THE SECRET CHAMBER
THE SECRET CHAMBER
Mrs. Margaret Oliphant
I
CASTLE GOWRIE is one of the most famous and interesting in all Scotland.
It is a beautiful old house, to start with, -- perfect in old feudal
grandeur, with its clustered turrets and walls that could withstand an
army, -- its labyrinths, its hidden stairs, its long mysterious passages
-- passages that seem in many cases to lead to nothing, but of which no
one can be too sure what they lead to. The front, with its fine gateway
and flanking towers, is approached now by velvet lawns, and a peaceful,
beautiful old avenue, with double rows of trees, like a cathedral; and
the woods out of which these grey towers rise, look as soft and rich in
foliage, if not so lofty in growth, as the groves of the South. But this
softness of aspect is all new to the place, -- that is, new within the
century or two which count for but little in the history of a
dwelling-place, some part of which, at least, has been standing since
the days when the Saxon Athelings brought such share of the arts as
belonged to them to solidify and regulate the original Celtic art which
reared incised stones upon rude burial-places, and twined mystic knots
on its crosses, before historic days. Even of this primitive decoration
there are relics at Gowrie, where the twistings and twinings of Runic
cords appear still on some bits of ancient wall, solid as rocks, and
almost as everlasting. From these to the graceful French turrets, which
recall many a grey chateau, what a long interval of years! But these are
filled with stirring chronicles enough, besides the dim, not always
decipherable records, which different developments of architecture have
left on the old house. The Earls of Gowrie had been in the heat of every
commotion that took place on or about the Highland line for more
generations than any but a Celtic pen could record. Rebellions,
revenges, insurrections, conspiracies, nothing in which blood was shed
and lands lost, took place in Scotland, in which they had not had a
share; and the annals of the house are very full, and not without many a
stain. They had been a bold and vigorous race -- with much evil in them,
and some good; never insignificant, whatever else they might be. It
could not be said, however, that they are remarkable nowadays. Since the
first Stuart rising, known in Scotland as "the Fifteen," they have not
done much that has been worth recording; but yet their family history
has always been of an unusual kind. The Randolphs could not be called
eccentric in themselves: on the contrary, when you knew them, they were
at bottom a respectable race, full of all the country-gentleman virtues;
and yet their public career, such as it was, had been marked by the
strange leaps and jerks of vicissitude. You would have said an
impulsive, fanciful family -- now making a grasp at some visionary
advantage, now rushing into some wild speculation, now making a sudden
sally into public life -- but soon falling back into mediocrity, not
able apparently, even when the impulse was purely selfish and mercenary,
to keep it up. But this would not have been at all a true conception of
the family character; their actual virtues were not of the imaginative
order, and their freaks were a mystery to their friends. Nevertheless
these freaks were what the general world was most aware of in the
Randolph race. The late Earl had been a representative peer of Scotland
(they had no English title), and had made quite a wonderful start, and
for a year or two had seemed about to attain a very eminent place in
Scotch affairs; but his ambition was found to have made use of some very
equivocal modes of gaining influence, and he dropped accordingly at once
and for ever from the political firmament. This was quite a common
circumstance in the family. An apparently brilliant beginning, a
discovery of evil means adopted for ambitious ends, a sudden subsidence,
and the curious conclusion at the end of everything that this schemer,
this unscrupulous speculator or politician, was a dull, good man after
all -- unambitious, contented, full of domestic kindness and
benevolence. This family peculiarity made the history of the Randolphs a
very strange one, broken by the oddest interruptions, and with no
consistency in it. There was another circumstance, however, which
attracted still more the wonder and observation of the public. For one
who can appreciate such a recondite matter as family character, there
are hundreds who are interested in a family secret, and this the house
of Randolph possessed in perfection. It was a mystery which piqued the
imagination and excited the interest of the entire country. The story
went, that somewhere hid amid the massive walls and tortuous passages
there was a secret chamber in Gowrie Castle. Everybody knew of its
existence; but save the earl, his heir, and one other person, not of the
family, but filling a confidential post in their service, no mortal knew
where this mysterious hiding-place was. There had been countless guesses
made at it, and expedients of all kinds invented to find it out. Every
visitor who ever entered the old gateway, nay, even passing travellers
who saw the turrets from the road, searched keenly for some trace of
this mysterious chamber. But all guesses and researches were equally in
vain.
I was about to say that no ghost-story I ever heard of has been so
steadily and long believed. But this would be a mistake, for nobody knew
even with any certainty that there was a ghost connected with it. A
secret chamber was nothing wonderful in so old a house. No doubt they
exist in many such old houses, and are always curious and interesting --
strange relics, more moving than any history, of the time when a man was
not safe in his own house, and when it might be necessary to secure a
refuge beyond the reach of spies or traitors at a moment's notice. Such
a refuge was a necessity of life to a great medieval noble. The
peculiarity about this secret chamber, however, was that some secret
connected with the very existence of the family was always understood to
be involved in it. It was not only the secret hiding-place for an
emergency, a kind of historical possession presupposing the importance
of his race, of which a man might be honestly proud; but there was
something hidden in it of which assuredly the race could not be proud.
It is wonderful how easily a family learns to pique itself upon any
distinctive possession. A ghost is a sign of importance not to be
despised; a haunted room is worth as much as a small farm to the
complacency of the family that owns it. And no doubt the younger
branches of the Gowrie family -- the lightminded portion of the race --
felt this, and were proud of their unfathomable secret, and felt a
thrill of agreeable awe and piquant suggestion go through them, when
they remembered the mysterious something which they did not know in
their familiar home. That thrill ran through the entire circle of
visitors, and children, and servants, when the Earl peremptorily forbade
a projected improvement, or stopped a reckless exploration. They looked
at each other with a pleasurable shiver. "Didyou hear?" they said. "He
will not let Lady Gowrie have that closet she wants so much in that bit
of wall. He sent the workmen about their business before they could
touch it, though the wall is twenty feet thick if it is an inch; ah!"
said the visitors, looking at each other; and this lively suggestion
sent tinglings of excitement to their very finger-points; but even to
his wife, mourning the commodious closet she had intended, the Earl made
no explanations. For anything she knew, it might be there, next to her
room, this mysterious lurking-place; and it may be supposed that this
suggestion conveyed to Lady Gowrie's veins a thrill more keen and
strange, perhaps too vivid to be pleasant. But she was not in the
favoured or unfortunate number of those to whom the truth could be
revealed.
I need not say what the different theories on the subject were. Some
thought there had been a treacherous massacre there, and that the secret
chamber was blocked by the skeletons of murdered guests, -- a treachery
no doubt covering the family with shame in its day, but so condoned by
long softening of years as to have all the shame taken out of it. The
Randolphs could not have felt their character affected by any such
interesting historical record. They were not so morbidly sensitive. Some
said, on the other hand, that Earl Robert, the wicked Earl, was shut up
there in everlasting penance, playing cards with the devil for his soul.
But it would have been too great a feather in the family cap to have
thus got the devil, or even one of his angels, bottled up, as it were,
and safely in hand, to make it possible that any lasting stigma could be
connected with such a fact as this. What a thing it would be to know
where to lay one's hand upon the Prince of Darkness, and prove him once
for all, cloven foot and everything else, to the confusion of
gainsayers!
So this was not to be received as a satisfactory solution, nor could any
other be suggested which was more to the purpose. The popular mind gave
it up, and yet never gave it up; and still everybody who visits Gowrie,
be it as a guest, be it as a tourist, be it only as a gazer from a
passing carriage, or from the flying railway train which just glimpses
its turrets in the distance, daily and yearly spends a certain amount of
curiosity, wonderment, and conjecture about the Secret Chamber -- the
most piquant and undiscoverable wonder which has endured unguessed and
undeciphered to modern times.
This was how the matter stood when young John Randolph, Lord Lindores,
came of age. He was a young man of great character and energy, not like
the usual Randolph strain -- for, as we have said, the type of character
common in this romantically-situated family, notwithstanding the erratic
incidents common to them, was that of dullness and honesty, especially
in their early days. But young Lindores was not so. He was honest and
honourable, but not dull. He had gone through almost a remarkable course
at school and at the university -- not perhaps in quite the ordinary way
of scholarship, but enough to attract men's eyes to him. He had made
more than one great speech at the Union. He was full of ambition, and
force, and life, intending all sorts of great things, and meaning to
make his position a stepping-stone to all that was excellent in public
life. Not for him the countrygentleman existence which was congenial to
his father. The idea of succeeding to the family honours and becoming a
Scotch peer, either represented or representative, filled him with
horror; and filial piety in his case was made warm by all the energy of
personal hopes when he prayed that his father might live, if not for
ever, yet longer than any Lord Gowrie had lived for the last century or
two. He was as sure of his election for the county the next time there
was a chance, as anybody can be certain of anything; and in the meantime
he meant to travel, to go to America, to go no one could tell where,
seeking for instruction and experience, as is the manner of
high-spirited young men with parliamentary tendencies in the present
day. In former times he would have gone "to the wars in the Hie
Germanie," or on a crusade to the Holy Land; but the days of the
crusaders and of the soldiers of fortune being over, Lindores followed
the fashion of his time. He had made all his arrangements for his tour,
which his father did not oppose. On the contrary, Lord Gowrie encouraged
all those plans, though with an air of melancholy indulgence which his
son could not understand. "It will do you good," he said, with a sigh.
"Yes, yes, my boy; the best thing for you." This, no doubt, was true
enough; but there was an implied feeling that the young man would
require something to do him good -- that he would want the soothing of
change and the gratification of his wishes, as one might speak of a
convalescent or the victim of some calamity. This tone puzzled Lindores,
who, though he thought it a fine thing to travel and acquire
information, was as scornful of the idea of being done good to as is
natural to any fine young fellow fresh from Oxford and the triumphs of
the Union. But he reflected that the old school had its own way of
treating things, and was satisfied. All was settled accordingly for this
journey, before he came home to go through the ceremonial performances
of the coming of age, the dinner of the tenantry, the speeches, the
congratulations, his father's banquet, his mother's ball. It was in
summer, and the country was as gay as all the entertainments that were
to be given in his honour. His friend who was going to accompany him on
his tour, as he had accompanied him through a considerable portion of
his life - - Almeric Ffarrington, a young man of the same aspirations -
- came up to Scotland with him for these festivities. And as they rushed
through the night on the Great Northern Railway, in the intervals of two
naps, they had a scrap of conversation as to these birthday glories. "It
will be a bore, but it will not last long," said Lindores. They were
both of the opinion that anything that did not produce information or
promote culture was a bore.
"But is there not a revelation to be made to you, among all the other
things you have to go through?" said Ffarrington. "Have not you to be
introduced to the secret chamber, and all that sort of thing? I should
like to be of the party there, Lindores."
"Ah," said the heir, "I had forgotten that part of it," which, however,
was not the case. "Indeed I don't know if I am to be told. Even family
dogmas are shaken nowadays."
"Oh, I should insist on that," said Ffarrington, lightly. "It is not
many who have the chance of paying such a visit -- better than Home and
all the mediums. I should insist upon that."
"I have no reason to suppose that it has any connection with Home or the
mediums," said Lindores, slightly nettled. He was himself an esprit
fort; but a mystery in one's own family is not like vulgar mysteries. He
liked it to be respected.
"Oh, no offence," said his companion. "I have always thought that a
railway train would be a great chance for the spirits. If one was to
show suddenly in that vacant seat beside you, what a triumphant proof of
their existence that would be! but they don't take advantage of their
opportunities."
Lindores could not tell what it was that made him think at that moment
of a portrait he had seen in a back room at the castle of old Earl
Robert, the wicked Earl. It was a bad portrait -- a daub -- a copy made
by an amateur of the genuine portrait, which, out of horror of Earl
Robert and his wicked ways, had been removed by some intermediate lord
from its place in the gallery. Lindores had never seen the original --
nothing but this daub of a copy. Yet somehow this face occurred to him
by some strange link of association -- seemed to come into his eyes as
his friend spoke. A slight shiver ran over him. It was strange. He made
no reply to Ffarrington, but he set himself to think how it could be
that the latent presence in his mind of some anticipation of this
approaching disclosure, touched into life by his friend's suggestion,
should have called out of his memory a momentary realisation of the
acknowledged magician of the family. This sentence is full of long
words; but unfortunately long words are required in such a case. And the
process was very simple when you traced it out. It was the clearest case
of unconscious cerebration. He shut his eyes by way of securing privacy
while he thought it out; and being tired, and not at all alarmed by his
unconscious cerebration, before he opened them again fell fast asleep.
And his birthday, which was the day following his arrival at Glenlyon,
was a very busy day. He had not time to think of anything but the
immediate occupations of the moment. Public and private greetings,
congratulations, offerings, poured upon him. The Gowries were popular in
this generation, which was far from being usual in the family. Lady
Gowrie was kind and generous, with that kindness which comes from the
heart, and which is the only kindness likely to impress the keen-sighted
popular judgment; and Lord Gowrie had but little of the equivocal
reputation of his predecessors. They could be splendid now and then on
great occasions, though in general they were homely enough; all which
the public likes. It was a bore, Lindores said; but yet the young man
did not dislike the honours, and the adulation, and all the hearty
speeches and good wishes. It is sweet to a young man to feel himself the
centre of all hopes. It seemed very reasonable to him -- very natural --
that he should be so, and that the farmers should feel a pride of
anticipation in thinking of his future speeches in Parliament. He
promised to them with the sincerest good faith that he would not
disappoint their expectations -- that he would feel their interest in
him an additional spur. What so natural as that interest and these
expectations? He was almost solemnised by his own position -- so young,
looked up to by so many people - so many hopes depending on him; and yet
it was quite natural. His father, however, was still more solemnised
than Lindores -- and this was strange, to say the least. His face grew
graver and graver as the day went on, till it almost seemed as if he
were dissatisfied with his son's popularity, or had some painful thought
weighing on his mind. He was restless and eager for the termination of
the dinner, and to get rid of his guests; and as soon as they were gone,
showed an equal anxiety that his son should retire too. "Go to bed at
once, as a favour to me," Lord Gowrie said. "You will have a great deal
of fatigue -- to-morrow." "You need not be afraid for me, sir," said
Lindores, half affronted; but he obeyed, being tired. He had not once
thought of the secret to be disclosed to him, through all that long day.
