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Luck, Dancer’s Illusion Ann Maxwell Fire Dancer1982 BEHIND THEM LAY DEATH,
BEFORE THEM THE UNIVERSE... The Senyas dancers—they practiced their unique skills on
their home planet, Deva, their smooth skin glowing with complex energy patterns
as they learned the power dances and mentally mastered the elemental forces of
Nature. And the Bre’n mentors —large, fur-covered humanoids, they were the only
living beings who could control and channel the power of a Senyas dancer. Yet
Bre’n and Senyas together could not save Deva from becoming a flaming inferno devoured
by its own greedy sun. Somehow two survived—Rheba the fire dancer and Kirtn, her
Bre’n companion. Their world had died but they swore their people would not,
and together they set out to search the star systems for others oftheir kind.
But the twisted trail they followed soon forced them into the clutches of the
evil Loo-chim, galactic slavers from whose stronghold no one had ever escaped
alive... SLAVE
ATTACK! A hail of stones fell over Rheba, stunning her. Before she
could recover, the slaves swarmed down on them. Most of the attackers chose to
concentrate on Kirtn instead of on the woman whose hands had called forth fire.
Even so, Rheba was swept off her feet in the rush, her head ringing from
a glancing blow. Kirtn was a deadly opponent despite being outnumbered, but
even his huge strength could not withstand the onslaught of thirty enraged
slaves. He vanished under a tumult of multicolored flesh. Pulling herself up, Rheba lunged toward the melee. She
screamed Kirtn’s name, desperately grabbing energy from every source within her
reach. Thin lines of fire sizzled over the slaves who covered the Bre’n. Kirtn
clawed his way out of the pile with three men and their leader clinging to his
shoulders. The leader’s pale arm flashed upward as a club took lethal aim on
Kirtn’s skull. IOnan was the most licentious planet in the Yhelle Equality.
No activity was prohibited. As a result, the wealth of the Equality flowed down
Onan’s gravity well—and stuck. Nontondondo, the sprawling city-spaceport, was a
three-dimensional maze with walls of colored lightning, streets paved with hope
and potholed by despair, and a decibel level that knew no ceiling. “Kirtn!” shouted Rheba to the huge Bre’n walking beside her.
“Can you see the Black Whole yet?” Kirtn’s hands locked around Rheba’s waist. In an instant her
lips were level with his ear. She shouted again. “Can you see the casino?” “Just a few more buildings,” he said against her ear. Even Kirtn’s bass rumble had trouble competing with the din.
He pursed his lips and whistled a fluting answer to her question in the whistle
language of the Bre’ns. The sound was like a gem scintillating in the aural mud
of Nontondondo. People stopped for an instant, staring around, but could find
no obvious source for the beautiful sound. All they saw was a tall humanoid with very short, fine coppery
plush covering his muscular body, giving it the appearance and texture of
velvet. On his head, the fur became wavy copper hair. A mask of metallic gold
hair surrounded his eyes, emphasizing their yellow clarity. His mask, like the
coppery plush on his body, was the mark of a healthy Bre’n. Although Rheba looked small held against the Bre’n, she was
above humanoid average in height. Her hair was gold and her eyes were an
unusual cinnamon color that seemed to gather and concentrate light. Other than
on her head and the median line of her torso, she had neither hair nor fur to
interrupt the smooth brown flow of her body. Almost invisible beneath the skin
of her hands were the whorls and intricate patterns of a young Senyas fire
dancer. Rheba slid down Kirtn’s body until she was standing on her
own feet again. As she regained her balance, a man stumbled out of the crowd
and grabbed her. He rubbed up against her back, bathing her in unpleasant odors
and intentions. The patterns on her hands flared as she reached toward a
dazzling electric advertisement, wove its energy, and gave it to the rude
stranger. He leaped back as though he had been burned. And he had. “I don’t think he’ll play with a fire dancer again,” said
Kirtn in a satisfied voice. Kirtn picked up the shaken man and lofted him onto a passing
drunk cart. Then the Bre’n gathered up Rheba again and shouldered his way into
the anteroom of the Black Whole. After the streets, the quiet was like a
blessing. Kirtn smiled, showing slightly serrated teeth, bright and very hard. Rheba scratched the back of her hands where the patterns had
flared. Her hair shifted and moved, alive with the energy she had just called.
Muttering the eighth discipline of Deva, she let both energy and anger drain
out of her. She had come into this city willingly and so must abide by its
customs, no matter how bizarre or insulting they might be to her. “We should have taken out a license to murder,” she said in
a mild voice. Kirtn laughed. “We didn’t have enough money to buy a
half-circle of silver, much less the whole circle of a licensed killer.” “Don’t remind me. We could hardly afford to be licensed innocents.”
Rheba grimaced at the mere 30 degrees of silver arc stuck to her shoulder.
“Come on, let’s find the man we came for and get off this festering planet.” They had not taken three steps before a black-dressed casino
employee approached them. His only decoration was a simple silver circle
fastened on his shoulder. Kirtn and Rheba saw the man’s license at the same instant.
When the man spoke, he had their attention. “No furries allowed.” Rheba blinked. “Furries?” “That,” said the man, hooking a thumb at Kirtn, “is a furry.
You’re a smoothie. Smoothies only at the Black Whole. If you don’t want to
separate, try the Mink Trap down the street. They like perverts.” Rheba’s long yellow hair stirred, though there was no breeze
inside the Black Whole’s anteroom. Kirtn spoke a few rapid words in Senyas,
native tongue of Senyasi and Bre’ns alike. “If we kill him, we’ll never get a
chance to talk to Trader Jal.” “I wasn’t going to kill him,” said Rheba in Senyas, smiling
at the man with the silver circle who could not understand her words. “I was
just going to singe his pride-and-joys.” Kirtn winced. “Never mind. I’ll wait outside.” Rheba began to object, then shrugged. The last time they had
bumped against local prejudices, she had been the one to wait outside. She
could not remember whether sex, color, number of digits or lack of fur had been
at issue. “I’ll make it as fast as I can,” said Rheba, her hand on
Kirtn’s arm, stroking him. She took an uncomplicated pleasure from the softness
of his fur. Kirtn’s strength and textures were her oldest memories, and her
best. Like most akhenets, she had been raised by her Bre’n mentor. “I can understand
a prejudice against smoothies,” she murmured, “but against furries? Impossible.” Kirtn touched a fingertip to Rheba’s nose. “Don’t find more
trouble than you can set fire to, child.” She smiled and turned toward the licensed employee. She
spoke once again in Universal, the language of space. “Does this cesspool have a
game called Chaos?” “Yeah,” said the man. He flicked his narrow, thick
fingernail against Rheba’s license. “It’s not a game for innocents.” Rheba’s hair rippled. “Is that opinion or law?” The man did not answer. “Where’s the game?” she asked again, her voice clipped. “Across the main casino, on the left. You’ll see a big blue
spiral galaxy.” Rheba sidestepped around the man. “I hope you lose your lower set of lips,” he said in a nasty
voice as she passed him. She walked quickly across the anteroom of the Black Whole,
not trusting herself to answer the man’s crudity. As she passed through the
casino’s velvet force field, a babble of voices assaulted her. Throughout the immense,
high-ceilinged room, bets were being made and paid in the Universal language, but
gamblers exhorted personal gods in every tongue known to the Yhelle Equality. Rheba knew only three languages—Bre’n, Senyas, and Universal—and
Kirtn was the only other being who knew the first two. The multitongued room
made her feel terribly alone. One Senyas, one Bre’n. Only known survivors of the
violent moment when Deva’s sun had built a bridge of fire between itself and
its fifth planet. One Senyas, one Bre’n; one galaxy of strangers. With an effort, she shut away the searing memory of extinction.
She and Kirtn had survived. Surely others must also have survived. Somehow.
Somewhere. She would find them, one by one, if it took all the centuries of her
life. Rheba dove into the gamblers congealed in masses around
their games, blocking aisles and passageways with their single-minded focus on
gain and loss. When courtesy, strength and flexibility were not enough, she
gave discreet shocks to the people who barred her way. Soon she was beneath the
glitter-blue pulsing galaxy that marked the game known as Chaos. There were eight tables, six pits, three circles and a
ziggurat gathered beneath the galaxy. At each station, humanoids won and lost
at games whose rules were subject to change upon agreement of a majority of
players or upon one player’s payment of ten times the pot. There was only one
inflexible rule: If a gambler could not pay he could not play. On Onan, penury
was the only unforgivable sin. Cheating was not only expected in Chaos, it was required
merely to stay in the game. Inspired cheating was required to win. If a player
was so inept as to be caught at it, however, that player had to match the pot
in order to remain in the game. As the anteroom guard had mentioned, Chaos was
not a game for innocents. But then, Rheba was an innocent only by default of
funds. She peered at the closer gambling stations, trying to find a
man with blue hair, pale-blue skin, and a lightning-shaped scar on the back of
his right hand. She saw various scars, as well as skin and hair of every hue,
but none of the scars and skin tones made the correct combination. Impatiently,
she turned and headed toward the third pit. “Game?” asked a contralto voice at her elbow. Rheba turned and saw a tiny, beautiful woman with
satin-black skin, eyes and hair. She wore a metallic silver body sheath that
covered enough for most planetary customs and not a millimeter more. A silver
circle nestled between her perfect breasts. “I’m innocent,” said Rheba, smiling, “but I’m not stupid. No
game, Silver Circle. No thanks.” The woman smiled and resumed playing with a pile of multicolored
gems, arranging and rearranging them in complex patterns, waiting for a player
whose eyes would be blinded by the rainbow wealth of jewels. As Rheba turned away, a blur of blue-on-blue caught her attention.
She stood on tiptoe and stared toward the top of the crystal ziggurat. A man
was climbing into the kingseat, the only seat on the seventh level of the
ziggurat. His skin was blue, his hair a darker blue, almost black. As he
settled his outer robe into place, she spotted the pale flash of a jagged scar
from his wrist to his fingertips. Even more arresting to her than the scar was
the superb ivory carving he wore around his neck. The carving’s fluid, evocative
lines were as Bre’n as Kirtn’s gold mask. “Trader Jal!” called Rheba. The man looked down. His expression of disdain could have
been caused by genes or temperament; either way, it was irritating. “I loathe yellow-haired licensed innocents,” said Trader
Jal, dismissing Rheba. He sat back, taking care that his silver circle was revealed.
The gesture carried both pride and warning. “That’s two things we have in common,” said Rheba clearly. “Two?” Jal leaned forward, surprised by the innocent who had
disregarded his warning. “Mutual loathing. An interest in Bre’n artifacts.” One side of Jal’s mouth twitched, anger or amusement, ‘Bre’n
artifacts ...?” Rheba pushed back her mass of yellow hair, revealing a large
carved earring. Like the pendant worn by Jal, Rheba’s earring evoked a Bre’n
face. Kirtn had never told her whose face it was. After the first time, she had
not asked again. “Recognize this?” she asked, lifting her chin to show the
carving’s fluid lines. Jal smoothed his robes, a movement meant to disguise the sudden
tension of interest in the muscles around his black eyes. “Where did you get
it?” “Three things in common,” said Rheba. “That’s the same question
I would ask of you. Information is a commodity. Shall we trade?” As she spoke,
her right hand closed around a packet of gems in her robe pocket The stones
were all the wealth she and Kirtn had. She hoped it would be enough to buy the
answer to the question that consumed her: Bre’ns and Senyasi; did any others survive? Before Jal could answer, a fifth-level player called out in
a language Rheba had never heard. Jal answered, his voice like a whip. His
purple nails danced across his game computer. Inside the crystal ziggurat,
colors and shapes and sequences changed. Sighs and shouts welcomed the
permutations. A new cycle of Chaos had begun. Rheba called out to Jal. The trader ignored her. She did not
need a computer to tell her that until this round had ended, Jal was lost to
her. She looked at the man standing on her left, a dilettante’s circlet whispering
into his ear. “How long did the last cycle take?” she asked. The man looked at his thumbnail, where symbols glowed discreetly.
“Seventeen hours.” Rheba groaned. Every minute their ship was in its berth at
the spaceport, her Onan Value Account—OVA—was reduced by twenty three credits.
She could not afford to wait until Jal won or lost or tired of gambling. She
would have to find a way to end the cycle quickly. Rheba wriggled into the dilettantes’ circle, placed a
circlet over her ear, and listened while the game computer’s sibilant voice
told her the rules of the present cycle of Chaos. Even as she listened, a rule
changed, modifying the game like moonrise modifying night She pressed the
repeat segment and listened again. At core, the present cycle was a simple progression based on
complementary colors, prime numbers and computer-induced chance. On the first,
or entry, level of the seven-level ziggurat, the money involved was modest The
bets doubled automatically as each step of the ziggurat was ascended. A bet of
100 credits on the entry level meant a bet of 200 credits on the second level,
400 on the third, and so on up to the kingseat, where the equivalent bet was
6,400 credits. The base of the crystal ziggurat had no openings for new players
in this cycle. Nor did the second level. There was one opening at the fourth
level, but she could not afford the ante, much less the play. Jal, in the
kingseat, collected one-half of every pot above the third level. He would not
be leaving such a lucrative position soon. She would have to make an opening on
the lowest level and dislodge him from the kingseat. A walk around the ziggurat gave Rheba her quarry. The man
was drugged-out and had less than fifty credits on his computer. She eased her
way through the crowd until she was close to him. Her fingers wove discreetly,
her hair stirred, and the man began to sweat like fat in a frying pan. After a
few moments, he stood up abruptly and plunged into the crowd, headed for the
cooler air of Nontondondo’s frenzied streets. Rheba slid into the hot seat before anyone else could. She punched
her code into the computer. Her OVA dropped by ten credits, ante for a single
round. She watched the center of the crystal ziggurat where colors,
shapes and groupings shifted in response to energy pulses from each player’s
computer. She bet only enough to keep her seat while she sorted out the various
energies permeating the ziggurat. The pulses were so minute that grasping them
was difficult. She was accustomed to working with much stronger forces. The game’s markers—the colored shapes—were composed of
energy, making telekinesis an unlikely, if not an impossible, form of cheating.
The computer could probably be bribed, but it would take more time and credits
than Rheba had to find out. Several of the players at various levels were in
illegal collusion, setting up complex resonances that could only be defeated by
chance or the end of the cycle. At least one player was an illusion. She could
not determine which player was projecting the illusion, or why. After several rounds of play, one of the many collusions was
challenged and broken up. She began to feel more at ease with the tiny currents
that created the colored markers. Slowly, discreetly, while credits flowed out
of her OVA, she began to manipulate the game’s markers, using a fire dancer’s intuitive
grasp of energy rather than her own computer. It was a difficult way to cheat. Intense concentration made
the swirling patterns on her hands burn and itch. Slowly, a red triangle
changed to green, upsetting a fifth-level player’s program and costing him 10,000
credits. The man swore at his bad luck and switched from building fives of
green triangles matched with reds to building threes of yellow squares balanced
on greens. No one but the computer noticed that Rheba was several hundred
credits richer for the man’s misfortune. Rubbing the backs of her hands, she
studied the shifting markers, placed her bet, programmed her computer, and went
to work with her mind, shortening wavelengths of energy, shifting red to blue. It was easier this time. Within minutes a red triangle
blinked and was reborn as blue. The victim was a fourth-level woman. She stared
around with harsh white eyes, as though she sensed that cheating rather than
chance had unraveled her careful program. Rheba was 300 credits richer. She used it as leverage
against a third-level player who was barely able to hang onto his seat. His
orange circles paled to yellow; he had no blues to balance them and no credits
to buy what he needed. His circlet chimed and informed him that his credit
balance could not sustain a third or even a second-level ante. In silence the man switched places with Rheba, who had bet
against him. She had 1,200 credits now, enough for three rounds—if no one
raised the ante or bet against her one-on-one. Her progression from entry to third level attracted little
attention. There were sixty players on the first three levels, and they changed
rapidly. When she progressed to the fourth level, however, there was a stir of
interest. Only twelve players were on that level, three seated on each side of
the ziggurat, well above the heads of the crowd. Twelve minutes and 46,000 credits later, Rheba settled into
the fifth level, one of only eight players on that level. The players were
seated two to each side of the ziggurat. Three of the players teamed illegally
against her, but she did not have the skill to decipher their signals and thus
prove how they cheated. Credits drained precipitously from her OVA until she managed
a desperate twist of energy that made a whole row of markers flash into incandescent
silver. Though startling, the effect was not unprecedented; the computer of
Chaos was known for its wry sense of the improbable. Nonetheless, there was a
murmuring on the fifth level that was echoed by the crowd growing around the
crystal ziggurat. Gradually, other games stopped. Gamblers and dilettantes
flowed toward Chaos like a gigantic amoeba progressing from one viscous pseudopod
to the next. Rheba barely noticed the casino’s slow transformation. The
curling patterns of power on her hands were visible now, glowing softly, pale
gold against the rich brown of her skin. She scratched the backs of her hands absently,
totally absorbed in her strategy. For the sake of appearances she programmed
her computer from time to time, but her success depended on other less obvious
skills. Whistling quietly, she wove tiny increments of energy inside the
transparent ziggurat. Her circlet purred, signaling an end to programming. The players
paid the ante. The instant that her credits were placed, Rheba’s circlet chimed
and whispered of changes: Jal and the other players had matched the pot in
order to change the rules; player number 7 would now play nude or forfeit. Rheba looked at the number 7 glowing on her computer and grimaced.
She stood up and stripped quickly, knowing that pragmatism rather than
voyeurism motivated the others. They assumed that she had some electronic means
of cheating concealed beneath her flaring, multicolored robe. Naked and unconcerned, she cast aside both her outer robe
and her brief crimson ship clothes. She sat and studied the markers while
casino personnel studied her clothes. The searchers found a few personal
weapons and the packet of expensive but otherwise ordinary gemstones. They did
not find anything that could have been used to influence the Black Whole’s
sophisticated computer. “The earring,” said Jal coldly. Rheba punched a query into her console. The answer flashed
back. Smiling, she looked up to the kingseat. “Ear decorations are not
considered clothing.” Without hesitating, Jal tapped his console and matched the
pot ten times over, allowing him to change the rules without recourse to the
rest of the players. The crowd quivered and cried out in pleasure, a single
organism focused on the credits glittering inside the clear ziggurat. Rheba’s
circlet chimed and explained the new rule: All decorations must be removed by
player number 7. She reached up to the intricate fastenings of her Bre’n
earring. It pierced her ear in seven places, both as decoration and as surety
that she would not lose the carved Face depending from the lobe of her ear. The
Face swayed, turning. No matter which angle of view, there was always someone
in the carving, aloof and haunting and most of all sensually alive. Before she turned over the earring to the casino employee,
she punched another query into her computer. The OVA figure by her number
plummeted as the game console spat a closed silver circle into her hand. She
fastened the circle into her hair. Licensed to kill, she faced the casino
employee once more. The earring dangled hypnotically between her fingers. “I value this. Don’t damage it.” The employee carefully took the earring, scanned it with exquisite
machinery, and found only the molecular patterns associated with fossilized
bone. “Nothing, Trader Jal,” said the employee. “Satin?” snapped Jal to someone behind Rheba. Rheba turned around and was startled to find the tiny black
woman standing as close to Rheba’s feet as she could get. “Psi, almost certainly,” said Satin with a graceful,
dismissing gesture, “Yet none of the psi blocks have been bribed.” She looked
up. “Where do you come from, smooth child?” “A planet called Luck.” Satin laughed, a sound as sleek and cold as polished steel.
She turned back toward Jal and waited in amused silence. Jal stared hard at
Rheba. “It would have been cheaper to talk to me while I was still
innocent,” observed Rheba, “Forfeit, Trader Jal? I’ll settle for what I came
for—information, not money.” “Your tongue needs trimming, bitch.” “That’s four things we have in common—yours does too. Do you
accept my offer?” “Forfeit?” Jal made a harsh sound. “No, smooth blond
cheater. Never.” “A side bet, then,” she said, curbing her temper. Jal looked interested. “What are you wagering?” “Answers.” “Too vague. Three weeks bonding.” Rheba blinked. If she won, Jal would be bonded to her for
three weeks, virtually her slave. If he won, she would be bonded to him. She would have to be very sure not to lose. “Three days will be enough for my purposes,” she said, not
bothering to conceal her distaste for the man in the kingseat. “But not enough for mine.” He leaned down toward her, smiling
unpleasantly. “Three weeks.” For an instant, she wanted to flee from those dark eyes
boring into her. She desperately wished Kirtn were near, a solid strength at
her back. Then she remembered why she had come to Onan. The need to find others
of her kind had not changed. And Jal wore a Bre’n carving. “Done,” whispered Rheba. Even as she spoke, the pot increased ten times over and the
rules changed for a third time. Colors vanished from the markers. As the colors
faded, so did Rheba’s means of winning the game. IIRheba looked at her OVA reading. She had just enough to
match the pot ten times over and thereby change the rules. Unfortunately, Jal
had enough credits in his OVA to match even that pot ten times over and still
buy drugs for everyone in the casino. Whatever rule she made, Jal could afford
to unmake. Credits drained suddenly from her OVA. Jal had programmed a
matching series of threes and circles so quickly that no one had time to intervene. Before he could repeat the coup,
a sixth-level player programmed counterinstructions. Jal’s progression of
shapes and numbers was irretrievably scrambled by the shrewd attack, but the
damage to Rheba was done. Silently, she dropped from fifth to fourth level. She
ignored the cold wash of fear that made her skin prickle and concentrated on
discovering a way to beat Jal’s game. Making and holding black outlines was
different—and more difficult—than merely changing the colors of existing
shapes. She needed time to adjust, to learn. Before she had done much more than measure the extent of her
weakness, her circlet chimed and sweetly spoke of diminishing credits. She had
to descend to the third level or leave the game. “Forfeit?” inquired Jal in a bored voice. Rheba stood between levels, staring into the ziggurat as
though considering the offer. She frowned and scratched the back of her left
hand, wondering why it was so difficult for her to make and hold outlines. She
could do seven or eight at once, but it was difficult and dangerously slow
work. “Forfeit,” urged Satin in her quiet voice. “Save what’s left
of your OVA. Jal isn’t a pleasant master, but he’s better than being broke in
Nontondondo.” Rheba barely heard the advice. She contemplated Jal’s markers,
saw the pattern emerging in them, saw that one bet would complete his series.
To defeat him she would have to create seven times seven markers with seven different
shapes, and do it in less time that it took for Jal to instruct his computer on
the winning sequence. Forty-nine shapes. Gods, it would be easier to suck out
all the energy and leave a transparent void. “Forfeit,” murmured the crowd, echoing Satin. Most people had bets on Trader Jal, a favorite among the habituйs
of the Black Whole. To them, she was a diversion, a lucky innocent whose luck
had failed. Her hair stirred, strands sliding one over the other with a subtle
susurration of power. “No. I’m staying.” She slid into the third-level seat and programmed a flurry
of instructions into her console. The crowd murmured and shifted in surprise.
Rheba had just swept the pot, betting every credit she had that for a period of
fifteen seconds she could block each grouping of primes that any or all players
tried to make. It was an impossible, suicidal wager. Silence expanded out from the ziggurat. Circlets breathed instructions
into players’ ears. Behind privacy shields, fingers poised over computers. A
chime announced the beginning of the game. The markers vanished. Frantically, futilely, players programmed their computers.
The ziggurat remained empty of shapes. Players banged fists and consoles
against the ziggurat’s lucent surface, but no markers materialized. There was
nothing in the center of the ziggurat except gold numerals counting off the
seconds remaining in the bet. Four, three, two, one. Zero. The light permeating the ziggurat ebbed until all levels
became orange, signifying the end of the game. The pot and Trader Jal belonged
to Rheba. All she had to do was find her way past the bettors before anger
replaced disbelief. Quickly, Rheba pulled on her shipclothes, fastened her
earring and gathered up her robe. The crowd watched soundlessly, still stunned
by the sudden reversal of fortunes. Rheba glanced up at the kingseat. Jal
smiled. She concealed a quiver of distaste beneath the colorful folds of her
robe. “We’ll talk on my ship,” she said in a low voice. For a moment, Jal remained the still center of the room’s silence.
Then he came to his feet, and silence shattered into exclamations of anger and
unbelief. Rheba looked out over the multicolored tide of upturned faces, sensed
Jal climbing down from the kingseat behind her back and felt very vulnerable. “Cheater,” muttered a second-level player. The sentiment was echoed on all but the kingseat level. Jal
merely descended, smiting as though at a joke too good to share. Rheba began to
wonder who had lost and who had won—and what precisely had been wagered. Insults
and imprecations were called in many languages as Jal bowed condescendingly in
front of her. “Your three-week bondling suggests that you move your
smooth, cheating ass out of here,” he said very softly. “That disappearing act
cost the crowd a lot of credits.” Unhappy voices swelled and broke around Rheba like angry
surf. Deliberately, she looked only at Jal, ignoring the crowd edging in around
her. “You first, Trader,” she said, pointing to a nearby exit. “And leave your back uncovered? Bad tactics, smoothie.” “Turning my back on you would be worse. Move.” Jal pushed through the crowd, breaking an uneasy trail for
Rheba. The crowd surged and ebbed restively. Eight steps from the exit, a gray
figure crowned with lime-green curls leaned out of the crowd. The woman yelled
something in a language Rheba did not know. Obligingly, Jal translated the
obscenities for Rheba. She ignored the incident until a gray hand poked out of
the crowd. The gun grasped in the gray fingers needed no translation. Rheba’s foot lashed out, kicking aside the weapon. It went
off, searing a hole through someone else’s flesh and the black stone floor. The
crowd erupted into a mob that had neither head nor mind, simply rage and
weapons looking for excuses to be used. She fought grimly, sucking energy from the casino’s lights,
weaving that energy into finger-length jolts of lightning. People close to her
screamed and tried to push away, but the mob had become a beast that ate everything,
even its own young. The people who went down were trampled. Those still standing
did not seem to care about the bodies thrashing beneath their feet. Rheba kicked and shocked a narrow trail to the exit, leaving
a wake of tender flesh, until she stepped on something slippery and went down.
She screamed, air clawing against her throat, calling Kirtn’s name again and
again. Her hands and arms burst into incandescence as frantic flames leaped
from her fingertips to score the legs of people trampling her. A questing Bre’n whistle split the chaos. Rheba poured all
her desperation into her answering whistle. She tried to get to her feet,
knowing Kirtn could not find her at the bottom of the churning mob. A brutal
heel raked her from forehead to chin, sending her down in waves of dizziness. Abruptly, the mob parted. Kirtn appeared in the opening,
shouting her name. Furiously he tore off pieces of the mob and fed it to itself
until he created a space where he could lift her to safety. When he saw her
bruised, bleeding body, his face became a mask of Bre’n rage. “Burn it down,” he snarled. “Burn it!” Energy scorched through Rheba as the Bre’ns rage swept up
her emotions. Overhead, high on the casino’s arched ceiling, she drew a line of
violent fire. The Black Whole’s “nonflammable” draperies, decorations and
games had not been made to withstand the anger of a fire dancer goaded by a
Bre’n. The ceiling became a white hell. Instantly casino force fields went
down, allowing exits in all directions. The mob fragmented into frightened
people seeking the safety of Nontondondo’s cold autumn streets. No one noticed a tall furry carrying a smoothie away from
the fire. Rheba watched the flames with interest, her chin resting on Kirtn’s
hard shoulder. The ziggurat housing Chaos was a spectacular staircase of
flaming colors that reflected the progress of the fire. There was a great deal
of fire. Too much. Once ignited, the casino’s accouterments burned with an
almost sentient fury. She concentrated, trying to draw energy out of the fire
before it could spread farther than the Black Whole. But the fire had grown beyond
her, rooted in its own searing destiny. When she tried to gather up energy, she
got too much, too soon. Fire leaped toward her, blistering her fingers in the
instant before she gave up and released the monster she had birthed. She sucked
on her burned fingers and tried again to quell the flames. “Stop it!” growled Kirtn, shaking her. “You’re too young to
handle that much raw energy.” Rheba struggled against Kirtn’s strength but could not free
herself. “Just how else will I learn?” she asked in a strained voice. “There
aren’t any more fire dancers to teach me—remember?” Then, immediately, “I’m
sorry, Kirtn,” she whispered. “You lost as much as I did when Deva burned.” Kirtn’s cheek touched the silky, crackling radiance of Rheba’s
hair, silently forgiving her, “You’ve learned too much already. More than a
young fire dancer should have to know. You should be doing no more than
lighting candles and cooking food for akhenet children, not—” “Cooking alien casinos?” finished Rheba wryly. “I seem to remember
a certain Bre’n telling me to burn it to ash.” Kirtn looked startled. “Did I?” “You did.” He frowned, “I must have lost my temper.” “You looked very fierce,” said Rheba, only half teasing.
“I’ve never seen you look like that, not even the day Deva burned.” He said nothing. Both of them knew that Bre’ns were subject
to berserker rage, a state called rez. In rez, Bre’ns
destroyed everything around them, most especially themselves and their Senyasi.
Rez, while not exactly a tabu subject, was not a comfortable one. Rheba shivered suddenly. She had lost her robe somewhere in
the melee and would not be warm until she got to the ship. “We’ll make better
time to the spaceport if you put me down.” Kirtn measured the people surrounding them. No one seemed to
be watching. He sat Rheba on her feet, saw her shiver, and gave her his cape.
She accepted it with a murmur of thanks and no guilt; Kirtn’s fine “fur” was as
efficient as it was short. Rheba walked as quickly as she could without attracting attention.
Her left ankle complained of maltreatment. She ignored it Time was all that
stood between them and intense questioning by local police—or worse, the Yhelle
Equality Rangers. She had not taken, out an arson license, an omission that
would cost her freedom if the Rangers caught up. “You haven’t asked me about Trader Jal,” she said. Kirtn made a noncommittal sound. His slanted eyes picked up
every shade of gold as he searched the streets and byways for trouble. “I won.” He glanced down at her without slowing his stride. His lips
parted in a small smile, revealing the serrated edges of his teeth. “How did
you manage that, little dancer?” “I cheated. But I didn’t have time to collect my winnings.” He chuckled. “Too bad. We could use the credits.” “The credits are registered to our OVA, if the locals don’t
block the account. But it was Jal I didn’t collect. He’s mine for three weeks,”
She smiled proudly up at her Bre’n. He stopped and looked down at her, his face expressionless.
“You’re old enough to take a pleasure mate,” he said evenly. “I’d hoped to have
some say in the selection, but I suppose that custom died with Deva,” He
shrugged. “If Jal is what you want, I’ll go back and get him for you.” Rheba’s mouth opened and closed several times before she
found her voice. “Pleasure mate!” she screeched, “I wouldn’t use
that cherf to wipe my feet! By the light of the Inmost Fire, are you in rez?” Kirtn’s expression remained bland, wholly unreadable. “The
casino guard spent a lot of time explaining to me how virile Jal was,” he said,
turning away and walking toward the spaceport with long strides, “and how much
chased—and caught—by local women.” She stared after him. “That guard has his head wedged so far
up he can’t see!” she shouted after the receding Bre’n. “Have a little faith in
your akhenet’s basic good taste!” “My akhenet cheats,” called Kirtn as he turned a corner and
disappeared. The sound of his laughter floated back to her. “Hurry up, little
cheater.” She cursed and hurried after him. When her foot slipped on a
piece of rotten fruit, her weakened left ankle took the brunt of her fall. She
smothered a sound of pain and exasperation as she pulled herself back to her
feet. She rounded the corner at a fast hobble. Hands reached out of the
darkness, grabbing her. In the instant before she screamed, she felt the
familiar texture and strength of her Bre’n. “I turn my back on you for a minute and you’re in trouble
again,” he muttered against her hair. “And you say that you’re old enough to
have a pleasure mate. Gahhh!” Rheba chose action over further argument. She ran her fingernails
around the rim of Kirtn’s sensitive ears, tickling him as she had done since
she was four years old and had discovered how to get the better of her huge
teacher. “Rheba, if you don’t stop that I’ll—” The rest of his threat was lost in an excited shout from a
man down the street. “There she is! That blond with the big furry! She caused
the riot at the Black Whole!” Kirtn took a fast look down the street One look was enough.
The people staring toward him wore the red-and-silver uniforms of Yhelle
Rangers. He would have preferred the local police. They were noted for taking
bribes first and shooting only as a last, unprofitable resort. The Rangers were
celebrated for shooting first, last and on the least excuse. Bre’n muscles bunched hugely. Rheba grabbed Kirtn’s weapon
harness in the instant before he leaped. He hit his full stride in a single
powerful surge. Behind him a tight beam of lavender light smoked across the
sidewalk. Her fingers frantically probed the pockets on his harness. “Where’s your gun?” she demanded. “Ship,” he said laconically, reserving his breath for
running. “No license.” She whistled a Bre’n expletive between her teeth. Grimly,
she hung on to him. Lavender lightning vaporized a puddle of water in front of
them. He leaped aside with no loss of speed. Farther ahead, the spaceport’s
silver arch shimmered, separating spacers from downside spectators. Kirtn was strong and fast, but so were two of the
Rangers—and they were not carrying anything heavier than their guns. Rheba
measured the distance separating pursuers from pursued, and pursued from
safety. The Rangers would win. “There’s an alley where those buildings meet,” she said urgently.
“Drop me there. I’ll hide, then take the first ship out to Zeta Gata. You can pick
me up there.” He neither commented nor paused. The alley whipped by, a
slice of darkness wedged between two pale buildings. “Kirtn, you can’t outrun them carrying me!” He lengthened his stride. She loosened her grip and tried to
throw herself free, hut the Bre’n had anticipated her. His arms tightened until
she gasped. Struggling was not only futile, it ran the risk of unbalancing him. Lavender beams split the darkness. Kirtn’s breath, rushed
out in silver bursts, but his stride did not shorten. Rheba looked over his
shoulder, cringing when the lethal beams came too close. One shot was so near
it made her eyes water. She cursed her lack of a gun. Her aim would have been
no better than that of the running Rangers, but return fire would at least have
made them more cautious. Light hissed across a building, leaving a head-high groove
of incandescence. Desperately, she grabbed at the energy with the immaterial
fingers of her will. She gathered what she could of the backwash of Ranger lightguns,
shaped it and hurled it toward them. Light burst over the Rangers, light so bright that it washed
out the scarlet of their uniforms. Reflexively they shot again, spraying
lavender lightning. Rheba grabbed what was possible, twisted it and gave it
back to them with brilliant vengeance. The result was blinding. Rangers stumbled and fell helplessly,
but she did not see them go down. She had closed her own blinded eyes and
buried her face against Kirtn’s neck, expecting each instant to be cooked by
Ranger fire that she could not even see coming. Kirtn ran on, knowing only that
she had done something to stop the Rangers’ fire. He did not know that she and
their pursuers were temporarily bund. As he raced under the spaceport’s silver arch, a figure separated
from the shadow of a nearby warehouse. The man’s black robe lifted and fell as
he sprinted after Kirtn. The Bre’n’s back quivered in anticipation of another
fusillade, but unless he let go of Rheba there was nothing he could do to
defend himself. “Rheba—”‘ panted Kirtn. “Do whatever—you did to—the Rangers!” She let go of his weapon harness long enough to rub her
streaming eyes. Blinking frantically, she stared over his shoulder. The lone
pursuer was less than a man’s length behind. Shaking with fear and fatigue, she began to gather harsh filaments
of energy Into herself. Her hair crackled with hidden life, but still it was
not enough. She must wait for Kirtn to pass near one of the spaceport’s
powerful illuminators. The man’s hood fell back, revealing his features, blue on blue,
grim. “Jal!” He did not answer. He simply held out his hands, proving his
lack of weapons. Rheba sighed and let the energy she had collected bleed back
into the night. Kirtn pounded up the berth ramp to their ship’s personnel
lock. He slammed his hand down on the lock plate. The door whipped open. He
leaped through, Jal right on his heels. Rheba’s high, staccato whistle brought
the ship’s emergency systems to life. Kirtn threw her into the pilot web and leaped for the
standby couch. The ship’s alarm lights blazed from silver to blue, signifying
hits by small energy weapons. Either the Rangers had recovered their sight or
reinforcements had caught up. “Get flat,” snapped Rheba, grabbing for the override
controls. “This will be rough.” Jal dove for a second couch as the ship’s downside engines
blasted to fullmax/override. The Devalon leaped into Onan’s cold sky,
slamming Jal into the couch and crushing him until he moaned that nothing would
be left of him but a thick stain. Then he lost even the air in his lungs, and
consciousness. Kirtn lay on his back, fighting to breathe. He did not complain.
Rheba was doing what had to be done. The fact that Senyasi could pull more
gravities than most spacefaring humanoids was a double-edged weapon that she
rarely used. Grimly, he counted the red minutes until the ship would be far
enough out of Onan’s gravity well to safely initiate replacement. The effort he had given to outrunning Rangers caught up with
him. The ship’s walls bleached to gray, them became shot through with
impossible colors. He groaned very softly. He would have closed his eyes, but
even that small comfort was denied to him; both sets of eyelids were peeled
open by implacable fingers of gravity. The minutes until replacement was possible stretched
into eons. Rheba felt the pilot web gouging into her body until skin
parted and muscles pulled. She did not need to look at Kirtn to know that he
was suffering. She wished he would just pass out as Jal undoubtedly had, but
knew that the Bre’n would stay conscious. Bre’ns had a legendary ability to
absorb pain without losing control. It was a necessary trait; otherwise, they
and their dancers would never survive a dancer’s adolescence. An alarm light pulsed blue, then underlined the warning with
a low sonic that crawled over her bones. She looked at the war grid. Three
lights burned. Ranger patrol ships cutting tangents toward the green circle of
the Devalon. The ship was being fired on. Worse, the pursuers
would converge on her before she was far enough out of Onan’s gravity well to
slip safely into replacement. Pain wracked her, leaving her weak and nauseated. The acceleration
was too much even for her tough Senyas body. She could no longer breathe, and
would soon pass out She felt the contours of the override clenched in her hand
and stared through a red haze at the grid. The Devalon was giving her
all the speed it could, more than she could take. But it was not enough. Her hand convulsed, closing contacts that hurled the ship
Into replacement. The Devalon vanished from Onan’s gravity
well between one instant and the next, but to her it lasted forever, a force
wrenching her apart in all nine dimensions at once. She and the ship shrieked
as one. The ship came out of replacement eighty light-years
distant from Onan. A short hop, but unexpected enough to keep the Devalon off
Ranger patrol screens. The ship coasted with engines off, circling the replacement
point, waiting for new instructions. None came. Inside the control cabin, Rheba hung slackly in
the pilot’s mesh, the override dangling from her nerveless fingers. Blood
dripped from her lips onto the pale, resilient floor. IIIKirtn groaned softly as consciousness raked him with claws
of pain. Gradually memory surfaced, galvanizing him to full wakefulness.
Despite the white agony in his bone marrow, he forced himself to stand. “Rheba ... ?” No answer. “Rheba,” whistled Kirtn raggedly, focusing on the figure hanging
limply in the pilot web, “Rheba!” He knelt by the mesh. With careful fingertips, he stroked
her neck, seeking a pulse. A steady beat of life answered his search. She was
bruised, bloody and welted, but still strong. A short time in Devalon’s womb
would remove all but the memory of pain. For several moments, Kirtn savored the warm rhythm of
Rheba’s pulse beneath his fingertips. The Rangers had been close. Much too
close. He had not been so certain of dying since the instant he had realized
that Deva’s sun was finally beyond control of the akhenets. Fire dancers, storm
dancers, earth dancers, atom dancers, mind dancers—even Bre’ns in rez—nothing
had deflected that last outburst of plasma from Deva’s volatile sun. Rheba moaned as though in echo of his memories. “It’s all right, dancer,” he murmured. Very gently he kissed
her bruised lips. “We’re safe. You snatched us out of the dragon’s mouth
again.” “I feel,” she whispered hoarsely, “more like something the
dragon ate and left behind.” Her eyes opened, cinnamon and bloodshot, “Next
time I’ll let the Rangers win.” He smiled, tasting blood where his teeth had lacerated his
lips. “Nothing can beat a fire dancer and a Bre’n.” “Except Deva’s son,” she whispered. His gold eyes darkened, but all he said was, “Can you sit
up?” She groaned and pulled herself upright. The sensitive pilot
web flowed into a new shape, helping her. She cried out when her hands
came into contact with the web. “Let me see,” said Kirtn. Wordlessly, she held out her hands. Fingertips were blistered,
palms were scorched, and akhenet lines of power had become dense signatures
just beneath her skin. The lines stretched from burned fingertips to her
elbows. A few thin traceries swept in long curves all the way to her shoulders. Kirtn whistled a Bre’n word of surprise. He looked speculatively
at her worn face. “What did you do to those Rangers?” She frowned, remembering her desperation when she was certain
the Rangers were going to kill her Bre’n. She stroked his velvet arm with the
unburned back of her hand. “The beams were so close, even the backwash burned.
I... I just grabbed what I could, trying to deflect it. That’s what fire
dancers were bred for, isn’t it? Deflecting fire?” He nodded. Absently, he traced her new lines of power with
his fingertips. “But I’m not very good at it,” she continued ruefully,
looking at her burned hands. “I drew the fire instead of deflecting it, I
guess. I had to weave faster than I ever have, and then I threw all the fire
away as quickly as I could. That, at least, worked well enough. The light
blinded the Rangers so that you could outrun them.” She looked at the new lines curling across her skin. They
itched. New lines always itched. She reached to scratch, then snatched back her
hand when blistered fingertips came into contact with bruised flesh. “You attempt too much,” said Kirtn. His voice was soft,
final, the voice of a Bre’n mentor. His words were a protest as old as Rheba’s
first awakening after Deva’s death. She had vowed then to find more of her kind
and his, to build a new world of Bre’ns and Senyasi out of the ashes of the
old. “I don’t have any choice,” she said. “I know.” “Besides,” she continued, holding out her arms, “what are
these few skinny lines? Shanfara’s lines covered her whole body. Dekan’s skin
burned gold when he worked. Jaslind and Meferri were like twin flames, and
their children were born with lines of power curling over their cheeks.” Rheba dropped her arm abruptly. She dragged herself to her
feet, preferring physical pain to the immaterial talons of memories and
might-have-been. Better to think only of now. “Is Jal alive?” Kirtn glanced over at the second couch. He noted the blood
tracked from beneath the pilot web, along the front of the controls, and then
to Jal’s couch. He concluded that the trader had recovered sooner than anyone
else and wanted to keep that fact a secret. “He’s awake. Don’t trust him.” Rheba’s cinnamon eyes narrowed. “I don’t—though he wears a
Bre’n Face.” Kirtn stiffened. “You’re sure?” he demanded. “He had it around his neck in the casino.” Kirtn came to his feet in a rush, pain forgotten. He crossed
the cabin in two long strides, bent over Jal, and yanked the trader’s robe
apart. Hanging from a heavy gold chain around his neck was a Bre’n Face. Kirtn
stared at the carving, his breath aching in his throat. “A woman,” whispered Kirtn at last His hand closed tenderly
around the Face. “A woman!” He turned toward Rheba. “Where did Jal get her
Face?” “We have three weeks to find out.” Kirtn’s hand tugged at the chain, testing its strength. Jal
“awakened” immediately, proving that he had been conscious all along. The
trader looked from the huge hand wrapped around the carving to Kirtn’s hot gold
eyes. Deliberately, Jal ignored the Bre’n focusing instead on Rheba. “My body is bonded to you for three Onan weeks,” Jal said in
Universal. “My possessions aren’t.” “A Face belongs only to the ...” She hesitated, seeking an
analog in Universal for the Senyas word “akhenet.” “It belongs to the Bre’n’s scientist-protйgй child.” Jal blinked. She had spoken in Universal, but the meaning
eluded him. “Where did you get this carving?” Kirtn asked in harsh Universal. Both the question and the menace were clear. “I won it” said Jal quickly. “Where?” “The Black Whole. The owner wagered it against a—” Jal gagged as Kirtn’s fist twisted the gold chain until it
cut into the trader’s throat. “Don’t lie to a Bre’n,” said Kirtn. He loosened the chain, allowing
Jal to breathe. “Where did you get the carving?” “On Loo,” gasped Jal. Then, seeing no comprehension on Kirtn’s
face, “You don’t know about the planet Loo?” Kirtn made an impatient gesture. Jal managed not to smile as he turned his face toward Rheba.
“Loo is part of the Equality. You do know about the Yhelle Equality, don’t
you?” Rheba shrugged, concealing her interest in the subject. She
and Kirtn knew almost nothing about the area of space called the Yhelle
Equality; that was one of the reasons she had been disappointed to lose Jal in
the melee at the Black Whole. Trader Jal watched her closely, then smiled. He looked meaningfully
around the ship. When he attempted to rise, a sound from Kirtn changed the
trader’s mind. “You don’t have to worry about me” said Jal, his voice mellow
with, overtones of trust and fellowship. “Even if I weren’t bonded to your
smoothie, I’m helpless in this ship.” He looked at the pilot web and the
enigmatic displays. “I’ve bought, sold and, um, borrowed every kind of ship
built in the Yhelle Equality, but I’ve never seen one like this. I can speak,
read and draw in the four major languages of the Equality, as well as
Universal, and I can read spacer lingo in six more.” He gestured around with
one heavy-nailed hand. “But that doesn’t do me any good here. None of my
languages fits your ship’s outputs.” Neither Rheba nor Kirtn responded. Jal looked at her
closely, as though seeing her for the first time. “Your ship’s different, yet there’s
nothing remarkable about you or your big furry. You clearly belong to the
Fourth of the Five Peoples. Humanoid to the last cell.” She moved impatiently. “What did you expect—one of the Fifth
People?” Jal made a face. “You’re not a Ghost. You proved that when
you undressed in the casino. But at least you know about the Five Peoples?” Rheba made an exasperated sound. Trader Jal smiled slightly. “Can’t blame me for checking. If
your people didn’t divide intelligent life into the Five Peoples, I’d know you
came from another galaxy. But,” he added, looking around the gleaming ship
again, “this wasn’t designed or built by any Equality race.” “No, it wasn’t,” she said. The tone of her voice did not encourage
further questions from the trader. “Tell us more about the planet Loo.
Particularly its coordinates. Jal smiled. “Information is a commodity.” “So are you,” she retorted. “Remember? It was your bet,
Trader Jal. And your loss.” Jal smiled unpleasantly. “So it was. My compliments, by the
way. That was a novel form of cheating you used. How did you do it?” “Mirrors.” Jal grimaced at the sarcasm. “The coordinates,” rapped Kirtn. “Impatient beast, isn’t it?” said Jal to Rheba. Her eyes slitted. “A Bre’n woman is involved. Kirtn is
Bre’n.” “Bre’n ....” muttered the trader. He shrugged. The word was
obviously as unfamiliar to him as the ship’s controls. “Never heard of
the beasties.” “Senyas?” said Rheba, hiding her disappointment that not
even the name Bre’n was known to a man as widely traveled as Trader Jal. “Have
you heard of a race called Senyas?” “No,” said Jal, replying honestly because he did not wish to
be caught in a lie while the furry’s big hand was wrapped around his throat. “Then how did you get the Face?” she pursued, watching Jal
with burnt-orange eyes. “Loo imports lots of ... ah ... workers. The carving must
have belonged to one of them.” He shrugged, “Maybe the worker needed money and
sold the jewelry to get it.” “No,” she said, her expression as bleak as her eyes. “The Senyas
man who wore that Face is dead, or the carving would be woven into his ear. But
the Bre’n woman who made the Face for him might still be alive.” Her voice hardened.
“Loo, Trader Jal. The coordinates.” “Listen,” said Jal in a reasonable tone. “You have something
I want and I have something you want. Let’s trade.” “Why?” said Kirtn lazily. “I can just wring the coordinates
out of your greasy blue carcass.” “Ummm ... yes,” said Jal. “But Loo is a big planet. Their customs
are ... different. Yes. Quite different. I know the planet. I’ll help you find
the boychild.” “Boychild?” said Rheba sharply. “What are you talking
about?” Jal looked smug. “You don’t think I believed that you’d go
slapping about the galaxy looking for a common furry? I’m not stupid, smoothie.
You’re really looking for the little boy with hands like yours.” She looked at her hands where lines of power curled thickly
beneath the skin. Hands like hers—a child with hands like hers. A
boy. A boy who would become a man. A mate. If she could find him, the people
called Senyasi would not be utterly extinct. Carefully, she looked away from her burned, trembling fingers.
If the boychild was very young, it would explain how the Face had left his
possession short of his death. Theft. On Deva, such thievery would have been unthinkable. The Equality, however, was not Deva. “This boychild,” she said, her voice empty of emotion.
“Where did you see him last? Was he healthy? Was there a Bre’n with him?” “Do we have a deal?” countered Jal. “My information about
the boychild in return for your information about where this ship was built.” She turned toward Kirtn and spoke in rapid Senyas. “What do
you think, Bre’n mentor? Do we trust him?” “No, akhenet. We use him—if we can.” He turned his
slanted, yellow eyes on Jal. “Why did you come to the spaceport? You could have
escaped paying the bet and no one would have known but us.” The trader smiled slightly. “I could give you some star gas
about honor.” Kirtn laughed. “Yes,” said Jal, “I thought you would take it that way.
Perhaps this will be more believable. If I’m found on Onan in the next three
weeks, I’ll be liable for all crimes committed by my bondmaster. I’m a rich
man, but I’ve no desire to rebuild the Black Whole. Besides,” he added, looking
at his thick, blue-black fingernails, “there was always the chance that I’d
learn something profitable from you.” “Like how to cheat at Chaos?” suggested Rheba. Jal licked his lips with a startlingly blue tongue. “Among
other things, yes.” He looked around the ship with an avarice and curiosity he
did not trouble to disguise. Obviously, he had not given up hope of striking a
bargain. “Of the seventeen known Cycles,” he said absently, “only a few have
left behind working machines. The Mordynr is one, and the Flenta and Sporeen
are others.” He watched covertly, but the names elicited no visible reaction
from Rheba or Kirtn. “And then there is the Zaarain Cycle. Ahhh, you know that
name, at least.” “A myth,” said Rheba. “The Zaarain Cycle was real,” said the trader quickly. ‘It
was the eleventh Cycle, the highest the Fourth People have ever known. The
Yhelle Equality and its thirty one civilized planets are only a speck on the
history of the smallest known Cycle. We aren’t even an atom against the might
of the Zaarain.” Rheba did not bother to conceal her skepticism and impatience. Jal laughed at her. “Listen to me, you ignorant smoothie.
The previous Cycle lasted two thousand years and held six hundred and seventy-three
planets before it collapsed and the Seventeenth Darkness began. The Equality
might or might not be the Eighteen Dawn. I’ll be dead long before the issue is
decided, so I don’t care.” “Then, despite your knowledge, you aren’t a scholar,” said Kirtn
dryly. The trader laughed again. “I’m a merchant, furry. History
tells me likely places to look for pre-Equality artifacts. Most things that I
find I sell to the big universities or wealthy collectors. But some”—his glance
darted to the pilot web—“some things I keep. Pre-Equality technology can be
very useful to a trading man.” “You can’t fly this ship,” said Rheba curtly, “so you might
as well forget about stealing it;” “Just give me the coordinates of the planet it came from,”
Jal said quickly. A vision of hell leaped into Rheba’s mind, Deva burning,
streamers of fire wrapped around the planet in searing embrace. She looked at
Kirtn and knew he was seeing the same thing, remembering the same glowing hell. When she spoke, it was in Senyas, a language Trader Jal
would have no way of understanding. “Do we deal?” Kirtn’s body moved in a muscular ripple that jerked on Jal’s
gold chain. “I’d sooner pat a hungry cherf.” His lips quivered in a suppressed
snarl. “We could probably find Loo without his help, but we’d be a long time
finding anything as small as a child. The boy probably wouldn’t survive until
we found him. Loo doesn’t sound Like another name for Paradise.” “Then we’ll give Jal Deva’s coordinates. Maybe he’ll burn
his greedy hands on her ashes.” She flexed her own hands gingerly, remembering
fire. “If there’s even the smallest chance that the boychild is still alive, we
have to move quickly. Jal, damn his greasy blue tongue, is our best hope.” “Use him. Don’t trust him.” She laughed shortly, “Oh, but I do. I trust him to skewer us
the first chance he gets. We just won’t give him that chance.” Kirtn’s lips lifted, revealing sharp teeth. It was not a
beguiling gesture. Jal moved uncomfortably, tethered by the heavy gold necklace
that Kirtn still held. “We have a bargain to offer,” said Rheba in Universal.
“You’ll take us to Loo and act as our guide until we’ve found the Senyas boychild
and the female Bre’n, and have taken them off planet. Then we’ll give you the coordinates
of the planet where we got this ship. We aren’t,” she added deliberately, “ever
planning to go back there again.” “Outlaws,” said Jal, “I know it!” Rheba simply smiled. And waited. Jal made a distinctive clicking sound, tongue against teeth,
“Agreed.” He looked at the hand still wrapped around the bone carving hanging
from his necklace. “After you leash your furry, I’ll give you Loo’s coordinates.” “The Face isn’t yours, Trader Jal. It never was.” “But it’s my good-luck piece. I have to have it!” “No,” she said curtly. “That’s not negotiable. Either you
agree or we take the Face off your dead body.” Jal sputtered, then agreed. The concession was graceless and
after the fact; Kirtn had snapped the heavy chain quite casually as Rheba
spoke. Gently, he freed the carving from the chain’s thick golden grip. He
touched the Face’s curves with a caressing fingertip. The Face turned beneath
his touch, revealing profiles both provocative and gentle, intelligent and
demure, changing and changeless as the sea. Rheba looked away, feeling she was intruding on his inmost
fire. He held in his hand hope for a new race of Bre’n, and his eyes were deep
with longing. A tide of weariness washed over her, making the cabin waver like
an image seen through moving water. She reached out to catch herself, only to
find that she had not fallen. Instantly Kirtn was at her side, lifting her from
the pilot web. “Into the womb with you,” he said in Senyas. “I’ll handle
the first replacement.” She started to protest, then realized that he was right. Her
fingers were too blistered to program a replacement, and her mind
was much too blurry to interface with the ship’s computer. Kirtn sensed her agreement in the sudden slackness of her
body. He unsealed one of the ship’s three wombs, tucked her inside, and
resealed it. Jal watched with interest, but could see no obvious means by which
the Bre’n operated the ship’s mechanisms. “Is that a doctor machine?” asked Jal as the panels closed
seamlessly over Rheba. It took Kirtn a moment to translate the concept of “doctor machine”
into the reality of the Devalon’s womb. The Bre’n shrugged. “It’s a
specialized bunk,” he said finally. “It helps the body to heal. Nothing
miraculous,” he added as he saw Jal’s expression. “If you go in dead, you come
out dead.” Jal’s tongue flicked, touching the edges of his lips. “Where
did you get it?” “It came with the ship.” Kirtn stared at the trader. “The
coordinates,” he demanded, lowering himself into the pilot web. He sensed Jal
looking longingly at his broad Bre’n backs particularly at the base
of the neck where a sharp knife could sever the spinal cord. But as Kirtn had
known, Jal was too shrewd to kill the only available pilot. “Quadrant thirty-one, sector six, twenty one degrees ESW of
GA316’s prime meridian,” said Jal, sighing. He watched closely as Kirtn addressed
the ship’s console, but could make no sense out of the changing displays. Kirtn
whistled rapidly, intricately, as he worked. The combination of light and sound
made Jal wince and rub his temples. “Loo is just over two replacements,”
grated Jal. “The coordinates for the first replacement are—” The words were forced back down Jal’s throat as the Devalon
leaped from standby to maxnorm speed. When the pressure finally lifted, Jal
yelled, “Listen, you furry whelp of a diseased slit, we’ll be lost in Keringa’s
own black asshole if you don’t follow ray instructions!” “Save your breath,” Kirtn said, “We tell the Devalon where,
the ship decides how. Unless we use the override, of course.” Jal’s expression went from fury to disbelief. “That can’t be
true! Only seven of the known Cycles had computers that could—” He stopped
abruptly as the implication of his own words coalesced into a single name,
“Zaarain! Is this ship Zaarain? Did the eleventh Cycle’s technology survive on
your home planet?” Kirtn laughed, “There’s more to the galaxy than the Yhelle
Equality. This ship was built by Devan ... scientists/dancers ...” He whistled
an expletive and stopped trying to find a Universal word to describe akhenets.
“We built this ship, Bre’ns and Senyasi dancing together.” “Dancing? A bizarre way to describe it.” “Universal is a bizarre language,” retorted Kirtn. Jal settled back, watching the pilot console with consuming
eyes. “Valuable,” he muttered, “very valuable. But so ignorant.” “What?” said Kirtn, only half listening, watching the
console. “You’re ignorant. On Loo, that could cost you your life and
me my chance at a new technology. Unless you’d like to give me the coordinates
to your planet now... ?” Kirtn made a sound of disgust. “Not likely, trader.” “Then listen to me, furry. Loo is a difficult place. Every
life form known to the Equality is represented on Loo. Its people ... collect ...
odd things. That makes Loo unique and very, very dangerous.” Kirtn concentrated for an instant, sending pulses through
the pilot web. The outputs in front of him flashed and rippled and sang. He
whistled a note of satisfaction that locked in the programming. “Are you Listening, furry?” “Yes,” he said, swinging around to face the trader. “You’re
saying that Loo is a dangerous place.” He shrugged. “So are most planets with
intelligent life.” “It’s the animals, not the people, that are dangerous. Have
you heard of a Mangarian slitwort?” Kirtn blinked with both sets of eyelids and settled more comfortably
into the pilot web. “No, but you’re going to take care of that, aren’t you?” He
yawned and stretched. Jal ignored Kirtn’s lack of attention. As the Devalon leaped
toward the instant of replacement, the trader launched into descriptions
of the most dangerous life forms of the thirty one planets of the Equality. Despite
his initial reaction, Kirtn began to listen with real interest. The more he
heard, the more interested he became. By the time Rheba emerged from the womb,
Kirtn was wholly enthralled. After a few moments, she was too. Jal was hoarse by the tune the ship emerged from replacement.
After a three-note warning, the Devalon reversed thrust, pinning the
occupants against couches or pilot web. Dumping velocity as quickly as
possible, the ship cut an ellipse through Loo’s gravity well. Even before the
ship achieved a far orbit, telltales began pulsing across the board. The Devalon
was under attack. “Keringia’s shortest hairs!” shrieked Jal,
“Open the hydrogen wavelength for me!” “Open,” snapped Rheba instantly. Jal spewed out a series of foreign words, all liquid vowels
and disturbing glottal stops. As his voice was transmitted beyond the ship’s
hull, the telltales slowly subsided. Jal moaned in relief and mopped his chin
with the edge of his robe. “Stupid,” he whispered. “Tell them about the
wildlife and then forget the vorkers. Stupid, stupid, stupid!” Neither Kirtn nor Rheba disagreed. “What happened?” asked Kirtn, his voice controlled, his lips
drawn thin. “The vorkers—the satellites. Loo has pre-Equality defense installations
through the system. If incoming ships don’t have the code, they’re vaporized.” Another light appeared on the board as the ship inserted
itself into median orbit. The light pulsed in subtle tones of lime and silver. “Do we want voice communications?” asked Rheba. “Yes,” said Jal quickly. “Let me handle it. The Loo are a
bit... xenophobic. Yes. Xenophobic. They’ll respond better to me. They know
me.” The light changed to emerald and white. “Talk,” said Rheba. Instantly, Jal began speaking the odd, gliding/lurching language
he had used on the vorkers. There was a pause, laughter on both ends, and then
a brief reply from downside. Still smiting, he turned to Rheba. “There’s a
tight beam at fifteen degrees to the night side of the terminator, on the equator.” She frowned and drew her finger across one of the console
screens. Her hair trembled. “Got it.” “Ride it down. My berth is waiting for us.” The ship rode the beam down, docked, and opened the ship’s
doors. The instant the last door unlocked, Jal took a pressurized capsule from
his robe and broke the seal. Immediately the cabin was filled with a potent
soporific mist. As he never went without protective nasal filters, he would not
be affected by the drug unless he was careless enough to breathe through his
mouth. Rheba slumped in her mesh, totally unconscious. Kirtn caught
a tinge of the sweet drug odor, held his breath and lunged. Jal pulled out a
gambler’s stunner and held down the button. The gun was small, disguised as a
calculator, and carried only a ten-second charge. It was enough. After nine
seconds Kirtn collapsed in an ungainly pile of copper limbs. IVThe Imperial Loo-chim’s receiving room was a white geodesic
dome with billowing draperies that resembled thin waterfalls. A narrow stream
ran the length of the huge room, curling around ruby boulders. Crystalline
ferns shimmered along the banks of the stream. Immortal, sentient, the ferns
were one of the many lithic races collectively known as the First People. They
trembled in a remembered breeze, chiming plaintively of their long slavery on
the planet Loo. The ruby boulders sighed in mournful harmonics. Rheba shivered. The First People’s melancholy was like a
cold wind over her nakedness. She tugged discreetly, futilely, at the woven
plastic binding her elbows behind her back. A similar plastic binding shortened
her stride by half. The slip-chain around her neck glowed softly but had razor
teeth. Blood trickled between her breasts, testifying to the chain’s sharpness. Behind Rheba walked Kirtn, as naked as she. His woven bindings
were far harsher than hers. Each bit of outward pressure he exerted on them was
answered by an equal and automatic tightening of his bonds. Struggle was not
only futile, it was deadly; the edges of his bonds were tipped with the same
razor teeth that lined Rheba’s neck chain. Kirtn’s arms and chest wore a thin
cloak of blood. Jal looked around the room, saw that the glass-enclosed Imperial
bubble was still unoccupied, and turned quickly to his captives, “The Imperial
Loo-chim understands Universal, but it’s customary for it to ignore the
yappings of unAdjusted slaves. I wouldn’t bet my life on its tolerance, though.
Understand me?” She looked through Jal and said nothing. He deftly twitched
her slip-chain. A new trickle of blood joined the old on her neck. “Listen, smoothie bitch. I’m doing you a favor.” Rheba said something in her native tongue. “Same to you, no doubt,” Jal retorted. “But I could have
taken you to the common slave pens—the Pit—where only one in ten survive
Adjustment. But if you tickle the Loo-chim’s interest, you’ll be taken in to
the Loo-chim Fold for your period of Adjustment. More than half survive there.” “What about Kirtn?” “He’s going to the Fold. The female polarity of the Imperial
Loo-chim wants to breed new furries with gold masks. Yes, smoothie. There’s
another furry here like yours. The female polarity will pay a high price for
your beastie. People with obsessions always do.” The Loo-chim bubble seemed to quiver. It opaqued, then resolved
again into transparency. The bubble was no
longer empty. The ferns shook and began producing an eerie threnody that
was echoed by the boulders in the stream. “The Imperial Loo-chim!” hissed Jal. “On your bellies,
slaves!” When neither Rheba nor Kirtn responded, Jal kicked Kirtn’s
feet out from under him. Rheba tried to evade the trader, but her razor leash could
not be escaped. Bruised and bleeding, Kirtn and Rheba stretched out face down
on the floor. Neither stayed down for more than a few seconds. Trader Jal hissed his anger in Universal, but did not
require further obeisance of his captives. They were, after all, unAdjusted;
the Loo-chim expected little more than bad manners from such slaves. Jal dropped both leashes and performed a brief, graceful obeisance
to the Loo-chim. Neither Rheba nor Kirtn moved while Jal’s attention was off
them. They had learned that when he was not holding the leashes, the least movement
caused them to tighten, slicing into flesh. The Loo-chim gestured for Jal to speak. He picked up the
training leashes and launched into a speech in Loo’s odd tongue. Rheba and
Kirtn listened intently, understanding nothing except their bondage and what
Jal had told them when they awakened in Imperiapolis, Loo’s capital city. The
Imperial Loo-chim, although spoken of in the singular, was composed of a man
and woman whose only genetic difference was the y chromosome of the male polarity.
They were strikingly similar in appearance—curling indigo hair and pale skin
only faintly blue—yet each twin was definitely sexed rather than androgynous.
Each twin was also disturbingly attractive, as though the Loo-chim contained
the essence of female and male, opposite and alluring sides of the same humanoid
coin. Jal had also told them that a gold-masked furry was the male
polarity’s favorite slave. The male polarity spoke first. His voice was as liquid as
the captive stream. What he said, however, was not pleasing to Jal. The trader
argued respectfully, but adamantly. After a few minutes, he turned toward
Kirtn. “The male polarity has decided he prefers his furry paramour not to be
pregnant. Bad luck for you.” Kirtn measured the two sensual halves of the Loo-chim whole,
then turned back to Jal. “What does his sister say about that?” Jal made an ambiguous gesture, “She’s used to her husband’s
enthusiasms. They generally don’t last long. She has her own diversions, too.” “But she’s not particularly pleased by his latest playmate?”
persisted Kirtn, looking back at the female polarity. She returned his gaze with open hostility. “It’s been awhile since the male polarity slept between his
sister’s sheets,” admitted Jal. “Does she share her brother’s lust for... furries?” “Only if they’re male,” said Jal dryly. Rheba saw both the satisfaction and the cruelty in Kirtn’s
smile. She looked away, wondering what he was planning. Fear slid coldly in her
veins. It was not safe to be around a vengeful Bre’n. Kirtn spoke Rheba’s name softly, using their native tongue.
“Don’t worry, sweet dancer. I’ll keep you out of the Pit.” Before Rheba could ask what Kirtn planned, the Bre’n began
to whistle. The fluting notes were like sunlight on water, brilliant, teasing.
The song was as old as Bre’n sensuality. It evoked promises and pleasures
gliding beneath the double sun of Deva’s spring. The skin across Rheba’s stomach rippled with an involuntary
response. She had heard this song as all Senyas children had, at a distance,
carried by a scented breeze. She and her friends had speculated on the song’s
meaning, giggling because they were too young to respond otherwise to the
music’s sliding allure. But she was no longer a child, and the song was not
distant Resolutely, she tried to close out the sounds, using the concentration
mat was part of her akhenet discipline. The song defied discipline. It burned through her will like
lightning, incandescent, exploding with possibilities. Almost, she felt sorry
for the female polarity who was learning the meaning of the old Senyas saying
“as seductive as a Bre’n.” All that the song lacked was the female harmony.
Rheba knew the notes, but refused to whistle them, fearing to unravel the snare
Kirtn was weaving around the female polarity. Rheba closed her eyes, held her lower lip hard between her
teeth and shuddered with the effort of ignoring Kirtn’s siren song. The Bre’n saw Rheba’s distress, misunderstood its source,
and regretted her reaction. He had hoped she was old enough to understand, if
not to respond to, the song. It hurt him to see her shudder, as though appalled
by the song’s celebration of passion and pleasure. Up to this instant, he had
been careful to shield his young fire dancer from a Bre’n’s intense sensuality.
He mourned her rude coming-of-age, but thought it preferable to dying in the Pit. Jal listened to the Bre’n song, watched the Loo-chim, and
sighed with either envy or disgust. He murmured a counterpoint to Kirtn’s song
that only Rheba heard. “Just four of the Equality’s planets are advanced enough
to forbid pairing smoothies and furries. Loo is one of the four. But the Imperial
Loo-chim’s taste for furry perversity is an open secret. The male polarity’s
infatuation with the female furry is a scandal. Yet... I admit ... if Bre’ns
are as good on a pillow as they are singing, I can understand why the
gold-masked furry has such a hold on the male polarity.” Rheba trembled and resolutely tried to think of nothing at
all. The song ended on a single low note that made the crystal
ferns quiver and chime. The female polarity remained utterly still for a long
moment, then stood up as though she would walk to Kirtn. She got as far as the
glass wall before self-preservation overcame lust. UnAdjusted slaves could be
carriers of diseases other than physical violence. The woman’s fingertips traced Kirtn’s outline on the cool
glass. She spoke softly. Rheba did not need Jal’s translation to know that
Kirtn had won. He would not be going to the Pit. The female polarity removed her band from the glass. She
looked at Rheba, at the disheveled golden hair and slanting cinnamon eyes, and
at the supple, utterly female body. The hand moved sharply. Blue nails flashed.
Fingers snapped in contemptuous dismissal. Disappointed but not surprised, Jal turned to Rheba. “The Loo-chim
is not impressed by you. It has prettier specimens that are already Adjusted.” “What would impress it?” said Rheba. Jal shrugged. “Karenga only knows. The Loo-chim already
drinks the cream of the Equality.” “Wait,” she said, when he would have turned and led her
away. She faced the Loo-chim bubble. As she had done on Onan, she began to
build colored shapes within the transparent surface of the bubble. Her hands
pulsed in subtle patterns of gold. Her palms itched. She ignored the sensation.
The shapes she created were small, few, but brilliantly colored. They winked in
and out ‘of patterns like geometric leaves driven by a fitful wind. The female polarity’s blue nails flicked disdainfully
against the bubble. She spoke a curt phrase. The male polarity gave her a
spiteful look and countermanded the order. The Loo-chim began arguing with
itself in cultured, razor phrases. Jal frowned and watched his feet. Ruin eased over to Rheba’s
side and put a comforting hand on her shoulder. “What are they saying?” he
asked Jal. Jal sighed and looked like a man with a toothache, “She’s
jealous of his furry. He’s jealous,” he looked at Rheba, “of your furry, both
as mate for his furry and as mount for his sister. She’s jealous of you, too, because
the furry she wants is yours.” Kirtn did not know whether to laugh or swear. He stroked
Rheba’s hair reassuringly, a gesture that brought a frown to the female polarity’s
face. “So?” demanded Rheba, impatient with lusts and counter-lusts. “So they argue,” said Jal simply. After a time, the female polarity made an imperative gesture
and snapped her fingers under her brother’s nose. He made an angry, dismissing
gesture. She snapped her fingers again. He continued to look angry but did
nothing. Jal sighed. “No luck, smoothie. It’s the Pit for you.” He
turned to leave. “No,” said Kirtn. The flat denial made the ruby rocks moan. Jal twitched
Kirtn’s leash. Blood flowed. The Bre’n did not move. “Look, furry, it won’t do any good,” said Jal, more discouraged
than angry, “You’re lucky not to be going to the Pit yourself.” Kirtn ignored the trader. He turned to Rheba and trilled a single
phrase in the highly compressed whistle language of the Bre’n. “Whatever I do,
don’t fight me.” Rheba whistled a single note of surprised assent. Kirtn turned toward Jal. “You might as well kill both of us
here and now. If you separate us, we’ll die anyway.” Jal’s grip made the training leashes tremble. “I doubt that,
furry. Oh, it’ll be painful, I suppose, but you’ll make new friends.” “You don’t understand,” said Kirtn harshly. “Bre’n and Senyas
are one. Without mutual enzyme transfer, we die.” Rheba succeeded in keeping both surprise and admiration from
showing on her face. Jal did not. “It’s a thought, furry. But the other furry didn’t say
anything about symbiosis with her smoothie kid.” Rheba bit back a sound of dismay. She had forgotten about
the Senyas boy; and so, apparently, had Kirtn. “Did you separate the Bre’n from her Senyas?” asked Kirtn,
fear in his voice. “No.” Jal grimaced at the memory, “When we tried, she went
berserk.” “You would too, if someone had just condemned you to death
by slow torture,” said Rheba enthusiastically. “It’s ghastly, the worst death
in the galaxy.” “Rheba.” Kirtn’s whistle was sharp. “Enough. The less lies,
the less chance of being caught.” She subsided with no more embellishment than a delicate
shudder. She watched Jal with huge cinnamon eyes. He frowned, plainly wondering
if there was any truth in. Kirtn’s words. “Stranger things happen in the Equality
at least six times between meals,” he muttered after a long time. “But—enzyme
transfer? How does it work?” Kirtn turned Rheba until she faced him, no more than a
hand’s width away. “I’m sorry,” he whistled. “It’s all I could think of.” And
the Bre’n spring song had helped to stir his thoughts, he admitted silently to
himself. “Don’t fight me, little fire dancer,” he murmured as he bent over her. Kirtn drew Rheba to him and kissed her as he would a woman.
Shocked, she did not resist. She had known Senyas boys on her own planet,
friends whose playful rumblings had ended in transitory pleasures. But she had
never thought of her Bre’n mentor as a man. Since her planet had died, she had
even stopped thinking of herself as a woman. Gently, Kirtn freed his dancer, hiding his sadness at her
shocked response to his touch. He turned toward Jal. “That’s how the enzyme
transfer works,” he said, his voice toneless. Jal snickered. “More than enzymes could get transferred that
way.” Kirtn’s gold eyes became as flat as hammered metal. He said
nothing. Even so, the trader moved uncomfortably. He turned toward the Loo-chim
and stood for a long moment, plainly calculating the risk of Imperial wrath
against the profit to be made from selling two high-priced slaves instead of
one. He drew a long, slow breath and began to speak persuasively. Neither polarity seemed to appreciate what Jal was saying.
The Loo-chim glared at itself, then at Jal, then at the slaves. Finally the
Loo-chim spoke to itself. As he spoke, the male’s smile was vindictive. The
female spoke in turn, smiling with equal malice. The Loo-chim turned back to
Jal and made a twin, abrupt gesture. Jal stopped talking as though his throat
had been cut. The bubble opaqued, then cleared. It was empty. The ferns
quivered in musical relief. Even the stream seemed to flow with greater ease.
Jal stared at his slaves, waiting for them to ask. They stared back. His hand
tightened on the training leashes, sending a warning quiver up their silver
links. “The Loo-chim is generous,” said Jal dryly. “Indecisive at
times, but still generous. If both of you survive the Loo-chim Fold, the
Loo-chim will then address the question of enzymes, separation and survival.” Rheba felt relief flow in warm waves along her nerves. She
sagged slightly against Kirtn’s strength. His breath stirred her hair as he
thanked the Inmost Fire for Its burning benediction. “You’re not safe yet,” Jal said sharply to her. “First, you
have to survive Adjustment. Then you’ll have to find an Act. The Loo-chim has
no use for your smooth body, but if you’re talented in some other way they’ll
find a place for you in their Concatenation.” Rheba looked confident. Jal made a contemptuous gesture. “If you’re thinking of your Chaos trick, forget it. You’ll
have to find something more dramatic than a few colored shapes. The Loo-chim
has a six-year-old illusionist who does much better than that.” Jal waited
before continuing in a hard voice, taking pleasure out of deflating her. “If
you survive Adjustment, I’ll send someone to help you with your Act.” Rheba’s face was carefully expressionless, but Jal was
skilled in reading the faces of slaves far more experienced than she. “It won’t
be easy, smooth bitch. The male polarity bought the furry’s boy. What the
Loo-chim buys, it keeps. You’ll never take the boy off planet. You got yourself
turned into a slave for nothing.” VThe exterior of the Loo-chim Fold was a high, seamless brown
barrier capped by a nearly invisible force field. Only the subtle distortion of
light gave away the presence of energy flowing soundlessly over the slave
compound. Jal saw that both his slaves had noticed the Fold’s deadly
lid. He smiled and made a soft sound of satisfaction. “Good. You’re alert
You’ll need that to survive. There’s no real sky in the Fold—only energy. If
you try to climb out, you’ll die.” He stepped up to a wide vertical blue stripe
that was part of the fence and began speaking in the language of Loo. Rheba’s gaze was withdrawn, as she measured the enormous currents
of energy flowing silently so close to her. Her hair shimmered and lifted as
though individual strands were questing after energy. Her body quivered, each
cell yearning toward the compelling, unseen tide surging just beyond her. To
reach it, join it, ride forever on its overpowering waves— “Fire dancer,” said Kirtn roughly, using the Senyas tongue. Rheba blinked, called from her trance by her mentor’s command.
She turned toward him, her hair shifting and whispering, her cinnamon eyes incandescent. “Don’t let it summon you,” he said harshly, “You can’t
handle that much energy.” She sighed and let go of the filaments of force she had unconsciously
woven. She caught her long, restless hair and bound it at the nape of her neck
with a practiced twist. “It’s beautiful,” she said softly, staring at the
invisible energies pouring over the Fold, “so alive, so powerful, always
different and yet always familiar, safety and danger at once. Like a Bre’n
Face. Like you.” His eyes reflected the light of Loo’s topaz sun as he
watched his dancer grope toward an understanding of him—of them. She
was growing up too quickly. One day she would look at her Face and realize what
it held. How would she feel then? Would she be mature enough to understand?
Would he be able to wait? On Deva she would have been at least ten years older,
her children safely conceived, safely born, before she saw the truth in the
Face. But Deva had burned, spewing its children out into a galaxy where they
had to grow up too soon or die forever. Jal returned, breaking into Kirtn’s bleak thoughts. With a
gesture, the trader motioned them toward the indigo slit in the fence, “You
aren’t counted as a new slave until you drink at the well in the center of the
Fold. That is the only water in the Fold. Don’t forget what I told you on the
ship, or you won’t live long enough to get thirsty. When you’re inside both
concentric circles that surround the well and the center of the compound,
you’ll be safe from any attack by other slaves. That’s all I’m allowed to tell
you.” Before they could ask questions they were sucked into the
blue stripe. Their bonds fell off as they passed through the wall. When Kirtn
looked over his shoulder, the slit was gone, leaving behind a uniform brown
fence as tall and obdurate as a cliff. It stretched away on both sides until it
vanished into the silver haze that gathered beneath the Fold’s invisibly seething
ceiling. In silence, they examined their prison. The haze made distances
impossible to estimate. “How big?” he asked, turning toward her. She shut her eyes, trying to sense the subtle flow of
energy, currents of heat and cold and power that would tell her whether the
fence quickly curved back on itself or stretched endlessly into the mist. “Big,” she said finally, blinking her eyes and rubbing her
arms where bindings had deadened her flesh. “We could walk the fence for days
and not come back here.” His whistle was short and harsh. “Well,” he said, flexing
his arms, ignoring the pain of returning circulation, “at least we’re not tied
any longer.” She swallowed. The drug Jal had used to knock her out had
left her mouth feeling like old leather. Her throat was sore, her tongue like a
dried sponge. She knew that Kirtn had to be as thirsty as she was, but neither
of them was eager to take the trail leading off into the center of the mist.
Both of them knew instinctively that the most dangerous part of any territory
was usually the watering hole, where every living creature must eventually come
to drink or die ... sometimes, both. But they would never be stronger than they were right now.
Delay was futile. Without speaking they set off down, the broad path, walking carefully,
quietly, side by side. As she moved, Rheba gathered energy, renewing it from
moment to moment, even when she was full. She dared not let the energy drain
away, or she might be caught empty at the instant of attack. For Jal had left
them no doubt that they would be attacked; the only uncertainty was when. And
by what. A small wind gusted, carrying groans and cries to them.
Shapes mounded at the edge of the mist. Some shapes moved, some were still,
some writhed in a way that suggested ultimate pleasure or ultimate pain. Wind
shredded the mist, revealing a small humanoid form. It was a child. A very young girl, naked and emaciated. Half
of her face had been burned away, but still she lived and walked, making small
noises that carried clearly on the wind. Rheba leaped off the path, running toward the child.
Knee-high white bushes clawed at her naked legs and mist twisted like cold
flames, consuming the ground. She fell once but scrambled to her feet without
pausing, her eyes fixed on her goal. Dark shapes leaped onto Rheba’s shoulder, flattening her
onto the dank ground. She felt the rake of claws and the burning of teeth in
her neck. In a searing burst, she released the energy she had held. Her
attackers cried out and scrambled away from her, all except one that clung to
her with flexible, clawed hands. Kirtn broke its neck with a single kick. He
snatched up Rheba and ran back toward the path. Nothing followed him. “The child!” screamed Rheba, fighting him. “The child!” “Bait,” he said succinctly. “That was a gtai trap.” Belatedly,
she remembered Jal’s lectures on board the Devalon. The gtai were
semi-intelligent pack hunters who used wounded prey as a lure. Whoever or
whatever took the bait could be acting as predator or savior; the gtai did not
care, so long as what fell into the trap was edible. She felt the claw marks burning on her back and knew how
close she had come to death. Gtai regularly hunted—and caught—armed groups of
men. She should have remembered Jal’s words. “But the child,” she repeated in a strained voice. “We can’t
leave it with the gtai....” Yet they must do just that. She knew it. They had been
lucky. The child had not. She must accept that as she had accepted Deva’s end.
She must put away that burned face, hide it in the dark places of her mind with
all the other burned faces, Senyasi and Bre’ns scourged by their own sun. She
had survived so much already. Surely she could survive the memory of one more
burned child. Just one more. “I’m all right,” she said numbly. “I can walk. Put me down.” Kirtn hesitated. He had first heard that deadness in her
voice after Deva burned. He had not heard it so much lately, even in the echos
of his mind. “I’m all right,” she repeated. “I won’t be so stupid again.” “I was right behind you,” he said. “I didn’t remember Jal’s
warning until you were attacked.” He set her on her feet and looked at the
marks on her back, “Welts, mostly. How do they feel?” With a shrug of indifference, she reached up to coil her
hair once again. Kirtn saw the four puncture marks on her neck. Jal had said
nothing about gtai poison, but that was no comfort. “Light,” snapped Kirtn. Automatically, she wove a palm-sized glow of cool light and
handed it to him. He looked carefully at the wounds. There was no sign of
discoloration or unusual swelling. “Hold still.” She stood without moving while he sucked on each puncture
until blood flowed freely. It hurt, but she said nothing. She would willingly
endure much worse at her mentor’s hands, knowing that he would hurt her no more
than necessary, and feel it as painfully as she did. Kirtn spat again as the glowlight died. “Didn’t taste
anything more than blood,” he said. “How do you feel?” “Like throwing up, but it has nothing to do with the marks
on my neck.” He had felt the same way since the first moment he saw the
child’s face and realized there was nothing he could do. Someday he would not
be a slave. When that day came, the creators of the Fold would know hell as
surely as Deva had. They resumed walking down the path, legs almost brushing
with each stride. Erratic cries rode the wind, and at the margins of the haze
were forms seen and half-seen but never fully known. Her fingers curled among
his as they had when she was no taller than his waist. He caressed her fingers
and said nothing, enjoying the comfort of familiar flesh as much as she did.
The Fold made children or corpses of everything it touched, even a Bre’n. The mist concealed, but not enough. They saw dead slaves
mutilated by scavengers. The diseased, the injured, the despondent, all were
clumped near the path, pleas and curses in a hundred languages, despair the
only common tongue. The children were the worst. It was their faces that would
scream in Rheba’s and Kirtn’s nightmares, new faces among the chorus of Deva’s
dead. As they walked, the mist waxed and waned capriciously, revealing
startling varieties of plants. Occasional cries and complaints punctuated the
silence. Rheba and Kirtn taught themselves to hear only those cries that seemed
to be following them. No one came out of the mist, however. Either Kirtn’s size
or the certainty that new slaves had nothing worth taking prevented them from
being attacked. Yet they had the persistent sense of being stalked. The mist
was part of their unease, maddening, changing shapes before their eyes, teasing
them with half-remembered nightmares. The trail wound between and around low
hills covered with thick trees that quivered in every breeze. The brush grew
higher and sweet flowers unfolded. Rheba trusted the flowers least of all, for
they looked gentle and she had learned that gentleness died first in the Fold
of the Loo-chim. The trail divided around a smooth, wooded hill. They took
the side that seemed to be most heavily traveled, the left side. Half-seen
shapes condensed out of the mist, blocking the trait Kirtn stared, counting at
least twenty six men and women of every race and size. He waited for one
of them to speak. None did. One of the men gestured toward Rheba, then toward
his genitals, then toward Rheba again. Kirtn and Rheba sprinted down the right fork of the trail.
Nothing followed them but hard laughter and harsh words of encouragement.
Suspicious, they slowed. The voices came no closer. The trail curled off to one
side, winding among the beautifully faceted ruins of a small city. Abruptly, Kirtn froze, afraid even to breathe. From the
ruins came an echo of ghostly harmonics. His hand closed around Rheba’s arm,
silently urging her backward. Jal had warned them most particularly about singing
ruins. Other than a Darkzoi brushbat, there was nothing deadlier in the Yhelle
Equality than the First People waiting along the trail ahead. The harmonics seeped into Kirtn’s bones, making him ache. It
was nothing to what would have happened if they had run innocently into the
midst of the faceted city, where buildings were intelligent minerals who spoke
among themselves in slow chords that dissolved organic intelligence with
terrible thoroughness. “No wonder those slaves didn’t follow us,” she said. “They
knew we’d come wandering out sooner or later with no more brains than a bowl of
milk.” She made a bitter sound. “Trader Jal is a liar. More than one out of two
slaves die in the Loo-chim Fold.” “But no one counts you until you reach the well inside the
two blue circles,” he said softly. Rheba wished ice and ashes upon Jal’s Inmost Fire, but felt
no satisfaction. Kirtn measured the surrounding hills with metallic gold eyes,
but there was no comfort there either, only traps where First People
shone in the sun. “We have to go back,” he said finally. She did not argue. There was a chance that they could
survive the attentions of their fellow slaves. There was no chance that they
could survive the resonant speech of the First People. Slowly, they walked back to the fork in the trail. VIThe shapes waited at the edge of the mist, shifting
restlessly, talking with the many voices of an ill-disciplined pack. Rheba’s
hair unknotted and fanned out with a silky murmur of power. Kirtn felt her hair
brash his arm and knew that she was gathering energy again. A fire dancer,
especially a young one, should not fill and hold her capacity so many times, so
quickly; but neither should a fire dancer die young. He regretted the strain on
her, and knew there was no other choice. “They have stones, clubs, bones,” he said, summing up the
slaves’ crude armaments, “no more.” “And a fifteen-to-one edge,” she said. “I wonder what would
happen if we tried to go around them.” He looked at the boulders and trees just beyond the grassy
margin on either side of the trail. Many things could be hidden out there.
Perhaps even safety. “Do you want to try outflanking them?” The mist swirled, revealing the waiting slaves. They did not
seem worried that their prey would escape. Rheba stepped boldly off the trail
and began to cross the grass. The slaves watched, smiling in grim anticipation.
No one moved to cut her off. After a few more steps, she turned back to the
trail where Kirtn waited. “They know the territory better than we do,” she said. “Anyplace
they’ll let me go, I don’t want to go.” He agreed, yet he hesitated. “There are too many of them to
be kind, fire dancer, and you’re too tired for finesse.” The Bre’n said no more, to this he could not advise his akhenet.
It cost a fire dancer less energy to kill than it did to stun. A simple touch,
energy draining away; a heart could not beat without electricity to galvanize
its muscle cells. To stun rather than kill required an outpouring of energy from
the fire dancer, energy woven and channeled by a driving mind. She was too
tired to stun more than a few people. Rheba remembered the child in the gtai trap, and the other
children she had seen, the lucky ones who had died cleanly. None of them had
chosen to die. These slaves, however, had chosen whether they knew it or not.
“I’ll kill if I have to,” she said tonelessly, “but it takes more concentration
than making fire. It’s not easy to ...” Her voice faded into a dry swallow. He stroked her hair. “I know,” he said, wishing he could protect
her, knowing he could not. “I’m sorry.” “Maybe I could just scare them. They’ve never seen a fire
dancer at work.” He said nothing. It was her decision. It had to be, or she
would never trust him again. She concentrated on a bush midway between the slaves and
herself. When the bush finally began to quake, she raised her arm, pointed at
the bush, and let a filament of yellow energy course from her finger to the
bush. The gesture was unnecessary, but it was satisfying. The bush burst into flames. The slaves muttered among themselves
but did not back away. The leader walked up boldly to the bush, saw that the
flames were not an illusion, and began warming his wide body by the fire. Soon
the slaves had regrouped around the bush, snickering and congratulating their
leader as though he had conjured the fire himself. Flames whipped suddenly, called by an angry fire dancer.
Bright tongues licked out. There was a stink of burning hair. Scorched slaves
leaped back, only to find that the fire leaped with them. Rheba worked furiously. Her hands and lower arms burned gold
with the signature of akhenet power at work. Fire danced hotly across the
shoulders of the slaves. A few people fled, but most of them had seen and
survived too many malevolent marvels to be routed by a few loose flames. With
an enraged bellow, the leader called his slaves to attack. A hail of stones fell over Rheba, stunning her until she
could no longer work. Streamers of fire winked out or drained back into the
bush. Before she could recover, the slaves swarmed over, swinging wood clubs
and fists with rocks inside them. Most of the slaves who attacked chose to concentrate on
Kirtn instead of the woman whose hands had called fire out of damp shrubbery.
Even so, she was swept off her feet in the rush, her head ringing from a
glancing blow. Screams and curses in several languages showed that Kirtn was a
deadly opponent despite being badly outnumbered; but even his huge strength
could not survive the onslaught of thirty enraged slaves. He vanished under a tumult
of multicolored flesh. Rheba pushed herself to her knees, head hanging low, hair
and blood concealing her view of the fight. Kirtn’s whistle sliced through the
confusion, a sound of rage and fear. The shrill notes commanded her to run away
if she could. Abruptly, the whistle stopped. His silence frightened her more than any sound he could have
made. She lunged toward the melee, heedless of her own danger. One man grabbed
her, then another. Instantly they reeled away, numbed by the shocks she had reflexively
sent through them. She screamed Kirtn’s name, desperately grabbing energy from
the still-burning bush, from the sunlight, from every source within her reach.
Thin lines of fire sizzled over the slaves who covered Kirtn. The pile of flesh heaved and a Bre’n roar echoed. Kirtn
clawed his way out of the pile with three men and the leader clinging to his
shoulders. The leader’s pale arm flashed upward as a club took lethal aim of
Kirtn’s skull. Even as Rheba screamed, fire flowed like dragon’s breath
from her hands, more fire than the bush had held, more fire than she had ever called
before. Her hands and arms seemed to burst into flames. Lines of molten gold
burned triumphantly on her arms, answering and reflecting a fire dancer’s will,
stealing energy from the day and weaving it into a terrible light. The leader’s squat white body suddenly crawled with flames.
He screamed and dropped his charred club, trying to beat out the fire with
hands that also burned. The other slaves saw what had happened and fled in
panic, leaving dead and injured behind. Rheba sucked back the flames, but it was too late. The
leader had breathed pure fire. He was dead before he fell to the damp ground.
She stared, horrified. She had seen others die like that, Senyasi and Bre’ns
screaming when the deflectors vaporized in one station after another, Deva’s
fire dancers blistering and dying ... Sobbing dryly, she forced down her memories
and horror. She knelt by Kirtn and sought the pulse beneath his ear. “Kirtn?” she said softly, hesitantly, trying not to think of
what her fire could have done to him. After what seemed like a very long time to her, his eyes
opened. They were as gold and blank as the lines of power still smoldering on
her body. He tried to sit up, groaned, and tried again. On the third attempt he
succeeded. He saw the pale, scorched body sprawled nearby and the smoking club
that had been ready to smash his skull. He looked at her haunted eyes and knew
what she had done. He caressed her cheek in wordless thanks, not knowing how
else to comfort her. Slowly he stood up, pulling her with him. The light from the
burning bush washed over his eyes and mask, making them incandescent. “I’m
sorry,” he said, speaking finally, looking at her, “Not for him. He deserved to
die, and die more slowly than he did. But you, little dancer, you didn’t
deserve the job of executioner.” “It wasn’t very hard ... I didn’t even know what I was
doing. All I knew was that I didn’t want you hurt. I didn’t want to live if you
died.” She rubbed her lower arms and hands where new lines of power had
ignited. As the lines faded, the itching began. She was grateful for the
distraction from her own thoughts. “Let’s get out of here.” She began walking up the trail as quickly as her shaking
legs would allow. She lost track of the passage of tune. Mist and the trail
conspired to create a dream that she moved through long after she wanted to
stop. Fatigue became an anesthetic, numbing. She did not fight it, but accepted
it as she had accepted her itching hands, gratefully. Trees loomed out of the mist, their supple, tapering
branch-lets swaying like grass in a river current. There was no wind. Kirtn and
Rheba stopped, staring. When they looked away from the trees, they realized
that the trail divided. A small spur took off to wind between the graceful,
slim-trunked trees. The spur ended in a liquid gleam of water. Kirtn stared at the small pool caught among the grove’s lavender
roots. Water so close he would only have to walk six steps to touch its cool
brilliance. As though sensing his thoughts, the pool winked seductively, catching
and juggling shafts of light that penetrated the mist. “Kirtn, something’s wrong.” “I know. But what?” “I wish I weren’t so thirsty. Makes it hard to think.” She
closed her eyes, trying to shut out the seductive pool. Then her eyes snapped
open, “We haven’t come far enough yet. Jal said there was water in the center
of the Fold. This can’t be the center.” “You’re sure?” She closed her eyes, reaching out to the subtle currents of
energy that flowed along the Fold’s unseen fence. “Yes. The fence is closer to
us behind and to the left. We aren’t in the center.” Kirtn looked around until he found a fist-sized stone. He
measured the distance, drew back his arm, and fired the rock into the pond.
Silver liquid fountained up, spreading pungent fumes. “Acid!” said Rheba, stepping back. Then, “Look!” The
trees bent down, sending their branchlets into the disturbed liquid. As the
trees sampled the nutrient mix, delicate sipping sounds spread out like ripples
from the pond. The rock, however, had contained little of the organic
nourishment the grove required. With whiplike grace, the trees straightened
again and resumed waiting, patient as all predators must be, especially carnivorous
plants. “Morodan?” asked Rheba, remembering Jal’s lecture. “Or
Trykke. Either way, one of the Second People.” She stared, fascinated in spite
of her uneasiness. She had never before seen intelligent plants of this size.
“I wonder bow they got here, and what they talk about while they wait for a
thirsty animal to come to their acid pond.” “I don’t know, but from their size, they’ve been talking
about it for thousands of years.” “They’re insane,” she said suddenly, her voice certain.
“Maybe. And maybe they’re only Adjusted.” She shivered. “That’s not funny.” He turned back toward the main path. She followed. They were
still within sight of the grove when a low moan of pain made her stop suddenly.
Just off the trail, in a small clearing, a sleek-furred mother huddled with two
very young children. She was badly injured, unable to move. Her children
cowered next to her, seeking what warmth and safety they could. When Rheba walked closer, the stranger spoke in Universal,
ordering her children to hide in the ubiquitous waist-high shrubs. The
children, who were not injured, half disobeyed. They stayed close enough to see
their mother, but far enough away to be safe from the trail. “We won’t hurt you,” said Kirtn gently in Universal, “or
your children.” The woman’s only answer was the slow welling of blood from a
wound low on her side. She watched Rheba’s approach with eyes that held neither
fear nor hope, only an animal patience for whatever might come. Slow shivering
shook her, fear or chills or both. Warily, knowing she should not but unable to stop herself. Rheba stepped off the trail. Kirtn followed, close enough to
help but not close enough to be caught in the same trap with her, if trap there
was. While he stood guard, she crouched by the wounded woman. The stranger’s
body was thick and muscular, but its power was draining inexorably from the
inflamed wound in her side. There was nothing Rheba could do. She had neither water nor
medicines. She did not even have clothes to tear into bandages. The woman’s
lips were cracked with thirst, her breathing harsh, her thoughts only for her
children. “I’m sorry,” whispered Rheba, helpless and angry at her helplessness.
“Is there anything I can do?” The woman’s lips twisted in what could have been a snarl or
a smile. “My children are cold. Go away so they can come back to me.” “A fire,” said Rheba quickly. “Would you like a fire?” “I might as well ask for water—or freedom.” The woman’s
voice was as bitter as her pain and fear for her children. Rheba closed her eyes, gathered light and concentrated on a
nearby bush. Her hair shook free of its knot and fanned out restlessly. After
several minutes the bush quivered as though it were alive. Sweating, she
concentrated until the bush ignited. She wove its flames into arches connecting
other nearby bushes and held them until there was an arc of burning shrubbery
warming the woman and her children. After the first bush, the others burned
quickly; it was always easier to use existing fire than to weave random energy
into heat. Kirtn uprooted other bushes, limiting the spread of fire and
feeding the flames at the same tone. He did not complain that she was spending
her energy on a dying woman. He did not say that Loo’s period of Adjustment was
designed to kill the weak, not to succor them. If you were not strong, lucky,
smart and vicious, you died. On Loo, compassion had about as much survival
value as a broken neck. But he kept his conclusions to himself, because he knew what
drove his dancer. She had seen too many people die on Deva—and so had he. The
need to help others was as deep in her as her akhenet genes. “Should I cauterize her wound?” asked Rheba in Senyas, her
voice trembling with effort and too much emotion. “No,” he said softly. “Soon she won’t hurt anymore.” “The children.” “Yes. After she dies.” Wordlessly, Rheba sat down on the trail to wait. Gray mist moved against the multihued grasses. A vague breeze
brought the clean scent of burning leaves. The woman slipped into
semiconsciousness, moaning as she would not have allowed herself to do if she
were awake. Her children crept back to her side. Kirtn ached to end the woman’s suffering, but did not. She
had chosen to cling to life for the sake of her children. Perhaps she hoped for
a miracle, perhaps not. All he knew was that he had no choice but to respect
her decision ... and to grind his teeth at her futile pain. “Someday,” whispered Rheba, “someday I’ll meet the Loo-chim
again. Then I’ll share with them the hell they created.” Kirtn smiled a Bre’n’s cruel smile, “Save a piece for me,
fire dancer.” “Rare or well done?” “Ash,” he hissed. “Ash and gone!” Her fingers laced more tightly with his. “I promise you
that.” The woman’s body slumped suddenly, seeming to fold in upon
itself. Only that marked her passage out of pain. Kirtn and Rheba rose to their
feet and crept toward the children huddled unknowing against their mother’s
cooling body. A stick shattered beneath Rheba’s feet with a piercing crystal
sound. The two small children woke from their daze of cold and hunger
with yelps of fright. They saw the forms looming over them and panicked. With a
speed born of survival reflexes, both children leaped up and ran away before
Kirtn could intercept them. “Come back,” shouted Rheba in Universal. “We won’t hurt you!
Please, let us help you!” The children never hesitated. They had learned too well the
Fold’s brutal lessons. They trusted no one. They raced down the trail and into
the shelter of a thick grove of whiplike trees. “No!” yelled Rheba, recognizing the trap of the Second People.
“No!” Disturbed by the two small bodies scrambling over their
roots, the trees shivered and stretched. Their limber branch-lets hissed
through the air. Rheba raced desperately toward the grove, calling for the
children to come back. The first child reached the edge of the gleaming pond
and drew away, confused by the acrid fumes. He turned and pushed his sister
back from the evil liquid. But when he tried to follow her retreat, the roots
that he had used as steppingstones humped up suddenly and sent him staggering
into the acid pool. The boy screamed, warning his sister to flee, then words became
agony as the acid ate into his living flesh. The little girl stood frozen for a
moment, her eyes like silver coins in the half-light. Then her brother’s terror
drove her back. As she turned to flee, her thick fur shed light with a ripple
of silver that echoed the deadly pool. Rheba saw the second child stumble away from the pond,
dodging to avoid the writhing roots. The first child’s terrible screams bubbled
and drained into silence. The little girl hesitated again, looked over her
shoulder, and saw nothing but ripples on the sullen silver pond. Her brother
had vanished into the Second People’s communal stomach. Limber branches whipped down suddenly, scoring the girl’s
body, driving her back toward the waiting acid. Her dense fur cushioned the
blows, but not enough. She screamed as acid-tipped tendrils found her
unprotected eyes. Blows rained down on her, jerking her about, disorienting
her. Inexorably she was beaten toward the oily shine of the pool. Screaming with horror and helplessness, Rheba tried to force
her way back into the hungry grove and drag the child out. Kirtn held her back,
grimly accepting the burns and bruises she gave him in her mindless struggle to
follow the child. Any other man would have died trying to hold her, but he was
Bre’n, and very strong. A pale, nimble branch uncoiled, blindly seeking the child’s
warmth. It found her, wrapped around her body and dragged her toward the fuming
pool. Rheba changed beneath Kirtn’s hands. Raw energy enveloped
her, as uncontrolled as her rage at losing the child. His hands burned, but
still he held her, his mind struggling to channel her fury into the disciplined
responses of a fire dancer. Then she heard him, felt his presence, understood his
restraint and his rage equaling hers. Energy leaped at her command, raw
lightning that split a pale tree from root to crown and sent thunder belling
through the air. The other trees thrashed helplessly, trapped by their own
vegetable necessities, unable to flee their most ancient enemy—fire. Lightning slashed and seared, trunks bled, fragrant blood
flowing down pale smooth trunks. A thin cry sprang up from the grove, a sound
as painful as the continuous rolling thunder. The Second People keened and
writhed and yanked their prey into the pond. For an instant Rheba and the child and the trees screamed in
unison; then all sounds were subsumed in the sheet of lightning and simultaneous
thunder that exploded over the grove. The Second People twisted and heaved, tearing
out ancient roots, branches flailing so violently that they broke and sprayed
purple fluids that vaporized in the instant of release. But there was no escape
from a fire dancer’s revenge and a Bre’n’s savage skill.. The grove of Second People died, and the smoke of their cremation
was a thick fragrance over the afternoon. Rheba breathed in the ashes of her dead enemies and choked. VIIWith a hoarse cry, Rheba jerked free of Kirtn’s grip and ran
away, her eyes dry, blinded by fire. She wanted to run until she was free of
feeling and memory, responsibility and revenge. But she could only run until
her body convulsed from lack of oxygen, and then she crawled into a concealing
thicket. She wrapped her arms around her knees, shuddering and gasping
until her breath returned. With breath came memories, Deva and Loo and children
burning, a man breathing fire and Second People screaming, dying. She wanted to
weep and scream but could not. Her eyes were wild and dry, the color of flames.
She sat without moving, holding on to herself in the mist. She heard Kirtn’s
urgent, questing whistle, but her lips were numb, unable to shape an answer. And then softly, ever so softly, she heard the velvet murmur
of a hunting brushbat. Behind her, the thicket quivered as though at the passage
of a large hunting beast. She remembered Jal’s dry voice describing the Darkzoi, certain
death on clawed wings and nimble feet, an animal voracious and invulnerable
except for eyes and genital slit. She knew she should run or walk or crawl
away, should do anything but turn and stare over her shoulder into predatory eyes.
Yet she turned, and stared, too numb to do more than see what kind of death had
called her name. The sounds continued, sly velvet rustles, hiss of air over
wings, muscular windings of flesh and bone through branches. She stared, but
could see only the dark wood of the thicket, its many branches as tangled as
her hair. Against the silvery backdrop of the sky, she should have been able to
see an animal as big as her hand, much less one fully as long as Kirtn. Yet she saw nothing except a slight thickening of a branch
overhead, a subtle flexing that was too sinuous to be wood. She leaned closer. Gradually the shape of an animal longer
than her arm and as thin as her finger seemed to separate from the angular
brush. The snake quivered and enlarged. The brushbat sounds came closer. “You’re not a Darkzoi,” she whispered. “You’re as frightened
as I am, aren’t you? Hiding behind brushbat noises and scaring everyone. You
should be ashamed.” Her words were sharp, but her tone was gentle, as beguiling
as a Bre’n whistle, “Come to me. I’ll protect you. You, don’t have to be
afraid.” As she spoke, she slowly reached up toward the branch
where the snake wound helplessly around cold wood. It opened its mouth and
hissed threateningly. The sudden movement revealed delicate scales tipped with
metallic copper, silver and gold. “You’re a beauty,” she murmured, “and you can’t scare me. If
your bite was as bad as your hiss, you wouldn’t have to hide.” With a deft swoop, she captured the snake. It stiffened,
stared at her out of opalescent disks, then gave a soft cry and went limp. She
looked at the dark, slender animal dangling lifelessly from her hands. The
snake was much heavier than she had expected. And very still. “Snake?” With utmost care she searched for a sign of life. There was
none. Her touch had frightened the timid creature to death. As she held the animal,
she felt its warmth drain into the damp air. She stared at the small corpse and
then at her own hands ... everything she touched died. She sank down to the
ground and began to cry, shuddering and coughing, weeping for the first time
since Deva burned. The ragged, tearing sounds of her grief drew Kirtn to the
thicket He slid into the brittle shrubbery quietly, sat near her and took her
hand, sharing her unhappiness in the only way he could, for Bre’ns lacked the
gift and curse of tears. While her sobs slowly diminished to little more than an occasional
quiver, Kirtn whistled soft consolation in the Bre’n language. It was a
language of emotion and evocation, as Senyas was a language of precision and
engineering. “Death is the pause between heartbeats,” whistled Kirtn.
“The children will live again someday, and someday you will love them again,
and cry for them again, someday.” “I know,” she whispered in Senyas. “But that is someday and
I am now. In this now everything I touch, dies! This shy
creature never—harmed—” Her words became ragged. Her hand traced the outlines of the
snake. For the first time, Kirtn noticed the motionless coils in her lap. He
whistled a soft, undemanding query. “It was in the thicket,” she answered in Senyas, controlling
her tears. “Hiding. It made sounds like a brushbat. You remember the noise Jal
described, like velvet on satin, only stronger?” Kirtn’s whistle was both affirmative and encouragement. “The poor animal imitated a brushbat to scare me away. But I
just didn’t care enough to run.” She drew a deep, broken breath and spoke in a
rush. “So I looked and looked and all I saw was a snake hugging cold branches
and I thought it must be frightened and I thought I could help it even if I
couldn’t help the children—the children—” He waited, fluting sad counterpoint to her words, crying in
the only way a Bre’n could. After a time she spoke again, her voice drained of
everything but exhaustion. “So I lifted the snake out of the branches. It hissed at me,
but I thought if it was dangerous it wouldn’t have to hide behind brushbat
noises. I was right,” she said hoarsely. “It wasn’t dangerous. It was just
very, very shy.” Gently she gathered up the cool body of the snake. Metallic
colors rippled, intricate scallops of light thrown off by quasi-reptilian
scales, “This beautiful, nameless creature died of fright in my hands.” The snake’s sensors brightened to opal as he said, “My name
is Fssa. Do you really think I’m beautiful?” Rheba was so startled she nearly dropped him. She felt
warmth radiate from the sinuous body and sensed the life invigorating him.
“You’re alive!” “Yes,” said Fssa, ducking his head, “but am I beautiful?” She received her second shock when she realized that the
snake was whistling fluent Bre’n. “You’re whistling Bre’n!” “Yes,” gently, “but am I beautiful?” The snake’s wistful insistence was magnified by his delicate
use of the Bre’n language. Kirtn smiled and touched the snake with a gentle fingertip. “You’re very beautiful,” Rheba said in Senyas, divided between
tears and laughter. “But where did you learn to speak Bre’n?” “And to understand Senyas,” added Kirtn, realizing that she
had been too upset to whistle Bre’n’s demanding language. “You taught me,” whistled Fssa. Rheba and Kirtn looked at one another. “Do you mean,” said Kirtn in precise Senyas, “that you
learned to speak Bre’n and understand Senyas just by listening to us?” “The whistle language was more difficult,” fluted Fssa. “So
many colors in each note. But the thrills are exquisite.
It’s one of the most exciting languages I’ve ever used.” “Do you understand many languages?” asked Kirtn numbly,
beyond disbelief. “I have as many voices as there are stars,” Fssa said,
watching the Bre’n with luminous sensors. “Even among my own people, I was
called a genius. Fssa means All Voices.” “Not only beautiful, but modest,” she said dryly. Fssa did not miss the nuances of her voice. He wilted,
“Should I be modest? Is modesty necessary for beauty?” Kirtn chuckled, moving his fingertip the length of Fssa’s
resilient body in a soothing gesture. The muscles he felt were very dense, very
strong. Despite Fssa’s timidity, measure for measure the snake was far more
powerful than even a Bre’n. “Modesty is necessary only for fire dancers,” he
said with, a teasing glance at Rheba. “Do you speak any other languages, Fssa,
or can you only make musical notes?” “I can imitate any sound. Languages are merely sounds ordered
by intelligence.” Rheba stared at the shy, immodest creature looped around her
hands, and said, “Speak Senyas to me.” Fssa’s sensors darkened. “If I do, I won’t be beautiful anymore.” “That’s ridiculous,” she said. “Speak Senyas.” “You won’t drop me,” pleaded Fssa, “even when I’m ugly?” “I won’t Now, speak to me.” “All right,” whistled Fssa in sad resignation. “But I enjoyed
being beautiful....” Despite her promise, she nearly dropped the snake. Before
the last quiver of Bre’n language had faded from the air, Fssa changed in her
hands. Sparkling gold quills unfolded along his spine, then fanned out into a
flexible ruff. Openings winked between the quills, sucked in air, distributed
it to chambers where it was shaped and reshaped by powerful muscular contractions. “What do you want me to say?” asked Fssa, his Senyas as perfect
as hers. “By the Inmost Fire,” she breathed. “He can do it. Do you
speak Universal, too?” The pattern of quills changed. Vanes sprang up, flexed, thickened;
other metallic folds of skin opened out, platinum and copper, silver and steel
blue. Fssa was like a magic box she had had as a child once opened, the box unfolded
into myriad shapes, each larger and thinner and more beautiful than the last. “Every educated snake speaks Universal,” said Fssa in that
language, “but,” wistfully, “I would rather be beautiful.” Rheba looked at the glittering, incandescent fantasy looped
around her hands. “Fssa, it’s impossible for you to be anything but beautiful.
Where did you get the absurd idea you were ugly?” “I have no limbs,” said Fssa simply. He folded his vanes and ruff, returning to a more
conventional snake shape. Passively, he hung from her hands, waiting for her
judgment. She stroked him with her cheek and thought what life must be like for
an intelligent, sensitive snake in a world ruled by leggy bigots. “Poor Fssa,” she murmured. “Poor, beautiful snake. Would you
like to come with us to the well? We can’t guarantee safety, but we’ll tell you
you’re beautiful twice a day.” Metallic glints ran like miniature lightning down Fssa’s
long body. His answer was a liquid ripple of Bre’n joy. Smiling, Kirtn rose to
his feet and held his hands out to Rheba. She looked up, weariness in every
line of her body. “The well isn’t far,” offered Fssa. She licked her lips, but her tongue was too dry to do much
good. Thirst was another kind of fire burning in her body, like hatred and
memories of death. “I could hate the Loos, Bre’n mentor.” “I could help you.” He looked at the snake. “We may have a
new language to teach you.” Fssa whistled a query. “What language?” “It’s called revenge.” Fssa’s laugh was a sibilant, sliding sound. “I’d like to
learn that one. Yesss. That would be fun.” Rheba smiled grimly as she coiled Fssa around her neck.
After a few moments, the peculiar snake vanished into her hair, an invisible
presence balanced around her skull. Silently, she and Kirtn walked back to the
trail. Soon it became broader, smoother, almost a road, and the mist thinned in
the slanting afternoon light to little more than a golden veil. On each side of
the road small shelters appeared, inhabited by slaves who plainly preferred to
live beyond the concentric rings of sanctuary surrounding the well. The slaves were of many races and sizes, but there was only
one type—shrewd, strong, and as hard as necessary to survive. They ignored the
road and the new slaves who wearily walked on it. Rheba stepped over a blue tile line that curved off on both
sides of the road. Just beyond it was another strip of tile, curving in
parallel to the first. She hesitated, then remembered Jal’s words. When
you’re inside both concentric circles you’re safe. Safety? Did such a thing exist in the Loo-chim Fold? Perhaps
not, but the well did. She could hear it calling to her in liquid syllables.
She quickened her stride, hurrying toward the chest-high cylinder of the well.
Half of it was blue, half was white. Random patterns of holes spouted water. Then four people walked around from the far side of the
well. Two men and two women. Loos. They wore clothing and an air of utter assurance. Kirtn watched them, measuring the obstacle between him and
water. His reflexes were slowed by thirst, hunger and drug residue. His body
was bruised and scraped and sported crusts of blood barely concealed by his
brief copper plush. The pain he felt was attenuated, a distant cry held at bay
by discipline and a Bre’n heritage that would not be ruled by pain short of
death. Beside him Rheba gathered energy once again. Her hair crackled,
random noise that told the Bre’n his prot6g6 was dangerously tired. Several
times on Deva he had pushed her to this point, pushed her until her mind reacted
rather than reflected. The result could be a breakthrough to a new level of
fire dancer achievement, or it could be fiery disaster. He was too tired now to
safely control her energy. She was a threat to everything around her, most of
all to herself. Rheba’s hair twitched, spitting static. She did not seem to
notice. Gold lines pulsed unevenly from her fingertips to her shoulders in
intricate designs. “Do you understand Universal?” asked one woman, looking at
Rheba. “Yes,” said Kirtn, not wanting Rheba to break her concentration
to speak. “I was talking to the human,” said the woman. Rheba whistled a savage retort in the Bre’n language. Kirtn
touched her arm warningly and received a hard shock. Startled, he looked at
her. He was even more disturbed to realize that she had allowed the energy to
escape without intending to or even noticing it. “We’re both human,” said Rheba in Universal. “Maybe you were where you come from, but you’re on Loo now.”
She watched Rheba with impersonal interest “We are the Four. We represent the Divine
Twins.” Rheba waited, weaving power that leaked away almost as
quickly as she could gather it. “You two,” continued the woman, “must have been strong,
quick and lucky to have come this far.” “And human?” suggested Rheba acidly. The woman ignored her. “Now you have to prove that you’re
also smart. Listen and learn. There are three classes of life on Loo. The Loo
divinity is highest, ruled by the Loo-chim. Humans are second. Animals are
third. If it wears fur, it’s an animal.” The woman’s voice was impersonal. She
was relating facts, not insults. “Do ‘animals’ get to drink?” asked Kirtn. “Animals drink on the white side,” said the woman to Rheba,
answering Kirtn’s question without acknowledging its source. “Animals get food
and water so long as they obey their keepers.” “What about clothes?” asked Rheba, shivering in the increasing
chill. “Animals don’t need clothes. They were born with fur. That’s
why they’re animals.” Anger blazed visibly along Rheba’s arms. Her hair slithered
over itself disturbingly. Fssa stirred, but did not reveal himself. He remained
invisible, his body as gold as her hair. “It’s not worth fighting about,” said Kirtn in rapid Senyas,
“as long as they let me eat and drink.” Her only answer was a crackle of leaking energy. Kirtn gave
a whistle so high that it was felt more than heard. She flinched at his demand
for her attention. The whistle slid low, coaxing and beguiling her. She fought
its power, then gave in. She hugged him hard. “We could take them,” she whispered in Senyas. “They’re only
four.” “They’re too confident,” he replied. “They know something we
don’t—like that mob where the trail divided.” Reluctantly, she admitted that he was right. She had also
been bothered by the Four’s total confidence. “I’ll drink on the white side
with you.” “No. We’ll follow Loo’s diagram until we learn more about
its social machinery.” “All I want to know is the best place to pour in the sand.” Fssa laughed softly, a sound that went no farther than her
ear. But Kirtn’s sudden, savage smile brought the Four to attention. They
watched very closely as the Bre’n walked to the white side of the well and
drank. Rheba followed, but kept to the blue side as she had agreed to do. While they drank, the woman continued her spare instructions
in the same impersonal voice. If she was pleased, repelled or unmoved by
their obedience, she did not show it She pointed to various white or blue
stations as she spoke. “Water there, food there, clothing there. If you stay
inside the circles you’ll be safe. You have been counted.” The Four winked out of existence. “Illusion?” asked Kirtn in perplexed Senyas. “I don’t think so,” said Rheba, “When they left, the ceiling
funneled down where they stood.” She waved a hand at the seething energy that
acted as a lid on the compound, “It must be some kind of transfer system.” “Is it controlled from here?” asked Kirtn, looting around
with sudden eagerness. “No. It called them. They didn’t call it.” “Outside the wall,” he sighed, not surprised. It would have
been careless of their jailers to leave keys inside the cell. The Loos did not
seem to be a careless people. “You’re shivering,” he said, turning his attention
back to her. “Get some clothes.” “If you can’t wear clothes,” she said tightly, “I won’t.” “I’m not cold. You are.” The Bre’n’s pragmatism was unanswerable. Without further
argument, she went to the clothing station. A beam of energy appeared and
traced her outlines. Seamless, stretchy clothes extruded from the slit. She pulled on the clothes, shivering uncontrollably with
cold. She hurried over to the place where Kirtn had made a bed out of grasses
while she was measured for clothes. His arms opened, wrapping around her,
warmth and comfort and safety. She curled against him and slept, too exhausted
to care if Jal and the Four had lied about the sanctuary of the inner circle. Kirtn tried to stay awake, distrusting any safety promised
by the Loo-chim Fold. Despite his efforts, exhaustion claimed him. He slumped
next to Rheba, sliding deeper into sleep with each breath. Fssa slid partway out of Rheba’s hair, formed himself into e
scanning mode, and took over guard duty. It was little enough to do for the two
beings who had called him beautiful. VIIIKirtn awoke in a rush, called out of sleep by an alien
sound. His eyes opened narrowly. His body remained motionless. Nothing moved in
the dull gloaming that was the Fold’s version of night He listened intently,
but heard only Rheba’s slow breaths as she slept curled against his warmth.
Then, at the corner of his vision, he sensed movement like another shade of darkness. Slowly, he turned his head a few degrees toward the area of
movement He saw nothing. He eased away from Rheba and came to his feet in a
soundless rush. He crept forward until he recognized one of Fssa’s many shapes
silhouetted against the soft glow of the well. While he watched, the snake
shifted again, unfolding a structure that looked like a hand-sized dish.
Quasi-metallic scales rubbed over each other with eerie, musical whispers. Kirtn
relaxed, recognizing the sound that had awakened him. Overhead the sky/ceiling
changed, presaging dawn. He stretched quietly, too alert to return to sleep. “Kirtn?” The snake’s whistle was barely more than a breath,
but very pure. “There’s something out there. Something sneaky. More than
one. Many.” “Close?” Fssa’s dish turned slowly, scanning. The dish hesitated, backtracked
a few degrees, then held, “Beyond the sanctuary lines,” he whistled, referring
to the twin blue tile strips that encircled the well and food stations.
“They’re moving off now. Scavengers, most likely. Wild slaves.” Kirtn listened, but heard nothing except his own heartbeat
“You have sensitive hearing.” “Yes.” There was a subdued sparkle of scales as the dish folded
in upon itself. “On my home planet, discriminating among faint sound waves was
necessary for survival.” Fssa seemed to look upward, questing with the two opalescent
“eyes” that concentrated energy bouncing back from solid substances. He sighed
very humanly. “The sky reminds me of my home.” Kirtn looked overhead where muddy orange sky seethed, nearly
opaque. “Where is your home?” he asked, responding to the tenor of longing in
the snake’s soft Bre’n whistle. “Out there.” Fssa sighed again, “Somewhere.” “How did you get to Loo?” “My people were brought here long, long ago. We’re the
Fssireeme—Communicators.” He fluted sad laughter. “We’re debris of the Twelfth
Expansion. I think that’s the Makatxoy Cycle in Universal. In Senyas, it would
translate as the Machinists Cycle.” “Do you mean that you’re a machine?” asked Kirtn, whistling
loudly in surprise. Fssa did not answer. Rheba murmured sleepily, then became quiet again. Even after
Loo’s long night, her body was still trying to make up for the demands that had
been made on it since the Black Whole. Kirtn watched her. He was careful to
make no sound until he was sure that she was asleep again. He wished he could
teach her how to restore herself with energy stolen from the sun, but he did
not know how, only that it was possible. He did know that it required complex,
subcellular adjustments. It was much more demanding—and dangerous—than merely
channeling energy. Only the most advanced fire dancers could weave light into
food. Quasi-metallic scales rustled musically. Kirtn looked up as
Fssa scanned a quadrant for sound. Dawn rippled over the unorthodox snake, making
him glitter like a gem sculpture. “You’re beautiful, snake,” whispered the Bre’n. “Machine or
not, you’re beautiful. Thank you for guarding our sleep.” Fssa changed shape again with a subdued sparkle of metal
colors. “I’m not a machine. Not quite. My people evolved on a huge gas planet—a
failed star called Ssimmi. Its gravity was much heavier than Loo’s. The
atmosphere was thick. It was wonderful, a rich soup of heat and life that
transmitted the least quiver of sound ...” His tone was wistful. “Not like this
thin, cold, pale world. At least, that’s what my guardian told me at my
imprinting. I’ve only been to Ssimmi in my dreams.” Kirtn waited, curious, but afraid to offend the sensitive snake
by asking questions. Fssa, however, was not reluctant to talk about his home
and history. It had been a long time since anyone had listened. “Am I keeping you awake?” asked Fssa. Kirtn smiled and stretched. “No. Tell me more about your
home.” “It’s uncivilized, even by the Yhelle Equality’s standards.
We aren’t builders. We’re ... we just live, I guess. If we’re lucky. There are
lots of predators. My people became illusionists in order to survive at all.” “Illusionists? But you’re blind!” “You see better than you hear, don’t you?” asked Fssa. “Yes. Much better.” “I thought so. Most of the Fourth People are like that We
Fssireeme use sound the way you use light. Our illusions are aural. They’re the
only kind that matter on Ssimmi. Light and heatwaves are useless in our soupy atmosphere.
The predators are blind.” “They hunt with soundwaves, like sonar?” “Sort of. It’s more complicated though. They use different
wavelengths to find different things. Whenever we hear a predator coming, we
send out sound constructs that make the predator believe we’re its own mate. If
we’re good enough, we eat its warmth. If not, we get eaten. Life on Ssimmi is
very ... simple.” “If you weren’t builders, how did you get off the planet?” “By the time the Twelfth Expansion found Ssimmi, we were
galactic-class mimics with just enough brains to realize that we couldn’t fool
the invaders. They had hands, and machines, and legs.” Fssa was
silent for a long moment “When they finished sorting out our genes, we were intelligent,
organic translators. Less bulky and far more efficient than the boxes they had
before or the bodies we had used originally. We aren’t machines, Kirtn, but
they used us as if we were.” “A lot of races have been enslaved and genetically
modified,” be whistled gently. “Most of them outlived—and outshone—their conquerors.” “Yessss.” Scales rubbed musically over each other. “It happened
so long ago that it hardly matters now. Only one thing matters. I want to swim
the skies of Ssimmi before I die.” Kirtn’s body tensed in response to the longing carried by
the snake’s Bre’n whistle. “I understand,” whistled Kirtn in return. “I’d give
my life to see my planet blue and silver again.” “Maybe we’ll both get our wish,” whistled Fssa, misunderstanding
Kirtn’s meaning. “I won’t,” said the Bre’n, speaking unemotional Senyas.
“Deva is a scorched rock orbiting a voracious sun.” Fssa’s whistle was like a cry of pain. “I’m sorry!” “It’s in the past,” Kirtn said, his voice flat, almost brutal,
“But if we escape Loo, I’ll take you to Ssimmi. I promise you that, Fssa. Everyone
should have a home to go back to.” “Thank you,” softly, “but I don’t know where Ssimmi is.” “How long ago did you leave?” “My people left thousands and thousands of years ago. But
that doesn’t change our dream of swimming Ssimmi’s skies. We have perfect
memories, perfectly passed on. Guardians imprint the history of the race on
their child. Their memories are ours, right back to the first guardian to leave
the gene labs wrapped around the wrist of an Expansionist trader. Before that ...”
Scales rustled as the snake shifted. “Before that there is only the Long Memory
... swimming the ocean skies of Ssimmi.” Suddenly the snake seemed to explode. Quills and vanes
fanned out from his long body, combing the air for sound waves. Kirtn froze,
trying not to breathe or make any movement that would distract the snake. “New slaves,” sighed Fssa after a moment. “How can you tell?” The rhythm of their walk is erratic, as though they’re tired
or injured.” “Probably both.” “Yes.” Fssa sparkled, showing a sudden increase in copper color as
he switched the angle of his attention back toward the well. Faintly, Kirtn
heard the sounds of high, shrill voices coming from a nearby grove of trees.
There were many such groves within the sanctuary. He remembered seeing a family
there at dusk, three adults and five children. He had wondered how the adults had
managed to bring such young children unharmed into the center of the Fold. In the growing light, children darted in and out of the
grove. They moved with surprising speed, chasing and catching and losing each
other in a bewildering game of tag. Casually, four tackled one. The result was
a squealing, squirming, bruising pile. An adult emerged from the grove, watched
the brawl for a moment, then walked back to the darkness beneath the trees. Fssa laughed sibilantly. Kirtn made an appalled sound. “They’re Gells,” whistled Fssa. “To hurt one, you have to
drop it off a high cliff on a six-gravity planet. Twice.” “That explains how they got this far.” “They lost one adult and three children. The Gell family
unit is usually four and eight.” Kirtn looked at Fssa. The snake seemed unaware of him as he
scanned the heaving pile of Gell children. “Do you know a lot about the Yhelle Equality and its peoples?
Trader Jal didn’t have time to tell us much before he dumped us in the Fold.” “Whatever my guardians back to the Twelfth Expansion labs
knew, I know, plus whatever I’ve experienced since my guardian died, I’ve been
in the Fold for a long time, but I haven’t learned much. It’s so cold. I
dreamed most of the time. If people came too near, I frightened them off with
my Darkzoi sounds.” The snake’s coppery quills shivered and turned to gold as
he faced away from the Gell children and shifted his attention to the sanctuary’s
perimeter again. “We didn’t learn much from our owners. They thought of us as
machines. Machines don’t need to be educated, much less entertained. We dreamed
a lot, the slow dreams of hibernation. And we went crazy from time to time.”
The quills stretched and thinned, fanning out with a rich metallic glitter. “So
I don’t know much and I talk too much. It’s been very lonely.” “You don’t talk too much, snake. And you’re beautiful.” Fssa whistled with pleasure, but the sound was lost in the angry
shrieks of Gell children. One of them had tripped over a rock and was digging
it out of the dirt with the obvious intention of smashing the rock to pieces.
The rock was head-sized and irregular, almost spiky. Where dirt had been dug
away, the rock glinted with pure, primary colors. The sudden display of color
caught the rest of the children. Immediately, each child was determined to own
the rock. They began to fight in earnest under the indulgent eyes of an adult. Fssa’s sharp whistle called Kirtn’s attention back to the
area beyond the curving blue lines dividing safe from unsafe territory. The whistle
woke Rheba. Slowly she sat up, stretching and scratching the new lines on her
lower arms, looking at the new slaves in the distance. There were seven people, three furred, four unfurred. All of
them walked slowly although at that distance Rheba could not see any injuries.
All of the people were of medium height with compact, sinewy bodies. Despite
their labored steps, there was a suggestion of muscular suppleness in each
person’s body. “Do you know their race?” asked Kirtn. Fssa did not answer. His whole body shifted and seethed with
his efforts to scan the sounds and shapes of the new people. Kirtn looked back
at the group. They were at least five minutes away from sanctuary. As he
watched, one of the furred ones staggered and fell. Kirtn started forward, only to be stopped by Fssa’s urgent
warning. “No! Look!” From the bushes just beyond the lines, figures began to
emerge. There were three, then five, then nine, ill-assorted races like those
Kirtn and Rheba had met near the trap of the First People. The nine made no
move to attack. They simply watched the new slaves limp toward safety,
supporting the woman who had fallen. Behind Kirtn, coming closer, the shrill anger of Gellean children
drowned whatever sounds anyone else might have made, frustrating Fssa’s
attempts to scan the two groups. Kirtn made an impatient noise. He felt Rheba’s
hand on his arm, lightly restraining. “Some cultures are violently insulted by interference, even
when it’s well meant,” she said, watching the new slaves slowly approach. “And
they’re not badly overmatched.” “And there aren’t any children at stake?” asked Kirtn, his
voice Lighter than the expression on his face. He understood the implication
beneath her words, but he did not like—to preserve his safety at the expense of
others. Tension narrowed his eyes until they were almost invisible in his gold
Bre’n mask. “I don’t like it any better than you do ... but, yes, there
aren’t any children in danger.” Yet even as she spoke, her hair began to whisper with gathering
energy. Tiny sparks leaped where her hand rested on Kirtn’s arm, but she did
not notice. He did, and was frightened that she did not. “No!” he whistled sharply. “You’re not recovered from yesterday.
Your control is gone.” She withdrew her hand and said nothing. Her hair moved disturbingly.
She lost almost as much energy as she gathered. She could accomplish nothing at
this distance. If she crossed the lines she would be doing well to defend
herself, much less others. Seven people limped closer, as though drawn by the shrill
cries of Gellean children. The nine slaves who had slunk out of the bushes
shifted restlessly, but waited for the new slaves to come to them. The clearing,” said Kirtn angrily. “They’re waiting in the
clearing so that none of the new slaves will be able to run away and hide.” Fssa writhed. Quills were replaced by a light-shot,
steel-colored dish that was trained on the approaching slaves. He made a
whistle of frustration when one of the ambushers moved, unknowingly coming
between him and his targets. Kirtn snatched the snake off its knee-high boulder
and held him high. Instantly the dish shifted its angle downward. Adult Gellean voices joined the angry children’s shrieks.
The fighting children simply screamed louder. Obviously the fight was getting
out of hand. Children snatched at the coveted rock, hot no one child managed to
hang on to it for more than a few seconds. The screams subsided as children
saved their breath for chasing whoever managed to grab the colorful trophy. Into the relative silence came the rough voice of one of the
men who was waiting. It took a moment for Rheba to realize that it was Fssa’s
translation, rather than the man himself, that she was hearing. “—told you they were J/taals,” he said in Universal. “The
men are smoothies and the women are furries. Wonder if they’re furry on the
inside, too.” “We’ll find out soon enough,” said a short man. Then, nervously.
“But if they’re J/taals, where are their damn clepts?” “What?” “Their war dogs.” “Oh. Dead, I guess.” Dryly. “This planet is hard on the new
ones.” “Nothing’s that hard. Clepts are mean.” The tall man turned to the short one, “Do you see any
clepts?” “No.” “Then there aren’t any.” “You sure the J/taals aren’t employed?” asked the short man. “If they were employed, they sure as sunrise wouldn’t be in
the Fold, stupid. Nobody takes them alive if they’re employed. But if they
aren’t,” he laughed, “they can’t fight at all.” The seven J/taals kept on walking toward the promised sanctuary
beyond the blue lines as though no one stood between them and their goal. If
they understood Universal, they gave no sign of it. “What do they mean about not fighting?” whispered Rheba. “I don’t know,” said Kirtn softly. “It doesn’t make sense.” They watched the J/taals reform into a wedge-shaped group
with the injured woman in the center. After a moment, they began a ragged run toward
the blue lines of sanctuary. “Watch it!” yelled the tall man. “They’re trying to run
through. Grab them! Once you lay a hand on them, they can’t—” Enraged shrieks from Gellean children overrode Fssa’s translation. The J/taals rushed their ambushers, only to be peeled away
from the protective wedge formation one by one. Once caught, they did not
fight, no matter what their captors did to them. Ambushers who had been bruised
in the first rush began methodically beating captives into unconsciousness. No
J/taal retaliated. When two men dragged a furry shape down to the ground and began
mauling her, hoarse sounds, from her friends were the only response. Kirtn and Rheba watched in stunned disbelief. The J/taals
were tired, injured, yet obviously strong. Why didn’t they fight? Another J/taal woman was tripped and dragged to the ground.
The few J/taals still conscious screamed in frustration and anguish at what was
happening to their women ... and did nothing. A Gellean child streaked past Kirtn, holding a bright rock
in her arms. She turned and called insults over her shoulder, goading her
slower siblings. They howled after her in a ragged pack. The adults curled
their way through the children, yelling at the fleet girl. She looked back over
her shoulder again—and ran right over the blue lines of sanctuary. Within
seconds, she was grabbed by a scavenger slave. Tenuous lightning flared from Rheba’s hands, but the
distance was too great for a tired fire dancer. “The child!” she screamed.
“Save the child!” IXReflexively, Fssa translated Rheba’s cry into a form the
J/taals could respond to. The result was incredible. Only one J/taal was still
conscious, but it was enough. She killed her rapists with two blows, then
leaped to her feet, moving so quickly among the scavenger slaves that she was
more blur than fixed reality. Within moments the nine attackers were dead. The Gellean
child, frightened by the J/taal’s ferocity, dropped the multicolored stone and
fled back across the lines to the sanctuary of the well. The J/taal woman
watched until the child reached its own kind, then she turned to face Rheba. As
the J/taal spoke, Fssa translated. “She asks if you believe the child to be safe now.” “Tell her yes.” The woman spoke again. Again, the snake translated so
quickly that his voice came to Rheba like a split-instant echo overlaying the
J/taal’s hoarse voice. Very quickly, Rheba forgot that her words were being
translated, as were the J/taal’s words. Fssa was like having one of the fabled
Zaarain translators implanted in her skull. “May I have your permission to check on the other J/taal
units and call in the clepts?” asked the woman. “My permission—” Rheba turned toward Fssa. “Do you know what
she’s talking about?” “They are J/taals. Mercenaries. You hired them.” “I—what?” Then, before Fssa could whistle a note, she turned
back to the J/taal, “Do what you can for your friends. If they need more than
food, water and warmth, I’m afraid we can’t help you.” She returned her
attention to Fssa. “All right, snake. Explain.” Fssa smoothed out his body until he shimmered metallic gold
and white. Among Fssireeme, it was considered a shape of great beauty. Rheba
waited, sensing that the snake was uncomfortable with something he had done. “When you called out for someone to help the child,” Fssa
whistled in seductive Bre’n, “I ... ah ... phrased your request in such a way
as to hire the J/taals. They can’t fight unless they’re employed, and they were
the only ones close enough to save the child. Do you understand? The J/taal’s
have to be employed, even to defend themselves. It’s built into their genes the
way translation is built into mine.” “And the need to have and protect children is built into
mine,” sighed Rheba. “Yes, snake. I understand.” She closed her eyes and saw
again the lethal efficiency of the J/taal woman. “Mercenaries. But I can’t pay
them. I’m a slave.” Fssa rippled in the Fssireeme equivalent of a blush, “Well,
yes. Of course. Money isn’t any good to slaves anyway.” She began to understand. “Snake, what did you promise the
J/taals?” “Freedom. A ride home.” Rheba said several things that Fssa would have blushed black
to translate. He began to shrink in upon himself until he was as small as he
had been when she plucked him out of hiding in the thicket. There was silence.
Then she spoke again in a voice that trembled with the strain of being reasonable.
“I can’t give them freedom.” The snake’s whistle was soft and very sweet, begging understanding
and patience. “The J/taal woman knows that. I merely told her that if we and
they survived the Fold, and found a way to be free, you would take them home if
we could steal back your ship.” “Oh.” She cleared her throat. “Well, of course. Ask if she
needs help with her friends.” Fssa whipped into a shape that allowed him to speak J/taal.
The woman looked up. She bowed her head toward Rheba and spoke in a low voice,
“I thank the First and Last God for your kindness; My units would have been honored
to die at your hands. Few J/taaleri—employers—are so kind. But it won’t be necessary
for you to bruise your hands on J/taal flesh. I’ve freed those who could not
heal or kill themselves.” “You’ve killed—by the Inmost Fire—snake, stop translating
my words!” Fssa fell silent. Rheba watched as the woman caressed the
face of a fallen male, stroked the dark fur of an unmoving female, and knelt by
another male. Her hands moved slowly, touching his face as though to memorize
it with her fingertips. With an obvious effort, she looked away from the dead
man and forced herself to her feet. Her black fur was dull with blood and dirt.
She swayed, then caught herself. “With your permission, J/taaleri, I’ll guard the living
units until they can guard themselves again.” Rheba looked toward Fssa. The snake’s bright sensors watched
her. “I don’t want to say anything that will harm the living J/taals,” she
said. “Would it be all right to offer to move the wounded inside the sanctuary?” “Yes! Scavengers are gathering, both human and animal. Tell
her to call in her clepts. Now that she’s employed, she can use the war dogs.
And tell her to hurry!” “You tell her. You’re the Fssireeme.” Fssa relayed a babble of hoarse sound. Immediately the woman
sent out a ululation so high it made Rheba’s head ache. The sound pulsed and
swooped, then soared to an imperative that could shatter steel. Suddenly, Fssa
began undergoing an astonishing metamorphosis. When he was finished, a number
of bizarre listening devices were centered on the ground between himself and
the J/taals. She stared, but saw nothing except the sparkling rock that had
nearly cost a child’s life. Uneasily, Kirtn watched the bushes and trees surrounding the
clearing where scavenger slaves had faced J/taals. Although he lacked the
snake’s ultrasensitive hearing, the Bre’n sensed that there were unseen people
in the brush, as well as animals gathering courage, waiting for an unguarded moment. “I’m going to help her bring them in,” he said suddenly.
“She may be death on two feet, but she’s nearly dead herself right now. She
can’t hold off another attack.” As he crossed the sanctuary lines, the agonizing clept call
stopped, much to Rheba’s relief. She rubbed her aching head and started after
Kirtn. “Woman,” said a voice suddenly. “You’ve helped us. How may
we help you?” The speaker’s Universal was harsh, but understandable. Rheba turned and saw one of the Gellean men standing at a
polite—safe—distance. “It was a small thing,” she said quickly, wanting to go
with Kirtn. “I don’t need repayment.” “Wait!” The man’s face changed in obvious distress. He
seemed to be struggling with words he could not speak. Fssa began whistling urgently
in Bre’n. “Unless you want a Gellean child, you’d better let him repay
you.” “What?” “It’s the Gellean way. You saved the child. If they can’t
help you, they forfeit the child.” “Ice and ashes!” swore Rheba, turning to look at Kirtn,
farther away now, halfway to the fallen J/taals, “Tell him to help Kirtn bring
in the wounded J/taals. And make sure the J/taal woman knows they’re trying to
help!” Fssa spoke quickly to the man in his own language. He bowed
deeply and smiled. Another adult Gellean joined him, moving with a speed that
would have impressed Rheba if she had not seen a J/taal woman in action. Very
quickly, the four unconscious J/taals were transferred to the sanctuary. Rheba
turned to thank the Gelleans, then thought better of it. “Fssa,” she said in Senyas, the language of precision. “Tell
the Gelleans whatever is polite, but don’t make or break any bargains. Can you
manage that?” The snake hissed to himself for a moment, confused. “Is
there anything wrong with a simple thank you?” “How would I know? You’re the Gellean expert.” “I only know what everyone knows about Gelleans,” whistled
Fssa with overtones of exasperation. “Snake—just don’t make any bargains that you, personally,
can’t keep!” Whatever Fssa said seemed to satisfy both Gelleans. They
bowed again and returned quickly to their grove. “In the future,” she said to Fssa, “when you interpret for
me, don’t say anything I didn’t say first, and don’t let me say anything that
will get us in trouble. Understand?” Fssa’s hide darkened until it was almost black. “Yes.” “How are they?” asked Rheba as Kirtn walked up to her. “Bruised. Broken bones. Knife and energy-gun wounds partly
healed. They’re tough people. Their flesh is as dense as Fssa’s. One of the men
is conscious. She’s working on him now.” He turned and watched the J/taal admiringly.
“If they hadn’t been badly wounded to start with, those scavengers would have
had to work all day to beat them to death.” Rheba watched the black-furred J/taal as she checked on her
companions. She raced with vision-blurring speed to the white fountain, drank,
then raced back. She bent over one of the men and began patiently dripping
water from her mouth into his. “Can we help her?” asked Rheba. “She was uneasy when I touched them,” answered Kirtn. She watched for a moment longer. “The bodies,” she said to
Fssa. “Should we just leave them there?” “J/taals always leave the dead where they fall. They burn
their dead when they can.” The snake rippled with metallic colors. “They can’t,
here. They won the battle, but there’s no fire.” She looked at the woman tending her comrades, then back at
the bodies. “Do they put much value on the burning?” “Yes. If J/taals aren’t moved after death and if their
bodies are burned, they’ll be reborn. Otherwise, they’re lost in eternity.” Whether or not the J/taals’ beliefs were accurate, they determined
how the survivors felt about their dead and about themselves. Kirtn glanced at
Rheba. She tipped her head in agreement. He began gathering fragments of wood
and dried leaves. When he started across the lines toward the bodies. Fssa
shrilled suddenly. “Scavengers! It’s not safe! Once you’re beyond the lines the
Fold won’t protect you!” When Kirtn ignored him, the snake turned to Rheba.
“Stop him! It’s insane!” “The J/taal woman saved a child. That was more than we could
do on Deva ... or Loo. We’re akhenet, snake. Children are our Inmost Fire.” Fssa hissed in confusion, then turned toward the J/taal.
Hoarse words poured out of him. Instantly the woman abandoned her comrades and
went beyond the lines to protect Kirtn while he scrounged for inflammable debris.
Rheba stayed within the lines, gathering strength until the last moment Her
hair whipped and sparked erratically. Slowly, she brought herself under
control. By the time the bodies had symbolic pyres built on them, she was
ready. She walked over the lines, seeing nothing but the pyres.
They were barely adequate for her purpose, but it would be easier to begin with
them than with flesh. Once started, the flames could be guided within the
bodies until they were no more than ashes lifting in the Fold’s fitful wind. When the air around her began to shimmer, Kirtn stepped into
position behind her. His hands went to her shoulders, long fingers spread to
touch points of greatest energy flow. Beneath the level of her consciousness,
Bre’n savagery flowed, coiling around fire dancer’s desire. The pyres exploded into white flame. Rheba did not see it
She sensed only the incandescent wine of energy flowing molten in her mind,
becoming lightning in her veins. She felt the eager flammability of wood, the
tiny bright flashes of fur evaporating into fire, the slow deep surge of heat
as the bodies sought to become ash. She guided the forces, holding them beneath the threshold of
fire until bone and sinew alike were ready to ignite. It was a complex shaping
of energies, but all fire dancers learned it. It was their duty to see that the
dead envelope of human flesh received a fitting transformation. Few fire
dancers enjoyed performing the ritual; but all learned how in their fifteenth
year. She let the fire go. The bodies vaporized in a white flash that left no odor and
very few ashes. The J/taal fell to her knees, her hands over her blinded eyes.
She made small sounds Fssa translated as joy. “Tell her,” Rheba said in a ragged voice, “tell her I’m
sorry I had to use the pyres as a crutch. It’s the first time I’ve ever had to
burn my own dead.” In that, at least, Deva’s sun had not failed its children.
It was small comfort, but she dung to it all the more for its scarcity. As Kirtn guided Rheba and the J/taal back inside the lines,
eerie, harmonic howls issued out of the bushes. Waist-high, muscular, lean,
three clepts converged on the scorched ground where their masters had died. The
J/taal ululated briefly. The silver-eyed, tiger-striped reptiloids loped over
the sanctuary lines to the woman’s side. She gestured blindly toward Rheba. “Hold still,” said Fssa urgently. “It’s all right, but don’t
move.” The clepts licked, sniffed and very gently tasted their way
across Rheba’s and Kirtn’s bodies. When the J/taal was satisfied that the new
scents were indelibly imprinted on the clepts, she made a low sound. The
animals fanned outward, ranging nearby in restless circles that had the
J/taaleri as its center. “We’ll be safe tonight,” said Kirtn, noting the reptiloids’
soft-footed, deadly strength. “I’m not going to wait that long to sleep.” Without another word, she curled up on the ground and went
into the profound restorative unconsciousness all akhenets learned. Despite the
clepts, Kirtn sat protectively beside her, watching her with luminous gold
eyes. From time to time he touched her lips lightly, waited, then withdrew, reassured
by the warmth of her breath on his fingertips. After a long time he lay beside her, one finger resting lightly
on her neck, counting her pulse as though it were his own. No impatience showed
on his face; exhausted akhenets had been known to sleep for five days at a
time. XIt was less than a day before Rheba awoke with a headache
that made her grind her teeth. She scratched her arms furiously. The
quasi-metal lines of power still itched as her body accommodated itself to the
new tissue. Pain stabbed at her temples, then subsided. “How are you feeling?” asked Kirtn. “Should have slept longer. Headache.” She stifled a groan
and grabbed her forehead. “Mine aches too,” he said. She winced. “Disease?” Her voice was ragged, fearful. “The J/taal has a headache, but it could have come from the
beating she took.” He rolled his head on his powerful neck, loosening muscles
that were tensed against pain. “No fever, though, and no nausea.” She muttered something about small blessings. She looked
around very slowly, for quick moves brought blinding knives of pairs. The
clepts lay at equidistant points of a circle with her at its center. The
J/taals appeared to be sleeping. Fssa was nowhere in sight. “Where’s our magic snake?” she asked, looking around again. “Over there. At the lines.” She looked beyond Kirtn’s long finger. At first she could
not see Fssa. Then she realized that what looked like a bizarre fungus was
actually the snake. “What’s he doing? Is that his sleeping shape? Is he sick?” “He’s not sick, not even a headache. Of course,” dryly,
“that could be because he doesn’t have a head to ache at the moment.” She stared. Fssa altered shape abruptly. A quiver went
through one part of his body. She closed her eyes and knuckled her temples. The
pain intensified, then subsided. From behind her came a low groan. The J/taal woman was
waking up. Rheba turned to ask how the J/taal felt, then realized that conversation
was impossible without the snake. “Fssa,” she called through clenched teeth. “Fssa!” The Fssireeme whistled to her without visibly changing form.
Whistles were the simplest mode of communication for the snake. “I need you,” she called. “The J/taals are waking up.” Then,
hands yanking at her hair, “By the Last Flame, my head is killing me!” Kirtn, his lips flattened across his teeth in a silent
snarl, said nothing. He closed his eyes and listened to J/taal groans. Gradually,
agony subsided to a dull ache, like that of nerves that have been overstressed.
Fssa slithered up with a cheerful greeting. Kirtn managed not to strangle the
snake. Rheba’s fingers twitched, but she, too, restrained herself. “Ask the J/taals if they need anything. We’ll bring water if
they’ll accept it from our mouths,” she said hoarsely. Fssa flexed into his J/taal speech mode. As the answer came,
he simultaneously translated for Rheba. His skill made it easy for his audience
to forget that there was a translator at work. The J/taal female bowed to Rheba, hands open and relaxed,
eyes closed, utterly at the mercy of her J/taaleri. “Thank you. As soon as they
all wake, we’ll complete the tkleet.” “Tkleet?” said Rheba. “The employment ritual,” murmured Fssa in Senyas. Rheba looked at the snake as a way of telling him that what
she said was for him only, not to be translated, “What’s going on?” “I don’t know. I’m merely a translator, remember?” “You’re an insubordinate echo,” snapped Rheba. “Is that unbeautiful?” whistled Fssa mournfully, deflating before
her eyes. She smiled in spite of herself, “No. But what is tkleet?” “I don’t know,” admitted the snake. “Can you find out?” She waited while Fssa and the J/taal exchanged hoarse
noises. “It’s a simple naming ceremony,” said Fssa. “She presents herself
and the other units and then you give them names.” “Don’t they already have names?” A shrug rippled down Fssa’s lithe body. “Most J/taaleris apparently
like to give the units names. It marks the J/taals as their employees.” Rheba grimaced, “That’s too much like slavery. If they don’t
have names, they can choose their own.” She came slowly to her feet, expecting
a resurgence of her shattering headache each time she moved. “Tell her that
we’ll have the ,.. tkleet... after her friends are cared for.” Fssa spoke rapidly, then turned his opalescent sensors back
on Rheba. “Will you need me until then?” “No.” Fssa slithered off in the direction he had come. When he
reached the lines marking the end of sanctuary, he stopped and unfolded into
the same bizarre fungal mode he had previously used. She watched for a moment,
then turned toward the well. As she, Kirtn and the female J/taal carried water to the
injured, their headaches returned. Other than groaning and grinding their
teeth, there was little to be done. Movement seemed to set off the pains, but
the wounded J/taals needed water. Finally, the J/taals could drink no more.
Kirtn gently checked their injuries. They were healing with remarkable speed.
Where bones had been broken, the swellings were gone and the bruises had faded
to smears of indeterminate color concealed by dark fur or skin. “At this rate, they’ll be on their feet by sunset.” “At this rate,” Rheba said, teeth clenched, “I’ll be dead by
sunset.” He almost smiled. “No you won’t You’ll just wish you were.” “I was afraid you’d say that.” The pains stopped, then came with redoubled force. She cried
out involuntarily. So did Kirtn and the J/taals. The clepts howled. Paralyzed
by pain, she clung to the Bre’n. The agony stopped, leaving her sweaty and
limp. “What’s wrong with us?” she cried. Kirtn held her, stroking her hair. Though he was affected by
the pains, he was much less susceptible than she was. “I don’t know. It’s no disease,
though. We felt it at the same time. So did the J/taals and clepts.” “Is it Loo torture? I thought we were supposed to be safe inside
the circles.” “I don’t know.” Kirtn gathered her against his body as
though be could shield her from whatever caused pain. “Maybe Fssa knows. He’s been
here a long time.” He covered her ears and whistled a Bre’n imperative. Fssa answered after a long pause. Overtones of reluctance
were clear in the snake’s Bre’n whistle. Whatever he was doing, he preferred
not to be disturbed. “Then stay there, you cherf,” muttered Rheba, counting each
heartbeat like a knife turning behind her eyes. Kirtn, however, did not give up. “Listen to me, snake. We’re
all in pain, even the clepts. It’s not a disease. Have you ever heard of the
Loos torturing their Fold slaves by giving them mind-splitting headaches?” Fssa wavered, then folded in upon himself until he was in his
ground-traveling mode. He undulated over to Rheba and turned his sensors on
her. “Torture? Is it that bad?” “Yes!” Slowly, she uncurled her arms, clenched around
Kirtn’s neck in a hold that would have been too painful for a Senyas to bear.
“It comes and goes.” She winced, rubbing her temples with hands that shook.
‘Even when it goes, it aches. I feel as if an army of cherfs were using my
brain for slap ball.” Fssa cocked his head from side to side, bringing the opalescent
pits to bear on her from various angles. Then he began a startling series of
changes. He moved so rapidly that he resembled a computer display showing all
possible variations on the theme of Fssireeme. “If there’s an energy source
pointed in your direction, I can’t sense it,” he said at last. “And if I can’t
sense it, either it doesn’t exist or it isn’t turned on now.” “Stay here and keep listening,” said Kirtn. Fssa whistled mournfully. The Bre’n’s whistle was shrill, a sound crackling with impatience.
“The fire dancer hurts,” he said, as though that ended all possibility of argument.
And for him, it did. “So do the rest of you,” she said. “So does it,” whistled Fssa softly, “I think.” “It? What are you talking about?” asked Kirtn. “The rock.” “The rock,” repeated Kirtn, looking around quickly. There
were rocks of all sizes and shapes nearby. “Which rock?” Fssa whipped out a pointing quill. “That one,” he whistled,
indicating the rock the Gellean children had fought over. “Is it one of the First People?” asked Rheba, pulling
herself up to look over Kirtn’s shoulder. Fssa hesitated. “It could be, but ...” His body rippled with
metallic highlights as he shifted into a half-fungus position, “It just doesn’t
feel like one of them. Yet it feels as if it’s alive. It’s distressed. I
keep getting images of pieces of it being torn off and ground to colored dust.”
His sensors turned back to Rheba. His Bre’n whistle was both wistful and
seductive, pleading with her emotions. “Could you save it, fire dancer? It’s
not a child—at least I don’t think it is—but it feels alive.” Kirtn smiled as Rheba muttered about magic snakes and menageries.
She sighed. “Tell the J/taal to send the clepts to guard Kirtn while he picks
up the damn rock.” Fssa, who had listened to the J/taal speak to her clepts,
went directly to the animals. He galvanized them with a curdling ululation.
They formed a moving guard around Kirtn as he went toward the rock. The
instant he crossed out of sanctuary, the bushes began to rustle. As he bent
down to pick up the rock, three men rushed out. A clept leaped forward in a
blur of speed. Fangs flashed. One man fell, another screamed. All retreated to
the concealing brush. The clepts watched, but did not follow; they had been
told to guard, not to attack. Holding the rock, Kirtn watched the wounded scavenger crawl
back under cover. The closest clept turned and regarded Kirtn with oblong silver
eyes. Blood shone against its pale muzzle. It resumed its guard position at a
point equidistant from the other clepts. “Glad you’re with me,” muttered the Bre’n. “I’d hate to be
against you.” He looked at the rock in his hands. It was a grubby specimen,
unprepossessing but for an occasional flash of pure color. “Alive or not, you
could use a scrub.” Light winked across the few crystals that were not obscured
by dirt. “Was that yes or no?” Sun glittered across the stone as he turned it. “A definite maybe,” he said. ‘To the well with you. The
white side, of course. Even though you aren’t furry, I doubt if the Loos would
like you bathing at their precious blue well.” Ignoring the waiting people, Kirtn went to the well, grabbed
a handful of twigs for a scrubber, and went to work on the stone. Mud fell away
in sticky clots. When he was finished, he whistled with surprise and delight.
The stone was an odd crystal formation that contained every color in the
visible spectrum. Rheba, who had walked up halfway through the stone’s bath,
was equally impressed. Fssa, dangling around her neck, was not. “It’s beautiful!” she exclaimed. “Like a rainbow, only much
more concentrated.” “As useless as a rainbow, too,” whistled Fssa, using a minor
key that was as irritating as steel scraped over slate. “It was your idea to rescue this bauble,” pointed out Kirtn.
“So keep your many mouths shut.” “Fssireeme don’t have mouths,” Fssa snapped. “And it doesn’t
look as pretty as a rainbow.” Kirtn laughed. “You’re jealous.” “Of your mouth?” whistled Fssa indignantly. “No. Of the stone’s beauty.” The snake subsided. He slid down Rheba’s arm, dangled from
her wrist and dropped onto the ground. “You’re beautiful,” whistled the Bre’n, squatting down
beside the snake and balancing the stone on his leg. Light rippled and gleamed across Fssa’s body. Colors seemed
to swirl into the sensors that were trained on Kirtn, “That’s the third time
you’ve told me that today. Our bargain was only for twice.” Fingertips traced the snake’s delicate head scales. “You’re
beautiful more than twice a day.” Fssa quivered. A superb Bre’n trill filled the air with
color. Rheba sat on her heels next to Kirtn and watched Fssa. “You really were jealous, weren’t you?” she asked. “It’s not easy to give up being beautiful.” Fssa’s whistle
was mournful but resigned. “More than one thing at a time can be beautiful. Rainbow’s
beauty doesn’t subtract from yours.” “Rainbow? Oh, the rock.” Fssa sighed. “You’re right, I suppose.
And I wouldn’t have left it out there even if I’d known how pretty it was. It
was frightened. At least I think it was. Maybe,” he continued hopefully, “maybe
it isn’t alive after all.” He assumed his fungus shape. After a few moments he rippled,
then quivered violently. Instantly, Rheba cried out in pain. Agony sliced
through her brain in great sweeping arcs that threatened to blind her. “Stop!” screamed Rheba. When Fssa seemed not
to hear, she lashed out with her hand, knocking him off balance. “Stop it!” Abruptly the agony ended. She slumped to the ground, dazed
by the absence of pain. Fssa’s sensors went from one to the other of his
friends. “What’s wrong?. I wasn’t doing—I didn’t mean—are you all right?” Kirtn answered the urgent whistle with a reassuring touch.
“Whatever you were doing to scan that rock was causing us a lot of pain.” “I?” whistled the snake. “After my first question, I didn’t
focus a single sound wave. I was only listening.” Then, “Oh. Of course. It’s
alive after all. Rainbow. A very difficult frequency, though. Complex and multileveled,
with resonances that... I wonder ...” Fssa snapped into his fungus shape, only thinner this time,
and more curved. Slow ripples swept through his body. Rheba screamed as Rainbow
answered. The fungus collapsed into a chagrined Fssireeme. “I’m sorry, but I had to be sure. Rainbow is alive. I still
don’t think it’s a First People, but I can’t be sure until I learn its language.
Now that I’m collecting its full range, things should go more quickly.” “No,” she said raggedly. “I don’t care if that’s the First
People’s Flawless Crystal in person. Every tune it talks my brain turns to
fire. Keep it quiet or I’ll—oh!” She grabbed her head. “To think
I called it pretty! Shut it up, snake. Shut it up!” The fire in her mind slowly burned out. She opened her eyes
and stared warily at the rock. Luminous colors flashed from every crystal
spire. Pure light pooled in hollows and scintillated from crystal peaks. The
crystals were lucent, absolutely flawless. Rainbow was a crown fit for a
Zaarain god. She groaned and wished she had never seen it. XI“All right,” Rheba said, looking around at Kirtn and the
J/taals. “You’ve had several days to think about it. Now, how do we get out of
here?” Fssa translated her words like a musical echo, leaving out
only the undertone of strain that was the legacy of Rainbow’s bizarre
frequencies. This was the first day she had felt able to string together two
coherent thoughts, much less plan an escape from the Loo-chim Fold. The snake
did his translations from his favorite place, hidden in her long hair, revealing
only enough of himself to speak. As J/taal required little more than a flexible
orifice, a pseudo-tongue, and bellows to pump air, he was hidden but for the
stirring of her hair with each of his “breaths.” The J/taals listened, then turned and looked at the woman
they called M/dere—Strategist. She was the one who had accepted employment in
the name of all the J/taals. Rest, water and food had restored her health, a
fact that was reflected in the vitreous luster of her black fur. Her four
friends were wholly recovered also, and had proved it by spending many hours
doing intricate gymnastics that both toned and relaxed their bodies. M/dere looked at each of the J/taals in turn, silently
gathering information from them. They had a species-specific telepathy that
greatly aided them in then: mercenary work. They used their voices only to communicate
with non-J/taals. As a result, their language was simple and their voices unrefined. “As you asked, we have shared our memories,” She hesitated.
“I’m sorry, J/taaleri. No one has ever escaped from the Fold that we know of.
Not even in legend. Once outside the Fold, some might have escaped from their
slave masters and either hidden themselves in the wild places or managed to get
off planet in a stolen ship. There are at least rumors pointing toward such escapes.” “Fine. Now, how do we get out of the Fold?” asked Kirtn. “Excuse me. M/dur has special information about the Fold,”
She exchanged a long silence with M/dur, the male whom she had nursed with special
care. He was their best fighter; as such, he had the second-strongest vote in
their council. M/dere blinked, revealing eyes as green as aged copper. “Slaves
of potential value are kept in the Fold until they are Adjusted.” “Yes, but how long does that take?” asked Rheba. “It varies with each slave. Adjusted slaves stay within the
sanctuary lines. UnAdjusted slaves stay outside the lines except to eat or
drink.” “But don’t the Loos care which slaves do which?” Fssa translated Rheba’s tangled question with a hiss of reproval
that only she heard. “Loos,” answered M/dere, “don’t care about unAdjusted
slaves.” “Makes sense,” said Kirtn. “If you’re too dumb, mean or stubborn
to survive on Loo terms, they don’t want you as a slave. You’d be more trouble
than you’re worth. UnAdjusted.” M/dur snapped his fingers together, the J/taal way of expressing
agreement. “AH right,” said Rheba. “We’re inside the sanctuary,
healthy, and willing to eat ashes in order to get out of the Fold. In short,
we’re Adjusted. How do we get their attention so they’ll take us out of here?” The J/taals exchanged looks, but M/dere remained silent. No
one had an answer for Rheba. Fssa whistled sweetly in her ear. “In the time I’ve been in
the Fold, I’ve noticed that every thirty-eight days there’s a lot of activity
around the well. The ceiling changes and people come down. Slaves who are
gathered around the well divide into groups. The ceiling comes down again.
People and some slaves leave.” “But how are the slaves who leave chosen?” “I don’t know. I could ask Rainbow. It knows a lot of—” “No!” said Kirtn and Rheba together, not wanting a rebirth
of her debilitating headaches. She added, “I doubt if that rock learned
anything buried in the ground.” Frustration crackled around her in a display of
temper that would have brought a rebuke to a much younger fire dancer than she
was. “Why in the name of the Inmost Fire didn’t Trader Jal teach us something
useful?” “He made it plain that you would have to play more spectacular
fire games if you wanted the Loo-chim to buy you,” said Kirtn, remembering the Loo-chim’s
dismissal of her creation of fire images on their transparent chamber walls. “Fine,” she snapped, “But how will that help you to stay
with me? How will that help the J/taals to stay with us so we can keep our promise
to them? And Fssa? What about him?” One of the clepts snarled chillingly. M/dur looked up and
spotted a small, angular man lurking around the edge of the piece of ground
they had marked off as their camp. The clept snarled again, showing a flash of
blue-white teeth. “Please,” said the man in hurried Universal. “Not to harm
this miserable slave. I’m born of a weak species, no more aggressive than flowers,
not a bit.” M/dur looked at Rheba. The J/taal did not understand Universal,
and Fssa had not been told to translate for the stranger. “What do you want?” said Kirtn, standing up. The man made a low sound of fear as he measured Kirtn’s
size. He turned to Rheba and said pleadingly, “Gentleher, all I want is out of
this kaza-flatching Fold!” Some of the words might be unfamiliar, but the sentiment was
not. Rheba’s lips twitched in a barely controlled smile, “Come away from the
bush. We won’t hurt you.” Then, to Fssa, “Translate for the J/taals, snake.” The man came forward with tiny steps, bowing to her every
other instant until he looked like a stick bobbing in a wild current.
“Gentleher, my name is Yo Kerraton Dapsl. Dapsl, please. So much easier among
friends and I very much want to be your friend,” he said fervently. She looked at the small, sticklike figure moving crabwise
out of the brush—His skin was very dark, more purple than brown, stretched
across bones barely softened by flesh. He stood no higher than her breast,
making even the J/taals’ compact bodies seem tall. His eyes were the color of
white wine, with no pupil. The Fold’s murky light seemed far too bright for
him. It was a miracle that be had survived the trek from the wall to the well. “How did you get this far, Dapsl?” said Kirtn, echoing her
thoughts. Dapsl moved in obvious distress, closing his eyes and bowing
his head. A clept growled. “I—that is—it was—” He ran his hands over his thin
face and frail arms. “It was—I don’t—” “It’s all right, Dapsl,” she said gently. “It must have been
terrible far you, but you survived. You’re safe, now.” Dapsl shuddered so violently that his Fold robe quaked.
“Yes, that’s right,” he said quickly. “I survived, didn’t I? After all, I’m
here so it’s obvious that I survived. Yes. Quite clever. Yes.” Rheba looked at the man, then at Kirtn. “He’s a little mad,
isn’t he?” she asked in Senyas. Two clepts snarled, then howled, watching Dapsl with hungry
silver eyes. He made a frightened sound and began muttering prayers to purple
gods. “Silence the clepts,” said Rheba to M/dere, “He’s about as
threatening as a flower.” M/dur muttered to a clept. Fssa’s acute hearing translated
the comment, but only for Rheba’s ear. “He says that he’s known some pretty
deadly flowers.” “Yes,” said Rheba impatiently, “but what can Dapsl do to us
here?” M/dere and M/dur exchanged a long silence, then he made a
gesture that was the J/taal equivalent of a shrug. She turned toward Rheba.
“Whatever the J/taaleri wishes.” Rheba turned back toward Dapsl, “What do you want from us?” “A simple exchange, gentleher. My information for a place in
your Act.” “I don’t understand.” He smiled, revealing ivory teeth. “I know. Is it a bargain,
then?” Kirtn’s hand moved to her arm, subtly restraining. “He may
be child-sized, and nearly as helpless,” whistled Kirtn, “but he plainly is an
adult of his species. Don’t let your instincts rule you.” She looked into Kirtn’s eyes. The impatient comment she had
been about to make died on her lips. “Mentor, will I ever stop learning from
you?” she whistled in Bre’n. He smiled and stroked her arm beneath the loose Fold robe.
“No one is mentor here. We all learn from each other—or die.” She rubbed her cheek against his shoulder. Dapsl made a
sound that could have been distress or disgust. Kirtn looked up with clear
golden eyes. “Is it a bargain?” repeated Dapsl. “How long have you been in the Fold?” said the Bre’n. “What do you know about the Loo that might help us? Why
can’t you help yourself with all your information? Why do you need us?” An emotion that could have been anger or unhappiness distorted
Dapsl’s thin face. “If I answer all your questions, I won’t have anything to
bargain with, will I?” “If you don’t answer some of our questions, you won’t have
any bargain,” shot back Kirtn. Dapsl hesitated. “My information is good. I’ve been out of
the Fold. I’m back here as ... punishment. But I know what you need to know. I
know how to get out of the Fold!” “As slaves or as free men?” Dapsl’s laugh was shrill. “Slaves, of course. The only free
men who leave here are dead. Didn’t you know5 furry? There’s no escape
from the Fold—except one.” Kirtn grunted. “Keep talking, small man. We want to get out
of the Fold.” “Then you have to be chosen. And to be chosen, you have to
have an Act that is good enough to perform at the Loo-chim Concatenation.” “What does that mean?” “Our bargain.” The voice was prim, inflexible. “I won’t say
more without a bargain.” Kirtn and Dapsl stared at each other. “I could peel the truth from it,” said M/dere calmly, her
eyes as cold as a clept’s. “I could peel it one layer at a tune. That wouldn’t
take long. It’s such a little thing.” Fssa’s translation went no farther than Rheba’s ear. “In
return for information,” she said hastily, “you want to be part of our Act?” “Yes,” said Dapsl eagerly. “It’s my only way out of the
Fold.” She stared at Dapsl, weighing him. She closed her eyes. It
was easier that way. His voice was adult; his body that of a child. Akhenet
instincts were inflexible where children were concerned. “Kirtn?” she whistled.
“Shall I put it to a count?” He whistled a brief note of agreement. “J/taals,” she said. “Count yourselves for and against
Dapsl’s bargain.” The silence was brief. M/dere spoke, but her eyes were on
Dapsl the whole time. “We must have information, J/taaleri. And if he causes
trouble, we can always feed him to the clepts.” Dapsl shuddered, for Fssa had made sure that the translation
carried to the little man. “Kirtn?” she asked. “Yes. We need information.” Fssa whistled a soft affirmative in her ear, a sound both
Bre’n and Fssireeme at once. “Then it’s done,” she said, turning toward the frail,
frightened man. “Your information for a place in our Act—whatever that might
be.” Dapsl sighed and sidled closer to her, trying to stay as far
away as possible from the clepts and the J/taals. As he sat down next to her,
his hand slid up beneath the sleeve of her robe. She flinched away. Instantly
two J/taals closed in. Dapsl squeaked. “Don’t sit so close to her,” said Kirtn. “And don’t touch
her at all unless she invites it. Otherwise, you’ll make them nervous”—he
gestured toward the J/taals—“and me angry. We’re very careful of her, you see.” Dapsl licked his lips and looked at the large hand so close
to his throat. “Yes, of course, she’s something to be careful of, very luxurious,
soft and golden.” He looked up. “But I’m a man, not a furry. Surely she prefers
a man’s touch to—ahhhk!” Kirtn’s huge hand closed around Dapsl’s robe, lifting him up
and then thumping him down on the other side of the Bre’n, away from Rheba. Air
whuffed out of the little man’s lungs. The J/taals’ blue-white smiles flashed
as Kirtn bent over the frightened man. “No,” said Rheba gently. “Let me.” The fire dancer leaned
across Kirtn’s lap until her face was on a level with Dapsl’s. “You’re less attractive
to me than those prowling clepts.” She pointed to Dapsl’s long, intricately
braided cranial hair and his smooth, purple-brown skin. “That no more makes you
human than Kirtn’s beautiful velvet body makes him animal.” Her hand caressed
Bre’n lips, stroked across his muscular shoulders, savored his textures with
obvious pleasure. “Do you understand me, small Dapsl?” “Perversion,” he whispered, swallowing. Her hair seethed. Fire danced on the fingertips that reached
for Dapsl. It was Kirtn who intervened with a clear, derogatory whistle that
made Fssa quiver in admiration. The snake kissed soft laughter beneath her
restless hair. She smiled despite her rage, but her voice was not gentle
when she spoke. “Don’t touch me, Dapsl. Ever. You won’t like what happens. If
you can’t accept that, walk away. Now.” Dapsl’s eyes narrowed to pale horizontal slits. She thought
suddenly of the J/taal’s comments about deadly flowers. Then his eyes relaxed
and it was as though the moment of anger had never been. “I would never touch a female who kaza-flatches,” he said,
his smile not at all pleasant. Fssa refused to translate the little man’s words when she
asked what “kaza-flatch” meant He directed a burst of sound to Kirtn, however,
and his skill was so great that she did not hear kaza-flatch defined. The Bre’n
did, however. His hands flexed with eagerness to be around the small man’s
throat. “Start talking,” snarled the Bre’n, “before you choke on
your information.” Dapsl looked at Kirtn’s hands and began talking in a high,
rapid voice. “All the slaves in the Fold potentially belong to the Loo-chim.
But the Loo-chim won’t take just any slave. You must have an Act that is good
enough to be performed at the Loo-chim Concatenation.” Rheba started to speak. “It will be quicker if you don’t ask questions until I’m finished,”
said Dapsl sharply. “The buyers come to the Fold, review the Acts, and decide
who goes and who stays. Getting out of the Fold is only the first step. Then
you have to compete with all your owner’s other Acts. Only the top three Acts
go to the Concatenation. The rest are broken up and sold to whoever has money
to buy. But once you’ve appeared at the Concatenation, the Act can only be sold
as a unit, and can only be bought by a member of the Loo aristocracy—perhaps
even the Loo-chim itself. It’s a great honor to be owned by the Loo-chim,” he
added, pride clear in his voice. Kirtn muttered something graphic and unflattering in Senyas.
Fssa translated with embellishments until Rheba shook him and told him to
behave. The snake subsided with a flatulent noise directed at Dapsl. “I don’t expect animals to appreciate what I’m saying,”
Dapsl muttered. “Why didn’t Jal send you to the Pit instead of the Fold?” “Jal?” said Kirtn sharply. “How did you know that we were
put here by Trader Jal?” “Why—ah—it’s—” Dapsl squeaked and scuttled away from Kirtn’s
hands. “It’s the talk of the city! Everyone knows that a new gold-masked furry
was brought in and that the male polarity is hoping the animal dies before it
can practice its furry perversions on the female polarity.” He glanced frantically
from clepts to J/taals to Kirtn, then moaned and regretted his birth. “Gentleher,
please! Control your animals!” Rheba’s eyes glowed with unborn firestorms, but all she said
was, “You were speaking of Concatenation, Acts, and aristocracy. Keep talking
on those subjects, small man. If you speak about animals again I’ll burn your
greasy braids off.” “If your Act is good enough to get you out of the Fold, but
not good enough to get into the Concatenation, we’ll be sold to people too poor
to buy machines.” Dapsl moaned softly. “It’s a terrible loss of caste. And
hard, very hard. Even the strongest don’t live long. You’re crippled in one leg
and chained in the other. No escape, no rest.” Re moaned and put his head in
his hands. “No escape, no escape, no ...” Rheba sighed and felt her rage drain away. It was hard to be
mad at-such a pitiful creature. Just because he had the personality of a cherf
with a broken tooth was no reason to frighten him half out of his ugly skin.
“The Act,” she prompted gently. “What makes a good Act?” “Why, displaying your Talent, of course.” Dapsl’s voice was
high, surprised, “You must have a Talent or you would have been sent to the
Pits.” Rheba looked at Kirtn, remembering the female Loo-chim’s
lust. “Is mating in public considered an Act?” she asked dryly. Dapsl smiled eagerly. “Oh, yes. When performed by
ill-matched animals it’s considered a high form of comedy. The Gnigs and the Loradoras,
for example. The female is so huge that the male has to—” Rheba cut him off with a gesture of distaste. “No. That has
nothing to do with our Act,” She frowned and looked at the J/taals. “M/dere,
were you chosen as gladiators?” “I don’t know. When our J/taaleri’s ship was captured, we
fought until he was killed. Then, we were unemployed, and could not fight.” Fssa’s murmur continued even after the I/taal woman had
stopped talking. “If the slaver saw them fight, I’m sure he brought them here
for blood sports.” “Did you fight for the Loo-chim to see?” asked Kirtn. “No. The slaver merely displayed a construct of his capture
of the ship.” “That would be enough,” murmured Fssa. The J/taals did not answer, except to say, “We’ll be gladiators
for you, if you want. You are the J/taaleri, and fighting is our Talent.” “No,” said Rheba quickly. “If the Loo found out that you
were employed by me, they would probably kill all of us. Besides, blood sports
aren’t much better than public mating. I’d rather not have to participate in either.” She
remembered the J/taal’s graceful, swift and intricate exercises. “Gymnasts!
I’ll make fire shapes, Kirtn will sing, and you’ll do a tumbling act.” She
turned toward Dapsl. “Is that the sort of thing the Loo-chim would enjoy?” “Too cluttered. Just you and the big furry would be much better.” “No,” said Kirtn and Rheba together. “All of us,” she continued, “or none of us. That’s the way
it is.” Dapsl grimaced. “A variety Act. They’re the hardest kind to
stage effectively. But,” he brightened, “they are unusual. Most slaves
don’t get together. Language problems or fear or both. Yes,” he said, absently
chewing on the end of one of his thirty-three intricate braids, “it just might
work.” “And you,” said Kirtn, “what will you do for our Act?” “Me? Why, I’ll manage it, of course.” XII“No, no, no!” shouted Dapsl, yanking on a handful of braids
in frustration. “All that grunting might impress barbarian enemies, but the
Loo-chim will find it extremely unaesthetic. Do it again. Quietly.” M/dur said something that Fssa wisely failed to translate. After
the first few days, Rheba had made it clear to the snake that his job was to
prevent rather than to incite trouble. So the Fssireeme ignored Dapsl and
fluttered a metallic blue ruff that was as functionless as it was pretty. Kirtn
smiled, but did not tease Fssa; like the snake, the Bre’n had been on the
receiving end of a sharp lecture from Rheba about the necessity of being
civilized to one another. Unfortunately, Dapsl had not learned the lesson. “Ready?” said Dapsl, beating time with two sticks he had
scrounged. “On four—a-one and a-two and a-three and a-four.” The J/taals formed a diamond with M/dere in the center. In
time with Dapsl’s beat, they executed an intricate series of backflips, leaps
and lifts that ended in a pyramid that was three J/taals across and two high.
On the next beat the pyramid exploded into five J/taals doing individual
gymnastics that wove in and out of each other with dazzling ease. At least it
appeared easy, and so long as the J/taals smothered grunts of effort, the
appearance remained intact. “Better,” said Dapsl grudgingly, “but must you women sweat so
much? Ugh. It mats your fur.” In lieu of translating M/dere’s response, Fssa preened his
sparkling new ruff. Dapsl sighed and pulled halfheartedly on three of his braids.
“Again. On four. This time do it s-1-o-w-l-y. Try to make it appear that you
are f-1-o-a-t-i-n-g. And don’t frown. You’re enjoying yourselves, remember?
Sweating, grunting, grimacing beasts are for the fields, not the Loo-chim
stage.” M/Dere snarled and looked toward Rheba, but the fire dancer
was deeply involved in building stage props made of flame. She did not notice
the J/taal’s silent appeal. When Rheba raised her hands, a line of fire followed,
creating an arch. She moved her fingers. Brilliant blue vines writhed up the
arch, held trembling for a moment, then exploded into a shower of golden
blossoms. The arch became an incandescent cage big enough to hold a Bre’n. Her
hands danced, braiding light into silken lines with which to hold a raging
beast. She looked from her creation to Kirtn. The lines changed subtly
as she measured them against his breadth and height. Frowning, she looked from the
Bre’n to the cage again. She kept misjudging his size: it did not seem reasonable
that even a Bre’n should have such wide shoulders. Yesterday she had singed his
fur. She had wanted to make the cage out of cold light, but Dapsl had wanted
the drama of living flames. She had told him—falsely—that hot fire was nearly
impossible for her to make. He had told her that nothing was too much work for
a Concatenation Act. She had given in with a silent prayer that the Loo-chim
would not be upset by a few tendrils of flame. Still frowning, she scratched at her arms. The developing
lines of power itched constantly, both irritant and warning. She should stop
working with fire until her arms healed. A scratching fire dancer was an
overworked fire dancer. Deva had pampered its akhenets for practical as well as
altruistic reasons. A fatigued akhenet was often irrational, and thereby a danger
to everyone. “A-one and a-two and—no, no, no! Lightly! Float, you
kaza-flatching mongrels!” Dapsl’s demands were simply a buzzing around the edges of
Rheba’s concentration. She flexed her fingers. Flames leaped upward, twining
into the shape of a demon that was supposed to represent Kirtn. The demon’s
mouth expanded nice death embracing the audience. At this point, Fssa was
supposed to give forth some truly curdling sounds, but the snake was too busy
translating—selectively—for J/taals and Dapsl. She sighed and the demon vanished. Idly she began making
cool, colored shapes, lithe manikins that imitated the motions of the J/taals.
To one side she made a purple light that expanded and contracted with Dapsl’s
exhortations. The little light bounced madly, trailing purple braids, foaming
from its lavender mouth, bouncing higher and higher in an attempt to be
impressive in its rage. Farther away, removed from the hubbub, she created a
slim silver snake admiring itself in a golden mirror. Kirtn’s chuckle sounded beside her. “I didn’t know you could
do that.” She glanced up guiltily, caught playing when she should have
been working. His hand smoothed her vivid, crackling hair. “I haven’t seen much mimicry since Deva,” he said, “when a
master dancer would while away the icy night with laughter.” His eyes looked
inward to a time when Bre’ns and Senyasi had lived in myriads on a world not
yet ash. The figures winked out, leaving only memories like colored
echoes behind her eyes. “Deva ...” she whispered. “Children.” Her head bowed,
she looked at her glowing hands and arms without seeing their intricate lines
of power, “I’m afraid I’ll never stop seeing the people. “”All my potential
mates, fathers of my unborn children, standing dazed while the sun poured down,
burning ...” She leaned against Kirtn’s hard warmth. “We’ve got to get out of
here. We’ve got to find the boy Senyas and his Bre’n.” She looked
up at him with eyes that had seen too much fire, “We’re akhenet. How can we
live without children?” He pulled her into his lap, stroked her, giving her what comfort
he could. Silently he cursed the overriding need for children that had been
built into Bre’ns and Senyasi alike, instinct squared and then squared again,
that akhenets would not become so bound to their cross-species mate that they
refused to mate with their own kind. Bre’n and Senyas akhenets alike had nearly
died out before a gene dancer had been born who could substitute instinct for
personal preference. Myth had it that the gene dancer was neither Bre’n nor
Senyas, but both, one of the few viable hybrids ever conceived between the two
species. He wished he could share his knowledge with Rheba, giving
her some of the history she had lost, helping her to understand the needs built
into her ... but she was too young. She had not yet discovered the depth of
Bre’n/Senyas sharing. Despite her forced maturity since Deva died, she had
shown no interest in him as a man, nothing but tantalizing flashes of sensuality
that also were part of a fire dancer’s genetic heritage. It was possible that
she would never turn to him as a lover. Not all akhenet pairs mated physically
as well as mentally. But of those mismatched pairs, few lived long or easy
lives. Bre’ns in rez were an indiscriminate destructive force. Pushing aside his bleak thoughts, Kirtn whistled sweetly,
softly, coaxing her out of her despair. Another whistle joined his in sliding
harmony. He felt Fssa coiling around his arm. The snake wove from there into
Rheba’s hair and began singing into her ear. Some of the tension gradually left
her body. She smoothed her cheek against Kirtn’s chest, shifting her weight until
she fitted perfectly against him. Her hair rifted and curled around his neck,
hair that was silky and warm and alive as only a fire dancer’s could he. Though
she did not know it, the soft strands wrapping around him made a fire dancer’s
caress that was usually reserved for lovers. She did not know, and there was no
one left alive to tell her except Kirtn—and he could not. “If you’re quite through,” said Dapsl indignantly, “I need
that bizarre snake. The J/taals pretend not to understand me unless that slimy
article wrapped around your arm talks to them.” Rheba felt Kirtn’s muscles tense as he gathered himself to
lunge. For an instant she was tempted to let him shred Dapsl into oozing purple
fragments, but the instant passed. Even the youngest fire dancers learned that
an akhenet never abetted Bre’n anger. She allowed electrical impulses to
leak from her body wherever she touched Kirtn, disrupting his muscle control.
At first he fought her, then he gave in. Deliberately, she stroked Fssa. The snake was dark where he
had been incandescent. She had discovered that the darker forms of Fssireeme,
as well as being a heat-conservation mode, indicated shame, embarrassment, or
discomfort. Dapsl reached to snatch away the snake. Kirtn’s big hand
shot out. Dapsl squeaked and tried to pull back, but the Bre’n’s grip on his
lower arm was too firm. “If I squeeze,” said Kirtn conversationally, “you’ll lose
your arm from the second elbow down. Stand still. Apologize to Fssa.” Dapsl stood. He apologized. “Now, tell him he’s beautiful.” “That thing? Beautiful? I’ve seen prettier mudholes! In
fact—” Dapsl’s arm turned pale lavender where the Bre’ns fingers
were. ‘Tell him,” said Kirtn gently, “that he’s beautiful.” “You’re beautiful, lovely, perfect,” Dapsl said hastily.
With each word he eased more of his arm out of Kirtn’s grasp. “You can’t help it if you were born without legs. Be
grateful,” he said triumphantly, jerking free of the Bre’n, “you weren’t born
with stinking fur all over your animal hide!” Rheba came to her feet in a lithe rush that reminded Kirtn
of the J/taals. Fire blazed from her hands, licking toward Dapsl with hot intent. “Our bargain!” said Dapsl, hacking away quickly. “Stay away
from me!” “Fire dancer.” Kirtn spoke in Senyas} his words
precise, his tone that of a mentor. She stopped. Flames licked restlessly up and down her arms,
and her hands shone with dense lines of gold. With a long sigh, she released
the flames. “If you hadn’t been so stubborn,” said Dapsl in a high
voice, “about committing kaza-flatch on stage with your furry pet, none of this
would have been necessary. The female Loo-chim would have leaped up onstage
with you. Your problems would have been over! You and your pet would never be
separated, because not even the Loo-chim would break up a Concatenation Act.
But no, you have to hold out for group kaza-flatch, and I tell you right
now, you tight-rumped little—” Whatever Dapsl had been about to say was forgotten, in his
rush to evade Kirtn’s feint. Rheba and the Bre’n watched as the small purple
man raced back to the J/taals. After a few moments, Fssa followed, coiling
through the dust like a cobalt whip. “If I cooked him first,” she said tightly, “do you think the
clepts would eat him?” “They don’t eat carrion.” She sighed, “Even if I burned off his oily braids?” “Doubt it.” “Damn.” She scratched her arms absently. The elbows were
particularly itchy. She longed for some salve, but it was aboard the Devalon,
as out of reach as Deva itself. “On the count of four.” Dapsl’s irritating command and
Fssa’s soft translation came across the campsite. “A-one and—” “He may be a limp stick,” she said, “but he knows what he’s
doing. Our Act would have been chaos without him. That doesn’t mean I like the
cherf.” Kirtn’s long fingers rubbed through her hair, massaging her
scalp until she sighed with pleasure. “Once we’re out of here,” he said, “we’ll
shed Dapsl like a winter coat.” She arched against his strong hands. Her hair shimmered with
pleasure, curling around his arms, mutely demanding that he continue. He
laughed softly and extricated himself before she could sense his response to
her innocent sensuality. “Back to work, akhenet. And this time, please, make
the cage big enough.” She groaned. “How many more days before the buyers arrive?” “Three, if Dapsl’s memory is right.” “It would be the first thing right about him.” She stretched
languidly, rubbing her shoulders against her Bre’n. “Itches.” “All the way up there?” he asked, concerned. His hands slid
beneath her Fold robe. Gently he explored her shoulders and neck with his
fingertips. Lines of power radiated faintly beneath his touch. “Too soon ...”
he whispered. “Slow down, fire dancer. Don’t burn so hard.” For a moment she leaned her weight against him, letting down
barriers of instinct and discipline until he could sense the exhaustion and
despair that lapped like a black ocean just beyond the shores of her control.
He closed his eyes, accepting her emotions until the edge of his mind overlapped
hers lightly, very lightly. Then he let strength flow into her, a coolness that
washed over the intricate patterns covering her arms, calm radiating through
her from the Bre’n hands touching her skin. The shores of her control expanded,
throwing back the black ocean. “I didn’t know you could do that,” she murmured. “Thank you,
mentor.” “I didn’t do it. We did. You’re changing so quickly, little
dancer,” he said, his voice divided between hope and fear. “Sharing strength is
just one thing a Bre’n does for a Senyas. Just one small thing.” “What do you get in return?” He hesitated, wondering if it was too soon, too much. In the
end he gave her only half the truth, and not the most revealing half. “A channel.” “Channel?” “An outlet for Bre’n emotions, Bre’n energy.” “Rez,” she whispered, shivering beneath his
hands. “No,” he said fiercely. “I’ll never do that to you.” She did not argue. Both of them knew that rez was a
reflex, not a choice. Kirtn would do what he had to. He was Bre’n. And she was
Senyas. She forced a smile. “Stand over there,” she said, pointing to a bush, “and I’H
see if I can build a cage big enough to hold a Bre’n.” XIIIRheba awoke with a headache that made her want to weep.
Overhead, the Fold’s ceiling was dull gray with a hint of brass, an hour away
from full light. She shivered, rearranged her robe, and snuggled closer to
Kirtn’s warmth. He shifted in his sleep, gathering her against him. She rubbed
her cheek against the velvet of his chest fur, wishing her back could be as
warm as her front. It seemed that she had been cold since she landed on Loo. Her headache redoubled, faded, then returned. Kirtn awoke
with a grimace, though his headache was but a shadow of hers. “Fssa. Where is
that damned snake? Is he talking to Rainbow again?” She looked around, then felt carefully through her hair.
“Gone,” she groaned. He sat up. “When I get my hands on that Fssireeme I’ll bend
him into a new shape!” The headache diminished. She sighed and felt herself go limp
in response to less pain. At the same instant, both she and Kirtn spotted Fssa
coiling across the dark ground. He sparked silver and copper, gold and steel.
He was beautiful—when he was not splitting her brain. “Fssa.” Kirtn’s hand swept out to scoop up the snake. “I
told you what I’d do if you caused Rheba pain again!” Fssa turned black and hung limply from Kirtn’s hand. The
Bre’n gave him an impatient shake. The snake remained limp and very, very
black. “What is it about Rainbow that’s so irresistible?” demanded
the Bre’n. Fssa’s whistle was pure and beguiling, “It’s so old, friend
Kirtn. It’s older than my guardians’ memories. It’s older even than the Long Memory.”
The snake’s body changed, more pearl than black, streaks of gold dividing the
most dense areas of gray. The whistle became eager. “It knows more than
I dreamed was possible. Languages,” the whistle soared ecstatically, “languages
that were extinct before the Long Memory, and languages to me are like fire to
you. And Rainbow knows fragments of other things, but I can’t make those
fragments whole. The languages, though—I can make them whole for Rainbow and
then it’s more at ease. It’s lost so much of its knowledge. It’s had pieces of
itself broken off and scattered, made into baubles for two-legged idiots.” Rheba’s curiosity grew as her pain diminished, “How old is
Rainbow? Is it one of the First People?” Fssa’s whistle was tentative, then slid into a negative. “I
don’t think so. Its energy is similar in some ways, but it was created by man.
At least it says it was, and I can’t think why a rock would lie.” “Created.” Kirtn frowned. “When? By whom? For what?” Fssa changed colors, becoming lighter, rippling with confidence
now that his friends were no longer angry, “Rainbow was made by the—” An
impossible sound came out, one that meant nothing to his listeners. The
Fssireeme became darker with embarrassment. “Names are very hard to translate.
I think you would call it Zaarain. Does that sound right?” Kirtn and Rheba looked at one another. “We know the name,”
said Kirtn finally, “but are you sure?” “That’s the only possible translation of Rainbow’s
frequency, especially since it used the kfxzt modulation. It’s a
difficult modulation to reproduce,” whistled Fssa, his tone divided equally
between earnestness and pride. “I’m the first one who has talked to Rainbow for
a long, long time.” Rheba shook herself as though waking from a dream. “Zaarain
... if the Loo-chim find out, Rainbow will be taken away.” “But—but—” Fssa writhed, then changed into his Senyas mode
and spoke with precision, as though to be sure there could be no possibility of
misunderstanding. “But no one else can talk to Rainbow. It needs to communicate.”
Fssa writhed, so upset that he could not hold his Senyas shape. “It was
made to be a—library? Yes, that’s close enough—library, and it needs to communicate
with intelligent minds,” he whistled urgently. She winced and covered her ears at the shrillness of Fssa’s
tone. “It may need to communicate, but that hurts! Shut up, snake!” Fssa’s volume diminished. “I, too, was lonely for a long
time,” he whistled in oblique apology/appeal. Kirtn looked over to the lump of gleaming darkness that was
Rainbow at night. “Library?” he murmured. “A Zaarain library? What wonders
could it tell us?” Fssa sighed, a long susurration. “A fragment of a library,”
he amended. “It used to be much larger. It was looted from an old installation
and broken into trinkets for barbarians.” “How big was it before that?” asked Kirtn. Copper streaks rippled through Fssa in his equivalent of a
shrug. “At least as big as the blue well. Perhaps bigger. Rainbow isn’t sure.
It’s just a conglomeration of random fragments, not even a whole segment of the
original library. It barely gets enough energy to hold itself together, now
that it’s no longer connected.” “Still,” said Kirtn, “a Zaarain library...” “A Zaarain headache, you mean,” she said, rubbing her temples.
“I hope the damn thing doesn’t talk in its sleep.” “It doesn’t sleep,” said Fssa primly. “And it won’t talk
unless you ask a question or scare it to death by threatening dismemberment as
those children did.” “Good. Then if I get a headache, I’ll know that it’s your
fault for asking questions.” Fssa’s glitter faded into dark gray. “Could you ...” His whistle
was tremulous, then it broke. He started over again. “Would you include it in
our Act? Otherwise we’ll have to leave it here, or some Loo will discover it
and hack it up into jewelry and it will die. Please, Rheba? Surely a creature
as beautiful and warm as you can find room in your emotions for a lonely
crystal.” She stared at Fssa, then laughed. “Don’t flatter me, snake.
When it comes to beauty, I’m a distinct fourth to you, Kirtn, and that Zaarain
rock.” Fssa waited. Slow ripples of black consumed his brilliance
as the silence stretched into seconds, moments, a minute. “Ice and ashes!” snarled Rheba. “Brighten up, snake. We’ll
fit that damn mind breaker into our Act.” “What will you tell Dapsl?” said Kirtn, smiling at how the
snake had won. She smiled in return, but not pleasantly. “Nothing. If he objects,
I’ll burn the braids right off his head.” Fssa suddenly shone with bright metal colors. He puffed out
his most incredible ruff in a shower of glitter. “Thank you!” he whistled exultantly. Kirtn laughed. “Too bad Rainbow doesn’t have as many shapes
as you—then it would be easy to put in the Act.” The ruff vanished in a flash
of silver. “I think—” He began to change into his Rainbow communication mode, then turned
his sensors on Rheba hesitantly. “I think Rainbow can make different shapes.
It’s just an assembly of fragments, after all. If it assembled itself, it can
unassemble itself. Should I ask?” She groaned and glared at Kirtn. “What shape did you have in
mind for the Act?” “Oh ... a crown, a necklace. Something bright and barbarous
for me to wear,” said Kirtn. “I’m supposed to be a vicious demon king, after
all, according to Dapsl’s Act.” She frowned. “That might work. We’ll tell Dapsl that Rainbow
is one of the First People, and thus a legitimate, intelligent part of the Act.
Then no one could take it away from us, once we appeared in the Concatenation.
But—ice and ashes! How I wish that rock didn’t split my mind!” Fssa waited, a
study in subdued metal colors. She ground her teeth. “All right. Ask it. But
make it short.” Fssa whipped into his Rainbow communication mode. She closed
her eyes and tried to ignore the lightning that lanced through her brain while
Fssireeme and the Zaarain library talked. As she had hoped, the exchange was
brief. She opened her eyes and stared coldly at Fssa, her head still shattered
by alien modulations. “Rainbow doesn’t want to rearrange itself, but it will. It’s
terrified of dismemberment, you realize.” “Yes,” she said grimly. “I understand. If you hadn’t told me
it was alive, I’d have torn it facet from facet the first time it curdled my
brain.” Fssa’s sensors winked as he ducked and turned his head.
“It’s very sorry that it hurts you. We’ve tried to find a frequency that
doesn’t, but we haven’t been successful.” She sighed. “I noticed.” From across the camp, the J/taals stirred. If they were
bothered by headaches, they gave no sign. Dapsl rolled out from beneath his
robe, shrugged into it, and began cursing the clepts. The ceiling turned to
sullen brass, then slowly began bleaching into smoky white. “Another day,” muttered Kirtn, flexing his hands suddenly.
“I don’t like being a slave, fire dancer.” “I’m unAdjusted myself,” she said, watching Dapsl stalk over
to the blue fountain to drink. “When I think that animated purple ash can is
considered human and you aren’t—” She did not finish. Nor did she have to. Suddenly her hair leaped and writhed like dry leaves caught
in a firestorm. She staggered, her eyes blind cinnamon jewels alive with
energy. “What—?” Kirtn caught her and tried to calm her frantically
lashing hair. “Rheba!” She did not answer nor even hear. She was caught in a vortex
of energy building, twisting, spinning rapidly and then more rapidly until it
was a solid cone of raw power dipping down from the ceiling. Abruptly, the
turmoil ceased. A large group of people stood by the well. They were richly
dressed, arrogant of expression, and Loo to the last tint of blue in their
skins. “The buyers,” said Kirtn, shaking Rheba. “Fire dancer. Fire
dancer!” His command for attention ripped through her daze. She
blinked, held by untrammeled energy that had come down, touched. She stretched
yearningly toward the ceiling, as though she would touch it with her
fingertips. Her hair crackled with the wild power of a fire dancer who was
overflowing with energy. Then she turned toward the Bre’n, who watched her with
concern shadowing his yellow eyes. “I’m all right,” she murmured, smiling dreamily. “That felt
„ .. good. I’m renewed. I haven’t felt like that since I sat in the center of a
fire dancer circle.” Slowly, Kirtn’s concern became relief. “Good. But be
careful. Energy like that can ruin you as quickly as it can renew you.” She blinked again, as though awakening after a long sleep.
“There would be worse ways to die. I wonder if that’s what the other dancers
felt when the sun bent down and seared them to the bone.,..” Dapsl’s screech cut through the air. “Line up! Line up! The
buyers are here! Line up!” Four guards stepped out from behind the group of buyers. In
clipped Universal, they spelled out the rules of what was to come. The ceiling
amplified their voices so that everyone within the two-circles sanctuary could
not avoid hearing the words. “You will perform your Acts for the buyers within that circle.”
An area the size of a large Loo stage suddenly glowed in front of the well.
“Those Acts that are chosen will leave with their buyers. Line up!” People from all over the sanctuary began walking toward the
well. Within minutes, nearly one hundred people had gathered. Rheba and Kirtn
stared, for they had not seen a quarter of that number coming and going from
the well. All of the people appeared healthy—at least, they moved easily
enough. She counted fourteen distinct racial types before she gave up. Then
with a sudden surge of hope she looked among the people again. As though he
shared her thought, Kirtn stared through narrowed eyes. But no matter how hard
they both searched, they saw no one that resembled either Senyas or Bre’n. Dapsl’s shrill enjoinders to action grated on their ears.
“Get that snake under control before someone steps on it and ruins our Act.
You—Kirtn! Listen to me! Be sure those clepts stay out of the way during the
Act!” Kirtn ignored the little purple man and picked up Rainbow.
It disassembled in his hands. Crystal faces shifted slowly, as though pulled by
magnets, then reformed along new alignments. When it was finished, Rainbow
looked like a rough crown. New facets glittered in the light in a suitably
barbarous display. Some of the facets were patterned with engravings. All were
vivid, colorful. “Good for you,” muttered Kirtn, although he doubted Rainbow
could understand him. Gently, he set the crown on his head. Rainbow shifted
subtly, fitting his head with a grip that was both secure and comfortable. Very
soon Kirtn no more noticed Rainbow’s presence on his head than Rheba noticed
Fssa’s presence in her hair. The clepts moved between Rheba and the watching Loos. “The clepts!” shrieked Dapsl. He turned on Rheba and the
snake, who was invisibly woven into her hair. “Get those kaza-flatching clepts
out of the way!” Her lips parted in a smile that was more warning than reassurance.
“The clepts are part of the Act.” “But they can’t—we haven’t practiced—it’s impossible!” “They worked while you slept. Whether the results please you
or not, they are part of the J/taals and therefore part of our Act. Now shut
up, little man. If Fssa can overhear the Loo buyers—” Abruptly she stopped speaking.
Dapsl did not know the extent of the Fssireeme’s skill. Nor did she want the irksome
little man to find out. She did not trust him. He thought like a slave and she
did not. Dapsl chewed angrily on the frayed end of his longest braid,
muttered a comment in a language that Fssa did not know and went back to harrying
the J/taals. Beneath the cover of Rheba’s hair, the snake transformed a part of
himself into a sensitive receiver aimed at the gathering of Loos. “Can you hear anything?” she murmured, her voice so low that
it was little more than a vibration in her throat. Fssa, who had left a coil of himself around her neck, picked
up the vibrations as easily as he did her normal speech. He could speak in a
soft whistle to her, listen to her answer, and still not lose track of the Loo
conversations. He shifted, reforming the listening extension of himself until
it bloomed like a spiky silver flower below her left ear. “Nothing yet I’ll try
a different mode.” The flower widened, petals reaching toward the Loo. “Got
them!” She was silent then, letting Fssa drink up every foreign
syllable he could. “Line up!” snapped Dapsl. “Only an unAdjusted slave would
keep a Loo waiting. These buyers are aristocrats only one birth away from the
Imperial Loo-chim.” As though summoned by Dapsl’s words, the Loos walked forward,
pacing the line of waiting slaves like generals reviewing troops. At intervals
one or another of the Loo signaled. The guards stepped forward then and
summarily removed one or more slaves from the line of hopeful Acts. “Rejects,” hissed Dapsl. “Their smell probably offended, or
their color, or perhaps the Loos are merely bored with that particular race.
Get those kaza-flatching clepts in line!” Rheba ignored Dapsl’s nervous dithering and watched the approaching
Loos. Their flimsy robes turned and flashed in the cold sunlight, revealing
embroideries in tiny precious stones across the very sheer cloth. She wanted to
believe that the robes were barbaric, but could not Like the room where she and
Kirtn had first seen the Imperial Loo-chim, the robes were luxuriant without
being crass. Two by two the traders passed, each pair composed of a chim,
a man and a woman so like each other as to be identical twins. Rheba looked at
their faces—shades of blue, broad-cheeked, high-nosed, arrogant. There was neither
sympathy nor simple interest in those paired dark eyes, until the eleventh
buyer, a male with no twin female on his right hand. “Jal,” breathed Rheba. “Trader Jal!” XIVJal smiled and bowed sardonically. “Lord Jal,” he corrected,
“All buyers in the Fold are lords and ladies of Loo.” Rheba looked from Jal to the blue-skinned pairs appraising
the ranks of slaves. “But there’s just one of you.” Jal’s expression revealed a loss so terrible it almost made
her forget how cruelly he had used her and Kirtn. She understood what it was to
have everything and then lose it in a single irrevocable instant. She looked
away, unable to face herself reflected in his dark eyes. “My chim died,” said Jal. It was all he said. It was enough.
He looked coldly at Dapsl. “What’s this, Whip? A menagerie?” “An Act, my lord,” Dapsl said quickly, bowing so low that
his purple braids danced in the dust. “A unique Act for the amusement of the
Loo-chim and the lords and ladies. We have a story to tell in song and motion
that will make you laugh and cry and sigh with wonder. It’s the tale of—” Jal cut off Dapsl’s prepared speech with a curt motion. The
Loo lord who had been known to them as Trader Jal looked over the gathering of
Bre’n and Senyas, Fssireeme, and J/taals and clepts. An expression that could
have been rage distorted his features. “All of you?” He moved as though,
to motion the rejection of J/taals and clepts. “Lord—” said Dapsl softly, urgently, twisting his braids in
distress. “Lord, this is a unique Act, one that will gain you much pride at the
Concatenation, and much wealth afterward. Before you decide, please, let us perform.” Lord Jal looked at Dapsl for one long, unwavering moment.
The small man tugged silently at his braids, holding Jal’s eyes for an instant,
looking away, then looking back with silent pleas. “Done,” said Jal. “But if I don’t like the Act, Dapsl, you
will never leave the Fold.” Dapsl made a small sound of despair and looked at Rheba.
“Please,” he said, speaking so quickly that his words tumbled over one another,
“please think again about including the animals. Just you and the big furry, a
single dance of kaza-flatch, even the songs. Yes—the songs. You can even keep
the snake. No one will notice and then I’ll—” “No.” Rheba’s voice was as smooth and hard as a river stone. Dapsl wilted. He glanced at Lord Jal, but found no comfort
in that broad blue face. The lords finished their review of the slaves. Whether they
had previously divided the slaves among the aristocracy, or whether each chim
only reviewed slaves it had captured, no one else spoke to or even looked at
the Act that included Rheba and Kirtn. When the lords turned away and walked
back toward the blue chairs that had appeared along one curve of the stage,
Rheba let out her breath in a sigh. Kirtn looked over and touched her arm in
mute understanding. Each had been afraid of being rejected for no better reason
than the whim of one of the blue chims. Dapsl waited until the chims had withdrawn beyond the range
of normal hearing. Then he turned on Rheba. His voice was so tight with rage
that it squeaked. “If your perverted tastes have cost me my freedom, I’ll make
your life as short as your ugly little nose!” Rheba looked at Dapsl’s own long, slender nose. It was quivering
with his bottled rage. She smiled. “You’re a Fold slave. You couldn’t leave the
Fold without an Act. How am I responsible for your freedom or lack of it?” “Because Lord Jal sent me here to help you, you ungrateful
kaza-flatch!” He breathed deeply. “Now, bitch, stand here and watch the Acts.
There shouldn’t be any real competition here, but watch anyway. You’re so
stupid that anything you learn has to be an improvement!” Kirtn’s hand dropped onto Dapsl’s shoulder. The touch was
gentle. The possibilities were not. “Cherf,” said Kirtn, “I’m tired of your
voice.” Dapsl’s small face turned unusually purple but he said nothing
more. Instead, he pointed toward the stage. One of the groups had walked into
the half-circle reserved for the Acts. The lords and ladies conferred among themselves
briefly, then a chim waved for the Act to begin. There were three people standing on the Act place, facing the
semicircle of indifferent chims. The three were smooth-skinned, with an
abundance of red hair that grew like a crest down the median line of the skull
and fell in long waves down the back to the hips. They were not obviously male
or female, and alike enough to be clones. At an unseen signal they began to
sing. Their voices were pleasant, their harmony good, and their songs ... uninteresting.
The beat was invariable, more like a chant than anything else. Like the red
crest flowing to their hips, the trio’s songs were not far removed from barbarism.
After the third song, one chim snapped its fingers suddenly. Another chim
leaned closer to the first and began speaking in low voices. Rheba felt Fssa stretch toward the conversation with senses
that were far more acute than any human and most machines. She waited with
outward patience, as did everyone else, while the chims talked. At last she
dared a soft whisper to Dapsl. “What’s going on?” Dapsl answered without moving his head to look at her. Even
his lips barely moved. His voice was softer than hers. “The chim who captured
this trio revoked Concatenation hold.” “Explain.” The small man’s eyes flicked to Rheba at her curt demand,
but his face did not turn. “All Fold slaves are potential Concatenation Acts.
The chim just signaled that it no longer believes this captured trio good
enough for the Concatenation. You see, each chim can enter only three Acts at
the Concatenation.” “Is that other chim trying to buy them for its own Acts?” Dapsl made a sound of disgust. “No chim would buy another’s
rejected Act. They’ll be sold for pleasure or work or pain, whichever the buyer
wants.” He looked critically at the three. “Separately, they might be quite a
novelty among kaza-flatchers. That hair has possibilities....” Rheba did not ask what the possibilities were. She was sorry
she had asked anything at all. She watched while the two chims bargained over
the three slaves. Then, apparently, a deal was struck. Two guards stepped forward
and separated a pair of red-haired barbarians, leaving one behind. At first the slaves seemed too stunned to respond. Then they
realized that they were being sold separately, and not as an Act. They turned
to the chim who had first enslaved them and spoke rapidly in a language that
Fssa either did not know or did not want to translate. Their voices became thinner
and higher, more desperate, but neither the chim who had enslaved them nor the
chim who had bought them seemed to notice. The ceiling came down in a simple flick of power that licked
up one guard and two barbarians in the time it took to blink. When the
remaining barbarian realized what had happened, he went berserk. His scream of
rage and pain made Rheba’s hair stir in reflexive sympathy to another
creature’s agony. Before the cry was complete, he leaped at his guard. His unsheathed
claws seemed to gather light at their sharp tips. There was a surge of energy from the ceiling. The barbarian
froze in mid-leap, feet off the ground, claws extended, screaming silently,
imprisoned in a column of raw light. His hair rippled and writhed, replicating
the currents that tormented him. His lips peeled back, revealing serrated teeth
and a tongue that bled from being bitten through in the first instant of agony.
But the blood never touched the ground and the screams were silent, imprisoned
in the column as surely as he was. “Stupid,” said Dapsl, watching the barbarian writhing
silently, tortured and held by currents of pure force. “He was told not to
attack anything within the two circles. Now he knows why.” “Will they kill him?” said Kirtn, his own lips peeled back
in a silent snarl. “Oh, no. They don’t have their price for him yet.” Rheba shuddered and willed herself not to collect any of the
energy that seethed around the barbarian. She thought she could bleed off some,
perhaps even enough to prevent his torture, but she suspected that if she was
discovered it would be her death sentence. Yet she did not know how much longer
she could watch and do nothing. “No,” continued Dapsl, “they won’t kill him. They won’t even
damage him.” The column of energy sucked back into the ceiling with no
more warning than it had come down. The barbarian fell to the stage in a
boneless sprawl. The guard who had been attacked looked at the chim who had
bought the barbarian. The chim spoke softly. The guard picked up the barbarian,
waited an instant, and the ceiling came down again. The two remaining guards brought out the next Act. The rest
of the slaves stood without moving, afraid even to breathe. Rheba remembered
the time she had first entered the two circles, when she had considered
attacking the guards at the well. She was profoundly glad that she had not. The guards stepped off the stage, leaving behind four small
people who looked like racial cousins of Dapsl. From their hair they drew long
purple strands, wove them together with dazzling speed, and presented for the
chims’ inspection a hand-sized tapestry. “Is weaving considered an Act?” asked Kirtn, his voice too
low to carry beyond Dapsl’s ears. “Any skill can be made into an Act. Namerta,” he added, “is known
for its weavers.” He stroked his intricately braided hair with pride. The various chims fingered the Namertan’s creation. Special
care was taken by the chim who had captured the Namertans. That chim stroked,
examined, and picked at the hand-sized patch, then spoke to the guards. The
ceiling flexed and the Namertans vanished. “Accepted,” said Dapsl, his face proud. “Namertans are
almost always taken to the Concatenation. No other race can equal our skill at
weaving.” He added a phrase in his own language. Rheba hummed to Fssa, but the snake still did not have
enough clues to unravel Dapsl’s speech. The Fssireeme darkened with
embarrassment for an instant. “You’re beautiful,” whispered Rheba. “Do you have the Loo language
yet?” “Almost,” he whistled very softly, brightening. “There are
at least four forms of it and not much relation between them.” “Slave, master, middleman and equal,” guessed Rheba. Fssa hissed soft agreement. The next act was a very pale-skinned male. His features
seemed neither handsome nor ugly, just as he was neither tall nor short. He
looked so unremarkable that Rheba found herself wondering what he could
possibly do that would be up to the standards of a Concatenation Act. Then the man changed before her eyes. He became taller, broader,
darker, velvet-textured. His eyes burned gold in a golden mask. He seemed to
reach out to her, compelling her body to respond to him. Soon he would touch
her and she would burst Into flame, touching him, igniting him until they
burned together in a consummation of passion that she could not imagine, much
less understand. With a moan, she forced herself to look away. “What is it?” asked Kirtn, touching her. Her skin seared his fingertips with a kind of heat she should not have generated
at her age. His own response was instantaneous, almost uncontrollable, a reflex
as ingrained as hunger. But he was Bre’n, and must control the sensual heat
that would otherwise destroy them both. Too soon. Everything had happened too
quickly after Deva. “Rheba!” Kirtn’s harsh whisper broke the Act’s hold on her. She shuddered.
Heat drained from her skin, bleaching the patterns of power. “I’m—all right,”
she said, breathing brokenly. “I don’t—I don’t know what happened.” Kirtn knew; dreams of just such an awakening on her part had
haunted him more frequently of late. Yet she was at least ten years too young;
and she had neither Senyas mother nor . Bre’n sister to gently lead her to
understanding. Dapsl looked over at her. When he saw her flushed face, he
smiled. “So you can respond to something besides a furry—or did he look like a
furry to you?” His smile widened at her confusion. “Is that the first time
you’ve seen a Yhelle illusionist? His Talent is unusual, even among the Yhelle.
He makes you see whatever would most inflame you sexually.” Dapsl looked around
the audience. “He’s not very good, though. Only the women responded. And you
were able to break his illusion. He’s probably too young for full control.” Apparently the Loo lords agreed. There was a brisk
bargaining session but apparently no price was reached. The guard led the
illusionist out of the circle and abandoned him. The man hesitated, then walked
back to wherever he had come from before the Loo lords had condensed out of the
Fold’s ceiling. Dapsl made a satisfied sound. “Next time hell be ready.
He’ll be able to reach men as well as women. Then he’ll be a prize for any chim
to buy and use.” Rheba looked at the ground and hoped she would never again
be within range of the man’s illusions. She had known pleasure and laughter and
simple release with her Senyas friends, but she had never suspected the existence
of such consummation as she had seen in him. She wondered how much had been
illusion, how much a reality latent within her that she had not yet experienced.
She wondered ... but was oddly reluctant to ask the only one who might be able
to answer her. Kirtn. The guard stopped in front of Dapsl and spoke curtly. Rheba
did not need Dapsl’s translation to know that it was their turn on the stage.
She wiped the illusionist from her mind, thinking only of the Act. XVDapsl bowed low to the Loo lords and ladies. His braids
brushed his bare feet and the hard-packed earth of the stage. “Lords and ladies,”
he said, his voice ringing, “I have a tale for your astonishment and amusement,
a tale about a time long ago when demons were kings and the Devil God created
the First Woman as punishment to an unruly king.” Kirtn listened to Dapsl with only half his attention. The
first few times he had beard the Loo’s creation myth, he had been amused: at
one time in the past, the Loo had apparently gone furred; even today it was
whispered that some children were born with pelt rather than smooth blue skin.
Those secret children were the legacy of the First Woman’s victory over the Demon
King. “—came to the furred king. He was strong and fierce, his minions
were swift and vicious—” On cue, the J/taals and their clepts swept into the ring in
a leaping, swirling entrance that required both strength and split-instant
timing. The five J/taa1s moved as one, doing back flips and somersaults while
the clepts wove through with fangs flashing. The clepts appeared on the edge of
wounding the J/taals—and that would have happened, had not the timing been
perfect. There was a final, closely choreographed burst of movement,
then J/taals and clepts froze into a savage tableau, animal fangs echoed by the
shine of J/taal teeth. “—Demon King had heard of the Woman made by the Devil God.
The King had been told that if he conquered her, she would give him a furred
male child who would rule the world. But if she conquered him, her children
would be two, and smooth, founders of a superior race. “He was only an animal, a demon. The thought of siring his
superiors enraged him.” Lord Jal snapped his fingers twice. Instantly Dapsl speeded
the presentation. “In time, he succeeded in capturing the Woman. Capturing, but
not conquering.” Rheba felt a quick pressure on her hand as Kirtn strode away
on cue toward the stage. When he was inside the circle, Fssa began creating
soul-curdling sounds, as though a gathering of demons dined on living flesh.
The snake projected the sounds so that they seemed to come from Kirtn. For her
part, Rheba concentrated on Kirtn’s body, changing the quality of the air
around him until he seemed to walk wrapped in sable smoke that licked out
toward the audience. While the Loo’s attention was on Kirtn, she stole onto the
stage. She stood close to him, looking angry, wrapped in thin flickers of
flame. A leash of black connected her to him, but the leash was no more substantial
than the smoke that clung to his copper body. Fssa produced sweet cries of
distress for her to mouth, sounds that would have wrung compassion from any audience
but Loo-chims. The next part of the Act was supposed to be a ballet of advance
and retreat where the J/taals menaced and tormented the First Woman while the
Demon King watched. Dapsl, however, did not give the cue. He summarized
swiftly, then cued in the culmination of the battle between Woman and Demon.
Because he had warned the Act that the performance might be shortened at the
whim of the Loo, they were ready. Rheba formed balls of blue energy and flicked
them at the J/taals and their clepts. They froze in place, paralyzed by cobalt
light. With the “minions” disposed of, she advanced on Kirtn. Her
footsteps were outlined in red flames, and fire leaped from her flying hair as
she sought to change his demon soul, thus making him a fit mate for her. A demon
head grew out of Kirtn’s skull. The ferocious face expanded and expanded until
its mouth was large enough to devour the stage. Out of that mouth—courtesy of
Fssa—rose a caterwauling that was enough to freeze the core of a sun. A cage of fire sprang up around Kirtn. He struggled terribly
against it, but could not break free. It was a difficult part of the Act for
Rheba; she had to sustain the cold blue fire around the minions, the rippling
demon head that filled the stage, and the moving cage of hot fire around Kirtn. Fssa switched from screaming to a pure whistle that was like
water in the desert to the listening chims. The whistle was the opening note of
a Bre’n courtship song, but such was its power that people of all races were compelled
by it. Had Rheba not been so busy holding various kinds of fire, she would have
sung the female part of the duet. As it was, the notes only seemed to come from
her lips. Slowly, as though drawn against his will, Kirtn stopped struggling.
The demon head above him waxed and waned, changing with each beat of song until
the grim mouth closed with a long series of moans which were also supplied by
Fssa. Rheba felt the snake change to meet each need of the Act, at
the same time holding his surface color so that he exactly matched her hair.
Fssa was justifiably proud of his performance. Neither whistle nor demon cries
could be traced to the hidden Fssireeme. The demon head puffed out, releasing one drain on Rheba’s
energies. Kirtn appeared to test his immaterial cage. It held, and he howled in
fear. Still Fssa/Rheba whistled beguiling notes that danced like moonlight on a
waterfall, presaging the fiery dawn yet to come. Unwillingly, the Demon King answered. When Kirtn’s lilting whistle slid into harmony, weaving a
world of sensual possibilities out of pure song, the Loos stirred and leaned forward.
The contrast between the savage Act and the lyrical duet was so great that it
was almost incomprehensible. Even Lord Jal seemed caught, body keeping time to
alien rhythms, imprisoned by uncanny music. The fire that had flickered over Rheba’s body leaped
forward, joining with Kirtn’s cage in a soundless explosion. The duet simultaneously
reached its peak. Then Fssa/Rheba sang alone, coaxingly, luring the Demon King,
promising him ease and beauty in marriage to the First Woman. Step by slow
step, the Demon King crossed the ground separating him from the First Woman,
drawn by a passion that consumed him. She waited, arms raised, demanding and
inviting his touch. Then his arms folded around her and he bent toward her. For a moment all Rheba could see was his gold eyes burning
over her, head bending down, arms hard around her. She was as shaken as she had
been by the Yhelle illusionist, caught in a chaos of needs she was not prepared
to understand. “It’s almost over, fire dancer,” he murmured against her flying
hair, holding her tightly. “Just a bit more.” As she heard his words she realized that she was stiff,
unbending, as though she still fought against the illusionist. But this was
Kirtn who held her, Kirtn who had soothed her smallest hurts since she was a
toddler, Kirtn who always had a smile and a gentle touch for his little fire
dancer. Kirtn, not an alien illusion. She tightened her arms around him, clinging to him with sudden
fierce heat. She felt his hesitation, then his body molded to hers, answering
her embrace. Lines of power smoldered over her body, searing him Where he
touched her, but he did not flinch or protest. He knew that she was unaware of
herself and what she did to him, what she was becoming. Too soon.__ “It’s over,” he whispered, “You can let go of the fire.” Despite his words, he held her even after the last random
flame nickered free of the clepts. Then, with a reluctance he could barely
conceal, he released her. As she stepped away she looked up at him. Her
eyes were red-gold, luminous, searching his for something she could not name. A murmur of Loo language washed over the stage. Fssa tickled
her neck as he changed into listening mode. Her confused feeling about Kirtn
evaporated when she heard Fssa’s satisfied hiss. “Got it,” he murmured. He began summarizing the Loo mutterings
for her. “They like you and Kirtn. They think that you veiled the obscenity
nicely by using Loo creation myths.” “What obscenity?” whispered Rheba. Then, “Oh. Furry and
smoothie, right?” Fssa whistled soft agreement. “The J/taals and clepts are competent,
but unnecessary. They distract from the central necessity—the Demon King’s
conversion. Several of the chims are trying to buy the J/taals as guards. The
J/taals are well known in Equality. Theirs is one of the few languages other
than Universal that I learned from my guardian.” “He can’t sell them!” she whispered harshly. Fear made gold
lines flare on her arms. Fssa did not bother to make the obvious statement that a
slave master could do whatever he wanted with his slaves. “But we’re an Act. He wouldn’t separate an Act,” she said,
as though the snake had contradicted her. “Only after you appear in the Concatenation are you
an Act. Until then, you’re a collection of slaves.” She wanted to argue with the snake, but knew it was futile.
Fssa was right. She realized she was squeezing Kirtn’s hand with enough force
to hurt. She looked up at him, and saw from his expression that he had heard
Fssa. “They saved the child when we couldn’t,” she said. “I can’t abandon them.” “I know.” “What are we going to do?” “Jal hasn’t told them yet.” Lord Jal raised his arm, pointed at Dapsl, and snapped his
fingers impatiently. Dapsl hurried forward and made a deep obeisance at the hem
of Jal’s sheer robe. Fssa changed shape again, tickling Rheba’s ear. She
waited, breath held, but the snake said nothing. “Translate,” she snapped. “They’re using Dapsl’s language,” responded Fssa. “Others
are talking at the same time. It’s hard to separate, much less learn.” She took the hint and stopped bothering him. Several chims
joined in Jal’s conversation, but they spoke only master Loo. Still Fssa said
nothing. Dapsl hurried back to the stage. “The clepts,” he said, “are unnecessary and ugly. The
J/taals are little better. They are rejected.” “Then the Act is rejected,” said Kirtn before Rheba could
speak. Dapsl stared at Kirtn. “The Act is not rejected. Just
the J/taals and the clepts. Lord Jal will graciously allow you to keep that
flatulent snake and the ugly First Person you are pleased to call a crown.” The Bre’n touched Rainbow, forgotten around his forehead.
The rock had changed itself until it matched the color of Kirtn’s hand-length
hair. Fssa had told them that it would be better if Rainbow did not excite any
greed or unusual interest until it had appeared with them at the Concatenation.
Rainbow had obliged by pulling its colored facets inward and altering the
remainder until it appeared to be a battered, primitive, gold-colored crown. “Lord Jal,” said Rheba quietly, “takes us all together or
not at all.” Dapsl’s color deepened, then bleached to lavender when he
realized that Rheba meant what she said. “Do you want to spend the rest of your
life in the Fold, until they tire of feeding you and send you to the Pits? No
one is that stupid—not even a kaza-flatch bitch!” “We haven’t had much time to prepare our Act,” said Kirtn.
“When the buyers come again, the J/taals and clepts will be a vital part of the
Act.” “But you could be free of the Fold right now! All you have
to do is leave the—” “No,” said Rheba and Kirtn together. “But if you miss this Concatenation, you’ll be at risk of
separation for another year}” “No.” With a furious, inarticulate sound, Dapsl turned and stalked
back to Lord Jal. Whatever was said was very brief. Jal knocked Dapsl to the
ground, then walked toward the stage. He looked curiously from the J/taals to
Rheba. “What bond do you have with these?” Jal asked. “Is it simply
that kaza-flatchers stay together, the better to enjoy their perversions?” “Nothing that complex,” said Rheba, her lips thin but her
voice even. “Honor. A promise kept.” Lord Jal looked at his blue-black fingernails, his eyes
hooded, his expression bored. “And if I separate you from them?” “I’ll be unAdjusted. You can’t take an unAdjusted slave out
of the Fold.” Kirtn leaned forward. “And I’ll be unAdjusted, too. How will
you explain that to the female cherf who is half of the Imperial Loo-chim?” Lord Jal looked up. Despite herself, Rheba took a step backward.
Defensive fire smoldered on her arms, waiting to be used. Jal smiled. “Do you still share enzymes?” he asked, his
voice as cruel as his eyes, reminding her that he could take away more than the
J/taals. She blinked, forgetting for a moment what Jal meant. Then
she remembered the ruse she and Kirtn had used to stay together. “Of course,”
she said quickly. “Didn’t you see us onstage?” Jal’s laugh was soft. “I see everything, kaza-flatch bitch.
Remember that.” He stared at her for a long moment, then shifted his regard to
Kirtn. “You, furry, are worth a great deal of money to me, but not enough to
risk humiliation. A man without a chim is... vulnerable. The Act is embarrassing.”
He tapped one long nail against his nacreous teeth. The sound seemed very loud
in the silence. Fssa stirred against Rheba’s neck and whistled low Bre’n
phrases. Kirtn listened, then turned to Jal. “To be part of the Act, the
J/taals and clepts simply have to appear with us on the Concatenation stage, correct?” Lord Jal gestured agreement. And waited. “Surely the Loo still have some equivalent of hell in their
mythology?” Again the gesture. And the silence. “A flaming hell?” Gesture. Silence. “Rheba will make the J/taals and clepts into fire demons.
Our Act will be a vision of hell.” The silence stretched. The taps of nail on tooth slowed,
then stopped entirely. Jal’s expression was not encouraging. Fssa whistled like
a distant flute, enlarging upon what he was hearing the chims in the audience
say. Kirtn listened without seeming to as the snake eavesdropped on chims speculating
upon ways to improve the Act they had just seen. “If you have a hell myth,” the Bre’n continued, “then you
must have a myth about a man trapped and distorted by devils, then finally
rescued by somebody who symbolizes pure innocence.” “Saffar and Hmel,” said Lord Jal, startled. His eyes looked
through them, focused on one of the Loo’s favorite myths. “Yes ... mmm.” His
glance narrowed and returned to the Bre’n. “A happy choice. The female polarity’s
favorite story.” His eyes closed, then snapped open. “It’s worth the risk.
We’ll try it You surprise me, furry. But if it’s not good enough to be one of
my three Acts—and the trash I just saw certainly was not!—we’ll have another
talk about honor and unAdjusted slaves.” Kirtn, relieved Jal had not noticed that Fssa was feeding
him information about Loo culture, did not object to the threat in the blue
lord’s words. Then, before Kirtn could feel more than an instant of relief, a
funnel of energy came down, engulfed him., turned him inside out, and spat him
onto the top of a ramp outside the Fold. The ramp was long, curving, and quite high where he stood. A
walled city stretched away from him on either side of the ramp. People, curious
or idle or simply cruel, lined the walls, waiting for the new crop of Fold
slaves to appear. Behind him he heard a gasp and low cries as the rest of the
Act materialized out of the savage energy so casually employed by the Loo. He
turned to help Rheba, then froze, riveted by a single clear sound. The Bre’n whistle called to him again and yet again, peals
of joy rising from farther down the ramp. Without thinking he spun and ran
toward the sound, not even seeing the guard who had come through with the new
slaves. He never heard the warning shout, nor saw the brutal flash of energy
that cut him down. XVIRheba watched while two guards peeled off the filaments of
force net from Kirtn’s slack body. Bre’n; and guards blurred in her vision. She
scrubbed away tears angrily but could not control the fear that shook her body,
fear such as she had not felt since the morning Deva died. She pushed past the
guards and knelt next to Kirtn, checking for his pulse with a hand that
trembled too much to do anything useful. Gently, M/dere lifted Rheba’s band and replaced it with her
own. Fssa, tangled in Rheba’s hair, watched with sensors that were incandescent
against the black of his body. “He’s alive,” said the J/taal. Rheba did not know whether Fssa had translated or she had
snatched the hoped-for words out of the air. She felt a rush of weakness
overwhelm her. She clutched M/dere’s arm, taking strength from the J/taal’s
hard flesh. Lord Jal entered the room, shoved the women aside and went
over Kirtn with a hand-sized red instrument. It chimed and clicked, giving Jal
information that Fssa could not translate. With a grunt, he put the instrument
into a pocket of his filmy robe and turned toward the guard who had shot Kirtn. “Your chim is very lucky. She won’t spend the rest of her
life mourning a dead male who had no more brains than a handful of shit.” The guard went pale, but he knew better than to interrupt a
Loo lord. “Tell me very clearly,” said Jal icily, “and very quickly,
why you struck down a slave that is worth more than you and your chim cast in
gold!” “It—it ran down the ramp.” Jal waited, obviously expecting more. Much more. “That’s all, lord. It ran down the ramp.” Jal spoke vicious phrases in the master language of Loo.
Fssa’s translation faltered, then stopped entirely. After a few moments, Jal
controlled his vindictive tongue and the Fssireeme began translating the slave
master’s words into softly whistled Bre’n. “Fool. Who could have been harmed if that
slave ran up and down the ramp for the next ten-day? Sometimes the transfer energies
overload the nerves of inferior species. That’s why we built the ramp and the
walls! Slaves can go berserk and not even endanger themselves, much less
others. Lord Jal clenched and unclenched his fists. Then he sighed,
wiped his face with a sheer, voluminous sleeve, and turned his back on the
guards who had carried Kirtn into the Concatenation’s spacious slave compound.
He pulled out the instrument again and moved it slowly over Kirtn’s head. The
crown glowed oddly against his broad forehead, as though the transfer energies
had in some way affected whatever passed for Rainbow’s metabolism. “Odd,” muttered Jal. “That ugly tiling really is alive. Hmmh.”
He repeated his motion with the instrument, and the instrument repeated its
chimes and clicks. “Well, the wonders of the Equality are endless. I thought
Dapsl was just trying to pass off a double handful of gold as one of the First
People.” “IT said a shaky voice. ‘Td never deceive my lord.”
Dapsl limped into the crowded room. The left side of his face was swollen and
darkened where Lord Jal’s fist had struck him. “I told you that was one of the
stone people.” Lord Jal ignored both the little man’s words and his deep
bow. With a swirl of his rich robe, the Loo turned toward Rheba. “It”—he
gestured toward Kirtn—“will wake up soon. It will be sore. See that it walks
around or the soreness will get worse.” Rheba imitated the Loo gesture of agreement Jal looked startled,
as though he realized for the first time that he was speaking master Loo, not
Universal—and she was understanding every word. He stared at the slender snake
body barely visible beneath her hair. “Dapsl didn’t lie about that, either,” Jal said in
Universal. “How many languages does it know?” Unhesitatingly, Rheba lied. “Loo, a bit. Universal, a bit
more. Enough so that we get by. He says he knows J/taal, but I have no way to
be sure. The J/taals obey well enough, so the snake must know something.” She
shrugged. “He’s quite beautiful, but I’m afraid he’s not at all bright. As much
a mimic as anything else.” She whistled sweet Bre’n apologies to Fssa and hoped that Jal
would not see through her lies. Until the Fssireeme performed with them on the
Concatenation stage, he could be snatched away at the whim of a Loo Lord.
Fssa’s linguistic genius must be kept secret for a few more weeks. Lord Jal stared at the snake. He did not entirely accept
Rheba’s glib explanation. On the other hand, the snake obviously was necessary
to the smooth performance of the Act. Besides—if the beast were truly valuable,
the chim who had captured it in the first place would have claimed it long
since. He turned back toward Dapsl, dismissing whatever small mysteries
surrounded the snake. “The new year begins in two weeks. Ill choose my Acts two
days before. Organize your Act around the Saffar and Hmel myth. Weave right
this time, or you’ll die in the Pit.” Dapsl swayed as though Jal had struck him again. “No, lord,”
he whispered. “Not the Pit. Please, lord.” Jal was indifferent to the trembling in the smaller man’s
voice. “The Pit. What else can a failed weaver expect?” “But—but—” Dapsl stuttered hoarsely. ‘They d-don’t respect
me, Lord. They d-don’t obey. They laugh. They ignore. How can I weave an Act
with such c-creatures?” “The most stubborn threads make the most satisfying
pattern,” Jal said blandly, quoting a homily of Dapsl’s people. “And ... I’ll
give you a nerve wrangler to use on the J/taals and clepts.” He looked at
Rheba, who was stroking Kirtn’s face while tears ran down her own. “I wouldn’t
recommend using it on either of them, though. The Bre’n would kill you before
the nerve wrangler disabled him.” “Lord, are you saying he’s unAdjusted?” Jal smiled. “So long as he’s with his kaza-flatch, he’s Adjusted.
Walk lightly, manikin. If you goad them into breaking Adjustment and I have to
have them killed, you’ll die first and very badly.” Dapsl swallowed several times but still was not able to
speak. Lord Jal measured the purple man’s distress, smiled, and swept out of
the room. Kirtn groaned. His body jerked erratically, aftermath of the
nerve wrangler the guard had used on him. M/dere and Rheba worked over him,
trying to loosen muscles knotted by alien energies. After a few moments he
opened his eyes. They were very dark gold, glazed by pain. Remembering Jal’s
words, Rheba urged the Bre’n to his feet and guided him on a slow circuit of
the room. He seemed to improve with each painful step. Finally he
shook himself, as though to throw off the last of the nerve wrangler’s
disruptions. Then he remembered what had happened before the world became a curtain
of black agony. “What is it?” asked Rheba, feeling his body stiffen
suddenly. “Jal said the pain would get less, not more, if we walked. Do you
want to stop?” Kirtn answered in Senyas, his voice as controlled as the language
itself. “There is a Bre’n woman here, in this city. She called to me while I
was on the ramp.” Rheba was torn between elation and dismay. She ignored the
latter emotion, not even asking herself why the news of a Bre’n woman would
bring less than joy to her. “You’re sure?” Then, immediately, “Of course you
are. No one could mistake a Bre’n call. Is she well? Is she akhenet? If so, is
her akhenet with her? Is he well? How old—” She stopped the rush of questions.
Kirtn would not have had rime to speak to the woman before he was cut down by
the guard. “Her name if Ilfn. She used the major key, so she and her akhenet
are as well as slaves can be. She didn’t use an adult tone to describe his
name, so I assume that Lheket is a child. She didn’t use the harmonics of gathering
to describe herself, so I have to assume that she doesn’t know of any other
Bre’ns on Loo.” Rheba thought quickly, grateful for the compressed, complex
Bre’n language. Few other languages could have packed so much information into
a few instants of musical sound. “It must be Lheket’s earring that Jal stole.”
Her voice changed. She reached up to touch her right ear, barren of Kirtn’s
gift, the Bre’n Face. Jal had taken both earrings, Lheket’s and her own, before
he dumped her and Kirtn into the Fold. “May his children turn to ashes before
he dies,” she said, a fire dancer’s curse. Her voice was frightening in its
hatred. Her arms smoldered beneath the robes. Lines of burning gold glowed on
her neck and her hair twisted restlessly. For once, Kirtn did not attempt to calm her. The earring was
the symbol of all that Bre’n and Senyas could be, the Face of the future,
catalyst to Rheba’s understanding of herself, and Him. He felt its loss as
acutely as she did; perhaps more, for he understood more. “We’ll have to find out where she’s kept,” said Rheba slowly, “then we’ll have to figure out a way to free her and
her akhenet—and ourselves,” she added in bitter tones, “ourselves first of
all.” She looked around the room. It was large, contained simple furniture and
simple house machines. There was nothing that could be used as a weapon. “At least we found the boy,” said Kirtn, understanding her
scrutiny of the room. “Part of our goal is accomplished.” “Did you ... see him?” she asked, oddly reticent. She felt uncomfortable
discussing the child who was the only possible male to father her children. On
Deva such reticence would have been impossible; she and Kirtn would have
thoroughly discussed the choosing of each other’s mates. But Deva was gone,
choice narrowed to nothing. “Is he very young?” Kirtn stroked her hair, enjoying the subtle crackle of
stored energy clinging to his fingers. “I don’t know. I hope so,” he said absently.
Then, bearing his own words, his hand stopped. “I mean—you’re young, fire
dancer. There’s so much—” Abruptly, he was silent. There was no way to tell her
that it would be better for him if she could accept him as a lover or at least
a pleasure mate before she began, bearing Lheket’s children. “I’m frightened,” she whispered. “What little peace we’ve
gained since Deva died—it’s been so hard, my Bre’n. If you mate—if I—it will
all change again. Oh, I know it will be better. Won’t it? But you’re all I
have—” She heard her own words and stopped, miserable and ashamed to speak such
small thoughts to her beloved mentor. “I’m sorry, akhenet,” she said in cold Senyas.
“I’m unworthy of your time.” Kirtn laughed humorlessly. ‘Then I’m unworthy of yours. I
have the same fears you do.” She looked up, unable to believe him until she saw his face
pulled into grim lines beneath the sleet gold mask. Absurdly, she felt better,
knowing that he accepted and even shared her fears. She put her arms around his
neck and whispered fiercely, “You’re mine, Kirtn. I’ll share you, but suns will
turn to ice before I let you go!” He returned her hug with a force that surprised her. His strength
always took her unaware, reminding her of how much he held in check. She buried
her fingers in the thick hair that covered his skull. “Trading enzymes again?” asked Jal from the doorway. Rheba felt deadly anger bloom in Kirtn at Jal’s unexpected return
and cutting words. Deliberately, she put her mouth over Kirtn’s and held the
kiss for a long count. She meant to insult Jal by ignoring him, but her
intention was lost in a swirl of unexpected emotions. Her lines of power
flared, a surge of energy that was the first signal of a mature fire dancer’s
passion. Kirtn felt fire lick along his nerves where he touched her,
fire that burned without hurting, ecstasy instead of agony. She was older than
he had thought, maturity forced by a life no fire dancer should have to lead.
Her body was ready for him but her mind was not. That could not be forced. With
an effort that made him ache, he ended the kiss and turned to face the blue
lord who watched so insolently from the door. “Trading enzymes/’ agreed Kirtn, his voice as utterly controlled
as his body. Jal snickered. “Then you should be ready for Lord Puc’s
furry bitch. She’ll give you an enzyme transfer that will crisp your nuga.” “Lord Puc?” said the Bre’n. “I thought that the Imperial
Loo-chim owned the Bre’n woman.” “Lord Puc is the male polarity of the Imperial Loo-chim. When
he conducts business that has nothing to do with governing the planet, he’s
referred to as Lord Puc. His chim is Lady Kurs. The lady doesn’t want to wait
until after the Concatenation for you to impregnate the Bre’n female. She’s
afraid that her brother might change his mind. So you’ll go to the bitch every
night for ten nights—or whatever part of the night is left after Lord Puc
finishes with her.” Equal parts of anger and sickness coursed through Rheba at
the cold usage of the Bre’n woman as both whore and breeder. She felt ashamed
of her earlier jealously; if Kirtn could bring any comfort at all to the Bre’n
woman, his Senyas woman would not begrudge it. She squeezed Kirtn’s hand gently, trying to tell him what
she felt, that she could share Him with the unknown woman and not be ruined by
jealousy. “Despite Loo’ myths,” she said coolly to Jal, “Bre’ns aren’t animals.
They don’t mate indiscriminately.” “If your furry can’t bring himself to fertilize the bitch,
we’ll take the sperm from him and do it ourselves. Lady Kurs wouldn’t like
that. She’s hoping to blunt the Bre’n bitch’s appetites with a male of her own
species. Later, when the bitch is pregnant, Lady Kurs will enjoy her own revenge
on her chim with the male furry,” Jal smiled at Kirtn. “If you can’t perform,
Lady Kurs will assume that your kaza-flatch is draining you. Then you’ll be
separated until you can perform.” “Rheba and I aren’t lovers, or even pleasure mates,” snapped
Kirtn. “Lady Kurs doesn’t believe that. Neither do I. A guard will
come for you later. Be ready.” XVIIKirtn followed the silent chim of guards through the Concatenation
compound. It was very late at night, yet people stirred throughout, nocturnal
races from planets he had never heard of. Some of the people worked as drudges.
Others rehearsed their Acts, their bodies rippling with natural fluorescence
and their eyes brilliant with reflected light. The compound was a warren of hallways, turnings, rooms, dead
ends and ramps. As he walked, he got the impression of age, great age,
millennia that had worn building stones into rounded blocks. Beneath his feet
stone was smoothed to a semblance of softness by the passage of countless
barefoot slaves. The air was neither chill nor warm, damp nor dry, yet he was
certain he had smelled brine in the instant before one of the outer doors
closed. Breathing deeply, sifting the air for scents, he walked
behind the guards. The hint of sea smell remained, or it could have been simply
his hope that both Fold and Concatenation were located in the same equatorial
city where the Devalon had first landed. If that was so, his ship was
within reach, or at least within possibility. Unless Jal had slagged the Devalon
out of anger when he realized it would respond only to Rheba and Kirtn. The guards paused before a portal. Energy shimmered across
it until the chim spoke a command. Like the compound’s other safeguards, the
key to the doorway was simple. There was nothing to prevent an intelligent,
determined slave from escaping—nothing but the knowledge that there was no way
off planet and the punishment for an unAdjusted slave was death. The Loos assumed
that a slave clever enough to escape was also clever enough to know that it was
committing suicide. Those who survived Pit or Fold were invariably intelligent.
The Loos had to kill very few slaves in any given year, and most of those had
gone mad. Even so, Kirtn watched and learned, weighing and memorizing
alternate routes through the ancient compound, remembering verbal keys to each
doorway. What he did was not difficult for a Bre’n; their memories were as
great as their ability to withstand pain. It could not be otherwise for a race
that guided the dangerous mental energies of Senyas dancers. Another door, another shimmer of energy, another set of commands.
He walked through into a night that was fragrant with flowers and a nearby sea.
Wind ruffled over him, bringing with it the sound of surf created by two of
Loo’s moons. He wished for a window or a hill or even a peephole, anything to
give him a view of the surrounding area. But all he had was a walled courtyard
that was crossed in seventeen steps. A door gleamed, winked out. In the gold
light of an open room stood a Bre’n woman, Ilfn. Her whistle was one of the
most beautiful sounds he had ever heard. Ilfn stepped forward and led him through the archway. The
guards did not follow. Behind him energy leaped up again, sealing him within
the room. At the moment it did not matter, he was standing close to a Bre’n
woman. A hand brushed his gold mask, smoothing the short, sleek
hairs around his gold eyes in a Bre’n gesture of greeting. He returned the
touch. Ilfn was smaller than he, smaller than the Bre’n women he had known,
barely taller than a Senyas. Her mask was pale gold against the dark brown of
her hair and fur. She trembled beneath his touch. “I hoped, but I never really believed I would see another
Bre’n,” she whistled. “I hoped. And I survived, because it isn’t for a Bre’n to
die and leave behind an akhenet child. Are you akhenet, too?” “Yes. Her name is Rheba. She’s a fire dancer from the Tirrl
continent.” “Tirrl.” The word was like a sigh. “Half a world away from Semmadoh.
But we all died just the same.” “Not all. You’re here, and we’re here. There must be others.
Rheba and I will find them. We’ll gather them up and take them to a new world.
Bre’ns and Senyasi will dance again.” Ilfn’s smile was unbearably sad, but she did not say aloud
that slaves had no right to dreams. “Fire dancer. Lheket is a rain dancer. Very
strong.” Her whistle slid into a minor key, “Too strong for a child only eleven
years old.” He whistled sympathetically. “Rheba is strong, too. And too
young to have lines of power touching her shoulders.” With a last smoothing of Kirtn’s gold mask, Ilfn’s hand
fell. “I think only the strongest dancers survived.” Her eyes were pale brown
with green lights, but little except darkness moved within them when she remembered
Deva’s end. “I’m glad that Lord Puc listened to my plea.” Kirtn’s whistle rose on a note of query. “I asked him if you were alive,” she explained, “and he said
yes. Then I asked him if I could see you. He shouted and hit me.” She made a
dismissing gesture when she saw Kirtn’s face change. “No Loo can make a Bre’n
hurt with just bare fists. And Lord Puc is weaker than most.” Her lips thinned
into a bitter smile. “Lord Puc is very soft in my hands. When the time comes,
he’s mine. I’ve earned him.” The last was spoken in Senyas, and was as flat as the light
in her eyes. “When the time comes... ?” he whistled. Ilfn hesitated, then whistled softly. “I suppose I must
trust you.” Then, defiantly, “If I can’t trust the last Bre’n man alive, I’ll
be glad to die!” He waited, then hummed encouragement. “Rebellion,” she said in Senyas. “When? Where? How many?” He spoke Senyas, too, a staccato
rush of demand. “Last Year Night, the final night of the Concatenation,
during the Hour Between Years. It’s an hour of chaos. We know the gate codes of
the compound. There’s a spaceport just a few mie from the Concatenation
amphitheater. We’ll steal a ship and get off this mud-sucking planet.” He hesitated, not knowing how to criticize the plan without
seeming ungrateful for her confidence. She smiled again, and he realized that
she was old, much older than he. “It’s not as foolish as it sounds in Senyas,” she said. “On
the night of Concatenation there is an extra hour of tune after midnight when
they adjust their yearly calendar. It’s a time of no-time, really, when all
rules are suspended and slaves wander the streets. When the hour is up, the New
Year Morning begins. Until then, the highborn Loo and their guards stay in the
Concatenation amphitheater, bidding for various Acts.” He stood quietly, absorbing the information and its implications
for escape. “What’s the amphitheater like?” “It’s an ancient place connected to this compound by a tunnel.”
She switched from Senyas to Bre’n, emotions ringing in her whistle. “There
aren’t any guards in the tunnel, and there are many rooms, many turnings before
the tunnel reaches the amphitheater. We’ll stay in the tunnel until the last
Act is over. No one will notice old slaves mixed with the new Acts. When the
last Act ends and the Hour Between Years begins, we’ll escape. We’ll seal the
exits behind us, go to the spaceport, grab a ship and lift off.” “If it were that easy, there wouldn’t be a slave left on
Loo,” Kirtn said in dry Senyas. “Easy or hard, we’ll do it.” He looked narrowly at her, hearing the desperation that lay
just beneath her clear whistle, coloring it—with echoes of despair. “What is
it? What aren’t you telling me?” Her whistle shattered, then she was in control again, and it
was as though the instant had never happened. “Lheket. He’s only a boy, but
already he’s as tall as my shoulder. Lord Puc is jealous. He can’t believe that
no Bre’n akhenet would touch a Senyas child. He sees my love for Lheket and
calls it lust Someday it might be, if Lheket grows into a mature love of me.
But that day is twenty years ahead. Lord Puc can’t believe that. He sees only
Lheket’s height and beauty and the boy’s love for me.” Her eyes closed, then
opened very dark. “He’ll take Lheket from me soon. Then there will be a time of
rez and death.” She looked up at him, lips tight around precise Senyas
words. “So you see, I’ve nothing to lose by rebellion, no matter how badly
planned.” He had no response. There was no way to change her mind, and
no reason to. She understood her choices, few and bitter as they were. “Can you
trust the other slaves not to betray you?” Ilfn’s whistle was double-toned, indicating that the
question was unanswerable. “They came to me because I’ve heard the outer-door
codes when I go to Lord Puc. Their plan required the right key.” “You.” “Yes.” She turned her hands palm down and then palm up.
“They trust me because they roust, but I don’t think they’ve told me their
whole plan. I think many slaves are involved, in and out of the compound. But I
know only two names, and those the least important. I don’t know how many
slaves they expect to take with them. At least one of the two I’ve met is a
pilot. She recognized the ships I described to her.” “Ships? Are you allowed to go to the spaceport?” demanded
Kirtn. “No, but I can see it from my window at the far side of this building. That’s how I knew you were here. I saw the
shape of a Senyas ship against the dawn. Since then, I’ve waited by that ramp
every time newly Adjusted slaves were released. When I saw you—” Her hands
clung to him suddenly with a strength he had not felt since Deva, Bre’n strength.
“And then the guard scourged you and you fell. I was afraid you were dead, that
I had killed you with a welcoming whistle.” Kirtn held Ilfn while she shuddered. It was the Bre’n way of
crying, and it was as painful to him as it was to her. Even when she stopped,
he continued to hold her, knowing that it had been too long since anyone had
comforted her. The thought of her being used by Lord Puc made anger uncurl
in Kirtn like an endles8 snake. Even though he probably would not have chosen
her for a mate on Deva, she was a good woman, brave and akhenet. She did not
deserve to be a Loo-chim toy. “If we get to the Devalon,” he promised,
“you’ll be safe. And Lheket—” He hesitated, switched to unemotional Senyas. “Lheket
will have a mate when he’s old enough to give my dancer a child. It’s not how
we would have done it on Deva, but Rheba is akhenet and knows her duty.” “Duty,” murmured Ilfn. “A cold companion, but better than
none at all.” She looked up, measuring him with pale-brown eyes. “I don’t think
we would have chosen each other on Deva. You’re much younger, yet much harder
than-the men I loved ... but as soon as we’re off this planet I’ll bear our
children, akhenet. Do you agree?” “I’m akhenet,” he said simply, “Of course I agree.” “But? Don’t tell me you’re too young to father children?” Kirtn smiled. “Young, yes, but not that young.” “And your akhenet? How old is she?” “Neither child nor yet akhenet woman,” he said bluntly. Ilfn pushed away from him with an embarrassed whistle. “I’m
sorry. I didn’t mean to disturb your desires. My sympathy, akhenet. You’ve a
hard time ahead.” She smiled ruefully. “Your whistle didn’t describe her as a
child.” “I’m afraid I don’t often think of her that way.” “How old is she?” “Twice your boy’s age.” “Then she won’t be ready to accept you for at least ten
years,” she said thoughtfully, switching to Senyas. “Yet you already think of
her as a woman ... ?” Kirtn’s whistle was harsh, answering her unspoken questions.
“I’ve never touched Rheba as a woman—except once, to fool the Loo-chim into
believing that she and I had to trade enzymes in order to survive. Then
she—once—to irritate Lord Jal.” His whistle deteriorated into a scathing Senyas
oath. “It doesn’t matter. She is what she is—too young!” In
his anger, he lashed out—at Ilfn. “And I’m not here at Lord Puc’s demand, but
at his sister’s. I’m supposed to breed you so that Lord Puc will go back to his
whore-sister’s bed I” The Bre’n woman looked at him for a long time, understanding
his anger without being angered in turn. “You can’t. With your akhenet neither
child nor woman—no. Mating with me would only heighten your desire for her.
Impossible. You’d risk rez.” “If I don’t mate with you, my fire dancer will be taken away
from me. You know what that would do.” “Rez,” she whispered. Her hands knotted around
each other, “Did we survive Deva and the Fold just to be driven into rez?” “I don’t know.” His whistle was flat and very penetrating, “But
of the four of us, I’m the least vital to our future.” “What? What are you saying?” “If you carry Bre’n babies, the race won’t die. Your akhenet
must survive until he can give Rheba Senyas children. Rheba must survive until
she can bear those children. But I—once you’re pregnant, I’m the least important
of us.” “Hard,” she whistled in a keening tremolo. “I saw it in your
eyes, like hammered metal.” “Do you want children who will wail and die at the first obstacle,”
he said brutally, “or will you mate with a man who can give your children the
strength to survive?” “You misunderstand. I’d have no other Bre’n, now that I’ve
measured you. You’re the Bre’n the Equality demands. I’m too old and you’re too
young, but together we’ll breed a race of Bre’n. Survivors, Kirtn. Survivors
breeding survivors.” She looked at him for a long, silent time. “And perhaps ...
perhaps your fire dancer will understand your need before rez claims
you.” “Perhaps,” said Kirtn. But neither one believed it. XVIIIFssa hummed soothingly, overriding the sound of Daspl’s
complaints. Rheba caressed Fssa with her fingertip, then turned her whole
concentration back on the J/taals and their clepts. M/dere looked over, saw
that Rheba was ready and signaled the beginning of the Act. Dapsl yelled
several phrases that Fssa ignored; the snake was bored by the purple man’s lack
of invention in epithets. “Stop! Stop! You don’t begin until I give the signal!”
screamed Dapsl. The body-length nerve wrangler in his left hand lashed back and
forth as though it were alive. The flexible tips dripped violet light, warning
of energies barely held in check. The nerve wrangler licked out, rising against
M/dere; violet fire ran up her arm. “listen to me or we’ll all end up in the
Pit!” M/dere stood unmoving, though her eyes were wide and dark.
She did not look at Dapsl. She looked only at Rheba, her J/taaleri. Rheba badly
wanted to suck the energy out of the deadly whip and send it back redoubled on
Dapsl. The only thing that restrained her was the fact that he already
suspected that she was more powerful than she appeared. He was afraid of her.
If she disarmed him, he would probably run away screaming to the lords about
powers she desperately wanted to hide. The Concatenation was only seven days
away. She could hold on to her temper for seven more days. She had to. The nerve wrangler hissed outward again, setting fire to
M/dere’s arm. Rheba’s hair whipped and seethed as she leaped to her feet in
rage. Fssa turned black with fear. “No more,” said Rheba, her voice low, frightening,
“If you use that whip on J/taal or clept, I won’t work for you. The Act will be
nothing and you’ll be sent to the Pit!” “So will you, kaza-flatch,” spat Dapsl, more afraid than ever
of the alien whose hair was obscenely alive, dripping fire like the whip in his
hand. “I’ll survive the Pit,” she said, “You won’t.” Dapsl hesitated for long moments while the nerve wrangler responded
to his unconscious commands by writhing sinuously, bleeding violet fire. “Lord
Jal won’t like this. He gave me the whip because those lazy animals wouldn’t
work any other way.” “Make your choice. The Act or the whip.” With a savage twist of his hands, Dapsl broke the nerve wrangler.
It sputtered lavender sparks, then died. He threw it into the corner of the
room and turned back to Rheba. “Whenever you’re ready,” she said calmly, returning her attention
to the Act. Dapsl’s lips flattened into thin black lines, but all he
said was, “On four.” M/dere took her cue from Dapsl this time, and the Act began
smoothly. The J/taals were in a loose group on one side of the area that was
marked off as the stage. Rainbow, very subdued, was at their center. They were
in contorted positions, moving very slowly, their faces anguished and fierce. They
and their silently snarling clepts were the very image of souls caught and
tormented in hell. They moved as though swimming up out of an infinite black
well, bodies straining. Yet for all their effort, they went nowhere; this/was
hell, the core of nightmare in which man fled but could not move his feet. Rheba watched without really seeing. Her whole mind was focused
on gathering energy in the dim room, taking that energy and shaping it into
uncanny flames that coursed over the straining bodies of the J/taals. In her hair, Fssa transformed himself into a musical instrument.
His sounds were eerie, sliding into minor harmonics and then dissolving into
screams as primitive as the fear of death. Fssa’s screams broke suddenly,
regrouped into a keening harmony that made her skin tighten and move. The keening was Kirtn’s cue to come onstage in his role of Hmel,
seeker of lost innocence. But Kirtn was not there, had not returned from his
nightly excursion to Ilfn’s bed. That was the reason for Dapsl’s ragged temper,
and her own. She sucked in more energy, drawing from a window high in the ceiling,
the only source of energy in the darkened room. Where Kirtn should have been
she created an outline of him that was the color of molten gold. Dapsl gasped and stepped back before he caught himself. His fingers curled, longing for the feel of the nerve
wrangler. It was one thing to see her draw lines of fire around a living Bre’n;
it was quite another to see the lines without the Bre’n. The outline keened softly, a soul held in an immaterial cage
of fire. Slowly, with great effort, the outline quartered hell, looking for his
sister’s crown. Hmel had given it to a demon woman in return for a night of
passion such as a human woman could never give him. By increments Rainbow, in the role of the missing crown,
brightened to draw attention to itself. It was surrounded by J/taals and
clepts, each straining upward, each never leaving its place. The outline of Kirtn/Hmel turned toward the crown with a cry
of hope. But when Hmel tried to penetrate the ring of demons around the crown,
a sheet of purple fire flared. The outline screamed, agony as pure as the color
of the flames. The outline of Hmel reached for the crown again, and again
violet lightning leaped. Hmel was not strong enough to brave the fire demons
surrounding his chim’s lost crown. A sound of despair came from Hmel’s incandescent form, a cry
that began as a groan and ended in a scream so high that it was felt as much as
it was heard. Rheba waited until there was only silence and flames and echoes
of despair. She walked onto the stage as though in an exhausted daze. Feigning
exhaustion was not difficult. The effort of holding fire on J/taals, clepts,
and also creating an outline of Kirtn was enough to reduce her to mumbling and
stumbling. It would have been easier to wait for Kirtn, to use his body to
shape the bright outline; but he was not here and there was no more time to
wait. Jal was choosing his three Concatenation Acts tonight. Some of those Acts
had been rehearsing together for nearly a year. Her Act could not afford to
waste one instant of practice time. A tall form stepped by her in the dimly lit room. Kirtn. The
outline shimmered, then reformed subtly. Her fire creation was more alive now.
It moved with greater grace and conviction, for it Was the result of Bre’n and
Senyas working together. Relief was like a tonic to her. She felt energy course
through her, expanding the intricate lines of power on her body. Her head came
up—and she saw that Kirtn had not come into the room alone. Lord Jal was in the
archway. Next to him was the male polarity of the Imperial Loo-chim. “I must protest, Lord Puc,” said Jal in a low voice. “This Act
is all but unrehearsed. To decide now whether or not it is good enough for the
Concatenation stage is unreasonable.” “It’s the right of the Imperial Loo-chim to review any Act
at any time,” said Lord Puc. “If what we see pleases us, you’re assured of a
place on the Concatenation stage. And if it doesn’t please us, you’re spared
the embarrassment of presenting an inferior Act to the gathered chims.” Fssa’s whispered translation from the master Loo language
went no farther than Rheba’s ears. She had only to look at Kirtn, however, to
realize that he already knew. Something had gone very wrong, and the male
polarity was at the center of it. “And your chim?” Jal said. His voice was clipped, as close
to disrespect as he could come without further antagonizing his lord. “Doesn’t
your chim want to judge this Act with you?” Lord Puc’s glass-blue eyes fixed on Jal. After a long
moment, Jal bowed and turned toward the Act. When he spoke, it was in
Universal, a language the Imperial Loo-chim did not deign to understand. “You did your job too well,” Jal snapped at Kirtn. “The
bitch has been listless in Lord Puc’s bed these last nights. The female polarity
is pleased. The male polarity is not.” “Ilfn is pregnant,” Kirtn said. “She won’t willingly accept
sex with him again until her children are born.” “So she told him. He took her anyway, of course, but he
didn’t have much pleasure of it.” Kirtn’s expression shifted as his lips flattened into a silent
snarl. Immediately, Rheba went to his side. Her hand rested lightly on his arm.
Gradually his eyes lost their blank metallic sheen. “Now,” continued Jal, “Lord Puc is after revenge. All that
is available at the moment is a command performance of your Act.” “If he doesn’t like it—and he won’t—we go to the Pit,” said
Rheba, more statement than question. Lord Jal’s mouth pulled into a frown. “Crudely put, but accurate.
I’ve sent word to the female polarity.” He shrugged. “She should have been here
by now. I hope she hasn’t changed her mind about bedding your pet.” Lord Puc looked at Kirtn with a hatred that needed no translation.
Jealousy had eaten at the lord until he was barely sane. Rheba could not help
wondering what the Bre’n female had that apparently all other women lacked—and
did Kirtn feel the same way about her that the Loo lord did? “Begin,” said Lord Puc to Jal. “Now.” “Don’t be in such a rush, chim,” said a silky voice from the
archway. “Don’t you want your leman and her pet to watch? She should know how
well you keep your promises.” With an audible snarl, Lord Puc turned on his chim. The
sight of Ilfn with Lheket brought an ugly sound out of the male polarity. “I
said she was never to see the boy unless I was present!” “But you were present, my chim, my other half, my
petulant nonlover. Where I am, you are. Soothe yourself, chim. The bitch hasn’t
touched her blind pet.” Lady Kurs smiled, then turned her shattered blue eyes
on Jal. “Begin.” She turned back toward her own chim, bane and treasure of her
existence. “Of course, dear Puc, you won’t let the fact that your nuga is
stuck in the furry bitch affect your judgment of an Act’s worth.” Lord Puc made an effort at self-control that showed in every
sinew of his body. “Of course not. Acts are sacred.” Lady Kurs smiled. “Then begin, Lord Jal. Now.” The command was issued in such silky tones that it took Jal
a moment to realize what Lady Kurs had said. Hurriedly he summarized the
central conceit of the Act, the story of Saffar and Hmel. Lady Kurs listened,
but her eyes never left the swell of muscle beneath Kirtn’s velvet plush. His
fur was so short, so smooth, that it defined and enhanced rather than concealed
the body beneath. Watching, Rheba realized anew that Kirtn, like all furred
slaves, was naked, accorded no more
dignity than a draft animal. She felt a sick rage rise in her at Lady Kurs’
lustful inspection of the Bre’n’s body. For an instant Rheba’s rage broke free,
lighting the lines of power beneath her muffling robe. Kirtn felt power flow,
saw Rheba’s hot glare at Lady Kurs, and guessed what had triggered his fire
dancer’s rage. With an inner smile, he turned his back on tie female polarity’s
intrusive stare. “—finds the crown but can’t penetrate the demon fire,” summarized
Jal hurriedly, silently cursing the unbridled lusts of the Imperial Loo-chim.
“His chim, meanwhile, has descended to hell in search of him. She has forgiven
him for his unnatural desires, knowing that he was under the spell of the
furred bitch demon. Together, the chim fights the demons and wins back the crown.
He’s freed from hell, but to remind him of his sins, he’s forced to wear fur
for the rest of his life. And to this day, Loo children sometimes bear the
curse of fur, sign of our ancestor’s unnatural mating so long ago.” Lady Kurs licked her lips with a long blue tongue.
“Unnatural mating ... the curse of the Imperial Loo-chim. Isn’t that so, my
brother, my chim?” Lord Puc stared death at Kirtn and said nothing. Jal swore
softly as he gave Dapsl the signal to begin, “Start with Saffar’s entrance,” he
said in Universal. “And move quickly, for the love of the Twin Gods. I don’t
know how much longer I can keep them from killing something I” Rheba forced herself to look away from the deadly blue lady.
She tried to see beyond Ilfn, where the Senyas boy stood, but he was hidden
behind his Bre’n, nothing showing but a thin, tawny arm and fingers clinging to
hers. “—four!” Dapsl’s hiss brought her mind back to the exigencies of the
Act. She sent energy to bloom around clepts and J/taals. The Act began. Beneath
her robe, her skin itched suddenly, miserably. In a gesture of defiance, she
tore off her slave robe and threw it aside. If her Bre’n had to go naked, so
would she. But she was not naked, not quite. Lines of power made incandescent
traceries over her body, veins and whorls of gold that were so dense on her fingers
that little other color was left. Her lower arms were laced with intricate
patterns, pulses of gold like an endlessly breaking wave. Tendrils curled up
her arms, across her shoulders, around her neck like filigree. A single line
swept down her torso, then divided to touch each taut hip. She felt the cool air of the room like a benediction. It was
far more comfortable to control fire without cloth stifling her. Her own sigh
of relief hid from her the sound of Ilfn’s gasp, and Kirtn’s; both Bre’ns knew
the danger of so many new lines on so young a dancer. And they both knew what
the fire lines touching her hips meant. She was too young to be developing the
curling lines of passion. For an instant the two Bre’n akhenets looked at each
other, silently protesting what they could not change. Then they looked away,
faces expressionless beneath fine fur masks. Like currents of energy, Rheba sensed the silent exchange between
the two Bre’n. It disturbed her, so she put it aside. The most difficult part
of the Act lay ahead and she was already tired. Dapsl cued her entrance. Fssa crooned, a sound both soft and penetrating. The call
ended on a questioning note, but no one answered. Rheba/ Saffar came onto the
stage, seeking her lost chim. She had built no fires around her body to
illuminate it—nor did she need to. Akhenet lines rippled and blazed as she
shaped energies to the peculiar demands of the Act. Fssa spoke for her again,
as he spoke for everyone in the Act. Kirtn/Hmel, striving to reach the crown in the midst of demons,
seemed not to hear. Saffar came closer, drawn to him by the subtle bonds that
connected all chims. Hmel leaned toward the crown again. Violet fire cascaded,
drawing gasps from the Imperial Loo-chim. Against the dark fire Hmel’s outline
blazed wildly. With a musical cry, Saffar turned toward her chim. She
touched him. Fssa screamed. Black fire leaped as the demon still in Hmel tried
to kill the innocence in Saffar. Against Fssa’s background of screams, demon
shrieks and the harmonics of pain, Saffar fought to free Hmel of the demon
curse. The battle consumed the stage, fire and screams, darkness
and light, hope and despair, demon and human. Just as it seemed certain that
Saffar would be crushed by the demon strength of the chim she loved, she surrendered.
