell. Hed seen
that, had figured out that the purity of the metal the ring was
made of mattered, too. He had good rings. But he would also need
three wires. He said, One of you. Get me wires three
short wires. Fast.
A brief pause, while the men stood thinking.
Yanth snapped his fingers. Dagger.
Trev caught the direction his thoughts had taken. Yes. But
youll need two.
Both lieutenants shot out the door and an instant later were
back, prying wrapped silver wire from the hilt of one fine dagger
with the blade of another. How long? Trev asked.
In the tower, Andrew Sabir was moving toward Kait from around
one side of the table, and Anwyn, holding his torture implements,
was approaching her from the other.
Dùghall didnt waste time listening to what they were
saying. He was fighting to get his most perfect ring, a plain
circle of refined electrum, over his knuckles. Hed lost
weight over the past months, and the ring had been loose on his
finger, but his joints hadnt gotten any smaller. He said,
The length of your longest finger, all three of
them.
By the time theyd broken off the wires, hed gotten
his ring free. He quickly attached the wires to the ring and
twisted the three of them together, then fanned out the ends to
form a crude tripod. He stood the little tripod on the floor and
nibbled skin off of his lower lip. The tiny fragments of skin he
dropped into the center of the ring. This was going to be crude.
Terribly crude.
He crouched over the tripod. Focusing his will and his attention
completely on the little band of electrum, he said:
Follow my soul, Vodor Imrish,
To the Dragon soul of Mellayne,
To the usurper of the body of Domagar,
Faithful child of Iberan gods,
And from this body expel the intruder.
Bring no harm to the intruder,
The Dragon Mellayne,
But give his soul safe house and shelter
Within the unbroken circle before me
Unbroken that it may guard
Mellaynes immortality, and
Protect the essence of life and mind.
I offer my flesh all that I have given
And all that you will take,
Freely and with clear conscience,
As I do no wrong,
But reverse a wrong done.
He felt fire along the tendril of his spirit that
linked him to Domagar. He wanted to scream, but he held himself
firm. And within Domagars mind, he felt first astonishment,
then raw terror. White heat burned away the anchors by which the
spirit of Mellayne the Dragon held itself within the body it had
taken; white fire pursued that spirit back along the threadlike
path that connected Domagar to Dùghall. And when
Mellaynes spirit blasted
through Dùghall,
flailing for any crevice or crack in him that would give it
purchase, that angry fire surrounded it and absorbed it and burst
from Dùghalls chest in a blazing stream that poured into
the ring. The fire spiraled around, and the room filled for an
instant with fog and the scent of honeysuckle and the oppressive
weight of a wordless scream.
When the air cleared and silence returned, light rose from the
bottom of the tiny Mirror, crawled up through the center, and
circled into the ring, forming a little pool in the center. A
perfect replica in miniature of the Mirror of Souls. Mirror of
Mellayne, Dùghall thought.
Ah, gods, Ry whispered. Its doing what
Kaits Mirror did.
Indeed. He looked into the viewing glass, and
discovered that it had not gone black. Domagars body, then,
had not fallen to the floor in a lifeless heap. Domagar the
real Domagar was looking around the room, his gaze
flicking from the men to Kait to the torture instruments, then back
to Kait again. The boy has his own soul back. The ring houses
the soul of a Dragon. Watch now, Dùghall said, and
everyone stared into the viewing glass.
Kait had her back to the balcony, the blackness of the gulf
beneath her clearly visible. Anwyn and Andrew closed on her slowly,
playing with her. Through Domagars eyes, both of their backs
were visible. Domagar had picked up a handful of knives.
Stop, Domagar said, and Anwyn answered with a
sigh.
She wont hurt herself she isnt so
stupid as that. We may let her survive, but if she throws herself
over, the fall will
surely kill her.
I said
stop! Domagar shouted. He lifted the
knife and aimed it at Andrew, who had started to Shift into a
four-legged nightmare.
Kait didnt seem to realize she had an ally, though. She
gripped the rail with both hands and shouted, I
wont stop. And threw herself over the edge.
Ry and Ian screamed, No! and Hasmal shouted,
You
cant die! And Dùghall dropped to
his knees and stared at the tiny Mirror with its single captive.
And he whispered, Oh, Kait. Sweet little Kait-cha. Im
sorry.
Chapter 34
Danya tucked the newborn baby into the
sling and wrapped him close, hiding him away from the eyes of the
villagers. In the middle of what should have been darkness, the sun
still glowed, low on the horizon and dull red but ever-present now,
having become the unblinking eye of a meddlesome neighbor. In the
winter, shed thought she would go mad from the unceasing
darkness, but in darkness at least shed found privacy. Now,
in the undying light, she felt herself constantly watched by
the villagers, by the distant wizards who spied on her and the
baby, even by the uncaring gods whod abandoned her when she
prayed to them.
The baby squirmed against her scaly breast, nuzzling her. He
made a faint, delicate mewling sound and drifted back to sleep, and
she touched the softness of his cheek with one scaled finger. Red,
wrinkled, delicate, lightly covered in downy hair, he was the most
helpless thing she had ever seen. Shed never paid that much
attention to the babies her cousins had theyd seemed
messy and loud to her, always spitting up or crying or pissing
themselves, always needing to be held or fed or changed. Shed
never planned to have a child; shed looked at her place among
the Wolves and decided magic and power would be enough for her.
But this baby touched her; when he looked into her eyes, she
felt herself become a better person than shed been before. He
gave her a part of herself that shed never been able to find
a warmth and a depth and a patience that shed never
before needed. And he returned to her the assurance that she was
human, if only somewhere on the inside. That wasnt enough to
soothe the pain she carried with her, but she thought it was a
start.
For the moment, at least, she could forget where the child had
come from, and how he had come to be.
She slipped down to the rivers edge and took a boat. The
water was still, a mirror reflecting the lines and shadows of the
tall bluff on the opposite shore, and the rich greens of the
willows that grew down to the bank, and the glorious fuchsia of the
stand of fireweed that covered the bluffs crown like a
brilliant, man-high head of hair. With the baby resting between her
feet, she paddled gently across. She heard loons somewhere in the
distance, their mad laughing call eerie in the silence. Behind her,
a few of the villagers dogs barked, but the barking was lazy,
unexcited. The villagers were mostly asleep, keeping to their
winter rhythms as best they could. She would draw the least
attention now, at what would have been the dead of night in a lower
latitude.
The boat slid across the river, disturbing the water only
slightly in its passage, moving as silently as the huge pike that
inhabited the lakes of the tundra. A family of ducks, the ducklings
paddling in a line behind their mother, crossed Danyas bow
and took no notice of her. Their quacking amused her as she slipped
up to the bluff and dragged the little boat ashore.
She went to meet again with the spirit Luercas. In one of the
hidden back rooms of In-kanmerea, the grand place of the Ancients,
he waited her savior, her friend, her link to the time when
she had been human. This secretive trip fulfilled her promise to
him they had agreed in their last conversation, before
advanced pregnancy made her too ungainly to travel across the
river, climb the bluffs, and hike across the tundra to the hidden
Ancient hideaway, that once the baby was born she would return to
the shielding room, and she and Luercas would speak again.
Shed missed him. Not as much as shed thought she
would, though she wouldnt admit this to him. Shed
engaged herself in the village life, working to make friends,
trying to find her place, and in many ways shed succeeded.
Shed created a sort of life for herself, even if it was poor
and shabby, the sort of existence she would have scorned in her
days as a Galweigh Wolf. At least she wasnt alone. She had
her friends subhuman friends, true, but they cared about
her.
But Luercas was or had been, before his death
human. He was her only human link, other than her son, and the only
creature in this bleak, flat place who knew what she really was. He
alone understood the station in the world shed been destined
to occupy before the Sabirs intervened. To him alone, she was
something other than the scaly, Scarred monster who hunted and
fetched and carried and took little children from one side of the
river to the other. To him she was Family, and Galweigh, and a
Wolf, a highborn young wizard who would have one day had the world
at her feet.
Now . . . well, no world of wealth and glamour lay at
her feet now. Only bluffs spongy with caribou moss and low-growing
blueberry bushes and mouseweed and scrub willow. She made her way
across them, and the baby began to cry; she sat on one grassy
hummock and nursed him, awkward and frustrated with her body,
wishing that she could be human again. If she had soft skin and
full breasts, she could hold him without worrying that she might
break him or scratch him with her claws, and she could nurse him
without wondering if her milk was right for him, or if the magic
that had so completely twisted her might have altered that, too, so
that he would gain no nourishment from it. If she could only be
human again, her body would fit his. She would be a real
mother.
He would grow up with his perfect body, seeing the malformed
beast that had given birth to him, and he would never understand
that once she had been beautiful, too. That once she had been
someone desirable. He would grow away from her, he would become
disgusted by her, his perfect love would one day gutter out and die
when he came to understand that he was perfection and she was an
abomination.
It would have been easier to bear if she hadnt been able
to see herself as she had once been, mirrored in his tiny
features.
When the baby finished suckling, Danya rose and hurried to
Inkanmerea. She hurt inside, and the shelter of the Ancients
House of the Devil Ghosts would soothe her and let her pretend, as
she strolled beneath its huge arches and through its fine halls,
that she could be a woman again. She reached the main entrance and
went down the dark stairs without faltering, her feet now familiar
with the way. She hurried through the grand lobby, and down the
huge hallways, and finally reached the room she wanted, the room
that held the shielding device.
She wrapped her infant firmly and placed him on the seat nearest
the dais that held the Ancients magical apparatus, out of the
range of the shield the device would create. He slept, his tiny
face turned toward her. She could still feel the strangers touching
him from afar, their magic stroking him, lulling him, caressing
him. She could still feel them trying to touch her, too. But she
maintained her magical shields, grateful that once she moved onto
the Ancients device, she would have peace from their attempts
at prying.
She clambered onto the dais, and the apparatus came to life.
Silence descended. Instantly, Luercas was with her.
Danya, its so good to be with you again. Ive been
bereft without you.
When you came to visit me just after he was born, I
thought you would stay with me. But you left again before I could
even tell you how happy I was to hear your voice again. Why did you
leave so suddenly?
Those who invade your child with their spirit-touch would
gladly destroy me, and you with me, if they knew you were my
friend. I wanted only to congratulate you on the birth. You were
strong, and brave and now you are free of the pregnancy at
last. But I dared not stay after that. The wizards who watch you
are powerful and many, and I am weak and only one.
She reminded herself that Luercas had been the only one she
could talk to honestly through the long months while the baby grew
inside of her; he was the only one who knew the full tale of rape
and torture and horror that had visited the unwanted infant upon
her. Hed sympathized, kept her spirits up, reminded her that
she would have her revenge on those whod hurt her, promised
her that one day she would see the Sabirs and the Galweighs bow
before her while she passed sentence on them for their evils.
Shed complained endlessly about the baby she carried, and
about the prying wizards who constantly watched him and watched
her, and Luercas had kept her calm, reassuring her that she would
have her revenge on them, too. Hed cared about her in a way
no one else could have. She didnt think she would have
survived the ordeal without him.
But when he spoke of her being free of the pregnancy at last,
her guts knotted and slight queasiness touched the back of her
throat. She didnt feel that way anymore . . . that
she was free of it. Shed . . . shed
done something powerful, and terrifying and magnificent, and
shed survived. Shed come out on the other side of the
ordeal changed a fact that poor Luercas couldnt
understand.
When she discovered that she cared about the infant shed
delivered, she felt as if she were betraying Luercas, which was
ridiculous. Luercas wouldnt feel betrayed when he discovered
that she was coming to love her baby. He would support her, as he
had supported her throughout her ordeal. Hes a sweet
little thing, she said softly. Hesitantly.
A sweet . . . Ahhh. Luercas paused for a long
time. Of course he is. How could he be anything else?
She wanted to think he understood, but the way he said that
frightened Danya. What do you mean?
Hes a helpless newborn, and adorable as such creatures
go, and you had to go through hell to bring him into the world. So
of course, when you look at him, you see a baby that you can love.
You deserve love more than anyone in the world you should be
able to love your son. That is, to me, the saddest thing about
this. And surely why he chose you. How could you ever stop him,
when youre so needy?
Luercas, you arent making any sense.
Your infant is destined to stand against everything you
desire. He will destroy both you and your hopes and dreams, but he
will do it out of what he will claim is love. And you will help him
do it, because you truly will love him. Luercas sounded
sympathetic, but Danya heard something else in his voice, too
something she hadnt heard before, and couldnt
identify.
Hes a baby. How can he be destined to stand against
me? Destined to destroy me? How can that be?
Look at him carefully, Danya. Look at him, not with human
sight, but with Wolf sight. See him through your wizard eyes.
Hes the product of two Wolves, changed by magics so
overpowering that when they were released they woke the dead and
freed spirits from traps that had held them a thousand years. Look
at that tiny, helpless baby, and tell me what you see.
Danya did as Luercas asked. She looked down at her son tucked
safely between the arms of the nearest chair, wrapped in a blanket,
and she closed her eyes and summoned Wolf sight. After an instant,
the baby appeared in front of her closed eyes, but this time as a
glowing spirit form, and not what she would have expected. His
spirit form was already twice as big as the infant body to which it
was attached. He radiated a serene glow, a pure golden light that
flowed without flaw or blemish in all directions. And tapped into
that glow were hundreds of multicolored tendrils, each connecting
back to one more spy, one more meddler. The baby basked amid those
foreign touches, content with the comfort of strangers.
He welcomes them, and they surround him, Danya said.
He loves them.
Indeed he does. He loves everyone and everything, with the
complete lack of discrimination youd find in any idiot. He
loves the Family that abandoned you and the villains who tortured
you exactly as much and in exactly the same way as he
loves you.
But hes just an infant. As he grows, hell
learn.
Luercas sighed, and said, Oh, how I wish that were true.
Danya, my dear friend, I would give anything for that to be true,
and for this child to be salvageable. But he isnt. His soul
is already set. It has been waiting in its current form for a
thousand years, unchanged, hoping for a body like that one to come
along. The soul in that body has not forgotten who he was, as the
gods decree we all must when we are born into flesh form, so he
recalls every bit of his life as a wizard in the days before the
Wizards War. And he aims to pick up his life from the point
where he left off when he died. His spirit claims noble goals
peace for the world, love for all creatures but test
his goals against what you know to be right, and tell me if you can
allow him to succeed in what hes come to do.
What has he come to do?
He has come to force humankind to open its gates to the
Scarred hell make Ibera welcome the monsters of
Strithia, and the crawling vermin from Manarkas, and the skinless
horrors of South Novtierra, and hell make them the equals of
Family. Hell prevent all wars, no matter how just. Hell
reward the Galweighs and Sabirs with riches and joy and long life.
I tell you truly, under his hand no innocents will suffer unjust
accusations, and that I must concede would be a fine thing, if it
were not that under his hand, no guilty monster will suffer,
either. He demands peace. Absolute peace, without thought of
justice. Peace on his terms.
If you permit him to become the man he will be, you will
never have your revenge on the Families that destroyed you. You
will never see them crawl. Instead, you will see them grow fat with
riches. You will see everything they touch grow fertile and sweet.
Rich harvests will burst from their lands, children will fill their
halls, and gold and gems and caberra spice will spill from their
overfilled treasuries. It will not matter to him that you are his
mother, or that those he aids destroyed you. He will not care about
your pain.
You cant know that. Hes just a baby. Hes
. . . helpless. Tiny. His future is as much a mystery as
anyones.
If you think that, you play into his plans, and those of his
friends, the Falcons. You know about the Falcons, dont
you?
She had read about them in her childhood studies, but not much.
There wasnt much to read. A secret sect devoted to the
return of the Age of Wizards. Worshiped a dead god and a martyr.
Much persecuted hundreds of years ago, utterly destroyed in the
Purges two centuries past.
Their main patron god, Vodor Imrish, has been far too busy of
late to be dead. And if the Falcons were utterly destroyed, that
squirming infant would not be communing with them now. Who did you
think was touching him the whole time you were pregnant, eh?
Theyre still out there, and theyre happier than
theyve been in a thousand years.
Hes their martyr, Danya. Hes the one whos
going to give them the return of their Age of Wizards, whos
going to make them gods and set them above humanity. Hes the
one whos going to wrest from you the revenge you so truly
deserve, and reward your enemies with joy. His name was Solander,
and he is called the Reborn, and for all his seeming goodness,
hell make you love him, then use your love to make you his
slave.
Danya looked at the baby. He looked no different on the outside,
but safely within the magical shield of the Ancients, she was
walled off from the touch of his love. He couldnt move her
with his sweet gazes or fill her with the warmth of his acceptance.
He was just a baby, just a thing that would soon cry and
shit and demand food.
She took a deep breath, staring at him. Not just a thing
her arms longed to hold him again, to feel his slight weight
against her chest; she yearned to feel him feed at her breast, and
to know that she fed him from herself. She desired his sweet scent,
and the touch of his breath against her face. Not all the emotion
she felt for him had come from him.
Thats the betrayal of your body, Luercas told her.
All mothers hunger for those things, or else the species would
not survive.
Danya blocked him out. She didnt want to hear any more of
what he had to say. But she could not accept the future that
Luercas painted, either. She could not think of the Sabirs and the
Galweighs rewarded when they had done her such evil. She could
steel herself against her emotions for the moment. She could force
herself to form the question she had to ask.
Can I change this? Can I prevent the future you paint for
me? You can. Or I should say, you could. Now. Only
now, only for this one moment, hes still weak. He has not
become the unstoppable monster that he will be a few days from now.
Now, at this moment, his body is still too new and too delicate to
act as the channel for the magic he will command.
But you wont do anything, because he chose you so
carefully. He found someone who would need his love, some pitiful
Scarred creature who had once been someone of importance, and who
would cling to him as a link to the past she could never have
again. The bastard won the moment he chose you as his mother, and
now the world will pay forever.
You cant know that. You dont know what
Im capable of. But she thought, The baby told me before
he was born that he was my reward for having suffered so much. That
he was coming to bring me joy. And love.
Luercas heard her thoughts and laughed. That laughter sounded
hopeless and hollow to Danya.
You see? He has you.
Danya closed her eyes. She knew that the baby wasnt just a
baby, no matter how much she might wish otherwise. Everything
Luercas told her had the ring of truth to it. She could look at him
with Wolf sight and see the truth. The infant in front of
her would prevent her from taking her revenge. He would change
everything, and because of him she would remain hollow, trapped
within her anger. She would never be set free from the prison of
her own memories, because the only key that would open the door of
that prison was the blood of her enemies.
She couldnt even hold her own revenge up as the sole
reason for stopping him. He aimed to bring back the Age of Wizards.
He aimed to put the Falcons into power, to make himself into a god.
Civilization had been destroyed a thousand years earlier by the
Falcons and their enemies the Dragons. She didnt know if one
group was better than the other, but she didnt care, either;
magic had come through time into the hands of Wolves like her. Her
kind kept it carefully secret, and did not threaten the world with
it. Letting the Falcons return to power would betray her world.
She could not let him do what he had come to do.
He was a beautiful baby but now that she looked at him
closely, she could see the mark of his father on him. His hair was
golden, his earlobes long, his skin pale. So his father had been
Crispin Sabir. She closed her eyes and summoned memories of that
monster. She revisited her pain, her fear, her humiliation. And
when she opened her eyes again, she could see Crispins mark
more clearly on the babe.
Tell me how to stop him, Luercas.
You already know. In your heart, in your soul, you already
know what you have to do.
But tell me anyway.
I wont. You seek someone that you can blame afterward.
I wont be that someone. Either you are strong enough to stand
alone, to act alone, or you are the weak thing he thought you were
when he chose you.
She breathed in slowly. Her hands were shaking. The baby lay on
the chair, sleeping peacefully. He was a beautiful baby. Her
beautiful baby. But he was Crispins baby, too, and the
Falcons savior. He was an evil thing cloaked in beauty.
And Luercas was right.
She knew what she had to do.
Chapter 35
Kait felt the rail against the small of
her back. Her damp palms slid along the smooth, cool
stone-of-Ancients without finding purchase; the sweat of terror
soaked her clothing. The night wind bit her through the loose weave
of her tunic, and she shivered.
Andrew and Anwyn approached her from opposite sides, weapons in
hand. Grinning. Domagar stood by the central table the
torture table, she realized now his face unreadable. He held
knives in both hands, and he stared at her, a strange wildness in
his eyes. He said, Stop.
Everyone ignored him.
Anwyn said, She wont hurt herself she
isnt so stupid as that. We may let her survive, but if she
throws herself over, the fall will surely kill
her.
Her magic shields and the scents she had soaked herself in kept
her from revealing to them who and what she was, but they were
going to find out too soon. She was going to Shift if she
didnt get away soon, and all the scents in the world would
not hide her identity then. And the one with his head shaved was
Karnee. He would love to discover that she shared his Karnee
form.
She had no options. Her years of classes in diplomacy had taught
her that the diplomat who endangered his mission would do whatever
he had to do to save it. The secrecy of the mission counted. Now
the mission was to prevent those bastards from discovering the
hiding place of Dùghall and Hasmal, who still had the chance
to regain the Mirror. She could be a coward and destroy them, and
die horribly. Or she could be brave, and die quickly.
Domagar was screaming, I said stop! Perhaps
he saw the intent in her eyes. It didnt matter. The Karnee
was Shifting, moving at her with that grin stretched across his
face, becoming the four-legged killer.
She tensed her body and gripped the rail and shouted, I
wont stop! as she launched herself backward into
oblivion.
She fell, her jaws clamped tight to keep herself from screaming
she was determined to die silently, to steal from the three
monsters in the tower even the slight pleasure they might have
gotten from that proof of her fear.
Her body flung itself into Shift, frantic for survival even when
the situation was hopeless. She felt her muscles burn and her skin
stretch and flow. Her clothes tore away as she mutated into a form
she didnt recognize. She tumbled until she fell facedown, and
the city lay below her like stars in the sky flung to earth and
spread on a bed of velvet. If she were to die, she would face death
looking at the beauty of her home.
The night wind caught at her and buffeted her, and the jewels
rolled beneath her.
The jewels rolled beneath her.
But they came no closer.
Her heart thudded in her chest, and her eyes, sharper and
clearer, made out the individual ships in the dark and distant
harbor and the shapes of horses and men and beasts in the streets
below. She looked sidelong at her right arm. Behind a frame of bone
so slender it looked like it would shatter at the slightest touch,
a film of transparent skin billowed from distant fingers to
delicate ankle. She flicked her index finger and her whole body
followed her to the right. Her finger was twice as long as a tall
man, her arm that long again. Wings. She had wings. She could
fly.
This was Karnee, too?
By the gods, she could fly.
She was elated, but she made no noise. She let the wind fill her
wings, and she pointed herself as best she could toward the quarter
in which her friends waited for her. She didnt want the
Karnee in the tower behind her to suspect that shed survived.
He might know about this flying. Worse, he might be good at it. She
had never thrown herself off a tall tower expecting to die before,
so her body had never had need to take on this winged form. The
manuscripts shed read didnt mention it.
She could fly.
She wondered what she looked like. She wondered how much of what
she did to keep herself aloft was instinctive knowledge, and how
much was sheer dumb luck that could run out at any time. She
stretched her fingers and held the air in her hands and made it
move where she wanted it to go. She glided, and imagined herself
soaring in the warmth of the day, with the sun on her back, with
the wind in her hair. She thought of hitting thermals in the
airible, of watching the soaring birds using them to go ever higher
while they hunted, circling around and around while they rose
higher and higher, and she knew instinctively that she could use
thermals. But of course there were none at night; the ground was
cool and the sun couldnt warm columns of rising air. Where
could she go to launch herself so that she could fly again? And how
could she be sure the Shift would work correctly? What if this were
the only time in her life she could fly? If it were, how could she
step on the ground and know that she would never leave it
again?
She would fly again. She promised herself that. The air was
glorious. She held the night in her heart and embraced every slight
sound, every scent that shed thought she was losing forever.
She was alive. Alive. And she could fly. The world was hers, and
hope remained. Miracles happened. Somehow she and Dùghall and
Hasmal would get the Mirror, and prevail against the Dragons.
Somehow good would win over evil, and the Reborn would bring his
love to all the world. She was alive, and infinite possibility lay
open to her.
She circled above the quarter where her friends waited for her
and found a place where she could safely land. A large garden, rich
with the scents of melons and ripening maize and palomany, lay at
one end of the street. No one was anywhere nearby. At the thought
of landing, uncertainty gripped her. How was she to land?
Shed watched birds do it often enough. But even baby birds
required practice.
Wouldnt it be ironic to survive her plummet from the
tower, only to die because she didnt know how to safely reach
the ground?
She dropped toward the field as slowly as she could, cupping the
air beneath her wings and hoping for the best. She reached forward
with her feet, trying to emulate the birds shed watched,
wishing shed watched them more closely. Her caution
didnt help her. She hit the ground like a sack of rocks
anyway, and tore the delicate skin on her right wing, and lay in a
tumble in a field of smashed melons and downed stalks. But when she
had calmed herself sufficiently, she managed to get up and to
control her Shift back to human form, and the wounded flesh
healed.
So she had another miracle to credit to the night. She was
alive, and now on the ground and unhurt.
Of course, she was also naked and in a field at the end of a
street that was busy even in the middle of the night, and she
needed to get to an inn that sat three streets over and one
back.
She grinned, unfazed. She was still alive, by the gods. She
could handle anything.
Chapter 36
Danya stepped outside of the shield and
picked up the baby. He opened his eyes and looked at her, trusting
her. Loving her. His love encircled her again, and she responded to
it. She pressed his soft face lightly against her scaled cheek and
blinked back the tears that threatened to spill from them. He made
a soft, mewling sound. Hes hungry, she thought, and she put
him to her breast.
She did not think about Luercas, about the future, about
anything at all. She didnt dare let herself think. While she
held him and fed him, she lived for that moment only, kneeling on
the floor beside the chair that was still warm from her babys
presence. He wriggled and her arm cradled his tiny body, and his
sweet scent filled her nostrils, and his love encompassed her. His
tiny mouth tugged at her nipple, and her flat breasts tingled as
they filled with milk. In that moment, she was a mother with a
newborn baby, and she loved him and he loved her, and the future
was nothing that mattered. In that moment, they were two bodies and
two souls joined in a bond that transcended thought and mind and
the necessity of the world.