But when he woke suddenly with a start in the middle of the night, to
find the candles all lighted in his room, and his father standing by his
bedside, Lindores instantly thought of it, and in a moment felt that the
leading event -- the chief incident of all that had happened -- was
going to take place now.
II
LORD GOWRIE was very grave, and very pale. He was standing with his hand
on his son's shoulder to wake him; his dress was unchanged from the
moment they had parted. And the sight of this formal costume was very
bewildering to the young man as he started up in his bed. But next
moment he seemed to know exactly how it was, and, more than that, to
have known it all his life. Explanation seemed unnecessary. At any other
moment, in any other place, a man would be startled to be suddenly woke
up in the middle of the night. But Lindores had no such feeling; he did
not even ask a question, but sprang up, and fixed his eyes, taking in
all the strange circumstances, on his father's face.
"Get up, my boy," said Lord Gowrie, "and dress as quickly as you can; it
is full time. I have lighted your candles, and your things are all
ready. You have had a good long sleep."
Even now he did not ask, What is it? as under any other circumstances he
would have done. He got up without a word, with an impulse of nervous
speed and rapidity of movement such as only excitement can give, and
dressed himself, his father helping him silently. It was a curious
scene: the room gleaming with lights, the silence, the hurried toilet,
the stillness of deep night all around. The house, though so full, and
with the echoes of festivity but just over, was quiet as if there was
not a creature within it -- more quiet, indeed, for the stillness of
vacancy is not half so impressive as the stillness of hushed and
slumbering life.
Lord Gowrie went to the table when this first step was over, and poured
out a glass of wine from a bottle which stood there, -- a rich,
golden-coloured, perfumy wine, which sent its scent through the room.
"You will want all your strength," he said; "take this before you go. It
is the famous Imperial Tokay; there is only a little left, and you will
want all your strength."
Lindores took the wine; he had never drunk any like it before, and the
peculiar fragrance remained in his mind, as perfumes so often do, with a
whole world of association in them. His father's eyes dwelt upon him
with a melancholy sympathy. "You are going to encounter the greatest
trial of your life," he said; and taking the young man's hand into his,
felt his pulse. "It is quick, but it is quite firm, and you have had a
good long sleep." Then he did what it needs a great deal of pressure to
induce an Englishman to do, -- he kissed his son on the cheek. "God
bless you!" he said, faltering. "Come, now, everything is ready,
Lindores."
He took up in his hand a small lamp, which he had apparently brought
with him, and led the way. By this time Lindores began to feel himself
again, and to wake to the consciousness of all his own superiorities and
enlightenments. The simple sense that he was one of the members of a
family with a mystery, and that the moment of his personal encounter
with this special power of darkness had come, had been the first
thrilling, overwhelming thought. But now as he followed his father,
Lindores began to remember that he himself was not altogether like other
men; that there was that in him which would make it natural that he
should throw some light, hitherto unthought of, upon this
carefully-preserved darkness. What secret even there might be in it --
secret of hereditary tendency, of psychic force, of mental conformation,
or of some curious combination of circumstances at once more and less
potent than these -- it was for him to find out. He gathered all his
forces about him, reminded himself of modern enlightenment, and bade his
nerves be steel to all vulgar horrors. He, too, felt his own pulse as he
followed his father. To spend the night perhaps amongst the skeletons of
that old-world massacre, and to repent the sins of his ancestors -- to
be brought within the range of some optical illusion believed in
hitherto by all the generations, and which, no doubt, was of a startling
kind, or his father would not look so serious, -- any of these he felt
himself quite strong to encounter. His heart and spirit rose. A young
man has but seldom the opportunity of distinguishing himself so early in
his career; and his was such a chance as occurs to very few. No doubt it
was something that would be extremely trying to the nerves and
imagination. He called up all his powers to vanquish both. And along
with this call upon himself to exertion, there was the less serious
impulse of curiosity: he would see at last what the Secret Chamber was,
where it was, how it fitted into the labyrinths of the old house. This
he tried to put in its due place as a most interesting object. He said
to himself that he would willingly have gone a long journey at any time
to be present at such an exploration; and there is no doubt that in
other circumstances a secret chamber, with probably some unthought-of
historical interest in it, would have been a very fascinating discovery.
He tried very hard to excite himself about this; but it was curious how
fictitious he felt the interest, and how conscious he was that it was an
effort to feel any curiosity at all on the subject. The fact was, that
the Secret Chamber was entirely secondary -- thrown back, as all
accessories are, by a more pressing interest. The overpowering thought
of what was in it drove aside all healthy, natural curiosity about
itself.
It must not be supposed, however, that the father and son had a long way
to go to have time for all these thoughts. Thoughts travel at lightning
speed, and there was abundant leisure for this between the time they had
left the door of Lindores' room and gone down the corridor, no further
off than to Lord Gowrie's own chamber, naturally one of the chief rooms
of the house. Nearly opposite this, a few steps further on, was a little
neglected room devoted to lumber, with which Lindores had been familiar
all his life. Why this nest of old rubbish, dust, and cob-webs should be
so near the bedroom of the head of the house had been a matter of
surprise to many people -- to the guests who saw it while exploring, and
to each new servant in succession who planned an attack upon its ancient
stores, scandalised by finding it to have been neglected by their
predecessors. All their attempts to clear it out had, however, been
resisted, nobody could tell how, or indeed thought it worth while to
inquire. As for Lindores, he had been used to the place from his
childhood, and therefore accepted it as the most natural thing in the
world. He had been in and out a hundred times in his play. And it was
here, he remembered suddenly, that he had seen the bad picture of Earl
Robert which had so curiously come into his eyes on his journeying here,
by a mental movement which he had identified at once as unconscious
cerebration. The first feeling in his mind, as his father went to the
open door of this lumberroom, was a mixture of amusement and surprise.
What was he going to pick up there? some old pentacle, some amulet or
scrap of antiquated magic to act as armour against the evil one? But
Lord Gowrie, going on and setting down the lamp on the table, turned
round upon his son with a face of agitation and pain which barred all
further amusement: he grasped him by the hand, crushing it between his
own. "Now my boy, my dear son," he said, in tones that were scarcely
audible. His countenance was full of the dreary pain of a looker-on --
one who has no share in the excitement of personal danger, but has the
more terrible part of watching those who are in deadliest peril. He was
a powerful man, and his large form shook with emotion; great beads of
moisture stood upon his forehead. An old sword with a cross handle lay
upon a dusty chair among other dusty and battered relics. "Take this
with you," he said, in the same inaudible, breathless way -- whether as
a weapon, whether as a religious symbol, Lindores could not guess. The
young man took it mechanically. His father pushed open a door which it
seemed to him he had never seen before, and led him into another vaulted
chamber. Here even the limited powers of speech Lord Gowrie had retained
seemed to forsake him, and his voice became a mere hoarse murmur in his
throat. For want of speech he pointed to another door in the further
corner of this small vacant room, gave him to understand by a gesture
that he was to knock there, and then went back into the lumber-room. The
door into this was left open, and a faint glimmer of the lamp shed light
into this little intermediate place -- this debatable land between the
seen and the unseen. In spite of himself, Lindores' heart began to beat.
He made a breathless pause, feeling his head go round. He held the old
sword in his hand, not knowing what it was. Then, summoning all his
courage, he went forward and knocked at the closed door. His knock was
not loud, but it seemed to echo all over the silent house. Would
everybody hear and wake, and rush to see what had happened? This caprice
of imagination seized upon him, ousting all the firmer thoughts, the
steadfast calm of mind with which he ought to have encountered the
mystery. Would they all rush in, in wild déshabille, in terror and
dismay, before the door opened? How long it was of opening! He touched
the panel with his hand again. -- This time there was no delay. In a
moment, as if thrown suddenly open by some one within, the door moved.
It opened just wide enough to let him enter, stopping half-way as if
some one invisible held it, wide enough for welcome, but no more.
Lindores stepped across the threshold with a beating heart. What was he
about to see? the skeletons of the murdered victims? a ghostly
charnel-house full of bloody traces of crime? He seemed to be hurried
and pushed in as he made that step. What was this world of mystery into
which he was plunged -- what was it he saw?
He saw -- nothing -- except what was agreeable enough to behold, -- an
antiquated room hung with tapestry, very old tapestry of rude design,
its colours faded into softness and harmony; between its folds here and
there a panel of carved wood, rude too in design, with traces of
half-worn gilding; a table covered with strange instruments, parchments,
chemical tubes, and curious machinery, all with a quaintness of form and
dimness of material that spoke of age. A heavy old velvet cover, thick
with embroidery faded almost out of all colour, was on the table; on the
wall above it, something that looked like a very old Venetian mirror,
the glass so dim and crusted that it scarcely reflected at all, on the
floor an old soft Persian carpet, worn into a vague blending of all
colours. This was all that he thought he saw. His heart, which had been
thumping so loud as almost to choke him, stopped that tremendous upward
and downward motion like a steam piston; and he grew calm. Perfectly
still, dim, unoccupied: yet not so dim either; there was no apparent
source of light, no windows, curtains of tapestry drawn everywhere -- no
lamp visible, no fire -- and yet a kind of strange light which made
everything quite clear. He looked round, trying to smile at his terrors,
trying to say to himself that it was the most curious place he had ever
seen -- that he must show Ffarrington some of that tapestry -- that he
must really bring away a panel of that carving, -- when he suddenly saw
that the door was shut by which he had entered -- nay, more than shut,
undiscernible, covered like all the rest of the walls by that strange
tapestry. At this his heart began to beat again in spite of him. He
looked round once more, and woke up to more vivid being with a sudden
start. Had his eyes been incapable of vision on his first entrance?
Unoccupied? Who was that in the great chair?
It seemed to Lindores that he had seen neither the chair nor the man
when he came in. There they were, however, solid and unmistakable; the
chair carved like the panels, the man seated in front of the table. He
looked at Lindores with a calm and open gaze, inspecting him. The young
man's heart seemed in his throat fluttering like a bird, but he was
brave, and his mind made one final effort to break this spell. He tried
to speak, labouring with a voice that would not sound, and with lips too
parched to form a word. "I see how it is," was what he wanted to say. It
was Earl Robert's face that was looking at him; and startled as he was,
he dragged forth his philosophy to support him. What could it be but
optical delusions, unconscious cerebration, occult seizure by the
impressed and struggling mind of this one countenance? But he could not
hear himself speak any word as he stood convulsed, struggling with dry
lips and choking voice.
The Appearance smiled, as if knowing his thoughts -- not unkindly, not
malignly -- with a certain amusement mingled with scorn. Then he spoke,
and the sound seemed to breathe through the room not like any voice that
Lindores had ever heard, a kind of utterance of the place, like the
rustle of the air or the ripple of the sea. "You will learn better
tonight: this is no phantom of your brain; it is I."
"In God's name," cried the young man in his soul; he did not know
whether the words ever got into the air or not, if there was any air; --
"in God's name, who are you?"
The figure rose as if coming to him to reply; and Lindores, overcome by
the apparent approach, struggled into utterance. A cry came from him --
he heard it this time -- and even in his extremity felt a pang the more
to hear the terror in his own voice. But he did not flinch, he stood
desperate, all his strength concentrated in the act; he neither turned
nor recoiled. Vaguely gleaming through his mind came the thought that to
be thus brought in contact with the unseen was the experiment to be most
desired on earth, the final settlement of a hundred questions; but his
faculties were not sufficiently under command to entertain it. He only
stood firm, that was all.
And the figure did not approach him; after a moment it subsided back
again into the chair -- subsided, for no sound, not the faintest,
accompanied its movements. It was the form of a man of middle age, the
hair white, but the beard only crisped with grey, the features those of
the picture -- a familiar face, more or less like all the Randolphs, but
with an air of domination and power altogether unlike that of the race.
He was dressed in a long robe of dark colour, embroidered with strange
lines and angles. There was nothing repellent or terrible in his air --
nothing except the noiselessness, the calm, the absolute stillness,
which was as much in the place as in him, to keep up the involuntary
trembling of the beholder. His expression was full of dignity and
thoughtfulness, and not malignant or unkind. He might have been the
kindly patriarch of the house, watching over its fortunes in a seclusion
that he had chosen. The pulses that had been beating in Lindores were
stilled. What was his panic for? A gleam even of self-ridicule took
possession of him, to be standing there like an absurd hero of
antiquated romance with the rusty, dusty sword -- good for nothing,
surely not adapted for use against this noble old magician -- in his
hand --
"You are right," said the voice, once more answering his thoughts; "what
could you do with that sword against me, young Lindores? Put it by. Why
should my children meet me like an enemy? You are my flesh and blood.
Give me your hand."
A shiver ran through the young man's frame. The hand that was held out
to him was large and shapely and white, with a straight line across the
palm -- a family token upon which the Randolphs prided themselves -- a
friendly hand; and the face smiled upon him, fixing him with those calm,
profound, blue eyes. "Come," said the voice. The word seemed to fill the
place, melting upon him from every corner, whispering round him with
softest persuasion. He was lulled and calmed in spite of himself. Spirit
or no spirit, why should not he accept this proferred courtesy? What
harm could come of it? The chief thing that retained him was the
dragging of the old sword, heavy and useless, which he held
mechanically, but which some internal feeling -- he could not tell what
-- prevented him from putting down. Superstitition, was it?
"Yes, that is superstition," said his ancestor, serenely; "put it down
and come."
"You know my thoughts," said Lindores; "I did not speak."
"Your mind spoke, and spoke justly. Put down that emblem of brute force
and superstition together. Here it is the intelligence that is supreme.
