"Defense Mechanism" - читать интересную книгу автора (Maclean Katherine)Defense Mechanism
KATHERINE MacLEAN -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- THE ARTICLE was coming along smoothly, words flowing from the typewriter in pleasant simple sequence, swinging to their predetermined conclusion like a good tune. Ted typed contentedly, adding pages to the stack at his elbow. A thought, a subtle modification of the logic of the article began to glow in his mind, but he brushed it aside impatiently. This was to be a short article, and there was no room for subtlety. His articles sold, not for depth, but for an oddly individual quirk that he could give to commonplaces. While he typed a little faster, faintly in the echoes of his thought the theme began to elaborate itself richly with correlations, modifying qualifications, and humorous parenthetical remarks. An eddy of especially interesting conclusions tried to insert itself into the main stream of his thoughts. Furiously he typed along the dissolving thread of his argument. УShut up,Ф he snarled. УCanТt I have any privacy around here?Ф The answer was not a remark, it was merely a concept; two electro-chemical calculators pictured with the larger in use as a control mech, taking a dangerously high inflow, and controlling it with high resistance and blocs, while the smaller one lay empty and unblocked, its unresistant circuits ramifying any impulses received along the easy channels of pure calculation. Ted recognized the diagram from his amateur concepts of radio and psychology. УAll right. So IТm doing it myself. So you canТt help it!Ф He grinned grudgingly. УAnswering back at your age!Ф Under the impact of a directed thought the small circuits of the idea came in strongly, scorching their reception and rapport diagram into his mind in flashing repetitions, bright as small lightning strokes. Then it spread and the small other brain flashed into brightness, reporting and repeating from every center. Ted even received a brief kinesthetic sensation of lying down, before it was all cut off in a hard bark of thought that came back in exact echo of his own irritation. УTune down!Ф It ordered furiously. УYouТre blasting in too loud and jamming everything up! What do you want, an idiot child?Ф Ted blanketed down desperately, cutting off all thoughts, relaxing every muscle; but the angry thoughts continued coming in strongly a moment before fading. УEven when I take a nap,Ф they said, Уhe starts thinking at me! CanТt I get any peace and privacy around here?Ф Ted grinned. The kidТs last remark sounded like something a little better than an attitude echo. It would be hard to tell when the kidТs mind grew past a mere selective echoing of outside thoughts and became true personality, but that last remark was a convincing counterfeit of a sincere kick in the shin. Conditioned reactions can be efficient. All the luminescent streaks of thought faded and merged with the calm meaningless ebb and flow of waves in the small sleeping mind. Ted moved quietly into the next room and looked down into the blue-and-white crib. The kid lay sleeping, his thumb in his mouth and his chubby face innocent of thought. JuniorЧJake. It was an odd stroke of luck that Jake was born with this particular talent. Because of it they would have to spend the winter in Connecticut, away from the mental blare of crowded places. Because of it Ted was doing free lance in the kitchen, instead of minor editing behind a New York desk. The winter countryside was wide and windswept, as it had been in TedТs own childhood, and the warm contacts with the stolid personalities of animals through JakeТs mind were already a pleasure. Old acquaintancesЧTed stopped himself skeptically. He was no telepath. He decided that it reminded him of Ernest Thompson SetonТs animal biographies, and went back to typing, dismissing the question. It was pleasant to eavesdrop on things through Jake, as long as the subject was not close enough to the article to interfere with it. Five small boys let out of kindergarten came trooping by on the road, chattering and throwing pebbles. Their thoughts came in jumbled together in distracting cross currents, but Ted stopped typing for a moment, smiling, waiting for Jake to show his latest trick. Babies are hypersensitive to conditioning. The burnt hand learns to yank back from fire, the unresisting mind learns automatically to evade too many clashing echoes of other minds. Abruptly the discordant jumble of small boy thoughts and sensations delicately untangled into five compartmented strands of thoughts, then one strand of little boy thoughts shoved the others out, monopolizing and flowing easily through the blank baby mind, as a dream flows by without awareness, leaving no imprint of memory, fading as the children passed over the hill. Ted resumed typing, smiling. Jake had done the trick a shade faster than he had yesterday. He was learning reflexes easily enough to demonstrate normal intelligences. At least he was to be more than a gifted moron. A half hour later, Jake had grown tired of sleeping and was standing up in his crib, shouting and shaking the bars. Martha hurried in with a double armload of groceries. УDoes he want something?Ф УNope. Just exercising his lungs.Ф Ted stubbed out his cigarette and tapped the finished stack of manuscript contentedly. УGot something here for you to proofread.Ф УDinner first,Ф she said cheerfully, unpacking food from the bags. УBetter move the typewriter and give us some elbow room.Ф Sunlight came in the windows and shone on the yellow table top, and glinted on her dark hair as she opened packages. УWhatТs the local gossip?Ф he asked, clearing off the table. УAnything new?Ф |
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