The strangers the Falcons were all around her, but
she ignored them. Luercas hovered inside her head, but she blocked
him out, too. None of them had anything to do with this moment,
with this beautiful thing that passed between her and her son. This
moment was for her. It was something she could keep, something she
could cherish. It was beyond right or wrong, beyond fair or unfair.
It simply was.
The babys eyes drifted shut, and Danya brushed one scaled
finger along his skin, and leaned her face close to his again. She
felt his breath on her cheek. She kissed him as best she could with
her deformed face; her long muzzle and predators teeth made
the gesture almost impossible. He was already everything in her
world. A tiny scrap of flesh and breath and life, and she wanted to
give him everything he desired, wanted to build walls around him to
keep him safe, and wanted to change the world to fit his needs.
She rose and climbed onto the dais again, this time holding him
in her arms. As she slipped within the walls of the Ancients
shield, she felt the hundreds of tendrils that connected him to the
distant Falcons snap, like the threads of a spiderweb when a hand
brushed it away. He woke and looked at her again, but he
didnt cry. He just looked, those round innocent eyes
searching her face, uncomprehending.
He would not have been allowed to live past his first Gaerwanday
in Calimekka, she thought. He was Scarred by magic, even if he
looked outwardly human. He was already growing visibly not
yet a day old, he already had the form of an infant two or three
months old. He would have been sacrificed to the gods of Iberism
for the good of the people of Ibera.
He lay in her arms, and a smile flitted across his face. Eyes
crinkled, dimples appeared, a broad toothless grin flashed and then
vanished. He was a beautiful little boy. And helpless. He was still
helpless.
But only for the moment.
She lifted a corner of the blanket away from his chest. She
could see the lines of each tiny rib beneath his skin, could see
his breath moving through his body, could see the tremor of the
chest wall where his heart beat. A drop of water landed on his
sternum and beaded and trembled in time to the beating of his
heart, and she realized she was crying.
I love you, he said into her mind.
I know, she whispered, and stabbed two talons into
his skin, between those fragile ribs, into the tiny heart. I
love you, too. But you cant live for the good of the
people of Ibera, you cant live.
He screamed in pain, and bright blood welled up around her
talons. She held them in place and the first wave of magic rolled
over her as he tried to heal himself. The magic flowed from him
into her, though, and she felt her body changing again felt
her skin burning and her bones melting and her blood boiling
through her veins.
He screamed, Save me! into her mind, but she closed his
mind-cries out the way she blocked out his physical shrieks.
He thrashed and his tiny hands flailed against her talons, and
his round little feet drummed against her chest.
She was doing the wrong thing. She knew it. She knew she was
wrong to sacrifice him, just as she knew the people of Ibera were
wrong to sacrifice their Scarred children. She could still save
him. He could still live, if she just pulled those claws free from
his heart. He would still be her child, and he would forgive her
the evil thing she had tried to do.
But she had sworn to the gods that she would have her revenge.
In order to keep her promise, she had to make this sacrifice. One
baby had to die. One baby. Her baby, and only because he stood
between her and the justice she owed to the Sabirs and the
Galweighs. She had seen him in the future, standing at the head of
the Falcons, with all the world subject to his edicts, and she
could not allow that, either.
The second wave of magic hit her, and she hung on. She could
feel his desperation even as her body melted and mutated and
then she felt the thing that almost stopped her. She felt his love.
He still loved her.
She cried out and closed her eyes tightly and turned her face
away from him. She pictured Crispin Galweigh, the rape, the
torture, her pain. She fought to find her hatred, and felt it
slipping between her clawed fingers. I have to do this!
she screamed. Youll ruin everything!
He stopped struggling. He was weak, now. There would be no more
magic. She opened her eyes and looked at him; she had to face the
fact that she did this thing, that she chose to do this. She
had to take responsibility for what she did.
He lay along her arm, limp and barely breathing, with blood
coating his chest. His eyes watched her, and in spite of
everything, they were full of love. Poor Danya, he whispered
into her head. Luercas lied to you.
The life went out of him at last, and she pulled her talons from
his heart and lay his tiny body on the dais and knelt over him,
weeping. He was dead, and the love he had poured into her was gone,
withdrawn beyond her reach forever. She shuddered and stared at her
hand, the hand that had killed him. The talons of the first two
fingers, the talons she had buried in her sons heart,
remained unchanged, as did the fingers out of which they grew. But
the rest of her hand had become . . . her hand. Human.
Smooth pale skin, delicately tapered fingers, a slender palm
attached to a finely boned wrist, a graceful arm, a softly rounded
shoulder. Beneath her leather wraps, full, soft human breasts heavy
with milk. A small waist, a flat belly, lean, muscular legs. Her
left hand was perfectly human. She touched her face. It was once
again her face.
With his magic, he had given her back herself. Dying, he had
tried to give her back her life. She could have let him live, she
could have gone home.
She stared at the two beasts claws that had killed him
the Reborn her gift. They marked her as Scarred, but
she could cut them off. She could take an ax and hack them off and
go home, except she had sworn to have her revenge on her
Family.
Her Family would welcome her back now, but her oath to the gods
stood between her and them.
I could have let it all go. I could have begged the forgiveness
of the gods. But I have sacrificed my son to my oath. Im
bound by his life.
She stroked the soft cheek of her son. I could have been a
real mother for you, she whispered. Im
sorry.
A sickly blue glow surrounded the babys body, and Danya
pulled her hand away. Magic touched him again, but this time it
came from the outside, accompanied by the reek of rotted meat and
honeysuckle. The holes in his chest closed, though two black scars
remained to show where her claws had dug through him. His chest
rose once. Fell. Rose again.
She wanted to rejoice, but she couldnt. She felt no love
when she reached out to touch him instead she felt
terrifying coldness and calculating watchfulness. The infant took
another breath, and his eyes focused. After a pause, he took
another breath, and then another, and then the fact that he was
breathing again ceased to seem miraculous. His arms moved, but
cautiously. Experimentally. He gave two quick kicks with his legs,
then let them rest, too. Another smile crossed his face, but this
smile had none of the infant innocence she had seen in her
sons only smile. This smile was smug. Self-satisfied. Evil.
Whatever spirit inhabited the body of her son, it was not her
sons.
I should think not, the baby said in a whispery,
thin voice. It struggled to sit up, but couldnt. You
know me, Danya. Im your friend Luercas. Im going to be
your new son.
No. She couldnt watch someone else grow in her babys
body. Not even Luercas, who had saved her life. Luercas suddenly
terrified her. She reached for him with her talons, determined that
her sons body would not be tainted by a strangers
spirit. A flash of powerful, furious magic shot from the
babys fingers straight at her eyes. It drove her back, fire
burrowing in her skull. She screamed and collapsed on the dais, and
gripped her eyes. Pain roared through her head.
I didnt hurt you permanently, Luercas said.
This time. But dont try that again. You want
your revenge, and youll get it, but not without me. And I
needed a body. No sense letting this perfectly good one go to
waste. A chuckle that made her skin crawl. Until I can
make this body do what I want it to, you can take care of me. Feed
me. Change me. So you see, you didnt lose your baby after
all.
But she had. Her baby, dying, told her that Luercas had lied to
her. She realized that was true, that Luercas had found a way to
lead her in the direction hed wanted her to go. But she had
followed. Willingly, she had followed, and now her baby was gone
and something evil had taken his place. What sort of mistake had
she made?
One she needed to undo. She could leave Luercas behind, run away
as fast as she could, never return to In-kanmerea. He would die
without her, and whatever evil hed planned would die with
him.
Dont even think it. You and I are going to do
tremendous things. We are going to be immortal and own the world.
Well need a little time, and a bit of effort, but together
well manage. Youre just having qualms right now, and
thats understandable. Infanticide is a nasty thing, and hard
to get over. But youll put it behind you.
She lay on the dais, still blind, still in pain. I
wont. I did something evil.
Well, yes. You did. And you did it voluntarily.
I cant live with myself, she whispered. The
answer came clear to her then. She could kill herself, pay for the
evil shed done, and stop Luercas at the same time.
No, you cant. The little baby voice sounded so
delicate that she couldnt understand how it could have such a
foul undertone. I wont let you kill yourself any more
than Ill let you kill me. Youre stuck with me.
Youll do what I want you to do voluntarily, or youll do
it because I make you. I can do that. Either way, Im going to
get what I want, and youre going to give it to me. But you
can make yourself as my ally, Danya, or you can find out that
youre my slave.
She cringed.
Now pick me up and feed me, he said. Im
hungry. And when youre finished, take me back to the village.
Youll have to think of something to tell them about your new
look. The Kargans dont like humans much. He laughed
again. But if youre a good girl and dont try to
give me trouble, maybe Ill fix those fingers of
yours.
She picked the infant up, wishing him dead. Wishing herself
dead.
Chapter 37
Kait crawled through the window
shed left open and dropped to the floor with a relieved sigh.
If she ever had anything worth stealing again she might someday
regret it, but her bad habit of not closing windows came in useful
from time to time this night she was grateful that she
wouldnt have to parade naked through the tavern that lay on
the ground floor of the inn, where men and women still sat eating
and drinking and watching the two dancers who twined and shimmied
to the smoky beat of the tala drums.
But she only had an instant to be grateful. She realized she
wasnt alone, and a heartbeat behind that, she heard
breathing, caught his scent and felt, with that sixth sense
she could only think of as magic, that the darker shadow in the
darkest corner of the unlit room was Ry. He wore an air of waiting
and anticipation around him like a heavy cloak.
She froze and stared into the corner. Why are you in my
room, Ry?
Im celebrating the fact that youre
alive. His voice was velvet, and her pulse quickened at the
sound of it. Waiting to congratulate you on your escape. I
had to celebrate alone until you got here because your uncle and
Hasmal and damned Ian are convinced youre dead. They took
offense at signs of merriment from me.
How did you she started to ask, but when she
thought about it, she already knew how he knew shed survived.
Part of him was bound as tightly to her as her own soul. She took a
deep breath. I thank you for . . . waiting
for me. Im amazed that I survived. . . . I
didnt expect to when I jumped.
He rose, and took a step toward her. She took a step back in
response. He said, You were courageous. Even facing torture,
I dont know that I would have jumped to my death to protect
my friends. He paused. I like to think that I
would have. My record for doing the brave thing hasnt been so
wonderful, though.
Kait realized suddenly that he could see her much more clearly
than she could see him he stood in the shadows, but the
light from the moon and the stars shone in the window, and she
still stood clearly framed by that. She felt the heat rising to her
cheeks, and said, I have to let everyone else know Im
back. Leave just a moment for me, please? Ill hurry, and we
can talk once Im dressed.
We could do that, he agreed, but he didnt
move.
She waited. He still didnt move. She cleared her throat
and said, I have clothes in the trunk behind you, but I
cant reach them if youre standing there.
He didnt say anything for the longest time. Finally, he
murmured, I know that, and the dark, silky timbre of
his voice made her skin prickle and her heart race.
Weary though she was from Shift, hungry and worn and dragged
down, still her body responded to the fire she sensed in him. Every
sound came clearer to her ears, every scent grew sharp and
separate, every form in the room seemed to glow with its own inner
light. Her long abstinence fed her hunger, but more than that, his
presence fed her. She wanted him, as she had wanted him from the
first time she caught his scent in the air, and her body sang with
eagerness. Oh, no, she whispered.
Why no, Kait? Why always no? When I crossed
the ocean pursuing you, every night I dreamed that we danced, you
and I. That we floated over gardens and fields and forests, naked
in each others arms; that I held you and that we moved
together to music that we felt but never heard. Every night, I
slept with your body pressed against mine, and every morning, I
awoke to nothing.
I know, Kait said after a moment.
It wasnt a dream, Ry told her. It was
real. It was the truth. You and I were made for each other. We are
the two halves of a single perfect soul, and our incomplete souls
reach out, when we sleep, for the only thing that will complete
them. In our sleep, we are together because we are supposed to be
together.
Kait shook her head.
She saw the quick flash of his teeth a brief, stubborn
smile in the darkness. Yes. You know were meant to be.
You know. Yet you refuse this . . . this gift the
gods have given us . . . even though you and I are the
only ones who suffer when you refuse.
Youre Sabir.
And youre Galweigh. And I dont care. I
didnt care when my parents told me I couldnt have you.
I didnt care when my mother told me she would make me
barzanne if I pursued you instead of taking over as head of the
Sabir Wolves. Well . . . He paused. I did
care about that, but I came anyway. And I dont care what my
Family thinks now, or what they will think in the future. I waited
a lifetime to find you. He laughed softly, a mirthless laugh.
Mine was a lifetime of careful celibacy and painful restraint
partly to avoid the fate my Family planned for me, but
partly because I knew that somewhere you existed, and I didnt
want to be tied to anyone when I finally found you.
Kait felt the pain of her own past weighing on her then. I
wasnt so . . . circumspect.
Ian. She could hear the distaste in his voice; he
covered it well, but not perfectly.
Not just Ian.
A sigh. I know. I accept your past. I had training in
controlling the Karnee drives from the time I was born. You
obviously didnt.
The Family would have demanded that I be sacrificed
with the rest of the Scarred children on Gaerwanday, had they known
about me. My family hid me, and got me to a house in the
country, and raised me on a farm away from sight until theyd
taught me what they could about hiding my . . . curse. My
mother and father had given birth to boys on two occasions who were
Karnee, but both were murdered in their cribs before they reached
their first month, so my parents knew nothing, really, about the
Karnee Curse or how I could control it. They read Family histories
and gleaned what they could from those, and learned the rest from
trial and error. They taught me what they could. She
shrugged. As far as I know, Im the only Galweigh
Karnee.
As soon as she said it, she wished she hadnt told him
that. Better perhaps that he should think the Galweighs had a
number of Karnee, as the Sabirs did.
But he seemed uninterested in the strategic import of what
shed told him. He shrugged. I know about your past
lovers. Theyre past.
It was her turn to laugh. I havent had lovers.
Ive had encounters. Brief meetings with strangers when
the curse drove me the hardest. I can only call one of the men from
my past a lover, and he . . . She fell silent. And
he was Ian, and he still loved her, and she still cared deeply
about what happened to him. And the moment she declared herself for
Ry the instant she told Ian of her choice she hurt
him in a way she could never undo. She would not make such a
decision lightly.
Ry said, The past is the past. It doesnt control the
present unless you let it. My past is behind me forever.
Ive found the Reborn; my first loyalties can never be to
Sabir again, any more than yours can be to Galweigh. You and I walk
the same path now. He looked at her, and in the darkness she
caught a change in his eyes. They began to reflect the light in the
room as a cats would. His voice when he spoke again was
deeper. Huskier. But thats not all. Kait. I love you. I
need you. He took another step toward her, and she could feel
the burning edge of Shift pushing him. Dance with
me.
She could tell herself forever that she avoided him because she
honored her Family, but when she looked into her heart, she knew
that was only partly true. She also avoided him because he would
take her into an unknown realm. She knew pain, and loneliness, and
despair. She knew emptiness. She knew how to settle for less than
what she wanted; she knew how to pretend to feel something she
didnt feel; she knew how to live on scraps and refuse. She
hated those things, those feelings, but she had survived them
before and she knew she could survive them again.
But she knew nothing of the realm of love. Of the banquet of
passion. Of the feast of genuine, mutual desire. Those terrified
her. Im not ready, she said, and wasnt sure
whether she had said it aloud or only to herself.
Dance with me, he whispered.
He took another step toward her, and she knew that if she never
had the courage to declare what she wanted, she would never really
live. She could deny herself the love she wanted, but that
wouldnt make her dead Family return to life, and it
wouldnt create in her the love that would be the only thing
that would satisfy Ians wishes. She couldnt give Ian
what he truly desired, and if she kept it from herself, they would
both be unhappy.
He took another step toward her.
And she walked into his arms and whispered, Yes.
Their bodies pressed against each other, her skin against the
silk of his shirt, the leather of his pants. Their cheeks touched,
and their hands twined together. They moved slowly, spinning around
to the faint, sensual beat of the tala drums that rose through the
wood-plank floor.
The dance was the dance of her dreams, though this time her feet
touched the ground. They moved together surely, confidently,
knowing when to step, how to turn, as if this were the hundredth
time they had danced this way instead of the first. Perhaps her
dreams and his dreams had been real, and it truly was.
They stepped and turned, stepped and turned, gliding left,
spinning right. His warmth surrounded her. She pressed her face
against his chest, liking the broad expanse of hard, flat muscle.
She inhaled his scent musk and spices, heat and hunger. They
danced that way for a while, and then he kissed her once, lightly,
at the point where neck and shoulder met.
She shivered, but not from the cold. She slipped one hand free
from his and with it undid the laces of his shirt while the two of
them kept dancing. Leaned close and kissed the hollow of his
throat, and he made a sound halfway between a purr and a growl.
Freed her other hand and slid both arms around his waist, and
pulled the tail of his shirt loose from his pants, and let both
hands wander beneath the shirt, stroking the lean, hard muscles of
his back, discovering the heat and texture of his skin, the soft
triangle of silky fur between his shoulders at the base of his
neck.
His hands in the meantime settled on her bare shoulders and
slowly, slowly stroked down either side of her spine to the small
of her back.
She lifted Rys shirt over his head and let it drop to the
floor. They danced skin to skin as they had in the dreams, the
fullness of her breasts pressed hard against the furred breadth of
his chest.
In the tavern below, the beat of the talas quickened.
She fumbled with the buckle of his belt, and he moved one hand
from her back to release it with a short, impatient tug. He loosed
the laces of his pants, too, but then returned his hand to her
back. She got his message he would go so far on his own, but
no farther. She would have to show him she wanted him.
Her heart pounded and her blood burned. In the dreams, they had
only danced, but she wanted more than dancing. She wanted him,
wanted to take him as her lover wanted to meld with him, to
complete herself.
She stopped dancing and tugged his pants down. He kicked off his
boots, stepped out of pants and underclothes. Waited. The beat of
the drums, resonating through the floor, mimicked the racing of her
heart.
He kicked his clothes out of the way, then enfolded her hands in
his and began to dance with her again. They moved slowly,
sensuously, skin against silken skin, heat to heat, kissing
lightly, nipping and biting, dragging fingernails down backs,
always spinning close and then stepping apart, then pulling
together again, tighter than before.
At last they danced their way into a corner, and Ry stopped.
Now, he said.
And she said, Now.
He stepped in closer and caught her around the waist and lifted
her up, and pressed her back to the wall. She locked her legs
around his hips. And as the tala drums died away to silence, they
danced another, older dance.
Chapter 38
Hasmal began to sense the wrongness of
the night even before Kait leaped from the tower. Hed carried
that gut-wrenching premonition of pending disaster with him while
he watched her fall and when he and Dùghall lashed out at Ry
for insisting she lived. While he and Dùghall knelt on the
floor of the common room, saying the offices for a dead Falcon
for though Kait had not taken the oaths of the Falcons, and
though she had not yet learned all the secrets, both of them agreed
that she had been a Falcon in truth that sense of doom had
grown worse.
The sense of wrongness had become an inescapable horror as the
night progressed, until Hasmal asked Dùghall if he felt it,
too.
Of course I feel it, Dùghall had snapped.
Shes dead, and lost to us forever. How could I not feel
it?
But Hasmal wasnt convinced that his grief over Kaits
death was the demon that rode him.
Ian joined them for the final prayers, and Hasmal wished he
would go away. In normal circumstances he would have been pleased
to share the burden of praying a soul safely through the Veil
in normal circumstances, it was a burden best shouldered by
as many as would willingly assume the task. But the presence of
even such allies as Ian grated on him like a rasp on bare bone. The
night felt like it would never become dawn.
When Yanth burst into the room in the midst of their prayers,
grinning like an idiot, and Ry stepped in behind him holding
Kaits hand, Hasmal had looked at his clearly unharmed friend
and had been unable to find any joy inside himself at the
indubitable proof of her survival. He cared about her; she was a
dear confidante and a trusted colleague; and still the fact
that she lived couldnt even begin to penetrate the haze of
dread that gripped him.
Ry stood staring at him and Dùghall and Ian, his face
bewildered. Shes alive, you asses, he said.
You can put aside your mourning clothes and leave your
prayers for someone who needs them. Shes
alive.
Dùghall rose, looking old and stiff and bent, and walked
over to Kait, a false smile on his face, and embraced her the way a
polite man embraces the confused stranger who insists he is a dear
friend of years past. Youre a sight for hurting
hearts, he said. But Hasmal heard in the old mans voice
the same pain he felt in his own soul. The entire universe vibrated
like strings tuned off key.
Kait frowned and turned to Ry and said, You said they
didnt believe you when you told them I was alive, but
Id think they didnt believe me.
Ry put one arm around her shoulders in a protective gesture and
said, I dont know whats the matter with them. But
you have me.
I do, she said, and turned into his arms and kissed
him.
Ian looked like she had slapped him, and Hasmal felt the man
reverberate with an echo of the nights wrongness. Ian stared
at Kait with eyes gone flat and hard and cold, and said,
Youve chosen, then.
She swallowed and nodded. It isnt as if
. . . I dont want you to be . . . happy
or . . . Her voice trailed off and she shook her
head. Yes. I have. Ive chosen. Im sorry, Ian
I truly am.
His hand moved to his sword, seemingly on its own, and Hasmal
braced himself for sudden violence. But Ian only fingered the
swords pommel and said, You need not apologize to me.
You were always free to take the path you desired. I had hoped I
would be on that path, but I wouldnt want to spend my life
with someone who didnt love me, no matter how much I loved
her. His whole face tightened, and he looked at Ry. I
wish you every happiness. Brother. That was said in a voice
Hasmal would have reserved for cursing enemies into Iberan
hell.
Then Ian stalked from the room, his movements angry and his back
stiff.
And Hasmal thought perhaps that was the heart of the
despair that clutched at his heart, but no the wrongness of
Ians fury was a single grain of sand on an infinite beach
compared to the hollow, foul fear that gripped Hasmal. He said,
Kait, your return brings me great joy, but Im
exhausted. Dùghall and I have been praying and performing the
Falcons last offices since we thought you died. He
hugged her and kissed both her cheeks. Ill be more able
to show my happiness after Ive had some sleep, and more eager
then to hear how you survived what I thought was a terrible
fall.
Dùghall nodded. As will I. Dear girl, youve
twice returned to me from the dead, and I am overjoyed. And after
sleep and the morrows late breakfast, well
celebrate.
When everyone had left but Dùghall, though, Hasmal said,
Something weighs on my soul tonight. Some part of the
universe has gone astray. Im sick at heart, and I dont
know why.
Dùghall said, As am I. I fear, and dont know
what frightens me. We must find peace. Sit with me, and well
go to the Reborn.
Hasmal dropped cross-legged to the floor and released his
shields. The darkness inside didnt leave him. When
Dùghall got into position, both men closed their eyes and
began spinning out the delicate tendril of soul-stuff that would
connect them to the Reborn. But this time, the magic didnt
work.
Hasmal struggled to put his whole concentration into his
meditation; he cleared his mind and breathed slowly and focused on
the still center and on the clear bell-pure ringing that was the
sound at the heart of the universe, and even when he held those
things inside of him and his mind was still as motionless water, he
could not reach the Reborn.
Dùghalls voice broke his meditation. The old
mans voice shook as he whispered, We must offer our
blood.
They brought out blood-bowl and thorns and tourniquet, and
spilled their blood into the silvered surface, and said the
Heie abojan, the prayer of those who waited in the long
darkness. They summoned the magic that would connect them to
Solander. And they waited. The blood in the bowl lay untouched. No
radiant fire burned through it, building the bridge between the
Reborn and his Falcons. No warmth flowed from it, no energy filled
Hasmal, no love touched him. Where he had once felt the reborn hope
of the world, the fount of joy, now he felt . . .
emptiness.
He prayed harder. He pushed harder. His body stiffened and his
breathing grew rough. He felt tears beginning to leak from the
corners of his eyes; he tasted their salt burning at the back of
his throat. Finally he opened his eyes and stared down at the
blood-bowl, at the dark puddle congealing in its center. He touched
Dùghall, who opened his eyes. Dùghall, too, had been
crying.
Hes gone.
I know. The old man nodded, and his suddenly haggard
face looked ancient.
Where has he gone? Why cant we find him?
Dùghall wiped roughly at his eyes with a sleeve, then
looked down at his hands. Weve lost, Has. Weve
lost everything, and the Dragons have won. Solander is
dead.
No, Hasmal said, but he knew it was true. Some part
of him had known from the moment it happened that the Reborn had
been taken from them. Stolen. Murdered. He couldnt understand
how such a nightmare could come to pass, but he knew that it had.
None of the prophecies ever hinted that this could
happen, he said. Nowhere did Vincalis give an
indication that the Reborn would be in danger when he returned.
Solander was promised to us. Promised. How could this
. . . ?
But Dùghall waved him off, wearily. How doesnt
matter, son. Why doesnt matter. The only thing that matters
is that the Reborn is dead, and the Falcons are dead with him. The
Dragons have won.
The Falcons were dead. The hope of the world was dead. The
promise of a great civilization that spanned the world, that rose
above war and evil, that based itself on love and peace and joy
all of that, too, had been murdered with a distant babe,
while a thousand years of faithful, patient prayer and offered
blood became as nothing.
Solander was dead. Hasmal rose, wondering how the world could
even continue to exist. He plodded to the room he shared with Ian,
stripped off his clothes and let them drop to the floor, crawled
into his narrow bed, closed his eyes, and wished himself into
oblivion. If he did not wake to greet the new day, he would
consider himself no worse off than he was already.
Chapter 39
When morning came, it announced itself
only as a slight lessening of the nights darkness. Kait
shifted in Rys arms, listened to the drumming of a downpour
against the inns shutters, and considered going back to
sleep. But she felt surprisingly good. Shed Shifted the night
before, shed had nothing to eat afterward, and because she
had spent the night in Rys arms she had only had a little
sleep, yet she suffered neither the exhaustion nor the depression
that always plagued her post-Shift.
She rolled over and kissed Rys neck, and bit him lightly.
Wake up. Lets do something.
We were doing something, he murmured, his muffled
voice sounding eminently reasonable. We were
sleeping.
I know. But I want to do something more interesting.