Her sudden stillness shocked Hmel. His grip on her loosened. She could have
slipped away, but did not. Instead, she sang. And it was Rheba, not Fssa, who shaped those notes. The first pure phrases of a Bre’n love song rose like silver
bubbles out of the black lake of hell. The notes came faster and clearer, surrounding
Hmel with a net of beauty. He screamed in raw agony, for demons cannot stand
against beauty. Saffar wept, yet still she sang, each pure phrase like a knife
driven into the body of her lover, seeking the demon at his core. Fssa joined the singing, an echo that haunted violet demon
fires. He screamed for Hmel, wept for Saffar; but he let Bre’n and Senyas sing
for themselves and shivered with delight at such perfect sounds. A glittering black demon shape fought over the incandescent
surface of Hmel’s body. Saffar clung to him, using desire as a weapon against
the demon. He writhed and screamed as the demon was driven out of him. Song and
Hmel’s natural desire for his chim tore at the demon, separating it from Hmel
until it stood revealed for what it was—an embodiment of unnatural lust, a
demon both male and female at once, animal and human and all possibilities in
between. Black, shivering, it gave an awful shriek and flew up into the
darkness above the Act. Gently, Hmel pulled away from his chim. He walked between
the fire demons to the place where Saffar’s crown glowed, waiting. The demons
made no flames to stop him; they were themselves frozen by the departure of
their animating force. Unmoving, impaled on invisible talons, the demons waited
in their grotesque positions for another chim who could be seduced into forgetting
its other self. The crown blazed when Hmel put it on Saffar’s head. All
other light faded, leaving a gold nimbus surrounding Hmel and Saffar’s long
embrace. The silence that followed the end of the Act was even
longer. Finally the Loo-chim stirred, still transfixed, shattered blue eyes
unbelieving. As one, the chim sighed. Lord Jal made a few discreet noises,
recalling the Loo-chim to the question at hand. The room brightened at Dapsl’s
command, breaking tae spell woven by a fire dancer and a Bre’n. “The Act pleased you . .. ?” Jal smiled as he asked, knowing
that the Act had done just that. There were many aesthetically superior Acts in
the Concatenation compound, but not one of them spoke so completely to the obsessions
of the Imperial Loo-chim. Lord Puc blinked several times as though demon fire still
troubled his sight He looked at Kirtn, but saw mostly Hmel. Lady Kurs looked at
Rheba, but saw only Saffar’s grief over her lost chim. The Imperial Loo-chim
looked at itself. During a long, silent exchange, lines of tension were reborn
on the chim’s face. But there could be no disagreement about the disposition of
the Act. The male polarity turned toward Lord Jal. “An Act worthy of
the Concatenation, Jal. I congratulate you.” Lord Jal bowed and turned toward the female polarity. “I agree, of course,” she said, her voice brittle. “They
wilt be the last, and best, Act of Last Year Night. But I don’t congratulate
you, half-man. You’ve set our own furred demons among us. There will be grief
now, as there was in Saffar’s time.” She paused, then looked toward Kirtn. “But
before grief, there will be pleasure such as only demons know.” She took her chim’s arm and guided him toward the door. When
they reached Ilfn, Lord Puc stopped. Before he could speak, Lady Kurs intervened. “She and her pet will stay here until after the Concatenation.”
The female polarity’s voice was calm and very certain. When Lord Puc would have
objected, she said, “Only a few days, sweet chim. Until the old year ends we’ll
have each other. Afterward, we’ll have... them.” XIXRheba shivered and moved closer to Kirtn. As always, she was
cold. She felt the steady rhythm of his heart against her cheek, the warmth of
his fine fur, and the resilience of muscles relaxed in sleep. She smoothed his
sleek hair beneath her palm. He murmured sleepily and shifted, bringing her
closer. She settled against him and tried to sleep, but could not Her feet
itched, her legs itched, her shoulders and breasts itched. It seemed that even
the inside of her backbone itched. Gently, trying not to wake him, she rolled away and shed her
robe, preferring to be cold rather than to have her lines irritated by the
rough cloth. She stood up, went to the fountain along one wall for a drink,
then returned to Kirtn’s side. Behind her, J/taals and clepts slept in a tidy
sprawl. Fssa lay curled around Rainbow, but he was not in his speaking mode. On the other side of Kirtn lay Ilfn and Lheket. The boy was
long, thin ... and as blind as a stone. She felt pity tighten her lips; Ilfn
had told her that the boy’s blindness was a flight from what he had seen in
Deva’s last moments. Reluctantly, as though drawn against her will, Rheba walked
around Kirtn until she could see Lheket more clearly. She looked at the boy for
a long time before her itching skin distracted her. She stood, scratching
absently, staring down at Lheket and trying to see the father of her future children
in the thin shape of the sleeping child. At last she made a gesture of
bafflement and negation and turned back to Kirtn. “Is it his blindness you dislike?” Ilfn’s soft question startled Rheba; she had thought the
Bre’n asleep. She heard Ilfn’s love and protectiveness of her Senyas in her
voice, and saw it in the hand smoothing the sleeping dancer’s hair. “I don’t dislike him,” Rheba said. “I simply can’t see him
as my mate. He’s such a sweet child. So... weak.” Ilfn looked from the soft gold lines coursing over Rheba’s
body to the pale, barely marked hands of her sleeping rain dancer. “He’s young.
Too young. I’ve had to keep him from—” The Bre’n’s voice stopped. Rheba waited, then finished the
sentence. “You’ve kept him from using his power?” She did not mean for her
voice to sound accusing, but it did. “Yes!” whispered Ilfn fiercely. “If Lord Puc even suspected
what Lheket could become—” Her voice broke, then resumed in the calm, tones of
an akhenet instructing a child. “The Loo like their slaves powerless. I’ve done
what I had to. Lheket is still alive. Before you judge me, fire dancer, remember
that.” There was a space of silence. Then, “In the days since he has felt the
Act’s energies pouring through this room he’s been hard to hold. I’ll have to
choose, soon.” “Choose?” “To kill him or to shape his gift. It’s a choice all Bre’n akhenets
make,” She looked up, sensing Rheba’s horror. “Didn’t you know that, fire
dancer? Didn’t your Senyas parents tell you what your Bre’n was?” “I—” Rheba swallowed and tried again. “I didn’t know.” “What of your Bre’n parents?” “They died in one of the early firefalls. After that, it was
all we could do to hold our shields against the sun. The years I should have
spent learning Bre’n and Senyas history, I spent learning now to deflect fire.” “But at your age—ah, yes,” sighed Ilfn. “Your age. I keep forgetting
that you are at least ten years younger than your akhenet lines indicate. So
much power.” Ilfn shifted, moving away from Kirtn without disturbing her
sleeping boy. “Sit down, fire dancer. You resent me, but I know things you
should know.” “I don’t resent you,” Rheba said quickly. Ilfn laughed, a gentle rather than a mocking sound. “You
have many and powerful lines, but you lie as badly as a child half your age.”
Her hand closed around Rheba’s, gently pulling her down. “On Deva you never
would have had to confront your emotions about your Bre’n before you were wise
enough to understand them.” “Deva is dead.” “Yes.” The word was long, a sigh. “Listen to me, akhenet,”
said Ilfn, her tone changing to that of a mentor. “You shift between woman and
child with each breath. The child in you resents my pregnancy, Lheket’s future
claim on your body, and everything else that would separate you from your Bre’n.
There’s no point in denying it. The Senyas instinct to bind Bre’n is as great
as the Bre’n instinct to bind Senyas. There is a reason for that instinct.
Without Kirtn you would die, victim of your own powers. Without you Kirtn would
die, victim of a Bre’n’s special needs. I would no more stand between you and
your Bre’n than I would gladly lie down with Lord Puc. But slaves have few
choices, and none of them easy.” Rheba looked away from the Bre’n woman’s too-dark eyes.
Compared to Ilfn, she had suffered very little at the hands of the Loo. “I
hope,” she whispered, “I hope Kirtn pleased you.” She looked away, embarrassed,
not knowing what to say, feeling more a child than she had in years. “I’ll try
not to be afraid or jealous. I know that it’s wrong. You’re my sister. Your
children are also mine.” The last words were sure, all that remained to her of the akhenet
rituals of her childhood. For the first time she understood the need of
ceremony to mark times of great change in akhenet lives, change such as had
happened when Kirtn went to Ilfn and they conceived children. A ritual would
have told her what to say, what to feel, reassured her that the world was not
turning inside out. There were no rituals left, though, and she was afraid that
she had made an enemy of her Bre’n’s mate. Ilfn’s hands came up and stroked Rheba’s seething hair.
“Thank you for naming me sister, even though you had no part in choosing me. I
never thought I would be called that again.” Rheba stared at Ilfn, realizing anew that the Bre’n was a person
with her own history on Deva, her own families and lovers and losses to mourn.
And now, only memories. “I’ll have fine children,” continued Ilfn, her gaze turned inward.
“My Senyas father was a gene dancer; he gave me the ability to choose my
children. I wonder if he knew just how much the race of Bre’n would need that.”
Her smile was thin, more sorrow than pleasure in her memories. “He gave Lheket
that gift, too. Your children will be powerful, fire dancer, and they will come
by twos and threes as mine will.” Rheba looked away, unable to bear either the past or the future
that was reflected in the older woman’s eyes. The past was ashes; the future
nothing that Rheba could or wanted to touch. AH that was real to her was now,
this instant—Kirtn. But the Bre’n woman and her akhenet boy were also real. Silently, Rheba struggled with her childish desire to shut
out everything but Kirtn. When she had dreamed of finding other Bre’ns and
Senyasi, of building a new future for both races, she had not dreamed that it
would be this painful. “But your children,” said Bin, looking down at Lheket, “are
years in the future, and you’re too young to know how short years really are.”
Tenderly, Ilfn put her soft-furred cheek against Rheba’s smooth cheek, where
lines of power lay cool and gold, quiet, waiting to burn into life. “You’re
braver than you know,” whispered the Bre’n, “and more powerful. Take care of
your Bre’n. He needs you, child and woman, he needs you.” Rheba pulled back, disturbed by Ilfn’s words and her intensity.
“What do you mean?” Ilfn moved her head in the Bre’n negative. “Tell me,” whispered Rheba. “I haven’t had any real
training, no quiet years of learning with my Bre’n and Senyas families. If
there’s something Kirtn needs, tell me!” “I can’t. It’s forbidden.” “But why?” “Each akhenet makes the choice you will make.” Ilfn spoke
reluctantly, using words as though they had edges sharp enough to cut her
tongue. “The choice comes from your very core. To describe it is to violate its
purity. It would be better to kill you both than to do that” “I don’t understand,” said Rheba, her voice rising. “First
you tell me that I’m doing something wrong, or not doing something right, then
you tell me that you can’t say any more.” Ilfn turned away from Rheba’s anger and watched her sleeping
Lheket. The Bre’n profile was cold and distant as a moon. It was one of the
faces Rheba had seen in Lheket’s earring, a face both beautiful and terrible,
utterly serene. Rheba turned away and looked at Kirtn, seeing him as though
he were a stranger, powerful and obscure. Child and woman, he needs
you. The sleeping Bre’n stirred, dream shadows changing his face.
Rheba felt something twisting inside her as she realized for the first time
that Kirtn was inhumanly beautiful, as perfectly formed as a god. His gold mask
glowed like two enormous eyes, and she ached to touch the copper hair that was
so different from the copper plush of his fur. His powerful body moved again,
graceful even in sleep. Muscles coiled and slid easily beneath the thin sheen
of fur. She shivered, wanting to go to him, to lie down next to him, to pull his
warmth and power around her like a robe, to build a cage of fire around them
both, together. Akhenet lines pulsed achingly throughout her body, traces of fire in the darkened room. She bent over Kirtn until
her hair drifted across his shoulders like a cloud of fire. Her hands moved as
though drawn against her will, seeking the textures of muscle and fur. But when
she was a breath away from touching him she drew back, frightened by the heat
of her own body. She sat without moving until dawn, shivering with cold and
unnamed emotions, practicing the akhenet discipline of thinking about nothing
at all. XX“This,” said Dapsl, using a drawing stick across a piece of
plastic, “is the amphitheater. The Imperial Loo-chim has the seats of honor
right there”—the stick went to a point just beyond the center curve of the
stage—“and the rest of the chims are arrayed on either side according to rules
of precedence no slave could understand.” Rheba leaned against the wall, trying to keep her eyes open.
The Act had rehearsed all morning, making the lost night’s sleep like a sandy
weight on her eyelids. Besides her, Lheket stirred restlessly. His beautiful,
blind green eyes turned toward her, but no recognition moved in their depths.
She took his hand and murmured soothingly. He had been disturbed ever since
Ilfn had left, ostensibly to find salve for Rheba, but actually to contact the
rebel slaves. In response to Rheba’s touch, Lheket reached up toward her,
seeking her hair. Her hair, however, was bound in a knot beyond his reach.
Seeing his disappointment, she shook her head, sending her hair cascading down
her back. The silky strands brushed across his face. He giggled. “Tickles,” he whispered in Senyas. She smiled before she remembered that he could not see. She
touched his cheek gently, “Quiet, rain dancer, or Dapsl will get angry.” Lheket subsided, but he kept a strand of her hair in his hands.
She frowned and tugged gently. His fingers tightened. She sighed and leaned
closer to him, taking the strain off her hair. With Ilfn gone, he seemed to
need constant tactile reassurance. Not that she blamed him—being a blind slave
among aliens would unnerve even an adult. She wondered if Ilfn had been successful in contacting the rebels
who were planning the Last Year’s Night uprising. They would not be pleased to
add new lines to their rebellion script at this late date; but they would have
no choice. Either Rheba’s Act was included in the rebellion, or Ilfn would not
give the door codes. She sensed Dapsl’s glare and returned her wandering mind to
his lecture. Her attention was not really required. Kirtn was memorizing every
word, for it was the Bre’n who would choose their escape route out of an
amphitheater full of Loo aristocrats and their guards. The J/taals, too, were
very attentive. Their military experience was the pivot point of any plans
Kirtn would make. “—ramp leads to the area behind the stage. You’ll wait in
the tunnel until you’re cued, then come to the quadruple blue mark on the left
wing of the stage.” Kirtn watched the crude drawing of the amphitheater that was
growing beneath Dapsl’s stick. “What about curtains, lights, energy barriers, props—” “Nothing,” said Dapsl firmly. “Acts that can’t provide their
own light perform during the day. The amphitheater is pre-Equality. It was
built by people who either didn’t want or didn’t know how to use a mechanized
stage. There will be absolutely nothing on the stage of use to you except your
own skills.” And thus, no energy source for Rheba to draw on. Though neither she nor Kirtn said anything, the thought was
foremost in their minds. Their performance would be given at night, along with
the other bioluminescent Acts. She would have no exterior source of energy but
the Act itself, unless she set fire to the stage and then wove more complex
energies from the simple flames. But the stage, like the amphitheater, was made of stone. She
did not believe she could set it ablaze, especially in the time given to her
during the Act To take heat out of the night air, condense it, shape it, and
then use it to ignite even highly combustible organic material required a long,
concentrated effort on her part. She would have enough difficulty simply
maintaining the cold light required for their Act. “But the amphitheater isn’t protected,” said Kirtn, “Did the
Loo-chim—or whoever built it—plan on sitting in the rain and watching slaves
drown?” Dapsl grimaced and pulled on his longest braid. “This is the
dry season. It almost never rams on the Last Year Night.” Rheba looked at the boy beside her, smiling faintly as he
played with her lively hair. Rain dancer. “Never?” shot back Kirtn. “Do they use weather control?” Dapsl made an oblique gesture. “If the weather is bad,
there’s an energy shield over the amphitheater that can be activated. It’s been
used in the past That won’t affect the Act, will it?” Rheba made a dismissing gesture. “Shield, no shield. It
doesn’t matter,” she said casually, hoping Dapsl believed her. He chewed thoughtfully on a braid end, then spat it out and
returned to the business of familiarizing the Act with the stage they would use
for the most important performance of their lives. “Since we have been given the honor—the great honor—of
being the last Act of the Last Year Night, we won’t be called out of the tunnel
until there is just enough time left to perform and finish on the absolute
stroke of midnight. The timing is crucial; too soon or too late will spoil the
ritual and displease the Loo-chim. That wouldn’t be wise.” Rheba’s smile was both grim and predatory. She hoped to do
more than displease the Loo-chim before the Last Year Night was over. The
thought made her hair stir, strands lifting and seeking blindly for her Bre’n. Lheket smiled dreamily, instinctively drawing on her
energies. His eyes changed, darker now yet somehow more alive. The tips of his
fingers began to pulse a pale, metallic blue, first hint of latent akhenet
lines. When she looked down she saw the blush of blue on his fingertips.
Realizing what had happened, she damped her own power. He made an involuntary
noise of protest. “Keep that cub quiet or I’ll send him back to his room,”
snapped Dapsl. “It’s bad enough that I have to put up with a furry whore unsettling
the Act, but to put up with her belly warmer is—” Whatever Dapsl had meant to say died on his tongue when
Kirtn and Rheba stared at him, their predatory thoughts naked on their faces. A
clept snarled. Like the J/taals, they took their signals from Rheba, the
J/taaleri. Fssa, hidden in her hair, made a sound that was between a snarl and
a growl. The clept subsided. Rheba wondered what the snake had said to the
clept, but did not further infuriate Dapsl by opening a dialogue with Fssa. “Continue,” she said, her eyes like cinnamon jewels with
darker flecks of rage turning in their depths. “And remember, small man, whose
Act you belong to.” “Two days,” snapped Dapsl. “Two days,” she agreed. In two days the Act would be performed,
and they would be rid of Dapsl until the next time they were required to
perform. The Loo could not divide a Concatenation Act, but the Act could choose
to live apart. “The only thing,” continued Dapsl in a tight voice, “in the amphitheater
besides the softstone seats and the stone stage is the silver gong in front of
the Imperial Loo-chim. It is struck twice to bring on an Act. It is struck four
times at the end of an Act.” He smiled unpleasantly. “Often the Loo-chim
doesn’t wait for the end if the Act displeases it. Then the gong is struck
three times, and the slaves are taken to the Pit. That won’t be a problem in
our Act, though. The Loo-chim has made it obvious that it can’t wait for the
obscene tongues of their furry—” Kirtn moved in a supple twist of power that brought him to
his feet. Dapsl changed the subject hurriedly. “After the gong sounds twice, you have a hundred count to
take your place. The gong will sound twice again. The Act will begin. After the
Act is over, the gong will sound four times. You have a hundred count to clear
the stage, descend the ramp, and return to the tunnel. Questions?” Rheba had many questions, none of which Dapsl could answer.
Apparently Kirtn felt the same way, for he kept his silence. Dapsl looked
around, disappointed. After a moment he tossed his braids over his shoulder and
turned away, rolling up the plastic sheet. “I’ll take that,” said Kirtn, reaching for the diagram of
the amphitheater. The sheet slid out of Dapsl’s grasp before he had a chance
to object. “What—?” “The J/taals,” Kirtn said. “I’ll explain the layout to them.
Fssa didn’t translate while you were talking because we know it annoys you.
Rheba told them we’d explain later.” Dapsl stood, trying to think of a reason to object. “It’s
the first time you’ve ever shut up that flatulent beast on my account.” Kirtn gave the Bre’n version of a shrug, a movement of his
torso that revealed each powerful muscle. “Just trying to keep everyone calm.
We’re all touchy, the closer the performance comes.” “Grmmm,” said Dapsl, his pale eyes narrowed. But he could
think of no reason to object, “Be careful with it. Lord Jal bent the rules just
to give us a writing stick and plasheet. If you ruin it, I can’t get another.” Kirtn started to reply, but saw Ilfn. He watched her come
soundlessly into the room. Even so, Lheket sensed her return. His thin face
turned toward the door, his expression radiant. Kirtn wished that Rheba would show her feelings for him so
clearly; but she would not. She had schooled herself to show as little of her
feelings as possible since Deva died. Or perhaps it was simply that she had no
such depth of emotion for him. He turned away from his thoughts and went to Ilfn. “I have
the amphitheater plans,” he said in Senyas, his voice harsher than he meant it
to be, residue of his thoughts. “Did you—” She held up a small pot made of swirls of blue-green glass.
“I found everything we need.” She looked at Dapsl. “He doesn’t understand Senyas or Bre’n,” said Kirtn. “Good. I managed to speak with my contact for a few minutes
while I got Rheba’s salve.” Rheba brought Lheket to his Bre’n. The boy’s smile was as
brilliant as his sightless emerald eyes. Ilfn’s hand went out, stroking the
boy’s face reassuringly. He turned and brushed his lips against the velvet of
her palm. The gesture was so natural that it took a moment for its
impact to register with Rheba. Her eyes widened. She studied the woman and the
boy, using her fire dancer sensitivity. She found nothing but mutual love
expressed in touches that were sensual without being explicitly sexual. Yet the
potential for passion obviously existed. The thought disturbed her. Was sexual
intimacy normal for a Bre’n/Senyas akhenet pair? Her memories gave her no immediate answer. She tried to recall
her Senyas mother and her Bre’n father. Had they been lovers as well as akhenet
pair? The memories refused to form. All that came was the incandescent moment
of her parents’ death. She had deliberately not thought of her parents since
Deva died. She found she could not do so now. It was too painful. “Rheba?” Kirtn’s questioning whistle brought her out of the past,
“I’m fine,” she lied, shivering. Her eyes were dark, inward-looking, reflecting
a time and a place that seared her mind. “I’m fine.” Without thinking, she took
his hand and rubbed her cheek against it, savoring the velvet texture of his
skin. Her lips touched his palm. Then she realized that her actions were very
like Lheket’s with Ilfn. She dropped Kirtn’s hand. “Rheba?” The whistle was soft, worried, as pure as the gold of his
eyes watching her. “It’s nothing,” she lied, rubbing her cheek where it had
touched his hand. “Nothing.” The last word was a whisper. Kirtn began to touch her, then retreated. He sensed that his
touch was disturbing to her now. There was no reason for her to react that
way—except that akhenets who were worked too hard became irrational. She must
rest. Yet she could not. Concatenation Night was only two days away. “Why don’t
you lie down, Rheba? Ilfn and I can explain the amphitheater to the J/taals.” “No.” Rheba’s voice was curt. She looked at Ilfn. “Did you
get anything more useful than a smelly pot of goo?” The Bre’n woman hesitated at Rheba’s tone. She looted from
the girl to Kirtn and back again. “The unguent will help you, fire dancer. Your
akhenet lines are new. They must itch terribly.” Rheba, who was at that moment scratching her shoulder, said
only, “We’ve more important things to worry about than my skin.” Kirtn took the pot from Ilfn and began rubbing the unguent
into Rheba despite her protests. “Nothing is more important than your
well-being. Without you, fire dancer, we would die slaves.” Rheba looked around as though seeing Dapsl and the J/taals
and stone walls for the first time. Her voice was as brittle as autumn ice. She
gestured to the plasheet. “Unroll it. Explain to Ilfn and the J/taals how we’re
going to die trying not to be slaves.” XXIKirtn started to say something, then did not. Rheba’s hair
was shimmering, the ends twisting like ultrafine gold wires held over a fire.
If she had any control left, she was not exercising it Anyone who touched her
would receive a jolt of energy that could range from painful to debilitating.
But then, that was why Bre’n akhenets learned to control pain. Deliberately, he buried his right hand deeply in her hair.
The air around her head crackled. A Shockwave of energy expanded up his arm.
His left hand clenched, the only outward sign of the agony that came when he
drained off some of her seething energy. When Rheba realized what she had inadvertently done to him,
she cried out an apology and jerked her hair from his fingers. Her eyes were
huge and dark, pinwheels of uneasy fire stirring their depths. Without
hesitation he put his hand into her hair again. This time the long golden
strands curled around his arm like a molten sleeve. He smiled and
smoothed her cheekbone with his thumb. “It’s all right,” he murmured. “I knew what would happen if
I touched your hair then.” “Why did you do it if you knew?” “Unstructured energy is dangerous, fire dancer. You could
have killed one of the J/taals just by brushing against them.” He smiled, then
turned and left her side before she could say anything. As he walked over to
the J/taals, clepts gave way before him. He stopped and spoke to M/dere. From his hiding place in Rheba’s hair, Fssa began to
translate Kirtn’s words into the J/taal language. Startled, Rheba reached up
into her hair. She had forgotten the snake was there. He felt very warm, hot,
but seemed not to have suffered any damage in the outburst of energy Kirtn had
triggered from her. Apparently the Fssireeme could deal with forms of energy
other than sound waves. Nonetheless, she made a silent promise to remember the
inconspicuous snake before she let her emotions get the better of her control. She walked over and stood next to Kirtn as he described the
amphitheater to the J/taals. Fssa’s translation was simultaneous, unobtrusive,
and an exact tonal reproduction of the person speaking. Ilfn stood on the other
side of Kirtn, listening carefully. Next to her stood Lheket, a silent,
shoulder-high presence who never stood more than an arm’s length from his
Bre’n. After Kirtn finished, M/dere looked at the diagram for a moment,
sheathing and unsheathing her claws as she thought “The spaceport,” she
said finally. “Where is it on this sheet?” “Over here and to the left,” said Ilfn, pointing to an area
behind the amphitheater, “If we use the Bay Road, it’s more than five mie from
here. But there’s an estate over ... here.” Her hand switched to the left side
of the amphitheater. “It’s a Loo-chim park, closed to all but the Imperial
Loo-chim and a few favorites.” “Then how do we get in?” asked M/dere. “From here. The park was part of the state complex once.
Most of the buildings there are ruins now. Only the amphitheater is kept up.
The tunnel system goes underneath all of it. I was told there’s a way from the
amphitheater tunnel into the park. From there, it’s less than two mie to
the spaceport.” M/dere looked at the map again. Ilfn’s moving finger had
left no trace of its passage on the resistant plasheet. The J/taal leader
stared, then called her clept. She bent over the waist-high animal, murmuring
commands that Fssa did not translate. The clept opened its mouth, revealing
serrated rows of teeth. On its fangs bright-blue drops formed. M/dere dipped an
extended claw into the fluid and began drawing on the map. Clept venom smoked
faintly, leaving behind vague, dark stains as it corroded the durable plasheet. “The tunnel exit... here?” asked M/dere. Ilfn gestured agreement, which Fssa translated as a J/taal affirmative. “The park ... here?” Again the affirmative. “The spaceport.., here?” “A little farther to the right.” “Here?” “Yes.” “How big is the spaceport?” “I don’t know. Many mie.” The J/taaleri’s ship... where?” Ilfn looked at Kirtn. “J/taaleri?” “Their employer,” he said. “Rheba.” Ilfn’s eyes widened. She glanced quickly at Rheba, then back
to the map. “The ship is here, on the edge of the spaceport by the park. It’s a
derelict yard, from what I was told.” She looked up at Kirtn, silently questioning. “The Devalon wasn’t derelict when we landed,” said
Kirtn. “They probably put the ship in the derelict yard when they found out
that the Devalon only responds to us.” “I’d hoped that was it,” breathed Ilfn. “Our ship is the
same.” “Is it here?” demanded Kirtn. “No. If it were, Lheket and I would have left as soon as we
got out of the Fold!” “Then where is your ship?” asked Rheba. “I don’t know.” life’s dark eyes became hooded, looking back
on pain. “We answered a call for help as we came out of replacement. It
was a trap. The Autumn Moon was left in orbit around a dead planet
called Sorriaaix. They abandoned the Moon when they couldn’t learn its secrets.” M/dere’s movement brought Ilfn’s attention back to the present.
The J/taal’s claws were tracing random marks around the amphitheater,
disguising the meaningful marks of tunnel, park, spaceport and ship. “That animal is ruining the diagram!” cried Daps!, pushing
through the people crowded around the map. He tried to snatch away the
plasheet, but Kirtn’s hand held him back. Rheba felt a moment of panic as she
tried to remember what languages they had been using. Had it been only Senyas
and I/taal? Or had they forgotten and slipped into Universal, which Dapsl understood?
How long had Dapsl been watching—long enough to see the map before M/dere
disguised the additions to it? “Careful,” said Kirtn. “Don’t you know that J/taal claws are
poisonous?” It was not true, but Dapsl shrank back anyway. The clept
venom was real enough; it still shone bluely on M/dere’s claw tip. “What’s she doing?” demanded Dapsl. Then, when M/dere resumed
making random marks, “Stop her!” Kirtn shrugged. “Why? We don’t need the diagram anymore, and
scribbling on it seems to amuse her.” Dapsl fell silent. His shrewd eyes swept the diagram as he struggled against the hand holding back his wrist Then he
stopped moving, studying the plasheet as though, he had never seen it before.
His braid ends bounced as he turned on Kirtn. “Let go of me.” His voice was cool and hard, a voice they
had never heard him use. “I’ve done everything I could for this Act, more than
any other Whip could have. But you wouldn’t know about that,” he said, sweeping
the group with a single contemptuous look. “None of you is civilized enough to
appreciate a Loo Whip. You’re no more than animals.” Dapsl pulled free of Kirtn and stalked out of the room. Kirtn looked at Rheba, who shrugged in lithe imitation of
the Bre’n gesture and turned back to the map. “What about the guards? When do
we leave the stage, and by which exit? Will anyone be able to help us fight our
way to the spaceport?” Ilfn hesitated. To the rest of the people, she appeared uncertain.
But Rheba and Kirtn knew Bre’ns; it was obvious to them that reluctance rather
than uncertainty held her tongue. Kirtn whistled coaxingly. The sound was so unexpected
and yet so beautiful that Lheket’s head came up and turned in Kirtn’s direction.
The boy answered the whistle in a lower key, a pure ripple of sound that
brought an approving look from Kirtn. The boy repeated the whistle in yet
another key. Ilfn gave in and began to speak. “The end of your Act will be the signal for the beginning of
the rebellion. The instant the Hour Between Years is struck, slaves will pour
into the streets. Most will only be celebrating, I think. Others will be
fighting their way to the spaceport Almost everyone in the city will be
half-phased by then—Imperiapolis’ drugs are varied and strong. By midnight, everyone
is dancing in the streets, firing off smelly rockets. The commoners and slaves
wear elaborate costumes patterned after Loo myths. From what I was told, the
streets are chaotic. Only foot traffic is allowed. That’s why we won’t be
conspicuous. Slaves are expected to dance and get phased out. Maybe it’s the Loo
way of testing slaves’ Adjustment. I don’t know. But during the Hour Between
Years, there is no law.” “Weapons,” said M/dere impatiently. Ilfn closed her eyes. “None. Sirgi—my contact—doesn’t have
any. Or if he does, he isn’t sharing them with Lord Puc’s whore.” Kirtn’s lips flattened. The sound he made brought the clepts
snarling to their feet “Who is this man that he believes he’s better than you?” “A red furry from a heavy planet so far away he can’t even point to its direction in the sky.” She shrugged and
smiled, “He’s short, strong, and half-bright. He’s also very determined to get
home. He was a priest there, or some such thing. He has a very small opinion of
women, slaves or not.” “Does he know about our J/taals?” Ilfn’s smile changed indefinably, dangerously. M/dere examined
her suddenly, plainly reassessing the Bre’n woman’s usefulness in the coming
fight; the J/taal smiled, pleased. The smile was very like Ilfn’s. “I failed to mention our J/taals,” murmured Ilfn. “Not that
it really matters.” “Why?” “Your fire dancer is the most deadly weapon on Loo.” Kirtn began to object, then did not. What Ilfn said was
true. Of all the Senyas akhenets, fire dancers had the most potential for
destruction. Silently he promised himself that he would not let it come to that
for Rheba. She had seen and suffered too much already; turning her into a
killer would destroy her. “Can we trust the other slaves?” asked Rheba quietly. Ilfn hesitated, saying much through her silence, “So long as
they need us, yes. Sirgi is very interested in the Devalon. I explained
several times that even if he could get inside the ship, it wouldn’t respond to
anyone but the akhenet team it was built for. I don’t know if Sirgi believed
me. In any case, I had to promise to take as many slaves with us as we could
hold.” “I’d do that whether he asked or not,” said Rheba. “I told him that. I don’t think he believed it, either.” Rheba whistled a sour note. “What else?” “Nothing. They’ll wait by the first outside arch. When we
come, I give the code. Then we’ll be in the park. After that, getting to the
spaceport is a matter of luck.” “We know all about luck,” Rheba said. “We learned on Deva.” Ilfn’s eyes reflected that bitter knowledge. She said nothing. “I’d feel better if there were a source of energy in the
amphitheater for me to draw on—even moonlight,” said Rheba. “No moons,” said Ilfn. ‘They don’t rise until after the Hour
Between Years.” “When you were outside today, how did the sky look?” “Dry.” “Then they won’t have the weather shield activated,” said
Rheba. She shifted her attention to Lheket, a rain dancer innocent of akhenet
lines. “Can he at least call clouds?” “No,” said Ilfn quickly. “Why not?” asked Rheba, her voice cold. “He’s akhenet, isn’t
he?” “Untrained.” “Whose fault is that?” she snapped. Ilfn spoke softly, though her expression was forbidding.
“He’s only a child.” “He’s old enough for simple rain dancing. On Deva, he would
have been apprenticed to an akhenet farm years ago.” “This isn’t Deva. There aren’t any other dancers to help
him.” Kirtn interrupted before Rheba could answer. His whistle was
low, penetrating. “What are you afraid of, Ilfn?” “I—” Her whistle fragmented. She spoke Senyas, then, each
word clipped. “I’ve never allowed him to dance. I don’t know if he can, without
training. And where is the Bre’n family, the Senyas family, the akhenets paired
to help him in the first dangerous attempts? He’s very strong. If
I can’t control him, I’ll have to kill him.” Rheba remembered the ease with which Lheket had drawn power
out of her, his reflexive thirst for the rich currents of force that were an
akhenet’s birthright. There was no doubt about his strength. And no one knew
better than she what would happen if a strong, untrained akhenet blew up in
their hands. She had seen it happen more than once on Deva, toward the end,
when everyone was desperate for akhenets to help hold the deflectors. The
result had been almost as terrible as the sun itself. Unless death was the only
other choice, it would be better to leave Lheket’s power dormant until they
could devote themselves to easing him into his potent birthright. “Ilfn is right,” sighed Rheba, then repeated the words in a
Bre’n whistle that was rich with resonances of acceptance and regret “I can sustain
the Act using only our akhenet energy. Once we’re out of the amphitheater and
tunnel complex, there will be other sources of energy for me to draw on. But I
don’t like it. Inside that amphitheater, I’ll be about as much use as an empty
gun.” She looked longingly at Lheket. The blind green eyes looked
back at her, unfocused. Yet he always knew where she was—like a flower
following the sun, he sensed her turbulent energy. As she sensed his—a silent
pool, potential dormant, seen only in a slow welling of power from its depths.
It was tempting to tap that power, but she would not. Awakened, Lheket was as
dangerous to them as an unstable sun. Rheba sensed someone behind her, standing in the archway
that led to the rest of the compound. She turned suddenly. Dapsl was there, and
with him Lord Jal. Next to the lord was a pale, dark-haired woman of medium
height. Her face was devoid of expression. Lord Jal made a small gesture with his hand. Dapsl and the
woman remained standing while the Loo lord approached Rheba. The woman’s eyes
never left Rheba, as though it were important to memorize every nuance of her.
Casually, Jal’s hand brushed Kirtn, then Rheba. There was an instant of sleeting pain, then Rheba froze. All
voluntary control of her body was gone. She could only stand and stare in the
direction her head had been turned before Jal touched her. She could not speak.
She had to struggle to do such semiautomatic things as swallow or blink. Though
she could not see Kirtn directly, she sensed that he, too, was held in the grip
of whatever drug Lord Jal had used on them. Before’ anyone realized what had happened, the lord moved
among the J/taals. Because their J/taaleri was silent, apparently unconcerned
by Jal’s presence, the mercenaries made no move to protect themselves even
after M/dere had passed on a silent mental warning as her body froze. Jal brushed against Ilfn with his hand, rendering her helpless.
He ignored the blind child as he took a dart gun from his robes. He held the
muzzle of the gun against Rheba’s throat where her pulse beat slowly under her
tawny skin. “Whip, tell M/dere that if her clepts move, I’ll kill
Rheba.” Dapsl relayed the commands in broken J/taal. It became obvious
that he understood the language much better than he spoke it. “Now,” said Jal. “Release her voice.” Dapsl nervously walked up to M/dere, touched her neck with
an invisibly fine needle, and backed away hurriedly. “Tell her to make her animals lie down,” said Jal, the gun
held unwaveringly at Rheba’s throat. Desperately, Rheba tried to gather fire, but her akhenet
lines lighted only sluggishly. The drug had taken her mind as certainly as it
had her body. M/dere grunted harsh commands. The clepts dropped to the
floor as though struck. They watched Jal out of hungry silver eyes, but did not
move. “If you speak without my invitation, I’ll kill your
J/taaleri. Say yes if you understand. One word only.” Dapsl barely finished his stumbling translation before
M/dere spoke. “Yes.” Jal looked at Dapsl. “You were right, Whip. Rheba is their
J/taaleri, though how that came about—” He made a dismissing gesture. “It
doesn’t matter, now.” He turned back to M/dere. “I haven’t harmed your
J/taaleri, so there’s no reason to be rash,” he said, ignoring Dapsl’s halting
translation of Universal into J/taal. “In fact, you should thank me. I’m doing
your job—saving her life.” He turned with surprising quickness and touched
Rheba again. He supported her as she sank soundlessly to the floor. The clepts made chilling noises, but did not move. Nor did
M/dere speak, for Lord Jal’s gun was never far enough from Rheba’s throat to
ensure that a clept could kill him before he killed her. “She’s perfectly safe,” said Dapsl from the doorway. “The
drug is harmless. And so is she, now. Lord Jal wouldn’t be so stupid as to ruin
a valuable slave.” M/dere remained silent. The clepts looked at her, then put
down their heads and stopped making any sound at all. Lord Jal bowed slightly. “I counted on the J/taals’ famed
pragmatism. I abhor wasting slaves.” He looked at the two slaves waiting in the
doorway, Dapsl and the strange woman. “Did you see enough, i’sNara?” “Yes, lord,” The woman’s voice was colorless, as devoid of
feeling as her white face. She came and bent over Rheba, studying her face, her
long hair, the vague golden lines that ran over her hands and feet. She pulled
up Rheba’s robe, revealing more lines on legs, arms, torso. “Does she work
naked?” “Sometimes,” said Dapsl, “But that would be difficult to duplicate.
Her skin designs are very complicated. And they pulse obscenely.” “A robe, then,” said Lord Jal. “Yes,” said i’sNara absently. Kirtn watched the stranger hover over Rheba, but he could do
no more than make tearing attempts to move a single finger. His efforts did
little more than darken his copper fur with sweat. From time to time Jal looked
over at him, making sure that the drug was still working. The woman
straightened suddenly. The air around her seemed to go slightly opaque, as
though something were condensing around her body. She blurred, reformed, and
the air was clear again. But it was Rheba who stood there. Lord Jal walked around her without saying anything. After the
second circuit, he stopped. “More eyelashes, i’sNara. And the hair—can you make
it seem to move by itself?” Kirtn watched with nausea coiling in his stomach while
i’sNara duplicated Rheba’s long, dense eyelashes and gently dancing hair. “Good. Mmmm ...” Lord Jal walked around her again.
“Straighter posture. She’s a proud bitch. Yes, like that. Now walk.” Lord Jal
watched. “No. She’s stronger than she looks. I wish I’d been able to bring you
to see the Act, but after what my Whip told me, I didn’t want to risk wasting
any time.” “You did well to immobilize them without having to waste a
single clept,” said Dapsl. Lord Jal grunted. He looked at M/dere. “Tell her to have
that clept on the far side of the room walk up and down-but not close to us!” Dapsl said a few words in the J/taals’ grating language.
M/dere spoke. A clept rose and prowled the length of the room, never getting
close enough to Jal for a killing leap. i’sNara/Rheba watched silently. “That’s enough,” said Jal. As soon as the clept lay down, he
walked over to M/dere, touched her neck and froze her speech organs again. He
turned back to i’sNara. “Rheba walks like that clept. Graceful, but not
delicate. Her strength shows in her balance.” He smiled absently. “Now that I
think about it, she’s a handsome wench. Just more trouble than any sane man
would want.” I’sNara/Rheba walked. Kirtn could not control the sickness
that swept through him when he saw Rheba’s lithe movements duplicated by a
soulless slave. “Good.” Lord Jal turned and looked at Kirtn. “Listen to me,
furry, and pray that you aren’t as stupid as you are strong. Your rebellion
hasn’t the chance of a raindrop on the sun.” Kirtn went cold, but his stance did not change, could not
change. He was prisoner to a slaver’s drug. All he could do was listen while
his hopes of freedom were destroyed one word at a time. Beyond Jal, Dapsl’s broken J/taal words came like a grating
echo as the Loo beat flat their hopes with steel words. “Slaves who are unAdjusted enough to even plan rebellion
are executed. But in less than two days, you’ll be the Imperial Loo-chim’s
problem. They’ll reward me very well for this Act, enough that I’ll never have
to hear Lady Kurs call me half-man again. I’m not going to let a slave’s
foolish dreams come between me and my freedom!” Lord Jal looked at the Act, frozen in anguished tableau, and
Rheba unconscious at his feet. “As you’ve probably noticed,” he continued
dryly, “i’sNara is a Yhelle illusionist of the Tenth Degree. She is also mine.
And now she is Rheba to the last eyelash. She’ll be Rheba on Last Year Night, a
fire dancer down to the least flickering flame on the clepts. No one but you
will know that an illusionist rather than a fire dancer is performing in the
Act. No one in the audience will separate illusion from Act. “Nor will you rebel at the stroke of midnight. If you do,
Rheba will die. If you don’t perform well, Rheba will die. If anything happens
in the Act or during the Hour Between Years that displeases me or the Imperial
Loo-chim, Rheba will die. Do you understand me, furry?” Jal’s hand snaked out at eye level. For the first time Kirtn
noticed the transparent gloves the Loo wore, and the needles impaled at each
fingertip. The hand touched his neck, and muscles quivered, responsive again,
but only enough for speech. “Answer me, furry.” “I understand.” “Do you also understand that if word of this little
deception get out, the Act will be executed?” asked Lord Jal, his tone casual
but his eyes hard as glass. “Yes,” said Kirtn. It was all he said, but the barely suppressed
violence in his voice made Lord Jal step back involuntarily. “Remember that,” said the Loo lord, “or before you die I’ll
separate you from your furry hide one thin strip at a time.” He turned his back
and pressed a stud at his belt “Be yourself,” he snapped at the illusionist. I’sNara’s appearance wavered, then became Yhelle again. In a
moment, a guard appeared at the archway, called by the signal on Jal’s belt. “Lord?” said the guard. “Pick up this slave,” said Jal, nudging Rheba with his foot
“Follow me.” “Yes, lord.” Kirtn raged silently, helplessly, as he watched Rheba vanish
down the hallway, carried off like a sack of grain at the command of a Loo lord. XXIIThe stone floor was cold. The chains around Rheba’s ankles,
wrists and neck were made of a metal alloy that drained heat out of her everywhere
it touched. The clammy stone walls and floor were a little better, but she did
not appreciate that fact She was unconscious, curled in a fetal position on the
floor, instinctively trying to preserve body warmth. Tangled in her cold hair, Fssa made a sound halfway between
a whimper and her name. “Rheba ... Rheba, wake up. It’s been so
long since you were awake. Fire dancer, wake up,” be said, using Kirtn’s voice, desperately trying to reach
her. “It’s cold here. Wake up and make us a fire!” The snake’s voice was like water rippling over stone at the
far edge of her awareness, an endless susurration that impinged little on her
emotions. The words continued, first in Senyas and then in Universal, and
finally, as Fssa lost energy, in Bre’n. His whistle retained its purity, even
though the snake was compacted densely in upon himself, thinner than Rheba’s
smallest finger and shorter than her lower arm. It was the Fssireeme way to conserve
body heat. After a very long time, she moaned. A convulsion shook her
body, a deep shuddering that went on and on as she tried to throw off the
debilitating effects of drugs and cold. Chains scraped over the floor spasmodically.
The grating sounds woke Fssa, who had succumbed to a state that was not far
from sleep. But for the Fssireeme, to sleep was to die. “Fire dancer...” Fssa’s whistle was ragged, despairing. It reached through the
fog climbing in Rheba’s mind as no sweet notes could have. She shivered convulsively,
bringing her knees even closer to her body and wrapping her arms around her
legs. She was all but numb with cold, yet moving brought such agony as to make
her sweat and moan aloud. “Fire dancer ...” The whistle sounded very distant, very
weak. “Kirtn... ? Is that you? Where are you? Are you hurt?” As he heard her speak, Fssa permitted himself to draw off
just a bit of her body heat, believing that since she had awakened she would be
able to start a fire to warm them both. With the heat he took from her came
renewed energy, and fluency. His whistle became sure again. “Not Kirtn. Fssa.” Rheba did not hear. She had opened her eyes—and seen nothing.
“I’m blind,” she said. “Oh my bright gods, Jal has blinded me!” It took Fssa a moment to realize what had happened. He tried
to tell her that the dungeon was lacking the form of energy she called light,
but she was calling Kirtn’s name again and again and could not hear anything but
her own screams. Fssa drew off a bit more of her heat/energy, just enough to
permit him to make an unbelievably shrill whistle. The sound was like a slap in the face. Rheba’s screams subsided
into dry sobs. “Rheba, it’s Fssa. Can you hear me?” The rhythmic shuddering of her body paused. “Fssa?” “Yes. I’m—” “What happened?” she interrupted. “Where’s Kirtn? How did we
get here? Is Kirtn all right?” Questions came out of her like sparks leaping up from a
fire. Another whistle split the dungeon’s stony silences. She subsided. “Do you remember Lord Jal coming into the Act’s room?”
whistled Fssa, the tone low and soothing now that he had her attention. “I—” Her body shook continuously, but it was with cold now
rather than fear. “Y-yes.” “After he knocked you out, he told the rest of us what a
clever fellow his Whip was.” “W-whip?” “Dapsl.” Fssa swore with the poetic violence of a Bre’n.
“When Lord Jal gave that purple wart a nerve wrangler, I should have guessed
that Dapsl was truly a lord’s Whip!” “W-what’s that?” “A master slave, one who controls the others so that the
lord won’t have to bother.” Fssa’s whistle took on the tones of despair. While
Rheba was unconscious he had had a lot of time to consider what had happened.
None of his conclusions were comforting. “Even worse, the slanted cherf speaks
J/taal. Not well,” he continued disdainfully, “He understands much better than
he speaks, like most amateurs.” “D-did he understand about the reb-b-bellion?” The snake’s sigh was answer enough, but he enlarged on it.
“He overheard and understood too much. But the rebellion will go on without us.
In order for Lord Jal to avoid killing us, he had to avoid telling the other
Loo lords about our plans. The other slaves, at least, will get their chance.” “B-but the Act. I have to p-perform. They can’t d-do it without
you and m-me.” “Jal thought of that,” whistled Fssa in the minor keys of despair.
“A Yhelle illusionist is doing your part. She duplicated you down to the last
eyelash. As for the Bre’n song,” again the sigh, “it will be a solo, not a
duet.” “B-but the fire.” “The fire will be illusory, but the audience won’t know the
difference.” “At 1-least the Act w-will have a chance at freedom.” Fssa’s whistle slid down minor octaves in the Bre’n negative.
“Lord Jal will kill you if the Act rebels.” “Unless Jal t-takes me out of this icy b-box,” she said,
trying and failing to control the convulsive shivering of her body, “I’ll be
d-dead before the new year. The L-Loo must be able to tolerate much lower temperatures
than I can. N-nor-mally it wouldn’t matter, I’d j-just make fire, b-but now I’ll
just shiver until I c-can’t move anymore.” “Make a fire!” Her laugh sounded more like a sob, “Out of what, snake?” Silence answered her question. For the first time since his
birth, the Fssireeme was speechless. Then, very softly, “You can’t use stone to
make heat?” “Not all b-by itself. I n-need something, some energy source
outside the stone and myself. If I had that, I c-could eventually fire the
stone. But I don’t. And I c-can’t.” The shivers were less now, but that did not mean that she
was warmer; rather the opposite. Cold was stealing from her muscles even the
ability to contract violently and send sugars into the bloodstream to be converted
into heat. “Fssa?” Her voice was suddenly thick, her words slow. “Am I
blind?” “No, fire dancer,” whistled the snake gently. “The form of energy
you call light just isn’t to be found down here.” “That’s what I was afraid you’d say. It would have been
b-better if I were blind.” She could make light, but it would cost energy she could not
spare. Nor did she particularly want to see the dimensions of her tomb. Chains
clinked and chimed faintly as she shifted position, trying to ease a muscle
that had not yet gone numb. After she moved, another round of convulsive shivering
claimed her. When she was finally still again, it was very quiet. She listened,
but there was nothing to be heard except her own breathing and the occasional
small clatter of her chains rubbing over stone. “Fssa?” There was no answer. “Fssa? Are you c-cold too?” Silence. Then chains scraped and clinked as she ran numb fingers
through her hair trying to find the Fssireeme. He had sounded so strong that
she had not thought that he might be in as much danger from the cold as she.
More, with his smaller body mass. She did not know enough about his physiology
to be certain, but thought that he took on the temperature of his environment—until
it became too hot or too cold and he died. “Fssa! Answer me! Where are you?” There was only the sound of her cries echoing off stone
walls. Despite the cost to her own reservoir of energy, she made a tiny ball of
cold light. It was something even the smallest fire dancer child could do, a
minor trick. But her strength was so depleted by cold that she felt every erg
of energy it took to keep the light alive. The cell was not large, no more than two body lengths in any
direction. Even so, it was a moment before she spotted Fssa. The snake was
curled in upon himself in a neat spiral that left the minimum of body heat
escape into the clammy cell. His skin was very dark, darker than she had ever
seen it. “Fssa,” she called. The snake did not answer. Worried, she called more loudly. The fourth time she called
it was a scream that echoed off the black stone walls. Desperately, she sent
the light to hover over him. When it was in place, she gradually changed the
light’s structure until it gave off heat as well as illumination. The drain to
her was greater that way, but she was afraid that Fssa was dying. She would not
permit herself to believe that he was already dead. She watched the bright orange flame jealously, letting none
of its heat slide off onto stone. Orange fire licked just above Fssa’s closed
spiral. At first she was afraid that she would burn him; then she remembered
that he had taken much worse heat when Kirtn had released her chaotic energy in
a single pulse. It was a long time before the snake changed. A random quiver
of color passed down his dense ebony length. Gradually the color brightened,
blue to orange, then yellow, and finally brilliant streaks of silver. “Fssa?” she called. The snake’s head lifted out of the spiral. His opalescent sensors
reflected the light she had made. He expanded into the warmth hovering around
him. His delighted whistle soared above the flickering hot light. “You found a
way to burn stone!” “No,” she sighed. “Then where did this fire come from?” “Me.” “You’re using your energy to keep me warm?” The
whistle was shrill, utterly horrified. He threw himself away from the light,
but it followed him, shedding precious life over him. Her life. “Noooo.” The snake’s anguished whistle was like a whip across her
nerves. “Be still, you silly snake! The more you move, the harder it is for me
to keep you warm!” There was a long silence. Fssa did not move. His head was
tucked underneath a coil, as though he would bide even from himself. A
plaintive whistled issued from beneath the hovering flame. “Don’t use up
yourself, fire dancer. I’m not worth it.” She was too speechless to reply. She let the continued fire
speak for her. “You don’t understand,” continued Fssa desperately. “I’m not
what you think I am.” “I think you’re beautiful.” Fssa’s answer was a complex Bre’n whistle that resonated
with pleasure and despair. “No, fire dancer. I’m not beautiful. I—I’m a parasite.” The last was a whistle so rushed that it took her a moment
to realize what the Fssireeme had said. “A parasite? You don’t take blood or
bone or flesh from a living host. You don’t take anything that isn’t freely
given. The cold haa curdled your mind.” “Not blood or bone. Heat.” Only the Bre’n language could have conveyed the levels of
shame and self-disgust that the Fssireeme felt. Only the Bre’n language could
answer him. Rheba forced her chill lips to shape Bre’n speech, “You don’t take
anything that isn’t freely given,” she repeated, but the whistle was rich with
overtones of sharing and mutual pleasure that mere words lacked. “But you didn’t know about me before. I was stealing from
you.” The whistle slid down and down. “Fssa—” “No,” interrupted the snake. “Listen to me. After I tell you
you’ll stop wasting yourself on a useless, ugly parasite.” The snake’s whistle
overrode her objections. “On my home planet, before men came and changed the
Fssireeme, we lived in two seasons. There was Fire, and there was Night. During
Fire, there was enough energy for everyone to eat. Then Night came, as much
Night as there had been Fire. Months without Fire. But we needed Fire or we
died. So we ... stole ... from other animals. “We would project an aural illusion. Our prey would think it
was another of its kind. We would come in close, very close, tangling ourselves
in the prey, stealing its warmth. There we stayed, draining it until it died or
until the time of Fire came again. Then we slid away, swimming again through
the molten sky-seas of Ssimral.” The whistle changed into a poignant fall of
pure sound. “It was long, long ago, but my guardian told me. He didn’t lie. I’m
a parasite ... and your hair was like an endless time of Fire.” Rheba tried to answer, but had no words. She did not think
less of Fssa because his body lacked the means to warm itself. Yet obviously
the Fssireeme’s early evolution was a source of much shame to him and his kind.
She did not think he would listen to her. She yanked suddenly at her chains, trying
to reach the snake. She could not. She forced herself to be still and tried to
think logically. It was futile. Between the chill and having to maintain a separate
fire over Fssa, she lacked the energy for coherent thought. “You’re beautiful, Fssa,” she whistled. The snake keened softly, a sound that made her weep. “Take back your fire. Let me die.” “No.” There was a long time when there was no sound but her
breathing. At last she sighed and shifted position. She reached for Fssa but
the chains defeated her again. The snake’s sensors glittered, then turned away
as he moved farther across the cell. The fire followed. “It’s easier for me to warm us with my body,” she said. “No
matter what you tell me, I’m not going to call back my fire. You might as well
be sensible and come back here.” Fssa slithered farther away. Rheba wanted to cry with frustration and growing fear. She
hated the dark; and the fire she had created only made the dungeon seem darker.
“I’m lonely, Fssa. Come braid yourself into my hair and we’ll sing Bre’n duets.
Please, beautiful snake. I need you.” “Do you mean that?” “You’re beautiful.” “That’s four times today. You only have to say it twice.” Rheba laughed helplessly. The flame over Fssa guttered and blinked
out, but it did not matter. He was coiling around her arm on his way up to his
accustomed place in her hair. He rubbed his head over her cheek in silent
thanks, then began whistling sweetly. She tried to whistle harmony to his song,
but her lips were trembling too much. She tried to tell him in words how much
his company meant to her. He tickled her ear and whistled, gently turning away
her thanks. He made another mouth to carry her part of the duet. After a time, she was able to hold up her half of the
harmony. The sounds of a Bre’n love song echoed down the black corridors of the
Loo dungeon. XXIIILord Jal came, just as Kirtn knew he must. The Bre’n stood
on the far side of the room watching the doorway. Dapsl, the Loo lord’s Whip,
preceded Jal into the Act’s room. A long nerve wrangler writhed in the small
man’s grasp. Violet fire ran like water over the final third of the whip. The
wrangler licked out toward Kirtn, but stopped short of actually touching him. “See?” said Dapsl, turning toward Lord Jal. “It’s just as I
told you. He won’t perform, and that damned snake has disappeared. The Act is a
shambles. We’re ruined!” At a curt gesture from Lord Jal, the complaints ended. He approached
the Act warily, his long robe hissing in quiet counterpart to his walk. The
robe was silt, very sheer, with subtle, brilliant designs woven into its surface.
Despite the room’s chill, Jal wore neither cloak nor underclothing. “So you’ve decided to die, furry?” asked Jal, his voice indifferent. “I’ve decided that my fire dancer is already dead.” “Ridiculous!” “No enzymes have been transferred.” Jal hesitated, uncertainty flickering to his dark eyes.
“It’s been less than two days. Surely the bitch can survive that long.” Kirtn turned his back, refusing further acknowledgment of
the slave lord’s presence. “Listen to me, slave,” snarled Jal, reaching out to grab
Kirtn’s arm. The natural heat of Lord Jal’s hand was like a Senyas
dancer’s; yet unlike Rheba, the Loo did not seem susceptible to the cold. Kirtn
froze, held by a devastating thought. Then he turned on Jal with a speed that
made the Loo leap back out of reach. “Is she warm enough?” Kirtn asked urgently. “Is the place
where you’re keeping her heated?” Jal looked first puzzled, then irritated, “That won’t work,
furry. From what Dapsl told me—and what I saw on Onan—I knew better than to put
her within reach of any kind of energy. There’s nothing where she is but stone.
Not even clothes. Nothing at all that can burn. But she’ll survive. Loo slaves
have survived the dungeon in a lot colder weather than this.” “They weren’t Senyasi,” said Kirtn flatly. He closed his
eyes, trying to control the sweet hot rage uncurling in his gut, trying not to
think how good Jal’s neck would feel between Bre’n thumbs, trying not to smile
at the thought of Jal’s blood washing over Bre’n hands—trying not to succumb to
rez. “Senyasi can’t tolerate cold,” he said, eyes still closed.
Each word was very distinct, as though by forming each word carefully he could
guarantee that the arrogant lord would comprehend the truth in the words. “Temperatures
that are merely cold for you would be fatal for her.” He opened his eyes, ovals
of hammered gold. “Do you hear me?” Jal’s eyes were narrowed, black, suspicious. “You’re trying
to trick me into moving some kind of heat into her cell. Only the Twin Gods
know what would happen then.” Kirtn whistled a curt command. Lheket left Ilfn’s side and
came to stand by the big Bre’n. “His clothes,” snapped Kirtn to Jal. “Compare
them to your own.” After a moment of hesitation, Lord Jal’s blue hand closed
around the boy’s outer robe. Jal’s frown deepened. He fingered the thick cloth,
realizing that the boy was actually wearing two thick robes as well as several
layers underneath. Such an outfit would have had Jal sweating before the last
layer was in place, but the boy’s skin was actually puckered with cold. Abruptly, Jal released the boy’s hand. He turned on Dapsl
and began berating him in the lowest form of the Loo language. Kirtn watched,
wishing that Fssa were there to translate. Jal’s head snapped around to stare at Kirtn. In the silence,
the writhings of Dapsl’s restless violet whip sounded unnaturally loud. “I’ll see that she is warm enough,” spat Jal. Kirtn’s gold eyes watched the Loo for a long moment. Then
the Bre’n turned away again, deliberately ignoring the slave master. Jal swore
and yanked the nerve wrangler out of Dapsl’s hand. Purple fire coursed from Kirtn’s
fingertips to his shoulder. He did not respond. Fire bloomed again, then again.
Smiling, Kirtn stood motionless. He had taken much worse pain from his fire
dancer; he could take much more. Jal looked from the whip to the slave who could ignore pair.
With a sound of disgust he jammed the wrangler back into Dapsl’s grasp and
cursed the day he had found the incorrigible races of Senyas and Bre’n. “What
do you want from me?” “Rheba.” “Impossible!” Kirtn smiled again as he turned around. He had not expected
to win her freedom. All he wanted was to get himself and one other person into
her cell. Corpses burned quite nicely, as every fire dancer knew. Jal waited, but the Bre’n only smiled his chilling smile. “If
you could see that she was all right, would you perform tonight at the
Concatenation?” Kirtn appeared to consider the proposal, but there was
really no need to do so; seeing her was exactly what he wanted. “Take me to her
now.” Jal pressed a stud on the belt that gathered his robe around
his hips. He studied the figures in a small crystal window next to the stud.
“Hardly more than an hour until you have to go into the tunnel ...” He glanced
up at the predatory golden eyes watching him, then glanced down quickly. “All
right. A few minutes.” “No. As much time as there is before the Act goes onstage.” “Ridiculous!” “Every minute there is,” repeated Kirtn, “or there won’t be
any Act.” “You’d kill all of them,” asked Jal, waving a long-nailed
hand at the J/taals and clepts, Ilfh and Lheket, “just for a few minutes with
your kaza-flatch?” “Yes.” Jal’s hand dropped. He looked at Dapsl, who looked away. He
looked at i’sNara, all but invisible in the corner. When the Act was not being
rehearsed, she appeared as herself; Kirtn would not tolerate the imitation
Rheba for one second longer than necessary. “Could you do both of them?” asked Jal of i’sNara. She hesitated,
then made a small gesture with her left tand, the Yhelle negative. “One or the
other with fire, lord. Not both. Perhaps f’lTiri?” Jal looked thoughtful, then angry. “F’lTiri’s only Ninth Degree. The Act has to look right or the Imperial Loo-chim
will have my eggs for breakfast.” He glared at Kirtn again. “All right, furry.
But if you don’t perform well tonight, I’ll kill you myself!” Kirtn laughed. The savage sound brought Ilfn to her feet and
made Lheket move blindly toward the comfort of her touch. Her anguished whistle
finally stilled Kirtn’s terrible laughter, but even Jal could not bear to meet
the Bre’n’a slanting golden eyes. Jal shuddered beneath his silk robe. “I’ll take you there myself,” he said finally. “I wouldn’t
trust a guard with you—or you with it! You’ll walk in front of me with head
bowed, like a slave being sent to the dungeon for discipline.” Kirtn bowed his head, a model of obedience, but the echos of
his feral laughter still vibrated in the air. Jal palmed a small weapon from
his belt and followed Kirtn out of the room. The Bre’n saw little of the
hallways he walked, for his head was bowed in slave imitation. What he did see
was enough. He would be able to lead Rheba out of the dungeon. The air became perceptibly cooler as they walked down a
winding spiral staircase made of stone. The steps were concave in the middle,
worn down by the passage of time and slaves. Moisture appeared on the walls,
beading up and sliding over the chiseled stone passageway. By the time they
reached the bottom of the stairs, Kirtn’s fur had roughened, a reflex that
trapped an insulating layer of air between tiny hairs and skin. Even so, he felt the relentless chill of darkness and stone.
And if he felt it, how much worse must it be for his unfurred fire dancer? Head
bowed, he reviewed the many ways there were to kill a man, and the many
refinements of pain possible before death. The Loo lord who had left a fire
dancer to die in this hell of icy rock would pray for his own death ... but it
would be long before that prayer was answered.. As though sensing Kirtn’s
thoughts, Jal looked up nervously. In the dim light thrown by his belt studs,
he could see little but a huge shadow stalking ahead of him, head bowed, to all
outward appearances just one more Loo slave. Jal wished that he could believe
that appearance. He dropped back farther, his hand tight around the deadly
white weapon he had taken from his belt. Kirtn glanced back casually at the Loo lord, but he was out
of reach. The Bre’n had not really expected anything else. Lord Jal was not a
careless man. “Keep walking,” said Jal, “Turn right at the next branch- ing of the tunnel, left at the third opening after that,
then left at the second arch. She’s in the right-hand cell in the middle of the
long hall. Use this for light.” He tossed a small button toward Kirtn, who caught it
re-flexively. It gave off little light, but Bre’n eyes did not require brightness
to see well. Kirtn whistled, shrill and penetrating, a call that demanded an
answer. There was none, though the whistle echoed deafeningiy down stone halls
and turnings. Fear squeezed his throat, but he whistled again, urgently. All
that came back were more echos ... and then silence. He turned and began running down the hall with the sure
strides of a predator. The button he had been given glowed just enough to warn
of dead ends and passageways. As an energy source for Rheba to draw on, the
light would be all but worthless. As he ran he counted doors and arches, turned
right and left and raced down a long hall-It was cold, colder than it had been
before he turned at the arch. Icy cold, slick walls of stone gleaming sullenly.
He tried to keep down his fear, but like rez it kept uncurling, testing
the edges of his control. Piercing Bre’n whistles shattered against stone. No
answer came back. He held the button high in his right hand, looking for any
break in the wall that could be her cell. Finally, stone gave way to a cold shine of metal. He lunged
at the door. It was locked. With a soundless snarl he attacked the chains
holding down the massive sliding bolt. Metal twisted and snapped. The bolt
slammed open with a metallic scream. The thick metal door swing inward. Rheba lay inside, huddled on the cold stone floor. She did
not move. He leaped into the cell, whistling her name repeatedly, getting
no answer. Her flesh was clammy, almost as cold as the bitter walls. He buried
his hand in her hair, seeking the energy that was a fire dancer’s life. Fssa
slipped to the floor and lay without moving. Rez turned inside the Bre’n, seething seductively,
promising incandescent oblivion to his very core. But not yet. Not yet. First
he must be very sure she was dead. He lifted her off the cold floor, held her against his
warmth, held her as he had ached to do, woman not child. He poured his energy
into her, willing his own heat to warm the chill pathways of her body, forcing
out cold as he breathed hot life into her. Reluctantly, slowly, Rheba’s mind acknowledged the fierce
power battering it. Lines of power flickered vaguely, then blazed beneath his
demands. Feeling returned to cold flesh. With a scream of agony, she was
wrenched out of the blessed numbness that was a near twin to death. A lesser akhenet
would have died of the Bre’n power pouring through mind and body, but she had
proved her strength when she survived Deva’s end. With a final ragged scream
she accepted life again. Then he held her gently, appalled by the pain he had given
to her. He whistled keen regret, apologies as beautiful as the lines burning
over her. She shuddered a final time and clung to him, making a song of
his name. She kissed him with more than forgiveness, child-woman blazing
between his hands. Behind them the door groaned shut and the massive bolt
slammed back into its hole. Laughter bounced off metal and stone—Jal’s
laughter. The button in Kirtn’s hand changed, showing a likeness of the Loo
lord’s face. Lips moved. Thin sound vibrated in the air around the button. “That was a very thick chain on the door, furry. You’re even
more dangerous than I’d thought. As dangerous as you are valuable. F’lTiri will
imitate you well enough for the Act. Imperial lusts will overlook a rough performance,
so long as you and the other furry survive to slide on Loo-chim nuga.
Enjoy the next few hours with your kaza-flatch, furry. The female polarity
won’t let you out of her sight until she’s tired of riding you.” Kirtn ground the button between heel and stone. Jal’s voice
stopped, but the sound of his laughter still seeped through the door. It was
absolutely dark until Rheba made a tiny ball of light. As it hovered over his
shoulder, Kirtn put his strong hands against the door, testing the hinges, then
hammering with all the force of his huge body. Metal groaned but did not give. A howl of Bre’n fury exploded in the dungeon. He threw himself
at the door in an attack as calculated as his howl had been wild. Metal groaned
again, but did not shift. If he kept after the door, he might eventually loosen
its hinges—but there was not enough time left before the Act. A sound from Rheba drew him away from his futile attack on
the door. She stood with Fssa coiled in her hand, but the coils kept coming
apart. She coiled him again. He came undone. Other than a flickering of the
small light she had created when Kirtn crushed the button, she did not show her
emotions. Patiently, she coiled Fssa into a semblance of life for the third
time. “That won’t help,” said Kirtn, his voice soft. “He’s not dead.” Her voice was brittle, desperately controlled.
“He felt almost this cold the first time I touched him in the Fold, when he was
so scared.” The coils loosened and spilled out of her hands like black water.
The light guttered, then flared into a single burning point where Fssa’s body
hung from her hand. There was no response, though the light she created was hot
enough to burn flesh. Kirtn lifted the snake from her fingers and draped the cold
body around his neck. Fssa’s flesh was very dense; he would burn more brightly
than even a Bre’n. “You haven’t much time.” His voice was kind, yet implacable.
When she refused to look at him, he turned her face toward his. “Are you ready,
fire dancer?” “For what?” “For fire.” “There’s nothing to burn.” “There’s me.” Silence, then a hoarse cry of refusal. He waited, but the
lines of power on his dancer remained quiescent. “You have to melt out the hinges, the bolt, or the door
itself,” said the Bre’n in Senyas. “The door is nearly as thick through as I
am. I think the hinges would be a mistake; you’re more likely to fuse them than
unhinge the door. The door may be easier to melt through than stone. That’s
your decision, fire dancer. Either way, stone or metal, you’ll need something
to burn before you can weave enough energy to melt your way out of here.” “No.” “You’ll have to have a base,” continued the Bre’n as though
she had never refused, “from which to weave more complex energies. You’ll have
to burn me.” “No!” “It’s your akhenet duty to survive and bear children.” His
voice was still calm, but he was whistling in Bre’n now, and the sounds contained
possibilities that made her flesh move and tighten. “Ilfn is pregnant. In time,
you will be too. Bre’ns and Senyasi will not be extinct. But first you have to
escape, fire dancer, and to escape you have to burn me.” “Never.” The word was Senyas, unambiguous, containing neither
regret nor apology nor defiance, simply refusal, absolute. “I will never kill
you.” “It doesn’t matter, my dancer. I’m dead already.” His
whistle was sweet, pure, a knife turning in her, “I was dead the first
time I mated with Ilfn.” “What are you talking about?” “Rez.” “But why?” His only answer was a whistle that slid down all the octaves
of regret. For a moment she did not recognize the opening notes of the Bre’n
death song. When she did, she could not control the tears that fell over the golden
lines on her face. She wanted desperately to contradict him, to tell him he
must be wrong, that he could not go into rez, turning on himself,
his mind literally consuming his body cell by cell to feed Bre’n rage. She
wanted to argue and scream and plead, but was afraid that any one of those
actions might simply precipitate the very rez she so desperately wanted
to avoid. She needed time to think, time to plan, time to outwit rez. “What do you want me to do?” she asked in a trembling voice,
using Senyas, for her inner refusal would have shown in Bre’n. It was all Kirtn could do not to gather her in his arms and
hold her for the last time in his life. Yet if he did, neither of them would
have the strength to do what they must. “After you escape from here, hide in
the tunnel until just before the Act goes on stage. Then, take over the Act.
One of the illusionists can imitate me. If they refuse, kill them and use just
my outline. Let M/dere handle the fighting. She’ll get you and the other
akhenets to the ship. Take the slaves who can keep up with you, but don’t wait
for anyone.” She said nothing, not trusting her voice. The only other
time she had seen Kirtn so violently controlled was when she told him that Deva
would die before first moonrise. “I’ll give you my energy,” he said, speaking Senyas because
neither one of them could bear the poetry of Bre’n. “Use it to create fire to
melt rock or metal. When I’ve given you all my energy, use my body as you did
the J/taal bodies back in the Fold. Only this time, take the energy that is
released, compress it, and let it explode inside stone or metal. The shock
waves will destroy solids and generate more heat. At that point, you’ll be able
to burn your way out of this cell.” His voice was so reasonable that she could almost believe he
was talking about a length of wood rather than his own flesh. She began to
refuse, but was stopped by the shadow of rez at the center of his yellow
eyes. Time. She needed more time. She walked past him and ran her hands over the door, releasing
distinct currents of energy. Her akhenet training let her read the currents as
they moved through the metal. The bolt on the far side was thicker than her own
body. The hinges were equally massive. It might be easier to use heat to crack
the cold rocks than to melt through the door—yet the thought of sending molten
rivulets down the high-density alloy made her lines blaze hotly with pleasure. She turned back to him, holding knowledge and argument inside
her, pretending to agree. There was a way, a small fire dancer trick that she
had used against childhood playmates. She would take what he gave her, draining
off his power until he lacked the energy to flash into deadly rez—Then
they would talk rationally about ways and means of escaping from the dungeon. “Ready,” she said. She backed away from the door until she came up against the
cell wall. She stepped forward just enough to allow him to stand behind her.
When he touched her, energy raced through her body, setting akhenet lines to
pulsing with the joined beat of two hearts. A thin stream of barely visible energy stitched around the
door like a questing fingertip. She controlled it precisely, using the minimum
amount of her own and his energy. That was nothing new, certainly not dangerous
to either of them, merely an akhenet pair at work. Kirtn felt his energy flowing into her and wished for many
nameless things in the time before he died. But he was akhenet, disciplined.
The energy pouring into her did not waver with his unvoiced regrets. He sensed
heat building in the door. His golden eyes reflected the uncanny gleam of
Senyas fire. He poured more energy into his fire dancer, wanting to feel the
searing core of her power while he still could. She refused. Her lines surged, channeling his power back to
him in a reflex that was born of her refusal to let him die. He realized that
he was not as spent as he should have been by this time. She had been taking
his energy—and then returning some of it to him so subtly that be had not
sensed the exchange. At this rate he would be drained gradually, unconscious
before he found the death that he must have to set her free. And then he
realized that was exactly what she had planned. With a terrible cry, he flashed into rez. XXIVThe first instants of rez were deceptively safe, like
the rumble of an earthquake presaging the violence to come. Images shattered in
her mind, images of herself as seen through Kirtn’s eyes. She was a toddler, absently striking fire from straw. She
was seven, lighting candles with her fingertips in her first dancer ritual. She
was seventeen, awash with triple moonlight, laughing with a boy lover in Deva’s
scented autumn. She was a searing core of radiance taking the Devalon and
flinging it into space instants before the sun licked out, devouring Deva in
pure light. She was a woman dressed in lightning, calling down fire on a gambling
hell. She was a dancer wearing only her lines of power, mouth soft and bittersweet
as she gave him a woman’s kiss in a Loo room where enslaved stones wept. She was lying on an icy stone floor. A dead Fssireeme
slid out of her cold hair. And then rez raged through her with the force of an exploding
star. She was being torn apart by the life force pouring into her like a
cataract of molten glass. Screaming, writhing, she deflected rez as she had
been trained to deflect other destructive energies. But she was only one, and
young. He was Bre’n, and in rez. Burn me! Burn me to ash and gone! Energy shaped itself into wild lightnings, visible and invisible,
impossible colored shadows smoking over stone walls. She gave back to him what
she could, a feedback loop that quivered and shook with violence barely channeled.
There was a stink of scorched stone, but not flesh burning, not yet, she would
not. I won’t! She screamed again and again, her hair a corona of wildfire,
driven to her knees by the force of Bre’n demand. The cell shrank smaller and
smaller, too hot, far too small to hold the clash of lightnings. There was no
air. Stone turned soft beneath her hands. Rivulets of orange and gold and white
ran down the walls. She could not breathe. Burn me! Never! Her shriek was lost in the sound of rez doubled and redoubled
by stone that smoked and spat ghostly flames. The energy she deflected came
back to her from all sides, reflected by walls. Her skin split and blazed,
forming new lines of power each instant as she tried to cope with impossible
energies, tried not to breathe, tried not to die, tried not to— Burn me! She did not answer him, could not, the cell was too small to
hold more words, they had to get out, get out, get out. There
must be a way out, a place where the air was cool enough to breathe and did not
stink of burning stone, Bre’n rage, fire dancer fear. An orange rectangle smoked and sputtered in front of her, a
metal alloy door as thick as a Bre’n body. Behind her was only rez, killing
what she loved, killing her and him. They must escape. The door must burn. There was no other way. Burn! She no longer deflected his energy. She took. Random lightnings
fused into a beam of coherent light that would have blinded any but fire dancer
eyes. She pointed. Incandescence ravaged the door. She had neither time nor
skill for finesse; rez battered at her, both feeding and demanding her
dance. Reflected fire washed back at her, heat like a hammer blow.
She retreated from the seething door, pushing the body of rez behbd her,
trying to save Kirtn and herself from the backlash of the fire she must use. Akhenet
lines raced like lightning over her, sucking up heat, returning it to her as
energy to feed the deadly beam of light gnawing at the door. Too hot. Too little air. Akhenet lines overwhelmed by unbridled
energies. She would cook before the door melted, she and her Bre’n burned to
ash by rez, ash and gone. Her eyes were closed now, but she did not need them open to
see. The image of the door was seared on her retinas, a rectangle that was
orange at the edges and vapor at the center and white in between, but most of
all hot, by the Inmost Fire it was hot, the core of light shriveling her flesh,
she was burning alive, burning and dying... Behind her closed eyelids brilliance flared, followed by a
cool shadow like a wall between her and the melting door. There was only one
gap in the coolness, a hole through which poured her deadly coherent light,
light eating the door, an incandescent hell that somehow did not reach her any
more. The door collapsed in upon itself in a deadly molten shower that somehow
did not touch her. Perhaps she was dead already. Fire died, leaving only the seething metal on the far side
of the cell, streams of molten alloy that she could only see through the single
hole in the shallow wall that had appeared in front of her. She touched the
wall. It gave slightly. The hole closed, leaving her in darkness. Weakness poured through her like another color of night. She
fell to the fioor, but it was Kirtn, not stone, that broke her fall. He did not
move. She remembered the instant when she had taken his energy with a violence
to equal his rez. For a moment she was frozen, afraid to see if
he was still alive, afraid that she had killed him. She spoke his name in a voice that was raw from screams and
fire. She tried to speak again, but could not. Frantically her hands moved over
him, seeking the least quiver of life. Her fingers told her that he was whole,
burned in places but not maimed by the fire he had compelled from her. She
reached out to stroke his face. Her hands were solid gold, smoldering with the residue of
power. She stared at them, unbelieving. After a long time, Kirtn’s eyes opened, reflecting the
akhenet fire of her hands. He looked around blankly. When his eyes focused on
her he shook his head as though unable to accept that be was alive. “What—?” His questioning whistle ended with a cough. “You went into rez,” she answered hoarsely. “I
danced. I don’t know why we didn’t die.” Wonderingly, he touched her face. Beneath his fingers akhenet
lines pulsed in traceries of gold so dense it was almost a mask. “You
controlled rez?” he whistled, half question, half impossibility. When Rheba tried to answer, her throat closed around its own
dryness. With a small sound she threw her arms around him. She wanted to tell
him how afraid she had been, how rez had begun with images from his
mind, how the terrible core of rez was a power so deep that she had died
swallowing it and then had been reborn as a sword edge of light slicing through
metal. “Coherent light?” He whistled as he stroked her crackling
hair. “What a dangerous fire dancer I chose.” His whistle was light, but it contained all the ambiguous harmonics
of truth. Before she could sort out his many meanings, she realized that he had
taken images out of her thoughts when she could not speak, as though rez had
somehow forged a connection between Bre’n and Senyas minds. “Rez?” she said hoarsely. “Did rez do
that?” “No.” He pulled her closer to his body. In the light shed by
her smoldering akhenet lines, he saw her lips, cracked by dryness and bleeding.
He licked them gently, giving them a healing moisture that her own mouth lacked.
“Many akhenet pairs are minor mind dancers, but only within their own pairs,
only when they are mature, and touching each other.” Suddenly, blackness shriveled, collapsing in upon itself.
Heat washed over them, but it was a bearable heat. Behind it came the suggestion
of coolness from the burned-out door to the dungeon hall. Speechlessly, Kirtn
and Rheba watched as the “wall” folded and refolded, getting lighter and
smaller as it did so until it had become a mirror-bright creature slithering
over the hot floor toward them. “Fssa!” Kirtn’s hand went to his neck where he had draped
the corpse of the Fssireeme. Nothing was there now but his own fur, scorched
even closer to the skin than was normal. Rheba reached toward Fssa, then jerked back her fingers with
a cry. He was far too hot to touch. With an apologetic whistle, the snake
backed out of reach of his friends. He stretched and flexed his body, leaving
black marks on the gray stone floor. “Are you really all right?” asked Rheba, disbelief in her
raw voice. “Oh, yessss,” whistled Fssa dreamily, a shiver of pleasure
running down his mirrored hide. “No Fssireeme has lived like that except in a
guardian’s memories ... to be a glittering sail only a few molecules thick. It
felt so good! It’s been so cold. It’s always been cold since Ssimmi.” Bre’n and Senyas looked at one another, trying to absorb
Fssa’s words. In response to heat that would have killed them, the Fssireeme
had transformed himself into a sail that soaked up energy so efficiently its
shadow had saved their lives. “Ahhhhh,” whistled the snake, “it was lovely to really s-t-r-e-t-c-h.”
As though sensing their bemusement, Fssa added, “Unless it’s really hot,
Fssireeme freeze to death in their thinnest shapes.” He whistled a trill of
pure pleasure. His sensors, darker now than the rest of him, turned toward
Rheba. ‘That was a wonderful fire you made,” he said earnestly, “but you must
be careful where you do it. You’re too fragile to survive fire like that in
closed places unless there’s a Fssireeme around.” She laughed despite the dryness of her throat. The snake’s
whistle was an irresistible blend of complacence and concern. “Cool off, snake.
I won’t carry you when you’re that hot. Or do you want to crawl all the way to
the Concatenation stage?” Fssa gave out a dismayed whistle. Reluctantly he expanded,
releasing heat into the cell. He was careful to direct the heat away from them,
however. The fragility of his new friends had come as a surprise to the
Fssireeme. When he was within the temperature range they considered “normal,”
he wound over to Rheba. She touched him hesitantly, then lifted him into her
hair. Halfway there, her strength gave out. Her hands dropped to her sides. Kirtn put the snake into her hair, then searched over her
body with careful hands, looking for wounds. He found none. “Just thirsty ... tired,” she said, responding to his
unasked questions. She tried not to groan as exhaustion swept over her in a
tidal wave of weakness. “Tired.” Kirtn tried to give her energy, but could not. Rez had
drained him as surely as it had exhausted her. Yet they could not stay here. “The Act,” rasped Rheba, echoing his thoughts. “How long
have we been here?” He did not answer. Rez was timeless. It could have
lasted an instant or an eon. He had no way of knowing. Nor did she. The rebellion
could have started while they fought to burn out the stubborn heart of a Loo
dungeon door. The rebellion could be over, won or lost, slaves dead or free or
enslaved yet again. Loo guards could be coming down the stone hallways right
now, guns in hand, to find a bright snake and an exhausted akhenet pair. Easy
prey. Rheba and Kirtn dragged themselves to their feet. They
walked raggedly across the cell, staggered between lines of cooling metal and
into the hallway. Neither of them spoke. They both knew that she was too tired
to make small fires for the Act, much less set the Loo city ablaze in a bid for
freedom. “The amphitheater,” she said, her breath hurting in her raw
throat. “Energy.” “The weather shield,” agreed Kirtn. Her breath stopped for an instant, then she accepted what
must be done. If they were to escape Loo, she must risk losing the only person
who could give her children. Lheket would have to dance. XXVThe Act’s room was deserted. The only thing moving was the
finger-length fountain that delivered water to the slaves. Rheba drank
gratefully. Kirtn found her robe in a corner. She pulled it on, put up the
hood, and looked at him expectantly. He shrugged. “It’ll have to do,” said the Bre’n. “It doesn’t hide your new
lines, though. Keep your hands in the folds and your head down, until we find
i’sNara.” A low sound passed through the room. She did not hear it,
but he did. He cocked his head, trying to pinpoint the source of the sound.
Finally he decided it had been conducted by the rock itself. The sound came
again, slightly louder. Her head came up. The new lines curling around her eyes
flared gold. “What’s that?” she asked, turning her head in unconscious
imitation of him. “We’re close to the amphitheater. It could just be the Loo
making approving noises after an Act.” “Or it could be a mob of rebellious slaves.” “It sounds,” said Fssa softly, “like the memories of Ssimmi,
heat and thunder.” “Thunder? It’s the dry season,” said Rheba. Kirtn did not say anything. He was already halfway out of
the room, striding down the hall toward the tunnels that converged on the
amphitheater. She followed, nearly running to keep up with the long-legged
Bre’n. His worst fear was disproved within minutes. The rebellion
had not yet begun. The tunnel network surrounding the amphitheater was lined
with Acts. The slaves were either too tired or too fearful to care who was pushing
past them. Their Acts were over; now they had to stand and wait in cold halls until
the last Act left the stage and the Hour Between Years began. Unlike old
slaves, these were not free to roam Imperiapolis for that hour. They could not
leave the tunnel until their new owners arrived and took them away. Rheba could not help glancing quickly to the faces as she followed
in Kirtn’s wake. Most people wore a look of barely controlled desperation. It
was the hallmark of new slaves. Old slaves, like i’sNara, showed no emotion at
all. Rheba wondered how many of the silent people knew about the rebellion, how
many would help, how many would simply get in the way. Hfn’s whistle slid through the thick silence in the hall.
The sound came from one of the many culs-de-sac that appeared at random along
the length of the tunnel. The room was so small that Kirtn and Rheba had to crowd
against him in order to get out of the hall. Pressed between wall and his
Bre’n, Lheket stared sightlessly through them. “You haven’t much time,” said Ilfn in urgent Senyas. “Your
Act is next. They’re lined up just off the ramp, waiting for their signal.” Impatiently, Rheba pushed in closer. Something about Lheket’s
face, his stance, compelled her attention. With half her attention she listened
while Kirtn told Ilfn what had happened—and what must happen. “Lheket will have to dance,” finished Kirtn. “Rheba has to
have an energy source to work with, and the weather shield is the only possibility
within the amphitheater. Calling rain shouldn’t be hard, even for a first-time
dancer. The ocean is so close, there’s moisture everywhere, all he’ll have to
do is gather it.” Ilfn laughed wildly, stopping Kirtn’s flow of words. “Are
you as blind as Lheket? Look at him.” They stared. A low rumble muttered through the rock again,
just below the threshold of Rheba’s hearing. The Bre’ns heard it clearly
enough, though. Kirtn looked more closely at the boy, peering through the very
dim light given off by the fluorescent strips that divided all walls into two
horizontal blocks. Vague blue-silver lines glowed across Lheket’s hands and
chin. Rheba gasped. When she touched Lheket, her hand flared gold.
Sound trembled in the air. She looked up at Kirtn and then back at Lheket.
Currents of shared power coursed between the two Senyas dancers. The boy’s eyes
lit from within, green as river pools. Her hair lifted, rippling with invisible
energy. “He’s dancing!” “Of course he is,” said Ilfn, her voice low and ragged. “I tried
to stop him but this time I couldn’t.” Her whistle was shrill with, emotion,
her dark eyes wild. “About an hour ago he changed. He woke up. All
that had been sleeping in him came alive, as though he had been called by a
ring of master dancers. I couldn’t hold him back.” “Rez,” breathed Rheba. “What?” “Rez. He must have felt me channel Kirtn’s rez.” Hfn’s whistle stopped as though she had been struck. She
stared from Rheba to Kirtn, then back to Rheba. “Impossible,” said Ilfn in
Senyas. “No one, Bre’n or Senyas, can control rez.” “Not control,” said Rheba. “Channel. I merely—” No easy explanation
came to her. She made an impatient sound. “It doesn’t matter. Do you think that
Lheket has called enough clouds to make the Loo activate the weather shield?” Another rumble trembled through the underground runnel. Ilfn
laughed again, a sound that made Rheba shift uncomfortably. “What do you think that is?” said Ilfn. “He has the clouds
raging like Bre’ns in rez.” “Thunder?” said Kirtn, looking at Lheket with new interest. “Yes,” Ilfn’s whistle was both proud and harried. “He’s
called a storm. It’s all I can do to keep it from being a hell-bringer!” Kirtn made a Bre’n sound of satisfaction. The shield would
definitely be up. Rheba would have all the energy she needed to work with. “Do
you need help handling him?” he asked. Ilfn hesitated. “On Deva, I’d need help. But here ...” She
smiled suddenly, a cruel Bre’n smile. “Here I don’t care if he drowns the whole
city and every Loo in it.” “We’re in it too,” pointed out Kirtn. “I know.” Ilfn’s tone was curt. “I’m draining off enough of
his energy to keep him under a semblance of control. It’s that or kill him.” Rheba felt an impulse to stand protectively between Lheket
and his Bre’n, then realized how foolish that was. The first thing anyone
learned on Deva was never to stand between Senyas and Bre’n. Yet she
could not help a whispered plea. “Don’t hurt him.” Ilfn glanced up. The Bre’n’s expression softened as she realized
that Rheba had some affection for the blind rain dancer. “I’ll hold him as long
as I can,” she said simply. The air vibrated with sound Rheba could not hear. Kirtn bent
over Ilfn, whistled softly, and was answered by a smile so sensual it made
Rheba catch her breath. Then Ilfn changed before their eyes, smile fading, mind
turned inward as her hands settled on Lheket’s shoulders. Only her eyes seemed
alive, and his, lit from within by akhenet power. Kirtn turned and pushed back out into the crowded hall,
breaking a path for Rheba. He looked back, saw that her hood had dropped and
pulled it up with a quick jerk. “Jal might be around.” “You’re not exactly inconspicuous yourself,” muttered Rheba. Kirtn shrugged. There were other large, furred races
gathered in the hall. However, there were none whose hair lifted and danced on
invisible currents of force. Even among smooth slaves, Rheba was as distinctive
as a shout. He stopped so suddenly that she stepped on his heels. The
tunnel had branched into two smaller halls and several culs-de-sac. M/dere
stood at the point where the tunnel divided, as though waiting for someone. She
saw Kirtn immediately. She found her way through the crowd to them with
astonishing speed. Rheba shook her head slightly. “Fssa?” she murmured. “You
awake?” A satisfied hiss answered her. Fssa was in his element when
her hair pulsed with energy. If he had his way, she would dance all the time.
He stretched slightly, creating a flexible whistling orifice. As M/dere spoke,
a Bre’n whistle floated up from beneath Rheba’s hood. “J/taaleri,” said M/dere, bowing her head. “I’m ashamed. I
let you be taken without lifting my hand.” “There’s nothing you could have done and no need to apologize.” Fssa shifted behind her ear, making a different orifice with
which to speak J/taal. She suspected that whatever he said was not quite what
she had said. The speech went on long enough to make her restless, but M/dere
listened with utter attention. At the end, she bowed again, but there was pride
on her face. “Thank you, J/taaleri. Do you want us to kill the
illusionists now?” Rheba looked quickly to Kirtn. He shrugged. “Whatever you
want, fire dancer. Just make sure that they don’t get in our way.” “Tell your people to be sure that the illusionists can’t
escape or give warning,” said Rheba slowly, “but don’t hurt them. They may know
something useful about the city. They’ve been slaves a lot longer than we have.” M/dere concentrated for a moment. “It’s done. Come quickly.” They followed M/dere into a small room just off the ramp
that led up to the amphitheater stage. The illusionists were standing very
still, J/taal hands over their throats and J/taal clepts snarling at their
feet. At Rheba’s command the illusionists changed into themselves. The male illusionist was slightly broader than the female,
slightly more muscular, and had hair that was chestnut rather than black. Like
her, he showed no expression. He looked at Kirtn with interest, as though
comparing the Bre’n to the illusion that had recently been projected. “Before you kill us,” said f’lTiri, “remember that we are
slaves like you. Like you, we had to obey men we hate.” “I’m not planning on killing you,” said Rheba. “M/dere will
just knock you out. By the time you wake up, the rebellion will be too far
along for you to warn anyone.” Is’Nara moved slightly, drawing a rich snarl from a clept.
She stared at Rheba with clear, colorless eyes, but when she spoke there was emotion
in her voice. “Let us go! We have a right to try for freedom too!” “Slaves don’t have rights,” said f’lTiri, his voice flat.
“Don’t ask anything, tura i’sNara.” Emotion drained out of i’sNara, leaving only emptiness. She
did not move again. F’lTiri’s body twitched as though he would go to her, but a
clept’s bared teeth made movement certain death. Rheba hesitated, wanting to trust the Yhelle illusionists,
yet not wanting to jeopardize whatever chance the Act might have. “Can you
appear to be J/taals?” she asked suddenly. The illusionists wavered, then reformed. There was a murmur
of surprise as the J/taals found themselves holding what appeared to be two
other J/taals. The clepts rose to their feet, sniffed, then snarled again. The
illusion was visual only—touch, smell and hearing were not affected. Rheba looked at Kirtn. He whistled a puzzled affirmative.
Whatever she had in mind was agreeable to him. Like her, he had seen enough
death on Deva to last him ten lifetimes. “You both know the Act,” said Rheba in a clipped voice.
“You’ll be demons. If you say or do anything to call attention to yourselves,
the clepts will kill you before any Loo lord can stop them.” The captive “J/taals” murmured agreement. They had no doubt
of the clepts’ speed and ferocity. “I don’t think anyone will notice two extra demons,” she
said. “Except Dapsl. Where is he?” “The Whip is with Lord Jal. Your mercenaries made him uncomfortable.”
F’lTiri smiled, revealing the small, hard teeth of a J/taal. “When the gong
sounds for us, he’ll be back.” Rheba swore in Senyas. Fssa translated it into Universal and
then into J/taal, embroidering her epithets with a Fssireeme’s creative glee.
“Shut up, snake,” she snapped, “unless you know how we can get Dapsl to see two
less J/taals. Fssa was silent. The captive J/taals shifted. The air shivered, then reformed
around ... nothing. The Yhelle illusionists had vanished. “What—?” gasped Rheba. A strained voice came from the place where i’sNara had
stood. “This is our most difficult illusion. We can’t”—J/taals reformed and the
voice became less harsh—“hold it for long, but it should get us onstage. Once
there, Dapsl would not dare to stop the Act. The Loo-chim kills Whips that
displease it.” A gong sounded four tunes. The penultimate Act had ended. This time Rheba did not hesitate. “You’ve just joined oar
Act. At the end of it, when Saffar kisses Hmel, the fires won’t dim out. I’ll
send fire across the whole weather shield. That’s the signal for the rebellion
to begin. In the confusion it will be easy for everyone to get offstage and
into the tunnel. Ilfn and Lheket will be there. Follow them. If you’re still
with us when we reach the spaceport, I’ll give you a ride home.” F’lTiri laughed softly, a surprising sound from a J/taal
face. “No wonder the mercenaries worship you. You’re as mad as they are. A ride
home ...” His voice broke on the last word and something close to fire burned
behind his colorless eyes. He bowed his head. “We’ll follow you, J/taaleri.” Dapsl’s strident voice came from the direction of the stage
ramp as he shoved through the crowd, nerve wrangler dripping violet fire. At
the first sound of his voice, both illusionists vanished. Other than the
clepts’ great interest in two empty places in the room, it was as though the
Illusionists had never been in the room at all. “You—i’sNara,” said Dapsl, pointing his whip at Rheba. “Hurry
it up.” The whip flicked over her hood, pulling it down. “Get that hair moving,
damn you!” Rheba had an instant of fear that Fssa would reveal himself.
She felt the snake slide down and wind securely around her neck below the hood.
Warmth flared on her skin as Fssa shifted his color to match the myriad golds
of her hair and skin. She shook her head, freeing her hair. It lifted around
her head in a silky, whispering cloud. The gesture cost her energy she could not
spare, but satisfied Dapsl. He turned his attention on Kirtn, looking at the Bre’n critically.
“The scorched fur is a good touch, but you’ve still made the damned beast too
handsome.” Kirtn almost smiled. “Well, it’s too late to adjust the illusion now. Go on, get
on stage. If the female polarity is disappointed by the looks of the real
furry, I’ll send you to her instead!” He glared at the rest of the Act. “Move!”
he said in guttural J/taal. “The twin gong will sound and we’d better be ready!
M/dur, where’s that damned crown?” Rheba froze. She had forgotten about Rainbow. M/dur reached inside his robe and pulled out what looked
like a heavy, pitted necklace. It shifted in his hands, becoming thicker, more
dense. Dapsl glanced. “Why the bitch ever wanted that ugly thing in
the first place—” He began making restive motions with his whip. “Onstage,” he
said harshly. “Onstage!” Rheba led the Act out of the room and up the ramp, hoping
that no one would stumble over the two invisible illusionists in the rush. At
every second she expected a cry of outraged discovery from the Whip. She was so
intent on gaining the sanctuary of the stage before the illusionists lost their
invisibility that she shoved roughly past a lord who was standing on the ramp.
Too late she realized that the man was Lord Jal. She looked back over her
shoulder. He was staring at her oddly, as though he suspected that reality
rather than illusion had jostled him. Before he could protest, the Act gained
the stage in a silent rush. The gong rang twice. The Act began. XXVIOnstage the air was cool, smelling of rare perfumes and a
whiff of lightning. Overhead, an invisible dome quivered silently, shielding
the audience from random drops of rain. Thunder sounded suddenly in response to
unseen lightning. The shield thickened, then relaxed; it was designed to supply
only enough energy to meet the needs of the instant. Rheba reached for the shield with immaterial hands. Her hair
whipped and sparkled. Instantly she withdrew, leaving only the most meager tendril
connecting her to the shield. She let energy trickle down, then shaped it to
the requirements of the Act. As the Act unfolded, the shield surged again, deflecting the
building storm. Rheba’s fires leaped with the unexpected increase in power,
drawing a gasp from the Loo audience. Silently she fought to damp out the
unnecessary power. After several moments the shield—and the Act—returned to
acceptable energy levels. A part of her kept listening for Jal or Dapsl to give away
the game, but no words were spoken except by Fssa. Dapsl stood just offstage,
his whip lashing restlessly in his hands. If he suspected anything he kept it
to himself. Nor did Jal reappear, although as a slave Act owner, he had a seat
in the third row. The seat was empty. Power surged as thunder rumbled overhead. Instantly she
damped down. Even so, Kirtn’s outline flared in great tongues of gold. She put
Jal and Dapsl from her mind, concentrating only on controlling the unruly,
unpredictable energy source. After a struggle, she managed to capture enough
energy to keep going until the end of the Act, when she would be forced to tap
the shield once again. She stepped into the center of the stage, going through the
motions of Saffar struggling with and then seducing Hmel. Thunder hammered the stage an instant after lightning slid
over the protective shield. The audience did not notice; the saga of Saffar and
Hmel was more compelling than mere lightning. Purple and orange flames leaped around the J/taals, drawing
a gasp from the watching Loos. If Dapsl noticed the two extra J/taals, he said
nothing. Kirtn/Hmel reached between the writhing demons and brought out the
crown. When he set it on Rheba/Saffar’s head, the crown blazed with all of
Rainbow’s pure colors. The crowd sighed with pleasure. Rheba whistled the last notes of Bre’n harmony, then turned
her face up to Kirtn’s. As his lips closed over hers, she allowed the demon
fires to die. The crowd murmured in wonder as a lacework of burning gold light
grew around the couple on stage. The light was not called for in the Act, nor
did she realize that she had created the brilliant net of fire. All she knew
was that she burned when Kirtn touched her, and he seemed to touch her everywhere. Kirtn lifted his mouth and looked at her with eyes as gold
as her akhenet lines, eyes ablaze like the fire dancer burning in his arms.
With a wrench, discipline returned. Her eyes watched him, seething with nascent
fire, urging a consummation that she could not name. Dance. The silent Bre’n command swept through her mind. The stage
trembled with repeated thunder. Beneath the Loo-chim’s hands, the gong rang
four times, signaling the end of the Act and the beginning of the Hour Between
Years. Rheba laughed and reached for the rippling weather shield, drunk with fire
dancer passion. As she turned to face the astonished Loo, there was a soundless
explosion of fire around her. Streamers of flame leaped from her hands. Her
robe shriveled to ash and fell away, leaving her naked but for the akhenet
lines blazing over her body. She laughed again, sheer delight at the energy
coursing through her; and flames surged, limning her and the Bre’n in frighting
tongues of fire. Fssa spoke from her lashing hair, his voice as deafening as
thunder and more terrible. The Act did not understand the words that scourged
the Loo, castigating them for carnal sins. The Loo moaned and swayed in terror
until the Imperial Loo-chim stood, surrounded by guards. Energy weapons
glittered in the unnatural light. Dance. More emotion than command, Kirtn’s presence inflamed her.
Fssa laughed maniacally, reveling in her incandescent hair. As lightning skidded
on forked heels across the dome, she reached for more power—and brought down
the end of the world. The shield had surged to meet the demands of the storm; what
she touched was raw force too powerful to channel, much less control.
Reflectively she threw away the energy, deflecting it out across the
amphitheater in gigantic dragon tongues of destruction. The screams that came
where fire touched were drowned out by the awful roar of untrammeled energy
blazing out from her hands. Vaguely she heard Kirtn’s voice yelling at the Act to get
out! off the stage! into the tunnel! run! and she felt Fssa ripped from her
hair by a Bre’n hand; but it was all at a distance, a dream from another life.
The only real thing was the shield raving over her head and the raw hot death
deflected by her hands. Energy weapons added their blue blaze to the hellish fires.
She felt the coherent beams of light being born, growing in tight lines toward
her, world slowing until she stood aside from herself and watched the individual
atoms of deadly light form lines lengthening toward her. They were so ordered,
so perfect, lethal in their exact resonance. She curled the light back upon itself, atoms marching in a
different rhythm, perfection destroyed. The beams went from blue to
yellow-white, energy scatterred, harmless. Then she touched the core of light
and the weapons fused, useless. It was more efficient than merely deflecting
the energy, and not too much more difficult. Bre’n laughter curled around her, savage and infinitely
sweet, wrapped in lightning. As though in answer, the storm broke with awesome
ferocity. Shield power doubled, tripled, quadrupled, became a solid ceiling
overhead. Too much power. She screamed and writhed like a snake
on a spit but there was no relief, only energy molten in her, burning her. She
deflected all but the smallest part of it, and even that part was agony. There
was nothing but the primal roar of unleashed hell. The amphitheater was a white
inferno capped by a shield seething at maximum output. Like a wounded animal, she struck back at the source of her
pain. She turned energy from the shield back on itself as she had done with the
weapons, creating countercurrents of force the shield was not built to
withstand. Like her, the shield could deflect or use most of the energies
battering it; but, like her, the shield always retained a part of the energies
that touched it. Assaulted from without by lightning and from within by a
fire dancer, the shield exploded. Instantly rain slashed across the unprotected
amphitheater, vaporizing where molten rock pooled sullenly. In the blue-white
glare of lightning, Rheba looked out across the audience. The seats were empty
of all but rain hissing over hot stone. She stared along the empty rows in
disbelief. She had burned the slave lords of Loo to ash, and now a rain dancer’s
storm was taking even that bitter remainder away. There was nothing left. Like
Deva. Ash and gone. And the rain was tipped with ice that numbed to the bone.
Dazed, unbelieving, she let Kirtn lead her from the steam-wreathed stage. She
looked over her shoulder once, as though expecting the amphitheater to be
filled again with the aristocracy of Loo, expected again to smell expensive
perfumes and see Dapsl standing aside with his whip overflowing violent pain.
She had hated them, all of them, but she had not intended to destroy them so completely. She stumbled on the slick rock. Kirtn caught her. Silently
she clung to him, needing his strength more now than she had a few minutes
before. He carried her away from the stage. The ramp into the tunnel was slippery with sleet. Rheba had
deflected heat back out over the audience, protecting the slaves behind her at
the expense of the slave masters in front. That was all that had saved the
tunnel complex from becoming a crematorium. The tunnel was deserted but for the people who had been injured
in the first panicked flight from whatever had happened onstage. The injured
screamed or moaned or were silent. Kirtn did not stop to help the casualties;
there was nothing he could do for them. He accepted the fact grimly, knowing
that the tunnel, like Deva, would haunt his nightmares for the rest of his long
life. The archway into the park was open, unguarded. Icy rain
swept in on each gust of wind. Thunder belled in the enclosed hallway. Kirtn
hesitated for an instant, then plunged into a night stalked by lightning. Rheba
struggled in his grasp, silently demanding. Put me down. He set her on her feet, waited to be sure she was in control
of herself, then led the way through the park at a hard run. Thunder came like
battering fists. They were blinded by lightning that was too hot, too bright,
too often, a violence that shattered buildings. “Lheket’s out of control!” shouted Rheba, then realized that
was why Kirtn was running her mercilessly through the night. Ilfn needed them. Beyond the park, the streets were a chaos of storm and rebellion.
In the black-and-white brilliance of Lheket’s hell-bringer, slaves paid off
debts with a brutality that made Rheba grateful for the darkness between sheets
of lightning. Destroying the weather shield over the amphitheater had caused an
energy surge that had slagged the city’s power source. Imperiapolis was a city
of darkness and death, powerless. A group of men leaped out in front of Kirtn and Rheba.
Lightning revealed their number and their savage intent, but not whether they
were Loo or slaves. Without breaking stride, Kirtn hit the group. Lightning
reflected in his demon eyes, and his hands were a deadly thunder. Rain washed
away the attackers’ screams. Fire dancer and Bre’n ran on, untouched. Lightning lanced
down so close that they smelled the stink of scorched stone and heard the hiss of
vaporizing rain. Thunder was instantaneous, a hammer blow that drove them to
their knees. Lightning slashed again and again, stirring the sky to a frenzy.
Thunder became a living destruction tolling endlessly across the city. They
could not stand and there was no place to hide. They held each other and waited
to die. Suddenly, silence and darkness closed over them. The wind
moaned in long withdrawal, pulling the storm in its wake. Rain fell steadily, unmixed
with ice. Lheket’s dance had ended. Rheba pushed herself to her feet, wondering if the storm had
been controlled at the cost of Lheket’s life. She refused to think about it,
but tears blinded her just the same. Kirtn’s hand caught up hers, guiding her.
Overhead, clouds reflected the ruddy light of fires burning out of control.
That was all the light Bre’n eyes needed. She ran beside him, blindly trusting
his sight. The spaceport seemed to retreat in front of them, carried
off by clouds of steam writhing up from gutted buildings. Distant explosions
sounded. The city smoked and seethed and devoured itself, fed by the hatred of
slaves. The spaceport was a shambles. It was impossible to tell the
derelict yard from the main berth area. Ruined ships lay like toys, scattered
by relentless lightning. Fires burned. In their sullen light, ships were black
and scarlet. Kirtn ran between the ships without hesitation, his eyes fixed on
the Devalon rising out of the crimson light ahead. Protected by the
larger hulks surrounding it, the Devalon had survived the storm. Kirtn
and Rheba ran toward the haven promised by their ship. Three shapes appeared out of nowhere, barring their way. Before
Kirtn could react, the shapes melted back. Clepts leaped up, making odd sounds
of pleasure. The J/taals reappeared again, so close to Rheba that she gasped.
She had forgotten how quick the J/taals could be—and how deadly. M/dere bowed and handed Rheba a glittering shape. Fssa. With
a cry of delight, she snatched up the snake and braided him into her hair.
M/dur bowed and gave Rainbow to Kirtn. Rainbow pulsed with color, alive with
the power it had absorbed before Kirtn flung it to the safety of J/taal’s hand. “The rest of the Act?” demanded Kirtn. “At the ship,” whistled Fssa. “Ilfn? Lheket?” A Bre’n whistled answered, but the whistle was not Fssa’s. Ilfn
stepped slowly out of the dense shadows in front of the Devalon. In
her arms was Lheket, unmoving. “Alive,” whistled Ilfn proudly. Kirtn’s answering whistle was a mixture of relief and rue.
“Next time, don’t let him dance if we’re out in his storm.” Ilfn smiled fondly and rubbed her cheek over the boy’s forehead. “Is he all right?” asked Rheba, looking at the limp boy supported
by Ilfn’s strong arms. His hands wore braids of blue-silver light. “He’s a dancer,” whistled Ilfn, referring to Lheket for the
first time in the tones of an adolescent rather than a child. Rheba glanced uncertainly at Kirtn, but there was no tinge
of apprehension for Lheket in the Bre’n’s smile. With a sigh, she allowed fear
and adrenaline to ooze out of her. The time of violence was over; she could let
go and find the healing oblivion that Lheket had instinctively sought. Her hair
whispered, releasing energy until she was blessedly empty. She whistled the complex
Bre’n trill that activated the ship. The ramp tongued out invitingly. She moved
toward it, grateful as she had not been since Deva simply to be alive. “Not so fast, kaza-flatch.” She froze. It was a voice she had thought never to hear
again, except perhaps in nightmares. XXVIISlowly, Rheba turned around to face Lord Jal. He followed
her every motion with, a weapon that looked like a small crossbow. The distance
was not great; he would have no difficulty killing her with the squat arrow
that was already in place, waiting to be released. Nor would she be able to use
the weapon against him, for its operation depended on stored mechanical energy
rather than chemical or atomic energy. “I see you understand my choice of weapons,” said Jal. Rheba, caught in the flood of light from the Devalon’s
portal, said nothing. Without seeming to, her eyes checked the position of
the J/taals. Close, but not close enough. They could reach Lord Jal and kill
him, but she would be dead first. The same was true of Kirtn: he could kill,
but not before she was killed. Ilfn, with Lheket in her arms, was as helpless
as Rheba. Rheba bit back a sound of despair and silently began collecting
energy she did not expect to live long enough to use. “Over there,” said Jal, gesturing to a clear space between
abandoned ships. “All of you get over there. Slowly. If I don’t like what I
see, the bitch dies where she stands.” Snarling silently, clepts and J/taals retreated. Kirtn
flexed his hands longingly, but had no choice except to follow. Ilfn carried
Lheket away from the Devalon’s shadow, hatred in every line of her body. “Whip,” said Jal in a loud voice. “Bring the rest of the
slaves.” Dapsl appeared from behind the ship. A whip hung from his
small hand, but dripped no violet fire. Lord Jal had been very careful to use
no weapons that Rheba could turn against them. Dapsl stood aside and gestured
abruptly. A line of slaves bent around him, heading for the place where Kirtn and
the others stood beneath the canting wreck of a spaceship. Three chims of guards brought up the rear of the procession.
All six men and women were armed with rapid-fire dart guns. The energy they
used would be minimal, the darts poisoned. Nothing there for a fire dancer to
steal. As the guards took up positions all around the slaves, the
J/taals and clepts shifted position, marking out one guard apiece. At the least
inattention on Jal’s part, J/taals would strike. So long as their J/taaleri was
under a Loo gun, though, they would do nothing to endanger her. Rheba watched,
and understood the J/taals’ movements. She also understood that she would have
to call for an attack. When she did, the Loo would die. And so would she. Fssa stirred in her hot, rain-wet hair. “You were beautiful,
fire dancer.” The Fssireeme’s goodbye was so soft that its emotion registered
with her before the meaning did. She felt Fssa slide out of her hair, hang for
a moment, then drop to the ramp. In the rain he was nearly invisible. She
sighed goodbye to the Fssireeme, knowing his sensitive receptors would pick up
sounds Jal would never hear. There was no answer. She had not expected one. She
hoped that he got away; he had earned whatever small haven the slave planet
could give him. “The most dangerous slaves on Loo,” said Jal, a certain grim
irony in his tone as he watched the silent file of people walk to the opening
between ruined ships. “Odd how they all ended up here, isn’t it?” Rheba said nothing. Jal laughed. “But maybe it isn’t so odd after all,” continued the Loo.
“The male polarity’s furry was one of their leaders. Imagine my delight when I
found them huddled behind your ship. A few of them still are. They didn’t believe
that primitive weapons killed just as efficiently as the modern variety.” Jal’s face changed. Rheba’s breath stopped in her throat.
She had thought only Bre’ns could contain that kind of rage. “But I underestimated you, kaza-flatch. You were the most
dangerous one of all. What happened to the city, bitch? What happened to the
amphitheater and the Imperial Loo-chim?” She said nothing. Lord Jal’s fist struck his now-useless master’s belt. “The
city power is dead! Slaves run wild! Where are the voices of Imperial rage? Where
is the Loo-chim?” “Dead.” “Dead?” said Jal, voice thin with disbelief. “All of them. Dead. Like your belt. Like your city. Like you
should be. Dead.” She almost died then, Jal’s hand tightening on the trigger.
But he was a survivor. He needed her for a bit longer. He controlled himself
with a coldness that was more frightening than his rage had been. “As you might have noticed, the spaceport is burning.” Jal
smiled, and she took an involuntary step backward. “You’ve destroyed a city and
a culture that is greater than your animal mind can comprehend. What you
haven’t burned, that demon storm washed away,” He stopped, struck by a thought.
“Was the storm yours, too?” “No,” she said, but she could not help looking toward Lheket. Jal followed her glance, saw the boy unconscious in the
Bre’n woman’s arms. Then Jal stared back at Rheba with eyes that knew only
hatred, “You’ve destroyed my people, my city, and even my ship. You’re going to
take me back to Onan. Now.” She did not bother to agree or disagree. She was not going
to take Jal anywhere, because as soon as his safety was assured he would kill
her. She knew it. He knew it. There was nothing left to say. She stared past him. A small movement caught her attention. Fssa was sliding from
shadow into the firelight reflected by a shallow puddle at Jal’s feet Water
divided cleanly about the snake. He vanished beneath the hem of the Loo’s sheer
robe. She looked away, not understanding, but not wanting to call
attention to Fssa. Her glance caught Kirtn’s. He, too, had seen Fssa vanish. Jal shivered, drawing his wet robe more closely around him.
“Up the ramp, bitch. It’s cold out here.” With both hands he steadied the
crossbow. He was shivering violently, as Rheba had shivered in the dungeon.
“C-cold ... !” His body convulsed, jerking aside the crossbow. Rheba threw herself off the ramp the instant Jal’s crossbow
veered from her body. Before she bit the ground, six guards died in a J/taal
onslaught. Dapsl disappeared into a melee of former slaves. When they parted moments
later, he lay dead, his whip tight around his broken neck. Kirtn and Rheba reached Jal in the same instant. The trader
was dead, already cold to the touch. No, not cold, freezing. As
they watched, raindrops congealed on his flesh, encasing him in a shroud of
ice. Fssa slid out from a fold of clinging robe. Rheba expected him
to be cold, black, but he was not. He glowed metallically with the heat he had
stolen from Jal, not only the heat of life but some of the very energy that had
kept his atoms alive. As cold as a stone orbiting a dead star, Lord Jal lay on
the spaceport pavement, staring up at the sky with eyes blinded by ice. “I told you,” whispered Fssa, all sadness and shame. “I’m a
parasite. That’s how Fssireeme live during the long Night.” His whistle was bleak and terribly lonely as he moved sinuously
toward the darkness, away from his friends. Rheba realized then why he had said
goodbye; he thought that they would not accept him once the proof of his true
nature lay dead before their eyes. “You’re not a parasite,” said Kirtn quickly. “You’re a predator.
Like us,” He beat down and scooped up the retreating Fssireeme. He held the
snake at eye level. Fssa glittered like a necklace spun from every precious
metal in the universe. “You’re very beautiful, snake. And if you try to run
away from us again, I’ll tie you in knots.” “I’ll help,” Rheba said quickly. “My knots are tighter.” Fssa’s sensors scanned from Bre’n to fire dancer. Then there
was a shimmer of incandescence as he dove from Kirtn’s hands into Rheba’s hair.
He vanished but for the sound of soft laughter just behind her ear. M/dere and the other J/taals approached, hands full of the
weapons and transparent pouches they had stripped from the Loo. Silently she
offered the spoils of battle to her J/taaleri. Rheba was on the point of
refusing when she saw a bone-white gleam from one transparent purse. With a
cry, she snatched the pouch and spilled its contents into her hand. Two Bre’n carvings stared back up at her, lying on a pool of
loose gemstones that quivered and winked. Ignoring all but her own earring, she
stared, transfixed by its infinite mystery. The Face turned slowly between her
fingers, revealing tantalizing curves, profiles endlessly changing, a murmur
rising in her mind as of voices singing sunset songs, whispered harmonies
hinting at the central enigma of Bre’n and Senyas, man and woman, hushed voices
telling her ... “Rheba.” Kirtn shook her gently. “We’ve got to get off
planet before any other Loo finds us.” She blinked, not knowing where she was for a moment, held in
thrall by the Face that was like her Bre’n, always familiar yet never fully
known. Colors flashed at the corner of her sight as M/dere gathered gems and
put them back into the pouch. The other earring was gone, fastened to Lheket’s
ear by the gentle fingers of his own Bre’n. “Yes, of course,” said Rheba, putting on her own earring.
“Fssa. Translate.” She turned toward the waiting people who had once been
slaves. “We’ll take anyone who wants to go. If you know the way to your planet,
we’ll take you home. If you don’t, we’ll do what we can to find your planet. Or
... She hesitated. “You can stay here. The slave masters are dead.” No one moved to leave. “All right.” She stepped aside, giving free access to the Devalon’s
ramp. “Get aboard.” The J/taals and clepts spread out, distributing themselves
among the people who mounted the ramp. Until M/dere had taken the measure of
her J/taaleri’s new shipmates, they would be kept under the mercenaries’ unblinking
eyes. Rheba saw, and started to object. After a glance at the people climbing
up the ramp, she changed her mind—it was as bizarre a collection of beings as
she had ever encountered. The first person up the ramp wore a robe that was more blood
than cloth. On her shoulder rode a sleek animal as black as a hole in space.
They were talking to each other in a rapid series of clicks. Rheba watched, but
could not be certain whether the animal was pet, symbiont, partner or superior. The next two were men. At least, they looked rather like
men. Their eyes, however, shone like Fssa’s sensors, and their nails dripped
opalescent poisons. Their bodies were covered by a tawny fur that was matted
with blood. She doubted that it was their own blood. She looked up at Kirtn. He
was watching the same two people with an intensity that equaled M/dere’s. The illusionists boarded, too exhausted to do more than wear
their own colorless exteriors. A trio of men and women came next. They were obviously of
different races, and just as obviously a team. They looked absolutely harmless.
Rheba and Kirtn knew that Jal’s assessment of the slaves was probably much
closer to the truth. Very dangerous. Nothing harmless could have survived Adjustment
and the Hour Between Years. Standing close together, Rheba and Kirtn watched former
slaves board the Devalon. Each person seemed more striking than
the last. The Bre’n sighed as a quartet went up the ramp, their bodies black
and silver and hard, their eyes quite white, laughing and talking among
themselves as though at a festival; and in their hands black daggers, shards of
glass, and two babies teething on pieces of a dead Loo’s bloody power belt. Wordlessly, Rheba and Kirtn looked at one another. “I wonder,” fluted Kirtn, tones of rue and amusement resonating
in each note, “what the trip will be like.” Rheba’s hand traced the outlines of her Bre’n earring. Faces
murmured to her, telling her about Bre’n and Senyas and another kind of fire.
Her akhenet lines smoldered. From them flared a glowing net that surrounded
Kirtn with hot possibilities. She smiled, touching him with hands that burned. “I guarantee,
my Bre’n, that it won’t be boring.” About the AuthorANN MAXWELL lives in Laguna Niguel, California, with her
husband, Evan, and their two children. She is the author of a number of
excellent science fiction novels and has co-authored many books with her
husband on subjects ranging from historical fiction to thrillers to nonfiction.
Some of her earlier works have been recommended for the Nebula Award and
nominated for the TABA Award. Also available in a Signet edition is Ann’s fine
science fiction novel, The Jaws of Menx. Dancer’s Luck1983 DAEMEN— a forgotten place at the very edge of the galaxy, a dying
planet where people lived by luck alone. This was the number-one stop for
Rheba, the ; Senyas fire dancer, arid Kirtn, her Bre’n mentor, as
they sought to fulfifl their promise to return a whole shipload of ex-slaves to
the widely scattered . worlds they called hdone. Twice Rheba and Kirtn had achieved the impossible—first
surviving tneir own home system’s fiery doom, then escaping the lair of the
evil Loo-chim bringing with them the odd assortment of beings who were now
their shipmates. Having blasted free of the Loo-chim, Rheba and Kirtn assumed
the worst was over. Then they landed on Daemen— “YOU
DID ME A FAVOR. Now I’ll do one for you,” Satin said. “I saw a face in your
control room, a young man with eyes like winter ice.” “Daemen?” said Kirtn. Satin’s face changed. “So he even uses the name, does he?
Most would hide it.” Her eyes were very black now, as cold as the void between
the stars. “When you leave the planet, make sure he’s aboard. When you come out
of replacement, space him.” Kirtn leaned forward and stared at her. “Why?” “I’ve named your devil, but I’ll be damned if I describe
it,” Satin said. “Take my advice. Space him before it’s too late.” “No,” said Rheba flatly. “He’s done nothing to us.” Satin stood. “You have fifteen standard minutes to get off
the planet. If you run, you’ll just make it. May your gods go with you. You’ll
need them.” Satin’s voice was calm, but her mind screamed in Rheba’s: Space
him! IThe ship came out of replacement in a soundless
explosion of energy. Rheba checked the colored status lights, peeled away the
pilot mesh, and stood stiffly. She wanted nothing more than sleep, but that was
impossible. All around her in the control room were former slaves whom she had
promised to take home. Behind them a city and a culture lay in ruins, burned to
ash by a fire dancer’s rage and slaves’ revenge. It would not be smart to stir such hatred again. The sooner
the ex-slaves were off the Devalon, the sooner she would feel
safe. A questing whistle rose above the babble of languages around
her. She whistled in return, looking over the heads of strangers for the
familiar face of her Bre’n. Kirtn’s whistle came again. His tall, muscular body
pushed through the crowd of people. Around his neck, bright against the very
short copper plush that covered his body, there was a snakelike being known as
Fssa. Shy, vain, and astonishing, Fssa was both friend and translator. “We can keep everyone alive and nothing more,” said Kirtn,
bending over her. He spoke in Senyas now, an uncompromising language known for
its bluntness and precision. It was his native tongue, as it was Rheba’s. The
second half of their language was Bre’n, known for its subtlety and beauty.
“The power core is good for two replacements and maybe four days of maintaining
this many people.” Rheba looked at the slanted gold eyes so close to hers. Absently
she rubbed her palm over the soothing suede texture of Kirtn’s arm. “What does
the navtrix show within two replacements?” “Onan.” His voice was carefully neutral. “Onan,” she said bleakly. A place she had every reason not
to return to, having left behind there a gaggle of enraged Yhelle Equality
Rangers, a burning casino called the Black Whole, and a sizable amount of
money. She would not mind getting her hands on the latter, but the former she
would gladly avoid. She looked at the people around her, overflowing the
control room and tubular hail, packing the tiny galley and crew quarters,
stacked breast to back in the exercise room until only tiredness kept them from
turning on each other with snarls of outraged privacy. “Onan.” She sighed and
began to climb back into the pilot’s mesh. “Wait,” said Kirtn. Rheba’s cinnamon eyes searched his. “More bad news.” It was
not a question. Kirtn whistled a Bre’n curse. “Our navtrix.” “Yes?” “It didn’t recognize any of the planet names we tried on
it.” “What? But—” She stopped, then turned her attention to the
silver snake draped around Kirtn’s neck. “Did you try languages besides
Universal?” Fssa flexed, taking time to create the proper internal
arrangements to speak Senyas. It would have been less trouble to whistle Bre’n,
but when Rheba’s eyes sparked gold in their depths, Fssa knew that precision
was preferable to poetry. “Where planet names could be translated into other languages,
I did. The navtrix,” he said primly, “was completely unresponsive. Onan is the
only Yhelle Equality planet it acknowledges. Kirtn told me you programmed in
Onan yourself, long after you left Deva.” Rheba whistled a sour Bre’n comment. Their navtrix had been
made by her own people. It reflected the extent—and limitations—of their
knowledge. On her home world of Deva, the Equality had not even been a myth. In
order to take the slaves packed aboard the ship to their far-flung homes, she
would have to get her hands on a Yhelle Equality navtrix. Fssa darkened as he mentally translated Rheba’s whistle into
its Universal equivalent. When he spoke again, his voice was coaxing rather
than arch. “I’ll keep trying, fire dancer. Maybe one of the new languages I’ve
learned will help.” Then he added, brightening visibly, “Twenty-three of the
slaves want to get off on Onan.” “How many does that leave, Kirtn?” His torso moved in a muscular Bre’n shrug. “I gave up trying
to count at sixty.” “On a ship built for twenty and modified for two.” She
stretched, brushing against Kirtn. “Take us into orbit around Onan. I’ll see if
Ilfn needs help with the lottery.” She scooped Fssa off Kirtn’s shoulders. With
a delighted wriggle, the Fssireeme vanished into her hair. Next to a live volcano
or ground zero in a lightning storm, Rheba’s energetic hair was the snake’s
favorite place to be. As Rheba began to work through the people toward the tube
way, two compact brown forms appeared. M/dere and M/dur quickly cleared a path
for Rheba. No one, not even the fierce survivors of the Loo slave revolt,
wanted to antagonize J/taal mercenaries. “Where are their clepts?” Rheba asked Fssa softly, referring
to the J/taals’ war dogs. The snake’s whistle was pure and startlingly sweet against her
ear. “Guarding Ilfn and her storm dancer.” “Are they all right?” she whistled, concern clear in each
note. “Yes, but when I told M/dere how much the female Bre’n and
the male dancer meant to you, she insisted on putting a guard over them. She’s
not at all happy with the slaves we took on. They’re a murderous lot.” “They had to be to survive Loo,” pointed out Rheba. “And we’ll have to be to survive them,” the Fssireeme added
sourly. She said nothing. She had given her promise to get those
slaves home, and get them home she would. She did not need any carping from a
snake to tell her that she might have cooked more than she could eat. With a human sigh, Fssa subsided. He liked the energy that
crackled through Rheba’s hair when she was angry, but he most emphatically did
not like to be the focus of that anger. Ilfn and Lheket were packed into what would normally have
served as a single bunk. The Bre’n woman, like all of her race, was tall and
strong. Where Kirtn’s body was covered with a copper plush, Ilfn’s had a dense
chestnut fur that was slightly longer than his. Like him, she had a mask of
fine, metallic gold fur surrounding her eyes. Like him, she was totally devoted
to the Senyas dancer who was her protйgй. As Rheba pushed against the bunk, Lheket’s blind emerald
eyes turned unerringly toward her. She touched his cheek, allowing some of the
energy that was her heritage to flow into him. For an instant her hands
brightened as akhenet lines of power flared. Lheket smiled dreamily, a child’s
smile of contentment. Although he could not see, she smiled in return. He was the
only Senyas besides her that she knew to have survived their planet’s fiery
end. Someday he would be her mate. But until then he was a blind, untrained
dancer, one more burden on her shoulders. As though she read Rheba’s tired thoughts, Ilfn’s hand protectively
smoothed the boy’s fine hair. “Did the computer respond for you?” asked Rheba, looking up
from the boy to his Bre’n mentor. “Once I got the accent right,” said Ilfn wryly. She was from
the far side of Deva; her inflections were not precisely those that the
computer had been programmed to respond to. “I gave each of the thirty-eight
planets a number, stored them in the computer under a code word, and gave
orders for the computer to be continually choosing among those numbers. When
you say the word, the computer’s choice will go on the ceiling display. Whoever
belongs to that number goes home first. All right?” “As good as any and better than most,” Then, realizing how
grudging that sounded, Rheba added, “Thank you.” She leaned against the bunk.
“We have to go to Onan first. Power core and navtrix.” Ilfn touched Rheba in quiet sympathy. Although the Bre’n had
never been to the Yhelle Equality’s most licentious planet, she had heard about
it from Kirtn. Rheba could expect nothing but trouble there. Rheba pushed away from the bunk. As she did, she noticed a
man watching her. He was her height, about the Equality norm for a man. He
smiled at her, a smile of startling beauty. He twisted deftly through the press
of people beyond the bunk until he was standing close enough to speak to her.
He would have come even closer, but a grim-faced J/taal prevented him. “Can I do something for you?” he asked in Universal. “You’ve
done so much for us.” “Do you have a Yhelle Equality navtrix in your pocket?”
asked Rheba dryly. The man fished in his gray slave robe, then turned his hands
palm up in apology. “Sorry,” he said. “I don’t even have the Equality coordinates
to my own home world.” “You and every other ex-slave aboard,” she muttered. She
looked again at the young man with the engaging smile. He appeared closer to
Lheket’s twelve years than to her twenty-one, but it was hard to tell with some
races, “Do you have a name?” “Daemen.” His smile widened, inviting her to share his good
nature. “Actually it’s The Daemen, but on Loo no one seemed interested
in a slave’s former rank. Daemen is what I’m used to now.” “Were you on Loo long?” “Yes.” His smile changed, cooler, like his voice and his
rain-colored eyes. “And you?” “No. It just seemed like it.” Daemen laughed, a sound too adult for his appearance. “My
family—there were ten of us when we were kidnapped—kept talking about home, how
beautiful it was under its single sun.” His left hand moved in a dismissing motion.
“Maybe it is. I barely remember its looks, much less its location.” Rheba felt a rush of sympathy. She, too, had lost her
planet, had felt what it was like to stare at a night sky and know that not one
of the billion massed stars was home. “We’ll find it, Daemen. I promise you.” His smile returned, full of possibilities and silent laughter,
“That’s what he said.” “He?” “The man who looks like her,” said Daemen, indicating Ilfn.
“Huge and fierce.” Rheba’s smile was as much for her Bre’n as it was for the
stranger in front of her. “Yes, he’s all of that. He was one of the finest
poets on Deva, as well ... when there was a Deva and when he still believed in
poetry.” She scratched the top of her arms absently. The new lines of
power that had appeared when she fought her way off Loo itched unmercifully.
She would have to get some more salve from Ilfn. But first, the lottery.
Thirty-eight names, thirty-eight planets. Only one could be first. She wondered
aloud who the lucky one would be. “Me.” Daemen’s voice was confident, yet not arrogant. She looked
at him closely, trying to see beyond the charming smile and gray eyes. “You
sound very sure.” “I was born lucky. That’s the only way I survived Loo.” She smiled perfunctorily. He was neither obviously strong
nor obviously gifted. Perhaps he believed that luck was responsible for his
survival of Loo’s various hells. “What’s your planet’s name?” “Daemen.” She blinked—“Daemen? Just Like you?” “Yes. The oldest member of my family is always called The
Daemen.” His’ face changed, looking older than it had, almost bitter. “I’m the
only one left. Whatever name I was born with, I’m The Daemen now.” The ship chimed like a giant crystal, warning its passengers
that replacement was imminent. The masses of people shifted subtly,
seeking secure positions. In the absence of nearby gravity wells, it was
unlikely to be a rough translation. Chimes vibrated up and down the scale of hearing until no
known race could have missed the warning. There was a heartbeat of silence,
then the ship quivered microscopically and replaced itself. It was a
brief maneuver, accomplished with Kirtn’s usual skill. The Devalon ran
on silently, gathering speed in another direction, bringing itself into
alignment for a final replacement in a far orbit around Onan. Rheba whistled soft instructions to Fssa. The snake moved
beneath her hair, changing shape to accommodate the needs of translation.
Almost all of the former slaves understood the language of Loo. Many understood
Universal. Those who understood neither usually did not survive. The Loos had
not distinguished between ignorance and disobedience. “While we maneuver for the next replacement, we’ll
have a lottery to decide which planet we’ll stop at after we pick up supplies
on Onan. The ship’s computer is randomly scrambling the planets by number. At
my command, the computer will display the number that is under its scanner at
that instant.” Rheba spoke in Universal. Fssa’s simultaneous translation
into Loo was accomplished with a minimum of distraction. The snake could
control its endless voices with such skill that words seemed to come out of the
air above the crowd. A buzz of speculation in many languages greeted the announcement
as it was carried throughout the ship by the Devalon’s intercom.
Fssa changed from a snake to a bizarre listening device of quills, spines,
dishes and tiny spheres in every shade of metal from copper to blue steel. It
was one of his more astonishing performances, but then he had rarely had the
chance to hear so many new languages at once. Rheba felt the snake sliding out of her hair, too intent on
his listening modes to keep a secure position. She caught him before he hit the
floor, then held him up to facilitate his reception of the various sounds. Out
of the energy field of her hair, his weight quadrupled. Whether it was the appearance of the glittering, changing
shape over her head or the simple fact that the lottery needed no further discussion,
people stopped talking and stared at the snake. No longer consumed by the Fssireeme imperative to learn new
languages, Fssa realized that he was the focus of attention. He darkened with
embarrassment, cooling palpably in Rheba’s hands. Being on display frightened
the shy snake. He was convinced he was repulsive because he did not have legs. “You’re beautiful,” fluted Rheba, using all the complex shadings
of Bre’n to reassure Fssa. Glints of metallic silver ran in ripples over his arm-length
black shape. When a few gold traceries joined the silver, Rheba smiled and
lifted Fssa back to her head. Immediately, he became so light that she did not
notice his presence in her hair. She tilted her head and whistled an intricate
Bre’n trill. The computer responded with a single short tone that indicated
that she had established access. Her lips shaped another Bre’n sound, a single
command: Choose. In the air over her head a number glowed, then the corresponding
planet’s name appeared. Daemen. Rheba felt a chill move over her neck. She whirled to face
the charming stranger. He was gone, swallowed up in the seething disappointment
of the former slaves. IIKirtn stared glumly at the hologram of the port city of Nontondondo.
The view shifted as the Devalon’s sensors responded to his curt Senyas
instructions. “Any Rangers?” asked Rheba. “Not yet. Maybe they believed the name we gave them.” Her lips twisted skeptically, but she said only, “What’s our
OVA?” He frowned. The Onan Value Account was established for each
ship before it was allowed to touch down on the planet. It was one of Onan’s
less endearing customs. “Subject to physical verification of the gems, our OVA
is eighty-thousand credits.” Rheba looked at the multicolored, brilliantly faceted jewels
winking on the ship’s sensor plate. She frowned. “On Onan, that’s not much.” His whistle was eloquent of pained agreement. “A power core,
four days’ dock fees and some odd change.” “That’s all?” she demanded. Her whistle flattened into a
curse. “How much does a navtrix cost?” He did not answer. She looked at him and felt her breath
catch. His eyes were narrow, hot gold, and his lips were so tight that his
faintly serrated teeth gleamed. It was the face of a Bre’n sliding into rage,
and from rage into rez, the Bre’n berserker state that was almost
always fatal to the Bre’n and whoever else was within reach. She stroked his arm slowly, trying to call him back from anger.
For a moment he resisted, then he sighed and stroked her hair until it crackled
beneath his big hand. “I can play Chaos again,” she offered hesitantly. His hand closed tightly on her restless hair, “No. If you’re
recognized they’ll lynch you.” Rheba did not disagree. She had cheated at Chaos the last
time she was in Nontondondo; in Chaos, cheating was not only expected, it was
required. But for a stranger to cheat so successfully that she bankrupted half
the players in the casino ... She shuddered,, remembering the riot that had ensued.
She had been forced to burn down the casino in order to escape. Even if the
Black Whole had been rebuilt, she had no desire to play Chaos in it again. Together, Rheba and Kirtn watched the hologram of the seething
city. In Nontondondo, everything had its price. It was the only place in the
Yhelle Equality where everything was licensed and nothing was illegal. With
money you could do anything. But they had no money. Absently, Kirtn fiddled the controls, zooming in on a street
where people of all shapes, colors and races mingled. The scene enlarged until
it filled the curved ceiling of the control room and merged crazily with the
heads of the taller slaves. Suddenly, one of the depicted citizens screamed and
began clawing at her neck. Just behind her, someone darted into the crowd, a
stolen bauble glittering in his hands the instant that he vanished. Kirtn and Rheba looked at each other for a long, silent moment.
Because he was touching her, she could sense pictures and words from his mind,
as he could from hers. It was a rare thing among Senyasi dancers and their
Bre’ns, a thing that neither of them had found time to adjust to. The odd form
of communication had come to them just short of death, on Loo. “How many licenses to steal can we afford?” asked Rheba,
even as her Bre’n asked the computer the same thing. “Three-day licenses?” he muttered. “That should be long enough. I hope.” The computer queried its Onan counterpart. “Twelve,” said Kirtn, deciphering the computer’s response. Rheba frowned. “I’ll need protection. How much is a
three-day license to kill?” Kirtn whistled a query at the computer. Rheba winced at the
amount that was displayed in answer. It was Onan’s most expensive license.
Buying it would leave nothing for lesser three-day licenses. “How much is a one-day license to steal?” she asked. A credit figure blinked into existence above Kirtn’s head.
She looked, added quickly, and decided, “One license to kill, three licenses to
steal and two licenses to entertain on the streets. One day. How much?” She held her breath. After they bought the power
core—absolutely essential—and the most minimal ship supplies, they would have
only 15,000 credits in their OVA. Dock fees were 1,500 credits per Onan day,
and subject to weekly changes. That left only 13,500 for licenses. The figure 12,750 shimmered in the air above Kirtn’s head. “Close,” whistled the Bre’n, but the tones of the whistle
said, “Too close,” and many less polite sentiments. “We don’t have a choice, do we?” He hesitated, then resumed stroking her hair, smiling as
silky gold strands coiled around his wrist. “Will one day be enough?” “It will have to be. Fssa, are you awake?” The Fssireeme hissed softly. “Yessss.” “Do your guardians’ memories recognize any of our shipmates
as coming from races of thieves? Nothing fancy—strictly swipe and run. Although
it would be nice if they were so light-fingered that the victims didn’t notice
anything until they looked in a mirror.” “The J/taals,” said Fssa simply. “They’re very fast. Or the
Yhelle illusionists. In an emergency, they can go invisible.” “And the rest of them?” she asked, waving her hand at the
multiracial press of people throughout the ship. Fssa sighed very humanly. “My guardians’ memories are very
old, fire dancer. Most of these races weren’t fully formed then. They are as
strange to me as they are to you.” She scratched her arms, ignoring Kirtn’s frown at this sign
that she had used her fire-dancer skills too recklessly on Loo. She had not had
any choice then. She did not have a better choice now. She turned to the
brown-furred, compact woman who was as inconspicuous and ubiquitous as her
shadow. As Rheba spoke, Fssa instantly translated her words into the
language of J/taal. The process was so unobtrusive that both parties often
forgot it was the Fssireeme who made communication possible. “M/dere, we need money. Do you have any objections to turning
thief? Licensed, of course.” M/dere smiled, “Licensed, unlicensed, no difference. You’re
our J/taaleri. What you command, we do. Although,” she added matter-of-factly,
“we’re better killers than thieves.” There was little Rheba could say to that. She had seen the
J/taals in action on Loo. They were better at killing than most people were at
breathing. “May I suggest?” said M/dere. “Yes,” said Rheba quickly. She was uncomfortable in her role
as J/taaleri, focus of J/taal devotion. She did everything possible to shift
the relationship to a more even footing. She failed, of course. J/taals were
notoriously single-minded. “The illusionists. They fight badly. Perhaps they steal
well?” Rheba scratched her arm fiercely. She was reluctant to ask
the proud, aristocratic Yhelle illusionists to descend to thievery. On the
other hand, they were wonderfully equipped for the job. “I don’t know where—or
as what—the illusionists are,” she said finally. “M/dur is bringing them.” Rheba realized that she had been neatly maneuvered into a position
the J/taals felt confident of defending. If they were out stealing they could
not protect her. Protecting her was their reason for living. M/dur arrived with the illusionists in tow. The two J/taals
exchanged a look. Rheba knew that behind the J/taals’ blue-green eyes information
was being passed on. For an instant she envied them their precise,
species-specific telepathy, a gift that had been both rare and prized on Deva.
The few moments of mind dancing she had shared with Kirtn had made her
appreciate the tactical possibilities of silent communication. I’sNara, the feminine half of the Yhelle couple, watched
Rheba with the patience long years of slavery on Loo had taught. Beside her
stood f’lTiri, equally patient. Rheba measured them, impressed by their altogether unnoteworthy
exterior. Although elegant in movement, both of them were frankly drab in
appearance, their exteriors a blank canvas on which their startling gifts drew
a thousand forms. As though sensing her appraisal, the illusionists stood
without moving, their eyes unfocused, patiently waiting ... slaves. “Stop it,” snapped Rheba. “You aren’t like that. I’ve seen
you mad enough to kill.” F’lTiri almost smiled. His appearance changed so subtly that
Rheba could not point to any single alteration, yet the result was profound.
Before her now stood a man of middle years, thin, worn and very proud. Beside
him stood a woman who was equal to him in every way, slave no longer. “We gathered,” said f’lTiri, “that you wanted us for something.
M/dur was polite but very firm.” “Ummm,” said Rheba, scratching her shoulder absently, wondering
how to put her proposition delicately. In Bre’n, it would have been possible,
but the illusionists did not understand Bre’n. Universal was a very bald language,
rather like Senyas. “We need money for a navtrix,” she said bluntly. “Everyone
I asked suggested that you two would make crackling good thieves. Would you?” I’sNara’s face twitched with smothered laughter. F’lTiri
looked pained, then resigned. Rheba waited. They spoke between themselves
quickly in their native language. Fssa heard and understood; he also was diplomat
enough to save his translation for later. “What kind of thieves?” asked f’lTiri neutrally. “Ummm ... ordinary,” said Rheba helplessly. “What other kind
is there?” F’lTiri’s voice was patient. “Are we to be yimon—” “—electronic thieves—” whispered Fssa to Rheba. “—or s’ktimon—” “—arm-breakers—” “—or mnkimon—” “—kidnappers—” “Wait,” said Rheba desperately, wondering what kind of culture
named its thieves so formally. “Kirtn and I will do a little act on a street corner.
When the crowd gets big enough, you’ll go through and take whatever you can get
your hands on while the crowd is watching us.” “Pickpockets,” summarized Fssa in Universal. “Liptimon,” said i’sNara and F’lTiri together. Rheba muttered. Fssa did not translate her clinical Senyas. “Would this do?” said i’sNara. The air around her dimmed,
shifted, then cleared. A young, slightly grimy child stood in her place, eyes
wistfully appraising her surroundings. She was the essence of innocence. F’lTiri laughed. “That old clichй. You’d be spotted in a second.
Nontondondo is sophisticated. Something more like this, I think.” His eyes
narrowed and his face tightened as he concentrated on her. The air around i’sNara shifted again. When reality settled
back into place, i’sNara was a beautiful woman of apparent but not blatant
wealth. On her shoulder was a fluffy, sharp-fanged animal. Rheba realized that her mouth had dropped open. She had not
guessed that the illusionists could project their gift onto another person. But
it was f’lTiri’s shrewd appraisal of Nontondondo’s populace that really
impressed her. He was right; an innocent child would be the first person suspected.
Nontondondo did not believe in innocence. “Can you hide jewels and OVA tabs beneath that illusion?”
asked Rheba. “Of course.” Rheba almost felt sorry for the people out in the streets. Almost,
but not quite. Certainly not enough to change her mind. Anyone who came to
Nontondondo knew what the rules were, “No stealing from licensed innocents,”
she said firmly. “Of course not,” i’sNara’s tone made it clear that she was shocked
even by the suggestion, “Thievery is an honorable profession, calling for fine
judgments and skill.” Rheba swallowed hard and said only, “Then you’ll do it?” “Will you license us?” “I can afford one day for three thieves and one killer to
protect you.” “That’s me,” said M/dur. No one argued, even M/dere. “Who’s the third thief?” asked f’lTiri. “Me,” said a voice from behind Rheba. She spun and found herself looking into Daemon’s
rain-colored eyes. “You?” she said, her voice rising. “You’re hardly old enough
to be on your own, much less turned loose out there.” Daemen merely smiled. “You’re not as quick as a J/taal,” said Rheba, her voice
under control again, “or as strong as a Bre’n or as skilled as an illusionist.” Daemen’s smile did not change. “I’m lucky, Rheba. Lucky is
better than good anywhere in the galaxy.” Rheba made an exasperated sound and turned toward M/dere. In
matters of strategy, she deferred to the J/taal woman’s greater experience.
“What do you think?” Although Daemen had spoken in Universal, Fssa had quietly
translated for the benefit of the J/taals. The mercenary looked at Daemen for a
long, silent moment, an appraisal that few beings could stand without
fidgeting. But Daemen merely stood at ease, smiling his uncanny smile. M/dere turned toward Rheba. “He survived Loo’s Fold?” “I survived the Pit,” said Daemen quietly. Rheba shuddered. The Fold had been bad enough, but the Pit
was beyond belief. “He survived the Last Year Night rebellion?” continued
M/dere. “Yes,” said Rheba. M/dere’s aged copper eyes stared at the young man again.
“Then he must indeed be lucky, for he certainly isn’t good.’” Reluctantly, Rheba agreed. Yet she had to look away from
Daemen as she spoke, for it went against her akhenet grain to put at risk
anyone who looked so vulnerable. “You’re our third thief, Daemen. But if you
get into trouble, I’ll feed you to the clepts!” “Be the best meal they ever had,” he responded, smiling. Despite her uneasiness, Rheba could not help smiling in return.
She hoped that Daemen’s victims would be similarly charmed, for she had no
confidence in his skill, strength or judgment. Grimly, she instructed the computer to trade stolen Loo gems
for licenses to steal on Onan. IIINontondondo seethed. There was no sky, only a ceiling of energy
shaped into words—demands, enticements, celebrations of every sin and pleasure
known to the beings of the Yhelle Equality. The noise hovered on the threshold
of pain for Rheba. Her eyes ached, assaulted by colors and shapes that she was
barely equipped to receive. She should have been blinded and cowed by the city, but she
was not. Her hair lifted, rippling like a golden river in freefall, tendrils
reaching, seeking the invisible currents of energy that shaped and reshaped the
city each instant. Akhenet lines of power burned on her skin, traceries of gold
sweeping up from her hands to her face, across her shoulders, down her torso,
dividing into a single slim line over each hip. Her gray robe concealed most of the lines, but Kirtn could
sense their heat. It disturbed him, awakening a desire for her that should have
been dormant for several more years. She was too young to accept him as a
lover, too young to be sending out the subtle currents of energy that made him
ache, too young to realize the danger of what she was doing. It had driven him
into rez once before. Only her desperate skill and Fssa’s ability to
absorb energy had saved Bre’n and Senyas from burning to ash and gone. He could
not expect to be so lucky twice. Resolutely, he turned his thoughts away from the body swaying
next to him, the delicate traceries of desire that bloomed innocently on her
skin. Too soon. Too young. A net of energy uniting them, burning them, fire-dancer
passion like lightning in his blood. With an angry sound he pushed through the crowd, forcing a
puzzled Rheba to run to catch up with him. He could have told her what was
wrong, but did not. The passion that eventually bound Bre’n mentor to Senyas
dancer was something that each Senyas had to discover. Most made the discovery
in time, before a Bre’n went into rez, killed a Senyas protйgй
and died. Most, but not all. Kirtn’s gold metal eyes searched the streets for the correct
place to stage their act. He needed a corner where people were inclined to
loiter, not one where they would be impatient at any delay. He rejected three
possible places before he found one that had the right combination of space and
relaxed pedestrians. The act he and Rheba would perform required no props. Songs
sung in Bre’n whistles had cross-cultural appeal. Rheba’s ability to
manufacture hot or cold fire out of the air also had an appeal that was not
limited to single races or cultures. Together, Bre’n and Senyas made an unusual
display. He hoped it would be enough to excite the jaded tastes of Nontondondo’s
habituйs. The corner Kirtn finally selected was already occupied by a
group of jugglers who were more numerous than competent. Kirtn watched them for
a long moment, wondering which of the Equality’s thirty-one planets they called
home. The longer he watched, the less he believed they were any part of the
Equality at all. They somehow reminded him of the awkward peoples he and Rheba
had found on their flight from Deva’s death, cultures barely able to chin
themselves on their planet’s nearest moon. Their worlds hung like soap bubbles
against the enormousness of space, iridescent, fragile, quivering with life.
And so alone. “Kirtn? What’s wrong?” Rheba’s voice pulled Kirtn out of his thoughts. Bre’n discipline
returned to him, holding him aloof from all emotions ... like a planet caught
in darkness, held in place by invisible lines of force. “We’ll use that corner,” he said, turning to M/dur, the male
J/taal who had preempted the single license to kill. Fssa’s translation was instantaneous, unobtrusive. The
J/taal mercenary slid into the crowd, followed by three silver-eyed war dogs.
Silence spread behind them. J/taals and their clepts were well known in the
Yhelle Equality. Kirtn never found out whether or not the jugglers knew the
language of J/taal. M/dur appeared on the corner, pointed at the jugglers and
then at the street. The jugglers bunched up as though to contest the eviction.
Then the avid silence of the crowd warned them. Quietly, quickly, they vacated
the corner. Rheba looked at Kirtn questioningly. He sent the
illusionists into the crowd. When the act began to attract attention, they
would return veiled in illusion. Then they would begin to steal. Daemen also walked into the crowd, his slim body swallowed
up almost instantly in the press of people. “Ready?” asked Kirtn. As an answer, Rheba began drawing on the currents of energy
that laced Nontondondo’s sky. Immediately her hair fanned out, swirling and
rippling in vivid display. Less obvious, for she was not working hard, were the
whorls of akhenet lines beneath her brown skin. Energy blossomed at her fingertips, streamers of colored
light that flowed into shapes. Kirtn’s pure whistle slid through the street
noise like sun through darkness. He gave the audience a simple song, a child’s
tale of hidden treasure, Fifth People and friendship in unexpected places. The energy pouring from Rheba’s fingertips took on the
ghostly glimmering associated with the Fifth People, that category of intelligent
life which was rarely glimpsed and then only out of the corner of one’s eyes.
Fifth People seemed to hover soundlessly around her and Kirtn as though waiting
for the child hero of the song to appear. A few people stopped to watch, called by the Bre’n whistle
and held by the languid sliding shapes created by a fire dancer. As the tale
progressed, more people wandered over and stopped to enjoy. By the time the
story ended—replete with monsters, heaped gems and heroism—a small crowd had
collected. Unfortunately, there were not enough people to safely rob more than
one or two. For really effective stealing to take place, a much bigger crowd
was needed. Kirtn’s song changed to a lilting work tune that had been
popular before Deva’s situation became so desperate that its people forgot how
to sing. Rheba’s Ghost figures solidified into Bre’ns and Senyasi working
together, calling storms or sunny days, curing sickness, lifting girders and
force fields into place, building and laughing and singing, always singing, for
Deva had once been filled with song. The compelling rhythms of the work song drew more people to
the corner where Rheba and Kirtn performed. The akhenet lines beneath her skin
pulsed more brightly now, responding to the increased demands of her performance.
New energy forms appeared, cascading from her hands like supple gems, then condensing
in recognizable Bre’n and Senyas forms. It was hard work for her, much harder
than warming soup or lighting a dark hall. Not since she had played Chaos in
the Black Whole had she tried to manipulate energy in so many distinct shapes. Kirtn felt her hair stream out and wrap caressingly around
his arm. Currents of energy ran deliciously through him, touching every cell.
Desire flared—and died instantly, crushed beneath Bre’n will. He looked away
from her, knowing that she had noticed neither the caress nor his response. Her
face was taut, still, concentrated wholly on creating figures to people his
songs. A second whistle joined his. Beneath Rheba’s seething hair,
Fssa was singing. Slowly the song shifted, still melodic, still in harmony,
but the words were different. The crowd did not notice, for only a handful of
living beings understood Bre’n. Kirtn, however, realized, that Fssa was trying
to communicate without disrupting the act. The Bre’n glanced over and spotted
Fssa’s opalescent sensors beneath the shifting veil of Rheba’s hair. “I’sNara is in place and F’lTiri is working the crowd.
Daemen is out at the fringe,” continued the snake, whistling in sweet counterpoint
to Kirtn’s song. Kirtn looked over the crowd, but saw no one familiar. He did
not have the Fssireeme’s ability to make minute discriminations among solid
shapes. The snake “saw” with everything but the wavelengths of energy that comprised
visible light for nearly all the races of the Fourth People. The Fssireeme was
a product of genetic engineering performed many Cycles ago, before the people
known as Bre’n and Senyas had even been born. He was a perfect translator and
predator, although the latter had not been planned by the men who had
reshuffled the genes of Fssa’s species. “Daemen just brushed past i’sNara. I think he gave her something.
Yes! Oh, it’s lovely, a great long necklace that’s cut into a thousand
surfaces!” Kirtn sang and peered at the spot where the snake’s sensors
were directed. All the Bre’n saw was the outline of a very rich woman watching
the act. A second look assured him that the woman was indeed i’sNara, changed
by f’lTiri’s illusion. Nothing in her jewelry matched Fssa’s description of
what Daemen had handed over. Then Kirtn remembered that Yhelle illusions were
limited to visible wavelengths of energy. The Fssireeme’s methods of “seeing”
were not affected by such illusions. The song ended. Kirtn and Rheba bowed while she drew the
outlines of a crowd throwing money to the two performers. Laughter rippled and
coins from various planets rang against the stones at their feet. As Kirtn gathered
the money, Fssa resumed his monologue in Bre’n. The lyric whistle helped to
stem the flow of departing people. “From what I can overhear, the act is nice but not really
exciting,” whistled the snake. “Even f’lTiri is having problems getting away
unnoticed, and he’s in his invisible mode. You need something that will make
the crowd overlook a hand in their pants.” Kirtn laughed shortly. “About the only thing that would be that
interesting would be—how did our dead stage manager put it?—‘a single dance of
kaza-flatch.’” Fssa made a flatulent sound. Dapsl’s death on Loo had not
been mourned by the Fssireeme. Yet—“He was right,” whistled the snake on a
series of descending, sour notes. “It worked.” Rheba’s hand moved protectively on Kirtn’s arm. The Loos’
casual assumption that all furries were animals had infuriated her. Neither Fssa
nor Kirtn needed Rheba’s indignant whistle to explain her feelings. “Dapsl was right,” whistled Kirtn softly, resonances
of laughter and regret in each note. “Appealing to Loo prejudices saved our
lives.” “Public mating?” demanded Rheba incredulously. She whistled
a Bre’n phrase describing intricate sex among thirteen cherfs. Kirtn laughed. “I didn’t have anything that complicated in
mind. A simple love song ... the Autumn Song?” “I hate to soil its beauty for these swine,” she muttered in
Senyas. “What they feel is their problem,” he responded in the same
language. “Ours is getting enough money to buy a navtrix.” “But they’ll think it’s sodomy!” Kirtn tilted her head up until he could see into her eyes.
At their cinnamon depths, gold sparked and turned restlessly, “Is it sodomy to
you, little dancer?” The question, asked in controlled Senyas, sliced into Rheba
like a knife. Anger and orange fire swept through her simultaneously. Streamers
of flame rushed out from her body, causing the crowd to gasp and step back. She
was too furious to speak, able only to burst into flame as she had not done
since she was an undisciplined child. Suddenly her arms wrapped around Kirtn’s neck in a hold that
even Bre’n strength could not shift. He had an instant to regret goading her,
then her mouth was over his in a kiss that made him forget the crowd, the
navtrix, and—almost—his Bre’n discipline. The fire that had leaped out from her changed into a lace
work of gold surrounding her and her Bre’n. Like the lines on her body, the fires
surrounding the two of them pulsed with energy. She did not know that she was
building a cage of energy around the man who held her; it was a fire-dancer
reflex as basic as breathing. Kirtn knew what was happening, however. In a mature dancer
the filigree of energy would thicken as dancer passion rose until finally the
two lovers would be enclosed in a supple, incandescent world that was deadly to
any but the Bre’n and Senyas inside. That much Kirtn knew from his past on
Deva. What he did not know was what it felt like to be inside the cage, inside
his dancer and the world around him hot and gold. Nor did Rheba know. Only a
Bre’n could survive the full passion of a Senyas dancer; only a Bre’n could
fully arouse it. But Rheba had not been told that. It was something she must
discover on her own. To tell her would negate the Dancer’s Choice, the moment
when Senyas dancer chose a Bre’n—just as once, in the dancer’s infancy, a Bre’n
had chosen a dancer. Without that second choosing, the relationship of Bre’n
and Senyas was incomplete, and very dangerous to both partners. As from a distance, Kirtn heard the bittersweet fail of
notes that was the Autumn Song. Melancholy and harvest, chill winds and a
lover’s warmth, fruition and death sung by the inhumanly perfect voice of an
immortal Fssireeme. Kirtn knew he should take Rheba’s arms from his neck, lift
his mouth from hers, set her warmth at arm’s length. No dancer could make an
honest choice while held against a sensual Bre’n body, his hands shifting her
until she fit perfectly against him, his arms holding her in a grip both gentle
and unbreakable. He knew he should release her ... but he did not, not until
the fact that she was trembling uncontrollably registered on him. His body moved subtly, changing the embrace to one of affection
rather than passion. He was shocked to see how thick the lacework of energy
around them had become. Silently he cursed the Bre’n sensuality that had betrayed
her trust, forcing a choice on her that she was not old enough to make. Rheba trembled between his hands, looking at him with eyes
that were half aware, half knowing ... and half frightened. She had neither
Senyas mother nor sisters to prepare her for full dancer passion. All she had
was brief memories of half-grown Senyas boys, giggling pleasure under triple
moons, simple release. It did not prepare her for the feelings that heated her
now. She tilted her head, sending her hair across his face and
shoulder in electric caress. Her smile made him ache. “That’s how much I care what anyone thinks,” she
whistled softly. Then, wickedly, “You know, I rather like sharing enzymes with
you.” Kirtn grimaced at her reminder of their slavery on Loo. When
the Loos would have separated Bre’n and Senyas, he had lied, telling the Loos
that he and Rheba were symbionts who would die unless they could share enzymes
by kissing. “Do you?” he murmured. “Some day I’m going to remind you of that,”
he added, brushing her lips with his. “It—it isn’t wrong, is it?” she said in a rush, glancing
away from him, embarrassed to ask him. But she had no one else to ask, no one
else to tell her what was proper and safe behavior between Senyas and Bre’n. Kirtn’s hands slid into her seething hair, holding her so
that she could not evade his eyes. “Nothing you could ever do with your Bre’n
is wrong. Nothing.” He felt the tension leave her body. Suddenly, mischief crackled
in her eyes. She stood on tiptoe and ran her fingers around the rim of his car,
tickling him unmercifully. It was the only way she had had as a young child to
get even with her huge Bre’n mentor. Much to Kirtn’s despair, it seemed to be
something she would not outgrow. “Nothing?” she asked sweetly. He caught her tormenting hands and said hastily, “Almost
nothing. Tickling my ears is definitely a badnaughtywrong.” The childhood word made Rheba laugh. She leaned against
Kirtn, smiling. “I’m glad you Chose me, Bre’n mentor.” Someday, maybe you’ll Choose me, thought
Kirtn, then realized by her sudden movement that she had caught his thought. He
cursed the inconvenience of being so close to each other that minor mind
dancing was possible—and so far apart that he could not tell her about her
Dancer’s Choice. The lacework of fire dimmed to invisibility. Money rained
down on them, startling them into an awareness of their surroundings. Fssa’s
clear whistle faded into silence. “That was wonnnnderful!” whistled Fssa, bright with enthusiasm
and the energy he had absorbed from Rheba’s hair. “You should do it more often.
Such energy.” He expanded to twice his former length and size,
luxuriating in the instant of not having to fold in upon himself to conserve
warmth and energy. Then, as though noticing the charged silence, he subsided.
“Well, I enjoyed it, even if you two didn’t. Humanoids,” he whistled
sourly, “may have legs but they don’t have much sense.” “Shut up, snake,” said Kirtn. Fssa darkened precipitously, quailing before Kirtn’s anger. “By the Inmost Fire,” swore the Bre’n, seeing his friend go
from bright to dark. “You’re beautiful, snake,” he whistled coaxingly. “You
just have too many mouths for your brain to keep up with.” Rheba snickered and began collecting the money around their
feet. It was soon apparent that she would need more than her two hands to hold
the coins. Kirtn bent to help her, but even his hands were not large enough.
With a gleam in his yellow eyes, he snatched Fssa from Rheba’s hair. “I just thought of a use for one of your big mouths. Open
up.” Fssa squawked indignantly, but complied. He rearranged his
dense molecules until there was an opening beneath the sensors on top of his
head. His head was a matter of convenience, a conceit to make him more like the
Fourth People he was among, for Fssireemes were almost infinitely plastic. A stream of money poured into Fssa. He sorted the coins according
to size and made suitable pockets inside himself. He made an odd, musical sound
when he moved. Rheba snickered again. Fssa ignored her. By the time they were through picking up money, Fssa was
quite heavy. Kirtn saw a few of the less well-dressed city dwellers watching
the snake with open greed. The amount of money inside Fssa was not
great—probably no more than a few thousand credits—but to some of Nontondondo’s
inhabitants, a few thousand credits were worth killing for. Kirtn smiled at the men staring at Fssa. The smile revealed
slightly serrated teeth and frankly predatory intent. The men looked away
quickly and faded back into the crowd. Fssa made another mouth and hissed contempt. “You should
have let them touch me.” “You aren’t licensed to kill.” “I’m not a Fourth People, either. Onan’s rules don’t apply
to me.” Kirtn looked toward Rheba in silent question. Her understanding
of Onan’s licensing system exceeded his. “True,” conceded Rheba, “but I’d hate to try to explain your
exemption to the Equality Rangers. I don’t think it would work. Onan’s
licensing system is efficient and profitable. When you’ve got a good game
going, you don’t let a wise-mouth stranger break the bank.” Fssa made a flatulent noise. Coins quivered in an unexpected
echo. Then his head turned suddenly and his sensors
brightened as he shifted energy into their use. From the rim of the crowd came
an ugly shout. Rheba caught only the word “furry” and some random unpleasantries. “Trouble,” whistled Fssa. The crowd dissolved away, warned by the uncanny sense of
danger that was part of all Fourth People’s survival equipment. Where the audience
had been stood twelve hooded men. Nine of them were licensed to kill. Three
wore circles broken in three places; they were licensed to do everything but
kill. In a blur of speed, M/dur and three snarling clepts came to
stand between the hooded men and Rheba. The J/taal’s license to kill shone
clearly on his forehead. The hooded men paused, seeing first the full silver
circle and second the nature of the man who wore it. They murmured among
themselves, then began fanning out to surround Rheba and Kirtn. “Snake,” whistled Rheba urgently, “tell M/dur I take it all
back. He can do whatever he has to however he can—just get us out of here!” Fssa relayed the J/taaleri’s revised instructions in a
guttural burst of sound. M/dur heard, but the only sign of that was the clepts
padding lithely toward the men who wore closed silver circles. Narrow-eyed,
lethal, the war dogs glided closer to their prey. On the fringes, the Equality Rangers closed in. Rheba looked
up in momentary hope, then realized that the Rangers were not there to prevent
mayhem, but to regulate it. She would not be able to use her dancer skills or
Kirtn’s deadly strength to help M/dur. They were licensed only to entertain,
not to fight. One of the hooded men spotted the Rangers. He called out a
question. Fssa’s translation of Nontondondo’s gutter language hissed in Rheba’s
ear. “Ranger! Have these animals been licensed?” called the
hooded man, his hand sweeping around to point at the clepts. Before the Ranger could answer, Fssa called out, “The man is
J/taal. He is licensed to kill. Those animals are his weapons.” “Clever snake,” murmured Rheba as his translation whispered
to her from a separate orifice he had just created. “Will it work?” The Rangers muttered among themselves, then shrugged. One of
them answered, “He is J/taal. The clepts are weapons. His license to kill is
valid and plainly displayed.” The Ranger’s voice was bored. The hooded men hesitated, then pulled weapons out of their
clothes. Rheba’s nails dug into Kirtn’s arm. She began to gather energy
despite her lack of license to do anything but entertain. She knew that if she
broke Onan law there was nowhere else to go. Her navtrix could only take her
back to the slave planet Loo, or to Deva, a dead world orbiting an unstable
sun. She could not afford to break the law and help M/dur—but neither could she
stand by and watch him killed because his J/taaleri had been too poor to buy weapons
for him. Her hair stirred in sibilant echo of the clepts’ graceful
stride. Beneath her skin, akhenet lines smoldered, waiting only her release to
leap into deadly, illicit fire. IVSuddenly, another J/taal appeared in the center of the
hooded men. It was M/dere. On her forehead a full circle shone with diamond
brilliance. Shocked by the appearance of an enemy in their midst, the hooded
men fired without thought. Beams of razor light slashed through the J/taal—but
she did not go down. The men surrounding her screamed, caught in the
fire from weapons across the circle of hooded attackers. Instantly the J/taal vanished, leaving behind two dead men,
two more wounded, and chaos. Clepts and J/taal attacked the instant the hooded men looked
away from M/dur. When M/dur was finished, there were no screams, no wounded
men. Simply death, silent and incredibly fast, too fast for any eyes to distinguish
details. In seconds it was over. M/dur stood, swaying, deep burns
down the left side of his body. Kirtn swore in the rhythmic phrases of a Bre’n poet, then
leaped forward to catch the wounded J/taal. Rheba, remembering the J/taal
tradition of committing suicide when badly wounded rather than living as a burden
on their J/taaleri, shouted at Fssa, “Tell him to live! If he dies on me I
swear I won’t allow anyone to burn his corpse!” There was no worse threat for a J/taal than being held in
this life endlessly by an uncremated body. M/dur looked over at her with
pain-narrowed eyes and made a weak gesture of agreement. Rheba spun and watched the street, wondering if there would
be trouble from the Equality Rangers. They were staring toward M/dur, still
stunned by M/dur’s speed and deadliness. It was one thing to know J/taals by
reputation. It was quite another to see one of the mercenaries in action. “Are you satisfied, Ranger?” called Rheba. “Or should I have
my J/taal fight again?” “Animal,” said one Ranger loudly. Though M/dur was smooth-skinned, everyone knew that the females
of his race were furred. Onan permitted mating between furry and smoothie, but
taxed it heavily. Only a license to murder cost more. Rheba waited, hoping that the Rangers were honest enough to
obey their own laws. To her surprise, they were. Without another word they withdrew,
checking doorways and alleys for the female J/taal who had come and gone so
mysteriously. Rheba found herself doing the same, although she knew that M/dere
would not have left the ship against the express orders of her J/taaleri. Daemon sauntered out of a doorway. His coat was lumpy around
his slender frame. She half expected to see M/dere following him, but it was
only the Yhelle illusionists, appearing as themselves. She waited until they
were close enough that no random pedestrian could overhear. “Was that you?” she asked, gesturing toward the place where
M/dere had appeared—or had seemed to appear. F’lTiri smiled wanly, obviously exhausted. “A real person
would have been killed in the center of all that fire. I merely projected
M/dere’s illusion, hoping to distract the hooded men long enough for M/dur to
get out from under their guns. We were lucky, fire dancer. They weren’t used to
illusionists. They shot without suspecting that nothing was there, and killed
their companions instead of their enemy.” “Lucky,” repeated Rheba, her eyes wandering over to Daemen,
whose smile was like sunrise. She shivered. “There are two kinds of luck. I
hope we’re off Onan before the other kind finds us.” Daemen walked forward, no longer smiling. “Don’t think about
that.” His hands moved in an odd, sinuous gesture of warding off. “If you name
the other kind of luck, you’ll regret it.” Rheba stared into his gray eyes, level with her own. Unconsciously
she retreated a step, bumping into Kirtn. The combination of corpses, Daemen’s
fey presence and the Yhelles’ illusion was unnerving. “Sorry,” she murmured to Kirtn as she stumbled against him.
“As much death as I’ve seen, it still ... bothers me.” He caught her and gently set her on her feet. “Back to the
ship,” he said. “You need to rest before you work with fire again.” “But we’re only licensed for today.” Kirtn shrugged. “Without a licensed killer, we’re helpless.” Rheba looked at the wounded J/taal, who leaned against
Kirtn. M/dur’s compact body was bloody, but some of the burns were healing even
as she watched. It was a gift the J/taals had, part genes and part training. “I won’t be any good to you for two days,” said M/dur
flatly. “It would have been better to let me die.” “I value my J/taals.” M/dur’s head moved in a gesture both proud and submissive,
“I’m yours to kill or keep, J/taaleri.” “Remember that,” she snapped. “None of you is to die without
my direct permission.” Something that might have been a smile changed M/dur’s face.
“You’re a hard woman. We’re proud to be yours.” “You aren’t mine.” M/dur smiled and said nothing. It was an old point of disagreement
between them. Rheba made an exasperated, untranslatable sound and turned
to Kirtn. “Carry that unbending lump back to the ship.” When Kirtn picked up M/dur, the clepts made a menacing
sound. They fell back at a gesture from the J/taal. The war dogs ranged themselves
into a moving shield that broke a path through the crowded streets back to the
spaceport. Once inside the Devalon, the illusionists
sighed and let their last illusions go. Kirtn, seeing the amount of loot they
were carrying, whistled approvingly. I’sNara smiled and began peeling off ropes of gems and
purses of magnetic OVA tabs. “I’d like to take all the credit, but my really
valuable stuff came from Daemen.” “Mine, too,” admitted f’lTiri, dumping gems and tabs out of
his pockets. “That halfling is uncanny. Four times I was sure he was going to
be caught, but each time his victim coughed or stumbled or farted or sneezed at
just the right moment. I still don’t believe it. I could steal more deftly with
my right foot than he could with four hands—but he got away with it!” Daemen smiled. “I told you. Lucky is better than good.” Kirtn gave M/dur to his J/taal mates and turned to face
Daemen. “You ride your luck pretty hard.” “No.” Daemon’s face changed, haunted now, withdrawn. “It
rides me.” He emptied his inner pockets into Kirtn’s hands. One of the items
was a comb made of precious-metal strands studded with oddly carved gems. “This
is particularly valuable,” he said, handing it over with obvious reluctance.
“It’s—” Fssa, who had been studying the growing pile of loot with
his opalescent sensors, interrupted with a piercing sound. “Let me see that!”
he demanded, using the idiom if not the visual organs of the Fourth People. Kirtn held the comb out toward the Fssireeme, “This?” In answer, Fssa began to change shape, going into a mode
that would permit him to scan the comb with a variety of wavelengths. The coins
inside him clanked and clinked. With a disgusted grunt he opened a long slit in
his side and disgorged the money. While Daemen and the illusionists watched in fascination,
the Fssireeme went through a rapid shape-changing display, scanning the comb
with all the subtle means at his disposal. Finally he held one shape, a bizarre
fungoid imitation. It was the shape he often used to communicate with Rainbow,
the Zaarain construct that looked like a sunburst of multicolored crystals. Rheba recognized the shape and recoiled. Rainbow was the
jeweled fragments of a library millions of years old. Unlike a true First
People, Rainbow was not a living crystal independently conceived out of unguessable
lithic imperatives. Rainbow was manmade yet ... different. Fssa insisted it definitely
was more than a machine. Rainbow vaguely remembered being built by the
legendary technological genius of the Zaarain Cycle. It remembered wholeness
and mourned its fragmented self. It was terrified of being further reduced by
man or circumstance. Rainbow’s expression of that terror on odd wavelengths was
what had alerted Fssa to the fact that what looked like a grubby mineral matrix
was actually a living being. Well, almost living, and certainly sentient. When
Fssa told Rheba about Rainbow’s nature, she rescued it from dismemberment at
the hands of greedy slave children. Once cleaned up, Rainbow proved to be gorgeous, a
scintillant mass of colored crystals. There was only one problem: Rainbow was
desperately lonely, but when Fssa communicated with it, the resulting energy
exchange gave Rheba debilitating headaches. Thus, she watched the Fssireeme’s
fungoid imitation with premonitions of agony. Kirtn’s arms went around Rheba in a protective gesture that
was as futile as it was instinctive. Fssireeme-Zaarain construct communication
gave the Bre’n a towering headache, but it was nothing to what Rheba endured. Rheba bit her lip and moaned. Pain belled in Kirtn’s head.
She twisted in his arms and moaned again. With a curse, Kirtn lashed out at
Fssa. The blow was harmless to the dense-fleshed Fssireeme, but it
did knock him off balance. He changed back into a snake, a very dark, very
embarrassed snake. He had promised not to speak to Rainbow when Rheba was
within range. While what he had just done was not—strictly
speaking—communication with Rainbow, the result was the same. Pain for the Fire
dancer who had befriended him. A tremulous Bre’n apology hung in the air, sung by a chagrined
Fssireeme. Rheba sighed, rubbed her temples, and whistled slightly off-key
forgiveness. “Is it part of Rainbow?” asked Kirtn, his voice harsh. “I think so,” said Fssa, taking the trouble to form organs
for speaking Senyas. As whistling required only a flexible orifice, the snake
normally communicated in Bre’n, but he wanted to apologize for his lapse, and
so spoke within the confines of Senyas. “Probability to the twelfth on the
green carved gem, to the ninth on the three yellow gems and to the eighth on
the blues. I didn’t have a chance to test the colorless crystals,” he added,
“but they have a zigr probability of—” “Enough,” whistled Kirtn softly. “We won’t sell any of the
crystals until Rainbow has a chance to look them over.” Fssa was tempted to point out that Rainbow did not have eyes
with which to “look” at anything, but decided that now was not the time to
insist on Senyas precision—especially with an irritated Bre’n. Rheba eyed the mounds of loot with distaste, wondering if
any more of Rainbow was hidden within, a dead loss as far as buying a navtrix
was concerned. There were times when she wished she had left Rainbow buried in
the dirt of a Loo slave compound. “I doubt if there are any more pieces of Rainbow,” said
Kirtn, guessing her thoughts. “With the whole galaxy to look in, it’s incredible
luck that we found any of Rainbow at all.” The word “luck” made Rheba flinch. “Maybe,” she said shortly.
“And maybe Rainbow was as big as a planet once and we’ll be tripping over
chunks of it every time we turn around.” Kirtn looked at Daemen. The young man stood silently, gray
eyes fastened on the comb with peculiar intensity. “Let’s put the rest of this junk on the sensor plate and see
what Onan’s computer will give us,” said Kirtn, scooping up the comb in one big
hand. It took several minutes for the computer to weigh, sort, describe
and transmit information from its sensor plate to Onan’s port computer. It took
about the same amount of time for a tentative sales figure to come
back—37,899,652.753 credits, subject to physical scrutiny by Onan’s computer. A gasp ran around the room as the figure hovered in the air
above Rheba’s head. She closed her eyes and then looked again, as though afraid
the figure would disappear or diminish. It did not. She cleared her throat and looked up at Kirtn,
who was watching the figure with a fascination that equaled hers. Only the illusionists
were not surprised. “I told you,” said f’lTiri calmly to the illusionist beside
him, “that the braided cord of gems was a genuine MMbeemblini. It alone must
have been worth eighteen million credits. What fool would wear something like
that to a city like Nontondondo?” “An unlucky son of a five-legged dog,” murmured i’sNara,
satisfaction resonant in her normally colorless voice. “May his right-hand wife
conceive by his left-hand son.” A ripple of uneasy black ran through Fssa. The Yhelle curse
was both obscene and vicious in the context of its culture. The fire dancer
stared at the Yhelle woman, but asked no questions. Rheba had enough troubles
with a hold full of vengeful former slaves; she did not need to rummage in
their individual pasts to find more. Her hands went out to the sensor plate. Within its energy
field, her akhenet lines sprang into prominence. The plate flushed orange,
accepting her identity, then cleared in anticipation of her orders. “Ask the port computer if it knows of anyone in Nontondondo
who has an up-to-date navtrix to sell,” said Rheba, “and at what price.” There was a pause, then the plate went into colorful convulsions.
When it cleared, a woman’s face was staring out of the ceiling at them. Rheba went cold, then her lines of power flushed hotly as
she recognized the woman. She was one of the few people on Onan who could
recognize the fire dancer who had illegally razed the Black Whole. The woman’s image suddenly became a hologram hovering at
ceiling level. Black eyes, elongated and shining, searched the upturned faces
until the woman saw Rheba. The woman smiled. Her teeth were silver, as shiny as
the closed circle she wore in her ebony hair. “Hello, Rheba. There are a lot of people who would like to
see you again.” “Hello, Satin,” said Rheba evenly. But she leaned against Kirtn,
joined in minor mind dance as her thoughts rang in his: I knew bad
luck would find us, but I didn’t know her name would be Satin. VSatin’s eyes continued cataloguing the multiracial contents
of the control room. Either the illusionists, Daemen, or the three striped men
behind him caught her interest. Her eyes narrowed to intense black slits. She laughed
bleakly. “Of course. I should have guessed.” “What do you want?” asked Kirtn, his voice calm and hard. “Curiosity. A weakness of mine,” said Satin, her eyes returning
to Rheba. “When newly licensed thieves are so spectacularly successful, I want
to know their names. And when those same thieves want to buy a navtrix, little
chimes go off. I own the only loose navtrices on Onan, you see.” Rheba muttered a Senyas curse. “I don’t see Trader Jal,” said Satin, her restless glance
probing the room. “You won’t.” Satin looked at Rheba with renewed interest. “Dead?” Rheba remembered Trader Jal, the man who had enslaved her
and Kirtn. She had last seen the Loo lord on his back in a spaceport
light-years away. He was very dead, every last bit of heat drawn from his
molecules by a Fssireeme, the galaxy’s most efficient energy parasite. Drops of
rain had frozen into a shroud over Jal’s body. “Yes. Dead.” “Congratulations,” murmured Satin. “There will be parades in
Nontondondo.” Her eyes watched Rheba, noting with particular intensity the hair
that lashed restlessly. “Are there many more like you out there, beyond the
Equality?” Despite her control, Rheba’s face echoed some of her memories
of Deva burning, Senyasi and Bre’ns dying but not quickly enough, not before
their flesh blistered and cracked and they screamed. “No,” she said. “No.” “Ahhh, then you’re alone, too.” Satin’s black eyes took in
the many races, faces of every hue crowding around as word passed in the ship
that something unusual was happening in the control room. “No, not alone. I have my Bre’n,” Rheba drew Kirtn’s arms
around her, warming herself against the cold of her memories. “But he isn’t your kind.” Silently, Rheba rubbed her cheek against the suede texture
of Kirtn’s chest. “He’s Bre’n. I’m Senyas. That’s enough.” Satin smiled, a gesture both predatory and oddly comforting.
“Come to the Black Whole.” At Rheba’s surprised look, Satin’s smile widened. “I
rebuilt the casino after the fire. It’s mine now. I claimed Jal’s half.” Her
head turned quickly. The movement made her killer’s circle gleam. “No one
wanted to challenge me for it. Strange, don’t you think? I’m such a small
woman, not strong at all.” Kirtn laughed grimly. Satin looked at him, caught by the
sound of Bre’n laughter. “Come to the Black Whole,” she repeated. “No. Once was enough,” said Rheba. “If you want the navtrix, you’ll come to the Black Whole.” “If I go there someone else might recognize me. I wasn’t,”
Rheba added dryly, “very popular the night I left.” Satin made a dismissing gesture with her shoulders. “If
you’re worrying about the Equality Rangers, don’t. Your last OVA covered fines
and damages for unlicensed rioting. As for the dead”—she moved her shoulders
again—“you were licensed to kill. I think you even have a few credits left
over.” Rheba wanted to trust Satin, but did not. Satin and Jal had
been partners; perhaps she had vengeance rather than business in mind. “Bring your furry,” added Satin. “Furries aren’t allowed in the Black Whole, remember?” said
Rheba. “New management, new rules. License him to kill and bring
him along. Bring as many as you like—except don’t bring him.” An immaterial hand appeared. A jet-black fingernail pointed
plainly at Daemen. “Come to the casino now,” said Satin, turning her attention
back to Rheba. “If you wait, I’ll be too busy to see you. If you wait too long,
I’ll be too angry to sell you a navtrix. Then you’ll have to try your luck stealing
from the Equality Rangers. I don’t recommend it. They’re psi-blocked and immune
to illusionists. I’ll expect you.” Satin’s hologram vanished, leaving only a visual memory of
her narrow silver smile. “You’re not going to the Black Whole,” began Kirtn. “I’ll—” Rheba made a flatulent noise that was an exact imitation of
Fssa. Then she smiled tiredly. “Of course I’m going—licensed to burn, kill and
steal. There’s no other choice.” “Someone else might have a navtrix to sell,” offered
i’sNara. Rheba hesitated, then shrugged. “I doubt it. If Satin says
she has the only loose navtrices on Onan, I believe her. Besides, if we take
time to check around and then discover that she was telling the truth, she
might decide not to sell us one at all. You heard her.” Kirtn whistled intricate instructions to the computer. Two
silver circles popped out the ship’s downside connector and rattled into the
receiving compartment. The Bre’n pinned one circle on Rheba and the other on
himself. A weapon thumped into the compartment. He pulled out the gun and
tucked it into his weapon harness. “Where’s my license to burn?” asked Rheba. “And to steal?” His finger tapped her circle. “The lesser licenses are
marked off on the major one.” She noted the darker lines dividing her circle and headed
for the exit ramp without another word. Once on the ramp she paused. “What
about Fssa?” she asked. She looked back to where the translator-snake lay
curled around a colorful mass of crystals atop the pilot mesh. “Satin speaks Universal,” Kirtn said shortly. His eyes reflected
his anger that Rheba once more had been maneuvered into danger. Rheba saw his uncoiling rage and was silent. Like all
Senyasi, she knew when it was not safe to disturb a Bre’n. The air was cold outside, spiced with autumn and Onan’s
sudden night. There was no darkness at street level. Advertisements and
enticements flashed and beckoned in every color known to man. Reflexively, Rheba drank the energy around her, storing up
against time of need. Her hair lifted and quivered as though individual strands
sought to touch the cascading colors of the night. The Black Whole had not changed. The anteroom was still
manned by a laconic killer. He glared at the Bre’n, but made no move to exclude
him from the casino. Kirtn’s slanted yellow eyes were never at rest. He saw
Rheba’s hair seethe and knew she was as edgy as he. Both would be glad to be
off Onan, and delivering former slaves to homes they had never expected to see
again. Only then would Bre’n and Senyas be free to comb the galaxy, looking for
the few survivors of Deva’s holocaust that might exist. But to do that, the Devalon must have a navtrix. Side by side, Bre’n and Senyas pushed through the velvet
force field separating the anteroom from the casino proper. Sounds poured
around them, prayers and imprecations in every language of the Yhelle Equality.
Far off across the huge room was a glitter-blue spiral galaxy. Beneath it were
the seats and stations for a game called Chaos. Rheba shivered and looked away. She had no desire to play
Chaos again. She had been lucky to survive the first time. She stood on tiptoe,
trying to see past the sweep of gamblers and hangers-on, looking for a pool of
darkness where Satin would be. Kirtn lifted Rheba easily, holding her high. She spotted
Satin across the room, sharing a small table with another gambler. Rheba pointed the way, then followed as Kirtn pushed through
the crowded casino. Some of the patrons took exception to being touched by a
furry. Their protests faded when they saw Kirtn’s size and the deadly warning
he wore on his shoulder. Satin looked up at their arrival. She gestured to empty
chairs on either side of her, but Kirtn moved another chair so that he and
Rheba would not be separated. The man across from Satin never looked up. He was
obviously in difficulty, sweating and squirming unhappily. Despite the silver
circle pinned to his square hat, he seemed afraid. He picked two gems from a
small pile in front of him and placed them meticulously on the grid between
himself and Satin. Satin studied the move he had made for only the briefest moment.
Languidly, her hand moved over the grid, setting in place three colorless gems.
The grid chimed and changed shape. The man watched and all but groaned. He
reached again for the diminished mound of gems in front of him. His hand
trembled as he picked out five stones, then four more, and placed them on the
grid. Satin did not even hesitate this time. Her hand dove into
the heap of gems in front of her, hovered over the grid, then deposited only
three stones. There were almost no openings left, except at the center.
Watching him, she put a single transparent stone in the center of the grid. A chime sounded. The grid reformed. There were more openings
now, many more, far more than he had stones to fill. “Your turn,” urged Satin, her husky voice soft. The man said nothing. With a savage gesture, he shoved his
remaining stones into the center of the grid. Gems skidded and caromed off the
raised edges of the table. He stood up and pushed into the crowd. Laughing softly, Satin gathered the gems into a mound and
began pouring them from her hand to the table as the grid chimed and changed
again. Gems twinkled and stuck to the grid, held by force fields and rules
wholly unknown to Kirtn and Rheba. “Game?” asked Satin, smiling slightly. “No. Just a navtrix,” said Rheba, her voice neutral, her
eyes fascinated by the gems sliding and winking across the table. She was
careful not to show her impatience. If she let Satin know how much they needed
the navtrix, their flesh and bones would be part of the price. Satin looked from Rheba to the Bre’n beside her. The woman’s
black eyes were unreadable, her face utterly still. Gems flashed and fell
between her slim black fingers. She made no gesture that Kirtn could see, but suddenly
two Equality Rangers appeared and stood behind him. Silently, Kirtn raged at the necessity that had driven them
into Satin’s lair. His weapon appeared in his hand in the same instant that
Rheba’s akhenet lines burst into flame. Satin noted the speed with which they
had responded to the Rangers, and the sudden appearance of incandescent
patterns on Rheba’s skin. Satin gestured from the Rangers to two empty chairs. “Sit.” It was not an invitation. Warily, both Rangers lowered themselves
into the chairs. “Are these the ones you saw earlier?” asked Satin, indicating.
Rheba and Kirtn with a tilt of her head. “Yes. They weren’t licensed to kill, then.” “Did they?” “No. They’re legal to the last credit.” “And their OVA?” “Over thirty-seven million credits. All legal. No fines, complaints
or judgments outstanding.” “Then they’re in no way forbidden to own an Equality Ranger
Scout navtrix?” Clearly, the Rangers wanted to say no. There was a long
silence, punctuated by Satin’s sudden laugh. “Answer me, Rangers. You’re being
recorded.” “I don’t like the idea of a furry with a Scout navtrix!”
snarled one of the Rangers. “If you give a furry your little finger, he’ll have
your whole arm.” Satin waited. The Ranger’s partner sighed. “They aren’t Equality citizens,” said the second Ranger. “Neither am I. I own three navtrices.” Satin’s voice was
husky, intimate—and dangerous. Rheba shivered. She did not know what was happening, but she
sensed danger coiling invisibly around the table. One of the Rangers turned to
study her. She noticed for the first time the subtle signs of rank embroidered
on his scarlet collar, and the lines of hard living engraved on his face. He
exuded power the same way his partner exuded hatred of furries. “Sell it to them,” he said abruptly. Then, “We’re even,
Satin.” He tossed a hand-sized packet onto the table and walked off
without a word. His partner gave a hard look at Kirtn, then followed. Satin watched, amusement curling around the corners of her
mouth; but in her hand, barely visible, was a lethal little gun. She put it
away with a smooth motion and turned toward Rheba. “Thirty-five million
credits. First and last price. Of course, you’re licensed to steal. You could
just take this”—she tapped the packet—“and run.” Watching Satin’s easy assurance, Rheba sensed it would be
very stupid to steal a single credit from the owner of the Black Whole. Kirtn apparently reached the same decision. He put their OVA
tab into a slot in the table, spoke briefly, and reached for the package. “Or,” continued Satin, “I could keep the packet and the
credits you just transferred to my OVA.” As she spoke, her hands flicked out. The package containing
the navtrix vanished as though it had never existed. There was an instant of
shock when Rheba expected Kirtn to crush Satin between his hands, then a moment
of even greater shock when Rheba realized that Kirtn was standing frozen,
muscles rigid with effort, fighting something she could neither see nor sense. She felt peculiar energies flowing into her from the point
where her body touched Kirtn. The discordant energies made her world tilt and
her mind scream. She felt her Bre’n’s terrible struggle to right the canted
world and quiet the psychic cacophony that was destroying him. Rage burst over her. She sucked into her akhenet lines all
the power coming from the casino’s core. Games stopped, force fields vanished,
lights died. In the sudden midnight, lines of pale lightning coursed from Rheba,
shattering the gems on Satin’s table. A warning. “Let him go!” As Rheba spoke, even her breath was incandescent—but not
deadly, not yet. She did not want Satin to die until Kirtn was free. And Satin knew it. Satin was there, in Rheba’s mind.
The fire dancer felt a cool brush of approval and laughter as the gambler
withdrew. “Turn the fields back on,” said Satin, handing the navtrix
to Kirtn. “You’re frightening the children.” Rheba put a blazing hand on Kirtn’s arm, sensed his rage and
fear ... and freedom. With a sigh she released her drain on the casino’s energy
source and damped her own fires. Except for the ruined gems, there was nothing
to mark the moments of fire-dancer rage. “Are there any men of your race around here?” asked Satin,
smiling languidly as she stirred the hot fragments of her gems. “Men who can’t
be controlled?” Rheba did not answer. The only male of her race that she
knew of was a boy called Lheket, her only hope of children, of a new race of
Senyas. But she could not tell Satin that; she did not want Satin to know anything
at all. As though guessing—or knowing—her thoughts, Satin murmured,
“So few, then? Don’t worry, I wouldn’t take him from you. But I surely would
like to borrow him from time to time,” she said wistfully. “How about him?” she
continued, looking at Kirtn. “I couldn’t control him, either. Kill him, yes,
but not control him.” She switched her attention back to Rheba. “Is he any good
lying down?” ft took Rheba a moment to figure out exactly what Satin was
asking. “I—I don’t know,” she blurted, unable to think of a lie or keep silence. “You don’t know.” Satin laughed sadly. “Sweet green gods,
what a waste. I suppose you come from one of those dreary little dung balls
that forbid more passion than it takes to make dreary little dung-ball preachers.” “No,” said Kirtn, “she’s just too young.” Satin looked from Rheba to Kirtn and back again. “Too young?
No child fights for her man the way she just did.” She made an abrupt gesture,
silencing whatever objections either might make. “Never mind. Your delusions
aren’t important to me. Still, if she isn’t enjoying you ... ?” Satin’s smile
transformed her from formidable to fascinating. She radiated sensual hunger the
way a star radiated energy. Kirtn could not help but feel the pull. He was Bre’n; sensuality
was in his genes. And even at her most calculating, Satin was every molecule a
woman. If he could cut a loop out of time and share it with her, he would. But
he could not. Satin’s smile changed, becoming humorous rather than enticing.
“Thank you,” she said, her voice husky. “That’s the nicest refusal I’ve ever had.
If your hot woman-child frustrates you too much, remember me.” Rheba looked from one to the other, feeling an undefinable
anger prickle along her akhenet lines. Satin reminded her of a lustrous spider
in the center of a jeweled web. “Don’t be jealous, child,” murmured Satin, looking at Rheba
out of long dark eyes. “It’s just that I’m tired of having nothing but insects
to play with.” She sighed and swept the ruined gems to the floor. “You did me a
favor when you killed Jal. Now I’ll do one for you. I saw a face in your
control room, a young man with eyes like winter ice.” “Daemen?” said Kirtn. Satin’s face changed. “So he even uses the name, does he?
Most would hide it.” Her eyes were very black now, as cold as the void between
the stars. “When you leave the planet, make sure he’s aboard. When you come out
of replacement, space him.” Rheba was too shocked to say anything. Kirtn leaned forward
until his eyes were on a level with Satin’s. “Why?” She made a curt, negative gesture. “I’ve named your devil,
but I’ll be damned if I’ll describe it. And I mean that literally. Take my
advice. Space him before it’s too late.” “ “No,” said Rheba flatly. “He’s just a boy. He’s done
nothing to us.” Satin stood. “You have fifteen standard minutes to get off
the planet. If you run, you’ll just make it.” Her expression softened. “May
your gods go with you. You’ll need them.” The gambler’s voice was calm, but her mind screamed in
Rheba’s: Space him! VI“Two minutes!” said Rheba, peering over Kirtn’s shoulder to
see how close he was to finishing the installation of the new navtrix. The run from the Black Whole had been short and furious.
Kirtn was working over an opening in the control board that the Devalon had
provided on command. The old navtrix was balanced precariously on his knee. The
new one was in a glittering nest where the old one had been. There were no
wires or other physical connections to be made—Equality science was primitive,
not barbaric—but there was the necessity of precisely positioning the new
navtrix within the old matrix. “Got it,” he said. “I hope. Light it up.” One minute. Neither one spoke aloud, but both heard the echo of the
clock running in Rheba’s mind. She instructed the ship to energize the navtrix
and held her breath. Long seconds passed. Nothing happened. Kirtn muttered words that Rheba ignored. Akhenet lines rippled
and glowed along her body. If the ship could not activate the navtrix, she
would have to try. It was not a skill she had been taught on Deva, being too
young to work with intricate energy constructs such as a navtrix. But if the
ship failed, she would have to try. Twenty seconds. She sensed the curiosity of the others in the cabin, yet no
one spoke. The urgency that Rheba and Kirtn radiated was sufficient explanation
for the moment. A slim figure moved forward, straining to see what was
happening. Rheba felt warmth and a slight pressure from another body. She had
started to turn her head to see who was crowding her when the navtrix began to
glow. “Thank the Inmost Fire,” she breathed. “That was a lovely
bit of luck.” As though the word triggered something in her mind, she
turned to look at the person who had been crowding her. Daemen. But there was
no time to explore the ramifications of his presence, and perhaps no need—the
Yhelle navtrix simply could have taken longer to energize than the Senyas
variety it replaced. “Hang on,” she said curtly. “We’ve got to clear this planet now.” Kirtn warned the rest of the passengers as Rheba pulled the
pilot mesh around her. The Devalon’s outputs lit up with racing
colors. The air quivered with instructions that only someone used to the Bre’n
language could understand. “Three!” yelled Rheba. The passengers shifted, seeking purchase against the coming
surge of energy. No one protested. They were a tough lot, accustomed to worse
than the ship was going to deliver. When the Devalon leaped upward,
flattening them against each other and the floor, there were no complaints. Rheba took the first replacement almost immediately,
clearing Onan’s gravity well just enough to ensure that the ship and its passengers
were not wrenched apart. She did not want to argue with Satin over niceties of
measurement—off-planet usually meant out of the gravity well. It was a short jump. At its end, Rheba looked around to see
if anyone was injured. People lay in various piles around the room and spilled
into the tubeway, but no one seemed hurt. Daemen, she noticed, had landed on
top rather than on the bottom of his pile. She signaled him to come to her. “Does your planet go by any other name than Daemen on
Equality maps?” she asked. “No.” Rheba instructed the navtrix to display the coordinates of a
planet called Daemen and held her breath, wondering what he had done to Satin
that she would urge killing him the instant he was out of Onan’s gravity well. The coordinates appeared in the color, sound and number code
of Senyas. Rheba sighed silently; she had been afraid the new navtrix would
force them to use only Universal, thus rendering the ship vulnerable to
takeover by anyone who could speak Universal. “There it is,” she said, satisfaction in her voice. Then
satisfaction changed to dismay as she read the replacement code. The
planet hung like a pendant on a broken chain at the far side of the Equality’s
tenuous sprawl. “Five replacements and three changeovers. You live on
the back side of nowhere,” she muttered. Then, realizing how she had sounded,
she added, “Lovely place, I’m sure. It would have to be for anyone to stay
there.” Daemen laughed. “It’s a dismal place, but it’s home. My
home.” There was a possessive emphasis on the word my that
made Rheba examine him more closely. He did not notice. His gray eyes were focused
on Rainbow dangling from the small cargonet over the control board. As he
watched the Zaarain construct, Daemen looked older, harder ... even dangerous.
Then he smiled, transforming his face, making her doubt that she had ever seen
anything but the charming boy-man who stood before her. With an uneasy feeling, she turned back to instruct the computer
to connect with a planet called Daemen. She hesitated, then chose a far orbit
around the planet. She wanted to take a discreet look at the Equality’s most
distant world. After several moments the computer whistled sweetly, telling
her that her program was accepted and accurate. All that she had to do was
whistle the correct response and the Devalon’s ill-assorted
passengers would be on their way. She turned to look a final time at Daemen. He smiled, eagerness
and anticipation plain on his young face. She could not help smiling in return. “It will be a while,” she said, “but you’re going home.” She
whistled a complex trill. The ship shivered faintly and its lights dimmed. The first replacement
was a long one, well beyond the range of most Equality spaceships. In order
to make the maneuver accurately, a high speed was necessary. Until replacement
was completed, the ship would spare its passengers and crew only minimal
energy. Rheba’s akhenet lines pulsed in the diminished light. She
felt Daemen’s speculative glance. Her lines were much more obvious since she
had stripped to her brief scarlet ship clothes. “I’ve never seen a race like yours,” said Daemen. “You’re
beautiful,” he added matter-of-factly, “I’ll bet you brought a high price on
Loo.” Rheba grimaced. “The Loo-chim preferred furries.” Daemen laughed, but the sound lacked humor. “The Loo-chim
didn’t like anything but themselves. Are you sure they’re dead?” “Yes.” The quality of her voice did not encourage further questions
about Loo, the Loo-chim, or her part in destroying both. “How long will it be until we reach Daemen?” he asked. “About one Onan day.” Daemen looked around the crowded control room, plainly
wondering what he was going to do for that day. Others were dealing with the
same question. As Rheba watched, some passengers lay down while others pushed
back to give them room. After a few hours the sleepers would trade with the
ones who were awake. The longer Rheba watched, the more seductive the idea of
sleep became. She had not had any decent sleep since she had become a slave. She
looked around for Kirtn, wanting nothing more than to curl up against her Bre’n
and let go of all conscious thought. “He’s with that fantastic snake,” said Daemen, guessing whom
she was looking for. “Kirtn?” “Is that his name? The big man, gold hair?” “Yes.” She paused, struck by a thought. Daemen was one of
the few people since Deva who had not remarked on Kirtn’s “fur,” although the
very short, very fine hair that covered him was more a texture than a pelt.
Even so, it was enough to brand him an animal among the Equality planets and peoples
she had met so far. “You didn’t call him a furry.” Daemen looked surprised. “At home, people come in all colors
and textures. Nobody thinks much about it.” “I think I’ll like your planet.” Daemon’s smile was like music. “I hope so, Rheba.” She looked at him again, realizing that he was not so young
as he appeared. His own culture might even consider him a man. The way he was
watching her said that he, at least, considered himself fully grown. “Why did
you leave your home?” she asked. Then, quickly, “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to
pry.” His smile returned, but it was not the same. Before he could
say anything, Kirtn approached. Around his neck hung Fssa. Kirtn took down the
fine-meshed net that held Rainbow and examined the crystal mass. “It’s bigger,” said Rheba, leaning over to look at Rainbow. “Fssa said Rainbow took the jewels, sort of crumbled over
them, and then got all solid again,” said Kirtn, turning Rainbow around as he
spoke. There were no visible breaks or joinings. Rainbow looked as though it
were simply a mass of crystals grown on the geologic whim of some planet.
“Pretty, isn’t it?” “Even better than before,” agreed Rheba. Fssa made a flatulent noise. He had thought himself ugly
until Rheba told him he was beautiful. Now he was slightly vain and more than a
little jealous of any non-Fourth People that Rheba considered attractive. “It’s
not bad,” he conceded, “even if it is lopsided and some of its crystals
are scratched.” Rheba smiled, but did not tease the Fssireeme. He was too
easy to hurt. She noticed that metallic colors were running in random surges
the length of his body. That usually only happened when he was uneasy, verging on
fearful. “What’s wrong, Fssa?” The snake moved in a sinuous ripple. His blind opalescent
“eyes” quested toward her hair. “Have you—did you—” Fssa made a strangled noise
and tried again. “Ssimmi,” he hissed, using the accents of his native language.
“Does the navtrix know where Ssimmi is?” She touched him lightly, letting energy course from her fingertip
through his body. The Fssireeme shivered in delight. “I haven’t asked yet,” she
said. “Go ahead.” Fssa whistled a complex trill. The Devalon’s computer
responded, lighting the navtrix while the two energy constructs exchanged
information. It took only an instant for the negative to chime. “Maybe you garbled the translation,” said Rheba. Then, at
Fssa’s indignant squawk, she added, “You’re excited, Fssa. Maybe you just
weren’t as careful as you could have been. Or maybe the Equality knows Ssimmi
by another name. Don’t look so sad.” She stroked the snake’s darkened body,
trying to call up a ripple of color. “Try again,” she coaxed. Fssa questioned the computer again. He used the Bre’n language,
making the dry question resonate with melancholy and regret. Only a bare hint
of hope echoed after the query. The negative chimed again. The snake darkened, then changed. He asked the question
again, using another language, another name for his home planet of Ssimmi. The negative chimed. More languages, more questions, more names. And the same
answer. “I just wanted to swim Ssimmi’s seething sky/seas once
before I die,” whistled Fssa. But the Bre’n words said more, much more, telling
of loss and longing, a winter seed calling to the heart of a vanished summer. Rheba lifted the sad Fssireeme off Kirtn’s shoulders and
wound the snake into her hair. She gathered energy until her hair crackled and
shimmered, comforting Fssa in the only way she could. “There are more planets
than the Equality knows,” she said, “and more navtrices. We’ll find your home
if we have to turn the galaxy inside out.” Fssa’s head rested on top of her ear. He sighed a Fssireeme
thank you and coiled more securely in her hair. “Is it—he? she?—all right?” asked Daemon. He had not understood
Fssa’s Bre’n whistles, but the emotions had needed no translation. “Just a little sad,” said Kirtn in Universal, easing his
fingers through Rheba’s hair until he found the Fssireeme. He stroked the
snake, knowing that Fssa appreciated touch as much as any legged being. “He
hoped that the Equality navtrix would know where his home was.” “Maybe the Seurs can help him,” said Daemen. “Who or what are they?” “The people who instruct my planet.” “Teachers?” asked Kirtn. Daemen hesitated. “They are hereditary mentors. That’s as
close as I can come in Universal. They investigate all the histories of Daemen,
then bring back their discoveries and instruct people in their proper use.” “All the histories? What does that mean?” asked
Rheba. “How can a planet have more than one history?” “All planets do,” said Daemen, surprised. “They’ve been settled
and resettled, colonized and recolonized, conquered and freed at least as many
times as there are Cycles. We count Seventeen Cycles in the Equality. And that
doesn’t begin to recognize events and dominions that were limited to one
planet.” Rheba blinked, surprised by Daemen’s sudden enthusiasm and ...
assurance. He was more man than boy now. He spoke in the accents of someone
used to being heard. “Are you a Seur?” “I’m The Seur, just as I’m The Daemen.” “What does that mean?” asked Kirtn, measuring Daemen’s
sudden power and remembering Satin’s warning, “Are you some kind of king or
emperor on Daemen?” Daemen’s face showed an amusement far beyond his apparent
age. “That’s one way of putting it. But it’s not that simple. Cultures rarely
are, you know. I can’t just wave my hand and thousands of people kiss my toes.”
He sighed. “Do you know anything at all about my planet?” The wistful tone made him back into a child again. Rheba
leaned forward and touched his hand comfortingly, drawn as all akhenets were to
vulnerability. “No, but we’d like to. Will you tell us?” Daemen’s fingertips caressed the back of Rheba’s hand. Neither
one of them noticed Kirtn’s sudden stiffness. But Rheba did not object to the
familiar touch, so Kirtn did not. “We’ve been settled, and unsettled,” he added wryly, “more times
than any other Equality planet. We’re on a natural replacement route. Do
you know about those? No, I can see you don’t. It doesn’t matter. Your ship has
power to spare.” “How do you know?” said Kirtn roughly. He and Rheba had been
careful to say very little about their ship. The dead Trader Jal’s lust for the
Devalon had been part of why they had been enslaved on Loo. They had no
desire to arouse the greed of anyone else. “Only five replacements to Daemen. Isn’t that what
you said?” he asked Rheba. “Yes. And three changeovers.” Daemen dismissed the changeovers with a flick of one long
finger. Even the most primitive ship could change direction and speed. “Daemen
has some of the highest technology available to the Equality, thanks to the
Seurs. Yet it took my family’s ship eleven replacements to reach Onan.” “Eleven? Are you sure?” asked Kirtn, surprise clear in his
voice. “You were very young, weren’t you?” “I was young, but I wasn’t deaf and blind. It was my first
time in space. I remember each changeover and replacement perfectly. It
was a dream come true. It was the first time I really believed that I was the
luckiest man alive.” His face changed as he remembered the nightmare that had
followed. “Eleven replacements. I’m sure.” Daemen looked into Rheba’s cinnamon eyes, trying to see if
she believed him. “Your ship represents a quantum leap in knowledge to me. I’m
The Seur. I’m interested in technology that might help my people. That’s why
The Daemen—my mother—left home. She hadn’t been very lucky at finding useful
technology in the old places. And without such finds, my people will eventually
die.” Rheba and Kirtn looked at one another. Each knew the other
was remembering Deva, where their own people had died. Finally, Rheba spoke.
“Are your people in immediate danger?” “I don’t know. I think so. The situation must have been desperate
or the Seurs wouldn’t have sent our planet’s Luck into space looking for a
solution.” “Your planet’s luck?” asked Rheba, not understanding. “My mother, The Daemen. She was our planet’s Luck. We’re
bred for it. But there was some sort of problem with her. She never found
anything useful after the first time—and even that was a minor find, a way of
dyeing synthetic fibers red. Unfortunately, she didn’t find a way of making synthetic
fibers that would take that particular color.” Rheba and Kirtn exchanged another look. It was Kirtn who
turned back to question Daemen. “So your mother went out into the Equality to
find new technologies to help your people, is that it?” Daemen smiled crookedly. “Mostly, yes. The Seurs insisted
she take her whole family with her. Probably thought she’d need all the Luck
she could lift.” The smile faded. “It wasn’t enough. We hadn’t been on Onan a
day before we were kidnapped and sent to Loo.” “Trader Jal?” asked Kirtn. “Greasy man with blue hair, blue skin and a scar on one
hand?” “Yes.” “That’s the one. He kept complaining that we weren’t worth
the energy to transport us to Loo. Actually”—his lips twisted in a mocking
smile—“he was right. Everyone died in the Pit but me, and I didn’t bring much
of a price.” He paused. “You did kill him, didn’t you?” “Jal?” Kirtn touched Rheba’s hair where Fssa lay hidden.
“The Fssireeme killed him.” Daemen looked at Rheba’s hair with new interest. “Poisonous?” “No,” Then, before he could ask more questions, Kirtn asked
one of his own. “Who’s ruling—instructing—the planet while you’re gone?” “The Seurs.” “Are they going to be glad to see you?” asked the Bre’n
bluntly. Surprise crossed Daemen’s unlined face, making him look even
younger. “Of course. The planet must be in a bad way by now. Its Luck has been
gone for years.” “There are many kinds of luck,” pointed out Kirtn. “Most
kinds you’re better off without.” “Are you saying that my mother was Bad Luck!” Daemen’s
face was flushed, furious. He spit out the last two words as though they were
the most offensive epithet he knew. Before Kirtn could reply, the ship chimed and warned of a
coming replacement. There was a subdued rush for handholds and
braces; at high speeds, replacement could be unpleasant. The ship
shuddered once, sending its interior into blackness. Gradually the light and
colors returned, but in the subdued halftones that indicated the ship was still
in replacement mode. Kirtn let go of the pilot mesh and turned to look for
Daemen. No one was there. He remembered the angry young face and sighed. He had
not meant to offend Daemen. He certainly had no desire to kill Daemen, as Satin
had ordered. On the other hand, Kirtn knew he would not be entirely comfortable
while Daemen was on board. He told himself it was because of Satin’s enigmatic
warning—but he kept remembering Daemen’s pale fingers stroking the back of
Rheba’s hand. VIIRheba awoke moaning and clutching her head. She lashed out reflexively,
trying to reach the source of her pain. Her hand hit the hard muscles of
Kirtn’s chest. He woke, realized what was happening and held her tightly
against his body. “Fssa!” yelled Kirtn. “Fssa!” There was no answer. Kirtn combed his fingers through Rheba’s
hair, knowing that he would not find the snake there but hoping anyhow. As he
had feared, the Fssireeme was not there. He was off somewhere on the ship,
talking to Rainbow, causing Rheba’s pain. She screamed, half asleep, knowing only that an animal was
trapped in her brain and gnawing its way to freedom. She writhed and fought
Kirtn while he tried to keep her from banging her head against the unyielding
walls. A slim form bent over the bunk and grabbed one of Rheba’s
flailing hands. Kirtn looked up and saw Daemen. The young man’s face was tight
with fear. “What is it?” asked Daemen, wrestling with Rheba’s surprising
strength. “Is she sick?” “No. She’s just—” Rheba’s body convulsed. Her akhenet lines flared as though
she were under attack. “Let go of her,” said Kirtn, realizing the danger. “She’s hot! I didn’t know anyone could be so hot and live!” “Let go.’” Kirtn’s harsh tone said more
than words. Daemen leaped back just as Rheba burst into flames. Energy
coursed dangerously, leaping out toward the crowded control room. Kirtn’s
strong hands pressed against the pulse in her neck. Just as the first searing
tongues reached Daemen, Rheba groaned and went limp. Kirtn held her, singing Bre’n apologies into her hair. M/dere pushed forward, holding a black Fssireeme in her hard
hands. Wordlessly, she tossed the limp snake onto the bunk. Kirtn did not need a translator to tell him she would just as
soon have killed the odd being who had caused her J/taaleri so much pain. The
Bre’n was in complete agreement. He glared at Fssa, who was mortified by what
had happened. “Say something,” snarled Kirtn. “Tell me why I shouldn’t tie
you in little knots and stuff you into the converter.” “I thought ... I thought I was out of her range,”
whispered Fssa miserably, “It was all right the other times I spoke to
Rainbow.” The Fssireeme was dead black, not even a hint of color along his
sinuous length, “I don’t know what happened.” “Where were you?” “In the tool niche.” Fssa did not add that the tool niche
was precisely where Kirtn had told him to go to talk with Rainbow. The Bre’n swore, then sighed. He stroked Rheba’s hair. She
was sleeping now, true sleep, not the unconsciousness he had forced on her
moments ago. Her strength had shocked him then. It made him thoughtful now. She
was years too young to be so powerful. Already she commanded greater fire than
many mature dancers he had known. He smiled ruefully to himself, remembering that it was the potential
of devastating/renewing energies that had first drawn him to a sleeping Senyas
baby called Rheba. She had fulfilled her promise—and more. Fssa made a small noise. In a Fourth People it would have
been called throat-clearing, but the Fssireeme had no throat to clear. “Rainbow
is bigger since it absorbed those other crystals,” said Fssa in Senyas. “It
speaks much more clearly now, although its memories are still only fragments of
a greater past.” “It speaks much too clearly now,” Kirtn said grimly.
“Rheba went into convulsions and nearly slagged the control room before I
stopped her.” Silence spread outward from the Fssireeme. He became an even
denser black. Kirtn sighed again. The snake was not at fault; he had not known
that Rainbow’s increased size would also increase its range and ability to
cause Rheba pain. “I just wanted to know if Rainbow had ever heard of Ssimmi,”
whispered Fssa. Though he spoke in Senyas, he added a whistle of Bre’n longing
that made everyone within hearing ache with sympathy. Kirtn’s anger slid away. He knew what it was to lose a home.
The cataract of fire that had destroyed his planet was also burned into his
brain. Even in his dreams, Deva was dead. “Did you find your planet?” Kirtn’s gentle tone brought a glimmer of lightness back to
the snake’s body. “No,” said Fssa sadly. “Rainbow had never heard of it under
any of the names I know. But if we find more stones, maybe more of Rainbow’s memory
will return. Maybe then it will know Ssimmi.” “Maybe. But snake—” “Yes?” “Be sure you’re out of Rheba’s range when you ask. Be very
sure.” Fssa’s whistled agreement was full of apologies and
promises. Before the last note died, the ship chimed and announced that the
final replacement was imminent. The Fssireeme repeated the announcement,
loudly, in several languages at once. There was a subdued scramble for secure
positions. The maneuver was brief and smooth, but it woke Rheba. She
retained only a vague memory of pain. It was enough. She looked at Fssa with
anger lighting the cinnamon depths of her eyes. “He was asking about Ssimmi,” said Kirtn quickly. “In the
tool niche.” She absorbed the information in silence. Then, “Did he find
his home?” “No.” “Too bad. That would have made it worth the pain. Almost.”
She grimaced and rubbed her temples, trying to banish the echoes of agony.
“Where are we?” As though in answer, the ship chimed and announced that it
would come out of replacement in three seconds. The ship quivered very
slightly, chimed, and announced that it had taken up a far orbit around the
planet Daemen. Rheba pushed forward to the pilot mesh, but did not object
when Kirtn pulled it over himself instead of her. The aftermath of Fssa’s chat
with Rainbow had affected her reflexes just enough to make communication with
the computer a chore rather than a pleasure. Kirtn quickly checked that there were neither active nor passive
defenses in the area. Apparently the planet was either unarmed or so subtly
armed that the Devalon’s sensors were defeated. Judging from Daemen’s
remarks about the advanced technology of the ship, Kirtn decided that the
planet was probably as harmless as it appeared from orbit With a silent prayer
to the Inmost Fire, he guided the ship into a close orbit. The planet ballooned in the viewscreen, then shrank into
seeming solidarity as the image was transformed into a hologram. Rheba and
Kirtn watched in silence as the rust-colored world with the vanishingly thin
atmosphere turned overhead in the control room. As Daemen had said, the planet was a dismal place. Rock and
not much else. “Is it as dead as it looks?” asked Rheba finally. Daemen answered over her shoulder, startling her. “That depends
on what you’re used to. It’s not all overrun with plants like Loo or oceans
like Onan. We have a lot of space to ourselves.” Kindly, Rheba did not point out that few other Fourth People
in the galaxy would want to live in that space. She remembered some of the
geological history she had been taught on Deva and looked thoughtfully at the
world turning slowly overhead. “Didn’t you ever have oceans or big
lakes—something?” she asked as the planet revealed a waterless southern
hemisphere. “No. Actually, the Seurs believe that Fourth People or any
other kind of advanced life couldn’t have evolved here. We think we were
colonized during the Zaarain Cycle. They’re the only ones who would have had a
technology equal to tapping the planet’s core for energy and water. When the
planet was first colonized—and that was so long ago the records are preserved as
fossils in sandstone—there were no other life forms above the level of lichen.
There still aren’t, except for us, and we depend entirely on installations left
over from Cycles we know almost nothing about.” “Why did anyone ever colonize this misbegotten rock?” asked
Rheba absently, thinking aloud. “I told you. It’s on a natural replacement route,”
said Daemen, his voice a bit defensive. However repellent the planet might be
to a fire dancer, it was his home. “I didn’t mean it the way it sounded,” said Rheba. “It’s
only that ... there just isn’t much to the planet.” “It’s more than you have,” said Daemen tightly. Then, “I’m
sorry. Please don’t look like that.” He smiled and touched her cheek. “Forgive
me?” Rheba smiled in spite of her anger. She could no more blame
Daemen for defending his home than she could blame Fssa for searching for his. “Are there any landing regulations?” asked Kirtn brusquely,
jostling Daemen as he rearranged the pilot mesh. Daemon’s hand dropped from Rheba’s cheek. “I don’t think so.
We didn’t have more ships after we left. Nobody ever comes here, either.” His
expression became both amused and hard. “Superstitious idiots! They believe
their own myths.” Kirtn, remembering Satin, said, “Oh? What myths?” “They act as though Luck were contagious,” muttered Daemen. “See
that dark spot?” he asked, pointing over his head to the southern hemisphere. “Here?” asked Kirtn, pointing to a blot not far from the
south pole of the planet. “Yes. That’s Center Square. All of our cities are on a
modified grid pattern that connects to other Squares. At least, they used to
connect. There are some pretty big mountains to avoid,” he added, explaining
the absence of people in various parts of the southern hemisphere. “What about here?” said Rheba, pointing to a similar network
of lines and splotches in the northern hemisphere. “Ruins,” Daemen said curtly. “They were farthest from Center
Square. When the master grid energy went eccentric, they died.” He saw the look
on her face and added, “It was a long time ago. At least two Cycles, from what
the Seurs have been able to find. We don’t go up there much. The farther you
get from Square One, the less advanced the technology, as a rule.” “Someone might have survived,” said Rheba, oddly moved by a
disaster hundreds of thousands of years in the past. “Someone did.” Daemen made a dismissing motion. “They’re
savages now. That’s a long way to go to study savages. We’ve got plenty closer
to home.” His slim finger pointed to a tawny patch of land over the south pole.
“There, for instance. The energy grid went eccentric in the last Cycle. The
Seurs patched what they could, but the mountains here are terrible. Square One
survived—at least, its food installation did. It still registers on our maps.” Daemen stared at the spot for a long moment. “Mother wanted
to go there. It was the first colony. She believed it would have the most
advanced technology there, buried, waiting to be found by The Luck. But the
other Seurs talked her out of it. We went out into the galaxy instead.” He made
a wry face. “The Daemen isn’t coming home with his hands full of miracles. The
Seurs will be disappointed.” Rheba put her hand over Daemen’s in silent sympathy. It
would be hard on him to go home with nothing but his family’s death to give to
his people. Her hair stirred, curling across the young man’s cheek. Kirtn glanced away from the Devalon’s outputs,
saw Rheba’s hair silky across Daemen’s cheek, and asked coldly, “Just how disappointed
will they be?” Daemen looked confused. “They won’t be hostile, if that’s
what you mean. They’ll be glad enough just to get their Daemen back. Without me
to guide their archaeological searches, they might just as well pick a dig on a
random basis.” “You’re rather young to be so knowledgeable.” Kirtn’s voice
was neutral, yet somehow challenging. “What does age have to do with it? I’m The Daemen.” The Bre’n gave a muscular shrug. “Your culture, your problem.
Ours is to get you home in one piece. Is there a spaceport beacon?” “I don’t know.” Kirtn turned back to the outputs. Bre’n whistles and Senyas
words filled the cabin. An output turned blue-gray with silver dots. A flat
mechanical tone replaced the discourse between man and machine. Kirtn looked
back at Daemen. “You have a spaceport beacon. Primitive, but effective. We’re
locked on. If we stray, the tone will vary. You should be home in”—he glanced
down at the outputs—“about seventeen minutes.” Although he said nothing more, his listeners had the
distinct impression that Kirtn would have been happier if the figure had been
in seconds. Rheba looked closely at her Bre’n, wondering why he had
taken such a dislike to the charming Daemen. She let go of Daemon’s hand and
touched Kirtn’s shoulder, silently asking what was wrong. He ignored her. The
only thing he wanted to say on the subject of Daemen was goodbye. Kirtn raced the ship toward the planet at a speed that was
only marginally safe. Though the Devalon was equipped to protest, it did
not. The ship’s Senyasi builders had also programmed it to recognize the energy
patterns of Bre’n rage. VIIINo one met them at the spaceport. A cold, fierce wind blew
in a cloudless sky, making the Devalon hum like a too-tight wire. The
ship quickly extruded stabilizers. The humming ceased, but not the feeling of
unease that it had caused. Scraps of plastic chased clouds of grit across the
scarred apron. None of the scars were new, and there were no other ships in
sight. Rheba looked at the hologram of the spaceport and shivered.
She did not need the ship’s outputs to tell her that Daemon’s namesake was a
cold, barren planet. Daemen, as though seeing the city for the first time, looked
as dismayed as Rheba. It was obvious that the reality outside did not match his
memories. “How long were you gone?” asked Rheba. “Four years.” “Just four? But you said you were a child when you left.” Daemen turned, focusing his rain-colored eyes on her. “My
years are longer than yours. In Loo terms, call it seventeen years.” Rheba shuddered. In Loo terms, that was an eternity. Slaves
might have shorter lifespans, but it certainly did not seem that way to the
slaves. She looked speculatively at Daemen again, wondering how such a vulnerable
young man had survived so long on Loo. “Ready?” asked Kirtn abruptly. Rheba turned toward her Bre’n. “But there’s no one out
there. We can’t just dump Daemen downside and leave!” Kirtn’s expression said that he could do just that with no
difficulty at all. He was very tired of her longing looks at the handsome young
enigma who was so important that a whole planet was named after him. “What do
you suggest we do—start a baby-sitting service?” Akhenet lines lit beneath Rheba’s skin, giving her a sullen
glow. “I suggest,” she said angrily, “that we either wait for some
contact or give him an escort to whatever passes for the local palace.” She
turned her back on Kirtn and spoke gently to Daemen. “Which would be better,
Daemen? Wait or go looking?” Before Daemen could answer, Kirtn spoke. His words were
clipped, his tone as cold as the wind dividing around the ship. “Looks like we
don’t have a choice. Company coming.” He whistled curt instructions to the computer. The hologram
of the spaceport shifted, zooming in on one area. As the magnification
increased, the figures walking up to the edge of the spaceport became clearer.
They were a ragged lot, yet they walked with the assurance that came from
power. “Know them?” asked Kirtn. Daemen bent forward to peer into the hologram, which had
descended to chest height. The Bre’n noted sourly that Daemen chose to lean
over Rheba’s shoulder rather than take a half step aside to improve his view. A
curt whistle shifted the hologram back up to the ceiling. Unfortunately, it did
not shift Daemen’s position. “Seurs,” Daemen said after a moment. “You can tell by the
walk. They usually wear special clothes. Guess the synthesizer still goes eccentric
from time to time.” Rheba looked at the approaching group. The only thing “special”
about their clothes was the wretched fit and color. The last time she had seen
something that repulsive was when the Devalon’s food cycle had crossed
outlets with the ship’s sanitary arrangements during a rough replacement. “Do you remember any of them?” asked Kirtn. Daemen stared at the approaching men and women. He shifted
and stared again. “They’re thinner than I remember,” he said dubiously. “One of
them might be Seur Tric.” “Friend or foe?” snapped Kirtn. Daemen turned to face the hostile Bre’n. “Why do you keep
hinting that the Seurs don’t want me back?—” Kirtn’s gold eyes took on the sheen of hammered metal, but
his voice was neutral. Even so, Rheba put her hand on Daemen’s arm in a gesture
that was meant as both warning and protection. Kirtn ignored her glance, but
her hand on Daemen’s arm rankled more than the young man’s demanding tone. “Correct me if I’m wrong—you’re the leader of this planet?”
asked Kirtn softly. “Yes.” “But you’ve been gone, so the Seurs have been running
things.” “That’s their job,” said Daemen shortly. “Do they like it?” Daemen looked surprised. “Of course!” “Then what makes you think they’ll just tamely hand over the
power to you?” “I’m The Daemen.” “Is that another word for stupid?” asked Kirtn, disgust
clear in his voice. Before Daemen could answer, Fssa stuck his head out of
Rheba’s hair. “The only possible translation of ‘Daemen’ in any language is
‘luck.’” “Shut up, snake!” Hastily, Fssa ducked back out of sight. Rheba looked at Kirtn. The lines on her body still rippled
with light, but now it indicated unease more than anger. Her Bre’n mentor was
not acting rationally—or at least not very politely. It was unlike him to be so
abrupt with a vulnerable young being like Daemen. With an unconscious, worried
frown, she rubbed the akhenet lines on the back of her arms and turned away to
study the hologram. The group’s clothes did not improve on further examination.
If anything, the color combinations became more repulsive. Also—She leaned
forward with a muffled exclamation. Some of them were wearing ropes of jewels,
great clumps strung haphazardly from crudely formed plastic links. In all, the
gems were almost as ugly as the clothes. There was one cheering sign, though.
“They aren’t armed,” she said. “At least, not in any way I can see. What do the
Devalon’s sensors say?” Without comment, Kirtn turned away from his disgusted contemplation
of Daemen’s innocence. A whistled trill sent colors racing over the ship’s
outputs. The Bre’n watched a moment, then commented, “Not enough metal on them
to make a baby’s ring/’ He looked up at Daemen. “What kind of weapons do you
use?” “We don’t. Well, not often. Whips,” he said finally, reluctantly.
“Mother wouldn’t touch the plastic knives. If they don’t shatter, they bend.
She said they weren’t worth the shit that went into making them.” Kirtn smiled, wishing it were the mother rather than the son
who had been rescued from Loo. She sounded a lot more practical. But she had
not survived. He looked at Daemen, speculation bright in his yellow Bre’n eyes.
How had the insolent halfling outlived the rest of his family? Was he as treacherous
as he was handsome? “I don’t see any whips,” said Rheba. “As for knives ...
those clothes are so baggy they could be wearing a service for twelve and not
make a wrinkle.” “Don’t worry about knives,” said Daemen, smiling reminiscently.
“Mother was right. About all they’re good for is drawing designs in warm
pudding. Besides, once they see who I am, knives will be the last thing on
their minds.” Kirtn disagreed silently and strenuously. If he were the
Seurs, knives would be the only thing on his mind, unless better weapons
were available. The group stopped at the edge of the apron, looking up at
the slim alien ship. They talked among themselves in low murmurs that the Devalon’s
sensors easily picked up. As the first syllable of the language sounded in the cabin,
Fssa reappeared and went into a series of astonishing contortions. After trying
a variety of shapes, he settled on his usual form plus a concave extension
ringed by metallic blue frills. Using the extension, he sucked every bit of
alien language out of the air, learning and extrapolating with fantastic speed. Daemen, who had never seen Fssa as anything more than a
snake, stared at the transformations in open awe. “What is he doing?” “He’s—” began Rheba. “Stretching,” interrupted Kirtn. When Rheba would have finished
her explanation, he closed his hand firmly over her wrist and thought an
emphatic negative. Rheba flinched at the no ringing in her mind. She
started to argue, thought better of it, and pointedly turned away from Kirtn.
She was not, however, going to go against such a direct order from her mentor,
even though she could not understand why he did not want Daemen to know the
nature of the Fssireeme’s genius as a translator. She stared at the hologram as though the skinny, badly
dressed natives were the most fascinating thing in the galaxy. Gems winked back
at her, as gaudy and improbable as diamonds on dung beetles. When he was sure that she would not disobey him, Kirtn released
Rheba’s wrist and watched Fssa. The snake turned his sensors toward Kirtn
without moving the odd extension lie had made. A Bre’n whistle issued from some
undetermined place to the left of the dish. Kirtn listened until he was sure
that the Fssireeme had learned the new language. Only then did he turn back to
Daemen. “What are they saying?” asked Kirtn blandly. “Not much. They’re excited by the ship, wondering who we are
and why we’re here, that sort of thing,” said Daemen absently. He swayed
forward, closer to the hologram—and Rheba—as he tried to identify individual
Seurs. “Fssa?” whistled Kirtn. “is that what they’re talking
about?” “Yes,” answered the snake in Bre’n. “They’re wondering if we
might have some technology to trade.” “And they’re hoping we’ll trade technologies,” added Daemen,
still staring into the tube. Kirtn gave the young man a hard look, but Daemen did not
notice. “Still think they’ll be happy to see you?” asked the Bre’n. “They’d be happier if I were bringing them something,” admitted
Daemen. Rheba looked around. “That shouldn’t be too hard,” she said.
“We have lots of odds and ends that we don’t use.” Her glance fell on Rainbow.
It was wrapped in its fine cargo mesh, hanging from a recessed hook over the control
board. Rainbow dangled overhead whenever it was not in the tool locker, bending
Fssa into improbable shapes. “Too bad you aren’t a machine,” said Rheba to the
crystal mass. “I’d trade you for something useful.” Daemen stood on tiptoe, leaned, and unhooked the cargo net. “What are you doing?” demanded Kirtn. Surprised at his tone, Daemen took a step backward. “I’m
sorry. I didn’t know it was valuable to you.” Kirtn looked sourly at the crystals gleaming through the
fine cargo net. Remembering Rheba’s agony, he was not too sure that Rainbow was
valuable to him. “Maybe it isn’t. So what?” Fssa made an anguished sound. His body darted protectively
toward Rainbow, but it was out of reach. Daemen looked at the snake nearly falling out of Rheba’s
hair, then at the expressionless Bre’n. Daemen glanced at Rheba. She, too,
looked as though she were trying to decide if Rainbow was more trouble than it
was worth. “Some of these crystals are very old, as old as any my
mother ever found,” said Daemen simply. “But the machine must be badly tuned,
or it wouldn’t give you such a vicious headache every time it’s activated.” “What are you talking about?” asked Rheba. “Rainbow isn’t a
machine.” “Of course it is. It’s a Zaarain machine—or what’s left of
one.” “Are you sure?” asked Kirtn, looking at Rainbow with new
interest. “Look,” said Daemen confidently, “your people may build the
best ship in the galaxy, but mine know more about history than any six races
put together. That,” he said, tapping a fingernail on one of Rainbow’s
scintillant surfaces, “is a Zaarain construct. A machine.” Kirtn frowned. He knew that Zaarain constructs were not necessarily
machines. The Zaarains had constructed unusual life forms as well as incredible
machines. Nonetheless, Rainbow as machine made more sense than Rainbow as
living entity. Of course, the lithic races of the First People were both
improbable and very real. “Rainbow is part of an installation core, I think. Hard to
tell,” added Daemen, turning the net so that he could see all sides of the
crystal mass. “Not much is left.” “Then how can you be sure?” asked Kirtn. “The carvings,” said Daemen in the patient tone of a teacher
talking to a very stupid student. “Etchings, really. Or viasynth, if
you want to be technical.” “Then it isn’t ... alive?” asked Rheba. Daemen laughed. “It’s a machine. How can it be alive?” Fssa burst into rapid Bre’n speech, arguing in stanzas of desperate
poetry that his friend was as alive as he himself was. Rainbow was fragmented,
to be sure, but that did not change the fact of its viability. Kirtn whistled a shrill imperative. Fssa subsided. He was
very black as he wove himself back into Rheba’s comforting hair. “Assuming it’s a machine,” said Kirtn, “what good is it to
you?” “None, probably. But it’s better than empty hands. I’ll pay
you for it as soon as I can. Although, if the synthesizer is snarky, it might
be a while until I can make something useful for you.” Rheba hesitated, torn between Daemon’s need and Fssa’s affection
for Rainbow. She turned toward Kirtn. “Daemen did, after all, steal most of the
price of the navtrix.....” Kirtn could have pointed out that without her, Daemen would have
been stuck on Loo. But he did not. If Rainbow was a machine, it belonged to
Rheba, for it had been Rheba who insisted on saving it from the depredations of
slave children. If Rainbow was not a machine, it belonged to itself, and could
not be given away or sold. She looked from Rainbow dangling passively in the cargo net
to Daemen. He looked both vulnerable and hopeful; despite his brave words about
being welcomed back, it was obvious that he was worried about coming home
empty-handed. Fssa keened softly. It was hard for Rheba to think with the
Fssireeme mourning beautifully against her neck. There were no words for his
sadness, simply emotion transformed into music. She had not heard anything so
sorrowful since Loo, where First People sang of eternal slavery. Kirtn whistled gently, telling Fssa to be quiet. It was
Rheba’s decision. With a tiny wail the Fssireeme obeyed. She looked at Kirtn,
wanting to ask his advice; but it was like looking at the face of a stranger.
She saw as though for the first time his inhuman beauty, a perfection attained
only by Bre’ns, strength and invulnerability. There was no help there, only a
mentor waiting to see how well his protйgйe had learned. She looked toward
Daemen, slim and vulnerable, needing her as her mentor did not. And she could not decide. Her akhenet lines surged raggedly. She closed her eyes and
spoke a dancer litany in her mind. The currents of energy flickering through
her steadied, then faded into normal modes, invisible beneath her skin. She
looked at Rainbow, caught in a cargo net, swinging beneath Daemen’s fingers.
What had made her think she was choosing between two men? The only choice was
whether Rainbow was machine or bizarre sentience, dead or living. That had
nothing to do with Kirtn or Daemen. The ship chimed once and said, “Downside connections are in
place. The downside com channel is hot.” Rheba turned back to the hologram. The group outside had
gathered around a slender, slanting pole. She assumed it was a communication
device, and that it was now connected to the ship. Otherwise the Devalon would
have referred to the com channel as cold, not hot. She hesitated, then faced
Daemen and held out her hand. “I’m not sure Rainbow is mine to give away. Until
I’m sure ...” With a wry, understanding smile, Daemen gave the cargo net
and its enigmatic burden to Rheba. “I’m still The Daemen. Empty hands or not,
I’m home. Thank you.” His words only made Rheba feel worse. She looked at the
desolate spaceport and the grubby, painfully thin people waiting there, their
jewels incongruous against their awful clothes. “I don’t know much about machines,” she said suddenly, “but
I’m from a culture your people have never heard of. If they’re historians, that
will be worth something to them, won’t it? I’ll go with you.” Daemen’s delight was as obvious as Kirtn’s displeasure. The
young man grabbed her in a hug that was not brotherly. ‘Td like that!” “How long are you staying?” asked the Bre’n, his face a mask
that should have warned her. But she was too distracted by Daemen’s hug to notice Kirtn.
“We can’t stay too long. The ship’s overtaxed as it is with a” the people aboard. A day, maybe two?” she asked, searching
Daemon’s gray eyes. “Will that be enough?” Kirtn looked at Daemen’s face and wondered how he had ever
thought of him as anything but a man—a man who was as aroused by Rheba as the
Bre’n was himself. Daemen might be as smooth and slender as a Senyas child, but
any resemblance ended there. Unfortunately, that was more than enough to engage
the akhenet protective instinct. The drive to have and nurture children had been artificially
enhanced in both Bre’n and Senyas akhenets until it was an obsession. It had
been a necessary, if drastic, solution to the problem of producing more akhenets.
Only very rarely did a Bre’n-Senyas couple produce offspring, yet the pairing
of most Bre’n-Senyas akhenets was so complete, so exclusive, that the birth
rate had fallen off to almost nothing. The artificial, obsessive focus on children
was all that had saved the akhenet gifts in both races from extinction. As Kirtn watched Rheba in Daemen’s arms, he sourly concluded
that akhenet exclusivity would not have been a problem with him and his fire
dancer. Unless he was the one excluded. His eyes narrowed and anger
uncurled along the same channels he used to reinforce Rheba’s akhenet talents. He felt the heat, knew the danger, and invoked Bre’n discipline
to keep himself from sliding closer to the deadly berserker state known as rez.
The transition of Senyas akhenet from, child to adult was the most difficult—and
dangerous—of times for a Bre’n-Senyas pair. The Senyas could not help sending
out conflicting sexual signals; and every Bre’n was more passionate than
patient. It was not uncommon for akhenet pairs to die, killed by a jealous
Bre’n in rez. Such tragedies were a theme in many Bre’n poems and
resonated in Bre’n songs. But Rheba did not know those songs, for Deva had died before
she could learn. Nor could Kirtn tell her, not now. It was her choice. Dancer’s
Choice. She must make it without coercion from him. Grimly, he instructed the ship to activate the downside com
channel. His amplified voice cut across the mutters of the group outside.
Although Fssa could have acted as translator, Kirtn preferred to act as though
he had no access to the native language. “Hello, downsiders,” he said in Universal. “We’ve got a present
for you. Do we have your permission to leave ship?” There was an excited outburst of sound, then the group subsided.
A man stepped forward. His clothes were dreadful but he wore more jewels than
anyone else. As he bent over the com pole, his necklace turned and flashed in
the sun. “Greetings,” said the man. “I’m Seur Tric, and you are most
welcome on our planet. Are you traders?” The eagerness in Tric’s voice made Kirtn smile thinly.
“We’re not traders, but we have something for you.” Tric’s puzzlement showed clearly on the hologram. “A gift?
That’s not necessary. We have no port fees. We’re scholars, not profiteers.
Everyone is welcome here.” Kirtn stared at the hologram and wondered if Tric was as innocent
as he sounded. Somehow, he doubted it. Power and innocence did not go together.
“I’m glad everyone is welcome,” said Kirtn dryly. He leaned over, grabbed
Daemen, and put him in front of the ship’s pickup. At a whistled command, the
ship took Daemen’s image and projected it outside. The result was lifelike—and
startling. “Recognize him?” Only Tric stood his ground without flinching. He squinted,
peering myopically at the hologram of Daemen. “Jycc? Is it you?” “Not Jycc. Not anymore. I’m The Daemen now.” A sound rose from the group. As one they stared at the image
of the boy who was Jycc no longer. Tric raised trembling hands toward the
hologram, then bowed his head. His breath came in a deep sob. “Oh my Seurs,” he said, hiding his face, “The Luck is with
us again.” Kirtn looked between the group outside the ship and The
Daemen within. The Bre’n would have felt a lot better if he knew whether the
emotion shaking the Seurs was pleasure—or fear. IXRheba pulled heavy clothes out of a concealed cupboard. She
began to dress for the cold outside. Kirtn read the downside statistics on the
computer outputs and reached for his own clothes cupboard. Even for a Bre’n, it
was a bit chilly on Daemen. Rheba looked out from the hooded green wraparound
she had chosen and saw that Kirtn also was dressed for downside weather. “You don’t have to go,” she said. “I’m going whether you like it or not.” She flinched as though he had slapped her. She had never
heard such coldness in his voice before. She started to ask what was wrong,
then decided not to. She knew better than to interrogate an angry Bre’n. “Fssa.” Kirtn’s tone was such that even Daemen turned to
stare. The Fssireeme quickly showed his head, sensors wheeling with color.
“Tell M/dere to guard the ship. No one is to board or leave without my direct
permission.” Rapid, guttural sounds issued from the snake. M/dere looked
from Kirtn to Rheba, but did not protest receiving orders from the
Bre’n—particularly when the orders were eminently sensible tactics. She grunted
assent and went to stand where the downside portal would open in the wall of
the ship. “Tell Rainbow to make himself into a necklace,” said Kirtn,
his tone still abrupt. “And be quick about it, Fssireeme.” Fssa assumed a bizarre shape. Rheba closed her mouth into a
thin line, anticipating pain. She did not protest. Even though he was angry,
she knew her Bre’n would not let her be hurt unless it was necessary. The pain was very quick, gone almost before she had time to
flinch, Fssa whistled soft apologies. She stroked his body reassuringly. With a
last trill he disappeared into her long gold hair. Kirtn reached into the cargo mesh and pulled out Rainbow.
Instead of its usual sunburst shape, it had shifted to become a long necklace
of stones held together by force fields only it understood. Kirtn examined the
necklace, tugged gently, then with more force. The necklace remained intact. He
slipped it over his head. If a gaudy string of jewels constituted status on
this plane!, he would go suitably attired. “Snake.” His voice was curt. Fssa’s head poked out of Rheba’s hair over her ear. His sensors
were iridescent as he sought out the Bre’n. “Yes?” “Translate, but don’t let anyone except me hear you unless I
tell you otherwise.” He used the precise Senyas speech. There could be no way for
the Fssireeme to misunderstand: It was Kirtn, not Rheba, who would give orders
for this expedition. Rheba glanced quickly at her mentor but did not object. Not
yet. He had done nothing unreasonable. She did not know why he distrusted
Daemen and his people, but she did know that her Bre’n was balanced on the thin
edge of rage. She would do nothing to push him over and everything she could to
draw him back. “Open,” snapped Kirtn. His flat command did not need to he repealed. The ship
opened promptly, allowing the thin, cold air of Daemen to sweep through the
control room. Kirtn went first, an impressive figure of strength moving easily
down the steep ramp, jewels winking in the attenuated sunlight. Behind him came
Rheba, her akhenet lines pulsing uneasily, lighting her face until it echoed
the metallic gold of Kirtn’s eyes. Last came Daemen, no taller than Rheba, both
of them diminished by Kirtn’s bulk. Daemen’s gray eyes lit with delight as he saw Seur Tric waiting
at the bottom of the ramp. Daemen ran past Rheba and Kirtn and threw his arms
around the older man. The variety in appearance among Seurs was astonishing. One
was quite tall, another had fur as long as Rheba’s hair, a third had tricolored
strips running diagonally across his body. Seur Tric, by comparison, was
modestly endowed. His skin was pink and he had tufts of hair at cheek, chin and
first knuckles. “Uncle Tric,” laughed Daemen, stepping back to look at his
mother’s younger brother. If she had died without bearing children, Tric would
have been The Luck. But she had had many children, one of whom had survived to
become The Daemen. “You’re so thin! And your clothes! Who dropped a shoe in the
synthesizer this time?” Tric’s face struggled between emotions that Kirtn could not
name. Obviously Tric was happy to see the boy he had once known as Jycc. It was
also obvious that being in the presence of The Daemen was not a happy thing. It
could simply have been that Daemen’s presence meant that Tric’s sister was dead
... or it could have meant something less comforting, something that echoed the
fear in Satin’s voice when she had said, Space him! Kirtn looked away from the uneasy welcome. The other members
of the group were murmuring among themselves and staring at Rainbow hanging
across Kirtn’s muscular chest. He had worn his cape open, the better to display
the multicolored crystals. The long-furred man leaned closer, staring at a peculiarly
carved crystal. His hand moved as though to grab the necklace but stopped well
short of actually touching Rainbow or the Bre’n. Tric turned away from his nephew. “Are you the ones responsible
for bringing The Luck back to Daemen?” asked the Seur in accented but
understandable Universal. Kirtn was not sure he liked the way the question was
phrased, but answered anyway. “Daemen was a slave on Loo. So were we. There was
a rebellion.” His torso moved in a Bre’n shrug. “The Loo-chim died. We didn’t.
My dancer”—he indicated Rheba—“promised all slaves a ride home. Her promise is kept.” Before Kirtn could turn and stride back up the Devalon’s ramp,
the group of Seurs fragmented into a babble of sound. Fssa’s artful
translations could not be kept secret if Kirtn made the Fssireeme shout up the
ramp to him. With obvious reluctance, the Bre’n turned and faced the Seurs
again. When he saw that Rheba was still at the bottom of the ramp, her hand on
Daemen’s arm, the Bre’n gestured curtly for her to return to the ship. “There’s no purpose in being rude,” whistled Rheba softly,
resonances of confusion and regret woven through the complex Bre’n words. “If
nothing else, we need clothes for the slaves.” “The ship will manufacture clothes,” he answered in curt Senyas. “Only if we let it renew itself from downside converters,” answered
Rheba in Senyas. “It ate a lot of power getting here so quickly.” She did not
add that it had been Kirtn’s idea to tear across the galaxy. Had she been the pilot,
there would have been a slower, more energy-sane passage. She saw rage like a darker shade of gold pooling in his
eyes. Instinctively she ran up the ramp, touched him, telling him of her concern—and
drawing energy out of him with a skill that shocked Kirtn. It was not a cure
for his turmoil. It was simply a temporary means of keeping him from sliding
any closer to rez. He should have thanked her. He should have hugged her and
held her, reassuring her. He had always done so in the past when the
complexities of his Bre’n nature frightened her. But it was not the past. She was older now, a woman in everything
but understanding of her Bre’n ... and Daemen stood at the bottom of the ramp,
slender and beguiling, making Kirtn feel as clumsy as a stone. He did not blame
Rheba for being more attracted to Daemen’s smooth-skinned grace than she was to
her mentor’s uncompromising strength. He did not blame her—but he did not like
it, either. He looked at her eyes. It was like looking into fire,
searing him with possibilities. He—looked at Daemen. And then he looked at neither
of them. “You must come to the installation,” said Seur Tric,
climbing partway up the ramp. It was not so much an invitation as a command. “Yes,” said Daemen enthusiastically, following Rheba’s steps
back up the ramp. He took her hand and smiled. “Please, I want to show you my
world.” Even Kirtn felt the enchantment of Daemen’s smile. And
then-the Bre’n felt cold. He wanted to grab Rheba, run inside and throw the Devalon
into space. Yet it was her choice, always. Dancer’s Choice. Rheba looked up at Kirtn, silently asking if it would be all
right to stay on the planet, but it was like looking at a stranger, a face made
out of wood and hammered gold. Sudden anger flickered in her, echoed by akhenet
lines. Anger, and something close to fear. It was cold on the ramp, and lonely.
She turned back to Daemen, to the warmth promised in his smile. Without a word
she let him lead her onto the spaceport’s cracked and pitted surface. Kirtn did not move. In spite of herself, Rheba listened for his footsteps. She
told herself that she was so angry she did not care whether he came or went
back to the ship. But she felt worse with every step. She did not know what was
wrong with her Bre’n; Fssa’s melancholy mewing in her ear did nothing to make
her feel better. Just as she was about to turn around and run back to Kirtn, she
heard the snap of his cape in the wind. He was following, but very silently,
more like a predator than a friend. She shivered and regretted the impulse that had led her down
the ramp. Discreetly, she slowed her walk until Kirtn had to come alongside her
or step on her heels. As he moved to go around her she put her hand on his arm.
So great was her emotion that the touch joined them in minor mind dance. For a
devastating instant she knew his consuming anger/hurt/fear—and he knew hers. Kirtn jerked away, afraid that she would discover the
jealousy that was driving him. But he could not bear the flash of her pain at
his rejection. He called what shreds of discipline remained to him and stroked
her seething hair, hoping that nothing more than a Bre’n’s deep love for a
Senyas dancer would be transmitted to her. Relief and pleasure surged through her, setting fire to her
hair and akhenet lines. Daemen flinched as a strand of Rheba’s hair crossed his face
like molten wire. His startled cry told her what she had accidentally done.
Across his pale cheek was a thin scarlet line. “I’m sorry,” she said, her voice contrite, her eyes warm
with concern and the fire that coursed through her. “I didn’t realize ... I’m
not used to being around people who burn easily.” It was to Daemon’s credit that he did not draw back when she
lifted her hand to trace beneath the scorch mark on his cheek. He turned his
head until his lips brushed her palm. “That’s all right,” he said, his eyes dancing
with light and laughter. “I’ll just have to learn when to duck.” Rheba giggled and touched Daemen’s lips with hair that no
longer burned but sent sweet currents of energy surging through him. “I only
burn when I’m not paying attention. Is that better?” Daemen’s smile was as incandescent as her eyes. Kirtn grimly hoped that she would forget herself and burn
the young charmer to ash and gone—but he was careful not to touch her as he
thought it. Then he saw Seur Tric looking speculatively from Rheba to Daemen.
The Dementia frowned and looked away. Yet Kirtn was sure that he had seen fear naked on the older
man’s face in the instant before his wan face turned toward the buildings that
ringed the spaceport. Why would the thought of The Daemen paired with Rheba
bring fear to Tric? Or was it simple xenophobia that moved the Seur? As he passed the sagging fence that divided spaceport from
city, Kirtn whistled softly to himself. The transceiver that doubled as a cape
fastener carried his whistle back to the Devalon. “Any
interference, Ilfn?” “None,” whispered his fastener in soft Senyas. “Are the passengers restless?” “Yes, but not to the point that they’ll take on J/taal
mercenaries. Besides, no one wants to chance being enslaved on another grubby
planet.” Ilfn did not add that she thought it was foolish to the
point of insanity that Kirtn and Rheba were on the planet alone. Nor did she
need to. Her last sentences had been in Bre’n, a language that conducted
emotions as inevitably as copper conducted electricity. She also did not need
to say that she understood the jealousy that had goaded Kirtn into being so
foolish. That, too, was conducted by her whistle. “How is the ship handling the downside power conversions?”
he asked. “No problems yet. The spaceport must be better equipped than
it looks.” “How long before we have the power to travel and take
care of our passengers?” “Several hours.” “Hours! I thought you said the spaceport is better equipped
than it looks.” “It looks,” whistled Ilfn crisply, “as if they’re still
banging rocks together to get fire.” Kirtn glanced around at the time-rounded, lumpy stone buildings
and silently agreed. “Let me know as soon as we’re thirty minutes from full
power.” “Of course. And Kirtn?” “Yes?” “Your dancer is older than you think.” Kirtn’s answer was harsh and off-key, loud enough to carry
to Rheba. She looked away from Daemen to the intimidating lines of an angry
Bre’n face. “Is something wrong on the ship?” she asked quickly. “Nothing the J/taals can’t handle.” “Is that why you made them stay on board?” Kirtn had left the J/taals behind as a precaution. On a
strange planet, it was smart to keep a force in reserve. But he was not going
to say that to Rheba. She was so taken by Daemen’s charm that she would not believe
his people might pose a danger to her, “Someone had to protect Ilfn and
Lheket,” he said neutrally. Rheba made a noncommittal sound. Ilfn needed about as much
protection as a steel fern. She was Bre’n, and Bre’ns were strong. Lheket,
however, was a child. Like Daemen. She looked covertly at The Luck walking alongside
her. Not precisely a child, but certainly not a man, either. Somewhere between
Lheket and Kirtn, neither child nor yet man. Like Lheket, Daemen still needed
protection. She wondered why Kirtn could not see that, why he was not drawn to
Daemen’s vulnerability as she was. Seur Tric stopped to confer with the four men who had come
with them from the spaceport. For the first time, Kirtn realized that one,
perhaps two men had been left behind. He swore silently at his carelessness. He
had been so absorbed in jealousy that he had not noticed there were two less of
the skeletal Seurs escorting them. He took a grim satisfaction in the knowledge
that M/dere and her mercenaries would not be similarly blind. “What happened to the rest of the group?” Kirtn asked
Daemen. The young man glanced around. “Is someone missing?” “One man. Maybe more.” Kirtn looked over his shoulder, but
the coiner of a building cut off his view of the spaceport. “Do you always
leave guards on off-planet ships?” “Guards?” Daemen laughed. “What could you guard with a plastic
knife? If anyone dropped back, it was probably sheer fascination. Show a Seur a
machine that works and you’ll never get him away from it! I’m surprised Tric
didn’t demand a tour of every cupboard and relay on the Devalon.” Daemen’s explanation failed to reassure Kirtn. The last
person who had been that fascinated by the Devalon was Trader Jal. That
fascination had cost Rheba and Kirtn their freedom and Jal his life. Kirtn murmured instructions into the transceiver. Behind
him, out of sight, the Devalon closed into a seamless whole, impervious
to any method of attack short of nuclear annihilation. The only connection the
ship retained with downside was through his transceiver—and the downside power
draw. He would not shut that off until an actual attack was mounted. Then he told himself he was being foolish. The planet had no
technology on it superior to the Devalon’s armaments. The people he had
seen on the streets were lethargic, obviously on the edge of starvation. He doubted
if they had one good fight left in them. And even if they did, what could
plastic knives do against lightguns? Yet he could not help glancing back over his shoulder, unable
to shake the feeling that he had overlooked something. XThe Central Installation, called Centrins by the natives,
was huge. It was created from a single multihued material that seemed to sway
gracefully, like flowers blooming beneath a clear river. Neither cracks nor
stains marred the flowing walls and arched ceilings where colors called to each
other in voices undimmed by time. And much time had passed, more time than any man should have
to sense, much less to live among its colored shadows. Kirtn felt time like an
indefinable weight on his shoulders, a thickness in the very air he breathed. Rheba leaned against his arm, reflexively seeking the
comfort he could give her. She, too, sensed time like an immense entity brooding
over Centrins. She drew Kirtn’s presence around her, warming herself against
the distant intimations of eternity pouring by a chilling concept to entities
for whom a handful of centuries spelled the whole of life. Yet Centrins itself looked just born, sleek with newness. It
glowed warmly, inviting human presence. Even on closer inspection, the compound preserved its pristine
appearance. The ground around Centrins might look old, the stone walls thrown
up by later, more barbaric men might be worn to sand, but Centrins itself was untouched. “Stasis?” asked Rheba, using Senyas because she could not
bear to describe Centrins with emotional Bre’n. “Did you feel any energy shift when we entered the compound?” “No.” “Then it’s not stasis,” said Kirtn flatly. “Even the Zaarain
Cycle was stuck with the same physical laws we are. Where energy exists,
perfect stasis doesn’t.” “Zaarain?” asked Rheba. Then, “Of course. It has to be. No
other Cycle had the ability to preserve its artifacts so well.” “Too bad they weren’t as good with cultures.” “People aren’t as amenable as matter/energy equations.” He wondered if she was alluding to him. He stroked her arm
and was rewarded with a smile that made him ache. “At least this is as beautiful as I remembered it,” said
Daemen, drawing Rheba away from Kirtn. The young man pointed to a museum that
opened off the great hall they had entered. “That was where I first learned to
recognize the Cycles by their artifacts. Seur Tric”—he smiled at his uncle—“was
my best teacher.” Seur Tric’s smile was small and fleeting, showing cracked
teeth of several colors. He hurried on down the hall despite Daemen’s obvious
desire to poke through the Seur museum. Kirtn lingered, staring at the cases and pedestals holding objects
that cried out to be seen and understood. Rheba, too, looked into the room,
curious about Cycles she had heard of only in myths. Then she turned abruptly
and hurried after Tric. Kirtn did not need to touch her to know what she was
thinking: Deva had no museums, no monuments, no students eager for her past. With one last, long look around the room where time was labeled
and enclosed, Kirtn followed the retreating figures of Daemen, Rheba and Tric.
No one else was around. The men who had followed them from the spaceport had
vanished soundlessly into Centrins’ multicolored recesses. He looked again,
then murmured into the transceiver. “Any problems there?” he asked. “None. The outputs showed a flux in energy a few minutes
ago.” Ilfn’s voice was disembodied yet very clear. “We stopped drawing power
through the downside connectors. Then we started up again. Must have been a
surge in the downside power core, or whatever this primitive place uses for
energy.” Malaise prickled like heat over Kirtn’s body. “You’re sure
we’re still drawing power?” “Yes. Five hours to optimum capacity.” “Five? I thought—” “So did I. But the ship cut back on its downside draw after
the surge. Shall I override?” “No. Not yet. The Devalon knows its needs better than
I do. Anything else?” “Lheket wants Rheba back,” Ilfn said dryly. “He’s in love
with her electric hair.” Kirtn laughed shortly. Lheket was blind and a child, but apparently
not impervious to Rheba’s charm. It was just as well. Lheket would be the
father of her children as soon as he was old enough. That, at least, was one liaison the Bre’n would support.
Just as Rheba called Ilfn sister because she carried Kirtn’s unborn children,
he would call Lheket brother when Rheba was pregnant with a new race of Senyas.
It was the way Bre’n and Senyas had survived in the past. It would be the way
they survived in the future. If they had a future ... two Bre’ns, two Senyasi. So few.
But there must be more who had survived Deva’s death. There must be others
scattered through the galaxy, seeking more of their own kind just as Rheba and
Kirtn were. They had tracked the rumor of Lheket to the slave planet Loo. And
then they had freed Lheket and his Bre’n. Where two had been found, there might
be others. Not on Loo, but somewhere. “Kirtn?” Rheba’s call startled Kirtn out of his thoughts. “Anything wrong?” she whistled, the sound like pure color
floating through the ancient hall. “I was just thinking about the ... others.” He did not need
to elaborate. His whistle carried enough sorrow and speculation for a long
Senyas speech. She left Daemen and ran back down the hall to her Bre’n.
“We’ll find them,” she said fiercely. “First we’ll take the slaves to their
homes and then we’ll be free to look again. Who knows? Maybe we’ll even find
some of our people on the way.” He rubbed his fingers through her crackling hair. “Maybe we
will, little dancer. Maybe we will. But not here,” he added sourly. “This place
isn’t exactly the crossroads of the universe.” “Rheba?” Daemen’s concerned voice preceded him up the hall.
“What’s wrong?” Tersely, she explained her planet’s death and their quest
for others of their own kind. “I didn’t know,” said Daemen softly. “You must have thought
it terrible when I complained of being the only survivor of my family. You’ve
lost an entire world.” “I didn’t lose everyone,” she said, rubbing her palm over
Kirtn’s arm. Daemen and Kirtn exchanged a long look, but Rheba did not notice. A peculiar tenor bell rang throughout Centrins. From the end
of the hall, Seur Tric called in rapid Daemenite. “We’re coming,” answered Daemen. “Uncle’s worried,” he said,
turning back to Rheba. “That’s the dinner bell. The dining room serves food
only to occupied chairs. If we’re not there, we don’t eat until the next time
the room feels like making a meal.” She blinked, not sure she had heard correctly. When she
looked at Kirtn, he shrugged. Neither one of them understood, but Tric’s impatience
was apparent. They hurried down the hall to catch up with him. As they did, a
tenor bell again rang sweetly through the building. “Uh oh,” said Daemen, breaking into a run. “If we don’t
hurry, I’ll miss my first home meal in years.” The four of them raced down the hall, skidding at a final
sharp turn. The location of the dining room was obvious. Seurs and their
families were jammed into a wide doorway, struggling for passage. No one
noticed the strangers, because everyone wore costumes of wildly varying cut and
color. The people were as varied as their costumes. Combinations of skin, fur,
height and color were not repeated. The only thing Daemenites seemed to have in
common was an almost skeletal thinness. Once in the room, everyone raced for a seat. If there was
order or precedence, it was not apparent. Hunger was, however. “Make sure your chair is lit,” yelled Daemen over the
hubbub. “The dark ones don’t work.” Kirtn made a sound of disgust. He had seen cherfs use better
manners at the trough. “Up!” he said to Rheba. He swung her into his arms,
above the worst of the jostling. When his sheer strength was not enough to
clear a path, her discreet jolts of electricity were. The tenor bell sang again. Whatever dignity might have remained
was trampled in a rush for seating. Kirtn slid Rheba into a chair, sat
next to her, and watched the final scramble with blank astonishment. A disheveled
Seur Tric popped out of the crowd and threw himself into a chair across from
Kirtn. Daemen was right behind, laughing with delight. He was the
only Daemenite who seemed amused by the frantic race to food. But then, he was
the only Daemenite who had flesh on his bones. “That’s what I hated most about Loo,” said Daemen as he
vaulted into a chair next to Rheba. “The meals were so boring. On
Daemen, we know how to get the juices flowing before we sit down to eat.” The tenor bell sang a fourth time. All empty chairs went
dark. There were groans and curses from people who had not found a chair. Some
threw themselves at chairs even though they knew their reflexes were not
capable of outrunning the machine’s sensors. A rude, fruity sound issued from
the chairs that had been occupied too late. “What was that?” said Rheba, peering around. “The cook,” said Daemen. “The cook?” she repeated. “It’s laughing at the people who missed dinner.” “It? Is the cook a machine?” “Of course.” He smiled and touched her chin with the tip of
his finger. “Didn’t you have cooks on Deva?” “Machines don’t laugh at people,” she said impatiently. “Maybe they didn’t on Deva. They do here.” He ran his hands
over the seamless tabletop. “What’s for dinner, uncle?” Seur Tric looked unhappy. “I don’t know. We may not even get
any food.” “Oh no!” groaned Daemen. “Don’t tell me the cook is eccentric
too?” “Sometimes,” conceded Tric grimly. “Last week, it called us
to table twice. All it did was—” Brrraaaacck! The sound came from Tric’s chair. With a pained look, Tric shut up. Kirtn whistled softly, “Can you sense any energy, dancer?” Rheba’s hair stirred and slid strand over strand with a
silky whisper. Her eyes changed, currents of gold turning in amber depths. Her
answering whistle was vague, almost dreamy. “Yes, Everywhere. The whole room,
the building, all of Centrins. Currents flowing ... but not smoothly, not everywhere.
Gaps and darkness, sudden cold.” A cataract of energy slammed into her. Reflexively she threw away the energy before it could burn
her to ash. The ceiling flared whitely. Every chair in the room lit like flash
strips in a darkened ship. The tenor bell screamed. The room burst into confused cries as Seurs leaped out of
their chairs. Only Kirtn had noticed the akhenet lines coalesce beneath Rheba’s
skin until she burned more hotly than any natural fire. Now her eyes were
blank, veined with the same incandescence as her hands. He drained energy out
of her with a touch, calling her back from her contemplation of the core’s
compelling currents. She blinked. Slowly her eyes focused on him. “What happened?” “I was hoping you could tell me. Are you all right?” She sighed and stretched. “Yes. Just tired, as though you’d
been teaching me a particularly hard lesson.” Kirtn remembered the pouring energies. “Did that machine—or
whoever is running it!—attack you?” She covered a yawn beneath a hand that was slowly fading
back to its normal tan color. “I don’t think so. Probably I just tripped a
feeder or scrambled some commands.” “It could have killed you,” said Kirtn flatly. “Maybe. It was just a light touch, though. It has a lot more
energy in reserve.” She stilled her lashing hair with a shake of her head. “It
wasn’t as bad as the Equality Rangers’ lightguns.” The tables in front of them changed. Dinner appeared, as colorful
as the walls. Unfortunately, it smelled more like fertilizer than food. After a
moment, though, the odor changed to something more appetizing. With a silent sigh of relief, Rheba picked up a pointed
instrument that had appeared with the food. She stabbed a morsel and chewed
tentatively. She was not worried about being poisoned. Fourth People might find
each other’s food unappetizing—even vile—but if it would not kill a Daemenite,
it would not kill a Senyas or Bre’n. Kirtn watched her for a moment, then picked up his eating
tool with less enthusiasm than she had shown. Bre’ns were, notoriously discriminating
about flavors. He took a tentative bite. The food was not as bad as he had expected.