Come."
Lindores stood doubtful. He was calm; the power of thought was restored
to him. If this benevolent venerable patriarch was all he seemed, why
his father's terror? why the secrecy in which his being was involved?
His own mind, though calm, did not seem to act in the usual way.
Thoughts seemed to be driven across it as by a wind. One of these came
to him suddenly now --
"How there looked him in the face, An angel beautiful and bright, And
how he knew it was a fiend."
The words were not ended, when Earl Robert replied suddenly with
impatience in his voice, "Fiends are of the fancy of men; like angels
and other follies. I am your father. You know me; and you are mine,
Lindores. I have power beyond what you can understand; but I want flesh
and blood to reign and to enjoy. Come, Lindores!"
He put out his other hand. The action, the look, were those of kindness,
almost of longing, and the face was familiar, the voice was that of the
race. Supernatural! was it supernatural that this man should live here
shut up for ages? and why? and how? Was there any explanation of it? The
young man's brain began to reel. He could not tell which was real -- the
life he had left half an hour ago, or this. He tried to look round him,
but could not; his eyes were caught by those other kindred eyes, which
seemed to dilate and deepen as he looked at them, and drew him with a
strange compulsion. He felt himself yielding, swaying towards the
strange being who thus invited him. What might happen if he yielded? And
he could not turn away, he could not tear himself from the fascination
of those eyes. With a sudden strange impulse which was half despair and
half a bewildering half-conscious desire to try one potency against
another, he thrust forward the cross of the old sword between him and
those appealing hands. "In the name of God!" he said.
Lindores never could tell whether it was that he himself grew faint, and
that the dimness of swooning came into his eyes after this violence and
strain of emotion, or if it was his spell that worked. But there was an
instantaneous change. Everything swam around him for the moment, a
giddiness and blindness seized him, and he saw nothing but the vague
outlines of the room, empty as when he entered it. But gradually his
consciousness came back, and he found himself standing on the same spot
as before, clutching the old sword, and gradually, as though a dream,
recognised the same figure emerging out of the mist which -- was it
solely in his own eyes? -- had enveloped everything. But it was no
longer in the same attitude. The hands which had been stretched out to
him were busy now with some of the strange instruments on the table,
moving about, now in the action of writing, now as if managing the keys
of a telegraph. Lindores felt that his brain was all atwist and set
wrong; but he was still a human being of his century. He thought of the
telegraph with a keen thrill of curiosity in the midst of his reviving
sensations. What communication was this which was going on before his
eyes? The magician worked on. He had his face turned towards his victim,
but his hands moved with unceasing activity. And Lindores, as he grew
accustomed to the position, began to weary -- to feel like a neglected
suitor waiting for an audience. To be wound up to such a strain of
feeling, then left to wait, was intolerable; impatience seized upon him.
What circumstances can exist, however horrible, in which a human being
will not feel impatience? He made a great many efforts to speak before
he could succeed. It seemed to him that his body felt more fear than he
did -- that his muscles were contracted, his throat parched, his tongue
refusing its office, although his mind was unaffected and undismayed. At
last he found an utterance in spite of all resistance of his flesh and
blood.
"Who are you?" he said hoarsely. "You that live here and oppress this
house?"
The vision raised its eyes full upon him, with again that strange shadow
of a smile, mocking yet not unkind. "Do you remember me," he said, "on
your journey here?"
"That was -- a delusion." The young man gasped for breath.
"More like that you are a delusion. You have lasted but one-and-twenty
years, and I -- for centuries."
"How? For centuries -- and why? Answer me -- are you man or demon?"
cried Lindores, tearing the words as he felt out of his own throat. "Are
you living or dead?"
The magician looked at him with the same intense gaze as before. "Be on
my side, and you shall know everything, Lindores. I want one of my own
race. Others I could have in plenty; but I want you. A Randolph, a
Randolph! and you. Dead! do I seem dead? You shall have everything --
more than dreams can give -- if you will be on my side."
Can he give what he has not? was the thought that ran through the mind
of Lindores. But he could not speak it. Something that choked and
stifled him was in his throat.
"Can I give what I have not? I have everything -- power, the one thing
worth having; and you shall have more than power, for you are young --
my son! Lindores!"
To argue was natural, and gave the young man strength. "Is this life,"
he said, "here? What is all your power worth -- here? To sit for ages,
and make a race unhappy?"
A momentary convulsion came across the still face. "You scorn me", he
cried, with an appearance of emotion, "because you do not understand how
I move the world. Power! 'Tis more than fancy can grasp. And you shall
have it!" said the wizard, with what looked like a show of enthusiasm.
He seemed to come nearer, to grow larger. He put forth his hand again,
this time so close that it seemed impossible to escape. And a crowd of
wishes seemed to rush upon the mind of Lindores. What harm to try if
this might be true? To try what it meant -- perhaps nothing, delusions,
vain show, and then there could be no harm; or perhaps there was
knowledge to be had, which was power. Try, try, try! the air buzzed
about him. The room seemed full of voices urging him. His bodily frame
rose into a tremendous whirl of excitement, his veins seemed to swell to
bursting, his lips seemed to force a yes, in spite of him, quivering as
they came apart. The hiss of the s seemed in his ears. He changed it
into the name which was a spell too, and cried, "Help me, God!" not
knowing why.
Then there came another pause -- he felt as if he had been dropped from
something that had held him, and had fallen, and was faint. The
excitement had been more than he could bear. Once more everything swam
around him, and he did not know where he was. Had he escaped altogether?
was the first waking wonder of consciousness in his mind. But when he
could think and see again, he was still in the same spot, surrounded by
the old curtains and the carved panels -- but alone. He felt, too, that
he was able to move, but the strangest dual consciousness was in him
throughout all the rest of his trial. His body felt to him as a
frightened horse feels to a traveller at night -- a thing separate from
him, more frightened than he was -- starting aside at every step, seeing
more than its master. His limbs shook with fear and weakness, almost
refusing to obey the action of his will, trembling under him with jerks
aside when he compelled himself to move. The hair stood upright on his
head -- every finger trembled as with palsy -- his lips, his eyelids,
quivered with nervous agitation. But his mind was strong, stimulated to
a desperate calm. He dragged himself round the room, he crossed the very
spot where the magician had been -- all was vacant, silent, clear. Had
he vanquished the enemy? This thought came into his mind with an
involuntary triumph. The old strain of feeling came back. Such efforts
might be produced, perhaps, only by imagination, by excitement, by
delusion ----
Lindores looked up, by a sudden attraction he could not tell what: and
the blood suddenly froze in his veins that had been so boiling and
fermenting. Some one was looking at him from the old mirror on the wall.
A face not human and life-like, like that of the inhabitant of this
place, but ghostly and terrible, like one of the dead; and while he
looked, a crowd of other faces came behind, all looking at him, some
mournfully, some with a menace in their terrible eyes. The mirror did
not change, but within its small dim space seemed to contain an
innumerable company, crowded above and below, all with one gaze at him.
His lips dropped apart with a gasp of horror. More and more and more! He
was standing close by the table when this crowd came. Then all at once
there was laid upon him a cold hand. He turned; close to his side,
brushing him with his robe, holding him fast by the arm, sat Earl Robert
in his great chair. A shriek came from the young man's lips. He seemed
to hear it echoing away into unfathomable distance. The cold touch
penetrated to his very soul.
"Do you try spells upon me, Lindores? That is a tool of the past. You
shall have something better to work with. And are you so sure of whom
you call upon? If there is such a one, why should He help you who never
called on Him before?"
Lindores could not tell if these words were spoken; it was a
communication rapid as the thoughts in the mind. And he felt as if
something answered that was not all himself. He seemed to stand passive
and hear the argument. "Does God reckon with a man in trouble, whether
he has ever called to Him before? I call now" (now he felt it was
himself that said): "go, evil spirit! -- go, dead and cursed! -- go, in
the name of God!"
He felt himself flung violently against the wall. A faint laugh, stifled
in the throat, and followed by a groan, rolled round the room; the old
curtains seemed to open here and there, and flutter, as if with comings
and goings. Lindores leaned with his back against the wall, and all his
senses restored to him. He felt blood trickle down his neck; and in this
contact once more with the physical, his body, in its madness of fright,
grew manageable. For the first time he felt wholly master of himself.
Though the magician was standing in his place, a great, majestic,
appalling figure, he did not shrink. "Liar!" he cried, in a voice that
rang and echoed as in natural air -- "clinging to miserable life like a
worm -- like a reptile; promising all things, having nothing, but this
den, unvisited by the light of day. Is this your power -- your
superiority to men who die? is it for this that you oppress a race, and
make a house unhappy? I vow, in God's name, your reign is over! You and
your secret shall last no more."
There was no reply. But Lindores felt his terrible ancestor's eyes
getting once more that mesmeric mastery over him which had already
almost overcome his powers. He must withdraw his own, or perish. He had
a human horror of turning his back upon that watchful adversary: to face
him seemed the only safety; but to face him was to be conquered. Slowly,
with a pang indescribable, he tore himself from that gaze: it seemed to
drag his eyes out of their sockets, his heart out of his bosom.
Resolutely, with the daring of desperation, he turned round to the spot
where he entered -- the spot where no door was, -- hearing already in
anticipation the step after him -- feeling the grip that would crush and
smother his exhausted life -- but too desperate to care.
III
HOW wonderful is the blue dawning of the new day before the sun! not
rosy-fingered, like that Aurora of the Greeks who comes later with all
her wealth; but still, dreamy, wonderful, stealing out of the unseen,
abashed by the solemnity of the new birth. When anxious watchers see
that first brightness come stealing upon the waiting skies, what mingled
relief and renewal of misery is in it! another long day to toil through
-- yet another sad night over! Lord Gowrie sat among the dust and
cobwebs, his lamp flaring idly into the blue morning. He had heard his
son's human voice, though nothing more; and he expected to have him
brought out by invisible hands, as had happened to himself, and left
lying in long deathly swoon outside that mystic door. This was how it
had happened to heir after heir, as told from father to son, one after
another, as the secret came down. One or two bearers of the name
Lindores had never recovered; most of them had been saddened and subdued
for life. He remembered sadly the freshness of existence which had never
come back to himself; the hopes that had never blossomed again; the
assurance with which never more he had been able to go about the world.
And now his son would be as himself -- the glory gone out of his living
-- his ambitions, his aspirations wrecked. He had not been endowed as
his boy was -- he had been a plain, honest man, and nothing more; but
experience and life had given him wisdom enough to smile by times at the
coquetries of mind in which Lindores indulged. Were they all over now,
those freaks of young intelligence, those enthusiasms of the soul? The
curse of the house had come upon him -- the magnetism of that strange
presence, ever living, ever watchful, present in all the family history.
His heart was sore for his son; and yet along with this there was a
certain consolation to him in having henceforward a partner in the
secret -- some one to whom he could talk of it as he had not been able
to talk since his own father died. Almost all the mental struggles which
Gowrie had known had been connected with this mystery; and he had been
obliged to hide them in his bosom -- to conceal them even when they rent
him in two. Now he had a partner in his trouble. This was what he was
thinking as he sat through the night. How slowly the moments passed! He
was not aware of the daylight coming in. After a while even thought got
suspended in listening. Was not the time nearly over? He rose and began
to pace about the encumbered space, which was but a step or two in
extent. There was an old cupboard in the wall, in which there were
restoratives -- pungent essences and cordials, and fresh water which he
had himself brought -- everything was ready; presently the ghastly body
of his boy, half dead, would be thrust forth into his care.
But this was not how it happened. While he waited, so intent that his
whole frame seemed to be capable of hearing, he heard the closing of the
door, boldly shut with a sound that rose in muffled echoes through the
house, and Lindores himself appeared, ghastly indeed as a dead man, but
walking upright and firmly, the lines of his face drawn, and his eyes
staring. Lord Gowrie uttered a cry. He was more alarmed by this
unexpected return than by the helpless prostration of the swoon which he
had expected. He recoiled from his son as if he too had been a spirit.
"Lindores!" he cried; was it Lindores, or some one else in his place?
The boy seemed as if he did not see him. He went straight forward to
where the water stood on the dusty table, and took a great draught, then
turned to the door. "Lindores!" said his father, in miserable anxiety;
"don't you know me?" Even then the young man only half looked at him,
and put out a hand almost as cold as the hand that had clutched himself
in the Secret Chamber; a faint smile came upon his face. "Don't stay
here," he whispered; "come! come!"
Lord Gowrie drew his son's arm within his own, and felt the thrill
through and through him of nerves strained beyond mortal strength. He
could scarcely keep up with him as he stalked along the corridor to his
room, stumbling as if he could not see, yet swift as an arrow. When they
reached his room he turned and closed and locked the door, then laughed
as he staggered to the bed. "That will not keep him out, will it?" he
said.
"Lindores," said his father, "I expected to find you unconscious. I am
almost more frightened to find you like this. I need not ask if you have
seen him ----"
"Oh, I have seen him. The old liar! Father, promise to expose him, to
turn him out -- promise to clear out that accursed old nest! It is our
own fault. Why have we left such a place shut out from the eye of day?
Isn't there something in the Bible about those who do evil hating the
light?"
"Lindores! you don't often quote the Bible."
"No, I suppose not; but there is more truth in -- many things than we
thought."
"Lie down," said the anxious father. "Take some of this wine -- try to
sleep."
"Take it away; give me no more of that devil's drink. Talk to me --
that's better. Did you go through it all the same, poor papa? -- and
hold me fast. You are warm -- you are honest!" he cried. He put forth
his hands over his father's, warming them with the contact. He put his
cheek like a child against his father's arm. He gave a faint laugh, with
the tears in his eyes. "Warm and honest," he repeated. "Kind flesh and
blood! and did you go through it all the same?"