Lets go out and get something to eat.
Its pouring rain. The streets are knee-deep in water
listen. You can hear the roar of it running down to the bay.
Lets sleep.
Dont be dull. I feel too good to stay in
bed.
Ry raised his head and grinned at her. My beautiful love
if you insist on being awake, at least I can think of things
we could do without getting out of bed.
We can do those things, too. She leaned over and
nibbled on the lobe of his ear. And then we can go get
something to eat. Im ravenous.
He flopped back on the pillow and sighed. How ravenous are
you?
I Shifted last night and Ive had nothing to eat
since.
That ravenous. Oh. Ry jumped out of the bed
and began pulling on pants, shirt, and boots without another word.
He made his haste intentionally comical, and Kait laughed
appreciatively, but the fact that he responded immediately
underscored something about their relationship that Kait had never
experienced before. She was with someone who understood. Who knew
what it was to be Karnee; who had felt the madness of Shift racing
through his own flesh; who knew the hunger that followed as
intimately as she did.
Being understood was disorienting, but pleasantly so.
Kait got out of bed and began dressing, too. What about
the bed sports you mentioned?
He looked at her sidelong, and his smile teased her. Your
lovely body and wondrous kisses will wait. I have no wish to become
your next meal.
* * *
Kait and Ry negotiated their way along the
quarters raised walkways and over crossing stones at
intersections, while the muddy torrents of rainwater roared beneath
their feet and sheets of rain poured down on them. They were
nearing the end of the rainy season, but had obviously not yet
reached it. Calimekka, however, did not let itself be distracted by
the vagaries of weather. The business of the city went on.
In the market district, they found a few eateries already doing
brisk business with day laborers and merchants who would be opening
their shops and stalls soon. Kait and Ry joined a few who stood,
soaked and shivering, beneath the bright red awning of a
pie-sellers shop; the two of them debated the merits of
adder, rattlesnake, venison, monkey, parrot, turkey, and
grasshopper as fillings before settling on a large combination pie
that sat steaming on the shop sill. The various meats had been
sweetened with chunks of mango and tanali and made richer with
sliced manadoga root and coconut, and the thick crust had been
glazed with a savory nut butter.
Kait forced herself to eat slowly. If she werent careful,
she could give away her nature simply by eating in front of
strangers. She thought of how often people said to each other that
they were dying for a good meal, or dying for an
ice, or dying for a big slab of juicy mutton, and
considered that, unlike most of them, she could literally die for a
meal. The thought injected a little needle of unpleasantness into
her lovely morning.
She and Ry wandered hand-in-hand through the profit-gate into
the maze of covered stalls in the inner market. They found a
peccary stand where the shopkeeper used netting to keep most of the
flies off the carcasses he had hanging from hooks along the front.
Kait thought this was a nice touch, and picked out a plump little
piglet that had been roasted on a spit, and that the pig-man had
braised in its own juices, without spices. She split that with Ry.
Still hungry, she led him even farther into the increasingly
crowded huddle of shops, and brought them up to a place that sold
one of her favorite treats honey-dipped roasted parrots on
sticks. The price was reasonable, and she ate two, wishing that she
dared to have more, but knowing that she would draw too much
attention to herself if she did.
By the time they reached the street again, the rain had let up
and the sun was beginning to show through the clouds. The streets
steamed in the heat, and the arcs of three rainbows marked the
sky.
Shall we go back to the inn now, Ry asked, or
do you think you need to get a sweet or two to hold you over to
midday? Say, a basket of melons or some lucky shopkeepers
entire stock of sweetened ices?
She laughed. You dont need to sound so prissy.
Youll have your turn before long. She looked down the
street in both directions. There were other shops that sold things
she would enjoy, but though she could eat, she thought shed
let her appetite regain its keenness before she did.
Ill live till the next meal. We can go back to the
inn. She leaned over and kissed him on the cheek, and his
warmth and his scent made her suddenly hungry in other ways. She
ran a fingertip down his chest and flashed a wicked smile. In
fact, Ill race you there. If you can catch me
her grin grew wider you get to keep me.
He grabbed for her, but she leaped out of his reach and bounded
down the street, arms pumping and head up. She shot across the
crossing stones, touching down only in the center of the street,
pounded along one raised walk after another, and careened around
corners, oblivious of the danger any obstacles might pose to her
. . . or she to them. She ran flat out, putting
everything she had into the race, exhilarated by the fun of the
chase.
When Ry popped up in front of her, not even winded, as she
hurtled past the alley beside the inn, she burst out laughing. He
caught her in midstride, wrapping his arms around her waist and
lifting her into the air. Her momentum spun the two of them around
in a circle.
Caught you, he said.
His fingertips touched at her navel; he held her with her back
against his chest, with her feet dangling a hands breadth
above the ground. She lay her head back against his shoulder and
looked up at him. So you did. Clever of you to find that
shortcut. She was panting, still breathless from the run.
So now Im yours. What are you going to do with
me?
Do you really want to know?
Not really. Ill be just as happy if you surprise
me.
He shifted her around, sliding one arm under her knees and the
other along her back, and when he held her cradled, he kissed her
slowly.
You can put me down now, she said after a long
moment.
I could. But you belong to me now, and I dont want
to.
He carried her into the quiet tavern, and through to the stairs
that led up to the rooms. Halfway up, they met Dùghall coming
down.
Kait got one look at his face and something inside her grew
still and wary. In all the years shed known him, she had
never seen his eyes look lifeless; she had never thought of him as
truly old. In that moment, however, he looked both ancient and
unwell.
Put me down, she whispered to Ry, but he was already
swinging her feet to the floor when she spoke. Uncle,
whats wrong?
Ive been waiting for you to get back. His
voice sounded like death. We have to leave.
Quickly.
Leave? She frowned. He was pushing past her, already
heading down the stairs. Whats happened? Have the
Dragons discovered our hiding place here?
He didnt even look back at her. Worse. Come. Your
things are already packed. Ill explain when were on our
way.
She and Ry turned, and Dùghall led them out a side door,
where Hasmal, Yanth, Valard, and Jaim waited. Trev drove up on a
rickety farm wagon pulled by a pair of spavined horses, his pale
round face bleak and frightened. The wagon was full of straw
bales.
Weve hollowed out a place in the center, Trev
said.
And Dùghall said, In. Quickly.
They climbed over the outer row of bales and crouched down on
their bags, which covered the slatted wagon floor; when all of them
were hidden, Trev tipped the inner bales toward each other and
piled a few on top to form a makeshift roof.
The wagon lurched, the wheels rattled over the cobblestones, and
everyone jostled into each other, knees and elbows poking
uncomfortably. They hardly had breathing room.
Lucky, Kait thought, that there werent any more of them.
Then she realized Ian was no longer with them.
Wheres Ian? she asked.
The haunted look Dùghall fixed on her made her think that
he was dead.
But Dùghall said, He was gone this morning
. . . took all his belongings with him. He left a note
telling Hasmal that he would be back after midday, by the end of
Nerin at the latest, that hed thought of something that would
help us. I trusted him, but Hasmal suggested that we do a viewing
on him to see what he was doing. We gathered a few hairs from his
bed and linked him to them.
He shook his head and fell silent.
What? Ry asked. What did you find?
He sold us out. We tracked him to Sabir House. When we saw
him, he was telling a lesser functionary that he knew of a plot
against the Sabirs headed by Ry Sabir and his inamorata, Kait
Galweigh. He said if they would hire him, his first act as a Sabir
employee would be to give the plotters over to the Family.
Dùghall sighed and rubbed his temples. If you had come
back any later, you might have found the Sabirs waiting for you. I
believe the only reason they werent was that Ian had trouble
convincing the House functionaries to grant him an audience with
the people he needed. He leaned against the bale of straw
behind him and closed his eyes. As it is, they might find us
before we can get out of the city.
Kait pressed her head into Rys chest. Ry kept his arm
tightly around her. Shed made her choice, and Ian had made
his.
Ry said, I should have killed him when I had the chance.
Then he couldnt have betrayed us.
He helped us, Kait said. You cant kill
an ally because someday he may turn on you. Anyone could turn on
you someday. She remembered Ian dragging the Mirror of Souls
across the rough plains of North Novtierra, of him fighting side by
side with Hasmal and the now-dead Turben and Jayti, of him taking
charge and getting them to safety in the Thousand Dancers of
the multitude of other things hed done for them and with
them. She remembered, as well, the nights shed spent in his
bed, in his arms, and his happiness when she was with him.
Then Kait recalled the expression on Ians face the night
before, when he saw Rys arm around her shoulder. His eyes had
flashed from pain through anger to a strange, flat blankness that
made him look hollow. She recalled the deadly coldness in his voice
when he wished his brother happiness.
She knew shed hurt him then, but she hadnt thought
he would be capable of the sort of betrayal hed committed.
Shed expected him to accept her decision. Maybe be angry,
maybe hostile. Shed considered that he might not speak to
her, or that if he did, he would be cold. She even thought he might
choose to leave their little group and return to the sea.
Shed misjudged him badly, but from the start she had brushed
aside her gut feelings about him and allowed herself to trust him
because she needed him.
She closed her eyes, seeing the choices shed made and
watching them lead to the moment where Ian sold her out, and she
could see where shed chosen badly time after time. She knew
the night she first approached Ian Draclas to take her across the
ocean in search of an Ancients city that he wasnt
trustworthy. That night shed expected him to try throwing her
overboard once he was sure of the citys location; shed
done what she could to eliminate any such attempt from his plans.
Hed claimed to be a smuggler, but in her darker moments
shed suspected him of piracy, and she had always heard that
there were no honorable men among pirates. Shed seen the
avarice and the power-lust in his eyes from the first, and had
noticed the way he looked at her when he didnt know she was
watching as if she were the gold prize in a contest.
Shed seen the ease with which he assumed different characters
and acted different parts and became complete strangers, and yet
she let herself believe that the man he pretended to be around her
was somehow more real than those other faces he created. Knowing
that she was Karnee, and that her curse affected the way men
reacted to her, she nonetheless let herself believe that he loved
her and because she believed he loved her, she allowed
herself to trust him.
In that, shed been a fool.
She closed her eyes and wished she could hate him. Hed
sold her out to her enemies; hed sold her life. He had
earned her hatred . . . but she didnt hate
him. Shed allowed herself to like him too much she
recalled the way hed rescued Rru-eeth and the slave children
from torture and death at the risk of his own life, and the way he
fought beside her against the airibles, and the way he had held her
in his arms. Shed spent too much time discovering things
about him that were honorable and kind and courageous, and when she
thought of him, those were the pictures her mind summoned
first.
The instant Ian discovered he wouldnt get what he wanted
that he wouldnt be able to marry her and acquire the
Galweigh status and power and the rights to the Novtierran city she
owned he went straight to the people who would pay the most
to get her. He hadnt just turned on her, though. Hed
turned on Dùghall, whom she believed he had liked a great
deal. And worse, hed betrayed the Reborn. More than anything
else, she couldnt understand how he could do that.
Dùghall, you helped Ian touch the Reborn, didnt
you? Several weeks ago?
Dùghall looked at her with anguish in his eyes and
nodded.
Quiet back there, Trev said suddenly.
Checkpoint coming up. Everyone in the cart fell silent.
The cart clattered and shook, and came to a stop, and the city
noises flowed in. Bells rang; herders and farmers and craftsmen
shouted to each other or explained their cargoes to the taxmen who
waited at the checkpoint to collect their transit taxes; in the
distance some crier from a minor sect of Iberism called her
faithful to prayers; children shrieked with laughter; and over it
all, the city breathed with every door that opened or closed, and
its arteries pumped with the people and their belongings that moved
through its countless streets and alleys.
Checkpoints. The gates that pierced the many walls of Calimekka
were remnants of a time when the city fit within smaller borders.
They had, over the years, been claimed by the Families, who
maintained the walls around the gates and the strips of road near
them, and who taxed those who passed through them for the privilege
of using the gate. The checkpoints also allowed the various
Families to keep an eye on everyone who entered or left their
domains, what they were doing, where they were going, and whether
or not they were welcome on that Familys land.
Kait imagined the taxman at the upcoming gate demanding that
Trev unload the first bales from the wagon so that they could see
those behind. She could just see one of the big guard dogs shoving
his nose into the straw and barking the alarm that the cargo hid
secrets within. She closed her eyes and offered her own strength
and put that into a shield that she cast over the whole of the
wagon, and everyone in it . . . and even the horses. She
designed the shield to make Trev and his cargo appear innocuous,
and to deflect suspicion. She couldnt understand why Hasmal
and Dùghall had not already cast such a shield, but both of
them looked sick. Perhaps they were too sick to manage the
magic.
She could tell theyd joined a queue waiting to get through
the gate because the cart rolled forward and stopped. Rolled
forward and stopped. Rolled forward and stopped. Each time they
rolled closer, she could hear the taxman at the gate more clearly,
and each time she noted his hostility toward the people in line her
apprehension grew. Everyone hidden within the hay huddled in
silence, afraid to move or breathe.
Finally they reached the head of the queue. Outside the cart, so
close she could have reached through to touch him, the guard dog
sat and panted.
Family? the taxman asked.
Ainthe-Aburguille, distantly. No Family
affiliation.
Cargo?
Straw, thirty bales. Trev sounded bored, as if this
were something he did every day. Kait marveled at his control. She
was certain that she would have been sitting there thinking about
the people hiding in the back of the wagon and what would happen to
them and her if they got caught, had she been in his seat.
Destination?
Low Kafar-by-the-Sea.
She frowned. Shed never heard of such a place.
The taxman apparently had, however. Thats a far
piece to haul straw. The taxman didnt sound so hostile
anymore.
Got to sell it. Doesnt really matter where. So I
figured to make the trip and see family out that way while Im
there. The folks in Kafar will buy from me because they know me,
and I can check in on my da and my ma and my little brothers. Got
one supposed to apprentice with me this season; maybe I can pick
him up this trip.
The dog snuffled along the baseboard of the wagon happy,
panting sounds. He could give them away at any time . . .
and Hasmal had taught her that magic affected animals less reliably
than it did people. She put her concentration into maintaining the
shield, and prayed it would hold.
The taxman said, Good to have a business where you can fit
family into work. Spent my early years on the sea, I did, and the
sea doesnt offer such amenities. When the fish run, you run
with them.
Kait wished the fish had eaten the taxman; the longer he chatted
with Trev, the more likely someone hidden within the straw was to
move or sneeze or cough, and no magical shield would cover that.
She could feel her nose and her back beginning to itch, all because
she didnt dare scratch them. The straw poked and tickled her,
and the mildewed, damp stink of it clogged her nose. She could
imagine how the others felt.
My da fished when he was young enough. Tough work,
Trev said.
Its that. Thirty bales, you say? Wouldnt have
thought that cart to hold more than twenty-five.
Some of them are small.
Explains it. Tell you what you can pay transit for
twenty-five. Thatll be three ox an habbut. An,
hey what road you takin out of the city?
Either South Great Pike or Shearing Head.
Pah! if you take the Dally Furlong south to Slow Walk, you
can cut half a day and three gates off your trip. Its the way
I take going home. You go that way, you want to stop at the Red
Heach Inn your second day from here. My cousin owns it, can give
you a deal if you mention I sent you.
And who do I tell him sent me?
You say Tooley. Hell cut you a full ox off the
season rate.
My thanks, Tooley. Ill remember you to your
cousin.
Kait heard the slap of the reins and the snap of the whip, and
one of the horses snorted. The wagon jerked and rolled forward
again. Before they were out of Calimekka, they would face at least
half a dozen more checkpoints, and if the Dragons began a
concentrated search for them, each checkpoint would become more
dangerous than the one before it.
And that brought her back to thoughts of betrayal
. . . and Ian. Shed been asking Dùghall
something before they were interrupted. Something about just that.
She tried to relocate her thoughts, and finally had them.
Shed asked Dùghall if hed introduced Ian to the
Reborn, and Dùghall had told her he had.
Dùghall, she asked, how could Ian have
chosen to side with the Dragons after he met Solander? I understand
free choice . . . but how could he choose their
hatred and their evil and turn his back on the Reborns
love?
What difference would the Reborn make to him
now?
Kait frowned. Every difference. She was missing
something Dùghall didnt seem to think it strange
at all that Ian could turn away to evil after having experienced
joy, while she thought it would be impossible. I could never
betray the Reborn, she said.
Dùghall covered his eyes with his forearm. Godsall,
you dont know, he groaned.
I dont? She looked at Ry, who shrugged.
What dont I know?
Dùghall just shook his head, and left his arm over his
face. Hasmal glanced at him, saw that he wasnt going to move,
and sat up straighter. He studied her with weary, swollen, red
eyes. The Reborn is dead, he said.
Kait tried to put those words into a frame that made sense. The
Reborn dead? No. Vincaliss Secret Texts had clearly and
correctly described the return of the Reborn, the rise of the
Dragons against him. The Texts went on to describe a multitude of
things that hadnt happened yet battles the Falcons and
the Dragons would fight, cities that would be born and cities that
would die, and Solanders eventual but total triumph over his
age-old enemies.
If Vincalis had seen the future so clearly, he would have seen
such a thing as the Reborns death. He hadnt. His
prophecies didnt even allow for such a possibility.
That cant be, Kait said.
Dùghall muttered, And you know, eh? You, who
arent a true Falcon? He didnt look at her. He
just lay there, face hidden.
I know he cant be dead, because if he is, then what
of the prophecies?
You cant let this alone, can you? Her uncle
sat up slowly and stared into her eyes. The prophecies are
dead, too. The bright future, hope for Ibera and the rest of the
world . . . its all dead.
In short, harsh sentences, despair reverberating in his every
word, he told her what hed found out. That other Falcons had
been with the Reborn at the moment when Danya had moved him within
an impenetrable shield. That, when she brought the babys body
out of the shield stations later, the soul inside it had no longer
been Solanders that it had belonged to a Dragon. No
one knew why she had done this thing. But she had, and the Reborn
was dead, and the future had died with him.
Kait tried to hold that thought in her mind. It wouldnt
stay. She kept thinking of the wondrous radiance, the complete,
uncritical love that had infused her when she touched the
babys soul, and she could not accept that he was gone. That
his life had been snuffed out. That her own cousin, his mother, had
either destroyed him or allowed him to be destroyed.
Youve missed something, she insisted.
Youve overlooked something; hes managed to hide
himself away; he was in danger from the Dragons and he discovered
it and shielded himself so that you cant find him right now.
Something of that nature. He isnt dead.
Dùghall shrugged. Believe what you wish. I have
sought him, I have spoken through mirror and blood with others who
were there when this horror came to pass, and the Reborn is
dead.
Kait tried to imagine what it would mean if what he said were
true; if they had already lost the fight before it was well begun.
She looked into the well of despair that had swallowed Dùghall
and Hasmal, and for a moment experienced the simplicity that
despair brought. If she admitted loss, she wouldnt have to do
anything else. If she admitted that the Reborn was dead and that
the future was hopeless, she could give up and mourn the fate of
the world, and she would be relieved from any responsibility. It
was a seductive thought. She could find someplace to hide and let
the world take care of itself.
But she wasnt made for despair. Shed overcome too
much just to survive; she couldnt accept defeat without
fighting. She decided to act as if the Reborn had survived and was
hiding to protect himself. If she found out for certain that he was
dead, she would reconsider the merits of despair, but not until
then.
She became aware that beside her Ry sat weeping.
Chapter 40
The Dragons clustered around the long
table in the Sabir meeting room and crowded back to the walls; more
than two hundred stood present, wearing the strongest, most
flawless, most beautiful bodies in all of Calimekka.
Dafril, wearing the body of Crispin Sabir, stood at the head of
the table he would have been leader no matter which body
hed chosen, but this one made his task easier. It was
powerful, it was attractive, and it was highborn. He raised a hand
and even the little whispers of fear and consternation ceased.
I know we swore not to meet until each of you reached your
designated target, but we have an emergency that threatens all of
us. Mellayne has been taken from us, and barring miracles, is not
likely to be restored to us in any form.
Dafril felt his colleagues unease, and knew it well. His
own gut still twisted at the horror of this unexpected disaster
that had befallen them.
What do you mean, taken from us? a
delicate beauty with ebony skin and golden eyes asked. Dafril
couldnt place her yet she was certainly one of the
lesser Dragons, maybe Tanden or Shorre or even Lusche but
she had good taste in bodies. Hers touched on every physical
preference he had and improved on it. His thoughts flicked for just
an instant to a picture of the two of them as the couple who ruled
Matrin, and he liked what he saw. He thought that after he
reassured himself that she was one of the agreeable young Dragons
who admired him, he would tell her hed chosen her as his
consort.
He managed a smile for her that intimated his appreciation of
her intelligence in asking the question and said, I truly
mean taken. Falcons are hiding in Calimekka right now,
and last night they tore Mellaynes soul from his body and
trapped it in a ring that belonged to one of them.
Their massed unease became outright horror.
A ring?
What some piece of jewelry?
With no escape vector?
How could they?
Dafril raised a hand and said, According to our source,
who has given us a tremendous amount of information, all of which
weve so far been able to verify independently, the ring used
was either gold or electrum, featureless in all respects except for
a groove that ran along the circumference of the ring in the center
as a form of decoration. The ring bears no designs, no jewels, no
writing in other words, no irregularities of feature that we
could use to draw Mellayne back out, even if we could acquire
it.
Why not create such a feature? a tall, muscular
blond with a huge, drooping mustache asked. He would house one of
the sloppy youngsters who never bothered to learn the theory behind
what they did who worked the rote spells without mishap
until one day he decided to be clever, and made a little change or
took a little shortcut and blew himself and everyone around him
into oblivion. Efsqual, perhaps, or Clidwen. Probably Clidwen.
Most of the Dragons were glaring at the questioner no one
appreciated dangerous stupidity.
What? the young man asked, looking at all the angry
faces. What would be wrong with that?
Clidwen, certainly. Pity it hadnt been his soul caught in
a ring.
Because, Dafril snapped, once the soul is
bound, any alteration of its housing sufficient to alter its flow
through the ring will throw it through the Veil. We wouldnt
get Mellayne back, you idiot. Wed just kill him, same as if
we drove a knife through your heart. Where the soul is concerned, a
body is a body. You destroy the flow, you kill the body.
He was tempted to demonstrate. The idiot had waited a thousand
years with nothing more pressing than planning for the day of his
eventual reembodiment, and hed spent the time learning
nothing.
This source of yours, the first questioner asked,
why did he choose to help us? How did he know about
us?
We had a bit of luck. He was with the Falcons, but never
became one of them. And when the girl he loved chose his worst
enemy over him, he decided the time had come to go where he would
be more welcome. Dafril pushed his way through the assembled
Dragons and opened the tall, arched door at the end of the meeting
hall. Come in, please. Were ready for you.
He smiled at the man who stepped into the room. Ian had shaved
his head since their first meeting the false white-blond
hair and false Hmoth hairstyle were both gone. He wore Sabir finery
a fine brushed cotton shirt embroidered with silver trees,
coarse-woven emerald green silk breeches, fine black boots. His
eyes were not the usual pale Sabir blue or the less common amber,
but a fine shade of gray-green. This is a body-cousin of
mine, he said. Long lost and surely thought dead
and we can count ourselves lucky that he wasnt. Please
welcome Ian Draclas to our company the first, but surely not
the last, of our willing allies.
Ian smiled at them. The smile was cold and bitter, and held in
it thirst for the destruction of his enemies; hunger for revenge;
anger and shame and hatred at the humiliation hed been dealt.
It was, Dafril thought, a good smile. The sort of smile you wanted
to see on an allys face. As long as the girl loved Ry Sabir,
Ian would belong to the Dragons.
Dafril rested a hand on Ians shoulder and added, Ian
has sworn to give us the Falcons. And thanks to him, we already
know where to begin.
The room erupted with applause.
Chapter 41
He grew visibly sometimes it
seemed to Danya that the beast-child grew in the time it took for
her to turn her head. In two weeks he had become as big as babies
in their third month. He could already lift his head well, and he
flailed his arms and legs constantly exercising them, he
told her when she tried to get him to be still.
She wished she could smother him and put an end to him, but he
terrified her. She didnt dare make any movement that seemed
in the least threatening to him, or he would remind her that he
could destroy her between one heartbeat and the next. She hated
him, and she hated herself, and she shuddered each time she picked
him up. He looked at her with those ancient, evil eyes, and somehow
turned his toothless smile into a leer. He pinched her breasts
while he fed, and told her how fine he thought they were, and what
a lovely creature she was. He made her sick.
She huddled in her little house with him, cut off from everyone
in the village. The Kargans had not forgiven her for her reversion
to human form shed shown them the two claws on her
right hand as proof that she was still their Gathalorra, but she
couldnt be Gathalorra anymore, of course. In this
soft, scaleless, weaponless body, she couldnt hope to fight
down even one lorrag. Shed betrayed them by taking on the
form of their most hated enemies, the humans. They recalled the
good she had done for them, so they still tolerated her in their
village, but she was no longer their friend.
Danya rose and walked to her open door and stared out of it. The
village women were down by the river working. The men cleaned and
mended the nets, preparatory to going out that night to set them
for the next mornings run. The Kargans chattered and laughed
with each other, telling stories and gossiping about each
others lives, or about Kargans from other villages. From time
to time one of those furry faces would glance in her direction, and
see her standing in the doorway. Then those dark eyes would narrow
and the muzzle would draw back in an expression of disgust. And
that Kargan would look away and be silent for a moment, until
someone else could draw him or her back into the pleasure of the
day and the days work.
She was alone. She had to face that fact. In that village of
sixty-plus souls, she no longer had anyone except Luercas, and she
didnt really have him. He had her. He owned her.
She had herself, and only herself. But she was alive, and she
intended to stay that way. The wind blew through the door and she
felt the cold that the fierce terrain threatened even in its brief
summer. She looked toward winter, and knew that she would have to
get tougher. Her human flesh wouldnt withstand the rigors of
the arctic terrain as easily as her Scarred body had. She needed to
begin planning. She needed to win the Kargans back to her side,
because they had things she needed furs, thread, needles,
food, the protection that numbers offered. She wouldnt forget
that they had shunned her when her body changed; but she
wouldnt show her hurt or her anger, either. She would add
them to the list of people to whom she owed revenge. Their day and
their time would come, and they would learn to regret their
callousness.