It was merely bad rather than dreadful. Around Kirtn rose satisfied murmurs and lip sackings. The
Daemenites fell upon their food as though it were the last meal they ever
expected to eat. Even Seur Tric’s sour expression lightened. He ate rapidly,
belched immodestly, and continued stabbing bright food as fast as he could
manipulate his eating tool. Tric looked up, saw Kirtn watching, and waved his arm expansively.
“Eat! It’s not often the cook is in a good mood, especially not lately.” Kirtn looked toward Daemen. The Luck was eating as fast as
he could get food into his mouth. He, too, belched often and loudly. Kirtn
concealed his distaste. The slave compounds of Loo probably had not taught the
boy much about good food. Rheba leaned over and whispered a Senyas phrase in Kirtn’s
ear. “Burp.” “What?” “Burp,” she repeated. “Fssa says that we should burp. Apparently
it’s some kind of communication.” Kirtn muttered something clinical in Senyas. Rheba frowned.
He swore and gulped air until he gave up a mighty belch. Nearby Daemenites
looked over approvingly. Kirtn stabbed more food and chewed unhappily. Among
Bre’ns, belching was not only bad manners, it was a sign of bad food. Among Sunhats
it was worse. Senyasi only burped as a prelude to vomiting. He hoped no one
would notice Rheba’s silence. She squirmed uncomfortably, muttering to herself. Kirtn
guessed that she was arguing with Fssa, explaining to him why she could not be
polite and burp. The argument became heated. When she offered to throw up to
prove her point, Fssa subsided. Then, apparently from Rheba’s mouth, came an epic belch. As one, the Daemenites stopped eating. They banged their eating
instruments approvingly against the tables. Both Daemon and Tric looked as
gratified as parents whose offspring has just done something particularly
clever. Kirtn strangled his laughter and hoped that no one had noticed Rheba’s
hair blowing out with the force of Fssa’s gassy cry. Serenely, as though nothing unusual had happened, Rheba continued
eating. The rest of the meal was a long silence punctuated by burps.
When tabletops and fingertips had been licked clean, the Daemenites relaxed and
began congratulating each other on the quality of the meal. A few people called
out to Seur Tric, asking him if some traveling Seurs had returned with new knowledge
that he had used to reprogram the cook. Tric muttered and made a vague gesture
with his hands, consigning questions and cooks to the Last Square. But the questioners were not to be so lightly put off. A
group of people gathered around Seur Tric. They began to question him, then
realized that the people with him were strangers. Oddly, Tric did not mention
Daemen. Nor did anyone recognize him. All eyes were focused on Kirtn’s
necklace. Apparently each and every ancient crystal worn by Seurs was known in
detail to the rest of the Seurs. Rainbow was not. The longer they looked at the magnificent string of
crystals, the more certain the Seurs became that Rainbow must have been
responsible for the recent feast. Somehow the crystals must have been powerful
enough to affect the core even at a distance. There was no other explanation
possible. Kirtn’s disclaimers were first taken for modesty. When it became
obvious that he was adamant, Seur voices shifted into hostility. After a particularly irate exchange between Seur Tric and
his fellow Seurs, Daemen stopped translating. Fssa, however, continued to whisper
discreetly in Rheba’s ear. She, in turn, whistled softly to Kirtn. After a few
odd looks from the Seurs, she was ignored in favor of hot argument with Tric. “Apparently,” summarized Rheba, “the crystals are some kind
of keys to the Zaarain machinery. Not all of them work, and the ones that do
aren’t dependable. None of them has worked lately on the cook. Apparently their
skinny state isn’t normal for a Daemenite. The cook has been all but starving
them. But after I skirted the core currents, something clicked. The Seurs are
raving about the dinner.” “Tonight’s dinner?” Kirtn whistled incredulously. “Even a
hungry cherf would have sneered. If that was the best the cook could do, they
should dump it and go back to charring shinbones over a campfire.” “Think what they must have been eating before tonight.” Kirtn’s stomach rolled queasily. “I’d rather not.” “They feel the same way. In fact—” She stopped whistling
abruptly as Fssa poured a rapid stream of words into her ear. “Ice and ashes!” she hissed. “What’s wrong?” “They want Rainbow,” she said tightly, “and they’re not taking
no for an answer.” XIKirtn looked at the faces crowding around the table.
Attention was centered on Rainbow hanging from his neck. The sight of his
powerful body gave a few Daemenites pause, but only for a moment. Their need
for crystal keys overcame whatever common sense or scruples the Seurs might
have had. Beside Kirtn, Rheba’s hair stirred, shimmering with hidden
life. He sensed the currents of energy flowing around his fire dancer as she
gathered herself for whatever might happen. Fssa keened softly, Fssireeme warning
of a coming energy storm. “Gently,” whistled the Bre’n. “Perhaps Daemen can get us out
of this.” She said nothing; nor did her hair stop shimmering. She
leaned over the table and spoke quietly with Daemen, pretending she did not
know what was happening—and grateful that her mentor had kept Fssa’s gift
hidden. It looked as though they would need an edge in dealing with Daemen’s people. “What’s wrong, Daemen?” she asked in Universal. Daemen’s face was drawn and his eyes were dark with worry.
“Rainbow. The Seurs want it.” “Tell them that Rainbow isn’t mine to give or keep.” “They wouldn’t understand that,” he said impatiently. “It’s
only a Zaarain construct, not a person.” “Then tell them that Rainbow is mine.” Her
hair crackled, warning of fire-dancer anger. “I did,” he said tightly. “But things are different here.
Zaarain constructs can only belong to a Seur. Technically, you’re violating our
laws.” “You could have told us that before we left the ship,” snapped
Kirtn, leaning forward until his slanted gold eyes were on a level with
Daemen’s. “I didn’t remember,”, said Daemen miserably. “I was so excited
about being home again that I wasn’t thinking of anything else.” The Bre’n curbed his anger. He could hardly blame Daemen for
being excited. “But you’re The Daemen,” Kirtn said reasonably. “You’re
the king or whatever the local equivalent is, aren’t you?” “Yes.” “There’s a ‘but’ hidden somewhere,” said Kirtn, disgust
clear in his voice. “What is it?” “I’m The Luck,” said Daemen reluctantly. “There’s no doubt
of that. It’s my heritage.” “Go on,” snapped the Bre’n. “But ...” Daemen stopped, obviously unwilling to continue. A
look at Kirtn’s fierce expression helped to loosen Daemen’s tongue. He spoke
rapidly, as though eager to have it over with. “But until the Seurs know what kind
of luck I am, I don’t have any real power. That’s why the Seurs are
ignoring me. If it turns out wrong they don’t want to be anywhere near me.” “What do you mean?” asked Rheba. The Bre’n whistled a sour note. He was afraid he knew
exactly what Daemen meant. “Good or bad,” said Kirtn in succinct Universal. “As
in luck.” Daemen winced but did not argue. Rheba simply stared at Daemen, trying to understand the ramifications
of what he had said. “Do you mean that you won’t be a ruler until the Seurs
decide whether you’re good or bad luck?” she said finally, incredulous. His handsome young face was drawn into tight planes that
made him look years older. “Please,” he said in urgent Universal. “Don’t say
the other kind of luck again. If the Seurs hear you, they’ll think you’re
cursing them. Then we’ll all be in the soup.” “In the soup?” she asked, more puzzled than ever. “A barbarian expression,” he explained impatiently. “They
feed their criminals to the zoolipt. When you’re in the soup you’re in the
worst kind of trouble.” Kirtn saw Seur Tric’s dark-eyed appraisal and remembered
that Daemen’s uncle understood at least enough Universal to follow their
conversation. He nudged Rheba’s leg under the table. She glanced at him, startled by the distinct image of a
Bre’n hand over her mouth that had formed in her mind when he touched her. Seur Tric stood up abruptly, silencing the rest of the
group. He surveyed everyone with narrowed eyes. “Today The Luck came back and
already we’re at each other’s throats.” “You also got your First decent feed in months,” pointed out
Daemen, puzzled. “Proving nothing,” shot back his uncle. “That’s right,” snapped Daemen. “Nothing has been proved.
Not good and not other.” Uncle and nephew glared at one another. Kirtn had a
distinct, cold feeling that The Luck’s return was not a matter for celebration
as far as the Seurs were concerned. He wondered for the first time if Daemen’s
mother had left the planet willingly or been exiled. What was it Daemen had said about his mother going out into
the galaxy in search of new technologies because the old ones were falling
apart? Was it that simple, or had the superstitious Daemenites shipped off
their ruling family in a bloodless attempt to change their luck? Malaise blew over the Bre’n like a cold wind. The people who
brought back the son of a deposed ruler were not likely to be greeted with
enthusiasm. Grimly, Kirtn measured the distance to the exit. Far, but
not too far. The Daemenites carried no visible weapons except for an occasional
whip. Between Bre’n strength and Senyas fire, escape should be relatively easy.
Certainly easier than it had been the first time on Onan, when Equality
Rangers’ lightguns had blazed after them every step of the way to the
spaceport. “Fire dancer.” He spoke in Senyas, his tone that of a
mentor. “We’re leaving.” “What about Daemen?” “He’s home.” Dryly. “His fondest wish come true. What more
could we do to him?” She winced at the irony in his tone. “Can I at least offer
to take him with us? I can’t just leave him.” Kirtn’s eyes flattened and changed, cold as only a Bre’n’s
could be. “Tric understands Universal. If you talk to Daemen, we’ll lose the
edge of surprise.” She said nothing, merely looked stubborn as only a Senyas
could be. “All right,” snapped Kirtn. “Wait until I’ve instructed the
ship. Then you can stay here and talk to the pretty smoothie until your teeth
fall out!” Surprise, anger and hurt warred inside Rheba. Only the
danger of their situation kept her from a shocking display of emotion. He ignored her. Whistling softly into his transceiver, he explained
their position. There was no response. He whistled again, very sharply. Nothing. “What’s wrong?” demanded Rheba, forgetting her anger. “The transceiver is dead. I can’t raise the ship.” Her hand shot out and closed over the elaborate clasp that
was a disguised transceiver. Gold lines rippled across her hand as she probed.
“It’s working, but there’s no power from the ship. The Devalon is in max
defense mode. Nothing goes in and nothing goes out.” “Defending against what?” he demanded. “Whips and plastic
knives?” But even as he spoke, he manipulated the clasp so that it
switched to emergency send/get mode. If Ilfn had had enough warning to leave a
message capsule outside the ship, the transceiver’s squeal would call it up. Rheba’s fingertip hovered near the clasp, waiting until he
was finished. “Ready,” he said tersely. Her hand burned gold as energy poured into the transceiver,
replacing the ship’s energy that had ceased the moment it went into max defense
mode. The transceiver came alive. The send/get mode squealed—and struck a message.. Ilfn’s whistle sounded in a compressed, lyric summary of the
situation. Something had gone wrong with the downside connectors. There was
enough power to keep the ship’s vital functions and defense going, but no more.
The Devalon had analyzed the situation and concluded the ship was under
attack. It had given a five-second warning, recorded Ilfn’s message, and shut
down. “We’ve got to go back,” said Rheba, glancing around the room
with eyes that were more gold than cinnamon, danger and fire growing in their
depths. “What good would that do? We don’t have enough power to takeoff.” “Ice and ashes!” swore Rheba. Then, “If I were inside, maybe
I could hash the downside connectors until we had enough power.” “Assuming you could get energy where the Devalon couldn’t—and
that’s quite an assumption, fire dancer—if we breach the ship’s security to get
inside, we might leave it defenseless. Until we know more about the nature of
the attack, we’d better tiptoe.” She did not disagree, but impatience flared in every akhenet
line. Daemen, who had listened to their whistles and curt Senyas
words without understanding either, leaped into the silence. “If you wouldn’t
mind just loaning Rainbow to me, maybe I can solve this problem.” Seur Tric broke in with a demanding burst of Daemen’s native
language. The young man turned and answered impatiently. Hidden in Rheba’s
hair, Fssa translated. “What do you mean those crystals aren’t mine?” asked Daemen,
glaring at his uncle. “They came to the planet with me. You have
no right to those, crystals, nor to impede me in any way. Be very careful,
uncle. / am The Luck!’” Tric’s face changed, anger and fear overwhelming whatever
affection he might have had for his nephew. “You are your mother’s son in
arrogance, at least. She couldn’t find a single Luck-forsaken thing to improve
our lot, yet how she screamed when we refused to let her go among First
Square’s savages in search of the fabled First Installation. We saved her life
by giving her the last ship we had, but was she grateful? No! She raised you to
be as Luck-forsaken a whelp as she was!” He made a strangled sound. “Why in the
name of Luck didn’t you die? We were better off without your mother. We would
have been better off without you. Better to have no Luck at all than to have Bad
Luck!” For a moment, Daemen was too shocked to speak. Then, slowly,
as though to be sure that there was no possibility of misunderstanding, he
asked, “Did you exile my mother?” “And all her Luckless family,” agreed Tric grimly. “If she
died out there, we didn’t want any of her children living here to inherit The
Luck. We wanted to be free of you.” Daemen’s eyes paled until they looked more like ice than
rain. “A lot of good it did you,” he spat, looking around the group of listening
Seurs. “Centrins is worse off than when mother left, isn’t it? Isn’t it?”
he yelled, standing up and staring at each Seur until the Seur looked away,
unable to stare down The Luck. “You should be blessing your Luck that I’m back.
Now maybe you’ll get something better than garbage to eat every night!” “Or something worse,” muttered Tric. “What could be worse?” “I’m afraid we’ll find out.” “Afraid,” sneered Daemen. “No wonder you got rid of Mother.
She wasn’t afraid of anything.” “I know,” sighed Tric, “I know. As long as other people did
the suffering, she wasn’t afraid at all.” Kirtn grabbed Daemen just as he lunged at his uncle. The
Luck struggled uselessly in Kirtn’s hard grip. “If killing him would help,” Kirtn said conversationally,
“I’d do it myself. Would it?” “What?” “Help.” Daemen sagged in Kirtn’s grasp. “No. It would just make
things worse. But he’s wrong about my mother,” said the young man fiercely. “He
never saw her in the Loo slave Pit. She fought for her children until she—she—” Kirtn stroked Daemen’s black hair in silent sympathy. The
Loo slave compounds had been worse than any hell dreamed of by distant
philosophers. That the child Daemen had survived at all was a miracle that made
Kirtn believe that Daemen had every right to be called The Luck. “What should we do now? They’re your people,” added Kirtn at
the young man’s startled look, “You must know them better than I do.” Daemen frowned, then leaned closer to Kirtn, as though depending
on his strength to stand. “Run for your ship,” he whispered. “If only half of
what the slaves told me about Rheba is true, the Seurs don’t have anything that
will stop her.” “They’ve got something that stopped our ship,” said the
Bre’n dryly. “We don’t even have the power to lift off.” “Bad Luck!” swore Daemen. “I forgot about the
core drain.” “The what?” “The core drain. It’s part of the spaceport. It can give
energy • to ships—” “Or take it away,” finished Kirtn. “Yes.” Daemen looked miserable. “I remember we had trouble
making it work when we took off. Mother laughed because she thought her Luck,
was working to keep her on Daemen. She was furious when Tric figured out how to
reverse the core to make it give energy instead of take it away. I guess . ..”
He swallowed several times and then whispered, “I guess her Luck wasn’t always
good.” It was a difficult admission for Daemen. It did not make
Kirtn feel very good, either. If luck was inheritable, and it was beginning to
look as though at least bad luck was, then anyone who was close to
Daemen would be caught in the backlash. The Bre’n had a sudden, queasy feeling
that was exactly what Satin had meant when she had told Kirtn to kill The
Daemen. On the other hand, Daemen had survived Loo. His luck could
not be all bad. The Loos, however, had paid a high price for his survival. Not
that the Loos were innocent bystanders—they profoundly deserved being burned to
ash and gone—but it was not a comforting thing to think of. What was good luck
for Daemen might be sudden death for anyone nearby. Rheba’s hand wrapped around Kirtn’s arm as though she knew exactly
where his thoughts had led him. “It’s just superstition,” she said in Senyas
that dripped contempt. “Besides, even if it is true, Daemen has brought
nothing but good luck to us.” Pointedly, Kirtn looked at the hostile faces circling him. “He’ll get us out of it,” she said confidently. But she was still touching Kirtn. He sensed her desperate
question in his mind: Won’t he? “Let me try my idea,” said Daemen. As one, Kirtn and Rheba focused on The Luck. “It had better
be good,” said Kirtn flatly. He took off Rainbow and hung the beautiful
crystals around Daemen’s neck-Tric Seurs muttered restlessly but did not
interfere. Tric’s mouth thinned into a grim line. With a curt gesture he turned
to face the Seurs. “We sent The Luck out into the galaxy to find technology. In
its new incarnation, The Luck has returned. Now we will test the strength and kind
of Luck that came back to us.” The Seurs muttered again, but again there was no real objection.
Testing The Luck was one of the oldest rituals they knew, and one of the most
sacred. Tric read their agreement in their silence. He gestured
imperiously at the exit, then strode out without waiting to see who followed.
The Seurs shifted restlessly, then moved in a body after their ‘leader. Rheba and Kirtn looked at each other. They would never have
a better chance to escape, but what good would it do if the Devalon was
grounded? “Come on,” said Daemen, guessing their thoughts. He took
Rheba’s hand. “You can always run if the test goes bad.” Even Kirtn could not argue with Daemen’s pragmatism. “Where
are we going?” “Centrins’ core,” said Daemen, leading them out of the room.
“We’ll try Rainbow’s key crystals there and see what happens.” “But if Rainbow really is a machine, or quasi-machine,”
Kirtn amended hastily when Fssa hissed hot disagreement, “you might unbalance
all of Centrins.” “Yes,” serenely, “that’s where The Luck comes in.” Kirtn stared at Daemen’s retreating back. Daemenites were either
the most courageous or most stupid people in the Yhelle Equality. Installation control was a small room, hardly big enough for
the twenty people who crowded into it. The Seurs squeezed aside just enough to
permit Daemen, Rheba and Kirtn to stand next to Tric. Kirtn did not like
turning his back on the Seurs but did not see a way to avoid it. Tric made a curt gesture, demanding silence. He too; a
finger-sized crystal from the chain around his neck, inserted he crystal into a
hole in the wall, and waited. The wall slid soundlessly aside, revealing a fabulous conglomeration
of crystals. They looked as though they lad grown there spontaneously, with
neither pattern nor intelligence to guide them. Light slid over carved surfaces
as quickly as thought, uniting the crystals in a lambent energy field. Rainbow flared in multicolored glory, reflecting the light
of the larger Zaarain construct. Seur Tric turned and regarded his nephew sourly. “You know
your duty.” The Luck took Rainbow from his neck and stood for long seconds
with crystals hanging scintillant from his fingers. Without warning, he tossed
Rainbow toward the machine. The chain of crystals hung in the air for a moment, probed
by energies only Rheba could, sense. She screamed, clutching her head. Rainbow
spun frantically, throwing off painful shards of light. Rheba screamed again
and again, mindless with agony. She crumpled and began to fall. Rainbow dropped into the machine-All light vanished. It was like being hurled into midnight. Kirtn grabbed for
Rheba, felt a sharp pain and blacked out. He was unconscious before he hit the
floor. XIIKirtn awoke with his head in his fire dancer’s lap and a
Fssireeme keening softly into his ear. Rheba was stroking his face, calling his
name in a low voice, but it was her fear for his life that called his mind out
of the drugged darkness into which the Seurs had sent him. He tried to sit up. Rainbow swung and moved against his
chest in subdued crystal chimes. The world spun horribly. For an endless time
he was afraid he was going to be sick, then currents of dancer energy soothed
his outraged nerves. Fssa whistled gentle greetings and wove himself invisibly
back into Rheba’s hair. “Don’t sit up yet,” said Rheba, kissing Kirtn’s cheek, her
relief like wine in his mind, “Whatever they gave you passes’ quickly, if you
just lie still.” He stifled a curse but took her advice about lying still.
“Is this the local equivalent of jail?” It was Daemen, not Rheba, who answered. “Seurs don’t believe
in jails.” This time the Bre’n cursed aloud. “The only people I’ve
known who didn’t believe in jails didn’t need to. They killed their criminals.” “Oh no,” said Daemen. “We’re not barbarians.” “Neither were they/’ said Kirtn sourly. “Just pragmatists.” The room lurched and rolled slightly. Despite Rheba’s urgings, Kirtn sat up partway. “What—?” He
looked around wildly. There were windows everywhere. The floor was transparent.
Lounges of a peculiar sunset color were strewn the length of the long room. An
incredibly bleak landscape poured by on all sides. Spectacular ruins came and
went in the space of seconds. In between ruins was nothing but rock and
blue-black sky glittering with a billion stars. “What in all the names of Fire
is going on?” asked Kirtn. “We are,” said Rheba tiredly. “Going, that is. To First
Square, Square One, or whatever in ashes the natives call it.” Daemen winced at the malice in her voice when she said “natives.”
Obviously he did not wish to be lumped with them. Kirtn smiled and began to feel better immediately. Perhaps
Daemen’s charm was losing its appeal for Rheba. On the other hand, exile was a
high price to pay for her awakening. Kirtn sat up completely, bracing himself on the clear,
curved wall. The room continued to move but it no longer disturbed him. Movers,
after all, were built to move. “All right, Daemen.” He sighed. “Tell us about
it.” The young man’s eyes met Kirtn’s, then slid away, then returned.
“I don’t know where to begin.” “Everywhere,” said Kirtn, gesturing to the red and gold
rocks pouring by on each side, to the blue-black sky, much darker than it had
been over the city. “We have lots of time, don’t we?” “Ahh ... yes, I’m afraid so. A lifetime, unless I get very
lucky. But I will, you know. I am The Luck.” “Tell me something I don’t know,” Kirtn said sarcastically. Rheba touched her Bre’n, silently pleading with him to be
gentle with Daemen. She sensed a lightning stroke of anger at her defense of
the young man, then Kirtn’s mind closed to her. Hurt, she withdrew her touch,
only to have him take her hand and put it back on his arm. Daemen watched, withdrawing more into himself with each
second that passed. “Every Daemen has to test his or her Luck,” he said at
last. “Normally we do that by going to the Zaarain ruins—or any of the
technologically advanced ruins—and looking for artifacts that will improve our
lives.” His full lips twisted, showing pain as his voice did not. His laugh was
too old for his unlined face. “I understand so much more now. Too late. Mother
was right, and wrong, by The Luck she was wrong.”’ Kirtn and Rheba waited, knowing it was very difficult for
Daemen to speak. “Mother always believed that her Luck was good, even when it
got us thrown off Daemen, lost all our money on Onan, and sent us to the slave
pits of Loo. She kept on believing that it would work out for the best, that
somewhere on Loo was the answer to our planet’s needs and she was the chosen
Luck, the one who would bring a renaissance back to her people.” A subdued, flatulent sound wafted out of Rheba’s hair,
Fssireeme commentary on the willful stupidity of some Fourth People. Rheba
whistled a curt admonishment to the snake, who subsided instantly. Daemen did
not notice, too deeply caught in his past to hear anything of his present. “Naturally,” continued Daemen, “I believed, too. I was her
son. I couldn’t even think that her luck might be ... had. I’m
still not sure it was.” Rheba’s hair stirred with Fssa’s incredulous comment, but it
went no farther than her ears. Kirtn agreed with the Fssireeme but saw no point
in saying so. It would just make Rheba more eager in the handsome Daemenite’s defense. “Anyway,” said Daemen, “when I saw Rainbow I remembered what
Mother believed. I thought that she was right, except that I would be The
Daemen to bring home the renaissance.” Kirtn waited while silence and the bleak landscape filled
the moving room. When he could wait no longer, he leaned toward the younger
man. Rainbow swung out from Kirtn’s chest, catching light and dividing it into
shards of pure color. Daemen looked, shuddered, and closed his eyes. “What happened?” asked Kirtn, his gold eyes catching and
holding Daemen like twin force fields. Daemen tried to smile, and failed. “I ...” His voice died.
He cleared his throat and tried again. “How much do you remember?” “You chucked Rainbow into the machine. There was an explosion
of light. Rheba screamed and kept on screaming. Before I could help her,
somebody knocked me out.” Daemen’s eyes slid away from contact, then returned with a
steadiness that Kirtn could not help but admire. There were few beings who
could meet an angry Bre’n’s glance. “The lights went out,” said Daemen simply. “I know,” snapped Kirtn, then realized that Daemen was not
referring to the fact that the Bre’n had been drugged into unconsciousness.
“No, I don’t know. Tell me.” “Rainbow did something to Centrins’ core. It stopped working.
That’s all I know. They knocked me out, too.” “Fssa.” Kirtn’s voice was controlled, but the Fssireeme appeared
instantly. “What did you sense?” The question was in Senyas, very precise. The answer was the
same. “The machine communicated with Rainbow, causing Rheba’s pain. I couldn’t
follow more than a thousandth of the exchange.” Admiration and frustration tinged
the Fssireeme’s voice. “Such compression—incredible!” Kirtn’s lips twisted into a silent snarl. “No doubt. But
what in ice and ashes did they say to each other?” “I don’t know. But after the lights went out, when the three
of you were unconscious. Rainbow and the machine parted company. Or, at least,
most of the machine parted company with all of Rainbow.” “I don’t understand,” snapped Kirtn, “and Senyas is a very
precise language.” “Rainbow is bigger now.” Kirtn grabbed the long chain of crystal around his neck. He
examined the colorful quasi-life carefully, then gave up the attempt. Rainbow
could, and did, rearrange itself according to whim or need. What had started as
a double handful of crystals could become a crown, a necklace, or a random
conglomeration of facets. “You’re sure? It feels about the same.” “Its energy pattern is quite different. Besides, Rainbow is like
me in some ways. Its force fields can make it weigh more or less, depending on
need, so weight isn’t a very reliable index of Rainbow’s mass at any given moment.” Kirtn frowned, but did not question Fssa further. If the
Fssireeme said that Rainbow’s energy pattern had changed, then it had changed.
Period. “Then ...—Rainbow stole part of Centrins’ core?” Fssa sighed very humanly and rested his chin on Rheba’s
shoulder. “I don’t know,” he whistled, switching to the greater emotional
complexities of Bre’n. “Is it stealing when you take something that was once
part of you?” “Do you mean that Rainbow was once part of Centrins’ core?”
demanded Rheba before Kirtn could speak. “Perhaps, but most probably not. The Zaarains grew many
machines,” explained Fssa, “The core of most of them was identical. The machine
and Rainbow shared certain similarities. And you know how fanatic Rainbow
is about recovering lost parts of itself. I think it saw some usable crystals,
snapped them up ... and the lights went out.” Kirtn groaned. Daemen looked from Fssireeme to fire dancer
and back to Bre’n. The Luck did not understand either of the languages they
spoke, but knew that the subject was Rainbow. “What’s he saying?” demanded Daemen finally. Kirtn and Rheba exchanged a glance, wondering how much to
tell Daemen. Quickly, before she could, the Bre’n spoke. “He doesn’t know much
more than we do.” Daemen looked skeptical, but said nothing. “Did you wake up first?” asked Kirtn. “Yes. Either they gave both of you a bigger dose, or you’re
more susceptible to the drug.” Daemen looked apologetically at the Bre’n. “How
do you feel now?” “I’ll survive.” Daemen sighed. It was apparent that Kirtn’s hostility toward
him had not abated. “Rheba woke up after the mover reached full speed.” Kirtn looked out of the window-walls and said nothing. The
landscape was whipping by at a speed that blurred all but distant rock
formations. “Where are we going?” asked the Bre’n, turning back to Daemen. Daemen hesitated, obviously reluctant. “Square One,” he
said. “Wasn’t that where your mother wanted to go, but the Seurs
wouldn’t let her?” asked Rheba. “Yes.” “Why not?” There was a long silence while Daemen searched for the right
words. “Why not?” repeated Rheba. “People don’t come back from Square One,” said Daemen finally. “Why?” asked Kirtn and Rheba together. “We don’t know. Maybe it’s the mover,” he added with obvious
reluctance. “The mover,” prodded Kirtn. “What about the mover?” he
asked, looking around at the bullet-shaped, transparent room hurtling along an
invisible track toward an unseen destination. “I don’t think ...” began Daemen. His voice sighed away.
“I’m not sure that the mover goes all the way to Square One. There’s a break in
the power somewhere beneath the mountains.” Kirtn’s slanted eyes seemed to grow within his gold mask. “A
break.” He shrugged. “So we’ll walk the rest of the way.” “Part of the way ... but not very far,” said Daemen softly. “Why not?” “There’s no air.” “What?” said Rheba and Kirtn together. As one, they turned and looked out the windows where remnants
of unnamed Installations were divided by sterile tracts of stone. It was Kirtn
who realized first what the blue-black sky meant. “It’s not night!” His glance went to the quadrant of the
mover that was opaque, shielding its occupants from the distant sun’s radiations.
“The sky is dark because there isn’t any atmosphere.” “Yes,” said Daemen, his voice miserable. “Only the Installations
have air. Oh, there’s some atmosphere out there, but not enough for anything
bigger than bacteria.” “But—but,” stammered Rheba, stunned by a planet almost as
desolate as a burned-out world, “how do you grow food?” “Grow?” Daemen looked puzzled. “The Installations give us all
the food we need.” Then, remembering Seur Tric’s complaints, he added, “Most of
the time, anyway. Didn’t machines feed you on your world?” “No,” said Rheba with a shudder. The idea of being so wholly
at the mercy of inanimate matter disturbed her. Kirtn simply looked shocked, then thoughtful. His eyes measured
the landscape with new awareness. Planets like this were common, much more
common than the warm, moist worlds where life was easily sustained. If the
Zaarains had found Daemen useful because of its location on a natural replacement
route, they would have colonized it. Their technology was more than
adequate to the task. But either the Zaarains did not remake the planet in
their own image, or the machines that remade it had fallen into disrepair. In either
case, the result was the same. “Even the air you breathe is manufactured and held in place
by machines and forces your people can’t name, much less duplicate or service,”
murmured Kirtn, his tone both shocked and wondering. “Of course,” said Daemen matter-of-factly. “It’s been that
way for hundreds of thousands of years. It will be that way as long as our Luck
holds.” “As long as your luck holds ...” Rheba said no more, but her
horror was as dear as the akhenet lines pulsing over her arms. “That’s why the Seurs shipped out your family,” said Kirtn
slowly, his voice neutral. “The planet couldn’t afford anything but the best of
Luck anymore. Your machines are getting too old.” Daemen made a gesture of sorrow and resignation. He had aged
since the moment the lights had gone out in Centrins. He no longer believed reflexively
in the quality of his own Luck, much less his mother’s. “I could,” he
whispered, thinking aloud, “even be ... other.” Kirtn and Rheba both wanted to disagree, vehemently, but
could not. “I’m surprised the Seurs didn’t just kill you,” said the
Bre’n finally. The Luck’s laughter was both sad and angry. “That would be
the worst thing they could do. If they murder me, whatever other Luck I
carried with me would stay loose in Center Square until the end of time.” “Why didn’t they let us take you off planet?” asked Rheba. “Seur Tric wanted to,” said Daemen. “But the others said
that I’d come back again, carrying even worse Luck with me. Then the lights came back on in Centrins. Not as bright and
not as many, but better than darkness. “That’s when the Seurs decided that I might do better going
back to Square One as my mother wanted to.” He hesitated, then continued. “If
my Luck is good, I’ll make it there and back. And if it isn’t, my Luck won’t be
hanging around their Installation. I mean, it wouldn’t be as though they
murdered me,” he said defensively, not looking at the sterile vistas sweeping
by on all sides. “Square One exists. Its Installation registers on ours.
They’re not sending me to certain death.” Neither Kirtn nor Rheba knew what to say. Fssa’s sad sigh filled the transparent room. If being
stranded in that desolation was not certain death, the Fssireeme did not know
what it was. He might possibly survive, but his Fourth People friends would
surely die. Mountains swept down on them from the distance, mountains
whose peaks blotted out half the stars. Rheba and Kirtn watched in horrified fascination, waiting
for a rending crash as the mover’s irresistible force met the immovable
mountain mass. Then their stomachs quivered as the bottom dropped out of the
world. Stars and mountain peaks vanished as the mover plunged into an opening
in the earth. The world shifted again, telling them that the mover had resumed
a course parallel to but beneath the planet’s surface. Silence and darkness stretched unbearably. Despite their
knowledge that the mover was making fantastic speed beneath the mountain mass,
each person felt as though the mover had stalled in the endless center of midnight. “Where’s the break?” asked Kirtn finally, his voice casual. “At the edge of Square One,” Daemon said tightly. “We’re not
there yet. We’re still moving.” “How can you tell?” asked Rheba. “We still have air. When the mover stops, it dissolves, and
so does the air.” As though in response to Daemen’s words, the mover vanished.
With it vanished warmth and the odd lounges that had supported the passengers. Between one breath and the next, they were dumped onto the
tunnel’s cold stone floor. XIIIKirtn held his breath reflexively, trying to hoard all of
the precious air he could even though he knew it was futile. At the same
instant, Rheba burst into flame, shaping energy into a shield that would hold
in the dissolved mover’s air. It was a reflex as strong and futile as Kirtn’s.
Her fire guttered and died out. There was no energy source to draw on other
than the human bodies around her. That would bring death as surely as asphyxiation. She clung to her Bre’n and waited to die. There was a long time of silence. Then The Luck began to
laugh softly, triumphantly. “It seems I’m not other after all!” Cautiously, Kirtn took a deep breath, then another. With a
whoop of joy he swung Rheba in a circle. “There’s air, fire dancer. Breathe
it!” he commanded. Fssa’s glad trill echoed in the confined spaces of the
tunnel. Rheba breathed. The air was thin but sweet, and not so cold as she had
expected. Nonetheless, she shivered after the warmth of the mover. Immediately,
Kirtn shrugged out of his cape and fastened it around her. She did not protest.
Bre’ns were much better equipped to withstand cold than Senyasi. There was air, there was some warmth, but the only light
came from cracked, yellowing discs beneath their feet on the tunnel floor. The
light did not reach an arm’s length into the tunnel. “Fssa,” said Kirtn. “What’s ahead of us?” Darkness presented no barrier to the Fssireeme’s opalescent
sensors. He directed a soundless stream of energy down the tunnel, reading what
was ahead by the returning patterns. “The tunnel breaks up into a rubble barrier.
There are openings, but they are far too small for Fourth People. They’re even
too small for a Fssireeme.” Silence grew in the wake of Fssa’s summary. Then, “How solid
is the barrier?” asked Kirtn. “It’s permeable to air,” said the snake. “Otherwise you
would have suffocated and I’d be uncomfortable.” “It is cemented, or just a jumble of rock?” asked Rheba.
“Was it built or did it just happen?” Fssa’s sensors pointed back down the tunnel. Rheba could
almost sense the energy he used, but it was like the next instant of time,
always just beyond her grasp. The snake turned toward them and reported in
crisp Senyas. “A jumble, probably the result of a cave-in. Accident, not intent.
The air you are breathing comes from the far side, as does the warmth. I
therefore postulate the existence of an Installation. However ...” Fssa’s
sensors darkened. He was not pleased with the rest of what he had to tell them. “An installation,” whistled Rheba in lilting Bre’n. Though she
said no more, the emotional language told of relief. Kirtn, seeing the snake’s sensors almost dim to
invisibility, waited. Fssa made a subdued sound, protesting that he had to puncture
Rheba’s happiness. When he spoke, it was in Senyas. “I suspect that you are
thinking of moving the rubble, thereby gaining passage to the Installation beyond.” The snake’s prim speech made Kirtn grateful for the
darkness. He did not want Rheba to see his expression. Whenever the Fssireeme
retreated into scholarly sentences, there was trouble ahead. “—Yes,” Kirtn
said, “we’re going to go through the rubble.” The snake sighed and his sensors winked out. “I fear not, my
friend,” he whistled. Then he reverted to Senyas. “The rubble is loose, yes,
but some of the rocks are quite large. To move them would require heavy
machinery or a command of force fields such as the Fourth People have not seen
since the Zaarain Cycle.” “Or a determined Bre’n,” said Kirtn. Fssa said nothing. Kirtn turned to go down the tunnel. He had walked no more
than a few steps in the blackness before he tripped over a piece of rubble.
Instantly, Rheba made a ball of light to guide him. He wanted to object to the
drain on her strength, but did not. He needed the light even more than she
needed his cape. After a first, startled sound, Daemen accepted the light
that Rheba had created. He was fascinated by it. He peered at the blue-white
ball from all sides, enchanted to discover that it was as cool as the darkness
it lit. Rheba set a tiny ball of light on his nose, dazzling him.
His eyes glowed with admiration and reflected fire-dancer light. She smiled,
then she took back the energy before Kirtn noticed. He would object to her wasting
her strength, and he would be right. The barrier was not far away. The random stones that had
turned beneath Kirtn’s feet became hand-sized chunks of rock carpeting the
tunnel floor. The rubble became thicker, deeper, raising the floor level so
much that first Kirtn, then Rheba and Daemen had to bend over to avoid the ceiling.
Amid the slate-colored stones was an occasional ivory shine. Kirtn looked, then
increased his speed subtly. “What was that?” asked Daemen, hanging back. “Bone.” “But we don’t have any animals to die in the tunnel. Oh ...
the Seurs. The Seurs who didn’t come back.” “A fair assumption,” said Kirtn neutrally, not wanting to
think of how those people had died, because thinking about it would do no good. Daemen had more chance than he wanted to examine bones. The
farther Kirtn led them over the rubble, the more often they found silent
skeletal huddles. There were a few tatters of clothing, but no more. The Seurs
had died as anonymously as any men ever had. Not surprisingly, most of the bones were piled around the barrier
itself. The desperate Seurs had clawed futilely at the cold stone. They had
succeeded in creating a space in which to stand and work. And then they died. “Can you give me more light without tiring yourself too
much?” Rheba laughed shortly. “I suspect that death is very
tiresome, mentor.” Kirtn’s laugh was softer than hers had been. He touched her
cheek. Her hair floated up, curling around his wrist, “I suspect it is, fire
dancer. But I don’t want to tire you. I just want to reconnoiter. When I start
digging, I’ll need your light even more.” Fssa made a small noise, a Fssireeme bid for conversation. Reluctantly, Kirtn shifted his attention. “What is it,
snake?” “I’d like to probe the barrier, I might be able to tell you
where to dig.” “Go ahead,” said Kirtn, waving his hand toward the rocks
piled across their path. “It might hurt Rheba. Some of the energy configurations I
want to try are similar to those I use with Rainbow. I can’t hold down the volume
if I hope to penetrate all that rock. Even as tightly as I can control direction,
there will be scattering and backlash.” “I’ll survive,” she said curtly, but knew that her tension
was transmitted by the hand touching Kirtn’s chest. “Be as gentle as possible,” said the Bre’n to Fssa, “or I’ll
hammer your flexible ass into the tunnel floor.” Fssa’s sensors darkened. His friends knew that only
Fssireeme pride—not flesh—was vulnerable to harm. Silently, the snake wished
that it were the other way around. Pride healed so much more slowly than flesh. Kirtn stroked the Fssireeme’s sinuous body. “I didn’t mean
that the way it sounded. Not quite.” Fssa hissed and stroked his chin over Kirtn’s hand. “Would
you put me about halfway up the barrier?” “You’ll get too cold,” said Rheba quickly, remembering a Loo
cell where the Fssireeme had nearly died. Fssa could take—and enjoy—appalling
heat. Cold, however, made him shut down to a state the Fssireemes knew as
“dreaming.” A few degrees below that state was death. “It’s almost as cold as
mat dungeon was.” Fssa brightened until traceries of silver raced his length.
“I’ll be all right,” he said, his voice almost shy. “We lasted for quite a
while in that dungeon. I’ll only be out of your hair for a few minutes. But
thank you.” Reluctantly, Rheba handed Fssa over to Kirtn. As always, she
was amazed that he weighed so little in her hair and so much in her hands. He
had told her once that he took her dancer energy and twisted it around him so
that he would weigh less. When she asked how that was possible, he had sighed
and told her she did not have the words to understand. Kirtn lifted Fssa to the barrier and held him until he
changed shape enough to hang on to the rock. Kirtn watched him struggle, tried
not to laugh, then suggested, “Wouldn’t it be easier if I just held you up?” “Of course it would,” snapped the snake, slithering from one
cold crevice to the next, “but the energies I’ll use might turn your brains to
batter. Assuming that you have any brains to—” Fssa’s muttering stopped
abruptly as he changed shape again, swallowing up the mouth he customarily used
to communicate with his friends. Kirtn drew Rheba back from the barrier. He nearly stepped on
Daemen, who had been waiting with diminishing patience while they spoke in
languages he could not understand. “What’s the snake doing?” asked Daemen. “Back up,” was Rheba’s only answer. She sent the light ahead
of them, for Fssa certainly did not need it for his work. They stood slightly bent over to avoid the ceiling, and
waited. Rheba was in front of Kirtn. Lines coursed uneasily over her
body. He put his hands on her shoulders and pulled her against him, comforting
and supporting her. Reflexively they slid into the special rapport of an akhenet
pair. Light began to glow around them, fed by her lines until they became so
dense that her hands and cheeks were gold. When the first pain struck her, she built a cage of fire
around herself and her Bre’n, unconsciously trying to shield both of them. Fire
shimmered up and down her arms, transparent fire that could burn unprotected
flesh to the bone. But not Kirtn’s flesh—never his. He pulled their bodies
closer together, glorying in the barely leashed energies that the two of them
could call. Each time Fssa slid into a shape of communication painful to
her, fire leaped up, disrupting the painful backlash from Fssireeme energy
constructs. Fssa did not notice, for Rheba’s shield interfered only with
backlash energies, not with the tight probes he sent into the barrier in front
of him. While Daemen watched at a safe distance from both akhenets
and snake, the Fssireeme changed shapes endlessly, illuminated by dancer light
conjured out of otherwise very human flesh. Behind Rheba loomed Kirtn, eyes
molten gold, fixed on dangers and joys that the Luck could barely suspect, much
less comprehend. Fortunately—or perhaps, inevitably, considering his heritage—Daemen
felt no pain from the backlash of Fssireeme energy constructs. At length,. Fssa changed back into his snake mode and whistled
plaintively to be rescued from the cold rocks. His sensors picked out Bre’n and
Senyas united inside a protective shield of energies. Intrigued, he changed
shape rapidly, probing the shield as he had probed the barrier. But more delicately,
much more delicately. Fourth People’s flesh was much more fragile than stone. Before he had time to try more than a few shapes, Kirtn realized
that Fssa was no longer probing the barrier. The Bre’n touched his Rheba’s neck
lightly, calling her out of her dance. Fire shifted, then was sucked back into
her akhenet lines. She looked toward the barrier, where Fssa’s sensors made
tiny pools of opalescent light. “Are you finished?” she asked. Fssa whistled agreement. “Good,” she muttered as they went back to the barrier. “But
it wasn’t nearly as painful as I’d expected,” she admitted, scooping up the
snake and weaving him into her hair. “Thanks to your talent,” whistled Fssa, “and Kirtn’s.
Together you bend energy into fascinating new shapes.” He preened slightly and
his sensors brightened. “You don’t have the range of a Fssireeme, of course,
but what you create ... ah, that is extraordinary.” “What,” said Daemen in forceful Universal, “are you babbling
and whistling about?” Rheba realized that they had rarely spoken Universal since
they had awakened on the mover. With few exceptions in the last hours, Daemen
had been left alone among strangers who did not even have the courtesy to speak
his language. “I’m sorry,” she said, touching Daemen’s cheek with a hand
that was more gold than brown. “We’re not used to speaking Universal when we
talk to each other.” She turned to Fssa and murmured in Senyas, “Translate for
him if we forget to speak Universal.” “Translate some of it,” amended Kirtn. “How much?” “Pretend he’s Seur Tric.” Rheba looked at Kirtn, surprised by his continuing
suspicions of Daemen. “We only have Daemen’s word that he was drugged when we
were,” pointed out Kirtn. “Neither one of us saw it happen.” “What possible benefit could he get from spying on us?” she
countered. “I don’t know. But that doesn’t mean there isn’t one,” said
Kirtn with a sideways glance at the handsome, smooth-skinned Daemen. Fssa’s sensors swirled as he looked from one of them to the
other. Then, without comment, he began lecturing in Universal on the strengths
and weaknesses of the barrier, “The rocks are crystalline, quite heavy, and not
easily broken. The barrier itself is nearly three times as thick as Kirtn is
tall.” Daemen measured Kirtn’s height and made a gesture of despair.
The Bre’n was nearly half again as tall as Daemen. “No wonder they died,”
muttered the Luck. Kirtn said nothing, but his glance was enough to galvanize
the snake. “The rocks are piled loosely,” Fssa added quickly, “which is
both help and danger. I think there is a way through that will avoid the
heaviest stones.” “You think?” snapped the Bre’n. “I won’t know until I see whether the rubble shifts when you
dig into it,” said Fssa apologetically. “Shifts!” cried Rheba, looking from the pile of rock to her
Bre’n. “But you would be crushed if all that rock—” She stopped, seeing her own
reflection in his eyes. He had discovered that danger long before she had, and
accepted it. “Fssa will monitor the rocks,” Kirtn said. He did not add
that Fssa could not guarantee to sense movement in time for Kirtn to escape. “Can you do that?” she demanded, pulling the snake out of
her hair so that she could watch his sensors as he answered. “Yes,” he said. But his sensors darkened. “You’re lying.” “I hope not,” whispered the snake. Kirtn snarled soundlessly. The Fssireeme had a million
mouths but he could not lie to Rheba out of any one of them. The Bre’n turned toward
Daemen. “You can help Rheba move the smaller rocks out of the way. And when I
tell you to get back, make sure she goes with you!” Fssa slid out of her hair and dangled from her neck. Kirtn
draped the snake around his own neck and turned to face the barrier. Rheba sent
light ahead of him, a light that was much brighter than it had been. Kirtn examined the barrier in the new light. Some of the
rocks were bigger than he was, others were obviously in precarious balance with
their surroundings. The rockfall reeked of weight and danger, and bones of dead
Seurs gleamed whitely at its base. “AH right, snake,” said the Bre’n. “Where do we begin?” XIV“On the left,” said the snake softly. “The rockfall is
thinner on that side.” Kirtn strode up to the dark pile of stones that went from
ceiling to floor. “Here?” Fssa hissed agreement. Kirtn began digging with his bare hands. The rocks were cold
and sharp. He worked steadily, stacking stones to one side for Rheba and Daemen
to haul away. Almost immediately he encountered the rock that had defeated
earlier Seurs. Jagged, two-thirds his height and half as wide, the boulder lay
securely wedged beneath a thin blanket of smaller rocks. Kirtn studied the position
and mass of the boulder. Light followed him, brightening in answer to his
needs. “You’re sure that’s the best route?” asked Rheba dubiously,
peering underneath his arm as he pushed against the enormous rock. The boulder did not budge. “Fssa said it was the best,”
grunted Kirtn. “He didn’t say it would be easy.” Kirtn leaned against the slab of stone. Muscles bunched from
neck to heels, bulging beneath the few clothes he wore. Rainbow swung out from
his neck and rattled against the slab. A trickle of grit fell down one side of
the boulder. He grunted and heaved harder. The stab gave fractionally. He
sighed. “Any advice, snake?” “The rockfall is more stable on the right side of the
tunnel. But if you dig around the left of the boulder, the rocks you’ encounter
will be smaller.” Wordlessly, Kirtn put Rainbow around Rheba’s neck and began
removing stones from the left side of the boulder. He soon discovered that
“smaller” did not mean small. He rocked, dragged, shifted and lifted stones
that weighed as much as he did. The rocks that were too big for Daemen and
Rheba to handle he carried out of the way himself. Daemen looked from the barrier to the tireless Bre’n. He was
doing the work of ten Daemenites. His unusual suede skin-fur was dark with
sweat and his breath came in deep gasps, but his pace never slowed. Rheba saw beyond Kirtn’s strength. She saw that the rocks he
handled were marked by blood. She redoubled her own pace, trying to save
him any unnecessary effort—If she could have Sifted the bigger boulders for him
she would have, but she could not. Kirtn flexed his back and shoulders, trying to shake off the
fatigue that was gathering on him like invisible weights. With a deep breath,
he knelt and attacked the slab of rock that he had dug around. The boulder had
to be moved if they were to get through the barrier. His bloody fingers found no purchase on the huge stone.
There was no way to lever it aside. He swore and wished aloud for a pry bar. “How long a bar?” asked Fssa. “All lengths,” snapped Kirtn. If he was going to wish futilely,
he might as well wish big. “I am all lengths,” said the Fssireeme simply. Kirtn swore like the Bre’n poet he had once been. He pulled
Fssa off his shoulders. The snake became a bar as long as Kirtn’s arm and one
third as thick. The Bre’n stared, amazed. “Are you sure this won’t hurt you?” Laughter hissed out of the bar. “I’m Fssireeme.” Kirtn used Fssa tentatively at first, then with greater confidence.
He pried around the edges of the slab. The slab quivered slightly. “Longer,” he grunted, shifting his grip. The lever became longer but not thinner. Fssa simply increased
the space between his densely packed molecules to achieve a greater length with
no sacrifice of strength. The slab grated against the tunnel floor. A shower of small
rocks fell over Kirtn. He ignored them. “Can you bend around the rock and still
give me enough length?” Fssa changed again. Kirtn took a deep breath and heaved
against the bar with a force that made the slab shudder. “Get back!” he called hoarsely over his shoulder. Daemen and Rheba backed away. They could not take their eyes
off the straining figure of the Bre’n. In the eerie light of the tunnel he
looked like a creature out of myth, taking the weight of eternity on his own
shoulders so that lesser beings would not be crushed. Kirtn’s hands slipped, oiled by sweat and blood. He swore
and shifted his grip. Fssa changed subtly, roughening his exterior. Kirtn felt the
new texture as pain across his bloody palms, but he welcomed it. He strained
against the bar. The slab shifted minutely. He pushed again and again and
again. The slab tottered but would not fall. “Make yourself wider at my end if you can,” panted Kirtn. The part of the lever he had held changed until it was as
broad as both his hands held together. “Good,” grunted Kirtn, wiping—his slippery hands on his
thighs.’ He reversed his position, turning his back on the bar. With
bent knees he braced himself between the bar and the side of the tunnel. He
breathed deeply several times ... and then he straightened his legs. The boulder shivered, grated horribly and fell forward into
the tunnel. Somehow Kirtn spun out of the way in time to avoid being crushed. “Fssa!” cried Kirtn, looking frantically in the rubble for
his friend. A thin whistle answered. The Fssireeme slithered out from
the shadow of the slab. Bre’n blood and pulverized rock coated his body,
concealing his normal metallic brightness beneath a grubby patchwork of gray
and black. Kirtn snatched Fssa out of the rubble. “You’re beautiful,
snake.” Fssa glowed in shy delight. It was the one compliment he could
never hear often enough, for he had spent eons believing himself to be
repulsive in the eyes of the Fourth People. “Are you all right?” asked Rheba, hurrying forward. “Yesss,” The answer was as much a satisfied hiss as a word.
“But Kirtn almost bent me that last time.” Twin sensors changed colors with
dizzying speed. “Your flesh isn’t like mine, Bre’n, but you’re strong just the
same.” “Strong!” Daemen laughed shortly. “He’s, more than strong,
he’s—” The Luck made a baffled gesture, finding no words to describe Kirtn’s
strength. Kirtn flexed muscles that knotted and quivered painfully. He
felt about as strong as a gutted cherf. With a suppressed curse, he turned back
to the barrier. “Wait,” said Fssa. “.Put me in the opening.” Before Kirtn could respond, Rheba took the Fssireeme. She
scrambled over the slab until she could place him in the opening created when
the huge boulder had toppled into the tunnel. Then she retreated, not wanting
to be near while Fssa probed the altered dynamics of the rockfall. She created two more bails of light and examined Kirtn. Her
lines pulsed in protest at what she saw, but she said nothing. The bruises and
scrapes she had expected. His hands, however, made her ache. Even as she
watched, blood ran silently down his fingers and dripped onto the stone tunnel
floor. He jerked his hands away from the light, but she was faster.
Her fingers closed around his wrists. Energy crackled. Instantly, his hands
were numb. “I can’t work that way,” he said. “I know.” Without looking at him, she summoned fire in her fingertip
and burned off strips of her green cape. She wrapped his injuries carefully,
ignoring Daemen, ignoring Fssa, ignoring everything but her Bre’n’s battered
hands. When she was finished, only his fingertips were free. “Rheba,” gently, “I still can’t work. My hands are numb.” “As soon as Fssa’s finished,” she snapped. “Or are you in a
hurry to hurt again?” Kirtn brought her hand up to his cheek. She avoided his
eyes, but her anger was transmitted in images of fire. He kissed her hand,
silently thanking her, unruffled by her anger. He knew that her emotion came
from her inability to prevent further pain to him. He did not point out the
illogic of her reaction; were their roles reversed, his response would have
been even less rational. “It’s not as safe as it was,” called Fssa from the tunnel,
“but it’s as safe as it will ever be.” Kirtn looked at Rheba and waited. Reluctantly, she touched
his wrists again, drawing away the energy that had blocked messages of pain.
Other than a slight narrowing of his eyes he showed no reaction. “Doesn’t he feel pain?” asked Daemen wonderingly. Her hair hissed and seethed. “Yes!” Daemen hesitated, then seemed to decide that even the Luck
should not press an angry fire dancer. In silence, he followed her back to the
barrier. Beyond the slab, none of the rocks were much larger than
Kirtn’s chest. He worked steadily, sending rocks back over his shoulder as fast
as Rheba and Daemen could carry them away. Fssa alternated between being a
lever and listening for the first hint of shifting stones. A shower of rocks tumbled from the ceiling of the narrow
tunnel Kirtn was digging. Fssa snapped out, becoming a hard sheet stretching
across the tunnel above Kirtn’s head. After deflecting the worst of the rockfall,
the Fssireeme changed into a shape that allowed him to probe the stability of
the rocks that surrounded them on three sides. Kirtn waited, staring at the
bloody shreds that were all that remained of his bandages. “It isn’t safe,” said Fssa finally. “Tell me something I don’t know,” snapped Kirtn, his exhaustion
showing in his ragged voice. “At least it would be a quick way to die,” he
muttered, grabbing a rock and heaving it over his shoulder for Daemen and Rheba
to carry away. “Dehydration isn’t.” Fssa said nothing from any of his possible mouths. His silence,
as much as the languid way he resumed his customary shape, told Kirtn that
something was wrong with the Fssireeme. “Did you hurt yourself in the rockfall?” asked Kirtn,
picking up the snake. “No ...” There was a long pause. Then, “Rocks can’t hurt a
Fssireeme.” Kirtn realized that Fssa was cold in his hands, colder even
than the rocks. He remembered that the more Fssa stretched out, the more heat
he needed to maintain himself. He had been moving over chill stone, probing for
instabilities, listening for the first tremors of a rockfall and finally thinning
himself into a sheet to protect Kirtn from falling stones. Fssireemes were
tough creatures, but they had their limits—especially where cold was concerned. “Take some of my heat,” Kirtn said, looking at his arms,
where sweat and rock dust coated his fine copper fur. “I’ve got plenty to
spare.” “No.” The answer was flat. “This is no time to be coy!” “No.” This time the answer was an anguished Bre’n whistle,
carrying with it all of Fssa’s shame at his heritage as a parasite who lived
off warmer creatures’ body heat. Kirtn was too tired to think of an argument to equal Fssa’s
shame. Rheba was more practical. She sent minor lightning coursing through the
tunnel until incandescence ran like water over the Fssireeme. Kirtn threw a protesting glance toward Rheba. In the cold tunnel,
she simply did not have energy to spare. She stared back at him, cinnamon eyes
burning. “Without Fssa, you would have been knocked silly by those rocks.
Without you, we’d die.” “Next time,” said the Bre’n to Fssa, “use me.” Daemen simply stared. “I thought I’d seen every kind of
weird creature on Loo,” he said, looking at the Fssireeme glowing softly in
Kirtn’s bloody hands, “but that snake is the other side of incredible. Can’t it
make its own heat as we do?” “No,” said Rheba, her voice tired. “Then how does it survive?” “There’s work to do,” cut in Kirtn, knowing that Fssa would
be mortified by any discussion of his peculiar physiology. “Save your breath
for lifting rocks.” “Do you always make heat for the snake?” continued Daemen,
looking at Rheba. “If you make heat, why don’t you warm the tunnel? It’s cold
enough in here to make a stone shiver.” “She can’t make heat from nothing,” snapped Kirtn. “When
there’s no external source of energy, she has to use her own body. If you’re
cold, work more and talk less.” Daemen was too busy trying to figure out his companions’
peculiar biologies to be insulted. He smiled at Rheba, a smile that could warm
the coldest of Deva’s hells. “If you need energy, I’d be delighted to
share mine.” Kirtn snarled soundlessly and attacked the remaining
barrier. Rocks skidded down the tunnel, narrowly missing The Luck. Fssa
whistled a protest—not at the barrage, but at Kirtn’s reckless disregard for
the barrier’s stability. Kirtn ignored the snake’s warning and continued moving rocks
at a dangerous pace. Fssa protested again, then realized what any Senyas would
have known: An angry Bre’n listens to nothing but his own rage unfolding. The
Fssireeme wasted no more time carping. He braced part of himself on the tunnel
floor and probed the rockfall with a burst of energy that made Rheba stagger
and grab her temples. She turned in startled protest just as the front part of the
runnel shifted. Kirtn whistled shrilly. The Bre’n warning needed no translation.
Daemen grabbed Rheba and yanked her out of Kirtn’s burrow before she could protest. “Kirtn!” she screamed, looking over her
shoulder where rocks shifted and slid coldly over one another. “You can’t go back!” said Daemen, struggling to hold her.
“The rest or’ the tunnel could go any second!” She looked at him with eyes that were blind with fire. He released
her a split second before she would have burned his hands to the bone. She
turned and dove into what remained of the tunnel. Her frantic whistle cut
through the random sounds of settling rocks. Fssa answered with an odd whistle, so thin that it almost
could not bear the weight of Bre’n complexity. “Is Kirtn—are you—?” Her whistles were ragged, breathless. Kirtn groaned. She heard rocks shifting. Fssa whistled
again, the sound still flat. She moved rocks frantically. The tunnel had only
partially collapsed. Within minutes, she had cleared enough debris to reach
Kirtn. “Kirtn?” she whistled, peering through the dust. She coughed
and whistled again. Even when she stepped up the power of her light, she could
not penetrate the darkness enough to see her Bre’n. She felt around with her fingers,
searching for the warmth and resilience of Kirtn’s flesh. What she found was a
smooth, cold sheet between herself and whatever lay at the end of the tunnel.
“Fssa?” A strained whistle answered, sound without meaning. She realized
that she was touching the Fssireeme ... and that he was cold. When
she tried to give him fire, her lines only flickered. Like her friends, she was
near the end of her strength. She would have taken Daemen’s energy if she
could, but only a Bre’n could establish the necessary rapport. Deliberately she slowed her breathing, murmuring akhenet
litanies until her heart stopped pounding messages of fear through her body.
She built a shell of tranquility around herself. Wrapped in its shelter, wholly
focused, she called on her Inmost Fire. The call was an emergency measure taught to all dancers, a
state almost like Bre’n rez. It was so dangerous to the dancer
that it was rarely used. Fire beat in her veins like another kind of blood. Her body
turned on itself, consuming reserves of fat and flesh. Energy poured into the Fssireeme.
With a soundless cry he soaked up life itself. Beneath him, shielded by Fssireeme flesh, Kirtn groaned and
woke to darkness and pain. For a moment he did not know where he was. When he
remembered, he groaned again. He felt around himself, expecting to find the dimensions
of his tomb. What he found was Fssireeme, a canopy of incredible flesh between
himself and the rockfall. And then he sensed energy flowing, fire-dancer energy, Rheba
pouring herself into Fssa so that her Bre’n would not be buried alive. “Kirtn?” Fssa’s whistle was odd, but understandable. “I’m here, snake,” said Kirtn. “Which way is out?” “Dig in front of your head. It isn’t far,” he added. Kirtn burrowed like a cherf, taking debris from ahead and
shoving it back along either side until he could force his body forward. Fssa
stretched with him, a protective membrane. Kirtn bunched his shoulders, using
his hands as clubs to batter out of the rockfall. Light came in like an explosion. A triumphant whistle carried
back into the tunnel. He pulled himself out into Daemen’s thin daylight, but it
seemed as thick as cream alter the tunnel’s midnight. “Can Rheba—get through?” he asked, panting. “She’s very weak,” whistled Fssa, ashamed that he had caused
it. Kirtn threw himself back into the burrow. When he found
Rheba, he hauled her unceremoniously into the open. He buried his hands in her
lifeless hair, forcing rapport as only a Bre’n could. Skillfully, he gave her
some of his own energy. After a moment she sighed and awakened. Daemen emerged from the burrow covered in grit. He laughed
and stretched as though to hold the sun in his hands. “The Seurs were wrong!”
he said exultantly. “/ am Good Luck incarnate!” The burrow collapsed with a grinding sound as Fssa slithered
into the light. “I hope so,” he said sourly. “We’re too tired to fight.” “Fight?” asked Daemen, confused. With a sinking feeling, Kirtn turned and looked over his
shoulder. Ten Daemenites stood nearby, watching with predatory intensity.
They were armed with knives and slingshots powerful enough to smash bone. Kirtn glared at Daemen and wished he had spaced the unlucky
cherf when he had the chance. XVDaemen turned toward the ten people and spoke rapidly. Fssa
translated, but manipulated his voice so that only Kirtn could hear. “I’m The Daemen.” he said, walking confidently toward the
waiting people. “Are you Square One Seurs?” The people muttered among themselves, but their lowered
voices could not elude a Fssireeme’s sensitive hearing. Rheba scooped up the
snake and stood very close to Kirtn. Fssa vanished into her hair. His voice
remained behind, seeming to form out of the very air between her and the Bre’n. “... Luck? ... told me that trouble was coming,” said a
woman with startling red hair and skin as black as the tunnel had been. “You can’t trust the Voice. Sometimes it ...” retorted a man
with luxuriant silver fur on his arms and face, and eyes of a startling pink. “Have you considered the possibility of ...” cut in a woman
whose skin alternated between brown and gold. Fssa made a frustrated noise. His hearing was too good.
It picked up overlapping sounds, making little sense of the group’s muttering.
Their dialect was different from Centrins’ speech. It was not different enough
to require learning the language all over, but enough to make translating group
babble impossible. Kirtn and Rheba listened without appearing to. Daemen made
no attempt to hide his curiosity. He seemed a bit piqued that they had not
responded to The Luck’s presence with more appreciation. “Are you Seurs?” he demanded. “We’re Scavengers,” said the red-haired woman proudly. “That’s close enough,” answered Daemen, smiling. “Are you
the leader, First Scavenger, or whatever you call it?” “Super Scavenger,” said the woman. “No ... not yet.” She
looked at Kirtn and Rheba possessively. “But when I return with those two, Ghun
will be back on scout.” She squinted at Daemen. “The Luck, eh? That should be
worth a few extra points.” Daemen took a moment to digest the implications of the
woman’s odd words, “Is Ghun the Super Scavenger?” he asked hesitantly. “Only until I get back with the three of you,” the woman
said, nodding her head emphatically. “Then I’ll be Super Scavenger. Unless—”
She leaned forward and looked anxiously along the cliff face where the tunnel
had emerged. “You Seurs have any more of those holes?” “No. That’s the only mover that still works.” The word “mover” was obviously unfamiliar to the woman. She
squinted at Daemen, then moved her shoulders as though to shake off doubts.
“Then no other scouts are going to come back with more Treats?” “Treats?” Daemen’s tone was as perplexed as his expression. “Treats,” agreed the woman. Then she realized that Daemen
did not know what she was talking about. “They must do things different on the
other end of that hole. Around here, strange things are called Treats. The
Scavenger who brings in the best Treats is the Super Scavenger until the next
Hunt. But we haven’t seen anything like those two. Ever. So I should be Super
Scavenger for a long time.” “Ahh ... excuse me,” said Daemen. He turned toward Rheba and
Kirtn and switched to Universal.. “Apparently they—play some kind of elaborate
game here. Scavenger Hunt. Whoever brings in the strangest thing becomes the
Super Scavenger until the next Hum.” Kirtn and Rheba made encouraging noises. “We,” continued Daemen, “are very strange. Therefore, we’ll
be the winning Treats.” Kirtn did not like the idea of being anyone’s Treat. “What
happens to the Treats after the Hunt?” Daemen hesitated. “Excuse me.” He turned back to the
red-haired woman. “What do you do with your Treats?” She stared at him, unable to believe that even a stranger
could be so ignorant. “We give them to God, of course.” “You give them to God, of course.”—A glazed look came to
Daemen’s eyes. Then, loudly, “What in the name of other does that mean?” The people around the red-haired woman grabbed their weapons.
She made a cutting gesture with her hand. They let go of their whips and
slingshots, but fondled their knives with disturbing intensity. “Don’t shout, boy,” she said calmly. “Makes them nervous. If they get too nervous, they’ll forget that a dead Treat
isn’t much better than a stone, far as God’s concerned.” “Your God likes Treats alive?” “You’re learning,” she said, patting his arm, “An unwilling
Treat is fewer points. A lot fewer.” “Fewer points,” said Daemen helplessly. Kirtn looked at Rheba and shrugged. If Daemen was going to
handle the questioning, they would be a long time learning anything useful. For
a graduate of Loo’s slave Pit, The Luck was remarkably innocent. “Fssa, translate
without showing yourself.” The Fssireeme hissed and changed shape within Rheba’s hair.
As Kirtn spoke, the snake translated so quickly that it was like speaking and
understanding the language yourself. Fssa even duplicated the voice of whoever
was speaking at the time. “Can this Treat slide a few words in?” asked Kirtn. Daemen stared at the Bre’n who seemed to be speaking flawless
Daemenite. With a hurt look, he turned to Rheba. She smiled reassuringly. The red-haired scout leader waited. Every time she looked at
the big Bre’n with the odd copper skin-fur, she smiled possessively. A very big
Treat indeed. “What does your God do with Treats?” asked Kirtn reasonably. “It loves them. All zoolipts love Treats.” Kirtn was tempted to ask how a zoolipt—whatever that
was—loved its Treats, but he was afraid the woman would have an answer for
that, too. “Does being ... loved ... by a God-zoolipt hurt?” “Not if you’re willing.” “The same could be said of rape,” Rheba observed acidly. Fssa refrained from translating her comment. He had learned
on Loo that a translator had better be a diplomat, too. “What happens after this love feast?” asked Kirtn, straining
to keep his voice down. “Good eats for everyone,” said the woman enthusiastically.
“Fat times and fancy flavors.” “For everyone? Even the Treats?” “Willing Treats,” corrected the woman. “What happens to the witling Treats after the feast?” “Same as everyone else. We eat, drink and fall in a shaval
pile. We keep doing that until God gets bored. Then we have another Hunt.” “Bored? Your God gets bored?” The woman took on a long-suffering look. “You said a truth. Treat.” Kirtn looked at Daemen. “I don’t know any more about these barbarians than you do,”
said The Luck in Universal. “Not about their personal habits, anyway. Once we
get inside their Installation. I’ll find some new technology, then go back to
the tunnel and make a mover. Once the Seurs see what I have, they’ll be glad to
take us back. Then these creatures can eat themselves into a coma for all I
care.” “Right,” said Kirtn in sarcastic Universal. “You just stroll
into the Installation, technology drops into your hands and we’re home free.” “Right,” said Daemen. “You’re a stupid, arrogant—” “Kirtn!” said Rheba, horrified. The Bre’n shrugged. Calling Daemen names would not help. On
the other hand, it would feel good. “I’m not stupid,” began Daemen hotly, “and I’m not arrogant
either! !’m The Luck!” . “Bad luck,” snapped Kirtn. Daemen stared, too shocked to be angry. “But we survived!
For thousands of years Seurs have tried to reach Square One. We walked over
their bones—and we survived. Do you call that Kirtn looked at his exhausted fire dancer and his own bloody
hands. He sighed. “No, that’s not bad. And this,” he continued, staring at the
group of Daemenites, “isn’t good. I don’t know about here, but where I came
from we ate treats.” Daemen’s laugh was as beguiling as a Bre’n whistle. “Don’t worry.
Good Luck is with you. Whatever happens can’t be bad.” “What are you yammering about?” demanded the woman, obviously
tired of listening to noises she did not understand. Kirtn smiled lopsidedly at her. “He was just reminding me
that he’s Good Luck.” “Good for him,” she answered, unimpressed. “And for his companions—I hope,” muttered the Bre’n. He drew
a breath so deep it made his ribs ache. He sighed again, “We’re willing Treats.
Now what?” The Daemenites looked at the Bre’n, then at each other. They
broke into cheers and mutual congratulations. Daemen listened to the excited babble. He smiled triumphantly
at Kirtn. “See? There’s nothing to be afraid of. Apparently willing Treats are
very rare, and therefore very prized. They’ll take good care of us.” “Maybe the unwilling Treats knew something we don’t,” retorted
Kirtn. For a moment Daemen looked uncertain, then his faith in his own Luck reasserted itself. “We survived,” he said, as
though that answered all questions. And, the Bre’n silently admitted to himself, maybe it did. The Daemenites stopped congratulating themselves long enough
to surround the three Treats. The red-haired woman grinned at them. “Call me
Super Scuvee. Everyone else will in a few days.” Rheba’s hair fluffed out as Fssa made a flatulent noise. The
snake, however, had the good sense to make it seem that the sound issued from a
Daemenite. Scuvee whirled and glared, but had only protestations of innocence
from her followers. With a final cold look around, she led the party away from
the cliff face. They followed a dim trail through an area of gray-blue rocks
and drifts of gold that could have been dust. Rheba and Kirtn looked around,
memorizing their route. Out of the corner of her eye, she spotted a quick dart
of movement. “What’s that?” she asked. Instantly, every Daemenite was alert. Then Scuvee laughed.
“Just a runner. They’re only worth a few points. Not much of a Treat,” she
added. “A flyer, now, is pretty good. Lots of points. A real trick to catch
them, too.” The silver-furred man looked at the point where the runner
had disappeared. “You sure we don’t need it?” “With the Treats we already have?” she retorted, laughing.
“We’ll be three days just adding up their points!” “Yeah,” agreed the man slowly, but he still looked at the
gold drift that had swallowed up the runner. “Seems a waste. There’s been more
than one Hunt when we’d have been glad to take even a dead runner back.” “Skinny times are over,” Scuvee said, smacking the man on
his shoulder with her fist. “Fat times and fancy flavors!” “Fat times and fancy flavors!” roared the rest of the Scavengers.
Apparently the phrase was a local shibboleth. “Kirtn,” murmured Rheba in Senyas. “They have animals here.
Centrins only had rocks.” “And Seurs.” Kirtn looked around. “Wonder why animals
survived here and not there?” A gold drift curved across the trail. As Kirtn walked
through it, a haunting fragrance filled his nostrils. He bent over and grabbed
a handful of the dust. It was coot and silky to the touch, clinging to his skin
in golden clouds of fragrance. He had an impulse to lie down and wallow in the
drift, covering himself with its incredible, sensual fragrance. “Smell this,” he said, holding out a handful of good dust to
her. She inhaled and made a sound of pleasure. Akhenet lines
pulsed as she responded to fragrance. It was almost aphrodisiac in its
intensity. She looked up at Kirtn, eyes lambent with promises. Scuvee watched, grinning. “Well, you may be different, but
you’re still human. The last time we really pleased God, it gave us shaval,”
she said, gesturing toward the golden drifts that curled across low spots in
the land. Her grin increased. “I can hardly wait to see what we get this time.
Should be enough to make a rock shout.” “Your God gave you this?” asked Rheba, smiling dreamily.
“That would be enough to make me take up religion.” Daemon dipped his finger in the dust, sniffed cautiously,
then looked thoughtful. “How did you make this?” “Can’t you hear?” snapped Scuvee. “God gave it to us.” “How did you get your zoolipt—your God or whatever you call
it—to make this for you?” Scuvee looked at Daemen. Slowly her face settled into the
lines of one who is being patient with a particularly backward child. “As I
said, boy. We fed it a really good Treat.” “What was it?” asked Kirtn, curious. Scuvee sighed. “Wish I knew. It was so long ago even God
forgot.” “If I could find out how to make this,” said Daemen in
excited Universal, “the Seurs would have to call me Luck.” He turned back to
Scuvee and spoke Daemenite. “Does your God live with you?” “Where else would it live?” “Oh, over the mountain, across the sea, in the sky,” said
Daemen, remembering just a few of the religions he had encountered on Loo. “On
another planet, maybe.” “What good would it be to have a God that lived somewhere
else?” asked Scuvee, perplexed. “Does your God live in the Installation?” Daemen asked hurriedly,
not wanting to argue religious niceties with a woman who did not even know the
value of Luck. “What’s the Installation?” “The building that’s all colors and never needs repairs.” “Oh, you mean God’s House. Sure, where else would God live?” Daemen threw a despairing look in the direction of his
friends. Kirtn almost felt sorry for him. Scuvee had a death grip on reality
that would not be weakened by nuances of any kind. “Are outsiders allowed to ... ah ... worship in God’s
House?” asked Kirtn, guessing the point of Daemen’s interrogation. Any
technology to be found would be found in the Installation. If the Installation
was sacred, getting into it could be difficult. “Outsiders? Worship?” Scuvee looked from Kirtn to Daemen and
back. “You don’t make any more-sense than he does. What do you mean, worship!” Kirtn tried to think of words she would understand. Fssa
spoke for him, in tones that resonated with contempt. “Can we get inside God’s
House?” Scuvee’s face cleared. “Why sure, Treat. Glad to hear you’re
so eager. You really told a truth when you said you were willing.” She patted
Kirtn’s chest approvingly. “Such a big Treat, too. I can’t wait for the
shaval pile.” Rheba’s hair stirred, crackling with the beginning of anger.
“Then you won’t mind if we go in God’s House?” she snapped. “Mind? Listen, pretty Treat, you can go in God’s House anytime
you like, anytime at all. In fact”—she leaned forward, smiling—“I’ll knife
anyone who tries to keep you out.” She looked around her group triumphantly.
“Willing Treats!” she crowed. “Fat times and fancy flavors!” they shouted back. The Daemenites turned eagerly back to the trail. Kirtn and Rheba
moved with less alacrity. They were beginning to feel like a meal looking for a
place to be eaten. And they were afraid that God’s House was the place. XVISuper Scuvee kept them apart from the other Square One inhabitants.
It was not difficult. Like Centrins, Square One had rank upon rank of
uninhabited buildings erected in the Cycles that followed the original builders,
the Zaarain. Scuvee and her group lived in one of the least ramshackle houses.
Its windows were intact and its floors did not slant randomly. Its doors, however,
required muscle to open and close. Despite Scuvee’s assurances that her Treats could get into
God’s House at any time, Rheba, Kirtn and The Luck had only seen the Installation
from a distance. “I told you,” said Scuvee, her voice rising, “you have to
wait until the Hunt is over.” Kirtn shifted restlessly. “Yes, you told us. But you haven’t
told us when this damned Hunt ends. We’ve been here five hours and all you’ve
done is tell us to wait!” She sighed. “Treat, I’m glad you’re so eager. But I don’t
get points for stupidity. If Ghun doesn’t see me put you in God’s House,
I won’t get points. And Ghun can’t see you if he isn’t here. So until Ghun gets
back, you don’t go into God’s House. Got that. Treat, or do you want me to chew
it for you again?” Kirtn managed not to snarl. “When will Ghun be back?” Scuvee all but pulled at her bright-red hair. “I told you,
when the Hunt is over!” “But when will the Hunt be over?” put in Rheba quickly,
reading anger in Kirtn’s tense body. “Pretty Treat,” said Scuvee, “I already told you. The Hunt
will be over when Ghun gets back.” “Don’t worry,” soothed Daemen, taking Rheba’s hand. “Everything
is all right. Remember, I’m The Luck. Good Luck,” he added quickly over Kirtn’s
muttering. “Look at the food Scuvee gave us. Wasn’t it better than anything we
had on Loo or in Centrins?” “It was?” said Scuvee, shock in every line of her face.
“Little Treat, your zoolipt must be real bored.” “What do you mean?” Scuvee’s voice dripped patience. “Our food is rotten. That’s
why we called a Hunt. Now, if you think the swill we’ve been eating is good, it
means that the food you ate at the other end of that hole was hundred-proof
shit. Right?” “Right,” said Daemen, pleased that she understood. It was
not always easy to get through to Square One barbarians. “The only way you could eat worse food than here,” continued
Scuvee relentlessly, “is if your zoolipt is even more bored than ours. Don’t
you ever feed it?” “Feed what?” asked Daemen. Scuvee made a frustrated sound. “Your zoolipt,” she shouted. “Centrins doesn’t have a zoolipt. We just have machines.” “Don’t be more stupid than stone,” she said, her face
getting as wild as her hair. “You have a fancy colored building, right?” “Right.” “You put garbage in one end and food comes out the other,
right?” “Well, that’s an oversimplification. What actually happens
is—” “Right, Little Treat?” shouted Scuvee. “Ahh, right.” “What do you think makes garbage into food?” “A machine ... right?” “Wrong!” Scuvee gulped air. “It’s the God in
the machine that makes food. The machinery just shovels in garbage. But if all
you ever feed it is garbage, all you get is garbage. Garbage in, garbage out.
Right? Right,” she continued relentlessly. “A bored God is unhappy. If it gets
too bored, it starts making things.” Daemen moved as though to protest. Kirtn’s big hand clamped
down on the younger man’s shoulder. “Let her talk,” whispered the Bre’n. “She’s
finally saying something interesting.” Scuvee did not hear what Kirtn said. She was too involved in
her own words to have attention for anyone else. “If you’re lucky,” she
continued, “a bored God just makes bad food. We spend a lot of time running to
the shit pits, giving back as bad as we got. The cramps are rough and it ruins
a lot of clothes, but that’s not as bad as the headbenders.” “Headbenders?” said Rheba. “Right. You never can tell when it’ll hit. You eat and then
the world gets all runny around the edges and colors start yammering at you and
then the devils come screaming and clawing. It’s bad, real bad, and it stays
that way until God gets bored with that, too.” “Then what happens?” asked Kirtn, liking what he was hearing
less and less. “We shovel in our dead and go on a Hunt. If we’re lucky, the
runners have changed a little since the last time, or the flyers. The more
they’ve changed, the bigger Treat they are.” “Changed?” murmured Kirtn. “Right. A few legs more or less. Fur shorter or gone. They
have to eat what God makes, too. If you eat godfood, you change.” “Do people change, too?” asked Rheba, struggling with an unreasoning
tear. A few legs more or less. “Sure. But God learned to be careful with us. If we change
too much we’ll all die and then God will be more bored than ever. That’s why it
made crawlers—crawlers can change a lot and not die. Where do you think the diggers
and flyers came from? Crawlers, that’s where.” Kirtn remembered the startling variation in phenotype among
the Seurs. It was even more pronounced at Square One. Apparently there was a
mutagen in the food. “Their machine must be out of phase,” said Daemen in Universal. “What?” asked Rheba, still envisioning the nightmare Scuvee’s
words had conjured. “Their Installation isn’t tuned. It’s a miracle they’ve
survived this long.” “God is on their side,” Kirtn said sarcastically. “I’m serious,” Daemen snapped. “So am I. Look around, Luck. Scuvee’s people are a lot
healthier than the Seurs were.” “Nonsense!” “Kirtn’s right,” said Rheba. “The Seurs were gaunt. There
weren’t many children. You were much stronger and taller by a head than most
men. Loo’s slave rations weren’t much, but they were better than what the Seurs
eat.” “Centrins doesn’t make us sick or feed us mindbenders,”
Daemen said hotly. “No. It just starves you and then teases you by announcing
dinners that aren’t served.” “It’s a machine, not a person. It’s out of
tune, not bored.” “That’s your dogma,” said Kirtn. “Scuvee’s is different.” Daemen looked stubborn. “All civilized Installations are the
same.” “Starving?” suggested the Bre’n. “You may not like it but Scuvee’s dogma works,” continued Kirtn, his voice soft, implacable.
“What do the Seurs say to that?” Daemen still looked stubborn, but there was also uneasiness
in his expression. “The Seurs say that people who recycle whole corpses are
disgusting barbarians. How can you eat food that once was your uncle?” “Isn’t that what they sent you here to find out?” Scuvee cut in impatiently. “Yammer in words I can understand
or I’ll beat you bloody before grace even starts.” Only part of her words made sense, but it was a compelling
part, “Daemen’s people don’t feed corpses to their god.” said Kirtn succinctly.
“He’s surprised you do.” Scuvee snorted. “Corpses and criminals and every other damn
thing we can lift. Too bad rocks don’t work—enough of them for twenty Gods.” Daemen shuddered. “How can you eat?” “Hunger, Little Treat. Works every time.” From the front of the house came the sounds of people shouting.
A short, thick man swept into the room, followed by Scuvee’s angry group. The
man stopped and stared at Kirtn. “Then it’s true,” said the man, shaking his head until his
long black hair tumbled down to touch his powerful wrists. Rheba stared. The man had eight fingers and a very long
thumb on each hand. She looked at her own four-fingered hand and wondered how
much godfood she could eat before she changed. The man walked around them like a slave master inspecting
newly arrived chattel. Whatever he saw did not please him. “No ropes?” he
snapped. “They’re willing Treats, Ghun,” said Scuvee smugly. “I’m still Super Scavenger,” he said harshly. “The Hunt
isn’t over yet.” “You’re back. You can’t go out again. You know the rules as
well as I do, Super.” The woman’s voice was whiplike. “My group isn’t back yet. I came in early.” The red-haired woman smiled nastily. “At sunset we say grace
and send in the Treats. I’ll be Super before the second moon rises.” She
laughed. “I’ll be Super until I die, Ghun. No one ever brought in Treats like
these.” “No Treats last more than a meal. After the next Hunt, I’ll
be Super again.” “Willing Treats, Ghun. They’ll last forever—longer than either
one of us, that’s for sure.” Ghun looked shrewdly at the faces of the Treats. “You don’t
know what she’s talking about, do you?” Kirtn, knowing an enemy when he saw one, did not answer. Daemon did. “What do you mean?” “You look a little young to die.” Ghun cocked his head,
searching the Treats for any sign of understanding. Kirtn and Rheba controlled their
expressions. Daemen did not. Ghun leaned toward the Luck. “Didn’t she tell
you?” “Tell me what?” said Daemen. “She’s going to feed you to God.” “So what?” “So you’re going to die.” “That’s not true!” shouted the red-haired woman, “You’re
just trying to make them unwilling so I’ll get fewer points!” Chun’s smile made Kirtn more uneasy than a snarl would have.
Daemen did not notice. He was still caught by the assured tone in which Ghun
had pronounced their death sentences. “It isn’t true, Little Treat,” Scuvee said persuasively.
“He’s just trying to scare you. Willing Treats are loved by the God. Nothing
bad can happen when God loves you.” “How willing will they be when they choke on God and drown?”
asked Ghun smoothly. “Pucker your hole!” said Scuvee, turning on Ghun with hands
that wanted to strangle his assurance and him with it. Ghun smiled thinly, “Didn’t you tell them, Scuvee? Didn’t
you tell them how they’ll be scourged and driven into God’s House? Didn’t you
tell them—” Scuvee’s knife tip hovered a finger’s length from Chun’s
mouth. Her strong hand was twisted into his hair, holding his head immobile.
“If you don’t pucker up,” she said, “I’ll feed your tongue to God.” Ghun puckered up. “I found these Treats, and I found them willing. The whole
town knows it. If they go all unwilling on me, that would be a crime, wouldn’t
it?” Ghun swallowed and looked as if he were eating bile. “Wouldn’t it?” pressed Scuvee, drawing a bead of blood out
of his thin lower lip. “Uggg—yes!” “Right. And you know what we do to criminals, don’t you?”
Her knife moved slightly, flicking blood out of his upper lip. “What happens?” “They’re fed to God,” said Ghun, his lips barely moving. “Right. Now, if you’re through lying to my willing Treats,
we’ll just forget you ever opened your hole. Unless maybe you have a yen to
visit God?” she asked softly. Ghun made a strangled sound that Scuvee took as
capitulation. She released him so suddenly he stumbled. He threw a malevolent
look over his shoulder as he hurried out. Kirtn and Rheba looked at each other. Daemen smiled at nothing in particular. “It’s all right. I’m
The Luck.” Daemon’s litany did not comfort them. Kirtn touched Rheba
and sensed the exhaustion beneath her fear. The meal and a few hours of anxious
captivity had not helped to restore her strength—or his. They could probably
fight their way back to the tunnel, but then what? Without a high-tech present
for the Seurs, Daemen and his friends would be sent on another one-way trip by
the Seurs. This time, Kirtn suspected the Seurs would overcome their scruples
about killing The Luck. With a growing coldness in his bones, the Bre’n realized
that there was nothing to do but to wait until feeding time at God’s House.
Once inside the Installation, perhaps Daemen would find something useful. If
not, they could always feed Rainbow to the machine and hope that the lights
went out as fast as they had at Centrins. What would Square One’s barbarians do if the Treats proved
to be indigestible? Scuvee looked at her Treats. Their expressions were not reassuring.
She smiled and clapped her hands. “Won’t be long now. Treats,” she said with
forced lightness. “Don’t took so worried. The shaval pile will take your minds
off God’s stomach. You eat a handful of that gold stuff and you won’t care
about one damn thing. Besides, willing Treats are loved by God. Believe me,”
she said earnestly. “As long as I’ve been alive, God never hurt a willing
Treat.” The Treats said nothing. Scuvee smiled encouragingly. “You won’t even have to be
graced,” she said. “You’re bloody enough already. Except,” she added, looking
critically at Daemen, “for Little Treat, here. Might have to break a bit more
of his skin. Oh, nothing hurtful,” she reassured them. “Just enough to let God
know we care.” The Treats looked even less comfortable. “Well!” Scuvee said enthusiastically. “No point waiting
around. By the time we get to God’s House, sunset will be all over the place.” Scuvee gestured to her group. They surrounded the Treats.
Despite the barbarians’ friendly smiles, there was no doubt that a reluctant
Treat would be dragged to God’s House. Kirtn saw akhenet lines flicker over Rheba’s arms. “Not
yet,” he whistled, his tone urging patience as much as his words. “We came here
to get into the Installation. Now we’re going to do just that.” Rheba heard the irony as well as the wisdom in his whistle.
She smiled lopsidedly and took her mentor’s hand. With her other hand she
reached out to Daemon. His answering smile was all the more charming for its shyness. Hand in hand in hand, the three of them followed Scuvee
across the barren rock toward God’s multicolored House. As they walked, Square One’s population gathered. The carmine
sky dyed all people the same shade, disguising their variations under
one thick color. The natives stared, murmuring with delight and speculations
about the nature and source of the strange Treats. They approached God’s House from the side. The path hardly
looked as though it led to anything more sacred than a garbage dump. On either
side, and sometimes across the path itself, was debris that ranged from worn
shoes to malodorous lumps. Rheba made a sound of disgust and scraped the sole of her
shoe across a protruding rock. “If this is what they usually feed God, no wonder
it rebels,” she muttered. “It’s a simple recycler,” said Daemen, “Just a machine, no;
a God.” “I’m not ready to be recycled,” she snapped. “Don’t worry,” he soothed. “Nothing bad can happen. You
heard Scuvee—in her whole lifetime the recycler never hurt a willing Treat.” “I’d feel better if I knew that in her whole lifetime the
machine had been/«/ a willing Treat.” Kirtn sighed. He had hoped Rheba would not spot that flaw in
Scuvee’s argument. Daemen looked startled, then he smiled. “It’s a machine,” he
said softly, stroking the back of her hand. “Machines don’t hurt people.” God’s House rose ahead of them, massive, multicolored,
opaque. With a sound like distant thunder, a door opened in the building’s
side. Daemen walked forward, willing if not especially eager to penetrate the
Installation’s mechanical mysteries. Kirtn and Rheba followed more slowly, but they did follow.
The alternative was the knives that had suddenly appeared in their captors’
hands. Daemen looked over his shoulder. His smile was uncanny,
beautiful. “Don’t be frightened,” he said. “I’m The Luck.” “Good for you,” muttered Kirtn, “but not necessarily for us.” The door closed behind them, throwing the world into darkness.
XVIIRheba created a sphere of blue-white light. Ft burned unevenly
for a moment, investing the building with flickering shadows. She concentrated
until the light steadied and shadows only moved when people did. Kirtn squeezed her hand, feeling the peculiar warmth that
came from her akhenet lines. She was not only tired, she was also afraid. The
building stank of garbage and less appetizing organic matter. “God’s House,” Rheba said with contempt in her voice.
“Cherfs live in cleaner burrows.” Daemen turned back to her. In the akhenet light, his eyes
were white, as uncanny as his smile. Kirtn saw again the younger man’s grace, his unusual beauty.
The Bre’n looked away, not blaming his fire dancer for the smile she gave
Daemen, but not liking it either. “They put us in on the garbage conveyor,” said Daemen, laughing. Kirtn gave a derisive whistle. Being the centerpiece of a garbage
dump was not one of his life ambitions. “Where’s the core or whatever they used
to control this place?” Daemen closed his eyes, obviously trying to remember the
floor plan of Centrins. “I think ... yes, there should be a smaller branch of
this room. Like a wide, short hall going off to the left somewhere up ahead. At
the end of that there should be an access panel.” Rheba remembered the glittering mound of Zaarain crystals
that had somehow controlled Centrins. She remembered the explosion of light
when Rainbow had been flung onto the mound, and the darkness that had come without
warning. She fingered the chain of crystals that she wore beneath Kirtn’s cape
and wondered if Rainbow would find more of itself here ... and who would pay
the price if it did. “Lead the way,” Kirtn said shortly. If anyone was going to stumble
into the stomach of a hungry God, he hoped it would be the all too handsome
Luck. The room shrank on all sides as Daemen walked confidently forward.
Rheba sent small light spheres to various points, trying to guess the room’s
dimensions. “It’s a Hat-bottomed funnel,” said Kirtn. “We’re going into
the narrow gullet.” “Do you have to put it like that?” she asked plaintively. He stroked her hair, giving comfort with touch as he could
not with words. He was becoming more and more uneasy with each forward step. Ghun’s words echoed in the Installation’s silences, as
though all the people who had been fed to the recycler whispered from darkened corners.
The poet in Kirtn sensed eternity and the death of dreams, a death as final as
Deva spinning ash-colored against the clean silver of countless stars. He
tasted the irony of surviving the extinction of his people only to die in the
shell of a building that had been old before his people were even born. And he laughed, regretting only that he had never known his
fire dancer’s love. Rheba leaned against him, pulling his difficult laughter
around her, sensing his emotions like another kind of blood beating in her
veins. Her bright, patterned hand rubbed down his arm. Her hair stirred with
the pleasure his textures always gave her. Slowly her lines stopped flickering.
With a sigh, she relaxed, letting go of discordant energies she had not even realized
she had held, letting go for him as well. Fssa hissed quiet satisfaction, reveling in the sweeping energies
his friends created when they touched. “Here it is!”—called Daemen from up ahead. Rheba sensed Kirtn’s flash of irritation as clearly as
though it were her own. “You’re so hard on him,” she whistled. “But you’re so patient
with other children, like Lheket.” “Daemen isn’t a child. Lheket is.” “Hurry!” called Daemen, excitement making his voice uneven. Rheba laughed quietly. “Of course he is—listen to him.” “Keep rubbing up against him,” whistled Kirtn roughly, “and
you’ll find he’s man enough underneath all that charm.” Kirtn’s whistle evoked a coarse sexuality that shocked her.
“That’s not fair,” she said hotly. “Next to you, he’s not a man at all!” Kirtn stopped and looked down at her for a long moment. Then
he smiled. “I’d like to lose all my arguments like that.” He hugged her as
though it were the last time, which he was afraid might be true. The cape fell away as her arms came up around his neck. A network
of light shimmered out from her as she responded to all the unspoken emotions
seething in him. She smiled as she saw herself reflected in his golden eyes.
“Share enzymes?” she suggested, hall’ laughing, half serious, knowing only that
she did not want to leave his arms. It took all of his Bre’n discipline to stop at a single
kiss. The fire she called was so sweet, burning away everything until only she
was left and he was holding her and they were wrapped in blinding veils of
light. When he finally released her he saw Daemen nearby, his eyes
bright with reflected fire. “I found the access panel,” said Daemen wistfully, as though
realizing he might have lost something else. “Can I borrow Rainbow again?” “Why?” said Rheba, but she reached for Rainbow even as she
spoke. “It didn’t work too well the last time.” Daemen made an odd gesture that could have signified despair.
“I don’t have any other key to trigger the Installation. Either Rainbow loosens
up some crystals for me, or I have to bash the core until I get some. I don’t
want to do that. The barbarians aren’t much, but they’re people. Without the Installation,
they’ll die. But without new technology, my own people will die.” He made the
gesture again. “It’s all a matter of Luck. My Luck.” Kirtn looked at the young man and for the first time felt compassion.
Whether Daemen deserved it or not, he carried the future of his people in his
slim hands. The akhenets had carried that weight once ... and ultimately they
had lost, burned by a fire greater than they could call or control. The
bitterness of that defeat was part of him now, and of Rheba. It was not a thing
he would wish on anyone. “Good luck,” said the Bre’n softly. And meant it. Rheba handed Rainbow to The Luck. As he turned to go back to
the access panel, she took his arm, “Wait. Fssa, could you tell Rainbow what we
want? Maybe that way it could do something ... ?” Her tone was more wistful than sure. Kirtn started to veto
the idea, then decided if she was willing to endure the communication he should
not object. “What do you mean?” said Daemen, looking from Rheba to the
rope of colored crystals dangling from his fingers. “Rainbow is a machine—you
can’t talk with it no matter how many languages you know.” She pulled Fssa from her hair and held him out to The Luck. When he hesitated, she said, “He doesn’t bite. He doesn’t
even have any teeth.” She smiled encouragingly and did not add that Fssa no
more needed teeth than a lightgun did. She knew that the Fssireeme made Daemen
uneasy enough without telling him what an accomplished predator the snake could
be. “Take him.” “What about you?” said Daemen, accepting the snake reluctantly. “I’m getting as far away from him as I can.” said Rheba fervently. “Are you going back?” asked Daemen, sounding very lonely-. “No,” said Kirtn. “The funnel would just send all Fssa’s energies
back over us. “Is there another room where we could wait?” “Just beyond the access panel there’s a hail. There should
be a big room off to the right.” “What’s in it?” asked Rheba nervously, not wanting to blunder
into God’s alimentary canal. “It would be the hospital at Centrins. I don’t know what it
is here.” “Just as long as it isn’t the dining room,” said Kirtn
dryly. “I think we’d be smart to stay away from anything that has to do with
food while we’re in here.” Daemen laughed. “Don’t worry—it’s the recycler we have to
avoid, and that’s on the left side of the hall.” They followed Daemen to the access panel. He set Fssa on the
floor and piled Rainbow nearby. Rheba left a little light with Daemen and sent
a much larger light ahead of Kirtn. Despite the Luck’s reassurances, she had no
intention of walking blindly out of God’s stinking garbage pit and into an
endless gullet. The room was bigger than she had expected. Kirtn hesitated,
not wanting to ask her for more light. The sphere brightened but not enough to
overpower the shadows. “I’m sorry.” She sighed, realizing the extent of her
tiredness. A child could have lit the room without noticing the energy it cost.
For a moment she considered trying to tap the core power, then rejected it.
Zaarain energies were both complex and painful. Even Deva’s master dancers had
avoided them. Kirtn touched her reassuringly. “That’s more than enough
light. See? There isn’t any garbage to stumble over here.” “I suppose the machine would keep the hospital clean as long
as it could,” she said, peering into the dense shadows at the far end of the
room. She inhaled deeply, glad to breathe air that was not thick with the
stench of decay. “What’s that?” He took a few steps forward, staring toward the darkness. Vague turquoise tights glimmered back at him, shifting with
a fluid grace that was fascinating. “I’m not sure.” The sphere of light moved farther into the room, lighting a
different section. The turquoise dance beckoned as charmingly as The Luck’s
smile. “A pool!” she whistled, delight sliding through each note.’ Kirtn shared her joy but was more cautious. He had not forgotten
that God’s House might hold less than divine surprises. She stepped forward eagerly, anticipating the feeling of
warm water supporting her exhausted body. “Rheba.” “But—” She sighed and slowed down. He was right. “I like to swim even more than you do,” he said quietly. “Remember
the acid pond on Loo.” She stopped. She sniffed the air carefully, wondering if his
more acute sense of smell had picked up the oily, biting odor of acid. She
inhaled again. All she could smell was air that was both fresh and blessedly
moist. Outside, the planet’s air was not only thinner than she was used to, it
was much more dry. “It smells like water,” said Kirtn. Rheba did not answer. She grabbed her head and tried not to
moan aloud. Fssa was talking with Rainbow. Kirtn realized what had happened, even though he felt only
mild discomfort. He picked her up and hurried farther into the room. Distance
was the only medicine he could give her. The sphere of light flickered madly, then went out, leaving
only her racing akhenet lines to light the room. He swore with a poet’s rage,
wishing Fssa were within reach. He tried to give her his own energy to
withstand the pain, only to discover that even his Bre’n strength had reached
an end. He carried her as far as the edge of the pool, then held
her, trying to shield her with his body even though he knew it was impossible.
Below his feet the pool shifted and slid, blue on blue, stirred by invisible
currents. Streamers of turquoise wound throughout, leaving midnight shadows far
below. If there was a bottom, he could not see it. He stared down, wondering
what miraculous therapies the Zaarains had performed in the pool’s depths. And then the floor began to move. Kirtn’s reflexes saved him and Rheba from being shunted into
the pool. As he leaped backward he spun and fled for the door. The floor moved faster. Rheba screamed and twisted in his arms, calling out for Fssa
to stop. But the Fssireeme could not hear and she could not bear the pain any
longer. She clawed wildly at Kirtn, not knowing what she did. The floor hummed musically beneath Kirtn’s running feet. He
hung on to Rheba and forced his exhausted body to run faster, not to stumble
despite her body twisting in his arms. Stop it, fire dancer! His need reached her as no words could. She went limp,
biting her lips until blood blurred the akhenet patterns on her face. The floor flew beneath his feet, but he was a man on a treadmill
making progress only in his mind. She saw the pool looming over his shoulder,
saw the turquoise glide of current’s and blue depths. Kirtn! Her scream was as silent as his had been, a minor mind dance
that was born out of need and the closeness of their flesh. He reached deep
into himself and answered with a burst of speed that made the pool fall away
from her horrified glance. But he was only flesh and bone, no match for an immortal
Zaarain machine. With a despairing cry he felt the floor fall away, throwing
them into the turquoise stomach of God. The Bre’n’s last thought was a smoking curse that The Luck,
inevitably, had avoided falling into the soup. XVIIIAfter the first shock of being thrown in passed, Kirtn
realized that his worst fears were not true—the pool was nothing like acid. The
liquid was both warm and cool, thicker than water but not at all sticky. It was
wonderfully invigorating, like being in the center of an akhenet healing circle
while minds danced in each ceil of his body. Buoyed by the liquid, he had to swim very little to keep
Rheba and himself afloat. She lay loosely against him, only half conscious. If
she still felt the agony of alien communication, it did not show on her face.
Her hair spread out in the water, sinuous with invisible currents of energy. If this was being “in the soup,” Kirtn thoroughly approved.
He was not reckless, however. He made sure that neither he nor Rheba accidentally
drank any of the fluid. And then he felt his clothes dissolve. He watched in horrified fascination as his cape thinned
around Rheba’s shoulders, revealing her glowing akhenet lines. Rheba murmured sleepily. Her eyes opened, clear cinnamon
with fires banked, at peace. Then she remembered where she was. With a startled
cry she awoke fully. Her lines of power flared into incandescence, lighting the
pool until it was like floating in the golden eye of God. “What happened?” “We’re in the soup,” whistled Kirtn smugly. There was an undertone
of uncertainty in his whistle, however. He had not forgotten their clothes; the
same thing could happen to their bodies. But he doubted it. Floating in the supportive
warmth of the pool with his fire dancer alive in his arms, he found it hard to
worry about anything. “How do you feel?” “Good,” she said simply. “I haven’t felt this ... whole ...
in a long time. Not since Deva.” He smiled as her hair flowed sinuously over his shoulder and
curled around his neck. The energy that came from that touch was as smooth and
controlled as any he had ever felt from master dancers on Deva. “I wonder why the natives fight this?” She sighed, moving
only enough to stay afloat. “We haven’t tried to get out yet,” said Kirtn, but there was
no force to his objection. If Square One’s God wanted to kill them with
kindness, so be it. There certainly were worse ways to die—he had seen them. Rheba laughed, sensing his comfort because she was touching
him. She concentrated on sending him a picture of a Bre’n floating smugly on a
turquoise cloud. He smiled and wound his hand into her hair, noting absently
that each strand was silky and ... dry. Whatever the soup was made of, it had
unusual properties for a fluid. Her cheek rubbed over the palm of his hand. He sensed her
surprise and the reason for it at the same instant she did. “It’s healed!” she said, grabbing his hand and looking at it
from all sides. She took his other hand and touched it wonderingly. “Completely
healed.” A sphere of light blazed forth and hovered overhead, making
the room lighter than any day. She examined her Bre’n critically, swimming
around him, trying to find the multitude of bruises, gashes and scrapes that
the rockfall had left on him. His copper fur was sleek and bright, unmarred by
so much as a scab or a smudge of dirt. Kirtn reached out lazily, drawing her to him with the full
strength of a Bre’n. “You’re healed, too. Look at that light you made. Or are
you drawing on the Installation’s core?” She moved her head in a slow negative, still fascinated by
his strength, a fluid ease that echoed the power implicit in the currents
coiling beneath their feet. “Although,” she whistled, “I feel strong enough to
take on a Zaarain core now.” “Don’t,” he said quickly. “Not unless we have to. No use in
pushing our luck—or is it Daemen’s?” He sighed. “I suppose we should go back
and see how he’s doing.” “Wait. Fssa isn’t through yet.” “He isn’t? Does it still hurt?” “Sort of,” she whistled, “but it’s all far away, as though
it were happening to someone else.” “I could get fond of this soup,” he said approvingly. But
even as he spoke he was measuring the height of the pool’s rim, looking for a
way out. The better he felt, the less willing he was to be the captive of even
a benign God. “More light.” He had used a mentor’s tone. She responded with a reflexive
outpouring that nearly blinded him. “Control,” he said crisply, as though giving lessons back on
Deva. “Outline the rim of the pool.” A line of light snaked around the lip of the pool, defining
it. There was no place where the rim dipped down enough for him to grab it and
pull himself out. “Arm’s length below water level,” he said. A second line of light bloomed. He swam along the side.
There were no steps, no ramps, no irregularities in the seamless pool wall.
Getting in had been easy. Getting out would be a trick. Currents curled beneath him. Fluid humped up, lifting him
until the lip was within reach. In a single motion he pulled himself out of the
pool. Getting out was as easy as wanting to. A globe of light followed him as he walked back to where
Rheba swam in the center of her own incandescence. “Come to the side,” he
called. “I’m trying to.” Her whistle was sharp, telling of the fear
that was growing in her. “It won’t let me!” Kirtn’s powerful dive brought him to her side in an instant.
Currents swirled around her, holding her back from the side with exactly as
much energy as she expended trying to advance. Her lines were so hot that steam
began to curl up from the fluid. “Don’t fight it,” he said. She stopped trying to swim toward the side. Immediately the
currents stopped trying to hold her back.. She looked at him, her expression
both perplexed and frightened. “Why won’t it let me go?” “I don’t know. It practically threw me out.” He swam behind
her. “Let me do the swimming for both of us.” She relaxed against his grip, floating up, behind him as he
stroked for the side. After a few moments he saw that he was not making any
progress. He reversed direction. The current died as quickly as it had been
born. He experimented, swimming in all directions with Rheba. It
became obvious that he could tow her anywhere in the pool, except to the side.
Whenever he got within reach of the rim, currents swirled up and pushed him
back to the center of the pool. If he let go of her, however, the liquid was
very cooperative. He could swim where he pleased and get out as easily as he
had the first time. “Are you tired?” he asked, using Senyas, because he did not
want to reveal any more of his fear than he had to. “No. I think I could fall asleep and the damn stuff would
keep me face up.” Her tone was more frustrated than afraid, now. She felt better when he was in the soup with her. “I suppose
I could just vaporize the little beastie.” Kirtn pulled himself out of the pool, the better to measure
its size. It was big. “That wouldn’t work unless you tapped the Installation
core. And there’s a good chance that some kind of defense mechanism is programmed
into the recycler.” “Se//-defense,” she said firmly. “This soup is alive.” He hesitated, then accepted her verdict. She had a much
finer discrimination among energy patterns than he did. If she said it did not
feel like a machine, then it was not a machine. She took his hesitation as a question, however, “Mentor,”
she said in clipped Senyas, “when you first hit the soup, what did you feel?” “Surprise, then pleasure. Intense pleasure,” he added, remembering. “But you should have been scared right out of your copper
fur.” He realized she was right. “What you felt,” she continued, “was the zoolipt’s pleasure.
We were very nice Treats.” “I thought this was the hospital, not the recycler.” “To the Zaarains, the functions might have been the same
thing. Or they became the same thing here, in Square One.” “That would explain the clean room,” said Kirtn. “The
zoolipt ate all the organic goodies.” “Right,” said Rheba, sounding just like Scuvee. “Somewhere
down there beneath my naked feet must be connectors leading out of the
Installation to feeding stations.” “Wonder what the zoolipt is planning for dinner.” “I hope fire dancer isn’t on the menu,” she said, looking
longingly at the lip that the soup would not let her reach. “Why did it let you
go?” “Maybe it doesn’t like furries.” She made a flatulent noise and turned her back on him.
“Kirtn, get me out.” He did the only thing he could. He dove in and surfaced beside
her. “It healed us when it could more easily have killed us,” he said reasonably.
“It’s keeping Fssa from driving you crazy talking to Rainbow.” She held his hand and watched him with wide eyes. “You sensed its pleasure,” he added, wrapping a stray curl
of her gold hair around his finger. “Do you sense any malevolence?” She closed her eyes and drifted against him, concentrating
on the intricate energy patterns that made up the zoolipt. She sensed its
power, the sweeping currents that moved restlessly in its depths. She felt
again its pleasure as it lapped around their alien chemistries. No matter how
hard she concentrated, she could feel nothing else except her own fear and the
distant pain that was a Fssireeme talking to a Zaarain construct. “Nothing.” She sighed. “But I’m not a mind dancer or even an
empathic engineer.” He pulled her close, not knowing what else to do. They
floated passively on the breast of the zoolipt. It responded to their unspoken
needs, supporting their bodies like an invisible, infinitely comfortable bed. “It’s gone,” she said, after a moment. “What’s gone?” “The pain. Fssa must be finished.” Then, fervently, “I want out.” A current swirled her out of Kirtn’s arms and deposited her
on the lip of the pool. The zoolipt withdrew from her without leaving so much
as a drop of itself behind. He stared, then swam toward the side with powerful strokes.
Fluid bunched up underneath him like a wave and flipped him neatly into the
air. He landed on his feet beside her, looking as surprised as she did. As one, they turned and stared at the glimmering turquoise
zoolipt. “I think,” said Rheba slowly, “that it’s like the Devalon’s
womb. It only lets you out when you’re healed. As long as I felt pain, I
was a patient. As soon as Fssa shut up, I was a human being again and could come
and go as I pleased.” Despite her confident words, she backed away as she spoke.
If her theory was wrong, she did not want to find out by ending up in the soup
again. As an afterthought, she even took back all but a small sphere of her
light. She did not want to irritate an organism that spent most of its time in
darkness. Daemon’s voice came from the hallway beyond the room.
“Kirtn! Rheba! Where are you?” “In here,” yelled Kirtn. “But that’s the recycled I told you”—Daemen ran into the
room breathlessly—“to turn right, not left!” “We did,” Kirtn said dryly. “Oh.” Daemen looked at his feet, obviously embarrassed. “I
never could tell the two apart....” He looked up again, then away, embarrassed
for a different reason. “What happened to your clothes?” Rheba remembered they were naked and smothered a giggle. “The zoolipt ate them,” said Kirtn blandly. Daemen threw a frightened look around, for the first time noticing
the pool where tone on tone of blue turned restlessly. “Oh!” He backed up
nearly all the way to the hall. “That’s much bigger than our zoolipt.
And it’s the wrong color. I’m not sure it’s a recycler at all!” “It recycled our clothes fast enough,” pointed out Rheba, trying
not to smile. Daemen looked up, realized that neither Kirtn nor Rheba was
embarrassed, and smiled at her in a way that made the Bre’n want to flatten
him. “You certainly look good—ah, healthy,” amended Daemen, as he
walked back to them. He stroked her skin as his rain-colored eyes looked at her
with obvious pleasure. “Beautiful. I mean, even the scrapes are gone.” Kirtn knew exactly what he meant. “The zoolipt healed us,” she said, feeling suddenly awkward
beneath Daemen’s admiring glance. She remembered Kirtn’s insistence that The
Luck was not a child. “Look at Kirtn’s hands.” Reluctantly, Daemen turned away from the fire dancer’s fascinating
body where intricate curling patterns pulsed with light. He looked at Kirtn’s
powerful hands and then up at the Bre’n’s metallic gold eyes. Kirtn smiled. Daemen
backed away from Rheba. “Where’s Fssa?” she asked. Daemen rummaged around beneath the frayed cape he wore.
“Said he was cold,” he explained, unwrapping the Fssireeme from around his
waist and handing him to Rheba. Kirtn sighed. Just when he was ready to strangle the little
smoothie, Daemen proved he was not a cherf after all. The Bre’n knew that
Daemen did not want to handle the Fssireeme at all, much less keep the snake
warm by wearing him like a girdle. If The Luck would just keep his hands off
Rheba, Kirtn might even come to like him. Fssa was quite dark and noticeably cool to Rheba’s touch.
Immediately she gathered energy and held it in her hair. When it whipped and
shot sparks, she wove the Fssireeme into place. Her hair calmed as the snake
drew off excess energy into himself. Within moments, Fssa was rippling with metallic colors, as
bright as the dancer’s hair he was woven into. He whistled a complicated Bre’n
trill. Rheba and Kirtn listened, then turned toward The Luck. Rheba looked concerned.
The Bre’n looked like a predator. “What’s he saying?” asked Daemen nervously. “Not much.” Rheba’s voice was quick, her words rushed.
“Rainbow is happy. It collected a few more crystals—two swaps and seven
outright thefts, from what Fssa says.” She hesitated, remembering Daemen’s
obvious fear of the zoolipt’s blue depths. “The zoolipt is ecstatic. We’re the
first new taste it’s had in Cycles. Fssa said it was very bored with garbage,
sewage, and dead bodies.” Daemen’s hands made small movements. Even talking about the
zoolipt’s gastronomic needs made him nervous. “Fssa also said that the barbarians are waiting outside.” “For us?” “For food. They didn’t expect us to come out. At least, not
as ourselves. The few live people who are thrown in die of fright.” “Sensible,’’ muttered The Luck, looking nervously at the zoolipt’s
too-active blue surface. “However,” continued Rheba, “there are legends of willing
Treats.” Daemen looked up, sensing that she was finally coming to the
point. “Do you know how the barbarians recognize willing Treats
when they come out of God’s House?” she asked gently. “They’re alive,” snapped Daemen. “That’s part of it,” she agreed. “The rest of it is that
they’re naked, clean, and in perfect health.” Daemen looked at the two of them and then at his own grubby,
scuffed self. “Oh no ...” “Oh yes!” said Kirtn triumphantly. Without warning, he snatched The Luck and heaved him into
the soup. Daemen’s indignant squawk ended in a huge splash. “That was mean,” observed Rheba. Kirtn’s only answer was a whistle that rippled with satisfaction. XIX“Do you suppose he’ll be in long?” asked Rheba. Kirtn stretched hugely, flexing muscles that were no longer
strained and sore. “Doubt it. He was hardly scratched. Lucky cherf. Gets everyone
else to do his work for him.” “What do you mean?” He smiled and raffled her electric hair. “His technology
just fell into his hands, but he doesn’t even know it.” “I think the zoolipt fed you something it-didn’t feed me.
You’re, still floating.” He laughed and blew into her hair. It ruse around him like
fine gold smoke, shimmering with life. He had never seen her so vivid. “What do
the Seurs need more than anything else?” She sent up a tendril of hair to tickle his sensitive ears.
“Decent food,” she said, grimacing at the memory of her one Seur meal. “Reliable
wouldn’t hurt, either.” He peeled away the maddening hair and wound it around his
finger. “Right,” he said, echoing Scuvee. “And what does the zoolipt want?” “Treats,” she said promptly. Then, “Of course! But how do
you get the Seurs to the zoolipt? I don’t think they would mix well with Scuvee’s
folks.” “That’s The Luck’s problem.” They looked at the pool. Daemen was floating helplessly, a
bemused look on his face. He obviously could not swim. It did not matter. The
zoolipt supported him as surely as solid ground, and far more comfortably. “Still has his clothes,” noted Kirtn. “I hope he’s all right,” said Rheba. “He was pretty scared.” The Bre’n made a flatulent noise that stirred Fssa’s admiration.
The snake hissed blissfully, reveling in Rheba’s lively hair. He was all hut
invisible, matching his surface color exactly with the shimmering mass around
him. He formed a pair of sensors and directed them at the pool. “Daemen is fine,” whistled Fssa. “He’s laughing, not choking.” “I hope he doesn’t drink any,” she said anxiously. “With his luck,” muttered the Bre’n, “it would give him eternal
life.” “There go his clothes.” “Shouldn’t be long now,” said Kirtn. The zoolipt swirled in shades of blue around Daemen, then
swelled into a wave. “Here he comes.” Kirtn measured the wave’s direction and
speed, moved three steps to the left, and caught Daemen before his feet touched
the ground. ““There,” he said, setting The Luck upright. “That wasn’t so bad,
was it?” Daemen gave the Bre’n a reproachful look. “You could have
warned me.” “That’s right,” said Kirtn. “I could have.” The Luck hesitated. “I wouldn’t have believed you anyway, I
suppose.” Kirtn put his hand on The Luck’s shoulder, liking him in
spite of himself. “Let’s pick up Rainbow and get back to the Seurs.” Daemen’s smiled faded. “I can’t go back. I don’t have anything.
Fssa said that Rainbow won’t work for me.” He peered into Rheba’s
seething hair, looking for the Fssireeme. “Does he always tell the truth?” Fssa’s head darted out, sensors wheeling. He was so outraged
that he formed two mouths, screaming his innocence out of one and his
trustworthiness out of the other. Rheba looked skeptical. Fssa considered Rainbow a friend and
fellow sentient being. Daemen considered Rainbow a machine, and a badly tuned
one at that. “Quiet!” yelled Kirtn. The Bre’n’s bellow made Fssa wilt. One mouth vanished entirely.
The other one shrank until it was almost too small to see. He blushed in dark
shades of gray. “Rainbow is irrelevant,” said the Bre’n mildly. Fssa’s relieved sigh was very human. “What do you mean?” Daemen said, his voice harsh with disappointment
and irritation. “You were just head over heels in the most advanced technology
this planet has seen since the Zaarains,” said Kirtn dryly. “What do you need
with a collection of reluctant crystals?” “We already have a recycler.” “Like that?” Daemen turned and stared at the zoolipt. Turquoise lights
winked back at him. “No, but ...” Kirtn waited. Fssa spoke, his voice subdued bat hopeful. “Square One’s zoolipt
is unique. When this Installation went discordant, the hospital zoolipt
adapted. It spread through the connectors and merged with the recycler zoolipt.
That was a long time ago. It sent some of itself through the other connectors
to other installations. That’s all that saved your people when the grid went eccentric.
A machine would have broken clown. The zoolipt ... evolved.” Daemon kept staring at the zoolipt, amazement and disbelief
on his face. “Are you saying that pool is alive?” “Yes,” said Rheba before Fssa could answer. “I sensed it.” Daemen switched his look of disbelief to her. “I didn’t know
you were a liwwen,” he said flatly. “Mind dancer,” said Fssa, automatically translating the Daemenite
word into a concept familiar to Rheba. “I’m not. But a fire dancer is sensitive to patterns of
energy. The zoolipt’s pattern isn’t that of a machine. It’s alive.” __ Daemen
looked back at the pool stretching away into the darkness. “All of it?” he said
weakly. Rheba blinked. “I hadn’t thought of that.” Her hair shifted, then spread into a disciplined fan as she
sampled the various energies that permeated the pool. Kirtn moved to position
behind her, hands resting lightly where her neck joined her shoulders. His
presence greatly enhanced both the power and precision of her search. Daemen watched, fascinated by the play of energy through her
akhenet lines. He was also more than a little fascinated by the supple body
beneath the lines. His thoughts triggered the inevitable physiological
response. He looked away, wishing the zoolipt had not eaten his clothes. When Rheba was finished, she sighed and opened eyes that
were as bright as her akhenet lines. Kirtn glanced over at Daemen, wondering
how The Luck had reacted to seeing a healthy fire dancer at work. I? did not
take a mind dancer to know what The Luck was thinking. Not for the first time,
Kirtn wryly decided that men had invented clothes as much to conceal their desires
as to protect their genitals. “I think just the currents are alive,” said Rheba. “What good does that do us?” said Daemen, his back to her as
he stared at the zoolipt. “It’s a lot easier to take back a scoop of zoolipt than the
whole pond,” she said impatiently. “I left my scoop at Centrins.” Daemen’s voice was more than
a little sarcastic. “Besides, what good would it do?” Rheba looked at him, puzzled. Kirtn’s lips struggled not to smile. Fssa spoke in the tones of a patient mother. “Zoolipts are intelligent.
Intelligent beings need variety. If they don’t get it, they invent it. Bored
zoolipts play tricks,” continued the snake in round, patient tones. “If they
get too bored, they go mad. Mad zoolipts eventually kill their people. I think
the Centrins zoolipt is going mad.” Daemon looked around. The impact of the Fssireeme’s words
drove all desire from The Luck. “What?” “Your zoolipt is crazy,” summed up the snake. “It’s starving
your people to death because that’s more amusing than feeding them pap. It
likes to see the Seurs ran around and jump tables to be fed. Either it doesn’t
understand that it’s kilting the Seurs or it doesn’t care anymore. It’s been
feeding Seurs for eons, you know,” added Fssa almost apologetically. “And all
it gets in return is garbage. It knows every molecule by name. The only variety
it has is when something living falls into the soup. All those wonderful enzymes
to play with.. .. “At least, that’s what Rainbow said about this zoolipt, and
this zoolipt and yours were the same a very long time ago. Square One’s zoolipt
is part of a hospital zoolipt, remember. It was designed to make Fourth People
healthy. If you put in some of this zoolipt with your zoolipt, the combination
could be the salvation of Centrins.” The Luck stared at the Fssireeme and then at the fire
dancer. “I think,” said Daemen slowly, “that my Luck just ran out. I’m finally
as crazy as that snake. The Seurs will never believe me.” Kirtn laughed shortly. “It doesn’t matter what they
believe.” He leaned forward, forcing Daemen to look at him. “Don’t tell the
Seurs that Square One’s zoolipt is alive and that Centrins’ zoolipt is crazy.
Just take some of this zoolipt home, pour it into the Centrins recycler and
wait for ‘fat times and fancy flavors’ to pour out the feeding stations. After
one good meal the Seurs will believe anything you tell them.” “Will it work?” asked Daemen dubiously. “Do you have a better idea?” snapped Kirtn. Daemen sighed. “How will we carry it?” Rheba muttered and shook her head. Fssa dropped into her
hands. “We just happen to have a container. Do your trick, snake.” With a disgruntled sound, Fssa swelled to three times his
normal size. A network of metallic gray and blue glowed sullenly over his
length, saying more clearly than words what he thought of the situation. “Will that be enough?” said Daemen. “You want any more,” said Fssa, echoing oddly, “swallow it
yourself!” Rheba walked over to the pool. Currents of turquoise and
blue lapped at the edges. Other currents curled just out of reach, thick and
thin, more colors of blue than she could name. She looked back. “All the
currents are different. Which one would be the best?” Kirtn looked blank for a moment. Then he smiled. He took
Fssa in one hand and Daemen in the other. “It’s his problem. Let him solve
it.”. He threw snake and naked Luck into the pool. A hearty splash was followed by hot Daemenite phrases. Very
quickly, the zoolipt returned man and snake to their normal environment. Fssa
bulged like a long, water-filled balloon. Kirtn snickered, further offending
the Fssireeme’s distended dignity. “Are you quite through?” said Daemen icily to the
Bre’n. “I’m tired of being tossed into the soup by an overgrown furry!” “Anytime you can lift me, you can throw me in,” offered
Kirtn. “I’ll take Fssa,” said Rheba, stepping between the two as
she lifted the snake out of Daemen’s hands. “If you made compartments,” she
whispered to the Fssireeme, “you wouldn’t slosh so much.” Fssa’s answer sounded more like a belch than anything else.
He was too big to fit in his usual nest in her hair, and too heavy for her to
carry easily. Kirtn saw the problem, took the snake and, apologizing, tied the
Fssireeme in a loose knot around his neck. Silently, the three walked back to the access panel. It was
closed. Rainbow was mounded in front of it, each facet shining as though it had
been polished by a master jeweler. “It’s bigger,” said Rheba unhappily. The bigger Rainbow got,
the greater its range and the worse her headaches. “It must have swiped the
core’s biggest crystals.” She picked up the Zaarain construct. It slid facet
over facet until it was a double-Strand necklace. “Here,” she said, handing it
over to Daemen. “You wear the damn thing. Maybe the Seurs will be impressed.” Rainbow made a wonderfully barbaric display. Shards of colored
light splintered in the depths of crystals created by men and methods that were
remembered only in myths. Silently, The Luck pulled Rainbow over his head. He led
Rheba and Kirtn to the front door of the Installation. The three of them made a striking display as they stepped
out of God’s House and into the planet’s brief twilight. The Luck’s rare beauty
was reflected in Rainbow’s thousand facets. Kirtn wore only his suede-textured
skin and a sullen Fssireeme knotted around his powerful neck. Between Luck and
Bre’n stood Rheba, dressed in a blazing network of akhenet lines. A nearby Scavenger took one look at the Treats, spun around
and ran off yelling for Scuvee. She was not far away. Like most of the
Scavengers, she was gathered around a feeding station, waiting for God’s
verdict on the Treats it had been fed. Scuvee looked at the three people who had emerged from God’s
House. Then she looked at Daemen. “You must be The Luck, all right. Nobody else
has walked out of there for as long as Scavengers can remember.” She threw back
her head and laughed triumphantly. “Fine eats and fancy flavors for sure! Then
the shaval pile,” she added, her glance sliding back to Kirtn. Fssa’s translation was slurred, but understandable. Rheba grimaced. “Some other time, maybe. We have to get The
Luck back to his people.” Scuvee’s smile vanished, leaving a hard expression behind.
“Don’t think so, Pretty Treat. Not until God gets bored with your taste.” Kirtn looked at the crowd that was gathering around them.
The Scavengers wore expressions of awe, greed and anticipation. They watched
the Treats with the eyes of a miser counting credits. “How long will it take for God to get bored?” asked Daemen. Scuvee spread her hands. “Not long. Two lives. Maybe three.” “Lives?” said Daemen weakly. “Right. Don’t worry, though. Legend says that when God likes
your taste, it makes you immortal.” She smiled, showing uneven teeth. “You’ve
got all the time there is, Little Treat. And we’ve got ourselves the best eats
ever.” The Scavengers folded possessively around their Treats. XXSounds of muted and not-so-muted merriment filtered into the
house where the Treats were being held. Scuvee’s guards stood outside the door,
grumbling about having to work while others played in a shaval pile. They were
not too disgruntled, however. Their stomachs were stretched tightly over a
dinner that would be legend among the Scavengers. God had truly enjoyed its Treats. “Don’t they ever sleep?” said Rheba, turning away from the
peeling window. Beyond the window’s ancient distortions, the Scavengers whooped
and laughed and chased each other from one shaval drift to the next. Daemen looked up glumly and said nothing. Kirtn shrugged. If he had waited as long for a decent meal
as the Scavengers had, he would celebrate too. He picked absently at flakes of
window dangling from invisible fibers. The material was very tough. Rheba had tried to burn some of
it. After a lot of energy, it smoldered fitfully and softened. She could burn
their way out of the house, but it would take a long time and more energy than
she could easily draw from moonlight. Sunrise would be a different matter.
Energy would be abundant and, she hoped, the Scavengers would be comatose after
a night of celebration. If forced to, Rheba would tap the Zaarain core. Neither she
nor Kirtn wanted that. Zaarain energies were highly complex, dangerous and
difficult to channel. Even a master dancer with centuries of experience would
hesitate to tangle with a Zaarain core. There was also the fact that once tapped, the core might go
eccentric. The Scavengers who survived that would live only long enough to die
of starvation. Neither Rheba nor Kirtn wanted to be responsible for more
deaths. On the other hand, neither one of them planned to spend the
next few centuries as Treats for a shapeless God. “Scuvee’s coming,” said Kirtn, turning away from the peeling
window. “Probably wants you for the shaval pile,” snapped Rheba. He smiled and wisely said nothing. Fssa, still loosely knotted around Kirtn’s neck, extruded a
dish-shaped listening apparatus and pointed it at the door. He added a circle of
metallic red quills that quivered and combed the air as though alive. Ripples
of metallic colors coursed over his distended body. Daemen stared, still unused to seeing Fssireeme transformations.
Rheba and Kirtn watched for a different reason. It was rare to see Fssa having
difficulty picking up Fourth People speech. Fssa changed again, substituting a convex dish for the
concave one. Quills vanished, only to reappear as a platinum ruff around the
dish. Rheba and Kirtn looked at each other. They had never seen the Fssireeme
in that shape. Whatever was beyond that door was something new. Silently, Kirtn set Fssa on the floor and came to stand
behind Rheba. She gathered energy, preparing for whatever the next minutes might
bring. The door opened. A battered Scuvee walked in. Her jaw was so
swollen she could not talk. Her grunts and gestures were enough, though. She
pointed to the porch, pushed the guard who had followed her into the room back
over the threshold and slammed the door. Instantly, Fssa changed back into a snake and began spouting
long phrases in a language that was neither Universal nor Daemenite. Scuvee’s
face blurred and reformed into the colorless features of f’lTiri, the Yhelle
illusionist Rheba had rescued on Loo. F’lTiri smiled, changing his face from bland to slyly humorous.
“Surprised?” he asked in soft Yhelle. Fssa translated unobtrusively into Senyas. Although f’lTiri
knew Universal, so did quite a few of the natives. It would be safer to speak
Yhelle and not to be understood by eavesdroppers. “How did you get here?” demanded Kirtn in Senyas. “Is the
ship safe?” Rheba visibly burned with unasked questions, but she waited
to hear f’lTiri’s explanations. The Yhelle looked a little uncomfortable. “The ship is as
safe as it can be without full power.” “I told the Devalon not to let anyone in or out
without my express permission,” said Kirtn flatly. “As long as the ship is
intact, it obeys me. You’re here, so the ship isn’t intact.” F’lTiri looked even more uncomfortable. He sighed. “Ilfn
told me you’d be difficult.” “Ilfn?” Kirtn’s voice was sharp. “Is she all right? And
Lheket?” The illusionist knew what Ilfn and Lheket meant to Kirtn. As
the only other akhenet team that was known to have survived Deva, the female Bre’n
and mate storm dancer represented the only future the races of Senyas and Bre’n
had. “They’re both fine,” said F’lTiri quickly. “Then how—” “Kirtn.” Rheba’s hand subtly restrained the Bre’n. “Let him
talk. When he’s finished you can chew on him or whoever else has it coming. If
they’ve done anything to the Devalon, I’ll cook them and feed
them to you myself.” F’lTiri shuddered and looked away from Rheba’s eyes. “The
ship is as you left it, with one minor change. Ilfn is giving the orders.” “Ilfn?” Rheba’s voice was doubtful. “The only way she would
disobey Kirtn was if Lheket’s life was at stake.” “Exactly. The J/taals figured that out rather quickly. They
told her that if she didn’t open the ship and let them come after you, they’d kill
Lheket.” “They don’t speak Universal and she doesn’t speak J/taal,”
said Kirtn, his voice cold. “How would they communicate?” “Ever heard of sign language? A knife, for instance? Held at
a boy’s throat while two J/taals stand by the downside access?” The Bre’n winced. He could see the J/taals doing just that.
What’s more, they would have carried out their threat. They had no compunctions
about heaven or hell where Rheba’s safety was concerned. “Go on,” he said, letting
his anger slide away. The Yhelle drew a slow breath of relief. “Ilfn said if I
survived the first few questions, you’d be reasonable.” He looked sideways.
“Your race is as short-tempered as it is strong. Ilfn was ... angry at
the J/taals.” “Tell him something he doesn’t know,” suggested Rheba dryly. “I decided to come along with the J/taals. Without your
magic snake”—he gestured to Fssa—“communication is uphill and into the wind.
Enough of the Seurs knew Universal for me to be useful.” “I hope they were grateful,” said Kirtn. “The J/taals?” “No. The Seurs. The J/taals would have gone through them
like a lightgun through pap, looking for Rheba.” The illusionist’s smile was thin. “We lost a few Seurs on our
way to Tric. They should have known better than to take on two J/taals and
their clepts. Tric was smart. He loaded us onto a mover and shot us out of
Centrins before the fighting started.” “Fighting?” “Riot,” amended F’lTiri. “Seems that something has gone
wrong with their food machine. First it turned out unprocessed sewage, then it
stopped entirely. Everyone blamed the Seurs. When the mover pulled out,
Centrins looked like payday in Chaos.” “How did you get through the tunnel?” “There wasn’t much of the rockfall left.” He made a gesture
of admiration toward Kirtn. “Even the J/taals were impressed. I left them at
the tunnel,” he added. “I couldn’t cover them with my illusion. Then I listened
around one of those native piles until I figured out what had happened. After
that, it was just a matter of getting a look at Super Scavenger Scuvee.” He
smiled with an illusionist’s pride. “Clever of me to figure a way around the language
problem, wasn’t it?” The swollen face of Scuvee returned. F’lTiri grunted and
waved his arms. The Scavenger face blurred into illusionist laughter. “Very clever,” agreed Kirtn, bending down and picking up
Fssa. He knotted the snake loosely around his neck and pulled up the hood that
was attached to the Scavenger robes the Treats had been given. Fssa poked out
his head, sensors wheeling with colors. “Put on Scuvee’s face again,” said
Kirtn. “The sooner we get to the tunnel, the safer I’ll feel. Fssa, can you
take care of the voice?” “Right,” said the snake, flawlessly reproducing Scuvee’s rasping
tone. “Can you make the illusion of a rope around our wrists?”
asked Kirtn. “We were tied when we came here. We should be tied when we leave.” Startlingly realistic ropes appeared around their wrists.
“Like that?” “Too good. The ropes here are dirty and frayed.” The illusion flickered, then reformed more convincingly. “Good. ‘Scuvee’ will take the lead,” said Kirtn. “If anyone
asks, even unwilling Treats get a turn in a shaval pile. To make sure we don’t
get away, she’s taking us to a small one where she can keep her eye on us. Got
that?” F’lTiri clapped his hands, agreement and appreciation in a
single gesture. As he turned toward the door, his face changed. As far as the
guards could see, it was Scuvee who walked out leading the three Treats. “Shaval,” granted Scuvee to the surprised guards. The guards hesitated, then stepped aside. “How about us?” Scuvee pointed toward the nearest shaval drift. Clouds of
the gold dust flew up as happy Scavengers groped and thrashed toward consummation.
She grunted again. The guards did not wait for a second invitation. They raced
toward the drift, shedding clothes as they went. With loud whoops they vanished
into the pile. F’lTiri sniffed the fragrant motes of shaval that drifted
toward them. He sighed. “If I were a trader, I’d sell that stuff and die rich.” Laughter and shrieks of pleasure punctuated the darkness as
f’lTiri led the three Treats toward the tunnel. Once they heard a hoarse shout,
angry surprise followed by curses. Kirtn speeded up until he was stepping on
f’lTiri’s heels. The illusionist, who had also heard the shout, redoubled his
speed. Several times they had to detour around shaval drifts that
were filled to overflowing with benignly demented Scavengers. Until the shaval wore
off, nothing much smaller than the end of the world would be noticed by many of
the inhabitants of Square One. Long before the escaping Treats reached the tunnel, the
cliff face loomed over them, cutting off half the sky. Beyond the cliff
mountains rose, stone piled on stone in dark abandon. “Hurry,” whistled Fssa around the gurgling sound he made
while sloshing about Kirtn’s neck. “Someone’s following. I think it’s Scuvee.
She must have come back for Kirtn and discovered we were gone.” They moved as quickly as they could, but it was not fast
enough. Behind them came clear sounds of pursuit, shouts and curses and hoarse
cries of encouragement. The clepts found them before they reached the tunnel in, the
cliff face. The war dogs materialized out of the night, touched Rheba with
their blunt muzzles and vanished. Almost immediately they returned with M/dere
and M/dur. Both J/taals touched Rheba as though to reassure themselves that it
was their J/taaleri in the flesh. Then they hustled everyone into the tunnel
and posted a clept to guard the entrance. From the trail came shouts, the real Scuvee’s among them. A
second clept leaped out to help the first. The war dogs stood slightly apart,
silver eyes gleaming in the night, waiting for a command to kill. Beyond them
gathered the Scavengers, at least sixty of them milling in the moonlight. “Give me light!” said Daemen urgently, shoving past
Kirtn into the tunnel. “I’ve got to get to the mover discs!” Rheba gave Daemen a bright light and got out of his way. She
scrambled after them through the narrow opening in the rockfall that the
J/taals had made. The sounds of shouting acted as a goad. Scuvee had dragged
enough people out of shaval drifts to make a mob. “Have you found anything yet?” Rheba called to Daemen. “Bad Luck!” swore Daemen. “These discs are
cracked. We’ll have to go farther into the tunnel and find others.” “Will it take long?” asked Rheba, glancing nervously over
her shoulder. The mob sounded as if it was nearly at the tunnel. “Depends on how fast you can run.” “Fssa. Tell the clepts not to hurt anyone if they can help
it, but to hold off the Scavengers until you whistle. Then tell the dogs to run
like the hounds of death.” Fssa uttered a series of grunts, clicks and gravel-like
sounds that composed the language of the J/taals. The third clept vanished into
the narrow tunnel through the rockfall. Kirtn’s hand closed around Rheba’s arm, nearly lifting her off
her feet. A clept’s snarl echoed chillingly back down the tunnel. Rheba ran
next to Kirtn, cursing-the loose Scavenger robes that threatened to trip her
with each stride. After a moment she realized that the J/taals had not followed
her. They had gone back to the rockfall to protect their J/taaleri’s retreat. Daemen ran with surprising speed, his robe bunched in his
left hand, legs flying. The illusionist was right behind, his breath coming
hoarsely. Rheba and Kirtn followed, Fssa gurgling and thumping with each step. The tunnel seemed endless. Finally Daemen skidded to a halt
and began casting around frantically along both sides of the tunnel. Rheba
doubled the light and leaned against Kirtn, panting with the violence of their
run. Daemen muttered up and down the tunnel and then pounced like
a hungry clept. “Discs!” Rheba and Kirtn crowded around him. Discs stretched across
the tunnel. Daemen stepped from one to the next until he had activated nine of
them, one for each person and three for the clepts. “Stand next to me,” he said, gesturing impatiently. “And
call in the J/taals.” Fssa sent a punishing burst of sound back down the tunnel.
If there was an answer, only the snake heard it. “Now what?” said Kirtn, standing next to The Luck. “A mover condenses,” he said. Then muttered, “I hope.” “Aren’t you sure?” said Rheba. “It’s a Zaarain machine,” said The Luck. “It usually works,
but it’s old.” Silently, they stood and waited for the mover to form. Nothing
happened. They looked at Daemen. His eyes were closed. He seemed to be praying. The J/taals and clepts appeared with the astonishing speed
that was part of their deadly mercenary skills. Without being told, they formed
a protective ring around Rheba. Daemen opened his eyes, approved the J/taals’ positions,
and resumed exhorting his gods. From the tunnel came the sounds, of the Scavenger mob.
Daemen sweated and muttered but did not open his eyes. The sounds became
louder. Rheba gathered what energy she could, but in the black tunnel she was
as close to helpless as a fire dancer could be. The mob burst into howls of triumph as they saw the group illuminated
by dancer light. F’lTiri projected a monstrous image at the same instant that
Rheba shimmered into flame. The Scavengers faltered, then rushed forward in a
mass to reclaim their Treats. A mover condensed silently, inexorably around The Luck and
his friends, dividing them from the Scavengers. The last thing the Treats heard
before the mover enclosed them was Scuvee’s anguished wail. XXICentrins was subdued, a city exhausted after an orgy of violence.
There were no Seurs out, no robes or whips to be seen. Just small groups of
people slinking from alley to alley, looking as battered as the buildings and
as hungry as the shadows. Rheba shivered and moved closer to her Bre’n. Their
only—comfort was the slender grace of the Devalon rising above the windblown
streets. She was grateful for the mover’s invisible barrier around them. The
people of Centrins had the mean look of skinning knives. Kirtn put his arm around her, sensing her uncase. He, too,
wished to be inside the Devalon’s familiar protection. The Scavengers
had been angry but not desperate. Centrins was another matter entirely. People
huddled sullenly around the outlying feeding stations, ignoring the cold wind
that chased tattered bits of cloth along cracked pavements. The Luck looked unhappily at the view provided by the mover,
if the Seurs had been gaunt, these people were skeletal. Centrins’ Luck had run
out the day they shipped his mother off planet. “Why?” he said hoarsely. “Why
didn’t they just let her stay?” Kirtn looked at Daemen and said simply, “They wanted to
change their Luck. They did.” “She wasn’t other.” The Bre’n sighed and said nothing. Daemen’s mother was dead,
a variety of Luck that came to all living things. “They must have been
desperate,” he said finally. Daemen made a strangled sound that even a Fssireeme could
not translate. Centrins rose out of the gray city that later men had built
in the shadow of Zaarain magnificence. Multicolored and as multi-layered as a
dream, the building’s outer walls glistened with enigmas that had been old
before akhenets were more than an evolutionary promise. “I can see why they called it God’s House,” murmured Rheba.
“Anything that beautiful can scarcely be human.” She glanced at her Bre’n,
whose beauty was as much an enigma to her as a Zaarain construct, “You should
live there, mentor.” Kirtn smiled oddly, almost sadly. “Would you live with me,
little dancer?” She looked up and saw herself reflected in golden Bre’n
eyes. For an instant she felt as beautiful as he, then he blinked and the
instant passed. Tears came to her eyes, eyes that had wept only once since Deva
died. “I’m not a god.” “Neither am I.” His voice was gentle, but very final. She looked at him, remembering his eyes glowing gold out of
the tunnel’s darkness as he lifted boulders nearly as large as himself, Bre’n
power and beauty that no Senyas could equal. She looked at him and felt like an
awkward child stumbling in the wake of perfection, awed and almost resentful. It’s you who call fire, not me. It’s you who burn with
inhuman beauty, not me. You are like flames, color and grace and heat. Look at
the Face you wear. See yourself as you are. Or are you still so young that you
want to worship instead of love? Kirtn’s voice in her mind was like a blow. She pushed away
from him, ending the touch that had made mind dancing possible. Even then the
intensity of his communication almost overwhelmed her, echoes of his emotions
and her own seething through her so quickly that she could not separate them
into understanding. Her hand went up to her earring, an object that was both jewelry
and teaching device. She touched the Bre’n carving that turned with her every movement,
a Face hidden within the restless cloud of her hair. She did not need to see
the Face to remember it. Bre’n profiles aloof and serene, sensual and laughing,
changing and yet changeless as a sea. Once she thought she had seen herself in
the carving but the image was like a wave breaking, gone before she could fix
its reality. Centrins closed around the mover, startling her. “Where does the mover stop?” asked Kirtn, looking at the
courtyards and residences that were pan of the Zaarain building’s colorful interior. “In the Seur residence.” “I should have guessed,” said Kirtn sourly. Daemen turned to face the Bre’n. It did not take a mind
dancer to guess his thoughts. “Don’t worry. I’m The Luck. I’m coming back with
my find. They’ll be glad to see me.” Kirtn stared. “If you believe that, you shouldn’t be let out
of the nursery without a guard.” The Luck’s skin darkened with embarrassment or anger. “It’s
our way,” he said tightly, “I don’t expect you to understand.” Kirtn looked over Daemen’s shoulder where the Seur quarters
rose out of a ruined garden. Ragged rows of Seurs were gathered around the
discs where movers condensed or dissolved. Neither the expressions on their
faces nor the weapons in their hands looked welcoming. “My understanding isn’t the problem,” said Kirtn, pointing
toward the Seurs. “Save your arguments for them.” Daemen turned, assessed the waiting Seurs, and made a sound
of disbelief. “Don’t they understand? I’m here to save them. I’m their Luck!” Kirtn’s big hand closed over Daemen’s shoulder, forcing the
young man’s attention. “It’s you who don’t understand,” said the Bre’n gently.
“You touched their food and it turned to shit. Remember?” Daemen’s mouth opened and closed soundlessly. He shook his
head as though to rid himself of doubts. “When I explain, they’ll understand.” Kirtn looked at Rheba, silently asking her to argue with The
Luck. She saw Daemen’s confusion, his youth, his vulnerability.
“We’ll help you, Daemen.’ If it weren’t for Rainbow you wouldn’t be in this
mess.” “The best way to help him would be to get his smooth ass off
this planet,” snapped Kirtn. Daemen looked shocked. “I can’t leave. They’ll die. They
need me. I am—” —”—their Luck,” finished the Bre’n dryly. “I know. You’ve
told us often enough.” He measured the waiting Seurs. “You might be able to
kill them, but convince them you’re Good Luck? Even a Fssireeme wouldn’t have
enough mouths to do that.” “Then I’ll have to get around them,” he said stubbornly. “That’s a good idea,” said Rheba. “Is there another entrance?” Daemen hesitated. “Centrins isn’t like Square One. Just the
core area is the same. But once we get there, it won’t take long to dump in the
zoolipt,” he added hopefully. “What,” said Kirtn distinctly, “is between us and the core?” “Three doors. No, four. The first two don’t fit very well
and the last two are never locked.” Kirtn’s whistle made Rheba’s teeth ache. “That’s all? Just
four doors and all the Seurs Centrins can muster?” He smiled sourly. “You don’t
need us. You need a J/taal army!” . “He doesn’t have a J/taal army,” pointed out Rheba. Even the J/taals cringed at Kirtn’s answering whistle. Before Rheba could shape a retort, the mover dissolved. This
time Kirtn was not caught unprepared. He steadied f’lTiri with one hand and
Rheba with the other. Daemen, naturally, landed on his feet. The Sears moved only enough to let Tric come to the front.
Behind him the ranks closed with seamless finality. It was obvious that
nothing—particularly Bad Luck—was going to get through the Seurs alive. Tric walked forward a few steps, then stood looking sorrowfully
at his sister’s son. “I’d hoped never to see you again.” There was little Daemen could say to that. “Haven’t you discovered it yet?” asked Tric. “What?” asked Daemen, finding his voice. “You’re Bad Luck,” said Tric, his tone gentle and terribly
sad. “Bad. Luck.” “No.” “Listen to me,” Tric said, his eyes pleading for understanding,
for forgiveness, for a future free of Luck. “Your mother felt the way you do
and for a long time I believed her. We thought that the problem might be a
thinning of the heritage in her. It had been so long since a strong Luck had
lived. None of her children showed signs of it. So we—” Tric stopped, looked down and then aside, anywhere but at
Daemen’s bright young face, “We made you. Together. We were the only direct
descendants of the First Luck. We thought if we—if we—” Tric stopped and this
time did not start again. Daemen stared, trying to see himself in Tric’s wrinkled features.
“I don’t believe you.” Tric’s smile was sad and swift. “You don’t have to. You are
what you are—The Luck. Very strong Luck. We were right. The heritage had
thinned. But not in you,” He looked at his hands, then at his
nephew and son. He sighed and forced himself to continue. “We were right. But
we were very wrong, too. Your mother was going to kill herself and all her
children. All but you. Then you would inherit the Luck, and do for her people
what she could not. She could not bring them Good Luck.” Daemen’s lips moved in soundless denials. Whatever he had
expected Tric to say, it had not been this. “I couldn’t let her kill herself,” Tric said simply. “Yet I
couldn’t let her stay and kill us. Oh, she wouldn’t mean to,” he said, answering
Daemen’s unspoken objections, “any more than you meant to when you threw your
necklace into the core. But unless our Luck changes we’ll die just the same.”
He made an odd, helpless gesture. “So we put her and her family on our last ship
and sent her to face her Luck alone among the stars.” His voice thinned. “You
were captured by slavers, weren’t you?” “Yes.” Daemen’s voice was a whisper. “You arranged for that,
didn’t you?” “I?” Tric laughed softly. “That would have been redundant.
Your mother’s Luck was more than enough. But your Luck was stronger. You
survived.” “Because I’m Good Luck.” “No,” sadly, “because Bad Luck knows no end.” Daemen’s face hardened, making him look older. His
rain-colored eyes narrowed. “Get out of my way, Uncle or Father or whoever you
are. I’m going to the core with my find, like every Luck back to the beginning
of time.” The Seurs moved like grass stirred by wind. Tric stepped
back until he was a part of them once more. “No.” “What have you got to lose?” said Daemen. “You told me
you’re dead already.” “Unless our Luck changes,” corrected Tric. “It can only
change if you die. Go away, Daemen. Please. Or do you hate us enough to make us
kill you and be haunted by your Luck until even our souls starve?” “I don’t hate you at all!” exploded Daemen. “I want to help
you!” “Then go away.” “No.” Daemen’s voice was ragged. He gestured around him
wildly, taking in the dead garden and trash blowing in the cold wind. “What are
you afraid of? What could be worse than eating shit and waiting for your core
to go eccentric and kill you?” “I don’t know,” admitted Tric. “But if you stay, I’m sure
we’ll find out.” Kirtn watched The Luck struggle for arguments to change Tric’s
mind. The Bre’n knew it was futile. Tric and the other Seurs had nothing left
to lose but hope. They would protect that hope any way they could. Unobtrusively, Kirtn drew the illusionist aside. Rheba, standing
slightly to the front with Daemen, did not notice. When Kirtn was sure that no
one was watching, he leaned over F’lTiri and whispered in Universal, “Can you
make both of us invisible long enough to get through those Seurs?” F’lTiri measured the distance separating them from the
Seurs. “I can try.” “If you can’t hold it long enough, can you make us look like
Seurs?” “Of course!” said f’lTiri, obviously stung by what he took
as a slur upon his abilities. “Long enough to get to the core? Then I’ll empty Fssa into
the soup and we’ll see what kind of Luck is with us.” “What if nothing happens?” “Then Daemen won’t have any reason to stay, will he?” said
Kirtn, a snarl thickening his voice. “And my fire dancer won’t be forced to
kill just to stay alive.” “I’ll make us invisible as long as I can,” said f’lTiri,
“and then I’ll make us took like Seurs.” “Good.” Kirtn hesitated. “If you can cover me with illusion
from here, you won’t have to come along.” “And be around when Rheba finds out I helped you sneak away?”
F’lTiri shook his head ruefully. “I’ve seen what happens when she gets angry. I
don’t want to end up like the Loo-chim, burned so completely not even a smell is
left behind.” Kirtn winced. “If things go well, she won’t even know we’ve
gone until we get back.” He did not add that little had gone well since The Luck had
come home to roost. XXIIRheba looked from the stubborn, desperate Seurs to the young
Daemen, equally stubborn. He and Tric glared at each other across stone
pavements cracked by age. Like the stones, the Daemenites were locked in
patterns so old their beginnings were a myth. In the back of the ranks, near the badly fitted double door
leading into Centrins’ core, a Seur stumbled and fell on his neighbor, tripping
him and sending him reeling against two other Seurs. They fell against the
door, which popped open. A small scramble followed while the Seurs regained
their composure. The disturbance was brief, but it was enough to break
Daemen’s staring contest with his uncle/father. The Luck turned to Rheba. “I’ll
need your help to get in.” She measured the determined Seurs and the double door that
was still slightly ajar. “Is that the only door?” “No. There are three more. Only two of them close, though.
The last two.” “Locks?” Daemen made an ambivalent gesture. “They’re only used on
ritual days when non-Seurs aren’t allowed into Centrins.” “But there are locks.” “Yes.” She gave a Bre’n shrug. “Then they’ll be locked against The
Luck.” She studied the problem before she said anything more.
Zaarain buildings were hard to burn, as she had found out at Square One. First
she would have to find a way past the Seurs, who would surely object to The
Luck’s presence. Then she would have to take out the locking mechanism on the
last two doors. If the locks were energy-based rather than mechanical, she
would have to flirt with the core that fed energy into the locks. She did not
want to do that. On the other hand, if Fssa and his cargo of zoolipt did not
get into the building, the Seurs would die and so would the slinking, skeletal
population beyond Centrins. Somehow she would have to find a way past the Seurs
and their locks, a way that would not attract attention. She did not want to be
put into the position of fighting and killing Seurs. Then she remembered f’lTiri’s skill. On Onan, he had projected
an illusion that had saved their lives. Perhaps he could do the same for the
Seurs on Daemen. She turned to ask the illusionist, but no one was there. She
frowned and turned to her mentor. Kirtn was gone. She looked around. M/dur and M/dere, three clepts, and no
Kirtn. Behind her was a series of interconnected courtyards, empty of all but
shadows. Had Kirtn gone to check for other openings into Centrins or to see
that no one ambushed them on their way back? “M/dere, did you see Kirtn leave?” The J/taal woman recognized her name, but nothing else. She
gestured apologetically. Rheba swore. Without Fssa, she was reduced to sign language
with the J/taals, who understood no language but their own. “Well?” asked Daemen, who was waiting for her answer. “As soon as f’lTiri and Kirtn get back,” said Rheba, her cinnamon
eyes searching every face and shadow as she spoke, “I’ll have f’lTiri create a
diversion so that I can sneak into the ...” Her voice thinned into silence as she realized that was
exactly what Kirtn had done, leaving her behind. Her hair whipped and seethed
with its own deadly life, an incandescent warning of fire-dancer rage. Daemen cried out and spun aside as Rheba burst into flame.
He did not know what had caused her to burn. He was not sure he wanted to know. J/taals and clepts ranged in fighting formation around their
J/taaleri, knowing only that she burned. It was all they needed to know. The Seurs gasped and drew together, sensing death in the
alien fire. They watched her burn, watched her take their thin sunlight and condense
it into energy that blinded them. They retreated through the door but could not
pull it completely shut behind them. They ran through the hall’s blessed
darkness to the next door, where other Seurs waited. The smell of scorched stone called Rheba out of her rage.
The ground she stood on smoked sullenly. Nothing was left of her clothes but a
fine powder lifting on the wind. For an instant she was glad that her mentor
was not there; Kirtn would have taken away her energy and scolded her for
having a tantrum. She damped her rage, controlling it as she had learned to control
other kinds of energy. She did not release what she had gathered, however. She
would need that to follow her Bre’n. “Daemen.” She turned toward him, her eyes burnt orange with
streaks of gold pulsing, counting the instants until fire came again. “Kirtn
and f’lTiri are inside. I’m going after them. Tell the Seurs to stay out of my
way.” The Luck stared at her, fascinated and more than a little
afraid. “How did they get inside?” he asked. But even as he objected, he moved
toward the doors. He knew better than to argue when stone smoked beneath her
feet. “F’lTiri made an illusion. Invisibility,” she said
impatiently. “Now they’re probably Seurs.” “Then why follow? We’ll just call attention to them.” She looked at him with eyes gone gold in an instant.
“Because f’lTiri can’t hold invisibility for more than a few seconds,” she
snapped. “Projecting an illusion onto Kirtn and holding another illusion on
himself will use up f’lTiri’s strength too fast. They’re going to need help to
get out of there alive.” She ran toward the door. M/dur moved so quickly that his
outline blurred. Before Rheba could take another step, the J/taal wrenched open
the door and disappeared inside. Two clepts followed in a soundless rush.
M/dere stood in the opening, barring Rheba’s entrance with a courage that astounded
The Luck. Curtly, Rheba gestured the J/taal woman aside. She did not
move. Akhenet tines surged so brightly that M/dere’s grim face was revealed to
the last short black hair. Her stance told Rheba as plainly as words that it
was a J/taal’s duty to protect her J/taaleri, and protect her she would. M/dur reappeared, ending the impasse. He and M/dere exchanged
a long look, mark of the species-specific telepathy that was part of what made
the J/taals such formidable mercenaries. M/dere stepped aside. Rheba went through at a run. Even so, she had taken no more
than two steps when M/dur brushed by. She realized then that the J/taals did
not want to prevent her from finding Kirtn. They simply wanted her to be as
safe as possible while she looked. That meant that M/dur went first and she did
not follow until he told M/dere that it was safe. Very soon, two clepts cut in front of Rheba, forcing her to
slow down. Just ahead, the hall divided into three branches. Rooms opened off
the branches, Seur living quarters. No one was in sight except M/dur. He stood
where the hall divided, obviously waiting to find out which branch she wanted
to follow. “Which one leads to the core?” Rheba asked, turning to Daemon. “Left,” he said, pointing as he spoke. M/dur spun and raced down the left hall. Rheba waited impatiently,
listening for any sign that their presence, or Kirtn’s, had been discovered. There was no sound but her own breathing. From all outer
indications, Centrins was deserted. She did not believe it. Silence meant only that a reception
was being prepared somewhere farther inside the building. She prayed to the
Inmost Fire that it would not be Kirtn who was ambushed. Her Bre’n was strong
and fierce but the Seurs were many and desperate. Without his fire dancer, he
could be overwhelmed. The thought of Kirtn struggling against a tide of Seurs sent
fire coursing raggedly along her akhenet lines. Silently she fought to master
her fear. Unchecked, fear would destroy her control. And without control she
would lose energy and be helpless among her enemies. By the time M/dur returned, Rheba’s akhenet lines were burning
evenly. Daemen looked away from her, preferring the J/taal’s savage face to
what he had seen in the fire dancer’s serenity. At M/dur’s gesture, Rheba leaped toward the left-hand hall.
She had gone no more than a few steps when the hall branched again. The narrow
left branch was deserted as far as she could see. The right branch was
wider—and barricaded. She looked at Daemen. “The right one?” “Yes,” he said unhappily. She approached the barricade, escorted by J/taals and
clepts. A long whip uncoiled with a deadly snap. Only J/taal
reflexes saved Rheba. M/dur’s hand flashed out, intercepting the whip before it
could strike the J/taaleri. M/dur jerked. A Seur tumbled out of hiding, pulled
by his own whip. M/dur twitched the whip. Its long body curled into a loop
around the falling Seur. The J/taal yanked. The Seur’s neck broke. It happened so quickly that Rheba had no time to intercede.
Then she saw the lethal glass shard that was the tip of the weapon. Without
M/dur’s speed, she would be bleeding to death from a slashed throat. She
touched her forehead to M/dere in the Universal gesture of gratitude. Then she
signaled everyone back from the barrier. “Tell them to let us through,” she said, measuring the
barrier as she spoke to Daemen. “It won’t do any good.” “Do it.” The Luck yelled to his kinsmen beyond the barricade. If anyone
heard, no one answered. He turned back to Rheba with a questioning look. “Tell them to get out of the way,” she said, “I don’t want
to kill anyone, but I will.” Daemen remembered Loo, and a stone amphitheater where the
slave masters had died. He yelled a warning. There was no answer. Rheba closed her eyes. She had enough energy stored to set
the barricade aflame, but then what? The only energy in Centrins came from the
core. She could tap it, yes, but without her Bre’n she might not be able to
control the result. She studied the barricade. It was a loose pile of furniture
collected from living quarters and dumped in the hall. The speed with which the
barricade had been built suggested that this was not the first time Centrins
had been invaded. Apparently the city population had rioted in the past. “Can’t we just pull it apart?” suggested Daemen. “What if more Seurs are hiding inside?” “After what happened to the last one, I doubt if any stayed
around,” The Luck said dryly. He walked up to the barricade and began tugging at a protruding
chair. The J/taals did not interfere. Rheba was their concern, not The Luck. He
pulled out the chair and began to work loose a table. No Seurs moved to interfere. Rheba walked up and began helping Daemen. When they realized
what she wanted, the J/taals set to work dismantling the barricade. Although
the J/taals were smaller than either Rheba or Daemen, they were far stronger. Beneath
their small hands, the barricade came apart with astonishing speed. Soon they
had made a path to the ill-fitting doors hidden behind the pile of furniture. As Daemen had said, the second pair of doors was not locked.
M/dur kicked them open. A clept leaped through, followed by M/dur and another
clept. No shouts or sounds of battle came from the other side. Even so, M/dere
waited until M/dur returned before she allowed Rheba through. The delay irritated Rheba, increasing her fear for Kirtn. She
had J/taals and clepts—and The Luck, whatever he was worth—while Kirtn had only
illusion and a bloated Fssireeme. “Hurry,” muttered Rheba, her lines smoldering. M/dur appeared, then vanished back behind the doors. Rheba
did not wait for an invitation. She moved so quickly that M/dere had to jump to
keep up. Beyond the doors were signs of a hasty retreat. A partially
built barricade had been abandoned. Doors on either side stood open, revealing
rooms that had been ransacked of favorite possessions in the moments before
Seurs were forced to flee. Pieces of clothing were scattered around, beds
overturned, whole rooms askew. There were no Seurs. Rheba moved at a ran that left Daemen behind. The J/taals
ran with her, one ahead and one behind. Clepts led the race, their silver eyes
gleaming in the twilight rooms as they searched for Seurs who might have stayed
behind. Fear built in Rheba with every second. It was too quiet in
the hall, too quiet in the whole building. Where had the Seurs gone? What
defense were they preparing? And most of all—was Kirtn still safe beneath a
veil of Yhelle illusion? The only answer to her silent questions was the sound of her
own bare feet racing over ancient floors and the distant shuffle of The Luck
trailing far behind. Ahead, the hall curved away. Abruptly the clepts’ claws scrabbled on smooth Zaarain surfaces
as the animals swung to protect Rheba. M/dur spun in midstride, retreating down
the hall with a speed that matched the clepts’. Behind him plastic knives
rained onto the floor. A Seur ambush had been set where the hall curved. Once
again, Rheba was grateful for the J/taals’ presence. Daemen ran up to her, calling a warning. “Beyond the
curve—doors,” he panted. “And an ambush,” she said, looking down the hall. She could
see neither Seurs nor doors, but knew both were there, just beyond sight. “What
are the doors like?” she demanded, turning her attention to him. “Zaarain,” he said bluntly. “Weren’t the other doors?” “No. The outer one was added in my mother’s time. The next one
was a century older. You can tell by the fit,” he added. “Seurs are archaeologists,
not extruders.” “How do the doors lock?” Daemen opened his hands in a gesture of emptiness. “They
just ... flow together.” “No seams? No bolts or other obvious mechanisms?” “Nothing but a space for one of Tric’s crystals. At least, I
assume Tric has the key,” he added bitterly. “It was mother’s before they exiled
her.” “I suppose it locks from the other side.” “Yes.” She looked at Daemen with something less than affection. At the
moment she did not appreciate the quality of his luck. “Is there any other
possible way to get to the recycler?” Daemon’s unhappy expression was all the answer she needed.
She turned back toward the doors dividing her from her Bre’n. She glanced at
M/dur, not wanting to ask him to risk his life for a quick look down the hall,
but knowing he was better equipped than she was for the job. M/dur cocked his head, pointed to his eyes and then around
the curve of the hall. He cocked his head again, obviously asking a question.
She made the J/taal gesture of agreement, a quick show of teeth that was both
more and less than a smile. Two clepts stole silently up to the curve, followed by
M/dur. The animals vanished, M/dur only a step behind. Rheba felt her muscles
tighten as she waited for screams. Almost immediately, M/dur reappeared. He gestured curtly.
Without waiting for M/dere, Rheba ran toward the point where the hall curved
away. She dashed around the curve—and nearly slammed into a wall. Where the
hall should have been, there was nothing but a seamless Zaarain surface. She searched frantically for hidden joins, for cracks, any
hint that the hall did not terminate right there at her fingertips. She pressed
harder, trying to find where hall ended and wall began. There was nothing but cool extruded surfaces, rippling
colors, and silence. With a sound of frustration and despair, she slammed her
fist against the wall. There was no response, no change in the wall’s seamless
whole. Dead end, and nothing in sight to burn. XXIIIRheba spun around when she heard Daemen approaching. “I
thought you said this was the way to the core,” she snarled. “You led us into a
dead end!” “I told you the door was Zaarain,” he said simply. “Door?” she said, turning to face the seamless extrusion.
“Are you telling me this is a door?” “Zaarain doors are different.” Rheba whistled several unpleasant Bre’n phrases. She reached
out and ran her fingertips delicately over the door/wall that abruptly
terminated the hallway. She sensed vague energies, pale shadows that made
Daemen’s thin sunlight seem like a voracious force. Gently, she leaned against
the Zaarain door. Her hair lifted with a silky whisper and fanned out, seeking
tenuous currents. She remained motionless for long minutes, learning the
exotic patterns that were the hallmark of Zaarain constructs. It was an exercise
even more delicate than cheating at Chaos by controlling the Black Whole’s
computer. Akhenet lines glowed hotly, beating with the rhythm of her heart. New
lines appeared, faint traceries beneath the skin on her shoulders and neck,
lines curling up her calves, lines doubling and redoubling until her hands and
feet glowed like melted gold. Finally she sensed hints of direction, of restraints and
commands imposed by the placement of molecules within the extrusion. She
pursued them with a delicacy that Kirtn would have applauded, but still could
not locate any weakness within the door. The lock was the door, and vice
versa. Once she thought she had located a node where currents congregated.
Yet when she sought its exact location, it eluded her. Without Kirtn’s presence
she did not have the precision she required. Nor could she simply burn a
man-sized hole in the door using her stored energy. Zaarain constructs were far
too tough for that. She pursued the nebulous node indirectly, following the energies
that fed it back to their source. Raw force exploded along her lines as she
brushed a current that came directly from the Zaarain core. Quickly, she
withdrew. Her hands smoked slightly, burned by the energy she had inadvertently
called. As she controlled the pain, she caught a shadow of movement
within the construct. The motion was close to where she thought she had sensed the
lock node. “Is the key crystal put in about here?” she asked Daemen,
pointing to an area at about eye level. “I remember it as being over my head,” said Daemen doubtfully. “You were smaller then.” “Oh.” He squinted, measuring the place where her hand was
against his childhood memories. “Yes ... I think so.” “Stand back. It’s going to get hot around here.” Daemen backed up hastily. Rheba’s eyes slowly changed from cinnamon to gold as she
gathered the energy within herself. Her hair crackled wildly before she
controlled it. Her akhenet lines blazed with life. For a long moment she held
herself on the brink of her dance, shaping energies into coherence. For a
terrible instant she missed Kirtn with an intensity that nearly shattered her
dance. Then she lifted her burned hand and let energy leap. A line of brilliant blue-white light flashed from her
fingertip to the Zaarain construct. Colors surged dizzily over its surface. The
only constant was the coherent light called by a fire dancer, light that slowly
ate into a door millions of years old. Smoke curled up from the colors, an eerie smoke that smelled
of shaval and time. It flowed seductively around her, sweet as Bre’n breath,
warm as Kirtn’s body against hers. She cried out and her hand shook, energy
scattering uselessly. The pain of her teeth cutting through her lip dispersed the
smoke’s enchantment. Her hand steadied. Energy condensed into an implacable
beam of light. The door sighed and dissolved back into the building so
quickly that a Seur on the other side was pierced by the deadly energy flowing
from Rheba. Surprise was more effective than any attack could have been. Seurs
ran away, retreating down the hall, unable to face the alien who burned more
brightly than their sun. Rheba’s dance collapsed as exhaustion sent her staggering.
She fell over the corpse of the Seur she had killed. With a muffled cry she
rolled aside and braced herself on her hands and knees, too tired to stand up.
Her hair hung limply around her breasts and her akhenet lines were no more than
faint shadows beneath her skin. Burning through the Zaarain lock had cost every
bit of energy she had stored, and more. It was much harder to dance alone. M/dur leaped across her and ran down the hall, followed by
clepts. “Rheba?” The Luck’s voice was tentative, awed. “I heard the
stories about how the Loo-chim died, but I didn’t really believe ...” He held
his hand out to help her up, then snatched back his fingers, afraid to touch
her. M/dere brushed The Luck aside. Her small, hard hands pulled
Rheba upright. Eyes the color of aged copper checked the J/taaleri for wounds.
Then she cocked her head, asking Rheba a silent question. In answer, Rheba pushed away and began walking after M/dur,
using the wall as support for the first few steps. By the time M/dur and the
clepts returned, Rheba was walking faster but she still occasionally needed the
wall’s support. The J/taals exchanged a long silence. Not for the first
time, Rheba cursed Fssa’s absence. The snake would have told her what the
J/taals had found. “It’s probably the second Zaarain door,” said Daemen
quietly. She slumped against the wall and hoped he was wrong. She did
not have the strength to battle another Zaarain construct alone. M/dere touched Rheba’s shoulder in a silent bid for attention.
Rheba looked up and thought she saw compassion in the J/taal’s green eyes. M/dur stood on tiptoe and stretched his arms as high as they
would go. Then he sketched the outline of a man, a big man. When he was
finished, he touched M/dere’s fur and pointed to the imaginary outline again. “Kirtn?” Rheba straightened and felt fear like cold water in
her veins. “You saw Kirtn?” M/dur grimaced in agreement. Rheba pushed past the J/taals and ran down the hall. If
M/dur had seen Kirtn, f’lTiri was either hurt or too tired to cover the Bre’n
with an illusion. Either way, Kirtn was in trouble. The hall curved gracefully, left and right and then left
again, each change of direction marked by subtle gradations in the colors that
rippled over the walls and floor. The hall curved right again. And ended. Rheba was too tired to stop herself. She ran into the
Zaarain door with a force that made her see double. She leaned against the
door, shaking her head, trying to see just one of everything again. Then she realized she was seeing the room beyond, seeing it
as Kirtn saw it, a swirl of enemies circling around and beyond them the pale
gleam of the recycler fluid. She screamed Kirtn’s name but he could not hear her through
the door, unless he was seeing as she saw, not double but one of each, his view
and hers. Seurs swirled in a flurry of whips and knives. Kirtn reached
for Fssa, heavy around his neck. With a powerful throw, he sent the Fssireeme
and his cargo of zoolipt toward the recycler. The snake landed in the midst of
Seurs, scattering them. But instead of moving toward the recycler, Fssa turned
back toward the Bre’n, screaming about enemies sneaking up behind Kirtn’s back. Pain exploded in Rheba’s back, hammering her to her knees,
taking from her even the ability to scream. But not Fssa. He disgorged the zoolipt
with a shriek of Fssireeme loss that made even the Zaarain walls quiver. Vision canted, slipped, and the floor came up to meet Kirtn,
swallowing him in a darkness that had no end. Rheba clawed herself back to her feet, seeing only the
Zaarain door in front of her, feeling only the slashing pain that had hurled
Kirtn headlong into unconsciousness. In one terrible instant she felt
everything, saw everything, knew everything burned in patterns of energy across
her mind. Seurs screaming hatred, a knife ripping through Bre’n muscle to the
organs beneath, Fssireeme anguish, and Zaarain construct humming around
everything with eerie immortality. Kirtn was dying. She could not light the darkness condensing inexorably
around him, could not even touch him. She reached for him, reached for anything
that she could hold, because he was slipping through her grasp like twilight. And she touched the Zaarain core. Lines of power exploded across her body, fed by the same energy
that sent ships out to the stars. She writhed like a worm in a skillet as alien
patterns scorched her brain. But she felt the pain only at a distance, for
there was no greater agony than her Bre’n dying beyond the reach of her light.
She gathered the core around her like a terrible cloak and reached for Kirtn
once again. The door vaporized in a cloud of shaval smoke, leaving her
horribly burned wherever she was not protected by akhenet lines. The pain was
so great it simply did not register. She was beyond its reach, beyond everything
but the need to be with her Bre’n.’ Through the smoke’s scented pall she saw Seurs backed
against the most distant walls, Seurs fleeing, Seurs fallen and glistening beneath
an icy covering. It was the signature of a Fssireeme, a predator who sucked up
even the energy that made electrons dance, leaving his victims so cold that
moisture in the air condensed around them, becoming a shroud of ice. Kirtn lay on his side amid the glistening corpses, a
Fssireeme keening against his copper fur. In his hand was the bloody knife he
had wrenched out of his back as he fell. She knelt beside him, ablaze with akhenet lines. Her fingers
probed gently, seeking any pulse of life. She found a sense of distant pain,
distant emotion, life sliding away beneath her raw fingertips, blood running
down her burned body, blurring the gold of akhenet lines. She found no pulse, though the slow welling of his blood
onto the floor argued that he was still alive. She let energy flow into him. There was no response. She increased the flow of energy into him but it was like trying
to power a spaceship with a candle. It was then that she tapped the Zaarain
core, risking death almost casually, accepting the searing agony that came. But the core was not enough, for even the Zaarains had not
discovered how to transform dying into living. Numbly, she let go of the core. She stroked Kirtn’s face
with hands that shook, hands as gold as his eyes staring sightlessly beyond
her. She closed her eyes and felt coldness slide up her fingertips like another
color of night, heard Fssa’s keening coming from the end of time. The cold feeling moved, flowing over her with a gentle, sucking
sound. She opened her eyes and saw the turquoise sheen of a zoolipt covering
her hands and Kirtn’s face. She was too numb to do more than watch dully, her
skin cringing from the zoolipt’s cool touch. The zoolipt quivered, tasting the burned flesh beneath her
akhenet lines. A queer tingling rose in her, starting from her fingertips and
spreading through her body with each beat of her heart. The zoolipt thinned even more, covering her burned body until
it looked as though she wore a turquoise veil. The tingling spread throughout
her body, a feeling of energy spreading, an energy that was both subtle and immense.
She tried to move but could not, held in the zoolipt’s blue-green embrace. It
permeated her body cell by cell, multiplying and tasting her with a thoroughness
that left her shaken. Then, with a sound like a long sigh, the turquoise veil
peeled away and dropped onto Kirtn. She stared, certain the zoolipt was darker
now, more dense, with more shades of blue turning beneath its odd surface. The zoolipt shivered, lifting a part of itself into the air
like a clept questing for a scent. Before she could move, the zoolipt surged
over Kirtn’s back and poured itself into the Bre’n’s deep, ragged wound. She
made a futile gesture, trying to keep the zoolipt away from Kirtn’s helpless
body. But the zoolipt simply flowed between her smooth fingers. Her fingers. She stared at her hands, not believing what she saw. There
was no blood oozing, no raw flesh burned to the bone beneath akhenet lines. Her
hands were as smooth and perfect as a baby’s. She looked from her hands to the
rest of her body, remembering the instant the Zaarain door had vaporized, burning
her so completely that her mind had simply refused to acknowledge the messages
of pain. But there was no pain now, nothing except an odd tingling
euphoria in every cell of her body. Every healed cell. She was as whole
as she had been when she had crawled out of Square One’s living pool. This time it was different, though. This time the zoolipt
had not been satisfied with merely tasting her. It had become a part of her. She stared in horrified fascination at the zoolipt pseudopod
that had remained outside of Kirtn’s body. The zoolipt was definitely smaller
now, but still dense, still with tones of blue turning beneath its surface.
More blues than it had had a moment ago, and more greens. Currents were
visible, shivers of deeper blue-green, vivid glints of turquoise like laughter
moving across its face. Sighing, sucking softly, the zoolipt slid off Kirtn onto the
bloody floor. With amoebic patience the zoolipt advanced on a Seur’s frigid
corpse, leaving a clean floor behind. The zoolipt paused at the icy barrier,
then seemed to flow through it. Slowly, the ice became shades of blue, reflecting the
zoolipt beneath. When the zoolipt withdrew, the ice collapsed with tiny musical
sounds. The corpse was gone. The zoolipt was bigger. And Kirtn’s heart was beating beneath her hands. XXIVKirtn shuddered and was on his feet in an instant, pulling
Rheba with him, a Seur’s knife still held in his hand. He remembered only that
he had been under attack. A swift glance told him that the battle was over.
Dead Seurs lay scattered around him. Living Seurs had retreated to the side of
the huge recycler room, held at bay by J/taals, clepts, and an exhausted but
otherwise unharmed illusionist. Rheba’s joy coursed through Kirtn like a shockwave, uniting
him with her in brief mind dance. For a moment he lived what she had seen and
felt from the instant of double vision on the far side of a Zaarain door. He
buried his face in her hair, holding her close, trying to comfort her and convince
himself that he was not dead. “How do you feel?” she asked, tilting her head back and staring
hungrily at his eyes, alive again. “I—” He hesitated, then said with surprise in his voice,
“I’ve never felt better.” Turquoise flashed at the corner of his vision, startling
him. “What’s that?” Rheba followed the direction of his glance. She could not
help shuddering as the zoolipt condensed around yet another Seur corpse. “That
is the zoolipt.” “Are you sure?” he asked, eyeing the zoolipt and remembering
the amount that Fssa had swallowed. “Isn’t it bigger than it was?” “Yes,” she said succinctly, “it is.” Another shroud collapsed with a musical tinkle. The zoolipt
shook off random pieces of ice and flowed over to the nearest dead Seur. “Fssa?” whispered the Bre’n, suddenly realizing just how the
Seurs had died. “Did Fssa do that?” The answer was a Bre’n whistle that vibrated with shame. The
Fssireeme slithered toward Kirtn. Dark lines ran over the snake’s incandescent
body. The lines showed his shame at reverting to his ugly predatory heritage;
the incandescence showed that he was replete with energy taken from Seurs. Kirtn, knowing how Fssa felt, whistled extravagant praise of
Fssa’s beauty, followed by thanks for saving his life. “I’m not beautiful,” mourned Fssa, “I’m a parasite, and the
zoolipt saved your life.” Rheba counted the bodies of Kirtn’s attackers. “If it
weren’t for you, snake,” she said crisply, “there wouldn’t have been anything
left for the zoolipt to save.” She knelt and scooped up the Fssireeme. He was so hot she
burned her hands, making Fssa all the more ashamed of his nature. “My fault,” she said ruefully, shaking her hair over the
snake. “I should know better than to handle you when you glow.” Fssa vanished into her hair, radiating heat as quickly as he
could, though he knew her hair would not burn even with a Fssireeme’s hot
presence. Shedding the warmth that he so loved was a kind of penance for the
way that he had obtained it. She felt heat shimmer through her hair and knew what Fssa
was doing. She also guessed why. She could think of no way to console him. Sighing,
she looked at her hands, wondering how badly she had burned them. As she watched, the last of her blisters shrank and disappeared. “What ... ?” said Kirtn wonderingly, taking her hand. He ran
his fingertips over hers and found only whole, healthy skin. She bit her lip. If she had had any doubts that the zoolipt
had left some of itself inside her, she had none now. “The zoolipt,” she whispered,
smiling crookedly at Kirtn. Then she shuddered. “I hope it doesn’t get tired of
my taste for a long time.” “And mine?” asked Kirtn. “Is it in me?” “Yes,” smiling, “but nobody could get tired of your taste.” He closed his eyes, trying to sense the alien presence
inside his body. All he felt was a pervasive sense of health and a strength he
had not known since Deva burned to ash behind their fleeing ship. Thank you,
zoolipt, whoever and whatever you are. He thought he felt a distant
echo of pleasure but could not be sure. In silence, Rheba and Kirtn watched the zoolipt absorb
another corpse. The Zaarain construct—plant, animal, machine or all three at
once—flowed in tones of blue beneath the ice. The Seurs also watched, horrified and fascinated at once.
When the ice shroud collapsed and the turquoise-streaked zoolipt moved in their
direction, the Seurs moaned and cursed their Luck. A disheveled Tric stepped forward, placing himself between
the advancing zoolipt and the other Seurs. Visibly shaken, he waited to be
devoured. “It won’t hurt you,” called Daemen as he came forward to
place himself directly in front of the zoolipt. It reared up slightly,
fluttered its edges and flowed past The Luck. “See? It’s a recycler. A machine.
It won’t hurt anything that’s alive.” Tric looked at The Luck doubtfully. “Is this your gift? A
new recycler? A recycler that won’t starve or poison us?” Daemon’s smile could have lit a sunless world. “Food. A
future. My gift to my people,” he said softly. “I’m Good Luck, Uncle-and-Father.
Perhaps the best Luck this planet has ever seen.” Slowly, the Seurs shuffled away from the wall, stretching
their necks for a better look at their future. With a profusion of blues, the
zoolipt engulfed the last corpse. The Seurs watched in silent appreciation of
its efficiency. Kirtn and Rheba looked at each other, remembering Square
One, where the greater portion of this zoolipt presided over chaos. Healthy
chaos, but chaos all the same. Not only presided, but created. Runners,
burrowers, flyers, the zoolipt experimented with the abandon of an idiot—or a
God. And that same zoolipt was inside them, multiplying, echos of
turquoise pleasure resonating through them. Machine? They did not think so. God? They most profoundly hoped not. The last icy shroud collapsed in a shower of tiny crystal
notes. Wordlessly, Kirtn and Rheba advanced on the engorged zoolipt. It was as
big as she was now, and far heavier. Its surface danced with every tint of
blue. Kirtn hesitated, then bent over the zoolipt and began
kneading it into a sphere. She hesitated too, then went to work by his side. Neither
spoke. The Seurs muttered unhappily and advanced. Fssa’s head appeared
out of Rheba’s hair. The snake let loose a malevolent hiss. The Seurs stopped.
They had seen a Fssireeme in action. They had no desire to become ice sculptures
carved by an alien snake. Yet they were not convinced that The Luck was their
salvation, either. They stared at the zoolipt with the suspicion bred by years
of being victims of a whimsical recycler. “What are you doing?” asked Daemen, watching Rheba curiously. “Rolling it into the soup,” said Rheba, gesturing with a
tendril of hair toward the depleted recycler pool. “Oh. Can I help?” “Have any cuts or scrapes?” she asked, grunting as she
caught a slippery fold of zoolipt and tucked it into place. Daemen looked at his hands and feet. As usual, he had come
through the worst of it with little more than a few scratches. “One or two.
Why?” “Apparently, when we took a piece of this zoolipt we gave it
an idea; it can live separately from the central mass. Then it had another
idea. Living in us.” “What do you mean?” Kirtn looked up from his work. “It’s in us. Both of us.” The
zoolipt quivered under his hands like blue marmalade. “It came in through our
wounds. Maybe it just liked our alien flavors too much to leave after it healed
us. Or maybe it will use any broken skin as an excuse to take up residence.
You’re The Luck. Take your choice.” Kirtn bent over the dense, quivering mass and heaved. The
zoolipt rolled eccentrically. Rheba deflected it toward the pool. In doing so,
her hands sank up to her wrists in zoolipt. Daemen looked at his modestly abraded palms and decided that
just this once he would not push his Luck. When the zoolipt wobbled in his
direction, he leaped back out of its way. As Rheba, Kirtn and the lopsided zoolipt slopped toward the
recycler pool, the Seurs’ muttering increased. Their recycler was not much, but
without it they would surely die. “It’s all right,” said Daemen soothingly. He smiled his charming
smile for Tric. “Really. The zoolipt kept Square One alive after their grid
went eccentric. Our grid is intact. Imagine what the zoolipt will be able to do
for us.” Rheba and Kirtn exchanged a long look. They were imagining,
all right, and none of it was particularly comforting. “Be ready to run after
we kick it into the soup,” whistled the Bre’n sourly. Fssa translated for the J/taals and illusionist, carefully
avoiding any language the Seurs might understand. The J/taals withdrew into a
protective formation. Fssa lifted his head out of Rheba’s hair and focused his
sensors on the restless Seurs. The zoolipt quivered at the edge of the recycler pool. The
contrast between the pale, almost invisible turquoise of the pool and the zoolipt’s
robust blues was startling. It did not seem possible that the two forms of
quasi-life had any relation at all to each other. Kirtn hesitated and looked at Daemen. “You’re sure this is
what you want?” Daemen laughed. “Of course!” Kirtn shrugged. “It’s your planet.” He kicked the zoolipt into the soup. Rheba held her breath, waiting for a repeat of the disaster
that had occurred when Rainbow was tossed into Centrins’ core. Kirtn’s hand
closed over her wrist, ready to yank her back if anything happened. The zoolipt
rolled to the bottom of the pool. And sat there. The lights stayed on. Rheba began to breathe again. Kirtn’s grip relaxed. The zoolipt exploded through the soup in a soundless blue shockwave.
Tints and tones of blue, shades of blue, impossible variations on the theme of
blue, all of them at once, shimmering, quivering, alive. And then
the greens came, wistful and luminous, subtle and magnificent. The bottom of
the pool vanished in emerald turmoil. When it was still again, the pool was a
blue-green, translucent sea where emerald lights glimmered restlessly on turquoise
currents. Kirtn whistled a soft tribute to the zoolipt’s uncanny
beauty. The Seurs sighed and looked at their Luck with awe. The lights went out. Kirtn swore. An incredible sunrise swept through Centrins, banishing its
habitual twilight. Every Zaarain surface scintillated, throwing off light like
enormous jewels. Sound condensed between the colors, a song so beautiful that
it made Fssa tremble with joy. For an instant everyone lived in the center of
perfection, suspended in uncanny brilliance. Colors swirled across one wall, then cleared to reveal the
rest of the installation. Like a ship’s downside sensors, the wall enlarged one
detail after the next, giving those inside an intimate view of what was
happening in the city. Beneath the debris of time and ignorance, Zaarain
pavements glowed, hinting at marvels just beyond reach. The feeding stations came alive, singing of scents and
flavors unmatched in Seur history. Skeletal crowds milled from one station to
the next, gorging themselves on food that went instantly throughout their
systems, visibly healing and rebuilding starved bodies. Stupefied, they
stretched out on pavement that sensed their need and became a bed. Smiting,
they slept the sleep of the newly born. Feeding stations became shaval fountains. Drifts of fragrant
gold began to form, tenderly engulfing the sleeping bodies. The wall changed, becoming a symphony of colors once more.
Rheba blinked and awakened from Zaarain enchantment. She turned to ask the
Seurs if they were satisfied with their Luck. The Seurs were gone. “I thought that last group looked familiar,” said Kirtn. He
turned hopefully to his left, but The Luck was not gone. The Bre’n sighed.
“Still here?” Daemen smiled shyly. “I wanted to say thank you.” “You’re The Luck, not us.” “I couldn’t have done it without you.” Kirtn could not argue with that. “You’re welcome.” He turned
to Rheba. “Ready?” “Wait,” said Daemen quickly. “You saved my people from extinction.
Let me do the same for you.” “What do you mean?” demanded Rheba. “You’re looking for more of you—and of him.” He pointed at
Kirtn. “Yes.” Her voice was tight, as it always was when she
thought about the odds against finding more Bre’ns, more Senyasi, another world
to build another akhenet culture. “Do you know where some of our people are?” “No. But I’m The Luck. Take me along.” Daemen touched her
arm and smiled. “Let me help you. Please.” Kirtn looked at the young man whose smile was as beautiful
and complex as a Zaarain construct. The Bre’n wanted to grab his fire dancer
and run, but the Choice was hers, not his. He stepped aside, waiting and
feeling cold. Daemen could not have made a more compelling offer if he had used
all of eternity to think of one. “But what about your own people?” asked Rheba. “The machine will take care of them. They don’t need me anymore.” She thought of Square One and wondered. Despite Daemen’s
assurances, she knew the zoolipt was not a machine. It was alive, and
intelligent after its own fashion. Now it had its hands—or whatevers—on the
most sophisticated technology known in all the Cycles of man. What happened
next was very much a matter of Luck. His Luck. If she took him, used him to find
her own people and in doing so caused the extinction of his ... ? That was too
high a price to pay for akhenet survival. And in the back of her mind there was always Satin’s voice
screaming, Space him. Not that she agreed with Satin. Daemen was not bad luck. Not
quite. But in his company she had been beaten, drugged, shunted off to die in a
tunnel, fed to a voracious zoolipt; and worst by far, she had felt her Bre’n
die beneath her hands. It had all turned out all right, of course.
She was alive, and he was, both of them carrying their little cargo of God.... She did not know how much more of The Luck she could survive. “You belong to your people,” she said slowly. “They bred you.
They deserve your Luck.” She kissed his cheek. “But thanks anyway.” Daemen let her hair slip between his fingers and tried to
smile. “Good Luck, beautiful dancer. If you change your mind, I’ll be here.” He
took off Rainbow and handed it to Kirtn. “I won’t need this, now.” They left The Luck standing by a pool brimming with improbable
life, trying to smile. Silently, J/taals and clepts scouted through the transformed
city. There were no threats, no dangers, nothing but shaval drifting fragrantly
on the wind. Rheba was silent, looking neither right nor left as her
Bre’n guided her toward the spaceship. When they were in the Devalon’s
shadow, they could see power shimmering around the ship. The core drain was
off. The Devalon would be ready to lift as soon as they were aboard. Kirtn whistled an intricate Bre’n command. Shaval floated up
as the ship extruded a ramp. “Sorry you didn’t take him?” asked Kirtn as he mounted the
ramp, unable to stand her pensive silence any longer.’ “What?” asked Rheba. “The Luck. Are you sorry you left him behind?” Her hair seethed quietly. “I don’t think so. But I was just
thinking—” The ship opened, revealing an interior packed with former
slaves impatient to be on their way. Rheba stopped, amazed all over again at
the variety of beings she had promised to take home. “You were thinking—?” prompted Kirtn gently. “Look at them.” Kirtn looked. “And?” “The Luck was just one. What will it take to get the others
home?” Kirtn smiled whimsically. “A fire dancer, a Bre’n and a
Fssireeme—what else?” The answer carne in tiny echos of zoolipt laughter. About the AuthorANN MAXWELL lives in Laguna Niguel, California, with her
husband, Evan, and their two children. She is the author of a number of
excellent science fiction novels and has co-authored many books with her
husband on subjects ranging from historical fiction to thrillers to nonfiction.
Some of her earlier works have been recommended for the Nebula Award and
nominated for the TABA Award. Also available in Signet editions are Ann’s fine
science fiction novels, The Jaws of Menx and Fire Dancer. Dancer’s Illusion1983 THE
SHIP’S COMPUTER HAS CHOSEN— and now Rheba the fire dancer and her Bre’n mentor Kirtn
must fulfill the next part of their ongoing mission—to return a shipload of fellow
ex-slaves to their widely scattered home planets. Their current destination—Yhelle,
a world where reality is far too fleeting for anyone but a master illusionist
to grasp. Yhelle is considered the most civilized place in the galaxy and their
brief stopover should be pure pleasure. But it doesn’t take Rheba, Kirtn, and
their two Yhelle crewmates long to discover that beneath the paradise-like
surface of this society lurks an evil that is growing more powerful each day, a
seductive darkness that feeds on love and kills with ecstasy.... ILLUSION’S
VEIL The forcefield stretched away on both sides into infinity.
“How do we get through?” Rheba asked. “The field thins out here and illusions appear,” her Yhelle
shipmate replied. “To get where you want to go, just pick a destination’s clan
symbol and step through. Be fast, though. It’s no fun getting caught between
illusions.” Rheba looked uneasily at the kaleidoscopic forces of the
veil, changing even as she watched. She was loathe to let her illusionist
friends out of reach for fear of being forever lost in a shifting Yhelle
fantasy. Then, making her decision, she motioned the illusionists to
get on with it. They joined hands and concentrated, riding the veil like an unruly
beast. Finally, grudgingly, the field thinned, revealing cracked pavements and
desolation. The illusionists walked through and vanished. And, after an
instant of hesitation, Rheba and Kirtn followed. The field broke over them like
black water, drowning them.... IThe tension in the Devalon’s crowded control room was
as unbearable as the air. The ship’s life-support systems were overloaded.
Passengers and crew were being kept alive, but not in comfort. Rheba wiped her
forehead with the back of her arm. Both arm and face were sweaty, both pulsed
with intricate gold lines that were visible manifestations of the power latent
within her. She looked at her Bre’n. Rivulets of sweat darkened Kirtn’s suede-texturcd
skin. The fine, very short copper fur that covered his powerful body made the
control room’s heat even more exhausting for him than it was for her. “Ready?” she said, wiping her face again. “Yesss,” hissed Fssa, dangling his head out of her hair. His
thin, infinitely flexible body was alive with metallic colors. He loved heat. “Not you, snake,” Rheba muttered. “Kirtn.” The Bre’n smiled, making his yellow eyes seem even more
slanted in their mask of almost invisibly fine gold fur. “Ready. Maybe it will
be an ice planet,” he added hopefully. Rheba looked around the control room at the sweaty races of
Fourth People she had rescued from a lifetime of slavery on Loo. Some were
furred, some not. They had as many colors as Rainbow, the Zaarain construct
that was at the moment a necklace knocking against Kirtn’s chest. AH of the passengers had two things in common: their past
slavery on Loo and their present hope that it would be their planet’s number
that would be chosen by the Devalon’s computer in the lottery. The
winner was given the best prize of all—a trip home. The owners of the ship, Rheba and Kirtn, were not included
in the lottery. Their home had died beneath the hot lash of an unstable sun,
sending the young Bre’n and his even younger Senyas fire dancer fleeing for
their lives. They had survived, and they had managed to find two others who had
survived. One was Ilfn, a woman of Kirtn’s race. The other was her storm
dancer, a blind boy called Lheket. Rheba had sworn to find more survivors, to
comb the galaxy until she had found enough Bre’ns and Senyasi to ensure that neither
race became extinct. But first she had light-years to go and promises to keep.
She had to deliver each one of the people on the ship to his, her, or hir home.
The first such delivery—to a planet called Daemen—had nearly killed both her
and Kirtn. Since then there had been several other planets, none dangerous. But
each number the computer spat out could be another Daemen. “You may be ready,” Rheba sighed, “but I’m not sure I am.” She licked her lips, then whistled a phrase in the
intricate, poetic Bre’n language—Instantly the computer displayed a number in
the air just above her head. Kirtn whistled in lyric relief. That was the most civilized
planet in the Yhelle Equality. Certainly there could be no difficulty there. Besides,
the Yhelle illusionists on board had more than earned their chance to go home.
Without them, Kirtn certainly would have died on Daemen, and Rheba, too. On the other hand, they would miss the illusionists. It was
piquant not knowing who or what would appear in the crowded corridors of the Devalon. Fssa keened softly into Rheba’s ear. He, too, would miss the
illusionists. When they were practicing their trade, they had a fey energy
about them that could appeal only to a Fssireeme—or another illusionist. “I know, snake,” Rheba said, stroking him with a fingertip.
She sent currents of energy through her hair to console the Fssireeme. “But it
wouldn’t be fair to ask them to wait just because we like their company.” Fssa subsided. With a final soft sound he vanished into her
seething gold hair. Rheba stood on tiptoe to see over the heads of the people
crowding the control room. “Where are they?” Kirtn, taller than anyone else, spotted the illusionists.
“By the hall.” “Are they happy?” “With an illusionist, who can tell?” he said dryly. Then he
relented and lifted Rheba so that she could see. “They don’t look happy,” she said. Kirtn whistled a phrase from the “Autumn Song,” one of
Deva’s most famous poems, variations on the theme of parting. “Yes, but they still should be happy,” whistled Rheba.
“They’re going home.” All of her longing for the home she had lost was in her
Bre’n whistle. Kirtn’s arms tightened around her. She had been so young; she
had so few memories to comfort her. And she was right. The illusionists did not look happy. With a silent sigh, Kirtn pm her back on her own feet. He
tried to imagine why anyone would be reluctant to go back home after years of
slavery. What he imagined did not comfort him. At best, they might simply dislike
their planet. At worst, they might have been exited and therefore did not expect
to be welcomed back. He pushed through the disappointed people who were slowly
leaving the control room. Rheba followed, unobtrusively protected by two
J/taals. On Loo, the mercenaries had chosen her as their J/taaleri, the focus
of their devotion. They continued to protect her whenever she permitted it—and
even when she did not. “Congratulations,” said Kirtn, smiling at the illusionists.
“The ship is computing replacements from here to Yhelle. Are there any
defenses we should know about?” F’lTiri tried to smile: “Probably not. No one has fought
with Yhelle for thousands of years. The last people who did conquered us. They
retreated five years later, babbling.” This time he managed a true smile. “Yhelle
is hard on people who expect reality to be what it seems to be.” “Is that what you’re doing?” said Rheba. “Practicing?” I’sNara’s confusion showed in her voice as well as her face.
“What do you mean? We’re appearing as ourselves right now. No illusions.” “Then why aren’t you happy?” Rheba asked bluntly. “You’re
going home.” The two illusionists looked quickly at one another. At the
same instant, both of them appeared to glow with pleasure. Rheba made an
impatient gesture. She had been with them long enough to separate their illusions
from their reality ... some of the time. “Forget it,” she snapped. “Just tell me what’s wrong.” “Nothing,” they said in unison. “We’re just overcome with
surprise,” added i’sNara. “We never expected to go home so soon.” Kirtn grunted. Their voices were as unhappy as their faces had
been a few moments ago. “Fssa, tell everyone to clear the control room and get
ready for replacement.” The Fssireeme slid out of Rheba’s hair into her hands. There
he underwent a series of astonishing transformations as he made the necessary apparatus
to speak a multitude of languages simultaneously. It was not difficult for the
Fssireeme. The snakes had evolved on a hot, gigantic planet as sonic mimics,
then had been genetically modified during one of the earlier Cycles. The result
was a resilient, nearly indestructible translator who needed only a few phrases
to learn any new language. In response to the languages pouring out of the snake,
people hurried out of the control room. When the illusionists turned to go,
Kirtn stopped them. “Not you two.” He waited until only four plus Fssireeme were left in the
room. He stretched with obvious pleasure, flexing his powerful body. The Devalon
had been designed originally for twelve crew members and hurriedly rigged
for the two who had survived Deva’s solar flare. Even after dropping off people
on five planets, the remainder of the refugees from Loo’s slave pens seriously
overloaded the ship’s facilities. As a result, Kirtn spent most of his time
trying not to crush smaller beings. “Now,” he said, focusing on i’sNara and f’lTiri, “what’s the
problem?” The illusionists looked at each other, then at him, then at
Rheba. “We’re not sure we should go home,” said i’sNara simply. “Why?” asked Rheba, slipping Fssa back into her hair. The illusionists looked at each other again. “We are
appearing naked before you,” said f’lTiri, his voice strained. Rheba blinked and began to object that they were fully
dressed as far as she could tell, then realized that they meant naked of illusions,
not clothes. “That’s rare in your culture, isn’t it?” “Yes,” they said together. “Only with children, very close
friends and sometimes with lovers. A sign of deep trust.” “I see.” Rheba hesitated, knowing the illusionists were
proud as only ex-slaves could be. “You didn’t leave your planet voluntarily ...
?” “No.” Rheba and Kirtn exchanged a long look. She slid her fingers
between his. They did not have the intraspecies telepathy of the J/taals or the
interspecies telepathy of master mind dancers, yet they sometimes could catch
each other’s thoughts when they were In physical contact. Once, on Daemon, telepathy
had come without contact; but Kirtn had been dying then, too high a price to
pay for soundless speech. Now there was no urgency, just a long sigh and the
word trouble shared between them. “Tell us.” Rheba’s tone was more commanding than inviting,
but her smile was sympathetic. “It’s a long story.” began f’lTiri, “and rather complex.” Kirtn laughed shortly. “I’d expect nothing else from a
culture based on pure illusions.” “Don’t leave anything out,” added Rheba. “If we’d known more
about Daemen, we would have had less trouble there.” F’lTiri sighed. “I’d rather be invisible while I talk,” he
muttered. “Holding invisibility couldn’t be much harder than telling you....”
He made a curt gesture. “As you said, our society is based on illusion. Nearly
all Yhelles can project illusions. Some are better than others. There are
different categories of illusion, as well.” Rheba remembered the young Yhelle illusionist she had seen
on Loo. His gift was appearing to be the essence of everyone’s individual
sexual desire. The result had been compelling for the audience and confusing
for her—she had seen the appearance of Kirtn on the young illusionist, yet
Kirtn was her mentor, not her lover. The image still returned to disturb her.
She banished it each time, telling herself that it was merely her knowledge of
legendary Bre’n sensuality that had caused her to identify Yhelle illusion as
Bre’n reality. “The result is that while other societies have tangible
means of rewarding their members, Yhelle doesn’t,” continued f’lTiri. “What
good is a jeweled badge when even children can make the appearance of
that badge on themselves? What good is a magnificent house when most Yhelles
can project the appearance of a castle? What good is a famous ‘face when almost
anyone can duplicate the appearance of that face? What good is beauty? Even
poetry can appear more exquisite than it is. One of my daughters could project
a poem that would make you weep ... but when anyone else read the words, they
were merely ordinary.” The illusionist sighed, and i’sNara took up the explanation.
“He doesn’t mean that everything on Yhelle is illusory. Our money is real
enough most of the time, because we need it for the framework of real food and
cloth and shelter we build our illusions on. But the elaboration of necessity
that is the foundation of most societies just doesn’t exist on Yhelle. We have
nearly everything we want—or at least the appearance of having it.” She
looked anxiously from Bre’n to Senyas. “Do you understand?” “I doubt it,” said Kirtn, “but I’m trying. Do you mean that
a Yhelle could take mush and make it appear to be a feast?” “Yes,” said i’sNara eagerly. “A good illusionist can even
make it taste like a feast.” “But can’t you see through the illusions?” asked Rheba. Both illusionists looked very uncomfortable. “That’s a ...
difficult ... subject for us. Like cowardice for the J/taals or reproduction
for the Lems.” “That may be,” said Rheba neutrally, “but it’s crucial. We
won’t be shocked.” F’lTiri almost smiled. Even so, his words were slow, his
tone reluctant. “Some illusions are easier to penetrate than others. It depends
on your skill, and the power of the creator. But it is unspeakably ... crude
... to comment on reality. And who would want to? Who prefers real mush to an
apparent feast? Especially as they are equally nourishing. Do you understand?” Bre’n and Senyas exchanged a long silence. “Keep going,”
said Rheba at last. “We’re behind you, but we’re not out of breath yet.” I’sNara’s laughter was light and pleasing. Rheba realized
that it was the first time she had heard either Yhelle really laugh. “You’ll catch up soon,” said f’lTiri confidently. “After Loo
and Daemen, I don’t think anything can stay ahead of either of you.” Rheba smiled sourly and said nothing. They had been lucky to
survive those planets. “We don’t have much government,” continued f’lTiri. “It’s
difficult to tax illusions, and without taxes government isn’t much more than
an amusement for wellborn families. There’s some structure, of course. We are
Fourth People, and Fourth People seem doomed to hierarchy. We’re organized into
clans, or rather, disorganized into clans. Each clan specializes—traders
or artists or carpenters, that sort of thing. I’sNara and I belong to the Liberation
clan. We’re master snatchers,” he said proudly. “Thieves.” Rheba blinked. The illusionists treated reality as a dirty word
and thievery as a proud occupation. She sensed Kirtn’s yellow eyes on her but
did not return his look. She was afraid she would laugh, offending the Yhelles. “And quite good at it,” said Kirtn blandly, “if Onan is any
proof of your skill. Without you two we’d still be stuck in Nontondondo, trying
to scrape up the price of an Equality navtrix.” F’lTiri made a modest noise. “We were out of practice. The
only thing we’ve stolen in five years worth mentioning is our freedom—and you
stole that for us.” He sighed. “Anyway, we weren’t good enough on Yhelle. We
were assigned to steal the Ecstasy Stones from the Redistribution clan. We were
caught and sold to Loo.” “I’m out of breath,” said Rheba flatly. “You spent a lot of
time telling us about appearances being equal or superior to reality, then you
tell us that you tried to steal something. Why? Couldn’t you just make an illusion
of the Ecstasy Stones?” “That’s the whole point. Oh, we could make something that
looked like the Stones, but no illusionist in Yhelle history has been able to
make anything that felt like the Stones. That’s their value,” said f’lTiri.
“They make you feel loved. That’s their illusion.” Rheba looked at Kirtn, silently asking if he understood. He
smiled. “You’re too pragmatic, fire dancer. It’s your Senyas genes. Think of it
this way. The Yhelles have, or seem to have, everything that Fourth
People have pursued since the First of the Seventeen Cycles. Wealth, beauty,
power over their environment—if there is a name for it, the Yhelles have
someone able to make it appear. Or,” he added dryly, “appear to appear.
The illusion of love is the only exception.” He looked at the illusionists. They moved their hands in a
gesture of agreement. “Exactly,” said the Yhelles together. F’lTiri continued, “We create illusions, but we aren’t
deluded by them. Illusionists who fool themselves are, by definition, fools. So
when it comes to love, we’re no better off than the rest of the Fourth People.” “Except for the Stones,” put in i’sNara. “Their fabulous
illusion—if it indeed is an illusion—is love. They love you totally. The
more Stones you have, the more intense is the feeling of loving and being
loved.” “That would make them valuable in any society,” said Rheba. “Perhaps,” conceded f’lTiri. “But in Serriolia, the city-state
where we were born and the most accomplished illusionists live, the illusion of
everything is available. Except love. In Serriolia, the Ecstasy Stones are
priceless. Most of our history hinges on the masterful illusions that have gone
into stealing one or more of the Stones. Master snatchers of each generation
used to try their skills on whoever owned one or more Stones.” “Used to’.’” asked Kirtn. “What happened?” “The Redis—the Redistribution clan—snatched almost all of
Serriolia’s Stones. You see, the Redis were formed out of the discontented
thieves of various clans. That was hundreds of years ago. For generations, the
clan trained and sent out platoons of master snatchers. In the beginning, the
clan’s sole reason for existence was to steal Ecstasy Stones from the selfish
few who had them. The Redis hoped to combine the Stones into one Grand Illusion
available to every citizen.” “That doesn’t sound too bad,” said Rheba hesitantly. “It wasn’t,” agreed i’sNara. “Bat the Redis didn’t share.
Only Redis were allowed into the Stones’ presence. And only a few Redis, at
that. So another clan was formed out of unhappy snatchers, the Liberation clan.
Besides,” she smiled, “there were all those highly trained snatchers and
nothing to practice on but their own clan—unthinkable. Stealing from your own
clan is grounds for disillusionment.” “And you were caught stealing the Stones?” said Kirtn. “Is
that why you were exiled?” “We’re Libs,” said f’lTiri proudly. “It was our duty to
snatch Stones from the Redis. But the Redis didn’t have any sense of humor. It
wasn’t just that we were snatchers—our history is full of snatchers—but that
our mere existence suggested that the Redis were not holding the Stones for the
good of all Serriolians. The Redis Charter is quite specific about the
Redis stealing Stones for high purposes rather than for selfish pleasures. The
Redis Charter is posted in every clan hall. The fact that the Charter rather
than the Stones circulates among the clans is attributed to the Stones’ extreme
worth.” “Or the Charter’s extreme worthlessness,” added i’sNara
sarcastically. Rheba rubbed her temples and wondered why she had urged the
Yhelles to tell her everything. She was totally confused. Her hair crackled.
Kirtn stroked the seething mass, gently pulling out excess energy. After a
moment her hair settled into golden waves that covered her shoulders. “What’s the worst that can happen if you go back?” Rheba
asked bluntly. “That’s just it,” said i’sNara, her voice soft. “We don’t
know.” “Will your clan disown you?” asked Kirtn. “No,” answered f’lTiri. “Never.” “You haven’t broken any local laws?” pressed Rheba. “No.” “Then why are you reluctant to go home?” “We may be sent after the Stones again, and caught again,
and sold to Loo again. Or worse.” Rheba tried not to groan aloud. The more she heard of Yhelle
and Serriolia, the less she liked it. She could, and should, just set down in
Serriolia, sadly hut firmly say goodbye to the illusionists, and then lift for
deep space with all the power in the Devalon’s drive. But without f’lTiri’s masterful illusions, a fire dancer and
a Bre’n would have died on Loo or Daemon. “You don’t know what will happen to you?” said Kirtn, his
voice divided between statement and question. “No, we don’t.” Kirtn sighed. “Then we’d better go find out.” IIRheba activated the privacy shield on her bunk, enclosing
herself in darkness. She sat cross-legged, eyes unfocused, her breathing slow
and even. Light bloomed from her hands, curling up from akhenet lines of power
that were so dense her fingers seemed solid gold. Within the pool of light,
like a leaf floating on a sunset pond, lay her Bre’n Face. She stared at it,
letting her worry about the illusionists’ future slide away with each breath. The Face had been carved by Kirtn and given to his dancer
when she was ten years old. Each Senyas dancer had a Bre’n carving; no Face was
the same. Normally Rheba wore the carving as an earring, depending from the
seven intricate fastenings that insured against accidental loss. It was more
than a decoration, and more than a pledge of Kirtn’s Choice of her as an
akhenet partner. The Face was also a teaching device. Dancers, especially young
ones, were supposed to meditate upon their individual Face every clay. In time,
the Face would teach them all they needed to know about the relationship
between Senyas and Bre’n. Rheba, however, had not spent enough time in meditation. The
fact that she had spent most of her hours since Deva’s burn-off in pursuit of
bare survival did not excuse her. If her partnership with Kirtn went sour
because she did not understand what was required of her, neither one of them
would survive. Bre’ns whose akhenet partners thwarted them long enough went
into a berserker state called rez. In that state they killed
everything within reach—most especially their dancers—and ended by killing
themselves. No one knew precisely what drove a Bre’n to rez, or
if anyone did, she had not been told. Kirtn had slid into rez once on Loo.
Only a combination of her innate skill as a fire dancer and Fssa’s
incredible ability to withstand heat had saved them from burning to ash and
gone. Afterward she had silently vowed to study the Face no matter what
happened. Except for her time on Daemen, she had done just that. She gathered her thoughts, focusing only on the Face. It
looked back at her, benign and aloof, waiting. Then, as she inhaled, the Face
changed into a Bre’n profile against a subtly seething field of dancer energy.
In the next breath it was two faces, Bre’n and ... was it Senyas? Was that
bright shadow a young woman’s face, eyes half closed, transported by an unknown
emotion? Her smile was stow, mysterious, as inhumanly beautiful as Kirtn, but
the woman was Senyas, not Bre’n. It looked like her own face, but she was not
half so beautiful, had never felt an emotion so intense. The Face shifted with each breath, each pulse of her blood.
• It was countless faces now, waves on an ocean stretching back into time,
waves swelling toward future consummation on an unseen shore. Bre’ns and Senyasi
intertwined, turning slowly, akhenet pairs focused in one another, touching and
turning until they flowed together, inseparable. Their faces were all familiar, all the same, Kirtn’s face
with yellow eyes hotter than dancer fire. He turned and saw her and she burned.
He called her and she came, turning slowly, touching him passionately, and his
eyes another kind of fire touching her.... Rheba’s hands shook, breaking the Face’s hold on her mind.
She realized that her akhenet lines were alight, burning in the closed
compartment until the heat was stifling. Reflexively she damped her fire,
sucking energy out of the air until it was a bearable temperature. She did not look at the earring. She fastened the Face to
her ear with fingers that still trembled. She was glad that Kirtn was not with
her. What would he think of a dancer so undisciplined that she could not
control her own thoughts? Instead of learning more about Bre’n and Senyas, her
willful mind had combined her present worry about the illusionists with her
past experience on Loo, when a young Yhelle illusionist had appeared as Kirtn sensuality
made flesh. She did not know why that experience had gone so deep into
her psyche, but it had. Bad enough that she had dreamed about it while asleep;
to have it interfere with dancer meditation was intolerable. She whistled a curt phrase. The shield retracted into the
bunk. M/dere waited outside. The J/taal smiled and gestured for Rheba to
follow. Rheba did, wondering who wanted her and for what. Without Fssa there
was no way of knowing; J/taals did not speak Universal, Senyas or Bre’n, and
she did not speak J/taal. Kirtn was in the control room arguing with the illusionists.
Fssa, dangling from Kirtn’s neck, let out a delighted hiss when he sensed
Rheba’s unique energy fields. Without pausing in his argument, Kirtn lofted the
snake in Rheba’s direction. She snatched him out of the air, bracing herself as
his weight smacked into her hands. No matter how many times she held him, she was always surprised.
His dense flesh was unreasonably heavy. In her hair, however, he weighed almost
nothing. He had once told her that he “translated” her dancer energy into his
own private support system. She had questioned him further, only to be told in
arch tones that she “lacked the vocabulary to understand.” “If you get any heavier I’ll drop you,” she muttered as she
wove him into her long hair. “You’ll break your toe,” whistled Fssa smugly. Whenever
possible, he used the whistle language of Bre’n. It required the least amount
of shape-changing to reproduce. In addition, Bre’n was lyric, multileveled and
evocative, all of which made it irresistible to the linguistically inclined Fssireeme.
“Don’t take a snake’s word for it,” he encouraged. “Drop me.” Rheba made a flatulent sound, a Fssireeme way of expressing
disgust. Fssa’s hissing laughter tickled her neck. Both illusionists began shouting. As they shouted they
seemed to grow taller and wider with each word until they loomed threateningly
over the control room. “What’s the problem with them?” Rheba said softly to Fssa. “Fourth People.” Fssa sighed like a human. “Sometimes I think
you pay for having legs by lacking brains.” “Tell me something new, snake.” “The illusionists are trying to convince Kirtn that he
should just drop them at Serriolia’s spaceport and leave. He’s trying to convince
them that—” Kirtn’s roar drowned out Fssa’s speech. The snake hummed in
admiration. As far as he was concerned, Bre’ns made the best sounds of any
Fourth People. “—going with you! Now shut up and get ready for the landing!” “Bui—” “Shut up!” Rheba winced. The illusionists slowly deflated until they
were normal size. Kirtn took a deep breath and reached for his lunch—a cup of
mush that nourished the body and left the palate to fend for itself. With the
life-support systems overloaded, it was the best the ship could do. He tasted
the mush, grimaced, and slammed the cup into its nook on the control console. “Cold.” It was just one word, but whistled in Bre’n it described
a world of disgust. Rheba walked over to the cup. She pointed at it with her
finger. Energy flared for an instant. She handed the cup to her disgruntled
Bre’n. “Don’t burn yourself.” “The zoolipt would take care of it.” Rheba shuddered. She did not like to think about the
turquoise alien that had entered their bodies on Daemen. Kirtn was more philosophical
than she about the zoolipt, perhaps because it had saved his life when the
Seurs were doing their best to kill him. She did not deny that the turquoise
soup had its uses. She was just uneasy knowing that a Zaarain hospital had
taken up residence in her cells. Things Zaarain had a habit of being unpredictable. The ship’s lights flickered so briefly that only she and the
energy-sensitive Fssireeme noticed it. A chime sounded twice, then twice again.
Fssa’s voice, via a memory cube, notified the inhabitants in thirty-three
languages that landing was imminent. I’sNara approached, a look of determination on her normally
bland features. “We’ve decided that we want to be put down on Tivveriolia. It
has a good spaceport with all the most modern downside connectors.” “What’s the transportation like from there?” asked Rheba innocently. “Very fast. F’lTiri and I won’t have any problem at all
getting to Serrio ...” Her voice faded as she realized that Rheba had tricked
her into admitting that Serriolia was still their ultimate destination. “You’re
worse than he is.” Rheba smiled. “I’ve beers working on it.” I’sNara hesitated, then whispered, “Thank you,” and
hurriedly withdrew to stand next to her husband. Neither illusionist spoke
again until the ship touched down and the downside connectors were in place. “No formalities?” asked Kirtn when the call board remained
dark. “If you need anything more than the port supplies, you just send
out a call in Universal. If anyone is interested, you’ll get an answer. The
port facilities are free, although it’s customary to show yourselves on Reality
Street as payment. You two will be a sensation,” added f’lTiri. “We’ve never
seen your kind before. You’ll be the source of a thousand new illusions.” “And after Reality Street?” asked Rheba. “The Liberation clan hall. They’ll tell us where our family
is, and”—he smiled grimly—“whether we have to spend the rest of our lives
projecting invisibility.” Rheba and Kirtn looked at the control board. A series of numbers
and colors moved in a continuous loop, describing the environment around the
ship. She sighed. Hardly an ice planet. It was warm, even for Senyas tastes.
Kirtn would begin to shed after an hour out there. The illusionists stood eagerly by the downside door. They had
no luggage, having escaped Loo with no more than their lives. When the door
retracted, they stepped eagerly onto the ramp. Kirtn and Rheba stood quietly for a moment, letting their bodies
respond to the alien planet. The gravity was slightly heavier than Daemon’s had
been, but the difference was not enough to be tedious. All of the Equality planets—indeed,
all of the planets inhabited by Fourth People—were functionally identical in
such gross characteristics as gravity and atmospheric content. Where one Fourth
People could survive, all could survive. The degree of comfort in which Fourth People could survive
changed markedly from planet to planet, however. Loo had been too cold for
Senyas tastes, Daemen too barren, and Onan too chaotic. Yhelle felt to Rheba as
if it would be too hot and far too humid. Kirtn grunted as though agreeing with her unspoken thoughts.
Sweat sprang beneath his weapon harness and brief shorts. Within moments, his
whole body was wet. Even the gold mask surrounding his eyes was dark. “You won’t need my robe to keep warm here,” said Kirtn,
glancing down at his fire dancer. “And I don’t need my fur.” “I could skin you,” she suggested, lips straight in an effort
not to smile. “Promises, promises. By the Inmost Fire,” he sighed, “I
wonder what an illusion of coolness is worth here.” A thoughtful look crossed Rheba’s face. She held her hands
near his face and concentrated. Her hands pulsed with subdued gold, but no
flames came. Instead, a cool sensation came to him as she sucked heat out of
the air around him. “How’s that?” she asked. He smiled and hugged her. “Nice.” She concentrated again, trying to keep the heat at bay. He
blew gently on her lips, teasing and distracting her. “Don’t tire yourself out
keeping me cool. I’ll survive.” “But you’ll shed,” she said flatly. She held up her hands.
Tiny coppery hairs stuck to her moist skin. “You’re shedding already!” She made
a sound of mock disgust. Every spring on Deva, she had teased her mentor about
his unsavory habits. “Senyasi never shed.” “Really?” whistled Kirtn, pulling a long gold hair off his
shoulder harness. “What’s this?” “An illusion,” she said serenely. “We’re on Yhelle, remember?” Kirtn looked around. The spaceport with its scarred apron
and downside connectors looked like every other Equality spaceport he had seen.
Cleaner, perhaps. Certainly cleaner than Daemen’s had been. But for a planet of
illusionists, the landscape was disappointingly mundane. Only later did he realize
just how subtle Yhelle’s first illusion really was. “Let’s get it over with,” said—Rheba, taking his sweaty hand
in hers and pulling him down the ramp. “‘The sooner we begin, the sooner we
end,’” she intoned, quoting an ancient Senyas engineering text. The Bre’n gulped a chestful of the stifling air and
followed, whistling minor-key curses. As Kirtn and Rheba left the Devalon’s protective
radius, the J/taals and their war dogs—clepts—flowed smoothly outward until
Rheba was surrounded. She was their J/taaleri, and their job was to see that
she came to no harm. A clept ranged by i’sNara, its silver eyes smoldering in
Yhelle’s humid light. i’sNara made a startled sound and stopped. “What’s wrong?” said Rheba. “The J/taals,” said i’sNara. “They’re forbidden.” “What?” said Kirtn. “Forbidden,” repeated i’sNara. “They’re death, and death
doesn’t respect illusions.” Rheba stared at the illusionist’s face. “But—” I’sNara simply looked more stubborn. F’lTiri came and stood
by her side. “It’s true,” he said. “If the J/taals are along, every Yhelle will
be against us, even our own clan.” “Ice and ashes!” swore Rheba. “Fssa, tell the J/taals to
take their clepts and wait in the ship.” Then, remembering Daemen, where the
J/taals had disobeyed and followed her, she added, “Make sure they know that
I’ll he worse off if they’re with me than if they’re in the ship.” Fssa shifted in her hair until he was the proper shape to
emit the grunts, clicks and gratings that composed most of J/taal communication.
Their language was very primitive, because intraspecies telepathy made speech
useful only with outsiders and enemies. The J/taals did not like one syllable of what they heard.
That much was obvious from the ferocious expressions that settled on their
faces. Equally obvious was the fact that they were not going to protest their orders. “Why aren’t they arguing?” asked Kirtn. “They know it’s useless,” whistled Fssa. “Yhelle’s phobia
about J/taals is common knowledge in the Equality. But they weren’t sure Rheba
knew, since she isn’t from the Equality.” Rheba frowned. “They won’t try to follow me as they did on
Daemen?” “No.” Fssa’s whistle carried overtones of absolute confidence. “Explain,” she snapped in Senyas, the language of precision
and directness. Hastily, the snake shifted to create Senyas vocal apparatus.
“It would be pointless for them to follow. Without Yhelle guides—and no illusionist
would come near them—they would be hopelessly lost in Serriolia’s streets.” “Why?” “Illusions.” “That doesn’t make sense,” said Rheba, glancing around the
spaceport, where everything looked normal to the point of boredom. “It will,” the snake hissed. IIIReality Street led at an oblique angle away from the
spaceport. The transition from port to city was ominous. An ebony arch loomed
above the entrance to the street. The arch was filled with a sable nothingness
that was like a curtain sealing off whatever was beyond. When Rheba glanced around she saw nothing but the spaceport.
There were no building-; rising beyond the aprons, no hills or mountains or
clouds, nothing but downside connectors and the functional, asymmetrical machines
that cared for spaceships. It was as though the spaceport were the whole of the
island city-state of Serriolia. The illusionists looked back to where their friends waited,
gestured encouragingly, and vanished into the black emptiness beneath the arch.
Kirtn and Rheba looked at each other. As one, they slopped. “What’s wrong?” whistled Fssa. The snake’s head rested on top of Rheba’s. His twin
multicolored sensors wheeled, “seeing” his surroundings in a barrage of
returning sound waves. His whole length was incandescent, burning beneath her
rippling hair like very hot embers beneath flames. He was in a high state of
excitement. He liked new planets almost as much as he liked new languages. Especially
warm planets, although by Fssireeme standards Yhelle was only a few shades removed
from frigid. It was, however, much better than Daemen had been. “We don’t like the look of that black arch,” said Rheba. “Although
the illusionists didn’t seem to mind it.” “Arch? Where?” Kirtn turned and stared from the snake to the enormous arch
looming in front of them. “Right ahead of us.” Fssa’s sensors focused into the area beyond his two friends.
He moved his head restlessly from side to side like a clept questing for an
elusive scent. He hissed and turned back to Kirtn. “I don’t see anything but
air.” “You don’t see anything at all,” muttered the Bre’n,
referring to the fact that Fssireemes were blind to the wavelengths of light
that were the visible spectrum for Fourth People. “That’s what I said,” whistled Fssa, a musical confusion in
his trill. “No,” said Rheba, touching Kirtn’s arm, “Fssa is right. The
arch must be an illusion that exists only in the visible wavelengths of light.
Since Fssa uses other means of ‘seeing,’ he isn’t fooled.” “Wait here,” said Kirtn. He strode toward the arch, stopping a hand’s width away. He
reached out ... and his fingers vanished into darkness. The illusionists reappeared beneath the arch, startling him.
They were polite enough to conceal their smiles, although laughter rippled in
their voices. “It’s only a simple illusion,”, said f’lTiri, dismissing the
arch with a flip of his hand. “It doesn’t even have texture,” added i’sNara, poking holes
in the arch with her tiny white hands. “It never changes. Even our youngest son
could do better.” “Fssa wasn’t fooled,” Rheba said, walking up behind Kirtn. F’lTiri looked at the Fssireeme with new appreciation. “I’d
like to see the planet you came from, snake.” “So would I,” responded the Fssireeme in a sad tremolo. Rheba touched him with a comforting fingertip. The snake had
been born—if that was the proper term for Fssireeme reproduction—beyond the
Equality’s borders, on a planet so distant that no one knew its Equality name.
In fact, neither the old Deva navtrix nor the new Equality navtrix had ever
heard of a planet called Ssimmi. Fssa could not go home, because without a
location on the navigation matrix, no one knew where in the galaxy his home
was. And Fssa wanted very badly to go home. “He uses sound waves to see,” said Rheba. “That’s why he saw
through the arch’s illusion.” I’sNara looked thoughtful. “That might help with some Yhelle
illusions. But the most enduring illusions are based on reality. The best ones
have feel and texture. The extraordinary ones precisely mimic reality in every
way.” “Then how can you tell the difference?” asked Kirtn. “When their creator gets bored or dies, his illusions
vanish.” “You can tell the difference between normal illusions and reality?”
asked Rheba. “Of course.” “How?” she asked plaintively. “How can you create fire?” asked f’lTiri. She shrugged. “I’m a fire dancer. It’s what I do.” “And we’re illusionists. We can be fooled, though.” “And I can be burned,” said Rheba wryly. She looked at the
uninviting illusion ahead of her. “Why do you call it Reality Street?” F’lTiri laughed. “Because most of the people who use the
street are tourists, not illusionists. It’s the only place a realist can go on Yhelle
without a guide.” Kirtn sighed and turned to Rheba. “I’m ready if you are.” “You’re a poet.” she said accusingly. “You’d trade reality for
a good illusion any day.” But she followed him through the arch, for she was a
dancer and he was her Bre’n. Reality Street was a riot fit to boggle the sensory
apparatus of any Fourth People worthy of the name. If a plant grew anywhere in
the Equality, it grew along Reality Street. If an animal breathed anywhere in
the Equality, it breathed on Reality Street. If anything was manufactured or
imagined anywhere in the Equality, its counterpart thrived on Reality Street. Or at least it appeared that way. The city-state of Serriolia was the centerpiece of Yhelle’s
master illusionists. It also was the center of intra-Equality trade. Not
everything on Reality Street was an illusion, but deciding what was and was not
real would take a concatenation of First People ... or perhaps a single
Fssireeme. It was early morning in Serriolia, but groups of people wandered
Reality Street’s straight line, stopping :o marvel at various manifestations.
The people were as mixed a group as Kirtn and Rheba had left behind on the Devalon.
There were one or two races that they had not seen on Loo, though the
Loo-chim had prided itself on owning two of every kind of living being known in
the galaxy. Kirtn thought that at least one of the strange races wandering
Reality Street was an illusion. Even a Bre’n poet balked at accepting a tall,
fluffy-tailed, rainbow-striped biped as a real Fourth People. Especially when
it shook out flowered wings longer than it was tall. Its teeth, however, might
have been real, so Kirtn was careful not to stare. Nearby, a grove of Second People whispered between purple
leaves. Laughter rustled and whiplike branches snapped in amusement. Kirtn
remembered the carnivorous Second People he and Rheba had burned to stinking
ash on Loo, though not in time to save the children who had stumbled into the grove’s
lethal embrace. He wondered if this grove, too, was insane.” He snarled soundlessly and looked away, not wanting to
remember how the children had died. He hoped that the grove was only an illusion,
and that Rheba would not see it at all. He glanced around and saw that she had
stopped halfway down Reality Street. He walked back to her. Rheba was entranced by a fern growing in lyric profusion
among dark cobblestones. Long fronds rose in graceful curves. Each lacy frond
was an iridescent blue, trembling with hidden life. A cool perfume pervaded the
air near the fern. Hesitantly, she touched a frond. The fern bent down,
enveloping her in scent. “That’s a beautiful illusion,” she sighed. “I haven’t
touched or smelled anything that nice since the gold dust on Daemen.” I’sNara reached past Rheba and took a frond between her fingertips.
She broke off a small piece and waited. The frond remained the same. “That’s either real or a class twelve.” she said, sniffing
the piece of plant appreciatively. “Probably real. Ghost ferns are difficult
illusions. Not many get the scent just right.” “Where do they grow normally?” “On Ghost.” Rheba turned to see if i’sNara was teasing her, but the
illusionist seemed lost in her enjoyment of the fern’s delicate scent, “I
thought Ghost was just a myth.” “Oh no,” said i’sNara, surprised. “It’s not part of the Equality,
but it’s real enough.” “Have you ever seen a Fifth People?” asked Kirtn. “They’re rather hard to see,” said i’sNara wryly. “I’ve
never had the pleasure, but my mother’s second grandfather saw a Ghost once.” “How did he know is wasn’t an illusion?” “Ghosts aren’t illusions. Only a realist could confuse
them.” Rheba was still trying to think of an answer when Kirtn distracted
her. “Look at that!” He pointed down the road, away from the
spaceport. A starsurfer was swooping down on them. Its vast, mirror-finish
sail was belled out by an invisible wind. The sail worked as a huge lens,
magnifying and reflecting their astonished faces, their mouths like black caves
opening endlessly until sail and ship were swallowed up and nothing remained
but a giggle drifting down from a nearby tree. F’lTiri snickered. “I forgot to mention that Serriolia’s
children practice their trade on Reality Street. Only the young ones, though. Realists
are such easy prey.” Kirtn turned toward the tree and bowed, adding a Bre’n whistle
for good measure. The pink leaves shook—A small Yhelle leaped from a branch and
hit the ground running. “You scared him,” said i’sNara, but there was no censure in
her voice. “I meant to compliment him,” said Kirtn. “Being swallowed up
by our own astonishment is a shrewd illusion for one so young.” “But he didn’t know you were real. He’d never seen someone
like you before, so he assumed you were an illusion,” explained f’lTiri. “Then
he tried to penetrate your illusion, and couldn’t. Then he assumed you were at
least a class eight teasing him by pretending to be a realist. So he fled,
leaving you to tease tourists rather than one small Yhelle.” Rheba looked down the long, straight street. Colors she had
no name for surged brightly on either side. In the distance, well back from the
street, fantastic buildings grew, architecture representing every Cycle from
First to Seventeenth, made up of every material from mud to force fields. She sighed and rubbed her aching eyes. Itching eyes. They
itched like new akhenet lines of power beneath her skin. She rubbed her
shoulders where new lines had formed when she had been forced to tap a Zaarain core
on Daemen. But it was not her shoulders that itched, it was the back of her
eyes. Kirtn bent over her and pulled her fingers away from her
eyes. “Did you get something in them? Spores? Pollen?” She blinked rapidly, but her eyes did not water. Nor did they
feel as if anything foreign was in them. “They just itch in back. As if new
lines are forming.” “I’ve never heard of a dancer getting lines back there.” He
looked carefully at her. Twin, cinnamon-colored eyes looked back at him,
translucent pools with a hint of gold veining. The whites of her eyes were
clear and glossy, visible sign of her health. “They look fine.” “They don’t feel that way. The zoolipt must be asleep.” She
shook her head fiercely. “Wake up, you useless parasite. I itch!” Nothing
happened. She whistled a Bre’n curse, “It did fine on my other akhenet lines. I
only itched a little, even after wrestling with that Zaarain core.” Kirtn tilted back her chin. New lines lay gold beneath her
tawny skin, thicker lines, deeply curved, lint upon line sliding beneath the
scarlet silk of her brief ship clothes. His whistle was a combination of
disbelief and distress. “You’re too young for so many lines, fire dancer. If
you develop too quickly— He did not finish his sentence. He did not have to. Rheba knew
that it was as dangerous to push a dancer’s growth as it was to push a Bre’n
balanced on the edge of rez. But there had been no choice, not on
Daemen or Loo or Onan. They had done what they must to survive. If that forced
her to develop too quickly, so be it. It was better than dying. “Besides,” said Rheba, as though she had been speaking aloud
all the time, “I’m the first dancer to have a zoolipt inside. It will keep me
healthy.” She smiled sourly. “Until it gets tired of my taste, that is.” “At least you don’t itch anymore.” “Except my eyes,” she said, knuckling them in exasperation.
“Oh well, nothing’s perfect. Not even a Zaarain construct.” She blinked rapidly
and looked for the illusionists. They were gone. “Where are they?” Kirtn looked around. All he saw was flowers, ferns, trees, and
a cluster of First People humming softly among themselves. They must have
stopped growing eons in the past, for their crystal faces were worn and dull.
Their songs were still pure, though, as haunting as an autumn moonrise. And then he realized that the stones were singing a Bre’n
work song. The biggest-stone laughed, shimmered, and became f’lTiri. Beside him
was i’sNara, equally amused. The illusionists’ pleasure was so transparent that
Kirtn could not be angry. He smiled and made a gesture of defeat. Fssa made a startled sound. “They fooled even me,” he whistled.
“Their sounds were real, and shaped just like First People.” “Did you bounce sound off us?” asked f’lTiri. “No. I just listened.” “Try it.” The illusionists promptly became the image of First People.
They chimed and quivered sweetly. Fssa went through a series of transformations, then froze in
an odd convolution of quills and cups. “Got you!” The stones became furred quadrupeds sleeping in the sun,
snoring deeply. “Where did they go?” hissed Fssa, then answered his own
question by changing shapes until he caught the illusionists again. “There!” The furred animals became a carpet of flowers covered in silence.
At least, to Rheba and Kirtn it was silence. To Fssa, it was a sound absorber.
No matter which frequency he used to probe, no echo returned. The illusionists
were effectively invisible to him. In desperation, he assumed the grotesque fungoid
shape that he used to talk with Rainbow. Rheba yelped and knocked Fssa out of her hair. “Forget it,
snake! I’ll take silent illusion to your sonic reality.” Fssa collapsed into a dark snake shape. “I didn’t hurt you,
did I? I barely whispered,” he added meekly, turning black with chagrin. She bent over and put him back into her hair. “Even a
whisper on that wavelength gives me a headache.” I’sNara and f’lTiri reappeared, obviously delighted. “You must be twelve’s,” said Kirtn. He whistled in the
sliding loops of Bre’n admiration. “Alone, each of us is an eight,” said i’sNara. “Together,
we’re nearly eleven. With our children or some of our friends, we’re twelve.”
She laughed in exultation. “If you only knew how good it feels to
stretch again! The Loo-chim never wanted anything more complex from us than an
image of its own perfection staring out of its mirror.” “It’s the first time we’ve really felt free,” added f’lTiri
in oblique apology. “But don’t worry. We won’t tease you or the snake anymore.” “Good,” said the Bre’n. “Now, if you could just hold the
rest of Serriolia to that promise ...” Fssa made a rude, fruity noise. “You can say that again for me,” muttered Rheba. She knew
that Serriolia would be exactly what it was, an endless joke on nonillusionists. With a final, flatulent mutter, Fssa buried himself up to
his sensors in Rheba’s consoling hair. IVBy the time they reached the end of Reality Street, Rheba
and Kirtn were in a state of sensory surfeit. They stood and stared at the
force field that divided them from the rest of Yhelle. The field was even more
daunting than the ominous arch had been. Rheba allowed a filament of her energy to brush the outer
edges of the field. There was a crackle and a sense of dissonant power in the instant
before she disengaged. Kirtn looked at her, a question in his yellow eyes. “If it isn’t real, it’s so close that it makes no
difference,” she said. Kirtn asked no more questions. If a fire dancer said an
energy field was real, then it was real in every way that mattered. “Can you
penetrate it?” She hesitated. “If I had to, I probably could. It’s not
Zaarain, but it’s more complex than the power Loo or Onan used.” She looked
around, but saw no one other than Kirtn. She sighed. “Where or what are the illusionists
now?” He did not even bother to look. The illusionists had gone
giddy with laughter and mutual transformations before they were two-thirds of
the way down Reality Street. When last he had seen them they were a thunderhead
stitched with lightning that looked suspiciously like a mass of Fssireemes. “F’lTiri?” called Rheba. “I’sNara?” There was no answer, unless a snicker from the pavement beneath
their feet could be counted. Her hair stirred, whispering strand over strand in murmur of
gathering power. “Enough is too much,” she muttered. “What are you going to do?” asked Kirtn. “See if illusions burn.” Kirtn’s lips fought not to smile. “I should stop you,
dancer.” “But you won’t.” His lips lifted in a predatory smile. “What poet could
resist finding out the colors of a burning illusion?” She waited, but the illusionists did not appear. Her hair
fanned on!, hiding Fssa in a seething cloud of gold. He hissed ecstatically,
reveling in the energy she drew into herself from her surroundings. He floated
in a chaos of energy, supported by hot strands of dancer hair. It was as close
to his Guardian-induced memories of home as he had conic in the Equality. Akhenet lines lighted beneath Rheba’s skin. Whorls and
curves and racing lines of gold shimmered as she rechanneled the energy she was
drawing into herself. Her lines remained cool, however; this was only a minor
dance. She would not even need the partnership of her Bre’n. She glanced up at
him with a sidelong smile and a question. “Any favorites?” He pointed to some small hushes that grew along the margins
of the force field. The bushes bore gnarled, spotted fruit that gave off an unpleasant
odor. A similar plant had grown in the Loo slave compound. The fleshy fruit was
not poisonous, but it tasted as vile as it looked. She half closed her eyes as she reached out to the plant
with her dancer senses. Gold pooled in the palm of her hand, viscous energy
wailing to be used. She tipped her hand and let the fluid drip down. The plant stank and died. “Must have been real,” observed Kirtn. Her hand moved on to the next plant. Gold dripped. The outline
of the fruit glowed oddly, then vanished rather than burned. A tiny skeleton of
a real plant remained, withered and obviously dead. She recalled her fire
before it could touch the skeleton. Kirtn squatted and examined the brittle remains. “Feels
real,” he said, sniffing and cautiously tasting a fragment of withered fruit.
He spat it out immediately. “Tastes real.” “It was,” said f’lTiri’s voice. “A long time ago.” Kirtn and Rheba turned. The illusionists were back,
appearing as bright-blue fish swimming in an invisible sea. “The most enduring illusions are based on reality,” said
i’sNara’s voice, issuing from a wide fish mouth. “An illusion of ripe fruit
based on a withered reality is easy to make and very hard to see through.” Rheba eyed the row of ugly bushes. She gathered energy until
her hair whipped wildly. She pointed to each bush in turn, and each bush
shimmered into flame. She concentrated, building a tiny bridge from individual
bushes to the force field. As long as the field was on, the fires would continue
to burn. “That’s a rather nice effect,” said one of the fish,
swimming up and down the row of burning bushes. Then, “Ouch!” F’lTiri appeared
suddenly, sucking on a scorched fingertip. He looked reproachfully at Rheba.
“You could have warned me.” “What did you expect?” said Kirtn. “We’re on Reality Street,
remember?” F’lTiri smiled ruefully. “You win. We’ll behave.” I’sNara seemed to condense out of the air beside him. “But
we have to have some illusions,” she said plaintively. “You don’t have to play hide-and-seek,” pointed out Rheba,
her voice crisp. I’sNara blushed, or appeared to. Her outline shimmered. She
became a blue-skinned Loo, naked but for a slaveholder’s arrogance. “Now you’ll
know who I am whenever you see me. A real Loo would wear a robe.” Rheba shuddered. She had hoped never again to see any Loo. “I
prefer you as yourself.” “But I can’t appear naked at home!” said i’sNara, shocked. Rheba looked at the unclothed illusion, opened her mouth to
protest, then gave up. She had a feeling that she would be a long lime
understanding the niceties of illusory conduct. She blinked rapidly and
knuckled her eyes. It did not stop the itching, but it made her feel better. “Which way do we go to get to your clan?” she said, dropping
her hands to her side. “And if you try to tell me that way,” she said, jerking
her chin toward the force field, “I’ll roast your teeth.” F’lTiri smiled, but as he was now in the guise of a Stelsan
scout, complete with fangs and feathers, the gesture was not reassuring. “No
more tricks, fire dancer. You have our word ... but,” he added wistfully, “it
was lovely to play again.” Rheba knuckled her itching eyes and said nothing. F’lTiri led them parallel to the force field that stretched
across the width of Reality Street, terminating it in a sullen glimmer of
energy. The field reminded Kirtn of the lid that had sealed slaves into the
Loo-chim Fold. Rheba’s hair showed a distinct tendency to drift toward the
field, drawn by its energetic promises. When she realized what was happening,
she took her hair and knotted it at the nape of her neck. It would be dangerous
to tap accidentally into the oddly shaped forces. Fssa grumbled, but accommodated himself to his reduced surroundings.
He knew the danger of dissonant energies as well as she did. Kirtn sighed and wished for less heat or less humidity. His
copper skin-fur, had become the color of rust. Darker trails of sweat divided
over his body. His weapon harness clung where it did not chafe. The air was so
dense that breathing was an effort. In all, he would just as soon have left Yhelle
to its illusionists. He wiped his shoulder where sweat had gathered beneath
Rainbow’s faceted weight. As he moved his hand, parts of Rainbow clicked
together with sullen sounds that echoed his own irritation. When he lifted his
hand, it was coated with tiny hairs. He grimaced. He knew he would feel cooler
after he shed out, but the process was anesthetic. There were no odes to
shedding Bre’ns. Limericks, however, abounded. He followed in disgruntled silence as the illusionists led
them parallel to the force field. Rheba turned suddenly, looking over their backtrail
with narrowed eyes. “What’s wrong?” whistled Kirtn. “I feel as if we’re being followed. It’s like an itch behind
my eyes that I can’t scratch.” The Bre’n looked over his shoulder. Nothing was nearby, not
even an illusion. “Fssa.” Kirtn’s whistle was curt, demanding. The snake’s sensors took in the area behind them. When that
failed, he anchored his tail firmly in her hair and went through a series of
transformations. When he was finished, he again became a simple snake in shades
of metallic gray. “Nothing that I can detect is moving after us,” he said in
precise Senyas. Rheba made a frustrated noise and clenched her hands at her
side. “Maybe you should go back to the ship,” Kirtn suggested. “It’s only an irritation—as heat is for you.” “Are you sure?” She did not bother answering, and he did not mention
returning to the ship again. Neither of them relished being separated. It
seemed that whenever they were apart unlucky things happened. The illusionists stopped, faced the force field, and waited
for the others to catch up. When they did, i’sNara said. “Look through the veil
very carefully.” Kirtn and Rheba stared into the force field’s twisting,
shimmering surface. Gradually the surface changed, becoming more similar to the
veil i’sNara had called it. Vague images condensed, like ghostly scenes viewed
underwater. “What do you see?” Rheba’s lips thinned into an impatient line. Even a
Fssireeme did not have enough words to describe what she was seeing. Or almost
seeing. “Is this another illusionist joke?” she snapped. “Please,” said i’sNara. “It’s important. Can you see
anything?” “Why?” “If we told you, it might influence what you see.” “You have the advantage,” said Rheba curtly. “You’ve had it
since we left the ship.” “I’m sorry we teased you,” whispered i’sNara. “Please?” Rheba relented and faced the screen again, but it was Kirtn
who spoke first. “I don’t see anything.” He stared at the force field with
eyes that were a hard yellow. “Wait. I see : .. faces. Faces and more faces.
Countless faces ... worshiping. Faces like yours, i’sNara, f’lTiri. A sea of
faces surrounding a glittering island. Everything is pouring into the island
... all human colors, all human hopes, dreams, lives pouring in endlessly....
The island is crystal, no, many crystals piled high. They ... slowly consume
their worshipers, consuming ecstasy, all the faces, dying slowly, ecstatically....” The last words were sung in a keening Bre’n whistle
translated by Fssa into fiat Universal. Even so, the illusionists were shaken.
The emotive qualities of Bre’n transcended simple words. Rheba tried to see what Kirtn had seen, but the back of her
eyes itched so fiercely she could not see anything. She rubbed her eyes
impatiently. By the time the itch faded, whatever Kirtn had seen was gone. But
he had seen something very disturbing. She had only to look at the illusionists’
faces to know that. “That was the Redis clan symbol,” f’lTiri said hollowly.
“But it’s changed. So much stronger.” “And the Stones,” murmured i’sNara. “So many more than they
had when we left. I didn’t know there were that many Stones.” “Stones?” said Rheba. “The island,” sighed i’sNara. “The island you saw was made
of Ecstasy Stones.” “Ice and ashes,” cursed Rheba. “My eyes picked a fine time
to itch. I’d like to have seen that.” She blinked and stared at the veil as the
illusionists were staring at it. She hoped that what Kirtn had seen would reappear. The illusionists made a dismayed sound and joined hands.
Their illusions faded, leaving behind two normal people whose faces were lined
with concentration. The veil changed. Rheba stared, unconsciously speaking aloud as an image condensed
behind the veil. “An empty hall, cracked walls and broken floor and no people.
Hands reaching for something. Whatever it is, they can’t get it. Empty hands
reaching forever.” Like Kirtn, she used Bre’n to describe what she had seen.
But even as she described it, the image vanished. She hoped it had been only an
illusion. There was a desperation about the grasping hands that made her
uneasy. “Was that a clan symbol?” asked Rheba, her voice harsh. “Yes,” said f’lTiri. “Whose clan?” Then, with a sinking feeling of reality, Rheba
said, “Yours, right? That was the symbol of the Liberation clan.” The illusionists looked at each other and said nothing.
Finally, f’lTiri shifted his feet and looked away from his wife’s eyes. “It
could have been a fake,” he muttered. “Maybe.” i’sNara’s hands clenched and opened, unconsciously
echoing the grasping hands beyond the force field. “It doesn’t matter. We have
to find out, and to find out we have to go through the veil. I hope that symbol
was only a sick illusion. But I’m not counting on it.” Kirtn looked from the rippling field to the illusionist
dressed as a naked Loo. “What’s wrong? I didn’t see anything except a few hands
holding nothing.” “Exactly,” said i’sNara. “The symbols are the essence of the
living clans. And there was nothing.” “I don’t understand,” said Kirtn, but he kept his voice
gentle, because he saw pain beneath i’sNara’s illusion. “The room Rheba saw,” said f’lTiri. “The empty hall.” “Yes?” “That was our clan home. Now it seems to be deserted.
There’s no one waiting there. Not even our children.” He made an impatient gesture.
“This is one time that waiting won’t improve the illusion. Let’s go.” “Where?” said Rheba, looking at the force field stretching
away on both sides into infinity. “To the hall,” snapped f’lTiri. “This is where we go through,” said i’sNara. When she saw
the look on Rheba’s face she added quickly, “We’re not teasing you, dancer. The
field thins out here and illusions appear. To get where you want to go, you
just pick your destination’s clan symbol and step through. Be fast, though.
It’s no fun to get caught between illusions.” Kirtn stared. He thought he could see shapes wavering beyond
the field, but was not sure. Then again, he had not been sure of anything since
he had set foot on misnamed Reality Street. He looked toward his dancer. Akhenet lines shimmered briefly as she tested the force
field. “It’s patchy,” she admitted. “If you choose the right spot, all you’ll
get is a tingle.” If. But how could anyone be sure the right spot would stay
in place long enough to be used? “We’ll try to hold the illusion for you,” said f’lTiri, “but
we may not be able to. If that happens, stay here until the empty-hall symbol
repeats and jump through. We’ll be on the other side, waiting for you.” Rheba looked uneasily at the kaleidoscopic forces of the
veil, changing even as she watched. She understood now why f’lTiri had wanted
to be sure they could see through the field before he let them off Reality
Street. If you could not see your destination’s illusion/symbol through the
veil, you were helpless. Even seeing it, she was loathe to let the illusionists
out of reach for fear of being forever lost in a shifting Yhelle fantasy. Her eyes itched maddeningly, telling her that someone was
behind her, turning as she turned, always just out of sight. With a sound of
exasperation she motioned the illusionists to get on with it. “Go through.
Maybe it’s the force field that’s making me itch.” The illusionists joined hands and concentrated. An image of
an empty hall was superimposed over the force field. The veil buckled and
writhed as though refusing their illusion. They rode it like an unruly animal.
Grudgingly, the field thinned, revealing cracked pavements and desolation. The illusionists walked through and vanished. After an instant of hesitation. Tire dancer and Bre’n
followed. The field broke over them like black water, drowning them. VRheba staggered, then supported herself against Kirtn until
she shook off the effects of the force field. To the average Fourth People,
when the field was attenuated it was only a “veil.” To a dancer, it was a
cataract barely held in check. Even as Kirtn helped her by draining off her
conflicting energies, he was poised to defend against more mundane dangers than
an asynchronous force field. A quick glance told him that the illusionists were nearby.
However, they were not in the place he had seen through the veil. They were
outside, not inside, standing on the edge of a deserted street. In the distance
the street curved around a huge, ruined building. On either side of the street
slovenly wooden buildings leaned against each other. Where no such support was
available, houses had collapsed on themselves. The wreckage was sharp-cornered, suggesting that riot,
rather than time, had pulled down the buildings. The few plants he could see
were quite dead. There were neither fountains nor scented breezes. After the colorful
illusions of Reality Street, the Liberation clan’s territory was painfully
ugly. “Is this an illusion?” asked Kirtn bluntly. The Yhelles’ outlines trembled, showing that the
illusionists were fighting for control. After a time, their appearance
steadied. “No illusion,” said f’lTiri in a tight voice. “Not one.” I’sNara’s Loo image blurred as she looked around. “Almost no
territory left. No illusions left, not even a simple facade.” Her image solidified.
She was no longer Loo. She was i’sNara, but an i’sNara who looked so old she
was almost another person entirely. “Nothing.” “You’re sure it isn’t an illusion?” asked Rheba, feeling
Fssa stir underneath her hair, changing shapes as he tested the street’s reality
as best he could. “Yes,” sadly, “we’re sure. Disillusioned places feel different.” “It’s true,” whistled Fssa. “Those ruins are real.” Then he
added sourly, “As real as anything on this treacherous planet.” Rheba shivered in spite of the oppressive heat. The
Liberation clan’s home territory looked and felt like desolation in four dimensions.
“Is this what Serriolia is like beneath the illusions?” Then, realizing that
might be a taboo subject, she said quickly, “I didn’t mean that as an insult.” F’lTiri smiled, but Rheba sensed it was an illusion. “At one
level, yes. All of Serriolia is built on a reality that isn’t much prettier
than this. Other races paint their homes or design stone facades or extrude
elaborate materials to make their homes beautiful—But all we need are a few
walls and a roof. From that bare reality we make castles a Loo would envy.” He
smiled, and this time it was real. “As long as the roof doesn’t leak on the illusion....” “What happened here? Why aren’t there any illusions? Did
they just wear out?” The Yhelles looked at one another and then at the ramshackle
street that was the reality of their home. “No. The illusions were stripped
away,” said i’sNara. “A house illusion”—she gestured across the street, and a
leaning shack was transformed into an inviting mansion—“is simple to create.
They’re stable and easy to maintain. In the clans, children do it.” “How long will that last?” asked Kirtn, gesturing to the
newly created mansion. “A week or two. Months, if I took longer with the initial
creation. But sooner or later even the strongest illusion needs retouching.
That’s what the children do.” i’sNara made an abrupt gesture and looked away. The mansion
thinned into invisibility. The shack remained. The transition was unnerving to Rheba. The shack seemed even
more melancholy than before. She look Kirtn’s hand, drawing comfort from his
presence as though she were a child again. Down the street, a Figure darted from a pile of rubble into
a ruined house. The person was without illusion and moved like a wild animal
that had been persistently hunted. When Kirtn started to call out, he was
stopped by f’lTiri’s grip on his arm. “No,” said the illusionist urgently. “You didn’t see
anything.” “But I did,” protested Kirtn. “I saw a Yhelle—” “You saw a creature bereft of illusions.” F’lTiri’s voice
was rough. “You saw nothing at all.” Kirtn started to argue, then realized it was futile. “I
would like to question what I didn’t see,” he said in a reasonable tone. “If
what I didn’t see lives here, it might be able to tell me what happened to the
Liberation clan. Or,” sarcastically, “am I supposed to believe that nothing
happened and any evidence to the contrary is illusion?” I’sNara and her husband argued briefly in Yhelle before she
turned and spoke to Kirtn in Universal. “Even if you caught that poor creature,
it wouldn’t be able to tell you anything.” She hesitated and then spoke in a
strained voice, as though what she was saying was very difficult, very
unpleasant, or both. “It doesn’t really exist. It’s been disillusioned.” Kirtn started to speak, thought better of it, and whistled instead.
“Fssa, we seem to have a communications problem even though we’re all speaking
Universal. Can you give me a Bre’n translation of the Yhelle word disillusioned?” Fssa whistled a sliding, minor-key word that ended on a
shattered note. The word described akhenets who had lost their gifts through
brain injury, becoming people caught between madness and nightmare for the rest
of their lives. With a grimace, Kirtn gave up the idea of questioning the person
he was not supposed to have seen. He doubted if even Fssa could communicate
with a madman. “Then who—or what—do you suggest we question? Because something has
happened here, something that’s worse than you expected. If this”—he waved
his arm at the barren street—“is home, you’re better off on the Devalon with
us. I get the feeling this is a very unlucky place to be.” The Yhelles were silent for a long moment. F’lTiri sighed finally
and touched his wife with a small, comforting illusion. “You’re right,” he
said, turning to Kirtn. “We don’t have a home anymore. The Liberation clan
doesn’t exist. We’ll go with you as soon as we find our children and tell them
we’re no longer slaves on Loo.” “Good.” Kirtn did not bother to hide his relief. The poet in
him was set on edge by the whole atmosphere of the street. Destruction, not
creation, was the pervasive image. “Where do we go to ask about your children?” I’sNara’s expression was so bland and untroubled that it had
to be an illusion. “The Liberation clan hall.” Silently, the Yhelles turned and walked toward the grim building
that was girdled by a decaying street. Kirtn and Rheba followed. The closer Rheba walked to the hall, the more uneasy she
became. Gutted of every illusion, the building sagged inward. Its timbers were
dank and moldy. Its roof was in fragments. Long runners from an invading vine
quested for new strangleholds on the walls. An ambience of foreboding and
despair transformed sunlight into shades of gray. All in all, Rheba had seen more comforting places. Neither she nor Kirtn wanted to follow the illusionists.
There was something hostile about the clan hall’s appearance. Nor did they want
their friends to enter the crumbling building alone. Reluctantly, dancer and
Bre’n walked along the rutted, curving street until they saw the hall’s main entrance. I’sNara and f’lTiri waited on the steps. Their illusions
were so thin that Rheba could see through to the frightened Yhelles beneath.
She realized, that if the building’s aggressive ugliness oppressed her, it had
all but destroyed her friends. Unbidden, a memory of Deva’s last moments
twisted through her, smoke and ashes and screams. Because she was touching him, Kirtn caught the painful images.
He brushed his hand across her cheek and buried his fingers deep in her
restless hair. Comfort flowed from his touch. Memory faded, leaving only the
echo of screams. In silence, the four of them mounted the steps into the
Liberation clan’s headquarters. The interior of the building was no better than
the exterior. Holes in the roof let sunlight trickle through. Connectors that
joined the building to Serriolia’s machinery had been ripped out. Ordinary
fluorescent strips had been sprayed along the floor. The job was haphazard.
Obviously it had been done in great haste when more conventional means of
lighting were disrupted. Whatever had happened to the clan had not taken place overnight.
There had been enough time for patchwork repairs and hopes that had eventually
curdled into defeat. “This way,” said i’sNara hollowly, leading them over the
wreckage of something that could have been furniture. Without illusions, it was
hard to tell pieces of a table from fragments of a cupboard. “Watch the yellow
moss. It leaves blisters.” The illusionist spoke in a monotone, like a primitive
machine. Rheba wanted to help, because she knew how much it hurt to
pick through the rubble of a dream. But there was nothing she could say to
comfort the Yhelles, so she said nothing at all. Fssa keened softly in her ear,
Bre’n laments in a minor key. A ring of tables stood in what had once been the center of
the building. Some were broken now, mirror tops smashed to bright fragments.
Others were intact, but cracked and blurred by dust. On one of them was a group
of crystals the color of greasy smoke. I’sNara cried out. At the same instant, Rainbow brightened.
Beneath her skin, Rheba’s akhenet lines began to glow. She walked toward the
crystals. “No.” F’lTiri pulled on Rheba’s arm, then let go in
surprise. The dancer’s lines were hot. “Stay away.” Rheba’s hair moved restlessly, loosening itself from the
coils she had imposed on it and drifting in the direction of the crystals. When
she spoke, her eyes stayed on the sullen stones. “What are they?” “Worry stones. Ecstasy Stones gone bad.” Rheba looked at her Bre’n in silent question. She saw that
Rainbow was brighter. “Don’t get any closer,” she said quickly. “Rainbow might
steal some.” Kirtn looked down, saw Rainbow’s quiet interior glow, and
stared at the table where stones grew like warts on the mirrored surface. “They
don’t look like Rainbow’s type. The ones it swiped on Onan and Daemen were
beautiful.” “I don’t trust Rainbow,” said Rheba flatly. “It has a mania
for collecting crystals.” Fssa whistled a soft disclaimer. “Rainbow is just trying to
rebuild itself. Replacing lost or broken components isn’t really stealing.” She frowned and glared at the Zaarain construct hanging
around Kirtn’s neck. She and Fssa disagreed on the desirability of having
Rainbow around. Yet the Fssireeme defended it so eloquently she usually gave
in. “Stealing or not, I don’t want Rainbow near those crystals.” Her voice was hard, brooking no argument. Fssa knew the
value of discretion. He murmured soothingly and vanished into her hair. “Is this what you were looking for?” asked Kirtn, gesturing
toward the worry stones. “In a way, yes,” said f’lTiri. “in what way?” prompted the Bre’n impatiently. He was in no
mood to play guessing games among the ruins. With an effort, f’lTiri looked away from the stones. “If
even one member of the clan were left—if there were a clan at all—the central
illusion would have been intact.” His glance went back to the circle of
shattered mirrors. “But even our Ecstasy Stones have changed. Worry stones.” He
shuddered. “They bring only craziness. There’s nothing here for us.” Rheba knuckled her eyes. The maddening itch had returned,
making it impossible for her to follow the conversation. She moved restlessly
until she was within reach of the stones. As her akhenet lines glowed, the itch
faded. She bent closer to the stones, intrigued by their cool energies. Before
she had time to think better of it, her hand closed over the biggest crystal. Her tines heated, expanding until there was very little bare
flesh left in her palm. The stone remained a dark, uneven crystal whose facets
refused even to reflect the incandescent gold of her akhenet lines. Indeed, her
hand seemed to dim, as though the stone sucked up light and warmth. Vaguely, she heard i’sNara scream at her to drop the stone.
But i’sNara’s voice was far away, not nearly so urgent as the cold blackness in
her hand ... a crystal hole in reality into which everything would drain forever
until ... Dancer. Kirtn’s voice spoke within her mind. The world returned in a
bright rush of warmth, his hands on her shoulders, his breath stirring her
hair, his strength dividing her from nightmare. Tendrils of her hair curled
around his wrists in a dancer’s intimate caress. It’s all right. Her reassurance reduced the fear driving him. His grip lightened
and their small mind dance ended. “This stone is a power sink rather than a power source,”
said Rheba in Senyas, the language of precision and measurements. “It surprised
me. I was expecting the opposite.” Kirtn eyed the stones with displeasure, particularly the one
still in her palm. “Zaarain?” “I don’t think so. They’re similar, but more ... delicate.
Zaarain cores always feel like a short course in damnation until you get them
under control. If you can. The last one I tangled with nearly burned me
to ash and gone,” She peered at the stone, but failed to see herself reflected
on its dark surfaces. “The crystal is powerful, though. No mistake about that.” He bent to look more closely. Rainbow swung out from his
neck with a bright flash. Rheba leaped away. “No you don’t!” She closed her hand around the stone. “This
one is mine, you thieving construct.” “Put it back,” said F’lTiri tightly. Rheba’s eyes itched, distracting her from the urgency in the
illusionist’s voice. “Does the stone belong to someone?” she asked, oddly
determined not to let go of the ugly crystal. I’sNara made a strangled sound. “No. Who would
want them? I don’t even know how they got here in the first place. No master
snatcher would bother with them.” Rheba looked from the stone in her palm to the stones on the
cracked mirror. “No one owns these?” “No one.” F’lTiri’s voice was clipped. “Then I’ll take them.” Kirtn looked from her to the stones. “Why?” “Their energies are unique.” Then, stubbornly, “I want
them.” He hesitated, knowing that dancers’ tastes were as unusual
as their gifts. I’sNara did not hesitate. “Unique? That’s one way of saying
it,” she retorted. “Another way is to say that they’ll drive you crazy.” “Can you shield them?” asked the Bre’n, his voice that of a
mentor waiting to be convinced. Rheba concentrated on the large stone in her palm.
Gradually, tiny filaments of light curled up around the stone, lacing and interlacing
until there was a delicate shell of golden light around the stone. When she was
finished, she handed the crystal to her mentor. “Try it.” Kirtn took the crystal, rolled it around in his hand, then
touched it to his forehead. He grunted. “I can’t feel anything. i’sNara?” The illusionist looked at the crystal as though it were a
trap set to spring at the least touch. “If it were anyone but Rheba,” she muttered,
extending a cautious fingertip. When there was no reaction, she became more
confident, finally even taking the crystal into her palm. “What did you do?” “I—” Rheba realized that Universal had no words to describe
what she had done. She suspected that Yhelle had no words either. “I caged it,”
she said, shrugging like a Bre’n. “How long will it last?” asked i’sNara, returning the
crystal to Rheba. “As long as it’s close to me,” she said absently, sorting through
the stones remaining on the cracked mirror surface. “My energy field will feed
it.” Crystals clicked together. When she was finished, there were two piles.
“Those are dead. No energy at all, positive, negative, or stasis/neutral.” She built a fragile, flexible cage of light around the
living crystals. As the cage closed, the room appeared to brighten and the air
seemed less oppressive. She felt an acute sense of relief and delight that was
like nothing she had ever experienced. The feeling was disconcerting because it was unexpected. The
stones had never worried her to the point that she should feel any particular
relief that they were no longer unshielded. Nor was it Kirtn’s emotion. She
knew the textures of his relief; they had been in and out of danger so often
lately that his responses were as familiar as her own. Frowning, she sealed the
odd crystals into a pocket of her scarlet shorts. The illusionists drew a deep breath and stretched like
people coming out of a long confinement. Apparently they were peculiarly
susceptible to the worry stones’ negative effects. I’sNara and f’lTiri looked around the room. Empty of its
last illusion, the Liberation clan hall was humid, crumbling, inhabited only by
memories. The ambience of total despair was gone. It had vanished with the
stones into Rheba’s pocket. Even so, the hall was a melancholy place. F’lTiri turned toward a rear exit: “All that’s left to check
is the message wall.” There was neither door nor illusion of one, only a rectangle
of Yhelle’s steamy sunlight. A rough board wall leaned askance but still
upright. The wood was bare of illusions. A list of names spiraled in toward the
center of the board, each letter burned in wood. In silence, the Yhelles read
the names. “What is it?” asked Rheba finally, sensing that something
was wrong. “Names,” sighed i’sNara. “People who have vowed to liberate Ecstasy Stones,” f’lTiri
said. “Our names.” He pointed toward the beginning of the spiral. His finger cut
toward the center where the last names were burned in. His voice roughened.
