"Richard Matheson - What Dreams May Come" - читать интересную книгу автора (Matheson Richard)

Which made me think of Ann and the children. I had to find and reassure them. Especially Ann; I
knew how terrified she was. My poor, sweet Ann.

I turned and walked toward the doorway. On my right was a bathroom. Glancing in, I saw a toilet,
light switch and a button with a red bulb next to it, the word Emergency printed beneath the bulb.

I walked into the hall and recognized it. Yes, of course. The card in my wallet said to take me
there in case of accident. The Motion Picture Hospital in Woodland Hills.

I stopped and tried to work things out. There'd been an accident, they'd brought me here. Why
wasn't I in bed then? But I had been in bed. The same one the dead man was in. The man who looked
like me. There had to be an explanation for all this. I couldn't find it though. I couldn't think
with clarity.

The answer finally came. I wasn't sure it was correctтАФ but there was nothing else. I had to accept
it; for the moment anyway.

I was under anesthetic, they were operating on me. Everything was happening inside my mind. That
had to be the answer. Nothing else made sense.

Now what? I thought. Despite the distress of what was taking place, I had to smile. If everything
was happening in my mind, then, being conscious of it, couldn't I control it?

Right, I thought. I'd do exactly what I chose. And what I chose to do was find my Ann.

As I decided that, I saw another doctor running down the hall toward me. Deliberately, I tried to
stop him as he hurried past but my outstretched hand passed through his shoulder. Never mind, I
told myself. In essence, I was dreaming. Any foolish thing could happen in a dream.

I started walking down the hall. I passed a room and saw a green card with white lettering: NO
SMOKINGтАФ OXYGEN IN USE. Unusual dream, I thought, I'd never been able to read in dreams; words
always ran together when

I tried. This was completely legible despite the general blurring which continued.

It's not exactly a dream, of course, I told myself, seeking to explain it. Being under anesthesia
isn't like being asleep. I nodded in agreement with the explanation, kept on walking. Ann would be
in the waiting room. I set my mind on reaching her and comforting her. I felt her suffering as
though it were my own.

I passed the nurses' station and heard them talking. I made no attempt to speak to them. All of
this was in my mind. I had to go along with that; accept the rules. All right, it's not a dream
persayтАФper s-eтАФbut it was easier to think of it as one. A dream then; under anesthesia.

Wait, I thought, stopping. Dream or not, I can't walk around in my patient's gown. I glanced down
at myself, startled to see the clothes I was wearing when the accident occurred. Where's the
blood? I wondered. I recalled an instant vision of myself unconscious in the wreckage. Blood had
been spraying.

I felt a sense of eggsтАФno! Sorry for the impatience. E-x-u-1-t-a-t-i-o-n. Why? Because I'd