They could be in the front lines of the army that she intended
to raise. They could fight for her ostensibly to win a place
for the Scarred in the soft, fertile lands of Ibera but in
fact to repay her for her pain. She had paid in blood and suffering
and shame; she had stupidly ripped out her own heart and destroyed
it when she killed her beautiful son. She had been lied to, she had
been tricked, and love and beauty and hope were gone from her life
forever. But she still had revenge, and she would have her triumph.
The Sabirs and the Galweighs would bow before her and the warriors
she would lead against them. They would see her on a great horse at
the head of a horde of barbarians, and they would know that
theyd brought their destruction on themselves. And then
theyd die.
Time. It was all that stood between her and her desires.
Everything would fall before her; everything would bend in the
direction she wanted; everyone would acknowledge her power and her
right to command. With time.
She turned away from the door and returned to the dark interior.
Her Wolvish practice of the arcane arts waited. If she
couldnt win the Kargans to her side with offered friendship,
shed win them with a force they couldnt counter. But
one way or the other, she would have them at her side when she
began to gather the peoples of the Veral Territories beneath her
banner.
The banner of Two Claws, she thought. Proof that she was still
Scarred. Her rallying symbol.
And when she was done with them, she would destroy Luercas for
his lies, for his evil, for what hed tricked her into doing.
He had cost her all the good in her life, and she would see that he
got no reward for it, no matter the price she had to pay.
Chapter 42
Kait shook off the pack and dropped to
the ground next to Ry. A boiling sun had cleared away the last of
the morning rain, but the road was mud that sucked at feet and
boots and dragged at every step. That mud felt to Kait like an
extension of the people she traveled with: dismal, dreary, and
dragging on body and soul.
Theyd left Port Pars behind two days before, and had
another three or four days walk ahead of them before they
would reach Costan Selvira, where they might hope to obtain passage
on a ship heading south. Thirty days had passed since theyd
fled their rooms at the inn, and in those days, she had meditated
and searched for any sign of the Reborns survival, and she
had tried to comfort herself with the thought that because he was
in terrible danger, he would have to hide from everyone, not
just his enemies. But the endless gloom was contagious, and Kait
was losing faith.
Dùghall trudged with his head down and most of the time
said nothing. Hasmal snapped at anyone who went near him, and slept
apart from the rest of the travelers, and at night when he thought
no one could hear him, he wept quietly. Even Ry had withdrawn. He
didnt want her embraces, or her comfort, or her suggestions
that things might not be as bad as they appeared. He had come late
to the Falcon way of thinking, but he had come completely, and he
was, if anything, more bitter than Dùghall or Hasmal at having
the Reborn snatched away when he had so recently found him.
Enough resting, Dùghall said. Back on
your feet, all of you.
Why bother? Hasmal muttered. If we stayed
here, the Dragons would find us quicker and end our misery for
us.
Dùghall snorted and kicked the biggest clods of mud off of
his boots against the nearest tree. Im too old to
welcome the horses in the square, son. Or boiling lead, or
firebrands, or being skinned and having my hide inflated with
floating gases and paraded through the streets, for that matter.
Ill live, thank you. He swung his pack onto his back
and stepped onto the road and into the mud again. But
youre welcome to walk back and offer yourself as a sacrifice
if a quick end is what you want.
Ry got up and trudged after Dùghall, so lost in his own
misery that he didnt even wait for Kait to put her pack on.
She hurried after him, scowling, and Hasmal and Rys
lieutenants plodded after her.
She was the only one not soaking herself in her own unhappiness;
she suspected that was the reason that she was the only one of the
group who heard the rider coming along the road from the south.
Most times the whole party stepped into the jungle when they got
first notice of other travelers meeting strangers in the
wilds along the coast road could be dangerous. So Kait said,
Hai! Rider from the south! as softly as she could.
Not much sense in hiding if troubles coming,
Ry said. Were the only ones on the road since this last
rain, and our fresh tracks would point right to us. If we jumped
behind the brush, wed look like brigands. Or worse.
Kait nodded. I realize that. I just thought all of you
might like to know we have company coming.
By this time, even those with the poorest ears could hear the
horse squelching through the mud toward them. Well be
ready, Yanth said.
Kait dropped back a few steps. As the rider came into view, the
travelers hands covered sword hilts instinctively. Kait
couldnt hide her surprise, though. The rider was a woman, and
alone. That in itself would be enough to cause astonishment, but
she was Gyru, too, and as far as Kait knew, Gyru women never
traveled alone.
She rode a dapple gray gelding a solid beast as high at
the withers as Kaits head, broad through the chest, short in
the back, solid of haunch, with a nice length of pastern and a good
arch to his neck. He moved well and obeyed his riders cues
beautifully, and Kait would have paid a small fortune for him right
then. Horses generally didnt like her, but she loved to ride
. . . and after days of plodding along muddy roads, she
would have adored the comfort of a good saddle.
The rider herself was sodden. Her beautifully embroidered
carmine shirt clung to her skin like paint, and her baggy leather
pants were streaked and soaked. Her boots, which from the looks of
the top seaming and beading were of fine make, from mid-shin down
bore a crust of mud so thick they made her feet look like tree
trunks. So horse or no horse, shed done her share of walking
over the worst of the road. Her hair, still fiery red, worn long
and braided and beaded, was marked by streaks of gray. Her eyes
were . . . remarkable. Brilliant green, round as doe
eyes, but with the intent gaze of a hunting hawk.
When she caught sight of them, the expression on her face went
from wary alertness to pure, exhausted relief. She shouted,
Chobe! and swung down from her mount with fluid grace.
Kait would have guessed from the lines around the strangers
eyes and the gray in her hair that she had seen at least forty
years come and go, but when she moved and smiled, Kait thought
perhaps shed misjudged, and the woman was graying early. She
moved like a girl.
She wondered who the woman had mistaken for Chobe,
and got a second surprise.
Hasmals eyes went wide and he said,
Alarista?
Of course its me. I came looking for you! Her
Iberan bore a faint accent, and the slower rhythm of one who spoke
it as a somewhat unfamiliar second language.
Hasmal jogged forward as fast as the mud would allow, and lifted
her off the ground and hugged her fiercely. She was half a hand
taller than him, Kait noticed. If she was as old as her eyes and
hair indicated, she was at least ten years older, and possible
fifteen. Hasmal didnt seem in the least put off by either of
those things.
By damn, its good to see you, he was saying,
in between kissing her and hugging her and picking her up so that
he could swing her around again. She looked for just a moment like
a tall slender tree being mauled by a short, blond bear. Kait liked
that image, but kept it to herself. She would have told Ry, hoping
that it might make him laugh, but he was so far lost inside himself
that she doubted he could see the humor.
Alarista finally pulled free of Hasmal, and turned to the rest
of the group. I didnt just come looking for
Chobe, she said. I was searching for all of
you.
They made brief introductions, everyone supplying a nickname or
alternate name in deference to the Gyru-nalle custom of never
revealing a true name. The custom came from the Gyru belief that
knowledge of anyones true name made the knower responsible
for the nameds soul. Kait, whose full name was Kait-ayarenne
Noellaurelai Taghdottar Aire an Galweigh, never burdened anyone
with the full stretch anyway. That name, loaded with the memories
of long-dead ancestors and the qualities of heroes her parents had
admired, was more than she wanted to carry around. So to
Alarista, Kait was comfortable still being just Kait.
My band has a camp two days hard ride from
here, Alarista told them once the formalities were done.
We can resupply you there if you wish to keep going. Or you
can stay with us. This last she said specifically to Hasmal,
and Kait saw hope in her eyes.
Dùghall shrugged. Doesnt matter where we go. We
cant get far enough away to escape the disaster thats
coming.
The woman nodded. She turned to Dùghall and said,
Katarre kaithe gombrey; hai allu neesh?
They were Falcon words, Kait knew, though she didnt know
the ancient tongue in which they were spoken. Hasmal had taught her
that they were the formal Falcon greeting, and meant, The
Falcon offers his wings; will you fly?
But Dùghall didnt give the formal response. Instead,
he said, The Falcons are dead. Or didnt you
know?
* * *
When they made camp that night, Alarista sought
out Kait and took her aside. The Falcons believe the future
has died; that the world is coming to an end; that we are beyond
hope, have already lost to the Dragons, and are destroyed.
Destroyed. I would believe the same thing. I would. Kait
watched the Gyru womans lower lip tremble, and saw her stare
fixedly into the jungle and take a deep breath, lift her head, and
pull her shoulders back. Every curve of her body spoke of fierce
determination held together by the thinnest of hopes. I lived
for the Falcons, for the prophecies. I rejoiced when I felt the
Reborn touch me for the first time, and I nearly died when he
. . . when he . . . She shook her head.
Took another steadying breath. But Ive done
auguries, she said. My Speakers tell me that you are
the one who can save the Falcons; that you will give us hope.
Ive come all this way to find you. Is what they say
true?
Kait sat on a fallen tree, peering in her turn out into the
layered tangles of darkness before her. I have
hope, she said cautiously. I havent yet managed
to convince anyone else that theres a reason for
it.
But you have hope. Alarista managed a
tremulous smile, and sat beside her on the log. She said, You
are the only one. Of all of us, you are the only one who has not
already seen the morrow to its grave. Ive looked, I swear.
Since . . . then, Ive tried to contact any Falcon
who could answer. Only a few will. So many killed themselves in the
few days after the Reborns death . . . She
shook her head and shivered. And most of those who still live
wont respond. I traced your uncle by blood offering weeks
ago, but couldnt get through his shields. The same with
Hasmal. And you didnt answer, either, though I didnt
get the feeling you were ignoring me. With you, it was more that
you couldnt hear me.
I couldnt. Kait was surprised. You were
trying to reach me?
Yes. Then they havent taught you Falcon far-speech
yet.
No.
Alarista nodded. I thought it might be that way. But I
couldnt help thinking that perhaps the Secret Texts
werent wrong, that perhaps this disaster was something other
than it appeared to be. I know you arent fully a Falcon yet,
but when I summoned Speakers through the Veil, each said you were
the key. That you could give the Falcons reason to hope again. That
if you chose, you could see how the Falcons could yet break the
Dragons. That you . . . She sighed. That you
hold the secret of our hope. When I couldnt reach you by
far-speech, I came after you. I dont know what you know,
Kait. I dont know how you are our key. Tell me, please. I
lost everything when . . . I lost everything I believed
in, and everything I loved. I lost who I was, and who I was
supposed to become. Please tell me what can change all
that.
Kait rested her hands on her thighs and leaned forward, eager.
This was validation that what she had thought must be true. The
spirits from beyond the Veil said she had the key. So the
Falcons must be missing something. Kait had believed from
the first moment when Dùghall told her of the disaster that he
had to be mistaken, that a thousand years of waiting would not end
with the birth and almost immediate death of the one who was to
have led the world to Paranne, Vincaliss promised land. Not
even Brethwan and Lodan, the most ill-starred of the god-pairs,
could be so cruel. I almost gave up, she said. Of
the Falcons, I only knew Dùghall and Hasmal, and you can see
them. Theyve given up. They see themselves as dead men who
have not yet fallen on their pyres. I couldnt reach them.
They wouldnt let me talk to them. Theyve locked
themselves into their shields, and they . . . She
shrugged. Youve seen them. Youve seen others like
them, from what you say.
Alarista nodded.
Kait continued. But they cant be right. She
dared a smile. A thousand years of true prophecy cannot end
with a falsehood. Ive read the Secret Texts. Ive
tracked the Seven Great Signs, the Hundred Small Signs, the Three
Confusions. All of them came to pass. Vincalis spoke true in
particulars as well as generalities. She narrowed her eyes.
Even in prophecies that speak directly to today, he holds
true. Dragons will lie down with Wolves and rise up with full
bellies, he said, and isnt that exactly what happened?
The Dragons spirits claimed the Wolves bodies and their
memories, but the Wolves are gone, and only the Dragons
remain. She clenched her fists. Since the Reborn
disappeared, Ive been through the Secret Texts every day.
Every day. I read while I walk; I study all the passages. Vincalis
promised that the Reborn would hold his empire for five thousand
years, and that the world would learn in those five thousand years
how to love, how to be truthful, how to be kind. Five
thousand years, and Vincalis was right in every other prophecy
he made. Alarista . . . She rested a hand on the
other womans arm. How can he be wrong in the most
important prophecy of all? Everyone is sure the Reborn is really
gone. But he cant be. She took a deep breath. The
Reborn is still alive. I dont know where, and I dont
know how, but hes still alive.
Hope died in Alaristas eyes.
Whats wrong? Kait asked.
Alaristas head dropped forward, her shoulders slumped, her
hands lay limp on her lap. In a voice so broken Kait almost
couldnt understand her words, she said, That was your
hope? That the Reborn is still secretly alive somewhere?
Kait didnt understand. What other hope could there
be? Tears had started down Alaristas cheeks. The
Speakers told me you could give the Falcons hope. So Id
thought . . . that perhaps you knew some magic that would
reembody a spirit lost through the Veil. Or that you could reach
through the Veil, at least, and speak to the Reborn, and perhaps
ask him what we are supposed to do without him. Or that you knew
something we didnt know about the Secret Texts; that his
death was a part of the prophecy that no one had understood, and
that he would return yet again. Id thought you could give us
. . . real hope.
Youre so certain that what Ive said is wrong?
That the Reborn is truly dead?
Alarista nodded without looking up. Even the Speakers said
that he was gone. That we had lost him. That the prophecies were
broken. But you . . . they said you . . .
She lifted her head again, and once more pulled her shoulders back.
Well. They were wrong, just as the Secret Texts are wrong.
You have no secret answer that will save us. She turned to
Kait. But that isnt your fault. Youre young. The
young have a hard time believing in death, and in their own
impotence in the face of disaster. Old age stutters, while
reckless youth decrees. Isnt that what they say?
She rose. If this life and this world must end, at least I
can spend the last of my time with Hasmal. Thats some
comfort.
And she walked back to the camp before Kait could find another
word to say.
Kait found herself facing not just the darkness of the night,
but the deeper, harsher darkness that welled up inside of her.
Alarista had dismissed out of hand her secret hope that the Reborn
still survived. He was gone and the prophecies were broken
her Speakers had declared it, her experience had verified it, and
something about her assurance drove a stake into Kaits hope.
Perhaps it was the fact that, unlike Dùghall and Hasmal,
Alarista had dared to hope, had dared to believe that something
might yet be salvaged from the shattered ruins of the future.
Shed looked for an answer, and her hope had brought her to
Kait.
And then she had found in Kait the hope she had hungered for
. . . and had discovered that hope sustained by something
she knew was not true.
Kait closed her eyes. The scents of the jungle surrounded her
rich moist earth and meaty decay; the heavy sweetness of
night-blooming flowers; the musk of nearby animals that crept past
the human outpost in their domain, wary of men. No leaves rustled
the night was as still as if it held its breath. She opened
her eyes and looked up. Above her head, the black canopy of leaves
parted to show stars burning like the cold, unblinking white eyes
of blind gods. They stared down at her, but they did not see her.
They did not care.
She felt the hollow place in her soul where the connection to
the Reborn had once been. She touched that place inside her the way
she had probed at a missing tooth when she had been a child;
sliding her tongue against the gap, tasting the iron tang of her
own blood, worrying the raw, tender flesh. She let herself accept
the truth.
The Reborn was dead.
She could not feel him, and he would not have hidden. His life
was not to have been about hiding, about preserving himself in
secret while his desperate followers wept over his absence. He had
come to be a beacon. To show the world a better way to live. And he
had died before he could do that.
But he hadnt just died. Hed been destroyed, and her
cousin Danya had killed him. Kait probed that other wound, that
other raw place in her soul. One of the few cousins she had cared
about had slaughtered her own child. Had given his body over to
something evil. Had become something evil herself. Danya, whose
survival had sustained Kait when she thought all the rest of her
Family was gone, was as dead as the soul of the child who had come
to give his love to the world.
I knew the truth. I knew it, but I refused to believe it,
because the truth was too ugly. I couldnt face what my cousin
had done, couldnt face the destruction of goodness by evil,
couldnt look at the death of the future. Dùghall was
right. Hasmal was right. Were walking corpses, all of us.
And Alaristas Speakers were wrong. I have no hope to offer
to anyone.
Even Vincalis was wrong. The future will not be the home of
love, of joy, of the worldwide city of Paranne. Were lost,
all of us. Everything is lost.
Interlude
In Calimekka, a year marked by uneasy omens and
eerie events suffered a final blow on Galewansasday the
Feast of the Thousand Holies. On that day, the twenty-first day in
the month of Galewan, the people of the city gathered to celebrate
the Family gods and the old lost gods and remembered that not even
the gods live forever. The day was the Throalsday of the
Malefa-week of the month, and as such was a day that bore its own
dubious omens: Chance of loss, waiting pain.
But on that day, while traveling to the Winter Parnissery to
lead the prayer of remembrance, the carais, who had named the year
by lottery at its birth, and who had been chosen by the gods to be
its speaker, died of unknown but suspicious causes, and his year,
Gentle Seas and Rich Harvests, died with him. The parnissas
canceled the feast and convened in the parnissery, and for the last
six days of the month, they read oracles and cast lots and prayed.
They drew their new year, and found that the new year had been born
dead its carais, when they located her, had died the day
before, of unknown but suspicious causes.
Amial Garitsday, the first day of the month of Joshan, was
usually the day of Fedran, in which a morning of solitude and
prayer, fasting and silence was followed by midday tithing at the
nearest parnissery and the Breaking of the Silence, where
Calimekkans ate a traditional meal of plain rice and unspiced black
beans on cornbread. But the parnissas declared Fedran void, and did
not even collect their tithes. No one in the city could recall a
time when the parnissery had turned away its tithes, and the mood
of the city grew panicked, and people spoke of the coming of the
end of the world.
On that day and the following days, all vows and all holidays
waited, as did all contracts, all marriages, all new ventures; no
business could be carried on in the dead time between living years.
The parnissas, instead, after further prayer and divining, drew
another name from the great vat of yearnames. They went out in
search of their new carais, and this time found him alive, and
healthy. And that, perhaps, was the worst omen of all.
The carais was a man named Vather Son of Tormel, who had only a
month before been charged with the deaths of his wife and children,
all three of whom hed slaughtered, cooked, and eaten in a
brutal ritual the purpose of which he had refused to reveal even
under torture. He had been sentenced to die on the first day of
Joshan in Punishment Square for his crimes.
But the gods had given him their own reprieve no
executions could be carried out unwatched by a living year, so his
execution had waited the conclusion of the parnissas
business. And no carais could be executed during his or her term,
for the carais was chosen by the gods, and all his deeds, past and
present, became the instruments of the gods. So the murders of
Vathers wife and children were automatically, entirely, and
eternally forgiven. The judgment of the gods in choosing the carais
for the new year was final, and not subject to questioning by
mortals. So Vather Son of Tormel would be draped in gold cloth and
paraded before the people of Calimekka like a hero, and he and he
alone would speak for the new year.
Vather Son of Tormel named his year Devourer of
Souls.
Dafril smiled from his place within Sabir House at the
appropriateness of that name. Solander was dead, the Falcons
leaderless, and Luercas still invisible and, it seemed increasingly
likely, powerless. He reveled in the helplessness of this new
world, at the unguarded souls that flowed in endless torrents past
him, and he called his people together and laid out for them the
plans for their new city a city that would be built by
nothing less than the devouring of souls.
This was a good world he had brought them to. A good time. And
it would become their world and their time.
A few more technothaumatars, a few more pieces of the puzzle
filled in, and they would become the new immortals.
Book Three

Its
very large, the world, and thats what is and always
will be its saving grace. So look to far seas and distant
hills in your time of need, and welcome unlikely heroes, for help
comes from the strangest quarter.
THE BEGGAR IN THE GUTTER, IN ACT III OF THE TRAGEDY AND COMEDY OF THE SWORDSMAN OF HAYERES
BY VINCALIS THE AGITATOR
Chapter 43
In the last days of the month of
Brethwan, Kait ran through the snow-buried mountains that
surrounded Norostis, Shifted to beast form and lost in beast mind.
She hunted whatever moved mice, rabbits, small birds, deer
forced down from the peaks by the heavy snows above. She fed on raw
flesh, blood, and entrails; she rolled in the carcasses of her
kills; she slept in the hollows of dying trees, in banks of snow,
on sun-warmed boulders above ice-clotted streams. She rode Shift
obsessively, fighting off her woman-form, seeking oblivion from the
events that touched humanity.
She was, for the time that she could hold herself within the
beast body and the beast mind, beyond grief, beyond thinking,
beyond regret and pain and loss. She exulted in the bitter sting of
the wind, the violence of the weather, the pale hard blue of the
day sky and the still-lengthening nights. Her hungers were things
she could fill with food and sleep; her regrets were the quick
sharp pains of a missed pounce or a bit of game stolen by a larger
beast.
But she could not hold Shift forever. When, bloody, gaunt,
filthy, and stinking of dead things, she dragged herself back to
the camp where Alaristas Gyru-nalle band and
Dùghalls soldiers and her own people hid, she discovered
that shed lost a week. She had never been Karnee for so long.
She would have been amazed, but she was too tired to feel anything.
She gave herself a cursory wash, ate everything she could lay hands
on, and finally crawled into her cold tent and fell into the deep,
miserable sleep of post-Shift.
She woke two days later with the full weight of post-Shift
depression riding her. Her fugue had solved nothing. The problems
her world faced remained unsolved, but were a week more firmly
entrenched. The Reborn was still dead; her once-beloved cousin was
still a murderer not just of her own child but of the hopes of the
world; the Dragons still walked free and worked toward the day when
they would rule the world as gods from the backs of a world of
enslaved mortals.
This wont do, she whispered to herself.
If Im not yet dead, I cant act as if I
am.
So she forced herself to get up. She ate hugely, then washed,
ignoring the icy water, the howling wind. She dressed in the only
good clothing she had a fine winter suit of Gyru-nalles spun
wool with heavy fur boots and a long fur coat. She plaited her hair
and painted the symbols of devotion on her forehead and
eyelids.
She looked for answers as she had been taught by the parnissas.
She prayed to the Falcons god Vodor Imrish, who had
fallen silent with the death of his Reborn; to the Iberan gods whom
she had been taught to revere, but who had no place for a
magic-Scarred monster like her; and even to the old gods that her
parents had scorned as the superstitions of ignorant peasants. For
two days she fasted and prayed, but the gods had no word for
her.
She could have despaired then, but she didnt. If the gods
offered no answers, she would find one for herself. She took food
again, then meditated. She discovered that she did not wish to give
the world over to the Dragons without a fight, no matter how
hopeless that fight might be. She discovered that she still had
breath and will, the two things shed had before the death of
Solander. And she discovered that action even action she
firmly believed was hopeless gave rise to its own strange
breed of hope.
She began to wonder if she and the Falcons had overlooked
something in their rush to declare their cause lost and the Dragons
triumphant by default. Another three days spent poring through the
Secret Texts convinced her that they had.
So she sought out her uncle.
Dùghall lay in one of the Gyru wagons, wasting away. The
Gyru girl who had taken over tending him said that he had only
accepted bites of food and sips of water in the last days, that he
would get up to relieve himself but that he never spoke or moved
otherwise. She said shed begun bathing him each morning with
a bucket of cold water and coarse rags, partly because he had begun
to smell, but mostly because she hoped the rough treatment would
stir him to some sign of life. So far, she said, her plan had
failed.
Kait stepped up into the wagon and noted that, even after the
baths, Dùghall stank. He lay in a fetal position, curled under
several blankets, face to the featureless wall. His hair stuck out
at odd angles, unwashed, greasy, gone from black with a smattering
of gray to gray entire in the days since the Reborns death.
Where he had been lean the Reborns sword, hed
said now he was scrawny. He looked like a sick old man, like
a dying old man.
Uncle, she said, this has to end.
He said nothing. He didnt move, didnt twitch. The
rhythm of his breathing didnt even change. She counted his
breaths for a moment and realized that he had put himself into the
Falcon trance; he was far beyond the reach of her voice.
She shook him hard, and felt his breathing pick up, then fall
back into the slow trance-inducing rhythm. She considered her
options, didnt like any of them, and chose the least
offensive. She slapped him. Again she jarred him from his breathing
for an instant, but again he escaped her.
She was going to have to hurt him. A lot. She jammed her thumb
under his collarbone and pressed hard. He lost the rhythm of his
breathing entirely; he growled and tried to push her hand away. She
was stronger than he, though Karnee strength would have let
her best a stronger man than sick Dùghall and she
pushed harder; he whimpered with pain.
You cant sleep yourself to death, and I cant
hide inside the monster. There arent any answers there. You
know that. Youre hiding out of fear, but you cant be a
coward anymore. We need you. Get up.
Go away.
Get up or Ill break your collarbone. She
shifted her pressure from the space under the bone to the bone
itself, and bore down. She could feel the grinding of the ends of
the bone transmitted through her fingertips, and she shuddered and
gritted her teeth and pushed harder.
Dùghall yelled and flailed at her with his free arm.
Im not leaving, Uncle, and you arent going to
lie in here and die. Get up and face me. He tried to fall
back into trance, tried to regain the slow, steady breaths that
took him there, but she applied more pressure. She hated to hurt
him, but she could think of nothing that would force him to act
faster than intense pain. Better a broken bone than death. She
hardened herself to his eventual wordless scream, and was rewarded
for her efforts thankfully, before she had to snap the bone
in two.
He jerked himself upright in the narrow bed and turned to glare
at her. Get out of here, Kait.
No.
Let me die. The world is doomed, and I want to end before
it does.
I dont care what you want. We have things to do, you
and I.
Things to do. Dont make me laugh.
She stood over him, staring down, and said, The Reborn is
dead. Hes gone. His soul has slipped beyond our reach, and
nothing we can do can bring him back. This is the truth, isnt
it?
You know it is.
Yes. I finally do. And a thousand years of prophecy have
just come crashing down around our heads; the Dragons returned as
promised, and the Reborn came when he was supposed to, but Danya
has destroyed the prophecies and weve lost him forever.
Correct?
Dùghall sighed. Of course its correct! Why do
you think I want to die?