“Our children’s names.” “Where are they now?” asked Kirtn. “Loo?” “We don’t know,” whispered i’sNara. “They might have succeeded.” F’lTiri made a strangled sound. The state of the Liberation
hall spoke eloquently of failure, not success. “Someone will know,” said i’sNara, touching film’s arm. “Clan
Tllella?” For a moment his illusion slipped, revealing a man caught
between rage and despair. “Do you really want to know? They’re either dead or
slaves—or worse!” Then his exterior became once again that of an alien scout as
he hid behind illusion. “Clan Tllella,” he said flatly. Rheba watched them walk out into Yhelle’s moist gray
sunlight. “What could be worse than slavery on Loo?” she asked softly, looking
sideways at her Bre’n. “I’m afraid we’re going to find out,” said Kirtn. Rheba’s akhenet lines ignited in reflexive response to the
danger implicit in his words. He was comforted by her reaction. Not for the first time
since their flight from Deva, he congratulated himself on Choosing a dancer
whose gifts were dangerous as well as beautiful. “I just hope we don’t find
more trouble than you can burn,” he said, giving her a fierce Bre’n smile. VIThe illusionists left the hall more circumspectly than they
had come. They were little more than blurred shadows sliding down the stairway and
up the street. Kirtn and Rheba fidgeted at the top of the steps, having promised
that they would not follow the Yhelles too closely. “Wonder what kind of trouble they’re expecting,” said Rheba,
measuring nearby shadows with cinnamon eyes. “Wonder how they’d recognize it if it came,” the Bre’n said
sourly. “Fssa, do your Guardian memories have anything to say about Yhelle?” The Fssireeme’s sensors gleamed beneath a glossy wing of
Rheba’s hair. He spoke in Senyas. He usually did, when he had bad news. “Yhelle
has changed since the Eighth Cycle.” “Eighth! Is that your most recent memory?” asked Rheba. She
knew that each Fssireeme had a Guardian who imprinted his (her? hir!)
memories on the young snake. The Guardian’s memories also included that
Guardian’s Guardian’s memories, and so on all the way back to the first
Guardian. Thus Fssa’s memories were much older than he was. “The Eighth Cycle is my most recent Guardian memory
of Yhelle. I myself have never been to Yhelle.” “Welcome to the Eighteenth Cycle,” Kirtn muttered. “Thank you,” hissed Fssa. Rheba said something under her breath that the snake chose
not to hear. They set off after the illusionists. “The Tllella clan members are mostly traders,” offered Fssa
in oblique apology. “At least, they were in the Eighth Cycle. They probably
haven’t changed. It’s a tenacious profession.” “Maybe it would help if we knew how Yhelle has changed since
the Eighth Cycle,” suggested Kirtn. The snake was unusually succinct. “More illusion. Less reality.” “No help at all.” “No help,” agreed the Fssireeme. “Perhaps Rainbow knows
something. A fragment of knowledge is better than nothing at all.” “No,” snapped Rheba. “We’re not that desperate yet,” . Fssa, knowing the agony his communications with the fragmentary
Zaarain library caused her, said no more on that subject. “Can you see the illusionists?” asked Kirtn. “I lost them
when I blinked.” Fssa said, “They’re waiting at the veil.” “You’re sure?” “They’re keeping their illusions simple so I can follow.” Rheba stepped up the pace. Even outside the Liberation hall
the atmosphere was oppressive to her. She felt she was being watched by
nameless shadows growing out of the ruins. “I’d hate to be here at night,” she
muttered. Kirtn said nothing, but his repeated glances into the
shadows told her that he was as uneasy as she was, “I’ve got a feeling we’re being
watched.” “Itch behind your eyes?” she suggested hopefully. “No. Just a feeling. By the Inmost Fire. I wish I could see
through illusions,” he said in fervent Senyas. “Hurry,” said Fssa. “They’re having trouble controlling the
veil.” Kirtn and Rheba ran toward the veil. Before they could see
the destination symbol, they were yanked through by invisible hands. Rheba stood dizzily for a moment, then shook off the effects
of passage through the force field. “Where are we?” “Tllella clan boundary,” murmured a glossy white cat
striding alongside Kirtn. Rheba blinked, then decided the cat must be i’sNara. “What
was the problem with the veil?” “It only wanted to take us to the Redis hail,” answered a
man who appeared in the cat’s wake. Rheba could not help staring at the tall, thin stranger who
must be f’lTiri. His hair was hip length, the color of water, and thick. It
took the place of the shirt he did not wear. His pants were as tight as
snakeskin and made of interlocking silver links. His lavender skin was the same
suede texture as Kirtn’s. She ran her finger down the illusion’s arm and made a
sound of pleasure. F’lTiri turned and smiled at Rheba’s open-mouthed
admiration. “A simple illusion,” he whispered. The silver links of his pants rubbed over each other
musically, making a liar out of F’lTiri. It was a complex illusion, beautifully
realized. As was i’sNara’s; she even threw a small, cat-shaped shadow. “I feel naked,” said Rheba plaintively to Kirtn. The Bre’n smiled but knew what she meant. Yhelle was a
complex place to live. It was even worse to visit. He hoped they would not be here
long. Yhelle’s boundary streets were well populated ... or at
least appeared to be. On Yhelle, it was hard to be sure of anything. Rheba
tried to see through various entities that might or might not be illusions. So
did Fssa. After a few minutes, they just decided to enjoy the show without
worrying about tangential concerns such as reality and illusion. Kirtn, with a poet’s special pragmatism, had already decided
that the distinction between the two was artificial and anesthetic. He simply
watched and appreciated what he could. “Is it far?” asked Rheba. Then, almost as an afterthought,
“I’m hungry.” As she spoke, she realized that the air was full of enticing
scents. “Not far,” said the cat’s husky voice. “Serriolia isn’t very
big. It just seems that way.” They were passing what seemed to be a marketplace. Laughter
and wonderful food smells drifted out from fantastically decorated houses. The
cat’s very long whiskers twitched in the direction of a small cafe” that seemed
to be constructed of moonlight floating on water. The subtle play of light and
aroma promised coolness, pleasure and peace. And food. “Smells wonderful,” said the cat. “Reminds me of Meel’s best work,” murmured the man with a
voice like water rippling, echoing his hair. “That would be too much to hope for.” “Meel is her mother’s cousin,” said the man to Rheba. “She
might know what happened to the Liberation clan.” Rheba sniffed deeply and could not help hoping that food
came with the information. Working with the worry stones had drained her
energy. Her stomach would not relent until she ate. She wished she had the
ability to turn sunlight into food, but that was a trick known only to plants
and a few now-dead master fire dancers. And, she suspected, Fssireemes. She leaned toward the thin man with hair like water—she
simply could not think of him as f’lTiri—and whispered, “What does Yhelle use
for money?” “Only clan accountants handle real money,” said f’lTiri, shaking
his head to make his hair flow smoothly. His tone told her that people who
handled money were a necessary evil, not a topic of polite conversation. “Then how do you buy food at the cafe’s?” she persisted. “You trade illusions.” Then, seeing she did not understand,
he added, “You get a meal as good as the illusion you project.” The explanation explained nothing. She made a frustrated
sound and her lines sparked. Hungry dancers were notoriously irritable. Kirtn
whistled softly and stroked her arm. After a few moments, her fires glowed
harmoniously. She rubbed her cheek against his shoulder. “But I’m still hungry,” she whistled, evoking a vast
rumbling hollowness with a handful of Bre’n notes. The cat looked over her sleek shoulder, revealing eyes the
color of autumn wine, blue on blue with magenta turning at the core. “Your
illusion should get you the finest meal in Serriolia.” “I’m not an illusion,” said Rheba, exasperated again. She
threw up her arms. Akhenet lines blazed. “I’m exactly what I appear to be!” “Sometimes,” said i’sNara with a tiny cat smile, “reality is
the best illusion of all.” The cat leaped up and sat on f’lTiri’s shoulder. Rheba saw
that it was not quite a cat. Its paws were small hands and the tips of its
fangs winked poisonously. The smile was decidedly cruel. “We’ll go first,” said f’lTiri, “Don’t speak Universal. Let
the snake do your talking.” Rheba smiled wryly. Yhelle was the only place in the
Equality where a multilingual shape-changing snake would cause no comment. “Eat whatever is given to you,” he continued. “If you don’t
like the flavor, don’t show it. You’ll only be insulting your own illusion.” They entered the cafe”. Neither Kirtn nor Rheba would have
been surprised if the room vanished before their eyes. It did not. It remained
just as it was, a construct of moonlight and still waters, redolent of feasts. Fssa made a startled sound. “What’s wrong?” whistled Rheba in Bre’n. She had no fear of
being overheard in that language. So far as she knew. only five living beings in the Equality understood Bre’n,
and the other two were waiting aboard the Devalon. “I’ve lost them,” whistled Fssa in rising notes of surprise
and displeasure. “Who?” “The illusionists!” Rheba blinked. The shiny white cat and the man dressed in
chiming silver were still just ahead of her. “F’lTiri?” He turned so quickly that his hair frothed. “Don’t use my
name aloud until we find out what’s going on!” “Tell him, Fssa,” she muttered in Senyas, not knowing any
more of the Yhelle language than the illusionists’ names. “I can’t see you,” said the snake in soft Yhelle, choosing
the idiom of sighted Fourth People over precision. Being a Fssireeme, he never
really saw anything at all. F’lTiri smiled. “Sorry, snake. If we hope to get food or
information out of the resident illusionist, we have to put on our best appearance.
But we’ll stay as man and cat so you won’t lose us.” Rheba stared. She had thought the previous illusions were
complete, but realized she was wrong. The man and cat were indefinably more real
than they had been. The cat’s long white fur stirred with each breath, each
vague breeze, each movement of the sinuous neck. The man’s hair rippled to his
hips, clung to his muscular body, separated into transparent locks with each
turn of his head. His silver clothing links were now bright and now dark,
slinking and tinkling with each step. Kirtn whistled Bre’n praise as intricate as their illusions.
Though f’lTiri did not understand the language, the meaning was clear. He
smiled fleetingly, revealing the hollow pointed fangs of a blood eater. Rheba
shivered and looked away. The vampire races of the Fourth People made her
uneasy, despite the fact that they abhorred and avoided the carnivorous or
omnivorous races of Fourth People. Vampires simply could not understand how
civilized beings could eat carrion. Rheba followed the lavender-skinned vampire into the caf6,
feeling less hungry than she had a moment ago. Kirtn smiled thinly, as though
he knew exactly how she felt. Even Bre’ns were queasy on the subject of blood
eaters. Fssa was impervious. He rested his head on top of her ear and whistled
beautiful translations of the fragmentary conversations he overheard as Rheba
followed man and cat through the crowded cafe. “—through the veil three days ago and hasn’t been back.” “Would you go back to that see-through illusionist if—” “—deserve better than cold mush!” “—tempted to try it. Total love. What an illusion!
But I hear that no one—” “Marvelous flavor, don’t you think? Yours isn’t? Oh—” “—heard that the Redis have a truly Grand Illusion.” “Who told you?” “Someone who heard it from—” “—garble honk—” Fssa hissed frustration. Too many conversations were almost
as bad as silence for a Fssireeme. His sensors spun and focused, seeking the
familiar voices of the illusionists. Nascent fire smoldered beneath Rheba’s skin, reflexive response
to the strangeness around her. If she closed her eyes and just listened to
Fssa’s whistle she was all right—until she tripped over an illusion. So she was
forced to go open-eyed through as unlikely a concatenation of beings as she had
seen in the casinos of Onan and the slave yards of Loo combined. The crowd thinned around a small, brightly lit area. In the
center of the spotlight was a gorgeous butterfly spinning a brilliant green
web. As it walked, the butterfly’s feet plucked music out of the green strands.
Wings fluttered, scattering fragrance. With a final nil of notes, the insect
took flight. As it landed on a nearby table, food appeared. “How can we compete with that?” muttered Rheba in Senyas. Kirtn whistled sourly. “We’ll be lucky to get cold mush.” Fssa hissed laughter. “Speak for yourself. I have more
shapes than these dilettantes ever dreamed of.” F’lTiri sauntered into the spotlit area. On his shoulder
rode the white cat. In the spotlight she turned the color of honey and melted
into his mouth. Al1 that remained were fangs shining. Cat laughter echoed as
she reappeared in the center of a nearby diner’s meal, white not honey, fangs
intact. With a single fluid leap she regained her perch on f’lTiri’s lavender
shoulder. As though he had noticed nothing, not even the spotlight,
f’lTiri combed his water-gleaming hair. Music cascaded out. A chorus of tiny
voices came from a shoal of lavender fish swimming the clear currents of his
hair. He shook his head. Fish leaped out and flew in purple flurries toward the
dark corners of the room. They vanished, leaving behind the smell and feel of
raindrops. Kirtn sighed. “At least some of us will eat.” Yellow light surged through Rheba’s lines. She shook Fssa
out of her hair and put him into Kirtn’s hands. “Voices and shapes, snake,” she
whistled. “Lots of them.” As Kirtn stepped into the spotlight, the Fssireeme began to
change. One moment he was a simple glistening snake, the next he was a
blue-steel spiral shot through with a babble of languages. The spiral became a
pink crystal lattice trembling with music, whole worlds of song. Shapes and
colors changed so quickly there was no time to name them. With each shape/color
came new songs, new sounds, painful and beautiful, silly and sublime. The
shapes came faster and faster until they became a single glistening cataract of
change, an eerie cacophony of voices. Then Fssa settled smugly back into snake form curled in a
Bre’n’s strong hands. A voice whispered in Kirtn’s ear. Fssa translated the
Yhelle worlds. “First table on your right.” Rheba watched while Kirtn sat at an empty table next to the
man and cat illusion. Food appeared in front of him. Rheba held her breath
while he took a bite. Bre’ns had exquisite palates. It would be hard for him to
disguise his reaction to bad food. He chewed with every evidence of pleasure. Breathing a
silent prayer, Rheba stepped into the light. Power smoldered in her akhenet
lines. Her hair fanned out, catching and holding light until it was every color
of fire. She crackle-d with energy. Tiny tongues of lightning played over her
akhenet tines. Patterns of intricate fire burned over her body while she
searched the air for emanations from a local power source. As she had hoped,
the cafe’s lights were real, drawn from Serriolia’s power grid. She tapped into
the lights, taking visible streams of power from them until she was a focus of
fire in a room suddenly dark. She pirouetted. Flames streamed out, separated, became
single tongues in the center of each darkened table. In all the languages of
the Equality, the flames sweetly inquired if the food was equal to a decent
illusion. The impertinent voices were Fssa’s, but the whiplash of impatience beneath
the words was pure hungry dancer. She burned in the center of the stage and waited for her answer. A voice whispered meaningless Yhelle words in her ear. Fssa
realized the difficulty just in time. He whistled a fast translation. Still
burning fitfully, she walked toward Kirtn’s table. There were several empty
chairs. She pulled one over to him and sat. The food was exquisite, but before she finished it, the
chair developed aggressively familiar hands. Rheba leaped to her feet and set fire to the sniggering
chair. It exploded into a fat, outraged Yhelle male beating his palms against
his burning clothes. A burst of laughter from the diners told him he was naked
of illusion. Instantly he took on the aspect of a bush and rustled through the
crowd toward the exit. Realizing what had happened, Kirtn started after the lewd
bush. It took a gout of dancer fire to keep the Bre’n from stripping the crude
illusion twig from branch. The white cat smiled and called sweetly, “If you’re going to
seat a class twelve illusion, you’d better be a class twelve.” Fssa whistled a translation, complete down to the malicious
pleasure in the cat’s husky voice. Rheba waited until Kirtn sat down again. She ignored his
clinical—and rather shocking—Senyas description of the fat illusionist. She
looked skeptically at the remaining empty chairs. She gave the nearest one a sizzling
bolt of fire. Kirtn would not let her sit down until he smelled wood burning.
Only then was he satisfied that a chair rather than a lecher waited for his
dancer. As Rheba sat gingerly, the cat leaped to the center of the
table and began cleaning its hands with a pate-blue tongue. “Meel will be here
soon,” she purred almost too low for Rheba to catch. “Eat fast.” She flexed her
poisonous nails and leaped back to the other table. “I wonder if those claws are as lethal as they look,”
muttered Rheba. “Bet on it,” said Kirtn. Then, in a metallic voice, “I trust
you burned more than that cherfs clothes.” Rheba’s lips twitched. “Yes.” He took her hand and kissed the inside of her wrist. “Good.” There was a predatory satisfaction in his voice that made
her look closely at her mentor. His slanted eyes were hard and yellow, the eyes
of an angry Bre’n, but that was not what made heat sweep through her. Her wrist
burned where his mouth touched her, burned with a Fire that would have scorched
any Fourth Person but a Bre’n or Senyas. He drank her heat like a Fssireeme,
leaving her dizzy, her lines blazing with a restless incandescence that wanted
to consume ... something. She had felt like this before, when they had “shared enzymes”
in a lover’s kiss. They had fooled the Loo-chim into believing that Bre’n and
Senyas had a complex symbiosis based on such sharing, and would die if
separated. The kiss had shocked her, for she had never thought of her Bre’n
mentor as a man. Since then the thought had occurred with uncomfortable
regularity. She knew that Bre’n sensuality was the core of many Senyas legends,
but she did not know if akhenet pairs were also supposed to be lovers. She had been too young to ask or even speculate on such a
question when she was on Deva. Now there was no one to ask but Kirtn ... and
she could not find the words. It was not just fear of being rejected by him if
the answer was no. In a way less intimate and more complex than enzymes, they
needed each other to survive. She could not jeopardize their lives by ignorantly
probing areas of akhenet life that might be taboo. Nor could she pretend that Kirtn was not a man. His simplest
touch excited her more than the hours she had spent with boyish Senyasi lovers.
It was not a comforting realization. If she allowed herself to think about the
sensual possibilities latent in her and her Bre’n, she would be tempted to pursue
them in defiance of any taboos that might exist. She must think of him only as
her Bre’n, her mentor, her partner, never her lover. And yet ... Fssa’s low whistle startled her. She realized that she had begun
to build a cage of fire around herself and her Bre’n. She had done that once
before and not understood why. Now she was afraid she did understand. Kirtn was watching her with eyes that burned. Fssa whistled again. She sucked energy back into her lines,
but that was not what the snake was concerned about. She looked toward the
illusionists’ table. There were two cats where formerly there had been just
one, yet f’lTiri still appeared to be a tall blood eater. Suddenly the white
cat’s lips drew back in a snarl. The other cat, darker and much less defined,
vanished. From the table where it had been rose visible tendrils of odor. The
stink made Rheba gag. “Out!” shrilled Fssa urgently. “Get out!” VIIBefore Rheba could stand up, Kirtn had grabbed her and was
racing through the crowd with a fine disregard for patrons illusory and real.
She helped by scattering minor lightning. Within seconds, they had a clear path
to the door. “The illusionists?” asked Rheba, squirming in Kirtn’s grasp
until she could see over his shoulder. “Invisible,” whistled Fssa. “They’ll probably beat us to the
door.” “What happened?” snapped Kirtn. Fssa’s sensors wheeled through metallic colors and finally
settled on incandescent green. He scanned the crowds behind them as he
answered. “Meel came. The cat illusion is a recognition signal for Tllellas,
and i’sNara was Tllella before she joined illusions with f’lTiri. When Meel
found out who the white cat was—Mil that blue lizard with some lightning!” Fire
poured past the snake’s head. He hissed satisfaction. “She won’t be hungry for a
week.” Serriolia’s hot, moist air wrapped around them as they
gained the sidewalk in a long leap. Fssa’s sensors changed again, more blue
than green, “Yellow flower,” he snapped in Senyas. Hot fire rained on a flower growing out of the street. The
flower squawked, shivered, and vanished. “Any more?” asked Rheba, wondering if the puddle ahead was
truly the product of Yhelle’s daily rains. “Not that I can scan. i’sNara is that tree growing behind
the house illusion. Oh, you can’t see through that one, can you? But I can’t
find f’lTiri.” “Here,” murmured the air next to Kirtn’s right ear. “No,” urgently,
“keep walking. I can only hold invisibility over us for a few more seconds.
Once we’re around that house illusion—” With the “house” between them and the cafe, f’lTiri let go
of invisibility. In the instant before he formed a new illusion, they saw his
real face, pale and sweating. Invisibility was the most exhausting illusion of
all. “What happened?” asked Kirtn. “Fssa said the dark cat was
Meel.” A nearby tree shivered and split. Half of it became i’sNara.
A different i’sNara, though. Short and thick, skin as black as the expression
on her face. “Meel is afraid of her own illusions,” she spat. F’lTiri’s outline blurred and reformed as that of a bird.
The bird Happed to i’sNara’s shoulder and closed its eyes. She stroked feathers
as she explained. “When I told Meel who I was she nearly lost her illusion. At
first she was happy. Then she was afraid. When I asked about my children, she
said to go to k’Masei. When I asked again—” i’sNara made a cutting gesture.
“You smelled her answer.” “Who is k’Masei?” asked Kirtn. “A Liberation clan traitor.” The bird nuzzled i’sNara’s ear. She sighed. “I know, but it
makes me sick even to hear his name.” Her lips twisted as though she were
eating something as bad as the smell in the caf6. “K’Masei was the Liberation
clan’s master snatcher. He said he was going to use our few good Ecstasy Stones
to help him snatch the Redis’ Stones. So he went into the Redis clan hall with
all our Stones. He never came back. He gave our Ecstasy Stones to the Redis!” “Maybe he was caught,” suggested Rheba. The illusionist laughed bitterly. “He was the one who sold
us into slavery. He’s the head of the Redis clan—a position he bought with Lib
clan Stones.” Rheba sighed, “Then I suppose that’s what Meel meant.
K’Masei will know where your children are.” “You don’t understand,” said i’sNara, her voice strained.
“Saying to Libs ‘Go Јo k’Masei’ is wishing death or slavery on them. You saw
our clan hall. What chance do you think we’d have with k’Masei?” Kirtn’s whistle sliced through mere words. “Then who do we
ask?” he demanded. “Meel isn’t the only Tllella I know.” I’sNara strode confidently down the street with the blue
bird perched on her shoulder. Kirtn watched her for a moment, then shrugged and
started after her. “I hope the other Tllellas she knows smell better,” muttered
Rheba. As though it had heard, the bird looked over its shoulder
and winked. Simultaneously, Kirtn took on the appearance of green Fourth People
wearing a barbaric jeweled necklace. Her own skin became the exact turquoise
color of the zoolipt pool on Daemon. Magenta drifted in front of her face. She
flinched in the instant before she realized that it was her own hair,
transformed by Yhelle illusion. “Just simple reversals,” called the bird in a tired voice.
“That’s all we can manage for a while.” “It’s enough,” said Kirtn, looking at his own hands in disbelief. “I’sNara doesn’t think there’s any danger,” added the bird,
“but it’s better not to have any more misunderstandings.” Rheba suspected that what had happened at the cafe was no
misunderstanding. She kept quiet, though. Short of abandoning the search for
their children, the illusionists were doing all that they could to keep everyone
safe. I’sNara turned off the road and walked through a wall. Kirtn
and Rheba stopped, stared at each other, and walked forward cautiously. They
discovered that the open road was an illusion concealing the reality of a wall.
If they had followed what their eyes saw, they would have bloodied their noses
on the invisible wall. The visible wall, however, was an illusion concealing a
turn in the road. Without the illusionists to lead the way, Bre’n and Senyas
would have been utterly baffled. “Fssa, did you see—scan—the fact that the wall wasn’t
where it seemed to be?” “I wasn’t scanning,” admitted the snake. He poked his head
out of her hair and focused over her shoulder. “What wall?” Rheba turned to point. The wall was gone. Akhenet lines
flared in fire dancer reflex to being startled. “Kirtn—” He turned, looked. His eyes narrowed in slow search. No
wall. Even more unsettling, the road behind them was totally unfamiliar, as
though they had crossed through a veil without realizing it. He looked at his
dancer in silent query. “No,” she said positively, “we didn’t go through a veil.
There is no way even a class twelve illusionist could hide energy from a fire
dancer.” “Fssa?” asked the Bre’n. The snake turned dark with embarrassment. “I wasn’t scanning.
I gave it up as useless. By the time I strip away one illusion, another takes
its place. Useless.” “But why?” wondered Rheba. Then, quickly, “Not you, snake.
The illusions. Why would they change so completely?” “Why would they have them in the first place?” countered
Fssa in a deliberately off-key whistle. “Argue while you walk,” snapped the Bre’n. “If we lose track
of our guides, we’ll have hell’s own time finding our way back to Reality
Street.” His advice came none too soon. They caught up with i’sNara,
in time to see her climb some narrow steps, turn left and walk serenely on pure
air into the second story of a circular tower. Kirtn and Rheba scrambled to
follow before the illusion changed beyond recognition. The tower illusion was either an actual structure or closely
based on one. They followed interior curves up several levels without going
through walls or walking on air. That suited Rheba. She was still queasy from looking
between her feet and seeing nothing at all. The bird flew swiftly back, perched on Kirtn’s shoulder, and
spoke in a very soft voice. “Hiri, i’sNara’s first illusion, lives here. When
we go in, stand quietly and don’t say anything.” Rheba wondered what a first illusion might be, but the bird
flew off before she could ask. The wall in front of i’sNara dissolved. All four
of them moved into the opening as one. Kirtn, however, was careful to look over
his shoulder and see the nature of the illusion that formed behind them. If
they had to leave quickly, he would know which way to jump. I’sNara’s outline blurred and reformed into her own image. A
graceful mirror gave a startled cry and shattered, leaving behind the reality
of a dark-haired Yhelle. He swept i’sNara into his arms and spoke in torrents
of nearly incoherent Yhelle. Fssa did not translate, which told Rheba that the conversation
was private rather than pertinent. The snake’s delicate sense of what was and
was not meant to be translated was one of the things she liked best about him.
Eventually, however, he began translating. He duplicated each voice so exactly
that it was like understanding the language itself rather than merely hearing a
translation. “Where are you staying?” asked Hiri, his quick frown revealing
that he knew the subject to be an unhappy one. As members of the Liberation
clan, they would normally have stayed in the clan hall until they found quarters. “We won’t be here any longer than it takes to find out about
our children,” said i’sNara bluntly. Hiri’s outline flickered. “I don’t know where they are,” he
said miserably. “After you were sent to Loo, I tracked your children down. It
wasn’t easy. They have your finesse and f’lTiri’s stamina.” He glanced quickly
at the bird on i’sNara’s shoulder. The bird winked. Hiri smiled. “They insisted
on staying with the clan. They were sure they could steal the Stones and redeem
their parents’ illusions.” “What about my brothers, f’lTiri’s sisters, their children?
Where are they?” Hiri blurred, “Your older brother died. A street brawl that
was more real than apparent. F’lTiri’s sisters ... one joined the Redis.” The bird ballooned into a solid, enraged f’lTiri. “I don’t believe
it!” “It’s true,” sighed Hiri. “Which sister?” “My wife.” F’lTiri made an agonized sound and then said nothing at all.
He could not question the look on Hiri’s face. “What about the others?” asked i’sNara tightly. ‘.’My
younger brother?” “Joined the Redis.” “F’lTiri’s other sisters?” “One dead.” “The other?” said i’sNara stiffly, taking her husband’s hand
as though she knew what was coming. “Don’t—” whispered Hiri. “We shared first illusion,” i’sNara said, her voice as harsh
as the image forming around her. “Tell me.” “Disillusioned,” he said very softly. Then he cried aloud, “Disillusioned!
Like all the others. I was afraid one of the disillusioned was you and then
I knew if I kept looking I would be one of them. K’Masei is
insatiable! More converts and then more and he wants still more until Serriolia
will be nothing but his own illusion admiring itself endlessly.” His voice
broke. “I’m sorry. I wasn’t good enough to save your children.” “Neither was I, old friend,” sighed i’sNara. “Neither was I.”
She kissed Hiri gently. “When was the last time you saw my children?” “Just before my wife became a Redis. A year ago. Maybe more.
They aren’t Redis, though. At least, they weren’t then. They were still
planning to steal the Ecstasy Stones.” He hesitated, then looked searchingly
from i’sNara to f’lTiri and back. “Don’t stay in Serriolia. None of your clan
is alive in any way you would want to know. There’s nothing left here for you.” “Our children.” “If k’Masei doesn’t have them already, he will soon. I tell
you he is insatiable. I—” He looked away from them. “I dream of the Stones,” he
whispered. “Ecstasy.” The longing in his voice made Rheba ache. She knew what it
was to dream of the unattainable, only for her it was a planet called Deva
alive beneath a stable sun. Her hair stirred in restless magenta curves. Kirtn
touched her and for an instant he felt her pain as his own. “Please,” said Hiri. “Go while you can.” “Our children.” Hiri’s image paled almost to transparency, “Do you know that
just a few days ago I was grateful you were on Loo? Slaves, but safe.
No dreams sucking at your will.” He looked at i’sNara. She waited,
obdurate, reality and illusion fused in single determination. “Your children,”
he sighed. When he spoke again, it was quickly, as though he would have it over
with. “Nine days ago Aft came. Do you remember her?” “My son’s first illusion,” said f’lTiri. “She was going to clan Yaocoon. To hide.” “From what?” “Her dreams,” snarled Hiri. He touched i’sNara, apologizing.
“I’ve tried not to sleep. Sometimes it works.” “Why clan Yaocoon?” pressed f’lTiri. “I don’t know. There are rumors ...”—“Yes?” “Rebellion,” whispered Hiri. The word was spoken so softly that even Fssa had trouble
catching it. “Against what? K’Masei? The Redis?” asked i’sNara, her voice
unnaturally loud in the hot room. Hiri gestured silent agreement, obviously afraid even to
speak. “How?” asked f’lTiri bluntly. He was answered so softly that only Fssa heard. “A raid on
the Ecstasy Stones,” translated the snake in a firm voice that sounded just
like Hiri’s. Hiri looked up, startled. He saw only a restless cloud of magenta
hair. “Ssssss,” he hissed. “Whisper. They’re everywhere.” “Who?” asked Rheba. “The Soldiers of Ecstasy.” She looked at the illusionists. Their expressions told her
they knew no more than she did about Soldiers and Ecstasy. Their expressions
hinted that they were afraid Hiri had lost his grasp on the interface between
reality and illusion. “You think I believe my own illusions, don’t you?” said
Hiri, his voice divided between bitterness and amusement. “I wish I did. Life
is much simpler for a fool.” His image thickened, becoming more solid, as
though he drew strength, from some last inner resource. “Haven’t you seen the
notice?” he asked in a hard voice. “What notice?” asked the illusionists in the same voice. “Beside the entrance,” he said harshly. “I’ve tried to hide
or disguise the vile thing, but its illusions are too strong. There’s one like
it in every house in Serriolia.” They walked the few steps back to the entrance of the room.
On the left symbols glowed. i’sNara read aloud: “‘The Liberation clan has been found in violation of
Illusion and Reality. I hereby declare the clan disbanded, anathema. Anyone,
illusory or real, who aids said clan members will he disillusioned. Signed,
k’Masei the Tyrant.’” “I thought you said you didn’t have a government,” commented
Kirtn. “We don’t,” snapped f’lTiri. “This is an obscene joke.” Hiri made a sound between a laugh and a sob. “It’s obscene
and it’s a joke but it’s real.” He blurred and once again became
a mirror reflecting a reality he abhorred. “Leave while you still have your
illusions,” said the mirror in a brittle voice. I’sNara lifted her hand and touched the coot surface that
had once been her friend. As her hand fell, she became thick and dark once
more, a hard woman with a black bird on her shoulder. The woman and the bird
were not reflected in Hiri’s mirror; they no longer shared either illusions or
contiguous realities. Woman and bird turned and walked out of the room. Only Rheba saw the mirror change. For an instant a younger
i’sNara lived within the silvered glass, held by a younger Hiri, echoes of
laughter and innocence swirling around them. Then the mirror shivered and reflected nothing at all. Silently, Rheba retreated from the room. It was obvious that what had begun as a
competition between master snatchers had become a deadly private war. VIIIOutside, the illusions had changed again. The sky had gone
from misty white to moldy gray-green. It was hotter, stickier, and no breeze
moved. The weather, at least, was no illusion. The Devalon’s computer
had warned them that Yhelle was hot, humid, and given to leaky skies. Rheba and Kirtn walked out of the tower on the ground floor
rather than air, but only they seemed to notice the difference. The dark woman
and the darker bird seemed oblivious to reality and illusion alike. There were people on the street—or there seemed to be.
Things walked in twos and fives, changing from step to step in an array of
illusory prowess that finally left nonillusionists numbed rather than bemused.
Like Fssa, Rheba and Kirtn gave up caring whether they saw what they saw or
only thought they saw what they might have seen. Rheba rubbed her eyes. At first she thought that she had
been staring too hard at i’sNara’s illusion. Then she realized that the itch
was back. With an inward curse at the lazy zoolipt that could not be bothered
to heal her scratchy eyes, she rubbed vigorously. All that happened was that
her eyes watered to the point that she could see only blurs. She tripped over a
subtly disguised piece of reality and went sprawling into mounds of flowers
that were only apparent. What she fell into was hard, sharp and painful. Kirtn pulled her to her feet. Her hands were covered with
cuts that bled freely. Even as he bent to examine the ragged cuts, they began
to close. Within seconds little was left but random smears of blood. “I guess the zoolipt isn’t asleep after all,” muttered
Rheba, blinking furiously. “But my eyes still itch.” •’Don’t rub them,” said Kirtn mildly. What Rheba said was not mild. She finished with, “Why can’t
the icy little beast take care of my eyes?” “It hasn’t been in you long. Maybe it’s only good for gross
things.” “The way it put you back together again on Daemen was hardly
gross,” snapped Rheba, remembering her Bre’n with a long knife wound in his
back, lying in a puddle of his own bright blood. She had held him, sure that he
was dead ... until the zoolipt slid into the gruesome wound and vanished and
her Bre’n began to breathe again. “Maybe the itching is in your mind,” said Kirtn, pulling her
along as he hurried to catch up with i’sNara. “You could be allergic to illusions.” Rheba made a sound that even Fssa could not translate. It
was easy for her mentor to talk about mental itches; he did not have nettles
behind his eyes. “Listen, itch,” she muttered in her head, “you’re just a figment.” The itch itched more fiercely. “Go away,” she muttered. “What?” asked Fssa. “Nothing,” she snapped. Then, “Do you speak figment?” Fssa’s head snaked out of her hair until he confronted her
sensors to eyes. “Are you all right?” “No.” “Oh.” Fssa retreated, knowing he had lost but not knowing how.
None of his languages had the words to cope with an irritated fire dancer. “I think we’re going out of the city.” said Kirtn, looking
at the sky. “What I think is unspeakable,” she muttered. Then she made a
determined effort to ignore her eyes. It was hard. With every step farther out
of Tllella territory, her eyes became worse. She had the unnerving feeling that
something was following her, frantically yammering at her in a language she
could not hear. Maybe Kirtn was right. Maybe she was allergic to illusions. And maybe it was cold in Serriolia. Rheba wiped sweat off her face and spoke dancer litanies in
her mind. After a time it seemed to help. At least her thoughts were not so
chaotic. Even the itch relented a bit. “We’re turning back toward the center of the city,” said
Kirtn. Rheba glanced around. She did not have a Bre’n’s innate
sense of direction. It all looked the same to her—different from anything in
her experience. “Do you know where we’re going?” “Farther from the Devalon.”’ “Is it time to call in yet?” “No.” Kirtn touched a broad stud on his belt. No current of
energy tickled his finger. “No message yet, either. Everything must he under
control.” “That would be a treat,” Rheba said. An apparition approached. It had no head, a formidable tail,
and a snarl on what could have been a face. It belched as it passed. Fssa responded
in kind. The eyeless body stopped, swung around in their direction, smiled and
resumed its random drift up the street. “I didn’t see that,” said Rheba. “Neither did I,” said Fssa. “You never see anything.” “Accurate, but not true.” The sky drooled over them. Rheba’s hair and clothes stuck to
her. The squat, dark woman with the brooding bird on her shoulder turned to
face the damp fire dancer. “We’re coming to a veil,” said i’sNara. Her voice was the
same as it had been on Loo, colorless, the voice of a slave who asked nothing. Rheba’s tines flared uneasily. “Are we going to the Yaocoon
clan?” “When you see Reality Street through the veil,” continued
i’sNara in a monotone, “go across.” “What about you?” said Kirtn. “We’ll come as soon as we can,” said f’lTiri’s voice. “How long?” “Not long.” “Then there’s no reason to separate,” Kirtn said in a bland
voice, “is there?” The bird blurred and became a man. “You heard what t’oHiri
said. Disillusionment.” “We have no illusions as it is,” cut in Rheba, shaking out
her damp magenta hair. “Only the ones we borrowed from you. We’ll lose them
with pleasure.” “You don’t understand.” His voice was as harsh as his wife’s
was colorless. “If you help us, they’ll take you and put you in a machine. You
won’t be able to move, not even to breathe. A lightknife will cut into your
brain. When you wake up, you won’t be able to project or see through
illusions.” “We can’t do that now,” she said, but her voice was less sure
than her words. She would hate to be strapped to a machine while a laser
rummaged in her brain looking for illusions to extirpate. “We have nothing to
lose.” “You’re not a fool. Don’t try to sound like one. You don’t
know what form your disillusionment might take.” “I know that you risked your life on Daemen so that Kirtn
could keep a promise that had nothing to do with you.” “But—” “If there’s danger, we’re not making it any better by
standing here arguing,” pointed out Rheba. “You can’t force us through the
veil. If you go invisible on us and sneak away we’ll be totally at the mercy of
your enemies. Given those conditions, the safest place we can be is with you.” F’lTiri bowed to Senyas pragmatism. “Given those conditions,
follow me.” Then, softly, “Thank you.” The veil was a vague thickness across the street. Rheba
stared over i’sNara’s shoulders while the illusionists projected their destination
on the veil. Faces. A whirlpool of faces spinning around a brilliant
center. Crystals shattering light into illusion. Whirlpool spinning around,
sucking faces down and down, pulling at them relentlessly, spinning them until
there was no direction but center where crystals waited with perfect illusions ... The veil shook. Destinations raced by too fast to see or
choose. The illusionists hung on to each other and their goal. The veil bucked
like a fish on a hook, but destinations slowed until a single view held. Kirtn did not need i’sNara’s signal to know it was time to
cross. He spread his arms and swept everyone through, afraid that the least
hesitation would separate them. They arrived in a breathless scramble, but
together. “Is the force field always that stubborn?” asked Kirtn as he
set Rheba down and held her until her dizziness passed. “No,” panted F’lTiri, breathless from his struggle with the
veil. “It keeps wanting to take us to the Redis clan house.” Kirtn looked around grimly. “Did we come to the right
place?” “Yes. Clan Yaocoon.” Rheba wondered how they could be so sure. The street they
were on was just as hot and improbably populated as the last one. The illusions
seemed to run to plant life here ... eight-legged vines and ambulatory melons.
She sighed and closed her eyes. At least the itch had abated. When she opened her eyes a moment later she was a ripe tomato
swinging from a virile vine. Fssa was a thick green worm. A moment’s frantic
groping assured her that Kirtn was the vine. The vine chuckled and wrapped
around her, lifting her off her feel. “You like this,” she said accusingly. The vine tightened in agreement. “Where are your ticklish ears?” she muttered, patting the
area where his head should be. She found his ears beneath dark vine leaves. He
relented and put her down, but kept a tendril curled around her wrist. The illusionists were just ahead, appearing as exotic leafy
plants, fragrant to the point of perfume. “Our scent won’t change,” said
i’sNara. “Will you be able to recognize it?” “Yes.” Kirtn’s voice was confident. A major portion of a Bre’n’s
fine palate was in the olfactory discrimination. “Good. We’ll try not to change too often, but we’re going to
go on random memory, keeping only the scent. It’s a way of resting,” explained
f’lTiri. “Controlling the veil was hard work.” “Won’t projecting our disguises tire you out?” asked Rheba. “Hardly. Eyes only, no other senses involved. Elementary. Besides,
Ara’s house isn’t far from the veil.” The two plants moved down the street. Their gait was erratic
and their shadows tended to show legs instead of stems. The illusionists were
too tired to worry about anything more complex than first appearances. The house they stopped in front of looked like a jungle
tree. F’lTiri edged forward, spoke to an orchid, and waited. After what seemed
a long time the greenery shifted and revealed a cucumber lounging beneath a
canopy of cool leaves. “Ara?” said f’lTiri curtly. The cucumber blurred and reformed. It was rotten now, oozing
pestilence. “She’s gone.” “Where.” The cucumber puddled and stank. “The only wall in Yaocoon,
and the only gate.” The leaves bent down and mopped up cucumber residue. The
tree closed on itself. F’lTiri did not talk until they were well away from the
unfriendly house. “What happened?” asked Kirtn. “Ara doesn’t live there anymore.” Kirtn’s whistle was shrill enough to make nearby flowers
shrivel. “I don’t think that cucumber was glad to see you in any shape or
form.” “No, but he would have been glad to see Ara rot. He was
afraid.” “Why? Did he recognize you?” “I doubt it. Ara must be involved in the rebellion,” f’lTiri
spoke in Universal, as though he feared eavesdroppers. “Where do we go now?” asked Rheba. “To the wall.” Rheba rubbed her eyes but could not reach the itch that was
tormenting her again. The feeling of being followed, of being exhorted to do
something in an unknown, unheard language was like a pressure squeezing her
eyes. She turned around, knowing she would see nothing but unable to stop
herself. Far down the street, a grove of trees marched silently
toward them. “Kirtn!” The Bre’n spun, hearing the warning in her voice. He felt
her wrist burn with sudden power beneath his hand. “I see them,” he said, “illusion?” “I wish. Fssa?” Concave sensors whirled. Energy pulsed soundlessly, returned.
“Men.” “Certain?” The snake’s head became a frilled cone, then a spiral, then
a sunburst. “Men,” he said again, in unambiguous Senyas. Rheba and Kirtn hurried until they were right behind the
illusionists. “We’re being followed.” The plants did not seem to change, but Rheba clearly heard
f’lTiri’s gasp. “They’re all alike!” His tone made it clear that sameness
was more astonishing than any possible manifestation of the illusionist’s art.
Then, “They might not be after us.” Fssa made a flatulent sound. Fourth People’s capacity for
wishful thinking was ridiculous when it was not dangerous. “How far is the wall?” said Kirtn, lengthening his stride. “How fast can you run?” retorted the Yhelle. Exotic plants, vine, and tomato with green worm clinging
sprinted down the street. As she ran, Rheba wove sunlight into fire until she was incandescent.
Kirtn’s hand on her wrist soothed and steadied her, letting her take in more
and more energy, giving her a depth and fineness of control that was impossible
without him. Each member of an akhenet pair could stand alone, but together
they were much more than two. Fssa became eyes in the back of her head. His sensors focused
on the not-trees. “Confusion,” he whistled. “They’re bending around like grass
in a wind. They’re: arguing whether to grab you here or wait for—here they
come!” The illusionists turned right, leaped an invisible barrier,
and scrambled up a hill. Kirtn and Rheba duplicated the motions exactly, even
when there seemed to be no reason for twisting, turning or leaping. The trees followed. “They’re getting closer,” said Fssa calmly. “Are they carrying weapons?” panted Rheba. “Clubs, mostly. A few metal fists.” “Lightguns?” she asked hopefully. She had discovered on Onan
that she could take the output of a lightgun and reflect it back on its user.
Learning that particular trick had burned and nearly blinded her, but it had
wiped out the Equality Rangers who were pursuing them. “No lightguns.” They ducked beneath a bridge, waded through a real stream
and clawed their way up the opposite bank. Along the top of the bank ran a high
steel wall. The illusionists sprinted parallel to the wall, trailing their
fingers along it. Suddenly they stopped. “Here!” called i’sNara, beating her palms in a staccato rhythm
against the wall. F’lTiri joined her, leaves blurring into hands as he pounded
on steel. Kirtn and Rheba pressed their backs to the wall and turned
to face their pursuers. Trees blurred and became men scrambling under the
bridge and across the stream. The pursuers were indeed all alike, even when they appeared
as men. Gray clothes, gray gloves, gray clubs. Only their eyes were alive, pale
as crystals in gaunt skulls. They came up the slope in a silent, ragged line.
As one they began to close in on the four people trapped against the high wall. The illusionists’ beat on the steel dividing them from
safely. They had managed to find “the only wall in Yaocoon.” But where was the gate? IXRheba sent an exploratory current of energy through the
metal wall. Akhenet lines glowed as she followed the energy’s path. She sensed
no circuits, no blank areas, nothing to indicate that the wall concealed or was
powered by outside energy. There was a seamless sameness throughout its depth. No
hint of a break, a gate. She would have to search more deeply, and much more
deftly. The illusionists beat their fists on the wait and called to
their Yaocoon cousins. “Mentor.” The word formed as much in Rheba’s mind as on her lips.
Kirtn stepped behind her, placing his hands on her shoulders. His long thumbs
rested lightly just behind her “ears. In that position he not only could help
her balance the energies she used, he could also send her into unconsciousness
if she called more than they could control. He had been forced to that extreme
only a few times, when she was very young. She spared a quick glance at the advancing men. They had
slowed, sure of their prey. Or perhaps it was simply that they had never seen
an apparition as arresting as a dancer fully charged, burning through her
illusion from within. “Snake,” she murmured, “some sounds to go with fire.” Fssa burned beneath his green illusion until he became an
eye-hurting incandescence that was a Fssireeme at near-normal body temperature.
At normal, he was a mirror of punishing brightness, a perfect reflector, but he
had been that way only a few times in his memory. Fourth People planets were
much colder than the huge planet/proto-star that was home to Fssireemes. His body shifted, expanding into baffles and chambers, membranes
to create sound and bellows to give voice. A high, terrible keening issued from
him. The sound was a knife in her ears. She felt Kirtn’s hands
tighten on her shoulders and knew it was worse for him. Then Fssa projected his
voice over the men and she understood that sound could be a weapon. Men went to
their knees with their hands pressed to their ears, mouths open in a protest
that could not be heard over the sound tormenting them. Yet still they advanced, knee-walking, faces contorted. Deft Bre’n fingers closed over Rheba’s ears, shutting out
much of the sound. The pain was vicious for Kirtn, but Bre’ns were bred to
withstand much worse before blacking out. If it were not so, young dancers
would have no one capable of teaching them how to control the energies they could
not help attracting. Rheba set her teeth and concentrated on her own kind of
weapon. She took more energy from the sunlight, braided it until it was hot
enough to burn and sent it hissing across the lush grass separating them from
the attackers. Flames leaped upward, bright and graceful, dancing hotly. The attackers thought it was an illusion. The first man to
stumble into the flames threw himself backward, scrambling and clawing at his
clothes. Others hesitated but could not believe that they were not seeing an
illusion. By twos and threes they struggled toward the twisting flames, only to
be driven back by a heat they had to believe in. Deliberately she wove more energy into fire, thickening the
barrier that held the men at bay. There was little natural fuel to help her maintain
it. The grass quickly burned to dirt. She could set fire to that if she had to.
She could burn the whole area down to bedrock and beyond. It would be easier
simply to burn the men, but in Deva’s final, searing revolution she had seen
too many die by fire. Her nightmares were full of them. She turned toward the wall. Kirtn moved with her smoothly,
knowing what she needed as soon as she did. She spread her hands and pressed
them against the steel wall. The energy she sent into the metal was neither
mild nor testing. She poured out power until currents raced through the wall’s
length, bending as the wall bent until wall and energy met on the far side. There was a gate. It fitted so smoothly into the wall that
it had not interrupted the flow of her first questing energy. She probed again,
balanced by her Bre’n’s enormous strength. Discontinuities much smaller than
the interface between gate and wall became as plain to her as the sun at noon.
She could sense minute changes in the alloy, stresses of weather and time, tiny
crystal shifts that created greater tension in one wall section. There were weaknesses
she could exploit if she had to. But first there was the gate, the built-in weakness in every
wall. The illusionists had located it correctly. It was beneath their flailing
hands. And it was locked. A bump in the energy outlining the other side of the wall
told her what kind of lock she had to deal with. A slidebolt. Primitive and effective.
She would have preferred a sophisticated energy lock. As it was, she would have
to burn through the bolt without heating the wall-gate interface so much that
the metal expanded, jamming irretrievably. Burning through to the bolt would
require coherent light exquisitely focused. And time. She hoped she had enough of that. The men? The question was not so much words in her mind as an image
of trees surging toward them, trees haunted by danger and held back by flames
that thinned precariously. Kirtn’s answer was precise: Dance. The command/invitation/exhortation went through her like a
Shockwave. Her hands were consumed by akhenet lines. Intricate swirls of gold
ran up her arms, thinning into feathery curls across her shoulders. She was hot
now, in full dance; only her Bre’n or a Fssireeme could touch her and not be
burned. If she got much hotter she would risk burning herself and her Bre’n. If
she got hotter than that she might kill them both. Dancers, like Bre’ns, could
be dangerous to be around. There was no danger at the moment, though. She was
dancing well within the abilities of herself and her Bre’n. She stared at the wall with eyes veined with gold. She saw
not steel but energy, pattern on pattern, currents swirling, dark line of interface,
a bolt swelling out on the other side of the wall. Hot gold fingertips traced
the line, seeing with a sight more penetrating than standard vision or touch. Light gathered at her fingertip, startlingly green light
that narrowed into a beam almost invisibly fine. The beam slid along the interface,
warming it dangerously. Almost imperceptibly the interface shrank. She sensed
the beam searing into the bolt, heating a thin slice of it. Before light could
burn more than a tiny hole, wall and gate expanded very slightly, closing the
interface. Instantly she stopped, feeling the flash of her frustration
echoed by Kirtn. To cut through the bolt and free the gate she must use more
heat—Yet more heat would jam the gate against the wall before the bolt was cut
apart. Brackets. The thought was hers, Senyas precision, picture of the
brackets that inevitably must support the bolt mechanism. She concentrated on the bolt-shape, sensing its location on
either side of the cooling interface. Two brackets at least. No, four. Two on
the gate and two on the wall. Strong, but thinner than the bolt—and far enough
away from the interface to burn through without expanding wall and gate into an
immovable mass. She hoped. Light formed again at her fingertip, light more blue than
green. It was wider than the previous beam yet still so narrow as to be more
sensed than seen. The beam leaped out, bringing first red, then orange and finally
white incandescence to the blank steel face of the wall. A tiny hole bored
inward, a hole no wider than three hairs—laid side by side. By slow increments her fingertip moved, drawing coherent
light through steel. The bottom of one bracket developed a molten line. The
light moved on. Steel quickly cooled, but could not draw together again; some
of its substance had been volatilized by dancer light. One bracket was cut in two. The next bracket was closer to
the interface. She had to burn less hotly. It was slow work, almost as delicate
as burning through the interface had been. Behind her, men were stirring. The Fssireeme’s cry never
stopped, but the men either were deafened now or too desperate to give in to
pain. Fssa could step up the power of the cry, but he could not protect his
friends from the result. He could only delay, not defeat, the attackers. Clumps of dirt and rocks rained against her. Kirtn’s body
shielded Rheba from the worst of it. Even so, there was a moment of distraction,
light flaring too hot, too hard, before she was in control again. A piece of
the second bracket fell away. As though at a distance she heard i’sNara scream
warnings, f’lTiri or an illusion roaring by, confusing the attackers. The third bracket also was close to the interface, attached
to wall rather than gate. Part of her, the part that was Senyas rather than
dancer, knew that the illusionists were being overwhelmed by a ragged surge of
men. Control shifted wholly to her, smoothly yet quickly. Their outnumbered
friends needed Kirtn more than she did. They needed her, too. Three people,
even when one was a Bre’n, were no match for what was coming up the slope. Rheba felt impatience seething deep inside her, a reckless
urge to vaporize everything within her reach, most particularly the stubborn
gate. Suddenly the gate swung inward, opened by someone on the
other side. It was so unexpected that Rheba nearly burned the Yaocoon clansmen
on the other side. She stumbled through the opening, yanked out of her dance by
surprise. She spun around inside the gate, stilt afire, and saw her Bre’n meet
the first attackers. She heard their startled cries as he scooped up three men
at once and flung them back on the gray uniforms charging up the slope. I’sNara and f’lTiri rushed by Rheba, routed by a Bre’n snarl
when they would have stayed to help him. Kirtn knew what his dancer would do
when she saw him in danger. He wanted the illusionists out of the way of what
was coming. Rheba lifted her hands. Fire swept out from her, fire that
was renewed as fast as it was spent, fire drawn from inexhaustible sunlight and
condensed into flames. Her hair was all akhenet now, searing corona, sucking
every available unit of energy into her. Kirtn jumped for the gate in the instant before the
firestorm broke. Fire sleeted harmlessly over his head, scorching the attackers
but not killing them. There was no need to kill now. He was safe. Then she saw
blood swelling over his fur and wished she had killed. The moment of irrational rage passed; but like fire, it left
its mark on her mind. It was some consolation to see how rapidly the zoolipt
inside Kirtn healed his bruises and ragged cuts. It was not enough to neutralize
her anger. “Don’t bite off more than the zoolipt can chew,” she snapped
as she leaned against the gate to swing it shut. Kirtn looked at her in disbelief. “You dance with coherent
light and then tell me to be careful?” He laughed the rich laugh of Bre’n
amusement. “When you follow your advice, I will.” He put his shoulder to the gate. As always, his easy power
surprised her. The gate moved quickly, smoothly on its massive hinges. It
closed without a sound. He slid the bolt home. It was none too soon. From the far side came hoarse cries.
The gate vibrated with the force of pounding fists. They had not thought to
bring a battering ram, so they used themselves. “Will it hold?” asked Kirtn, bending over to see how badly
she had damaged the bolt’s brackets. Rheba picked up the pieces she had cut off the two brackets.
The hot pieces burned her. She could draw out the heat, but it would take more
time than it was worth. Her akhenet lines offered some protection to her
fingers. What the lines missed, the zoolipt would have to heal later. Energy flared hotly as she welded the pieces into place. It
was an easy job, requiring power but little finesse. When she was finished she
stepped back to suck on her burned fingertips. “It should hold as soon as the metal cools,” she said. Fssa stretched out of her hair. His head darted to each
bracket, touched, and withdrew. He was brighter. The brackets were darker.
Cold. Fssireemes were, after all, energy parasites. If was not a heritage they
were proud of, but it had its uses. “Next time you can cool off the pieces before I handle
them,” said Rheba. Contrition moved in dark pulses over the snake’s radiant
head. “I should have thought of that sooner. Are you badly burned?” “Doubt it,” she answered, looking critically at her fingertips.
As she had expected, they were whole again. “The zoolipt is no good on figment
itches, but it’s death on burns. See? Brighten up, snake.” Fssa took her advice literally. He let himself’ glow until
he was a sinuous shape stitched through her still-wild hair. He enjoyed her
dances almost as much as Kirtn did. With so much energy flying around, no one
missed what he siphoned into himself. And it felt so good to be warm.
Almost as good as his Guardian memory-dream of home, formations of
Fssireemes soaring in the seething sky-seas of Ssimmi. “Fssa,” patiently, Rheba’s voice, “what are they saying?” Belatedly, the snake realized that the illusionists were
talking and he was not translating. “Sorry,” he hissed. “When you dance it reminds
me of home.” She touched Fssa comfortingly and nearly burned her finger
all over again. She had promised to find Ssimmi if she could. And she meant to.
The snake had done more to earn it than any of the former slaves waiting impatiently
aboard the Devalon for the captains to return. “The Yaocoons aren’t pleased,” summarized the snake, boiling
whatever three ranting vegetables and a fruit tree were saying into four words. “How bad is it?” asked Kirtn. His yellow eyes searched the
immediate area in-useless reflex. He probably would not see trouble coming or
would not recognize it if he saw it. How threatening was a kippi in bloom? Or a
plateful of sliced fruit? Fssa’s sensors, darker now than his energy-rich body,
gleamed like black opals as he scanned the group of gesticulating vegetables. “I’sNara
is talking now.” The snake listened, then hummed in admiration. “What diction!
What clarity! What invective!” “What meaning.” prompted Kirtn. “Irrelevant. Her suggestions are impossible for a Fourth People’s
inflexible body. To do what she proposes would challenge a Fssireeme.” Kirtn and Rheba waited, wishing they could understand
Yhelle. Fssa hissed with Fssireeme laughter. “Talk, snake, or I’ll tic you in knots,” snapped Kirtn. Fssa waited until a Yaocoon outburst ended. “Without obscenities,
the Yaocoons say they’ve never heard of Ara.” Bre’n lips thinned into a snarl. “Who’s tying—the Yaocoons
or that crazy cucumber?” “I’sNara suspects the Yaocoons are lying. She’s quite emphatic
about it. I never would have expected such ... color ... from her.” Rheba waited and sweated and wondered if it was safe for her
to let go of the excess fire she had gathered. The longer she held it, the more
tired she would be when she let it go. It was one of the dancer ironies; the
greater the energies employed in the dance, the greater the dancer’s depletion
afterward. “F’lTiri has taken over now,” offered Fssa. “He’s less
original, but louder. Between epithets, he’s asking about the children.” “And?” demanded Rheba when Fssa fell silent. The answer was a sharp descending whistle, forceful Bre’n
negative. “Now he’s asking about the—” Suddenly the vegetables transformed into screaming, angry
Yaocoons. As the appearance of planthood vanished, so did the appearance of
sanctuary. Beneath their illusions the Yaocoon carried guns. The guns were
real. “—rebellion,” finished Fssa. The snake sighed like a human.
“At least we don’t need to worry about being thrown back over the wall. They
wouldn’t let go of us now if I begged in nine languages.” X“Not yet, dancer,” whistled Kirtn, sensing that she was
weaving her energy into potentially deadly patterns. “I could cool them off.” suggested Fssa in Senyas
understatement. He could turn their bodies into blocks of flesh as frigid as
rocks orbiting a dead sun. Rheba waited, hair seething, bright as fine wires burning.
The guns were mechanical, like the gate. She would not be able to deflect the
bullets. She might be able to distort the plastic barrels enough to make the
guns useless. She could burn the people holding the guns. It would take time,
though, more time than bullets needed to reach them. She moved closer to her Bre’n and waited. F’lTiri stared at each Yaocoon in turn. They became uncomfortable.
Some of them lowered their weapons. A few even retreated behind invisibility,
leaving only the guns visible. I’sNara stalked up to a weapon that seemed to hang in
midair. “I see you, Tske,” she said deliberately. The Yaocoons gave a collective gasp. i’sNara had done the
unspeakable. “Can you see me?” she asked in a sweet voice. And vanished. The Yaocoon behind the weapon materialized as he poured his
energy into searching for i’sNara. When he could not find her, another Yaocoon
joined with him, then another and another until five Yaocoons combined in a
mental sharing that was both more and less than J/taal mercenaries could
achieve. It was a mind dance of sorts, but limited to projecting or penetrating
illusions. The five cried out and pounced. i’sNara wavered into
visibility. Fighting their projected illusion of her as she really was. In the
end she lost. She was forced to appear before them with no illusions. She had
made her point, however. If she had wanted to kill them while they searched for
her, she could have. She had made her point too well. They tied her with a rope
that had no illusion of softness. F’lTiri, too, was tied. Two Yaocoons had
slipped up behind him while i’sNara taunted the others with her invisibility. The same five who had unmasked i’sNara turned to concentrate
on Rheba and Kirtn. The last shreds of their tomato, worm and vine illusion
evaporated instantly, for they had no means of fighting the anti-illusion
projection. The Yaocoons, however, did not stop. They continued to focus their
projections on Bre’n, Senyas and Fssireeme, not realizing that the three were
appearing as themselves. When five Yaocoons could not penetrate the “illusions” in
front of them, more Yaocoons joined in. Soon there were ten, then twelve, then
twenty Yaocoons trying to nullify the alien appearances of Rheba, Kirtn and
Fssa. It was futile. Illusionists could change the appearance of reality, but
could not change reality itself. “Redis.” murmured one Yaocoon. The word moved from one mouth to another, picking up speed
like a stone rolling down a steep hill. “Redis, Redis Redis RedisRedis.” Weapons came up. Fire leaped in Rheba’s akhenet lines. “No!” screamed i’sNara. “They aren’t Redis! They aren’t even
Yhelles!” Weapons paused. Yaocoons turned to look at i’sNara. “They’re from outside the Equality,” she said quickly. “They
were slaves with us on Loo.” The Yaocoons whispered among themselves, but not quietly
enough to defeat the Fssireeme’s hyperacute hearing. “—believe her?” “Unillusioned, she looks like Ara’s memory of
i’sNara.” “Yes, but the Stones— “He is f’lTiri. She is i’sNara. We were Libs
together. I can’t be mistaken!” “A lot of Redis were once Libs.” “If we can’t believe in our own unillusions, we might as
well surrender to k’Masei right now.” The last was a snarl of frustration. The group broke apart,
becoming more themselves, if startling colorations could be overlooked. One of
the Yaocoons shivered and reformed, woman not man, chestnut-haired. She was
tiny, perfectly formed without being unreal, and vivid. “Ara,” murmured f’lTiri. Then, “Where’s my son?” The woman Ara looked at the two Yhelles with little welcome.
“A lot has changed since you were sold to Loo. If you are indeed the
ones who were sold to Loo. K’Masei takes the illusions of former clanmates and
uses them to haunt us.” Rheba walked forward a few steps, smoldering like a sunrise
just below the horizon. “As you said, if you can’t believe in your own unillusions,
what’s left?” “I Find it difficult to believe you’re real at all,” said
Ara bluntly. “Reality Street affected me the same way,” admitted Rheba. Ara’s pale eyes glanced toward Kirtn. “That’s not
real. He’s a sensualist’s illusion.” There was utter conviction in the woman’s
voice. She could accept Rheba, but not the tall man with her. Rheba looked at her Bre’n, trying to see him with Ara’s
eyes. His copper skin-fur rippled over muscles that ensured grace as well as
crude strength. Metallic copper hair curled against his powerful neck. His
yellow eyes had a fire that rivaled hers in full dance. He stood like a clept
watching an enemy, predatory purpose barely held in check, dangerous and fully
alive. “Actually,” Rheba murmured, rubbing her cheek against his arm, “he’s a
poet.” Kirtn smiled at her and whistled a seductive phrase out of a
Bre’n courtship song. Her breath caught at the song’s beauty, and his, but she
managed to whistle the next phrase, a rising trill of longing that haunted the
silence that followed. Ara stared, riveted by possibilities that transcended
cultural prejudices. “Now you know how they destroyed the Loo-chim,” said f’lTiri,
his voice divided among too many emotions to name. “And her fire. Don’t underestimate that,” sighed i’sNara. “If he came from the Ecstasy Stones,” Ara said finally, “I
know now why we’ve lost so many to k’Masei’s illusions.” “I didn’t come from Stones, Ecstasy or otherwise.” Kirtn’s
voice was rich with barely contained laughter. “You’re as ... unusual ... to us
as we are to you.” “That’s more fantastic than any illusion I’ve known,” Ara
said. She looked at Rheba again. “Do you really burn?” “Try me.” Rheba’s smile was challenging. She disliked
Kirtn’s effect on women. Irrationally, she blamed the women rather than the
Bre’n. Kirtn listened, slanted eyes unusually intense as he looked
at his dancer. She was too young to be sexually possessive, yet she edged
closer to it every day. She was too young to have akhenet lines arching over
her hips, yet he had seen such lines, traceries of fire to come. She was too
young to Choose, yet she gave off energies that kept him in a constant state of
sexual awareness. Too young for Bre’n/Senyas passion. Yet... He forced himself to look away. “I don’t think I will.” said Ara, measuring Rheba’s incandescent
lines. The Yaocoon turned back to i’sNara. “Why are you here?” “We told you. Our children.” “Your children aren’t here,” said Ara, regret and longing in
her voice. “So you say.” “You don’t believe me?” “I haven’t seen their absence.” “What could convince you?” “Join with me and f’lTiri to make a twelve. If we still
can’t find them, we’ll leave.” Ara smiled but her voice was sad. “I’ll join with you and
you still won’t find them. And you won’t leave. I’sNara hesitated, then accepted some words and ignored the
rest. “Where are they?” “With the Stones.” “Alive?” “I don’t know,” said Ara in a strained voice. “When did they leave?” “Not long. Six days. We told them not to. We begged. They
were strong in their illusions. We needed them for what was to come.” “Rebellion,” said f’lTiri flatly. “Yes.” The Yaocoons surrounding them made an uneasy, animal noise.
Ara turned on them. “If the Tyrant can hear us in the center of our own
illusions, then—” “—we might as well give up,” interrupted a thick voice. “You
keep saying that. Are you sweating to be around your lover again? He’ll be
waiting for you in the Redis hall. The Tyrant never lets anyone go. No hurry,
Ara, no hurry at all. Koro will still be there when the Final Illusion fades.” “Koro! What do you know about my son?” shouted f’lTiri. “Ask Ara.,” said the man. “She’s decided that her first
illusion is the only one worth having. Even though he’s an unillusioned traitor!” Ara projected the appearance and stench of rotting meat on
the speaker. He coughed and disappeared. Before she could say anything, the thick-voiced man reappeared
further away, “What about the other two?” he demanded. “They aren’t tied.” Rheba stepped closer to Kirtn. He put his hands on her
shoulders again, ready to partner her dance if it came to that. “So tie them,” suggested i’sNara when the other woman
hesitated. “They won’t object. I promise.” Kirtn eyed i’sNara doubtfully, “We won’t?” “No,” said i’sNara in a firm voice. “We came for
information. If we have to have our hands tied to get it then we’ll have our
hands tied.” “It doesn’t matter,” said Rheba to Kirtn in Senyas. “Plant
fiber or plastic, I’ll burn through it. Or,” she added maliciously, “you’ll
break it in a display of Bre’n muscles that will make women moan.” “Shut up, dancer,” said Kirtn amiably, holding out his hands
to Ara. He smiled at the tiny woman and murmured, “I’m yours.” An illusion of incredible beauty suffused the Yaocoon woman. Lightning smoldered in Rheba’s hair. Kirtn glanced over at
her and smiled like a Bre’n. He whistled softly, “There is no beauty to equal a
Senyas dancer.” Her hair crackled ominously. It settled searingly around his
neck, half attack, half caress. When she realized what she had done she made a
startled sound. Her hair curled very gently across his cheek and lips, sending
sweet currents of energy through him. “The zoolipt must be upsetting my enzyme
balances. Apologies, mentor.” His eyes watched her with the hot patience of a Bre’n. “Accepted,
dancer.” Then, smiling, “Perhaps I told the Loo-chim the truth. We need to
share enzymes from time to time in order to stay healthy.” Gold raced over her akhenet lines. She leaned against him, savoring
textures and strengths that were uniquely Bre’n. She almost accepted the
challenge and temptation implicit in his words. But his presence was so fierce
that caution held her. He radiated like a Bre’n sliding toward rez. She
stepped back, afraid of disturbing forces she could not calculate or control. She turned and held out her wrists to Ara. “Tie me, then, if
that’s what it takes to make you feel good.” Ara stared from the uncanny Bre’n to the young woman smoldering
in front of her. “I won’t burn you,” said Rheba impatiently, damping the
fires in her akhenet lines. “You burn everything else in sight,” muttered Ara. She accepted
a strip of plastic held out to her by the thick-voiced Yaocoon. Rheba waited with outward tranquility while she was tied.
The plastic bonds were coo!, thick and loose. Ara was saying as plainly as
words that she doubted the efficacy of bonds where Rheba was concerned. Ara
turned to tie up Kirtn. She lingered so long over the job that Rheba’s hair
lifted in hot warning. “What a marvelous texture,” said Ara, stroking Kirtn’s arm
with appreciative fingers. “Is it real?” “Yes,” said Rheba, stepping close enough that Ara felt the
heat from akhenet lines. “Like my fire.” Quickly, Ara backed away from both Senyas and Bre’n. She turned
toward the illusionists, whose potential she understood. “Come with me.” “What?” said f’lTiri sarcastically. “You aren’t going to tie
us together in a Loo chain, slave to slave to slave in lockstep?” Ara’s appearance dimmed, making visible her inner embarrassment.
“You’re either enemies or you aren’t,” she said. “If you are, a Loo chain won’t
make any difference.” “Since when have Yaocoons tied friends?” F’lTiri held out
his hands, accusing her with more than his voice. “Since k’Masei the Tyrant,” snapped Ara, angry with more
than his words. Unexpectedly, f’lTiri smiled. “I don’t blame you, child.
Koro loved you once.” Ara’s face became the utter blank of an illusion waiting to
form. She turned and began walking up what looked like a brook lined with Ghost
ferns. The four bound people followed. “Where are you going?” called the thick-voiced man. Ara looked back. Her face was still an eerie blank. “To the
clan hall. The full assembly will decide what to do with our ... guests.” “What about them?” called the hoarse-voiced man, gesturing
toward the gate. As though to underline his question, angry cries came from
beyond the wall. The attackers beat on the gate with renewed force. “If your paltry illusions fail,” snapped Ara, “try real
bullets.” In the silence that followed Ara’s insult, the sounds of
flesh thudding uselessly against steel sounded very close. “Who are they?” asked Rheba, her voice rising above
the noise of the men outside the gate. “Why don’t they give up?” Every Yaocoon turned to stare at her. Then, slowly, their
illusions faded. They became more like themselves, appearing as they would
before eliminates. Rheba stared in return, sensing that something had happened
to disarm the Yaocoons. She turned questioningly to Ara. “I believe,” said Ara distinctly, “that you’re just what you
seem to be and you’ve just come from slavery on Loo.” “Good. But why?” “Only an alien wouldn’t know the Soldiers of Ecstasy.” Ara turned and continued up the stream that was a path. “Fine words,” muttered Rheba in Senyas, “but we’re still
wearing ropes.” XI“Where are i’sNara and f’lTiri?” snarled Kirtn, towering
over Ara. The small woman’s image blurred. When it reformed, she was
out of his reach, watching him with dark eyes that held few illusions. Kirtn flexed his bound hands. Strength rippled visibly
through his massive arms. Rheba came to his side in a single smooth motion. “Slowly, mentor,” she whistled. “Even if you break the
bonds, we don’t know enough to escape yet.” His lips thinned into a bitter line. He was Bre’n, and
frustrated everywhere he turned. He sensed the seductive violence of rez in
the center of his bones. He looked at his dancer’s eyes, cinnamon and gold,
fear turning darkly at the center. The darkness hurt, for it was fear of him.
Of rez. He stroked her face with the back of his fingers, silently
apologizing. “All right, dancer. Your way. But ...” “I know.” Her lips burned across his before she turned
around to face Ara. “Where are our friends?” “Trying to fertilize a jungle.” “What?” “The Yaocoon jungle is growing toward rebellion,” said Ara
dryly. “Now? Tonight?” Ara sighed. “That would be too much to hope for.” She looked
from Rheba to Kirtn’s broad back. Even standing still, the Bre’n radiated
savage possibilities. “I’sNara wants me to guide you back to your ship.” Kirtn spun around to face Ara. “No.” His speed and grace were so startling that Ara’s image
vanished completely for an instant. When she reappeared, she was out of reach. “They said you killed the Loo-chim,” whispered Ara. “Did
you?” “Yes,” said Kirtn. “Can you kill our Tyrant, too?” “We’re not executioners,” he snarled. Ara’s mouth opened and shut soundlessly. When she spoke
again, it was on another subject. “What do you know about Libs and Redis?” “The Redis stole Ecstasy Stones so that everyone could share
the good feelings,” said Rheba when Kirtn refused to speak. “But the Redis
didn’t share, so the master snatchers who weren’t Redis formed the Lib clan.
Libs planned to steal back the Stones. They haven’t had much luck.” “It’s beyond Lib against Redis now,” said Ara. “It’s all of
Serriolia. If someone doesn’t help us we’ll die. All of us.” “I doubt it,” said Rheba coolly. “People have had a lot of
practice surviving tyrannies.” “You don’t understand.” Ara’s voice was soft. “This is a tyranny
of love. There is nothing to hate, no leverage for rebellion. Everyone—everyone—who
comes close to the Ecstasy Stones is caught by k’Masei. No,” she said, when
Rheba would have interrupted. “Listen to me. If your friends go to the Redis
you’ll never see them again.” Darkness pooled in Ara’s eyes, a darkness haunted by dreams.
Rheba had seen eyes like that before. Hiri’s eyes staring out of a tarnished
mirror. She felt pity for the tiny, beautiful illusionist who had found reality
too painful to live with. “I was just a little girl when k’Masei left the Lib hall to
steal the Redis Stones, but I remember. He took our best Stones with him, Lib
Stones. He thought they would protect him. Who could resist him when the Stones
radiated love? “When he left he was hazed in ecstasy, trailing love like a
radiant cloud.” Ara trembled at the memory. “The Stones. The Stones haunt my
dreams wearing my husband’s face, calling love to me ... ecstasy.” Kirtn sighed. “K’Masei stayed in the Redis hall, didn’t he?” “He became their master snatcher. He stole Ecstasy Stones
that had been clan secrets for thousands of years. He stole until the Redis had
them all. If your illusions or reality didn’t satisfy you, if you wanted to
feel loved, you had to go to the Redis. To k’Masei.” Rheba saw Ara look at her own hands, small Fists clenched so
hard that muscles quivered in her arms. Her hands relaxed. Rheba was sure it
was an illusion. “At first it wasn’t so bad,” continued Ara. “People of all clans
would go to k’Masei, bathe in the Stones, and go back to their clans. But with
each new Stone k’Masei stole, the experience changed—It deepened. It became ...
necessary.” “And/’ said Kirtn sardonically, “people abandoned their
clans to become Redis.” “Whole families,” whispered Ara—“Children no taller than my
waist. Gone.” “You make it sound as if they died,” said Rheba, ‘ Ara looked at her wildly. “How do you know they didn’t?” “Why would k’Masei kill them? Without them, who would he tyrannize?
It sounds like a perfect match—people who want to be ruled and a man who wants
to rule them,” She would have said more, but her eyes chose that moment to itch
with renewed ferocity. Ara’s appearance darkened and grew until it filled the small
room where they were being held. “Nobody wants to be ruled!” Fssa made a flatulent sound and stuck his head out of
Rheba’s hair. “Most people want to be ruled. They just don’t want to admit it.” The illusionist’s image deflated. She stared at the snake in
astonishment. “It’s real? It really speaks?” “It really does,” said Kirtn, glaring at Fssa. “Usually out
of turn.” “What does a snake know about people?” “That particular snake is a Fssireeme. His memories go back
thousands of years.” “That doesn’t mean he’s right!” retorted Ara hotly. The Bre’n said nothing, but skepticism was eloquent in his
stance. “If people want to be ruled, why does k’Masei need the
Soldiers of Ecstasy?” demanded Ara. “He probably doesn’t, but they need him,” said Kirtn impatiently,
“I’ll bet they’re lousy illusionists. Strong arms and thick heads, right?” “I—how did you know?” “Fourth People are alike under the skin. Before k’Masei,
I’ll bet there wasn’t a comforting illusion in the whole lot of them.” Ara’s face settled into stubborn lines. “Koro did not want
to be ruled.” “Koro? F’lTiri’s son?” asked Rheba, abandoning her attempts
to reach the itch at the back of her eyes. “Do you know where he is? Do you
know where his sisters are?” “With k’Masei, of course,” said Ara bitterly. “They went to
steal the Stones two days ago. I went with them. At feast, I thought I was going
with them. Tske tricked me. I followed his illusions rather than Koro’s
reality. By the time I found out, it was too late. Koro and his sisters were
gone. They didn’t come back. No one comes back from k’Masei.” Ara looked from
Rheba to Kirtn. “Now, are you sure you don’t want to go back to your ship?” “Yes.” “Then follow me.” Ara led them to the hall where the Yaocoon clan had gathered
to discuss the attack of the Soldiers of Ecstasy, the appearance of two master
snatchers and the aliens who had to be apparitions but were not. Rebellion was also
on the agenda, but it was discussed in shaded illusions, if at all. The Yaocoon hall seemed to be a jungle with no clearing.
Plants of all kinds—and plants of unknown kinds—crowded one against the other.
Fronds waved, flowers unfolded, fruit ripened in a riot of competing scents.
The ceiling seemed to be an overcast sky. The heat and humidity were real, as inseparable
from Serriolia as illusions. Ara left Rheba, Kirtn and Fssa in the only corner that did
not writhe with vegetable life. i’sNara and f’lTiri were nearby, defiantly
wearing the illusions of the outlawed Liberation clan. She was shadow-drifted
moonlight. He was darkness with only a hint of movement. Beneath those
illusions lurked master snatchers, ready to slip between the cracks of human
attention and steal the fabled Ecstasy Stones. Rheba summed up her feelings with a whistle that descended
from shrillness to silence in five beats. Kirtn took her bound hands in his.
Lines glowed beneath his touch, sending restless messages through him. He
rubbed his check against her gold-veined fingers. “Gently, dancer,” he
whistled. “Don’t waste yourself on anger.” It was advice he needed as well. He rubbed his lips against
her hot fingers and said nothing. After a few moments she sighed and gave in to
his gentle persuasions against anger. She knew her Senyas logic was supposed to
balance his Bre’n impulsiveness. She was young, though. She had already failed
him once, when he had flashed into rez in a Loo dungeon. She could not
let that happen again. But she did not know how to prevent it, either. Some of her thoughts leaked to him. As always, danger
heightened their ability to mind dance. He sensed her unease as a distant
scream, echo and aftermath of rez still unabsorbed in her mind. He kissed her fingertips before releasing her hands, afraid
of what his thoughts might reveal to her in turn. She did not know that she had
driven him into rez. Not her fault. She had no Senyas mother, no
Bre’n mother, no paired akhenets to live among until gradually it came to her
that Bre’n and Senyas akhenets were also lovers. He could tell her—and ensure
their destruction. She would not refuse him, he knew that, and he also knew
that was not the same as Choosing him. Dancer’s Choice. Without that Choice
freely made, akhenets lived under a sentence of death by rez. He wondered what the Bre’n Face he had given her to wear was
telling her, and if it could replace the tacit knowledge that had burned to ash
on Deva. Even if the Face could teach her, when would she have the time or the tranquility
to meditate upon its messages? After she had come out of the long withdrawal
that had followed the firestorm, she had vowed to find other survivors and
build a new akhenet culture on a new planet. Since then, life for them had been
one endless tumult beginning with a game called Chaos and culminating in a room
full of illusions. As though just discovering the strangers, the jungle
quivered and swept toward Rheba and Kirtn like a hungry grove of Second People.
Acid tendrils whipped down, coiling around fire dancer and Bre’n. A tangible
sense of danger permeated the illusion. Rheba’s akhenet lines ignited in molten
warning. “Enough.” Ara’s voice was a harsh wind ripping
apart the jungle. Gradually, the jungle straightened, becoming individual
trees and flowers once more. Ara stood on a raised part of the hall that was more balcony
than stage. Her appearance had changed. She was taller, darker, more
commanding. The last whispers and jungle rustles died away. Sure that she had
the Yaocoon clan’s attention, she changed again. She was herself now, small and
vivid and somehow even more compelling. “The two strangers you see are either real or twelves,” said
Ara. “They came with the master snatchers from the Liberation clan.” Noise rose, a sound like distant wind. The word “Liberation”
was anathema, proclaimed so by the Tyrant. To speak it was dangerous. To shield
Libs was to beg for disillusionment. Words flew like wind-driven leaves, proclaiming
fear. The jungle rustled ominously. Poisonous-looking flowers unfurled long petals.
Fruit ripened, then fell at the feet of i’sNara and f’lTiri and burst into
putrescence. “What a brave clan I joined,” sneered Ara. “When courage is
required, you hide and stink.” Anger whipped through the jungle. “You plot and whine endlessly because it’s so much safer
than doing anything.” A roar of protest drowned Ara’s voice. Fssa made himself
into a megaphone that projected Ara’s sadness and scorn throughout the room. “You let a whole clan of master snatchers die one by one.
Who will replace them? Who will steal the Ecstasy Stones now and free us all?
Is it you, clan Yaocoon? Any of you?” Protest died. Not even a leaf moved. “Volunteers?” said Ara in rising tones of sarcasm. “Speak
up. This illusion of silence is deafening.” The jungle glowered ... silently. “Hide and stink.” The words reeked scorn. She looked out
over the massed greenery. “I see you, Tske. Are you going to volunteer?” A whirlwind of leaves spun up to the balcony, surrounding
Ara. Leaves resolved into a man standing very close to her. He was nearly as
wide as he was thick. None of it was fat. “And I see you, Ara. Are you volunteering to be
k’Masei’s slave?” He leaned over her, whispering. “I have a better offer. Me.” Rheba recognized the hoarse-voiced man who had been so
hostile to them at the wall. The last words he spoke were so soft that only Ara
and the Fssireeme murmuring into Rheba’s ear heard. Ara ignored Tske. She stared out at the quivering jungle
illusion. “Do I have to see each one of you before you see the truth? Is hide
and stink the best you can do?” The jungle whipped and shuddered. No one stepped forward. “I see all of you,” she said scornfully, “but I see nothing
at all.” Rheba held her breath against the stench rising out of the
jungle. “Won’t anyone go with me to steal the Ecstasy Stones?” cried
Ara. “We will!” said i’sNara and f’lTiri, leaping to their feet. The jungle argued. Unnoticed, Rheba and Kirtn eased along the
edge of the room until they were next to i’sNara and f’lTiri. Fssa summarized
the arguments ho had heard: “Those belonging to Tske want to send us in alone. The rest
want to go with us on a raid. All of them are scared. The only thing they can
agree on is that they’re not ready to agree on anything.” “While they argue, our children could be dying.” F’lTiri’s
tone was as neutral as his appearance, but no one was fooled. “We’ll go without the Yaocoons,” said i’sNara. “Who needs an
army of vegetables?” “You’ll need whatever you can get,” Ara said succinctly, appearing
beside F’lTiri. “No one comes back from the Redis hall.” “We did.” The jungle changed around them. It was no longer one solid
mass of greenery. Openings appeared, ragged boundaries dividing Yaocoon from Yaocoon
while arguments raged among the treetops. The snake translated fragments he snatched out of the air: “Do you want to die without even the illusion of a fight?” “—her voice calling in my dreams. Ecstasy knows my name. I’m
lost.” “—like all the others. Here one night, gone the next. It
must be a truly Grand Illusion.” “The Tyrant’s bleeding us clanmate by clanmate—” “—dreamed again—” “Stones on a mirrored table.” “—ecstasy reflected in a thousand faces.” “No one can go against k’Masei the Tyrant.” Fssa abandoned translating the cacophony, hissed, and said
in cold Senyas, “They have as many mouths as a Fssireeme but they speak only
the language of fools.” The Fssireeme’s voice was like an iron bell. Silence spread
out from him as Yaocoons turned to stare. Within moments, even the smallest
plants took up the hush. A gnarled vine writhed across the jungle canopy. It
curled lovingly around Ara, then coiled like a snake in front of Kirtn. “I didn’t give permission for you to leave your garden,”
said the vine in Tske’s hoarse voice. “I didn’t ask.” Kirtn’s lips parted. Slightly serrated teeth
gleamed. The vine swelled. It quivered, ready to strike. Rheba’s hair
fanned out into a rippling field of fire. Kirtn was wrapped in flames. He
laughed. Fire streamed from his mouth. The vine wavered, then withdrew slowly. The fire remained. Uneasiness went through the jungle like a cold wind. The
vine became a whip cracking, demanding attention. “We’re not here to play
illusion games,” husked Tske. “The continuity of the clan Yaocoon is at stake.
As reigning illusionist—” “Only because Koro is gone,” snapped Ara. “—I’ve decided to use reason rather than illusion to settle
the argument. You’ve all heard Ara.” A mouth appeared on each vine leaf,
sarcastic smiles endlessly repeated. “We’ve heard nothing but Ara wailing since
her little Koro left.” Laughter and grumbles evenly mixed. “You’ve all heard me when I argued with Koro. I thought it
was a fool’s project and he was a fool. I still think Koro’s a fool,” he added,
“but a raid on the Ecstasy Stones by the Yaocoons is better than dreaming and
screaming every night.” “That’s what Koro used to say,” muttered Ara to Rheba. “I
don’t trust this sudden change.” Ara was not the only one surprised by Tske’s turnabout.
Trees, shrubs and parasitic flowers rattled in consternation. Tske had been
against a raid on the Redis since the idea had first been broached, long before
Koro had been driven into Yaocoon’s uncertain refuge. Tske ignored the questions quivering in every rigid leaf of
the jungle. “Those who want to go on the raid move toward the flowerfall.” The
vine pointed to the left side of the room. Suddenly, colorful flowers spurted
out of the air and drifted to the floor, where they settled into fragrant
piles. “Those who don’t want to raid, leave the room. That’s it. No more talk.
Decide.” The jungle whispered among itself, then began tearing itself
root from branch, flower from stem, vine from trunk. Illusions blurred and
reformed until Rheba was dizzy from trying to sort out what came from which and
belonged to whom. Many illusions vanished entirely from the hall, but many more
stayed, voting for rebellion. Rheba would have felt better if Tske were not among them. XIIWhatever Tske’s personal defects were, he was an efficient
organizer. When he gave orders, illusions jumped. The scent of bruised flowers
filled the air as Yaocoon after Yaocoon trampled petals underfoot, crowding
forward to listen to the many-mouthed vine. Rheba and Kirtn turned their heads slowly, counting
illusions. “Fifty-two?” Her voice was hesitant. “Sixty-four?” His voice was equally unsure. Neither one of
them had much skill at numbering impossibilities. F’lTiri overheard them. He leaned toward her and whispered,
• “Seventy-seven.” She sighed. “Right.” Her voice echoed Scavenger Scuvee of
the planet Daemen, brusque and resigned at the same time. Kirtn smiled. Scuvee had been unpolished but likeable all
the same. At least she had not tried to kill them, which was more than could be
said of most Daemenites. “Some are good illusionists,” continued f’lTiri. “Young, for
the most part, but strong. They don’t like Tske leading the raid they’ve been
planning, but they’ll take orders. He’s the best illusion they have right now.” With a grimace, Ara looked away. “I don’t trust Tske.” “If I were you, neither would I,” said i’sNara with a curt
laugh. “But with this many Yaocoons as witness, he’ll behave.” Fssa poured a running commentary into Rheba’s ear. Most of
it had to do with personalities and processes alien to her. Her lines rippled
and winked restlessly, telling of energy held within her. She curbed her impatience,
not wanting to provoke a similar—and more dangerous—impatience in her Bre’n. “Eleven groups of seven,” whistled Fssa. “Tske will lead our
group. I don’t know the name of the other Yaocoon who will be the seventh, in
our group. We’ll be the last out the gate, holding the illusion of shadows and
street over us. Easier than invisibility and nearly as good. The other
groups will project various illusions. Each will have a flower, leaf or fruit
somewhere in it. That’s more for us than for them. Clanmates can peel each
other’s illusions the way I peel new languages.” Rheba made a grudging sound of appreciation. Et was
thoughtful of Tske to provide for nonillusionists. It might also be a bit risky
for the Yaocoons to openly wear a badge of their affiliation. Perhaps outsiders
could not strip away illusions with the facility of clanmates. She hoped so.
She would hate to be responsible for putting Yaocoons in uniform so that the
enemy could find them more easily. “Tske wants the first three groups to go out and
reconnoiter. He wanted just one group, actually, but they talked him out of it.
Seven people aren’t enough if they run into the Soldiers of Ecstasy.” “Ecstasy? Stupidity is more like it,” muttered Rheba. A second Fssireeme mouth formed, hissing agreement, while
the first one continued translating without missing a syllable. Rheba listened,
unconsciously tracing the outlines of the worry stones concealed within her pocket. “If it’s clear to the veil, they’ll send hack a messenger,”
continued Fssa. “Groups will leave at fifteen-second intervals. That should be
far enough apart to keep the images from overlapping but not so far that we
can’t cover for each other.” “Overlapping images?” said Rheba doubtfully. “Right.” said the Fssireeme, in exact reproduction of
Scuvee’s voice. Then, “They didn’t explain, so I don’t know any more than you.” She shrugged like a Bre’n. The strategy and tactics of
illusory raids were something she was forced to leave to the apparition in
charge. “And after the veil?” “They’re still arguing about that one. Three groups want the
honor of being first into the Redis hall.” “Fools.” “Probably.” Silence from the snake, but not from the Yaocoons
crowding around the vine that was Tske. “What are they saying?” “Insults. Redundant and unimaginative.” “Let me know if you hear a good one.” Fssa made a flatulent sound. Except for i’sNara, who had
been a slave to the Loo-chim, illusionists confined their originality to their
appearance. “Tske settled it. The groups are numbered now, one through eleven.
We’re eleven. Last in. They’ll create the diversion and we’ll do the sneaking
and stealing.” “How?” “That hasn’t come up yet.” Rheba closed her eyes. When she opened them, Kirtn was
watching her. “I’ll bet it ends up a burn job,” she said to him. He smiled crookedly. “Most things do, when you’re around.”
He worked his long fingers into the hair seething about her face. “That’s why I
Chose you, dancer. Even in your cradle you burned.” She leaned into his touch, stretching and rubbing against
his hand. The resonances he set off within the energy she held were as enjoyable
as the physical contact itself. It also kept her from thinking about the
impossible theft they had volunteered to attempt. Ecstasy Stones. She had no
use for them. She had her Bre’n. A tendril of her hair curled out and settled around his muscular
forearm. It was a touch that would have burned anyone except Kirtn. To him, it
was a sharing of fire that went through him in an expanding wave of pleasure,
marshaling and releasing the random energies that would otherwise eat away at
his rationality until he dissolved into rez. Dancers danced
because they could; Bre’ns shared that dance because they must, or die. “The first group is gone,” whistled the snake. “What? Just like that?” said Kirtn. “No more planning than a
few arguments and Tske’s yapping vine?” “The Yaocoons have been planning and arguing since their
Ecstasy Stones were stolen years ago. They’ve run out of plans.” “But not arguments?” suggested the Bre’n. “How did you guess?” said the snake acidly. “They’re Fourth People. The last thing we run out of is argument.” Kirtn’s voice was haunted, remembering the verbal battles
that had raged on Deva over whether it was better to flee the planet or stay
and ride out the sun’s unstable period. Ten years, twenty. No more than fifty
at most. Then the sun would be benevolent again. But it had not happened the
way Senyasi and Bre’ns had planned. He was too young to remember much more than the last fifteen
years on Deva. His Senyas and Bre’n parents had remembered, though. Now some of
their memories were his. He laid his cheek on a burning strand of dancer hair,
grateful that Rheba was too young to have his memories. Her own were bad
enough. Deva? ft was both question and statement,
spoken in his mind, wrapped in a complex of her emotions. He curled a tendril of hot gold around his finger, letting
Deva recede into the past again. “We’re on Yhelle now. That’s enough trouble
without looking for more to burn.” Her eyes watched him, sad and wise and too gold for a dancer
her age. “At least they’re going to untie you,” said Fssa. As one, Bre’n and Senyas looked at their wrists. Though they
saw only a flicker of shadow and light, they felt the cool touch of a knife as
it slid through their bonds. “Thanks, whoever you are,” said Rheba. A fern no taller than her waist appeared. The fronds
shivered and shifted, revealing a boy beneath. Rheba was
so shocked to see a child rather than an adult that she forgot to return the
boy’s smile. “Did you see that?” she asked in Senyas. “Yes.” Kirtn’s voice was matter-of-fact. “He’s too young to risk his life on a raid against a tyrant
that a whole clan couldn’t touch!” “The first time I sent you out against Deva’s sun, you were
younger than that boy. His voice was still neutral, but his eyes were like hammered
metal. “That’s different. I was a dancer. I was bred for fire.” “And he’s an illusionist, born and bred. I suspect the difference
between your situation on Deva and his on Yhelle is more apparent than real.” “But the life of our people was at stake!” objected Rheba
hotly. “We sent children against the sun because we had no choice!” “It’s the same with him.” When she would have argued more,
he cut her off roughly. “Think of what we’ve heard, dancer. No one who goes
into the Redis clan hall comes back. And one by one, everyone in
Serriolia is being drawn into that hall.” She thought about it. She did not like any of her thoughts.
She rubbed her wrists absently. The bonds had peeled off some skin despite the
zoolipt’s efforts to keep its host whole. Or perhaps it was just that even zoolipt-healed
skin itched with newness. “I’ve got a nasty feeling that my zoolipt is going to earn its
keep,” she said finally. “Don’t count on the zoolipt too much,” cautioned Kirtn. “I’m
sure it has limits.” “Wonder what they are?” “I don’t want either of us to find out the hard way. Don’t
be careless, dancer.” “Me? You’re the one that’s a target as big as a spaceship.
Nobody will even see me hiding behind you.” “Then you must have figured out a way to burn invisibly,”
smiled Kirtn, tugging gently on the electric tendril of hair he had wrapped
around his finger. Laughter ran brightly along her akhenet lines. “The messenger just came back,” said Fssa softly. “It’s
clear to the veil. Not a Soldier of Ecstasy in sight.” Groups of illusionists moved toward the door. As they moved,
they changed. One group of trees, ferns and hanging flowers merged into the illusion
of a single child batting a bright leaf from hand to hand. Though Rheba knew there were eleven people in the group, she
could not see them ... unless they were that indefinable blurring of floor and wall,
the not-quite-shadows gliding soundlessly out the door. A cat condensed out of another group. Long-tailed, tawny, it
turned to look at her. Its eyes were purple flowers carved out of gems. It
stretched and moved with insolent ease after the boy. “Beautiful,” murmured Kirtn. “But I thought var-cats were
legends.” “There’s a lot of the Equality we haven’t seen,” said Rheba. “Var-cats are real,” whistled Fssa. “They were bred as a
kind of mobile money in the Third Cycle. There aren’t many left. Unstable.” Another group left the room wearing the illusion of an
animal that even Fssa could not name. The beast was small and wore a pink
flower tied to its tail. More child illusions left, quarreling over a ball that
looked like a ripe melon. A woman walked away, tiny and black, wrapped in
sensuality. “Satin,” breathed Kirtn. Rheba’s mouth thinned. Satin was the owner of the Black Whole,
the worst gambling dive in Nontondondo, which was the most licentious city on
an utterly immoral planet. Satin was a psi master. She had sold them their
Equality navtrix. She had also wanted Kirtn as a lover. And Kirtn had not said
no as firmly as Rheba could have wished, for above all. Satin was alluring. The woman turned. Between her breasts was a black orchid. “Not quite Satin,” sighed the Bre’n. “Satin is more ... alive.
But a woman of her race, definitely. I wonder where that planet is.” Rheba glanced sideways at him, a hot comment ready on her
lips. Then she saw his yellow eyes watching her with unusual intensity. She bit
her lip and said only, “And I wonder what we’ll look like when we leave the
room.” F’lTiri left the vine to writhe and yammer with its many
mouths. He and i’sNara came over to Rheba. “How much of that muddle did your snake pick up?” asked F’lTiri. “Eleven groups of seven. We’re number eleven. They’ll provide
a distraction while we snatch the Stones,” summarized Rheba. “If anything was
decided about our disguise or how in the name of the Inmost Fire we’re going to
pull off the theft, I didn’t hear about it.” “Neither did I,” said i’sNara grimly. She flapped her narrow
white hand in a gesture of dismissal. “Just stay with me and f’lTiri. We’ll
peel the Redis hail illusions and get to the Stones faster than any clumsy
Yaocoon. As for your disguises, you won’t need any. Tske says that after your
appearance on Reality Street, dancer and Bre’n pairs will be popping up all
over Serriolia.” “He’s probably right,” said f’lTiri. “In any case, a good
illusion for you two would take too much of our energy. Of course, you could
stay here,” he added with a hopeful lift of his voice. “We never would have let you off the ship if we had known
what would happen,” put in i’sNara. “We never would have let you off the ship either,” retorted
Kirtn. “But we did and you did. So let the dance begin.” As he spoke, he
pressed the harness stud that was also a transceiver. The stud remained
inactive, telling him that no message was waiting to be deciphered by him. Rheba saw him touch the stud, whistled a question and received
a quick reassurance. No message. That meant that all was well on board the Devalon,
because messages were reserved for emergencies. She was surprised to realize
that she had been away from the ship for less than a half day. It seemed like a
Loo week. Yhelle’s illusions nibbled at the foundations of time as well as
other perceptions. The illusionists blurred. They reformed as a vague thickness
between Rheba and the door. “How can I follow that?” asked Rheba sharply. “If the Redis
go in for textured glowstrips, I wouldn’t be able to see you if you were
standing on my feet.” “Watch,” whispered f’lTiri. Shadow shifted. Brightness turned and sparked at its center.
Motes twisted and formed into a familiar shape, a Fssireeme with mouth open. It
was a deft performance, done with only a few lines of illusion. Even Fssa was impressed. “If you gel lost, whistle and watch for the snake,” murmured
f’lTiri. Then, even more softly, “Be ready to burn, fire dancer.” Rheba’s hair seethed and crackled, throwing off hot glints
in the nearly empty hall. She let her lines gorge with energy, fierce gold racing
over her body until it looked as though she wore a lacework of fire beneath her
brief clothes. “I’m always ready to burn,” she said quietly. “If we get separated,” i’sNara said, “go to the nearest
veil. You can sense the direction of the veils, can’t you? Their energies?” Rheba remembered the discordant veil energies combing
through her. She closed her eyes and tried to visualize the energy patterns of
the hall, the compound, and finally the surrounding streets and residences.
Then, like a distant disturbance, the curdling veil. “Yes ... it’s there. I
don’t like it.” I’sNara made a relieved sound. “See? I told you she could do
it,” she said to f’lTiri. “They’ll be all right if something happens to us.” “But how do we use the veil once we find it?” asked Kirtn. “Hurry up,” snapped the vine that was Tske. “All possible destinations appear one after the other,” said
f’lTiri quickly, “Just wait for Reality Street to cycle in. It’s slower than
our method of using the veil, but you don’t have time to learn the other way.” The vine made a rude sound and turned into a shadow. “Follow
me. Now!” Rheba looked at her Bre’n. He shrugged, but his eyes had a feral
gleam. Her akhenet lines echoed her heartbeat, a rhythmic pulse that grew
brighter with each unit of deadly energy stored. Side by side, dancer and Bre’n followed shadows out into the
thickening night. XIIIThe gate swung shut heavily on its hinges, turning the wall
into a seamless whole once again. In the deepening gloom outside the Yaocoon
clan compound, Rheba flamed like a torch. She damped her burning somewhat but
could not fade from sight unless she released a lot more energy, too much, in
fact. She did not want to be caught cold if an ambush came. Night seemed to conceal rather than cool the humid heat of
day. She was too hot to sweat. Akhenet lines rather than perspiration carried
away her body heat now. Kirtn’s coppery skin/fur, however, was almost black
with sweat. Where his weapon harness and Rainbow rubbed against his fur, traces
of lather showed in pale streaks. Rainbow reflected dancer fire in every
crystal facet, a molten necklace rippling against his broad chest. “We’re about as inconspicuous as a nova at midnight,” said
Kirtn grimly. Ahead of them, various illusions merged invisibly with the
night. A child’s laughter, a cat’s purple eyes, a flash of the black woman’s
fingernails, those were all Kirtn had to mark the unknown trail. Their own
group was invisible to him. “I’m glad the veil isn’t far,” he said very softly as the
land dipped beneath his feet. His empty weapon harness annoyed him. In Serriolia, guns
were an admission of failed illusions. Except for a few pragmatic Yaocoon
rebels, only Soldiers of Ecstasy carried guns. There had been no weapon for
him. It was a situation he planned to remedy with the first soldier he got his
hands on. They scrambled down the decline to the stream, using Rheba’s
akhenet lines to see by. She would have made a ball of cold energy and sent it
ahead to light their way, but feared being even more conspicuous than nature
had made her. When they got to the edge of the stream, they stopped. Kirtn
watched the night with wide yellow eyes that were better adapted to darkness
than—gold-veined dancer eyes. He neither saw nor heard anything, not even the
footsteps of the rest of their group. Calling out to them was tempting but
foolish. So was blundering blindly up the opposite bank of the stream. “Do you sense anything, snake?” whispered Kirtn. “Water. Shallow, only a few strides across. Incline.
Something at the top that could be trees.” “Could be?” asked Rheba, her voice barely audible. “Dancer,” Fssa murmured patiently, “on Yhelle, they could be
anything.” “Including Soldiers of Ecstasy?” she snapped. “Including—” Fssa convulsed, reshaping himself into an array
of scanning devices. Balanced on the breakpoint of dance, Rheba sensed the
Fssireeme’s changes and” even, very slightly, the energies radiating from and
returning to him. She grabbed Kirtn’s arm-He looked at her and saw the odd
shapes of Fssa beneath her glowing hair. He froze, trying to make no sound that
would obstruct the snake’s search. Fssa’s whistle was a mere thread of sound. “I don’t like it.
Not the trees—they’re real enough—but beyond. Sounds.” “What kind of sounds?” asked Kirtn, his voice so soft that
only a Fssireeme could have caught the words. “Fourth People sounds. But no rhythms.” “That doesn’t make sense, snake.” “Fourth People walk in patterns and talk in patterns, and
patterns have rhythms. These sounds don’t.” “Maybe the trees break up the patterns of sound,” whispered
Rheba. A hiss was the snake’s only answer. Then, sharply, “I know
about echos the way you know about energies. These are wrong.” “Maybe it’s an illusion,” suggested the Bre’n. Fssa made a sizzling sound, Fssireeme anger. Kirtn looked at Rheba. His eyes were hot with reflected
dancer fire. Hers were growing more gold with each heartbeat. “Ambush?” he whispered. “Surely Fssa would have heard something.” A scream, stifled in the first second, yet unmistakable. They crossed the stream in a single leap and ran up the opposite
bank. As they gained the top, she sent a white sheet of energy ahead to light
the way, knowing that it was possible to hide in blinding brightness as well as
in darkness. Not only would the wall of light illuminate what was ahead, it might
catch attackers with their illusions down. Frozen in the unexpected light, illusionists and Soldiers of
Ecstasy slipped in and out of illusion in dizzying blurs, adjusting their appearances
to the demands of light instead of darkness. Motionless huddles of clothes lay
strewn across the clearing between trees both real and illusory. Some of the
shapes on the ground wore gray uniforms, but only a few. Most wore the rags of
people whose appearance depended on illusions woven over a threadbare reality. Black against dancer light, shadows formed and reformed
around Redis and Soldiers, trying to bring them down. But there were so many
more Redis than shadows, and the Soldiers’ white eyes saw through illusions
with frightening ease. Shadows slid to the ground and puddled into ragged,
motionless bundles. With the ambush discovered, there was no further need for
stealth. Guns appeared in Redis hands. Muzzles flashed and vented death. More
shadows screamed and became illusionists slack upon the ground. Flames seethed out from Rheba, licking among the gray
uniforms of the Soldiers of Ecstasy. Hands holding weapons were burned to the
bone. Five Soldiers, then, twelve, screamed and cradled their hands. The clearing
shivered and changed as more uniforms poured out from between the trees. Rheba answered with another wash of flame. To her horror,
she saw that some of the uniforms were facades forced upon Yaocoons by superior
Redis illusionists. She had burned three of her own people. Kirtn whistled shrilly, demanding that i’sNara and f’lTiri
show themselves. There was no answering flash among the roiling shadows, no
snake shape calling wordlessly to them. Rheba lifted her hands and sent lightning to dance among the
fighters. Uniforms retreated, harried by shadows. The ground sizzled and stank
and finally grew sullen flames. Smoke rose, concealing the shadows that
remained. It was all she dared to do until she had some way of telling Yaocoon
illusionists from Redis. Kirtn leaped into the smoke, looking for friends. He quickly
discovered that conscious or not, the Soldiers of Ecstasy wore real uniforms,
as befitted their lack of illusion talents. He suspected that some of the badly
dressed illusionists fallen throughout the clearing were also Redis, but had no
way of being sure. He searched through the casualties with ruthless speed. He
did not find anyone he recognized. Fire sizzled past him. Something yelped and retreated, dropping
a gun. He scooped it up, learning its mechanism by feel and firelight. Muzzle,
barrel, stock, trigger. Guns varied little from culture to culture. Their
design was implicit in their Function. He put his back to a real tree. Rheba set barriers of flame
burning in an arc behind him. Fssa whistled a shrill imperative that ended with
two names. If i’sNara and f’lTiri were conscious, they would come to the Bre’n. For a moment, the only sound in the clearing was the hot
crackle of fire. They had broken the back of the ambush, but were still far
from safe. Warily, Rheba moved to join her Bre’n. They formed a triangle with
the tree as their apex. Fssa scanned ceaselessly. Shadows began to gather around them, black moths drawn to an
alien flame. Rheba could not be sure that the winged shadows were friends;
neither could she burn them down as enemies. Seething with barely controlled energy,
she searched approaching illusions for Yaocoon clan signs. A leaf flickered at the edge of one shadow. A lush curve of
flower bloomed briefly in another. A fern quivered and vanished in a third pool
of darkness. A fourth shadow approached. It displayed neither flower nor fruit,
stern nor branch, nothing but tone on tone of darkness shifting. Dancer fire rained over the shadow. It vanished, leaving behind
nothing, not even a cry of surprise. “Fssa?” she asked. “A projection. The illusionist was somewhere else,” answered
the snake. “At least the illusion couldn’t carry a gun.” Kirtn stared at the shadows between trees and said nothing.
There were plenty of Soldiers of Ecstasy still around. He doubted that they
would carry nothing more deadly than an illusion in their hands. Shadows continued to flow toward them, revealing tiny
flashes of plant life as they came. No snake shape appeared, though many shadows
gathered. “Why aren’t they shooting at us?” asked Rheba in a voice
that was a harsh whisper. “Are they blind?” “In the past, killing aliens caused more trouble than it
cured,” hissed a nearby shadow. “You never knew how powerful their planet might
be. Besides, we’re shielding you as much as we can. He’s a tree and you’re
moonlight.” A bullet whined by, burning itself in a tree no more than an
arm’s length away. “It would help if you threw less light,” the shadow
muttered. Fssa hissed a stream of Senyas directions in Rheba’s car.
Blue-white fire leaped from her fingers, scorched across the clearing and
danced among trees on the far side. Men screamed and threw down guns too hot to
hold. “On the other hand,” said the shadow, “throwing light isn’t
always a bad idea.” Kirtn’s smile was a predatory Hash of teeth. He, too, was comforted
by dancer fire. “That’s it,” the shadow whispered. “Everyone who could get
here has. Let’s break for the veil.” “What about i’sNara and f’lTiri?” asked Rheba. “I don’t see them. But then, they’re nearly twelve and I’m
only a nine.” “Is Ara here?” “No.” “What about Tske?” “I’m Tske,” hissed the shadow. “They’re holding the veil for
us, but they can’t hold it forever. Hurry. If we waste any more time here
they’ll go on without us.” “What about them?” whispered Rheba, gesturing toward the
people lumped up in the dark clearing. “The ones who are unconscious will wake up with a headache. That
always happens when you’re forcefully unillusioned. The ones who were hit are dead.
The Tyrant’s bullets are a thin metal shell wrapped around the Equality’s most
potent poison.” Rheba grimaced. The more she heard of k’Masei, the Redis and
the Soldiers of Ecstasy, the less she wanted to be near any of them. As
self-appointed keepers of a planet’s love, they were as unlovely a group as she
had seen anywhere but Loo. “Lead the way,” she snapped to the shadow that was
Tske. Her akhenet lines flared as she walked, telling of energy
held in reserve. She called in more with each step, weaving it out of
moonlight’s pale solar reflections. The Soldiers of Ecstasy might have
abandoned this battle, but somewhere ahead the war still went on. At least she hoped it did. Otherwise i’sNara, f’lTiri and
their children were lost. “How did we get separated from i’sNara and f’lTiri?” she
whistled in Bre’n, no more than a tiny thread of sound. “I thought we were together
when we went out the gate.” “We stopped at the stream.” “But not for long.” “Long enough, apparently,” whistled Kirtn. Uneasiness shivered in each Bre’n note, telling more clearly
than words how he felt about being escorted toward an unknown enemy by a
contingent of nameless shadows. In Serriolia, deluding a nonillusionist was so
easy that even children were embarrassed to stoop to it. He hoped that the same
held true for the Tyrant,—but doubted it. Tyrants stooped to anything within
reach. Fssa whistled mournful agreement. His sensors were better
equipped than eyes for seeing through illusions, but not much better. Rheba trotted after the barely visible shadow illusion that
was Tske. He flickered in and out of the trees ahead of her. The way was rough,
more a trail than the broad street she remembered following to the Yaocoon clan
wall. Her memories were not to be wholly trusted, however; things changed
without warning or apology in the streets of Serriolia. Even so, she had a
persistent sense of wrongness, of things out of place. Her eyes itched fiercely, adding to her malaise. Every time
her eyes had itched recently, it meant trouble on the way. Her hand closed
around Kirtn’s wrist. Her uneasiness went through him in a soundless mental
cry. Her sense of imminent peril joined them in shallow mind dance, more
emotion than words. Wrongness. ? Veil 100 far. Her emotions were a silent cry
of warning, of danger unseen, of sounds unheard, of blind worlds where only the
sighted survived. But she was blind and so was he. Find the veil. A mentor’s command, cold and
binding. Rheba stopped. Gold ticked up and down her arms, dancer
power flowing as she sought the uniquely discordant energies known as the veil.
She felt her mentor’s presence behind her, his hands on her shoulders refining
her dance. There. Veil energies danced dissonantly on his nerves. It seemed
neither near or far, but he was not a dancer to weigh forces, only a Bre’n. Wrong. Too far. With her silent words
came emotions, a feeling of futility in a world full of shadows. He let go of her. “Fssa.” Kirtn’s whistle was almost a
keening. “Do you sense anyone ahead besides Tske?” The snake changed, glittering violet quills, a silver ruff,
black cups that shone oddly, metallic ripples coursing through his length. “Nothing.” “The veil?” “Oh, it’s there. It’s always there. It winds in and out of
everything in Serriolia. But we’re going away from the part we were headed toward
before.” “Is there anyone or anything behind us?” For all its
softness, Kirtn’s whistle was urgent. “Just the illusions we gathered in the clearing. At least, I
think they’re the same ones. It’s very hard to be sure.” Rheba’s hand closed hotly around his wrist. Words and emotion
seared him, but when she spoke, her voice was controlled. “Tske,” she
whispered, calling ahead to the shadow leading them. “Hurry,” was their only reply. “We’re going the wrong way!” The shadow blurred, then raced back toward them. “Don’t be
ridiculous,” hissed the shadow. “I know my way around Yaocoon territory better
than any illusionless alien. Now hurry!” He turned back the way he had come. “That’s the wrong way.” insisted Rheba, raising her voice,
knowing that Fssa would automatically increase the volume of his translation.
“The veil we want is over that way”—a bright-gold finger pointed to Tske’s
left—“and that’s the way I’m going!” The shadow snarled. Suddenly the night seemed to darken.
Soldiers of Ecstasy leaped out from behind trees, wave after wave of gray uniforms
and glittering white eyes. The ground shook and roared, giving birth to yet
more soldiers. As Kirtn and Rheba turned to flee, shadows twisted, condensed,
white eyes gleaming. No Yaocoon clan symbols gleamed this time, only metal gun
barrels. The shadows following them had been Redis illusionists, not
Yaocoon raiders. She and Kirtn had been neatly trapped. XIVBefore any shadow could move, Rheba exploded into flames.
With part of her mind, she called down fire on everything within reach. The
rest of her mind reached fur the nearest energy source that could sustain the
demands of her dance. While fire raged within the trees and not-trees, she
tried to drag power out of the veil. The energies were unlike anything she had ever tapped
before. Discordant, dissonant, grating terribly un every natural rhythm in her
dancer body, the veil’s power came to her more as an attacker than as an ally.
She struggled against the clashing energies, forcing them to bend to her needs
in an act of will that left her blazing. New akhenet lines ripped through her flesh, but she felt nothing
except the hot demands of her dance. Her Bre’n flowed through her, steadying
her erratic fire. Even with his presence, the veil energies arced dangerously
at the edge of her dance. Grimly, Rheba fought to control the forces she must use to
fight free of the ambush. Shadows flowed closer, stitched through with the gray
threads of uniforms. Bullets whipped by the dancer’s burning body, warning of
soldiers growing bolder. Kirtn poured more of himself into her dance, giving
her both strength and balance to use in her fight to reshape the veil’s bizarre
energies. He smelled the stink of his own fur and flesh scorched by unbridled
energy. The pain was like a vicious light searing his brain. He ignored it as
Bre’ns throughout time had always ignored pain. He risked a quick glance over his shoulder. Where Tske
should have been, there was a skirmish line of soldiers. Behind them were more
soldiers, and more, line upon line of gray pouring out of the night. Illusion?
Reality? Something in between? Dancer. With the single word spoken in Rheba’s mind came a picture
of themselves, the burning center of a growing circle of gray. Kirtn sensed her reply flowing up through his palms where
they rested on her shoulders. A backwash of discordant power tore through him,
but he did not lift his hands. He bent himself to the needs of her dance,
controlling her body so that her mind was free to grapple with tire. A feeling of relief raced through Rheba as Kirtn took more
of the burden of the dance on himself. It was dangerous for a Bre’n to carry
too much of the dance, but Kirtn was unusually strong. And she needed every bit
of his power now. She matched her rhythms to those of the veil, sucking energy
to her in a single dangerous rush. She could not fully control the veil, but
she could hammer its energies into a deadly weapon. She had to work with
reckless speed. She could not hold onto the veil long without burning herself
to the bone. Nor could Kirtn bear so much of the dance for more than a short
time. Her hands lifted. Incandescent light leaped out, light that
swept through trees and flesh and night with equal ease. She pivoted in a
circle with Kirtn at its center, sweeping her surroundings with deadly energy,
trying to burn through illusions to whatever reality might lie beneath. She watched the resulting blaze with eyes that were almost
wholly gold. And she saw shadows between the burning trees, shadows sliding
over burning ground, shadows lifting guns. But the bullets were not shadows at all. As one, she and Kirtn threw themselves aside. At the same
instant she released a brilliant burst of light, hoping to blind the soldiers
who were even then sighting down gun barrels. Bullets stitched harmlessly
through the night. The Soldiers of Ecstasy were dazed by dancer fire, but that
would pass very soon. Then she and Kirtn would be targets once more. She reached for the veil again, determined to draw enough energy
to make the area a fiery hell where only Bre’n and Senyas could survive. She
sensed Kirtn’s soundless protest at the danger she was calling into herself.
But he did not try to stop her. Whatever the veil’s danger, it was not as great
as the Soldiers of Ecstasy. Raw energy poured into her. Her akhenet lines burned hotter
and hotter, frying to channel the dissonant power of the veil. She screamed but
no sound came, only a gout of searing fire. Desperately she threw away the
terrible energies, raining death around her. Grass and small bushes exploded
into flame. Trees, racks and the very air itself smoked. Still her dance raged,
demanding more fire and then more, a Senyas hell created for Yhelle illusionists. Kirtn’s lips writhed back from his teeth in an agonized grimace,
but he did not stop her dance. Nor did he release his grip on her, though his
fingers blistered and fur smoked. She was dancing at the farthest edge of their
control, yet she was controlled and that was all that mattered. If he
flinched in the face of her fire they would both be consumed. Hell leaped around them in every shade of fire. Trees exploded
into flame, dirt smoked, rocks shattered. Illusions screamed, but their sounds
were lost in the consuming roar of unleashed fire. Triumph flickered through
Kirtn’s pain. They were winning. If they could sustain the dance for a few more
moments the Soldiers of Ecstasy would scatter like ashes in a hot whirlwind. Then he felt his dancer change beneath his hands, akhenet
lines guttering light and dark, hot and cold, warm and cold. Cold. She was
falling He staggered and barely managed to keep both of them upright. Wrenched
out of dance, he was dazed, disoriented, stunned by the slack weight of dancer
in his arms. Rheba? There was no answering flicker, no stir of recognition, no
warmth of companionship in his mind. He put his lips against her throat, seeking a pulse. He
found it easily, a strong, steady beat of life. Relief came in a rush of weakness.
He knelt and held her, turning her face away from the flames that still twisted
up into Serriolia’s uncertain night. Eyes narrowed into yellow lines, he searched the spaces
between the fire for Soldiers of Ecstasy. He saw only uneven light, ashes, darkness.
Yet he knew there had been neither time nor fire enough to burn all their
enemies. Or had the massed uniforms been merely illusions? Had she danced
herself to unconsciousness for no more than a Redis trick? A glittering, white-hot head poked out of her tangled hair.
Fssa’s low whistle called to him in Bre’n notes rich with concern. “Is she all
right?” He answered without looking away from the night and fire
that surrounded them. “Yes.” “What happened? One moment wonderful, hot energies and the
next—nothing.” “I don’t know.” Kirtn’s whistle was very soft, his eyes
restless, probing shadows for illusions living between real flames. “We danced
more viciously on Loo. She danced more violently on Daemen, alone, and did not
faint.” As he whistled his Fingers moved over her, searching for burned-out
akhenet lines. Fear lived in his whistle, but his hands were steady. “Her lines
are whole. She’s burned and so am I, but the zoolipt is taking care of that.” Dizziness spiraled through him, followed by a thought of how
wonderful it would be to stretch out on the resilient forest floor and steep.
Impatiently he threw off both the dizziness and the desire for rest. The dance
had drained him and its sudden end had been like being dropped out of a
building, but he was far from the end of his strength. He felt a sense of persistence, of turquoise seduction weakening
his resolve. He had not sensed/tasted that color so clearly since he had floated
in a pool on Daemen, buoyed by a fluid that was not quite water, tone on tone
of blue, but most beautiful of all was the vivid living turquoise that was a
Zaarain construct gone wild. He blinked and had trouble opening his eyes again. It would
really be so much better if he slept.... “The zoolipt!” whistled Kirtn, consternation and anger and
the beginning of fear in each clear note. “It stopped her and now it’s trying
to put me to sleep!” He looked at his palms, knowing they had been deeply burned
during the dance. They were healing, just as his dancer’s hands and arms were
healing. They owed that to the zoolipt inside them; it liked their “taste.” After
hundreds of thousands of years of Daemenites for breakfast, lunch, dinner, and
midnight snacks, Senyas and Bre’n were exotic fare for the zoolipt. It would
keep them alive far longer than their normal spans, healing them until its
skill failed or it finally became tired of their taste. Then they would die and
the zoolipt would look for a new treat. Until then, the zoolipt would do everything within its unknown
powers to keep its palate happy, including cut them off from a dance it saw as
too dangerous. The zoolipt, rather than dancer or Bre’n, would make the choice
as to what was or was not worth risking death to achieve. It was the Daemen’s
own Luck that they had been fighting more illusions than soldiers. Otherwise
dancer and Bre’n would be dead now, killed by a meddling zoolipt’s kindness. He did not realize that he was thinking aloud until he heard
the snake’s soft commiseration. Fssa’s Bre’n whistle not only harmonized and
sympathized, it pointed out that nothing was free. He and Rheba had live-in
doctors. A great convenience ... until they disagreed on what was best for the
“patient.” Fssa’s whistle changed into a shrill warning. “Something is
approaching behind the flames!” With a speed that few but Bre’ns could achieve, Kirtn put
Rheba behind him and drew his weapon. His burned hand sent scaring pain
messages to him as the gun’s hot metal butt slapped against his palm. Dizziness
swept over him like black water, a zoolipt protest. He swore in savage Bre’n
and ignored the unwanted advice. The dizziness came again, narrowing reality to
a tunnel leading into night. He felt consciousness sliding away as he spun toward
the tunnel’s mouth. He would sleep as she slept, defenseless, brought down by a
blob of protoplasm that was too stupid to accept injury now in order to avoid
death later. The thought of being forced to abandon his sleeping dancer
to whatever waited beyond the flames hurled Kirtn to the breakpoint at rez.
Black energy sleeted through him, energy drawn from his own body without
heed to the cost. Black flames leaped. Unchecked, they would consume him cell
by cell. Rez was the antithesis of survival; it was the pure,
self-devouring rage of a mind trapped in a maze with no exit. Abruptly, the zoolipt retreated. It was ignorant of Bre’n
psychology, but it was not stupid. If it persisted, it would drive its host
straight into the injury or death it was trying to avoid. Control returned to Kirtn, but it was too late. Through the
barrier of dying dancer fire he saw a circle of uniforms. “Real?” he whistled
curtly to the Fssireeme. Fssa sent out sonic probes, sifted returning signals with an
array of cones and quilts, and sighed, “Yes and no. Not all of the guns are
real and most of the people are illusions, but they keep shifting.” “Thanks,” said Kirtn sourly. He did not know how much ammunition
remained in his stolen weapon. He did know it was not infinite. He could not
afford to waste ammunition on illusions. There was also the uncomfortable fact
that while he was shooting at an illusion, real bullets would be coming his
way. “I’m sorry,” whistled the snake, each note vibrating with
shame. “Not your fault,” Kirtn whistled, stroking the still-hot
Fssireeme and watching the growing gaps between the flames. The attack would
come soon. “Alien!” The call came from beyond the flames. The voice was
harsh, husky, speaking in Universal. Instantly, Kirtn’s weapon covered the spot where the voice
came from. There was nothing but smoke and shrunken fires. “Alien!” The voice came from behind him. He spun and saw nothing at
all. “Alien!” The voice was at his elbow, but when he turned he was alone. “You can’t—find me—alien!” The voice came from three directions in rapid succession,
but when Kirtn whirled to locate the speaker, there was nothing in sight but
the unmoving soldiers. “I could have killed you, alien.” The words were soft, so close that Kirtn felt the speaker’s
breath. “Tske,” said Kirtn, recognizing the voice. The man laughed and appeared just beyond Kirtn’s reach.
Kirtn shot three times and the man laughed again, unhurt. “I’m behind you.” Kirtn did not turn. “You’re learning.” Tske condensed out of the night, three of him, then five,
then eight surrounding Kirtn, flickering in and out of life like fire. Kirtn
waited. He knew that projecting illusions cost energy. If Tske kept bragging in
multiple images he would eventually wear himself out. Then he would find that
Bre’n strength was more real than apparent. “Throw the gun down.” Kirtn hesitated, then hurled the weapon at the nearest
soldier. It was a long throw for anyone but a Bre’n. The gun smacked into
flesh. The soldier cried out and Kirtn smiled. That one, at least, was not an
illusion. A knife gleamed out of darkness. Rheba jerked suddenly. A red line slid down her arm., blood flowing. Kirtn leaped
forward, swinging his arms wide to catch something he could not see. It was too
late. Whoever had wielded the knife was gone. He looked at the gash on her arm
and wanted to kill. Blood slowed, then stopped as the zoolipt went to work on
the wound. Kirtn’s lips lifted in a snarl. He still wanted to kill. “It would be a lot more pleasant if the soldiers didn’t have
to kill you,” said Tske reasonably. “You have a formidable ship, and I’m sure
your friends on board would be unhappy to lose you. But the Soldiers of Ecstasy
are also formidable, and rather stupid. Don’t push them any more, alien. They
don’t like your illusion or your furry reality.” “What do you want?” snarled Kirtn. “A day or two. Then, if i’sNara and F’lTiri succeed, I’ll
give you to them and welcome!” “And if they don’t?” “I’ll take you to your ship.” Kirtn did not believe anything except that Tske was afraid
of the alien ship looming in the port. The illusionist was hoping that i’sNara
and f’lTiri would fail. The Yaocoon would not like to have witnesses to his
treachery against his own clan. If the two ex-Liberationists did come back,
Kirtn doubted that he or Rheba would be alive to meet them. Yet it was also true that Tske did not particularly want
them dead or he would have killed them during the confusion of the first ambush
instead of merely leading them away from the rest of the group. With a feeling of frustration and unease, Kirtn heard people
closing in. The soldiers muttered among themselves, illusion and reality alike.
He could not understand their words, for Fssa was not translating. The snake was
listening, though. Cups and quills gleamed on Rheba’s head like an eerie crown. “I’m telling the truth,” said Tske persuasively. “You think
I’m afraid of what you’ll tell your friends if they survive.” The illusionist
laughed. “But you can’t prove I’m Tske. I could be k’Masei the Tyrant. What
better face for the enemy to wear than that of the opposing general?” Kirtn stared at the circle of Tske illusions, trying to see
the truth. Tske—or whoever owned that sly, teasing voice—was right. There was
no way for a nonillusionist to see the truth. Alive, he and Rheba were inconvenient
but not especially threatening. Dead, they could open the door to a host of
alien problems. It was a comforting thought. He wished he could believe it.
He was still wishing when a blow from behind hurled him face down into the
ashes of dancer fire. XVRheba awoke to the stench of rotting mush. It was not the
smell that had brought her out of unconsciousness, however; it was the relentless
itch behind her eyes. She reached up to rub her face, only to find herself
spreading a liberal portion of muck across her cheeks. The foul textures of
garbage brought her upright. Her last memories were of clean flames, not sludge. “Kirtn?” she asked, her voice hoarse. She coughed and tried
again. “Kirtn?” She looked around, ignoring the fierce itch behind her eyes.
She saw darkness relieved only by the faintest phosphorescence from the rotting
garbage. She combed her fingers through her hair. “Fssa?” There was no answer. She shook out her hair. “Where are you,
snake?” From the darkness came a soft slithering sound. Fssa’s sensor’s
glowed as his head poked out of a garbage pile. “What are you doing over there?” demanded Rheba. “Where’s
Kirtn?” “Your zoolipt shut down your energies so completely I couldn’t
stay in your hair.” said Fssa, answering her first question. “The warmest place
for me to be was in this compost pile.” The snake’s tone shifted downward. “I
don’t know where Kirtn is. They hit him from behind after you fainted. Then
they carried both of you away. When they dumped you here I fell out of your
hair. I didn’t see what they did with Kirtn.” “They?” “The Soldiers of Ecstasy. And Tske. At least,” sighed the
snake, “I think it-was Tske. These illusionists make my sensors reel.” Rheba sent lines of light radiating out from her body until
she could see the dimensions of her prison. She leaned forward, coughing as her
movements released foul gases from the decomposing garbage beneath her. Her
eyes burned and itched. She ignored them. The room—if it was what it appeared to be—was a hexagon
about as large as the Devalon’s control room. Dancer light illuminated
every corner and stinking garbage mound. No matter how hard she stared, she
could not see Kirtn’s familiar form. “What happened before they hit Kirtn, snake?” The question was in flat Senyas. Fssa answered in the same
tone and language. “You stopped dancing. Do you remember that?” She hesitated. “Yes. But I don’t remember why.” She ran her
hands over her body. Akhenet lines shimmered like golden opals just beneath her
skin. “I’m not burned out. No cold or empty lines. I’ve danced harder than that
before and not fainted.” “Kirtn thinks your zoolipt stopped you. You were burning
yourself up.” “But not dangerously! Not yet! If I’d lost control or Kirtn
had flinched it would have been different, but we were winning!” “The zoolipt only knew you were burning.” She made a searing comment about the zoolipt’s intelligence. Fssa wisely said nothing. “Is Kirtn hidden here beneath garbage or illusions?” asked
Rheba finally. “I probed. If Kirtn’s here, I can’t find him.” “Can you tell what’s beyond the wall?” she asked, trying to
keep her voice steady. She had lost everyone she loved but Kirtn when Deva
burned. To lose him, too, was unthinkable. She fought the panic streaking along
her akhenet lines in sullen orange pulses as she listened to the Fssireeme. “The wall is real. It interferes with my sensors. I can get
some sonics through, but the returning energy isn’t clear enough to tell the
difference between what’s out there and what the illusionists want us to think
is out there.” “Is the wall made of wood, plastic, stone or metal?” “Wood.” She made a sound of satisfaction. She took back the light
she had created. The compost room became very dark. Then a flush of yellow
akhenet light suffused her body. She took heat from rotting garbage and braided
it into a thin line of fire. Heat streamed from her fingertip as she pointed
toward the farthest wall. Smoke curled invisibly, stinking worse than anything
that had come before. Just when she thought she could not bear the stench any
longer, a section of wood as big as her hand leaped into flame. The wall burned
through quickly, leaving behind a dazzling shower of white-hot sparks. Fssa did not need to be told what she wanted. He poked his
head out of the still-burning hole and probed what was beyond. In the twin
illumination given oft” by embers and dancer lines, he changed shapes like a
fluid fantasy wrought in every metallic color known to man. Finally he returned
to his snake shape. “More garbage,” he said succinctly. Rheba’s answer was another line of fire eating whitely at another
wall. The snake slid over to the fire and used his head to punch through the
weakening wood. The heat was nothing to the Fssireeme. He could swim in magma
with the ease of a fish gliding through a pond. “Machinery. A recycler, from the shape. Disconnected,
though. I don’t think there’s any energy loose for you to use.” She did not squeeze past the lump in her throat to ask if
Fssa had seen Kirtn, knowing that if he had, it would be the first thing the
Fssireeme said. The fire that leaped from her hand was bright and vicious. It
attacked a third wall, burning through it before Fssa could help. Even as the snake reached the third hole she turned to a
fourth stretch of wall. She would have incinerated the whole hexagon, including
the garbage, but she did not know where Kirtn was. An unconscious Bre’n had no
more protection against dancer fire than any other race of Fourth People. Until
she knew where Kirtn was being kept, she would have to be careful. She refused utterly to consider the possibility that her
Bre’n was dead. “Guards,” whistled Fssa. Instantly Rheba let go of the fire she was creating and darkened
her akhenet lines. Fssa flared out, using himself to patch the hole so that no
one beyond could see the dancer burning within. He resumed probing, hampered
but not incapacitated by his role as living plug. He formed a whistling orifice
in the lower third of his body and resumed describing what his sensors revealed
to him. “Soldiers of Ecstasy.” “How can you tell if you can’t see the uniforms?” asked Rheba,
sending another line of light at the fourth section of wall. It did not burn
well. It was either wetter, thicker, or of a more resistant wood than the other
three. “Their eyes are different. Odd energy patterns. Unique.” Rheba remembered the few times she had been close enough to
the soldiers to tell the color of their eyes. White. AH of them. She had assumed
that it was merely an illusion, a badge of their allegiance that separated them
from other Yhelles. Now she wondered. Was there some mechanism that bound them
to their tyrant k’Masei, a bond reflected in their white eyes? Her own eyes itched wildly, then she felt a wonderful cool
sensation. She shivered in relief. Maybe the zoolipt had finally figured out
how to take care of whatever was causing the intolerable itching. Even as she had the thought, her eyes itched again. The itch
was mild, but definite. She swore and turned her attention back to the
still-smoldering wall, it was nearly opposite the third hole she had burned,
the one that Fssa was covering with part of his body. If she went to work on
the fourth wall again, and Fssa moved, the guards outside would be sure to see
the light and investigate. She did not want that, at least not until she knew if Kirtn
was nearby, perhaps even within reach. She would much rather be with her Bre’n
when she faced the guards than have either of them face the white-eyed Soldiers
of Ecstasy alone. She crawled across the slippery garbage toward Fssa. “Finished?”
she asked. “Yes. If he’s out there, he’s not in any of my frequencies.” “Take the heat out of the embers.” With a Fssireeme’s total efficiency, Fssa sucked all the unwanted
warmth from the wood around the hole in the wail. “I’ll cover the hole,” said Rheba. “You go to work on the
fourth wall.” With her back over the charred part of the wall, she sent a
streak of fire across the stinking garbage. The fourth wall smoldered and
flamed. Fssa measured the heat, centered on the greatest area of weakness in
the wooden boards and rammed his dense-fleshed body through the wall. Minute
embers fell over him like incandescent snow. “He’s here!” Fssa’s excited whistle brought her halfway to her feet before
she remembered the guards outside. As Fssa surged through the small opening in
the fourth wall, she turned and plastered garbage over the hole she had been
covering with her body. Some of the garbage fell out, but more of it stuck.
Very quickly, the hole vanished beneath oozing refuse. “He’s alone,” whistled the snake hesitantly. Then, in a
single ascending trill of exultation, “He’s alive!” Relief went through Rheba in a wave that left her
dizzy. She swallowed hard and tried to control her shaking body. After a
moment, she succeeded. “Protect him, snake,” she demanded in Senyas. “I’m burning
through.” She sent a double-handed stream of fire across the compost
pile. Fire fountained, bringing wood to its flashpoint so quickly that there
was little smoke. She held the fire, drawing heat out of the rotting garbage to
feed her dance. When she was through, the deeply piled refuse was cold and the
wall was only a memory outlined in cherry embers. Fssa, who had spread himself like a fireproof tarpaulin over
the Bre’n, sucked up the last of the fire as he shrank back to his normal,
heat-conserving shape. She slid and staggered across the compost pile until she was
next to Kirtn. She wiped slime from her hands and then ran them over his body,
searching for any wounds. She found no burns or injuries, nothing but copper
fur coming away in patches and slicking to her hands. Yhelle’s humid heat was
making Kirtn shed like a cherf. Other than that, he did not seem harmed. But he
was too still, and his breathing was too shallow. Carefully, she made a ball of light and used it to examine
him. With gentle fingertips she probed beneath the hand-length copper hair on
his head. Behind his ear she found a horrible softness where hard Bre’n skull
should be. Blood was oozing beneath his hair, blood thick between her fingers. She made an odd sound and withdrew her hand. Very gently she
eased his head onto her lap and prayed to childhood gods that the zoolipt inside
him would be able to heal his wound. She tried not to tremble, afraid of disturbing
him even though she knew that it would take more than her shaking flesh to drag
him up from the darkness a soldier’s club had sent him into. From beyond the burned wall came voices, people talking, a
ragged murmur that had no meaning to her. At the edge of her awareness she
sensed Fssa shifting, changing, dragging sounds out of the air and transforming
them with Fssireeme skill into other words, words she could understand if she
wanted to. She did not listen. Nothing mattered to her but Kirtn’s
slack body—not the guards, not the cold slime creeping over her legs, not even
her own imprisonment. Considering her precarious situation, her attitude was
irrational; but where Kirtn was concerned, she was no more rational than a
Bre’n teetering on the edge of rez. After a time the snake ceased his soft translations. He kept
on listening, however, dividing his attention between her small, stifled sounds
and the voices beyond the wall. Kirtn groaned. Immediately the ball of Sight near his face
brightened. Rheba bent over him. With an inward flinching, she eased her
fingers into his hair. No viscous blood met her touch, no crushed skull, and
only a trace of swelling that vanished even as she discovered it. His zoolipt
was nearly finished. She held her breath and waited, still afraid of wounds she
could neither see nor feel. His eyes opened clear and yellow. They focused on her
instantly. She felt his consciousness like a special fire spreading through
her. His face blurred and ran as the tears she had been fighting finally won.
She reached up to wipe her eyes. His hands closed around her wrists. “Don’t. You’ll get whatever you have on your hands in your
eyes.” He hesitated. “Just what do you have on your hands?” “A little garbage. Some of your blood.” Her voice broke.
“And a lot of your fur, you great shedding cherf!” She tried to shake tears
free of her eyes but could not. “Here,” he said. “Let me.” “Your hands are no cleaner than mine.” He sat up and pulled her close. She laughed raggedly and
cried and held him with arms that were more gold than brown. His lips moved
over her eyelids, drinking her tears with a delicacy that made her shiver. “Are you ‘really all right?” she whispered. “It’s not a
dream?” “No ... but I’ve dreamed like this more than once.” She shifted so that she could look up at his face, trying to
sort out the emotions rippling through his voice. He smiled as his mouth slid
down her cheek. “And you, dancer,” he breathed against her lips, “are you
all right? Have you ever dreamed like this?” A golden network of lines ignited over her body as she
tasted the salt of her own tears on his tongue. She fitted herself against him
and savored his mouth like a rare spring wine. Fssa’s apologetic but urgent whistle separated them. “I know
you two have to share enzymes once in a while,” he said delicately, “but you’ll
have to find a better time. Some Redis are on their way here.” Kirtn spoke without looking up from the half-closed,
half-gold dancer eyes so close to him. “Carrying garbage, no doubt,” he said,
acknowledging the truth that his sensitive nose had been shouting at him ever
since he woke up. “Nothing that healthful,” said Fssa in curt Senyas. The snake’s tone got their attention. Bre’n and Senyas
focused on Fssa in the same swift movement. Fssa’s sensors noted the change.
When he spoke again, his tone was less cutting but no less urgent. “F tried to tell Rheba earlier,” said Fssa, “but she wasn’t
listening. The Redis are only keeping you here until there are more of them to
work on “you. As soon as the last of the false Yaocoon raiders come back, there
will be enough.” “Enough for what?” said Kirtn. “They could have killed us
before now if that’s what they wanted.” “They don’t want to kill you. The Redis—or k’Masei’s Soldiers—are
really frightened of your ship. They haven’t been able to trick Ilfn into
opening the door, and the ship itself is interfering with their attempts to
project illusions inside the control room.” Kirtn’s hand went to the slime-covered stud on his weapon
harness. There was no tingle of response, no signal that any messages had been
sent. In fact, there was nothing at all, not even the slight warmth that
indicated the stud was alive. “Are you sure?” Rheba asked Kirtn, though he had said nothing
aloud. She brushed aside Kirtn’s hand and probed the stud with subtle dancer
energies. “Nothing,” she said to him in Senyas. “It’s dead. Probably the fire
warped it.” Then, to Fssa, “How do you know that the ship is under attack?” “The soldiers outside are talking about it,” he said
patiently. “They’re scared invisible of you, but they’re hanging on until the
Stones are through with the rebels.” Then what happens?” “The Stones will be able to concentrate on you. They won’t
kill you, but you won’t be dangerous anymore. You’ll open the Devalon for
them and everything will be safe again. A whole shipload of Redis converts will
be there for the making.” “That’s absurd,” snapped Rheba. “It will take more than
looking at a few crystals to make us into Redis.” “The soldiers are sure you’ll convert. You won’t be as
satisfactory to the Stones as converted illusionists. Apparently aliens are ...
resistant ... to love. Even so, it’s better than killing you and then having to
deal with a ship that can baffle illusions.” Kirtn stared at Fssa’s opalescent sensors. “You keep talking
about the Stones. What about k’Masei the Tyrant’.’ Doesn’t he have a say in all
this?” Colors rippled over Fssa in the Fssireeme equivalent of a
shrug. “The soldiers only talk about the Ecstasy Stones.” “Do they say what conversion is like?” asked Kirtn uneasily. “Oh yes, they’re quite specific.” But the snake said nothing
more. “Go on,” said the Bre’n, his voice as grim as his eyes. The Daemenites
had believed in scuffing up their living-god offerings before throwing them in
the turquoise soup—fresh blood helped to pique the zoolipt’s interest. He
wondered if something similar was part of Yhelle’s conversion rituals. “Just
what does conversion involve?” For a moment it seemed that Fssa was not going to answer. He
darkened perceptibly. When he spoke, his voice was thin and sad. “Conversion is
just like being disillusioned.” “But we’re not illusionists,” protested Rheba. “Nothing will
happen to us.” “The energies Yhelles use to control illusions are quite
similar to the energies you use to control fire/’ whispered Fssa, so dark now
he was almost invisible. “When the Stones are through, you’ll still be alive. Bui
you’ll never dance again.” XVIRheba did not need to ask what Kirtn thought of Fssa’s
words. The Bre’n’s bleak fear and rage swept through her akhenet lines like a
new kind of energy. If she could not dance, he and she would soon die—or wish
they had. Was that what disillusionment meant to the Yhelles, too? For the first time she had a visceral appreciation of what
i’sNara and f’lTiri had risked in order to trace their children. No wonder
f’lTiri had not wanted Rheba and Kirtn to join the rebels. “I could probably handle whatever machine does the probing,”
Rheba said in a hesitant voice. “You have to see it first,” Kirtn said in a cold mentor’s
voice. “And what if it isn’t a machine? What if it’s a psi master like Satin?” “She couldn’t control me, or you either.” “She could have killed me.” Kirtn’s tone was uncompromising.
He used Senyas to emphasize the blunt realities of the situation they faced.
“We can’t count on burning our way free, either. Your zoolipt ...” Though he said no more, they both heard his words in the silence
of their minds: If you burn too hard, your zoolipt will stop you and never
know that it killed you. “The rebels might win,” she whispered. He did not bother to answer. Neither of them thought much of
the rebels’ chances, particularly since it seemed that the rebel leader was a
traitor called Tske. “I’m no! going to sit here like a lump of muck,” snapped
Rheba, pushing away from her Bre’n. He laughed humorlessly. “Neither am I, dancer.” “Right,” said Fssa, his voice an exact duplicate of Master
Scavenger Scuvee. “Wish I had some of the zoolipt’s gold dust,” Kirtn said, remembering
the yellow drifts of aphrodisiac that one of Daemen’s zoolipts had created to
reward its worshipers for especially tasty sacrifices. “That would separate illusions
and people in a hurry.” “You might as well wish that the communication stud worked
and we could call the ship to our rescue,” pointed out Rheba. “Or that the J/taals could help us, or even the rebels,”
sighed Fssa. “Yes, yes,” said Rheba impatiently, closing her itching eyes
and rubbing them with a relatively clean knuckle, “but I’ve noticed that
off-planet things don’t work very reliably on Yhelle. Illusions confuse us
hopelessly. We need something o/Yhelle to defeat the Tyrant and his white-eyed
Redis.” A soothing feel of coolness washed behind her eyes, followed
by an exultant sense of affirmation deep within her mind. Startled, she looked
at Kirtn. He was looking at her with equal surprise. “You didn’t think/say/feel that?” they asked each other
simultaneously. Then Kirtn said slowly, “It was in your mind, dancer.” An eerie feeling crept along the back of her neck. Her hair rippled
and whispered hotly. Someone or something was in her mind, trying to—what was
it trying to do? The itch behind her eyes was suddenly increased tenfold. She
cried out and would have clawed at her eyes if Kirtn had not grabbed her hands. “Maybe it’s just an accident,” he said, but his voice held a
mentor’s skepticism of coincidence. She writhed, trying to break free of his grip long enough to
scratch her maddening eyes. “It can’t control you, dancer,” he said harshly. “Even Satin
couldn’t do that. Maybe it’s just trying to talk to you.” Instantly cool relief washed behind her eyes, followed by
another sense of affirmation. She shuddered and sighed. “Maybe. But it picked
hell’s own way of doing it.” “I don’t sense anything new,” said the snake, sensors blazing
as he washed both of his friends in soundless radiation, seeking anything
unusual. He found only muck and flesh surrounded by a dancer’s unique energies ...
and an odd twisting echo that he dismissed. He had first sensed the echo on Reality
Street as Rheba bent over a fascinating Ghost fern. When the echo persisted
whenever they went, he had decided that the echo was the cumulative signature
of Serriolia’s illusionists. “Could it be the zoolipt?” asked Fssa, reshaping
himself into his usual form. “It’s not the zoolipt,” said Rheba bitterly, remembering the
dance that had ended too soon. “The zoolipt doesn’t ask, it acts. Relief was still cool behind her eyes. She basked in it.
Then she opened her eyes,—startled by a thought that was definitely her own.
“That’s it! Itch is trying to communicate!” A delicious feeling came into her mind, relief and laughter
and pleasure combined into shimmering exultation. “Itch?” whistled Fssa. “Is that a What or a Who?” Kirtn just stared. “Itch?” he asked, his tone that of a
mentor, demanding. “I don’t know what else to call it,” said Rheba, “but if
that itching keeps up, I’ll have a few suggestions that would make a cherf
cringe.” The itching stopped instantly. Rheba smiled like a predator. “Message received. Now get your
little histamine fingers out of my brain so I can think!” Kirtn watched Rheba with eyes that reflected the uneasy
surges of her akhenet lines. Plainly, he suspected that she was in the grip of
a subtle illusion. His only concern was whether or not the illusion was
destructive. Considering what had happened to them since they had left the
ship, he was not particularly hopeful. With few exceptions, Serriolia’s illusions
were not benevolent to outsiders. He was afraid that Itch was just one more manifestation
of the Tyrant’s pervasive powers. His dancer smiled and put her gold-bright hand on his cheek.
“I don’t think it is malevolent. Just itchy.” “The zoolipt isn’t malevolent, either,” he pointed out, “but
its goals aren’t necessarily ours.” “If I could make Itch go away, I would. I can’t. So we’ll
just have to figure out how to live with, it until it gets whatever it wants or
gives up and goes back to wherever it came from.” “And what might an itch want?” said Kirtn in a tone that attempted
to be reasonable. Rheba shrugged irritably. “I don’t know, and right now I
don’t care. It will have to wail its turn.” She held her breath, expecting an
onslaught of itching. Nothing happened. She let her breath out in a relieved
rush. Apparently Itch was capable of cooperation. “Maybe,” suggested Fssa tentatively, “maybe what Itch wants
is to help us against the Tyrant k’Masei and his soldiers.” “How?” Kirtn demanded. Simultaneously, a feeling of pleasant coolness bathed
Rheba’s eyes. “Itch likes the idea of helping us,” she said. Kirtn threw up his hands. Arguing with a dancer, a Fssireeme
and an Itch was beyond even a mentor’s capabilities. “No wonder Bre’ns go
crazy,” he muttered. He turned to Fssa. “If we burn our way out of here, are
there too many guards to fight before Rheba’s zoolipt gets nervous and shuts
down the dance?” Before the snake could answer, Rheba winced and fought not
to rub her eyes. “Itch says no.” “No what?” demanded Kirtn coldly. “No there are too many
guards, or no Itch doesn’t want us to leave?” She considered carefully. “No, there are too many guards.” Kirtn swore with a poet’s vicious skill. Then, “I suppose
we’re just supposed to sit here and scratch and stink.’ She winced and itched. “No, that’s not it.” “Then what in the name of Fire does that damned Itch want us
to do?” There was no response, though she waited for several moments.
Then she realized what the problem was. “The question’s too complex for Itch.
We’re stuck with a binary method of communication. Yes or no, pleasure or
itch.” “Sweet burning gods,” whistled the Bre’n sourly. “With everything
else, we had to pick up an idiot hitchhiker!” He rubbed his hands through his
copper hair and sighed. “Yes or no. Not even a maybe. We could be a long time
establishing even the most rudimentary understanding. I hope the Soldiers of
Ecstasy aren’t in a hurry to begin disillusioning us.” “I could ask Rainbow if it knows anything about life forms
like Itch.” offered Fssa hesitantly, knowing that every time he communicated
with the ancient crystals it caused Rheba inordinate pain. “If Rheba thinks it would
be worth it, that is,” he amended. She looked with open distaste at the double strand of large
crystals hanging to the middle of Kirtn’s wide chest. Neither sweat nor muck
nor shedding Bre’n hair stuck to Rainbow’s polished faces. Endless colors
winked back at her in a silent beauty that belied the savage headaches that
came to her each time the snake spoke to the Zaarain library. “No,” said Kirtn, his voice rough and final. “If the
soldiers came while you were communicating, Rheba would be in too much pain to
dance. We’d be as good as dead.” Rheba hesitated. “Itch agrees,” she said finally. She
frowned, trying to remember what she had said before she realized that the itching
behind her eyes was more than a random allergic phenomenon. Something about
using Yhelle to defeat Yhelle’s illusions. The backs of her eyes radiated soothing coolness. So far,
Itch was with her. The only question was, where were they going? Nothing, neither itch nor pleasure. Rheba sighed. “The only thing we have of Yhelle that might
be useful is an illusionist or two,” she said aloud, thinking of f’lTiri
and i’sNara. She groaned and knuckled her eyes. Itch did not agree with
that thought. Fssa rippled with dark metallic lights. “More voices,” he
whistled softly. “More Redis coming. Soldiers, too. They’re arguing.” “What about?” asked Kirtn. “The soldiers won’t let anyone in until the Stones are
through with the rebels. The Redis illusionists want to move now.” “How much time do we have?” “None if the Redis win. Not much if the soldiers have their
way. Only three rebel illusionists are still at large.” “I’sNara and f’lTiri?” asked the Bre’n hopefully. Fssa made a thin human sigh. “It doesn’t matter. They’re
still caught within the Redis clan hall. No one leaves Tyrant k’Masei’s
presence without his permission.” The snake’s sensors blazed as he turned
toward Rheba. “Why in the name of the First Speaker didn’t Itch choose me to
talk to? Surely one of my languages would work!” He brooded in somber metal
shades, then whistled coaxingly. “What are you trying to say to Itch, dancer?” “I’m trying to fell her that we don’t have anything of
Yhelle to use against Yhelle illusionists,” grated Rheba, fighting not to rub
her abused eyes. “Not our weapons or our clothes or our brains—nothing we have
with us is Yhelle.” Kirtn’s eyes widened, then narrowed to slanted yellow lines.
His hand shot out, twisted in her clothes, then reappeared. On his palm caged
crystals shone black between traceries of dancer light. “The worry stones!” said Rheba. “But what good are they
against Soldiers of Ecstasy?” “Don’t ask me,” snapped Kirtn. “They’re Yhelle, though. Does
Itch approve of using them?” “Yes,” said Rheba, blinking rapidly and smiling. “It’s ecstatic.”
Rheba frowned at the sullen stones. “I don’t know why, though. Depressing lumps
of crystal.” On an impulse, she allowed the golden cage surrounding one
of the larger stones to dim. Despair flowed out from between the thinned lines
of light like a dark miasma, a night that admitted no possibility of dawn. Kirtn made an eerie sound of Bre’n sadness. Rheba glanced at
him, startled. She could sense despair emanating from the stone, but it was
despair at a distance, merely a possibility. But to the Bre’n, despair was a
probability on the verge of becoming all too real. Fssa mourned with a sound like wind blowing back from the
end of time. Hastily, Rheba fed energy into the dim cage around the worry
stone. The stone fought the only way it could, silently, viciously, pouring out
despair. But the cage brightened, turning the stone’s energies back on itself.
Inside the cage, light energies pooled, building like water behind a dam,
pressing silently for release. Rheba was surprised to see that her hands and lower arms were
as gold as the cage she had built around the stones. Her body was hot, each
line radiant. She suspected that somehow her akhenet lines gave her a measure
of immunity to whatever emanated from the worry stones. She also suspected that
the longer the stones were restrained, the stronger they would radiate on their
release. The thought was not a comforting one. A whistle of relief came from Kirtn as despair was caged by
light. He shook his head as though coming out of water. “Next time, warn me.”
He looked thoughtful. “If it affects the Yhelles the way it affected me, it
might help us after all.” “Yesss,” hissed Fssa. “That’s it! Something about the worry
stones’ emanations must upset the Yhelles. It affected me, too,” he added as an
afterthought. “Worry stones are an uncertain weapon,” said Kirtn. “We
don’t know the range, power or duration of their effect. But they’re all we
have.” “I’m not sure I like them,” murmured Rheba, watching the
stones’ dark glitter, “but they fascinate me. Their energies are tangential, bittersweet.” She stared at the stones and waited for Itch to comment. Nothing
happened. She sighed. “I guess the worry stones aren’t what Itch wanted after
all.” No more had she thought it than the back of her eyes felt like
sand.. “Correction,” she said through her teeth. “Itch wants the worry stones.” “Itch can have them,” muttered Kirtn. He did not like the dark., greasy shine of stone through
dancer fire. He did not like the bleak winter memories they had called up out
of the depths of his ancestral Bre’n mind. “All right, Itch. What do I do with these black beauties?”
asked Rheba. Nothing happened. It was not a yes or no question. “Dancer,” said the snake softly. “May I borrow your energy?
I want, to scan something. Maybe ...” Fssa stopped talking and began changing
shapes as he scanned the various walls. Rheba looked at the snake, not understanding what he wanted.
Then she realized that he had been out of her hair for some time. The heat of
rotting compost was not much for a Fssireeme’s requirements, especially when he
was changing shapes. She scooped him into her hair. “You don’t have to ask,
snake.” He whistled thanks with one part of himself while the remainder
flashed through a familiar yet still dazzling variety of metallic blue quills,
scarlet metal vanes and silver mesh constnets. Using the
energy that she naturally radiated, he could probe the surroundings more deeply
than when he was dependent on his own energy alone. Voices came through the thick wood walls, angry voices. She
did not need Fssa to translate. The argument over when to disillusion the
prisoners was reaching the point where it would either be settled or become a
brawl. For once, she sided with the Soldiers of Ecstasy; more time might not
save Bre’n, Senyas and Fssireeme, but less time would surely work against them. Fssa’s head snaked out of her hair. His sensors looked like
opals set in platinum filigree. “The fifth wall doesn’t have any guards,” he
whistled, “and the ones on the fourth and sixth wails are drifting off to listen
to the argument. I can’t be sure, but I think there’s nothing between us and a
segment of the veil except a few buildings.” Rheba’s eyes began to itch lightly. “I could throw my voices—and a few insults—into the group by
the first wall,” continued Fssa. “When the fight begins, we can burn through
the fifth wall and run for the veil.” She squinted and fought not to rub her eyes. “Itch doesn’t
like the idea,” she said quietly. Fssa said something in a language Rheba had never heard. Kirtn did not know the language either, but he had an idea
of what the Fssireeme was saying. “I agree,” he said grimly. “First the fight,
then the wall. And if Itch doesn’t like it. Itch can suck ice.” Fssa brightened into iridescence. He formed several mouths,
paused to gather his best insults and then slid them through the wail in a
nearly invisible, multivoiced assault. The fight broke out within seconds. “Burn it,” said Kirtn, pointing toward the fifth wall. “Itch doesn’t want—” “Burn it!” demanded the Bre’n roughly, all mentor now,
unyielding. Rheba swore and burned the wall to ash in a single
outpouring of flame. Kirtn kicked through the glowing skeleton of boards,
oblivious to the embers that seared fur and flesh. She followed in a rush,
akhenet lines blazing, trailing a snake’s hissing laughter. They ducked between two buildings and listened. No one had
followed. Soldiers and Redis were too busy pounding on each other to notice
that the focus of their argument had escaped. Rheba closed her eyes, ignoring the itch. She sensed the
direction of the veil as a brittle brush of discordance. The itch increased in
intensity, telling her that her unwanted hitchhiker did not want to go toward
the veil. Too bad. A lot of things had happened to Rheba that she had not
wanted either. “This way,” she whispered, tugging at Kirtn’s hand. Together, they eased around a corner of the building—and
straight into a mass of white-eyed soldiers. XVIIFor a wild moment Rheba hoped that the soldiers were only
illusions. The hope passed in a flurry of shouts and raised clubs. Desperately
she grabbed for stray energy. There was very little for her to use. It was
night and only a tiny moon was in the sky. She could braid fire from the warmth
the ground was giving up to the sky, but it would take many minutes to
transform such meager forces into a weapon. She had bare seconds. With an explosion
of searing light, she loosed all her energy in a single wild instant. Fire
streamed out from her, flames washing over the soldiers in hot tongues. Heat
left black scorch marks on gray uniforms. Soldiers screamed and clawed at clothing that had become too
hot to wear. Weapons smoked in their hands, burning them, incandescent light
blinded them. Men in the front ranks fell to the ground, kicking and crying out
to their gods. Kirtn yanked Rheba aside and began running. He knew what she
had done, knew that draining herself was the only thing she could do under the
circumstances—and knew that it would not be enough. Only the closest soldiers
had fallen. Some of the others were dazed, partially blinded. The rest were
already in pursuit, weapons raised, white eyes seeking enemies. At least her akhenet
lines were dull now, offering a less obvious target. Fssa’s head lifted above Rheba’s flying hair. He swiveled methodically,
sensing both where they had been and where they must go. What he found made
black run in waves down his supple body. “There are more soldiers ahead,” he whistled in tones that
cut through the sounds of pursuit. “Where?” demanded Kirtn. “Right? Left? Center?” His yellow
eyes pierced shadows that could be enemies. “Yes,” said Fssa simply. Kirtn heard the shouts and pounding feet behind. There was
no escape in that direction, either. Rheba twisted out of his grip and spun to
face the closer soldiers. “No!” he shouted. “Your zoolipt won’t let—” His words died as he saw what she was doing. She held both
hands in front of her, palms up, fingertips sorting over the worry stones. Pale
dancer light crawled over her fingers. Inside the light, pools of darkness waited. Rheba looked up, measuring the distance to the approaching
soldiers. She poured all but one stone into her left hand. Her right arm came
back, then snapped forward. The stone she threw was no bigger than the tip of
her smallest finger. A golden lacework enclosed the stone’s darkness, but as
the crystal tumbled among the soldiers, she sucked the cage energies back into
her akhenet lines. There was no fire this time, only freezing darkness, yet the
Soldiers of Ecstasy fell as though burned to the bone. Their mouths gushed
terrible rending cries, wordless agonies that marked their passage into
darkness. The silence that followed was almost worse, an icy black blanket that
seemed to mock even the possibility of light. Above her head, Fssa mourned in the eerie sliding notes of
Fssireeme threnody. Though he floated in dancer hair, his body was as black as
the space between galaxies. Rheba heard his keening as though at a distance, a wind twisting
through hidden caves. She was not as affected as the Fssireeme was. The uncaged
worry stone gave her a feeling of melancholy rather than tragedy. She responded
only in a mild way, like someone hearing the travails of a stranger. Beside her, Kirtn whistled a Bre’n dirge she had never
before heard, minor-key notes singing of death, rhythms of entropy and extinction.
The pure, grieving notes affected her as no worry stone could. But she ignored
his song, ignored the tears it drew down her face, ignored everything except
her own hand holding the quintessence of despair caged behind dancer light. Around her, soldiers fell like rain. More? she asked silently, her fingers hovering
over the smallest remaining worry stone as Bre’n grief turned like a razor in
her heart. A coolness soothed her hot eyes. Which direction? she asked, taking the small
stone and turning slowly, seeking a target. Pleasure came, tiny and distinct. She saw nothing in the direction indicated by whatever lurked
in her mind, but she did not hesitate. Her arm came back once more. Once more
she hurled caged darkness through the night. Once more she took back dancer
light and loosed despair. Illusionists screamed and shattered out of invisibility.
Their screams thinned and died as quickly as they had come. It took longer for
their feet to stop beating futilely against the ground. Silence came again, silence more profound than death, for
dead men do not grieve. More? she asked, shuddering and hoping that
she had done enough. She would rather burn flesh than minds. Flesh healed,
eventually. The itch came back. It almost Felt good, for it told her
that she did not have to loose more worry stones. Tentatively, she walked
toward the first group of fallen soldiers. She wanted to retrieve—and cage—the
stone she had hurled at them. Even so, she held her breath, expecting Itch to
object behind her eyes. Nothing came, neither pain nor pleasure. She moved among the soldiers like swamp fire, burning fitfully,
more sensed than seen. The worry stone nagged at her awareness, a black hole
sucking away at her mind. She dragged a soldier aside. His body was wholly
slack, yet he was alive—if meat that breathed could be called living. The stone lay beneath him. A chip, a bare fragment of a once
larger stone, yet it had brought down more Soldiers of Ecstasy than she could
count in the darkness. She wondered if it was always that way, if grief always
far outweighed ecstasy. After Deva, she could believe that was true. Quickly she caged the stone, and her dark thoughts with it. The soldiers did not move. If bridling the worry stone made
any difference to them, they did not show it. She stared at the huddled bodies
near her and wondered if it would not have been better to burn them to ash and
gone. Certainly it would have been cleaner. Her eyes itched lightly, telling her that she was wrong. Or was Itch simply trying to make her feel better? The question was unanswerable, even in a binary system. She
sighed and turned toward the place where the illusionists lay. Fssa’s soft
keening fell from her hair like twilight over a mauve desert. Though he understood
the artificial nature of his grief, he could not wholly control his response to
the stones. Kirtn was less affected. He no longer sang the poetry of despair,
though it lived behind his yellow eyes. He walked next to her without speaking,
knowing that she was being drawn to the only remaining source of the bleak
emanations. When she stopped, he stopped, waiting. With an apologetic glance at her sad Bre’n, she bent over
and retrieved The second stone from beneath an illusionist’s ragged robe. The
stone was four times the size of the first she had thrown. She began to draw
dancer fire over its black faces. Gold sputtered and died. It was then she
realized that the stone’s power increased geometrically with their size. And this stone did not want to be caged again. Silently, she gathered the slow warm exhalations of the
earth and braided them into fire. The energy was thin, dissipated, nebulous. It
was almost more trouble to gather than it was worth. It certainly was not
enough for her purposes. The stone drank the budding cage almost casually, black consuming
threads of gold. Her right hand stretched high over her head as she tried to
slide between clouds to touch the pale moon. After a long time, moonlight
twisted, thickened, ran over her fingers like ghostly water. Yet she was far
from full, far from having what she needed for the demands of the cage. Her
fingers began to shake. She was using almost as much energy to feed her small
dance as she was retaining to build a cage for the stubborn worry stone. Her body ached, protesting. Akhenet lines surged raggedly.
Yet she had no intention of leaving the stone unmuzzled. She did not need the
itch behind her eyes to know that she must cage the stone’s energies once more. Bre’n hands touched her shoulders, Bre’n breath stirred
warmly in her hair, Bre’n strength ignited her akhenet lines. She drank Kirtn’s
presence until it filled her and wan moonlight burned sunbright in her hands. She gave her body over to his control while she danced
across the many faces of darkness. Sadness called to her. She ignored it,
drawing laughter in thin lines of fire. Whorls and arcs and graceful curves
danced over black planes, fire pulsed in traceries as strong as they were fine.
The cage uncurled, gold on gold, incandescent against the stone’s night,
burning until each face of darkness was confined. With a sigh, Rheba blinked and looked at the caged stone in
her palm. “Thank the Inmost Fire you didn’t use one of the big
stones,” said Kirtn, pulling her against his body, trying to forget the unholy
grief he had known before she danced. “Thank Itch,” said Rheba. “I was going to unwrap the big
ones, but she made my eyes burn so badly I couldn’t see to choose.” Fssa’s head dangled low, caressing her cheekbone where lines
of power still smoldered. “Is it safe? Are the soldiers dead?” he whistled,
sensors gleaming as he searched the nearby ground. “We’re safe from these men, though Itch says they aren’t
dead,” answered Rheba. “But then. Itch’s idea of life might not he ours.” An uneasy silence followed her words. “We’re going back to the ship,” said Kirtn, his voice flat.
“We can’t help i’sNara and f’lTiri until we have weapons we can trust. Which
way is the veil?” “That way,” said Fssa and Rheba together, finger and slim
head pointing to the right, “But,” she added, “Itch is telling me not to go
that way. Or maybe she doesn’t want us to go back to the ship.” Kirtn did not bother to answer. He started walking to the
right. “Pick out a small stone or two,” he said, peering into darkness as clouds
closed over the pale moon. “Just in case we find more trouble than you can
burn.” Reluctantly, Rheba sorted through the stones sealed in her
pocket. Her Fingertips found the third-smallest stone; it was bigger than her”
thumb. She hesitated, then pulled the stone out of her pocket. She did not want
to unleash such a large stone, but suspected that the stones she had just used
would not be back to their full strength yet. “What about i’sNara and f’lTiri?” she asked, not objecting,
merely wanting to know his plans. “We could call in the Yhelle Equality Rangers,” offered
Fssa. Kirtn made an untranslatable sound. So far as he was
concerned, the only thing the Rangers were good for was making state-of-the-art
navtrices. “We’ll use the J/taals. The clepts could probably track i’sNara and F’lTiri
through any illusion this side of reality.” Rheba’s eyes itched fiercely but she said nothing. The anger
in Kirtn’s voice told her that this was not the time to argue with him, much
less try to thwart him. Fssa was not so used to Bre’ns. “Didn’t i’sNara say that if
we used J/taals, every hand on Yhelle would be against us?” “Do you think we’ll notice the difference?” whistled Kirtn
sarcastically. Fssa flushed shades of darkness and withdrew into Rheba’s comforting
hair. When Kirtn was not looking, she rubbed her eyes. Whatever
Itch wanted, they were not doing it at the moment. She swore silently and
hurried toward the veil, stopping only when Kirtn eased around buildings to
check for stray Soldiers of Ecstasy. The way they went was not difficult; as
far as she could tell, the illusion of a paved walkway matched the reality
beneath her feet. Apparently the Yaocoons did not wrap illusions around their
outer holdings as fervently as they did around themselves and their clan hall. The veil gleamed and sparked fitfully in the distance,
looking rather like stripped atoms twisting over a planet’s magnetic poles. Rheba’s skin prickled as her akhenet lines moved, reflecting
the dissonant energies ahead. She was not looking forward to tangling with the
veil construct again. She wished that it were dawn, that Yhelle’s sun would
rise and pour its silent cataracts of energy over her. But dawn was far away.
She “would have to face the veil armored only in cloud-thinned moonlight. There was nothing near the veil, no place to hide. It looked
like a trap baited with the hope of escape. With shrinking skin, she approached
the end of the walkway. “Now what?” whistled Fssa, his question as soft as a breath
sliding between strands of her hair. “It’s supposed to be like a showcube,” murmured Rheba, “only
instead of pictures from home, the veil shows various clan symbols. When
Reality Street comes up, we go through.” As soon as their presence registered on the veil’s tenuous energies,
it shimmered and made a portal. Inside the oval was the image of Ecstasy Stones
glittering on a mirrored table. The sight was chillingly beautiful, light in
all of its colors flashing and turning, calling to them in the voices of
everything they had ever loved or hoped to love. Rheba’s eyes stopped itching. Coolness flowed like a benediction. “Redis hall,” said Kirtn hoarsely. “Itch,” she whispered. “Itch wants us to go there.” Kirtn’s hand closed bruisingly over her wrist, as though he
feared she would leap into the veil. “No.” She did not move or protest. She, too, was afraid of the
alien who communicated with her only in terms of pleasure or pain, an alien who
seemed to want her to enter the stronghold of the Tyrant who wielded disillusionment
and death against his enemies. Silently, Bre’n and Senyas waited for the veil’s portal
image to shift as it had when they stood on Reality Street, two aliens
impatient for their first glimpse of untrammeled illusions. It seemed like a
lifetime ago, but it was barely more than a day. The portal image did not change. Ecstasy Stones called to
them, seducing them in tone on tone of rainbow pleasures. Senyas and Bre’n waited. The image remained the same, stones
glittering with promise, chiming with all the possibilities of ecstasy. “Maybe this is the wrong place to go through,” suggested
Rheba, biting her lip when renewed itching attacked the back of her eyes. Kirtn said nothing. The veil shimmered and remained unchanged. Kirtn turned to walk back the way they had come. She turned
with him, but could not control the sound that escaped her Sips as an agony of
fire scraped behind her eyes. Nor was that the worst of it. Where he and she had walked between
buildings there was only darkness now, darkness and the hollow gliding of
unfettered wind. She did not want to walk into that emptiness, for she knew in
her soul that it had no end. “No,” she whispered when Kirtn walked forward. He neither turned nor acknowledged her voice. Fssa’s sensors
reeled as the snake probed the nothingness ahead. At that moment, Kirtn
staggered. He leaned forward, feeling ahead with his hands as though a wall had
sprung up between him and whatever lay beyond his fingertips. “Either this is a class twelve illusion,” mourned the snake
in a minor key, “or what we came through before was a twelve.” He sighed
thinly. “Not that it matters. On Yhelle, reality is a matter of opinion.” Kirtn strained, muscles knotting and moving under his copper
fur, pouring all of his Bre’n strength into the wall. Nothing moved, at first.
Then slowly, gradually, Kirtn gave way. The invisible wall pushed him backward,
toward his dancer, toward the Ecstasy Stones shimmering in the veil’s
unchanging portal. Abruptly, he straightened and leaped sideways along the
wall, it took no more than a touch to tell him that the wall was in reality a
crescent. He and Rheba were caught between its horns. The wall curved toward
him, narrowing the space that separated him from his dancer and the veil
gleaming behind her. Gently, inexorably, the crescent contracted, pressing Senyas
and Bre’n closer to the portal where Ecstasy Stones waited in deadly multicolored
silence. There was no escape. The veil energies closed over Kirtn and
Reba, sucking them into the tyrant K’Masei’s stronghold. XVIIIThere was nothing on the other side of the veil but an
uninhabited slidewalk curving toward a distant glow. The Redis clan territory
displayed no blatant illusions, no sweeping conceits, no wry deceptions
replacing reality. Not even buildings. The area beyond the veil was so empty
that it made Rheba’s skin move and tighten. She had seen places like this
before, on Deva, scorched ruins where dancers had not been able to hold at bay
the leaping sun. But there were not even ruins in the Redis territory, nothing
except the sinuous invitations of the slidewalk. “I don’t like it,” she said flatly. Her akhenet lines surged
in ragged pulses, unsettled by her recent passage through the veil. The slidewalk
rippled like a river of pearls waiting to be strung. Kirtn smiled down at her. “It’s not as bad as it looks,
dancer. The Stones ... I think the Stones aren’t what we were told. They don’t
want to hurt us.” She looked up him with eyes that were cinnamon and skeptical.
“How can you tell?” “Can’t you feel it?” he murmured. “They’re as gentle as a
summer dawn. They’re love, not hate.” —She closed her eyes. When they opened again they were gold
and more than skeptical. Fear glinted, fear and a dancer’s power gathering. Her
hand closed around Kirtn’s wrist. Fear, proximity and love for her Bre’n forged
a fragile mindlink between them. For an instant she shared with him echoes of
joy and laughter gliding.... But only for an instant. Her touch dimmed the Stones’
allure. The echoes of ecstasy faded. Kirtn shook himself and looked at her with
eyes that were caught between regret and fear. “Psi masters,” Rheba said hoarsely, her fingers hard and trembling
around his wrist. “They were in your mind, as Satin was in your mind on Onan.
Don’t trust them!” “At least they weren’t trying to rearrange my brains,” said
Kirtn in a tight voice, “or disillusion me.” Fssa hissed with pleasure. He was all the way out of Rheba’s
hair, supported only by a coil around Kirtn’s strong neck: “The Stones are
lovely, dancer. Like my Guardians’ dreams of swimming Ssimmi’s molten
sky/seas.” “You too, snake?” she said, both frightened and oddly angry. “Yesss. But your energies interfere.” He sighed like a child
asked to choose between sweets. “If only Kirtn were hotter. Then I could have
fire and the Stones, too.” Rheba frowned. Her akhenet lines quivered and ignited. With
an effort, she stilled her fears, murmuring litanies in her mind until her
lines faded to whorls of transparent gold. “Mentor,” she said slowly, carefully, “Don’t trust the
Tyrant’s Ecstasy Stones. No one who goes to the Redis hall comes back out. Remember
that.” “I’m trying to,” Kirtn said. Suddenly he buried his hands in
her seething hair. “Hold me, dancer,” he whispered. “The Stones are so very
beautiful....” For an instant she stood without moving, lost, for he had always
been her strength. Then her arms went around him in a gesture both gentle and
fierce. With an instinct far older than her yean;, she built a network of
energy around her Bre’n, pouring herself through him in a sweet rush of fire
that even the Ecstasy Stones could not equal. He shuddered and lifted her off her feet, holding her as
though he were afraid it was the last time. Then his mind was free, not even a
wisp of alien ecstasy remained; but ecstasy was there, unity of dancer and
Bre’n. Slowly he let her slide down his body to stand again on her
own feet. “I’m all right now, dancer. The Stones ...” Darkness turned uneasily
in the depths of his yellow eyes. “They won’t fool me so easily again.” But unspoken between them was the question: Was it simple
deception the Stones offered, or was it something more? “Or something less,” said Kirtn wryly, lips half curved,
half smiling at his dancer. Patches of copper hair clung to her skin and
clothes, held there by her sweat. He brushed futilely at the fine, tiny hairs.
“Sorry, dancer. I’ve gone and shed all over you.” Rheba smiled, but she wanted to cry. “What’s a dancer for if
not to help her Bre’n shed?” Kirtn’s fingers moved as though he would hold her again,
sweet fire and energy pouring. Then he closed his eyes and stepped back. She
watched, waiting. After a moment he opened his eyes and tried to smile. “They’re back, dancer. But I know them, now.” He turned to
step up on the slidewalk, then looked over his shoulder at her. “You’re more
than they could ever be to me.” “Wait!” Her voice pulled him back from the slidewalk’s smooth gleam. “I—we—have to know more about the Stones before we get any
closer to them.” “We know that the closer we get, the more powerful they
are,” said Kirtn in Senyas, blunt and sardonic at once. She took Fssa and put him on the ground. “Put Rainbow around
him.” Her voice was strained. Only Kirtn’s vulnerability to the Stones could
have driven her to the extreme of requiring communication between Fssireeme and
Zaarain construct. Reluctantly. Kirtn pulled Rainbow off his neck. He knew the
cost of the alien conversations for Rheba when she was within their range. She took the caged Stones out of her pocket and put them
close to Rainbow, but not touching. Although she was not sure her energy cages could
prevent Rainbow from pirating the stones for its—own uses, she hoped to discourage
such theft. “Snake, ask Rainbow if it knows what these stones are, if
they can be controlled, if they’re real or illusion, alive or machine, anything
that can help us. And,” grimly, “be quick about it.” She retreated rapidly as Fssa assumed the fungoid shape that
he used to communicate with the fragmentary Zaarain construct. There was not
time for her to get beyond the reach of the Fssireeme’s savage energies. Nor
did she think she should. Fssa, too, was vulnerable to the Ecstasy Stones’ allure. Kirtn followed her, putting his body between his dancer and
the odd pair on the ground. Even dense Bre’n flesh could not deflect the
bizarre communication between Fssireeme and Zaarain crystals, but a dance
could. His hands slid into place on her shoulders. Flames licked up from her
akhenet lines, concealing dancer and Bre’n, disrupting the flow of alien
energies. Still, Fssireeme-Zaarain communication was not painless for
her. It never was. When the dance ended, blood trickled down her lower lip.
Kirtn, too, was affected, but not nearly so much as his dancer. What was agony
to her was merely discomfort to him. “Well?” she said, walking back to Fssa. Her voice was thin,
her face pale against blazing whorls of akhenet lines. The snake whistled lyric Bre’n apologies for hurting her. She brushed them aside as she did the drops of blood on her
lips. “Did Rainbow know anything useful for once?” she demanded. “Rainbow is only fragments,” Fssa reminded her softly. She groaned. “Useless pile of crystal turds. Doesn’t it know
anything at all?” “Some of the worry stones are Zaarain.” said Fssa in hasty
Senyas. “Some aren’t.” “What are they?” “Rainbow doesn’t know. Remember, it was knocked to pieces
and sold as jewelry across half the galaxy after the Zaarain Cycle ended.” “So we can assume that the non-Zaarain stones came from a
later Cycle,” said Kirtn, picking up Rainbow and replacing it around his neck.
The double strand of crystals dimmed as it got farther from the worry stones. “Yes. Rainbow wants some of them.” added the snake. Kirtn grunted, remembering Rainbow’s blinding scintillations
when it was thrown among Zaarain crystals on Daemen. “I could tell by the glow
that it was interested.” “Which does it want?” said Rheba thoughtfully, looking at
the worry stones on the ground. “The big ones.” “I should have guessed,” she said with a grimace. “The
better to take my head off, I suppose.” “It’s sorry it hurts you,” the snake whistled miserably. She sighed, wondering if it was the Zaarain or the Fssireeme
that apologized. “Anything else?” “The non-Zaarain crystals are alive,” whistled the snake. “ Alive? You mean energized?” asked Kirtn, looking at the
worry stones with new interest. “I mean nonmachine life,” said Fssa, switching to unambiguous
Senyas. “Biological life?” said Rheba incredulously, scooping stones
and snake off the ground at the same time. Fssa made a frustrated sound and switched back to Bre’n.
Sometimes ambiguities were the essence of truthful communication. “Alive as
Rainbow is alive, only more organic. They’re haunted with Fourth People.
They’re ... alive.” The Bre’n harmonics the snake created said more, telling of
growth that was not quite organic nor yet lithic, intelligence that encompassed
one more dimension than Fourth People acknowledged, a form of life flickering between
the interfaces akhenets called time and death. Rheba sighed, wondering if she knew more or less about the
worry stones than she had before a Fssireeme described the impossible in the
voices of Bre’n poetry. “Can they be controlled?” she asked, thinking as much
of the Ecstasy Stones as the sullen crystals in her hand. “Only for a time. As you guessed, their energies build geometrically
inside the cage every few minutes. You won’t hold those much longer. They can
be neutralized, though.” “How?” “Rainbow didn’t know. It only knew that balance must be
possible or whatever lives in—or through—the stones would have shattered long
ago.” Alter a long moment, Rheba jammed the stones deep in her
pocket. She looked at the slidewalk, then back at the veil. Though they were
still within its field, no portal showed on the veil’s face, it was as though
there were no other possible destinations on Serriolia except the Redis clan
hall, so no other portal was needed. Deliberately, she walked toward the blank veil. The air in
front of her thickened into a wall. Simultaneously, her eyes itched so badly
that she cried out and flung herself backward. “What’s wrong?” said Kirtn, grabbing her when she would have
fallen. “Itch,” she said succinctly, then shivered when the itch was
replaced by coolness and a wisp of something that might have been an apology,
“And the veil. Neither one wants me to go away from here. I guess that only
leaves the Tyrant and his white-eyed minions.” And the Ecstasy Stones. But neither of them said that aloud. It was simply there between
them, words shared in the silent depths of their minds. With an inward shrinking that did not show, Rheba mounted
the slidewalk. Kirtn leaped up lightly beside her. Rainbow bounced against his
chest with a flash of crystal faces. She tried not to shudder when she looked
at the Zaarain construct. It might have more in common with the Ecstasy Stones
than was good for any of them. “Can we trust it?” she asked tightly, clicking her fingernail
against a vivid sapphire stone that rolled in the hollow of Kirtn’s neck. He took her hand and soothed it with his lips. “Rainbow
doesn’t want to hurt us,” he said. “Neither do the Ecstasy Stones.” “Neither does the zoolipt,” she shot back, “but it nearly
got us both killed.” He sighed because there was no answer to her fears. She
could not feel the rising purity of the Stones, ecstasy reflected, born and reborn
on a thousand flawless faces ... “Mentor!” Her voice called him out of his waking dream. He smiled
sadly, for himself and for the dancer he loved who could not see ecstasy when
it was spread out glittering before her. Kirtn! Ecstasy winked and sighed and vanished beneath a cataract of
dancer fire. He blinked, saw the slidewalk, a nacreous ribbon stretching
between emptiness. Ahead, nothing more than a silver-blue glow beckoning. With an enormous effort he shook off the languid seduction
of the Stones. “I’m all right, dancer. They’re very subtle, but I’m on my guard
now.” She said nothing, only looked at his eyes. They were clear
and yellow again, no longer glazed with inwardness. Her fingers uncurled from
his wrist. Itching assaulted her eyes. Hastily she grabbed his wrist and was rewarded
by coolness. He looked at her, puzzled and amused. “I wasn’t going to run
off.” “I know. Itch just wants us to keep in touch. Literally.” He whistled to himself, more thoughtful than surprised.
“Does that mean you can’t trust me?” he asked in Senyas. She hesitated, but no messages formed behind her eyes. “I
don’t know. Itch isn’t saying anything either way.” “What about Fssa?” She felt her hair quickly with her free hand. “Still there.
I think as long as he stays in my hair he’ll be immune.” But her eyes itched even as the words formed on her tongue. “Then what should I do?” she hissed beneath her breath to
the Itch behind her eyes. “Tie the snake in a knot?” The itching faded. She had the clear feeling that it was not
an answer, merely a temporary erasure so that she would be able to feel new
messages written on the back of her eyes. Kirtn tugged gently al her hand. His eyes were fixed on the
silver-blue glow ahead. Clearly he was impatient with the slidewalk’s leisurely
pace. She, on the other hand, would have been glad never to get where the slidewalk
was taking her. She looked over her shoulder and felt her lines flare. She
would have to go forward, because two steps behind her was nothing at all, not
even the slidewalk’s pearl shimmer. It was as though the world ended. The veil
itself had vanished as completely as though it had never existed. She could not
even sense its penetrating, dissonant energies. With a feeling close to despair, she turned from the
emptiness behind her to the unwelcome radiance ahead. Shapes were condensing
out of the glow, curves of flashing light, crystal geometries rising plane
after plane, all bathed in a subliminal humming of emotions neither demonic nor
divine, yet somehow more compelling than either or both together. From her hair a Fssireeme sang of beauty in a chorus of
Bre’n voices. She looked at Kirtn, afraid that he would be swept out of her
reach into the Stones’ crystal embrace. “I’m here,” he murmured, smiling down at her. “But hold on
to me. If the Stones don’t get me that silver-tongued snake will.” The slidewalk increased its pace until her hair was whipped
by wind. Abruptly, she regretted not jumping off while she could. She looked at
her Bre’n. Lines of strain were etched on his face. As though at a great distance,
she sensed something calling to him, something inhuman and superb, devastating
perfection. “Kirtn?” she asked softly: “Nothing.” His voice was curt. Then he shrugged. “The
Stones. They’re unspeakably beautiful, but I like to choose my lovers—or my
gods.” “Fight them.” “I am.” Silence. Then, almost wistfully, “Don’t you feel
them, dancer?” She said nothing, for she had finally seen the slidewalk’s
destination. Her fingers clamped around his wrist harshly enough to draw a
grimace even from a Bre’n. Just ahead, the shining ribbon they rode ended in a
burst of pearl light. A figure stood waiting for them, dark within the radiance
that was endemic to the Redis territory. The slidewalk stopped so suddenly that Bre’n and Senyas were
thrown off their feet. They scrambled upright—and found themselves looking into
f’lTiri’s triumphant smile. A million hot needles dug into the back of Rheba’s eyes. XIX“F’lTiri?” asked Rheba, happiness and uncertainty mingling
in her voice. “Of course,” said f’lTiri, laughing as he reached for his
friends. His hands were warm and firm as they clasped first Kirtn’s
arm and then Rheba’s hand. The voice was the same, the tips,
the laugh ... but she would have felt better if she had never heard of class
twelve illusions. Even so, she smiled and returned f’lTiri’s greeting, for she
very much wanted it to be him. Her eyes itched savagely. Something inhuman began singing
deep in her mind. Hastily she let go of f’lTiri. The singing, if not the itching,
stopped. “Where’s i’sNara?” she asked, clutching Kirtn’s wrist as
though he would run away despite his previous assurances. “With the children,” answered f’lTiri. His smite was
happiness condensed into a single curving line. “We were so wrong about the
Ecstasy Stones. They’re ...” F’lTiri groped for explanations that did not exist
in the Yhelle language. Rheba’s lines ran hot, then icy, for f’lTiri was speaking
Yhelle instead of Universal. Fssa was translating automatically, inconspicuously,
so that she could understand f’lTiri. But before this moment, f’lTiri had never spoken anything
except Universal to them. “The Stones are so wonderful,” sighed f’lTiri. “Come. I’ll
take you to them.” Rheba did not need the torment behind her eyes to know that
something was more or less than it seemed. Was f’lTiri the unwilling—or even
willing—captive of Ecstasy, or was he a class twelve illusion from sweet smile
to dusty sandals? She stared into his eyes, looking for answers. She saw
nothing except her own fiery reflection. It startled her, for she had not
realized that she was burning. “Dancer?” murmured Kirtn in Senyas. Then he added a Bre’n
trill that asked why she burned when there was no danger near. She looked at f’lTiri and said only, “We’re not ready to see
the Stones yet. We were trying to get back to our ship when the veil brought us
here.” Not quite the whole truth, but enough for her purposes. F’lTiri smiled again, redefining joy in a single gesture.
Rheba stared, fascinated. Even the boy she had known as The Luck had not smiled
quite so perfectly, and he had been the culmination of Cycles of genetic
selection for charm and good fortune. But The Luck’s sweet surface had been
only half of his unique truth. She suspected that it was the same with f’lTiri. She looked away from his compelling smile. Her lines burned
hotly, fed by fear and the energy that pervaded everything with a blue-white
glow. “Oh, the veil,” said f’lTiri, dismissing it with a twinkle
of his illusionist eyes. “It gets independent every now and again. We’re illusionists,
not engineers, and the veil construct is many Cycles old. It always works
again, though, if you give it enough time. Unless there’s something urgent at
the ship for you to attend to ...” She looked at Kirtn. He said nothing. His face was hard, his
eyes narrow within their golden mask. She could sense the conflicting energies
within him, her own and f’lTiri’s racing along sensitive Bre’n nerves,
competing for his attention. Casually, as though it were an oversight, she let flames
leap from the hand nearer f’lTiri. After a momentary hesitation, f’lTiri jerked
his fingers away from Kirtn’s arm. She sensed the conflict within her Bre’n
diminish. With a smile of her own, she faced the Yhelle illusionist. “Now that you, i’sNara and your children are safe, Kirtn and
I have to get back to the ship.” Rheba’s words sounded unconvincing, even to
her. “There are other Loo slaves on board the Devalon,” she added
quickly, “other promises to keep. They’re as eager to see their homes again as
you were to see yours. Or,” she added, thinning her smile to a bare line of
teeth, “more eager. You were reluctant to come home again. Remember?” F’lTiri’s smile shifted, then resettled into indulgent
lines. “I’sNara and I were very foolish.” “The veil,” reminded Rheba gently. “Fix it for us.” “I can’t.” “Is that the way the Tyrant keeps his subjects in place?”
asked Rheba. F’lTiri’s smile widened. “K’Masei isn’t a tyrant. He’s just
impervious to love.” She smiled sardonically. “That’s as good a definition of a tyrant
as I’ve heard.” “No tyranny, just ecstasy,” murmured f’lTiri dreamily. “You
must see the Stones, Rheba. They are ...” His voice dissolved into another
incredible smile. She turned away from him. As she looked over her shoulder
she realized that the slidewalk was gone. Where its pearl ribbon had once been
there was nothing at all, not even a small glow. She closed her eyes and tried
to sense the direction of the nearest coil of veil. All she found was energy
pouring out of the radiant center of the Redis hall—if those crystal curves
could indeed be called something so mundane as a clan hail. Deliberately, she tried to touch the core of whatever
powered the hall. It was like trying to hold an oiled ball on her fingertip;
whenever she approached a balance point, the ball would slide away. She could
only drink the source of energy indirectly, like taking light reflected off
another surface instead of going directly to the luminous core. Perhaps if she
were closer to the source she could tap it more directly. At least her eyes had stopped itching while she tried. “Ready?” asked Kirtn, when he saw her attention return to
the moment. “Ready for what?” “The tour.” “What tour?” “The one f’lTiri is going to give us,” said the Bre’n patiently. She looked at f’lTiri. Her eyes itched terribly. She looked
at her Bre’n. The itching abated but did not go away. She frowned and sent
dancer energy coursing through Kirtn, trying to chase the confusion she sensed
beneath his benevolent smile. F’lTiri made a small sound and stepped back, from Kirtn. Only
then did Rheba realize that the illusionist had been touching Kirtn’s arm. The
unexpected surge of akhenet energy must have scorched the illusionist’s
fingers. Kirtn moved as though walking out of deep water. He focused
on the dancer eyes staring up at him. He whistled a slow apology. “They’re
strong, Rheba. Each time I close one door they find a new one to open. But they
can’t get around your energy. Burn for me, dancer. Burn for both of us.” “And the tour f’lTiri is going to give us?” she whistled,
letting the minor key and her touch tell him that she would hum for him beyond
the ice at the end of time. “Do we go with him like slaves broken to the
training lead?” His mouth turned down at her reminder of the Loo-chim’s razor
leash. Were it not for the zoolipt’s mindless healing, he would have worn a
collar of scars for the rest of his life. “No razor restraints here. Just ...”
His voice died. He could not describe the temptations of Ecstasy. Her mouth echoed the bitter curve of his lips. She heard his
thoughts as clearly as she had heard his whistle. “Be grateful I can’t hear
their call. If I could, we’d be up to our cracks in ice and ashes.” “Are you ready?” asked f’lTiri serenely. “No, I’m not ready to see the Ecstasy Stones.” Rheba’s voice
was as clear and hot as the flames licking over her akhenet lines. And then her voice broke, for the ground had changed beneath
her feet. The distant building composed of radiance and crystal arcs loomed in
front of her now. A scarlet slit opened in the lowest curve of wall. “No,” she said, pulling back. F’lTiri stood patiently. “I’m not taking you to the Stones,”
he murmured. “Just a tour of k’Masei’s halt. Then, if you still don’t want to
know Ecstasy, I’ll take you back to the veil. The Stones don’t force,” he added
softly. “That’s not their way.” Rheba glanced sideways at her Bre’n’s strained face and had
to bite her lip to keep from answering. A coolness behind her eyes rewarded
both her restraint and her conclusion about the Ecstasy Stones’ gentleness.
Having Itch’s agreement was a two-sided weapon, though; she was not sure just
whose interests Itch had at heart—assuming Itch had something that passed for a
heart. “Well, Itch” she whispered beneath her breath, “should I go
or stay?” There was a mixed flash of itch-cool. “No tour?” breathed Rheba. She grabbed her eyes. “All
right,” she hissed, “I’m going!” Coolness and a distant breath of apology. Grimly, Rheba tightened her grip on Kirtn’s arm. He smiled despite
the pain of her hand grinding flesh against bone. He shifted so that their
fingers interlaced in an unbreakable clasp. She looked at the man who might once have been f’lTiri.
“Make it a short tour. I’ve already seen enough of Yhelle to last me until I
die.” F’lTiri smiled and turned. As he did, the crystal hall
shifted and reformed around them. The Redis, unlike the Yaocoons, apparently believed
in advanced machinery. She sensed speed and movement and wild rush of energy
nearby. Her hair rippled, questing outward in blind, precise seeking, tendrils
reaching for the power that leaped endlessly around her. Kirtn whistled and clenched her fingers until they ached.
“Dancer,” he whistled, off-key in his urgency, “the Stones are much closer now.
They may not be coercive, but in the name of Fire they’re addictive! Burn!” She loosed a torrent of energy through him, scourging his
nerves and purging his mind. He staggered, caught himself and held her Fiercely
against his sweating body. Rainbow’s hard facets cut across her cheek, but she
did not complain, simply held on and burned. F’lTiri watched, smiling with blind affection. For the first
time Rheba saw that his eyes were white. Fssa shifted beneath her seething mass of hair. Though she
could not see him, she knew the snake was changing shapes as rapidly as a
thought, tasting the various wavelengths that pervaded the hall. She hoped he
could understand them better than she could. The sleeting variety of energies
was enough to make her dizzy. Only one was familiar, the dissonant cry of the
core that powered the veil. “Find anything, snake?” she whistled. “Ssimmi is in here ... somewhere ... where?” The Fssireeme’s longing whistle squeezed her heart. He had
mourned his lost home far longer than she had been alive. Nor did she have any
way to take him home. Ssimmi was not known to any of the navtrices she had
queried. The snake’s planet was lost somewhere among the galaxy’s billion
stars. If Fssa could find Ssimmi’s equivalent on Yhelle, who was
she to tell him it was merely an illusion? “Is there anything else here?” she asked softly. “Is the
hall an illusion?” The snake sighed and retreated into her hair. “Yes, but
what’s beneath it is no different.” “I don’t understand.” “Neither do I,” whistled the snake plaintively. “There are crystal
walls and floors and halls and all, but not where we see them.” “Could you find our way back out of here?” “I ...” The snake changed again, tugging gently at her
flying hair. “No,” sadly. Then, “But it’s so very beautiful here, dancer. Why
do you want to go back?” “Are there other ways out of here?” she asked, ignoring his
question. The snake’s most human sigh slid past her ear. “Stripped of
illusion, this place is a maze of light and competing energies.” She glanced aside at Kirtn, wondering how he was holding up
in his struggle against the seductive Ecstasy Stones. His face was hard and
closed as a fist. If she had not been touching him, she would have thought he
had no feelings at all. But she was touching him. His conflicting desires raced
over her with a discordance that was like passing through the veil again and
again. Rainbow shone like a double string of molten crystal. It
seemed impossible that the Zaarain construct could glow so hotly and not burst
into white flames. “Are you ready to see the Ecstasy Stones?” asked f’lTiri,
his voice as white as his eyes, as white as the hall and the floor, the
blinding maze closing around Bre’n and Senyas and Fssireeme alike. “No,” said Rheba, striving to make her voice calm. “There’s nothing to fear,” smiled the illusionist, voice and
words a single curve of light. “Ecstasy doesn’t hurt you.” He leaned forward. As his fingers brushed Kirtn’s arm, conflicting
currents of energy raced through the Bre’n, numbing him and shocking his
dancer. For an instant their interlaced fingers loosened. The air around Rheba crackled harmlessly, but it was not so
easy for Kirtn. Ecstasy pounded him like a mountain storm, all but shattering
him. He staggered against her, renewing their contact once again. He clung to
her with hands that were too weak to belong to a Bre’n. F’lTiri laughed gently, ignoring Rheba, looking only at
Kirtn. “Be like the sea grass, my strong friend. Bend to the waves. Only rocks
break.” Fire leaped from Rheba, an immaterial whip meant to scorch
rather than injure, for she was still not certain whether f’lTiri or an
illusion talked to her. “We’ve seen enough,” she said harshly. “Take us out of
here.” White eyes turned and regarded her with blind intensity. Her
lines went cold, then leaped. If this had once been f’lTiri, it was not her
friend now. Dancer fire swept out, caging f’lTiri as she had caged the
worry stones. He cried out, writhing. Non-dancer energies sparked and spat
around him, trying to sustain patterns her fire had disrupted. F’lTiri’s
appearance melted and ran like mercury, eyes white in a shapeless puddle of
gray. “Take us-out of here!” demanded Rheba, speaking more to
whoever controlled the Ecstasy Stones than to the apparition that could have
been f’lTiri. Walls became mirrors and glided inward, shrinking as floor
and ceiling shrank, closing in on her, trying to burn her with her own reflected
fire. It was a mistake, like throwing fuel on a raging fire. She took the
reflected energy and wove it back into her dance, strengthening the immaterial
cage around the illusionist. He screamed and changed before her eyes, f’lTiri again, then
i’sNara, then a boy with i’sNara’s eyes and a half-grown girl with f’lTiri’s
smile. She did not need to know their names to recognize the illusionists’
children. Then he became more people in dizzying succession, Yhelle after
Yhelle with no distinction as to sex or age, an agonized throng caught in one
quicksilver illusion, flickering in and out of being like a flame in a wind. And each illusion wept to be free. “Let us go!” screamed Rheba, backing away from
the plastic entreaties. Hot shards of ecstasy probed her, looking for weaknesses in
her akhenet lines. She screamed again. Flames exploded around her and the
multifaced illusion. She burned bright and pure, pouring power into the cage of
energy she was weaving around what had once worn the appearance of f’lTiri. As
the network of fire thickened, the cries faded to whimpers. Silence came as the cage imploded. When Rheba was no longer blinded by the flames in her eyes,
she saw an unknown illusionist dead at her feet. Whoever had died, at least she
had not killed f’lTiri. She shuddered, glad that she did not know the man. In a last spasm of death, his slack hand opened. A caged crystal
rolled free. It burned so savagely that the dancer energies restraining it looked
dark by comparison. Rheba stared, puzzled by the too-dark dancer fire before
she realized that she had inadvertently caged an Ecstasy Stone. “Kirtn,” she said, reaching out to take his arm, “Look at—”
Her voice stopped when her fingers closed around nothing at all. She looked
around frantically. “Kirtn? Kirtn!” Nothing answered her scream. “Snake!” she cried, combing her fingers frantically through
her hair. “Find him with one of your shapes!” Her fingers came up as empty as her heart. Fssa and Kirtn were
gone. She was alone. XXFor an instant Rheba was paralyzed. Around her was nothing
but fire reflected and reinforced by a thousand mirrors. At her feet was the
dark face of death. It was Deva all over again, a hell she had revisited too
many times in her nightmares. She was a child once more, helpless, her arms and
face blistered by the same fires that had consumed her parents before her eyes. Kirtn had ended that nightmare by running in and sweeping
her out of the burning ruins of her childhood. But he was gone now. There was
no one to take her out of the smoking ashes of despair. This was a new
nightmare, a worse one. A hall of mirrors where only death and a fire dancer
were real. There was nothing to do but dance, alone. Flames of pure gold swept over her body as she began her
dance. Her hair was a seething corona, her hands incandescent with akhenet
lines. She took the wild energy of the Redis hall and synchronized it into
coherent light. Then she took the light and used it to shatter the illusions reflected
endlessly around her. Mirrored wails and floor shifted, shrank, tilted, trying to
turn her weapon against her by changing the angle of the returning energy.
Light scattered wildly. Part of her own dance rebounded, burning her. She
wished futilely for Kirtn’s sustaining partnership or Fssa’s protective ability
to absorb heat, but she had only her fear and her dance. So she danced while the walls slid closer, the better to
turn her own fire against her. Grimly, she transformed random energy into disciplined fire.
She concentrated on a single wall, not caring whether it was real or illusory,
certain only that somewhere beyond the mirrors lay a way out. She danced savagely,
yet well within her own control. She had not forgotten the zoolipt. She did not
want its interference, however well meant. She knew if she stopped dancing the
walls would close in and crush her. She doubted that the zoolipt knew it,
though. For that reason she did not try to tap the dissonant core
that was the major source of the hall’s power. She had to satisfy the demands
of her dance with the energies sleeting freely through the Redis clan building.
She was not sure she could control the core if she did tap it. If she could
not, she would incinerate the hall and herself with it—unless the zoolipt
stopped her dance. And it certainly would stop her if she approached the core
as she should, slowly, learning its nature by burning herself when she guessed
wrong. There was only one way she could evade her unwelcome monitor.
She could simply grab the core. There would be a single searing instant of
holocaust unleashed before the zoolipt could intervene, a dancer burning out of
control, burning to ash and gone. Only as a final resort would she crack the
core and die, destroying everything within reach of her fire, including Kirtn
lost somewhere beyond the mirrors. Until that moment came she would dance, and hope. As though at a distance she saw herself a living flame in
the center of deadly energies, and the room shrinking around her. In front of
her a mirrored surface shattered and smoked blackly. The wall on which the
reflective illusion had been based burned with the acrid smell of plastics and
the cleaner scent of wood. Instantly the other mirrors blackened. Whoever controlled
the illusions must have realized that the mirrors were aiding her dance. She
assumed k’Masei shaped the illusions. It was like a tyrant to use illusions to
enslave and kill. There was a pause, a sense of ingathering like the silence
before a storm shifted and attacked from a new quarter. Instinctively she built
a defensive cage of energy around herself, for she had no Bre’n to protect her
back. Suddenly a cataract of invisible demand beat on her. Her defensive
cage bristled and flamed until she stood like a torch in the center of a
starless night. There was no light around her that she had not created, no companionship
except her own dance. Part of her mind screamed for her lost Bre’n; but the akhenet
part of her coldly ransacked her surroundings for a power source great enough
to vaporize illusions. Her immaterial questing brushed a familiar energy source, a
simple electromagnetic generator that powered the Redis food machines. The
machines were off, cold, but the generator itself vibrated with life. She drained it between one breath and the next. She burned. A new figure formed in front of the metal-reinforced wall
she was trying to destroy. A man, tall and powerful, more familiar than her own
hands. Kirtn. She leaped toward him, incoherent with joy. He laughed and hugged
her— —and she screamed, for there was nothing inside his mind,
nothing more to him than the textures of flesh and fur, yellow eyes, and his
warm lips speaking Yhelle words she could not understand. Not Kirtn. Illusion. Yet she could not bring herself to burn it down. She shaped
her dance so that deadly fire divided around the false Kirtn. Behind the Bre’n
illusion the wall smoldered and smoked, slowly catching fire. Streamers of fire
from her reinforced the reluctant flames. Kirtn’s image expanded suddenly, blocking off the wall. Her
dance faltered when his image smoked and burned and screamed Yhelle pleas she
could not understand. She closed her eyes and ears and let fire rain down. If
the Tyrant k’Masei wanted to protect that wall with Kirtn’s likeness, then she
wanted to reduce the wail to a smoking memory. The screams stopped. She opened her eyes and saw a sheet of
fire where the wall had been. The illusion of Kirtn was gone. Automatically she
fed the flames, streamers of energy pouring out from her as the wall consumed
itself. She did not know how much longer she could dance before the zoolipt
stopped her. The stench of her own hands burning was strong in the air. She
knew she should feel pain, but did not. The loss of Kirtn consumed everything
else. The wall trembled, then began to collapse. From behind its
rapidly cooling metal skeleton came a scream. A running man crossed the room
and dove beneath the surface of a bathing pool. The scream, more than the
water, saved his life. She had seen too many Senyasi and Bre’ns burn to death
beneath Deva’s unstable sun. Reflexively she called back her fire. In the next
instant she cursed herself for being conned by yet another of the
Tyrant’s endless illusions. She was alone in a room full of steam. She waited until the
cooler air of the hall took away the hot vapors. Behind her was a passageway
lined with scorched, broken shards. Around her a luxurious room emerged from
dissipating steam. To her right a man bobbed to the surface of the bathing pool
and watched her with more curiosity than fear. “Where did the Stones find your template?” he asked in
Yhelle. When she did not answer, he repeated the question in Universal. “I’m real,” she said in the same language, “as k’Masei will
find out to his grief.” “You speak Universal! You’re not an illusion!” Rheba looked at him curiously. “Why does speaking Universal
make me real?” “The Stones only speak Yhelle, so their illusions only speak
Yhelle, too.” The man’s voice was reasonable. It was only his words that
did not make sense; Ecstasy Stones did not speak at all. She was about to point
out that fact when she remembered how she had recognized that Kirtn was an
illusion. He had spoken Yhelle. Her thoughts continued to their inevitable
conclusion as she walked toward the man in the pool. “You’re real, too,” she said. “Of course,” he said in a startled voice, as though it had
never occurred to him that someone might mistake him for an illusion. “Are you
finished?” “Finished?” “Burning things. I’d like to come out. They never get the water
warm enough for me.” She felt laughter twist in her throat. With an effort she controlled
herself, recognizing the difference between humor and hysteria. “You must be
real,” she said in a strangled voice. “You’re crazier than any illusion I’ve
seen yet.” Then, realizing that he was stilt waiting. “Come out. I won’t burn
you.” Shivering, the man walked out of the pool. He was her
height, thin, and as pale as every Yhelle she had ever seen shorn of
illusionist facade. He wiped off excess water with his hands, shivering
violently. “I don’t suppose you could dry me off without scorching me? Or start
a small fire?” he asked in an apologetic tone, “It’s cold with that draft where
the wall used to be.” She reached for a rich robe that was draped over a nearby
chair. Her hand went through both robe and chair. She made a startled sound and
examined the rest of the room closely. Beneath a thin sheen of illusions, the
room was a spartan cell. She looked back toward the shivering man and opened
her mouth to ask a hundred questions. He shivered miserably. In the silence she could hear his
teeth chattering. He would not be able to answer her questions until he was
warm enough to unlock his jaw. She would have to dry him off despite her
tiredness. Dancing alone had drained her of everything except fear for her
Bre’n. If she helped the half-mad illusionist, would he help her in’ return? “Hold still,” she said, concentrating. She had not had to
dry off anyone for a long time. On board the Devalon, the ship’s
machinery took care of such things. The air around the man shimmered and shifted. Flames appeared
above his skin and hair, close enough to warm but not to burn. The flames
startled him into moving incautiously. He yelped as the fire came too close,
instantly the flames vanished. He waited without moving, but the fire did not
reappear. “Dry enough?” asked Rheba, fighting weakness and the zoolipt’s
seductive tugs on her eyelids. “Thanks,” he said, making a small gesture of embarrassment.
He smiled shyly. “This is the first time I’ve been warm since they threw me in
here.” He looked beyond her. “Where’s your guide?” “Dead.” His face brightened. “How did you do it?” Before she could
answer, questions poured out of him. “Don’t you feel any pressure? Don’t you
want to go back into the hall? Don’t you see pictures of Ecstasy Stones in your
mind? How can you just stand there? Aren’t they calling to you? Don’t you just have
to go to them?” “The Ecstasy Stones don’t affect me,” she said, pushing back
a yawn with a half-burned hand that healed even as she noticed it.. “Why are
you—” He laughed and clapped his hands, interrupting her. “Another
immune! No no, let me talk,” he said quickly, all but babbling with joy. “It’s
been so long. You can’t know how lonely it’s been with only my own thin illusions
and the Stones’ constant whispering. Do they know you’re here? Oh, that’s what
you were fighting, wasn’t it? Don’t worry, pretty stranger.” He began skipping
in place, giggling. “They can’t control an immune, no no no, they can’t, no
no—” “That’s enough!” snapped Rheba, corking the man’s bubbling
hysteria with a snarl and a warning surge of fire. “Sorry,” he sighed, chagrin and joy warring on his face. Another gesture, apology and self-deprecation in a graceful
turn of his pate hand. “You just don’t know—” “—and I don’t care,” interrupted Rheba brutally. All she
cared about now was her Bre’n and a Fssireeme more fantastic than any Yhelle
illusion. “Do you know a way out of here?” He tipped his head one way and then another as though seeing
her for the first time. “Would I be here if I knew a’ way out?” he asked
gently. “Is there a way out?” she countered swiftly,
realizing her mistake in phrasing her question. “Oh yes. The Stones always give you a choice.” “Good,” she said grimly. “Not really. You don’t know what the choice is.” “But you’re going to tell me.” The man tipped his head back, studying a ceiling that was no
different from the floor. “You can worship the Stones. Then you won’t want to
leave anymore and the problem of choice is solved.” Rheba grimaced and made a gesture of rejection. “Or,” continued the man, looking at her with eyes that were
green-flecked brown, not white at all, “you can be disillusioned.” “Worship or disillusionment? Some choice.” She looked back
at him with eyes that were more gold with every passing moment. If she were not
so tired she would be burning. As it was, tiny flames flickered raggedly over
her akhenet lines. “Which did you chose?” “Neither. Tin immune.” He smiled unhappily. “So they took
away my clan instead. I don’t worship and I’m not disillusioned—but I might as
well be for all the good I can do against them.” The room began to turn slowly around her. It was not an
illusion. The zoolipt was warning her that she would be better off sitting
down. She began to fight, only to be attacked by itching behind her eyes. It
seemed that Itch and the zoolipt could collaborate at times. The thought did
not comfort her much as she collapsed on the floor’s hard surface. She pushed herself upright, ignoring the grainy feeling in
back of her eyes. She had to get out of here and find Kirtn. The first part of
the thought brought a redoubled attack from Itch. The second part, finding
Kirtn, brought a bit of relief. Was Itch trying to tell her that getting out of
here right away was not the same as getting closer to finding Kirtn? Blessed coolness. Itch agreed, Rheba groaned with relief. “Are you all right?” asked the man, bending over her, but
cautiously. She was still radiating heat from her strenuous solo dance. “All right,” she sighed. “Tired.” “Oh, then you’d better rest. You won’t be able to steal the
Stones unless you’re strong and alert.” “Steal the Stones?” she asked, feeling like a wan echo of
the illusionist. “Of course.” Then, anxiously, “isn’t that why you’re here?
To steal the Ecstasy Stones for the Libs?” “No, I—” A savage attack-of itching doubled her over, clawing
at her eyes. “Stop!” she cried. Itch stopped. The man waited, his expression that of mingled curiosity and
fear. “You aren’t here to steal the Ecstasy Stones?” he asked, disappointment
clear in his voice. She sensed Itch poised behind her eyes, waiting to strike. “I
didn’t think that was why I came here,” said Rheba cautiously, speaking more to
Itch than to illusionist, “but I’m willing to negotiate. I want my Bre’n—and my
friends—alive and free.” Itch made no move to disagree. The man, who knew nothing of what lay behind her eyes,
asked, “Did your friends go to the Stones?” “I think so. As soon as I let go of Kirtn, he ran away. He
must have taken Fssa with him, or else the snake followed. As for i’sNara and
f’lTiri ... they came to steal the Stones.” “Were they immune?” “I doubt it.” The man made a sad gesture. “Then they won’t be back. None
of them. What the Stones seduce, they keep. If you want your friends back,
you’ll have to break the Stones’ power by stealing some. Individually, they’re
not nearly as strong as they are collectively.” Rheba remembered the single Ecstasy Stone she had inadvertently
caged in the hall. She looked at the man in sudden speculation. His eyes had
not changed, still brown flecked with green, not white. His own eyes, not
Stones’ reflections. Yet—“Who are you? How do you know so much about the Stones?’ “Oh,” he made one of the self-deprecating gestures that she
was coming to associate with him, “I’m the master snatcher who brought the
Stones together.” “You? But I thought k’Masei the Tyrant was the one who gathered
all the Ecstasy Stones.” He smiled lopsidedly. “That’s me. But my name is k’Masei the
Fool.” XXIRheba’s glowing lines dimmed and sputtered out from sheer
surprise. She could not believe that the modest, gently crazy illusionist in
front of her was the fearsome man known as k’Masei the Tyrant. “You?” she said weakly, looking at his odd eyes and rumpled
hair and trying not to laugh. “Tyrant?” “Is that really what they call me now?” he asked in a sorrowful
voice. “That’s even worse than being called a fool. What else do they say about
me?” “I was told,” she said carefully, “that you were the Liberation
clan’s master snatcher.” He smiled wistfully. “I was.” “I was also told that you were a traitor to your clan.” Her
voice was even, her eyes intent. “I was told that you took the Libs’ best
Ecstasy Stones and gave them to the Redis.” K’Masei sighed. “The Libs still don’t understand, do they?” “They never will,” she said bluntly. “They’re dead.” He winced. When his expression smoothed again, he looked
older. “I—” He cleared his throat and began again. “There are some things you
should know if you’re going to try to steal Ecstasy Stones. You are going
to try, aren’t you?” “I don’t have much choice, do I?” muttered Rheba. Her lips
thinned to a line as she thought of Itch’s torments. It was better than
thinking about Kirtn, caught and held by forces she did not understand. Anything
was better than thinking about that, even Itch. “I’ll do whatever I can to free
my Bre’n,” she said. Her voice was calm but her akhenet lines pulsed, telling
of dancer agitation. “What’s a Bre’n?” She opened her mouth but no easy words of explanation came.
Finally she said simply, “A man.” “Slave?” “My Bre’n, but not my slave. Just as I’m his dancer.”
She looked at the massed, intricate lines of power swirling up from her
fingertips to her shoulders. “He’s as much a part of me as my arms. More. If
you cut off my arms I’d still live.” “Then I can’t talk you out of going after the Stones?” “I thought you wanted me to steal them.” “Oh, I do. It’s just ... you’re quite beautiful, you know.
Can’t they send someone ugly?” Rheba choked off an impulse to laugh and cry at the same
time. “I’m alone. There’s no ‘they’ sending me after the Stones.” “Then you’re not Lib?” “I told you. All the Libs are dead.” He looked away for a long moment. When he looked back, his
eyes were more dark than green. “In that case,” he said, “you’d better listen
very carefully. The more you know about the Stones, the better your chance of
surviving. Although,” he sighed, “I must tell you that you’ve little chance at
all. Certainly none that I’d wager my worst illusion oh.” “I don’t have any time to waste listening to tales,” said
Rheba, ignoring the sudden itch behind her eyes. “Kirtn—my Bre’n—” Her voice
squeezed into silence. “The Stones won’t hurt your Bre’n,” said k’Masei. “At least,
not right away. I’m not even sure that the Stones mean to hurt anyone at all.
They’re just”—his pale hands described random curves—“ignorant. Or maybe they
don’t care.” “How much time does Kirtn have?” “Once, I would have said months. Then it was weeks. Days.
Now ... surely an hour or two?” He looked sadly at her. “Is your Bre’n strong?” “Yes. Stronger even than he looks, and he would make four of
you.” “Then,” sighing, “if he doesn’t go crazy he’ll be all right
for a few hours.” “I won’t wait that long.” “Listen to me.” he said, turning suddenly and bending very
close, so close that she saw her akhenet lines glowing in his eyes. “Getting
yourself enchanted or killed won’t help your Bre’n. They nearly got me, and I’m
immune too.” “Immune. Whit does that mean?” she said impatiently. “You don’t feel the Stones calling to you? Not at all?” She frowned. “Since Kirtn has gone ... sometimes, far away,
I hear beautiful singing. I’d like to go and find it. Is that what you mean?” “Is it hard to resist going out and looking?” “No. Just an urge that comes and goes.” He smiled. “You’re lucky. It’s worse for me, but I’m used to
it. That’s what immunity is. They can’t control your mind. That’s what made me
a master snatcher. As you can see”—a wave toward the room’s slender
illusions—“I’m not Serriolia’s best illusionist. But I’m not bemused by Ecstasy
Stones, either. My friends would dress me up in their best illusions, I’d sneak
into other clans, and I’d come back with Ecstasy Stones. “I decided,” he said, settling onto the floor next to her,
“that in order to break into the Redis clan hall, I’d have to come under cover
of the Stones that the Redis didn’t own.” “What went wrong?” “Oh, nothing.” He smiled wryly. “It went all too well. I
brought a double handful of Ecstasy into the Redis hall. When I got there and
saw the Redis Stones, I realized that there were more than I could carry in a
single trip. The only logical thing to do was to leave my Stones there.” “Logical?” said Rheba, her voice rising. “I told you I was a fool.” K’Masei sighed. “I didn’t know
then that the Stones could get into your mind. I thought it was my own idea to
leave my Stones there. Then I thought that if only every Ecstasy Stone
in Serriolia was brought to the hall, the love would overflow to the point that
it wouldn’t matter who possessed the Stones—Redis” or Libs or Yaocoons.
Everyone would hold them in common and we’d be just one big happy clan. And
maybe, just maybe. I’d be able to feel the love that everyone else was raving
about.” He closed his eyes. “Only a fool believes in his own illusions.
By definition, I was a fool.” His eyes opened. He stared at her. “Are you sure
you’re real?” he asked softly. “I don’t want to believe in any more of my own
illusions.” “I’m real,” she said impatiently. “What happened after you
finished stealing Ecstasy Stones? When did you realize you were being used?” “When people stayed and starved rather than leave the
Stones. Ecstasy seems to be ... addictive.” He shivered, though he was dry and
the room was warm again. “I tried to separate the Stones, to make it the way it
used to be. But it was too late. The Stones had learned about illusions, or
maybe they had always known. Anyway,” he said softly, “they’re very good. When
I went to separate the Stones, they were never where they seemed to be. They
wrapped illusions around me until I nearly strangled. “When I woke up, they told me that if I tried to separate them
again, they’d kill me. They liked being together, you see.” “They told you that? They really speak?” “Oh, not in so many words. I just had a very clear feeling
that they would kill me if I came into their physical presence again. I could
be wrong. I could be a coward as well as a fool. But if I’m not wrong and I go
back to the Stone room, I’m dead. That might solve my problem but it won’t free
Serriolia.” He looked at her, sad and smiling at the same time. “You see,
unless someone does something about the Stones, all of Serriolia will be sucked
into them. All of Yhelle’s best illusionists. Then we’ll be as helpless as fish
in a desert.” “Are Ecstasy Stones a race of First People?” asked Rheba.
Before k’Masei could answer. Itch went to work on her eyes. So far as Itch was
concerned, the answer was no. “I don’t think so,” said k’Masei, “But I’m no expert on the
Five Peoples.” “What do the Stones want with the people they attract?” “If I knew that, I might know how to stop them. All I know
is that the Stones use people, somehow. I’ve seen things ... illusions are
rampant in Serriolia, more and better illusions than we created before the
Ecstasy Stones were united. But such illusions should be impossible, because
nearly all the illusionists in Serriolia are here, held by Ecstasy Stones. If
illusionists aren’t creating what I’ve seen, the Stones must be.” Rheba stared at his pale, earnest face. He seemed to expect
some comment from her, but she did not know what to say. “Don’t you understand?” he said, leaning very close to her
again. “Except for the Yaocoons and a few resistant members of other clans, there
is no one left in Serriolia. Only illusions roam free. When the
Yaocoons are absorbed and the city is enslaved, what next? The rest of Yhelle’s
city-islands? The whole planet? Maybe the whole Equality?” “How do you know that only illusions inhabit Serriolia?”
said Rheba, concentrating on the part of his words that she thought might help
her free Kirtn. She did not understand the rest of what k’Masei was saying. Nor
did she care to. She wanted her Bre’n; she would have him no matter what she
had to burn. “How do you know who’s free and who isn’t? Aren’t you a prisoner
here?” “The veil window still works,” said k’Masei, indicating the
far wall with a nod of his head. “At least it used to. Lately all I’ve gotten
is the Stone room.” “That’s all anybody gets out of the veil,” she said bitterly. “The veil only goes to Redis territory unless you’re strong
and smart enough to wrestle another portal out of it. We weren’t.” She surged
to her feet with startling speed. Her lines of power flickered raggedly. “Show
me the Stone room,” she demanded. “Wait. I haven’t told you everything.” “Then talk while you show me,” she snapped. “We’re wasting
time.” Itch disagreed. Rheba snarled soundlessly. K’Masei, assuming
he was the focus of her anger, hastened to activate the veil window. “Is it two-way?” she asked, standing next to him as colors
blurred and ran over the oval face of the window. “Can the other side see
through to us?” “No. But—” His voice died abruptly. Frowning, he concentrated on the veil window. His hands
moved over buttons that could have been controls. Colors twisted, slid down
diagonals of white, blurred, shuddered and did everything except make a
coherent picture. K’Masei muttered something in Yhelle. Rheba suspected that
even if Fssa had been present, he would not have translated the words. She
leaned closer, eyes straining to make something out of the jigging, incoherent
colors. “They won’t let me see anything except them,” said
k’Masei hoarsely, but he tried another combination anyway. Then, with a final
hissed phrase, he abandoned his attempt to control the veil window. Immediately, shapes condensed out of chaos. A room came into
focus, a room huge beyond reason and crowded beyond bearing, a room where no
one moved, no one spoke, a room where all eyes were focused on a mound of glittering
crystals resting on a mirrored pillar. No. Not quite a mound. The piled crystals hinted at symmetries
foreign to Fourth People, manipulations of space that existed just beyond
Rheba’s ability to see or perhaps even imagine. There were arches ... or were
they arcs of fight? There were stairs that went up forever, yet terminated
below the level of the first step. There was a tunnel that expanded into
infinity and at the same time doubled back, chasing and catching itself through
dimensions that had no names. The piled Stones had built, and were still building, a
crystal universe in miniature. Or was it merely a miniature? Could it be something
much greater that she simply lacked the eyes to see? Rheba forced herself to look away from the endless crystal
fascinations of the Ecstasy Stones. Only then did she notice the sea of faces
adrift in the huge room, a sea whose only shore was the glittering island that
she would not look upon again. Nebulous eddies of light connected the Stones with the faces
of their worshipers. Many of the faces close to the Stones were emaciated,
mouths slack, eyes dead white. Farther away, pressing inward, the faces
gradually became more human, colors of flesh and eyes that were alive. Two of the faces, at the edge of the crowded room were familiar:
i’sNara and F’lTiri. She looked at them for only an instant, though. Towering
above them was her Bre’n, a bemused Fssireeme dangling from his neck and a
Zaarain construct scintillating brilliantly across his chest. But Kirtn was motionless, a man bound hand and soul in
unspeakable ecstasy, beyond even the reach of his dancer; she would touch him
but she could not. Kirtn, where are you? Gradually Rheba became aware of k’Masei’s voice speaking
softly to her, trying to call her back from whatever terrible place she had gone. “It wasn’t always like that. People used to come and go, eat
and sleep, do something other than ...” ... hang suspended on the Ecstasy Stones’ shimmering promises.
Her thought was like bile, like the bitter fear congealing into ice along
her akhenet lines, darkness where light should be. “Then something happened. Too many people, maybe. Or just
enough. The crystals ... changed. The biggest ones went dark. Dead, I guess.” Rheba’s eyes itched in denial, but she said nothing. She
could not. Like her Bre’n, she was suspended in the endless moment of discovery.
Unlike her Bre’n, it was not ecstasy she savored but the agony of losing him. “After that,” continued k’Masei, “the Stones were calmer,
less powerful, I guess. Then one of the Soldiers of Ecstasy came into the Stone
room. When he left, he was carrying the dark stones. I don’t know where he ...” ... took them to the Liberation hall, despair rather than
ecstasy for enemies of the Stones. Her eyes itched, denying
her conclusions. She hardly noticed. Kirtn was filling her mind, her enthralled
Bre’n like ice flowing where fire should be. “... doesn’t really matter. Without the dark stones. Ecstasy
was rampant. People would come drifting into the room, dazed with love, and
they would stay until they died. I think the Stones didn’t understand Fourth
Person physiology. After a while they learned, though. They let people come and
go, eat and drink and sleep, but not often and not enough.” Cold crept over her body, sliding through veins and lines,
the antithesis of fire claiming her as she stared at skeletal faces, dulled
eyes, slack mouths drooling ... and one of them would be her Bre’n unless she ...
but what could she do, a dancer alone? What could anyone do against alien
ecstasy? Her eyes burned, tears and cold and itching alike. “The more people who came, the greater the Stones’ power.
And the greater their power, the more people came,” said k’Masei, letting out
his breath in a long sigh. “Cycle without end, but not aimless. The Stones have
a purpose—I’m sure of it. I just don’t know what it is.” She hardly heard through the fear beating in her veins. And
the itching ... the itching would drive her crazy before the Stones drove Kirtn
out of his mind. Or were Itch and Ecstasy Stones one and the same? “When the Stones talk to you,” she said hoarsely, grabbing
his arm, “what does it feel like?” “What do you mean?” “If they don’t communicate with words, how do you know what
they want?” “You just ... know.” He frowned at the grim picture revealed by the veil window
and moved as though to shut it off. Her fingers tightened with a strength that
drew a sound of protest from him. She did not hear, or if she heard, she did
not care. He moved away from the cutoff switch and stared at the alien woman
whose eyes had become wholly gold. “How do you know what the Stones want?” she demanded. She
did not want to ask outright about Itch, but she did not have time or
temperament to be coy, either. “Do you feel hot or cold when the Stones speak?
Does it sound like rainbows or silence? Do your teeth or knuckles hurt? Does
your scalp itch? How about the back of your eyes?” K’Masei, who had been looking more and more brightened at
her last words. “I don’t know about the rest, but when Ghosts talk to you, I’m
told that it makes the back of your eyes itch.” “Ghosts?” she said hoarsely, “Ghosts? Ice and ashes! The
last thing I need now is some freezing fairy tale riding my mind!” She groaned
and said beneath her breath, “Itch, is it true?” Coolness spread behind her eyes, telling her that it was
true. Itch was a member of that near-mythical division of life called Fifth People;
or, irreverently, Ghosts. Shuddering, Rheba put her face in her hands and wondered
what else could go wrong. XXII“What else do you know about Ghosts?” asked Rheba, lifting
her head to confront the man who called himself k’Masei the Fool. “Why? The Stones aren’t Ghosts,” he added quickly, as though
to reassure her. “The back of my eyes itch,” she said succinctly. “Oh,” he said, looking at her as though she were an interesting
specimen and he a collector. “Do you have a Ghost?” “Yes,” snarling, “and the damn thing itches enough to drive
me crazy!” K’Masei blinked and backed away a bit, startled by her vehemence.
“It’s just trying to get you to listen. After a while it will give up and go
away. Ghosts can’t talk to us, but they keep trying. They’re harmless, though,”
he said soothingly. “We’ve had them as long as we’ve had Ecstasy Stones and
they haven’t hurt us yet. The Ghosts, I mean.” Rheba winced, hardly reassured. The Ecstasy Stones had not
hurt the illusionists for eight Cycles, either. But that had changed,
drastically. “What else do you know about Ghosts?” she said, not sure that she
wanted to hear. K’Masei half closed his eyes as he concentrated. His lips
moved while he sorted through his memories of history and legends in a tow vpice. “Twelfth Cycle? Tenth? No. Ninth. We’ve had Stones
and Ghosts since the Ninth Cycle. In fact, legend has it that they came to
Yhelle together, riding in the ship of our greatest explorer. I can’t remember
her name. She also brought those odd ferns. Did you see the elegant ferns on
Reality Street?” Rheba remembered her delight in the plants and cursed
herself as a fool. Apparently she had inhaled a Ghost as well as the fern’s fey
fragrance. K’Masei smiled vaguely and made a dismissing gesture. “But
that was a long, long time ago. Nobody knows anything for sure about Ghosts
except that they exist and the best time to see them is during a thunderstorm.”
His smile thinned. “We don’t know much more than that about the Stones. At
least, we didn’t up until now. We though! they loved us.” “You were wrong,” said Rheba dryly. “Yes. We believed in our own illusions,” said k’Masei, lips
twisting in a bittersweet smile. “Epithet for a race of fools.” She stared at the veil window, listening to k’Masei with
only half her mind. Kirtn was there, unmoving, trapped. And she was here,
restless, a Ghost riding the back of her eyes. Friend or enemy, both or
neither—what stake did Itch have in this game being played with deadly crystal
markers? What do you want from me. Itch? There was no answer, of course. It was not a yes or no question. Why me? But that was the wrong kind of question, too. Rheba gathered her mind as she had been taught to gather energy.
When she no longer felt like laughing or crying or screaming, she asked the
only question that mattered to her: Will you help me free my Bre’n? Coolness came, sweet delight and ... anticipation? Apparently
Itch would be pleased to ally herself with a Fourth Person. Rheba wanted to ask how Itch could help against the
compelling perfection of the Ecstasy Stones, but it was the wrong kind of
question again. No simple answer. And, perhaps, no answer at all. Itch was as
alien as the zoolipt, and even more ignorant of her needs. The best she could
hope for was that Itch would stay out of her way when she began to dance. That
was more than the zoolipt had managed to do. Suddenly, blue flashed across the faces of the Ecstasy
Stones, riveting her attention on the veil window. Around the edges of the
room, faces blurred and moved like statues sunk beneath disturbed water.
Something had happened, something that stretched the hold of the Ecstasy Stones
over their worshipers. In that fluid instant Kirtn quivered, a wild animal straining
at a leash. His mind was an ache in her bones, his anger and fear and rage,
Bre’n rage sliding toward suicidal rez. Then the blue blush faded
from the Stones and her Bre’n was motionless once more. She was alone with
echoes of agony quivering in her marrow. But she had learned something. Though the Ecstasy Stones
held her Bre’n, he was not pleased by their embrace. She stared at the screen with unblinking eyes, eyes where
fire grew with each breath, each heartbeat, energy streaming into her, answering
her unconscious demands. Pale-gold flames coursed over her akhenet lines,
telling of energy doubled and redoubled and redoubled again, answering silent
dancer commands. Her hands were gold now, no flesh showing, replete with
fire. Yet still she stared at the veil window. If she burned the Redis hall to
the last glass tile— She jerked her head and cried out as Itch attacked her eyes.
“Shut up!” screamed Rheba. “I can’t think with you clawing at my eyes!” Itch retreated, but no coolness came. The Ghost was waiting
to see where Rheba’s thoughts might lead. The implication was clear. If Rheba’s
thoughts went where the Ghost did not want to go, the itching punishment would
return. Half-wild, Rheba looked at the beautiful hell framed by the
veil window. She sensed k’Masei staring al her, wanting to know what she was
going to do, but she had no more time to talk to either tyrant or fool. She had
to think, and think not as a dancer but as a Senyas engineer. She knew her own power. She could transform the Redis building
to slag, and the Ecstasy Stones with it; hut this was not a Loo dungeon or a
Zaarain machine that stood between her and her Bre’n. Think. What would happen
to the worshipers when Ecstasy shattered and its shards burned to bitter ash
inside their minds? Would the Fourth People die as the Stones died ... or would
something worse happen to the captives of Ecstasy? A cool glow of agreement suffused her eyes, telling her what
she did not want to know. Something worse would happen to the captives, to
Kirtn. It would have been so much easier simply to burn the hall to ash and
gone. If she was not allowed to do that, what could she do? And what of the Ghost, friend or enemy or both or neither?
What could such a being do, a Fifth Person who inhabited some bizarre interface
between reality and illusion, part of both and belonging to neither? She shook her head, turning her hair into pure flames. She must
do something. She must do—what? What could she do?” (listen) If she could just— (listen) With an anguished sound, she looked away from the veil window
where Kirtn was being cruelly slashed by ecstasy, bleeding until he died. Her
hands clenched. Even through fire, she felt sharp edges of crystal cutting between
her akhenet lines. She opened her hands. Caged worry stones pooled darkly
between lines of fire. Why had she taken them out of her pocket? (free them) The idea came to her like a whisper among raging flames.
Before she had time to consider, she began taking back the fragile cage around
one of the worry stones. At that instant she realized the whisper had come from
behind her eyes. Akhenet lines blazed. Instantly she was wrapped in a defensive
cloak of energy that was similar to the glowing cage around the worry stones. “What are you, Itch?” she said between her teeth. “Are you
one of them after all?” No answer came, neither itch nor cool nor that slight sense
of waiting she had come to associate with the Ghost’s silent anticipation of
the right question. “Can’t get to me now, can you?” asked Rheba, triumph burning
as brightly as fire in her voice. Nothing answered her except k’Masei, his voice strained, fearful.
“Where did you get those?” he asked, staring at the worry stones lying darkly
within her fire. She looked at him with eyes that burned, but he hardly noticed. “Are they the same?” he muttered, bending over her hands and
peering between pale fire and akhenet lines. “They’re the right sizes. They
look the same except for the weird gold lines around them.” Excitement rose in
his voice. “Are they?” he demanded of her, touching her and burning himself and
not caring. “Are they the ones the Soldiers of Ecstasy took out of here?” He was almost shouting at her, more animated than she had
ever seen him. “I got them from the ruins of the Liberation clan hall,” she said. K’Masei made a long sound of satisfaction. “They’re the
same.” He laughed softly. “The same!” “What do you know about them?” she demanded, holding a
radiant hand beneath his nose. She was almost afraid to hope that she had finally
found something she could use to free Kirtn. “Are they a weapon?” He looked at her with wide dark eyes. Excitement drained out
of him. “I don’t know,” he admitted. “All I know is that the Stones didn’t want
them around or they wouldn’t have sent them away.” He sighed. “Seeing them here
... can’t you understand? It’s the first time something has gone wrong for the
Stones.” Rheba stared at the worry stones in her hands. For a moment
she had hoped she had found the answer. Now she would have to defeat the Stones
in “another way, one at a time, the way she had done in the burning hall outside. But there were so many Ecstasy Stones to cage one by one,
each sucking away her power. She might do it if the zoolipt did not interfere.
Might. It would stop her if she burned too hard, and she would have to burn
very hard to cage even a few of those Stones. The zoolipt did not understand
that it was better to dance and chance fiery extinction than to live in icy
eternity without her Bre’n.... When she looked up, K’Masei flinched away from her eyes. She
hardly noticed. “In the hall,” she said, her voice too cold for a fire dancer,
“there’s a dead illusion holding a crystal. Bring the crystal to me.” She did not see him go. She stood watching the veil window
through the vague flickering that was her defensive shield against Ghosts.
Kirtn had not moved since that one tiny instant when blue raced through the
room. No one had moved. Nothing looked alive but the eerie glittering crystals
heaped on the mirrored table, bizarre pseudolife building an interface between
universes that had never been meant to touch. Only Rainbow seemed to move. It had become a double strand
of uncanny light suspended from Kirtn’s neck. Rainbow scintillated pure colors,
but none so primal as the yellow blaze of Bre’n eyes. She had seen that color before,
when his mind was poised on the edge of rez, death refined and
purified into the color of rage in his eyes. She remembered Satin, the deadly psi master who had wanted
Kirtn to warm her nights ... Satin had said that she could kill Kirtn but not
control him. What if the Stones were no different? What if Kirtn tore his mind
apart fighting against what he could not control while she stood and
watched and wondered what a mad triangle of Ghost and zoolipt and fire dancer
could do? “Here,” said k’Masei, thrusting his hand toward her. “Take
it.” Slowly her eyes focused on him. He was more pale than before,
sweating and trembling. There was a wildness in his eyes like a trapped animal.
Like Kirtn. With shaking hands, she put all but one of the worry stones into
her pocket before she held out an empty palm to k’Masei. He gave her the Stone
hurriedly, snatching back his hand before he burned himself on her skin. “They didn’t want me to give that Stone to you,” said
k’Masei, sagging against a chair whose illusions of comfort were all but transparent.
Fear and triumph fought to control his face. “But I brought it anyway.” “Thank you,” she said absently, staring at the two crystals
in her hands. One dark, one light, both caged in dancer fire. She thought of
the battle in the hall, when she had poured enormous energy into building a
cage around an illusion, only to discover that she had trapped an Ecstasy
Stone. Just one small Stone. So much energy to restrain it. Just
one. Unwillingly she measured the heaped brilliance shown by the veil window
against the Fingernail-sized crystal in her hand. So small. So much effort.
There must be a better way to defeat Ecstasy Stones than one by one by one.
Perhaps if she knew more about the Stones.... She stood for a long moment weighing each crystal in her
hand, stone and Stone, dark and white, despair and killing Ecstasy. In the end
she chose the dark, for despair was no stranger to someone who had survived
Deva’s death. “What are you going to do?” asked k’Masei, fear and hope
squeezing his voice until barely a whisper was left. “The Stones use energy. I’m a dancer. I use energy too.” She
looked up, saw that he did not understand. “I’m going to learn what makes these
crystals live. I’m going to try to untangle their patterns. Energy. That’s all
that life is. Energy.” She saw that he still did not understand. Fssa would have; Fssireemes
knew energy as well as Senyasi dancers did. But Fssa was with Kirtn, suspended
in killing Ecstasy. And she was here, alone but for a man who was neither
tyrant nor quite foot, merely human and very afraid. For a moment she pitied
him, knowing what was about to begin. “Run,” she said quietly, speaking through lips where akhenet
lines glowed like fine burning wires. “I’ll give you a minute, maybe two,” and
she closed her eyes against the sight of Kirtn torn between rez and
Ecstasy, for if she looked much longer at her Bre’n she would burn out of
control, “but no more; I can’t give you more time than that.” She looked at the
failed illusionist with eyes that blazed. “Run!” But he still did not understand. He sat, staring at her. “They won’t let me,” he said finally. She looked at the sullen stone in her hand and thought of
the Soldiers of Ecstasy and Redis illusionists who had fallen to a stone
smaller than this. “When f release this you’ll die,” she said simply. “I’d work
on the Ecstasy Stone first, but I’m afraid the others will use it against me.
I’m too close to them to take that chance. Distance matters to them. They
couldn’t control Kirtn until he came here.” She turned the full force of her
dancer eyes on the slight man who sat watching her. “Run away, k’Masei. There
aren’t any illusions left here for you.” “Don’t you understand yet?” he said, “I can’t. I’m a
prisoner here. Like you.” “I’m sorry,” she whispered, looking away from the eyes of
the man she would probably kill. She would not mean to, but he would die just
the same. “I have to know what these crystals are. I don’t know any other way
to defeat them. I do know f can’t control the worry stone without burning out
every wall in the room....” He tried to smite but could not. He understood now. She
would burn as she had when his wall melted. Only this time there would be no
wall to protect him from her fire. She reached for the electromagnetic generator she had used
fighting the illusion and his Stone. Energy answered her touch, humming in
husky resonance to her need. Apparently she had not damaged the machine when
she drained it of power. She hesitated, looking again at the pale illusionist
who had the bad luck to be trapped between a dancer and a Bre’n. “Get in the pool,” she said pityingly. “When I start to
dance—” He was moving before she finished. He remembered how he had
first seen her, the center of a firestorm that melted steel. He Sanded in the
bathing pool with a splash that sent water curling across the floor, wrapping
cool fingers around her bare toes. She hardly noticed, for energy was pouring
into her. She began to burn. XXIIIThe stone lay like a black tear in Rheba’s palm. Slowly,
carefully, she thinned the intricate energy barrier that reflected the worry
stone’s emanations back on itself. Though she felt nothing to show that the
cage was being drawn back into her akhenet lines, k’Masei begin to groan. Darkness oozed from the stone, absorbing Sight so completely
it seemed as if there was a hole in her hand leading to absolute emptiness.
There was nothing for her to see, no lines of energy for her to unravel and
understand. Baffled, she closed her eyes, straining to see the crystal with
other senses. All she found was numbing despair welling up, cold to the bottom
of the universe. The stone ached in her hand, freezing her wrist, sucking
light out of her akhenet lines. She took more power from the engine, sending it
into overload as it met her demands. She noticed only distantly. Her mind was
fastened on the needs of her intricate dance and the heat sink in her palm. She probed with immaterial fingers of energy, trying to discover
the nature of the worry stone, why it was a hole in the bottom of the universe
draining away light and life, a shortcut to entropy’s final triumph. Hints of a black network, power flowing, fleeting outlines
of entropy. So close, but she could not see. She needed more power, a deeper
dance, her Bre’n’s strong presence. Fire leaped wildly, upsetting the balance of her dance. She
drove all thought of Kirtn from her mind as she had driven all meaning from
k’Masei’s cries coming from beyond the flames. She could dance deeply alone.
She must, or she would dance alone until the zoolipt let her die. Power flowed into her, power drawn from a laboring engine. She
sensed the limits of her energy source but could do nothing except hope that
she learned what she needed before the engine melted itself into a crude metallic
puddle. She had to know what the worry stone’s dark lines were. She had to
trace that freezing network drawing warmth downward and the stone expanding
blackly, consuming everything ... hope frozen eternally in crystalline lattices
of entropy and despair, burned-out pathways of light and desire, a cold that
frozen time itself into motionless. The patterns were there, black on black, terrible and clear.
She had no words to describe them, but she did not need words. She had her
dance. Energy flowed between dancer and crystal, energy that began
to melt the engine’s heart with too-great demands. But the dance must go on.
The white building lights dimmed, then went black. Rheba noticed the change
only remotely. She was the hot core of fire, needing no illumination but her
own. The worry stone glimmered darkly on her incandescent palm.
The stone was uncaged, yet no longer overpowering, exuding only melancholy
rather than unbridled entropy. She could cage it again with a casual thought,
gold veins braiding over blackness; but she did not. It had taught her what she
needed to know, the crystal’s indescribable melding of mind and energy and time.
There was no need to cage the crystal again, damming and geometrically
increasing energies she could neither name nor control. She looked at her left hand, where the dead illusion’s
Ecstasy Stone waited to be examined in a holocaust of dancer fire. The Stone
was... changed. The veil of dancer light that had caged it was gone. The
Stone’s polished crystal faces beamed benignly, winking and whispering of her
beauty. She was reflected in all the Stone’s faces, her smile outshining their
crystal brilliance. Nowhere could she see the annihilating perfection that was
the essence of Ecstasy Stones. She put stone and Stone side by side in her hand. They were
no longer absolute black and terrible light. They were simply rare crystals
whose changing bright and dark faces had a symmetry that was reassuring rather
than frightening. (balanced) Her head jerked as the whisper caressed the back of her eyelids.
Her Ghost shield was gone, consumed by the far greater energies that had poured
through her. (others) The Ghost’s sigh was reluctant, but not as reluctant as Rheba’s
hands digging the other worry stones out of her pocket. They were utterly black
beneath their fragile cages of dancer fire; and with each second the stones
would get blacker, colder, deeper, the quintessence of entropy growing in her
hands. She stared in horrified fascination. She knew that if she released
the stones now even she would not be immune to their power. Yet she had no
other weapon to use against the massed Ecstasy Stones. “Where are the Stones, Itch?” she murmured. But even as she
asked, she sensed a subliminal pull, a mindless calling that came through the
wall where the veil window displayed the agonized face of her Bre’n. “That
close?” Coolness in her mind. For a moment longer she hesitated, considering whether or
not to build another Ghost shield. (please) A sense of more than one voice, a chorus of pleas asking,
promising, reassuring her that she did not need a shield. Blue rippled across the veil window like a soundless cry.
Close to the mirrored table two worshipers twisted and fell forward, their boneless
attitudes telling of death more clearly than any words could. (hurry) She did not need the spectral whispers to know that the Ecstasy
Stones were forcing the issue. Even as her hair began to lift, seeking other
energies to draw on, the faceted universe the Stones were building blurred.
When it was clear again, it was somehow larger. And three more people lay dead. She reached for the electromagnetic engine, but nothing
answered. It was as dead as the worshipers who had lived too long at the focal
point of Ecstasy. She sensed another source of power, one she had hoped to
avoid. The veil. Its energies were incompatible with dancer rhythms but very
powerful. She needed that power. Without it her dance would end before it began
and Kirtn would be frozen forever, caught between conflicting universes. For a moment she gathered her dance, shaping and
strengthening it for the violence to come. She could not ease up to the veil,
courting its partnership in choreographed moves of advance, touch and retreat.
She would have to attack, tearing the veil’s power out of accustomed pathways
and sucking it into her own akhenet lines in one terrible instant. it was the most dangerous way for a dancer to deal with asynchronous
energy, but it was the only way she could evade the zoolipt’s jealous
guardianship of her body. Once she was in the throes of violent dance, even the
zoolipt would know that stopping the dance would kill her more quickly and
surely than any veil energy could. She braced herself with feet wide apart, hands together and
cupped around black stones. She knew it was pointless to try to find an easy
passage to the Stones’ presence. Their illusions had the force of reality; they
could fool her endlessly. She would have to call down fire and walk toward them
on feet that scorched glass tiles, fire dancer burning alive. She reached for the veil’s pouring energies, calling them to
her in a soundless cataract of demand and response. She burst into flame,
streamers of gold and orange and white writhing as she fought to shape energies
she had not been meant to touch. Dissonance ripped through her, shaking her to
her core. The fragile cages on the worry stones thinned almost to
nonexistence as her energies were disrupted by contact with the veil. A gout of
black gushed up her arms, akhenet lines swallowed in a freezing instant, her energy
and life pouring into the black stones in her hands. Her scream could not be heard above the mindless roar of
fire. Energy ripped through her and sank into the stones. She was a living
conduit, a flesh-and-bone connection burning between unliving veil and
unknowable crystals. For an instant she writhed with the passage of energies
that would have consumed anyone but a Senyas dancer; and if it lasted more than
an instant, it would kill her, too. She grabbed on to the tatters of her control, took the
incoherent energies and hammered them into cages once again. The onslaught of
absolute cold stopped immediately. In a reflex as old as her earliest dancer
lessons, she threw away all the energy she did not need for caging the worry
stones. She had just enough control left to aim the fire at the wall in front
of her. The wall vaporized. Through the gaping, smoking hole she saw
the huge room where dazed worshipers stared at a crystal universe that grew
more alien and more powerful with each moment. Lights in the building blinked and died, though she was
barely touching the veil now, only a tangential hold, enough to sustain a
controlled dance. But the veil was like a living thing, slippery and changing,
never the same twice. It cost nearly as much energy to use the veil carefully
as it gave her for her dance. The floor beneath her feet burned with each step, leaving
smoking footprints behind her. She did not notice. Nor did she notice the wisps
of ash that were the remains of her clothes drifting in her wake. She only
sensed a vague relief as her akhenet lines burned bright and free, unfettered
by irritating cloth. The veil calmed, but she did not trust it. Its energies were
as treacherous as the Ecstasy Stones waiting ahead. She used the veil only slightly,
only when and as she must. Coolness nudged behind her eyes, urging her attention and
her body forward, to the place where the Stones waited, a bright island in a
pale sea of faces. With each forward step, moans came from the worshipers, a
sound so low it was more like wind than voices. She turned aside, not for the moans but because she had seen
her Bre’n towering over the worshipers to her left. The instant her path turned
away from the Stones, the Ghost clawed at her eyes and whispered frantic negatives. With a twitch of akhenet lines, she pulled a Ghost shield
around her and went to Kirtn. She wanted to hold him, to flow against his hard
body and match him flesh for flesh; but she saw the swirl of energy between her
Bre’n and the Ecstasy Stones and knew that her touch would kill him. Dancer fire licked out, tracing the bonds between Bre’n and
Ecstasy. Fire raced like a whip uncoiling and snapped around a Stone. There was
a high, crystal cry, cut off as she made a familiar cage around the Stone. The Stones struck back, sucking energy out of their worshipers
like a dancer taking power from a core. But cores were not alive. They could
not scream and writhe and fall forward on dead faces. She sent out another streamer of fire, surrounding a second
Stone, cutting it off from the blinding brightness of the others. The
worshipers groaned as the Stones demanded more. People crumbled to the floor
like sand sculptures caught by a rising tide. Kirtn staggered, torn between two kinds of fire. His raw
agony was another kind of fire raging through her, tearing apart her mind and
her dance. She knew there was no time left to sift cautiously through alien
energies and trap Stones one at a time. Too slow. There were too many Stones
and they were getting more powerful even as she danced. They were killing her Bre’n. (dark stones) She looked at the entropy pooled blackly in her hands. (bright stones) She looked at the blinding crystal island built on the faces
of the dead, Kirtn dying— (now) All her choices were gone. She hurled the caged stones toward the glittering island.
She had no hope of their going that far, but they flew from her hands as though
called. In the instant before the stones fell on the island, she peeled off
each golden cage, loosing the compressed blackness inside. An endless downward spiral of ice and darkness sucked at her
fire, at her mind, at her life. She reached for the chaotic veil energies with
every bit of her dancer power. The veil came to her in one blazing instant. She
burned savagely, screaming and twisting, consumed. With the last of her control
she built a bridge of fire between herself and the alien island. Then she let
hell rage through her, a blazing violence of veil energies that forced a melding
of black and bright crystals. Screams beat on her, human and crystalline alike; but she
held, ignoring the fire consuming her, refusing to smell her own flesh burning,
terrified that the zoolipt would not understand. It was her last gamble, her
hope that the zoolipt would know that if she hesitated or turned aside now, she
and everyone in the room would die as her parents had died, burned to ash and
gone by savage fire. The universe narrowed to a single arch of fire shaped by
dancer imperative. Flesh smoldered between akhenet lines gone wild. Blood ran
molten over hot bones. Too much heat, too much power, too much fire for a lone
dancer to hold, but there was no choice, no other way but violence and the hot
cinders of hope. Blackness came, an endless rolling thunder, hot not cold.
Black fire consuming her. She could not hold any longer but she must hold. She
must. Hold. Let it go, dancer. It’s over. Let the fire go. Kirtn’s voice in her mind was a sweet, living river pouring
through her, ecstasy that created rather than destroyed. She let go of everything,
let her dance slide like time racing through cool fingers.... He caught her as she fell to the burning floor. XXIVFssa’s head, incandescent with the wild energies he had absorbed,
hovered over Rheba. Her akhenet lines were hot. Lightning raced over them,
echoing her speeding, erratic pulse. Her hair seethed and whipped, riding the
violent currents of force that still roiled throughout the room. Her
half-opened eyes were molten gold. She was barely conscious, still shuddering
in the grip of the flames she had called. “Is she all right?” asked Fssa, concern bright in his
whistle. Kirtn could not answer for a moment. He was holding her, letting
the dissonant energies she had gathered drain through him. His flesh convulsed
with alien currents. He braced himself and endured as Bre’ns had always endured,
lightning rods for dancer energies. By the time most of her excess was spent,
he was both appalled and humbled by the unruly forces she had called into
herself. When her akhenet lines no longer surged violently, he let
out his breath in relief. The worst was over. Yet it would never really be
over, not for him. Now he had one more nightmare to break his sleep; he would
never forget the moment he woke from killing Ecstasy and saw his dancer burning
out of control. He had tasted her death then, ice and ashes in his mouth. Even
now he was afraid to believe she was alive. No dancer had ever burned as she
had burned and survived. “Is she all right?” demanded the snake again in shrill ascending
notes. “I think so,” whistled Kirtn, doubt, disbelief and hope
rippling in his reply. His fingertips traced her akhenet lines. He was amazed
by their number and complexity, the places new lines had ripped through hot
flesh and old lines had thickened, deepened, branched and branched again,
channeling fire in elegant arcs and whorls. There was no darkness in her new or
old lines, no clotted convolutions where energy could pool murderously. She
burned clean and bright beneath his hands. But he kept smelling scorched fur, though she was no longer
hot enough to burn him. He muttered and ran his hands over his body, wondering where
he was burning. He grabbed the Fssireeme coiled beneath his chin. He snatched
back his fingers and sought a more gentle hold on the snake. If it were not for
the zoolipt’s tireless presence, his neck would be cooked. “You’re too hot,
snake,” said Kirtn, gingerly unwrapping Fssa and flipping him into the nearest
patch of Rheba’s chaotic hair. The snake made an embarrassed sound and slipped between the
hot, silky strands. Balanced on energies only he understood, he slowly brought
his body down to a temperature more compatible with his Fourth People friends. Rheba’s head turned restlessly. Her eyes opened blind gold.
She called Kirtn’s name as she had called it when she thought he was dead, when
too much fire poured through her, consuming her. Then she felt his presence surrounding
her. Despite the pain tearing her body, she wrapped her arms around him and
buried her face in the warm hollow between his chin and shoulder. “I thought—I thought—” Her arms tightened convulsively. She
could not finish, but they were touching, their thoughts clear in each other’s
mind. She thought she had killed him with her uncontrolled fire, a
dancer’s most terrible nightmare come true. “The zoolipt,” she sighed, seeing his neck heat with each
breath he took. And her own skin and bones, less painful every second. “It
nearly killed me to take the veil all at once,” she said finally, explaining
the currents of pain that still washed through her. “But I was afraid the
zoolipt would stop me if I did it slowly. I outsmarted the zoolipt,” she said,
smiling through lips that cracked and bled. Zoolipt laughter, smug and warm, a taste like turquoise on
her tongue. Instantly her lips felt better. Kirtn smiled. “Did you? Or did you just teach it the dancer
version of cooperation?” “What’s that?” she said, licking her lips with a tender,
tentative tongue. “When all else fails,” he said dryly, “burn it to ash and
gone. A flash of turquoise in her mouth, then the zoolipt curled
back upon itself and sank into the tasty pool of her body, leaving behind a
healing benediction. She groaned at the pure pleasure of breathing painlessly.
At the moment she could forgive the zoolipt anything—even its inability to cure
her of Itch. “Are you happy now, Ghost?” she murmured. Nothing answered, neither coolness nor itching, not even the
sense of anticipation behind her eyes. “Ghost?” said Kirtn, bending even closer. Her eyes were cinnamon
and gold now, more beautiful than he had ever seen them. She laughed softly, then coughed because her throat was not
yet fully healed. “My mind isn’t burned out,” she said in a husky voice. “Itch
is a Ghost.” Kirtn’s slanted eyes narrowed. “A Ghost? A Fifth People?” “Yes.” “How do you know?” “K’Masei told me. He’s not what we thought he was.” Her lips
trembled. “I hope I didn’t kill him when I burned my way in here.” “Tell me about your Ghost,” he said quickly, pulling her
mind away from the man she might or might not have killed with her dance. “It had some connection with the Ecstasy Stones, but I don’t
know what it was.” She frowned. “Itch isn’t in my mind anymore. I must have
done what it wanted.” She sighed and smiled, relieved that the Ghost’s histamine
presence was gone. “Thank the Inmost Fire.” The sound of familiar voices approached. “I told you,” said
i’sNara. She leaned heavily against f’lTiri, but she was smiling. “Where
there’s smoke there’s Rheba.” “Are you all right?” asked Rheba slowly. “There was so much
fire....” F’lTiri smiled and managed an illusion of strength. “We’re
fine. Whatever you did to the Stones gave back most of what they had taken from
us.” Rheba pulled herself up in Kirtn’s lap and looked over his
shoulder. Everywhere around the room, illusionists were slowly getting to their
feet, helping their friends carry out the weak and the dead. There were fewer
of the latter than she had expected—and more than she wanted to live with. As
the Yhelles worked their way around the room, they avoided the scorched mirror
table where Ecstasy Stones had been heaped in all their alien brilliance. “I’m sorry ...” she murmured, counting motionless bodies
with lips that had been peeled raw by fire. Ecstasy had slain most of the dead
illusionists, yet she feared she had killed some of them with her violent
dance. She had not meant to, but they had died just the same. I’sNara followed Rheba’s glance, understanding all that the
fire dancer had not said. “They aren’t counting the dead,” said i’sNara,
pointing to the illusionists who worked to put their world back in order. “They
know they had Daemen’s own Luck just to survive the Stones.” Two illusionists approached, followed by several children.
Kirtn recognized Ara. She was holding hands with a man who had i’sNara’s lips
and f’lTiri’s knowing eyes. Koro. The younger children ran forward and wrapped
themselves around their parents. Rheba was relieved to see that the children were
alive—gaunt, scorched and grubby, but whole. After a few moments they crowded
forward eagerly to peer at the furred, muscular man and the strange woman
dressed only in radiant akhenet lines. “Careful,” warned f’lTiri as his youngest reached toward
Rheba’s bright hair. “You’ll burn yourself. She’s not an illusion.” The child, a young girl, looked frankly skeptical. “Maybe.
But then what’s that strange-looking thing in her hair?” Fssa’s sensors wheeled at the child’s blunt question. He was
used to Fourth People thinking of him as ugly. It still hurt, though. He retreated
behind a curtain of flying hair, concealing himself from childish curiosity. “Is Fssa all right?” asked Rheba, searching through her hair
for the shy Fssireeme. “My dance didn’t hurt him?” “He’s fine,” said Kirtn. “It would take a nova to light up
his thick hide.” Her fingers found Fssa’s supple body, “You’re beautiful,
snake,” she whispered, knowing his vanity had been scraped by the girl’s
question. “Even more beautiful than Rainbow,” she added when the snake still
did not surface out of the depths of her hair. Fssa’s head poked out as though to check her words against
Rainbow’s multicolored reality. “It’s gone!” whistled Fssa shrilly. Rheba stared at Kirtn’s chest. The Zaarain construct was no
longer hanging around his neck. She felt Fssa begin the transformation that
would let him probe the electromagnetic spectrum until he found his odd friend.
She gritted her teeth in anticipation of the headache the snake’s search would
cause. “Where’s Rainbow?” she asked Kirtn quickly. Kirtn looked down at his chest. Nothing decorated it but random
patches of burned fur. At the same instant, a terrible suspicion came to Kirtn and
Rheba. As one, they looked toward the mirrored table where Ecstasy had held
sway over a race of illusionists. The table was canted to one side. Some Stones
were scattered randomly across the floor. Others had somehow managed to form a
loose pile. In the center of that pile lay a double-stranded crystal necklace
that flashed with every color Fourth People could see. She shook Fssa out of his mushroom shape and pointed toward
the pile of Ecstasy Stones. “How did Rainbow get over there?” asked Fssa. “I don’t know,” said Kirtn, pulling Rheba to her feet. He
looked at her. “Do you want to know badly enough to have Fssa ask?” “No,” she said curtly. “Even the thought of Fssireeme-Zaarain
communication makes my skull shrink.” Fssa twisted in silent protest, an act of astonishing restraint
for the endlessly verbal snake. Rheba walked up to the fallen Ecstasy Stones more
confidently than Kirtn or the illusionists who followed her. Unlike them, she
knew what the crystals had been and what they no longer were. Entropy had
balanced ecstatic creation. The crystals were no longer dangerous—as long as
the illusionists had the sense to keep them separated. She and Kirtn stood quietly, staring down at the pile of crystals.
Minor good wishes emanated from the Stones, wan reflections of former Ecstasy.
For the moment, the Stones were as drained as the humans. It was not the crystals,
however, that worried Rheba. “It’s bigger,” she said, her voice as grim as her flattened lips. “What?” said Kirtn. “Rainbow is bigger. That rapacious Zaarain construct has
swiped some Ecstasy Stones.” Kirtn frowned and wished he could deny it, but he could not.
There was no doubt that Rainbow was bigger than it had been. There was also no
doubt where the increase had come from. “That’s the end,” said Rheba flatly. “It might have been a
Zaarain library once, but all that’s left of it is a thief and ripping
headaches for me. Rainbow doesn’t go back on board the Devalon.” Fssa made a distressed sound. He whistled urgently from his
hiding place in her hair. “A few Ecstasy Stones won’t hurt you. Rainbow has
them fully tuned and integrated into itself. Nothing bad will happen. You only
need to worry if you get too many Ecstasy Stones together. If we take some
away, we’re doing the Yhelles a favor.” Before she could speak, more arguments rumbled out of the
Fssireeme’s many-mouthed body. “Rainbow doesn’t mean to hurt you. It’s just
rebuilding itself, trying to remember its past. It gets so lonely with no one
to talk to. I’m the only one who understands it. Please, dancer, please ...?” Fssa’s chorus of emotion-drenched Bre’n whistles defeated
her. She groaned and gave in as she always had given in to the snake’s musical
pleas for his odd friend. At least the silly Fssireeme had not fallen in love
with a histamine Ghost. She snatched up Rainbow and yanked it over Kirtn’s head.
With small, musical sounds, the Zaarain construct settled itself on Kirtn’s
chest. “What about the rest of them?” said Kirtn, looking distrustfully
at the remaining Stones. “They’re exhausted now, but—” “Exactly,” said a voice from behind them. Rheba spun around. “K’Masei! You’re alive!” The illusionist bowed wryly, “Scorched, blistered and
frightened out of the few illusions I had left, but alive—thanks to your advice
and the inexhaustible Redis plumbing.” His smile faded as he looked down at the
Ecstasy Stones glowing with innocent goodwill. “I’m dividing them into six
piles, one for each island city. Serriolia’s Stones will be divided equally
among the surviving clans.” He waited, but no one disagreed. He bent over and began methodically
sorting Stones. One by one, other illusionists came to help. Rheba watched for a moment, then turned away. She had seen
enough Ecstasy Stones for this or any other Cycle. Besides, she suspected that
where there were Stones, there were Ghosts. She did not want to stand around
and accidentally inhale one of the itchy devils. She looked around quickly but saw nothing more she could do.
The Ecstasy Stones were quiescent. The illusionists were home again, as safe as
anyone in Serriolia. At the spaceport the Devalon waited, bulging with
hopeful slaves. It was time to hold another lottery, redeem another promise,
deliver more former slaves to their unique and uncertain futures . And it was time to get on with her own future, time to find
other survivors of Deva, time to find a new planet where Bre’ns and Senyasi
could build a new life from the ashes of the old. She looked at the tall man
beside her. Her fingertips savored the unique textures of his arm. “Ready?” she asked softly. He bent over and drank his dancer’s sweet-hot fire. “Yes.” As they turned to leave, f’lTiri approached. I’sNara clung
to his arm. Their youngest children trailed behind. He bowed formally to her
and covered himself with his most obsequious illusion. “We would like to go with you. Our clan is dead. There’s
nothing but illusions for us in Serriolia now. And,” f’lTiri smiled faintly,
“as you might have noticed, we were born with more than our share of illusions.” Surprise flickered in Rheba’s akhenet lines. “If there isn’t enough room for all of us,” said i’sNara
quickly, “we’ll wait until the lottery brings you back this way.” She watched
Rheba intently, trying but failing to conceal her eagerness beneath an illusion
of indifference. Rheba looked at the three children. All wore the same
expression of burnished innocence. She tried to imagine what life on board the Devalon
would be like with three little illusionists popping in and out of reality.
She sighed and smiled crookedly. At least her Ghost no longer haunted her. “I
already have a zoolipt, a Zaarain construct and a Fssireeme—who am I to choke
on three small illusions?” “Welcome home,” said Kirtn, smiling at the Yhelles. Then he
added with a poet’s pragmatism, “Where we’re going, a few illusions might come
in handy.” “Where are we going?” asked the smallest illusion. “I don’t know,” admitted the Bre’n. “Then getting there will be very difficult.” Rheba leaned against Kirtn and laughed weakly. Getting there
was never the problem for dancer and Bre’n. Getting out alive was. “Doesn’t anybody know where we’re going?” asked the child
plaintively. “Nobody knows,” began Rheba, then groaned and rubbed her
eyes. “What’s wrong?” asked Kirtn, pulling her close to him. “My Ghost is back. It knows where we’re going.” “Wonder if we’ll be safe there,” whistled the Bre’n, a
sardonic twist to the notes. Rheba’s eyes itched furiously, telling her more than she
wanted to know. About the AuthorANN MAXWELL lives in Southern California with her husband,
Evan, and their two children. She is the author of a number of excellent
science fiction novels and has coauthored many books with her husband on subjects
ranging from historical fiction to thrillers to nonfiction. Some of her earlier
works have been recommended for the Nebula Award and nominated for the TABA
Award. Also available in Signet editions are Ann’s fine science fiction novels,
The Jaws of Menu, Fire Dancer, and Dancer’s Luck. The Fire Dancer TrilogyFire Dancer, Dancer’s
Luck, Dancer’s Illusion Ann Maxwell Fire Dancer1982 BEHIND THEM LAY DEATH,
BEFORE THEM THE UNIVERSE... The Senyas dancers—they practiced their unique skills on
their home planet, Deva, their smooth skin glowing with complex energy patterns
as they learned the power dances and mentally mastered the elemental forces of
Nature. And the Bre’n mentors —large, fur-covered humanoids, they were the only
living beings who could control and channel the power of a Senyas dancer. Yet
Bre’n and Senyas together could not save Deva from becoming a flaming inferno devoured
by its own greedy sun. Somehow two survived—Rheba the fire dancer and Kirtn, her
Bre’n companion. Their world had died but they swore their people would not,
and together they set out to search the star systems for others oftheir kind.
