"Kevin O'Donnel Jr. - The Journeys of McGill Feighan 01 - Caverns" - читать интересную книгу автора (O'Donnell Jr Kevin)stubbed out her cigarette, she tried to recall if they had another bottle of
bourbon. It seemed to her that there should be one, ah, in the linen closet? NoтАж under the sink. She started to rise from the living room sofa, but there was a weight on her lap. She looked down and, with difficulty, focused her eyes. It was one-year-old McGill, staring up at her. How'd he get here? From the smell of him, he needed fresh diapers. He's sopping; my skirtтАФ Pat! Again! Chuckling, she hugged her child and stood. If that wasn't just like Patrick Sean Feighan, to pick up the kid, see he'd dirtied himself, and then slip him onto her lap when she wasn't looking. She'd have to tease him about thatтАФhe'd probably spent longer waiting for her to glance away than he would have needed to change McGill. Balancing herself on chair arms, she made her way to the kitchen, where Pat pretty much lived these days. The door swung open in front of her, and there he sat, legs spread, elbows on the table, gut hanging over his belt, stuffing a greasy chicken leg into his mouth. "Afraid changing him would spoil your appetite?" she asked, then frowned at the echoes of her tone. She hadn't meant to sound accusatoryтАФshe'd just wanted to needle him. He looked up. "Is he needing it?" Her tongue turned sour without permission, and drew words from a bitter well she'd tried to cover with her lightness. "You knew damn well he needed it when you dumped him on my lap." Good humor gone, she plopped into the other chair and scowled at her husband. His blue eyes were guilelessly puzzled. "Not tonight," he said. "I haven't Lowering his head, he bit into the drumstick, ostentatiously dropping the subject. Rigid she sat, while alternate waves of fear and anger flushed love from her heart. She couldn't have blacked out, not again. She'd been careful aboutтАж that, since the last time. She had. And the self, which would rather look through a magnifier than into a mirror, focused her attention on her partner, where it found cause for enough indignation to blot out her worries about herself. Who was he to accuse her of drinking, him with his blubber and the case of peanuts he kept under the bed, "In case I feel the need at night, darling," fat slob, her mother had warned her athletes turned to jelly when they stopped working out, and much as she hated to admit it, it looked like Mama was right for once. She hadn't blacked out. She could remember every minute, relaxing there in the living room after a miserable day, reading the newspaper article aboutтАж aboutтАж well what the hell did it matter if she could remember the subject or not, it wasn't important, what was important was that she hadn't blacked out, please God, I couldn't have, not again, please, he'll leave me, please, I love him I don't want to be a drunk, pleaseтАж "This is the weirdest thing I've ever seen," said the programmer. "I don't care what you've seen," snapped Hommroummy. "I want that fixed and fixed fast." |
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