I think you want to die because youve become a
coward. Uncle, think with me for a moment. The prophecies are
shattered, the Secret Texts overturned in a single blow. What does
that mean?
He stared at her, his face creased with frustration. It
means were doomed, you idiot. With the Reborn gone, the
Dragons have already won.
Who says so? Kait asked.
What?
She asked again, patient. Who says so? Who says the
Dragons have already won?
Thats a stupid question. If the Reborn doesnt
lead us against the Dragons, then the Dragons will triumph. The
Secret Texts constantly refer to the doom that would come upon the
world if the Reborn did not conquer the evil at its
heart.
Kait nodded. I know what the Texts say. Ive spent
the last three days and three nights reading them yet again,
looking for anything that warns of the possibility of the
Reborns premature death.
He wasnt supposed to die.
No. He wasnt. Vincalis never considered his death a
possibility. Nowhere in all those prophecies does he say, If
the Reborns mother kills him at birth . . .
or If the Reborn dies before he can lead the Great Battle
. . . or anything else of that sort. Ive been
over every word again, Uncle. Such an occurrence doesnt exist
within the Texts pages.
I know that. Dùghalls evident annoyance
grew greater. I knew most of the Texts by heart long before
you were born.
Then answer my question. Who says that, because the Reborn
is dead, the Dragons have already won?
He glowered at her. She crossed her arms over her chest,
refusing to be cowed, and waited.
He said, as if speaking to a particularly stupid child,
The Texts clearly state that the Reborn is the key to
conquering the Dragons. So, if Solander cannot lead us, the Dragons
must win by default.
Kait shook her head. If the Reborn cannot lead us because
he died at birth, then the Texts no longer predict the future of
our world.
Clearly. Dùghall shrugged. The Texts
promised us the leadership of the Reborn, the city-civilization of
Paranne, and triumph over evil. Without them, we face doom,
destruction, and the Dragons hell on earth.
Kait smiled slowly, and asked him for the third time, Who
says so?
As he saw her smile, a puzzled expression crossed his face.
The Texts warn
Kait held up her hand. You and I have agreed that the
Texts have become invalid. Something has happened that Vincalis
could not foresee. So we cannot trust the Texts to guide us from
here on. Correct?
He nodded slowly.
So. What authority now tells you that the Dragons have
already won, that they cannot be defeated, that our world is
doomed?
Dùghall sat quietly for a moment. It only stands to
reason he began, but Kait shook her head, and he
stopped.
Uncle, the future is built by unreasonable men. You
told me that when I was a little girl, and again when you stood me
for my place among the diplomats.
He took a deep breath. Thats true. I have said
that.
So. Just tell me the name of the authority you now trust
to tell us our doom is a foregone conclusion, and Ill let you
go back to sleeping yourself to death.
He shook his head slowly, knowing what she wanted him to say,
but not wanting to say it. She could see the stubbornness on his
face the way his mouth compressed, the way his brows drew
down, the way his eyes tracked across the room, as if looking for
his answer among the wagons fittings and furnishings. His
arms locked across his chest, shutting away the possibility that he
might have been wrong.
She waited, patient as a cat at a mouses hole, and finally
her mouse came out.
There is no such authority, he admitted.
I know.
But how can we hope to win against the Dragons without
Solander?
She shrugged, and her smile grew broader. I dont
know. But finally youre asking the right question. She
sat down in the little chair across from Dùghalls bed.
I know this we are only beaten for sure if we
dont fight. And if we cant count on the Texts, we can
at least count on each other. She took a slow, shaky breath.
And the time to act is now. A thousand years ago, our
ancestors destroyed all of civilization rather than allow the
Dragons to carry out their plans for the world. They gave
everything to make sure their children and their childrens
children wouldnt be locked into eternal slavery, that
our souls would not be the fodder that fed the immortality of a
few powerful wizards. They fought and died so that we would live.
Now its our turn to fight. Weve suffered a bad loss,
but we cant let that stop us. We cant just hand the
future to the Dragons.
Dùghall looked at her warily. So who else have you
convinced of all of this, dear Kait?
Her smile became lopsided. Youre the first, Uncle
Dùghall. Youre going to help me convince everyone
else.
Dùghall gave her a wary smile and said, Did you know
Vincalis the Agitator was a playwright before he became a
prophet?
You told me something about that. That he gave up writing
plays when the Dragons executed Solander, and for a thousand days
cast oracles and wrote the Secret Texts.
Dùghall nodded and said, He created the road map by
which a thousand years of Falcons have steered their lives. But
some of the best things he ever said, and the truest, were not in
the Texts at all they were in his plays. The Dragons
overshadowed the world he lived in for most of his life, and they
were hard masters, brutal, murderous, and evil. Most men feared to
fight them in any manner. Vincalis fought them with words, but
carefully he never plainly wrote about the Dragons because
they would have killed him, and he taught that survival was the
first duty of a warrior. He wrote about great villains, and about
the small bands of heroes who dared to best them . . .
and he wrote many of those plays as comedies, because he could
always claim the innocuousness of comedy if questioned.
Dùghall looked down at the gnarled hands folded on his lap,
then glanced sidelong at her, and the ghost of a mischievous smile
played across his lips. Those who have no sense of humor
rarely realize how deadly humor can be.
So what did he say?
Dùghall closed his eyes. The putative hero of one of
my favorite plays, which he titled The Tragedy and Comedy of the
Swordsman of Hayeres, was the swordsman Kinkot, a mighty-thewed
master of weapons and a great lord. Kinkot swore to protect his
countrymen from a vile monster that ravaged the countryside
. . . but the monster proved to be too much for him. For
the first two acts of the play, every step he took against the
beast failed, and he became a laughingstock. He lost his lands, his
wealth, his title, even his sword, and by the beginning of the
third act he finds himself homeless, sitting on a street corner
holding a begging bowl and hoping to die.
Sounds like a hilarious comedy, Kait
said.
Dùghall snorted. Watching the cocky bastard getting
his ass kicked by the monster in the first two acts is
hilarious. But Vincalis never just wrote to entertain, and when
Kinkot has had his comeuppance and is sitting on the corner
begging, a fellow even worse off than he is lifts his head out of
the gutter and says, When youre beaten, when
youre crushed, when youre broken, you remember this,
boy nothing touches everyone in the world to the same
degree. Its very large, the world, and thats what is
and always will be its saving grace. So look to far
seas and distant hills in your time of need, and welcome unlikely
heroes, for help comes from the strangest quarter.
Kinkot, who has kicked this same beggar once in each of
the first two acts, listens to him this time. He gives the poor sot
his begging bowl and the few coins in it, and gets up to go off in
search of help, for humbled as he is, he finally realizes that he
cant beat the monster alone.
Right. Beggars are ever full of good advice and deep
wisdom. Thats why they spend their days lying in
gutters.
Dùghall shrugged. The plays were a part of their
time, and some of the storytelling is stylized, and some is a bit
. . . predictable. Nonetheless, Vincalis knew his
audiences. No sooner does Kinkot give the beggar the gift and
follow his advice than the poor sot transforms into a beautiful
young girl, and the girl, after kissing him and blessing him,
transforms herself into a tiny bird. The bird rides on
Kinkots shoulder, and the two of them, weaponless, go out to
face the monster one last time. The bird plucks a flea from under
its wing and flies to the monster and drops the flea on its back,
at the precise spot where he cant reach, and the monster,
driven mad by futile scratching, doesnt see Kinkot coming.
Kinkot breaks its neck with his bare hands, thus winning back
everything hed lost, plus the love of the girl who helped him
slay the beast.
Kait tipped her head and eyed her long-winded uncle.
Its a charming story, she told him, but
Im afraid I dont see your point.
You are the point, dear girl. Consider yourself
a death-sentenced Karnee coming to the salvation of the land
that sentenced you by rallying the Falcons who were supposed to
save it themselves. Youre the man in the gutter who becomes
the beautiful maiden who becomes the bird with the flea. You are
the unlikeliest of heroes. Vincalis would have loved you.
Im not a hero, she said quietly.
Im a coward like everyone else. Im just a coward
who would rather die fighting than die a slave.
Dùghall grinned slowly. Youre a coward, then,
if it pleases you to say so. And Im a coward as well. But
Im a coward who will rise and eat and dress myself, and who
will be about the work of the world. Have that nattering girl bring
me some food. Ive decided I wont die today.
Chapter 44
The sun crept over the horizon and a
single alto bell rang the station of Soma from Dogsisters
Tower near the Cloth Market. But when the bell finished ringing, a
new sound rolled across the region. The air rang like a crystal
bell, the sound coming from nowhere and everywhere at once. Horses
and cattle shied and balked and rolled their eyes back; birds
launched themselves into the air in great clouds; dogs whined and
cringed against the legs of their masters, then howled and ran.
Perhaps most ominous of all, a river of rats poured into the
streets and fled in all directions.
The ringing grew louder, and the air took on a pale green sheen.
Shopkeepers slammed the shutters of their just-opened shops and
followed the rats through the streets. Young women tucked their
babies under their arms and raced after them. Customers stopped
their bargaining in midnegotiation, stared wildly around them, and
fled. No one knew what was happening, but everyone knew it was
trouble.
The ringing grew even louder painfully loud and in
the center of the Cloth Market coils of green smoke crawled up out
of the shop floors and twisted toward the sky.
Only the old, the lame, and the foolhardy remained to see what
happened next.
Gashes opened in the ground, and shimmering white spears grew
out of the gashes like the fronds of pale ferns reaching toward the
sun. These spears unfurled gracefully and flowed both outward and
upward, spinning themselves into translucent towers and delicate
arches and fairy buttresses, into shining walls and corbeled
vaults, as if fashioned by the ganaan, the invisible folk of
old myth. The whitewashed, sun-baked brick buildings that had
occupied the ground from which they grew crumbled around them, and
the new structures swallowed the debris and all the
buildings contents leaving no trace. The shining white
buildings absorbed the people who had not been quick enough to
flee, too, enveloping them while they screamed and dissolving them
with terrible slowness.
White roads, softly textured, forgiving to the feet that would
tread upon them, oozed up from the cobblestone streets and spread
into lovely thoroughfares. Those who later would dare to step onto
their pristine surfaces would discover that horses hooves did
not clatter, nor cartwheels rattle, nor falling cargo clank when
striking them. The roads absorbed sound and gave back only a
gentle, restful hush that echoed the whisper of leaves in a cool
glade, the delicate murmur of a tiny waterfall chuckling down a
stony hillside to the brook below, or the sighing of a breeze that
tousled the tall grasses in a broad plain.
The magical city opened like a death rose within the heart of
Calimekka. It slowly encroached on other neighborhoods and devoured
them, too, filling the Valley of Sisters from the Black River to
the Garaye Pass, spinning itself up the passs obsidian face
and crawling along the top, covering Warriors Mount and
spreading from there to the old Churimekkan Quarter and the
Hammersmiths District.
At the end of two days the city finally seemed satisfied with
itself, for it threw out no more white feelers at its edges, and no
more roads shifted from cobblestone or pavingstone or brick to that
white, yielding, eternal stuff.
The survivors ten thousand left homeless, twice as many
thrown out of the dissolved businesses and markets it had consumed
gradually crept onto those whispering white streets and down
the broad, gleaming thoroughfares, past new fountains that tossed
sparkling diamonds of water into the air, past the tall white
pillars of gated walls, past mansions piled onto great houses
butted up against castles beautiful beyond all imagining, looking
for some surviving shred of those things and those places that had
been theirs.
Everything was gone. The survivors looked at each other and
whispered, Devourer of Souls has spoken. They
wondered at the fates of those who had not fled. And they silently
congratulated themselves for having been wise enough to flee, for
they counted themselves lucky that they had survived at all.
What they didnt know was what to do next. Dared they knock
on the great gates of one of those castles and demand reparation
for a lost home, lost belongings, a lost friend? The survivors
huddled in little knots, discussing with each other the probable
outcomes of such action. In an ill-omened year, with an evil carais
singing like a madman from the balcony of his palace, showering
down curses on the city and all who inhabited it, they thought they
were likely to find nothing but pain and grief beyond those
shimmering white gates. So at last, silently, in little clusters,
they crept away from the newborn city, having done nothing.
From inside the gates and behind the walls, the Dragons in their
new citadel watched and laughed. The Calimekkans were timid mice,
terrified of the cats within their domain. And with reason. They
would have taken great delight in making examples of any who dared
to protest.
They touched the smooth magic-born walls they had created, and
they heard the souls of the sacrificed crying within them. Again
they smiled. Such walls, held together by human souls, would last
as long as the earth on which they were built. The Dragons called
their new city Citadel of the Gods, and looked to the nearing day
when they would be gods not just in their dreams, but in fact.
The Calimekkans, who also heard the Dragons walls
whispering, and who felt the trembling, frantic terror of those
trapped within the lovely, silky whiteness of gates and pillars,
arches and balustrades, were not so poetic about the white canker
in the heart of Calimekka. They named the city-within-the-city New
Hell.
Chapter 45
Hasmal curled next to Alarista in her
narrow bed, hiding from the cold morning air. The sun was up, and
light streamed through the tiny panes of the window and cast a
golden glow on the lovely hand-rubbed wood surfaces . . .
and outlined the curls of steam that puffed from his nose every
time he breathed. Here, just south of the town of Norostis, in the
Glasburg Mountains on the edge of the Veral Territories, winter was
a harsh master, and he would have gladly stayed in bed all day to
avoid its chilling touch.
He pulled Alarista closer and nuzzled the back of her neck.
Wake up, he whispered. I dont want to be
alone.
She sighed and curled tighter against his body, but didnt
wake up. So he lay staring at the sunlight, holding her and hating
his thoughts. He and Alarista would have this winter, with the
innocence of their lovemaking and the time they spent in each
others presence. They would have this bliss, this brief
happiness brighter than anything he had ever known.
But the short cold days and the long sweet nights would end with
springs thaw, and behind this season, another winter was
already building a winter of a different sort.
He and Alarista had thrown the zanda and cast bones and
summoned Speakers, had sought the trances of Gyru drums and Falcon
caberra incense, looking for some sign that they could hope to live
out their years in peace together. But every oracle and every
attempt had said the same thing. The Dragons held Calimekka, and
would soon reach out for the rest of the world, and no one would
escape slavery. Dragon power grew, and with it Dragon greed. They
snuffed out not just lives but souls to build their new
city, as unheeding of the price they exacted from others as cattle
were of the clover they ate. They created beauty with a heart of
ugliness; they spread; they conquered; and soon they would complete
the spell that would pin all the world beneath their feet forever.
Soon they would finish the complex machinery that would power the
spell that would make them immortal.
Then slaverys cold winter would come to Matrin
forever.
Alarista stirred, and Hasmal held her tighter. I love
you, he said, pushing eternal winter from his mind as best he
could.
She rolled over to face him, and kissed his forehead and his
nose and his eyelids, and said, I love you, too.
He stroked her hip and said, Lets leave today. We
can get the wagon down into Norostis, and as soon as the roads
clear we can travel to Brelst. Ill work for our passage on
the first ship sailing to Galweigia or New Kaspera or any of the
Territories, he said. Theres land in Galweigia
going begging theyre desperate for settlers. We can be
together, a long way from Calimekka and the Dragons. Perhaps we can
have a whole life together before they reach that
far
Alarista pressed a finger to his lips, smiled sadly, and shook
her head. Before they reach far enough to destroy us. Or our
children. After theyve already destroyed everyone we ever
knew or loved that we were callous enough to leave behind.
She kissed his lips lightly and snuggled closer to him. Her skin
was softer than silk beneath his fingers.
He closed his eyes to shut out the sun, the proof that time
passed and the end of the world drew nearer, and he wished for the
sea, for distance, for a safe place to hide her from the hell that
came.
We cant run, she said. Were
Falcons. Even if we cant win, even if we cant fight, we
have to stand. She kissed him again and said, You know
this is true.
I only know that I waited my entire life to find you, and
I havent had you long enough. I want peace for us, Ris. I
want us to live out our lives in a world without fear. I want more
time.
Her soft laugh startled him. How much time would be
enough, Chobe? A year? Ten years? Fifty? A hundred? A thousand?
When could you say, Weve had long enough. Weve
had our share, and let me die? Or when could I willingly let
you go?
Hasmal rolled the future forward in his mind and could not find
that moment in all of eternity. Never, he said at last.
Unless Im with you forever, I wont have had
enough time.
She nodded. Me either. So if the world ends now or in a
hundred years, you and I will suffer the same from our
parting.
Yes.
Then how do we justify turning our backs on the others
that we love? We cant run away while they stay behind,
because if we lived knowing that all of them were gone dead
or tortured by the Dragons and that we had abandoned them to
suffer their fates alone, we would poison our love for each other.
We would lose the one thing we cherish most.
I cant lose you, Hasmal told her.
Yet you will. Remember Vincalis: Nothing bites more
bitterly than knowledge of mortality. No matter what we do,
well eventually die, love, and either you will die first, or
I will . . . or perhaps . . . if were
lucky . . . well die together. But someday this
will end.
Hasmal closed his eyes. I dont want it to end. I
want forever.
Well find each other again. Beyond the Veil, or in
new bodies, in new times. . . .
I want you and me. Us. I want what we have
now. These bodies, this time, this world, forever.
I know. But nobody gets that. We have this moment. That
has to be enough.
He pulled her hard against his chest, kissing her, touching her,
driven by the terror of future loss. She responded vehemently. They
wrapped themselves around each other and clung together, seeking
within the pressures of flesh and the warmth of passion a place
beyond the pain, seeking within their lovemaking and their love the
promise of eternity.
For just an instant, they found it.
Chapter 46
They werent impressed; Kait could
see it in their eyes.
So the few of us here will march back to
Calimekka
or sail
or sail, right . . . and attack the
Dragons on their home ground, now that theyve had all this
time to dig in
and knowing that we havent even
prophecy to suggest that we have a hope of
winning
lest we forget that
and you define this as bringing us
hope?
Kait nodded.
New definition of the word, Yanth said.
Not one I would have ever considered. Hasmal crossed
his arms over his chest.
Still dont. Getting killed in Calimekka so that we
can say we tried does not even come close to my definition of
regaining our hope. That from one of Dùghalls
soldiers at the back of the meeting tent.
Kait frowned at Dùghall. He shrugged; hed said
theyd be hard to convince.
Alarista had been sitting beside Hasmal, her hand in his. Now
she pulled away from him and stood. Im with you, Kait.
Whatever I can do, Ill do.
What if its just the three of you? Hasmal
asked. You and Kait and Dùghall?
Then it will be the three of us, Alarista said.
I dont care.
Ry had been watching quietly from the back of the tent. He moved
forward. It wont be just the three of you. I dont
know that I think you have much of a chance of winning, but if we
do nothing, we have no chance. Ill take something over
nothing.
One by one, Rys men stood, too Yanth and Jaim and
Trev. I follow Ry, Yanth said.
Jaim said, As do I.
Trev said, I dont know where my sisters are hiding,
but wherever they are, they arent safe from these Dragons.
Ill do anything to help them. So Ill fight.
Ry and three standing lieutenants looked at Valard, who still
sat. He looked up at them and sighed and slowly shook his head.
Ill pray to the old god of hopeless causes on your
behalf; hes sure to take an interest in you, he said.
But I think Ill stay here and drink to your health and
good fortune, and hear about your heroism from the
criers.
Kait was shocked. Shed thought Ry and his men were
inseparable. Valards defection made all of them seem suddenly
smaller and weaker and more . . . well, more mortal. But
Ry only nodded. Your choice, he said.
My choice, Valard agreed.
His cowardice worked in Kaits favor, though. The leaders
of the troops Dùghall had recruited back in the islands
conferred with each other. His many sons stood as one, and Ranan,
who had led the army in Dùghalls absence, said, I
do not speak for the troops in general, but only for my brothers.
We will fight. Our lives are yours.
When he and his brothers sat down, the highest-ranking of the
troops rose, glanced with disgust at Valard, and turned to
Dùghall. Youve paid us on time and we havent
done anything for the money weve already earned. Neither you
nor your sons commanded us to follow you into this you say
it isnt what you hired us for. But we say you hired us to
fight for you, and where you lead, well follow. If you needed
us before, you need us even more now.
He touched his heart with his fingertips in quick salute and sat
back down.
Hasmal sighed and reached a hand up to take Alaristas
again. You know I wont leave you to face the Dragons
without me. Where you are, there Ill be, too.
She looked down at him and smiled. He pulled her down to his
side and wrapped his arms around her and kissed the side of her
neck.
Most of the Gyru-nalles volunteered their help, too. A few
followed Valards lead and declined, but when the last of
those present declared their intentions, Kait found herself at the
head of a small army.
And with no idea what to do with it.
She guessed that her volunteers numbered no more than two
hundred, and though she might acquire other volunteers as she
traveled toward Calimekka, she couldnt hope to rival the
forces the Dragons would be able to command, either in numbers or
in training.
She thought of General Talismartea again, and his assertion that
there was always a way to win if one was but willing to redefine
victory. Her forces could not hope to attack Calimekka outright and
conquer the Dragons by force. So clearly they needed such a
redefinition. Or else they needed a miracle.
* * *
Kait and Ry sat on the two chairs in
Alaristas wagon; she and Hasmal sat side by side on the wall
bench. The corner stove took the chill off the air and the hot,
spicy kemish she drank warmed her from the inside. Storm
lamps gave off bright, cheerful light, but the mood inside the
wagon was as gray as the day.
Alarista said, Were running out of time. With the
thaws, the road will clear and well be able to travel again.
Dùghalls troops are training, my people are training
with them but we still dont know how were going
to use our people. Once we can move, we dont dare
delay.
Kait glanced out the window at the thick blanket of snow that
covered the ground, and at the clouds that crawled around the ring
of mountains that walled the camp, pregnant with moisture, dark and
heavy. The Gyrus said they could smell spring coming; Kait believed
them. Everyone said that yet another month would pass before the
thaws began in earnest, but once or twice at midday shed
smelled wet earth and the first hints of new life in the air. The
new year had come upon the rebels before they were ready for it
she and the others in the camp had hurriedly drawn lots and
a young man from Dùghalls troops had named the year
We Hope for Better Days. As carais, hed led them in a
solemn celebration of Theramisday, after which everyone returned to
their preparations.
Kait poured herself another cup of kemish, the Gyru
concoction of cocova, hot red pepper, and ground dried fish paste
served in boiling water. She was the only one of the harayee
the Gyru word for non-Gyrus in the camp who liked the
drink. She added a pinch of salt and sipped hers, and nodded to
Alarista. Youre right. But we have no plan.
Hasmal sighed. Two hundred people against all the Dragons,
the allies theyve made, and the armies theyve
built? He had a cup of herb tea, which he sipped. Well
enough. Heres your plan. We walk up to the city wall, declare
that we have come to conquer Calimekka . . . and while
the guards are helpless with laughter, we climb the wall, break
into the Dragon stronghold without being caught, capture the Mirror
of Souls, use it to destroy the Dragons, and win back
Calimekka.
Ry laughed bitterly. Good plan. He warmed his hands
around his cup of tea but didnt drink. He turned to Kait and
said, If we had ten thousand well-trained troops, we might be
able to take the city. But even with battle-hardened warriors, I
wouldnt count on it, because we dont have the right
sort of wizards. Your Falcons practice only defensive magic, which
is useless in an attack. He took a tiny sip of the tea and
put the cup down. The Wolves might have done something
against the Dragons, if they hadnt been taken over from
inside. But two hundred people arent enough to do
anything.
Kait had been staring at a few fat snowflakes that were
spiraling down to the ground. An idea sparked in her mind, found
fuel there, and began to blaze. For a moment, she thought that
surely her idea had been considered and rejected by others. But no
one else, not even Ry, had her perspective.
She faced the rest of them and put her kemish down.
Have any of you considered, she said, that
perhaps we cannot come up with a plan, not because we are planning
with too few people, but because we are planning with too
many?
The other three stared at her as if shed begun to drool
and froth at the mouth, and Hasmal laughed. No.
Ry shook his head. We have uncounted problems, but a
surfeit of allies isnt one of them.
Alarista said, I dont think you need to drink any
more kemish if thats the effect its going to
have on you.
Kait persisted. Listen. What are the objectives we
must accomplish in order to beat the Dragons and free
Calimekka? She ticked them off on her fingers. One, we
must get into the city. Two, we must regain control of the Mirror
of Souls. Three, we must remove the Dragons from the bodies
theyve stolen. Weve only talked about how two hundred
people could accomplish those objectives. But perhaps we need to
consider how two might.
Ry was no longer smiling. Two? He stared into her
eyes, suddenly tense, his scent abruptly marked by excitement.
She nodded, the look just for him. Two.
Tell me what youre thinking.
The only way to get to Calimekka from here now, before the
roads clear, would be to travel through the air, because the roads
out of the mountains are impassable until spring and even if we
could get to Brelst the winter seas are deadly; the ships are all
in warmer ports now. By air, we could travel above the clouds and
literally drop into the city in the darkness, bypassing the
gates and the guards and whatever other security measures the
Dragons have added to Calimekka since we fled.
We could fly in if we had an airible, Hasmal agreed.
But the airibles are all in Calimekka, in the hands of our
enemies.
Two of us . . . dont need an
airible, Kait said softly.
Rys eyes grew wary.
Alarista raised an eyebrow. Youve been hiding your
uncles bird-girl? Someone who can drop a flea on the
Dragons backs? I would see that miracle myself.
Ry shook his head so slightly that Kait wondered if perhaps
shed imagined it. The fear she read in his eyes made her
think she hadnt.
She leaned her head against his shoulder and under her breath
said, If we do this, the secret will be out. The Falcons will
have to provide shields and protective spells.
He murmured, Too many people know now. The more who know,
the more who can betray . . . the two.
Alarista had better ears than Kait would have given her credit
for. She asked, Know what?
Hasmal looked from Kait to Ry and back to Kait, frowning. Kait
couldnt begin to guess what he was thinking.
Ry leaned back and said, I agree that the secret
cant be a secret from everyone if . . . they
. . . these two, are to get into the city. But perhaps
exposing the secret itself could wait.
Kait frowned. And if we cant explain to people how
. . . these two can get all the way from Norostis to
Calimekka in two or three days, or even how theyre going to
get out of the mountains at all in the dead of winter, why will
they want to help? And theres something else to consider.