But the twisted trail they followed soon forced them into the clutches of the
evil Loo-chim, galactic slavers from whose stronghold no one had ever escaped
alive... SLAVE
ATTACK! A hail of stones fell over Rheba, stunning her. Before she
could recover, the slaves swarmed down on them. Most of the attackers chose to
concentrate on Kirtn instead of on the woman whose hands had called forth fire.
Even so, Rheba was swept off her feet in the rush, her head ringing from
a glancing blow. Kirtn was a deadly opponent despite being outnumbered, but
even his huge strength could not withstand the onslaught of thirty enraged
slaves. He vanished under a tumult of multicolored flesh. Pulling herself up, Rheba lunged toward the melee. She
screamed Kirtn’s name, desperately grabbing energy from every source within her
reach. Thin lines of fire sizzled over the slaves who covered the Bre’n. Kirtn
clawed his way out of the pile with three men and their leader clinging to his
shoulders. The leader’s pale arm flashed upward as a club took lethal aim on
Kirtn’s skull. IOnan was the most licentious planet in the Yhelle Equality.
No activity was prohibited. As a result, the wealth of the Equality flowed down
Onan’s gravity well—and stuck. Nontondondo, the sprawling city-spaceport, was a
three-dimensional maze with walls of colored lightning, streets paved with hope
and potholed by despair, and a decibel level that knew no ceiling. “Kirtn!” shouted Rheba to the huge Bre’n walking beside her.
“Can you see the Black Whole yet?” Kirtn’s hands locked around Rheba’s waist. In an instant her
lips were level with his ear. She shouted again. “Can you see the casino?” “Just a few more buildings,” he said against her ear. Even Kirtn’s bass rumble had trouble competing with the din.
He pursed his lips and whistled a fluting answer to her question in the whistle
language of the Bre’ns. The sound was like a gem scintillating in the aural mud
of Nontondondo. People stopped for an instant, staring around, but could find
no obvious source for the beautiful sound. All they saw was a tall humanoid with very short, fine coppery
plush covering his muscular body, giving it the appearance and texture of
velvet. On his head, the fur became wavy copper hair. A mask of metallic gold
hair surrounded his eyes, emphasizing their yellow clarity. His mask, like the
coppery plush on his body, was the mark of a healthy Bre’n. Although Rheba looked small held against the Bre’n, she was
above humanoid average in height. Her hair was gold and her eyes were an
unusual cinnamon color that seemed to gather and concentrate light. Other than
on her head and the median line of her torso, she had neither hair nor fur to
interrupt the smooth brown flow of her body. Almost invisible beneath the skin
of her hands were the whorls and intricate patterns of a young Senyas fire
dancer. Rheba slid down Kirtn’s body until she was standing on her
own feet again. As she regained her balance, a man stumbled out of the crowd
and grabbed her. He rubbed up against her back, bathing her in unpleasant odors
and intentions. The patterns on her hands flared as she reached toward a
dazzling electric advertisement, wove its energy, and gave it to the rude
stranger. He leaped back as though he had been burned. And he had. “I don’t think he’ll play with a fire dancer again,” said
Kirtn in a satisfied voice. Kirtn picked up the shaken man and lofted him onto a passing
drunk cart. Then the Bre’n gathered up Rheba again and shouldered his way into
the anteroom of the Black Whole. After the streets, the quiet was like a
blessing. Kirtn smiled, showing slightly serrated teeth, bright and very hard. Rheba scratched the back of her hands where the patterns had
flared. Her hair shifted and moved, alive with the energy she had just called.
Muttering the eighth discipline of Deva, she let both energy and anger drain
out of her. She had come into this city willingly and so must abide by its
customs, no matter how bizarre or insulting they might be to her. “We should have taken out a license to murder,” she said in
a mild voice. Kirtn laughed. “We didn’t have enough money to buy a
half-circle of silver, much less the whole circle of a licensed killer.” “Don’t remind me. We could hardly afford to be licensed innocents.”
Rheba grimaced at the mere 30 degrees of silver arc stuck to her shoulder.
“Come on, let’s find the man we came for and get off this festering planet.” They had not taken three steps before a black-dressed casino
employee approached them. His only decoration was a simple silver circle
fastened on his shoulder. Kirtn and Rheba saw the man’s license at the same instant.
When the man spoke, he had their attention. “No furries allowed.” Rheba blinked. “Furries?” “That,” said the man, hooking a thumb at Kirtn, “is a furry.
You’re a smoothie. Smoothies only at the Black Whole. If you don’t want to
separate, try the Mink Trap down the street. They like perverts.” Rheba’s long yellow hair stirred, though there was no breeze
inside the Black Whole’s anteroom. Kirtn spoke a few rapid words in Senyas,
native tongue of Senyasi and Bre’ns alike. “If we kill him, we’ll never get a
chance to talk to Trader Jal.” “I wasn’t going to kill him,” said Rheba in Senyas, smiling
at the man with the silver circle who could not understand her words. “I was
just going to singe his pride-and-joys.” Kirtn winced. “Never mind. I’ll wait outside.” Rheba began to object, then shrugged. The last time they had
bumped against local prejudices, she had been the one to wait outside. She
could not remember whether sex, color, number of digits or lack of fur had been
at issue. “I’ll make it as fast as I can,” said Rheba, her hand on
Kirtn’s arm, stroking him. She took an uncomplicated pleasure from the softness
of his fur. Kirtn’s strength and textures were her oldest memories, and her
best. Like most akhenets, she had been raised by her Bre’n mentor. “I can understand
a prejudice against smoothies,” she murmured, “but against furries? Impossible.” Kirtn touched a fingertip to Rheba’s nose. “Don’t find more
trouble than you can set fire to, child.” She smiled and turned toward the licensed employee. She
spoke once again in Universal, the language of space. “Does this cesspool have a
game called Chaos?” “Yeah,” said the man. He flicked his narrow, thick
fingernail against Rheba’s license. “It’s not a game for innocents.” Rheba’s hair rippled. “Is that opinion or law?” The man did not answer. “Where’s the game?” she asked again, her voice clipped. “Across the main casino, on the left. You’ll see a big blue
spiral galaxy.” Rheba sidestepped around the man. “I hope you lose your lower set of lips,” he said in a nasty
voice as she passed him. She walked quickly across the anteroom of the Black Whole,
not trusting herself to answer the man’s crudity. As she passed through the
casino’s velvet force field, a babble of voices assaulted her. Throughout the immense,
high-ceilinged room, bets were being made and paid in the Universal language, but
gamblers exhorted personal gods in every tongue known to the Yhelle Equality. Rheba knew only three languages—Bre’n, Senyas, and Universal—and
Kirtn was the only other being who knew the first two. The multitongued room
made her feel terribly alone. One Senyas, one Bre’n. Only known survivors of the
violent moment when Deva’s sun had built a bridge of fire between itself and
its fifth planet. One Senyas, one Bre’n; one galaxy of strangers. With an effort, she shut away the searing memory of extinction.
She and Kirtn had survived. Surely others must also have survived. Somehow.
Somewhere. She would find them, one by one, if it took all the centuries of her
life. Rheba dove into the gamblers congealed in masses around
their games, blocking aisles and passageways with their single-minded focus on
gain and loss. When courtesy, strength and flexibility were not enough, she
gave discreet shocks to the people who barred her way. Soon she was beneath the
glitter-blue pulsing galaxy that marked the game known as Chaos. There were eight tables, six pits, three circles and a
ziggurat gathered beneath the galaxy. At each station, humanoids won and lost
at games whose rules were subject to change upon agreement of a majority of
players or upon one player’s payment of ten times the pot. There was only one
inflexible rule: If a gambler could not pay he could not play. On Onan, penury
was the only unforgivable sin. Cheating was not only expected in Chaos, it was required
merely to stay in the game. Inspired cheating was required to win. If a player
was so inept as to be caught at it, however, that player had to match the pot
in order to remain in the game. As the anteroom guard had mentioned, Chaos was
not a game for innocents. But then, Rheba was an innocent only by default of
funds. She peered at the closer gambling stations, trying to find a
man with blue hair, pale-blue skin, and a lightning-shaped scar on the back of
his right hand. She saw various scars, as well as skin and hair of every hue,
but none of the scars and skin tones made the correct combination. Impatiently,
she turned and headed toward the third pit. “Game?” asked a contralto voice at her elbow. Rheba turned and saw a tiny, beautiful woman with
satin-black skin, eyes and hair. She wore a metallic silver body sheath that
covered enough for most planetary customs and not a millimeter more. A silver
circle nestled between her perfect breasts. “I’m innocent,” said Rheba, smiling, “but I’m not stupid. No
game, Silver Circle. No thanks.” The woman smiled and resumed playing with a pile of multicolored
gems, arranging and rearranging them in complex patterns, waiting for a player
whose eyes would be blinded by the rainbow wealth of jewels. As Rheba turned away, a blur of blue-on-blue caught her attention.
She stood on tiptoe and stared toward the top of the crystal ziggurat. A man
was climbing into the kingseat, the only seat on the seventh level of the
ziggurat. His skin was blue, his hair a darker blue, almost black. As he
settled his outer robe into place, she spotted the pale flash of a jagged scar
from his wrist to his fingertips. Even more arresting to her than the scar was
the superb ivory carving he wore around his neck. The carving’s fluid, evocative
lines were as Bre’n as Kirtn’s gold mask. “Trader Jal!” called Rheba. The man looked down. His expression of disdain could have
been caused by genes or temperament; either way, it was irritating. “I loathe yellow-haired licensed innocents,” said Trader
Jal, dismissing Rheba. He sat back, taking care that his silver circle was revealed.
The gesture carried both pride and warning. “That’s two things we have in common,” said Rheba clearly. “Two?” Jal leaned forward, surprised by the innocent who had
disregarded his warning. “Mutual loathing. An interest in Bre’n artifacts.” One side of Jal’s mouth twitched, anger or amusement, ‘Bre’n
artifacts ...?” Rheba pushed back her mass of yellow hair, revealing a large
carved earring. Like the pendant worn by Jal, Rheba’s earring evoked a Bre’n
face. Kirtn had never told her whose face it was. After the first time, she had
not asked again. “Recognize this?” she asked, lifting her chin to show the
carving’s fluid lines. Jal smoothed his robes, a movement meant to disguise the sudden
tension of interest in the muscles around his black eyes. “Where did you get
it?” “Three things in common,” said Rheba. “That’s the same question
I would ask of you. Information is a commodity. Shall we trade?” As she spoke,
her right hand closed around a packet of gems in her robe pocket The stones
were all the wealth she and Kirtn had. She hoped it would be enough to buy the
answer to the question that consumed her: Bre’ns and Senyasi; did any others survive? Before Jal could answer, a fifth-level player called out in
a language Rheba had never heard. Jal answered, his voice like a whip. His
purple nails danced across his game computer. Inside the crystal ziggurat,
colors and shapes and sequences changed. Sighs and shouts welcomed the
permutations. A new cycle of Chaos had begun. Rheba called out to Jal. The trader ignored her. She did not
need a computer to tell her that until this round had ended, Jal was lost to
her. She looked at the man standing on her left, a dilettante’s circlet whispering
into his ear. “How long did the last cycle take?” she asked. The man looked at his thumbnail, where symbols glowed discreetly.
“Seventeen hours.” Rheba groaned. Every minute their ship was in its berth at
the spaceport, her Onan Value Account—OVA—was reduced by twenty three credits.
She could not afford to wait until Jal won or lost or tired of gambling. She
would have to find a way to end the cycle quickly. Rheba wriggled into the dilettantes’ circle, placed a
circlet over her ear, and listened while the game computer’s sibilant voice
told her the rules of the present cycle of Chaos. Even as she listened, a rule
changed, modifying the game like moonrise modifying night She pressed the
repeat segment and listened again. At core, the present cycle was a simple progression based on
complementary colors, prime numbers and computer-induced chance. On the first,
or entry, level of the seven-level ziggurat, the money involved was modest The
bets doubled automatically as each step of the ziggurat was ascended. A bet of
100 credits on the entry level meant a bet of 200 credits on the second level,
400 on the third, and so on up to the kingseat, where the equivalent bet was
6,400 credits. The base of the crystal ziggurat had no openings for new players
in this cycle. Nor did the second level. There was one opening at the fourth
level, but she could not afford the ante, much less the play. Jal, in the
kingseat, collected one-half of every pot above the third level. He would not
be leaving such a lucrative position soon. She would have to make an opening on
the lowest level and dislodge him from the kingseat. A walk around the ziggurat gave Rheba her quarry. The man
was drugged-out and had less than fifty credits on his computer. She eased her
way through the crowd until she was close to him. Her fingers wove discreetly,
her hair stirred, and the man began to sweat like fat in a frying pan. After a
few moments, he stood up abruptly and plunged into the crowd, headed for the
cooler air of Nontondondo’s frenzied streets. Rheba slid into the hot seat before anyone else could. She punched
her code into the computer. Her OVA dropped by ten credits, ante for a single
round. She watched the center of the crystal ziggurat where colors,
shapes and groupings shifted in response to energy pulses from each player’s
computer. She bet only enough to keep her seat while she sorted out the various
energies permeating the ziggurat. The pulses were so minute that grasping them
was difficult. She was accustomed to working with much stronger forces. The game’s markers—the colored shapes—were composed of
energy, making telekinesis an unlikely, if not an impossible, form of cheating.
The computer could probably be bribed, but it would take more time and credits
than Rheba had to find out. Several of the players at various levels were in
illegal collusion, setting up complex resonances that could only be defeated by
chance or the end of the cycle. At least one player was an illusion. She could
not determine which player was projecting the illusion, or why. After several rounds of play, one of the many collusions was
challenged and broken up. She began to feel more at ease with the tiny currents
that created the colored markers. Slowly, discreetly, while credits flowed out
of her OVA, she began to manipulate the game’s markers, using a fire dancer’s intuitive
grasp of energy rather than her own computer. It was a difficult way to cheat. Intense concentration made
the swirling patterns on her hands burn and itch. Slowly, a red triangle
changed to green, upsetting a fifth-level player’s program and costing him 10,000
credits. The man swore at his bad luck and switched from building fives of
green triangles matched with reds to building threes of yellow squares balanced
on greens. No one but the computer noticed that Rheba was several hundred
credits richer for the man’s misfortune. Rubbing the backs of her hands, she
studied the shifting markers, placed her bet, programmed her computer, and went
to work with her mind, shortening wavelengths of energy, shifting red to blue. It was easier this time. Within minutes a red triangle
blinked and was reborn as blue. The victim was a fourth-level woman. She stared
around with harsh white eyes, as though she sensed that cheating rather than
chance had unraveled her careful program. Rheba was 300 credits richer. She used it as leverage
against a third-level player who was barely able to hang onto his seat. His
orange circles paled to yellow; he had no blues to balance them and no credits
to buy what he needed. His circlet chimed and informed him that his credit
balance could not sustain a third or even a second-level ante. In silence the man switched places with Rheba, who had bet
against him. She had 1,200 credits now, enough for three rounds—if no one
raised the ante or bet against her one-on-one. Her progression from entry to third level attracted little
attention. There were sixty players on the first three levels, and they changed
rapidly. When she progressed to the fourth level, however, there was a stir of
interest. Only twelve players were on that level, three seated on each side of
the ziggurat, well above the heads of the crowd. Twelve minutes and 46,000 credits later, Rheba settled into
the fifth level, one of only eight players on that level. The players were
seated two to each side of the ziggurat. Three of the players teamed illegally
against her, but she did not have the skill to decipher their signals and thus
prove how they cheated. Credits drained precipitously from her OVA until she managed
a desperate twist of energy that made a whole row of markers flash into incandescent
silver. Though startling, the effect was not unprecedented; the computer of
Chaos was known for its wry sense of the improbable. Nonetheless, there was a
murmuring on the fifth level that was echoed by the crowd growing around the
crystal ziggurat. Gradually, other games stopped. Gamblers and dilettantes
flowed toward Chaos like a gigantic amoeba progressing from one viscous pseudopod
to the next. Rheba barely noticed the casino’s slow transformation. The
curling patterns of power on her hands were visible now, glowing softly, pale
gold against the rich brown of her skin. She scratched the backs of her hands absently,
totally absorbed in her strategy. For the sake of appearances she programmed
her computer from time to time, but her success depended on other less obvious
skills. Whistling quietly, she wove tiny increments of energy inside the
transparent ziggurat. Her circlet purred, signaling an end to programming. The players
paid the ante. The instant that her credits were placed, Rheba’s circlet chimed
and whispered of changes: Jal and the other players had matched the pot in
order to change the rules; player number 7 would now play nude or forfeit. Rheba looked at the number 7 glowing on her computer and grimaced.
She stood up and stripped quickly, knowing that pragmatism rather than
voyeurism motivated the others. They assumed that she had some electronic means
of cheating concealed beneath her flaring, multicolored robe. Naked and unconcerned, she cast aside both her outer robe
and her brief crimson ship clothes. She sat and studied the markers while
casino personnel studied her clothes. The searchers found a few personal
weapons and the packet of expensive but otherwise ordinary gemstones. They did
not find anything that could have been used to influence the Black Whole’s
sophisticated computer. “The earring,” said Jal coldly. Rheba punched a query into her console. The answer flashed
back. Smiling, she looked up to the kingseat. “Ear decorations are not
considered clothing.” Without hesitating, Jal tapped his console and matched the
pot ten times over, allowing him to change the rules without recourse to the
rest of the players. The crowd quivered and cried out in pleasure, a single
organism focused on the credits glittering inside the clear ziggurat. Rheba’s
circlet chimed and explained the new rule: All decorations must be removed by
player number 7. She reached up to the intricate fastenings of her Bre’n
earring. It pierced her ear in seven places, both as decoration and as surety
that she would not lose the carved Face depending from the lobe of her ear. The
Face swayed, turning. No matter which angle of view, there was always someone
in the carving, aloof and haunting and most of all sensually alive. Before she turned over the earring to the casino employee,
she punched another query into her computer. The OVA figure by her number
plummeted as the game console spat a closed silver circle into her hand. She
fastened the circle into her hair. Licensed to kill, she faced the casino
employee once more. The earring dangled hypnotically between her fingers. “I value this. Don’t damage it.” The employee carefully took the earring, scanned it with exquisite
machinery, and found only the molecular patterns associated with fossilized
bone. “Nothing, Trader Jal,” said the employee. “Satin?” snapped Jal to someone behind Rheba. Rheba turned around and was startled to find the tiny black
woman standing as close to Rheba’s feet as she could get. “Psi, almost certainly,” said Satin with a graceful,
dismissing gesture, “Yet none of the psi blocks have been bribed.” She looked
up. “Where do you come from, smooth child?” “A planet called Luck.” Satin laughed, a sound as sleek and cold as polished steel.
She turned back toward Jal and waited in amused silence. Jal stared hard at
Rheba. “It would have been cheaper to talk to me while I was still
innocent,” observed Rheba, “Forfeit, Trader Jal? I’ll settle for what I came
for—information, not money.” “Your tongue needs trimming, bitch.” “That’s four things we have in common—yours does too. Do you
accept my offer?” “Forfeit?” Jal made a harsh sound. “No, smooth blond
cheater. Never.” “A side bet, then,” she said, curbing her temper. Jal looked interested. “What are you wagering?” “Answers.” “Too vague. Three weeks bonding.” Rheba blinked. If she won, Jal would be bonded to her for
three weeks, virtually her slave. If he won, she would be bonded to him. She would have to be very sure not to lose. “Three days will be enough for my purposes,” she said, not
bothering to conceal her distaste for the man in the kingseat. “But not enough for mine.” He leaned down toward her, smiling
unpleasantly. “Three weeks.” For an instant, she wanted to flee from those dark eyes
boring into her. She desperately wished Kirtn were near, a solid strength at
her back. Then she remembered why she had come to Onan. The need to find others
of her kind had not changed. And Jal wore a Bre’n carving. “Done,” whispered Rheba. Even as she spoke, the pot increased ten times over and the
rules changed for a third time. Colors vanished from the markers. As the colors
faded, so did Rheba’s means of winning the game. IIRheba looked at her OVA reading. She had just enough to
match the pot ten times over and thereby change the rules. Unfortunately, Jal
had enough credits in his OVA to match even that pot ten times over and still
buy drugs for everyone in the casino. Whatever rule she made, Jal could afford
to unmake. Credits drained suddenly from her OVA. Jal had programmed a
matching series of threes and circles so quickly that no one had time to intervene. Before he could repeat the coup,
a sixth-level player programmed counterinstructions. Jal’s progression of
shapes and numbers was irretrievably scrambled by the shrewd attack, but the
damage to Rheba was done. Silently, she dropped from fifth to fourth level. She
ignored the cold wash of fear that made her skin prickle and concentrated on
discovering a way to beat Jal’s game. Making and holding black outlines was
different—and more difficult—than merely changing the colors of existing
shapes. She needed time to adjust, to learn. Before she had done much more than measure the extent of her
weakness, her circlet chimed and sweetly spoke of diminishing credits. She had
to descend to the third level or leave the game. “Forfeit?” inquired Jal in a bored voice. Rheba stood between levels, staring into the ziggurat as
though considering the offer. She frowned and scratched the back of her left
hand, wondering why it was so difficult for her to make and hold outlines. She
could do seven or eight at once, but it was difficult and dangerously slow
work. “Forfeit,” urged Satin in her quiet voice. “Save what’s left
of your OVA. Jal isn’t a pleasant master, but he’s better than being broke in
Nontondondo.” Rheba barely heard the advice. She contemplated Jal’s markers,
saw the pattern emerging in them, saw that one bet would complete his series.
To defeat him she would have to create seven times seven markers with seven different
shapes, and do it in less time that it took for Jal to instruct his computer on
the winning sequence. Forty-nine shapes. Gods, it would be easier to suck out
all the energy and leave a transparent void. “Forfeit,” murmured the crowd, echoing Satin. Most people had bets on Trader Jal, a favorite among the habituйs
of the Black Whole. To them, she was a diversion, a lucky innocent whose luck
had failed. Her hair stirred, strands sliding one over the other with a subtle
susurration of power. “No. I’m staying.” She slid into the third-level seat and programmed a flurry
of instructions into her console. The crowd murmured and shifted in surprise.
Rheba had just swept the pot, betting every credit she had that for a period of
fifteen seconds she could block each grouping of primes that any or all players
tried to make. It was an impossible, suicidal wager. Silence expanded out from the ziggurat. Circlets breathed instructions
into players’ ears. Behind privacy shields, fingers poised over computers. A
chime announced the beginning of the game. The markers vanished. Frantically, futilely, players programmed their computers.
The ziggurat remained empty of shapes. Players banged fists and consoles
against the ziggurat’s lucent surface, but no markers materialized. There was
nothing in the center of the ziggurat except gold numerals counting off the
seconds remaining in the bet. Four, three, two, one. Zero. The light permeating the ziggurat ebbed until all levels
became orange, signifying the end of the game. The pot and Trader Jal belonged
to Rheba. All she had to do was find her way past the bettors before anger
replaced disbelief. Quickly, Rheba pulled on her shipclothes, fastened her
earring and gathered up her robe. The crowd watched soundlessly, still stunned
by the sudden reversal of fortunes. Rheba glanced up at the kingseat. Jal
smiled. She concealed a quiver of distaste beneath the colorful folds of her
robe. “We’ll talk on my ship,” she said in a low voice. For a moment, Jal remained the still center of the room’s silence.
Then he came to his feet, and silence shattered into exclamations of anger and
unbelief. Rheba looked out over the multicolored tide of upturned faces, sensed
Jal climbing down from the kingseat behind her back and felt very vulnerable. “Cheater,” muttered a second-level player. The sentiment was echoed on all but the kingseat level. Jal
merely descended, smiting as though at a joke too good to share. Rheba began to
wonder who had lost and who had won—and what precisely had been wagered. Insults
and imprecations were called in many languages as Jal bowed condescendingly in
front of her. “Your three-week bondling suggests that you move your
smooth, cheating ass out of here,” he said very softly. “That disappearing act
cost the crowd a lot of credits.” Unhappy voices swelled and broke around Rheba like angry
surf. Deliberately, she looked only at Jal, ignoring the crowd edging in around
her. “You first, Trader,” she said, pointing to a nearby exit. “And leave your back uncovered? Bad tactics, smoothie.” “Turning my back on you would be worse. Move.” Jal pushed through the crowd, breaking an uneasy trail for
Rheba. The crowd surged and ebbed restively. Eight steps from the exit, a gray
figure crowned with lime-green curls leaned out of the crowd. The woman yelled
something in a language Rheba did not know. Obligingly, Jal translated the
obscenities for Rheba. She ignored the incident until a gray hand poked out of
the crowd. The gun grasped in the gray fingers needed no translation. Rheba’s foot lashed out, kicking aside the weapon. It went
off, searing a hole through someone else’s flesh and the black stone floor. The
crowd erupted into a mob that had neither head nor mind, simply rage and
weapons looking for excuses to be used. She fought grimly, sucking energy from the casino’s lights,
weaving that energy into finger-length jolts of lightning. People close to her
screamed and tried to push away, but the mob had become a beast that ate everything,
even its own young. The people who went down were trampled. Those still standing
did not seem to care about the bodies thrashing beneath their feet. Rheba kicked and shocked a narrow trail to the exit, leaving
a wake of tender flesh, until she stepped on something slippery and went down.
She screamed, air clawing against her throat, calling Kirtn’s name again and
again. Her hands and arms burst into incandescence as frantic flames leaped
from her fingertips to score the legs of people trampling her. A questing Bre’n whistle split the chaos. Rheba poured all
her desperation into her answering whistle. She tried to get to her feet,
knowing Kirtn could not find her at the bottom of the churning mob. A brutal
heel raked her from forehead to chin, sending her down in waves of dizziness. Abruptly, the mob parted. Kirtn appeared in the opening,
shouting her name. Furiously he tore off pieces of the mob and fed it to itself
until he created a space where he could lift her to safety. When he saw her
bruised, bleeding body, his face became a mask of Bre’n rage. “Burn it down,” he snarled. “Burn it!” Energy scorched through Rheba as the Bre’ns rage swept up
her emotions. Overhead, high on the casino’s arched ceiling, she drew a line of
violent fire. The Black Whole’s “nonflammable” draperies, decorations and
games had not been made to withstand the anger of a fire dancer goaded by a
Bre’n. The ceiling became a white hell. Instantly casino force fields went
down, allowing exits in all directions. The mob fragmented into frightened
people seeking the safety of Nontondondo’s cold autumn streets. No one noticed a tall furry carrying a smoothie away from
the fire. Rheba watched the flames with interest, her chin resting on Kirtn’s
hard shoulder. The ziggurat housing Chaos was a spectacular staircase of
flaming colors that reflected the progress of the fire. There was a great deal
of fire. Too much. Once ignited, the casino’s accouterments burned with an
almost sentient fury. She concentrated, trying to draw energy out of the fire
before it could spread farther than the Black Whole. But the fire had grown beyond
her, rooted in its own searing destiny. When she tried to gather up energy, she
got too much, too soon. Fire leaped toward her, blistering her fingers in the
instant before she gave up and released the monster she had birthed. She sucked
on her burned fingers and tried again to quell the flames. “Stop it!” growled Kirtn, shaking her. “You’re too young to
handle that much raw energy.” Rheba struggled against Kirtn’s strength but could not free
herself. “Just how else will I learn?” she asked in a strained voice. “There
aren’t any more fire dancers to teach me—remember?” Then, immediately, “I’m
sorry, Kirtn,” she whispered. “You lost as much as I did when Deva burned.” Kirtn’s cheek touched the silky, crackling radiance of Rheba’s
hair, silently forgiving her, “You’ve learned too much already. More than a
young fire dancer should have to know. You should be doing no more than
lighting candles and cooking food for akhenet children, not—” “Cooking alien casinos?” finished Rheba wryly. “I seem to remember
a certain Bre’n telling me to burn it to ash.” Kirtn looked startled. “Did I?” “You did.” He frowned, “I must have lost my temper.” “You looked very fierce,” said Rheba, only half teasing.
“I’ve never seen you look like that, not even the day Deva burned.” He said nothing. Both of them knew that Bre’ns were subject
to berserker rage, a state called rez. In rez, Bre’ns
destroyed everything around them, most especially themselves and their Senyasi.
Rez, while not exactly a tabu subject, was not a comfortable one. Rheba shivered suddenly. She had lost her robe somewhere in
the melee and would not be warm until she got to the ship. “We’ll make better
time to the spaceport if you put me down.” Kirtn measured the people surrounding them. No one seemed to
be watching. He sat Rheba on her feet, saw her shiver, and gave her his cape.
She accepted it with a murmur of thanks and no guilt; Kirtn’s fine “fur” was as
efficient as it was short. Rheba walked as quickly as she could without attracting attention.
Her left ankle complained of maltreatment. She ignored it Time was all that
stood between them and intense questioning by local police—or worse, the Yhelle
Equality Rangers. She had not taken, out an arson license, an omission that
would cost her freedom if the Rangers caught up. “You haven’t asked me about Trader Jal,” she said. Kirtn made a noncommittal sound. His slanted eyes picked up
every shade of gold as he searched the streets and byways for trouble. “I won.” He glanced down at her without slowing his stride. His lips
parted in a small smile, revealing the serrated edges of his teeth. “How did
you manage that, little dancer?” “I cheated. But I didn’t have time to collect my winnings.” He chuckled. “Too bad. We could use the credits.” “The credits are registered to our OVA, if the locals don’t
block the account. But it was Jal I didn’t collect. He’s mine for three weeks,”
She smiled proudly up at her Bre’n. He stopped and looked down at her, his face expressionless.
“You’re old enough to take a pleasure mate,” he said evenly. “I’d hoped to have
some say in the selection, but I suppose that custom died with Deva,” He
shrugged. “If Jal is what you want, I’ll go back and get him for you.” Rheba’s mouth opened and closed several times before she
found her voice. “Pleasure mate!” she screeched, “I wouldn’t use
that cherf to wipe my feet! By the light of the Inmost Fire, are you in rez?” Kirtn’s expression remained bland, wholly unreadable. “The
casino guard spent a lot of time explaining to me how virile Jal was,” he said,
turning away and walking toward the spaceport with long strides, “and how much
chased—and caught—by local women.” She stared after him. “That guard has his head wedged so far
up he can’t see!” she shouted after the receding Bre’n. “Have a little faith in
your akhenet’s basic good taste!” “My akhenet cheats,” called Kirtn as he turned a corner and
disappeared. The sound of his laughter floated back to her. “Hurry up, little
cheater.” She cursed and hurried after him. When her foot slipped on a
piece of rotten fruit, her weakened left ankle took the brunt of her fall. She
smothered a sound of pain and exasperation as she pulled herself back to her
feet. She rounded the corner at a fast hobble. Hands reached out of the
darkness, grabbing her. In the instant before she screamed, she felt the
familiar texture and strength of her Bre’n. “I turn my back on you for a minute and you’re in trouble
again,” he muttered against her hair. “And you say that you’re old enough to
have a pleasure mate. Gahhh!” Rheba chose action over further argument. She ran her fingernails
around the rim of Kirtn’s sensitive ears, tickling him as she had done since
she was four years old and had discovered how to get the better of her huge
teacher. “Rheba, if you don’t stop that I’ll—” The rest of his threat was lost in an excited shout from a
man down the street. “There she is! That blond with the big furry! She caused
the riot at the Black Whole!” Kirtn took a fast look down the street One look was enough.
The people staring toward him wore the red-and-silver uniforms of Yhelle
Rangers. He would have preferred the local police. They were noted for taking
bribes first and shooting only as a last, unprofitable resort. The Rangers were
celebrated for shooting first, last and on the least excuse. Bre’n muscles bunched hugely. Rheba grabbed Kirtn’s weapon
harness in the instant before he leaped. He hit his full stride in a single
powerful surge. Behind him a tight beam of lavender light smoked across the
sidewalk. Her fingers frantically probed the pockets on his harness. “Where’s your gun?” she demanded. “Ship,” he said laconically, reserving his breath for
running. “No license.” She whistled a Bre’n expletive between her teeth. Grimly,
she hung on to him. Lavender lightning vaporized a puddle of water in front of
them. He leaped aside with no loss of speed. Farther ahead, the spaceport’s
silver arch shimmered, separating spacers from downside spectators. Kirtn was strong and fast, but so were two of the
Rangers—and they were not carrying anything heavier than their guns. Rheba
measured the distance separating pursuers from pursued, and pursued from
safety. The Rangers would win. “There’s an alley where those buildings meet,” she said urgently.
“Drop me there. I’ll hide, then take the first ship out to Zeta Gata. You can pick
me up there.” He neither commented nor paused. The alley whipped by, a
slice of darkness wedged between two pale buildings. “Kirtn, you can’t outrun them carrying me!” He lengthened his stride. She loosened her grip and tried to
throw herself free, hut the Bre’n had anticipated her. His arms tightened until
she gasped. Struggling was not only futile, it ran the risk of unbalancing him. Lavender beams split the darkness. Kirtn’s breath, rushed
out in silver bursts, but his stride did not shorten. Rheba looked over his
shoulder, cringing when the lethal beams came too close. One shot was so near
it made her eyes water. She cursed her lack of a gun. Her aim would have been
no better than that of the running Rangers, but return fire would at least have
made them more cautious. Light hissed across a building, leaving a head-high groove
of incandescence. Desperately, she grabbed at the energy with the immaterial
fingers of her will. She gathered what she could of the backwash of Ranger lightguns,
shaped it and hurled it toward them. Light burst over the Rangers, light so bright that it washed
out the scarlet of their uniforms. Reflexively they shot again, spraying
lavender lightning. Rheba grabbed what was possible, twisted it and gave it
back to them with brilliant vengeance. The result was blinding. Rangers stumbled and fell helplessly,
but she did not see them go down. She had closed her own blinded eyes and
buried her face against Kirtn’s neck, expecting each instant to be cooked by
Ranger fire that she could not even see coming. Kirtn ran on, knowing only that
she had done something to stop the Rangers’ fire. He did not know that she and
their pursuers were temporarily bund. As he raced under the spaceport’s silver arch, a figure separated
from the shadow of a nearby warehouse. The man’s black robe lifted and fell as
he sprinted after Kirtn. The Bre’n’s back quivered in anticipation of another
fusillade, but unless he let go of Rheba there was nothing he could do to
defend himself. “Rheba—”‘ panted Kirtn. “Do whatever—you did to—the Rangers!” She let go of his weapon harness long enough to rub her
streaming eyes. Blinking frantically, she stared over his shoulder. The lone
pursuer was less than a man’s length behind. Shaking with fear and fatigue, she began to gather harsh filaments
of energy Into herself. Her hair crackled with hidden life, but still it was
not enough. She must wait for Kirtn to pass near one of the spaceport’s
powerful illuminators. The man’s hood fell back, revealing his features, blue on blue,
grim. “Jal!” He did not answer. He simply held out his hands, proving his
lack of weapons. Rheba sighed and let the energy she had collected bleed back
into the night. Kirtn pounded up the berth ramp to their ship’s personnel
lock. He slammed his hand down on the lock plate. The door whipped open. He
leaped through, Jal right on his heels. Rheba’s high, staccato whistle brought
the ship’s emergency systems to life. Kirtn threw her into the pilot web and leaped for the
standby couch. The ship’s alarm lights blazed from silver to blue, signifying
hits by small energy weapons. Either the Rangers had recovered their sight or
reinforcements had caught up. “Get flat,” snapped Rheba, grabbing for the override
controls. “This will be rough.” Jal dove for a second couch as the ship’s downside engines
blasted to fullmax/override. The Devalon leaped into Onan’s cold sky,
slamming Jal into the couch and crushing him until he moaned that nothing would
be left of him but a thick stain. Then he lost even the air in his lungs, and
consciousness. Kirtn lay on his back, fighting to breathe. He did not complain.
Rheba was doing what had to be done. The fact that Senyasi could pull more
gravities than most spacefaring humanoids was a double-edged weapon that she
rarely used. Grimly, he counted the red minutes until the ship would be far
enough out of Onan’s gravity well to safely initiate replacement. The effort he had given to outrunning Rangers caught up with
him. The ship’s walls bleached to gray, them became shot through with
impossible colors. He groaned very softly. He would have closed his eyes, but
even that small comfort was denied to him; both sets of eyelids were peeled
open by implacable fingers of gravity. The minutes until replacement was possible stretched
into eons. Rheba felt the pilot web gouging into her body until skin
parted and muscles pulled. She did not need to look at Kirtn to know that he
was suffering. She wished he would just pass out as Jal undoubtedly had, but
knew that the Bre’n would stay conscious. Bre’ns had a legendary ability to
absorb pain without losing control. It was a necessary trait; otherwise, they
and their dancers would never survive a dancer’s adolescence. An alarm light pulsed blue, then underlined the warning with
a low sonic that crawled over her bones. She looked at the war grid. Three
lights burned. Ranger patrol ships cutting tangents toward the green circle of
the Devalon. The ship was being fired on. Worse, the pursuers
would converge on her before she was far enough out of Onan’s gravity well to
slip safely into replacement. Pain wracked her, leaving her weak and nauseated. The acceleration
was too much even for her tough Senyas body. She could no longer breathe, and
would soon pass out She felt the contours of the override clenched in her hand
and stared through a red haze at the grid. The Devalon was giving her
all the speed it could, more than she could take. But it was not enough. Her hand convulsed, closing contacts that hurled the ship
Into replacement. The Devalon vanished from Onan’s gravity
well between one instant and the next, but to her it lasted forever, a force
wrenching her apart in all nine dimensions at once. She and the ship shrieked
as one. The ship came out of replacement eighty light-years
distant from Onan. A short hop, but unexpected enough to keep the Devalon off
Ranger patrol screens. The ship coasted with engines off, circling the replacement
point, waiting for new instructions. None came. Inside the control cabin, Rheba hung slackly in
the pilot’s mesh, the override dangling from her nerveless fingers. Blood
dripped from her lips onto the pale, resilient floor. IIIKirtn groaned softly as consciousness raked him with claws
of pain. Gradually memory surfaced, galvanizing him to full wakefulness.
Despite the white agony in his bone marrow, he forced himself to stand. “Rheba ... ?” No answer. “Rheba,” whistled Kirtn raggedly, focusing on the figure hanging
limply in the pilot web, “Rheba!” He knelt by the mesh. With careful fingertips, he stroked
her neck, seeking a pulse. A steady beat of life answered his search. She was
bruised, bloody and welted, but still strong. A short time in Devalon’s womb
would remove all but the memory of pain. For several moments, Kirtn savored the warm rhythm of
Rheba’s pulse beneath his fingertips. The Rangers had been close. Much too
close. He had not been so certain of dying since the instant he had realized
that Deva’s sun was finally beyond control of the akhenets. Fire dancers, storm
dancers, earth dancers, atom dancers, mind dancers—even Bre’ns in rez—nothing
had deflected that last outburst of plasma from Deva’s volatile sun. Rheba moaned as though in echo of his memories. “It’s all right, dancer,” he murmured. Very gently he kissed
her bruised lips. “We’re safe. You snatched us out of the dragon’s mouth
again.” “I feel,” she whispered hoarsely, “more like something the
dragon ate and left behind.” Her eyes opened, cinnamon and bloodshot, “Next
time I’ll let the Rangers win.” He smiled, tasting blood where his teeth had lacerated his
lips. “Nothing can beat a fire dancer and a Bre’n.” “Except Deva’s son,” she whispered. His gold eyes darkened, but all he said was, “Can you sit
up?” She groaned and pulled herself upright. The sensitive pilot
web flowed into a new shape, helping her. She cried out when her hands
came into contact with the web. “Let me see,” said Kirtn. Wordlessly, she held out her hands. Fingertips were blistered,
palms were scorched, and akhenet lines of power had become dense signatures
just beneath her skin. The lines stretched from burned fingertips to her
elbows. A few thin traceries swept in long curves all the way to her shoulders. Kirtn whistled a Bre’n word of surprise. He looked speculatively
at her worn face. “What did you do to those Rangers?” She frowned, remembering her desperation when she was certain
the Rangers were going to kill her Bre’n. She stroked his velvet arm with the
unburned back of her hand. “The beams were so close, even the backwash burned.
I... I just grabbed what I could, trying to deflect it. That’s what fire
dancers were bred for, isn’t it? Deflecting fire?” He nodded. Absently, he traced her new lines of power with
his fingertips. “But I’m not very good at it,” she continued ruefully,
looking at her burned hands. “I drew the fire instead of deflecting it, I
guess. I had to weave faster than I ever have, and then I threw all the fire
away as quickly as I could. That, at least, worked well enough. The light
blinded the Rangers so that you could outrun them.” She looked at the new lines curling across her skin. They
itched. New lines always itched. She reached to scratch, then snatched back her
hand when blistered fingertips came into contact with bruised flesh. “You attempt too much,” said Kirtn. His voice was soft,
final, the voice of a Bre’n mentor. His words were a protest as old as Rheba’s
first awakening after Deva’s death. She had vowed then to find more of her kind
and his, to build a new world of Bre’ns and Senyasi out of the ashes of the
old. “I don’t have any choice,” she said. “I know.” “Besides,” she continued, holding out her arms, “what are
these few skinny lines? Shanfara’s lines covered her whole body. Dekan’s skin
burned gold when he worked. Jaslind and Meferri were like twin flames, and
their children were born with lines of power curling over their cheeks.” Rheba dropped her arm abruptly. She dragged herself to her
feet, preferring physical pain to the immaterial talons of memories and
might-have-been. Better to think only of now. “Is Jal alive?” Kirtn glanced over at the second couch. He noted the blood
tracked from beneath the pilot web, along the front of the controls, and then
to Jal’s couch. He concluded that the trader had recovered sooner than anyone
else and wanted to keep that fact a secret. “He’s awake. Don’t trust him.” Rheba’s cinnamon eyes narrowed. “I don’t—though he wears a
Bre’n Face.” Kirtn stiffened. “You’re sure?” he demanded. “He had it around his neck in the casino.” Kirtn came to his feet in a rush, pain forgotten. He crossed
the cabin in two long strides, bent over Jal, and yanked the trader’s robe
apart. Hanging from a heavy gold chain around his neck was a Bre’n Face. Kirtn
stared at the carving, his breath aching in his throat. “A woman,” whispered Kirtn at last His hand closed tenderly
around the Face. “A woman!” He turned toward Rheba. “Where did Jal get her
Face?” “We have three weeks to find out.” Kirtn’s hand tugged at the chain, testing its strength. Jal
“awakened” immediately, proving that he had been conscious all along. The
trader looked from the huge hand wrapped around the carving to Kirtn’s hot gold
eyes. Deliberately, Jal ignored the Bre’n focusing instead on Rheba. “My body is bonded to you for three Onan weeks,” Jal said in
Universal. “My possessions aren’t.” “A Face belongs only to the ...” She hesitated, seeking an
analog in Universal for the Senyas word “akhenet.” “It belongs to the Bre’n’s scientist-protйgй child.” Jal blinked. She had spoken in Universal, but the meaning
eluded him. “Where did you get this carving?” Kirtn asked in harsh Universal. Both the question and the menace were clear. “I won it” said Jal quickly. “Where?” “The Black Whole. The owner wagered it against a—” Jal gagged as Kirtn’s fist twisted the gold chain until it
cut into the trader’s throat. “Don’t lie to a Bre’n,” said Kirtn. He loosened the chain, allowing
Jal to breathe. “Where did you get the carving?” “On Loo,” gasped Jal. Then, seeing no comprehension on Kirtn’s
face, “You don’t know about the planet Loo?” Kirtn made an impatient gesture. Jal managed not to smile as he turned his face toward Rheba.
“Loo is part of the Equality. You do know about the Yhelle Equality, don’t
you?” Rheba shrugged, concealing her interest in the subject. She
and Kirtn knew almost nothing about the area of space called the Yhelle
Equality; that was one of the reasons she had been disappointed to lose Jal in
the melee at the Black Whole. Trader Jal watched her closely, then smiled. He looked meaningfully
around the ship. When he attempted to rise, a sound from Kirtn changed the
trader’s mind. “You don’t have to worry about me” said Jal, his voice mellow
with, overtones of trust and fellowship. “Even if I weren’t bonded to your
smoothie, I’m helpless in this ship.” He looked at the pilot web and the
enigmatic displays. “I’ve bought, sold and, um, borrowed every kind of ship
built in the Yhelle Equality, but I’ve never seen one like this. I can speak,
read and draw in the four major languages of the Equality, as well as
Universal, and I can read spacer lingo in six more.” He gestured around with
one heavy-nailed hand. “But that doesn’t do me any good here. None of my
languages fits your ship’s outputs.” Neither Rheba nor Kirtn responded. Jal looked at her
closely, as though seeing her for the first time. “Your ship’s different, yet there’s
nothing remarkable about you or your big furry. You clearly belong to the
Fourth of the Five Peoples. Humanoid to the last cell.” She moved impatiently. “What did you expect—one of the Fifth
People?” Jal made a face. “You’re not a Ghost. You proved that when
you undressed in the casino. But at least you know about the Five Peoples?” Rheba made an exasperated sound. Trader Jal smiled slightly. “Can’t blame me for checking. If
your people didn’t divide intelligent life into the Five Peoples, I’d know you
came from another galaxy. But,” he added, looking around the gleaming ship
again, “this wasn’t designed or built by any Equality race.” “No, it wasn’t,” she said. The tone of her voice did not encourage
further questions from the trader. “Tell us more about the planet Loo.
Particularly its coordinates. Jal smiled. “Information is a commodity.” “So are you,” she retorted. “Remember? It was your bet,
Trader Jal. And your loss.” Jal smiled unpleasantly. “So it was. My compliments, by the
way. That was a novel form of cheating you used. How did you do it?” “Mirrors.” Jal grimaced at the sarcasm. “The coordinates,” rapped Kirtn. “Impatient beast, isn’t it?” said Jal to Rheba. Her eyes slitted. “A Bre’n woman is involved. Kirtn is
Bre’n.” “Bre’n ....” muttered the trader. He shrugged. The word was
obviously as unfamiliar to him as the ship’s controls. “Never heard of
the beasties.” “Senyas?” said Rheba, hiding her disappointment that not
even the name Bre’n was known to a man as widely traveled as Trader Jal. “Have
you heard of a race called Senyas?” “No,” said Jal, replying honestly because he did not wish to
be caught in a lie while the furry’s big hand was wrapped around his throat. “Then how did you get the Face?” she pursued, watching Jal
with burnt-orange eyes. “Loo imports lots of ... ah ... workers. The carving must
have belonged to one of them.” He shrugged, “Maybe the worker needed money and
sold the jewelry to get it.” “No,” she said, her expression as bleak as her eyes. “The Senyas
man who wore that Face is dead, or the carving would be woven into his ear. But
the Bre’n woman who made the Face for him might still be alive.” Her voice hardened.
“Loo, Trader Jal. The coordinates.” “Listen,” said Jal in a reasonable tone. “You have something
I want and I have something you want. Let’s trade.” “Why?” said Kirtn lazily. “I can just wring the coordinates
out of your greasy blue carcass.” “Ummm ... yes,” said Jal. “But Loo is a big planet. Their customs
are ... different. Yes. Quite different. I know the planet. I’ll help you find
the boychild.” “Boychild?” said Rheba sharply. “What are you talking
about?” Jal looked smug. “You don’t think I believed that you’d go
slapping about the galaxy looking for a common furry? I’m not stupid, smoothie.
You’re really looking for the little boy with hands like yours.” She looked at her hands where lines of power curled thickly
beneath the skin. Hands like hers—a child with hands like hers. A
boy. A boy who would become a man. A mate. If she could find him, the people
called Senyasi would not be utterly extinct. Carefully, she looked away from her burned, trembling fingers.
If the boychild was very young, it would explain how the Face had left his
possession short of his death. Theft. On Deva, such thievery would have been unthinkable. The Equality, however, was not Deva. “This boychild,” she said, her voice empty of emotion.
“Where did you see him last? Was he healthy? Was there a Bre’n with him?” “Do we have a deal?” countered Jal. “My information about
the boychild in return for your information about where this ship was built.” She turned toward Kirtn and spoke in rapid Senyas. “What do
you think, Bre’n mentor? Do we trust him?” “No, akhenet. We use him—if we can.” He turned his
slanted, yellow eyes on Jal. “Why did you come to the spaceport? You could have
escaped paying the bet and no one would have known but us.” The trader smiled slightly. “I could give you some star gas
about honor.” Kirtn laughed. “Yes,” said Jal, “I thought you would take it that way.
Perhaps this will be more believable. If I’m found on Onan in the next three
weeks, I’ll be liable for all crimes committed by my bondmaster. I’m a rich
man, but I’ve no desire to rebuild the Black Whole. Besides,” he added, looking
at his thick, blue-black fingernails, “there was always the chance that I’d
learn something profitable from you.” “Like how to cheat at Chaos?” suggested Rheba. Jal licked his lips with a startlingly blue tongue. “Among
other things, yes.” He looked around the ship with an avarice and curiosity he
did not trouble to disguise. Obviously, he had not given up hope of striking a
bargain. “Of the seventeen known Cycles,” he said absently, “only a few have
left behind working machines. The Mordynr is one, and the Flenta and Sporeen
are others.” He watched covertly, but the names elicited no visible reaction
from Rheba or Kirtn. “And then there is the Zaarain Cycle. Ahhh, you know that
name, at least.” “A myth,” said Rheba. “The Zaarain Cycle was real,” said the trader quickly. ‘It
was the eleventh Cycle, the highest the Fourth People have ever known. The
Yhelle Equality and its thirty one civilized planets are only a speck on the
history of the smallest known Cycle. We aren’t even an atom against the might
of the Zaarain.” Rheba did not bother to conceal her skepticism and impatience. Jal laughed at her. “Listen to me, you ignorant smoothie.
The previous Cycle lasted two thousand years and held six hundred and seventy-three
planets before it collapsed and the Seventeenth Darkness began. The Equality
might or might not be the Eighteen Dawn. I’ll be dead long before the issue is
decided, so I don’t care.” “Then, despite your knowledge, you aren’t a scholar,” said Kirtn
dryly. The trader laughed again. “I’m a merchant, furry. History
tells me likely places to look for pre-Equality artifacts. Most things that I
find I sell to the big universities or wealthy collectors. But some”—his glance
darted to the pilot web—“some things I keep. Pre-Equality technology can be
very useful to a trading man.” “You can’t fly this ship,” said Rheba curtly, “so you might
as well forget about stealing it;” “Just give me the coordinates of the planet it came from,”
Jal said quickly. A vision of hell leaped into Rheba’s mind, Deva burning,
streamers of fire wrapped around the planet in searing embrace. She looked at
Kirtn and knew he was seeing the same thing, remembering the same glowing hell. When she spoke, it was in Senyas, a language Trader Jal
would have no way of understanding. “Do we deal?” Kirtn’s body moved in a muscular ripple that jerked on Jal’s
gold chain. “I’d sooner pat a hungry cherf.” His lips quivered in a suppressed
snarl. “We could probably find Loo without his help, but we’d be a long time
finding anything as small as a child. The boy probably wouldn’t survive until
we found him. Loo doesn’t sound Like another name for Paradise.” “Then we’ll give Jal Deva’s coordinates. Maybe he’ll burn
his greedy hands on her ashes.” She flexed her own hands gingerly, remembering
fire. “If there’s even the smallest chance that the boychild is still alive, we
have to move quickly. Jal, damn his greasy blue tongue, is our best hope.” “Use him. Don’t trust him.” She laughed shortly, “Oh, but I do. I trust him to skewer us
the first chance he gets. We just won’t give him that chance.” Kirtn’s lips lifted, revealing sharp teeth. It was not a
beguiling gesture. Jal moved uncomfortably, tethered by the heavy gold necklace
that Kirtn still held. “We have a bargain to offer,” said Rheba in Universal.
“You’ll take us to Loo and act as our guide until we’ve found the Senyas boychild
and the female Bre’n, and have taken them off planet. Then we’ll give you the coordinates
of the planet where we got this ship. We aren’t,” she added deliberately, “ever
planning to go back there again.” “Outlaws,” said Jal, “I know it!” Rheba simply smiled. And waited. Jal made a distinctive clicking sound, tongue against teeth,
“Agreed.” He looked at the hand still wrapped around the bone carving hanging
from his necklace. “After you leash your furry, I’ll give you Loo’s coordinates.” “The Face isn’t yours, Trader Jal. It never was.” “But it’s my good-luck piece. I have to have it!” “No,” she said curtly. “That’s not negotiable. Either you
agree or we take the Face off your dead body.” Jal sputtered, then agreed. The concession was graceless and
after the fact; Kirtn had snapped the heavy chain quite casually as Rheba
spoke. Gently, he freed the carving from the chain’s thick golden grip. He
touched the Face’s curves with a caressing fingertip. The Face turned beneath
his touch, revealing profiles both provocative and gentle, intelligent and
demure, changing and changeless as the sea. Rheba looked away, feeling she was intruding on his inmost
fire. He held in his hand hope for a new race of Bre’n, and his eyes were deep
with longing. A tide of weariness washed over her, making the cabin waver like
an image seen through moving water. She reached out to catch herself, only to
find that she had not fallen. Instantly Kirtn was at her side, lifting her from
the pilot web. “Into the womb with you,” he said in Senyas. “I’ll handle
the first replacement.” She started to protest, then realized that he was right. Her
fingers were too blistered to program a replacement, and her mind
was much too blurry to interface with the ship’s computer. Kirtn sensed her agreement in the sudden slackness of her
body. He unsealed one of the ship’s three wombs, tucked her inside, and
resealed it. Jal watched with interest, but could see no obvious means by which
the Bre’n operated the ship’s mechanisms. “Is that a doctor machine?” asked Jal as the panels closed
seamlessly over Rheba. It took Kirtn a moment to translate the concept of “doctor machine”
into the reality of the Devalon’s womb. The Bre’n shrugged. “It’s a
specialized bunk,” he said finally. “It helps the body to heal. Nothing
miraculous,” he added as he saw Jal’s expression. “If you go in dead, you come
out dead.” Jal’s tongue flicked, touching the edges of his lips. “Where
did you get it?” “It came with the ship.” Kirtn stared at the trader. “The
coordinates,” he demanded, lowering himself into the pilot web. He sensed Jal
looking longingly at his broad Bre’n backs particularly at the base
of the neck where a sharp knife could sever the spinal cord. But as Kirtn had
known, Jal was too shrewd to kill the only available pilot. “Quadrant thirty-one, sector six, twenty one degrees ESW of
GA316’s prime meridian,” said Jal, sighing. He watched closely as Kirtn addressed
the ship’s console, but could make no sense out of the changing displays. Kirtn
whistled rapidly, intricately, as he worked. The combination of light and sound
made Jal wince and rub his temples. “Loo is just over two replacements,”
grated Jal. “The coordinates for the first replacement are—” The words were forced back down Jal’s throat as the Devalon
leaped from standby to maxnorm speed. When the pressure finally lifted, Jal
yelled, “Listen, you furry whelp of a diseased slit, we’ll be lost in Keringa’s
own black asshole if you don’t follow ray instructions!” “Save your breath,” Kirtn said, “We tell the Devalon where,
the ship decides how. Unless we use the override, of course.” Jal’s expression went from fury to disbelief. “That can’t be
true! Only seven of the known Cycles had computers that could—” He stopped
abruptly as the implication of his own words coalesced into a single name,
“Zaarain! Is this ship Zaarain? Did the eleventh Cycle’s technology survive on
your home planet?” Kirtn laughed, “There’s more to the galaxy than the Yhelle
Equality. This ship was built by Devan ... scientists/dancers ...” He whistled
an expletive and stopped trying to find a Universal word to describe akhenets.
“We built this ship, Bre’ns and Senyasi dancing together.” “Dancing? A bizarre way to describe it.” “Universal is a bizarre language,” retorted Kirtn. Jal settled back, watching the pilot console with consuming
eyes. “Valuable,” he muttered, “very valuable. But so ignorant.” “What?” said Kirtn, only half listening, watching the
console. “You’re ignorant. On Loo, that could cost you your life and
me my chance at a new technology. Unless you’d like to give me the coordinates
to your planet now... ?” Kirtn made a sound of disgust. “Not likely, trader.” “Then listen to me, furry. Loo is a difficult place. Every
life form known to the Equality is represented on Loo. Its people ... collect ...
odd things. That makes Loo unique and very, very dangerous.” Kirtn concentrated for an instant, sending pulses through
the pilot web. The outputs in front of him flashed and rippled and sang. He
whistled a note of satisfaction that locked in the programming. “Are you Listening, furry?” “Yes,” he said, swinging around to face the trader. “You’re
saying that Loo is a dangerous place.” He shrugged. “So are most planets with
intelligent life.” “It’s the animals, not the people, that are dangerous. Have
you heard of a Mangarian slitwort?” Kirtn blinked with both sets of eyelids and settled more comfortably
into the pilot web. “No, but you’re going to take care of that, aren’t you?” He
yawned and stretched. Jal ignored Kirtn’s lack of attention. As the Devalon leaped
toward the instant of replacement, the trader launched into descriptions
of the most dangerous life forms of the thirty one planets of the Equality. Despite
his initial reaction, Kirtn began to listen with real interest. The more he
heard, the more interested he became. By the time Rheba emerged from the womb,
Kirtn was wholly enthralled. After a few moments, she was too. Jal was hoarse by the tune the ship emerged from replacement.
After a three-note warning, the Devalon reversed thrust, pinning the
occupants against couches or pilot web. Dumping velocity as quickly as
possible, the ship cut an ellipse through Loo’s gravity well. Even before the
ship achieved a far orbit, telltales began pulsing across the board. The Devalon
was under attack. “Keringia’s shortest hairs!” shrieked Jal,
“Open the hydrogen wavelength for me!” “Open,” snapped Rheba instantly. Jal spewed out a series of foreign words, all liquid vowels
and disturbing glottal stops. As his voice was transmitted beyond the ship’s
hull, the telltales slowly subsided. Jal moaned in relief and mopped his chin
with the edge of his robe. “Stupid,” he whispered. “Tell them about the
wildlife and then forget the vorkers. Stupid, stupid, stupid!” Neither Kirtn nor Rheba disagreed. “What happened?” asked Kirtn, his voice controlled, his lips
drawn thin. “The vorkers—the satellites. Loo has pre-Equality defense installations
through the system. If incoming ships don’t have the code, they’re vaporized.” Another light appeared on the board as the ship inserted
itself into median orbit. The light pulsed in subtle tones of lime and silver. “Do we want voice communications?” asked Rheba. “Yes,” said Jal quickly. “Let me handle it. The Loo are a
bit... xenophobic. Yes. Xenophobic. They’ll respond better to me. They know
me.” The light changed to emerald and white. “Talk,” said Rheba. Instantly, Jal began speaking the odd, gliding/lurching language
he had used on the vorkers. There was a pause, laughter on both ends, and then
a brief reply from downside. Still smiting, he turned to Rheba. “There’s a
tight beam at fifteen degrees to the night side of the terminator, on the equator.” She frowned and drew her finger across one of the console
screens. Her hair trembled. “Got it.” “Ride it down. My berth is waiting for us.” The ship rode the beam down, docked, and opened the ship’s
doors. The instant the last door unlocked, Jal took a pressurized capsule from
his robe and broke the seal. Immediately the cabin was filled with a potent
soporific mist. As he never went without protective nasal filters, he would not
be affected by the drug unless he was careless enough to breathe through his
mouth. Rheba slumped in her mesh, totally unconscious. Kirtn caught
a tinge of the sweet drug odor, held his breath and lunged. Jal pulled out a
gambler’s stunner and held down the button. The gun was small, disguised as a
calculator, and carried only a ten-second charge. It was enough. After nine
seconds Kirtn collapsed in an ungainly pile of copper limbs. IVThe Imperial Loo-chim’s receiving room was a white geodesic
dome with billowing draperies that resembled thin waterfalls. A narrow stream
ran the length of the huge room, curling around ruby boulders. Crystalline
ferns shimmered along the banks of the stream. Immortal, sentient, the ferns
were one of the many lithic races collectively known as the First People. They
trembled in a remembered breeze, chiming plaintively of their long slavery on
the planet Loo. The ruby boulders sighed in mournful harmonics. Rheba shivered. The First People’s melancholy was like a
cold wind over her nakedness. She tugged discreetly, futilely, at the woven
plastic binding her elbows behind her back. A similar plastic binding shortened
her stride by half. The slip-chain around her neck glowed softly but had razor
teeth. Blood trickled between her breasts, testifying to the chain’s sharpness. Behind Rheba walked Kirtn, as naked as she. His woven bindings
were far harsher than hers. Each bit of outward pressure he exerted on them was
answered by an equal and automatic tightening of his bonds. Struggle was not
only futile, it was deadly; the edges of his bonds were tipped with the same
razor teeth that lined Rheba’s neck chain. Kirtn’s arms and chest wore a thin
cloak of blood. Jal looked around the room, saw that the glass-enclosed Imperial
bubble was still unoccupied, and turned quickly to his captives, “The Imperial
Loo-chim understands Universal, but it’s customary for it to ignore the
yappings of unAdjusted slaves. I wouldn’t bet my life on its tolerance, though.
Understand me?” She looked through Jal and said nothing. He deftly twitched
her slip-chain. A new trickle of blood joined the old on her neck. “Listen, smoothie bitch. I’m doing you a favor.” Rheba said something in her native tongue. “Same to you, no doubt,” Jal retorted. “But I could have
taken you to the common slave pens—the Pit—where only one in ten survive
Adjustment. But if you tickle the Loo-chim’s interest, you’ll be taken in to
the Loo-chim Fold for your period of Adjustment. More than half survive there.” “What about Kirtn?” “He’s going to the Fold. The female polarity of the Imperial
Loo-chim wants to breed new furries with gold masks. Yes, smoothie. There’s
another furry here like yours. The female polarity will pay a high price for
your beastie. People with obsessions always do.” The Loo-chim bubble seemed to quiver. It opaqued, then resolved
again into transparency. The bubble was no
longer empty. The ferns shook and began producing an eerie threnody that
was echoed by the boulders in the stream. “The Imperial Loo-chim!” hissed Jal. “On your bellies,
slaves!” When neither Rheba nor Kirtn responded, Jal kicked Kirtn’s
feet out from under him. Rheba tried to evade the trader, but her razor leash could
not be escaped. Bruised and bleeding, Kirtn and Rheba stretched out face down
on the floor. Neither stayed down for more than a few seconds. Trader Jal hissed his anger in Universal, but did not
require further obeisance of his captives. They were, after all, unAdjusted;
the Loo-chim expected little more than bad manners from such slaves. Jal dropped both leashes and performed a brief, graceful obeisance
to the Loo-chim. Neither Rheba nor Kirtn moved while Jal’s attention was off
them. They had learned that when he was not holding the leashes, the least movement
caused them to tighten, slicing into flesh. The Loo-chim gestured for Jal to speak. He picked up the
training leashes and launched into a speech in Loo’s odd tongue. Rheba and
Kirtn listened intently, understanding nothing except their bondage and what
Jal had told them when they awakened in Imperiapolis, Loo’s capital city. The
Imperial Loo-chim, although spoken of in the singular, was composed of a man
and woman whose only genetic difference was the y chromosome of the male polarity.
They were strikingly similar in appearance—curling indigo hair and pale skin
only faintly blue—yet each twin was definitely sexed rather than androgynous.
Each twin was also disturbingly attractive, as though the Loo-chim contained
the essence of female and male, opposite and alluring sides of the same humanoid
coin. Jal had also told them that a gold-masked furry was the male
polarity’s favorite slave. The male polarity spoke first. His voice was as liquid as
the captive stream. What he said, however, was not pleasing to Jal. The trader
argued respectfully, but adamantly. After a few minutes, he turned toward
Kirtn. “The male polarity has decided he prefers his furry paramour not to be
pregnant. Bad luck for you.” Kirtn measured the two sensual halves of the Loo-chim whole,
then turned back to Jal. “What does his sister say about that?” Jal made an ambiguous gesture, “She’s used to her husband’s
enthusiasms. They generally don’t last long. She has her own diversions, too.” “But she’s not particularly pleased by his latest playmate?”
persisted Kirtn, looking back at the female polarity. She returned his gaze with open hostility. “It’s been awhile since the male polarity slept between his
sister’s sheets,” admitted Jal. “Does she share her brother’s lust for... furries?” “Only if they’re male,” said Jal dryly. Rheba saw both the satisfaction and the cruelty in Kirtn’s
smile. She looked away, wondering what he was planning. Fear slid coldly in her
veins. It was not safe to be around a vengeful Bre’n. Kirtn spoke Rheba’s name softly, using their native tongue.
“Don’t worry, sweet dancer. I’ll keep you out of the Pit.” Before Rheba could ask what Kirtn planned, the Bre’n began
to whistle. The fluting notes were like sunlight on water, brilliant, teasing.
The song was as old as Bre’n sensuality. It evoked promises and pleasures
gliding beneath the double sun of Deva’s spring. The skin across Rheba’s stomach rippled with an involuntary
response. She had heard this song as all Senyas children had, at a distance,
carried by a scented breeze. She and her friends had speculated on the song’s
meaning, giggling because they were too young to respond otherwise to the
music’s sliding allure. But she was no longer a child, and the song was not
distant Resolutely, she tried to close out the sounds, using the concentration
mat was part of her akhenet discipline. The song defied discipline. It burned through her will like
lightning, incandescent, exploding with possibilities. Almost, she felt sorry
for the female polarity who was learning the meaning of the old Senyas saying
“as seductive as a Bre’n.” All that the song lacked was the female harmony.
Rheba knew the notes, but refused to whistle them, fearing to unravel the snare
Kirtn was weaving around the female polarity. Rheba closed her eyes, held her lower lip hard between her
teeth and shuddered with the effort of ignoring Kirtn’s siren song. The Bre’n saw Rheba’s distress, misunderstood its source,
and regretted her reaction. He had hoped she was old enough to understand, if
not to respond to, the song. It hurt him to see her shudder, as though appalled
by the song’s celebration of passion and pleasure. Up to this instant, he had
been careful to shield his young fire dancer from a Bre’n’s intense sensuality.
He mourned her rude coming-of-age, but thought it preferable to dying in the Pit. Jal listened to the Bre’n song, watched the Loo-chim, and
sighed with either envy or disgust. He murmured a counterpoint to Kirtn’s song
that only Rheba heard. “Just four of the Equality’s planets are advanced enough
to forbid pairing smoothies and furries. Loo is one of the four. But the Imperial
Loo-chim’s taste for furry perversity is an open secret. The male polarity’s
infatuation with the female furry is a scandal. Yet... I admit ... if Bre’ns
are as good on a pillow as they are singing, I can understand why the
gold-masked furry has such a hold on the male polarity.” Rheba trembled and resolutely tried to think of nothing at
all. The song ended on a single low note that made the crystal
ferns quiver and chime. The female polarity remained utterly still for a long
moment, then stood up as though she would walk to Kirtn. She got as far as the
glass wall before self-preservation overcame lust. UnAdjusted slaves could be
carriers of diseases other than physical violence. The woman’s fingertips traced Kirtn’s outline on the cool
glass. She spoke softly. Rheba did not need Jal’s translation to know that
Kirtn had won. He would not be going to the Pit. The female polarity removed her band from the glass. She
looked at Rheba, at the disheveled golden hair and slanting cinnamon eyes, and
at the supple, utterly female body. The hand moved sharply. Blue nails flashed.
Fingers snapped in contemptuous dismissal. Disappointed but not surprised, Jal turned to Rheba. “The Loo-chim
is not impressed by you. It has prettier specimens that are already Adjusted.” “What would impress it?” said Rheba. Jal shrugged. “Karenga only knows. The Loo-chim already
drinks the cream of the Equality.” “Wait,” she said, when he would have turned and led her
away. She faced the Loo-chim bubble. As she had done on Onan, she began to
build colored shapes within the transparent surface of the bubble. Her hands
pulsed in subtle patterns of gold. Her palms itched. She ignored the sensation.
The shapes she created were small, few, but brilliantly colored. They winked in
and out ‘of patterns like geometric leaves driven by a fitful wind. The female polarity’s blue nails flicked disdainfully
against the bubble. She spoke a curt phrase. The male polarity gave her a
spiteful look and countermanded the order. The Loo-chim began arguing with
itself in cultured, razor phrases. Jal frowned and watched his feet. Ruin eased over to Rheba’s
side and put a comforting hand on her shoulder. “What are they saying?” he
asked Jal. Jal sighed and looked like a man with a toothache, “She’s
jealous of his furry. He’s jealous,” he looked at Rheba, “of your furry, both
as mate for his furry and as mount for his sister. She’s jealous of you, too, because
the furry she wants is yours.” Kirtn did not know whether to laugh or swear. He stroked
Rheba’s hair reassuringly, a gesture that brought a frown to the female polarity’s
face. “So?” demanded Rheba, impatient with lusts and counter-lusts. “So they argue,” said Jal simply. After a time, the female polarity made an imperative gesture
and snapped her fingers under her brother’s nose. He made an angry, dismissing
gesture. She snapped her fingers again. He continued to look angry but did
nothing. Jal sighed. “No luck, smoothie. It’s the Pit for you.” He
turned to leave. “No,” said Kirtn. The flat denial made the ruby rocks moan. Jal twitched
Kirtn’s leash. Blood flowed. The Bre’n did not move. “Look, furry, it won’t do any good,” said Jal, more discouraged
than angry, “You’re lucky not to be going to the Pit yourself.” Kirtn ignored the trader. He turned to Rheba and trilled a single
phrase in the highly compressed whistle language of the Bre’n. “Whatever I do,
don’t fight me.” Rheba whistled a single note of surprised assent. Kirtn turned toward Jal. “You might as well kill both of us
here and now. If you separate us, we’ll die anyway.” Jal’s grip made the training leashes tremble. “I doubt that,
furry. Oh, it’ll be painful, I suppose, but you’ll make new friends.” “You don’t understand,” said Kirtn harshly. “Bre’n and Senyas
are one. Without mutual enzyme transfer, we die.” Rheba succeeded in keeping both surprise and admiration from
showing on her face. Jal did not. “It’s a thought, furry. But the other furry didn’t say
anything about symbiosis with her smoothie kid.” Rheba bit back a sound of dismay. She had forgotten about
the Senyas boy; and so, apparently, had Kirtn. “Did you separate the Bre’n from her Senyas?” asked Kirtn,
fear in his voice. “No.” Jal grimaced at the memory, “When we tried, she went
berserk.” “You would too, if someone had just condemned you to death
by slow torture,” said Rheba enthusiastically. “It’s ghastly, the worst death
in the galaxy.” “Rheba.” Kirtn’s whistle was sharp. “Enough. The less lies,
the less chance of being caught.” She subsided with no more embellishment than a delicate
shudder. She watched Jal with huge cinnamon eyes. He frowned, plainly wondering
if there was any truth in. Kirtn’s words. “Stranger things happen in the Equality
at least six times between meals,” he muttered after a long time. “But—enzyme
transfer? How does it work?” Kirtn turned Rheba until she faced him, no more than a
hand’s width away. “I’m sorry,” he whistled. “It’s all I could think of.” And
the Bre’n spring song had helped to stir his thoughts, he admitted silently to
himself. “Don’t fight me, little fire dancer,” he murmured as he bent over her. Kirtn drew Rheba to him and kissed her as he would a woman.
Shocked, she did not resist. She had known Senyas boys on her own planet,
friends whose playful rumblings had ended in transitory pleasures. But she had
never thought of her Bre’n mentor as a man. Since her planet had died, she had
even stopped thinking of herself as a woman. Gently, Kirtn freed his dancer, hiding his sadness at her
shocked response to his touch. He turned toward Jal. “That’s how the enzyme
transfer works,” he said, his voice toneless. Jal snickered. “More than enzymes could get transferred that
way.” Kirtn’s gold eyes became as flat as hammered metal. He said
nothing. Even so, the trader moved uncomfortably. He turned toward the Loo-chim
and stood for a long moment, plainly calculating the risk of Imperial wrath
against the profit to be made from selling two high-priced slaves instead of
one. He drew a long, slow breath and began to speak persuasively. Neither polarity seemed to appreciate what Jal was saying.
The Loo-chim glared at itself, then at Jal, then at the slaves. Finally the
Loo-chim spoke to itself. As he spoke, the male’s smile was vindictive. The
female spoke in turn, smiling with equal malice. The Loo-chim turned back to
Jal and made a twin, abrupt gesture. Jal stopped talking as though his throat
had been cut. The bubble opaqued, then cleared. It was empty. The ferns
quivered in musical relief. Even the stream seemed to flow with greater ease.
Jal stared at his slaves, waiting for them to ask. They stared back. His hand
tightened on the training leashes, sending a warning quiver up their silver
links. “The Loo-chim is generous,” said Jal dryly. “Indecisive at
times, but still generous. If both of you survive the Loo-chim Fold, the
Loo-chim will then address the question of enzymes, separation and survival.” Rheba felt relief flow in warm waves along her nerves. She
sagged slightly against Kirtn’s strength. His breath stirred her hair as he
thanked the Inmost Fire for Its burning benediction. “You’re not safe yet,” Jal said sharply to her. “First, you
have to survive Adjustment. Then you’ll have to find an Act. The Loo-chim has
no use for your smooth body, but if you’re talented in some other way they’ll
find a place for you in their Concatenation.” Rheba looked confident. Jal made a contemptuous gesture. “If you’re thinking of your Chaos trick, forget it. You’ll
have to find something more dramatic than a few colored shapes. The Loo-chim
has a six-year-old illusionist who does much better than that.” Jal waited
before continuing in a hard voice, taking pleasure out of deflating her. “If
you survive Adjustment, I’ll send someone to help you with your Act.” Rheba’s face was carefully expressionless, but Jal was
skilled in reading the faces of slaves far more experienced than she. “It won’t
be easy, smooth bitch. The male polarity bought the furry’s boy. What the
Loo-chim buys, it keeps. You’ll never take the boy off planet. You got yourself
turned into a slave for nothing.” VThe exterior of the Loo-chim Fold was a high, seamless brown
barrier capped by a nearly invisible force field. Only the subtle distortion of
light gave away the presence of energy flowing soundlessly over the slave
compound. Jal saw that both his slaves had noticed the Fold’s deadly
lid. He smiled and made a soft sound of satisfaction. “Good. You’re alert
You’ll need that to survive. There’s no real sky in the Fold—only energy. If
you try to climb out, you’ll die.” He stepped up to a wide vertical blue stripe
that was part of the fence and began speaking in the language of Loo. Rheba’s gaze was withdrawn, as she measured the enormous currents
of energy flowing silently so close to her. Her hair shimmered and lifted as
though individual strands were questing after energy. Her body quivered, each
cell yearning toward the compelling, unseen tide surging just beyond her. To
reach it, join it, ride forever on its overpowering waves— “Fire dancer,” said Kirtn roughly, using the Senyas tongue. Rheba blinked, called from her trance by her mentor’s command.
She turned toward him, her hair shifting and whispering, her cinnamon eyes incandescent. “Don’t let it summon you,” he said harshly, “You can’t
handle that much energy.” She sighed and let go of the filaments of force she had unconsciously
woven. She caught her long, restless hair and bound it at the nape of her neck
with a practiced twist. “It’s beautiful,” she said softly, staring at the
invisible energies pouring over the Fold, “so alive, so powerful, always
different and yet always familiar, safety and danger at once. Like a Bre’n
Face. Like you.” His eyes reflected the light of Loo’s topaz sun as he
watched his dancer grope toward an understanding of him—of them. She
was growing up too quickly. One day she would look at her Face and realize what
it held. How would she feel then? Would she be mature enough to understand?
Would he be able to wait? On Deva she would have been at least ten years older,
her children safely conceived, safely born, before she saw the truth in the
Face. But Deva had burned, spewing its children out into a galaxy where they
had to grow up too soon or die forever. Jal returned, breaking into Kirtn’s bleak thoughts. With a
gesture, the trader motioned them toward the indigo slit in the fence, “You
aren’t counted as a new slave until you drink at the well in the center of the
Fold. That is the only water in the Fold. Don’t forget what I told you on the
ship, or you won’t live long enough to get thirsty. When you’re inside both
concentric circles that surround the well and the center of the compound,
you’ll be safe from any attack by other slaves. That’s all I’m allowed to tell
you.” Before they could ask questions they were sucked into the
blue stripe. Their bonds fell off as they passed through the wall. When Kirtn
looked over his shoulder, the slit was gone, leaving behind a uniform brown
fence as tall and obdurate as a cliff. It stretched away on both sides until it
vanished into the silver haze that gathered beneath the Fold’s invisibly seething
ceiling. In silence, they examined their prison. The haze made distances
impossible to estimate. “How big?” he asked, turning toward her. She shut her eyes, trying to sense the subtle flow of
energy, currents of heat and cold and power that would tell her whether the
fence quickly curved back on itself or stretched endlessly into the mist. “Big,” she said finally, blinking her eyes and rubbing her
arms where bindings had deadened her flesh. “We could walk the fence for days
and not come back here.” His whistle was short and harsh. “Well,” he said, flexing
his arms, ignoring the pain of returning circulation, “at least we’re not tied
any longer.” She swallowed. The drug Jal had used to knock her out had
left her mouth feeling like old leather. Her throat was sore, her tongue like a
dried sponge. She knew that Kirtn had to be as thirsty as she was, but neither
of them was eager to take the trail leading off into the center of the mist.
Both of them knew instinctively that the most dangerous part of any territory
was usually the watering hole, where every living creature must eventually come
to drink or die ... sometimes, both. But they would never be stronger than they were right now.
Delay was futile. Without speaking they set off down, the broad path, walking carefully,
quietly, side by side. As she moved, Rheba gathered energy, renewing it from
moment to moment, even when she was full. She dared not let the energy drain
away, or she might be caught empty at the instant of attack. For Jal had left
them no doubt that they would be attacked; the only uncertainty was when. And
by what. A small wind gusted, carrying groans and cries to them.
Shapes mounded at the edge of the mist. Some shapes moved, some were still,
some writhed in a way that suggested ultimate pleasure or ultimate pain. Wind
shredded the mist, revealing a small humanoid form. It was a child. A very young girl, naked and emaciated. Half
of her face had been burned away, but still she lived and walked, making small
noises that carried clearly on the wind. Rheba leaped off the path, running toward the child.
Knee-high white bushes clawed at her naked legs and mist twisted like cold
flames, consuming the ground. She fell once but scrambled to her feet without
pausing, her eyes fixed on her goal. Dark shapes leaped onto Rheba’s shoulder, flattening her
onto the dank ground. She felt the rake of claws and the burning of teeth in
her neck. In a searing burst, she released the energy she had held. Her
attackers cried out and scrambled away from her, all except one that clung to
her with flexible, clawed hands. Kirtn broke its neck with a single kick. He
snatched up Rheba and ran back toward the path. Nothing followed him. “The child!” screamed Rheba, fighting him. “The child!” “Bait,” he said succinctly. “That was a gtai trap.” Belatedly,
she remembered Jal’s lectures on board the Devalon. The gtai were
semi-intelligent pack hunters who used wounded prey as a lure. Whoever or
whatever took the bait could be acting as predator or savior; the gtai did not
care, so long as what fell into the trap was edible. She felt the claw marks burning on her back and knew how
close she had come to death. Gtai regularly hunted—and caught—armed groups of
men. She should have remembered Jal’s words. “But the child,” she repeated in a strained voice. “We can’t
leave it with the gtai....” Yet they must do just that. She knew it. They had been
lucky. The child had not. She must accept that as she had accepted Deva’s end.
She must put away that burned face, hide it in the dark places of her mind with
all the other burned faces, Senyasi and Bre’ns scourged by their own sun. She
had survived so much already. Surely she could survive the memory of one more
burned child. Just one more. “I’m all right,” she said numbly. “I can walk. Put me down.” Kirtn hesitated. He had first heard that deadness in her
voice after Deva burned. He had not heard it so much lately, even in the echos
of his mind. “I’m all right,” she repeated. “I won’t be so stupid again.” “I was right behind you,” he said. “I didn’t remember Jal’s
warning until you were attacked.” He set her on her feet and looked at the
marks on her back, “Welts, mostly. How do they feel?” With a shrug of indifference, she reached up to coil her
hair once again. Kirtn saw the four puncture marks on her neck. Jal had said
nothing about gtai poison, but that was no comfort. “Light,” snapped Kirtn. Automatically, she wove a palm-sized glow of cool light and
handed it to him. He looked carefully at the wounds. There was no sign of
discoloration or unusual swelling. “Hold still.” She stood without moving while he sucked on each puncture
until blood flowed freely. It hurt, but she said nothing. She would willingly
endure much worse at her mentor’s hands, knowing that he would hurt her no more
than necessary, and feel it as painfully as she did. Kirtn spat again as the glowlight died. “Didn’t taste
anything more than blood,” he said. “How do you feel?” “Like throwing up, but it has nothing to do with the marks
on my neck.” He had felt the same way since the first moment he saw the
child’s face and realized there was nothing he could do. Someday he would not
be a slave. When that day came, the creators of the Fold would know hell as
surely as Deva had. They resumed walking down the path, legs almost brushing
with each stride. Erratic cries rode the wind, and at the margins of the haze
were forms seen and half-seen but never fully known. Her fingers curled among
his as they had when she was no taller than his waist. He caressed her fingers
and said nothing, enjoying the comfort of familiar flesh as much as she did.
The Fold made children or corpses of everything it touched, even a Bre’n. The mist concealed, but not enough. They saw dead slaves
mutilated by scavengers. The diseased, the injured, the despondent, all were
clumped near the path, pleas and curses in a hundred languages, despair the
only common tongue. The children were the worst. It was their faces that would
scream in Rheba’s and Kirtn’s nightmares, new faces among the chorus of Deva’s
dead. As they walked, the mist waxed and waned capriciously, revealing
startling varieties of plants. Occasional cries and complaints punctuated the
silence. Rheba and Kirtn taught themselves to hear only those cries that seemed
to be following them. No one came out of the mist, however. Either Kirtn’s size
or the certainty that new slaves had nothing worth taking prevented them from
being attacked. Yet they had the persistent sense of being stalked. The mist
was part of their unease, maddening, changing shapes before their eyes, teasing
them with half-remembered nightmares. The trail wound between and around low
hills covered with thick trees that quivered in every breeze. The brush grew
higher and sweet flowers unfolded. Rheba trusted the flowers least of all, for
they looked gentle and she had learned that gentleness died first in the Fold
of the Loo-chim. The trail divided around a smooth, wooded hill. They took
the side that seemed to be most heavily traveled, the left side. Half-seen
shapes condensed out of the mist, blocking the trait Kirtn stared, counting at
least twenty six men and women of every race and size. He waited for one
of them to speak. None did. One of the men gestured toward Rheba, then toward
his genitals, then toward Rheba again. Kirtn and Rheba sprinted down the right fork of the trail.
Nothing followed them but hard laughter and harsh words of encouragement.
Suspicious, they slowed. The voices came no closer. The trail curled off to one
side, winding among the beautifully faceted ruins of a small city. Abruptly, Kirtn froze, afraid even to breathe. From the
ruins came an echo of ghostly harmonics. His hand closed around Rheba’s arm,
silently urging her backward. Jal had warned them most particularly about singing
ruins. Other than a Darkzoi brushbat, there was nothing deadlier in the Yhelle
Equality than the First People waiting along the trail ahead. The harmonics seeped into Kirtn’s bones, making him ache. It
was nothing to what would have happened if they had run innocently into the
midst of the faceted city, where buildings were intelligent minerals who spoke
among themselves in slow chords that dissolved organic intelligence with
terrible thoroughness. “No wonder those slaves didn’t follow us,” she said. “They
knew we’d come wandering out sooner or later with no more brains than a bowl of
milk.” She made a bitter sound. “Trader Jal is a liar. More than one out of two
slaves die in the Loo-chim Fold.” “But no one counts you until you reach the well inside the
two blue circles,” he said softly. Rheba wished ice and ashes upon Jal’s Inmost Fire, but felt
no satisfaction. Kirtn measured the surrounding hills with metallic gold eyes,
but there was no comfort there either, only traps where First People
shone in the sun. “We have to go back,” he said finally. She did not argue. There was a chance that they could
survive the attentions of their fellow slaves. There was no chance that they
could survive the resonant speech of the First People. Slowly, they walked back to the fork in the trail. VIThe shapes waited at the edge of the mist, shifting
restlessly, talking with the many voices of an ill-disciplined pack. Rheba’s
hair unknotted and fanned out with a silky murmur of power. Kirtn felt her hair
brash his arm and knew that she was gathering energy again. A fire dancer,
especially a young one, should not fill and hold her capacity so many times, so
quickly; but neither should a fire dancer die young. He regretted the strain on
her, and knew there was no other choice. “They have stones, clubs, bones,” he said, summing up the
slaves’ crude armaments, “no more.” “And a fifteen-to-one edge,” she said. “I wonder what would
happen if we tried to go around them.” He looked at the boulders and trees just beyond the grassy
margin on either side of the trail. Many things could be hidden out there.
Perhaps even safety. “Do you want to try outflanking them?” The mist swirled, revealing the waiting slaves. They did not
seem worried that their prey would escape. Rheba stepped boldly off the trail
and began to cross the grass. The slaves watched, smiling in grim anticipation.
No one moved to cut her off. After a few more steps, she turned back to the
trail where Kirtn waited. “They know the territory better than we do,” she said. “Anyplace
they’ll let me go, I don’t want to go.” He agreed, yet he hesitated. “There are too many of them to
be kind, fire dancer, and you’re too tired for finesse.” The Bre’n said no more, to this he could not advise his akhenet.
It cost a fire dancer less energy to kill than it did to stun. A simple touch,
energy draining away; a heart could not beat without electricity to galvanize
its muscle cells. To stun rather than kill required an outpouring of energy from
the fire dancer, energy woven and channeled by a driving mind. She was too
tired to stun more than a few people. Rheba remembered the child in the gtai trap, and the other
children she had seen, the lucky ones who had died cleanly. None of them had
chosen to die. These slaves, however, had chosen whether they knew it or not.
“I’ll kill if I have to,” she said tonelessly, “but it takes more concentration
than making fire. It’s not easy to ...” Her voice faded into a dry swallow. He stroked her hair. “I know,” he said, wishing he could protect
her, knowing he could not. “I’m sorry.” “Maybe I could just scare them. They’ve never seen a fire
dancer at work.” He said nothing. It was her decision. It had to be, or she
would never trust him again. She concentrated on a bush midway between the slaves and
herself. When the bush finally began to quake, she raised her arm, pointed at
the bush, and let a filament of yellow energy course from her finger to the
bush. The gesture was unnecessary, but it was satisfying. The bush burst into flames. The slaves muttered among themselves
but did not back away. The leader walked up boldly to the bush, saw that the
flames were not an illusion, and began warming his wide body by the fire. Soon
the slaves had regrouped around the bush, snickering and congratulating their
leader as though he had conjured the fire himself. Flames whipped suddenly, called by an angry fire dancer.
Bright tongues licked out. There was a stink of burning hair. Scorched slaves
leaped back, only to find that the fire leaped with them. Rheba worked furiously. Her hands and lower arms burned gold
with the signature of akhenet power at work. Fire danced hotly across the
shoulders of the slaves. A few people fled, but most of them had seen and
survived too many malevolent marvels to be routed by a few loose flames. With
an enraged bellow, the leader called his slaves to attack. A hail of stones fell over Rheba, stunning her until she
could no longer work. Streamers of fire winked out or drained back into the
bush. Before she could recover, the slaves swarmed over, swinging wood clubs
and fists with rocks inside them. Most of the slaves who attacked chose to concentrate on
Kirtn instead of the woman whose hands had called fire out of damp shrubbery.
Even so, she was swept off her feet in the rush, her head ringing from a
glancing blow. Screams and curses in several languages showed that Kirtn was a
deadly opponent despite being badly outnumbered; but even his huge strength
could not survive the onslaught of thirty enraged slaves. He vanished under a tumult
of multicolored flesh. Rheba pushed herself to her knees, head hanging low, hair
and blood concealing her view of the fight. Kirtn’s whistle sliced through the
confusion, a sound of rage and fear. The shrill notes commanded her to run away
if she could. Abruptly, the whistle stopped. His silence frightened her more than any sound he could have
made. She lunged toward the melee, heedless of her own danger. One man grabbed
her, then another. Instantly they reeled away, numbed by the shocks she had reflexively
sent through them. She screamed Kirtn’s name, desperately grabbing energy from
the still-burning bush, from the sunlight, from every source within her reach.
Thin lines of fire sizzled over the slaves who covered Kirtn. The pile of flesh heaved and a Bre’n roar echoed. Kirtn
clawed his way out of the pile with three men and the leader clinging to his
shoulders. The leader’s pale arm flashed upward as a club took lethal aim of
Kirtn’s skull. Even as Rheba screamed, fire flowed like dragon’s breath
from her hands, more fire than the bush had held, more fire than she had ever called
before. Her hands and arms seemed to burst into flames. Lines of molten gold
burned triumphantly on her arms, answering and reflecting a fire dancer’s will,
stealing energy from the day and weaving it into a terrible light. The leader’s squat white body suddenly crawled with flames.
He screamed and dropped his charred club, trying to beat out the fire with
hands that also burned. The other slaves saw what had happened and fled in
panic, leaving dead and injured behind. Rheba sucked back the flames, but it was too late. The
leader had breathed pure fire. He was dead before he fell to the damp ground.
She stared, horrified. She had seen others die like that, Senyasi and Bre’ns
screaming when the deflectors vaporized in one station after another, Deva’s
fire dancers blistering and dying ... Sobbing dryly, she forced down her memories
and horror. She knelt by Kirtn and sought the pulse beneath his ear. “Kirtn?” she said softly, hesitantly, trying not to think of
what her fire could have done to him. After what seemed like a very long time to her, his eyes
opened. They were as gold and blank as the lines of power still smoldering on
her body. He tried to sit up, groaned, and tried again. On the third attempt he
succeeded. He saw the pale, scorched body sprawled nearby and the smoking club
that had been ready to smash his skull. He looked at her haunted eyes and knew
what she had done. He caressed her cheek in wordless thanks, not knowing how
else to comfort her. Slowly he stood up, pulling her with him. The light from the
burning bush washed over his eyes and mask, making them incandescent. “I’m
sorry,” he said, speaking finally, looking at her, “Not for him. He deserved to
die, and die more slowly than he did. But you, little dancer, you didn’t
deserve the job of executioner.” “It wasn’t very hard ... I didn’t even know what I was
doing. All I knew was that I didn’t want you hurt. I didn’t want to live if you
died.” She rubbed her lower arms and hands where new lines of power had
ignited. As the lines faded, the itching began. She was grateful for the
distraction from her own thoughts. “Let’s get out of here.” She began walking up the trail as quickly as her shaking
legs would allow. She lost track of the passage of tune. Mist and the trail
conspired to create a dream that she moved through long after she wanted to
stop. Fatigue became an anesthetic, numbing. She did not fight it, but accepted
it as she had accepted her itching hands, gratefully. Trees loomed out of the mist, their supple, tapering
branch-lets swaying like grass in a river current. There was no wind. Kirtn and
Rheba stopped, staring. When they looked away from the trees, they realized
that the trail divided. A small spur took off to wind between the graceful,
slim-trunked trees. The spur ended in a liquid gleam of water. Kirtn stared at the small pool caught among the grove’s lavender
roots. Water so close he would only have to walk six steps to touch its cool
brilliance. As though sensing his thoughts, the pool winked seductively, catching
and juggling shafts of light that penetrated the mist. “Kirtn, something’s wrong.” “I know. But what?” “I wish I weren’t so thirsty. Makes it hard to think.” She
closed her eyes, trying to shut out the seductive pool. Then her eyes snapped
open, “We haven’t come far enough yet. Jal said there was water in the center
of the Fold. This can’t be the center.” “You’re sure?” She closed her eyes, reaching out to the subtle currents of
energy that flowed along the Fold’s unseen fence. “Yes. The fence is closer to
us behind and to the left. We aren’t in the center.” Kirtn looked around until he found a fist-sized stone. He
measured the distance, drew back his arm, and fired the rock into the pond.
Silver liquid fountained up, spreading pungent fumes. “Acid!” said Rheba, stepping back. Then, “Look!” The
trees bent down, sending their branchlets into the disturbed liquid. As the
trees sampled the nutrient mix, delicate sipping sounds spread out like ripples
from the pond. The rock, however, had contained little of the organic
nourishment the grove required. With whiplike grace, the trees straightened
again and resumed waiting, patient as all predators must be, especially carnivorous
plants. “Morodan?” asked Rheba, remembering Jal’s lecture. “Or
Trykke. Either way, one of the Second People.” She stared, fascinated in spite
of her uneasiness. She had never before seen intelligent plants of this size.
“I wonder bow they got here, and what they talk about while they wait for a
thirsty animal to come to their acid pond.” “I don’t know, but from their size, they’ve been talking
about it for thousands of years.” “They’re insane,” she said suddenly, her voice certain.
“Maybe. And maybe they’re only Adjusted.” She shivered. “That’s not funny.” He turned back toward the main path. She followed. They were
still within sight of the grove when a low moan of pain made her stop suddenly.
Just off the trail, in a small clearing, a sleek-furred mother huddled with two
very young children. She was badly injured, unable to move. Her children
cowered next to her, seeking what warmth and safety they could. When Rheba walked closer, the stranger spoke in Universal,
ordering her children to hide in the ubiquitous waist-high shrubs. The
children, who were not injured, half disobeyed. They stayed close enough to see
their mother, but far enough away to be safe from the trail. “We won’t hurt you,” said Kirtn gently in Universal, “or
your children.” The woman’s only answer was the slow welling of blood from a
wound low on her side. She watched Rheba’s approach with eyes that held neither
fear nor hope, only an animal patience for whatever might come. Slow shivering
shook her, fear or chills or both. Warily, knowing she should not but unable to stop herself. Rheba stepped off the trail. Kirtn followed, close enough to
help but not close enough to be caught in the same trap with her, if trap there
was. While he stood guard, she crouched by the wounded woman. The stranger’s
body was thick and muscular, but its power was draining inexorably from the
inflamed wound in her side. There was nothing Rheba could do. She had neither water nor
medicines. She did not even have clothes to tear into bandages. The woman’s
lips were cracked with thirst, her breathing harsh, her thoughts only for her
children. “I’m sorry,” whispered Rheba, helpless and angry at her helplessness.
“Is there anything I can do?” The woman’s lips twisted in what could have been a snarl or
a smile. “My children are cold. Go away so they can come back to me.” “A fire,” said Rheba quickly. “Would you like a fire?” “I might as well ask for water—or freedom.” The woman’s
voice was as bitter as her pain and fear for her children. Rheba closed her eyes, gathered light and concentrated on a
nearby bush. Her hair shook free of its knot and fanned out restlessly. After
several minutes the bush quivered as though it were alive. Sweating, she
concentrated until the bush ignited. She wove its flames into arches connecting
other nearby bushes and held them until there was an arc of burning shrubbery
warming the woman and her children. After the first bush, the others burned
quickly; it was always easier to use existing fire than to weave random energy
into heat. Kirtn uprooted other bushes, limiting the spread of fire and
feeding the flames at the same tone. He did not complain that she was spending
her energy on a dying woman. He did not say that Loo’s period of Adjustment was
designed to kill the weak, not to succor them. If you were not strong, lucky,
smart and vicious, you died. On Loo, compassion had about as much survival
value as a broken neck. But he kept his conclusions to himself, because he knew what
drove his dancer. She had seen too many people die on Deva—and so had he. The
need to help others was as deep in her as her akhenet genes. “Should I cauterize her wound?” asked Rheba in Senyas, her
voice trembling with effort and too much emotion. “No,” he said softly. “Soon she won’t hurt anymore.” “The children.” “Yes. After she dies.” Wordlessly, Rheba sat down on the trail to wait. Gray mist moved against the multihued grasses. A vague breeze
brought the clean scent of burning leaves. The woman slipped into
semiconsciousness, moaning as she would not have allowed herself to do if she
were awake. Her children crept back to her side. Kirtn ached to end the woman’s suffering, but did not. She
had chosen to cling to life for the sake of her children. Perhaps she hoped for
a miracle, perhaps not. All he knew was that he had no choice but to respect
her decision ... and to grind his teeth at her futile pain. “Someday,” whispered Rheba, “someday I’ll meet the Loo-chim
again. Then I’ll share with them the hell they created.” Kirtn smiled a Bre’n’s cruel smile, “Save a piece for me,
fire dancer.” “Rare or well done?” “Ash,” he hissed. “Ash and gone!” Her fingers laced more tightly with his. “I promise you
that.” The woman’s body slumped suddenly, seeming to fold in upon
itself. Only that marked her passage out of pain. Kirtn and Rheba rose to their
feet and crept toward the children huddled unknowing against their mother’s
cooling body. A stick shattered beneath Rheba’s feet with a piercing crystal
sound. The two small children woke from their daze of cold and hunger
with yelps of fright. They saw the forms looming over them and panicked. With a
speed born of survival reflexes, both children leaped up and ran away before
Kirtn could intercept them. “Come back,” shouted Rheba in Universal. “We won’t hurt you!
Please, let us help you!” The children never hesitated. They had learned too well the
Fold’s brutal lessons. They trusted no one. They raced down the trail and into
the shelter of a thick grove of whiplike trees. “No!” yelled Rheba, recognizing the trap of the Second People.
“No!” Disturbed by the two small bodies scrambling over their
roots, the trees shivered and stretched. Their limber branch-lets hissed
through the air. Rheba raced desperately toward the grove, calling for the
children to come back. The first child reached the edge of the gleaming pond
and drew away, confused by the acrid fumes. He turned and pushed his sister
back from the evil liquid. But when he tried to follow her retreat, the roots
that he had used as steppingstones humped up suddenly and sent him staggering
into the acid pool. The boy screamed, warning his sister to flee, then words became
agony as the acid ate into his living flesh. The little girl stood frozen for a
moment, her eyes like silver coins in the half-light. Then her brother’s terror
drove her back. As she turned to flee, her thick fur shed light with a ripple
of silver that echoed the deadly pool. Rheba saw the second child stumble away from the pond,
dodging to avoid the writhing roots. The first child’s terrible screams bubbled
and drained into silence. The little girl hesitated again, looked over her
shoulder, and saw nothing but ripples on the sullen silver pond. Her brother
had vanished into the Second People’s communal stomach. Limber branches whipped down suddenly, scoring the girl’s
body, driving her back toward the waiting acid. Her dense fur cushioned the
blows, but not enough. She screamed as acid-tipped tendrils found her
unprotected eyes. Blows rained down on her, jerking her about, disorienting
her. Inexorably she was beaten toward the oily shine of the pool. Screaming with horror and helplessness, Rheba tried to force
her way back into the hungry grove and drag the child out. Kirtn held her back,
grimly accepting the burns and bruises she gave him in her mindless struggle to
follow the child. Any other man would have died trying to hold her, but he was
Bre’n, and very strong. A pale, nimble branch uncoiled, blindly seeking the child’s
warmth. It found her, wrapped around her body and dragged her toward the fuming
pool. Rheba changed beneath Kirtn’s hands. Raw energy enveloped
her, as uncontrolled as her rage at losing the child. His hands burned, but
still he held her, his mind struggling to channel her fury into the disciplined
responses of a fire dancer. Then she heard him, felt his presence, understood his
restraint and his rage equaling hers. Energy leaped at her command, raw
lightning that split a pale tree from root to crown and sent thunder belling
through the air. The other trees thrashed helplessly, trapped by their own
vegetable necessities, unable to flee their most ancient enemy—fire. Lightning slashed and seared, trunks bled, fragrant blood
flowing down pale smooth trunks. A thin cry sprang up from the grove, a sound
as painful as the continuous rolling thunder. The Second People keened and
writhed and yanked their prey into the pond. For an instant Rheba and the child and the trees screamed in
unison; then all sounds were subsumed in the sheet of lightning and simultaneous
thunder that exploded over the grove. The Second People twisted and heaved, tearing
out ancient roots, branches flailing so violently that they broke and sprayed
purple fluids that vaporized in the instant of release. But there was no escape
from a fire dancer’s revenge and a Bre’n’s savage skill.. The grove of Second People died, and the smoke of their cremation
was a thick fragrance over the afternoon. Rheba breathed in the ashes of her dead enemies and choked. VIIWith a hoarse cry, Rheba jerked free of Kirtn’s grip and ran
away, her eyes dry, blinded by fire. She wanted to run until she was free of
feeling and memory, responsibility and revenge. But she could only run until
her body convulsed from lack of oxygen, and then she crawled into a concealing
thicket. She wrapped her arms around her knees, shuddering and gasping
until her breath returned. With breath came memories, Deva and Loo and children
burning, a man breathing fire and Second People screaming, dying. She wanted to
weep and scream but could not. Her eyes were wild and dry, the color of flames.
She sat without moving, holding on to herself in the mist. She heard Kirtn’s
urgent, questing whistle, but her lips were numb, unable to shape an answer. And then softly, ever so softly, she heard the velvet murmur
of a hunting brushbat. Behind her, the thicket quivered as though at the passage
of a large hunting beast. She remembered Jal’s dry voice describing the Darkzoi, certain
death on clawed wings and nimble feet, an animal voracious and invulnerable
except for eyes and genital slit. She knew she should run or walk or crawl
away, should do anything but turn and stare over her shoulder into predatory eyes.
Yet she turned, and stared, too numb to do more than see what kind of death had
called her name. The sounds continued, sly velvet rustles, hiss of air over
wings, muscular windings of flesh and bone through branches. She stared, but
could see only the dark wood of the thicket, its many branches as tangled as
her hair. Against the silvery backdrop of the sky, she should have been able to
see an animal as big as her hand, much less one fully as long as Kirtn. Yet she saw nothing except a slight thickening of a branch
overhead, a subtle flexing that was too sinuous to be wood. She leaned closer. Gradually the shape of an animal longer
than her arm and as thin as her finger seemed to separate from the angular
brush. The snake quivered and enlarged. The brushbat sounds came closer. “You’re not a Darkzoi,” she whispered. “You’re as frightened
as I am, aren’t you? Hiding behind brushbat noises and scaring everyone. You
should be ashamed.” Her words were sharp, but her tone was gentle, as beguiling
as a Bre’n whistle, “Come to me. I’ll protect you. You, don’t have to be
afraid.” As she spoke, she slowly reached up toward the branch
where the snake wound helplessly around cold wood. It opened its mouth and
hissed threateningly. The sudden movement revealed delicate scales tipped with
metallic copper, silver and gold. “You’re a beauty,” she murmured, “and you can’t scare me. If
your bite was as bad as your hiss, you wouldn’t have to hide.” With a deft swoop, she captured the snake. It stiffened,
stared at her out of opalescent disks, then gave a soft cry and went limp. She
looked at the dark, slender animal dangling lifelessly from her hands. The
snake was much heavier than she had expected. And very still. “Snake?” With utmost care she searched for a sign of life. There was
none. Her touch had frightened the timid creature to death. As she held the animal,
she felt its warmth drain into the damp air. She stared at the small corpse and
then at her own hands ... everything she touched died. She sank down to the
ground and began to cry, shuddering and coughing, weeping for the first time
since Deva burned. The ragged, tearing sounds of her grief drew Kirtn to the
thicket He slid into the brittle shrubbery quietly, sat near her and took her
hand, sharing her unhappiness in the only way he could, for Bre’ns lacked the
gift and curse of tears. While her sobs slowly diminished to little more than an occasional
quiver, Kirtn whistled soft consolation in the Bre’n language. It was a
language of emotion and evocation, as Senyas was a language of precision and
engineering. “Death is the pause between heartbeats,” whistled Kirtn.
“The children will live again someday, and someday you will love them again,
and cry for them again, someday.” “I know,” she whispered in Senyas. “But that is someday and
I am now. In this now everything I touch, dies! This shy
creature never—harmed—” Her words became ragged. Her hand traced the outlines of the
snake. For the first time, Kirtn noticed the motionless coils in her lap. He
whistled a soft, undemanding query. “It was in the thicket,” she answered in Senyas, controlling
her tears. “Hiding. It made sounds like a brushbat. You remember the noise Jal
described, like velvet on satin, only stronger?” Kirtn’s whistle was both affirmative and encouragement. “The poor animal imitated a brushbat to scare me away. But I
just didn’t care enough to run.” She drew a deep, broken breath and spoke in a
rush. “So I looked and looked and all I saw was a snake hugging cold branches
and I thought it must be frightened and I thought I could help it even if I
couldn’t help the children—the children—” He waited, fluting sad counterpoint to her words, crying in
the only way a Bre’n could. After a time she spoke again, her voice drained of
everything but exhaustion. “So I lifted the snake out of the branches. It hissed at me,
but I thought if it was dangerous it wouldn’t have to hide behind brushbat
noises. I was right,” she said hoarsely. “It wasn’t dangerous. It was just
very, very shy.” Gently she gathered up the cool body of the snake. Metallic
colors rippled, intricate scallops of light thrown off by quasi-reptilian
scales, “This beautiful, nameless creature died of fright in my hands.” The snake’s sensors brightened to opal as he said, “My name
is Fssa. Do you really think I’m beautiful?” Rheba was so startled she nearly dropped him. She felt
warmth radiate from the sinuous body and sensed the life invigorating him.
“You’re alive!” “Yes,” said Fssa, ducking his head, “but am I beautiful?” She received her second shock when she realized that the
snake was whistling fluent Bre’n. “You’re whistling Bre’n!” “Yes,” gently, “but am I beautiful?” The snake’s wistful insistence was magnified by his delicate
use of the Bre’n language. Kirtn smiled and touched the snake with a gentle fingertip. “You’re very beautiful,” Rheba said in Senyas, divided between
tears and laughter. “But where did you learn to speak Bre’n?” “And to understand Senyas,” added Kirtn, realizing that she
had been too upset to whistle Bre’n’s demanding language. “You taught me,” whistled Fssa. Rheba and Kirtn looked at one another. “Do you mean,” said Kirtn in precise Senyas, “that you
learned to speak Bre’n and understand Senyas just by listening to us?” “The whistle language was more difficult,” fluted Fssa. “So
many colors in each note. But the thrills are exquisite.
It’s one of the most exciting languages I’ve ever used.” “Do you understand many languages?” asked Kirtn numbly,
beyond disbelief. “I have as many voices as there are stars,” Fssa said,
watching the Bre’n with luminous sensors. “Even among my own people, I was
called a genius. Fssa means All Voices.” “Not only beautiful, but modest,” she said dryly. Fssa did not miss the nuances of her voice. He wilted,
“Should I be modest? Is modesty necessary for beauty?” Kirtn chuckled, moving his fingertip the length of Fssa’s
resilient body in a soothing gesture. The muscles he felt were very dense, very
strong. Despite Fssa’s timidity, measure for measure the snake was far more
powerful than even a Bre’n. “Modesty is necessary only for fire dancers,” he
said with, a teasing glance at Rheba. “Do you speak any other languages, Fssa,
or can you only make musical notes?” “I can imitate any sound. Languages are merely sounds ordered
by intelligence.” Rheba stared at the shy, immodest creature looped around her
hands, and said, “Speak Senyas to me.” Fssa’s sensors darkened. “If I do, I won’t be beautiful anymore.” “That’s ridiculous,” she said. “Speak Senyas.” “You won’t drop me,” pleaded Fssa, “even when I’m ugly?” “I won’t Now, speak to me.” “All right,” whistled Fssa in sad resignation. “But I enjoyed
being beautiful....” Despite her promise, she nearly dropped the snake. Before
the last quiver of Bre’n language had faded from the air, Fssa changed in her
hands. Sparkling gold quills unfolded along his spine, then fanned out into a
flexible ruff. Openings winked between the quills, sucked in air, distributed
it to chambers where it was shaped and reshaped by powerful muscular contractions. “What do you want me to say?” asked Fssa, his Senyas as perfect
as hers. “By the Inmost Fire,” she breathed. “He can do it. Do you
speak Universal, too?” The pattern of quills changed. Vanes sprang up, flexed, thickened;
other metallic folds of skin opened out, platinum and copper, silver and steel
blue. Fssa was like a magic box she had had as a child once opened, the box unfolded
into myriad shapes, each larger and thinner and more beautiful than the last. “Every educated snake speaks Universal,” said Fssa in that
language, “but,” wistfully, “I would rather be beautiful.” Rheba looked at the glittering, incandescent fantasy looped
around her hands. “Fssa, it’s impossible for you to be anything but beautiful.
Where did you get the absurd idea you were ugly?” “I have no limbs,” said Fssa simply. He folded his vanes and ruff, returning to a more
conventional snake shape. Passively, he hung from her hands, waiting for her
judgment. She stroked him with her cheek and thought what life must be like for
an intelligent, sensitive snake in a world ruled by leggy bigots. “Poor Fssa,” she murmured. “Poor, beautiful snake. Would you
like to come with us to the well? We can’t guarantee safety, but we’ll tell you
you’re beautiful twice a day.” Metallic glints ran like miniature lightning down Fssa’s
long body. His answer was a liquid ripple of Bre’n joy. Smiling, Kirtn rose to
his feet and held his hands out to Rheba. She looked up, weariness in every
line of her body. “The well isn’t far,” offered Fssa. She licked her lips, but her tongue was too dry to do much
good. Thirst was another kind of fire burning in her body, like hatred and
memories of death. “I could hate the Loos, Bre’n mentor.” “I could help you.” He looked at the snake. “We may have a
new language to teach you.” Fssa whistled a query. “What language?” “It’s called revenge.” Fssa’s laugh was a sibilant, sliding sound. “I’d like to
learn that one. Yesss. That would be fun.” Rheba smiled grimly as she coiled Fssa around her neck.
After a few moments, the peculiar snake vanished into her hair, an invisible
presence balanced around her skull. Silently, she and Kirtn walked back to the
trail. Soon it became broader, smoother, almost a road, and the mist thinned in
the slanting afternoon light to little more than a golden veil. On each side of
the road small shelters appeared, inhabited by slaves who plainly preferred to
live beyond the concentric rings of sanctuary surrounding the well. The slaves were of many races and sizes, but there was only
one type—shrewd, strong, and as hard as necessary to survive. They ignored the
road and the new slaves who wearily walked on it. Rheba stepped over a blue tile line that curved off on both
sides of the road. Just beyond it was another strip of tile, curving in
parallel to the first. She hesitated, then remembered Jal’s words. When
you’re inside both concentric circles you’re safe. Safety? Did such a thing exist in the Loo-chim Fold? Perhaps
not, but the well did. She could hear it calling to her in liquid syllables.
She quickened her stride, hurrying toward the chest-high cylinder of the well.
Half of it was blue, half was white. Random patterns of holes spouted water. Then four people walked around from the far side of the
well. Two men and two women. Loos. They wore clothing and an air of utter assurance. Kirtn watched them, measuring the obstacle between him and
water. His reflexes were slowed by thirst, hunger and drug residue. His body
was bruised and scraped and sported crusts of blood barely concealed by his
brief copper plush. The pain he felt was attenuated, a distant cry held at bay
by discipline and a Bre’n heritage that would not be ruled by pain short of
death. Beside him Rheba gathered energy once again. Her hair crackled,
random noise that told the Bre’n his prot6g6 was dangerously tired. Several
times on Deva he had pushed her to this point, pushed her until her mind reacted
rather than reflected. The result could be a breakthrough to a new level of
fire dancer achievement, or it could be fiery disaster. He was too tired now to
safely control her energy. She was a threat to everything around her, most of
all to herself. Rheba’s hair twitched, spitting static. She did not seem to
notice. Gold lines pulsed unevenly from her fingertips to her shoulders in
intricate designs. “Do you understand Universal?” asked one woman, looking at
Rheba. “Yes,” said Kirtn, not wanting Rheba to break her concentration
to speak. “I was talking to the human,” said the woman. Rheba whistled a savage retort in the Bre’n language. Kirtn
touched her arm warningly and received a hard shock. Startled, he looked at
her. He was even more disturbed to realize that she had allowed the energy to
escape without intending to or even noticing it. “We’re both human,” said Rheba in Universal. “Maybe you were where you come from, but you’re on Loo now.”
She watched Rheba with impersonal interest “We are the Four. We represent the Divine
Twins.” Rheba waited, weaving power that leaked away almost as
quickly as she could gather it. “You two,” continued the woman, “must have been strong,
quick and lucky to have come this far.” “And human?” suggested Rheba acidly. The woman ignored her. “Now you have to prove that you’re
also smart. Listen and learn. There are three classes of life on Loo. The Loo
divinity is highest, ruled by the Loo-chim. Humans are second. Animals are
third. If it wears fur, it’s an animal.” The woman’s voice was impersonal. She
was relating facts, not insults. “Do ‘animals’ get to drink?” asked Kirtn. “Animals drink on the white side,” said the woman to Rheba,
answering Kirtn’s question without acknowledging its source. “Animals get food
and water so long as they obey their keepers.” “What about clothes?” asked Rheba, shivering in the increasing
chill. “Animals don’t need clothes. They were born with fur. That’s
why they’re animals.” Anger blazed visibly along Rheba’s arms. Her hair slithered
over itself disturbingly. Fssa stirred, but did not reveal himself. He remained
invisible, his body as gold as her hair. “It’s not worth fighting about,” said Kirtn in rapid Senyas,
“as long as they let me eat and drink.” Her only answer was a crackle of leaking energy. Kirtn gave
a whistle so high that it was felt more than heard. She flinched at his demand
for her attention. The whistle slid low, coaxing and beguiling her. She fought
its power, then gave in. She hugged him hard. “We could take them,” she whispered in Senyas. “They’re only
four.” “They’re too confident,” he replied. “They know something we
don’t—like that mob where the trail divided.” Reluctantly, she admitted that he was right. She had also
been bothered by the Four’s total confidence. “I’ll drink on the white side
with you.” “No. We’ll follow Loo’s diagram until we learn more about
its social machinery.” “All I want to know is the best place to pour in the sand.” Fssa laughed softly, a sound that went no farther than her
ear. But Kirtn’s sudden, savage smile brought the Four to attention. They
watched very closely as the Bre’n walked to the white side of the well and
drank. Rheba followed, but kept to the blue side as she had agreed to do. While they drank, the woman continued her spare instructions
in the same impersonal voice. If she was pleased, repelled or unmoved by
their obedience, she did not show it She pointed to various white or blue
stations as she spoke. “Water there, food there, clothing there. If you stay
inside the circles you’ll be safe. You have been counted.” The Four winked out of existence. “Illusion?” asked Kirtn in perplexed Senyas. “I don’t think so,” said Rheba, “When they left, the ceiling
funneled down where they stood.” She waved a hand at the seething energy that
acted as a lid on the compound, “It must be some kind of transfer system.” “Is it controlled from here?” asked Kirtn, looting around
with sudden eagerness. “No. It called them. They didn’t call it.” “Outside the wall,” he sighed, not surprised. It would have
been careless of their jailers to leave keys inside the cell. The Loos did not
seem to be a careless people. “You’re shivering,” he said, turning his attention
back to her. “Get some clothes.” “If you can’t wear clothes,” she said tightly, “I won’t.” “I’m not cold. You are.” The Bre’n’s pragmatism was unanswerable. Without further
argument, she went to the clothing station. A beam of energy appeared and
traced her outlines. Seamless, stretchy clothes extruded from the slit. She pulled on the clothes, shivering uncontrollably with
cold. She hurried over to the place where Kirtn had made a bed out of grasses
while she was measured for clothes. His arms opened, wrapping around her,
warmth and comfort and safety. She curled against him and slept, too exhausted
to care if Jal and the Four had lied about the sanctuary of the inner circle. Kirtn tried to stay awake, distrusting any safety promised
by the Loo-chim Fold. Despite his efforts, exhaustion claimed him. He slumped
next to Rheba, sliding deeper into sleep with each breath. Fssa slid partway out of Rheba’s hair, formed himself into e
scanning mode, and took over guard duty. It was little enough to do for the two
beings who had called him beautiful. VIIIKirtn awoke in a rush, called out of sleep by an alien
sound. His eyes opened narrowly. His body remained motionless. Nothing moved in
the dull gloaming that was the Fold’s version of night He listened intently,
but heard only Rheba’s slow breaths as she slept curled against his warmth.
Then, at the corner of his vision, he sensed movement like another shade of darkness. Slowly, he turned his head a few degrees toward the area of
movement He saw nothing. He eased away from Rheba and came to his feet in a
soundless rush. He crept forward until he recognized one of Fssa’s many shapes
silhouetted against the soft glow of the well. While he watched, the snake
shifted again, unfolding a structure that looked like a hand-sized dish.
Quasi-metallic scales rubbed over each other with eerie, musical whispers. Kirtn
relaxed, recognizing the sound that had awakened him. Overhead the sky/ceiling
changed, presaging dawn. He stretched quietly, too alert to return to sleep. “Kirtn?” The snake’s whistle was barely more than a breath,
but very pure. “There’s something out there. Something sneaky. More than
one. Many.” “Close?” Fssa’s dish turned slowly, scanning. The dish hesitated, backtracked
a few degrees, then held, “Beyond the sanctuary lines,” he whistled, referring
to the twin blue tile strips that encircled the well and food stations.
“They’re moving off now. Scavengers, most likely. Wild slaves.” Kirtn listened, but heard nothing except his own heartbeat
“You have sensitive hearing.” “Yes.” There was a subdued sparkle of scales as the dish folded
in upon itself. “On my home planet, discriminating among faint sound waves was
necessary for survival.” Fssa seemed to look upward, questing with the two opalescent
“eyes” that concentrated energy bouncing back from solid substances. He sighed
very humanly. “The sky reminds me of my home.” Kirtn looked overhead where muddy orange sky seethed, nearly
opaque. “Where is your home?” he asked, responding to the tenor of longing in
the snake’s soft Bre’n whistle. “Out there.” Fssa sighed again, “Somewhere.” “How did you get to Loo?” “My people were brought here long, long ago. We’re the
Fssireeme—Communicators.” He fluted sad laughter. “We’re debris of the Twelfth
Expansion. I think that’s the Makatxoy Cycle in Universal. In Senyas, it would
translate as the Machinists Cycle.” “Do you mean that you’re a machine?” asked Kirtn, whistling
loudly in surprise. Fssa did not answer. Rheba murmured sleepily, then became quiet again. Even after
Loo’s long night, her body was still trying to make up for the demands that had
been made on it since the Black Whole. Kirtn watched her. He was careful to
make no sound until he was sure that she was asleep again. He wished he could
teach her how to restore herself with energy stolen from the sun, but he did
not know how, only that it was possible. He did know that it required complex,
subcellular adjustments. It was much more demanding—and dangerous—than merely
channeling energy. Only the most advanced fire dancers could weave light into
food. Quasi-metallic scales rustled musically. Kirtn looked up as
Fssa scanned a quadrant for sound. Dawn rippled over the unorthodox snake, making
him glitter like a gem sculpture. “You’re beautiful, snake,” whispered the Bre’n. “Machine or
not, you’re beautiful. Thank you for guarding our sleep.” Fssa changed shape again with a subdued sparkle of metal
colors. “I’m not a machine. Not quite. My people evolved on a huge gas planet—a
failed star called Ssimmi. Its gravity was much heavier than Loo’s. The
atmosphere was thick. It was wonderful, a rich soup of heat and life that
transmitted the least quiver of sound ...” His tone was wistful. “Not like this
thin, cold, pale world. At least, that’s what my guardian told me at my
imprinting. I’ve only been to Ssimmi in my dreams.” Kirtn waited, curious, but afraid to offend the sensitive snake
by asking questions. Fssa, however, was not reluctant to talk about his home
and history. It had been a long time since anyone had listened. “Am I keeping you awake?” asked Fssa. Kirtn smiled and stretched. “No. Tell me more about your
home.” “It’s uncivilized, even by the Yhelle Equality’s standards.
We aren’t builders. We’re ... we just live, I guess. If we’re lucky. There are
lots of predators. My people became illusionists in order to survive at all.” “Illusionists? But you’re blind!” “You see better than you hear, don’t you?” asked Fssa. “Yes. Much better.” “I thought so. Most of the Fourth People are like that We
Fssireeme use sound the way you use light. Our illusions are aural. They’re the
only kind that matter on Ssimmi. Light and heatwaves are useless in our soupy atmosphere.
The predators are blind.” “They hunt with soundwaves, like sonar?” “Sort of. It’s more complicated though. They use different
wavelengths to find different things. Whenever we hear a predator coming, we
send out sound constructs that make the predator believe we’re its own mate. If
we’re good enough, we eat its warmth. If not, we get eaten. Life on Ssimmi is
very ... simple.” “If you weren’t builders, how did you get off the planet?” “By the time the Twelfth Expansion found Ssimmi, we were
galactic-class mimics with just enough brains to realize that we couldn’t fool
the invaders. They had hands, and machines, and legs.” Fssa was
silent for a long moment “When they finished sorting out our genes, we were intelligent,
organic translators. Less bulky and far more efficient than the boxes they had
before or the bodies we had used originally. We aren’t machines, Kirtn, but
they used us as if we were.” “A lot of races have been enslaved and genetically
modified,” be whistled gently. “Most of them outlived—and outshone—their conquerors.” “Yessss.” Scales rubbed musically over each other. “It happened
so long ago that it hardly matters now. Only one thing matters. I want to swim
the skies of Ssimmi before I die.” Kirtn’s body tensed in response to the longing carried by
the snake’s Bre’n whistle. “I understand,” whistled Kirtn in return. “I’d give
my life to see my planet blue and silver again.” “Maybe we’ll both get our wish,” whistled Fssa, misunderstanding
Kirtn’s meaning. “I won’t,” said the Bre’n, speaking unemotional Senyas.
“Deva is a scorched rock orbiting a voracious sun.” Fssa’s whistle was like a cry of pain. “I’m sorry!” “It’s in the past,” Kirtn said, his voice flat, almost brutal,
“But if we escape Loo, I’ll take you to Ssimmi. I promise you that, Fssa. Everyone
should have a home to go back to.” “Thank you,” softly, “but I don’t know where Ssimmi is.” “How long ago did you leave?” “My people left thousands and thousands of years ago. But
that doesn’t change our dream of swimming Ssimmi’s skies. We have perfect
memories, perfectly passed on. Guardians imprint the history of the race on
their child. Their memories are ours, right back to the first guardian to leave
the gene labs wrapped around the wrist of an Expansionist trader. Before that ...”
Scales rustled as the snake shifted. “Before that there is only the Long Memory
... swimming the ocean skies of Ssimmi.” Suddenly the snake seemed to explode. Quills and vanes
fanned out from his long body, combing the air for sound waves. Kirtn froze,
trying not to breathe or make any movement that would distract the snake. “New slaves,” sighed Fssa after a moment. “How can you tell?” The rhythm of their walk is erratic, as though they’re tired
or injured.” “Probably both.” “Yes.” Fssa sparkled, showing a sudden increase in copper color as
he switched the angle of his attention back toward the well. Faintly, Kirtn
heard the sounds of high, shrill voices coming from a nearby grove of trees.
There were many such groves within the sanctuary. He remembered seeing a family
there at dusk, three adults and five children. He had wondered how the adults had
managed to bring such young children unharmed into the center of the Fold. In the growing light, children darted in and out of the
grove. They moved with surprising speed, chasing and catching and losing each
other in a bewildering game of tag. Casually, four tackled one. The result was
a squealing, squirming, bruising pile. An adult emerged from the grove, watched
the brawl for a moment, then walked back to the darkness beneath the trees. Fssa laughed sibilantly. Kirtn made an appalled sound. “They’re Gells,” whistled Fssa. “To hurt one, you have to
drop it off a high cliff on a six-gravity planet. Twice.” “That explains how they got this far.” “They lost one adult and three children. The Gell family
unit is usually four and eight.” Kirtn looked at Fssa. The snake seemed unaware of him as he
scanned the heaving pile of Gell children. “Do you know a lot about the Yhelle Equality and its peoples?
Trader Jal didn’t have time to tell us much before he dumped us in the Fold.” “Whatever my guardians back to the Twelfth Expansion labs
knew, I know, plus whatever I’ve experienced since my guardian died, I’ve been
in the Fold for a long time, but I haven’t learned much. It’s so cold. I
dreamed most of the time. If people came too near, I frightened them off with
my Darkzoi sounds.” The snake’s coppery quills shivered and turned to gold as
he faced away from the Gell children and shifted his attention to the sanctuary’s
perimeter again. “We didn’t learn much from our owners. They thought of us as
machines. Machines don’t need to be educated, much less entertained. We dreamed
a lot, the slow dreams of hibernation. And we went crazy from time to time.”
The quills stretched and thinned, fanning out with a rich metallic glitter. “So
I don’t know much and I talk too much. It’s been very lonely.” “You don’t talk too much, snake. And you’re beautiful.” Fssa whistled with pleasure, but the sound was lost in the angry
shrieks of Gell children. One of them had tripped over a rock and was digging
it out of the dirt with the obvious intention of smashing the rock to pieces.
The rock was head-sized and irregular, almost spiky. Where dirt had been dug
away, the rock glinted with pure, primary colors. The sudden display of color
caught the rest of the children. Immediately, each child was determined to own
the rock. They began to fight in earnest under the indulgent eyes of an adult. Fssa’s sharp whistle called Kirtn’s attention back to the
area beyond the curving blue lines dividing safe from unsafe territory. The whistle
woke Rheba. Slowly she sat up, stretching and scratching the new lines on her
lower arms, looking at the new slaves in the distance. There were seven people, three furred, four unfurred. All of
them walked slowly although at that distance Rheba could not see any injuries.
All of the people were of medium height with compact, sinewy bodies. Despite
their labored steps, there was a suggestion of muscular suppleness in each
person’s body. “Do you know their race?” asked Kirtn. Fssa did not answer. His whole body shifted and seethed with
his efforts to scan the sounds and shapes of the new people. Kirtn looked back
at the group. They were at least five minutes away from sanctuary. As he
watched, one of the furred ones staggered and fell. Kirtn started forward, only to be stopped by Fssa’s urgent
warning. “No! Look!” From the bushes just beyond the lines, figures began to
emerge. There were three, then five, then nine, ill-assorted races like those
Kirtn and Rheba had met near the trap of the First People. The nine made no
move to attack. They simply watched the new slaves limp toward safety,
supporting the woman who had fallen. Behind Kirtn, coming closer, the shrill anger of Gellean children
drowned whatever sounds anyone else might have made, frustrating Fssa’s
attempts to scan the two groups. Kirtn made an impatient noise. He felt Rheba’s
hand on his arm, lightly restraining. “Some cultures are violently insulted by interference, even
when it’s well meant,” she said, watching the new slaves slowly approach. “And
they’re not badly overmatched.” “And there aren’t any children at stake?” asked Kirtn, his
voice Lighter than the expression on his face. He understood the implication
beneath her words, but he did not like—to preserve his safety at the expense of
others. Tension narrowed his eyes until they were almost invisible in his gold
Bre’n mask. “I don’t like it any better than you do ... but, yes, there
aren’t any children in danger.” Yet even as she spoke, her hair began to whisper with gathering
energy. Tiny sparks leaped where her hand rested on Kirtn’s arm, but she did
not notice. He did, and was frightened that she did not. “No!” he whistled sharply. “You’re not recovered from yesterday.
Your control is gone.” She withdrew her hand and said nothing. Her hair moved disturbingly.
She lost almost as much energy as she gathered. She could accomplish nothing at
this distance. If she crossed the lines she would be doing well to defend
herself, much less others. Seven people limped closer, as though drawn by the shrill
cries of Gellean children. The nine slaves who had slunk out of the bushes
shifted restlessly, but waited for the new slaves to come to them. The clearing,” said Kirtn angrily. “They’re waiting in the
clearing so that none of the new slaves will be able to run away and hide.” Fssa writhed. Quills were replaced by a light-shot,
steel-colored dish that was trained on the approaching slaves. He made a
whistle of frustration when one of the ambushers moved, unknowingly coming
between him and his targets. Kirtn snatched the snake off its knee-high boulder
and held him high. Instantly the dish shifted its angle downward. Adult Gellean voices joined the angry children’s shrieks.
The fighting children simply screamed louder. Obviously the fight was getting
out of hand. Children snatched at the coveted rock, hot no one child managed to
hang on to it for more than a few seconds. The screams subsided as children
saved their breath for chasing whoever managed to grab the colorful trophy. Into the relative silence came the rough voice of one of the
men who was waiting. It took a moment for Rheba to realize that it was Fssa’s
translation, rather than the man himself, that she was hearing. “—told you they were J/taals,” he said in Universal. “The
men are smoothies and the women are furries. Wonder if they’re furry on the
inside, too.” “We’ll find out soon enough,” said a short man. Then, nervously.
“But if they’re J/taals, where are their damn clepts?” “What?” “Their war dogs.” “Oh. Dead, I guess.” Dryly. “This planet is hard on the new
ones.” “Nothing’s that hard. Clepts are mean.” The tall man turned to the short one, “Do you see any
clepts?” “No.” “Then there aren’t any.” “You sure the J/taals aren’t employed?” asked the short man. “If they were employed, they sure as sunrise wouldn’t be in
the Fold, stupid. Nobody takes them alive if they’re employed. But if they
aren’t,” he laughed, “they can’t fight at all.” The seven J/taals kept on walking toward the promised sanctuary
beyond the blue lines as though no one stood between them and their goal. If
they understood Universal, they gave no sign of it. “What do they mean about not fighting?” whispered Rheba. “I don’t know,” said Kirtn softly. “It doesn’t make sense.” They watched the J/taals reform into a wedge-shaped group
with the injured woman in the center. After a moment, they began a ragged run toward
the blue lines of sanctuary. “Watch it!” yelled the tall man. “They’re trying to run
through. Grab them! Once you lay a hand on them, they can’t—” Enraged shrieks from Gellean children overrode Fssa’s translation. The J/taals rushed their ambushers, only to be peeled away
from the protective wedge formation one by one. Once caught, they did not
fight, no matter what their captors did to them. Ambushers who had been bruised
in the first rush began methodically beating captives into unconsciousness. No
J/taal retaliated. When two men dragged a furry shape down to the ground and began
mauling her, hoarse sounds, from her friends were the only response. Kirtn and Rheba watched in stunned disbelief. The J/taals
were tired, injured, yet obviously strong. Why didn’t they fight? Another J/taal woman was tripped and dragged to the ground.
The few J/taals still conscious screamed in frustration and anguish at what was
happening to their women ... and did nothing. A Gellean child streaked past Kirtn, holding a bright rock
in her arms. She turned and called insults over her shoulder, goading her
slower siblings. They howled after her in a ragged pack. The adults curled
their way through the children, yelling at the fleet girl. She looked back over
her shoulder again—and ran right over the blue lines of sanctuary. Within
seconds, she was grabbed by a scavenger slave. Tenuous lightning flared from Rheba’s hands, but the
distance was too great for a tired fire dancer. “The child!” she screamed.
“Save the child!” IXReflexively, Fssa translated Rheba’s cry into a form the
J/taals could respond to. The result was incredible. Only one J/taal was still
conscious, but it was enough. She killed her rapists with two blows, then
leaped to her feet, moving so quickly among the scavenger slaves that she was
more blur than fixed reality. Within moments the nine attackers were dead. The Gellean
child, frightened by the J/taal’s ferocity, dropped the multicolored stone and
fled back across the lines to the sanctuary of the well. The J/taal woman
watched until the child reached its own kind, then she turned to face Rheba. As
the J/taal spoke, Fssa translated. “She asks if you believe the child to be safe now.” “Tell her yes.” The woman spoke again. Again, the snake translated so
quickly that his voice came to Rheba like a split-instant echo overlaying the
J/taal’s hoarse voice. Very quickly, Rheba forgot that her words were being
translated, as were the J/taal’s words. Fssa was like having one of the fabled
Zaarain translators implanted in her skull. “May I have your permission to check on the other J/taal
units and call in the clepts?” asked the woman. “My permission—” Rheba turned toward Fssa. “Do you know what
she’s talking about?” “They are J/taals. Mercenaries. You hired them.” “I—what?” Then, before Fssa could whistle a note, she turned
back to the J/taal, “Do what you can for your friends. If they need more than
food, water and warmth, I’m afraid we can’t help you.” She returned her
attention to Fssa. “All right, snake. Explain.” Fssa smoothed out his body until he shimmered metallic gold
and white. Among Fssireeme, it was considered a shape of great beauty. Rheba
waited, sensing that the snake was uncomfortable with something he had done. “When you called out for someone to help the child,” Fssa
whistled in seductive Bre’n, “I ... ah ... phrased your request in such a way
as to hire the J/taals. They can’t fight unless they’re employed, and they were
the only ones close enough to save the child. Do you understand? The J/taal’s
have to be employed, even to defend themselves. It’s built into their genes the
way translation is built into mine.” “And the need to have and protect children is built into
mine,” sighed Rheba. “Yes, snake. I understand.” She closed her eyes and saw
again the lethal efficiency of the J/taal woman. “Mercenaries. But I can’t pay
them. I’m a slave.” Fssa rippled in the Fssireeme equivalent of a blush, “Well,
yes. Of course. Money isn’t any good to slaves anyway.” She began to understand. “Snake, what did you promise the
J/taals?” “Freedom. A ride home.” Rheba said several things that Fssa would have blushed black
to translate. He began to shrink in upon himself until he was as small as he
had been when she plucked him out of hiding in the thicket. There was silence.
Then she spoke again in a voice that trembled with the strain of being reasonable.
“I can’t give them freedom.” The snake’s whistle was soft and very sweet, begging understanding
and patience. “The J/taal woman knows that. I merely told her that if we and
they survived the Fold, and found a way to be free, you would take them home if
we could steal back your ship.” “Oh.” She cleared her throat. “Well, of course. Ask if she
needs help with her friends.” Fssa whipped into a shape that allowed him to speak J/taal.
The woman looked up. She bowed her head toward Rheba and spoke in a low voice,
“I thank the First and Last God for your kindness; My units would have been honored
to die at your hands. Few J/taaleri—employers—are so kind. But it won’t be necessary
for you to bruise your hands on J/taal flesh. I’ve freed those who could not
heal or kill themselves.” “You’ve killed—by the Inmost Fire—snake, stop translating
my words!” Fssa fell silent. Rheba watched as the woman caressed the
face of a fallen male, stroked the dark fur of an unmoving female, and knelt by
another male. Her hands moved slowly, touching his face as though to memorize
it with her fingertips. With an obvious effort, she looked away from the dead
man and forced herself to her feet. Her black fur was dull with blood and dirt.
She swayed, then caught herself. “With your permission, J/taaleri, I’ll guard the living
units until they can guard themselves again.” Rheba looked toward Fssa. The snake’s bright sensors watched
her. “I don’t want to say anything that will harm the living J/taals,” she
said. “Would it be all right to offer to move the wounded inside the sanctuary?” “Yes! Scavengers are gathering, both human and animal. Tell
her to call in her clepts. Now that she’s employed, she can use the war dogs.
And tell her to hurry!” “You tell her. You’re the Fssireeme.” Fssa relayed a babble of hoarse sound. Immediately the woman
sent out a ululation so high it made Rheba’s head ache. The sound pulsed and
swooped, then soared to an imperative that could shatter steel. Suddenly, Fssa
began undergoing an astonishing metamorphosis. When he was finished, a number
of bizarre listening devices were centered on the ground between himself and
the J/taals. She stared, but saw nothing except the sparkling rock that had
nearly cost a child’s life. Uneasily, Kirtn watched the bushes and trees surrounding the
clearing where scavenger slaves had faced J/taals. Although he lacked the
snake’s ultrasensitive hearing, the Bre’n sensed that there were unseen people
in the brush, as well as animals gathering courage, waiting for an unguarded moment. “I’m going to help her bring them in,” he said suddenly.
“She may be death on two feet, but she’s nearly dead herself right now. She
can’t hold off another attack.” As he crossed the sanctuary lines, the agonizing clept call
stopped, much to Rheba’s relief. She rubbed her aching head and started after
Kirtn. “Woman,” said a voice suddenly. “You’ve helped us. How may
we help you?” The speaker’s Universal was harsh, but understandable. Rheba turned and saw one of the Gellean men standing at a
polite—safe—distance. “It was a small thing,” she said quickly, wanting to go
with Kirtn. “I don’t need repayment.” “Wait!” The man’s face changed in obvious distress. He
seemed to be struggling with words he could not speak. Fssa began whistling urgently
in Bre’n. “Unless you want a Gellean child, you’d better let him repay
you.” “What?” “It’s the Gellean way. You saved the child. If they can’t
help you, they forfeit the child.” “Ice and ashes!” swore Rheba, turning to look at Kirtn,
farther away now, halfway to the fallen J/taals, “Tell him to help Kirtn bring
in the wounded J/taals. And make sure the J/taal woman knows they’re trying to
help!” Fssa spoke quickly to the man in his own language. He bowed
deeply and smiled. Another adult Gellean joined him, moving with a speed that
would have impressed Rheba if she had not seen a J/taal woman in action. Very
quickly, the four unconscious J/taals were transferred to the sanctuary. Rheba
turned to thank the Gelleans, then thought better of it. “Fssa,” she said in Senyas, the language of precision. “Tell
the Gelleans whatever is polite, but don’t make or break any bargains. Can you
manage that?” The snake hissed to himself for a moment, confused. “Is
there anything wrong with a simple thank you?” “How would I know? You’re the Gellean expert.” “I only know what everyone knows about Gelleans,” whistled
Fssa with overtones of exasperation. “Snake—just don’t make any bargains that you, personally,
can’t keep!” Whatever Fssa said seemed to satisfy both Gelleans. They
bowed again and returned quickly to their grove. “In the future,” she said to Fssa, “when you interpret for
me, don’t say anything I didn’t say first, and don’t let me say anything that
will get us in trouble. Understand?” Fssa’s hide darkened until it was almost black. “Yes.” “How are they?” asked Rheba as Kirtn walked up to her. “Bruised. Broken bones. Knife and energy-gun wounds partly
healed. They’re tough people. Their flesh is as dense as Fssa’s. One of the men
is conscious. She’s working on him now.” He turned and watched the J/taal admiringly.
“If they hadn’t been badly wounded to start with, those scavengers would have
had to work all day to beat them to death.” Rheba watched the black-furred J/taal as she checked on her
companions. She raced with vision-blurring speed to the white fountain, drank,
then raced back. She bent over one of the men and began patiently dripping
water from her mouth into his. “Can we help her?” asked Rheba. “She was uneasy when I touched them,” answered Kirtn. She watched for a moment longer. “The bodies,” she said to
Fssa. “Should we just leave them there?” “J/taals always leave the dead where they fall. They burn
their dead when they can.” The snake rippled with metallic colors. “They can’t,
here. They won the battle, but there’s no fire.” She looked at the woman tending her comrades, then back at
the bodies. “Do they put much value on the burning?” “Yes. If J/taals aren’t moved after death and if their
bodies are burned, they’ll be reborn. Otherwise, they’re lost in eternity.” Whether or not the J/taals’ beliefs were accurate, they determined
how the survivors felt about their dead and about themselves. Kirtn glanced at
Rheba. She tipped her head in agreement. He began gathering fragments of wood
and dried leaves. When he started across the lines toward the bodies. Fssa
shrilled suddenly. “Scavengers! It’s not safe! Once you’re beyond the lines the
Fold won’t protect you!” When Kirtn ignored him, the snake turned to Rheba.
“Stop him! It’s insane!” “The J/taal woman saved a child. That was more than we could
do on Deva ... or Loo. We’re akhenet, snake. Children are our Inmost Fire.” Fssa hissed in confusion, then turned toward the J/taal.
Hoarse words poured out of him. Instantly the woman abandoned her comrades and
went beyond the lines to protect Kirtn while he scrounged for inflammable debris.
Rheba stayed within the lines, gathering strength until the last moment Her
hair whipped and sparked erratically. Slowly, she brought herself under
control. By the time the bodies had symbolic pyres built on them, she was
ready. She walked over the lines, seeing nothing but the pyres.
They were barely adequate for her purpose, but it would be easier to begin with
them than with flesh. Once started, the flames could be guided within the
bodies until they were no more than ashes lifting in the Fold’s fitful wind. When the air around her began to shimmer, Kirtn stepped into
position behind her. His hands went to her shoulders, long fingers spread to
touch points of greatest energy flow. Beneath the level of her consciousness,
Bre’n savagery flowed, coiling around fire dancer’s desire. The pyres exploded into white flame. Rheba did not see it
She sensed only the incandescent wine of energy flowing molten in her mind,
becoming lightning in her veins. She felt the eager flammability of wood, the
tiny bright flashes of fur evaporating into fire, the slow deep surge of heat
as the bodies sought to become ash. She guided the forces, holding them beneath the threshold of
fire until bone and sinew alike were ready to ignite. It was a complex shaping
of energies, but all fire dancers learned it. It was their duty to see that the
dead envelope of human flesh received a fitting transformation. Few fire
dancers enjoyed performing the ritual; but all learned how in their fifteenth
year. She let the fire go. The bodies vaporized in a white flash that left no odor and
very few ashes. The J/taal fell to her knees, her hands over her blinded eyes.
She made small sounds Fssa translated as joy. “Tell her,” Rheba said in a ragged voice, “tell her I’m
sorry I had to use the pyres as a crutch. It’s the first time I’ve ever had to
burn my own dead.” In that, at least, Deva’s sun had not failed its children.
It was small comfort, but she dung to it all the more for its scarcity. As Kirtn guided Rheba and the J/taal back inside the lines,
eerie, harmonic howls issued out of the bushes. Waist-high, muscular, lean,
three clepts converged on the scorched ground where their masters had died. The
J/taal ululated briefly. The silver-eyed, tiger-striped reptiloids loped over
the sanctuary lines to the woman’s side. She gestured blindly toward Rheba. “Hold still,” said Fssa urgently. “It’s all right, but don’t
move.” The clepts licked, sniffed and very gently tasted their way
across Rheba’s and Kirtn’s bodies. When the J/taal was satisfied that the new
scents were indelibly imprinted on the clepts, she made a low sound. The
animals fanned outward, ranging nearby in restless circles that had the
J/taaleri as its center. “We’ll be safe tonight,” said Kirtn, noting the reptiloids’
soft-footed, deadly strength. “I’m not going to wait that long to sleep.” Without another word, she curled up on the ground and went
into the profound restorative unconsciousness all akhenets learned. Despite the
clepts, Kirtn sat protectively beside her, watching her with luminous gold
eyes. From time to time he touched her lips lightly, waited, then withdrew, reassured
by the warmth of her breath on his fingertips. After a long time he lay beside her, one finger resting lightly
on her neck, counting her pulse as though it were his own. No impatience showed
on his face; exhausted akhenets had been known to sleep for five days at a
time. XIt was less than a day before Rheba awoke with a headache
that made her grind her teeth. She scratched her arms furiously. The
quasi-metal lines of power still itched as her body accommodated itself to the
new tissue. Pain stabbed at her temples, then subsided. “How are you feeling?” asked Kirtn. “Should have slept longer. Headache.” She stifled a groan
and grabbed her forehead. “Mine aches too,” he said. She winced. “Disease?” Her voice was ragged, fearful. “The J/taal has a headache, but it could have come from the
beating she took.” He rolled his head on his powerful neck, loosening muscles
that were tensed against pain. “No fever, though, and no nausea.” She muttered something about small blessings. She looked
around very slowly, for quick moves brought blinding knives of pairs. The
clepts lay at equidistant points of a circle with her at its center. The
J/taals appeared to be sleeping. Fssa was nowhere in sight. “Where’s our magic snake?” she asked, looking around again. “Over there. At the lines.” She looked beyond Kirtn’s long finger. At first she could
not see Fssa. Then she realized that what looked like a bizarre fungus was
actually the snake. “What’s he doing? Is that his sleeping shape? Is he sick?” “He’s not sick, not even a headache. Of course,” dryly,
“that could be because he doesn’t have a head to ache at the moment.” She stared. Fssa altered shape abruptly. A quiver went
through one part of his body. She closed her eyes and knuckled her temples. The
pain intensified, then subsided. From behind her came a low groan. The J/taal woman was
waking up. Rheba turned to ask how the J/taal felt, then realized that conversation
was impossible without the snake. “Fssa,” she called through clenched teeth. “Fssa!” The Fssireeme whistled to her without visibly changing form.
Whistles were the simplest mode of communication for the snake. “I need you,” she called. “The J/taals are waking up.” Then,
hands yanking at her hair, “By the Last Flame, my head is killing me!” Kirtn, his lips flattened across his teeth in a silent
snarl, said nothing. He closed his eyes and listened to J/taal groans. Gradually,
agony subsided to a dull ache, like that of nerves that have been overstressed.
Fssa slithered up with a cheerful greeting. Kirtn managed not to strangle the
snake. Rheba’s fingers twitched, but she, too, restrained herself. “Ask the J/taals if they need anything. We’ll bring water if
they’ll accept it from our mouths,” she said hoarsely. Fssa flexed into his J/taal speech mode. As the answer came,
he simultaneously translated for Rheba. His skill made it easy for his audience
to forget that there was a translator at work. The J/taal female bowed to Rheba, hands open and relaxed,
eyes closed, utterly at the mercy of her J/taaleri. “Thank you. As soon as they
all wake, we’ll complete the tkleet.” “Tkleet?” said Rheba. “The employment ritual,” murmured Fssa in Senyas. Rheba looked at the snake as a way of telling him that what
she said was for him only, not to be translated, “What’s going on?” “I don’t know. I’m merely a translator, remember?” “You’re an insubordinate echo,” snapped Rheba. “Is that unbeautiful?” whistled Fssa mournfully, deflating before
her eyes. She smiled in spite of herself, “No. But what is tkleet?” “I don’t know,” admitted the snake. “Can you find out?” She waited while Fssa and the J/taal exchanged hoarse
noises. “It’s a simple naming ceremony,” said Fssa. “She presents herself
and the other units and then you give them names.” “Don’t they already have names?” A shrug rippled down Fssa’s lithe body. “Most J/taaleris apparently
like to give the units names. It marks the J/taals as their employees.” Rheba grimaced, “That’s too much like slavery. If they don’t
have names, they can choose their own.” She came slowly to her feet, expecting
a resurgence of her shattering headache each time she moved. “Tell her that
we’ll have the ,.. tkleet... after her friends are cared for.” Fssa spoke rapidly, then turned his opalescent sensors back
on Rheba. “Will you need me until then?” “No.” Fssa slithered off in the direction he had come. When he
reached the lines marking the end of sanctuary, he stopped and unfolded into
the same bizarre fungal mode he had previously used. She watched for a moment,
then turned toward the well. As she, Kirtn and the female J/taal carried water to the
injured, their headaches returned. Other than groaning and grinding their
teeth, there was little to be done. Movement seemed to set off the pains, but
the wounded J/taals needed water. Finally, the J/taals could drink no more.
Kirtn gently checked their injuries. They were healing with remarkable speed.
Where bones had been broken, the swellings were gone and the bruises had faded
to smears of indeterminate color concealed by dark fur or skin. “At this rate, they’ll be on their feet by sunset.” “At this rate,” Rheba said, teeth clenched, “I’ll be dead by
sunset.” He almost smiled. “No you won’t You’ll just wish you were.” “I was afraid you’d say that.” The pains stopped, then came with redoubled force. She cried
out involuntarily. So did Kirtn and the J/taals. The clepts howled. Paralyzed
by pain, she clung to the Bre’n. The agony stopped, leaving her sweaty and
limp. “What’s wrong with us?” she cried. Kirtn held her, stroking her hair. Though he was affected by
the pains, he was much less susceptible than she was. “I don’t know. It’s no disease,
though. We felt it at the same time. So did the J/taals and clepts.” “Is it Loo torture? I thought we were supposed to be safe inside
the circles.” “I don’t know.” Kirtn gathered her against his body as
though be could shield her from whatever caused pain. “Maybe Fssa knows. He’s been
here a long time.” He covered her ears and whistled a Bre’n imperative. Fssa answered after a long pause. Overtones of reluctance
were clear in the snake’s Bre’n whistle. Whatever he was doing, he preferred
not to be disturbed. “Then stay there, you cherf,” muttered Rheba, counting each
heartbeat like a knife turning behind her eyes. Kirtn, however, did not give up. “Listen to me, snake. We’re
all in pain, even the clepts. It’s not a disease. Have you ever heard of the
Loos torturing their Fold slaves by giving them mind-splitting headaches?” Fssa wavered, then folded in upon himself until he was in his
ground-traveling mode. He undulated over to Rheba and turned his sensors on
her. “Torture? Is it that bad?” “Yes!” Slowly, she uncurled her arms, clenched around
Kirtn’s neck in a hold that would have been too painful for a Senyas to bear.
“It comes and goes.” She winced, rubbing her temples with hands that shook.
‘Even when it goes, it aches. I feel as if an army of cherfs were using my
brain for slap ball.” Fssa cocked his head from side to side, bringing the opalescent
pits to bear on her from various angles. Then he began a startling series of
changes. He moved so rapidly that he resembled a computer display showing all
possible variations on the theme of Fssireeme. “If there’s an energy source
pointed in your direction, I can’t sense it,” he said at last. “And if I can’t
sense it, either it doesn’t exist or it isn’t turned on now.” “Stay here and keep listening,” said Kirtn. Fssa whistled mournfully. The Bre’n’s whistle was shrill, a sound crackling with impatience.
“The fire dancer hurts,” he said, as though that ended all possibility of argument.
And for him, it did. “So do the rest of you,” she said. “So does it,” whistled Fssa softly, “I think.” “It? What are you talking about?” asked Kirtn. “The rock.” “The rock,” repeated Kirtn, looking around quickly. There
were rocks of all sizes and shapes nearby. “Which rock?” Fssa whipped out a pointing quill. “That one,” he whistled,
indicating the rock the Gellean children had fought over. “Is it one of the First People?” asked Rheba, pulling
herself up to look over Kirtn’s shoulder. Fssa hesitated. “It could be, but ...” His body rippled with
metallic highlights as he shifted into a half-fungus position, “It just doesn’t
feel like one of them. Yet it feels as if it’s alive. It’s distressed. I
keep getting images of pieces of it being torn off and ground to colored dust.”
His sensors turned back to Rheba. His Bre’n whistle was both wistful and
seductive, pleading with her emotions. “Could you save it, fire dancer? It’s
not a child—at least I don’t think it is—but it feels alive.” Kirtn smiled as Rheba muttered about magic snakes and menageries.
She sighed. “Tell the J/taal to send the clepts to guard Kirtn while he picks
up the damn rock.” Fssa, who had listened to the J/taal speak to her clepts,
went directly to the animals. He galvanized them with a curdling ululation.
They formed a moving guard around Kirtn as he went toward the rock. The
instant he crossed out of sanctuary, the bushes began to rustle. As he bent
down to pick up the rock, three men rushed out. A clept leaped forward in a
blur of speed. Fangs flashed. One man fell, another screamed. All retreated to
the concealing brush. The clepts watched, but did not follow; they had been
told to guard, not to attack. Holding the rock, Kirtn watched the wounded scavenger crawl
back under cover. The closest clept turned and regarded Kirtn with oblong silver
eyes. Blood shone against its pale muzzle. It resumed its guard position at a
point equidistant from the other clepts. “Glad you’re with me,” muttered the Bre’n. “I’d hate to be
against you.” He looked at the rock in his hands. It was a grubby specimen,
unprepossessing but for an occasional flash of pure color. “Alive or not, you
could use a scrub.” Light winked across the few crystals that were not obscured
by dirt. “Was that yes or no?” Sun glittered across the stone as he turned it. “A definite maybe,” he said. ‘To the well with you. The
white side, of course. Even though you aren’t furry, I doubt if the Loos would
like you bathing at their precious blue well.” Ignoring the waiting people, Kirtn went to the well, grabbed
a handful of twigs for a scrubber, and went to work on the stone. Mud fell away
in sticky clots. When he was finished, he whistled with surprise and delight.
The stone was an odd crystal formation that contained every color in the
visible spectrum. Rheba, who had walked up halfway through the stone’s bath,
was equally impressed. Fssa, dangling around her neck, was not. “It’s beautiful!” she exclaimed. “Like a rainbow, only much
more concentrated.” “As useless as a rainbow, too,” whistled Fssa, using a minor
key that was as irritating as steel scraped over slate. “It was your idea to rescue this bauble,” pointed out Kirtn.
“So keep your many mouths shut.” “Fssireeme don’t have mouths,” Fssa snapped. “And it doesn’t
look as pretty as a rainbow.” Kirtn laughed. “You’re jealous.” “Of your mouth?” whistled Fssa indignantly. “No. Of the stone’s beauty.” The snake subsided. He slid down Rheba’s arm, dangled from
her wrist and dropped onto the ground. “You’re beautiful,” whistled the Bre’n, squatting down
beside the snake and balancing the stone on his leg. Light rippled and gleamed across Fssa’s body. Colors seemed
to swirl into the sensors that were trained on Kirtn, “That’s the third time
you’ve told me that today. Our bargain was only for twice.” Fingertips traced the snake’s delicate head scales. “You’re
beautiful more than twice a day.” Fssa quivered. A superb Bre’n trill filled the air with
color. Rheba sat on her heels next to Kirtn and watched Fssa. “You really were jealous, weren’t you?” she asked. “It’s not easy to give up being beautiful.” Fssa’s whistle
was mournful but resigned. “More than one thing at a time can be beautiful. Rainbow’s
beauty doesn’t subtract from yours.” “Rainbow? Oh, the rock.” Fssa sighed. “You’re right, I suppose.
And I wouldn’t have left it out there even if I’d known how pretty it was. It
was frightened. At least I think it was. Maybe,” he continued hopefully, “maybe
it isn’t alive after all.” He assumed his fungus shape. After a few moments he rippled,
then quivered violently. Instantly, Rheba cried out in pain. Agony sliced
through her brain in great sweeping arcs that threatened to blind her. “Stop!” screamed Rheba. When Fssa seemed not
to hear, she lashed out with her hand, knocking him off balance. “Stop it!” Abruptly the agony ended. She slumped to the ground, dazed
by the absence of pain. Fssa’s sensors went from one to the other of his
friends. “What’s wrong?. I wasn’t doing—I didn’t mean—are you all right?” Kirtn answered the urgent whistle with a reassuring touch.
“Whatever you were doing to scan that rock was causing us a lot of pain.” “I?” whistled the snake. “After my first question, I didn’t
focus a single sound wave. I was only listening.” Then, “Oh. Of course. It’s
alive after all. Rainbow. A very difficult frequency, though. Complex and multileveled,
with resonances that... I wonder ...” Fssa snapped into his fungus shape, only thinner this time,
and more curved. Slow ripples swept through his body. Rheba screamed as Rainbow
answered. The fungus collapsed into a chagrined Fssireeme. “I’m sorry, but I had to be sure. Rainbow is alive. I still
don’t think it’s a First People, but I can’t be sure until I learn its language.
Now that I’m collecting its full range, things should go more quickly.” “No,” she said raggedly. “I don’t care if that’s the First
People’s Flawless Crystal in person. Every tune it talks my brain turns to
fire. Keep it quiet or I’ll—oh!” She grabbed her head. “To think
I called it pretty! Shut it up, snake. Shut it up!” The fire in her mind slowly burned out. She opened her eyes
and stared warily at the rock. Luminous colors flashed from every crystal
spire. Pure light pooled in hollows and scintillated from crystal peaks. The
crystals were lucent, absolutely flawless. Rainbow was a crown fit for a
Zaarain god. She groaned and wished she had never seen it. XI“All right,” Rheba said, looking around at Kirtn and the
J/taals. “You’ve had several days to think about it. Now, how do we get out of
here?” Fssa translated her words like a musical echo, leaving out
only the undertone of strain that was the legacy of Rainbow’s bizarre
frequencies. This was the first day she had felt able to string together two
coherent thoughts, much less plan an escape from the Loo-chim Fold. The snake
did his translations from his favorite place, hidden in her long hair, revealing
only enough of himself to speak. As J/taal required little more than a flexible
orifice, a pseudo-tongue, and bellows to pump air, he was hidden but for the
stirring of her hair with each of his “breaths.” The J/taals listened, then turned and looked at the woman
they called M/dere—Strategist. She was the one who had accepted employment in
the name of all the J/taals. Rest, water and food had restored her health, a
fact that was reflected in the vitreous luster of her black fur. Her four
friends were wholly recovered also, and had proved it by spending many hours
doing intricate gymnastics that both toned and relaxed their bodies. M/dere looked at each of the J/taals in turn, silently
gathering information from them. They had a species-specific telepathy that
greatly aided them in then: mercenary work. They used their voices only to communicate
with non-J/taals. As a result, their language was simple and their voices unrefined. “As you asked, we have shared our memories,” She hesitated.
“I’m sorry, J/taaleri. No one has ever escaped from the Fold that we know of.
Not even in legend. Once outside the Fold, some might have escaped from their
slave masters and either hidden themselves in the wild places or managed to get
off planet in a stolen ship. There are at least rumors pointing toward such escapes.” “Fine. Now, how do we get out of the Fold?” asked Kirtn. “Excuse me. M/dur has special information about the Fold,”
She exchanged a long silence with M/dur, the male whom she had nursed with special
care. He was their best fighter; as such, he had the second-strongest vote in
their council. M/dere blinked, revealing eyes as green as aged copper. “Slaves
of potential value are kept in the Fold until they are Adjusted.” “Yes, but how long does that take?” asked Rheba. “It varies with each slave. Adjusted slaves stay within the
sanctuary lines. UnAdjusted slaves stay outside the lines except to eat or
drink.” “But don’t the Loos care which slaves do which?” Fssa translated Rheba’s tangled question with a hiss of reproval
that only she heard. “Loos,” answered M/dere, “don’t care about unAdjusted
slaves.” “Makes sense,” said Kirtn. “If you’re too dumb, mean or stubborn
to survive on Loo terms, they don’t want you as a slave. You’d be more trouble
than you’re worth. UnAdjusted.” M/dur snapped his fingers together, the J/taal way of expressing
agreement. “AH right,” said Rheba. “We’re inside the sanctuary,
healthy, and willing to eat ashes in order to get out of the Fold. In short,
we’re Adjusted. How do we get their attention so they’ll take us out of here?” The J/taals exchanged looks, but M/dere remained silent. No
one had an answer for Rheba. Fssa whistled sweetly in her ear. “In the time I’ve been in
the Fold, I’ve noticed that every thirty-eight days there’s a lot of activity
around the well. The ceiling changes and people come down. Slaves who are
gathered around the well divide into groups. The ceiling comes down again.
People and some slaves leave.” “But how are the slaves who leave chosen?” “I don’t know. I could ask Rainbow. It knows a lot of—” “No!” said Kirtn and Rheba together, not wanting a rebirth
of her debilitating headaches. She added, “I doubt if that rock learned
anything buried in the ground.” Frustration crackled around her in a display of
temper that would have brought a rebuke to a much younger fire dancer than she
was. “Why in the name of the Inmost Fire didn’t Trader Jal teach us something
useful?” “He made it plain that you would have to play more spectacular
fire games if you wanted the Loo-chim to buy you,” said Kirtn, remembering the Loo-chim’s
dismissal of her creation of fire images on their transparent chamber walls. “Fine,” she snapped, “But how will that help you to stay
with me? How will that help the J/taals to stay with us so we can keep our promise
to them? And Fssa? What about him?” One of the clepts snarled chillingly. M/dur looked up and
spotted a small, angular man lurking around the edge of the piece of ground
they had marked off as their camp. The clept snarled again, showing a flash of
blue-white teeth. “Please,” said the man in hurried Universal. “Not to harm
this miserable slave. I’m born of a weak species, no more aggressive than flowers,
not a bit.” M/dur looked at Rheba. The J/taal did not understand Universal,
and Fssa had not been told to translate for the stranger. “What do you want?” said Kirtn, standing up. The man made a low sound of fear as he measured Kirtn’s
size. He turned to Rheba and said pleadingly, “Gentleher, all I want is out of
this kaza-flatching Fold!” Some of the words might be unfamiliar, but the sentiment was
not. Rheba’s lips twitched in a barely controlled smile, “Come away from the
bush. We won’t hurt you.” Then, to Fssa, “Translate for the J/taals, snake.” The man came forward with tiny steps, bowing to her every
other instant until he looked like a stick bobbing in a wild current.
“Gentleher, my name is Yo Kerraton Dapsl. Dapsl, please. So much easier among
friends and I very much want to be your friend,” he said fervently. She looked at the small, sticklike figure moving crabwise
out of the brush—His skin was very dark, more purple than brown, stretched
across bones barely softened by flesh. He stood no higher than her breast,
making even the J/taals’ compact bodies seem tall. His eyes were the color of
white wine, with no pupil. The Fold’s murky light seemed far too bright for
him. It was a miracle that be had survived the trek from the wall to the well. “How did you get this far, Dapsl?” said Kirtn, echoing her
thoughts. Dapsl moved in obvious distress, closing his eyes and bowing
his head. A clept growled. “I—that is—it was—” He ran his hands over his thin
face and frail arms. “It was—I don’t—” “It’s all right, Dapsl,” she said gently. “It must have been
terrible far you, but you survived. You’re safe, now.” Dapsl shuddered so violently that his Fold robe quaked.
“Yes, that’s right,” he said quickly. “I survived, didn’t I? After all, I’m
here so it’s obvious that I survived. Yes. Quite clever. Yes.” Rheba looked at the man, then at Kirtn. “He’s a little mad,
isn’t he?” she asked in Senyas. Two clepts snarled, then howled, watching Dapsl with hungry
silver eyes. He made a frightened sound and began muttering prayers to purple
gods. “Silence the clepts,” said Rheba to M/dere, “He’s about as
threatening as a flower.” M/dur muttered to a clept. Fssa’s acute hearing translated
the comment, but only for Rheba’s ear. “He says that he’s known some pretty
deadly flowers.” “Yes,” said Rheba impatiently, “but what can Dapsl do to us
here?” M/dere and M/dur exchanged a long silence, then he made a
gesture that was the J/taal equivalent of a shrug. She turned toward Rheba.
“Whatever the J/taaleri wishes.” Rheba turned back toward Dapsl, “What do you want from us?” “A simple exchange, gentleher. My information for a place in
your Act.” “I don’t understand.” He smiled, revealing ivory teeth. “I know. Is it a bargain,
then?” Kirtn’s hand moved to her arm, subtly restraining. “He may
be child-sized, and nearly as helpless,” whistled Kirtn, “but he plainly is an
adult of his species. Don’t let your instincts rule you.” She looked into Kirtn’s eyes. The impatient comment she had
been about to make died on her lips. “Mentor, will I ever stop learning from
you?” she whistled in Bre’n. He smiled and stroked her arm beneath the loose Fold robe.
“No one is mentor here. We all learn from each other—or die.” She rubbed her cheek against his shoulder. Dapsl made a
sound that could have been distress or disgust. Kirtn looked up with clear
golden eyes. “Is it a bargain?” repeated Dapsl. “How long have you been in the Fold?” said the Bre’n. “What do you know about the Loo that might help us? Why
can’t you help yourself with all your information? Why do you need us?” An emotion that could have been anger or unhappiness distorted
Dapsl’s thin face. “If I answer all your questions, I won’t have anything to
bargain with, will I?” “If you don’t answer some of our questions, you won’t have
any bargain,” shot back Kirtn. Dapsl hesitated. “My information is good. I’ve been out of
the Fold. I’m back here as ... punishment. But I know what you need to know. I
know how to get out of the Fold!” “As slaves or as free men?” Dapsl’s laugh was shrill. “Slaves, of course. The only free
men who leave here are dead. Didn’t you know5 furry? There’s no escape
from the Fold—except one.” Kirtn grunted. “Keep talking, small man. We want to get out
of the Fold.” “Then you have to be chosen. And to be chosen, you have to
have an Act that is good enough to perform at the Loo-chim Concatenation.” “What does that mean?” “Our bargain.” The voice was prim, inflexible. “I won’t say
more without a bargain.” Kirtn and Dapsl stared at each other. “I could peel the truth from it,” said M/dere calmly, her
eyes as cold as a clept’s. “I could peel it one layer at a tune. That wouldn’t
take long. It’s such a little thing.” Fssa’s translation went no farther than Rheba’s ear. “In
return for information,” she said hastily, “you want to be part of our Act?” “Yes,” said Dapsl eagerly. “It’s my only way out of the
Fold.” She stared at Dapsl, weighing him. She closed her eyes. It
was easier that way. His voice was adult; his body that of a child. Akhenet
instincts were inflexible where children were concerned. “Kirtn?” she whistled.
“Shall I put it to a count?” He whistled a brief note of agreement. “J/taals,” she said. “Count yourselves for and against
Dapsl’s bargain.” The silence was brief. M/dere spoke, but her eyes were on
Dapsl the whole time. “We must have information, J/taaleri. And if he causes
trouble, we can always feed him to the clepts.” Dapsl shuddered, for Fssa had made sure that the translation
carried to the little man. “Kirtn?” she asked. “Yes. We need information.” Fssa whistled a soft affirmative in her ear, a sound both
Bre’n and Fssireeme at once. “Then it’s done,” she said, turning toward the frail,
frightened man. “Your information for a place in our Act—whatever that might
be.” Dapsl sighed and sidled closer to her, trying to stay as far
away as possible from the clepts and the J/taals. As he sat down next to her,
his hand slid up beneath the sleeve of her robe. She flinched away. Instantly
two J/taals closed in. Dapsl squeaked. “Don’t sit so close to her,” said Kirtn. “And don’t touch
her at all unless she invites it. Otherwise, you’ll make them nervous”—he
gestured toward the J/taals—“and me angry. We’re very careful of her, you see.” Dapsl licked his lips and looked at the large hand so close
to his throat. “Yes, of course, she’s something to be careful of, very luxurious,
soft and golden.” He looked up. “But I’m a man, not a furry. Surely she prefers
a man’s touch to—ahhhk!” Kirtn’s huge hand closed around Dapsl’s robe, lifting him up
and then thumping him down on the other side of the Bre’n, away from Rheba. Air
whuffed out of the little man’s lungs. The J/taals’ blue-white smiles flashed
as Kirtn bent over the frightened man. “No,” said Rheba gently. “Let me.” The fire dancer leaned
across Kirtn’s lap until her face was on a level with Dapsl’s. “You’re less attractive
to me than those prowling clepts.” She pointed to Dapsl’s long, intricately
braided cranial hair and his smooth, purple-brown skin. “That no more makes you
human than Kirtn’s beautiful velvet body makes him animal.” Her hand caressed
Bre’n lips, stroked across his muscular shoulders, savored his textures with
obvious pleasure. “Do you understand me, small Dapsl?” “Perversion,” he whispered, swallowing. Her hair seethed. Fire danced on the fingertips that reached
for Dapsl. It was Kirtn who intervened with a clear, derogatory whistle that
made Fssa quiver in admiration. The snake kissed soft laughter beneath her
restless hair. She smiled despite her rage, but her voice was not gentle
when she spoke. “Don’t touch me, Dapsl. Ever. You won’t like what happens. If
you can’t accept that, walk away. Now.” Dapsl’s eyes narrowed to pale horizontal slits. She thought
suddenly of the J/taal’s comments about deadly flowers. Then his eyes relaxed
and it was as though the moment of anger had never been. “I would never touch a female who kaza-flatches,” he said,
his smile not at all pleasant. Fssa refused to translate the little man’s words when she
asked what “kaza-flatch” meant He directed a burst of sound to Kirtn, however,
and his skill was so great that she did not hear kaza-flatch defined. The Bre’n
did, however. His hands flexed with eagerness to be around the small man’s
throat. “Start talking,” snarled the Bre’n, “before you choke on
your information.” Dapsl looked at Kirtn’s hands and began talking in a high,
rapid voice. “All the slaves in the Fold potentially belong to the Loo-chim.
But the Loo-chim won’t take just any slave. You must have an Act that is good
enough to be performed at the Loo-chim Concatenation.” Rheba started to speak. “It will be quicker if you don’t ask questions until I’m finished,”
said Dapsl sharply. “The buyers come to the Fold, review the Acts, and decide
who goes and who stays. Getting out of the Fold is only the first step. Then
you have to compete with all your owner’s other Acts. Only the top three Acts
go to the Concatenation. The rest are broken up and sold to whoever has money
to buy. But once you’ve appeared at the Concatenation, the Act can only be sold
as a unit, and can only be bought by a member of the Loo aristocracy—perhaps
even the Loo-chim itself. It’s a great honor to be owned by the Loo-chim,” he
added, pride clear in his voice. Kirtn muttered something graphic and unflattering in Senyas.
Fssa translated with embellishments until Rheba shook him and told him to
behave. The snake subsided with a flatulent noise directed at Dapsl. “I don’t expect animals to appreciate what I’m saying,”
Dapsl muttered. “Why didn’t Jal send you to the Pit instead of the Fold?” “Jal?” said Kirtn sharply. “How did you know that we were
put here by Trader Jal?” “Why—ah—it’s—” Dapsl squeaked and scuttled away from Kirtn’s
hands. “It’s the talk of the city! Everyone knows that a new gold-masked furry
was brought in and that the male polarity is hoping the animal dies before it
can practice its furry perversions on the female polarity.” He glanced frantically
from clepts to J/taals to Kirtn, then moaned and regretted his birth. “Gentleher,
please! Control your animals!” Rheba’s eyes glowed with unborn firestorms, but all she said
was, “You were speaking of Concatenation, Acts, and aristocracy. Keep talking
on those subjects, small man. If you speak about animals again I’ll burn your
greasy braids off.” “If your Act is good enough to get you out of the Fold, but
not good enough to get into the Concatenation, we’ll be sold to people too poor
to buy machines.” Dapsl moaned softly. “It’s a terrible loss of caste. And
hard, very hard. Even the strongest don’t live long. You’re crippled in one leg
and chained in the other. No escape, no rest.” Re moaned and put his head in
his hands. “No escape, no escape, no ...” Rheba sighed and felt her rage drain away. It was hard to be
mad at-such a pitiful creature. Just because he had the personality of a cherf
with a broken tooth was no reason to frighten him half out of his ugly skin.
“The Act,” she prompted gently. “What makes a good Act?” “Why, displaying your Talent, of course.” Dapsl’s voice was
high, surprised, “You must have a Talent or you would have been sent to the
Pits.” Rheba looked at Kirtn, remembering the female Loo-chim’s
lust. “Is mating in public considered an Act?” she asked dryly. Dapsl smiled eagerly. “Oh, yes. When performed by
ill-matched animals it’s considered a high form of comedy. The Gnigs and the Loradoras,
for example. The female is so huge that the male has to—” Rheba cut him off with a gesture of distaste. “No. That has
nothing to do with our Act,” She frowned and looked at the J/taals. “M/dere,
were you chosen as gladiators?” “I don’t know. When our J/taaleri’s ship was captured, we
fought until he was killed. Then, we were unemployed, and could not fight.” Fssa’s murmur continued even after the I/taal woman had
stopped talking. “If the slaver saw them fight, I’m sure he brought them here
for blood sports.” “Did you fight for the Loo-chim to see?” asked Kirtn. “No. The slaver merely displayed a construct of his capture
of the ship.” “That would be enough,” murmured Fssa. The J/taals did not answer, except to say, “We’ll be gladiators
for you, if you want. You are the J/taaleri, and fighting is our Talent.” “No,” said Rheba quickly. “If the Loo found out that you
were employed by me, they would probably kill all of us. Besides, blood sports
aren’t much better than public mating. I’d rather not have to participate in either.” She
remembered the J/taal’s graceful, swift and intricate exercises. “Gymnasts!
I’ll make fire shapes, Kirtn will sing, and you’ll do a tumbling act.” She
turned toward Dapsl. “Is that the sort of thing the Loo-chim would enjoy?” “Too cluttered. Just you and the big furry would be much better.” “No,” said Kirtn and Rheba together. “All of us,” she continued, “or none of us. That’s the way
it is.” Dapsl grimaced. “A variety Act. They’re the hardest kind to
stage effectively. But,” he brightened, “they are unusual. Most slaves
don’t get together. Language problems or fear or both. Yes,” he said, absently
chewing on the end of one of his thirty-three intricate braids, “it just might
work.” “And you,” said Kirtn, “what will you do for our Act?” “Me? Why, I’ll manage it, of course.” XII“No, no, no!” shouted Dapsl, yanking on a handful of braids
in frustration. “All that grunting might impress barbarian enemies, but the
Loo-chim will find it extremely unaesthetic. Do it again. Quietly.” M/dur said something that Fssa wisely failed to translate. After
the first few days, Rheba had made it clear to the snake that his job was to
prevent rather than to incite trouble. So the Fssireeme ignored Dapsl and
fluttered a metallic blue ruff that was as functionless as it was pretty. Kirtn
smiled, but did not tease Fssa; like the snake, the Bre’n had been on the
receiving end of a sharp lecture from Rheba about the necessity of being
civilized to one another. Unfortunately, Dapsl had not learned the lesson. “Ready?” said Dapsl, beating time with two sticks he had
scrounged. “On four—a-one and a-two and a-three and a-four.” The J/taals formed a diamond with M/dere in the center. In
time with Dapsl’s beat, they executed an intricate series of backflips, leaps
and lifts that ended in a pyramid that was three J/taals across and two high.
On the next beat the pyramid exploded into five J/taals doing individual
gymnastics that wove in and out of each other with dazzling ease. At least it
appeared easy, and so long as the J/taals smothered grunts of effort, the
appearance remained intact. “Better,” said Dapsl grudgingly, “but must you women sweat so
much? Ugh. It mats your fur.” In lieu of translating M/dere’s response, Fssa preened his
sparkling new ruff. Dapsl sighed and pulled halfheartedly on three of his braids.
“Again. On four. This time do it s-1-o-w-l-y. Try to make it appear that you
are f-1-o-a-t-i-n-g. And don’t frown. You’re enjoying yourselves, remember?
Sweating, grunting, grimacing beasts are for the fields, not the Loo-chim
stage.” M/Dere snarled and looked toward Rheba, but the fire dancer
was deeply involved in building stage props made of flame. She did not notice
the J/taal’s silent appeal. When Rheba raised her hands, a line of fire followed,
creating an arch. She moved her fingers. Brilliant blue vines writhed up the
arch, held trembling for a moment, then exploded into a shower of golden
blossoms. The arch became an incandescent cage big enough to hold a Bre’n. Her
hands danced, braiding light into silken lines with which to hold a raging
beast. She looked from her creation to Kirtn. The lines changed subtly
as she measured them against his breadth and height. Frowning, she looked from the
Bre’n to the cage again. She kept misjudging his size: it did not seem reasonable
that even a Bre’n should have such wide shoulders. Yesterday she had singed his
fur. She had wanted to make the cage out of cold light, but Dapsl had wanted
the drama of living flames. She had told him—falsely—that hot fire was nearly
impossible for her to make. He had told her that nothing was too much work for
a Concatenation Act. She had given in with a silent prayer that the Loo-chim
would not be upset by a few tendrils of flame. Still frowning, she scratched at her arms. The developing
lines of power itched constantly, both irritant and warning. She should stop
working with fire until her arms healed. A scratching fire dancer was an
overworked fire dancer. Deva had pampered its akhenets for practical as well as
altruistic reasons. A fatigued akhenet was often irrational, and thereby a danger
to everyone. “A-one and a-two and—no, no, no! Lightly! Float, you
kaza-flatching mongrels!” Dapsl’s demands were simply a buzzing around the edges of
Rheba’s concentration. She flexed her fingers. Flames leaped upward, twining
into the shape of a demon that was supposed to represent Kirtn. The demon’s
mouth expanded nice death embracing the audience. At this point, Fssa was
supposed to give forth some truly curdling sounds, but the snake was too busy
translating—selectively—for J/taals and Dapsl. She sighed and the demon vanished. Idly she began making
cool, colored shapes, lithe manikins that imitated the motions of the J/taals.
To one side she made a purple light that expanded and contracted with Dapsl’s
exhortations. The little light bounced madly, trailing purple braids, foaming
from its lavender mouth, bouncing higher and higher in an attempt to be
impressive in its rage. Farther away, removed from the hubbub, she created a
slim silver snake admiring itself in a golden mirror. Kirtn’s chuckle sounded beside her. “I didn’t know you could
do that.” She glanced up guiltily, caught playing when she should have
been working. His hand smoothed her vivid, crackling hair. “I haven’t seen much mimicry since Deva,” he said, “when a
master dancer would while away the icy night with laughter.” His eyes looked
inward to a time when Bre’ns and Senyasi had lived in myriads on a world not
yet ash. The figures winked out, leaving only memories like colored
echoes behind her eyes. “Deva ...” she whispered. “Children.” Her head bowed,
she looked at her glowing hands and arms without seeing their intricate lines
of power, “I’m afraid I’ll never stop seeing the people. “”All my potential
mates, fathers of my unborn children, standing dazed while the sun poured down,
burning ...” She leaned against Kirtn’s hard warmth. “We’ve got to get out of
here. We’ve got to find the boy Senyas and his Bre’n.” She looked
up at him with eyes that had seen too much fire, “We’re akhenet. How can we
live without children?” He pulled her into his lap, stroked her, giving her what comfort
he could. Silently he cursed the overriding need for children that had been
built into Bre’ns and Senyasi alike, instinct squared and then squared again,
that akhenets would not become so bound to their cross-species mate that they
refused to mate with their own kind. Bre’n and Senyas akhenets alike had nearly
died out before a gene dancer had been born who could substitute instinct for
personal preference. Myth had it that the gene dancer was neither Bre’n nor
Senyas, but both, one of the few viable hybrids ever conceived between the two
species. He wished he could share his knowledge with Rheba, giving
her some of the history she had lost, helping her to understand the needs built
into her ... but she was too young. She had not yet discovered the depth of
Bre’n/Senyas sharing. Despite her forced maturity since Deva died, she had
shown no interest in him as a man, nothing but tantalizing flashes of sensuality
that also were part of a fire dancer’s genetic heritage. It was possible that
she would never turn to him as a lover. Not all akhenet pairs mated physically
as well as mentally. But of those mismatched pairs, few lived long or easy
lives. Bre’ns in rez were an indiscriminate destructive force. Pushing aside his bleak thoughts, Kirtn whistled sweetly,
softly, coaxing her out of her despair. Another whistle joined his in sliding
harmony. He felt Fssa coiling around his arm. The snake wove from there into
Rheba’s hair and began singing into her ear. Some of the tension gradually left
her body. She smoothed her cheek against Kirtn’s chest, shifting her weight until
she fitted perfectly against him. Her hair rifted and curled around his neck,
hair that was silky and warm and alive as only a fire dancer’s could he. Though
she did not know it, the soft strands wrapping around him made a fire dancer’s
caress that was usually reserved for lovers. She did not know, and there was no
one left alive to tell her except Kirtn—and he could not. “If you’re quite through,” said Dapsl indignantly, “I need
that bizarre snake. The J/taals pretend not to understand me unless that slimy
article wrapped around your arm talks to them.” Rheba felt Kirtn’s muscles tense as he gathered himself to
lunge. For an instant she was tempted to let him shred Dapsl into oozing purple
fragments, but the instant passed. Even the youngest fire dancers learned that
an akhenet never abetted Bre’n anger. She allowed electrical impulses to
leak from her body wherever she touched Kirtn, disrupting his muscle control.
At first he fought her, then he gave in. Deliberately, she stroked Fssa. The snake was dark where he
had been incandescent. She had discovered that the darker forms of Fssireeme,
as well as being a heat-conservation mode, indicated shame, embarrassment, or
discomfort. Dapsl reached to snatch away the snake. Kirtn’s big hand
shot out. Dapsl squeaked and tried to pull back, but the Bre’n’s grip on his
lower arm was too firm. “If I squeeze,” said Kirtn conversationally, “you’ll lose
your arm from the second elbow down. Stand still. Apologize to Fssa.” Dapsl stood. He apologized. “Now, tell him he’s beautiful.” “That thing? Beautiful? I’ve seen prettier mudholes! In
fact—” Dapsl’s arm turned pale lavender where the Bre’ns fingers
were. ‘Tell him,” said Kirtn gently, “that he’s beautiful.” “You’re beautiful, lovely, perfect,” Dapsl said hastily.
With each word he eased more of his arm out of Kirtn’s grasp. “You can’t help it if you were born without legs. Be
grateful,” he said triumphantly, jerking free of the Bre’n, “you weren’t born
with stinking fur all over your animal hide!” Rheba came to her feet in a lithe rush that reminded Kirtn
of the J/taals. Fire blazed from her hands, licking toward Dapsl with hot intent. “Our bargain!” said Dapsl, hacking away quickly. “Stay away
from me!” “Fire dancer.” Kirtn spoke in Senyas} his words
precise, his tone that of a mentor. She stopped. Flames licked restlessly up and down her arms,
and her hands shone with dense lines of gold. With a long sigh, she released
the flames. “If you hadn’t been so stubborn,” said Dapsl in a high
voice, “about committing kaza-flatch on stage with your furry pet, none of this
would have been necessary. The female Loo-chim would have leaped up onstage
with you. Your problems would have been over! You and your pet would never be
separated, because not even the Loo-chim would break up a Concatenation Act.
But no, you have to hold out for group kaza-flatch, and I tell you right
now, you tight-rumped little—” Whatever Dapsl had been about to say was forgotten, in his
rush to evade Kirtn’s feint. Rheba and the Bre’n watched as the small purple
man raced back to the J/taals. After a few moments, Fssa followed, coiling
through the dust like a cobalt whip. “If I cooked him first,” she said tightly, “do you think the
clepts would eat him?” “They don’t eat carrion.” She sighed, “Even if I burned off his oily braids?” “Doubt it.” “Damn.” She scratched her arms absently. The elbows were
particularly itchy. She longed for some salve, but it was aboard the Devalon,
as out of reach as Deva itself. “On the count of four.” Dapsl’s irritating command and
Fssa’s soft translation came across the campsite. “A-one and—” “He may be a limp stick,” she said, “but he knows what he’s
doing. Our Act would have been chaos without him. That doesn’t mean I like the
cherf.” Kirtn’s long fingers rubbed through her hair, massaging her
scalp until she sighed with pleasure. “Once we’re out of here,” he said, “we’ll
shed Dapsl like a winter coat.” She arched against his strong hands. Her hair shimmered with
pleasure, curling around his arms, mutely demanding that he continue. He
laughed softly and extricated himself before she could sense his response to
her innocent sensuality. “Back to work, akhenet. And this time, please, make
the cage big enough.” She groaned. “How many more days before the buyers arrive?” “Three, if Dapsl’s memory is right.” “It would be the first thing right about him.” She stretched
languidly, rubbing her shoulders against her Bre’n. “Itches.” “All the way up there?” he asked, concerned. His hands slid
beneath her Fold robe. Gently he explored her shoulders and neck with his
fingertips. Lines of power radiated faintly beneath his touch. “Too soon ...”
he whispered. “Slow down, fire dancer. Don’t burn so hard.” For a moment she leaned her weight against him, letting down
barriers of instinct and discipline until he could sense the exhaustion and
despair that lapped like a black ocean just beyond the shores of her control.
He closed his eyes, accepting her emotions until the edge of his mind overlapped
hers lightly, very lightly. Then he let strength flow into her, a coolness that
washed over the intricate patterns covering her arms, calm radiating through
her from the Bre’n hands touching her skin. The shores of her control expanded,
throwing back the black ocean. “I didn’t know you could do that,” she murmured. “Thank you,
mentor.” “I didn’t do it. We did. You’re changing so quickly, little
dancer,” he said, his voice divided between hope and fear. “Sharing strength is
just one thing a Bre’n does for a Senyas. Just one small thing.” “What do you get in return?” He hesitated, wondering if it was too soon, too much. In the
end he gave her only half the truth, and not the most revealing half. “A channel.” “Channel?” “An outlet for Bre’n emotions, Bre’n energy.” “Rez,” she whispered, shivering beneath his
hands. “No,” he said fiercely. “I’ll never do that to you.” She did not argue. Both of them knew that rez was a
reflex, not a choice. Kirtn would do what he had to. He was Bre’n. And she was
Senyas. She forced a smile. “Stand over there,” she said, pointing to a bush, “and I’H
see if I can build a cage big enough to hold a Bre’n.” XIIIRheba awoke with a headache that made her want to weep.
Overhead, the Fold’s ceiling was dull gray with a hint of brass, an hour away
from full light. She shivered, rearranged her robe, and snuggled closer to
Kirtn’s warmth. He shifted in his sleep, gathering her against him. She rubbed
her cheek against the velvet of his chest fur, wishing her back could be as
warm as her front. It seemed that she had been cold since she landed on Loo. Her headache redoubled, faded, then returned. Kirtn awoke
with a grimace, though his headache was but a shadow of hers. “Fssa. Where is
that damned snake? Is he talking to Rainbow again?” She looked around, then felt carefully through her hair.
“Gone,” she groaned. He sat up. “When I get my hands on that Fssireeme I’ll bend
him into a new shape!” The headache diminished. She sighed and felt herself go limp
in response to less pain. At the same instant, both she and Kirtn spotted Fssa
coiling across the dark ground. He sparked silver and copper, gold and steel.
He was beautiful—when he was not splitting her brain. “Fssa.” Kirtn’s hand swept out to scoop up the snake. “I
told you what I’d do if you caused Rheba pain again!” Fssa turned black and hung limply from Kirtn’s hand. The
Bre’n gave him an impatient shake. The snake remained limp and very, very
black. “What is it about Rainbow that’s so irresistible?” demanded
the Bre’n. Fssa’s whistle was pure and beguiling, “It’s so old, friend
Kirtn. It’s older than my guardians’ memories. It’s older even than the Long Memory.”
The snake’s body changed, more pearl than black, streaks of gold dividing the
most dense areas of gray. The whistle became eager. “It knows more than
I dreamed was possible. Languages,” the whistle soared ecstatically, “languages
that were extinct before the Long Memory, and languages to me are like fire to
you. And Rainbow knows fragments of other things, but I can’t make those
fragments whole. The languages, though—I can make them whole for Rainbow and
then it’s more at ease. It’s lost so much of its knowledge. It’s had pieces of
itself broken off and scattered, made into baubles for two-legged idiots.” Rheba’s curiosity grew as her pain diminished, “How old is
Rainbow? Is it one of the First People?” Fssa’s whistle was tentative, then slid into a negative. “I
don’t think so. Its energy is similar in some ways, but it was created by man.
At least it says it was, and I can’t think why a rock would lie.” “Created.” Kirtn frowned. “When? By whom? For what?” Fssa changed colors, becoming lighter, rippling with confidence
now that his friends were no longer angry, “Rainbow was made by the—” An
impossible sound came out, one that meant nothing to his listeners. The
Fssireeme became darker with embarrassment. “Names are very hard to translate.
I think you would call it Zaarain. Does that sound right?” Kirtn and Rheba looked at one another. “We know the name,”
said Kirtn finally, “but are you sure?” “That’s the only possible translation of Rainbow’s
frequency, especially since it used the kfxzt modulation. It’s a
difficult modulation to reproduce,” whistled Fssa, his tone divided equally
between earnestness and pride. “I’m the first one who has talked to Rainbow for
a long, long time.” Rheba shook herself as though waking from a dream. “Zaarain
... if the Loo-chim find out, Rainbow will be taken away.” “But—but—” Fssa writhed, then changed into his Senyas mode
and spoke with precision, as though to be sure there could be no possibility of
misunderstanding. “But no one else can talk to Rainbow. It needs to communicate.”
Fssa writhed, so upset that he could not hold his Senyas shape. “It was
made to be a—library? Yes, that’s close enough—library, and it needs to communicate
with intelligent minds,” he whistled urgently. She winced and covered her ears at the shrillness of Fssa’s
tone. “It may need to communicate, but that hurts! Shut up, snake!” Fssa’s volume diminished. “I, too, was lonely for a long
time,” he whistled in oblique apology/appeal. Kirtn looked over to the lump of gleaming darkness that was
Rainbow at night. “Library?” he murmured. “A Zaarain library? What wonders
could it tell us?” Fssa sighed, a long susurration. “A fragment of a library,”
he amended. “It used to be much larger. It was looted from an old installation
and broken into trinkets for barbarians.” “How big was it before that?” asked Kirtn. Copper streaks rippled through Fssa in his equivalent of a
shrug. “At least as big as the blue well. Perhaps bigger. Rainbow isn’t sure.
It’s just a conglomeration of random fragments, not even a whole segment of the
original library. It barely gets enough energy to hold itself together, now
that it’s no longer connected.” “Still,” said Kirtn, “a Zaarain library...” “A Zaarain headache, you mean,” she said, rubbing her temples.
“I hope the damn thing doesn’t talk in its sleep.” “It doesn’t sleep,” said Fssa primly. “And it won’t talk
unless you ask a question or scare it to death by threatening dismemberment as
those children did.” “Good. Then if I get a headache, I’ll know that it’s your
fault for asking questions.” Fssa’s glitter faded into dark gray. “Could you ...” His whistle
was tremulous, then it broke. He started over again. “Would you include it in
our Act? Otherwise we’ll have to leave it here, or some Loo will discover it
and hack it up into jewelry and it will die. Please, Rheba? Surely a creature
as beautiful and warm as you can find room in your emotions for a lonely
crystal.” She stared at Fssa, then laughed. “Don’t flatter me, snake.
When it comes to beauty, I’m a distinct fourth to you, Kirtn, and that Zaarain
rock.” Fssa waited. Slow ripples of black consumed his brilliance
as the silence stretched into seconds, moments, a minute. “Ice and ashes!” snarled Rheba. “Brighten up, snake. We’ll
fit that damn mind breaker into our Act.” “What will you tell Dapsl?” said Kirtn, smiling at how the
snake had won. She smiled in return, but not pleasantly. “Nothing. If he objects,
I’ll burn the braids right off his head.” Fssa suddenly shone with bright metal colors. He puffed out
his most incredible ruff in a shower of glitter. “Thank you!” he whistled exultantly. Kirtn laughed. “Too bad Rainbow doesn’t have as many shapes
as you—then it would be easy to put in the Act.” The ruff vanished in a flash
of silver. “I think—” He began to change into his Rainbow communication mode, then turned
his sensors on Rheba hesitantly. “I think Rainbow can make different shapes.
It’s just an assembly of fragments, after all. If it assembled itself, it can
unassemble itself. Should I ask?” She groaned and glared at Kirtn. “What shape did you have in
mind for the Act?” “Oh ... a crown, a necklace. Something bright and barbarous
for me to wear,” said Kirtn. “I’m supposed to be a vicious demon king, after
all, according to Dapsl’s Act.” She frowned. “That might work. We’ll tell Dapsl that Rainbow
is one of the First People, and thus a legitimate, intelligent part of the Act.
Then no one could take it away from us, once we appeared in the Concatenation.
But—ice and ashes! How I wish that rock didn’t split my mind!” Fssa waited, a
study in subdued metal colors. She ground her teeth. “All right. Ask it. But
make it short.” Fssa whipped into his Rainbow communication mode. She closed
her eyes and tried to ignore the lightning that lanced through her brain while
Fssireeme and the Zaarain library talked. As she had hoped, the exchange was
brief. She opened her eyes and stared coldly at Fssa, her head still shattered
by alien modulations. “Rainbow doesn’t want to rearrange itself, but it will. It’s
terrified of dismemberment, you realize.” “Yes,” she said grimly. “I understand. If you hadn’t told me
it was alive, I’d have torn it facet from facet the first time it curdled my
brain.” Fssa’s sensors winked as he ducked and turned his head.
“It’s very sorry that it hurts you. We’ve tried to find a frequency that
doesn’t, but we haven’t been successful.” She sighed. “I noticed.” From across the camp, the J/taals stirred. If they were
bothered by headaches, they gave no sign. Dapsl rolled out from beneath his
robe, shrugged into it, and began cursing the clepts. The ceiling turned to
sullen brass, then slowly began bleaching into smoky white. “Another day,” muttered Kirtn, flexing his hands suddenly.
“I don’t like being a slave, fire dancer.” “I’m unAdjusted myself,” she said, watching Dapsl stalk over
to the blue fountain to drink. “When I think that animated purple ash can is
considered human and you aren’t—” She did not finish. Nor did she have to. Suddenly her hair leaped and writhed like dry leaves caught
in a firestorm. She staggered, her eyes blind cinnamon jewels alive with
energy. “What—?” Kirtn caught her and tried to calm her frantically
lashing hair. “Rheba!” She did not answer nor even hear. She was caught in a vortex
of energy building, twisting, spinning rapidly and then more rapidly until it
was a solid cone of raw power dipping down from the ceiling. Abruptly, the
turmoil ceased. A large group of people stood by the well. They were richly
dressed, arrogant of expression, and Loo to the last tint of blue in their
skins. “The buyers,” said Kirtn, shaking Rheba. “Fire dancer. Fire
dancer!” His command for attention ripped through her daze. She
blinked, held by untrammeled energy that had come down, touched. She stretched
yearningly toward the ceiling, as though she would touch it with her
fingertips. Her hair crackled with the wild power of a fire dancer who was
overflowing with energy. Then she turned toward the Bre’n, who watched her with
concern shadowing his yellow eyes. “I’m all right,” she murmured, smiling dreamily. “That felt
„ .. good. I’m renewed. I haven’t felt like that since I sat in the center of a
fire dancer circle.” Slowly, Kirtn’s concern became relief. “Good. But be
careful. Energy like that can ruin you as quickly as it can renew you.” She blinked again, as though awakening after a long sleep.
“There would be worse ways to die. I wonder if that’s what the other dancers
felt when the sun bent down and seared them to the bone.,..” Dapsl’s screech cut through the air. “Line up! Line up! The
buyers are here! Line up!” Four guards stepped out from behind the group of buyers. In
clipped Universal, they spelled out the rules of what was to come. The ceiling
amplified their voices so that everyone within the two-circles sanctuary could
not avoid hearing the words. “You will perform your Acts for the buyers within that circle.”
An area the size of a large Loo stage suddenly glowed in front of the well.
“Those Acts that are chosen will leave with their buyers. Line up!” People from all over the sanctuary began walking toward the
well. Within minutes, nearly one hundred people had gathered. Rheba and Kirtn
stared, for they had not seen a quarter of that number coming and going from
the well. All of the people appeared healthy—at least, they moved easily
enough. She counted fourteen distinct racial types before she gave up. Then
with a sudden surge of hope she looked among the people again. As though he
shared her thought, Kirtn stared through narrowed eyes. But no matter how hard
they both searched, they saw no one that resembled either Senyas or Bre’n. Dapsl’s shrill enjoinders to action grated on their ears.
“Get that snake under control before someone steps on it and ruins our Act.
You—Kirtn! Listen to me! Be sure those clepts stay out of the way during the
Act!” Kirtn ignored the little purple man and picked up Rainbow.
It disassembled in his hands. Crystal faces shifted slowly, as though pulled by
magnets, then reformed along new alignments. When it was finished, Rainbow
looked like a rough crown. New facets glittered in the light in a suitably
barbarous display. Some of the facets were patterned with engravings. All were
vivid, colorful. “Good for you,” muttered Kirtn, although he doubted Rainbow
could understand him. Gently, he set the crown on his head. Rainbow shifted
subtly, fitting his head with a grip that was both secure and comfortable. Very
soon Kirtn no more noticed Rainbow’s presence on his head than Rheba noticed
Fssa’s presence in her hair. The clepts moved between Rheba and the watching Loos. “The clepts!” shrieked Dapsl. He turned on Rheba and the
snake, who was invisibly woven into her hair. “Get those kaza-flatching clepts
out of the way!” Her lips parted in a smile that was more warning than reassurance.
“The clepts are part of the Act.” “But they can’t—we haven’t practiced—it’s impossible!” “They worked while you slept. Whether the results please you
or not, they are part of the J/taals and therefore part of our Act. Now shut
up, little man. If Fssa can overhear the Loo buyers—” Abruptly she stopped speaking.
Dapsl did not know the extent of the Fssireeme’s skill. Nor did she want the irksome
little man to find out. She did not trust him. He thought like a slave and she
did not. Dapsl chewed angrily on the frayed end of his longest braid,
muttered a comment in a language that Fssa did not know and went back to harrying
the J/taals. Beneath the cover of Rheba’s hair, the snake transformed a part of
himself into a sensitive receiver aimed at the gathering of Loos. “Can you hear anything?” she murmured, her voice so low that
it was little more than a vibration in her throat. Fssa, who had left a coil of himself around her neck, picked
up the vibrations as easily as he did her normal speech. He could speak in a
soft whistle to her, listen to her answer, and still not lose track of the Loo
conversations. He shifted, reforming the listening extension of himself until
it bloomed like a spiky silver flower below her left ear. “Nothing yet I’ll try
a different mode.” The flower widened, petals reaching toward the Loo. “Got
them!” She was silent then, letting Fssa drink up every foreign
syllable he could. “Line up!” snapped Dapsl. “Only an unAdjusted slave would
keep a Loo waiting. These buyers are aristocrats only one birth away from the
Imperial Loo-chim.” As though summoned by Dapsl’s words, the Loos walked forward,
pacing the line of waiting slaves like generals reviewing troops. At intervals
one or another of the Loo signaled. The guards stepped forward then and
summarily removed one or more slaves from the line of hopeful Acts. “Rejects,” hissed Dapsl. “Their smell probably offended, or
their color, or perhaps the Loos are merely bored with that particular race.
Get those kaza-flatching clepts in line!” Rheba ignored Dapsl’s nervous dithering and watched the approaching
Loos. Their flimsy robes turned and flashed in the cold sunlight, revealing
embroideries in tiny precious stones across the very sheer cloth. She wanted to
believe that the robes were barbaric, but could not Like the room where she and
Kirtn had first seen the Imperial Loo-chim, the robes were luxuriant without
being crass. Two by two the traders passed, each pair composed of a chim,
a man and a woman so like each other as to be identical twins. Rheba looked at
their faces—shades of blue, broad-cheeked, high-nosed, arrogant. There was neither
sympathy nor simple interest in those paired dark eyes, until the eleventh
buyer, a male with no twin female on his right hand. “Jal,” breathed Rheba. “Trader Jal!” XIVJal smiled and bowed sardonically. “Lord Jal,” he corrected,
“All buyers in the Fold are lords and ladies of Loo.” Rheba looked from Jal to the blue-skinned pairs appraising
the ranks of slaves. “But there’s just one of you.” Jal’s expression revealed a loss so terrible it almost made
her forget how cruelly he had used her and Kirtn. She understood what it was to
have everything and then lose it in a single irrevocable instant. She looked
away, unable to face herself reflected in his dark eyes. “My chim died,” said Jal. It was all he said. It was enough.
He looked coldly at Dapsl. “What’s this, Whip? A menagerie?” “An Act, my lord,” Dapsl said quickly, bowing so low that
his purple braids danced in the dust. “A unique Act for the amusement of the
Loo-chim and the lords and ladies. We have a story to tell in song and motion
that will make you laugh and cry and sigh with wonder. It’s the tale of—” Jal cut off Dapsl’s prepared speech with a curt motion. The
Loo lord who had been known to them as Trader Jal looked over the gathering of
Bre’n and Senyas, Fssireeme, and J/taals and clepts. An expression that could
have been rage distorted his features. “All of you?” He moved as though,
to motion the rejection of J/taals and clepts. “Lord—” said Dapsl softly, urgently, twisting his braids in
distress. “Lord, this is a unique Act, one that will gain you much pride at the
Concatenation, and much wealth afterward. Before you decide, please, let us perform.” Lord Jal looked at Dapsl for one long, unwavering moment.
The small man tugged silently at his braids, holding Jal’s eyes for an instant,
looking away, then looking back with silent pleas. “Done,” said Jal. “But if I don’t like the Act, Dapsl, you
will never leave the Fold.” Dapsl made a small sound of despair and looked at Rheba.
“Please,” he said, speaking so quickly that his words tumbled over one another,
“please think again about including the animals. Just you and the big furry, a
single dance of kaza-flatch, even the songs. Yes—the songs. You can even keep
the snake. No one will notice and then I’ll—” “No.” Rheba’s voice was as smooth and hard as a river stone. Dapsl wilted. He glanced at Lord Jal, but found no comfort
in that broad blue face. The lords finished their review of the slaves. Whether they
had previously divided the slaves among the aristocracy, or whether each chim
only reviewed slaves it had captured, no one else spoke to or even looked at
the Act that included Rheba and Kirtn. When the lords turned away and walked
back toward the blue chairs that had appeared along one curve of the stage,
Rheba let out her breath in a sigh. Kirtn looked over and touched her arm in
mute understanding. Each had been afraid of being rejected for no better reason
than the whim of one of the blue chims. Dapsl waited until the chims had withdrawn beyond the range
of normal hearing. Then he turned on Rheba. His voice was so tight with rage
that it squeaked. “If your perverted tastes have cost me my freedom, I’ll make
your life as short as your ugly little nose!” Rheba looked at Dapsl’s own long, slender nose. It was quivering
with his bottled rage. She smiled. “You’re a Fold slave. You couldn’t leave the
Fold without an Act. How am I responsible for your freedom or lack of it?” “Because Lord Jal sent me here to help you, you ungrateful
kaza-flatch!” He breathed deeply. “Now, bitch, stand here and watch the Acts.
There shouldn’t be any real competition here, but watch anyway. You’re so
stupid that anything you learn has to be an improvement!” Kirtn’s hand dropped onto Dapsl’s shoulder. The touch was
gentle. The possibilities were not. “Cherf,” said Kirtn, “I’m tired of your
voice.” Dapsl’s small face turned unusually purple but he said nothing
more. Instead, he pointed toward the stage. One of the groups had walked into
the half-circle reserved for the Acts. The lords and ladies conferred among themselves
briefly, then a chim waved for the Act to begin. There were three people standing on the Act place, facing the
semicircle of indifferent chims. The three were smooth-skinned, with an
abundance of red hair that grew like a crest down the median line of the skull
and fell in long waves down the back to the hips. They were not obviously male
or female, and alike enough to be clones. At an unseen signal they began to
sing. Their voices were pleasant, their harmony good, and their songs ... uninteresting.
The beat was invariable, more like a chant than anything else. Like the red
crest flowing to their hips, the trio’s songs were not far removed from barbarism.
After the third song, one chim snapped its fingers suddenly. Another chim
leaned closer to the first and began speaking in low voices. Rheba felt Fssa stretch toward the conversation with senses
that were far more acute than any human and most machines. She waited with
outward patience, as did everyone else, while the chims talked. At last she
dared a soft whisper to Dapsl. “What’s going on?” Dapsl answered without moving his head to look at her. Even
his lips barely moved. His voice was softer than hers. “The chim who captured
this trio revoked Concatenation hold.” “Explain.” The small man’s eyes flicked to Rheba at her curt demand,
but his face did not turn. “All Fold slaves are potential Concatenation Acts.
The chim just signaled that it no longer believes this captured trio good
enough for the Concatenation. You see, each chim can enter only three Acts at
the Concatenation.” “Is that other chim trying to buy them for its own Acts?” Dapsl made a sound of disgust. “No chim would buy another’s
rejected Act. They’ll be sold for pleasure or work or pain, whichever the buyer
wants.” He looked critically at the three. “Separately, they might be quite a
novelty among kaza-flatchers. That hair has possibilities....” Rheba did not ask what the possibilities were. She was sorry
she had asked anything at all. She watched while the two chims bargained over
the three slaves. Then, apparently, a deal was struck. Two guards stepped forward
and separated a pair of red-haired barbarians, leaving one behind. At first the slaves seemed too stunned to respond. Then they
realized that they were being sold separately, and not as an Act. They turned
to the chim who had first enslaved them and spoke rapidly in a language that
Fssa either did not know or did not want to translate. Their voices became thinner
and higher, more desperate, but neither the chim who had enslaved them nor the
chim who had bought them seemed to notice. The ceiling came down in a simple flick of power that licked
up one guard and two barbarians in the time it took to blink. When the
remaining barbarian realized what had happened, he went berserk. His scream of
rage and pain made Rheba’s hair stir in reflexive sympathy to another
creature’s agony. Before the cry was complete, he leaped at his guard. His unsheathed
claws seemed to gather light at their sharp tips. There was a surge of energy from the ceiling. The barbarian
froze in mid-leap, feet off the ground, claws extended, screaming silently,
imprisoned in a column of raw light. His hair rippled and writhed, replicating
the currents that tormented him. His lips peeled back, revealing serrated teeth
and a tongue that bled from being bitten through in the first instant of agony.
But the blood never touched the ground and the screams were silent, imprisoned
in the column as surely as he was. “Stupid,” said Dapsl, watching the barbarian writhing
silently, tortured and held by currents of pure force. “He was told not to
attack anything within the two circles. Now he knows why.” “Will they kill him?” said Kirtn, his own lips peeled back
in a silent snarl. “Oh, no. They don’t have their price for him yet.” Rheba shuddered and willed herself not to collect any of the
energy that seethed around the barbarian. She thought she could bleed off some,
perhaps even enough to prevent his torture, but she suspected that if she was
discovered it would be her death sentence. Yet she did not know how much longer
she could watch and do nothing. “No,” continued Dapsl, “they won’t kill him. They won’t even
damage him.” The column of energy sucked back into the ceiling with no
more warning than it had come down. The barbarian fell to the stage in a
boneless sprawl. The guard who had been attacked looked at the chim who had
bought the barbarian. The chim spoke softly. The guard picked up the barbarian,
waited an instant, and the ceiling came down again. The two remaining guards brought out the next Act. The rest
of the slaves stood without moving, afraid even to breathe. Rheba remembered
the time she had first entered the two circles, when she had considered
attacking the guards at the well. She was profoundly glad that she had not. The guards stepped off the stage, leaving behind four small
people who looked like racial cousins of Dapsl. From their hair they drew long
purple strands, wove them together with dazzling speed, and presented for the
chims’ inspection a hand-sized tapestry. “Is weaving considered an Act?” asked Kirtn, his voice too
low to carry beyond Dapsl’s ears. “Any skill can be made into an Act. Namerta,” he added, “is known
for its weavers.” He stroked his intricately braided hair with pride. The various chims fingered the Namertan’s creation. Special
care was taken by the chim who had captured the Namertans. That chim stroked,
examined, and picked at the hand-sized patch, then spoke to the guards. The
ceiling flexed and the Namertans vanished. “Accepted,” said Dapsl, his face proud. “Namertans are
almost always taken to the Concatenation. No other race can equal our skill at
weaving.” He added a phrase in his own language. Rheba hummed to Fssa, but the snake still did not have
enough clues to unravel Dapsl’s speech. The Fssireeme darkened with
embarrassment for an instant. “You’re beautiful,” whispered Rheba. “Do you have the Loo language
yet?” “Almost,” he whistled very softly, brightening. “There are
at least four forms of it and not much relation between them.” “Slave, master, middleman and equal,” guessed Rheba. Fssa hissed soft agreement. The next act was a very pale-skinned male. His features
seemed neither handsome nor ugly, just as he was neither tall nor short. He
looked so unremarkable that Rheba found herself wondering what he could
possibly do that would be up to the standards of a Concatenation Act. Then the man changed before her eyes. He became taller, broader,
darker, velvet-textured. His eyes burned gold in a golden mask. He seemed to
reach out to her, compelling her body to respond to him. Soon he would touch
her and she would burst Into flame, touching him, igniting him until they
burned together in a consummation of passion that she could not imagine, much
less understand. With a moan, she forced herself to look away. “What is it?” asked Kirtn, touching her. Her skin seared his fingertips with a kind of heat she should not have generated
at her age. His own response was instantaneous, almost uncontrollable, a reflex
as ingrained as hunger. But he was Bre’n, and must control the sensual heat
that would otherwise destroy them both. Too soon. Everything had happened too
quickly after Deva. “Rheba!” Kirtn’s harsh whisper broke the Act’s hold on her. She shuddered.
Heat drained from her skin, bleaching the patterns of power. “I’m—all right,”
she said, breathing brokenly. “I don’t—I don’t know what happened.” Kirtn knew; dreams of just such an awakening on her part had
haunted him more frequently of late. Yet she was at least ten years too young;
and she had neither Senyas mother nor . Bre’n sister to gently lead her to
understanding. Dapsl looked over at her. When he saw her flushed face, he
smiled. “So you can respond to something besides a furry—or did he look like a
furry to you?” His smile widened at her confusion. “Is that the first time
you’ve seen a Yhelle illusionist? His Talent is unusual, even among the Yhelle.
He makes you see whatever would most inflame you sexually.” Dapsl looked around
the audience. “He’s not very good, though. Only the women responded. And you
were able to break his illusion. He’s probably too young for full control.” Apparently the Loo lords agreed. There was a brisk
bargaining session but apparently no price was reached. The guard led the
illusionist out of the circle and abandoned him. The man hesitated, then walked
back to wherever he had come from before the Loo lords had condensed out of the
Fold’s ceiling. Dapsl made a satisfied sound. “Next time hell be ready.
He’ll be able to reach men as well as women. Then he’ll be a prize for any chim
to buy and use.” Rheba looked at the ground and hoped she would never again
be within range of the man’s illusions. She had known pleasure and laughter and
simple release with her Senyas friends, but she had never suspected the existence
of such consummation as she had seen in him. She wondered how much had been
illusion, how much a reality latent within her that she had not yet experienced.
She wondered ... but was oddly reluctant to ask the only one who might be able
to answer her. Kirtn. The guard stopped in front of Dapsl and spoke curtly. Rheba
did not need Dapsl’s translation to know that it was their turn on the stage.
She wiped the illusionist from her mind, thinking only of the Act. XVDapsl bowed low to the Loo lords and ladies. His braids
brushed his bare feet and the hard-packed earth of the stage. “Lords and ladies,”
he said, his voice ringing, “I have a tale for your astonishment and amusement,
a tale about a time long ago when demons were kings and the Devil God created
the First Woman as punishment to an unruly king.” Kirtn listened to Dapsl with only half his attention. The
first few times he had beard the Loo’s creation myth, he had been amused: at
one time in the past, the Loo had apparently gone furred; even today it was
whispered that some children were born with pelt rather than smooth blue skin.
Those secret children were the legacy of the First Woman’s victory over the Demon
King. “—came to the furred king. He was strong and fierce, his minions
were swift and vicious—” On cue, the J/taals and their clepts swept into the ring in
a leaping, swirling entrance that required both strength and split-instant
timing. The five J/taa1s moved as one, doing back flips and somersaults while
the clepts wove through with fangs flashing. The clepts appeared on the edge of
wounding the J/taals—and that would have happened, had not the timing been
perfect. There was a final, closely choreographed burst of movement,
then J/taals and clepts froze into a savage tableau, animal fangs echoed by the
shine of J/taal teeth. “—Demon King had heard of the Woman made by the Devil God.
The King had been told that if he conquered her, she would give him a furred
male child who would rule the world. But if she conquered him, her children
would be two, and smooth, founders of a superior race. “He was only an animal, a demon. The thought of siring his
superiors enraged him.” Lord Jal snapped his fingers twice. Instantly Dapsl speeded
the presentation. “In time, he succeeded in capturing the Woman. Capturing, but
not conquering.” Rheba felt a quick pressure on her hand as Kirtn strode away
on cue toward the stage. When he was inside the circle, Fssa began creating
soul-curdling sounds, as though a gathering of demons dined on living flesh.
The snake projected the sounds so that they seemed to come from Kirtn. For her
part, Rheba concentrated on Kirtn’s body, changing the quality of the air
around him until he seemed to walk wrapped in sable smoke that licked out
toward the audience. While the Loo’s attention was on Kirtn, she stole onto the
stage. She stood close to him, looking angry, wrapped in thin flickers of
flame. A leash of black connected her to him, but the leash was no more substantial
than the smoke that clung to his copper body. Fssa produced sweet cries of
distress for her to mouth, sounds that would have wrung compassion from any audience
but Loo-chims. The next part of the Act was supposed to be a ballet of advance
and retreat where the J/taals menaced and tormented the First Woman while the
Demon King watched. Dapsl, however, did not give the cue. He summarized
swiftly, then cued in the culmination of the battle between Woman and Demon.
Because he had warned the Act that the performance might be shortened at the
whim of the Loo, they were ready. Rheba formed balls of blue energy and flicked
them at the J/taals and their clepts. They froze in place, paralyzed by cobalt
light. With the “minions” disposed of, she advanced on Kirtn. Her
footsteps were outlined in red flames, and fire leaped from her flying hair as
she sought to change his demon soul, thus making him a fit mate for her. A demon
head grew out of Kirtn’s skull. The ferocious face expanded and expanded until
its mouth was large enough to devour the stage. Out of that mouth—courtesy of
Fssa—rose a caterwauling that was enough to freeze the core of a sun. A cage of fire sprang up around Kirtn. He struggled terribly
against it, but could not break free. It was a difficult part of the Act for
Rheba; she had to sustain the cold blue fire around the minions, the rippling
demon head that filled the stage, and the moving cage of hot fire around Kirtn. Fssa switched from screaming to a pure whistle that was like
water in the desert to the listening chims. The whistle was the opening note of
a Bre’n courtship song, but such was its power that people of all races were compelled
by it. Had Rheba not been so busy holding various kinds of fire, she would have
sung the female part of the duet. As it was, the notes only seemed to come from
her lips. Slowly, as though drawn against his will, Kirtn stopped struggling.
The demon head above him waxed and waned, changing with each beat of song until
the grim mouth closed with a long series of moans which were also supplied by
Fssa. Rheba felt the snake change to meet each need of the Act, at
the same time holding his surface color so that he exactly matched her hair.
Fssa was justifiably proud of his performance. Neither whistle nor demon cries
could be traced to the hidden Fssireeme. The demon head puffed out, releasing one drain on Rheba’s
energies. Kirtn appeared to test his immaterial cage. It held, and he howled in
fear. Still Fssa/Rheba whistled beguiling notes that danced like moonlight on a
waterfall, presaging the fiery dawn yet to come. Unwillingly, the Demon King answered. When Kirtn’s lilting whistle slid into harmony, weaving a
world of sensual possibilities out of pure song, the Loos stirred and leaned forward.
The contrast between the savage Act and the lyrical duet was so great that it
was almost incomprehensible. Even Lord Jal seemed caught, body keeping time to
alien rhythms, imprisoned by uncanny music. The fire that had flickered over Rheba’s body leaped
forward, joining with Kirtn’s cage in a soundless explosion. The duet simultaneously
reached its peak. Then Fssa/Rheba sang alone, coaxingly, luring the Demon King,
promising him ease and beauty in marriage to the First Woman. Step by slow
step, the Demon King crossed the ground separating him from the First Woman,
drawn by a passion that consumed him. She waited, arms raised, demanding and
inviting his touch. Then his arms folded around her and he bent toward her. For a moment all Rheba could see was his gold eyes burning
over her, head bending down, arms hard around her. She was as shaken as she had
been by the Yhelle illusionist, caught in a chaos of needs she was not prepared
to understand. “It’s almost over, fire dancer,” he murmured against her flying
hair, holding her tightly. “Just a bit more.” As she heard his words she realized that she was stiff,
unbending, as though she still fought against the illusionist. But this was
Kirtn who held her, Kirtn who had soothed her smallest hurts since she was a
toddler, Kirtn who always had a smile and a gentle touch for his little fire
dancer. Kirtn, not an alien illusion. She tightened her arms around him, clinging to him with sudden
fierce heat. She felt his hesitation, then his body molded to hers, answering
her embrace. Lines of power smoldered over her body, searing him Where he
touched her, but he did not flinch or protest. He knew that she was unaware of
herself and what she did to him, what she was becoming. Too soon.__ “It’s over,” he whispered, “You can let go of the fire.” Despite his words, he held her even after the last random
flame nickered free of the clepts. Then, with a reluctance he could barely
conceal, he released her. As she stepped away she looked up at him. Her
eyes were red-gold, luminous, searching his for something she could not name. A murmur of Loo language washed over the stage. Fssa tickled
her neck as he changed into listening mode. Her confused feeling about Kirtn
evaporated when she heard Fssa’s satisfied hiss. “Got it,” he murmured. He began summarizing the Loo mutterings
for her. “They like you and Kirtn. They think that you veiled the obscenity
nicely by using Loo creation myths.” “What obscenity?” whispered Rheba. Then, “Oh. Furry and
smoothie, right?” Fssa whistled soft agreement. “The J/taals and clepts are competent,
but unnecessary. They distract from the central necessity—the Demon King’s
conversion. Several of the chims are trying to buy the J/taals as guards. The
J/taals are well known in Equality. Theirs is one of the few languages other
than Universal that I learned from my guardian.” “He can’t sell them!” she whispered harshly. Fear made gold
lines flare on her arms. Fssa did not bother to make the obvious statement that a
slave master could do whatever he wanted with his slaves. “But we’re an Act. He wouldn’t separate an Act,” she said,
as though the snake had contradicted her. “Only after you appear in the Concatenation are you
an Act. Until then, you’re a collection of slaves.” She wanted to argue with the snake, but knew it was futile.
Fssa was right. She realized she was squeezing Kirtn’s hand with enough force
to hurt. She looked up at him, and saw from his expression that he had heard
Fssa. “They saved the child when we couldn’t,” she said. “I can’t abandon them.” “I know.” “What are we going to do?” “Jal hasn’t told them yet.” Lord Jal raised his arm, pointed at Dapsl, and snapped his
fingers impatiently. Dapsl hurried forward and made a deep obeisance at the hem
of Jal’s sheer robe. Fssa changed shape again, tickling Rheba’s ear. She
waited, breath held, but the snake said nothing. “Translate,” she snapped. “They’re using Dapsl’s language,” responded Fssa. “Others
are talking at the same time. It’s hard to separate, much less learn.” She took the hint and stopped bothering him. Several chims
joined in Jal’s conversation, but they spoke only master Loo. Still Fssa said
nothing. Dapsl hurried back to the stage. “The clepts,” he said, “are unnecessary and ugly. The
J/taals are little better. They are rejected.” “Then the Act is rejected,” said Kirtn before Rheba could
speak. Dapsl stared at Kirtn. “The Act is not rejected. Just
the J/taals and the clepts. Lord Jal will graciously allow you to keep that
flatulent snake and the ugly First Person you are pleased to call a crown.” The Bre’n touched Rainbow, forgotten around his forehead.
The rock had changed itself until it matched the color of Kirtn’s hand-length
hair. Fssa had told them that it would be better if Rainbow did not excite any
greed or unusual interest until it had appeared with them at the Concatenation.
Rainbow had obliged by pulling its colored facets inward and altering the
remainder until it appeared to be a battered, primitive, gold-colored crown. “Lord Jal,” said Rheba quietly, “takes us all together or
not at all.” Dapsl’s color deepened, then bleached to lavender when he
realized that Rheba meant what she said. “Do you want to spend the rest of your
life in the Fold, until they tire of feeding you and send you to the Pits? No
one is that stupid—not even a kaza-flatch bitch!” “We haven’t had much time to prepare our Act,” said Kirtn.
“When the buyers come again, the J/taals and clepts will be a vital part of the
Act.” “But you could be free of the Fold right now! All you have
to do is leave the—” “No,” said Rheba and Kirtn together. “But if you miss this Concatenation, you’ll be at risk of
separation for another year}” “No.” With a furious, inarticulate sound, Dapsl turned and stalked
back to Lord Jal. Whatever was said was very brief. Jal knocked Dapsl to the
ground, then walked toward the stage. He looked curiously from the J/taals to
Rheba. “What bond do you have with these?” Jal asked. “Is it simply
that kaza-flatchers stay together, the better to enjoy their perversions?” “Nothing that complex,” said Rheba, her lips thin but her
voice even. “Honor. A promise kept.” Lord Jal looked at his blue-black fingernails, his eyes
hooded, his expression bored. “And if I separate you from them?” “I’ll be unAdjusted. You can’t take an unAdjusted slave out
of the Fold.” Kirtn leaned forward. “And I’ll be unAdjusted, too. How will
you explain that to the female cherf who is half of the Imperial Loo-chim?” Lord Jal looked up. Despite herself, Rheba took a step backward.
Defensive fire smoldered on her arms, waiting to be used. Jal smiled. “Do you still share enzymes?” he asked, his
voice as cruel as his eyes, reminding her that he could take away more than the
J/taals. She blinked, forgetting for a moment what Jal meant. Then
she remembered the ruse she and Kirtn had used to stay together. “Of course,”
she said quickly. “Didn’t you see us onstage?” Jal’s laugh was soft. “I see everything, kaza-flatch bitch.
Remember that.” He stared at her for a long moment, then shifted his regard to
Kirtn. “You, furry, are worth a great deal of money to me, but not enough to
risk humiliation. A man without a chim is... vulnerable. The Act is embarrassing.”
He tapped one long nail against his nacreous teeth. The sound seemed very loud
in the silence. Fssa stirred against Rheba’s neck and whistled low Bre’n
phrases. Kirtn listened, then turned to Jal. “To be part of the Act, the
J/taals and clepts simply have to appear with us on the Concatenation stage, correct?” Lord Jal gestured agreement. And waited. “Surely the Loo still have some equivalent of hell in their
mythology?” Again the gesture. And the silence. “A flaming hell?” Gesture. Silence. “Rheba will make the J/taals and clepts into fire demons.
Our Act will be a vision of hell.” The silence stretched. The taps of nail on tooth slowed,
then stopped entirely. Jal’s expression was not encouraging. Fssa whistled like
a distant flute, enlarging upon what he was hearing the chims in the audience
say. Kirtn listened without seeming to as the snake eavesdropped on chims speculating
upon ways to improve the Act they had just seen. “If you have a hell myth,” the Bre’n continued, “then you
must have a myth about a man trapped and distorted by devils, then finally
rescued by somebody who symbolizes pure innocence.” “Saffar and Hmel,” said Lord Jal, startled. His eyes looked
through them, focused on one of the Loo’s favorite myths. “Yes ... mmm.” His
glance narrowed and returned to the Bre’n. “A happy choice. The female polarity’s
favorite story.” His eyes closed, then snapped open. “It’s worth the risk.
We’ll try it You surprise me, furry. But if it’s not good enough to be one of
my three Acts—and the trash I just saw certainly was not!—we’ll have another
talk about honor and unAdjusted slaves.” Kirtn, relieved Jal had not noticed that Fssa was feeding
him information about Loo culture, did not object to the threat in the blue
lord’s words. Then, before Kirtn could feel more than an instant of relief, a
funnel of energy came down, engulfed him., turned him inside out, and spat him
onto the top of a ramp outside the Fold. The ramp was long, curving, and quite high where he stood. A
walled city stretched away from him on either side of the ramp. People, curious
or idle or simply cruel, lined the walls, waiting for the new crop of Fold
slaves to appear. Behind him he heard a gasp and low cries as the rest of the
Act materialized out of the savage energy so casually employed by the Loo. He
turned to help Rheba, then froze, riveted by a single clear sound. The Bre’n whistle called to him again and yet again, peals
of joy rising from farther down the ramp. Without thinking he spun and ran
toward the sound, not even seeing the guard who had come through with the new
slaves. He never heard the warning shout, nor saw the brutal flash of energy
that cut him down. XVIRheba watched while two guards peeled off the filaments of
force net from Kirtn’s slack body. Bre’n; and guards blurred in her vision. She
scrubbed away tears angrily but could not control the fear that shook her body,
fear such as she had not felt since the morning Deva died. She pushed past the
guards and knelt next to Kirtn, checking for his pulse with a hand that
trembled too much to do anything useful. Gently, M/dere lifted Rheba’s band and replaced it with her
own. Fssa, tangled in Rheba’s hair, watched with sensors that were incandescent
against the black of his body. “He’s alive,” said the J/taal. Rheba did not know whether Fssa had translated or she had
snatched the hoped-for words out of the air. She felt a rush of weakness
overwhelm her. She clutched M/dere’s arm, taking strength from the J/taal’s
hard flesh. Lord Jal entered the room, shoved the women aside and went
over Kirtn with a hand-sized red instrument. It chimed and clicked, giving Jal
information that Fssa could not translate. With a grunt, he put the instrument
into a pocket of his filmy robe and turned toward the guard who had shot Kirtn. “Your chim is very lucky. She won’t spend the rest of her
life mourning a dead male who had no more brains than a handful of shit.” The guard went pale, but he knew better than to interrupt a
Loo lord. “Tell me very clearly,” said Jal icily, “and very quickly,
why you struck down a slave that is worth more than you and your chim cast in
gold!” “It—it ran down the ramp.” Jal waited, obviously expecting more. Much more. “That’s all, lord. It ran down the ramp.” Jal spoke vicious phrases in the master language of Loo.
Fssa’s translation faltered, then stopped entirely. After a few moments, Jal
controlled his vindictive tongue and the Fssireeme began translating the slave
master’s words into softly whistled Bre’n. “Fool. Who could have been harmed if that
slave ran up and down the ramp for the next ten-day? Sometimes the transfer energies
overload the nerves of inferior species. That’s why we built the ramp and the
walls! Slaves can go berserk and not even endanger themselves, much less
others. Lord Jal clenched and unclenched his fists. Then he sighed,
wiped his face with a sheer, voluminous sleeve, and turned his back on the
guards who had carried Kirtn into the Concatenation’s spacious slave compound.
He pulled out the instrument again and moved it slowly over Kirtn’s head. The
crown glowed oddly against his broad forehead, as though the transfer energies
had in some way affected whatever passed for Rainbow’s metabolism. “Odd,” muttered Jal. “That ugly tiling really is alive. Hmmh.”
He repeated his motion with the instrument, and the instrument repeated its
chimes and clicks. “Well, the wonders of the Equality are endless. I thought
Dapsl was just trying to pass off a double handful of gold as one of the First
People.” “IT said a shaky voice. ‘Td never deceive my lord.”
Dapsl limped into the crowded room. The left side of his face was swollen and
darkened where Lord Jal’s fist had struck him. “I told you that was one of the
stone people.” Lord Jal ignored both the little man’s words and his deep
bow. With a swirl of his rich robe, the Loo turned toward Rheba. “It”—he
gestured toward Kirtn—“will wake up soon. It will be sore. See that it walks
around or the soreness will get worse.” Rheba imitated the Loo gesture of agreement Jal looked startled,
as though he realized for the first time that he was speaking master Loo, not
Universal—and she was understanding every word. He stared at the slender snake
body barely visible beneath her hair. “Dapsl didn’t lie about that, either,” Jal said in
Universal. “How many languages does it know?” Unhesitatingly, Rheba lied. “Loo, a bit. Universal, a bit
more. Enough so that we get by. He says he knows J/taal, but I have no way to
be sure. The J/taals obey well enough, so the snake must know something.” She
shrugged. “He’s quite beautiful, but I’m afraid he’s not at all bright. As much
a mimic as anything else.” She whistled sweet Bre’n apologies to Fssa and hoped that Jal
would not see through her lies. Until the Fssireeme performed with them on the
Concatenation stage, he could be snatched away at the whim of a Loo Lord.
Fssa’s linguistic genius must be kept secret for a few more weeks. Lord Jal stared at the snake. He did not entirely accept
Rheba’s glib explanation. On the other hand, the snake obviously was necessary
to the smooth performance of the Act. Besides—if the beast were truly valuable,
the chim who had captured it in the first place would have claimed it long
since. He turned back toward Dapsl, dismissing whatever small mysteries
surrounded the snake. “The new year begins in two weeks. Ill choose my Acts two
days before. Organize your Act around the Saffar and Hmel myth. Weave right
this time, or you’ll die in the Pit.” Dapsl swayed as though Jal had struck him again. “No, lord,”
he whispered. “Not the Pit. Please, lord.” Jal was indifferent to the trembling in the smaller man’s
voice. “The Pit. What else can a failed weaver expect?” “But—but—” Dapsl stuttered hoarsely. ‘They d-don’t respect
me, Lord. They d-don’t obey. They laugh. They ignore. How can I weave an Act
with such c-creatures?” “The most stubborn threads make the most satisfying
pattern,” Jal said blandly, quoting a homily of Dapsl’s people. “And ... I’ll
give you a nerve wrangler to use on the J/taals and clepts.” He looked at
Rheba, who was stroking Kirtn’s face while tears ran down her own. “I wouldn’t
recommend using it on either of them, though. The Bre’n would kill you before
the nerve wrangler disabled him.” “Lord, are you saying he’s unAdjusted?” Jal smiled. “So long as he’s with his kaza-flatch, he’s Adjusted.
Walk lightly, manikin. If you goad them into breaking Adjustment and I have to
have them killed, you’ll die first and very badly.” Dapsl swallowed several times but still was not able to
speak. Lord Jal measured the purple man’s distress, smiled, and swept out of
the room. Kirtn groaned. His body jerked erratically, aftermath of the
nerve wrangler the guard had used on him. M/dere and Rheba worked over him,
trying to loosen muscles knotted by alien energies. After a few moments he
opened his eyes. They were very dark gold, glazed by pain. Remembering Jal’s
words, Rheba urged the Bre’n to his feet and guided him on a slow circuit of
the room. He seemed to improve with each painful step. Finally he
shook himself, as though to throw off the last of the nerve wrangler’s
disruptions. Then he remembered what had happened before the world became a curtain
of black agony. “What is it?” asked Rheba, feeling his body stiffen
suddenly. “Jal said the pain would get less, not more, if we walked. Do you
want to stop?” Kirtn answered in Senyas, his voice as controlled as the language
itself. “There is a Bre’n woman here, in this city. She called to me while I
was on the ramp.” Rheba was torn between elation and dismay. She ignored the
latter emotion, not even asking herself why the news of a Bre’n woman would
bring less than joy to her. “You’re sure?” Then, immediately, “Of course you
are. No one could mistake a Bre’n call. Is she well? Is she akhenet? If so, is
her akhenet with her? Is he well? How old—” She stopped the rush of questions.
Kirtn would not have had rime to speak to the woman before he was cut down by
the guard. “Her name if Ilfn. She used the major key, so she and her akhenet
are as well as slaves can be. She didn’t use an adult tone to describe his
name, so I assume that Lheket is a child. She didn’t use the harmonics of gathering
to describe herself, so I have to assume that she doesn’t know of any other
Bre’ns on Loo.” Rheba thought quickly, grateful for the compressed, complex
Bre’n language. Few other languages could have packed so much information into
a few instants of musical sound. “It must be Lheket’s earring that Jal stole.”
Her voice changed. She reached up to touch her right ear, barren of Kirtn’s
gift, the Bre’n Face. Jal had taken both earrings, Lheket’s and her own, before
he dumped her and Kirtn into the Fold. “May his children turn to ashes before
he dies,” she said, a fire dancer’s curse. Her voice was frightening in its
hatred. Her arms smoldered beneath the robes. Lines of burning gold glowed on
her neck and her hair twisted restlessly. For once, Kirtn did not attempt to calm her. The earring was
the symbol of all that Bre’n and Senyas could be, the Face of the future,
catalyst to Rheba’s understanding of herself, and Him. He felt its loss as
acutely as she did; perhaps more, for he understood more. “We’ll have to find out where she’s kept,” said Rheba slowly, “then we’ll have to figure out a way to free her and
her akhenet—and ourselves,” she added in bitter tones, “ourselves first of
all.” She looked around the room. It was large, contained simple furniture and
simple house machines. There was nothing that could be used as a weapon. “At least we found the boy,” said Kirtn, understanding her
scrutiny of the room. “Part of our goal is accomplished.” “Did you ... see him?” she asked, oddly reticent. She felt uncomfortable
discussing the child who was the only possible male to father her children. On
Deva such reticence would have been impossible; she and Kirtn would have
thoroughly discussed the choosing of each other’s mates. But Deva was gone,
choice narrowed to nothing. “Is he very young?” Kirtn stroked her hair, enjoying the subtle crackle of
stored energy clinging to his fingers. “I don’t know. I hope so,” he said absently.
Then, bearing his own words, his hand stopped. “I mean—you’re young, fire
dancer. There’s so much—” Abruptly, he was silent. There was no way to tell her
that it would be better for him if she could accept him as a lover or at least
a pleasure mate before she began, bearing Lheket’s children. “I’m frightened,” she whispered. “What little peace we’ve
gained since Deva died—it’s been so hard, my Bre’n. If you mate—if I—it will
all change again. Oh, I know it will be better. Won’t it? But you’re all I
have—” She heard her own words and stopped, miserable and ashamed to speak such
small thoughts to her beloved mentor. “I’m sorry, akhenet,” she said in cold Senyas.
“I’m unworthy of your time.” Kirtn laughed humorlessly. ‘Then I’m unworthy of yours. I
have the same fears you do.” She looked up, unable to believe him until she saw his face
pulled into grim lines beneath the sleet gold mask. Absurdly, she felt better,
knowing that he accepted and even shared her fears. She put her arms around his
neck and whispered fiercely, “You’re mine, Kirtn. I’ll share you, but suns will
turn to ice before I let you go!” He returned her hug with a force that surprised her. His strength
always took her unaware, reminding her of how much he held in check. She buried
her fingers in the thick hair that covered his skull. “Trading enzymes again?” asked Jal from the doorway. Rheba felt deadly anger bloom in Kirtn at Jal’s unexpected return
and cutting words. Deliberately, she put her mouth over Kirtn’s and held the
kiss for a long count. She meant to insult Jal by ignoring him, but her
intention was lost in a swirl of unexpected emotions. Her lines of power
flared, a surge of energy that was the first signal of a mature fire dancer’s
passion. Kirtn felt fire lick along his nerves where he touched her,
fire that burned without hurting, ecstasy instead of agony. She was older than
he had thought, maturity forced by a life no fire dancer should have to lead.
Her body was ready for him but her mind was not. That could not be forced. With
an effort that made him ache, he ended the kiss and turned to face the blue
lord who watched so insolently from the door. “Trading enzymes/’ agreed Kirtn, his voice as utterly controlled
as his body. Jal snickered. “Then you should be ready for Lord Puc’s
furry bitch. She’ll give you an enzyme transfer that will crisp your nuga.” “Lord Puc?” said the Bre’n. “I thought that the Imperial
Loo-chim owned the Bre’n woman.” “Lord Puc is the male polarity of the Imperial Loo-chim. When
he conducts business that has nothing to do with governing the planet, he’s
referred to as Lord Puc. His chim is Lady Kurs. The lady doesn’t want to wait
until after the Concatenation for you to impregnate the Bre’n female. She’s
afraid that her brother might change his mind. So you’ll go to the bitch every
night for ten nights—or whatever part of the night is left after Lord Puc
finishes with her.” Equal parts of anger and sickness coursed through Rheba at
the cold usage of the Bre’n woman as both whore and breeder. She felt ashamed
of her earlier jealously; if Kirtn could bring any comfort at all to the Bre’n
woman, his Senyas woman would not begrudge it. She squeezed Kirtn’s hand gently, trying to tell him what
she felt, that she could share Him with the unknown woman and not be ruined by
jealousy. “Despite Loo’ myths,” she said coolly to Jal, “Bre’ns aren’t animals.
They don’t mate indiscriminately.” “If your furry can’t bring himself to fertilize the bitch,
we’ll take the sperm from him and do it ourselves. Lady Kurs wouldn’t like
that. She’s hoping to blunt the Bre’n bitch’s appetites with a male of her own
species. Later, when the bitch is pregnant, Lady Kurs will enjoy her own revenge
on her chim with the male furry,” Jal smiled at Kirtn. “If you can’t perform,
Lady Kurs will assume that your kaza-flatch is draining you. Then you’ll be
separated until you can perform.” “Rheba and I aren’t lovers, or even pleasure mates,” snapped
Kirtn. “Lady Kurs doesn’t believe that. Neither do I. A guard will
come for you later. Be ready.” XVIIKirtn followed the silent chim of guards through the Concatenation
compound. It was very late at night, yet people stirred throughout, nocturnal
races from planets he had never heard of. Some of the people worked as drudges.
Others rehearsed their Acts, their bodies rippling with natural fluorescence
and their eyes brilliant with reflected light. The compound was a warren of hallways, turnings, rooms, dead
ends and ramps. As he walked, he got the impression of age, great age,
millennia that had worn building stones into rounded blocks. Beneath his feet
stone was smoothed to a semblance of softness by the passage of countless
barefoot slaves. The air was neither chill nor warm, damp nor dry, yet he was
certain he had smelled brine in the instant before one of the outer doors
closed. Breathing deeply, sifting the air for scents, he walked
behind the guards. The hint of sea smell remained, or it could have been simply
his hope that both Fold and Concatenation were located in the same equatorial
city where the Devalon had first landed. If that was so, his ship was
within reach, or at least within possibility. Unless Jal had slagged the Devalon
out of anger when he realized it would respond only to Rheba and Kirtn. The guards paused before a portal. Energy shimmered across
it until the chim spoke a command. Like the compound’s other safeguards, the
key to the doorway was simple. There was nothing to prevent an intelligent,
determined slave from escaping—nothing but the knowledge that there was no way
off planet and the punishment for an unAdjusted slave was death. The Loos assumed
that a slave clever enough to escape was also clever enough to know that it was
committing suicide. Those who survived Pit or Fold were invariably intelligent.
The Loos had to kill very few slaves in any given year, and most of those had
gone mad. Even so, Kirtn watched and learned, weighing and memorizing
alternate routes through the ancient compound, remembering verbal keys to each
doorway. What he did was not difficult for a Bre’n; their memories were as
great as their ability to withstand pain. It could not be otherwise for a race
that guided the dangerous mental energies of Senyas dancers. Another door, another shimmer of energy, another set of commands.
He walked through into a night that was fragrant with flowers and a nearby sea.
Wind ruffled over him, bringing with it the sound of surf created by two of
Loo’s moons. He wished for a window or a hill or even a peephole, anything to
give him a view of the surrounding area. But all he had was a walled courtyard
that was crossed in seventeen steps. A door gleamed, winked out. In the gold
light of an open room stood a Bre’n woman, Ilfn. Her whistle was one of the
most beautiful sounds he had ever heard. Ilfn stepped forward and led him through the archway. The
guards did not follow. Behind him energy leaped up again, sealing him within
the room. At the moment it did not matter, he was standing close to a Bre’n
woman. A hand brushed his gold mask, smoothing the short, sleek
hairs around his gold eyes in a Bre’n gesture of greeting. He returned the
touch. Ilfn was smaller than he, smaller than the Bre’n women he had known,
barely taller than a Senyas. Her mask was pale gold against the dark brown of
her hair and fur. She trembled beneath his touch. “I hoped, but I never really believed I would see another
Bre’n,” she whistled. “I hoped. And I survived, because it isn’t for a Bre’n to
die and leave behind an akhenet child. Are you akhenet, too?” “Yes. Her name is Rheba. She’s a fire dancer from the Tirrl
continent.” “Tirrl.” The word was like a sigh. “Half a world away from Semmadoh.
But we all died just the same.” “Not all. You’re here, and we’re here. There must be others.
Rheba and I will find them. We’ll gather them up and take them to a new world.
Bre’ns and Senyasi will dance again.” Ilfn’s smile was unbearably sad, but she did not say aloud
that slaves had no right to dreams. “Fire dancer. Lheket is a rain dancer. Very
strong.” Her whistle slid into a minor key, “Too strong for a child only eleven
years old.” He whistled sympathetically. “Rheba is strong, too. And too
young to have lines of power touching her shoulders.” With a last smoothing of Kirtn’s gold mask, Ilfn’s hand
fell. “I think only the strongest dancers survived.” Her eyes were pale brown
with green lights, but little except darkness moved within them when she remembered
Deva’s end. “I’m glad that Lord Puc listened to my plea.” Kirtn’s whistle rose on a note of query. “I asked him if you were alive,” she explained, “and he said
yes. Then I asked him if I could see you. He shouted and hit me.” She made a
dismissing gesture when she saw Kirtn’s face change. “No Loo can make a Bre’n
hurt with just bare fists. And Lord Puc is weaker than most.” Her lips thinned
into a bitter smile. “Lord Puc is very soft in my hands. When the time comes,
he’s mine. I’ve earned him.” The last was spoken in Senyas, and was as flat as the light
in her eyes. “When the time comes... ?” he whistled. Ilfn hesitated, then whistled softly. “I suppose I must
trust you.” Then, defiantly, “If I can’t trust the last Bre’n man alive, I’ll
be glad to die!” He waited, then hummed encouragement. “Rebellion,” she said in Senyas. “When? Where? How many?” He spoke Senyas, too, a staccato
rush of demand. “Last Year Night, the final night of the Concatenation,
during the Hour Between Years. It’s an hour of chaos. We know the gate codes of
the compound. There’s a spaceport just a few mie from the Concatenation
amphitheater. We’ll steal a ship and get off this mud-sucking planet.” He hesitated, not knowing how to criticize the plan without
seeming ungrateful for her confidence. She smiled again, and he realized that
she was old, much older than he. “It’s not as foolish as it sounds in Senyas,” she said. “On
the night of Concatenation there is an extra hour of tune after midnight when
they adjust their yearly calendar. It’s a time of no-time, really, when all
rules are suspended and slaves wander the streets. When the hour is up, the New
Year Morning begins. Until then, the highborn Loo and their guards stay in the
Concatenation amphitheater, bidding for various Acts.” He stood quietly, absorbing the information and its implications
for escape. “What’s the amphitheater like?” “It’s an ancient place connected to this compound by a tunnel.”
She switched from Senyas to Bre’n, emotions ringing in her whistle. “There
aren’t any guards in the tunnel, and there are many rooms, many turnings before
the tunnel reaches the amphitheater. We’ll stay in the tunnel until the last
Act is over. No one will notice old slaves mixed with the new Acts. When the
last Act ends and the Hour Between Years begins, we’ll escape. We’ll seal the
exits behind us, go to the spaceport, grab a ship and lift off.” “If it were that easy, there wouldn’t be a slave left on
Loo,” Kirtn said in dry Senyas. “Easy or hard, we’ll do it.” He looked narrowly at her, hearing the desperation that lay
just beneath her clear whistle, coloring it—with echoes of despair. “What is
it? What aren’t you telling me?” Her whistle shattered, then she was in control again, and it
was as though the instant had never happened. “Lheket. He’s only a boy, but
already he’s as tall as my shoulder. Lord Puc is jealous. He can’t believe that
no Bre’n akhenet would touch a Senyas child. He sees my love for Lheket and
calls it lust Someday it might be, if Lheket grows into a mature love of me.
But that day is twenty years ahead. Lord Puc can’t believe that. He sees only
Lheket’s height and beauty and the boy’s love for me.” Her eyes closed, then
opened very dark. “He’ll take Lheket from me soon. Then there will be a time of
rez and death.” She looked up at him, lips tight around precise Senyas
words. “So you see, I’ve nothing to lose by rebellion, no matter how badly
planned.” He had no response. There was no way to change her mind, and
no reason to. She understood her choices, few and bitter as they were. “Can you
trust the other slaves not to betray you?” Ilfn’s whistle was double-toned, indicating that the
question was unanswerable. “They came to me because I’ve heard the outer-door
codes when I go to Lord Puc. Their plan required the right key.” “You.” “Yes.” She turned her hands palm down and then palm up.
“They trust me because they roust, but I don’t think they’ve told me their
whole plan. I think many slaves are involved, in and out of the compound. But I
know only two names, and those the least important. I don’t know how many
slaves they expect to take with them. At least one of the two I’ve met is a
pilot. She recognized the ships I described to her.” “Ships? Are you allowed to go to the spaceport?” demanded
Kirtn. “No, but I can see it from my window at the far side of this building. That’s how I knew you were here. I saw the
shape of a Senyas ship against the dawn. Since then, I’ve waited by that ramp
every time newly Adjusted slaves were released. When I saw you—” Her hands
clung to him suddenly with a strength he had not felt since Deva, Bre’n strength.
“And then the guard scourged you and you fell. I was afraid you were dead, that
I had killed you with a welcoming whistle.” Kirtn held Ilfn while she shuddered. It was the Bre’n way of
crying, and it was as painful to him as it was to her. Even when she stopped,
he continued to hold her, knowing that it had been too long since anyone had
comforted her. The thought of her being used by Lord Puc made anger uncurl
in Kirtn like an endles8 snake. Even though he probably would not have chosen
her for a mate on Deva, she was a good woman, brave and akhenet. She did not
deserve to be a Loo-chim toy. “If we get to the Devalon,” he promised,
“you’ll be safe. And Lheket—” He hesitated, switched to unemotional Senyas. “Lheket
will have a mate when he’s old enough to give my dancer a child. It’s not how
we would have done it on Deva, but Rheba is akhenet and knows her duty.” “Duty,” murmured Ilfn. “A cold companion, but better than
none at all.” She looked up, measuring him with pale-brown eyes. “I don’t think
we would have chosen each other on Deva. You’re much younger, yet much harder
than-the men I loved ... but as soon as we’re off this planet I’ll bear our
children, akhenet. Do you agree?” “I’m akhenet,” he said simply, “Of course I agree.” “But? Don’t tell me you’re too young to father children?” Kirtn smiled. “Young, yes, but not that young.” “And your akhenet? How old is she?” “Neither child nor yet akhenet woman,” he said bluntly. Ilfn pushed away from him with an embarrassed whistle. “I’m
sorry. I didn’t mean to disturb your desires. My sympathy, akhenet. You’ve a
hard time ahead.” She smiled ruefully. “Your whistle didn’t describe her as a
child.” “I’m afraid I don’t often think of her that way.” “How old is she?” “Twice your boy’s age.” “Then she won’t be ready to accept you for at least ten
years,” she said thoughtfully, switching to Senyas. “Yet you already think of
her as a woman ... ?” Kirtn’s whistle was harsh, answering her unspoken questions.
“I’ve never touched Rheba as a woman—except once, to fool the Loo-chim into
believing that she and I had to trade enzymes in order to survive. Then
she—once—to irritate Lord Jal.” His whistle deteriorated into a scathing Senyas
oath. “It doesn’t matter. She is what she is—too young!” In
his anger, he lashed out—at Ilfn. “And I’m not here at Lord Puc’s demand, but
at his sister’s. I’m supposed to breed you so that Lord Puc will go back to his
whore-sister’s bed I” The Bre’n woman looked at him for a long time, understanding
his anger without being angered in turn. “You can’t. With your akhenet neither
child nor woman—no. Mating with me would only heighten your desire for her.
Impossible. You’d risk rez.” “If I don’t mate with you, my fire dancer will be taken away
from me. You know what that would do.” “Rez,” she whispered. Her hands knotted around
each other, “Did we survive Deva and the Fold just to be driven into rez?” “I don’t know.” His whistle was flat and very penetrating, “But
of the four of us, I’m the least vital to our future.” “What? What are you saying?” “If you carry Bre’n babies, the race won’t die. Your akhenet
must survive until he can give Rheba Senyas children. Rheba must survive until
she can bear those children. But I—once you’re pregnant, I’m the least important
of us.” “Hard,” she whistled in a keening tremolo. “I saw it in your
eyes, like hammered metal.” “Do you want children who will wail and die at the first obstacle,”
he said brutally, “or will you mate with a man who can give your children the
strength to survive?” “You misunderstand. I’d have no other Bre’n, now that I’ve
measured you. You’re the Bre’n the Equality demands. I’m too old and you’re too
young, but together we’ll breed a race of Bre’n. Survivors, Kirtn. Survivors
breeding survivors.” She looked at him for a long, silent time. “And perhaps ...
perhaps your fire dancer will understand your need before rez claims
you.” “Perhaps,” said Kirtn. But neither one believed it. XVIIIFssa hummed soothingly, overriding the sound of Daspl’s
complaints. Rheba caressed Fssa with her fingertip, then turned her whole
concentration back on the J/taals and their clepts. M/dere looked over, saw
that Rheba was ready and signaled the beginning of the Act. Dapsl yelled
several phrases that Fssa ignored; the snake was bored by the purple man’s lack
of invention in epithets. “Stop! Stop! You don’t begin until I give the signal!”
screamed Dapsl. The body-length nerve wrangler in his left hand lashed back and
forth as though it were alive. The flexible tips dripped violet light, warning
of energies barely held in check. The nerve wrangler licked out, rising against
M/dere; violet fire ran up her arm. “listen to me or we’ll all end up in the
Pit!” M/dere stood unmoving, though her eyes were wide and dark.
She did not look at Dapsl. She looked only at Rheba, her J/taaleri. Rheba badly
wanted to suck the energy out of the deadly whip and send it back redoubled on
Dapsl. The only thing that restrained her was the fact that he already
suspected that she was more powerful than she appeared. He was afraid of her.
If she disarmed him, he would probably run away screaming to the lords about
powers she desperately wanted to hide. The Concatenation was only seven days
away. She could hold on to her temper for seven more days. She had to. The nerve wrangler hissed outward again, setting fire to
M/dere’s arm. Rheba’s hair whipped and seethed as she leaped to her feet in
rage. Fssa turned black with fear. “No more,” said Rheba, her voice low, frightening,
“If you use that whip on J/taal or clept, I won’t work for you. The Act will be
nothing and you’ll be sent to the Pit!” “So will you, kaza-flatch,” spat Dapsl, more afraid than ever
of the alien whose hair was obscenely alive, dripping fire like the whip in his
hand. “I’ll survive the Pit,” she said, “You won’t.” Dapsl hesitated for long moments while the nerve wrangler responded
to his unconscious commands by writhing sinuously, bleeding violet fire. “Lord
Jal won’t like this. He gave me the whip because those lazy animals wouldn’t
work any other way.” “Make your choice. The Act or the whip.” With a savage twist of his hands, Dapsl broke the nerve wrangler.
It sputtered lavender sparks, then died. He threw it into the corner of the
room and turned back to Rheba. “Whenever you’re ready,” she said calmly, returning her attention
to the Act. Dapsl’s lips flattened into thin black lines, but all he
said was, “On four.” M/dere took her cue from Dapsl this time, and the Act began
smoothly. The J/taals were in a loose group on one side of the area that was
marked off as the stage. Rainbow, very subdued, was at their center. They were
in contorted positions, moving very slowly, their faces anguished and fierce. They
and their silently snarling clepts were the very image of souls caught and
tormented in hell. They moved as though swimming up out of an infinite black
well, bodies straining. Yet for all their effort, they went nowhere; this/was
hell, the core of nightmare in which man fled but could not move his feet. Rheba watched without really seeing. Her whole mind was focused
on gathering energy in the dim room, taking that energy and shaping it into
uncanny flames that coursed over the straining bodies of the J/taals. In her hair, Fssa transformed himself into a musical instrument.
His sounds were eerie, sliding into minor harmonics and then dissolving into
screams as primitive as the fear of death. Fssa’s screams broke suddenly,
regrouped into a keening harmony that made her skin tighten and move. The keening was Kirtn’s cue to come onstage in his role of Hmel,
seeker of lost innocence. But Kirtn was not there, had not returned from his
nightly excursion to Ilfn’s bed. That was the reason for Dapsl’s ragged temper,
and her own. She sucked in more energy, drawing from a window high in the ceiling,
the only source of energy in the darkened room. Where Kirtn should have been
she created an outline of him that was the color of molten gold. Dapsl gasped and stepped back before he caught himself. His fingers curled, longing for the feel of the nerve
wrangler. It was one thing to see her draw lines of fire around a living Bre’n;
it was quite another to see the lines without the Bre’n. The outline keened softly, a soul held in an immaterial cage
of fire. Slowly, with great effort, the outline quartered hell, looking for his
sister’s crown. Hmel had given it to a demon woman in return for a night of
passion such as a human woman could never give him. By increments Rainbow, in the role of the missing crown,
brightened to draw attention to itself. It was surrounded by J/taals and
clepts, each straining upward, each never leaving its place. The outline of Kirtn/Hmel turned toward the crown with a cry
of hope. But when Hmel tried to penetrate the ring of demons around the crown,
a sheet of purple fire flared. The outline screamed, agony as pure as the color
of the flames. The outline of Hmel reached for the crown again, and again
violet lightning leaped. Hmel was not strong enough to brave the fire demons
surrounding his chim’s lost crown. A sound of despair came from Hmel’s incandescent form, a cry
that began as a groan and ended in a scream so high that it was felt as much as
it was heard. Rheba waited until there was only silence and flames and echoes
of despair. She walked onto the stage as though in an exhausted daze. Feigning
exhaustion was not difficult. The effort of holding fire on J/taals, clepts,
and also creating an outline of Kirtn was enough to reduce her to mumbling and
stumbling. It would have been easier to wait for Kirtn, to use his body to
shape the bright outline; but he was not here and there was no more time to
wait. Jal was choosing his three Concatenation Acts tonight. Some of those Acts
had been rehearsing together for nearly a year. Her Act could not afford to
waste one instant of practice time. A tall form stepped by her in the dimly lit room. Kirtn. The
outline shimmered, then reformed subtly. Her fire creation was more alive now.
It moved with greater grace and conviction, for it Was the result of Bre’n and
Senyas working together. Relief was like a tonic to her. She felt energy course
through her, expanding the intricate lines of power on her body. Her head came
up—and she saw that Kirtn had not come into the room alone. Lord Jal was in the
archway. Next to him was the male polarity of the Imperial Loo-chim. “I must protest, Lord Puc,” said Jal in a low voice. “This Act
is all but unrehearsed. To decide now whether or not it is good enough for the
Concatenation stage is unreasonable.” “It’s the right of the Imperial Loo-chim to review any Act
at any time,” said Lord Puc. “If what we see pleases us, you’re assured of a
place on the Concatenation stage. And if it doesn’t please us, you’re spared
the embarrassment of presenting an inferior Act to the gathered chims.” Fssa’s whispered translation from the master Loo language
went no farther than Rheba’s ears. She had only to look at Kirtn, however, to
realize that he already knew. Something had gone very wrong, and the male
polarity was at the center of it. “And your chim?” Jal said. His voice was clipped, as close
to disrespect as he could come without further antagonizing his lord. “Doesn’t
your chim want to judge this Act with you?” Lord Puc’s glass-blue eyes fixed on Jal. After a long
moment, Jal bowed and turned toward the Act. When he spoke, it was in
Universal, a language the Imperial Loo-chim did not deign to understand. “You did your job too well,” Jal snapped at Kirtn. “The
bitch has been listless in Lord Puc’s bed these last nights. The female polarity
is pleased. The male polarity is not.” “Ilfn is pregnant,” Kirtn said. “She won’t willingly accept
sex with him again until her children are born.” “So she told him. He took her anyway, of course, but he
didn’t have much pleasure of it.” Kirtn’s expression shifted as his lips flattened into a silent
snarl. Immediately, Rheba went to his side. Her hand rested lightly on his arm.
Gradually his eyes lost their blank metallic sheen. “Now,” continued Jal, “Lord Puc is after revenge. All that
is available at the moment is a command performance of your Act.” “If he doesn’t like it—and he won’t—we go to the Pit,” said
Rheba, more statement than question. Lord Jal’s mouth pulled into a frown. “Crudely put, but accurate.
I’ve sent word to the female polarity.” He shrugged. “She should have been here
by now. I hope she hasn’t changed her mind about bedding your pet.” Lord Puc looked at Kirtn with a hatred that needed no translation.
Jealousy had eaten at the lord until he was barely sane. Rheba could not help
wondering what the Bre’n female had that apparently all other women lacked—and
did Kirtn feel the same way about her that the Loo lord did? “Begin,” said Lord Puc to Jal. “Now.” “Don’t be in such a rush, chim,” said a silky voice from the
archway. “Don’t you want your leman and her pet to watch? She should know how
well you keep your promises.” With an audible snarl, Lord Puc turned on his chim. The
sight of Ilfn with Lheket brought an ugly sound out of the male polarity. “I
said she was never to see the boy unless I was present!” “But you were present, my chim, my other half, my
petulant nonlover. Where I am, you are. Soothe yourself, chim. The bitch hasn’t
touched her blind pet.” Lady Kurs smiled, then turned her shattered blue eyes
on Jal. “Begin.” She turned back toward her own chim, bane and treasure of her
existence. “Of course, dear Puc, you won’t let the fact that your nuga is
stuck in the furry bitch affect your judgment of an Act’s worth.” Lord Puc made an effort at self-control that showed in every
sinew of his body. “Of course not. Acts are sacred.” Lady Kurs smiled. “Then begin, Lord Jal. Now.” The command was issued in such silky tones that it took Jal
a moment to realize what Lady Kurs had said. Hurriedly he summarized the
central conceit of the Act, the story of Saffar and Hmel. Lady Kurs listened,
but her eyes never left the swell of muscle beneath Kirtn’s velvet plush. His
fur was so short, so smooth, that it defined and enhanced rather than concealed
the body beneath. Watching, Rheba realized anew that Kirtn, like all furred
slaves, was naked, accorded no more
dignity than a draft animal. She felt a sick rage rise in her at Lady Kurs’
lustful inspection of the Bre’n’s body. For an instant Rheba’s rage broke free,
lighting the lines of power beneath her muffling robe. Kirtn felt power flow,
saw Rheba’s hot glare at Lady Kurs, and guessed what had triggered his fire
dancer’s rage. With an inner smile, he turned his back on tie female polarity’s
intrusive stare. “—finds the crown but can’t penetrate the demon fire,” summarized
Jal hurriedly, silently cursing the unbridled lusts of the Imperial Loo-chim.
“His chim, meanwhile, has descended to hell in search of him. She has forgiven
him for his unnatural desires, knowing that he was under the spell of the
furred bitch demon. Together, the chim fights the demons and wins back the crown.
He’s freed from hell, but to remind him of his sins, he’s forced to wear fur
for the rest of his life. And to this day, Loo children sometimes bear the
curse of fur, sign of our ancestor’s unnatural mating so long ago.” Lady Kurs licked her lips with a long blue tongue.
“Unnatural mating ... the curse of the Imperial Loo-chim. Isn’t that so, my
brother, my chim?” Lord Puc stared death at Kirtn and said nothing. Jal swore
softly as he gave Dapsl the signal to begin, “Start with Saffar’s entrance,” he
said in Universal. “And move quickly, for the love of the Twin Gods. I don’t
know how much longer I can keep them from killing something I” Rheba forced herself to look away from the deadly blue lady.
She tried to see beyond Ilfn, where the Senyas boy stood, but he was hidden
behind his Bre’n, nothing showing but a thin, tawny arm and fingers clinging to
hers. “—four!” Dapsl’s hiss brought her mind back to the exigencies of the
Act. She sent energy to bloom around clepts and J/taals. The Act began. Beneath
her robe, her skin itched suddenly, miserably. In a gesture of defiance, she
tore off her slave robe and threw it aside. If her Bre’n had to go naked, so
would she. But she was not naked, not quite. Lines of power made incandescent
traceries over her body, veins and whorls of gold that were so dense on her fingers
that little other color was left. Her lower arms were laced with intricate
patterns, pulses of gold like an endlessly breaking wave. Tendrils curled up
her arms, across her shoulders, around her neck like filigree. A single line
swept down her torso, then divided to touch each taut hip. She felt the cool air of the room like a benediction. It was
far more comfortable to control fire without cloth stifling her. Her own sigh
of relief hid from her the sound of Ilfn’s gasp, and Kirtn’s; both Bre’ns knew
the danger of so many new lines on so young a dancer. And they both knew what
the fire lines touching her hips meant. She was too young to be developing the
curling lines of passion. For an instant the two Bre’n akhenets looked at each
other, silently protesting what they could not change. Then they looked away,
faces expressionless beneath fine fur masks. Like currents of energy, Rheba sensed the silent exchange between
the two Bre’n. It disturbed her, so she put it aside. The most difficult part
of the Act lay ahead and she was already tired. Dapsl cued her entrance. Fssa crooned, a sound both soft and penetrating. The call
ended on a questioning note, but no one answered. Rheba/ Saffar came onto the
stage, seeking her lost chim. She had built no fires around her body to
illuminate it—nor did she need to. Akhenet lines rippled and blazed as she
shaped energies to the peculiar demands of the Act. Fssa spoke for her again,
as he spoke for everyone in the Act. Kirtn/Hmel, striving to reach the crown in the midst of demons,
seemed not to hear. Saffar came closer, drawn to him by the subtle bonds that
connected all chims. Hmel leaned toward the crown again. Violet fire cascaded,
drawing gasps from the Imperial Loo-chim. Against the dark fire Hmel’s outline
blazed wildly. With a musical cry, Saffar turned toward her chim. She
touched him. Fssa screamed. Black fire leaped as the demon still in Hmel tried
to kill the innocence in Saffar. Against Fssa’s background of screams, demon
shrieks and the harmonics of pain, Saffar fought to free Hmel of the demon
curse. The battle consumed the stage, fire and screams, darkness
and light, hope and despair, demon and human. Just as it seemed certain that
Saffar would be crushed by the demon strength of the chim she loved, she surrendered.