"My boy!" cried the father, feeling his heart glow and swell over the
son who had been parted from him for years by that development of young
manhood and ripening intellect which so often severs and loosens the
ties of home. Lord Gowrie had felt that Lindores half despised his
simple mind and duller imagination; but this childlike clinging overcame
him, and tears stood in his eyes. "I fainted, I suppose. I never knew
how it ended. They made what they liked of me. But you, my brave boy,
you came out of your own will."
Lindores shivered. "I fled!" he said. "No honour in that. I had not
courage to face him longer. I will tell you by-and-by. But I want to
know about you."
What an ease it was to the father to speak! For years and years this had
been shut up in his breast. It had made him lonely in the midst of his
friends.
"Thank God," he said, "that I can speak to you, Lindores. Often and
often I have been tempted to tell your mother. But why should I make her
miserable? She knows there is something; she knows when I see him, but
she knows no more."
"When you see him?" Lindores raised himself, with a return of his first
ghastly look, in his bed. Then he raised his clenched fist wildly, and
shook it in the air. "Vile devil, coward, deceiver!"
"Oh hush, hush, hush, Lindores! God help us! what troubles you may
bring!"
"And God help me, whatever troubles I bring," said the young man. "I
defy him, father. An accursed being like that must be less, not more
powerful, than we are -- with God to back us. Only stand by me: stand by
me ----"
"Hush, Lindores! You don't feel it yet -- never to get out of hearing of
him all your life! He will make you pay for it -- if not now, after;
when you remember he is there; whatever happens, knowing everything! But
I hope it will not be so bad with you as with me, my poor boy. God help
you indeed if it is, for you have more imagination and more mind. I am
able to forget him sometimes when I am occupied -- when in the
hunting-field, going across country. But you are not a hunting man, my
poor boy," said Lord Gowrie, with a curious mixture of a regret, which
was less serious than the other. Then he lowered his voice. "Lindores,
this is what has happened to me since the moment I gave him my hand."
"I did not give him my hand."
"You did not give him your hand? God bless you, my boy! You stood out?"
he cried, with tears again rushing to his eyes; "and they say -- they
say -- but I don't know if there is any truth in it." Lord Gowrie got up
from his son's side, and walked up and down with excited steps. "If
there should be truth in it! Many people think the whole thing is a
fancy. If there should be truth in it, Lindores!"
"In what, father?"
"They say, if he is once resisted his power is broken -- once refused.
You could stand against him -- you! Forgive me, my boy, as I hope God
will forgive me, to have thought so little of His best gifts," cried
Lord Gowrie, coming back with wet eyes; and stooping, he kissed his
son's hand. "I thought you would be more shaken by being more mind than
body," he said, humbly. "I thought if I could but have saved you from
the trial; and you are the conqueror!"
"Am I the conqueror? I think all my bones are broken, father -- out of
their sockets," said the young man, in a low voice. "I think I shall go
to sleep."
"Yes, rest, my boy. It is the best thing for you," said the father,
though with a pang of momentary disappointment.
Lindores fell back upon the pillow. He was so pale that there were
moments when the anxious watcher thought him not sleeping but dead. He
put his hand out feebly, and grasped his father's hand. "Warm --
honest," he said, with a feeble smile about his lips, and fell asleep.
The daylight was full in the room, breaking through shutters and
curtains and mocking at the lamp that still flared on the table. It
seemed an emblem of the disorders, mental and material, of this strange
night; and, as such, it affected the plain imagination of Lord Gowrie,
who would have fain got up to extinguish it, and whose mind returned
again and again, in spite of him, to this symptom of disturbance.
By-and-by, when Lindores' grasp relaxed, and he got his hand free, he
got up from his son's bedside, and put out the lamp, putting it
carefully out of the way. With equal care he put away the wine from the
table, and gave the room its ordinary aspect, softly opening a window to
let in the fresh air of the morning. The park lay fresh in the early
sunshine, still, except for the twittering of the birds, refreshed with
dews, and shining in that soft radiance of the morning which is over
before mortal cares are stirring. Never, perhaps, had Gowrie looked out
upon the beautiful world around his house without a thought of the weird
existence which was going on so near to him, which had gone on for
centuries, shut up out of sight of the sunshine. The Secret Chamber had
been present with him since ever he saw it. He had never been able to
get free of the spell of it. He had felt himself watched, surrounded,
spied upon, day after day, since he was of the age of Lindores, and that
was thirty years ago. He turned it all over in his mind, as he stood
there and his son slept. It had been on his lips to tell it all to his
boy, who had now come to inherit the enlightenment of his race. And it
was a disappointment to him to have it all forced back again, and
silence imposed upon him once more. Would he care to hear it when he
woke? would he not rather, as Lord Gowrie remembered to have done
himself, thrust the thought as far as he could away from him, and
endeavour to forget for the moment -- until the time came when he would
not be permitted to forget? He had been like that himself, he
recollected now. He had not wished to hear his own father's tale. "I
remember," he said to himself; "I remember" -- turning over everything
in his mind -- if Lindores might only be willing to hear the story when
he woke! But then he himself had not been willing when he was Lindores,
and he could understand his son, and could not blame him; but it would
be a disappointment. He was thinking this when he heard Lindores' voice
calling him. He went back hastily to his bedside. It was strange to see
him in his evening dress with his worn face, in the fresh light of the
morning, which poured in at every crevice. "Does my mother know?" said
Lindores; "what will she think?"
"She knows something; she knows you have some trial to go through. Most
likely she will be praying for us both; that's the way of women," said
Lord Gowrie, with the tremulous tenderness which comes into a man's
voice sometimes when he speaks of a good wife. "I'll go and ease her
mind, and tell her all is well over ----"
"Not yet. Tell me first," said the young man, putting his hand upon his
father's arm.
What an ease it was! "I was not so good to my father," he thought to
himself, with sudden penitence for the long-past, long-forgotten fault,
which, indeed, he had never realised as a fault before. And then he told
his son what had been the story of his life -- how he had scarcely ever
sat alone without feeling, from some corner of the room, from behind
some curtain, those eyes upon him; and how, in the difficulties of his
life, that secret inhabitant of the house had been present, sitting by
him and advising him. "Whenever there has been anything to do: when
there has been a question between two ways, all in a moment I have seen
him by me: I feel when he is coming. It does not matter where I am --
here or anywhere -- as soon as ever there is a question of family
business; and always he persuades me to the wrong way, Lindores.
Sometimes I yield to him, how can I help it? He makes everything so
clear; he makes wrong seem right. If I have done unjust things in my day
----"
"You have not, father."
"I have: there were these Highland people I turned out. I did not mean
to do it, Lindores; but he showed me that it would be better for the
family. And my poor sister that married Tweedside and was wretched all
her life. It was his doing, that marriage; he said she would be rich,
and so she was, poor thing, poor thing! and died of it. And old
Macalister's lease ---- Lindores, Lindores! when there is any business
it makes my heart sick. I know he will come, and advise wrong, and tell
me -- something I will repent after."
"The thing to do is to decide beforehand, that, good or bad, you will
not take his advice."
Lord Gowrie shivered. "I am not strong like you, or clever; I cannot
resist. Sometimes I repent in time and don't do it; and then! But for
your mother and you children, there is many a day I would not have given
a farthing for my life."
"Father," said Lindores, springing from his bed. "two of us together can
do many things. Give me your word to clear out this cursed den of
darkness this very day."
"Lindores, hush, hush, for the sake of heaven!"
"I will not, for the sake of heaven! Throw it open -- let everybody who
likes see it -- make an end of the secret -- pull down everything,
curtains, walls. What do you say? -- sprinkle holy water? Are you
laughing at me?"
"I did not speak," said Earl Gowrie, growing very pale, and grasping his
son's arm with both his hands. "Hush, boy; do you think he does not
hear?"
And then there was a low laugh close to them -- so close that both
shrank; a laugh no louder than a breath.
"Did you laugh -- father?"
"No, Lindores." Lord Gowrie had his eyes fixed. He was as pale as the
dead. He held his son tight for a moment; then his gaze and his grasp
relaxed, and he fell back feebly in a chair.
"You see!" he said; "whatever we do it will be the same; we are under
his power."
And then there ensued the blank pause with which baffled men confront a
hopeless situation. But at that moment the first faint stirrings of the
house -- a window being opened, a bar undone, a movement of feet, and
subdued voices -- became audible in the stillness of the morning. Lord
Gowrie roused himself at once. "We must not be found like this," he
said; "we must not show how we have spent the night. It is over, thank
God! and oh, my boy, forgive me! I am thankful there are two of us to
bear it; it makes the burden lighter -- though I ask your pardon humbly
for saying so. I would have saved you if I could, Lindores."
"I don't wish to have been saved; but I will not bear it. I will end
it," the young man said, with an oath out of which his emotion took all
profanity. His father said, "Hush, hush." With a look of terror and
pain, he left him; and yet there was a thrill of tender pride in his
mind. How brave the boy was! even after he had been there. Could it be
that this would all come to nothing, as every other attempt to resist
had done before?
"I suppose you know all about it now, Lindores," said his friend
Ffarrington, after breakfast; "luckily for us who are going over the
house. What a glorious old place it is!"
"I don't think that Lindores enjoys the glorious old place today," said
another of the guests under his breath. "How pale he is! He doesn't look
as if he had slept."
"I will take you over every nook where I have ever been," said Lindores.
He looked at his father with almost command in his eyes. "Come with me,
all of you. We shall have no more secrets here."
"Are you mad?" said his father in his ear.
"Never mind," cried the young man. "0h, trust me; I will do it with
judgment. Is everybody ready?" There was an excitement about him that
half frightened, half roused the party. They all rose, eager, yet
doubtful. His mother came to him and took his arm.
"Lindores! you will do nothing to vex your father; don't make him
unhappy. I don't know your secrets, you two; but look, he has enough to
bear."
"I want you to know our secrets, mother. Why should we have secrets from
you?"
"Why, indeed?" she said, with tears in her eyes. "But, Lindores, my
dearest boy, don't make it worse for him."
"I give you my word, I will be wary," he said; and she left him to go to
his father, who followed the party, with an anxious look upon his face.
"Are you coming, too?" he asked.
"I? No; I will not go: but trust him -- trust the boy, John."
"He can do nothing; he will not be able to do anything," he said.
And thus the guests set out on their round -- the son in advance,
excited and tremulous, the father anxious and watchful behind. They
began in the usual way, with the old state-rooms and picture-gallery;
and in a short time the party had half forgotten that there was anything
unusual in the inspection. When, however, they were half-way down the
gallery, Lindores stopped short with an air of wonder. "You have had it
put back then?" he said. He was standing in front of the vacant space
where Earl Robert's portrait ought to have been. "What is it?" they all
cried, crowding upon him, ready for any marvel. But as there was nothing
to be seen, the strangers smiled among themselves. "Yes, to be sure,
there is nothing so suggestive as a vacant place," said a lady who was
of the party. "Whose portrait ought to be there, Lord Lindores?"
He looked at his father, who made a slight assenting gesture, then shook
his head drearily.
"Who put it there?" Lindores said, in a whisper.
"It is not there; but you and I see it," said Lord Gowrie, with a sigh.
Then the strangers perceived that something had moved the father and the
son, and, notwithstanding their eager curiosity, obeyed the dictates of
politeness, and dispersed into groups looking at the other pictures.
Lindores set his teeth and clenched his hands. Fury was growing upon him
-- not the awe that filled his father's mind. "We will leave the rest of
this to another time," he cried, turning to the others, almost fiercely.
"Come, I will show you something more striking now." He made no further
pretence of going systematically over the house. He turned and went
straight up-stairs, and along the corridor. "Are we going over the
bedrooms?" some one said. Lindores led the way straight to the old
lumber-room, a strange place for such a gay party. The ladies drew their
dresses about them. There was not room for half of them. Those who could
get in began to handle the strange things that lay about, touching them
with dainty fingers, exclaiming how dusty they were. The window was half
blocked up by old armour and rusty weapons; but this did not hinder the
full summer daylight from penetrating in a flood of light. Lindores went
in with fiery determination on his face. He went straight to the wall,
as if he would go through, then paused with a blank gaze. "Where is the
door?" he said.
"You are forgetting yourself," said Lord Gowrie, speaking over the heads
of the others. "Lindores! you know very well there never was any door
there; the wall is very thick; you can see by the depth of the window.
There is no door there."
The young man felt it over with his hand. The wall was smooth, and
covered with the dust of ages. With a groan he turned away. At this
moment a suppressed laugh, low, yet distinct, sounded close by him. "You
laughed?" he said, fiercely, to Ffarrington, striking his hand upon his
shoulder.
"I -- laughed! Nothing was farther from my thoughts," said his friend,
who was curiously examining something that lay upon an old carved chair.
"Look here! what a wonderful sword, cross-hilted! Is it an Andrea?
What's the matter, Lindores?"
Lindores had seized it from his hands; he dashed it against the wall
with a suppressed oath. The two or three people in the room stood
aghast.
"Lindores!" his father said, in a tone of warning. The young man dropped
the useless weapon with a groan. "Then God help us!" he said; "but I
will find another way."
"There is a very interesting room close by," said Lord Gowrie, hastily
-- "this way! Lindores has been put out by -- some changes that have
been made without his knowledge," he said, calmly. "You must not mind
him. He is disappointed. He is perhaps too much accustomed to have his
own way."
But Lord Gowrie knew that no one believed him. He took them to the
adjoining room, and told them some easy story of an apparition that was
supposed to haunt it. "Have you ever seen it?" the guests said,
pretending interest. "Not I; but we don't mind ghosts in this house," he
answered, with a smile. And then they resumed their round of the old
noble mystic house.
I cannot tell the reader what young Lindores has done to carry out his
pledged word and redeem his family. It may not be known, perhaps, for
another generation, and it will not be for me to write that concluding
chapter: but when, in the ripeness of time, it can be narrated, no one
will say that the mystery of Gowrie Castle has been a vulgar horror,
though there are some who are disposed to think so now.