Maybe the two who will go need to know from the beginning that the
people they need to trust wont turn on them. Because we can
make all the plans in the world, Ry, but if the troops wont
support the assault team, those plans will mean nothing.
Ry turned his head away from her. Do what you
want.
Alarista said, I think my question about the bird-girl is
somehow closer to the truth than I imagined. Yes?
Kait studied her with all her senses and noted nothing dangerous
in Alaristas movements, her scent, the speed of her
breathing, or any of a hundred other tiny cues that could alert the
wary to their own imminent danger.
Im Scarred, Kait said.
Alarista grew still. Head cocked to one side, eyes watchful, she
said, Not visibly.
Visibly sometimes.
The silence inside the wagon had its own weight.
And sometimes . . . you can . . .
fly?
Kait nodded.
You . . . skinshift?
Another nod.
How have you But I wont ask that. Weve
hidden the Scarred among our people as well. I know some of the
ways it can be done. How you survived to adulthood really
doesnt matter. That you can help us now She
looked down at her hands. But you said two, and
he with a nod to Ry knew what you were
talking about. So she looked at Ry again, this time
searching for something you are a skinshifter as
well?
Were Karnee, he said.
Karnee. Alarista breathed the word. She said nothing
for a long time; when she spoke again, it was to say, Then
some still survive.
Some. Rys scent revealed the impatience, the
distrust, and the anger that his face and posture hid. Kait watched
Alarista, but most of her attention focused on him. He was tensing,
preparing to do something rash if Alaristas responses
betrayed any tendency toward treachery.
She seemed only nervous, though, and curious. She leaned
forward, her eyes round and puzzled. And you would willingly
help Iberans? Id think youd be dancing with delight
now, knowing that they were suffering some of the same horrors they
would have inflicted on you.
Ry shrugged. To an extent youre right. I cant
say that the suffering of everyone in Calimekka wounds me. There
are members of my own Family, for example, who deserve to suffer.
Members of the parnissery, too. And . . . His eyes
tracked briefly to Kait, then quickly refocused on Alarista when he
realized shed seen his look. And others, who have made
their livelihoods from the suffering of others.
Kait suspected that he referred to the other Families, but
didnt want to say anything of the sort in front of her
because her own Family was gone. She wouldnt have been
offended. Shed discovered the hard way that not all of the
Galweighs had been as idealistic as shed once believed.
She said, But even though both of us have reason to feel
that the Dragons are dispensing some justice, the fact that
they are is accidental. More innocent suffer than guilty. And the
Reborn wanted to bring love to the world. The Dragons
. . . they have nothing to do with love.
Alarista said, Not that you know of.
I know what they intended to do to me.
Alarista raised an eyebrow. You were in the Dragons
hands and lived?
Kait said, Long story. Ill tell you another
time.
Back to the point, then. Hasmal took a pastry out of
the jar Alarista kept beside the table and nibbled on it. You
say the two of you can fly into Calimekka at night and drop into
the heart of the Dragons territory without being
caught.
We would hope to, Kait said. I cant
promise that we would succeed.
No. Of course not. But you at least have the potential to
make the attempt.
Yes.
Hasmal took a big bite of the pastry and chewed thoughtfully.
Thats certainly a benefit for us . . . but
what would you do once you got there?
Kait smiled. Im not sure how well this would work,
but heres my idea. We would have to identify the Dragons, and
secretly mark each of them the way Dùghall marked the three
that you and Ian met with at the inn.
Alarista frowned. Marked?
Hasmal nodded. Falcon viewing spell. Dùghall taught
it to me. He touched each of the three Dragons we met with a linked
talisman the talisman absorbed into the skin instantly, and
we could have watched the three subjects in viewing glasses for
several days. We . . . well, we ended up not being able
to, but that was a problem of situation rather than
technique.
So your plan calls for the two of you to get within
touching distance of each of the Dragons? Alarista was
shaking her head. Thats insane.
If its our only chance of destroying them, it
isnt insane. Kait ran her thumb around the top of her
cup and stared out at the snow, now falling harder. She wasnt
sure how she and Ry could get close enough to the enemy to plant
the talismans, but if they had to do it, they would find a
way. Dùghall made a tiny Mirror of Souls out of a ring
and some wire, Ris. He used the viewing glass and the talisman to
connect with the soul of one of the Dragons, and he summoned that
Dragons soul into the ring. Its still in there.
Hell show you if you want to examine it. I was thinking if we
could create enough talismans and Mirrors, you and the other
Falcons could sit here in the mountains and pull the Dragons
souls out one by one.
Ry said, If we can get close enough to the Dragons to
touch them, we can get close enough to steal the Mirror of Souls.
With that, we could get all of them at once.
Kait said, We cant guarantee that we could get to
the original Mirror of Souls. And if we go to Calimekka with only
that plan and we fail, we wont have any alternative but to
retreat. If we go prepared to get them one at a time and we get
lucky enough to steal the original Mirror, then our job gets
easier. But if we cant get it, we can still win. It will just
take longer.
Ry leaned back and rested his left ankle on his right knee. His
chair teetered on two legs, and Kait expected him to go over
backward at any moment. All right. Considered that way, as a
plan and a backup plan, your idea has merits. So how do we get to
the Dragons?
Kait shrugged. Why dont we get the Falcons to work
producing the talismans and viewing glasses and miniature Mirrors
well need? In the time it takes them to do that, well
figure out a way to get to the Dragons.
* * *
Dùghall showed the tiny Mirror to Alarista
and demonstrated how hed created the Mirror spell, and she
and Hasmal and Trev and Jaim and Yanth went to work. They gathered
every scrap of glass, silver, gold, copper, and bronze in the camp,
and all the available wire as well. They enlisted the help of the
Gyru smiths and metalworkers, and drew wire and hammered rings and
fashioned tiny mirrors by the hundreds, imbuing each with a drop of
their own blood and essence, focusing purely on the good they would
do by returning evicted souls to their rightful bodies and freeing
the enslaved people of Calimekka. They sent children into the town
of Norostis to buy up all the stocks of the herbs tertulla and
batrail. They cut glass and silvered the backs to create viewing
glasses, and formed tiny tablets of herbs compressed around a bit
of fingernail, a snip of a single hair, a scrape of skin from the
inside of the mouth talismans linked to their makers that
would sink into the skin without trace and link the watched to the
watcher until bodies absorbed the foreign elements and reworked
them into parts of the self. They worked days and nights, catching
sleep only when they had to, while Kait and Ry rested and ate and
planned. Obsessively planned.
Within two weeks, the supplies were ready.
Neither Kait nor Ry knew how they were going to get to each of
the Dragons, but they knew how they were going to begin looking.
Now it was time to act.
Both had held off Shift as long as possible. Both had eaten
hugely to fuel their bodies for the coming drain on their
energy.
On the fifth day of the month of Drastu, which was Amial
Makuldsday, Kait and Ry climbed through the wet and clinging snow
from what everyone hoped would be the last storm of the season to
the top of Straju Mountain. Straju was the highest peak near the
camp. The climbing was treacherous, and Shifting would have been
easier, but neither of them dared Shift. They couldnt know
how long they would be able to hold Shift once theyd changed,
and their plan would require every extra moment they could eke from
their bodies.
When they reached a high south-facing cliff, they stripped off
their winter clothes and left them piled against the lee side of a
boulder. Theyd said their good-byes to everyone else back in
the camp. Now they turned to each other.
I could go alone, Ry said. If I knew you were
safe, I would gladly go to Calimekka by myself.
Kait touched his face. And if you went alone, I dont
know that I would survive until your return. You already know I
have to go, too.
He pulled her close and they embraced, shivering in the cold,
some of the warmth of their naked bodies passing between them but
most escaping into the icy mountain wind.
I know. Youre sure well fly when we
jump?
Kait said, No. But I hope we will. I did before.
He nodded. They each put on the oddly shaped packs which Kait
had designed packs made to accommodate their flight-Shifted
bodies. The packs held typical Calimekkan clothes, some money, and
of course the talismans. They both had talismans embedded in their
own skin at Dùghalls insistence; he refused to allow
them to leave without being able to know of their fate. The
talismans they wore were special, and would last at least a
month, Dùghall had said, and perhaps two.
Knowing that they were being watched made their last embraces
awkward.
Ry said, I love you, Kait.
Kait pressed her face to his chest and listened to his heart
beating. I love you, too.
They looked at each other, then down to the rocky gorge far
below their feet.
Kait shivered, more afraid at that moment than she had been when
she jumped from the tower back in Calimekka. The rocks beneath her
bare feet cut into her soles. Her teeth shook from the cold, her
skin goosebumped and her body begged for Shift. This is for
our future, she murmured.
Ry heard her even though she hadnt really been speaking to
him. This is for them, but its for us, too. For you and
me and a world where we can live together.
Kait nodded. I know. She gripped his hand tightly in
her own, and said, The rocks down there look so
. . . hungry.
Ry pulled her close again and kissed her fiercely. If this
is all we have, it was enough, Kait. Ill find you in another
life.
She felt his body shivering against hers. She wrapped her arms
around him and pressed her face into the soft fur of his chest.
Ill meet you above the clouds.
I promise.
They leaped from the cliff, and fell.
Chapter 47
A voice spoke to Trev as he lay in his
tent dreaming. Your sisters heads are on the wall, the
voice said, and showed him a vision. His two once-beautiful
sisters bodies hung from the Bay Wall in Calimekka, and their
heads, bloated and rotting, decorated pikes along the top. Ry
put them there with his lies, with his betrayals. You cannot save
your sisters, but you can have your revenge. Kill him if you can;
or if you cant kill him, simply come. Outside the camp
youll find a conveyance waiting for you. Step onto it and say
the words, Take me to my friend, and you will have your
wish.
Trev opened his eyes to darkness. Horrible pictures still burned
in his mind, too horrible to be believed. But what if they were
true? He had convinced himself that his sisters had left the city
because no one hed questioned knew otherwise. There had been
no public executions, so he had let himself believe they were still
alive. But he didnt know. Now he had to know. He had an idea
that would show him, though it seemed a risky one. With the little
magic he had learned from Hasmal, he thought he might seek out a
Speaker and force it to give him the truth.
He lay still, concentrating. Hed never done magic alone
before, but he was certain he knew the way to form the spell. He
could use his own blood the Falcons said a man should never
use anything that wasnt his to power a spell. So a drop or
two of his own blood on a mirror circled with salt, a few careful
words to summon the voice of the dream, and he would see if
nightmares plagued only his sleep, or if they had reached into the
waking world to take him.
He struggled free of the tangled bedroll and looked around the
tent. Valard still had supplies in his magic bag, since hed
been too busy drinking and mourning the certain end of the world to
help make the talismans and mirrors and viewing glasses that might
stop it. Even better for Trevs needs, Valard was at that
moment with one of the Gyru girls; he was always with the Gyru
girls these days, or sucking down fermented goats milk or
hard grain alcohol with the men. So Trev could safely borrow his
equipment.
Which he did.
He didnt dare light a lamp to guide his work; Yanth slept
to one side of him and Jaim to the other, and either would be more
than a little curious to find him summoning spirits in the middle
of the night. So he opened the tent flap enough that flickering
light from one of the camps watchfires illuminated his little
workplace. It did its job unevenly, but he had to be grateful for
what he could get.
He pulled out Valards mirror and salt, and pricked the tip
of his finger with a knife, carefully dripping his blood into a
little puddle on the mirrors surface. For just a moment the
light that came through the open flap was bright enough that he
could see that the mirror was dirty, streaked with something. That
bothered him, but his blood was already on the surface and he
didnt want to waste it by wiping it off, cleaning the mirror,
and then having to cut himself again. Besides, hed had a hard
time remaining silent the first time he cut himself. He didnt
know if he could do it a second time without waking someone.
With a finger, he drew his blood into a triangle and whispered
the first half of the incantation Hasmal had taught him for
summoning Speakers from the Veil. Then he poured a thin line of
salt onto the diagram, being sure not to leave any openings.
He finished the incantation by saying:
Speaker step within the walls
Of earth and blood and air;
Bound by will and spirit,
You must bide your presence there.
Answer questions with clear truth,
Do only good and then
Return to the realm from whence you came
And dont come back again.
The salt on the mirror burned pale blue, and Trev
leaned over it with his body, blocking the light. The flames
flickered, then steadied. Within the heart of the triangle, a spark
appeared and grew into a translucent finger-tall image of a man.
His diaphanous robes blew in a wind that never reached beyond the
triangle; his long hair tossed as if he stood in the center of a
storm. He crossed his arms over his chest and lifted his chin and
glared up at Trev with glowing eyes.
What do you want to know?
Trev shivered. Hasmal had said the Speakers could be dangerous
and sometimes spiteful. Hed said that, although they always
spoke the truth, they didnt always tell it in ways a man
could correctly interpret. But hed never said how terrifying
it was to see one standing on ones own mirror, caged by
nothing but a thin line of blood and salt. Feeling the tiny,
glowing mans anger seeping into the air, Trev had difficulty
finding his tongue. He said, I had . . . I had a
. . . a dream. That . . . that my sisters were
dead. Killed. With their . . . their . . .
their heads on a wall in Calimekka. What was that dream?
The man looked at him. It was no dream. It was the truth,
given to you by . . . He paused and smiled.
By a friend.
Trev closed his eyes tightly. The image of the two bloated heads
on the wall returned to him, clear and sharp, this time as painful
as a knife in the belly. Alli and Murdith couldnt be dead
hed promised each of them hed find them suitable
husbands from within the upper ranks of Families. Hed gotten
them into a circle of people his parents wouldnt have even
dared speak to. Hed done everything he could to protect them,
to care for them, to cherish them . . . and they had died
like criminals, with him far away and unable to save them.
Who reached me? he asked when he could find words
again. Why did he tell me about my sisters? Why does he say
they were killed because of Ry?
The Speakers response was elliptical. Rys
secrets were found out, he said. His lies caught up
with him, but because those who punish lies could not reach him,
they reached those close to him. Your parents, too, are dead, as
are the families of Rys other friends. All of you have lost
everything. All of you will return to nothing, no matter whether
the Dragons are routed from the city or not.
Who killed them? Trev said.
The one who wielded the blade acted on the orders of
others, the one who gave the orders acted on the order of others,
and that one, too, was simply following orders. If you follow the
chain back to the beginning, it leads to Ry and the day he swore
that he would stay in Calimekka and lead his Familys Wolves
and broke his oath that very night.
No matter what he asked, the Speaker refused to answer directly.
Trev frowned, trying to think of a way to phrase his question that
would force the Speaker to tell him what he wanted to know
who had actually put his sisters to death, and who had reached him
in this out-of-the-way place to tell him of it. And why that person
had bothered.
Outside the tent, the wind gusted, and snow blew in, swirling
over the bedrolls and landing on the mirror. Trev crouched down to
shield it. But the few snowflakes that landed on the diminishing
line of salt and blood melted, creating a bridge from the inside of
the triangle to the outside, and the dirty streak that smeared the
glass.
The Speaker, becoming more transparent with every instant, and
watching his flames beginning to gutter out, saw the bridge and
shrieked. Before Trev could do anything, the spirit screamed,
Free! in a voice no louder than a whisper, and leaped
out of the triangle of blood and salt. He skidded across the
streaks on the glass and howled, Its blood! Its
blood! Now youre mine!
Then he disappeared.
Trev stared at the place where the Speaker had been. He
didnt know why hed been spared whatever fate the spirit
had intended for him, but he also didnt care that hed
been spared. His sisters, for whom he had lived, were dead. The
voice in his dreams might have blamed Ry, but Trev knew perfectly
well that Ry was not to blame.
He had chosen to follow Ry,
knowing when he did that he was leaving Murdith and Alli in
Calimekka without their single most determined supporter. Had he
stayed, they would have still been alive. Or he would have been
dead with them.
Either outcome would have been acceptable to him.
Ry was on his way to destroy the Dragons, and Trev still wished
him well.
He had promised to aid the Falcons in destroying
them. But hed broken another promise, one hed made
years earlier, and one to which hed sworn his life. Hed
failed to protect his little sisters, the two people he loved most
in the world. He had broken his own oath.
He stared at the little knife with which hed drawn his
blood. It was sharp, but not enough of a blade for his new needs.
His daggers lay at the top of his bedroll two exquisite
blades suitable to his station, both gifts from Ry. He chose the
one carved with the crest that declared him an ally of the Sabir
Family. He unwrapped the wool blanket from around his shoulders and
unlaced his shirt, and rested the dagger on his chest to the left
of his breastbone, prodding with his fingers to be sure that its
point sat between two ribs and not above one.
He closed his eyes and said, Im sorry, Alli.
Im sorry, Murdith. Ill serve you better when we meet
beyond the Veil.
Then, before he could think about what he was doing, he drove
the blade through his heart.
* * *
Across the camp, Valard flung himself away from
the girl hed been pawing and dragged himself to his knees.
His face twisted in pain, and he screamed and began to claw at his
skin. The girl shouted, Whats the matter? Whats
the matter? but before she could get to her feet to run for
help, the spell, whatever it had been, seemed to pass. He stopped
screaming and his face took on an expression of wonder.
Valard got to his feet, muttering, Im free. Im
free. He looked around the little wagon as if hed never
seen it before.
What are you doing? the girl asked, but he only
looked at her for an instant, then shook his head. He wrapped a
wool blanket around himself and, otherwise naked, stepped out of
the wagon into the night, leaving the door swinging and the wind
howling behind him. The girl swore and threw an empty bottle of the
liquor theyd been sharing after him, and rose, shivering, and
slammed the door and locked it.
Meanwhile, Valard marched across the snow, oblivious to the cold
and the wind, until he reached the edge of the camp. There he found
a smooth disk of whitest metal, decorated around the rim with
characters that glowed faintly green in the darkness. He stepped
into its center and said, Take me to my friend.
The green glow brightened, and the metal disk whined, and he and
it both disappeared.
* * *
Dùghall crouched by Trevs body and
cupped a hand over the mirror, not touching it but carefully
reading its energy through his skin.
What does it mean? Yanth asked.
A moment. The traces were muddled and ugly and hard
to unravel. He was patient, though, and thorough. At last he felt
he had the gist of what had happened. Trev used Valards
kit to summon a Speaker, he told Yanth and Jaim, who stood
just behind him. He evidently didnt clean the mirror
first, because some of Valards blood was still on it. The
Speaker came, but it was a Speaker influenced by dark magic
I would guess that it was directed by the Dragons, though that I
cannot be sure of. I dont know what the Speaker told Trev,
but he is dead by his own hand and I find clear traces that
the Speaker escaped and linked itself through Valards blood
on the mirror to his body. Which means Valard is now possessed by
the spirit of a Speaker. Where the Speaker compelled Valard to go,
I also cannot say. He stood and looked up into Yanths
eyes. But Speakers are by their nature cruel, and this one
was magically influenced by evil as well, which makes the situation
graver still; if we find Valard, we will have to kill
him.
Cant we exorcise the Speaker, or put him into a ring
the way you put the soul of the Dragon into a ring? Jaim
asked.
The Dragons are human. Their souls cannot infect a body;
they can only inhabit it. Speakers are . . . other. Some
say they are demons, some say they are the ghosts of monsters from
other worlds or other planes. I dont know what they are, but
I know that when they possess a man, they possess him until his
death.
Yanth blinked rapidly and his lips pressed into a thin, hard
line. His eyes gleamed suspiciously bright as he looked down at
Trevs body where it still lay facedown on his bedroll in a
pool of blood. It all falls apart, he whispered.
Jaim rested a hand on his shoulder. These are dark
days.
These days are the hell of the old gods, visited on us
because we forgot them, Yanth said. Dùghall heard the
rasp in his voice that betrayed the depth of his emotion.
Perhaps, Jaim agreed with a slow nod. The cold air
had raised gooseflesh on his exposed arms, and Dùghall saw him
shiver. He seemed too lost in the awful moment to notice, though,
for he stood there, staring down at the body of his dead comrade,
and made no effort to find his coat or even to warm himself by
moving. His breath curled out in frosted plumes, leaving crystals
on his eyelashes, eyebrows, and the heavy mustache hed grown
since coming to the mountains. He looked to Dùghall more like
an ice statue of a man than one of flesh and blood. In a voice gone
flat and dead, Jaim said, We have to find Valard.
Why? So that we can slaughter another of our number?
Yanth pulled away from Jaims touch; Jaims arm dropped
to his side as if it were a dead thing.
Doggedly he said, If necessary, yes. Ry is on his way to
Calimekka. If the Dragons have been spying on him, or if they have
found a way to use Valard against Ry, we have to stop
him.
Yanth had closed his eyes. He wove from side to side as he stood
there, plainly lost in misery. What does it matter? he
asked at last. It all falls apart. Nothing we do will hold,
nothing we do will succeed. Dont you see? The gods themselves
stand against us, and who are we to fight the gods?
Jaim hung his head at those words, and shrugged. Maybe
youre right. Maybe everything is lost. I dont know who
we are to question the will of the gods.
We are men, Dùghall said roughly, and we
have put the gods to pasture. We will never cower again before gods
or men we will fight them both and we will win.
Why? Yanth asked, and Dùghall heard scorn in
that one sharp syllable. Because our hearts are pure and our
cause is just? Because we care?
Goodness has no lock on victory, Dùghall said,
staring at the two of them until they had to look at him.
Good men lose to evil men all the time. And caring without
doing is weak and worthless and empty. Men who care much but do
little always fall to men who care less but do more. We wont
win because we are good, or because our convictions matter to
us.
He laughed, and his laugh sounded harsh in the bitterly cold
air, like the snap of a tree branch breaking beneath the weight of
ice and snow. Well win because were too afraid to
lose. If we give in passively to the Dragons plans,
theyll devour our souls and the souls of everyone we love
and with our souls, our immortality. If we fight, the worst
that can happen to us is death. Well win because we are
afraid. Because we are afraid, and rightly so. Fear will be
the friend that spurs us to victory.
The three of them stood there staring at each other for a long
time. Finally Jaim nodded. Perhaps.
Yanth looked away. He sighed heavily and shook his head. I
wont quit, he said. I dont have your faith
in our victory, but I wont quit.
Dùghall glanced through the gap in the tent flaps at the
brilliant white field beyond. None of us will. We have that
thought to hang on to. Now well have to have a
ceremony for Trev, and we need to bury him today. You get him
ready. Meanwhile, Ill cast around to see if I can find out
where Valard went if magic was involved, there should be
traces of it still about. And after that, well go on doing
what we must do.
He left the two of them preparing Trevs body for viewing.
He trudged over the packed snow, wishing he could be as certain of
their eventual victory as he had sounded while talking to them. He
dreaded the future, and the present terrified him, too. He hoped
what he had told them was truth, because the only thing he was sure
of in his life at that moment was fear. He had enough of that to
fill an ocean.
Chapter 48
Kait and Ry came upon Calimekka at
night, when the city sprawled like an endless bed of embers beneath
the cloud-blanketed sky. Kait had seen the city that way many
times; her old friend Aouel had taken her up in the airible for
night flights when she sneaked out of Galweigh House on nights she
couldnt sleep, or when she wanted someone to talk to. So she
saw the change in the heart of the city and recognized it, and
pointed it out to Ry, for whom this aerial view was a first.
The white lights in the center of the city those
were never there before.
Ry looked where shed indicated, and angled his wings to
take him closer to those lights.
Kait followed. She didnt like what she saw. In the center
of Calimekka, surrounded by shining, translucent white walls of the
sort only the Ancients knew how to create, lay a fairyland of
pristine white castles, shimmering white fountains, lovely white
roadways and paths. Gardens of flowers and fruits and trees and
shrubs, artfully illuminated by the white light, glowed like
jewels. In one of the gardens, a few men and women, dressed in
styles shed never seen before, danced to the strains of music
that sounded foreign to her ears. She circled above them, silent,
keeping her magical shields drawn tight around her to hide her
presence, and she recalled the bustling markets and fine
neighborhoods that once stood where that huge, empty
city-within-a-city now sprawled.
Weve found them, Ry said softly.
We have. She stared down. Now we have to
decide how to reach them.
* * *
A week later, Kait and Ry stood together in the
cool, sweet-scented air of the Calimekkan dawn, dressed in the
clothes of well-off commoners, waiting before the great white gate
of the new Citadel of the Gods. Others stood with them
tradesmen hoping to sell food or cloth or worked silver or
glassware; peasants hoping to find work; beggars who saw the wealth
behind the closed gates and, unfamiliar yet with New Hell, hoped
they might find generosity.
Rys shoulder pressed against Kaits, but they
didnt speak to each other or look at each other or give any
indication that they were together. Kaits heart thudded
heavily in her chest and her dry mouth tasted of sand and fear. Her
shields were pulled in close and tight, and she thought that their
confining closeness added to her anxiety as much as the press of
the crowd or the fear she smelled in those around her.
Fear clouded the air more heavily than the jasmine that grew in
the gardens beyond the gates. But Kait, like everyone around her,
swallowed her fear and waited, listening to the soft chimes that
rang in the white-walled gardens, watching for movement in the
city-within-a-city.
At last a woman stepped out of the first building on the right
and moved toward them, her rich blue skirts swirling around her
ankles as she walked. Her skin was black as onyx, her eyes as gold
as the finely worked bracelets that jangled at her wrists. Her
black hair, braided with ribbons of deep blue and cloth-of-gold,
hung to the ground. She stepped to the gate and opened it, and
stepped back. The merchants filed past her and set up their stalls
on the pristine white streets, strangely subdued. She turned to the
beggars and sent them off to the center of the Citadel, telling
them they could sit and beg by the great fountain there.
Then she turned to the workers. How many of you are here
for day work? she asked. She smiled and her voice was warm,
but Kait could find no warmth in her eyes.
A few of the workers raised their hands.
Good. We have need of laborers in the Red Gardens. Please
follow my servant; shell show you where to go. A
beautiful young girl dressed all in white stepped out from beneath
the arch to Kaits right and walked soundlessly down the
street. The men and women who had asked for day work followed
her.
The woman turned back to the few who remained. And the
rest of you must be hoping for permanent positions?
Kait nodded with the others.
I thought so. Most have been filled. Unless you have
special skills, we likely have nothing to offer you. She
studied Ry, and her smile became hungry. I think, though,
that some of you surely have special skills. She stood there
for a moment, her expression thoughtful; then, coming to a
decision, she said, Follow me, all of you. I know what I
need her eyes flicked over Ry again but I
cant be certain what the rest of my colleagues are looking
for.
