"Niven, Larry - Madness Has It's Place" - читать интересную книгу автора (Niven Larry)V0.9
MADNESS HAS ITS PLACE A world that had forgotten war did not easily accept the possibility of invading aliens. LN I A lucky few of us know the good days before they're gone. I remember my eighties. My job kept me in shape and gave me enough variety to keep my mind occupied. My love life was imperfect but interesting. Modern medicine makes the old fairy tales look insipid; I almost never worried about my health. Those were the good days, and I knew them. I could remember worse. I can remember when my memory was better, too. That's what this file is for. I keep it updated for that reason and also to maintain my sense of purpose. The Monobloc had been a singles bar since the 2320s. In the 2330s I'd been a regular. I'd found Charlotte there. We held our wedding reception at the Monobloc, then dropped out for twenty-eight years. My first marriage-hers, too-both in our forties. After the children grew up and moved away, after Charlotte left me, too, I came back. The place was much changed. LARRY NIVEN 301 The Monobloc had swallowed its neighbors. It was bigger, with curtained alcoves and a small gym upstairs for working out or for dating. Herbert and Tina Schroeder still owned the place. Their marriage had been open in the 2330s. They'd aged since. So had their clientele. Some of us had married or drifted away or died of alcoholism, but word of mouth and the Velvet Net had maintained a continuous tradition. Twenty-eight years later they looked better than ever . . . wrinkled, of course, but lean and muscular, both ready for the Gray Olympics. Tina let me know before I could ask: she and Herb were lockstepped now. To me it was like coming home. For the next twelve years the Monobloc was an intermittent part of my life. I would find a lady or she would find me, and we'd drop out. Or we'd visit the Monobloc and sometimes trade partners, and one evening we'd go together and leave separately. I was not evading marriage. Every woman I found worth knowing ultimately seemed to want to know someone else. I was nearly bald even then. Thick white hair covered my arms and legs and torso, as if my head hairs had migrated. Twelve years of running construction robots had turned me burly. From time to time some muscular lady would look me over and claim me. I had no trouble finding company. But company never stayed. Had I become dull? The notion struck me as funny. I had settled myself alone at a table for two early on a Thursday evening in 2375. The Monobloc was half-empty. The earlies were all keeping one eye on the door when Anton Brillov came in. Anton was shorter than me and much narrower, with a face like an ax. I hadn't seen him in thirteen years. Still, I'd mentioned the Monobloc once or twice; he must have remembered. I semaphored my arms. Anton squinted, then came over, exaggeratedly cautious until he saw who it was. "Jack Strather!" "Hi, Anton. So you decided to try the place." 302 MADNESS HAS ITS PLACE "Yah." He sat. "You look good." He looked a moment longer and said, "Relaxed. Placid. How's Charlotte?" "Left me after I retired. Just under a year after. There was too much of me around, and I . . . maybe I was too placid? Anyway. How are you?" "Fine." Twitchy. Anton looked twitchy. I was amused. "Still with the Holy Office?" "Only citizens call it that, Jack." "I'm a citizen now. Still gives me a kick. How's your chemistry?" Anton knew what I meant and didn't pretend otherwise. "I'm okay. I'm down." "Kid, you're looking over both shoulders at once." |
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