"Mark Morris - The Chisellers' Reunion" - читать интересную книгу автора (Morris Mark) Only we weren't here to play football. We were here to re-live the worst
day of our lives. Nick and I looked at each other, Nick's eyebrows raising above his sunglasses as if to say, here we go, as Conrad strode to the middle of the playground. We both knew what was coming next. In what used to be the centre circle of the netball court, Conrad halted and turned to face us. "We all know what happened here, don't we, boys and girls?" "Yes," I said as though I was incredibly bored and didn't want to hear it again. This, however, was tradition. Conrad continued with his story, undeterred. "It was here that I, at the age of six, removed my purple-headed custard cannon from my undergarments and took a bangers and mash all over this very patch of concrete, watched by a large and adoring crowd. Only someone informed the cling peaches of my nefarious pursuits, didn't they?" Nick and I were both nodding. "And who was that, boys and girls?" "The chiselling twatter himself," responded Nick. "Correct," said Conrad, narrowing his eyes. Tall and thin and pale and dressed in black, he looked like a prophet of doom. "The chiselling twatter himself. And we all know what happened to that cunt, don't we?" I gaped at him. This wasn't how it was supposed to be. I didn't want to hear this. Even though the memory of it went round and round in my head and always would, I didn't want to hear what we'd done put into words, and especially not by Conrad. If we started talking about it, started admitting to each other that it had happened, then we wouldn't be able to sounds. They say a problem shared is a problem halved, but in this instance a problem shared would have been a problem doubled, a problem come to life. Just coming here every year and having to do what we did was bad enough without having to actually bring it out into the open, face up to it. It's hard to explain, and maybe you can't understand my feelings, but if you were in my situation, if you were me, you'd know. Normally Conrad just told this story straight without putting any accusatory slant on it. I don't know why he told it at all, to be honest. It was just part of the odd, unspoken ritual that we all felt compelled to go through, I suppose, before the reunion got underway proper. "Leave it, Connie," I snapped now. "That isn't fucking funny." Conrad glared at me as though I'd done something to make him furious. He looked really weird, as if he was capable of anything, and that scared me. I mean, Conrad could be a weird fucking bastard at the best of times, but he knew the rules as well as we did and he'd never strayed from them before. You could hardly blame him for being a bit weird, having to look at Seven Arches every day when he opened his bedroom curtains. I often wondered how he could bear to go on living here, but maybe he felt he had no choice. "It's not supposed to be fucking funny," he snarled. "It's supposed to be fucking tragic. Stuart's dead, you cunt, and it's because of that fucking chiselling fucking bastard twatting chiseller." He flapped an arm in the general direction of Seven Arches. "And I don't fucking care if he can hear me, and I don't fucking care what fucking happens any more. Stuart's |
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