She touched Ry on the shoulder before she led them off.
You stay close to my side. I believe I have just the right
position for you.
Kait wanted to kill her right there. Instead she pretended
indifference, and followed the woman through the nearly empty
streets to a magnificent hall in the center of the new city.
Inside, young, beautiful men and women whose silk robes outshone
the parrots in their gardens gathered and chatted. They all glanced
toward the newcomers as they entered, and a few evinced real
interest.
The golden-eyed woman spoke loudly, her voice ringing over the
low hum of chatter that filled the enormous hall. Here are
todays permanents. Wholl interview?
Ah, Berral, you didnt bring us much to pick
from, someone said, and laughed.
A few others joined in the laughter, but a muscular man with a
broad smile rose from his seat at one of the small tables along the
west wall and said, I suppose its my turn. He
nodded toward a girl who looked to be about Kaits age
a pleasantly rounded young woman with skin the color of milk and
eyes as huge and frightened as a lambs in a
slaughterhouse.
You, he said. What can you do?
I read . . . and write, she said, her
voice shaking. I can do sums. I know history and philosophy,
drawing and rhetoric. Ive been a champion at both querrist
and hawks and hounds . . . Her voice faltered as
the people around her started to laugh.
Shes a trained monkey, one of them
murmured.
She might make a decent enough concubine, another
answered. Ive often wished for a mistress who knew a
few games, and could talk about something other than her
shopping.
How are you in bed? the first asked.
The girl flushed. I could care for children, she
said, or keep purchase records, or maintain a
library.
We dont have children, a woman who leaned
against the wall said. And we never will.
At the same time, the man whod asked how she was in bed
said, She has no talent, then, at the only skill that
interests me. So what about you? he said, turning to
Kait.
She said, I cut and arrange both mens and
womens hair. She had decided that job would give her an
opportunity to touch as many of the Dragons as possible, planting
her talismans without raising questions. The Dragons would
certainly have personal servants, but she knew from her own life in
Galweigh House that there was nothing like the lure of a specialist
to draw people out of their daily routines.
Do you? Berral asked, now studying her with real
interest. Your hair is short. Interesting. And is red the
original color?
Kait smiled. Cant you tell?
I cant. She flipped her long braid over her
shoulder and said, What would you do with mine?
Kait pretended to consider for a moment. Something with
gold beads, I think, she said. To set off your eyes.
And snow-peacock feathers to contrast with your skin. Full around
the face to emphasize your bones theyre good, but your
current style hides that. And I think Id work in a few
sapphires if you have them.
Lovely, someone said behind her. That would be
perfect.
What would you do for me? a tall, angular woman with
emerald eyes asked. Her hair was plain brown, long and wavy and
unstyled.
A new cut first, Kait said. Your neck is long
and slender as a swans, but all that hair covers it. Then a
new color. Pale blond, I think that would make your eyes
even more striking. And then ringlets, with green silk ribbons
woven through.
The woman smiled. You must do just that for me.
After she does my hair, Berral said.
And then she can do mine.
Come, girl. Well find a place for you, and get you
what you need, and you can get to work. I havent had my hair
done well in a thousand years.
The green-eyed woman and a svelte redhead started to lead her
off. Behind her, she heard Berral say, And what do you
do?
She heard Rys voice answer, I do tapputu
its a form of massage that uses perfumes and oils and
herbs. Excellent for the skin, and soothing.
Berral sighed. Then we must put you to work with the
hairdresser. Id thought to make you my concubine but
my friends would never forgive me if I kept a masseur to myself.
Perhaps, though, Ill have you spend nights with me.
If youd like, Ry said.
Kait kept her anger from her face. She consoled herself with the
knowledge that as soon as Ry touched the woman with a talisman,
Dùghall or Hasmal would summon her Dragon soul into one of the
tiny Mirrors, and Ry would have one less admirer.
She hoped he marked her first.
Chapter 49
Danya crouched in the back of her little
house, staring at the boy who had named himself Luercas. He was
paying her no attention, at least for the moment. Hed caught
a tundra-vole and was playing with it on the bearskin rug, amusing
himself at its expense.
At that moment he looked like a normal eight-year-old boy
solidly built, golden-haired, fair-skinned, with bright eyes and an
engaging smile.
What he was doing to the vole wasnt normal. And hed
only been born a few months earlier. And he could change the way he
looked. When he was outside of their house, he chose to look like
the Kargans he could skinshift at will, assuming any form he
liked. He had been Scarred by the magic that had coursed through
his body before his birth, but the Scars had been advantageous. He
already knew Karganese before he was born, and because he was
outwardly a sweet-natured child, and because he could make himself
appear to be Kargan, and because he spoke with the seeming
innocence of childhood, yet offered the wisdom of adulthood, he
drew the Kargans to him like bears to fish. They admired him, they
listened to him, and when he offered them advice in that diffident,
childlike voice, they took it. He knew their prophecies and their
legends well enough from watching them before he took over the
infant body to know how to make himself fit. To the Kargans, he
seemed like the savior theyd hoped would come to take them
back to the Rich Lands. That, he told Danya with a laugh, suited
his plans perfectly.
The vole shrieked in agony, and Luercas chuckled.
Stop it, Danya said.
Oh, please. Its a pest. The Kargans kill them all
the time, and I dont see you racing out to protest.
They dont torture them. They dont sit there
soaking in the poor things pain.
They dont garner any magic from the poor
things death, either, which is a complete waste. Im
doing two useful things when I kill the vole Im
ridding the village of one more pest, and Im giving myself a
bit of energy that I dont have to take from the villagers. Or
you.
He turned and smiled at her, his blue eyes as cold as the frozen
river, and she hated him even more. She said nothing, and after
hed stared at her, he turned his back to her and returned to
torturing the vole.
Well be able to leave here soon, he said.
Leave?
Certainly. Well be returning to Calimekka before
long.
Danya snorted. Going to walk across the frozen wastes
again, are we?
Not at all. Well travel in good weather. And
were going to go in style, you and me. His shoulders
rose and fell in a casual shrug. And then youll have
your revenge. He chuckled. Youve certainly earned
the right.
Revenge. She thought of Crispin Sabir and Anwyn Sabir and Andrew
Sabir lying in a pool of their own blood, screaming. She thought of
hurting them the way theyd hurt her, of destroying
them the way theyd destroyed her. She stared at the index and
middle fingers of her right hand at the talons, rather; dark
and scaled and claw-tipped. Her reminder of her right to their
lives. Everything that had happened to her and everything she did
was their fault. And her Familys; the Galweighs hadnt
rescued her. And Luercass.
Torture rape transformation pregnancy pain birth murder
slavery.
That had become the mantra that fueled her rage, that kept her
breathing from one day to the next. She was Luercass slave
now because no one had helped her then. And they were going to pay
for her suffering. All of them, somehow, would pay.
Chapter 50
Kait felt she and Ry were making
progress. The first few days, they didnt plant any of their
talismans they wanted to earn the trust of their clients and
build up word of mouth within the Dragon enclave. And their
strategy seemed to be working. Kait decorated hair, grateful that
much of her diplomatic training had been based on the assumption
that she might have to operate from time to time without servants,
and would still have to represent the Family appropriately.
When she took them, shed complained about the hairdressing
classes as a complete waste of her time. She wondered if shed
ever have the opportunity to find the woman who had trained her, to
apologize for her condescension and to admit that shed been
wrong.
Whatever you do, do it well, her mother had said to
her, and her father had added, No knowledge is ever
wasted.
Shed argued with them, too cocksure certain that
her station in life, her talent and her intelligence would keep her
from ever needing to know a menial trade. She owed them an apology,
too, and would never get to give it. Dùghall was certain both
of them had died in the massacre.
Now she stood all day on a breezy veranda attached to one of the
Dragons public baths, liming and hennaing and curling hair
with curling irons or straightening it with flatirons; braiding in
beads and gems and ribbons and adding her own touches that no one
else had thought to duplicate working a tiny little cage and
a live songbird into one creation, a lovely ivory dancer into
another. She shaped mens beards and mustaches, too, and did
her share of liming and hennaing and curling on her male clients,
as well. Her business picked up steadily.
After the first week, she started touching her clients with the
talismans.
She saw Ry for a moment in the morning when she arrived at the
veranda, and sometimes at night when he left. They gave each other
no more acknowledgment than any strangers who worked in the same
building would. Ry went into the baths and massaged muscles and
egos. Kait noted that he did a good business, too.
But it didnt last, of course.
Kait arrived at the veranda one damp, gray morning, nodded
politely to Ry as he went past her into the bathhouse, and started
the fire in the little oven on which she heated her curling irons
and flatirons. She laid out the pots of henna and lime, the towels
and brushes and razors, and gave her fingertips a light coating of
melted wax that so the talismans didnt embed
themselves in her hands as she picked them up. Then she dumped a
handful of the talismans into the waist pocket of her work apron
and turned to watch a group of musicians setting up their
instruments on the far corner, away from the baths fountain.
Some of the Dragons were early risers; shed learned to have
everything ready as soon after dawn as she could.
Her first clients that morning were men. They were not as
young-looking as most of the men shed worked on before, but
they had the same haughty attitude shed come to associate
with all the Dragons. They acted as if she were invisible except
when telling her what they wanted. That treatment suited her
perfectly, and she was as deferential as she knew how to be. She
trimmed and shaped their beards, braided and ribboned one mustache
and beaded another, and worked their long hair into the heavy coils
that many of the men favored, hiding one growing bald spot as she
did. Several women came out of the baths by the time she finished
and were waiting on the benches by the fountain. They came toward
her, laughing and murmuring secrets to each other, and the men rose
as if to leave. But instead they merely backed to the edge of the
veranda and waved the women forward.
Kait smelled something wrong about them the scent of
excitement she associated with hunters who have cornered their
prey. She couldnt see anything out of the ordinary about the
situation sometimes, after all, her clients had stayed to
watch her work on their friends. But her gut warned her that
something was about to happen. She tensed and moved closer to her
stove and her irons, all the while bowing to the women and asking
them to decide who would go first.
A handful of men walked out of the bathhouse door nearest the
musicians and stood listening to them play.
Three more men came out of the bathhouse door beside the
fountain and ambled slowly toward her, seemingly deep in
conversation with each other.
A carriage rolled to a silent stop in front of the bathhouse,
and a dozen soldiers in Sabir green and silver helped a veiled,
misshapen figure to the ground and up the walk.
She was surrounded, her escape to the street cut off by the
Sabir soldiers. But no one moved to attack. She smelled the
readiness, but the charge that should follow such readiness
didnt come. One of the women, instead, seated herself in the
chair in front of Kait and held out a decoration. Work this
into my hair, she said. The way you did the little bird
in the cage for Alisol a few days ago.
She handed Kait a delicate carved ebony sphere inlaid along each
of its fragile ribs with silver and rubies. Each rib bore a rose
and thorn . . . and suddenly Kait recognized it. It was a
Galweigh trinket something shed seen on a pedestal in
a cousins room or on an aunts desk. She couldnt
recall where. But the fair-haired woman in front of her was not a
Galweigh by birth or by marriage. She had no right to the
sphere.
Kait reached for it, wrapped her fingers around it. Felt
something try to reach from the sphere to her, like a weight
pressing against her shields. She looked into the womans eyes
and saw interest, expectation and then the delight of the
hunter who sees the arrow strike true, and watches the prey
fall.
She shivered, and her heart raced. The sphere had been a trap
. . . and a test. By avoiding the trap and had she
not been well shielded, she knew, the spell that the sphere had
triggered would have swallowed her she had failed the test.
She proved herself not a hapless servant but a dangerous
infiltrator.
She had the chance for one move. She tucked the ball into her
apron pocket and in doing so caught the talismans in the
pocket with the wax on her fingertips.
The woman rose. So youre the one after all,
she said. I thought as much. She smiled at Kait.
You can walk along with me quietly, or all of these men can
drag you.
Im not going anywhere with you, Kait said.
You think not?
The men surrounded Kait, weapons drawn. She couldnt run,
and she couldnt Shift without giving away the one secret she
might use to escape later.
Give me back my ball, the woman said, and held out
her hand.
Kait pretended to hesitate, pulled it out of the pocket, and
pressed it into the womans hand. As she did, she brushed her
skin with a talisman. It absorbed instantly; the woman noticed
nothing.
So come with us now. You dont want to die right
here, and I promise you thats what will happen if you fight
us.
Kait crossed her arms over her chest, keeping her fingertips
hidden. Each had several talismans stuck to it; she was going to
end up wasting them, but she didnt have any choice. The men
stepped in to get her, knives and swords pointed at her, and she
nodded. Ill go.
The womans face changed. She went pale, and stared around
her with first amazement, then terror in her eyes. Then her face
went blank again, but Kait knew what had happened. When she looked
at Kait again, she was someone else. She was the person who
belonged in the body.
Kait nodded; the woman blinked slowly. Back in the mountains, in
the camp, her own people were only waiting for her to touch the men
so that they could pull the Dragon souls from them. The true owners
of the bodies would help her. She was going to survive this.
Behind her a familiar voice said, Thats Kait. Ry is
inside, Parata.
She turned, stunned. Valard had come up behind her. He stood
next to the twisted, veiled creature who had stepped out of the
carriage. The creature lifted its veil, and Kait gasped. Its face
had melted. Its eyes were completely gone, its nose was a gaping
hole in the center of its face, its mouth was a jagged, lopsided
scar twisted into a leer on one side, loose-lipped and drooling on
the other. Ragged hair sprouted from a gray patch on one cheek,
scales erupted from the forehead like jagged teeth, and tatters and
blobs of skin dangled from the empty eye sockets, from the drooping
chin, from the places where ears should have been.
Valard smiled at Kait, then at the creature beside him.
Let me introduce you, he said. Kait Galweigh,
this is Imogene Sabir, a dear friend of mine. Parata Sabir, this is
Kait Galweigh. He chuckled. Parata Sabir would be your
future mother-in-law. That is, if you or Ry had a future.
From inside the bathhouse, Kait heard sounds of struggle, and
Rys voice shouting, Kait, run!
Then muffled, ominous silence.
Kait erupted into action. She darted under one knife, slapped
the man who held it, twisted toward another and slapped him,
brushed against a third, and broke free. She raced for the
bathhouse, wishing she had a weapon, Shifting as she ran, hoping
that she would be able to do something anything to
save Ry.
Let her go, she heard one of them behind her say.
She wont get away.
She had Shifted too recently and for too long; her body embraced
the hunter form only weakly. She bounded forward on four legs,
teeth bared, clothes dragging the floor behind her, and even though
she could feel the Karnee rage, the Karnee hunger, it was already
slipping away.
Ry lay unmoving on the smooth white bathhouse floor, the center
of a splash of shocking red. Blood matted his hair and the air
reeked with the iron stink of it. She tasted the fear of the men
who faced her as she charged forward. She leaped snarling into the
air, intent on killing the nearest of them intent on killing
all of them.
But her unsheathed claws blunted in midair, growing soft and
thin and weak. Her paws lengthened into hands; her muzzle rounded
into a human jaw; her body lengthened and reformed, and when she
hit her target, she was halfway between human and beast, and too
awkward and misshapen to be as dangerous as either. The man clubbed
her on the side of the head with the pommel of his sword, and
redness bloomed behind her eyes.
She dropped to the floor, feeling herself hit the hard ground.
She felt nothing after that.
Chapter 51
Dafril looked at the bound bodies at his
feet. The girl, Kait, had been his first choice for his own body
but he didnt even consider using the Mirror of Souls
to trade now that she was in his hands. First, hed already
invested a great deal of energy and effort into modifying Crispin
Sabirs body to meet his future needs as an immortal. Second,
he no longer found the idea of being female for eternity as
titillating as he had initially. And third, he accepted the fact
that the Mirror process carried with it a high risk. He didnt
want to move out of the body he occupied only to discover that he
couldnt take over the body he desired.
He watched her breathing. Pretty girl, if too thin. He looked at
the way her long black hair spilled across the floor, looking like
a curtain of silk. It had been short and red before shed
Shifted to attack her lovers captors; her body was returning
gradually to its normal state as he watched. The process was as
interesting to watch as it was to experience.
Briefly, he entertained the idea of taming her and keeping her
for a pet. But he put it quickly out of his mind. He had another
use for both her and her lover. Several uses, actually. None of
them were particularly entertaining, but all of them were
necessary.
Put them in the cages, please, he said. When
they wake, feed them. Theyll be hungry.
The attendants nodded and dragged the still-breathing bodies
along the floor with neither gentleness nor concern. They slung one
into a heavily barred iron cage, carefully chained and locked it,
then followed the same procedure with the other.
Dafril watched, satisfied. The cages were sturdy enough to hold
Karnee even healthy Karnee. And he needed these two to be
healthy, because their lives and their souls would act as primer
for the spells that would fuel the immortality engine. Only a
days work now stood between him and godhood. He took a deep
breath and stared down at his unconscious enemies. Theyd keep
until he needed them, and in the meantime, the appalling
destruction of Dragons would stop.
He liked the idea of priming the immortality spells with the
enemies who had destroyed so many of his friends and allies. But he
had to find out how they were doing it before he destroyed them. If
they could steal Dragons souls from their bodies, someone
else might be able to do the same. He had not waited a thousand
years in a prison of his own making so that he could be ripped from
the body hed chosen and flung back into the Veil to become an
oblivious, ignorant, squalling infant yet again.
After theyre awake and fed, let me know, he
told the keepers. I need to question them. Whatever you do,
dont touch them or let them get too near you. Theyre
deadly bastards, though you wouldnt know it to look at them
now. He turned to leave the Heart of the Citadel, then turned
back. Theyre skinshifters, you know.
Both keepers hissed with disgust. He turned away, smiling. Good.
Neither of his captives would be able to win sympathy from their
purely human keepers. The Calimekkan hatred of the Scarred would
work in his favor, and keep his prisoners imprisoned. He could get
back to his work with an easy mind.
Chapter 52
Kait? Can you hear me?
The whisper was so low, human ears would never have heard it.
Kait, though, shook off the last vestiges of the haze that had
clouded her mind. Yes, she whispered.
Are you hurt?
No. Hungry, but not hurt. What about you?
Im fine. My head healed while I . . .
slept. It still aches a bit, but that will pass as soon as I get
something to eat.
Good. I love you. She lay still while she whispered
to him she could smell the ones in the cavernous hall who
watched. She feigned unconsciousness, keeping her muscles relaxed
and her breathing steady.
I love you, too. He was quiet for a moment, then
spoke again. I dont know how much you can see from
where you are, but Ive moved around a bit and my eyes are
open. Were caged, and there are Ancients artifacts all
around us. Ive tried my lock. We wont get out of it
unless you have something with you that can saw through
metal.
I dont. You cant do anything with
magic?
No. The locks are spell-shielded.
The Dragons had seen to that, of course. Had she been them, she
would have done the same thing. For all they knew, she and Ry alone
were responsible for the disappearance of the missing Dragons. So
she and Ry would be in the strongest prison that Dragons could
contrive, held by their most powerful locks and walled off from
rescue by their most powerful spells. If they knew to block against
the talismans, they could prevent Dùghall or Hasmal or
Alarista or anyone else who cared about her or Ry from seeing
either of them through the viewing glasses. Even if the Dragons
didnt know to block against such viewing they might do it
inadvertently by putting up a powerful shield spell to prevent Ry
and Kait from using magic against them.
She had to assume that she and Ry were alone now, invisible to
anyone who cared about them, without hope of rescue. Their fate was
in their own hands.
Do you see any way we might get out? she asked.
Anything at all?
No.
Then well have to watch and wait.
Ill take the first watch. Sleep now. You Shifted
you need the rest. Ill let you know if anything
changes.
I love you, she said again.
He chuckled softly. I know. I love you, too.
* * *
Dùghalls soul stretched along a strand
of energy that traversed the known world and the Veil beyond; his
body sat in a cold tent in semidarkness and near silence, barely
breathing and worn nearly to death. His consciousness his
self however, peered through the eyes of a powerful
Dragon at a delicate silver rose that grew in the center of a
garden of white flowers. The Dragons eyes were fixed on the
rose, but he didnt really see it; he was elated and came to
be by himself to celebrate the sweetness of the moment.
Dùghall could have ripped him from the body right then, but
something about the mans jubilation made him cautious. He
could afford to wait a moment or two if he had to the danger
to him while he was away from his body was great, but the
information he might gain from the Dragons could be worth the
risk.
So he was careful to disturb nothing in the Dragons mind,
and the man never suspected his presence. Dùghall spied on him
as he touched the pictures of a long-anticipated future like a
bride-to-be touching her wedding silks and dower gifts.
Dùghall caught an image of a platinum sphere floating in a
pool of thick emerald liquid, while a single man finished
adjustments on it. The Dragon thought of this assembly as the
immortality engine, and he seemed certain that it would be
completed that day. He pulled vague pictures of complex machinery
being installed into the towers of the Ancients that still dotted
the city from the Dragons thoughts, too these were, he
discovered, the Ancients devices the Dragons had been trying
to acquire when Ian and Hasmal were pretending to be traders. All
the essential ones were in place. Others could have been added, but
werent essential, and would not be.
Dùghall finally won the reward hed most hoped for
a flashed image of Kait and Ry, both unconscious and
bleeding, penned in tiny padlocked cages guarded by men and
magic.
The Dragons elated thoughts rang clear in
Dùghalls mind. The engine is ready, the
technothaumatars are in place, and the priming sacrifices are in
the holding pens. Today we become gods.
Dùghall had what he needed. He erupted into the
Dragons body, unfolding and expanding until he crowded the
soul of the Dragon and loosened its holds on the body it had
stolen. He snarled into the Dragons mind, You will never
be a god. Upon my soul, you have done your last evil,
Dragon.
* * *
Hasmal was one unmoving center of a violent storm.
Still as stone, his gaze focused inward and away, he barely
breathed, rarely acknowledged the people around him, never spoke a
single word. He sat across from Dùghall, the storms
other center, aware at rare intervals of Alarista watching the bank
of viewing glasses, of Yanth and Jaim carrying those she indicated
to him or Dùghall, of the Gyru volunteers who removed each
filled soul-mirror as it became ready. But he and Dùghall
. . . sat.
Slowly, they were filling their mirrors with Dragon souls.
Tracing each soul back along the lines of power that connected them
to their enemies, looking through their enemies eyes, finding
nothing that could tell them where Kait or Ry had been taken or
what had happened to them, then carefully casting the spell that
restored the original soul to each body and pulled the deadly
Dragon soul through their own flesh and threw it into a waiting
ring.
But Alarista did not have the knack for containing an alien soul
in her body while focusing it into the waiting trap; shed
tried once and the Dragon had almost forced her out and taken her
over, and only the fact that Dùghall and Hasmal had stood
ready while she made the attempt, and had pressed a talisman into
her skin and linked to pull the monster out of her, had saved her.
Neither Jaim nor Yanth had the skill with magic to cast the spells
or follow them across the long distances. And he would not leave
the burden on Dùghall, though he didnt doubt for a
minute the old man would take it. Dùghalls skin was
pasty gray, his nails and lips and the rims of his eyes
purple-tinged white from the strain. Where Hasmal trembled,
Dùghall shook. Hasmal did not think he would survive too many
more battles with their enemies before one of them succeeded in
taking him over and Hasmal had to rescue him. And that would leave
Hasmal the only one who could destroy the remaining magic-linked
Dragons or save Ry and Kait.
Have you found them yet? Yanth asked Alarista.
Hasmal heard the question in the back of his mind, and allowed part
of his attention to wait for the answer. The rest focused on
Dùghall, who was bringing back another of the marked
Dragons.
No. Their viewing glasses are still dark.
And you havent seen them through anyone elses
eyes?
Not yet. But Im still watching. We have a few marks
who are doing a lot of moving around. Theyre meeting with
others, they seem excited. Im having a hard time hearing what
theyre saying some of the links are weak. I have one
that I think is spellcasting, and is working on an artifact of some
sort.
That sounds bad.
I know. The artifact worries me more than anything else
that weve seen.
Dùghalls eyes filled with tears, and pain twisted his
face. His breathing got faster, and his eyes, which had been
closed, flew open. He bared his teeth in a soundless snarl, and
Hasmal tensed and concentrated only on the other Falcon. The Dragon
was coming through fighting, and Dùghall looked like he might
be losing the fight.
Hasmal held the talisman on one wax-coated fingertip and
waited.
Dùghalls hands twisted into claws around the tiny
empty soul-mirror that sat on the floor behind him.
Hasmal kept waiting, ready, the words of the linking spell
already mostly said and their meaning held in his mind, lacking
only the final phrase.
Yes, Dùghall snarled, and light curled from the
center of his chest into the gold ring.
Guards ready, Alarista said, and the soldiers who
stood along the back of the tent drew their weapons. Hasmal tried
not to see them, and tried not to think about what their presence
meant. But the reality of those drawn swords aimed at Dùghall
was inescapable.
The soul pouring into the ring might not be the Dragons.
Hasmal and Dùghall had discussed the possibility that some
Dragon might be able to oust their souls, not just into the Veils,
from whence they were certain they could get it back, but perhaps
into the little one-way soul-mirror. If a Dragon succeeded in
pushing either of them into the mirror, they would not be able to
come back. The Dragon would have permanent possession of their body
. . . and the soldiers waiting with drawn weapons would
have to kill the Dragon by destroying the body.
Give me a sign, old man, Hasmal thought.
The soldiers watched him, for only he would be able to put them
at their ease, or tell them to kill Dùghalls body.
The stream of light pouring from Dùghalls chest grew
brighter, and the central well of the tiny mirror began to grow.
The light pool formed inside the ring and swirled around, fast as
water in a whirlpool, brilliant as a small sun.
A sign. Give me a sign that you are yourself.
Dùghall snarled softly and his body shuddered. The light
pouring from him died. Behind him, young men with drawn weapons
stared at Hasmals face, their eyes round and frightened,
their bodies tense with the uncertainty of waiting.
A sign.
Dùghall sagged forward and said, The foulest of
enemies can still give the sweetest of gifts. I know where they
are, and I know what the Dragons are going to do with
them.