Her sudden stillness shocked Hmel. His grip on her loosened. She could have
slipped away, but did not. Instead, she sang. And it was Rheba, not Fssa, who shaped those notes. The first pure phrases of a Bre’n love song rose like silver
bubbles out of the black lake of hell. The notes came faster and clearer, surrounding
Hmel with a net of beauty. He screamed in raw agony, for demons cannot stand
against beauty. Saffar wept, yet still she sang, each pure phrase like a knife
driven into the body of her lover, seeking the demon at his core. Fssa joined the singing, an echo that haunted violet demon
fires. He screamed for Hmel, wept for Saffar; but he let Bre’n and Senyas sing
for themselves and shivered with delight at such perfect sounds. A glittering black demon shape fought over the incandescent
surface of Hmel’s body. Saffar clung to him, using desire as a weapon against
the demon. He writhed and screamed as the demon was driven out of him. Song and
Hmel’s natural desire for his chim tore at the demon, separating it from Hmel
until it stood revealed for what it was—an embodiment of unnatural lust, a
demon both male and female at once, animal and human and all possibilities in
between. Black, shivering, it gave an awful shriek and flew up into the
darkness above the Act. Gently, Hmel pulled away from his chim. He walked between
the fire demons to the place where Saffar’s crown glowed, waiting. The demons
made no flames to stop him; they were themselves frozen by the departure of
their animating force. Unmoving, impaled on invisible talons, the demons waited
in their grotesque positions for another chim who could be seduced into forgetting
its other self. The crown blazed when Hmel put it on Saffar’s head. All
other light faded, leaving a gold nimbus surrounding Hmel and Saffar’s long
embrace. The silence that followed the end of the Act was even
longer. Finally the Loo-chim stirred, still transfixed, shattered blue eyes
unbelieving. As one, the chim sighed. Lord Jal made a few discreet noises,
recalling the Loo-chim to the question at hand. The room brightened at Dapsl’s
command, breaking tae spell woven by a fire dancer and a Bre’n. “The Act pleased you . .. ?” Jal smiled as he asked, knowing
that the Act had done just that. There were many aesthetically superior Acts in
the Concatenation compound, but not one of them spoke so completely to the obsessions
of the Imperial Loo-chim. Lord Puc blinked several times as though demon fire still
troubled his sight He looked at Kirtn, but saw mostly Hmel. Lady Kurs looked at
Rheba, but saw only Saffar’s grief over her lost chim. The Imperial Loo-chim
looked at itself. During a long, silent exchange, lines of tension were reborn
on the chim’s face. But there could be no disagreement about the disposition of
the Act. The male polarity turned toward Lord Jal. “An Act worthy of
the Concatenation, Jal. I congratulate you.” Lord Jal bowed and turned toward the female polarity. “I agree, of course,” she said, her voice brittle. “They
wilt be the last, and best, Act of Last Year Night. But I don’t congratulate
you, half-man. You’ve set our own furred demons among us. There will be grief
now, as there was in Saffar’s time.” She paused, then looked toward Kirtn. “But
before grief, there will be pleasure such as only demons know.” She took her chim’s arm and guided him toward the door. When
they reached Ilfn, Lord Puc stopped. Before he could speak, Lady Kurs intervened. “She and her pet will stay here until after the Concatenation.”
The female polarity’s voice was calm and very certain. When Lord Puc would have
objected, she said, “Only a few days, sweet chim. Until the old year ends we’ll
have each other. Afterward, we’ll have... them.” XIXRheba shivered and moved closer to Kirtn. As always, she was
cold. She felt the steady rhythm of his heart against her cheek, the warmth of
his fine fur, and the resilience of muscles relaxed in sleep. She smoothed his
sleek hair beneath her palm. He murmured sleepily and shifted, bringing her
closer. She settled against him and tried to sleep, but could not Her feet
itched, her legs itched, her shoulders and breasts itched. It seemed that even
the inside of her backbone itched. Gently, trying not to wake him, she rolled away and shed her
robe, preferring to be cold rather than to have her lines irritated by the
rough cloth. She stood up, went to the fountain along one wall for a drink,
then returned to Kirtn’s side. Behind her, J/taals and clepts slept in a tidy
sprawl. Fssa lay curled around Rainbow, but he was not in his speaking mode. On the other side of Kirtn lay Ilfn and Lheket. The boy was
long, thin ... and as blind as a stone. She felt pity tighten her lips; Ilfn
had told her that the boy’s blindness was a flight from what he had seen in
Deva’s last moments. Reluctantly, as though drawn against her will, Rheba walked
around Kirtn until she could see Lheket more clearly. She looked at the boy for
a long time before her itching skin distracted her. She stood, scratching
absently, staring down at Lheket and trying to see the father of her future children
in the thin shape of the sleeping child. At last she made a gesture of
bafflement and negation and turned back to Kirtn. “Is it his blindness you dislike?” Ilfn’s soft question startled Rheba; she had thought the
Bre’n asleep. She heard Ilfn’s love and protectiveness of her Senyas in her
voice, and saw it in the hand smoothing the sleeping dancer’s hair. “I don’t dislike him,” Rheba said. “I simply can’t see him
as my mate. He’s such a sweet child. So... weak.” Ilfn looked from the soft gold lines coursing over Rheba’s
body to the pale, barely marked hands of her sleeping rain dancer. “He’s young.
Too young. I’ve had to keep him from—” The Bre’n’s voice stopped. Rheba waited, then finished the
sentence. “You’ve kept him from using his power?” She did not mean for her
voice to sound accusing, but it did. “Yes!” whispered Ilfn fiercely. “If Lord Puc even suspected
what Lheket could become—” Her voice broke, then resumed in the calm, tones of
an akhenet instructing a child. “The Loo like their slaves powerless. I’ve done
what I had to. Lheket is still alive. Before you judge me, fire dancer, remember
that.” There was a space of silence. Then, “In the days since he has felt the
Act’s energies pouring through this room he’s been hard to hold. I’ll have to
choose, soon.” “Choose?” “To kill him or to shape his gift. It’s a choice all Bre’n akhenets
make,” She looked up, sensing Rheba’s horror. “Didn’t you know that, fire
dancer? Didn’t your Senyas parents tell you what your Bre’n was?” “I—” Rheba swallowed and tried again. “I didn’t know.” “What of your Bre’n parents?” “They died in one of the early firefalls. After that, it was
all we could do to hold our shields against the sun. The years I should have
spent learning Bre’n and Senyas history, I spent learning now to deflect fire.” “But at your age—ah, yes,” sighed Ilfn. “Your age. I keep forgetting
that you are at least ten years younger than your akhenet lines indicate. So
much power.” Ilfn shifted, moving away from Kirtn without disturbing her
sleeping boy. “Sit down, fire dancer. You resent me, but I know things you
should know.” “I don’t resent you,” Rheba said quickly. Ilfn laughed, a gentle rather than a mocking sound. “You
have many and powerful lines, but you lie as badly as a child half your age.”
Her hand closed around Rheba’s, gently pulling her down. “On Deva you never
would have had to confront your emotions about your Bre’n before you were wise
enough to understand them.” “Deva is dead.” “Yes.” The word was long, a sigh. “Listen to me, akhenet,”
said Ilfn, her tone changing to that of a mentor. “You shift between woman and
child with each breath. The child in you resents my pregnancy, Lheket’s future
claim on your body, and everything else that would separate you from your Bre’n.
There’s no point in denying it. The Senyas instinct to bind Bre’n is as great
as the Bre’n instinct to bind Senyas. There is a reason for that instinct.
Without Kirtn you would die, victim of your own powers. Without you Kirtn would
die, victim of a Bre’n’s special needs. I would no more stand between you and
your Bre’n than I would gladly lie down with Lord Puc. But slaves have few
choices, and none of them easy.” Rheba looked away from the Bre’n woman’s too-dark eyes.
Compared to Ilfn, she had suffered very little at the hands of the Loo. “I
hope,” she whispered, “I hope Kirtn pleased you.” She looked away, embarrassed,
not knowing what to say, feeling more a child than she had in years. “I’ll try
not to be afraid or jealous. I know that it’s wrong. You’re my sister. Your
children are also mine.” The last words were sure, all that remained to her of the akhenet
rituals of her childhood. For the first time she understood the need of
ceremony to mark times of great change in akhenet lives, change such as had
happened when Kirtn went to Ilfn and they conceived children. A ritual would
have told her what to say, what to feel, reassured her that the world was not
turning inside out. There were no rituals left, though, and she was afraid that
she had made an enemy of her Bre’n’s mate. Ilfn’s hands came up and stroked Rheba’s seething hair.
“Thank you for naming me sister, even though you had no part in choosing me. I
never thought I would be called that again.” Rheba stared at Ilfn, realizing anew that the Bre’n was a person
with her own history on Deva, her own families and lovers and losses to mourn.
And now, only memories. “I’ll have fine children,” continued Ilfn, her gaze turned inward.
“My Senyas father was a gene dancer; he gave me the ability to choose my
children. I wonder if he knew just how much the race of Bre’n would need that.”
Her smile was thin, more sorrow than pleasure in her memories. “He gave Lheket
that gift, too. Your children will be powerful, fire dancer, and they will come
by twos and threes as mine will.” Rheba looked away, unable to bear either the past or the future
that was reflected in the older woman’s eyes. The past was ashes; the future
nothing that Rheba could or wanted to touch. AH that was real to her was now,
this instant—Kirtn. But the Bre’n woman and her akhenet boy were also real. Silently, Rheba struggled with her childish desire to shut
out everything but Kirtn. When she had dreamed of finding other Bre’ns and
Senyasi, of building a new future for both races, she had not dreamed that it
would be this painful. “But your children,” said Bin, looking down at Lheket, “are
years in the future, and you’re too young to know how short years really are.”
Tenderly, Ilfn put her soft-furred cheek against Rheba’s smooth cheek, where
lines of power lay cool and gold, quiet, waiting to burn into life. “You’re
braver than you know,” whispered the Bre’n, “and more powerful. Take care of
your Bre’n. He needs you, child and woman, he needs you.” Rheba pulled back, disturbed by Ilfn’s words and her intensity.
“What do you mean?” Ilfn moved her head in the Bre’n negative. “Tell me,” whispered Rheba. “I haven’t had any real
training, no quiet years of learning with my Bre’n and Senyas families. If
there’s something Kirtn needs, tell me!” “I can’t. It’s forbidden.” “But why?” “Each akhenet makes the choice you will make.” Ilfn spoke
reluctantly, using words as though they had edges sharp enough to cut her
tongue. “The choice comes from your very core. To describe it is to violate its
purity. It would be better to kill you both than to do that” “I don’t understand,” said Rheba, her voice rising. “First
you tell me that I’m doing something wrong, or not doing something right, then
you tell me that you can’t say any more.” Ilfn turned away from Rheba’s anger and watched her sleeping
Lheket. The Bre’n profile was cold and distant as a moon. It was one of the
faces Rheba had seen in Lheket’s earring, a face both beautiful and terrible,
utterly serene. Rheba turned away and looked at Kirtn, seeing him as though
he were a stranger, powerful and obscure. Child and woman, he needs
you. The sleeping Bre’n stirred, dream shadows changing his face.
Rheba felt something twisting inside her as she realized for the first time
that Kirtn was inhumanly beautiful, as perfectly formed as a god. His gold mask
glowed like two enormous eyes, and she ached to touch the copper hair that was
so different from the copper plush of his fur. His powerful body moved again,
graceful even in sleep. Muscles coiled and slid easily beneath the thin sheen
of fur. She shivered, wanting to go to him, to lie down next to him, to pull his
warmth and power around her like a robe, to build a cage of fire around them
both, together. Akhenet lines pulsed achingly throughout her body, traces of fire in the darkened room. She bent over Kirtn until
her hair drifted across his shoulders like a cloud of fire. Her hands moved as
though drawn against her will, seeking the textures of muscle and fur. But when
she was a breath away from touching him she drew back, frightened by the heat
of her own body. She sat without moving until dawn, shivering with cold and
unnamed emotions, practicing the akhenet discipline of thinking about nothing
at all. XX“This,” said Dapsl, using a drawing stick across a piece of
plastic, “is the amphitheater. The Imperial Loo-chim has the seats of honor
right there”—the stick went to a point just beyond the center curve of the
stage—“and the rest of the chims are arrayed on either side according to rules
of precedence no slave could understand.” Rheba leaned against the wall, trying to keep her eyes open.
The Act had rehearsed all morning, making the lost night’s sleep like a sandy
weight on her eyelids. Besides her, Lheket stirred restlessly. His beautiful,
blind green eyes turned toward her, but no recognition moved in their depths.
She took his hand and murmured soothingly. He had been disturbed ever since
Ilfn had left, ostensibly to find salve for Rheba, but actually to contact the
rebel slaves. In response to Rheba’s touch, Lheket reached up toward her,
seeking her hair. Her hair, however, was bound in a knot beyond his reach.
Seeing his disappointment, she shook her head, sending her hair cascading down
her back. The silky strands brushed across his face. He giggled. “Tickles,” he whispered in Senyas. She smiled before she remembered that he could not see. She
touched his cheek gently, “Quiet, rain dancer, or Dapsl will get angry.” Lheket subsided, but he kept a strand of her hair in his hands.
She frowned and tugged gently. His fingers tightened. She sighed and leaned
closer to him, taking the strain off her hair. With Ilfn gone, he seemed to
need constant tactile reassurance. Not that she blamed him—being a blind slave
among aliens would unnerve even an adult. She wondered if Ilfn had been successful in contacting the rebels
who were planning the Last Year’s Night uprising. They would not be pleased to
add new lines to their rebellion script at this late date; but they would have
no choice. Either Rheba’s Act was included in the rebellion, or Ilfn would not
give the door codes. She sensed Dapsl’s glare and returned her wandering mind to
his lecture. Her attention was not really required. Kirtn was memorizing every
word, for it was the Bre’n who would choose their escape route out of an
amphitheater full of Loo aristocrats and their guards. The J/taals, too, were
very attentive. Their military experience was the pivot point of any plans
Kirtn would make. “—ramp leads to the area behind the stage. You’ll wait in
the tunnel until you’re cued, then come to the quadruple blue mark on the left
wing of the stage.” Kirtn watched the crude drawing of the amphitheater that was
growing beneath Dapsl’s stick. “What about curtains, lights, energy barriers, props—” “Nothing,” said Dapsl firmly. “Acts that can’t provide their
own light perform during the day. The amphitheater is pre-Equality. It was
built by people who either didn’t want or didn’t know how to use a mechanized
stage. There will be absolutely nothing on the stage of use to you except your
own skills.” And thus, no energy source for Rheba to draw on. Though neither she nor Kirtn said anything, the thought was
foremost in their minds. Their performance would be given at night, along with
the other bioluminescent Acts. She would have no exterior source of energy but
the Act itself, unless she set fire to the stage and then wove more complex
energies from the simple flames. But the stage, like the amphitheater, was made of stone. She
did not believe she could set it ablaze, especially in the time given to her
during the Act To take heat out of the night air, condense it, shape it, and
then use it to ignite even highly combustible organic material required a long,
concentrated effort on her part. She would have enough difficulty simply
maintaining the cold light required for their Act. “But the amphitheater isn’t protected,” said Kirtn, “Did the
Loo-chim—or whoever built it—plan on sitting in the rain and watching slaves
drown?” Dapsl grimaced and pulled on his longest braid. “This is the
dry season. It almost never rams on the Last Year Night.” Rheba looked at the boy beside her, smiling faintly as he
played with her lively hair. Rain dancer. “Never?” shot back Kirtn. “Do they use weather control?” Dapsl made an oblique gesture. “If the weather is bad,
there’s an energy shield over the amphitheater that can be activated. It’s been
used in the past That won’t affect the Act, will it?” Rheba made a dismissing gesture. “Shield, no shield. It
doesn’t matter,” she said casually, hoping Dapsl believed her. He chewed thoughtfully on a braid end, then spat it out and
returned to the business of familiarizing the Act with the stage they would use
for the most important performance of their lives. “Since we have been given the honor—the great honor—of
being the last Act of the Last Year Night, we won’t be called out of the tunnel
until there is just enough time left to perform and finish on the absolute
stroke of midnight. The timing is crucial; too soon or too late will spoil the
ritual and displease the Loo-chim. That wouldn’t be wise.” Rheba’s smile was both grim and predatory. She hoped to do
more than displease the Loo-chim before the Last Year Night was over. The
thought made her hair stir, strands lifting and seeking blindly for her Bre’n. Lheket smiled dreamily, instinctively drawing on her
energies. His eyes changed, darker now yet somehow more alive. The tips of his
fingers began to pulse a pale, metallic blue, first hint of latent akhenet
lines. When she looked down she saw the blush of blue on his fingertips.
Realizing what had happened, she damped her own power. He made an involuntary
noise of protest. “Keep that cub quiet or I’ll send him back to his room,”
snapped Dapsl. “It’s bad enough that I have to put up with a furry whore unsettling
the Act, but to put up with her belly warmer is—” Whatever Dapsl had meant to say died on his tongue when
Kirtn and Rheba stared at him, their predatory thoughts naked on their faces. A
clept snarled. Like the J/taals, they took their signals from Rheba, the
J/taaleri. Fssa, hidden in her hair, made a sound that was between a snarl and
a growl. The clept subsided. Rheba wondered what the snake had said to the
clept, but did not further infuriate Dapsl by opening a dialogue with Fssa. “Continue,” she said, her eyes like cinnamon jewels with
darker flecks of rage turning in their depths. “And remember, small man, whose
Act you belong to.” “Two days,” snapped Dapsl. “Two days,” she agreed. In two days the Act would be performed,
and they would be rid of Dapsl until the next time they were required to
perform. The Loo could not divide a Concatenation Act, but the Act could choose
to live apart. “The only thing,” continued Dapsl in a tight voice, “in the amphitheater
besides the softstone seats and the stone stage is the silver gong in front of
the Imperial Loo-chim. It is struck twice to bring on an Act. It is struck four
times at the end of an Act.” He smiled unpleasantly. “Often the Loo-chim
doesn’t wait for the end if the Act displeases it. Then the gong is struck
three times, and the slaves are taken to the Pit. That won’t be a problem in
our Act, though. The Loo-chim has made it obvious that it can’t wait for the
obscene tongues of their furry—” Kirtn moved in a supple twist of power that brought him to
his feet. Dapsl changed the subject hurriedly. “After the gong sounds twice, you have a hundred count to
take your place. The gong will sound twice again. The Act will begin. After the
Act is over, the gong will sound four times. You have a hundred count to clear
the stage, descend the ramp, and return to the tunnel. Questions?” Rheba had many questions, none of which Dapsl could answer.
Apparently Kirtn felt the same way, for he kept his silence. Dapsl looked
around, disappointed. After a moment he tossed his braids over his shoulder and
turned away, rolling up the plastic sheet. “I’ll take that,” said Kirtn, reaching for the diagram of
the amphitheater. The sheet slid out of Dapsl’s grasp before he had a chance
to object. “What—?” “The J/taals,” Kirtn said. “I’ll explain the layout to them.
Fssa didn’t translate while you were talking because we know it annoys you.
Rheba told them we’d explain later.” Dapsl stood, trying to think of a reason to object. “It’s
the first time you’ve ever shut up that flatulent beast on my account.” Kirtn gave the Bre’n version of a shrug, a movement of his
torso that revealed each powerful muscle. “Just trying to keep everyone calm.
We’re all touchy, the closer the performance comes.” “Grmmm,” said Dapsl, his pale eyes narrowed. But he could
think of no reason to object, “Be careful with it. Lord Jal bent the rules just
to give us a writing stick and plasheet. If you ruin it, I can’t get another.” Kirtn started to reply, but saw Ilfn. He watched her come
soundlessly into the room. Even so, Lheket sensed her return. His thin face
turned toward the door, his expression radiant. Kirtn wished that Rheba would show her feelings for him so
clearly; but she would not. She had schooled herself to show as little of her
feelings as possible since Deva died. Or perhaps it was simply that she had no
such depth of emotion for him. He turned away from his thoughts and went to Ilfn. “I have
the amphitheater plans,” he said in Senyas, his voice harsher than he meant it
to be, residue of his thoughts. “Did you—” She held up a small pot made of swirls of blue-green glass.
“I found everything we need.” She looked at Dapsl. “He doesn’t understand Senyas or Bre’n,” said Kirtn. “Good. I managed to speak with my contact for a few minutes
while I got Rheba’s salve.” Rheba brought Lheket to his Bre’n. The boy’s smile was as
brilliant as his sightless emerald eyes. Ilfn’s hand went out, stroking the
boy’s face reassuringly. He turned and brushed his lips against the velvet of
her palm. The gesture was so natural that it took a moment for its
impact to register with Rheba. Her eyes widened. She studied the woman and the
boy, using her fire dancer sensitivity. She found nothing but mutual love
expressed in touches that were sensual without being explicitly sexual. Yet the
potential for passion obviously existed. The thought disturbed her. Was sexual
intimacy normal for a Bre’n/Senyas akhenet pair? Her memories gave her no immediate answer. She tried to recall
her Senyas mother and her Bre’n father. Had they been lovers as well as akhenet
pair? The memories refused to form. All that came was the incandescent moment
of her parents’ death. She had deliberately not thought of her parents since
Deva died. She found she could not do so now. It was too painful. “Rheba?” Kirtn’s questioning whistle brought her out of the past,
“I’m fine,” she lied, shivering. Her eyes were dark, inward-looking, reflecting
a time and a place that seared her mind. “I’m fine.” Without thinking, she took
his hand and rubbed her cheek against it, savoring the velvet texture of his
skin. Her lips touched his palm. Then she realized that her actions were very
like Lheket’s with Ilfn. She dropped Kirtn’s hand. “Rheba?” The whistle was soft, worried, as pure as the gold of his
eyes watching her. “It’s nothing,” she lied, rubbing her cheek where it had
touched his hand. “Nothing.” The last word was a whisper. Kirtn began to touch her, then retreated. He sensed that his
touch was disturbing to her now. There was no reason for her to react that
way—except that akhenets who were worked too hard became irrational. She must
rest. Yet she could not. Concatenation Night was only two days away. “Why don’t
you lie down, Rheba? Ilfn and I can explain the amphitheater to the J/taals.” “No.” Rheba’s voice was curt. She looked at Ilfn. “Did you
get anything more useful than a smelly pot of goo?” The Bre’n woman hesitated at Rheba’s tone. She looted from
the girl to Kirtn and back again. “The unguent will help you, fire dancer. Your
akhenet lines are new. They must itch terribly.” Rheba, who was at that moment scratching her shoulder, said
only, “We’ve more important things to worry about than my skin.” Kirtn took the pot from Ilfn and began rubbing the unguent
into Rheba despite her protests. “Nothing is more important than your
well-being. Without you, fire dancer, we would die slaves.” Rheba looked around as though seeing Dapsl and the J/taals
and stone walls for the first time. Her voice was as brittle as autumn ice. She
gestured to the plasheet. “Unroll it. Explain to Ilfn and the J/taals how we’re
going to die trying not to be slaves.” XXIKirtn started to say something, then did not. Rheba’s hair
was shimmering, the ends twisting like ultrafine gold wires held over a fire.
If she had any control left, she was not exercising it Anyone who touched her
would receive a jolt of energy that could range from painful to debilitating.
But then, that was why Bre’n akhenets learned to control pain. Deliberately, he buried his right hand deeply in her hair.
The air around her head crackled. A Shockwave of energy expanded up his arm.
His left hand clenched, the only outward sign of the agony that came when he
drained off some of her seething energy. When Rheba realized what she had inadvertently done to him,
she cried out an apology and jerked her hair from his fingers. Her eyes were
huge and dark, pinwheels of uneasy fire stirring their depths. Without
hesitation he put his hand into her hair again. This time the long golden
strands curled around his arm like a molten sleeve. He smiled and
smoothed her cheekbone with his thumb. “It’s all right,” he murmured. “I knew what would happen if
I touched your hair then.” “Why did you do it if you knew?” “Unstructured energy is dangerous, fire dancer. You could
have killed one of the J/taals just by brushing against them.” He smiled, then
turned and left her side before she could say anything. As he walked over to
the J/taals, clepts gave way before him. He stopped and spoke to M/dere. From his hiding place in Rheba’s hair, Fssa began to
translate Kirtn’s words into the J/taal language. Startled, Rheba reached up
into her hair. She had forgotten the snake was there. He felt very warm, hot,
but seemed not to have suffered any damage in the outburst of energy Kirtn had
triggered from her. Apparently the Fssireeme could deal with forms of energy
other than sound waves. Nonetheless, she made a silent promise to remember the
inconspicuous snake before she let her emotions get the better of her control. She walked over and stood next to Kirtn as he described the
amphitheater to the J/taals. Fssa’s translation was simultaneous, unobtrusive,
and an exact tonal reproduction of the person speaking. Ilfn stood on the other
side of Kirtn, listening carefully. Next to her stood Lheket, a silent,
shoulder-high presence who never stood more than an arm’s length from his
Bre’n. After Kirtn finished, M/dere looked at the diagram for a moment,
sheathing and unsheathing her claws as she thought “The spaceport,” she
said finally. “Where is it on this sheet?” “Over here and to the left,” said Ilfn, pointing to an area
behind the amphitheater, “If we use the Bay Road, it’s more than five mie from
here. But there’s an estate over ... here.” Her hand switched to the left side
of the amphitheater. “It’s a Loo-chim park, closed to all but the Imperial
Loo-chim and a few favorites.” “Then how do we get in?” asked M/dere. “From here. The park was part of the state complex once.
Most of the buildings there are ruins now. Only the amphitheater is kept up.
The tunnel system goes underneath all of it. I was told there’s a way from the
amphitheater tunnel into the park. From there, it’s less than two mie to
the spaceport.” M/dere looked at the map again. Ilfn’s moving finger had
left no trace of its passage on the resistant plasheet. The J/taal leader
stared, then called her clept. She bent over the waist-high animal, murmuring
commands that Fssa did not translate. The clept opened its mouth, revealing
serrated rows of teeth. On its fangs bright-blue drops formed. M/dere dipped an
extended claw into the fluid and began drawing on the map. Clept venom smoked
faintly, leaving behind vague, dark stains as it corroded the durable plasheet. “The tunnel exit... here?” asked M/dere. Ilfn gestured agreement, which Fssa translated as a J/taal affirmative. “The park ... here?” Again the affirmative. “The spaceport.., here?” “A little farther to the right.” “Here?” “Yes.” “How big is the spaceport?” “I don’t know. Many mie.” The J/taaleri’s ship... where?” Ilfn looked at Kirtn. “J/taaleri?” “Their employer,” he said. “Rheba.” Ilfn’s eyes widened. She glanced quickly at Rheba, then back
to the map. “The ship is here, on the edge of the spaceport by the park. It’s a
derelict yard, from what I was told.” She looked up at Kirtn, silently questioning. “The Devalon wasn’t derelict when we landed,” said
Kirtn. “They probably put the ship in the derelict yard when they found out
that the Devalon only responds to us.” “I’d hoped that was it,” breathed Ilfn. “Our ship is the
same.” “Is it here?” demanded Kirtn. “No. If it were, Lheket and I would have left as soon as we
got out of the Fold!” “Then where is your ship?” asked Rheba. “I don’t know.” life’s dark eyes became hooded, looking back
on pain. “We answered a call for help as we came out of replacement. It
was a trap. The Autumn Moon was left in orbit around a dead planet
called Sorriaaix. They abandoned the Moon when they couldn’t learn its secrets.” M/dere’s movement brought Ilfn’s attention back to the present.
The J/taal’s claws were tracing random marks around the amphitheater,
disguising the meaningful marks of tunnel, park, spaceport and ship. “That animal is ruining the diagram!” cried Daps!, pushing
through the people crowded around the map. He tried to snatch away the
plasheet, but Kirtn’s hand held him back. Rheba felt a moment of panic as she
tried to remember what languages they had been using. Had it been only Senyas
and I/taal? Or had they forgotten and slipped into Universal, which Dapsl understood?
How long had Dapsl been watching—long enough to see the map before M/dere
disguised the additions to it? “Careful,” said Kirtn. “Don’t you know that J/taal claws are
poisonous?” It was not true, but Dapsl shrank back anyway. The clept
venom was real enough; it still shone bluely on M/dere’s claw tip. “What’s she doing?” demanded Dapsl. Then, when M/dere resumed
making random marks, “Stop her!” Kirtn shrugged. “Why? We don’t need the diagram anymore, and
scribbling on it seems to amuse her.” Dapsl fell silent. His shrewd eyes swept the diagram as he struggled against the hand holding back his wrist Then he
stopped moving, studying the plasheet as though, he had never seen it before.
His braid ends bounced as he turned on Kirtn. “Let go of me.” His voice was cool and hard, a voice they
had never heard him use. “I’ve done everything I could for this Act, more than
any other Whip could have. But you wouldn’t know about that,” he said, sweeping
the group with a single contemptuous look. “None of you is civilized enough to
appreciate a Loo Whip. You’re no more than animals.” Dapsl pulled free of Kirtn and stalked out of the room. Kirtn looked at Rheba, who shrugged in lithe imitation of
the Bre’n gesture and turned back to the map. “What about the guards? When do
we leave the stage, and by which exit? Will anyone be able to help us fight our
way to the spaceport?” Ilfn hesitated. To the rest of the people, she appeared uncertain.
But Rheba and Kirtn knew Bre’ns; it was obvious to them that reluctance rather
than uncertainty held her tongue. Kirtn whistled coaxingly. The sound was so unexpected
and yet so beautiful that Lheket’s head came up and turned in Kirtn’s direction.
The boy answered the whistle in a lower key, a pure ripple of sound that
brought an approving look from Kirtn. The boy repeated the whistle in yet
another key. Ilfn gave in and began to speak. “The end of your Act will be the signal for the beginning of
the rebellion. The instant the Hour Between Years is struck, slaves will pour
into the streets. Most will only be celebrating, I think. Others will be
fighting their way to the spaceport Almost everyone in the city will be
half-phased by then—Imperiapolis’ drugs are varied and strong. By midnight, everyone
is dancing in the streets, firing off smelly rockets. The commoners and slaves
wear elaborate costumes patterned after Loo myths. From what I was told, the
streets are chaotic. Only foot traffic is allowed. That’s why we won’t be
conspicuous. Slaves are expected to dance and get phased out. Maybe it’s the Loo
way of testing slaves’ Adjustment. I don’t know. But during the Hour Between
Years, there is no law.” “Weapons,” said M/dere impatiently. Ilfn closed her eyes. “None. Sirgi—my contact—doesn’t have
any. Or if he does, he isn’t sharing them with Lord Puc’s whore.” Kirtn’s lips flattened. The sound he made brought the clepts
snarling to their feet “Who is this man that he believes he’s better than you?” “A red furry from a heavy planet so far away he can’t even point to its direction in the sky.” She shrugged and
smiled, “He’s short, strong, and half-bright. He’s also very determined to get
home. He was a priest there, or some such thing. He has a very small opinion of
women, slaves or not.” “Does he know about our J/taals?” Ilfn’s smile changed indefinably, dangerously. M/dere examined
her suddenly, plainly reassessing the Bre’n woman’s usefulness in the coming
fight; the J/taal smiled, pleased. The smile was very like Ilfn’s. “I failed to mention our J/taals,” murmured Ilfn. “Not that
it really matters.” “Why?” “Your fire dancer is the most deadly weapon on Loo.” Kirtn began to object, then did not. What Ilfn said was
true. Of all the Senyas akhenets, fire dancers had the most potential for
destruction. Silently he promised himself that he would not let it come to that
for Rheba. She had seen and suffered too much already; turning her into a
killer would destroy her. “Can we trust the other slaves?” asked Rheba quietly. Ilfn hesitated, saying much through her silence, “So long as
they need us, yes. Sirgi is very interested in the Devalon. I explained
several times that even if he could get inside the ship, it wouldn’t respond to
anyone but the akhenet team it was built for. I don’t know if Sirgi believed
me. In any case, I had to promise to take as many slaves with us as we could
hold.” “I’d do that whether he asked or not,” said Rheba. “I told him that. I don’t think he believed it, either.” Rheba whistled a sour note. “What else?” “Nothing. They’ll wait by the first outside arch. When we
come, I give the code. Then we’ll be in the park. After that, getting to the
spaceport is a matter of luck.” “We know all about luck,” Rheba said. “We learned on Deva.” Ilfn’s eyes reflected that bitter knowledge. She said nothing. “I’d feel better if there were a source of energy in the
amphitheater for me to draw on—even moonlight,” said Rheba. “No moons,” said Ilfn. ‘They don’t rise until after the Hour
Between Years.” “When you were outside today, how did the sky look?” “Dry.” “Then they won’t have the weather shield activated,” said
Rheba. She shifted her attention to Lheket, a rain dancer innocent of akhenet
lines. “Can he at least call clouds?” “No,” said Ilfn quickly. “Why not?” asked Rheba, her voice cold. “He’s akhenet, isn’t
he?” “Untrained.” “Whose fault is that?” she snapped. Ilfn spoke softly, though her expression was forbidding.
“He’s only a child.” “He’s old enough for simple rain dancing. On Deva, he would
have been apprenticed to an akhenet farm years ago.” “This isn’t Deva. There aren’t any other dancers to help
him.” Kirtn interrupted before Rheba could answer. His whistle was
low, penetrating. “What are you afraid of, Ilfn?” “I—” Her whistle fragmented. She spoke Senyas, then, each
word clipped. “I’ve never allowed him to dance. I don’t know if he can, without
training. And where is the Bre’n family, the Senyas family, the akhenets paired
to help him in the first dangerous attempts? He’s very strong. If
I can’t control him, I’ll have to kill him.” Rheba remembered the ease with which Lheket had drawn power
out of her, his reflexive thirst for the rich currents of force that were an
akhenet’s birthright. There was no doubt about his strength. And no one knew
better than she what would happen if a strong, untrained akhenet blew up in
their hands. She had seen it happen more than once on Deva, toward the end,
when everyone was desperate for akhenets to help hold the deflectors. The
result had been almost as terrible as the sun itself. Unless death was the only
other choice, it would be better to leave Lheket’s power dormant until they
could devote themselves to easing him into his potent birthright. “Ilfn is right,” sighed Rheba, then repeated the words in a
Bre’n whistle that was rich with resonances of acceptance and regret “I can sustain
the Act using only our akhenet energy. Once we’re out of the amphitheater and
tunnel complex, there will be other sources of energy for me to draw on. But I
don’t like it. Inside that amphitheater, I’ll be about as much use as an empty
gun.” She looked longingly at Lheket. The blind green eyes looked
back at her, unfocused. Yet he always knew where she was—like a flower
following the sun, he sensed her turbulent energy. As she sensed his—a silent
pool, potential dormant, seen only in a slow welling of power from its depths.
It was tempting to tap that power, but she would not. Awakened, Lheket was as
dangerous to them as an unstable sun. Rheba sensed someone behind her, standing in the archway
that led to the rest of the compound. She turned suddenly. Dapsl was there, and
with him Lord Jal. Next to the lord was a pale, dark-haired woman of medium
height. Her face was devoid of expression. Lord Jal made a small gesture with his hand. Dapsl and the
woman remained standing while the Loo lord approached Rheba. The woman’s eyes
never left Rheba, as though it were important to memorize every nuance of her.
Casually, Jal’s hand brushed Kirtn, then Rheba. There was an instant of sleeting pain, then Rheba froze. All
voluntary control of her body was gone. She could only stand and stare in the
direction her head had been turned before Jal touched her. She could not speak.
She had to struggle to do such semiautomatic things as swallow or blink. Though
she could not see Kirtn directly, she sensed that he, too, was held in the grip
of whatever drug Lord Jal had used on them. Before’ anyone realized what had happened, the lord moved
among the J/taals. Because their J/taaleri was silent, apparently unconcerned
by Jal’s presence, the mercenaries made no move to protect themselves even
after M/dere had passed on a silent mental warning as her body froze. Jal brushed against Ilfn with his hand, rendering her helpless.
He ignored the blind child as he took a dart gun from his robes. He held the
muzzle of the gun against Rheba’s throat where her pulse beat slowly under her
tawny skin. “Whip, tell M/dere that if her clepts move, I’ll kill
Rheba.” Dapsl relayed the commands in broken J/taal. It became obvious
that he understood the language much better than he spoke it. “Now,” said Jal. “Release her voice.” Dapsl nervously walked up to M/dere, touched her neck with
an invisibly fine needle, and backed away hurriedly. “Tell her to make her animals lie down,” said Jal, the gun
held unwaveringly at Rheba’s throat. Desperately, Rheba tried to gather fire, but her akhenet
lines lighted only sluggishly. The drug had taken her mind as certainly as it
had her body. M/dere grunted harsh commands. The clepts dropped to the
floor as though struck. They watched Jal out of hungry silver eyes, but did not
move. “If you speak without my invitation, I’ll kill your
J/taaleri. Say yes if you understand. One word only.” Dapsl barely finished his stumbling translation before
M/dere spoke. “Yes.” Jal looked at Dapsl. “You were right, Whip. Rheba is their
J/taaleri, though how that came about—” He made a dismissing gesture. “It
doesn’t matter, now.” He turned back to M/dere. “I haven’t harmed your
J/taaleri, so there’s no reason to be rash,” he said, ignoring Dapsl’s halting
translation of Universal into J/taal. “In fact, you should thank me. I’m doing
your job—saving her life.” He turned with surprising quickness and touched
Rheba again. He supported her as she sank soundlessly to the floor. The clepts made chilling noises, but did not move. Nor did
M/dere speak, for Lord Jal’s gun was never far enough from Rheba’s throat to
ensure that a clept could kill him before he killed her. “She’s perfectly safe,” said Dapsl from the doorway. “The
drug is harmless. And so is she, now. Lord Jal wouldn’t be so stupid as to ruin
a valuable slave.” M/dere remained silent. The clepts looked at her, then put
down their heads and stopped making any sound at all. Lord Jal bowed slightly. “I counted on the J/taals’ famed
pragmatism. I abhor wasting slaves.” He looked at the two slaves waiting in the
doorway, Dapsl and the strange woman. “Did you see enough, i’sNara?” “Yes, lord,” The woman’s voice was colorless, as devoid of
feeling as her white face. She came and bent over Rheba, studying her face, her
long hair, the vague golden lines that ran over her hands and feet. She pulled
up Rheba’s robe, revealing more lines on legs, arms, torso. “Does she work
naked?” “Sometimes,” said Dapsl, “But that would be difficult to duplicate.
Her skin designs are very complicated. And they pulse obscenely.” “A robe, then,” said Lord Jal. “Yes,” said i’sNara absently. Kirtn watched the stranger hover over Rheba, but he could do
no more than make tearing attempts to move a single finger. His efforts did
little more than darken his copper fur with sweat. From time to time Jal looked
over at him, making sure that the drug was still working. The woman
straightened suddenly. The air around her seemed to go slightly opaque, as
though something were condensing around her body. She blurred, reformed, and
the air was clear again. But it was Rheba who stood there. Lord Jal walked around her without saying anything. After the
second circuit, he stopped. “More eyelashes, i’sNara. And the hair—can you make
it seem to move by itself?” Kirtn watched with nausea coiling in his stomach while
i’sNara duplicated Rheba’s long, dense eyelashes and gently dancing hair. “Good. Mmmm ...” Lord Jal walked around her again.
“Straighter posture. She’s a proud bitch. Yes, like that. Now walk.” Lord Jal
watched. “No. She’s stronger than she looks. I wish I’d been able to bring you
to see the Act, but after what my Whip told me, I didn’t want to risk wasting
any time.” “You did well to immobilize them without having to waste a
single clept,” said Dapsl. Lord Jal grunted. He looked at M/dere. “Tell her to have
that clept on the far side of the room walk up and down-but not close to us!” Dapsl said a few words in the J/taals’ grating language.
M/dere spoke. A clept rose and prowled the length of the room, never getting
close enough to Jal for a killing leap. i’sNara/Rheba watched silently. “That’s enough,” said Jal. As soon as the clept lay down, he
walked over to M/dere, touched her neck and froze her speech organs again. He
turned back to i’sNara. “Rheba walks like that clept. Graceful, but not
delicate. Her strength shows in her balance.” He smiled absently. “Now that I
think about it, she’s a handsome wench. Just more trouble than any sane man
would want.” I’sNara/Rheba walked. Kirtn could not control the sickness
that swept through him when he saw Rheba’s lithe movements duplicated by a
soulless slave. “Good.” Lord Jal turned and looked at Kirtn. “Listen to me,
furry, and pray that you aren’t as stupid as you are strong. Your rebellion
hasn’t the chance of a raindrop on the sun.” Kirtn went cold, but his stance did not change, could not
change. He was prisoner to a slaver’s drug. All he could do was listen while
his hopes of freedom were destroyed one word at a time. Beyond Jal, Dapsl’s broken J/taal words came like a grating
echo as the Loo beat flat their hopes with steel words. “Slaves who are unAdjusted enough to even plan rebellion
are executed. But in less than two days, you’ll be the Imperial Loo-chim’s
problem. They’ll reward me very well for this Act, enough that I’ll never have
to hear Lady Kurs call me half-man again. I’m not going to let a slave’s
foolish dreams come between me and my freedom!” Lord Jal looked at the Act, frozen in anguished tableau, and
Rheba unconscious at his feet. “As you’ve probably noticed,” he continued
dryly, “i’sNara is a Yhelle illusionist of the Tenth Degree. She is also mine.
And now she is Rheba to the last eyelash. She’ll be Rheba on Last Year Night, a
fire dancer down to the least flickering flame on the clepts. No one but you
will know that an illusionist rather than a fire dancer is performing in the
Act. No one in the audience will separate illusion from Act. “Nor will you rebel at the stroke of midnight. If you do,
Rheba will die. If you don’t perform well, Rheba will die. If anything happens
in the Act or during the Hour Between Years that displeases me or the Imperial
Loo-chim, Rheba will die. Do you understand me, furry?” Jal’s hand snaked out at eye level. For the first time Kirtn
noticed the transparent gloves the Loo wore, and the needles impaled at each
fingertip. The hand touched his neck, and muscles quivered, responsive again,
but only enough for speech. “Answer me, furry.” “I understand.” “Do you also understand that if word of this little
deception get out, the Act will be executed?” asked Lord Jal, his tone casual
but his eyes hard as glass. “Yes,” said Kirtn. It was all he said, but the barely suppressed
violence in his voice made Lord Jal step back involuntarily. “Remember that,” said the Loo lord, “or before you die I’ll
separate you from your furry hide one thin strip at a time.” He turned his back
and pressed a stud at his belt “Be yourself,” he snapped at the illusionist. I’sNara’s appearance wavered, then became Yhelle again. In a
moment, a guard appeared at the archway, called by the signal on Jal’s belt. “Lord?” said the guard. “Pick up this slave,” said Jal, nudging Rheba with his foot
“Follow me.” “Yes, lord.” Kirtn raged silently, helplessly, as he watched Rheba vanish
down the hallway, carried off like a sack of grain at the command of a Loo lord. XXIIThe stone floor was cold. The chains around Rheba’s ankles,
wrists and neck were made of a metal alloy that drained heat out of her everywhere
it touched. The clammy stone walls and floor were a little better, but she did
not appreciate that fact She was unconscious, curled in a fetal position on the
floor, instinctively trying to preserve body warmth. Tangled in her cold hair, Fssa made a sound halfway between
a whimper and her name. “Rheba ... Rheba, wake up. It’s been so
long since you were awake. Fire dancer, wake up,” be said, using Kirtn’s voice, desperately trying to reach
her. “It’s cold here. Wake up and make us a fire!” The snake’s voice was like water rippling over stone at the
far edge of her awareness, an endless susurration that impinged little on her
emotions. The words continued, first in Senyas and then in Universal, and
finally, as Fssa lost energy, in Bre’n. His whistle retained its purity, even
though the snake was compacted densely in upon himself, thinner than Rheba’s
smallest finger and shorter than her lower arm. It was the Fssireeme way to conserve
body heat. After a very long time, she moaned. A convulsion shook her
body, a deep shuddering that went on and on as she tried to throw off the
debilitating effects of drugs and cold. Chains scraped over the floor spasmodically.
The grating sounds woke Fssa, who had succumbed to a state that was not far
from sleep. But for the Fssireeme, to sleep was to die. “Fire dancer...” Fssa’s whistle was ragged, despairing. It reached through the
fog climbing in Rheba’s mind as no sweet notes could have. She shivered convulsively,
bringing her knees even closer to her body and wrapping her arms around her
legs. She was all but numb with cold, yet moving brought such agony as to make
her sweat and moan aloud. “Fire dancer ...” The whistle sounded very distant, very
weak. “Kirtn... ? Is that you? Where are you? Are you hurt?” As he heard her speak, Fssa permitted himself to draw off
just a bit of her body heat, believing that since she had awakened she would be
able to start a fire to warm them both. With the heat he took from her came
renewed energy, and fluency. His whistle became sure again. “Not Kirtn. Fssa.” Rheba did not hear. She had opened her eyes—and seen nothing.
“I’m blind,” she said. “Oh my bright gods, Jal has blinded me!” It took Fssa a moment to realize what had happened. He tried
to tell her that the dungeon was lacking the form of energy she called light,
but she was calling Kirtn’s name again and again and could not hear anything but
her own screams. Fssa drew off a bit more of her heat/energy, just enough to
permit him to make an unbelievably shrill whistle. The sound was like a slap in the face. Rheba’s screams subsided
into dry sobs. “Rheba, it’s Fssa. Can you hear me?” The rhythmic shuddering of her body paused. “Fssa?” “Yes. I’m—” “What happened?” she interrupted. “Where’s Kirtn? How did we
get here? Is Kirtn all right?” Questions came out of her like sparks leaping up from a
fire. Another whistle split the dungeon’s stony silences. She subsided. “Do you remember Lord Jal coming into the Act’s room?”
whistled Fssa, the tone low and soothing now that he had her attention. “I—” Her body shook continuously, but it was with cold now
rather than fear. “Y-yes.” “After he knocked you out, he told the rest of us what a
clever fellow his Whip was.” “W-whip?” “Dapsl.” Fssa swore with the poetic violence of a Bre’n.
“When Lord Jal gave that purple wart a nerve wrangler, I should have guessed
that Dapsl was truly a lord’s Whip!” “W-what’s that?” “A master slave, one who controls the others so that the
lord won’t have to bother.” Fssa’s whistle took on the tones of despair. While
Rheba was unconscious he had had a lot of time to consider what had happened.
None of his conclusions were comforting. “Even worse, the slanted cherf speaks
J/taal. Not well,” he continued disdainfully, “He understands much better than
he speaks, like most amateurs.” “D-did he understand about the reb-b-bellion?” The snake’s sigh was answer enough, but he enlarged on it.
“He overheard and understood too much. But the rebellion will go on without us.
In order for Lord Jal to avoid killing us, he had to avoid telling the other
Loo lords about our plans. The other slaves, at least, will get their chance.” “B-but the Act. I have to p-perform. They can’t d-do it without
you and m-me.” “Jal thought of that,” whistled Fssa in the minor keys of despair.
“A Yhelle illusionist is doing your part. She duplicated you down to the last
eyelash. As for the Bre’n song,” again the sigh, “it will be a solo, not a
duet.” “B-but the fire.” “The fire will be illusory, but the audience won’t know the
difference.” “At 1-least the Act w-will have a chance at freedom.” Fssa’s whistle slid down minor octaves in the Bre’n negative.
“Lord Jal will kill you if the Act rebels.” “Unless Jal t-takes me out of this icy b-box,” she said,
trying and failing to control the convulsive shivering of her body, “I’ll be
d-dead before the new year. The L-Loo must be able to tolerate much lower temperatures
than I can. N-nor-mally it wouldn’t matter, I’d j-just make fire, b-but now I’ll
just shiver until I c-can’t move anymore.” “Make a fire!” Her laugh sounded more like a sob, “Out of what, snake?” Silence answered her question. For the first time since his
birth, the Fssireeme was speechless. Then, very softly, “You can’t use stone to
make heat?” “Not all b-by itself. I n-need something, some energy source
outside the stone and myself. If I had that, I c-could eventually fire the
stone. But I don’t. And I c-can’t.” The shivers were less now, but that did not mean that she
was warmer; rather the opposite. Cold was stealing from her muscles even the
ability to contract violently and send sugars into the bloodstream to be converted
into heat. “Fssa?” Her voice was suddenly thick, her words slow. “Am I
blind?” “No, fire dancer,” whistled the snake gently. “The form of energy
you call light just isn’t to be found down here.” “That’s what I was afraid you’d say. It would have been
b-better if I were blind.” She could make light, but it would cost energy she could not
spare. Nor did she particularly want to see the dimensions of her tomb. Chains
clinked and chimed faintly as she shifted position, trying to ease a muscle
that had not yet gone numb. After she moved, another round of convulsive shivering
claimed her. When she was finally still again, it was very quiet. She listened,
but there was nothing to be heard except her own breathing and the occasional
small clatter of her chains rubbing over stone. “Fssa?” There was no answer. “Fssa? Are you c-cold too?” Silence. Then chains scraped and clinked as she ran numb fingers
through her hair trying to find the Fssireeme. He had sounded so strong that
she had not thought that he might be in as much danger from the cold as she.
More, with his smaller body mass. She did not know enough about his physiology
to be certain, but thought that he took on the temperature of his environment—until
it became too hot or too cold and he died. “Fssa! Answer me! Where are you?” There was only the sound of her cries echoing off stone
walls. Despite the cost to her own reservoir of energy, she made a tiny ball of
cold light. It was something even the smallest fire dancer child could do, a
minor trick. But her strength was so depleted by cold that she felt every erg
of energy it took to keep the light alive. The cell was not large, no more than two body lengths in any
direction. Even so, it was a moment before she spotted Fssa. The snake was
curled in upon himself in a neat spiral that left the minimum of body heat
escape into the clammy cell. His skin was very dark, darker than she had ever
seen it. “Fssa,” she called. The snake did not answer. Worried, she called more loudly. The fourth time she called
it was a scream that echoed off the black stone walls. Desperately, she sent
the light to hover over him. When it was in place, she gradually changed the
light’s structure until it gave off heat as well as illumination. The drain to
her was greater that way, but she was afraid that Fssa was dying. She would not
permit herself to believe that he was already dead. She watched the bright orange flame jealously, letting none
of its heat slide off onto stone. Orange fire licked just above Fssa’s closed
spiral. At first she was afraid that she would burn him; then she remembered
that he had taken much worse heat when Kirtn had released her chaotic energy in
a single pulse. It was a long time before the snake changed. A random quiver
of color passed down his dense ebony length. Gradually the color brightened,
blue to orange, then yellow, and finally brilliant streaks of silver. “Fssa?” she called. The snake’s head lifted out of the spiral. His opalescent sensors
reflected the light she had made. He expanded into the warmth hovering around
him. His delighted whistle soared above the flickering hot light. “You found a
way to burn stone!” “No,” she sighed. “Then where did this fire come from?” “Me.” “You’re using your energy to keep me warm?” The
whistle was shrill, utterly horrified. He threw himself away from the light,
but it followed him, shedding precious life over him. Her life. “Noooo.” The snake’s anguished whistle was like a whip across her
nerves. “Be still, you silly snake! The more you move, the harder it is for me
to keep you warm!” There was a long silence. Fssa did not move. His head was
tucked underneath a coil, as though he would bide even from himself. A
plaintive whistled issued from beneath the hovering flame. “Don’t use up
yourself, fire dancer. I’m not worth it.” She was too speechless to reply. She let the continued fire
speak for her. “You don’t understand,” continued Fssa desperately. “I’m not
what you think I am.” “I think you’re beautiful.” Fssa’s answer was a complex Bre’n whistle that resonated
with pleasure and despair. “No, fire dancer. I’m not beautiful. I—I’m a parasite.” The last was a whistle so rushed that it took her a moment
to realize what the Fssireeme had said. “A parasite? You don’t take blood or
bone or flesh from a living host. You don’t take anything that isn’t freely
given. The cold haa curdled your mind.” “Not blood or bone. Heat.” Only the Bre’n language could have conveyed the levels of
shame and self-disgust that the Fssireeme felt. Only the Bre’n language could
answer him. Rheba forced her chill lips to shape Bre’n speech, “You don’t take
anything that isn’t freely given,” she repeated, but the whistle was rich with
overtones of sharing and mutual pleasure that mere words lacked. “But you didn’t know about me before. I was stealing from
you.” The whistle slid down and down. “Fssa—” “No,” interrupted the snake. “Listen to me. After I tell you
you’ll stop wasting yourself on a useless, ugly parasite.” The snake’s whistle
overrode her objections. “On my home planet, before men came and changed the
Fssireeme, we lived in two seasons. There was Fire, and there was Night. During
Fire, there was enough energy for everyone to eat. Then Night came, as much
Night as there had been Fire. Months without Fire. But we needed Fire or we
died. So we ... stole ... from other animals. “We would project an aural illusion. Our prey would think it
was another of its kind. We would come in close, very close, tangling ourselves
in the prey, stealing its warmth. There we stayed, draining it until it died or
until the time of Fire came again. Then we slid away, swimming again through
the molten sky-seas of Ssimral.” The whistle changed into a poignant fall of
pure sound. “It was long, long ago, but my guardian told me. He didn’t lie. I’m
a parasite ... and your hair was like an endless time of Fire.” Rheba tried to answer, but had no words. She did not think
less of Fssa because his body lacked the means to warm itself. Yet obviously
the Fssireeme’s early evolution was a source of much shame to him and his kind.
She did not think he would listen to her. She yanked suddenly at her chains, trying
to reach the snake. She could not. She forced herself to be still and tried to
think logically. It was futile. Between the chill and having to maintain a separate
fire over Fssa, she lacked the energy for coherent thought. “You’re beautiful, Fssa,” she whistled. The snake keened softly, a sound that made her weep. “Take back your fire. Let me die.” “No.” There was a long time when there was no sound but her
breathing. At last she sighed and shifted position. She reached for Fssa but
the chains defeated her again. The snake’s sensors glittered, then turned away
as he moved farther across the cell. The fire followed. “It’s easier for me to warm us with my body,” she said. “No
matter what you tell me, I’m not going to call back my fire. You might as well
be sensible and come back here.” Fssa slithered farther away. Rheba wanted to cry with frustration and growing fear. She
hated the dark; and the fire she had created only made the dungeon seem darker.
“I’m lonely, Fssa. Come braid yourself into my hair and we’ll sing Bre’n duets.
Please, beautiful snake. I need you.” “Do you mean that?” “You’re beautiful.” “That’s four times today. You only have to say it twice.” Rheba laughed helplessly. The flame over Fssa guttered and blinked
out, but it did not matter. He was coiling around her arm on his way up to his
accustomed place in her hair. He rubbed his head over her cheek in silent
thanks, then began whistling sweetly. She tried to whistle harmony to his song,
but her lips were trembling too much. She tried to tell him in words how much
his company meant to her. He tickled her ear and whistled, gently turning away
her thanks. He made another mouth to carry her part of the duet. After a time, she was able to hold up her half of the
harmony. The sounds of a Bre’n love song echoed down the black corridors of the
Loo dungeon. XXIIILord Jal came, just as Kirtn knew he must. The Bre’n stood
on the far side of the room watching the doorway. Dapsl, the Loo lord’s Whip,
preceded Jal into the Act’s room. A long nerve wrangler writhed in the small
man’s grasp. Violet fire ran like water over the final third of the whip. The
wrangler licked out toward Kirtn, but stopped short of actually touching him. “See?” said Dapsl, turning toward Lord Jal. “It’s just as I
told you. He won’t perform, and that damned snake has disappeared. The Act is a
shambles. We’re ruined!” At a curt gesture from Lord Jal, the complaints ended. He approached
the Act warily, his long robe hissing in quiet counterpart to his walk. The
robe was silt, very sheer, with subtle, brilliant designs woven into its surface.
Despite the room’s chill, Jal wore neither cloak nor underclothing. “So you’ve decided to die, furry?” asked Jal, his voice indifferent. “I’ve decided that my fire dancer is already dead.” “Ridiculous!” “No enzymes have been transferred.” Jal hesitated, uncertainty flickering to his dark eyes.
“It’s been less than two days. Surely the bitch can survive that long.” Kirtn turned his back, refusing further acknowledgment of
the slave lord’s presence. “Listen to me, slave,” snarled Jal, reaching out to grab
Kirtn’s arm. The natural heat of Lord Jal’s hand was like a Senyas
dancer’s; yet unlike Rheba, the Loo did not seem susceptible to the cold. Kirtn
froze, held by a devastating thought. Then he turned on Jal with a speed that
made the Loo leap back out of reach. “Is she warm enough?” Kirtn asked urgently. “Is the place
where you’re keeping her heated?” Jal looked first puzzled, then irritated, “That won’t work,
furry. From what Dapsl told me—and what I saw on Onan—I knew better than to put
her within reach of any kind of energy. There’s nothing where she is but stone.
Not even clothes. Nothing at all that can burn. But she’ll survive. Loo slaves
have survived the dungeon in a lot colder weather than this.” “They weren’t Senyasi,” said Kirtn flatly. He closed his
eyes, trying to control the sweet hot rage uncurling in his gut, trying not to
think how good Jal’s neck would feel between Bre’n thumbs, trying not to smile
at the thought of Jal’s blood washing over Bre’n hands—trying not to succumb to
rez. “Senyasi can’t tolerate cold,” he said, eyes still closed.
Each word was very distinct, as though by forming each word carefully he could
guarantee that the arrogant lord would comprehend the truth in the words. “Temperatures
that are merely cold for you would be fatal for her.” He opened his eyes, ovals
of hammered gold. “Do you hear me?” Jal’s eyes were narrowed, black, suspicious. “You’re trying
to trick me into moving some kind of heat into her cell. Only the Twin Gods
know what would happen then.” Kirtn whistled a curt command. Lheket left Ilfn’s side and
came to stand by the big Bre’n. “His clothes,” snapped Kirtn to Jal. “Compare
them to your own.” After a moment of hesitation, Lord Jal’s blue hand closed
around the boy’s outer robe. Jal’s frown deepened. He fingered the thick cloth,
realizing that the boy was actually wearing two thick robes as well as several
layers underneath. Such an outfit would have had Jal sweating before the last
layer was in place, but the boy’s skin was actually puckered with cold. Abruptly, Jal released the boy’s hand. He turned on Dapsl
and began berating him in the lowest form of the Loo language. Kirtn watched,
wishing that Fssa were there to translate. Jal’s head snapped around to stare at Kirtn. In the silence,
the writhings of Dapsl’s restless violet whip sounded unnaturally loud. “I’ll see that she is warm enough,” spat Jal. Kirtn’s gold eyes watched the Loo for a long moment. Then
the Bre’n turned away again, deliberately ignoring the slave master. Jal swore
and yanked the nerve wrangler out of Dapsl’s hand. Purple fire coursed from Kirtn’s
fingertips to his shoulder. He did not respond. Fire bloomed again, then again.
Smiling, Kirtn stood motionless. He had taken much worse pain from his fire
dancer; he could take much more. Jal looked from the whip to the slave who could ignore pair.
With a sound of disgust he jammed the wrangler back into Dapsl’s grasp and
cursed the day he had found the incorrigible races of Senyas and Bre’n. “What
do you want from me?” “Rheba.” “Impossible!” Kirtn smiled again as he turned around. He had not expected
to win her freedom. All he wanted was to get himself and one other person into
her cell. Corpses burned quite nicely, as every fire dancer knew. Jal waited, but the Bre’n only smiled his chilling smile. “If
you could see that she was all right, would you perform tonight at the
Concatenation?” Kirtn appeared to consider the proposal, but there was
really no need to do so; seeing her was exactly what he wanted. “Take me to her
now.” Jal pressed a stud on the belt that gathered his robe around
his hips. He studied the figures in a small crystal window next to the stud.
“Hardly more than an hour until you have to go into the tunnel ...” He glanced
up at the predatory golden eyes watching him, then glanced down quickly. “All
right. A few minutes.” “No. As much time as there is before the Act goes onstage.” “Ridiculous!” “Every minute there is,” repeated Kirtn, “or there won’t be
any Act.” “You’d kill all of them,” asked Jal, waving a long-nailed
hand at the J/taals and clepts, Ilfh and Lheket, “just for a few minutes with
your kaza-flatch?” “Yes.” Jal’s hand dropped. He looked at Dapsl, who looked away. He
looked at i’sNara, all but invisible in the corner. When the Act was not being
rehearsed, she appeared as herself; Kirtn would not tolerate the imitation
Rheba for one second longer than necessary. “Could you do both of them?” asked Jal of i’sNara. She hesitated,
then made a small gesture with her left tand, the Yhelle negative. “One or the
other with fire, lord. Not both. Perhaps f’lTiri?” Jal looked thoughtful, then angry. “F’lTiri’s only Ninth Degree. The Act has to look right or the Imperial Loo-chim
will have my eggs for breakfast.” He glared at Kirtn again. “All right, furry.
But if you don’t perform well tonight, I’ll kill you myself!” Kirtn laughed. The savage sound brought Ilfn to her feet and
made Lheket move blindly toward the comfort of her touch. Her anguished whistle
finally stilled Kirtn’s terrible laughter, but even Jal could not bear to meet
the Bre’n’a slanting golden eyes. Jal shuddered beneath his silk robe. “I’ll take you there myself,” he said finally. “I wouldn’t
trust a guard with you—or you with it! You’ll walk in front of me with head
bowed, like a slave being sent to the dungeon for discipline.” Kirtn bowed his head, a model of obedience, but the echos of
his feral laughter still vibrated in the air. Jal palmed a small weapon from
his belt and followed Kirtn out of the room. The Bre’n saw little of the
hallways he walked, for his head was bowed in slave imitation. What he did see
was enough. He would be able to lead Rheba out of the dungeon. The air became perceptibly cooler as they walked down a
winding spiral staircase made of stone. The steps were concave in the middle,
worn down by the passage of time and slaves. Moisture appeared on the walls,
beading up and sliding over the chiseled stone passageway. By the time they
reached the bottom of the stairs, Kirtn’s fur had roughened, a reflex that
trapped an insulating layer of air between tiny hairs and skin. Even so, he felt the relentless chill of darkness and stone.
And if he felt it, how much worse must it be for his unfurred fire dancer? Head
bowed, he reviewed the many ways there were to kill a man, and the many
refinements of pain possible before death. The Loo lord who had left a fire
dancer to die in this hell of icy rock would pray for his own death ... but it
would be long before that prayer was answered.. As though sensing Kirtn’s
thoughts, Jal looked up nervously. In the dim light thrown by his belt studs,
he could see little but a huge shadow stalking ahead of him, head bowed, to all
outward appearances just one more Loo slave. Jal wished that he could believe
that appearance. He dropped back farther, his hand tight around the deadly
white weapon he had taken from his belt. Kirtn glanced back casually at the Loo lord, but he was out
of reach. The Bre’n had not really expected anything else. Lord Jal was not a
careless man. “Keep walking,” said Jal, “Turn right at the next branch- ing of the tunnel, left at the third opening after that,
then left at the second arch. She’s in the right-hand cell in the middle of the
long hall. Use this for light.” He tossed a small button toward Kirtn, who caught it
re-flexively. It gave off little light, but Bre’n eyes did not require brightness
to see well. Kirtn whistled, shrill and penetrating, a call that demanded an
answer. There was none, though the whistle echoed deafeningiy down stone halls
and turnings. Fear squeezed his throat, but he whistled again, urgently. All
that came back were more echos ... and then silence. He turned and began running down the hall with the sure
strides of a predator. The button he had been given glowed just enough to warn
of dead ends and passageways. As an energy source for Rheba to draw on, the
light would be all but worthless. As he ran he counted doors and arches, turned
right and left and raced down a long hall-It was cold, colder than it had been
before he turned at the arch. Icy cold, slick walls of stone gleaming sullenly.
He tried to keep down his fear, but like rez it kept uncurling, testing
the edges of his control. Piercing Bre’n whistles shattered against stone. No
answer came back. He held the button high in his right hand, looking for any
break in the wall that could be her cell. Finally, stone gave way to a cold shine of metal. He lunged
at the door. It was locked. With a soundless snarl he attacked the chains
holding down the massive sliding bolt. Metal twisted and snapped. The bolt
slammed open with a metallic scream. The thick metal door swing inward. Rheba lay inside, huddled on the cold stone floor. She did
not move. He leaped into the cell, whistling her name repeatedly, getting
no answer. Her flesh was clammy, almost as cold as the bitter walls. He buried
his hand in her hair, seeking the energy that was a fire dancer’s life. Fssa
slipped to the floor and lay without moving. Rez turned inside the Bre’n, seething seductively,
promising incandescent oblivion to his very core. But not yet. Not yet. First
he must be very sure she was dead. He lifted her off the cold floor, held her against his
warmth, held her as he had ached to do, woman not child. He poured his energy
into her, willing his own heat to warm the chill pathways of her body, forcing
out cold as he breathed hot life into her. Reluctantly, slowly, Rheba’s mind acknowledged the fierce
power battering it. Lines of power flickered vaguely, then blazed beneath his
demands. Feeling returned to cold flesh. With a scream of agony, she was
wrenched out of the blessed numbness that was a near twin to death. A lesser akhenet
would have died of the Bre’n power pouring through mind and body, but she had
proved her strength when she survived Deva’s end. With a final ragged scream
she accepted life again. Then he held her gently, appalled by the pain he had given
to her. He whistled keen regret, apologies as beautiful as the lines burning
over her. She shuddered a final time and clung to him, making a song of
his name. She kissed him with more than forgiveness, child-woman blazing
between his hands. Behind them the door groaned shut and the massive bolt
slammed back into its hole. Laughter bounced off metal and stone—Jal’s
laughter. The button in Kirtn’s hand changed, showing a likeness of the Loo
lord’s face. Lips moved. Thin sound vibrated in the air around the button. “That was a very thick chain on the door, furry. You’re even
more dangerous than I’d thought. As dangerous as you are valuable. F’lTiri will
imitate you well enough for the Act. Imperial lusts will overlook a rough performance,
so long as you and the other furry survive to slide on Loo-chim nuga.
Enjoy the next few hours with your kaza-flatch, furry. The female polarity
won’t let you out of her sight until she’s tired of riding you.” Kirtn ground the button between heel and stone. Jal’s voice
stopped, but the sound of his laughter still seeped through the door. It was
absolutely dark until Rheba made a tiny ball of light. As it hovered over his
shoulder, Kirtn put his strong hands against the door, testing the hinges, then
hammering with all the force of his huge body. Metal groaned but did not give. A howl of Bre’n fury exploded in the dungeon. He threw himself
at the door in an attack as calculated as his howl had been wild. Metal groaned
again, but did not shift. If he kept after the door, he might eventually loosen
its hinges—but there was not enough time left before the Act. A sound from Rheba drew him away from his futile attack on
the door. She stood with Fssa coiled in her hand, but the coils kept coming
apart. She coiled him again. He came undone. Other than a flickering of the
small light she had created when Kirtn crushed the button, she did not show her
emotions. Patiently, she coiled Fssa into a semblance of life for the third
time. “That won’t help,” said Kirtn, his voice soft. “He’s not dead.” Her voice was brittle, desperately controlled.
“He felt almost this cold the first time I touched him in the Fold, when he was
so scared.” The coils loosened and spilled out of her hands like black water.
The light guttered, then flared into a single burning point where Fssa’s body
hung from her hand. There was no response, though the light she created was hot
enough to burn flesh. Kirtn lifted the snake from her fingers and draped the cold
body around his neck. Fssa’s flesh was very dense; he would burn more brightly
than even a Bre’n. “You haven’t much time.” His voice was kind, yet implacable.
When she refused to look at him, he turned her face toward his. “Are you ready,
fire dancer?” “For what?” “For fire.” “There’s nothing to burn.” “There’s me.” Silence, then a hoarse cry of refusal. He waited, but the
lines of power on his dancer remained quiescent. “You have to melt out the hinges, the bolt, or the door
itself,” said the Bre’n in Senyas. “The door is nearly as thick through as I
am. I think the hinges would be a mistake; you’re more likely to fuse them than
unhinge the door. The door may be easier to melt through than stone. That’s
your decision, fire dancer. Either way, stone or metal, you’ll need something
to burn before you can weave enough energy to melt your way out of here.” “No.” “You’ll have to have a base,” continued the Bre’n as though
she had never refused, “from which to weave more complex energies. You’ll have
to burn me.” “No!” “It’s your akhenet duty to survive and bear children.” His
voice was still calm, but he was whistling in Bre’n now, and the sounds contained
possibilities that made her flesh move and tighten. “Ilfn is pregnant. In time,
you will be too. Bre’ns and Senyasi will not be extinct. But first you have to
escape, fire dancer, and to escape you have to burn me.” “Never.” The word was Senyas, unambiguous, containing neither
regret nor apology nor defiance, simply refusal, absolute. “I will never kill
you.” “It doesn’t matter, my dancer. I’m dead already.” His
whistle was sweet, pure, a knife turning in her, “I was dead the first
time I mated with Ilfn.” “What are you talking about?” “Rez.” “But why?” His only answer was a whistle that slid down all the octaves
of regret. For a moment she did not recognize the opening notes of the Bre’n
death song. When she did, she could not control the tears that fell over the golden
lines on her face. She wanted desperately to contradict him, to tell him he
must be wrong, that he could not go into rez, turning on himself,
his mind literally consuming his body cell by cell to feed Bre’n rage. She
wanted to argue and scream and plead, but was afraid that any one of those
actions might simply precipitate the very rez she so desperately wanted
to avoid. She needed time to think, time to plan, time to outwit rez. “What do you want me to do?” she asked in a trembling voice,
using Senyas, for her inner refusal would have shown in Bre’n. It was all Kirtn could do not to gather her in his arms and
hold her for the last time in his life. Yet if he did, neither of them would
have the strength to do what they must. “After you escape from here, hide in
the tunnel until just before the Act goes on stage. Then, take over the Act.
One of the illusionists can imitate me. If they refuse, kill them and use just
my outline. Let M/dere handle the fighting. She’ll get you and the other
akhenets to the ship. Take the slaves who can keep up with you, but don’t wait
for anyone.” She said nothing, not trusting her voice. The only other
time she had seen Kirtn so violently controlled was when she told him that Deva
would die before first moonrise. “I’ll give you my energy,” he said, speaking Senyas because
neither one of them could bear the poetry of Bre’n. “Use it to create fire to
melt rock or metal. When I’ve given you all my energy, use my body as you did
the J/taal bodies back in the Fold. Only this time, take the energy that is
released, compress it, and let it explode inside stone or metal. The shock
waves will destroy solids and generate more heat. At that point, you’ll be able
to burn your way out of this cell.” His voice was so reasonable that she could almost believe he
was talking about a length of wood rather than his own flesh. She began to
refuse, but was stopped by the shadow of rez at the center of his yellow
eyes. Time. She needed more time. She walked past him and ran her hands over the door, releasing
distinct currents of energy. Her akhenet training let her read the currents as
they moved through the metal. The bolt on the far side was thicker than her own
body. The hinges were equally massive. It might be easier to use heat to crack
the cold rocks than to melt through the door—yet the thought of sending molten
rivulets down the high-density alloy made her lines blaze hotly with pleasure. She turned back to him, holding knowledge and argument inside
her, pretending to agree. There was a way, a small fire dancer trick that she
had used against childhood playmates. She would take what he gave her, draining
off his power until he lacked the energy to flash into deadly rez—Then
they would talk rationally about ways and means of escaping from the dungeon. “Ready,” she said. She backed away from the door until she came up against the
cell wall. She stepped forward just enough to allow him to stand behind her.
When he touched her, energy raced through her body, setting akhenet lines to
pulsing with the joined beat of two hearts. A thin stream of barely visible energy stitched around the
door like a questing fingertip. She controlled it precisely, using the minimum
amount of her own and his energy. That was nothing new, certainly not dangerous
to either of them, merely an akhenet pair at work. Kirtn felt his energy flowing into her and wished for many
nameless things in the time before he died. But he was akhenet, disciplined.
The energy pouring into her did not waver with his unvoiced regrets. He sensed
heat building in the door. His golden eyes reflected the uncanny gleam of
Senyas fire. He poured more energy into his fire dancer, wanting to feel the
searing core of her power while he still could. She refused. Her lines surged, channeling his power back to
him in a reflex that was born of her refusal to let him die. He realized that
he was not as spent as he should have been by this time. She had been taking
his energy—and then returning some of it to him so subtly that be had not
sensed the exchange. At this rate he would be drained gradually, unconscious
before he found the death that he must have to set her free. And then he
realized that was exactly what she had planned. With a terrible cry, he flashed into rez. XXIVThe first instants of rez were deceptively safe, like
the rumble of an earthquake presaging the violence to come. Images shattered in
her mind, images of herself as seen through Kirtn’s eyes. She was a toddler, absently striking fire from straw. She
was seven, lighting candles with her fingertips in her first dancer ritual. She
was seventeen, awash with triple moonlight, laughing with a boy lover in Deva’s
scented autumn. She was a searing core of radiance taking the Devalon and
flinging it into space instants before the sun licked out, devouring Deva in
pure light. She was a woman dressed in lightning, calling down fire on a gambling
hell. She was a dancer wearing only her lines of power, mouth soft and bittersweet
as she gave him a woman’s kiss in a Loo room where enslaved stones wept. She was lying on an icy stone floor. A dead Fssireeme
slid out of her cold hair. And then rez raged through her with the force of an exploding
star. She was being torn apart by the life force pouring into her like a
cataract of molten glass. Screaming, writhing, she deflected rez as she had
been trained to deflect other destructive energies. But she was only one, and
young. He was Bre’n, and in rez. Burn me! Burn me to ash and gone! Energy shaped itself into wild lightnings, visible and invisible,
impossible colored shadows smoking over stone walls. She gave back to him what
she could, a feedback loop that quivered and shook with violence barely channeled.
There was a stink of scorched stone, but not flesh burning, not yet, she would
not. I won’t! She screamed again and again, her hair a corona of wildfire,
driven to her knees by the force of Bre’n demand. The cell shrank smaller and
smaller, too hot, far too small to hold the clash of lightnings. There was no
air. Stone turned soft beneath her hands. Rivulets of orange and gold and white
ran down the walls. She could not breathe. Burn me! Never! Her shriek was lost in the sound of rez doubled and redoubled
by stone that smoked and spat ghostly flames. The energy she deflected came
back to her from all sides, reflected by walls. Her skin split and blazed,
forming new lines of power each instant as she tried to cope with impossible
energies, tried not to breathe, tried not to die, tried not to— Burn me! She did not answer him, could not, the cell was too small to
hold more words, they had to get out, get out, get out. There
must be a way out, a place where the air was cool enough to breathe and did not
stink of burning stone, Bre’n rage, fire dancer fear. An orange rectangle smoked and sputtered in front of her, a
metal alloy door as thick as a Bre’n body. Behind her was only rez, killing
what she loved, killing her and him. They must escape. The door must burn. There was no other way. Burn! She no longer deflected his energy. She took. Random lightnings
fused into a beam of coherent light that would have blinded any but fire dancer
eyes. She pointed. Incandescence ravaged the door. She had neither time nor
skill for finesse; rez battered at her, both feeding and demanding her
dance. Reflected fire washed back at her, heat like a hammer blow.
She retreated from the seething door, pushing the body of rez behbd her,
trying to save Kirtn and herself from the backlash of the fire she must use. Akhenet
lines raced like lightning over her, sucking up heat, returning it to her as
energy to feed the deadly beam of light gnawing at the door. Too hot. Too little air. Akhenet lines overwhelmed by unbridled
energies. She would cook before the door melted, she and her Bre’n burned to
ash by rez, ash and gone. Her eyes were closed now, but she did not need them open to
see. The image of the door was seared on her retinas, a rectangle that was
orange at the edges and vapor at the center and white in between, but most of
all hot, by the Inmost Fire it was hot, the core of light shriveling her flesh,
she was burning alive, burning and dying... Behind her closed eyelids brilliance flared, followed by a
cool shadow like a wall between her and the melting door. There was only one
gap in the coolness, a hole through which poured her deadly coherent light,
light eating the door, an incandescent hell that somehow did not reach her any
more. The door collapsed in upon itself in a deadly molten shower that somehow
did not touch her. Perhaps she was dead already. Fire died, leaving only the seething metal on the far side
of the cell, streams of molten alloy that she could only see through the single
hole in the shallow wall that had appeared in front of her. She touched the
wall. It gave slightly. The hole closed, leaving her in darkness. Weakness poured through her like another color of night. She
fell to the fioor, but it was Kirtn, not stone, that broke her fall. He did not
move. She remembered the instant when she had taken his energy with a violence
to equal his rez. For a moment she was frozen, afraid to see if
he was still alive, afraid that she had killed him. She spoke his name in a voice that was raw from screams and
fire. She tried to speak again, but could not. Frantically her hands moved over
him, seeking the least quiver of life. Her fingers told her that he was whole,
burned in places but not maimed by the fire he had compelled from her. She
reached out to stroke his face. Her hands were solid gold, smoldering with the residue of
power. She stared at them, unbelieving. After a long time, Kirtn’s eyes opened, reflecting the
akhenet fire of her hands. He looked around blankly. When his eyes focused on
her he shook his head as though unable to accept that be was alive. “What—?” His questioning whistle ended with a cough. “You went into rez,” she answered hoarsely. “I
danced. I don’t know why we didn’t die.” Wonderingly, he touched her face. Beneath his fingers akhenet
lines pulsed in traceries of gold so dense it was almost a mask. “You
controlled rez?” he whistled, half question, half impossibility. When Rheba tried to answer, her throat closed around its own
dryness. With a small sound she threw her arms around him. She wanted to tell
him how afraid she had been, how rez had begun with images from his
mind, how the terrible core of rez was a power so deep that she had died
swallowing it and then had been reborn as a sword edge of light slicing through
metal. “Coherent light?” He whistled as he stroked her crackling
hair. “What a dangerous fire dancer I chose.” His whistle was light, but it contained all the ambiguous harmonics
of truth. Before she could sort out his many meanings, she realized that he had
taken images out of her thoughts when she could not speak, as though rez had
somehow forged a connection between Bre’n and Senyas minds. “Rez?” she said hoarsely. “Did rez do
that?” “No.” He pulled her closer to his body. In the light shed by
her smoldering akhenet lines, he saw her lips, cracked by dryness and bleeding.
He licked them gently, giving them a healing moisture that her own mouth lacked.
“Many akhenet pairs are minor mind dancers, but only within their own pairs,
only when they are mature, and touching each other.” Suddenly, blackness shriveled, collapsing in upon itself.
Heat washed over them, but it was a bearable heat. Behind it came the suggestion
of coolness from the burned-out door to the dungeon hall. Speechlessly, Kirtn
and Rheba watched as the “wall” folded and refolded, getting lighter and
smaller as it did so until it had become a mirror-bright creature slithering
over the hot floor toward them. “Fssa!” Kirtn’s hand went to his neck where he had draped
the corpse of the Fssireeme. Nothing was there now but his own fur, scorched
even closer to the skin than was normal. Rheba reached toward Fssa, then jerked back her fingers with
a cry. He was far too hot to touch. With an apologetic whistle, the snake
backed out of reach of his friends. He stretched and flexed his body, leaving
black marks on the gray stone floor. “Are you really all right?” asked Rheba, disbelief in her
raw voice. “Oh, yessss,” whistled Fssa dreamily, a shiver of pleasure
running down his mirrored hide. “No Fssireeme has lived like that except in a
guardian’s memories ... to be a glittering sail only a few molecules thick. It
felt so good! It’s been so cold. It’s always been cold since Ssimmi.” Bre’n and Senyas looked at one another, trying to absorb
Fssa’s words. In response to heat that would have killed them, the Fssireeme
had transformed himself into a sail that soaked up energy so efficiently its
shadow had saved their lives. “Ahhhhh,” whistled the snake, “it was lovely to really s-t-r-e-t-c-h.”
As though sensing their bemusement, Fssa added, “Unless it’s really hot,
Fssireeme freeze to death in their thinnest shapes.” He whistled a trill of
pure pleasure. His sensors, darker now than the rest of him, turned toward
Rheba. ‘That was a wonderful fire you made,” he said earnestly, “but you must
be careful where you do it. You’re too fragile to survive fire like that in
closed places unless there’s a Fssireeme around.” She laughed despite the dryness of her throat. The snake’s
whistle was an irresistible blend of complacence and concern. “Cool off, snake.
I won’t carry you when you’re that hot. Or do you want to crawl all the way to
the Concatenation stage?” Fssa gave out a dismayed whistle. Reluctantly he expanded,
releasing heat into the cell. He was careful to direct the heat away from them,
however. The fragility of his new friends had come as a surprise to the
Fssireeme. When he was within the temperature range they considered “normal,”
he wound over to Rheba. She touched him hesitantly, then lifted him into her
hair. Halfway there, her strength gave out. Her hands dropped to her sides. Kirtn put the snake into her hair, then searched over her
body with careful hands, looking for wounds. He found none. “Just thirsty ... tired,” she said, responding to his
unasked questions. She tried not to groan as exhaustion swept over her in a
tidal wave of weakness. “Tired.” Kirtn tried to give her energy, but could not. Rez had
drained him as surely as it had exhausted her. Yet they could not stay here. “The Act,” rasped Rheba, echoing his thoughts. “How long
have we been here?” He did not answer. Rez was timeless. It could have
lasted an instant or an eon. He had no way of knowing. Nor did she. The rebellion
could have started while they fought to burn out the stubborn heart of a Loo
dungeon door. The rebellion could be over, won or lost, slaves dead or free or
enslaved yet again. Loo guards could be coming down the stone hallways right
now, guns in hand, to find a bright snake and an exhausted akhenet pair. Easy
prey. Rheba and Kirtn dragged themselves to their feet. They
walked raggedly across the cell, staggered between lines of cooling metal and
into the hallway. Neither of them spoke. They both knew that she was too tired
to make small fires for the Act, much less set the Loo city ablaze in a bid for
freedom. “The amphitheater,” she said, her breath hurting in her raw
throat. “Energy.” “The weather shield,” agreed Kirtn. Her breath stopped for an instant, then she accepted what
must be done. If they were to escape Loo, she must risk losing the only person
who could give her children. Lheket would have to dance. XXVThe Act’s room was deserted. The only thing moving was the
finger-length fountain that delivered water to the slaves. Rheba drank
gratefully. Kirtn found her robe in a corner. She pulled it on, put up the
hood, and looked at him expectantly. He shrugged. “It’ll have to do,” said the Bre’n. “It doesn’t hide your new
lines, though. Keep your hands in the folds and your head down, until we find
i’sNara.” A low sound passed through the room. She did not hear it,
but he did. He cocked his head, trying to pinpoint the source of the sound.
Finally he decided it had been conducted by the rock itself. The sound came
again, slightly louder. Her head came up. The new lines curling around her eyes
flared gold. “What’s that?” she asked, turning her head in unconscious
imitation of him. “We’re close to the amphitheater. It could just be the Loo
making approving noises after an Act.” “Or it could be a mob of rebellious slaves.” “It sounds,” said Fssa softly, “like the memories of Ssimmi,
heat and thunder.” “Thunder? It’s the dry season,” said Rheba. Kirtn did not say anything. He was already halfway out of
the room, striding down the hall toward the tunnels that converged on the
amphitheater. She followed, nearly running to keep up with the long-legged
Bre’n. His worst fear was disproved within minutes. The rebellion
had not yet begun. The tunnel network surrounding the amphitheater was lined
with Acts. The slaves were either too tired or too fearful to care who was pushing
past them. Their Acts were over; now they had to stand and wait in cold halls until
the last Act left the stage and the Hour Between Years began. Unlike old
slaves, these were not free to roam Imperiapolis for that hour. They could not
leave the tunnel until their new owners arrived and took them away. Rheba could not help glancing quickly to the faces as she followed
in Kirtn’s wake. Most people wore a look of barely controlled desperation. It
was the hallmark of new slaves. Old slaves, like i’sNara, showed no emotion at
all. Rheba wondered how many of the silent people knew about the rebellion, how
many would help, how many would simply get in the way. Hfn’s whistle slid through the thick silence in the hall.
The sound came from one of the many culs-de-sac that appeared at random along
the length of the tunnel. The room was so small that Kirtn and Rheba had to crowd
against him in order to get out of the hall. Pressed between wall and his
Bre’n, Lheket stared sightlessly through them. “You haven’t much time,” said Ilfn in urgent Senyas. “Your
Act is next. They’re lined up just off the ramp, waiting for their signal.” Impatiently, Rheba pushed in closer. Something about Lheket’s
face, his stance, compelled her attention. With half her attention she listened
while Kirtn told Ilfn what had happened—and what must happen. “Lheket will have to dance,” finished Kirtn. “Rheba has to
have an energy source to work with, and the weather shield is the only possibility
within the amphitheater. Calling rain shouldn’t be hard, even for a first-time
dancer. The ocean is so close, there’s moisture everywhere, all he’ll have to
do is gather it.” Ilfn laughed wildly, stopping Kirtn’s flow of words. “Are
you as blind as Lheket? Look at him.” They stared. A low rumble muttered through the rock again,
just below the threshold of Rheba’s hearing. The Bre’ns heard it clearly
enough, though. Kirtn looked more closely at the boy, peering through the very
dim light given off by the fluorescent strips that divided all walls into two
horizontal blocks. Vague blue-silver lines glowed across Lheket’s hands and
chin. Rheba gasped. When she touched Lheket, her hand flared gold.
Sound trembled in the air. She looked up at Kirtn and then back at Lheket.
Currents of shared power coursed between the two Senyas dancers. The boy’s eyes
lit from within, green as river pools. Her hair lifted, rippling with invisible
energy. “He’s dancing!” “Of course he is,” said Ilfn, her voice low and ragged. “I tried
to stop him but this time I couldn’t.” Her whistle was shrill with, emotion,
her dark eyes wild. “About an hour ago he changed. He woke up. All
that had been sleeping in him came alive, as though he had been called by a
ring of master dancers. I couldn’t hold him back.” “Rez,” breathed Rheba. “What?” “Rez. He must have felt me channel Kirtn’s rez.” Hfn’s whistle stopped as though she had been struck. She
stared from Rheba to Kirtn, then back to Rheba. “Impossible,” said Ilfn in
Senyas. “No one, Bre’n or Senyas, can control rez.” “Not control,” said Rheba. “Channel. I merely—” No easy explanation
came to her. She made an impatient sound. “It doesn’t matter. Do you think that
Lheket has called enough clouds to make the Loo activate the weather shield?” Another rumble trembled through the underground runnel. Ilfn
laughed again, a sound that made Rheba shift uncomfortably. “What do you think that is?” said Ilfn. “He has the clouds
raging like Bre’ns in rez.” “Thunder?” said Kirtn, looking at Lheket with new interest. “Yes,” Ilfn’s whistle was both proud and harried. “He’s
called a storm. It’s all I can do to keep it from being a hell-bringer!” Kirtn made a Bre’n sound of satisfaction. The shield would
definitely be up. Rheba would have all the energy she needed to work with. “Do
you need help handling him?” he asked. Ilfn hesitated. “On Deva, I’d need help. But here ...” She
smiled suddenly, a cruel Bre’n smile. “Here I don’t care if he drowns the whole
city and every Loo in it.” “We’re in it too,” pointed out Kirtn. “I know.” Ilfn’s tone was curt. “I’m draining off enough of
his energy to keep him under a semblance of control. It’s that or kill him.” Rheba felt an impulse to stand protectively between Lheket
and his Bre’n, then realized how foolish that was. The first thing anyone
learned on Deva was never to stand between Senyas and Bre’n. Yet she
could not help a whispered plea. “Don’t hurt him.” Ilfn glanced up. The Bre’n’s expression softened as she realized
that Rheba had some affection for the blind rain dancer. “I’ll hold him as long
as I can,” she said simply. The air vibrated with sound Rheba could not hear. Kirtn bent
over Ilfn, whistled softly, and was answered by a smile so sensual it made
Rheba catch her breath. Then Ilfn changed before their eyes, smile fading, mind
turned inward as her hands settled on Lheket’s shoulders. Only her eyes seemed
alive, and his, lit from within by akhenet power. Kirtn turned and pushed back out into the crowded hall,
breaking a path for Rheba. He looked back, saw that her hood had dropped and
pulled it up with a quick jerk. “Jal might be around.” “You’re not exactly inconspicuous yourself,” muttered Rheba. Kirtn shrugged. There were other large, furred races
gathered in the hall. However, there were none whose hair lifted and danced on
invisible currents of force. Even among smooth slaves, Rheba was as distinctive
as a shout. He stopped so suddenly that she stepped on his heels. The
tunnel had branched into two smaller halls and several culs-de-sac. M/dere
stood at the point where the tunnel divided, as though waiting for someone. She
saw Kirtn immediately. She found her way through the crowd to them with
astonishing speed. Rheba shook her head slightly. “Fssa?” she murmured. “You
awake?” A satisfied hiss answered her. Fssa was in his element when
her hair pulsed with energy. If he had his way, she would dance all the time.
He stretched slightly, creating a flexible whistling orifice. As M/dere spoke,
a Bre’n whistle floated up from beneath Rheba’s hood. “J/taaleri,” said M/dere, bowing her head. “I’m ashamed. I
let you be taken without lifting my hand.” “There’s nothing you could have done and no need to apologize.” Fssa shifted behind her ear, making a different orifice with
which to speak J/taal. She suspected that whatever he said was not quite what
she had said. The speech went on long enough to make her restless, but M/dere
listened with utter attention. At the end, she bowed again, but there was pride
on her face. “Thank you, J/taaleri. Do you want us to kill the
illusionists now?” Rheba looked quickly to Kirtn. He shrugged. “Whatever you
want, fire dancer. Just make sure that they don’t get in our way.” “Tell your people to be sure that the illusionists can’t
escape or give warning,” said Rheba slowly, “but don’t hurt them. They may know
something useful about the city. They’ve been slaves a lot longer than we have.” M/dere concentrated for a moment. “It’s done. Come quickly.” They followed M/dere into a small room just off the ramp
that led up to the amphitheater stage. The illusionists were standing very
still, J/taal hands over their throats and J/taal clepts snarling at their
feet. At Rheba’s command the illusionists changed into themselves. The male illusionist was slightly broader than the female,
slightly more muscular, and had hair that was chestnut rather than black. Like
her, he showed no expression. He looked at Kirtn with interest, as though
comparing the Bre’n to the illusion that had recently been projected. “Before you kill us,” said f’lTiri, “remember that we are
slaves like you. Like you, we had to obey men we hate.” “I’m not planning on killing you,” said Rheba. “M/dere will
just knock you out. By the time you wake up, the rebellion will be too far
along for you to warn anyone.” Is’Nara moved slightly, drawing a rich snarl from a clept.
She stared at Rheba with clear, colorless eyes, but when she spoke there was emotion
in her voice. “Let us go! We have a right to try for freedom too!” “Slaves don’t have rights,” said f’lTiri, his voice flat.
“Don’t ask anything, tura i’sNara.” Emotion drained out of i’sNara, leaving only emptiness. She
did not move again. F’lTiri’s body twitched as though he would go to her, but a
clept’s bared teeth made movement certain death. Rheba hesitated, wanting to trust the Yhelle illusionists,
yet not wanting to jeopardize whatever chance the Act might have. “Can you
appear to be J/taals?” she asked suddenly. The illusionists wavered, then reformed. There was a murmur
of surprise as the J/taals found themselves holding what appeared to be two
other J/taals. The clepts rose to their feet, sniffed, then snarled again. The
illusion was visual only—touch, smell and hearing were not affected. Rheba looked at Kirtn. He whistled a puzzled affirmative.
Whatever she had in mind was agreeable to him. Like her, he had seen enough
death on Deva to last him ten lifetimes. “You both know the Act,” said Rheba in a clipped voice.
“You’ll be demons. If you say or do anything to call attention to yourselves,
the clepts will kill you before any Loo lord can stop them.” The captive “J/taals” murmured agreement. They had no doubt
of the clepts’ speed and ferocity. “I don’t think anyone will notice two extra demons,” she
said. “Except Dapsl. Where is he?” “The Whip is with Lord Jal. Your mercenaries made him uncomfortable.”
F’lTiri smiled, revealing the small, hard teeth of a J/taal. “When the gong
sounds for us, he’ll be back.” Rheba swore in Senyas. Fssa translated it into Universal and
then into J/taal, embroidering her epithets with a Fssireeme’s creative glee.
“Shut up, snake,” she snapped, “unless you know how we can get Dapsl to see two
less J/taals. Fssa was silent. The captive J/taals shifted. The air shivered, then reformed
around ... nothing. The Yhelle illusionists had vanished. “What—?” gasped Rheba. A strained voice came from the place where i’sNara had
stood. “This is our most difficult illusion. We can’t”—J/taals reformed and the
voice became less harsh—“hold it for long, but it should get us onstage. Once
there, Dapsl would not dare to stop the Act. The Loo-chim kills Whips that
displease it.” A gong sounded four tunes. The penultimate Act had ended. This time Rheba did not hesitate. “You’ve just joined oar
Act. At the end of it, when Saffar kisses Hmel, the fires won’t dim out. I’ll
send fire across the whole weather shield. That’s the signal for the rebellion
to begin. In the confusion it will be easy for everyone to get offstage and
into the tunnel. Ilfn and Lheket will be there. Follow them. If you’re still
with us when we reach the spaceport, I’ll give you a ride home.” F’lTiri laughed softly, a surprising sound from a J/taal
face. “No wonder the mercenaries worship you. You’re as mad as they are. A ride
home ...” His voice broke on the last word and something close to fire burned
behind his colorless eyes. He bowed his head. “We’ll follow you, J/taaleri.” Dapsl’s strident voice came from the direction of the stage
ramp as he shoved through the crowd, nerve wrangler dripping violet fire. At
the first sound of his voice, both illusionists vanished. Other than the
clepts’ great interest in two empty places in the room, it was as though the
Illusionists had never been in the room at all. “You—i’sNara,” said Dapsl, pointing his whip at Rheba. “Hurry
it up.” The whip flicked over her hood, pulling it down. “Get that hair moving,
damn you!” Rheba had an instant of fear that Fssa would reveal himself.
She felt the snake slide down and wind securely around her neck below the hood.
Warmth flared on her skin as Fssa shifted his color to match the myriad golds
of her hair and skin. She shook her head, freeing her hair. It lifted around
her head in a silky, whispering cloud. The gesture cost her energy she could not
spare, but satisfied Dapsl. He turned his attention on Kirtn, looking at the Bre’n critically.
“The scorched fur is a good touch, but you’ve still made the damned beast too
handsome.” Kirtn almost smiled. “Well, it’s too late to adjust the illusion now. Go on, get
on stage. If the female polarity is disappointed by the looks of the real
furry, I’ll send you to her instead!” He glared at the rest of the Act. “Move!”
he said in guttural J/taal. “The twin gong will sound and we’d better be ready!
M/dur, where’s that damned crown?” Rheba froze. She had forgotten about Rainbow. M/dur reached inside his robe and pulled out what looked
like a heavy, pitted necklace. It shifted in his hands, becoming thicker, more
dense. Dapsl glanced. “Why the bitch ever wanted that ugly thing in
the first place—” He began making restive motions with his whip. “Onstage,” he
said harshly. “Onstage!” Rheba led the Act out of the room and up the ramp, hoping
that no one would stumble over the two invisible illusionists in the rush. At
every second she expected a cry of outraged discovery from the Whip. She was so
intent on gaining the sanctuary of the stage before the illusionists lost their
invisibility that she shoved roughly past a lord who was standing on the ramp.
Too late she realized that the man was Lord Jal. She looked back over her
shoulder. He was staring at her oddly, as though he suspected that reality
rather than illusion had jostled him. Before he could protest, the Act gained
the stage in a silent rush. The gong rang twice. The Act began. XXVIOnstage the air was cool, smelling of rare perfumes and a
whiff of lightning. Overhead, an invisible dome quivered silently, shielding
the audience from random drops of rain. Thunder sounded suddenly in response to
unseen lightning. The shield thickened, then relaxed; it was designed to supply
only enough energy to meet the needs of the instant. Rheba reached for the shield with immaterial hands. Her hair
whipped and sparkled. Instantly she withdrew, leaving only the most meager tendril
connecting her to the shield. She let energy trickle down, then shaped it to
the requirements of the Act. As the Act unfolded, the shield surged again, deflecting the
building storm. Rheba’s fires leaped with the unexpected increase in power,
drawing a gasp from the Loo audience. Silently she fought to damp out the
unnecessary power. After several moments the shield—and the Act—returned to
acceptable energy levels. A part of her kept listening for Jal or Dapsl to give away
the game, but no words were spoken except by Fssa. Dapsl stood just offstage,
his whip lashing restlessly in his hands. If he suspected anything he kept it
to himself. Nor did Jal reappear, although as a slave Act owner, he had a seat
in the third row. The seat was empty. Power surged as thunder rumbled overhead. Instantly she
damped down. Even so, Kirtn’s outline flared in great tongues of gold. She put
Jal and Dapsl from her mind, concentrating only on controlling the unruly,
unpredictable energy source. After a struggle, she managed to capture enough
energy to keep going until the end of the Act, when she would be forced to tap
the shield once again. She stepped into the center of the stage, going through the
motions of Saffar struggling with and then seducing Hmel. Thunder hammered the stage an instant after lightning slid
over the protective shield. The audience did not notice; the saga of Saffar and
Hmel was more compelling than mere lightning. Purple and orange flames leaped around the J/taals, drawing
a gasp from the watching Loos. If Dapsl noticed the two extra J/taals, he said
nothing. Kirtn/Hmel reached between the writhing demons and brought out the
crown. When he set it on Rheba/Saffar’s head, the crown blazed with all of
Rainbow’s pure colors. The crowd sighed with pleasure. Rheba whistled the last notes of Bre’n harmony, then turned
her face up to Kirtn’s. As his lips closed over hers, she allowed the demon
fires to die. The crowd murmured in wonder as a lacework of burning gold light
grew around the couple on stage. The light was not called for in the Act, nor
did she realize that she had created the brilliant net of fire. All she knew
was that she burned when Kirtn touched her, and he seemed to touch her everywhere. Kirtn lifted his mouth and looked at her with eyes as gold
as her akhenet lines, eyes ablaze like the fire dancer burning in his arms.
With a wrench, discipline returned. Her eyes watched him, seething with nascent
fire, urging a consummation that she could not name. Dance. The silent Bre’n command swept through her mind. The stage
trembled with repeated thunder. Beneath the Loo-chim’s hands, the gong rang
four times, signaling the end of the Act and the beginning of the Hour Between
Years. Rheba laughed and reached for the rippling weather shield, drunk with fire
dancer passion. As she turned to face the astonished Loo, there was a soundless
explosion of fire around her. Streamers of flame leaped from her hands. Her
robe shriveled to ash and fell away, leaving her naked but for the akhenet
lines blazing over her body. She laughed again, sheer delight at the energy
coursing through her; and flames surged, limning her and the Bre’n in frighting
tongues of fire. Fssa spoke from her lashing hair, his voice as deafening as
thunder and more terrible. The Act did not understand the words that scourged
the Loo, castigating them for carnal sins. The Loo moaned and swayed in terror
until the Imperial Loo-chim stood, surrounded by guards. Energy weapons
glittered in the unnatural light. Dance. More emotion than command, Kirtn’s presence inflamed her.
Fssa laughed maniacally, reveling in her incandescent hair. As lightning skidded
on forked heels across the dome, she reached for more power—and brought down
the end of the world. The shield had surged to meet the demands of the storm; what
she touched was raw force too powerful to channel, much less control.
Reflectively she threw away the energy, deflecting it out across the
amphitheater in gigantic dragon tongues of destruction. The screams that came
where fire touched were drowned out by the awful roar of untrammeled energy
blazing out from her hands. Vaguely she heard Kirtn’s voice yelling at the Act to get
out! off the stage! into the tunnel! run! and she felt Fssa ripped from her
hair by a Bre’n hand; but it was all at a distance, a dream from another life.
The only real thing was the shield raving over her head and the raw hot death
deflected by her hands. Energy weapons added their blue blaze to the hellish fires.
She felt the coherent beams of light being born, growing in tight lines toward
her, world slowing until she stood aside from herself and watched the individual
atoms of deadly light form lines lengthening toward her. They were so ordered,
so perfect, lethal in their exact resonance. She curled the light back upon itself, atoms marching in a
different rhythm, perfection destroyed. The beams went from blue to
yellow-white, energy scatterred, harmless. Then she touched the core of light
and the weapons fused, useless. It was more efficient than merely deflecting
the energy, and not too much more difficult. Bre’n laughter curled around her, savage and infinitely
sweet, wrapped in lightning. As though in answer, the storm broke with awesome
ferocity. Shield power doubled, tripled, quadrupled, became a solid ceiling
overhead. Too much power. She screamed and writhed like a snake
on a spit but there was no relief, only energy molten in her, burning her. She
deflected all but the smallest part of it, and even that part was agony. There
was nothing but the primal roar of unleashed hell. The amphitheater was a white
inferno capped by a shield seething at maximum output. Like a wounded animal, she struck back at the source of her
pain. She turned energy from the shield back on itself as she had done with the
weapons, creating countercurrents of force the shield was not built to
withstand. Like her, the shield could deflect or use most of the energies
battering it; but, like her, the shield always retained a part of the energies
that touched it. Assaulted from without by lightning and from within by a
fire dancer, the shield exploded. Instantly rain slashed across the unprotected
amphitheater, vaporizing where molten rock pooled sullenly. In the blue-white
glare of lightning, Rheba looked out across the audience. The seats were empty
of all but rain hissing over hot stone. She stared along the empty rows in
disbelief. She had burned the slave lords of Loo to ash, and now a rain dancer’s
storm was taking even that bitter remainder away. There was nothing left. Like
Deva. Ash and gone. And the rain was tipped with ice that numbed to the bone.
Dazed, unbelieving, she let Kirtn lead her from the steam-wreathed stage. She
looked over her shoulder once, as though expecting the amphitheater to be
filled again with the aristocracy of Loo, expected again to smell expensive
perfumes and see Dapsl standing aside with his whip overflowing violent pain.
She had hated them, all of them, but she had not intended to destroy them so completely. She stumbled on the slick rock. Kirtn caught her. Silently
she clung to him, needing his strength more now than she had a few minutes
before. He carried her away from the stage. The ramp into the tunnel was slippery with sleet. Rheba had
deflected heat back out over the audience, protecting the slaves behind her at
the expense of the slave masters in front. That was all that had saved the
tunnel complex from becoming a crematorium. The tunnel was deserted but for the people who had been injured
in the first panicked flight from whatever had happened onstage. The injured
screamed or moaned or were silent. Kirtn did not stop to help the casualties;
there was nothing he could do for them. He accepted the fact grimly, knowing
that the tunnel, like Deva, would haunt his nightmares for the rest of his long
life. The archway into the park was open, unguarded. Icy rain
swept in on each gust of wind. Thunder belled in the enclosed hallway. Kirtn
hesitated for an instant, then plunged into a night stalked by lightning. Rheba
struggled in his grasp, silently demanding. Put me down. He set her on her feet, waited to be sure she was in control
of herself, then led the way through the park at a hard run. Thunder came like
battering fists. They were blinded by lightning that was too hot, too bright,
too often, a violence that shattered buildings. “Lheket’s out of control!” shouted Rheba, then realized that
was why Kirtn was running her mercilessly through the night. Ilfn needed them. Beyond the park, the streets were a chaos of storm and rebellion.
In the black-and-white brilliance of Lheket’s hell-bringer, slaves paid off
debts with a brutality that made Rheba grateful for the darkness between sheets
of lightning. Destroying the weather shield over the amphitheater had caused an
energy surge that had slagged the city’s power source. Imperiapolis was a city
of darkness and death, powerless. A group of men leaped out in front of Kirtn and Rheba.
Lightning revealed their number and their savage intent, but not whether they
were Loo or slaves. Without breaking stride, Kirtn hit the group. Lightning
reflected in his demon eyes, and his hands were a deadly thunder. Rain washed
away the attackers’ screams. Fire dancer and Bre’n ran on, untouched. Lightning lanced
down so close that they smelled the stink of scorched stone and heard the hiss of
vaporizing rain. Thunder was instantaneous, a hammer blow that drove them to
their knees. Lightning slashed again and again, stirring the sky to a frenzy.
Thunder became a living destruction tolling endlessly across the city. They
could not stand and there was no place to hide. They held each other and waited
to die. Suddenly, silence and darkness closed over them. The wind
moaned in long withdrawal, pulling the storm in its wake. Rain fell steadily, unmixed
with ice. Lheket’s dance had ended. Rheba pushed herself to her feet, wondering if the storm had
been controlled at the cost of Lheket’s life. She refused to think about it,
but tears blinded her just the same. Kirtn’s hand caught up hers, guiding her.
Overhead, clouds reflected the ruddy light of fires burning out of control.
That was all the light Bre’n eyes needed. She ran beside him, blindly trusting
his sight. The spaceport seemed to retreat in front of them, carried
off by clouds of steam writhing up from gutted buildings. Distant explosions
sounded. The city smoked and seethed and devoured itself, fed by the hatred of
slaves. The spaceport was a shambles. It was impossible to tell the
derelict yard from the main berth area. Ruined ships lay like toys, scattered
by relentless lightning. Fires burned. In their sullen light, ships were black
and scarlet. Kirtn ran between the ships without hesitation, his eyes fixed on
the Devalon rising out of the crimson light ahead. Protected by the
larger hulks surrounding it, the Devalon had survived the storm. Kirtn
and Rheba ran toward the haven promised by their ship. Three shapes appeared out of nowhere, barring their way. Before
Kirtn could react, the shapes melted back. Clepts leaped up, making odd sounds
of pleasure. The J/taals reappeared again, so close to Rheba that she gasped.
She had forgotten how quick the J/taals could be—and how deadly. M/dere bowed and handed Rheba a glittering shape. Fssa. With
a cry of delight, she snatched up the snake and braided him into her hair.
M/dur bowed and gave Rainbow to Kirtn. Rainbow pulsed with color, alive with
the power it had absorbed before Kirtn flung it to the safety of J/taal’s hand. “The rest of the Act?” demanded Kirtn. “At the ship,” whistled Fssa. “Ilfn? Lheket?” A Bre’n whistled answered, but the whistle was not Fssa’s. Ilfn
stepped slowly out of the dense shadows in front of the Devalon. In
her arms was Lheket, unmoving. “Alive,” whistled Ilfn proudly. Kirtn’s answering whistle was a mixture of relief and rue.
“Next time, don’t let him dance if we’re out in his storm.” Ilfn smiled fondly and rubbed her cheek over the boy’s forehead. “Is he all right?” asked Rheba, looking at the limp boy supported
by Ilfn’s strong arms. His hands wore braids of blue-silver light. “He’s a dancer,” whistled Ilfn, referring to Lheket for the
first time in the tones of an adolescent rather than a child. Rheba glanced uncertainly at Kirtn, but there was no tinge
of apprehension for Lheket in the Bre’n’s smile. With a sigh, she allowed fear
and adrenaline to ooze out of her. The time of violence was over; she could let
go and find the healing oblivion that Lheket had instinctively sought. Her hair
whispered, releasing energy until she was blessedly empty. She whistled the complex
Bre’n trill that activated the ship. The ramp tongued out invitingly. She moved
toward it, grateful as she had not been since Deva simply to be alive. “Not so fast, kaza-flatch.” She froze. It was a voice she had thought never to hear
again, except perhaps in nightmares. XXVIISlowly, Rheba turned around to face Lord Jal. He followed
her every motion with, a weapon that looked like a small crossbow. The distance
was not great; he would have no difficulty killing her with the squat arrow
that was already in place, waiting to be released. Nor would she be able to use
the weapon against him, for its operation depended on stored mechanical energy
rather than chemical or atomic energy. “I see you understand my choice of weapons,” said Jal. Rheba, caught in the flood of light from the Devalon’s
portal, said nothing. Without seeming to, her eyes checked the position of
the J/taals. Close, but not close enough. They could reach Lord Jal and kill
him, but she would be dead first. The same was true of Kirtn: he could kill,
but not before she was killed. Ilfn, with Lheket in her arms, was as helpless
as Rheba. Rheba bit back a sound of despair and silently began collecting
energy she did not expect to live long enough to use. “Over there,” said Jal, gesturing to a clear space between
abandoned ships. “All of you get over there. Slowly. If I don’t like what I
see, the bitch dies where she stands.” Snarling silently, clepts and J/taals retreated. Kirtn
flexed his hands longingly, but had no choice except to follow. Ilfn carried
Lheket away from the Devalon’s shadow, hatred in every line of her body. “Whip,” said Jal in a loud voice. “Bring the rest of the
slaves.” Dapsl appeared from behind the ship. A whip hung from his
small hand, but dripped no violet fire. Lord Jal had been very careful to use
no weapons that Rheba could turn against them. Dapsl stood aside and gestured
abruptly. A line of slaves bent around him, heading for the place where Kirtn and
the others stood beneath the canting wreck of a spaceship. Three chims of guards brought up the rear of the procession.
All six men and women were armed with rapid-fire dart guns. The energy they
used would be minimal, the darts poisoned. Nothing there for a fire dancer to
steal. As the guards took up positions all around the slaves, the
J/taals and clepts shifted position, marking out one guard apiece. At the least
inattention on Jal’s part, J/taals would strike. So long as their J/taaleri was
under a Loo gun, though, they would do nothing to endanger her. Rheba watched,
and understood the J/taals’ movements. She also understood that she would have
to call for an attack. When she did, the Loo would die. And so would she. Fssa stirred in her hot, rain-wet hair. “You were beautiful,
fire dancer.” The Fssireeme’s goodbye was so soft that its emotion registered
with her before the meaning did. She felt Fssa slide out of her hair, hang for
a moment, then drop to the ramp. In the rain he was nearly invisible. She
sighed goodbye to the Fssireeme, knowing his sensitive receptors would pick up
sounds Jal would never hear. There was no answer. She had not expected one. She
hoped that he got away; he had earned whatever small haven the slave planet
could give him. “The most dangerous slaves on Loo,” said Jal, a certain grim
irony in his tone as he watched the silent file of people walk to the opening
between ruined ships. “Odd how they all ended up here, isn’t it?” Rheba said nothing. Jal laughed. “But maybe it isn’t so odd after all,” continued the Loo.
“The male polarity’s furry was one of their leaders. Imagine my delight when I
found them huddled behind your ship. A few of them still are. They didn’t believe
that primitive weapons killed just as efficiently as the modern variety.” Jal’s face changed. Rheba’s breath stopped in her throat.
She had thought only Bre’ns could contain that kind of rage. “But I underestimated you, kaza-flatch. You were the most
dangerous one of all. What happened to the city, bitch? What happened to the
amphitheater and the Imperial Loo-chim?” She said nothing. Lord Jal’s fist struck his now-useless master’s belt. “The
city power is dead! Slaves run wild! Where are the voices of Imperial rage? Where
is the Loo-chim?” “Dead.” “Dead?” said Jal, voice thin with disbelief. “All of them. Dead. Like your belt. Like your city. Like you
should be. Dead.” She almost died then, Jal’s hand tightening on the trigger.
But he was a survivor. He needed her for a bit longer. He controlled himself
with a coldness that was more frightening than his rage had been. “As you might have noticed, the spaceport is burning.” Jal
smiled, and she took an involuntary step backward. “You’ve destroyed a city and
a culture that is greater than your animal mind can comprehend. What you
haven’t burned, that demon storm washed away,” He stopped, struck by a thought.
“Was the storm yours, too?” “No,” she said, but she could not help looking toward Lheket. Jal followed her glance, saw the boy unconscious in the
Bre’n woman’s arms. Then Jal stared back at Rheba with eyes that knew only
hatred, “You’ve destroyed my people, my city, and even my ship. You’re going to
take me back to Onan. Now.” She did not bother to agree or disagree. She was not going
to take Jal anywhere, because as soon as his safety was assured he would kill
her. She knew it. He knew it. There was nothing left to say. She stared past him. A small movement caught her attention. Fssa was sliding from
shadow into the firelight reflected by a shallow puddle at Jal’s feet Water
divided cleanly about the snake. He vanished beneath the hem of the Loo’s sheer
robe. She looked away, not understanding, but not wanting to call
attention to Fssa. Her glance caught Kirtn’s. He, too, had seen Fssa vanish. Jal shivered, drawing his wet robe more closely around him.
“Up the ramp, bitch. It’s cold out here.” With both hands he steadied the
crossbow. He was shivering violently, as Rheba had shivered in the dungeon.
“C-cold ... !” His body convulsed, jerking aside the crossbow. Rheba threw herself off the ramp the instant Jal’s crossbow
veered from her body. Before she bit the ground, six guards died in a J/taal
onslaught. Dapsl disappeared into a melee of former slaves. When they parted moments
later, he lay dead, his whip tight around his broken neck. Kirtn and Rheba reached Jal in the same instant. The trader
was dead, already cold to the touch. No, not cold, freezing. As
they watched, raindrops congealed on his flesh, encasing him in a shroud of
ice. Fssa slid out from a fold of clinging robe. Rheba expected him
to be cold, black, but he was not. He glowed metallically with the heat he had
stolen from Jal, not only the heat of life but some of the very energy that had
kept his atoms alive. As cold as a stone orbiting a dead star, Lord Jal lay on
the spaceport pavement, staring up at the sky with eyes blinded by ice. “I told you,” whispered Fssa, all sadness and shame. “I’m a
parasite. That’s how Fssireeme live during the long Night.” His whistle was bleak and terribly lonely as he moved sinuously
toward the darkness, away from his friends. Rheba realized then why he had said
goodbye; he thought that they would not accept him once the proof of his true
nature lay dead before their eyes. “You’re not a parasite,” said Kirtn quickly. “You’re a predator.
Like us,” He beat down and scooped up the retreating Fssireeme. He held the
snake at eye level. Fssa glittered like a necklace spun from every precious
metal in the universe. “You’re very beautiful, snake. And if you try to run
away from us again, I’ll tie you in knots.” “I’ll help,” Rheba said quickly. “My knots are tighter.” Fssa’s sensors scanned from Bre’n to fire dancer. Then there
was a shimmer of incandescence as he dove from Kirtn’s hands into Rheba’s hair.
He vanished but for the sound of soft laughter just behind her ear. M/dere and the other J/taals approached, hands full of the
weapons and transparent pouches they had stripped from the Loo. Silently she
offered the spoils of battle to her J/taaleri. Rheba was on the point of
refusing when she saw a bone-white gleam from one transparent purse. With a
cry, she snatched the pouch and spilled its contents into her hand. Two Bre’n carvings stared back up at her, lying on a pool of
loose gemstones that quivered and winked. Ignoring all but her own earring, she
stared, transfixed by its infinite mystery. The Face turned slowly between her
fingers, revealing tantalizing curves, profiles endlessly changing, a murmur
rising in her mind as of voices singing sunset songs, whispered harmonies
hinting at the central enigma of Bre’n and Senyas, man and woman, hushed voices
telling her ... “Rheba.” Kirtn shook her gently. “We’ve got to get off
planet before any other Loo finds us.” She blinked, not knowing where she was for a moment, held in
thrall by the Face that was like her Bre’n, always familiar yet never fully
known. Colors flashed at the corner of her sight as M/dere gathered gems and
put them back into the pouch. The other earring was gone, fastened to Lheket’s
ear by the gentle fingers of his own Bre’n. “Yes, of course,” said Rheba, putting on her own earring.
“Fssa. Translate.” She turned toward the waiting people who had once been
slaves. “We’ll take anyone who wants to go. If you know the way to your planet,
we’ll take you home. If you don’t, we’ll do what we can to find your planet. Or
... She hesitated. “You can stay here. The slave masters are dead.” No one moved to leave. “All right.” She stepped aside, giving free access to the Devalon’s
ramp. “Get aboard.” The J/taals and clepts spread out, distributing themselves
among the people who mounted the ramp. Until M/dere had taken the measure of
her J/taaleri’s new shipmates, they would be kept under the mercenaries’ unblinking
eyes. Rheba saw, and started to object. After a glance at the people climbing
up the ramp, she changed her mind—it was as bizarre a collection of beings as
she had ever encountered. The first person up the ramp wore a robe that was more blood
than cloth. On her shoulder rode a sleek animal as black as a hole in space.
They were talking to each other in a rapid series of clicks. Rheba watched, but
could not be certain whether the animal was pet, symbiont, partner or superior. The next two were men. At least, they looked rather like
men. Their eyes, however, shone like Fssa’s sensors, and their nails dripped
opalescent poisons. Their bodies were covered by a tawny fur that was matted
with blood. She doubted that it was their own blood. She looked up at Kirtn. He
was watching the same two people with an intensity that equaled M/dere’s. The illusionists boarded, too exhausted to do more than wear
their own colorless exteriors. A trio of men and women came next. They were obviously of
different races, and just as obviously a team. They looked absolutely harmless.
Rheba and Kirtn knew that Jal’s assessment of the slaves was probably much
closer to the truth. Very dangerous. Nothing harmless could have survived Adjustment
and the Hour Between Years. Standing close together, Rheba and Kirtn watched former
slaves board the Devalon. Each person seemed more striking than
the last. The Bre’n sighed as a quartet went up the ramp, their bodies black
and silver and hard, their eyes quite white, laughing and talking among
themselves as though at a festival; and in their hands black daggers, shards of
glass, and two babies teething on pieces of a dead Loo’s bloody power belt. Wordlessly, Rheba and Kirtn looked at one another. “I wonder,” fluted Kirtn, tones of rue and amusement resonating
in each note, “what the trip will be like.” Rheba’s hand traced the outlines of her Bre’n earring. Faces
murmured to her, telling her about Bre’n and Senyas and another kind of fire.
Her akhenet lines smoldered. From them flared a glowing net that surrounded
Kirtn with hot possibilities. She smiled, touching him with hands that burned. “I guarantee,
my Bre’n, that it won’t be boring.” About the AuthorANN MAXWELL lives in Laguna Niguel, California, with her
husband, Evan, and their two children. She is the author of a number of
excellent science fiction novels and has co-authored many books with her
husband on subjects ranging from historical fiction to thrillers to nonfiction.
Some of her earlier works have been recommended for the Nebula Award and
nominated for the TABA Award. Also available in a Signet edition is Ann’s fine
science fiction novel, The Jaws of Menx. Dancer’s Luck1983 DAEMEN— a forgotten place at the very edge of the galaxy, a dying
planet where people lived by luck alone. This was the number-one stop for
Rheba, the ; Senyas fire dancer, arid Kirtn, her Bre’n mentor, as
they sought to fulfifl their promise to return a whole shipload of ex-slaves to
the widely scattered . worlds they called hdone. Twice Rheba and Kirtn had achieved the impossible—first
surviving tneir own home system’s fiery doom, then escaping the lair of the
evil Loo-chim bringing with them the odd assortment of beings who were now
their shipmates. Having blasted free of the Loo-chim, Rheba and Kirtn assumed
the worst was over. Then they landed on Daemen— “YOU
DID ME A FAVOR. Now I’ll do one for you,” Satin said. “I saw a face in your
control room, a young man with eyes like winter ice.” “Daemen?” said Kirtn. Satin’s face changed. “So he even uses the name, does he?
Most would hide it.” Her eyes were very black now, as cold as the void between
the stars. “When you leave the planet, make sure he’s aboard. When you come out
of replacement, space him.” Kirtn leaned forward and stared at her. “Why?” “I’ve named your devil, but I’ll be damned if I describe
it,” Satin said. “Take my advice. Space him before it’s too late.” “No,” said Rheba flatly. “He’s done nothing to us.” Satin stood. “You have fifteen standard minutes to get off
the planet. If you run, you’ll just make it. May your gods go with you. You’ll
need them.” Satin’s voice was calm, but her mind screamed in Rheba’s: Space
him! IThe ship came out of replacement in a soundless
explosion of energy. Rheba checked the colored status lights, peeled away the
pilot mesh, and stood stiffly. She wanted nothing more than sleep, but that was
impossible. All around her in the control room were former slaves whom she had
promised to take home. Behind them a city and a culture lay in ruins, burned to
ash by a fire dancer’s rage and slaves’ revenge. It would not be smart to stir such hatred again. The sooner
the ex-slaves were off the Devalon, the sooner she would feel
safe. A questing whistle rose above the babble of languages around
her. She whistled in return, looking over the heads of strangers for the
familiar face of her Bre’n. Kirtn’s whistle came again. His tall, muscular body
pushed through the crowd of people. Around his neck, bright against the very
short copper plush that covered his body, there was a snakelike being known as
Fssa. Shy, vain, and astonishing, Fssa was both friend and translator. “We can keep everyone alive and nothing more,” said Kirtn,
bending over her. He spoke in Senyas now, an uncompromising language known for
its bluntness and precision. It was his native tongue, as it was Rheba’s. The
second half of their language was Bre’n, known for its subtlety and beauty.
“The power core is good for two replacements and maybe four days of maintaining
this many people.” Rheba looked at the slanted gold eyes so close to hers. Absently
she rubbed her palm over the soothing suede texture of Kirtn’s arm. “What does
the navtrix show within two replacements?” “Onan.” His voice was carefully neutral. “Onan,” she said bleakly. A place she had every reason not
to return to, having left behind there a gaggle of enraged Yhelle Equality
Rangers, a burning casino called the Black Whole, and a sizable amount of
money. She would not mind getting her hands on the latter, but the former she
would gladly avoid. She looked at the people around her, overflowing the
control room and tubular hail, packing the tiny galley and crew quarters,
stacked breast to back in the exercise room until only tiredness kept them from
turning on each other with snarls of outraged privacy. “Onan.” She sighed and
began to climb back into the pilot’s mesh. “Wait,” said Kirtn. Rheba’s cinnamon eyes searched his. “More bad news.” It was
not a question. Kirtn whistled a Bre’n curse. “Our navtrix.” “Yes?” “It didn’t recognize any of the planet names we tried on
it.” “What? But—” She stopped, then turned her attention to the
silver snake draped around Kirtn’s neck. “Did you try languages besides
Universal?” Fssa flexed, taking time to create the proper internal
arrangements to speak Senyas. It would have been less trouble to whistle Bre’n,
but when Rheba’s eyes sparked gold in their depths, Fssa knew that precision
was preferable to poetry. “Where planet names could be translated into other languages,
I did. The navtrix,” he said primly, “was completely unresponsive. Onan is the
only Yhelle Equality planet it acknowledges. Kirtn told me you programmed in
Onan yourself, long after you left Deva.” Rheba whistled a sour Bre’n comment. Their navtrix had been
made by her own people. It reflected the extent—and limitations—of their
knowledge. On her home world of Deva, the Equality had not even been a myth. In
order to take the slaves packed aboard the ship to their far-flung homes, she
would have to get her hands on a Yhelle Equality navtrix. Fssa darkened as he mentally translated Rheba’s whistle into
its Universal equivalent. When he spoke again, his voice was coaxing rather
than arch. “I’ll keep trying, fire dancer. Maybe one of the new languages I’ve
learned will help.” Then he added, brightening visibly, “Twenty-three of the
slaves want to get off on Onan.” “How many does that leave, Kirtn?” His torso moved in a muscular Bre’n shrug. “I gave up trying
to count at sixty.” “On a ship built for twenty and modified for two.” She
stretched, brushing against Kirtn. “Take us into orbit around Onan. I’ll see if
Ilfn needs help with the lottery.” She scooped Fssa off Kirtn’s shoulders. With
a delighted wriggle, the Fssireeme vanished into her hair. Next to a live volcano
or ground zero in a lightning storm, Rheba’s energetic hair was the snake’s
favorite place to be. As Rheba began to work through the people toward the tube
way, two compact brown forms appeared. M/dere and M/dur quickly cleared a path
for Rheba. No one, not even the fierce survivors of the Loo slave revolt,
wanted to antagonize J/taal mercenaries. “Where are their clepts?” Rheba asked Fssa softly, referring
to the J/taals’ war dogs. The snake’s whistle was pure and startlingly sweet against her
ear. “Guarding Ilfn and her storm dancer.” “Are they all right?” she whistled, concern clear in each
note. “Yes, but when I told M/dere how much the female Bre’n and
the male dancer meant to you, she insisted on putting a guard over them. She’s
not at all happy with the slaves we took on. They’re a murderous lot.” “They had to be to survive Loo,” pointed out Rheba. “And we’ll have to be to survive them,” the Fssireeme added
sourly. She said nothing. She had given her promise to get those
slaves home, and get them home she would. She did not need any carping from a
snake to tell her that she might have cooked more than she could eat. With a human sigh, Fssa subsided. He liked the energy that
crackled through Rheba’s hair when she was angry, but he most emphatically did
not like to be the focus of that anger. Ilfn and Lheket were packed into what would normally have
served as a single bunk. The Bre’n woman, like all of her race, was tall and
strong. Where Kirtn’s body was covered with a copper plush, Ilfn’s had a dense
chestnut fur that was slightly longer than his. Like him, she had a mask of
fine, metallic gold fur surrounding her eyes. Like him, she was totally devoted
to the Senyas dancer who was her protйgй. As Rheba pushed against the bunk, Lheket’s blind emerald
eyes turned unerringly toward her. She touched his cheek, allowing some of the
energy that was her heritage to flow into him. For an instant her hands
brightened as akhenet lines of power flared. Lheket smiled dreamily, a child’s
smile of contentment. Although he could not see, she smiled in return. He was the
only Senyas besides her that she knew to have survived their planet’s fiery
end. Someday he would be her mate. But until then he was a blind, untrained
dancer, one more burden on her shoulders. As though she read Rheba’s tired thoughts, Ilfn’s hand protectively
smoothed the boy’s fine hair. “Did the computer respond for you?” asked Rheba, looking up
from the boy to his Bre’n mentor. “Once I got the accent right,” said Ilfn wryly. She was from
the far side of Deva; her inflections were not precisely those that the
computer had been programmed to respond to. “I gave each of the thirty-eight
planets a number, stored them in the computer under a code word, and gave
orders for the computer to be continually choosing among those numbers. When
you say the word, the computer’s choice will go on the ceiling display. Whoever
belongs to that number goes home first. All right?” “As good as any and better than most,” Then, realizing how
grudging that sounded, Rheba added, “Thank you.” She leaned against the bunk.
“We have to go to Onan first. Power core and navtrix.” Ilfn touched Rheba in quiet sympathy. Although the Bre’n had
never been to the Yhelle Equality’s most licentious planet, she had heard about
it from Kirtn. Rheba could expect nothing but trouble there. Rheba pushed away from the bunk. As she did, she noticed a
man watching her. He was her height, about the Equality norm for a man. He
smiled at her, a smile of startling beauty. He twisted deftly through the press
of people beyond the bunk until he was standing close enough to speak to her.
He would have come even closer, but a grim-faced J/taal prevented him. “Can I do something for you?” he asked in Universal. “You’ve
done so much for us.” “Do you have a Yhelle Equality navtrix in your pocket?”
asked Rheba dryly. The man fished in his gray slave robe, then turned his hands
palm up in apology. “Sorry,” he said. “I don’t even have the Equality coordinates
to my own home world.” “You and every other ex-slave aboard,” she muttered. She
looked again at the young man with the engaging smile. He appeared closer to
Lheket’s twelve years than to her twenty-one, but it was hard to tell with some
races, “Do you have a name?” “Daemen.” His smile widened, inviting her to share his good
nature. “Actually it’s The Daemen, but on Loo no one seemed interested
in a slave’s former rank. Daemen is what I’m used to now.” “Were you on Loo long?” “Yes.” His smile changed, cooler, like his voice and his
rain-colored eyes. “And you?” “No. It just seemed like it.” Daemen laughed, a sound too adult for his appearance. “My
family—there were ten of us when we were kidnapped—kept talking about home, how
beautiful it was under its single sun.” His left hand moved in a dismissing motion.
“Maybe it is. I barely remember its looks, much less its location.” Rheba felt a rush of sympathy. She, too, had lost her
planet, had felt what it was like to stare at a night sky and know that not one
of the billion massed stars was home. “We’ll find it, Daemen. I promise you.” His smile returned, full of possibilities and silent laughter,
“That’s what he said.” “He?” “The man who looks like her,” said Daemen, indicating Ilfn.
“Huge and fierce.” Rheba’s smile was as much for her Bre’n as it was for the
stranger in front of her. “Yes, he’s all of that. He was one of the finest
poets on Deva, as well ... when there was a Deva and when he still believed in
poetry.” She scratched the top of her arms absently. The new lines of
power that had appeared when she fought her way off Loo itched unmercifully.
She would have to get some more salve from Ilfn. But first, the lottery.
Thirty-eight names, thirty-eight planets. Only one could be first. She wondered
aloud who the lucky one would be. “Me.” Daemen’s voice was confident, yet not arrogant. She looked
at him closely, trying to see beyond the charming smile and gray eyes. “You
sound very sure.” “I was born lucky. That’s the only way I survived Loo.” She smiled perfunctorily. He was neither obviously strong
nor obviously gifted. Perhaps he believed that luck was responsible for his
survival of Loo’s various hells. “What’s your planet’s name?” “Daemen.” She blinked—“Daemen? Just Like you?” “Yes. The oldest member of my family is always called The
Daemen.” His’ face changed, looking older than it had, almost bitter. “I’m the
only one left. Whatever name I was born with, I’m The Daemen now.” The ship chimed like a giant crystal, warning its passengers
that replacement was imminent. The masses of people shifted subtly,
seeking secure positions. In the absence of nearby gravity wells, it was
unlikely to be a rough translation. Chimes vibrated up and down the scale of hearing until no
known race could have missed the warning. There was a heartbeat of silence,
then the ship quivered microscopically and replaced itself. It was a
brief maneuver, accomplished with Kirtn’s usual skill. The Devalon ran
on silently, gathering speed in another direction, bringing itself into
alignment for a final replacement in a far orbit around Onan. Rheba whistled soft instructions to Fssa. The snake moved
beneath her hair, changing shape to accommodate the needs of translation.
Almost all of the former slaves understood the language of Loo. Many understood
Universal. Those who understood neither usually did not survive. The Loos had
not distinguished between ignorance and disobedience. “While we maneuver for the next replacement, we’ll
have a lottery to decide which planet we’ll stop at after we pick up supplies
on Onan. The ship’s computer is randomly scrambling the planets by number. At
my command, the computer will display the number that is under its scanner at
that instant.” Rheba spoke in Universal. Fssa’s simultaneous translation
into Loo was accomplished with a minimum of distraction. The snake could
control its endless voices with such skill that words seemed to come out of the
air above the crowd. A buzz of speculation in many languages greeted the announcement
as it was carried throughout the ship by the Devalon’s intercom.
Fssa changed from a snake to a bizarre listening device of quills, spines,
dishes and tiny spheres in every shade of metal from copper to blue steel. It
was one of his more astonishing performances, but then he had rarely had the
chance to hear so many new languages at once. Rheba felt the snake sliding out of her hair, too intent on
his listening modes to keep a secure position. She caught him before he hit the
floor, then held him up to facilitate his reception of the various sounds. Out
of the energy field of her hair, his weight quadrupled. Whether it was the appearance of the glittering, changing
shape over her head or the simple fact that the lottery needed no further discussion,
people stopped talking and stared at the snake. No longer consumed by the Fssireeme imperative to learn new
languages, Fssa realized that he was the focus of attention. He darkened with
embarrassment, cooling palpably in Rheba’s hands. Being on display frightened
the shy snake. He was convinced he was repulsive because he did not have legs. “You’re beautiful,” fluted Rheba, using all the complex shadings
of Bre’n to reassure Fssa. Glints of metallic silver ran in ripples over his arm-length
black shape. When a few gold traceries joined the silver, Rheba smiled and
lifted Fssa back to her head. Immediately, he became so light that she did not
notice his presence in her hair. She tilted her head and whistled an intricate
Bre’n trill. The computer responded with a single short tone that indicated
that she had established access. Her lips shaped another Bre’n sound, a single
command: Choose. In the air over her head a number glowed, then the corresponding
planet’s name appeared. Daemen. Rheba felt a chill move over her neck. She whirled to face
the charming stranger. He was gone, swallowed up in the seething disappointment
of the former slaves. IIKirtn stared glumly at the hologram of the port city of Nontondondo.
The view shifted as the Devalon’s sensors responded to his curt Senyas
instructions. “Any Rangers?” asked Rheba. “Not yet. Maybe they believed the name we gave them.” Her lips twisted skeptically, but she said only, “What’s our
OVA?” He frowned. The Onan Value Account was established for each
ship before it was allowed to touch down on the planet. It was one of Onan’s
less endearing customs. “Subject to physical verification of the gems, our OVA
is eighty-thousand credits.” Rheba looked at the multicolored, brilliantly faceted jewels
winking on the ship’s sensor plate. She frowned. “On Onan, that’s not much.” His whistle was eloquent of pained agreement. “A power core,
four days’ dock fees and some odd change.” “That’s all?” she demanded. Her whistle flattened into a
curse. “How much does a navtrix cost?” He did not answer. She looked at him and felt her breath
catch. His eyes were narrow, hot gold, and his lips were so tight that his
faintly serrated teeth gleamed. It was the face of a Bre’n sliding into rage,
and from rage into rez, the Bre’n berserker state that was almost
always fatal to the Bre’n and whoever else was within reach. She stroked his arm slowly, trying to call him back from anger.
For a moment he resisted, then he sighed and stroked her hair until it crackled
beneath his big hand. “I can play Chaos again,” she offered hesitantly. His hand closed tightly on her restless hair, “No. If you’re
recognized they’ll lynch you.” Rheba did not disagree. She had cheated at Chaos the last
time she was in Nontondondo; in Chaos, cheating was not only expected, it was
required. But for a stranger to cheat so successfully that she bankrupted half
the players in the casino ... She shuddered,, remembering the riot that had ensued.
She had been forced to burn down the casino in order to escape. Even if the
Black Whole had been rebuilt, she had no desire to play Chaos in it again. Together, Rheba and Kirtn watched the hologram of the seething
city. In Nontondondo, everything had its price. It was the only place in the
Yhelle Equality where everything was licensed and nothing was illegal. With
money you could do anything. But they had no money. Absently, Kirtn fiddled the controls, zooming in on a street
where people of all shapes, colors and races mingled. The scene enlarged until
it filled the curved ceiling of the control room and merged crazily with the
heads of the taller slaves. Suddenly, one of the depicted citizens screamed and
began clawing at her neck. Just behind her, someone darted into the crowd, a
stolen bauble glittering in his hands the instant that he vanished. Kirtn and Rheba looked at each other for a long, silent moment.
Because he was touching her, she could sense pictures and words from his mind,
as he could from hers. It was a rare thing among Senyasi dancers and their
Bre’ns, a thing that neither of them had found time to adjust to. The odd form
of communication had come to them just short of death, on Loo. “How many licenses to steal can we afford?” asked Rheba,
even as her Bre’n asked the computer the same thing. “Three-day licenses?” he muttered. “That should be long enough. I hope.” The computer queried its Onan counterpart. “Twelve,” said Kirtn, deciphering the computer’s response. Rheba frowned. “I’ll need protection. How much is a
three-day license to kill?” Kirtn whistled a query at the computer. Rheba winced at the
amount that was displayed in answer. It was Onan’s most expensive license.
Buying it would leave nothing for lesser three-day licenses. “How much is a one-day license to steal?” she asked. A credit figure blinked into existence above Kirtn’s head.
She looked, added quickly, and decided, “One license to kill, three licenses to
steal and two licenses to entertain on the streets. One day. How much?” She held her breath. After they bought the power
core—absolutely essential—and the most minimal ship supplies, they would have
only 15,000 credits in their OVA. Dock fees were 1,500 credits per Onan day,
and subject to weekly changes. That left only 13,500 for licenses. The figure 12,750 shimmered in the air above Kirtn’s head. “Close,” whistled the Bre’n, but the tones of the whistle
said, “Too close,” and many less polite sentiments. “We don’t have a choice, do we?” He hesitated, then resumed stroking her hair, smiling as
silky gold strands coiled around his wrist. “Will one day be enough?” “It will have to be. Fssa, are you awake?” The Fssireeme hissed softly. “Yessss.” “Do your guardians’ memories recognize any of our shipmates
as coming from races of thieves? Nothing fancy—strictly swipe and run. Although
it would be nice if they were so light-fingered that the victims didn’t notice
anything until they looked in a mirror.” “The J/taals,” said Fssa simply. “They’re very fast. Or the
Yhelle illusionists. In an emergency, they can go invisible.” “And the rest of them?” she asked, waving her hand at the
multiracial press of people throughout the ship. Fssa sighed very humanly. “My guardians’ memories are very
old, fire dancer. Most of these races weren’t fully formed then. They are as
strange to me as they are to you.” She scratched her arms, ignoring Kirtn’s frown at this sign
that she had used her fire-dancer skills too recklessly on Loo. She had not had
any choice then. She did not have a better choice now. She turned to the
brown-furred, compact woman who was as inconspicuous and ubiquitous as her
shadow. As Rheba spoke, Fssa instantly translated her words into the
language of J/taal. The process was so unobtrusive that both parties often
forgot it was the Fssireeme who made communication possible. “M/dere, we need money. Do you have any objections to turning
thief? Licensed, of course.” M/dere smiled, “Licensed, unlicensed, no difference. You’re
our J/taaleri. What you command, we do. Although,” she added matter-of-factly,
“we’re better killers than thieves.” There was little Rheba could say to that. She had seen the
J/taals in action on Loo. They were better at killing than most people were at
breathing. “May I suggest?” said M/dere. “Yes,” said Rheba quickly. She was uncomfortable in her role
as J/taaleri, focus of J/taal devotion. She did everything possible to shift
the relationship to a more even footing. She failed, of course. J/taals were
notoriously single-minded. “The illusionists. They fight badly. Perhaps they steal
well?” Rheba scratched her arm fiercely. She was reluctant to ask
the proud, aristocratic Yhelle illusionists to descend to thievery. On the
other hand, they were wonderfully equipped for the job. “I don’t know where—or
as what—the illusionists are,” she said finally. “M/dur is bringing them.” Rheba realized that she had been neatly maneuvered into a position
the J/taals felt confident of defending. If they were out stealing they could
not protect her. Protecting her was their reason for living. M/dur arrived with the illusionists in tow. The two J/taals
exchanged a look. Rheba knew that behind the J/taals’ blue-green eyes information
was being passed on. For an instant she envied them their precise,
species-specific telepathy, a gift that had been both rare and prized on Deva.
The few moments of mind dancing she had shared with Kirtn had made her
appreciate the tactical possibilities of silent communication. I’sNara, the feminine half of the Yhelle couple, watched
Rheba with the patience long years of slavery on Loo had taught. Beside her
stood f’lTiri, equally patient. Rheba measured them, impressed by their altogether unnoteworthy
exterior. Although elegant in movement, both of them were frankly drab in
appearance, their exteriors a blank canvas on which their startling gifts drew
a thousand forms. As though sensing her appraisal, the illusionists stood
without moving, their eyes unfocused, patiently waiting ... slaves. “Stop it,” snapped Rheba. “You aren’t like that. I’ve seen
you mad enough to kill.” F’lTiri almost smiled. His appearance changed so subtly that
Rheba could not point to any single alteration, yet the result was profound.
Before her now stood a man of middle years, thin, worn and very proud. Beside
him stood a woman who was equal to him in every way, slave no longer. “We gathered,” said f’lTiri, “that you wanted us for something.
M/dur was polite but very firm.” “Ummm,” said Rheba, scratching her shoulder absently, wondering
how to put her proposition delicately. In Bre’n, it would have been possible,
but the illusionists did not understand Bre’n. Universal was a very bald language,
rather like Senyas. “We need money for a navtrix,” she said bluntly. “Everyone
I asked suggested that you two would make crackling good thieves. Would you?” I’sNara’s face twitched with smothered laughter. F’lTiri
looked pained, then resigned. Rheba waited. They spoke between themselves
quickly in their native language. Fssa heard and understood; he also was diplomat
enough to save his translation for later. “What kind of thieves?” asked f’lTiri neutrally. “Ummm ... ordinary,” said Rheba helplessly. “What other kind
is there?” F’lTiri’s voice was patient. “Are we to be yimon—” “—electronic thieves—” whispered Fssa to Rheba. “—or s’ktimon—” “—arm-breakers—” “—or mnkimon—” “—kidnappers—” “Wait,” said Rheba desperately, wondering what kind of culture
named its thieves so formally. “Kirtn and I will do a little act on a street corner.
When the crowd gets big enough, you’ll go through and take whatever you can get
your hands on while the crowd is watching us.” “Pickpockets,” summarized Fssa in Universal. “Liptimon,” said i’sNara and F’lTiri together. Rheba muttered. Fssa did not translate her clinical Senyas. “Would this do?” said i’sNara. The air around her dimmed,
shifted, then cleared. A young, slightly grimy child stood in her place, eyes
wistfully appraising her surroundings. She was the essence of innocence. F’lTiri laughed. “That old clichй. You’d be spotted in a second.
Nontondondo is sophisticated. Something more like this, I think.” His eyes
narrowed and his face tightened as he concentrated on her. The air around i’sNara shifted again. When reality settled
back into place, i’sNara was a beautiful woman of apparent but not blatant
wealth. On her shoulder was a fluffy, sharp-fanged animal. Rheba realized that her mouth had dropped open. She had not
guessed that the illusionists could project their gift onto another person. But
it was f’lTiri’s shrewd appraisal of Nontondondo’s populace that really
impressed her. He was right; an innocent child would be the first person suspected.
Nontondondo did not believe in innocence. “Can you hide jewels and OVA tabs beneath that illusion?”
asked Rheba. “Of course.” Rheba almost felt sorry for the people out in the streets. Almost,
but not quite. Certainly not enough to change her mind. Anyone who came to
Nontondondo knew what the rules were, “No stealing from licensed innocents,”
she said firmly. “Of course not,” i’sNara’s tone made it clear that she was shocked
even by the suggestion, “Thievery is an honorable profession, calling for fine
judgments and skill.” Rheba swallowed hard and said only, “Then you’ll do it?” “Will you license us?” “I can afford one day for three thieves and one killer to
protect you.” “That’s me,” said M/dur. No one argued, even M/dere. “Who’s the third thief?” asked f’lTiri. “Me,” said a voice from behind Rheba. She spun and found herself looking into Daemon’s
rain-colored eyes. “You?” she said, her voice rising. “You’re hardly old enough
to be on your own, much less turned loose out there.” Daemen merely smiled. “You’re not as quick as a J/taal,” said Rheba, her voice
under control again, “or as strong as a Bre’n or as skilled as an illusionist.” Daemen’s smile did not change. “I’m lucky, Rheba. Lucky is
better than good anywhere in the galaxy.” Rheba made an exasperated sound and turned toward M/dere. In
matters of strategy, she deferred to the J/taal woman’s greater experience.
“What do you think?” Although Daemen had spoken in Universal, Fssa had quietly
translated for the benefit of the J/taals. The mercenary looked at Daemen for a
long, silent moment, an appraisal that few beings could stand without
fidgeting. But Daemen merely stood at ease, smiling his uncanny smile. M/dere turned toward Rheba. “He survived Loo’s Fold?” “I survived the Pit,” said Daemen quietly. Rheba shuddered. The Fold had been bad enough, but the Pit
was beyond belief. “He survived the Last Year Night rebellion?” continued
M/dere. “Yes,” said Rheba. M/dere’s aged copper eyes stared at the young man again.
“Then he must indeed be lucky, for he certainly isn’t good.’” Reluctantly, Rheba agreed. Yet she had to look away from
Daemen as she spoke, for it went against her akhenet grain to put at risk
anyone who looked so vulnerable. “You’re our third thief, Daemen. But if you
get into trouble, I’ll feed you to the clepts!” “Be the best meal they ever had,” he responded, smiling. Despite her uneasiness, Rheba could not help smiling in return.
She hoped that Daemen’s victims would be similarly charmed, for she had no
confidence in his skill, strength or judgment. Grimly, she instructed the computer to trade stolen Loo gems
for licenses to steal on Onan. IIINontondondo seethed. There was no sky, only a ceiling of energy
shaped into words—demands, enticements, celebrations of every sin and pleasure
known to the beings of the Yhelle Equality. The noise hovered on the threshold
of pain for Rheba. Her eyes ached, assaulted by colors and shapes that she was
barely equipped to receive. She should have been blinded and cowed by the city, but she
was not. Her hair lifted, rippling like a golden river in freefall, tendrils
reaching, seeking the invisible currents of energy that shaped and reshaped the
city each instant. Akhenet lines of power burned on her skin, traceries of gold
sweeping up from her hands to her face, across her shoulders, down her torso,
dividing into a single slim line over each hip. Her gray robe concealed most of the lines, but Kirtn could
sense their heat. It disturbed him, awakening a desire for her that should have
been dormant for several more years. She was too young to accept him as a
lover, too young to be sending out the subtle currents of energy that made him
ache, too young to realize the danger of what she was doing. It had driven him
into rez once before. Only her desperate skill and Fssa’s ability to
absorb energy had saved Bre’n and Senyas from burning to ash and gone. He could
not expect to be so lucky twice. Resolutely, he turned his thoughts away from the body swaying
next to him, the delicate traceries of desire that bloomed innocently on her
skin. Too soon. Too young. A net of energy uniting them, burning them, fire-dancer
passion like lightning in his blood. With an angry sound he pushed through the crowd, forcing a
puzzled Rheba to run to catch up with him. He could have told her what was
wrong, but did not. The passion that eventually bound Bre’n mentor to Senyas
dancer was something that each Senyas had to discover. Most made the discovery
in time, before a Bre’n went into rez, killed a Senyas protйgй
and died. Most, but not all. Kirtn’s gold metal eyes searched the streets for the correct
place to stage their act. He needed a corner where people were inclined to
loiter, not one where they would be impatient at any delay. He rejected three
possible places before he found one that had the right combination of space and
relaxed pedestrians. The act he and Rheba would perform required no props. Songs
sung in Bre’n whistles had cross-cultural appeal. Rheba’s ability to
manufacture hot or cold fire out of the air also had an appeal that was not
limited to single races or cultures. Together, Bre’n and Senyas made an unusual
display. He hoped it would be enough to excite the jaded tastes of Nontondondo’s
habituйs. The corner Kirtn finally selected was already occupied by a
group of jugglers who were more numerous than competent. Kirtn watched them for
a long moment, wondering which of the Equality’s thirty-one planets they called
home. The longer he watched, the less he believed they were any part of the
Equality at all. They somehow reminded him of the awkward peoples he and Rheba
had found on their flight from Deva’s death, cultures barely able to chin
themselves on their planet’s nearest moon. Their worlds hung like soap bubbles
against the enormousness of space, iridescent, fragile, quivering with life.
And so alone. “Kirtn? What’s wrong?” Rheba’s voice pulled Kirtn out of his thoughts. Bre’n discipline
returned to him, holding him aloof from all emotions ... like a planet caught
in darkness, held in place by invisible lines of force. “We’ll use that corner,” he said, turning to M/dur, the male
J/taal who had preempted the single license to kill. Fssa’s translation was instantaneous, unobtrusive. The
J/taal mercenary slid into the crowd, followed by three silver-eyed war dogs.
Silence spread behind them. J/taals and their clepts were well known in the
Yhelle Equality. Kirtn never found out whether or not the jugglers knew the
language of J/taal. M/dur appeared on the corner, pointed at the jugglers and
then at the street. The jugglers bunched up as though to contest the eviction.
Then the avid silence of the crowd warned them. Quietly, quickly, they vacated
the corner. Rheba looked at Kirtn questioningly. He sent the
illusionists into the crowd. When the act began to attract attention, they
would return veiled in illusion. Then they would begin to steal. Daemen also walked into the crowd, his slim body swallowed
up almost instantly in the press of people. “Ready?” asked Kirtn. As an answer, Rheba began drawing on the currents of energy
that laced Nontondondo’s sky. Immediately her hair fanned out, swirling and
rippling in vivid display. Less obvious, for she was not working hard, were the
whorls of akhenet lines beneath her brown skin. Energy blossomed at her fingertips, streamers of colored
light that flowed into shapes. Kirtn’s pure whistle slid through the street
noise like sun through darkness. He gave the audience a simple song, a child’s
tale of hidden treasure, Fifth People and friendship in unexpected places. The energy pouring from Rheba’s fingertips took on the
ghostly glimmering associated with the Fifth People, that category of intelligent
life which was rarely glimpsed and then only out of the corner of one’s eyes.
Fifth People seemed to hover soundlessly around her and Kirtn as though waiting
for the child hero of the song to appear. A few people stopped to watch, called by the Bre’n whistle
and held by the languid sliding shapes created by a fire dancer. As the tale
progressed, more people wandered over and stopped to enjoy. By the time the
story ended—replete with monsters, heaped gems and heroism—a small crowd had
collected. Unfortunately, there were not enough people to safely rob more than
one or two. For really effective stealing to take place, a much bigger crowd
was needed. Kirtn’s song changed to a lilting work tune that had been
popular before Deva’s situation became so desperate that its people forgot how
to sing. Rheba’s Ghost figures solidified into Bre’ns and Senyasi working
together, calling storms or sunny days, curing sickness, lifting girders and
force fields into place, building and laughing and singing, always singing, for
Deva had once been filled with song. The compelling rhythms of the work song drew more people to
the corner where Rheba and Kirtn performed. The akhenet lines beneath her skin
pulsed more brightly now, responding to the increased demands of her performance.
New energy forms appeared, cascading from her hands like supple gems, then condensing
in recognizable Bre’n and Senyas forms. It was hard work for her, much harder
than warming soup or lighting a dark hall. Not since she had played Chaos in
the Black Whole had she tried to manipulate energy in so many distinct shapes. Kirtn felt her hair stream out and wrap caressingly around
his arm. Currents of energy ran deliciously through him, touching every cell.
Desire flared—and died instantly, crushed beneath Bre’n will. He looked away
from her, knowing that she had noticed neither the caress nor his response. Her
face was taut, still, concentrated wholly on creating figures to people his
songs. A second whistle joined his. Beneath Rheba’s seething hair,
Fssa was singing. Slowly the song shifted, still melodic, still in harmony,
but the words were different. The crowd did not notice, for only a handful of
living beings understood Bre’n. Kirtn, however, realized, that Fssa was trying
to communicate without disrupting the act. The Bre’n glanced over and spotted
Fssa’s opalescent sensors beneath the shifting veil of Rheba’s hair. “I’sNara is in place and F’lTiri is working the crowd.
Daemen is out at the fringe,” continued the snake, whistling in sweet counterpoint
to Kirtn’s song. Kirtn looked over the crowd, but saw no one familiar. He did
not have the Fssireeme’s ability to make minute discriminations among solid
shapes. The snake “saw” with everything but the wavelengths of energy that comprised
visible light for nearly all the races of the Fourth People. The Fssireeme was
a product of genetic engineering performed many Cycles ago, before the people
known as Bre’n and Senyas had even been born. He was a perfect translator and
predator, although the latter had not been planned by the men who had
reshuffled the genes of Fssa’s species. “Daemen just brushed past i’sNara. I think he gave her something.
Yes! Oh, it’s lovely, a great long necklace that’s cut into a thousand
surfaces!” Kirtn sang and peered at the spot where the snake’s sensors
were directed. All the Bre’n saw was the outline of a very rich woman watching
the act. A second look assured him that the woman was indeed i’sNara, changed
by f’lTiri’s illusion. Nothing in her jewelry matched Fssa’s description of
what Daemen had handed over. Then Kirtn remembered that Yhelle illusions were
limited to visible wavelengths of energy. The Fssireeme’s methods of “seeing”
were not affected by such illusions. The song ended. Kirtn and Rheba bowed while she drew the
outlines of a crowd throwing money to the two performers. Laughter rippled and
coins from various planets rang against the stones at their feet. As Kirtn gathered
the money, Fssa resumed his monologue in Bre’n. The lyric whistle helped to
stem the flow of departing people. “From what I can overhear, the act is nice but not really
exciting,” whistled the snake. “Even f’lTiri is having problems getting away
unnoticed, and he’s in his invisible mode. You need something that will make
the crowd overlook a hand in their pants.” Kirtn laughed shortly. “About the only thing that would be that
interesting would be—how did our dead stage manager put it?—‘a single dance of
kaza-flatch.’” Fssa made a flatulent sound. Dapsl’s death on Loo had not
been mourned by the Fssireeme. Yet—“He was right,” whistled the snake on a
series of descending, sour notes. “It worked.” Rheba’s hand moved protectively on Kirtn’s arm. The Loos’
casual assumption that all furries were animals had infuriated her. Neither Fssa
nor Kirtn needed Rheba’s indignant whistle to explain her feelings. “Dapsl was right,” whistled Kirtn softly, resonances
of laughter and regret in each note. “Appealing to Loo prejudices saved our
lives.” “Public mating?” demanded Rheba incredulously. She whistled
a Bre’n phrase describing intricate sex among thirteen cherfs. Kirtn laughed. “I didn’t have anything that complicated in
mind. A simple love song ... the Autumn Song?” “I hate to soil its beauty for these swine,” she muttered in
Senyas. “What they feel is their problem,” he responded in the same
language. “Ours is getting enough money to buy a navtrix.” “But they’ll think it’s sodomy!” Kirtn tilted her head up until he could see into her eyes.
At their cinnamon depths, gold sparked and turned restlessly, “Is it sodomy to
you, little dancer?” The question, asked in controlled Senyas, sliced into Rheba
like a knife. Anger and orange fire swept through her simultaneously. Streamers
of flame rushed out from her body, causing the crowd to gasp and step back. She
was too furious to speak, able only to burst into flame as she had not done
since she was an undisciplined child. Suddenly her arms wrapped around Kirtn’s neck in a hold that
even Bre’n strength could not shift. He had an instant to regret goading her,
then her mouth was over his in a kiss that made him forget the crowd, the
navtrix, and—almost—his Bre’n discipline. The fire that had leaped out from her changed into a lace
work of gold surrounding her and her Bre’n. Like the lines on her body, the fires
surrounding the two of them pulsed with energy. She did not know that she was
building a cage of energy around the man who held her; it was a fire-dancer
reflex as basic as breathing. Kirtn knew what was happening, however. In a mature dancer
the filigree of energy would thicken as dancer passion rose until finally the
two lovers would be enclosed in a supple, incandescent world that was deadly to
any but the Bre’n and Senyas inside. That much Kirtn knew from his past on
Deva. What he did not know was what it felt like to be inside the cage, inside
his dancer and the world around him hot and gold. Nor did Rheba know. Only a
Bre’n could survive the full passion of a Senyas dancer; only a Bre’n could
fully arouse it. But Rheba had not been told that. It was something she must
discover on her own. To tell her would negate the Dancer’s Choice, the moment
when Senyas dancer chose a Bre’n—just as once, in the dancer’s infancy, a Bre’n
had chosen a dancer. Without that second choosing, the relationship of Bre’n
and Senyas was incomplete, and very dangerous to both partners. As from a distance, Kirtn heard the bittersweet fail of
notes that was the Autumn Song. Melancholy and harvest, chill winds and a
lover’s warmth, fruition and death sung by the inhumanly perfect voice of an
immortal Fssireeme. Kirtn knew he should take Rheba’s arms from his neck, lift
his mouth from hers, set her warmth at arm’s length. No dancer could make an
honest choice while held against a sensual Bre’n body, his hands shifting her
until she fit perfectly against him, his arms holding her in a grip both gentle
and unbreakable. He knew he should release her ... but he did not, not until
the fact that she was trembling uncontrollably registered on him. His body moved subtly, changing the embrace to one of affection
rather than passion. He was shocked to see how thick the lacework of energy
around them had become. Silently he cursed the Bre’n sensuality that had betrayed
her trust, forcing a choice on her that she was not old enough to make. Rheba trembled between his hands, looking at him with eyes
that were half aware, half knowing ... and half frightened. She had neither
Senyas mother nor sisters to prepare her for full dancer passion. All she had
was brief memories of half-grown Senyas boys, giggling pleasure under triple
moons, simple release. It did not prepare her for the feelings that heated her
now. She tilted her head, sending her hair across his face and
shoulder in electric caress. Her smile made him ache. “That’s how much I care what anyone thinks,” she
whistled softly. Then, wickedly, “You know, I rather like sharing enzymes with
you.” Kirtn grimaced at her reminder of their slavery on Loo. When
the Loos would have separated Bre’n and Senyas, he had lied, telling the Loos
that he and Rheba were symbionts who would die unless they could share enzymes
by kissing. “Do you?” he murmured. “Some day I’m going to remind you of that,”
he added, brushing her lips with his. “It—it isn’t wrong, is it?” she said in a rush, glancing
away from him, embarrassed to ask him. But she had no one else to ask, no one
else to tell her what was proper and safe behavior between Senyas and Bre’n. Kirtn’s hands slid into her seething hair, holding her so
that she could not evade his eyes. “Nothing you could ever do with your Bre’n
is wrong. Nothing.” He felt the tension leave her body. Suddenly, mischief crackled
in her eyes. She stood on tiptoe and ran her fingers around the rim of his car,
tickling him unmercifully. It was the only way she had had as a young child to
get even with her huge Bre’n mentor. Much to Kirtn’s despair, it seemed to be
something she would not outgrow. “Nothing?” she asked sweetly. He caught her tormenting hands and said hastily, “Almost
nothing. Tickling my ears is definitely a badnaughtywrong.” The childhood word made Rheba laugh. She leaned against
Kirtn, smiling. “I’m glad you Chose me, Bre’n mentor.” Someday, maybe you’ll Choose me, thought
Kirtn, then realized by her sudden movement that she had caught his thought. He
cursed the inconvenience of being so close to each other that minor mind
dancing was possible—and so far apart that he could not tell her about her
Dancer’s Choice. The lacework of fire dimmed to invisibility. Money rained
down on them, startling them into an awareness of their surroundings. Fssa’s
clear whistle faded into silence. “That was wonnnnderful!” whistled Fssa, bright with enthusiasm
and the energy he had absorbed from Rheba’s hair. “You should do it more often.
Such energy.” He expanded to twice his former length and size,
luxuriating in the instant of not having to fold in upon himself to conserve
warmth and energy. Then, as though noticing the charged silence, he subsided.
“Well, I enjoyed it, even if you two didn’t. Humanoids,” he whistled
sourly, “may have legs but they don’t have much sense.” “Shut up, snake,” said Kirtn. Fssa darkened precipitously, quailing before Kirtn’s anger. “By the Inmost Fire,” swore the Bre’n, seeing his friend go
from bright to dark. “You’re beautiful, snake,” he whistled coaxingly. “You
just have too many mouths for your brain to keep up with.” Rheba snickered and began collecting the money around their
feet. It was soon apparent that she would need more than her two hands to hold
the coins. Kirtn bent to help her, but even his hands were not large enough.
With a gleam in his yellow eyes, he snatched Fssa from Rheba’s hair. “I just thought of a use for one of your big mouths. Open
up.” Fssa squawked indignantly, but complied. He rearranged his
dense molecules until there was an opening beneath the sensors on top of his
head. His head was a matter of convenience, a conceit to make him more like the
Fourth People he was among, for Fssireemes were almost infinitely plastic. A stream of money poured into Fssa. He sorted the coins according
to size and made suitable pockets inside himself. He made an odd, musical sound
when he moved. Rheba snickered again. Fssa ignored her. By the time they were through picking up money, Fssa was
quite heavy. Kirtn saw a few of the less well-dressed city dwellers watching
the snake with open greed. The amount of money inside Fssa was not
great—probably no more than a few thousand credits—but to some of Nontondondo’s
inhabitants, a few thousand credits were worth killing for. Kirtn smiled at the men staring at Fssa. The smile revealed
slightly serrated teeth and frankly predatory intent. The men looked away
quickly and faded back into the crowd. Fssa made another mouth and hissed contempt. “You should
have let them touch me.” “You aren’t licensed to kill.” “I’m not a Fourth People, either. Onan’s rules don’t apply
to me.” Kirtn looked toward Rheba in silent question. Her understanding
of Onan’s licensing system exceeded his. “True,” conceded Rheba, “but I’d hate to try to explain your
exemption to the Equality Rangers. I don’t think it would work. Onan’s
licensing system is efficient and profitable. When you’ve got a good game
going, you don’t let a wise-mouth stranger break the bank.” Fssa made a flatulent noise. Coins quivered in an unexpected
echo. Then his head turned suddenly and his sensors
brightened as he shifted energy into their use. From the rim of the crowd came
an ugly shout. Rheba caught only the word “furry” and some random unpleasantries. “Trouble,” whistled Fssa. The crowd dissolved away, warned by the uncanny sense of
danger that was part of all Fourth People’s survival equipment. Where the audience
had been stood twelve hooded men. Nine of them were licensed to kill. Three
wore circles broken in three places; they were licensed to do everything but
kill. In a blur of speed, M/dur and three snarling clepts came to
stand between the hooded men and Rheba. The J/taal’s license to kill shone
clearly on his forehead. The hooded men paused, seeing first the full silver
circle and second the nature of the man who wore it. They murmured among
themselves, then began fanning out to surround Rheba and Kirtn. “Snake,” whistled Rheba urgently, “tell M/dur I take it all
back. He can do whatever he has to however he can—just get us out of here!” Fssa relayed the J/taaleri’s revised instructions in a
guttural burst of sound. M/dur heard, but the only sign of that was the clepts
padding lithely toward the men who wore closed silver circles. Narrow-eyed,
lethal, the war dogs glided closer to their prey. On the fringes, the Equality Rangers closed in. Rheba looked
up in momentary hope, then realized that the Rangers were not there to prevent
mayhem, but to regulate it. She would not be able to use her dancer skills or
Kirtn’s deadly strength to help M/dur. They were licensed only to entertain,
not to fight. One of the hooded men spotted the Rangers. He called out a
question. Fssa’s translation of Nontondondo’s gutter language hissed in Rheba’s
ear. “Ranger! Have these animals been licensed?” called the
hooded man, his hand sweeping around to point at the clepts. Before the Ranger could answer, Fssa called out, “The man is
J/taal. He is licensed to kill. Those animals are his weapons.” “Clever snake,” murmured Rheba as his translation whispered
to her from a separate orifice he had just created. “Will it work?” The Rangers muttered among themselves, then shrugged. One of
them answered, “He is J/taal. The clepts are weapons. His license to kill is
valid and plainly displayed.” The Ranger’s voice was bored. The hooded men hesitated, then pulled weapons out of their
clothes. Rheba’s nails dug into Kirtn’s arm. She began to gather energy
despite her lack of license to do anything but entertain. She knew that if she
broke Onan law there was nowhere else to go. Her navtrix could only take her
back to the slave planet Loo, or to Deva, a dead world orbiting an unstable
sun. She could not afford to break the law and help M/dur—but neither could she
stand by and watch him killed because his J/taaleri had been too poor to buy weapons
for him. Her hair stirred in sibilant echo of the clepts’ graceful
stride. Beneath her skin, akhenet lines smoldered, waiting only her release to
leap into deadly, illicit fire. IVSuddenly, another J/taal appeared in the center of the
hooded men. It was M/dere. On her forehead a full circle shone with diamond
brilliance. Shocked by the appearance of an enemy in their midst, the hooded
men fired without thought. Beams of razor light slashed through the J/taal—but
she did not go down. The men surrounding her screamed, caught in the
fire from weapons across the circle of hooded attackers. Instantly the J/taal vanished, leaving behind two dead men,
two more wounded, and chaos. Clepts and J/taal attacked the instant the hooded men looked
away from M/dur. When M/dur was finished, there were no screams, no wounded
men. Simply death, silent and incredibly fast, too fast for any eyes to distinguish
details. In seconds it was over. M/dur stood, swaying, deep burns
down the left side of his body. Kirtn swore in the rhythmic phrases of a Bre’n poet, then
leaped forward to catch the wounded J/taal. Rheba, remembering the J/taal
tradition of committing suicide when badly wounded rather than living as a burden
on their J/taaleri, shouted at Fssa, “Tell him to live! If he dies on me I
swear I won’t allow anyone to burn his corpse!” There was no worse threat for a J/taal than being held in
this life endlessly by an uncremated body. M/dur looked over at her with
pain-narrowed eyes and made a weak gesture of agreement. Rheba spun and watched the street, wondering if there would
be trouble from the Equality Rangers. They were staring toward M/dur, still
stunned by M/dur’s speed and deadliness. It was one thing to know J/taals by
reputation. It was quite another to see one of the mercenaries in action. “Are you satisfied, Ranger?” called Rheba. “Or should I have
my J/taal fight again?” “Animal,” said one Ranger loudly. Though M/dur was smooth-skinned, everyone knew that the females
of his race were furred. Onan permitted mating between furry and smoothie, but
taxed it heavily. Only a license to murder cost more. Rheba waited, hoping that the Rangers were honest enough to
obey their own laws. To her surprise, they were. Without another word they withdrew,
checking doorways and alleys for the female J/taal who had come and gone so
mysteriously. Rheba found herself doing the same, although she knew that M/dere
would not have left the ship against the express orders of her J/taaleri. Daemon sauntered out of a doorway. His coat was lumpy around
his slender frame. She half expected to see M/dere following him, but it was
only the Yhelle illusionists, appearing as themselves. She waited until they
were close enough that no random pedestrian could overhear. “Was that you?” she asked, gesturing toward the place where
M/dere had appeared—or had seemed to appear. F’lTiri smiled wanly, obviously exhausted. “A real person
would have been killed in the center of all that fire. I merely projected
M/dere’s illusion, hoping to distract the hooded men long enough for M/dur to
get out from under their guns. We were lucky, fire dancer. They weren’t used to
illusionists. They shot without suspecting that nothing was there, and killed
their companions instead of their enemy.” “Lucky,” repeated Rheba, her eyes wandering over to Daemen,
whose smile was like sunrise. She shivered. “There are two kinds of luck. I
hope we’re off Onan before the other kind finds us.” Daemen walked forward, no longer smiling. “Don’t think about
that.” His hands moved in an odd, sinuous gesture of warding off. “If you name
the other kind of luck, you’ll regret it.” Rheba stared into his gray eyes, level with her own. Unconsciously
she retreated a step, bumping into Kirtn. The combination of corpses, Daemen’s
fey presence and the Yhelles’ illusion was unnerving. “Sorry,” she murmured to Kirtn as she stumbled against him.
“As much death as I’ve seen, it still ... bothers me.” He caught her and gently set her on her feet. “Back to the
ship,” he said. “You need to rest before you work with fire again.” “But we’re only licensed for today.” Kirtn shrugged. “Without a licensed killer, we’re helpless.” Rheba looked at the wounded J/taal, who leaned against
Kirtn. M/dur’s compact body was bloody, but some of the burns were healing even
as she watched. It was a gift the J/taals had, part genes and part training. “I won’t be any good to you for two days,” said M/dur
flatly. “It would have been better to let me die.” “I value my J/taals.” M/dur’s head moved in a gesture both proud and submissive,
“I’m yours to kill or keep, J/taaleri.” “Remember that,” she snapped. “None of you is to die without
my direct permission.” Something that might have been a smile changed M/dur’s face.
“You’re a hard woman. We’re proud to be yours.” “You aren’t mine.” M/dur smiled and said nothing. It was an old point of disagreement
between them. Rheba made an exasperated, untranslatable sound and turned
to Kirtn. “Carry that unbending lump back to the ship.” When Kirtn picked up M/dur, the clepts made a menacing
sound. They fell back at a gesture from the J/taal. The war dogs ranged themselves
into a moving shield that broke a path through the crowded streets back to the
spaceport. Once inside the Devalon, the illusionists
sighed and let their last illusions go. Kirtn, seeing the amount of loot they
were carrying, whistled approvingly. I’sNara smiled and began peeling off ropes of gems and
purses of magnetic OVA tabs. “I’d like to take all the credit, but my really
valuable stuff came from Daemen.” “Mine, too,” admitted f’lTiri, dumping gems and tabs out of
his pockets. “That halfling is uncanny. Four times I was sure he was going to
be caught, but each time his victim coughed or stumbled or farted or sneezed at
just the right moment. I still don’t believe it. I could steal more deftly with
my right foot than he could with four hands—but he got away with it!” Daemen smiled. “I told you. Lucky is better than good.” Kirtn gave M/dur to his J/taal mates and turned to face
Daemen. “You ride your luck pretty hard.” “No.” Daemon’s face changed, haunted now, withdrawn. “It
rides me.” He emptied his inner pockets into Kirtn’s hands. One of the items
was a comb made of precious-metal strands studded with oddly carved gems. “This
is particularly valuable,” he said, handing it over with obvious reluctance.
“It’s—” Fssa, who had been studying the growing pile of loot with
his opalescent sensors, interrupted with a piercing sound. “Let me see that!”
he demanded, using the idiom if not the visual organs of the Fourth People. Kirtn held the comb out toward the Fssireeme, “This?” In answer, Fssa began to change shape, going into a mode
that would permit him to scan the comb with a variety of wavelengths. The coins
inside him clanked and clinked. With a disgusted grunt he opened a long slit in
his side and disgorged the money. While Daemen and the illusionists watched in fascination,
the Fssireeme went through a rapid shape-changing display, scanning the comb
with all the subtle means at his disposal. Finally he held one shape, a bizarre
fungoid imitation. It was the shape he often used to communicate with Rainbow,
the Zaarain construct that looked like a sunburst of multicolored crystals. Rheba recognized the shape and recoiled. Rainbow was the
jeweled fragments of a library millions of years old. Unlike a true First
People, Rainbow was not a living crystal independently conceived out of unguessable
lithic imperatives. Rainbow was manmade yet ... different. Fssa insisted it definitely
was more than a machine. Rainbow vaguely remembered being built by the
legendary technological genius of the Zaarain Cycle. It remembered wholeness
and mourned its fragmented self. It was terrified of being further reduced by
man or circumstance. Rainbow’s expression of that terror on odd wavelengths was
what had alerted Fssa to the fact that what looked like a grubby mineral matrix
was actually a living being. Well, almost living, and certainly sentient. When
Fssa told Rheba about Rainbow’s nature, she rescued it from dismemberment at
the hands of greedy slave children. Once cleaned up, Rainbow proved to be gorgeous, a
scintillant mass of colored crystals. There was only one problem: Rainbow was
desperately lonely, but when Fssa communicated with it, the resulting energy
exchange gave Rheba debilitating headaches. Thus, she watched the Fssireeme’s
fungoid imitation with premonitions of agony. Kirtn’s arms went around Rheba in a protective gesture that
was as futile as it was instinctive. Fssireeme-Zaarain construct communication
gave the Bre’n a towering headache, but it was nothing to what Rheba endured. Rheba bit her lip and moaned. Pain belled in Kirtn’s head.
She twisted in his arms and moaned again. With a curse, Kirtn lashed out at
Fssa. The blow was harmless to the dense-fleshed Fssireeme, but it
did knock him off balance. He changed back into a snake, a very dark, very
embarrassed snake. He had promised not to speak to Rainbow when Rheba was
within range. While what he had just done was not—strictly
speaking—communication with Rainbow, the result was the same. Pain for the Fire
dancer who had befriended him. A tremulous Bre’n apology hung in the air, sung by a chagrined
Fssireeme. Rheba sighed, rubbed her temples, and whistled slightly off-key
forgiveness. “Is it part of Rainbow?” asked Kirtn, his voice harsh. “I think so,” said Fssa, taking the trouble to form organs
for speaking Senyas. As whistling required only a flexible orifice, the snake
normally communicated in Bre’n, but he wanted to apologize for his lapse, and
so spoke within the confines of Senyas. “Probability to the twelfth on the
green carved gem, to the ninth on the three yellow gems and to the eighth on
the blues. I didn’t have a chance to test the colorless crystals,” he added,
“but they have a zigr probability of—” “Enough,” whistled Kirtn softly. “We won’t sell any of the
crystals until Rainbow has a chance to look them over.” Fssa was tempted to point out that Rainbow did not have eyes
with which to “look” at anything, but decided that now was not the time to
insist on Senyas precision—especially with an irritated Bre’n. Rheba eyed the mounds of loot with distaste, wondering if
any more of Rainbow was hidden within, a dead loss as far as buying a navtrix
was concerned. There were times when she wished she had left Rainbow buried in
the dirt of a Loo slave compound. “I doubt if there are any more pieces of Rainbow,” said
Kirtn, guessing her thoughts. “With the whole galaxy to look in, it’s incredible
luck that we found any of Rainbow at all.” The word “luck” made Rheba flinch. “Maybe,” she said shortly.
“And maybe Rainbow was as big as a planet once and we’ll be tripping over
chunks of it every time we turn around.” Kirtn looked at Daemen. The young man stood silently, gray
eyes fastened on the comb with peculiar intensity. “Let’s put the rest of this junk on the sensor plate and see
what Onan’s computer will give us,” said Kirtn, scooping up the comb in one big
hand. It took several minutes for the computer to weigh, sort, describe
and transmit information from its sensor plate to Onan’s port computer. It took
about the same amount of time for a tentative sales figure to come
back—37,899,652.753 credits, subject to physical scrutiny by Onan’s computer. A gasp ran around the room as the figure hovered in the air
above Rheba’s head. She closed her eyes and then looked again, as though afraid
the figure would disappear or diminish. It did not. She cleared her throat and looked up at Kirtn,
who was watching the figure with a fascination that equaled hers. Only the illusionists
were not surprised. “I told you,” said f’lTiri calmly to the illusionist beside
him, “that the braided cord of gems was a genuine MMbeemblini. It alone must
have been worth eighteen million credits. What fool would wear something like
that to a city like Nontondondo?” “An unlucky son of a five-legged dog,” murmured i’sNara,
satisfaction resonant in her normally colorless voice. “May his right-hand wife
conceive by his left-hand son.” A ripple of uneasy black ran through Fssa. The Yhelle curse
was both obscene and vicious in the context of its culture. The fire dancer
stared at the Yhelle woman, but asked no questions. Rheba had enough troubles
with a hold full of vengeful former slaves; she did not need to rummage in
their individual pasts to find more. Her hands went out to the sensor plate. Within its energy
field, her akhenet lines sprang into prominence. The plate flushed orange,
accepting her identity, then cleared in anticipation of her orders. “Ask the port computer if it knows of anyone in Nontondondo
who has an up-to-date navtrix to sell,” said Rheba, “and at what price.” There was a pause, then the plate went into colorful convulsions.
When it cleared, a woman’s face was staring out of the ceiling at them. Rheba went cold, then her lines of power flushed hotly as
she recognized the woman. She was one of the few people on Onan who could
recognize the fire dancer who had illegally razed the Black Whole. The woman’s image suddenly became a hologram hovering at
ceiling level. Black eyes, elongated and shining, searched the upturned faces
until the woman saw Rheba. The woman smiled. Her teeth were silver, as shiny as
the closed circle she wore in her ebony hair. “Hello, Rheba. There are a lot of people who would like to
see you again.” “Hello, Satin,” said Rheba evenly. But she leaned against Kirtn,
joined in minor mind dance as her thoughts rang in his: I knew bad
luck would find us, but I didn’t know her name would be Satin. VSatin’s eyes continued cataloguing the multiracial contents
of the control room. Either the illusionists, Daemen, or the three striped men
behind him caught her interest. Her eyes narrowed to intense black slits. She laughed
bleakly. “Of course. I should have guessed.” “What do you want?” asked Kirtn, his voice calm and hard. “Curiosity. A weakness of mine,” said Satin, her eyes returning
to Rheba. “When newly licensed thieves are so spectacularly successful, I want
to know their names. And when those same thieves want to buy a navtrix, little
chimes go off. I own the only loose navtrices on Onan, you see.” Rheba muttered a Senyas curse. “I don’t see Trader Jal,” said Satin, her restless glance
probing the room. “You won’t.” Satin looked at Rheba with renewed interest. “Dead?” Rheba remembered Trader Jal, the man who had enslaved her
and Kirtn. She had last seen the Loo lord on his back in a spaceport
light-years away. He was very dead, every last bit of heat drawn from his
molecules by a Fssireeme, the galaxy’s most efficient energy parasite. Drops of
rain had frozen into a shroud over Jal’s body. “Yes. Dead.” “Congratulations,” murmured Satin. “There will be parades in
Nontondondo.” Her eyes watched Rheba, noting with particular intensity the hair
that lashed restlessly. “Are there many more like you out there, beyond the
Equality?” Despite her control, Rheba’s face echoed some of her memories
of Deva burning, Senyasi and Bre’ns dying but not quickly enough, not before
their flesh blistered and cracked and they screamed. “No,” she said. “No.” “Ahhh, then you’re alone, too.” Satin’s black eyes took in
the many races, faces of every hue crowding around as word passed in the ship
that something unusual was happening in the control room. “No, not alone. I have my Bre’n,” Rheba drew Kirtn’s arms
around her, warming herself against the cold of her memories. “But he isn’t your kind.” Silently, Rheba rubbed her cheek against the suede texture
of Kirtn’s chest. “He’s Bre’n. I’m Senyas. That’s enough.” Satin smiled, a gesture both predatory and oddly comforting.
“Come to the Black Whole.” At Rheba’s surprised look, Satin’s smile widened. “I
rebuilt the casino after the fire. It’s mine now. I claimed Jal’s half.” Her
head turned quickly. The movement made her killer’s circle gleam. “No one
wanted to challenge me for it. Strange, don’t you think? I’m such a small
woman, not strong at all.” Kirtn laughed grimly. Satin looked at him, caught by the
sound of Bre’n laughter. “Come to the Black Whole,” she repeated. “No. Once was enough,” said Rheba. “If you want the navtrix, you’ll come to the Black Whole.” “If I go there someone else might recognize me. I wasn’t,”
Rheba added dryly, “very popular the night I left.” Satin made a dismissing gesture with her shoulders. “If
you’re worrying about the Equality Rangers, don’t. Your last OVA covered fines
and damages for unlicensed rioting. As for the dead”—she moved her shoulders
again—“you were licensed to kill. I think you even have a few credits left
over.” Rheba wanted to trust Satin, but did not. Satin and Jal had
been partners; perhaps she had vengeance rather than business in mind. “Bring your furry,” added Satin. “Furries aren’t allowed in the Black Whole, remember?” said
Rheba. “New management, new rules. License him to kill and bring
him along. Bring as many as you like—except don’t bring him.” An immaterial hand appeared. A jet-black fingernail pointed
plainly at Daemen. “Come to the casino now,” said Satin, turning her attention
back to Rheba. “If you wait, I’ll be too busy to see you. If you wait too long,
I’ll be too angry to sell you a navtrix. Then you’ll have to try your luck stealing
from the Equality Rangers. I don’t recommend it. They’re psi-blocked and immune
to illusionists. I’ll expect you.” Satin’s hologram vanished, leaving only a visual memory of
her narrow silver smile. “You’re not going to the Black Whole,” began Kirtn. “I’ll—” Rheba made a flatulent noise that was an exact imitation of
Fssa. Then she smiled tiredly. “Of course I’m going—licensed to burn, kill and
steal. There’s no other choice.” “Someone else might have a navtrix to sell,” offered
i’sNara. Rheba hesitated, then shrugged. “I doubt it. If Satin says
she has the only loose navtrices on Onan, I believe her. Besides, if we take
time to check around and then discover that she was telling the truth, she
might decide not to sell us one at all. You heard her.” Kirtn whistled intricate instructions to the computer. Two
silver circles popped out the ship’s downside connector and rattled into the
receiving compartment. The Bre’n pinned one circle on Rheba and the other on
himself. A weapon thumped into the compartment. He pulled out the gun and
tucked it into his weapon harness. “Where’s my license to burn?” asked Rheba. “And to steal?” His finger tapped her circle. “The lesser licenses are
marked off on the major one.” She noted the darker lines dividing her circle and headed
for the exit ramp without another word. Once on the ramp she paused. “What
about Fssa?” she asked. She looked back to where the translator-snake lay
curled around a colorful mass of crystals atop the pilot mesh. “Satin speaks Universal,” Kirtn said shortly. His eyes reflected
his anger that Rheba once more had been maneuvered into danger. Rheba saw his uncoiling rage and was silent. Like all
Senyasi, she knew when it was not safe to disturb a Bre’n. The air was cold outside, spiced with autumn and Onan’s
sudden night. There was no darkness at street level. Advertisements and
enticements flashed and beckoned in every color known to man. Reflexively, Rheba drank the energy around her, storing up
against time of need. Her hair lifted and quivered as though individual strands
sought to touch the cascading colors of the night. The Black Whole had not changed. The anteroom was still
manned by a laconic killer. He glared at the Bre’n, but made no move to exclude
him from the casino. Kirtn’s slanted yellow eyes were never at rest. He saw
Rheba’s hair seethe and knew she was as edgy as he. Both would be glad to be
off Onan, and delivering former slaves to homes they had never expected to see
again. Only then would Bre’n and Senyas be free to comb the galaxy, looking for
the few survivors of Deva’s holocaust that might exist. But to do that, the Devalon must have a navtrix. Side by side, Bre’n and Senyas pushed through the velvet
force field separating the anteroom from the casino proper. Sounds poured
around them, prayers and imprecations in every language of the Yhelle Equality.
Far off across the huge room was a glitter-blue spiral galaxy. Beneath it were
the seats and stations for a game called Chaos. Rheba shivered and looked away. She had no desire to play
Chaos again. She had been lucky to survive the first time. She stood on tiptoe,
trying to see past the sweep of gamblers and hangers-on, looking for a pool of
darkness where Satin would be. Kirtn lifted Rheba easily, holding her high. She spotted
Satin across the room, sharing a small table with another gambler. Rheba pointed the way, then followed as Kirtn pushed through
the crowded casino. Some of the patrons took exception to being touched by a
furry. Their protests faded when they saw Kirtn’s size and the deadly warning
he wore on his shoulder. Satin looked up at their arrival. She gestured to empty
chairs on either side of her, but Kirtn moved another chair so that he and
Rheba would not be separated. The man across from Satin never looked up. He was
obviously in difficulty, sweating and squirming unhappily. Despite the silver
circle pinned to his square hat, he seemed afraid. He picked two gems from a
small pile in front of him and placed them meticulously on the grid between
himself and Satin. Satin studied the move he had made for only the briefest moment.
Languidly, her hand moved over the grid, setting in place three colorless gems.
The grid chimed and changed shape. The man watched and all but groaned. He
reached again for the diminished mound of gems in front of him. His hand
trembled as he picked out five stones, then four more, and placed them on the
grid. Satin did not even hesitate this time. Her hand dove into
the heap of gems in front of her, hovered over the grid, then deposited only
three stones. There were almost no openings left, except at the center.
Watching him, she put a single transparent stone in the center of the grid. A chime sounded. The grid reformed. There were more openings
now, many more, far more than he had stones to fill. “Your turn,” urged Satin, her husky voice soft. The man said nothing. With a savage gesture, he shoved his
remaining stones into the center of the grid. Gems skidded and caromed off the
raised edges of the table. He stood up and pushed into the crowd. Laughing softly, Satin gathered the gems into a mound and
began pouring them from her hand to the table as the grid chimed and changed
again. Gems twinkled and stuck to the grid, held by force fields and rules
wholly unknown to Kirtn and Rheba. “Game?” asked Satin, smiling slightly. “No. Just a navtrix,” said Rheba, her voice neutral, her
eyes fascinated by the gems sliding and winking across the table. She was
careful not to show her impatience. If she let Satin know how much they needed
the navtrix, their flesh and bones would be part of the price. Satin looked from Rheba to the Bre’n beside her. The woman’s
black eyes were unreadable, her face utterly still. Gems flashed and fell
between her slim black fingers. She made no gesture that Kirtn could see, but suddenly
two Equality Rangers appeared and stood behind him. Silently, Kirtn raged at the necessity that had driven them
into Satin’s lair. His weapon appeared in his hand in the same instant that
Rheba’s akhenet lines burst into flame. Satin noted the speed with which they
had responded to the Rangers, and the sudden appearance of incandescent
patterns on Rheba’s skin. Satin gestured from the Rangers to two empty chairs. “Sit.” It was not an invitation. Warily, both Rangers lowered themselves
into the chairs. “Are these the ones you saw earlier?” asked Satin, indicating.
Rheba and Kirtn with a tilt of her head. “Yes. They weren’t licensed to kill, then.” “Did they?” “No. They’re legal to the last credit.” “And their OVA?” “Over thirty-seven million credits. All legal. No fines, complaints
or judgments outstanding.” “Then they’re in no way forbidden to own an Equality Ranger
Scout navtrix?” Clearly, the Rangers wanted to say no. There was a long
silence, punctuated by Satin’s sudden laugh. “Answer me, Rangers. You’re being
recorded.” “I don’t like the idea of a furry with a Scout navtrix!”
snarled one of the Rangers. “If you give a furry your little finger, he’ll have
your whole arm.” Satin waited. The Ranger’s partner sighed. “They aren’t Equality citizens,” said the second Ranger. “Neither am I. I own three navtrices.” Satin’s voice was
husky, intimate—and dangerous. Rheba shivered. She did not know what was happening, but she
sensed danger coiling invisibly around the table. One of the Rangers turned to
study her. She noticed for the first time the subtle signs of rank embroidered
on his scarlet collar, and the lines of hard living engraved on his face. He
exuded power the same way his partner exuded hatred of furries. “Sell it to them,” he said abruptly. Then, “We’re even,
Satin.” He tossed a hand-sized packet onto the table and walked off
without a word. His partner gave a hard look at Kirtn, then followed. Satin watched, amusement curling around the corners of her
mouth; but in her hand, barely visible, was a lethal little gun. She put it
away with a smooth motion and turned toward Rheba. “Thirty-five million
credits. First and last price. Of course, you’re licensed to steal. You could
just take this”—she tapped the packet—“and run.” Watching Satin’s easy assurance, Rheba sensed it would be
very stupid to steal a single credit from the owner of the Black Whole. Kirtn apparently reached the same decision. He put their OVA
tab into a slot in the table, spoke briefly, and reached for the package. “Or,” continued Satin, “I could keep the packet and the
credits you just transferred to my OVA.” As she spoke, her hands flicked out. The package containing
the navtrix vanished as though it had never existed. There was an instant of
shock when Rheba expected Kirtn to crush Satin between his hands, then a moment
of even greater shock when Rheba realized that Kirtn was standing frozen,
muscles rigid with effort, fighting something she could neither see nor sense. She felt peculiar energies flowing into her from the point
where her body touched Kirtn. The discordant energies made her world tilt and
her mind scream. She felt her Bre’n’s terrible struggle to right the canted
world and quiet the psychic cacophony that was destroying him. Rage burst over her. She sucked into her akhenet lines all
the power coming from the casino’s core. Games stopped, force fields vanished,
lights died. In the sudden midnight, lines of pale lightning coursed from Rheba,
shattering the gems on Satin’s table. A warning. “Let him go!” As Rheba spoke, even her breath was incandescent—but not
deadly, not yet. She did not want Satin to die until Kirtn was free. And Satin knew it. Satin was there, in Rheba’s mind.
The fire dancer felt a cool brush of approval and laughter as the gambler
withdrew. “Turn the fields back on,” said Satin, handing the navtrix
to Kirtn. “You’re frightening the children.” Rheba put a blazing hand on Kirtn’s arm, sensed his rage and
fear ... and freedom. With a sigh she released her drain on the casino’s energy
source and damped her own fires. Except for the ruined gems, there was nothing
to mark the moments of fire-dancer rage. “Are there any men of your race around here?” asked Satin,
smiling languidly as she stirred the hot fragments of her gems. “Men who can’t
be controlled?” Rheba did not answer. The only male of her race that she
knew of was a boy called Lheket, her only hope of children, of a new race of
Senyas. But she could not tell Satin that; she did not want Satin to know anything
at all. As though guessing—or knowing—her thoughts, Satin murmured,
“So few, then? Don’t worry, I wouldn’t take him from you. But I surely would
like to borrow him from time to time,” she said wistfully. “How about him?” she
continued, looking at Kirtn. “I couldn’t control him, either. Kill him, yes,
but not control him.” She switched her attention back to Rheba. “Is he any good
lying down?” ft took Rheba a moment to figure out exactly what Satin was
asking. “I—I don’t know,” she blurted, unable to think of a lie or keep silence. “You don’t know.” Satin laughed sadly. “Sweet green gods,
what a waste. I suppose you come from one of those dreary little dung balls
that forbid more passion than it takes to make dreary little dung-ball preachers.” “No,” said Kirtn, “she’s just too young.” Satin looked from Rheba to Kirtn and back again. “Too young?
No child fights for her man the way she just did.” She made an abrupt gesture,
silencing whatever objections either might make. “Never mind. Your delusions
aren’t important to me. Still, if she isn’t enjoying you ... ?” Satin’s smile
transformed her from formidable to fascinating. She radiated sensual hunger the
way a star radiated energy. Kirtn could not help but feel the pull. He was Bre’n; sensuality
was in his genes. And even at her most calculating, Satin was every molecule a
woman. If he could cut a loop out of time and share it with her, he would. But
he could not. Satin’s smile changed, becoming humorous rather than enticing.
“Thank you,” she said, her voice husky. “That’s the nicest refusal I’ve ever had.
If your hot woman-child frustrates you too much, remember me.” Rheba looked from one to the other, feeling an undefinable
anger prickle along her akhenet lines. Satin reminded her of a lustrous spider
in the center of a jeweled web. “Don’t be jealous, child,” murmured Satin, looking at Rheba
out of long dark eyes. “It’s just that I’m tired of having nothing but insects
to play with.” She sighed and swept the ruined gems to the floor. “You did me a
favor when you killed Jal. Now I’ll do one for you. I saw a face in your
control room, a young man with eyes like winter ice.” “Daemen?” said Kirtn. Satin’s face changed. “So he even uses the name, does he?
Most would hide it.” Her eyes were very black now, as cold as the void between
the stars. “When you leave the planet, make sure he’s aboard. When you come out
of replacement, space him.” Rheba was too shocked to say anything. Kirtn leaned forward
until his eyes were on a level with Satin’s. “Why?” She made a curt, negative gesture. “I’ve named your devil,
but I’ll be damned if I’ll describe it. And I mean that literally. Take my
advice. Space him before it’s too late.” “ “No,” said Rheba flatly. “He’s just a boy. He’s done
nothing to us.” Satin stood. “You have fifteen standard minutes to get off
the planet. If you run, you’ll just make it.” Her expression softened. “May
your gods go with you. You’ll need them.” The gambler’s voice was calm, but her mind screamed in
Rheba’s: Space him! VI“Two minutes!” said Rheba, peering over Kirtn’s shoulder to
see how close he was to finishing the installation of the new navtrix. The run from the Black Whole had been short and furious.
Kirtn was working over an opening in the control board that the Devalon had
provided on command. The old navtrix was balanced precariously on his knee. The
new one was in a glittering nest where the old one had been. There were no
wires or other physical connections to be made—Equality science was primitive,
not barbaric—but there was the necessity of precisely positioning the new
navtrix within the old matrix. “Got it,” he said. “I hope. Light it up.” One minute. Neither one spoke aloud, but both heard the echo of the
clock running in Rheba’s mind. She instructed the ship to energize the navtrix
and held her breath. Long seconds passed. Nothing happened. Kirtn muttered words that Rheba ignored. Akhenet lines rippled
and glowed along her body. If the ship could not activate the navtrix, she
would have to try. It was not a skill she had been taught on Deva, being too
young to work with intricate energy constructs such as a navtrix. But if the
ship failed, she would have to try. Twenty seconds. She sensed the curiosity of the others in the cabin, yet no
one spoke. The urgency that Rheba and Kirtn radiated was sufficient explanation
for the moment. A slim figure moved forward, straining to see what was
happening. Rheba felt warmth and a slight pressure from another body. She had
started to turn her head to see who was crowding her when the navtrix began to
glow. “Thank the Inmost Fire,” she breathed. “That was a lovely
bit of luck.” As though the word triggered something in her mind, she
turned to look at the person who had been crowding her. Daemen. But there was
no time to explore the ramifications of his presence, and perhaps no need—the
Yhelle navtrix simply could have taken longer to energize than the Senyas
variety it replaced. “Hang on,” she said curtly. “We’ve got to clear this planet now.” Kirtn warned the rest of the passengers as Rheba pulled the
pilot mesh around her. The Devalon’s outputs lit up with racing
colors. The air quivered with instructions that only someone used to the Bre’n
language could understand. “Three!” yelled Rheba. The passengers shifted, seeking purchase against the coming
surge of energy. No one protested. They were a tough lot, accustomed to worse
than the ship was going to deliver. When the Devalon leaped upward,
flattening them against each other and the floor, there were no complaints. Rheba took the first replacement almost immediately,
clearing Onan’s gravity well just enough to ensure that the ship and its passengers
were not wrenched apart. She did not want to argue with Satin over niceties of
measurement—off-planet usually meant out of the gravity well. It was a short jump. At its end, Rheba looked around to see
if anyone was injured. People lay in various piles around the room and spilled
into the tubeway, but no one seemed hurt. Daemen, she noticed, had landed on
top rather than on the bottom of his pile. She signaled him to come to her. “Does your planet go by any other name than Daemen on
Equality maps?” she asked. “No.” Rheba instructed the navtrix to display the coordinates of a
planet called Daemen and held her breath, wondering what he had done to Satin
that she would urge killing him the instant he was out of Onan’s gravity well. The coordinates appeared in the color, sound and number code
of Senyas. Rheba sighed silently; she had been afraid the new navtrix would
force them to use only Universal, thus rendering the ship vulnerable to
takeover by anyone who could speak Universal. “There it is,” she said, satisfaction in her voice. Then
satisfaction changed to dismay as she read the replacement code. The
planet hung like a pendant on a broken chain at the far side of the Equality’s
tenuous sprawl. “Five replacements and three changeovers. You live on
the back side of nowhere,” she muttered. Then, realizing how she had sounded,
she added, “Lovely place, I’m sure. It would have to be for anyone to stay
there.” Daemen laughed. “It’s a dismal place, but it’s home. My
home.” There was a possessive emphasis on the word my that
made Rheba examine him more closely. He did not notice. His gray eyes were focused
on Rainbow dangling from the small cargonet over the control board. As he
watched the Zaarain construct, Daemen looked older, harder ... even dangerous.
Then he smiled, transforming his face, making her doubt that she had ever seen
anything but the charming boy-man who stood before her. With an uneasy feeling, she turned back to instruct the computer
to connect with a planet called Daemen. She hesitated, then chose a far orbit
around the planet. She wanted to take a discreet look at the Equality’s most
distant world. After several moments the computer whistled sweetly, telling
her that her program was accepted and accurate. All that she had to do was
whistle the correct response and the Devalon’s ill-assorted
passengers would be on their way. She turned to look a final time at Daemen. He smiled, eagerness
and anticipation plain on his young face. She could not help smiling in return. “It will be a while,” she said, “but you’re going home.” She
whistled a complex trill. The ship shivered faintly and its lights dimmed. The first replacement
was a long one, well beyond the range of most Equality spaceships. In order
to make the maneuver accurately, a high speed was necessary. Until replacement
was completed, the ship would spare its passengers and crew only minimal
energy. Rheba’s akhenet lines pulsed in the diminished light. She
felt Daemen’s speculative glance. Her lines were much more obvious since she
had stripped to her brief scarlet ship clothes. “I’ve never seen a race like yours,” said Daemen. “You’re
beautiful,” he added matter-of-factly, “I’ll bet you brought a high price on
Loo.” Rheba grimaced. “The Loo-chim preferred furries.” Daemen laughed, but the sound lacked humor. “The Loo-chim
didn’t like anything but themselves. Are you sure they’re dead?” “Yes.” The quality of her voice did not encourage further questions
about Loo, the Loo-chim, or her part in destroying both. “How long will it be until we reach Daemen?” he asked. “About one Onan day.” Daemen looked around the crowded control room, plainly
wondering what he was going to do for that day. Others were dealing with the
same question. As Rheba watched, some passengers lay down while others pushed
back to give them room. After a few hours the sleepers would trade with the
ones who were awake. The longer Rheba watched, the more seductive the idea of
sleep became. She had not had any decent sleep since she had become a slave. She
looked around for Kirtn, wanting nothing more than to curl up against her Bre’n
and let go of all conscious thought. “He’s with that fantastic snake,” said Daemen, guessing whom
she was looking for. “Kirtn?” “Is that his name? The big man, gold hair?” “Yes.” She paused, struck by a thought. Daemen was one of
the few people since Deva who had not remarked on Kirtn’s “fur,” although the
very short, very fine hair that covered him was more a texture than a pelt.
Even so, it was enough to brand him an animal among the Equality planets and peoples
she had met so far. “You didn’t call him a furry.” Daemen looked surprised. “At home, people come in all colors
and textures. Nobody thinks much about it.” “I think I’ll like your planet.” Daemon’s smile was like music. “I hope so, Rheba.” She looked at him again, realizing that he was not so young
as he appeared. His own culture might even consider him a man. The way he was
watching her said that he, at least, considered himself fully grown. “Why did
you leave your home?” she asked. Then, quickly, “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to
pry.” His smile returned, but it was not the same. Before he could
say anything, Kirtn approached. Around his neck hung Fssa. Kirtn took down the
fine-meshed net that held Rainbow and examined the crystal mass. “It’s bigger,” said Rheba, leaning over to look at Rainbow. “Fssa said Rainbow took the jewels, sort of crumbled over
them, and then got all solid again,” said Kirtn, turning Rainbow around as he
spoke. There were no visible breaks or joinings. Rainbow looked as though it
were simply a mass of crystals grown on the geologic whim of some planet.
“Pretty, isn’t it?” “Even better than before,” agreed Rheba. Fssa made a flatulent noise. He had thought himself ugly
until Rheba told him he was beautiful. Now he was slightly vain and more than a
little jealous of any non-Fourth People that Rheba considered attractive. “It’s
not bad,” he conceded, “even if it is lopsided and some of its crystals
are scratched.” Rheba smiled, but did not tease the Fssireeme. He was too
easy to hurt. She noticed that metallic colors were running in random surges
the length of his body. That usually only happened when he was uneasy, verging on
fearful. “What’s wrong, Fssa?” The snake moved in a sinuous ripple. His blind opalescent
“eyes” quested toward her hair. “Have you—did you—” Fssa made a strangled noise
and tried again. “Ssimmi,” he hissed, using the accents of his native language.
“Does the navtrix know where Ssimmi is?” She touched him lightly, letting energy course from her fingertip
through his body. The Fssireeme shivered in delight. “I haven’t asked yet,” she
said. “Go ahead.” Fssa whistled a complex trill. The Devalon’s computer
responded, lighting the navtrix while the two energy constructs exchanged
information. It took only an instant for the negative to chime. “Maybe you garbled the translation,” said Rheba. Then, at
Fssa’s indignant squawk, she added, “You’re excited, Fssa. Maybe you just
weren’t as careful as you could have been. Or maybe the Equality knows Ssimmi
by another name. Don’t look so sad.” She stroked the snake’s darkened body,
trying to call up a ripple of color. “Try again,” she coaxed. Fssa questioned the computer again. He used the Bre’n language,
making the dry question resonate with melancholy and regret. Only a bare hint
of hope echoed after the query. The negative chimed again. The snake darkened, then changed. He asked the question
again, using another language, another name for his home planet of Ssimmi. The negative chimed. More languages, more questions, more names. And the same
answer. “I just wanted to swim Ssimmi’s seething sky/seas once
before I die,” whistled Fssa. But the Bre’n words said more, much more, telling
of loss and longing, a winter seed calling to the heart of a vanished summer. Rheba lifted the sad Fssireeme off Kirtn’s shoulders and
wound the snake into her hair. She gathered energy until her hair crackled and
shimmered, comforting Fssa in the only way she could. “There are more planets
than the Equality knows,” she said, “and more navtrices. We’ll find your home
if we have to turn the galaxy inside out.” Fssa’s head rested on top of her ear. He sighed a Fssireeme
thank you and coiled more securely in her hair. “Is it—he? she?—all right?” asked Daemon. He had not understood
Fssa’s Bre’n whistles, but the emotions had needed no translation. “Just a little sad,” said Kirtn in Universal, easing his
fingers through Rheba’s hair until he found the Fssireeme. He stroked the
snake, knowing that Fssa appreciated touch as much as any legged being. “He
hoped that the Equality navtrix would know where his home was.” “Maybe the Seurs can help him,” said Daemen. “Who or what are they?” “The people who instruct my planet.” “Teachers?” asked Kirtn. Daemen hesitated. “They are hereditary mentors. That’s as
close as I can come in Universal. They investigate all the histories of Daemen,
then bring back their discoveries and instruct people in their proper use.” “All the histories? What does that mean?” asked
Rheba. “How can a planet have more than one history?” “All planets do,” said Daemen, surprised. “They’ve been settled
and resettled, colonized and recolonized, conquered and freed at least as many
times as there are Cycles. We count Seventeen Cycles in the Equality. And that
doesn’t begin to recognize events and dominions that were limited to one
planet.” Rheba blinked, surprised by Daemen’s sudden enthusiasm and ...
assurance. He was more man than boy now. He spoke in the accents of someone
used to being heard. “Are you a Seur?” “I’m The Seur, just as I’m The Daemen.” “What does that mean?” asked Kirtn, measuring Daemen’s
sudden power and remembering Satin’s warning, “Are you some kind of king or
emperor on Daemen?” Daemen’s face showed an amusement far beyond his apparent
age. “That’s one way of putting it. But it’s not that simple. Cultures rarely
are, you know. I can’t just wave my hand and thousands of people kiss my toes.”
He sighed. “Do you know anything at all about my planet?” The wistful tone made him back into a child again. Rheba
leaned forward and touched his hand comfortingly, drawn as all akhenets were to
vulnerability. “No, but we’d like to. Will you tell us?” Daemen’s fingertips caressed the back of Rheba’s hand. Neither
one of them noticed Kirtn’s sudden stiffness. But Rheba did not object to the
familiar touch, so Kirtn did not. “We’ve been settled, and unsettled,” he added wryly, “more times
than any other Equality planet. We’re on a natural replacement route. Do
you know about those? No, I can see you don’t. It doesn’t matter. Your ship has
power to spare.” “How do you know?” said Kirtn roughly. He and Rheba had been
careful to say very little about their ship. The dead Trader Jal’s lust for the
Devalon had been part of why they had been enslaved on Loo. They had no
desire to arouse the greed of anyone else. “Only five replacements to Daemen. Isn’t that what
you said?” he asked Rheba. “Yes. And three changeovers.” Daemen dismissed the changeovers with a flick of one long
finger. Even the most primitive ship could change direction and speed. “Daemen
has some of the highest technology available to the Equality, thanks to the
Seurs. Yet it took my family’s ship eleven replacements to reach Onan.” “Eleven? Are you sure?” asked Kirtn, surprise clear in his
voice. “You were very young, weren’t you?” “I was young, but I wasn’t deaf and blind. It was my first
time in space. I remember each changeover and replacement perfectly. It
was a dream come true. It was the first time I really believed that I was the
luckiest man alive.” His face changed as he remembered the nightmare that had
followed. “Eleven replacements. I’m sure.” Daemen looked into Rheba’s cinnamon eyes, trying to see if
she believed him. “Your ship represents a quantum leap in knowledge to me. I’m
The Seur. I’m interested in technology that might help my people. That’s why
The Daemen—my mother—left home. She hadn’t been very lucky at finding useful
technology in the old places. And without such finds, my people will eventually
die.” Rheba and Kirtn looked at one another. Each knew the other
was remembering Deva, where their own people had died. Finally, Rheba spoke.
“Are your people in immediate danger?” “I don’t know. I think so. The situation must have been desperate
or the Seurs wouldn’t have sent our planet’s Luck into space looking for a
solution.” “Your planet’s luck?” asked Rheba, not understanding. “My mother, The Daemen. She was our planet’s Luck. We’re
bred for it. But there was some sort of problem with her. She never found
anything useful after the first time—and even that was a minor find, a way of
dyeing synthetic fibers red. Unfortunately, she didn’t find a way of making synthetic
fibers that would take that particular color.” Rheba and Kirtn exchanged another look. It was Kirtn who
turned back to question Daemen. “So your mother went out into the Equality to
find new technologies to help your people, is that it?” Daemen smiled crookedly. “Mostly, yes. The Seurs insisted
she take her whole family with her. Probably thought she’d need all the Luck
she could lift.” The smile faded. “It wasn’t enough. We hadn’t been on Onan a
day before we were kidnapped and sent to Loo.” “Trader Jal?” asked Kirtn. “Greasy man with blue hair, blue skin and a scar on one
hand?” “Yes.” “That’s the one. He kept complaining that we weren’t worth
the energy to transport us to Loo. Actually”—his lips twisted in a mocking
smile—“he was right. Everyone died in the Pit but me, and I didn’t bring much
of a price.” He paused. “You did kill him, didn’t you?” “Jal?” Kirtn touched Rheba’s hair where Fssa lay hidden.
“The Fssireeme killed him.” Daemen looked at Rheba’s hair with new interest. “Poisonous?” “No,” Then, before he could ask more questions, Kirtn asked
one of his own. “Who’s ruling—instructing—the planet while you’re gone?” “The Seurs.” “Are they going to be glad to see you?” asked the Bre’n
bluntly. Surprise crossed Daemen’s unlined face, making him look even
younger. “Of course. The planet must be in a bad way by now. Its Luck has been
gone for years.” “There are many kinds of luck,” pointed out Kirtn. “Most
kinds you’re better off without.” “Are you saying that my mother was Bad Luck!” Daemen’s
face was flushed, furious. He spit out the last two words as though they were
the most offensive epithet he knew. Before Kirtn could reply, the ship chimed and warned of a
coming replacement. There was a subdued rush for handholds and
braces; at high speeds, replacement could be unpleasant. The ship
shuddered once, sending its interior into blackness. Gradually the light and
colors returned, but in the subdued halftones that indicated the ship was still
in replacement mode. Kirtn let go of the pilot mesh and turned to look for
Daemen. No one was there. He remembered the angry young face and sighed. He had
not meant to offend Daemen. He certainly had no desire to kill Daemen, as Satin
had ordered. On the other hand, Kirtn knew he would not be entirely comfortable
while Daemen was on board. He told himself it was because of Satin’s enigmatic
warning—but he kept remembering Daemen’s pale fingers stroking the back of
Rheba’s hand. VIIRheba awoke moaning and clutching her head. She lashed out reflexively,
trying to reach the source of her pain. Her hand hit the hard muscles of
Kirtn’s chest. He woke, realized what was happening and held her tightly
against his body. “Fssa!” yelled Kirtn. “Fssa!” There was no answer. Kirtn combed his fingers through Rheba’s
hair, knowing that he would not find the snake there but hoping anyhow. As he
had feared, the Fssireeme was not there. He was off somewhere on the ship,
talking to Rainbow, causing Rheba’s pain. She screamed, half asleep, knowing only that an animal was
trapped in her brain and gnawing its way to freedom. She writhed and fought
Kirtn while he tried to keep her from banging her head against the unyielding
walls. A slim form bent over the bunk and grabbed one of Rheba’s
flailing hands. Kirtn looked up and saw Daemen. The young man’s face was tight
with fear. “What is it?” asked Daemen, wrestling with Rheba’s surprising
strength. “Is she sick?” “No. She’s just—” Rheba’s body convulsed. Her akhenet lines flared as though
she were under attack. “Let go of her,” said Kirtn, realizing the danger. “She’s hot! I didn’t know anyone could be so hot and live!” “Let go.’” Kirtn’s harsh tone said more
than words. Daemen leaped back just as Rheba burst into flames. Energy
coursed dangerously, leaping out toward the crowded control room. Kirtn’s
strong hands pressed against the pulse in her neck. Just as the first searing
tongues reached Daemen, Rheba groaned and went limp. Kirtn held her, singing Bre’n apologies into her hair. M/dere pushed forward, holding a black Fssireeme in her hard
hands. Wordlessly, she tossed the limp snake onto the bunk. Kirtn did not need a translator to tell him she would just as
soon have killed the odd being who had caused her J/taaleri so much pain. The
Bre’n was in complete agreement. He glared at Fssa, who was mortified by what
had happened. “Say something,” snarled Kirtn. “Tell me why I shouldn’t tie
you in little knots and stuff you into the converter.” “I thought ... I thought I was out of her range,”
whispered Fssa miserably, “It was all right the other times I spoke to
Rainbow.” The Fssireeme was dead black, not even a hint of color along his
sinuous length, “I don’t know what happened.” “Where were you?” “In the tool niche.” Fssa did not add that the tool niche
was precisely where Kirtn had told him to go to talk with Rainbow. The Bre’n swore, then sighed. He stroked Rheba’s hair. She
was sleeping now, true sleep, not the unconsciousness he had forced on her
moments ago. Her strength had shocked him then. It made him thoughtful now. She
was years too young to be so powerful. Already she commanded greater fire than
many mature dancers he had known. He smiled ruefully to himself, remembering that it was the potential
of devastating/renewing energies that had first drawn him to a sleeping Senyas
baby called Rheba. She had fulfilled her promise—and more. Fssa made a small noise. In a Fourth People it would have
been called throat-clearing, but the Fssireeme had no throat to clear. “Rainbow
is bigger since it absorbed those other crystals,” said Fssa in Senyas. “It
speaks much more clearly now, although its memories are still only fragments of
a greater past.” “It speaks much too clearly now,” Kirtn said grimly.
“Rheba went into convulsions and nearly slagged the control room before I
stopped her.” Silence spread outward from the Fssireeme. He became an even
denser black. Kirtn sighed again. The snake was not at fault; he had not known
that Rainbow’s increased size would also increase its range and ability to
cause Rheba pain. “I just wanted to know if Rainbow had ever heard of Ssimmi,”
whispered Fssa. Though he spoke in Senyas, he added a whistle of Bre’n longing
that made everyone within hearing ache with sympathy. Kirtn’s anger slid away. He knew what it was to lose a home.
The cataract of fire that had destroyed his planet was also burned into his
brain. Even in his dreams, Deva was dead. “Did you find your planet?” Kirtn’s gentle tone brought a glimmer of lightness back to
the snake’s body. “No,” said Fssa sadly. “Rainbow had never heard of it under
any of the names I know. But if we find more stones, maybe more of Rainbow’s memory
will return. Maybe then it will know Ssimmi.” “Maybe. But snake—” “Yes?” “Be sure you’re out of Rheba’s range when you ask. Be very
sure.” Fssa’s whistled agreement was full of apologies and
promises. Before the last note died, the ship chimed and announced that the
final replacement was imminent. The Fssireeme repeated the announcement,
loudly, in several languages at once. There was a subdued scramble for secure
positions. The maneuver was brief and smooth, but it woke Rheba. She
retained only a vague memory of pain. It was enough. She looked at Fssa with
anger lighting the cinnamon depths of her eyes. “He was asking about Ssimmi,” said Kirtn quickly. “In the
tool niche.” She absorbed the information in silence. Then, “Did he find
his home?” “No.” “Too bad. That would have made it worth the pain. Almost.”
She grimaced and rubbed her temples, trying to banish the echoes of agony.
“Where are we?” As though in answer, the ship chimed and announced that it
would come out of replacement in three seconds. The ship quivered very
slightly, chimed, and announced that it had taken up a far orbit around the
planet Daemen. Rheba pushed forward to the pilot mesh, but did not object
when Kirtn pulled it over himself instead of her. The aftermath of Fssa’s chat
with Rainbow had affected her reflexes just enough to make communication with
the computer a chore rather than a pleasure. Kirtn quickly checked that there were neither active nor passive
defenses in the area. Apparently the planet was either unarmed or so subtly
armed that the Devalon’s sensors were defeated. Judging from Daemen’s
remarks about the advanced technology of the ship, Kirtn decided that the
planet was probably as harmless as it appeared from orbit With a silent prayer
to the Inmost Fire, he guided the ship into a close orbit. The planet ballooned in the viewscreen, then shrank into
seeming solidarity as the image was transformed into a hologram. Rheba and
Kirtn watched in silence as the rust-colored world with the vanishingly thin
atmosphere turned overhead in the control room. As Daemen had said, the planet was a dismal place. Rock and
not much else. “Is it as dead as it looks?” asked Rheba finally. Daemen answered over her shoulder, startling her. “That depends
on what you’re used to. It’s not all overrun with plants like Loo or oceans
like Onan. We have a lot of space to ourselves.” Kindly, Rheba did not point out that few other Fourth People
in the galaxy would want to live in that space. She remembered some of the
geological history she had been taught on Deva and looked thoughtfully at the
world turning slowly overhead. “Didn’t you ever have oceans or big
lakes—something?” she asked as the planet revealed a waterless southern
hemisphere. “No. Actually, the Seurs believe that Fourth People or any
other kind of advanced life couldn’t have evolved here. We think we were
colonized during the Zaarain Cycle. They’re the only ones who would have had a
technology equal to tapping the planet’s core for energy and water. When the
planet was first colonized—and that was so long ago the records are preserved as
fossils in sandstone—there were no other life forms above the level of lichen.
There still aren’t, except for us, and we depend entirely on installations left
over from Cycles we know almost nothing about.” “Why did anyone ever colonize this misbegotten rock?” asked
Rheba absently, thinking aloud. “I told you. It’s on a natural replacement route,”
said Daemen, his voice a bit defensive. However repellent the planet might be
to a fire dancer, it was his home. “I didn’t mean it the way it sounded,” said Rheba. “It’s
only that ... there just isn’t much to the planet.” “It’s more than you have,” said Daemen tightly. Then, “I’m
sorry. Please don’t look like that.” He smiled and touched her cheek. “Forgive
me?” Rheba smiled in spite of her anger. She could no more blame
Daemen for defending his home than she could blame Fssa for searching for his. “Are there any landing regulations?” asked Kirtn brusquely,
jostling Daemen as he rearranged the pilot mesh. Daemon’s hand dropped from Rheba’s cheek. “I don’t think so.
We didn’t have more ships after we left. Nobody ever comes here, either.” His
expression became both amused and hard. “Superstitious idiots! They believe
their own myths.” Kirtn, remembering Satin, said, “Oh? What myths?” “They act as though Luck were contagious,” muttered Daemen. “See
that dark spot?” he asked, pointing over his head to the southern hemisphere. “Here?” asked Kirtn, pointing to a blot not far from the
south pole of the planet. “Yes. That’s Center Square. All of our cities are on a
modified grid pattern that connects to other Squares. At least, they used to
connect. There are some pretty big mountains to avoid,” he added, explaining
the absence of people in various parts of the southern hemisphere. “What about here?” said Rheba, pointing to a similar network
of lines and splotches in the northern hemisphere. “Ruins,” Daemen said curtly. “They were farthest from Center
Square. When the master grid energy went eccentric, they died.” He saw the look
on her face and added, “It was a long time ago. At least two Cycles, from what
the Seurs have been able to find. We don’t go up there much. The farther you
get from Square One, the less advanced the technology, as a rule.” “Someone might have survived,” said Rheba, oddly moved by a
disaster hundreds of thousands of years in the past. “Someone did.” Daemen made a dismissing motion. “They’re
savages now. That’s a long way to go to study savages. We’ve got plenty closer
to home.” His slim finger pointed to a tawny patch of land over the south pole.
“There, for instance. The energy grid went eccentric in the last Cycle. The
Seurs patched what they could, but the mountains here are terrible. Square One
survived—at least, its food installation did. It still registers on our maps.” Daemen stared at the spot for a long moment. “Mother wanted
to go there. It was the first colony. She believed it would have the most
advanced technology there, buried, waiting to be found by The Luck. But the
other Seurs talked her out of it. We went out into the galaxy instead.” He made
a wry face. “The Daemen isn’t coming home with his hands full of miracles. The
Seurs will be disappointed.” Rheba put her hand over Daemen’s in silent sympathy. It
would be hard on him to go home with nothing but his family’s death to give to
his people. Her hair stirred, curling across the young man’s cheek. Kirtn glanced away from the Devalon’s outputs,
saw Rheba’s hair silky across Daemen’s cheek, and asked coldly, “Just how disappointed
will they be?” Daemen looked confused. “They won’t be hostile, if that’s
what you mean. They’ll be glad enough just to get their Daemen back. Without me
to guide their archaeological searches, they might just as well pick a dig on a
random basis.” “You’re rather young to be so knowledgeable.” Kirtn’s voice
was neutral, yet somehow challenging. “What does age have to do with it? I’m The Daemen.” The Bre’n gave a muscular shrug. “Your culture, your problem.
Ours is to get you home in one piece. Is there a spaceport beacon?” “I don’t know.” Kirtn turned back to the outputs. Bre’n whistles and Senyas
words filled the cabin. An output turned blue-gray with silver dots. A flat
mechanical tone replaced the discourse between man and machine. Kirtn looked
back at Daemen. “You have a spaceport beacon. Primitive, but effective. We’re
locked on. If we stray, the tone will vary. You should be home in”—he glanced
down at the outputs—“about seventeen minutes.” Although he said nothing more, his listeners had the
distinct impression that Kirtn would have been happier if the figure had been
in seconds. Rheba looked closely at her Bre’n, wondering why he had
taken such a dislike to the charming Daemen. She let go of Daemon’s hand and
touched Kirtn’s shoulder, silently asking what was wrong. He ignored her. The
only thing he wanted to say on the subject of Daemen was goodbye. Kirtn raced the ship toward the planet at a speed that was
only marginally safe. Though the Devalon was equipped to protest, it did
not. The ship’s Senyasi builders had also programmed it to recognize the energy
patterns of Bre’n rage. VIIINo one met them at the spaceport. A cold, fierce wind blew
in a cloudless sky, making the Devalon hum like a too-tight wire. The
ship quickly extruded stabilizers. The humming ceased, but not the feeling of
unease that it had caused. Scraps of plastic chased clouds of grit across the
scarred apron. None of the scars were new, and there were no other ships in
sight. Rheba looked at the hologram of the spaceport and shivered.
She did not need the ship’s outputs to tell her that Daemon’s namesake was a
cold, barren planet. Daemen, as though seeing the city for the first time, looked
as dismayed as Rheba. It was obvious that the reality outside did not match his
memories. “How long were you gone?” asked Rheba. “Four years.” “Just four? But you said you were a child when you left.” Daemen turned, focusing his rain-colored eyes on her. “My
years are longer than yours. In Loo terms, call it seventeen years.” Rheba shuddered. In Loo terms, that was an eternity. Slaves
might have shorter lifespans, but it certainly did not seem that way to the
slaves. She looked speculatively at Daemen again, wondering how such a vulnerable
young man had survived so long on Loo. “Ready?” asked Kirtn abruptly. Rheba turned toward her Bre’n. “But there’s no one out
there. We can’t just dump Daemen downside and leave!” Kirtn’s expression said that he could do just that with no
difficulty at all. He was very tired of her longing looks at the handsome young
enigma who was so important that a whole planet was named after him. “What do
you suggest we do—start a baby-sitting service?” Akhenet lines lit beneath Rheba’s skin, giving her a sullen
glow. “I suggest,” she said angrily, “that we either wait for some
contact or give him an escort to whatever passes for the local palace.” She
turned her back on Kirtn and spoke gently to Daemen. “Which would be better,
Daemen? Wait or go looking?” Before Daemen could answer, Kirtn spoke. His words were
clipped, his tone as cold as the wind dividing around the ship. “Looks like we
don’t have a choice. Company coming.” He whistled curt instructions to the computer. The hologram
of the spaceport shifted, zooming in on one area. As the magnification
increased, the figures walking up to the edge of the spaceport became clearer.
They were a ragged lot, yet they walked with the assurance that came from
power. “Know them?” asked Kirtn. Daemen bent forward to peer into the hologram, which had
descended to chest height. The Bre’n noted sourly that Daemen chose to lean
over Rheba’s shoulder rather than take a half step aside to improve his view. A
curt whistle shifted the hologram back up to the ceiling. Unfortunately, it did
not shift Daemen’s position. “Seurs,” Daemen said after a moment. “You can tell by the
walk. They usually wear special clothes. Guess the synthesizer still goes eccentric
from time to time.” Rheba looked at the approaching group. The only thing “special”
about their clothes was the wretched fit and color. The last time she had seen
something that repulsive was when the Devalon’s food cycle had crossed
outlets with the ship’s sanitary arrangements during a rough replacement. “Do you remember any of them?” asked Kirtn. Daemen stared at the approaching men and women. He shifted
and stared again. “They’re thinner than I remember,” he said dubiously. “One of
them might be Seur Tric.” “Friend or foe?” snapped Kirtn. Daemen turned to face the hostile Bre’n. “Why do you keep
hinting that the Seurs don’t want me back?—” Kirtn’s gold eyes took on the sheen of hammered metal, but
his voice was neutral. Even so, Rheba put her hand on Daemen’s arm in a gesture
that was meant as both warning and protection. Kirtn ignored her glance, but
her hand on Daemen’s arm rankled more than the young man’s demanding tone. “Correct me if I’m wrong—you’re the leader of this planet?”
asked Kirtn softly. “Yes.” “But you’ve been gone, so the Seurs have been running
things.” “That’s their job,” said Daemen shortly. “Do they like it?” Daemen looked surprised. “Of course!” “Then what makes you think they’ll just tamely hand over the
power to you?” “I’m The Daemen.” “Is that another word for stupid?” asked Kirtn, disgust
clear in his voice. Before Daemen could answer, Fssa stuck his head out of
Rheba’s hair. “The only possible translation of ‘Daemen’ in any language is
‘luck.’” “Shut up, snake!” Hastily, Fssa ducked back out of sight. Rheba looked at Kirtn. The lines on her body still rippled
with light, but now it indicated unease more than anger. Her Bre’n mentor was
not acting rationally—or at least not very politely. It was unlike him to be so
abrupt with a vulnerable young being like Daemen. With an unconscious, worried
frown, she rubbed the akhenet lines on the back of her arms and turned away to
study the hologram. The group’s clothes did not improve on further examination.
If anything, the color combinations became more repulsive. Also—She leaned
forward with a muffled exclamation. Some of them were wearing ropes of jewels,
great clumps strung haphazardly from crudely formed plastic links. In all, the
gems were almost as ugly as the clothes. There was one cheering sign, though.
“They aren’t armed,” she said. “At least, not in any way I can see. What do the
Devalon’s sensors say?” Without comment, Kirtn turned away from his disgusted contemplation
of Daemen’s innocence. A whistled trill sent colors racing over the ship’s
outputs. The Bre’n watched a moment, then commented, “Not enough metal on them
to make a baby’s ring/’ He looked up at Daemen. “What kind of weapons do you
use?” “We don’t. Well, not often. Whips,” he said finally, reluctantly.
“Mother wouldn’t touch the plastic knives. If they don’t shatter, they bend.
She said they weren’t worth the shit that went into making them.” Kirtn smiled, wishing it were the mother rather than the son
who had been rescued from Loo. She sounded a lot more practical. But she had
not survived. He looked at Daemen, speculation bright in his yellow Bre’n eyes.
How had the insolent halfling outlived the rest of his family? Was he as treacherous
as he was handsome? “I don’t see any whips,” said Rheba. “As for knives ...
those clothes are so baggy they could be wearing a service for twelve and not
make a wrinkle.” “Don’t worry about knives,” said Daemen, smiling reminiscently.
“Mother was right. About all they’re good for is drawing designs in warm
pudding. Besides, once they see who I am, knives will be the last thing on
their minds.” Kirtn disagreed silently and strenuously. If he were the
Seurs, knives would be the only thing on his mind, unless better weapons
were available. The group stopped at the edge of the apron, looking up at
the slim alien ship. They talked among themselves in low murmurs that the Devalon’s
sensors easily picked up. As the first syllable of the language sounded in the cabin,
Fssa reappeared and went into a series of astonishing contortions. After trying
a variety of shapes, he settled on his usual form plus a concave extension
ringed by metallic blue frills. Using the extension, he sucked every bit of
alien language out of the air, learning and extrapolating with fantastic speed. Daemen, who had never seen Fssa as anything more than a
snake, stared at the transformations in open awe. “What is he doing?” “He’s—” began Rheba. “Stretching,” interrupted Kirtn. When Rheba would have finished
her explanation, he closed his hand firmly over her wrist and thought an
emphatic negative. Rheba flinched at the no ringing in her mind. She
started to argue, thought better of it, and pointedly turned away from Kirtn.
She was not, however, going to go against such a direct order from her mentor,
even though she could not understand why he did not want Daemen to know the
nature of the Fssireeme’s genius as a translator. She stared at the hologram as though the skinny, badly
dressed natives were the most fascinating thing in the galaxy. Gems winked back
at her, as gaudy and improbable as diamonds on dung beetles. When he was sure that she would not disobey him, Kirtn released
Rheba’s wrist and watched Fssa. The snake turned his sensors toward Kirtn
without moving the odd extension lie had made. A Bre’n whistle issued from some
undetermined place to the left of the dish. Kirtn listened until he was sure
that the Fssireeme had learned the new language. Only then did he turn back to
Daemen. “What are they saying?” asked Kirtn blandly. “Not much. They’re excited by the ship, wondering who we are
and why we’re here, that sort of thing,” said Daemen absently. He swayed
forward, closer to the hologram—and Rheba—as he tried to identify individual
Seurs. “Fssa?” whistled Kirtn. “is that what they’re talking
about?” “Yes,” answered the snake in Bre’n. “They’re wondering if we
might have some technology to trade.” “And they’re hoping we’ll trade technologies,” added Daemen,
still staring into the tube. Kirtn gave the young man a hard look, but Daemen did not
notice. “Still think they’ll be happy to see you?” asked the Bre’n. “They’d be happier if I were bringing them something,” admitted
Daemen. Rheba looked around. “That shouldn’t be too hard,” she said.
“We have lots of odds and ends that we don’t use.” Her glance fell on Rainbow.
It was wrapped in its fine cargo mesh, hanging from a recessed hook over the control
board. Rainbow dangled overhead whenever it was not in the tool locker, bending
Fssa into improbable shapes. “Too bad you aren’t a machine,” said Rheba to the
crystal mass. “I’d trade you for something useful.” Daemen stood on tiptoe, leaned, and unhooked the cargo net. “What are you doing?” demanded Kirtn. Surprised at his tone, Daemen took a step backward. “I’m
sorry. I didn’t know it was valuable to you.” Kirtn looked sourly at the crystals gleaming through the
fine cargo net. Remembering Rheba’s agony, he was not too sure that Rainbow was
valuable to him. “Maybe it isn’t. So what?” Fssa made an anguished sound. His body darted protectively
toward Rainbow, but it was out of reach. Daemen looked at the snake nearly falling out of Rheba’s
hair, then at the expressionless Bre’n. Daemen glanced at Rheba. She, too,
looked as though she were trying to decide if Rainbow was more trouble than it
was worth. “Some of these crystals are very old, as old as any my
mother ever found,” said Daemen simply. “But the machine must be badly tuned,
or it wouldn’t give you such a vicious headache every time it’s activated.” “What are you talking about?” asked Rheba. “Rainbow isn’t a
machine.” “Of course it is. It’s a Zaarain machine—or what’s left of
one.” “Are you sure?” asked Kirtn, looking at Rainbow with new
interest. “Look,” said Daemen confidently, “your people may build the
best ship in the galaxy, but mine know more about history than any six races
put together. That,” he said, tapping a fingernail on one of Rainbow’s
scintillant surfaces, “is a Zaarain construct. A machine.” Kirtn frowned. He knew that Zaarain constructs were not necessarily
machines. The Zaarains had constructed unusual life forms as well as incredible
machines. Nonetheless, Rainbow as machine made more sense than Rainbow as
living entity. Of course, the lithic races of the First People were both
improbable and very real. “Rainbow is part of an installation core, I think. Hard to
tell,” added Daemen, turning the net so that he could see all sides of the
crystal mass. “Not much is left.” “Then how can you be sure?” asked Kirtn. “The carvings,” said Daemen in the patient tone of a teacher
talking to a very stupid student. “Etchings, really. Or viasynth, if
you want to be technical.” “Then it isn’t ... alive?” asked Rheba. Daemen laughed. “It’s a machine. How can it be alive?” Fssa burst into rapid Bre’n speech, arguing in stanzas of desperate
poetry that his friend was as alive as he himself was. Rainbow was fragmented,
to be sure, but that did not change the fact of its viability. Kirtn whistled a shrill imperative. Fssa subsided. He was
very black as he wove himself back into Rheba’s comforting hair. “Assuming it’s a machine,” said Kirtn, “what good is it to
you?” “None, probably. But it’s better than empty hands. I’ll pay
you for it as soon as I can. Although, if the synthesizer is snarky, it might
be a while until I can make something useful for you.” Rheba hesitated, torn between Daemon’s need and Fssa’s affection
for Rainbow. She turned toward Kirtn. “Daemen did, after all, steal most of the
price of the navtrix.....” Kirtn could have pointed out that without her, Daemen would have
been stuck on Loo. But he did not. If Rainbow was a machine, it belonged to
Rheba, for it had been Rheba who insisted on saving it from the depredations of
slave children. If Rainbow was not a machine, it belonged to itself, and could
not be given away or sold. She looked from Rainbow dangling passively in the cargo net
to Daemen. He looked both vulnerable and hopeful; despite his brave words about
being welcomed back, it was obvious that he was worried about coming home
empty-handed. Fssa keened softly. It was hard for Rheba to think with the
Fssireeme mourning beautifully against her neck. There were no words for his
sadness, simply emotion transformed into music. She had not heard anything so
sorrowful since Loo, where First People sang of eternal slavery. Kirtn whistled gently, telling Fssa to be quiet. It was
Rheba’s decision. With a tiny wail the Fssireeme obeyed. She looked at Kirtn,
wanting to ask his advice; but it was like looking at the face of a stranger.
She saw as though for the first time his inhuman beauty, a perfection attained
only by Bre’ns, strength and invulnerability. There was no help there, only a
mentor waiting to see how well his protйgйe had learned. She looked toward
Daemen, slim and vulnerable, needing her as her mentor did not. And she could not decide. Her akhenet lines surged raggedly. She closed her eyes and
spoke a dancer litany in her mind. The currents of energy flickering through
her steadied, then faded into normal modes, invisible beneath her skin. She
looked at Rainbow, caught in a cargo net, swinging beneath Daemen’s fingers.
What had made her think she was choosing between two men? The only choice was
whether Rainbow was machine or bizarre sentience, dead or living. That had
nothing to do with Kirtn or Daemen. The ship chimed once and said, “Downside connections are in
place. The downside com channel is hot.” Rheba turned back to the hologram. The group outside had
gathered around a slender, slanting pole. She assumed it was a communication
device, and that it was now connected to the ship. Otherwise the Devalon would
have referred to the com channel as cold, not hot. She hesitated, then faced
Daemen and held out her hand. “I’m not sure Rainbow is mine to give away. Until
I’m sure ...” With a wry, understanding smile, Daemen gave the cargo net
and its enigmatic burden to Rheba. “I’m still The Daemen. Empty hands or not,
I’m home. Thank you.” His words only made Rheba feel worse. She looked at the
desolate spaceport and the grubby, painfully thin people waiting there, their
jewels incongruous against their awful clothes. “I don’t know much about machines,” she said suddenly, “but
I’m from a culture your people have never heard of. If they’re historians, that
will be worth something to them, won’t it? I’ll go with you.” Daemen’s delight was as obvious as Kirtn’s displeasure. The
young man grabbed her in a hug that was not brotherly. ‘Td like that!” “How long are you staying?” asked the Bre’n, his face a mask
that should have warned her. But she was too distracted by Daemen’s hug to notice Kirtn.
“We can’t stay too long. The ship’s overtaxed as it is with a” the people aboard. A day, maybe two?” she asked, searching
Daemon’s gray eyes. “Will that be enough?” Kirtn looked at Daemen’s face and wondered how he had ever
thought of him as anything but a man—a man who was as aroused by Rheba as the
Bre’n was himself. Daemen might be as smooth and slender as a Senyas child, but
any resemblance ended there. Unfortunately, that was more than enough to engage
the akhenet protective instinct. The drive to have and nurture children had been artificially
enhanced in both Bre’n and Senyas akhenets until it was an obsession. It had
been a necessary, if drastic, solution to the problem of producing more akhenets.
Only very rarely did a Bre’n-Senyas couple produce offspring, yet the pairing
of most Bre’n-Senyas akhenets was so complete, so exclusive, that the birth
rate had fallen off to almost nothing. The artificial, obsessive focus on children
was all that had saved the akhenet gifts in both races from extinction. As Kirtn watched Rheba in Daemen’s arms, he sourly concluded
that akhenet exclusivity would not have been a problem with him and his fire
dancer. Unless he was the one excluded. His eyes narrowed and anger
uncurled along the same channels he used to reinforce Rheba’s akhenet talents. He felt the heat, knew the danger, and invoked Bre’n discipline
to keep himself from sliding closer to the deadly berserker state known as rez.
The transition of Senyas akhenet from, child to adult was the most difficult—and
dangerous—of times for a Bre’n-Senyas pair. The Senyas could not help sending
out conflicting sexual signals; and every Bre’n was more passionate than
patient. It was not uncommon for akhenet pairs to die, killed by a jealous
Bre’n in rez. Such tragedies were a theme in many Bre’n poems and
resonated in Bre’n songs. But Rheba did not know those songs, for Deva had died before
she could learn. Nor could Kirtn tell her, not now. It was her choice. Dancer’s
Choice. She must make it without coercion from him. Grimly, he instructed the ship to activate the downside com
channel. His amplified voice cut across the mutters of the group outside.
Although Fssa could have acted as translator, Kirtn preferred to act as though
he had no access to the native language. “Hello, downsiders,” he said in Universal. “We’ve got a present
for you. Do we have your permission to leave ship?” There was an excited outburst of sound, then the group subsided.
A man stepped forward. His clothes were dreadful but he wore more jewels than
anyone else. As he bent over the com pole, his necklace turned and flashed in
the sun. “Greetings,” said the man. “I’m Seur Tric, and you are most
welcome on our planet. Are you traders?” The eagerness in Tric’s voice made Kirtn smile thinly.
“We’re not traders, but we have something for you.” Tric’s puzzlement showed clearly on the hologram. “A gift?
That’s not necessary. We have no port fees. We’re scholars, not profiteers.
Everyone is welcome here.” Kirtn stared at the hologram and wondered if Tric was as innocent
as he sounded. Somehow, he doubted it. Power and innocence did not go together.
“I’m glad everyone is welcome,” said Kirtn dryly. He leaned over, grabbed
Daemen, and put him in front of the ship’s pickup. At a whistled command, the
ship took Daemen’s image and projected it outside. The result was lifelike—and
startling. “Recognize him?” Only Tric stood his ground without flinching. He squinted,
peering myopically at the hologram of Daemen. “Jycc? Is it you?” “Not Jycc. Not anymore. I’m The Daemen now.” A sound rose from the group. As one they stared at the image
of the boy who was Jycc no longer. Tric raised trembling hands toward the
hologram, then bowed his head. His breath came in a deep sob. “Oh my Seurs,” he said, hiding his face, “The Luck is with
us again.” Kirtn looked between the group outside the ship and The
Daemen within. The Bre’n would have felt a lot better if he knew whether the
emotion shaking the Seurs was pleasure—or fear. IXRheba pulled heavy clothes out of a concealed cupboard. She
began to dress for the cold outside. Kirtn read the downside statistics on the
computer outputs and reached for his own clothes cupboard. Even for a Bre’n, it
was a bit chilly on Daemen. Rheba looked out from the hooded green wraparound
she had chosen and saw that Kirtn also was dressed for downside weather. “You don’t have to go,” she said. “I’m going whether you like it or not.” She flinched as though he had slapped her. She had never
heard such coldness in his voice before. She started to ask what was wrong,
then decided not to. She knew better than to interrogate an angry Bre’n. “Fssa.” Kirtn’s tone was such that even Daemen turned to
stare. The Fssireeme quickly showed his head, sensors wheeling with color.
“Tell M/dere to guard the ship. No one is to board or leave without my direct
permission.” Rapid, guttural sounds issued from the snake. M/dere looked
from Kirtn to Rheba, but did not protest receiving orders from the
Bre’n—particularly when the orders were eminently sensible tactics. She grunted
assent and went to stand where the downside portal would open in the wall of
the ship. “Tell Rainbow to make himself into a necklace,” said Kirtn,
his tone still abrupt. “And be quick about it, Fssireeme.” Fssa assumed a bizarre shape. Rheba closed her mouth into a
thin line, anticipating pain. She did not protest. Even though he was angry,
she knew her Bre’n would not let her be hurt unless it was necessary. The pain was very quick, gone almost before she had time to
flinch, Fssa whistled soft apologies. She stroked his body reassuringly. With a
last trill he disappeared into her long gold hair. Kirtn reached into the cargo mesh and pulled out Rainbow.
Instead of its usual sunburst shape, it had shifted to become a long necklace
of stones held together by force fields only it understood. Kirtn examined the
necklace, tugged gently, then with more force. The necklace remained intact. He
slipped it over his head. If a gaudy string of jewels constituted status on
this plane!, he would go suitably attired. “Snake.” His voice was curt. Fssa’s head poked out of Rheba’s hair over her ear. His sensors
were iridescent as he sought out the Bre’n. “Yes?” “Translate, but don’t let anyone except me hear you unless I
tell you otherwise.” He used the precise Senyas speech. There could be no way for
the Fssireeme to misunderstand: It was Kirtn, not Rheba, who would give orders
for this expedition. Rheba glanced quickly at her mentor but did not object. Not
yet. He had done nothing unreasonable. She did not know why he distrusted
Daemen and his people, but she did know that her Bre’n was balanced on the thin
edge of rage. She would do nothing to push him over and everything she could to
draw him back. “Open,” snapped Kirtn. His flat command did not need to he repealed. The ship
opened promptly, allowing the thin, cold air of Daemen to sweep through the
control room. Kirtn went first, an impressive figure of strength moving easily
down the steep ramp, jewels winking in the attenuated sunlight. Behind him came
Rheba, her akhenet lines pulsing uneasily, lighting her face until it echoed
the metallic gold of Kirtn’s eyes. Last came Daemen, no taller than Rheba, both
of them diminished by Kirtn’s bulk. Daemen’s gray eyes lit with delight as he saw Seur Tric waiting
at the bottom of the ramp. Daemen ran past Rheba and Kirtn and threw his arms
around the older man. The variety in appearance among Seurs was astonishing. One
was quite tall, another had fur as long as Rheba’s hair, a third had tricolored
strips running diagonally across his body. Seur Tric, by comparison, was
modestly endowed. His skin was pink and he had tufts of hair at cheek, chin and
first knuckles. “Uncle Tric,” laughed Daemen, stepping back to look at his
mother’s younger brother. If she had died without bearing children, Tric would
have been The Luck. But she had had many children, one of whom had survived to
become The Daemen. “You’re so thin! And your clothes! Who dropped a shoe in the
synthesizer this time?” Tric’s face struggled between emotions that Kirtn could not
name. Obviously Tric was happy to see the boy he had once known as Jycc. It was
also obvious that being in the presence of The Daemen was not a happy thing. It
could simply have been that Daemen’s presence meant that Tric’s sister was dead
... or it could have meant something less comforting, something that echoed the
fear in Satin’s voice when she had said, Space him! Kirtn looked away from the uneasy welcome. The other members
of the group were murmuring among themselves and staring at Rainbow hanging
across Kirtn’s muscular chest. He had worn his cape open, the better to display
the multicolored crystals. The long-furred man leaned closer, staring at a peculiarly
carved crystal. His hand moved as though to grab the necklace but stopped well
short of actually touching Rainbow or the Bre’n. Tric turned away from his nephew. “Are you the ones responsible
for bringing The Luck back to Daemen?” asked the Seur in accented but
understandable Universal. Kirtn was not sure he liked the way the question was
phrased, but answered anyway. “Daemen was a slave on Loo. So were we. There was
a rebellion.” His torso moved in a Bre’n shrug. “The Loo-chim died. We didn’t.
My dancer”—he indicated Rheba—“promised all slaves a ride home. Her promise is kept.” Before Kirtn could turn and stride back up the Devalon’s ramp,
the group of Seurs fragmented into a babble of sound. Fssa’s artful
translations could not be kept secret if Kirtn made the Fssireeme shout up the
ramp to him. With obvious reluctance, the Bre’n turned and faced the Seurs
again. When he saw that Rheba was still at the bottom of the ramp, her hand on
Daemen’s arm, the Bre’n gestured curtly for her to return to the ship. “There’s no purpose in being rude,” whistled Rheba softly,
resonances of confusion and regret woven through the complex Bre’n words. “If
nothing else, we need clothes for the slaves.” “The ship will manufacture clothes,” he answered in curt Senyas. “Only if we let it renew itself from downside converters,” answered
Rheba in Senyas. “It ate a lot of power getting here so quickly.” She did not
add that it had been Kirtn’s idea to tear across the galaxy. Had she been the pilot,
there would have been a slower, more energy-sane passage. She saw rage like a darker shade of gold pooling in his
eyes. Instinctively she ran up the ramp, touched him, telling him of her concern—and
drawing energy out of him with a skill that shocked Kirtn. It was not a cure
for his turmoil. It was simply a temporary means of keeping him from sliding
any closer to rez. He should have thanked her. He should have hugged her and
held her, reassuring her. He had always done so in the past when the
complexities of his Bre’n nature frightened her. But it was not the past. She was older now, a woman in everything
but understanding of her Bre’n ... and Daemen stood at the bottom of the ramp,
slender and beguiling, making Kirtn feel as clumsy as a stone. He did not blame
Rheba for being more attracted to Daemen’s smooth-skinned grace than she was to
her mentor’s uncompromising strength. He did not blame her—but he did not like
it, either. He looked at her eyes. It was like looking into fire,
searing him with possibilities. He—looked at Daemen. And then he looked at neither
of them. “You must come to the installation,” said Seur Tric,
climbing partway up the ramp. It was not so much an invitation as a command. “Yes,” said Daemen enthusiastically, following Rheba’s steps
back up the ramp. He took her hand and smiled. “Please, I want to show you my
world.” Even Kirtn felt the enchantment of Daemen’s smile. And
then-the Bre’n felt cold. He wanted to grab Rheba, run inside and throw the Devalon
into space. Yet it was her choice, always. Dancer’s Choice. Rheba looked up at Kirtn, silently asking if it would be all
right to stay on the planet, but it was like looking at a stranger, a face made
out of wood and hammered gold. Sudden anger flickered in her, echoed by akhenet
lines. Anger, and something close to fear. It was cold on the ramp, and lonely.
She turned back to Daemen, to the warmth promised in his smile. Without a word
she let him lead her onto the spaceport’s cracked and pitted surface. Kirtn did not move. In spite of herself, Rheba listened for his footsteps. She
told herself that she was so angry she did not care whether he came or went
back to the ship. But she felt worse with every step. She did not know what was
wrong with her Bre’n; Fssa’s melancholy mewing in her ear did nothing to make
her feel better. Just as she was about to turn around and run back to Kirtn, she
heard the snap of his cape in the wind. He was following, but very silently,
more like a predator than a friend. She shivered and regretted the impulse that had led her down
the ramp. Discreetly, she slowed her walk until Kirtn had to come alongside her
or step on her heels. As he moved to go around her she put her hand on his arm.
So great was her emotion that the touch joined them in minor mind dance. For a
devastating instant she knew his consuming anger/hurt/fear—and he knew hers. Kirtn jerked away, afraid that she would discover the
jealousy that was driving him. But he could not bear the flash of her pain at
his rejection. He called what shreds of discipline remained to him and stroked
her seething hair, hoping that nothing more than a Bre’n’s deep love for a
Senyas dancer would be transmitted to her. Relief and pleasure surged through her, setting fire to her
hair and akhenet lines. Daemen flinched as a strand of Rheba’s hair crossed his face
like molten wire. His startled cry told her what she had accidentally done.
Across his pale cheek was a thin scarlet line. “I’m sorry,” she said, her voice contrite, her eyes warm
with concern and the fire that coursed through her. “I didn’t realize ... I’m
not used to being around people who burn easily.” It was to Daemon’s credit that he did not draw back when she
lifted her hand to trace beneath the scorch mark on his cheek. He turned his
head until his lips brushed her palm. “That’s all right,” he said, his eyes dancing
with light and laughter. “I’ll just have to learn when to duck.” Rheba giggled and touched Daemen’s lips with hair that no
longer burned but sent sweet currents of energy surging through him. “I only
burn when I’m not paying attention. Is that better?” Daemen’s smile was as incandescent as her eyes. Kirtn grimly hoped that she would forget herself and burn
the young charmer to ash and gone—but he was careful not to touch her as he
thought it. Then he saw Seur Tric looking speculatively from Rheba to Daemen.
The Dementia frowned and looked away. Yet Kirtn was sure that he had seen fear naked on the older
man’s face in the instant before his wan face turned toward the buildings that
ringed the spaceport. Why would the thought of The Daemen paired with Rheba
bring fear to Tric? Or was it simple xenophobia that moved the Seur? As he passed the sagging fence that divided spaceport from
city, Kirtn whistled softly to himself. The transceiver that doubled as a cape
fastener carried his whistle back to the Devalon. “Any
interference, Ilfn?” “None,” whispered his fastener in soft Senyas. “Are the passengers restless?” “Yes, but not to the point that they’ll take on J/taal
mercenaries. Besides, no one wants to chance being enslaved on another grubby
planet.” Ilfn did not add that she thought it was foolish to the
point of insanity that Kirtn and Rheba were on the planet alone. Nor did she
need to. Her last sentences had been in Bre’n, a language that conducted
emotions as inevitably as copper conducted electricity. She also did not need
to say that she understood the jealousy that had goaded Kirtn into being so
foolish. That, too, was conducted by her whistle. “How is the ship handling the downside power conversions?”
he asked. “No problems yet. The spaceport must be better equipped than
it looks.” “How long before we have the power to travel and take
care of our passengers?” “Several hours.” “Hours! I thought you said the spaceport is better equipped
than it looks.” “It looks,” whistled Ilfn crisply, “as if they’re still
banging rocks together to get fire.” Kirtn glanced around at the time-rounded, lumpy stone buildings
and silently agreed. “Let me know as soon as we’re thirty minutes from full
power.” “Of course. And Kirtn?” “Yes?” “Your dancer is older than you think.” Kirtn’s answer was harsh and off-key, loud enough to carry
to Rheba. She looked away from Daemen to the intimidating lines of an angry
Bre’n face. “Is something wrong on the ship?” she asked quickly. “Nothing the J/taals can’t handle.” “Is that why you made them stay on board?” Kirtn had left the J/taals behind as a precaution. On a
strange planet, it was smart to keep a force in reserve. But he was not going
to say that to Rheba. She was so taken by Daemen’s charm that she would not believe
his people might pose a danger to her, “Someone had to protect Ilfn and
Lheket,” he said neutrally. Rheba made a noncommittal sound. Ilfn needed about as much
protection as a steel fern. She was Bre’n, and Bre’ns were strong. Lheket,
however, was a child. Like Daemen. She looked covertly at The Luck walking alongside
her. Not precisely a child, but certainly not a man, either. Somewhere between
Lheket and Kirtn, neither child nor yet man. Like Lheket, Daemen still needed
protection. She wondered why Kirtn could not see that, why he was not drawn to
Daemen’s vulnerability as she was. Seur Tric stopped to confer with the four men who had come
with them from the spaceport. For the first time, Kirtn realized that one,
perhaps two men had been left behind. He swore silently at his carelessness. He
had been so absorbed in jealousy that he had not noticed there were two less of
the skeletal Seurs escorting them. He took a grim satisfaction in the knowledge
that M/dere and her mercenaries would not be similarly blind. “What happened to the rest of the group?” Kirtn asked
Daemen. The young man glanced around. “Is someone missing?” “One man. Maybe more.” Kirtn looked over his shoulder, but
the coiner of a building cut off his view of the spaceport. “Do you always
leave guards on off-planet ships?” “Guards?” Daemen laughed. “What could you guard with a plastic
knife? If anyone dropped back, it was probably sheer fascination. Show a Seur a
machine that works and you’ll never get him away from it! I’m surprised Tric
didn’t demand a tour of every cupboard and relay on the Devalon.” Daemen’s explanation failed to reassure Kirtn. The last
person who had been that fascinated by the Devalon was Trader Jal. That
fascination had cost Rheba and Kirtn their freedom and Jal his life. Kirtn murmured instructions into the transceiver. Behind
him, out of sight, the Devalon closed into a seamless whole, impervious
to any method of attack short of nuclear annihilation. The only connection the
ship retained with downside was through his transceiver—and the downside power
draw. He would not shut that off until an actual attack was mounted. Then he told himself he was being foolish. The planet had no
technology on it superior to the Devalon’s armaments. The people he had
seen on the streets were lethargic, obviously on the edge of starvation. He doubted
if they had one good fight left in them. And even if they did, what could
plastic knives do against lightguns? Yet he could not help glancing back over his shoulder, unable
to shake the feeling that he had overlooked something. XThe Central Installation, called Centrins by the natives,
was huge. It was created from a single multihued material that seemed to sway
gracefully, like flowers blooming beneath a clear river. Neither cracks nor
stains marred the flowing walls and arched ceilings where colors called to each
other in voices undimmed by time. And much time had passed, more time than any man should have
to sense, much less to live among its colored shadows. Kirtn felt time like an
indefinable weight on his shoulders, a thickness in the very air he breathed. Rheba leaned against his arm, reflexively seeking the
comfort he could give her. She, too, sensed time like an immense entity brooding
over Centrins. She drew Kirtn’s presence around her, warming herself against
the distant intimations of eternity pouring by a chilling concept to entities
for whom a handful of centuries spelled the whole of life. Yet Centrins itself looked just born, sleek with newness. It
glowed warmly, inviting human presence. Even on closer inspection, the compound preserved its pristine
appearance. The ground around Centrins might look old, the stone walls thrown
up by later, more barbaric men might be worn to sand, but Centrins itself was untouched. “Stasis?” asked Rheba, using Senyas because she could not
bear to describe Centrins with emotional Bre’n. “Did you feel any energy shift when we entered the compound?” “No.” “Then it’s not stasis,” said Kirtn flatly. “Even the Zaarain
Cycle was stuck with the same physical laws we are. Where energy exists,
perfect stasis doesn’t.” “Zaarain?” asked Rheba. Then, “Of course. It has to be. No
other Cycle had the ability to preserve its artifacts so well.” “Too bad they weren’t as good with cultures.” “People aren’t as amenable as matter/energy equations.” He wondered if she was alluding to him. He stroked her arm
and was rewarded with a smile that made him ache. “At least this is as beautiful as I remembered it,” said
Daemen, drawing Rheba away from Kirtn. The young man pointed to a museum that
opened off the great hall they had entered. “That was where I first learned to
recognize the Cycles by their artifacts. Seur Tric”—he smiled at his uncle—“was
my best teacher.” Seur Tric’s smile was small and fleeting, showing cracked
teeth of several colors. He hurried on down the hall despite Daemen’s obvious
desire to poke through the Seur museum. Kirtn lingered, staring at the cases and pedestals holding objects
that cried out to be seen and understood. Rheba, too, looked into the room,
curious about Cycles she had heard of only in myths. Then she turned abruptly
and hurried after Tric. Kirtn did not need to touch her to know what she was
thinking: Deva had no museums, no monuments, no students eager for her past. With one last, long look around the room where time was labeled
and enclosed, Kirtn followed the retreating figures of Daemen, Rheba and Tric.
No one else was around. The men who had followed them from the spaceport had
vanished soundlessly into Centrins’ multicolored recesses. He looked again,
then murmured into the transceiver. “Any problems there?” he asked. “None. The outputs showed a flux in energy a few minutes
ago.” Ilfn’s voice was disembodied yet very clear. “We stopped drawing power
through the downside connectors. Then we started up again. Must have been a
surge in the downside power core, or whatever this primitive place uses for
energy.” Malaise prickled like heat over Kirtn’s body. “You’re sure
we’re still drawing power?” “Yes. Five hours to optimum capacity.” “Five? I thought—” “So did I. But the ship cut back on its downside draw after
the surge. Shall I override?” “No. Not yet. The Devalon knows its needs better than
I do. Anything else?” “Lheket wants Rheba back,” Ilfn said dryly. “He’s in love
with her electric hair.” Kirtn laughed shortly. Lheket was blind and a child, but apparently
not impervious to Rheba’s charm. It was just as well. Lheket would be the
father of her children as soon as he was old enough. That, at least, was one liaison the Bre’n would support.
Just as Rheba called Ilfn sister because she carried Kirtn’s unborn children,
he would call Lheket brother when Rheba was pregnant with a new race of Senyas.
It was the way Bre’n and Senyas had survived in the past. It would be the way
they survived in the future. If they had a future ... two Bre’ns, two Senyasi. So few.
But there must be more who had survived Deva’s death. There must be others
scattered through the galaxy, seeking more of their own kind just as Rheba and
Kirtn were. They had tracked the rumor of Lheket to the slave planet Loo. And
then they had freed Lheket and his Bre’n. Where two had been found, there might
be others. Not on Loo, but somewhere. “Kirtn?” Rheba’s call startled Kirtn out of his thoughts. “Anything wrong?” she whistled, the sound like pure color
floating through the ancient hall. “I was just thinking about the ... others.” He did not need
to elaborate. His whistle carried enough sorrow and speculation for a long
Senyas speech. She left Daemen and ran back down the hall to her Bre’n.
“We’ll find them,” she said fiercely. “First we’ll take the slaves to their
homes and then we’ll be free to look again. Who knows? Maybe we’ll even find
some of our people on the way.” He rubbed his fingers through her crackling hair. “Maybe we
will, little dancer. Maybe we will. But not here,” he added sourly. “This place
isn’t exactly the crossroads of the universe.” “Rheba?” Daemen’s concerned voice preceded him up the hall.
“What’s wrong?” Tersely, she explained her planet’s death and their quest
for others of their own kind. “I didn’t know,” said Daemen softly. “You must have thought
it terrible when I complained of being the only survivor of my family. You’ve
lost an entire world.” “I didn’t lose everyone,” she said, rubbing her palm over
Kirtn’s arm. Daemen and Kirtn exchanged a long look, but Rheba did not notice. A peculiar tenor bell rang throughout Centrins. From the end
of the hall, Seur Tric called in rapid Daemenite. “We’re coming,” answered Daemen. “Uncle’s worried,” he said,
turning back to Rheba. “That’s the dinner bell. The dining room serves food
only to occupied chairs. If we’re not there, we don’t eat until the next time
the room feels like making a meal.” She blinked, not sure she had heard correctly. When she
looked at Kirtn, he shrugged. Neither one of them understood, but Tric’s impatience
was apparent. They hurried down the hall to catch up with him. As they did, a
tenor bell again rang sweetly through the building. “Uh oh,” said Daemen, breaking into a run. “If we don’t
hurry, I’ll miss my first home meal in years.” The four of them raced down the hall, skidding at a final
sharp turn. The location of the dining room was obvious. Seurs and their
families were jammed into a wide doorway, struggling for passage. No one
noticed the strangers, because everyone wore costumes of wildly varying cut and
color. The people were as varied as their costumes. Combinations of skin, fur,
height and color were not repeated. The only thing Daemenites seemed to have in
common was an almost skeletal thinness. Once in the room, everyone raced for a seat. If there was
order or precedence, it was not apparent. Hunger was, however. “Make sure your chair is lit,” yelled Daemen over the
hubbub. “The dark ones don’t work.” Kirtn made a sound of disgust. He had seen cherfs use better
manners at the trough. “Up!” he said to Rheba. He swung her into his arms,
above the worst of the jostling. When his sheer strength was not enough to
clear a path, her discreet jolts of electricity were. The tenor bell sang again. Whatever dignity might have remained
was trampled in a rush for seating. Kirtn slid Rheba into a chair, sat
next to her, and watched the final scramble with blank astonishment. A disheveled
Seur Tric popped out of the crowd and threw himself into a chair across from
Kirtn. Daemen was right behind, laughing with delight. He was the
only Daemenite who seemed amused by the frantic race to food. But then, he was
the only Daemenite who had flesh on his bones. “That’s what I hated most about Loo,” said Daemen as he
vaulted into a chair next to Rheba. “The meals were so boring. On
Daemen, we know how to get the juices flowing before we sit down to eat.” The tenor bell sang a fourth time. All empty chairs went
dark. There were groans and curses from people who had not found a chair. Some
threw themselves at chairs even though they knew their reflexes were not
capable of outrunning the machine’s sensors. A rude, fruity sound issued from
the chairs that had been occupied too late. “What was that?” said Rheba, peering around. “The cook,” said Daemen. “The cook?” she repeated. “It’s laughing at the people who missed dinner.” “It? Is the cook a machine?” “Of course.” He smiled and touched her chin with the tip of
his finger. “Didn’t you have cooks on Deva?” “Machines don’t laugh at people,” she said impatiently. “Maybe they didn’t on Deva. They do here.” He ran his hands
over the seamless tabletop. “What’s for dinner, uncle?” Seur Tric looked unhappy. “I don’t know. We may not even get
any food.” “Oh no!” groaned Daemen. “Don’t tell me the cook is eccentric
too?” “Sometimes,” conceded Tric grimly. “Last week, it called us
to table twice. All it did was—” Brrraaaacck! The sound came from Tric’s chair. With a pained look, Tric shut up. Kirtn whistled softly, “Can you sense any energy, dancer?” Rheba’s hair stirred and slid strand over strand with a
silky whisper. Her eyes changed, currents of gold turning in amber depths. Her
answering whistle was vague, almost dreamy. “Yes, Everywhere. The whole room,
the building, all of Centrins. Currents flowing ... but not smoothly, not everywhere.
Gaps and darkness, sudden cold.” A cataract of energy slammed into her. Reflexively she threw away the energy before it could burn
her to ash. The ceiling flared whitely. Every chair in the room lit like flash
strips in a darkened ship. The tenor bell screamed. The room burst into confused cries as Seurs leaped out of
their chairs. Only Kirtn had noticed the akhenet lines coalesce beneath Rheba’s
skin until she burned more hotly than any natural fire. Now her eyes were
blank, veined with the same incandescence as her hands. He drained energy out
of her with a touch, calling her back from her contemplation of the core’s
compelling currents. She blinked. Slowly her eyes focused on him. “What happened?” “I was hoping you could tell me. Are you all right?” She sighed and stretched. “Yes. Just tired, as though you’d
been teaching me a particularly hard lesson.” Kirtn remembered the pouring energies. “Did that machine—or
whoever is running it!—attack you?” She covered a yawn beneath a hand that was slowly fading
back to its normal tan color. “I don’t think so. Probably I just tripped a
feeder or scrambled some commands.” “It could have killed you,” said Kirtn flatly. “Maybe. It was just a light touch, though. It has a lot more
energy in reserve.” She stilled her lashing hair with a shake of her head. “It
wasn’t as bad as the Equality Rangers’ lightguns.” The tables in front of them changed. Dinner appeared, as colorful
as the walls. Unfortunately, it smelled more like fertilizer than food. After a
moment, though, the odor changed to something more appetizing. With a silent sigh of relief, Rheba picked up a pointed
instrument that had appeared with the food. She stabbed a morsel and chewed
tentatively. She was not worried about being poisoned. Fourth People might find
each other’s food unappetizing—even vile—but if it would not kill a Daemenite,
it would not kill a Senyas or Bre’n. Kirtn watched her for a moment, then picked up his eating
tool with less enthusiasm than she had shown. Bre’ns were, notoriously discriminating
about flavors. He took a tentative bite. The food was not as bad as he had expected.
