"Matthews, Patricia - Goatman" - читать интересную книгу автора (Matthews Patricia)the dream was still in her mind, and her first reaction was wonder, as she
realized that in her dream, she had been much more frightened by the face of her ex-husband than by the face of Goatman. As she became conscious of the fact that Tray was not beside her, that she was completely alone, a cold trickle of fear seemed to slide beneath the warm quilt had lie against her belly. She lay awake until dawn, but heard nothing unusual inside or outside the cabin. As she got out of bed, still tired, she could not understand why she felt a sense of disappointment. Victor paid his weekly visit the next day, and when he asked about Tray, Moira told him that Tray had wandered off, and had not come home. She didn't dare tell him that the dog had been killed; she just didn't feel up to the pressure he would put on her to leave the cabin, and come back to the city. Even so, he was upset. "I don't like the idea of you being here alone," he said, and she could see his real concern for her in his eyes. "It was bad enough with just the dog, but at least I felt that you had some protection." She shrugged and raised her hands. "Against what, Victor? Just what do you think is going to harm me out here?" As she said the words, a guilty shiver tingled up her spine, and she wondered at in physical danger; and yet, she couldn't bear the thought of leaving this cabin, this place. She dismissed the thought and concentrated on using her charm to sway Victor into being more accepting of her plans to stay. "You can bring me another dog," she said, smiling at him, and touching his hand. "A very large, fierce dog, if you wish." She could tell that he still wasn't happy about her decision, but at least he did not seem disposed to argue further. That night she prepared herself for bed very carefully, telling herself that it was because she needed a good night's sleep, and bedtime rituals could be very important. In the glow of lantern light, she had a lovely bath before the fire. Then she put on the long, old-fashioned lawn nightgown that felt so soft against the skin. After that, she brushed her hair a hundred strokes, and then made a pot of chamomile tea, sweetened with honey, which she drank with the last of the almond cookies which Victor had brought her from the city. When at last she crawled into bed, she felt very drowsy and relaxed. Settling herself into the soft pillows, she felt safe and protected. As she sank into sleep she wondered that she felt none of the nervousness or fear that had plagued her the night before. She knew she dreamed that night, because when she awoke the shadow of the dream |
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