Hasmal watched Dùghalls eyes they were the
eyes of the man hed come to think of as a friend. No stranger
stared out of them. Hasmal told the soldiers, Hes
fine, and the men resheathed their swords and dropped back.
They slumped to the floor, whispering to each other and laughing
nervously.
Dùghall sat up and wiped sweat from his face with the back
of his hand. He turned to Alarista and Yanth and Jaim. Bring
me all of the viewing glasses. I want to see if any of the
remaining Dragons are near where Kait and Ry are imprisoned, or if
any of them are working on their immortality spell. Then he
turned his attention to Hasmal. Were out of time.
Theyre going to link Kaits and Rys souls to the
spell that starts their immortality engine. The magic theyre
doing will obliterate both Kait and Ry not just here in this
life, but eternally. Theyll cease to exist ever again.
Im going to find a Dragon that is close to them. Youre
going to have to remove him from his body, then convince the true
inhabitant of the body to release Kait and Ry from their cages.
Meanwhile, Ill find a Dragon who is working on the
immortality engine, remove him or her, and convince the bodys
rightful owner to smash it.
Then we wont be able to watch each other,
Hasmal protested. We wont be able to pull each other
back if one of the Dragons takes us. He didnt say that
Dùghall was already so weak and worn so thin, the next Dragon
he captured would surely be able to overmatch him.
Were out of time, Dùghall said again.
If we dont stop them now, I dont know that we can
stop them at all.
Hasmal saw foreknowledge of doom in Dùghalls eyes.
The old man thought he was going to die, and he was going to go
back anyway.
Alarista and Jaim and Yanth brought over the viewing glasses.
Dùghall spread them out between himself and Hasmal, turned
sideways so that both of them could see the images dancing in the
glass. He stared at them for a long moment. Then he let out a sharp
breath. He picked up a viewing glass that showed a pair of hands
working with tiny tools on a delicate piece of machinery.
This one is mine, he said.
He stared back at the other glasses. Hasmal stared with him.
Look at that, Hasmal whispered, pointing to one of the
glasses.
Through one pair of distant eyes, he saw Ian, dressed in
guards clothing, his face grim, stalking up a long white
corridor.
Dùghall squinted at the image and nodded. I see
him.
Pity we cant kill the traitor from here.
We cant, Dùghall said shortly. Look
for something we can affect.
He viewed Crispin Sabir, differently dressed than when he and
Ian had met the man in the inn, but unmistakable. Through the pair
of eyes that looked at him, he also caught a glimpse of occupied
cages just at the edge of the image. They faded out of view, but he
said, That one, dont you think?
Dùghall said, He was at the cages, but he looks like
hes leaving.
Then Id better get him quickly.
Hes with Crispin Sabir hes surely one
of the most dangerous of the Dragons.
But this one knows what we need to know.
Dùghall nodded. Youre right. Go, and may Vodor
Imrish be with you.
And with you.
Hasmal was only vaguely aware of the soldiers stepping into
place behind him and Dùghall, only distantly aware of Alarista
and Yanth and Jaim moving near. They would watch him for changes,
he knew; theyd tell the soldiers if the soul that came back
in Hasmals body wasnt his, and then his body would
die. . . .
He pushed through the fear that enveloped him and sank into the
trance that let him follow the slender thread of energy that
connected him to his chosen body. He was chanting the words of the
spell, but he didnt hear them as words; he felt them as a
path that led him closer and closer to the enemy with whom he would
soon do battle.
Abruptly the darkness of the path he walked cleared, and he
looked out through the eyes of another man. He was walking beside
Crispin Sabir, close enough to drive a knife into his back. But the
body would not respond to him, of course. He could see what the
alien body saw, hear what it heard, feel what it felt, know what it
knew . . . but he could not force it to respond.
That was odd, the man whose body he occupied
said.
What was? Crispin glanced at him and frowned.
Suddenly my vision seemed to double for a moment, and I
could have sworn I heard . . . a voice inside my head.
Just for an instant. He chuckled nervously.
Shut up, shut up, shut up, Hasmal thought. He chanted the
spell that would focus his energy and allow him to draw the Dragon
soul out of the body it had stolen. He focused on recalling the
bodys rightful soul from the Veil. Faster. He needed to go
faster.
Stand right there, Crispin said, his eyes cold and
hard. And dont move.
Spin the spell. Call the soul lost in darkness, bring it home.
He tried to ignore the fear that consumed him. If he could keep his
mind on what he was doing, he could pull the Dragon out of this
body right under Crispin Sabirs nose, and the rightful owner
of it could turn on the man and kill him.
But he couldnt feel the familiar rush of the rightful soul
returning to its body, the oncoming warmth of gratitude, the hope
that something would suddenly make sense. No displaced soul
answered his call. And the soul in the body he occupied wasnt
losing its grip on its stolen flesh.
He pulled his focus in tighter, maintaining only the most
tenuous link with his body. Kaits and Rys chance of
survival rested on his ability to restore this bodys rightful
soul, and on his ability, once he had done so, to convince the man
to release Kait and Ry before fleeing the Dragon city.
Quickly, tell me everywhere youve been today,
Crispin told the man.
I reported from the barracks for special duty. We went to
pick up those skinshifters you sent us
after
What happened while you were there?
I blocked the girls escape, she slapped me, she
ran. He shrugged. She didnt hurt me when she
slapped me, didnt even try to. I thought it was strange at
the time, but then I didnt think no more about it. Someone
else brought them in. I been guarding the door outside their cages
until you came to get me. Sir.
Sir? Why would one of the Dragons call another of the Dragons
sir? Or speak with such a heavy docksider accent?
In that instant, it clicked. No soul came because no soul had
been displaced. Kait had marked a guard, but the guard wasnt
a Dragon; he was just a soldier called from his barracks to do a
job. Hasmal pulled away from the body and started following the
fragile line hed left for himself back to his own body.
Nevertheless, he felt a jolt the instant that Crispin touched
the soldier. Something big and ugly came racing along the energy
line behind him. He fled toward his own body, and heat and weight
and rage rolled after him, growing and billowing and consuming
everything, using his energy and his life force to
follow him.
He slammed into his own flesh and his eyes flew open and he
started to erect the shield that would protect him from the thing
that followed him, but he wasnt fast enough. The thing, the
spell, the hunter that Crispin sent after him was in the shield
with him, and the shield would keep Alarista or Jaim or Yanth from
even trying to save him from it.
He screamed, Its got me! and saw the soldiers
raise their weapons, and saw Alaristas face twist with
horror, and then the fire consumed him, and pain flashed through
his eyes and his nose and his mouth and his ears straight into his
brain, and the world filled with a rushing sound, as if a white-hot
ocean had suddenly upended itself and poured its full weight down
onto him.
He felt himself stretching, twisting, being pummeled by a
current of fire. He knew he was screaming, but he couldnt
hear the sound that ripped itself from his tortured throat. He
thrashed and fought.
And suddenly he was free of the pain, alone in darkness, cold,
blind, deaf.
His ears started working first.
dont know if you can hear me yet, so when
you can, please nod your head. . . . Im still
waiting. . . . He heard a long, irritated
sigh, then silence. After a few moments, the voice broke the
silence again. One more time, then. My name is Dafril, and
Ive captured you. Youre going to tell me everything I
want to know, either now or later, but I promise you, youll
have an easier time if you cooperate with me. I dont know if
you can hear me yet, but I know that youll be able to in a
moment, so I strongly suggest that when you can, you nod your head.
Ill only be patient for so long, and then Ill start
sticking pins under your fingernails because Ill stop
believing that you might still be deaf from the transfer and start
thinking that youre malingering. You cant get away, you
cant protect yourself, and you will tell me what I want to
know. . . .
The truth hit Hasmal hard. Not only had he failed to win Kait
and Ry a chance at freedom, but he had also given himself into the
hands of his enemies. Hed failed his friends, hed
failed Alarista, hed failed the world, hed failed
himself.
He opened his eyes, and found himself staring into the cold blue
eyes of Crispin Sabir. He was tied to a table, his wrists and
ankles bound to the sides, heavy leather straps over his chest and
knees. Dafril, the voice had said, but the only one in the room was
Crispin Sabir. He realized that the Dragon who occupied
Crispins body must have named itself.
Dafril.
He felt despair. He had no weapons to fight with, his enemy had
shielded him so tightly that he could not feel the movement of
magic in his own body, and his friends didnt even know what
had happened to him. He would never see Alarista again, never hold
her in his arms, never tell her that he loved her, or that for the
brief time that hed had her shed made his life
complete. He would die knowing that he had failed her; that he had
failed all of them.
And then he recalled the wax on his fingertips. And he
remembered the tiny talisman embedded in that wax, held there so
that he could press it into Dùghalls skin if a Dragon
forced Dùghall from his body. The talisman was already linked
to a glass, the glass sat beside Dùghall, and the instant it
embedded itself in living flesh, it would come to life, showing
Dùghall and Alarista and Yanth and Jaim where he was
and giving them their chance to capture the Dragon Dùghall
suspected led the others.
Hasmal almost smiled.
Come a little closer, Dafril, he thought. Just a little closer.
I have a surprise for you.
Chapter 53
Through one of the viewing glasses,
Alarista had watched the clever hands working on that delicate bit
of machinery suddenly take a hammer and smash it to pieces. Through
the other, she had seen the Dragon Crispin turn on the man beside
him, and the flash of light that followed was so brilliant that it
illuminated the tent in which she sat. In that blazing light,
Hasmal had disappeared, and at the moment he vanished, the glass
through which she had observed Crispin had gone dark; the man
through whose eyes she had been watching was either blind or
dead.
Shed screamed, That cant happen! Magic
cant do that!
Yanth had rested a hand on her shoulder, and she had felt it
trembling. Yanth the fearless swordsman trembling.
Hed said, Its Dragon magic. You cant know
all of what they can do.
She stared at the place where Hasmal had been, and knew he was
right. No telling the horrors the Dragons could unleash if they
werent stopped.
Dùghall had returned from his successful battle with the
Dragon who had been working on the machinery, but he was gray with
exhaustion, and so weak he couldnt even sit up. He lay on the
floor of the tent, blinking slowly, unresponsive to Alarista even
when she told him that the Dragons had somehow captured Hasmal.
So now she crouched over the viewing glasses, looking for
anything that might help her help Hasmal, or Kait, or Ry. Whatever
had kept her from seeing through Kaits and Rys mirrors
had gone away; she could see what they saw again, but nothing she
saw meant anything to her. They lay in their cages watching each
other. Occasionally from the corners of their eyes she could make
out the movement of guards, but the guards kept their distance, and
Kait and Ry focused on each other. They were speaking to each
other, she realized at last, though so carefully that their lips
barely moved. She could hear nothing they said. And their eyes were
so nearly closed that to each other they appeared asleep.
She looked into the other viewing glasses. Nothing useful.
Nothing even curious. Pictures of vast white rooms, of elegant
silks, of fountains and long corridors and delicate gardens
all pretty. All utterly meaningless.
Alarista wanted to smash the glasses, or tear screaming through
the tent and out into the warming spring air; she wanted to shake
someone, anyone, and demand that he find some way to bring back
Hasmal. Instead she forced herself to stillness, and willed her
mind to patience, and she watched. Something would happen
now or later. Something would change, and if she was ready and
patient and watchful she would catch that moment when it happened,
and she would be able to act.
* * *
Kait heard the voices by the door clearly
enough.
Youre late. We were supposed to have been relieved
half a station ago. The guards had been complaining for a
while that their relief hadnt come, and toying with the idea
of having one of the two of them go see what the holdup was. The
one who spoke had been working himself into a real lather.
Sergeant told me. Captains messin with the
duty roster.
Thought Rowel and Steedman were going to be
here.
Reckon they were. I was supposed to have today off, but
they put your regular relief out on the wall an forgot to
assign anyone to this duty until just now. I ran the whole way
here. The new guard had the hoarsest voice shed ever
heard. She wondered if he was sick, or if something was wrong with
his voice box.
Were supposed to have two men to this
duty.
Supposed to have a lot of things aint seen
gold nor promotion nor fine new uniforms, either. I transferred in
from Lightning Company just today, and no more than got my kit
under my bunk than they stuck me here by my lonesome, and damn me
if it dont go well. Told me Im guarding skinshifters.
Id rather have the gods damned plague, but captain
didnt ask for my drathers. They give you any
trouble?
Them? Nah. Ate before we got here, slept our whole shift.
Dont get too close to em, youll be fine. Only
reason youd need a partner is to keep you awake.
Hope youre right. Maybe Ill be as lucky as you
were. Anyway, got a note from the captain to the two of
you.
Kait heard the rustle of paper, then a disgusted snarl.
Brethwans balls, Eagan! Bastards have us eating now
and straight back to barracks to sleep, and on duty again at
Huld.
Huld! We get only two stations to eat and sleep?
The voice of the new guard, commiserating. I told you
captain was messin with the duty roster.
Futter the bleeding pig! Hes been a donkeys
ass since we got him.
The guards whod watched Kait and Ry for most of the
afternoon and evening left, complaining loudly about the captain
and his policies as they went. When they were gone, silence
returned, but only for a moment. Then the stealthy whisper of
approaching footsteps set her skin crawling.
Ry whispered, Hes coming over. Got his head down and
his face hidden. Theres something wrong about him, but I
dont know what. . . . Then he growled
and moved into the crouch that was the only position other than
lying down that the cage would allow. Any closer and
Ill kill you, he said.
Kait rolled and braced for whatever was coming.
And saw Ian, his skin burnished the color of fine mahogany, his
dark hair cropped close to his skull, and dressed in a guards
uniform, approaching quickly with something hidden in his hand.
Fear flooded her veins and sent her heart racing. Ian could kill
Ry or her easily; they were helpless in the cramped cages. The
question was, which of them did he hate the most, and would either
of them have a chance to talk him out of whatever he had
planned?
Ian glared at Ry. The day I came here, I left a note for
you morons telling you I had something planned that would help you.
When I got back to the inn, you were gone and Ive seen nor
heard not a word from you until I hear from the guards that they
brought in a couple of skinshifters. So Ive been stuck here,
working in this hell, pretending to be loyal to the Dragons and
doing things I dont want to think about to prove my loyalty,
and all the time hoping that you would find your way back here to
get your gods damned Mirror. We dont have time to talk
now, he said, his voice still harsh and strange. I set
it up so that Id be alone with you, but one of the Dragons
could decide to come after the two of you at any time. Im
going to take you to the Mirror of Souls. Then Im going to
get the three of us out of here if I can.
The . . . three of us? Kait whispered.
She glanced at Ry, who looked as dumbfounded as she felt.
Ian looked at her. Pain flashed across his face, though he hid
it quickly. The three of us. You made your choice you
love him, dont you?
I do.
He nodded, and bent to insert the key into the lock that held
her door closed. So thats it. Im saving you
because I love you. The chain that held her door closed
rattled softly as he worked the lock. And Ill save him
. . . because I love you. He shrugged and avoided
her eyes.
You sacrificed yourself to help us? Me?
We dont have time to talk, he rasped.
Something inside her hurt at that moment. She wished she had
been able to love him. She wished she could be two people so that
she could be with Ian and with Ry without betraying either of them,
or that she had never met Ian, or that she could take his pain
away. The magnitude of what hed done for her unrolled before
her in the few moments that he struggled with the lock that kept
her caged. Why did you come here? she asked him.
Her lock clattered open and the chain rattled to the floor. Ian
immediately hurried to Rys cage and began working on that
lock. Kait crawled out of her cage and stretched.
You mean right here? Or to the Dragons?
Both.
I figured out a way I could get to the Mirror of Souls.
And I knew you needed it. So since you had . . .
Another shrug. Since you had someone else, I decided I was
free to go. I offered my services to the Sabirs, but especially to
Crispin I told him lies about how much I wanted to get even
with you, and he put me in charge of the combined Sabir and
Galweigh forces. I . . . I did some things I dont
want to think about in order to convince him that I was what I said
I was. People died at my word and by my hand. They werent
innocents, but they were innocent of the things I said they
did. Rys lock opened, and Ian backed up so that his
half-brother could free himself. Come with me. We have a ways
to go to get to the Mirror, and not much time.
He led them out of the beautiful arched room into a corridor. In
the darkness, only the pale glimmer of moonlight shining through
skylights illuminated it.
This way.
They followed him, silent for the moment. Kait could hear
movement within some of the rooms they passed, and once she and Ry
hid in a room while Ian stood in front of the door, his
guards uniform rendering him effectively invisible. No one
spoke again until he led them down a long, twisting staircase into
a vault beneath the white city. He took a key and opened one door,
then pressed a complex combination of switches to open the next
door.
In here.
Kait and Ry followed him into a narrow room lit by hundreds of
tiny pebbles embedded in the ceiling; the Mirror of Souls sat on a
dais in the center of the room, dark and seemingly dead.
How do we get it out of here? Kait asked.
I have a friend in a closed carriage waiting at the south
gate of the Citadel. I sent him the message just before I came to
get you. Hell wait for us for a full day.
Then all we have to do is figure out how to carry it past
the Dragons without them seeing us.
Id hoped you could shield it the way you did when we
escaped the Wind Treasure, Ian said.
Kait looked at Ry. I can do that. Ry and I are both weak
it might take some time to get it right.
Ian looked from one of them to the other. Hurry. Someone
will be along to check on this thing within the station. I can kill
him, but the moment he doesnt report in, more will be on the
way.
Chapter 54
Hasmal told Dafril nothing that he
wanted to know, but he was no longer able to feign indifference.
Through the early part of the torture, hed placed himself in
the meditative trance he would have used to summon magic, had he
not been shielded from it. Hed withstood terrible things by
standing apart from his body and watching what was done to him as
if he were only a distant and uninterested observer.
Now, though, the pain had become too much, and hed lost
the trance. He was once again entirely in his body, and bleeding
from a multitude of cuts, and scarred from burns with a branding
iron. The pain was riveting; he couldnt pull himself away
from Dafrils soft, amused voice any longer.
Suddenly I feel that youre with me again,
Dafril said. Thats good. That should speed up this
process enormously. Ill have you know that Ive broken
hundreds of your sort, young Falcon hundreds. Stronger men
than you, and men who had full control of Matrins magic.
Youll tell me what I want to know.
Dafril had kept his distance, and kept to the left of Hasmal.
The talisman on his right finger still waited, but Dafril had never
moved within the slight range of his bound hand. He had to get him
close
Searing pain ripped into his ribs, and he heard his skin sizzle.
He screamed and fought against the restraints that bound him.
Dafril sighed. You see? This hurts a lot, and you
arent as brave or as strong as you think you are. So help me
out, and Ill help you. Tell me how you and your friends are
stealing the souls of my colleagues.
Hasmals mind raced. He thought of half a dozen lies, but
all of them were improbable and sounded weak even to him and
if he told Dafril anything, he knew the Dragon would just keep
torturing him, making sure that what he said at the beginning
matched what he would say when he was more desperate.
He turned his face away.
Look at me.
He stared off to his right, trying to think of something that
might save him, that might get Dafril within his range.
Look at me, damn you.
The searing pain again, this time high on the inside of his
thigh.
He screamed and writhed, but kept his face turned from Dafril.
It seemed to help.
Dafril said, I can come around to that side, you idiot.
You wont win anything this way.
Hasmals heart leaped. Yes, he thought. Do come around.
Dafril did, carrying a knife. Look, you I can carve
out your eyes and your ears, cut off your nose, rip off your balls,
or skin the flesh from your body if I have to. The only part of you
that I need to have in working order is your tongue.
Hasmal met his gaze defiantly, and managed a grin. So this was
courage being trapped and terrified and holding fast because
he loved Alarista, and because cowardice would betray her.
He wondered if that was the difference between courage and
cowardice if brave men loved someone outside of themselves
while cowards loved only their own lives. If that were true, then
all men might be cowards sometimes and heroes at others. Then he
wondered if all courage trembled inside if all of it felt so
thin and fragile, so ready to tatter and blow away in the next
faint breeze or if there was a better sort of courage that
filled the belly with reckless fire and protected the mind from
terror. If any of that sort of courage existed, he wished he could
have some, because he was so scared he feared his heart would burst
through his chest.
Stubborn bastard. Id cooperate if I were
you.
You arent me, Hasmal whispered.
What was that? Dafril leaned closer so that he could
hear what Hasmal had said.
Yes, he thought. Ill tell you, he whispered,
his voice even softer than before.
Dafril stepped in close and leaned all the way over Hasmal.
Louder, he said. Say it louder.
And that was close enough. Hasmal rested his index finger
against Dafrils leg. He felt the slight vibration as the
talisman popped away from his skin and burrowed through the cloth
of Dafrils breeches.
In a moment, Alarista and Dùghall would see him through
Dafrils eyes. Dùghall would enter Dafril and pull his
soul out and trap it in one of the tiny soul-mirrors that waited on
the floor of the tent. And Hasmal would be saved if he could
just hold on until they could reach him.
We found a way to make our own Mirror of Souls, he
whispered.
Dafrils eyes narrowed, and he ran his thumb along the
bloody edge of the knife. Really? Tell me more.
Chapter 55
They lugged the Mirror of Souls through
the dark underpassages of the Citadel of the Gods, breathless,
frightened, yet exhilarated, too. Kait had to fight the urge to
shout, to scream defiance at the Dragons who went unaware about
their business in the white streets above her head. We have it, she
thought. We have it, and were going to get away with it, and
were going to destroy you.
How much farther? Ry, the strongest of the three of
them, carried most of the Mirrors weight; hed
positioned the artifact with two of its petals resting on the small
of his back and he gripped one petal in each hand. She and Ian
followed him, balancing a tripod leg each. They seemed to Kait to
be moving quickly, but theyd been in those dark passages for
a long time anyway.
Can you see a fork in the passageway ahead of us
yet? Ian asked.
It goes off in three directions.
Well take the left corridor. The passage will start
rising immediately and branch again. The right branch comes out in
a guardhouse at the Citadels service gate. Well have to
kill the guard, but my friend and his carriage will be parked
behind the stables across the street.
I can already smell outside air, Kait said.
She saw Ry nod. I do, too.
The picked up their pace until they were running. It was an
unconscious action born of fear and anticipation, but it was
dangerous, too. Hurrying, their breathing became louder and their
attention too focused on the simple mechanics of not falling down
while carrying their burden. We have to slow down, Kait
said, pulling backward on her leg of the tripod.
Both men slowed without a word.
Kait heard voices ahead. Who is likely to be coming
through here at this time of day? she asked Ian.
Soldiers . . . gardeners . . .
servants . . . Could be anyone.
Well have to kill them, Ry said.
Maybe not, Ian said. The corridor they were in was
pierced at right angles by regular intersections with other,
similar corridors. We can just move aside and hope they
dont notice us.
And if they do? Ry asked.
Kait sighed. Then well have to kill them. But
well all be better off if we dont. Them included,
she thought. She had no stomach for the murder of innocent
gardeners or serving girls.
They moved into the first corridor to their right and stood in
the shadows, not moving and barely breathing. They saw a light
flickering from ahead of where theyd been walking. They
waited, and the voices grew louder.
. . . and I told Marthe I was going to quit and
find a job slopping hogs if I couldnt find nothing
better, a mans voice said. Hogs is friendlier
than these bastards.
A hogll rip your arm off and eat it in front of you,
you aint careful, a womans voice answered.
Hogs is mean.
And these peoples meaner. Youre fresh from the
country you havent seen what Ive seen. But you
mark my words, Lallie, theyll be dug under your skin and
sucking the life out of you before youre here a week. Find
something else.
If thats such good advice, why aint you
already taken it?
The pair drew even with Kaits hiding place and she watched
them. Their torch illuminated a tired-looking man of perhaps forty,
slouch-shouldered and with thinning hair, and a fresh-scrubbed
young woman with a pert smile and a bounce in her step.
Because the bastards pay in good gold, and golds
hard to come by these days.
The girl flashed a broad grin up at the man and laughed.
As hard for me as for you, I reckon, and I swear Im
tired of being paid in eggs and promises. I guess I can wash
clothes for bastards good as I can for my neighbors.
They were past, then, and Kaits heart slowed its knocking
in her chest.
I reckon you can. I just hope you dont mind paying a
high price for your gold wage.
Kait wanted to tell the girl, Listen to him, you idiot.
Instead, she contented herself with the thought that she held the
Dragons downfall in her hands. Maybe, if Lallie wouldnt
save herself, Kait could save her. Maybe.
The voices died away to silence at last, and Ry and Kait and Ian
got back under way.
The guardhouse proved to be close, and Ian proved to be right in
his description of what they would find there. A guard stood, his
back to them, watching a few boys playing ball in the alley he
guarded. There was no traffic. There were no pedestrians.
Ian drew his knife, slipped behind the guard, jammed a leather
gag into the mans mouth, and slammed him on the back of the
head with the pommel of his knife. The man fell like a dropped bag
of rocks. Kait saw that he was still breathing. Ian carefully
removed the leather gag and stood staring down at the man.
I thought you were going to kill him, Ry said.
Ive done more than my share of killing since I came
here. He looked bleak when he said it. He didnt
see us, he didnt hear us, and he wont be able to tell
anyone which way we went or what we did.
Ry nodded. Im not complaining.
Wheres your carriage?
Ian said, Stand here a moment. He strolled across
the street, to all appearances the guard in the guardhouse stepping
out for a moment to take a look at something interesting. When he
came back, Kait heard wheels rattle, and an instant later, a large
black funeral carriage drawn by four black horses rolled into view.
It stopped in front of the guardhouse and Kait, Ry, and Ian dragged
the Mirror of Souls into the darkened interior and followed it
in.
The carriage lurched forward.
Where are we going? Kait asked. She couldnt
believe that they were free.
Galweigh House, Ian said softly. Its the
last place anyone will think to look for us.
About the Author
Holly Lisle, born in
1960, has been writing science fiction full time since November of
1992. Prior to that, she worked as an advertising representative, a
commercial artist, a guitar teacher, a restaurant singer, and for
ten years as a registered nurse specializing in emergency and
intensive care. Originally from Salem, Ohio, she has also lived in
Alaska, Costa Rica, Guatemala, North Carolina, Georgia, and
Florida. She and Matt are raising three children and several cats.
Her Secret Texts series concludes with Courage of Falcons in
October 2000.