THE SECRET CHAMBER
THE SECRET CHAMBER
Mrs. Margaret Oliphant
I
CASTLE GOWRIE is one of the most famous and interesting in all Scotland.
It is a beautiful old house, to start with, -- perfect in old feudal
grandeur, with its clustered turrets and walls that could withstand an
army, -- its labyrinths, its hidden stairs, its long mysterious passages
-- passages that seem in many cases to lead to nothing, but of which no
one can be too sure what they lead to. The front, with its fine gateway
and flanking towers, is approached now by velvet lawns, and a peaceful,
beautiful old avenue, with double rows of trees, like a cathedral; and
the woods out of which these grey towers rise, look as soft and rich in
foliage, if not so lofty in growth, as the groves of the South. But this
softness of aspect is all new to the place, -- that is, new within the
century or two which count for but little in the history of a
dwelling-place, some part of which, at least, has been standing since
the days when the Saxon Athelings brought such share of the arts as
belonged to them to solidify and regulate the original Celtic art which
reared incised stones upon rude burial-places, and twined mystic knots
on its crosses, before historic days. Even of this primitive decoration
there are relics at Gowrie, where the twistings and twinings of Runic
cords appear still on some bits of ancient wall, solid as rocks, and
almost as everlasting. From these to the graceful French turrets, which
recall many a grey chateau, what a long interval of years! But these are
filled with stirring chronicles enough, besides the dim, not always
decipherable records, which different developments of architecture have
left on the old house. The Earls of Gowrie had been in the heat of every
commotion that took place on or about the Highland line for more
generations than any but a Celtic pen could record. Rebellions,
revenges, insurrections, conspiracies, nothing in which blood was shed
and lands lost, took place in Scotland, in which they had not had a
share; and the annals of the house are very full, and not without many a
stain. They had been a bold and vigorous race -- with much evil in them,
and some good; never insignificant, whatever else they might be. It
could not be said, however, that they are remarkable nowadays. Since the
first Stuart rising, known in Scotland as "the Fifteen," they have not
done much that has been worth recording; but yet their family history
has always been of an unusual kind. The Randolphs could not be called
eccentric in themselves: on the contrary, when you knew them, they were
at bottom a respectable race, full of all the country-gentleman virtues;
and yet their public career, such as it was, had been marked by the
strange leaps and jerks of vicissitude. You would have said an
impulsive, fanciful family -- now making a grasp at some visionary
advantage, now rushing into some wild speculation, now making a sudden
sally into public life -- but soon falling back into mediocrity, not
able apparently, even when the impulse was purely selfish and mercenary,
to keep it up. But this would not have been at all a true conception of
the family character; their actual virtues were not of the imaginative
order, and their freaks were a mystery to their friends. Nevertheless
these freaks were what the general world was most aware of in the
Randolph race. The late Earl had been a representative peer of Scotland
(they had no English title), and had made quite a wonderful start, and
for a year or two had seemed about to attain a very eminent place in
Scotch affairs; but his ambition was found to have made use of some very
equivocal modes of gaining influence, and he dropped accordingly at once
and for ever from the political firmament. This was quite a common
circumstance in the family. An apparently brilliant beginning, a
discovery of evil means adopted for ambitious ends, a sudden subsidence,
and the curious conclusion at the end of everything that this schemer,
this unscrupulous speculator or politician, was a dull, good man after
all -- unambitious, contented, full of domestic kindness and
benevolence. This family peculiarity made the history of the Randolphs a
very strange one, broken by the oddest interruptions, and with no
consistency in it. There was another circumstance, however, which
attracted still more the wonder and observation of the public. For one
who can appreciate such a recondite matter as family character, there
are hundreds who are interested in a family secret, and this the house
of Randolph possessed in perfection. It was a mystery which piqued the
imagination and excited the interest of the entire country. The story
went, that somewhere hid amid the massive walls and tortuous passages
there was a secret chamber in Gowrie Castle. Everybody knew of its
existence; but save the earl, his heir, and one other person, not of the
family, but filling a confidential post in their service, no mortal knew
where this mysterious hiding-place was. There had been countless guesses
made at it, and expedients of all kinds invented to find it out. Every
visitor who ever entered the old gateway, nay, even passing travellers
who saw the turrets from the road, searched keenly for some trace of
this mysterious chamber. But all guesses and researches were equally in
vain.
I was about to say that no ghost-story I ever heard of has been so
steadily and long believed. But this would be a mistake, for nobody knew
even with any certainty that there was a ghost connected with it. A
secret chamber was nothing wonderful in so old a house. No doubt they
exist in many such old houses, and are always curious and interesting --
strange relics, more moving than any history, of the time when a man was
not safe in his own house, and when it might be necessary to secure a
refuge beyond the reach of spies or traitors at a moment's notice. Such
a refuge was a necessity of life to a great medieval noble. The
peculiarity about this secret chamber, however, was that some secret
connected with the very existence of the family was always understood to
be involved in it. It was not only the secret hiding-place for an
emergency, a kind of historical possession presupposing the importance
of his race, of which a man might be honestly proud; but there was
something hidden in it of which assuredly the race could not be proud.
It is wonderful how easily a family learns to pique itself upon any
distinctive possession. A ghost is a sign of importance not to be
despised; a haunted room is worth as much as a small farm to the
complacency of the family that owns it. And no doubt the younger
branches of the Gowrie family -- the lightminded portion of the race --
felt this, and were proud of their unfathomable secret, and felt a
thrill of agreeable awe and piquant suggestion go through them, when
they remembered the mysterious something which they did not know in
their familiar home. That thrill ran through the entire circle of
visitors, and children, and servants, when the Earl peremptorily forbade
a projected improvement, or stopped a reckless exploration. They looked
at each other with a pleasurable shiver. "Didyou hear?" they said. "He
will not let Lady Gowrie have that closet she wants so much in that bit
of wall. He sent the workmen about their business before they could
touch it, though the wall is twenty feet thick if it is an inch; ah!"
said the visitors, looking at each other; and this lively suggestion
sent tinglings of excitement to their very finger-points; but even to
his wife, mourning the commodious closet she had intended, the Earl made
no explanations. For anything she knew, it might be there, next to her
room, this mysterious lurking-place; and it may be supposed that this
suggestion conveyed to Lady Gowrie's veins a thrill more keen and
strange, perhaps too vivid to be pleasant. But she was not in the
favoured or unfortunate number of those to whom the truth could be
revealed.
I need not say what the different theories on the subject were. Some
thought there had been a treacherous massacre there, and that the secret
chamber was blocked by the skeletons of murdered guests, -- a treachery
no doubt covering the family with shame in its day, but so condoned by
long softening of years as to have all the shame taken out of it. The
Randolphs could not have felt their character affected by any such
interesting historical record. They were not so morbidly sensitive. Some
said, on the other hand, that Earl Robert, the wicked Earl, was shut up
there in everlasting penance, playing cards with the devil for his soul.
But it would have been too great a feather in the family cap to have
thus got the devil, or even one of his angels, bottled up, as it were,
and safely in hand, to make it possible that any lasting stigma could be
connected with such a fact as this. What a thing it would be to know
where to lay one's hand upon the Prince of Darkness, and prove him once
for all, cloven foot and everything else, to the confusion of
gainsayers!
So this was not to be received as a satisfactory solution, nor could any
other be suggested which was more to the purpose. The popular mind gave
it up, and yet never gave it up; and still everybody who visits Gowrie,
be it as a guest, be it as a tourist, be it only as a gazer from a
passing carriage, or from the flying railway train which just glimpses
its turrets in the distance, daily and yearly spends a certain amount of
curiosity, wonderment, and conjecture about the Secret Chamber -- the
most piquant and undiscoverable wonder which has endured unguessed and
undeciphered to modern times.
This was how the matter stood when young John Randolph, Lord Lindores,
came of age. He was a young man of great character and energy, not like
the usual Randolph strain -- for, as we have said, the type of character
common in this romantically-situated family, notwithstanding the erratic
incidents common to them, was that of dullness and honesty, especially
in their early days. But young Lindores was not so. He was honest and
honourable, but not dull. He had gone through almost a remarkable course
at school and at the university -- not perhaps in quite the ordinary way
of scholarship, but enough to attract men's eyes to him. He had made
more than one great speech at the Union. He was full of ambition, and
force, and life, intending all sorts of great things, and meaning to
make his position a stepping-stone to all that was excellent in public
life. Not for him the countrygentleman existence which was congenial to
his father. The idea of succeeding to the family honours and becoming a
Scotch peer, either represented or representative, filled him with
horror; and filial piety in his case was made warm by all the energy of
personal hopes when he prayed that his father might live, if not for
ever, yet longer than any Lord Gowrie had lived for the last century or
two. He was as sure of his election for the county the next time there
was a chance, as anybody can be certain of anything; and in the meantime
he meant to travel, to go to America, to go no one could tell where,
seeking for instruction and experience, as is the manner of
high-spirited young men with parliamentary tendencies in the present
day. In former times he would have gone "to the wars in the Hie
Germanie," or on a crusade to the Holy Land; but the days of the
crusaders and of the soldiers of fortune being over, Lindores followed
the fashion of his time. He had made all his arrangements for his tour,
which his father did not oppose. On the contrary, Lord Gowrie encouraged
all those plans, though with an air of melancholy indulgence which his
son could not understand. "It will do you good," he said, with a sigh.
"Yes, yes, my boy; the best thing for you." This, no doubt, was true
enough; but there was an implied feeling that the young man would
require something to do him good -- that he would want the soothing of
change and the gratification of his wishes, as one might speak of a
convalescent or the victim of some calamity. This tone puzzled Lindores,
who, though he thought it a fine thing to travel and acquire
information, was as scornful of the idea of being done good to as is
natural to any fine young fellow fresh from Oxford and the triumphs of
the Union. But he reflected that the old school had its own way of
treating things, and was satisfied. All was settled accordingly for this
journey, before he came home to go through the ceremonial performances
of the coming of age, the dinner of the tenantry, the speeches, the
congratulations, his father's banquet, his mother's ball. It was in
summer, and the country was as gay as all the entertainments that were
to be given in his honour. His friend who was going to accompany him on
his tour, as he had accompanied him through a considerable portion of
his life - - Almeric Ffarrington, a young man of the same aspirations -
- came up to Scotland with him for these festivities. And as they rushed
through the night on the Great Northern Railway, in the intervals of two
naps, they had a scrap of conversation as to these birthday glories. "It
will be a bore, but it will not last long," said Lindores. They were
both of the opinion that anything that did not produce information or
promote culture was a bore.
"But is there not a revelation to be made to you, among all the other
things you have to go through?" said Ffarrington. "Have not you to be
introduced to the secret chamber, and all that sort of thing? I should
like to be of the party there, Lindores."
"Ah," said the heir, "I had forgotten that part of it," which, however,
was not the case. "Indeed I don't know if I am to be told. Even family
dogmas are shaken nowadays."
"Oh, I should insist on that," said Ffarrington, lightly. "It is not
many who have the chance of paying such a visit -- better than Home and
all the mediums. I should insist upon that."
"I have no reason to suppose that it has any connection with Home or the
mediums," said Lindores, slightly nettled. He was himself an esprit
fort; but a mystery in one's own family is not like vulgar mysteries. He
liked it to be respected.
"Oh, no offence," said his companion. "I have always thought that a
railway train would be a great chance for the spirits. If one was to
show suddenly in that vacant seat beside you, what a triumphant proof of
their existence that would be! but they don't take advantage of their
opportunities."
Lindores could not tell what it was that made him think at that moment
of a portrait he had seen in a back room at the castle of old Earl
Robert, the wicked Earl. It was a bad portrait -- a daub -- a copy made
by an amateur of the genuine portrait, which, out of horror of Earl
Robert and his wicked ways, had been removed by some intermediate lord
from its place in the gallery. Lindores had never seen the original --
nothing but this daub of a copy. Yet somehow this face occurred to him
by some strange link of association -- seemed to come into his eyes as
his friend spoke. A slight shiver ran over him. It was strange. He made
no reply to Ffarrington, but he set himself to think how it could be
that the latent presence in his mind of some anticipation of this
approaching disclosure, touched into life by his friend's suggestion,
should have called out of his memory a momentary realisation of the
acknowledged magician of the family. This sentence is full of long
words; but unfortunately long words are required in such a case. And the
process was very simple when you traced it out. It was the clearest case
of unconscious cerebration. He shut his eyes by way of securing privacy
while he thought it out; and being tired, and not at all alarmed by his
unconscious cerebration, before he opened them again fell fast asleep.
And his birthday, which was the day following his arrival at Glenlyon,
was a very busy day. He had not time to think of anything but the
immediate occupations of the moment. Public and private greetings,
congratulations, offerings, poured upon him. The Gowries were popular in
this generation, which was far from being usual in the family. Lady
Gowrie was kind and generous, with that kindness which comes from the
heart, and which is the only kindness likely to impress the keen-sighted
popular judgment; and Lord Gowrie had but little of the equivocal
reputation of his predecessors. They could be splendid now and then on
great occasions, though in general they were homely enough; all which
the public likes. It was a bore, Lindores said; but yet the young man
did not dislike the honours, and the adulation, and all the hearty
speeches and good wishes. It is sweet to a young man to feel himself the
centre of all hopes. It seemed very reasonable to him -- very natural --
that he should be so, and that the farmers should feel a pride of
anticipation in thinking of his future speeches in Parliament. He
promised to them with the sincerest good faith that he would not
disappoint their expectations -- that he would feel their interest in
him an additional spur. What so natural as that interest and these
expectations? He was almost solemnised by his own position -- so young,
looked up to by so many people - so many hopes depending on him; and yet
it was quite natural. His father, however, was still more solemnised
than Lindores -- and this was strange, to say the least. His face grew
graver and graver as the day went on, till it almost seemed as if he
were dissatisfied with his son's popularity, or had some painful thought
weighing on his mind. He was restless and eager for the termination of
the dinner, and to get rid of his guests; and as soon as they were gone,
showed an equal anxiety that his son should retire too. "Go to bed at
once, as a favour to me," Lord Gowrie said. "You will have a great deal
of fatigue -- to-morrow." "You need not be afraid for me, sir," said
Lindores, half affronted; but he obeyed, being tired. He had not once
thought of the secret to be disclosed to him, through all that long day.