It was merely bad rather than dreadful. Around Kirtn rose satisfied murmurs and lip sackings. The
Daemenites fell upon their food as though it were the last meal they ever
expected to eat. Even Seur Tric’s sour expression lightened. He ate rapidly,
belched immodestly, and continued stabbing bright food as fast as he could
manipulate his eating tool. Tric looked up, saw Kirtn watching, and waved his arm expansively.
“Eat! It’s not often the cook is in a good mood, especially not lately.” Kirtn looked toward Daemen. The Luck was eating as fast as
he could get food into his mouth. He, too, belched often and loudly. Kirtn
concealed his distaste. The slave compounds of Loo probably had not taught the
boy much about good food. Rheba leaned over and whispered a Senyas phrase in Kirtn’s
ear. “Burp.” “What?” “Burp,” she repeated. “Fssa says that we should burp. Apparently
it’s some kind of communication.” Kirtn muttered something clinical in Senyas. Rheba frowned.
He swore and gulped air until he gave up a mighty belch. Nearby Daemenites
looked over approvingly. Kirtn stabbed more food and chewed unhappily. Among
Bre’ns, belching was not only bad manners, it was a sign of bad food. Among Sunhats
it was worse. Senyasi only burped as a prelude to vomiting. He hoped no one
would notice Rheba’s silence. She squirmed uncomfortably, muttering to herself. Kirtn
guessed that she was arguing with Fssa, explaining to him why she could not be
polite and burp. The argument became heated. When she offered to throw up to
prove her point, Fssa subsided. Then, apparently from Rheba’s mouth, came an epic belch. As one, the Daemenites stopped eating. They banged their eating
instruments approvingly against the tables. Both Daemon and Tric looked as
gratified as parents whose offspring has just done something particularly
clever. Kirtn strangled his laughter and hoped that no one had noticed Rheba’s
hair blowing out with the force of Fssa’s gassy cry. Serenely, as though nothing unusual had happened, Rheba continued
eating. The rest of the meal was a long silence punctuated by burps.
When tabletops and fingertips had been licked clean, the Daemenites relaxed and
began congratulating each other on the quality of the meal. A few people called
out to Seur Tric, asking him if some traveling Seurs had returned with new knowledge
that he had used to reprogram the cook. Tric muttered and made a vague gesture
with his hands, consigning questions and cooks to the Last Square. But the questioners were not to be so lightly put off. A
group of people gathered around Seur Tric. They began to question him, then
realized that the people with him were strangers. Oddly, Tric did not mention
Daemen. Nor did anyone recognize him. All eyes were focused on Kirtn’s
necklace. Apparently each and every ancient crystal worn by Seurs was known in
detail to the rest of the Seurs. Rainbow was not. The longer they looked at the magnificent string of
crystals, the more certain the Seurs became that Rainbow must have been
responsible for the recent feast. Somehow the crystals must have been powerful
enough to affect the core even at a distance. There was no other explanation
possible. Kirtn’s disclaimers were first taken for modesty. When it became
obvious that he was adamant, Seur voices shifted into hostility. After a particularly irate exchange between Seur Tric and
his fellow Seurs, Daemen stopped translating. Fssa, however, continued to whisper
discreetly in Rheba’s ear. She, in turn, whistled softly to Kirtn. After a few
odd looks from the Seurs, she was ignored in favor of hot argument with Tric. “Apparently,” summarized Rheba, “the crystals are some kind
of keys to the Zaarain machinery. Not all of them work, and the ones that do
aren’t dependable. None of them has worked lately on the cook. Apparently their
skinny state isn’t normal for a Daemenite. The cook has been all but starving
them. But after I skirted the core currents, something clicked. The Seurs are
raving about the dinner.” “Tonight’s dinner?” Kirtn whistled incredulously. “Even a
hungry cherf would have sneered. If that was the best the cook could do, they
should dump it and go back to charring shinbones over a campfire.” “Think what they must have been eating before tonight.” Kirtn’s stomach rolled queasily. “I’d rather not.” “They feel the same way. In fact—” She stopped whistling
abruptly as Fssa poured a rapid stream of words into her ear. “Ice and ashes!” she hissed. “What’s wrong?” “They want Rainbow,” she said tightly, “and they’re not taking
no for an answer.” XIKirtn looked at the faces crowding around the table.
Attention was centered on Rainbow hanging from his neck. The sight of his
powerful body gave a few Daemenites pause, but only for a moment. Their need
for crystal keys overcame whatever common sense or scruples the Seurs might
have had. Beside Kirtn, Rheba’s hair stirred, shimmering with hidden
life. He sensed the currents of energy flowing around his fire dancer as she
gathered herself for whatever might happen. Fssa keened softly, Fssireeme warning
of a coming energy storm. “Gently,” whistled the Bre’n. “Perhaps Daemen can get us out
of this.” She said nothing; nor did her hair stop shimmering. She
leaned over the table and spoke quietly with Daemen, pretending she did not
know what was happening—and grateful that her mentor had kept Fssa’s gift
hidden. It looked as though they would need an edge in dealing with Daemen’s people. “What’s wrong, Daemen?” she asked in Universal. Daemen’s face was drawn and his eyes were dark with worry.
“Rainbow. The Seurs want it.” “Tell them that Rainbow isn’t mine to give or keep.” “They wouldn’t understand that,” he said impatiently. “It’s
only a Zaarain construct, not a person.” “Then tell them that Rainbow is mine.” Her
hair crackled, warning of fire-dancer anger. “I did,” he said tightly. “But things are different here.
Zaarain constructs can only belong to a Seur. Technically, you’re violating our
laws.” “You could have told us that before we left the ship,” snapped
Kirtn, leaning forward until his slanted gold eyes were on a level with
Daemen’s. “I didn’t remember,”, said Daemen miserably. “I was so excited
about being home again that I wasn’t thinking of anything else.” The Bre’n curbed his anger. He could hardly blame Daemen for
being excited. “But you’re The Daemen,” Kirtn said reasonably. “You’re
the king or whatever the local equivalent is, aren’t you?” “Yes.” “There’s a ‘but’ hidden somewhere,” said Kirtn, disgust
clear in his voice. “What is it?” “I’m The Luck,” said Daemen reluctantly. “There’s no doubt
of that. It’s my heritage.” “Go on,” snapped the Bre’n. “But ...” Daemen stopped, obviously unwilling to continue. A
look at Kirtn’s fierce expression helped to loosen Daemen’s tongue. He spoke
rapidly, as though eager to have it over with. “But until the Seurs know what kind
of luck I am, I don’t have any real power. That’s why the Seurs are
ignoring me. If it turns out wrong they don’t want to be anywhere near me.” “What do you mean?” asked Rheba. The Bre’n whistled a sour note. He was afraid he knew
exactly what Daemen meant. “Good or bad,” said Kirtn in succinct Universal. “As
in luck.” Daemen winced but did not argue. Rheba simply stared at Daemen, trying to understand the ramifications
of what he had said. “Do you mean that you won’t be a ruler until the Seurs
decide whether you’re good or bad luck?” she said finally, incredulous. His handsome young face was drawn into tight planes that
made him look years older. “Please,” he said in urgent Universal. “Don’t say
the other kind of luck again. If the Seurs hear you, they’ll think you’re
cursing them. Then we’ll all be in the soup.” “In the soup?” she asked, more puzzled than ever. “A barbarian expression,” he explained impatiently. “They
feed their criminals to the zoolipt. When you’re in the soup you’re in the
worst kind of trouble.” Kirtn saw Seur Tric’s dark-eyed appraisal and remembered
that Daemen’s uncle understood at least enough Universal to follow their
conversation. He nudged Rheba’s leg under the table. She glanced at him, startled by the distinct image of a
Bre’n hand over her mouth that had formed in her mind when he touched her. Seur Tric stood up abruptly, silencing the rest of the
group. He surveyed everyone with narrowed eyes. “Today The Luck came back and
already we’re at each other’s throats.” “You also got your First decent feed in months,” pointed out
Daemen, puzzled. “Proving nothing,” shot back his uncle. “That’s right,” snapped Daemen. “Nothing has been proved.
Not good and not other.” Uncle and nephew glared at one another. Kirtn had a
distinct, cold feeling that The Luck’s return was not a matter for celebration
as far as the Seurs were concerned. He wondered for the first time if Daemen’s
mother had left the planet willingly or been exiled. What was it Daemen had said about his mother going out into
the galaxy in search of new technologies because the old ones were falling
apart? Was it that simple, or had the superstitious Daemenites shipped off
their ruling family in a bloodless attempt to change their luck? Malaise blew over the Bre’n like a cold wind. The people who
brought back the son of a deposed ruler were not likely to be greeted with
enthusiasm. Grimly, Kirtn measured the distance to the exit. Far, but
not too far. The Daemenites carried no visible weapons except for an occasional
whip. Between Bre’n strength and Senyas fire, escape should be relatively easy.
Certainly easier than it had been the first time on Onan, when Equality
Rangers’ lightguns had blazed after them every step of the way to the
spaceport. “Fire dancer.” He spoke in Senyas, his tone that of a
mentor. “We’re leaving.” “What about Daemen?” “He’s home.” Dryly. “His fondest wish come true. What more
could we do to him?” She winced at the irony in his tone. “Can I at least offer
to take him with us? I can’t just leave him.” Kirtn’s eyes flattened and changed, cold as only a Bre’n’s
could be. “Tric understands Universal. If you talk to Daemen, we’ll lose the
edge of surprise.” She said nothing, merely looked stubborn as only a Senyas
could be. “All right,” snapped Kirtn. “Wait until I’ve instructed the
ship. Then you can stay here and talk to the pretty smoothie until your teeth
fall out!” Surprise, anger and hurt warred inside Rheba. Only the
danger of their situation kept her from a shocking display of emotion. He ignored her. Whistling softly into his transceiver, he explained
their position. There was no response. He whistled again, very sharply. Nothing. “What’s wrong?” demanded Rheba, forgetting her anger. “The transceiver is dead. I can’t raise the ship.” Her hand shot out and closed over the elaborate clasp that
was a disguised transceiver. Gold lines rippled across her hand as she probed.
“It’s working, but there’s no power from the ship. The Devalon is in max
defense mode. Nothing goes in and nothing goes out.” “Defending against what?” he demanded. “Whips and plastic
knives?” But even as he spoke, he manipulated the clasp so that it
switched to emergency send/get mode. If Ilfn had had enough warning to leave a
message capsule outside the ship, the transceiver’s squeal would call it up. Rheba’s fingertip hovered near the clasp, waiting until he
was finished. “Ready,” he said tersely. Her hand burned gold as energy poured into the transceiver,
replacing the ship’s energy that had ceased the moment it went into max defense
mode. The transceiver came alive. The send/get mode squealed—and struck a message.. Ilfn’s whistle sounded in a compressed, lyric summary of the
situation. Something had gone wrong with the downside connectors. There was
enough power to keep the ship’s vital functions and defense going, but no more.
The Devalon had analyzed the situation and concluded the ship was under
attack. It had given a five-second warning, recorded Ilfn’s message, and shut
down. “We’ve got to go back,” said Rheba, glancing around the room
with eyes that were more gold than cinnamon, danger and fire growing in their
depths. “What good would that do? We don’t have enough power to takeoff.” “Ice and ashes!” swore Rheba. Then, “If I were inside, maybe
I could hash the downside connectors until we had enough power.” “Assuming you could get energy where the Devalon couldn’t—and
that’s quite an assumption, fire dancer—if we breach the ship’s security to get
inside, we might leave it defenseless. Until we know more about the nature of
the attack, we’d better tiptoe.” She did not disagree, but impatience flared in every akhenet
line. Daemen, who had listened to their whistles and curt Senyas
words without understanding either, leaped into the silence. “If you wouldn’t
mind just loaning Rainbow to me, maybe I can solve this problem.” Seur Tric broke in with a demanding burst of Daemen’s native
language. The young man turned and answered impatiently. Hidden in Rheba’s
hair, Fssa translated. “What do you mean those crystals aren’t mine?” asked Daemen,
glaring at his uncle. “They came to the planet with me. You have
no right to those, crystals, nor to impede me in any way. Be very careful,
uncle. / am The Luck!’” Tric’s face changed, anger and fear overwhelming whatever
affection he might have had for his nephew. “You are your mother’s son in
arrogance, at least. She couldn’t find a single Luck-forsaken thing to improve
our lot, yet how she screamed when we refused to let her go among First
Square’s savages in search of the fabled First Installation. We saved her life
by giving her the last ship we had, but was she grateful? No! She raised you to
be as Luck-forsaken a whelp as she was!” He made a strangled sound. “Why in the
name of Luck didn’t you die? We were better off without your mother. We would
have been better off without you. Better to have no Luck at all than to have Bad
Luck!” For a moment, Daemen was too shocked to speak. Then, slowly,
as though to be sure that there was no possibility of misunderstanding, he
asked, “Did you exile my mother?” “And all her Luckless family,” agreed Tric grimly. “If she
died out there, we didn’t want any of her children living here to inherit The
Luck. We wanted to be free of you.” Daemen’s eyes paled until they looked more like ice than
rain. “A lot of good it did you,” he spat, looking around the group of listening
Seurs. “Centrins is worse off than when mother left, isn’t it? Isn’t it?”
he yelled, standing up and staring at each Seur until the Seur looked away,
unable to stare down The Luck. “You should be blessing your Luck that I’m back.
Now maybe you’ll get something better than garbage to eat every night!” “Or something worse,” muttered Tric. “What could be worse?” “I’m afraid we’ll find out.” “Afraid,” sneered Daemen. “No wonder you got rid of Mother.
She wasn’t afraid of anything.” “I know,” sighed Tric, “I know. As long as other people did
the suffering, she wasn’t afraid at all.” Kirtn grabbed Daemen just as he lunged at his uncle. The
Luck struggled uselessly in Kirtn’s hard grip. “If killing him would help,” Kirtn said conversationally,
“I’d do it myself. Would it?” “What?” “Help.” Daemen sagged in Kirtn’s grasp. “No. It would just make
things worse. But he’s wrong about my mother,” said the young man fiercely. “He
never saw her in the Loo slave Pit. She fought for her children until she—she—” Kirtn stroked Daemen’s black hair in silent sympathy. The
Loo slave compounds had been worse than any hell dreamed of by distant
philosophers. That the child Daemen had survived at all was a miracle that made
Kirtn believe that Daemen had every right to be called The Luck. “What should we do now? They’re your people,” added Kirtn at
the young man’s startled look, “You must know them better than I do.” Daemen frowned, then leaned closer to Kirtn, as though depending
on his strength to stand. “Run for your ship,” he whispered. “If only half of
what the slaves told me about Rheba is true, the Seurs don’t have anything that
will stop her.” “They’ve got something that stopped our ship,” said the
Bre’n dryly. “We don’t even have the power to lift off.” “Bad Luck!” swore Daemen. “I forgot about the
core drain.” “The what?” “The core drain. It’s part of the spaceport. It can give
energy • to ships—” “Or take it away,” finished Kirtn. “Yes.” Daemen looked miserable. “I remember we had trouble
making it work when we took off. Mother laughed because she thought her Luck,
was working to keep her on Daemen. She was furious when Tric figured out how to
reverse the core to make it give energy instead of take it away. I guess . ..”
He swallowed several times and then whispered, “I guess her Luck wasn’t always
good.” It was a difficult admission for Daemen. It did not make
Kirtn feel very good, either. If luck was inheritable, and it was beginning to
look as though at least bad luck was, then anyone who was close to
Daemen would be caught in the backlash. The Bre’n had a sudden, queasy feeling
that was exactly what Satin had meant when she had told Kirtn to kill The
Daemen. On the other hand, Daemen had survived Loo. His luck could
not be all bad. The Loos, however, had paid a high price for his survival. Not
that the Loos were innocent bystanders—they profoundly deserved being burned to
ash and gone—but it was not a comforting thing to think of. What was good luck
for Daemen might be sudden death for anyone nearby. Rheba’s hand wrapped around Kirtn’s arm as though she knew exactly
where his thoughts had led him. “It’s just superstition,” she said in Senyas
that dripped contempt. “Besides, even if it is true, Daemen has brought
nothing but good luck to us.” Pointedly, Kirtn looked at the hostile faces circling him. “He’ll get us out of it,” she said confidently. But she was still touching Kirtn. He sensed her desperate
question in his mind: Won’t he? “Let me try my idea,” said Daemen. As one, Kirtn and Rheba focused on The Luck. “It had better
be good,” said Kirtn flatly. He took off Rainbow and hung the beautiful
crystals around Daemen’s neck-Tric Seurs muttered restlessly but did not
interfere. Tric’s mouth thinned into a grim line. With a curt gesture he turned
to face the Seurs. “We sent The Luck out into the galaxy to find technology. In
its new incarnation, The Luck has returned. Now we will test the strength and kind
of Luck that came back to us.” The Seurs muttered again, but again there was no real objection.
Testing The Luck was one of the oldest rituals they knew, and one of the most
sacred. Tric read their agreement in their silence. He gestured
imperiously at the exit, then strode out without waiting to see who followed.
The Seurs shifted restlessly, then moved in a body after their ‘leader. Rheba and Kirtn looked at each other. They would never have
a better chance to escape, but what good would it do if the Devalon was
grounded? “Come on,” said Daemen, guessing their thoughts. He took
Rheba’s hand. “You can always run if the test goes bad.” Even Kirtn could not argue with Daemen’s pragmatism. “Where
are we going?” “Centrins’ core,” said Daemen, leading them out of the room.
“We’ll try Rainbow’s key crystals there and see what happens.” “But if Rainbow really is a machine, or quasi-machine,”
Kirtn amended hastily when Fssa hissed hot disagreement, “you might unbalance
all of Centrins.” “Yes,” serenely, “that’s where The Luck comes in.” Kirtn stared at Daemen’s retreating back. Daemenites were either
the most courageous or most stupid people in the Yhelle Equality. Installation control was a small room, hardly big enough for
the twenty people who crowded into it. The Seurs squeezed aside just enough to
permit Daemen, Rheba and Kirtn to stand next to Tric. Kirtn did not like
turning his back on the Seurs but did not see a way to avoid it. Tric made a curt gesture, demanding silence. He too; a
finger-sized crystal from the chain around his neck, inserted he crystal into a
hole in the wall, and waited. The wall slid soundlessly aside, revealing a fabulous conglomeration
of crystals. They looked as though they lad grown there spontaneously, with
neither pattern nor intelligence to guide them. Light slid over carved surfaces
as quickly as thought, uniting the crystals in a lambent energy field. Rainbow flared in multicolored glory, reflecting the light
of the larger Zaarain construct. Seur Tric turned and regarded his nephew sourly. “You know
your duty.” The Luck took Rainbow from his neck and stood for long seconds
with crystals hanging scintillant from his fingers. Without warning, he tossed
Rainbow toward the machine. The chain of crystals hung in the air for a moment, probed
by energies only Rheba could, sense. She screamed, clutching her head. Rainbow
spun frantically, throwing off painful shards of light. Rheba screamed again
and again, mindless with agony. She crumpled and began to fall. Rainbow dropped into the machine-All light vanished. It was like being hurled into midnight. Kirtn grabbed for
Rheba, felt a sharp pain and blacked out. He was unconscious before he hit the
floor. XIIKirtn awoke with his head in his fire dancer’s lap and a
Fssireeme keening softly into his ear. Rheba was stroking his face, calling his
name in a low voice, but it was her fear for his life that called his mind out
of the drugged darkness into which the Seurs had sent him. He tried to sit up. Rainbow swung and moved against his
chest in subdued crystal chimes. The world spun horribly. For an endless time
he was afraid he was going to be sick, then currents of dancer energy soothed
his outraged nerves. Fssa whistled gentle greetings and wove himself invisibly
back into Rheba’s hair. “Don’t sit up yet,” said Rheba, kissing Kirtn’s cheek, her
relief like wine in his mind, “Whatever they gave you passes’ quickly, if you
just lie still.” He stifled a curse but took her advice about lying still.
“Is this the local equivalent of jail?” It was Daemen, not Rheba, who answered. “Seurs don’t believe
in jails.” This time the Bre’n cursed aloud. “The only people I’ve
known who didn’t believe in jails didn’t need to. They killed their criminals.” “Oh no,” said Daemen. “We’re not barbarians.” “Neither were they/’ said Kirtn sourly. “Just pragmatists.” The room lurched and rolled slightly. Despite Rheba’s urgings, Kirtn sat up partway. “What—?” He
looked around wildly. There were windows everywhere. The floor was transparent.
Lounges of a peculiar sunset color were strewn the length of the long room. An
incredibly bleak landscape poured by on all sides. Spectacular ruins came and
went in the space of seconds. In between ruins was nothing but rock and
blue-black sky glittering with a billion stars. “What in all the names of Fire
is going on?” asked Kirtn. “We are,” said Rheba tiredly. “Going, that is. To First
Square, Square One, or whatever in ashes the natives call it.” Daemen winced at the malice in her voice when she said “natives.”
Obviously he did not wish to be lumped with them. Kirtn smiled and began to feel better immediately. Perhaps
Daemen’s charm was losing its appeal for Rheba. On the other hand, exile was a
high price to pay for her awakening. Kirtn sat up completely, bracing himself on the clear,
curved wall. The room continued to move but it no longer disturbed him. Movers,
after all, were built to move. “All right, Daemen.” He sighed. “Tell us about
it.” The young man’s eyes met Kirtn’s, then slid away, then returned.
“I don’t know where to begin.” “Everywhere,” said Kirtn, gesturing to the red and gold
rocks pouring by on each side, to the blue-black sky, much darker than it had
been over the city. “We have lots of time, don’t we?” “Ahh ... yes, I’m afraid so. A lifetime, unless I get very
lucky. But I will, you know. I am The Luck.” “Tell me something I don’t know,” Kirtn said sarcastically. Rheba touched her Bre’n, silently pleading with him to be
gentle with Daemen. She sensed a lightning stroke of anger at her defense of
the young man, then Kirtn’s mind closed to her. Hurt, she withdrew her touch,
only to have him take her hand and put it back on his arm. Daemen watched, withdrawing more into himself with each
second that passed. “Every Daemen has to test his or her Luck,” he said at
last. “Normally we do that by going to the Zaarain ruins—or any of the
technologically advanced ruins—and looking for artifacts that will improve our
lives.” His full lips twisted, showing pain as his voice did not. His laugh was
too old for his unlined face. “I understand so much more now. Too late. Mother
was right, and wrong, by The Luck she was wrong.”’ Kirtn and Rheba waited, knowing it was very difficult for
Daemen to speak. “Mother always believed that her Luck was good, even when it
got us thrown off Daemen, lost all our money on Onan, and sent us to the slave
pits of Loo. She kept on believing that it would work out for the best, that
somewhere on Loo was the answer to our planet’s needs and she was the chosen
Luck, the one who would bring a renaissance back to her people.” A subdued, flatulent sound wafted out of Rheba’s hair,
Fssireeme commentary on the willful stupidity of some Fourth People. Rheba
whistled a curt admonishment to the snake, who subsided instantly. Daemen did
not notice, too deeply caught in his past to hear anything of his present. “Naturally,” continued Daemen, “I believed, too. I was her
son. I couldn’t even think that her luck might be ... had. I’m
still not sure it was.” Rheba’s hair stirred with Fssa’s incredulous comment, but it
went no farther than her ears. Kirtn agreed with the Fssireeme but saw no point
in saying so. It would just make Rheba more eager in the handsome Daemenite’s defense. “Anyway,” said Daemen, “when I saw Rainbow I remembered what
Mother believed. I thought that she was right, except that I would be The
Daemen to bring home the renaissance.” Kirtn waited while silence and the bleak landscape filled
the moving room. When he could wait no longer, he leaned toward the younger
man. Rainbow swung out from Kirtn’s chest, catching light and dividing it into
shards of pure color. Daemen looked, shuddered, and closed his eyes. “What happened?” asked Kirtn, his gold eyes catching and
holding Daemen like twin force fields. Daemen tried to smile, and failed. “I ...” His voice died.
He cleared his throat and tried again. “How much do you remember?” “You chucked Rainbow into the machine. There was an explosion
of light. Rheba screamed and kept on screaming. Before I could help her,
somebody knocked me out.” Daemen’s eyes slid away from contact, then returned with a
steadiness that Kirtn could not help but admire. There were few beings who
could meet an angry Bre’n’s glance. “The lights went out,” said Daemen simply. “I know,” snapped Kirtn, then realized that Daemen was not
referring to the fact that the Bre’n had been drugged into unconsciousness.
“No, I don’t know. Tell me.” “Rainbow did something to Centrins’ core. It stopped working.
That’s all I know. They knocked me out, too.” “Fssa.” Kirtn’s voice was controlled, but the Fssireeme appeared
instantly. “What did you sense?” The question was in Senyas, very precise. The answer was the
same. “The machine communicated with Rainbow, causing Rheba’s pain. I couldn’t
follow more than a thousandth of the exchange.” Admiration and frustration tinged
the Fssireeme’s voice. “Such compression—incredible!” Kirtn’s lips twisted into a silent snarl. “No doubt. But
what in ice and ashes did they say to each other?” “I don’t know. But after the lights went out, when the three
of you were unconscious. Rainbow and the machine parted company. Or, at least,
most of the machine parted company with all of Rainbow.” “I don’t understand,” snapped Kirtn, “and Senyas is a very
precise language.” “Rainbow is bigger now.” Kirtn grabbed the long chain of crystal around his neck. He
examined the colorful quasi-life carefully, then gave up the attempt. Rainbow
could, and did, rearrange itself according to whim or need. What had started as
a double handful of crystals could become a crown, a necklace, or a random
conglomeration of facets. “You’re sure? It feels about the same.” “Its energy pattern is quite different. Besides, Rainbow is like
me in some ways. Its force fields can make it weigh more or less, depending on
need, so weight isn’t a very reliable index of Rainbow’s mass at any given moment.” Kirtn frowned, but did not question Fssa further. If the
Fssireeme said that Rainbow’s energy pattern had changed, then it had changed.
Period. “Then ...—Rainbow stole part of Centrins’ core?” Fssa sighed very humanly and rested his chin on Rheba’s
shoulder. “I don’t know,” he whistled, switching to the greater emotional
complexities of Bre’n. “Is it stealing when you take something that was once
part of you?” “Do you mean that Rainbow was once part of Centrins’ core?”
demanded Rheba before Kirtn could speak. “Perhaps, but most probably not. The Zaarains grew many
machines,” explained Fssa, “The core of most of them was identical. The machine
and Rainbow shared certain similarities. And you know how fanatic Rainbow
is about recovering lost parts of itself. I think it saw some usable crystals,
snapped them up ... and the lights went out.” Kirtn groaned. Daemen looked from Fssireeme to fire dancer
and back to Bre’n. The Luck did not understand either of the languages they
spoke, but knew that the subject was Rainbow. “What’s he saying?” demanded Daemen finally. Kirtn and Rheba exchanged a glance, wondering how much to
tell Daemen. Quickly, before she could, the Bre’n spoke. “He doesn’t know much
more than we do.” Daemen looked skeptical, but said nothing. “Did you wake up first?” asked Kirtn. “Yes. Either they gave both of you a bigger dose, or you’re
more susceptible to the drug.” Daemen looked apologetically at the Bre’n. “How
do you feel now?” “I’ll survive.” Daemen sighed. It was apparent that Kirtn’s hostility toward
him had not abated. “Rheba woke up after the mover reached full speed.” Kirtn looked out of the window-walls and said nothing. The
landscape was whipping by at a speed that blurred all but distant rock
formations. “Where are we going?” asked the Bre’n, turning back to Daemen. Daemen hesitated, obviously reluctant. “Square One,” he
said. “Wasn’t that where your mother wanted to go, but the Seurs
wouldn’t let her?” asked Rheba. “Yes.” “Why not?” There was a long silence while Daemen searched for the right
words. “Why not?” repeated Rheba. “People don’t come back from Square One,” said Daemen finally. “Why?” asked Kirtn and Rheba together. “We don’t know. Maybe it’s the mover,” he added with obvious
reluctance. “The mover,” prodded Kirtn. “What about the mover?” he
asked, looking around at the bullet-shaped, transparent room hurtling along an
invisible track toward an unseen destination. “I don’t think ...” began Daemen. His voice sighed away.
“I’m not sure that the mover goes all the way to Square One. There’s a break in
the power somewhere beneath the mountains.” Kirtn’s slanted eyes seemed to grow within his gold mask. “A
break.” He shrugged. “So we’ll walk the rest of the way.” “Part of the way ... but not very far,” said Daemen softly. “Why not?” “There’s no air.” “What?” said Rheba and Kirtn together. As one, they turned and looked out the windows where remnants
of unnamed Installations were divided by sterile tracts of stone. It was Kirtn
who realized first what the blue-black sky meant. “It’s not night!” His glance went to the quadrant of the
mover that was opaque, shielding its occupants from the distant sun’s radiations.
“The sky is dark because there isn’t any atmosphere.” “Yes,” said Daemen, his voice miserable. “Only the Installations
have air. Oh, there’s some atmosphere out there, but not enough for anything
bigger than bacteria.” “But—but,” stammered Rheba, stunned by a planet almost as
desolate as a burned-out world, “how do you grow food?” “Grow?” Daemen looked puzzled. “The Installations give us all
the food we need.” Then, remembering Seur Tric’s complaints, he added, “Most of
the time, anyway. Didn’t machines feed you on your world?” “No,” said Rheba with a shudder. The idea of being so wholly
at the mercy of inanimate matter disturbed her. Kirtn simply looked shocked, then thoughtful. His eyes measured
the landscape with new awareness. Planets like this were common, much more
common than the warm, moist worlds where life was easily sustained. If the
Zaarains had found Daemen useful because of its location on a natural replacement
route, they would have colonized it. Their technology was more than
adequate to the task. But either the Zaarains did not remake the planet in
their own image, or the machines that remade it had fallen into disrepair. In either
case, the result was the same. “Even the air you breathe is manufactured and held in place
by machines and forces your people can’t name, much less duplicate or service,”
murmured Kirtn, his tone both shocked and wondering. “Of course,” said Daemen matter-of-factly. “It’s been that
way for hundreds of thousands of years. It will be that way as long as our Luck
holds.” “As long as your luck holds ...” Rheba said no more, but her
horror was as dear as the akhenet lines pulsing over her arms. “That’s why the Seurs shipped out your family,” said Kirtn
slowly, his voice neutral. “The planet couldn’t afford anything but the best of
Luck anymore. Your machines are getting too old.” Daemen made a gesture of sorrow and resignation. He had aged
since the moment the lights had gone out in Centrins. He no longer believed reflexively
in the quality of his own Luck, much less his mother’s. “I could,” he
whispered, thinking aloud, “even be ... other.” Kirtn and Rheba both wanted to disagree, vehemently, but
could not. “I’m surprised the Seurs didn’t just kill you,” said the
Bre’n finally. The Luck’s laughter was both sad and angry. “That would be
the worst thing they could do. If they murder me, whatever other Luck I
carried with me would stay loose in Center Square until the end of time.” “Why didn’t they let us take you off planet?” asked Rheba. “Seur Tric wanted to,” said Daemen. “But the others said
that I’d come back again, carrying even worse Luck with me. Then the lights came back on in Centrins. Not as bright and
not as many, but better than darkness. “That’s when the Seurs decided that I might do better going
back to Square One as my mother wanted to.” He hesitated, then continued. “If
my Luck is good, I’ll make it there and back. And if it isn’t, my Luck won’t be
hanging around their Installation. I mean, it wouldn’t be as though they
murdered me,” he said defensively, not looking at the sterile vistas sweeping
by on all sides. “Square One exists. Its Installation registers on ours.
They’re not sending me to certain death.” Neither Kirtn nor Rheba knew what to say. Fssa’s sad sigh filled the transparent room. If being
stranded in that desolation was not certain death, the Fssireeme did not know
what it was. He might possibly survive, but his Fourth People friends would
surely die. Mountains swept down on them from the distance, mountains
whose peaks blotted out half the stars. Rheba and Kirtn watched in horrified fascination, waiting
for a rending crash as the mover’s irresistible force met the immovable
mountain mass. Then their stomachs quivered as the bottom dropped out of the
world. Stars and mountain peaks vanished as the mover plunged into an opening
in the earth. The world shifted again, telling them that the mover had resumed
a course parallel to but beneath the planet’s surface. Silence and darkness stretched unbearably. Despite their
knowledge that the mover was making fantastic speed beneath the mountain mass,
each person felt as though the mover had stalled in the endless center of midnight. “Where’s the break?” asked Kirtn finally, his voice casual. “At the edge of Square One,” Daemon said tightly. “We’re not
there yet. We’re still moving.” “How can you tell?” asked Rheba. “We still have air. When the mover stops, it dissolves, and
so does the air.” As though in response to Daemen’s words, the mover vanished.
With it vanished warmth and the odd lounges that had supported the passengers. Between one breath and the next, they were dumped onto the
tunnel’s cold stone floor. XIIIKirtn held his breath reflexively, trying to hoard all of
the precious air he could even though he knew it was futile. At the same
instant, Rheba burst into flame, shaping energy into a shield that would hold
in the dissolved mover’s air. It was a reflex as strong and futile as Kirtn’s.
Her fire guttered and died out. There was no energy source to draw on other
than the human bodies around her. That would bring death as surely as asphyxiation. She clung to her Bre’n and waited to die. There was a long time of silence. Then The Luck began to
laugh softly, triumphantly. “It seems I’m not other after all!” Cautiously, Kirtn took a deep breath, then another. With a
whoop of joy he swung Rheba in a circle. “There’s air, fire dancer. Breathe
it!” he commanded. Fssa’s glad trill echoed in the confined spaces of the
tunnel. Rheba breathed. The air was thin but sweet, and not so cold as she had
expected. Nonetheless, she shivered after the warmth of the mover. Immediately,
Kirtn shrugged out of his cape and fastened it around her. She did not protest.
Bre’ns were much better equipped to withstand cold than Senyasi. There was air, there was some warmth, but the only light
came from cracked, yellowing discs beneath their feet on the tunnel floor. The
light did not reach an arm’s length into the tunnel. “Fssa,” said Kirtn. “What’s ahead of us?” Darkness presented no barrier to the Fssireeme’s opalescent
sensors. He directed a soundless stream of energy down the tunnel, reading what
was ahead by the returning patterns. “The tunnel breaks up into a rubble barrier.
There are openings, but they are far too small for Fourth People. They’re even
too small for a Fssireeme.” Silence grew in the wake of Fssa’s summary. Then, “How solid
is the barrier?” asked Kirtn. “It’s permeable to air,” said the snake. “Otherwise you
would have suffocated and I’d be uncomfortable.” “It is cemented, or just a jumble of rock?” asked Rheba.
“Was it built or did it just happen?” Fssa’s sensors pointed back down the tunnel. Rheba could
almost sense the energy he used, but it was like the next instant of time,
always just beyond her grasp. The snake turned toward them and reported in
crisp Senyas. “A jumble, probably the result of a cave-in. Accident, not intent.
The air you are breathing comes from the far side, as does the warmth. I
therefore postulate the existence of an Installation. However ...” Fssa’s
sensors darkened. He was not pleased with the rest of what he had to tell them. “An installation,” whistled Rheba in lilting Bre’n. Though she
said no more, the emotional language told of relief. Kirtn, seeing the snake’s sensors almost dim to
invisibility, waited. Fssa made a subdued sound, protesting that he had to puncture
Rheba’s happiness. When he spoke, it was in Senyas. “I suspect that you are
thinking of moving the rubble, thereby gaining passage to the Installation beyond.” The snake’s prim speech made Kirtn grateful for the
darkness. He did not want Rheba to see his expression. Whenever the Fssireeme
retreated into scholarly sentences, there was trouble ahead. “—Yes,” Kirtn
said, “we’re going to go through the rubble.” The snake sighed and his sensors winked out. “I fear not, my
friend,” he whistled. Then he reverted to Senyas. “The rubble is loose, yes,
but some of the rocks are quite large. To move them would require heavy
machinery or a command of force fields such as the Fourth People have not seen
since the Zaarain Cycle.” “Or a determined Bre’n,” said Kirtn. Fssa said nothing. Kirtn turned to go down the tunnel. He had walked no more
than a few steps in the blackness before he tripped over a piece of rubble.
Instantly, Rheba made a ball of light to guide him. He wanted to object to the
drain on her strength, but did not. He needed the light even more than she
needed his cape. After a first, startled sound, Daemen accepted the light
that Rheba had created. He was fascinated by it. He peered at the blue-white
ball from all sides, enchanted to discover that it was as cool as the darkness
it lit. Rheba set a tiny ball of light on his nose, dazzling him.
His eyes glowed with admiration and reflected fire-dancer light. She smiled,
then she took back the energy before Kirtn noticed. He would object to her wasting
her strength, and he would be right. The barrier was not far away. The random stones that had
turned beneath Kirtn’s feet became hand-sized chunks of rock carpeting the
tunnel floor. The rubble became thicker, deeper, raising the floor level so
much that first Kirtn, then Rheba and Daemen had to bend over to avoid the ceiling.
Amid the slate-colored stones was an occasional ivory shine. Kirtn looked, then
increased his speed subtly. “What was that?” asked Daemen, hanging back. “Bone.” “But we don’t have any animals to die in the tunnel. Oh ...
the Seurs. The Seurs who didn’t come back.” “A fair assumption,” said Kirtn neutrally, not wanting to
think of how those people had died, because thinking about it would do no good. Daemen had more chance than he wanted to examine bones. The
farther Kirtn led them over the rubble, the more often they found silent
skeletal huddles. There were a few tatters of clothing, but no more. The Seurs
had died as anonymously as any men ever had. Not surprisingly, most of the bones were piled around the barrier
itself. The desperate Seurs had clawed futilely at the cold stone. They had
succeeded in creating a space in which to stand and work. And then they died. “Can you give me more light without tiring yourself too
much?” Rheba laughed shortly. “I suspect that death is very
tiresome, mentor.” Kirtn’s laugh was softer than hers had been. He touched her
cheek. Her hair floated up, curling around his wrist, “I suspect it is, fire
dancer. But I don’t want to tire you. I just want to reconnoiter. When I start
digging, I’ll need your light even more.” Fssa made a small noise, a Fssireeme bid for conversation. Reluctantly, Kirtn shifted his attention. “What is it,
snake?” “I’d like to probe the barrier, I might be able to tell you
where to dig.” “Go ahead,” said Kirtn, waving his hand toward the rocks
piled across their path. “It might hurt Rheba. Some of the energy configurations I
want to try are similar to those I use with Rainbow. I can’t hold down the volume
if I hope to penetrate all that rock. Even as tightly as I can control direction,
there will be scattering and backlash.” “I’ll survive,” she said curtly, but knew that her tension
was transmitted by the hand touching Kirtn’s chest. “Be as gentle as possible,” said the Bre’n to Fssa, “or I’ll
hammer your flexible ass into the tunnel floor.” Fssa’s sensors darkened. His friends knew that only
Fssireeme pride—not flesh—was vulnerable to harm. Silently, the snake wished
that it were the other way around. Pride healed so much more slowly than flesh. Kirtn stroked the Fssireeme’s sinuous body. “I didn’t mean
that the way it sounded. Not quite.” Fssa hissed and stroked his chin over Kirtn’s hand. “Would
you put me about halfway up the barrier?” “You’ll get too cold,” said Rheba quickly, remembering a Loo
cell where the Fssireeme had nearly died. Fssa could take—and enjoy—appalling
heat. Cold, however, made him shut down to a state the Fssireemes knew as
“dreaming.” A few degrees below that state was death. “It’s almost as cold as
mat dungeon was.” Fssa brightened until traceries of silver raced his length.
“I’ll be all right,” he said, his voice almost shy. “We lasted for quite a
while in that dungeon. I’ll only be out of your hair for a few minutes. But
thank you.” Reluctantly, Rheba handed Fssa over to Kirtn. As always, she
was amazed that he weighed so little in her hair and so much in her hands. He
had told her once that he took her dancer energy and twisted it around him so
that he would weigh less. When she asked how that was possible, he had sighed
and told her she did not have the words to understand. Kirtn lifted Fssa to the barrier and held him until he
changed shape enough to hang on to the rock. Kirtn watched him struggle, tried
not to laugh, then suggested, “Wouldn’t it be easier if I just held you up?” “Of course it would,” snapped the snake, slithering from one
cold crevice to the next, “but the energies I’ll use might turn your brains to
batter. Assuming that you have any brains to—” Fssa’s muttering stopped
abruptly as he changed shape again, swallowing up the mouth he customarily used
to communicate with his friends. Kirtn drew Rheba back from the barrier. He nearly stepped on
Daemen, who had been waiting with diminishing patience while they spoke in
languages he could not understand. “What’s the snake doing?” asked Daemen. “Back up,” was Rheba’s only answer. She sent the light ahead
of them, for Fssa certainly did not need it for his work. They stood slightly bent over to avoid the ceiling, and
waited. Rheba was in front of Kirtn. Lines coursed uneasily over her
body. He put his hands on her shoulders and pulled her against him, comforting
and supporting her. Reflexively they slid into the special rapport of an akhenet
pair. Light began to glow around them, fed by her lines until they became so
dense that her hands and cheeks were gold. When the first pain struck her, she built a cage of fire
around herself and her Bre’n, unconsciously trying to shield both of them. Fire
shimmered up and down her arms, transparent fire that could burn unprotected
flesh to the bone. But not Kirtn’s flesh—never his. He pulled their bodies
closer together, glorying in the barely leashed energies that the two of them
could call. Each time Fssa slid into a shape of communication painful to
her, fire leaped up, disrupting the painful backlash from Fssireeme energy
constructs. Fssa did not notice, for Rheba’s shield interfered only with
backlash energies, not with the tight probes he sent into the barrier in front
of him. While Daemen watched at a safe distance from both akhenets
and snake, the Fssireeme changed shapes endlessly, illuminated by dancer light
conjured out of otherwise very human flesh. Behind Rheba loomed Kirtn, eyes
molten gold, fixed on dangers and joys that the Luck could barely suspect, much
less comprehend. Fortunately—or perhaps, inevitably, considering his heritage—Daemen
felt no pain from the backlash of Fssireeme energy constructs. At length,. Fssa changed back into his snake mode and whistled
plaintively to be rescued from the cold rocks. His sensors picked out Bre’n and
Senyas united inside a protective shield of energies. Intrigued, he changed
shape rapidly, probing the shield as he had probed the barrier. But more delicately,
much more delicately. Fourth People’s flesh was much more fragile than stone. Before he had time to try more than a few shapes, Kirtn realized
that Fssa was no longer probing the barrier. The Bre’n touched his Rheba’s neck
lightly, calling her out of her dance. Fire shifted, then was sucked back into
her akhenet lines. She looked toward the barrier, where Fssa’s sensors made
tiny pools of opalescent light. “Are you finished?” she asked. Fssa whistled agreement. “Good,” she muttered as they went back to the barrier. “But
it wasn’t nearly as painful as I’d expected,” she admitted, scooping up the
snake and weaving him into her hair. “Thanks to your talent,” whistled Fssa, “and Kirtn’s.
Together you bend energy into fascinating new shapes.” He preened slightly and
his sensors brightened. “You don’t have the range of a Fssireeme, of course,
but what you create ... ah, that is extraordinary.” “What,” said Daemen in forceful Universal, “are you babbling
and whistling about?” Rheba realized that they had rarely spoken Universal since
they had awakened on the mover. With few exceptions in the last hours, Daemen
had been left alone among strangers who did not even have the courtesy to speak
his language. “I’m sorry,” she said, touching Daemen’s cheek with a hand
that was more gold than brown. “We’re not used to speaking Universal when we
talk to each other.” She turned to Fssa and murmured in Senyas, “Translate for
him if we forget to speak Universal.” “Translate some of it,” amended Kirtn. “How much?” “Pretend he’s Seur Tric.” Rheba looked at Kirtn, surprised by his continuing
suspicions of Daemen. “We only have Daemen’s word that he was drugged when we
were,” pointed out Kirtn. “Neither one of us saw it happen.” “What possible benefit could he get from spying on us?” she
countered. “I don’t know. But that doesn’t mean there isn’t one,” said
Kirtn with a sideways glance at the handsome, smooth-skinned Daemen. Fssa’s sensors swirled as he looked from one of them to the
other. Then, without comment, he began lecturing in Universal on the strengths
and weaknesses of the barrier, “The rocks are crystalline, quite heavy, and not
easily broken. The barrier itself is nearly three times as thick as Kirtn is
tall.” Daemen measured Kirtn’s height and made a gesture of despair.
The Bre’n was nearly half again as tall as Daemen. “No wonder they died,”
muttered the Luck. Kirtn said nothing, but his glance was enough to galvanize
the snake. “The rocks are piled loosely,” Fssa added quickly, “which is
both help and danger. I think there is a way through that will avoid the
heaviest stones.” “You think?” snapped the Bre’n. “I won’t know until I see whether the rubble shifts when you
dig into it,” said Fssa apologetically. “Shifts!” cried Rheba, looking from the pile of rock to her
Bre’n. “But you would be crushed if all that rock—” She stopped, seeing her own
reflection in his eyes. He had discovered that danger long before she had, and
accepted it. “Fssa will monitor the rocks,” Kirtn said. He did not add
that Fssa could not guarantee to sense movement in time for Kirtn to escape. “Can you do that?” she demanded, pulling the snake out of
her hair so that she could watch his sensors as he answered. “Yes,” he said. But his sensors darkened. “You’re lying.” “I hope not,” whispered the snake. Kirtn snarled soundlessly. The Fssireeme had a million
mouths but he could not lie to Rheba out of any one of them. The Bre’n turned toward
Daemen. “You can help Rheba move the smaller rocks out of the way. And when I
tell you to get back, make sure she goes with you!” Fssa slid out of her hair and dangled from her neck. Kirtn
draped the snake around his own neck and turned to face the barrier. Rheba sent
light ahead of him, a light that was much brighter than it had been. Kirtn examined the barrier in the new light. Some of the
rocks were bigger than he was, others were obviously in precarious balance with
their surroundings. The rockfall reeked of weight and danger, and bones of dead
Seurs gleamed whitely at its base. “AH right, snake,” said the Bre’n. “Where do we begin?” XIV“On the left,” said the snake softly. “The rockfall is
thinner on that side.” Kirtn strode up to the dark pile of stones that went from
ceiling to floor. “Here?” Fssa hissed agreement. Kirtn began digging with his bare hands. The rocks were cold
and sharp. He worked steadily, stacking stones to one side for Rheba and Daemen
to haul away. Almost immediately he encountered the rock that had defeated
earlier Seurs. Jagged, two-thirds his height and half as wide, the boulder lay
securely wedged beneath a thin blanket of smaller rocks. Kirtn studied the position
and mass of the boulder. Light followed him, brightening in answer to his
needs. “You’re sure that’s the best route?” asked Rheba dubiously,
peering underneath his arm as he pushed against the enormous rock. The boulder did not budge. “Fssa said it was the best,”
grunted Kirtn. “He didn’t say it would be easy.” Kirtn leaned against the slab of stone. Muscles bunched from
neck to heels, bulging beneath the few clothes he wore. Rainbow swung out from
his neck and rattled against the slab. A trickle of grit fell down one side of
the boulder. He grunted and heaved harder. The stab gave fractionally. He
sighed. “Any advice, snake?” “The rockfall is more stable on the right side of the
tunnel. But if you dig around the left of the boulder, the rocks you’ encounter
will be smaller.” Wordlessly, Kirtn put Rainbow around Rheba’s neck and began
removing stones from the left side of the boulder. He soon discovered that
“smaller” did not mean small. He rocked, dragged, shifted and lifted stones
that weighed as much as he did. The rocks that were too big for Daemen and
Rheba to handle he carried out of the way himself. Daemen looked from the barrier to the tireless Bre’n. He was
doing the work of ten Daemenites. His unusual suede skin-fur was dark with
sweat and his breath came in deep gasps, but his pace never slowed. Rheba saw beyond Kirtn’s strength. She saw that the rocks he
handled were marked by blood. She redoubled her own pace, trying to save
him any unnecessary effort—If she could have Sifted the bigger boulders for him
she would have, but she could not. Kirtn flexed his back and shoulders, trying to shake off the
fatigue that was gathering on him like invisible weights. With a deep breath,
he knelt and attacked the slab of rock that he had dug around. The boulder had
to be moved if they were to get through the barrier. His bloody fingers found no purchase on the huge stone.
There was no way to lever it aside. He swore and wished aloud for a pry bar. “How long a bar?” asked Fssa. “All lengths,” snapped Kirtn. If he was going to wish futilely,
he might as well wish big. “I am all lengths,” said the Fssireeme simply. Kirtn swore like the Bre’n poet he had once been. He pulled
Fssa off his shoulders. The snake became a bar as long as Kirtn’s arm and one
third as thick. The Bre’n stared, amazed. “Are you sure this won’t hurt you?” Laughter hissed out of the bar. “I’m Fssireeme.” Kirtn used Fssa tentatively at first, then with greater confidence.
He pried around the edges of the slab. The slab quivered slightly. “Longer,” he grunted, shifting his grip. The lever became longer but not thinner. Fssa simply increased
the space between his densely packed molecules to achieve a greater length with
no sacrifice of strength. The slab grated against the tunnel floor. A shower of small
rocks fell over Kirtn. He ignored them. “Can you bend around the rock and still
give me enough length?” Fssa changed again. Kirtn took a deep breath and heaved
against the bar with a force that made the slab shudder. “Get back!” he called hoarsely over his shoulder. Daemen and Rheba backed away. They could not take their eyes
off the straining figure of the Bre’n. In the eerie light of the tunnel he
looked like a creature out of myth, taking the weight of eternity on his own
shoulders so that lesser beings would not be crushed. Kirtn’s hands slipped, oiled by sweat and blood. He swore
and shifted his grip. Fssa changed subtly, roughening his exterior. Kirtn felt the
new texture as pain across his bloody palms, but he welcomed it. He strained
against the bar. The slab shifted minutely. He pushed again and again and
again. The slab tottered but would not fall. “Make yourself wider at my end if you can,” panted Kirtn. The part of the lever he had held changed until it was as
broad as both his hands held together. “Good,” grunted Kirtn, wiping—his slippery hands on his
thighs.’ He reversed his position, turning his back on the bar. With
bent knees he braced himself between the bar and the side of the tunnel. He
breathed deeply several times ... and then he straightened his legs. The boulder shivered, grated horribly and fell forward into
the tunnel. Somehow Kirtn spun out of the way in time to avoid being crushed. “Fssa!” cried Kirtn, looking frantically in the rubble for
his friend. A thin whistle answered. The Fssireeme slithered out from
the shadow of the slab. Bre’n blood and pulverized rock coated his body,
concealing his normal metallic brightness beneath a grubby patchwork of gray
and black. Kirtn snatched Fssa out of the rubble. “You’re beautiful,
snake.” Fssa glowed in shy delight. It was the one compliment he could
never hear often enough, for he had spent eons believing himself to be
repulsive in the eyes of the Fourth People. “Are you all right?” asked Rheba, hurrying forward. “Yesss,” The answer was as much a satisfied hiss as a word.
“But Kirtn almost bent me that last time.” Twin sensors changed colors with
dizzying speed. “Your flesh isn’t like mine, Bre’n, but you’re strong just the
same.” “Strong!” Daemen laughed shortly. “He’s, more than strong,
he’s—” The Luck made a baffled gesture, finding no words to describe Kirtn’s
strength. Kirtn flexed muscles that knotted and quivered painfully. He
felt about as strong as a gutted cherf. With a suppressed curse, he turned back
to the barrier. “Wait,” said Fssa. “.Put me in the opening.” Before Kirtn could respond, Rheba took the Fssireeme. She
scrambled over the slab until she could place him in the opening created when
the huge boulder had toppled into the tunnel. Then she retreated, not wanting
to be near while Fssa probed the altered dynamics of the rockfall. She created two more bails of light and examined Kirtn. Her
lines pulsed in protest at what she saw, but she said nothing. The bruises and
scrapes she had expected. His hands, however, made her ache. Even as she
watched, blood ran silently down his fingers and dripped onto the stone tunnel
floor. He jerked his hands away from the light, but she was faster.
Her fingers closed around his wrists. Energy crackled. Instantly, his hands
were numb. “I can’t work that way,” he said. “I know.” Without looking at him, she summoned fire in her fingertip
and burned off strips of her green cape. She wrapped his injuries carefully,
ignoring Daemen, ignoring Fssa, ignoring everything but her Bre’n’s battered
hands. When she was finished, only his fingertips were free. “Rheba,” gently, “I still can’t work. My hands are numb.” “As soon as Fssa’s finished,” she snapped. “Or are you in a
hurry to hurt again?” Kirtn brought her hand up to his cheek. She avoided his
eyes, but her anger was transmitted in images of fire. He kissed her hand,
silently thanking her, unruffled by her anger. He knew that her emotion came
from her inability to prevent further pain to him. He did not point out the
illogic of her reaction; were their roles reversed, his response would have
been even less rational. “It’s not as safe as it was,” called Fssa from the tunnel,
“but it’s as safe as it will ever be.” Kirtn looked at Rheba and waited. Reluctantly, she touched
his wrists again, drawing away the energy that had blocked messages of pain.
Other than a slight narrowing of his eyes he showed no reaction. “Doesn’t he feel pain?” asked Daemen wonderingly. Her hair hissed and seethed. “Yes!” Daemen hesitated, then seemed to decide that even the Luck
should not press an angry fire dancer. In silence, he followed her back to the
barrier. Beyond the slab, none of the rocks were much larger than
Kirtn’s chest. He worked steadily, sending rocks back over his shoulder as fast
as Rheba and Daemen could carry them away. Fssa alternated between being a
lever and listening for the first hint of shifting stones. A shower of rocks tumbled from the ceiling of the narrow
tunnel Kirtn was digging. Fssa snapped out, becoming a hard sheet stretching
across the tunnel above Kirtn’s head. After deflecting the worst of the rockfall,
the Fssireeme changed into a shape that allowed him to probe the stability of
the rocks that surrounded them on three sides. Kirtn waited, staring at the
bloody shreds that were all that remained of his bandages. “It isn’t safe,” said Fssa finally. “Tell me something I don’t know,” snapped Kirtn, his exhaustion
showing in his ragged voice. “At least it would be a quick way to die,” he
muttered, grabbing a rock and heaving it over his shoulder for Daemen and Rheba
to carry away. “Dehydration isn’t.” Fssa said nothing from any of his possible mouths. His silence,
as much as the languid way he resumed his customary shape, told Kirtn that
something was wrong with the Fssireeme. “Did you hurt yourself in the rockfall?” asked Kirtn,
picking up the snake. “No ...” There was a long pause. Then, “Rocks can’t hurt a
Fssireeme.” Kirtn realized that Fssa was cold in his hands, colder even
than the rocks. He remembered that the more Fssa stretched out, the more heat
he needed to maintain himself. He had been moving over chill stone, probing for
instabilities, listening for the first tremors of a rockfall and finally thinning
himself into a sheet to protect Kirtn from falling stones. Fssireemes were
tough creatures, but they had their limits—especially where cold was concerned. “Take some of my heat,” Kirtn said, looking at his arms,
where sweat and rock dust coated his fine copper fur. “I’ve got plenty to
spare.” “No.” The answer was flat. “This is no time to be coy!” “No.” This time the answer was an anguished Bre’n whistle,
carrying with it all of Fssa’s shame at his heritage as a parasite who lived
off warmer creatures’ body heat. Kirtn was too tired to think of an argument to equal Fssa’s
shame. Rheba was more practical. She sent minor lightning coursing through the
tunnel until incandescence ran like water over the Fssireeme. Kirtn threw a protesting glance toward Rheba. In the cold tunnel,
she simply did not have energy to spare. She stared back at him, cinnamon eyes
burning. “Without Fssa, you would have been knocked silly by those rocks.
Without you, we’d die.” “Next time,” said the Bre’n to Fssa, “use me.” Daemen simply stared. “I thought I’d seen every kind of
weird creature on Loo,” he said, looking at the Fssireeme glowing softly in
Kirtn’s bloody hands, “but that snake is the other side of incredible. Can’t it
make its own heat as we do?” “No,” said Rheba, her voice tired. “Then how does it survive?” “There’s work to do,” cut in Kirtn, knowing that Fssa would
be mortified by any discussion of his peculiar physiology. “Save your breath
for lifting rocks.” “Do you always make heat for the snake?” continued Daemen,
looking at Rheba. “If you make heat, why don’t you warm the tunnel? It’s cold
enough in here to make a stone shiver.” “She can’t make heat from nothing,” snapped Kirtn. “When
there’s no external source of energy, she has to use her own body. If you’re
cold, work more and talk less.” Daemen was too busy trying to figure out his companions’
peculiar biologies to be insulted. He smiled at Rheba, a smile that could warm
the coldest of Deva’s hells. “If you need energy, I’d be delighted to
share mine.” Kirtn snarled soundlessly and attacked the remaining
barrier. Rocks skidded down the tunnel, narrowly missing The Luck. Fssa
whistled a protest—not at the barrage, but at Kirtn’s reckless disregard for
the barrier’s stability. Kirtn ignored the snake’s warning and continued moving rocks
at a dangerous pace. Fssa protested again, then realized what any Senyas would
have known: An angry Bre’n listens to nothing but his own rage unfolding. The
Fssireeme wasted no more time carping. He braced part of himself on the tunnel
floor and probed the rockfall with a burst of energy that made Rheba stagger
and grab her temples. She turned in startled protest just as the front part of the
runnel shifted. Kirtn whistled shrilly. The Bre’n warning needed no translation.
Daemen grabbed Rheba and yanked her out of Kirtn’s burrow before she could protest. “Kirtn!” she screamed, looking over her
shoulder where rocks shifted and slid coldly over one another. “You can’t go back!” said Daemen, struggling to hold her.
“The rest or’ the tunnel could go any second!” She looked at him with eyes that were blind with fire. He released
her a split second before she would have burned his hands to the bone. She
turned and dove into what remained of the tunnel. Her frantic whistle cut
through the random sounds of settling rocks. Fssa answered with an odd whistle, so thin that it almost
could not bear the weight of Bre’n complexity. “Is Kirtn—are you—?” Her whistles were ragged, breathless. Kirtn groaned. She heard rocks shifting. Fssa whistled
again, the sound still flat. She moved rocks frantically. The tunnel had only
partially collapsed. Within minutes, she had cleared enough debris to reach
Kirtn. “Kirtn?” she whistled, peering through the dust. She coughed
and whistled again. Even when she stepped up the power of her light, she could
not penetrate the darkness enough to see her Bre’n. She felt around with her fingers,
searching for the warmth and resilience of Kirtn’s flesh. What she found was a
smooth, cold sheet between herself and whatever lay at the end of the tunnel.
“Fssa?” A strained whistle answered, sound without meaning. She realized
that she was touching the Fssireeme ... and that he was cold. When
she tried to give him fire, her lines only flickered. Like her friends, she was
near the end of her strength. She would have taken Daemen’s energy if she
could, but only a Bre’n could establish the necessary rapport. Deliberately she slowed her breathing, murmuring akhenet
litanies until her heart stopped pounding messages of fear through her body.
She built a shell of tranquility around herself. Wrapped in its shelter, wholly
focused, she called on her Inmost Fire. The call was an emergency measure taught to all dancers, a
state almost like Bre’n rez. It was so dangerous to the dancer
that it was rarely used. Fire beat in her veins like another kind of blood. Her body
turned on itself, consuming reserves of fat and flesh. Energy poured into the Fssireeme.
With a soundless cry he soaked up life itself. Beneath him, shielded by Fssireeme flesh, Kirtn groaned and
woke to darkness and pain. For a moment he did not know where he was. When he
remembered, he groaned again. He felt around himself, expecting to find the dimensions
of his tomb. What he found was Fssireeme, a canopy of incredible flesh between
himself and the rockfall. And then he sensed energy flowing, fire-dancer energy, Rheba
pouring herself into Fssa so that her Bre’n would not be buried alive. “Kirtn?” Fssa’s whistle was odd, but understandable. “I’m here, snake,” said Kirtn. “Which way is out?” “Dig in front of your head. It isn’t far,” he added. Kirtn burrowed like a cherf, taking debris from ahead and
shoving it back along either side until he could force his body forward. Fssa
stretched with him, a protective membrane. Kirtn bunched his shoulders, using
his hands as clubs to batter out of the rockfall. Light came in like an explosion. A triumphant whistle carried
back into the tunnel. He pulled himself out into Daemen’s thin daylight, but it
seemed as thick as cream alter the tunnel’s midnight. “Can Rheba—get through?” he asked, panting. “She’s very weak,” whistled Fssa, ashamed that he had caused
it. Kirtn threw himself back into the burrow. When he found
Rheba, he hauled her unceremoniously into the open. He buried his hands in her
lifeless hair, forcing rapport as only a Bre’n could. Skillfully, he gave her
some of his own energy. After a moment she sighed and awakened. Daemen emerged from the burrow covered in grit. He laughed
and stretched as though to hold the sun in his hands. “The Seurs were wrong!”
he said exultantly. “/ am Good Luck incarnate!” The burrow collapsed with a grinding sound as Fssa slithered
into the light. “I hope so,” he said sourly. “We’re too tired to fight.” “Fight?” asked Daemen, confused. With a sinking feeling, Kirtn turned and looked over his
shoulder. Ten Daemenites stood nearby, watching with predatory intensity.
They were armed with knives and slingshots powerful enough to smash bone. Kirtn glared at Daemen and wished he had spaced the unlucky
cherf when he had the chance. XVDaemen turned toward the ten people and spoke rapidly. Fssa
translated, but manipulated his voice so that only Kirtn could hear. “I’m The Daemen.” he said, walking confidently toward the
waiting people. “Are you Square One Seurs?” The people muttered among themselves, but their lowered
voices could not elude a Fssireeme’s sensitive hearing. Rheba scooped up the
snake and stood very close to Kirtn. Fssa vanished into her hair. His voice
remained behind, seeming to form out of the very air between her and the Bre’n. “... Luck? ... told me that trouble was coming,” said a
woman with startling red hair and skin as black as the tunnel had been. “You can’t trust the Voice. Sometimes it ...” retorted a man
with luxuriant silver fur on his arms and face, and eyes of a startling pink. “Have you considered the possibility of ...” cut in a woman
whose skin alternated between brown and gold. Fssa made a frustrated noise. His hearing was too good.
It picked up overlapping sounds, making little sense of the group’s muttering.
Their dialect was different from Centrins’ speech. It was not different enough
to require learning the language all over, but enough to make translating group
babble impossible. Kirtn and Rheba listened without appearing to. Daemen made
no attempt to hide his curiosity. He seemed a bit piqued that they had not
responded to The Luck’s presence with more appreciation. “Are you Seurs?” he demanded. “We’re Scavengers,” said the red-haired woman proudly. “That’s close enough,” answered Daemen, smiling. “Are you
the leader, First Scavenger, or whatever you call it?” “Super Scavenger,” said the woman. “No ... not yet.” She
looked at Kirtn and Rheba possessively. “But when I return with those two, Ghun
will be back on scout.” She squinted at Daemen. “The Luck, eh? That should be
worth a few extra points.” Daemen took a moment to digest the implications of the
woman’s odd words, “Is Ghun the Super Scavenger?” he asked hesitantly. “Only until I get back with the three of you,” the woman
said, nodding her head emphatically. “Then I’ll be Super Scavenger. Unless—”
She leaned forward and looked anxiously along the cliff face where the tunnel
had emerged. “You Seurs have any more of those holes?” “No. That’s the only mover that still works.” The word “mover” was obviously unfamiliar to the woman. She
squinted at Daemen, then moved her shoulders as though to shake off doubts.
“Then no other scouts are going to come back with more Treats?” “Treats?” Daemen’s tone was as perplexed as his expression. “Treats,” agreed the woman. Then she realized that Daemen
did not know what she was talking about. “They must do things different on the
other end of that hole. Around here, strange things are called Treats. The
Scavenger who brings in the best Treats is the Super Scavenger until the next
Hunt. But we haven’t seen anything like those two. Ever. So I should be Super
Scavenger for a long time.” “Ahh ... excuse me,” said Daemen. He turned toward Rheba and
Kirtn and switched to Universal.. “Apparently they—play some kind of elaborate
game here. Scavenger Hunt. Whoever brings in the strangest thing becomes the
Super Scavenger until the next Hum.” Kirtn and Rheba made encouraging noises. “We,” continued Daemen, “are very strange. Therefore, we’ll
be the winning Treats.” Kirtn did not like the idea of being anyone’s Treat. “What
happens to the Treats after the Hunt?” Daemen hesitated. “Excuse me.” He turned back to the
red-haired woman. “What do you do with your Treats?” She stared at him, unable to believe that even a stranger
could be so ignorant. “We give them to God, of course.” “You give them to God, of course.”—A glazed look came to
Daemen’s eyes. Then, loudly, “What in the name of other does that mean?” The people around the red-haired woman grabbed their weapons.
She made a cutting gesture with her hand. They let go of their whips and
slingshots, but fondled their knives with disturbing intensity. “Don’t shout, boy,” she said calmly. “Makes them nervous. If they get too nervous, they’ll forget that a dead Treat
isn’t much better than a stone, far as God’s concerned.” “Your God likes Treats alive?” “You’re learning,” she said, patting his arm, “An unwilling
Treat is fewer points. A lot fewer.” “Fewer points,” said Daemen helplessly. Kirtn looked at Rheba and shrugged. If Daemen was going to
handle the questioning, they would be a long time learning anything useful. For
a graduate of Loo’s slave Pit, The Luck was remarkably innocent. “Fssa, translate
without showing yourself.” The Fssireeme hissed and changed shape within Rheba’s hair.
As Kirtn spoke, the snake translated so quickly that it was like speaking and
understanding the language yourself. Fssa even duplicated the voice of whoever
was speaking at the time. “Can this Treat slide a few words in?” asked Kirtn. Daemen stared at the Bre’n who seemed to be speaking flawless
Daemenite. With a hurt look, he turned to Rheba. She smiled reassuringly. The red-haired scout leader waited. Every time she looked at
the big Bre’n with the odd copper skin-fur, she smiled possessively. A very big
Treat indeed. “What does your God do with Treats?” asked Kirtn reasonably. “It loves them. All zoolipts love Treats.” Kirtn was tempted to ask how a zoolipt—whatever that
was—loved its Treats, but he was afraid the woman would have an answer for
that, too. “Does being ... loved ... by a God-zoolipt hurt?” “Not if you’re willing.” “The same could be said of rape,” Rheba observed acidly. Fssa refrained from translating her comment. He had learned
on Loo that a translator had better be a diplomat, too. “What happens after this love feast?” asked Kirtn, straining
to keep his voice down. “Good eats for everyone,” said the woman enthusiastically.
“Fat times and fancy flavors.” “For everyone? Even the Treats?” “Willing Treats,” corrected the woman. “What happens to the witling Treats after the feast?” “Same as everyone else. We eat, drink and fall in a shaval
pile. We keep doing that until God gets bored. Then we have another Hunt.” “Bored? Your God gets bored?” The woman took on a long-suffering look. “You said a truth. Treat.” Kirtn looked at Daemen. “I don’t know any more about these barbarians than you do,”
said The Luck in Universal. “Not about their personal habits, anyway. Once we
get inside their Installation. I’ll find some new technology, then go back to
the tunnel and make a mover. Once the Seurs see what I have, they’ll be glad to
take us back. Then these creatures can eat themselves into a coma for all I
care.” “Right,” said Kirtn in sarcastic Universal. “You just stroll
into the Installation, technology drops into your hands and we’re home free.” “Right,” said Daemen. “You’re a stupid, arrogant—” “Kirtn!” said Rheba, horrified. The Bre’n shrugged. Calling Daemen names would not help. On
the other hand, it would feel good. “I’m not stupid,” began Daemen hotly, “and I’m not arrogant
either! !’m The Luck!” . “Bad luck,” snapped Kirtn. Daemen stared, too shocked to be angry. “But we survived!
For thousands of years Seurs have tried to reach Square One. We walked over
their bones—and we survived. Do you call that Kirtn looked at his exhausted fire dancer and his own bloody
hands. He sighed. “No, that’s not bad. And this,” he continued, staring at the
group of Daemenites, “isn’t good. I don’t know about here, but where I came
from we ate treats.” Daemen’s laugh was as beguiling as a Bre’n whistle. “Don’t worry.
Good Luck is with you. Whatever happens can’t be bad.” “What are you yammering about?” demanded the woman, obviously
tired of listening to noises she did not understand. Kirtn smiled lopsidedly at her. “He was just reminding me
that he’s Good Luck.” “Good for him,” she answered, unimpressed. “And for his companions—I hope,” muttered the Bre’n. He drew
a breath so deep it made his ribs ache. He sighed again, “We’re willing Treats.
Now what?” The Daemenites looked at the Bre’n, then at each other. They
broke into cheers and mutual congratulations. Daemen listened to the excited babble. He smiled triumphantly
at Kirtn. “See? There’s nothing to be afraid of. Apparently willing Treats are
very rare, and therefore very prized. They’ll take good care of us.” “Maybe the unwilling Treats knew something we don’t,” retorted
Kirtn. For a moment Daemen looked uncertain, then his faith in his own Luck reasserted itself. “We survived,” he said, as
though that answered all questions. And, the Bre’n silently admitted to himself, maybe it did. The Daemenites stopped congratulating themselves long enough
to surround the three Treats. The red-haired woman grinned at them. “Call me
Super Scuvee. Everyone else will in a few days.” Rheba’s hair fluffed out as Fssa made a flatulent noise. The
snake, however, had the good sense to make it seem that the sound issued from a
Daemenite. Scuvee whirled and glared, but had only protestations of innocence
from her followers. With a final cold look around, she led the party away from
the cliff face. They followed a dim trail through an area of gray-blue rocks
and drifts of gold that could have been dust. Rheba and Kirtn looked around,
memorizing their route. Out of the corner of her eye, she spotted a quick dart
of movement. “What’s that?” she asked. Instantly, every Daemenite was alert. Then Scuvee laughed.
“Just a runner. They’re only worth a few points. Not much of a Treat,” she
added. “A flyer, now, is pretty good. Lots of points. A real trick to catch
them, too.” The silver-furred man looked at the point where the runner
had disappeared. “You sure we don’t need it?” “With the Treats we already have?” she retorted, laughing.
“We’ll be three days just adding up their points!” “Yeah,” agreed the man slowly, but he still looked at the
gold drift that had swallowed up the runner. “Seems a waste. There’s been more
than one Hunt when we’d have been glad to take even a dead runner back.” “Skinny times are over,” Scuvee said, smacking the man on
his shoulder with her fist. “Fat times and fancy flavors!” “Fat times and fancy flavors!” roared the rest of the Scavengers.
Apparently the phrase was a local shibboleth. “Kirtn,” murmured Rheba in Senyas. “They have animals here.
Centrins only had rocks.” “And Seurs.” Kirtn looked around. “Wonder why animals
survived here and not there?” A gold drift curved across the trail. As Kirtn walked
through it, a haunting fragrance filled his nostrils. He bent over and grabbed
a handful of the dust. It was coot and silky to the touch, clinging to his skin
in golden clouds of fragrance. He had an impulse to lie down and wallow in the
drift, covering himself with its incredible, sensual fragrance. “Smell this,” he said, holding out a handful of good dust to
her. She inhaled and made a sound of pleasure. Akhenet lines
pulsed as she responded to fragrance. It was almost aphrodisiac in its
intensity. She looked up at Kirtn, eyes lambent with promises. Scuvee watched, grinning. “Well, you may be different, but
you’re still human. The last time we really pleased God, it gave us shaval,”
she said, gesturing toward the golden drifts that curled across low spots in
the land. Her grin increased. “I can hardly wait to see what we get this time.
Should be enough to make a rock shout.” “Your God gave you this?” asked Rheba, smiling dreamily.
“That would be enough to make me take up religion.” Daemon dipped his finger in the dust, sniffed cautiously,
then looked thoughtful. “How did you make this?” “Can’t you hear?” snapped Scuvee. “God gave it to us.” “How did you get your zoolipt—your God or whatever you call
it—to make this for you?” Scuvee looked at Daemen. Slowly her face settled into the
lines of one who is being patient with a particularly backward child. “As I
said, boy. We fed it a really good Treat.” “What was it?” asked Kirtn, curious. Scuvee sighed. “Wish I knew. It was so long ago even God
forgot.” “If I could find out how to make this,” said Daemen in
excited Universal, “the Seurs would have to call me Luck.” He turned back to
Scuvee and spoke Daemenite. “Does your God live with you?” “Where else would it live?” “Oh, over the mountain, across the sea, in the sky,” said
Daemen, remembering just a few of the religions he had encountered on Loo. “On
another planet, maybe.” “What good would it be to have a God that lived somewhere
else?” asked Scuvee, perplexed. “Does your God live in the Installation?” Daemen asked hurriedly,
not wanting to argue religious niceties with a woman who did not even know the
value of Luck. “What’s the Installation?” “The building that’s all colors and never needs repairs.” “Oh, you mean God’s House. Sure, where else would God live?” Daemen threw a despairing look in the direction of his
friends. Kirtn almost felt sorry for him. Scuvee had a death grip on reality
that would not be weakened by nuances of any kind. “Are outsiders allowed to ... ah ... worship in God’s
House?” asked Kirtn, guessing the point of Daemen’s interrogation. Any
technology to be found would be found in the Installation. If the Installation
was sacred, getting into it could be difficult. “Outsiders? Worship?” Scuvee looked from Kirtn to Daemen and
back. “You don’t make any more-sense than he does. What do you mean, worship!” Kirtn tried to think of words she would understand. Fssa
spoke for him, in tones that resonated with contempt. “Can we get inside God’s
House?” Scuvee’s face cleared. “Why sure, Treat. Glad to hear you’re
so eager. You really told a truth when you said you were willing.” She patted
Kirtn’s chest approvingly. “Such a big Treat, too. I can’t wait for the
shaval pile.” Rheba’s hair stirred, crackling with the beginning of anger.
“Then you won’t mind if we go in God’s House?” she snapped. “Mind? Listen, pretty Treat, you can go in God’s House anytime
you like, anytime at all. In fact”—she leaned forward, smiling—“I’ll knife
anyone who tries to keep you out.” She looked around her group triumphantly.
“Willing Treats!” she crowed. “Fat times and fancy flavors!” they shouted back. The Daemenites turned eagerly back to the trail. Kirtn and Rheba
moved with less alacrity. They were beginning to feel like a meal looking for a
place to be eaten. And they were afraid that God’s House was the place. XVISuper Scuvee kept them apart from the other Square One inhabitants.
It was not difficult. Like Centrins, Square One had rank upon rank of
uninhabited buildings erected in the Cycles that followed the original builders,
the Zaarain. Scuvee and her group lived in one of the least ramshackle houses.
Its windows were intact and its floors did not slant randomly. Its doors, however,
required muscle to open and close. Despite Scuvee’s assurances that her Treats could get into
God’s House at any time, Rheba, Kirtn and The Luck had only seen the Installation
from a distance. “I told you,” said Scuvee, her voice rising, “you have to
wait until the Hunt is over.” Kirtn shifted restlessly. “Yes, you told us. But you haven’t
told us when this damned Hunt ends. We’ve been here five hours and all you’ve
done is tell us to wait!” She sighed. “Treat, I’m glad you’re so eager. But I don’t
get points for stupidity. If Ghun doesn’t see me put you in God’s House,
I won’t get points. And Ghun can’t see you if he isn’t here. So until Ghun gets
back, you don’t go into God’s House. Got that. Treat, or do you want me to chew
it for you again?” Kirtn managed not to snarl. “When will Ghun be back?” Scuvee all but pulled at her bright-red hair. “I told you,
when the Hunt is over!” “But when will the Hunt be over?” put in Rheba quickly,
reading anger in Kirtn’s tense body. “Pretty Treat,” said Scuvee, “I already told you. The Hunt
will be over when Ghun gets back.” “Don’t worry,” soothed Daemen, taking Rheba’s hand. “Everything
is all right. Remember, I’m The Luck. Good Luck,” he added quickly over Kirtn’s
muttering. “Look at the food Scuvee gave us. Wasn’t it better than anything we
had on Loo or in Centrins?” “It was?” said Scuvee, shock in every line of her face.
“Little Treat, your zoolipt must be real bored.” “What do you mean?” Scuvee’s voice dripped patience. “Our food is rotten. That’s
why we called a Hunt. Now, if you think the swill we’ve been eating is good, it
means that the food you ate at the other end of that hole was hundred-proof
shit. Right?” “Right,” said Daemen, pleased that she understood. It was
not always easy to get through to Square One barbarians. “The only way you could eat worse food than here,” continued
Scuvee relentlessly, “is if your zoolipt is even more bored than ours. Don’t
you ever feed it?” “Feed what?” asked Daemen. Scuvee made a frustrated sound. “Your zoolipt,” she shouted. “Centrins doesn’t have a zoolipt. We just have machines.” “Don’t be more stupid than stone,” she said, her face
getting as wild as her hair. “You have a fancy colored building, right?” “Right.” “You put garbage in one end and food comes out the other,
right?” “Well, that’s an oversimplification. What actually happens
is—” “Right, Little Treat?” shouted Scuvee. “Ahh, right.” “What do you think makes garbage into food?” “A machine ... right?” “Wrong!” Scuvee gulped air. “It’s the God in
the machine that makes food. The machinery just shovels in garbage. But if all
you ever feed it is garbage, all you get is garbage. Garbage in, garbage out.
Right? Right,” she continued relentlessly. “A bored God is unhappy. If it gets
too bored, it starts making things.” Daemen moved as though to protest. Kirtn’s big hand clamped
down on the younger man’s shoulder. “Let her talk,” whispered the Bre’n. “She’s
finally saying something interesting.” Scuvee did not hear what Kirtn said. She was too involved in
her own words to have attention for anyone else. “If you’re lucky,” she
continued, “a bored God just makes bad food. We spend a lot of time running to
the shit pits, giving back as bad as we got. The cramps are rough and it ruins
a lot of clothes, but that’s not as bad as the headbenders.” “Headbenders?” said Rheba. “Right. You never can tell when it’ll hit. You eat and then
the world gets all runny around the edges and colors start yammering at you and
then the devils come screaming and clawing. It’s bad, real bad, and it stays
that way until God gets bored with that, too.” “Then what happens?” asked Kirtn, liking what he was hearing
less and less. “We shovel in our dead and go on a Hunt. If we’re lucky, the
runners have changed a little since the last time, or the flyers. The more
they’ve changed, the bigger Treat they are.” “Changed?” murmured Kirtn. “Right. A few legs more or less. Fur shorter or gone. They
have to eat what God makes, too. If you eat godfood, you change.” “Do people change, too?” asked Rheba, struggling with an unreasoning
tear. A few legs more or less. “Sure. But God learned to be careful with us. If we change
too much we’ll all die and then God will be more bored than ever. That’s why it
made crawlers—crawlers can change a lot and not die. Where do you think the diggers
and flyers came from? Crawlers, that’s where.” Kirtn remembered the startling variation in phenotype among
the Seurs. It was even more pronounced at Square One. Apparently there was a
mutagen in the food. “Their machine must be out of phase,” said Daemen in Universal. “What?” asked Rheba, still envisioning the nightmare Scuvee’s
words had conjured. “Their Installation isn’t tuned. It’s a miracle they’ve
survived this long.” “God is on their side,” Kirtn said sarcastically. “I’m serious,” Daemen snapped. “So am I. Look around, Luck. Scuvee’s people are a lot
healthier than the Seurs were.” “Nonsense!” “Kirtn’s right,” said Rheba. “The Seurs were gaunt. There
weren’t many children. You were much stronger and taller by a head than most
men. Loo’s slave rations weren’t much, but they were better than what the Seurs
eat.” “Centrins doesn’t make us sick or feed us mindbenders,”
Daemen said hotly. “No. It just starves you and then teases you by announcing
dinners that aren’t served.” “It’s a machine, not a person. It’s out of
tune, not bored.” “That’s your dogma,” said Kirtn. “Scuvee’s is different.” Daemen looked stubborn. “All civilized Installations are the
same.” “Starving?” suggested the Bre’n. “You may not like it but Scuvee’s dogma works,” continued Kirtn, his voice soft, implacable.
“What do the Seurs say to that?” Daemen still looked stubborn, but there was also uneasiness
in his expression. “The Seurs say that people who recycle whole corpses are
disgusting barbarians. How can you eat food that once was your uncle?” “Isn’t that what they sent you here to find out?” Scuvee cut in impatiently. “Yammer in words I can understand
or I’ll beat you bloody before grace even starts.” Only part of her words made sense, but it was a compelling
part, “Daemen’s people don’t feed corpses to their god.” said Kirtn succinctly.
“He’s surprised you do.” Scuvee snorted. “Corpses and criminals and every other damn
thing we can lift. Too bad rocks don’t work—enough of them for twenty Gods.” Daemen shuddered. “How can you eat?” “Hunger, Little Treat. Works every time.” From the front of the house came the sounds of people shouting.
A short, thick man swept into the room, followed by Scuvee’s angry group. The
man stopped and stared at Kirtn. “Then it’s true,” said the man, shaking his head until his
long black hair tumbled down to touch his powerful wrists. Rheba stared. The man had eight fingers and a very long
thumb on each hand. She looked at her own four-fingered hand and wondered how
much godfood she could eat before she changed. The man walked around them like a slave master inspecting
newly arrived chattel. Whatever he saw did not please him. “No ropes?” he
snapped. “They’re willing Treats, Ghun,” said Scuvee smugly. “I’m still Super Scavenger,” he said harshly. “The Hunt
isn’t over yet.” “You’re back. You can’t go out again. You know the rules as
well as I do, Super.” The woman’s voice was whiplike. “My group isn’t back yet. I came in early.” The red-haired woman smiled nastily. “At sunset we say grace
and send in the Treats. I’ll be Super before the second moon rises.” She
laughed. “I’ll be Super until I die, Ghun. No one ever brought in Treats like
these.” “No Treats last more than a meal. After the next Hunt, I’ll
be Super again.” “Willing Treats, Ghun. They’ll last forever—longer than either
one of us, that’s for sure.” Ghun looked shrewdly at the faces of the Treats. “You don’t
know what she’s talking about, do you?” Kirtn, knowing an enemy when he saw one, did not answer. Daemon did. “What do you mean?” “You look a little young to die.” Ghun cocked his head,
searching the Treats for any sign of understanding. Kirtn and Rheba controlled their
expressions. Daemen did not. Ghun leaned toward the Luck. “Didn’t she tell
you?” “Tell me what?” said Daemen. “She’s going to feed you to God.” “So what?” “So you’re going to die.” “That’s not true!” shouted the red-haired woman, “You’re
just trying to make them unwilling so I’ll get fewer points!” Chun’s smile made Kirtn more uneasy than a snarl would have.
Daemen did not notice. He was still caught by the assured tone in which Ghun
had pronounced their death sentences. “It isn’t true, Little Treat,” Scuvee said persuasively.
“He’s just trying to scare you. Willing Treats are loved by the God. Nothing
bad can happen when God loves you.” “How willing will they be when they choke on God and drown?”
asked Ghun smoothly. “Pucker your hole!” said Scuvee, turning on Ghun with hands
that wanted to strangle his assurance and him with it. Ghun smiled thinly, “Didn’t you tell them, Scuvee? Didn’t
you tell them how they’ll be scourged and driven into God’s House? Didn’t you
tell them—” Scuvee’s knife tip hovered a finger’s length from Chun’s
mouth. Her strong hand was twisted into his hair, holding his head immobile.
“If you don’t pucker up,” she said, “I’ll feed your tongue to God.” Ghun puckered up. “I found these Treats, and I found them willing. The whole
town knows it. If they go all unwilling on me, that would be a crime, wouldn’t
it?” Ghun swallowed and looked as if he were eating bile. “Wouldn’t it?” pressed Scuvee, drawing a bead of blood out
of his thin lower lip. “Uggg—yes!” “Right. And you know what we do to criminals, don’t you?”
Her knife moved slightly, flicking blood out of his upper lip. “What happens?” “They’re fed to God,” said Ghun, his lips barely moving. “Right. Now, if you’re through lying to my willing Treats,
we’ll just forget you ever opened your hole. Unless maybe you have a yen to
visit God?” she asked softly. Ghun made a strangled sound that Scuvee took as
capitulation. She released him so suddenly he stumbled. He threw a malevolent
look over his shoulder as he hurried out. Kirtn and Rheba looked at each other. Daemen smiled at nothing in particular. “It’s all right. I’m
The Luck.” Daemon’s litany did not comfort them. Kirtn touched Rheba
and sensed the exhaustion beneath her fear. The meal and a few hours of anxious
captivity had not helped to restore her strength—or his. They could probably
fight their way back to the tunnel, but then what? Without a high-tech present
for the Seurs, Daemen and his friends would be sent on another one-way trip by
the Seurs. This time, Kirtn suspected the Seurs would overcome their scruples
about killing The Luck. With a growing coldness in his bones, the Bre’n realized
that there was nothing to do but to wait until feeding time at God’s House.
Once inside the Installation, perhaps Daemen would find something useful. If
not, they could always feed Rainbow to the machine and hope that the lights
went out as fast as they had at Centrins. What would Square One’s barbarians do if the Treats proved
to be indigestible? Scuvee looked at her Treats. Their expressions were not reassuring.
She smiled and clapped her hands. “Won’t be long now. Treats,” she said with
forced lightness. “Don’t took so worried. The shaval pile will take your minds
off God’s stomach. You eat a handful of that gold stuff and you won’t care
about one damn thing. Besides, willing Treats are loved by God. Believe me,”
she said earnestly. “As long as I’ve been alive, God never hurt a willing
Treat.” The Treats said nothing. Scuvee smiled encouragingly. “You won’t even have to be
graced,” she said. “You’re bloody enough already. Except,” she added, looking
critically at Daemen, “for Little Treat, here. Might have to break a bit more
of his skin. Oh, nothing hurtful,” she reassured them. “Just enough to let God
know we care.” The Treats looked even less comfortable. “Well!” Scuvee said enthusiastically. “No point waiting
around. By the time we get to God’s House, sunset will be all over the place.” Scuvee gestured to her group. They surrounded the Treats.
Despite the barbarians’ friendly smiles, there was no doubt that a reluctant
Treat would be dragged to God’s House. Kirtn saw akhenet lines flicker over Rheba’s arms. “Not
yet,” he whistled, his tone urging patience as much as his words. “We came here
to get into the Installation. Now we’re going to do just that.” Rheba heard the irony as well as the wisdom in his whistle.
She smiled lopsidedly and took her mentor’s hand. With her other hand she
reached out to Daemon. His answering smile was all the more charming for its shyness. Hand in hand in hand, the three of them followed Scuvee
across the barren rock toward God’s multicolored House. As they walked, Square One’s population gathered. The carmine
sky dyed all people the same shade, disguising their variations under
one thick color. The natives stared, murmuring with delight and speculations
about the nature and source of the strange Treats. They approached God’s House from the side. The path hardly
looked as though it led to anything more sacred than a garbage dump. On either
side, and sometimes across the path itself, was debris that ranged from worn
shoes to malodorous lumps. Rheba made a sound of disgust and scraped the sole of her
shoe across a protruding rock. “If this is what they usually feed God, no wonder
it rebels,” she muttered. “It’s a simple recycler,” said Daemen, “Just a machine, no;
a God.” “I’m not ready to be recycled,” she snapped. “Don’t worry,” he soothed. “Nothing bad can happen. You
heard Scuvee—in her whole lifetime the recycler never hurt a willing Treat.” “I’d feel better if I knew that in her whole lifetime the
machine had been/«/ a willing Treat.” Kirtn sighed. He had hoped Rheba would not spot that flaw in
Scuvee’s argument. Daemen looked startled, then he smiled. “It’s a machine,” he
said softly, stroking the back of her hand. “Machines don’t hurt people.” God’s House rose ahead of them, massive, multicolored,
opaque. With a sound like distant thunder, a door opened in the building’s
side. Daemen walked forward, willing if not especially eager to penetrate the
Installation’s mechanical mysteries. Kirtn and Rheba followed more slowly, but they did follow.
The alternative was the knives that had suddenly appeared in their captors’
hands. Daemen looked over his shoulder. His smile was uncanny,
beautiful. “Don’t be frightened,” he said. “I’m The Luck.” “Good for you,” muttered Kirtn, “but not necessarily for us.” The door closed behind them, throwing the world into darkness.
XVIIRheba created a sphere of blue-white light. Ft burned unevenly
for a moment, investing the building with flickering shadows. She concentrated
until the light steadied and shadows only moved when people did. Kirtn squeezed her hand, feeling the peculiar warmth that
came from her akhenet lines. She was not only tired, she was also afraid. The
building stank of garbage and less appetizing organic matter. “God’s House,” Rheba said with contempt in her voice.
“Cherfs live in cleaner burrows.” Daemen turned back to her. In the akhenet light, his eyes
were white, as uncanny as his smile. Kirtn saw again the younger man’s grace, his unusual beauty.
The Bre’n looked away, not blaming his fire dancer for the smile she gave
Daemen, but not liking it either. “They put us in on the garbage conveyor,” said Daemen, laughing. Kirtn gave a derisive whistle. Being the centerpiece of a garbage
dump was not one of his life ambitions. “Where’s the core or whatever they used
to control this place?” Daemen closed his eyes, obviously trying to remember the
floor plan of Centrins. “I think ... yes, there should be a smaller branch of
this room. Like a wide, short hall going off to the left somewhere up ahead. At
the end of that there should be an access panel.” Rheba remembered the glittering mound of Zaarain crystals
that had somehow controlled Centrins. She remembered the explosion of light
when Rainbow had been flung onto the mound, and the darkness that had come without
warning. She fingered the chain of crystals that she wore beneath Kirtn’s cape
and wondered if Rainbow would find more of itself here ... and who would pay
the price if it did. “Lead the way,” Kirtn said shortly. If anyone was going to stumble
into the stomach of a hungry God, he hoped it would be the all too handsome
Luck. The room shrank on all sides as Daemen walked confidently forward.
Rheba sent small light spheres to various points, trying to guess the room’s
dimensions. “It’s a Hat-bottomed funnel,” said Kirtn. “We’re going into
the narrow gullet.” “Do you have to put it like that?” she asked plaintively. He stroked her hair, giving comfort with touch as he could
not with words. He was becoming more and more uneasy with each forward step. Ghun’s words echoed in the Installation’s silences, as
though all the people who had been fed to the recycler whispered from darkened corners.
The poet in Kirtn sensed eternity and the death of dreams, a death as final as
Deva spinning ash-colored against the clean silver of countless stars. He
tasted the irony of surviving the extinction of his people only to die in the
shell of a building that had been old before his people were even born. And he laughed, regretting only that he had never known his
fire dancer’s love. Rheba leaned against him, pulling his difficult laughter
around her, sensing his emotions like another kind of blood beating in her
veins. Her bright, patterned hand rubbed down his arm. Her hair stirred with
the pleasure his textures always gave her. Slowly her lines stopped flickering.
With a sigh, she relaxed, letting go of discordant energies she had not even realized
she had held, letting go for him as well. Fssa hissed quiet satisfaction, reveling in the sweeping energies
his friends created when they touched. “Here it is!”—called Daemen from up ahead. Rheba sensed Kirtn’s flash of irritation as clearly as
though it were her own. “You’re so hard on him,” she whistled. “But you’re so patient
with other children, like Lheket.” “Daemen isn’t a child. Lheket is.” “Hurry!” called Daemen, excitement making his voice uneven. Rheba laughed quietly. “Of course he is—listen to him.” “Keep rubbing up against him,” whistled Kirtn roughly, “and
you’ll find he’s man enough underneath all that charm.” Kirtn’s whistle evoked a coarse sexuality that shocked her.
“That’s not fair,” she said hotly. “Next to you, he’s not a man at all!” Kirtn stopped and looked down at her for a long moment. Then
he smiled. “I’d like to lose all my arguments like that.” He hugged her as
though it were the last time, which he was afraid might be true. The cape fell away as her arms came up around his neck. A network
of light shimmered out from her as she responded to all the unspoken emotions
seething in him. She smiled as she saw herself reflected in his golden eyes.
“Share enzymes?” she suggested, hall’ laughing, half serious, knowing only that
she did not want to leave his arms. It took all of his Bre’n discipline to stop at a single
kiss. The fire she called was so sweet, burning away everything until only she
was left and he was holding her and they were wrapped in blinding veils of
light. When he finally released her he saw Daemen nearby, his eyes
bright with reflected fire. “I found the access panel,” said Daemen wistfully, as though
realizing he might have lost something else. “Can I borrow Rainbow again?” “Why?” said Rheba, but she reached for Rainbow even as she
spoke. “It didn’t work too well the last time.” Daemen made an odd gesture that could have signified despair.
“I don’t have any other key to trigger the Installation. Either Rainbow loosens
up some crystals for me, or I have to bash the core until I get some. I don’t
want to do that. The barbarians aren’t much, but they’re people. Without the Installation,
they’ll die. But without new technology, my own people will die.” He made the
gesture again. “It’s all a matter of Luck. My Luck.” Kirtn looked at the young man and for the first time felt compassion.
Whether Daemen deserved it or not, he carried the future of his people in his
slim hands. The akhenets had carried that weight once ... and ultimately they
had lost, burned by a fire greater than they could call or control. The
bitterness of that defeat was part of him now, and of Rheba. It was not a thing
he would wish on anyone. “Good luck,” said the Bre’n softly. And meant it. Rheba handed Rainbow to The Luck. As he turned to go back to
the access panel, she took his arm, “Wait. Fssa, could you tell Rainbow what we
want? Maybe that way it could do something ... ?” Her tone was more wistful than sure. Kirtn started to veto
the idea, then decided if she was willing to endure the communication he should
not object. “What do you mean?” said Daemen, looking from Rheba to the
rope of colored crystals dangling from his fingers. “Rainbow is a machine—you
can’t talk with it no matter how many languages you know.” She pulled Fssa from her hair and held him out to The Luck. When he hesitated, she said, “He doesn’t bite. He doesn’t
even have any teeth.” She smiled encouragingly and did not add that Fssa no
more needed teeth than a lightgun did. She knew that the Fssireeme made Daemen
uneasy enough without telling him what an accomplished predator the snake could
be. “Take him.” “What about you?” said Daemen, accepting the snake reluctantly. “I’m getting as far away from him as I can.” said Rheba fervently. “Are you going back?” asked Daemen, sounding very lonely-. “No,” said Kirtn. “The funnel would just send all Fssa’s energies
back over us. “Is there another room where we could wait?” “Just beyond the access panel there’s a hail. There should
be a big room off to the right.” “What’s in it?” asked Rheba nervously, not wanting to blunder
into God’s alimentary canal. “It would be the hospital at Centrins. I don’t know what it
is here.” “Just as long as it isn’t the dining room,” said Kirtn
dryly. “I think we’d be smart to stay away from anything that has to do with
food while we’re in here.” Daemen laughed. “Don’t worry—it’s the recycler we have to
avoid, and that’s on the left side of the hall.” They followed Daemen to the access panel. He set Fssa on the
floor and piled Rainbow nearby. Rheba left a little light with Daemen and sent
a much larger light ahead of Kirtn. Despite the Luck’s reassurances, she had no
intention of walking blindly out of God’s stinking garbage pit and into an
endless gullet. The room was bigger than she had expected. Kirtn hesitated,
not wanting to ask her for more light. The sphere brightened but not enough to
overpower the shadows. “I’m sorry.” She sighed, realizing the extent of her
tiredness. A child could have lit the room without noticing the energy it cost.
For a moment she considered trying to tap the core power, then rejected it.
Zaarain energies were both complex and painful. Even Deva’s master dancers had
avoided them. Kirtn touched her reassuringly. “That’s more than enough
light. See? There isn’t any garbage to stumble over here.” “I suppose the machine would keep the hospital clean as long
as it could,” she said, peering into the dense shadows at the far end of the
room. She inhaled deeply, glad to breathe air that was not thick with the
stench of decay. “What’s that?” He took a few steps forward, staring toward the darkness. Vague turquoise tights glimmered back at him, shifting with
a fluid grace that was fascinating. “I’m not sure.” The sphere of light moved farther into the room, lighting a
different section. The turquoise dance beckoned as charmingly as The Luck’s
smile. “A pool!” she whistled, delight sliding through each note.’ Kirtn shared her joy but was more cautious. He had not forgotten
that God’s House might hold less than divine surprises. She stepped forward eagerly, anticipating the feeling of
warm water supporting her exhausted body. “Rheba.” “But—” She sighed and slowed down. He was right. “I like to swim even more than you do,” he said quietly. “Remember
the acid pond on Loo.” She stopped. She sniffed the air carefully, wondering if his
more acute sense of smell had picked up the oily, biting odor of acid. She
inhaled again. All she could smell was air that was both fresh and blessedly
moist. Outside, the planet’s air was not only thinner than she was used to, it
was much more dry. “It smells like water,” said Kirtn. Rheba did not answer. She grabbed her head and tried not to
moan aloud. Fssa was talking with Rainbow. Kirtn realized what had happened, even though he felt only
mild discomfort. He picked her up and hurried farther into the room. Distance
was the only medicine he could give her. The sphere of light flickered madly, then went out, leaving
only her racing akhenet lines to light the room. He swore with a poet’s rage,
wishing Fssa were within reach. He tried to give her his own energy to
withstand the pain, only to discover that even his Bre’n strength had reached
an end. He carried her as far as the edge of the pool, then held
her, trying to shield her with his body even though he knew it was impossible.
Below his feet the pool shifted and slid, blue on blue, stirred by invisible
currents. Streamers of turquoise wound throughout, leaving midnight shadows far
below. If there was a bottom, he could not see it. He stared down, wondering
what miraculous therapies the Zaarains had performed in the pool’s depths. And then the floor began to move. Kirtn’s reflexes saved him and Rheba from being shunted into
the pool. As he leaped backward he spun and fled for the door. The floor moved faster. Rheba screamed and twisted in his arms, calling out for Fssa
to stop. But the Fssireeme could not hear and she could not bear the pain any
longer. She clawed wildly at Kirtn, not knowing what she did. The floor hummed musically beneath Kirtn’s running feet. He
hung on to Rheba and forced his exhausted body to run faster, not to stumble
despite her body twisting in his arms. Stop it, fire dancer! His need reached her as no words could. She went limp,
biting her lips until blood blurred the akhenet patterns on her face. The floor flew beneath his feet, but he was a man on a treadmill
making progress only in his mind. She saw the pool looming over his shoulder,
saw the turquoise glide of current’s and blue depths. Kirtn! Her scream was as silent as his had been, a minor mind dance
that was born out of need and the closeness of their flesh. He reached deep
into himself and answered with a burst of speed that made the pool fall away
from her horrified glance. But he was only flesh and bone, no match for an immortal
Zaarain machine. With a despairing cry he felt the floor fall away, throwing
them into the turquoise stomach of God. The Bre’n’s last thought was a smoking curse that The Luck,
inevitably, had avoided falling into the soup. XVIIIAfter the first shock of being thrown in passed, Kirtn
realized that his worst fears were not true—the pool was nothing like acid. The
liquid was both warm and cool, thicker than water but not at all sticky. It was
wonderfully invigorating, like being in the center of an akhenet healing circle
while minds danced in each ceil of his body. Buoyed by the liquid, he had to swim very little to keep
Rheba and himself afloat. She lay loosely against him, only half conscious. If
she still felt the agony of alien communication, it did not show on her face.
Her hair spread out in the water, sinuous with invisible currents of energy. If this was being “in the soup,” Kirtn thoroughly approved.
He was not reckless, however. He made sure that neither he nor Rheba accidentally
drank any of the fluid. And then he felt his clothes dissolve. He watched in horrified fascination as his cape thinned
around Rheba’s shoulders, revealing her glowing akhenet lines. Rheba murmured sleepily. Her eyes opened, clear cinnamon
with fires banked, at peace. Then she remembered where she was. With a startled
cry she awoke fully. Her lines of power flared into incandescence, lighting the
pool until it was like floating in the golden eye of God. “What happened?” “We’re in the soup,” whistled Kirtn smugly. There was an undertone
of uncertainty in his whistle, however. He had not forgotten their clothes; the
same thing could happen to their bodies. But he doubted it. Floating in the supportive
warmth of the pool with his fire dancer alive in his arms, he found it hard to
worry about anything. “How do you feel?” “Good,” she said simply. “I haven’t felt this ... whole ...
in a long time. Not since Deva.” He smiled as her hair flowed sinuously over his shoulder and
curled around his neck. The energy that came from that touch was as smooth and
controlled as any he had ever felt from master dancers on Deva. “I wonder why the natives fight this?” She sighed, moving
only enough to stay afloat. “We haven’t tried to get out yet,” said Kirtn, but there was
no force to his objection. If Square One’s God wanted to kill them with
kindness, so be it. There certainly were worse ways to die—he had seen them. Rheba laughed, sensing his comfort because she was touching
him. She concentrated on sending him a picture of a Bre’n floating smugly on a
turquoise cloud. He smiled and wound his hand into her hair, noting absently
that each strand was silky and ... dry. Whatever the soup was made of, it had
unusual properties for a fluid. Her cheek rubbed over the palm of his hand. He sensed her
surprise and the reason for it at the same instant she did. “It’s healed!” she said, grabbing his hand and looking at it
from all sides. She took his other hand and touched it wonderingly. “Completely
healed.” A sphere of light blazed forth and hovered overhead, making
the room lighter than any day. She examined her Bre’n critically, swimming
around him, trying to find the multitude of bruises, gashes and scrapes that
the rockfall had left on him. His copper fur was sleek and bright, unmarred by
so much as a scab or a smudge of dirt. Kirtn reached out lazily, drawing her to him with the full
strength of a Bre’n. “You’re healed, too. Look at that light you made. Or are
you drawing on the Installation’s core?” She moved her head in a slow negative, still fascinated by
his strength, a fluid ease that echoed the power implicit in the currents
coiling beneath their feet. “Although,” she whistled, “I feel strong enough to
take on a Zaarain core now.” “Don’t,” he said quickly. “Not unless we have to. No use in
pushing our luck—or is it Daemen’s?” He sighed. “I suppose we should go back
and see how he’s doing.” “Wait. Fssa isn’t through yet.” “He isn’t? Does it still hurt?” “Sort of,” she whistled, “but it’s all far away, as though
it were happening to someone else.” “I could get fond of this soup,” he said approvingly. But
even as he spoke he was measuring the height of the pool’s rim, looking for a
way out. The better he felt, the less willing he was to be the captive of even
a benign God. “More light.” He had used a mentor’s tone. She responded with a reflexive
outpouring that nearly blinded him. “Control,” he said crisply, as though giving lessons back on
Deva. “Outline the rim of the pool.” A line of light snaked around the lip of the pool, defining
it. There was no place where the rim dipped down enough for him to grab it and
pull himself out. “Arm’s length below water level,” he said. A second line of light bloomed. He swam along the side.
There were no steps, no ramps, no irregularities in the seamless pool wall.
Getting in had been easy. Getting out would be a trick. Currents curled beneath him. Fluid humped up, lifting him
until the lip was within reach. In a single motion he pulled himself out of the
pool. Getting out was as easy as wanting to. A globe of light followed him as he walked back to where
Rheba swam in the center of her own incandescence. “Come to the side,” he
called. “I’m trying to.” Her whistle was sharp, telling of the fear
that was growing in her. “It won’t let me!” Kirtn’s powerful dive brought him to her side in an instant.
Currents swirled around her, holding her back from the side with exactly as
much energy as she expended trying to advance. Her lines were so hot that steam
began to curl up from the fluid. “Don’t fight it,” he said. She stopped trying to swim toward the side. Immediately the
currents stopped trying to hold her back.. She looked at him, her expression
both perplexed and frightened. “Why won’t it let me go?” “I don’t know. It practically threw me out.” He swam behind
her. “Let me do the swimming for both of us.” She relaxed against his grip, floating up, behind him as he
stroked for the side. After a few moments he saw that he was not making any
progress. He reversed direction. The current died as quickly as it had been
born. He experimented, swimming in all directions with Rheba. It
became obvious that he could tow her anywhere in the pool, except to the side.
Whenever he got within reach of the rim, currents swirled up and pushed him
back to the center of the pool. If he let go of her, however, the liquid was
very cooperative. He could swim where he pleased and get out as easily as he
had the first time. “Are you tired?” he asked, using Senyas, because he did not
want to reveal any more of his fear than he had to. “No. I think I could fall asleep and the damn stuff would
keep me face up.” Her tone was more frustrated than afraid, now. She felt better when he was in the soup with her. “I suppose
I could just vaporize the little beastie.” Kirtn pulled himself out of the pool, the better to measure
its size. It was big. “That wouldn’t work unless you tapped the Installation
core. And there’s a good chance that some kind of defense mechanism is programmed
into the recycler.” “Se//-defense,” she said firmly. “This soup is alive.” He hesitated, then accepted her verdict. She had a much
finer discrimination among energy patterns than he did. If she said it did not
feel like a machine, then it was not a machine. She took his hesitation as a question, however, “Mentor,”
she said in clipped Senyas, “when you first hit the soup, what did you feel?” “Surprise, then pleasure. Intense pleasure,” he added, remembering. “But you should have been scared right out of your copper
fur.” He realized she was right. “What you felt,” she continued, “was the zoolipt’s pleasure.
We were very nice Treats.” “I thought this was the hospital, not the recycler.” “To the Zaarains, the functions might have been the same
thing. Or they became the same thing here, in Square One.” “That would explain the clean room,” said Kirtn. “The
zoolipt ate all the organic goodies.” “Right,” said Rheba, sounding just like Scuvee. “Somewhere
down there beneath my naked feet must be connectors leading out of the
Installation to feeding stations.” “Wonder what the zoolipt is planning for dinner.” “I hope fire dancer isn’t on the menu,” she said, looking
longingly at the lip that the soup would not let her reach. “Why did it let you
go?” “Maybe it doesn’t like furries.” She made a flatulent noise and turned her back on him.
“Kirtn, get me out.” He did the only thing he could. He dove in and surfaced beside
her. “It healed us when it could more easily have killed us,” he said reasonably.
“It’s keeping Fssa from driving you crazy talking to Rainbow.” She held his hand and watched him with wide eyes. “You sensed its pleasure,” he added, wrapping a stray curl
of her gold hair around his finger. “Do you sense any malevolence?” She closed her eyes and drifted against him, concentrating
on the intricate energy patterns that made up the zoolipt. She sensed its
power, the sweeping currents that moved restlessly in its depths. She felt
again its pleasure as it lapped around their alien chemistries. No matter how
hard she concentrated, she could feel nothing else except her own fear and the
distant pain that was a Fssireeme talking to a Zaarain construct. “Nothing.” She sighed. “But I’m not a mind dancer or even an
empathic engineer.” He pulled her close, not knowing what else to do. They
floated passively on the breast of the zoolipt. It responded to their unspoken
needs, supporting their bodies like an invisible, infinitely comfortable bed. “It’s gone,” she said, after a moment. “What’s gone?” “The pain. Fssa must be finished.” Then, fervently, “I want out.” A current swirled her out of Kirtn’s arms and deposited her
on the lip of the pool. The zoolipt withdrew from her without leaving so much
as a drop of itself behind. He stared, then swam toward the side with powerful strokes.
Fluid bunched up underneath him like a wave and flipped him neatly into the
air. He landed on his feet beside her, looking as surprised as she did. As one, they turned and stared at the glimmering turquoise
zoolipt. “I think,” said Rheba slowly, “that it’s like the Devalon’s
womb. It only lets you out when you’re healed. As long as I felt pain, I
was a patient. As soon as Fssa shut up, I was a human being again and could come
and go as I pleased.” Despite her confident words, she backed away as she spoke.
If her theory was wrong, she did not want to find out by ending up in the soup
again. As an afterthought, she even took back all but a small sphere of her
light. She did not want to irritate an organism that spent most of its time in
darkness. Daemon’s voice came from the hallway beyond the room.
“Kirtn! Rheba! Where are you?” “In here,” yelled Kirtn. “But that’s the recycled I told you”—Daemen ran into the
room breathlessly—“to turn right, not left!” “We did,” Kirtn said dryly. “Oh.” Daemen looked at his feet, obviously embarrassed. “I
never could tell the two apart....” He looked up again, then away, embarrassed
for a different reason. “What happened to your clothes?” Rheba remembered they were naked and smothered a giggle. “The zoolipt ate them,” said Kirtn blandly. Daemen threw a frightened look around, for the first time noticing
the pool where tone on tone of blue turned restlessly. “Oh!” He backed up
nearly all the way to the hall. “That’s much bigger than our zoolipt.
And it’s the wrong color. I’m not sure it’s a recycler at all!” “It recycled our clothes fast enough,” pointed out Rheba, trying
not to smile. Daemen looked up, realized that neither Kirtn nor Rheba was
embarrassed, and smiled at her in a way that made the Bre’n want to flatten
him. “You certainly look good—ah, healthy,” amended Daemen, as he
walked back to them. He stroked her skin as his rain-colored eyes looked at her
with obvious pleasure. “Beautiful. I mean, even the scrapes are gone.” Kirtn knew exactly what he meant. “The zoolipt healed us,” she said, feeling suddenly awkward
beneath Daemen’s admiring glance. She remembered Kirtn’s insistence that The
Luck was not a child. “Look at Kirtn’s hands.” Reluctantly, Daemen turned away from the fire dancer’s fascinating
body where intricate curling patterns pulsed with light. He looked at Kirtn’s
powerful hands and then up at the Bre’n’s metallic gold eyes. Kirtn smiled. Daemen
backed away from Rheba. “Where’s Fssa?” she asked. Daemen rummaged around beneath the frayed cape he wore.
“Said he was cold,” he explained, unwrapping the Fssireeme from around his
waist and handing him to Rheba. Kirtn sighed. Just when he was ready to strangle the little
smoothie, Daemen proved he was not a cherf after all. The Bre’n knew that
Daemen did not want to handle the Fssireeme at all, much less keep the snake
warm by wearing him like a girdle. If The Luck would just keep his hands off
Rheba, Kirtn might even come to like him. Fssa was quite dark and noticeably cool to Rheba’s touch.
Immediately she gathered energy and held it in her hair. When it whipped and
shot sparks, she wove the Fssireeme into place. Her hair calmed as the snake
drew off excess energy into himself. Within moments, Fssa was rippling with metallic colors, as
bright as the dancer’s hair he was woven into. He whistled a complicated Bre’n
trill. Rheba and Kirtn listened, then turned toward The Luck. Rheba looked concerned.
The Bre’n looked like a predator. “What’s he saying?” asked Daemen nervously. “Not much.” Rheba’s voice was quick, her words rushed.
“Rainbow is happy. It collected a few more crystals—two swaps and seven
outright thefts, from what Fssa says.” She hesitated, remembering Daemen’s
obvious fear of the zoolipt’s blue depths. “The zoolipt is ecstatic. We’re the
first new taste it’s had in Cycles. Fssa said it was very bored with garbage,
sewage, and dead bodies.” Daemen’s hands made small movements. Even talking about the
zoolipt’s gastronomic needs made him nervous. “Fssa also said that the barbarians are waiting outside.” “For us?” “For food. They didn’t expect us to come out. At least, not
as ourselves. The few live people who are thrown in die of fright.” “Sensible,’’ muttered The Luck, looking nervously at the zoolipt’s
too-active blue surface. “However,” continued Rheba, “there are legends of willing
Treats.” Daemen looked up, sensing that she was finally coming to the
point. “Do you know how the barbarians recognize willing Treats
when they come out of God’s House?” she asked gently. “They’re alive,” snapped Daemen. “That’s part of it,” she agreed. “The rest of it is that
they’re naked, clean, and in perfect health.” Daemen looked at the two of them and then at his own grubby,
scuffed self. “Oh no ...” “Oh yes!” said Kirtn triumphantly. Without warning, he snatched The Luck and heaved him into
the soup. Daemen’s indignant squawk ended in a huge splash. “That was mean,” observed Rheba. Kirtn’s only answer was a whistle that rippled with satisfaction. XIX“Do you suppose he’ll be in long?” asked Rheba. Kirtn stretched hugely, flexing muscles that were no longer
strained and sore. “Doubt it. He was hardly scratched. Lucky cherf. Gets everyone
else to do his work for him.” “What do you mean?” He smiled and raffled her electric hair. “His technology
just fell into his hands, but he doesn’t even know it.” “I think the zoolipt fed you something it-didn’t feed me.
You’re, still floating.” He laughed and blew into her hair. It ruse around him like
fine gold smoke, shimmering with life. He had never seen her so vivid. “What do
the Seurs need more than anything else?” She sent up a tendril of hair to tickle his sensitive ears.
“Decent food,” she said, grimacing at the memory of her one Seur meal. “Reliable
wouldn’t hurt, either.” He peeled away the maddening hair and wound it around his
finger. “Right,” he said, echoing Scuvee. “And what does the zoolipt want?” “Treats,” she said promptly. Then, “Of course! But how do
you get the Seurs to the zoolipt? I don’t think they would mix well with Scuvee’s
folks.” “That’s The Luck’s problem.” They looked at the pool. Daemen was floating helplessly, a
bemused look on his face. He obviously could not swim. It did not matter. The
zoolipt supported him as surely as solid ground, and far more comfortably. “Still has his clothes,” noted Kirtn. “I hope he’s all right,” said Rheba. “He was pretty scared.” The Bre’n made a flatulent noise that stirred Fssa’s admiration.
The snake hissed blissfully, reveling in Rheba’s lively hair. He was all hut
invisible, matching his surface color exactly with the shimmering mass around
him. He formed a pair of sensors and directed them at the pool. “Daemen is fine,” whistled Fssa. “He’s laughing, not choking.” “I hope he doesn’t drink any,” she said anxiously. “With his luck,” muttered the Bre’n, “it would give him eternal
life.” “There go his clothes.” “Shouldn’t be long now,” said Kirtn. The zoolipt swirled in shades of blue around Daemen, then
swelled into a wave. “Here he comes.” Kirtn measured the wave’s direction and
speed, moved three steps to the left, and caught Daemen before his feet touched
the ground. ““There,” he said, setting The Luck upright. “That wasn’t so bad,
was it?” Daemen gave the Bre’n a reproachful look. “You could have
warned me.” “That’s right,” said Kirtn. “I could have.” The Luck hesitated. “I wouldn’t have believed you anyway, I
suppose.” Kirtn put his hand on The Luck’s shoulder, liking him in
spite of himself. “Let’s pick up Rainbow and get back to the Seurs.” Daemen’s smiled faded. “I can’t go back. I don’t have anything.
Fssa said that Rainbow won’t work for me.” He peered into Rheba’s
seething hair, looking for the Fssireeme. “Does he always tell the truth?” Fssa’s head darted out, sensors wheeling. He was so outraged
that he formed two mouths, screaming his innocence out of one and his
trustworthiness out of the other. Rheba looked skeptical. Fssa considered Rainbow a friend and
fellow sentient being. Daemen considered Rainbow a machine, and a badly tuned
one at that. “Quiet!” yelled Kirtn. The Bre’n’s bellow made Fssa wilt. One mouth vanished entirely.
The other one shrank until it was almost too small to see. He blushed in dark
shades of gray. “Rainbow is irrelevant,” said the Bre’n mildly. Fssa’s relieved sigh was very human. “What do you mean?” Daemen said, his voice harsh with disappointment
and irritation. “You were just head over heels in the most advanced technology
this planet has seen since the Zaarains,” said Kirtn dryly. “What do you need
with a collection of reluctant crystals?” “We already have a recycler.” “Like that?” Daemen turned and stared at the zoolipt. Turquoise lights
winked back at him. “No, but ...” Kirtn waited. Fssa spoke, his voice subdued bat hopeful. “Square One’s zoolipt
is unique. When this Installation went discordant, the hospital zoolipt
adapted. It spread through the connectors and merged with the recycler zoolipt.
That was a long time ago. It sent some of itself through the other connectors
to other installations. That’s all that saved your people when the grid went eccentric.
A machine would have broken clown. The zoolipt ... evolved.” Daemon kept staring at the zoolipt, amazement and disbelief
on his face. “Are you saying that pool is alive?” “Yes,” said Rheba before Fssa could answer. “I sensed it.” Daemen switched his look of disbelief to her. “I didn’t know
you were a liwwen,” he said flatly. “Mind dancer,” said Fssa, automatically translating the Daemenite
word into a concept familiar to Rheba. “I’m not. But a fire dancer is sensitive to patterns of
energy. The zoolipt’s pattern isn’t that of a machine. It’s alive.” __ Daemen
looked back at the pool stretching away into the darkness. “All of it?” he said
weakly. Rheba blinked. “I hadn’t thought of that.” Her hair shifted, then spread into a disciplined fan as she
sampled the various energies that permeated the pool. Kirtn moved to position
behind her, hands resting lightly where her neck joined her shoulders. His
presence greatly enhanced both the power and precision of her search. Daemen watched, fascinated by the play of energy through her
akhenet lines. He was also more than a little fascinated by the supple body
beneath the lines. His thoughts triggered the inevitable physiological
response. He looked away, wishing the zoolipt had not eaten his clothes. When Rheba was finished, she sighed and opened eyes that
were as bright as her akhenet lines. Kirtn glanced over at Daemen, wondering
how The Luck had reacted to seeing a healthy fire dancer at work. I? did not
take a mind dancer to know what The Luck was thinking. Not for the first time,
Kirtn wryly decided that men had invented clothes as much to conceal their desires
as to protect their genitals. “I think just the currents are alive,” said Rheba. “What good does that do us?” said Daemen, his back to her as
he stared at the zoolipt. “It’s a lot easier to take back a scoop of zoolipt than the
whole pond,” she said impatiently. “I left my scoop at Centrins.” Daemen’s voice was more than
a little sarcastic. “Besides, what good would it do?” Rheba looked at him, puzzled. Kirtn’s lips struggled not to smile. Fssa spoke in the tones of a patient mother. “Zoolipts are intelligent.
Intelligent beings need variety. If they don’t get it, they invent it. Bored
zoolipts play tricks,” continued the snake in round, patient tones. “If they
get too bored, they go mad. Mad zoolipts eventually kill their people. I think
the Centrins zoolipt is going mad.” Daemon looked around. The impact of the Fssireeme’s words
drove all desire from The Luck. “What?” “Your zoolipt is crazy,” summed up the snake. “It’s starving
your people to death because that’s more amusing than feeding them pap. It
likes to see the Seurs ran around and jump tables to be fed. Either it doesn’t
understand that it’s kilting the Seurs or it doesn’t care anymore. It’s been
feeding Seurs for eons, you know,” added Fssa almost apologetically. “And all
it gets in return is garbage. It knows every molecule by name. The only variety
it has is when something living falls into the soup. All those wonderful enzymes
to play with.. .. “At least, that’s what Rainbow said about this zoolipt, and
this zoolipt and yours were the same a very long time ago. Square One’s zoolipt
is part of a hospital zoolipt, remember. It was designed to make Fourth People
healthy. If you put in some of this zoolipt with your zoolipt, the combination
could be the salvation of Centrins.” The Luck stared at the Fssireeme and then at the fire
dancer. “I think,” said Daemen slowly, “that my Luck just ran out. I’m finally
as crazy as that snake. The Seurs will never believe me.” Kirtn laughed shortly. “It doesn’t matter what they
believe.” He leaned forward, forcing Daemen to look at him. “Don’t tell the
Seurs that Square One’s zoolipt is alive and that Centrins’ zoolipt is crazy.
Just take some of this zoolipt home, pour it into the Centrins recycler and
wait for ‘fat times and fancy flavors’ to pour out the feeding stations. After
one good meal the Seurs will believe anything you tell them.” “Will it work?” asked Daemen dubiously. “Do you have a better idea?” snapped Kirtn. Daemen sighed. “How will we carry it?” Rheba muttered and shook her head. Fssa dropped into her
hands. “We just happen to have a container. Do your trick, snake.” With a disgruntled sound, Fssa swelled to three times his
normal size. A network of metallic gray and blue glowed sullenly over his
length, saying more clearly than words what he thought of the situation. “Will that be enough?” said Daemen. “You want any more,” said Fssa, echoing oddly, “swallow it
yourself!” Rheba walked over to the pool. Currents of turquoise and
blue lapped at the edges. Other currents curled just out of reach, thick and
thin, more colors of blue than she could name. She looked back. “All the
currents are different. Which one would be the best?” Kirtn looked blank for a moment. Then he smiled. He took
Fssa in one hand and Daemen in the other. “It’s his problem. Let him solve
it.”. He threw snake and naked Luck into the pool. A hearty splash was followed by hot Daemenite phrases. Very
quickly, the zoolipt returned man and snake to their normal environment. Fssa
bulged like a long, water-filled balloon. Kirtn snickered, further offending
the Fssireeme’s distended dignity. “Are you quite through?” said Daemen icily to the
Bre’n. “I’m tired of being tossed into the soup by an overgrown furry!” “Anytime you can lift me, you can throw me in,” offered
Kirtn. “I’ll take Fssa,” said Rheba, stepping between the two as
she lifted the snake out of Daemen’s hands. “If you made compartments,” she
whispered to the Fssireeme, “you wouldn’t slosh so much.” Fssa’s answer sounded more like a belch than anything else.
He was too big to fit in his usual nest in her hair, and too heavy for her to
carry easily. Kirtn saw the problem, took the snake and, apologizing, tied the
Fssireeme in a loose knot around his neck. Silently, the three walked back to the access panel. It was
closed. Rainbow was mounded in front of it, each facet shining as though it had
been polished by a master jeweler. “It’s bigger,” said Rheba unhappily. The bigger Rainbow got,
the greater its range and the worse her headaches. “It must have swiped the
core’s biggest crystals.” She picked up the Zaarain construct. It slid facet
over facet until it was a double-Strand necklace. “Here,” she said, handing it
over to Daemen. “You wear the damn thing. Maybe the Seurs will be impressed.” Rainbow made a wonderfully barbaric display. Shards of colored
light splintered in the depths of crystals created by men and methods that were
remembered only in myths. Silently, The Luck pulled Rainbow over his head. He led
Rheba and Kirtn to the front door of the Installation. The three of them made a striking display as they stepped
out of God’s House and into the planet’s brief twilight. The Luck’s rare beauty
was reflected in Rainbow’s thousand facets. Kirtn wore only his suede-textured
skin and a sullen Fssireeme knotted around his powerful neck. Between Luck and
Bre’n stood Rheba, dressed in a blazing network of akhenet lines. A nearby Scavenger took one look at the Treats, spun around
and ran off yelling for Scuvee. She was not far away. Like most of the
Scavengers, she was gathered around a feeding station, waiting for God’s
verdict on the Treats it had been fed. Scuvee looked at the three people who had emerged from God’s
House. Then she looked at Daemen. “You must be The Luck, all right. Nobody else
has walked out of there for as long as Scavengers can remember.” She threw back
her head and laughed triumphantly. “Fine eats and fancy flavors for sure! Then
the shaval pile,” she added, her glance sliding back to Kirtn. Fssa’s translation was slurred, but understandable. Rheba grimaced. “Some other time, maybe. We have to get The
Luck back to his people.” Scuvee’s smile vanished, leaving a hard expression behind.
“Don’t think so, Pretty Treat. Not until God gets bored with your taste.” Kirtn looked at the crowd that was gathering around them.
The Scavengers wore expressions of awe, greed and anticipation. They watched
the Treats with the eyes of a miser counting credits. “How long will it take for God to get bored?” asked Daemen. Scuvee spread her hands. “Not long. Two lives. Maybe three.” “Lives?” said Daemen weakly. “Right. Don’t worry, though. Legend says that when God likes
your taste, it makes you immortal.” She smiled, showing uneven teeth. “You’ve
got all the time there is, Little Treat. And we’ve got ourselves the best eats
ever.” The Scavengers folded possessively around their Treats. XXSounds of muted and not-so-muted merriment filtered into the
house where the Treats were being held. Scuvee’s guards stood outside the door,
grumbling about having to work while others played in a shaval pile. They were
not too disgruntled, however. Their stomachs were stretched tightly over a
dinner that would be legend among the Scavengers. God had truly enjoyed its Treats. “Don’t they ever sleep?” said Rheba, turning away from the
peeling window. Beyond the window’s ancient distortions, the Scavengers whooped
and laughed and chased each other from one shaval drift to the next. Daemen looked up glumly and said nothing. Kirtn shrugged. If he had waited as long for a decent meal
as the Scavengers had, he would celebrate too. He picked absently at flakes of
window dangling from invisible fibers. The material was very tough. Rheba had tried to burn some of
it. After a lot of energy, it smoldered fitfully and softened. She could burn
their way out of the house, but it would take a long time and more energy than
she could easily draw from moonlight. Sunrise would be a different matter.
Energy would be abundant and, she hoped, the Scavengers would be comatose after
a night of celebration. If forced to, Rheba would tap the Zaarain core. Neither she
nor Kirtn wanted that. Zaarain energies were highly complex, dangerous and
difficult to channel. Even a master dancer with centuries of experience would
hesitate to tangle with a Zaarain core. There was also the fact that once tapped, the core might go
eccentric. The Scavengers who survived that would live only long enough to die
of starvation. Neither Rheba nor Kirtn wanted to be responsible for more
deaths. On the other hand, neither one of them planned to spend the
next few centuries as Treats for a shapeless God. “Scuvee’s coming,” said Kirtn, turning away from the peeling
window. “Probably wants you for the shaval pile,” snapped Rheba. He smiled and wisely said nothing. Fssa, still loosely knotted around Kirtn’s neck, extruded a
dish-shaped listening apparatus and pointed it at the door. He added a circle of
metallic red quills that quivered and combed the air as though alive. Ripples
of metallic colors coursed over his distended body. Daemen stared, still unused to seeing Fssireeme transformations.
Rheba and Kirtn watched for a different reason. It was rare to see Fssa having
difficulty picking up Fourth People speech. Fssa changed again, substituting a convex dish for the
concave one. Quills vanished, only to reappear as a platinum ruff around the
dish. Rheba and Kirtn looked at each other. They had never seen the Fssireeme
in that shape. Whatever was beyond that door was something new. Silently, Kirtn set Fssa on the floor and came to stand
behind Rheba. She gathered energy, preparing for whatever the next minutes might
bring. The door opened. A battered Scuvee walked in. Her jaw was so
swollen she could not talk. Her grunts and gestures were enough, though. She
pointed to the porch, pushed the guard who had followed her into the room back
over the threshold and slammed the door. Instantly, Fssa changed back into a snake and began spouting
long phrases in a language that was neither Universal nor Daemenite. Scuvee’s
face blurred and reformed into the colorless features of f’lTiri, the Yhelle
illusionist Rheba had rescued on Loo. F’lTiri smiled, changing his face from bland to slyly humorous.
“Surprised?” he asked in soft Yhelle. Fssa translated unobtrusively into Senyas. Although f’lTiri
knew Universal, so did quite a few of the natives. It would be safer to speak
Yhelle and not to be understood by eavesdroppers. “How did you get here?” demanded Kirtn in Senyas. “Is the
ship safe?” Rheba visibly burned with unasked questions, but she waited
to hear f’lTiri’s explanations. The Yhelle looked a little uncomfortable. “The ship is as
safe as it can be without full power.” “I told the Devalon not to let anyone in or out
without my express permission,” said Kirtn flatly. “As long as the ship is
intact, it obeys me. You’re here, so the ship isn’t intact.” F’lTiri looked even more uncomfortable. He sighed. “Ilfn
told me you’d be difficult.” “Ilfn?” Kirtn’s voice was sharp. “Is she all right? And
Lheket?” The illusionist knew what Ilfn and Lheket meant to Kirtn. As
the only other akhenet team that was known to have survived Deva, the female Bre’n
and mate storm dancer represented the only future the races of Senyas and Bre’n
had. “They’re both fine,” said F’lTiri quickly. “Then how—” “Kirtn.” Rheba’s hand subtly restrained the Bre’n. “Let him
talk. When he’s finished you can chew on him or whoever else has it coming. If
they’ve done anything to the Devalon, I’ll cook them and feed
them to you myself.” F’lTiri shuddered and looked away from Rheba’s eyes. “The
ship is as you left it, with one minor change. Ilfn is giving the orders.” “Ilfn?” Rheba’s voice was doubtful. “The only way she would
disobey Kirtn was if Lheket’s life was at stake.” “Exactly. The J/taals figured that out rather quickly. They
told her that if she didn’t open the ship and let them come after you, they’d kill
Lheket.” “They don’t speak Universal and she doesn’t speak J/taal,”
said Kirtn, his voice cold. “How would they communicate?” “Ever heard of sign language? A knife, for instance? Held at
a boy’s throat while two J/taals stand by the downside access?” The Bre’n winced. He could see the J/taals doing just that.
What’s more, they would have carried out their threat. They had no compunctions
about heaven or hell where Rheba’s safety was concerned. “Go on,” he said, letting
his anger slide away. The Yhelle drew a slow breath of relief. “Ilfn said if I
survived the first few questions, you’d be reasonable.” He looked sideways.
“Your race is as short-tempered as it is strong. Ilfn was ... angry at
the J/taals.” “Tell him something he doesn’t know,” suggested Rheba dryly. “I decided to come along with the J/taals. Without your
magic snake”—he gestured to Fssa—“communication is uphill and into the wind.
Enough of the Seurs knew Universal for me to be useful.” “I hope they were grateful,” said Kirtn. “The J/taals?” “No. The Seurs. The J/taals would have gone through them
like a lightgun through pap, looking for Rheba.” The illusionist’s smile was thin. “We lost a few Seurs on our
way to Tric. They should have known better than to take on two J/taals and
their clepts. Tric was smart. He loaded us onto a mover and shot us out of
Centrins before the fighting started.” “Fighting?” “Riot,” amended F’lTiri. “Seems that something has gone
wrong with their food machine. First it turned out unprocessed sewage, then it
stopped entirely. Everyone blamed the Seurs. When the mover pulled out,
Centrins looked like payday in Chaos.” “How did you get through the tunnel?” “There wasn’t much of the rockfall left.” He made a gesture
of admiration toward Kirtn. “Even the J/taals were impressed. I left them at
the tunnel,” he added. “I couldn’t cover them with my illusion. Then I listened
around one of those native piles until I figured out what had happened. After
that, it was just a matter of getting a look at Super Scavenger Scuvee.” He
smiled with an illusionist’s pride. “Clever of me to figure a way around the language
problem, wasn’t it?” The swollen face of Scuvee returned. F’lTiri grunted and
waved his arms. The Scavenger face blurred into illusionist laughter. “Very clever,” agreed Kirtn, bending down and picking up
Fssa. He knotted the snake loosely around his neck and pulled up the hood that
was attached to the Scavenger robes the Treats had been given. Fssa poked out
his head, sensors wheeling with colors. “Put on Scuvee’s face again,” said
Kirtn. “The sooner we get to the tunnel, the safer I’ll feel. Fssa, can you
take care of the voice?” “Right,” said the snake, flawlessly reproducing Scuvee’s rasping
tone. “Can you make the illusion of a rope around our wrists?”
asked Kirtn. “We were tied when we came here. We should be tied when we leave.” Startlingly realistic ropes appeared around their wrists.
“Like that?” “Too good. The ropes here are dirty and frayed.” The illusion flickered, then reformed more convincingly. “Good. ‘Scuvee’ will take the lead,” said Kirtn. “If anyone
asks, even unwilling Treats get a turn in a shaval pile. To make sure we don’t
get away, she’s taking us to a small one where she can keep her eye on us. Got
that?” F’lTiri clapped his hands, agreement and appreciation in a
single gesture. As he turned toward the door, his face changed. As far as the
guards could see, it was Scuvee who walked out leading the three Treats. “Shaval,” granted Scuvee to the surprised guards. The guards hesitated, then stepped aside. “How about us?” Scuvee pointed toward the nearest shaval drift. Clouds of
the gold dust flew up as happy Scavengers groped and thrashed toward consummation.
She grunted again. The guards did not wait for a second invitation. They raced
toward the drift, shedding clothes as they went. With loud whoops they vanished
into the pile. F’lTiri sniffed the fragrant motes of shaval that drifted
toward them. He sighed. “If I were a trader, I’d sell that stuff and die rich.” Laughter and shrieks of pleasure punctuated the darkness as
f’lTiri led the three Treats toward the tunnel. Once they heard a hoarse shout,
angry surprise followed by curses. Kirtn speeded up until he was stepping on
f’lTiri’s heels. The illusionist, who had also heard the shout, redoubled his
speed. Several times they had to detour around shaval drifts that
were filled to overflowing with benignly demented Scavengers. Until the shaval wore
off, nothing much smaller than the end of the world would be noticed by many of
the inhabitants of Square One. Long before the escaping Treats reached the tunnel, the
cliff face loomed over them, cutting off half the sky. Beyond the cliff
mountains rose, stone piled on stone in dark abandon. “Hurry,” whistled Fssa around the gurgling sound he made
while sloshing about Kirtn’s neck. “Someone’s following. I think it’s Scuvee.
She must have come back for Kirtn and discovered we were gone.” They moved as quickly as they could, but it was not fast
enough. Behind them came clear sounds of pursuit, shouts and curses and hoarse
cries of encouragement. The clepts found them before they reached the tunnel in, the
cliff face. The war dogs materialized out of the night, touched Rheba with
their blunt muzzles and vanished. Almost immediately they returned with M/dere
and M/dur. Both J/taals touched Rheba as though to reassure themselves that it
was their J/taaleri in the flesh. Then they hustled everyone into the tunnel
and posted a clept to guard the entrance. From the trail came shouts, the real Scuvee’s among them. A
second clept leaped out to help the first. The war dogs stood slightly apart,
silver eyes gleaming in the night, waiting for a command to kill. Beyond them
gathered the Scavengers, at least sixty of them milling in the moonlight. “Give me light!” said Daemen urgently, shoving past
Kirtn into the tunnel. “I’ve got to get to the mover discs!” Rheba gave Daemen a bright light and got out of his way. She
scrambled after them through the narrow opening in the rockfall that the
J/taals had made. The sounds of shouting acted as a goad. Scuvee had dragged
enough people out of shaval drifts to make a mob. “Have you found anything yet?” Rheba called to Daemen. “Bad Luck!” swore Daemen. “These discs are
cracked. We’ll have to go farther into the tunnel and find others.” “Will it take long?” asked Rheba, glancing nervously over
her shoulder. The mob sounded as if it was nearly at the tunnel. “Depends on how fast you can run.” “Fssa. Tell the clepts not to hurt anyone if they can help
it, but to hold off the Scavengers until you whistle. Then tell the dogs to run
like the hounds of death.” Fssa uttered a series of grunts, clicks and gravel-like
sounds that composed the language of the J/taals. The third clept vanished into
the narrow tunnel through the rockfall. Kirtn’s hand closed around Rheba’s arm, nearly lifting her off
her feet. A clept’s snarl echoed chillingly back down the tunnel. Rheba ran
next to Kirtn, cursing-the loose Scavenger robes that threatened to trip her
with each stride. After a moment she realized that the J/taals had not followed
her. They had gone back to the rockfall to protect their J/taaleri’s retreat. Daemen ran with surprising speed, his robe bunched in his
left hand, legs flying. The illusionist was right behind, his breath coming
hoarsely. Rheba and Kirtn followed, Fssa gurgling and thumping with each step. The tunnel seemed endless. Finally Daemen skidded to a halt
and began casting around frantically along both sides of the tunnel. Rheba
doubled the light and leaned against Kirtn, panting with the violence of their
run. Daemen muttered up and down the tunnel and then pounced like
a hungry clept. “Discs!” Rheba and Kirtn crowded around him. Discs stretched across
the tunnel. Daemen stepped from one to the next until he had activated nine of
them, one for each person and three for the clepts. “Stand next to me,” he said, gesturing impatiently. “And
call in the J/taals.” Fssa sent a punishing burst of sound back down the tunnel.
If there was an answer, only the snake heard it. “Now what?” said Kirtn, standing next to The Luck. “A mover condenses,” he said. Then muttered, “I hope.” “Aren’t you sure?” said Rheba. “It’s a Zaarain machine,” said The Luck. “It usually works,
but it’s old.” Silently, they stood and waited for the mover to form. Nothing
happened. They looked at Daemen. His eyes were closed. He seemed to be praying. The J/taals and clepts appeared with the astonishing speed
that was part of their deadly mercenary skills. Without being told, they formed
a protective ring around Rheba. Daemen opened his eyes, approved the J/taals’ positions,
and resumed exhorting his gods. From the tunnel came the sounds, of the Scavenger mob.
Daemen sweated and muttered but did not open his eyes. The sounds became
louder. Rheba gathered what energy she could, but in the black tunnel she was
as close to helpless as a fire dancer could be. The mob burst into howls of triumph as they saw the group illuminated
by dancer light. F’lTiri projected a monstrous image at the same instant that
Rheba shimmered into flame. The Scavengers faltered, then rushed forward in a
mass to reclaim their Treats. A mover condensed silently, inexorably around The Luck and
his friends, dividing them from the Scavengers. The last thing the Treats heard
before the mover enclosed them was Scuvee’s anguished wail. XXICentrins was subdued, a city exhausted after an orgy of violence.
There were no Seurs out, no robes or whips to be seen. Just small groups of
people slinking from alley to alley, looking as battered as the buildings and
as hungry as the shadows. Rheba shivered and moved closer to her Bre’n. Their
only—comfort was the slender grace of the Devalon rising above the windblown
streets. She was grateful for the mover’s invisible barrier around them. The
people of Centrins had the mean look of skinning knives. Kirtn put his arm around her, sensing her uncase. He, too,
wished to be inside the Devalon’s familiar protection. The Scavengers
had been angry but not desperate. Centrins was another matter entirely. People
huddled sullenly around the outlying feeding stations, ignoring the cold wind
that chased tattered bits of cloth along cracked pavements. The Luck looked unhappily at the view provided by the mover,
if the Seurs had been gaunt, these people were skeletal. Centrins’ Luck had run
out the day they shipped his mother off planet. “Why?” he said hoarsely. “Why
didn’t they just let her stay?” Kirtn looked at Daemen and said simply, “They wanted to
change their Luck. They did.” “She wasn’t other.” The Bre’n sighed and said nothing. Daemen’s mother was dead,
a variety of Luck that came to all living things. “They must have been
desperate,” he said finally. Daemen made a strangled sound that even a Fssireeme could
not translate. Centrins rose out of the gray city that later men had built
in the shadow of Zaarain magnificence. Multicolored and as multi-layered as a
dream, the building’s outer walls glistened with enigmas that had been old
before akhenets were more than an evolutionary promise. “I can see why they called it God’s House,” murmured Rheba.
“Anything that beautiful can scarcely be human.” She glanced at her Bre’n,
whose beauty was as much an enigma to her as a Zaarain construct, “You should
live there, mentor.” Kirtn smiled oddly, almost sadly. “Would you live with me,
little dancer?” She looked up and saw herself reflected in golden Bre’n
eyes. For an instant she felt as beautiful as he, then he blinked and the
instant passed. Tears came to her eyes, eyes that had wept only once since Deva
died. “I’m not a god.” “Neither am I.” His voice was gentle, but very final. She looked at him, remembering his eyes glowing gold out of
the tunnel’s darkness as he lifted boulders nearly as large as himself, Bre’n
power and beauty that no Senyas could equal. She looked at him and felt like an
awkward child stumbling in the wake of perfection, awed and almost resentful. It’s you who call fire, not me. It’s you who burn with
inhuman beauty, not me. You are like flames, color and grace and heat. Look at
the Face you wear. See yourself as you are. Or are you still so young that you
want to worship instead of love? Kirtn’s voice in her mind was like a blow. She pushed away
from him, ending the touch that had made mind dancing possible. Even then the
intensity of his communication almost overwhelmed her, echoes of his emotions
and her own seething through her so quickly that she could not separate them
into understanding. Her hand went up to her earring, an object that was both jewelry
and teaching device. She touched the Bre’n carving that turned with her every movement,
a Face hidden within the restless cloud of her hair. She did not need to see
the Face to remember it. Bre’n profiles aloof and serene, sensual and laughing,
changing and yet changeless as a sea. Once she thought she had seen herself in
the carving but the image was like a wave breaking, gone before she could fix
its reality. Centrins closed around the mover, startling her. “Where does the mover stop?” asked Kirtn, looking at the
courtyards and residences that were pan of the Zaarain building’s colorful interior. “In the Seur residence.” “I should have guessed,” said Kirtn sourly. Daemen turned to face the Bre’n. It did not take a mind
dancer to guess his thoughts. “Don’t worry. I’m The Luck. I’m coming back with
my find. They’ll be glad to see me.” Kirtn stared. “If you believe that, you shouldn’t be let out
of the nursery without a guard.” The Luck’s skin darkened with embarrassment or anger. “It’s
our way,” he said tightly, “I don’t expect you to understand.” Kirtn looked over Daemen’s shoulder where the Seur quarters
rose out of a ruined garden. Ragged rows of Seurs were gathered around the
discs where movers condensed or dissolved. Neither the expressions on their
faces nor the weapons in their hands looked welcoming. “My understanding isn’t the problem,” said Kirtn, pointing
toward the Seurs. “Save your arguments for them.” Daemen turned, assessed the waiting Seurs, and made a sound
of disbelief. “Don’t they understand? I’m here to save them. I’m their Luck!” Kirtn’s big hand closed over Daemen’s shoulder, forcing the
young man’s attention. “It’s you who don’t understand,” said the Bre’n gently.
“You touched their food and it turned to shit. Remember?” Daemen’s mouth opened and closed soundlessly. He shook his
head as though to rid himself of doubts. “When I explain, they’ll understand.” Kirtn looked at Rheba, silently asking her to argue with The
Luck. She saw Daemen’s confusion, his youth, his vulnerability.
“We’ll help you, Daemen.’ If it weren’t for Rainbow you wouldn’t be in this
mess.” “The best way to help him would be to get his smooth ass off
this planet,” snapped Kirtn. Daemen looked shocked. “I can’t leave. They’ll die. They
need me. I am—” —”—their Luck,” finished the Bre’n dryly. “I know. You’ve
told us often enough.” He measured the waiting Seurs. “You might be able to
kill them, but convince them you’re Good Luck? Even a Fssireeme wouldn’t have
enough mouths to do that.” “Then I’ll have to get around them,” he said stubbornly. “That’s a good idea,” said Rheba. “Is there another entrance?” Daemen hesitated. “Centrins isn’t like Square One. Just the
core area is the same. But once we get there, it won’t take long to dump in the
zoolipt,” he added hopefully. “What,” said Kirtn distinctly, “is between us and the core?” “Three doors. No, four. The first two don’t fit very well
and the last two are never locked.” Kirtn’s whistle made Rheba’s teeth ache. “That’s all? Just
four doors and all the Seurs Centrins can muster?” He smiled sourly. “You don’t
need us. You need a J/taal army!” . “He doesn’t have a J/taal army,” pointed out Rheba. Even the J/taals cringed at Kirtn’s answering whistle. Before Rheba could shape a retort, the mover dissolved. This
time Kirtn was not caught unprepared. He steadied f’lTiri with one hand and
Rheba with the other. Daemen, naturally, landed on his feet. The Sears moved only enough to let Tric come to the front.
Behind him the ranks closed with seamless finality. It was obvious that
nothing—particularly Bad Luck—was going to get through the Seurs alive. Tric walked forward a few steps, then stood looking sorrowfully
at his sister’s son. “I’d hoped never to see you again.” There was little Daemen could say to that. “Haven’t you discovered it yet?” asked Tric. “What?” asked Daemen, finding his voice. “You’re Bad Luck,” said Tric, his tone gentle and terribly
sad. “Bad. Luck.” “No.” “Listen to me,” Tric said, his eyes pleading for understanding,
for forgiveness, for a future free of Luck. “Your mother felt the way you do
and for a long time I believed her. We thought that the problem might be a
thinning of the heritage in her. It had been so long since a strong Luck had
lived. None of her children showed signs of it. So we—” Tric stopped, looked down and then aside, anywhere but at
Daemen’s bright young face, “We made you. Together. We were the only direct
descendants of the First Luck. We thought if we—if we—” Tric stopped and this
time did not start again. Daemen stared, trying to see himself in Tric’s wrinkled features.
“I don’t believe you.” Tric’s smile was sad and swift. “You don’t have to. You are
what you are—The Luck. Very strong Luck. We were right. The heritage had
thinned. But not in you,” He looked at his hands, then at his
nephew and son. He sighed and forced himself to continue. “We were right. But
we were very wrong, too. Your mother was going to kill herself and all her
children. All but you. Then you would inherit the Luck, and do for her people
what she could not. She could not bring them Good Luck.” Daemen’s lips moved in soundless denials. Whatever he had
expected Tric to say, it had not been this. “I couldn’t let her kill herself,” Tric said simply. “Yet I
couldn’t let her stay and kill us. Oh, she wouldn’t mean to,” he said, answering
Daemen’s unspoken objections, “any more than you meant to when you threw your
necklace into the core. But unless our Luck changes we’ll die just the same.”
He made an odd, helpless gesture. “So we put her and her family on our last ship
and sent her to face her Luck alone among the stars.” His voice thinned. “You
were captured by slavers, weren’t you?” “Yes.” Daemen’s voice was a whisper. “You arranged for that,
didn’t you?” “I?” Tric laughed softly. “That would have been redundant.
Your mother’s Luck was more than enough. But your Luck was stronger. You
survived.” “Because I’m Good Luck.” “No,” sadly, “because Bad Luck knows no end.” Daemen’s face hardened, making him look older. His
rain-colored eyes narrowed. “Get out of my way, Uncle or Father or whoever you
are. I’m going to the core with my find, like every Luck back to the beginning
of time.” The Seurs moved like grass stirred by wind. Tric stepped
back until he was a part of them once more. “No.” “What have you got to lose?” said Daemen. “You told me
you’re dead already.” “Unless our Luck changes,” corrected Tric. “It can only
change if you die. Go away, Daemen. Please. Or do you hate us enough to make us
kill you and be haunted by your Luck until even our souls starve?” “I don’t hate you at all!” exploded Daemen. “I want to help
you!” “Then go away.” “No.” Daemen’s voice was ragged. He gestured around him
wildly, taking in the dead garden and trash blowing in the cold wind. “What are
you afraid of? What could be worse than eating shit and waiting for your core
to go eccentric and kill you?” “I don’t know,” admitted Tric. “But if you stay, I’m sure
we’ll find out.” Kirtn watched The Luck struggle for arguments to change Tric’s
mind. The Bre’n knew it was futile. Tric and the other Seurs had nothing left
to lose but hope. They would protect that hope any way they could. Unobtrusively, Kirtn drew the illusionist aside. Rheba, standing
slightly to the front with Daemen, did not notice. When Kirtn was sure that no
one was watching, he leaned over F’lTiri and whispered in Universal, “Can you
make both of us invisible long enough to get through those Seurs?” F’lTiri measured the distance separating them from the
Seurs. “I can try.” “If you can’t hold it long enough, can you make us look like
Seurs?” “Of course!” said f’lTiri, obviously stung by what he took
as a slur upon his abilities. “Long enough to get to the core? Then I’ll empty Fssa into
the soup and we’ll see what kind of Luck is with us.” “What if nothing happens?” “Then Daemen won’t have any reason to stay, will he?” said
Kirtn, a snarl thickening his voice. “And my fire dancer won’t be forced to
kill just to stay alive.” “I’ll make us invisible as long as I can,” said f’lTiri,
“and then I’ll make us took like Seurs.” “Good.” Kirtn hesitated. “If you can cover me with illusion
from here, you won’t have to come along.” “And be around when Rheba finds out I helped you sneak away?”
F’lTiri shook his head ruefully. “I’ve seen what happens when she gets angry. I
don’t want to end up like the Loo-chim, burned so completely not even a smell is
left behind.” Kirtn winced. “If things go well, she won’t even know we’ve
gone until we get back.” He did not add that little had gone well since The Luck had
come home to roost. XXIIRheba looked from the stubborn, desperate Seurs to the young
Daemen, equally stubborn. He and Tric glared at each other across stone
pavements cracked by age. Like the stones, the Daemenites were locked in
patterns so old their beginnings were a myth. In the back of the ranks, near the badly fitted double door
leading into Centrins’ core, a Seur stumbled and fell on his neighbor, tripping
him and sending him reeling against two other Seurs. They fell against the
door, which popped open. A small scramble followed while the Seurs regained
their composure. The disturbance was brief, but it was enough to break
Daemen’s staring contest with his uncle/father. The Luck turned to Rheba. “I’ll
need your help to get in.” She measured the determined Seurs and the double door that
was still slightly ajar. “Is that the only door?” “No. There are three more. Only two of them close, though.
The last two.” “Locks?” Daemen made an ambivalent gesture. “They’re only used on
ritual days when non-Seurs aren’t allowed into Centrins.” “But there are locks.” “Yes.” She gave a Bre’n shrug. “Then they’ll be locked against The
Luck.” She studied the problem before she said anything more.
Zaarain buildings were hard to burn, as she had found out at Square One. First
she would have to find a way past the Seurs, who would surely object to The
Luck’s presence. Then she would have to take out the locking mechanism on the
last two doors. If the locks were energy-based rather than mechanical, she
would have to flirt with the core that fed energy into the locks. She did not
want to do that. On the other hand, if Fssa and his cargo of zoolipt did not
get into the building, the Seurs would die and so would the slinking, skeletal
population beyond Centrins. Somehow she would have to find a way past the Seurs
and their locks, a way that would not attract attention. She did not want to be
put into the position of fighting and killing Seurs. Then she remembered f’lTiri’s skill. On Onan, he had projected
an illusion that had saved their lives. Perhaps he could do the same for the
Seurs on Daemen. She turned to ask the illusionist, but no one was there. She
frowned and turned to her mentor. Kirtn was gone. She looked around. M/dur and M/dere, three clepts, and no
Kirtn. Behind her was a series of interconnected courtyards, empty of all but
shadows. Had Kirtn gone to check for other openings into Centrins or to see
that no one ambushed them on their way back? “M/dere, did you see Kirtn leave?” The J/taal woman recognized her name, but nothing else. She
gestured apologetically. Rheba swore. Without Fssa, she was reduced to sign language
with the J/taals, who understood no language but their own. “Well?” asked Daemen, who was waiting for her answer. “As soon as f’lTiri and Kirtn get back,” said Rheba, her cinnamon
eyes searching every face and shadow as she spoke, “I’ll have f’lTiri create a
diversion so that I can sneak into the ...” Her voice thinned into silence as she realized that was
exactly what Kirtn had done, leaving her behind. Her hair whipped and seethed
with its own deadly life, an incandescent warning of fire-dancer rage. Daemen cried out and spun aside as Rheba burst into flame.
He did not know what had caused her to burn. He was not sure he wanted to know. J/taals and clepts ranged in fighting formation around their
J/taaleri, knowing only that she burned. It was all they needed to know. The Seurs gasped and drew together, sensing death in the
alien fire. They watched her burn, watched her take their thin sunlight and condense
it into energy that blinded them. They retreated through the door but could not
pull it completely shut behind them. They ran through the hall’s blessed
darkness to the next door, where other Seurs waited. The smell of scorched stone called Rheba out of her rage.
The ground she stood on smoked sullenly. Nothing was left of her clothes but a
fine powder lifting on the wind. For an instant she was glad that her mentor
was not there; Kirtn would have taken away her energy and scolded her for
having a tantrum. She damped her rage, controlling it as she had learned to control
other kinds of energy. She did not release what she had gathered, however. She
would need that to follow her Bre’n. “Daemen.” She turned toward him, her eyes burnt orange with
streaks of gold pulsing, counting the instants until fire came again. “Kirtn
and f’lTiri are inside. I’m going after them. Tell the Seurs to stay out of my
way.” The Luck stared at her, fascinated and more than a little
afraid. “How did they get inside?” he asked. But even as he objected, he moved
toward the doors. He knew better than to argue when stone smoked beneath her
feet. “F’lTiri made an illusion. Invisibility,” she said
impatiently. “Now they’re probably Seurs.” “Then why follow? We’ll just call attention to them.” She looked at him with eyes gone gold in an instant.
“Because f’lTiri can’t hold invisibility for more than a few seconds,” she
snapped. “Projecting an illusion onto Kirtn and holding another illusion on
himself will use up f’lTiri’s strength too fast. They’re going to need help to
get out of there alive.” She ran toward the door. M/dur moved so quickly that his
outline blurred. Before Rheba could take another step, the J/taal wrenched open
the door and disappeared inside. Two clepts followed in a soundless rush.
M/dere stood in the opening, barring Rheba’s entrance with a courage that astounded
The Luck. Curtly, Rheba gestured the J/taal woman aside. She did not
move. Akhenet tines surged so brightly that M/dere’s grim face was revealed to
the last short black hair. Her stance told Rheba as plainly as words that it
was a J/taal’s duty to protect her J/taaleri, and protect her she would. M/dur reappeared, ending the impasse. He and M/dere exchanged
a long look, mark of the species-specific telepathy that was part of what made
the J/taals such formidable mercenaries. M/dere stepped aside. Rheba went through at a run. Even so, she had taken no more
than two steps when M/dur brushed by. She realized then that the J/taals did
not want to prevent her from finding Kirtn. They simply wanted her to be as
safe as possible while she looked. That meant that M/dur went first and she did
not follow until he told M/dere that it was safe. Very soon, two clepts cut in front of Rheba, forcing her to
slow down. Just ahead, the hall divided into three branches. Rooms opened off
the branches, Seur living quarters. No one was in sight except M/dur. He stood
where the hall divided, obviously waiting to find out which branch she wanted
to follow. “Which one leads to the core?” Rheba asked, turning to Daemon. “Left,” he said, pointing as he spoke. M/dur spun and raced down the left hall. Rheba waited impatiently,
listening for any sign that their presence, or Kirtn’s, had been discovered. There was no sound but her own breathing. From all outer
indications, Centrins was deserted. She did not believe it. Silence meant only that a reception
was being prepared somewhere farther inside the building. She prayed to the
Inmost Fire that it would not be Kirtn who was ambushed. Her Bre’n was strong
and fierce but the Seurs were many and desperate. Without his fire dancer, he
could be overwhelmed. The thought of Kirtn struggling against a tide of Seurs sent
fire coursing raggedly along her akhenet lines. Silently she fought to master
her fear. Unchecked, fear would destroy her control. And without control she
would lose energy and be helpless among her enemies. By the time M/dur returned, Rheba’s akhenet lines were burning
evenly. Daemen looked away from her, preferring the J/taal’s savage face to
what he had seen in the fire dancer’s serenity. At M/dur’s gesture, Rheba leaped toward the left-hand hall.
She had gone no more than a few steps when the hall branched again. The narrow
left branch was deserted as far as she could see. The right branch was
wider—and barricaded. She looked at Daemen. “The right one?” “Yes,” he said unhappily. She approached the barricade, escorted by J/taals and
clepts. A long whip uncoiled with a deadly snap. Only J/taal
reflexes saved Rheba. M/dur’s hand flashed out, intercepting the whip before it
could strike the J/taaleri. M/dur jerked. A Seur tumbled out of hiding, pulled
by his own whip. M/dur twitched the whip. Its long body curled into a loop
around the falling Seur. The J/taal yanked. The Seur’s neck broke. It happened so quickly that Rheba had no time to intercede.
Then she saw the lethal glass shard that was the tip of the weapon. Without
M/dur’s speed, she would be bleeding to death from a slashed throat. She
touched her forehead to M/dere in the Universal gesture of gratitude. Then she
signaled everyone back from the barrier. “Tell them to let us through,” she said, measuring the
barrier as she spoke to Daemen. “It won’t do any good.” “Do it.” The Luck yelled to his kinsmen beyond the barricade. If anyone
heard, no one answered. He turned back to Rheba with a questioning look. “Tell them to get out of the way,” she said, “I don’t want
to kill anyone, but I will.” Daemen remembered Loo, and a stone amphitheater where the
slave masters had died. He yelled a warning. There was no answer. Rheba closed her eyes. She had enough energy stored to set
the barricade aflame, but then what? The only energy in Centrins came from the
core. She could tap it, yes, but without her Bre’n she might not be able to
control the result. She studied the barricade. It was a loose pile of furniture
collected from living quarters and dumped in the hall. The speed with which the
barricade had been built suggested that this was not the first time Centrins
had been invaded. Apparently the city population had rioted in the past. “Can’t we just pull it apart?” suggested Daemen. “What if more Seurs are hiding inside?” “After what happened to the last one, I doubt if any stayed
around,” The Luck said dryly. He walked up to the barricade and began tugging at a protruding
chair. The J/taals did not interfere. Rheba was their concern, not The Luck. He
pulled out the chair and began to work loose a table. No Seurs moved to interfere. Rheba walked up and began helping Daemen. When they realized
what she wanted, the J/taals set to work dismantling the barricade. Although
the J/taals were smaller than either Rheba or Daemen, they were far stronger. Beneath
their small hands, the barricade came apart with astonishing speed. Soon they
had made a path to the ill-fitting doors hidden behind the pile of furniture. As Daemen had said, the second pair of doors was not locked.
M/dur kicked them open. A clept leaped through, followed by M/dur and another
clept. No shouts or sounds of battle came from the other side. Even so, M/dere
waited until M/dur returned before she allowed Rheba through. The delay irritated Rheba, increasing her fear for Kirtn. She
had J/taals and clepts—and The Luck, whatever he was worth—while Kirtn had only
illusion and a bloated Fssireeme. “Hurry,” muttered Rheba, her lines smoldering. M/dur appeared, then vanished back behind the doors. Rheba
did not wait for an invitation. She moved so quickly that M/dere had to jump to
keep up. Beyond the doors were signs of a hasty retreat. A partially
built barricade had been abandoned. Doors on either side stood open, revealing
rooms that had been ransacked of favorite possessions in the moments before
Seurs were forced to flee. Pieces of clothing were scattered around, beds
overturned, whole rooms askew. There were no Seurs. Rheba moved at a ran that left Daemen behind. The J/taals
ran with her, one ahead and one behind. Clepts led the race, their silver eyes
gleaming in the twilight rooms as they searched for Seurs who might have stayed
behind. Fear built in Rheba with every second. It was too quiet in
the hall, too quiet in the whole building. Where had the Seurs gone? What
defense were they preparing? And most of all—was Kirtn still safe beneath a
veil of Yhelle illusion? The only answer to her silent questions was the sound of her
own bare feet racing over ancient floors and the distant shuffle of The Luck
trailing far behind. Ahead, the hall curved away. Abruptly the clepts’ claws scrabbled on smooth Zaarain surfaces
as the animals swung to protect Rheba. M/dur spun in midstride, retreating down
the hall with a speed that matched the clepts’. Behind him plastic knives
rained onto the floor. A Seur ambush had been set where the hall curved. Once
again, Rheba was grateful for the J/taals’ presence. Daemen ran up to her, calling a warning. “Beyond the
curve—doors,” he panted. “And an ambush,” she said, looking down the hall. She could
see neither Seurs nor doors, but knew both were there, just beyond sight. “What
are the doors like?” she demanded, turning her attention to him. “Zaarain,” he said bluntly. “Weren’t the other doors?” “No. The outer one was added in my mother’s time. The next one
was a century older. You can tell by the fit,” he added. “Seurs are archaeologists,
not extruders.” “How do the doors lock?” Daemen opened his hands in a gesture of emptiness. “They
just ... flow together.” “No seams? No bolts or other obvious mechanisms?” “Nothing but a space for one of Tric’s crystals. At least, I
assume Tric has the key,” he added bitterly. “It was mother’s before they exiled
her.” “I suppose it locks from the other side.” “Yes.” She looked at Daemen with something less than affection. At the
moment she did not appreciate the quality of his luck. “Is there any other
possible way to get to the recycler?” Daemon’s unhappy expression was all the answer she needed.
She turned back toward the doors dividing her from her Bre’n. She glanced at
M/dur, not wanting to ask him to risk his life for a quick look down the hall,
but knowing he was better equipped than she was for the job. M/dur cocked his head, pointed to his eyes and then around
the curve of the hall. He cocked his head again, obviously asking a question.
She made the J/taal gesture of agreement, a quick show of teeth that was both
more and less than a smile. Two clepts stole silently up to the curve, followed by
M/dur. The animals vanished, M/dur only a step behind. Rheba felt her muscles
tighten as she waited for screams. Almost immediately, M/dur reappeared. He gestured curtly.
Without waiting for M/dere, Rheba ran toward the point where the hall curved
away. She dashed around the curve—and nearly slammed into a wall. Where the
hall should have been, there was nothing but a seamless Zaarain surface. She searched frantically for hidden joins, for cracks, any
hint that the hall did not terminate right there at her fingertips. She pressed
harder, trying to find where hall ended and wall began. There was nothing but cool extruded surfaces, rippling
colors, and silence. With a sound of frustration and despair, she slammed her
fist against the wall. There was no response, no change in the wall’s seamless
whole. Dead end, and nothing in sight to burn. XXIIIRheba spun around when she heard Daemen approaching. “I
thought you said this was the way to the core,” she snarled. “You led us into a
dead end!” “I told you the door was Zaarain,” he said simply. “Door?” she said, turning to face the seamless extrusion.
“Are you telling me this is a door?” “Zaarain doors are different.” Rheba whistled several unpleasant Bre’n phrases. She reached
out and ran her fingertips delicately over the door/wall that abruptly
terminated the hallway. She sensed vague energies, pale shadows that made
Daemen’s thin sunlight seem like a voracious force. Gently, she leaned against
the Zaarain door. Her hair lifted with a silky whisper and fanned out, seeking
tenuous currents. She remained motionless for long minutes, learning the
exotic patterns that were the hallmark of Zaarain constructs. It was an exercise
even more delicate than cheating at Chaos by controlling the Black Whole’s
computer. Akhenet lines glowed hotly, beating with the rhythm of her heart. New
lines appeared, faint traceries beneath the skin on her shoulders and neck,
lines curling up her calves, lines doubling and redoubling until her hands and
feet glowed like melted gold. Finally she sensed hints of direction, of restraints and
commands imposed by the placement of molecules within the extrusion. She
pursued them with a delicacy that Kirtn would have applauded, but still could
not locate any weakness within the door. The lock was the door, and vice
versa. Once she thought she had located a node where currents congregated.
Yet when she sought its exact location, it eluded her. Without Kirtn’s presence
she did not have the precision she required. Nor could she simply burn a
man-sized hole in the door using her stored energy. Zaarain constructs were far
too tough for that. She pursued the nebulous node indirectly, following the energies
that fed it back to their source. Raw force exploded along her lines as she
brushed a current that came directly from the Zaarain core. Quickly, she
withdrew. Her hands smoked slightly, burned by the energy she had inadvertently
called. As she controlled the pain, she caught a shadow of movement
within the construct. The motion was close to where she thought she had sensed the
lock node. “Is the key crystal put in about here?” she asked Daemen,
pointing to an area at about eye level. “I remember it as being over my head,” said Daemen doubtfully. “You were smaller then.” “Oh.” He squinted, measuring the place where her hand was
against his childhood memories. “Yes ... I think so.” “Stand back. It’s going to get hot around here.” Daemen backed up hastily. Rheba’s eyes slowly changed from cinnamon to gold as she
gathered the energy within herself. Her hair crackled wildly before she
controlled it. Her akhenet lines blazed with life. For a long moment she held
herself on the brink of her dance, shaping energies into coherence. For a
terrible instant she missed Kirtn with an intensity that nearly shattered her
dance. Then she lifted her burned hand and let energy leap. A line of brilliant blue-white light flashed from her
fingertip to the Zaarain construct. Colors surged dizzily over its surface. The
only constant was the coherent light called by a fire dancer, light that slowly
ate into a door millions of years old. Smoke curled up from the colors, an eerie smoke that smelled
of shaval and time. It flowed seductively around her, sweet as Bre’n breath,
warm as Kirtn’s body against hers. She cried out and her hand shook, energy
scattering uselessly. The pain of her teeth cutting through her lip dispersed the
smoke’s enchantment. Her hand steadied. Energy condensed into an implacable
beam of light. The door sighed and dissolved back into the building so
quickly that a Seur on the other side was pierced by the deadly energy flowing
from Rheba. Surprise was more effective than any attack could have been. Seurs
ran away, retreating down the hall, unable to face the alien who burned more
brightly than their sun. Rheba’s dance collapsed as exhaustion sent her staggering.
She fell over the corpse of the Seur she had killed. With a muffled cry she
rolled aside and braced herself on her hands and knees, too tired to stand up.
Her hair hung limply around her breasts and her akhenet lines were no more than
faint shadows beneath her skin. Burning through the Zaarain lock had cost every
bit of energy she had stored, and more. It was much harder to dance alone. M/dur leaped across her and ran down the hall, followed by
clepts. “Rheba?” The Luck’s voice was tentative, awed. “I heard the
stories about how the Loo-chim died, but I didn’t really believe ...” He held
his hand out to help her up, then snatched back his fingers, afraid to touch
her. M/dere brushed The Luck aside. Her small, hard hands pulled
Rheba upright. Eyes the color of aged copper checked the J/taaleri for wounds.
Then she cocked her head, asking Rheba a silent question. In answer, Rheba pushed away and began walking after M/dur,
using the wall as support for the first few steps. By the time M/dur and the
clepts returned, Rheba was walking faster but she still occasionally needed the
wall’s support. The J/taals exchanged a long silence. Not for the first
time, Rheba cursed Fssa’s absence. The snake would have told her what the
J/taals had found. “It’s probably the second Zaarain door,” said Daemen
quietly. She slumped against the wall and hoped he was wrong. She did
not have the strength to battle another Zaarain construct alone. M/dere touched Rheba’s shoulder in a silent bid for attention.
Rheba looked up and thought she saw compassion in the J/taal’s green eyes. M/dur stood on tiptoe and stretched his arms as high as they
would go. Then he sketched the outline of a man, a big man. When he was
finished, he touched M/dere’s fur and pointed to the imaginary outline again. “Kirtn?” Rheba straightened and felt fear like cold water in
her veins. “You saw Kirtn?” M/dur grimaced in agreement. Rheba pushed past the J/taals and ran down the hall. If
M/dur had seen Kirtn, f’lTiri was either hurt or too tired to cover the Bre’n
with an illusion. Either way, Kirtn was in trouble. The hall curved gracefully, left and right and then left
again, each change of direction marked by subtle gradations in the colors that
rippled over the walls and floor. The hall curved right again. And ended. Rheba was too tired to stop herself. She ran into the
Zaarain door with a force that made her see double. She leaned against the
door, shaking her head, trying to see just one of everything again. Then she realized she was seeing the room beyond, seeing it
as Kirtn saw it, a swirl of enemies circling around and beyond them the pale
gleam of the recycler fluid. She screamed Kirtn’s name but he could not hear her through
the door, unless he was seeing as she saw, not double but one of each, his view
and hers. Seurs swirled in a flurry of whips and knives. Kirtn reached
for Fssa, heavy around his neck. With a powerful throw, he sent the Fssireeme
and his cargo of zoolipt toward the recycler. The snake landed in the midst of
Seurs, scattering them. But instead of moving toward the recycler, Fssa turned
back toward the Bre’n, screaming about enemies sneaking up behind Kirtn’s back. Pain exploded in Rheba’s back, hammering her to her knees,
taking from her even the ability to scream. But not Fssa. He disgorged the zoolipt
with a shriek of Fssireeme loss that made even the Zaarain walls quiver. Vision canted, slipped, and the floor came up to meet Kirtn,
swallowing him in a darkness that had no end. Rheba clawed herself back to her feet, seeing only the
Zaarain door in front of her, feeling only the slashing pain that had hurled
Kirtn headlong into unconsciousness. In one terrible instant she felt
everything, saw everything, knew everything burned in patterns of energy across
her mind. Seurs screaming hatred, a knife ripping through Bre’n muscle to the
organs beneath, Fssireeme anguish, and Zaarain construct humming around
everything with eerie immortality. Kirtn was dying. She could not light the darkness condensing inexorably
around him, could not even touch him. She reached for him, reached for anything
that she could hold, because he was slipping through her grasp like twilight. And she touched the Zaarain core. Lines of power exploded across her body, fed by the same energy
that sent ships out to the stars. She writhed like a worm in a skillet as alien
patterns scorched her brain. But she felt the pain only at a distance, for
there was no greater agony than her Bre’n dying beyond the reach of her light.
She gathered the core around her like a terrible cloak and reached for Kirtn
once again. The door vaporized in a cloud of shaval smoke, leaving her
horribly burned wherever she was not protected by akhenet lines. The pain was
so great it simply did not register. She was beyond its reach, beyond everything
but the need to be with her Bre’n.’ Through the smoke’s scented pall she saw Seurs backed
against the most distant walls, Seurs fleeing, Seurs fallen and glistening beneath
an icy covering. It was the signature of a Fssireeme, a predator who sucked up
even the energy that made electrons dance, leaving his victims so cold that
moisture in the air condensed around them, becoming a shroud of ice. Kirtn lay on his side amid the glistening corpses, a
Fssireeme keening against his copper fur. In his hand was the bloody knife he
had wrenched out of his back as he fell. She knelt beside him, ablaze with akhenet lines. Her fingers
probed gently, seeking any pulse of life. She found a sense of distant pain,
distant emotion, life sliding away beneath her raw fingertips, blood running
down her burned body, blurring the gold of akhenet lines. She found no pulse, though the slow welling of his blood
onto the floor argued that he was still alive. She let energy flow into him. There was no response. She increased the flow of energy into him but it was like trying
to power a spaceship with a candle. It was then that she tapped the Zaarain
core, risking death almost casually, accepting the searing agony that came. But the core was not enough, for even the Zaarains had not
discovered how to transform dying into living. Numbly, she let go of the core. She stroked Kirtn’s face
with hands that shook, hands as gold as his eyes staring sightlessly beyond
her. She closed her eyes and felt coldness slide up her fingertips like another
color of night, heard Fssa’s keening coming from the end of time. The cold feeling moved, flowing over her with a gentle, sucking
sound. She opened her eyes and saw the turquoise sheen of a zoolipt covering
her hands and Kirtn’s face. She was too numb to do more than watch dully, her
skin cringing from the zoolipt’s cool touch. The zoolipt quivered, tasting the burned flesh beneath her
akhenet lines. A queer tingling rose in her, starting from her fingertips and
spreading through her body with each beat of her heart. The zoolipt thinned even more, covering her burned body until
it looked as though she wore a turquoise veil. The tingling spread throughout
her body, a feeling of energy spreading, an energy that was both subtle and immense.
She tried to move but could not, held in the zoolipt’s blue-green embrace. It
permeated her body cell by cell, multiplying and tasting her with a thoroughness
that left her shaken. Then, with a sound like a long sigh, the turquoise veil
peeled away and dropped onto Kirtn. She stared, certain the zoolipt was darker
now, more dense, with more shades of blue turning beneath its odd surface. The zoolipt shivered, lifting a part of itself into the air
like a clept questing for a scent. Before she could move, the zoolipt surged
over Kirtn’s back and poured itself into the Bre’n’s deep, ragged wound. She
made a futile gesture, trying to keep the zoolipt away from Kirtn’s helpless
body. But the zoolipt simply flowed between her smooth fingers. Her fingers. She stared at her hands, not believing what she saw. There
was no blood oozing, no raw flesh burned to the bone beneath akhenet lines. Her
hands were as smooth and perfect as a baby’s. She looked from her hands to the
rest of her body, remembering the instant the Zaarain door had vaporized, burning
her so completely that her mind had simply refused to acknowledge the messages
of pain. But there was no pain now, nothing except an odd tingling
euphoria in every cell of her body. Every healed cell. She was as whole
as she had been when she had crawled out of Square One’s living pool. This time it was different, though. This time the zoolipt
had not been satisfied with merely tasting her. It had become a part of her. She stared in horrified fascination at the zoolipt pseudopod
that had remained outside of Kirtn’s body. The zoolipt was definitely smaller
now, but still dense, still with tones of blue turning beneath its surface.
More blues than it had had a moment ago, and more greens. Currents were
visible, shivers of deeper blue-green, vivid glints of turquoise like laughter
moving across its face. Sighing, sucking softly, the zoolipt slid off Kirtn onto the
bloody floor. With amoebic patience the zoolipt advanced on a Seur’s frigid
corpse, leaving a clean floor behind. The zoolipt paused at the icy barrier,
then seemed to flow through it. Slowly, the ice became shades of blue, reflecting the
zoolipt beneath. When the zoolipt withdrew, the ice collapsed with tiny musical
sounds. The corpse was gone. The zoolipt was bigger. And Kirtn’s heart was beating beneath her hands. XXIVKirtn shuddered and was on his feet in an instant, pulling
Rheba with him, a Seur’s knife still held in his hand. He remembered only that
he had been under attack. A swift glance told him that the battle was over.
Dead Seurs lay scattered around him. Living Seurs had retreated to the side of
the huge recycler room, held at bay by J/taals, clepts, and an exhausted but
otherwise unharmed illusionist. Rheba’s joy coursed through Kirtn like a shockwave, uniting
him with her in brief mind dance. For a moment he lived what she had seen and
felt from the instant of double vision on the far side of a Zaarain door. He
buried his face in her hair, holding her close, trying to comfort her and convince
himself that he was not dead. “How do you feel?” she asked, tilting her head back and staring
hungrily at his eyes, alive again. “I—” He hesitated, then said with surprise in his voice,
“I’ve never felt better.” Turquoise flashed at the corner of his vision, startling
him. “What’s that?” Rheba followed the direction of his glance. She could not
help shuddering as the zoolipt condensed around yet another Seur corpse. “That
is the zoolipt.” “Are you sure?” he asked, eyeing the zoolipt and remembering
the amount that Fssa had swallowed. “Isn’t it bigger than it was?” “Yes,” she said succinctly, “it is.” Another shroud collapsed with a musical tinkle. The zoolipt
shook off random pieces of ice and flowed over to the nearest dead Seur. “Fssa?” whispered the Bre’n, suddenly realizing just how the
Seurs had died. “Did Fssa do that?” The answer was a Bre’n whistle that vibrated with shame. The
Fssireeme slithered toward Kirtn. Dark lines ran over the snake’s incandescent
body. The lines showed his shame at reverting to his ugly predatory heritage;
the incandescence showed that he was replete with energy taken from Seurs. Kirtn, knowing how Fssa felt, whistled extravagant praise of
Fssa’s beauty, followed by thanks for saving his life. “I’m not beautiful,” mourned Fssa, “I’m a parasite, and the
zoolipt saved your life.” Rheba counted the bodies of Kirtn’s attackers. “If it
weren’t for you, snake,” she said crisply, “there wouldn’t have been anything
left for the zoolipt to save.” She knelt and scooped up the Fssireeme. He was so hot she
burned her hands, making Fssa all the more ashamed of his nature. “My fault,” she said ruefully, shaking her hair over the
snake. “I should know better than to handle you when you glow.” Fssa vanished into her hair, radiating heat as quickly as he
could, though he knew her hair would not burn even with a Fssireeme’s hot
presence. Shedding the warmth that he so loved was a kind of penance for the
way that he had obtained it. She felt heat shimmer through her hair and knew what Fssa
was doing. She also guessed why. She could think of no way to console him. Sighing,
she looked at her hands, wondering how badly she had burned them. As she watched, the last of her blisters shrank and disappeared. “What ... ?” said Kirtn wonderingly, taking her hand. He ran
his fingertips over hers and found only whole, healthy skin. She bit her lip. If she had had any doubts that the zoolipt
had left some of itself inside her, she had none now. “The zoolipt,” she whispered,
smiling crookedly at Kirtn. Then she shuddered. “I hope it doesn’t get tired of
my taste for a long time.” “And mine?” asked Kirtn. “Is it in me?” “Yes,” smiling, “but nobody could get tired of your taste.” He closed his eyes, trying to sense the alien presence
inside his body. All he felt was a pervasive sense of health and a strength he
had not known since Deva burned to ash behind their fleeing ship. Thank you,
zoolipt, whoever and whatever you are. He thought he felt a distant
echo of pleasure but could not be sure. In silence, Rheba and Kirtn watched the zoolipt absorb
another corpse. The Zaarain construct—plant, animal, machine or all three at
once—flowed in tones of blue beneath the ice. The Seurs also watched, horrified and fascinated at once.
When the ice shroud collapsed and the turquoise-streaked zoolipt moved in their
direction, the Seurs moaned and cursed their Luck. A disheveled Tric stepped forward, placing himself between
the advancing zoolipt and the other Seurs. Visibly shaken, he waited to be
devoured. “It won’t hurt you,” called Daemen as he came forward to
place himself directly in front of the zoolipt. It reared up slightly,
fluttered its edges and flowed past The Luck. “See? It’s a recycler. A machine.
It won’t hurt anything that’s alive.” Tric looked at The Luck doubtfully. “Is this your gift? A
new recycler? A recycler that won’t starve or poison us?” Daemon’s smile could have lit a sunless world. “Food. A
future. My gift to my people,” he said softly. “I’m Good Luck, Uncle-and-Father.
Perhaps the best Luck this planet has ever seen.” Slowly, the Seurs shuffled away from the wall, stretching
their necks for a better look at their future. With a profusion of blues, the
zoolipt engulfed the last corpse. The Seurs watched in silent appreciation of
its efficiency. Kirtn and Rheba looked at each other, remembering Square
One, where the greater portion of this zoolipt presided over chaos. Healthy
chaos, but chaos all the same. Not only presided, but created. Runners,
burrowers, flyers, the zoolipt experimented with the abandon of an idiot—or a
God. And that same zoolipt was inside them, multiplying, echos of
turquoise pleasure resonating through them. Machine? They did not think so. God? They most profoundly hoped not. The last icy shroud collapsed in a shower of tiny crystal
notes. Wordlessly, Kirtn and Rheba advanced on the engorged zoolipt. It was as
big as she was now, and far heavier. Its surface danced with every tint of
blue. Kirtn hesitated, then bent over the zoolipt and began
kneading it into a sphere. She hesitated too, then went to work by his side. Neither
spoke. The Seurs muttered unhappily and advanced. Fssa’s head appeared
out of Rheba’s hair. The snake let loose a malevolent hiss. The Seurs stopped.
They had seen a Fssireeme in action. They had no desire to become ice sculptures
carved by an alien snake. Yet they were not convinced that The Luck was their
salvation, either. They stared at the zoolipt with the suspicion bred by years
of being victims of a whimsical recycler. “What are you doing?” asked Daemen, watching Rheba curiously. “Rolling it into the soup,” said Rheba, gesturing with a
tendril of hair toward the depleted recycler pool. “Oh. Can I help?” “Have any cuts or scrapes?” she asked, grunting as she
caught a slippery fold of zoolipt and tucked it into place. Daemen looked at his hands and feet. As usual, he had come
through the worst of it with little more than a few scratches. “One or two.
Why?” “Apparently, when we took a piece of this zoolipt we gave it
an idea; it can live separately from the central mass. Then it had another
idea. Living in us.” “What do you mean?” Kirtn looked up from his work. “It’s in us. Both of us.” The
zoolipt quivered under his hands like blue marmalade. “It came in through our
wounds. Maybe it just liked our alien flavors too much to leave after it healed
us. Or maybe it will use any broken skin as an excuse to take up residence.
You’re The Luck. Take your choice.” Kirtn bent over the dense, quivering mass and heaved. The
zoolipt rolled eccentrically. Rheba deflected it toward the pool. In doing so,
her hands sank up to her wrists in zoolipt. Daemen looked at his modestly abraded palms and decided that
just this once he would not push his Luck. When the zoolipt wobbled in his
direction, he leaped back out of its way. As Rheba, Kirtn and the lopsided zoolipt slopped toward the
recycler pool, the Seurs’ muttering increased. Their recycler was not much, but
without it they would surely die. “It’s all right,” said Daemen soothingly. He smiled his charming
smile for Tric. “Really. The zoolipt kept Square One alive after their grid
went eccentric. Our grid is intact. Imagine what the zoolipt will be able to do
for us.” Rheba and Kirtn exchanged a long look. They were imagining,
all right, and none of it was particularly comforting. “Be ready to run after
we kick it into the soup,” whistled the Bre’n sourly. Fssa translated for the J/taals and illusionist, carefully
avoiding any language the Seurs might understand. The J/taals withdrew into a
protective formation. Fssa lifted his head out of Rheba’s hair and focused his
sensors on the restless Seurs. The zoolipt quivered at the edge of the recycler pool. The
contrast between the pale, almost invisible turquoise of the pool and the zoolipt’s
robust blues was startling. It did not seem possible that the two forms of
quasi-life had any relation at all to each other. Kirtn hesitated and looked at Daemen. “You’re sure this is
what you want?” Daemen laughed. “Of course!” Kirtn shrugged. “It’s your planet.” He kicked the zoolipt into the soup. Rheba held her breath, waiting for a repeat of the disaster
that had occurred when Rainbow was tossed into Centrins’ core. Kirtn’s hand
closed over her wrist, ready to yank her back if anything happened. The zoolipt
rolled to the bottom of the pool. And sat there. The lights stayed on. Rheba began to breathe again. Kirtn’s grip relaxed. The zoolipt exploded through the soup in a soundless blue shockwave.
Tints and tones of blue, shades of blue, impossible variations on the theme of
blue, all of them at once, shimmering, quivering, alive. And then
the greens came, wistful and luminous, subtle and magnificent. The bottom of
the pool vanished in emerald turmoil. When it was still again, the pool was a
blue-green, translucent sea where emerald lights glimmered restlessly on turquoise
currents. Kirtn whistled a soft tribute to the zoolipt’s uncanny
beauty. The Seurs sighed and looked at their Luck with awe. The lights went out. Kirtn swore. An incredible sunrise swept through Centrins, banishing its
habitual twilight. Every Zaarain surface scintillated, throwing off light like
enormous jewels. Sound condensed between the colors, a song so beautiful that
it made Fssa tremble with joy. For an instant everyone lived in the center of
perfection, suspended in uncanny brilliance. Colors swirled across one wall, then cleared to reveal the
rest of the installation. Like a ship’s downside sensors, the wall enlarged one
detail after the next, giving those inside an intimate view of what was
happening in the city. Beneath the debris of time and ignorance, Zaarain
pavements glowed, hinting at marvels just beyond reach. The feeding stations came alive, singing of scents and
flavors unmatched in Seur history. Skeletal crowds milled from one station to
the next, gorging themselves on food that went instantly throughout their
systems, visibly healing and rebuilding starved bodies. Stupefied, they
stretched out on pavement that sensed their need and became a bed. Smiting,
they slept the sleep of the newly born. Feeding stations became shaval fountains. Drifts of fragrant
gold began to form, tenderly engulfing the sleeping bodies. The wall changed, becoming a symphony of colors once more.
Rheba blinked and awakened from Zaarain enchantment. She turned to ask the
Seurs if they were satisfied with their Luck. The Seurs were gone. “I thought that last group looked familiar,” said Kirtn. He
turned hopefully to his left, but The Luck was not gone. The Bre’n sighed.
“Still here?” Daemen smiled shyly. “I wanted to say thank you.” “You’re The Luck, not us.” “I couldn’t have done it without you.” Kirtn could not argue with that. “You’re welcome.” He turned
to Rheba. “Ready?” “Wait,” said Daemen quickly. “You saved my people from extinction.
Let me do the same for you.” “What do you mean?” demanded Rheba. “You’re looking for more of you—and of him.” He pointed at
Kirtn. “Yes.” Her voice was tight, as it always was when she
thought about the odds against finding more Bre’ns, more Senyasi, another world
to build another akhenet culture. “Do you know where some of our people are?” “No. But I’m The Luck. Take me along.” Daemen touched her
arm and smiled. “Let me help you. Please.” Kirtn looked at the young man whose smile was as beautiful
and complex as a Zaarain construct. The Bre’n wanted to grab his fire dancer
and run, but the Choice was hers, not his. He stepped aside, waiting and
feeling cold. Daemen could not have made a more compelling offer if he had used
all of eternity to think of one. “But what about your own people?” asked Rheba. “The machine will take care of them. They don’t need me anymore.” She thought of Square One and wondered. Despite Daemen’s
assurances, she knew the zoolipt was not a machine. It was alive, and
intelligent after its own fashion. Now it had its hands—or whatevers—on the
most sophisticated technology known in all the Cycles of man. What happened
next was very much a matter of Luck. His Luck. If she took him, used him to find
her own people and in doing so caused the extinction of his ... ? That was too
high a price to pay for akhenet survival. And in the back of her mind there was always Satin’s voice
screaming, Space him. Not that she agreed with Satin. Daemen was not bad luck. Not
quite. But in his company she had been beaten, drugged, shunted off to die in a
tunnel, fed to a voracious zoolipt; and worst by far, she had felt her Bre’n
die beneath her hands. It had all turned out all right, of course.
She was alive, and he was, both of them carrying their little cargo of God.... She did not know how much more of The Luck she could survive. “You belong to your people,” she said slowly. “They bred you.
They deserve your Luck.” She kissed his cheek. “But thanks anyway.” Daemen let her hair slip between his fingers and tried to
smile. “Good Luck, beautiful dancer. If you change your mind, I’ll be here.” He
took off Rainbow and handed it to Kirtn. “I won’t need this, now.” They left The Luck standing by a pool brimming with improbable
life, trying to smile. Silently, J/taals and clepts scouted through the transformed
city. There were no threats, no dangers, nothing but shaval drifting fragrantly
on the wind. Rheba was silent, looking neither right nor left as her
Bre’n guided her toward the spaceship. When they were in the Devalon’s
shadow, they could see power shimmering around the ship. The core drain was
off. The Devalon would be ready to lift as soon as they were aboard. Kirtn whistled an intricate Bre’n command. Shaval floated up
as the ship extruded a ramp. “Sorry you didn’t take him?” asked Kirtn as he mounted the
ramp, unable to stand her pensive silence any longer.’ “What?” asked Rheba. “The Luck. Are you sorry you left him behind?” Her hair seethed quietly. “I don’t think so. But I was just
thinking—” The ship opened, revealing an interior packed with former
slaves impatient to be on their way. Rheba stopped, amazed all over again at
the variety of beings she had promised to take home. “You were thinking—?” prompted Kirtn gently. “Look at them.” Kirtn looked. “And?” “The Luck was just one. What will it take to get the others
home?” Kirtn smiled whimsically. “A fire dancer, a Bre’n and a
Fssireeme—what else?” The answer carne in tiny echos of zoolipt laughter. About the AuthorANN MAXWELL lives in Laguna Niguel, California, with her
husband, Evan, and their two children. She is the author of a number of
excellent science fiction novels and has co-authored many books with her
husband on subjects ranging from historical fiction to thrillers to nonfiction.
Some of her earlier works have been recommended for the Nebula Award and
nominated for the TABA Award. Also available in Signet editions are Ann’s fine
science fiction novels, The Jaws of Menx and Fire Dancer. Dancer’s Illusion1983 THE
SHIP’S COMPUTER HAS CHOSEN— and now Rheba the fire dancer and her Bre’n mentor Kirtn
must fulfill the next part of their ongoing mission—to return a shipload of fellow
ex-slaves to their widely scattered home planets. Their current destination—Yhelle,
a world where reality is far too fleeting for anyone but a master illusionist
to grasp. Yhelle is considered the most civilized place in the galaxy and their
brief stopover should be pure pleasure. But it doesn’t take Rheba, Kirtn, and
their two Yhelle crewmates long to discover that beneath the paradise-like
surface of this society lurks an evil that is growing more powerful each day, a
seductive darkness that feeds on love and kills with ecstasy.... ILLUSION’S
VEIL The forcefield stretched away on both sides into infinity.
“How do we get through?” Rheba asked. “The field thins out here and illusions appear,” her Yhelle
shipmate replied. “To get where you want to go, just pick a destination’s clan
symbol and step through. Be fast, though. It’s no fun getting caught between
illusions.” Rheba looked uneasily at the kaleidoscopic forces of the
veil, changing even as she watched. She was loathe to let her illusionist
friends out of reach for fear of being forever lost in a shifting Yhelle
fantasy. Then, making her decision, she motioned the illusionists to
get on with it. They joined hands and concentrated, riding the veil like an unruly
beast. Finally, grudgingly, the field thinned, revealing cracked pavements and
desolation. The illusionists walked through and vanished. And, after an
instant of hesitation, Rheba and Kirtn followed. The field broke over them like
black water, drowning them.... IThe tension in the Devalon’s crowded control room was
as unbearable as the air. The ship’s life-support systems were overloaded.
Passengers and crew were being kept alive, but not in comfort. Rheba wiped her
forehead with the back of her arm. Both arm and face were sweaty, both pulsed
with intricate gold lines that were visible manifestations of the power latent
within her. She looked at her Bre’n. Rivulets of sweat darkened Kirtn’s suede-texturcd
skin. The fine, very short copper fur that covered his powerful body made the
control room’s heat even more exhausting for him than it was for her. “Ready?” she said, wiping her face again. “Yesss,” hissed Fssa, dangling his head out of her hair. His
thin, infinitely flexible body was alive with metallic colors. He loved heat. “Not you, snake,” Rheba muttered. “Kirtn.” The Bre’n smiled, making his yellow eyes seem even more
slanted in their mask of almost invisibly fine gold fur. “Ready. Maybe it will
be an ice planet,” he added hopefully. Rheba looked around the control room at the sweaty races of
Fourth People she had rescued from a lifetime of slavery on Loo. Some were
furred, some not. They had as many colors as Rainbow, the Zaarain construct
that was at the moment a necklace knocking against Kirtn’s chest. AH of the passengers had two things in common: their past
slavery on Loo and their present hope that it would be their planet’s number
that would be chosen by the Devalon’s computer in the lottery. The
winner was given the best prize of all—a trip home. The owners of the ship, Rheba and Kirtn, were not included
in the lottery. Their home had died beneath the hot lash of an unstable sun,
sending the young Bre’n and his even younger Senyas fire dancer fleeing for
their lives. They had survived, and they had managed to find two others who had
survived. One was Ilfn, a woman of Kirtn’s race. The other was her storm
dancer, a blind boy called Lheket. Rheba had sworn to find more survivors, to
comb the galaxy until she had found enough Bre’ns and Senyasi to ensure that neither
race became extinct. But first she had light-years to go and promises to keep.
She had to deliver each one of the people on the ship to his, her, or hir home.
The first such delivery—to a planet called Daemen—had nearly killed both her
and Kirtn. Since then there had been several other planets, none dangerous. But
each number the computer spat out could be another Daemen. “You may be ready,” Rheba sighed, “but I’m not sure I am.” She licked her lips, then whistled a phrase in the
intricate, poetic Bre’n language—Instantly the computer displayed a number in
the air just above her head. Kirtn whistled in lyric relief. That was the most civilized
planet in the Yhelle Equality. Certainly there could be no difficulty there. Besides,
the Yhelle illusionists on board had more than earned their chance to go home.
Without them, Kirtn certainly would have died on Daemen, and Rheba, too. On the other hand, they would miss the illusionists. It was
piquant not knowing who or what would appear in the crowded corridors of the Devalon. Fssa keened softly into Rheba’s ear. He, too, would miss the
illusionists. When they were practicing their trade, they had a fey energy
about them that could appeal only to a Fssireeme—or another illusionist. “I know, snake,” Rheba said, stroking him with a fingertip.
She sent currents of energy through her hair to console the Fssireeme. “But it
wouldn’t be fair to ask them to wait just because we like their company.” Fssa subsided. With a final soft sound he vanished into her
seething gold hair. Rheba stood on tiptoe to see over the heads of the people
crowding the control room. “Where are they?” Kirtn, taller than anyone else, spotted the illusionists.
“By the hall.” “Are they happy?” “With an illusionist, who can tell?” he said dryly. Then he
relented and lifted Rheba so that she could see. “They don’t look happy,” she said. Kirtn whistled a phrase from the “Autumn Song,” one of
Deva’s most famous poems, variations on the theme of parting. “Yes, but they still should be happy,” whistled Rheba.
“They’re going home.” All of her longing for the home she had lost was in her
Bre’n whistle. Kirtn’s arms tightened around her. She had been so young; she
had so few memories to comfort her. And she was right. The illusionists did not look happy. With a silent sigh, Kirtn pm her back on her own feet. He
tried to imagine why anyone would be reluctant to go back home after years of
slavery. What he imagined did not comfort him. At best, they might simply dislike
their planet. At worst, they might have been exited and therefore did not expect
to be welcomed back. He pushed through the disappointed people who were slowly
leaving the control room. Rheba followed, unobtrusively protected by two
J/taals. On Loo, the mercenaries had chosen her as their J/taaleri, the focus
of their devotion. They continued to protect her whenever she permitted it—and
even when she did not. “Congratulations,” said Kirtn, smiling at the illusionists.
“The ship is computing replacements from here to Yhelle. Are there any
defenses we should know about?” F’lTiri tried to smile: “Probably not. No one has fought
with Yhelle for thousands of years. The last people who did conquered us. They
retreated five years later, babbling.” This time he managed a true smile. “Yhelle
is hard on people who expect reality to be what it seems to be.” “Is that what you’re doing?” said Rheba. “Practicing?” I’sNara’s confusion showed in her voice as well as her face.
“What do you mean? We’re appearing as ourselves right now. No illusions.” “Then why aren’t you happy?” Rheba asked bluntly. “You’re
going home.” The two illusionists looked quickly at one another. At the
same instant, both of them appeared to glow with pleasure. Rheba made an
impatient gesture. She had been with them long enough to separate their illusions
from their reality ... some of the time. “Forget it,” she snapped. “Just tell me what’s wrong.” “Nothing,” they said in unison. “We’re just overcome with
surprise,” added i’sNara. “We never expected to go home so soon.” Kirtn grunted. Their voices were as unhappy as their faces had
been a few moments ago. “Fssa, tell everyone to clear the control room and get
ready for replacement.” The Fssireeme slid out of Rheba’s hair into her hands. There
he underwent a series of astonishing transformations as he made the necessary apparatus
to speak a multitude of languages simultaneously. It was not difficult for the
Fssireeme. The snakes had evolved on a hot, gigantic planet as sonic mimics,
then had been genetically modified during one of the earlier Cycles. The result
was a resilient, nearly indestructible translator who needed only a few phrases
to learn any new language. In response to the languages pouring out of the snake,
people hurried out of the control room. When the illusionists turned to go,
Kirtn stopped them. “Not you two.” He waited until only four plus Fssireeme were left in the
room. He stretched with obvious pleasure, flexing his powerful body. The Devalon
had been designed originally for twelve crew members and hurriedly rigged
for the two who had survived Deva’s solar flare. Even after dropping off people
on five planets, the remainder of the refugees from Loo’s slave pens seriously
overloaded the ship’s facilities. As a result, Kirtn spent most of his time
trying not to crush smaller beings. “Now,” he said, focusing on i’sNara and f’lTiri, “what’s the
problem?” The illusionists looked at each other, then at him, then at
Rheba. “We’re not sure we should go home,” said i’sNara simply. “Why?” asked Rheba, slipping Fssa back into her hair. The illusionists looked at each other again. “We are
appearing naked before you,” said f’lTiri, his voice strained. Rheba blinked and began to object that they were fully
dressed as far as she could tell, then realized that they meant naked of illusions,
not clothes. “That’s rare in your culture, isn’t it?” “Yes,” they said together. “Only with children, very close
friends and sometimes with lovers. A sign of deep trust.” “I see.” Rheba hesitated, knowing the illusionists were
proud as only ex-slaves could be. “You didn’t leave your planet voluntarily ...
?” “No.” Rheba and Kirtn exchanged a long look. She slid her fingers
between his. They did not have the intraspecies telepathy of the J/taals or the
interspecies telepathy of master mind dancers, yet they sometimes could catch
each other’s thoughts when they were In physical contact. Once, on Daemon, telepathy
had come without contact; but Kirtn had been dying then, too high a price to
pay for soundless speech. Now there was no urgency, just a long sigh and the
word trouble shared between them. “Tell us.” Rheba’s tone was more commanding than inviting,
but her smile was sympathetic. “It’s a long story.” began f’lTiri, “and rather complex.” Kirtn laughed shortly. “I’d expect nothing else from a
culture based on pure illusions.” “Don’t leave anything out,” added Rheba. “If we’d known more
about Daemen, we would have had less trouble there.” F’lTiri sighed. “I’d rather be invisible while I talk,” he
muttered. “Holding invisibility couldn’t be much harder than telling you....”
He made a curt gesture. “As you said, our society is based on illusion. Nearly
all Yhelles can project illusions. Some are better than others. There are
different categories of illusion, as well.” Rheba remembered the young Yhelle illusionist she had seen
on Loo. His gift was appearing to be the essence of everyone’s individual
sexual desire. The result had been compelling for the audience and confusing
for her—she had seen the appearance of Kirtn on the young illusionist, yet
Kirtn was her mentor, not her lover. The image still returned to disturb her.
She banished it each time, telling herself that it was merely her knowledge of
legendary Bre’n sensuality that had caused her to identify Yhelle illusion as
Bre’n reality. “The result is that while other societies have tangible
means of rewarding their members, Yhelle doesn’t,” continued f’lTiri. “What
good is a jeweled badge when even children can make the appearance of
that badge on themselves? What good is a magnificent house when most Yhelles
can project the appearance of a castle? What good is a famous ‘face when almost
anyone can duplicate the appearance of that face? What good is beauty? Even
poetry can appear more exquisite than it is. One of my daughters could project
a poem that would make you weep ... but when anyone else read the words, they
were merely ordinary.” The illusionist sighed, and i’sNara took up the explanation.
“He doesn’t mean that everything on Yhelle is illusory. Our money is real
enough most of the time, because we need it for the framework of real food and
cloth and shelter we build our illusions on. But the elaboration of necessity
that is the foundation of most societies just doesn’t exist on Yhelle. We have
nearly everything we want—or at least the appearance of having it.” She
looked anxiously from Bre’n to Senyas. “Do you understand?” “I doubt it,” said Kirtn, “but I’m trying. Do you mean that
a Yhelle could take mush and make it appear to be a feast?” “Yes,” said i’sNara eagerly. “A good illusionist can even
make it taste like a feast.” “But can’t you see through the illusions?” asked Rheba. Both illusionists looked very uncomfortable. “That’s a ...
difficult ... subject for us. Like cowardice for the J/taals or reproduction
for the Lems.” “That may be,” said Rheba neutrally, “but it’s crucial. We
won’t be shocked.” F’lTiri almost smiled. Even so, his words were slow, his
tone reluctant. “Some illusions are easier to penetrate than others. It depends
on your skill, and the power of the creator. But it is unspeakably ... crude
... to comment on reality. And who would want to? Who prefers real mush to an
apparent feast? Especially as they are equally nourishing. Do you understand?” Bre’n and Senyas exchanged a long silence. “Keep going,”
said Rheba at last. “We’re behind you, but we’re not out of breath yet.” I’sNara’s laughter was light and pleasing. Rheba realized
that it was the first time she had heard either Yhelle really laugh. “You’ll catch up soon,” said f’lTiri confidently. “After Loo
and Daemen, I don’t think anything can stay ahead of either of you.” Rheba smiled sourly and said nothing. They had been lucky to
survive those planets. “We don’t have much government,” continued f’lTiri. “It’s
difficult to tax illusions, and without taxes government isn’t much more than
an amusement for wellborn families. There’s some structure, of course. We are
Fourth People, and Fourth People seem doomed to hierarchy. We’re organized into
clans, or rather, disorganized into clans. Each clan specializes—traders
or artists or carpenters, that sort of thing. I’sNara and I belong to the Liberation
clan. We’re master snatchers,” he said proudly. “Thieves.” Rheba blinked. The illusionists treated reality as a dirty word
and thievery as a proud occupation. She sensed Kirtn’s yellow eyes on her but
did not return his look. She was afraid she would laugh, offending the Yhelles. “And quite good at it,” said Kirtn blandly, “if Onan is any
proof of your skill. Without you two we’d still be stuck in Nontondondo, trying
to scrape up the price of an Equality navtrix.” F’lTiri made a modest noise. “We were out of practice. The
only thing we’ve stolen in five years worth mentioning is our freedom—and you
stole that for us.” He sighed. “Anyway, we weren’t good enough on Yhelle. We
were assigned to steal the Ecstasy Stones from the Redistribution clan. We were
caught and sold to Loo.” “I’m out of breath,” said Rheba flatly. “You spent a lot of
time telling us about appearances being equal or superior to reality, then you
tell us that you tried to steal something. Why? Couldn’t you just make an illusion
of the Ecstasy Stones?” “That’s the whole point. Oh, we could make something that
looked like the Stones, but no illusionist in Yhelle history has been able to
make anything that felt like the Stones. That’s their value,” said f’lTiri.
“They make you feel loved. That’s their illusion.” Rheba looked at Kirtn, silently asking if he understood. He
smiled. “You’re too pragmatic, fire dancer. It’s your Senyas genes. Think of it
this way. The Yhelles have, or seem to have, everything that Fourth
People have pursued since the First of the Seventeen Cycles. Wealth, beauty,
power over their environment—if there is a name for it, the Yhelles have
someone able to make it appear. Or,” he added dryly, “appear to appear.
The illusion of love is the only exception.” He looked at the illusionists. They moved their hands in a
gesture of agreement. “Exactly,” said the Yhelles together. F’lTiri continued, “We create illusions, but we aren’t
deluded by them. Illusionists who fool themselves are, by definition, fools. So
when it comes to love, we’re no better off than the rest of the Fourth People.” “Except for the Stones,” put in i’sNara. “Their fabulous
illusion—if it indeed is an illusion—is love. They love you totally. The
more Stones you have, the more intense is the feeling of loving and being
loved.” “That would make them valuable in any society,” said Rheba. “Perhaps,” conceded f’lTiri. “But in Serriolia, the city-state
where we were born and the most accomplished illusionists live, the illusion of
everything is available. Except love. In Serriolia, the Ecstasy Stones are
priceless. Most of our history hinges on the masterful illusions that have gone
into stealing one or more of the Stones. Master snatchers of each generation
used to try their skills on whoever owned one or more Stones.” “Used to’.’” asked Kirtn. “What happened?” “The Redis—the Redistribution clan—snatched almost all of
Serriolia’s Stones. You see, the Redis were formed out of the discontented
thieves of various clans. That was hundreds of years ago. For generations, the
clan trained and sent out platoons of master snatchers. In the beginning, the
clan’s sole reason for existence was to steal Ecstasy Stones from the selfish
few who had them. The Redis hoped to combine the Stones into one Grand Illusion
available to every citizen.” “That doesn’t sound too bad,” said Rheba hesitantly. “It wasn’t,” agreed i’sNara. “Bat the Redis didn’t share.
Only Redis were allowed into the Stones’ presence. And only a few Redis, at
that. So another clan was formed out of unhappy snatchers, the Liberation clan.
Besides,” she smiled, “there were all those highly trained snatchers and
nothing to practice on but their own clan—unthinkable. Stealing from your own
clan is grounds for disillusionment.” “And you were caught stealing the Stones?” said Kirtn. “Is
that why you were exiled?” “We’re Libs,” said f’lTiri proudly. “It was our duty to
snatch Stones from the Redis. But the Redis didn’t have any sense of humor. It
wasn’t just that we were snatchers—our history is full of snatchers—but that
our mere existence suggested that the Redis were not holding the Stones for the
good of all Serriolians. The Redis Charter is quite specific about the
Redis stealing Stones for high purposes rather than for selfish pleasures. The
Redis Charter is posted in every clan hall. The fact that the Charter rather
than the Stones circulates among the clans is attributed to the Stones’ extreme
worth.” “Or the Charter’s extreme worthlessness,” added i’sNara
sarcastically. Rheba rubbed her temples and wondered why she had urged the
Yhelles to tell her everything. She was totally confused. Her hair crackled.
Kirtn stroked the seething mass, gently pulling out excess energy. After a
moment her hair settled into golden waves that covered her shoulders. “What’s the worst that can happen if you go back?” Rheba
asked bluntly. “That’s just it,” said i’sNara, her voice soft. “We don’t
know.” “Will your clan disown you?” asked Kirtn. “No,” answered f’lTiri. “Never.” “You haven’t broken any local laws?” pressed Rheba. “No.” “Then why are you reluctant to go home?” “We may be sent after the Stones again, and caught again,
and sold to Loo again. Or worse.” Rheba tried not to groan aloud. The more she heard of Yhelle
and Serriolia, the less she liked it. She could, and should, just set down in
Serriolia, sadly hut firmly say goodbye to the illusionists, and then lift for
deep space with all the power in the Devalon’s drive. But without f’lTiri’s masterful illusions, a fire dancer and
a Bre’n would have died on Loo or Daemon. “You don’t know what will happen to you?” said Kirtn, his
voice divided between statement and question. “No, we don’t.” Kirtn sighed. “Then we’d better go find out.” IIRheba activated the privacy shield on her bunk, enclosing
herself in darkness. She sat cross-legged, eyes unfocused, her breathing slow
and even. Light bloomed from her hands, curling up from akhenet lines of power
that were so dense her fingers seemed solid gold. Within the pool of light,
like a leaf floating on a sunset pond, lay her Bre’n Face. She stared at it,
letting her worry about the illusionists’ future slide away with each breath. The Face had been carved by Kirtn and given to his dancer
when she was ten years old. Each Senyas dancer had a Bre’n carving; no Face was
the same. Normally Rheba wore the carving as an earring, depending from the
seven intricate fastenings that insured against accidental loss. It was more
than a decoration, and more than a pledge of Kirtn’s Choice of her as an
akhenet partner. The Face was also a teaching device. Dancers, especially young
ones, were supposed to meditate upon their individual Face every clay. In time,
the Face would teach them all they needed to know about the relationship
between Senyas and Bre’n. Rheba, however, had not spent enough time in meditation. The
fact that she had spent most of her hours since Deva’s burn-off in pursuit of
bare survival did not excuse her. If her partnership with Kirtn went sour
because she did not understand what was required of her, neither one of them
would survive. Bre’ns whose akhenet partners thwarted them long enough went
into a berserker state called rez. In that state they killed
everything within reach—most especially their dancers—and ended by killing
themselves. No one knew precisely what drove a Bre’n to rez, or
if anyone did, she had not been told. Kirtn had slid into rez once on Loo.
Only a combination of her innate skill as a fire dancer and Fssa’s
incredible ability to withstand heat had saved them from burning to ash and
gone. Afterward she had silently vowed to study the Face no matter what
happened. Except for her time on Daemen, she had done just that. She gathered her thoughts, focusing only on the Face. It
looked back at her, benign and aloof, waiting. Then, as she inhaled, the Face
changed into a Bre’n profile against a subtly seething field of dancer energy.
In the next breath it was two faces, Bre’n and ... was it Senyas? Was that
bright shadow a young woman’s face, eyes half closed, transported by an unknown
emotion? Her smile was stow, mysterious, as inhumanly beautiful as Kirtn, but
the woman was Senyas, not Bre’n. It looked like her own face, but she was not
half so beautiful, had never felt an emotion so intense. The Face shifted with each breath, each pulse of her blood.
• It was countless faces now, waves on an ocean stretching back into time,
waves swelling toward future consummation on an unseen shore. Bre’ns and Senyasi
intertwined, turning slowly, akhenet pairs focused in one another, touching and
turning until they flowed together, inseparable. Their faces were all familiar, all the same, Kirtn’s face
with yellow eyes hotter than dancer fire. He turned and saw her and she burned.
He called her and she came, turning slowly, touching him passionately, and his
eyes another kind of fire touching her.... Rheba’s hands shook, breaking the Face’s hold on her mind.
She realized that her akhenet lines were alight, burning in the closed
compartment until the heat was stifling. Reflexively she damped her fire,
sucking energy out of the air until it was a bearable temperature. She did not look at the earring. She fastened the Face to
her ear with fingers that still trembled. She was glad that Kirtn was not with
her. What would he think of a dancer so undisciplined that she could not
control her own thoughts? Instead of learning more about Bre’n and Senyas, her
willful mind had combined her present worry about the illusionists with her
past experience on Loo, when a young Yhelle illusionist had appeared as Kirtn sensuality
made flesh. She did not know why that experience had gone so deep into
her psyche, but it had. Bad enough that she had dreamed about it while asleep;
to have it interfere with dancer meditation was intolerable. She whistled a curt phrase. The shield retracted into the
bunk. M/dere waited outside. The J/taal smiled and gestured for Rheba to
follow. Rheba did, wondering who wanted her and for what. Without Fssa there
was no way of knowing; J/taals did not speak Universal, Senyas or Bre’n, and
she did not speak J/taal. Kirtn was in the control room arguing with the illusionists.
Fssa, dangling from Kirtn’s neck, let out a delighted hiss when he sensed
Rheba’s unique energy fields. Without pausing in his argument, Kirtn lofted the
snake in Rheba’s direction. She snatched him out of the air, bracing herself as
his weight smacked into her hands. No matter how many times she held him, she was always surprised.
His dense flesh was unreasonably heavy. In her hair, however, he weighed almost
nothing. He had once told her that he “translated” her dancer energy into his
own private support system. She had questioned him further, only to be told in
arch tones that she “lacked the vocabulary to understand.” “If you get any heavier I’ll drop you,” she muttered as she
wove him into her long hair. “You’ll break your toe,” whistled Fssa smugly. Whenever
possible, he used the whistle language of Bre’n. It required the least amount
of shape-changing to reproduce. In addition, Bre’n was lyric, multileveled and
evocative, all of which made it irresistible to the linguistically inclined Fssireeme.
“Don’t take a snake’s word for it,” he encouraged. “Drop me.” Rheba made a flatulent sound, a Fssireeme way of expressing
disgust. Fssa’s hissing laughter tickled her neck. Both illusionists began shouting. As they shouted they
seemed to grow taller and wider with each word until they loomed threateningly
over the control room. “What’s the problem with them?” Rheba said softly to Fssa. “Fourth People.” Fssa sighed like a human. “Sometimes I think
you pay for having legs by lacking brains.” “Tell me something new, snake.” “The illusionists are trying to convince Kirtn that he
should just drop them at Serriolia’s spaceport and leave. He’s trying to convince
them that—” Kirtn’s roar drowned out Fssa’s speech. The snake hummed in
admiration. As far as he was concerned, Bre’ns made the best sounds of any
Fourth People. “—going with you! Now shut up and get ready for the landing!” “Bui—” “Shut up!” Rheba winced. The illusionists slowly deflated until they
were normal size. Kirtn took a deep breath and reached for his lunch—a cup of
mush that nourished the body and left the palate to fend for itself. With the
life-support systems overloaded, it was the best the ship could do. He tasted
the mush, grimaced, and slammed the cup into its nook on the control console. “Cold.” It was just one word, but whistled in Bre’n it described
a world of disgust. Rheba walked over to the cup. She pointed at it with her
finger. Energy flared for an instant. She handed the cup to her disgruntled
Bre’n. “Don’t burn yourself.” “The zoolipt would take care of it.” Rheba shuddered. She did not like to think about the
turquoise alien that had entered their bodies on Daemen. Kirtn was more philosophical
than she about the zoolipt, perhaps because it had saved his life when the
Seurs were doing their best to kill him. She did not deny that the turquoise
soup had its uses. She was just uneasy knowing that a Zaarain hospital had
taken up residence in her cells. Things Zaarain had a habit of being unpredictable. The ship’s lights flickered so briefly that only she and the
energy-sensitive Fssireeme noticed it. A chime sounded twice, then twice again.
Fssa’s voice, via a memory cube, notified the inhabitants in thirty-three
languages that landing was imminent. I’sNara approached, a look of determination on her normally
bland features. “We’ve decided that we want to be put down on Tivveriolia. It
has a good spaceport with all the most modern downside connectors.” “What’s the transportation like from there?” asked Rheba innocently. “Very fast. F’lTiri and I won’t have any problem at all
getting to Serrio ...” Her voice faded as she realized that Rheba had tricked
her into admitting that Serriolia was still their ultimate destination. “You’re
worse than he is.” Rheba smiled. “I’ve beers working on it.” I’sNara hesitated, then whispered, “Thank you,” and
hurriedly withdrew to stand next to her husband. Neither illusionist spoke
again until the ship touched down and the downside connectors were in place. “No formalities?” asked Kirtn when the call board remained
dark. “If you need anything more than the port supplies, you just send
out a call in Universal. If anyone is interested, you’ll get an answer. The
port facilities are free, although it’s customary to show yourselves on Reality
Street as payment. You two will be a sensation,” added f’lTiri. “We’ve never
seen your kind before. You’ll be the source of a thousand new illusions.” “And after Reality Street?” asked Rheba. “The Liberation clan hall. They’ll tell us where our family
is, and”—he smiled grimly—“whether we have to spend the rest of our lives
projecting invisibility.” Rheba and Kirtn looked at the control board. A series of numbers
and colors moved in a continuous loop, describing the environment around the
ship. She sighed. Hardly an ice planet. It was warm, even for Senyas tastes.
Kirtn would begin to shed after an hour out there. The illusionists stood eagerly by the downside door. They had
no luggage, having escaped Loo with no more than their lives. When the door
retracted, they stepped eagerly onto the ramp. Kirtn and Rheba stood quietly for a moment, letting their bodies
respond to the alien planet. The gravity was slightly heavier than Daemon’s had
been, but the difference was not enough to be tedious. All of the Equality planets—indeed,
all of the planets inhabited by Fourth People—were functionally identical in
such gross characteristics as gravity and atmospheric content. Where one Fourth
People could survive, all could survive. The degree of comfort in which Fourth People could survive
changed markedly from planet to planet, however. Loo had been too cold for
Senyas tastes, Daemen too barren, and Onan too chaotic. Yhelle felt to Rheba as
if it would be too hot and far too humid. Kirtn grunted as though agreeing with her unspoken thoughts.
Sweat sprang beneath his weapon harness and brief shorts. Within moments, his
whole body was wet. Even the gold mask surrounding his eyes was dark. “You won’t need my robe to keep warm here,” said Kirtn,
glancing down at his fire dancer. “And I don’t need my fur.” “I could skin you,” she suggested, lips straight in an effort
not to smile. “Promises, promises. By the Inmost Fire,” he sighed, “I
wonder what an illusion of coolness is worth here.” A thoughtful look crossed Rheba’s face. She held her hands
near his face and concentrated. Her hands pulsed with subdued gold, but no
flames came. Instead, a cool sensation came to him as she sucked heat out of
the air around him. “How’s that?” she asked. He smiled and hugged her. “Nice.” She concentrated again, trying to keep the heat at bay. He
blew gently on her lips, teasing and distracting her. “Don’t tire yourself out
keeping me cool. I’ll survive.” “But you’ll shed,” she said flatly. She held up her hands.
Tiny coppery hairs stuck to her moist skin. “You’re shedding already!” She made
a sound of mock disgust. Every spring on Deva, she had teased her mentor about
his unsavory habits. “Senyasi never shed.” “Really?” whistled Kirtn, pulling a long gold hair off his
shoulder harness. “What’s this?” “An illusion,” she said serenely. “We’re on Yhelle, remember?” Kirtn looked around. The spaceport with its scarred apron
and downside connectors looked like every other Equality spaceport he had seen.
Cleaner, perhaps. Certainly cleaner than Daemen’s had been. But for a planet of
illusionists, the landscape was disappointingly mundane. Only later did he realize
just how subtle Yhelle’s first illusion really was. “Let’s get it over with,” said—Rheba, taking his sweaty hand
in hers and pulling him down the ramp. “‘The sooner we begin, the sooner we
end,’” she intoned, quoting an ancient Senyas engineering text. The Bre’n gulped a chestful of the stifling air and
followed, whistling minor-key curses. As Kirtn and Rheba left the Devalon’s protective
radius, the J/taals and their war dogs—clepts—flowed smoothly outward until
Rheba was surrounded. She was their J/taaleri, and their job was to see that
she came to no harm. A clept ranged by i’sNara, its silver eyes smoldering in
Yhelle’s humid light. i’sNara made a startled sound and stopped. “What’s wrong?” said Rheba. “The J/taals,” said i’sNara. “They’re forbidden.” “What?” said Kirtn. “Forbidden,” repeated i’sNara. “They’re death, and death
doesn’t respect illusions.” Rheba stared at the illusionist’s face. “But—” I’sNara simply looked more stubborn. F’lTiri came and stood
by her side. “It’s true,” he said. “If the J/taals are along, every Yhelle will
be against us, even our own clan.” “Ice and ashes!” swore Rheba. “Fssa, tell the J/taals to
take their clepts and wait in the ship.” Then, remembering Daemen, where the
J/taals had disobeyed and followed her, she added, “Make sure they know that
I’ll he worse off if they’re with me than if they’re in the ship.” Fssa shifted in her hair until he was the proper shape to
emit the grunts, clicks and gratings that composed most of J/taal communication.
Their language was very primitive, because intraspecies telepathy made speech
useful only with outsiders and enemies. The J/taals did not like one syllable of what they heard.
That much was obvious from the ferocious expressions that settled on their
faces. Equally obvious was the fact that they were not going to protest their orders. “Why aren’t they arguing?” asked Kirtn. “They know it’s useless,” whistled Fssa. “Yhelle’s phobia
about J/taals is common knowledge in the Equality. But they weren’t sure Rheba
knew, since she isn’t from the Equality.” Rheba frowned. “They won’t try to follow me as they did on
Daemen?” “No.” Fssa’s whistle carried overtones of absolute confidence. “Explain,” she snapped in Senyas, the language of precision
and directness. Hastily, the snake shifted to create Senyas vocal apparatus.
“It would be pointless for them to follow. Without Yhelle guides—and no illusionist
would come near them—they would be hopelessly lost in Serriolia’s streets.” “Why?” “Illusions.” “That doesn’t make sense,” said Rheba, glancing around the
spaceport, where everything looked normal to the point of boredom. “It will,” the snake hissed. IIIReality Street led at an oblique angle away from the
spaceport. The transition from port to city was ominous. An ebony arch loomed
above the entrance to the street. The arch was filled with a sable nothingness
that was like a curtain sealing off whatever was beyond. When Rheba glanced around she saw nothing but the spaceport.
There were no building-; rising beyond the aprons, no hills or mountains or
clouds, nothing but downside connectors and the functional, asymmetrical machines
that cared for spaceships. It was as though the spaceport were the whole of the
island city-state of Serriolia. The illusionists looked back to where their friends waited,
gestured encouragingly, and vanished into the black emptiness beneath the arch.
Kirtn and Rheba looked at each other. As one, they slopped. “What’s wrong?” whistled Fssa. The snake’s head rested on top of Rheba’s. His twin
multicolored sensors wheeled, “seeing” his surroundings in a barrage of
returning sound waves. His whole length was incandescent, burning beneath her
rippling hair like very hot embers beneath flames. He was in a high state of
excitement. He liked new planets almost as much as he liked new languages. Especially
warm planets, although by Fssireeme standards Yhelle was only a few shades removed
from frigid. It was, however, much better than Daemen had been. “We don’t like the look of that black arch,” said Rheba. “Although
the illusionists didn’t seem to mind it.” “Arch? Where?” Kirtn turned and stared from the snake to the enormous arch
looming in front of them. “Right ahead of us.” Fssa’s sensors focused into the area beyond his two friends.
He moved his head restlessly from side to side like a clept questing for an
elusive scent. He hissed and turned back to Kirtn. “I don’t see anything but
air.” “You don’t see anything at all,” muttered the Bre’n,
referring to the fact that Fssireemes were blind to the wavelengths of light
that were the visible spectrum for Fourth People. “That’s what I said,” whistled Fssa, a musical confusion in
his trill. “No,” said Rheba, touching Kirtn’s arm, “Fssa is right. The
arch must be an illusion that exists only in the visible wavelengths of light.
Since Fssa uses other means of ‘seeing,’ he isn’t fooled.” “Wait here,” said Kirtn. He strode toward the arch, stopping a hand’s width away. He
reached out ... and his fingers vanished into darkness. The illusionists reappeared beneath the arch, startling him.
They were polite enough to conceal their smiles, although laughter rippled in
their voices. “It’s only a simple illusion,”, said f’lTiri, dismissing the
arch with a flip of his hand. “It doesn’t even have texture,” added i’sNara, poking holes
in the arch with her tiny white hands. “It never changes. Even our youngest son
could do better.” “Fssa wasn’t fooled,” Rheba said, walking up behind Kirtn. F’lTiri looked at the Fssireeme with new appreciation. “I’d
like to see the planet you came from, snake.” “So would I,” responded the Fssireeme in a sad tremolo. Rheba touched him with a comforting fingertip. The snake had
been born—if that was the proper term for Fssireeme reproduction—beyond the
Equality’s borders, on a planet so distant that no one knew its Equality name.
In fact, neither the old Deva navtrix nor the new Equality navtrix had ever
heard of a planet called Ssimmi. Fssa could not go home, because without a
location on the navigation matrix, no one knew where in the galaxy his home
was. And Fssa wanted very badly to go home. “He uses sound waves to see,” said Rheba. “That’s why he saw
through the arch’s illusion.” I’sNara looked thoughtful. “That might help with some Yhelle
illusions. But the most enduring illusions are based on reality. The best ones
have feel and texture. The extraordinary ones precisely mimic reality in every
way.” “Then how can you tell the difference?” asked Kirtn. “When their creator gets bored or dies, his illusions
vanish.” “You can tell the difference between normal illusions and reality?”
asked Rheba. “Of course.” “How?” she asked plaintively. “How can you create fire?” asked f’lTiri. She shrugged. “I’m a fire dancer. It’s what I do.” “And we’re illusionists. We can be fooled, though.” “And I can be burned,” said Rheba wryly. She looked at the
uninviting illusion ahead of her. “Why do you call it Reality Street?” F’lTiri laughed. “Because most of the people who use the
street are tourists, not illusionists. It’s the only place a realist can go on Yhelle
without a guide.” Kirtn sighed and turned to Rheba. “I’m ready if you are.” “You’re a poet.” she said accusingly. “You’d trade reality for
a good illusion any day.” But she followed him through the arch, for she was a
dancer and he was her Bre’n. Reality Street was a riot fit to boggle the sensory
apparatus of any Fourth People worthy of the name. If a plant grew anywhere in
the Equality, it grew along Reality Street. If an animal breathed anywhere in
the Equality, it breathed on Reality Street. If anything was manufactured or
imagined anywhere in the Equality, its counterpart thrived on Reality Street. Or at least it appeared that way. The city-state of Serriolia was the centerpiece of Yhelle’s
master illusionists. It also was the center of intra-Equality trade. Not
everything on Reality Street was an illusion, but deciding what was and was not
real would take a concatenation of First People ... or perhaps a single
Fssireeme. It was early morning in Serriolia, but groups of people wandered
Reality Street’s straight line, stopping :o marvel at various manifestations.
The people were as mixed a group as Kirtn and Rheba had left behind on the Devalon.
There were one or two races that they had not seen on Loo, though the
Loo-chim had prided itself on owning two of every kind of living being known in
the galaxy. Kirtn thought that at least one of the strange races wandering
Reality Street was an illusion. Even a Bre’n poet balked at accepting a tall,
fluffy-tailed, rainbow-striped biped as a real Fourth People. Especially when
it shook out flowered wings longer than it was tall. Its teeth, however, might
have been real, so Kirtn was careful not to stare. Nearby, a grove of Second People whispered between purple
leaves. Laughter rustled and whiplike branches snapped in amusement. Kirtn
remembered the carnivorous Second People he and Rheba had burned to stinking
ash on Loo, though not in time to save the children who had stumbled into the grove’s
lethal embrace. He wondered if this grove, too, was insane.” He snarled soundlessly and looked away, not wanting to
remember how the children had died. He hoped that the grove was only an illusion,
and that Rheba would not see it at all. He glanced around and saw that she had
stopped halfway down Reality Street. He walked back to her. Rheba was entranced by a fern growing in lyric profusion
among dark cobblestones. Long fronds rose in graceful curves. Each lacy frond
was an iridescent blue, trembling with hidden life. A cool perfume pervaded the
air near the fern. Hesitantly, she touched a frond. The fern bent down,
enveloping her in scent. “That’s a beautiful illusion,” she sighed. “I haven’t
touched or smelled anything that nice since the gold dust on Daemen.” I’sNara reached past Rheba and took a frond between her fingertips.
She broke off a small piece and waited. The frond remained the same. “That’s either real or a class twelve.” she said, sniffing
the piece of plant appreciatively. “Probably real. Ghost ferns are difficult
illusions. Not many get the scent just right.” “Where do they grow normally?” “On Ghost.” Rheba turned to see if i’sNara was teasing her, but the
illusionist seemed lost in her enjoyment of the fern’s delicate scent, “I
thought Ghost was just a myth.” “Oh no,” said i’sNara, surprised. “It’s not part of the Equality,
but it’s real enough.” “Have you ever seen a Fifth People?” asked Kirtn. “They’re rather hard to see,” said i’sNara wryly. “I’ve
never had the pleasure, but my mother’s second grandfather saw a Ghost once.” “How did he know is wasn’t an illusion?” “Ghosts aren’t illusions. Only a realist could confuse
them.” Rheba was still trying to think of an answer when Kirtn distracted
her. “Look at that!” He pointed down the road, away from the
spaceport. A starsurfer was swooping down on them. Its vast, mirror-finish
sail was belled out by an invisible wind. The sail worked as a huge lens,
magnifying and reflecting their astonished faces, their mouths like black caves
opening endlessly until sail and ship were swallowed up and nothing remained
but a giggle drifting down from a nearby tree. F’lTiri snickered. “I forgot to mention that Serriolia’s
children practice their trade on Reality Street. Only the young ones, though. Realists
are such easy prey.” Kirtn turned toward the tree and bowed, adding a Bre’n whistle
for good measure. The pink leaves shook—A small Yhelle leaped from a branch and
hit the ground running. “You scared him,” said i’sNara, but there was no censure in
her voice. “I meant to compliment him,” said Kirtn. “Being swallowed up
by our own astonishment is a shrewd illusion for one so young.” “But he didn’t know you were real. He’d never seen someone
like you before, so he assumed you were an illusion,” explained f’lTiri. “Then
he tried to penetrate your illusion, and couldn’t. Then he assumed you were at
least a class eight teasing him by pretending to be a realist. So he fled,
leaving you to tease tourists rather than one small Yhelle.” Rheba looked down the long, straight street. Colors she had
no name for surged brightly on either side. In the distance, well back from the
street, fantastic buildings grew, architecture representing every Cycle from
First to Seventeenth, made up of every material from mud to force fields. She sighed and rubbed her aching eyes. Itching eyes. They
itched like new akhenet lines of power beneath her skin. She rubbed her
shoulders where new lines had formed when she had been forced to tap a Zaarain core
on Daemen. But it was not her shoulders that itched, it was the back of her
eyes. Kirtn bent over her and pulled her fingers away from her
eyes. “Did you get something in them? Spores? Pollen?” She blinked rapidly, but her eyes did not water. Nor did they
feel as if anything foreign was in them. “They just itch in back. As if new
lines are forming.” “I’ve never heard of a dancer getting lines back there.” He
looked carefully at her. Twin, cinnamon-colored eyes looked back at him,
translucent pools with a hint of gold veining. The whites of her eyes were
clear and glossy, visible sign of her health. “They look fine.” “They don’t feel that way. The zoolipt must be asleep.” She
shook her head fiercely. “Wake up, you useless parasite. I itch!” Nothing
happened. She whistled a Bre’n curse, “It did fine on my other akhenet lines. I
only itched a little, even after wrestling with that Zaarain core.” Kirtn tilted back her chin. New lines lay gold beneath her
tawny skin, thicker lines, deeply curved, lint upon line sliding beneath the
scarlet silk of her brief ship clothes. His whistle was a combination of
disbelief and distress. “You’re too young for so many lines, fire dancer. If
you develop too quickly— He did not finish his sentence. He did not have to. Rheba knew
that it was as dangerous to push a dancer’s growth as it was to push a Bre’n
balanced on the edge of rez. But there had been no choice, not on
Daemen or Loo or Onan. They had done what they must to survive. If that forced
her to develop too quickly, so be it. It was better than dying. “Besides,” said Rheba, as though she had been speaking aloud
all the time, “I’m the first dancer to have a zoolipt inside. It will keep me
healthy.” She smiled sourly. “Until it gets tired of my taste, that is.” “At least you don’t itch anymore.” “Except my eyes,” she said, knuckling them in exasperation.
“Oh well, nothing’s perfect. Not even a Zaarain construct.” She blinked rapidly
and looked for the illusionists. They were gone. “Where are they?” Kirtn looked around. All he saw was flowers, ferns, trees, and
a cluster of First People humming softly among themselves. They must have
stopped growing eons in the past, for their crystal faces were worn and dull.
Their songs were still pure, though, as haunting as an autumn moonrise. And then he realized that the stones were singing a Bre’n
work song. The biggest-stone laughed, shimmered, and became f’lTiri. Beside him
was i’sNara, equally amused. The illusionists’ pleasure was so transparent that
Kirtn could not be angry. He smiled and made a gesture of defeat. Fssa made a startled sound. “They fooled even me,” he whistled.
“Their sounds were real, and shaped just like First People.” “Did you bounce sound off us?” asked f’lTiri. “No. I just listened.” “Try it.” The illusionists promptly became the image of First People.
They chimed and quivered sweetly. Fssa went through a series of transformations, then froze in
an odd convolution of quills and cups. “Got you!” The stones became furred quadrupeds sleeping in the sun,
snoring deeply. “Where did they go?” hissed Fssa, then answered his own
question by changing shapes until he caught the illusionists again. “There!” The furred animals became a carpet of flowers covered in silence.
At least, to Rheba and Kirtn it was silence. To Fssa, it was a sound absorber.
No matter which frequency he used to probe, no echo returned. The illusionists
were effectively invisible to him. In desperation, he assumed the grotesque fungoid
shape that he used to talk with Rainbow. Rheba yelped and knocked Fssa out of her hair. “Forget it,
snake! I’ll take silent illusion to your sonic reality.” Fssa collapsed into a dark snake shape. “I didn’t hurt you,
did I? I barely whispered,” he added meekly, turning black with chagrin. She bent over and put him back into her hair. “Even a
whisper on that wavelength gives me a headache.” I’sNara and f’lTiri reappeared, obviously delighted. “You must be twelve’s,” said Kirtn. He whistled in the
sliding loops of Bre’n admiration. “Alone, each of us is an eight,” said i’sNara. “Together,
we’re nearly eleven. With our children or some of our friends, we’re twelve.”
She laughed in exultation. “If you only knew how good it feels to
stretch again! The Loo-chim never wanted anything more complex from us than an
image of its own perfection staring out of its mirror.” “It’s the first time we’ve really felt free,” added f’lTiri
in oblique apology. “But don’t worry. We won’t tease you or the snake anymore.” “Good,” said the Bre’n. “Now, if you could just hold the
rest of Serriolia to that promise ...” Fssa made a rude, fruity noise. “You can say that again for me,” muttered Rheba. She knew
that Serriolia would be exactly what it was, an endless joke on nonillusionists. With a final, flatulent mutter, Fssa buried himself up to
his sensors in Rheba’s consoling hair. IVBy the time they reached the end of Reality Street, Rheba
and Kirtn were in a state of sensory surfeit. They stood and stared at the
force field that divided them from the rest of Yhelle. The field was even more
daunting than the ominous arch had been. Rheba allowed a filament of her energy to brush the outer
edges of the field. There was a crackle and a sense of dissonant power in the instant
before she disengaged. Kirtn looked at her, a question in his yellow eyes. “If it isn’t real, it’s so close that it makes no
difference,” she said. Kirtn asked no more questions. If a fire dancer said an
energy field was real, then it was real in every way that mattered. “Can you
penetrate it?” She hesitated. “If I had to, I probably could. It’s not
Zaarain, but it’s more complex than the power Loo or Onan used.” She looked
around, but saw no one other than Kirtn. She sighed. “Where or what are the illusionists
now?” He did not even bother to look. The illusionists had gone
giddy with laughter and mutual transformations before they were two-thirds of
the way down Reality Street. When last he had seen them they were a thunderhead
stitched with lightning that looked suspiciously like a mass of Fssireemes. “F’lTiri?” called Rheba. “I’sNara?” There was no answer, unless a snicker from the pavement beneath
their feet could be counted. Her hair stirred, whispering strand over strand in murmur of
gathering power. “Enough is too much,” she muttered. “What are you going to do?” asked Kirtn. “See if illusions burn.” Kirtn’s lips fought not to smile. “I should stop you,
dancer.” “But you won’t.” His lips lifted in a predatory smile. “What poet could
resist finding out the colors of a burning illusion?” She waited, but the illusionists did not appear. Her hair
fanned on!, hiding Fssa in a seething cloud of gold. He hissed ecstatically,
reveling in the energy she drew into herself from her surroundings. He floated
in a chaos of energy, supported by hot strands of dancer hair. It was as close
to his Guardian-induced memories of home as he had conic in the Equality. Akhenet lines lighted beneath Rheba’s skin. Whorls and
curves and racing lines of gold shimmered as she rechanneled the energy she was
drawing into herself. Her lines remained cool, however; this was only a minor
dance. She would not even need the partnership of her Bre’n. She glanced up at
him with a sidelong smile and a question. “Any favorites?” He pointed to some small hushes that grew along the margins
of the force field. The bushes bore gnarled, spotted fruit that gave off an unpleasant
odor. A similar plant had grown in the Loo slave compound. The fleshy fruit was
not poisonous, but it tasted as vile as it looked. She half closed her eyes as she reached out to the plant
with her dancer senses. Gold pooled in the palm of her hand, viscous energy
wailing to be used. She tipped her hand and let the fluid drip down. The plant stank and died. “Must have been real,” observed Kirtn. Her hand moved on to the next plant. Gold dripped. The outline
of the fruit glowed oddly, then vanished rather than burned. A tiny skeleton of
a real plant remained, withered and obviously dead. She recalled her fire
before it could touch the skeleton. Kirtn squatted and examined the brittle remains. “Feels
real,” he said, sniffing and cautiously tasting a fragment of withered fruit.
He spat it out immediately. “Tastes real.” “It was,” said f’lTiri’s voice. “A long time ago.” Kirtn and Rheba turned. The illusionists were back,
appearing as bright-blue fish swimming in an invisible sea. “The most enduring illusions are based on reality,” said
i’sNara’s voice, issuing from a wide fish mouth. “An illusion of ripe fruit
based on a withered reality is easy to make and very hard to see through.” Rheba eyed the row of ugly bushes. She gathered energy until
her hair whipped wildly. She pointed to each bush in turn, and each bush
shimmered into flame. She concentrated, building a tiny bridge from individual
bushes to the force field. As long as the field was on, the fires would continue
to burn. “That’s a rather nice effect,” said one of the fish,
swimming up and down the row of burning bushes. Then, “Ouch!” F’lTiri appeared
suddenly, sucking on a scorched fingertip. He looked reproachfully at Rheba.
“You could have warned me.” “What did you expect?” said Kirtn. “We’re on Reality Street,
remember?” F’lTiri smiled ruefully. “You win. We’ll behave.” I’sNara seemed to condense out of the air beside him. “But
we have to have some illusions,” she said plaintively. “You don’t have to play hide-and-seek,” pointed out Rheba,
her voice crisp. I’sNara blushed, or appeared to. Her outline shimmered. She
became a blue-skinned Loo, naked but for a slaveholder’s arrogance. “Now you’ll
know who I am whenever you see me. A real Loo would wear a robe.” Rheba shuddered. She had hoped never again to see any Loo. “I
prefer you as yourself.” “But I can’t appear naked at home!” said i’sNara, shocked. Rheba looked at the unclothed illusion, opened her mouth to
protest, then gave up. She had a feeling that she would be a long lime
understanding the niceties of illusory conduct. She blinked rapidly and
knuckled her eyes. It did not stop the itching, but it made her feel better. “Which way do we go to get to your clan?” she said, dropping
her hands to her side. “And if you try to tell me that way,” she said, jerking
her chin toward the force field, “I’ll roast your teeth.” F’lTiri smiled, but as he was now in the guise of a Stelsan
scout, complete with fangs and feathers, the gesture was not reassuring. “No
more tricks, fire dancer. You have our word ... but,” he added wistfully, “it
was lovely to play again.” Rheba knuckled her itching eyes and said nothing. F’lTiri led them parallel to the force field that stretched
across the width of Reality Street, terminating it in a sullen glimmer of
energy. The field reminded Kirtn of the lid that had sealed slaves into the
Loo-chim Fold. Rheba’s hair showed a distinct tendency to drift toward the
field, drawn by its energetic promises. When she realized what was happening,
she took her hair and knotted it at the nape of her neck. It would be dangerous
to tap accidentally into the oddly shaped forces. Fssa grumbled, but accommodated himself to his reduced surroundings.
He knew the danger of dissonant energies as well as she did. Kirtn sighed and wished for less heat or less humidity. His
copper skin-fur, had become the color of rust. Darker trails of sweat divided
over his body. His weapon harness clung where it did not chafe. The air was so
dense that breathing was an effort. In all, he would just as soon have left Yhelle
to its illusionists. He wiped his shoulder where sweat had gathered beneath
Rainbow’s faceted weight. As he moved his hand, parts of Rainbow clicked
together with sullen sounds that echoed his own irritation. When he lifted his
hand, it was coated with tiny hairs. He grimaced. He knew he would feel cooler
after he shed out, but the process was anesthetic. There were no odes to
shedding Bre’ns. Limericks, however, abounded. He followed in disgruntled silence as the illusionists led
them parallel to the force field. Rheba turned suddenly, looking over their backtrail
with narrowed eyes. “What’s wrong?” whistled Kirtn. “I feel as if we’re being followed. It’s like an itch behind
my eyes that I can’t scratch.” The Bre’n looked over his shoulder. Nothing was nearby, not
even an illusion. “Fssa.” Kirtn’s whistle was curt, demanding. The snake’s sensors took in the area behind them. When that
failed, he anchored his tail firmly in her hair and went through a series of
transformations. When he was finished, he again became a simple snake in shades
of metallic gray. “Nothing that I can detect is moving after us,” he said in
precise Senyas. Rheba made a frustrated noise and clenched her hands at her
side. “Maybe you should go back to the ship,” Kirtn suggested. “It’s only an irritation—as heat is for you.” “Are you sure?” She did not bother answering, and he did not mention
returning to the ship again. Neither of them relished being separated. It
seemed that whenever they were apart unlucky things happened. The illusionists stopped, faced the force field, and waited
for the others to catch up. When they did, i’sNara said. “Look through the veil
very carefully.” Kirtn and Rheba stared into the force field’s twisting,
shimmering surface. Gradually the surface changed, becoming more similar to the
veil i’sNara had called it. Vague images condensed, like ghostly scenes viewed
underwater. “What do you see?” Rheba’s lips thinned into an impatient line. Even a
Fssireeme did not have enough words to describe what she was seeing. Or almost
seeing. “Is this another illusionist joke?” she snapped. “Please,” said i’sNara. “It’s important. Can you see
anything?” “Why?” “If we told you, it might influence what you see.” “You have the advantage,” said Rheba curtly. “You’ve had it
since we left the ship.” “I’m sorry we teased you,” whispered i’sNara. “Please?” Rheba relented and faced the screen again, but it was Kirtn
who spoke first. “I don’t see anything.” He stared at the force field with
eyes that were a hard yellow. “Wait. I see : .. faces. Faces and more faces.
Countless faces ... worshiping. Faces like yours, i’sNara, f’lTiri. A sea of
faces surrounding a glittering island. Everything is pouring into the island
... all human colors, all human hopes, dreams, lives pouring in endlessly....
The island is crystal, no, many crystals piled high. They ... slowly consume
their worshipers, consuming ecstasy, all the faces, dying slowly, ecstatically....” The last words were sung in a keening Bre’n whistle
translated by Fssa into fiat Universal. Even so, the illusionists were shaken.
The emotive qualities of Bre’n transcended simple words. Rheba tried to see what Kirtn had seen, but the back of her
eyes itched so fiercely she could not see anything. She rubbed her eyes
impatiently. By the time the itch faded, whatever Kirtn had seen was gone. But
he had seen something very disturbing. She had only to look at the illusionists’
faces to know that. “That was the Redis clan symbol,” f’lTiri said hollowly.
“But it’s changed. So much stronger.” “And the Stones,” murmured i’sNara. “So many more than they
had when we left. I didn’t know there were that many Stones.” “Stones?” said Rheba. “The island,” sighed i’sNara. “The island you saw was made
of Ecstasy Stones.” “Ice and ashes,” cursed Rheba. “My eyes picked a fine time
to itch. I’d like to have seen that.” She blinked and stared at the veil as the
illusionists were staring at it. She hoped that what Kirtn had seen would reappear. The illusionists made a dismayed sound and joined hands.
Their illusions faded, leaving behind two normal people whose faces were lined
with concentration. The veil changed. Rheba stared, unconsciously speaking aloud as an image condensed
behind the veil. “An empty hall, cracked walls and broken floor and no people.
Hands reaching for something. Whatever it is, they can’t get it. Empty hands
reaching forever.” Like Kirtn, she used Bre’n to describe what she had seen.
But even as she described it, the image vanished. She hoped it had been only an
illusion. There was a desperation about the grasping hands that made her
uneasy. “Was that a clan symbol?” asked Rheba, her voice harsh. “Yes,” said f’lTiri. “Whose clan?” Then, with a sinking feeling of reality, Rheba
said, “Yours, right? That was the symbol of the Liberation clan.” The illusionists looked at each other and said nothing.
Finally, f’lTiri shifted his feet and looked away from his wife’s eyes. “It
could have been a fake,” he muttered. “Maybe.” i’sNara’s hands clenched and opened, unconsciously
echoing the grasping hands beyond the force field. “It doesn’t matter. We have
to find out, and to find out we have to go through the veil. I hope that symbol
was only a sick illusion. But I’m not counting on it.” Kirtn looked from the rippling field to the illusionist
dressed as a naked Loo. “What’s wrong? I didn’t see anything except a few hands
holding nothing.” “Exactly,” said i’sNara. “The symbols are the essence of the
living clans. And there was nothing.” “I don’t understand,” said Kirtn, but he kept his voice
gentle, because he saw pain beneath i’sNara’s illusion. “The room Rheba saw,” said f’lTiri. “The empty hall.” “Yes?” “That was our clan home. Now it seems to be deserted.
There’s no one waiting there. Not even our children.” He made an impatient gesture.
“This is one time that waiting won’t improve the illusion. Let’s go.” “Where?” said Rheba, looking at the force field stretching
away on both sides into infinity. “To the hall,” snapped f’lTiri. “This is where we go through,” said i’sNara. When she saw
the look on Rheba’s face she added quickly, “We’re not teasing you, dancer. The
field thins out here and illusions appear. To get where you want to go, you
just pick your destination’s clan symbol and step through. Be fast, though.
It’s no fun to get caught between illusions.” Kirtn stared. He thought he could see shapes wavering beyond
the field, but was not sure. Then again, he had not been sure of anything since
he had set foot on misnamed Reality Street. He looked toward his dancer. Akhenet lines shimmered briefly as she tested the force
field. “It’s patchy,” she admitted. “If you choose the right spot, all you’ll
get is a tingle.” If. But how could anyone be sure the right spot would stay
in place long enough to be used? “We’ll try to hold the illusion for you,” said f’lTiri, “but
we may not be able to. If that happens, stay here until the empty-hall symbol
repeats and jump through. We’ll be on the other side, waiting for you.” Rheba looked uneasily at the kaleidoscopic forces of the
veil, changing even as she watched. She understood now why f’lTiri had wanted
to be sure they could see through the field before he let them off Reality
Street. If you could not see your destination’s illusion/symbol through the
veil, you were helpless. Even seeing it, she was loathe to let the illusionists
out of reach for fear of being forever lost in a shifting Yhelle fantasy. Her eyes itched maddeningly, telling her that someone was
behind her, turning as she turned, always just out of sight. With a sound of
exasperation she motioned the illusionists to get on with it. “Go through.
Maybe it’s the force field that’s making me itch.” The illusionists joined hands and concentrated. An image of
an empty hall was superimposed over the force field. The veil buckled and
writhed as though refusing their illusion. They rode it like an unruly animal.
Grudgingly, the field thinned, revealing cracked pavements and desolation. The illusionists walked through and vanished. After an instant of hesitation. Tire dancer and Bre’n
followed. The field broke over them like black water, drowning them. VRheba staggered, then supported herself against Kirtn until
she shook off the effects of the force field. To the average Fourth People,
when the field was attenuated it was only a “veil.” To a dancer, it was a
cataract barely held in check. Even as Kirtn helped her by draining off her
conflicting energies, he was poised to defend against more mundane dangers than
an asynchronous force field. A quick glance told him that the illusionists were nearby.
However, they were not in the place he had seen through the veil. They were
outside, not inside, standing on the edge of a deserted street. In the distance
the street curved around a huge, ruined building. On either side of the street
slovenly wooden buildings leaned against each other. Where no such support was
available, houses had collapsed on themselves. The wreckage was sharp-cornered, suggesting that riot,
rather than time, had pulled down the buildings. The few plants he could see
were quite dead. There were neither fountains nor scented breezes. After the colorful
illusions of Reality Street, the Liberation clan’s territory was painfully
ugly. “Is this an illusion?” asked Kirtn bluntly. The Yhelles’ outlines trembled, showing that the
illusionists were fighting for control. After a time, their appearance
steadied. “No illusion,” said f’lTiri in a tight voice. “Not one.” I’sNara’s Loo image blurred as she looked around. “Almost no
territory left. No illusions left, not even a simple facade.” Her image solidified.
She was no longer Loo. She was i’sNara, but an i’sNara who looked so old she
was almost another person entirely. “Nothing.” “You’re sure it isn’t an illusion?” asked Rheba, feeling
Fssa stir underneath her hair, changing shapes as he tested the street’s reality
as best he could. “Yes,” sadly, “we’re sure. Disillusioned places feel different.” “It’s true,” whistled Fssa. “Those ruins are real.” Then he
added sourly, “As real as anything on this treacherous planet.” Rheba shivered in spite of the oppressive heat. The
Liberation clan’s home territory looked and felt like desolation in four dimensions.
“Is this what Serriolia is like beneath the illusions?” Then, realizing that
might be a taboo subject, she said quickly, “I didn’t mean that as an insult.” F’lTiri smiled, but Rheba sensed it was an illusion. “At one
level, yes. All of Serriolia is built on a reality that isn’t much prettier
than this. Other races paint their homes or design stone facades or extrude
elaborate materials to make their homes beautiful—But all we need are a few
walls and a roof. From that bare reality we make castles a Loo would envy.” He
smiled, and this time it was real. “As long as the roof doesn’t leak on the illusion....” “What happened here? Why aren’t there any illusions? Did
they just wear out?” The Yhelles looked at one another and then at the ramshackle
street that was the reality of their home. “No. The illusions were stripped
away,” said i’sNara. “A house illusion”—she gestured across the street, and a
leaning shack was transformed into an inviting mansion—“is simple to create.
They’re stable and easy to maintain. In the clans, children do it.” “How long will that last?” asked Kirtn, gesturing to the
newly created mansion. “A week or two. Months, if I took longer with the initial
creation. But sooner or later even the strongest illusion needs retouching.
That’s what the children do.” i’sNara made an abrupt gesture and looked away. The mansion
thinned into invisibility. The shack remained. The transition was unnerving to Rheba. The shack seemed even
more melancholy than before. She look Kirtn’s hand, drawing comfort from his
presence as though she were a child again. Down the street, a Figure darted from a pile of rubble into
a ruined house. The person was without illusion and moved like a wild animal
that had been persistently hunted. When Kirtn started to call out, he was
stopped by f’lTiri’s grip on his arm. “No,” said the illusionist urgently. “You didn’t see
anything.” “But I did,” protested Kirtn. “I saw a Yhelle—” “You saw a creature bereft of illusions.” F’lTiri’s voice
was rough. “You saw nothing at all.” Kirtn started to argue, then realized it was futile. “I
would like to question what I didn’t see,” he said in a reasonable tone. “If
what I didn’t see lives here, it might be able to tell me what happened to the
Liberation clan. Or,” sarcastically, “am I supposed to believe that nothing
happened and any evidence to the contrary is illusion?” I’sNara and her husband argued briefly in Yhelle before she
turned and spoke to Kirtn in Universal. “Even if you caught that poor creature,
it wouldn’t be able to tell you anything.” She hesitated and then spoke in a
strained voice, as though what she was saying was very difficult, very
unpleasant, or both. “It doesn’t really exist. It’s been disillusioned.” Kirtn started to speak, thought better of it, and whistled instead.
“Fssa, we seem to have a communications problem even though we’re all speaking
Universal. Can you give me a Bre’n translation of the Yhelle word disillusioned?” Fssa whistled a sliding, minor-key word that ended on a
shattered note. The word described akhenets who had lost their gifts through
brain injury, becoming people caught between madness and nightmare for the rest
of their lives. With a grimace, Kirtn gave up the idea of questioning the person
he was not supposed to have seen. He doubted if even Fssa could communicate
with a madman. “Then who—or what—do you suggest we question? Because something has
happened here, something that’s worse than you expected. If this”—he waved
his arm at the barren street—“is home, you’re better off on the Devalon with
us. I get the feeling this is a very unlucky place to be.” The Yhelles were silent for a long moment. F’lTiri sighed finally
and touched his wife with a small, comforting illusion. “You’re right,” he
said, turning to Kirtn. “We don’t have a home anymore. The Liberation clan
doesn’t exist. We’ll go with you as soon as we find our children and tell them
we’re no longer slaves on Loo.” “Good.” Kirtn did not bother to hide his relief. The poet in
him was set on edge by the whole atmosphere of the street. Destruction, not
creation, was the pervasive image. “Where do we go to ask about your children?” I’sNara’s expression was so bland and untroubled that it had
to be an illusion. “The Liberation clan hall.” Silently, the Yhelles turned and walked toward the grim building
that was girdled by a decaying street. Kirtn and Rheba followed. The closer Rheba walked to the hall, the more uneasy she
became. Gutted of every illusion, the building sagged inward. Its timbers were
dank and moldy. Its roof was in fragments. Long runners from an invading vine
quested for new strangleholds on the walls. An ambience of foreboding and
despair transformed sunlight into shades of gray. All in all, Rheba had seen more comforting places. Neither she nor Kirtn wanted to follow the illusionists.
There was something hostile about the clan hall’s appearance. Nor did they want
their friends to enter the crumbling building alone. Reluctantly, dancer and
Bre’n walked along the rutted, curving street until they saw the hall’s main entrance. I’sNara and f’lTiri waited on the steps. Their illusions
were so thin that Rheba could see through to the frightened Yhelles beneath.
She realized, that if the building’s aggressive ugliness oppressed her, it had
all but destroyed her friends. Unbidden, a memory of Deva’s last moments
twisted through her, smoke and ashes and screams. Because she was touching him, Kirtn caught the painful images.
He brushed his hand across her cheek and buried his fingers deep in her
restless hair. Comfort flowed from his touch. Memory faded, leaving only the
echo of screams. In silence, the four of them mounted the steps into the
Liberation clan’s headquarters. The interior of the building was no better than
the exterior. Holes in the roof let sunlight trickle through. Connectors that
joined the building to Serriolia’s machinery had been ripped out. Ordinary
fluorescent strips had been sprayed along the floor. The job was haphazard.
Obviously it had been done in great haste when more conventional means of
lighting were disrupted. Whatever had happened to the clan had not taken place overnight.
There had been enough time for patchwork repairs and hopes that had eventually
curdled into defeat. “This way,” said i’sNara hollowly, leading them over the
wreckage of something that could have been furniture. Without illusions, it was
hard to tell pieces of a table from fragments of a cupboard. “Watch the yellow
moss. It leaves blisters.” The illusionist spoke in a monotone, like a primitive
machine. Rheba wanted to help, because she knew how much it hurt to
pick through the rubble of a dream. But there was nothing she could say to
comfort the Yhelles, so she said nothing at all. Fssa keened softly in her ear,
Bre’n laments in a minor key. A ring of tables stood in what had once been the center of
the building. Some were broken now, mirror tops smashed to bright fragments.
Others were intact, but cracked and blurred by dust. On one of them was a group
of crystals the color of greasy smoke. I’sNara cried out. At the same instant, Rainbow brightened.
Beneath her skin, Rheba’s akhenet lines began to glow. She walked toward the
crystals. “No.” F’lTiri pulled on Rheba’s arm, then let go in
surprise. The dancer’s lines were hot. “Stay away.” Rheba’s hair moved restlessly, loosening itself from the
coils she had imposed on it and drifting in the direction of the crystals. When
she spoke, her eyes stayed on the sullen stones. “What are they?” “Worry stones. Ecstasy Stones gone bad.” Rheba looked at her Bre’n in silent question. She saw that
Rainbow was brighter. “Don’t get any closer,” she said quickly. “Rainbow might
steal some.” Kirtn looked down, saw Rainbow’s quiet interior glow, and
stared at the table where stones grew like warts on the mirrored surface. “They
don’t look like Rainbow’s type. The ones it swiped on Onan and Daemen were
beautiful.” “I don’t trust Rainbow,” said Rheba flatly. “It has a mania
for collecting crystals.” Fssa whistled a soft disclaimer. “Rainbow is just trying to
rebuild itself. Replacing lost or broken components isn’t really stealing.” She frowned and glared at the Zaarain construct hanging
around Kirtn’s neck. She and Fssa disagreed on the desirability of having
Rainbow around. Yet the Fssireeme defended it so eloquently she usually gave
in. “Stealing or not, I don’t want Rainbow near those crystals.” Her voice was hard, brooking no argument. Fssa knew the
value of discretion. He murmured soothingly and vanished into her hair. “Is this what you were looking for?” asked Kirtn, gesturing
toward the worry stones. “In a way, yes,” said f’lTiri. “in what way?” prompted the Bre’n impatiently. He was in no
mood to play guessing games among the ruins. With an effort, f’lTiri looked away from the stones. “If
even one member of the clan were left—if there were a clan at all—the central
illusion would have been intact.” His glance went back to the circle of
shattered mirrors. “But even our Ecstasy Stones have changed. Worry stones.” He
shuddered. “They bring only craziness. There’s nothing here for us.” Rheba knuckled her eyes. The maddening itch had returned,
making it impossible for her to follow the conversation. She moved restlessly
until she was within reach of the stones. As her akhenet lines glowed, the itch
faded. She bent closer to the stones, intrigued by their cool energies. Before
she had time to think better of it, her hand closed over the biggest crystal. Her tines heated, expanding until there was very little bare
flesh left in her palm. The stone remained a dark, uneven crystal whose facets
refused even to reflect the incandescent gold of her akhenet lines. Indeed, her
hand seemed to dim, as though the stone sucked up light and warmth. Vaguely, she heard i’sNara scream at her to drop the stone.
But i’sNara’s voice was far away, not nearly so urgent as the cold blackness in
her hand ... a crystal hole in reality into which everything would drain forever
until ... Dancer. Kirtn’s voice spoke within her mind. The world returned in a
bright rush of warmth, his hands on her shoulders, his breath stirring her
hair, his strength dividing her from nightmare. Tendrils of her hair curled
around his wrists in a dancer’s intimate caress. It’s all right. Her reassurance reduced the fear driving him. His grip lightened
and their small mind dance ended. “This stone is a power sink rather than a power source,”
said Rheba in Senyas, the language of precision and measurements. “It surprised
me. I was expecting the opposite.” Kirtn eyed the stones with displeasure, particularly the one
still in her palm. “Zaarain?” “I don’t think so. They’re similar, but more ... delicate.
Zaarain cores always feel like a short course in damnation until you get them
under control. If you can. The last one I tangled with nearly burned me
to ash and gone,” She peered at the stone, but failed to see herself reflected
on its dark surfaces. “The crystal is powerful, though. No mistake about that.” He bent to look more closely. Rainbow swung out from his
neck with a bright flash. Rheba leaped away. “No you don’t!” She closed her hand around the stone. “This
one is mine, you thieving construct.” “Put it back,” said F’lTiri tightly. Rheba’s eyes itched, distracting her from the urgency in the
illusionist’s voice. “Does the stone belong to someone?” she asked, oddly
determined not to let go of the ugly crystal. I’sNara made a strangled sound. “No. Who would
want them? I don’t even know how they got here in the first place. No master
snatcher would bother with them.” Rheba looked from the stone in her palm to the stones on the
cracked mirror. “No one owns these?” “No one.” F’lTiri’s voice was clipped. “Then I’ll take them.” Kirtn looked from her to the stones. “Why?” “Their energies are unique.” Then, stubbornly, “I want
them.” He hesitated, knowing that dancers’ tastes were as unusual
as their gifts. I’sNara did not hesitate. “Unique? That’s one way of saying
it,” she retorted. “Another way is to say that they’ll drive you crazy.” “Can you shield them?” asked the Bre’n, his voice that of a
mentor waiting to be convinced. Rheba concentrated on the large stone in her palm.
Gradually, tiny filaments of light curled up around the stone, lacing and interlacing
until there was a delicate shell of golden light around the stone. When she was
finished, she handed the crystal to her mentor. “Try it.” Kirtn took the crystal, rolled it around in his hand, then
touched it to his forehead. He grunted. “I can’t feel anything. i’sNara?” The illusionist looked at the crystal as though it were a
trap set to spring at the least touch. “If it were anyone but Rheba,” she muttered,
extending a cautious fingertip. When there was no reaction, she became more
confident, finally even taking the crystal into her palm. “What did you do?” “I—” Rheba realized that Universal had no words to describe
what she had done. She suspected that Yhelle had no words either. “I caged it,”
she said, shrugging like a Bre’n. “How long will it last?” asked i’sNara, returning the
crystal to Rheba. “As long as it’s close to me,” she said absently, sorting through
the stones remaining on the cracked mirror surface. “My energy field will feed
it.” Crystals clicked together. When she was finished, there were two piles.
“Those are dead. No energy at all, positive, negative, or stasis/neutral.” She built a fragile, flexible cage of light around the
living crystals. As the cage closed, the room appeared to brighten and the air
seemed less oppressive. She felt an acute sense of relief and delight that was
like nothing she had ever experienced. The feeling was disconcerting because it was unexpected. The
stones had never worried her to the point that she should feel any particular
relief that they were no longer unshielded. Nor was it Kirtn’s emotion. She
knew the textures of his relief; they had been in and out of danger so often
lately that his responses were as familiar as her own. Frowning, she sealed the
odd crystals into a pocket of her scarlet shorts. The illusionists drew a deep breath and stretched like
people coming out of a long confinement. Apparently they were peculiarly
susceptible to the worry stones’ negative effects. I’sNara and f’lTiri looked around the room. Empty of its
last illusion, the Liberation clan hall was humid, crumbling, inhabited only by
memories. The ambience of total despair was gone. It had vanished with the
stones into Rheba’s pocket. Even so, the hall was a melancholy place. F’lTiri turned toward a rear exit: “All that’s left to check
is the message wall.” There was neither door nor illusion of one, only a rectangle
of Yhelle’s steamy sunlight. A rough board wall leaned askance but still
upright. The wood was bare of illusions. A list of names spiraled in toward the
center of the board, each letter burned in wood. In silence, the Yhelles read
the names. “What is it?” asked Rheba finally, sensing that something
was wrong. “Names,” sighed i’sNara. “People who have vowed to liberate Ecstasy Stones,” f’lTiri
said. “Our names.” He pointed toward the beginning of the spiral. His finger cut
toward the center where the last names were burned in. His voice roughened.
