"Vonda N. McIntyre - Little Faces" - читать интересную книгу автора (McIntyre Vonda N)She burst into tears. Zorar enfolded Yalnis, murmuring, "Oh, my dear, oh, what is it?" Between sobs and sniffles, and an embarrassing bout of hiccups, Yalnis told her. Zorar held her hand, patting it gently, and fell still and silent. "I'm so sorry," Yalnis whispered. "I was so fond of Zorargul. I could always remember you, when тАж I feel so empty." Zorar glanced down. The lace of Yalnis's clothes modestly concealed the companions. "Let me see," she said. Her voice remained calm. Yalnis had always admired her serenity. Now, though, tears brightened her brown eyes. Yalnis parted the lace panels. The four remaining companions blinked and squirmed in the increased light, the unfamiliar gaze. Bahadirgul retreated, the most modest of them all, but the others stretched and extended and stared and bared their teeth. "You haven't chosen a replacement." "How could I replace Zorargul?" Zorar shook her head. "You can't duplicate. But you can replace." as the girl she had been when she first met Zorar. That time, everything that happened was her choice. This time, by rights, it should be Zorar's. "A daughter between us," Zorar said. "She would be worth knowing." "Yes," Yalnis said. Zorar laid her palm against Yalnis's cheek. Instead of leaning into her touch, Yalnis shivered. Zorar immediately drew back her hand and gazed at Yalnis. "What doyou want, my dear?" she asked. "I want тАж" She sniffled, embarrassed. "I want everything to be the way it was before I ever met Seyyan!" She took Zorar's hand and held it, clutched it. "I wanted a daughter with Zorargul, but Zorargul is gone, and I тАж" She stopped. She did not want to inflict her pain on Zorar. "You aren't ready for another lover," Zorar said. "I understand entirely." Zorar glanced at Yalnis's bare stomach, at the one shy and three bold little faces, at the scar left from Zorargul's murder. "It wasn't meant to be," Zorar said |
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