But when he woke suddenly with a start in the middle of the night, to
find the candles all lighted in his room, and his father standing by his
bedside, Lindores instantly thought of it, and in a moment felt that the
leading event -- the chief incident of all that had happened -- was
going to take place now.
II
LORD GOWRIE was very grave, and very pale. He was standing with his hand
on his son's shoulder to wake him; his dress was unchanged from the
moment they had parted. And the sight of this formal costume was very
bewildering to the young man as he started up in his bed. But next
moment he seemed to know exactly how it was, and, more than that, to
have known it all his life. Explanation seemed unnecessary. At any other
moment, in any other place, a man would be startled to be suddenly woke
up in the middle of the night. But Lindores had no such feeling; he did
not even ask a question, but sprang up, and fixed his eyes, taking in
all the strange circumstances, on his father's face.
"Get up, my boy," said Lord Gowrie, "and dress as quickly as you can; it
is full time. I have lighted your candles, and your things are all
ready. You have had a good long sleep."
Even now he did not ask, What is it? as under any other circumstances he
would have done. He got up without a word, with an impulse of nervous
speed and rapidity of movement such as only excitement can give, and
dressed himself, his father helping him silently. It was a curious
scene: the room gleaming with lights, the silence, the hurried toilet,
the stillness of deep night all around. The house, though so full, and
with the echoes of festivity but just over, was quiet as if there was
not a creature within it -- more quiet, indeed, for the stillness of
vacancy is not half so impressive as the stillness of hushed and
slumbering life.
Lord Gowrie went to the table when this first step was over, and poured
out a glass of wine from a bottle which stood there, -- a rich,
golden-coloured, perfumy wine, which sent its scent through the room.
"You will want all your strength," he said; "take this before you go. It
is the famous Imperial Tokay; there is only a little left, and you will
want all your strength."
Lindores took the wine; he had never drunk any like it before, and the
peculiar fragrance remained in his mind, as perfumes so often do, with a
whole world of association in them. His father's eyes dwelt upon him
with a melancholy sympathy. "You are going to encounter the greatest
trial of your life," he said; and taking the young man's hand into his,
felt his pulse. "It is quick, but it is quite firm, and you have had a
good long sleep." Then he did what it needs a great deal of pressure to
induce an Englishman to do, -- he kissed his son on the cheek. "God
bless you!" he said, faltering. "Come, now, everything is ready,
Lindores."
He took up in his hand a small lamp, which he had apparently brought
with him, and led the way. By this time Lindores began to feel himself
again, and to wake to the consciousness of all his own superiorities and
enlightenments. The simple sense that he was one of the members of a
family with a mystery, and that the moment of his personal encounter
with this special power of darkness had come, had been the first
thrilling, overwhelming thought. But now as he followed his father,
Lindores began to remember that he himself was not altogether like other
men; that there was that in him which would make it natural that he
should throw some light, hitherto unthought of, upon this
carefully-preserved darkness. What secret even there might be in it --
secret of hereditary tendency, of psychic force, of mental conformation,
or of some curious combination of circumstances at once more and less
potent than these -- it was for him to find out. He gathered all his
forces about him, reminded himself of modern enlightenment, and bade his
nerves be steel to all vulgar horrors. He, too, felt his own pulse as he
followed his father. To spend the night perhaps amongst the skeletons of
that old-world massacre, and to repent the sins of his ancestors -- to
be brought within the range of some optical illusion believed in
hitherto by all the generations, and which, no doubt, was of a startling
kind, or his father would not look so serious, -- any of these he felt
himself quite strong to encounter. His heart and spirit rose. A young
man has but seldom the opportunity of distinguishing himself so early in
his career; and his was such a chance as occurs to very few. No doubt it
was something that would be extremely trying to the nerves and
imagination. He called up all his powers to vanquish both. And along
with this call upon himself to exertion, there was the less serious
impulse of curiosity: he would see at last what the Secret Chamber was,
where it was, how it fitted into the labyrinths of the old house. This
he tried to put in its due place as a most interesting object. He said
to himself that he would willingly have gone a long journey at any time
to be present at such an exploration; and there is no doubt that in
other circumstances a secret chamber, with probably some unthought-of
historical interest in it, would have been a very fascinating discovery.
He tried very hard to excite himself about this; but it was curious how
fictitious he felt the interest, and how conscious he was that it was an
effort to feel any curiosity at all on the subject. The fact was, that
the Secret Chamber was entirely secondary -- thrown back, as all
accessories are, by a more pressing interest. The overpowering thought
of what was in it drove aside all healthy, natural curiosity about
itself.
It must not be supposed, however, that the father and son had a long way
to go to have time for all these thoughts. Thoughts travel at lightning
speed, and there was abundant leisure for this between the time they had
left the door of Lindores' room and gone down the corridor, no further
off than to Lord Gowrie's own chamber, naturally one of the chief rooms
of the house. Nearly opposite this, a few steps further on, was a little
neglected room devoted to lumber, with which Lindores had been familiar
all his life. Why this nest of old rubbish, dust, and cob-webs should be
so near the bedroom of the head of the house had been a matter of
surprise to many people -- to the guests who saw it while exploring, and
to each new servant in succession who planned an attack upon its ancient
stores, scandalised by finding it to have been neglected by their
predecessors. All their attempts to clear it out had, however, been
resisted, nobody could tell how, or indeed thought it worth while to
inquire. As for Lindores, he had been used to the place from his
childhood, and therefore accepted it as the most natural thing in the
world. He had been in and out a hundred times in his play. And it was
here, he remembered suddenly, that he had seen the bad picture of Earl
Robert which had so curiously come into his eyes on his journeying here,
by a mental movement which he had identified at once as unconscious
cerebration. The first feeling in his mind, as his father went to the
open door of this lumberroom, was a mixture of amusement and surprise.
What was he going to pick up there? some old pentacle, some amulet or
scrap of antiquated magic to act as armour against the evil one? But
Lord Gowrie, going on and setting down the lamp on the table, turned
round upon his son with a face of agitation and pain which barred all
further amusement: he grasped him by the hand, crushing it between his
own. "Now my boy, my dear son," he said, in tones that were scarcely
audible. His countenance was full of the dreary pain of a looker-on --
one who has no share in the excitement of personal danger, but has the
more terrible part of watching those who are in deadliest peril. He was
a powerful man, and his large form shook with emotion; great beads of
moisture stood upon his forehead. An old sword with a cross handle lay
upon a dusty chair among other dusty and battered relics. "Take this
with you," he said, in the same inaudible, breathless way -- whether as
a weapon, whether as a religious symbol, Lindores could not guess. The
young man took it mechanically. His father pushed open a door which it
seemed to him he had never seen before, and led him into another vaulted
chamber. Here even the limited powers of speech Lord Gowrie had retained
seemed to forsake him, and his voice became a mere hoarse murmur in his
throat. For want of speech he pointed to another door in the further
corner of this small vacant room, gave him to understand by a gesture
that he was to knock there, and then went back into the lumber-room. The
door into this was left open, and a faint glimmer of the lamp shed light
into this little intermediate place -- this debatable land between the
seen and the unseen. In spite of himself, Lindores' heart began to beat.
He made a breathless pause, feeling his head go round. He held the old
sword in his hand, not knowing what it was. Then, summoning all his
courage, he went forward and knocked at the closed door. His knock was
not loud, but it seemed to echo all over the silent house. Would
everybody hear and wake, and rush to see what had happened? This caprice
of imagination seized upon him, ousting all the firmer thoughts, the
steadfast calm of mind with which he ought to have encountered the
mystery. Would they all rush in, in wild déshabille, in terror and
dismay, before the door opened? How long it was of opening! He touched
the panel with his hand again. -- This time there was no delay. In a
moment, as if thrown suddenly open by some one within, the door moved.
It opened just wide enough to let him enter, stopping half-way as if
some one invisible held it, wide enough for welcome, but no more.
Lindores stepped across the threshold with a beating heart. What was he
about to see? the skeletons of the murdered victims? a ghostly
charnel-house full of bloody traces of crime? He seemed to be hurried
and pushed in as he made that step. What was this world of mystery into
which he was plunged -- what was it he saw?
He saw -- nothing -- except what was agreeable enough to behold, -- an
antiquated room hung with tapestry, very old tapestry of rude design,
its colours faded into softness and harmony; between its folds here and
there a panel of carved wood, rude too in design, with traces of
half-worn gilding; a table covered with strange instruments, parchments,
chemical tubes, and curious machinery, all with a quaintness of form and
dimness of material that spoke of age. A heavy old velvet cover, thick
with embroidery faded almost out of all colour, was on the table; on the
wall above it, something that looked like a very old Venetian mirror,
the glass so dim and crusted that it scarcely reflected at all, on the
floor an old soft Persian carpet, worn into a vague blending of all
colours. This was all that he thought he saw. His heart, which had been
thumping so loud as almost to choke him, stopped that tremendous upward
and downward motion like a steam piston; and he grew calm. Perfectly
still, dim, unoccupied: yet not so dim either; there was no apparent
source of light, no windows, curtains of tapestry drawn everywhere -- no
lamp visible, no fire -- and yet a kind of strange light which made
everything quite clear. He looked round, trying to smile at his terrors,
trying to say to himself that it was the most curious place he had ever
seen -- that he must show Ffarrington some of that tapestry -- that he
must really bring away a panel of that carving, -- when he suddenly saw
that the door was shut by which he had entered -- nay, more than shut,
undiscernible, covered like all the rest of the walls by that strange
tapestry. At this his heart began to beat again in spite of him. He
looked round once more, and woke up to more vivid being with a sudden
start. Had his eyes been incapable of vision on his first entrance?
Unoccupied? Who was that in the great chair?
It seemed to Lindores that he had seen neither the chair nor the man
when he came in. There they were, however, solid and unmistakable; the
chair carved like the panels, the man seated in front of the table. He
looked at Lindores with a calm and open gaze, inspecting him. The young
man's heart seemed in his throat fluttering like a bird, but he was
brave, and his mind made one final effort to break this spell. He tried
to speak, labouring with a voice that would not sound, and with lips too
parched to form a word. "I see how it is," was what he wanted to say. It
was Earl Robert's face that was looking at him; and startled as he was,
he dragged forth his philosophy to support him. What could it be but
optical delusions, unconscious cerebration, occult seizure by the
impressed and struggling mind of this one countenance? But he could not
hear himself speak any word as he stood convulsed, struggling with dry
lips and choking voice.
The Appearance smiled, as if knowing his thoughts -- not unkindly, not
malignly -- with a certain amusement mingled with scorn. Then he spoke,
and the sound seemed to breathe through the room not like any voice that
Lindores had ever heard, a kind of utterance of the place, like the
rustle of the air or the ripple of the sea. "You will learn better
tonight: this is no phantom of your brain; it is I."
"In God's name," cried the young man in his soul; he did not know
whether the words ever got into the air or not, if there was any air; --
"in God's name, who are you?"
The figure rose as if coming to him to reply; and Lindores, overcome by
the apparent approach, struggled into utterance. A cry came from him --
he heard it this time -- and even in his extremity felt a pang the more
to hear the terror in his own voice. But he did not flinch, he stood
desperate, all his strength concentrated in the act; he neither turned
nor recoiled. Vaguely gleaming through his mind came the thought that to
be thus brought in contact with the unseen was the experiment to be most
desired on earth, the final settlement of a hundred questions; but his
faculties were not sufficiently under command to entertain it. He only
stood firm, that was all.
And the figure did not approach him; after a moment it subsided back
again into the chair -- subsided, for no sound, not the faintest,
accompanied its movements. It was the form of a man of middle age, the
hair white, but the beard only crisped with grey, the features those of
the picture -- a familiar face, more or less like all the Randolphs, but
with an air of domination and power altogether unlike that of the race.
He was dressed in a long robe of dark colour, embroidered with strange
lines and angles. There was nothing repellent or terrible in his air --
nothing except the noiselessness, the calm, the absolute stillness,
which was as much in the place as in him, to keep up the involuntary
trembling of the beholder. His expression was full of dignity and
thoughtfulness, and not malignant or unkind. He might have been the
kindly patriarch of the house, watching over its fortunes in a seclusion
that he had chosen. The pulses that had been beating in Lindores were
stilled. What was his panic for? A gleam even of self-ridicule took
possession of him, to be standing there like an absurd hero of
antiquated romance with the rusty, dusty sword -- good for nothing,
surely not adapted for use against this noble old magician -- in his
hand --
"You are right," said the voice, once more answering his thoughts; "what
could you do with that sword against me, young Lindores? Put it by. Why
should my children meet me like an enemy? You are my flesh and blood.
Give me your hand."
A shiver ran through the young man's frame. The hand that was held out
to him was large and shapely and white, with a straight line across the
palm -- a family token upon which the Randolphs prided themselves -- a
friendly hand; and the face smiled upon him, fixing him with those calm,
profound, blue eyes. "Come," said the voice. The word seemed to fill the
place, melting upon him from every corner, whispering round him with
softest persuasion. He was lulled and calmed in spite of himself. Spirit
or no spirit, why should not he accept this proferred courtesy? What
harm could come of it? The chief thing that retained him was the
dragging of the old sword, heavy and useless, which he held
mechanically, but which some internal feeling -- he could not tell what
-- prevented him from putting down. Superstitition, was it?
"Yes, that is superstition," said his ancestor, serenely; "put it down
and come."
"You know my thoughts," said Lindores; "I did not speak."
"Your mind spoke, and spoke justly. Put down that emblem of brute force
and superstition together. Here it is the intelligence that is supreme.