“Our children’s names.” “Where are they now?” asked Kirtn. “Loo?” “We don’t know,” whispered i’sNara. “They might have succeeded.” F’lTiri made a strangled sound. The state of the Liberation
hall spoke eloquently of failure, not success. “Someone will know,” said i’sNara, touching film’s arm. “Clan
Tllella?” For a moment his illusion slipped, revealing a man caught
between rage and despair. “Do you really want to know? They’re either dead or
slaves—or worse!” Then his exterior became once again that of an alien scout as
he hid behind illusion. “Clan Tllella,” he said flatly. Rheba watched them walk out into Yhelle’s moist gray
sunlight. “What could be worse than slavery on Loo?” she asked softly, looking
sideways at her Bre’n. “I’m afraid we’re going to find out,” said Kirtn. Rheba’s akhenet lines ignited in reflexive response to the
danger implicit in his words. He was comforted by her reaction. Not for the first time
since their flight from Deva, he congratulated himself on Choosing a dancer
whose gifts were dangerous as well as beautiful. “I just hope we don’t find
more trouble than you can burn,” he said, giving her a fierce Bre’n smile. VIThe illusionists left the hall more circumspectly than they
had come. They were little more than blurred shadows sliding down the stairway and
up the street. Kirtn and Rheba fidgeted at the top of the steps, having promised
that they would not follow the Yhelles too closely. “Wonder what kind of trouble they’re expecting,” said Rheba,
measuring nearby shadows with cinnamon eyes. “Wonder how they’d recognize it if it came,” the Bre’n said
sourly. “Fssa, do your Guardian memories have anything to say about Yhelle?” The Fssireeme’s sensors gleamed beneath a glossy wing of
Rheba’s hair. He spoke in Senyas. He usually did, when he had bad news. “Yhelle
has changed since the Eighth Cycle.” “Eighth! Is that your most recent memory?” asked Rheba. She
knew that each Fssireeme had a Guardian who imprinted his (her? hir!)
memories on the young snake. The Guardian’s memories also included that
Guardian’s Guardian’s memories, and so on all the way back to the first
Guardian. Thus Fssa’s memories were much older than he was. “The Eighth Cycle is my most recent Guardian memory
of Yhelle. I myself have never been to Yhelle.” “Welcome to the Eighteenth Cycle,” Kirtn muttered. “Thank you,” hissed Fssa. Rheba said something under her breath that the snake chose
not to hear. They set off after the illusionists. “The Tllella clan members are mostly traders,” offered Fssa
in oblique apology. “At least, they were in the Eighth Cycle. They probably
haven’t changed. It’s a tenacious profession.” “Maybe it would help if we knew how Yhelle has changed since
the Eighth Cycle,” suggested Kirtn. The snake was unusually succinct. “More illusion. Less reality.” “No help at all.” “No help,” agreed the Fssireeme. “Perhaps Rainbow knows
something. A fragment of knowledge is better than nothing at all.” “No,” snapped Rheba. “We’re not that desperate yet,” . Fssa, knowing the agony his communications with the fragmentary
Zaarain library caused her, said no more on that subject. “Can you see the illusionists?” asked Kirtn. “I lost them
when I blinked.” Fssa said, “They’re waiting at the veil.” “You’re sure?” “They’re keeping their illusions simple so I can follow.” Rheba stepped up the pace. Even outside the Liberation hall
the atmosphere was oppressive to her. She felt she was being watched by
nameless shadows growing out of the ruins. “I’d hate to be here at night,” she
muttered. Kirtn said nothing, but his repeated glances into the
shadows told her that he was as uneasy as she was, “I’ve got a feeling we’re being
watched.” “Itch behind your eyes?” she suggested hopefully. “No. Just a feeling. By the Inmost Fire. I wish I could see
through illusions,” he said in fervent Senyas. “Hurry,” said Fssa. “They’re having trouble controlling the
veil.” Kirtn and Rheba ran toward the veil. Before they could see
the destination symbol, they were yanked through by invisible hands. Rheba stood dizzily for a moment, then shook off the effects
of passage through the force field. “Where are we?” “Tllella clan boundary,” murmured a glossy white cat
striding alongside Kirtn. Rheba blinked, then decided the cat must be i’sNara. “What
was the problem with the veil?” “It only wanted to take us to the Redis hail,” answered a
man who appeared in the cat’s wake. Rheba could not help staring at the tall, thin stranger who
must be f’lTiri. His hair was hip length, the color of water, and thick. It
took the place of the shirt he did not wear. His pants were as tight as
snakeskin and made of interlocking silver links. His lavender skin was the same
suede texture as Kirtn’s. She ran her finger down the illusion’s arm and made a
sound of pleasure. F’lTiri turned and smiled at Rheba’s open-mouthed
admiration. “A simple illusion,” he whispered. The silver links of his pants rubbed over each other
musically, making a liar out of F’lTiri. It was a complex illusion, beautifully
realized. As was i’sNara’s; she even threw a small, cat-shaped shadow. “I feel naked,” said Rheba plaintively to Kirtn. The Bre’n smiled but knew what she meant. Yhelle was a
complex place to live. It was even worse to visit. He hoped they would not be here
long. Yhelle’s boundary streets were well populated ... or at
least appeared to be. On Yhelle, it was hard to be sure of anything. Rheba
tried to see through various entities that might or might not be illusions. So
did Fssa. After a few minutes, they just decided to enjoy the show without
worrying about tangential concerns such as reality and illusion. Kirtn, with a poet’s special pragmatism, had already decided
that the distinction between the two was artificial and anesthetic. He simply
watched and appreciated what he could. “Is it far?” asked Rheba. Then, almost as an afterthought,
“I’m hungry.” As she spoke, she realized that the air was full of enticing
scents. “Not far,” said the cat’s husky voice. “Serriolia isn’t very
big. It just seems that way.” They were passing what seemed to be a marketplace. Laughter
and wonderful food smells drifted out from fantastically decorated houses. The
cat’s very long whiskers twitched in the direction of a small cafe” that seemed
to be constructed of moonlight floating on water. The subtle play of light and
aroma promised coolness, pleasure and peace. And food. “Smells wonderful,” said the cat. “Reminds me of Meel’s best work,” murmured the man with a
voice like water rippling, echoing his hair. “That would be too much to hope for.” “Meel is her mother’s cousin,” said the man to Rheba. “She
might know what happened to the Liberation clan.” Rheba sniffed deeply and could not help hoping that food
came with the information. Working with the worry stones had drained her
energy. Her stomach would not relent until she ate. She wished she had the
ability to turn sunlight into food, but that was a trick known only to plants
and a few now-dead master fire dancers. And, she suspected, Fssireemes. She leaned toward the thin man with hair like water—she
simply could not think of him as f’lTiri—and whispered, “What does Yhelle use
for money?” “Only clan accountants handle real money,” said f’lTiri, shaking
his head to make his hair flow smoothly. His tone told her that people who
handled money were a necessary evil, not a topic of polite conversation. “Then how do you buy food at the cafe’s?” she persisted. “You trade illusions.” Then, seeing she did not understand,
he added, “You get a meal as good as the illusion you project.” The explanation explained nothing. She made a frustrated
sound and her lines sparked. Hungry dancers were notoriously irritable. Kirtn
whistled softly and stroked her arm. After a few moments, her fires glowed
harmoniously. She rubbed her cheek against his shoulder. “But I’m still hungry,” she whistled, evoking a vast
rumbling hollowness with a handful of Bre’n notes. The cat looked over her sleek shoulder, revealing eyes the
color of autumn wine, blue on blue with magenta turning at the core. “Your
illusion should get you the finest meal in Serriolia.” “I’m not an illusion,” said Rheba, exasperated again. She
threw up her arms. Akhenet lines blazed. “I’m exactly what I appear to be!” “Sometimes,” said i’sNara with a tiny cat smile, “reality is
the best illusion of all.” The cat leaped up and sat on f’lTiri’s shoulder. Rheba saw
that it was not quite a cat. Its paws were small hands and the tips of its
fangs winked poisonously. The smile was decidedly cruel. “We’ll go first,” said f’lTiri, “Don’t speak Universal. Let
the snake do your talking.” Rheba smiled wryly. Yhelle was the only place in the
Equality where a multilingual shape-changing snake would cause no comment. “Eat whatever is given to you,” he continued. “If you don’t
like the flavor, don’t show it. You’ll only be insulting your own illusion.” They entered the cafe”. Neither Kirtn nor Rheba would have
been surprised if the room vanished before their eyes. It did not. It remained
just as it was, a construct of moonlight and still waters, redolent of feasts. Fssa made a startled sound. “What’s wrong?” whistled Rheba in Bre’n. She had no fear of
being overheard in that language. So far as she knew. only five living beings in the Equality understood Bre’n,
and the other two were waiting aboard the Devalon. “I’ve lost them,” whistled Fssa in rising notes of surprise
and displeasure. “Who?” “The illusionists!” Rheba blinked. The shiny white cat and the man dressed in
chiming silver were still just ahead of her. “F’lTiri?” He turned so quickly that his hair frothed. “Don’t use my
name aloud until we find out what’s going on!” “Tell him, Fssa,” she muttered in Senyas, not knowing any
more of the Yhelle language than the illusionists’ names. “I can’t see you,” said the snake in soft Yhelle, choosing
the idiom of sighted Fourth People over precision. Being a Fssireeme, he never
really saw anything at all. F’lTiri smiled. “Sorry, snake. If we hope to get food or
information out of the resident illusionist, we have to put on our best appearance.
But we’ll stay as man and cat so you won’t lose us.” Rheba stared. She had thought the previous illusions were
complete, but realized she was wrong. The man and cat were indefinably more real
than they had been. The cat’s long white fur stirred with each breath, each
vague breeze, each movement of the sinuous neck. The man’s hair rippled to his
hips, clung to his muscular body, separated into transparent locks with each
turn of his head. His silver clothing links were now bright and now dark,
slinking and tinkling with each step. Kirtn whistled Bre’n praise as intricate as their illusions.
Though f’lTiri did not understand the language, the meaning was clear. He
smiled fleetingly, revealing the hollow pointed fangs of a blood eater. Rheba
shivered and looked away. The vampire races of the Fourth People made her
uneasy, despite the fact that they abhorred and avoided the carnivorous or
omnivorous races of Fourth People. Vampires simply could not understand how
civilized beings could eat carrion. Rheba followed the lavender-skinned vampire into the caf6,
feeling less hungry than she had a moment ago. Kirtn smiled thinly, as though
he knew exactly how she felt. Even Bre’ns were queasy on the subject of blood
eaters. Fssa was impervious. He rested his head on top of her ear and whistled
beautiful translations of the fragmentary conversations he overheard as Rheba
followed man and cat through the crowded cafe. “—through the veil three days ago and hasn’t been back.” “Would you go back to that see-through illusionist if—” “—deserve better than cold mush!” “—tempted to try it. Total love. What an illusion!
But I hear that no one—” “Marvelous flavor, don’t you think? Yours isn’t? Oh—” “—heard that the Redis have a truly Grand Illusion.” “Who told you?” “Someone who heard it from—” “—garble honk—” Fssa hissed frustration. Too many conversations were almost
as bad as silence for a Fssireeme. His sensors spun and focused, seeking the
familiar voices of the illusionists. Nascent fire smoldered beneath Rheba’s skin, reflexive response
to the strangeness around her. If she closed her eyes and just listened to
Fssa’s whistle she was all right—until she tripped over an illusion. So she was
forced to go open-eyed through as unlikely a concatenation of beings as she had
seen in the casinos of Onan and the slave yards of Loo combined. The crowd thinned around a small, brightly lit area. In the
center of the spotlight was a gorgeous butterfly spinning a brilliant green
web. As it walked, the butterfly’s feet plucked music out of the green strands.
Wings fluttered, scattering fragrance. With a final nil of notes, the insect
took flight. As it landed on a nearby table, food appeared. “How can we compete with that?” muttered Rheba in Senyas. Kirtn whistled sourly. “We’ll be lucky to get cold mush.” Fssa hissed laughter. “Speak for yourself. I have more
shapes than these dilettantes ever dreamed of.” F’lTiri sauntered into the spotlit area. On his shoulder
rode the white cat. In the spotlight she turned the color of honey and melted
into his mouth. Al1 that remained were fangs shining. Cat laughter echoed as
she reappeared in the center of a nearby diner’s meal, white not honey, fangs
intact. With a single fluid leap she regained her perch on f’lTiri’s lavender
shoulder. As though he had noticed nothing, not even the spotlight,
f’lTiri combed his water-gleaming hair. Music cascaded out. A chorus of tiny
voices came from a shoal of lavender fish swimming the clear currents of his
hair. He shook his head. Fish leaped out and flew in purple flurries toward the
dark corners of the room. They vanished, leaving behind the smell and feel of
raindrops. Kirtn sighed. “At least some of us will eat.” Yellow light surged through Rheba’s lines. She shook Fssa
out of her hair and put him into Kirtn’s hands. “Voices and shapes, snake,” she
whistled. “Lots of them.” As Kirtn stepped into the spotlight, the Fssireeme began to
change. One moment he was a simple glistening snake, the next he was a
blue-steel spiral shot through with a babble of languages. The spiral became a
pink crystal lattice trembling with music, whole worlds of song. Shapes and
colors changed so quickly there was no time to name them. With each shape/color
came new songs, new sounds, painful and beautiful, silly and sublime. The
shapes came faster and faster until they became a single glistening cataract of
change, an eerie cacophony of voices. Then Fssa settled smugly back into snake form curled in a
Bre’n’s strong hands. A voice whispered in Kirtn’s ear. Fssa translated the
Yhelle worlds. “First table on your right.” Rheba watched while Kirtn sat at an empty table next to the
man and cat illusion. Food appeared in front of him. Rheba held her breath
while he took a bite. Bre’ns had exquisite palates. It would be hard for him to
disguise his reaction to bad food. He chewed with every evidence of pleasure. Breathing a
silent prayer, Rheba stepped into the light. Power smoldered in her akhenet
lines. Her hair fanned out, catching and holding light until it was every color
of fire. She crackle-d with energy. Tiny tongues of lightning played over her
akhenet tines. Patterns of intricate fire burned over her body while she
searched the air for emanations from a local power source. As she had hoped,
the cafe’s lights were real, drawn from Serriolia’s power grid. She tapped into
the lights, taking visible streams of power from them until she was a focus of
fire in a room suddenly dark. She pirouetted. Flames streamed out, separated, became
single tongues in the center of each darkened table. In all the languages of
the Equality, the flames sweetly inquired if the food was equal to a decent
illusion. The impertinent voices were Fssa’s, but the whiplash of impatience beneath
the words was pure hungry dancer. She burned in the center of the stage and waited for her answer. A voice whispered meaningless Yhelle words in her ear. Fssa
realized the difficulty just in time. He whistled a fast translation. Still
burning fitfully, she walked toward Kirtn’s table. There were several empty
chairs. She pulled one over to him and sat. The food was exquisite, but before she finished it, the
chair developed aggressively familiar hands. Rheba leaped to her feet and set fire to the sniggering
chair. It exploded into a fat, outraged Yhelle male beating his palms against
his burning clothes. A burst of laughter from the diners told him he was naked
of illusion. Instantly he took on the aspect of a bush and rustled through the
crowd toward the exit. Realizing what had happened, Kirtn started after the lewd
bush. It took a gout of dancer fire to keep the Bre’n from stripping the crude
illusion twig from branch. The white cat smiled and called sweetly, “If you’re going to
seat a class twelve illusion, you’d better be a class twelve.” Fssa whistled a translation, complete down to the malicious
pleasure in the cat’s husky voice. Rheba waited until Kirtn sat down again. She ignored his
clinical—and rather shocking—Senyas description of the fat illusionist. She
looked skeptically at the remaining empty chairs. She gave the nearest one a sizzling
bolt of fire. Kirtn would not let her sit down until he smelled wood burning.
Only then was he satisfied that a chair rather than a lecher waited for his
dancer. As Rheba sat gingerly, the cat leaped to the center of the
table and began cleaning its hands with a pate-blue tongue. “Meel will be here
soon,” she purred almost too low for Rheba to catch. “Eat fast.” She flexed her
poisonous nails and leaped back to the other table. “I wonder if those claws are as lethal as they look,”
muttered Rheba. “Bet on it,” said Kirtn. Then, in a metallic voice, “I trust
you burned more than that cherfs clothes.” Rheba’s lips twitched. “Yes.” He took her hand and kissed the inside of her wrist. “Good.” There was a predatory satisfaction in his voice that made
her look closely at her mentor. His slanted eyes were hard and yellow, the eyes
of an angry Bre’n, but that was not what made heat sweep through her. Her wrist
burned where his mouth touched her, burned with a Fire that would have scorched
any Fourth Person but a Bre’n or Senyas. He drank her heat like a Fssireeme,
leaving her dizzy, her lines blazing with a restless incandescence that wanted
to consume ... something. She had felt like this before, when they had “shared enzymes”
in a lover’s kiss. They had fooled the Loo-chim into believing that Bre’n and
Senyas had a complex symbiosis based on such sharing, and would die if
separated. The kiss had shocked her, for she had never thought of her Bre’n
mentor as a man. Since then the thought had occurred with uncomfortable
regularity. She knew that Bre’n sensuality was the core of many Senyas legends,
but she did not know if akhenet pairs were also supposed to be lovers. She had been too young to ask or even speculate on such a
question when she was on Deva. Now there was no one to ask but Kirtn ... and
she could not find the words. It was not just fear of being rejected by him if
the answer was no. In a way less intimate and more complex than enzymes, they
needed each other to survive. She could not jeopardize their lives by ignorantly
probing areas of akhenet life that might be taboo. Nor could she pretend that Kirtn was not a man. His simplest
touch excited her more than the hours she had spent with boyish Senyasi lovers.
It was not a comforting realization. If she allowed herself to think about the
sensual possibilities latent in her and her Bre’n, she would be tempted to pursue
them in defiance of any taboos that might exist. She must think of him only as
her Bre’n, her mentor, her partner, never her lover. And yet ... Fssa’s low whistle startled her. She realized that she had begun
to build a cage of fire around herself and her Bre’n. She had done that once
before and not understood why. Now she was afraid she did understand. Kirtn was watching her with eyes that burned. Fssa whistled again. She sucked energy back into her lines,
but that was not what the snake was concerned about. She looked toward the
illusionists’ table. There were two cats where formerly there had been just
one, yet f’lTiri still appeared to be a tall blood eater. Suddenly the white
cat’s lips drew back in a snarl. The other cat, darker and much less defined,
vanished. From the table where it had been rose visible tendrils of odor. The
stink made Rheba gag. “Out!” shrilled Fssa urgently. “Get out!” VIIBefore Rheba could stand up, Kirtn had grabbed her and was
racing through the crowd with a fine disregard for patrons illusory and real.
She helped by scattering minor lightning. Within seconds, they had a clear path
to the door. “The illusionists?” asked Rheba, squirming in Kirtn’s grasp
until she could see over his shoulder. “Invisible,” whistled Fssa. “They’ll probably beat us to the
door.” “What happened?” snapped Kirtn. Fssa’s sensors wheeled through metallic colors and finally
settled on incandescent green. He scanned the crowds behind them as he
answered. “Meel came. The cat illusion is a recognition signal for Tllellas,
and i’sNara was Tllella before she joined illusions with f’lTiri. When Meel
found out who the white cat was—Mil that blue lizard with some lightning!” Fire
poured past the snake’s head. He hissed satisfaction. “She won’t be hungry for a
week.” Serriolia’s hot, moist air wrapped around them as they
gained the sidewalk in a long leap. Fssa’s sensors changed again, more blue
than green, “Yellow flower,” he snapped in Senyas. Hot fire rained on a flower growing out of the street. The
flower squawked, shivered, and vanished. “Any more?” asked Rheba, wondering if the puddle ahead was
truly the product of Yhelle’s daily rains. “Not that I can scan. i’sNara is that tree growing behind
the house illusion. Oh, you can’t see through that one, can you? But I can’t
find f’lTiri.” “Here,” murmured the air next to Kirtn’s right ear. “No,” urgently,
“keep walking. I can only hold invisibility over us for a few more seconds.
Once we’re around that house illusion—” With the “house” between them and the cafe, f’lTiri let go
of invisibility. In the instant before he formed a new illusion, they saw his
real face, pale and sweating. Invisibility was the most exhausting illusion of
all. “What happened?” asked Kirtn. “Fssa said the dark cat was
Meel.” A nearby tree shivered and split. Half of it became i’sNara.
A different i’sNara, though. Short and thick, skin as black as the expression
on her face. “Meel is afraid of her own illusions,” she spat. F’lTiri’s outline blurred and reformed as that of a bird.
The bird Happed to i’sNara’s shoulder and closed its eyes. She stroked feathers
as she explained. “When I told Meel who I was she nearly lost her illusion. At
first she was happy. Then she was afraid. When I asked about my children, she
said to go to k’Masei. When I asked again—” i’sNara made a cutting gesture.
“You smelled her answer.” “Who is k’Masei?” asked Kirtn. “A Liberation clan traitor.” The bird nuzzled i’sNara’s ear. She sighed. “I know, but it
makes me sick even to hear his name.” Her lips twisted as though she were
eating something as bad as the smell in the caf6. “K’Masei was the Liberation
clan’s master snatcher. He said he was going to use our few good Ecstasy Stones
to help him snatch the Redis’ Stones. So he went into the Redis clan hall with
all our Stones. He never came back. He gave our Ecstasy Stones to the Redis!” “Maybe he was caught,” suggested Rheba. The illusionist laughed bitterly. “He was the one who sold
us into slavery. He’s the head of the Redis clan—a position he bought with Lib
clan Stones.” Rheba sighed, “Then I suppose that’s what Meel meant.
K’Masei will know where your children are.” “You don’t understand,” said i’sNara, her voice strained.
“Saying to Libs ‘Go Јo k’Masei’ is wishing death or slavery on them. You saw
our clan hall. What chance do you think we’d have with k’Masei?” Kirtn’s whistle sliced through mere words. “Then who do we
ask?” he demanded. “Meel isn’t the only Tllella I know.” I’sNara strode confidently down the street with the blue
bird perched on her shoulder. Kirtn watched her for a moment, then shrugged and
started after her. “I hope the other Tllellas she knows smell better,” muttered
Rheba. As though it had heard, the bird looked over its shoulder
and winked. Simultaneously, Kirtn took on the appearance of green Fourth People
wearing a barbaric jeweled necklace. Her own skin became the exact turquoise
color of the zoolipt pool on Daemon. Magenta drifted in front of her face. She
flinched in the instant before she realized that it was her own hair,
transformed by Yhelle illusion. “Just simple reversals,” called the bird in a tired voice.
“That’s all we can manage for a while.” “It’s enough,” said Kirtn, looking at his own hands in disbelief. “I’sNara doesn’t think there’s any danger,” added the bird,
“but it’s better not to have any more misunderstandings.” Rheba suspected that what had happened at the cafe was no
misunderstanding. She kept quiet, though. Short of abandoning the search for
their children, the illusionists were doing all that they could to keep everyone
safe. I’sNara turned off the road and walked through a wall. Kirtn
and Rheba stopped, stared at each other, and walked forward cautiously. They
discovered that the open road was an illusion concealing the reality of a wall.
If they had followed what their eyes saw, they would have bloodied their noses
on the invisible wall. The visible wall, however, was an illusion concealing a
turn in the road. Without the illusionists to lead the way, Bre’n and Senyas
would have been utterly baffled. “Fssa, did you see—scan—the fact that the wall wasn’t
where it seemed to be?” “I wasn’t scanning,” admitted the snake. He poked his head
out of her hair and focused over her shoulder. “What wall?” Rheba turned to point. The wall was gone. Akhenet lines
flared in fire dancer reflex to being startled. “Kirtn—” He turned, looked. His eyes narrowed in slow search. No
wall. Even more unsettling, the road behind them was totally unfamiliar, as
though they had crossed through a veil without realizing it. He looked at his
dancer in silent query. “No,” she said positively, “we didn’t go through a veil.
There is no way even a class twelve illusionist could hide energy from a fire
dancer.” “Fssa?” asked the Bre’n. The snake turned dark with embarrassment. “I wasn’t scanning.
I gave it up as useless. By the time I strip away one illusion, another takes
its place. Useless.” “But why?” wondered Rheba. Then, quickly, “Not you, snake.
The illusions. Why would they change so completely?” “Why would they have them in the first place?” countered
Fssa in a deliberately off-key whistle. “Argue while you walk,” snapped the Bre’n. “If we lose track
of our guides, we’ll have hell’s own time finding our way back to Reality
Street.” His advice came none too soon. They caught up with i’sNara,
in time to see her climb some narrow steps, turn left and walk serenely on pure
air into the second story of a circular tower. Kirtn and Rheba scrambled to
follow before the illusion changed beyond recognition. The tower illusion was either an actual structure or closely
based on one. They followed interior curves up several levels without going
through walls or walking on air. That suited Rheba. She was still queasy from looking
between her feet and seeing nothing at all. The bird flew swiftly back, perched on Kirtn’s shoulder, and
spoke in a very soft voice. “Hiri, i’sNara’s first illusion, lives here. When
we go in, stand quietly and don’t say anything.” Rheba wondered what a first illusion might be, but the bird
flew off before she could ask. The wall in front of i’sNara dissolved. All four
of them moved into the opening as one. Kirtn, however, was careful to look over
his shoulder and see the nature of the illusion that formed behind them. If
they had to leave quickly, he would know which way to jump. I’sNara’s outline blurred and reformed into her own image. A
graceful mirror gave a startled cry and shattered, leaving behind the reality
of a dark-haired Yhelle. He swept i’sNara into his arms and spoke in torrents
of nearly incoherent Yhelle. Fssa did not translate, which told Rheba that the conversation
was private rather than pertinent. The snake’s delicate sense of what was and
was not meant to be translated was one of the things she liked best about him.
Eventually, however, he began translating. He duplicated each voice so exactly
that it was like understanding the language itself rather than merely hearing a
translation. “Where are you staying?” asked Hiri, his quick frown revealing
that he knew the subject to be an unhappy one. As members of the Liberation
clan, they would normally have stayed in the clan hall until they found quarters. “We won’t be here any longer than it takes to find out about
our children,” said i’sNara bluntly. Hiri’s outline flickered. “I don’t know where they are,” he
said miserably. “After you were sent to Loo, I tracked your children down. It
wasn’t easy. They have your finesse and f’lTiri’s stamina.” He glanced quickly
at the bird on i’sNara’s shoulder. The bird winked. Hiri smiled. “They insisted
on staying with the clan. They were sure they could steal the Stones and redeem
their parents’ illusions.” “What about my brothers, f’lTiri’s sisters, their children?
Where are they?” Hiri blurred, “Your older brother died. A street brawl that
was more real than apparent. F’lTiri’s sisters ... one joined the Redis.” The bird ballooned into a solid, enraged f’lTiri. “I don’t believe
it!” “It’s true,” sighed Hiri. “Which sister?” “My wife.” F’lTiri made an agonized sound and then said nothing at all.
He could not question the look on Hiri’s face. “What about the others?” asked i’sNara tightly. ‘.’My
younger brother?” “Joined the Redis.” “F’lTiri’s other sisters?” “One dead.” “The other?” said i’sNara stiffly, taking her husband’s hand
as though she knew what was coming. “Don’t—” whispered Hiri. “We shared first illusion,” i’sNara said, her voice as harsh
as the image forming around her. “Tell me.” “Disillusioned,” he said very softly. Then he cried aloud, “Disillusioned!
Like all the others. I was afraid one of the disillusioned was you and then
I knew if I kept looking I would be one of them. K’Masei is
insatiable! More converts and then more and he wants still more until Serriolia
will be nothing but his own illusion admiring itself endlessly.” His voice
broke. “I’m sorry. I wasn’t good enough to save your children.” “Neither was I, old friend,” sighed i’sNara. “Neither was I.”
She kissed Hiri gently. “When was the last time you saw my children?” “Just before my wife became a Redis. A year ago. Maybe more.
They aren’t Redis, though. At least, they weren’t then. They were still
planning to steal the Ecstasy Stones.” He hesitated, then looked searchingly
from i’sNara to f’lTiri and back. “Don’t stay in Serriolia. None of your clan
is alive in any way you would want to know. There’s nothing left here for you.” “Our children.” “If k’Masei doesn’t have them already, he will soon. I tell
you he is insatiable. I—” He looked away from them. “I dream of the Stones,” he
whispered. “Ecstasy.” The longing in his voice made Rheba ache. She knew what it
was to dream of the unattainable, only for her it was a planet called Deva
alive beneath a stable sun. Her hair stirred in restless magenta curves. Kirtn
touched her and for an instant he felt her pain as his own. “Please,” said Hiri. “Go while you can.” “Our children.” Hiri’s image paled almost to transparency, “Do you know that
just a few days ago I was grateful you were on Loo? Slaves, but safe.
No dreams sucking at your will.” He looked at i’sNara. She waited,
obdurate, reality and illusion fused in single determination. “Your children,”
he sighed. When he spoke again, it was quickly, as though he would have it over
with. “Nine days ago Aft came. Do you remember her?” “My son’s first illusion,” said f’lTiri. “She was going to clan Yaocoon. To hide.” “From what?” “Her dreams,” snarled Hiri. He touched i’sNara, apologizing.
“I’ve tried not to sleep. Sometimes it works.” “Why clan Yaocoon?” pressed f’lTiri. “I don’t know. There are rumors ...”—“Yes?” “Rebellion,” whispered Hiri. The word was spoken so softly that even Fssa had trouble
catching it. “Against what? K’Masei? The Redis?” asked i’sNara, her voice
unnaturally loud in the hot room. Hiri gestured silent agreement, obviously afraid even to
speak. “How?” asked f’lTiri bluntly. He was answered so softly that only Fssa heard. “A raid on
the Ecstasy Stones,” translated the snake in a firm voice that sounded just
like Hiri’s. Hiri looked up, startled. He saw only a restless cloud of magenta
hair. “Ssssss,” he hissed. “Whisper. They’re everywhere.” “Who?” asked Rheba. “The Soldiers of Ecstasy.” She looked at the illusionists. Their expressions told her
they knew no more than she did about Soldiers and Ecstasy. Their expressions
hinted that they were afraid Hiri had lost his grasp on the interface between
reality and illusion. “You think I believe my own illusions, don’t you?” said
Hiri, his voice divided between bitterness and amusement. “I wish I did. Life
is much simpler for a fool.” His image thickened, becoming more solid, as
though he drew strength, from some last inner resource. “Haven’t you seen the
notice?” he asked in a hard voice. “What notice?” asked the illusionists in the same voice. “Beside the entrance,” he said harshly. “I’ve tried to hide
or disguise the vile thing, but its illusions are too strong. There’s one like
it in every house in Serriolia.” They walked the few steps back to the entrance of the room.
On the left symbols glowed. i’sNara read aloud: “‘The Liberation clan has been found in violation of
Illusion and Reality. I hereby declare the clan disbanded, anathema. Anyone,
illusory or real, who aids said clan members will he disillusioned. Signed,
k’Masei the Tyrant.’” “I thought you said you didn’t have a government,” commented
Kirtn. “We don’t,” snapped f’lTiri. “This is an obscene joke.” Hiri made a sound between a laugh and a sob. “It’s obscene
and it’s a joke but it’s real.” He blurred and once again became
a mirror reflecting a reality he abhorred. “Leave while you still have your
illusions,” said the mirror in a brittle voice. I’sNara lifted her hand and touched the coot surface that
had once been her friend. As her hand fell, she became thick and dark once
more, a hard woman with a black bird on her shoulder. The woman and the bird
were not reflected in Hiri’s mirror; they no longer shared either illusions or
contiguous realities. Woman and bird turned and walked out of the room. Only Rheba saw the mirror change. For an instant a younger
i’sNara lived within the silvered glass, held by a younger Hiri, echoes of
laughter and innocence swirling around them. Then the mirror shivered and reflected nothing at all. Silently, Rheba retreated from the room. It was obvious that what had begun as a
competition between master snatchers had become a deadly private war. VIIIOutside, the illusions had changed again. The sky had gone
from misty white to moldy gray-green. It was hotter, stickier, and no breeze
moved. The weather, at least, was no illusion. The Devalon’s computer
had warned them that Yhelle was hot, humid, and given to leaky skies. Rheba and Kirtn walked out of the tower on the ground floor
rather than air, but only they seemed to notice the difference. The dark woman
and the darker bird seemed oblivious to reality and illusion alike. There were people on the street—or there seemed to be.
Things walked in twos and fives, changing from step to step in an array of
illusory prowess that finally left nonillusionists numbed rather than bemused.
Like Fssa, Rheba and Kirtn gave up caring whether they saw what they saw or
only thought they saw what they might have seen. Rheba rubbed her eyes. At first she thought that she had
been staring too hard at i’sNara’s illusion. Then she realized that the itch
was back. With an inward curse at the lazy zoolipt that could not be bothered
to heal her scratchy eyes, she rubbed vigorously. All that happened was that
her eyes watered to the point that she could see only blurs. She tripped over a
subtly disguised piece of reality and went sprawling into mounds of flowers
that were only apparent. What she fell into was hard, sharp and painful. Kirtn pulled her to her feet. Her hands were covered with
cuts that bled freely. Even as he bent to examine the ragged cuts, they began
to close. Within seconds little was left but random smears of blood. “I guess the zoolipt isn’t asleep after all,” muttered
Rheba, blinking furiously. “But my eyes still itch.” •’Don’t rub them,” said Kirtn mildly. What Rheba said was not mild. She finished with, “Why can’t
the icy little beast take care of my eyes?” “It hasn’t been in you long. Maybe it’s only good for gross
things.” “The way it put you back together again on Daemen was hardly
gross,” snapped Rheba, remembering her Bre’n with a long knife wound in his
back, lying in a puddle of his own bright blood. She had held him, sure that he
was dead ... until the zoolipt slid into the gruesome wound and vanished and
her Bre’n began to breathe again. “Maybe the itching is in your mind,” said Kirtn, pulling her
along as he hurried to catch up with i’sNara. “You could be allergic to illusions.” Rheba made a sound that even Fssa could not translate. It
was easy for her mentor to talk about mental itches; he did not have nettles
behind his eyes. “Listen, itch,” she muttered in her head, “you’re just a figment.” The itch itched more fiercely. “Go away,” she muttered. “What?” asked Fssa. “Nothing,” she snapped. Then, “Do you speak figment?” Fssa’s head snaked out of her hair until he confronted her
sensors to eyes. “Are you all right?” “No.” “Oh.” Fssa retreated, knowing he had lost but not knowing how.
None of his languages had the words to cope with an irritated fire dancer. “I think we’re going out of the city.” said Kirtn, looking
at the sky. “What I think is unspeakable,” she muttered. Then she made a
determined effort to ignore her eyes. It was hard. With every step farther out
of Tllella territory, her eyes became worse. She had the unnerving feeling that
something was following her, frantically yammering at her in a language she
could not hear. Maybe Kirtn was right. Maybe she was allergic to illusions. And maybe it was cold in Serriolia. Rheba wiped sweat off her face and spoke dancer litanies in
her mind. After a time it seemed to help. At least her thoughts were not so
chaotic. Even the itch relented a bit. “We’re turning back toward the center of the city,” said
Kirtn. Rheba glanced around. She did not have a Bre’n’s innate
sense of direction. It all looked the same to her—different from anything in
her experience. “Do you know where we’re going?” “Farther from the Devalon.”’ “Is it time to call in yet?” “No.” Kirtn touched a broad stud on his belt. No current of
energy tickled his finger. “No message yet, either. Everything must he under
control.” “That would be a treat,” Rheba said. An apparition approached. It had no head, a formidable tail,
and a snarl on what could have been a face. It belched as it passed. Fssa responded
in kind. The eyeless body stopped, swung around in their direction, smiled and
resumed its random drift up the street. “I didn’t see that,” said Rheba. “Neither did I,” said Fssa. “You never see anything.” “Accurate, but not true.” The sky drooled over them. Rheba’s hair and clothes stuck to
her. The squat, dark woman with the brooding bird on her shoulder turned to
face the damp fire dancer. “We’re coming to a veil,” said i’sNara. Her voice was the
same as it had been on Loo, colorless, the voice of a slave who asked nothing. Rheba’s tines flared uneasily. “Are we going to the Yaocoon
clan?” “When you see Reality Street through the veil,” continued
i’sNara in a monotone, “go across.” “What about you?” said Kirtn. “We’ll come as soon as we can,” said f’lTiri’s voice. “How long?” “Not long.” “Then there’s no reason to separate,” Kirtn said in a bland
voice, “is there?” The bird blurred and became a man. “You heard what t’oHiri
said. Disillusionment.” “We have no illusions as it is,” cut in Rheba, shaking out
her damp magenta hair. “Only the ones we borrowed from you. We’ll lose them
with pleasure.” “You don’t understand.” His voice was as harsh as his wife’s
was colorless. “If you help us, they’ll take you and put you in a machine. You
won’t be able to move, not even to breathe. A lightknife will cut into your
brain. When you wake up, you won’t be able to project or see through
illusions.” “We can’t do that now,” she said, but her voice was less sure
than her words. She would hate to be strapped to a machine while a laser
rummaged in her brain looking for illusions to extirpate. “We have nothing to
lose.” “You’re not a fool. Don’t try to sound like one. You don’t
know what form your disillusionment might take.” “I know that you risked your life on Daemen so that Kirtn
could keep a promise that had nothing to do with you.” “But—” “If there’s danger, we’re not making it any better by
standing here arguing,” pointed out Rheba. “You can’t force us through the
veil. If you go invisible on us and sneak away we’ll be totally at the mercy of
your enemies. Given those conditions, the safest place we can be is with you.” F’lTiri bowed to Senyas pragmatism. “Given those conditions,
follow me.” Then, softly, “Thank you.” The veil was a vague thickness across the street. Rheba
stared over i’sNara’s shoulders while the illusionists projected their destination
on the veil. Faces. A whirlpool of faces spinning around a brilliant
center. Crystals shattering light into illusion. Whirlpool spinning around,
sucking faces down and down, pulling at them relentlessly, spinning them until
there was no direction but center where crystals waited with perfect illusions ... The veil shook. Destinations raced by too fast to see or
choose. The illusionists hung on to each other and their goal. The veil bucked
like a fish on a hook, but destinations slowed until a single view held. Kirtn did not need i’sNara’s signal to know it was time to
cross. He spread his arms and swept everyone through, afraid that the least
hesitation would separate them. They arrived in a breathless scramble, but
together. “Is the force field always that stubborn?” asked Kirtn as he
set Rheba down and held her until her dizziness passed. “No,” panted F’lTiri, breathless from his struggle with the
veil. “It keeps wanting to take us to the Redis clan house.” Kirtn looked around grimly. “Did we come to the right
place?” “Yes. Clan Yaocoon.” Rheba wondered how they could be so sure. The street they
were on was just as hot and improbably populated as the last one. The illusions
seemed to run to plant life here ... eight-legged vines and ambulatory melons.
She sighed and closed her eyes. At least the itch had abated. When she opened her eyes a moment later she was a ripe tomato
swinging from a virile vine. Fssa was a thick green worm. A moment’s frantic
groping assured her that Kirtn was the vine. The vine chuckled and wrapped
around her, lifting her off her feel. “You like this,” she said accusingly. The vine tightened in agreement. “Where are your ticklish ears?” she muttered, patting the
area where his head should be. She found his ears beneath dark vine leaves. He
relented and put her down, but kept a tendril curled around her wrist. The illusionists were just ahead, appearing as exotic leafy
plants, fragrant to the point of perfume. “Our scent won’t change,” said
i’sNara. “Will you be able to recognize it?” “Yes.” Kirtn’s voice was confident. A major portion of a Bre’n’s
fine palate was in the olfactory discrimination. “Good. We’ll try not to change too often, but we’re going to
go on random memory, keeping only the scent. It’s a way of resting,” explained
f’lTiri. “Controlling the veil was hard work.” “Won’t projecting our disguises tire you out?” asked Rheba. “Hardly. Eyes only, no other senses involved. Elementary. Besides,
Ara’s house isn’t far from the veil.” The two plants moved down the street. Their gait was erratic
and their shadows tended to show legs instead of stems. The illusionists were
too tired to worry about anything more complex than first appearances. The house they stopped in front of looked like a jungle
tree. F’lTiri edged forward, spoke to an orchid, and waited. After what seemed
a long time the greenery shifted and revealed a cucumber lounging beneath a
canopy of cool leaves. “Ara?” said f’lTiri curtly. The cucumber blurred and reformed. It was rotten now, oozing
pestilence. “She’s gone.” “Where.” The cucumber puddled and stank. “The only wall in Yaocoon,
and the only gate.” The leaves bent down and mopped up cucumber residue. The
tree closed on itself. F’lTiri did not talk until they were well away from the
unfriendly house. “What happened?” asked Kirtn. “Ara doesn’t live there anymore.” Kirtn’s whistle was shrill enough to make nearby flowers
shrivel. “I don’t think that cucumber was glad to see you in any shape or
form.” “No, but he would have been glad to see Ara rot. He was
afraid.” “Why? Did he recognize you?” “I doubt it. Ara must be involved in the rebellion,” f’lTiri
spoke in Universal, as though he feared eavesdroppers. “Where do we go now?” asked Rheba. “To the wall.” Rheba rubbed her eyes but could not reach the itch that was
tormenting her again. The feeling of being followed, of being exhorted to do
something in an unknown, unheard language was like a pressure squeezing her
eyes. She turned around, knowing she would see nothing but unable to stop
herself. Far down the street, a grove of trees marched silently
toward them. “Kirtn!” The Bre’n spun, hearing the warning in her voice. He felt
her wrist burn with sudden power beneath his hand. “I see them,” he said, “illusion?” “I wish. Fssa?” Concave sensors whirled. Energy pulsed soundlessly, returned.
“Men.” “Certain?” The snake’s head became a frilled cone, then a spiral, then
a sunburst. “Men,” he said again, in unambiguous Senyas. Rheba and Kirtn hurried until they were right behind the
illusionists. “We’re being followed.” The plants did not seem to change, but Rheba clearly heard
f’lTiri’s gasp. “They’re all alike!” His tone made it clear that sameness
was more astonishing than any possible manifestation of the illusionist’s art.
Then, “They might not be after us.” Fssa made a flatulent sound. Fourth People’s capacity for
wishful thinking was ridiculous when it was not dangerous. “How far is the wall?” said Kirtn, lengthening his stride. “How fast can you run?” retorted the Yhelle. Exotic plants, vine, and tomato with green worm clinging
sprinted down the street. As she ran, Rheba wove sunlight into fire until she was incandescent.
Kirtn’s hand on her wrist soothed and steadied her, letting her take in more
and more energy, giving her a depth and fineness of control that was impossible
without him. Each member of an akhenet pair could stand alone, but together
they were much more than two. Fssa became eyes in the back of her head. His sensors focused
on the not-trees. “Confusion,” he whistled. “They’re bending around like grass
in a wind. They’re: arguing whether to grab you here or wait for—here they
come!” The illusionists turned right, leaped an invisible barrier,
and scrambled up a hill. Kirtn and Rheba duplicated the motions exactly, even
when there seemed to be no reason for twisting, turning or leaping. The trees followed. “They’re getting closer,” said Fssa calmly. “Are they carrying weapons?” panted Rheba. “Clubs, mostly. A few metal fists.” “Lightguns?” she asked hopefully. She had discovered on Onan
that she could take the output of a lightgun and reflect it back on its user.
Learning that particular trick had burned and nearly blinded her, but it had
wiped out the Equality Rangers who were pursuing them. “No lightguns.” They ducked beneath a bridge, waded through a real stream
and clawed their way up the opposite bank. Along the top of the bank ran a high
steel wall. The illusionists sprinted parallel to the wall, trailing their
fingers along it. Suddenly they stopped. “Here!” called i’sNara, beating her palms in a staccato rhythm
against the wall. F’lTiri joined her, leaves blurring into hands as he pounded
on steel. Kirtn and Rheba pressed their backs to the wall and turned
to face their pursuers. Trees blurred and became men scrambling under the
bridge and across the stream. The pursuers were indeed all alike, even when they appeared
as men. Gray clothes, gray gloves, gray clubs. Only their eyes were alive, pale
as crystals in gaunt skulls. They came up the slope in a silent, ragged line.
As one they began to close in on the four people trapped against the high wall. The illusionists’ beat on the steel dividing them from
safely. They had managed to find “the only wall in Yaocoon.” But where was the gate? IXRheba sent an exploratory current of energy through the
metal wall. Akhenet lines glowed as she followed the energy’s path. She sensed
no circuits, no blank areas, nothing to indicate that the wall concealed or was
powered by outside energy. There was a seamless sameness throughout its depth. No
hint of a break, a gate. She would have to search more deeply, and much more
deftly. The illusionists beat their fists on the wait and called to
their Yaocoon cousins. “Mentor.” The word formed as much in Rheba’s mind as on her lips.
Kirtn stepped behind her, placing his hands on her shoulders. His long thumbs
rested lightly just behind her “ears. In that position he not only could help
her balance the energies she used, he could also send her into unconsciousness
if she called more than they could control. He had been forced to that extreme
only a few times, when she was very young. She spared a quick glance at the advancing men. They had
slowed, sure of their prey. Or perhaps it was simply that they had never seen
an apparition as arresting as a dancer fully charged, burning through her
illusion from within. “Snake,” she murmured, “some sounds to go with fire.” Fssa burned beneath his green illusion until he became an
eye-hurting incandescence that was a Fssireeme at near-normal body temperature.
At normal, he was a mirror of punishing brightness, a perfect reflector, but he
had been that way only a few times in his memory. Fourth People planets were
much colder than the huge planet/proto-star that was home to Fssireemes. His body shifted, expanding into baffles and chambers, membranes
to create sound and bellows to give voice. A high, terrible keening issued from
him. The sound was a knife in her ears. She felt Kirtn’s hands
tighten on her shoulders and knew it was worse for him. Then Fssa projected his
voice over the men and she understood that sound could be a weapon. Men went to
their knees with their hands pressed to their ears, mouths open in a protest
that could not be heard over the sound tormenting them. Yet still they advanced, knee-walking, faces contorted. Deft Bre’n fingers closed over Rheba’s ears, shutting out
much of the sound. The pain was vicious for Kirtn, but Bre’ns were bred to
withstand much worse before blacking out. If it were not so, young dancers
would have no one capable of teaching them how to control the energies they could
not help attracting. Rheba set her teeth and concentrated on her own kind of
weapon. She took more energy from the sunlight, braided it until it was hot
enough to burn and sent it hissing across the lush grass separating them from
the attackers. Flames leaped upward, bright and graceful, dancing hotly. The attackers thought it was an illusion. The first man to
stumble into the flames threw himself backward, scrambling and clawing at his
clothes. Others hesitated but could not believe that they were not seeing an
illusion. By twos and threes they struggled toward the twisting flames, only to
be driven back by a heat they had to believe in. Deliberately she wove more energy into fire, thickening the
barrier that held the men at bay. There was little natural fuel to help her maintain
it. The grass quickly burned to dirt. She could set fire to that if she had to.
She could burn the whole area down to bedrock and beyond. It would be easier
simply to burn the men, but in Deva’s final, searing revolution she had seen
too many die by fire. Her nightmares were full of them. She turned toward the wall. Kirtn moved with her smoothly,
knowing what she needed as soon as she did. She spread her hands and pressed
them against the steel wall. The energy she sent into the metal was neither
mild nor testing. She poured out power until currents raced through the wall’s
length, bending as the wall bent until wall and energy met on the far side. There was a gate. It fitted so smoothly into the wall that
it had not interrupted the flow of her first questing energy. She probed again,
balanced by her Bre’n’s enormous strength. Discontinuities much smaller than
the interface between gate and wall became as plain to her as the sun at noon.
She could sense minute changes in the alloy, stresses of weather and time, tiny
crystal shifts that created greater tension in one wall section. There were weaknesses
she could exploit if she had to. But first there was the gate, the built-in weakness in every
wall. The illusionists had located it correctly. It was beneath their flailing
hands. And it was locked. A bump in the energy outlining the other side of the wall
told her what kind of lock she had to deal with. A slidebolt. Primitive and effective.
She would have preferred a sophisticated energy lock. As it was, she would have
to burn through the bolt without heating the wall-gate interface so much that
the metal expanded, jamming irretrievably. Burning through to the bolt would
require coherent light exquisitely focused. And time. She hoped she had enough of that. The men? The question was not so much words in her mind as an image
of trees surging toward them, trees haunted by danger and held back by flames
that thinned precariously. Kirtn’s answer was precise: Dance. The command/invitation/exhortation went through her like a
Shockwave. Her hands were consumed by akhenet lines. Intricate swirls of gold
ran up her arms, thinning into feathery curls across her shoulders. She was hot
now, in full dance; only her Bre’n or a Fssireeme could touch her and not be
burned. If she got much hotter she would risk burning herself and her Bre’n. If
she got hotter than that she might kill them both. Dancers, like Bre’ns, could
be dangerous to be around. There was no danger at the moment, though. She was
dancing well within the abilities of herself and her Bre’n. She stared at the wall with eyes veined with gold. She saw
not steel but energy, pattern on pattern, currents swirling, dark line of interface,
a bolt swelling out on the other side of the wall. Hot gold fingertips traced
the line, seeing with a sight more penetrating than standard vision or touch. Light gathered at her fingertip, startlingly green light
that narrowed into a beam almost invisibly fine. The beam slid along the interface,
warming it dangerously. Almost imperceptibly the interface shrank. She sensed
the beam searing into the bolt, heating a thin slice of it. Before light could
burn more than a tiny hole, wall and gate expanded very slightly, closing the
interface. Instantly she stopped, feeling the flash of her frustration
echoed by Kirtn. To cut through the bolt and free the gate she must use more
heat—Yet more heat would jam the gate against the wall before the bolt was cut
apart. Brackets. The thought was hers, Senyas precision, picture of the
brackets that inevitably must support the bolt mechanism. She concentrated on the bolt-shape, sensing its location on
either side of the cooling interface. Two brackets at least. No, four. Two on
the gate and two on the wall. Strong, but thinner than the bolt—and far enough
away from the interface to burn through without expanding wall and gate into an
immovable mass. She hoped. Light formed again at her fingertip, light more blue than
green. It was wider than the previous beam yet still so narrow as to be more
sensed than seen. The beam leaped out, bringing first red, then orange and finally
white incandescence to the blank steel face of the wall. A tiny hole bored
inward, a hole no wider than three hairs—laid side by side. By slow increments her fingertip moved, drawing coherent
light through steel. The bottom of one bracket developed a molten line. The
light moved on. Steel quickly cooled, but could not draw together again; some
of its substance had been volatilized by dancer light. One bracket was cut in two. The next bracket was closer to
the interface. She had to burn less hotly. It was slow work, almost as delicate
as burning through the interface had been. Behind her, men were stirring. The Fssireeme’s cry never
stopped, but the men either were deafened now or too desperate to give in to
pain. Fssa could step up the power of the cry, but he could not protect his
friends from the result. He could only delay, not defeat, the attackers. Clumps of dirt and rocks rained against her. Kirtn’s body
shielded Rheba from the worst of it. Even so, there was a moment of distraction,
light flaring too hot, too hard, before she was in control again. A piece of
the second bracket fell away. As though at a distance she heard i’sNara scream
warnings, f’lTiri or an illusion roaring by, confusing the attackers. The third bracket also was close to the interface, attached
to wall rather than gate. Part of her, the part that was Senyas rather than
dancer, knew that the illusionists were being overwhelmed by a ragged surge of
men. Control shifted wholly to her, smoothly yet quickly. Their outnumbered
friends needed Kirtn more than she did. They needed her, too. Three people,
even when one was a Bre’n, were no match for what was coming up the slope. Rheba felt impatience seething deep inside her, a reckless
urge to vaporize everything within her reach, most particularly the stubborn
gate. Suddenly the gate swung inward, opened by someone on the
other side. It was so unexpected that Rheba nearly burned the Yaocoon clansmen
on the other side. She stumbled through the opening, yanked out of her dance by
surprise. She spun around inside the gate, stilt afire, and saw her Bre’n meet
the first attackers. She heard their startled cries as he scooped up three men
at once and flung them back on the gray uniforms charging up the slope. I’sNara and f’lTiri rushed by Rheba, routed by a Bre’n snarl
when they would have stayed to help him. Kirtn knew what his dancer would do
when she saw him in danger. He wanted the illusionists out of the way of what
was coming. Rheba lifted her hands. Fire swept out from her, fire that
was renewed as fast as it was spent, fire drawn from inexhaustible sunlight and
condensed into flames. Her hair was all akhenet now, searing corona, sucking
every available unit of energy into her. Kirtn jumped for the gate in the instant before the
firestorm broke. Fire sleeted harmlessly over his head, scorching the attackers
but not killing them. There was no need to kill now. He was safe. Then she saw
blood swelling over his fur and wished she had killed. The moment of irrational rage passed; but like fire, it left
its mark on her mind. It was some consolation to see how rapidly the zoolipt
inside Kirtn healed his bruises and ragged cuts. It was not enough to neutralize
her anger. “Don’t bite off more than the zoolipt can chew,” she snapped
as she leaned against the gate to swing it shut. Kirtn looked at her in disbelief. “You dance with coherent
light and then tell me to be careful?” He laughed the rich laugh of Bre’n
amusement. “When you follow your advice, I will.” He put his shoulder to the gate. As always, his easy power
surprised her. The gate moved quickly, smoothly on its massive hinges. It
closed without a sound. He slid the bolt home. It was none too soon. From the far side came hoarse cries.
The gate vibrated with the force of pounding fists. They had not thought to
bring a battering ram, so they used themselves. “Will it hold?” asked Kirtn, bending over to see how badly
she had damaged the bolt’s brackets. Rheba picked up the pieces she had cut off the two brackets.
The hot pieces burned her. She could draw out the heat, but it would take more
time than it was worth. Her akhenet lines offered some protection to her
fingers. What the lines missed, the zoolipt would have to heal later. Energy flared hotly as she welded the pieces into place. It
was an easy job, requiring power but little finesse. When she was finished she
stepped back to suck on her burned fingertips. “It should hold as soon as the metal cools,” she said. Fssa stretched out of her hair. His head darted to each
bracket, touched, and withdrew. He was brighter. The brackets were darker.
Cold. Fssireemes were, after all, energy parasites. If was not a heritage they
were proud of, but it had its uses. “Next time you can cool off the pieces before I handle
them,” said Rheba. Contrition moved in dark pulses over the snake’s radiant
head. “I should have thought of that sooner. Are you badly burned?” “Doubt it,” she answered, looking critically at her fingertips.
As she had expected, they were whole again. “The zoolipt is no good on figment
itches, but it’s death on burns. See? Brighten up, snake.” Fssa took her advice literally. He let himself’ glow until
he was a sinuous shape stitched through her still-wild hair. He enjoyed her
dances almost as much as Kirtn did. With so much energy flying around, no one
missed what he siphoned into himself. And it felt so good to be warm.
Almost as good as his Guardian memory-dream of home, formations of
Fssireemes soaring in the seething sky-seas of Ssimmi. “Fssa,” patiently, Rheba’s voice, “what are they saying?” Belatedly, the snake realized that the illusionists were
talking and he was not translating. “Sorry,” he hissed. “When you dance it reminds
me of home.” She touched Fssa comfortingly and nearly burned her finger
all over again. She had promised to find Ssimmi if she could. And she meant to.
The snake had done more to earn it than any of the former slaves waiting impatiently
aboard the Devalon for the captains to return. “The Yaocoons aren’t pleased,” summarized the snake, boiling
whatever three ranting vegetables and a fruit tree were saying into four words. “How bad is it?” asked Kirtn. His yellow eyes searched the
immediate area in-useless reflex. He probably would not see trouble coming or
would not recognize it if he saw it. How threatening was a kippi in bloom? Or a
plateful of sliced fruit? Fssa’s sensors, darker now than his energy-rich body,
gleamed like black opals as he scanned the group of gesticulating vegetables. “I’sNara
is talking now.” The snake listened, then hummed in admiration. “What diction!
What clarity! What invective!” “What meaning.” prompted Kirtn. “Irrelevant. Her suggestions are impossible for a Fourth People’s
inflexible body. To do what she proposes would challenge a Fssireeme.” Kirtn and Rheba waited, wishing they could understand
Yhelle. Fssa hissed with Fssireeme laughter. “Talk, snake, or I’ll tic you in knots,” snapped Kirtn. Fssa waited until a Yaocoon outburst ended. “Without obscenities,
the Yaocoons say they’ve never heard of Ara.” Bre’n lips thinned into a snarl. “Who’s tying—the Yaocoons
or that crazy cucumber?” “I’sNara suspects the Yaocoons are lying. She’s quite emphatic
about it. I never would have expected such ... color ... from her.” Rheba waited and sweated and wondered if it was safe for her
to let go of the excess fire she had gathered. The longer she held it, the more
tired she would be when she let it go. It was one of the dancer ironies; the
greater the energies employed in the dance, the greater the dancer’s depletion
afterward. “F’lTiri has taken over now,” offered Fssa. “He’s less
original, but louder. Between epithets, he’s asking about the children.” “And?” demanded Rheba when Fssa fell silent. The answer was a sharp descending whistle, forceful Bre’n
negative. “Now he’s asking about the—” Suddenly the vegetables transformed into screaming, angry
Yaocoons. As the appearance of planthood vanished, so did the appearance of
sanctuary. Beneath their illusions the Yaocoon carried guns. The guns were
real. “—rebellion,” finished Fssa. The snake sighed like a human.
“At least we don’t need to worry about being thrown back over the wall. They
wouldn’t let go of us now if I begged in nine languages.” X“Not yet, dancer,” whistled Kirtn, sensing that she was
weaving her energy into potentially deadly patterns. “I could cool them off.” suggested Fssa in Senyas
understatement. He could turn their bodies into blocks of flesh as frigid as
rocks orbiting a dead sun. Rheba waited, hair seething, bright as fine wires burning.
The guns were mechanical, like the gate. She would not be able to deflect the
bullets. She might be able to distort the plastic barrels enough to make the
guns useless. She could burn the people holding the guns. It would take time,
though, more time than bullets needed to reach them. She moved closer to her Bre’n and waited. F’lTiri stared at each Yaocoon in turn. They became uncomfortable.
Some of them lowered their weapons. A few even retreated behind invisibility,
leaving only the guns visible. I’sNara stalked up to a weapon that seemed to hang in
midair. “I see you, Tske,” she said deliberately. The Yaocoons gave a collective gasp. i’sNara had done the
unspeakable. “Can you see me?” she asked in a sweet voice. And vanished. The Yaocoon behind the weapon materialized as he poured his
energy into searching for i’sNara. When he could not find her, another Yaocoon
joined with him, then another and another until five Yaocoons combined in a
mental sharing that was both more and less than J/taal mercenaries could
achieve. It was a mind dance of sorts, but limited to projecting or penetrating
illusions. The five cried out and pounced. i’sNara wavered into
visibility. Fighting their projected illusion of her as she really was. In the
end she lost. She was forced to appear before them with no illusions. She had
made her point, however. If she had wanted to kill them while they searched for
her, she could have. She had made her point too well. They tied her with a rope
that had no illusion of softness. F’lTiri, too, was tied. Two Yaocoons had
slipped up behind him while i’sNara taunted the others with her invisibility. The same five who had unmasked i’sNara turned to concentrate
on Rheba and Kirtn. The last shreds of their tomato, worm and vine illusion
evaporated instantly, for they had no means of fighting the anti-illusion
projection. The Yaocoons, however, did not stop. They continued to focus their
projections on Bre’n, Senyas and Fssireeme, not realizing that the three were
appearing as themselves. When five Yaocoons could not penetrate the “illusions” in
front of them, more Yaocoons joined in. Soon there were ten, then twelve, then
twenty Yaocoons trying to nullify the alien appearances of Rheba, Kirtn and
Fssa. It was futile. Illusionists could change the appearance of reality, but
could not change reality itself. “Redis.” murmured one Yaocoon. The word moved from one mouth to another, picking up speed
like a stone rolling down a steep hill. “Redis, Redis Redis RedisRedis.” Weapons came up. Fire leaped in Rheba’s akhenet lines. “No!” screamed i’sNara. “They aren’t Redis! They aren’t even
Yhelles!” Weapons paused. Yaocoons turned to look at i’sNara. “They’re from outside the Equality,” she said quickly. “They
were slaves with us on Loo.” The Yaocoons whispered among themselves, but not quietly
enough to defeat the Fssireeme’s hyperacute hearing. “—believe her?” “Unillusioned, she looks like Ara’s memory of
i’sNara.” “Yes, but the Stones— “He is f’lTiri. She is i’sNara. We were Libs
together. I can’t be mistaken!” “A lot of Redis were once Libs.” “If we can’t believe in our own unillusions, we might as
well surrender to k’Masei right now.” The last was a snarl of frustration. The group broke apart,
becoming more themselves, if startling colorations could be overlooked. One of
the Yaocoons shivered and reformed, woman not man, chestnut-haired. She was
tiny, perfectly formed without being unreal, and vivid. “Ara,” murmured f’lTiri. Then, “Where’s my son?” The woman Ara looked at the two Yhelles with little welcome.
“A lot has changed since you were sold to Loo. If you are indeed the
ones who were sold to Loo. K’Masei takes the illusions of former clanmates and
uses them to haunt us.” Rheba walked forward a few steps, smoldering like a sunrise
just below the horizon. “As you said, if you can’t believe in your own unillusions,
what’s left?” “I Find it difficult to believe you’re real at all,” said
Ara bluntly. “Reality Street affected me the same way,” admitted Rheba. Ara’s pale eyes glanced toward Kirtn. “That’s not
real. He’s a sensualist’s illusion.” There was utter conviction in the woman’s
voice. She could accept Rheba, but not the tall man with her. Rheba looked at her Bre’n, trying to see him with Ara’s
eyes. His copper skin-fur rippled over muscles that ensured grace as well as
crude strength. Metallic copper hair curled against his powerful neck. His
yellow eyes had a fire that rivaled hers in full dance. He stood like a clept
watching an enemy, predatory purpose barely held in check, dangerous and fully
alive. “Actually,” Rheba murmured, rubbing her cheek against his arm, “he’s a
poet.” Kirtn smiled at her and whistled a seductive phrase out of a
Bre’n courtship song. Her breath caught at the song’s beauty, and his, but she
managed to whistle the next phrase, a rising trill of longing that haunted the
silence that followed. Ara stared, riveted by possibilities that transcended
cultural prejudices. “Now you know how they destroyed the Loo-chim,” said f’lTiri,
his voice divided among too many emotions to name. “And her fire. Don’t underestimate that,” sighed i’sNara. “If he came from the Ecstasy Stones,” Ara said finally, “I
know now why we’ve lost so many to k’Masei’s illusions.” “I didn’t come from Stones, Ecstasy or otherwise.” Kirtn’s
voice was rich with barely contained laughter. “You’re as ... unusual ... to us
as we are to you.” “That’s more fantastic than any illusion I’ve known,” Ara
said. She looked at Rheba again. “Do you really burn?” “Try me.” Rheba’s smile was challenging. She disliked
Kirtn’s effect on women. Irrationally, she blamed the women rather than the
Bre’n. Kirtn listened, slanted eyes unusually intense as he looked
at his dancer. She was too young to be sexually possessive, yet she edged
closer to it every day. She was too young to have akhenet lines arching over
her hips, yet he had seen such lines, traceries of fire to come. She was too
young to Choose, yet she gave off energies that kept him in a constant state of
sexual awareness. Too young for Bre’n/Senyas passion. Yet... He forced himself to look away. “I don’t think I will.” said Ara, measuring Rheba’s incandescent
lines. The Yaocoon turned back to i’sNara. “Why are you here?” “We told you. Our children.” “Your children aren’t here,” said Ara, regret and longing in
her voice. “So you say.” “You don’t believe me?” “I haven’t seen their absence.” “What could convince you?” “Join with me and f’lTiri to make a twelve. If we still
can’t find them, we’ll leave.” Ara smiled but her voice was sad. “I’ll join with you and
you still won’t find them. And you won’t leave. I’sNara hesitated, then accepted some words and ignored the
rest. “Where are they?” “With the Stones.” “Alive?” “I don’t know,” said Ara in a strained voice. “When did they leave?” “Not long. Six days. We told them not to. We begged. They
were strong in their illusions. We needed them for what was to come.” “Rebellion,” said f’lTiri flatly. “Yes.” The Yaocoons surrounding them made an uneasy, animal noise.
Ara turned on them. “If the Tyrant can hear us in the center of our own
illusions, then—” “—we might as well give up,” interrupted a thick voice. “You
keep saying that. Are you sweating to be around your lover again? He’ll be
waiting for you in the Redis hall. The Tyrant never lets anyone go. No hurry,
Ara, no hurry at all. Koro will still be there when the Final Illusion fades.” “Koro! What do you know about my son?” shouted f’lTiri. “Ask Ara.,” said the man. “She’s decided that her first
illusion is the only one worth having. Even though he’s an unillusioned traitor!” Ara projected the appearance and stench of rotting meat on
the speaker. He coughed and disappeared. Before she could say anything, the thick-voiced man reappeared
further away, “What about the other two?” he demanded. “They aren’t tied.” Rheba stepped closer to Kirtn. He put his hands on her
shoulders again, ready to partner her dance if it came to that. “So tie them,” suggested i’sNara when the other woman
hesitated. “They won’t object. I promise.” Kirtn eyed i’sNara doubtfully, “We won’t?” “No,” said i’sNara in a firm voice. “We came for
information. If we have to have our hands tied to get it then we’ll have our
hands tied.” “It doesn’t matter,” said Rheba to Kirtn in Senyas. “Plant
fiber or plastic, I’ll burn through it. Or,” she added maliciously, “you’ll
break it in a display of Bre’n muscles that will make women moan.” “Shut up, dancer,” said Kirtn amiably, holding out his hands
to Ara. He smiled at the tiny woman and murmured, “I’m yours.” An illusion of incredible beauty suffused the Yaocoon woman. Lightning smoldered in Rheba’s hair. Kirtn glanced over at
her and smiled like a Bre’n. He whistled softly, “There is no beauty to equal a
Senyas dancer.” Her hair crackled ominously. It settled searingly around his
neck, half attack, half caress. When she realized what she had done she made a
startled sound. Her hair curled very gently across his cheek and lips, sending
sweet currents of energy through him. “The zoolipt must be upsetting my enzyme
balances. Apologies, mentor.” His eyes watched her with the hot patience of a Bre’n. “Accepted,
dancer.” Then, smiling, “Perhaps I told the Loo-chim the truth. We need to
share enzymes from time to time in order to stay healthy.” Gold raced over her akhenet lines. She leaned against him, savoring
textures and strengths that were uniquely Bre’n. She almost accepted the
challenge and temptation implicit in his words. But his presence was so fierce
that caution held her. He radiated like a Bre’n sliding toward rez. She
stepped back, afraid of disturbing forces she could not calculate or control. She turned and held out her wrists to Ara. “Tie me, then, if
that’s what it takes to make you feel good.” Ara stared from the uncanny Bre’n to the young woman smoldering
in front of her. “I won’t burn you,” said Rheba impatiently, damping the
fires in her akhenet lines. “You burn everything else in sight,” muttered Ara. She accepted
a strip of plastic held out to her by the thick-voiced Yaocoon. Rheba waited with outward tranquility while she was tied.
The plastic bonds were coo!, thick and loose. Ara was saying as plainly as
words that she doubted the efficacy of bonds where Rheba was concerned. Ara
turned to tie up Kirtn. She lingered so long over the job that Rheba’s hair
lifted in hot warning. “What a marvelous texture,” said Ara, stroking Kirtn’s arm
with appreciative fingers. “Is it real?” “Yes,” said Rheba, stepping close enough that Ara felt the
heat from akhenet lines. “Like my fire.” Quickly, Ara backed away from both Senyas and Bre’n. She turned
toward the illusionists, whose potential she understood. “Come with me.” “What?” said f’lTiri sarcastically. “You aren’t going to tie
us together in a Loo chain, slave to slave to slave in lockstep?” Ara’s appearance dimmed, making visible her inner embarrassment.
“You’re either enemies or you aren’t,” she said. “If you are, a Loo chain won’t
make any difference.” “Since when have Yaocoons tied friends?” F’lTiri held out
his hands, accusing her with more than his voice. “Since k’Masei the Tyrant,” snapped Ara, angry with more
than his words. Unexpectedly, f’lTiri smiled. “I don’t blame you, child.
Koro loved you once.” Ara’s face became the utter blank of an illusion waiting to
form. She turned and began walking up what looked like a brook lined with Ghost
ferns. The four bound people followed. “Where are you going?” called the thick-voiced man. Ara looked back. Her face was still an eerie blank. “To the
clan hall. The full assembly will decide what to do with our ... guests.” “What about them?” called the hoarse-voiced man, gesturing
toward the gate. As though to underline his question, angry cries came from
beyond the wall. The attackers beat on the gate with renewed force. “If your paltry illusions fail,” snapped Ara, “try real
bullets.” In the silence that followed Ara’s insult, the sounds of
flesh thudding uselessly against steel sounded very close. “Who are they?” asked Rheba, her voice rising above
the noise of the men outside the gate. “Why don’t they give up?” Every Yaocoon turned to stare at her. Then, slowly, their
illusions faded. They became more like themselves, appearing as they would
before eliminates. Rheba stared in return, sensing that something had happened
to disarm the Yaocoons. She turned questioningly to Ara. “I believe,” said Ara distinctly, “that you’re just what you
seem to be and you’ve just come from slavery on Loo.” “Good. But why?” “Only an alien wouldn’t know the Soldiers of Ecstasy.” Ara turned and continued up the stream that was a path. “Fine words,” muttered Rheba in Senyas, “but we’re still
wearing ropes.” XI“Where are i’sNara and f’lTiri?” snarled Kirtn, towering
over Ara. The small woman’s image blurred. When it reformed, she was
out of his reach, watching him with dark eyes that held few illusions. Kirtn flexed his bound hands. Strength rippled visibly
through his massive arms. Rheba came to his side in a single smooth motion. “Slowly, mentor,” she whistled. “Even if you break the
bonds, we don’t know enough to escape yet.” His lips thinned into a bitter line. He was Bre’n, and
frustrated everywhere he turned. He sensed the seductive violence of rez in
the center of his bones. He looked at his dancer’s eyes, cinnamon and gold,
fear turning darkly at the center. The darkness hurt, for it was fear of him.
Of rez. He stroked her face with the back of his fingers, silently
apologizing. “All right, dancer. Your way. But ...” “I know.” Her lips burned across his before she turned
around to face Ara. “Where are our friends?” “Trying to fertilize a jungle.” “What?” “The Yaocoon jungle is growing toward rebellion,” said Ara
dryly. “Now? Tonight?” Ara sighed. “That would be too much to hope for.” She looked
from Rheba to Kirtn’s broad back. Even standing still, the Bre’n radiated
savage possibilities. “I’sNara wants me to guide you back to your ship.” Kirtn spun around to face Ara. “No.” His speed and grace were so startling that Ara’s image
vanished completely for an instant. When she reappeared, she was out of reach. “They said you killed the Loo-chim,” whispered Ara. “Did
you?” “Yes,” said Kirtn. “Can you kill our Tyrant, too?” “We’re not executioners,” he snarled. Ara’s mouth opened and shut soundlessly. When she spoke
again, it was on another subject. “What do you know about Libs and Redis?” “The Redis stole Ecstasy Stones so that everyone could share
the good feelings,” said Rheba when Kirtn refused to speak. “But the Redis
didn’t share, so the master snatchers who weren’t Redis formed the Lib clan.
Libs planned to steal back the Stones. They haven’t had much luck.” “It’s beyond Lib against Redis now,” said Ara. “It’s all of
Serriolia. If someone doesn’t help us we’ll die. All of us.” “I doubt it,” said Rheba coolly. “People have had a lot of
practice surviving tyrannies.” “You don’t understand.” Ara’s voice was soft. “This is a tyranny
of love. There is nothing to hate, no leverage for rebellion. Everyone—everyone—who
comes close to the Ecstasy Stones is caught by k’Masei. No,” she said, when
Rheba would have interrupted. “Listen to me. If your friends go to the Redis
you’ll never see them again.” Darkness pooled in Ara’s eyes, a darkness haunted by dreams.
Rheba had seen eyes like that before. Hiri’s eyes staring out of a tarnished
mirror. She felt pity for the tiny, beautiful illusionist who had found reality
too painful to live with. “I was just a little girl when k’Masei left the Lib hall to
steal the Redis Stones, but I remember. He took our best Stones with him, Lib
Stones. He thought they would protect him. Who could resist him when the Stones
radiated love? “When he left he was hazed in ecstasy, trailing love like a
radiant cloud.” Ara trembled at the memory. “The Stones. The Stones haunt my
dreams wearing my husband’s face, calling love to me ... ecstasy.” Kirtn sighed. “K’Masei stayed in the Redis hall, didn’t he?” “He became their master snatcher. He stole Ecstasy Stones
that had been clan secrets for thousands of years. He stole until the Redis had
them all. If your illusions or reality didn’t satisfy you, if you wanted to
feel loved, you had to go to the Redis. To k’Masei.” Rheba saw Ara look at her own hands, small Fists clenched so
hard that muscles quivered in her arms. Her hands relaxed. Rheba was sure it
was an illusion. “At first it wasn’t so bad,” continued Ara. “People of all clans
would go to k’Masei, bathe in the Stones, and go back to their clans. But with
each new Stone k’Masei stole, the experience changed—It deepened. It became ...
necessary.” “And/’ said Kirtn sardonically, “people abandoned their
clans to become Redis.” “Whole families,” whispered Ara—“Children no taller than my
waist. Gone.” “You make it sound as if they died,” said Rheba, ‘ Ara looked at her wildly. “How do you know they didn’t?” “Why would k’Masei kill them? Without them, who would he tyrannize?
It sounds like a perfect match—people who want to be ruled and a man who wants
to rule them,” She would have said more, but her eyes chose that moment to itch
with renewed ferocity. Ara’s appearance darkened and grew until it filled the small
room where they were being held. “Nobody wants to be ruled!” Fssa made a flatulent sound and stuck his head out of
Rheba’s hair. “Most people want to be ruled. They just don’t want to admit it.” The illusionist’s image deflated. She stared at the snake in
astonishment. “It’s real? It really speaks?” “It really does,” said Kirtn, glaring at Fssa. “Usually out
of turn.” “What does a snake know about people?” “That particular snake is a Fssireeme. His memories go back
thousands of years.” “That doesn’t mean he’s right!” retorted Ara hotly. The Bre’n said nothing, but skepticism was eloquent in his
stance. “If people want to be ruled, why does k’Masei need the
Soldiers of Ecstasy?” demanded Ara. “He probably doesn’t, but they need him,” said Kirtn impatiently,
“I’ll bet they’re lousy illusionists. Strong arms and thick heads, right?” “I—how did you know?” “Fourth People are alike under the skin. Before k’Masei,
I’ll bet there wasn’t a comforting illusion in the whole lot of them.” Ara’s face settled into stubborn lines. “Koro did not want
to be ruled.” “Koro? F’lTiri’s son?” asked Rheba, abandoning her attempts
to reach the itch at the back of her eyes. “Do you know where he is? Do you
know where his sisters are?” “With k’Masei, of course,” said Ara bitterly. “They went to
steal the Stones two days ago. I went with them. At feast, I thought I was going
with them. Tske tricked me. I followed his illusions rather than Koro’s
reality. By the time I found out, it was too late. Koro and his sisters were
gone. They didn’t come back. No one comes back from k’Masei.” Ara looked from
Rheba to Kirtn. “Now, are you sure you don’t want to go back to your ship?” “Yes.” “Then follow me.” Ara led them to the hall where the Yaocoon clan had gathered
to discuss the attack of the Soldiers of Ecstasy, the appearance of two master
snatchers and the aliens who had to be apparitions but were not. Rebellion was also
on the agenda, but it was discussed in shaded illusions, if at all. The Yaocoon hall seemed to be a jungle with no clearing.
Plants of all kinds—and plants of unknown kinds—crowded one against the other.
Fronds waved, flowers unfolded, fruit ripened in a riot of competing scents.
The ceiling seemed to be an overcast sky. The heat and humidity were real, as inseparable
from Serriolia as illusions. Ara left Rheba, Kirtn and Fssa in the only corner that did
not writhe with vegetable life. i’sNara and f’lTiri were nearby, defiantly
wearing the illusions of the outlawed Liberation clan. She was shadow-drifted
moonlight. He was darkness with only a hint of movement. Beneath those
illusions lurked master snatchers, ready to slip between the cracks of human
attention and steal the fabled Ecstasy Stones. Rheba summed up her feelings with a whistle that descended
from shrillness to silence in five beats. Kirtn took her bound hands in his.
Lines glowed beneath his touch, sending restless messages through him. He
rubbed his check against her gold-veined fingers. “Gently, dancer,” he
whistled. “Don’t waste yourself on anger.” It was advice he needed as well. He rubbed his lips against
her hot fingers and said nothing. After a few moments she sighed and gave in to
his gentle persuasions against anger. She knew her Senyas logic was supposed to
balance his Bre’n impulsiveness. She was young, though. She had already failed
him once, when he had flashed into rez in a Loo dungeon. She could not
let that happen again. But she did not know how to prevent it, either. Some of her thoughts leaked to him. As always, danger
heightened their ability to mind dance. He sensed her unease as a distant
scream, echo and aftermath of rez still unabsorbed in her mind. He kissed her fingertips before releasing her hands, afraid
of what his thoughts might reveal to her in turn. She did not know that she had
driven him into rez. Not her fault. She had no Senyas mother, no
Bre’n mother, no paired akhenets to live among until gradually it came to her
that Bre’n and Senyas akhenets were also lovers. He could tell her—and ensure
their destruction. She would not refuse him, he knew that, and he also knew
that was not the same as Choosing him. Dancer’s Choice. Without that Choice
freely made, akhenets lived under a sentence of death by rez. He wondered what the Bre’n Face he had given her to wear was
telling her, and if it could replace the tacit knowledge that had burned to ash
on Deva. Even if the Face could teach her, when would she have the time or the tranquility
to meditate upon its messages? After she had come out of the long withdrawal
that had followed the firestorm, she had vowed to find other survivors and
build a new akhenet culture on a new planet. Since then, life for them had been
one endless tumult beginning with a game called Chaos and culminating in a room
full of illusions. As though just discovering the strangers, the jungle
quivered and swept toward Rheba and Kirtn like a hungry grove of Second People.
Acid tendrils whipped down, coiling around fire dancer and Bre’n. A tangible
sense of danger permeated the illusion. Rheba’s akhenet lines ignited in molten
warning. “Enough.” Ara’s voice was a harsh wind ripping
apart the jungle. Gradually, the jungle straightened, becoming individual
trees and flowers once more. Ara stood on a raised part of the hall that was more balcony
than stage. Her appearance had changed. She was taller, darker, more
commanding. The last whispers and jungle rustles died away. Sure that she had
the Yaocoon clan’s attention, she changed again. She was herself now, small and
vivid and somehow even more compelling. “The two strangers you see are either real or twelves,” said
Ara. “They came with the master snatchers from the Liberation clan.” Noise rose, a sound like distant wind. The word “Liberation”
was anathema, proclaimed so by the Tyrant. To speak it was dangerous. To shield
Libs was to beg for disillusionment. Words flew like wind-driven leaves, proclaiming
fear. The jungle rustled ominously. Poisonous-looking flowers unfurled long petals.
Fruit ripened, then fell at the feet of i’sNara and f’lTiri and burst into
putrescence. “What a brave clan I joined,” sneered Ara. “When courage is
required, you hide and stink.” Anger whipped through the jungle. “You plot and whine endlessly because it’s so much safer
than doing anything.” A roar of protest drowned Ara’s voice. Fssa made himself
into a megaphone that projected Ara’s sadness and scorn throughout the room. “You let a whole clan of master snatchers die one by one.
Who will replace them? Who will steal the Ecstasy Stones now and free us all?
Is it you, clan Yaocoon? Any of you?” Protest died. Not even a leaf moved. “Volunteers?” said Ara in rising tones of sarcasm. “Speak
up. This illusion of silence is deafening.” The jungle glowered ... silently. “Hide and stink.” The words reeked scorn. She looked out
over the massed greenery. “I see you, Tske. Are you going to volunteer?” A whirlwind of leaves spun up to the balcony, surrounding
Ara. Leaves resolved into a man standing very close to her. He was nearly as
wide as he was thick. None of it was fat. “And I see you, Ara. Are you volunteering to be
k’Masei’s slave?” He leaned over her, whispering. “I have a better offer. Me.” Rheba recognized the hoarse-voiced man who had been so
hostile to them at the wall. The last words he spoke were so soft that only Ara
and the Fssireeme murmuring into Rheba’s ear heard. Ara ignored Tske. She stared out at the quivering jungle
illusion. “Do I have to see each one of you before you see the truth? Is hide
and stink the best you can do?” The jungle whipped and shuddered. No one stepped forward. “I see all of you,” she said scornfully, “but I see nothing
at all.” Rheba held her breath against the stench rising out of the
jungle. “Won’t anyone go with me to steal the Ecstasy Stones?” cried
Ara. “We will!” said i’sNara and f’lTiri, leaping to their feet. The jungle argued. Unnoticed, Rheba and Kirtn eased along the
edge of the room until they were next to i’sNara and f’lTiri. Fssa summarized
the arguments ho had heard: “Those belonging to Tske want to send us in alone. The rest
want to go with us on a raid. All of them are scared. The only thing they can
agree on is that they’re not ready to agree on anything.” “While they argue, our children could be dying.” F’lTiri’s
tone was as neutral as his appearance, but no one was fooled. “We’ll go without the Yaocoons,” said i’sNara. “Who needs an
army of vegetables?” “You’ll need whatever you can get,” Ara said succinctly, appearing
beside F’lTiri. “No one comes back from the Redis hall.” “We did.” The jungle changed around them. It was no longer one solid
mass of greenery. Openings appeared, ragged boundaries dividing Yaocoon from Yaocoon
while arguments raged among the treetops. The snake translated fragments he snatched out of the air: “Do you want to die without even the illusion of a fight?” “—her voice calling in my dreams. Ecstasy knows my name. I’m
lost.” “—like all the others. Here one night, gone the next. It
must be a truly Grand Illusion.” “The Tyrant’s bleeding us clanmate by clanmate—” “—dreamed again—” “Stones on a mirrored table.” “—ecstasy reflected in a thousand faces.” “No one can go against k’Masei the Tyrant.” Fssa abandoned translating the cacophony, hissed, and said
in cold Senyas, “They have as many mouths as a Fssireeme but they speak only
the language of fools.” The Fssireeme’s voice was like an iron bell. Silence spread
out from him as Yaocoons turned to stare. Within moments, even the smallest
plants took up the hush. A gnarled vine writhed across the jungle canopy. It
curled lovingly around Ara, then coiled like a snake in front of Kirtn. “I didn’t give permission for you to leave your garden,”
said the vine in Tske’s hoarse voice. “I didn’t ask.” Kirtn’s lips parted. Slightly serrated teeth
gleamed. The vine swelled. It quivered, ready to strike. Rheba’s hair
fanned out into a rippling field of fire. Kirtn was wrapped in flames. He
laughed. Fire streamed from his mouth. The vine wavered, then withdrew slowly. The fire remained. Uneasiness went through the jungle like a cold wind. The
vine became a whip cracking, demanding attention. “We’re not here to play
illusion games,” husked Tske. “The continuity of the clan Yaocoon is at stake.
As reigning illusionist—” “Only because Koro is gone,” snapped Ara. “—I’ve decided to use reason rather than illusion to settle
the argument. You’ve all heard Ara.” A mouth appeared on each vine leaf,
sarcastic smiles endlessly repeated. “We’ve heard nothing but Ara wailing since
her little Koro left.” Laughter and grumbles evenly mixed. “You’ve all heard me when I argued with Koro. I thought it
was a fool’s project and he was a fool. I still think Koro’s a fool,” he added,
“but a raid on the Ecstasy Stones by the Yaocoons is better than dreaming and
screaming every night.” “That’s what Koro used to say,” muttered Ara to Rheba. “I
don’t trust this sudden change.” Ara was not the only one surprised by Tske’s turnabout.
Trees, shrubs and parasitic flowers rattled in consternation. Tske had been
against a raid on the Redis since the idea had first been broached, long before
Koro had been driven into Yaocoon’s uncertain refuge. Tske ignored the questions quivering in every rigid leaf of
the jungle. “Those who want to go on the raid move toward the flowerfall.” The
vine pointed to the left side of the room. Suddenly, colorful flowers spurted
out of the air and drifted to the floor, where they settled into fragrant
piles. “Those who don’t want to raid, leave the room. That’s it. No more talk.
Decide.” The jungle whispered among itself, then began tearing itself
root from branch, flower from stem, vine from trunk. Illusions blurred and
reformed until Rheba was dizzy from trying to sort out what came from which and
belonged to whom. Many illusions vanished entirely from the hall, but many more
stayed, voting for rebellion. Rheba would have felt better if Tske were not among them. XIIWhatever Tske’s personal defects were, he was an efficient
organizer. When he gave orders, illusions jumped. The scent of bruised flowers
filled the air as Yaocoon after Yaocoon trampled petals underfoot, crowding
forward to listen to the many-mouthed vine. Rheba and Kirtn turned their heads slowly, counting
illusions. “Fifty-two?” Her voice was hesitant. “Sixty-four?” His voice was equally unsure. Neither one of
them had much skill at numbering impossibilities. F’lTiri overheard them. He leaned toward her and whispered,
• “Seventy-seven.” She sighed. “Right.” Her voice echoed Scavenger Scuvee of
the planet Daemen, brusque and resigned at the same time. Kirtn smiled. Scuvee had been unpolished but likeable all
the same. At least she had not tried to kill them, which was more than could be
said of most Daemenites. “Some are good illusionists,” continued f’lTiri. “Young, for
the most part, but strong. They don’t like Tske leading the raid they’ve been
planning, but they’ll take orders. He’s the best illusion they have right now.” With a grimace, Ara looked away. “I don’t trust Tske.” “If I were you, neither would I,” said i’sNara with a curt
laugh. “But with this many Yaocoons as witness, he’ll behave.” Fssa poured a running commentary into Rheba’s ear. Most of
it had to do with personalities and processes alien to her. Her lines rippled
and winked restlessly, telling of energy held within her. She curbed her impatience,
not wanting to provoke a similar—and more dangerous—impatience in her Bre’n. “Eleven groups of seven,” whistled Fssa. “Tske will lead our
group. I don’t know the name of the other Yaocoon who will be the seventh, in
our group. We’ll be the last out the gate, holding the illusion of shadows and
street over us. Easier than invisibility and nearly as good. The other
groups will project various illusions. Each will have a flower, leaf or fruit
somewhere in it. That’s more for us than for them. Clanmates can peel each
other’s illusions the way I peel new languages.” Rheba made a grudging sound of appreciation. Et was
thoughtful of Tske to provide for nonillusionists. It might also be a bit risky
for the Yaocoons to openly wear a badge of their affiliation. Perhaps outsiders
could not strip away illusions with the facility of clanmates. She hoped so.
She would hate to be responsible for putting Yaocoons in uniform so that the
enemy could find them more easily. “Tske wants the first three groups to go out and
reconnoiter. He wanted just one group, actually, but they talked him out of it.
Seven people aren’t enough if they run into the Soldiers of Ecstasy.” “Ecstasy? Stupidity is more like it,” muttered Rheba. A second Fssireeme mouth formed, hissing agreement, while
the first one continued translating without missing a syllable. Rheba listened,
unconsciously tracing the outlines of the worry stones concealed within her pocket. “If it’s clear to the veil, they’ll send hack a messenger,”
continued Fssa. “Groups will leave at fifteen-second intervals. That should be
far enough apart to keep the images from overlapping but not so far that we
can’t cover for each other.” “Overlapping images?” said Rheba doubtfully. “Right.” said the Fssireeme, in exact reproduction of
Scuvee’s voice. Then, “They didn’t explain, so I don’t know any more than you.” She shrugged like a Bre’n. The strategy and tactics of
illusory raids were something she was forced to leave to the apparition in
charge. “And after the veil?” “They’re still arguing about that one. Three groups want the
honor of being first into the Redis hall.” “Fools.” “Probably.” Silence from the snake, but not from the Yaocoons
crowding around the vine that was Tske. “What are they saying?” “Insults. Redundant and unimaginative.” “Let me know if you hear a good one.” Fssa made a flatulent sound. Except for i’sNara, who had
been a slave to the Loo-chim, illusionists confined their originality to their
appearance. “Tske settled it. The groups are numbered now, one through eleven.
We’re eleven. Last in. They’ll create the diversion and we’ll do the sneaking
and stealing.” “How?” “That hasn’t come up yet.” Rheba closed her eyes. When she opened them, Kirtn was
watching her. “I’ll bet it ends up a burn job,” she said to him. He smiled crookedly. “Most things do, when you’re around.”
He worked his long fingers into the hair seething about her face. “That’s why I
Chose you, dancer. Even in your cradle you burned.” She leaned into his touch, stretching and rubbing against
his hand. The resonances he set off within the energy she held were as enjoyable
as the physical contact itself. It also kept her from thinking about the
impossible theft they had volunteered to attempt. Ecstasy Stones. She had no
use for them. She had her Bre’n. A tendril of her hair curled out and settled around his muscular
forearm. It was a touch that would have burned anyone except Kirtn. To him, it
was a sharing of fire that went through him in an expanding wave of pleasure,
marshaling and releasing the random energies that would otherwise eat away at
his rationality until he dissolved into rez. Dancers danced
because they could; Bre’ns shared that dance because they must, or die. “The first group is gone,” whistled the snake. “What? Just like that?” said Kirtn. “No more planning than a
few arguments and Tske’s yapping vine?” “The Yaocoons have been planning and arguing since their
Ecstasy Stones were stolen years ago. They’ve run out of plans.” “But not arguments?” suggested the Bre’n. “How did you guess?” said the snake acidly. “They’re Fourth People. The last thing we run out of is argument.” Kirtn’s voice was haunted, remembering the verbal battles
that had raged on Deva over whether it was better to flee the planet or stay
and ride out the sun’s unstable period. Ten years, twenty. No more than fifty
at most. Then the sun would be benevolent again. But it had not happened the
way Senyasi and Bre’ns had planned. He was too young to remember much more than the last fifteen
years on Deva. His Senyas and Bre’n parents had remembered, though. Now some of
their memories were his. He laid his cheek on a burning strand of dancer hair,
grateful that Rheba was too young to have his memories. Her own were bad
enough. Deva? ft was both question and statement,
spoken in his mind, wrapped in a complex of her emotions. He curled a tendril of hot gold around his finger, letting
Deva recede into the past again. “We’re on Yhelle now. That’s enough trouble
without looking for more to burn.” Her eyes watched him, sad and wise and too gold for a dancer
her age. “At least they’re going to untie you,” said Fssa. As one, Bre’n and Senyas looked at their wrists. Though they
saw only a flicker of shadow and light, they felt the cool touch of a knife as
it slid through their bonds. “Thanks, whoever you are,” said Rheba. A fern no taller than her waist appeared. The fronds
shivered and shifted, revealing a boy beneath. Rheba was
so shocked to see a child rather than an adult that she forgot to return the
boy’s smile. “Did you see that?” she asked in Senyas. “Yes.” Kirtn’s voice was matter-of-fact. “He’s too young to risk his life on a raid against a tyrant
that a whole clan couldn’t touch!” “The first time I sent you out against Deva’s sun, you were
younger than that boy. His voice was still neutral, but his eyes were like hammered
metal. “That’s different. I was a dancer. I was bred for fire.” “And he’s an illusionist, born and bred. I suspect the difference
between your situation on Deva and his on Yhelle is more apparent than real.” “But the life of our people was at stake!” objected Rheba
hotly. “We sent children against the sun because we had no choice!” “It’s the same with him.” When she would have argued more,
he cut her off roughly. “Think of what we’ve heard, dancer. No one who goes
into the Redis clan hall comes back. And one by one, everyone in
Serriolia is being drawn into that hall.” She thought about it. She did not like any of her thoughts.
She rubbed her wrists absently. The bonds had peeled off some skin despite the
zoolipt’s efforts to keep its host whole. Or perhaps it was just that even zoolipt-healed
skin itched with newness. “I’ve got a nasty feeling that my zoolipt is going to earn its
keep,” she said finally. “Don’t count on the zoolipt too much,” cautioned Kirtn. “I’m
sure it has limits.” “Wonder what they are?” “I don’t want either of us to find out the hard way. Don’t
be careless, dancer.” “Me? You’re the one that’s a target as big as a spaceship.
Nobody will even see me hiding behind you.” “Then you must have figured out a way to burn invisibly,”
smiled Kirtn, tugging gently on the electric tendril of hair he had wrapped
around his finger. Laughter ran brightly along her akhenet lines. “The messenger just came back,” said Fssa softly. “It’s
clear to the veil. Not a Soldier of Ecstasy in sight.” Groups of illusionists moved toward the door. As they moved,
they changed. One group of trees, ferns and hanging flowers merged into the illusion
of a single child batting a bright leaf from hand to hand. Though Rheba knew there were eleven people in the group, she
could not see them ... unless they were that indefinable blurring of floor and wall,
the not-quite-shadows gliding soundlessly out the door. A cat condensed out of another group. Long-tailed, tawny, it
turned to look at her. Its eyes were purple flowers carved out of gems. It
stretched and moved with insolent ease after the boy. “Beautiful,” murmured Kirtn. “But I thought var-cats were
legends.” “There’s a lot of the Equality we haven’t seen,” said Rheba. “Var-cats are real,” whistled Fssa. “They were bred as a
kind of mobile money in the Third Cycle. There aren’t many left. Unstable.” Another group left the room wearing the illusion of an
animal that even Fssa could not name. The beast was small and wore a pink
flower tied to its tail. More child illusions left, quarreling over a ball that
looked like a ripe melon. A woman walked away, tiny and black, wrapped in
sensuality. “Satin,” breathed Kirtn. Rheba’s mouth thinned. Satin was the owner of the Black Whole,
the worst gambling dive in Nontondondo, which was the most licentious city on
an utterly immoral planet. Satin was a psi master. She had sold them their
Equality navtrix. She had also wanted Kirtn as a lover. And Kirtn had not said
no as firmly as Rheba could have wished, for above all. Satin was alluring. The woman turned. Between her breasts was a black orchid. “Not quite Satin,” sighed the Bre’n. “Satin is more ... alive.
But a woman of her race, definitely. I wonder where that planet is.” Rheba glanced sideways at him, a hot comment ready on her
lips. Then she saw his yellow eyes watching her with unusual intensity. She bit
her lip and said only, “And I wonder what we’ll look like when we leave the
room.” F’lTiri left the vine to writhe and yammer with its many
mouths. He and i’sNara came over to Rheba. “How much of that muddle did your snake pick up?” asked F’lTiri. “Eleven groups of seven. We’re number eleven. They’ll provide
a distraction while we snatch the Stones,” summarized Rheba. “If anything was
decided about our disguise or how in the name of the Inmost Fire we’re going to
pull off the theft, I didn’t hear about it.” “Neither did I,” said i’sNara grimly. She flapped her narrow
white hand in a gesture of dismissal. “Just stay with me and f’lTiri. We’ll
peel the Redis hail illusions and get to the Stones faster than any clumsy
Yaocoon. As for your disguises, you won’t need any. Tske says that after your
appearance on Reality Street, dancer and Bre’n pairs will be popping up all
over Serriolia.” “He’s probably right,” said f’lTiri. “In any case, a good
illusion for you two would take too much of our energy. Of course, you could
stay here,” he added with a hopeful lift of his voice. “We never would have let you off the ship if we had known
what would happen,” put in i’sNara. “We never would have let you off the ship either,” retorted
Kirtn. “But we did and you did. So let the dance begin.” As he spoke, he
pressed the harness stud that was also a transceiver. The stud remained
inactive, telling him that no message was waiting to be deciphered by him. Rheba saw him touch the stud, whistled a question and received
a quick reassurance. No message. That meant that all was well on board the Devalon,
because messages were reserved for emergencies. She was surprised to realize
that she had been away from the ship for less than a half day. It seemed like a
Loo week. Yhelle’s illusions nibbled at the foundations of time as well as
other perceptions. The illusionists blurred. They reformed as a vague thickness
between Rheba and the door. “How can I follow that?” asked Rheba sharply. “If the Redis
go in for textured glowstrips, I wouldn’t be able to see you if you were
standing on my feet.” “Watch,” whispered f’lTiri. Shadow shifted. Brightness turned and sparked at its center.
Motes twisted and formed into a familiar shape, a Fssireeme with mouth open. It
was a deft performance, done with only a few lines of illusion. Even Fssa was impressed. “If you gel lost, whistle and watch for the snake,” murmured
f’lTiri. Then, even more softly, “Be ready to burn, fire dancer.” Rheba’s hair seethed and crackled, throwing off hot glints
in the nearly empty hall. She let her lines gorge with energy, fierce gold racing
over her body until it looked as though she wore a lacework of fire beneath her
brief clothes. “I’m always ready to burn,” she said quietly. “If we get separated,” i’sNara said, “go to the nearest
veil. You can sense the direction of the veils, can’t you? Their energies?” Rheba remembered the discordant veil energies combing
through her. She closed her eyes and tried to visualize the energy patterns of
the hall, the compound, and finally the surrounding streets and residences.
Then, like a distant disturbance, the curdling veil. “Yes ... it’s there. I
don’t like it.” I’sNara made a relieved sound. “See? I told you she could do
it,” she said to f’lTiri. “They’ll be all right if something happens to us.” “But how do we use the veil once we find it?” asked Kirtn. “Hurry up,” snapped the vine that was Tske. “All possible destinations appear one after the other,” said
f’lTiri quickly, “Just wait for Reality Street to cycle in. It’s slower than
our method of using the veil, but you don’t have time to learn the other way.” The vine made a rude sound and turned into a shadow. “Follow
me. Now!” Rheba looked at her Bre’n. He shrugged, but his eyes had a feral
gleam. Her akhenet lines echoed her heartbeat, a rhythmic pulse that grew
brighter with each unit of deadly energy stored. Side by side, dancer and Bre’n followed shadows out into the
thickening night. XIIIThe gate swung shut heavily on its hinges, turning the wall
into a seamless whole once again. In the deepening gloom outside the Yaocoon
clan compound, Rheba flamed like a torch. She damped her burning somewhat but
could not fade from sight unless she released a lot more energy, too much, in
fact. She did not want to be caught cold if an ambush came. Night seemed to conceal rather than cool the humid heat of
day. She was too hot to sweat. Akhenet lines rather than perspiration carried
away her body heat now. Kirtn’s coppery skin/fur, however, was almost black
with sweat. Where his weapon harness and Rainbow rubbed against his fur, traces
of lather showed in pale streaks. Rainbow reflected dancer fire in every
crystal facet, a molten necklace rippling against his broad chest. “We’re about as inconspicuous as a nova at midnight,” said
Kirtn grimly. Ahead of them, various illusions merged invisibly with the
night. A child’s laughter, a cat’s purple eyes, a flash of the black woman’s
fingernails, those were all Kirtn had to mark the unknown trail. Their own
group was invisible to him. “I’m glad the veil isn’t far,” he said very softly as the
land dipped beneath his feet. His empty weapon harness annoyed him. In Serriolia, guns
were an admission of failed illusions. Except for a few pragmatic Yaocoon
rebels, only Soldiers of Ecstasy carried guns. There had been no weapon for
him. It was a situation he planned to remedy with the first soldier he got his
hands on. They scrambled down the decline to the stream, using Rheba’s
akhenet lines to see by. She would have made a ball of cold energy and sent it
ahead to light their way, but feared being even more conspicuous than nature
had made her. When they got to the edge of the stream, they stopped. Kirtn
watched the night with wide yellow eyes that were better adapted to darkness
than—gold-veined dancer eyes. He neither saw nor heard anything, not even the
footsteps of the rest of their group. Calling out to them was tempting but
foolish. So was blundering blindly up the opposite bank of the stream. “Do you sense anything, snake?” whispered Kirtn. “Water. Shallow, only a few strides across. Incline.
Something at the top that could be trees.” “Could be?” asked Rheba, her voice barely audible. “Dancer,” Fssa murmured patiently, “on Yhelle, they could be
anything.” “Including Soldiers of Ecstasy?” she snapped. “Including—” Fssa convulsed, reshaping himself into an array
of scanning devices. Balanced on the breakpoint of dance, Rheba sensed the
Fssireeme’s changes and” even, very slightly, the energies radiating from and
returning to him. She grabbed Kirtn’s arm-He looked at her and saw the odd
shapes of Fssa beneath her glowing hair. He froze, trying to make no sound that
would obstruct the snake’s search. Fssa’s whistle was a mere thread of sound. “I don’t like it.
Not the trees—they’re real enough—but beyond. Sounds.” “What kind of sounds?” asked Kirtn, his voice so soft that
only a Fssireeme could have caught the words. “Fourth People sounds. But no rhythms.” “That doesn’t make sense, snake.” “Fourth People walk in patterns and talk in patterns, and
patterns have rhythms. These sounds don’t.” “Maybe the trees break up the patterns of sound,” whispered
Rheba. A hiss was the snake’s only answer. Then, sharply, “I know
about echos the way you know about energies. These are wrong.” “Maybe it’s an illusion,” suggested the Bre’n. Fssa made a sizzling sound, Fssireeme anger. Kirtn looked at Rheba. His eyes were hot with reflected
dancer fire. Hers were growing more gold with each heartbeat. “Ambush?” he whispered. “Surely Fssa would have heard something.” A scream, stifled in the first second, yet unmistakable. They crossed the stream in a single leap and ran up the opposite
bank. As they gained the top, she sent a white sheet of energy ahead to light
the way, knowing that it was possible to hide in blinding brightness as well as
in darkness. Not only would the wall of light illuminate what was ahead, it might
catch attackers with their illusions down. Frozen in the unexpected light, illusionists and Soldiers of
Ecstasy slipped in and out of illusion in dizzying blurs, adjusting their appearances
to the demands of light instead of darkness. Motionless huddles of clothes lay
strewn across the clearing between trees both real and illusory. Some of the
shapes on the ground wore gray uniforms, but only a few. Most wore the rags of
people whose appearance depended on illusions woven over a threadbare reality. Black against dancer light, shadows formed and reformed
around Redis and Soldiers, trying to bring them down. But there were so many
more Redis than shadows, and the Soldiers’ white eyes saw through illusions
with frightening ease. Shadows slid to the ground and puddled into ragged,
motionless bundles. With the ambush discovered, there was no further need for
stealth. Guns appeared in Redis hands. Muzzles flashed and vented death. More
shadows screamed and became illusionists slack upon the ground. Flames seethed out from Rheba, licking among the gray
uniforms of the Soldiers of Ecstasy. Hands holding weapons were burned to the
bone. Five Soldiers, then, twelve, screamed and cradled their hands. The clearing
shivered and changed as more uniforms poured out from between the trees. Rheba answered with another wash of flame. To her horror,
she saw that some of the uniforms were facades forced upon Yaocoons by superior
Redis illusionists. She had burned three of her own people. Kirtn whistled shrilly, demanding that i’sNara and f’lTiri
show themselves. There was no answering flash among the roiling shadows, no
snake shape calling wordlessly to them. Rheba lifted her hands and sent lightning to dance among the
fighters. Uniforms retreated, harried by shadows. The ground sizzled and stank
and finally grew sullen flames. Smoke rose, concealing the shadows that
remained. It was all she dared to do until she had some way of telling Yaocoon
illusionists from Redis. Kirtn leaped into the smoke, looking for friends. He quickly
discovered that conscious or not, the Soldiers of Ecstasy wore real uniforms,
as befitted their lack of illusion talents. He suspected that some of the badly
dressed illusionists fallen throughout the clearing were also Redis, but had no
way of being sure. He searched through the casualties with ruthless speed. He
did not find anyone he recognized. Fire sizzled past him. Something yelped and retreated, dropping
a gun. He scooped it up, learning its mechanism by feel and firelight. Muzzle,
barrel, stock, trigger. Guns varied little from culture to culture. Their
design was implicit in their Function. He put his back to a real tree. Rheba set barriers of flame
burning in an arc behind him. Fssa whistled a shrill imperative that ended with
two names. If i’sNara and f’lTiri were conscious, they would come to the Bre’n. For a moment, the only sound in the clearing was the hot
crackle of fire. They had broken the back of the ambush, but were still far
from safe. Warily, Rheba moved to join her Bre’n. They formed a triangle with
the tree as their apex. Fssa scanned ceaselessly. Shadows began to gather around them, black moths drawn to an
alien flame. Rheba could not be sure that the winged shadows were friends;
neither could she burn them down as enemies. Seething with barely controlled energy,
she searched approaching illusions for Yaocoon clan signs. A leaf flickered at the edge of one shadow. A lush curve of
flower bloomed briefly in another. A fern quivered and vanished in a third pool
of darkness. A fourth shadow approached. It displayed neither flower nor fruit,
stern nor branch, nothing but tone on tone of darkness shifting. Dancer fire rained over the shadow. It vanished, leaving behind
nothing, not even a cry of surprise. “Fssa?” she asked. “A projection. The illusionist was somewhere else,” answered
the snake. “At least the illusion couldn’t carry a gun.” Kirtn stared at the shadows between trees and said nothing.
There were plenty of Soldiers of Ecstasy still around. He doubted that they
would carry nothing more deadly than an illusion in their hands. Shadows continued to flow toward them, revealing tiny
flashes of plant life as they came. No snake shape appeared, though many shadows
gathered. “Why aren’t they shooting at us?” asked Rheba in a voice
that was a harsh whisper. “Are they blind?” “In the past, killing aliens caused more trouble than it
cured,” hissed a nearby shadow. “You never knew how powerful their planet might
be. Besides, we’re shielding you as much as we can. He’s a tree and you’re
moonlight.” A bullet whined by, burning itself in a tree no more than an
arm’s length away. “It would help if you threw less light,” the shadow
muttered. Fssa hissed a stream of Senyas directions in Rheba’s car.
Blue-white fire leaped from her fingers, scorched across the clearing and
danced among trees on the far side. Men screamed and threw down guns too hot to
hold. “On the other hand,” said the shadow, “throwing light isn’t
always a bad idea.” Kirtn’s smile was a predatory Hash of teeth. He, too, was comforted
by dancer fire. “That’s it,” the shadow whispered. “Everyone who could get
here has. Let’s break for the veil.” “What about i’sNara and f’lTiri?” asked Rheba. “I don’t see them. But then, they’re nearly twelve and I’m
only a nine.” “Is Ara here?” “No.” “What about Tske?” “I’m Tske,” hissed the shadow. “They’re holding the veil for
us, but they can’t hold it forever. Hurry. If we waste any more time here
they’ll go on without us.” “What about them?” whispered Rheba, gesturing toward the
people lumped up in the dark clearing. “The ones who are unconscious will wake up with a headache. That
always happens when you’re forcefully unillusioned. The ones who were hit are dead.
The Tyrant’s bullets are a thin metal shell wrapped around the Equality’s most
potent poison.” Rheba grimaced. The more she heard of k’Masei, the Redis and
the Soldiers of Ecstasy, the less she wanted to be near any of them. As
self-appointed keepers of a planet’s love, they were as unlovely a group as she
had seen anywhere but Loo. “Lead the way,” she snapped to the shadow that was
Tske. Her akhenet lines flared as she walked, telling of energy
held in reserve. She called in more with each step, weaving it out of
moonlight’s pale solar reflections. The Soldiers of Ecstasy might have
abandoned this battle, but somewhere ahead the war still went on. At least she hoped it did. Otherwise i’sNara, f’lTiri and
their children were lost. “How did we get separated from i’sNara and f’lTiri?” she
whistled in Bre’n, no more than a tiny thread of sound. “I thought we were together
when we went out the gate.” “We stopped at the stream.” “But not for long.” “Long enough, apparently,” whistled Kirtn. Uneasiness shivered in each Bre’n note, telling more clearly
than words how he felt about being escorted toward an unknown enemy by a
contingent of nameless shadows. In Serriolia, deluding a nonillusionist was so
easy that even children were embarrassed to stoop to it. He hoped that the same
held true for the Tyrant,—but doubted it. Tyrants stooped to anything within
reach. Fssa whistled mournful agreement. His sensors were better
equipped than eyes for seeing through illusions, but not much better. Rheba trotted after the barely visible shadow illusion that
was Tske. He flickered in and out of the trees ahead of her. The way was rough,
more a trail than the broad street she remembered following to the Yaocoon clan
wall. Her memories were not to be wholly trusted, however; things changed
without warning or apology in the streets of Serriolia. Even so, she had a
persistent sense of wrongness, of things out of place. Her eyes itched fiercely, adding to her malaise. Every time
her eyes had itched recently, it meant trouble on the way. Her hand closed
around Kirtn’s wrist. Her uneasiness went through him in a soundless mental
cry. Her sense of imminent peril joined them in shallow mind dance, more
emotion than words. Wrongness. ? Veil 100 far. Her emotions were a silent cry
of warning, of danger unseen, of sounds unheard, of blind worlds where only the
sighted survived. But she was blind and so was he. Find the veil. A mentor’s command, cold and
binding. Rheba stopped. Gold ticked up and down her arms, dancer
power flowing as she sought the uniquely discordant energies known as the veil.
She felt her mentor’s presence behind her, his hands on her shoulders refining
her dance. There. Veil energies danced dissonantly on his nerves. It seemed
neither near or far, but he was not a dancer to weigh forces, only a Bre’n. Wrong. Too far. With her silent words
came emotions, a feeling of futility in a world full of shadows. He let go of her. “Fssa.” Kirtn’s whistle was almost a
keening. “Do you sense anyone ahead besides Tske?” The snake changed, glittering violet quills, a silver ruff,
black cups that shone oddly, metallic ripples coursing through his length. “Nothing.” “The veil?” “Oh, it’s there. It’s always there. It winds in and out of
everything in Serriolia. But we’re going away from the part we were headed toward
before.” “Is there anyone or anything behind us?” For all its
softness, Kirtn’s whistle was urgent. “Just the illusions we gathered in the clearing. At least, I
think they’re the same ones. It’s very hard to be sure.” Rheba’s hand closed hotly around his wrist. Words and emotion
seared him, but when she spoke, her voice was controlled. “Tske,” she
whispered, calling ahead to the shadow leading them. “Hurry,” was their only reply. “We’re going the wrong way!” The shadow blurred, then raced back toward them. “Don’t be
ridiculous,” hissed the shadow. “I know my way around Yaocoon territory better
than any illusionless alien. Now hurry!” He turned back the way he had come. “That’s the wrong way.” insisted Rheba, raising her voice,
knowing that Fssa would automatically increase the volume of his translation.
“The veil we want is over that way”—a bright-gold finger pointed to Tske’s
left—“and that’s the way I’m going!” The shadow snarled. Suddenly the night seemed to darken.
Soldiers of Ecstasy leaped out from behind trees, wave after wave of gray uniforms
and glittering white eyes. The ground shook and roared, giving birth to yet
more soldiers. As Kirtn and Rheba turned to flee, shadows twisted, condensed,
white eyes gleaming. No Yaocoon clan symbols gleamed this time, only metal gun
barrels. The shadows following them had been Redis illusionists, not
Yaocoon raiders. She and Kirtn had been neatly trapped. XIVBefore any shadow could move, Rheba exploded into flames.
With part of her mind, she called down fire on everything within reach. The
rest of her mind reached fur the nearest energy source that could sustain the
demands of her dance. While fire raged within the trees and not-trees, she
tried to drag power out of the veil. The energies were unlike anything she had ever tapped
before. Discordant, dissonant, grating terribly un every natural rhythm in her
dancer body, the veil’s power came to her more as an attacker than as an ally.
She struggled against the clashing energies, forcing them to bend to her needs
in an act of will that left her blazing. New akhenet lines ripped through her flesh, but she felt nothing
except the hot demands of her dance. Her Bre’n flowed through her, steadying
her erratic fire. Even with his presence, the veil energies arced dangerously
at the edge of her dance. Grimly, Rheba fought to control the forces she must use to
fight free of the ambush. Shadows flowed closer, stitched through with the gray
threads of uniforms. Bullets whipped by the dancer’s burning body, warning of
soldiers growing bolder. Kirtn poured more of himself into her dance, giving
her both strength and balance to use in her fight to reshape the veil’s bizarre
energies. He smelled the stink of his own fur and flesh scorched by unbridled
energy. The pain was like a vicious light searing his brain. He ignored it as
Bre’ns throughout time had always ignored pain. He risked a quick glance over his shoulder. Where Tske
should have been, there was a skirmish line of soldiers. Behind them were more
soldiers, and more, line upon line of gray pouring out of the night. Illusion?
Reality? Something in between? Dancer. With the single word spoken in Rheba’s mind came a picture
of themselves, the burning center of a growing circle of gray. Kirtn sensed her reply flowing up through his palms where
they rested on her shoulders. A backwash of discordant power tore through him,
but he did not lift his hands. He bent himself to the needs of her dance,
controlling her body so that her mind was free to grapple with tire. A feeling of relief raced through Rheba as Kirtn took more
of the burden of the dance on himself. It was dangerous for a Bre’n to carry
too much of the dance, but Kirtn was unusually strong. And she needed every bit
of his power now. She matched her rhythms to those of the veil, sucking energy
to her in a single dangerous rush. She could not fully control the veil, but
she could hammer its energies into a deadly weapon. She had to work with
reckless speed. She could not hold onto the veil long without burning herself
to the bone. Nor could Kirtn bear so much of the dance for more than a short
time. Her hands lifted. Incandescent light leaped out, light that
swept through trees and flesh and night with equal ease. She pivoted in a
circle with Kirtn at its center, sweeping her surroundings with deadly energy,
trying to burn through illusions to whatever reality might lie beneath. She watched the resulting blaze with eyes that were almost
wholly gold. And she saw shadows between the burning trees, shadows sliding
over burning ground, shadows lifting guns. But the bullets were not shadows at all. As one, she and Kirtn threw themselves aside. At the same
instant she released a brilliant burst of light, hoping to blind the soldiers
who were even then sighting down gun barrels. Bullets stitched harmlessly
through the night. The Soldiers of Ecstasy were dazed by dancer fire, but that
would pass very soon. Then she and Kirtn would be targets once more. She reached for the veil again, determined to draw enough energy
to make the area a fiery hell where only Bre’n and Senyas could survive. She
sensed Kirtn’s soundless protest at the danger she was calling into herself.
But he did not try to stop her. Whatever the veil’s danger, it was not as great
as the Soldiers of Ecstasy. Raw energy poured into her. Her akhenet lines burned hotter
and hotter, frying to channel the dissonant power of the veil. She screamed but
no sound came, only a gout of searing fire. Desperately she threw away the
terrible energies, raining death around her. Grass and small bushes exploded
into flame. Trees, racks and the very air itself smoked. Still her dance raged,
demanding more fire and then more, a Senyas hell created for Yhelle illusionists. Kirtn’s lips writhed back from his teeth in an agonized grimace,
but he did not stop her dance. Nor did he release his grip on her, though his
fingers blistered and fur smoked. She was dancing at the farthest edge of their
control, yet she was controlled and that was all that mattered. If he
flinched in the face of her fire they would both be consumed. Hell leaped around them in every shade of fire. Trees exploded
into flame, dirt smoked, rocks shattered. Illusions screamed, but their sounds
were lost in the consuming roar of unleashed fire. Triumph flickered through
Kirtn’s pain. They were winning. If they could sustain the dance for a few more
moments the Soldiers of Ecstasy would scatter like ashes in a hot whirlwind. Then he felt his dancer change beneath his hands, akhenet
lines guttering light and dark, hot and cold, warm and cold. Cold. She was
falling He staggered and barely managed to keep both of them upright. Wrenched
out of dance, he was dazed, disoriented, stunned by the slack weight of dancer
in his arms. Rheba? There was no answering flicker, no stir of recognition, no
warmth of companionship in his mind. He put his lips against her throat, seeking a pulse. He
found it easily, a strong, steady beat of life. Relief came in a rush of weakness.
He knelt and held her, turning her face away from the flames that still twisted
up into Serriolia’s uncertain night. Eyes narrowed into yellow lines, he searched the spaces
between the fire for Soldiers of Ecstasy. He saw only uneven light, ashes, darkness.
Yet he knew there had been neither time nor fire enough to burn all their
enemies. Or had the massed uniforms been merely illusions? Had she danced
herself to unconsciousness for no more than a Redis trick? A glittering, white-hot head poked out of her tangled hair.
Fssa’s low whistle called to him in Bre’n notes rich with concern. “Is she all
right?” He answered without looking away from the night and fire
that surrounded them. “Yes.” “What happened? One moment wonderful, hot energies and the
next—nothing.” “I don’t know.” Kirtn’s whistle was very soft, his eyes
restless, probing shadows for illusions living between real flames. “We danced
more viciously on Loo. She danced more violently on Daemen, alone, and did not
faint.” As he whistled his Fingers moved over her, searching for burned-out
akhenet lines. Fear lived in his whistle, but his hands were steady. “Her lines
are whole. She’s burned and so am I, but the zoolipt is taking care of that.” Dizziness spiraled through him, followed by a thought of how
wonderful it would be to stretch out on the resilient forest floor and steep.
Impatiently he threw off both the dizziness and the desire for rest. The dance
had drained him and its sudden end had been like being dropped out of a
building, but he was far from the end of his strength. He felt a sense of persistence, of turquoise seduction weakening
his resolve. He had not sensed/tasted that color so clearly since he had floated
in a pool on Daemen, buoyed by a fluid that was not quite water, tone on tone
of blue, but most beautiful of all was the vivid living turquoise that was a
Zaarain construct gone wild. He blinked and had trouble opening his eyes again. It would
really be so much better if he slept.... “The zoolipt!” whistled Kirtn, consternation and anger and
the beginning of fear in each clear note. “It stopped her and now it’s trying
to put me to sleep!” He looked at his palms, knowing they had been deeply burned
during the dance. They were healing, just as his dancer’s hands and arms were
healing. They owed that to the zoolipt inside them; it liked their “taste.” After
hundreds of thousands of years of Daemenites for breakfast, lunch, dinner, and
midnight snacks, Senyas and Bre’n were exotic fare for the zoolipt. It would
keep them alive far longer than their normal spans, healing them until its
skill failed or it finally became tired of their taste. Then they would die and
the zoolipt would look for a new treat. Until then, the zoolipt would do everything within its unknown
powers to keep its palate happy, including cut them off from a dance it saw as
too dangerous. The zoolipt, rather than dancer or Bre’n, would make the choice
as to what was or was not worth risking death to achieve. It was the Daemen’s
own Luck that they had been fighting more illusions than soldiers. Otherwise
dancer and Bre’n would be dead now, killed by a meddling zoolipt’s kindness. He did not realize that he was thinking aloud until he heard
the snake’s soft commiseration. Fssa’s Bre’n whistle not only harmonized and
sympathized, it pointed out that nothing was free. He and Rheba had live-in
doctors. A great convenience ... until they disagreed on what was best for the
“patient.” Fssa’s whistle changed into a shrill warning. “Something is
approaching behind the flames!” With a speed that few but Bre’ns could achieve, Kirtn put
Rheba behind him and drew his weapon. His burned hand sent scaring pain
messages to him as the gun’s hot metal butt slapped against his palm. Dizziness
swept over him like black water, a zoolipt protest. He swore in savage Bre’n
and ignored the unwanted advice. The dizziness came again, narrowing reality to
a tunnel leading into night. He felt consciousness sliding away as he spun toward
the tunnel’s mouth. He would sleep as she slept, defenseless, brought down by a
blob of protoplasm that was too stupid to accept injury now in order to avoid
death later. The thought of being forced to abandon his sleeping dancer
to whatever waited beyond the flames hurled Kirtn to the breakpoint at rez.
Black energy sleeted through him, energy drawn from his own body without
heed to the cost. Black flames leaped. Unchecked, they would consume him cell
by cell. Rez was the antithesis of survival; it was the pure,
self-devouring rage of a mind trapped in a maze with no exit. Abruptly, the zoolipt retreated. It was ignorant of Bre’n
psychology, but it was not stupid. If it persisted, it would drive its host
straight into the injury or death it was trying to avoid. Control returned to Kirtn, but it was too late. Through the
barrier of dying dancer fire he saw a circle of uniforms. “Real?” he whistled
curtly to the Fssireeme. Fssa sent out sonic probes, sifted returning signals with an
array of cones and quilts, and sighed, “Yes and no. Not all of the guns are
real and most of the people are illusions, but they keep shifting.” “Thanks,” said Kirtn sourly. He did not know how much ammunition
remained in his stolen weapon. He did know it was not infinite. He could not
afford to waste ammunition on illusions. There was also the uncomfortable fact
that while he was shooting at an illusion, real bullets would be coming his
way. “I’m sorry,” whistled the snake, each note vibrating with
shame. “Not your fault,” Kirtn whistled, stroking the still-hot
Fssireeme and watching the growing gaps between the flames. The attack would
come soon. “Alien!” The call came from beyond the flames. The voice was
harsh, husky, speaking in Universal. Instantly, Kirtn’s weapon covered the spot where the voice
came from. There was nothing but smoke and shrunken fires. “Alien!” The voice came from behind him. He spun and saw nothing at
all. “Alien!” The voice was at his elbow, but when he turned he was alone. “You can’t—find me—alien!” The voice came from three directions in rapid succession,
but when Kirtn whirled to locate the speaker, there was nothing in sight but
the unmoving soldiers. “I could have killed you, alien.” The words were soft, so close that Kirtn felt the speaker’s
breath. “Tske,” said Kirtn, recognizing the voice. The man laughed and appeared just beyond Kirtn’s reach.
Kirtn shot three times and the man laughed again, unhurt. “I’m behind you.” Kirtn did not turn. “You’re learning.” Tske condensed out of the night, three of him, then five,
then eight surrounding Kirtn, flickering in and out of life like fire. Kirtn
waited. He knew that projecting illusions cost energy. If Tske kept bragging in
multiple images he would eventually wear himself out. Then he would find that
Bre’n strength was more real than apparent. “Throw the gun down.” Kirtn hesitated, then hurled the weapon at the nearest
soldier. It was a long throw for anyone but a Bre’n. The gun smacked into
flesh. The soldier cried out and Kirtn smiled. That one, at least, was not an
illusion. A knife gleamed out of darkness. Rheba jerked suddenly. A red line slid down her arm., blood flowing. Kirtn leaped
forward, swinging his arms wide to catch something he could not see. It was too
late. Whoever had wielded the knife was gone. He looked at the gash on her arm
and wanted to kill. Blood slowed, then stopped as the zoolipt went to work on
the wound. Kirtn’s lips lifted in a snarl. He still wanted to kill. “It would be a lot more pleasant if the soldiers didn’t have
to kill you,” said Tske reasonably. “You have a formidable ship, and I’m sure
your friends on board would be unhappy to lose you. But the Soldiers of Ecstasy
are also formidable, and rather stupid. Don’t push them any more, alien. They
don’t like your illusion or your furry reality.” “What do you want?” snarled Kirtn. “A day or two. Then, if i’sNara and F’lTiri succeed, I’ll
give you to them and welcome!” “And if they don’t?” “I’ll take you to your ship.” Kirtn did not believe anything except that Tske was afraid
of the alien ship looming in the port. The illusionist was hoping that i’sNara
and f’lTiri would fail. The Yaocoon would not like to have witnesses to his
treachery against his own clan. If the two ex-Liberationists did come back,
Kirtn doubted that he or Rheba would be alive to meet them. Yet it was also true that Tske did not particularly want
them dead or he would have killed them during the confusion of the first ambush
instead of merely leading them away from the rest of the group. With a feeling of frustration and unease, Kirtn heard people
closing in. The soldiers muttered among themselves, illusion and reality alike.
He could not understand their words, for Fssa was not translating. The snake was
listening, though. Cups and quills gleamed on Rheba’s head like an eerie crown. “I’m telling the truth,” said Tske persuasively. “You think
I’m afraid of what you’ll tell your friends if they survive.” The illusionist
laughed. “But you can’t prove I’m Tske. I could be k’Masei the Tyrant. What
better face for the enemy to wear than that of the opposing general?” Kirtn stared at the circle of Tske illusions, trying to see
the truth. Tske—or whoever owned that sly, teasing voice—was right. There was
no way for a nonillusionist to see the truth. Alive, he and Rheba were inconvenient
but not especially threatening. Dead, they could open the door to a host of
alien problems. It was a comforting thought. He wished he could believe it.
He was still wishing when a blow from behind hurled him face down into the
ashes of dancer fire. XVRheba awoke to the stench of rotting mush. It was not the
smell that had brought her out of unconsciousness, however; it was the relentless
itch behind her eyes. She reached up to rub her face, only to find herself
spreading a liberal portion of muck across her cheeks. The foul textures of
garbage brought her upright. Her last memories were of clean flames, not sludge. “Kirtn?” she asked, her voice hoarse. She coughed and tried
again. “Kirtn?” She looked around, ignoring the fierce itch behind her eyes.
She saw darkness relieved only by the faintest phosphorescence from the rotting
garbage. She combed her fingers through her hair. “Fssa?” There was no answer. She shook out her hair. “Where are you,
snake?” From the darkness came a soft slithering sound. Fssa’s sensor’s
glowed as his head poked out of a garbage pile. “What are you doing over there?” demanded Rheba. “Where’s
Kirtn?” “Your zoolipt shut down your energies so completely I couldn’t
stay in your hair.” said Fssa, answering her first question. “The warmest place
for me to be was in this compost pile.” The snake’s tone shifted downward. “I
don’t know where Kirtn is. They hit him from behind after you fainted. Then
they carried both of you away. When they dumped you here I fell out of your
hair. I didn’t see what they did with Kirtn.” “They?” “The Soldiers of Ecstasy. And Tske. At least,” sighed the
snake, “I think it-was Tske. These illusionists make my sensors reel.” Rheba sent lines of light radiating out from her body until
she could see the dimensions of her prison. She leaned forward, coughing as her
movements released foul gases from the decomposing garbage beneath her. Her
eyes burned and itched. She ignored them. The room—if it was what it appeared to be—was a hexagon
about as large as the Devalon’s control room. Dancer light illuminated
every corner and stinking garbage mound. No matter how hard she stared, she
could not see Kirtn’s familiar form. “What happened before they hit Kirtn, snake?” The question was in flat Senyas. Fssa answered in the same
tone and language. “You stopped dancing. Do you remember that?” She hesitated. “Yes. But I don’t remember why.” She ran her
hands over her body. Akhenet lines shimmered like golden opals just beneath her
skin. “I’m not burned out. No cold or empty lines. I’ve danced harder than that
before and not fainted.” “Kirtn thinks your zoolipt stopped you. You were burning
yourself up.” “But not dangerously! Not yet! If I’d lost control or Kirtn
had flinched it would have been different, but we were winning!” “The zoolipt only knew you were burning.” She made a searing comment about the zoolipt’s intelligence. Fssa wisely said nothing. “Is Kirtn hidden here beneath garbage or illusions?” asked
Rheba finally. “I probed. If Kirtn’s here, I can’t find him.” “Can you tell what’s beyond the wall?” she asked, trying to
keep her voice steady. She had lost everyone she loved but Kirtn when Deva
burned. To lose him, too, was unthinkable. She fought the panic streaking along
her akhenet lines in sullen orange pulses as she listened to the Fssireeme. “The wall is real. It interferes with my sensors. I can get
some sonics through, but the returning energy isn’t clear enough to tell the
difference between what’s out there and what the illusionists want us to think
is out there.” “Is the wall made of wood, plastic, stone or metal?” “Wood.” She made a sound of satisfaction. She took back the light
she had created. The compost room became very dark. Then a flush of yellow
akhenet light suffused her body. She took heat from rotting garbage and braided
it into a thin line of fire. Heat streamed from her fingertip as she pointed
toward the farthest wall. Smoke curled invisibly, stinking worse than anything
that had come before. Just when she thought she could not bear the stench any
longer, a section of wood as big as her hand leaped into flame. The wall burned
through quickly, leaving behind a dazzling shower of white-hot sparks. Fssa did not need to be told what she wanted. He poked his
head out of the still-burning hole and probed what was beyond. In the twin
illumination given oft” by embers and dancer lines, he changed shapes like a
fluid fantasy wrought in every metallic color known to man. Finally he returned
to his snake shape. “More garbage,” he said succinctly. Rheba’s answer was another line of fire eating whitely at another
wall. The snake slid over to the fire and used his head to punch through the
weakening wood. The heat was nothing to the Fssireeme. He could swim in magma
with the ease of a fish gliding through a pond. “Machinery. A recycler, from the shape. Disconnected,
though. I don’t think there’s any energy loose for you to use.” She did not squeeze past the lump in her throat to ask if
Fssa had seen Kirtn, knowing that if he had, it would be the first thing the
Fssireeme said. The fire that leaped from her hand was bright and vicious. It
attacked a third wall, burning through it before Fssa could help. Even as the snake reached the third hole she turned to a
fourth stretch of wall. She would have incinerated the whole hexagon, including
the garbage, but she did not know where Kirtn was. An unconscious Bre’n had no
more protection against dancer fire than any other race of Fourth People. Until
she knew where Kirtn was being kept, she would have to be careful. She refused utterly to consider the possibility that her
Bre’n was dead. “Guards,” whistled Fssa. Instantly Rheba let go of the fire she was creating and darkened
her akhenet lines. Fssa flared out, using himself to patch the hole so that no
one beyond could see the dancer burning within. He resumed probing, hampered
but not incapacitated by his role as living plug. He formed a whistling orifice
in the lower third of his body and resumed describing what his sensors revealed
to him. “Soldiers of Ecstasy.” “How can you tell if you can’t see the uniforms?” asked Rheba,
sending another line of light at the fourth section of wall. It did not burn
well. It was either wetter, thicker, or of a more resistant wood than the other
three. “Their eyes are different. Odd energy patterns. Unique.” Rheba remembered the few times she had been close enough to
the soldiers to tell the color of their eyes. White. AH of them. She had assumed
that it was merely an illusion, a badge of their allegiance that separated them
from other Yhelles. Now she wondered. Was there some mechanism that bound them
to their tyrant k’Masei, a bond reflected in their white eyes? Her own eyes itched wildly, then she felt a wonderful cool
sensation. She shivered in relief. Maybe the zoolipt had finally figured out
how to take care of whatever was causing the intolerable itching. Even as she had the thought, her eyes itched again. The itch
was mild, but definite. She swore and turned her attention back to the
still-smoldering wall, it was nearly opposite the third hole she had burned,
the one that Fssa was covering with part of his body. If she went to work on
the fourth wall again, and Fssa moved, the guards outside would be sure to see
the light and investigate. She did not want that, at least not until she knew if Kirtn
was nearby, perhaps even within reach. She would much rather be with her Bre’n
when she faced the guards than have either of them face the white-eyed Soldiers
of Ecstasy alone. She crawled across the slippery garbage toward Fssa. “Finished?”
she asked. “Yes. If he’s out there, he’s not in any of my frequencies.” “Take the heat out of the embers.” With a Fssireeme’s total efficiency, Fssa sucked all the unwanted
warmth from the wood around the hole in the wail. “I’ll cover the hole,” said Rheba. “You go to work on the
fourth wall.” With her back over the charred part of the wall, she sent a
streak of fire across the stinking garbage. The fourth wall smoldered and
flamed. Fssa measured the heat, centered on the greatest area of weakness in
the wooden boards and rammed his dense-fleshed body through the wall. Minute
embers fell over him like incandescent snow. “He’s here!” Fssa’s excited whistle brought her halfway to her feet before
she remembered the guards outside. As Fssa surged through the small opening in
the fourth wall, she turned and plastered garbage over the hole she had been
covering with her body. Some of the garbage fell out, but more of it stuck.
Very quickly, the hole vanished beneath oozing refuse. “He’s alone,” whistled the snake hesitantly. Then, in a
single ascending trill of exultation, “He’s alive!” Relief went through Rheba in a wave that left her
dizzy. She swallowed hard and tried to control her shaking body. After a
moment, she succeeded. “Protect him, snake,” she demanded in Senyas. “I’m burning
through.” She sent a double-handed stream of fire across the compost
pile. Fire fountained, bringing wood to its flashpoint so quickly that there
was little smoke. She held the fire, drawing heat out of the rotting garbage to
feed her dance. When she was through, the deeply piled refuse was cold and the
wall was only a memory outlined in cherry embers. Fssa, who had spread himself like a fireproof tarpaulin over
the Bre’n, sucked up the last of the fire as he shrank back to his normal,
heat-conserving shape. She slid and staggered across the compost pile until she was
next to Kirtn. She wiped slime from her hands and then ran them over his body,
searching for any wounds. She found no burns or injuries, nothing but copper
fur coming away in patches and slicking to her hands. Yhelle’s humid heat was
making Kirtn shed like a cherf. Other than that, he did not seem harmed. But he
was too still, and his breathing was too shallow. Carefully, she made a ball of light and used it to examine
him. With gentle fingertips she probed beneath the hand-length copper hair on
his head. Behind his ear she found a horrible softness where hard Bre’n skull
should be. Blood was oozing beneath his hair, blood thick between her fingers. She made an odd sound and withdrew her hand. Very gently she
eased his head onto her lap and prayed to childhood gods that the zoolipt inside
him would be able to heal his wound. She tried not to tremble, afraid of disturbing
him even though she knew that it would take more than her shaking flesh to drag
him up from the darkness a soldier’s club had sent him into. From beyond the burned wall came voices, people talking, a
ragged murmur that had no meaning to her. At the edge of her awareness she
sensed Fssa shifting, changing, dragging sounds out of the air and transforming
them with Fssireeme skill into other words, words she could understand if she
wanted to. She did not listen. Nothing mattered to her but Kirtn’s
slack body—not the guards, not the cold slime creeping over her legs, not even
her own imprisonment. Considering her precarious situation, her attitude was
irrational; but where Kirtn was concerned, she was no more rational than a
Bre’n teetering on the edge of rez. After a time the snake ceased his soft translations. He kept
on listening, however, dividing his attention between her small, stifled sounds
and the voices beyond the wall. Kirtn groaned. Immediately the ball of Sight near his face
brightened. Rheba bent over him. With an inward flinching, she eased her
fingers into his hair. No viscous blood met her touch, no crushed skull, and
only a trace of swelling that vanished even as she discovered it. His zoolipt
was nearly finished. She held her breath and waited, still afraid of wounds she
could neither see nor feel. His eyes opened clear and yellow. They focused on her
instantly. She felt his consciousness like a special fire spreading through
her. His face blurred and ran as the tears she had been fighting finally won.
She reached up to wipe her eyes. His hands closed around her wrists. “Don’t. You’ll get whatever you have on your hands in your
eyes.” He hesitated. “Just what do you have on your hands?” “A little garbage. Some of your blood.” Her voice broke.
“And a lot of your fur, you great shedding cherf!” She tried to shake tears
free of her eyes but could not. “Here,” he said. “Let me.” “Your hands are no cleaner than mine.” He sat up and pulled her close. She laughed raggedly and
cried and held him with arms that were more gold than brown. His lips moved
over her eyelids, drinking her tears with a delicacy that made her shiver. “Are you ‘really all right?” she whispered. “It’s not a
dream?” “No ... but I’ve dreamed like this more than once.” She shifted so that she could look up at his face, trying to
sort out the emotions rippling through his voice. He smiled as his mouth slid
down her cheek. “And you, dancer,” he breathed against her lips, “are you
all right? Have you ever dreamed like this?” A golden network of lines ignited over her body as she
tasted the salt of her own tears on his tongue. She fitted herself against him
and savored his mouth like a rare spring wine. Fssa’s apologetic but urgent whistle separated them. “I know
you two have to share enzymes once in a while,” he said delicately, “but you’ll
have to find a better time. Some Redis are on their way here.” Kirtn spoke without looking up from the half-closed,
half-gold dancer eyes so close to him. “Carrying garbage, no doubt,” he said,
acknowledging the truth that his sensitive nose had been shouting at him ever
since he woke up. “Nothing that healthful,” said Fssa in curt Senyas. The snake’s tone got their attention. Bre’n and Senyas
focused on Fssa in the same swift movement. Fssa’s sensors noted the change.
When he spoke again, his tone was less cutting but no less urgent. “F tried to tell Rheba earlier,” said Fssa, “but she wasn’t
listening. The Redis are only keeping you here until there are more of them to
work on “you. As soon as the last of the false Yaocoon raiders come back, there
will be enough.” “Enough for what?” said Kirtn. “They could have killed us
before now if that’s what they wanted.” “They don’t want to kill you. The Redis—or k’Masei’s Soldiers—are
really frightened of your ship. They haven’t been able to trick Ilfn into
opening the door, and the ship itself is interfering with their attempts to
project illusions inside the control room.” Kirtn’s hand went to the slime-covered stud on his weapon
harness. There was no tingle of response, no signal that any messages had been
sent. In fact, there was nothing at all, not even the slight warmth that
indicated the stud was alive. “Are you sure?” Rheba asked Kirtn, though he had said nothing
aloud. She brushed aside Kirtn’s hand and probed the stud with subtle dancer
energies. “Nothing,” she said to him in Senyas. “It’s dead. Probably the fire
warped it.” Then, to Fssa, “How do you know that the ship is under attack?” “The soldiers outside are talking about it,” he said
patiently. “They’re scared invisible of you, but they’re hanging on until the
Stones are through with the rebels.” Then what happens?” “The Stones will be able to concentrate on you. They won’t
kill you, but you won’t be dangerous anymore. You’ll open the Devalon for
them and everything will be safe again. A whole shipload of Redis converts will
be there for the making.” “That’s absurd,” snapped Rheba. “It will take more than
looking at a few crystals to make us into Redis.” “The soldiers are sure you’ll convert. You won’t be as
satisfactory to the Stones as converted illusionists. Apparently aliens are ...
resistant ... to love. Even so, it’s better than killing you and then having to
deal with a ship that can baffle illusions.” Kirtn stared at Fssa’s opalescent sensors. “You keep talking
about the Stones. What about k’Masei the Tyrant’.’ Doesn’t he have a say in all
this?” Colors rippled over Fssa in the Fssireeme equivalent of a
shrug. “The soldiers only talk about the Ecstasy Stones.” “Do they say what conversion is like?” asked Kirtn uneasily. “Oh yes, they’re quite specific.” But the snake said nothing
more. “Go on,” said the Bre’n, his voice as grim as his eyes. The Daemenites
had believed in scuffing up their living-god offerings before throwing them in
the turquoise soup—fresh blood helped to pique the zoolipt’s interest. He
wondered if something similar was part of Yhelle’s conversion rituals. “Just
what does conversion involve?” For a moment it seemed that Fssa was not going to answer. He
darkened perceptibly. When he spoke, his voice was thin and sad. “Conversion is
just like being disillusioned.” “But we’re not illusionists,” protested Rheba. “Nothing will
happen to us.” “The energies Yhelles use to control illusions are quite
similar to the energies you use to control fire/’ whispered Fssa, so dark now
he was almost invisible. “When the Stones are through, you’ll still be alive. Bui
you’ll never dance again.” XVIRheba did not need to ask what Kirtn thought of Fssa’s
words. The Bre’n’s bleak fear and rage swept through her akhenet lines like a
new kind of energy. If she could not dance, he and she would soon die—or wish
they had. Was that what disillusionment meant to the Yhelles, too? For the first time she had a visceral appreciation of what
i’sNara and f’lTiri had risked in order to trace their children. No wonder
f’lTiri had not wanted Rheba and Kirtn to join the rebels. “I could probably handle whatever machine does the probing,”
Rheba said in a hesitant voice. “You have to see it first,” Kirtn said in a cold mentor’s
voice. “And what if it isn’t a machine? What if it’s a psi master like Satin?” “She couldn’t control me, or you either.” “She could have killed me.” Kirtn’s tone was uncompromising.
He used Senyas to emphasize the blunt realities of the situation they faced.
“We can’t count on burning our way free, either. Your zoolipt ...” Though he said no more, they both heard his words in the silence
of their minds: If you burn too hard, your zoolipt will stop you and never
know that it killed you. “The rebels might win,” she whispered. He did not bother to answer. Neither of them thought much of
the rebels’ chances, particularly since it seemed that the rebel leader was a
traitor called Tske. “I’m no! going to sit here like a lump of muck,” snapped
Rheba, pushing away from her Bre’n. He laughed humorlessly. “Neither am I, dancer.” “Right,” said Fssa, his voice an exact duplicate of Master
Scavenger Scuvee. “Wish I had some of the zoolipt’s gold dust,” Kirtn said, remembering
the yellow drifts of aphrodisiac that one of Daemen’s zoolipts had created to
reward its worshipers for especially tasty sacrifices. “That would separate illusions
and people in a hurry.” “You might as well wish that the communication stud worked
and we could call the ship to our rescue,” pointed out Rheba. “Or that the J/taals could help us, or even the rebels,”
sighed Fssa. “Yes, yes,” said Rheba impatiently, closing her itching eyes
and rubbing them with a relatively clean knuckle, “but I’ve noticed that
off-planet things don’t work very reliably on Yhelle. Illusions confuse us
hopelessly. We need something o/Yhelle to defeat the Tyrant and his white-eyed
Redis.” A soothing feel of coolness washed behind her eyes, followed
by an exultant sense of affirmation deep within her mind. Startled, she looked
at Kirtn. He was looking at her with equal surprise. “You didn’t think/say/feel that?” they asked each other
simultaneously. Then Kirtn said slowly, “It was in your mind, dancer.” An eerie feeling crept along the back of her neck. Her hair rippled
and whispered hotly. Someone or something was in her mind, trying to—what was
it trying to do? The itch behind her eyes was suddenly increased tenfold. She
cried out and would have clawed at her eyes if Kirtn had not grabbed her hands. “Maybe it’s just an accident,” he said, but his voice held a
mentor’s skepticism of coincidence. She writhed, trying to break free of his grip long enough to
scratch her maddening eyes. “It can’t control you, dancer,” he said harshly. “Even Satin
couldn’t do that. Maybe it’s just trying to talk to you.” Instantly cool relief washed behind her eyes, followed by
another sense of affirmation. She shuddered and sighed. “Maybe. But it picked
hell’s own way of doing it.” “I don’t sense anything new,” said the snake, sensors blazing
as he washed both of his friends in soundless radiation, seeking anything
unusual. He found only muck and flesh surrounded by a dancer’s unique energies ...
and an odd twisting echo that he dismissed. He had first sensed the echo on Reality
Street as Rheba bent over a fascinating Ghost fern. When the echo persisted
whenever they went, he had decided that the echo was the cumulative signature
of Serriolia’s illusionists. “Could it be the zoolipt?” asked Fssa, reshaping
himself into his usual form. “It’s not the zoolipt,” said Rheba bitterly, remembering the
dance that had ended too soon. “The zoolipt doesn’t ask, it acts. Relief was still cool behind her eyes. She basked in it.
Then she opened her eyes,—startled by a thought that was definitely her own.
“That’s it! Itch is trying to communicate!” A delicious feeling came into her mind, relief and laughter
and pleasure combined into shimmering exultation. “Itch?” whistled Fssa. “Is that a What or a Who?” Kirtn just stared. “Itch?” he asked, his tone that of a
mentor, demanding. “I don’t know what else to call it,” said Rheba, “but if
that itching keeps up, I’ll have a few suggestions that would make a cherf
cringe.” The itching stopped instantly. Rheba smiled like a predator. “Message received. Now get your
little histamine fingers out of my brain so I can think!” Kirtn watched Rheba with eyes that reflected the uneasy
surges of her akhenet lines. Plainly, he suspected that she was in the grip of
a subtle illusion. His only concern was whether or not the illusion was
destructive. Considering what had happened to them since they had left the
ship, he was not particularly hopeful. With few exceptions, Serriolia’s illusions
were not benevolent to outsiders. He was afraid that Itch was just one more manifestation
of the Tyrant’s pervasive powers. His dancer smiled and put her gold-bright hand on his cheek.
“I don’t think it is malevolent. Just itchy.” “The zoolipt isn’t malevolent, either,” he pointed out, “but
its goals aren’t necessarily ours.” “If I could make Itch go away, I would. I can’t. So we’ll
just have to figure out how to live with, it until it gets whatever it wants or
gives up and goes back to wherever it came from.” “And what might an itch want?” said Kirtn in a tone that attempted
to be reasonable. Rheba shrugged irritably. “I don’t know, and right now I
don’t care. It will have to wail its turn.” She held her breath, expecting an
onslaught of itching. Nothing happened. She let her breath out in a relieved
rush. Apparently Itch was capable of cooperation. “Maybe,” suggested Fssa tentatively, “maybe what Itch wants
is to help us against the Tyrant k’Masei and his soldiers.” “How?” Kirtn demanded. Simultaneously, a feeling of pleasant coolness bathed
Rheba’s eyes. “Itch likes the idea of helping us,” she said. Kirtn threw up his hands. Arguing with a dancer, a Fssireeme
and an Itch was beyond even a mentor’s capabilities. “No wonder Bre’ns go
crazy,” he muttered. He turned to Fssa. “If we burn our way out of here, are
there too many guards to fight before Rheba’s zoolipt gets nervous and shuts
down the dance?” Before the snake could answer, Rheba winced and fought not
to rub her eyes. “Itch says no.” “No what?” demanded Kirtn coldly. “No there are too many
guards, or no Itch doesn’t want us to leave?” She considered carefully. “No, there are too many guards.” Kirtn swore with a poet’s vicious skill. Then, “I suppose
we’re just supposed to sit here and scratch and stink.’ She winced and itched. “No, that’s not it.” “Then what in the name of Fire does that damned Itch want us
to do?” There was no response, though she waited for several moments.
Then she realized what the problem was. “The question’s too complex for Itch.
We’re stuck with a binary method of communication. Yes or no, pleasure or
itch.” “Sweet burning gods,” whistled the Bre’n sourly. “With everything
else, we had to pick up an idiot hitchhiker!” He rubbed his hands through his
copper hair and sighed. “Yes or no. Not even a maybe. We could be a long time
establishing even the most rudimentary understanding. I hope the Soldiers of
Ecstasy aren’t in a hurry to begin disillusioning us.” “I could ask Rainbow if it knows anything about life forms
like Itch.” offered Fssa hesitantly, knowing that every time he communicated
with the ancient crystals it caused Rheba inordinate pain. “If Rheba thinks it would
be worth it, that is,” he amended. She looked with open distaste at the double strand of large
crystals hanging to the middle of Kirtn’s wide chest. Neither sweat nor muck
nor shedding Bre’n hair stuck to Rainbow’s polished faces. Endless colors
winked back at her in a silent beauty that belied the savage headaches that
came to her each time the snake spoke to the Zaarain library. “No,” said Kirtn, his voice rough and final. “If the
soldiers came while you were communicating, Rheba would be in too much pain to
dance. We’d be as good as dead.” Rheba hesitated. “Itch agrees,” she said finally. She
frowned, trying to remember what she had said before she realized that the itching
behind her eyes was more than a random allergic phenomenon. Something about
using Yhelle to defeat Yhelle’s illusions. The backs of her eyes radiated soothing coolness. So far,
Itch was with her. The only question was, where were they going? Nothing, neither itch nor pleasure. Rheba sighed. “The only thing we have of Yhelle that might
be useful is an illusionist or two,” she said aloud, thinking of f’lTiri
and i’sNara. She groaned and knuckled her eyes. Itch did not agree with
that thought. Fssa rippled with dark metallic lights. “More voices,” he
whistled softly. “More Redis coming. Soldiers, too. They’re arguing.” “What about?” asked Kirtn. “The soldiers won’t let anyone in until the Stones are
through with the rebels. The Redis illusionists want to move now.” “How much time do we have?” “None if the Redis win. Not much if the soldiers have their
way. Only three rebel illusionists are still at large.” “I’sNara and f’lTiri?” asked the Bre’n hopefully. Fssa made a thin human sigh. “It doesn’t matter. They’re
still caught within the Redis clan hall. No one leaves Tyrant k’Masei’s
presence without his permission.” The snake’s sensors blazed as he turned
toward Rheba. “Why in the name of the First Speaker didn’t Itch choose me to
talk to? Surely one of my languages would work!” He brooded in somber metal
shades, then whistled coaxingly. “What are you trying to say to Itch, dancer?” “I’m trying to fell her that we don’t have anything of
Yhelle to use against Yhelle illusionists,” grated Rheba, fighting not to rub
her abused eyes. “Not our weapons or our clothes or our brains—nothing we have
with us is Yhelle.” Kirtn’s eyes widened, then narrowed to slanted yellow lines.
His hand shot out, twisted in her clothes, then reappeared. On his palm caged
crystals shone black between traceries of dancer light. “The worry stones!” said Rheba. “But what good are they
against Soldiers of Ecstasy?” “Don’t ask me,” snapped Kirtn. “They’re Yhelle, though. Does
Itch approve of using them?” “Yes,” said Rheba, blinking rapidly and smiling. “It’s ecstatic.”
Rheba frowned at the sullen stones. “I don’t know why, though. Depressing lumps
of crystal.” On an impulse, she allowed the golden cage surrounding one
of the larger stones to dim. Despair flowed out from between the thinned lines
of light like a dark miasma, a night that admitted no possibility of dawn. Kirtn made an eerie sound of Bre’n sadness. Rheba glanced at
him, startled. She could sense despair emanating from the stone, but it was
despair at a distance, merely a possibility. But to the Bre’n, despair was a
probability on the verge of becoming all too real. Fssa mourned with a sound like wind blowing back from the
end of time. Hastily, Rheba fed energy into the dim cage around the worry
stone. The stone fought the only way it could, silently, viciously, pouring out
despair. But the cage brightened, turning the stone’s energies back on itself.
Inside the cage, light energies pooled, building like water behind a dam,
pressing silently for release. Rheba was surprised to see that her hands and lower arms were
as gold as the cage she had built around the stones. Her body was hot, each
line radiant. She suspected that somehow her akhenet lines gave her a measure
of immunity to whatever emanated from the worry stones. She also suspected that
the longer the stones were restrained, the stronger they would radiate on their
release. The thought was not a comforting one. A whistle of relief came from Kirtn as despair was caged by
light. He shook his head as though coming out of water. “Next time, warn me.”
He looked thoughtful. “If it affects the Yhelles the way it affected me, it
might help us after all.” “Yesss,” hissed Fssa. “That’s it! Something about the worry
stones’ emanations must upset the Yhelles. It affected me, too,” he added as an
afterthought. “Worry stones are an uncertain weapon,” said Kirtn. “We
don’t know the range, power or duration of their effect. But they’re all we
have.” “I’m not sure I like them,” murmured Rheba, watching the
stones’ dark glitter, “but they fascinate me. Their energies are tangential, bittersweet.” She stared at the stones and waited for Itch to comment. Nothing
happened. She sighed. “I guess the worry stones aren’t what Itch wanted after
all.” No more had she thought it than the back of her eyes felt like
sand.. “Correction,” she said through her teeth. “Itch wants the worry stones.” “Itch can have them,” muttered Kirtn. He did not like the dark., greasy shine of stone through
dancer fire. He did not like the bleak winter memories they had called up out
of the depths of his ancestral Bre’n mind. “All right, Itch. What do I do with these black beauties?”
asked Rheba. Nothing happened. It was not a yes or no question. “Dancer,” said the snake softly. “May I borrow your energy?
I want, to scan something. Maybe ...” Fssa stopped talking and began changing
shapes as he scanned the various walls. Rheba looked at the snake, not understanding what he wanted.
Then she realized that he had been out of her hair for some time. The heat of
rotting compost was not much for a Fssireeme’s requirements, especially when he
was changing shapes. She scooped him into her hair. “You don’t have to ask,
snake.” He whistled thanks with one part of himself while the remainder
flashed through a familiar yet still dazzling variety of metallic blue quills,
scarlet metal vanes and silver mesh constnets. Using the
energy that she naturally radiated, he could probe the surroundings more deeply
than when he was dependent on his own energy alone. Voices came through the thick wood walls, angry voices. She
did not need Fssa to translate. The argument over when to disillusion the
prisoners was reaching the point where it would either be settled or become a
brawl. For once, she sided with the Soldiers of Ecstasy; more time might not
save Bre’n, Senyas and Fssireeme, but less time would surely work against them. Fssa’s head snaked out of her hair. His sensors looked like
opals set in platinum filigree. “The fifth wall doesn’t have any guards,” he
whistled, “and the ones on the fourth and sixth wails are drifting off to listen
to the argument. I can’t be sure, but I think there’s nothing between us and a
segment of the veil except a few buildings.” Rheba’s eyes began to itch lightly. “I could throw my voices—and a few insults—into the group by
the first wall,” continued Fssa. “When the fight begins, we can burn through
the fifth wall and run for the veil.” She squinted and fought not to rub her eyes. “Itch doesn’t
like the idea,” she said quietly. Fssa said something in a language Rheba had never heard. Kirtn did not know the language either, but he had an idea
of what the Fssireeme was saying. “I agree,” he said grimly. “First the fight,
then the wall. And if Itch doesn’t like it. Itch can suck ice.” Fssa brightened into iridescence. He formed several mouths,
paused to gather his best insults and then slid them through the wail in a
nearly invisible, multivoiced assault. The fight broke out within seconds. “Burn it,” said Kirtn, pointing toward the fifth wall. “Itch doesn’t want—” “Burn it!” demanded the Bre’n roughly, all mentor now,
unyielding. Rheba swore and burned the wall to ash in a single
outpouring of flame. Kirtn kicked through the glowing skeleton of boards,
oblivious to the embers that seared fur and flesh. She followed in a rush,
akhenet lines blazing, trailing a snake’s hissing laughter. They ducked between two buildings and listened. No one had
followed. Soldiers and Redis were too busy pounding on each other to notice
that the focus of their argument had escaped. Rheba closed her eyes, ignoring the itch. She sensed the
direction of the veil as a brittle brush of discordance. The itch increased in
intensity, telling her that her unwanted hitchhiker did not want to go toward
the veil. Too bad. A lot of things had happened to Rheba that she had not
wanted either. “This way,” she whispered, tugging at Kirtn’s hand. Together, they eased around a corner of the building—and
straight into a mass of white-eyed soldiers. XVIIFor a wild moment Rheba hoped that the soldiers were only
illusions. The hope passed in a flurry of shouts and raised clubs. Desperately
she grabbed for stray energy. There was very little for her to use. It was
night and only a tiny moon was in the sky. She could braid fire from the warmth
the ground was giving up to the sky, but it would take many minutes to
transform such meager forces into a weapon. She had bare seconds. With an explosion
of searing light, she loosed all her energy in a single wild instant. Fire
streamed out from her, flames washing over the soldiers in hot tongues. Heat
left black scorch marks on gray uniforms. Soldiers screamed and clawed at clothing that had become too
hot to wear. Weapons smoked in their hands, burning them, incandescent light
blinded them. Men in the front ranks fell to the ground, kicking and crying out
to their gods. Kirtn yanked Rheba aside and began running. He knew what she
had done, knew that draining herself was the only thing she could do under the
circumstances—and knew that it would not be enough. Only the closest soldiers
had fallen. Some of the others were dazed, partially blinded. The rest were
already in pursuit, weapons raised, white eyes seeking enemies. At least her akhenet
lines were dull now, offering a less obvious target. Fssa’s head lifted above Rheba’s flying hair. He swiveled methodically,
sensing both where they had been and where they must go. What he found made
black run in waves down his supple body. “There are more soldiers ahead,” he whistled in tones that
cut through the sounds of pursuit. “Where?” demanded Kirtn. “Right? Left? Center?” His yellow
eyes pierced shadows that could be enemies. “Yes,” said Fssa simply. Kirtn heard the shouts and pounding feet behind. There was
no escape in that direction, either. Rheba twisted out of his grip and spun to
face the closer soldiers. “No!” he shouted. “Your zoolipt won’t let—” His words died as he saw what she was doing. She held both
hands in front of her, palms up, fingertips sorting over the worry stones. Pale
dancer light crawled over her fingers. Inside the light, pools of darkness waited. Rheba looked up, measuring the distance to the approaching
soldiers. She poured all but one stone into her left hand. Her right arm came
back, then snapped forward. The stone she threw was no bigger than the tip of
her smallest finger. A golden lacework enclosed the stone’s darkness, but as
the crystal tumbled among the soldiers, she sucked the cage energies back into
her akhenet lines. There was no fire this time, only freezing darkness, yet the
Soldiers of Ecstasy fell as though burned to the bone. Their mouths gushed
terrible rending cries, wordless agonies that marked their passage into
darkness. The silence that followed was almost worse, an icy black blanket that
seemed to mock even the possibility of light. Above her head, Fssa mourned in the eerie sliding notes of
Fssireeme threnody. Though he floated in dancer hair, his body was as black as
the space between galaxies. Rheba heard his keening as though at a distance, a wind twisting
through hidden caves. She was not as affected as the Fssireeme was. The uncaged
worry stone gave her a feeling of melancholy rather than tragedy. She responded
only in a mild way, like someone hearing the travails of a stranger. Beside her, Kirtn whistled a Bre’n dirge she had never
before heard, minor-key notes singing of death, rhythms of entropy and extinction.
The pure, grieving notes affected her as no worry stone could. But she ignored
his song, ignored the tears it drew down her face, ignored everything except
her own hand holding the quintessence of despair caged behind dancer light. Around her, soldiers fell like rain. More? she asked silently, her fingers hovering
over the smallest remaining worry stone as Bre’n grief turned like a razor in
her heart. A coolness soothed her hot eyes. Which direction? she asked, taking the small
stone and turning slowly, seeking a target. Pleasure came, tiny and distinct. She saw nothing in the direction indicated by whatever lurked
in her mind, but she did not hesitate. Her arm came back once more. Once more
she hurled caged darkness through the night. Once more she took back dancer
light and loosed despair. Illusionists screamed and shattered out of invisibility.
Their screams thinned and died as quickly as they had come. It took longer for
their feet to stop beating futilely against the ground. Silence came again, silence more profound than death, for
dead men do not grieve. More? she asked, shuddering and hoping that
she had done enough. She would rather burn flesh than minds. Flesh healed,
eventually. The itch came back. It almost Felt good, for it told her
that she did not have to loose more worry stones. Tentatively, she walked
toward the first group of fallen soldiers. She wanted to retrieve—and cage—the
stone she had hurled at them. Even so, she held her breath, expecting Itch to
object behind her eyes. Nothing came, neither pain nor pleasure. She moved among the soldiers like swamp fire, burning fitfully,
more sensed than seen. The worry stone nagged at her awareness, a black hole
sucking away at her mind. She dragged a soldier aside. His body was wholly
slack, yet he was alive—if meat that breathed could be called living. The stone lay beneath him. A chip, a bare fragment of a once
larger stone, yet it had brought down more Soldiers of Ecstasy than she could
count in the darkness. She wondered if it was always that way, if grief always
far outweighed ecstasy. After Deva, she could believe that was true. Quickly she caged the stone, and her dark thoughts with it. The soldiers did not move. If bridling the worry stone made
any difference to them, they did not show it. She stared at the huddled bodies
near her and wondered if it would not have been better to burn them to ash and
gone. Certainly it would have been cleaner. Her eyes itched lightly, telling her that she was wrong. Or was Itch simply trying to make her feel better? The question was unanswerable, even in a binary system. She
sighed and turned toward the place where the illusionists lay. Fssa’s soft
keening fell from her hair like twilight over a mauve desert. Though he understood
the artificial nature of his grief, he could not wholly control his response to
the stones. Kirtn was less affected. He no longer sang the poetry of despair,
though it lived behind his yellow eyes. He walked next to her without speaking,
knowing that she was being drawn to the only remaining source of the bleak
emanations. When she stopped, he stopped, waiting. With an apologetic glance at her sad Bre’n, she bent over
and retrieved The second stone from beneath an illusionist’s ragged robe. The
stone was four times the size of the first she had thrown. She began to draw
dancer fire over its black faces. Gold sputtered and died. It was then she
realized that the stone’s power increased geometrically with their size. And this stone did not want to be caged again. Silently, she gathered the slow warm exhalations of the
earth and braided them into fire. The energy was thin, dissipated, nebulous. It
was almost more trouble to gather than it was worth. It certainly was not
enough for her purposes. The stone drank the budding cage almost casually, black consuming
threads of gold. Her right hand stretched high over her head as she tried to
slide between clouds to touch the pale moon. After a long time, moonlight
twisted, thickened, ran over her fingers like ghostly water. Yet she was far
from full, far from having what she needed for the demands of the cage. Her
fingers began to shake. She was using almost as much energy to feed her small
dance as she was retaining to build a cage for the stubborn worry stone. Her body ached, protesting. Akhenet lines surged raggedly.
Yet she had no intention of leaving the stone unmuzzled. She did not need the
itch behind her eyes to know that she must cage the stone’s energies once more. Bre’n hands touched her shoulders, Bre’n breath stirred
warmly in her hair, Bre’n strength ignited her akhenet lines. She drank Kirtn’s
presence until it filled her and wan moonlight burned sunbright in her hands. She gave her body over to his control while she danced
across the many faces of darkness. Sadness called to her. She ignored it,
drawing laughter in thin lines of fire. Whorls and arcs and graceful curves
danced over black planes, fire pulsed in traceries as strong as they were fine.
The cage uncurled, gold on gold, incandescent against the stone’s night,
burning until each face of darkness was confined. With a sigh, Rheba blinked and looked at the caged stone in
her palm. “Thank the Inmost Fire you didn’t use one of the big
stones,” said Kirtn, pulling her against his body, trying to forget the unholy
grief he had known before she danced. “Thank Itch,” said Rheba. “I was going to unwrap the big
ones, but she made my eyes burn so badly I couldn’t see to choose.” Fssa’s head dangled low, caressing her cheekbone where lines
of power still smoldered. “Is it safe? Are the soldiers dead?” he whistled,
sensors gleaming as he searched the nearby ground. “We’re safe from these men, though Itch says they aren’t
dead,” answered Rheba. “But then. Itch’s idea of life might not he ours.” An uneasy silence followed her words. “We’re going back to the ship,” said Kirtn, his voice flat.
“We can’t help i’sNara and f’lTiri until we have weapons we can trust. Which
way is the veil?” “That way,” said Fssa and Rheba together, finger and slim
head pointing to the right, “But,” she added, “Itch is telling me not to go
that way. Or maybe she doesn’t want us to go back to the ship.” Kirtn did not bother to answer. He started walking to the
right. “Pick out a small stone or two,” he said, peering into darkness as clouds
closed over the pale moon. “Just in case we find more trouble than you can
burn.” Reluctantly, Rheba sorted through the stones sealed in her
pocket. Her Fingertips found the third-smallest stone; it was bigger than her”
thumb. She hesitated, then pulled the stone out of her pocket. She did not want
to unleash such a large stone, but suspected that the stones she had just used
would not be back to their full strength yet. “What about i’sNara and f’lTiri?” she asked, not objecting,
merely wanting to know his plans. “We could call in the Yhelle Equality Rangers,” offered
Fssa. Kirtn made an untranslatable sound. So far as he was
concerned, the only thing the Rangers were good for was making state-of-the-art
navtrices. “We’ll use the J/taals. The clepts could probably track i’sNara and F’lTiri
through any illusion this side of reality.” Rheba’s eyes itched fiercely but she said nothing. The anger
in Kirtn’s voice told her that this was not the time to argue with him, much
less try to thwart him. Fssa was not so used to Bre’ns. “Didn’t i’sNara say that if
we used J/taals, every hand on Yhelle would be against us?” “Do you think we’ll notice the difference?” whistled Kirtn
sarcastically. Fssa flushed shades of darkness and withdrew into Rheba’s comforting
hair. When Kirtn was not looking, she rubbed her eyes. Whatever
Itch wanted, they were not doing it at the moment. She swore silently and
hurried toward the veil, stopping only when Kirtn eased around buildings to
check for stray Soldiers of Ecstasy. The way they went was not difficult; as
far as she could tell, the illusion of a paved walkway matched the reality
beneath her feet. Apparently the Yaocoons did not wrap illusions around their
outer holdings as fervently as they did around themselves and their clan hall. The veil gleamed and sparked fitfully in the distance,
looking rather like stripped atoms twisting over a planet’s magnetic poles. Rheba’s skin prickled as her akhenet lines moved, reflecting
the dissonant energies ahead. She was not looking forward to tangling with the
veil construct again. She wished that it were dawn, that Yhelle’s sun would
rise and pour its silent cataracts of energy over her. But dawn was far away.
She “would have to face the veil armored only in cloud-thinned moonlight. There was nothing near the veil, no place to hide. It looked
like a trap baited with the hope of escape. With shrinking skin, she approached
the end of the walkway. “Now what?” whistled Fssa, his question as soft as a breath
sliding between strands of her hair. “It’s supposed to be like a showcube,” murmured Rheba, “only
instead of pictures from home, the veil shows various clan symbols. When
Reality Street comes up, we go through.” As soon as their presence registered on the veil’s tenuous energies,
it shimmered and made a portal. Inside the oval was the image of Ecstasy Stones
glittering on a mirrored table. The sight was chillingly beautiful, light in
all of its colors flashing and turning, calling to them in the voices of
everything they had ever loved or hoped to love. Rheba’s eyes stopped itching. Coolness flowed like a benediction. “Redis hall,” said Kirtn hoarsely. “Itch,” she whispered. “Itch wants us to go there.” Kirtn’s hand closed bruisingly over her wrist, as though he
feared she would leap into the veil. “No.” She did not move or protest. She, too, was afraid of the
alien who communicated with her only in terms of pleasure or pain, an alien who
seemed to want her to enter the stronghold of the Tyrant who wielded disillusionment
and death against his enemies. Silently, Bre’n and Senyas waited for the veil’s portal
image to shift as it had when they stood on Reality Street, two aliens
impatient for their first glimpse of untrammeled illusions. It seemed like a
lifetime ago, but it was barely more than a day. The portal image did not change. Ecstasy Stones called to
them, seducing them in tone on tone of rainbow pleasures. Senyas and Bre’n waited. The image remained the same, stones
glittering with promise, chiming with all the possibilities of ecstasy. “Maybe this is the wrong place to go through,” suggested
Rheba, biting her lip when renewed itching attacked the back of her eyes. Kirtn said nothing. The veil shimmered and remained unchanged. Kirtn turned to walk back the way they had come. She turned
with him, but could not control the sound that escaped her Sips as an agony of
fire scraped behind her eyes. Nor was that the worst of it. Where he and she had walked between
buildings there was only darkness now, darkness and the hollow gliding of
unfettered wind. She did not want to walk into that emptiness, for she knew in
her soul that it had no end. “No,” she whispered when Kirtn walked forward. He neither turned nor acknowledged her voice. Fssa’s sensors
reeled as the snake probed the nothingness ahead. At that moment, Kirtn
staggered. He leaned forward, feeling ahead with his hands as though a wall had
sprung up between him and whatever lay beyond his fingertips. “Either this is a class twelve illusion,” mourned the snake
in a minor key, “or what we came through before was a twelve.” He sighed
thinly. “Not that it matters. On Yhelle, reality is a matter of opinion.” Kirtn strained, muscles knotting and moving under his copper
fur, pouring all of his Bre’n strength into the wall. Nothing moved, at first.
Then slowly, gradually, Kirtn gave way. The invisible wall pushed him backward,
toward his dancer, toward the Ecstasy Stones shimmering in the veil’s
unchanging portal. Abruptly, he straightened and leaped sideways along the
wall, it took no more than a touch to tell him that the wall was in reality a
crescent. He and Rheba were caught between its horns. The wall curved toward
him, narrowing the space that separated him from his dancer and the veil
gleaming behind her. Gently, inexorably, the crescent contracted, pressing Senyas
and Bre’n closer to the portal where Ecstasy Stones waited in deadly multicolored
silence. There was no escape. The veil energies closed over Kirtn and
Reba, sucking them into the tyrant K’Masei’s stronghold. XVIIIThere was nothing on the other side of the veil but an
uninhabited slidewalk curving toward a distant glow. The Redis clan territory
displayed no blatant illusions, no sweeping conceits, no wry deceptions
replacing reality. Not even buildings. The area beyond the veil was so empty
that it made Rheba’s skin move and tighten. She had seen places like this
before, on Deva, scorched ruins where dancers had not been able to hold at bay
the leaping sun. But there were not even ruins in the Redis territory, nothing
except the sinuous invitations of the slidewalk. “I don’t like it,” she said flatly. Her akhenet lines surged
in ragged pulses, unsettled by her recent passage through the veil. The slidewalk
rippled like a river of pearls waiting to be strung. Kirtn smiled down at her. “It’s not as bad as it looks,
dancer. The Stones ... I think the Stones aren’t what we were told. They don’t
want to hurt us.” She looked up him with eyes that were cinnamon and skeptical.
“How can you tell?” “Can’t you feel it?” he murmured. “They’re as gentle as a
summer dawn. They’re love, not hate.” —She closed her eyes. When they opened again they were gold
and more than skeptical. Fear glinted, fear and a dancer’s power gathering. Her
hand closed around Kirtn’s wrist. Fear, proximity and love for her Bre’n forged
a fragile mindlink between them. For an instant she shared with him echoes of
joy and laughter gliding.... But only for an instant. Her touch dimmed the Stones’
allure. The echoes of ecstasy faded. Kirtn shook himself and looked at her with
eyes that were caught between regret and fear. “Psi masters,” Rheba said hoarsely, her fingers hard and trembling
around his wrist. “They were in your mind, as Satin was in your mind on Onan.
Don’t trust them!” “At least they weren’t trying to rearrange my brains,” said
Kirtn in a tight voice, “or disillusion me.” Fssa hissed with pleasure. He was all the way out of Rheba’s
hair, supported only by a coil around Kirtn’s strong neck: “The Stones are
lovely, dancer. Like my Guardians’ dreams of swimming Ssimmi’s molten
sky/seas.” “You too, snake?” she said, both frightened and oddly angry. “Yesss. But your energies interfere.” He sighed like a child
asked to choose between sweets. “If only Kirtn were hotter. Then I could have
fire and the Stones, too.” Rheba frowned. Her akhenet lines quivered and ignited. With
an effort, she stilled her fears, murmuring litanies in her mind until her
lines faded to whorls of transparent gold. “Mentor,” she said slowly, carefully, “Don’t trust the
Tyrant’s Ecstasy Stones. No one who goes to the Redis hall comes back out. Remember
that.” “I’m trying to,” Kirtn said. Suddenly he buried his hands in
her seething hair. “Hold me, dancer,” he whispered. “The Stones are so very
beautiful....” For an instant she stood without moving, lost, for he had always
been her strength. Then her arms went around him in a gesture both gentle and
fierce. With an instinct far older than her yean;, she built a network of
energy around her Bre’n, pouring herself through him in a sweet rush of fire
that even the Ecstasy Stones could not equal. He shuddered and lifted her off her feet, holding her as
though he were afraid it was the last time. Then his mind was free, not even a
wisp of alien ecstasy remained; but ecstasy was there, unity of dancer and
Bre’n. Slowly he let her slide down his body to stand again on her
own feet. “I’m all right now, dancer. The Stones ...” Darkness turned uneasily
in the depths of his yellow eyes. “They won’t fool me so easily again.” But unspoken between them was the question: Was it simple
deception the Stones offered, or was it something more? “Or something less,” said Kirtn wryly, lips half curved,
half smiling at his dancer. Patches of copper hair clung to her skin and
clothes, held there by her sweat. He brushed futilely at the fine, tiny hairs.
“Sorry, dancer. I’ve gone and shed all over you.” Rheba smiled, but she wanted to cry. “What’s a dancer for if
not to help her Bre’n shed?” Kirtn’s fingers moved as though he would hold her again,
sweet fire and energy pouring. Then he closed his eyes and stepped back. She
watched, waiting. After a moment he opened his eyes and tried to smile. “They’re back, dancer. But I know them, now.” He turned to
step up on the slidewalk, then looked over his shoulder at her. “You’re more
than they could ever be to me.” “Wait!” Her voice pulled him back from the slidewalk’s smooth gleam. “I—we—have to know more about the Stones before we get any
closer to them.” “We know that the closer we get, the more powerful they
are,” said Kirtn in Senyas, blunt and sardonic at once. She took Fssa and put him on the ground. “Put Rainbow around
him.” Her voice was strained. Only Kirtn’s vulnerability to the Stones could
have driven her to the extreme of requiring communication between Fssireeme and
Zaarain construct. Reluctantly. Kirtn pulled Rainbow off his neck. He knew the
cost of the alien conversations for Rheba when she was within their range. She took the caged Stones out of her pocket and put them
close to Rainbow, but not touching. Although she was not sure her energy cages could
prevent Rainbow from pirating the stones for its—own uses, she hoped to discourage
such theft. “Snake, ask Rainbow if it knows what these stones are, if
they can be controlled, if they’re real or illusion, alive or machine, anything
that can help us. And,” grimly, “be quick about it.” She retreated rapidly as Fssa assumed the fungoid shape that
he used to communicate with the fragmentary Zaarain construct. There was not
time for her to get beyond the reach of the Fssireeme’s savage energies. Nor
did she think she should. Fssa, too, was vulnerable to the Ecstasy Stones’ allure. Kirtn followed her, putting his body between his dancer and
the odd pair on the ground. Even dense Bre’n flesh could not deflect the
bizarre communication between Fssireeme and Zaarain crystals, but a dance
could. His hands slid into place on her shoulders. Flames licked up from her
akhenet lines, concealing dancer and Bre’n, disrupting the flow of alien
energies. Still, Fssireeme-Zaarain communication was not painless for
her. It never was. When the dance ended, blood trickled down her lower lip.
Kirtn, too, was affected, but not nearly so much as his dancer. What was agony
to her was merely discomfort to him. “Well?” she said, walking back to Fssa. Her voice was thin,
her face pale against blazing whorls of akhenet lines. The snake whistled lyric Bre’n apologies for hurting her. She brushed them aside as she did the drops of blood on her
lips. “Did Rainbow know anything useful for once?” she demanded. “Rainbow is only fragments,” Fssa reminded her softly. She groaned. “Useless pile of crystal turds. Doesn’t it know
anything at all?” “Some of the worry stones are Zaarain.” said Fssa in hasty
Senyas. “Some aren’t.” “What are they?” “Rainbow doesn’t know. Remember, it was knocked to pieces
and sold as jewelry across half the galaxy after the Zaarain Cycle ended.” “So we can assume that the non-Zaarain stones came from a
later Cycle,” said Kirtn, picking up Rainbow and replacing it around his neck.
The double strand of crystals dimmed as it got farther from the worry stones. “Yes. Rainbow wants some of them.” added the snake. Kirtn grunted, remembering Rainbow’s blinding scintillations
when it was thrown among Zaarain crystals on Daemen. “I could tell by the glow
that it was interested.” “Which does it want?” said Rheba thoughtfully, looking at
the worry stones on the ground. “The big ones.” “I should have guessed,” she said with a grimace. “The
better to take my head off, I suppose.” “It’s sorry it hurts you,” the snake whistled miserably. She sighed, wondering if it was the Zaarain or the Fssireeme
that apologized. “Anything else?” “The non-Zaarain crystals are alive,” whistled the snake. “ Alive? You mean energized?” asked Kirtn, looking at the
worry stones with new interest. “I mean nonmachine life,” said Fssa, switching to unambiguous
Senyas. “Biological life?” said Rheba incredulously, scooping stones
and snake off the ground at the same time. Fssa made a frustrated sound and switched back to Bre’n.
Sometimes ambiguities were the essence of truthful communication. “Alive as
Rainbow is alive, only more organic. They’re haunted with Fourth People.
They’re ... alive.” The Bre’n harmonics the snake created said more, telling of
growth that was not quite organic nor yet lithic, intelligence that encompassed
one more dimension than Fourth People acknowledged, a form of life flickering between
the interfaces akhenets called time and death. Rheba sighed, wondering if she knew more or less about the
worry stones than she had before a Fssireeme described the impossible in the
voices of Bre’n poetry. “Can they be controlled?” she asked, thinking as much
of the Ecstasy Stones as the sullen crystals in her hand. “Only for a time. As you guessed, their energies build geometrically
inside the cage every few minutes. You won’t hold those much longer. They can
be neutralized, though.” “How?” “Rainbow didn’t know. It only knew that balance must be
possible or whatever lives in—or through—the stones would have shattered long
ago.” Alter a long moment, Rheba jammed the stones deep in her
pocket. She looked at the slidewalk, then back at the veil. Though they were
still within its field, no portal showed on the veil’s face, it was as though
there were no other possible destinations on Serriolia except the Redis clan
hall, so no other portal was needed. Deliberately, she walked toward the blank veil. The air in
front of her thickened into a wall. Simultaneously, her eyes itched so badly
that she cried out and flung herself backward. “What’s wrong?” said Kirtn, grabbing her when she would have
fallen. “Itch,” she said succinctly, then shivered when the itch was
replaced by coolness and a wisp of something that might have been an apology,
“And the veil. Neither one wants me to go away from here. I guess that only
leaves the Tyrant and his white-eyed minions.” And the Ecstasy Stones. But neither of them said that aloud. It was simply there between
them, words shared in the silent depths of their minds. With an inward shrinking that did not show, Rheba mounted
the slidewalk. Kirtn leaped up lightly beside her. Rainbow bounced against his
chest with a flash of crystal faces. She tried not to shudder when she looked
at the Zaarain construct. It might have more in common with the Ecstasy Stones
than was good for any of them. “Can we trust it?” she asked tightly, clicking her fingernail
against a vivid sapphire stone that rolled in the hollow of Kirtn’s neck. He took her hand and soothed it with his lips. “Rainbow
doesn’t want to hurt us,” he said. “Neither do the Ecstasy Stones.” “Neither does the zoolipt,” she shot back, “but it nearly
got us both killed.” He sighed because there was no answer to her fears. She
could not feel the rising purity of the Stones, ecstasy reflected, born and reborn
on a thousand flawless faces ... “Mentor!” Her voice called him out of his waking dream. He smiled
sadly, for himself and for the dancer he loved who could not see ecstasy when
it was spread out glittering before her. Kirtn! Ecstasy winked and sighed and vanished beneath a cataract of
dancer fire. He blinked, saw the slidewalk, a nacreous ribbon stretching
between emptiness. Ahead, nothing more than a silver-blue glow beckoning. With an enormous effort he shook off the languid seduction
of the Stones. “I’m all right, dancer. They’re very subtle, but I’m on my guard
now.” She said nothing, only looked at his eyes. They were clear
and yellow again, no longer glazed with inwardness. Her fingers uncurled from
his wrist. Itching assaulted her eyes. Hastily she grabbed his wrist and was rewarded
by coolness. He looked at her, puzzled and amused. “I wasn’t going to run
off.” “I know. Itch just wants us to keep in touch. Literally.” He whistled to himself, more thoughtful than surprised.
“Does that mean you can’t trust me?” he asked in Senyas. She hesitated, but no messages formed behind her eyes. “I
don’t know. Itch isn’t saying anything either way.” “What about Fssa?” She felt her hair quickly with her free hand. “Still there.
I think as long as he stays in my hair he’ll be immune.” But her eyes itched even as the words formed on her tongue. “Then what should I do?” she hissed beneath her breath to
the Itch behind her eyes. “Tie the snake in a knot?” The itching faded. She had the clear feeling that it was not
an answer, merely a temporary erasure so that she would be able to feel new
messages written on the back of her eyes. Kirtn tugged gently al her hand. His eyes were fixed on the
silver-blue glow ahead. Clearly he was impatient with the slidewalk’s leisurely
pace. She, on the other hand, would have been glad never to get where the slidewalk
was taking her. She looked over her shoulder and felt her lines flare. She
would have to go forward, because two steps behind her was nothing at all, not
even the slidewalk’s pearl shimmer. It was as though the world ended. The veil
itself had vanished as completely as though it had never existed. She could not
even sense its penetrating, dissonant energies. With a feeling close to despair, she turned from the
emptiness behind her to the unwelcome radiance ahead. Shapes were condensing
out of the glow, curves of flashing light, crystal geometries rising plane
after plane, all bathed in a subliminal humming of emotions neither demonic nor
divine, yet somehow more compelling than either or both together. From her hair a Fssireeme sang of beauty in a chorus of
Bre’n voices. She looked at Kirtn, afraid that he would be swept out of her
reach into the Stones’ crystal embrace. “I’m here,” he murmured, smiling down at her. “But hold on
to me. If the Stones don’t get me that silver-tongued snake will.” The slidewalk increased its pace until her hair was whipped
by wind. Abruptly, she regretted not jumping off while she could. She looked at
her Bre’n. Lines of strain were etched on his face. As though at a great distance,
she sensed something calling to him, something inhuman and superb, devastating
perfection. “Kirtn?” she asked softly: “Nothing.” His voice was curt. Then he shrugged. “The
Stones. They’re unspeakably beautiful, but I like to choose my lovers—or my
gods.” “Fight them.” “I am.” Silence. Then, almost wistfully, “Don’t you feel
them, dancer?” She said nothing, for she had finally seen the slidewalk’s
destination. Her fingers clamped around his wrist harshly enough to draw a
grimace even from a Bre’n. Just ahead, the shining ribbon they rode ended in a
burst of pearl light. A figure stood waiting for them, dark within the radiance
that was endemic to the Redis territory. The slidewalk stopped so suddenly that Bre’n and Senyas were
thrown off their feet. They scrambled upright—and found themselves looking into
f’lTiri’s triumphant smile. A million hot needles dug into the back of Rheba’s eyes. XIX“F’lTiri?” asked Rheba, happiness and uncertainty mingling
in her voice. “Of course,” said f’lTiri, laughing as he reached for his
friends. His hands were warm and firm as they clasped first Kirtn’s
arm and then Rheba’s hand. The voice was the same, the tips,
the laugh ... but she would have felt better if she had never heard of class
twelve illusions. Even so, she smiled and returned f’lTiri’s greeting, for she
very much wanted it to be him. Her eyes itched savagely. Something inhuman began singing
deep in her mind. Hastily she let go of f’lTiri. The singing, if not the itching,
stopped. “Where’s i’sNara?” she asked, clutching Kirtn’s wrist as
though he would run away despite his previous assurances. “With the children,” answered f’lTiri. His smite was
happiness condensed into a single curving line. “We were so wrong about the
Ecstasy Stones. They’re ...” F’lTiri groped for explanations that did not exist
in the Yhelle language. Rheba’s lines ran hot, then icy, for f’lTiri was speaking
Yhelle instead of Universal. Fssa was translating automatically, inconspicuously,
so that she could understand f’lTiri. But before this moment, f’lTiri had never spoken anything
except Universal to them. “The Stones are so wonderful,” sighed f’lTiri. “Come. I’ll
take you to them.” Rheba did not need the torment behind her eyes to know that
something was more or less than it seemed. Was f’lTiri the unwilling—or even
willing—captive of Ecstasy, or was he a class twelve illusion from sweet smile
to dusty sandals? She stared into his eyes, looking for answers. She saw
nothing except her own fiery reflection. It startled her, for she had not
realized that she was burning. “Dancer?” murmured Kirtn in Senyas. Then he added a Bre’n
trill that asked why she burned when there was no danger near. She looked at f’lTiri and said only, “We’re not ready to see
the Stones yet. We were trying to get back to our ship when the veil brought us
here.” Not quite the whole truth, but enough for her purposes. F’lTiri smiled again, redefining joy in a single gesture.
Rheba stared, fascinated. Even the boy she had known as The Luck had not smiled
quite so perfectly, and he had been the culmination of Cycles of genetic
selection for charm and good fortune. But The Luck’s sweet surface had been
only half of his unique truth. She suspected that it was the same with f’lTiri. She looked away from his compelling smile. Her lines burned
hotly, fed by fear and the energy that pervaded everything with a blue-white
glow. “Oh, the veil,” said f’lTiri, dismissing it with a twinkle
of his illusionist eyes. “It gets independent every now and again. We’re illusionists,
not engineers, and the veil construct is many Cycles old. It always works
again, though, if you give it enough time. Unless there’s something urgent at
the ship for you to attend to ...” She looked at Kirtn. He said nothing. His face was hard, his
eyes narrow within their golden mask. She could sense the conflicting energies
within him, her own and f’lTiri’s racing along sensitive Bre’n nerves,
competing for his attention. Casually, as though it were an oversight, she let flames
leap from the hand nearer f’lTiri. After a momentary hesitation, f’lTiri jerked
his fingers away from Kirtn’s arm. She sensed the conflict within her Bre’n
diminish. With a smile of her own, she faced the Yhelle illusionist. “Now that you, i’sNara and your children are safe, Kirtn and
I have to get back to the ship.” Rheba’s words sounded unconvincing, even to
her. “There are other Loo slaves on board the Devalon,” she added
quickly, “other promises to keep. They’re as eager to see their homes again as
you were to see yours. Or,” she added, thinning her smile to a bare line of
teeth, “more eager. You were reluctant to come home again. Remember?” F’lTiri’s smile shifted, then resettled into indulgent
lines. “I’sNara and I were very foolish.” “The veil,” reminded Rheba gently. “Fix it for us.” “I can’t.” “Is that the way the Tyrant keeps his subjects in place?”
asked Rheba. F’lTiri’s smile widened. “K’Masei isn’t a tyrant. He’s just
impervious to love.” She smiled sardonically. “That’s as good a definition of a tyrant
as I’ve heard.” “No tyranny, just ecstasy,” murmured f’lTiri dreamily. “You
must see the Stones, Rheba. They are ...” His voice dissolved into another
incredible smile. She turned away from him. As she looked over her shoulder
she realized that the slidewalk was gone. Where its pearl ribbon had once been
there was nothing at all, not even a small glow. She closed her eyes and tried
to sense the direction of the nearest coil of veil. All she found was energy
pouring out of the radiant center of the Redis hall—if those crystal curves
could indeed be called something so mundane as a clan hail. Deliberately, she tried to touch the core of whatever
powered the hall. It was like trying to hold an oiled ball on her fingertip;
whenever she approached a balance point, the ball would slide away. She could
only drink the source of energy indirectly, like taking light reflected off
another surface instead of going directly to the luminous core. Perhaps if she
were closer to the source she could tap it more directly. At least her eyes had stopped itching while she tried. “Ready?” asked Kirtn, when he saw her attention return to
the moment. “Ready for what?” “The tour.” “What tour?” “The one f’lTiri is going to give us,” said the Bre’n patiently. She looked at f’lTiri. Her eyes itched terribly. She looked
at her Bre’n. The itching abated but did not go away. She frowned and sent
dancer energy coursing through Kirtn, trying to chase the confusion she sensed
beneath his benevolent smile. F’lTiri made a small sound and stepped back, from Kirtn. Only
then did Rheba realize that the illusionist had been touching Kirtn’s arm. The
unexpected surge of akhenet energy must have scorched the illusionist’s
fingers. Kirtn moved as though walking out of deep water. He focused
on the dancer eyes staring up at him. He whistled a slow apology. “They’re
strong, Rheba. Each time I close one door they find a new one to open. But they
can’t get around your energy. Burn for me, dancer. Burn for both of us.” “And the tour f’lTiri is going to give us?” she whistled,
letting the minor key and her touch tell him that she would hum for him beyond
the ice at the end of time. “Do we go with him like slaves broken to the
training lead?” His mouth turned down at her reminder of the Loo-chim’s razor
leash. Were it not for the zoolipt’s mindless healing, he would have worn a
collar of scars for the rest of his life. “No razor restraints here. Just ...”
His voice died. He could not describe the temptations of Ecstasy. Her mouth echoed the bitter curve of his lips. She heard his
thoughts as clearly as she had heard his whistle. “Be grateful I can’t hear
their call. If I could, we’d be up to our cracks in ice and ashes.” “Are you ready?” asked f’lTiri serenely. “No, I’m not ready to see the Ecstasy Stones.” Rheba’s voice
was as clear and hot as the flames licking over her akhenet lines. And then her voice broke, for the ground had changed beneath
her feet. The distant building composed of radiance and crystal arcs loomed in
front of her now. A scarlet slit opened in the lowest curve of wall. “No,” she said, pulling back. F’lTiri stood patiently. “I’m not taking you to the Stones,”
he murmured. “Just a tour of k’Masei’s halt. Then, if you still don’t want to
know Ecstasy, I’ll take you back to the veil. The Stones don’t force,” he added
softly. “That’s not their way.” Rheba glanced sideways at her Bre’n’s strained face and had
to bite her lip to keep from answering. A coolness behind her eyes rewarded
both her restraint and her conclusion about the Ecstasy Stones’ gentleness.
Having Itch’s agreement was a two-sided weapon, though; she was not sure just
whose interests Itch had at heart—assuming Itch had something that passed for a
heart. “Well, Itch” she whispered beneath her breath, “should I go
or stay?” There was a mixed flash of itch-cool. “No tour?” breathed Rheba. She grabbed her eyes. “All
right,” she hissed, “I’m going!” Coolness and a distant breath of apology. Grimly, Rheba tightened her grip on Kirtn’s arm. He smiled despite
the pain of her hand grinding flesh against bone. He shifted so that their
fingers interlaced in an unbreakable clasp. She looked at the man who might once have been f’lTiri.
“Make it a short tour. I’ve already seen enough of Yhelle to last me until I
die.” F’lTiri smiled and turned. As he did, the crystal hall
shifted and reformed around them. The Redis, unlike the Yaocoons, apparently believed
in advanced machinery. She sensed speed and movement and wild rush of energy
nearby. Her hair rippled, questing outward in blind, precise seeking, tendrils
reaching for the power that leaped endlessly around her. Kirtn whistled and clenched her fingers until they ached.
“Dancer,” he whistled, off-key in his urgency, “the Stones are much closer now.
They may not be coercive, but in the name of Fire they’re addictive! Burn!” She loosed a torrent of energy through him, scourging his
nerves and purging his mind. He staggered, caught himself and held her Fiercely
against his sweating body. Rainbow’s hard facets cut across her cheek, but she
did not complain, simply held on and burned. F’lTiri watched, smiling with blind affection. For the first
time Rheba saw that his eyes were white. Fssa shifted beneath her seething mass of hair. Though she
could not see him, she knew the snake was changing shapes as rapidly as a
thought, tasting the various wavelengths that pervaded the hall. She hoped he
could understand them better than she could. The sleeting variety of energies
was enough to make her dizzy. Only one was familiar, the dissonant cry of the
core that powered the veil. “Find anything, snake?” she whistled. “Ssimmi is in here ... somewhere ... where?” The Fssireeme’s longing whistle squeezed her heart. He had
mourned his lost home far longer than she had been alive. Nor did she have any
way to take him home. Ssimmi was not known to any of the navtrices she had
queried. The snake’s planet was lost somewhere among the galaxy’s billion
stars. If Fssa could find Ssimmi’s equivalent on Yhelle, who was
she to tell him it was merely an illusion? “Is there anything else here?” she asked softly. “Is the
hall an illusion?” The snake sighed and retreated into her hair. “Yes, but
what’s beneath it is no different.” “I don’t understand.” “Neither do I,” whistled the snake plaintively. “There are crystal
walls and floors and halls and all, but not where we see them.” “Could you find our way back out of here?” “I ...” The snake changed again, tugging gently at her
flying hair. “No,” sadly. Then, “But it’s so very beautiful here, dancer. Why
do you want to go back?” “Are there other ways out of here?” she asked, ignoring his
question. The snake’s most human sigh slid past her ear. “Stripped of
illusion, this place is a maze of light and competing energies.” She glanced aside at Kirtn, wondering how he was holding up
in his struggle against the seductive Ecstasy Stones. His face was hard and
closed as a fist. If she had not been touching him, she would have thought he
had no feelings at all. But she was touching him. His conflicting desires raced
over her with a discordance that was like passing through the veil again and
again. Rainbow shone like a double string of molten crystal. It
seemed impossible that the Zaarain construct could glow so hotly and not burst
into white flames. “Are you ready to see the Ecstasy Stones?” asked f’lTiri,
his voice as white as his eyes, as white as the hall and the floor, the
blinding maze closing around Bre’n and Senyas and Fssireeme alike. “No,” said Rheba, striving to make her voice calm. “There’s nothing to fear,” smiled the illusionist, voice and
words a single curve of light. “Ecstasy doesn’t hurt you.” He leaned forward. As his fingers brushed Kirtn’s arm, conflicting
currents of energy raced through the Bre’n, numbing him and shocking his
dancer. For an instant their interlaced fingers loosened. The air around Rheba crackled harmlessly, but it was not so
easy for Kirtn. Ecstasy pounded him like a mountain storm, all but shattering
him. He staggered against her, renewing their contact once again. He clung to
her with hands that were too weak to belong to a Bre’n. F’lTiri laughed gently, ignoring Rheba, looking only at
Kirtn. “Be like the sea grass, my strong friend. Bend to the waves. Only rocks
break.” Fire leaped from Rheba, an immaterial whip meant to scorch
rather than injure, for she was still not certain whether f’lTiri or an
illusion talked to her. “We’ve seen enough,” she said harshly. “Take us out of
here.” White eyes turned and regarded her with blind intensity. Her
lines went cold, then leaped. If this had once been f’lTiri, it was not her
friend now. Dancer fire swept out, caging f’lTiri as she had caged the
worry stones. He cried out, writhing. Non-dancer energies sparked and spat
around him, trying to sustain patterns her fire had disrupted. F’lTiri’s
appearance melted and ran like mercury, eyes white in a shapeless puddle of
gray. “Take us-out of here!” demanded Rheba, speaking more to
whoever controlled the Ecstasy Stones than to the apparition that could have
been f’lTiri. Walls became mirrors and glided inward, shrinking as floor
and ceiling shrank, closing in on her, trying to burn her with her own reflected
fire. It was a mistake, like throwing fuel on a raging fire. She took the
reflected energy and wove it back into her dance, strengthening the immaterial
cage around the illusionist. He screamed and changed before her eyes, f’lTiri again, then
i’sNara, then a boy with i’sNara’s eyes and a half-grown girl with f’lTiri’s
smile. She did not need to know their names to recognize the illusionists’
children. Then he became more people in dizzying succession, Yhelle after
Yhelle with no distinction as to sex or age, an agonized throng caught in one
quicksilver illusion, flickering in and out of being like a flame in a wind. And each illusion wept to be free. “Let us go!” screamed Rheba, backing away from
the plastic entreaties. Hot shards of ecstasy probed her, looking for weaknesses in
her akhenet lines. She screamed again. Flames exploded around her and the
multifaced illusion. She burned bright and pure, pouring power into the cage of
energy she was weaving around what had once worn the appearance of f’lTiri. As
the network of fire thickened, the cries faded to whimpers. Silence came as the cage imploded. When Rheba was no longer blinded by the flames in her eyes,
she saw an unknown illusionist dead at her feet. Whoever had died, at least she
had not killed f’lTiri. She shuddered, glad that she did not know the man. In a last spasm of death, his slack hand opened. A caged crystal
rolled free. It burned so savagely that the dancer energies restraining it looked
dark by comparison. Rheba stared, puzzled by the too-dark dancer fire before
she realized that she had inadvertently caged an Ecstasy Stone. “Kirtn,” she said, reaching out to take his arm, “Look at—”
Her voice stopped when her fingers closed around nothing at all. She looked
around frantically. “Kirtn? Kirtn!” Nothing answered her scream. “Snake!” she cried, combing her fingers frantically through
her hair. “Find him with one of your shapes!” Her fingers came up as empty as her heart. Fssa and Kirtn were
gone. She was alone. XXFor an instant Rheba was paralyzed. Around her was nothing
but fire reflected and reinforced by a thousand mirrors. At her feet was the
dark face of death. It was Deva all over again, a hell she had revisited too
many times in her nightmares. She was a child once more, helpless, her arms and
face blistered by the same fires that had consumed her parents before her eyes. Kirtn had ended that nightmare by running in and sweeping
her out of the burning ruins of her childhood. But he was gone now. There was
no one to take her out of the smoking ashes of despair. This was a new
nightmare, a worse one. A hall of mirrors where only death and a fire dancer
were real. There was nothing to do but dance, alone. Flames of pure gold swept over her body as she began her
dance. Her hair was a seething corona, her hands incandescent with akhenet
lines. She took the wild energy of the Redis hall and synchronized it into
coherent light. Then she took the light and used it to shatter the illusions reflected
endlessly around her. Mirrored wails and floor shifted, shrank, tilted, trying to
turn her weapon against her by changing the angle of the returning energy.
Light scattered wildly. Part of her own dance rebounded, burning her. She
wished futilely for Kirtn’s sustaining partnership or Fssa’s protective ability
to absorb heat, but she had only her fear and her dance. So she danced while the walls slid closer, the better to
turn her own fire against her. Grimly, she transformed random energy into disciplined fire.
She concentrated on a single wall, not caring whether it was real or illusory,
certain only that somewhere beyond the mirrors lay a way out. She danced savagely,
yet well within her own control. She had not forgotten the zoolipt. She did not
want its interference, however well meant. She knew if she stopped dancing the
walls would close in and crush her. She doubted that the zoolipt knew it,
though. For that reason she did not try to tap the dissonant core
that was the major source of the hall’s power. She had to satisfy the demands
of her dance with the energies sleeting freely through the Redis clan building.
She was not sure she could control the core if she did tap it. If she could
not, she would incinerate the hall and herself with it—unless the zoolipt
stopped her dance. And it certainly would stop her if she approached the core
as she should, slowly, learning its nature by burning herself when she guessed
wrong. There was only one way she could evade her unwelcome monitor.
She could simply grab the core. There would be a single searing instant of
holocaust unleashed before the zoolipt could intervene, a dancer burning out of
control, burning to ash and gone. Only as a final resort would she crack the
core and die, destroying everything within reach of her fire, including Kirtn
lost somewhere beyond the mirrors. Until that moment came she would dance, and hope. As though at a distance she saw herself a living flame in
the center of deadly energies, and the room shrinking around her. In front of
her a mirrored surface shattered and smoked blackly. The wall on which the
reflective illusion had been based burned with the acrid smell of plastics and
the cleaner scent of wood. Instantly the other mirrors blackened. Whoever controlled
the illusions must have realized that the mirrors were aiding her dance. She
assumed k’Masei shaped the illusions. It was like a tyrant to use illusions to
enslave and kill. There was a pause, a sense of ingathering like the silence
before a storm shifted and attacked from a new quarter. Instinctively she built
a defensive cage of energy around herself, for she had no Bre’n to protect her
back. Suddenly a cataract of invisible demand beat on her. Her defensive
cage bristled and flamed until she stood like a torch in the center of a
starless night. There was no light around her that she had not created, no companionship
except her own dance. Part of her mind screamed for her lost Bre’n; but the akhenet
part of her coldly ransacked her surroundings for a power source great enough
to vaporize illusions. Her immaterial questing brushed a familiar energy source, a
simple electromagnetic generator that powered the Redis food machines. The
machines were off, cold, but the generator itself vibrated with life. She drained it between one breath and the next. She burned. A new figure formed in front of the metal-reinforced wall
she was trying to destroy. A man, tall and powerful, more familiar than her own
hands. Kirtn. She leaped toward him, incoherent with joy. He laughed and hugged
her— —and she screamed, for there was nothing inside his mind,
nothing more to him than the textures of flesh and fur, yellow eyes, and his
warm lips speaking Yhelle words she could not understand. Not Kirtn. Illusion. Yet she could not bring herself to burn it down. She shaped
her dance so that deadly fire divided around the false Kirtn. Behind the Bre’n
illusion the wall smoldered and smoked, slowly catching fire. Streamers of fire
from her reinforced the reluctant flames. Kirtn’s image expanded suddenly, blocking off the wall. Her
dance faltered when his image smoked and burned and screamed Yhelle pleas she
could not understand. She closed her eyes and ears and let fire rain down. If
the Tyrant k’Masei wanted to protect that wall with Kirtn’s likeness, then she
wanted to reduce the wail to a smoking memory. The screams stopped. She opened her eyes and saw a sheet of
fire where the wall had been. The illusion of Kirtn was gone. Automatically she
fed the flames, streamers of energy pouring out from her as the wall consumed
itself. She did not know how much longer she could dance before the zoolipt
stopped her. The stench of her own hands burning was strong in the air. She
knew she should feel pain, but did not. The loss of Kirtn consumed everything
else. The wall trembled, then began to collapse. From behind its
rapidly cooling metal skeleton came a scream. A running man crossed the room
and dove beneath the surface of a bathing pool. The scream, more than the
water, saved his life. She had seen too many Senyasi and Bre’ns burn to death
beneath Deva’s unstable sun. Reflexively she called back her fire. In the next
instant she cursed herself for being conned by yet another of the
Tyrant’s endless illusions. She was alone in a room full of steam. She waited until the
cooler air of the hall took away the hot vapors. Behind her was a passageway
lined with scorched, broken shards. Around her a luxurious room emerged from
dissipating steam. To her right a man bobbed to the surface of the bathing pool
and watched her with more curiosity than fear. “Where did the Stones find your template?” he asked in
Yhelle. When she did not answer, he repeated the question in Universal. “I’m real,” she said in the same language, “as k’Masei will
find out to his grief.” “You speak Universal! You’re not an illusion!” Rheba looked at him curiously. “Why does speaking Universal
make me real?” “The Stones only speak Yhelle, so their illusions only speak
Yhelle, too.” The man’s voice was reasonable. It was only his words that
did not make sense; Ecstasy Stones did not speak at all. She was about to point
out that fact when she remembered how she had recognized that Kirtn was an
illusion. He had spoken Yhelle. Her thoughts continued to their inevitable
conclusion as she walked toward the man in the pool. “You’re real, too,” she said. “Of course,” he said in a startled voice, as though it had
never occurred to him that someone might mistake him for an illusion. “Are you
finished?” “Finished?” “Burning things. I’d like to come out. They never get the water
warm enough for me.” She felt laughter twist in her throat. With an effort she controlled
herself, recognizing the difference between humor and hysteria. “You must be
real,” she said in a strangled voice. “You’re crazier than any illusion I’ve
seen yet.” Then, realizing that he was stilt waiting. “Come out. I won’t burn
you.” Shivering, the man walked out of the pool. He was her
height, thin, and as pale as every Yhelle she had ever seen shorn of
illusionist facade. He wiped off excess water with his hands, shivering
violently. “I don’t suppose you could dry me off without scorching me? Or start
a small fire?” he asked in an apologetic tone, “It’s cold with that draft where
the wall used to be.” She reached for a rich robe that was draped over a nearby
chair. Her hand went through both robe and chair. She made a startled sound and
examined the rest of the room closely. Beneath a thin sheen of illusions, the
room was a spartan cell. She looked back toward the shivering man and opened
her mouth to ask a hundred questions. He shivered miserably. In the silence she could hear his
teeth chattering. He would not be able to answer her questions until he was
warm enough to unlock his jaw. She would have to dry him off despite her
tiredness. Dancing alone had drained her of everything except fear for her
Bre’n. If she helped the half-mad illusionist, would he help her in’ return? “Hold still,” she said, concentrating. She had not had to
dry off anyone for a long time. On board the Devalon, the ship’s
machinery took care of such things. The air around the man shimmered and shifted. Flames appeared
above his skin and hair, close enough to warm but not to burn. The flames
startled him into moving incautiously. He yelped as the fire came too close,
instantly the flames vanished. He waited without moving, but the fire did not
reappear. “Dry enough?” asked Rheba, fighting weakness and the zoolipt’s
seductive tugs on her eyelids. “Thanks,” he said, making a small gesture of embarrassment.
He smiled shyly. “This is the first time I’ve been warm since they threw me in
here.” He looked beyond her. “Where’s your guide?” “Dead.” His face brightened. “How did you do it?” Before she could
answer, questions poured out of him. “Don’t you feel any pressure? Don’t you
want to go back into the hall? Don’t you see pictures of Ecstasy Stones in your
mind? How can you just stand there? Aren’t they calling to you? Don’t you just have
to go to them?” “The Ecstasy Stones don’t affect me,” she said, pushing back
a yawn with a half-burned hand that healed even as she noticed it.. “Why are
you—” He laughed and clapped his hands, interrupting her. “Another
immune! No no, let me talk,” he said quickly, all but babbling with joy. “It’s
been so long. You can’t know how lonely it’s been with only my own thin illusions
and the Stones’ constant whispering. Do they know you’re here? Oh, that’s what
you were fighting, wasn’t it? Don’t worry, pretty stranger.” He began skipping
in place, giggling. “They can’t control an immune, no no no, they can’t, no
no—” “That’s enough!” snapped Rheba, corking the man’s bubbling
hysteria with a snarl and a warning surge of fire. “Sorry,” he sighed, chagrin and joy warring on his face. Another gesture, apology and self-deprecation in a graceful
turn of his pate hand. “You just don’t know—” “—and I don’t care,” interrupted Rheba brutally. All she
cared about now was her Bre’n and a Fssireeme more fantastic than any Yhelle
illusion. “Do you know a way out of here?” He tipped his head one way and then another as though seeing
her for the first time. “Would I be here if I knew a’ way out?” he asked
gently. “Is there a way out?” she countered swiftly,
realizing her mistake in phrasing her question. “Oh yes. The Stones always give you a choice.” “Good,” she said grimly. “Not really. You don’t know what the choice is.” “But you’re going to tell me.” The man tipped his head back, studying a ceiling that was no
different from the floor. “You can worship the Stones. Then you won’t want to
leave anymore and the problem of choice is solved.” Rheba grimaced and made a gesture of rejection. “Or,” continued the man, looking at her with eyes that were
green-flecked brown, not white at all, “you can be disillusioned.” “Worship or disillusionment? Some choice.” She looked back
at him with eyes that were more gold with every passing moment. If she were not
so tired she would be burning. As it was, tiny flames flickered raggedly over
her akhenet lines. “Which did you chose?” “Neither. Tin immune.” He smiled unhappily. “So they took
away my clan instead. I don’t worship and I’m not disillusioned—but I might as
well be for all the good I can do against them.” The room began to turn slowly around her. It was not an
illusion. The zoolipt was warning her that she would be better off sitting
down. She began to fight, only to be attacked by itching behind her eyes. It
seemed that Itch and the zoolipt could collaborate at times. The thought did
not comfort her much as she collapsed on the floor’s hard surface. She pushed herself upright, ignoring the grainy feeling in
back of her eyes. She had to get out of here and find Kirtn. The first part of
the thought brought a redoubled attack from Itch. The second part, finding
Kirtn, brought a bit of relief. Was Itch trying to tell her that getting out of
here right away was not the same as getting closer to finding Kirtn? Blessed coolness. Itch agreed, Rheba groaned with relief. “Are you all right?” asked the man, bending over her, but
cautiously. She was still radiating heat from her strenuous solo dance. “All right,” she sighed. “Tired.” “Oh, then you’d better rest. You won’t be able to steal the
Stones unless you’re strong and alert.” “Steal the Stones?” she asked, feeling like a wan echo of
the illusionist. “Of course.” Then, anxiously, “isn’t that why you’re here?
To steal the Ecstasy Stones for the Libs?” “No, I—” A savage attack-of itching doubled her over, clawing
at her eyes. “Stop!” she cried. Itch stopped. The man waited, his expression that of mingled curiosity and
fear. “You aren’t here to steal the Ecstasy Stones?” he asked, disappointment
clear in his voice. She sensed Itch poised behind her eyes, waiting to strike. “I
didn’t think that was why I came here,” said Rheba cautiously, speaking more to
Itch than to illusionist, “but I’m willing to negotiate. I want my Bre’n—and my
friends—alive and free.” Itch made no move to disagree. The man, who knew nothing of what lay behind her eyes,
asked, “Did your friends go to the Stones?” “I think so. As soon as I let go of Kirtn, he ran away. He
must have taken Fssa with him, or else the snake followed. As for i’sNara and
f’lTiri ... they came to steal the Stones.” “Were they immune?” “I doubt it.” The man made a sad gesture. “Then they won’t be back. None
of them. What the Stones seduce, they keep. If you want your friends back,
you’ll have to break the Stones’ power by stealing some. Individually, they’re
not nearly as strong as they are collectively.” Rheba remembered the single Ecstasy Stone she had inadvertently
caged in the hall. She looked at the man in sudden speculation. His eyes had
not changed, still brown flecked with green, not white. His own eyes, not
Stones’ reflections. Yet—“Who are you? How do you know so much about the Stones?’ “Oh,” he made one of the self-deprecating gestures that she
was coming to associate with him, “I’m the master snatcher who brought the
Stones together.” “You? But I thought k’Masei the Tyrant was the one who gathered
all the Ecstasy Stones.” He smiled lopsidedly. “That’s me. But my name is k’Masei the
Fool.” XXIRheba’s glowing lines dimmed and sputtered out from sheer
surprise. She could not believe that the modest, gently crazy illusionist in
front of her was the fearsome man known as k’Masei the Tyrant. “You?” she said weakly, looking at his odd eyes and rumpled
hair and trying not to laugh. “Tyrant?” “Is that really what they call me now?” he asked in a sorrowful
voice. “That’s even worse than being called a fool. What else do they say about
me?” “I was told,” she said carefully, “that you were the Liberation
clan’s master snatcher.” He smiled wistfully. “I was.” “I was also told that you were a traitor to your clan.” Her
voice was even, her eyes intent. “I was told that you took the Libs’ best
Ecstasy Stones and gave them to the Redis.” K’Masei sighed. “The Libs still don’t understand, do they?” “They never will,” she said bluntly. “They’re dead.” He winced. When his expression smoothed again, he looked
older. “I—” He cleared his throat and began again. “There are some things you
should know if you’re going to try to steal Ecstasy Stones. You are going
to try, aren’t you?” “I don’t have much choice, do I?” muttered Rheba. Her lips
thinned to a line as she thought of Itch’s torments. It was better than
thinking about Kirtn, caught and held by forces she did not understand. Anything
was better than thinking about that, even Itch. “I’ll do whatever I can to free
my Bre’n,” she said. Her voice was calm but her akhenet lines pulsed, telling
of dancer agitation. “What’s a Bre’n?” She opened her mouth but no easy words of explanation came.
Finally she said simply, “A man.” “Slave?” “My Bre’n, but not my slave. Just as I’m his dancer.”
She looked at the massed, intricate lines of power swirling up from her
fingertips to her shoulders. “He’s as much a part of me as my arms. More. If
you cut off my arms I’d still live.” “Then I can’t talk you out of going after the Stones?” “I thought you wanted me to steal them.” “Oh, I do. It’s just ... you’re quite beautiful, you know.
Can’t they send someone ugly?” Rheba choked off an impulse to laugh and cry at the same
time. “I’m alone. There’s no ‘they’ sending me after the Stones.” “Then you’re not Lib?” “I told you. All the Libs are dead.” He looked away for a long moment. When he looked back, his
eyes were more dark than green. “In that case,” he said, “you’d better listen
very carefully. The more you know about the Stones, the better your chance of
surviving. Although,” he sighed, “I must tell you that you’ve little chance at
all. Certainly none that I’d wager my worst illusion oh.” “I don’t have any time to waste listening to tales,” said
Rheba, ignoring the sudden itch behind her eyes. “Kirtn—my Bre’n—” Her voice
squeezed into silence. “The Stones won’t hurt your Bre’n,” said k’Masei. “At least,
not right away. I’m not even sure that the Stones mean to hurt anyone at all.
They’re just”—his pale hands described random curves—“ignorant. Or maybe they
don’t care.” “How much time does Kirtn have?” “Once, I would have said months. Then it was weeks. Days.
Now ... surely an hour or two?” He looked sadly at her. “Is your Bre’n strong?” “Yes. Stronger even than he looks, and he would make four of
you.” “Then,” sighing, “if he doesn’t go crazy he’ll be all right
for a few hours.” “I won’t wait that long.” “Listen to me.” he said, turning suddenly and bending very
close, so close that she saw her akhenet lines glowing in his eyes. “Getting
yourself enchanted or killed won’t help your Bre’n. They nearly got me, and I’m
immune too.” “Immune. Whit does that mean?” she said impatiently. “You don’t feel the Stones calling to you? Not at all?” She frowned. “Since Kirtn has gone ... sometimes, far away,
I hear beautiful singing. I’d like to go and find it. Is that what you mean?” “Is it hard to resist going out and looking?” “No. Just an urge that comes and goes.” He smiled. “You’re lucky. It’s worse for me, but I’m used to
it. That’s what immunity is. They can’t control your mind. That’s what made me
a master snatcher. As you can see”—a wave toward the room’s slender
illusions—“I’m not Serriolia’s best illusionist. But I’m not bemused by Ecstasy
Stones, either. My friends would dress me up in their best illusions, I’d sneak
into other clans, and I’d come back with Ecstasy Stones. “I decided,” he said, settling onto the floor next to her,
“that in order to break into the Redis clan hall, I’d have to come under cover
of the Stones that the Redis didn’t own.” “What went wrong?” “Oh, nothing.” He smiled wryly. “It went all too well. I
brought a double handful of Ecstasy into the Redis hall. When I got there and
saw the Redis Stones, I realized that there were more than I could carry in a
single trip. The only logical thing to do was to leave my Stones there.” “Logical?” said Rheba, her voice rising. “I told you I was a fool.” K’Masei sighed. “I didn’t know
then that the Stones could get into your mind. I thought it was my own idea to
leave my Stones there. Then I thought that if only every Ecstasy Stone
in Serriolia was brought to the hall, the love would overflow to the point that
it wouldn’t matter who possessed the Stones—Redis” or Libs or Yaocoons.
Everyone would hold them in common and we’d be just one big happy clan. And
maybe, just maybe. I’d be able to feel the love that everyone else was raving
about.” He closed his eyes. “Only a fool believes in his own illusions.
By definition, I was a fool.” His eyes opened. He stared at her. “Are you sure
you’re real?” he asked softly. “I don’t want to believe in any more of my own
illusions.” “I’m real,” she said impatiently. “What happened after you
finished stealing Ecstasy Stones? When did you realize you were being used?” “When people stayed and starved rather than leave the
Stones. Ecstasy seems to be ... addictive.” He shivered, though he was dry and
the room was warm again. “I tried to separate the Stones, to make it the way it
used to be. But it was too late. The Stones had learned about illusions, or
maybe they had always known. Anyway,” he said softly, “they’re very good. When
I went to separate the Stones, they were never where they seemed to be. They
wrapped illusions around me until I nearly strangled. “When I woke up, they told me that if I tried to separate them
again, they’d kill me. They liked being together, you see.” “They told you that? They really speak?” “Oh, not in so many words. I just had a very clear feeling
that they would kill me if I came into their physical presence again. I could
be wrong. I could be a coward as well as a fool. But if I’m not wrong and I go
back to the Stone room, I’m dead. That might solve my problem but it won’t free
Serriolia.” He looked at her, sad and smiling at the same time. “You see,
unless someone does something about the Stones, all of Serriolia will be sucked
into them. All of Yhelle’s best illusionists. Then we’ll be as helpless as fish
in a desert.” “Are Ecstasy Stones a race of First People?” asked Rheba.
Before k’Masei could answer. Itch went to work on her eyes. So far as Itch was
concerned, the answer was no. “I don’t think so,” said k’Masei, “But I’m no expert on the
Five Peoples.” “What do the Stones want with the people they attract?” “If I knew that, I might know how to stop them. All I know
is that the Stones use people, somehow. I’ve seen things ... illusions are
rampant in Serriolia, more and better illusions than we created before the
Ecstasy Stones were united. But such illusions should be impossible, because
nearly all the illusionists in Serriolia are here, held by Ecstasy Stones. If
illusionists aren’t creating what I’ve seen, the Stones must be.” Rheba stared at his pale, earnest face. He seemed to expect
some comment from her, but she did not know what to say. “Don’t you understand?” he said, leaning very close to her
again. “Except for the Yaocoons and a few resistant members of other clans, there
is no one left in Serriolia. Only illusions roam free. When the
Yaocoons are absorbed and the city is enslaved, what next? The rest of Yhelle’s
city-islands? The whole planet? Maybe the whole Equality?” “How do you know that only illusions inhabit Serriolia?”
said Rheba, concentrating on the part of his words that she thought might help
her free Kirtn. She did not understand the rest of what k’Masei was saying. Nor
did she care to. She wanted her Bre’n; she would have him no matter what she
had to burn. “How do you know who’s free and who isn’t? Aren’t you a prisoner
here?” “The veil window still works,” said k’Masei, indicating the
far wall with a nod of his head. “At least it used to. Lately all I’ve gotten
is the Stone room.” “That’s all anybody gets out of the veil,” she said bitterly. “The veil only goes to Redis territory unless you’re strong
and smart enough to wrestle another portal out of it. We weren’t.” She surged
to her feet with startling speed. Her lines of power flickered raggedly. “Show
me the Stone room,” she demanded. “Wait. I haven’t told you everything.” “Then talk while you show me,” she snapped. “We’re wasting
time.” Itch disagreed. Rheba snarled soundlessly. K’Masei, assuming
he was the focus of her anger, hastened to activate the veil window. “Is it two-way?” she asked, standing next to him as colors
blurred and ran over the oval face of the window. “Can the other side see
through to us?” “No. But—” His voice died abruptly. Frowning, he concentrated on the veil window. His hands
moved over buttons that could have been controls. Colors twisted, slid down
diagonals of white, blurred, shuddered and did everything except make a
coherent picture. K’Masei muttered something in Yhelle. Rheba suspected that
even if Fssa had been present, he would not have translated the words. She
leaned closer, eyes straining to make something out of the jigging, incoherent
colors. “They won’t let me see anything except them,” said
k’Masei hoarsely, but he tried another combination anyway. Then, with a final
hissed phrase, he abandoned his attempt to control the veil window. Immediately, shapes condensed out of chaos. A room came into
focus, a room huge beyond reason and crowded beyond bearing, a room where no
one moved, no one spoke, a room where all eyes were focused on a mound of glittering
crystals resting on a mirrored pillar. No. Not quite a mound. The piled crystals hinted at symmetries
foreign to Fourth People, manipulations of space that existed just beyond
Rheba’s ability to see or perhaps even imagine. There were arches ... or were
they arcs of fight? There were stairs that went up forever, yet terminated
below the level of the first step. There was a tunnel that expanded into
infinity and at the same time doubled back, chasing and catching itself through
dimensions that had no names. The piled Stones had built, and were still building, a
crystal universe in miniature. Or was it merely a miniature? Could it be something
much greater that she simply lacked the eyes to see? Rheba forced herself to look away from the endless crystal
fascinations of the Ecstasy Stones. Only then did she notice the sea of faces
adrift in the huge room, a sea whose only shore was the glittering island that
she would not look upon again. Nebulous eddies of light connected the Stones with the faces
of their worshipers. Many of the faces close to the Stones were emaciated,
mouths slack, eyes dead white. Farther away, pressing inward, the faces
gradually became more human, colors of flesh and eyes that were alive. Two of the faces, at the edge of the crowded room were familiar:
i’sNara and F’lTiri. She looked at them for only an instant, though. Towering
above them was her Bre’n, a bemused Fssireeme dangling from his neck and a
Zaarain construct scintillating brilliantly across his chest. But Kirtn was motionless, a man bound hand and soul in
unspeakable ecstasy, beyond even the reach of his dancer; she would touch him
but she could not. Kirtn, where are you? Gradually Rheba became aware of k’Masei’s voice speaking
softly to her, trying to call her back from whatever terrible place she had gone. “It wasn’t always like that. People used to come and go, eat
and sleep, do something other than ...” ... hang suspended on the Ecstasy Stones’ shimmering promises.
Her thought was like bile, like the bitter fear congealing into ice along
her akhenet lines, darkness where light should be. “Then something happened. Too many people, maybe. Or just
enough. The crystals ... changed. The biggest ones went dark. Dead, I guess.” Rheba’s eyes itched in denial, but she said nothing. She
could not. Like her Bre’n, she was suspended in the endless moment of discovery.
Unlike her Bre’n, it was not ecstasy she savored but the agony of losing him. “After that,” continued k’Masei, “the Stones were calmer,
less powerful, I guess. Then one of the Soldiers of Ecstasy came into the Stone
room. When he left, he was carrying the dark stones. I don’t know where he ...” ... took them to the Liberation hall, despair rather than
ecstasy for enemies of the Stones. Her eyes itched, denying
her conclusions. She hardly noticed. Kirtn was filling her mind, her enthralled
Bre’n like ice flowing where fire should be. “... doesn’t really matter. Without the dark stones. Ecstasy
was rampant. People would come drifting into the room, dazed with love, and
they would stay until they died. I think the Stones didn’t understand Fourth
Person physiology. After a while they learned, though. They let people come and
go, eat and drink and sleep, but not often and not enough.” Cold crept over her body, sliding through veins and lines,
the antithesis of fire claiming her as she stared at skeletal faces, dulled
eyes, slack mouths drooling ... and one of them would be her Bre’n unless she ...
but what could she do, a dancer alone? What could anyone do against alien
ecstasy? Her eyes burned, tears and cold and itching alike. “The more people who came, the greater the Stones’ power.
And the greater their power, the more people came,” said k’Masei, letting out
his breath in a long sigh. “Cycle without end, but not aimless. The Stones have
a purpose—I’m sure of it. I just don’t know what it is.” She hardly heard through the fear beating in her veins. And
the itching ... the itching would drive her crazy before the Stones drove Kirtn
out of his mind. Or were Itch and Ecstasy Stones one and the same? “When the Stones talk to you,” she said hoarsely, grabbing
his arm, “what does it feel like?” “What do you mean?” “If they don’t communicate with words, how do you know what
they want?” “You just ... know.” He frowned at the grim picture revealed by the veil window
and moved as though to shut it off. Her fingers tightened with a strength that
drew a sound of protest from him. She did not hear, or if she heard, she did
not care. He moved away from the cutoff switch and stared at the alien woman
whose eyes had become wholly gold. “How do you know what the Stones want?” she demanded. She
did not want to ask outright about Itch, but she did not have time or
temperament to be coy, either. “Do you feel hot or cold when the Stones speak?
Does it sound like rainbows or silence? Do your teeth or knuckles hurt? Does
your scalp itch? How about the back of your eyes?” K’Masei, who had been looking more and more brightened at
her last words. “I don’t know about the rest, but when Ghosts talk to you, I’m
told that it makes the back of your eyes itch.” “Ghosts?” she said hoarsely, “Ghosts? Ice and ashes! The
last thing I need now is some freezing fairy tale riding my mind!” She groaned
and said beneath her breath, “Itch, is it true?” Coolness spread behind her eyes, telling her that it was
true. Itch was a member of that near-mythical division of life called Fifth People;
or, irreverently, Ghosts. Shuddering, Rheba put her face in her hands and wondered
what else could go wrong. XXII“What else do you know about Ghosts?” asked Rheba, lifting
her head to confront the man who called himself k’Masei the Fool. “Why? The Stones aren’t Ghosts,” he added quickly, as though
to reassure her. “The back of my eyes itch,” she said succinctly. “Oh,” he said, looking at her as though she were an interesting
specimen and he a collector. “Do you have a Ghost?” “Yes,” snarling, “and the damn thing itches enough to drive
me crazy!” K’Masei blinked and backed away a bit, startled by her vehemence.
“It’s just trying to get you to listen. After a while it will give up and go
away. Ghosts can’t talk to us, but they keep trying. They’re harmless, though,”
he said soothingly. “We’ve had them as long as we’ve had Ecstasy Stones and
they haven’t hurt us yet. The Ghosts, I mean.” Rheba winced, hardly reassured. The Ecstasy Stones had not
hurt the illusionists for eight Cycles, either. But that had changed,
drastically. “What else do you know about Ghosts?” she said, not sure that she
wanted to hear. K’Masei half closed his eyes as he concentrated. His lips
moved while he sorted through his memories of history and legends in a tow vpice. “Twelfth Cycle? Tenth? No. Ninth. We’ve had Stones
and Ghosts since the Ninth Cycle. In fact, legend has it that they came to
Yhelle together, riding in the ship of our greatest explorer. I can’t remember
her name. She also brought those odd ferns. Did you see the elegant ferns on
Reality Street?” Rheba remembered her delight in the plants and cursed
herself as a fool. Apparently she had inhaled a Ghost as well as the fern’s fey
fragrance. K’Masei smiled vaguely and made a dismissing gesture. “But
that was a long, long time ago. Nobody knows anything for sure about Ghosts
except that they exist and the best time to see them is during a thunderstorm.”
His smile thinned. “We don’t know much more than that about the Stones. At
least, we didn’t up until now. We though! they loved us.” “You were wrong,” said Rheba dryly. “Yes. We believed in our own illusions,” said k’Masei, lips
twisting in a bittersweet smile. “Epithet for a race of fools.” She stared at the veil window, listening to k’Masei with
only half her mind. Kirtn was there, unmoving, trapped. And she was here,
restless, a Ghost riding the back of her eyes. Friend or enemy, both or
neither—what stake did Itch have in this game being played with deadly crystal
markers? What do you want from me. Itch? There was no answer, of course. It was not a yes or no question. Why me? But that was the wrong kind of question, too. Rheba gathered her mind as she had been taught to gather energy.
When she no longer felt like laughing or crying or screaming, she asked the
only question that mattered to her: Will you help me free my Bre’n? Coolness came, sweet delight and ... anticipation? Apparently
Itch would be pleased to ally herself with a Fourth Person. Rheba wanted to ask how Itch could help against the
compelling perfection of the Ecstasy Stones, but it was the wrong kind of
question again. No simple answer. And, perhaps, no answer at all. Itch was as
alien as the zoolipt, and even more ignorant of her needs. The best she could
hope for was that Itch would stay out of her way when she began to dance. That
was more than the zoolipt had managed to do. Suddenly, blue flashed across the faces of the Ecstasy
Stones, riveting her attention on the veil window. Around the edges of the
room, faces blurred and moved like statues sunk beneath disturbed water.
Something had happened, something that stretched the hold of the Ecstasy Stones
over their worshipers. In that fluid instant Kirtn quivered, a wild animal straining
at a leash. His mind was an ache in her bones, his anger and fear and rage,
Bre’n rage sliding toward suicidal rez. Then the blue blush faded
from the Stones and her Bre’n was motionless once more. She was alone with
echoes of agony quivering in her marrow. But she had learned something. Though the Ecstasy Stones
held her Bre’n, he was not pleased by their embrace. She stared at the screen with unblinking eyes, eyes where
fire grew with each breath, each heartbeat, energy streaming into her, answering
her unconscious demands. Pale-gold flames coursed over her akhenet lines,
telling of energy doubled and redoubled and redoubled again, answering silent
dancer commands. Her hands were gold now, no flesh showing, replete with
fire. Yet still she stared at the veil window. If she burned the Redis hall to
the last glass tile— She jerked her head and cried out as Itch attacked her eyes.
“Shut up!” screamed Rheba. “I can’t think with you clawing at my eyes!” Itch retreated, but no coolness came. The Ghost was waiting
to see where Rheba’s thoughts might lead. The implication was clear. If Rheba’s
thoughts went where the Ghost did not want to go, the itching punishment would
return. Half-wild, Rheba looked at the beautiful hell framed by the
veil window. She sensed k’Masei staring al her, wanting to know what she was
going to do, but she had no more time to talk to either tyrant or fool. She had
to think, and think not as a dancer but as a Senyas engineer. She knew her own power. She could transform the Redis building
to slag, and the Ecstasy Stones with it; hut this was not a Loo dungeon or a
Zaarain machine that stood between her and her Bre’n. Think. What would happen
to the worshipers when Ecstasy shattered and its shards burned to bitter ash
inside their minds? Would the Fourth People die as the Stones died ... or would
something worse happen to the captives of Ecstasy? A cool glow of agreement suffused her eyes, telling her what
she did not want to know. Something worse would happen to the captives, to
Kirtn. It would have been so much easier simply to burn the hall to ash and
gone. If she was not allowed to do that, what could she do? And what of the Ghost, friend or enemy or both or neither?
What could such a being do, a Fifth Person who inhabited some bizarre interface
between reality and illusion, part of both and belonging to neither? She shook her head, turning her hair into pure flames. She must
do something. She must do—what? What could she do?” (listen) If she could just— (listen) With an anguished sound, she looked away from the veil window
where Kirtn was being cruelly slashed by ecstasy, bleeding until he died. Her
hands clenched. Even through fire, she felt sharp edges of crystal cutting between
her akhenet lines. She opened her hands. Caged worry stones pooled darkly
between lines of fire. Why had she taken them out of her pocket? (free them) The idea came to her like a whisper among raging flames.
Before she had time to consider, she began taking back the fragile cage around
one of the worry stones. At that instant she realized the whisper had come from
behind her eyes. Akhenet lines blazed. Instantly she was wrapped in a defensive
cloak of energy that was similar to the glowing cage around the worry stones. “What are you, Itch?” she said between her teeth. “Are you
one of them after all?” No answer came, neither itch nor cool nor that slight sense
of waiting she had come to associate with the Ghost’s silent anticipation of
the right question. “Can’t get to me now, can you?” asked Rheba, triumph burning
as brightly as fire in her voice. Nothing answered her except k’Masei, his voice strained, fearful.
“Where did you get those?” he asked, staring at the worry stones lying darkly
within her fire. She looked at him with eyes that burned, but he hardly noticed. “Are they the same?” he muttered, bending over her hands and
peering between pale fire and akhenet lines. “They’re the right sizes. They
look the same except for the weird gold lines around them.” Excitement rose in
his voice. “Are they?” he demanded of her, touching her and burning himself and
not caring. “Are they the ones the Soldiers of Ecstasy took out of here?” He was almost shouting at her, more animated than she had
ever seen him. “I got them from the ruins of the Liberation clan hall,” she said. K’Masei made a long sound of satisfaction. “They’re the
same.” He laughed softly. “The same!” “What do you know about them?” she demanded, holding a
radiant hand beneath his nose. She was almost afraid to hope that she had finally
found something she could use to free Kirtn. “Are they a weapon?” He looked at her with wide dark eyes. Excitement drained out
of him. “I don’t know,” he admitted. “All I know is that the Stones didn’t want
them around or they wouldn’t have sent them away.” He sighed. “Seeing them here
... can’t you understand? It’s the first time something has gone wrong for the
Stones.” Rheba stared at the worry stones in her hands. For a moment
she had hoped she had found the answer. Now she would have to defeat the Stones
in “another way, one at a time, the way she had done in the burning hall outside. But there were so many Ecstasy Stones to cage one by one,
each sucking away her power. She might do it if the zoolipt did not interfere.
Might. It would stop her if she burned too hard, and she would have to burn
very hard to cage even a few of those Stones. The zoolipt did not understand
that it was better to dance and chance fiery extinction than to live in icy
eternity without her Bre’n.... When she looked up, K’Masei flinched away from her eyes. She
hardly noticed. “In the hall,” she said, her voice too cold for a fire dancer,
“there’s a dead illusion holding a crystal. Bring the crystal to me.” She did not see him go. She stood watching the veil window
through the vague flickering that was her defensive shield against Ghosts.
Kirtn had not moved since that one tiny instant when blue raced through the
room. No one had moved. Nothing looked alive but the eerie glittering crystals
heaped on the mirrored table, bizarre pseudolife building an interface between
universes that had never been meant to touch. Only Rainbow seemed to move. It had become a double strand
of uncanny light suspended from Kirtn’s neck. Rainbow scintillated pure colors,
but none so primal as the yellow blaze of Bre’n eyes. She had seen that color before,
when his mind was poised on the edge of rez, death refined and
purified into the color of rage in his eyes. She remembered Satin, the deadly psi master who had wanted
Kirtn to warm her nights ... Satin had said that she could kill Kirtn but not
control him. What if the Stones were no different? What if Kirtn tore his mind
apart fighting against what he could not control while she stood and
watched and wondered what a mad triangle of Ghost and zoolipt and fire dancer
could do? “Here,” said k’Masei, thrusting his hand toward her. “Take
it.” Slowly her eyes focused on him. He was more pale than before,
sweating and trembling. There was a wildness in his eyes like a trapped animal.
Like Kirtn. With shaking hands, she put all but one of the worry stones into
her pocket before she held out an empty palm to k’Masei. He gave her the Stone
hurriedly, snatching back his hand before he burned himself on her skin. “They didn’t want me to give that Stone to you,” said
k’Masei, sagging against a chair whose illusions of comfort were all but transparent.
Fear and triumph fought to control his face. “But I brought it anyway.” “Thank you,” she said absently, staring at the two crystals
in her hands. One dark, one light, both caged in dancer fire. She thought of
the battle in the hall, when she had poured enormous energy into building a
cage around an illusion, only to discover that she had trapped an Ecstasy
Stone. Just one small Stone. So much energy to restrain it. Just
one. Unwillingly she measured the heaped brilliance shown by the veil window
against the Fingernail-sized crystal in her hand. So small. So much effort.
There must be a better way to defeat Ecstasy Stones than one by one by one.
Perhaps if she knew more about the Stones.... She stood for a long moment weighing each crystal in her
hand, stone and Stone, dark and white, despair and killing Ecstasy. In the end
she chose the dark, for despair was no stranger to someone who had survived
Deva’s death. “What are you going to do?” asked k’Masei, fear and hope
squeezing his voice until barely a whisper was left. “The Stones use energy. I’m a dancer. I use energy too.” She
looked up, saw that he did not understand. “I’m going to learn what makes these
crystals live. I’m going to try to untangle their patterns. Energy. That’s all
that life is. Energy.” She saw that he still did not understand. Fssa would have; Fssireemes
knew energy as well as Senyasi dancers did. But Fssa was with Kirtn, suspended
in killing Ecstasy. And she was here, alone but for a man who was neither
tyrant nor quite foot, merely human and very afraid. For a moment she pitied
him, knowing what was about to begin. “Run,” she said quietly, speaking through lips where akhenet
lines glowed like fine burning wires. “I’ll give you a minute, maybe two,” and
she closed her eyes against the sight of Kirtn torn between rez and
Ecstasy, for if she looked much longer at her Bre’n she would burn out of
control, “but no more; I can’t give you more time than that.” She looked at the
failed illusionist with eyes that blazed. “Run!” But he still did not understand. He sat, staring at her. “They won’t let me,” he said finally. She looked at the sullen stone in her hand and thought of
the Soldiers of Ecstasy and Redis illusionists who had fallen to a stone
smaller than this. “When f release this you’ll die,” she said simply. “I’d work
on the Ecstasy Stone first, but I’m afraid the others will use it against me.
I’m too close to them to take that chance. Distance matters to them. They
couldn’t control Kirtn until he came here.” She turned the full force of her
dancer eyes on the slight man who sat watching her. “Run away, k’Masei. There
aren’t any illusions left here for you.” “Don’t you understand yet?” he said, “I can’t. I’m a
prisoner here. Like you.” “I’m sorry,” she whispered, looking away from the eyes of
the man she would probably kill. She would not mean to, but he would die just
the same. “I have to know what these crystals are. I don’t know any other way
to defeat them. I do know f can’t control the worry stone without burning out
every wall in the room....” He tried to smite but could not. He understood now. She
would burn as she had when his wall melted. Only this time there would be no
wall to protect him from her fire. She reached for the electromagnetic generator she had used
fighting the illusion and his Stone. Energy answered her touch, humming in
husky resonance to her need. Apparently she had not damaged the machine when
she drained it of power. She hesitated, looking again at the pale illusionist
who had the bad luck to be trapped between a dancer and a Bre’n. “Get in the pool,” she said pityingly. “When I start to
dance—” He was moving before she finished. He remembered how he had
first seen her, the center of a firestorm that melted steel. He Sanded in the
bathing pool with a splash that sent water curling across the floor, wrapping
cool fingers around her bare toes. She hardly noticed, for energy was pouring
into her. She began to burn. XXIIIThe stone lay like a black tear in Rheba’s palm. Slowly,
carefully, she thinned the intricate energy barrier that reflected the worry
stone’s emanations back on itself. Though she felt nothing to show that the
cage was being drawn back into her akhenet lines, k’Masei begin to groan. Darkness oozed from the stone, absorbing Sight so completely
it seemed as if there was a hole in her hand leading to absolute emptiness.
There was nothing for her to see, no lines of energy for her to unravel and
understand. Baffled, she closed her eyes, straining to see the crystal with
other senses. All she found was numbing despair welling up, cold to the bottom
of the universe. The stone ached in her hand, freezing her wrist, sucking
light out of her akhenet lines. She took more power from the engine, sending it
into overload as it met her demands. She noticed only distantly. Her mind was
fastened on the needs of her intricate dance and the heat sink in her palm. She probed with immaterial fingers of energy, trying to discover
the nature of the worry stone, why it was a hole in the bottom of the universe
draining away light and life, a shortcut to entropy’s final triumph. Hints of a black network, power flowing, fleeting outlines
of entropy. So close, but she could not see. She needed more power, a deeper
dance, her Bre’n’s strong presence. Fire leaped wildly, upsetting the balance of her dance. She
drove all thought of Kirtn from her mind as she had driven all meaning from
k’Masei’s cries coming from beyond the flames. She could dance deeply alone.
She must, or she would dance alone until the zoolipt let her die. Power flowed into her, power drawn from a laboring engine. She
sensed the limits of her energy source but could do nothing except hope that
she learned what she needed before the engine melted itself into a crude metallic
puddle. She had to know what the worry stone’s dark lines were. She had to
trace that freezing network drawing warmth downward and the stone expanding
blackly, consuming everything ... hope frozen eternally in crystalline lattices
of entropy and despair, burned-out pathways of light and desire, a cold that
frozen time itself into motionless. The patterns were there, black on black, terrible and clear.
She had no words to describe them, but she did not need words. She had her
dance. Energy flowed between dancer and crystal, energy that began
to melt the engine’s heart with too-great demands. But the dance must go on.
The white building lights dimmed, then went black. Rheba noticed the change
only remotely. She was the hot core of fire, needing no illumination but her
own. The worry stone glimmered darkly on her incandescent palm.
The stone was uncaged, yet no longer overpowering, exuding only melancholy
rather than unbridled entropy. She could cage it again with a casual thought,
gold veins braiding over blackness; but she did not. It had taught her what she
needed to know, the crystal’s indescribable melding of mind and energy and time.
There was no need to cage the crystal again, damming and geometrically
increasing energies she could neither name nor control. She looked at her left hand, where the dead illusion’s
Ecstasy Stone waited to be examined in a holocaust of dancer fire. The Stone
was... changed. The veil of dancer light that had caged it was gone. The
Stone’s polished crystal faces beamed benignly, winking and whispering of her
beauty. She was reflected in all the Stone’s faces, her smile outshining their
crystal brilliance. Nowhere could she see the annihilating perfection that was
the essence of Ecstasy Stones. She put stone and Stone side by side in her hand. They were
no longer absolute black and terrible light. They were simply rare crystals
whose changing bright and dark faces had a symmetry that was reassuring rather
than frightening. (balanced) Her head jerked as the whisper caressed the back of her eyelids.
Her Ghost shield was gone, consumed by the far greater energies that had poured
through her. (others) The Ghost’s sigh was reluctant, but not as reluctant as Rheba’s
hands digging the other worry stones out of her pocket. They were utterly black
beneath their fragile cages of dancer fire; and with each second the stones
would get blacker, colder, deeper, the quintessence of entropy growing in her
hands. She stared in horrified fascination. She knew that if she released
the stones now even she would not be immune to their power. Yet she had no
other weapon to use against the massed Ecstasy Stones. “Where are the Stones, Itch?” she murmured. But even as she
asked, she sensed a subliminal pull, a mindless calling that came through the
wall where the veil window displayed the agonized face of her Bre’n. “That
close?” Coolness in her mind. For a moment longer she hesitated, considering whether or
not to build another Ghost shield. (please) A sense of more than one voice, a chorus of pleas asking,
promising, reassuring her that she did not need a shield. Blue rippled across the veil window like a soundless cry.
Close to the mirrored table two worshipers twisted and fell forward, their boneless
attitudes telling of death more clearly than any words could. (hurry) She did not need the spectral whispers to know that the Ecstasy
Stones were forcing the issue. Even as her hair began to lift, seeking other
energies to draw on, the faceted universe the Stones were building blurred.
When it was clear again, it was somehow larger. And three more people lay dead. She reached for the electromagnetic engine, but nothing
answered. It was as dead as the worshipers who had lived too long at the focal
point of Ecstasy. She sensed another source of power, one she had hoped to
avoid. The veil. Its energies were incompatible with dancer rhythms but very
powerful. She needed that power. Without it her dance would end before it began
and Kirtn would be frozen forever, caught between conflicting universes. For a moment she gathered her dance, shaping and
strengthening it for the violence to come. She could not ease up to the veil,
courting its partnership in choreographed moves of advance, touch and retreat.
She would have to attack, tearing the veil’s power out of accustomed pathways
and sucking it into her own akhenet lines in one terrible instant. it was the most dangerous way for a dancer to deal with asynchronous
energy, but it was the only way she could evade the zoolipt’s jealous
guardianship of her body. Once she was in the throes of violent dance, even the
zoolipt would know that stopping the dance would kill her more quickly and
surely than any veil energy could. She braced herself with feet wide apart, hands together and
cupped around black stones. She knew it was pointless to try to find an easy
passage to the Stones’ presence. Their illusions had the force of reality; they
could fool her endlessly. She would have to call down fire and walk toward them
on feet that scorched glass tiles, fire dancer burning alive. She reached for the veil’s pouring energies, calling them to
her in a soundless cataract of demand and response. She burst into flame,
streamers of gold and orange and white writhing as she fought to shape energies
she had not been meant to touch. Dissonance ripped through her, shaking her to
her core. The fragile cages on the worry stones thinned almost to
nonexistence as her energies were disrupted by contact with the veil. A gout of
black gushed up her arms, akhenet lines swallowed in a freezing instant, her energy
and life pouring into the black stones in her hands. Her scream could not be heard above the mindless roar of
fire. Energy ripped through her and sank into the stones. She was a living
conduit, a flesh-and-bone connection burning between unliving veil and
unknowable crystals. For an instant she writhed with the passage of energies
that would have consumed anyone but a Senyas dancer; and if it lasted more than
an instant, it would kill her, too. She grabbed on to the tatters of her control, took the
incoherent energies and hammered them into cages once again. The onslaught of
absolute cold stopped immediately. In a reflex as old as her earliest dancer
lessons, she threw away all the energy she did not need for caging the worry
stones. She had just enough control left to aim the fire at the wall in front
of her. The wall vaporized. Through the gaping, smoking hole she saw
the huge room where dazed worshipers stared at a crystal universe that grew
more alien and more powerful with each moment. Lights in the building blinked and died, though she was
barely touching the veil now, only a tangential hold, enough to sustain a
controlled dance. But the veil was like a living thing, slippery and changing,
never the same twice. It cost nearly as much energy to use the veil carefully
as it gave her for her dance. The floor beneath her feet burned with each step, leaving
smoking footprints behind her. She did not notice. Nor did she notice the wisps
of ash that were the remains of her clothes drifting in her wake. She only
sensed a vague relief as her akhenet lines burned bright and free, unfettered
by irritating cloth. The veil calmed, but she did not trust it. Its energies were
as treacherous as the Ecstasy Stones waiting ahead. She used the veil only slightly,
only when and as she must. Coolness nudged behind her eyes, urging her attention and
her body forward, to the place where the Stones waited, a bright island in a
pale sea of faces. With each forward step, moans came from the worshipers, a
sound so low it was more like wind than voices. She turned aside, not for the moans but because she had seen
her Bre’n towering over the worshipers to her left. The instant her path turned
away from the Stones, the Ghost clawed at her eyes and whispered frantic negatives. With a twitch of akhenet lines, she pulled a Ghost shield
around her and went to Kirtn. She wanted to hold him, to flow against his hard
body and match him flesh for flesh; but she saw the swirl of energy between her
Bre’n and the Ecstasy Stones and knew that her touch would kill him. Dancer fire licked out, tracing the bonds between Bre’n and
Ecstasy. Fire raced like a whip uncoiling and snapped around a Stone. There was
a high, crystal cry, cut off as she made a familiar cage around the Stone. The Stones struck back, sucking energy out of their worshipers
like a dancer taking power from a core. But cores were not alive. They could
not scream and writhe and fall forward on dead faces. She sent out another streamer of fire, surrounding a second
Stone, cutting it off from the blinding brightness of the others. The
worshipers groaned as the Stones demanded more. People crumbled to the floor
like sand sculptures caught by a rising tide. Kirtn staggered, torn between two kinds of fire. His raw
agony was another kind of fire raging through her, tearing apart her mind and
her dance. She knew there was no time left to sift cautiously through alien
energies and trap Stones one at a time. Too slow. There were too many Stones
and they were getting more powerful even as she danced. They were killing her Bre’n. (dark stones) She looked at the entropy pooled blackly in her hands. (bright stones) She looked at the blinding crystal island built on the faces
of the dead, Kirtn dying— (now) All her choices were gone. She hurled the caged stones toward the glittering island.
She had no hope of their going that far, but they flew from her hands as though
called. In the instant before the stones fell on the island, she peeled off
each golden cage, loosing the compressed blackness inside. An endless downward spiral of ice and darkness sucked at her
fire, at her mind, at her life. She reached for the chaotic veil energies with
every bit of her dancer power. The veil came to her in one blazing instant. She
burned savagely, screaming and twisting, consumed. With the last of her control
she built a bridge of fire between herself and the alien island. Then she let
hell rage through her, a blazing violence of veil energies that forced a melding
of black and bright crystals. Screams beat on her, human and crystalline alike; but she
held, ignoring the fire consuming her, refusing to smell her own flesh burning,
terrified that the zoolipt would not understand. It was her last gamble, her
hope that the zoolipt would know that if she hesitated or turned aside now, she
and everyone in the room would die as her parents had died, burned to ash and
gone by savage fire. The universe narrowed to a single arch of fire shaped by
dancer imperative. Flesh smoldered between akhenet lines gone wild. Blood ran
molten over hot bones. Too much heat, too much power, too much fire for a lone
dancer to hold, but there was no choice, no other way but violence and the hot
cinders of hope. Blackness came, an endless rolling thunder, hot not cold.
Black fire consuming her. She could not hold any longer but she must hold. She
must. Hold. Let it go, dancer. It’s over. Let the fire go. Kirtn’s voice in her mind was a sweet, living river pouring
through her, ecstasy that created rather than destroyed. She let go of everything,
let her dance slide like time racing through cool fingers.... He caught her as she fell to the burning floor. XXIVFssa’s head, incandescent with the wild energies he had absorbed,
hovered over Rheba. Her akhenet lines were hot. Lightning raced over them,
echoing her speeding, erratic pulse. Her hair seethed and whipped, riding the
violent currents of force that still roiled throughout the room. Her
half-opened eyes were molten gold. She was barely conscious, still shuddering
in the grip of the flames she had called. “Is she all right?” asked Fssa, concern bright in his
whistle. Kirtn could not answer for a moment. He was holding her, letting
the dissonant energies she had gathered drain through him. His flesh convulsed
with alien currents. He braced himself and endured as Bre’ns had always endured,
lightning rods for dancer energies. By the time most of her excess was spent,
he was both appalled and humbled by the unruly forces she had called into
herself. When her akhenet lines no longer surged violently, he let
out his breath in relief. The worst was over. Yet it would never really be
over, not for him. Now he had one more nightmare to break his sleep; he would
never forget the moment he woke from killing Ecstasy and saw his dancer burning
out of control. He had tasted her death then, ice and ashes in his mouth. Even
now he was afraid to believe she was alive. No dancer had ever burned as she
had burned and survived. “Is she all right?” demanded the snake again in shrill ascending
notes. “I think so,” whistled Kirtn, doubt, disbelief and hope
rippling in his reply. His fingertips traced her akhenet lines. He was amazed
by their number and complexity, the places new lines had ripped through hot
flesh and old lines had thickened, deepened, branched and branched again,
channeling fire in elegant arcs and whorls. There was no darkness in her new or
old lines, no clotted convolutions where energy could pool murderously. She
burned clean and bright beneath his hands. But he kept smelling scorched fur, though she was no longer
hot enough to burn him. He muttered and ran his hands over his body, wondering where
he was burning. He grabbed the Fssireeme coiled beneath his chin. He snatched
back his fingers and sought a more gentle hold on the snake. If it were not for
the zoolipt’s tireless presence, his neck would be cooked. “You’re too hot,
snake,” said Kirtn, gingerly unwrapping Fssa and flipping him into the nearest
patch of Rheba’s chaotic hair. The snake made an embarrassed sound and slipped between the
hot, silky strands. Balanced on energies only he understood, he slowly brought
his body down to a temperature more compatible with his Fourth People friends. Rheba’s head turned restlessly. Her eyes opened blind gold.
She called Kirtn’s name as she had called it when she thought he was dead, when
too much fire poured through her, consuming her. Then she felt his presence surrounding
her. Despite the pain tearing her body, she wrapped her arms around him and
buried her face in the warm hollow between his chin and shoulder. “I thought—I thought—” Her arms tightened convulsively. She
could not finish, but they were touching, their thoughts clear in each other’s
mind. She thought she had killed him with her uncontrolled fire, a
dancer’s most terrible nightmare come true. “The zoolipt,” she sighed, seeing his neck heat with each
breath he took. And her own skin and bones, less painful every second. “It
nearly killed me to take the veil all at once,” she said finally, explaining
the currents of pain that still washed through her. “But I was afraid the
zoolipt would stop me if I did it slowly. I outsmarted the zoolipt,” she said,
smiling through lips that cracked and bled. Zoolipt laughter, smug and warm, a taste like turquoise on
her tongue. Instantly her lips felt better. Kirtn smiled. “Did you? Or did you just teach it the dancer
version of cooperation?” “What’s that?” she said, licking her lips with a tender,
tentative tongue. “When all else fails,” he said dryly, “burn it to ash and
gone. A flash of turquoise in her mouth, then the zoolipt curled
back upon itself and sank into the tasty pool of her body, leaving behind a
healing benediction. She groaned at the pure pleasure of breathing painlessly.
At the moment she could forgive the zoolipt anything—even its inability to cure
her of Itch. “Are you happy now, Ghost?” she murmured. Nothing answered, neither coolness nor itching, not even the
sense of anticipation behind her eyes. “Ghost?” said Kirtn, bending even closer. Her eyes were cinnamon
and gold now, more beautiful than he had ever seen them. She laughed softly, then coughed because her throat was not
yet fully healed. “My mind isn’t burned out,” she said in a husky voice. “Itch
is a Ghost.” Kirtn’s slanted eyes narrowed. “A Ghost? A Fifth People?” “Yes.” “How do you know?” “K’Masei told me. He’s not what we thought he was.” Her lips
trembled. “I hope I didn’t kill him when I burned my way in here.” “Tell me about your Ghost,” he said quickly, pulling her
mind away from the man she might or might not have killed with her dance. “It had some connection with the Ecstasy Stones, but I don’t
know what it was.” She frowned. “Itch isn’t in my mind anymore. I must have
done what it wanted.” She sighed and smiled, relieved that the Ghost’s histamine
presence was gone. “Thank the Inmost Fire.” The sound of familiar voices approached. “I told you,” said
i’sNara. She leaned heavily against f’lTiri, but she was smiling. “Where
there’s smoke there’s Rheba.” “Are you all right?” asked Rheba slowly. “There was so much
fire....” F’lTiri smiled and managed an illusion of strength. “We’re
fine. Whatever you did to the Stones gave back most of what they had taken from
us.” Rheba pulled herself up in Kirtn’s lap and looked over his
shoulder. Everywhere around the room, illusionists were slowly getting to their
feet, helping their friends carry out the weak and the dead. There were fewer
of the latter than she had expected—and more than she wanted to live with. As
the Yhelles worked their way around the room, they avoided the scorched mirror
table where Ecstasy Stones had been heaped in all their alien brilliance. “I’m sorry ...” she murmured, counting motionless bodies
with lips that had been peeled raw by fire. Ecstasy had slain most of the dead
illusionists, yet she feared she had killed some of them with her violent
dance. She had not meant to, but they had died just the same. I’sNara followed Rheba’s glance, understanding all that the
fire dancer had not said. “They aren’t counting the dead,” said i’sNara,
pointing to the illusionists who worked to put their world back in order. “They
know they had Daemen’s own Luck just to survive the Stones.” Two illusionists approached, followed by several children.
Kirtn recognized Ara. She was holding hands with a man who had i’sNara’s lips
and f’lTiri’s knowing eyes. Koro. The younger children ran forward and wrapped
themselves around their parents. Rheba was relieved to see that the children were
alive—gaunt, scorched and grubby, but whole. After a few moments they crowded
forward eagerly to peer at the furred, muscular man and the strange woman
dressed only in radiant akhenet lines. “Careful,” warned f’lTiri as his youngest reached toward
Rheba’s bright hair. “You’ll burn yourself. She’s not an illusion.” The child, a young girl, looked frankly skeptical. “Maybe.
But then what’s that strange-looking thing in her hair?” Fssa’s sensors wheeled at the child’s blunt question. He was
used to Fourth People thinking of him as ugly. It still hurt, though. He retreated
behind a curtain of flying hair, concealing himself from childish curiosity. “Is Fssa all right?” asked Rheba, searching through her hair
for the shy Fssireeme. “My dance didn’t hurt him?” “He’s fine,” said Kirtn. “It would take a nova to light up
his thick hide.” Her fingers found Fssa’s supple body, “You’re beautiful,
snake,” she whispered, knowing his vanity had been scraped by the girl’s
question. “Even more beautiful than Rainbow,” she added when the snake still
did not surface out of the depths of her hair. Fssa’s head poked out as though to check her words against
Rainbow’s multicolored reality. “It’s gone!” whistled Fssa shrilly. Rheba stared at Kirtn’s chest. The Zaarain construct was no
longer hanging around his neck. She felt Fssa begin the transformation that
would let him probe the electromagnetic spectrum until he found his odd friend.
She gritted her teeth in anticipation of the headache the snake’s search would
cause. “Where’s Rainbow?” she asked Kirtn quickly. Kirtn looked down at his chest. Nothing decorated it but random
patches of burned fur. At the same instant, a terrible suspicion came to Kirtn and
Rheba. As one, they looked toward the mirrored table where Ecstasy had held
sway over a race of illusionists. The table was canted to one side. Some Stones
were scattered randomly across the floor. Others had somehow managed to form a
loose pile. In the center of that pile lay a double-stranded crystal necklace
that flashed with every color Fourth People could see. She shook Fssa out of his mushroom shape and pointed toward
the pile of Ecstasy Stones. “How did Rainbow get over there?” asked Fssa. “I don’t know,” said Kirtn, pulling Rheba to her feet. He
looked at her. “Do you want to know badly enough to have Fssa ask?” “No,” she said curtly. “Even the thought of Fssireeme-Zaarain
communication makes my skull shrink.” Fssa twisted in silent protest, an act of astonishing restraint
for the endlessly verbal snake. Rheba walked up to the fallen Ecstasy Stones more
confidently than Kirtn or the illusionists who followed her. Unlike them, she
knew what the crystals had been and what they no longer were. Entropy had
balanced ecstatic creation. The crystals were no longer dangerous—as long as
the illusionists had the sense to keep them separated. She and Kirtn stood quietly, staring down at the pile of crystals.
Minor good wishes emanated from the Stones, wan reflections of former Ecstasy.
For the moment, the Stones were as drained as the humans. It was not the crystals,
however, that worried Rheba. “It’s bigger,” she said, her voice as grim as her flattened lips. “What?” said Kirtn. “Rainbow is bigger. That rapacious Zaarain construct has
swiped some Ecstasy Stones.” Kirtn frowned and wished he could deny it, but he could not.
There was no doubt that Rainbow was bigger than it had been. There was also no
doubt where the increase had come from. “That’s the end,” said Rheba flatly. “It might have been a
Zaarain library once, but all that’s left of it is a thief and ripping
headaches for me. Rainbow doesn’t go back on board the Devalon.” Fssa made a distressed sound. He whistled urgently from his
hiding place in her hair. “A few Ecstasy Stones won’t hurt you. Rainbow has
them fully tuned and integrated into itself. Nothing bad will happen. You only
need to worry if you get too many Ecstasy Stones together. If we take some
away, we’re doing the Yhelles a favor.” Before she could speak, more arguments rumbled out of the
Fssireeme’s many-mouthed body. “Rainbow doesn’t mean to hurt you. It’s just
rebuilding itself, trying to remember its past. It gets so lonely with no one
to talk to. I’m the only one who understands it. Please, dancer, please ...?” Fssa’s chorus of emotion-drenched Bre’n whistles defeated
her. She groaned and gave in as she always had given in to the snake’s musical
pleas for his odd friend. At least the silly Fssireeme had not fallen in love
with a histamine Ghost. She snatched up Rainbow and yanked it over Kirtn’s head.
With small, musical sounds, the Zaarain construct settled itself on Kirtn’s
chest. “What about the rest of them?” said Kirtn, looking distrustfully
at the remaining Stones. “They’re exhausted now, but—” “Exactly,” said a voice from behind them. Rheba spun around. “K’Masei! You’re alive!” The illusionist bowed wryly, “Scorched, blistered and
frightened out of the few illusions I had left, but alive—thanks to your advice
and the inexhaustible Redis plumbing.” His smile faded as he looked down at the
Ecstasy Stones glowing with innocent goodwill. “I’m dividing them into six
piles, one for each island city. Serriolia’s Stones will be divided equally
among the surviving clans.” He waited, but no one disagreed. He bent over and began methodically
sorting Stones. One by one, other illusionists came to help. Rheba watched for a moment, then turned away. She had seen
enough Ecstasy Stones for this or any other Cycle. Besides, she suspected that
where there were Stones, there were Ghosts. She did not want to stand around
and accidentally inhale one of the itchy devils. She looked around quickly but saw nothing more she could do.
The Ecstasy Stones were quiescent. The illusionists were home again, as safe as
anyone in Serriolia. At the spaceport the Devalon waited, bulging with
hopeful slaves. It was time to hold another lottery, redeem another promise,
deliver more former slaves to their unique and uncertain futures . And it was time to get on with her own future, time to find
other survivors of Deva, time to find a new planet where Bre’ns and Senyasi
could build a new life from the ashes of the old. She looked at the tall man
beside her. Her fingertips savored the unique textures of his arm. “Ready?” she asked softly. He bent over and drank his dancer’s sweet-hot fire. “Yes.” As they turned to leave, f’lTiri approached. I’sNara clung
to his arm. Their youngest children trailed behind. He bowed formally to her
and covered himself with his most obsequious illusion. “We would like to go with you. Our clan is dead. There’s
nothing but illusions for us in Serriolia now. And,” f’lTiri smiled faintly,
“as you might have noticed, we were born with more than our share of illusions.” Surprise flickered in Rheba’s akhenet lines. “If there isn’t enough room for all of us,” said i’sNara
quickly, “we’ll wait until the lottery brings you back this way.” She watched
Rheba intently, trying but failing to conceal her eagerness beneath an illusion
of indifference. Rheba looked at the three children. All wore the same
expression of burnished innocence. She tried to imagine what life on board the Devalon
would be like with three little illusionists popping in and out of reality.
She sighed and smiled crookedly. At least her Ghost no longer haunted her. “I
already have a zoolipt, a Zaarain construct and a Fssireeme—who am I to choke
on three small illusions?” “Welcome home,” said Kirtn, smiling at the Yhelles. Then he
added with a poet’s pragmatism, “Where we’re going, a few illusions might come
in handy.” “Where are we going?” asked the smallest illusion. “I don’t know,” admitted the Bre’n. “Then getting there will be very difficult.” Rheba leaned against Kirtn and laughed weakly. Getting there
was never the problem for dancer and Bre’n. Getting out alive was. “Doesn’t anybody know where we’re going?” asked the child
plaintively. “Nobody knows,” began Rheba, then groaned and rubbed her
eyes. “What’s wrong?” asked Kirtn, pulling her close to him. “My Ghost is back. It knows where we’re going.” “Wonder if we’ll be safe there,” whistled the Bre’n, a
sardonic twist to the notes. Rheba’s eyes itched furiously, telling her more than she
wanted to know. About the AuthorANN MAXWELL lives in Southern California with her husband,
Evan, and their two children. She is the author of a number of excellent
science fiction novels and has coauthored many books with her husband on subjects
ranging from historical fiction to thrillers to nonfiction. Some of her earlier
works have been recommended for the Nebula Award and nominated for the TABA
Award. Also available in Signet editions are Ann’s fine science fiction novels,
The Jaws of Menu, Fire Dancer, and Dancer’s Luck. |
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