Come."
Lindores stood doubtful. He was calm; the power of thought was restored
to him. If this benevolent venerable patriarch was all he seemed, why
his father's terror? why the secrecy in which his being was involved?
His own mind, though calm, did not seem to act in the usual way.
Thoughts seemed to be driven across it as by a wind. One of these came
to him suddenly now --
"How there looked him in the face, An angel beautiful and bright, And
how he knew it was a fiend."
The words were not ended, when Earl Robert replied suddenly with
impatience in his voice, "Fiends are of the fancy of men; like angels
and other follies. I am your father. You know me; and you are mine,
Lindores. I have power beyond what you can understand; but I want flesh
and blood to reign and to enjoy. Come, Lindores!"
He put out his other hand. The action, the look, were those of kindness,
almost of longing, and the face was familiar, the voice was that of the
race. Supernatural! was it supernatural that this man should live here
shut up for ages? and why? and how? Was there any explanation of it? The
young man's brain began to reel. He could not tell which was real -- the
life he had left half an hour ago, or this. He tried to look round him,
but could not; his eyes were caught by those other kindred eyes, which
seemed to dilate and deepen as he looked at them, and drew him with a
strange compulsion. He felt himself yielding, swaying towards the
strange being who thus invited him. What might happen if he yielded? And
he could not turn away, he could not tear himself from the fascination
of those eyes. With a sudden strange impulse which was half despair and
half a bewildering half-conscious desire to try one potency against
another, he thrust forward the cross of the old sword between him and
those appealing hands. "In the name of God!" he said.
Lindores never could tell whether it was that he himself grew faint, and
that the dimness of swooning came into his eyes after this violence and
strain of emotion, or if it was his spell that worked. But there was an
instantaneous change. Everything swam around him for the moment, a
giddiness and blindness seized him, and he saw nothing but the vague
outlines of the room, empty as when he entered it. But gradually his
consciousness came back, and he found himself standing on the same spot
as before, clutching the old sword, and gradually, as though a dream,
recognised the same figure emerging out of the mist which -- was it
solely in his own eyes? -- had enveloped everything. But it was no
longer in the same attitude. The hands which had been stretched out to
him were busy now with some of the strange instruments on the table,
moving about, now in the action of writing, now as if managing the keys
of a telegraph. Lindores felt that his brain was all atwist and set
wrong; but he was still a human being of his century. He thought of the
telegraph with a keen thrill of curiosity in the midst of his reviving
sensations. What communication was this which was going on before his
eyes? The magician worked on. He had his face turned towards his victim,
but his hands moved with unceasing activity. And Lindores, as he grew
accustomed to the position, began to weary -- to feel like a neglected
suitor waiting for an audience. To be wound up to such a strain of
feeling, then left to wait, was intolerable; impatience seized upon him.
What circumstances can exist, however horrible, in which a human being
will not feel impatience? He made a great many efforts to speak before
he could succeed. It seemed to him that his body felt more fear than he
did -- that his muscles were contracted, his throat parched, his tongue
refusing its office, although his mind was unaffected and undismayed. At
last he found an utterance in spite of all resistance of his flesh and
blood.
"Who are you?" he said hoarsely. "You that live here and oppress this
house?"
The vision raised its eyes full upon him, with again that strange shadow
of a smile, mocking yet not unkind. "Do you remember me," he said, "on
your journey here?"
"That was -- a delusion." The young man gasped for breath.
"More like that you are a delusion. You have lasted but one-and-twenty
years, and I -- for centuries."
"How? For centuries -- and why? Answer me -- are you man or demon?"
cried Lindores, tearing the words as he felt out of his own throat. "Are
you living or dead?"
The magician looked at him with the same intense gaze as before. "Be on
my side, and you shall know everything, Lindores. I want one of my own
race. Others I could have in plenty; but I want you. A Randolph, a
Randolph! and you. Dead! do I seem dead? You shall have everything --
more than dreams can give -- if you will be on my side."
Can he give what he has not? was the thought that ran through the mind
of Lindores. But he could not speak it. Something that choked and
stifled him was in his throat.
"Can I give what I have not? I have everything -- power, the one thing
worth having; and you shall have more than power, for you are young --
my son! Lindores!"
To argue was natural, and gave the young man strength. "Is this life,"
he said, "here? What is all your power worth -- here? To sit for ages,
and make a race unhappy?"
A momentary convulsion came across the still face. "You scorn me", he
cried, with an appearance of emotion, "because you do not understand how
I move the world. Power! 'Tis more than fancy can grasp. And you shall
have it!" said the wizard, with what looked like a show of enthusiasm.
He seemed to come nearer, to grow larger. He put forth his hand again,
this time so close that it seemed impossible to escape. And a crowd of
wishes seemed to rush upon the mind of Lindores. What harm to try if
this might be true? To try what it meant -- perhaps nothing, delusions,
vain show, and then there could be no harm; or perhaps there was
knowledge to be had, which was power. Try, try, try! the air buzzed
about him. The room seemed full of voices urging him. His bodily frame
rose into a tremendous whirl of excitement, his veins seemed to swell to
bursting, his lips seemed to force a yes, in spite of him, quivering as
they came apart. The hiss of the s seemed in his ears. He changed it
into the name which was a spell too, and cried, "Help me, God!" not
knowing why.
Then there came another pause -- he felt as if he had been dropped from
something that had held him, and had fallen, and was faint. The
excitement had been more than he could bear. Once more everything swam
around him, and he did not know where he was. Had he escaped altogether?
was the first waking wonder of consciousness in his mind. But when he
could think and see again, he was still in the same spot, surrounded by
the old curtains and the carved panels -- but alone. He felt, too, that
he was able to move, but the strangest dual consciousness was in him
throughout all the rest of his trial. His body felt to him as a
frightened horse feels to a traveller at night -- a thing separate from
him, more frightened than he was -- starting aside at every step, seeing
more than its master. His limbs shook with fear and weakness, almost
refusing to obey the action of his will, trembling under him with jerks
aside when he compelled himself to move. The hair stood upright on his
head -- every finger trembled as with palsy -- his lips, his eyelids,
quivered with nervous agitation. But his mind was strong, stimulated to
a desperate calm. He dragged himself round the room, he crossed the very
spot where the magician had been -- all was vacant, silent, clear. Had
he vanquished the enemy? This thought came into his mind with an
involuntary triumph. The old strain of feeling came back. Such efforts
might be produced, perhaps, only by imagination, by excitement, by
delusion ----
Lindores looked up, by a sudden attraction he could not tell what: and
the blood suddenly froze in his veins that had been so boiling and
fermenting. Some one was looking at him from the old mirror on the wall.
A face not human and life-like, like that of the inhabitant of this
place, but ghostly and terrible, like one of the dead; and while he
looked, a crowd of other faces came behind, all looking at him, some
mournfully, some with a menace in their terrible eyes. The mirror did
not change, but within its small dim space seemed to contain an
innumerable company, crowded above and below, all with one gaze at him.
His lips dropped apart with a gasp of horror. More and more and more! He
was standing close by the table when this crowd came. Then all at once
there was laid upon him a cold hand. He turned; close to his side,
brushing him with his robe, holding him fast by the arm, sat Earl Robert
in his great chair. A shriek came from the young man's lips. He seemed
to hear it echoing away into unfathomable distance. The cold touch
penetrated to his very soul.
"Do you try spells upon me, Lindores? That is a tool of the past. You
shall have something better to work with. And are you so sure of whom
you call upon? If there is such a one, why should He help you who never
called on Him before?"
Lindores could not tell if these words were spoken; it was a
communication rapid as the thoughts in the mind. And he felt as if
something answered that was not all himself. He seemed to stand passive
and hear the argument. "Does God reckon with a man in trouble, whether
he has ever called to Him before? I call now" (now he felt it was
himself that said): "go, evil spirit! -- go, dead and cursed! -- go, in
the name of God!"
He felt himself flung violently against the wall. A faint laugh, stifled
in the throat, and followed by a groan, rolled round the room; the old
curtains seemed to open here and there, and flutter, as if with comings
and goings. Lindores leaned with his back against the wall, and all his
senses restored to him. He felt blood trickle down his neck; and in this
contact once more with the physical, his body, in its madness of fright,
grew manageable. For the first time he felt wholly master of himself.
Though the magician was standing in his place, a great, majestic,
appalling figure, he did not shrink. "Liar!" he cried, in a voice that
rang and echoed as in natural air -- "clinging to miserable life like a
worm -- like a reptile; promising all things, having nothing, but this
den, unvisited by the light of day. Is this your power -- your
superiority to men who die? is it for this that you oppress a race, and
make a house unhappy? I vow, in God's name, your reign is over! You and
your secret shall last no more."
There was no reply. But Lindores felt his terrible ancestor's eyes
getting once more that mesmeric mastery over him which had already
almost overcome his powers. He must withdraw his own, or perish. He had
a human horror of turning his back upon that watchful adversary: to face
him seemed the only safety; but to face him was to be conquered. Slowly,
with a pang indescribable, he tore himself from that gaze: it seemed to
drag his eyes out of their sockets, his heart out of his bosom.
Resolutely, with the daring of desperation, he turned round to the spot
where he entered -- the spot where no door was, -- hearing already in
anticipation the step after him -- feeling the grip that would crush and
smother his exhausted life -- but too desperate to care.
III
HOW wonderful is the blue dawning of the new day before the sun! not
rosy-fingered, like that Aurora of the Greeks who comes later with all
her wealth; but still, dreamy, wonderful, stealing out of the unseen,
abashed by the solemnity of the new birth. When anxious watchers see
that first brightness come stealing upon the waiting skies, what mingled
relief and renewal of misery is in it! another long day to toil through
-- yet another sad night over! Lord Gowrie sat among the dust and
cobwebs, his lamp flaring idly into the blue morning. He had heard his
son's human voice, though nothing more; and he expected to have him
brought out by invisible hands, as had happened to himself, and left
lying in long deathly swoon outside that mystic door. This was how it
had happened to heir after heir, as told from father to son, one after
another, as the secret came down. One or two bearers of the name
Lindores had never recovered; most of them had been saddened and subdued
for life. He remembered sadly the freshness of existence which had never
come back to himself; the hopes that had never blossomed again; the
assurance with which never more he had been able to go about the world.
And now his son would be as himself -- the glory gone out of his living
-- his ambitions, his aspirations wrecked. He had not been endowed as
his boy was -- he had been a plain, honest man, and nothing more; but
experience and life had given him wisdom enough to smile by times at the
coquetries of mind in which Lindores indulged. Were they all over now,
those freaks of young intelligence, those enthusiasms of the soul? The
curse of the house had come upon him -- the magnetism of that strange
presence, ever living, ever watchful, present in all the family history.
His heart was sore for his son; and yet along with this there was a
certain consolation to him in having henceforward a partner in the
secret -- some one to whom he could talk of it as he had not been able
to talk since his own father died. Almost all the mental struggles which
Gowrie had known had been connected with this mystery; and he had been
obliged to hide them in his bosom -- to conceal them even when they rent
him in two. Now he had a partner in his trouble. This was what he was
thinking as he sat through the night. How slowly the moments passed! He
was not aware of the daylight coming in. After a while even thought got
suspended in listening. Was not the time nearly over? He rose and began
to pace about the encumbered space, which was but a step or two in
extent. There was an old cupboard in the wall, in which there were
restoratives -- pungent essences and cordials, and fresh water which he
had himself brought -- everything was ready; presently the ghastly body
of his boy, half dead, would be thrust forth into his care.
But this was not how it happened. While he waited, so intent that his
whole frame seemed to be capable of hearing, he heard the closing of the
door, boldly shut with a sound that rose in muffled echoes through the
house, and Lindores himself appeared, ghastly indeed as a dead man, but
walking upright and firmly, the lines of his face drawn, and his eyes
staring. Lord Gowrie uttered a cry. He was more alarmed by this
unexpected return than by the helpless prostration of the swoon which he
had expected. He recoiled from his son as if he too had been a spirit.
"Lindores!" he cried; was it Lindores, or some one else in his place?
The boy seemed as if he did not see him. He went straight forward to
where the water stood on the dusty table, and took a great draught, then
turned to the door. "Lindores!" said his father, in miserable anxiety;
"don't you know me?" Even then the young man only half looked at him,
and put out a hand almost as cold as the hand that had clutched himself
in the Secret Chamber; a faint smile came upon his face. "Don't stay
here," he whispered; "come! come!"
Lord Gowrie drew his son's arm within his own, and felt the thrill
through and through him of nerves strained beyond mortal strength. He
could scarcely keep up with him as he stalked along the corridor to his
room, stumbling as if he could not see, yet swift as an arrow. When they
reached his room he turned and closed and locked the door, then laughed
as he staggered to the bed. "That will not keep him out, will it?" he
said.
"Lindores," said his father, "I expected to find you unconscious. I am
almost more frightened to find you like this. I need not ask if you have
seen him ----"
"Oh, I have seen him. The old liar! Father, promise to expose him, to
turn him out -- promise to clear out that accursed old nest! It is our
own fault. Why have we left such a place shut out from the eye of day?
Isn't there something in the Bible about those who do evil hating the
light?"
"Lindores! you don't often quote the Bible."
"No, I suppose not; but there is more truth in -- many things than we
thought."
"Lie down," said the anxious father. "Take some of this wine -- try to
sleep."
"Take it away; give me no more of that devil's drink. Talk to me --
that's better. Did you go through it all the same, poor papa? -- and
hold me fast. You are warm -- you are honest!" he cried. He put forth
his hands over his father's, warming them with the contact. He put his
cheek like a child against his father's arm. He gave a faint laugh, with
the tears in his eyes. "Warm and honest," he repeated. "Kind flesh and
blood! and did you go through it all the same?"
"My boy!" cried the father, feeling his heart glow and swell over the
son who had been parted from him for years by that development of young
manhood and ripening intellect which so often severs and loosens the
ties of home. Lord Gowrie had felt that Lindores half despised his
simple mind and duller imagination; but this childlike clinging overcame
him, and tears stood in his eyes. "I fainted, I suppose. I never knew
how it ended. They made what they liked of me. But you, my brave boy,
you came out of your own will."
Lindores shivered. "I fled!" he said. "No honour in that. I had not
courage to face him longer. I will tell you by-and-by. But I want to
know about you."
What an ease it was to the father to speak! For years and years this had
been shut up in his breast. It had made him lonely in the midst of his
friends.
"Thank God," he said, "that I can speak to you, Lindores. Often and
often I have been tempted to tell your mother. But why should I make her
miserable? She knows there is something; she knows when I see him, but
she knows no more."
"When you see him?" Lindores raised himself, with a return of his first
ghastly look, in his bed. Then he raised his clenched fist wildly, and
shook it in the air. "Vile devil, coward, deceiver!"
"Oh hush, hush, hush, Lindores! God help us! what troubles you may
bring!"
"And God help me, whatever troubles I bring," said the young man. "I
defy him, father. An accursed being like that must be less, not more
powerful, than we are -- with God to back us. Only stand by me: stand by
me ----"
"Hush, Lindores! You don't feel it yet -- never to get out of hearing of
him all your life! He will make you pay for it -- if not now, after;
when you remember he is there; whatever happens, knowing everything! But
I hope it will not be so bad with you as with me, my poor boy. God help
you indeed if it is, for you have more imagination and more mind. I am
able to forget him sometimes when I am occupied -- when in the
hunting-field, going across country. But you are not a hunting man, my
poor boy," said Lord Gowrie, with a curious mixture of a regret, which
was less serious than the other. Then he lowered his voice. "Lindores,
this is what has happened to me since the moment I gave him my hand."
"I did not give him my hand."
"You did not give him your hand? God bless you, my boy! You stood out?"
he cried, with tears again rushing to his eyes; "and they say -- they
say -- but I don't know if there is any truth in it." Lord Gowrie got up
from his son's side, and walked up and down with excited steps. "If
there should be truth in it! Many people think the whole thing is a
fancy. If there should be truth in it, Lindores!"
"In what, father?"
"They say, if he is once resisted his power is broken -- once refused.
You could stand against him -- you! Forgive me, my boy, as I hope God
will forgive me, to have thought so little of His best gifts," cried
Lord Gowrie, coming back with wet eyes; and stooping, he kissed his
son's hand. "I thought you would be more shaken by being more mind than
body," he said, humbly. "I thought if I could but have saved you from
the trial; and you are the conqueror!"
"Am I the conqueror? I think all my bones are broken, father -- out of
their sockets," said the young man, in a low voice. "I think I shall go
to sleep."
"Yes, rest, my boy. It is the best thing for you," said the father,
though with a pang of momentary disappointment.
Lindores fell back upon the pillow. He was so pale that there were
moments when the anxious watcher thought him not sleeping but dead. He
put his hand out feebly, and grasped his father's hand. "Warm --
honest," he said, with a feeble smile about his lips, and fell asleep.
The daylight was full in the room, breaking through shutters and
curtains and mocking at the lamp that still flared on the table. It
seemed an emblem of the disorders, mental and material, of this strange
night; and, as such, it affected the plain imagination of Lord Gowrie,
who would have fain got up to extinguish it, and whose mind returned
again and again, in spite of him, to this symptom of disturbance.
By-and-by, when Lindores' grasp relaxed, and he got his hand free, he
got up from his son's bedside, and put out the lamp, putting it
carefully out of the way. With equal care he put away the wine from the
table, and gave the room its ordinary aspect, softly opening a window to
let in the fresh air of the morning. The park lay fresh in the early
sunshine, still, except for the twittering of the birds, refreshed with
dews, and shining in that soft radiance of the morning which is over
before mortal cares are stirring. Never, perhaps, had Gowrie looked out
upon the beautiful world around his house without a thought of the weird
existence which was going on so near to him, which had gone on for
centuries, shut up out of sight of the sunshine. The Secret Chamber had
been present with him since ever he saw it. He had never been able to
get free of the spell of it. He had felt himself watched, surrounded,
spied upon, day after day, since he was of the age of Lindores, and that
was thirty years ago. He turned it all over in his mind, as he stood
there and his son slept. It had been on his lips to tell it all to his
boy, who had now come to inherit the enlightenment of his race. And it
was a disappointment to him to have it all forced back again, and
silence imposed upon him once more. Would he care to hear it when he
woke? would he not rather, as Lord Gowrie remembered to have done
himself, thrust the thought as far as he could away from him, and
endeavour to forget for the moment -- until the time came when he would
not be permitted to forget? He had been like that himself, he
recollected now. He had not wished to hear his own father's tale. "I
remember," he said to himself; "I remember" -- turning over everything
in his mind -- if Lindores might only be willing to hear the story when
he woke! But then he himself had not been willing when he was Lindores,
and he could understand his son, and could not blame him; but it would
be a disappointment. He was thinking this when he heard Lindores' voice
calling him. He went back hastily to his bedside. It was strange to see
him in his evening dress with his worn face, in the fresh light of the
morning, which poured in at every crevice. "Does my mother know?" said
Lindores; "what will she think?"
"She knows something; she knows you have some trial to go through. Most
likely she will be praying for us both; that's the way of women," said
Lord Gowrie, with the tremulous tenderness which comes into a man's
voice sometimes when he speaks of a good wife. "I'll go and ease her
mind, and tell her all is well over ----"
"Not yet. Tell me first," said the young man, putting his hand upon his
father's arm.
What an ease it was! "I was not so good to my father," he thought to
himself, with sudden penitence for the long-past, long-forgotten fault,
which, indeed, he had never realised as a fault before. And then he told
his son what had been the story of his life -- how he had scarcely ever
sat alone without feeling, from some corner of the room, from behind
some curtain, those eyes upon him; and how, in the difficulties of his
life, that secret inhabitant of the house had been present, sitting by
him and advising him. "Whenever there has been anything to do: when
there has been a question between two ways, all in a moment I have seen
him by me: I feel when he is coming. It does not matter where I am --
here or anywhere -- as soon as ever there is a question of family
business; and always he persuades me to the wrong way, Lindores.
Sometimes I yield to him, how can I help it? He makes everything so
clear; he makes wrong seem right. If I have done unjust things in my day
----"
"You have not, father."
"I have: there were these Highland people I turned out. I did not mean
to do it, Lindores; but he showed me that it would be better for the
family. And my poor sister that married Tweedside and was wretched all
her life. It was his doing, that marriage; he said she would be rich,
and so she was, poor thing, poor thing! and died of it. And old
Macalister's lease ---- Lindores, Lindores! when there is any business
it makes my heart sick. I know he will come, and advise wrong, and tell
me -- something I will repent after."
"The thing to do is to decide beforehand, that, good or bad, you will
not take his advice."
Lord Gowrie shivered. "I am not strong like you, or clever; I cannot
resist. Sometimes I repent in time and don't do it; and then! But for
your mother and you children, there is many a day I would not have given
a farthing for my life."
"Father," said Lindores, springing from his bed. "two of us together can
do many things. Give me your word to clear out this cursed den of
darkness this very day."
"Lindores, hush, hush, for the sake of heaven!"
"I will not, for the sake of heaven! Throw it open -- let everybody who
likes see it -- make an end of the secret -- pull down everything,
curtains, walls. What do you say? -- sprinkle holy water? Are you
laughing at me?"
"I did not speak," said Earl Gowrie, growing very pale, and grasping his
son's arm with both his hands. "Hush, boy; do you think he does not
hear?"
And then there was a low laugh close to them -- so close that both
shrank; a laugh no louder than a breath.
"Did you laugh -- father?"
"No, Lindores." Lord Gowrie had his eyes fixed. He was as pale as the
dead. He held his son tight for a moment; then his gaze and his grasp
relaxed, and he fell back feebly in a chair.
"You see!" he said; "whatever we do it will be the same; we are under
his power."
And then there ensued the blank pause with which baffled men confront a
hopeless situation. But at that moment the first faint stirrings of the
house -- a window being opened, a bar undone, a movement of feet, and
subdued voices -- became audible in the stillness of the morning. Lord
Gowrie roused himself at once. "We must not be found like this," he
said; "we must not show how we have spent the night. It is over, thank
God! and oh, my boy, forgive me! I am thankful there are two of us to
bear it; it makes the burden lighter -- though I ask your pardon humbly
for saying so. I would have saved you if I could, Lindores."
"I don't wish to have been saved; but I will not bear it. I will end
it," the young man said, with an oath out of which his emotion took all
profanity. His father said, "Hush, hush." With a look of terror and
pain, he left him; and yet there was a thrill of tender pride in his
mind. How brave the boy was! even after he had been there. Could it be
that this would all come to nothing, as every other attempt to resist
had done before?
"I suppose you know all about it now, Lindores," said his friend
Ffarrington, after breakfast; "luckily for us who are going over the
house. What a glorious old place it is!"
"I don't think that Lindores enjoys the glorious old place today," said
another of the guests under his breath. "How pale he is! He doesn't look
as if he had slept."
"I will take you over every nook where I have ever been," said Lindores.
He looked at his father with almost command in his eyes. "Come with me,
all of you. We shall have no more secrets here."
"Are you mad?" said his father in his ear.
"Never mind," cried the young man. "0h, trust me; I will do it with
judgment. Is everybody ready?" There was an excitement about him that
half frightened, half roused the party. They all rose, eager, yet
doubtful. His mother came to him and took his arm.
"Lindores! you will do nothing to vex your father; don't make him
unhappy. I don't know your secrets, you two; but look, he has enough to
bear."
"I want you to know our secrets, mother. Why should we have secrets from
you?"
"Why, indeed?" she said, with tears in her eyes. "But, Lindores, my
dearest boy, don't make it worse for him."
"I give you my word, I will be wary," he said; and she left him to go to
his father, who followed the party, with an anxious look upon his face.
"Are you coming, too?" he asked.
"I? No; I will not go: but trust him -- trust the boy, John."
"He can do nothing; he will not be able to do anything," he said.
And thus the guests set out on their round -- the son in advance,
excited and tremulous, the father anxious and watchful behind. They
began in the usual way, with the old state-rooms and picture-gallery;
and in a short time the party had half forgotten that there was anything
unusual in the inspection. When, however, they were half-way down the
gallery, Lindores stopped short with an air of wonder. "You have had it
put back then?" he said. He was standing in front of the vacant space
where Earl Robert's portrait ought to have been. "What is it?" they all
cried, crowding upon him, ready for any marvel. But as there was nothing
to be seen, the strangers smiled among themselves. "Yes, to be sure,
there is nothing so suggestive as a vacant place," said a lady who was
of the party. "Whose portrait ought to be there, Lord Lindores?"
He looked at his father, who made a slight assenting gesture, then shook
his head drearily.
"Who put it there?" Lindores said, in a whisper.
"It is not there; but you and I see it," said Lord Gowrie, with a sigh.
Then the strangers perceived that something had moved the father and the
son, and, notwithstanding their eager curiosity, obeyed the dictates of
politeness, and dispersed into groups looking at the other pictures.
Lindores set his teeth and clenched his hands. Fury was growing upon him
-- not the awe that filled his father's mind. "We will leave the rest of
this to another time," he cried, turning to the others, almost fiercely.
"Come, I will show you something more striking now." He made no further
pretence of going systematically over the house. He turned and went
straight up-stairs, and along the corridor. "Are we going over the
bedrooms?" some one said. Lindores led the way straight to the old
lumber-room, a strange place for such a gay party. The ladies drew their
dresses about them. There was not room for half of them. Those who could
get in began to handle the strange things that lay about, touching them
with dainty fingers, exclaiming how dusty they were. The window was half
blocked up by old armour and rusty weapons; but this did not hinder the
full summer daylight from penetrating in a flood of light. Lindores went
in with fiery determination on his face. He went straight to the wall,
as if he would go through, then paused with a blank gaze. "Where is the
door?" he said.
"You are forgetting yourself," said Lord Gowrie, speaking over the heads
of the others. "Lindores! you know very well there never was any door
there; the wall is very thick; you can see by the depth of the window.
There is no door there."
The young man felt it over with his hand. The wall was smooth, and
covered with the dust of ages. With a groan he turned away. At this
moment a suppressed laugh, low, yet distinct, sounded close by him. "You
laughed?" he said, fiercely, to Ffarrington, striking his hand upon his
shoulder.
"I -- laughed! Nothing was farther from my thoughts," said his friend,
who was curiously examining something that lay upon an old carved chair.
"Look here! what a wonderful sword, cross-hilted! Is it an Andrea?
What's the matter, Lindores?"
Lindores had seized it from his hands; he dashed it against the wall
with a suppressed oath. The two or three people in the room stood
aghast.
"Lindores!" his father said, in a tone of warning. The young man dropped
the useless weapon with a groan. "Then God help us!" he said; "but I
will find another way."
"There is a very interesting room close by," said Lord Gowrie, hastily
-- "this way! Lindores has been put out by -- some changes that have
been made without his knowledge," he said, calmly. "You must not mind
him. He is disappointed. He is perhaps too much accustomed to have his
own way."
But Lord Gowrie knew that no one believed him. He took them to the
adjoining room, and told them some easy story of an apparition that was
supposed to haunt it. "Have you ever seen it?" the guests said,
pretending interest. "Not I; but we don't mind ghosts in this house," he
answered, with a smile. And then they resumed their round of the old
noble mystic house.
I cannot tell the reader what young Lindores has done to carry out his
pledged word and redeem his family. It may not be known, perhaps, for
another generation, and it will not be for me to write that concluding
chapter: but when, in the ripeness of time, it can be narrated, no one
will say that the mystery of Gowrie Castle has been a vulgar horror,
though there are some who are disposed to think so now.